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Some People
We had a record blizzard. 3 feet of snow. I love hiking 1/4 mile through hip deep snow with 50 pounds of gear because some dumbass decided to a) boil beer in the middle of a blizzard, and b) dump the water outside, thus resulting in him slipping and spilling it on him. Then his wife decided to a) try and drive the SUV through 3 feet of snow, and b) got it stuck. So I got to treat a patient in an SUV while waiting for a plow truck so we could get him to a burn center. *Sigh* some people... 72 hours, 74 unit responses, one tired fireman.

Slavegirl Nora
hello, i want to show you a slavegirl that offered me a lot of pleasure and amusement. a really nice and perverted cuban/spanish slavegirl Slavegirl Nora a very interesting and horny slavegirl. and after a proper treatment her cunt was also a nice and clean viewable part. some stinging pain to her ass cheeks and a proper training made a perfect slavegirl out of this hot female. tomorrow i will update the blog with a new entry... then my new amusement subject can be seen here. a very cute young female that knows her place as slavegirl in this world and that does her best to serve properly and to amuse her sir up to his likes and interests.

Autobiograghy
This is the story of a girlOne who was on top of the worldGoing places, she was gonna run this townOne fated piece broght her dreams downJust her and her momthings were so happythen time moved onMommy married DaddyRight about then Things started going badlyWhen mama was gonewhen mama was awayDaddy came to her room aloneDaddy wanted to playno matter what she saidher daddy wouldn't stopthreatening more pain if she ever did tellHer home and sanctuarybecame her private hellFour years laterShe had the strength to speak upShe was tired of being the victimShe had had enoughHe was out of her lifeout of her life for goodShe tried to move onBut never really couldnot trusting anyoneExpecting more painHer hearts breaking again and againFrom one guy to anotherTrying to find a fit that's rightPutting her heart out thereFinding she'd been played out of spiteEach day retreating into herselfmore and moreEach new rejectionrocking her coreThoughts screaming in her headMaybe she's better off deadWho could

My Heart
why is it that no matter what a person does they can never get ahead. they could b thsweetest kindest person... putting EVERY! ahead of themselves and they STILL get SHIT on....I hater my fuckin life...I found the man that fullfills all my dreams of the man i wanna grow old with and then he just up and starts neglecting me neglecting our relationship. he lets his friend have free raign over his web pages and make me feel like im shit and not worthy of the 1 man that i truelly love....I GUESS thats how shitty my life is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

American Capitalism Gone With A Whimper
American Capitalism Gone With A Whimper It must be said, that like the breaking of a great dam, the American descent into Marxism is happening with breath taking speed, against the back drop of a passive, hapless sheeple, excuse me dear reader, I meant people. True, the situation has been well prepared on and off for the past century, especially the past twenty years. The initial testing grounds was conducted upon our Holy Russia and a bloody test it was. But we Russians would not just roll over and give up our freedoms and our souls, no matter how much money Wall Street poured into the fists of the Marxists. Those lessons were taken and used to properly prepare the American populace for the surrender of their freedoms and souls, to the whims of their elites and betters. First, the population was dumbed down through a politicized and substandard education system based on pop culture, rather then the classics... Americans know more about their favorite TV dra

About Jesse
LET'S SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE WILL "ATTEND" JESSIE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY IN THEIR HEARTS & ON THEIR COMPUTERS. . We want to let the world know about Jessie. My Canadian daughter JESSIE FOSTER is an international endangered missing person and a human trafficking victim. There have been thoughts that perhaps Jessie was the victim of the truck driver / highway / serial killer scenarios that the FBI is working on, but there is one huge point that was overlooked when this was discussed: "If Jessie was kidnapped and murdered by a truck driver, where did her belongings go? Jessie had all her things packed because she was planning on coming home to Canada when she mysteriously vanished - all of her belongingswent missing with Jessie,except her hairdryer and makeup, which was left in the bathroom of her home. Did the truck driver go to Jessie's house in North Las Vegas and take her things (not likely)? Or did the actual person who kidnapped her (possibly her 'fiancé') Peter Todd, who she was living with

Interesting Slavegirls Next Sequel
still some things to get shown here... this for example is a slavegirl i met... and it was a pleasure. not that thin but she had known her place. sucks properly nice round ass and at times a true painslut. this slavegirl from the us was new to the theme, but she had a big interest to serve and to please you could say... a perfect female ;) that should be enough stuff for today... soon you will find new updated here...

People
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for thatperson.. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a needyou have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you withguidance and support, To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to anend. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desirefulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn hascome to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experien

The Formula
I'm spittin' formulas fatal and unstableMy rhymes are like a body laying on the morgue tableAnd now it's time to pay hommage to my influenceYou speak death motherfucker cause I speak it fluentFrom Deicide down to Morbid AngelIma Cannibal Corpse that'll leave you stripped raped and strangledMy rhymes cephalic and you know they cause carnageCause Spice One said a killa is heartlessI show no mercy like my name was SlayerCause hell awaits when its raining blood and so I'll see you thereI'm Two Live like my name was LukeAnd there's a dark funeral everytime I'm spittin' in the boothI sing anthems to the Welkin at duskThus spake the nightspirit through the infinity of thoughts this scum fuckIs soon coming to your areaSo watch out cause you know I spit brujeriaThey call me blasphemer, gate keeperSpittin' formulas fatal to your fleshBlasphemer, hate bringerFor the wicked there is no rest, yesThey call me blasphemer, gate keeperSpittin' formulas fatal to your fleshBlasphemer, hate bringerFor the

Interesting Slavegirls Sequel
and again... some nice slavegirls this for example was a true painslut it was very interesting to be in contact with her and as you see... she liked pain a lot... even harder. this nice mature girl was more sort of a pleasure slavegirl. she was a really enjoyment!! per behaviour was perfect and i can't say anthing bad about her! just amazing!! this slavegirl here was more sort of a humiliation lover. she enjoyed it and it was a n

Interesting Slavegirls
here you can see some of the females i have been in contact with. i am happy that i got known them and it was allways a great pleasure to be in contact with them. there was this young female from belgium: a girl that knows her place a nice ass and sweet little tits. this was a slavegirl from the us... also a girl that saw her goal in pleasing her master isn't that a nice ass? yes it is!! good tits... and a nice body! this was also a girl from the us... not that thin, but super sexy!! i think she is hot, i like her appearance.

Portrait Of The Devil
My body is the canvas, your brush it is the weaponYou paint me Hellbound while you paint yourself in HeavenI am the veil that is lifted from the ignorantI give knowledge, I teach Disciples disciplineYou preach intolerance and bigotry through the subconsciousAnd your political religious system makes me vomitFuck America for trying to put me on a crossMy name ain't Jesus and no my soul is not lostYou think that it is about all the shit I talk aboutBut I'm a catalyst for any kid that has a doubtAbout the system or religious institutionsCause for some of these kids my music brings a positive solutionBut you, you fill their heads with this nonsenseThe world is fucked up and you ain't helping progressSo next time you point the finger at mePoint it first to the news broadcast on tvI will see no evil because that's all I seeAnd I will hear no evil because that's all I speakYour God is dead so you crucify meI'm the Devil, the Devil, you paint a portrait of the DevilI will see no evil because th

Thorns
Once upon a time In a small chateauThere lived a noble ManAs He dined one dayA rose bud in the garden caught His eyeHe never saw the thorn sprouting beneath her "What a beautiful delicate thing""I shall nourish this exquisite object", He thoughtAnd when she was thirstyThe Man gave her waterThe thorn drank the excess The bud became aesthetically pleasingInstant gratificationAll of the Mans expectations metExactly as He envisioned herIn the shadow of the rose the thorn grew The Man showed her to everyoneThe rose was displayedJust Like the story of OEnjoyed by all who visitedThe thorn was never noticed The Man spent many hoursInhaling her fragranceCaressing her soft petalsProtecting her from the windThe thorn stood erect and watched One day the Man was called awayOn a business or political matterHe was not thereWhen the wind blewAnd the rose hungered for more When He returnedHe saw to his horrorHis rose was goneAll that was left was one petalImpaled by the thorn He went insid

New Blog
hello... the old blog has gone. so it is the best to start over again. at first i will introduce some older material that could still be seen here. i am sure it is interesting for the most people. when you don't like it... just don't watch. the blog is marked as nsfw. i would like to show you what a former slavegirl from me wrote about her training. Ex-Slavegirl S I will never forget the day "Misterak" known to me now as Sir... my Master, my Owner came into my life. He changed my life for the greater. I had always fantasized about being a slavegirl, being owned. However I had never been in touch or talked with a dom that had an effect on me to completely surrender myself to him. Until Sir sent me an email simply asking me if I make a good slavegirl. I was fascinated by him form the start. His authority is ever present when he is near. Sir is not onlydom but he is charming, witty and extremely intelligent and well educated. Beeing in his presence is a

Confessions Of A Anti-point/level Hippie...the Blog
Once upon a time there was a fubarian who didnt give a crap about points or levels and heres the story of why. Many many moons ago i joined up to fubar after a friend on another website called TRIBE invited me. Being a fan of social networking sites i joined up and thought it was alot different then the rest with a much different tone and focus. I had never encountered such a site before that seemed faster paced then say myspace and points and levels were involved. I confess the breathe of fresh air of change made me get caught up in it. I made it my business to level up FAST. I posted lots of pics and rated other peoples albums and such and yes even bought a VIP membership so i could post MORE pics AND i bought the thingy where your blast runs for a month...did that several times. Quickly i ranked up higher and higher....i didnt look at the whole rank thing as me being more important or better then anyone lower,it was the CHALLENGE that sucked me in and made me ambitious...like someo

Cornerstone
Welcome to my unholy executionLife is just a lie so death becomes the one solutionI am the cyst that grows upon the lambGod damn the blaspheme is too much for a mortal manI am me, without me, he's unknownMay the darkness gives light to illuminate the throneI bestow the path and that path is homeWhile the rest sit alone I stand up on my ownTriple seven, I'll never make it to HeavenInstead I, spit venom to the Holiest of reverendsAnd I sever the veins as a tie to GodAnd I drink forth from Sodom like my name was Marque de SaudI have not come to bring the world to peaceI have come to lead the children to the beastI have come to feast upon the whore that is called BabylonWith my phallic swordI am the Prophet, the beast, the number triple sevenI have ascended, beyond the God that reigns in HeavenI have come to know there is no law beyond my willIn this message, the cornerstone is now rebuiltEverything is built into a structureIn the shape of a dick that is ready to fuck yaSodomy is a part of

Weight Loss
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Let The Hate Reign
Fuck it all for everything that it's worthEvery single fucking inch of planet earthFuck me, fuck youFuck the system and fuck the truthFuck lies and every single fucking bitchFuck life we're living just to meet our deathsThere's a war in my head I'm your enemyIf God is love then I live for the blasphemyEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignFuck the underground fuck the mainstreamFuck America and fuck the American dreamFuck politics fuck democracyFuck religion and fuck it's hypocrisyFuck the pope and fuck our new presidentUp with dope to a new measurementThere's a war in my head I'm your enemySo fuck everything that is to beEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reignEverybody diesEverybody diesEverybody dies so let the hate reign

Eyes Wide Shut
This is the work of an occultist mastermindBeyond the Devil I come with the sateric signsWith all the rest they remain so blindBecause their eyes are wide shutBecause their eyes are wide shut, yeahThis is the work of an occultist mastermindBeyond the Devil I come with the sateric signsWith all the rest they remain so blindBecause their eyes are wide shutBecause their eyes are wide shut, yeahI'm a brutal and cynical, critical individualThe corruptor of faith because I spit on your miraclesThis is lyrical ritual for the weak and despicableFuck around with the doctrines and your death will be habitualSicktanick is a ten letter word you heardThat brings death because death is what you all deserveThis is my hymn to the dark oneThis is my hymn to the mossberg 12 gauge shotgunThe call me sick cause lyrically, I'm ebolaA real occultist all the rest are just toy soldiersI was the first to do this shitAnd now I feel like a father with a bunch of bastard kidsI'm not talking bout the wicked shitBu

People Try To Put Us Down...
I love The Who. If I was forced at gunpoint to put my favorite bands of all time into some sort of numerical list they would be in the top 10. Possibly top 5. Some of their songs hit me in such a personal way it's difficult to talk about it. I discovered them when everyone should discover them...while I was in high school. Their songs are timeless and will appeal to disillusioned and disenfranchised youth forever. Even as they got into their 30's and 40's and were still writing songs, they were writing them to the same lost teenagers that they always wrote...speaking to them...speaking to the ones that no one really listens to. Kindred. The Real Me is a song I just want to scream at the top of my lungs whenever I hear it. Behind Blue Eyes speaks to the darkness and loneliness inside me. See Me, feel me, touch me, heal me. I love them and their music. I saw them perform at the Super Bowl last night. It made me kind of sad. Not the performance. Despite their age they can s

Babylon's Embrace
I believe in one secret and eneffible LordAnd in one room where all men are bornAnd in one air the nourisher of all that breathesAnd holds the key to the secrets of the high degreeThe serpent and the lion the candles burn brightAs we recite the words to this sacred riteLet the water bare the virtue of the great seaAs meat and drink are transmuted in us dailyIn the company of stars I sitFor the fire is creation and creation is the start of itRessurection through death the eternal cycleThree Aeons, the real story of the Holy BibleSo mode it be to the prophet so secretThis is a puzzle rearranged into many piecesWe're nothing more than compiled particles of dustSo let the Father be present among usBehold the great work of the mysteriesI am a part of them they are a part of meChaos, Babylon's embraceRessurrected in the image of the alchemy of BaphometBehold the great work of the mysteriesI am a part of them they are a part of meChaos, Babylon's embraceRessurrected in the image of the alchem

Force Of Destruction
By the father (You'd)By the mother (Hey)By the prince (Vav)By the princess (Hey)By the father (You'd)By the mother (Hey)By the prince (Vav)By the princess (Hey)Belasti ompedaBehold the mighty voice of my vengenceRepenteth not now I hand down the sentenceI am a monolith of wrath to my enemiesAnd now I call the fire forth from my inner seedI call upon the messengers of doomTo slash with grim delight any motherfucker that I chooseAnyone who's ever stabbed me in the backOr has wished me death I now curse upon this trackAnd you ain't gotta believe because you'll soon seeYour lives fall apart cause you tried to break meGo in haste and travel safelyI don't gotta lift a finger and you don't gotta face meOne day your life will shatter like a peice of glassAnd at that moment I will have my last laughAnd you will see the power of the left hand pathWhen a simple car ride turns quick into a blood bathIncant and conjure for the purpose of deathMay all my enemies come unto their last breathIgnite my

In Nomine Sicktanick
Hear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastAstrological phenomenons be me signInside the Necronomicon shall you read these linesThe book of fifty dead names the ancient onesThy kingdom come thy will be done and now the beast I will summonZia dingir kia kempaI call upon Leviathan to leave this whole world scarredI speak Enochian the most ancient of tonguesAnd as I inhale the incense it fills up my lungsThis is the black robe for the black popeWith the spirits I invoke I'm giving praises to the goatAs the lamb chokes on it's own blood because I slit it's throatMy name is SickTanicK and it's the beast that I promoteHear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastHear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see

The Big N.o.
Today's the day we celebrateLaugh and play,Just soak it all in.Life feels great here in the city.After all we just won the championships.Finally theres hope,A light to help us carry on.To rebuild the place we all call home.It's the time for us to be recognized and respectedJust like we should have always been.This is New Orleans,Don't take us for granted.You'd be surprise of what you might find.Cause we may seem like the worst,But we fight the best,In all for our respect.Don't diss my home,The city of hope,The one and only,THE BIG N.O.

Boyfriend Application 2010
Please copy & paste this application to a fubar mail to me with your answers, then leave a comment here to tell me that you have submitted an application. Answer ALL questions completely and honestly. For the photo portion of the application I suggest either uploading it to fubar so I can rip it or to photobucket so you can send me the direct link. lets... get started... [ ABOUT YOU ] 1. Full Name 2. Fubar Screen Name 3. Do we chat on Yahoo IM? 4. Do we chat on the phone? 5. Do you have kids? (if yes how many and ages and do they live with you) 6. Where do you currently reside? 7. Where were you born? 8. Who lives in your house? 9. Do you have pets? 10. Would you relocate? 11. What do you do for work? 12. How long have you been at your current job? 13. Do you use drugs? (if yes which ones & how often) 14. Do you drink? (if yes how often) 15. Do you gamble? (if yes how often) 16. Have you ever been arrested? (if yes, please explain) 17. How tall are you? 18. How much

For Those That Love Cyber Sex....
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse.My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly.

Ok So Now That I've Mummed
what is a good piano to buy for singing? theres those ones that light up and um I used to have a keyboard but Idk what to get now I havent even started looking someone told me something about casio and that keyboards have gotten popular Im NOT going to waste money on a shitty keyboard so PLEASE help me out please help thank you

Into The Dark
INTO THE DARKTears roll onto her pillowAs she stares into the darkNot sure why, they just comeOverflowing from her eyesThe night reveals her true heartIts then she sheds her days disguiseShe goes through the motionsSometimes she even smiles through her dayBut when the day is done and night comesThe façade gets put awayWhen she’s alone shes forced to thinkHer reality becomes clearAnd all that she can do is lay thereTrapped in her own fearsIts her burden, its her lifeSo she keeps it all insideShed rather not bring others downShed rather put on a smile..and hideTonight she cries a lot hardera lot longer than beforeBecause she wonders if she wants to go onAnd live this life anymoreAnd the thought that she could…..It makes her feel so lowShe feels selfish and not worthyShe feels lost and so aloneShe feels trapped and wants a way outShe feels cold and hard like stone…Noone ever knows all the tears she criedThere wasn’t much of a sign….But her kind of pain d

Daddy
DADDYVoices in my headGet louder day by dayThey slowly pull me inI feel my sanity slipping awayMinute by minute they speak clearerThe faint whispers turned to screams"GO AWAY! LEAVE ME BE!"My plees are in vain it seemsIt makes them madder, makes them louderMakes them want me that much moreThey won't stop until they control meUntil Im not "me" anymoreThere are many that speak to meThat try to tell me what to doWhat evil deeds to carry outOh, if only others knewWhat in my mind was brewingWhat sadistic plans they are plottingAs they start to possess my beingAs my own heart and soul lay rottingThe rough low voice is the worstHe sounds to me like satanHis voice is filled with hatredI wonder how many souls he's takenHe seems to be the leader, the master of the dead"Come child, join my serpeants" is what he always saidIt was tempting, I couldn't fight himI was weak under his spellSo I surrendered my life to himAnd I joined him in a place he called hellNow I'm wicked, just like DaddyI

Glass House
GLASS HOUSEYou’re so quick to throw the first punch, you’re so vain you think you’re rightNo matter how much pain you cause, you’re defences cause the fightIt’s so hard to say you’re sorry because you refuse to be wrongI’ve seen ones like you so many times; same old dance, same old songYou’d rather point the finger on anyone but yourself, you always shift the blameIf you would think before you spoke in the first placeYou wouldn’t have to keep playing this gameThat glass house you live in is cracking all aroundI’m surprised that it’s still standing and not shattered to the groundHow can you stand to swell there, with your judgements and your blame?You’re so afraid of being judged yourself that you won’t admit your shameInstead you put your fists up and attack when up against a wallBut it’s not everyone else that wants to fight youIt’s on ly you causing your own fallIf just once you’d own up a

Insanity Forgotten
INSANITY FORGOTTENHis view is distorted, demented His mind no longer his Fear has taken him over, changed his course Its leading him down a different path Free of regret...free of remorse Adrenalin controls him it rushes through his veins Blood pumping faster!...faster! Same blood that later stains Taking hold of his subconcious no conscience left to guide His fears expressed through rage behind evil deeds it hides The predator comes from the shadows it surfaces from within No fighting off the demon's control Pointless to try, you cannot win The man that once was no longer exists his thoughts no longer his own They are lost in the minds manic mist He now feels naked, desperate, and alone His judgement replaced with confusion Madness and darkness replace any light Tunnel vision...he focuses on the task Like a stalker in the depth of the night Insanity takes over...engulfs him Smothers him, he cannot breath Till the deadly deed is accomplished Lucifer's grasp...he's held beneath Exhauste

A Primer On Dealing With Me
I have always had an offbeat sense of humor. A portion of this comes from being raised on George Carlin, Richard Pryor, Robin Williams, and the original ‘not ready for prime time’ cast. Some of this is genetics of course. My mother is an oddball, Gramma was funny as hell too. My humor varies from the lightly weird to the full blown “did you REALLY just say that???”……or as Laura would say “Seriously??!!” Now this is amazing because it generally allows me to deal with some of the ugly things in life without having a full blown meltdown. It often gives the wrong impression that I cannot be serious about anything, quite the contrary. I’m rather focused and serious about a great many things, the humor is a façade. It’s completely arbitrary, unpredictable and 100% automatic…often I realize what I’m saying shortly after it passes my teeth. Example….Got hurt at work once, foot injury, was kinda Goo-goo

Just Because I Love This Song And Well It Does Kinda Hold Something For Me :)
oh whoaoh ohi never thought that i would ever love againi might be wrong cos i can feel it happeninga little scared but i am not petrifiedi love forever, i promise to stay by your sideheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came alongI'm gonna, I'm I'm I'm gonnaI'll hold you and i love you the best that i canuntil you understand that i need your handand i can't dance alone cos the beat's just too slowthat's just the way love goes,that's just the way love goes (uh uh)i used to think that i would never get to bein love again cos that was the only one for meand now i feel that you have come and saved methis heart of mine awoken by your smileheart broken, my first and never spokeni waited to hear and i gave it a yearso i stopped holding on and then you came alongand then you came along

Roasted Garlic, Three Ways (repost)
Which brings us in a (very) roundabout way to my great love of garlic I’ve always loved garlic—even before I started obsessively reading campy vampire fiction like a fifteen year old. I mean, remember my trip to the garlic farm last year? Proof positive. Now, I like garlic in pretty much all its forms, but roasted garlic has to be one of the best substances on the planet. And making it is one of those ineffable acts of culinary magic. I mean, really: Take one of the strongest, stinkiest kitchen critters out there. Drizzle it with olive oil, wrap it up tight, and toss it in the oven for less than an hour. And…voila! It’s mellow, creamy, nutty—and spreadable. Magic, right? Pretty darn close, in my book. You can toss it with pasta, spread it on bread, or (my favorite) make compound butter. That’s what I did with this batch. I’ve included instructions for how to do that at the end of this post. When I roast garlic, I tend to us

~broken Escape~
Silent tears fall. Solace, weeping, cry. Creeping death in feelings. No answers for a why. Sitting expressionless in a chair. Drops of sadness, deep despair. Tears are falling to the floor, escaping from a mental war. Glassy eyes will cloud again. Deaths impressions, deep within. No longer living a life so dim. Running from this pain of sin.

My Son Visited For The Weekend
My son finally came for his first home visit in two and a half years. I have had to endure many terrible emotions since he was take but through it all I have waited patiently and hopeful for his return. Well he has not came home for good but he did get a weekend visit. It did us all a world of good and I still can not believe that I got to see my baby boy. His older brother that is usually very depressed and secluded, actually smiled and had a good time. I never saw him so happy, not since before his brother was taken and put in a group home. My youngest visiting son helped me clean, wash clothes, played cards, made his room his own and even cooked me sunday breakfast. Although I slept in and so he ate it instead, lol. We did not get to do as much as what we planned to do but we did bond a lot. We did not want to say farewell today and I almost cried so hard but I have to hope for more time in the future. This will be a step in getting my son home for good and try to patch up our broke

45+ Surreal Long Exposure Photography Inspirations (repost)
Long exposure photography is one of the coolest ways of taking pictures. It requires a longer shutter speed, anywhere from 1/2 sec up to several minutes or even a hour. The ability to take long exposures requires a user to use a tripod for optimum results (of course, some people prefer the hand shake look). The use of a tripod is essential because the inability for the human hand to stay still is truly remarkable. No matter how good you get, it will be very hard to hand hold a 1 second shutter release without very noticeable blur. As well as a tripod (or monopod in some cases could work), a photographer should make use of the timed shutter release. This will allow the user to set the shot up, and set a timer to release the shutter. Most cameras have the option of one or more timed shutter releases, for example my Canon 40D has a 2 second and 10 second wait. I usually use the 2 second release as this gives you just enough time to get your hands off the camera to not bump t

No!
When "NO!" is the obvious answer... Superbowl 44. "Oh, when the Saints, go marching in, oh when the Saints go marching in, Lord how I want to be in that number, when the Saints go marching in!" Drew Brees was right when he said maybe the whole country was behind the Saints winning - or at least he had more than a few rooters in MI home pulling for LA. GOOD JOB, SAINTS!!! May you take prosperity and use it well. Of course the other obvious answer is "YES!" - to the Superbowl commercials. I enjoyed them all, but my favorite was the fiesty Betty White and good ol' Abe Vigoda, and who doesn't like Snickers now and then?? M. Knight has never EVER disappointed me with his creative out put, and now Mr. Shyamalan is going to use his talents to bring to life the "Last Airbender". *sigh* I R HAPPY!!

