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Black Holes In Star Clusters Stir Up Time And Space (w/ Video)
  Black Holes in Star Clusters stir up Time and Space (w/ Video) December 16, 2009 Enlarge An artist's representation of the burst of gravitational waves resulting from the collision of a colliding pair of black holes. Credit: LIGO Scientific Collaboration (LSC) / NASA. ( -- Within a decade scientists could be able to detect the merger of tens of pairs of black holes every year, according to a team of astronomers at the University of Bonn's Argelander-Institut fuer Astronomie, who publish their findings in a paper in Monthly Notices of the Royal Astronomical Society. By modelling the behaviour of stars in clusters, the Bonn team find that they are ideal environments for black holes to coalesce. These merger events produce ripples in time and space (gravitational waves) that could be detected by instruments from as early as 2015.  
Fame Hype Norway’s Spiral In The Sky: Possible Explanations!!
December 10, 2009 Branwyn Lancourt Are we going to just ignore the fact that we may all have just witnessed documented alien activity for the first time ever? Yesterday, a giant spiral appeared in the Norwegian sky, looking exactly like a science fiction portal of some kind. Reports further stated that it was anchored to the earth by a "streaming tail". Of course, this was explained as some rocket malfunction, but couldn't it also have been an alien craft leaving through some strange passageway to another dimension? Watching this footage, it's hard to believe it was made by some errant missile, the spiral is just too perfect, and it opens up in such a strange and mysterious fashion. To just write it off is too easy. This was a bone fide event, and should be taken seriously. Seeing people react to this with a combination of instant denial and general apathy really speaks to the human condition, and explains how huge lies can be perpetrated in front of our no
Whats A Guy To Do But
When it comes to the IRS, whats a guy to do but write to The President of The U.S.A. and inform him that I cannot stimulate the economy like he and others want, due to the IRS's inability to figure out that I used? The very legal document provided by them. Dopes! It will go out minimum Certified, Return Receipt. Meaning it can be Registered. Time to bury or a righteous feuneral for my past. Yes, I will mention and include the very documents of 2008 fiasco by the IRS. Also the other two contacts and what they were about. Yes, I'll mention and include those documents as well. Also the illegal Chpater 7 Bankruptcy with the names of the VA employees but also a Federal Judges and attorney's and the wished upon illegal divorce that never took place. I stopped it and turned into a legal divorce. Congratulations IRS, could of never done such a fantastic job without your blunders. You thank who ever yanked on Mr. Spitz chain because you know I'll mention them all. Norio  
Filth God
How can you call yourself a god, Don't even bother to interfere, Created in your fucking image, What kind of creep does that make you anyway. There is no hell, We are allready here, And why do I fear death, If i'm allready dead. Why should I be able to hate, Why all this envy, Should I be able to kill for this land, Is this what you are? And what is evil? If this is the light, Then what is darkness? Just a brick in a game Answer me.. What do you want from me?       Panzer AG
Fu Love
fuBar is a great place to make new friends. I must say I made some great friend`s here on fu. Over time you'll notice that one person on Fu who just stands from a far distant and just watches, doesn't say to much at first, but always shows love, always nice, never asks for anything, always thanks you, is always there to congratulate you. Take notice of that person. Don't let the craziness of fu-bar keep you from discovering who they are. We all have past experience with love. Some are good, some are bad. This person will make repairs on your broken heart with out you knowing it, listen more to WHAT IS NOT SAID THEN SAID, who watches WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU SAY, always POSITIVE, they PROTECT you when you don`t know it, and they really see and know you for WHO YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU STAND FOR. When you can meet someone who make`s you stop and think, "what is it about this person that makes you notice them"... but you really don't understand why. It is a force that can not be bought at a
Come See My Page!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have changed my page and added more pics so plzzzzzzzzzzzz come check it out.   thatnks, jd
A Forward I Once Wrote But The Book Will Never Be Finished
    As I looked out the grey hound window I was on, I could see the rain work its way down the glass.  Slow bands that would only change their course when the wind would.  I had watched them most of the night.  It seemed as if the rain was cleaning the path ahead of me.    The sun was due to be up soon and I still had no idea where I was.  Some where in between Minneapolis and Chicago.  It didn’t matter really, because I knew where I was headed.     Patricia…    She was the reason I was riding on this bus.  I was risking everything being on this bus.  My job, my house, and my life just for her.  All things considering it was an easy choice for me to make.    I would ask my self why?  Why would I risk every thing just to have her in my life?  What was so important that I needed her in my life?  The answer would come as if some one was talking to me.      “Because you love her.”     I reached up and turned on the light above my seat.  I had to check my bus ticket
Lonesome Dove Lonesome Love Down Below Up Above In throughout My body shunned The gods against my fate resists The greatest gift on me it's pissed Denied for life denied by this Not allowed a single kiss Roses witherd Tulips welted Love all melted Heart gone cold Cannot love Grown to Old Loveless slithers into the soul Heartless now I'm now so cold In death decay I rot away A rotten corpse A broken shell Now living in a loveless hell
What A Joke
So love people who claim to be "adults" who act like children. It's really pathetic!
A History Lesson In Metal
I will state right off that a lot of this is being cited from Wikipedia, always a reliable source, I know. But from what I already know from personal knowledge on the subject, most of what  I've read there seems to be spot on.   Subject 1: History of Metal Metal grew out of the late 60's and early 70's hard rock and psychedelic rock. Featuring bands such as Led Zepplin, Deep Purple, and Black Sabbath, The latter being considered the originators of actual Heavy Metal due to the lower tone of the guitars, heavier beats, and dark, brooding lyrics for the most part. Interesting note: They achieved their unique sound due to Tommy Iommi having severed the tips of his first three fingers on his right hand days before the band officially started touring. He has finger tips taped in place, but the strings had to be loosened a bit so he could still press them down, thus producing the lower tone. In the mid and late 70's bands such as Judas Priest and Motorhead added to the sound with a diff
Smile> Uncle Kracker> > > You're better then the best> I'm lucky just to linger in your light> Cooler than the flip side> Of my pillow, that's right> > Completely unaware> Nothing can compare to where> You send me, lets me know that it's okay> Yeah, it's okay> And the moments where my good times start to fade> > You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed> Sing like bird, dizzy in my head> Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night> > You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe> Shine like gold, buzz like a bee> Just the thought of you can drive me wild> Oh, you make me smile> > Even when you're gone,> Somehow you come along just like> A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack> And just like that> You steal away the rain, and just like that> > You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed> Sing like bird, dizzy in my head> Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night> > You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe> Shine like gold, buzz like a bee> Just the thou
Poem For My Lady Lover
Soft winds on the night Your hair is softly blowing I reach out and touch your face Kissing you oh so softly You deepen the kiss And then we roll on the cool sand of the beach Touching and feeling I gently bite your nipple Listening to your moans I reach down to feel your wetness And you tense slightly as I bite your neck Then you beg Pushing me down so I can please you And I tease you with a gentle tongue Spread your thighs wide so the breeze can softly tease you Your eyes wild with pleasure As my tongue dances on you And I whisper to you Of the things you only fantasize of And your moans mingle with the sounds of the ocean
My Task **written Three Years Ago**
Nervously I wait Master said get them pierced Don't make a sound I look down at my 48 DDs -Shit this is going to hurt She comes out -Follow me I stand on shaky legs Whispering for my Master I do this I submit that he owns my body All of it She shows me the needles I about faint Fearful of needles all my life She draws on my nipples carefully They harden at the touch She smiles softly I lay back picking the right one first Breath deep Feel the needle enter one side Feel her push through Fight back moans of pain Immense pressure Pain soars through the nipple She pushes it through the other side I have my task half done I flip on the table So my head is on the other side Can I do this again I wonder? I tell her I'm ready Although I'm not really sure Master I think This is for Master Deep breath She pushes the needle through the left Same pain I fight to stay silent All done I sit up a little dizzy I look down There they are Oh so sexy I thin
Lips Of Lust
  Your lips of lust Are burning their way down My ever hotter bodyMy blood starts to boilI hiss and think I see steamYou lips keep goingLike a game of fire and iceYour lips cause an infernoMy body heats to this simple caressYour lips sear my fleshI moan with feverish lust I beg you to stoke my fireYou grin evillyIgnoring my lewd pleasAs your lips dance passionately downward
Why Women Would Love Being Santa Claus
1. You'd never be expected to make the coffee. 2. There'd be no more early morning decisions about what to wear to the office. 3. You could grow a gut the size of Fat Albert's and consider it a job requirement. 4. One big black belt - accessorized for life! 5. There'd be no reason to have your colors done. 6. Everyone would be extremely nice to you, even if you weren't. 7. Should people suggest your belly jiggled... that is when you giggled... like a bowlful of jelly, you could hit them with your purse. 8. You'd always work in sensible footwear. 9. There'd be no need to play office politics; a hearty 'Ho! Ho! Ho!', would remind everyone who's boss. 10. You wouldn't need an expensive briefcase. 11. No one would dare ask for a ride to work. 12. Never again have to wear pantyhose or worry about your slip showing. 13. No more trips to the vending machine... you'd just snack on milk and cookies all day. 14. You'd never be asked to take an early retirement package. 15. Juggling work and fami
The President And His Call Girls..
 (If this offends anyone, I apologize for it)   The President was looking for a call girl. He found such girls in a local pub, a blonde, a brunette and a red-head. To the blonde he said, “I am the President of the United States. Now how much would it cost me to spend some time with you?” She replied, “$200.” To the brunette he asked the same question. Her reply was “$100.” He then asked the red-head.. her reply was:  “Mr. President, if you can get my skirt up as high as my taxes, my panties as low as my wages, get that thing of yours as hard as the times we are living in, keep it rising like the price of gas, keep me warmer than it is in my apartment, and screw me the way you have retiree’s, then it isn’t going to cost you a damn cent!”    
The Christmas Gift
  A young man wanted to purchase a gift for his new sweetheart’s birthday and as they had not been dating very long, after careful consideration, he decided a pair of gloves would strike the right note: romantic but not too personal. Accompanied by his sweetheart’s younger sister, he went to a nice department store and bought a pair of white gloves. The sister purchased a pair of panties for herself. During the wrapping, the clerk mixed up the items and the sister got the gloves and the sweetheart got the panties. Without checking the contents, the young man sealed the package and sent it to his sweetheart with the following note:                “I chose these because I noticed that you are not in the habit of wearing any when we go out in the evening. If it had not been for your sister I would have chosen the long ones with buttons but she wears short ones that are easier to remove. They are a delicate shade, but the lady I bought them from showed me the pair she
Too Early In The A.m. For Freaky Shit
So, it's not a big secret that I've experienced things at Alcatraz. It's not a big secret that I experienced things after my dad passed. However, this morning really creeped me out. I'm at my desk fussing with something and someone it printing a document on the printer behind me. (Networked printer) In my left ear, I hear a woman whisper, "Sorry." I'm thinking it's my one co-worker cause everyone knows how much I HATE it when they come up behind me to get their document. I turned around to say, "It's okay"  to find my reflection of me in the window. You guessed it...NO ONE THERE!!! I tell my other co-worker and she asked who would be stopping by to say hello? The only one I could think of would be our former office manager who passed away almost 3 years ago from Cancer. None of use knew she had it until she passed and she literally spent more time here than at home. Rose (co-worker) said maybe she stopped by to say Merry Christmas. Yeah, that's fine and well but why would you say sor
'santa's Bad Day'
  One particular Christmas season a long time ago, Santa was getting ready for his annual trip but there were problems everywhere. Four of his elves got sick and the trainees didn’t produce the toys as fast as the regular ones, so Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her mother was coming to visit. This stressed Santa out more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out- heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the boards cracked and the toy bag fell to the ground, scattering the toys. So, frustrated Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidently dropped the cider pot and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the
It's articles like this that make a person think. I wonder if the operator even feels bad? The caller gave them directions to the place...too bad he couldn't remember the name of the road. NORTH PORT, Fla. — It was an urgent call for help that didn't receive an urgent response. After Brian Wood, 55, crashed his pickup into a pole on Friday, he got out and sat down nearby. A motorist saw him on the ground and called 911, but since he couldn't remember the exact name of the road, the North Port Police Department call-taker never dispatched an officer. Twenty hours later, when officers finally arrived after a second 911 call, they found Wood had eventually died from his injuries. "I'm trying to think if it's Lovebird or Lovesong," Mark Minisci Jr. told the 911 operator, trying to remember the name of the street. He even provided directions. But the crash was on Lovering Avenue, and the frustrated call-taker told Minisci that the NPPD system "doesn't work like that" and she "(
Creativity Of The Body!
Amazing really,... as i was vomiting a couple of days ago it made me stop n think what an amazing thing our body is, like.... here it was  flushing out the alcohol, whole pizza, 4 drum sticks and a bag of skittles i ate that day. And it mends and maintains itself till it heals naturally. I don't take pain killers nor do i take antibiotics, maybe i enjoy pain to much...who knows?       
It twists and turns Getting rid of all the moisture But it's not water It's my lifeforce Being drained from my body Dripping away slowly with each drop My mind is blank My heart ripped in two As I finally realize That all I have is me No true friend No true love No one to be there Nothing but darkness That small light of hope Is no longer there Blown out carelessy As I'm left to myself I pull up my shoulders And put on a fake smile So that you don't know You think i look fine But there's an invisible knife Sticking straight through my heart 
Not really sure why I'm writing this now since I'm not sure where my thoughts are going... So, what I'm thinking is that I'ma do something uh ?fun? for my friends. Right now, I'm making little pieces of paper to make lame salutes. Don't worry, I will most likely make pretty ones soon. As I'm ripping up the paper(*rolls eyes*), I remembered that's what I've done when pulling names outta a hat kinda thing. So, yah. I'm thinking of doing something where all your names go into a bucket kinda thing and I pick one(or five or ten) out and do something special for that person. That's where my mind went to a stop and figured I better get my happyass making teh salutes while I actually have time. Tonight, I have a major assignment in class...I am super anxious so if Im like weird...never mind you all SHOULD know not to react to my behavior by now lol Where was I? oh yeah...If anyone has a suggestion that'd be great.
Im  going rely on  my friends uber level of geekdom verses sereaching google and youtube, although if none of you have an answer then I'll have to resort to sereach engines and endless vids to find what i seek,....   Recently at work I was compared to a subhuman on Star trek(TNG i think) Aparently this creature was abducted and she had the keen ablity to discern a mans deepest desires, what mnakes him tick,  as a way to morph into what is needed to make him feel singular in her universe, thus she may preseude him into allowing her to concor all..... what i need from u geeks is the speices name or the what a creature of this vertue would be called. *proof reads and hopes all this makes senes*
The Last Flight.
Amelia decided since the next attempt would be later in the year, that it would be safer to reverse the original flight plan and fly eastwards due to weather conditions in the Caribbean and Africa. After delivery of the rebuilt Electra, Amelia departed from Los Angeles, California for Florida on May 21, 1937.   "I have a feeling that there is just about one more good flight left in my system and I hope this trip is it. Anyway when I have finished this job, I mean to give up long-distance "stunt" flying."   On June 1, 1937 Amelia and her navigator Fred Noonan departed Miami, Florida bound for California by traveling around the world. The first destination was San Juan, Puerto Rico...from there skirting the northeast edge of South America and then on to Africa and the Red Sea. The flight to Karachi was another one had previously flown non-stop from the Red Sea to India before. From Karachi the Electra flew to Calcutta on June 17... from there, on to Rangoon, Bangkok, S
The Celebrity.
H.H. Railey had been asked by George Palmer Putnam, a New York publisher, to find the woman to make a trans-atlantic flight. No woman had so far flown across the Atlantic. Railey, having been struck by Amelia's strong resemblance to Charles Lindbergh, coined the name "Lady Lindy". A week later, Amelia met with George Putnam in New York. George was said to have been so impressed by her at the meeting that he decided Amelia should be the woman to make the flight. Amelia accepted the offer although she would only be a passenger on the flight. Since she had no experience of multi-engine or instrument flying. Wilmer Stultz and Louis Gordon would pilot the tri-motor Fokker named the "Friendship" with Amelia having the official title of "commander" of the flight. On Sunday, June 3, 1928 after waiting several days for the weather to clear, the Friendship left for Halifax, Nova Scotia. Bad weather conditions again delayed the flight out of Halifax till June 18. Flying through dense fog for most
America's Famous Aviatrix .
America's famous aviatrix Amelia Mary Earhart was born on July 24, 1897 at her grandparents' home in Atchison, Kansas. Her grandfather, Alfred Otis was one of the leading citizens of Atchison. Amy Earhart, having suffered a miscarriage in an earlier pregnancy, returned to her parents home to await the birth of Amelia. Her father, Edwin Earhart remained with his law practice in Kansas City during this period. A sister, Muriel would be born 2 1/2 years later Amelia (Millie) and her sister Muriel (Pidge) were to know privilege and wealth through their grandparents....attending private schools and enjoying many of the comforts of life. Alfred was never impressed with who he considered the "ne'er-do-well" son-in-law, Edwin. Edwin Stanton Earhart failed to measure-up to the Otis standards of providing social status and large income for his family. After failing in his private practice, Edwin took an executive job in 1905 with the Rock Island Line Railroad in Des Moines, Iowa. He and Amy movi
Lessons On Love
"THERE YOU ARE!!!!!!!!" she squeals and runs down to my end of the counter. "How ARE you?" she asks like i haven't seen here in ages. In actuality, we just spoke a couple days before. Even though i know this is all fake for my benefit, i still like all the excitement over little ol' me. "I'm good" "well, you look good. i think i'm going to die. i can't breathe. ugh. my face is just packed full of mucus. it hurts. am i talking too loud? i can't hear. i'm just full of it. i'm not really crazy," she laughs. i laugh, too. i'm not sure what's funny, but she is definitely crazy and i am going to humor her. i always do. "tell me something. what can i take to keep me from dying?" "claritin d is probably your best bet. anything with sudafed really." "i've got that. my boyriend's out there waiting on me. oh who cares? let him wait. he loves me. he's rich." this woman is 52. she dyes her hair black. she's wearing a shirt with elephants on it that even my grandma wouldn't put on. her hair isn
Let's Join Me In Bali Island
English Flag Skin
Here's a new skin I just made for Lisa-Jane. Here's a preview To rip it to your profile use this URL
Well I Have Some Native American Blood In My Family Tree. And It Is Also A Big Part Of My Spirituality.
My screen name is what my Great Uncle Cyrus called me when i was very young. He was 3/4 Cherokee and a Tribal Medicine Elder. And Story Teller as well. And ne had a major influence on my life back then and he still does to this day. He is one of my spirit guides. He helped me to overcome my abusive child hood at the hands of a very step-dad. With out his help I would not be alive today. So this is my way of honoring is memory. And for helping me to become the person I am now. A far different person then my tormentor wanted me to be.
Learn How To Generate Electricity With Magnetic Generators
Currently, many homeowners are beginning to employ the use of energy saving generators to generate electricity for their homes in attempt to reduce power consumption. One of the newest systems that have been causing a major uproar is the magnetic generator. Click here to read more - Generate Electricity and Permanent Magnetic Generator Magnetic generators appear like a traditional power generator which you encounter everyday except the fact that it uses magnetic field to power itself rather than gasoline. It has the capability to operate for many years due to its power source. This device uses the principle of moving magnetic flow named "the magnetic current" for generating electrical energy. Homeowners won’t have to worry about spending a lot of money for this device if it is to be built on their own. Adding to that, it is actually not difficult at all to have one built. All you need is some hand tools, some electrical parts and components, a good blueprint with step-by-step i
A little info on the "just some stuff I write" category. They are in no particular order. Some are even older than the time I've been on fu. They may not be for anyone specific or they may be for you. If indeed it is for you...more than likely you will get it via email or some other way. I write because I write, sometimes it flows and sometimes it doesn't. Some are pretty fucking good and let's face it....some are garbage. But I think it's smart to post the garbage as well. Just to show how the Muse works or doesn't work. Some are rantings that must be purged or it will poison me inside. I do write from deep within but sometimes it is embellished in some form to make it work. I am not always miserable (ok a lot of times I am). But it mostly works for the type of writing I do. And I am by far NOT the best (I have seen some amazing stuff on here) But writing is good for the soul therefore I do it. So I just wanted say that they are not in the order they were written. For some reason I th
How Can I Get Her To See...
I had no clue we had a blog here..Well its like this up until 2007 I was rollling along lifes highway feeling so good..Then the dragon raised his bufugly head..When I got sick well I got sick..Started tx in the fall of that year...It was real bad..First off loosing the money I use to make was bad then this tx crap well hell man whats next? Well suicide attempt was next..The tx had me crazy..I mean truly nuts..I couldnt sleep eat think nothing was the same and since then nothing has returned to true sanity...My daughter was so use to being spoiled the littel brat and having to loose my business due to the dragon well money left us..I live on disability now and well who the hell can live on that tiny bit of cash..So this last couple of years I have lost...So much but  mostly I have lost Savannah..her innocence was taken away due to my sickness..She is so out there it scares me daily..I love this child more than my own breath..She was my late in life child..So needless to say she was unex
All the cool kids seems to be doing this, so I thought I'd have a go... Spell your name with bands/artists B - Black Uhuru L - Lily Allen O - Orbital O - Orb (the) K - King Crimson Y - Yellowman layer two.- name: Blooky- birth date: 06-AUG-71- nicknames: Blurky, Bent-one- current location: Work- eye color: Green/Grey/Blue...with a bit of brown- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: Left- best friend[s]: Morning Star, My sister, James & Davelayer three.- the shoes you wore today: Biker Boots- your perfect pizza: Pepperoni- the last time you cried: Couple of days ago thining about my Godsonlayer four.- your best physical feature: Don't know... - most missed memory: Summer on the canalslayer five.- pepsi or coke: Dr Pepper- mcdonald's or burger king: BK- adidas or nike: Don't care- lipton ice tea or nestea: Dar-jeeling- chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla- cappuccino or coffee: Coffee, strong, blacklayer six.- curse: May all your teeth fall out except one, which gives you toothache.- do
So as my buddies will know, I'm one of those dreadful workshy layabouts who goofs off online when he's at work, and consequently does most of his fu-ing then.  What with Christmas coming up, and everyone's routine being a bit all up in the air, I thought I'd get this out now, and wish all of you the very best of Seasonal Felicitations, and thank you all for another fun year of fighting each other, calling each other names, doing lolz, buying each other imaginimamary drinks and swearing on MuMMs.  It's been real.  I hope you all have a good time, even those of you who hate Christmas and that, and that no-one dies of alcohol poisoning over New years, and that sometime around January the 5th when things start getting back to normal, we can look forward to more jolly japes and capers. I love you. I don't know what this is, but those girls are a good drawing.   kins
My Love For My Future
all i know is a week aog i met the most amazing guy in my email box,and now i feel totally lost,because i can't seem to really reach out and connect with him the last two days  
I feel the warmth upon me. It surrounds, and embraces me. I will someday let go and fall into your arms. I will soon be held by the only one that truly loves me. The only one that will not lie, judge or condemn me. You will make time and wait a lifetime for me. I am timid to let you touch me. But I know you will accept me like no other. And so I shall learn to love thee. Death, I know that when it is time, you will set me free.    
What is a friend? A friend is someone who is always there. A friend is someone who is always dear. A friend is someone who is always near no matter the distance between the two. A friend is someone that always lends an ear or two. A friend is someone who always lends a hand or two. A friend is someone you can hold no matter what you’re going through. A friend is someone you can depend on in the time of need, no matter how big or small it may be. A friend in deed is what I have in you. ©WMW2004
My Love For Thee
For never more will my heart be cold, for thee I tell you, I now have a heart of gold, now that I have you to hold. We now hold the keys to each others hearts and souls.So listen to the sounds of our bodies as the story is told, for we may never know what will unfold.I love the gentle touch of your hands, as they warm my body and touch my soul.I love the gentle touch of your lips for they are never neither rough nor are they ever cold. I love the soft words that you speak as they caress my mind and make me whole.I longed for the moment that we are joined together as one, now my love the story of our bodies starts to be told, with you for me to ever hold. ©WMW2004
I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel you have brought onto me then guide us into the path so that we may be for all eternity...As I sit here with my back up against the wall I swore I would not fall, but as I look to see it is me who is slippin and fallin and I can’t get up…I have wished in my dreams for an angel to come onto me to show me there is true love waiting for me, but is this all a dream or is it reality…I need reality with out fatality if im gona slip and fall then I need to slip and fall in to the arms of my angel for all eternity! ©WMW2009
I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up, I'm slippin and fallin and can't get up and if this is a dream then damn sure don't wake me up; but if this is truely reality then please lord don't make it a fatality...Lord hear my cries and hear my pleads if this is truely an angel you have brought onto me then guide us into the path so that we may be for all eternity...As I sit here with my back up against the wall I swore I would not fall, but as I look to see it is me who is slippin and fallin and I can’t get up…I have wished in my dreams for an angel to come onto me to show me there is true love waiting for me, but is this all a dream or is it reality…I need reality with out fatality if im gona slip and fall then I need to slip and fall in to the arms of my angel for all eternity! ©WMW2009
Darkness can consume the mind if it is invited,You can feel it creeping in the veins and crawl down your bones.It is a shadow that follows you where ever you go waiting for the correct moment to steal your life.A demon that lurks within, it stays dormant until something comes along to awake it and over power you.You can feel it ripple under your skin like something taking over your body.It will control you if you give it an invitation. With your arms spread wide open as a welcome.All you have to do is give in and give up, let the darkness pump through you and eat you alive.You embrace it so easily. Your eyes vacant as you walk among the living.Once the blackness fills the heart and mind you become numb, mechanic, a zombie.A pretty porcelain doll on the outside but a heartless, emotionless being within.Your demons grab and control you like a puppet. Sucking the life from you, you become more lifeless.It puts a mask on you that bare a smile but within you weep.Will you invite it in so wi
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Resolutions And Such..
