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Not My Mom, Not My Problem
Dear Ninja,I have a funeral to attend this for my wife's mother-in-law who is not my mother. Her ex is making her do all the work. Should I be a prick and tell him off at the funeral ~spsaudit   Dear Spsaudit, Are you freaking kidding me? Her EX-husband's mother is NOT her responsibility AT ALL. Your wife needs to put her foot down and make him be a man. If they were still married, I could understand her letting her current husband ask her to do the arrangements, but EX??? What's REALLY going on between them that he feels comfortable enough to do that crap? If she won't put an end to the personal relationship with the ex husband, you may want to reconsider your role as her current.
If You Want A Default Like Mine
Its 2 mil fubucks or 2 credits.   Requirements   I need you to send me a video clip of what you want the picture to do. The video must be off a webcam or digital. Cant be a cell phone format   If youd like any sb me and let me know ty :).   They can be sfw or nsfw.
  In my humble opinion, promising to love someone for the rest of your life is not reasonable. Love is an emotion, a feeling one has for another, and in its purest form has nothing to do with chemistry or physical attraction. There are many types and each type with its varying levels. Love is alive. It consumes, it grows, it changes, it rises and falls, it sparks and burns, it takes you to the heights of heaven and can drag you to the depths of hell. Love is spontaneous, untameable, unpredictable, a joy, an affliction, an intangible passion rarely the same from day to day, beyond human control, much less clear cut solid definition. Promising to love someone til death is not unlike swearing you will feel happy everyday regardless of the trials and challenges facing you along your journey thru this life. Promise honesty, promise respect, promise no matter what happens I can count on you to have my back the best you can. Those are reasonable. Two lovers bound by vows before the creato
An Abortion Story I Found On Facebook - Yes The Story Is Made Up But Its Reality
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a fewweeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.Let me tell you some things about me. My name is Angel and i'm a girl,and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but Iwill when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call meyour one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but wehave each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want tobe a doctor when I grow up.You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’twait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life wasperfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face Iwill see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. Iknow it already.Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him aboutme! …He wasn’t happy, Mo
My First Time
After I bathed her, I dried her off and applied baby lotion all over her body, I started by kissing and sucking on her luscious lips. I began nibbling on her neck and slowly kissed and nibbled my way down to her breasts. As I massaged her nipples with my tongue, I fumbled around her genital area until I found my index finger stroking gently between the opening of her vulva. by this time she near oozing with anticipation. Feeling the wetness of her lips I gingerly inserted one finger to feel inside of her which caused her to moan lightly. I then inserted a second finger. She moved slightly against my fingers, so I moved them back and forth, in and out of her now dripping pussy. At the same time I manipulated her love button with my thumb. I noticed by this time she was biting her lip. Seeing her do that made me even stiffer, almost to the point where my eager cock was aching. Still working at her vagina, I slowly kissed my may to her navel then to the edges of her pubic hair. By this t
Funny Stuff!!
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age. After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while. So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part.The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding.  This would cool her down and make her relax.So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, and then climax.So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested.After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed!  They w
Morning Glory...
Bull Crap
I really need to work on my bull shit meter. I always want to see the best in people, and the good in every situation. Sometimes, there isn't good, and I need to accept that.     Anyway, kinda pissed off that I didn't lose any weight this week...I worked my ass off.     I really want to smoke.     Feel like stabbing someone.     Hi, how are you?  
You'll Never Know!
"Little ones unborn you will never know how much mommy wanted to love you. Hold you in her arms, sing to you and play with your fingers and toes. You never will never know the pain I felt I lost you both that day. To feel so alone so  cheated mad that you were taken away. You will never know my smile or my voice, see my silly faces, my warm embraces. So what if people said you being born into the world without marriage was wrong I wanted you and life I would have given so that you both would have had the chance" (ILP, mommy loves you and misses you even if only carried you 4 months). Unless you have had the life lesson of losing such a beautiful creation be blessed to hear the laughter, screams or cries or your child or children. I want children though don't know if I will ever be blessed to ever have that feeling again! Children are a blessing even if they act like little monsters! Life gives use the simplest wonders and yet people abuse those simple treasures do to the lack of being
Cajun Sex ..
