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The Eternal Sleep~by Jd
Dreams fall upon my lifeless body, Here i lay asleep,
Roaming around my unlimited universe, Faces blurred except for me.
Slowing dissapearing right through the brick walls and half stepping all the way down long halls,
Surroundings unfamiliar im walking into the unknown as the future shows itself behind sleeping eyes.
Vivid colors and Places i've never been, Will this be my future to come?
Hearing noises and seeing life before me, Seems so real and hard to believe its a dream.
Waiting for the next role to play its part, I am weary and the anticipation has me feeling dizzy,
Opening rel stained doors only to see my beautiful dream twist into many shapes and dozens of pieces apart.
Regaining my step i have before me a white picket fence, The road we travelled has lead to some sort of horizon,
I get closer to the fence and i am determined to get past this test, Something is summoning me from the greater depths.
Forever young and this world of mine makes it easy to just hurd
Not Sure About This
I'm not exactly sure what my view is on this. I mean I guess I do, seeing as how it kind of pissed me off that my Mom said these things. To be honest, I'm not sure why I'm even posting this on here. Maybe to just vent.
My Mom was watching some show on television this afternoon. It showed a woman that came to the US from some other country. For some reason this put my Mom over the edge. She starts blurting out how people should just stay in their own county, how the only reason they come over here is because we "give them things", and how they take our jobs.
I sat there just staring at here, not sure of what to say. What does one say to comments like that?
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Every Wednesday Night!Click the picture below to join the Mayhem!!
Great Times Never Last Long
Great times never do last long. Felt like crap last night and the one person that could make me feel better did. I spent the night and he held me until I fell asleep. Just wish he would see what I do. But instead he would rather keep me pushed away. Damn men. Right now I just wish I could find someone who loves me for me. Just because I have 3 kids by different guys doesnt mean im a whore. Shit happens. They just finally showed their true colors after I get pregnant. I just want someone who can handle me and all the stresses i face everyday. I dont need a man as long as I have my kids. But u know it would be nice to know that u have someone to talk to no matter what.
does any one know how to get the snapvine voice player on my FU page?
I am pregnant and hormonal and cranky....
MEN DID THIS TO ME!!!
IM CRANKY YOU BASTARDS!
Wicked and her non fun attached FETUS!
I am broken now; a broken soul, my broken life a bottomless hole, a shattered dream that gives me hope: the hope to one day find those who broke me, so that I may pay them back in kind. They hide in shadows, plotting and scheming, and all the while the streets are teeming with bodies piled up so high, they’ll swallow us whole and blot out the sky, like mountains of gold that bury the bloody conscience.
They shake your hand, and eye to eye, they smile broad to cover their lie, pretending you can’t feel the knife, the cold hard steel to end your life, pressed to your ribs like a lover’s lips, ready to steal your heart away. They took everything from me, so I will give them all that remains: my rage, my hate, my guilt, and my pain, my blood, my sweat, my deadly tears, so they may know what darkness fears. Like the scars earned from a misspent youth, my loaded gun will find its truth. Let the hammer fall.
Pity The Man
Man is born, heartless by nature, a pitiful creature, save for one feature: he cannot be hurt. His heart is empty, a hollow thing we all would envy if only we knew what lay beyond the bloody dawn. It is only when he is given love that his heart is filled, that velvet glove which holds him up into the light, to carry him safely through the night. See him now, surrounded by family, and see his tender heart laid bare, but sever a man from his family, that which grounds him, that which loves him, that which holds him, that which gives him reason to live, and you remove his tender heart once more. But what you’ll find in its place is that which none would dare to face.
So feel my sorrow, feel my pain, Feel my blood like a crimson rain come to cleanse them of their sins. With nowhere to run, nowhere to hide, and no place safe from my sight, like rats they scurry before the butcher’s knife. They’ll remember the man who begged them please, they’ll remember the man who
You Were Just Backhanded By Fubar!
This is not my Blog Post but THIS IS 100% TRUE!
*** You we're just backhanded by FuBar (two weeks ago)
SO! How does everyone like those MERCS? You know, the ones you can sign yourself up to be from any wifi hotspot with a different IP and your link. I think I'll go to Starbucks today and sign myself up for one, and then hit McDonalds for another at lunchtime. In fact, I could just sit here in the comfort of my home and SPAM yahoo chat, or twitter, or craigslist, etc.
I could also just sit here in my chair, login into my linksys router and change the MAC address, reboot and Comcast will give me a new IP every time; within 10 minutes. In fact it's so easy to cheat this system there is no way to guard against it. But thats not stopping 'them' from praying that 1 in 10 MERCS will be a productive and loving FuBar user that spends Money on this site. I'm not going to tell you to dream on guys, but I will tell you this is one idea that should have stayed at the
Decade Part 2
We had a crazy election in 2000 where Bush stoled the election from Gore. He became one of our worst leaders in history. We were hit in 2001 in New York resulting in the pain ass security at all airports. We now have two senseless wars over this shit. New Orleans was almost destroyed by water and the admininstration was slow with their response. Most of the people who needed help were black raising a concerned public. I imagine myspace-fubar-facebook were created. Global Warning became important along with the economy.
We lost some great people: Grover Washington-Waymond Tisdale-Isaac Hayes-Levi Stubbs-James Brown-and Michael Jackson from the music world. They help me so much in my music development. George Carlin-Richard Pryor-and Bernie Mack made me laugh. I was always a Kennedy fan. I also lost a best friend in 2005 and my high school sweetheart the very next year. My Lakers won 4 championships along with the Dbacks in 2001. Even the sorryass Cardinals got to the Superbowl last year. America elected a black president in 2008, 50 plus years after segregation raised it's ugly head.
I still do it to this day...
I cant help it..
They amaze me..
I love them.
The past year was an historic year for the crowning of the first black president. My mom who grew up in the 20's & 30's was more appreciative than me who came up in the 60's. I thought it would never happen in my lifetime. He has a full plate of problems that the previous folks left him with. Some people from this site are giving him criticism and he has not got his feet wet yet. Let him lead for a few years!!!!!! When Bush was bringing this country down nobody said shit!!!!!!!!! We also lost Michael Jackson who was a great artist----he was a global entity!!!!!! My Lakers won the Championship just like they started this decade with.
Even on a day so gray and cold,She shines like a light over the sea.How have I passed this treasure so long,Why till now did I not see.
The beauty that this one is,Such a pleasure to my soul.Springs life back to my heart,More that she'll ever know.
I hope through my times,Contessa you would walk with me.And shine your beauty on me daily,It's what my eyes now long to see.
How To Fix Congress
THIS IS HOW YOU FIX CONGRESS!!!!!
A friend sent this along to me. I can't think of a reason to disagree. I am sending this to virtually everybody on my e-mail list and that includes conservatives, liberals, and everybody in between. Even though we may disagree on a number of issues, I believe you will find these provisions fair, no matter what your political opinions may be.
"Congressional Reform Act of 2010" would contain eight provisions, all of which would probably be strongly endorsed by those who drafted the Constitution and the Bill of Rights.
This should be posted in every school!Love him or hate him , he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1 : Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world doesn't care about your self-esteem.. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6 : If you mess up, it's not your parent
2010... What To Do?
So, everyone's gone and made New Year's resolutions and are now four days deep into the new year. Some of these resolultions are the typical ones: lose weight, get out of debt, get a better job; others are a bit more wacky. On Facebook, my cousin has been broadcasting that he's going to see how long he can hold off on having sex. I'll be nice.
I've given up on making resolutions. Invariably, I'll get a week or two into it and discover I've broken it and get back to business as usual. I think the only resolution I've been successful with is the "lose weight" one, but now, it'ss safe to say I don't need to lose any more - in fact, I need to bulk up a little.
If I were to set a goal for myself, it'd have to do with the social life again. Although, in 2009, I kept trying to put myself out there, thinking I'd make some friends. It turned out horribly wrong, unfortunately. I ran into at least three people I used to talk to and then realized why I don't anymore. Sadly, these were Fubar memb
Buying Vicks 44 Online Is Expensive!
I stole this from Tom. Have fun reading it.
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"?Sure3. Where do you wish you were right now?With John, in his bed.4. What should you be doing right now?Working. They let me leave early!5. Does sex mean love?It can. Sometimes it's just sex.7. Are you a bad influence?lol, I'm gonna say no. I'm sure others would say I can be9. Night out or night in?Depends on who my company is10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate?I don't get a long very well with my family, so I'm going to say no family and my soul mate.15. Would you share a drink with a stranger?The closest I've gotten to that was drinking after Drunk1 the day I met him in person. Normally, I wouldn't.19. Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?Permanent relationship. Being single is over-rated. 21. Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?Whatever floats their boat I suppose.23. Do y
oh btw atm i'm in IMand 'imho' 'aka' newbie it seemscos the ppl in here chat in shorthandomg wtf does it mean?this am i went 2 the puter my bf 'msged' me:wb 'hi' yw, 'cya' ttfn omg wtf does it mean?afk brb asapatm i cant IM u ckk was i just 'lolling' or am I in ao :)omg wtf does it mean?gtg into rl a momentidk if the snailmail has binre hi, rl letters tbh are rarer omg wtf does it mean?now i no ur rofling about mefar 2 old 2 converse 2 a teenmy HD in english, dont help with this jinglish'pls' dont 'lol', wtf does it mean?
Phillydevil69 Rasist Bastard
wow ppl really fuckin annoy me!!! i mean really why would u send a message stating "U ARE SO VERY SEXY AND U ARE WHITE WHY U WANNA BE WITH UGLY ASS NIGGERS AND SPICS EEEWWWWWW STAY WHITE" because of ppl like him i cant stant da white race they so damn ignorant!!! and i honestly hope dat one day he will get his ass beat for sayin shit like dat or better yet dat his daughter marry a man out side of da white race and have many babies wit him. so if u feel da need 2 wanna check out da person dat said dis shit here u go http://www.fubar.com/user/928058
Silent Bidders Contest!
Silent Bidders Contest Details:
To bid in this contest you must send your bid to me as a private message. (Subject line; SBC) No SB's and do not leave bid here. Contest will go from today till 11:59 pm Jan. 8, 2010. I will Announce the winner here as well as send a private message to the winner.
You are bidding on me!
If you bid on me this is what you will get;
1 sfw salute
50 of my 11' s every day for a week
1 pimpout every day for a week
Your name in mine for a week
If bid is cash value:
You will recieve all the above +
1 nsfw Salute
your name and photo on my page
profile linked to my page
can you plz comment on the pic you think i should use to enter hottest fu chick contest? http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=3295470&albumid=1952718&idx=0
Not Written By Me, Great Words Tollive By...
The Man In The Glass
When you get what you want in your struggle for selfAnd the world makes you king for a day,Just go to the mirror and look at yourselfAnd see what that man has to say.For it isn’t your father or mother or wifeWhose judgment upon you must pass.The fellow whose verdict counts most in you lifeIs the one staring back from the glass.You may be like Jack Horner and chisel a plumAnd think you’re a wonderful guy.But the man in the glass says you’re only a bumIf you can’t look him straight in the eye.He’s the fellow to please-never mind all the rest,For he’s with you clear to the end.And you’ve passed your most dangerous, difficult testIf the man in the glass is your friend.You may fool the whole world down the pathway of yearsAnd get pats on the back as you pass.But your final reward will be heartache and tearsIf you’ve cheated the man in the glass.
Daily Humorscopes 1-4-2010
Aries (March 21 - April 19)
You will become unwittingly embroiled in a turf war between rival Chinese restaurants, today, as you step off the sidewalk to avoid a person wearing an extremely large hat. Before the day is over, you'll find yourself angrily hurling potstickers at people you've never met.
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
In the grocery store, you will see quite a few people with infants in their shopping carts. Try though you might, however, you will not be able to find the bin with the children. Perhaps they're sold out? Important Safety Tip: do not stop one of the women with an infant and ask her to show you where her baby came from.
Gemini (May 21 - June 20)
Itchy nose day, again. Just be glad you don't have to wear a spacesuit!
Cancer (June 21 - July 22)
A new love affair will have you all misty-eyed. Either that, or it's the onset of glaucoma, in which case you should seek immediate medical attention.
Leo (July 23 - August 22)
In an unfort
It's that time again for me to make salutes for people. I will make them this week. Leave a comment below if you want one. If you already have one, no need for another. Have a blessed day!! :D
I have a few things I'd like to ask. First, I'll give you a little background as to why I am writing this. I went to McDonalds a couple days ago for dinner. I get that it is dinner time and that there is such a thing as a dinner rush (typically between the hours of 5 and 7) But should it really take 15-20 minutes for 10 cheeseburgers, two value meals, a chicken sandwich and fries? (feeding 13 people)
The most infuriating part of all this is that there were 5...1234 5 people working in the grill area, not counting the people working fries. When I worked at McDonalds some 20 years ago, for 1 we didn't have the advances they have today, for another I could work the grill by myself and not have the time problem these kids today seem to have. Give me 10 minutes and I can have you 2 dozen regular cheeseburgers and a dozen quarter pounders from frozen to wrapped, with time to spare, and with special order condiments included.
While I'm on the subject, when I worked there if our hair (men)
I hope everyone has a great new year
What Are Your Thoughts On This H.l. Mencken Quote About Life Without Sex?
Life without sex might be safer but it would be unbearably dull. It is the sex instinct which makes women seem beautiful, which they are once in a blue moon, and men seem wise and brave, which they never are at all. Throttle it, denaturalize it, take it away, and human existence would be reduced to the prosaic, laborious, boresome, imbecile level of life in an anthill. ~Henry Louis Mencken
Miss Manners' Guide To Excruciatingly Correct Behaviour On Dating
There are three possible parts to a date, of which at least two must be offered: entertainment, food, and affection. It is customary to begin a series of dates with a great deal of entertainment, a moderate amount of food, and the merest suggestion of affection. As the amount of affection increases, the entertainment can be reduced proportionately. When the affection is the entertainment, we no longer call it dating. Under no circumstances can the food be omitted. ~Miss Manners' Guide to Excruciatingly Correct Behaviour
twisted and turned
not sure which way is up anymore
grasping for air
and taking a breath of blood
the metallic scent of my own
As it drips from the hole in my chest
that i created with my own hands
as i gripped my ribs and broke em apart
tearing at my heart to remove it
flinging it at your feet as the sparkle in my eyes died out..
Ive given you my all
was it enough?
my last thought is
1. WHAT WAS BRENDA AND BRANDON WALSH'S HOME ADDRESS IN BEVERLY HILLS ON 90210 (FONDLY LATER TO BE KNOWN AS "THE WALSH HOUSE)"?
2. WHAT IS THE HOME ADDRESS OF THE GRIFFIN FAMILY ON "FAMILY GUY"?
3. ON "MY NAME IS EARL" WHAT IS 'CRAB MAN'S' REAL NAME?
4. WHY DID "CRAB MAN" CHANGE HIS NAME?
5. WHAT IS THE HOME ADDRESS OF HOMER, MARGE, BART & LISA SIMPSON ON "THE SIMPSONS"??
6. LAST "MY NAME IS EARL" QUESTION"...READY????
WHAT WAS EARL'S INMATE BADGE NUMBER WHEN HE TOOK THE BLAME FOR JOY'S CRIME?
SOME ARE EASY AND SOME ARENT
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Shit You Should Know
im highly visual
im highly intellectual
im in canada
my job is pretty fucking cool, but it isn't a huge challenge anymore
no i won't tell you what i do.
i love language. it's made for play
i don't mind the cold too much. i wear a light coat throughout the winter. except when it's -50C outside.
i don't care if you're gay, but if you do shit that i think is dum, then you're a fag
i've never read a book in which i couldn't find a typo
mishima and hemmingway make me feel like less of a man
i don't ski or snowboard. but i'll hit the pond for hockey anyday
when it snows i dispose of it with my shovel and my neighbours use snowblowers
my friends make fun of the music i listen to. but i could care less
few people can keep my attention for any amount of time. you should try
i have some integrity
i have just as many flaws
if you have a secret but you need to tell somebody. i'm your man.
i have trouble trying to figure out if i look young for my age or if i lo
Just A Pity Thing, I Guess
Honestly I feel kinda odd, my friends are dropping off here like dead flies, most of them though I do have on facebook ... and a couple I even have on myspace.
which begs the wonder .... FUCK ME, cause I don't know .. guess I have a lot of thinking to do.
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Without her smile,Some beauty hides.I know its there hidden,And longs to come outside.
Does she realize about her,The main reason for her,why I care.I can't see all of her beauty,If it doesn't touch the air.
Without it,she is still a dream,Well beyond my grasp.But her smile,Sweet beautiful smile,Breath,It will go with me to my last.
Yes A Late Nite Rant!
Okay so yea I sit her wide awake and it about 3:30am where I am at. If you must read then know I really dont give a shit whether you have a problem with what I say on my profile.
I can't sleep so in return I have decided to talk about some shit that has been bothering me a lot lately.
For starters: People need to stop asking me stupid questions that could easily be answered if you just read my freakin profile. come on how hard is it. I write there not only to give you all a good idea of what kind of person I am but also to stop wasting my time answering stupid questions. wanna get to know me look there first. I tend to update it on a regular bases.
As for the ones who do read my profile, asking me why I am a certain way or why do I choose to have such a lifestyle all I have to say to you is what does it matter to you what I do and with whom I do it with. I am who I am and I am not shy to express myself in whatever way I choose to.
DO NOT......I repeat DO NOT ask me to see my NSFW p
Her stare never soften,As I looked into her eyes.The times they'd seen before,To her I would spin no lies.
Her beauty and grace so impressive,Like a queen deserving of a crown.I would offer her myself,With my knee to the ground.
To capture her attentionI could find no thing more rare.As I kneel,humbled by her beauty,And hypnotized by her stare.
Dedicated To So Many Fubar Folks
And since the alt text is so integral to the comic: "The most brutal way I've ever seen someone handle this was 'Oh, you have a girlfriend. Are you going to get married?' 'I, uh, don't know--' 'Well, do you love her?' '...' 'Anyway, what were you saying about the movie?'"
hey this is eleven and i just want say that i am helping get this lounge going if you want to come please do so it is called sinful seductions.
Im the chick all mothers warn you about.. rough and wild... untameable.. I burn through most with a quickness of an eyelash batting soft flesh. I am the sweat on your brow trickling down the tiers of your eyes and falls upon thy lovers breast. I am lust. I am Sin.. I was naturally born .....bad~
So pretty much everything I've heard suggests that 'Avatar' is a visually breathtaking movie, albeit one that plot-wise doesn't exactly blow one's mind. "Worth seeing for the effects" is a phrase I've heard more than once. Well, you know what? If this truly is heralding a new era of film-making, and we can expect a golden future of movies that look this good, I think that means I can afford to wait until someone makes one that's a GOOD movie, cheers. Not just a GOOD LOOKING movie.
New Years Resolution
My New Year's Resolution Current mood: confident Category: Blogging
For those of you who know me well, you know I don't make new year's resolutions usually. Except maybe resolving not to make one LOL. This year I made one, and I am praying it was from God, that it does as I hope it will, and that I will stand beside it through all temptations to return to old patterns.Ready to hear it? It'll knock your socks off! It's new! It's innovative..... actually that's bs I bet half the people in the world have made one similar LOL ok here it is.....It comes in parts.The biggest most bulky part is:I am going to treat myself the way I want to be treated by others. Now I know that sounds kinda bassackwards. I can hear ya thinking "Don't you mean treat others the way you wanna be treated? Golden rule and all?" NOPE. I've done that for 33 years, and so far it's gotten me bit in the ass and walked on. I'm not gonna stop being kind, however...... As I w
I guess its all the same.I guess ill always be single.I guess this sadness that grows inside me will never change.I guess that is my destiny.I guess this life is over.I guess that it will change when im dead.For now i guess this Mumm is over, just like the words i once spoke before, and from this year to a new year that is just beginning, i guess ill always be single, for i guess its all the same.
My First Auction :d
Hey I'm up for my first auction. Come by rate my pic and perhaps put in a bid. Who know; maybe you can own your own piece of the Green Man ;)
LOVE BROKE THE BACK OF A STRONG MAN OF INFINITY STRENGTH, BUT SHE CANNOT BREAK THE LOVE THAT IS BURIED DEEP DOWN IN HIS HEART
THANK YOU!!!! (:
Heaven's Devil's Playground!!!
Heaven's Devil's Playground is and awesome laid back place to hang out! Come join in on the fun! If ya can't reach me jump on in and see if ya can find me!!! A place with fun people, sexy ladies, and hot guys!
Can't wait to see you! ;)
An Old Post, But One I Like..
Yet another entry for one day. This one on a more...shall we say. Unique twist.
It’s been almost two months since I've been in NJ. I'm rather happy about that. What I left behind was nothing but high school carried on into the outside. What I gained, was a new appreciation for what people really are. It's not bad, for I believe that people are all generally good inside. I honestly have faith in the whole of mankind. What I understand now as opposed to the Jersey years, is that everyone lives by their own set of moral codes. Not always do these codes mesh well with others and often they do not mesh well with themselves either. In fact most of them are pre-conceived notions that, for some reason unknown to me, are held on to. My personal favorite of these is "bro's before Ho's". (I oh so despise such flawed and pointless concepts) But others share in the common deceit these catch phrases elicit. Such one liners as:
"Honesty is the best policy" - Tell this to
Once Apon A Pleasure
Her heart hides from me,Staying out of my grasp.My will to hold this beauty,Forever it will last.
I am lost when I see her,Bewildered is my mind.Not knowing which way to go,Or my words I cannot find.
If only she saw what she can do,Of how she affects my ways.I would hold her smile for life,And never give it away.
Her eyes call to me,And I lose all my senses.If she starts to speak,I would become so defenceless.
Her beauty so overwelms me,My heart falls to the floor.If her lips came to kiss me,I fear I could take nomore.
To hold such a wonder,A dream beyond compare.If I told her of my feelings,To lay my heart to bare.