Im not one of these people who make yearly resolutions. I never really understood why 1 day alone would make you want to change something about yourself. why not just do it anyway?  but to each his own. anyway, Im going to try my hand at a few resolutions this year. to begin with, no more of this stressing about everything. over the last 10 years, there has been something tugging at my heart constantly. It seems like I couldnt just be happy. Ive let little things get to me and bother me and stress me out until the point of depression and complete sadness. That is not the way to live. There are people who enter your life, and it seems like they are only meant to hurt you and to make you miserable. but maybe they were put there to test your limits, to teach you patience, and maybe to make you thankful for what love you do receive from those you care about. another thing I must do is to forget those who dont remember me. Ive held on to so many memories that only hurt to think about. s
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You:   What color eyes? Brown   Hair?  Brown      How tall? 6'6"       How old?  28 What city do you live in Fairfield,nj   Male/Female?  Male      The Private You?   How many people have you had sex with in 2009?   none   How many of those people were one night stands?  None   How many serious relationships have you had?   serious 4 whatevers a few more then i would like to talk about   What is your favorite position?     Doing it any way i can!   Have you ever slept with more than one person at a time? Yeah      Him / Her   Eyes?   Yes that would be weird otherwise     Height?   no shorter the 5'1"      Tall / short?  I already said     Personality?     One is required, yes   Age?  Older then 18 under 35     Misc.  She needs to have a brain   What is the first question you ask before having sex with someone?     No diseases right? lol   Have you ever considered or had a sex buddy with no relationship?  done it a few times lol   If yes, how
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Nature's first green is gold Her hardest hue to hold. Her early leave's a flower But only so an hour. So leave subsides to leave So Eden sank to grief So dawn goes down to day Nothing gold can stay Robert Frost
Written 2 And A Half Yearsago
BrokenheartedAlas I lay here BrokenheartedA once planed flight never departedOur wingspan spread to take the airSo I lay here and wonder whyWe chose the turbulent groundand not an ambient skyOur trip was conjured with great intentionsIt was only the details we did not mentionthings like gravity don't matter in a dreamThen we faced a harsh  realitynot all wings are made for flightIt's easy to be blinded by the beauty of dayand deafened by the torturous silence of nightSo now I lay here all aloneA once proud Phoneix, now feeble on my knessonly  shell of a former Stature I used to beWhy give a man wings If he was never met to flyTo let him taste what he thought sweet freedomonly a thin cream frosting on a cake of dirtforged  by sadnessthen baked with regretDid you do this so I may learnThis world is not perfectnot like our dreamsso That if ever again We choose to flyI will abide by the rules of landand the laws of the skyThe next course we plot will end betterI will plan for now, the pres
For me not being able to be around people, I am sure getting pushed into a lot of different things at the house. First right before thanksgiving, the newspaper did an article on a girl here at my house and did a HUGE pic in the todays section of the newspaper that had all of us around the table. Second when we did the makeovers last weekend, I got put on the spot for the interview and looked like a total ass on live tv. NOW one of the case managers here wants me to read my poetry on the air for a radio station on sunday. Whats hard is my poetry to me seems dark. I started counseling Monday, it will be a weekly thing. I think I am going to like her as well so that will be nice. Getting ready for the holidays, gonna actually spend christmas eve and christmas over at my sisters... *blinks* *wow*
Wrote This During Rough Times But Im Dedicating It To Somone That Inspires Me Torward Better Times
The fall  Life is  a bottomless pit, you feel yourself falling getting  lower, slower, older, duller. atrophy and entropy closing in engulfing your  Very soul that once  was so vibrant and clear . Surpassing Fallen angels and the  decrepit  rising dead, u wonder can my life  get lower the this, you continue your  plunge. Life is pain they tell you,  only in being numb do we find our end.  You  crave this  pain, for to hurt is to feel, to feel is to live, to live is to love, so through this pain we continue to fall, Welcome my complacent friend to the human  endeavor, for the truth is we search out pain, ,the sickness, as it is sometime called,it is as a real and beautiful as the blood coursing through are veins. And  as the warmth and glow you are born into this world begin to fade, as u become colder, bolder, greener, meaner, u feel yourself getting closer to the numbness, the, beautiful quiet serenity that is death.  A newborn baby cries, we give it love,  when that same  man dies, w
Masturbatory Confusion
In an attempt to not do a blog on masturbation, I ended up talking about masturbation, because not talking about masturbation will leave Me with a masturbation-less blog to talk about. So in speaking of not masturbating, I am speaking of masturbating because of the inversion of not masturbation would me equivocal to the opposite of not masturbating which would bring about masturbation. So in this small attempt to put away masturbatory thoughts I find Myself engulfed with thoughts of masturbatory fantasies that leaves one to masturbate without masturbating because of not masturbating would be like actually masturbating of the inverted equal. If you can keep up with what I am saying, I have one question… WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SMOKING? …oh wait two questions.. and can I please have some?   BOREDOM BREEDS THESE   Algebra question, which should be easy for any who knows algebra. 4(x) + 30 = 150   First to solve gets a prize…   Raven got answer X=30... see
Poem: Flaxen Buzz (-k-)
 Flaxen Buzz Flaxen buzz on her mind tonight.  She's so high and wound so tight. She must die till the feeling's right.  Satisfied, Eve'll take another bite of the apple tonight.  So surreal in her kaleidoscopic world. All too real as she collides with the sky.  'Cause she knows that Satan's ceiling is God's floor on high.  She sits and spins on her globe of clay. Molding it to her liking, then destroys it in vain.  Platinum goddess in her playground land. Props her dolls up at the table, butcher knife behind her back.  Plays "off with their heads" this queen of black hearts.
Why Is Everyone So F&*kin Miserable This Holiday Season?...
…hey everyone, how is your holiday seasons going? I just want to say something ( like usual) why does it seem like everyone is just so blah this holiday season?…is it : - The Economy ? - The Government ? - Employment ? ( under or not) - Lack of interest ? - Have the holidays lost their meaning? I ask these things because all I see, not just around here with all of the begging and whining in statuses and complaining about this and that, but it’s just about everywhere you look, the decorations aren’t so fine tuned, the holiday parties at the jobs aren’t what they were even last year it seems, travel is down… So what is it? I’m the one usually known for being a grinch. And I seem festive. That’s not a good sign. Today I actually cut someone because for the past week, all that I am seeing in my shoutbox from them is complaining about their VIP running out and no one has renewed it… Really? … I couldn’t take it any more.
Poem: In (-k-)
In  In the wake of your love’s funeral. Your love there, dead, she lies. Yet you take from the cathedral the godlessness in her eyes? In the moon, full, you see her face. And tragedy in her stare. All too soon love is replaced with a contempt that is found everywhere. Within your empty waking appetite you are swallowed every night. Like a web's razor-edged heart, it dissects you into soulless parts. In the scheme of life's nightmarish dreams, no evidence left in the undertaker's cart. In your dreams are you being dreamt? Casting shadows? Or are they casting you?     Author: Kirk Edwin Fields (-K-)/authored (copyright): May 31, 1996
Awesome Awesome
I feel so unsureAs I take your hand and lead you to the dance floorAs the music dies, something in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screen and all those sad goodbyesI'm never gonna dance againCause guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste the chance that I'd been givenSo I'm never gonna dance againThe way I danced with youTime can never mendThe careless whispers of a good friendTo the heart and mindIgnorance is kindAnd there's no comfort in the truthPain is all you'll findI'm never gonna dance againCause guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendAnd waste the chance that I'd been givenSo I'm never gonna dance againThe way I danced with youTonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose the crowdMaybe it's better this wayWe'd hurt each other with the things we want to sayWe could have been so go
The Pain Of Break-up And Aloneness
There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest... your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo... It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me.   Me, I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I felt when I was with you.  The passions we ignited within each other, never to to blaze high again.
You want to have enough energy for your missions. You also want to get the items needed for those missions first. The bigger the mission, the bigger the payout. Any other items can be added later!
Where To Start
well today 12/16/09 i had got some worst news ever since my mom's diagnoses of lung cancer back in june of 2007. now she has bone cancer and is going though 15 radiation treatments and her time left is maybe 3-6 months left to live. i had sat with my mom at the hospital for a good 4 hours and has told me she would like to see me have a 26" lcd tv and a ps3. im not sure if anyone can help my mom and me  get theese 2 small items that me nor her could ever get since she gets social security and i get ssi. if you can help us out, plz leave a reply or send me an e-mail. thank you all and try to have a merry x-mas
How To Win Fights
Add people to your mob. You can have a maximum of 1000 people in your mob. When you fight, you use the top 750 people in your mob. Be sure to buy a weapon, an armor, and a vehicle for each person in your mob. You don't have to buy the most expensive items, just get them!
Random Attacks
You will never prevent a random attack, but you can limit them. Don't keep money on you. Keep money in the bank and try to keep your income to a minimum. Most people attack for the money!
Is Stamina Good Or Bad?
Both, you should have a stamina of 10. Anything more than that and you have to increase your health alot as well. Thattakes away from your energy (you need it to do missions) and also from your attack power and defense power!
How To Prevent Being Killed While Fighting
You automatically go into the hospital at 25% health. So if you increase your health to 800 points, that means you would go into the hospital with 200 health. The biggest hit I have ever seen was 104 damage dealt. With a 200 point buffer you will never die in battle!
Me...layers And Stuffs
layer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsJ -Johnny Cash O - Ozzy Osbourne H - Hell Yeah A - Alice In Chains N - Nirvana N - Nine Inch Nails A - Atreyu layer two:- name: Johanna- birth date: June 1st, 1978- nicknames: JoJo- current location: where i am- eye color: Dark Brown- hair color: Dark Brown, unless i dye it red- righty or lefty: Righty  - best friend[s]: Izzy, John, Nicole and some others=]layer three:- the shoes you wore today: Sketchers, ALWAYS sketchers- your perfect pizza: Extra cheese- the last time you cried: none of your businesslayer four:- your best physical feature: my eyes and freckles i've been told and stuffs- most missed memory: layer five:- pepsi or coke: as long as it's diet, i drink both- mcdonald's or burger king: neither- adidas or nike: SKETCHERS! FTW!!!- lipton ice tea or nestea: neither- chocolate or vanilla: chocolates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- cappuccino or coffee: neitherslayer six:- curse: fuck yea ffs- do you sing: everyfuckingday- take a shower ev
I Just Thought It Was Funny
The Man RulesI  At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down.Finally, the guys' side of the story (I must admit, it's pretty good).We always hear 'the rules' from the female side ..Now here are the rules from the male side.   These are our rules!Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE!1. Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday is for Sports!It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want.Let us be clear on this one:Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in
It Should Be Changed To " 'til Life Do You Part"
There is no such thing as a monogamous, long lasting, loving marriages or even regular dating relationships, at least from what I've been witnessing. Just for a small example, almost every boyfriend that I have had has possessed wandering eyes and/or other wandering body parts.. I can't begin to count the times that I've heard versions of, "Well, if I can't get it when I want it.. I'll go elsewhere." No, this isn't a lamenting entry about personal dating misfortunes. What really got this topic milling around in my head was something that I was told yesterday by a family friend, "Alice". Her and her husband have been married for decades. Apparently he's found yet another young 'admirer', THIRTY-FIVE YEARS his junior! When Alice found out about the younger woman, he told her that she's upset over nothing because nothing physical has or will happen, they're just friends. However, anyone can acknowledge the fact that there are more than one type of cheating... and, this isn't the first ti
The greatest remedy for anger is delay.  -  Thomas Paine
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The Reality Of Fibromyalgia, Which Millions Suffer From, Myself Included:
Using a sausage as a dildo.
Life Time To Dance
It doesn't matter the time of the year nor the challenge of facing your worst fear There won't be any doubt of where I stand as time will pass with me holding your hand It doesn't make any difference what your yesterday has brought that is if your truly in it for a genuine love you've sought As that is all I have ever wanted to share and I am certain no over love can compare I say this with confidence cause with each passing day there will be the evidence of loves display Along with all the small things that make a relationship go everyday will have all of my hearts desires endless flow A ocean of unequivocal abundance from which you help feed there will be no doubt I will take the lead Showering your physical and mental beauty never tiring from this endless decree It doesn't matter if we have met yet to even till this date in time as we still be able to endure this heavenly climb Where we can endure in the beauty of holding one another radiance knowing that from this moment on w
Staind -tangled Up In You
  LYRICS: You're my worldThe shelter from the rainYou're the pillsThat take away my painYou’re the lightThat helps me find my wayYou’re the wordsWhen I have nothing to sayAnd in this worldWhere nothing else is trueHere I amStill tangled up in youI’m still tangled up in youStill tangled up in youYou're the fireThat warms me when I'm coldYou're the hand I have to holdAs I grow oldYou're the shoreWhen I am lost at seaYou're the only thingThat I like about meAnd in this worldWhere nothing else is trueHere I amStill tangled up in youI’m still tangled up in youHow long has it beenSince this storyline beganAnd I hope it never endsAnd goes like this foreverIn this worldWhere nothing else is trueHere I amStill tangled up in youTangled up in youI’m still tangled up in youStill tangled up in you
Poem: Dearest Love Of Mine (-k-)
Dearest Love of Mine  If I had an eternity to show you how I feel, we'd witness the dawn of life infinite times over.If I had the vision, I'd show you with such precision -How love lights blind with delight as embers under the universal night.With raw passion and intensity we're devoured by life's brief but overbearing immensity as we drift with souls of Eden.  Eden! Wash us pure of this modern day manure.And make our bed from all of your precious flowers.Take us to God's lips to be captured by the kiss that enraptures us with bliss.And lets our limber bodies fall to Earth's abyss.  Please heed our humble plea and set our mortality free.For it cries a tearful sea.One so shallow, one of sorrow and of misery.Keep us fearful as we were as babes.Keep us cheerful for the love we praise. Unto no man give ethereal release -Until his time has ended and his weary soul's at peace.Unto no woman give weighty tasks of heart.As of a Mother torn between reason and abandonment by umbilical departu
Ancient Porn On The History Channel?
  How many of you watch the History Channel? That’s what I thought, not many of you. Well, the History Channel might all of a sudden be on your saved channel list. A company called, Wild Dream Films, has produced a film called “Sex In The Ancient World - Egyptian Erotica” to aired on that boring History Channel. The producers claim hieroglyphics housed in the Museo Egizio in Turin show what they call the “the world’s first men’s magazine.” With no mass media in those days, they had to entertain themselves some way. So, what better way then to draw porno pictures. The more things change the more they stay the same. For more click it. At BlastFM we entertain you some of the hottest rock music ever recorded. No need going to a museum for music of the past and present. Just tune in to BlastFM. .
spiritual love is greater than physical love because the spiritaul last longer than the phsical love in ones own lifeand in others lives.
Lost!!!! I find myslf in the dark, Searching and Searching but I can not find the one I am searching for. He is here but he is hiding and will not let me see I know he is here because I feel him, breath, think, his soul I smell him, his sweet, amber smell, I taste him, but yet I can not find him to touch and smell and taste yet again. Ohhh I feel so lost.. Please come and find me so I can feel something, that I have only been allowed to feel once for a brief moment in time, I will not loose you because of the darkness!!! Our souls are as one.... Come and find me! For I am lost and fear I may never be found...
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i can careless about anything anymore.. the only person who ment the world to me just gave up on me and keeping us as a family.. i see now that she doesnt love me, she is nothing but a fake and i will not care or love someone who wont love or care for me back.. i am done with the family breaker and i know one day she will see that she could have a wonderful life with me but by then, it will be to late.. she had her chance and now that chance is gone.. its time for me to leave her behind and all the bad things she has been doing to me.. even though my love is strong for her, i wont put myself through the bullshit she is puttin me through.. its time for me to live my life without someone here to care for me.. time to learn to live life on my own...
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I walk my daily life Not being true to me. A promise I made to one Is one I must keep.   It isn't I do not love this soul. It is amazing and sincere. But I am not myself, I am not truly here.   I long to be what I am, And fear I will never be. Afraid to let it come out, Scared to search my loyalties.   Obviously it is not my contentment. That is not my main concern. So for now I will continue to dream For the life that I truly yearn.
What I Want For Christmas:
F'd Up Puter
My computer turns on.............but the monitor and the keyboard are not recognized........I am hoping that something just the two inputs........LOL  but........I am thinking there is a virus that did it...........not sure.......... Looked up a game cheat and shut it down as thing I know............   no signal input on monitor and the fucker goes to sleep and the keyboard is not even lighting up.............   I need either advice or a shotgun blast to the face..........   I love you all and miss shooting the shit with my buds....... I will return shortly ...........priorities ya know  *snicker*   dig it   Tew aka Cyn..................
The Hangover Proposal
Okay then! I'll just burn the house down the next time you wanna scream and shout about me being a lout but not wanting to be without you. I have no doubt the moment I move out your stubbornness will allow you to commence being without me in more than just a physical way, and this  I can't allow. I will deny you the chance to decide to throw away what may be the only thing that will save my life. So, I'll clear my throat wipe my palms on the arms of my shirt grab your hand and pull you in close ask you once more to please forgive me, clear my throat once more and drop to one knee. I'll begin with my spill I'm DDdDOoWWN ooon one kn-kn-knee. Shaking, stuttering and sweating profusely. I'll take one big deep breath and a calmness will take over - I'm on bended knee promising that I will be the best me for you that I can be, as long as you guarantee that from this moment on you heart will be my home and that you'll never roam or leave me alone too long.etc.  I''ll wrap this up with a
I sit and take two tokes then pause……… Exhale all the smoke for the cause The cause that I can't stand this land Unless my brain is assimilated with little green men Inebriation is my hobby of choice and I am dedicated to my hobby, So dedicated that I'm dedicating this rant to it because from it this rant was conceived. The chicken before the egg Three hard lines rite before bed A shadily crafted black door that has been panted red twice and finding the one truth without a doubt, I can't even recognized my own voice from my mouth Two more tokes then pause…..
My Soft Side:d
As DARK AS A MATTER of FACT:: Buzz! Buzz! went my chainsaw as if ripped through your flesh SCREAM! SCREAM! from your mouth as i laughed maniaclly outloud I'm foreshadowing this scenerio but life will sooner than later imitate ART, and you my lovely, you will imitate a rock, MOTIONLESS. I find comfort in your death and the implication accompanying the words, its' a soothing concept. So smile and act like you are enjoying yourself, it will only hurt for the resst of your life and that won't be very long.
To The One That Got Away
Vh1 classsic flashes me back to the eighties with tears from fears fears from fears of what the rash on my leg might be related to and the twilight ponderance of why i'm still awake the midnight oil was burnt out a couple of hours ago so what fuels this alertness no substances have been comsumed tomorrow isn't a day of gloom so why does sleep allude me i have nothing on my mind but the death of the radiostar and film footage not yet non fiction. Well atleast the day time will be amusing my zombie attire will do the day fine
The Vincient Destructo (my Alter Ego Super Hero,lol)
Iiiiiiiiiiiiii aaammmm Vincient Destructo Vincient Destructo I do what i want and theres no place i cant go Vinceint Destructo Vincient Destructo my home is in the slumms i spit flames from my throat,i like to keep warm with my turtle skin coat Vincient Destructo Vincient Destructo i cant climb a wall but i can use the stairs though, i like to whistle sad songs while doing the rocking chair tango Vincient Destructo Vincient Destructo i live on the edge and i fear everything, i sit up for weeks after having a bad dream Vincient destructo Vincient Destructo ill out drink your mom and ill blackmail your dad, ill set your house on fire when i fall asleep with a fag Im Vincient Destructo VIncient Destructo Vincient Destructo Im VIncient DESTrUCTO..........................
Damn This Site
Have a rack of work waiting to be done... and this stupid thing has sucked me in. Wow. My first time on here I was like "eh this site isn't that great" and left it alone for a few days... I came back a few days later, figured out how to really use it, and now I'm excluding "important" a.k.a. real world stuff to focus on this. Time to re-prioritize :).
2009 Xmas Auction
Christmas Spirit
So this year we are very low on money for christmas especially since im single mom and i have 3 kids. so i started to post ads on craigslist to sell a bunch of my baby stuff that i dont really need. a woman responded to one of the ads wanting my double stroller for 30 dollars. she showed up yesterday and  i showed her the stroller and she handed me the money but said. im very sorry i thought i had 30 dollars in the car but im short 2.50. i will be back tomorrow to give you the rest. i told her it was no big deal but i asked her if she needed any other baby stuff because i had more to sell before christmas. and she said she didnt need anything else. today she came back as she promised and handed me a white envelope with my name on the front. as i wished her a merry christmas and shut the door i opened it and noticed that there was way more than 2.50 in it. the envelope contained 50 dollars and a note saying god bless you. i was overwhelmed and started crying. it was just too much. there
I'd never knew what this felt likethose butterflies fluttered insidewhen we had our first kiss i was scaredwith so much past hurt i tried to run awaybut the smile on your face was enough to staythe memory so vivid i could never forgetnot one second will i ever regret.
Have you ever gotten a message in your shout box like this?   From JD ok this has nothing to do with Doug anymore you pissed me the fuck off.. Who the fuck do you think ytour talking shit to? You obviously have no idea who i am or who i know so i will make this easy for you and fuck off bitch cause seriously Santa Barbara isnt too far away to find a bitch.. You turned this whole thing into something it didnt need to be but keep talking shit bitch Over a comment on a mutual friends page that simply said: "Miss You". LMAO. Silly Stuff...                         
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Something I Wrote.
When i give my heart i give it allbut i never prepare for the big fallI care too much or not enough?I do all the running and yet never chasedno wonder im so easily replacedYou say you care i believe you dobut i know how to show it why dont you?I feel so dumb for letting you inwhich just opened a gateway for the pain to begin.
Damaged Goods..a Work In Progress....
she was born premature, by 4 months,the doctors didnt think she would make itshe was damanged goods.she survived birth and lived a decent life until the age of 4. at this time she began to be afraid to be around him. He always looked at her strange. making her uncomfortable. and would touch her where no one else had. or never should have. but she was damanged goods. this went on for many yearsshe couldnt fight him off. she was too small. and if she told anyone about it.. she was told that something would happen to her mother.. so she kept quiet. enduring his sickness. til one day at the age of 8 her mother come home early and rescued her from the monster. But her mother sent her away to live with her dad, her real dad..but she was still damaged goods. abused by a step mother.. always the blame for things that other kids did.. or didnt do..she was slapped... spanked.. beaten with whatever came to hand..she was thrown across the room over a beer mug getting broken.. but what did it matt
Stupid Encounter #32 (please Read Botto To Top Its A Sb)
twisted dr...: you haven't added as a friend twisted dr...: ok thanks sweety i add you to my family so i can find you again To twisted dr...: kk well have a great nap and I hope your teeth well gums feel better you can always try garlic it nums the pain twisted dr...: ok sweety when you on next time i am about to lay down and take a nap after take two vicanden To twisted dr...: well if live is better you would want to get to know me you know be a friend not a stranger twisted dr...: live is better To twisted dr...: 974 pics... go look i even got animated ones of me twisted dr...: no only thing i wanted was to see your face To twisted dr...: well if you dont have time to get to know me i guess yopu were just trying to get in my pants like most statistics twisted dr...: ok sorry i asked To twisted dr...: No I don't know you at all and you dont know me twisted dr...: thought you know me a lil To twisted dr...: I do but the webcams onlly for my hubby and he dosent like it when
Net Users Warned Of Social Networking Virus
Net Users Warned Of Social Networking Virus   Today, 12:15 am © Sky News 2009 Buzz Up! Print Story   Internet users are being warned to watch out for a new computer virus
You never lied to me,Your words were always honest and true.You never let me downor let me walk away with tears in my eyes.You held my hand when it hurt,and fixed my broken wings.Taught this baby bird to fly,and listened to her song.Turned this duck into a swan,And let her find her way.Away I flew,But back to you my heart will always stay.
Eyes so full of truth,Piercing through my soul.Speaking the words I don't want to hear.Forcing me to look inside,And face the demons within.Taking the mess that once was me,and working hard to get it right.Showing me I'm not alone.Building me up,Being there to catch me if I fall.I would not be me,If not for you.YOU ARE MY HERO!
First Love
Hands touch,My heart flutters.Catching my breath,I look into your eyes.Palms sweating,I've never felt like this before.Leaning into you,I know you feel it too.A nervous laugh,A knowing smile.You lean in close.My heart smiles,As your lips touch mine.HEAVEN
I understand that you and me,We will never be.But you will always be the one,With the biggest part of me.A tear rolls down my face,As you walk away.I reach out to youBut it's too late,You are already gone.
Shockwave Radio Comment
To my ShockWave family Greetings to all,     I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much.   Love and Light,   Danielle   A
For My Preicous Moon Of My Life! ♥
Moon, This icon say it all, you ARE my gift from god. It's just like if you fall from the heaven into my arms n soul. There is nothing more I want or ask god for anything else but YOU. You brought me so much of happiness that ANYONE can have in life. You do and still show me what true LOVE is really all about. I am still learning about love. There's never a day that goes by dull, always new things, and new feelings everyday. Since god gave you to me, I felt that god given you to me as well. Im here in flesh for a reason or two and more (I'm sure you know the reasons but I am going to name 2 important things). One, is to love you, loving you Brandon and 2, to be your wife. I knew all along since I made the trip up here, somehow I will end up being stuck (in a wonderful and meaningful way) and I was all up for it and all prepared for it because I knew it was meant for. I still thinking and wondering everyday, getting used to be so LOVED from someone like you. I often find myself dazing
I'm quite possibly the happiest girl around. 1. My boyfriend is wonderful 2. I'm kid free for the evening 3. Boondock Saints [all saints day] was actually released in a theater about 30 minutes from me!!!!   I could probably have an orgasm right now.
