Hi all
iam kinda back off and on just been alot of stuff going on in my life that I need to take care of and been Busy with that.
I have to go to Viewing tonight and it scares me to death. It happened over 5 years ago and it still gets to me even today.
A friend of mine Dad died last week while he was working and I have to go because I said I would but even though of death brings Flash backs to the time I almost died not once but twice. People say let it go your still alive live your life. I say easier said than done, Death does not scare me or anything like that but it does hurt to see people I know greev over someone and think that could have been me lying there. I will suck it up and go for my friend but its going to be hard for me and It all may come back it may not who knows wish me luck!
For all that know me real well they know what iam talking about but for those who dont look in my death folder and then you will find out
Love to all
DJ BARTAB