Last May, Boudreaux married an attractive woman, Lola, half his age.After several months, Lola complained that she had never climaxed during sex; and according to her Grand Momma, all Cajun women are entitled to a climax once in a while.So, to resolve the problem, they went to see the large-animal Vet since there was no trustworthy doctor anywhere in Pierre Part.The Vet didn't have a clue, but he did recall how, during the hot summer, his Momma and Daddy would fan a cow with a big towel that was having any difficulty breeding. This would cool her down and make her relax.So, the Vet told them to hire a strong, virile, young man to wave a big towel over them while they were having sex. This, the Vet said, would cause the young wife to cool down, relax, and then climax.So the couple hired a strong young man from the big city of Houma to wave that big towel over them as the Vet suggested.After many efforts, Lola still had not climaxed! They went back to the Vet. The Vet said for Lola to ch
This Site
  When I first joined this site 2 years ago I was amazed by all the things you could do and by all the wonderful people I met.Back then you could only rate a profile page once a week and people actually took time to talk n get to know each other.Then Fubar decided to change all that and then added more special bling and slowly you could see the site even the people changing.Now you see people almost literally willing to hurt anyone or do anything to get a rank,to have all the newest hottest bling that came out that day. Pretty much seeing people willing to sell themselves and their souls just to be something on a tiny little website.I’ve seen people spending almost $500 a week to rank or have a green or red name while there is people in this country out of work and starving.Just think what that same money would do if donated to a food pantry or shelter and the wonderful feeling you’d have for doing it.Pretty sure it would last longer than it takes for them to come out with
Red Ribbon, Asshole ;p
ASS in the SKY it's the GoodYear blimp :P DJ Choppercat — 09:59 AM                                         btw, after a anti-viral holiday in 2006 interrupting all hiv meds taken since 1998 with docs supervision and care from UCSF I lagged in past few years making my deductible on my limited income and missed some annual 'bloodletting' to check my stats.. and suddenly last month, my rectum deflated in agony with a hemmoroid size of GODZILLA a symptom beyond called rectal thrombosis and my feet are 'speckled and spotted' .. a biopsy is in progress and likely culprit is KS lesions  doc says new cocktail practically eliminated this hiv-related symptoms and can induce full remission. I have no general objection to my meds or adherance now that the Rx has been prescribed. Just started cocktail therapy two days ago. Feeling abit like a re-tread and worn set of GOODYEARS tires blowing out on the torched and blazing freeway during a heatwave, racing a chevy NOVA muscle car from the
The Dream
The Dream   When rain trickles And the winds blow While candles flicker And tree limbs bow I dream of you And of our bond The memories of us Have grown so fond I lie awake In darkness cloaked The picture I see My mind invoked I see your face Those entrancing eyes The beautiful lips That tell no lies I hear your voice The song it sings The words it speaks The thoughts it brings I feel your touch Your soft skin near The gentle embrace That calms my fear I smell your fragrance Your personal potion The strong aroma From a body in motion I feel your love Your soul's tenderness The warm affection That you express I fall to sleep Your picture I hold What dreams may come As each day unfolds   Melissa Lay October 1, 1998
The True Me
On the Wings of Faeries Steps light as Air Seraphim Diablo floats on a breeze With the Spirit of Dragons Eyes of Fire Seraphim Diablo tempers soar higher In the Arms of Vampyers Movements like Water Seraphim Diablo hearts of desire At the Feet of Mother and Father Stronger then Earth Seraphim Diablo brings life to the hearth
I Am
I am a rose , you are my thorns clutching to me , protecting me . I am the Sun , you are my rays , Helping me to shine and to be all that I can . I am a lake , you are my water, filling me with ideas, dreams and , Hopes for the future . I am a tree, you are my leaves Sharing who and what I am , And becoming an important part of my life. I am a heart, you are beat , beating rhythmically to my happiness . My fear, my sadness , my excitement , I am me and you are with me to share All that I am , to share life, love and happiness
For The Men
If you agree to the terms below Please Comment on the Blog Below STATING you have Read it and understand it.       Fu-Kitteh Tamers Code of Honor     We as Kitteh Tamers DO Promise to Protect and honor our Fu-Kittehs We Vow to be honest and loyal to our Fu-Kittehs. We as Tamers Promise to uphold the Kitteh Creed by only Having two kittehs at a time. We Promise to NEVER insight Jealousy between our Kittehs We will Always Put our Primary Kitteh First when in the lounge. And take care of the Secondary Kitteh as well Never forget That the Queen and King Over see us all. And First and Lastly always to The Kingdom we are loyal  
A Way Of Life
If you Agree to the Terms as a Fu-Kitteh OR a FU-Kittek Tamer Please Comment to the Blog Below saying you have read it!             FU-Kitteh Creed of Ethics     We as Fu-Kittehs will not side step Class for anything We will not lower ourselves to petty Kitty Fights We will always stand beside our Tamer who chooses us Our Kitteh Mate ( our tamers secondary) will have our back as I will hers We Do not judge or ignore any new Kittehs. We will always Remain a family. Any bickering among the Kitteh Klan will be settled by our QUEEN! And the King tamer has Final say! There is no room for rumors or drama in our family. And first and lastly to The Kingdom we are faithful.