I am leaving Fubar.Please add me on yahoo messenger, so we can stay in touch. I miss u so much :-( luv n kissesMark
Love Can Be Found On Fu-bar....but
it goes away almost as soon as it shows up. although i cant bitch and moan like an emo-NEO anymore about not connecting with another on here. yeah im alone again...but im used to that haha. but i do know now without question believe some people can look past bullshit and surface nonsense and get together for real via the internet. without a resume and application of who we are first. im happy for the few i have honestly made a connection with to the point of feeling love for them. everything ends though so i cant be down about it going away. i find that ive proven myself wrong about the bad things. there is a "chance" for anti-social maniacs to find actual happiness without paying for it in cash. that knowledge is golden regardless of the is possible and ive experienced it. now haha...i'll stand back and watch. i dont think im meant to be with not thinking like a whiny bitch but im not going to defy the great magnet anymore. i love my life even if it
Early Dismissal
Early Dismissal   It is near the Christmas break of the school year. The students haveturned in all their work and there is really nothing more to do. All thechildren are restless and the teacher decides to have an earlydismissal.Teacher: "Whoever answers the questions I ask, first and correctly canleave early today."Little Johnny says to himself "Good, I want to get outta here. I'm smartand will answer the question."Teacher: "Who said 'Four Score and Seven Years Ago'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Susie says, "Abraham Lincoln."Teacher: "That's right Susie, you can go home."Johnny is mad that Susie answered the question first.Teacher: "Who said 'I Have a Dream'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Mary says, "Martin Luther King."Teacher: "That's right Mary, you can go."Johnny is even madder than before.Teacher: "Who said 'Ask not, what your country can do for you'?"Before Johnny can open his mouth, Nancy says, "John F. Kennedy."Teacher: "That's right Nancy, you may also leav
Prospects - Read First Before Wasting My Time Or Yours.
To My Past, Present, and Future Prospects: I meet people every day, everywhere and some people I find more interesting than others. But before you start to prospect me there are some things you should know so it’s no surprise, And so you can’t pretend it was. 1: If that last little note made you feel like it would be something that would apply to you - f*ck off now and don’t waste your time or mine. I HATE fakes and wannabes. 2: I have had ONE true pure love, and you will probably NEVER compare to him. So if second best doesn’t work for you - buh bye. He will always be number 1 in my heart and soul. He’s the father of my oldest son, and I will always love him and miss him. {May he rest in peace} 3: I’m the bluntest b*tch you will ever meet. I speak my mind, I don’t tolerate bullshyt, and I don’t let anyone walk on me. So if you think you’re going to be able to seduce me with your charm and then be an utter a$$hole, Don&
Iron Man 2
  I have such a hard-on right now....   Visit HERE for some INCREDIBLE images.   A taste... War Machine / Ironman Whiplash (the villian)   Scarlett Johansson as Natasha Romanoff. aka... Black Widow.      
Epic Fayle: 10 Of The Dumbest Inventions Of The 20th Century
Most great inventions are called “dumb” or “silly” or “useless” for a while before they actually take off. The personal computer, for example, was said to be a pointless invention that no one would ever want – and now just about every home in the developed world has one. But not all inventions are winners – some really are dumb, silly or useless. Here are a few of the worst inventions of the 20th century. Back in 1948, there was apparently nothing weird about riding across a lake on a motorized surfboard while wearing a nice suit and bowler hat and smoking a cigarette. Forget his lack of safety gear – inventor Joe Gilpin looks cool gliding along on the water. This invention was only dumb because the Green Goblin stole it and used it to terrorize New York City. This flying platform was developed for the military, and in this picture it’s being tested at an Air Force base. A machine that answers the phone? Genius! Excep
I try not to hide and I try not to cry but everytime I do my feelings come alive But no one can see What your doing to me You hurt my feelings And you don't even realize itBut how do you know If I am hurt or not You're not inside my head You don't know my thoughts I try to make you understand but most the time you don't care You say I mean the world to you But your never there You talk to other girls And act like it don't hurt me But it hurts me more Than you will ever see I love you and I want to be with you But how can we be together when you keep getting me confused You act like you want to be with me And sometimes you don't I thought you love me But maybe I am wrong I want to be with you And I'm sick of being confused So if you love me Then what are you gonna do?
Reposted From Night Wycth
    I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much.   Love and Light,   Danielle   AKA "Night Wytch"
Tequila Cake
  Tequila Christmas Cake   1-Cup Water 1-Tsb Baking Soda 1-Cup Sugar 1-Tsp Salt 1-Cup Brown Sugar 2-Cups Dried Fruit Lemon Juice 4 Lg Eggs Nuts 1-Bottle Tequila   Sample Tequila For Quality (I Already Sampled It...Several Times To Check The Quality) Take A Large Bowl, Check Tequila Again. To Be Sure It Is Highest Quality, Pour One Level Cup And Drink Repeat Turn On The Electric Mixer Beat One Cup Of Butter In A Large Fluffy Bowl Add One Teaspoon Of Sugar. Beat Again At This Point Its Best O Make Sure The Tequila Is Still Okay. Try Another Cup...Just In Case Turn Off The Mixerer Thingy. Break 2 Leggs And Add The Bowl And Chuck In The Cup Of Fruit Pick The Friggin
Mummers, Fuicide, And Other Issues I Want To F_cking Go Off About...
I admit. When I posted my first MuMM YEARS ago, I got ripped up. I saw a bunch of polls, so I posted one myself. Now, before you go saying anything, please know I posted this MuMM before MOST of you kids ever heard of Fubar (or whatever f_cking Cherry name it was at the time). So, I didn't hang in the MuMMs. At the time, I was also on MySpace and a sports smacktalk forum so I only came back here for the friends I made. After a few years of talking shit, and winning "Rookie of the year" as well as TWO MVPs on that sports smack site, I checked out the  MuMMs again while I was bored. NOTHING but SMACKTALK. New stomping grounds... I started off ripping on ANYONE I saw making iggnorant comments, that's what ANY rookie does. But now, over a year and whatever later, I'm sick of that mentality. Too many fuckers on their high-horses trying to make a name for themselves by trying to being the BIGGER jackass. Ever since I hit the MuMMs again, I was thinking every-now-and-again about F
For Real?
What am i a to non exist.  That has nothin to do. Put a fix on where in your capitivty. Mind's stated unelevated through one's own self hatred in my eyes. Seein through to your despise surprise ya displayin fadin. I ain't gettin what you sayin. You playin ain't fakin like you jhackin misunfortunin stumblin down in sake. I'm not a part of what you take. Livin life on way make make make all i did was a mistake take take take now look at the one's fake sake sake. Nothin but down on my half disevering fuckin up ya whole pattern. No matter in the worth that plays whole mislogical reappear no follow shit i'm lost to dark blind to see. What the fuck its all up to me. Blame put ya shit on me out to make the culprit. Unfortunate none what you take in it. Makin it you ain't less then what you is. You shit don't try to make for what you try to did. I'm rid ya ass is just dead lied down on the ground. While i'm just shootin off rounds. 4.4 to ya dome you ain't known. Its what i shown no face ya a
Happy Holiday's
Since the earliest of times, trees, especially green evergreens, were worshipped by the pagans. To them it represented life and freshness. Since it was EVER green, it always had life. The trees were worshipped as symbols of life, fertility, sexual potency and reproduction. These pagan rituals of worship were then brought into the homes and set up as idols, with the belief that it would give men a heightened potency of sexual virility to procreate new life for their harvest god in the new year. The evergreen tree represented a "PHALLIC" symbol (the mans sexual organ of reproduction) set in an upright position.. Any wonder why people hang round balls on a tree? Is having a Christmas tree in your living room like putting a big, green, erect penis there to put presents under? And if so, how can one reconcile this practice with Christianity?   You need to put up a whole bunch of boobies and vaginas around the house to balance it out.
The Real Night Before Christmas (by Parents)
'Twas the night before Christmas when all through the house I searched for the tools to hand to my spouse Instructions were studied and we were inspired, in hopes we could manage "Some Assembly Required." The children were quiet (not asleep) in their beds, while Dad and I faced the evening with dread: a kitchen, two bikes, Barbie's townhouse to boot! And now, thanks to Grandpa, a train with a toot! We opened the boxes, my heart skipped a beat - let no parts be missing or parts incomplete! Too late for last-minute returns or replacement; if we can't get it right, it goes straight to the basement! When what to my worrying eyes should appear but 50 sheets of directions, concise, but not clear, With each part numbered and every slot named, so if we failed, only we could be blamed. More rapid than eagles the parts then fell out, all over the carpet they were scattered about. "Now bolt it! Now twist it! Attach it right there! Slide on the seats, and staple the stair! Hammer the shelves, and
Dell sucks. My laptop is finally fixed, but I don't know for how long. They sent the "wrong" hard drive to me. When they were called about it they said they didn't make the hard drive that goes to my laptop anymore. They also say that the hard drive they gave me is "interchangable" but the tech said he was "leary" of it. Not sure if I can really do anything about it. I just feel that if my laptop breaks again, they should do 1 of 2 things. Those things being.... 1. Give me a new laptop. Seeing as how they can't fix this one. I mean I've had problems with it since day one. or 2. Just let me send this thing back and give me my money [just what I've paid] back. And not charge me anymore for this thing.   I'm not sure if either of them will happen though. =/   On to other news... I just got a friend request. It's different. Here have a look... "OMFG....You are the most beautiful girl that I think I have ever seen. Your Body is absolutely perfect. I would love to be your friend an
Wright You Fu Partner In Jail!
First off you should have a fu spouse!  If you have one then you should read this. My fu wife and i were talking and i realized that she is a very cool chick and i would like to talk to her forever but anyway we talk everyday and if she got locked up then i would wright her in jail! My reason is that it would be good for them because a lot of time when your locked up ppl that are your real friends and family don't care enuff to wright witch i think is messed up and if you care for someone and tey are put in that perdicament then you should keep in touch! prison sux so if this ever happens to you take my advice and just send them a letter a day or every other day because like i said you get lonly and a few kind words from your fu partner would sure brighten anyones day! I LOVE YOU AMBER!  
The Real Meaning Of Christmas (or Where Christains Got It Wrong)
Before I begin this, please note, I am a practicing Catholic and was once in the seminary studying to be a priest.  I know some Christains don't consider Catholics real christains, but I'll save that arguement for another day.  For those of you who are non-christains, this blog still has significance, because I won't be approaching this from a purely religous point of view, rather historical and it still provides a good moral tale and a deeper understanding of the Christains you do live amongst. Now, first we do have to suspend reality and accept the Christain faith as real.  The common thread all Christain sects accept is Christ born of a virgin, god becomes man, later is crucified and ressurects.  What they believe as significant, god born as man is unique... wrong Odin and Zeus, while no born Human, often come to earth in fleshy form.  Hercules,  demi-god, born human.  Christ dies ad through it saves the world... again Osirus(spelling) dies and saves his world.  The resurrection is
Computer Troubles Again
Well, it seems it's time for my computer to self-destruct on me once again. So, I'm going to be sharing a computer with my mom until it gets fixed or I get a new one (which is highly unlikely, but it's what I need the most). My time online during the day will be normal, but my night-time fun will be limited, since that's when my mom gets home from work. *sigh* I finally get to relax now that the semester is over and I can't enjoy what I do the most, be a lazy bum surfing the net :( Is there a "Get Bubbles A New Computer" fund we can start?
Drunken Amish Driving! Lmao
Police in central Pennsylvania arrested an Amish man on drunk driving charges over the weekend after he was found asleep in his moving buggy. Police said a 22-year-old man was slumped over and asleep in a slow-moving buggy on Sunday night. An off-duty officer from nearby reported seeing the horse pulling the buggy at a walking pace as it straddled the center line. Police said a breathalyzer test snowed the man's blood-alcohol content was 0.18, more than twice the 0.08 legal limit for drivers.
12/15/09 Dilbert
New Gaget Help Market
Virgin Group enters gadget help market  1 hour 5 mins ago Georgina Prodhan Buzz Up! Print Story Richard Branson's Virgin Group has launched a company to help consumers with technical problems such as PCs crashing, wireless networks not connecting and games consoles refusing to link up with other gear. Skip related content Related photos / videos Branson arrives for the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show in New York Enlarge photo The group's firs
New Social Network Virus
Net Users Warned Of Social Networking Virus Today, 12:15 am © Sky News 2009 Buzz Up! Print Story Internet users are being warned to watch out for a new computer virus targeting popular social networking sites in the run up to Christmas. Skip related content Related photos / videos Enlarge photo Sky News has been told that
Starting Lineup.
I wish the weather would make up its effin mind!for lord sakes. Tis going to be a rather eventful day,I will be leaving in a few to take my midgets in for their vaccine and mine as well. I hate needles!!welp,the ones with meds in em that make my arm numb..then sore and brused.Of course im more concerned with my little ones..specially the boys.Char is a trooper and I know will be fine..Jules im hoping doesnt hide under the desk again and be in need of being held down by two nurses and a doctor to get it done.Saiah only cries.(ONLY,ARG!) I get to bite my lip and play the superwoman role.which if god is on my side I will do.Gotta be strong for the midgets and all, least thats what im telling myself:S The candy cane fudge I made, never did set.I cant make fudge to save my life! I think I might try one more time then if it fails..throw in the towel. Cookies are finished,cheesecake truffles are done and packed up in the freezer till they are boxed and handed out. God I smell like a cho
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Email To Babyjesus
BabyJesus;I have been having the same issue for months now and I can't seem to find anyone to help me get this straightened out.  I have emailed a couple time to Fu-Support, I have emailed Scrapper, I have gone to the Support Lounge numerous times to get the same answer and no one can is the issue.  My Status and My Icons do not work.  I can't post a status message nor can I put up any type of Icon.  I have done everything known to do.  Dumped cache, upgraded everything, Adobe, Quicktime, Java, FF (which is the browser I am using).  I have even gone so far as to create a new profile to have it not be able to load a status message.  This is driving me crazy.  I would like to be able to enjoy and have fun with the other on here ...If it's because I don't spend money on this site, that is completely incorrect.  I have I just got done buying bling ... TWICE ... I have in the past bought blasts, VIP, tickers, bling, I even went through 2 HH ... All I am requesting is some help in
Its Only A Matter Of Time
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1HEY...Welcome to FUBAR:DCome (z)Rawk(z) with the Best Fam and Friends around! WiCkEd PaRaNoia,Have some drinks (B) (D) and Join in the FUN!!=D****HIRING STAFF**** and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there!:D 2hey! WELCOME TO FUBAR!:)Come (z)Rawk(z) with the Best Fam and Friends around! WiCkEd PaRaNoia,Have some drinks (d) (b) and Join in the FUN!!=)****HIRING STAFF**** and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there!:) 3HELLO & Welcome to FUBAR=DCome (z)Rawk(z) with the Best Fam and Friends around! WiCkED PaRaNoia,Have some drinks (b) (d) and Join in the FUN!!:D****HIRING STAFF**** and paste the link and join the insanity!! Hope to see you there!:) 4HEY!!! You should read this:D:PHELLO & Welcome to FUBAR=DCome (z)Rawk(z) with the Best Fam and Friends around! WiCkEd PaRaNoia,Have some drinks (b) (d) and Join in the FUN!!:O****HIRING STAFF****h
Cussses A Streak!!!
I want my motherfukn status back so I can haz the funz to!! all ya'll with statuz ... YOU SUKZ .... you all MEANIE PANTS!!!! **kicks the fucking damn dirt** muther*(&#(^$%*@^$)%*&)@*#)@&%$(^@(#*&^*&@T^#_@*#&@(*#^*&@^#
BECOMING AN ECS MEMBER: In order to become an ECS member, you MUST have a salute legible salute approved by Fubar. If you do not have one, you will be required to create one before you we can add your picture to our albums. Upon receiving our invite and you agreeing to join ECS, "ECS Prospect" MUST be added to your name. Once this is done, we will rip a picture to our ECS Prospect folder and will remain in that folder until the following has been completed. You MUST FAN, ADD and RATE our top 7 members found in our family as well as all of ECS members. The group is growing every day and to fan, add and rate all ECS members is time consuming. We understand this but, until you have completed this, ALL ECS PROSPECTS will remain a prospect. The ECS homepage should be added to either your top friends or family. After completing the above, please contact the us via private message or through the shoutbox letting us know that you have done and completed the above. Once we have confirme
Tigers Holiday Poem
Twas the night of Thanksgiving and out of the house Tiger Woods came a flyin', chased by his spouse. She wielded a nine iron and wasn't too merry, Cause a bimbo’s phone number was in his Blackberry. He’d been cheatin' on Elin, and the story progressed. Woman after woman stepped up and confessed. He’d been cheatin’ with Holly, and Jaimee, and Cori, With Joselyn, and Kalika. The world had the story.
A Sunny Christmas
A Sunny Christmas     Every year at Christmas timeThere's not a sign of snow.Instead we spend our yuletide daysIn the sun's warm cheery glow.     We have the best of Christmas things,The lights, the gifts, the bells,(And "snowbirds" who arrive en masseTo fill our beach hotels.)     The glorious weather fits right inWith our happy Christmas mood,And we can also walk and runWithout having to be snowshoed.     So don't feel bad for your Florida friendsWho have no snow or ice.We think our sunny Christmas hereIs a holiday paradise!
Do People Still Believe   i would love to know the honest truth on this   it seems like some people are so ungreatful for real men who does these acts   and iam paying the price for it   i admit at what i did was poor judgement   but my heart was in the right place
Spelunking Through Life
Okay, so I caved in this year. Twice. I wanted to try skipping Christmas but my son is a bit too young still to fully get why we'd do it, he would only see himself as missing out and me being the worst dad so... We're having Christmas. The second cave-in is what I got him this year. I've prided myself on the fact that my girls never once had a brain-sucking console game of any type, and neither has the boy. His games are more involved and require reading instructions, which has clearly helped him to his position as the most advanced student in his grade at school. This year he's getting an Xbox 360. I found it on craigslist for $150, mint condition (The guy played it once to make sure it worked), Xbox 360 Pro with 20GB hard drive. I'm going to be scouting out game titles between now and the 25th, which I might add has nothing to do with the birth of Christ.
Photoshop Request
I'm a right lazy bastard - anyone fancy knocking me up a picture of Daniel-Day Lewis in 'There Will Be Blood' but with my face and saying 'There Will Be Bras'? I offer absolutely nothing in return by way of incentive, cheers.
Breaking Benjamin - I Will Not Bow
Now the dark begins to rise Save your breath it's far from over Leave the lost and dead behind Now's your chance to run for cover I don't want to change the world I just want to leave it colder Light the fuse and burn it up Take the path that leads to nowhere All is lost again, but I'm not giving in I will not bow, I will not break I will shut the world away I will not fall, I will not fade I will take your breath away Fall! Watch the end through dying eyes Now the dark is taking over Show me where forever dies Take the fall and run to heaven All is lost again, but I'm not giving in I will not bow, I will not break I will shut the world away I will not fall, I will not fade I will take your breath away And I'll survive, paranoid I have lost the will to change And I am not proud, cold blooded, fake I will shut the world away I will not! I will not bow, I will not break I will shut the world away I will not fall, I will not fade I will take your breath away And I'll survive, p
Peace To All That Read This.
As I walk through the valley of death I feal no evil for I've lived and breath it.I fear no evil for I've seen It and done it.As I walk alone. I'm not people who walked before me and the ones to walk behind.I'm not alone.When you can feal me but not see me.When i walk through sand and no tracts are there and i am.Then you would have knowed me for me.And loved me for all the right reasons.I'll miss and love you all.Go find your internal happiness no matter how big or small as long as you like for you. because in the end thats all you have. Go in faith that you lived like you was dieing because we all die one way or another.Peace to all that read this.
Just A Cake
God's Cake   This is about the best thing I've ever read as an explanation.  We all wonder many many many times over WHY? Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter is telling her Mother how everything is going wrong, she's failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with
Irish Prophet
Comet Hyakutake
Just So You Know If You Dont Already
Enough Of
I had enough of this death and gloom stuff. We are all going to die sooner or later. I might today, tomorrow, or whenever. Get over it and move on as I try my best to live as I see fit without hurting others and certainly myself. The Order has to say on it the following, Rosicrucian Order AMORC and without the AMORC it could be any nonsense that's out here. OK! As I said I get nothing except maybe good karma for mentioning them. They been around awhile and has many misconception about them. One of them is The da Vinci Code and what followed. TMO is within it and it means Traditional Martinist Order. You have to reach a certain level to appy for them. The Order and it's teaching is very fundamental. Includes philosophy, religion, math, physics, biology, chemistry, and others. Also different technique for concentration and meditation. Other than that enjoy life as much as possible and when the bad things happen remeber there is a possibility of a better future. Never truly give up or a
Inner Treasure
You search the worldFor riches you'll never findIs there any way to make you realizeTo open up your mind. The treasure that you seekOn a map cannot be foundAnd it cannot be weighedBy the ounce or the pound. The wealth that you huntYou've had since the startBuried deep inside youDeep inside your heart.
10 Things I Hate About You!
1 - you're only loving when you want sex!   2 - you use and abuse me!   3 - that orgasm you moan aloud is fake!   4 - you choose your friends over me!   5 - we can never agree or disagree on anything!   6 - you never tell me you love me...first!   7 -  you never..ever listen to a thing i say!   8 - you never hold me after we make love!   9 - you always have the last word!   10 - you never admit you're wrong!   ** so... do you have these conversations as i do with my multi-personalities?
Dads Poem
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't there. "Where's her daddy at?" she heard a boy
Why Is It?
My husband works at this company and they basically as he calls them are a mickey mouse corportation. They get million dollar contracts to print advertizing for stores, billboards, you name it. And when a contract goes sour due to the lack of the managers, or supervisors paying attention to whats being printed, or cut or dye cut. What do they do but blame the employees and right them up or suspend them.  Never accepting the fact they are just as much at fault. Any how hubby managed to get my oldest boy into the shop to work,  phewwwwwwwwwwww what a relief. He's been there now just a tad over 3 mths, the supervisors and shop forman are amazed how well he is doing and just about knows all the machines. Now come to learn, he will be laid off by this friday, and they want to hire new people to take their spot. And why????? so those cheap ass holes dont have to hire them full time.  This is stupid,  they are finally getting a head of the game on getting jobs out and the people  lik
"10 Things"
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I lost my kidneys and had a transplant and would do it again if i was taken back to 2004 2. I hate shoes and would rather wear my slippers every where 3. I hate to have a ford pass me 4. I love photography and consider myself an amateur, but still tring to learn 5. I clean house about everyday, but i hate doing it 6. I love doing my dishes 7. i love helping my x-wife (in court when im on the other side of her lol) 8. i like asking people who are walking (only if i know them) and ask thim if there are tired of walking, then tell them to run awhile 9. I hate cats even though i have one now, and
Hubba Hubba.
Spell your name with bands/artistsN=NirvanaA=AaliyahT=TupacA=A Tribe Called QuestS=Silver ChairH=HedleyA=Aerosmith layer two: - name: Natasha- birth date: July 24th, 1980- nicknames: Tasha,mamabear,princess:)- current location: Halifax- eye color: Brown- hair color: Brown,black,blonde,red.- righty or lefty:Lefty.(SHUSH!)- best friend[s]:My husband,Matteo,Justin and RObyn. layer three: - the shoes you wore today:black and white polka dot ballet slide ons. - your perfect pizza:Veggie.- the last time you cried: Last night,but was a good cry cus I got to watch all my midgets sing and have a great time. layer four: - your best physical feature: I dont recall having any,but I am told my eyes are ok,that and my eye brows?LOL- most missed memory:Going on vacation with my Grandmother,or just spending time with her period. layer five: - pepsi or coke:Ginger Ale.- mcdonald's or burger king:Burger King,just based upon their SUnday pie(h)- adidas or nike:K swiss,airwalks - lipton ice tea o
People On My Friends List
Well everyone ive decided iam not going to keep fubar , I dont need it , and have alot of reasons why i dont want too . Anyways i hope you injoyed my artwork. You can find my galleries all over ral-designs . If you like to keep in touch with me please write me and ill let you know what my email and yahoo id is , If your someone who wanted to get to know me or just never did get the chance talk to me . you can do the same and get in touch with me , i will leave this up a day or so , then i will be deleteing my account . Thanx to all the art fans ive made on here and all the beautifull ladys , Which all women are beautifull and sexy . Thanx again . Rick
Jose Cuervo Christmas Cookies 1 cup of water1 tsp baking soda1 cup of sugar1 tsp salt1 cup or brown sugar4 large eggs1 cup nuts2 cups of dried fruit1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink.Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butterin a large fluffy bowl. Add one peastoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still ok, try another cup just in case.Turn off the mixerer thingy.Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit.Pick the frigging fruit off the floor.Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaters just pry it loose with a drewscriver.Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity.Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who geeves a sheet. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts.Add one table.Add a spoon of sugar, or somefink. Whatever
March 14th Is Steak & Bj Day
The following description is from the official website: know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it.Which is why a new holiday has been created.March 14th is now officially "Steak and Blowjo
Broaden Your Mind To Fly In The Fashion World
This is a pair of high-quality black small Sheepskin uggs. Noble, soft and exquisite, handsome, with some nice looking, very delicate agronomists. Over the knee, crested as jade in the lower leg and thigh wrap clasped, showing a pair with tangible arc - i entitles a woman's feelings, know the man next to the mind, no, the entire mind has always been on her boots. His eyes cast to a time and again, never seen his hands the wine glass. His gaze away from his goblet, drink a bite, Chin once voice. 2 C 9Irztb she feels enjoying him. She took in the hands of white gloves, supercilious in her boots on the surface, set forth on the ground, wipe down go down and struck several dance fingers gently stroked the Earth, by turns those swash, and press, one touch to it as high as 13 cm of base, and then slowly recover to, after rubs his ankles, legs stretching and pitched in the previous desktop, two white arms folded It independent of any particular operating system and may be thought of as a tin
The Walk (i Hope You Don't Mind)
Possibly the most soul-cleansingly honest thing I've ever written... (without swearing anyway :p)     Trapped in thoughts overwhelming as I reach out skyward for youLost, left longing for something more than an after-dream of twoAnd as I descend into the quiet spaces I hide so deep inside of meI get so tangled up on my tongue, can you teach me how to breathe?Everything's so serious, I play games with the dawnCompletely enmeshed in bottomless pools from beyondAnd as I try so hard to adapt myself to be who I am, I findThat perhaps I'm closer than ever to what I thought behindMy eyes see nothing real, only what I tell myself must beAnd is it just me, or is it getting hard to feel anything?Trapped in thoughts overwhelming as I face the days without youLost, desperately searching for all those right things to doAnd I as I fail yet again, I find I have no choices left to meI get so tangled up on my tongue, I think I forgot how to breatheEvery mistake is a nightmare, creeping quietly in th
The Beginning, Aka How It Got Named
Can't go on FUBAR on my work computer (visiting any site that has NSFW content on a work computer, even if you don't click on it, would be a very good way for yours truly to get suspended, which I would like to avoid). Have off from the firehouse until Thursday, could use the break. Every now and then it's good to step back and experience what most people would call a "normal" life. Not getting woken up in the middle of the night to deal with someone's emergency, sleeping in a bed and not a bunk, etc. Me thinks beer tomorrow will be a good idea :).