I would give my soul away,To stay always in her mind.Anyone more beautiful,My heart could never find.
One minute I'm a catch.A pair of dark eyes in the corner of my lenses.The world is the blade.The blade is the world.Did I bend the world or did the world bend me?More like a fold. A snap.A twig. Crumpled in several pieces on the floor.My hair gets darker. The lines on my face get deeper.The smirk is the same, the onyx rings are the same.That mad howl in the nightthat estranged vow through fingertips and light.playing chicken with a semiputting the barrel to my eye and twisting the cylinderthe serene drop into the unknownstill distortedstill sharpstill my second best form of expression.I'm the emptyyou're the fireand in this rock paper scissor worldthere is no winnerjust beautiful warm tendrils dancing in the void.Recognize me in this life, so I can worship you in the next.Crumble under the same vowsrebuild despite the same sorrowsand I'll at least throw in some comic relief on the downtime.
First there was one, then there came two
You were there, and a a friend I knew true
Now that they're gone, my vision is clear
Although you are there, and I am just here
I dont make much promises, and you know thats a fact
And when I do, you know on them I will act
My heart in my chest, I wear on my sleeve
A downfall for some, but for you I believe
My heart has been burnt, trampled and broken
But each time it mends, a lovers true token
Time is so vast, days turn to weeks
Weeks turn to months, but deeply it speaks
Its not who you are, or what you can be
Its that whats within you, that I can see
I see your future, I know your past
My future still cloudy, but this love it shall last
We have all seen the blogs about how ignorant men can be towards the women on this site, when sending friend requests or SB convos from them. Si I figure that since so many women are getting approached by strangers with "hey sexy", and :nice tits" and so on, that women were a bit more tactful and respectful because of knowing how it feels... now usually when us guys get aproached with hey babe or hey sexy, in my experience, something you dont want is coming next! just like a cold call salescall at home...so when i saw this persons full name I thought, here comes the struggling lounge invite...its WICKEDKITTIE OWNER@WICKED'SSTUPIDFUCKINGLOUNGESOMEWHERE
(not the actual name of the lounge; for the slow, drunk or blond :P)
So when I get a shout with "hey sexy" from some lounge owner...my horns came out...bwahahahaha
*WICKED KI...: nope but i won't bother u anymore
Dεαcοη™: its not very introductory is it?
*WICKED KI...: or nice rack
Recap Of 09
Recap of 2009.JANUARYWho kissed you last new years?Damian over a cameraDid you have a New Year's Resolution this year?yesDoes it snow where you live?yupDo you like hot chocolate?its okHave you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?yeaFEBRUARYWho was your Valentine?DamianWhen you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?yeaDo you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?noWhat did you receive for valentine's day?a mothers ring and the day offMARCHAre you irish?MHMMDo you like corned beef and cabbage?ewwWhat did you do for St Patrick's Day?family sruffAre you happy when winter is pretty much over?YEAAAPRILDo you like the rain?sureDid you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?NOPEDo you get tons of candy for Easter?yeaDid you celebrate 4/20?noDo you love the month of April?love is a strong wordMAYWhat is your favorite flower?OrchidsFinish the phrase "April showers…":BRING MAY FLOWASSSDo you celebrate May 16th: National Piercing Day?YESIs May an
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Back To Normal: A Blog On Intentional Violence
There are six risk factors identified that are numerically connected with an increased chance of committing intentional violence:
1. Being male
2. Access to firearms
3. Alcohol abuse
4. History of childhood abuse
5. Mental illness
I love how this means that roughly just under half of the population is already predisposed to an increased chance of violence. Strike one for me... access to firearms? Strike two. Geez. Alcohol abuse? Well, I don't "abuse" it but I do drink it occassionally...I'll give myself 2.5 out of 6.
Anyhow, just thought this would be some good food for thought. Hope you learned something today!
Why Am I So "imperfect"?
Am I so imperfect that you can't love me? Adore me? Treat me like a human being? I try my best and do everything I can do, your not the only "Sunshine" in my responsability. I run from daylight until dark. When your sleeping, i'm sill going strong. Maybe some appreciation or a thank you for what you do, a rose from time to time, or even just a simple pat on the back will do! I stayed up for three days and you bitch me out because your bed wasn't made. I drive two hours to get my children and two hours back and you bitch because I didn't have a hot meal on the table but yet left overs in the frig. What can I do? Tell me what else I can possibly do? Obviously i'm so "IMPERFECT" that I will never do for me, you, or anyone. I cry allday and night because I can't make no one happy in anything I do. Pour my heart out in every effort I make and every action I made. Tell me what else I can possibly do? Theres no more tears and no more fears, i just don't give my whole heart into anything I do.
I've got to write this out. Where do I begin? I feel like paper ripped up and tossed, all these tiny pieces of me floating downward, heading for the floor. And what a scattered mess Ill be when everything has landed. So many bits that lay still, apprehensive, only to flutter at the slightest breath of air moving. Am I that weak? No. But is there any amount of scotch tape that can put me back together? Any amount of adhesive that can bind these many tattered slips of paper back into a single story again? I'm not sure I want them anyways. At least not in their previous arrangement. Maybe when I put them all back together to form a single sheet again I'll look better than before. Ill have that tesselated look of wisdom and experience, of something really beautiful - recreated, new. Exhale . . . . . .all the air just moves out of me. It's quiet, dark, and I'm alone. I heard that today - this is something I have to do alone. Maybe I didn't really want to - after all, it can be difficult to
Well today I had to find a way where it wont cost me too much to get from here to lax which is a 4hour drive that wont cost too much. what a delema! now im pack and ready to go now i need is get some zzz's and putt some songs on my mp3 player for a very long trip a head of me see you all later and ill talk to you soon
Women And Their Uncontrolible Need To Make All Around Them As Fucked Up As They Are???
Why do women feel the need to take all of their pent up aggression through out the day, and then come home and make your life a fucking living hell.? Do they find some sort of comfort in watching someone in a great mood be driven down by insults and nasty looks. Shecome up with another reason find another find s done it to me twice and there wont be a third. My truck packs in less than the time it takes my wife to find another way to make me the asshole. ONCE MORE........ AND IM GONE
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Arousal from the idea of losing a limb (either through accident or surgical procedure).
tortuous\TOR-choo-us\ , adjective;1.Marked by repeated turns and bends; as, "a tortuous road up the mountain."2.Not straightforward; devious; as, "his tortuous reasoning."3.Highly involved or intricate; as, "tortuous legal procedures."
Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires. - Francois de La Rochefoucauld
I always like to see how others view things in life. So my question to you all is....from your angle What is Love?? and What does it mean to you?
Her beauty came to me softly,Almost feeling like a dream.So sweet and at peace,At least to me she seemed.
I wanted to reach for her,To prove this angel was there.But what if she really is a dream,Should I even dare.
To see her and feel her,Closed I must keep my eyes.So my dream of her never ends,So she never says goodbye.
Rush Is Back!
If you are a “Ditto Head” like I am you will be happy to know Rush Limbaugh left the hospital and is fine. He had a press conference at the hospital and it is posted at YouTube. It’s linked at his website
No heart problems here. Just some heart felt songs you will like at BlastFM!
Feeeeeeeeeel The Love
Aaron hearts.le...Online41 mins ago-- 12 of 12
Aaron hearts.lee.ve said:well I think your nothing more then a ass hole hat wearing peice of shit that beet's on women she is new here and has not got every thing down yet fuck stick so go fuck your self in real life you ever talked to one of nmy babe's like that and I would kick the fuck out ya ass foul so suck a cock and if you want some better bring a big big gun but i still will shove it up your ass fag boy now what puke bucket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F U
Matty said:oh I feel the love already....... e-threats...... gotta love em......... all that anger defending the indefensable....... I feel sorry for you that you have so much anger in you. Face it, fubar just is not for some people (fakes or flakes).a salute is not hard to do...... if those are "real" mobile pics, then she has a camera phone as most people with a cellphone do these days....... really easy to make a salute. If she wants respect and validation
Cooking With Wicked Sister
resipies and cooking with wicked sister Category: Food and Restaurants
CHILLI TACO DOGS 1- HOT DOGS 2-HORMEL CHILLI NO BEANS OR WITH IF YOU PREFER 3- TORTIA SCHELLS 4- SHREADED CHEESE MEXICAN STYLE 5- TOOTH PICS 6- MEICAN STYLE DIPPIN CHEESE 7- IMAGINATION LAY TORTIA SHELLS FLAT AND PLACE HOT DOG ON IT , THEN SMOOTHER WITH CHILLI AND CHEESE , ROLL IT UP AND PLACE TOOTH PIC IN THE SIDE TO KEEP IT TOGETHER . PREHEAT OVEN TO 350 TO 400 DEGREES , PLACE TACO DOGS ON A FLAT BREAD SHEET IN THE OVEN FOR ABOUT 10 MINS . MELT MEXICAN STYLE CHEESE AND WHEN TACO DOGS COME OUT OF THE OVEN POUR THE CHEESE ON TOP OF THEM AND EAT WITH A FORK. THIS IS ONE OF THE MANY DIFFERENT THINGS ME A BUBBA HAVE EXPERIMENTED WITH AND FOUND TO BE VERY GOOD TO EAT . HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS AS THERE WILL BE MANY MORE TO COME . HAILZ AND HORNZ HIGH TO ALL.
A Real Family
I've seen many people come and go in Liliths Lair. Some return after being gone a while. Some never leave, even when its dead. And some who claim to be true friends willing to help disappear the moment things slow down. Well fuck them! Liliths Lair has proved time after time that we dont need those types of people. We are a true and real family and I love them all so much! To mention individuals who remained loyal would take all night, and I can't wait to get back to them. You all know who you are and if you don't, come meet them. We are indeed a real family and I love you all!!!
KEEP IT METAL!
EMBRACE THE EVIL!
Lady of Liliths Lair
52 Nudes In 2010
I'm doing a photobook project through the 52 weeks of this year, and the theme is 52 nudes.
I'm not going for artistic nudes OR hot/sexy nudes. Rather, the idea is fun and silly nudes. I want to basically show how much fun being naked and silly is, and I plan on putting it all together into a book in Jan 2011.
So, as far as subjects go, I'm looking for just any gender, age, or body type so long as the individual is of age and doesn't have clothes on. The person can be covered up with hands, pots/pans, whatever... just not with clothes. Stuff like this, just without clothes:
I think I already have the first month booked, but I'll definitely be on the hunt for new subjects through the year as 52 is a big number. I'll probably be needing to repeat some subjects now and again, but I'm striving for as few repeats as possible.
So, if you or somebody you know is maybe up for it, you know how to find me.
[all Things Obnoxious]
1. Please do what I ask you to do.2. Do what I tell you to do, after I asked you to do it.3. Do not ignore the terms/consequences I lay out when you ignore what I told you to do.4. Do not act surprised or indignant when I do what I say I would do after you broke my last straw.
its not a big dealbut don't touch me.Don't touch me if you're 60, 10, 12, 30 or a zombie.
Don't touch me.
Don't have me explain to you 10 times not to touch me.Don't have me ask your grandmother to "drop the hammer or I'm going home".
And yes. This is all in reference to a ten year old boy using profanity regularly and poking me with regularity after being repeatedly asked to stop.
Now, I may have high expectations. I may be uncompromising.
But I just pulled my keys out of my pocket, held them up and walked out on family christmas
I shouldn't have to be pestered. These kids constantly live without consequences, disciplinary enforcement, or any consistent authority in their life
Make Me Plead
dont look at me like that
it turns me on
with those demanding
eyes you undress me
are you my lover
or a great fantsy
no words are spoken
no regret or mistakes
you take off my shirt
and bring it over my head
you gently run ur hands down my back
slowly reaching my waiste
u grabb me up and undress the rest
you leave on my black thong
you touch there and fuel my burn
you grabb my tender swallon breast
you suck on my nipple
i kiss your neck
u gently take off my panties
reveling my wet bud
you grabb my ass
and lift me up
you bring me to the bed
naked and nude
you dont touch me at all
but your eyes are glued
demanding me to touch myself
to fell what you can do
its so warm and slippery
you grabb my hand
and pull out your cock
you shove it in
its so good it sin
you fill me up
and take it back again
harder and faster
oh im getting so weak
i feel it coming
im going to scream
as i come u whistper
in my ear
the first sweet words
ive heard in over 2 years
suck me fuck me lick me plz
My knees began to shake my heart begans to ach my tummy is all fluttery my skin turns shades of red my nipples are hard suck on them please my pussy is wet and so slippery please put it in no need to tease just put it and fuck me please make me moan make me scream is this love or ecstasy dont play games im melting here one more tease ill disappear so fuck me lick me keep me warm dont leave yet its just begun!
Hosting A Auction!
1. All entries must pay a 100k fee to join payable to me min bid will be 100k
2. you must send me a link to the photo you would like to be used in the auction along with a list of things you would like to offer.
3. I will post all pictures with the list of offering on Monday March 1st and the auction will end 2 weeks later on March 15.
4. All bids must be paid to each member by that day all offerings are good to the high bidder for 30 days.
5. Auctionees have the options to close the auction at anytime if they wish to accept that bid.
6. you are responsible for promoting your auction picture althought I will promote the auctions
Please contact me if you have any questions or are interested in joining this auction. I am NOT responsible if the bidder wont pay up!
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Ice Cream Girl
She spent the summer working at the ice cream shop down the road from my house, and was the most adorable creature I had seen since moving there. At 22, I had taken a position as a night DJ at a local radio station about two hours drive from the college I had finished my broadcasting degree at. It was a small time gig, but the pay was decent, and a single guy like myself knew how to stretch a dollar. I knew I was in trouble from the first moment I saw her, because she would not get out of my head. Even with my limited budget, though, I kept buying more and more ice cream just so I could see her. I was driving myself mad, and I knew I had to talk to her. It was with this train of thought running in the back of my mind that I stopped, as usual of late, on my way into work one afternoon to get a mint chocolate chip shake. She was there, dressed in her work attire of a two-button polo shirt and khaki mid-thigh shorts. The shirt was snug enough to accent the gentle curve of her breasts, whi
More Then A Melody
I can't help but smile when I think of youlosing myself with the slightest touch ,who KnewLife is better know that I can loose myself in a genuine signwalking hand in hand my heart rides on cloud nine No longer having to wish on a falling star from the sky aboveas there is no doubt I'm holding the one I was meant to truly loveIts forgiveness and healing wounded hearts as we grow togetherdoing anything to fulfill destiny holding you foreverThe sun will disappear for the nightwhile our bond will continue to elevate and never loose sightNever straying from what makes us complete heart and soulnever losing our self of self cause we both are in controlAs glories is the rise of the sun from the east we will mimic its radiance to say at the least Weathering all that falters a relationship that ceases to be the turbulence only makes our bond stronger to be truly free Free to transcend the essence of being one free to rewind the sands of time when its all said and done Free to care for a per
Divine Love- Unconditional Love
Divine Love is not human 'romantic' love.
It is of a spiritual nature, it is all-encompassing and unconditional.
Divine Love is often attributed only to God and/or spiritual beings. Yet as we are all sparks of the Creator (the Divine), and as the Creator IS LOVE, we are therefore also Love -
Divine Love is who we really are, yet in our human state and using mostly only our five senses, we have forgotten this and we perceive other people and animals and nature as 'separate' from ourselves.
But we are all made of the same 'stuff' and are all therefore "ONE and all connected. This is confirmed on a scientific level with Quantum Physics. It is our perception of separateness that causes all the woes we have in this world.
What we do to one, we do to ourselves. There is NO separateness, only ONE-NESS.
Namaste..................... Ms. Desa
Car Breaks Down
I was driving back from a two day seminar in Atlanta and was out in the country between towns and the car began sputtering and finally died. I got the flashlight out and had the blinkers on as I called my husband on the cell phone. "It stopped again" I told him. "Well, stay put and call a tow truck, let them take you to the nearest town and I will be there in a couple hours." he told me. "Okay," I said and dialed 411 and got the nearest towing service.
"Sure lady, we can be there in a little. Just sit tight and keep the flashers on. We know where you are." said the nice voice on the other end. I was dressed casually and rather scantily since I enjoy flashing truckers and at the last moment had changed my mind and was driving the back roads instead of I-85 to home. My sheer body suit was very light and for all purposes see through and the wrap around skirt hid nothing either. I was also thin and could be seen though also. I slipped on a tank top over the tp of the very low cut body
All I Am Going To Say About This Is (read It)
I have come to realize thats I have a few haters on here and a few fake profiles on here which I will name off.. 2 people have approched me one being a "JohnnyDevil" saying that I am fake along with a "orignal wild thang" I dont know what these 2 have to gain from bashing me. And I am sure I am not the only one they do it to. But it seems they would have something better to do in there life, Or maybe its for brownie points, I really could care less. I am here to make friends and to have a good time,And I refuse to let these type of people get to me!! I will have great friends and I will have haters thats just the way things go in places like this. Yes I have my own website along with myspace and a few others. I am not going to deny that to any of you.And yes girls and guys steal my pictures. Here are 2 I have seem here:
And hopefully the friends I get will warn me of others so I can add them here. I have a Fu
Had to blog this 'cause it cracked me up.
Random photo on here of woman sitting on the toilet.
Comment from random bloke, and I quote - "very agile"
Since when did taking a dump or whatever be considered agile?
"helicopter Man" Cd Release Party This Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SATURDAY - JANUARY 9th - 7:00 - 11:00 p.m.SEAN FAUST - HELICOPTER MAN - LIVE VOL. 1CD RELEASE PARTY!THE CROSSROADS78 North AvenueGarwood, NJRockin' The Mic: An evening of live music and stand-up comedyFeaturing:Sean Morton (Comedian) - live comedy cd recordinghttp://www.seanmortoncomedy.comSean Faust (Acoustic) - "Helicopter Man" CD Release Partyhttp://www.myspace.com/seanfaustMax Lorenzi (Comedian)http://www.maxlorenzi.comBrian Colburn (w/ Band) - "Life Happens" CD Release Partyhttp://www.briancolburn.comMario Lucena (Comedian)http://www.myspace.com/mariolucenaThe Caterpillar Book (Band)http://www.myspace.com/thecaterpillarbookSEAN FAUST - HELICOPTER MAN - LIVE VOL. 1AVAILABLE NOW!http://www.cdbaby.com/Artist/SeanFaustGet your copy today! It makes a great gift!!!!! ALSO AVAILABLE ON ITUNES!!!!Helicopter Man - Live Vol. 1http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/helicopter-man-live-vol-1-8-17-2009/id346967152 Inside Again http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/inside-again/id295960417
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Murph's Love Laws
Murphy's love laws
•All the good ones are taken.
•If the person isn't taken, there's a reason.
•The nicer someone is, the farther away he is from you.
•Brains x Beauty x Availability = Constant.
This constant is always zero.
•The amount of love someone feels for you is inversely proportional to how much you love them.
•Money can't buy love, but it sure gets you a great bargaining position.
•The best things in the world are free --- and worth every penny of it.
•Every kind action has a not-so-kind reaction.
•Nice guys (girls) finish last.
•The good ones die first.
•If it seems too good to be true, it probably is.
•Availability is a function of time. The minute you get interested is the minute they find someone else.
•The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings.
•Nothing improves with age.
•No matter how many times you've had it, if it's offered take it, because it'll never be quite the same again.
•Sex has no ca
Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.
According to you I'm stupid, I'm useless, I can't do anything right. According to you I'm difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. I'm a mess in a dress, can't show up on time, even if it would save my life. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel like stopping it, so baby tell me what I got to lose. He's into me for everything I'm not, according to you. According to you I'm boring, I'm moody, you can't take me any place. According to you I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away. I'm the girl with the worst attention span; you're the boy who puts up with that. According to you. According to you. But according to him I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head. According to him I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted. Everything is opposite, I don't feel l
Help Her Level
She doesn't have autos but she is nice and returns rates. Please help if you can.
Muggsy ~ RL GF to Tedybearus~ His Tiny Bubbles Forever@ fubar
Your Daily Horoscope: January 3, 2010
Gemini May. 21 - Jun 20 (Wrong Sign?)
Today can be one of opportunities for you, Gemini. Something you have been waiting for a long time is within reach, but you have to make the first move. It is a situation in which you can have what you want if you just make the call or step forward to claim it. Timing is a serious issue here, because there is a narrow window during which you have a window of success. You also need to look before you leap; unforeseen obstacles will be easier to overcome if you deal with them right away.
Ranch Chicken Potato Packets
RANCH CHICKEN AND POTATO PACKETSone 20 oz. bag refrigerated cooked new potato wedges6 boneless skinless chicken thighs (about 20 oz.) cut in half1 1/4 cups regular ranch dressing4 slices precooked bacon, chopped1/4 cup chopped green onions (4 medium)1/2 tsp. coarse ground black pepperHeat gas or charcoal grill. Cut four 18x12" sheets of heavy-duty foil, spray foil with cooking spray. For each packet, place about 1 cup potato wedges, 3 thigh halves onto center of foil sheet. Drizzle with scant 1/3 cup dressing. Wrap each packet securely using double-fold seals, allowing room for heat expansion. When grill is heated, place foil packets, seam side up, on gas grill over medium heat or on charcoal grill over medium coals; cover grill. Cool 45-50 minutes or until juice of chicken is clear when center of thickest part is cut, potatoes are tender. Open packets carefully to allow steam to escape. Sprinkle each with bacon, onions, pepper.