Girls Licking Girls
ACK! My husband left the room and the TV is on OWN *that's Oprah's channel, people* and I don't want to get up but Oprah gave her girlfriend, Gayle King, her own show. So tell me; How much of Oprah's Blow Pop did Gayle have to lick to get her own show on OWN? A LOT A LITTLE *I ran out of MuMMs today.....
ok i have a friend that i started recently talkin to again like within the past month or 2.We had a long conversation the other day and some stuff from the past came out and now things are different she seemed to change when it comes to me . we talk on yahoo but lately i been left hanging for a while even tho im told she was talkin to me and someone else(which is cool).I dont think takin 15 minutes to reply is right if ur a freind i can see if there was 5 or 6 convos goin at one time its understandable but if theres 2 there no reason for that kind of delay. I understand she been sick and i wish her a speedy recovery an she really is on of my best friends and i do care for her as much as a friend can. now shes pissed at me and im a cry baby and a shitty friend i guess. I AM SORRY for the argument we had earlier tonight and hope u can forgive me
intestable \in-TES-tuh-buhl\adjective;    1.  Not legally qualified to make a will, as an infant or a lunatic.
The secret to humor is surprise.  -  Aristotle
Sign Up For Club Paradise 3 Year Anniversary Events/contests
Ready for the party of the year??  Club Paradise will be throwing an all weekend party Friday, June 10th - Sunday, June 12th to celebrate its 3 year anniversary.  This party will be kicked off with the one and only DJ Sparky on air Friday from 8pm-12am.   There will be random giveaways all weekend long even to those that are parked. There will be a major giveaway on Sunday, June 12th at 9:15pm EST in which there will be prizes such as a happy hour, polisher, other bling, fubucks, pimpouts, points, and more.  The entry fee will be 100k to get a chance to win some of those prizes. This should be fupaled to me ASAP before the contest.  75 prizes will be given away during that drawing!  MUST BE A MEMBER OF CLUB PARADISE TO ENTER & MUST BE PRESENT TO WIN! We will be hosting the following contests which will have bling as the prize for winning them: Dance Contest (Friday @ 8:30pm EST) - 1st place = boomy! All others will receive bling. Crossdressing Contest (Saturday @ 4pm EST) - 1st p
I Don't Claim To Be The Baddest Bitch...
I don’t claim to be the baddest bitch or the cream to your coffee and I’m mean as fuck but somehow seem to keep the haters off me. But that one night when your man said he had somethin’ on his mind - He didn’t lie it was me he was thinkin’ of and my pussy he wanted to grind. Sweating, moaning, grunting, trying so hard and closing his eyes but it’s not for you sweetheart. He’s got his head between my thighs. Now I don’t mean to upset your girl, ‘cause I’d probably fuck her too. And I definitely wouldn’t be startin’ shit with me if I were in your shoes. So this is what happens when you get to sendin’ porn gif’s to BeBa – you listen to music, let the yayo flow and try to stick your words togetha   ha
Getting To Know You
1.)Q. Can you cook? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude?13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 17.)Q. What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly? 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are scary? 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be??? 21.)Q. Would you be my crime partner or my conscience? 22.)Q. What color eyes do you have? 23.)Q. Ever been arrested? 24.)Q. Bottle or Draft? 25.)Q. If you won $
Hahah My Limerick, By Jenny!