Never Before Realized
I never before realized that I am better off without.   I didn't know that I could make it this far without a mate to share every living moment with.   I am thankful that I will die alone. I know I will call out a name but it won't be a name of any man here on earth.   If there is no man that will give time and understanding to me and won't accept my 24/7 love as the gift it is.    I can't say I'm gonna dare to reallly f-ing care. Time is running out and I know you don't like anything I stand for, don't worry, its understood I just never realized before.  
Kiss Loses Again
Today, the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame Foundation announced ABBA, Genesis, Jimmy Cliff, The Hollies and The Stooges as its 2010 artist inductees. Also being inducted this year as individual recipients of the Ahmet Ertegun Award will be David Geffen and songwriters Barry Mann, Cynthia Weil, Elle Greenwich, Jeff Barry, Jesse Stone, Mort Shuman and Otis Blackwell. The ceremony will take place on March 15, 2010 at the Waldorf Astoria in New York City and will air live on Fuse, Madison Square Garden's national music television network, as part of the three-year broadcast deal between the Foundation and Fuse. "We are very happy to present this year's inductees into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame as they represent a great cross-section of artists that define the broad spectrum and history of rock and roll and people that have contributed immeasurably to our business" says Rock and Roll Hall of Fame Foundation President & CEO Joel Peresman.
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Answer - Sarah Mclachlan
I will be the answer At the end of the line I will be there for you While you take the time In the burning of uncertainty I will be your solid ground I will hold the balance If you can't look down If it takes my whole life I won't break, I won't bend It will all be worth it Worth it in the end Cause I can only tell you what I know That I need you in my life When the stars have all gone out You'll still be burning so bright Cast me gently Into morning For the night has been unkind Take me to a Place so holy That I can wash this from my mind The memory of choosing not to fight If it takes my whole life I won't break, I won't bend It will all be worth it Worth it in the end 'Cause I can only tell you what I know That I need you in my life When the stars have all burned out You'll still be burning so bright Cast me gently Into morning For the night has been unkind
A Quote, For Later Works..
A simple allusion to the world. A single projection in time.. Yours I am. And you are mine.
Lies Of Obamacare
Are Obama and his friends taking you as a fool?     You have to wonder what they really think about the intelligence of the American people.     Obama repeatedly has out-and-out lied about his healthcare plan.     Here are just 5 of the big whoppers.     Lie #1: 'You Keep Your Doctor, You Keep Your Insurer'     This is a complete fabrication.     Under plans Obama has backed in the House and the Senate, almost any business can opt their employees into the "public option" — the government health plan.     That means you could lose your insurer. And if your doctor is worth his salt, you'll lose him or her as well.     Why? Because great doctors probably will not want to get the very low rates the government will pay private doctors who are part of the new government system.     So, without your consent, you very easily could lose your insurer and your doctor.     Lie #2: The Elderly Will Not Face Rationing or Medicare Cuts    
Naughty Or Nice Link That I Will Add To Mybully!
May I Please Have A Moment Of Your Precious Time?
"May I Please have a moment of your precious time. And share a dream with you, that may just help you unwind. With this special message, a dream we will create. With magical abilities having both of our hearts, and souls at stake. Close your eyes for a moment being well aware. And let's dream of our biggest dreams if we only dare. We must believe this magic is truly happening, right now to us. Being very gentle and kind to our hearts, for it is only in ourselves we must trust. Allowing our imagination to begin stirring, while feeling the warmth of magic occurring. Believing with both of our hearts, that we know, one of our dreams will create a desiring spark. Now see your dream taking form, and give a smile .. the type of smile you haven't had in awhile! ... Are you smiling? ... Keep on smiling and reach deep within, and touch your soul so that one of us may win. Now keep believing and make your wish. ... The biggest wish that is on your list. ... Now after all of that, and reading all
The Whisper Of An Angel~by Jd
We are all racing to finda purpose, Would could deny that we are all prone to deny our undertakings? Somehow standing inbetween where i never thought i would be, Intersecting with this path i've road till now and the next chapter is slowly beginning.   Taking charge only to realize we have yet to set a destination, No mind to me maybe life could use some curiousity to lessen the afterglows  touch. Maybe in life we are to be ever changing and attachments only exist if its real, Here we are wasting precious energy on the  things we only wish we could ever hold.   Maybe i cannot alow my self to sit back and watch time twist and mold the outcome, I've always been head first but i slowed down learned patience and now i see i must get this moving along. Right back to the point, Feeling so flustered, So how could i pass up the one oppurtunity to feel what its like to be alive, The energy seems to rip through my body and disburst from each and everyone of my seams, Scream infedeli
Watch Out For These Plants!!!
It's possible that poinsettias get the bummest rap in all of the plant world. They've got a bad-girl reputation as deadly beauties, but is the ubiquitous holiday plant actually toxic? About 70 percent of the population will answer yes, and although every year there is a bumper crop of stories explaining otherwise–the myth persists. In reality, ingestion of excessive poinsettia may produce only mild to moderate gastrointestinal tract irritation, which can include drooling and vomiting–kind of like drinking too much brandy-spiked eggnog? The poor poinsettia, so misunderstood… It all started back in the early part of the 20th century when the two-year-old child of a U.S. Army officer was alleged to have died from consuming a poinsettia leaf. As these things have a habit of doing, the toxic potential of poinsettia has become highly exaggerated–and many a cat-keeper now treat poinsettias as persona non grata (or, as the case may be, poinsettia non grata) in their ho
What Kind Of "fighter" Do You Want To Be?
Sometimes life can feel like a boxing match: " and in this corner, the the red corner, you..." It's a hard game with an unknown number of rounds. Yes, you've got to be tough, but a tough fighter isn't necessarily going to "win" the match- a smart fighter will. A tough fighter can take punches-many punches....but taking punches can literally cost you in the long run. A smart fighter can take punches-but wont if they can help it-because a smart fighter is not only tough but they know how to keep their heads (intact).... they know how to play the game. what kind of "fighter" do you want to be?
ok my fantabulous friends of mine!!! i miss ya'll soooo flippin much BUT!.... i'm working like a bajilon hrs... seriously 12 hrs a night, 6 nights a week til january... bad news i never sleep and am never on for more then 5 minutes, good news i'm makin moneyz!!!!! too bad my car has broken down 3 times in 6 weeks takin most of that moneyz but yeah i'm makin it and possibly getting my own crib come febuary 1st wo0t!!!   i moved out of psycho's house and now rent from super cool guy and it's nice here!!! :) house is clean and quiet for the most part and it's just sooooo much better then were i was before but i might still get my own place in febuary when the apartment is ready and i have the money or i might stay here and get my boob job i always wanted haha it's undecided at the moment... oh oh oh maybe i'll do a mumm about it hah!    anywho i miss ya'll and gimme luvins while i'm gone and if you want it back then send me a private message saying so cuz my bartab seems to always be
7-up...the 58,000 Profile Rate Fake Exposed....again....
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
7-up...the 58,000 Profile Rate Fake Exposed....again....
So quite awhile ago I asked if anyone had any blog with some substance or some information that they felt worthy of sharing with everyone and well, I felt this almost 60,000+ profile rate fake needed some revisiting…because apparently people either just don‘t get it, or even worse just don‘t care…and with that we bring you… (¯`·.?.·7üP is Höpé`s gírl·.?.·´¯)@ fubar These pics from her profile that she claims to be her below a 20 year old girl from Rochester, MN …notice no salutes or even an attempt at one.. These same pictures from the real girl who is actually 18 years old from Freehold Twp, NJ…can be located in Candace’s Blog below… Click to see it busted ! And then here’s the real girl’s site as well, where she has posted video blogs… Click to see the real girl ! I just don’t know. I think she’s another “cancer liar fake” or something on her page. I’ve bee
Let It Not Be Just Words
...what I am about to place in words for all to see has been rattling in my head for weeks..possibly months. i have seen some of mankind's distaste for itself wrought upon others, and have come oh so close to adding my stamp to the havoc that others would have had to endure. thankfully, i was forgiven,, but it was a close thing.      I am not a bear with me.           may all your days be merry, and may all your days be bright. Your sounds of joy and laughter, may they all be happy and light.  to the soldier of this nation, whether the clothes be that of Delta, beret be red, black, or Green. Be you you you from a unit in the back, your support is not unseen. Stop just for a moment, and find a place to kneel. GOD gave us all a heart you see, and it's that place in which we feel...... LET THE GUNS OF WAR BE SILENT, JUST ONCE ......THIS SPECIAL WAY. MAY PEACE AND GOODWILL BE UPON YOU ALL, THIS JOYOUS CHRISTMAS DAY.        from the bottom of my heart.......
Gitmo Detainees Move To Illnois
Jamie Dupree   GTMO to IllinoisBy Jamie Dupree @ December 15, 2009 8:07 PM Permalink | Comments (0) | TrackBacks (0)Here is a Presidential memorandum as released by the White House, which orders the acquisition of a prison in Illinois to house terrorist detainees now being held at the Guantanamo Bay Naval Base in Cuba. After reading this - what do you think of the move? Will it matter? Why is it a mistake? Or why is it the right move? THE WHITE HOUSE Office of the Press Secretary For Immediate Release December 15, 2009 December 15, 2009 MEMORANDUM FOR THE SECRETARY OF DEFENSE THE ATTORNEY GENERAL SUBJECT: Directing Certain Actions with Respect to Acquisition and Use of Thomson Correctional Center to Facilitate Closure of Detention Facilities at Guantanamo Bay Naval Base By the authority vested in me as President and as Commander in Chief of the Armed Forces of the United States by the Constitution and the laws of the United States of America, including the Authorization
Benefiting From Martial Arts....
What makes fighting unique among most forms of exercise is the way it blends strength, endurance, flexibility and balance. Although the studies were small in scale, their findings should make people aware of fitness alternatives to traditional sports such as running and lifting weights. In recent years elderly individuals 60 and up tend to take up tai chi, a Chinese martial art that uses slow, smooth movements to train the body in balance, endurance and strength. Other forms such as karate, judo, tae kwon do and kung fu have been known to produce similar results. The results being stronger joints and a stronger immune system. No arthritis problems in the joints or back pain. Young adolescence and adults ages 14-18 generally gravitate towards wrestling after school or taking up boxing or some form of boxing. Studies have shown that doing so produced a stronger immune system and somewhat heightened reflex, not to be confused with super human strength and speed, but rather h
[not Enough Nog]
I am a bomb of stress and hatred right now. But I did have a really good angry wank over it.... *checks to see if he marked this NSFW*... *wonders if he really needs to as his reader base has pretty much quit the internet forever* New furnace is in.New furnace is working... okay, I'm still wearing my coat and I can't feel my toes, but it IS above freezing right now. That's a step in the right direction. Tomorrow is another 12 hour shift, my buddy wants to come in "real early" to tinker. I told him if he got here before 10 that I'd just take part of the morning off, I'm kind of tired of dicking with all this. So... 8 hours within speaking distance of the biggest crush in modern history (and yeah... I'm really trying to think of her in those terms, its not so easy... even when she talks about how rich and muscley her boyfriend is)lunch1 hour for dinnerand we're back to work til 10:00. :/ on the upshot... ... on the upshot... uuuuuuuuuuuh I have no fucking idea. Okay: on the ups
Of Equal Worth
Humility The notion of humility as a virtue brings numerous images to mind. We tend to envision those rare individuals who humbly bear life’s struggles while downplaying their own strengths. Yet humility is also associated with people whose insecurities compel them to judge themselves unfavorably as a matter of course. The true definition of humility, however, does not correspond precisely with either of these images. Humility is not passivity. Rather, it is an utter lack of self-importance. The individuals who embody the concept of humility appreciate that each human being on the planet occupies a unique place on an infinite spectrum of development. Though they can take pride in their own accomplishments, they also understand that the people they interact with each day are as valuable and have as much to offer the world as they themselves do. To be humble is to accept that while there will always be individuals more and less advanced than yourself, those on all parts of the
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One And Only
It's nice to fall in love with the one and only everytime i turn around i wish he could tell me that he wants to hold me, but in real life we all know that he cant be my lover so i face the facts that way you'll get to know me on top of all, i love how your eyes shine through the morning and once you put that smile on me i really wish i was your one and only
Finishing Classes, Getting Sick, Doctor App
Well the last few weeks have been one big roller coaster .  I have finished up my A+ Essentials and Technician Course, and been studying for my CompTIA A+ Essentials exam.Then the not so fun parts start, around the 10th of December I started losing my voice and then the coughing started, and finely called and went into the doctor for it all.  The whole time while waiting for my appointment I could swear that my bronchitis had come back, but lucky the doctor couldn't hear and see why it would be that so I am now on NyQuil Cough.Sadly being put on NyQuil wasn't the worst part of the doctor appointment, the worst part was the fact that my blood pressure was at 160/80.  The sadder part was the fact that it has been around that number for the last 3 months.  So I am now 24 years old and on blood pressure pills.Life is going great for me, I guess.  I am not ready for my exam, and going to be living a shorter life thanks to the craziness of the stress in my life.
Suicidel Love
You can't hear her. You can't save her. When you went away, all she thought about was crying. When you said goodbye, she felt like she was dying. You could never see how she felt, because she kept it locked away. You never saw her tears, because she always hid her face. You'll never know her love for you was neverending. You'll never know how much her heart was bending. It hurt her to see you leave, that day she couldn't even breathe. But she knows now that she can be happy without the slightest bit of pain. She knew what she was doing, when she met face to face with the train
Good Bye R.I.P fonda. When you dont miss something untill its gone, after you are in limbo. you seem to miss it a lot more, its like there is an emptiness inside of you, a dark hole swallowing you up. you try to get over the things that have been done and said, you try to right the things that were done wrong, but the thing you dont understand, is the things that are already gone, so when you sit there looking around, wondering, pondering about what you could have done differently to make things right. you still dont realize what you had untill it is gone. and now she is gone. now all there is left to say is. goodbye
Never mending. Broken souls Always dieing. Broken minds Seeking Something. Broken bodies Seeking feeling. Broken lives Staying broken.
Given Up
Will he do it?Will he hit me again?I want to moveI want to leaveI can’t I think I Still want to kill him…. Will he enjoy it?Will he hurt me again?I want to screamI want to cryI can’t I think I’m numb inside… Will he beat me?Will he kill me this time?I want to be happyI want to liveI can’t I just want it to end
Best Friends
By the time we reach adulthood, many of us have had the good fortune to have at least one best friend. If we have moved around or changed our life situation repeatedly, we may be lucky enough to have had several. The best friend relationship is often our earliest intimate peer relationship, and it can be a source of great warmth and connection throughout our lives. The details of best friendship change as we grow up and grow older, but the heart of it remains the same. Our best friends are a warm refuge in which we feel free to be fully ourselves, to share our deepest secrets, to rest when we are tired, to celebrate when we are happy—a place in which we feel utterly welcome to give and receive that most precious of all gifts, love. Most intimate relationships hit bumps from time to time, and one of the hallmarks of an enduring best friendship is its ability to ride out the turbulence and remain intact even as it faces changes. Our best friends are those who manage to love us th
Gone Forever
Gone foreverBye, ByeGone foreverSide by side Down that old roadwe goGone foreverso you know We’ll walk all day and walk all nightand find our wayby the morning light Don’t look for usWe’ll be alrightwe’ll be in loveand out of sight!!!!
Would You Number Two
If I woke up tomorrow, And was a totally different person… Would you still love me? If I woke up tomorrow, And was really fat… Would you still think of me as beautiful? And what if I never woke up? Would you know how much you meant to me, Or would you know…. How much Really I love you? And if there was no tomorrow, Would you be able to take my hand… And forget about the past and your past? Because this could all happen; And I just want you to know… That i do in fact, Love you!
Would You?¿
If you knew I’d have to leave you one day,Would you still love me the same way?If one day I’d have to go,Would you still say you loved me so? If you knew, one day, we’d be far apart,Would you still have given me your heart?If you knew our love just wasn’t meant to be,Would you still have given up your life for me???????
Crying Over You
Forever, you promisedForever, a lieYou promised the moonand the stars in the skysthen you left me aloneyou where so coldit chilled to the boneyou left me with nothingbut tears and a pastwhen you said i love youi though it would lastbut i love you found an endingthe us and we no moreyou said you didn’t mean tobut you hurt me to the coreso i guess i am the losercause you’ue found someone newbut iam still here still all alomeJust Crying Over You!
Like A Rose
when I need company, you're there when my world turns gray, you care oh! my best and loving LOVE I know i can count on you 'til the end. You're a treasure I must keep That's why you're always in my heart so deep. You're making me believe there's a way Filling my life with colors everyday... I hope that our love will last You're the one who makes me smile so fast So I'm begging you, please don't go... Don't make my life lose it's glow... We have lots of fun and we're doing our best We're always saying "we can do all these", I'll be your crying shoulder when you're lonely and blue Coz I'm your love, so beautiful and true. I'm always here for you no matter what I'll never ever leave you, remember that life's fun as the bond we've made grows Now I know why I should treat you like a rose...
You Look Like A Angel
You look like an angelas you twirl your hairyou make my heart racejust by standing thereyou dont know what you do to meI dont even think you careits like my world revolves around youI can only stand and starejust seeing your smilecan brighten up the gloomiest dayhearing your laughmakes me wish forever I could stayyou seem totally flawlessexcept the fact that your blindbecause if you cant see I love youthen something's wrong with your mindI want to be yours,combined we could be perfect,but until you realize,I will have to stay secret
Arousal from the use of catheters.
Why Did You Leave Me
You were one here but went away.Forever in my heart you will stay.You were the one everyone loved.Now you are the beautiful angel up above.Why did the lord take you away?And leave me alone this way?all alone with nothing to say butThat i miss you more and more Each Day
Tears Falling
My tears are fallingYou had meYou hurt meI love youPlease help meYou made my tears fallNow please make them stopYou used meNowMy tears are fallingIt’s up to you to stopMy tears from falling
What I'd Do For Her
It's late and tomorrow I'll be tired. Yet tonight i feel you here. I make it one more hour to hear you. You call my name as i drift off. You wonder when we'll meet, i say soon. You wonder if i mean it when i say I'll come, i say yes I try to convince you i love you, your my everything. I know you love me, and your the only one i see. I go through life to know you, to see you. I give it all up to be with you. You ask why i do these things, and i say love. You say i could find better, i say there are none. When will the day come that i can see my love. I would walk there, for her face is my strength. I would fly, for thoughts of her lift me up. all that i know is that she is what i want. therefore i would do anything for her.
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Adversity is the first path to truth.  -  Lord Byron
Thats What You Did
You looked me in the eyes, as you stabbed me in the back, you hled my hand as you ripped my heart out, you held me close as you told me it was over, you screamed at me as i reached out for you, you let go of my hand as i fell to the ground, you watched me break as you ended it all, you asked me to leave as i cried in you arms, you walked away as i called out for you , you came back later as i was doing just fine, you tried to fix things as i left you with a broken heart, Just as you deserved RIGHT FROM THE START!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
To Love You In Silence,
To love you in silence, is to watch you while you sleep. And pray to the lord up above, your heart i could forever keep. To love you in silence, is to think of you everyday. Hoping you’ll soon understand, all that I have to say. To love you in silence, is to glance into your blue eyes. Wishing it was us you see, while holding back my silent cries. To love you in silence, is to memorize your smile. It always seems to take the pain away, at least for a little while. To love you in silence, is to close my eyes and see your face. While hoping and praying, that one day I’ll take her place. To love you in silence, is to hold my pillow at night. Wishing it was you, making love to me under the moon light. To love you in silence, is to sit back and see. If there’s a possibility, you could be silently loving me!!!!
Love Hurts
love hurts roses are black,hearts are heart is aching,is urs too?people are leaving,leaving me behind.if you'd ask me,thats a huge crime.i once had true love, it was kinda nice.but the guy only used me as hurts,don't find out the wrong please listen,to what i have to hurts,and hurts,and scars you for life.and when your not looking,it will stab u,with a knife.
My Angel, My Love
I secretly love you everydayI hide my feelings behind a smileI wish I could tell you the truthbut i don’t say a word. When I first heard your voiceit sent chills to my heartI have never felt this way beforeI knew you had to be the one. I lean on your strengthand your honesty I trustYou brought laughter andhope again in my life. I wish I could wrap you in my arms when the world doesn’t understand my feelings are realand grows stronger everyday. I’ve fallen in love with youand I don’t want to let you goYou’re my reason to live andthe reason I have faith. God gave me you to showme whats real you are my guardian angel fromabove and a secret love!!!!!!
I Am Someone
I am someoneI walked past a dead faceeven though the person was aliveI saw my eyes in the mirrorand cried at the sightI looked at a person I didnt knowand I met a friendI got heads to turnwhen I walked pastI learned a lot about myselfwhen I lost a new friendI cried every tear in my bodywhen I thought about loveI got hit badthen got back in the ringI climbed a mountain of rocksand saw an eagle fly over- headI heard terrible things about myselfwhen no one thought I was listeningI realized I was strongwhen I didnt cry when it hurtI found out who I waswhen I was with someone elseI thought I was lost foreverwhen a friend found meI held a life in my handand it was my ownI was a pawn in someone else’s gameso I surrendered to a brookI walked the fine line between survivingand not wanting to surviveI still amI am someone
I Miss You
I Miss You I used to feel so much painIm sorry to say but I can’t picture your face anymore. I Miss You Why don’t I have anymore pain?Is it because I have moved on and let go? I don’t want to let go I want to feel the pain again so I can feel you near and have you in my head. I want to think of you again. I Miss You Have I forgotten you? Time has past me so fast but I haven’t forgotten you. I still will always keep you in my heart and love you. I Miss You I will treasure our beautiful memories in my heart for always and forever. I Miss You So dear.
I Need Love Too
I need love too,But it can’t be found;I scream forever,But there’s no sound. I search in vain,Where can it be;We all have a soul mate-Why not me. I’m not ugly,Far from it;And yet I feel like,It’s time to quit. Stop searching for someone,I’ll never find;This haunting loneliness,Is blowing my mind. My heart is full,I’m gentle and kind;But my other half,I just can’t find. Are you out there searching,For me as well;Two misguided souls,Living in hell. I won’t settle for less,Than a love meant to be;I won’t cheat myself,From destiny. So I’ll go on seeking,For the love of my life;And until I find him,I’ll face the sorrow and strife.
Just A Game
The darkest night is harmless.The deepest waters always clear.Nothing in this whole wide world compares to you my dear.Life to most seems unfair or lame,and to some just a game.But you'll never know how dear you are.How much you matter,how perfect you are.Until the day,your games end.Maybe not your life,but that of a friend.With that said,I'll leave you with this.Nothing is as precious,as a loved one's kiss..
Second Best
I look to you.You won’t look me in the face.another Painful reminder of.exactly where i place.So mad and hurt.That you couldn’t careless.Back to the feeling.Of being second best.You don’t understand.Because you have never been there.The short phreses.And the empty Stare.So find what you want.And find out Quick.If that might be me.Then act on it.
Another Gotcha' In An Otherwise Semi-structured World
I'm not close to my family...never have been, there's a myriad of reasons why it hasn't happened, and I apologize for none. Things beyond our control dictate actions and reactions of those around us. It's not a bad's life. Most would call it shapes who we are. If we're lucky, we learn, and we move on...and are better people due to it. So this has been a REALLY fucked up and trying year...culminating in a funeral and a weird crossing of boundaries that I don't think any of my family has been ready. Opening up and being there for each other has never been a hallmark of our clan. Deaths tend to bring people together, in ways they're not exactly ready to deal. I've always been the black sheep...I drink...I smoke...I go my own way, and I'm not ashamed because of it. I have no problem screaming at the top of my lungs that the emperor is naked. I'm kinda' blunt like that. I have ink...modestly placed due to my own work, but I'm not ashamed of my tats, I'm
Why Do I Have To Hide
Because they will judgeThey will see the pain and the emotionThats been hidden away all this time.They will make up excuses and set up appointments.They will watch me and follow my every move.They will try to fix meBut I know I am unfixable.I am beyond helpI have been completely broken.I once needed helpI once asked for it.No one came.Now they try to forgive and forget,To make amends without apologies.Its too late for that.None of them helpedNow its just me!!!!!!!
