KJ the MICK's blog: "my feelings on my brothers death by his girlfriend"

I CANNOT BGIN TO EXPRESS THE ANGER ...THE FEELINGS I CARE NOT EXPRESS PUBLICLY ...THAT I FEEL THAT THE woman THAT KILLED MY BROTHER WILL MOST LIKELY NOT SPEND MUCH TIME IN JAIL AS COMPARED TO THE YEARS AND THE MANY DAYS AHEAD THAT I AND SO MANY MANY OTHERS WILL HAVE TO FACE WITHOUT HIM...ANYONE THAT KNEW MY BROTHER KNOWS THAT WE HAD HAD A ROCKY ROCKY RELATIONSHIP AT TIMES... THAT DOES NOT MATTER HE IS MY BROTHER... I LOST THE PERSON THAT KNEW ME LIKE KNOW OTHER..WE CAME FROM THE SAME PLACE ...WE KNEW THAT WE ALWAYS LOVED EACH OTHER..... A FATHER LOST HIS SON..MY DAD AND I WENT TO WEST VIRGINIA TO SPREAD HIS ASHES.... I WILL NEVER FORGET THE LOOK AND FEELINGS THAT FILLED THAT MOUNTAIN ... THAT WAS THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER HAD TO SEE WAS THE PAIN ON MY FATHERS FACE......I THINK THE ONLY THAT IS HARDER FOR ME RIGHT NOW IS NOT TO SEEK JUSTICE MYSELF.... I HAVE TO BE HERE AND BE STRONG FOR MY FAMILY........ MOTHERS LOST THIER SON......... THE MANY NIGHTS THAT THEY SPENT AWAKE WONDERING WHERE AND IF THIER SON WAS OK ARE NOW SPENT KNOWING THAT WHATEVER MAY COME OUT OF THIS TRIAL WILL NEVER EASE THE PAIN OF THIER LOSS...........FRIENDS LOST A LOYAL AND EVERSOE COMICALLY GUY THAT WOULD BE THERE FOR THEM WITH SOME WORDS OF WISDOM.... THE MUSIC INDUSTRY LOST SOMEONE THAT WAS THERE FOR THE UNSIGNED.... THE OUT OF THE ORDINARY...................................... HIS LIFE  ,   LOVE   ,   AND PASSION WILL BE MISSED ON SO MANY LEVELS...... THERE IS NO JAIL CELL RANK ENOUGH FOR THE THIEF THAT STOLE  YOUR SON...YOUR FATHER....YOUR FRIEND......AND MY BROTHER......    YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED AND REMEMBERED MY DEAR BROTHER ..........R.I.P