there was a sexy gal named Kriss all the boys, they wanted to kiss She'd give them a shove and show them no love Cause single life was much to much Bliss      By Jenny
Global War On Drugs Has Failed (big Surpise)
NEW YORK (Reuters) - A high-profile group of global leaders declared the "war on drugs" a failure on Thursday and urged governments to consider decriminalizing drugs in a bid to cut consumption and weaken the power of organized crime gangs. The Global Commission on Drug Policy, which includes former presidents of Brazil, Colombia, Mexico and Switzerland, said a decades-long strategy of outlawing drugs and jailing drug users while battling cartels that control the trade had not worked. "It's not peace instead of war, it's a more intelligent way to fight ... the use of drugs," former Brazilian President Fernando Henrique Cardoso, chair of the commission, told a news conference in New York. "Stop the war on drugs and let's be more constructive in trying to reduce consumption." "We cannot have one recipe. It's not so easy to say stop the war on drugs and let's legalize, it's more complicated than that," he said. "Between prohibition and legalization there is an enormous vari
Dealing With Cyberbullies
Dealing with Cyberbullies   Bullies are taking advantage of technology to intimidate and harass their   victims. Dealing with cyberbullying can be difficult, but there are steps   you can take. What is cyberbullying?   Cyberbullying refers to practice of using technology to harass, or bully,   someone else. Bullies used to be restricted to methods such as physical   intimidation, postal mail, or the telephone. Now, developments in electronic   media offer forums such as email, instant messaging, web pages, and digital   photos to add to the arsenal. Computers, cell phones, and PDAs are current   tools that are being used to conduct an old practice.   Forms of cyberbullying can range in severity from cruel or embarrassing   rumors to threats, harassment, or stalking. It can affect any age group;   however, teenagers and young adults are common victims, and cyberbullying is   a growing problem in schools. Why has cyberbullying become such a problem?   The relative anonymity of the
Artichokes Help An Ailing Liver
Artichokes Help an Ailing LiverWhen it comes to choosing a vegetable, discover why there may not be any better than the artichoke for your liver’s Nicole Cutler, L.Ac.The prevalence of chronic liver disease is staggering. Affecting an increasing number of Americans, many with chronic liver disease cannot be cured by modern medicine. Instead, they must incorporate liver-focused lifestyle changes into their everyday routine to protect their liver from further damage. Diet and exercise regimens typically top the list of essential liver wellness practices. Eating meals abundant in vegetables tops most health-oriented nutrition programs. However, few veggies are as potent as the artichoke in helping an ailing liver.Historically, American physicians rarely promote the medicinal value of vegetables with their patients. On the other hand, European doctors have been prescribing artichoke extracts to those with liver problems since the eighteenth century. Besides the
I do not know who you are .. but I'm happy to help you .. I hope you will help me too
Gop Can’t Handle The Truth: Taxes Are Lower Under Obama Than Reagan (repost)
By Pat Garofalo on Jun 1, 2011 at 4:30 pm President Obama met with House Republicans today at the White House to discuss ways to move forward on negotiations regarding the nation’s debt ceiling and the budget. During the discussion, talk evidently turned to taxes, and when Obama noted that taxes today are lower than they were under President Reagan, the GOP, according to The Hill, “engaged in a lot of ‘eye-rolling’“: Republicans attending a White House meeting on Wednesday didn’t take kindly to President Obama telling them tax rates were higher during the Reagan administration. GOP members engaged in a lot of “eye-rolling,” according to a member who was on hand to hear Obama, who invited House Republicans to the White House for discussions on the debt ceiling. [...] “[The President] made a comment like the tax rate is the lightest, even more than (under former President) Reagan,” Rep. Lee Terry (R-Neb.) told Th
Baby Alijah
  I was talking to another long time Fubar member about times past here on Fubar and the subject of Baby Alijah came up. Some of you who were not members at the time may even remember the case since it was so high profile, and so horrific.  The mother Caren Kohberger (aka "I Love Sporks) and the father Travis Mullis (aka DJ Roc) were both members of Fubar at the time. The mother was a legend (red member).  I was just thinking what ever happened with the case and what if any sentence was handed down to the father so I did some digging around on google. I couldnt remember either of their fubar names nor their real names, but luckily for me Google understand stupid so I type in "texas baby thrown from car" and voila Baby Alijah was the first to come up in the hits. Some of you may remember this woman at first began passing out pictures like the one above but with ribbons on them acting as though she didnt know what happened to her child. So many people felt so badly for this piece of shi
Beauty Of A Woman
"Beauty of a Woman"The beauty of a womanIs not in the clothes she wears,The figure that she carries,Or the way she combs her hair.The beauty of a womanmust be seen from in her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.The beauty of a womanis not in a facial mole,But true beauty in a womanIs reflected in her soul.It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows,And the beauty of a woman.With passing years-only grows!