Verse 1:I'm at war with the world and theyTry to pull me in the darkI struggle to find my faithAs i'm slippin' from your armsIt's getting harder to stay awakeAnd my strength is fading fastYou breathe into me at lastChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Verse 2:I'm at war with the word 'cause iAin't never gonna sell my soulI've already made up my mindNo matter what i can't be bought or soldWhen my faith is getting weakAnd i feel like giving inYou breathe into me againChorus:I'm awake! i'm alive!Now i know what i believe insideNow it's my timeI'll do what i want 'cause this is my lifeHere, right now!I'll stand my ground and never back downI know what i believe insideI'm awake and i'm alive!Bridge:Waking up waking up, waking up waking upWaking up waking up, waking up waking upIn the dark, i can feel you
I'm just a step awayI'm just a breath awayLosin' my faith today(Fallin' off the edge today)I am just a manNot superhuman(I'm not superhuman)Someone save me from the hateIt's just another warJust another family torn(Falling from my faith today)Just a step from the edgeJust another day in the world we live[Chorus:]I need a hero to save me nowI need a hero (save me now)I need a hero to save my lifeA hero'll save me (just in time)I've gotta fight todayTo live another daySpeakin' my mind today(My voice will be heard today)I've gotta make a standBut I am just a man(I'm not superhuman)My voice will be heard todayIt's just another warJust another family torn(My voice will be heard today)It's just another killThe countdown begins to destroy ourselves[Chorus]I need a hero to save my lifeI need a hero just in timeSave me just in timeSave me just in timeWho's gonna fight for what's rightWho's gonna help us surviveWe're in the fight of our lives(And we're not ready to die)Who's gonna fight for the
V1the secret side of mei never let you seei keep it caged but i can't control it so stay away from me the beastis ugly i feel the rage and i just can't hold itit's scratchin on the wallsin the closet in the hallsit comes awake and i can't control ithidin under the bedin my body in my headwhy won't somebody come and save me from this make it endCHORUS:i feel it deep withinit's just beneath the skini must confess that i feel like a monsteri hate what i've becomethe nightmare's just beguni must confess that i feel like a monsteri feel like a monsterV2my secret side i keephid under lock and keyi keep it caged but i can't control it cause if i let him outhe'll tear me up break me downwhy won't somebody come and save me from this make it endbridge:its hidin in the darkits teeth are razor sharpthere's no escape for meit wants my soul it wants my heartno one can hear me screammaybe its just a dreamor maybe its inside of mestop this monster
Aries (March 21 - April 19)
An odd smell, probably like that of chocolate milk drying on a linoleum floor, will bring back a flood of childhood memories. You will remember your locker combination from seventh grade, for example. Ironically, this will happen during a boring yet important meeting, and you will disgrace yourself by calling someone "booger-face."
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
A person wearing a bandana on his head and brandishing a cutlass will dash by you today, saying something that sounds a bit like "Arrrr."
Gemini (May 21 - June 20)
Good day to begin that toothpick sculpture you've been thinking of. You'll be the only private individual (aside from Martha Stewart) who orders toothpicks by the case. Martha goes through several boxes just sticking breakfast together, I hear.
Cancer (June 21 - July 22)
You will have a completely boring, uneventful day. Then you'll go home, eat the same thing you always eat, watch a re-run, and go to bed. Then you'l
On Giving Olive Branch Image An Excerpt From "the Prophet" By Kahlil Gibran
An excerpt from "The Prophet" by Kahlil Gibran
Then said a rich man, "Speak to us of Giving." And he answered:
You give but little when you give of your possessions. It is when you give of yourself that you truly give.
For what are your possessions but things you keep and guard for fear you may need them tomorrow? And tomorrow, what shall tomorrow bring to the over prudent dog burying bones in the trackless sand as he follows the pilgrims to the holy city? And what is fear of need but need itself? Is not dread of thirst when your well is full, the thirst that is unquenchable?
There are those who give little of the much which they have- and they give it for recognition and their hidden desire makes their gifts unwholesome. And there are those who have little and give it all. These are the believers in life and the bounty of life, and their coffer is never empty. There are those who give with joy, and their joy is their reward. And there are those who gi
What 2009 Taught Me
To say that 2009 was a rough year for me is an understatement. I got dumped by 2 boyfriends, gone through bakruptcy, and my neighbors are still douchebags. Despite all the bad that happened, I am actually glad for some of it. It made me take a good look at myself as a person and my life in general. These are just conclusions I've come to, some revelations I've made for myself:
a) We have no control over how others perceive us. They see what they want to see and come to their own conclusions about things. Their like or dislike of you may not have anything at all to do with interaction with them.
b)You cannot make people love you. Just because you are good to them and treat them well is no garuntee that they will also be in return. Sadly, more often than not, it's the opposite.
c) I AM AN ENABLER. I'm not the alcoholic doing all the drinking, I'm the guy buying the drinks. This is a major flaw in my character. I would supply someone with a problem with the very thing that's killing t
Give Me A Break Already!!!!
I am so sick of fighting a losing battle.I have come to the conclusion that no matter how hard you fight... no matter how tightly you walk the line some things are just determined to be doomed to failure.
Relationships are supposed to be a happy event ...filled with milestones and easily obtained goals that strengthen and bind you to one another. I always believed this with all of my heart and get let down. I have spoke many times about how I feel it such an injustice that we raise our daughters on fairytales where this dashing prince comes to the rescue of the perilous princess and sweeps her away from all the iniquity in her life in as little as 15 pages. We instill so early on these unrealistic expectations and somehow it is ingrained so deeply into the little girl heart that we have that as women we find nothing but heartache.
I am a product of unrealistic thinking and a dreamers heart. I want to be wholly loved and swept away - fleeting the heartache I feel and sugar-coating it
Cyber Security Bill
Our rights are being taken away every day, Stand up and vote
We The people
This latest bill is about Internet Security.Google this.
Giving the govt the right to take it away.
The bill goes up to congress and the President to sign sometime this week.
New Bill Goes To Congress And President To Sign " Cyber Security"
OpenCongress SummaryThis is comprehensive legislation designed to address our nation's vulnerabilities to cyber crime, global cyber espionage, and cyber attacks. It would establish a new Cybersecurity Advisory Panel within the White House and stream-line the cybersecurity effort through all levels of government. The bill also calls on the Department of Commerce to establish and maintain a clearinghouse on information related to cybsecurity threat and vulnerability information to public and private infrastructure deemed "critical" by the President. The Secretary of Commerce would be given access to this information "without regard to any provision of law, regulation, rule, or policy restricting such access." The bill would also give the President new authority to "declare a cybersecurity emergency and order the limitation or shutdown of Internet traffic to and from any compromised Federal Government or United States critical infrastructure information system or network."Official Summary
Why Should Age Matter
Well i have never written a blog before so bare with me, here's the problem im having.
I'm 47 years old very athletic, open minded some people older ones of course would almost say im inmature for my age, but what it comes down to is i refuse to except getting older as a issue i love and live life to the fullest and get what i can out of it.
So why are people on here so judgemental, they see my age and think oh he's just an old pervert trying to pick up younger women i mean they judge me before even getting to know me sucks i hate it. true i like younger women because i get along with them better and enjoy them more then women my age god has allowed me to enjoy feeling and acting younger but i wonder sometimes if its a curse . i would really like to have females imput to this since its them im trying to reach thanks not sure how you could respond other than leaving me a private message any imput would be great thanks have a great day and thanks for taking the time to hear me vent
United We Stand
F.U.4.C ( Fubarians United 4 Christ)
Believe it or not....there are a lot of Christians on Fu. Sure y'alls halos may b a lil bit bent and tarnished like mine is, but the truth remains we do love Jesus in our heart. FU4C is a group of us that want to take a stand together on Fu for Christ. No it s NOT our place to judge or condem what some of the people do on here, nor is it our place to tell others they are wrong!. We have not walked in their shoes. so we do NOT know y people do the thngs they do, and Jesus said ( those without sin , cast the first stone...paraphrased by me )
All the group wants is for people to think about others, be kind to others, and love one another like Christ's Greatest Commandment says."Love the Lord your God......and Love your neighbor as yourself." and not be so into the "me" generation. Everybody wants something for something on here.........Is there anything wrong with giving outta the goodness of your heart, not expecting something back in return?
A Force From Empty Space: The Casimir Effect
Explanation: This tiny ball provides evidence that the universe will expand forever. Measuring slightly over one tenth of a millimeter, the ball moves toward asmooth plate in response to energy fluctuations in the vacuum of empty space. The attraction is known as the Casimir Effect, named for its discoverer, who, 50 years ago, was trying to understand why fluids like mayonnaise move so slowly. Today, evidence is accumulating that most of the energy density in the universe is in an unknown form dubbed dark energy. The form and genesis of dark energy is almost completely unknown, but postulated as related to vacuum fluctuationssimilar to the Casimir Effect but generated somehow by space itself. This vast and mysterious dark energy appears to gravitationally repel all matter and hence will likely cause the universe to expand forever. Understanding vacuum fluctuations is on the forefront of research not only to better understand our universe but also for stopping micro-mechanical machine p
Health:1. Drink plenty of water.2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants..4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy5. Make time to pray.6. Play more games7. Read more books than you did in 2009 .8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day9. Sleep for 7 hours.10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.Personality:11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control.. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.16. Dream more while you are awake17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..18.. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her
falling together in the cold grass holding hands
on the hill side watching stars descend
forever seems like just an empty promise
we spent so long ago
but we were younger then.
each sour word
sounds so absurd
in the air
in an ashen dress
each lonely hour
my heart has slept
has drifted back
a splintered dream
of awful things
have come to be
She said Go
I don't want you any more
She said Go
i don't need you now, my dearest
She said Go
i don't love you anymore
She said Go
and I heard the angels cry
simple words that simply disappear
while silence has replaced the sound of laughter
and in the twilight memories shimmer in a
breath of hesitation
but it only lasts a moment before its gone
each sour word
sounds so absurd
in the air
in an ashen dress
each lonely hour
my heart has slept
has drifted back
I am still in Afghanistan for now. I have a couple months left and then I'll be home. I'm on here to make friends and help with boredom that I sometimes feel here. I can't wait to get home and finish my service here and get back home to my friends and family. Ready to have an Ice Cold beer too.
Learn How To Build A Magnetic Generator From The Comfort Of Home
A magnetic generator has the capability to generate free electricity on its own and power your entire house. It is one of the ways which a lot of people are using to get off the grid. The magnetic generator is the most reliable source of free electricity. After setting up the initial stage, you will no longer pay a dime for electricity subscription. Click here to read more - Magnetic Power Generator and Magnetic Generator Another thing about this magnetic generator is that; once you set it up, it continues to work without stopping for a whole lifetime. Build your own and you will become an electricity provider all by yourself - no more power bills to settle; is that not fabulous? Creating this free generator is a simple task which involves the use of magnets to create motion in the generator due to the magnetic force and in turn produces electricity for life; its functioning is self-induced, so it does not require any mechanical effort (man-power). The electricity generated by this ef
I'm really starting to regret agreeing to go into work today. I have no reason to stay home and blow 26 hours of paid leave, but with the wy I feel, I'm starting to wish I had just so I didn't have to get out of bed. I've been feeling pretty sick the last few days. I thought maybe just good old stress. But I'm thinking now it's my medication. I've been back on it for a couple days now and my stomach definiately isn't taking to it. I don't have my meter to check my blood sugars right now because it broke and I haven't gotten a new one, but I'm wondering if that's why I've felt so sick and why I was throwing up the other night. It takes a *LOT* to get me to throw up. I usually never do, nor do I really ever have a temperature, even sick with the flu. Just doesn't happen. All I know is I need to get through this beginning period and not quit again because of how sick I get cuz of the medication. I've tried several times now, and I need to do it this time...blah :(
All I know, is I feel l
So tired, eyelids that don't want to shut, awake while thinking about what to doSo tired, a mind that refuses to let go of things that are past, and that it has no control over.So tired of being the one that is there for everyone when noone is there for them.So tired of helping people achieve everything, for nothing.So tired of not knowing what is going to happen, and what tomorrow bringsTo Tired anymore to care.
The Classic: The Maze
The original version of "The Maze" We go through our younger years being led through the corridors. Eventually though, we are shown to a door. The sense of security we have grown so accustomed to almost forces us to walk through that door into the darkness beyond smiling and without a second thought. The door slowly closes behind us and by the time we realize that we are alone it's too late. The door is closed and locked firmly. This is when we enter The Maze. This is when we enter our lives. We stumble around in the darkness looking for a light that must be around somewhere. These lights could be friends, loved ones, religion or one of many sources of light in the darkness that is The Maze. Even if you are one of the lucky few to find a light it will not protect you from all things that lurk in the shadows. These lights are more like candles than flashlights. The soft glow of the flame may protect you from sliding your hand along the wall oblivious to the protruding nail waiting to re
It’s Late, And I’m Half Asleep.
Okay...Strap in, I have some time to kill.
Life Lessons...they suck. That's the truth of it. There is no way out of life without learning a thing or two. Well, there are some people who have managed it, but only through an unimaginable amount of ignorance. I like to call these people RELIGOUS FUNDIMENTALISTS. Thats right. Their assholes. No real exceptions to that one.
Just so you know, This really won't have a coherent point. Actually none of my blogs do, but this one less then most.
I've always viewed life as a maze. If you've read my blog by the same name you'd know this. But recently I've been thinking of it more as a tunnel that has no end. No white light at the end and no real entrance. Like a doughnut in a mountain. You just keep on moving through the same thing, but each rotation is minutly diffrent. Nothing noticable, just some small detail that wasn't the same the last time.
Note to all cooks. Try to reduce the amount of lettuce
Still Working On This One...
There's a lot to say right now. A lot that I want put out there for the world. (or at least for the few people in the world that would stumble across this.) First though, let me begin with a theory. I already know that at least one person on my current friends list thinks this kind of stuff is complete bullshit, but work with me here.
Ghosts. I'm sure they exist. I'm not sure that they are the spirits of the departed hanging around for…well… who knows why. They do exist though. In some form of energy. Some form of random or not so random accumulation of positive and negative energy that has managed to affect the physical plain or our way of perceiving said plane. It makes sense to me. The mind itself is a part of the Brain. The brain being that squishy grayish thing in the skull composed of neurons and other such tiny little bits-n-pieces. The mind however, being the information stored within it. The brain fires off tiny sparks of energy to trig
Till The Last, Truth Be Told
It's been a while, so I think I'll start pissing people off. Oh, and I'm serious about all of this. No disclaimer needed, if you get offended…good, do something about it.
Are you Politically Correct? Are you the person who donates to charity? Are you the one who wishes that everyone can just get along? Are you the one who saves the dolphins but eats the Tuna? Are you really that ignorant of today's world?
Actually, it's not just today's world. It's the way the world has always been. People eat meat. People want power. People like to kill. People, on a whole, Suck. Live with it. It's not likely to change. You can't expect the illness to stop if you just treat the symptoms. Why do we plow down forests? To make money. Why do kill animals in massive amounts? To make Money. Why do we kill each other? To make money. Why do we fight over our beliefs? TO MAKE MONEY! Yes, believe it or not even a war for religion comes down to th
So it's been a while since I've Blogged anything, for that matter it's been a while since I was on this website. But here I am. I'm currently in Iraq. I've only been here 2 weeks now. It's not too bad here. Plenty to do, good food, and a nice set up for my living arrangments. Plus I'm getting paid good too. LOL. Of course if you're reading this and you're in the military, you know what I'm talking about. Looks like I'll be here till June. So for now this is home. To be honest, it's not too different from Oklahoma. LOL. That is where my home station is. I went through 5 states and 5 countries in 4 days to get here. Wierd, I know. I couldn't wait to get here from all the traveling. Well I think I'll end on that note for now. Happy New Year everyone.
Form the darkest pit of my heartthe breaking of a lost love the love that left you in painthrowing you in to the dark pitsleaveing you with nothingfilled with painheart covered in sorrowtrun to stone and hatenothing but a cold stone of hateshaveing your wworld in to the darknessmakeing you so lonelypraying for noone helpwanting nothing but death to come for youholding close the darknessno more love to hold on toono more hope left to cling tonothing but the darkness of painthe cold touch of sorrow and the firey kiss of hate
Does My Marriage Sound Like A Sham?
So I married the first guy I ever dated, my college sweetheart, in 2000. The last 5 or 6 years have been very trying for us, and I've grown up a lot, learned a lot about myself and what I want, need and deserve. 10 years ago, I was under the assumption NO man would EVER want to be with me, because I'd never been the "girlfriend" to the guys I knew, just a "girl friend" and I thought it was my lot in life! I was very naiive, VERY insecure, and found a guy that felt the same way about himself. The problem is, I grew up, and changed, and gained confidence in myself ... and he didn't. He knows he's good at his job, and is very confident in that respect - but in himself? no. I found a guy that made himself appear to be everything I wanted and needed and seduced me away from my husband for 6 months. I learned very quickly that I'd found another insecure mama's boy that was a total mooch, and came back home... That's when the real trouble started. I have lots of friends online, a lot of them
My Fine Was..... High!
This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. When you are done, post it in your notes. Change the header to "My fine is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine.Smoked pot -- $10Did acid -- $5Ever had sex at church -- $25Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40Had sex with someone on Facebook -- $25Had sex for money -- $100Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20Vandalized something -- $20Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10Beat up someone -- $20Been jumped -- $10Crossed dressed -- $10Given money to stripper -- $25Been in love with a stripper -- $20Kissed someone who's name you didn't know -- $0.10Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15Ever drive drunk -- $20Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50Used toys while having sex -- $30Got drunk, passed out and don't
I'd wanna wake up next to you,With your arms around my waist,And your eyes, so blue,looking into mine.I would want you to protect me forever,And infinitely be mine, only mine.I would wanna be there where you are,So I can always make you smile.I'd do anything you asked of me,Just to make you happy.Only yours is what I'd be,If you would promise to forever love me.
Cool As Hell
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing Broken your servant I kneel (Will you give in to me?) It seems what's left of my human side Is slowly changing in me (Will you give in to me?) Looking at my own reflection When suddenly it changes Violently it changes (oh no) There is no turning back now You've woken up the demon in me [Chorus:] Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3] Open up your hate, and let it flow into me Get up, come on get down with the sickness You mother get up come on get down with the sickness You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness Madness is the gift, that has been given to me I can see inside you, the sickness is rising Don't try to deny what you feel (Will you give in to me?) It seems that all that was good has died And is decaying in me (Will you give in to me?) It seems you're having some trouble In dealing with these changes Living with these changes (oh no) The world is a scary place Now that you've woken up the demon in me [Chorus] (And
Yeah, bringing you another disturbing creation from the mind of one sick animal who can't tell the difference and gets stupified I've been waiting my whole life for just one fuck And all I needed was just one fuck How can you say that you don't give a fuck I find myself stupified, coming back again fuck All I wanted was just one fuck One tiny little innocent fuck And when I feel like I'm shit out of luck I find my stupified, coming back again Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping I think I'm breaking down Why, do you like playing around with My, narrow scope of reality I, can feel it all start slipping away See but I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it I get stupified It's all the same you say Live with it But I don't get it Don't you think maybe we could put it on credit Don't you think it can take control when I don't let it I get stupi
©GGH - 2010
The pain recedes
Yet still remains
You said you cared
I said I agreed
All Better Now
Well, not really, but a damn sight better than I was. A few hours away from that place and the stress is melting off. Just needed some time with the pager off, cell phone not taking non-critical calls, and nothing else. Aaaaahhhhhhh. Time to sleep in my own bed. Good night all!
Swiped From Suga
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?yup... and he was gay.. brownie points!
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?
What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?
Would you change yourself for the person you love?
Do you find drinking unattractive?Drinking is fine... but over drinking is unattractive.
When was the last time something bothered you?Today
To who did you last give the finger to?
um... i dunno... probably addison lol
Do you like boys?I like men. *soo keeping this*
Six months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?I loved (still do kinda sorta) my husband
Do you like to hold hands?sometimes
Survey Stolen From Crystal & Wench
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?Yep! And he has a new one. :-D
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?Yes
What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?
Would you change yourself for the person you love?Nope
Do you find drinking unattractive?Alcoholics are unattractive (keeping this answer)
When was the last time something bothered you?Today
To who did you last give the finger to?Scott
I lie in the dark alone in my bed.
Soon visions of you rush through my head.
I see your handsome face and so sexy eyes.
Deep down I know you're the ultimate prize.
You're the man that I want when times are easy or tough.
Having you by my side would be more than enough.
I'm giving you my heart; It's yours to take.
I just know deep inside it's not a mistake.
I could be the woman who sets your soul on fire.
You're the piece my heart needs; my souls deepest desire.
I Jacked This From Crystal
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?He's 8. I sure as hell hope not. :-s
Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?yes.. have been for a long time
What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?
Would you change yourself for the person you love?Nope
Do you find drinking unattractive?Alcoholics are unattractive (keeping this answer)
When was the last time something bothered you?meh.
To who did you last give the finger to?Probably Jarrod.
Do you like boys?Nope. I like some men
Cake Or Bed
CAKE OR BED A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOKS AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS............................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME AS HE WALKS INTO THE HOUSE HE NOTICES THAT THE STEP
Her eyes could speak,But not a word did they say.They touched my soul,In only her special way.
They captured my thoughts,And put them into words.But from her eyes,Not a sound was heard.
They spoke of her beauty,Never uttering a sound.I couldn't look away,My own eyes completly spellbound.
When someones eyes can say so much,Something so special to see.It makes me smile on this day,They chose to smile at me.
Wolfie's New Lounge Beautiful Sinners
Hey all Just wanted to promote my lounge a little ^_^ been in construction for a while now and now its open and kicking ^_^ come on in and chill! this is a lounge that you can goof off and chill in, no drama of any kind is tolerated ^_^ so come on in and join the family! We are currently looking for staff ^_^
A Great New Year
Looking to make more money in your spare time,join my company and get healthy as well
Even though she has hidden from me,For her I still look to find.To see her as a friend,Has stayed long on my mind.
She still runs,but not so far away,Soon she'll know,I am a friend.Then maybe the run and chase,Would finally come to an end.
To this one,so elusive,Dodging my grasp.Only one thing I want,Your friendship I ask.