Ok peeps, these are the rules (Guidline's More then anything) NOTE: IF ANY OF THESE ARE REPORTED TO ME MORE THEN ONCE I WILL DELEATE THE ACCOUNT WITHOUT NOTICE!!!! I AM THE SOLE CARE TAKER OF THIS PROFILE ANY CHANGE WILL BE RUN BY ME FIRST!IF IN ANY CASE I CANNOT BE GOTTEN AHOLD OF, IRISH MINISTER CAN BE ASKED! Ok here are the guidlines: 1) The Name is DJ () @ The Black Shamrock.The () is where you put your name, once done with your shift, Remove your name! 2) add one pic of your self in the defualt album and where you put something to say under it put your FU NAME and Staff tital. 3) other pics can be uploaded, NO NOT SAFE FOR WORK PIC'S PLEASE 4) be nice to the other Dj's who use this do not upload to many pic's please
Finding The Gurl I Once Was
No one understands but the girl who have been abused By the "man" who has left you so hurt and confused Why me? What did I do? To not being able to move on from the things that you do I have changed in my life and not become who I dreamt All because you took it all away from me I am 18 years old and 2 years hasn’t over come what you did It haunts me I hate you I don’t remember my childhood like others do When I think of my childhood I think of you.. Its blocked out the happy daysin my life I wish you would jus go away or die The hardest thing is it was you so close to me, and my Family I can not change what I have become You don’t know what its like to not be able to overcome I am writing this now because its never talked about no one knows I walk through life with this on my shoulders everyday.. The truth is out I hope you die I was daddy’s lil girl until you hurt me…
Realization #1
So in any normal circumstance I'd never post anything here, but I figured I might give it a try. Actually, I was a frequent blogger years and years ago back during my undergraduate days (wow, I'm starting to feel old just thinking about it. And I just barely graduated a year ago as of Dec 13th here in 2 days). BUT, looking back on it; I see how immature I was back then. And as I've gotten a bit older, posts are fewer and far between; unless it seems important or something of relevance. Now on with the post... Abandonment? Meaning (as defined by Merriam-Webster) "given up." A lot of things can come to mind when you think "abandoned" (or any form of the word). Myself? It unfortunately brings back a lot of painful memories. Memories I never thought I'd ever remember. Not until 2 nights ago... I was on the phone with one of my best friends in Shreveport and while I was speaking, I happened to mention a few things on my mind. In particular, my string of horrible luck in relationships...
Drip Drip Drip
the rain had fallen, leaving everything a glistening wet behind, the drops fell off of the windowsill, drip drip drip Where a bird lay perched, Its sleek black feathers matched the dreary scene, It feet tapped the metal, tap tap tap The bird with the wicked face, lonely the man inside the house, and scratched the window, screech screech screeh The man's eyes followed the sound, to that haunted window, to see the bird with the wicked face, the very same one that had witnessed it all, stomp stomp stomp The man hated that bird, so he decided to kill it, on that very dreary day, Boom boom boom The birds blood was splattered on pieces of shattered glass the blood fell from the windowsill drip drip drip
I Need It
Nothing else matters anymore, It's all about the one. The one thing that gives life, Or can even take it away. Tasting and craving it, Wanting and needing it. Every vein in my body Tells me to find it, drink it. I listen to it, Dreaming of the taste. There, now, the prey comes, Startled by my presence. A smile, a polite apology. A smile in reply, a quick movement. It's in my mouth now, Flowing down my throat in Pure ecstasy. Nothing else matters, The body falling to the ground. Now that I have it, I am alive again Forever wanting more.
Crimson Night
Night falls and I awaken Light of day I have forsaken, My Vampire eyes seek far and wide There is nowhere safe for you to hide My prey calls to me upon each rising Their blood I seek , so appetising... moonlight bright, I grow stronger Makes me wish the night was longer. Wicked wings through the sky But my Crimson Night is alone... Hunger claws me inside out The need to feed makes my route.. Finding you here your blood so strong Fangs sink deep where I belong Sweet and hot my crimson high, Your pulse is fading, you slowly die.. Stop me before the demon rises Human life is what he despises I try to take just what I need But the demon trys to take the lead.. So cold and still in my arms, Your fate is sealed in stone.. You rest in peace at heaven's gate, Watching as the world flys by..
Mother Moon
Mother moon you are my guide With father night by my side; The rain and thunder, are my brother born Winds and lightning, my sister storm... My family close I hold them dear, And with that strength I have no fear.. But my immortal enemy is Sun the King, for my death, will one touch bring.. So I wrap my soul in family mine and never for my foe to find.. shrouded in darkness pleases me I wing my way so fast so free Whispers softly of shadows untold, listening closely as legends unfold; I walk with pride in Darkest night , my beloved family feels so right...
Crimson Love
The night is stalking the day an inch at a time Locked together in a dance forever intertwined Ever so close only allowed to touch at twilight This passionate kiss forever fractures the night Not dead or alive but dreaming somewhere in between Eyes forever open listening for the silent scream Of the innocents lost to feed the eternal need The eternal hunger, I give you my body to feed I love you in this second for all eternity I'll share this life together our immortality Passion red as a rose and sharp as this thorn Poised above my neck ready to be reborn The nocturne sings to the children ever lost The gates of heaven and hell forever shut Thirsting for the wine of the deepest cut Drowning in a flood of reverent blood
She'll See
One day, She will wake up and notice You're not around, She might cry for a while, But soon there after the mist will go away from her head, and the clouds will be gone from her eyes,. And As the day's go by she will start to lose the memories, Of the good and bad times and she will stop questioning all the things she once questioned,. You can be replaced,. You can be forgotten and no matter how many times you want to try and pretend to be the greatest thing on the earth, YOU will fade
Is Be Crazy Biotch
Yea, so we all know[ or.. Most do.. ] Bri has O.C.D Majorly. [ Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is an illness that causes people to have unwanted thoughts (obsessions) and to repeat certain behaviors (compulsions) over and over again. We all have habits and routines in our daily lives, such as brushing our teeth before bed. However, for people with OCD, patterns of behavior get in the way of their daily lives.Most people with OCD know that their obsessions and compulsions make no sense, but they can't ignore or stop them.]Mine are :Concern with order, symmetry (balance) and exactnessWorry that a task has been done poorly, even when the person knows this is not trueThinking about certain sounds, images, words or numbers all the timelemme Explain, Everything I have Has to have a mirror Image, So Lets say I have a fire place mantle and on that Mantle I have a mirror in the middle, On either side of that mirror has to be the EXACT same thing, so if I have a candle on one side I have to
One Night Stand
It was late... a late night in the apartment as she lay there in bed, covered in the smell of wine and smoke, and still wearing her clothes from the earlier evening spent with her friends. As she laid there, her mind buzzing from the alcohol, she could not find sleep. No, her mind wandered upon a man... the one in the next room sleeping on the couch. She often thought of him, when she felt like this. Amanda and Rick always had get-togethers like this, and with their drinking one or more of their friends would end up staying the night. But it was also in these situations that she and Mitch would happen to get a little adventurous. Of course, in Amanda and Ricks' old apartment, it was much more so due to their being no guest room for her... they were on the couch, their hands exploring, lips crushing, even though drunken clumsiness kept making them giggle. Despite that, she still felt aroused at the thought as she turned onto her side with a frown. After all, Mitch was a good looking m
This Is Me
Why is it that people are so easy to wanna change you,. Is it so hard to accept a person for whom they really are?So I'm loud, Blunt, Honest, .. Can't you just be proud that I can stand up for myself, that I wont be pushed around, Or Told I have the right to my freedom of speach but not alowed to use it,. Can't you be Proud, that I wont ever lie to you, Or tell you want you wanna hear, just to save your feelings, That I can be a Real friend, Or Family member and Tell you straight up, what I think., ?So,. I'm a little uncontrolable,. Is that so wrong,. That I'm a free spirit, and I Wanna Enjoy life and everything it has to offer, That I wont let anyone tell me who to be or how to act, That I am who I am and I am proud to be that,. ?So., I have my up's and downs.. Who doesnt,.  Life isnt easy,. Everyone deals w/ their problems in a way others don't,. That's what makes us different, I just feel and deal w/ things in a way you don't see fit,. Does that make me wrong, Or mental,. When backe
Kitty Lyrics For Brackish
She is not scared to die..The best things in life drive her to cry.Crucify than learn..(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense,you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)Sit and watch me burn..She's led to believe, that it be okay,look at your face, scarred in dismay,but times have changed, and so have you..I think I'd rather crucify than learn(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense,you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)Sit and watch me burn..I'd like to take you down, and show youdeep inside, my life my inner workingso smell and lack of inner pride,to touch upon the surface, is not forwhat it seems, I take awaymy problems, but only in my dreams.(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense,you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)Crucify than learn..(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense,you know he can't guide you, he's your fucking
RECENT VIRGINIA CHURCH SERVICE   I would love to give the Pastor of this predominantly black church in Virginia a hug and a high five. This guy is obviously a leader and not one of the sheep. Perhaps we should each decide who our real leader is. It is amazing to see that very little has changed in 4,000 years.   RECENT VIRGINIA CHURCH SERVICE -STIMULUS SERMON--- Gen 47:13-27   Good morning, brothers and sisters; it's always a delight to see the pews crowded on Sunday morning, and so eager to get into God's Word. Turn with me in your Bibles, if you will to the 47th chapter of Genesis, we'll begin our reading at verse 13, and go through verse 27.   Brother Ray, would you stand and read that great passage for us? ....(reading)...   Thank you for that fine reading, Brother Ray....  So we see that economic hard times fell upon Egypt , and the people turned to the government of Pharaoh to deal with this for them.  And Pharaoh nationalized the grain harvest, and
Lust From The Club
Steph never usually went out, but tonight she was feeling spontaneous. She wasn’t shy but she wasn’t exactly outgoing either. Not a model, but definitely not ugly. You could say she was a plain Jane, and except for her gorgeous blonde hair, she had the potential to be extraordinary. Her friend, Abby, on the other hand was the girl all the guys wanted. She was beautiful, brunette, not exactly brilliant, but smart and funny. She wasn’t afraid to be seen or heard, in fact, most people would say that she preferred it that way. The two girls were celebrating. Abby was newly single, and Stephanie was still single. At least four guys had already asked for Abby’s number, while only one older slightly creepy guy had asked for Steph’s. Of course Abby gave out hers, and as predictable as it was Steph did not give out hers. “I want to dance,” said Steph, surprising Abby who just laughed it off. “I think you have had too much to drink,” Steph r
Life Is Beautiful
Life is a beautiful thing,.... Now you're prob. wondering what makes it so great,. It's the things we often say we hate,. and the things we just for some reason can't understand,. I used to not understand alot about life,. and I was depressed and angry. But.. I woke up, all on my own without anyone's help. Instead of being Doped up on drugs and having someone tell me whats right and wrong,. for 300 bucks and hour,. I did it myself,. I might say it alot,. But its true,. Life is about Learning, Living, laughin, The pain, The hurt, The tears, The hate, and Anger,. and seeing the beauty in all of it,.  When you prick your finger on a torn of a rose, you don't Dig up the bush and throw it away,. why.. because its beautiful,  BUT you learn not to grab it like you did,. Life is the same way,.  I don't have a PHD, MD, BBLLD whatever..  But I have learned you can't hide your emotions Life is about Feeling , MAD, ANGRY, UPSET, HAPPY, ESTATIC, Depressed, Lonely, HURT, Beaten, And understandi
My Strength
I've learned Just who I am, and what I'm made up of, Sure I have my flaws, Who doesnt, I'm Quick to Jump off the edge, I say too much sometimes, knowing pretty much I should keep my mouth closed. I'm to compulsive leaving myself to Question my intentions and actions after I've done what I've done.... I question everything,. and I dig and dig and study and search till I get the answers I need, Needless of what they are, I can over come anything because I know Fear is all in my head, I know I can take down a grown man, I know I can kill with words as well as overwelming Kindness, I know I am a great mother, My Kids come first before anything in this world, and I have taught them well to be Kind, Respectful, Honest, Loving, Polite, And I enjoy watching them be children, I am teaching them school is the most important thing in this world and to never stop questioning things or Searching when you run into a roadblock, There is always an answer out there,.   I fight for what I love, Believ
Personal Heaven
He wasn’t home yet, but I let myself in. I know him well enough by now that if I wasn’t naked and ready when he got home, there’d be hell to pay. So I came in, locked the door behind me – he’s such a stickler about locks. I know to undress as I walk to the basement; he loves it when he can find a trail of my clothes. As if a game trail became a fetish for him. I make sure to drape my already damp panties on the basement doorknob, a special gift I came up with all on my own. Before I go down the stairs I help myself to a beer from the fridge and sit on the counter for a minute as I enjoy the cold liquid on such a warm afternoon. My pussy is nice and shaved; putting the bottle between my legs feels so good on the bare skin. I shouldn’t keep it there long or I’ll be tempted to fuck myself before he gets home. That wouldn’t be nice, and he wouldn’t be happy with me. No, I must behave; no matter how much my pussy aches to be filled. Af
To You... From Me.
Disclaimer: This Blog isnt for anyone personally, But. If you feel it's twards you, Go for it, Read it... Understand it... Accept it..I'm So imperfect, Flawed, Afraid, Damaged, Scared, Haunted, Wrecked,. That Even when I don't try.. Or don't want to, or would never want to.. I tend to Hurt , Push away, And Drive those around me to hate me. I never really understood why till here recently.. When I did it to someone I really Love.. Yup.. Love, That's what makes me do it.. I Start to love those of you Whom I have done this too... And Grow Co - dependent and I know Some point down the Rd I'll hurt you, So.. I push.. And push.. and Become so Vile That You Eventually leave... and or Hate me... Cause I think to me... Having someone hate me.. Is a lot easier, Then letting myself be loved, And loving... I'm always scared of being hurt, and I feel as if I am not worthy of being loved.. It's Sad really.... To all of you Whom I've Played in this Circle... I'm sorry.. and I do love you.. and care f
life is not what it seems... You will end up falling inlove with your ex gf and getting engaged to her and she will get all mad because she finds out you have a tazer but oh well love is love.... i know it's not much of a blog but it's a start
Fuckin Shit Sucks Ass
Got shit goin on at home with the baby.   Got his report card today, with a stack of missing assignments attached to it... 2 D's! It was only half the report card, that was social studies and language arts, haven't seen the report for math or science yet. Different teachers so i'll probably get that tomorrow. And then he had a stack of graded papers, only one of them was a passing grade. They were all D's or F's. He's failing out of school...and bad And the thing is, a lot of it isn't his fault. I have to take responsibility for a lot of this... It's not his fault that his mom works all night, and isn't home to help him with his work, and neither is his step dad. And we both work nights, and sleep all day because of it...   All of the missing assignments were homework assignments, not in class assignments.. I mean I know he has to take responsibility for it also, a note on his report card did say that he doesn't pay attention in class and goofs off a lot. But still, it doe
True Friends!
True friends are those who walk in while the rest of the world walks out.   True friends are those who visit you, just to SEE YOU... without wanting to borrow  or ask of something.   True friends are those who say sorry just to make the peace even if it was you that was at wrong.      **Damn!...where can you get one of these? 
One Wish.
Lets see how honest people can be. On Christmas eve you are given ONE wish and ONE wish only. And NO you can't wish for more wishes. 
'marriage Penalty' Buried In Healthcare Bills
'Marriage penalty' buried in healthcare bills Jim Brown - OneNewsNow - 12/14/2009 6:00:00 AM A Republican candidate for Congress in Minnesota says "a huge marriage penalty for the American middle class" is hidden in both the House and Senate healthcare bills.Former Minnesota state legislator Allen Quist points out that two single people each making $30,000 per year would pay $1,320 combined for private health insurance if the Pelosi House bill was in effect now. However, if the two individuals were to marry, they would pay a combined cost of $12,000 a year for the same level of insurance under the Pelosi bill. Quist notes this "marriage penalty" extends all the way from a two-person combined income of $58,280 to $86,640. The GOP candidate notes that that $28,000 spread encompasses a large number of Americans. "Let me be very blunt," says the House hopeful. "Tyrants know that marriage and family are the basic core of society and the basic foundation of government -- and if people are go
Kant’s Fundamental Principles Of The Metaphysic Of Morals.
The Good Will: Nothing can possibly be conceived in the world, … which can be called good, without qualification, except a good will. Intelligence, wit, judgment, and the other talents of the mind… or courage, resolution, perseverance, as qualities of temperament, are undoubtedly good and desirable in many respects; but these gifts of nature may also become extremely bad and mischievous if the will which is to make use of them, and which, therefore, constitutes what is called character, is not good. It is the same with the gifts of fortune. Power, riches, honor, even health, and the general well-being and contentment with one's condition which is called happiness, inspire pride, and often presumption, if there is not a good will to correct the influence of these on the mind, and with this also to rectify the whole principle of acting and adapt it to its end…  Other virtues and qualities of character are not intrinsically good, since they can be put to bad uses:  T
Do You??
Do you treasure your friendships to the point where you would protect them at any or all costs?
Khmer Boxing
Khmer Boxing (Boxing of Cambodia) was apart of the khmer empire's military training in Cambodia. The king was the expert in combat techniques. Warrior's learned Khmer boxing or Khmer kickboxing to supplement the sword in close range combat. Khmer boxing techniques use hands, elbows, knees, shins, and feet. Our philosophy is to teach students discipline, self-confidence, respect, patience, developing body coordination, speed, balance, and mental health. More importantly we teach our youth to be good citizens. Some people may confuse this art with Muay Thai of Thailand and maybe even american kick-boxing. Both of which are break offs of the much older form of kicking boxing that originated in Cambodia. Kmher Boxing as a sport Before each fight the boxer perform a ritual dance called KUNN-KRU. which pays respect to family's and teachers. Fights consist of three minute rounds with two minute rest periods. The fights are controlled by a referee and decis
Stab Someone In The Eye??
Grrrrrr, old people should not be allowed to drive after 12pm.  I now understand how people develop road rage.  Good news is I know the brakes on the jeep are good.   My bro's birthday is thursday and I just might stab him before then.  Teh bastard ate one of the layers for his chocolate cake.  I make him a homemade cake of his choice every year for his birthday.  Cept now I can't make a triple layer chocolate death cake. Granted it is his cake but he could have at least waited till i finished it!   Why is the mall always like a 120 degrees when you are x-mas shopping??  Are people really worth extra points if you run them over on the mall parking lot? :P
I'm Sorry...
I'm sorry if I'm not a whore I'm sorry if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tanned enough for you. I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry if I'm weird at times I'm sorry that I write about you every day I'm sorry if I don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im not tall enough. I'm sorry if I don't have sex with you on the first date. I'm sorry if I'm annoying
Cabo Wabo Xmas Cookie Recipe
CABO WABO X-MAS TEQUILA cookie recipe: 1 tsp of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar 1 tsp lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle CABO WABO Tequila 1 Sammy Hagar c.d.Grab your favorite Sammy Hagar c.d. and CRANK THAT FUCKER UUUUP!!!Sample the CABO to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the CABO again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the CABO is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the fucking fruit up offa thr floor... Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the CABO to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a she
Lost Hoping To Find
recently i have een trying to find a man by the name of chris heckman for my daughter wants to know where he is i have put his name on myspace and facebook and yahoo and yearbook but no one knows him this my last try if you know him and know his mom by the nam of terry heckmen please email me at thank you
The Past..
Thinking about things in the past thinking about all the things we thought would last. Things that dont mean what they should, things and thoughts that we always could. Dreams that we though would always come true. When in the end they never do. The dreams of childhood that we strive to believe and try to make a reality, but soon they leave. The love of a lifetime or so we believe, when in truth is revealed they always leave. Thinking about the things in the past, about all the things that we thought would last. The love of a child that we bore, but when they grow up they choose to ignore. They say that ignorance is bliss, but we find out that its either hit or miss. Hoping and praying for that dream far far away, Waiting for that day to come your way. Think about the past, and hold those thoughts and feelings close to your chest. For one day When you least expect. those things can be ripped from you to your regreat. Then your left of the memory of what you thought wa
Oral Roberts
(CNN) -- Evangelist Oral Roberts, founder of the Oral Roberts Evangelistic Association and Oral Roberts University, died Tuesday from complications of pneumonia in Newport Beach, California, his spokeswoman said. He was 91. Roberts' son, Richard, and daughter Roberta were at his side, spokeswoman Melany Ethridge said in a statement. Roberts was hospitalized Monday following a fall on Saturday, in which he suffered broken bones, Ethridge said earlier, adding he was being treated for pneumonia. There will be a private interment, the statement said. Arrangements for a public memorial service in Tulsa, Oklahoma, are pending. Granville Oral Roberts was born into poverty in Bebee, Oklahoma, on January 24, 1918, according to a brief biography released by Ethridge. His Christian ministry began with what he described as his own miracle healing of tuberculosis at age 17. Roberts pastored churches in Oklahoma and Georgia and preached at revivals around the country while studying at Oklahoma
12/15/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Friday Nite photos inside. Friday nite. The Spiked Frapp is in my hand, beside my ever chiming cellphone. In the studio, discussing the next track. About to leave for a friend's party... A friend took this later in the evening, and sent it to me by email.... I had a big dumpling in my mouth, hence my chipmunk cheeks. I turned around and saw him pointing his phone at me. I said "don't do it" with my mouth full. And, he did it! Of course! (Thanks, Dave!) Haha! I love my friends! Last time, with whip cream all over my face. This time with my mouth way too full. Perhaps I should learn to eat like a little lady and not stuff entire dumplings into my mouth all at once? (Hey, I was hungry!) Still have my tattoo blog, and a new vlog. Will be up very soon. So stay tuned.... x Fluffykins.
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Dj-138 "hiphop That Doesnt Suck" Mix W/tracklist
DJ-138/Julian Bevan--   About 2 years ago, after a lifetime of devotion, I just had to walk away from Hip Hop entirely. The auto tune shit and Kanye and Soulja Boy was just too damn much. And sure, I kept hearing the phrase "you just gotta dig" over and over, but I never had much luck digging for this mythical real Hip Hop that supposedly still existed. Being rather bored with house music as of late, I decided to start digging, to see if there was any new Hip Hop that could get me excited again. Lo and behold, there is some really nice shit from the past year or two that I think many of you would dig. So this is an attempt to get some of that down in a mix for your listening pleasure. Detroit is represented HARD on this mix, with about EIGHT MCs putting in work, not to mention a few beats from J Dilla, somehow still prolific despite his death from Lupus almost 4 years ago* Aside from the artists on this mix, I also highly recommend this group Tanya Morgan - 2 MCs from Cincinnati and
Words To Start Your Day By
It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion. It is with the bean of java that the thoughts acquire speed, the hands acquire shakes, the shakes become a warning It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion.   How many of you live by the same code? lol
Hey, Jealousy.
        Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value.  Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you.  There is only one alternative - self-value.  If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved.  You will always think it’s a mistake or luck.  Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within.  Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences.  Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security.  Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them.    So, bite my ass.
Its Whatever To Me
u think u know me but u don't. u think i will care but i won't. u think highly way too much of ur self but i really know what u r. if u really think about it u don't know shit about me unless u make the effert but i know and u know u won't. thats why i'm still going strong and moving on to make it better for me and thats why its whatever. lol random i know
New To The Fu!!!
SHE IS NEW TO FU!! LOVE HER BIG TIME!! SHOW HER WHY MY FRIENDS ROCK!!!!!       vampire_red78@ fubar
Http:// Please Help:) Updates: Saturday 12th December 2009:   Yesterday morning Gerry and I attended the Civil Court in Lisbon for the planned trial relating to the injunction against Goncalo Amaral's book and DVD. The trial was postponed until January as Mr Amaral's Lawyer was unable to attend. As the injunction remains in place (following the Judge's decision in September), we have no reason to be dissapointed. For us it was important to be there, especially for Madeleine.  We travelled to Praia da Luz yesterday afternoon. I have longed to come back here for two years for personal and emotional reasons. Early this morning we went to the lovely little church of Nossa Senhora da Luz. It was so quiet and peaceful - a real sanctuary. Although our pain feels much rawer here, it is comforting at the same time since we feel closer to Madeleine. We then walked down to the rocks on the beach, with its crashing waves and sense of vastness and freedom -
Baby's Daddy
To many people are claiming to be my child's father, can you help me find the true one.... I thought Witchie was it... Dammit she came at me with a turkey baster, had me all tied up and everything... HELP WIcked and her fetus
Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once Talked about acontest he was asked to judge.  The purpose of the Contestwas to find the most caring child. The winner was:   Afour-year-old child, whose next door neighbor was an elderly gentleman,who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing theman cry, the little boy went into the old Gentleman's'yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.   Whenhis mother asked him what he had said to theneighbor, the little boy just said,'Nothing, I just Helped him cry.'*********************************************Teacher Debbie Moon's first graders were discussing apicture of a family. One little boy in the picture had adifferent hair color than the other members. One of her studentssuggested that he was adopted.   A little girl said, 'Iknow all about Adoption, I was adopted..''What does it mean to beadopted?', asked  another child. 'It means', said the girl,that you grew in your Mommy's heart instead of her tummy!' *****************************************
Planet Me
I live in my own little world of me. It revolves around me; I am the sun. I MUST be. I'm finding out that people, who have been on my friend list for 958 years, are married!   You people need to send me messages once in awhile on planet Me, because I am really missing out!   Is anyone else married, pregnant, changing sexes, discovered they're gay/lesbian and I am unaware? I need to know if I should address you as 'sir' or 'ma'am'. :-P Maybe I'm just a crappy friend. :/ I apologize; I will try prying into your business more often. :D    
Who Would Jesus Do?