What If....
What if...... If this was my last night on earth, would you really care? If I slept and did not awake would you mourn my loss? If I died today, would you care for my kids as if they were your own? If I got sick, would you care for me? If you need me, would you ever tell me? If you really want me, would you tell me so? If you were mad at me, would you lie and tell me that you're not? If you promise me something, would you keep your word? If I cried within the night, would you dry my tears? If I need protecting, would you fight for me? If I had a bad dream, would you comfort me? If you really love me, would you ever leave me?

Unusual & Entertaining Tea Bags (repost)
We have already brought to you an interesting article about funny tea kettles. If you are tea drinker than you probably know that having a tea every morning from a same tea-cup can become pretty boring experience. Well, tea bags are also an important part of your tea-drinking experience. I never liked to see those ‘ordinary’ tea bags no matter how delicious tea was inside. Not every tea bags are the same and here you can find photos of some of the most entertaining tea-bags that you’ll ever see. If you like politics, for example, you can have your tea with Putin-like tea bag or you can have Sarkozy or Barack Obama for a tea. British queen also look pretty nice in that tea bag but I wouldn’t like to taste her.

The Sunday Surprise
It was Sunday and no one was home. So I decided to take a long bubble bath and to watch some TV while just kicking back. After my bath I stay in my robe knowing that no one will be home until later on tonight. While I was watching a show I liked I started to drift off to sleep. I do not know how long I was sleep but I woke up to warm hands on my legs and someone playing with my hair. When I opened my eyes I saw my Daddy was the one doing that to me. “Hello my little angel, have a nice nap and bath?” “Yes Daddy I did. Why are you home early?” “Oh I did not have to be there as long as I thought so I came home early. I see your mom went out to her friends again. So it’s just you and me then until later tonight.” “I guess so Daddy. If you will move please I can go and get dressed now since I am all dry.” I try to get up but Daddy would n

Missing You
I'm sorry that you feel I let you down or that I over stepped my bounds, I'm sorry that you feel hurt and angry and I wish I could take it all away. Now I'm cryin and feel like there is no hope in tryin i just feel like diein, without you by my side makes me feel like I'm already dead inside. Your like the air that I breath, the sun that keeps me warm and the moon light that guieds me thru the night, your what makes everything alright. Just like the air that I breathe, I need you and without you I have no air. Your the sun that lights my day and without you, it's like the sun forgets to shine. Without hearing from you in a day, makes time slow down and makes it feel like forever. I sit and wait for you to message me or call, Just to hear from you would be a relief from the pain I have from missing you. I love you and I can’t imagine me without you.

Rude Ppl
hmm does everyone get many rude ppl on here if so what too do i will tell you i will not put up with rudness its just not right respect beacuse i will tell you off iam 37 a mom and very single i put up with alot of shit from my exhubby i will not put up with that shit ok

Caramel Apple Tart
A tasty and clever twist on the traditional apple pie. The pie crust used in this recipe is delightfully flaky and has an amazing flavor due to the butter. If you are counting calories, you may like to use the lighter recipe I included in my pumpkin post. I heard somewhere that brushing the crust with egg whites before filling it will keep it from getting soggy, but the juices from the pie are always going to soak into your crust at least a little. It's worth a try anyway. Perfect Butter Pie Crust 1 1/3 c flour 2 tbsp sugar 1/4 tsp sea salt 1 stick cold unsalted sweet cream butter (cut into little squares) 3 tbsp ice water Combine dry ingredients in a medium sized bowl. Stir. Add butter, and squeeze the butter and flour mixture together with your fingers until there are tiny chunks of butter throughout. (don't worry that the butter is not thoroughly mushed into the flour, these solid pieces melt while baking and leave little steam pockets, resulting in a

Dananananananananana Batman (shirt) [repost]
My geek cred. Let me show you it.I started with three unremarkable thrift store t-shirts: I made myself a Batman shirt... but not just any Batman shirt. Behold! With much pinning and sewing (by machine and by hand) and measuring and cutting and vast, sad amounts of seam ripping and re-pinning/measuring/cutting/sewing, detail was added. Lots of detail. Like, for example, a utility belt with four functional pockets: Or a hood with bat ears, which I stuffed so they'd stand up: Or even black forearms with requisite trio of arm spikes. Oh yes. Da na na na na na na na BATMAN!!I didn't want to overload this post with too many pictures, though I've got lots more (some process, some action shots) in this blog post. I'm on the hunt for a red hoodie I can turn into a Flash hoodie next (for jogging, of course), and maybe some bits to make myself into Wonder Woman. w00t!

Not The Time To Be Wearing Your Uggs
If you like other intelligent human beings, in the morning you check the weather and dress accordingly. If it is snowing, you will put on pants and a parka. If it is 90 degrees outside, you may wear a T-shirt and a pair of flip-flops. If it is raining, you have an excellent excuse to put on your multicolored and excessively tacky rain boots. So why is it that when it is 70 degrees and sunny, I see an exuberant amount of female students wearing their incredibly “stylish” Ugg boots? For those of you who are unfamiliar, Uggs are the most hideous thing to enter the footwear industry since Crocs. They are high-top boots whose insides are lined with fur--that’s right, fur! Third-year English student Fritz Reuter is confused why “girls constantly gripe about cold weather but will find any excuse they can to wear those tacky boots.” Suffice it to say, when it is cold outside, the engineering aspect of these boots will indeed keep your feet nice and toasty. How

Poem, Just A Dream
In my dreams I saw you, you said it will be okay, You said don't worry, we are to meet someday. You don't know me now, but very soon you will, It is our destiny, each others dreams we shall fulfill. You said you didn't know how in dreams we could talk, You said it didn't matter, you took me on a walk. All the stars and the moon were different in someway, They twinkled and shined showing us the way. We came upon a river, we followed holding hands, You said you were a king, the highest in the lands. You said you made a wish, for true love at your side.. Someone you could trust, someone to confide. Many women came to you praying to be the one, Your true love was not there when all was said and done. Saddened you were thinking you would always be alone, There wasn't anyone you could find, to bring into your home. As you looked out at these very stars, you said you made a wish, A falling star in front of you turned into a fish. He said because you saw him he

Confessions Of A Hug Dealer
CONFESSIONS OF A HUG DEALER FROM TODAY TILL V_DAY IM GIVING OUT FREE HUGS TO ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE. A WARNING THO!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM A HUG DEALER PLEASE REMEMBER THE FIRST HUG IS ALWAYS FREE CAUSE, It's JUST TO GET YOU HOOKED, THE next one is gonna cost ya cause i know im gonna keep ya coming back for more, IT is also believe that hugging may lead to even more addictive activities including, but not limited to, kissing and cuddling. And ladies lets not forget i am TEDDY BEAR, who doesn't want to take a teddy bear to bed with them every night ;)

This Is What We Should All Know.
Let us be grateful, what we are blessed with. Let us be thankful for the love ones in our lives. Let us be grateful for the lessons we learn in life, no matter how hard, or painful the lesson is. Only by understanding that no matter, what happens in life that all things should be the way they are at all times, do we fully understand why we are and who we are, and what we are to become. ©Robert Piazza Jr.

A Little Help Please :)
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Articles Of Self Truth
1. Do not ask for what you can not take. Anything worth having will not just be giving freely. Ever. Everything has a price. 2.Being virtuous is overrated. It’s a sinner’s world. Having virtue while a lofty idea is a fools game. 3.People lie. Even by omission. 4.Do not want. Wanting can lead down the road to despair. If it is something you want try to do without. If you can not than it’s a need and that is a whole other case of worms. 5. Be careful of who or what you need. To need something or someone is to give control to some out side force. Don’t. 6. Remain in control. You control your fate and your destiny. Do not get side tracked by petty wants and diminishing needs. 7. Accept the truth about yourself. Do not live in self denial or have false hope. Try not to hope. Nothing hoped for is guaranteed. 8. Patience is a virtue worth subscribing to. Some things are worth waiting for 9. Look for the truth within The answers can be found in t

One Boy One Girl!!!!!!!!!!
He finally gave in to his friend's girlfriend when she said "there's someone you should meet" At a crowded restaurant way cross town, he waited impatiently When she walked in, their eyes met, And they both stared Right there and then, Everyone else disappeared, but Chorus One boy, one girl, Two hearts beating wildly, To put it mildly, it was love at first sight. He smiled, she smiled, and they knew right away This was the day they'd been waiting for all their lives. For a moment the whole world Revolved around one boy, and one girl In no time at all, they were standing there in the front of a little church Among their friends and family, repeating those sacred words. The preacher said "son, kiss your bride" And he raised her veil Like the night they met, Time just stood still, for Chorus He was holding her hand when the doctor looked up and grinned, "Congratulations, twins" One boy, one girl Two hearts beating wildly To put it mildly, it was love at first

Jesse I Just Thought This Song Fits
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks Now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love Listen to the music of the moment babay sing with me I love peace for melody And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours Scooch on over closer dear And i will nibble your ear I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged

Lol Ive Done Some Of These
1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. Done it 2. Page yourself over an intercom. Do not disguise your voice. on my to do list 3. Anytime someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that.done it 4. Put decaf in the coffee maker for three weeks. Once everyone is over their caffeine addiction, switch to espresso.on my to do list5. In the memo field of all of your checks, write, "For Marijuana."on my to do list6. Skip down the hall rather than walk. See how many looks you get.done it7. When you go out to eat, order a diet water.on my to do list8. When you go to a drive-through restaurant, specify that your order is to go.done it9. When you go to an opera, sing along..done it10. If you are invited to a party, tell your friends at least five days in advance that you cannot attend because you have a headache.on my to do list11. When your money comes out of the ATM, loudly scream, "I W

Since Boo Is Not Sure If She Ever Heard This Story
Neighborhood Hazard (or: Why the Cops Won’t Patrol Brice Street) by Daniel Meyer I never dreamed slowly cruising through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Studies have shown that motorcycling requires more decisions per second, and more sheer data processing than nearly any other common activity or sport. The reactions and accurate decision making abilities needed have been likened to the reactions of fighter pilots! The consequences of bad decisions or poor situational awareness are pretty much the same for both groups too. Occasionally, as a rider I have caught myself starting to make bad or late decisions while riding. In flight training, my instructors called this being “behind the power curve”. It is a mark of experience that when this begins to happen, the rider recognizes the situation, and more importantly, does something about it. A short break, a meal, or even a

Poem
It's become evident Much more obvious to me. I’m not as naïve As you believe me to be. I must inquire, Why so much secrecy with all the intrigue, Followed by such mystery? So simple, yet so complex What is false, what is true? Told one thing, lead to another What do you suppose I do?

Darkness
I am embracing the darkness turning away from the light The light weakness me fill me with hope that is never fulfilled With virtues that are meaningless and a demanding faith The darkness takes me as I am, comforts me, fills me with a velvet purr It renews me, replenishes my strength, my faith, and my will

Self Preservative
Sometimes i wish could just slit my throat. Scream shout cry & die no reasons why. If ya look at this i don't care. Cuz i'm fucking bored. & having the most miserable life now. & everybody treats me like crap. Doesn't feel what the fuck i'm saying. Superbowl is nice but it is really boring. & can careless bout the teams. That are playing. My life is shitty i'm lonely but fine & have no woman. That is not close. Top of that i'm going to virginia. Like if that fucking matters. Not really anybody calls me or talks to me anymore. I don't know really why the fuck i'm here. I'm bored & there isn't anything good on tv coming on tonight. Nothing in my life is ever right. If anything i should deserve a woman more then that dude or whoever. But i'm just ignored & thrown around. With that forgotten. & so that is that. Am i really getting anywhere or through your head with this. Probably not if i am then i don't care or give a shit. It's only more of a lesser value. & i'm thirsty ain't nothing to

Scirocco.
What power does knowledge bring?When tis beauty that shapes our world.It was not plato who launched 1,000 shipsWho among us has been moved to tears by calculustrigonometry and abstract physics?save the frustration of an overdue assignment-When the grandieur of the chasmthe dancing ribbons of light in the norththe white sand sparkling in salt sprayis what we celebrate fond, and close.These are our truths, and there is power in truth.Power in the very reality we love.What good is knowledge in a land of foolswhere mediocrity, even failure is rewarded.We're only granted the shield of knowingtake your hand from the fire,come out of the rain, fall flat with both eyes open.Shakespeare or Milchberg?Sovereign truth, or academic discourse?Beauty is only skin deepuntil you carve it in stone.Until you ink it from your heart.Capturing this moment.Her perfection.But marble crumbles.Paper burns.Youth ripens on the branchturning too sweet, creased and overburdened.The only power in knowledgeis the gra

The Chicken I Had Today.
Back in October, my sister came home with this brine solution, citrus blend. I tried it and it works great for chicken. Well, I used it for turkey for November & December dinners and it was a smash hit. Well, I ran out of it. So I looked at my "Smokehouse Bear" Alaskan Recipe book and in beginning the introduction the guy mentions the only recipe for Smoked Bear. 2 handfuls of salt and handful of brown sugar and soaked the bear meat to prepare to hang in smoke house. Well, I didn't smoke the chicken, I cut up into pieces, thighs, legs, wings and sliced breast into strips for deep frying. I haven't tried the whole pieces but the deep fried chicken strips is outstanding! 2/3 cups sea salt 1/3 brown sugar 1 quart cold water (filtered is best) I cut the chicken into pieces, set aside. Pour salt & brown sugar into water, stir until dissolved then add chicken. The brine solution must be kept below 40 degrees, so you must refrigerate it. (or put in pot and put in snow bank like I

Angel Of Newport Beach
Ok. so this person comes to my page talkin smack about football...so I was cutting up with her..and went and fanned and rated her an 11 and the bitch blocks me?? WTF?? Here's the entire conversation...read from the bottom up: angel of n...: oh but yet youre becomin my fan and ratin me an 11 ★ Ƈяคż¥ Щђ...: LOL angel of n...: whatevers! ★ Ƈяคż¥ Щђ...: LMFAO...oh u smack talking huh? lmfao we shall come back.. angel of n...: that my colts had a touchdown already ★ Ƈяคż¥ Щђ...: srry for what? angel of n...: sorry sweetie

New Orlean Saint Jokes All Time Favorites
Peyton Manning, after living a full life, died and went to heaven. When he got to heaven, God was showing him around. They came to a modest little house with a faded Colts flag in the window. "This house is yours for eternity. Peyton", said God. "This is very special; not everyone gets a house up here."Peyton felt special indeed, and walked up to his house. On his way up the porch, he noticed another house just around the corner. It was a 3-story mansion with a black and gold sidewalk, a 50-foot tall flagpole with an enormous Saints logo flag, and in eery window, a New Orleans Saints towel.Peyton looked at God and said "God, I'm not trying to be ungrateful, but I have a question, I was an all-pro QB, I hold many NFL records, and I even been in the Hall of Fame."God said, "So what's your point Peyton?""Well, why does Drew Brees get a better house than me?"God chuckled, and said "Peyton, that's not Drew's house, it's MINE."#2Q: Where do you go in New Orleans in case o

Brand New Offers!!
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Light Of Friendship
I've seen the lightAnd it's in you,In everything you areAnd in everything you do. It's a perfect lightThat shines for all to seeIt radiates from youAnd has pierced the heart of me. The light is from a friend.It's a light that keeps me warmIt lets me know how loved I amAnd keeps me safe from harm To you my friend I am thankful,In each and every wayFor you lift my spirits up,With every passing day To know that you are there for meIt makes me feel aliveBecause it is your friendship's lightUpon which my love thrives. "Thank you" isn't good enoughBut they're the only words I knowIt is your light of friendshipThat gives my world it's glow.

Rhyme Session With The Shining
The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:Brass Knuckles shine like platinum: the epi-tome, handsome with a microphone. You cowards are cro-magnon, counterfits, like lead dipped in chrome, mellowdramatic, fairy tail gnomes. The Three Kings lift heavy weight and smash on the drones. The Shining™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said:BRASS KNUCKLES TO THE DOME, you can phone a friend or phone home, but that won't save you from a silver bullet in the zone. Me and my folks smoke killa' zones, and set fire to these sterile-ass clones. Cat's throw books, but I slap 'em wit' a tome. Kung-fu-spiritual, like Bruce Leroy, when I rome. Heavy liftin', heavy spittin' from heavy chromosomes. I'd hate to meet me in a dark alley, under full moon, alone. To rally me, myself and I'm known, to thump a scally-wag, with heavy hands like "tally ho!" Crazed2APoint... I'M AN ENIGMA WRAPPED IN FOOLISHNESS said:my wit is sharp enough to cut down the middle of a strand of hair, hella accurate

Mistakes
It was a mistake I made and one I admit Loving you with all my heart not listening to my head The lies you told haunt my life still Friends of yours offering sympathy like the dead The wall I let down so you could enter within Torn apart and ripped to pieces by your pettiness and doubt Now that wall is stronger and harder around my heart Built upon tears, fears, lies and mistrust that I have to cart Thank you for being such a complete and utter jerk I hope you fall victim to the games of the heart you play And she does to you what you have done today

Milky Way Dip By The Canadian Living Test Kitchen (repost)
Ingredients 1 pkg (4 oz/125 g) cream cheese, softened1/4 cup (50 mL) Balkan-style plain yogurt2 tbsp (25 mL) liquid honey1 tbsp (15 mL) lemon juice 1/2 tsp (2 mL) vanilla4 cups (1 L) assorted, prepared fresh fruit Preparation: In food processor, combine cream cheese, yogurt, honey, lemon juice and vanilla until smooth. Transfer to serving bowl. (Make-ahead: Cover and refrigerate for up to 24 hours.) Place dip in centre of platter; surround with fruit.

Lost And Found Kitten (repost)
Found in the downpour yesterday, crawling along next to the road: Bedraggled and shivering (insert violins)... ...but soon dried out! If you live in Shanghai, and you're looking for a cat, email me: kim@olivepixel.com She seems healthy, and eats solid food. Will need usual vaccinations, worming and flea/mite treatment. I'm not going to be here long enough to keep her. Update! She's staying with me for the next couple of months until I leave. It's been about a week; she's already fatter, less docile and better at chasing lasers/chewing feet. Also, free of fleas - thanks to an overpriced bottle from the vet >:l SECOND UPDATE! I'm going to be living here for the forseeable, so she's no longer in need of a home.

Not So Dumb Blond (repost)
A blonde and a lawyer are seated next to each other on a flight from Los Angeles to New York. The lawyer asks if she would like to play a fun game. The blonde, tired, just wants to take a nap, so she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks. The lawyer persists and explains that the game is easy and a lot of fun. He says, "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me five dollars, and vice versa." Again, she declines and tries to get some sleep. The lawyer, now agitated, says, "Okay, if you don't know the answer, you pay me $5, and if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500." This catches the blonde's attention and, figuring there will be no end to this torment, agrees to the game. The lawyer asks the first question: "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?"

Should I Be Worried?
Should I be worried, because of my health that I may make it into Gan Eden earlier than i intend? Gan Eden is the Hebrew expression for Heaven.A. don't worry be happy B.better late than never As always comments should be fun

An Actual Craig's List Personals Ad .....fuckin Funny As Hell
AN ACTUAL CRAIG'S LIST PERSONALS AD To the Guy Who Tried to Mug Me in Downtown Savannah, night before last. Date: 2009-05-27, 1 :43 a.m. E.S.T. I was the guy wearing the black Burberry jacket that you demanded that I hand over, shortly after you pulled the knife on me and my girlfriend, threatening our lives. You also asked for my girlfriend's purse and earrings. I can only hope that you somehow come across this rather important message.

It's Not The End Of The World
True loves kiss blessed me this one nightIt was magical and true, a fairytale endingBut you must understand true love is only the beginning People fall down into empty spaces The terror and greif, we don't want to face itYet some how each day something changesOur lives move on, our hearts healYou begin to relive, to finally feel I'll show you love in the darkest of daysI'll show you compassion when you've fallen astrayI may not know you, I may love youBut my heart will be true, even for you I'll be your Guadian Angel while the flames watch you burnI'll take away this horror, and give you another turnI'll shed a new light for a better day A hopeful path so you can find your way They're plenty of people who break heartsBut remember the ones you've broken from the startYou're not alone, and you never will beBut realize your pain doesn't have to be For once there's a way to fight back from the hatePassion is pure, it's something that you can takeMove on with your life even though you'

Poem1
There's only so much I can takeAlready shattered, with nothing else to breakEmpty and hallow in everything I doHoping and praying, I can make it through I struggle to breathe when I wake up in the morningsThe deary darkened clouds do nothing more than reflect my moodCountless nights my eyes will cry themselves emptyAnd my misery lead me to unnatural acts Though the blood falls so quicklyIt's beautiful for what it isThe essence of life and emotionsThe color of love and hate, passion and torture For so long I have wondered what was wrong with meNo energy to focus, to move, to live But I would never let it winI would fight back everytime tragedy came my way Standing alone with no one to help meI would battle the demons within my own mindShoving back the thoughts of anger, pain, and despair What more could I do besides never give up?Even at my weakest state, I was never defeatedI found a way to make victory mine I could see the light at the end of the tunnelSo slowly my hands would d

He Can't Even See
Young and old, wild and tamedBoth of which desribe one persons nameBeautiful and seductive in the eyes of a girlWho can only wish to be given the world I thinks about him day and nightIs he the one for me, or is this not right?He doesn't seem to notice the look in my eyesThe one I get when he just passes by One filled with hopes and dreams of a fairytale endingThat of which doesn't even have a beginningI rely on myself to assure that he caresHis rejection I know I could never bare Yet I walk all alone when the sun goes downStill thinking about him, even though he's no longer aroundI can't ever seem to get him off my mindFor I've done noticed, he's definitely one of a kind Talented and sweet, cute and charmingThe emotions he stirs in me are simply alarmingBut the facts still remain, I has nothing left but painFor being ignored is all I have gained He's more than just a guy, more than just a friendA simple crush filled fantasy I'm hoping will somebday endI know where this can't go,

In Loving Memory
How was I to know that you would leave me so soon?Alone and lost I would stay in my own roomYou were everything to me and so much moreBut I could never openly see how much we had in store We laughed and played gamesScreamed and cried without any shameI could always count on you to be my crying shoulderA strong and brave hand, an unmovable bolder You were my comfort, my awaiting armsAnd I know I'll never forget your amazing charmYour tender smile when you saw my faceYour lovable laughter when I tripped in grace It was innocent and caring, passionate and pureEverything one could want, a heart break cureWe shared so many interests, ones crazy an insaneYet each time we talked, it always made my day When nobody could cheer me up You'd find away to make me smileWhen nobody could would help me upYou were there to pick up my broken pieces And when nobody cared enoughYou showed me just how much you did I'll never forget your warm embraceOr that sweet smile that claimed you faceYour sparkli

Wanna Be Loved
I look at him through eyes of innocent wonderCurious as to what lies behind that hidden maskHis midnight black hair and ocean blue eyes Are something any girl can get lost in I wonder what its like to be in his armsTo feel his loveAnd to know that he needs me as much as i need him I've never honestly been in love before But looking at this man awakens something remarkable within me For the first time i feel the need to touch and be touched in return But is this love? Or is this lust? Some say there isn't a difference They both go hand in hand And what better way to show someone love Than through the startling eyes of lust? To give yourself up completely And surrender to a much greater force To hold someone so close to youAs if you were one As if no one could break you And nothing would hurt you He would cherish the offering you so willingly give Delicately rolling his tongue across your skinSavering the purified taste of luscious desire Reaching down to pull you higher and high

Naive
The taste of my innocence still lingers on your blood staind lips While your hands so hard and cold continue to travel along my hips My whimpers go unheard and my heart breaking cries die What started out as fun only turned into a horrid lie It felt wrong to start with but I only wanted to please you There was nothing in that moment you couldn't make me do I was trapped in your gaze like a mouse in the eyes of a snake But you only had one thing on your mind There was something you wanted to take I was too young and naive to understand where it was going Every whisper was a sweet seductive lie that would kill me Leaving behind a trail of blood red tears And forever in my heart would I stay in fear That night my world was changed forever I could no longer call myself innocent. Not now, not ever. You took something from me that I can never get back Deep in my mind I wish to be given a second chance To change that moment you broke me down to my very core Shattered ever

Love Ain't Gonna Wait For You
"Love Ain't Gonna Wait For You"Your heartbeat's taking overAnd there's nowhere you can goAnd the love that you discoverIs finally taking holdWhen it feels like the beginningAnd the story will unfoldThere's a time to take your chancesDon't be scared of the unknownCause you can't fight itDon't deny itLove is stronger than each otherShow me babyWhat you're gonna do Cause love ain't gonna wait for youDon't run, don't hideLove ain't gonna wait for youIt's so good, it's so rightLove ain't gonna wait for youYou know that it's trueLove ain't gonna wait for youSo baby hold me bring me closerBe the one I give my allThere's no waiting a minute longerTo finally give your heartYou can't hide itDon't deny itLove is stronger than each otherShow me babyWhat you're gonna do, doLove ain't gonna wait for youDon't run, don't hideLove ain't gonna wait for youIt's so good, it's so rightLove ain't gonna wait for youYou know that it's trueI can't hold back what I'm thinkingDon't you tell me that I'm dreaming

Poem Of The Day...020710
Within the quiet moments Sudden changes can occur Calling out to you Leaving the decision Up to you.Within the quiet moments Sudden changes can occur Calling out to you Leaving the decision Up to you.