I opened my eyes I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light I can't remember how I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight And I can't stand the pain And I can't make it go away No I can't stand the pain How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I'm slipping off the edge I'm hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can't explain what happened And I can't erase the things that I've done No I can't How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As I'm fading away I'm sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this
watched avatar.... eh... the movie itself wasn't to awful bad but really the whole time i am just looking at other peoples ideas he butchered.... 90% of his storylines can be found elsewhere from alien and dune to brave heart to even the surrogates probably a few more references i could've pointed out while watching it... but eh... and don't get me wrong... all were good movies but seems to me he just stole a lot of other peoples hard work and passed it off as a new story... there was a lot of media hype about this movie and... calling it original but really... anyone who can remember more than the last 15 minutes of their lives could see this WORK was not his own....
that is all... carry on maggots :)
Diary Of A Madman: The True Story Of Trevor John Micheals & Khaoz
This...is a tale none other or the likes of. Pure Evil. More than just the three faces of evil which are known by, criminal evil, insane evil, and evil of innocense. Them combined by something much more worse than the word "evil" can explain. This is pure horror. Pure terror. There are no previous recordings like this within the world we now know today in this morbid cruel cold world. This is the tale of what was sought out to be a ordinary human bein but much different to the likes of, and changed the world to this day as we know it. This is the story of Trevor John Micheals.
[Chapter 1: My World]
Trevor John Micheals,at 11:10 AM, was Born not far off from the city of Pittsburgh, PA in a rural suburb in Westmoreland Regional Hospital. Seemed average to the eye by doctors and parents Travis and Renee Micheals. But was not all well. In the Afterbirth, Renee Micheals was feeling very ill and no doctors could figure out what was wrong with her. Hospitalized for days while Travi
"the Beginning..." Free Mixtape & Previous Album
Because myspace does not allow links coming from it and let you go out you have to try and open a new window or tab in your browser and copy the URL and paste it. If that does not work then i really hate the fuckin internet. Try the links in order till you get the album at least.
Artist: KhaozLabel: Bad Mental Health Entertainment/Infektion RekordzAlbum: THe Beginning...(Mixtape)1. The Intro for the Intro1. The Beginning...(Khaotik)2. Hurt3. Alone in the World4. The Killing Season (Original Halloween Mix)5. Grip on Life (Feat. ShortFuze)6. Dont Be Hatin' (Feat Apakalypze)7. DJ DizFunKtioNalE8. Grip on Life (Feat. ShortFuze) (Slow Mix)9. The Killing Season (Alternate Mix)10. Dont Be Hatin' (Feat. Apakalypze) (Wicked Remix)11. A Hate Song (Feat. Khaoz)12. Dance to the Underground13. Reborn (Draft)14. Welcome
its a new start and we finally made it to 210 lets see if we make it to 2012 and beyondi hope we will see what happens next lets get it together
The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too
Per the previous blogs, I have been without.......
Momma ran across a deal this eve.............sorta like the meat man in the bar who sells half price T-bones and bacon.
Three hundred at the ATM..............brand new.............hehehehhehehehehhehehehhe
I just saved myself $700.00 AND you all are not rid of me yet..............fuck off!!!!!!
I cyber luv you all................dig it
I AM TewDope
(for those who need clarification)
What were you doing at 11 last night?Passed out in bed. Yes, I lead an exciting life.Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years?Absolutely.What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of?Cheeseburgers and mashed potatoes.What's the craziest thing you've done?I've done quite a few crazy things.Someone knocks on your window at 5am, what do you say?My parents: If you're at a 2nd story window WTFAt my husband's: It's Jerry looking for beer.At my best friends: It's Jamesbro.Funniest thing that happened in the last 24 hours?Making fun of Steve at work.Do you have any plans for the weekend?Working. Joy.Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?Would be the hubby!Would you kiss anyone you have texts from in your phone?I do!Do you find drinking unattractive?Nopers.When was the last time something bothered you?TodayDo you know how to work a computer well?YesTo who did you last give the finger to?My brotherIs it more common for you to f
Love... The Slowest Form Of Suicide
i wander the ends of the earthlooking for what i've found here, my new addiction...i follow my heart to this placethe wasteland of all mankindto find that i am not alonethat there is a mirror to my soul here.that one face that reflects backmy very darkness the violence of my being brought rushing to the surface and in him i seemy own destruction
I Was Recognized
Only me would start off the new year by going to the dentist. What can I say? I'm a glutton for punishment.
As I'm getting ready to leave (from a very good check-up in case you were wondering) the receptionist stops me, "I know this is going to sound crazy, but were you just on TV?"
"Why yes I was!" *cheesy grin*
She asks me all the details when she says, "My husband told me I was nuts that I don't know anyone that's on TV. I was like, no, she's a patient."
I had to laugh at that. I told her to feel free gloating to her husband on my behalf. Although it didn't make up for the fact I was up early on a freezing Saturday morning to have my mouth poked at, was kind of nice to be recognized.
Say This Every Now And Then...
Good morning beautifulHow was your nightMine was wonderfulWith you by my sideAnd when I open my eyesAnd see your sweet faceIt's a good morning beautiful day
Baby Your Baby
All you know-it-all loversBetter heed some adviceIf you're bad to your babyYou better think twiceLove don't come easy, love ain't blind.You've got to show her you love herMornin' and nightBe there for her just to make things rightMake her believe Till there ain't a doubt in her mind.Better baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneDon't let her get lonely Don't make her cryDon't take her for grantedDon't tell her a lieBring her red rosesWhen she's blueGive her the best of What you've got to giveYou'll be togetherAs long as you liveBetter baby your babyAnd she'll baby youBetter baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be goneBetter baby your babyWith a love that's strongHold her and tell her You'll never do wrongBetter baby your baby'Cause if you don'tOne day your baby'll be gone
Better Then Me: Hinder
"Better Than Me"I think you can do much better than meAfter all the lies that I made you believeGuilt kicks in and I start to seeThe edge of the bedWhere your nightgown used to beI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meWhile looking through your old box of notesI found those pictures I tookThat you were looking forIf there's one memory I don't want to loseThat time at the mallYou and me in the dressing roomI told myself I won't miss youBut I rememberWhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my faceAnd the way your innocence tastesAnd I think you should know thisYou deserve much better than meThe bed I'm lying in is getting colderWish I never would've said it's overAnd I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm olderCause we never really had our closureThis can't be the endI really miss your hair in my f
constitutional\kon-stih-TOO-shuhn-uhl; -TYOO-\ , noun;1.A walk taken for one's health.
Success is dependent on effort. - Sophocles
43 Things Your Boy Should Know ♥
#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside. #3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers. #4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her. #5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her. #6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go. #7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her. #8 When she ignores you, give her your attention. #9 When she pulls away, pull her back. #10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful. #11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word. #12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind. #13 When she's scared, protect her. #14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her. #15 When she steals your favorite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night. #16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh. #17 When she doesn't answer for a long
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held onto. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you.The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy.So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want True Love you must go through the pain. Woman were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to his heart to be loved.
Okay so I was commenting in a point sluts mumm, I would link you to it but, I do not want you rating :P well anyway she comes back online after seeing My continuous comments calling her a point slut.It is okay little emo, leave the mumms to the big kids, keep to your point slutting ways of pic rating and all that other crap.So anyway, after a while of not commenting she comes into My shout box giving Me the fu finger…Then blocked Me, it is okay little point slut, I wouldn’t have sex with you with a ten foot pole and a bag over your head. Your intellect is a little too low for My liking…And then she came back a few minutes later with…No thanks, I will die from the smell long before I got close enough to kiss it.Don’t you love how all the point slut mummers get all the balls, to say whatever they want AFTER they block you so you cannot answer?…okay that is your Emanon butthurt mummer quick blog :P
How It Used To Be
I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
music, country roads, and future dreams.
I miss you, I wish you could see
although you are here, I miss you and me.
I remember when you said how happy I made you
and you really meant it...now, it's just a phrase
you say without thinking.
I miss those days when you'd call just to say "hi"
or "I love you"...the days it was so hard
just to say good-bye for a while.
I remember how wonderful it felt the first time
you held me in your arms-and how after all those
years you still made my heart melt.
I miss the old you- and the old me
The old us that could just sit and talk for hours
and never run out of things to say.
I remember when time simply stood still-
when in each other's arms is the only place
we wanted to be...forever.
I miss us as I remember how it used to be...
when nothing else matter but you and me.
I Don't Want Any Other
Our life has not been easy,
We've managed to drift apart
But whatever it's worth
Know you're always in my heart
Not a day goes by
When I don’t wish we'd talk
To say hello or goodbye
Or maybe go for a walk
Your missing important days
I'm not kid anymore
It's a difficult maze
Everytime my heart's tore
There are times I need you
To be there for me
That nurturing statue
If only you could be
It's not you I blame
For the way we are
But all the hurtful shame
Left an invisible scar
Sometimes I feel trapped
I don't know what to do
Does God have our life mapped
Help me sail across the blue!
Why can't we mend this
We both love each other
I'm not sure about him
But I miss you
I hope you understand
Why it's so hard to call
I have the phone in my hand
But it seems to always fall
For now I'll hope and pray
For you to come around
That would be the day
When the new us is found
I still Love You
And still want you to be mine
It Sucks Going To Prison
it is shitty that im going to prison january 22nd for ten years and nobody will even miss me cause i no longer have friends here in my town cause they wont be able to write me cause their lives are to busy to think of someone other then them selfs
Before It Was A Jungle
Well what do you know. Cutting down the Amazon jungle has reaped unexpected benefits. We find that there were people living in the mist of the jungle before it over grew and covered up these huge geometric designs they left behind. It seems the environmental wackos have egg on their face. For these unknown people to do what they did, they had to cut down the over growth of vegetation. God forbid that they disrupted the environment. May be that’s why they left for greener pastures. Read all about it
We have a lush environment at BlastFM. Come a commune with us for a spell.
Fuck The Dumb Shit
i try so hard to stifle her to drown her out.
but the bitch is back.
she just rides the waves within waiting for
the one event to trigger her vehemence
why the fuck does she have to always be right?
one broken heart to many,
one lie to often
NO MORE NICE GIRL
FUCK THE DUMB SHIT
done playin the fool.
Bury all your secrets in my skin,
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins,
The air around me still feels like a cage,
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...
So if you love me,
Let me go,
And run away before I know,
My heart is just to dark to care,
I can't destroy what isn't there,
Deliver me into my fate- if I'm alone I cannot hate,
I don't deserve to have you...
My smile was taken long ago/if I can change I hope I never know,
I still press your letters to my lips,
And charish them in parts of me that savor every kiss,
I couldnt face a life without your light,
But all of that was ripped apart... when you refuse to fight,
So save your breath. I will not hear. I think I made it very clear,
You couldnt hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough?
I only wish you wern't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a saint...
My own was banished long ago/it took the death of hope to let you go,
Sex, Lies And Videotape
OK...my blog is going to be about the things that make me tick.....I know some of you know things about me that i wouldnt tell the average person. Some of you think i m crazy and i have a tendency to say things without being tactful....i admit i do such things without hesitation.....Most times i do it without malicious intent or venom...Thats not who i really am inside...Im genuine, thoughtful and i have tons of respect for those that deserve it......Onto the real me.....LOL...Some will be suprised..most will not....
Sex with me is a complicated thing at times......The act itself isnt, but what leads up to it can be as complex as Quantum mathematics......Some of you know that i consider myself a "switch"...Those of you who know what that means, read on, for those that dont, you will be informed of a side you never knew.........A"switch" is an individual who at times feels like he needs to be submissive to a woman to feel cared for, dominated and shown how to give affection when and
I couldn't be more happy that December is finally over, and that it's finally January, and it's 2010. No more December, no more 2009. But my stress level is still kind of flying off the charts, but I'm handling it better than I normally do.
I miss Matt. I'm disappointed he couldn't come. I was really excited and really looking forward to it. I was really looking forward to remembering what it was like to go to bed and being able to roll over and feel somebody next to me. I just wanted to be curled up in his arms because I miss him so damn much. I'm really starting to hate his job. It's not that I can't handle the wild hours (Christ IDK how he can though, I'd be exhausted!) or anything. I just miss him. I hate that we went from talking 24/7 to the complete other end of the spectrum. I have mad respect for him going out of his way to get ahold of me when he can between calls. Just more proof of what a good man he really is for respecting me and knowing how much I worry :)
However, I h
Platinum K8 = Platinum Fake.
Check the blog below and to the left with a similar title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
Platinum K8 = Platinum Fake.
Well, this is the first of what probably will be more fakes for 2010. Ill spare you all my ramblings and just get to the point
This profile, conveniently set to friends only has this totally ridiculous salute posted. Its so bad between the back & white and the typing of fubar.com in the middle, it really has a place in the Hall of Shame
Dont worry, we have its user id below, if you know of anyone on its list, please let them know
Upon further research, it was found that the real girl actually has this myspace , with the same name even
What is the point of doing this, I have no idea. This first fake bust of 2010 was bought to me by :
Just remember everyone, whether it be 2006 or 2010, just remember to keep your eyes open and look out for stupid
The definition of this word is very interesting. If you're not sure, look it up on Wikipedia. Read up on it. Technology changes a lot of things, and has very moral, ethical, and social implications. Step back and think about it. People count on machines for everything, from simple math to saving and keeping a heart beating. But one must ask, how do you know when you have stepped over the lines? Like keeping a person alive on a ventilator and artificial heart, but what is that person's quality of life like? Not very good being in a vegetative state.
People can't venture out of the house without checking their friends FB status'. The government is now tracking criminals and invading people's privacy on that site. Just something to think about a bit....
In Need Of A Dj Intresed In A Real Life Dj Position
CHECK...CHECK!!! whatz up people my name iz daniel my homiz call me blocs...and me and my dj parther that i work with will soon be lookin for people who know how to dj and know how to work a sound board...youmust be riliable and must be good under pressure and have at least 5 YEARS of experance so if you are intrested me please email me at firstname.lastname@example.org or message me on here when im on here peace out hope to hear from you soon if your intrested!!!
About Our Contests ( This Will Probably Be Copied By More Posers)
Each of our contests are conducted fairly with a monitered set of judges that fluctuates. Each judge is given a score card to judge each individual DJ. at the end all scores are tallied up and the scores are given to the DJ battle host.
Then and only then is the voting booth opened for audience participation. those votes are then tallied in with the judges score to procure the final numeric score for each DJ.
Metal dome is proud to announce main battles in the following areas..
Brutality :This is metal music at its hardest genre.. bring it loud, bring it brutal or stay at home, this is not a whimpy battle.(judges )
Technical : think you got what it takes to be a master DJ? this is a test of your technical abilities on your equipment. This is not an easy battle to win.Pre -requirments, your list of music to be used. Intro is a must, use of all dj available skills. (judges)
Themed:This is a themed battle wich means a theme is picked, keeping to the themse is the test, doing what a
Roses And Rue
Could we dig up this long burried treasure
Were it worth the pleasure
We never could learned love song
We are parted too long
Could the passionate past that is fled
call back its dead
Could we live it all over again
Were it worth the pain
I remember we used to meet by an ivied seat
And you warbled each pretty words w/ the air of a bird
And your voice had a quaver in it
Just like a linnet and shook as the blackbirds throat
with its last big notes
And your eyes they were green and grey
Like an April day
But lit into amethyst when I stooped and kissed
I remember I never could catch you
For no one could match you
I’ve noticed that a lot of my old friends don’t stop by any more. So in thinking about it I have decided to clean out my friends list. If you come by now and then don’t worry, I won’t remove you from the list. If you don’t then you’re gone. I don’t have time to try and keep up with everyone like I used to. Nothing personal but it’s getting ridicules. There is just too much BS going on the world to put up with it here too. I come here to get away from reality. Those that I hear from on a regular basis will be in my family, others may be on my friends list but, that doesn’t mean we’ll talk. It took me three years to get to Fu-king and I see people who have made it to Godfather in months. WTF! Sorry I don’t have nice tits to show you or money to buy my way to the top. I can’t stay on here 24/7 like some people do. I have a job and life that goes far beyond Fu. If I piss you off, I’m sorry but this is the way it&
Well 2010 came in with a bang for me. The last couple of nights in Dawn's Haven has been a blast and I have really enjoyed myself. I would like to thank the staff members and my friends and lounge members that were there sharing this with me. You guys have showed me how much fun it could be on here and reminded me of an old lounge i owned on here called System Of A Dawn. We used to have a blast in there and I realize it can be the same as long as we all go in and just enjoy ourselves. I have never laughed so hard in my life. They had melaughing so hard i was crying and there were points where I couldn't type or catch my breathe thanks guys let's keep it up. hugs and kisses to you all and I am applauding you all!!!!!
Eris For Dummies
Eris is a Greek goddess, the Latin form of her name being Discordia. She is best known as a goddess of chaos; She is mischievous and something of a trickster. She is sometimes described as the twin of Ares, daughter of Zeus and Hera, or, alternately, as the daughter of Nyx.
The most well known story of Eris recounts how She instigated the Trojan War. Due to Her reputation of spreading discord, She was not invited to the wedding feast of Peleus and Thetis, the king of Aegina and a sea-nymph, respectively. Bitter as a result of the snub, She tossed into the party a golden apple inscribed with the word Kallisti, which translates ‘To the Prettiest One’, also known as the Apple of Discord.
Naturally, all the goddesses fought for it, but in the end it came down to three, Hera, Athena, and Aphrodite. They petitioned Zeus to make the final decision on who it was intended for, but He wisely declined, and instead pointed to young Paris, son of Priam, the king of Troy’s estran
6 Months In & I'm Back Again
My second son, Aiden, Born June 12th, 09 Happy & Healthy
My New Years was held at home. Saved money$
My Resolutions for 0-10? Maybe to give myself some extra time,not worry so much, get Dj ready for kindergarden, apply myself to a new job before the year ends.
Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.
Random Chapters of my Life PART 1have you ever had that perfect life that you have always wanted? i had that once........ when i was 21 was liveing at my apartmant in tulsa OK, the name if it was FoxFire Appartments i just lost my job there (i was working at Firefox APTs as well) i couldent pay my rent had no were to go but AZ the night before i was to leave to AZ i hit my bigest bottem and shut down i feelt like i had nothin left then Thomis a good friend of mine told me that there was this girl that he knew that ran away and she needed a place to go and suggested her stayin at my place so im like kool we had another friend there with i think it was 1/4 LB of Tree so whe had a lil goin away trashin party so Thomis goes and pickes up the girl in the mean time in in the Apt getting high. i rember seeing the door open Thimis walking in and then behind him walked in the doorway was this girl when i seen her time stoped everything froze and withen that first step she took i
New Years Resolution...
I stop saying no to certain questions.
Your Wish Fullfilled
I will take youon a flight of fancyupon the wings of pain/pleasureof nibbles and bitesI will draw you a bathof caresses and kissesand shower your soulwith the fragrance of my essenceI will keep you nearthe edge of eternityand only I will decidewhen you have releasepoet
Hottest Fuchick/fuguy Contest @ Dangerzone
Hottest FuChick/FuGuy Contest!!!@ DangerZone
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Ok I am not trying to be a jerk or anything just one night I was pondering about something I noticed that there has been a significant decrease on lounge activity I mean some lounges are having a hard time to bring people into there lounges so I want to know what is that drives people I want to know what people want I heard it's all leveling people wants to leavel which is fine I do too.Fubar is a fun filled envorment and the people who run it work really hard to keep it that way but, I know it's like a game. So, people I want to play a game. your goal is to tell me what it is that drives people is it rates, blings, autos what? and I can help people to reach there goals here so tell me read this and spread this around I want this blog to go to many people as I possable can and please give me feed back this is just for fun no prizes involved I want to help people and that person maybe you some day :) have fun! good luck and I hope that I hear some feed back soon. *Cheers*
Shatter My Interior~by Jd
Preoccupied in my mind and im not even close to sorts,
Locking myself inside my room and feeling somewhat abrassive to say the least.
Keeping my distance and right about now its working rather perfectly,
Comatose and slowly the clock runs down the minutes, Dragging my feet today i feel diseased.
Maybe i want some kind of closure, Maybe i want something new to endure,
Maybe i am just tired of having to pick up the pieces of my frail stained glass heart off the floor.
For whatever it could be worth, I am so used to putting my foot in my mouth and this i accept,
Suffering from my mental illness i like to call stupid, Tripping over my own two feet yes this is real.
Unconscious and barely breathing, Watch me play the fiddle with my hands stuck in cement,
Ever ready to feel change, But my feet are cinder blocks heavy and stuck to solid ground.
Sick and tired of never knowing what the next day is going to throw at me, No emotion is real,
Say what you will to distract me, But
Show Love He Showed Me!
MFKN Tatted&Pierced-FrkyPhkkr Da Orginal Female Booti Inspector
SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE HE SHOWED ME LOTS OF LOVE!!!
Well today I got up alittle late not usual. I woke up at like 945am my time which is pretty late in my book.
Felling down and don't really wanna do anything for the momment. Not depressed or anything like that just a little sore from last weeks work. This coming monday Its going to be on again 3 to 4 weeks of work. Remodling my mothers house which I have no intentions of getting paid yes this year is going to kick my bum bum. Troubles im finding is trying to get a ride to LAX from this tiny hell hole i reside in.
Ive made this a habbit to come to every day have no response at all thought it would be diffrent but no one seems to talk on here what is the deal?
Sorry for venting or what ever you would call this
Just playing around and thought I would see if I could get back into the creative swing of things. Needs a lot of work, but I will tweak and finish another time.
She walks in the front door, drops the stack of mail on the table in the foyer and proceeds through the main entryway. Each step announces her presence, her echoing clicks sounding as she strides across the marble. She steps into the powder room, locking the door behind her, and unbuttons her blouse slowly and lets it fall into a soft pile at her feet. She looks at the woman staring back at her in the mirror and makes a checklist. Hair, good, she saw to that before she left. Makeup, a slight smudge under her eye that she tends to with some saliva and her thumb. Earrings, earring! She quickly pulls off the abandoned twin and drops it in the toilet. No need to have that laying about enticing questions. Her gaze became transfixed father down, the stinging red burns of the rope seemed to have been melded into her skin under a
Lmao, Spinoza uploaded this pic and it made Me laugh so I blogged it!
