Native Dragon Nero's blog: "Read I changed my mind"

    As I looked out the grey hound window I was on, I could see the rain work its way down the glass.  Slow bands that would only change their course when the wind would.  I had watched them most of the night.  It seemed as if the rain was cleaning the path ahead of me.
    The sun was due to be up soon and I still had no idea where I was.  Some where in between Minneapolis and Chicago.  It didn’t matter really, because I knew where I was headed.
    Patricia…
    She was the reason I was riding on this bus.  I was risking everything being on this bus.  My job, my house, and my life just for her.  All things considering it was an easy choice for me to make.
    I would ask my self why?  Why would I risk every thing just to have her in my life?  What was so important that I needed her in my life?  The answer would come as if some one was talking to me.      “Because you love her.”
    I reached up and turned on the light above my seat.  I had to check my bus ticket again.  It hadn’t changed from the last time I looked. 
    WEDNESDAY 8:30 AM = WATERTOWN NY
    As I tucked the ticket back into the under side of my jacket pocket, I sighed with relief.  I know that the ticket would never change on me.  But I just have to be sure.
    After I turned the light back off, I turned to stare out the window.  As the cars on the other side of the interstate got distorted from the rain, I tried to remember what my life was like with out her.  The funny part is that I cant remember anything. 
    Guess that is what happens when you find your everything in this world.  They seem to bring out the best in you and yet at the same time, never change who you are.  For that is the reason they love you back. 
    My eyes began to get heavier by the moment, and I decided to drift off into my dreams.  The one place where I know she will always be.
    Michael’s last thoughts before he fell asleep were of the last time he got to speak with Patricia.  His phone had cut out on them.  What was worse, she had just asked him to forgive her for leaving.  He didn’t even get to let her know that he already had. 
    It was easy for him to do so only because of one reason. 
    Everything…