To The Following Company
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as: a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps. b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches. c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh. d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ

Making Tamarindo And Blogging...the Blog
Making tamarindo and blogging...the blog Current mood: bouncy Category: Food and Restaurants First question..."what is tamarindo?"Answer...easy...a brewed drink made from tamarind..a fruit that is harvested from a tree that has a very savory taste. Tamarind can be made and used for many things in cooking. To make tamarindo is very simple. Get about 5-8 tamarind pods and peel off the outer hard shell (dont work...it cracks open easy and comes right off). Next,if you can peel off the spine that goes down the middle until only the slightly sticky dark pulp is exposed. Take the peeled pods and throw them into a pot of water and boil them for about 30 minutes or until the pulp is falling apart or flaking off. Turn off the heat and let cool ..THIS IS IMPORTANT! DO NOT throw the hot tamarind water mixture into the fridge...it will sour. Let completely cool and then reach into the cool water and feel each pulp..you will feel seeds inside the pulp. With your hands remove the seeds until non

Torn
Torn 2/7/2010 By: Travis Smith Boy meets girl.. Boy likes girl.. Girl likes boy.. They mesh.. Boy meets another girl.. They like each other.. They mesh... Uh oh.. Delimma.. Boy is confused.. Girls are clueless... What the hell is wrong here? Should boy make choices? Girl A? Girl B? Both until the inevitable happens? Or drop them both? Boy ponders... ------------------------------------------------------------ This happens a lot in the world doesn't it? People don't know where to go.. Where to turn.. People get hurt when they shouldn't.. People get left hanging when there's no need to.. Boy I can't count the times I've heard about these stories, watched it on tv, watched it in a movie, or seen it unfold before my very eyes through other people's issues.. Crazy world..

Methis
Lord Spinoza requested that I create a thesis on “ME”. So I suppose I can throw something together in order to appease his desire to know more. Quirky: A peculiarity of action, behavior, mannerism, or personality. In most cases this is the first word I use to describe myself. Why? Because if I don't people are caught off guard or feel the need to tell me something I already know. I like my quirks, it keeps people on their toes. Some quirks you ask, well, I don’t eat meat on the bone I have to pick it off to consume it, I trim and file my toe nails every other day because the feeling of long nails against my legs as I sleep drives me to madness, I will help an injured or homeless animal in an instant but if there was a child crying for help I would likely turn and pretend I didn’t hear them (this goes along with the fact that I adore my daughter and hate all other children), I have an overwhelming urge to drive my vehicle into a tree just to see what would happen

Fail #1
So... i Went out back to smoke a Cigg. While out there I found that my Cracked out, Stoned and Drunk Cousin left a Lit Cigg on my newly refinished and rebuild Swinging bench So it left a nice big Totally Black burn on it..... YAY For People Who have No Since of Respect or Value of other peoples Stuff!!!!!

Squandered
Squandered (By Me) When I was young and fool heartedI found true love and then I squanderedI lived and lost but always wonderedabout that one true love I squandered Through the years I often thought, about that one true love I left for noughtshe occupied my thoughts so many timesI wondered if she thought of me Many years have passedthe gray set inI come to find my one true loveHas thought of me as I have her Her beauty surpased my wildest dreamstime has been so kind to herI still feel love from pastbut so much more this time will last I find myself at heavens gateto thank the Lord for my great fatefor he has brought her back to meMy one true love I had squandered

Slightly Used Speculum
Slightly Used Speculum (Aliquippa) Date: 2010-02-01, 1:29AM EST Reply to: sale-crr6f-1580274766@craigslist.org [Errors when replying to ads?] I have a slightly used medical vaginal Speculum Iam taking offers on, it has been sterilized and will be again before sent out, if you want more pics of it I can send you more, just let me know! on it it reads. 3c 07 jarit 500-100 Germany Stainless 55 Iam mostly looking for offers of well anything, cash, items, computer parts, and well more medical instruments. Location: Aliquippa http://pittsburgh.craigslist.org/bar/1580274766.html Slightly used Speculum

My Good Deed For The Day
I've always wanted to coin a new word, to create a simple sound that so completely captures a universal human experience, it quickly becomes part of the fabric of our culture. That would be something. People everywhere using my word to express a feeling they had hitherto been unable to articulate. Here are a few of my word ideas, and an example of their proper usage, for your consideration. I hope you use them. doorgasm - The feeling of relief and pleasure when the person you had casual sex with finally goes home. I feigned a bittersweet smile as she walked out of the bedroom, then was rocked by a powerful doorgasm the second I heard her car start. gridlove - A delusional fantasy that occurs when you glance at the person in the car next to you in a traffic jam and are momentarily convinced that they are the answer to all your hopes and dreams. Were her feelings real, or were they just gridlove? She didn't care. She just prayed that her lane would catch up to his lane. homortified

Help Links
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Eyes Closed
My eyes are open the world is spinning. The rest of yours are closed while mine are open. Close those eyes which seem to not want to. Close those which seem to want to see eveything around. Open to all that doesnt want to see. Open to all that does want to know. To be scared is the worse feeling in the world and we all go through it, but god damn it open your fucking eyes; say something. Stop letting people hold you back. I want to close my eyes but I can't no matter how hard I try. Why won't you? Trying to make it through this world is hard. Trying to make it through this world alone is even harder, but when you have no one and no one is will to help then there is nothing. So my eyes stay open while yours stay shut. Everything is spinning around, everything is turning. What am I to do. Wait. Leave. Give up. Hell no, mine will always be opened to watch you fall. I will never leave i will never give up. The only thing i ask is for you to open your eyes.

More Pre Then Game
For Those that don’t follow Football or sports you may not know that today is the superbowl. This for some time has been more of an event then a game. Yes a game will be played but for so many people it is much more then that. There have been some great games and some bad games, I hope tonight’s is a great game. There have been games in the past where the ads where better then the game. There have been times when the singing was better then the game. By the way When will Metallica get a half time show. Granted one of their new songs might take up the entire Half but the half could be extended. I can remember other networks would have their own Half Time show you could click over to. I know I bash E! for this but they do this same super early pre game show thing to on the award shows. I have seen that they had a 2-3 hr red carpet and then a preshow before that. Then again for some of the awards Fashion TV had stuff on at the same time. Than after

Mixed Emotions
A husband and wife are watching a psychology show about the dynamic of mixed emotions. The husband turns to his wife and says, "Honey, that's a bunch of crap. I bet you can't tell me anything that will make me happy and sad at the same time." She says: "Of all your friends, you have the biggest penis.""

Inside The Camp
Surrounded by four walls. The smelling of burning flesh is choking them. The smoke and dust is blinding them. Where are they? What will happen? A day going by and nothing but more torture happens. Beating until skin has gone black, Not eating anything. New friends and family members disappearing as each few hours passed. Go finally for a shower and to never return. Weeks have passed and feeling very lucky. Bodies turning into skeletons; seeing every bone and muscle, Trying to rip through passed the skin. No longer hungry, No longer tired. Just the happiness of living is all they need. Months have passed. Only one is left, that came in the beginning. Happiness is gone. Sadness never came. Numbness is filling their soul. Burning flesh and ash is comforting. The wanting of a shower becomes more desperate. Time has passed, How much is irrelevant. Pleading for a shower to end this madness. They accepted and dragged him in with the others. Doors a

Wolf
Wolf Any of three extant species of canine. The gray, or timber, wolf (Canis lupus) is the ancestor of all domestic dogs. It once had the largest distribution of any mammal except human beings, but it is now found primarily in Canada, Alaska, the Balkans, and Russia. Wolves are intelligent and social. Their primary prey are deer, moose, and caribou, though they feed on many smaller animals as well. Because wolves have killed livestock, they have been persecuted by farmers and ranchers. A male gray wolf may be 7 ft (2 m) long and weigh up to 175 lb (80 kg); it is the largest living wild canid. Gray wolves live in hierarchical packs whose territories cover at least 38 sq mi (100 sq km) and hunt mostly at night. The much smaller red wolf (C. rufus), once widespread in the south-central U.S., has been bred in captivity and reintroduced. The Abyssinian wolf (C. simensis) of Ethiopia was formerly considered a jackal. See also dire wolf.

Instability
Disorder Rating Paranoid Disorder: High Schizoid Disorder: High Schizotypal Disorder: High Antisocial Disorder: High Borderline Disorder: Very High Histrionic Disorder: Low Narcissistic Disorder: High Avoidant Disorder: Very High Dependent Disorder: High Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: High -- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --

Fack Mornings
I've 6am, I've only been up for a half hour, and can already tell it's gonna be a long damn day!My alarm is set for 6:15, but I woke up at 5:30...Why did I wake up so early? Cause I had cramps so bad that they woke me up! So bad they were shooting down my legs too!I dunno why I have cramps so bad, it's not that time of the month, and I'm not ovulating...Anywho....On the way to the bathroom, I slipped in dog pee, and well, now my back hurts too!The dog pee is my fault, I passed out without letting them out.I actually can't believe I slept at all last night!Then I was going through my mobile updates on my phone....It said that BIRDMAN wrote two bulletins....I got really pissed, cause Chris is sposed to be working! Then I realized what my myspace name was, and that my phone was only showing the first part of it! I feel like that Cat Vs. Monday video, on killfrog....too bad it's only Sunday!

Movie Review-
Weekly movie review wk-1 Alrgt well decided to start this blog thing and make it about movies i watched recently.If they sucked or were wicked maybe someone will give me idea for rating lol.Well im way behind in reviews so this first one be a collage.Plz feel free to comment or recomend a movie to review.Either way this si just my way to gudie u too some wicked movies worth payin for or wouldnt watch if they paid me to watch LOL.everyweek round here the fam gets together and we watch a flick and hang. Cloudy with a chance of meatballs.Interesting movie since book wasnt that big.awesome graphics and effects for sure.ANd omg the writer was on soem great drugs the ltl side scences and comments are soem of the best i think.great flic to roll a blunt to and laugh alot.Worth payin @ the movies NO but to watch for few bucks is worth the money for laughs at least.Well this my first review hope i did ok will work on credit shit in future ones MOvie that totally SUCK ASS THRU A STRAW

Come To Your Window
I took a job as a Nanny just after I graduated college. The Carter's were the perfect family; well off, but not obnoxiously ritzy, down to earth, and generally very kind. As I settled into my bedroom on my first day I took a moment to survey my new neighborhood. Most of the houses were fairly large with pristine landscaping. My eyes finally settled on the window directly across from my own. A handsome teenage face stared back at me. He mussed his curly blonde hair as he smiled. Over the next few days I got familiar with some of the neighbors, including Evan, the inhabitant of the room right across from mine. He was the son of two high-powered attorneys, a senior at the local high school, and all around spoiled rich kid. He didn't bother me much at first, a wave from across the yard as I wrangled the kids inside, a "how are you today?" here or there. On one particularly bright summer afternoon Evan came wandering into our backyard, soccer ball in hand. "Hey Katie," he smiled at me. Tra

'neo-nazi' Party Allowed To Distribute Cds Outside Schools
German authorities have decided to step aside as the National Democratic Party of Germany, a radical far-right political group that is often described as ‘neo-Nazi’, distributes CDs outside of schools, a report said Saturday. Germany authorities have said they will not prevent the neo-Nazi NPD party from distributing CDs outside schools with interviews and music by members of its party, a report said Saturday. The youth protection office said the disc by the National Democratic Party of Germany, the country's most radical far-right party which touts an anti-immigrant agenda, just contained political opinions, the report in the Suddeutsche Zeitung said. The office therefore found no basis on which to ban the disc, the report quoted director Elke Monsen-Engberding as saying. According to the NPD the original demand to ban the distribution of the CDs came from the north east state of Lower Saxony. On its website, the NPD welcomed the decision. The party could "continue t

From Woes To Triumph
Life can bring us uncertainties when we least expect them, but then again when we're not expecting anything at all, there is a family member, friend or even a complete stranger to come to our aid. I've always said life itself throws in it's "monkey wrenches" here and there in order to remind us WE don't always have it easy. Those who do, should never take ANYTHING for granted. This means people as well. A parent, a spouse, a child, a friend, a stranger. Even a animal can turn their backs on you when you need them the most. So be careful.. For if you turn your back on someone, when you need them, they might not be there for help. I thank god/goddess every day for having the people that I do, are in my life. We might not always get along or agree on certain everyday conversations, but friendship to me is just like having a family member, one way or another We're all added to the POT. It might not look or seem like I worry, but those who have been involved closely here in the last coupl

Some Thing I'll Never Forget
Me an my bottle of eight star were just thinking of this place we know, its the most magical place I've ever bean and so beautiful, its like our own little slice of heaven. you have to walk like a mile strait up this huge hill an at the top it kind of Plato's off there's just enough of these really big tall trees to give you privacy from the mansion across the holler to the right of the path. there's also a huge holler at the left end of the Plato { like an island without the sea} in the middle there's an old fallen tree where two lovers set in the early dawn watching the sun rise with the most gorgeous Hughes of amber an gold light shimmering off the tree's an fallen leaves an there soul's connect making them forever soul mates . now close you're eyes and picture what you just read. and message me back the first thought or feeling that comes to you.

Dancing
Dancing - Elisa This is exactly how I'm feeling right now. My buddy Aaron sent it to me and it just fits how I am about someone. Time is gonna take my mindand carry it far away where I can flyThe depth of life will dim my temptation to live for youIf I were to be alone silence would rock my tears'cause it's all about love and I know betterHow life is a waving featherSo I put my arms around you around youAnd I know that I believe and soonMy eyes are on you they're on youAnd you see that I can't stop shakingNo, I won't step back but I'll look down to hide from your eyes'cause what I feel is so sweet and I'm scared that even my own breathOh could burst it if it were a bubbleAnd I'd better dream if I have to struggleSo I put my arms around you around youAnd I hope that I will do no wrongMy eyes are on you they're on youAnd I hope that you won't hurt meI'm dancing in the room as if I was in the woods with youNo need for anything but musicMusic's the reason why I know t

The Night In The Woods
I was walking in the woods to find some where I can be alone for a while since there where people at my place and I was so damn horny. There was a full moon tonight and I have not had any in months and I needed some badly. So I decided to take a walk so I can get off. When I got far enough away to where no one will notice or see me I sat down to have some fun but then I heard a guy grunt and movement close by and thought, great someone is getting fuck. I got up to see f I could see them so maybe I can have something to get off to. But what I found was even better; it was a guy I saw at the party playing with himself. I got the crazy idea that maybe if I acted like I just happen to be walking by and find him like that maybe just maybe he would want to have some fun with me. I slowly walk back a few then I start walking back to where he was at, when I saw him I stopped died and just looked at him. He blushed and tried to hid what he was d

Riddle Answers And Prizes
RIDDLES A woman went to visit her bank manager and she took her young daughter with her. The bank manager said that the womans daughter could stay with his secretary during the meeting. When the woman and her daughter left, the secretary turned to the other secretary and said to her, "That little girl was my daughter." How could that be?The secretary was the girl's father.How many times can you subtract the number 5 from 25?Once, because after you subtract it's not 25 anymore.Why does the stork stand on one leg?Because if he took the other leg off the ground he would fall on the ground!.What Am I? A skin have I, more eyes than one. I can be very nice when I am done. What Am I?A potato.How can this be? A woman shoots her husband. Then she holds him under water for over 5 minutes. Finally, she hangs him. But 5 minutes later they both go out together and enjoy a wonderful dinner together. How can this be?The woman is a photographer. She shot/took a picture of him, develops

Guarantee Her An Orgasm
Certain things are needed to push women over the brink of ecstasy. Try these bedroom-tested strategies. When I'm this close to orgasm -- eyes squeezed shut, lips twisted in a Billy Idol sneer, cheeks glowing -- the most descriptive word wouldn't be "passionate" or "erotic." It would be "determined." Because right then, at the edges of my fading consciousness, I'm worried that the phone will ring, my knees will lose their traction on the sheets, or my boyfriend will change position, and suddenly I'll be sliding away from that elusive peak instead of moving toward it. For the 75 percent of women who don't always reach orgasm during intercourse, this happens all the time. What we need is a fuse blower -- that last shot of stimulation that blasts us into never-never land. "Calling it a fuse blower is pretty appropriate," says sex therapist Ian Kerner, Ph.D. "Recent studies show that in order for a woman to achieve orgasm, the part of her brain associated with stress, emotion, and anxiety

Something I Started While In Jail And Have Yet To Finish.
It was a very cold night, I remember it well. Almost as if it were yesterday. I remember the moon was out in her platninum splendor. I forget the exact year, you tend to do that when ur immortal. Days, months, years...they all seem to just blend together after a while. I can tell you the year now, that is easy, but this story is not about now...it is about then. It is about who and what I am, and how I came to be. Now I know many of you may not believe me, for some of the things which I will tell you may destroy your little safe havens that you have illusioned yourselves with. You may not believe how the world will turn out to be. If this is the case, if you are afraid or to close-minded to accept what I am about to tell you, then do us both a favor and close this book. Sell it, return it, burn it, for I care not. For the rest of you who wish to know the fate of the world as you know it now, then by all means continue reading. Know that all I tell you is true and will come to pa

Walls
You wake from a sleep. A dead sleep in a cold sweat, but hotter than hell. You look at the clock the dead sleep lasted less than an hour yet again. The wall again with the wall, it haunts you in the day and in the night. It changed your life and made you realize that the actual world can actually be the worst nightmare of all. Now you sit and do anything, just anything to stay awake, why because there is more than a wall in there. In all those spots you can mask when you are awake, they haunt you but the distractions keep them at bay. But if you sleep, Even a drug enhanced sleep there they are. Vivid, even more vivid and morbid than they were in real life. The smoke is gone, the sounds of equipment is gone. The burning buildings gone All the other people gone It’s just you and the wall The smell of the dead

The 30 Hottest Things To Say To A Naked Woman
1. "Good morning." 2. "Is it okay with you if I take this slow?"3. "I can't stop touching you."4. "Want to join me in the shower?"5. "I want to kiss/lick/touch every inch of you."6. "I love how you taste."7. "Do you feel this, too?" ("This" being an incredible emotional euphoria.)8. "Hungry? Stay right here. I'll go make you a burrito."9. Her name—her full name—followed by a "Wow."10. "I'll get the light." 11. "I'll cancel my plans if you'll stay here with me for the rest of the weekend." 12. "No one's ever done that before."13. "Can we do that again?"14. "I love your [fill in body part here]."15. Nothing. Total, deliberate silence. You can stare at her, grab her, touch her, but don't make a sound. If she tries to talk, place a finger on her lips.16. While looking out the window at people not currently in bed with her: "Suckers."17. While looking at moonlight reflecting on the ceiling: "What do you see?"18. "I'll go make coffee."19. "Waking up with you is even better than

Carl Sagan On Pot (repost)
This account was written in 1969 for publication in "Marihuana Reconsidered (1971)". Sagan was in his mid-thirties at that time. He continued to use cannabis for the rest of his life. The cannabis experience has greatly improved my appreciation for art, a subject which I had never much appreciated before. The understanding of the intent of the artist which I can achieve when high sometimes carries over to when I'm down. This is one of many human frontiers which cannabis has helped me traverse. There also have been some art-related insights - I don't know whether they are true or false, but they were fun to formulate. For example, I have spent some time high looking at the work of the Belgian surrealist Yves Tanguey. Some years later, I emerged from a long swim in the Caribbean and sank exhausted onto a beach formed from the erosion of a nearby coral reef. In idly examining the arcuate pastel-colored coral fragments which made up the beach, I saw before me a vast Tangue

Dose She Care About Me
my sister walks around the house like she has a stick up her ass and treats me like shit and then wants me to help her with things and it be alright. But when i treat her the same way she dose not like it and i cant even stat to woneder why i dont know about her i just tell to piss of and go on withmy day.

Everything You Do
I was sitting here thinkingof the words i wanted to say, but they just wouldn't come out right-so i found a differnet wayi got a piece of paperand i wrote this poem for you,but there's no way to thank-youfor everything you do.for always being nice to meand staying by my side,and helping me fix my problemsand never leaving me behind.for accepting my thoughts and feelings,though you do not understand,for never giving up on meand being my best friendfor making me laugh-and letting me cryand saying you'd miss meif i were to dieeverything you mean to meyou could never knowin all the ways you've changed my lifei could never showthe way you take care of me(you're my shining star)and though it so increiblethat's just the way you arebefore i get to mushyit's time for me to gobut before i leave this ink-filled pagethere's one thing you should knowas long as we are livingno matter when or whereif you ever need me-just call and i'll be therei'll climb a thousand mountainsand swin a thousand sea...

If I Forget
If I forget to tell you just how much you mean to me, I hope that you will remember while your not here with me.If I forget to tell you that you are my world and more, I hope that you will remember what I am waiting for.If I forget to tell you I want you in my life, I hope that you will remember that I am always by your side.If I forget to tell you I love you more than words, I hope that you will remember regardless of the hurt.If I forget to tell you I am sorry for my mistakes, I hope that you will remember with every one I make.If I forget to tell you no other can compare, I hope that you will remember the love that we both share.If I forget to tell you I miss you everyday, I hope that you will remember your absence causes pain.If I forget to tell you that forever is what I want, I hope you will remember that forever is what we have got. Whether I say these words to you, or wait until you are here with me, I will show you this forever, and these words will have no need.

I Love You
I Love YouI never really knew youyou were just another friend, but when Igot to know you, I let my heart unbend.I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry, I had to forget my first love and give love another try. So I've fallen in love with you, and I'll never let you go, I love you more than anyone, I just had to let you know. And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say, but I'll never stop loving you each and every day. My feelings for you will never change, just know my feelings are true. Just remember one thing..........I Love You!!!!!

Really Bad Jokes
Doctor walks into the exam room where his patient is waiting. "Well, we got your results. I have some good news and bad news." "Give the me the good news first." the patient says. "The good news you're gonna have a disease named after you." What brown and rhymes with Snoop? Dr. Dre.

