DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

wtf is a blog anyway?

blog!

blog it..your move creep! hahah

ok.

its almost christmas and i havent gotten people anything.

thats what happens when youre broke as willie nelson.

but its the thought that counts and my artwork is going to be what i thought up.

or what im thinking up.

personalizing and utilizing all my skills and arsenal of creatures robots viruses and whatnots.

hopefully that will be better than socks as gifts.

if not well...too bad haha.

i got a shitload of artwork to make...it wont be a bother of course...i just need that damn sun to come out so the paint dries faster.

then....the new year is going to be a huge step into music art and media with me and my friends.

no backsliding...no giving up but moving up.

after all these years of jammin practicing creating and hustling...its time to take the next step.

i dont need anything for xmas...i only need to know the people i do.

maybe one day i'll find a girl that is cool with what im doing and wont bullshit me that im doing it wrong.

i might not take care of myself correctly or have stayed stagnent for a bit but not again.

i have cleaned out my mind and there for my life of back biters and unwell-wishers...that have told me they support me.

its a new time with knowledge from before.

the dub, the art, the website, the life i have always been working towards.

slowly but surely its happening.

and being without another is hard but its not destroying me like it used to.

theres too much to be done to worry about all that.

i live sleep and eat art and music...it'll take a female who is cool with that.

haha and being a poor artist and musician is even worse to keep someone around.

but i wont fail...rudy dont fail.

seen.

passion is the reason to keep going.

i'll have to cut out my own heart to stop.

that is why this new year and this xmas is going to be a great time.

it cant be a blue blue christmas...im partially colorblind so it might look purple haha.