My Christmases were claymation and cartoons. Charlie Brown picked a wretched tree while the Abominable Snowman kidnapped an elf who just wanted to be something else. Bedrock was the starting place for a trip around the world in a night, while all the Whos down in Whoville were hornswaggled and bamboozled.   My Christmases were huge trees and gaudy tinsel. Hours upon hours of decoration just to balance it all out and fingertips cold crimson from sewing needles and popcorn. Cat heights taken into consideration and strings hung in bows to hold cards and carefully misbegotten ornaments. Somewhere there was silence, just under the carols that came from the stylus needle. Akai, or Aiwa emblazoned on the woodgrain speakers, near tall as I was...or more. The only people stirring outside were travelling house to house to hand out cellophane wrapped ideals of suburban delight. Sure we knew our neighbours, but did we really like them? Why would you wish a fruitcake on your worst enemy?   My
Lookin For A Dj For An Event???
sup name iz daniel and i live in and a partner are lookin for more dj opertuites near you if you are located in MINNISOTA,SOUTH DAKOTA,NABRASKA,MISSOURI,ILLINOISE,IOWA AND WISCONSIN, we do school dances, house parties, bar parties, birth day, buissness parties, weddings or any thing that you would like your guest have a good time...the wages are 250 to 300 dependin on location of your celibration...we will work with you and we are the kind of people to show you guest have a night to me or my parter  712 209 3602 plz no prank calls were tryin to run a buissness here he iz 712 209 4613 if you dont have a cell phone you can email me at thank you and peace out hope to hear from you soon, it would be a pleasure to do buissness wit you in tha future
Is Obamacare Constitutional?
A reporter recently asked House Speaker Nancy Pelosi (D;CA)where in the Constitution Congress is given the authority to forceAmericans to buy health insurance, she responded, "Are you serious?Are you serious?" Responding to a follow-up question to thisnon-answer, Pelosi's press secretary said, "That is not a seriousquestion." I think otherwise and so should all Americans who value the liberties which our Constitution protects. And once the mandate question is thoroughly examined through the lens of theConstitution's original meaning, the answer is inescapable: it is not constitutional.For those with a traditional understanding of the Constitution as acharter of liberty (as opposed to the 'living version'), the list ofCongress' powers in Article I, Section 8, grants it no authority torequire any such thing. To defend their unprecedented expansion of federal power, Obamacare's proponents rely upon excessively broad interpretations of Congress' powers --namely the powers to regulate inte
Head Under Covers
What if your mind be enslaved by others?Opinions and judgments are what you'll showLiving and dying, head under the coversForsaken: the wisdom taught by mothersStrangling mind's garden, like weeds non-truths growAnd now your mind be enslaved by othersYour life is a fight waged against brothersYour world is in darkness, all that you knowLiving and dying, head under the coversPerhaps your senses be dulled by loversCircling down, from truth away you goAnd now your mind be enslaved by othersEmotional anguish, you discoverOut of your life all of your hope will flowLiving and dying, head under the coversWasted: the mind that's enslaved by othersDown the true path this mind will never strollAnd now your mind be enslaved by othersLiving and dying, head under the covers
I do have the form here,but there my be a problem with it.My e-mail is name of the book is "Beauty around the world pt 2" My name is Michael profant,Its also on my default pic.Please add your screen name if different.Thank You.
Please Help Me!!
Click "VOTE"(on all 3) and then click "SHARE"(on all 3) to post to your sites (to get more votes)...I am trying to win a scholarship and can really use your help. Thanks so much in advance for anything you can do=))   Share Your Bright Holiday MomentsSponsored by Underwriters Laboratories Inc.
So I had an idea to do a sort of 'timeline', if you will...on my life. Not sure why I'm about to share any of this information, but I know not many people read these things anyways. Birth-12 Oddly enough I have no memories really at all before age 8 or 9. Not sure why, I think they're blacked out for some reason. The first 12 yrs. of my life were good tho, I think lol. For 8 of these years I lived and breathed for dancing. Jazz, tap, modern and ballet. Yes, I wanted to be a ballerina, go figure. I was pretty good too. I've got a box full of trophies somewhere to prove it. Twice a week and competitions constantly. I loved it, Sometimes I wish that I would have continued with it...but it obviously just wasn't meant to be. Little memories from my younger years come back from time to time. Random moments with my sisters, usually not very nice ones. Staying up late with my older brother so I can watch Johnny Carson. Seeing my father every 6 months, only to be disappoint
wtf is a blog anyway? blog! blog it..your move creep! hahah ok. its almost christmas and i havent gotten people anything. thats what happens when youre broke as willie nelson. but its the thought that counts and my artwork is going to be what i thought up. or what im thinking up. personalizing and utilizing all my skills and arsenal of creatures robots viruses and whatnots. hopefully that will be better than socks as gifts. if not well...too bad haha. i got a shitload of artwork to wont be a bother of course...i just need that damn sun to come out so the paint dries faster. then....the new year is going to be a huge step into music art and media with me and my friends. no giving up but moving up. after all these years of jammin practicing creating and hustling...its time to take the next step. i dont need anything for xmas...i only need to know the people i do. maybe one day i'll find a girl that is cool with what im doing and wont bullshit me
So, my ex added me to myspace yesterday. Not really a big deal; we talk off and on all the time (I have his cell number, I just never text him.)   I asked him why he decided to add me and he told me it was because it was the only way he could message me. (I kind of locked down my myspace account, due to some impending drama.) I thought it was kind of funny, so I asked him what he wanted to message me. He told me it was in the friend request message (which I didn't even read.) He told me the message said "I need your boobs." *raised eyebrow emoticon here*   So I said, "Yeah whatever, dude, you've seen them." Well he wanted me to send pics to his phone. (Not even when hell freezes over.) So, I said no.   Well I just signed on to myspace and discovered he has deleted me (yet again.) lmfao. My husband and I have been together 8 years (as of a few days ago) and married for 7. You would think he would've moved on by now. He has a girlfriend, FFS!   What won't men do for boobs? Serio
If you're thinking about posting your first mumm, PLEASE DO!   If you posted a mumm and didn't want to come back after people were mean to you, PLEASE DO!   If your global mumm privileges were stripped from you, you can still post NSFW mumms, so PLEASE DO!     Don't let people get you down. Not all regular commenters are out to belittle you. We're coming together and trying to make a change.   This site is supposed to be fun. Let's have fun. When you laugh.....they lose.   I'm not saying you should post bad mumms or try to agetate the mummers, not at all.   I'm saying you should never avoid a public forum just because of a handful of that hide their pain with anger.   Please post mumms and have fun with it. Quite a few others and myself welcome you!   Hope to see you there!
Copy Cat
Stolen from...a lot of someones...layer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsTOOL OZZY MOTLEY MISFITS YES   layer two:- name: Tommy   - birth date: oct. 4, 1964- nicknames: jewel,nakey,t-bone and T.J. - current location: beautiful southern california- eye color: depends what i am wearing/not wearing.usually grey or bluish hazel- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: Righty    - best friend[s]: russ jr. sabrina,hillary and tesslayer three:- the shoes you wore today; none yet   - your perfect pizza;pepperoni sausage mushroom xtra cheese from big o pizza to go   - the last time you cried: no commentlayer four:- your best physical feature:grins   - most missed memory:fishing with my dadlayer five:- pepsi or coke: jones soda green apple- mcdonald's or burger king: in-n-out burger- adidas or nike: nikes,vans,converse - lipton ice tea or nestea: swamp juice aka arnold palmer(1/2 lemonaid 1/2 tea)   - chocolate or vanilla: chocolate   - cappuccino or coffee: cocoalayer six- do
New Ms Treatment Announced.
  Dr. Paolo Zamboni has come upon an entirely new idea about how to treat multiple sclerosis, one that may profoundly change the lives of patients. He found that scientists who had studied the brains of MS patients had noticed higher levels of iron in their brain, not accounted for by age. The iron deposits had a unique pattern, often forming in the core of the brain, clustered around the veins that normally drain blood from the head. Dr. Zamboni wondered if the iron came from blood improperly collecting in the brain. Using Doppler ultrasound, he began examining the necks of MS patients and made an extraordinary finding. Almost 100 percent of the patients had a narrowing, twisting or outright blockage of the veins that are supposed to flush blood from the brain. He then checked these veins in healthy people, and found none of these malformations. Nor did he find these blockages in those with other neurological conditions. Zamboni dubbed the vein disorder he discovered CCS
I have added your poem into my next book.If you would like your picture to appear next to it I need a release form.Let me know and I will send you my e-mail to request it.Thank You.
Pipe Up
Anyone want to pipe up or the pied piper will remain in silence. As I said I have little to gain from this. 24th is the day. No use after that. Actually it is from 21st to the 24th. Why? Why not? I will not explain because I have no reason to. I know who, what, and the reason. Absence and the silence is noted justifying my position. Today is the 15th and that leaves nine days. In The Bible The Christ or The Lord talks about many things. He talks about John The Baptist briefyl. In one passage he tells those gathered, what did you go out in the wilderness to see? A reed bending in the wind? Also in The Old Testament a passage that says they will beat their sword into plowshares. The Lord turns around and says, I believe in John's Gospel, he who has a coat must sell it and buy a sword. Odd in reference to a Man of God anda Man of Peace. He says, think not that I came to bring peace but to put at odds son against father, daughter against mother, and daughter inlaw against mother inlaw. He
Hippocratic Oaf
I hate going to the doctor.Yes, I’m one of “those” guys who will basically refuse to go unless there’s a shadowy robed figure following me around with a sickle in his hand. I take after my Grandfather on this. He went to the doctor once - after he got his foot severed under a plow. I think there’s some deep rooted thing about not being in control of what happens to me and a failure to acknowledge that I can’t always fix it with cough syrup and a diet of Wonder Pets Fruit Chews.So in the last 6 years I’ve been to the doctor 3 times. Once, I got bashed in the head with my surfboard and required stitches. (The plus side of that was I now have a sweet, Harry Potteresque scar between my eyes.) Another time, I went for a physical. The last time was for a sinus infection.So really, barring an emergency or a “turn your head and cough” trip, I only go when I get a sinus infection. I usually develop a cold about once or twice a year. No big d
Merry Christmas, Eh?
Copy Cat
Stolen from...a lot of someones...layer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsNO!!!!!!!!!!! layer two:- name: Theonicia - birth date: march 14, 1974- nicknames: Theo, NiNi, Denise, Bitch, Wifey(Seamus MUAH)- current location: in Wittys CLoset- eye color: Blue- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: Righty  - best friend[s]: both Ws a S and a H and a few morelayer three:- the shoes you wore today: High heal suede boots.. - your perfect pizza: Feta, ham and green peppers with fresh tomatoes - the last time you cried: in the tub when i realized my belly was expanding....layer four:- your best physical feature: my ass - most missed memory:hopefully child birth the second time cause ill be drugged uplayer five:- pepsi or coke: Gingerale- mcdonald's or burger king: MEAT!!!!- adidas or nike: High Heals damn you all- lipton ice tea or nestea: Chamomile - chocolate or vanilla: vanilla - cappuccino or coffee: Really do I have to answer thislayer six:- curse: absolutley fucking not.- do you
Cause All The Kewl Kids Are Doin It
Since everyone else is doing it...layer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsG- George Michael (oh christ kill me now) A- Abba (yep i like em) L- Linkin Park L-Linkin Park O- Octane layer two:- name: Gallo- birth date: 06/08/71- nicknames: Gallo - current location: WV sleepin with my sister cause she is hot and im the oldest son so i go first- eye color: Black in winter Dark Brown in summer- hair color: whats left Black- righty or lefty: Righty - best friend[s]: My Dadlayer three:- the shoes you wore today: some brown things - your perfect pizza: DiCarlos - the last time you cried: when i found out i was gonna be a dad again   layer four:- your best physical feature: my lil peen- most missed memory: being single layer five:- pepsi or coke: pepsi- mcdonald's or burger king: nasty hate fast food - adidas or nike: Rocky boots - lipton ice tea or nestea: tea im not fuckin british - chocolate or vanilla: chocolate reminds me of anal sex - cappuccino or coffee: both with a sid
Im Humor
I so love going to the Yahoo Chat Rooms. They suck ass but ya know, but I'm a glutton for punishment. I have a specific account that I use for chatting in the rooms. Don't need every freak of nature knowing my screen name and email addy that I regularly use. I'm one of the odd people that have actually taken the time to fill my profile out. Even odder still, I look at someone's before I drop them an IM even though 9 out of 10 have nothing there. Anyway, this guy from Italy IMs me. No biggie. Fun to chat with people from other countries. Well, this dude made a classic error. He tries to play off that he's actually looked at my profile. This REALLY annoys me. If you didn't look, so be it, but don't make off like you did cause sooner or later it's gonna bite you in the ass and I'm gonna rip on ya for it. This guy asks me if I was the person in the pic in my profile. Legit question since people will put up pics of models and claim to be them. However, I know he didn't look at it cause m
  Since everyone else is doing it...layer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsE - Evans BlueR - Rise AgainstI - IncubusK - KissA - Abbalayer two:- name: Erika- birth date: May 23, 1973- nicknames: Reeka (online), my sister calls me Ricky, Shawn calls me Sweetie-Keetie (h)- current location: Brighton, MI- eye color: Hazel- hair color: Strawberry Blonde- righty or lefty: Righty - best friend[s]: Shawnlayer three:- the shoes you wore today: Pink lined Croc wannabes- your perfect pizza: Pepperoni - I have simple tastes :P- the last time you cried: yesterday layer four:- your best physical feature: heck if I know - my hair, I guess- most missed memory: snuggling layer five:- pepsi or coke: Coke, duh... this should have been layer 1- mcdonald's or burger king: McD's- adidas or nike: I have a comfy pair of LA Gears...- lipton ice tea or nestea: *gaks* nooooo tea- chocolate or vanilla: ch-ch-ch-chooocccooolllaaattteeee *orgasms*- cappuccino or coffee: ewwwww, neither... I use Coke for my
Stolen from Witchie - I was bored as helllayer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsStyxHuman LeagueAsiaWHitesnakeNaked Eyeslayer two:- name: Yes- birth date: October 13- nicknames: Durham, DurhamNtx, DIT, Dit, Sweet Cheeks, many not allowed in an SFW post- current location: At my computer- eye color: brown- hair color: brown and a few grays- righty or lefty: Righty- best friend[s]: Reeka, Mike, Sharla, Stephlayer three:- the shoes you wore today: Blue house shoes- your perfect pizza:everything except jalapenos and anchovies- the last time you cried: When I dropped my pizzalayer four:- your best physical feature: IDK - I'm told my smile- most missed memory: I forget...layer five:- pepsi or coke: Dr Pepper- mcdonald's or burger king: Whataburger- adidas or nike: chucks- lipton ice tea or nestea: Yes- chocolate or vanilla: for what?- cappuccino or coffee: Coffee! Or cappuccino! Or IV drip!layer six:- curse: Holy bat-banana-boat-sh*t, Batman- do you sing: I suppose you can CALL it that..
Love Hurts.....
I never expected to be here again... in LOVE!! Said I would never be the jealous type... but the on-off switch is broken. Yes, as much as it feels good being in Love, It also has it's down-side. Thanx "Nazareth" for giving us all that reality check...                                   LOVE HURTS
Water Rings
You're just so fucking sad, aren't you?   She's a stain on a wall. Nothing to see, but the remnant of a human undescribed, undefined, underloved, the undersigned. Just a stain...on a wall. An outline where a girl should be, could be, would be, should we, won't be, won't see... and me... I'm just looking at the watermarks.   She's out of phase. That's the state. The way she waits, the way she prays.   They can't see her, walking by. If she smiles, if she cries, if she sighs, if she...   But she...   And you... you're just so fucking sad, aren't you? Your tearstained whine bleeds ears but feels empty. You don't know from echoes. You're just singing Robert Johnson ...while she's bleeding on the crossroads.   You can't bend a string. But she's just a stain...on a wall. Aren't they sad.   ...aren't we all?    
Yes, I Am Ranting On The Same Person
I am ranting ... cause I have had it with one particular person.  So mind the spelling mistakes and the punctation problems cause there will be a few a suppose. Where do you get the fuck off ... have you ever just thought before you say a damn thing.  You claim people hate you and you do nothing and call other names .... OMFG you have seriously lost your everlovingfuckingmind.  Grow the fuck up and realize you said you wanted to leave fubar and all you have to do is click the link in  the email.  You are refusing and still holding on to something,  If you want to hang around and be a cunt then fucking stay already and take the tongue lashing that is coming to you.  Which is on a dailly damn basis because you start the same fucking shit over and over, you can't let it go .... Get over yourself ... I have sat and thought through things, yes to me you were/are a nice person ... others you have trouble with but that is between you and them.  BUT the one thing I will not do is sit
Naughtys Auction
My Heart Is Hers
For the past 3 months, my wife and I have been spilt apart.. she wants nothing to do with me, which i can kinda understand.. me and her have been together for 5 years and most (90%) of the time, i was a shity husband, and father to our boys.. about 6 months ago, i left to go to CA so i could try to get a job, and move them there to better our lives.. while i was there, i started to see just how bad i was to them, and i started changing my ways, betterin myself for me, and my family.. while i was there, she left me cause she didnt think i was changing, which was a mistake.. so i came back to Ar, so i could be closer to them.. granted, i have only got to see them 3 times since i been back, i have been proving to her day after day that i have changed and that i am a better person.. its hard to do that over a comp and the phone and i really hate it cause she cant see the change in me, i have tried and tried to show her but nothing.. i can understand alittle why she thinks i am lieing b
It amazing how people tend to change and attack someone when you AGREE with them.     It's early, and if you are gonna come at me this morning, be prepared .... cause I won't be sweet, nice, nor understanding .... not since someone wanted to start before my coffee kicked in ....     Have a great FREAKIN day!!!
To Be Quite Honest
Some time in life we want things in our life that are amazing we want them to flourish generally one of two things happen: a it is not truly what we wanted and it self desructs or be it works out perfectly and it goes great . if we want something bad enough is it worth waiting for worth giving it our all even if it is risky. If we are ready to change and want to finally work to make a true give and take can it work. Is it worth it to risk taking the time even if nothing may come of it. If you put yourself out and you lose it do you let go. If time changes all, why is a risk to let things go back to how they were. If relations can truly build from friendship and can sex ruin relations could the former and the later balance out and actually become something good . well the fact of the matter is that whatever life brings there will be pain there will be pleasure and everything in between and if we are to scared of those things life will be miserable and we will be alone for the rest o
If You Are From Michigan You Will Understand!!
Are you aware that Jeff Foxworthy is now picking on Michigan? Read on. (Pretty funny and accurate!!) If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Michigan. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan.
The Real Reason Behind The Copenhagen Walk-out
The Real Reason Behind The Copenhagen Walk-Out Developing countries have walked out on the Copenhagen climate talks, but one of the primary reasons as to why nations like China and India have boycotted the summit is being hidden by the corporate media - namely the fact that the negotiations were doomed once poorer countries learned of the globalist's neo-colonial agenda as a result of the Danish text leak.
Ron Paul Warns That Nightmare Healthcare Bill Will Pass
Ron Paul Warns That Nightmare Big Government Healthcare Bill Will PassTexas Congressman Ron Paul warned Friday that the draconian healthcare bill currently in legislative progress looks extremely likely to pass, an eventuality that would deliver a great blow for freedom in the face of big government.
Why Are Questions On Climategate Met With Armed Response?
If Climategate Is No Big Deal, Why Are Questions About It Met With An Armed Response? The boilerplate response on behalf of the guardians of the global warming scam is to claim that the climategate scandal holds no significance whatsoever. If warmists really are that laid back over the whole controversy then why are questions about it by accredited journalists met with an armed response from UN thugs?
C51 - Lounge Promoters
Alright this is the first one: And just cause I figured I messed up... heres another one..  So you tell me which one is better... lol! 
Christmas Love
Christmas is a time  of celebration, that should be shared with family and friends. It shouldn't be about worry and stress about what to get people. it shouldn't be filled with anger about what you do or don't get... I have always thought of this time of year with warm fillings or forgiveness. This year I am having a hard time doing just that. This being number 2 on my list of bad christmases. I can't seem to forgive and forget. but I am still trying to look forward with spending good times with friends if not family. I still want to wish my family well filled with warm gathering and I hope they get everything they want for the holidays and I hope they can find warm filling for there man kind... and I hope they still enjoy it without me in there lifes... as I will be celebrating my holidays with just friends.. I hope everyone who reads this can find forgiveness in their stocking... warm wishes to all man kind... hold you family close to your heart and make long lasting memories.. have
If Your Happy And You Know It
If your happy and you know it sleep with me.... If your happy and you know just sleep with me.. If your happy and you know it and you really wanna show it.. If your happy and you know just fuck me!!!
Name? - MajestaAge? - 25Hair Color? - Strawberry blondeEye Color? -Dark brownHeritage? - HumanReligion? - ChristianZodiac Sign? - CapricornDrink? - No, not reallySmoke? - YesDone Drugs? - Smoked weedVirgin? - NopeBest Friend? - Yes. I have fourFave Color? - Pink, black and redFave Band/Artist? - Michael Jackson, NIN, Korn, Breaking Benjamin, Nickelback and several othersFave Drink? - Mt. Dew, Pepsi, Dr. Pepper and milkFave Alcoholic Drink? - Sex On the BeachFave Cigarettes/Cigars? - CamelsFave Candy? - SkittlesWeakness? -I am too niceStrength? - Loyal, honest, trustworthy and faithfulIn Love? - Oh hell yeah, very much soWith Who? - Mitch How Long? - Almost 8 monthsCurrent Location? - Utah
Jek Porkins
I found this page on the internet.  It made me laugh. Porkins at Hall Of Magnificent Bastards
Take Heed...
This was borrowed from a friend's blog, but it makes good sense, so I thought I'd pass it along... If a man wants you, NOTHING can keep him AWAY. If he doesn't want you, NOTHING can make him STAY. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition or spirit to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then HELL NO, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them
My Rant
Long life energy saving light bulbs are total bollocks. They don't last ten years and they are so dull you have to buy the highest wattage, which still feels like a flickering candle and end up buying another lamp to brighten the room.   How is that 'energy saving'? I now have two lights running to make up for the ONE light I used to have. Apparently if you use the energy bulbs on the ceiling they don't last long with heat reflecting from the ceiling and they are only going to last ten years if you only use them for 3 hours a day, and to make matters worse, if you continually switch them off and on, THAT reduces their lifespan as well!   On top of all that, the light gives me a dull thudding headache and I end up with a battery lamp beside my laptop!   So, basically I am going through these energy saving bulbs at a rate of 2 a year! My old bulbs lasted longer and I don't know if that's less energy used, but when you work out the carbon footprint of supplying these bulbs at the s
Eventually By Pink ( You'll Get Your's Eventually ;) )
I am an opportunity and I knock so softly Sometimes I get loud when I wish everybody'd just get off me So many playas you'd think I was a ball game Its every man for themself, there are no team mates This life gets lonely when everybody wants something This might have been your fate But they'll get their's eventually And I hope I'm there Surrounded by familiar faces without names None of them know me or want to share my pain And they only wish to bask in my light, then fade away To win my love, to them a game To watch me live my life in pain When all is done and the glitter fades, fades away They'll get their's eventually And I hope I'm there I drank your poison cuz you told me its wine Shame on you if you fool once Shame on me if you fool me twice I didn't know the price You'll get yours eventually So what good am I to you if I can't be broken? You'll get yours, yes you'll get yours Eventually
The Outline Of The Woman I've Found In You~by Jd
You'll find me here, Quiet because thoughts of you circulate my mind, Have you ever had one of those moments, Where time stands still your heart at peace? Curious as to just how you affect me in this way that i have no control, Longing to know what its like to hold you close and knowing theres no way i'd ever let go.   Swept over me like the quiet storm of the century, No words escape my lips, All i could ask for if anything, Would be to lay silent and get lost inside your eyes. I can only think of a few times in life that i can recall that someone wanted me to change directions, Now here comes this most beautiful apparition and since she has yet to stop haunting me.   I look at you in admiration, Feels so nice that no-one else is noticed by these eyes, Intriguing and somehow mysterious, I yearn for you to take me to new heights. I have been in search of just that one woman to show me the meaning of bliss, Now here you are right before my very eyes and my infatuation refus
Traci Lee "naughty Or Nice" Auction Info.  This is a cash bid only.Bidding starts with a auto11(or)Cherry Bomb.nothing less I am willing to rate- fan- add you as # 1 family- Crushyou-Admire you- combine our names-make a sfw Salute-pimp you out at least(maybe more) 4 times a week-If I cannot get a demond friend to shitface you 3 times a week, I will purchase the 5 vip drinks to shitface you myself.I am not a great lover of the computer and do not get on every day ,sometimes not for 3 to 4 days.So hence the cash bid.This will be "work" for me.If you'd like to pay for marriage,i am willing to also do that for another cash bid of my choice.Ie: auto11-Bomb-HH- or a 49.99 bling pack.I will treat you with respect and include you inany and all profits "We might make a great team"!I carry my 1/2 of a partnership.This is not a major or needed thing.I really could careless about all of this but if i am gonna do it,I am not going to do it for anything less than what I
The Bile Has Returned...
Fooled Again...
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take itRULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks!LAST PERSON YOU....[1] Who was the last person you texted?Pat[2] You were in the car with?Andrew[3] Went to the mall with?The family[4] Person you talked on the phone with?Pat[5] You messaged/​commented on Fubar?WrekkaT/F Only answer with True or FalseQ:Kissed some one on your top friends?TrueQ: Been searched By Cops?FalseQ: Been suspended from school?FalseQ: Sat on a roof top?TrueQ: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?FalseQ: Broken a bone?FalseQ: Have shaved your head?FalseQ: Played a prank on someone?TrueQ: Had/have a gym membership?TrueQ: Shot a gun?FalseQ: Donated Blood?TrueWOULD YOU RATHER:[1] Eat or drink?Drink[2] Be serious or be funny?Funny[3] Go to the beach or mountains?Beach[4] Die in a fire or die getting shot?Getting shotANSWER TRUTHFULLY:[1] Sun or moon?Sun[2] Winter or fall?Fall[3] Left or right?Left[4] Black and white or colo
Traci Lee's Pic ( Bomb)
Traci L. Picture(bomb)
She Has It All.....