According To You By Orianthi
According to youI’m stupid,I’m useless,I can’t do anything right.According to youI’m difficult,hard to please,forever changing my mind.I’m a mess in a dress,can’t show up on time,even if it would save my life.According to you. According to you.But according to himI’m beautiful,incredible,he can’t get me out of his head.According to himI’m funny,irresistible,everything he ever wanted.Everything is opposite,I don’t feel like stopping it,so baby tell me what I got to lose.He’s into me for everything I’m not,according to you.According to youI’m boring,I’m moody,you can’t take me any place.According to youI suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away.I’m the girl with the worst attention span;you’re the boy who puts up with it.According to you. According to you.But according to himI’m beautiful,incredible,he can’t get me out of his head.According to himI’m funny,irre

Time For A Change. Updated 4/9
I was walking in the men's locker room at the gym and I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror.... needless to say, I didnt like what I saw and I looked away. Time for a change. I am doing ok but I need to do better. I weigh 195. I am changing my diet and going to the gym more often. I will keep this blog up to date. 2/06/10 Update: 3/12/10 184 pounds 3/18/10 190 3/26/10 186 4/09/10 186.5 *I have been lax on going to the gym but I went today and it felt great*

If She Only Knew....
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like youI'm sorry that I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorry that my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorry that I'm not cute enough to be "your guy"I'm sorry that I am actually nice; not an assholeI'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive thingsI'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you,instead of at a clubI'm sorry that I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to dateI'm sorry if I start not being there, and being used as a door mat,only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes aroundI'm sorry if I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before workI'm sorry that you can't realize.. I've been the one all along.I'm sorry if you read this and k

Homophobia: A Weapon Of Sexism
HOMOPHOBIA—the irrational fear and hatred of those who love and sexually desire those of the same sex. Though I intimately knew its meaning, the word homophobia was unknown to me until the late 1970s, and when I first heard it, I was struck by how difficult it is to say, what an ugly word it is, equally as ugly as its meaning.Like racism and anti-Semitism, it is a word that calls up images ofloss of freedom, verbal and physical violence, death.In my life I have experienced the effects of homophobia through rejection by friends, threats of loss of employment, and threats upon my life; and I have witnessed far worse things happening to other lesbian and gay people: loss of children,beatings, rape, death. Its power is great enough to keep ten to twenty percent of the population living lives of fear (if their sexual identity is hidden) or lives of danger (if their sexual identity is visible)or both. And its power is great enough to keep the remaining eighty to ninety percent of the p

Left Alone In A Room
lost with out thought reminiscing things of past, present and future. Contemplating the outcomes of choices he has at this time. Where will they lead him, what will they do to him, does he want to be there or be that person. Boots 2010

What Element Were You Born Into?
You Were Born into the Earth Element You are a responsible person who values the joys of working hard. You are practical, stable, and (obviously) down to earth. You have to watch out for boredom. Your life needs more romance, adventure, friendship, and fun. You are a solid friend and an ideal partner. You are honest, nurturing, and loyal. What Element Were You Born Into? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Growing Up
I may not have had the best childhood, but I've certainly had the longest. As I get older I realize that I have not grown up, I look at my peers and think "am I as grown as them"? Then I decide, NO, and you know what? I am glad. Carry on.

It Happen On A Plane Flight
The flight I was on was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, whoseemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food anddrinks. As the plane prepared to descend, I noice this attendent come swwiiishing down theaisle and told us that 'Captain Marvey has asked me to announce thathe'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, ifyou could just put your trays up, that would be super. Thanks' On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed andrather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle.. ` 'Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I askedyou to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on theground.' I then overhearded this woman calmly return, 'In my country, I am called aPrincess and I take orders from no one.' To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing abeat, 'Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so Ioutrank you. Tray-up, Bitch'

Feelings
i do not understand how people can think that just because fubar is only a website, that the people on it do not have feelings. i do understand that this place is not real life----on here u can be whomever u choose to be. for some that is a fake person whom they have always wanted to be. for some that is a person who they wish they were a copy of. for people like me----my page is only an extention of myself. my page----although not completely filled out is 100 percent true of who i am as a person. this can leave me vulnerable to those who choose to take advantage of you for wearing your heart on your sleeve. wether i am in real life or fu-life, i do have feelings and am supceptable to getting those feelings hurt. sometimes it is life that hurts us. sometimes it is just the way that it is and cant be helped. sometimes it can be intentional. the intentional kind is the kind that should not exist in real life or fu-life. it is the kind that can be avoided. what would possess people to

Calling All "mummers"
Your result for The Commonly Confused Words Test ... English Genius You scored 86% Beginner, 93% Intermediate, 93% Advanced, and 80% Expert! You did so extremely well, even I can't find a word to describe your excellence! You have the uncommon intelligence necessary to understand things that most people don't. You have an extensive vocabulary, and you're not afraid to use it properly! Way to go! Thank you so much for taking my test. I hope you enjoyed it! For the complete Answer Key, visit my blog: http://shortredhead78.blogspot.com/. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average) You scored 86% on Beginner, higher than 11% of your peers.

What's Your Soul's Urge?
Your Soul's Urge is Independence You are a unique and bold individual. You go your own way. You are a huge idea person. You are destined to be a pioneer in one way or another. You stand out in any crowd just by doing your own thing. You enjoy being unconventional. You are self-reliant, and you don't rely on anyone for anything. You have a lot of friends, even though you don't need them! What's Your Soul's Urge? Blogthings: If Quizzes Are Outlawed, Only Outlaws Will Take Quizzes

Functionality...?
Okay, so I figure this is the best way that I can keep people updated on how I'm doing without having to tell each individual, thus retelling some things that might not be so pleasant, but its also my way of letting everyone know when GREAT! things happen all at once. So, 5 Feb 2010~ Went for my functionality capacity evaluation - failed miserably... By not even being able to keep myself conscious, or able to walk on my own (I was taking a 4-hour test, so with the back, RA, and Fib, of course I couldn't stand or walk on my own), means they (as they told me) have to say that I'm so paralyzed that I can't do anything. This ultimately ends my fight with Social Security, but it's up settin as a mofo!!! I guess b/c I never pack my day with back to back things (granted these "things" were standing, leanin back and forward, seeing how much I could do sitting up, etc.... which lead to not being able to use my hands all most at all), I'm not this bad all of the time, but at least I w

Too Lost In You - Sugababe Lyrics
"Too Lost In You" You look into my eyes I go out of my mind I can't see anything Cos this love's got me blind I can't help myself I can't break the spell I can't even try I'm in over my head You got under my skin I got no strength at all In the state that I'm in And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak Fell too far this time [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't think I just think about the things that you do (you do) I'm too lost in you (Too lost in you) ooh Well you whispered to me And I shiver inside You undo me and move me In ways undefined And you're all I see And you're all I need Help me baby (help me baby) Help me baby (help me now) Cos I'm slipping away Like the sand to the tide Flowing into your arms Falling into your eyes If you get too near I might disappear I might lose my mind [Chorus:] Baby, I'm too lost in you Caught in you Lost in everything about you So deep, I can't sleep I can't thi

Dr. Phil's Personality Test How Do Others Perceive You? Quiz
Results of yourHow Do Others Perceive You? Quiz You scored a total of 45 The Lively Center of Attention Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out. S C O R I N G K E Y If you scored... You may be... 61 & up The Vain, Self-Centered Leader 51 - 60 The Natural Leader 41 - 50 The Lively Center of Attention 31 - 40 The Loyal Friend

Color Personality Test
Red is the color for passion, energy, and money making. Red with orange overtones are dynamic and love the outdoors and anything to do with people. Red with blue overtones can be energetic people with high emotions. Reds in their true red mode are sexy and seductive. Men prefer to watch a women wearing red, even though she may not be the most beautiful woman in the room. It is also the color for someone who wants to have power and be in control. Business people who want to win wear this powerful color to meetings in which they want to stand out. Red makes one feel more energetic or activated. Stop signs are red. Red gets your attention. This energetic personality craves attention and what's more they get it. Being quick with their emotions, they may erupt into a

I Haz Originality :d
You Are Original You're one of a kind, baby! The jury is still out on what kind though... You are creative, zany, and totally wild. You're all over the board, and having fun doing it! People may accuse you of being totally random... you just have your own way of doing things. You may go off in many different directions at once, but you always end up where you're supposed to be. The Zebra Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

Picture Test
Introspective sensitive reflective You come to grips more frequently and thoroughly with yourself and your environment than do most people. You detest superficiality; you'd rather be alone than have to suffer through small talk. But your relationships with your friends are very strong, which gives you the inner tranquility and harmony that you require. You do not mind being alone for extended periods of time; you rarely become bored. http://www.personalityquiz.net/shapes/ullazang.htm

4-variable Iq Test
Your result for The 4-Variable IQ Test... Mathematical 10% interpersonal, 25% visual, 20% verbal and 45% mathematical! Brother-from-another-mother! Like mine, your highest scoring intelligence is Mathematical. You thrive on logic, numbers, things representing numbers, and sets of things that are sets of other things, with numbers nowhere in sight. You probably like the online comic called XKCD, and if you don't, check it out. You probably knew you'd score "Mathematical" as you took the test, and mathy types are usually super-high scorers on this axis, and low on the others. Why? Because you (we) yearn for math. Anyway, your specific scores follow. On any axis, a score above 25% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 25% means you use it less. It says nothing about cognitive skills, just your interest. Your brain is roughly: 10% Interpersonal 25%Visual 20%Verbal 45%Mathematical Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes.

Sexual Hell Test
Your result for The Sexual HELL Test ... HELL LEVEL 1 Raw score: 52% You're a fallen angel. There's some innocence there, but the sexual dark side has called you and, possibly, is already using you. But you're not evil, just naughty; dirty, but not filthy. You're certainly hellbound, and you'll most likely seek out other imps like yourself to work your wicked will. There might be a moral core inside you, but it's been overtaken by lust. AVOID: the heavenbound. Your path is downward, and you'll need a guide. Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average) You scored 52% on hellishness, higher than 24% of your peers.

Matador, 16, Kills 6 Bulls!
Spanish bullfighter Miguel Sanchez Alonso, who is 16, killed 6 bulls in just two and a half hours on Saturday in Caceres, Spain. Not only is it remarkable for a young man to do it but in 2007 he almost died from being gored by a bull in Mexico. He started bullfighting at the age of 6. Says Sanchez Alonso, “Ever since I was very small I have had this in my genes." Bravo Maestro!!! For the rest of the story: http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,585008,00.html?test=latestnews Bravo BlastFM for the great music played. Do yourself a favor and check it out! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

My Very First Owner!
So I was invited at the last minute to join an auction. I said "a what?" Then I was told by my fiancee just do it its easy. So I did and it was awesome. I met Betty Badass and talked to her for the first time. She is hella cool and totally rocks! Proud to say I have made another very cool friend. Thanks for the bid Betty Badass! You Rock! Go and love on my first auction owner ever! http://fubar.com/2862722

The 3 Variable Funny Test
Your result for The 3 Variable Funny Test ... the Cutting Edge (57% dark, 50% spontaneous, 37% vulgar) your humor style:CLEAN | SPONTANEOUS | DARK Your humor's mostly innocent and off-the-cuff, but somehow there's something slightly menacing about you. Part of your humor is making people a little uncomfortable, even if the things you say aren't themselves confrontational. You probably have a very dry delivery, or are seriously over-the-top.Your type is the most likely to appreciate a good insult and/or broken bone and/or very very fat person dancing. PEOPLE LIKE YOU: David Letterman - John BelushiThe 3-Variable Funny Test! - it rules - Your Analysis (Vertical line = Average)

Snowman Soup
1 package hot cocoa 2 Hershey Kisses mini-marshmallows. 6 ounce cup hot water. unwrap Kisses place at bottom of cup. add hot water, stir to dissolve. add hot cocoa mix. stir to dissolve. add marshmallows. enjoy.

Hah Wtf
im tryin not ta piss my pants laughin from this run in. I almost feel bad callin my girl by the name red after this,ALMOST ♥ NAUGHTY ...: INDEED ♥ NAUGHTY ...: BYE OUT YO tat2oodtrash: makin mama proud tat2oodtrash: buhbye now ♥ NAUGHTY ...: AND SLUT tat2oodtrash: u too whore ♥ NAUGHTY ...: TY FOR GETTING IT RIGHT HAHA ♥ NAUGHTY ...: yes ♥ NAUGHTY ...: now have a good day

What Matters
Some people only want one thing in life and they strive there entire life to get that one thing, but for some its never reached. Things that are important to us keep us living and going through life to achieve it but when its not reachable because of too many obstacles and it dont want to be reached then those people dont live much longer. We find that one special thing in life and with out it life means nothing.

Life
its soo cool when you try so hard to do something in life and make something of your self so you can be with your love and help and support her and be with her, but you have life pulling at your feet and every time you have ever been able to make something goodout of your life something has to fuck it up and ruin everything and this has been going on your entire life then something special you really want comes along and its out your reach because your entire life you have strived to make it better and you are still where you began along time ago. You want something you cant have because of something holding you back and you need help but the help you need you can never get only the help you don't need you can get.

Who Am I… I Am That I Am...
For I Am That I Am, birth is not the beginning nor is death the end of the soul. Birth and death are only the doors we pass through on our journey from the spiritual realm to the physical world, and through which we return again. Only the body comes into being and passes away; it is the vehicle through which the soul takes residence in its long journey back to its source. As the body is the means for soul growth and development so that it may reenter the spiritual planes enriched by its experiences, so also is it the means by which the soul stumbles and falters, obscured by its embodiment in matter. There are features in the account of soul found throughout I Am That I Am' writings. There is always a tripartite division of soul; the transcendent higher Universal Soul, which he equates with the ONE; the immanent but separate lower Universal Soul that acquires attributes as identified in the Intellectual Sphere, and the particular souls that give life and reality to material things. O

They're Coming To Take Me Away Ha-ha By Napoleon Xiv
Remember when you ran away and I got on my knees and begged you not to leave because I'd go berserk?? Well... You left me anyhow and then the days got worse and worse and now you see I've gone completely out of my mind.. And.. They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa!! They're coming to take me away, ho-ho, hee-hee, ha-haaa To the funny farm. Where life is beautiful all the time and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats and they're coming to take me away, ha-haaa!!!!! You thought it was a joke and so you laughed, you laughed when I had said that loosing you would make me flip my lid.. RIGHT??? I know you laughed, I heard you laugh, you laughed you laughed and laughed and then you left, but now you know I'm utterly mad... And.. They're coming to take me away, ha-haaa, They're coming to take me away, ho

America’s Sexiest Mayor: Carmen Kontur-gronquist
So she's a mayor and she has a Myspace page where she posts revealing lingerie pictures of herself with a fire truck in the background. So? What's the big deal? Oh, right, she's the mayor of a town and she has a Myspace page. What the hell? You know, people are going on about Carmen Kontur-Gronquist's lingerie picture (below), but what's more unsettling about all this hullabaloo is that a grown woman, who is also a mayor of a town, actually has a Myspace page. My nieces have Myspace page. But then again, they're 12 and 18, respectively. Carmen Kontur-Gronquist is what, in her '40s? (Although, for a 40-ish chick, she's still packing some serious heat there, kids. Nice abs, Mayor!)

Shakira Sex Tape Scandal: Yes, A Threesome Is Involved
How does that Shakira song go, "These hips don't lie"? Well let's hope this article at AOL isn't lying, when it reports that a sex tape involving Shakira and two men, Alejandro Sanz and Antonio de la Rúa, doing the dirty deed onboard a yacht may be in existence, and that it just might be in the hands of prosecutors. Why's that? Apparently because two employees of Sanz was just arrested for trying to extort money from the trio, using a purported sex tape between them as leverage. Their excuse for trying to extort money? Sanz was making them work too hard. Wow. Really? It should be noted that all the parties involved have denied the existence of the tape, but then again, don't they always?

Celebrity Sex Tape News
According to reports, there may be a Jessica Simpson sex tape making the rounds around town--and its from her vintage days as Mrs. Lachey. According to the Daily Sport, the home movie shows Jess in a number of sex acts with her ex-husband Nick. The video has apparently has been acquired by the same people who released Pamela Anderson and Tommy Lee's sex tape. A source said: "Jessica is horrified her name and 'sex tape' are being mentioned in the same sentence. She's always been a girl of high morals and principles." This next one sounds a little bogus to us, but you can decide. A cameraman is claiming that he has a sex tape of Madonna and Alex Rodriguez, that was filmed without their knowledge. According to the Daily Star, the "footage was obtained in this way it would be an outrageous invasion of privacy." We smell a hefty lawsuit!

Top 10 Famous Last Words (repost)
Everyone wants to be remembered after they die. Or at least, I do. The best way to be remembered is to do something amazing during your life, like cure cancer or AIDS, or find a way to make a cereal that doesn’t get soggy no matter how long you let it sit in your milk. But if you don’t manage to pull off anything stellar then at least have some amazing final words prepared so people can remember them and pass them along for generations. I have compiled a list of top 10 famous last words that are not likely to be forgotten anytime soon. You know, unless a meteor hits us and we become extinct. Check out the list after the jump. 10. “I pray you to bear me witness that I meet my fate like a brave man.” – Major John Andre. This quote was made by someone who is relatively unknown, at least to me, but I feel like it is one of the most intense sentences I have ever read. He said it right before he was hanged in America as a British spy. Keep bein’

Blog For Bling: Win A Bling Pack , 7 Day Blast Or Pimped For A Month Contest !!
Well, I’m sure that got your attention didn’t it?…but it’s actually true, it’s the: “Blog for Bling!” Contest!! Yup, that’s right the lucky winning bidder of this contest receives their choice of either a $20 Bling pack or a 7 Day Blast!! Damn !! Cheap-ass JD is finally spending some cash! Lol. Well then what do I have to do you ask?… Well, you know how people get people that magic 1000 rates to help them vote on a MUMM to level and then tell them who sent ya? It’s the exact same thing, except what you’re rating and commenting on isn’t a MUMM, it’s my blog :D….There

Best Eclipse Photo Ever! (repost)
February 5, 2010 - 12:20 PM Actually, this isn’t just one photograph — it’s a composite of 31 different images, taken in the shadow of the solar eclipse that passed over Asia and parts of the Pacific back in July for 6 minutes and 39 seconds. That’s the longest solar eclipse anyone on Earth will witness this century; a longer one isn’t coming until 2132. Mathematician and eclipse photographer Miloslav Druckmüller didn’t waste a second of it, positioned with a team of colleagues on Enewetak Atoll in the South Pacific, which just happens to be where the first hydrogen bomb was tested by the United States back in 1952. (Sounds like the setup to an un-aired episode of Lost, but anyway.) The photo shows the solar corona that make up the sun’s “atmosphere” in glorious detail. Its whorls and loops extend millions of miles into space, are nearly 200 times hotter than the visible surface of the sun, and yet aren’t nearly as brigh

Pictures Of Celibraties (repost)
Madonna, Detroit, 1976 Marilyn Monroe in 1946 The Beatles in 1957. George Harrison is 14, John Lennon is 16, and Paul McCartney is 15. Andy Warhol and Candy Darling (she was born James Lawrence Slattery) Allen Ginsberg Jack Kerouac Hunter S. Thompson (the author of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas) Bob Dylan, Cher and Sonny Brigitte Bardot

Kim Kardashian Likes Golden Showers
Kim Kardashian, the professional skank and friend of Paris Hilton received a golden shower from her ex-boyfriend, R&B singer Ray-J. If you're a religious person, a "golden shower" means you like to get pissed on. The scene is reportedly included in the celebrity sex tape the duo made, which is available online.

Poems For Mom No I Didnt Do This But Damn It I Wish I Had Lol
Poem to MOM My daughter came home from school one day,With a smirk upon her face..she decided she was smart enough, To put me in my place.'Guess what I learned in Civics Two,that's taught by Mr. Wright?It's all about the laws today,The 'Children's Bill of Rights.'It says I need not clean my room, Don't have to cut my hairNo one can tell me what to think,Or speak, or what to wear.I have freedom from religion,And regardless what you say,I don't have to bow my head,And I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want,And pierce my tongue & nose..I can read & watch just what I like,Get tattoos from head to toe.And if you ever spank me,I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges,With the marks on my behind.Don't you ever touch me,My body's only for my use,Not for your hugs and kisses,that's just more child abuse.Don't preach about your morals, Like your Mama did to you.That's nothing more than mind control,And it's illegal too!Mom, I have these children's rights,So

The Traveller's Medicine Cabinet: 5 Essential Drugs For The Road
While out roving you aren’t always (or even often) anywhere near a hospital or pharmacy . But, if you pack these nutritional supplements and natural medications wherever you go, you’ll be able to cope just fine. #1: Kratom The Situation You’re hiking the Appalachian trail in the dead of winter. It’s freezing cold, the terrain is rough, and you’ve got another four hours of trudging through the snow before you reach your destination for the night. Suddenly the worst happens; your boot gets caught between two rocks, you lose your footing and tumble to the ground, wrenching your ankle in the process. After a loud yelp of pain and several creative obscenities, you manage to sort yourself out and rise back to your feet. You can still walk, but every step is agony. How on earth are you going to make it to town before nightfall? © Miserlou What It Is A leafy green plant grown mainly in Southeast Asia. Uses First and foremost, Kratom is a powerful p

This Mean Lil Pointwhore...
is about 86,000 from leveling. Being a mummer, we all know she could care less about "teh pointz" so, piss her off a get the meanie leveled... ♋SweetnSassyTinkerbell069™~JoJo\'s Pal~Fu FBI Special Agent~Most Ignored Girl!~~http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/32/96/236923/tn_2960355686.jpg">@ fubar Thanking you in advance, Moi

New Song
Well, it all looks the same, Bored, with playing this game. Anger, for what was never done, The promise, that died in the sun. You, pretended you loved me, Tell, me your down while towering above me. You won’t see, you won’t see, You won’t see the truth here, Much too inconvienet, That you hurt me, and keep me down. You say , your friends are all gone, Then why, am I the one who’s always alone? While you’re out running around? You’re tears they weigh my wings down,

Note 2-6-10 History Channels Plot
I WATCHED ON TV THE DOWNPLAY OF DC BEING NUKED!! WTF DOES THIS SOUND NORMAL TO TO YOU?? (DAY AFTER DISASTER) 1100-1300 ctr time note- this plan of nuke attack was document in 2009 this is new improved hot zone plan note- ground nuke planted note- the start of marial law

This Sucks
Ok... now I'm really pissed!!! I just typed out a HUGE blog and I lost it ... I'm fine, just stressed and at my breaking point ... The apartment fire was not in our apartment, and we are expecting to return by Wednesday. The cleanup of our apartment should be done by then. I'm going insane and I wanna go home. I'm pissed off at my careless neighbors, which if you have me on Facebook, you have seen me complain about them before. CRACKHEADS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you guys, I'll be back soon. Catch me in the next few minutes and let me know if you want my number to text me. I'm logging off in about 5.