Things That Flow From Peoples Fingertips Part 2...
8:32amreplyIts me sni...: Can I ask you a serious but very random question? cancelChat .. 8:38ammoreTo Its me sni...: what? cancelChat..  8:39amreplyIts me sni...: I've always wondered what women "really" think...does size matter? Is there any relationship between length or thickness and physical pleasure? cancelChat..  8:51ammoreTo Its me sni...:'re asking the wrong person bud. cancelChat..  8:53amreplyIts me sni...: why is that? cancelChat..  8:53ammoreTo Its me sni...: Because I'm a lesbian. cancelChat.. 8:54amreplyIts me sni...: ahhh, based on toys? lol cancelChat.. 8:54ammoreTo Its me sni...: don't use em cancelChat..  8:55amreplyIts me sni...: fair enough, thanks anyways cancelChat.. 8:58ammoreTo Its me sni...: anytime.
The Things That Flow From Peoples Fingertips...
8:03am reply ems1160: you see a fat naked guy tied between 2 poles with a sign saying "kick him in the balls OR bite his nipples OR draw on him with a sharpie" what would you do and why?   cancel Chat 8:09am more To ems1160: i would stab you just for putting this stupid shit in my sb. have a nice day!
Thinking For All Of Us In Here
at least the voices agree
Over Whelming Beauty
Needless to say, Im a jeans and t-shirt person..When it comes to beauty, Ive always thought it was dumb and a hollywood standard of what we are suppose to look like. Next Wednesday is my mothers wedding and I love her to death, she's my best friend so being completely out of my comfort zone for a day isnt going to kill me. The maid of honor dress has been bought,  still need the shoes though. My eyebrows were done yesterday, which looks great, I have to admit. My facial is next, then teeth being whiten..they are white but it doesnt hurt to get whiter.  My tan is coming natural, working outside..Then the omega starts...Make Up! Still not totally sure what to do with my hair, I wear alot of head gear so ..even for a day, I'll smell like I walked out of a beauty salon..really.. Im every happy for my mom though, shes waited long enough to meet the right man, even if it took 15 years. Plus my step dad is completely awesome, even if I'll have 2 step sisters..I still wish my sister would be t
The World Is Tired Of This Cycle
  Tough luck huh?  I feel I try to give the best of me but it never gets appreciated, better yet it never gets noticed at all.  Overshadowed by what is perceived. Which always brings a request for me to show more of what I say I feel.  I thought I do.  I thought I did. Then I guess its alright just more  is wanted.  Not on the same stage but one that is bigger.  Not bigger to me, to me its a stage that's just fake.  Well, ok here goes.  With sincere intentions, words, and gestures I give in and throw myself in the light.  SHOWTIME!  Doesn't take long and the feelings express my way becomes sorrow.  Guess I did it wrong.  There is no complain from me when things arent done.  I believe in what was said all along. This seems to repeat and I'm lft wondering what else can I do. Maybe they can create what you need in some factory where you wont need me. As it seems i'm not enough to please what needs to be pleased. So I sigh.
A Large Collection Of Spring And Summer 2011 Women's Fashion
2011, all about to change! spring and summer women will be more bright colors, the use of fabric will be more daring, everything will be bright and dazzling. Sellers in the garment industry, come take a look at spring and summer of 2011, what the goods into the eye to capture the buyer. Fashion element 1):Floral Hot keywords:floral maxi dress, floral skirt, floral jumpersuit 11ss major fashion weeks, Dior, D & G, Oscar, Channel Miumiu, Peter Som and so coincidentally launched flower pattern printed series. For printing we are familiar, yes, 2011, bright colors, blooming flower pattern is back, whether it is printed dress, skirt, shirt or a piece pants, large or small flowers are heartily Floral Play it! Fashion element 2):Maxi Sheer Skirts/dress Hot keywords:maxi, tulle, sheer, nude Dress for all of us for not strange, but 2011 is the focus of light material dress. Goods in stock and options when you pay more attention to nude color or print skirt.
Can A Rotten Brain Wonder?