Hm, are humans angry because they created a god, to have a sense of being divine and now are angry that they have placed their thoughts above themselves, and thus making themselves inferior to themselves hm
...really needs to stop thinking :P
I Love My Jenny
There are some people on here that thinks its funny to fuck with other peoples lives because they cant stand there own.i would like everyone on fubar to know that i am in love with sweet jenny.do i send comments to other girls yes but just as friends do rate other girls yes but that is what this site is about and i dont careif my girl rates every guy on here an 11 because i know she loves me.this website is just for fun but some people on here act like its there whole life and thats pretty fucking pathedic.i have met some really great girls on here but i love my jenny with all my heart so you can try to knock us down but we will keep getting up and we will be stronger each time.
Don't Tell Me
Dont Tell Me
Dont tell me that you love me
If you dont really care
Dont tell me that you need me
If your never really there
I go through all this pain and suffering
Just to see your smiling face
Wasting my life away
Just so you could be happy
Not once did I ask you to do something for me
But yet you dont appreciate what I have done for you
I try to stay out of your way
When I know you want to be alone
I dont want to go through the pain again
Just like the last time
I still have those bruises from the last time
New Years Resolution
Today as i open my eyesKnowing a new year has begunI see nothing differentNothing has begun a new...Until I realizethat in order for the New Years Resolution to be trueI must look with unseen eyes.So close your eyesand reopen them againto see the beauty of everything around you.If at first you want to findyour pot at the end of the rainbowyou first must open your eyesto see the beautifulness surrounding you.
Today I get to work early. By a half hour at least. And then just start to work, usually I wait until it is time for me to start, today I felt like starting early for some reason. Then an hour goes by, everything is cool. Thats when one of my coworkers asks me how my new years was, I say it was fine in a "I'm kind of busy here" tone. Afterall I had a knife in my hand and was trying to pay attention to what i was doing. Thats when they make the comment, "Oh I see your going to have an attitude today." No far from it, I was intent on having a nice day doing my job. Then me and my boss get into a conversation about how I should start saving up money. Thats when I tell him I have been trying to save up money, but since the snowstorm and the two days i had off due to holidays I have been unable to save money. He tells me abotu how I should work the extra hours when I have the chance, and how I should save this taht and the other. I tell him I would much rather not talk about it right now. T
Just Another Day.
So it is the New Year, officially. 2009 is behind us, all of 2010 is in front of us with all the wonders it will bring. Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, sounds nice, but in reality IT IS JUST ANOTHER DAY. Still have life, bills, issues and other stuff to deal with. So you enjoy your NEW YEAR, but after the novelty wears off....you will realize that it is.......JUST ANOTHER DAY.
Honoring Everyday Life
Cause for CelebrationHonoring Everyday Life
We all know someone who keeps plastic covers on his or her couch in order to protect it. The irony is that many of these people may live their lives without ever having actually made contact with their own furniture. This is a poignant and somewhat humorous example of the human tendency to try to save things for special occasions, as if everyday life weren't special enough to warrant the use of nice things. Many of us have had the experience of never wearing a particular piece of clothing in order to keep it nice, only to have it go out of style in the meanwhile.
It's interesting to think of what it would mean to us if we let ourselves wear our nicest clothes and eat off the good china on a daily basis. We might be sending ourselves the message that every day we are alive is a special day and a cause for celebration, and that we are worth it. There is something uplifting about treating ourselves to the finest of what we have. It is a
people who are fake they all up in your face when you got what they want but you get in a bind and they run so im cleaning out my so called friends and just keeping the real ones fuck the haters
Well I got a winter jacket like I needed. It is alittle small and it sucks I like it and I might be pregnant so now i will need to get another one that is bigger. I am alittle scared. I walk every where and now it is snowing. I have to be alot more cafeful walking around.
Your Last Breath-redefining Your Priorities
Your Last BreathRedefining Your PrioritiesProcrastination is an almost universal human habit and one that infiltrates nearly every aspect of our lives. Modern existence is so complex, and much of what we long to do is left to wait by the side. We know what is important but tend to let the weight of worldly pressures lead us astray. To get back on track, however, we need only take a moment to consider where our thoughts will be as we take our last breath on this earth. More likely than not, at that instant, disagreements, bills, petty annoyances, and other frustrating elements of our lives will no longer seem as significant as they once did. Thoughts of loved ones and the positive impact we had on the world would no doubt occupy our remaining thoughts. Whatever we imagine ourselves musing upon during our last breath will almost always be representative of what truly matters to us. This simple exercise introduces us to a new way of thinking. While our attention is drawn momentarily to th
Yes Its Really Me
I dont post pics of other men so I can pretend 2 be someone Im not. Yes, in fact those really are my pix. Wh cant ppl accept that not all 40something men are fat and balding. Im 5'3, 165 lbs, have a gf, work physical jobs, work out, AND have a brain. Am usually disgusted with all the fake pix on the net. Id rather be friends with a less than attractive person who shows what they really are, than a fake person hiding behind a fake pic. Thanks for reading my rant, MICK
What Color Ideas Do You Have?
Your Ideas Are Green
When you think, you think on a global scale. You have a very broad view. You never forget that we are all interconnected, and you're concerned with the impact of your actions. Your ideas tend to revolve around how to make the world a better place. You are very socially conscious. You tend to dream big but think small. You like ideas that you can immediately put into action.
What Color Ideas Do You Have?
Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones
What Type Of Poem Are You?
You Are Free Verse
Inspired, devoted to the pure expression of yourself without any constrictions. Rhymes bind. Grammar kills.
What Type of Poem Are You?
The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings
I Just Want To Be Me
I am still trying to calm down. I was chatting in a chatbox on another site and encountered a bigot. The religious chest pounding variety that just stressed me out. I had been talking about being pagan. I was told that witches are not open about being witches for fear of persecution. Well, I'm not a witch, I'm a pagan. And I know witches, and any other type of pagans, that are out of the broom closet. I told the person that witch burnings in the US ha ended a long time ago and was rewarded with an implied threat that there were other ways. The bigot starting threatening to report me for the term bigot. I finally broke down and reported the experience to admin. I figured if it was going there, I better defend myself. *sighs*
I have been hit from all sides lately. Witch-burning shit from that asshole. Posted a question on Yahoo Answers and made the mistake of saying I respected Wicca and got slammed for that by Wiccans. What? I said I wasn't a Wiccan, but I respected the religion. A re
Let Me Touch You
Let me touch you.... tenderly, passionately until cold turns to heat blended breath and bodies transcend the distance and you feel alive again
Let me hold you ....
uncover secret desires in thoughts and dreams just close enough and long enough for you to feel loved
I am here, never too far as close as your thought or a soft sigh of loneliness let me hold you against the beating of my heart when you feel hopelessI hold faith for both of us,
Let me see you plainly beneath your stoic mask let me see the reality of such beauty and pain where even the night cannot dim the fire in your eyes I want to know the secret places of your mind and your body let me hold you even if only in a dream let me kiss away the fearsthat cloud your sad eyes and render you faithless
So much more than my curiosity your scent drifts across miles
I want to smell your scent
As it linger's on the pillow
and remember how you looked at me only hours before
and I quiver....
I close my eyes and smile
For I am grateful that we share such
unbridled lust that cast's out the
demons of the day
your hands caress my body as soft as a whisper
Eyes that hold mine with such ease my breath's
tempo rises then halts in anticipation of your touch
Lips seek to claim my own and the fit is perfection
as if they are the only one's that would
Lost in an aura that removes me from reality
the heat of our love fills the air with it's own dance
as we move in sync as one...and I quiver
my lips whisper words of love that are caught between your lips
and become an echo of content.......and I quiver
fire in my body consume's me as I give myself to you
and it's as if each time with you is the first time
renewing our promise of a life time
as our eyes never falter from eachother'
Indians Took Back The 500 Thousand Acres Of Land.
Indians took back the 500 thousand acres of land. Living in the United States of AMERICA Central and Southwestern states that Native American tribes, ancestors of hundreds of thousands of acres of land taken back by the hand was forced. Their land management agreements with the United States was established, unlike the European immigrants to the land taken from the hands of the Indians, their land was purchased for money. Native American tribes for many years the U.S. government was waiting to find a solution to the issue. Obtained from the American Indian Affairs Bureau, according to data between 1998 and 2007 Native American tribes from across the United States purchased approximately 500 thousand acres of land. Agriculture and livestock belonging to assign this land to return to help again indicating the Indians, for themselves in these lands to the sanctity of life is remarkable. On the other hand Obama administration belonging to ancestors of the Indians for land they can buy $ 2
Indians Took Back The 500 Thousand Acres Of Land.
Indians took back the 500 thousand acres of land. Living in the United States of AMERICA Central and Southwestern states that Native American tribes, ancestors of hundreds of thousands of acres of land taken back by the hand was forced. Their land management agreements with the United States was established, unlike the European immigrants to the land taken from the hands of the Indians, their land was purchased for money. Native American tribes for many years the U.S. government was waiting to find a solution to the issue. Obtained from the American Indian Affairs Bureau, according to data between 1998 and 2007 Native American tribes from across the United States purchased approximately 500 thousand acres of land. Agriculture and livestock belonging to assign this land to return to help again indicating the Indians, for themselves in these lands to t
Why Democrats In Our Court System Is Destroying This Nation…
Why Democrats in our Court System is destroying this Nation…
** As you read this - hopefully you are shocked as I am, that sexual predators to the courts are less a danger then a child being spanked… I am NOT KIDDING!!! ** LAW OFFICE OF AARON T. SPECK 20619 ECORSE ROAD TAYLOR, MICHIGAN 48180 Phone: (313) 381-9000 Fax: (313) 381-9055
December 30, 2009
TO: PASTORS OF FUNDAMENTAL CHRISTIAN CHURCHES RE: PARENTS RIGHT TO “SPANK” THREATENED IN MICHIGAN
Dear Fellow Believers in Christ:
As a Christian attorney practicing in Michigan for the last 23 years, I have had the privilege of representing hundreds of Fellow Believers and Fundamental Churches. Today I write to you as a brother in Christ on a very urgent matter threatening our Christian liberties in Court next Wednesday. A Christian father is facing contempt of court, incarceration, and loss of his parental rights for using “spanking” as a form of discipline for his child - a form of discipline
Needing A Girlfriend/boyfriend To To Be Happy
I saw a recent blog by a man who wrote one sentence in the blog. "I need a girlfriend to make me happy."
The ability to be happy without a girlfriend is the thing that is going to get you a girlfriend and make a relationship successful. Otherwise you are coming from neediness because you are giving your own personal power away. Your security and emotional state is dependent upon a girl being in and staying in your life. This is called neediness and causes people to make emotional responses that can often turn ugly, instead of making rational choices.
People simply get along and have some sexual chemistry so they get into a relationship, but they often find out later that they just don't get along, or there is some other problem. Instead of talking it out and letting each other go, they try to own, possess or control the other or ignore the signs of trouble and drag it out hoping the problem takes care of itself.
You choose your own emotional responses. The actions and behavior of
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Hey Love By 12 Stone
Looking back on everything I've done I never thought I'd find the one To share the dreams that only I had seen Locked in the deepest part of me I took a chance to lay it on the line There was nothing left to hide behind If you never love then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Now I'm screaming Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me up On the wings that fly higher than the stars That shine above Thinkin back on everything we've done We watched the waves drown the sun We shared a dream that both us had seen And we made it our reality We found a way to stand the test of time All of our doubts were left behind If you never love, then you may never lose And I hope I'll always be with you Well I'm screamin' Hey love won't you leave your touch On this heart that's broken I can't breathe when you're not here Hey love won't you lift me up On the wings that fly higher than the stars
A Bit Of Poetry...
Your words they hold me captive
They take my breath away
Forever forgetting what I was about to say
I know this isn't the way of things
but you swept me off my feet
I hold my breath again right now
Daring not to speak
Every time I open my mouth
another tear trickles down my cheek
Forever retreating to a land of misery
I know I must let you go
So you can find the one for you
I am forever stuck here
No matter how I feel
I know this isn't about me
And the things you say tell me this
I wish I could run away
And revel in your bliss
So tore up that it must end so soon
Never knowing the right way
Never knowing if I'll ever have anything to say
I want to close off the world forever
Never looking to another new day
I read so deeply into the words you spoke so clear
Now I know and have alwayz known
My love My Liefde My dear
Unexamined Faith Is A Useless Faith
An unexamined faith based on belief without evidence that cannot stand up to science, reason and critical criticism is a useless faith.
What's the worst that can happen if there is no God?
Your thoughts will be of your own private affair. You will be responsible for your thoughts, emotional responses and actions. It will mean that instead of judging, persecuting, blaming, pitying, hurting and segregating people because of religious conviction or beliefs because “my God loves me more than you because I believe,” you will have to take care of and serve each other, for there is no one else looking out for us. It means that the only choice you have is to learn unconditional love and compassion at a level that would make Jesus look like a beginner. It means that you need to pay attention to how you can help others today, instead of awaiting some grand war to end the suffering of the world or to get “ultimate revenge”, a.k.a. “eternal justice” for the ac
I wish for the rain of an early may. Let it wash this away. Bring me a brighter day. That first taste of sunshine devours everything that once was. The anticipation thrills me. The end of a long cold winter fills me. The winter still calling but the rain will soon be falling. Just a memory left of what once was. One that will soon be forgotten. For the snow has finally stopped falling. The cold it has suddenly stopped gnawing. How amazing this rain of early may feels. It gently caresses as it slowly slides down my skin. Warming my soul as it dances erotically over me. I dreamed of the rain of an early may. Never have i seen a brighter day.
The other day I was served child support paperwork on my 16 yo daughter whom I have not seen since her mom and her disappeared on me 13 years ago. Now I have no problem paying the child support. The problem I am having is that I found her mom on MySpace and sent her a message telling her that I wasn't going to fight it and that I would like to get to know my daughter. Her response to me was to block me from contacting her at all. Now I feel like that my money is good enough for her but I am not good enough to know my daughter. Now I live in Iowa and thats where the support order will go through but they live in Florida and to get court ordered visitation I have to either go there or hire a lawyer there and I can't afford to do either one. I currently have 5 of my children living with me. Any comments or advice would be helpful.
Deja Vu Of The Day I Dream~by Jd
I am all talk and no action,
Displaced and fighting to stay up from the ground.
I am everything i claim i'll never be,
Constantly so inviting, Yet invisible when your around.
I hide behind my keyboard, Then im gone in a blink of an eye quick as a flash,
I never have been one to care what mindless people think of me.
I could tell you everything you ever wanted to hear,
Then i'll break you down, Without effort making it look done easily.
My indecision leads me to trample over everything, A "me first" kinda thing,
I could talk about love, But without you it never would mean a thing.
I'll be here to deal with the little that remains, Trust me not,
Leave me pillaged, Leave me alone in this to play my own twisted game.
I could talk about death, Only because without you in life it would be so easy to die,
I could sit here and try to explain myself and once again silence creeps over me.
Who were you thinking of blaming?, Look, notice my hand is raised,
Some lessons i
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To All The Backstabbing Ungrateful Ingrates:
If you have something to say to me, say it to my face. Don't go behind my back. I have the common courtesy to talk to you about something rather than go gossiping behind your back.
When you do say it, please take me aside so we can talk in private. I have no problem letting you into my office at any time when you want to talk to me about something without everyone else hearing, please give me the same common courtesy.
If you have something critical to say about me, be prepared to back it up. If you aren't willing to testify to its authenticity in writing and in front of a panel, then its slander as far as I'm concerned. If you can't swear to it, then why bother spreading something that you don't even believe in?
Before I write you up, I'll take you aside and tell you about it. I'll also give you a chance to explain yourself, and if the situation warrants I'll retract the write up. At the very least I'll let you know about it first. I don't write it up in secret and blindside you wit
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A Sense Of Humor
Just to prove that God and the Universe have a sense of humor about things, right after I made my last blog, my Christmas tree lights began blinking in a new an frightening way they've never done before in all their 15 years. We had to unplug the tree so there wouldn't be a fire or something. :(
All right My deviants... it is the Blogerific Wicked Raven here again. For my beloved friends who don't wanna know the inks and kinks of my sexual thinking, turn away quickly!!!
Okay so in this modern world of ours sometimes I feel like people have given up on sex, either that or (for the guys) all the chemicals have begun eating away at the worlds supply of testosterone. GRRRR...Sex seems to just be an extra in life to them....a "yea if it's convenient and she wants to, I might as well". What the hell... What happened to the hounds of the past. The "I have to have sex it's necessary for me to breathe" mentality.
I am not the only one who feels this way either, a group of my friends have actually taking to calling the whiney guys that are intimidated by women and will not go out of their way to get sex. Even if you find one of the rare few men that still have some carnal desires for the flesh, the chances that he will put out often enough to satisfy are pretty slim. So I have
A New Year's Message
This has been an interesting year with the economic whirlwind with people trying to hang into their jobs and keep their finances afloat. I had the enduring task of many physical therapy sessions resulting from a car hitting me last Thanksgiving while yielding to oncoming emerging emergency vehicles off Loop 360. Was in the physical and water therapy until October and will begin again as soon as the months warm up to get into the pool again. Hopefully, it will warm up soon. While I it was a challenge to do during the day and work on the overnight shifts at night, I am grateful that my range of arm movement is beginning to slowly come back around (estimation is for another year to be fully recovered).I am so grateful for family and friends who kept encouraging me throughout the year. Some may never realize how much they were encouraging me, but they were; some were giving me so much encouragement throughout the year that I feel that I can do nothing enough to repay them, but I really app
After All Its Just Another Day!
Well after another year comes to an end and a new year begins its time for promises to be made on what we'll do different this year. Why wait till New Years Eve to make any changes, hell we've got 364 days to do that,after all its just another day!
Change The Wizards Back To The Bullets
What is this fascination black athletes have with guns? Plex is in the joint for firing a gun in night club now it’s reported Gilbert Arenas of the Washington Wizards and teammate Javarvis Crittenton drew guns on each other in the locker room. According to Crittenton’s friend, Kendrick “Bookie Ball” Long, Arenas owes Crittenton a gambling debt. I remember with the Wizards were called the Bullets. I think it’s time to bring back that name with a bullet as a mascot. Here’s the link:
Put a bullet by BlastFM on your smart phone. That will be harmless enough and fun to listen to.
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i realy hate my life right now.
i lost my mom 2 mouths agao
and i want to be with my man.
what sucks big time is when u have a friend rub there love life in front of u.
knowing how bad u want to be with ur love of ur life.
sorry had to vint
Take from me
in my mind of
hot upon me
with torrid yearnings
hot upon me
I need some help! I have a friend who needs to level and I need a bomb can anyone help with donating bucks I need to raise 9 mil. PLEASE HELP!
Friends Or Foe
Hello everyone who reads this ..... So I have friends added on here ... Yeah they help build points so you can rank up .... We all rate pictures but do we really know the person behind the profile?
Do you ever take the time when rating their profile pics to make a comment of something nice other then Folder rated?
I always try to get to know someone or interact with someone other then rating their pics and poof be gone. Then ones who drive me insane are the ones that you help and rate their pics for an hour and poof not even a thank you.
I hope as you read this you get to know the girl behind this profile. I dont bite unless you want me to. I am polite unless you piss me off. I am sweet unless you are sour to me.
The name is Jenn! I hope I get to know some of you also!
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I feel trapped in a world were my family does't know that I'am there.Why does family push other family members away just because they get married.And female women on this site why do they always want to cause problems by showing there bodies in full nude shot.This is coming from the wife of the guy of busman on this site.All you u women and men that have nude pics on here are you not ashamed of doing this.If your not u should be.
Fight The Winter Dark!
This time of year always bums me out. It seems like January 1 or 2 hit, and all the bright lights that make December so bright and vibrant just snap out immediately. But in this dark time of year, we need the lights to brighten things for us.
If you need a Christmas related reason, the 12 Days of Christmas actually run from Christmas to January 6, Epiphany, the day the Wise Men came and found the Christ child. AT least keep your lights on that long to brighten things up and fight the dark. It'll make you smile, I promise! :D
Just Like New Years
I'm certain the day will be enchanted with an array of exquisite sensuality my heart jumps with excitement with a simple glance of your beautyAs the butterflies flutter around in my stomach with anticipation my mind wonders of how I can shower her with admiration Walking to knock on her door I've never felt like this beforememories to be made are boldly ready to endureMy soul feels complete with her inviting embrace and I'm certain my heart joy is easily found on my face It doesn't take 3 licks to get to the center of a tootsie Pop and I've been waiting for this moment her curiosity ceased to drop Plenty of situations coming around the corner bearing endearments pleasuring desires and tickling fancies unknown to her own hearts commandments My name is unknown to her today but utters out of lips tomorrow as I await to take away any thoughts of sorrow Where we go from this side of the rainbow is a journey a genuine heart finds waiting to sow
Master was asleep and he likes it when I wake him up with my mouth but I woke up late and still had not gotten anything done like I am expected to do. I was afraid because I had 10 minutes before the alarm clock went off. I got up and ran to the kitchen and start the coffee and getting the stuff ready for breakfast. I then run back into the room to see how much time I had left. I only had 5 minutes so I ran into the bathroom got ready and then before the alarm clock went off I pop him in my mouth like a good slave.
“Good slave, I was wondering if you would make it before the clock went off.”
I went wide eye and just kept sucking and licking not looking into Masters eyes. I don’t stop until he pushes me off and makes me get on my hands and knees so he can use my ass like he likes to do. I love it when he pulls my hair and ponds into me making me scream as he does. I reach back to hold my cheeks so he can choke me and pull my hair harder. Sh
Acknowledging fear is not a cause for depression or discouragement. " Because we possess such fear we also are potentially entitled to experience fear (fearlessness). True fearlessness is not the reduction of fear; but going beyond what you fear.