Dear Civilians,
Dear Civilians,We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:1. The next time you see any adults talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem - kick their ass.2. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest - kick their ass.3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this nation great. Then hold them downwhile a disabled veteran kicks their ass.4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were, wearing battle dress uniforms (BDUs) or Jungle Fatigues,

Just An Expression
Not that too many ppl will care or read this, but as 1 of my absolute best friends(sis)said once.."u just gotta let it out". The top women in my family r there for a reason..the top 3 I've known, not for yrs, but many, many months. They keep me grounded & let me know I matter. They all know why I care & if any of them EVER needed anything, I'd be there in a heartbeat. I swear sometimes I wish I could live in 3 places @ once because they mean that much to me. Now, my UhP family/friends..U all know who u r...for a lounge to actually give 2 craps about me, even when I haven't been doing my part for the lounge, means a lot to me. Now I know all about how some ppl feel about lounges, but for the loyal 1's there, including the owner, tyvm for being there for me. I am not perfect, I have made mistakes & got caught up in the "drama" thing. I hate & am ashamed that I've said things in my status, that really just shows how much I can hurt when ppl r rude. I am not thick skinned, never have be

Wriiten By Gothic Cowboy To Me ( Such A Wonderful Man)
Indulge me if you willa glimpse withinas I ponder so many thingswithin the darkness of the nightwithin the silencebut always when I think of youthere is lightand a smilewhen I think back to your voiceyour laughsome small kindness youve shown mefor no gain except to make me feel your warmthor to show me where yoru turest beauty laysfor it lays withinwhile all others may coersce and attemptto gain your passion form withoutalways know that I endevour it from withinalways know that I see you as more than just an object of effectionbut a woman taken as a wholeas each day I see and learn more of youas each day my faith in myself is returnedas each moment my belief in a relationship is restored by the little things you dothe little ways you show mejust know that your heart is a fragile thing and I would never knowingly cause it harmThank you for helping to return my music to methank you for your gentlenessyour passionYour an amazing womanand each day I'm going to show you in word and deedhow

The Octo-mom,multi Kid Tv Syndrome..thumbs Down On Multi Breeding
I just HAVE to blog about this. Tv is full of garbage anyway but the garbage im addressing today REALLY bugs me. We live in a time of no jobs and no money. Many have to scrape by just to make ends meet..so is it any wonder that when i see and hear of people going absolutely NUTS overbreeding like cats or dogs that i see red. Why is it that some people almost INSIST on having literally a LITTER of kids instead of your normal sane 3-4 ? And to make matters worse some tv stations are giving these populus increasing airheads reality shows making it seem like an ok thing to do. People like ms lunatic OCTO-MOM and JON AND KATE PLUS EIGHT and others who went absolutely apeshit with their reproductive organs and now have a more then half a dozen or so kids at once. If its strictly by force of nature then thats one thing....but people like octo mom had ALOT of help giving birth to a litter of kids thanks to science...what makes me want to puke is that she did it on purpose,knowing the media a

What Kind Of Diner Food Are You?
You Are Grilled Cheese You are easygoing and easy to please. You don't like change, and people can count on you to be consistent. You don't need or ask for much. If you have the basics satisfied, you're happy. You are a loyal and true friend. Your friends know to only expect the best from you. You are a very "what you see is what you get" person and well liked for it. You are simply a delight. What Kind of Diner Food Are You? Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

I Don't Believe You By Pink
I Don't Believe YouI don't mind itI don't mind at allIt's like you're the swing setAnd I'm the kid that fallsIt's like the way we fightThe times I've criedWe come to blowsAnd every nightThe passion's thereSo it's got to be rightRight?No I don't believe youWhen you say don't come around here no moreI won't remind youYou said we wouldn't be apartNo I don't believe youWhen you say you don't need me anymoreSo don't pretend toNot love me at allI don't mind itI still don't mind at allIt's like one of those bad dreamsWhen you can't wake upIt looks like you've given upYou've had enoughBut I want moreNo I won't stopBecause I just knowYou'll come aroundRight?No I don't believe youWhen you say don't come around here no moreI won't remind youYou said we wouldn't be apartNo I don't believe youWhen you say you don't need me anymoreSo don't pretend toNot love me at allJust don't stand there and watch me fallBecause I, because I still don't mind at allIt's like the way we fightThe times I've criedWe c

Are You A Lava Lamp Or A Disco Ball?
You Are a Lava Lamp You are dreamy, relaxed, and contemplative. You like to get lost inside your own head. You never know where your thoughts will take you, and you consider reflection to be a wild ride. You're happy to sit and be alone for long periods of time. You only do well with others who are like minded. You appreciate other peaceful, creative types. Great things can come when great minds get together. Are You a Lava Lamp or a Disco Ball? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

What Kind Of Storm Are You?
You Are a Hurricane You are downright deadly. No one would ever try to mess with you. You are feared and rightly so. Once you get on the warpath, there's no stopping you. People know to get out of your way as soon as they can. You only pick up momentum as you progress. You may calm down temporarily, but you always get a second wind. You're one storm that takes a while to pass. What Kind of Storm Are You? Work is Hard. Time for Blogthings!

The Zebra Test
You Are Original You're one of a kind, baby! The jury is still out on what kind though... You are creative, zany, and totally wild. You're all over the board, and having fun doing it! People may accuse you of being totally random... you just have your own way of doing things. You may go off in many different directions at once, but you always end up where you're supposed to be. The Zebra Test Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

Virus
Some virus hit my family like fucking wildfire, it started with my son then sissy girl & myself of course Jo Jo got it as well and now daddy has it.. We all had flu like symptoms, it's sad because I got a call from my man saying he was coming home do to him not feeling well had to unlock the door for em, I'm just hoping that this shit goes away soon...

02/06/2010
02/06/2010 By: Travis Smith Sitting on the bed Stairing out my window I see the snow covered ground Snow covered cars Thoughts racing through my mind Pictures of what I left behind Thoughts of you Swirling through my mind like the blowing sands of time Pulled left, pulled right Not sure which way to go Looking to the sky and the book for a clue Wishing I was with you Holding me, holding you Warm embrace Leather and lace Consume me I wanna roll the dice Never think twice But I can't sort through pain Without you, there's nothing for me to gain Come save me?

It's Been A While...
...Since I last blogged about the weird dreams I used to have. Last night I had a freakish one. It was about this small killer doll/girl thing and I was constantly running away from her. Then I just ran out and stabbed her in the stomach with this sharp bit of wood or something. And when that didn't work I shoved it through her mouth and through her cheek and pinned her to the ground with it. Then I just tried to rip her limbs off with my bare hands. I remember twisting the legs as hard as I can to pull it off. I even remember the smooth/rubbery feel of the skin. What's worse...this dream didn't even scare me like others had done before.

So Strange....
So, I dreamt that a GIANT cheech polar bear attacked, the chong statue of liberty. (I witnessed via shadow puppets, "including cheesey cheech&chong sound effects") to which I turned around to see a Polar bear the size of the statue of liberty standing victorious over the fallen statue. Then body surfing acrost the entire hudson bay with john travolta, poor john broke his leg with a compound fracture on the giant water slide the bay turned into, and I bit my tongue in half. Shortly there after I was arrested for biting my tongue, as it was now a felony to do so on water slides. Mr. Travolta then took off with my bag of pot...you bastard!

About Beauty
Just to remind myself, what the true meaning is about beauty. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed: never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others.

Virginity Not Just Lost, But Stolen.
When I was 14 my girl friends and I loved going to the mall, but this one times I decided to stay home and watch some TV. I got bored so when 3 of my guy friends came down and asked me to come hang out with them at some old abandoned house, I thought it would be fun, We were together all the time so I felt comfortable sitting back and having a few drinks.. did I mention I was stupid? ... a few drinks led to a few more. The next thing I remember was one of these "friends" asked me to come talk to him about something, leading me into the other room, We were good friends and I thought nothing of it Then next thing i know he was on top of me. I dont remember even now the events after that except being dragged out by my girlfriends. One of them had a huge crush on the boy and waz mad at me because she wouldn't believe I couldn't remember what happened. After that I was taken to the police station, I remember that clearly because the police were very unfriendly and made me f

Orde Ab Chao
This day is worth living This fight is worth fighting This hope is worth hoping What I walk away from is not my master Your Holy Bible (is not my master) Your God in Heaven (is not my master) And your commandments (is not my master) Ordo ab chao, it's time for disaster Your Holy Bible (is not my master) Your God in Heaven (is not my master) And your commandments (is not my master) Ordo ab chao, it's time for disaster There is no law beyond do what thou wilt I spit it ninety three times for the structure I've built I'm not illuminati yet but steadily I'm illuminated I'm loved by many but by many I am surely hated And you can call me the Kissinger of the wickedshit But if you wanna do that then you gotta call me terrorist This is the ressurection of the apocolypse Written on my journey to the land of helliopolis I represent a simple eucorist And in my mouth be the essence of the motherfuckin wickedshit I spit the Devil shit and no I won't ambelish it Because Disciples they consider thi

Scream At The Heavens
I answer to no man, to no GodI have no faith in nothing or no oneI have my will and the phallus between my legsAnd the oath that I took to the BaphometAnd the blood running course through my veinsAnd the thoughts of a child who's life was betrayedNo salvation, I cannot be savedNo forgiveness, my mind has been madeI'm like the equinox change of the seasonsA shadow on the wall with a lack of reasonI am the cyst that exists cause you made meAnd I grow on anyone that's betrayed meAnd I cannot be cut off or severedCause each time I grow back inside a new endevourAnd my mission is simpleI'm here to bring about the end through my work and my principlesArmeggedon in the Holy landWith no respect or understanding for the Holy manDamn, I'm tryna do all that I canTo free man from the grasp of the profanes handYou misinterpret and say what I amAnd try to tell me that I can't when you know that I canCall me enigma, a puzzle you don't understandThe pieces fit only if you know the final planAnd so I s

Fuck Your God
How can you believe in something that you cannot see Blood is inside us, but if you're cut then you will bleed There is no proof of your God other than your faith And yet you act like your living in a lucid state You say the Bible is the proof of your Gods existance But if that's true then why are there so many religions Who are you to say your system is so right for me It's fuckin' funny you believe in what you cannot see Religion's nothing more than a business like this music shit You ask me how when you just bought a crucifix You give your money to the pastor and the Holy land While your God goes to the bank with your money in hand I'd rather burn in Hell than serve your God in Heaven I'd rather be poor than pay your God his Holyseverence Fuck your God, the Holy Spirit and the Holy Father You all are sheep so I lead you now into the slaughter How can you believe in something that you cannot see Then have the nerve to try and push that shit off on me You have no explanation of how

Make It Spectacular!!!
I dont have very much time these days, so Ill make it quick, like my life. You know as we come to the end of this phase of our lives, we find ourselves trying to remember the good times and trying to forget the bad times. We find ourselves thinking about the future. We start to worry, thinking "what am I going to do?", "where am I going to be in 10 years?"...but I say to you, "hey look at me, please dont worry so much because in the end none of us have very long on this earth". Life is fleeting and if your ever distressed, cast your eyes to the summer sky when the stars are strung across the velvety night and when a shooting star streaks through the blackness, turning night into day, make a wish and think of me and make your life spectacular!!! I know I did...

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Fu-Pastor_Blog™This blog will hold the members who are commonly called fu-Pastors. If you decide to choose the Traditional way of a fumarriage please send any one of the members listed below a Private_Message.Do Not Leave A Comment On This Blog!! It Will Be Ignored & Deleted.Please duelly note to be respectful in your dealings, also when sending a message please be patient. These members may already have a list of fu-Weddings to deal with, but they will answer all of your messages. If they don't simply send someone else a message till you find a suitable fu-Pastor.Fu-Pastor_Member_List(Go ahead and talk to them...they won't bite!)Queen RevMaster MidnightRev. Eternal

How To Flatten Your Stomach In No Time At All (repost)
Instructions Things You'll Need: spare time motivation Step 1 The most important thing before getting a six pack is to ensure a good diet by eating mainly foods with high carbohydrates and low sugars. The best foods are staples like rice, potato and pasta. Try to stay away from all the fatty foods such as ice-cream and chips, and ensure to drink plenty of water! At least 2L a day, the best way to do this is to drink a cup or two every few hours, it all adds up! Step 2 The Work Out. The following program I have developed has enabled me to obtain a six-pack within 14 days. It is very effective and focuses on key areas.It is as follows:- 15 sit ups- 10 star jumps- 15 push ups- 10 star jumps- 20 crunches - to do these lay down on your back, lift and bend your legs so your knees are perpendicular to the ground. Then turn flex your abdominal muscles and rock your body up so your head meets your knees.- 15 star jumps Step 3 Do this every morning when your wa

Day At The Beach
She came out of the ocean,With her bikini in her hand.She looked towards her friend,And dropped it in the sand. As she walked closer,The other licked her lips.And slowly slid off her bottoms,Revealing her beautiful hips. The two met in a sweet embrace,A passionate kiss with no remorse.Thier hands running over each other,So softly touching,no use of force. Ones hand found its mark,And buried fingers inside.As the other licked her nipples,Begging her to go deeper inside. Soon thier faces disapeered,Buried in each others thighs.Each so into the other,It wasn't long before one cryed. Her hips raised and began to shake,As the other ran her tongue deep within.She begged the other not to stop,To never let this feeling end. Her hips raised then slowly dropped,As the others tongue ran up to her smile.Then they kissed and held each other,And laid intertwined for awhile.

Nsfw Poem
As I entered the room,She was layed out teasing between her thighs.Her slow soft moans,Only altered by her gentle crys. I imagined what it would be like,To put my face so deep into her.To feel her smooth juices on my tongue,Nothing could be sweeter I'm sure. She began to toss her head,As she lifted her ass off the bed.She opened her eyes and saw me,"Take my fingers place" she said. My tongue zeroed in on a glimer of juice,Soon her legs clenched my back.My tongue licked at her clit,While my finger went on the attack. She moaned harder as her ass kept rythum,She begged me to go faster,to fill her needs.This little beauty before me naked,So beautiful,my hands picked up speed. Soon my fingers flew in and out of her,Faster than I could tell.I knew her juices would flow soon,As her moans and crys became yells. She came alldown my fngers,As I licked her outer walls.Her hips still grinding as I played,Her ass to the bed began to fall. I slowly slid up next to her,He

Sol Invictus
Invictus by William Ernest Henley Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud. Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate; I am the captain of my soul. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I used to wander around in a land of pure imagination, a few graphics here and there, a massive tug of creativity from my fellow players the very thing that drew me there and kept me there. I would say that I was under the whim of addiction, and I created a breeze with my own creative talents that many would recall as a hurricane lashing. As with most forms of add

Severe Freakin' Panic Attack
I am seriously freaking out over here. The hook/bracket on the very last molar popped completely off of my tooth! Have this extra wire sticking me all over the place. I've popped brackets before but never the last freakin' tooth. I just have these horrid visions of my tooth falling out of my head, not to mention, is this going to effect the other teeth around it until I get it put back on? I'm sure I'm over reacting, but I've tried to be so careful with these stupid things and now this. I simply can't breathe.

I'm A Blue Period Picasso...
ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANTI'm a blue period Picasso stuck on a wall In the middle of a hall in Barcelona Trying to figure out how to get down 'Cause this solitude is bringing me down The paintings around me, they don't understand me The S h i n i n g™I philosophize, and interpret a pained man through Irish eyes. They don't smile, they just gauge intent and size; when it's necessary to descend or rise, to hold fast or sever the ties. The warrior's creed: it's do or die. And it's all blue, like a field of Irises beneath a Starry Night, like a genius, who severed his ears so he could feel the strife, and feel it so true, that he could lay it on canvas and make it scoff at you. Like a fennid who laid his life on the line, after he honed his spear, sheared off a hair, let it drop onto the leaf and watched it split in to two. You can't hear, but you can feel the tune, vibrate through bone and sinew. I'll make it all right, after I shed a tear or two. I'm just a man who's

Green Buds And Hash By Dana Larsen (repost)
GREEN BUDS AND HASH Would you like green buds and hash?- No I would not, Mister Stash! Would you like them in a bong?Would you like them all day long? - No I would not in a bong!- No I would not all day long!- I do not like green buds and hash.- I do not want them Mister Stash! Would you like them wrapped in paper?Will you try them now or later? - I do not want them wrapped in paper.- I don't want them now or later.- I don't want them in a bong,- I do not want them all day long.- I do not like green buds and hash,- I do not want them Mister Stash! Would you like them in a joint?- No I would not, what's the point? Perhaps you would prefer a puff?Just have one, that is enough. - I won't partake, not of a puff,- Nor a hoot, nor hit, nor huff! Would you t

Fu-pastor_information_blog
Fu-Pastor_Information_BlogThe biggest Question that always seems to come from a different member every day is "How does someone get married on Fubar?" Currently there are two ways of getting married on Fubar and this blog will list bost ways.Buying a Fubar CertificateThis option was created through Fubar because members were getting online-married just about everyday. So fubar decided to add it as a feature to buy a fu-certificate that will entail both fu-married members with:Being on each others profile,Being on each others Tooltips (Don't know what a Tooltip is go to (How To) Use_Your_Tooltip (Coming_Soon),Special fu-marriage bling (That will look like the image to the far right ),10% of each others points,A discount when you buy giftshop items.Info on choosing this option will be located in one of my blogs Coming_Soon.Traditional_Way (Contacting a Fu-Pastor)This option has been around since LostCherry (Don't know what LostCherry is find a member below the 300,000 u

Fubar's Double Standard
I think I am starting to understand fubar. . . If you are a guy you can be topless in any and all photos, even your default picture, but if you are a female and show even the smallest bit of cleavage your photo gets taken down and marked NSFW. What the fuck is with the double standard??? Baby Jesus and Scrapper need to pull their heads out of their asses and and start pull all those photos of shirtless guys off. P.S. If a woman is in a bikini it is the same thing as her being in her bra and underware!!!!!

Ensign: Colts And Saints
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 5 February 2010 No, the order of today’s title does not indicate who I want to win Sunday’s Super Bowl – truth be known, I’m really not a football fan. I wasn’t allowed to play it in school because my parents feared my head would get bopped with the ball, it would knock my shunt loose and cause bleeding in my alleged brain so we would not be having this pleasant conversation today. If you’re into very bad puns, this year’s Super Bowl may well be the most Bible-thumping in recent memory, especially since (not Indianapolis) Colts and (not New Orleans) Saints are both mentioned in Scripture! Let’s cut to the chase; where does God possibly tie these two together and what can we learn from it? What any Bible study or devotional script ought to do &h

Point Whores Begging
BustyBeaut...: http:... would you rate this picture a 10? im in a boobie contest and i want to beat the other girls lol Wow, it looks like the point whores are out tonight. Whats funny is this chic has fake boobies.ummm yeah ok..lol

Fashion Trends
Dead is the new unambiguous. Bipolar is the new undecided. Heavily armed is the new born again. Bald is the new head... and the new crotch. Hairy is the new face. Sheepishly admitting to having an STD is the new flirting. Purell is the new face of fear. Finding the time that's right for you is the new impotence. The smiley-face emoticon is the new "sincerely yours." Smoking is the new outdoorsy lifestyle. Looking forward to insanely expensive private schooling, thousand dollar a week nannies and soccer is the new yuppie birth control. Misinformed is the new patriotic. Veganism is the new "tastes like chicken." Serotonin uptake inhibiting is the new crowd control. Texting is the new talking. Talking is the new singing. Singing is the new hubris. Gay marriage is the new "be careful what you wish for." And finally, and only because I really need this to catch on, forty-four years old is the new thirty. :D

Little Something
taken from my heart, ill place it in yours. given to you with all my promises, but without asking for any in return. being understanding enough to always be by yourside. Ill never test it for I know its true causing loving you is all i know to do. finish later sorry

Want To Win A Bomb Or Auto?
Want to win an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb ?Bad Habitz Radio salute contest:⇒ Must be a member of Bad Habitz to enter.⇒ Make Bad Habitz Radio a salute (please stay classy and creative).⇒ Send Sinful Rawker the link to it in a private message.⇒ The contest will be held on the Bad Habitz profile and based on rates.⇒ Comments are welcome but will not help determine the winner.⇒ I will promote the contest as a whole but the contestents will be responsible for promoting their picture.⇒ Please no cheating, downrating, or drama - doing so will result in removal from the contest.⇒ Person with the most rates on 2/24 @ 10pm est (7 fu time) will win.⇒ Winner will be announced in the lounge during BHR Birthday Party.Examples:

The Lingerie Football League Plays This Sunday
This Super Bowl Sunday is the biggest TV watching day of the year. If the Super Bowl gets boring I have a suggestion. The 7th Annual Lingerie Football League is playing their championship game the same Sunday. If you like watching babes wearing very little and playing football then this might be for you. A word of caution, these babes don’t fool around. They hit and take hits. They are great athletes with hot bodies. Take a look http://video.foxsmallbusinesscenter.com/v/4004630/a-sexy-alternative-to-the-super-bowl?category_id=87013#/v/4004630/a-sexy-alternative-to-the-super-bowl/?playlist_id=87013 We love the LFL at BlastFM. They play hard and give you great entertainment as does BlastFM. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Want To Win An Auto Or Bomb?
Want to win an Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb ?Bad Habitz Radio salute contest:⇒ Must be a member of Bad Habitz to enter.⇒ Make Bad Habitz Radio a salute (please stay classy and creative).⇒ Send Sinful Rawker the link to it in a private message.⇒ The contest will be held on the Bad Habitz profile and based on rates.⇒ Comments are welcome but will not help determine the winner.⇒ I will promote the contest as a whole but the contestents will be responsible for promoting their picture.⇒ Please no cheating, downrating, or drama - doing so will result in removal from the contest.⇒ Person with the most rates on 2/24 @ 10pm est (7 fu time) will win.⇒ Winner will be announced in the lounge during BHR Birthday Party.Examples:

Tired Of It All
the last few weeks havent been the best for me,ive been going through alot of things emotionally with sonny,we always argue and fight and hardly actually talk,we dont spend time together like a couple should,we do our own "thing" and i feel were drifting apart and that kills me,i love him and he is my everything but i cant keep going on like this,i need to feel like im actually worth something to him,i need to feel loved and cared for and like im his only light again like i used to feel when we got together 2 and a half years ago but i dont know if i can be that again to him,i have no idea what he feels anymore. Ever since he got home from Iraq its like the man i fell in love with stayed in Iraq and a different man came home and i dont know the man im with now and that isnt a good thing,i want the man i fell in love with back and i dont know if he will ever come back to me and that scares me to death,idk what to do.....

Salute Pics
I have been noticing more and more, with amusement, that many of the women on this site have pic after pic after pic of them selves done up all pretty, and some not so pretty, for their photo shoots of themselves in various poses. One after another of slightly different expressions and poses in 20 and 30 pic sequences. Yet when you view their salutes, they look like they just got up out of bed, and decided to make thier salute while waiting for their coffee to brew... WTF is that??? Is there some sort of cardinal rule that makes people think that making yourself as presentable as the rest of your pics makes your salute less "real"? maybe some of you can offer some insight that i might be missing.

Mylle
When this beauty to my eyes appeared,From then on I wanted to make her mine.To capture her fleeing heart hopefully,Would be just a matter of time. From the momment I saw her,To now on this day.I will find a way to hod her,And with me want to stay. Mylle if I reached out to you,And smiled at your beauty each day.Could or would your heart ever,Ever wish to smile my way.