He leads her by the hand,walking with her down a path.she doesnt know where the pathleads. she follows him with her eyesher heart. He leads her into a clearingand asks her a question she hasntexpected, and is suprised when hekneels in front of her. holding her hands in hislooks in her eyes. and asks her to be his for life, for eternity. She nods yes. with tears in her eyes.praying that this isnt just a dream. if it is please dont ever wake me. She can not take it if itsjust another cruel joke. played upon her. he raises up from knealing and holds her in his arms. tightly, proving it isnt a dream and that he does love her. That he wants to spend the rest of his life with his love.. his heart, his other half. he has found the other part of his heart. He looks down in her eyes. and asks her, my love is this where you would like to raise a family with me?  She nods back at him in confusion. He tells her that this land that we stand on Is where im am building our home.  She gasps as her eye
Another Scene
Looking back today and yesterday I'm starting to wonder if maybe I'm not as ok as I thought I was. I mean, you thought you were strong enough to just wait to talk about something that's been bothering a lot lately, but for the sake of someone you let it slide and just bottle it up for another time.  Then you end up hiding from it, whether it's video games, or music.  Whatever you could to NOT face it and just run as much as you can.  And you keep badgering yourself and beating yourself up about things and keeping it from everyone around you and trying to pass off as normal.  Not working, let me tell you.  So instead I've been bottling and bottlign and bottling so I don't add to her stress, cause she has a lot to deal with at the moment too.  More than I do, and I just didn't want to add to what she's already going through.  But I went a little crazy when my questions which were very important to me and the silence got to me and I freaked out.  Cause her not denying what I was worrying
When She......
When she stares at your lips[ Kiss her ]When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you[ Grab her and dont let go ]When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]When she's quiet[ Ask her whats wrong ]When she ignores you[ Give her your attention ]When she pulls away[ Pull her back ]When you see her at her worst[ Tell her she's beautiful ]When you see her start crying[Just hold her and dont say a word ]When you see her walking[ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]When she's scared[ Protect her ]When she steals your favorite hat[ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]When she teases you[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]When she doesn't answer for a long time[ reassure her that everything is okay ]When she looks at you with doubt[ Back yourself up ]When she says that she likes you[ she really does more than you could understand ]When she grabs at your hands[ Hold her's and play with her finger
The contents of my old fashion are frozen to the side of the glass.Sooty alchohol and stiff parts breaking off in the chill.All new, redesigned custom tailored hell of a flop house and a broken-down furnace.On the upshot, there's a metal garbage pale and plenty of bad poetry to burn.Scribbles thick with charcoal for starter.Hues tanins stains and smudges smolder for a brief flirtation of warmth.The things I loved intensely for a few hours at a time.Moments. Flawed curvature. Siren.How I hated her for being so perfect today.Hair down, like cool sunlight gliding down her shoulders.Pixy smile, impish, coy, perfect for a precision nipand a few thousand sunday mornings.Reclined, and exposed to every clumsy compliment and stumbling second-guessed advance,it was trust.Not surrender, not extortion, not begging, bargaining or hurled glass.You've had that same look in your eyes every time you have a minute for me.Like sweet unburdening life support.That wasn't there before.I think the first time
 I deal with this same crap every Monday and I am getting sick of it. So for those of you who continue to do so, I will just direct you to this blog.   I don't come to fubar to have you harass me I work EVERY Saturday and Sunday 17-18 hour shifts. Before and after work, I try to rate as many people as I can, especially while I have a VIP. So basically, anyone who I see in my bar tab or friend requests. I get as many of you as I possibly can. At work, I can PM a little bit but that's all, and that's not always a guarantee. If you sent me a gift, I will mostly wait until Monday to respond to you so I can return the favor. So for you to get mad at me, saying I "ignored" you all weekend, how I'm a bitch for not responding to your PM, how I must be ungrateful for your attention because I haven't visited your page.... THIS IS FOR YOU. My work comes first, not fubar. How can you possibly not understand that unless you have truly made fubar your life? When I come back to let's just
A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem:   The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight.
#7 Grand!
12-14-09 9:40 am 8 pounds 21 inches! This morning (last night, really) I couldn't sleep. I stayed up going to the bathroom for no reason, reading a book that was okay (but, not all that) until after 5:15 this morning. I was falling asleep and waking almost immediately to read another couple of paragraphs. At 5:45 am this morning my daughter (#2 of 3) called me to ask if I could take her to the birthing center in Brooklyn( we live in Queens) since her hubby had to work. I hesitated in the hope that she would tell him that he HAD to do this. It didn't work.  She called me again at 6:30 and said, " Dad, I need you to do this!" So, I did. We loaded up a whole bunch of snacks (none of which I liked! She is on an organic kick!), a change of clothes, her laptop, etc. 4 bags of stuff and a Daughter that was counting seconds! The highway was busy (this WAS Rush Hour!) and I had to get directions for the first time to a place I hadn't been near in at least 26 years! We got there nearing 8:0
Doctor Who: The Waters Of Mars - U.s. Premiere Saturday, December 19th On Bbc America
  The Waters of Mars - Saturday, December 19th at 9/8c on BBC America. Mars, 2059. Bowie Base One. Last recorded message: "Don’t drink the water. Don’t even touch it. Not one drop." Lindsay Duncan (Rome, Longford) joins the Doctor as his sharpest and most strong-minded companion yet for the first of three final Doctor Who specials. The Waters of Mars is a dark, scary thriller that sees the Doctor land on the planet Mars, at a base in peril. A creeping infection beneath the Martian surface threatens not only the human race but also the Doctor's most fundamental beliefs. Together with Adelaide Brooke - the base's commander, played by Lindsay Duncan - the Doctor must defeat a seemingly unstoppable menace before it can reach Earth and wipe out mankind. The Doctor must fight not only the water but destiny itself. While also confronting his own existence, when the prophecy about his future begins to resonate. Is his song about to come to an end? 
Please understand that I am NOT here for your entertainment. I do want to make new friends, which is fine, but there is a limit. -UNDERSTAND- *What you see is what you get *When its convenient for me to take pics I will, not for you *If I dont respond to you right away, chill the fuck out, I do have other things to do *Im not here for sex or to hook up with every one of you motherfuckers *I dont like to be bothered 24/7 about my pics,getting on cam,calling or texting you and other bullshit *I can and will say whatever I want and do whatever I want, so dont fucking question me about it *I will not explain myself to you and I have nothing to prove to anyone *Yes I am single, but just because I talk to you doesnt mean Im interested *I do speak my mind, so if you dont like what I have to say, then you can kiss my ass -AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST- *Im not here to please anybody, Im simpl
For You Dad... Written By Phil Coulter .... Bless You
  The Old Man The tears have all been shed now we´ve said our last goodbyes His souls been blessed He's laid to rest ... And it´s now I feel alone He was more than just a father A teacher my best friend He can still be heard... In the tunes we shared When we play them on our own   I never will forget him For he made me "what I am" Though he may be gone Memories linger on And I miss him, the old man   As a boy he'd take me walking By mountain field and stream And he showed me things not known to kings And secret between him and me Like the colors of the pheasant As he rises in the dawn And teach how to fish and make a wish Beside the Holly Tree   I thought he'd live forever He seemed so big and strong But the minutes fly...And the years roll by For a father and a son And suddenly when it happened There was so much left unsaid No second chance...To tell him thanks For everything he's done   I never will forget him For he made me "what I am" Though he
Can't Talk About This.
This is alot harder for me to talk about than I had imagined. I will pick it up again in the future.
Huge Virus Coming!!!!!!please Read
HUGE VIRUS COMING ! PLEASE READ [My input/mein Beitrag] From Richard E.  Word to the wise.       Hi All,      I checked with Norton Anti-Virus, and they are gearing up for this virus!       I checked Snopes, and it is for real. Get this E-mail message sent around to your contacts ASAP.     PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS!       You should be alert during the next few days. Do not open any message with an attachment entitled 'POSTCARD FROM HALLMARK,'regardless of who sent it to you. It is a virus which opens A POSTCARD IMAGE, which 'burns' the whole hard disc C of your computer.      This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list. This is the reason why you need to send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it.      If you receive a mail called' POSTCARD,' even though sent to you by a friend, do not open it! Shut down your computer imm
Where Shity Laws Come From
I was in a lounge the other day and we were talking about diffrent things and were people get all these shity laws we have hmmmm i have thought on this all day sece every time ive turned around to day bam a cop was in my face so after googaling and web searching i have found out finely why we have all these shity laws hope you like and apreashiate the results of my searching and shareing of this information if not oh well shit happens lol....
All Your Sex Questions Answered
The questions we all wanted answered about the sex experience are here for you to see. Some sexperts have published their finding for all to feel I mean read. For example, At what point in their lives can people experience orgasm? In other words, at what age can you can have an orgasm? Here’s a one I like, Can reaching orgasm trigger a heart attack? If Nelson Rockefeller were alive today we could ask him. As you might know the vice president died in his young girl friends Upper Manhattan apartment. Here’s the mother of all sex questions, Are the sensations experienced from orgasm the same for males and females? Who cares? I like my orgasms when I’m lucky enough to find a babe willing to let get off on her. When she has hers, she’ll let you know if it’s as good as yours dude. Want more sex, and who doesn’t, follow this arousing link:,2933,580199,00.html?test=faces Get all the orgasmic music feeling you want right h
What The Hell !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok most of you dont know me but those that do know I have a very healthy repect and apprsiation for woman. So when I saw this Artical on yahoo saying that military woman were getting a cold reception I GOT PISSED . The attitude of a womans place is in the home is so old and tierd that its practicly prehistroric . Back in the civle war women served along side men helping any way they could useualy in battle filed hospitals .Ocasionaly women would lend a hand in the spy department as well . As the times chaninged a womans role in the military chainged as well there were meany combat nurses in world war one and two and in the Korian war Women were sent to the front line for the first time I think If any one can tell me if woman were on the front line in moble hospitals before then please except my appoligys and corect me . But the point is a woman has just as much right as a man to defend her contry and I dont think for the first time women are on the front lines armd and readdy to kick a
The Most Important Lives
the most important lives in my life will always cherish my love will never lose faith in anything i do   the most important lives in my life give me smiles ive never worn before give healing to my torn being give every breathe i need   yes,theyre the most important lives  in my life my 12 gifts on christmas all my love bundled up all that i count on   the most important lives in my life are mommys whole world mommys brave big world mommy love all bundles up for them   theyre the most important lives in my life    
Just A Little Something For Your Ear Hole...
In Your Eyes you are holding me, loving me so carefuly, the way you touch me. as if i'm fragile, i'd break won't break...just ache... to feel you inside me. your eyes are like a mirror. my heart is look at me as if i were the only thing you know sweet, fluid, smoldering hot... you look right into me feel what i am to you looking into my soul, with those eyes seeing what lies inside of me. wet, anticipating every touch, every move of your body...your skin slides over me, like a blanket. you lie on me, and the heat, the feel of your body, just makes me want to scream... like the howling of a wolf. i want this..i need you.... all i want to do is just be.. even to just lightly touch the surface of who you are what you want why do you want me? feeling your body tense, as you push against me.. oh, what pleasure this is....i feel like a black panther... like I'm prowling just to see what i can do next..just to feel you, any part of you, o
Christmas Poem
Different Christmas Poem   The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.  My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight.. Sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.  My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps
Update!!!!!!!!!!! We Found Him
We found my ex husband staying in a church in phoenix..he was able to contact his mother this morning! :)  His Dad is on his way from LA to Az to reunite with him!  Thank You So Much For Ur Thoughts and Prayers!  And To God Be The Glory! Love Always, Kitti and fam!
New Song Form Abc
Auction Time Again
BRATT'S FRIEND TERESA IS IN AN AUCTION, COME CHECK IT OUT. YOU WILL WANT TO OWN HER. SHE IS AWESOME!! I KNOW FOR A FACT!! CLICK ON PIC THANK YOU (repost of original by '♥~ß®ãťť~♥**Fuown TERESA*~~LilleOle's Bratt~~Own Luvslickinpoon!' on '2009-12-14 15:47:34')
What A Day
  Today was an interesting day. See I've been divorced for about 6 months now. I've had no contact with her or my 2 beautiful kids. After the divorced she changed phone number and her address. So as you can imagine it's been driving me crazy that i have'nt spoken to my kids. So today i decide to log on to yahoo messenger and talk to a friend of mine. But to my surprise as soon as i log on she quickly sends me a message. Message said the kids miss you like crazy, why have'nt you called them. At this point im getting pretty upset,but i held my composure. As nice as i possibly could i tell her how the hell am supposed to call or write to them. Very quickly i saw the conversation was going nowhere. She then starts to tell me she made a huge mistake divorcing me. See fubar friends this women betrayed me. After 7 years of marriage she decides she's gunna have an affair. Unfortunaly i caught her on my bed with another man. No matter how much i tried i can't get over that, which led to di
Always Look Around You
Hello my Fu Friends,    Tis the season again,and this time it has found me in a awkward position. My company has transferred me a thousand miles away from all family and friends. I spent Thanksgiving walled up in my room here in TX,feeling bad that isolation and lonliness really affects people,I will be here alone for X-mas too. But you know what? There are always others less fortunate than you...or me. God bless our troops overseas,giving their lives,pray for them,feel for the homeless,be glad everyday that you have somewhere,or something to call home. Take the time to reach out and touch a strangers hand,even if it is only to extend a friendly smile,for they do a long way ya know. Think of the sick and weary in hospitals that will not be home for this holiday,be grateful always of the health and happiness that you have,and hope to keep.    Happy Holidays to all of you,make it the best it can be...
To Point Whore Or Not To Point Whore
I was thinking of running my last auto and bomb on Wednesday in honor of my two year fu-anniversary. I'm not sure if it's worth it though. Do people still rate autos? I mean it seems like EVERYONE has them on all the time now. *sigh* I really want to get closer to Angel (Level 30). My VIP expires in a few days so I figure I might as well use the auto and bomb now since you get a little more points when you're VIP. So, friends (and non-friends) what do you think? Should I point whore for my fu-anniversary? ♥Amy
  My eighty year old uncle likes cartoons.  Bugs Bunny, Daffy Duck, Coyote and Roadrunner and the like.  So, when the Wallace and Gromit movie came out a couple of years ago, I opted to take him.  Unfortunately, by the time he was free, three weeks after the invite, the movie was no longer playing locally (the movie didn’t do very well).  Rather than the day be a complete bust, I asked what other movie he’d like to make.  After paging through the local paper, he chose The Producers, the remake.  I’d seen the original.  Hysterical.  I thought Nathan Lane and Matthew Broderick would do a nice piece and I agreed.  We got to the theater and sat down.  It was maybe a third full and the crowd was made up almost entirely of young Asians.  “Hmm…that’s odd,” I thought.   The curtains came up and the movie started.  A few minutes into it someone, I don’t remember who anymore, burst into song.  I winced.  I can’t stand singing in movies. 
Something Random Tht Came To Me
you are you and i am i,oh why, why, why, must i lie, i feel this way because i do, i feel this way, what about you? what do you feel when i pass by, do you question me is that why, we only talk and nothing more,i do not set foot outside my door, to see this girl that i kno, to pick her up and go go go.
I hint around about it, you dont see it.I ask you, you dont get it.We joke about it, still nothing.What will it take to make you see, I want you.I want you, I want to succeed where every other man has failed.I want you, I want to do what no one else could.I want to make you happy, utterly and truly happy....
Christmas Time Once Again
yes christmas time once again....that one moment in the year when we forgive the smallest discretion. Its the one moment when we treat people like we want to be treated all year round. It's where the people that are homeless, instead of being treated like they're invisible, are treated with kindness. When instead of asking for a handout, all they want is a smile. Its the time of miracles and maybe just maybe if we believe, we can make miracles happen. But then miracles do merry christmas to all....
Just Sumthin I Thought Of
The lights dim, we hit the floor, now yur screamin more more more, you grab my ass and push me in ne further an my head will spin, soon its over, i've cum at last, when you turn an say "damn, that was fast".
Just posting blog cause I saw several of My moronic friends [calling it as I see it] following Me in that mumm and voting on the bs, damn helping the point sluts, kill Me. Okay Random information. I can't find My glasses and is now squinting to see screen. I picked a name for My new dog. [he sleeps a lot so think you can guess the name? hint Greek gods] I am watching law and order: Criminal Intent. I am drinking orange juice right now, and eating a ham and cheese hot pocket It is early 40 here and I have My AC on so it is about 20 in My room. I have on shorts and am freezing yet still turned down AC Two drunks outside have been arguing for about ten mins.. fight or move on damn it Am writing a blog which I will post in a bit... or tomorrow Okay that is all...
To You Know Who
You know who you are. You stalk my every pic, blog, etc cause my words have hit close to home. I know you will read this, and I  know that my power intimidates you. Me analyzing your life was too much truth to handle, and you even made a pic in a dedication of me. I must say I'm very flattered. haha   every time you mark my blogs NSFW I win (do you really think I care about rates, or blog rates??)   every time you talk about me I win   every time you report me I win   I just win all the time,lol. Have fun ;)
So a few weeks ago I had a cocktail party.  I've been watching Mad Men, and I live in a college town, so i thought it would be nice to have a party where everyone didnt wear t shirts and play beer pong while listening to hardcore music.  I made a rule, if you dont dress up, you dont get in. everyone complained, but the exclusivity of the event made it so over the night, at least 60 people showed up.  I played lounge music from the 50s and 60s, (another rule was no music made after 1965), and like i suspected, the lack of loud music and the dress code kept people calm.  for the first half of the night, it was drinks, intelligent conversation, and hors d'ouvres (i think thats the right spelling). the girls wore cocktail dresses, the guys suits and ties, (if they showed up without a tie they had to choose one from my collection. i have around fifty. cause im weird). all of this made for a nice party. and then someone put on hiphop around 12 am. and everyone started dancing. at this po
...don't Look
A dark night. A lonely, winding road. Silence, pain and God, the shadows.   The silence struck like windshield glass to a developing thorax. The dark was palpable. Like ink falling at the edges of the panels. You could feel it infecting your eyes. Drooling down like boney fingers threatening to peel away the lens. It felt wrong...just wrong. A haze fell everywhere, even in the foglights on the front of that pumpkin orange Pinto. If it wasn't a gift, it would have been funny. But it was, so it wasn't.   The truth is that noone knew which side of the road it had come from. Noone could say where it had been before it was just...there. Just a bone cracking sound, wet thud, jarred feeling. Stopping the car wasn't hard as much as it was...instinctual. The dust and dirt that kicked up made it a romance novel, a Hollywood horror film, something just...wrong. The smear on the bumper told the tale, but where was it...what was it?   And the shadows whispered "Don't look"   Bu
Juggala Insania Frenzy 1.9
I'm sittin here all freshed & juggalo'd up with my psychopathic hat. Its like that my money is stacked. Be sure to be lookin for lette thats all thick & that wit so much fhat. I'ma lyrical dis high in nutrient. Shit i spit is so intricate. What is this shit is so numeral kick hit get with so much wickedness. I'm spittin as like if i was on em's old shit called infinite. Repent from it i'm into it. To not forget to not to get whats hard for you not to get. I'm on some shit wicked shit thats how it is. Cuz i'm the insane lyripoeticist. & ain't no one like this thats kickin harder shit. Colashin kickin doors down with a bunch of 44 double in machine guns. Only for ya to want more. Glass shatters shits a cahazard meltin down plastard. Shit when i'm in it gets retarded. You done fucked with the shit you started. Coheist & inherent what the fuck is you starin at. What the fuck yo punk bitch ass got some shit to say. Then bring it cuz i'm a juggalo. Let me rephrase that. A fine black juggalo
I Haz A Question ....
So, I really need to know it weird to wake up one morning with your hand in your twat wearing scrubs??
20 Washington Place
US Attorneys from 20 Washington Place in Newark, NJ, remember last September right after Labor Day, you're right I'm giving up. Congratulations, you and the rest won. What did you win? Everything. So take care of all of the mess. Wipe it up and clean it up. It never was my place to do that, however, you are all fit to do so. Far as the IRS, stupid but expected. Who do I go to for that? Not only clean it up but figure it out. Fun, life is full of fun. Norio  
A Beautiful Little Christms Tale
This is a Christmas song, and I like many can't figure out how to embed this in my blog so it will be in my comment.  A little background first... As stated before, I am a socialist, not afraid to admit it.  It's not about government control and the bullshit that conservative talk radio accuse the current president of.  Socialism is about workers, workers rights/self ownership and representation for labor by the government. This song does relate  TRUE story.  It's important to me because it concerns poor workers on strike and Italians working in an area with very few italians, and were therefore hated... The song is written and sung by Woody Guthrie... Merry Christmas...
At A Crossroads...
  I find myself at a Crossroads as of late. Not in a good way, well hell at this rate I am not sure if its good or bad lol. Sometimes I question my dissisions and actions just like everyone else but lately I seem to question my every move and thought. Did I make the right choice, did I screw up by doing this or that....Are things going to change because of the choices and actions I did take etc etc etc. These are all questions that are left unanswered in my own head. I allowed myself to be happy for a short time, even allowed myself to be leave that I could be happy, yeah yeah I know why'd ya go and convince yourself of that BS lol. I guess for the simple fact that I to want to be happy I too want to feel loved and wanted and appriciated. I mean is that so much to ask for really? To have someone actually care about me and not what I can give them or how I can make there life easier....Now Before vain people start to think I'm talking about them Let me assure yo
Where I Have Been Last Few Weeks
Well everyone keeps wondering where I have been..I have been in and out of the hospital with my son..Not just for his broken hand that he just had surgery ,but for some issues with his chest. I am unsure what is causing with problem and as much as we have been in the fucking hospital you would think that they could find out what it is .  It started this summer when he went to basketball camp in Denver he texted me to let me know he was sick or something at least that is what he was told..maybe he had broncitis. Well being I was still in alaska its hard for me to deicided so wait till he gets back.  When he gets back he seems fine. He tells me his chest was hurting him there and he was coughing alot and the coaches said was probably cold or something. Well since he has been back I have spent alot of time in the E.R. with him because he keeps getting these attacks that are just like heart attacks. The hospital says it has nothing to do with his heart and the heart doctor didnt really do
Who Has What It Takes To Answer These Questions Inbox Me Your Answers
1) How many times a day would you kiss me?2) Would you hold me?3) Would you have sex with me?4) Would you take me places?5) Would you love me?6) Would you lie to me?7) If I was sick what would you do?8) Would you leave me for one of my friends?9) Want to have a future with me?10) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them?11) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad?12) Would you care about what I wore when we go out?13) Would you hang out with me AND my friends?14) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do?15) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on?16) If I said I loved you would you say it back?17) How good do i look from 1-10?18) How do you feel about me?19) Have i ever made you smile?20) Want to spend the night with me?21) Would we just chill together?22) If you had an empty house would you call me to come over?23) Are you gonna repost this so i can reply?
Funny Thing About Love Is......
Its like when we... when we fall in love, we take a chance that we might get hurt... but we choose to do it anyway. ~ Quote from a movie Its true... ever think about that.. when we take that chance and let ourselves fall in love, we take a chance of being hurt, being hurt so much that we cant see past the pain that it is causing at that moment. You might feel like your whole world is coming apart and you cant stand to hear or speak to that person again, but those that have been there... take a deep breathe, wipe away the tears and make your heart cold and shut off all over again. When you have felt that pain for the last time and you promise yourself that its going to be the last time you feel the pain ever again, never love ever again and just live life without love... it can open your eyes to the fact that... that maybe love was not meant for you... or not meant to be at all...
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My Pictures, Fu-friends & How I Feel At This Moment
To My Shockwave Family
Greetings to all,   I came into ShockWave not really expecting the hospitality that was shown to me. For that, I must thank all of you. These past two years have been really difficult for me and I couldn't really deal with people. Everywhere I looked I saw my friends turn into enemies. Because of that I had retreated back into myself and severed myself from the world. I just went about every day like a zombie. I figured that going into lounges and getting back in tune with people would be good medicine for me. However, that was not the case. I've been in plenty of lounges and in each lounge I felt out of place. Then when I came into ShockWave I was surprised at the kindness and hospitality of the members and staff. Y'all made me feel at home and shown me that there are still people out there with love and kindness in their hearts. I appreciate all of you and I am proud to be a part of the family. I love y'all very much. Love and Light, Danielle AKA "Night Wytch"
Today my friend told me that another friend of ours (who'd gone away to uni but came back a few days ago) said that he always feels happy when I smile.   I haz infectious happiness. :p   Made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside!
Pictures Of The Year
International Picture of the Year Here are two very touching photos honored this year                   1st Place                 First Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport , Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport , Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: 'See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home,' he said 'They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should.'               2nd Place                     Second Place Todd Heisler The Rocky Moun
Music Monday 10
Ten Weeks!  Yay! 1.  Kings and Queens - 30 seconds to Mars2.  Relator - Pete Yorn and Scarlett Johansson3.  Let's Call It Off - Drake feat. Peter Bjorn and John (you'll probably all hate this, but it made my day)4.  I Bet You Look Good on the Dancefloor - Arctic Monkeys5.  You Don't Know Me - Ben Folds feat. Regina Spektor6.  Sentimental Heart - She and Him7.  Silver Trembling Hands - Flaming Lips    
Our journeys are diversified, but our paths have led us to experience and learn a great deal of information and knowledge about a lot of the various aspects of the lifestyle. However, it's also important to note that even with all of this experience and knowledge, we're not experts. We don't hold degrees in psychology or human behavior, nor have we written any books or workshops. We did want to share with all of you what tidbits of knowledge and experiences we've seen, read about and gone through so that it may offer a different ideas and approaches of how to maneuver around the major lifestyle obstacles. It's important to note that there's no right or wrong way in handling much of the issues and situations we are going to bring up today. As the caveat goes "your mileage will vary" and some of these ideas may or may not work for you. In the January 19th, 2004 edition of Time Magazine, a journalist interviews a bdsm couple about how they love one another through a D/s, M/s relationship
Lets Play A Game.....