In My Head By 12 Stone
I'm reaching out without a sound My pride falls to the floor again Inside my mind I search to find A place just to call my own Deep inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside Deep inside Deep inside of my head I just can't last as these feelings pass Once again I hide the pain inside The smile wears thin and the lies begin To bring me down again Deep Inside your eyes I am blinded by your love Still I run so far just to find that I'm alone again In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing left for me When I fall you always follow me deep inside my head When I run I run so far away from you I hide the pain and all the lies deep inside again And all my faith I put in you This time you take it all away In my head I hear you calling me And I can't run 'Cause there's nothing
Running Out Of Pain By 12 Stone
As he raises his hand you begin to understand That no love is worth the hate that you feel Now you're running out of pain And all these feelings feel the same So you close your eyes and wish it all away And I lie awake and I try to say Anything I know just to ease your pain But you hide away where no one can see And it's only you that can set you free Now the time has come again So you reach deep down within To find the strength that you have buried there As you turn to walk away you can still hear him say You'll never make it in this world alone And I lie awake and I try to say Anything I know just to ease your pain But you hide away where no one can see And it's only you that can set you free You try to fight (you try to fight) You hide the pain (you hide the pain) You walk away, you never will again You try to fight (you try to fight) You hide the pain (you hide the pain) You walk away, you never will again And I lie awake and I try to say Anything I know just to ease your pa
Back Up By 12 Stone
I hear the words you say to me I see the way you look at me I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I know the fear you hold inside I know what's weighing on your mind There's nothing you can do so Stand up get up back up You're reaching out just to be like me But you've fallen short Still you're following me You had the chance to bring me down But there's nothing left So just stay away from me You can't stand to see my face To know you'll never take my place There's nothing you can do but Stand up get up back up now Just stay away I feel the hate you push on me I see the things that you can't see I know what's on your mind so Stand up get up back up It's not the things you say to me It's not the things that I believe You try to bring me down So stand up get up back up now Just stay away
Listening to the rainfall
I heard your footstep coming
A faint whisper in the hall
As soft as echoes fading
You told me your life story
Your past,your dreams and your fears
Your childhood of worry free
While today is filled w/ tears
You have one hope I advise
And that is to Love again
You may then say paradise
Is velvety falling rain:::
written by Jose Antonio Cangco
I walk to the edge again, Searching for the truth Taken by the memories Of all that I've been through If I could hear your voice, I know that I would be okay I know that I've been wrong, But I'm begging you to stay Won't you stay? Will you be here or will I be alone? Will I be scared? You'll teach me how to be strong If I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot do this alone I wish that I could turn back time, Just to have one more chance To be the man I need to be I pray you'll understand If I could hear your voice, I know that I would be okay I know that I've been wrong, But I'm begging you to stay Won't you stay? Will you be here or will I be alone? Will I be scared? You'll teach me how to be strong If I fall down, will you help me carry on? I cannot do this alone I need your hand to help me Through this time again Nothing compares to how I feel When I look at you You never know, you never know tomorrow You never know, you never know tomorrow Don
This is a new year its time for a new me. I know people say this all the time, but after the day I had I think it is for the best. I dont know why I keep coming back to this site. It really is nothing but a place for drama. I met someone on here, fell for them (which was stupid on my part I will admit) met up with them and well ya ya know. So the whole time me and him were talking he says to me "I am not the kind of guy to say I love you just to sleep with." Well thats kinda funny. After we slept together he stopped talking to me. So I am a little confused. Is it that you dont say it to sleep with girls more than once, or is it you dont say that to sleep with girls ever. I think when people make statements like that it is just proving the opposite. They really are all like that. Now I will take the blame on being a stupid girl who talked to someone online and thought something real could come of it. That I will take full responsibility for. I guess this time I just thought it was going
New Years Resolutions
What would the first day of the new year be without the new years resolutions? I think this is the first time I'm making resolutions to myself and actually going to attempt to stick by them.
1. I know everybody's #1 resolution is to lose weight. But the reasoning behind it isn't the same as why it's my #1 reason. I need to be healthy. I need to get my diabetes under control. I've ignored it, and refused to accept it for the last 14 months and I've probably been a diabetic for much longer than that; I just refused the tests because of the needle work involved. I'm also a really big fan of the Biggest Loser. Yes, I'm into the reality shows. Sue me. But I like the show. I have a few of the books. It's inspiring honestly. I wish I had the time and resources to do something like that. I'd never go on a tv show all of America could see though hahaha It's not even about being skinnier or prettier. It's simply time to get healthy.
2. No more bad habits to reduce stress. It's just been one ba
My Thoughts And Changes For The New Year
What im gonna do this year of many things is definally lose at least 75 lbs, to make myself healthy. To quit smoking and make myself happy. To help my friends more than i did last year and to try harder. To get back into school, smile more often because for all i know, i could die tomarrow. My biggest one is to keep the man in my life right now, to make him smile, and everything. What do you guys think?
*behind Your Smile*
*Behind your smile*
Your smile makes my heart beat fast
It makes me stronger to face the difficulties in life
Your smile brings you near to me and keeps me warm
But behind this unchanging face and sweet smile of you
Is a sorrow and a bitter memories of your life
Amid a crowd of temptation and tears of unforgiven false
A life unprofaned by tears,crashed a poisoned vine unto thine lovable face
Murmur of bitterness behind all sweetness
Oh my dear! I will praised thee in Heaven
And sing you a sweet song
And all your sorrow will be vanished
And behind your smile is an ending glow of light:
men are like dogs ... they get distracted too easily, always sniffing someone elses ass...they'll leave their master as soon as someone shows them something better, they're always touching themselves (the would probably lick themselves if they could!) they beg for everything when they dont get what they want they'll attack you...and they seem to runaway once they see a door open and no one around to hold them back!
just thought this was a bit funny.... don't mean to offend anyone
Read what you would like and Happy New Year! God Bless!!!
Fubar Hang Overs
stupid blog, but you are bored so stfu.... I saw a status about a headache...and a few people im sure are gonna be and/or are hungover from partying last night...so where is the asprins and hangover potions?
i recall there being asprin and soup and shit like that on the gifts in the seasonal part...
maybe i just didnt look well enough. my mom used to tell me to "open your eyes when you look" all the time as a kiddo...
maybe i am a lousy looker
Yea, They Still Exist.
Ok..so, I logged in today and was reminded of why I even stay on this site. Other than the very few that I call my friends, there are moments, like this, that make me smile.
May seem sorta cheesy or dumb to you but eh, Fuck you lol.
Anyways, I was bored 1 day (big surprise) and I'm not really a big picture rater. Usually I rate a few friends or will rate something that I find interesting.
BUT like I said, I was bored. So I started rating the spotlight of the day. Seemed like a cool chick eh? I bombed her album and then went and rated all of her pics.
She sent a bling, which I thanked her for and continued rating. She then sends a msg. saying she bookmarked me and will bling me again when she gets credits. I replied with I didn't need bling, I was doing it just because. I do not do anything with the expectation of something in return. I am NOT a bling addict. It's a sparkly icon on my computer, it will not cure me of illness. They're cute and I appreciate them because it means
Cruise Nov-dec 2010 7 Days Wanna Go With Us?
in about a month (END of Jan) we are gonna be setting up a 7 day cruise for sometime in nov - dec 2010, we should be able to get deals down to about $1000 OR LESS for 2 people inside rooms including all taxes and fees. if you are interested in going let me know so we can all book together, should only be $500 down per room and rest paid i think 60 days before cruise date.
Closeys Don't Count
Four hundred tho plus a few to go until I am a Godfather.
Fourth times a charm
Promises For 2010 :)
Dont take me bein nice as a weakness, its my strength
-aint easy bein nice to fuckd up ppl
I guess to surviv in tis world u got to be mean as hell and selfish
-guess thats gonna be promise number 1
Fool me once, shame on me, fool me twice,
shit that shit aint fuckin gonna happen,
-best belive that, promise number 2
Dont trynna look down on me, no matter wut, ur NOT better then me, so get that thought out off ur head befor i slap it out
happy new year
Bernard, who is noted for his gracious manners, was awakened one morning at four forty four a.m. by his ringing telephone. . . "Your dog's barking, and it's keeping me awake," said an angry voice. Bernard thanked the caller and politely asked his name and number before hanging up. The next morning at precisely four forty four a.m., Bernard called his neighbor back . . . "Good morning, Mr. Williams.... Just called to say that I don't *have* a dog."
To The New Year!
To The New Year!
We made some memories and made new friends,
Many lives have came to pass, and many lives came to and end.
But we strive on to new and and remember the old,
and gained more than we will ever know.
Into the future we walk with pride,
Into the future with our heads held high.
The world has changed with every days pass,
Each more uncertain than the last.
But we smile and walk confident, anxious, and free,
wondering what our future life sees.
Give your hearts freely, and your mi
Her words come to me in her spirit,And they touch deep in my soul.her beauty has touched my heart,Deeper than she'll ever know.
If I could just once,Touch her heart like she has mine.My world would never be sad,Till the end of time.
So to you a beauty,you are a gift to all that see.My worlds can never express,How special you are to me.
Blah Its 2010
so happy 2010 and good riddence to the old shit! I have me a little mental list of improvements i will make in my life... like the chic that i see everytime i get home from offshore, is obviously not interested in me, she likes drama and childish men.
one of the things id like to accomplish is finding a different job, Im becoming complacent with this one and its time for a change. mostly its the scedule, ive been on 28 and 14 for 4 years now..and been single for most of that time, cuz im not a hard core party machine it seems!
I have a few personal issues to improve on and some minor material things I am making goals for, but over all...even tho 2009 seemed pretty bad because in 2008 I had better finances, but in 2009, even though i had less in the bank, it was partially because of getting my goals i had for 2009...besides a few grand in cc debt...
what about you? big changes or small changes?
Looking back to 2008 we were a happy family even though we did have to say goodbye to my great-grandpa, but we had a party for him the way he wanted it. My sister found a guy she was friends with in high school and they fell in love and moved into his house to become a happy little family. Which lead to my mom and I making plans on remodeling the downstairs so her and my dad could move down there, then I could turn the upstairs bedrooms into my own place! But all of that changed and changed fast, with 2009.2009 had to be the worst year ever!Back in January the family went to Cali to say our last goodbyes to my grandma. Even though it was nice getting out of snowy cold Utah to go to the beaches of Arroyo Grande and Grover Beach, but it was so hard to be in my grandma's house without her. Even harder coming back to Utah and flunking out of my French class due to not being able to wrap my mind around anything other then losing my grandma and what I knew was coming in February. Plus
Happy New Years
Happy New Years, Welcome 2010, Good riddance 2009.
Well let me start out by saying Happy New Years To all who read this.
2009 was a so - so year for me. It started off horrible, when some rotten no good theiveing wench stole my money, stole my idenity and did the same to my grandfather ( who lives with me ). she even gotten me fired from my job. I was jobless, penniless and in debt because of her.
Then things started to look up for me, she went to jail and is currently there. I joined Fubar and made some great friends, got a new job and on a July evening I confessed to Brittany that I loved her and had loved her from when we first met about 1 year prior. We have been together ever since. ( Love You Baby )
So as I look forward to the new year and sort of a "new start" I feel I should make some resolutions as do many people. I know I probally wont keep them but here is a short list of things I would like to acheive in the new year. Some may be obtainable, some may tak
i love charlie with all my heart and soul is my best friend. we are getting married soon. he is my everything.i would die without him.he has been there for me when i need him the most.i thought i was going to lose him there for a minute when i lost our baby but he stayed by my side
Links To My Videos.
Some of you have asked for me to post some of my videos.. here they are... they are NSFW!!! Don't get caught! ;)
Thanks To All Who Helped
Well I finally made it to ANGEL. With a lot of help from some great friends.
First and foremost I want to say thank you to my beautiful and loving girlfriend, Brittany Brutality. Without you buying the bombs and auto's I would have never made it as far as I did. And lets not forget all the pimp outs either. I love you my Princess.
Secondly I would like to thank BBQBANDIT. Truely a great friend who has helped me acheive my wings. Thanks for the bombs, bling credits, autos, pimp outs. I will pay you back someday. You bought all these things without asking for much in return only to be bombed and to be a friend. I thank you for that.
Thirdly and in no matter less important, all the folks who rated me on a daily basis ( just too many of you to list, and you know who you are ), those who bombed me when I had my autos running, and even when I didn't. Those who pimped me out when I needed it while bombing. Those of you who bought me drinks, sh*tfacings, blinged me. And lastly those o
Part Two Of Our New Years Eve
After the movie we went to our hometown Applebees and I order the 7 ounce sirloin steak covered with mushroom and garlic sauce. I had a side of the baked potatoe with everything on it also a side of steamed broccolli.
The steak was a little too rare for me so I had them recook it ...
When the dinner was complete I was completely full ... what a meal.
Part One Of Our New Years Eve
We went to a movie. Saw "It's Complicated" with Alec Baldwin and Meryl Streep ... I have never laughed so hard at a romantic comedy in my life. It was really a funny movie. Very situational. The woman a few rows behind us was hysterical.
I highly recommend it to everyone ... I would give it 2 thumbs up.
Thank you my friend,
You who always seems to call
when i am about to fall.
you who hears
when I have fears.
You who makes me sing
My New Years Eve...
So I just got home driving from my friends house. (I didn't kill myself or any small furry animals!)
For those that are interested let me tell you about my night...
Drove to Friends house...did make-up got ready and got picked up.
Went to shops to buy alcohol...drunk it in the car (Classy...inorite?).
REALLY needed to PEE whilst going down the motorway (destination was about 2hrs). So we stopped off at some industrial estate and we went into some woods to do a tinkle (I think I nearly sat on a bush because something prickled my bum). It was awful...I felt so exposed! But desperate times calls for desperate measures.
We eventually got to our destination (Brighton-BEAUTIFUL city) and we entered the house...it was a STUDENT HOUSE! That night I think there were lots of us all squished into one teeny living room.
Anyways...I SUCK at drinking.
I drank a lot of alcopop drinks so was kinda lil bit tipsy and then I had ONE glass of rose...and then they had to put me to bed...LULZ.
New Year Resolutions
k so, it is the morning of 2010 and I have been thinking about how I could possibly make my life better in 2010.
It's not like anyone keeps these Resolutions and they do them thru out the year..Well, I never met anyone who has completed their list anyways.
I usually mentally make a list then totally forget I even had one.
So to remind me I shall make me a list,
1. Spend more time at home focusing on MYSELF and not everyone else.
2. Pay more attention to my wants and needs during 2010
3. Be with my family a little bit more.
4. Maybe stop smoking (yes I said maybe because it is a hard task to accomplish)
5. Stop spending so much time and money on fubar.
Since it's morning I can't think of too much more but, Im sure something else will pop into my head and I will repost it later on when I think of it.
Here's to a great 2010 and high hopes that it doesn't totally suck like 2009
2010 Resolutions ...
My 2010 Resolutions
Well, I will first start out with blackeye'd peas and cornbread, if you're gonns be in the south ... bring it in right. But without the football games, or at least till AL and TX meet ... then I hope to see TX stomp a mudd hole in AL and walk it dry!!!
All of which are reachable, and to be accomplished.
To find a good job
To get back and finish my degree
Taking my debt ratio to 0.00
Getting my son graduated from HS
Getting re-aquainted with my daughters
See, nothing in here about loosing weight, being on a diet, it will be more of changing my eating habits to what I prefer and am more comfortable with.
I do my meditation, now I should start to incorporate yoga with it .... that way I can spend my time with myself .. my way!!
May you find the peace and love you have so ever searched, this is the year in which to find all your love, hopes, and dreams.
New Year 2010
Happy New Year to all !!! I hope the new year brings you everything you have worked so hard for last year! and enjoy this year you may not get to see the poeple you seen last year .tell them you love them we are not promesed tomarrow only today.
Sorry About My Lack Of Giving 11's
But my VIP had expired in December. I'm hoping to renew it sometime in later January 2010! For those of you that don't know, I haven't worked since late June 2008. I'm too disabled to qualify for unemployment, but not disabled enough to qualify (so far) for Social Security Disability. And no one seems to want to even offer me an interview, let alone a job!!
I will continue to rate profiles, new pics and recognize birthdays as I've been doing. And I always try to return all love shown! MUAH!
Thanks for understanding!
For The Ladies...first Blog Of 2010...
So it’s 2010. And here’s the first blog of what promises to be a fun year again here I’m sure. Nothing too extravagant as I’m on 2 hrs of sleep..lol..This is a “feel free to click & take” moment. Mostly for the ladies I’m sure, as I hear non-stop about all of these issues as well. I’m sure some will put it to good use..This picture below…
..and was found on the page of….
Cute_but_Psycho ®@ fubar
Hope you all had an amazing New Year’s. Here’s to 2010.…peace…
The Surprise Chaper 16
The week went by quickly, and Liz and I had grown a lot closer. I still tried to avoid Bella the best I could, but it wasn’t an easy task. I met Liz at her classroom door at lunch and we walked to the cafeteria together. We sat at a table by ourselves. Alice glared over at us, shaking her head. She got up from the table and approached us.
“Do you think it’s a good idea for you guys to parade around together only a week after you broke up with Bella Edward?” she spat.
“She’s not here Alice relax” I said.
As if on cue Bella entered the cafeteria. She looked towards us and her face went redder than I had ever seen it go before. Before we had any time to react Bella had Liz by the throat and flung her to the ground.
“You stupid bitch! This is your entire fault! You did this! I'm going to rip you apart!" Bella screamed and jumped on Liz.
She leaned down and whispered something in her ear with such venom and hate;
Jimmy "the Rev" Sullivan
JIMMY "THE REV" SULLIVAN
Tue, 12/29/2009 - 05:22
It is with great sadness and heavy hearts that we tell you of the passing today of Jimmy “The Rev” Sullivan. Jimmy was not only one of the world's best drummers, but more importantly he was our best friend and brother. Our thoughts and prayers go out to Jimmy's family and we hope that you will respect their privacy during this difficult time.
Jimmy you are forever in our hearts. We love you.
M Shadows, Synyster Gates, Zacky Vengeance and Johnny Christ
Avenged Sevenfold -seize The Day
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time but I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life, replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life? I see
Recent Adversity And Obsessions
BELLECOSO PRIMO DELMANTE ANDELE PIZZA AMERICAN WEREWOLF INVENICE TELEPORT EARMAILE BEGUILING THEYR'E PEERS WITH SAD SONGS FOR LEAH.
Friends And Love
Friends. A simple word isn't it? Its uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk too. Now I know that friends aren't that, They're the people that touches your hearts. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change, they accept you exactly as you are, they look at you and they see a great person, onething they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs,and smiles. Your tied together by love for the other. Friendship is the strangest but greatest thin in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life.
(yes, it's redux, but for a penguin it's retux, no?)
Caught it and screenshot it after all, so I decided to upload it. Thanks and best!
Happy New Year
happy new year fubar its 11am here and i went out with a bang last nite lol
Thomas Edison’s Last Words Were:
‘It’s very beautiful over there.’ I don’t know where there is, but i believe it’s somewhere, and I hope it’s beautiful. I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing…kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles. Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe
You Don't Know Me
JUST BECAUSE YOU SEE ME
AND TALK TO ME EVERYDAY
DOESN'T MEAN YOU KNOW ME
IN EACH AND EVERY WAY
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND MY CHANGES
OR THE THINGS I GO THROUGH
YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT ME
OR THE SECRETS I DON'T TELL YOU
YOU THINK YOU KNOW THIS PERSON
DEEP INSIDE OF ME
BUT YOU'VE ONLY SCRATCHED THE SURFACE
OF MY MYSTERY, YOU SEE
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M REALLY LIKE
OR WHAT I REALLY FEEL INSIDE
YOU DON'T KNOW ME WHEN I'M ANGRY
OR WHEN I WANT TO RUN AND HIDE
I KEEP ALL THESE THINGS HIDDEN
BOTTLED UP INSIDE
SO YOU WON'T KNOW MY FEELINGS
SO THAT I CAN STILL BE FREE
Come Own This Sexy Ass For A Whole Month!!
Come on down fu land!! Come own this sexy ass!!
I am in the New Years Auction and I am up for bid!!
Come check out my offers..I promise not to disappoint!!
Plz make sure to show love to the hostess!!
The link is in the comment section!!
Happy Neew Years
happy new years to all my fubar friends and dont forget to get absolutly fubar--- fucked up beyound all recordnition.
Happy New Year!
2010 has started off for our lovely county's fire department with 17-57 year old people drinking, getting sick, and fighting. Why can't this be a night for people to be happy? Hope ya'll are having a good one, best wishes for the upcoming year! :)
Apartment For Rent (sex Joke)
APARTMENT FOR RENTA prosperous business man propositioned a beautiful girl to spend the night with him. She agreed to do so for $500. When he was ready to leave in the morning, he told her that he didn't have any money with him but that he would have his secretary write a check for it and make it out as "rent for an apartment." On the way to the office, he decided that the whole thing wasn't worth the price he had agreed to pay. So he advised his secretary to send the check for $250 and include the following note: -=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=- Dear madam: Enclosed is my check in the amount of $250 for rent of your apartment. I am not sending the amount I agreed upon, because when I rented the apartment, I was under the impression: 1. That it had never been occupied. 2. That there was plenty of heat. 3. That it was small. Last night, I found that it had been occupied, there wasn't any heat and it was entirely too large. -=-=-=-=
The love of truth" is a highly significant expression. One will never be disposed to accept truth until he possesses a love for the truth. Embracing truth depends almost entirely upon one's attitude toward truth. If one is disinterested in truth, he will never search for truth. Truth is to be discovered. "Seek and ye shall find." Seldom does one "stumble onto" truth. It is imperative that one cultivate a love for truth if he would come to possess truth. If one possesses not the truth, there is only one alternative. Those who possess not truth are possessors of untruth. They are victims of error. Having failed to embrace truth, they necessarily embrace untruth. The man who holds not truth is a prey to lies, and if one's faith rests upon lies, he stands condemned.