And Another Useless Rambling.
I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, and it's not of being in the military, it's of trying to find love while in the military. Everyone is always so cautious about getting into a relationship with someone who is set to deploy, because not only is it heartbreaking to watch someone leave that you love, it's devestating to know that they might not come back. My Dad has always been there for me, through thick and thin, but I see how the military has affected his relationships in the past. It didn't work out with my mother, and it's not really working with my step-mom. I have guys approach me all the time, asking for a date. And it always ends up the same way...dinner, movie, and then some stupid excuse to why he has to go back to his place but I can come if I want. I want a guy who isn't going to invite me back to his place after, I want a guy who is going to walk me to my door, kiss me goodnight, and then call me the next day for another date! Is that to hard to ask for? I've asked

Say It Again I Love You Baby
Say it again The thing about love,is I never saw it coming.. it kinda crept up into me by surprise.. and now there's a voice inside my heart that's got me wondering.. is this true?I wanna hear it one more time move in a little closer. take it to a whisper. get just a little louder.. say it again for me cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that I'm.. the only one who blows your mind.. say it again for me it's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love.. and it feels like.. it's the first time.. that anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain.. and never in my whole life.. have i heard words as beautiful as when you say my name.. say it again for me cause i love the was it feels when you are telling me that i'm.. the only one who blows your mind. say it again for me its like the whole world stops to listen.. when you tell me you're in love.. love meant so much to me since you came. if saying i love

Enough Is Enough....................
I have been On Fubar since it was Lost Cherry and have left twice before and found my way back and starting over. I guess I always came back because of the "real" friends I have on here. But now I am at the end of the road. One of the people I trusted and thought wouldn't hurt me has betrayed me and turned people against me. I thought I could get through it and ignore it after i blocked him but enough is enough. I am sick and people that are close to me including him knows I am and I can't take the stress he is putting me through on here. I won't mention his name on here because unlike him I won't do that to him. All I can say is he has threatened me, called me horrible names and has gone as far as wish that my illness takes my life. If that isn't enough he is dragging my name through the mud and I have done none of the things he is saying about me. Maybe if I was in better health I could stand up to him and deal with it but I just can't anymore. He is buying friends of mine on her

What Do You Do?
What do you do when your word is your bond and everything you say is true But the truth is cutting you up inside like razor blades Do you shift the truth to a new reality or endure the pain What do you do when everything you have said you will do you have done or are doing yet still you fall short Do you renew your effort and try harder or do you let things fall by the waste side What do you do when you have played with the stars and changed the constellations And still no star seems to point home Do you check your compass or retrace your steps What do you do when your fool heart tells you something that feels true yet your head is spinning and you can’t tell up from down Do you not worry about the gravity of the situation or do you find something to ground yourself

Exs
k i dont get it why do ex bfs and ex gfs dont get the hint when it's oh so clear that what happen back in the day is just that back in the day depending on the pass relationship if they was a liein cheat or if they actually was aiight but when i say i dont ever planin on talkin to a liein cheat then i kinda mean that i mean am i wrong for feeling this way i really wanna know what u all think plz help me and give me some real honest opions

Just A Song ...
Bobby Darwin’s daughter looks up from the bible she’s been reading to the clock on her dirty wall of a double wide, its 3 am. Her husbands on the town shooting pool or foolin round, or all of the above it doesn’t matter anymore, she can’t get through to him, seems like only yesterday they were married in a chapel. Candlelight the whole nine yards, honeymoon in Vegas, they settled down. Now its lonely nights and hungry kids, she just keeps on looking for the life that’s not the life she’s living now.Bobby Darwin’s daughter used to ask her father where Santa Clause and babies and God came from, and as she’s gotten older all those easy answers are somewhere between here and kingdom come, and in her darkest hours Bobby Darwin’s daughter wishes she could go back when, she’d ask where god came from instead of wondering where he’s been.Bobby Darwin’s daughter dropping off the kids driving home in the pouring rain sudden s

Against All Gods
We are the youth we're against all GodsWe are Disciples of the watch with a righteous causeSo take heed to the call (we will watch them fall)Take heed to the call (we will watch them fall), yesWe are the youth we're against all GodsWe are Disciples of the watch with a righteous causeSo take heed to the call (we will watch them fall)Take heed to the call (we will watch them fall), yesIt's time to listen this song is a war marchA battle prequel before the real war startsSo take up arms and patiently waitFor the sign that I give in the ministry of hateNo fate but what we make, no room for mistakesTheir plates are full and their lives are ours to takeWith no regrets, no room for sorrowNo room for the fake cause the fake won't see tomorrowPeople are hollow and their quick to followAnd it's shoved down our throats and we're forced to swallowBut not us we're a brand new breedThe seeds are now growing up quick no time for simple beliefsDisciples rise to the beat of this war drumAnd be ready fo

Isn't It The Truth!
HARLEY DAVIDSON FACES STIFF COMPETITION WITH NEW LINE OF MOTORCYCLES FROM JOHNSON MARINE . At a press conference late Monday, the CEO of Johnson Marine, makers of Johnson outboard marine engines and other recreational equipment, unveiled a new line of heavyweight cruiser style motorcycles designed to compete head to head with industry leader Harley-Davidson. Peter Long, Johnson brands marketing manager said, "We have studied the market and determined that Harley, while highly successful, has narrowly missed the mark when targeting motorcycle buyers". Long added, "We at Johnson are convinced that our product hits the target dead center and promises to draw sales away from Harley-Davidson in a way no other motorcycle has been able to accomplish". The new line of bikes, marketed under the name Big Johnson Motorcycles, will, according to Long, deliver what Harley has only promised. "Our research show that this, a Big Johnson, is what Harley buyers are really after". At the unve

Books, Didnt Mean For It To Turn Out That Way
Ah another day, another moment to realize how stuck in life i am at the moment. Its odd ive never really felt that before. I always seem to have had some plan to get where i want to go. For the past few months ive think ive gotten the point where i just wanna keep going but not really head in any direcation in particular. I just wanna stay where i am and thats it. Time can feel free to stand still. That would be fine with me Ive gotten used to having to accomplish no goals, other than laundry and dishes. Ive gotten lazy, not in the body, in the mind. Every once in a while the occaisional fresh air topic or diane rhem guest on NPR will get my brain going, get the rusty gears in my head turning. (Yes i listen to NPR, and wait wait....dont tell me is one of my favorite shows) Speaking of exercising the mind, i have been reading more lately. In the past few weeks ive managed to knock a few books off my list. The Glass Castle was a great read. In it the author recounts her childhood

Wow,
yep so i dont think i really ever realized how fukkin weird people are. im not trying to sound like a bitch. but seriously. yikes, like im totally not putting peoples shit on blast but WOW. not really sure why its necessary to just give up all ur shit online. i sound like a bitch. yep. i do. but idc. not gonna lie i love this site. i mainly keep it to laugh everytime i open it. its funny to look around at pictures people post. and im hellla suprised cause a ton of the guys on here are SUPER cute. hmm. well idk.

Dear Dog
I am so sorry about you being sent to the dog pound for the broken lamp which you did not break; the fish you did not spill; and the carpet that you did not wet; or the wall that you did not dirty with red paint. Things here at the house are calmer now, and just to show you that I have no hard feelings towards you, I am sending you a picture, so you will always remember me. Best regards, The Cat

Superbowl Thoughts And Prediction
Well, since there seems to be a football game coming up this weekend, I thought I'd take the time to give y'all some of my thoughts on the matter! First of all, for those of you who don't know (and haven't looked through my photos, where I have sports team logos posted of my favorite teams), I am a New England Patriots fan. So watching the way the Colts are tearing through the opposition is kind of painful to watch. While I agree that Peyton Manning is a great QB, I also think he is a huge dork. I would love nothing more to see the Colts get destroyed by the Saints. The problem is that I don't think that it will happen. The only games the Colts have lost this year are the games they didn't try to win. Some will say that karma is going to come back and bite them for not trying in the last two regular season games, but I have to believe that it was the right thing for them to do. If they had the added pressure of going for the undefeated season, I could belive that the Saints cou

Here Is How To Find Me When Im Not Here
MY CELL IS 618-203-9826..I HAVE UNLIMTD TXT/TALK....TXT ME FIRST TO LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE IF I DONT ALREADY HAVE YOUR NUMBER, OR I WONT ANSWER. OR YOU CAN YIM ME @ PIMP_RIDE_76@YAHOO.COM

Fubar Porn Star Wannabes And Webmistresses..the Truth Of It All
THAT got your attention,didnt it? Good...because i about to lay it the truth out to everybody here wether its appreciated or not..and if you dont then go your own way and think nothing or what i say...i wont shed a tear over lack of understanding. I see alot of women on FUBAR that are letting it ALL hang out. Now,let it be known that i am no prude or bible thumper...and if you ARE a bible thumper out there then i have no issue with the way you believe in spirituality so long as you dont try and shove it down my throat or it makes you hateful to others. The male population on fubar,i am sure,LOVE the face alot of women show off all their wares here for free...and for the women perhaps its a way to get their exhibitionist tendencies scratched while gaining points or levels here. Maybe outside of fubar they dont get very much attention or they are very repressed for some reason and this is a forum that can be their dirty little secret world to be the sexual sensual woman they cant be a

Hurricane "who Dat"
Outlook for the Atlantic, Caribbean and the Gulf of Mexico…Hurricane Whodat is predicted to make landfall on the South Florida coast in the vicinity of Miami on 7 Feb 2010 at approximately 2200Z (5:00 PM EST). This extremely powerful hurricane is expected to produce damaging Shockey waves and Category 5 Brees. Reports from shipping indicate that this unstoppable storm has blown a huge flock of Cardinals all the way to Arizona, and that it has sunk a replica Viking longboat, the Brettigfǻvren. Livestock, in particular young horses, will be in severe danger of being decimated. Predictive damage estimates are unavailable at this time, but they are expected to be significant.All interests in and near the Miami area are advised to prepare for a storm surge of catastrophic proportions as Hurricane Whodat begins to arrive in approximately 2 days.

Who Dat Nation
Dear Miami, The Saints are coming. And so are we, their loyal, long-suffering and slightly discombobulated Super Bowl-bound fans.While there's still time to prepare -- although a few hard-core Who Dats will begin trickling in Monday, most of us won't arrive until Thursday or Friday -- we thought we'd give you a heads-up about what you should expect.First things first: You need more beer.Yeah, we know. You ordered extra. You think you have more than any group of humans could possibly consume in one week. Trust us. You don't.New Orleans was a drinking town long before the Saints drove us to drink. But it turns out beer tastes better when you're winning. (Who knew?) So let's just say we're thirsty for more than a championship; adjust your stockpiles accordingly. And look. When we ask you for a go-cup, be nice to us. We don't even know what "open container law" means. Is that anything like "last call"?It's Carnival season in New Orleans (that's Mardi Gras to you), and we'll b

Cajun In Hell
Cajun in HellA Cajun who died went to hell. The devil assigned him the usual punishment...put him in the mass pit where the heat was melting others. The devil came back sometime later surprised to find the Cajun just sitting around, not even misting, much less sweating. "How come you're not so much as sweating here where everyone else is screaming for relief from the heat?" The Cajun laughed and said, "Man, I was raised in the bayous of Sout Looziana. Dis ain't nothin' but May in Morgan City to me!" The devil decided to really put the Cajun through it. He put him in a sealed off cave in the pit with open blazes and four extra furnaces blasting. When he came back, days later, the Cajun was sitting pretty, had barely begun to bead up with sweat. The devil was outraged."How is this possible!? You should be melted to a shrieking puddle in these conditions!." The Cajun laughed even harder than before. "Hey,

Beautifully Broken
Her beauty stays frozen,No time has passed for her.Her beauty remains so young,I think forever it will endure. I saw her this morning,And swore time had stood still.As if she could remain so young,Bending it to her will. For now she to me is a wonder,Timeless beauty for it,I have no clue.Most in this world weather in time,But not the beauty that is you.

Wednesday, 2nd January, 1935
Got up very early took Gedy to Friendly house she is going to take care of the baby. Then took Madam, Hap, and Friendly to shoe factory, to try to get a job but they didn’t have any luck. Back home again then I went job seeking. No luck for me they told me to come back Mon. to the upholster factory that is all I can think of.

Tuesday, 1st, January 1935
Up about 8 a.m. breakfast at 10, that is early isn’t it. then a flat, to town to get something for dinner then Gedy, Mutt, Hap and my self went to Littles-Town Penn. I went to see about a job but don’t think I will get it. No I don’t, I am to go back tomorrow. Didn’t see anything but snow covered hills, There are plenty hills here and it came as snow last night so that made them snow covered. Only 15 mil. Up there. Had a big dinner and as usual I ate too much. I guess I am funny that way. Still no letter any way it is pretty I wish up here now. Everything has a coupla inches of snow over it, it makes things mighty pretty. Think I will play a game or two of sol as I am kinda blue you know. The wind is howling pretty heavy it makes one wish they were in good Old sunny Texas.

Erotic Stories
Dressed in an emerald green bustier trimmed in black lace ,fishnet thigh highs with seems even down the back, matching thongs and black stilettos ,,,,,, looking in the mirror I put the final touches on my makeup and hair …reaching to the jewelry box I remove my final pieces of my attire….. I slide on my bracelet ,put in my earrings and loving buckle my collar (the item I love most as it marks me as yours ) around my neck attaching a silver and gold and bronze 6 strand leash to the hoop in the front then thru the hoops on my wrists one strand of each color on either side hanging an glittering against my alabaster skin…. Glancing once more to the mirror I’m ready and I walk steadily out the door down the hall and into your presence you are standing with your back to me looking at the stars from the balcony, the French doors standing open with the breeze rustling the sheer curtains, your silhouette outlined by the fullness of the moon……. You ar

Next To Godliness
I really enjoy the weeks when I'm on a certain assignment at work and I don't have to share a desk with people on other shifts. The desk I work at is in a separate part of the office, so I'm pretty much alone for the entire day unless I go on walkabout. No one else uses the desk on other shifts, because there is more than enough to use in the main part of the office. The supervisors also don't want people "hiding" at the back desk. I enjoy it not just because of the solitude. I enjoy interacting with my co-workers...whether they enjoy it or not varies. It is nice knowing the solitude is there if I need it, and it makes writing blogs and wasting time on here a much less clandestine operation. Why I really enjoy it though is that I've discovered I am a rather anal neat freak. And my co-workers are slobs. I like having things organized. It makes my brain happy and allows me to work more efficiently. I also like things clean. I'm not a germaphobe, far from it, but some of my co

Dew Teh Truffle Shuffle!
Ever wonder what happened to Chunk from the Goonies? Me too! So I looked it up. Jeffrey Bertan Cohen (born June 25, 1974) is an American former child actor whose rose to fame at the age of eleven after appearing as Chunk in the 1985 Steven Spielberg production The Goonies. Since the part of "Chunk" entailed a lot of mockery at Cohen's considerable girth, he took up high school football and has since lost a great deal of weight as an adult. Jeff attended the University of California, Berkeley, earning a B.S. in Business Administration from the Haas School of Business in 1996. While at UC Berkeley, Cohen was a resident assistant in Putnam Hall and became President of the Associated Students. His campaign posters featured a picture of himself from his Goonies days and the simple slogan, "Chunk for president". He was also known for his energy at football games, performing the now famous Truffle Shuffle on the sidelines to raise applause from the crowd. While at Berkeley, Jeff

Granny
Arlene Beckham Joura what can I say? The passing of you was a very sad day. You are gone & not in pain. Still the tears flow like rain. Forget you never, always love. Now our protector from above. Your touch, your smell, your gentle kiss. Your singing will be greatly missed. No more yoddles or burnt popcorn. Everything about you we will mourn. A mother, a grandmother, a mor-mor you are. Now to that list our shiny bright star. Love and miss you!! RIP... 2.2.10 muah!!!

Life
so im sitting here watching vincent play his x box and waiting to see the doc.. i dont like going to the docs.. i have a kidnney prob and they dont know what it is wrong with them. i also have a back pain and they dont know whats wrong with that.. to top it off i get dizzy off and on these days.. im soooo scare do go i dont know what the out come will be.. so as i sit here my mind wonders on what may happen today. im still waiting for our tax money so we can get our car. my middle daughter fell yesterday hurt her back so i am hoping she is ok. she went to school but you never know... kids you know... so far this year isnt going the way it should... leave love if you like.. yours truely scared as hell, mandy love all my friends and family.. ♥

Sex
Slowly you come awake as you feel the warmth of my mouth caressing your feet licking an sucking your toes moving up your body.....you to start to reach for me but you cannot as you notice that your hands are handcuffed above your head …... you yank ..”wtf is this”...... I lick my way to your lips..... “payback is a bitch darling” I whisper........ “now lie back and take it like a man”........you see the wicked gleam in my eye as I get back to licking your lips , down your body to your hardening gorgeous cock licking teasing you scraping my tease over you as I slowly take your length deep in my throat my throat muscles clinching and unclinching as I deep throat you up slowly......down hard...... my teeth scraping along your long hard length...........i get rougher and rougher with my teeth as I know you love the slight pain …... I bite... then sooth with my tongue..... again and again.... I bite down your length...... you moan loudly

How Do You Mend A Broken Heart? Great Song Title, Ain't It???
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep;No more; and, by a sleep to say we end The heart-ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, 'tis a consummation Devoutly to be wish'd. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: ay, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may comeHamlet Act III Scene 1 Why exactly is it called a broken heart? Is it like glass thatit can be easily dropped or throw against a hard surface and shattler into many countless pieces? Envision trying to repair such a brittle object such as that, finding all the tiny pieces and bits, pasting them back together in some vain hope of restoring it to its original condition. Is it possible or is such an illustion incorrect? Isn't the heart prone to blows, jabs and stabs from our lovers and others whom we hold dear, those who unthinkingly tear and abuse ou

Lovers Lust #2
Lovers Lust 2~~~~~~~~~~~~Rebecca only had one love in life. The passion she had for him was unnerving. She never felt the desire in her before for any other man. His eyes always seemed to gaze deep into hers even when he wasn’t directly looking at her. He sometimes didn’t even take notice of her. She wanted him. She wanted his touch. And most of all she wanted to have him call out her name. His name was David. David Harwell. She would whisper his name in the dark, looking up at the stars. She would look at the moon and see his face in the pale light. By candle light she would look at his picture and give it soft kisses with her lips and after each kiss she would whisper “My love.” Her love for David was not a romantic one. She didn’t have dreams of a home by the lake and children in the yard. Her love for him was carnal, lustful, untamed. One could almost say it was dangerous. She would lay naked in bed and her hands would slid down her bod

Karma
So what is the point of today? I am not talking about today as in, what the hell am i going to do today. I mean what the hell is the point of todays times. When will people start opening there eyes and start looking for what is more then just in front of you. The hippies had it right, well they had it right in a way. Maybe not the way the took things about, like i am sorry but i have to take a bath and i cant be involved in huge orgies, but there general message was right. Why fight, why bring others the same pain they have brought you. You want to speak of a message of peace and ordance, but all you are really giving them is the same thing they gave us. Why fight a he said she said war of any kind. Just try to be nice to the next person your around. You know some times movies have it right. Take, damn it, I cant remember the name of the movie, but it has Haley Jole Osmond and the chick from mad about you in it. Well the point is that kid was nice to one person, just one simple act of

Say Nothing
What is there to say when you have nothing to say? Sitting wondering what to scribble down as a thought. What happens when all thought has left you and you sit and wonder why care at all. Why say something when there is nothing to be said. Why always is that there has to be a respons, when there is none. The world is nothing but empty thoughts and plans. What makes this world go round is what i hate about it. The constent need for something to be happening, for the drama to kick in. Thats ok, ill be the one sitting in the back laughing at all of you. Thats why i ask, so why try. Ill take my lonley place in the back. Dont worry about me, im no trouble. In all i just dont care enough. Thats why i will be the one sitting in the back laughing at the insanity most people call real life. Well guess i did have a thought so thats all for now. Later

Dark Times In Thought. Please Read And Comment Them.
Secret,secret that I keep locked away so dark n deep.Speak no words of what was done,all so careful don't let your mouth run.Secret secretso carefully hidden away,no one knows about that day,now this here is no lie,my lil secret will remain till I die.Secret secret its now buried so dark n deep. Myself insanityhas taken its toll,my anger has now taken control.My hatred swells day by day.All alone as memories unfold,I knew it has been with me for sometime now,its time to set my demon free!I take blame for my murderous problem,sick confrontations more brutal time after time.Blood marks the years of pain that I have felt.No one cares to understand what has happened to me, only what they've seen I've done.Now soon your eyes will see that you mean nothing to me,you never have and never will!Have you ever wondered what Hell is like? Well I know and I will show you,I will make you understand all those years in pain that I have lived.This is where my sins begin,Nothing can stop me for what

Melissa Etheridge - Angels Would Fall
The rope that's wrapped around meIs cutting through my skinAnd the doubts that have surrounded me Are finding their way in I keep it close to me Like a holy man prays In my desperate hourIt's better that way So I'll come by and see you again I'll be such a very good friend Have mercy on my soulI will never let you know Where my mind has beenAngels never came downThere's no one here they want to hang aroundBut if they knew If they knew you at allThen one by one the angels Angels would fall I've crept into your temple I have slept upon your pewI've dreamed of the divinity Inside and out of youI want it more than truth I can taste it on my breathI would give my life just for a little deathSo I'll come by and see you againI'll be just a very good friendI will not look upon your face I will not touch upon your grace Your ecclesiastic skin I'll come by and see you againI'll have to be a very good friendIf I whisper they will know I'll just turn around and go You will never know my sin

Hey Friends It Has Been Awhile
I haven't been on in months. My life got so hecked I just stopped communicatting with pretty much anyone. I hope all ha been well with all of you and can't wait to start hearing from you again. Those of you who know me well know I have alot going on in my life. let me know if you are in need of anything. as always love and hugs tiny tears

Tacoritos (repost)
Does anyone remember the Taco Bell Enchirito, a cross between and enchilada and a burrito. My brother and I were obsessed with them in the 70's or maybe it was the early 80's. They came in these oblong packages with three strategically placed black olives along the top, I can still taste them in all their "processed food" tasting glory. Anyway, when I saw the name of this dish, it instantly reminded me of the beloved enchirito, however, this is supposed to be a cross between the taco and the burrito....I think it's more on the "enchy" side....but it's very tasty and much more substantial than an enchilada or a taco. The husband loved it because it was full of "man stuff", beef, pork and beans, not to mention oozing with melty cheese. Oh he's so easy to please. You could cheat here and used canned enchilada sauce in a pinch but personally I am not the biggest fan of the canned stuff. Homemade sauce is the way to go, plus it's so easy.If you are feeling the Mexican food desire, th

It Is Now Mathematically Impossible To Pay Off The U.s. National Debt (repost)
A lot of people are very upset about the rapidly increasing U.S. national debt these days and they are demanding a solution. What they don't realize is that there simply is not a solution under the current U.S. financial system. It is now mathematically impossible for the U.S. government to pay off the U.S. national debt. You see, the truth is that the U.S. government now owes more dollars than actually exist. If the U.S. government went out today and took every single penny from every single American bank, business and taxpayer, they still would not be able to pay off the national debt. And if they did that, obviously American society would stop functioning because nobody would have any money to buy or sell anything. And the U.S. government would still be massively in debt. So why doesn't the U.S. government just fire up the printing presses and print a bunch of money to pay off the debt? Well, for one very simple reason. That is not the way our system works. You see, for more d

Bug
Last night went to the Playhouse to see Adam Buxton present BUG. This is a show he's involved with that currently has a bi-monthly slot at the BFI Southbank in London, giving big-screen exposure to the latest awe-inspiring work in music videos, anything that dazzles from big name directors to low-budget and zero-budget efforts, and generally celebrating the more extreme and experimental work being done in the field of music promos. We're lucky enough to have Adam Buxton living in Norfolk, which means we're now getting a semi-regular dose of the show at Norwich's Playhouse too, and my friends Becky and Dan took me last night (after swiping my tickets when I double booked myself last time it was on). It was an absolutely brilliant night. Buxton's hosting injects a healthy stream of comedy into the event, including some of his own video work (last night he played us the video clip he's got on his website that's his reaction to the vigourously critical net response his new sitcom The P

Porn Filter - Parental Control On The Internet
A recent study showed that 42% of all children aged 10-17 have been exposed to porn online and that 76% have not seek it out. There are ways to do expert parent control on the internet. Click here to read more - Best Porn Filter and Porn Filter Parenting today isn't the same as just ten or fifteen years ago. As parents we want to be sure our children have a healthy and safe childhood, while still having the freedom to develop their own interest and personality. That means giving your children some space and not putting your nose into everything they do. On the other hand, as an adult it is your responsibility to keep your children safe from things that can traumatize and hurt your children. Internet pornography is such a thing. First of all though, we should understand that not all children that are exposed to pornography will be damaged from it. Children are able to separate fantasy from reality and they are not necessarily going to be traumatized from a few exposures to nudity or

A Life Lesson That Changed Me
On my way from Oregon to West Virginia I learned a very good lesson that I will never forget. When I left Oregon to head to Bills house in West Virginia I was a different person in a way. I used to think everything bad was happening to me. I kept to myself and was afraid to even talk to anyone. Online I'm different because I can't see who I am talking to so it don't scare me but in real life I clam up and go into a shell in a sense. Anyways, I was on the bus and so many people tried talking to me and I just sat there and kept my head down. It took this one girl named Marley to finally get me to talk... by that time I was in Utah. She was very persistent but she was one of the nicest people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. She and these two other guys, one named Thomas and the other named Tim, sat there and got me to finally open up by just being themselves. They weren't afraid to act like smart asses or make fun of themselves which was a change for me. I used to be afraid of w

Feb. 4
Yesterday was a hard day for me, my grandmother passed away on this date on 2007, and it was hard to loose someone I have known for all my life and another person in the family in the short period.When she passed away she was short of her 99th birthday, she would have been 101 today.She was a good woman, worked hard, and raised her 12 kids, with my mother being one of them. She took care of me, she loved me, she showed me how to cook. She help me become a better person.I miss her.