I want to play a game........Its  called "one question, one question only"...You can ask me one question and i will do my best to answer it truthfully and honestly......   Go!!!!!!!!
Bring Passion Back Into Marriage
On the first night, the husband should give his wife a long, sensual massage that is not focused on her sexual zones. Focus on her shoulders, her back, the inside of her knee, the inside of her elbow, her earlobes, her cheeks, and her forehead. This is the starting point because it involves the non-sexual zones of the body and as such stokes the fire of desire by specifically frustrating its further progression. Tonight, the wife should follow suit and do the same to her husband. Reciprocity is essential in marriage. You can't be a glutton for pleasure. You have to show that you derive as much joy from witnessing your spouse come alive through your touch as you do from being touched yourself. The husband, being the gentleman he is, however, must pamper his wife first. On night three we're going to make the transformation from the sensual to the more sexual. Tonight, the husband should touch his wife’s body all over, this time paying special attention to her erogenous zone
I Done Another Quiz
But, You Did.
What would have happened if...?   What would have happened if you hadn't said goodbye when you did. If you hadn't had to go to South Carolina. What would have happened if it hadn't been sadness for days, of weeks, of months of ends of years. If time was tide and tides rolled out slower than in. If the talk hadn't turned to silences. If hours hadn't turned to days, which turned to weeks. If we hadn't learned to talk less and be alone more.   If you had have been able to stay. If you'd wanted to. If they'd shown up before it was all bad. If she hadn't needed a breathing tube to remember before. If we hadn't come back here where you can't be you and I'm far too me. If we'd stayed in the rain and danced transcendent. If it was all just piercings at the Metro and walking the parking lot of the Krogers at 2am, contemplating pumpkins and the chill.   If that night at the Catwalk was a lifetime. If we'd never been to Vegas or left half our life there. If I never gave up, gave in or gave
X ~ Mas
            MERRY CHRISTMAS 2 all my Fubar friend's an family !                                                                    Luv, Sassy Gurl !
Chinese Girls
Another Funny
Why does the NAVY have Marines on board ship? Because sheep would have been 2 obviouse!
What does a man @ carpet have n common ?If u lay'em right the first time u can walk all over them a life time!HE HE HA HA!!!!!!!!!!!!!LMAO
Through the years of study and the patience i have exerted through the timeless errors of my ways, i have to come to realize certain things. One of them being, you can not take people for who they say they are. Some people put on this face like... "I'm going to help your friend" ...and the first second they get, they stab you in the back. I would like to believe that i am a good friend. I talk to you when you need to vent, i hug you when youre crying or upset, i keep secrets if i am asked to... etc.....becoming a part of someone's life is easy for me to do...because i have such a huge heart. I wear my feelings on my sleeve...i desire only good things to come for those who have impacted my life. And i see now... thats a flaw.... But, i am so sick and tired of being treated like a complete fool...when all i have done is put my heart on the line and dedicate every waking moment (when im not at work) to something bigger then the pathetic lives of people. Whats so wrong with want
My Pain On My Loss Of My Brother
200 ???s
200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent
Just The Start..
I'm only writing this in hopes that there are a few people out there like me, people who actually give a fuck about another person besides themselves. I'd say that 99.9% of you have already judged me, put me in a nice, neat li'l box with a name. That's fine, but please don't think for a second that you're correct. I understand that some peoples minds are so simple that they must do this in order to survive. The truth is, I'm so simple that it makes me complicated. I'm a chameleon, truth be told. Able to adapt to pretty much any circumstance. I'm a mess, I probably will be until the day I die. My emotions get the best of me way too often. I'm working on not letting them have such a negative impact on me. I'm my own worst critic, and when I hear negativity, it just makes it that much worse. I know, grow some thicker skin right? Well, I've tried. Everytime I think my skin is thick enough, something cuts right through. I've made so many mistakes in my life, some are unforg
A Good Weekend
3 of the best things I heard this weekend..."You're a very special sort, raised right and the last of a rare breed"...."My Papabear"....."uhhh no...MY Papabear".....good weekend, lol.
They Wouldn't Let Me Be Jack Tripper ...
One minute she was fine.  The next, she was giggling and trying to compose herself.  You could see it in her eyes – a veil of inebriation had instantaneously dropped over her face.  Alix and I just looked at each other and laughed as our tablemate began stuttering and stammering like Otis on the Andy Griffith Show.  Yes, Kerri had just finished her first drink.   It was a rum and coke.  House rum.  It took her 5 minutes to decide on that uber-exotic choice.  She poured over the menu as our waitress, who obviously hated us before we even sat down, tapped her foot impatiently.  But apparently rum and coke was the right choice because Kerri was schnockered after consuming a small 6 ounce tumbler.   In an attempt to slow down, she ordered a coke with no alcohol.  I’m not exactly sure how she spilled it, all I know is that Alix and I were chatting away then were startled by the sound of a pint glass slamming into the table and the ensuing tsunami of cola and ice that poured
Scattaed Pieces
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It only goes to show you A child reaps; what his par
I wake up with fear in the middle of night. I know this isn't rightanxiety from fright.Something I cannot fight. Why do they torture me soThe nightmares that  use to come and go.And, now... well continue to grow. They induce such anxiety painMy soul they emotionally drainThe lack of sleep, I am going insaneSomething I cannot explain. No one to comfort meFrom terrors unseenNo comfort for my needAll I can do, is hope and pray to be free.
2009 Please End
diary   it is clear to me that i have to get out of sacramento   i cannot escape myself here   this year has aged me tenfold   this worst possible fate was fubar   and the girl who came with it   and the one i leave without   i am so empty   there is nothing left to drain out   i dont believe in god anymore   and love is the most awful thing i have ever lived through   my very last friend on the planet fron the original set died i his bathroom injecting oxi cotin   i am all that is left   and i hate myself
if all goes right i will be getting a cell phone later me your number so i can add you      
New Rules On Default Pics
Anyone else on here notice the drop in profile views and picture rates since they changed the rules on the default pictures
Forget......( This Poems Belongs To U...and U Know Who U R..)
Forget his name, forget his face,Forget his kiss and warm embrace.Forget the time you spent together.Forget it all he is gone forever.Forget the fact that he once cared,Forget the love that he once shared.Forget his love that once was true,Remember now there is someone new.Forget you cried all night long,Forget him when they play your song.Forget how close you once were.Remember how he chose her.Forget you memorized the way he walked.Forget the way that he talked.Forget the times he made you mad.Remember how he made you feel so sad.Forget the thrills when he said, Hi!Forget the times he made you cry.Forget the way he said your name.Remember now he is not the same.Forget you saw him yesterday.Forget his gentle and teasing way.Forget the things you had planned to do.Remember now he is not with you.Forget the times that went so fast.Forget it all it is in the past.Forget he said, I'll leave you never.Remember now he is gone forever.Forget the past that I once knew.Forget it all leave it t
B*tches Dont Know...
Bout My (I stole this off of your mom ) layer one. Spell your name with bands/artists Johnny Lang AC/DC Motorhead Eric Clapton Stevie Ray Vaughan layer two. - name: James - birth date: 11/05/1978 - nicknames: Anon, faggot, goatse, Jedi master.... - current location: 41.3444, Longitude = -86.3782 - eye color: Green - hair color: Blonde/Ginger - righty or lefty: Mouth. - best friend[s]: The homeless guy with the dog. layer three. - the shoes you wore today: none, yet. - your perfect pizza: MEAT, tubesteak...i love peppers(hot ones0, and jalapeno cheese sauce for teh crust - the last time you cried: Unsure. layer four. - your best physical feature: Anus - most missed memory: If it was a memory missed, i wouldnt realize it, thereby making it not a memory according to my conscious mind, therefore...making missing it impossible due to me not being able to quantify its state ofbeing.. layer five. - pepsi or coke
The Vortex (its Going Around Like T3h Aids)
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you? Of course she does. Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason? Panic/anxietys fingered me once again If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass? Id do it for less Has anyone ever promised you forever? Yes Do you get high? I WOULD Something bothering you? Yes Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else? Yes...i believe this is one thing most of us will have in common What made you happy this weekend? Got to see thekids' christmas orchestra concert When was the last time you cried? Cant remember, honestly. Been mad, but havent cried in awhile What color shirt are you wearing? Green Last thing you ate? Spinach Dip/Tortilla chips Where did you sleep last night? in our bed Are you happy right now? My Life Is Content Who/what do you hate/dislike currently See, I say h
(I stole this from kins.)    layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists   R- Rev Theory   O- Oasis   B- Bush   Y- Yellowcard   N- Notorious B.I.G.   layer two.- name: I just spelled it out up there.- birth date: May 4, 1981- nicknames: Roro, angel- current location: my desk- eye color: Brown- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: I'm right-handed- best friend[s]: Cyndi, Jay & Scottlayer three.- the shoes you wore today: Just slip on shoes to run outside- your perfect pizza: Extra cheese, pepperoni, mushrooms, black olives, red onion- the last time you cried: Saturdaylayer four.- your best physical feature: Boobs and lips   - most missed memory: Having no responsibilitylayer five.- pepsi or coke: pepsi- mcdonald's or burger king: Subway or Arby's- adidas or nike: Nike- lipton ice tea or nestea: Real sweet tea- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: Hot chocolatelayer six.- curse: Fuck- do you sing: With the radio- take a shower everyday: Yes- do you think
The World
I Stole This From Kins
 layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists C - Chris Cagle A - Aerosmith N - Nickelback D - Def Leppard I - Indigo Girls layer two.- name: Candi- birth date: September 6, 1975- nicknames: Bitch, Mom, Candi- current location: my chair- eye color: blue- hair color: red- righty or lefty: depends on what I'm doing- best friend[s]: Sallylayer three.- the shoes you wore today: not wearing any- your perfect pizza: hawaiian- the last time you cried: been awhilelayer four.- your best physical feature: eyes - most missed memory: If I miss it, how will Iknowlayer five.- pepsi or coke: water- mcdonald's or burger king: neither- adidas or nike: nike- lipton ice tea or nestea: lipton- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate- cappuccino or cof
Paranormal Activity
I don't normally feel compelled to blog about the movies I watch, but this one is different. I love scary movies, but alas I hardly ever see a good one anymore - one that is actually SCARY. Paranormal Activity is an exception. It is the first time in many years that I have felt my skin crawl whilst watching a movie, and it is the first time in just as long that I've laid in bed awake a while, feeling uneasy. I don't want to give anything away about the movie, so I'll just say that if you're a fan of the genre then watch this one!  
More Tidbits Of Information ...
(I stole this off of my friend Kins)  layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists S - Slipknot K - K,C. and the Sunshine band Y - Yardbirds N - Nancy Sinatra I - Ice Cube G - Gary Allen H - Hall and Oats T - Tanya Tucker W - Whispers O - OffSpring L - Led Zeppelin F - Fats Domino layer two.- name: Skynightwolf- birth date: November 8, 1967- nicknames: Sky- current location: my desk- eye color: Brown- hair color: Black- righty or lefty: Lefty- best friend[s]: Sho, Witchie, Bons layer three.- the shoes you wore today: Not wearing them right now- your perfect pizza: Veggie with no sauce- the last time you cried: Thanksgiving layer four.- your best physical feature: Eyes - most missed memory: The Marine Corps layer five.- pepsi or coke: Blech- mcdonald's or burger king: EWWWW- adidas or nike: crocs- lipton ice tea or nestea: Lipton .. brewed- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: Lattelayer six.- curse: ahahaha- do you sing: when the song is right- t
Harry Potter
ok .. last night I watched the "latest" Harry Potter movie ... FUCK ME RUNNING BACKWARDS WITH A STICK UP MY ARSE!!!!  This was the first time I got to see the "new" Dumbledorfe ... he did a fairly good job, but like any actor you get acustomed to a certain person and no one else is capable.  The move itself is well played out.  BUT DAMNIT man ... I am NOW ready for the last two movies (Deathly Hollows is rumored to be done in two parts).  Just needs to hurry up.  Like most of the Potter series they do leave it open for the next one ... BUT not like this one ... the door is left wide open for all kinds of speculation.  Ohh and if you haven't seen it .... well, someone dies, and when he does you kinda expect and think he's just gonna jump back up and ask "Why is everyone gathered here" ..... but yeah, he doesn't and it goes on ...
Warriooooors - Come Out And Plaaaayyyy
  WARNING!!!!!!!!!!! THE FOLLOWING LINK WILL LEAD YOU TO GRAPHIC LYRICS AND POINTED POINTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Proper Parenting Is Important (or Porky Pig saying Pi - PPII) "Warriors, Come Out And Play" - beer bottles clanking together on fingertips. That is one of my favorite lines from the movie - WARRIORS...   OH COME ON!!!!  You didn't really think they were gonna fight their way all the way through 20,000 cops PLUS "THE FURIES",  "THE BOPPERS", "THE HIGH HATS", "THE LIZZIES", "THE GRAMERCY RIFFS" - and other assorted youthful folks desperate to find that family they never had - DID YOU???  That movie trailer is about moving tails, er - RUNNING!!! I dunno, it worked for Forest Gump.  It is a good movie, inspite of this obviously slanted viewpoint, they never even stopped ONCE for a chili covered hotdog. That is above and beyond the call of any entity from an island called Coney. Which brings to mind the favored foods of the Coneheads (and one of my mo
Auctioning ♰†♰saînt♰†♰
I'm Offering 100 11's everyday during HH for 2 weeks 2 Salute pics of your choice Add to my family for 2 weeks Add as my #1 friend for 2 weeks Put your name in mine R/F/A if I havent already If I get a blingpack of 135 ot larger, I'll buy you a cherry bomb or an auto 11 I'll Keep You shitfaced when I'm online Leave your offers as a comment        
I think the world today has different views on whats concidred a hero. We all know that the men and women who are over seas fighting for our freedom here are concidred heros, but what about the ones here who are doing different jobs. Like the ones who give blood whenever they can to save another life, a life of someone they dont know. The ones who go out and fight a fire or stop a mad gunman. How about ones who risk their lives by doing the most unthinkable things. To my dear friend Gabe, I love you forever and ever. You will always be in my heart and never be forgotten. We will not forget what you did to become a heroinour hearts and eyes. I found this song and the words just mademethink. I came by today to see you Oh I had to let you know If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time I'd have held you, and never let go Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering I lie in the dark, just asking why I've always been told You won't be called home Until it's your time I gu
Planet Shredded Lettuce (thanks To Cute_but_psycho!)
[this is an example of how a status comment can turn into a ridiculously stupid lil tale about turtles dominating the planet & renaming it] Provoked by Cute_but_Psycho's status blurb...AS FOLLOWS!: Status: !!!!!On Vacation!!!!! Will be back Dec.25th.....Wish you all a Merry Christmas..Much Love, Peace, Happiness and may all your Hopes & Dreams come true ♥ my stupid ass reply...AS FOLLOWS!: mon (57) day (57) r8d...VACATION YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! (57) ... [Message for the future: I hope you had a great time. While you were off doing gosh (*) knows what, turtles infested the planet and are now the dominant life form on plantet Shredded Lettuce - yeah, they went and renamed Earth...humans were one vote short cuz you just HAD to go on vacation....anypoot, no one works traditional jobs anymore, everybody has to do 24/7 shifts doing what we're forced to call "bellyrubbies," where we have to put on furry mittens and rub the underbellies of the entire population of turtle overlords...T
I Never Made It/ Dub Fx
If you havent heard these guys yet...check it out!  I highly recommend :) I NEVER MADE IT I’ve got my eyes open wide to the ceiling I’m lying on my back in the centre of a room I’ve got a voice giving me a funny feeling Its telling me the world’s going to end real soon I’ve got to get a job otherwise I’m unappealing Do my little dance for the man and consume So i let my energy build for the healing So i can reign down with my super sonic boom I’m held down by a fog on my way to the top All clouded and the pressure won’t rise I’m on a mission to the sky with the stars in my eyes Yet the weather won’t compromise Like a ball on a chain that is strapped to my brain I’m a prisoner inside of my dreams So i will appreciate the future of a day Where the clouds open up and scream And i sing now I aint gonna spend my time wandering why i never made it I’ve already made it I aint gonna spend my days thinking about why
If We Were Alone?
If we were alone tell me what would we do......Where would we go......What would we see.
Fucking Rockstar In One Night Seven Thousand Points Thanks For All The Help From The Girls
Hood Mood prese... total heart-failure Sacramento, CA remove friend   subject: relax sluts date: 2009-12-13 22:54:18   so the three days without water, sleep, food, or sanity have finally paid off...i am a rockstar level 20...i would like to thank people with index fingers, satan, james bond, my cat Whitney, meth amphedamineeeessssss...the klu klux roomate for putting up with me in a deranged speed induced mother (i was not a vaginal birth hence my fixation with pussy, things that taste like pussy, pussycats..and my complete lack of pussy in the last three months...though i am fucking you all right the head..also king cobra fine malt liquor...myself....all you filthy kunts...satan....bella lag uzz-i,the girl that gave me her panties at wallmart cause my nose was bleeding and she already had blood all over her g-string so she gave it to me as a hanker chief though i used them to wipe
Stolen From Kins
layer one. Spell your name with bands/artists M- Manfred Mann I- Iron Maiden S- System of a down T- Tony Toni Tone Y- Yardbirds layer two. - name: Misty - birth date: 10-10-1980 - nicknames: Mistery,Mayhem, Mit - current location: my bedroom - eye color: brown - hair color: Black with a lil grey :( - righty or lefty: Righty - best friend[s]: Toni layer three. - the shoes you wore today: none - your perfect pizza: Lotsa cheese, mushroom,spinach,garlic sauce - the last time you cried: Two days ago bleh layer four. - your best physical feature: Eyes - most missed memory: I dont miss my memories cos theyre in my brain duh layer five. - pepsi or coke: Coke zero - mcdonald's or burger king: no fastfood fer me - adidas or nike: converse - lipton ice tea or nestea: Tazo - chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla - cappuccino or coffee: Coffee layer six. - curse: Who me? no fucking way. - do you sing: Im singing some kajagoogoo right now. Sounds terribad - take a shower everyday: Yes -
Stolen From Kins
     layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists   J - Jane's Addiction A - Alice In Chains   I - Incubus   layer two.- name: Jai- birth date: UNKNOWN- nicknames: J-Baby, J-Bear, Moon - current location: someone else's work computer- eye color: Hazel- hair color: Brown- righty or lefty: right- best friend[s]: yeslayer three.- the shoes you wore today: work boots- your perfect pizza: pizza sucks- the last time you cried: Driving to work, still couldnt wake and meh eyes were all waterylayer four.- your best physical feature: her on my arm   - most missed memory: If I missed it, how is it a memory?!?layer five.- pepsi or coke: pepsi- mcdonald's or burger king: depends on the happy meal toy...- adidas or nike: ADIDAS- lipton ice tea or nestea: Bud Light- chocolate or vanilla: I AM Vanilla Chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: Frapiolayer six.- curse: wtf?!?- do you sing: I inspired Taylor Swift- take a shower everyday: at least twice- do you think you have been in love: yep- want t
Spanking Your Child...
** What is your opinion on spanking your child if the really need it? By all means not saying beating your child, i mean if your child is disobeying you or not listening do you think it is alright to swat your child's butt? there is alot of people that go around saying its beating you child if you are spanking them, but when you asking them about when they were young... they will surely tell you when they needed it their parents weren't afraid to spank them to set them straight!! ** so how do you feel about this debate on spanking you child?**
I Done A Quiz
(I stole this off of my friend Lovicious Scissorsnatch)  layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists K - Kings Of Convenience I - Interpol N - Nickelback Bitch (cheers Porch) S - Slipknot layer two.- name: kins- birth date: April 15, 1975- nicknames: Fatty, CuntCunt- current location: my desk- eye color: No idea- hair color: Brownish I guess- righty or lefty: I'm right-handed, is that it?- best friend[s]: Magic, Perfect, Lui and Davelayer three.- the shoes you wore today: my work sneakers- your perfect pizza: sausage, bacon, pepperoni, beef, bbq sauce, plenty of cheese- the last time you cried: Watching 'Elf' last nightlayer four.- your best physical feature: Beard & Butt - most missed memory: Missed memory? I don't understand the questionlayer five.- pepsi or coke: pepsi- mcdonald's or burger king: subway- adidas or nike: converse- lipton ice tea or nestea: Eh?- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: coffee, black and stronglayer six.- curse: fuckno- do you sin
Things I Learned This Weeked
1. It's not good trying to watch 'No Country For Old Men' when you're tired as hell from not sleeping the night before and eight hours of baking. 2. Also, being tired and emotional equals crying like a little baby girl at the last twenty minutes of 'Elf' 3. Misreading 'tsp' as 'tbsp' when you're adding eight tsp's of treacle to a cookie recipe is a FUNDAMENTAL ERROR. 4. Stirring Florentine mix is REALLY REALLY hard on the wrist (no matter how much exercise your wrist gets daily), especially when you misread 'tsp' as 'tbsp' etc etc
My Favorite Ugg Boots
Genuine UGG all the materials all sheep wool from Australia one material (that is, fur-linked, without trimming!!!) Not sold in the outer surface of the leather inside the adhesive are made of wool with scattered!! ! is currently available in the market with a leather tag version, looks like a very formal, does not know that this is unnecessary for the office of unscrupulous vendors!, because the original goods with a tag Uggs are not, and ask, is where would these tag it? Some local merchants in order to get their goods to the poor are present but failed to add on the sum of! Ugg boots on the type, then a little bit of learning, and MM After all, most buyers are not seen a real genuine UGG shoes, UGG in the country at present, only Beijing Blue Harbor a store. The factory production of shoes are all for export, non-business people can get goods in general, our sales are direct manufacturers or getting goods produced by manufacturers to steal our wholesale them there. But no matter how
A Good Joke
While on vacation in Africa, a LazyBoy salesman became separated from his tour group. After several days in the jungle he was rescued by a tribe of natives. They fed and watered him and cared for him until he was well enough to return to the tour. As a token of his gratitude he had two recliners sent to the chief and his wife. The two were very impressed and replaced their stone thrones with the recliners. The thrones were stored in the attic of their hut. A few days later, while holding court, the heavy thrones crashed through the grass ceiling killing the chief and his wife instantly. The moral of the story is: People in grass houses shouldn't stow thrones.
Asinine Surveys-perpetuated
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you? It wasnt exactly a bed. Call me unconventional.Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason? I have chronic chalazia.  If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass? I would milk his prostate, after donning a life size glad bag of course. Has anyone ever promised you forever? Yea, thats kinda part of the ceremony. Do you get high? No Something bothering you? The loom of mortality. Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else? Yes and no. They told me. But they went on to "find themself". What made you happy this weekend? An unexpected gift, at an
wow!! i forgot all about this website! lol does anyone still even get on here? it lost my intrest long ago!
He Let Himself Go.........
As I sit here tonight, wondering, thinking, hoping, I wonder if things will change.  As it was once told to me, in order to be happy sometimes, you have to let things go.  I've let go of just about everything, well almost everything.  There's times when I still feel like holding onto a thought that crosses my mind, or a feeling that you get, like the butterflies when you talk to that special someone, or that chill that you feel in the midnight air on an early fall evening.  Perhaps it's that feeling of a crush, someone that you would love to have, but convencing them of that is harder then anything else.  I have been here for years, since lost cherry, I have seen 100's of females, all of them beautiful in some way or another......Well I think I've found one that's beautiful all the way around.  I've known her for a while, but everytime I talk to her she's got someone, well I want to be that someone that she has.  She's awesome from what I've gathered just by talking to her, she seems a
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Soaring To Freedom
Snuggled deep within the nest, Not yet time to go. Gaining confidence day by day, Feel the mighty wind blow.   Gaining strength with every moment, Bravery is growing strong. Summon up some courage, You know it won't be long.   Moving closer to the edge, Now it's time to fly. Jitters deep, within the gut, Calm as time goes by.   Finally, soaring to freedom, Home left far behind. Gaze at the surroundings, Many still are blind.   Freedom always has a price, Of which you chose to pay. Displays of bravery and desire, There is no other way.   Gathering up the fibers, The mighty flag is born. Flying high, up in the sky, Allegiance has been sworn.   The sripes have been earned, Of this we can be s
I Need Your Help!!! Should I ?
Get my lip pierced or the labret?    
A World Of Nobody's
A child sits alone in the corner, Tears roll down his cheeks. He cannot remember his last meal, Seems like several weeks. A man wanders the dark and dingy streets, No place to call home. He lays his head down to rest, Feeling so all alone. A battered woman, all by herself, Nothing left, but to cry. She refuses to leave, Afraid to even try. Society created these stories, Left in a world of nobody's. Man choosing not to help, Leaves them hungry, cold and bloody. In God's eyes, there aren't any nobody's, Of this you can be sure. Every day is filled with tests, Many hard to endure. Angels watchi
Being Me
why did I decide on this/ I decided long time ago that I'm not that person who everyone wanted me to be, I love being whom I am now and thatis Angelica Mae Calquhoun and I am very proud of being whom I am now.
My Dad
"I remember Dom...he was a friend...please accept my condolences and prayers. On more than a few occasions he did speak about how proud he was of you. Sorry for your loss."   Just got this as a comment from a man i never knew. Telling me how my father was proud of me. I'm happy and wanting to cry at the same time. It's been eight long months, and i think of him everyday. I'll never love any man as much as i could my father. The only man who could tell me I'm beautiful and i won't doubt for a second that he didn't mean it. It's true when they say " no man can love a girl like her daddy".  R.I.P. Dominick Rocco Locantore II 9.24.67 ~ 4.11.09
C51 (pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here) 2009 Lmaooooooo
C51 (goo Goo Dolls - Iris) I'm A Fawkin' Fruit Cake! 2008

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