Auld Lang Syne
Robert Buns penned the lyrics to this traditional New Year's song so so long ago - auld lang syne, if you will. But there are more lyrics to this pram (nods to Monty Python and the egg nog I'm imbibing). Here's the song lyrics in their entirety:
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,and never brought to mind ?Should auld acquaintance be forgot,and auld lang syne ?
CHORUS: For auld lang syne, my jo, For auld lang syne, We’ll tak a cup o’ kindness yet, For auld lang syne.
And surely ye’ll be your pint-stowp! and surely I’ll be mine! And we’ll tak a cup o’ kindness yet, for auld lang syne.
We twa hae run about the braes, and pu’d the gowans fine; But we’ve wander’d mony a weary foot, sin auld lang syne.
We twa hae paidl’d i' the burn, frae morning sun till dine; But seas between us braid hae roar’d sin auld lang syne.
And there’s a hand, my trusty fiere! and gie's a hand o’ thine! And
So... I'm super fat so my new years resolution should probably be to lose weight...get out of debt....yadda yadda yadda... but I'm going with something different.
I'm not chasing friends down anymore.... I spend so much time alone then do my best to inject myself into other peoples lives... I'm done. Friendship works both ways... and as of late it's been very one sided.....minus a few that are good about keeping tabs...
I am making changes... keep tabs on me and keep in touch...or be a memory... it's your choice now.... I'm done trying to make it happen... either it does or it doesn't.....
What Happened To Tim Last Decade?
just a quick recap about me during the last decade.. than im going to go to bed cause im sick of watching people kiss. in list form in no particular order
Had a girlfriend for a few months.
Had my civic and camry
Worked for a grocery store, biotech company and now im for the state in the courthouse
96% of the time i was single (rough estimate)
Got into the NFL big time
Got cheated on
Said no to sex (trust me easier said than done)
My grandma died this year
Graduated college still need to go back though
Shannon *sister* got married, moved out, moved back in..and now is moved out again
Well thats just a few personal things for me that happened. What about you? have a happy and healthy christmas..umm halloween..shit what holiday is this now...oh yeah
happy new year! where's the fucking jack?
Alternative Energy Solutions With The Use Of Solar And Wind
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"What I have with him is worth it. It's worth every lonely night, it's worth every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel with not having him close. It's worth it because he's my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse"
I'd be lying if I didn't say I'm extremely disappointed Matt wasn't able to be here with me on New Years Eve. I'd be lying if I wasn't eyeing the clock, eyeing the empty bed, and bitter cold outside and secretely listening to every sound in hopes to hear a knock on my door even though I know it's completely impossible. But that quote is so dead on to how I feel. I'd be lying if I said I didn't shed some tears today when I figured out he wouldn't be here. I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt. But I'm not mad. I'm just disappointed I couldnt share this day with him and I have to wait a whole year to do so :P hahaha
You know it's one thing to play a setlist on Auto DJ. How about DJs in lounges that actually TALK on mic? "Welcome to *Lounge name* ect ect"
Also big LOLs on the cam hotties. Staring at some person's face for hours on end makes me bored and annoyed. :P
I was brave enough to show skin on cam, but the lounge wasn't ran properly and failed. Sigh.
I'm still on that elusive search for a good lounge. No rap or country music.
I'm sorry.. i'm a little high! - Towlie
Why was I such a fool,
Falling in love with you.
Shouldve known from the start,
You would only break my heart.
I only have myself to blame,
wishing you could feel the same.
My heart races with your touch,
Why do I love so much.
Thinking of you brings me to tears,
Holding you calms my fears.
Why was I such a fool.
To think your love was true.
Happy New Year To Me!
her: i'm happy her: you should be too me: why her: i met the man i'm going to marry ----------------------
thank god this year is over! maybe Id be dead from drinking too much...if anyone cares
Arousal from being on stage, being in front of a camera or in the public eye.
I put some pics of my new baby up
vicissitude\vih-SIS-ih-tood; -tyood\ , noun;1.Regular change or succession from one thing to another; alternation; mutual succession; interchange.2.Irregular change; revolution; mutation.3.A change in condition or fortune; an instance of mutability in life or nature (especially successive alternation from one condition to another).
Good night, and good luck. - Edward R. Murrow
When I first joined Fubar back in September 2008 I was invited by a friend, who now has since left Fubar for sometime now. When I got on here I thought this site was great becuse it was different, but after a little bit more than a year I noticed some changes and more & more drama unfolding. I started to think this is the reason why I had left a few other sites. Well that doesn't matter now because you will get drama everywhere you go maybe because they have taken a few soap operas off air who knows. what I am really glad about is that I have met a few nice people on here whom I am proud to call my friends ( they know who they are).I sincerely hope that Fubar keeps on refining so that one day it will become like a household name & a place in which people will communicate better.
The things you say they make me wanna run awaybut I'll stay got no where else to go,no one else I know, no where to staySlamming doors , hard truths and a broken toothTelevison contracts and words we contract They're getting us no whereNo idea where I went wrong but I'm sorry This is the day that she went away Crossing my mind all the timeIt never gets easier these words I say I wanna change be what you wantBut I can't so there's no point to trying or crying about spilt milk no idea where it got wrong but I'm sorryShe stands there wanting him to defendthe things strangers say that offend An old man told me to play the bluesno idea where it went wrong but I'm sorry
Happy New Year 2010!!!
another year has come and gonemany things have changed,some friends have come and gonesome have found the love of their lifesome have lost that someone specialthe news hasnt changed since 9/11cops have gotten shot, lives lost becauseit seems like no one really cares anymoreHope the New Year 2010 brings betterthan the past year has. that this new yearpeople can love one another. be kind to one another. show each other that even thoughtimes are hard. that we all still can make itjust as those that have passed before us did.it was hard a 100 years ago.. but we all strive to survive and we always do. so today Give someonea hug or even a smile.. say something nice to one of your fubar friends or make new friends.. show each other that someone does care.Have a great New Year!Peace!!
Bible Reading Plan -- Complete NIV Bible in a YearRead the NIV Bible in a year, reading three chapters daily and five on Sundays.
Waiting On Emmalynn Jo
Well, this past Friday, Matt and I found out that we are expecting our second child! We are one happy couple! Then Sunday, our little miracle child, turned 2! It really is crazy how the time has flown!
Anyways, the due date is estimated to be around Feb. 7, 2010. We will know more once I actually get in to see and OBGYN. On Monday my nurse told me I needed to go to the ER and get checked out because I was having some sharp pains in one side of my lower abdomen. Luckily, the baby is right where it needs to be! So, that is good news! We are really hoping to have a little boy, but we will be happy with whatever we have! We have a boys named picked out and we are standing firm on it. lol. But, when it comes to a little girl, we have no idea what names to use! So, we have some serious thinking to do about that. If you have any ideas, please feel free to pass them our way!
June 19, 2009
Well, here I thought I was going to get lucky and not experience the full effect of morn
December 29, 2009
My heart aches
My heart bleeds
The scare you left have crippled me.
I am forever broken
I am on my knees
I am begging you
Please, please, don’t leave.
I’m broken, forever broken
Watch as my heart continues to bleed
December 30, 2009
My heart aches,
My stomach churns,
I am losing you,
We are losing you.
I am trying so hard,
I don’t know what to do.
I love you!
More than you will ever know.
My heart belongs only to you.
I will do whatever it takes,
I wish you would see,
I wish you would truly see,
I have made changes,
I am the real me.
The me that you fell for a few years ago.
The me you never wanted to live without.
You are my world, a part of me, the love of my life.
I made mistakes,
That I know,
You taught me to forgive and forget,
And if you try just a little,
I feel we might have the slightest chance.
I feel something when you hug me,
And when you randomly kiss me.
You still sleep next to me.
Last night, you kept touching me and talking in your sleep.
I know you want me to let go,
I wish I could because its what you want.
But something keeps me hanging by this shredded thread.
Something won’t let me let you go, not just yet.
Something deep inside of m
As the broken pieces hit the floor
As they shatter like a precious glass
You stand there,
Like you don’t care.
3.5 years together,
A life together
And suddenly you’re ready to let it all go.
What can I do to prove to you that my love is true?
That I will do anything to be with you,
Anything to make you happy?
Anything to keep this family together,
To give our kids a loving, caring, warm home?
I do not want to be without you!
I want my love, my family, my best friend back!
I do my best,
I do as you ask,
Yet blown off and scarred more is what I get!
Not only am I thinking of us,
I am thinking of our kids as well!
Why can you not see that?
I am trying so hard,
I am doing my best!
I changed; I have kept my promises,
I can only do so much,
I can’t do it all!
I have given it my best,
Can’t you try to make this work?
To give it your best?
Give us a chance to give all of us a life of greatness?
Ticker'll Be There Until January 1 Early So...
if anyone sees my ticker message please tell me. No need to capture it, I'll do that if I see it, can't pay you appropriately if you do (unless you'll accept a salute or somesuch); but it's supposedly been on since 6am until 6am tomorrow the 1st and I haven't seen head, tail or antenna (pardon a borrowed and pointless joke) of it. It bugs me, a little.
Ah well. Anyway, next ticker, if there is one, I'm going to have to write so it's more effective.
I'd run but i just cant get away. So I sit waiting for a brighter day. Im fading fast. Still trying to find myself. The only me i know is you. Say something new just give me back. I cant face this world with out you. I know its gone. Just come back give me, me and then I'll let you be . The days are now months. will you let them turn into years? Leave me lost in this dark. Left alone with all my fears. Im broken worse then i ever thought i could be. Your the only way i know how to fix me. Im fading fast. Im wishing for my past. This loneliness is something i just cant grasp. Bring me back to me. Can't let this go. You wont even attempt to know. Everydays another fight. I'd run but i just cant seem to get away.
There is a time every year, that we sit and reflect in the past year. And today, just so happens to finally be that day. I look at this past year, and a lot has changed. Not necessarily bad, not necessarily good. But I wanted to sit here and write down everything that I'm thankful for this year. :) Cuz 1. It's polite 2. I'm bored and 3. So everyone can see everything that I'm thankful for.
#1. My Son - He was the one to make me strong. He's been the brightness of my life. Without him, I would have never gotten out of the abusive relationship that I was in with his father. If it wasn't for him, I'm sure there would have been some really stupid things that I would have (parties, etc.). Since he has been here, I look at him, and I do see his father, but I don't see the bad parts anymore. I look at him, and I see that just because someone is a bad person, they can't create such a beautiful, smart, healthy child. I can't even begin to court how many times, I have laid next to him
Sons Of Anarchy
That show was off the hook have to almost a whole year to watch the 3rd season can't wait!!!!! Never liked a show as much as i liked this one
Well here it is ppl my very first Blog here on Fubar.And its going to be a good one lol . Well as you all know I am still a bit new here so I would like to tell you a lil about me . I am Velvet Thorne, and the name fits me sooooooooo well. I can be just a smooth as Velvet until you rub me the wrong way then watch out cause the Thorne will pierce your side. I don't like getting that way so that is why I ask you all to call me just Velvet. I have the life of any other single mother has. Raise my kids go to school and well try and have a life of my own. Well that is the deal right there the life I want well I will more than likely never have. So I am just going to set back and take everything day by day and see where it goes. So i go now back into my lil hole and and see where and what life brings me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Salutes I Make
Seems like I get a lot of requests for salutes and honestly, I DO NOT have the time to make them for everyone who asks. I'm a very busy person and I know ya'll expect something for free around here but that's not gonna happen. And no, trading "sexy" salutes will not work. I don't need them or get off on them, although I do appreciate any salutes done for me.
So you want to know what you need to do to get a salute from me? Well, here it is:
1 totally PG-rated salute (yes, I will be wearing a shirt, so don't ask for me to be in a bra or something else): 5 credit bling
about 5 sexy salutes, in my bra and topless, but without nipples showing (just check my salutes made for others album): 35 bling credits (may be made up of bling packs and blings)
about 10 topless salutes (you have to be in my family for these - sorry! and that alone requires a 25 credit bling pack): 65 credit bling pack AND 20 credits of bling ;)
You want more? Okay, let's negotiate, but THIS is my starting point.
Damn it, the news said we would not get any more snow ‘til mid January, Here it is, New Years eve, its fucking snowing hard and we expected to get a foot at least. Damn it nature, how can I alert My minions to go down town and blow up people in snow? Random Artistic noticeThis huge black crow just landed on the tree outside My window and it is like maybe ten feet away from the squirrels nest, just would be a great shot if I had a better camera… damn it ... and no it was not eating it, the trees outside My window have several bird nest and one squirrel.. Maybe the only view I will miss when I move.. other than the ducks on the east river… hm.Okay, am bored and didn’t have anything better to do than to blog, well I could be adding more stuff to My deviants art page since I have been putting it off for like a week… Have a deviant arts page? I am AtheosEmanon, Atheos of course being the greek word for Atheist, or basically meaning without god, and of course
Oh the pain oh the humanity...
Why U Hide Your Emotion
You hide your emotion sometimes .You are a moon type of person. You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast, you are not happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to not burden your friends with your problems. You've faced some problems in your life. Your heart has been dealt blows before . You tend to think about things a lot more than other people, and you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about consequences. You are also the type of person that others often come to with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding. Though you sometimes feel lonely, your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed. You usually are logical, and rely a lot on facts and information on decisions. You often keep things to yourself. This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases.
THE SEVEN SELVES IN THE STILLEST hour of the night, as I lay half asleep, my seven selves sat together and thus conversed in whispers: First Self: Here,in this madman, I have dwelt all these years, with naught to do but renew his pain by day and re-create his sorrow by night. I can bear my fate no longer, and now I rebel. Second Self: Yours is a better lot than mine, brother, for it is given me to be this madman's joyus self. I laugh his laughter and sing his happy hours, and with thrice winged feet I dance his brighter thoughts. It is I that would rebel against my weary existence. Third Self: And what of me, the love-ridden self, the flaming brand of wild passion and fantastic desires? It is I the love-sick self who would rebel against this madman. Fourth Self: I, amongst you all, am the most miserable, for naught was given me but odious hatred and destructive loathing. It is I, the tempest self, the one born in the black caves of Hell, who would protest against serving this madman. F
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things that need to be done in 2010
get a fish
take more naughty pictures
pay school off
get laptop fixed
go to nationals.
Learn Chinese In 5 Minutes With Slay
LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES!!! Here ill teach you. Say the words out loud. 1) That's not right -- Sum Ting Wong 2) Are you harboring a fugitive? -- Hu Yu Hai Ding 3) See me ASAP -- Kum Hia Nao 4) Stupid Man -- Dum Fuk 5) Small Horse -- Tai Ni Po Ni 6) Did you go to the Beach? -- Wai Yu So Tan 7) I bumped into a coffee table -- Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni 8) I think you need a face lift -- Chin Tu Fat 9) It's very dark in here -- Wai So Dim 10) I thought you were on a diet -- Wai Yu Mun Ching 11) This is a tow away zone -- No Pah King 12) Our meeting is next week -- Wai Yu Kum Nao 13) Staying out of sight -- Lei Ying Lo 14) He's cleaning his automobile -- Wa Shing Ka 15) Your body odor is offensive -- Yu Stin Ki Pu 16) Great -- Fa Kin Su Pah
You know you are/have been a squaddie (marine) when.... You use target indication to point out hot chicks. You use the term 'chicks' You insist on dancing like a dick, whilst your civvie mates insist on trying to dance 'properly'. Your civvie mates don't understand any of the terminology you use such as 'no dramas', 'squared away', 'take a knee' etc. You can't help saying "Roger", "Say again" and other snappy bits of VP You use acronyms thinking your civvie mates will understand what you are talking about You cringe, and mutter under your breath 'haircut', when you see men with long hair. You walk at a ridiculous pace and are physically incapable of walking at the shopping pace of your girlfriend. You refer to personal organisation as "admin" Your girlfriend is stored in your mobile phone address book as 'Zero Alpha' You use patrol hand signals in a night club if people can't hear you You always use the 24 hour clock.... Nothing soldiers do shocks you any more
Is It The End?
Yes, it is the end of the year. That time when we look back and think…screw that… I am looking forward!
I am NOT looking back to see what I could have done differently, I refuse to mull over old shit and worry about it. I am old enough now to just look ahead!
I have just discovered the delights of PS3- Ashley got it for Christmas and I love watching her play, I may even try to do it myself. The last time I played a ‘video’ game was at the Weavers Inn pub in the early 90s. It was a space invader game and the sound effects made me nervous, so I am not that great at them but am willing to give it a go.
I was watching Ashley create a digital image of herself on the PS3, then she entered this digital city centre and seemed to ‘run’ around meeting strange folk who wanted to either fuck her or swap sex files with her, not much different from real life I suppose. Except that smart city scape looked very clean and didn’t have dog shit or hav
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Break The Line Between Fact And Fiction
Break the line between fact and fictionburn the cross of your own religionand accept your fate in the hands of your new fucking GodThere is no heaven, only hellyou'll live in the place with the burning flesh smelland every night filled with sound of the screaming dead.You cried to me to show you releifI came to you with knife in handYou regret the way you tortured meand your blood remains still in the sandNot a day goes by when i think of younothing close to a memory remainsI found my way to your grave last nightand I smiled as i thought about me ripping out your veinsEvery night I lie awakeHoping to hear, between the wave breaksa scream or a cry letting me know your sufferingor when i walk in the sandmaybe ill see your handreaching up for help as you drown in the darkness
Why Do People Claim Religions They Don't Follow?
I've had one of those days. I saw a post where a person on Yahoo Answers was asking Wiccans for a love spell. It set me off. Someone suggested that it was a troll (idiot posting something inflammatory.) It drives me nuts when I see people claiming a religion they don't follow the rules for. Love spells are black magic. Maybe by some stretch of the imagination are gray magic if they aren't specifically directed at someone. It drives me nuts. I respect Wicca. I couldn't follow the rules. So I'm not a Wiccan. I had one local guy tell me him and his wife are Wiccan. Cool, pagans to hang out with... But, he thought it was the rule of seven and bought money-charm incense. That's gray magic. What did I miss here? And its not just people claiming Wicca. I have seen people claim religions that require compassion and lack of judgment against others, and yet... What is the point of claiming to be a religion if one isn't going to follow it. I asked on Yahoo Answers the other night. Does John 3:16
Me? In A Skirt? Lmao
Which God or Goddess are you?
God of Beautiful Death
Elegant, regal, and beautiful. You accept death for what it is, and unavoidable part of life. You often feel higher than others, more mature or sane, and tend to wear dresses and skirts if your a girl, or collared shirts if you're a boy. You bring those who have died a peaceful death to their resting place.
My New Year's Resolutions
In 2010 I will...
1.) I'll not give my heart away unless I get a heart in return
2.) I'll do my yoga at least 5 days a week
3.) I'll not be afraid to love again
4.) I'll finish the new house and get moved!!!
5.) I'll let go of the past so I can have a future
6.) I'll do at least 4 fund raisers for a cause
7.) I'll remember how hard it is to be a teenager and give my son a break
8.) I'll cry less... and laugh more
9.) I'll remember to tell my family and friends that I love them OFTEN (h)
10.) I'll remember the good things and let go of the bad things.
11.) I'll accept how things are now even if I don't like it and can't change it.
i graduated with these kids i swear this town is completly nuts...this is what their planning to do on saturday.
Events1. Video Games -- A fighter, a racer, and a shooter. Get high scores in all three to win.2. Digital Photography -- We will scour the terrain for awesome photos of certain things. Will be judged by judges.3. Boggle -- Be good at word searches that don't have word banks.4. Bowlings -- Roll a round rock at effigies of our oppressor: The Malformed Ghost of Mr. Peanut.5. Random -- Several events will be written on scraps of paper. We will draw one from a hat.6. Random -- Actually, we will draw two.7. Truth Or Dare -- Different scraps of paper will have commands on them. Follow their instructions or chicken out. If you chicken out three times, you lose.Supplies I Still Need- Nintendo 64 with 4 controllers- Mario Kart 64- Xbox or Xbox 360 with 4 controllers- A Wiimote or a Gamecube controller- The game Boggle- Each of you to bring a digital camera if you have one- Each of
Drug Store Questions
Jacob age 85, and Rebecca age 79 are all excited about their decision to get married. They go for a stroll to discuss the wedding and on the way home they pass a drugstore. Jacob suggests that they go in. He addresses the man behind the counter: "Are you the owner?" The pharmacist answers: "Yes." Jacob: "Do you sell heart medication?" Pharmacist: "Of course we do." Jacob: "How about medicine for circulation?" Pharmacist: "All kinds." Jacob: "Medicine for rheumatism?" Pharmacist: "Definitely." Jacob: "Medicine for memory?" Pharmacist: "Yes, a large variety." Jacob: "What about vitamins andsleeping pills?" Pharmacist: "Absolutely." Jacob: "What about sugar diabetes. We both got bad cases." Pharmacist: "Oh, but of course. You name it with that condition and we have the works." Jacob: "You have loose bladder and gas pills?" Pharmacist: "Yes, there are lots of those with plenty of generics." Jacob: "Perfect! We'd like to register here for our wedding gifts."
Ahhhh...I am screaming in my head today!I don't get the reason why all the sudden you have changed recently.
I feel as if the knife you held to my neck is the same knife you are tearing my still beating heart out with.
You keep telling me you have all these things on your mind about us.But you still keep them to yourself.
As I am running around in my own mind chasing my tail worrying about wtf is going to happen.You walk around with you thumb up you ass.I dont understand the years of you begging me to stay with you and come back to you and all the empty promises you misled me with why you find it so hard to talk me.
Why is it I give in?
Why do I even bother with this when you find yourself more involved with wow and them.
I shouldnt have to compete with them nor should I come second to them.
Sometime I just wish you could sit in my head for a meer day just so you can see and feel what you put me through.You tell me you think that my spirit is weak due to all the pain and heartac
Another Year Over - Last Blog Entry For 2009
It’s come to the end of 2009. Another year is history. It is the time we sit back and take an accounting of how the year has gone. (Yes sounds very critical and serious).