Gear Ring Is Like Mechanical Catnip To Nerds (repost)
“Stop playing with your ring!” This is something you have probably all heard at one time, as you twiddle away with your fingers and annoy the hell out of the people around. Well, those intolerant fools can suck it: the Kinekt Gear Ring is *made* for playing with. The surgical steel circle has two bands running around the outer edges with teeth that engage six tiny cogs that spin between them. These cogs mesh with the teeth and make a finger-band that will be impossible to stop spinning. Want to see a video of it in action? Sure: Kinekt Gear Ring video (.mov). (Sorry, the embedded video we had here earlier disappeared.) Update: We found another one on YouTube. Thanks, Rachel! The ring will cost you $165, Buying one as a gift for a geek-in-law is like buying a drum-kit for your nephew: the giftee will love you. Your sister will hate you. Read More http://www.wired.com/gadgetlab/2010/02/gear-ring-is-like-mechanical-catnip-to-nerds/#ixzz0ee2TSJNA

How To Make Lemon Juice Air Freshner (repost)
How to make Lemon Juice Air Freshner 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon lemon juice 2 - 3 drops essential oils, your choice 2 cups hot water (5 ml each of baking soda & lemon juice and 500 ml of hot water for those using metric) Add first three ingredients in small bowl, add hot water, stir to dissolve, pour into water bottle. (or you can add all ingredients into bottle and shake well) Shake well before each use. There would be pictures but stupid blog engine wouldn't let me repost, some fool had HTML hidden in their posting somewhere.

Clustered Random Thoughts
Well for starters.... I am very happy now and no one will change that. People think that if they say certain things that I will change my mind or feelings about stuff or people. I do what I want and believe what I want. Yes you guys do say some persuasive things but I have the final decision about the way I feel about it. I believe everyone has their own opinions on everything and that is the way it should be. I have finally found what I have been looking for in life. Yes it took me quite a while but I think in the long run it was well worth the wait. I have learned a lot along the way. Some stuff good some stuff bad. Some things I have done I do regret but I know I learned from my mistakes. Everyone needs to have a good outlook on life instead of it always being a downer. I used to be one of those types of people that thought anything and everything bad that could happen was happening to them. Well I turned that around finally because I found a good outlet for my feelings instead of r

Sleep
She smiles as she climbs into bed without Him...hoping He sleeps well yet has the sweetest visions of her. She shall dream of His caress, His kiss...so tender but strong. Taking all of her just from her lips. How she craves Him................Everything about Him. In her mind she bids Him goodnight...............

I Gotta Write Or My Head Will Not Let Me Sleep...dammit
Crazy.... I am, or am I?? I have these...well "premonisions" I don't really know what to call them..but they are there and I've been listening and acting upon them lately proving them to be true. I blocked them for years and years with alcohol and hard drugs...maybe even my beloved marijuana...anyway, since I've become sober the "thoughts" have been coming back and I've been ignoring them...until lately. Last couple of weeks have been a total trip...and I'm riding it out. Today was totally draining and confusing and enlightening all in one. yes, I'm crazy but yet...I seem to be sane. I'm surrounding myself with people that have the same thing...it's odd to have confirmation. I don't know why I'm telling fu about this...except that perhaps there is more of "us" that I need to learn from. Is it strange that I knew my mom used hers for the wrong purposes and didn't know "for sure" until another told me this evening?? Do all of us need confirmation because socie

We're On A Road To Nowhere By Talking Head
WELL WE KNOW WHERE WE'RE GOIN' BUT WE DON'T KNOW WHERE WE'VE BEEN AND WE KNOW WHAT WE'RE KNOWIN' BUT WE CAN'T SAY WHAT WE'VE SEEN AND WE'RE NOT LITTLE CHILDREN AND WE KNOW WHAT WE WANT AND THE FUTURE IS CERTAIN GIVE US TIME TO WORK IT OUT We're on a road to nowhere Come on inside Takin' that ride to nowhere We'll take that ride Feelin' okay this mornin' And you know, We're on the road to paradise Here we go, here we go We're on a ride to nowhere Come on inside Takin' that ride to nowhere We'll take that ride Maybe you wonder where you are I don't care Here is where time is on our side Take you there...take you there We're on a road to nowhere We're on a road to nowhere We're on a road to nowhere There's a city in my mind Come along and take that ride and it's all right, baby, it's all right And it's very far away But it's growing day by day And it's all right, baby, it's all right Would you like to come along and you could help me sing this song? And it's all right, baby, it's

Nothing Special
I know that I'm nobodyNothing special at allSo please don't cry for meI'm just anotherone of the many facespraying to the rainTake away my eyesand drown out my voiceIt doesn't matter anymoreDon't cover me with laurelsor decorate me with diamondsI'm not worth it anyhowI can't care anymoreI know I'm worth nothingnot even the love you give to meI'm just a broken onea crushed little toy soldierswept underneath the rugNo one cares about mebecause no one knows meSo why even bother crying?Just leave me aloneand make the world go awayI won't make you happy anymoreAll I do is bring painto those I love the mostand cripple myself all the whileJust hate melike all of the othersIt'd make things so much easierWhat good is love anyhowWhen it brings only heartbreaktime and time again?I don't know how to be genuineI've lost the real mesomewhere in all of that trivia.Everything now is just a reflectiona reflection of a broken soulthat was never worth anythingand will forever be nothing special

Frail Destiny
You broke a thousand heartson your way to mineyou tore through a thousand lonely soulsand shattered a thousand dreamsbefore a twist of fatebrought you to my doorNow you've moved onfollowing the scent of lonelinessdown a trail of desperationto another victimone who smiles unawarejust like I did in the months beforeBut time will be kind to meas it is to most gentle soulsthough we break like twigsin the howling winds of todaythe rains of tomorrow make us strongand let us grow into a forest that can never be brokenYou will remain hollow, empty and weakeven as I grow strongerand some day love will find youfollowing the scent of your lonelinessand it will break you with easea rotten tree falling to a draftSo even as I cry for youand nurse my broken heartI offer no words of angernor carry any ill desiresFor your fate is your ownand destiny spites you enoughwhile I'll miss you on lonely nightsI can not hate what I pity so muchnor condem that which has condemned itself

Just Another Pretty Face
Just another pretty face The first thing a person notices as you walk into the room. No one notices that you're very smart,No one notices that the words coming out of your mouth,spilling into the air, they're important. Your words could change a life or inspire.All they see is another outline, another stature,another pretty face.I don't want to be known as another pretty face. I don't want to be known for my looks.I want to be known for my words, my personality,for just being me.Never realized as just another pretty face. Jalisa Darneè Shaw

Fix My Heart
Some days i just want to quit drop my love life, fed up that's it tired of being used and mentally abused It always ends the same starts with that mind game i tell myself things "things aren't fine" Just can't get rejection out of my mind Don't know how to fix my heart sometimes i just need to break up and have a re-start i always have things i want to say but end up just walk'n away What i really want is you to stay Why can't i just express how i feel my heart is here for you to take and steal I want

Discarded Love
Bleak midwinterAnd snow lies all aroundMy heart is cold and emptyAnd I long to walk on the hot sandWith the sun burning my bodyAnd my love close at handWill you ever return?Or will I always live in bleak midwinterSend me word of where you areHave you found a new love?Have you moved on to someone new?I am still in a frozen stateStuck rigid where you left meUnable to move onOne kiss would thaw my bonesOne moment of bliss would unfreeze my toesI would follow you to the ends of the earthBut my feet are frozen to the groundAnd all around there is no soundIn this frozen wildernessI will live foreverSuspended in timeA monument to discarded love

Unwelcome
Blinded by all the lies Bound by all the trust Bleeding for an unknown cause Burned and charred by all the laws Don't know what to do Cause I was crazy over you But now you left me bruised And my heart don't know what to choose Do I stay or do I go? let the pain corrupt me so slow? Be the bitch that won't let go? Or the slut who says no? Do I live or do I die? Do I laugh or do I cry? Cause I used to be so free Now my heart won't let me see You used to say you loved me You used to say you cared But then you left me broken hearted Now I know that life ain't fair So what do I do? Do I be the fool? Or do I run away? Be free for a day? Cause I know that I will try I will try and I will fail Try to stay away Try to break free But my heart would never let me Cause it belongs to you And though it is not welcome It just don't seem to care No matter what you say No matter what you do It will remain in your hands To be used and abused So do with it as you please I don't care as long as it's you

Sometimes It A Bitch
Well I've run through rainbows and castles of candy I cried a river of tears from the pain I try to dance with what life has to hand me My partner's been pleasure... my partner's been pain There are days when I swear I could fly like an eagle And dark desperate hours that nobody sees My arms stretched triumphant on top of the mountain My head in my hands... down on my knees Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze I've reached in darkness and come out with treasure I've laid down with love and I woke up with lies What's it all worth only the heart can measure It's not what's in the mirror... but what's left inside Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes it's a breeze Sometimes love's blind... and sometimes it sees Sometimes it's roses... and, sometimes it's weeds Sometimes it's a bitch... sometimes

Maybe I'm Amazed
Baby, I'm amazed at the wayYou love me all the timeAnd maybe I'm afraid of the wayI love youMaybe I'm amazed at the wayYou pulled me out of timeYou hung me on the lineMaybe I'm amazed at the wayI really need youMaybe I'm a manMaybe I'm a lonely manWho's in the middle of somethingThat he doesn't really understandMaybe I'm a manMaybe you're the only womanWho could ever help meBaby, won't you help me to understand?Maybe I'm a manMaybe I'm a lonely manWho's in the middle of somethingThat he doesn't really understandMaybe I'm a manAnd you're the only womanWho could ever help meBaby, won't you help me to understand?Maybe I'm amazed at the wayYou're with me all the timeAnd maybe I'm afraid of the wayI leave youMaybe I'm amazed at the wayYou help me sing my songYou right me when I'm wrongMaybe I'm amazed at the wayI really need youYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahYeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahWhoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoaWon't you help me to understand?Maybe I'm a m

Uncertainty
Looking toward the futurewith a frightened eyestaring down uncertaintytrying to pass the quiet nightswithout letting my mind go astray There are too many thoughtsI can't bear to thinktoo many possibilitiesI don't have the courage to consider I'm not scared of the futurejust blinded by dreams gone awryliving in a pastcheckered with defeatsand cradling ideals long since lost and forgotten No journey has gone the direction I plannedNo sprint has moved at the pace I wantedSo now I sit herecompletely out of dreamspining for what should have beenbut never will befrightened by possibilities turned into destiniesand clinging on to improbable hopeslipping through my fingers Uncertain about everythingsave what I fearDestined for nothingbut what I despise There is no glorious futurethere is no happy endjust a game of self-deceitthat never quite fulfills

Awesomely Bad Cosplay (repost)
Call me a glutton for punishment, but people in really horrible cosplay just never gets old! I bring you some of the absolute worst that I could find. I should warn you, some of the images may cause your eyes to bleed and might cause vomiting. You've been warned. Well, I'm blind now. I do NOT want to see his transformation scene. Name that cosplay! Who is this suppose to be and why?! Dr. Wiley would be too busy laughing to actually fight back! Nice, um, guns? I guess. I am so glad that Cammy does not look like this!

Reign
Walking through the midnight air in the garden of the pure living a life that is not my own tied by vines the light has shown Everybody thinks they know me Everybody thinks they hear me The frightened child inside her mind The one who's soul is theirs to grind But as the grip does tighten more Drawing the blood I've lost before The rage begins to build inside of me Churning and bubbling much like the sea I know soon things will come to pass and the ties will be thrown at last I don't care how much blood comes from my veins As long as the horse you ride throws his reigns I will not be yours to rape again To break my heart with your sins So know that in the end if I should die it's a free woman you see there lie and hold your head in sorry shame for you only have yourself to blame.

Mirrors
I sit here and long to be the way that I was to have an open heart and to sing a song of love but it will never be as such I know that I'm trapped in darkness save this mirror that I touch I've come to conclude that I'm trapped inside this hell I know that my body is just an empty shell It's eternally and wholly too much now trapped inside my mind save this mirror that I touch I remember the days in which I used to laugh but now I feel my life's been severed that I'm missing my better half now the tears flow free down my crutch because I'm staring at my smiling face in this mirror that I touch

Just A Little Something
Many days have passed, where I have walked this road of pain. Many nights i've witnessed, along this rocky path, frought with my peril. Then came a moment, so precious so pure, when I noticed you from afar. My heart did flutter, I shivered and quivered, when you walked into my life. Now times have changed, silence no more, I'm pleased to know you so. Thank you so kindly, dear from the heavens, I'll never be lost again.

Song That I Relate To A Lot
Unlovable Are my lips unkissable? Are my eyes unlookable? Is my skin untouchable? Am I unlovable? Cynical, jaded, faithless, disappointed, disillusioned, used If I could take back all my sweat, my tears, my sex, my joy I would My time, my love, my effort, passion, dedication In case of mistaken identity I gave these things to you If I sound angry, bitter, sad, infatuated, it's the truth Denial, anger, bargaining, depression, just a few Stages of acceptance that it's really over It's just so complicated and I'm stupid for believing in you You make me feel like my father never loved me You make me feel like the act of love is empty Am I so unlovable? Is my skin untouchable? Do I remind you of a part of you that you don't like? I had your back, I held you up, I told you you were good enough It was never reciprocated, you kept affection and yourself apart You fed your love to me like crumbs to pigeons in the park Sometimes I think it satisfied to see me begging like a dog I was enamo

[/yawn]
I just spentall dayhitting on my coworkersmy favoriteand my second favorite.:D Two of my favorite types in one office. Schweeeeet.Ones artsy and demurethe other's the embodiment of confidence and fire. :3 And then I promptly came home and made raviolis, worked out and joined my friend online to go beat a bunch of cultist wastelanders to death with improvised weaponry. Good times. Apparently though I'm a ways off from owning a REAL gun in that game. Pistols are already available at my level (seperate skillset from the ones I have/want) and ...shittastic crosbows are available now. ... Hopefully in a couple levels I'll be the crazy melee/rifle outlander tinkerer I dream of playing. My friend rerolled from a pistoler to a pure melee because well >> if he just melees he doesn't have to make bullets or guns, and he can spend another chunk of his ability points on more defense. You get four character slots, and it was basically my idea to go pure melee pure defense first, but he has a

On Fire Lyrics
Mama bad, mama mean, gasolineShe's on firePut her out, as a matter of fact, take her outCause she's on fireGot on my knees and ask my lord to keep me clear from the devil cause my girlShe She's on fireYeaaa, and everything is soooo cool, yeaI want them back shotsI said shorty let me play up in that matchboxAnd she's on fire, yeaaSho Shorty let a nigga rub his stick cause get some matchboxAnd she's on fireShe's steaming, she's screaming, she she's screaming, she's steamingI redeem it, I get in between it, like I mean itNow hit meAnd now she's on fire, I'll love to steam you, yeaaBut everything is so coolUhh, She hot as hell let's call her HelenFireman to her rescue like nine elevenUhh, Fuckin right I make her hotShe got the devil in her, I do whatever with herHells angel, I pluck her feathers niggaI'm am the fire spitter, I start a fire with herOk her flames high, But I am higher niggaSo I invite her up and then I light her up, mhmMama bad, mama mean, keroseneShe's on firePut her out, a

Sick And Tired
I know this blog is really pointless, since none of u read anything on here unless it benefits u in one way or another. I'm so sick and tired of seeing this bullshit all the fucken time on here. PLEASE RATE MY PAGE AND I'LL RATE U BACK or LEAVE ME A COMMENT AND I'LL RATE U BACK! Most of the fucken time it never happens on here. B/c of the fucked up ppl on here r so full of shit and they're complete fucken liars. This one also gets me laughing all the fucken time on here, especially if i see it in a blast. PLEASE F/A/R and i'll do it right back to u! Ok i understand the fan and rate, but not the stupid ass add part. How the fuck r u going to add me unless u fucken remove me as a friend and add me back? Like DUH! Shake ur stupid ass head and use some common since if u have any. Also for those stupid ass morons on here that beg for stuff such as blings, HH's, blast. Get a fucken life and go out and buy ur own. Unless ur that fucken cheap and u can't do it. For me if i ca

Just.. Fuuuuuuuuck
Failed two math quizes in Probabilty and Statistics, Stressing about personal relationships with my Gameing Buddy, His new Girlfriend, and my love intrest in Atlanta, My dog was injured, and my Grandfather Passed away.. all THIS WEEK.. kill me now...

Sheesh....here's Number One In The Jerk Blogs!
I mean, really, this is a web site. Let's get this straight! 1. This is a web site 2. Name calling is so 1st grade 3. A STATUS is where you post your feelings or updates or anything you feel like posting. Now, any of ya's that know me know that I am not on to post B.S. drama stuff. But this guy has been bogging me down with sexual comments and getting RUDE when I don't respond to them. Now, let me make this very clear. I DO NOT mind graphic comments left on my pics, I don't mind when you throw them in my Chat box. But when I don't respond to them, is that really a reason to get mad? Any of ya's that have talked to me know that I DO NOT get rude or mean about it. Sometimes I play back, but most of you guys know when to draw the line. I don't mind it AT ALL!!! Now, of course this is through Fubar chat, so you have to read down to up...I'm not about to take any more time on this guy to write it the other way... Now, PLEASE...be honest...If I am in the wrong, let me know. I want t

Spontaneity
Running onEmpty - by, Ellen Sue Stern Wherever you go, there you are. - Al-Anon We can worry all the way there, plotting and scheming. Or we can move with a sure heart. Either, we end up in the same place. Often I live by a schedule, and if I'm really overcommited, I even break it up into fifteen-minute increments. Then I follow it religously. Every minute is accounted for; I break into sweat if I fall behind, terrified I won't make the finsih line. But once in a while, even when I'm at my busiest, I throw caution to the wind and toss the Holy Schedule aside. I take the long way home around the lakes. Or spontaneously meet a friend for lunch. I always end up with twice the energy. Affirmation: Everything that happens leads me somewhere

Pray For You.....jaron And The Long Road To Love
This song sums up what I mean at the end of my Jerk Blogs, by I will pray for you.... If you really want a GREAT laugh, listen to the song! I havent been to church since I don’t remember whenThings were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacher as he told me what to doHe said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to youSometimes we get angry, but we must not condemnLet the good Lord do His job and you just pray for themI pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hillI pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know whereever you are honey, I pray for youI’m really glad I found my way to church‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the wordsYeah I’m goin’ take the high

To All The Perves..hit This Chic Up..lol
BubBlZ: sounds goodTo BubBlZ: if it ok wit u To BubBlZ: i have a few nsfws BubBlZ: my phone number is 8063301696 u can send em to my phone if u want This is a SB convo I had with some chic earlier. Had some phone sex with her and she was fucin awesome.lol As you can see, she gave me her phone number...so hit this bitch up guys...Trust me you wont be dissapointed,lol.

The 80s Rock Bands Music, The Ballads.
Rock ballads in the 80s were written with lots of strong feelings of love,loss,hate,pain just about everything that a man or woman has been through at one time or another. Sometimes it felt like a song was made just for you and how you were feeling at the time you know what I mean? Songs like ALONE AGAIN,FLY TO THE ANGELS,CARRIE,I SAW RED,18 AND LIFE,THE LOVE SONG,JUST WALK AWAY,I DON'T BELEIVE IN LOVE,I'M NO FOOL,THE PRICE they are just a few of my personal favorite songs that I really related to at the time. I know that if you think back there were some songs that you thought were made for you?

The Meeting Of Souls
The room smelled strongly, of worn leather, metal, and sex. It was lit with the glow of candles placed in such a manner as to give him ample lighting so that he may linger upon the faces of pleasure and pain assuredly to come later. The Scarf so gingerly draped over the railing of the ancient oak canopy bed, a symbol of trust, lays innocently until it is called upon to guide his charge into the silken darkness. His fingers caress it in both anticipation and remembrance. Preparation and inspection of the thick restraints and equipment are in definite order to be sure the flesh to be held in them will be able to remind her of this night for days to follow. Other surprises lay just within the shadowed corners of the room. But those will be brought to light after her darkness is secured and total.The chime of the doorbell sends voltage through his body as he lights one last candle, to be placed by the bed to remind his trust that the only light in his life is her and that he would do

Karma, Sucker Or Something Else...
You have a friend, They need ALOT. I mean, ALOT. Food, money, stuff, support, etc. ALOT. They are a good person, but you know you will never get back what you put in, and likely they will never really tell you it is appreciated. What do you DO? Do you do all you can anyhow? Does it really mean something to give til it hurts when no one cares that you are doing it but you? Are you kepping your karma in line or are you just a stupid idiot? Who are you really helping anyhow? Them? Yourself? When should you give up?

A Few Words For Mr. Obama
So I was watching a video of President Obama's speech today and three seperate times, yes three times, he pronounced corpsman as "corpse man." Well Mr. President as a former Naval Hospitol Corpsman and on the behalf of all us Doc's past, present, and future let me say FUCK YOU YOU LIBERAL PIECE OF SHIT!! I mean, really, that teleprompter you read your speechs from doesn't tell you how to pronounce the words? Let me throw some facts your way. The Hospital Corps has the distinction of being the only corps in the U.S. Navy to be singled out in a famous speech by Secretary of the Navy James Forrestal after the conclusion of World War II. Be they assigned to hospital ships, reservist installations, recruiter offices, or Marine Corps combat units, the rating of Hospital Corpsman is the most decorated in the United States Navy with 22 Medals of Honor, 174 Navy Crosses, 31 Distinguished Service Medals, 946 Silver Stars, and 1,582 Bronze Stars. There have been 20 naval ships that have been name

The Hamster Must Die Nao!
I keep articles like this just to show my kids that I am definitely not the meanest or craziest mom evah! Read the crazy hamster killing cunt story here WARM SPRINGS, Ga. -- A Georgia woman is in jail after police say she forced her son to kill his pet hamster with a hammer as punishment for bad grades. The sheriff of rural Meriwether County told the Atlanta Journal-Constitution Thursday that the 12-year-old boy told his teacher about the killing. The teacher reported it to the Division of Family and Child Services, who contacted police. Sheriff Steve Whitlock said 38-year-old Lynn Middlebrooks Geter of Warm Springs faces one charge each of animal cruelty, child cruelty and battery. The sheriff's office said she remained in the Meriwether County jail early Friday. It was not immediately known if she had a lawyer.

Facebook Comments Get Student In Trouble
Facebook has gotten high school senior Alex Fuentes in trouble with his school. Wesley Chapel High kicked Fuentes off The National Honor Society for posting unflattering things about the school. Other students, past and present, have added similar comments to Fuentes’s site. On girl said she would ditch school 2-3 times a week and still had a 4.0 GPA. There’s an investigation by the Honor Society in to the suspension of Fuentes. For more http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,584786,00.html?test=latestnews BlastFM is #1 in its genre. But we did it the old fashion way, we earned it! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

Over And Over
Three Days Grace- Over and over I feel it everyday it's all the sameIt brings me down but I'm the one to blameI've tried everything to get awaySo here I go againChasing you down againWhy do I do this?Over and over, over and overI fall for youOver and over, over and overI try not toIt feels like everyday stays the sameIt's dragging me down and I can't pull awaySo here I go againChasing you down againWhy do I do this?Over and over, over and overI fall for youOver and over, over and overI try not toOver and over, over and overYou make me fall for youOver and over, over and overYou don't even trySo many thoughts that I can't get out of my headI try to live without you, every time I do I feel deadI know what's best for meBut I want you insteadI'll keep on wasting all my timeOver and over, over and overI fall for youOver and over, over and overI try not toOver and over, over and overYou make me fall for youOver and over, over and overYou don't even try to

One Of My Favorites....
In the twilight glow I see her Blue eyes crying in the rain When we kissed goodbye and parted I knew we'd never meet again Love is like a dying ember And only memories remain And through the ages I'll remember Blue eyes crying in the rain Someday when we meet up yonder We'll stroll hand in hand again In the land that knows no parting Blue eyes crying in the rain

Chaos
Chaos....total and utter chaos....heart torn ftrom ur chest and nothing u can do to stop the pain.....complete loss of motor skills....blackness......no need for food or sleep......just total darkness.....pain.....slowly killing u pain......the kind u cant subside.....tears......falling like rain....no one here to wipe them away.....chaos.....total and utter chaos....1,000 thoughts running through ur head......spinning......cant stop spinning......drowning....sorrow over takes u.....chaos....total and utter chaos.....fade to black.....

