Earlier this month, my world changed. My beloved Aunt Annie passed away. She was my mom's "baby" sister. Annie came to me in spirit that day and told me something had ruptured and she passed out, and she died. It was later found from an autopsy that she had an eptopic pregnancy and bled internally to her death. Her fallopian tube had ruptured. Her death is not what changed my world. The way she died did. Her husband and she were unable to afford insurance. However, Minnesota Care provides free health insurance. She had it, but her husband's inability to help her fill out the paperwork every six months brought forth the day of her death. Now, my Aunt Annie was born with brain damage. Nobody knows how it was caused, but she always had difficulties showing basic emotions and learning. She was a smart woman in her own ways. I connected with her because she was a fellow lover of animals and like me, had an amazing ability to communicate with them like nobody could. She was able to tame ferrel cats and strays like I am able to. Something about that Native American magic perhaps? Basically, she was unable to rely completely on herself. Three days before she died, she was bleeding all over her bedsheets. Her husband, a paramedic at that, changed her bedsheets every hour for three days straight. Now with his knowledge, you'd suspect he'd be bright enough to take my aunt to the hospital and save her life, right? However, his religious beliefs were not supportive of that. He is so pro life, my aunt told me in spirit, that he let her die when she asked him to bring her to the hospital. He could not bear the thought of them aborting his unborn child to save his wife's life. That in turn, leaves him raising their daughter who is not even one years old. I'm absolutely disgusted by what I know intuitively. I have no way of proving it, but I can tell you I'm not the only one who knows injustice lingers in this matter. I have been trying desperately to forgive him for the sake of my cousin. She will be one come March. If anyone has some good sound advice on how to forgive considering the circumstances, please leave it in my comments. :) I need guidance here as much as can be given. Thank you for reading this.....