I close the year in a better position then I started the year – emotionally. YAY! Go me!
I must admit the lows of this year felt really low and the heartache very real, but it was worth it all in the end because I feel stronger. I was able to let go of those who really didn’t want me and keep close those who not only wanted me; but also helped me through those dark times.
I have found that there are many types of friends that flit through your life. I have always known that we are meant to meet people for a reason, that there is some lesson to be learned from them or by them.
To My Love :)
It's always been a hard thing for me to tell how I feel. But with you it's something new, comfortable and amazing. I can't tell you the way my heart beat when you first told me you loved me Mindi but I hope on the day that I get to hold you, that you will understand. I haven't been so shy around another person since the day that I realized that I loved you, truely and entirely. Hearing your voice, saying your name, even just thinking about you brings me a level of joy that I never thought I would ever obtaine in this life time. I don't know where we will go as time goes on but I can swear to you even now , dspite how freash and young our love is, that I wouldn't mind dedicating every fiber of my being to you. You bring out parts of me that I honeslty never thought were real, in short Mindi I love you truely and entirely and I know you fel the same.
And Sometimes....We Lie Because The TruthIs Too Hard To Accept
Over the last month, Fubar has changed for me. It has been brought to my attention that no one really knows much about me or where I am coming from. This has led to some drama to my friends and myself, people assuming I am this or that, I am NOT one to write much, especially about myself. Everyone is different and everyone wants to know different things, about a person. TRUST is big with me, I am not just going to open up my life and my family to anyone on here. I am a private guy, quiet, honest and truthful. I won't sit here and fill peoples heads full of crap to get things or ask for it, not my style......that's a different topic all together. I am not shy, actually very open and will talk to most about anything, I am single, and I do admit I am a flirt at times, to me it's the way I compliment, to me it is my way of trying to make someone smile and feel special, I mean no harm......but also I see that most do not take the time to get to know me back.....and most actually go tell 20
New Years Eve
I'm not the happiest person in the world right now given the last couple days, but I suppose that's to be expected with it being December and December and I not getting along so well the last few years....
But my top 3 family are the most amazing, and bestest people on fubar, hands down. Cutterbum is an amazing man with a lot to offer a woman, and a friend. He's always been there for me, always made me laugh and is simply just an overall good person. It's hard to find that these days whether its on fubar or in real life, so anybody looking for somebody real, go see him. He doesn't turn people away. He's not stuck up. He's a damn good person and friend.
I love my boyfriend. He's amazing and a very good man. I'm extremely lucky to have caught the attention of the type of person he is because he's one in a billion. He's one of the most honest, truthful, hardworking, sexy, and genuine people I've ever met in my whole life. He makes me smile and makes my heart melt. I'm very much in love
Out With The Old, In With The New
This year, 2009, has been a test of my patience & my courage. I know that 2010 will not be a bowl of cherries, but since November 2009, I have stepped back into a world that was almost alien to me, after being married for 10 years.
Times have been hard, but I have no regrets. I did what I had to do to secure my sanity and find peace of mind.
In 2010, I plan to take more risks and take less things personally. I plan to be myself and be open and honest with others, even if it means that they won't find me likeable anymore (what good is being liked if you have to be fake in your friendships?).
I am very much looking forward to the year/decade ahead =)
I went to see a Broadway show on Sunday (I saw Finian's Rainbow, which was an excellent musical btw).
As I left the St. James Theatre, I saw on the screen an advertisement for fubar.com . I don't know if it's me, but doesn't the people who run this site realized that the XXX theatres and the porn shops along 42nd street were shut down in the 90's by the Giuliani administration?
I remember seeing a photo of this on Baby J's album, but I always thought that was a photoshopped image, but I was flabbergasted when I saw this.
Now, Times Square is a very family oriented tourist hot spot. Seriously, the only thing you will see in this area of Manhattan are nothing but tourists, New Yorkers to embrace the theatrical culture in the surrounding area, or people just going to work to earn a paycheck.
Here are the list of things that were going through my head as I saw this advertisement on the screen right before an Amazon Kindle ad popped up..
1. How greedy can the people run this
Trip To The Video Store
This is a work of fiction. Any reference to real individuals is just because they are part of my fantasy world. LOL
After a few days of running around New Orleans together, Robin and her hubby invited me to go to a video store with them and her friend Adrienne. When we all met at the entrance, Robin gave me a wink and said, "Are you ready?". I had heard of some of the wildness of N.O., but didn't expect anything like this.Her husband bought some tokens for the video booths and said, "Let's go!", grabbing Robin's hand. Adrienne pushed her chest into my back and whispered, "You are so going to love this."I got back into the room, let my eyes adjust, and realized that there are two long couches facing the video machine. Hubby has already started dropping coins in the slot and I see Robin on her knees in front of him, with his cock out and sucking on it. I turned around and Adrienne had her shirt and bra off. I moved in to suck on her tits while she removed her pants, pushing my head
The turning of a new year just around the corner, for most of us, it makes us reflect over the past year, making promises to ourselves to change this, that or the other, setting inside goals, hoping to make achievements in our lives, little stepping stones of reward along our twisting little lives. The new year begins in a snow storm of white vows. Of course it is also the time for being sentimental, showing gratitude for the positives, shedding tears for the negatives, lingering moments of wishing we'd done something differently, maybe lowering our heads as we momentarily regret an action and feeling that twang within our hearts for those that are absent in one way or another. New Year's eve is like every other night really, there is no pause in the march of the universe, no breathless moment of silence among created things that the passage of another twelve months may be noted and yet nobody has quite the same thoughts this evening that come with the coming of darkness on other night
1. Do you think you can get through it without answering "I don't know"? Yes
2. Are you involved with anyone? yes we are in a casual relationship but we are very much involved
3. Where do you wish you were right now? back in bed with Her and not waiting on breakfast
4. What should you be doing right now? whatever She asks me to, which is make breakfast right now
5. Does sex mean love? no sex means attempting to achieve orgasm with another persons vaginal or anal assistance
6. What do you believe is a true saying about life? good things come to those who destroy everything they consider negative
7 Are you a bad influence? on some people who are easily influenced.
8. Who has had the most influence on you (good)? good Katherin...bad Raven
9 night out or night in? night out endin in being in someone
10. Single forever with a great family or no family and your soul mate? i have everything i require right now
11. What is your favorite game? its not something id discuss he
Libra 2010 Romantic
Year 2010 Romantic
First of all, when it comes to anything scary you might have heard about Saturn being in your sign this year -- don't believe the hype! Yes, there will be a new sense of seriousness about things, but nothing you can't handle. And one of the nice things about this new seriousness is that it may well bring some serious romance into your life!
If you are currently in a committed relationship, June through August will find you involved in a new depth of communication with your partner. Knowing what you both want and finding ways to get there together will be of new importance to both of you. If you find yourself looking for love, much of the year will bring newfound attention. Mars in your House of Love Received will bring surprising attention from both new players and those who may have not expressed an interest before. If you are seeking a mate, this is good news. If you already have one, this could be good news or it could just be awkward.
Neptune will continue to
Libra 2010 Overview
Year 2010 Overview
The symbol for Libra is Balance. In the next year, you'll find yourself doing even more balancing than usual; you're going to be pressed to decide if your internal sense of happiness should be the focus of life more than the outward signs of success. This may have been weighing heavily on your mind for the last several months, as far as work and the state of your love life. What you are likely to be weighing this year is a little more intangible (and a little more important) than those things. Specifically, in 2010 you'll find yourself weighing out the cost of the connections you've formed for yourself versus their actual value to you.
There's going to be a lot of pressure on you from within and without as to who you really are at heart and who you really are to those closest to you. This will be both in your personal life and at work. The natural Libra impulse is often to make peace with these kind of pressures, or negotiate your way around them. Your best bet in
Happy New Years
i just started downloading pics.In 2010 ill have alot more for all tyou fubar ladies.
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For The Loser That I Miss Sometimes After Dreams I Have That Are So Real Lmao
I WISH THAT YOU LUVED ME I WISH THAT YOU CARED I'D BE SO HAPPY THAT I WOULD BE HEARD. WE NEED YOU, YOU KNOW MYSELF AND MY SON I ALWAYS KNEW THAT YOU WERE THE ONE! YOU GAVE TO ME WHAT NO ONE ELSE COULD A BEAUTIFUL BOY WHO CHANGED MY WHOLE WORLD! WITH YOU IN AND OUT MADE THINGS VERY HARD OHHH FUCK IT YOU'LL NEVER KNOW YOU DONT CARE ENOUGH TO EVEN SHOW A OUNCE OF LOVE OR EVEN A INCH SO FUCK YOU NOW YOU FUCKING BITCH GO TO HELL AND DIE THERE YOU CUNT YOU ARE NOTHING BUT A FUCKING RUNT THE BLACK SHEEP OF YOUR FAMILY THE ONE WHO WILL NEVER BE NOTHING OF IMPORTANCE OR REAL IN THIS LIFE! YOU WERE TO ME BUT NOW I'D CUT YOUR HEART OUT WITH A KNIFE FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU DIE DIE DIE YOU MAKE ME SICK FOR ALLL OF YOUR LIES RAWWWWR IF YOU ONLY KNEW IF YOU WERE BEFORE ME I'D FUCKING HURT YOU SO, I KNOW I SOUND CRAZY BUT ITS BEEN OVER A YEAR YOU JUST IGNORED ME AS IF I WASNT HERE! SO KISS MY ASS MY BIG FAT ASS YOU LOSER!!! YOU'LL NEVER HAVE NOTHING WITH ALL THAT CHILD SUPPORT YOU LOW CLASS WHITE
Kiss Me ..taunt Me .. Tease Me
Kiss my lips.. Whisper in my ear.. tell me how much you want me.. make me quiver under your touch.. I feel you tug at my clothing as you undress me, only to kiss my heated skin once again with those lips of yours. Making me moan as i feel your fingertips seductively caress my body, only to lean in and nibble, making me rock back and forth as i feel your hands on me.
I beg of you to take me , yet you still say no. You tease me, taunt me, to the point of no return. I want to be your lover, Your everything, yet you still taunt me in ways i've never known. I reach for you and as i do, i feel a cold steel clasp around my wrists. I hear your voice... i feel your body against mine. Rawness like i've never felt before almost to the point of climaxing in your arms, but you hold me as my hands are cuffed above my head , you have me pinned against a wall.
Placing my hands on a hook, i watch you smile , a smile i've gotten to know very well, but this time it had a bit of wickedness set in to
What Up Fuckers?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
What up FUCKERS, im BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yea i have been gone for awhile but im back you fuckers.
I added some new pix as well so o check em an hit me up!!!!!!!!!!!
Letting Go.. This Is What I Live By
LETTING GO ....of your loved one can be the hardest thing you've ever done!!!LETTING GO is not to stop caring--it means I can't do it for someone else.LETTING GO is not to cut myself off--it's the realization that I can't control another.LETTING GO is not to be protective--it's to permit another to face reality.LETTING GO is to admit powerlessness--which means the outcome is not in my hands.LETTING GO is not to fix--but to be supportive; it's not to judge-but to allow another to be a human being.LETTING GO is not to be in the middle, arranging the outcome--but to allow others to effect their own destinies.LETTING GO is not to deny--but to accept.LETTING GO is not to try to change or blame another--it's to make the most of myself.LETTING GO is to fear less and live more.
Fake Ass People
Okay people with fake pics as their profile piss me off. No one is 100% happy with what they see in the mirror but we put ourselves out there just the same. And everyone rates you a 10 regardless so get over yourself.When you steal someone's identity or just put some models pic up and claims it as your own you look stupid.If you dont have a salute but you have 10 million pics dated 5 years ago you are either not that person and its obvious to everyone your a liar. or you gained a bunch of weight and are still not that person and its obvious to everyone your a liar. I know one such girl and i wont name names Skylar and its pathetic. Yeah i called you out. Hey i might not be perfect but at least I'm real.No one is perfect and no one who is worth a damn cares. I pride myself on not being a shallow person but Liars and Thieves piss me off. If your not comfortable enough in your own skin then i dont want to know you. You spend too much time hating yourself if you got your head out of your
Happy New Year
Genuinely wish all you guys the best for the New Year. Party safe tonight, and go into 2010 with a song in your heart and a spring in your step and all that shit. Be lucky.
New Animal Cops
I bought my cats cat nip. 1 eats it, 1 rolls in it. Several lala moments later, the eater tried to get to the cat nip that the roller was still rolling in - claws were unsheathed - the first time ever! I was about to call the children to show them, once again, the dangers of narcotics (cat nip is such to cats). But I got side tracked by the thought of a new spin for Animal Cops. All turned out well. For some reason Garfield came to mind (he is a cat), which made me think of Weird Al and his video FAT. I am pretty sure it was because after watching the cats acting weird I wondered if they might have the munchies, and I did make lasagna for dinner...
New Years Eve
So, on New Years Eve or tonight for that matter since it is so early in the AM I will be hanging out in the Den of Iniquity lounge where my good friend MFKN Seabreeze will be on cam in her sexy attire and possibly getting nakey. She says that she will also be fublinging people who are in the lounge when it hits Midnight MST time. (For those in other time zones it's 1am CST, and 2am EST.) I am sending her a little love and advertisement here today!!! :D
EDIT:: Change of plans on my part. Everyone should still stop by the Den of Iniquity tonight around midnight PST even if I am not there. If you give me credit I might get fublinged as well! I will try to be home in time for the party in the lounge, but my plans have been changed and I am needed to watch the bf's little brothers for an indefinant amount of time. Have a great New Year if I do not get on to tell everyone!
Take your words and swallow them whole, watch them fade, like your cold and bitter soul. You jump from person to person as if it's ok. One day I hope you receive the pain youve given away. Don't point a finger on how much I could be, you're the one who never even respected me. My wishes were to love and be loved, a wish we all have, But you took my confidence and cut it in half. You're hypocritical and pathetic with your blame and your "pitty me" ways. Well you've done more damage than repair, and pretended your way through the days. People think you're so generous and sweet, I've seen the other side, and I beg to disagree. You don't know what love is, nor I doubt you ever will, you run away from your problems, and hide so you can heal. Don't tell me about after friendship because your direct insults cut too deep. You make it hard for me to think clearly, you make it hard to sleep. I hope you feel so special, to be written about by me, This just shows how much you've made a mess of me
I suppose deep inside all new things are terrifying in their own wayLike a child released from the only room he's known to see the dayEverything shifts a little as what was once your world expands beyondThe limits you thought existed, and perhaps of such had become somewhat fondI guess I could have never been lost in your eyes and melted withinI suppose to some the safety of the known overwhelms the need to beginI gaze out across a plateau with something akin to the truest free breathAll I am seems cleansed as I watch the sun in your eyes die the tiniest deathA little paler it seems once the walls no longer surround your faceAnd my world seems all at once to have changed utterly, nothing's out of placeAnd though I can't quite place a finger on the pulse of the rhythms that moveI know on a level I barely comprehend that all that once was has improvedSuppose the world was the dream and the dreams were the lightAnd the things we fear the most were only what we hold insideWould acknowledgi
My Fuck You List
ATTENTION FUCK YOU IF I ADDED YOU AND YOU NEVER SBOX ME RATE MY PAGE OR ANYTHING OF MINES. THERE FORE I'AM GOING THRU MY LIST OF SO CALL FRIENDS AND FANS AND GETIN RID OF THE BULLSHITTER AND LAME ASSES. I GOT A LIST OF YOU MOFO I START TO CALL YA OUT BUT I WON'T SO IF YA ASS AINT ON MY SHIT AFTER TODAY OR TONITE KISSS MY ASS
Mustard Man Lyrics Artist(band):cky (camp Kill Yourself)
Mustard uhh behold Hahahaha A story that I rather not have told Of a mustard mayhem! I’m riding and I'm running in my sleep From mustard man He chases me ‘til the last sunrise And fucks me in his mom’s mini van Mustard man whoa, whoa bow down I must serve you I am on the ground Bowing to your mustard shit Lick your ass at the end of it I will march for you mustard man; ill stay true Wu, Wu when I shit, when I try to run away, mustard man whipped me with his mustard chain, And his mustard seeds pissed in my face And I bleed; Mustard… disease! You think it's hot, but try on theese jeans made of whicker, And they've got horse fleas, Mustard in my dreams. Whoa! Mustard god I’m on my knees bowing for you it’s hot I feel pleasure, won't you please serve me twice tonight I need Wu, Wu Mustard seeds like I set up in my head Jam them with some sugarcane, pleasured so good and I feel the pain Wu Wu mustard makes me cry, I hate it. Suicide I'd rather
Every time I think about you,I'm reminded of the reasonswhy I love you from the depthof my heart and soul.And I wonder what I'ddo without you,without your healing smile,your words of faith,the caring and sensitive wayyou word touches me,and lifts me,just when I need it most.Without you,what would I have?What would I be?I can't imagine existing ina world where someone doesn'tlove me the way you do.You're the only one who everunderstood me and accepted mefor who I am.And I think you're nothing shortof amazing.Your love always has beenand always will be,life's greatest gift to me!
Freaking Bomb Etiquette!!
1) Read status of bomber for christ sake!!!! Leaving status comments, gifts, and rates dont help if they want ya in the sb!!!
2) Make sure if bomber asks for links that they work!!!!!!
3) Do not link your profile...link a bomb folder!!!!
4) Do not hit my sb more than once during a single bomb!!!!
5) If I ask for autos only in sb....it means im trying to level....ALL I WANT IS AUTOS IN THERE!!!!
6) Sometimes I will repay bombs...sometimes I wont. If you have autos on...I will most likely bomb you!! I dont ask for bombs when i dont have autos on...please dont ask me for a repay of bombing without autos on. odds are when you bombed me, I had autos on!!!!
7) Damn, dont try to hold a conversation with me while I'm bombing....its a pain in the ass!!!!
8) If I'm running autos and I hit your sb to get bombed and u ignore repeatedly(I understand peeps cant get everyone)...dont come into mine asking to get bombed!
9) Dont post several links in my sb for your friends as well...I under
Poem Called Pain
Pain is something we feel inside. Pain is something we try to hide.What a fool I must have been to love and trust you over again. You'll never love me, you'll never care. You have shattered my dreams everywhere. Why must I feel this deep down pain? What does it give me? I have no gain. Who is the real you?What's your true name? Why are you playing me as if I were a game?I have feelings like you do. Our only real difference is, MY feelings are true. Written by Destinee at the age of 14.
Fucked Up Ppl
ok tell me wut yall think... ok say this guy asks u out and all of a sudden stops talkin 2 u and says ur like nothing 2 him and then u later find out that he got engaged 2 another girl while he was wit u ...while all them nites he told u he luved u and everything.... i dont understand how guys can stoop so low as 2 hurt sum1 they supposedly luv...i just wish i can stop gettin hurt all the time bc every guy i been wit hurt me in sum way 2 make me leave ... i dont no wut i did 2 them but now im done wit men..
True Love Is The Soul's Recognition Of Its Counterpoint In Another...
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner
My New Year's Wish For Ya'lls!!
My Wish for You in 2010: May peace break into your home and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet for $100 notes. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had, forget your home address! In simple words ............
A Huge "thank You" To Everyone!
Some of you may have noticed I am not around much the last few months. So I am writing this to explain it once, instead of over and over to those that are asking.
To be honest, I am a bit bored with fu. Don't get me wrong, I love fu. But I am not into it like I use to be. I have been here since it was LostCherry.com. When there were no VIPs - no Bling - no Happy Hours. You could only rate a profile once in a lifetime. We did contests for Big Pimping gifts! LOL Yes, things have changed. And for the most part, I have to say for the better.
I have made some great friends on here. Too many to mention. From people who I met my first week on here, to recently made friends. From admin to bouncers to your average fu. Amazing people! And I would like to thank you guys for making fu so much fun for me.
Some of you like me, some of you hate me. LOL That is just the way it goes. But VERY few of you actually know me. Thank you to the ones that have taken the time to look past what people
I want to share more then a physical embraceas I know that there is more that the beauty of a body or face Together beyond the realm of a heavenly abode I want to grow into a bright star from out of the cold From the moment we would meet and touch each step would feel like it was meant for us to clutch For us to endure with the fullness of our hearts desires of joy we embark without the enthusiasm of child opening a new toy There won't be a day that I would ever turn my back on you not a single deflection from your radiance shall be unloved in view In a crowded sky of clouds I see illustrations of our life one which will entail all of my energy and enduring whatever strife This life is ours to color with each of our passions array and we can deliver nothing but a pure genuine sway Swinging on a high where we never can come down your smile and eternal inner beauty will always keep away a frown
7 Babes Ski To The South Pole
This what I call tough. Seven babes from different countries skied 562 miles to the south pole. It took them 38 days. They averaged 15 miles a day with each of them hauling a 176 pound sled of provisions. They did to mark the 60th anniversary of the founding of New Zealand. One of the babes got frostbite so she didn’t make it. My hats off to these honeys. Next time I need a body guard detail you babes are hired! Check it out: http://www.foxnews.com/scitech/2009/12/30/women-reach-south-pole-mile-ski-trek/?test=latestnews
Take your iPhone next time you travel to the South Pole and listen to BlastFM to keep in touch with the world. www.liver365.com/stations/blastcasterfm
"Blue Moon"December 31, 2009..the blue moon 1. The third full moon in a three-month calendrical season that has four full moons. 2. The second of two full moons occurring in the same month. Our next Blue Moon will occur Aug. 2012
presage\PRES-ij; pri-SEYJ\ , noun; 1.An indication or warning of a future event; an omen. 2.A feeling or intuition of what the future holds. 3.Prophetic significance. 4.[Archaic] A prediction; a prognostication.transitive verb: 1.To indicate or warn of beforehand; to foreshadow. 2.To have a presentiment of. 3.To predict; to foretell.intransitive verb: 1.To make or utter a prediction.