The Meaning Of Life (repost)
Let's step back a moment... Why do you want to know the meaning of life? Often people ask this question when they really want the answer to some other question. Let's try and get those people back on track with some "pre-meaning of life" advice: If you're questioning the meaning of life because you've been unhappy and depressed a good bit, click here. On a related note, if you want to know the meaning of life because you feel useless and worthless, click here. If you want to see our answer so that you can prove your intellectual prowess by poking holes in it, click here. If something awful just happened to you or someone you care about and you don't understand why bad things happen to good people, click here. If you would like to help the world but most of the rest of the world seems completely insane, click here. If you wonder why there is so much hatred in the world, click here. If you wonder why there is so much violence in our society,

Come Join My First Valentines Day Train!!!
HEY I'M HOSTING MY FIRST VALENTINES DAY TRAIN!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS FAN, RATE AND ADD EVERYONE ON THE TRAIN!! I WILL BE MAKING TAGS FOR THE TRAIN!!JUST SEND ME THE PIC YOU WOULD FOR YOUR TAG, AND HOP ON, BUT DON'T FORGET TO REPOST!CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND SEND ME YOUR PIC AND I WILL ADD YOU!!

Know Your Rolls (and How Many Of Them You Have!)
ok i really don't mean to offend anyone, but i have to say i feel like my eyes have been offended while browsing through corsets today. Let's look at it this way, you wouldn't expect a girl who weighed 100 lbs to eat TWO supersized meals at once when dining at McDonald's would you? No! Anymore than i would expect an overweight girl to be able to satisfy her appetite with a kids meal. It's all about knowing your role and knowing the difference between "sexy" and "ridiculously tacky". I'm not saying overweight people can't be sexy, but they have to find the correct way for themselves to look sexy instead of trying to fit into a mold that they don't belong. It would be like a petite woman tryng to look sexy in a maternity shirt when she isn't even pregnant! If you like potatoes wrapped in velvet, THIS might be appetizing to you When did Grimace become

Beast Of Burden By The Roling Stones
I'll never be your beast of burden My back is broad but it's a hurting All I want is for you to make love to me I'll never be your beast of burden I've walked for miles my feet are hurting All I want is for you to make love to me Am I hard enough Am I rough enough Am I rich enough I'm not too blind to see I'll never be your beast of burden So let's go home and draw the curtains Music on the radio Come on baby make sweet love to me Am I hard enough Am I rough enough Am I rich enough I'm not too blind to see Oh little sister Pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, girl You're a pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty, pretty girl Pretty, pretty Such a pretty, pretty, pretty girl Come on baby please, please, please I'll tell ya You can put me out On the street Put me out With no shoes on my feet But, put me out, put me out Put me out of misery Yeah, all your sickness I can suck it up Throw it all at me I can shrug it off There's one thing baby That I don't

Hawkwind- Steppenwolf
You can see my eyes are lupineThe liquid golden fires glareMy loping walk, my slinking spineAre signs that there is something thereThe way my nostrils flare for odoursThe way my ears prick up for soundMy hair's electrically awareTells me things for miles aroundI am a man-wolf, I am a wolf manI have half a canine mindI have half the mind of manI am neither of one kindMaybe it was only an hallucinationI'm no stranger to such thingsI made a thorough investigationThe image had a power that clingsTo my jaded imaginationMy brain has found the bells it ringsLike a wolf my wilful loafingMy languishing alone in my lairWhere you will never hear me laughingI'm half in love with dark and despairThe Moon's a howling, mouth of mercuryQuicksilver quivering in the skyIt echoes like a cave of chromiumThat'll vacuum up my soul when I dieI am a wolf man, I am a man-wolfA freak, a fiend, a figment of mindA species of the steppes and cityI am neither of one kindDissolving in the slendour of this desolation

I Am Gay!
Okay I feel it prudent to come out the closet now, I really did not know how to say this and it has been eating at Me for several hours when a guy just told Me and ..According to a fu member, engaging in anal sex with a woman means that I am gay, so since I have had sexual intercourse with a woman in her ass, that means that I am gay..A gay guy who only does woman, I mean is that what gay means? If so I am gay. I do hope you support gay Emanon because I cannot make any promises I will stop having sex with woman :pOkay guys, I am just here to tell you, I am now gay.

Enough
Snuff lyricsSongwriters: Crahan, Michael Shawn; Fehn, Chris; Gray, Paul D; Jones, Craig A; Jordison, Nathan J; Root, James Donald; Taylor, Corey; Thomson, Mickael; Bury all your secrets in my skinCome away with innocence and leave me with my sinsThe air around me still feels like a cageAnd love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage againSo if you love me let me goAnd run away before I knowMy heart is just too dark to careI can?t destroy what isn?t thereDeliver me into my fateIf I?m alone I cannot hateI don?t deserve to have youOoh, my smile was taken long agoIf I can change I hope I never knowI still press your letters to my lipsAnd cherish them in parts of me that savor every kissI couldn?t face a life without your lightsBut all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fightSo save your breath, I will not careI think I made it very clearYou couldn?t hate enough to loveIs that supposed to be enough?I only wish you weren?t my friendThen I could hurt you in the endI never cla

Me
I have many friends on here that I have known for years and many new ones that I am proud to call my ANGELS! Each of you has touched me in a very special way and I want to thank you for being in my life and for the constant love you bestow upon me. I truly believe that FRIENDS are God's gift to us as Angels to help us get by as we struggle in life.I am not here to do anything other than spread God's love to my fellowman and show you that LOVE is what we all need in our daily walk through life. Each of us struggle with something in our personal lives and a kind word means everything sometimes when you are hurting or having a bad day. I know believe me.....I have the same struggles in my own life and still do. I do not care who you are or what is on your page...that is your business and not for me to judge..I don't have to agree with it any more than you have to agree with Mine but that doesn't make you any less of a friend.What matters to me is how you conduct yourself on my

Davidope's Mesmerizing Animations (repost)
Davidope is creative director and founder of Volll studio, based in Budapest. Besides that he has a tumblr where he show off some cool stuff he find online and AWESOME animated gifs he make. Black and white ipnotizing machines, optical illusions with 3D depth. You’ll get stunned.

Twin Souls
This brings us to one of the strangest concepts concerning soul relationships, that of "Twin Souls." As we have already seen, a soul possesses both the male and female forces within itself prior to entering the duality of the Earth. As the soul enters the world it usually selects one of its two sexual natures and projects the unique characteristics of this sex while incarnate. As difficult as it may be to understand, the unmanifested sexual part of our soul can actually incarnate at the same time we do. In other words, our soul, which is much more complex than we have imagined, is capable of separating its dual sexual nature into two separate and distinct entities, one male and the other female, and each of these two entities can incarnate into the Ear

Soul Mates
A "soul mate" is really nothing more than a soul or souls (and there may be several of them) with whom we have closely shared so many lifetimes that we now resonate to the same pitch, so to speak. We understand each other like no one else could hope to understand us. This acquired understanding gives soul mates the capacity to help each other in ways that would be difficult without the deep bonding that has occurred through the ages. Soul mates often help each other reach their highest potential, and though this is not automatic and each will still have to apply themselves to making the present relationship the best it can be, their deep inner-knowing of each other gives them a distinct advantage. However, being soul mates doesn't automatically mean

Soul Group's 1 & 2
THE INCARNATIONS OF TWO MAJOR SOUL GROUPS FOUND IN THE EDGAR CAYCE READINGS Group l: Early Atlantis Early Ancient Egypt Persia (during the time of Croseus I,II) Palestine (during the time of Christ) The Crusades Colonial America Group 2: Late Atlantis Late Ancient Egypt Early Greece Rome (during the time of Christ) France (during the time of Louis XIV, XV, XVI) The American Civil War Of course, these are only the most significant incarnations for these souls; they would most probably have incarnated many more times than the list indicates. There were also other incarnation-sequences given, but the majority of the readings were for souls who typically cycled with one of these two major groups. We should also take a look at.some significant exceptions to this pattern. Some souls did not always incarnate with their group, choosing inste

Soul Groups
These basic ideas of past relationships and their present influences are not only true of individual relationships but also of group relationships. From the beginning our souls have tended to travel together in groups, and the very act of traveling together for such long periods creates forces of attraction that help to maintain and build on these group relationships. Nearly all souls on the planet today were together in past ages of human history. As a result, the relationships among the peoples of the world today are a reflection of their past activities with each other. The souls who came in to this planetary system and entered the realms of consciousness associated with this region of the cosmos comprise our largest soul group. This group can then

Soul Life 2
The effects of these many past-life experiences are reflected in the circumstances that now surround our present relationships. The soul's memories of past-life activities with others shape our innate reactions to them. Of course, their memories of our past-life actions influence how they react to us. Through the same eyes that the personality sees life, the soul sees it, but the soul looks with a memory covering centuries of passion and adventure, caring and love, hatred and revenge, doubt and fear. When we feel a seemingly unfounded fondness for another person, it is very likely due to soul memory of the positive role he or she played in our past lives. On the other hand, when we react with what seems to be an unfounded revulsion or hatred towards another person, you can b

Soul Life
SOUL LIFE Past Lives & Present Relationships by John Van Auken We are like rivers. On the surface we are all shiny and clear, shimmering with freshness and life, but deep within us run powerful unseen currents of soul-memories and desires. These deep currents are the cumulative effects of ages of soul-life and many incarnations in the Earth. They cause us to love one person and despise another; to feel wonderful vibrations with a particular individual in one aspect of our lives only to feel awkward and uncomfortable with that same person in another aspect of our lives. Patterns and habits have formed deep within our inner-consciousness

What Does The Urban Dictionary Say About Your Name....???
http://www.urbandictionary.com/Valerie Valerie is a VERY sexy woman who is also very intelligent. She has beautiful eyes and is sometimes considered to be a savage, but those people know as well as everyone else, that she is truly one of a kind. Don't do anything bad to Valerie, because she WILL come back out on top. Oh hell yea this is me!! hehe Go to www.urbandictionary.com and see what your name says about you ;)

Part Of Book Intro
I’m different. I am not the average divorced middle-aged woman out there. Why? Well… because I said so. I feel that I am different; hence, the reason why I am writing and the others are not. I suppose I was raised as good as I could have been, I can‘t quite remember all of the details (sometimes I can, sometimes I can’t.) I do know that my father cheated on my mother at least 250 times during his marriage to her, this he told me… and the last one I caught him doing so. No wonder why I have such miserable relationships (thanks dad.) Mom, ha ha ha, well, she just let it happen and stayed for the children’s sake…no wonder why I am the way I am with men. Hmmm. My life story summed up into one book.

So Taco Bell Is Making Real Tacos.. Along With A Fuckin Taco Bell Diet?
So, Taco Bell is making real fucking tacos? wtf.. i swear, if taco bell wanted customers to be eating and stuffing their faces then, like they do now, they should've put their real taco idea in play a LONGGGGG fucking time ago. OH and the real tacos? there like a fucking buck each, with a crap load of tin foil, with one lime.. i spent more money on a tiny ass taco, and didnt realize that the "real taco" was made for kids or midgets.. or someshit. Wow, now its like there trying to say, "now that you ate my taco, lose some weight"... wtf? Now they got a diet menu. Apparently some lady lossed weight by eating food from taco bell, FIRST OF ALL, you would have to be doing crack, to lose weight from eating that, SECOND, is taco bell going to get a mexican JARED FOGLE? So, the taco bell is gonna be getting some dude named Jorge to become the dude who supposedly lost 300 pounds from eating taco bell right? ! Oh and the fucking mint ? I ordered a grilled stuffed burrito, and a st

Why Do I Try...by Sarah My Daughter(12 Yrs Old)
have you ever felt like no one understands you still searching for the one you know is true wondering if you will ever find him is he sitting right in front of you its like a mascrade ball where no one can see you is he the one all those questions running thru me is he the one i have been searching for but then i realize he is just an ordinary guy the one that toys with your heart and says good bye all this time searching and than i realize there is no true love for me why do i try again evrytime maybe someday that guy will appear in my life

These Blessed Lips
A kissTouching my lips so softlyGently with passion and heartTremblingWishing for time to stand stillWishing it would last foreverBut beneath those lips lie Beneath those lips hide the same dark secretA need for salvationAnd a need to destroyWaiting for the moment to strikeWaiting until that final hourThese blessed gifts have haunted meMy entire life has them come and goEach one the sameAnd yet differ only in timeThe time it takes to tear me downThe time to feed on my very soulNow I sit wantingWanting that same kissThe embrace of the devilA touch from the crazedMy life in her handsAnother kiss of death

Cinnamon Rolls
At breakfast one day, I eagerly waited for my husband to comment on my first attempt at homemade cinnamon rolls. After several minutes with no reaction, I asked, "If I baked these commercially, how much do you think I could get for one of them?" Without looking up from his paper my husband replied, "About 10 years."

Soooooooooooooo...
so i spin around on the high limit slots today cuz im just rad like that...i decided not to shave today and i have nothing of importance to say so yeah... p.s. am i reading that right that the spotlight winner spent over 1 billion fubucks? who has that kind of cash?!?! she must have golden vagina pictures

Sirens Song
The heart does changeLike seasons of the yearNow mine matches winterThis is something I fear. The longer I am goneThe colder I becomeHow long before I see youAnd feel the warmth of your sun. You can't bring back summerBut to my heart a flameAnd melt away my winterSo only your warmth remains

Jennypooh
Her vision came to me,With the stars all a glow.Could she be a dream,By morning I did know. She spoke to me,Her words soft true and kind.An angel from my dreams,This I surely did find. What of me could she want,To her what could I give.I will offer her these two things,She may have them as long as I live. To you this day,I give you my heart and my pen.And hope you'll stay in my life,To give them purpose again.

‘farm In A Barrel: Raise Fish And Grow Your Own Organic Vegetables (repost)
Talk about eating locally. It doesn’t get much more local than your own backyard. A Georgia company is selling ‘Farm in a Barrel.’ It’s a self-contained eco-system that allows homeowners to raise organic fish and vegetables at the same time. The method, called aquaponics, combines aquaculture (fish farming) and hydroponics (growing plants in a soil-less system.) The fish produce the nutrients to feed the plants, while the plants and bacteria clean the water for the fish. Earth Solutions' smallest system is about $200. Fish, such as tilapia, catfish, and bass live in the detached bottom half of the barrel, while basil, lettuce and strawberries grow in the top half. Tilapia is a hardy fish that produces a lot of ammonia - don’t ask - for the plants to grow. Larger systems cost upwards of $2,500, but also produce a lot more organically grown fish and food. A beginner’s kit comes with one-inch long fingerlings. It takes about seven months for th

Bx
My days have slowed downNothing now seems the sameAll it really tookWas the mention of your name. Do you still have a holdCan I ever let you goWhen I look into your eyesThen my heart may know. You may be far from meAnd out of my viewMy mind has its memoriesAnd my soul never lost sight of you. I may never get to hold youSometimes life can't portray what it seemsWill you now become a realityOr fade softly back to my dreams.

Test
Don't cheat! Before you read on, choose your favorite marshmallow bit from Lucky Charms from the list below:Pink heartsYellow moonsOrange starsGreen cloversBlue diamondsPurple horseshoesThose icky oat bitsOkay. Have you got one in mind? Now you can read on. And don't change it!An amazing new study shows that your favorite Lucky Charms marshmallow bit shape determines what you're like in bed!Yes, it's true--just take this simple test to determine your true bedroom personality:GREEN CLOVERS: If your favorite Lucky Charms marshmallow shape is the green clover, you're a happy-go-lucky type in bed. You don't take anything too seriously in the bedroom or elsewhere and always manage to have a good time, even if you have someone else with you. You don't have any patience with depressed people and tend to sit on them until they cheer up.BLUE DIAMONDS: If your favorite marshmallow shape is the blue diamond, your thoughts in bed are mostly about what you'll get later. "If he really enjoys this, w

Seeing Things By The Black Crows
I find it hard to shed a tear You brought it all on yourself my dear Wrong, yes I may be Don't leave a light on for me 'Cause I ain't comin' home It hurts me baby to be alone Yes, it hurts me baby A hundred years will never ease Hearing things I won't believe I saw it with my own two eyes All the pain that I can't hide And this pain starts in my heart And this love tears us apart You won't find me bent down on my knees Ain't bendin' over backwards baby Not to please 'Cause I'm seeing things for the first time I'm seeing things for the first time, oh yeah I'm seeing things for the first time In my life, in my life I used to dream Of better days that never came Sorry ain't nothin' to me I'm gone and that's the way it must be So please I've done my time Lovin' you is such a crime You won't find me down on, on my knees Won't find me over backwards baby Just to please 'Cause I'm seeing things for the first time I"m seeing things for the first time Seeing things for the first time Oh I'm

Conversation With A Guy From Adult Friend Finder
So to introduce this conversation, I need to explain the story. Back about 3 years ago I put a profile up on AFF so I could find partners to make amateur videos with for my website. When I stopped working for the company, I put the profile on there on "standby" so it wasn't viewable and ppl couldn't contact me. After I moved back to Michigan, I realized that I was missing a few pics that were on my demolished (during the move) laptop. So I went onto AFF to get the pics and it said I had to re-establish my profile to see the pics. So I did, and never shut if off... didn't care to. So after a while I went on there just for curiosity and I had a few emails from guys who seemed to have a little personality substance... this is my convo with one, and tell me if it makes any sense! Btw, he lives about 2 hours from me Mike: Hey there, you seem to be pretty interesting and I like how straight forward your profile is, if

If Fubar Changed One Thing, What Would You Want Changed??
Okay, I was wondering what other users would want done if Fubar offered to make ONE change and one change only. 99.99% of the site, I really do like. But the one thing I really dont like is that Secret Admierer thing. So, if I were to ask Fubar to make a change, I would ask them to do away with the Secret Admierer thing. So, what would you like done away with? And why?

Response To My Craiglist Personal
Nice to meet you, Deacon! I will try to introduce myself more.I live in a Prague, Czech Republic. I live in an apartment of myparents and currently I experience hard period of my life. My exboyfriend has found another girl and I am trying to forget everythingas much as I can. I have realized that life should go further and Ineed to change everything in my life, at least for a while. I don'thave any secrets and I am always straight in my thoughts. I don't knowwhy I am so open with you. I would like to know if you ever met girls frommy country ) I will try to think who I am ))) ... I am:- Honest- Friendly - Discreet- Tenacious- Romantic - Independent- Ambitious- Supporting- Always positive- Confident- Faithful- Planning - Obedient- Quiet- Shy- Careful- Reliable- Cheerful!You are not tired? )Well, my main interests are music, photo, flowers, comedy and horrorfilms, fashion. I don't think I differ from another girls my age )What are your interests, Deacon? We can have

Brittany Murphy Autopsy Results
Brittany Murphy died from pneumonia, but anemia and prescription drugs also played a role, coroner's officials said Thursday. The primary cause of the death was community acquired pneumonia, with contributing factors of iron deficiency anemia and "multiple drug intoxication," according to the Los Angeles County coroner's office. The death was ruled accidental. Coroner's spokesman Craig Harvey declined to specify what types of drugs were involved in Murphy's death but said they were all prescription medications. Details about the drugs the "Clueless" and "8 Mile" star had in her system will be released in several weeks when a complete report is done. Murphy died Dec. 20 at age 32 after collapsing at her Hollywood Hills home. Her mother and husband have said the actress didn't abuse prescription medications or have an eating disorder. Attempts to reach them for further comment were unsuccessful. Murphy's husband, Simon Monjack and mother, Sharon Murphy, told investigators the actre

Cold
i have felt the cold wind blow. where it comes from i do not know. it always finds me no matter where i go. its knows my name and tells me so. each time i smile it seeks me out. it knows my heart with out a doubt. i try to run and scream and shout. but the cold wind blows no matter what my route.... it calls my name even though i run. it clouds my day and hides the sun. and freezes my heart untill im done.......... Silverthorn68. 2/4/10

Find Answers And Post Your Fubar Support Questions Here!
This blog is for users to post any question they have about the site. Please browse the other posts in this blog or the fubar Bible to see if your question(s) have are already answered. If you need immediate help, stop by the support lounge under the help link or post your question here. We have always been a community site and our users love to help.If you know the answer to someone's question, please feel free to chime in as long as it is legit info. Please do not post fubar bible questions. We cover just about everything in there. Again, you can find it by clicking on the HELP link. Thanks Scrapper

Just Ramdom Thoughts
I have little respect for people who betray their heritage or upbringing. Black people who think they are white. White people who think they are black. Rich people who came from poverty and have forgotten. These are just a few examples. My suggestion is to STOP trying to impress the world, your peer group or your drinking buddies. be true to your roots and be proud of who you are and where you came from. Actions speak louder than words ever could. if you tell me you're going to do something, then I have a reasonable expection that you will follow through. There are always exceptions, of course, but when the exception becomes the "norm", then I will no longer believe a word you say and base my opinion of you solely on your actions (or inaction). if you're the type of person who only pays lip service to any particular thing....then PLEASE.....move along. My time and patience are to valuable to waste on people like you. I don't normally discuss politics or religion. I have my

Just A Man *a Naughty Knight Original*
I am just a manAll I have to offer is all that I amI can’t give you the moon and starsAll I have to offer is my heartI can’t promise I wont make you cryI do promise to dry your eyesI can’t promise to be perfectI can promise that you are worth itI wont have all the answersBut you will be a part of my heart foreverI can’t tell you I have the perfect planBecause you see, I am just a man

Keep My Name Outta Your Mouth Trick..
Alright,Im usually not the type of girl who will call someone out,unless they tend to piss me off,and it has come to the point to where this BITCH name Clover has done more then Piss me Off..Alright me and this Bitch name Clover we use to be friends,and one day we were talking and she told me,you wanna use someone to buy you stuff on fubar,and i was curious to what she would tell me,and she told me about this guy she met on fubar and met him in person,she told me how he had money and he loved to spend it,she told me i should use him,blah,blah..He went by the name Hotrod something cant remember..So me being a nice person i told him what she wanted me to do,and he thanked me for it and me and him became great friends,and we ended up dating each other,and well i guess she couldnt deal with that,after me and him dated we stayed friends me and clover,but me and hotrod broke it off around November,so i told clover what happen she pretended to care and be my friend,and outta the blue i had a

I Should Have Listened...
...Witty told me not to go to the support lounge yesterday. I should have listened. I was just frustrated to the point of trying anything, and I was not thinking clearly and analytically. This revolves around the blog I posted yesterday about being on here for 3 years. A fairly trite blog and a trivial thing to get upset about, but I had written it and I wanted it out there. Every time I tried to post this blog I received an "invalid html" error. This immediately set off a small alarm considering it lacked any html whatsoever. I pasted it off of notepad like I do with most of my blogs (you lose one long blog to the great Fubar grinding gears and you learn to have a copy elsewehere). I did some test blogs to make sure it wasn't a system issue...I even re-typed the entire thing directly onto the website in case there was something happening with the ctrl-c / ctrl-v. Always the same error came back and frustration was setting in. When I get frustrated, I stop thinking. I just

Drama
so my shoes are a lil tight so i usally wear skinny socks cause i just love skinny socks so i was trying to get these shoes on. and they were not going! then whitney is like are you pregnent? and im like uh no! they always assume someone is preggo or other stupid ass shit! so i finally get the shoes on. i walk over to the coach kourtney and shes like those shoes look small and im like yeah they were really hard to get on so i look at the tongue and their 9! i wear 9.5 so their is whitney, stephane, and cearria (the redneck) and i was like well one of them must have my shoes on becaue i have a pair so they all "look" and whitney is like well these are comfortable so im going to keep them.(i thought joking) and the coach was like alright ill being a marker tomorrow and write on the shoes. and so i went out to my car pissed as hell cause one of those dumbass had my shoes on. so i got my old pair which are 9.5 becuase they made me look stupid saying that maybe i got 9s. Kourtneys parents w

Giving Shit Up For Lent
· No Biscuits· No Confectionary· No Chocolate· No Cakes· No Desserts· No Ice Cream· No Peanut Butter· No Crackers· No Purchasing of CDs· No Purchasing of DVDs· No Cigarettes· No Social Networking sitesThis was the list of stuff I gave up last year. I'm debating whether to add "going to the shop at work for food" to it.

Always And Forever
In your words I find comfort, in your heart I know love. In your eyes I find serenity, in your arms I know peace. When all others have broken me, at your touch shall I be mended. When all others have forsaken you, in my soul shall you be safe. You are my brightest star, lighting my way in deepest dark. When all others have burned out, never shall you vanish from my sight. Forever. Always. Our souls shall be as one.