  Honestly, I have no clue what the title means.   I wwas just thinking what would happen if I went to people's profiles and only left a smiley face.  No rates.  No likes.  Just smiley face.   Lets find out....
A Quiet Ride In The Night
Up above me I can hear maniacal laughter. Screams accompany that laugh, and before I even finish climbing the stairs, a body drained of blood, and looking like a dried husk of a person, tumbles down at my feet. I pass right through it as I climb, not stopping its progress to the landing below. Reaching the platform, I see a man, laying on the platform. He is on his back. His breathing is coming in short rasps. Judging by the wound, hes been bitten. I open his eyes and I can see the touch of gold around the edges. He doesn't have a lot of time. Standing up, I suddenly feel dizzy. The mans body is pulled away from me by some unseen force, and disappears down the stairs. A blood geyser comes up and rains down on the concrete, my eyes seem to follow the path of each drop. Slowly they fall and making a sickly pitter- patter as the blood drops land. Rising up the stairs to greet me is a large dark figure. Tall impossibly tall with hands outstretched in greeting. Perfectly preened and almost
Winner #8
I ATTRACT ALL THE WINNERS! I BET HE'LL SS IT POST IT AND SCREW WHATEVER POOR GIRL OUTTA HER FUPONY.... I REALLY ENJOY THE ANTICS OF ANAL DWELLING SPIDER MONKEYS LIKE THIS! 1:35am reply Mc Sleeb: hi baby..ill give u 1000 credits if u shoiw ya boobies on cam 1:43am more To Mc Sleeb: no. there are plenty of other girls that'll fall for that though. 1:48am reply Mc Sleeb: ok..well im being real, butr its obvious yer fake so ill find a real chick...i always do 2:12am more To Mc Sleeb: fake with multiple salutes.... yeah.. so creative
Why I Believe - The Short Version.
First, let me say that this story alone.. as I mention later.. is not by any means the only reason.. it's one story of many. Second.  I was an atheist - or I suppose you could say agnostic - until the age of 25.. it was around then that some very strange things began happening.  I remember the day that I officially decided there was no God.. and gave up being agnostic.. and decided I was simply an atheist, I was at a concert for one of my favorite bands "Christian Death"... at the time I wore a st. christopher medal necklace - I called it my catholic detector.  During the song "sick of love" I decided it was stupid even debating the subject of God anymore.. there clearly wasn't one .. and I ripped the necklace from my neck and threw it on the floor of the bar. -- this was just before the month when things began happening... anyway... It had been a very strange month.. lots of bizarre things had been happening. I had always told myself, that if there really was some sort of highe
I Am Just Me
I am just me... Prisilla I want you to know If everyday I won millions I'd walk away from it...   My being rich is just to be with you A simple life ...with you is the greatest treasure.   Thank you for choosing me
Facebook Nazi
I'm a Facebook Nazi.  I'll be the first to admit it and the last to deny it.  Some of my older friends will remember when Facebook started really getting popular, and how I refused to get it at all.  When I did finally succumb to it, I made an account under a fake name, using my friend-at-the-time's last name to keep my privacy intact (an act that caused infinite ridicule amongst my peers).  I later deleted that account.  It was only afterwards, when my boss at a job I REALLY, REALLY wanted informed me that he contacted his employees through Facebook, that I made a new profile, as a matter of professional reliability.  Since then, I've been much happier with my Facebook experience.  This is due to the fact that I've since made some "filters" with my friends’ list, which I have to say is definitely for the better.  Filtering out the few little things regarding content, habits and messages that make me enraged to the point that I literally start to convulse and beat my
[well Timed Explosions]
Alright, so I'm a bit volatile, we've established this I think in other posts. *scratches his scruff* I even shaved off my beard a couple weeks ago. Decided I like the scruff better than a chin.     Alright- let's just pretend Fubar didn't kill my lengthy post about Bangbang chicken (which I think is finalized now)   Phase 0: One whole chicken: (The night before)   I stewed a small stewing chicken in 3 leaves of cabbage, enough water to cover (with boullion), 2 spring onions, 1/3 a jalapeno, 2 tbs soy sauce, and an orange half Then I set the chicken and stock aside, and once chilled I stripped the bird of all meat and set the meat aside   Phase 0.5: Sauce: (can be done ahead of time) You'll require (per person) 3 tbs soysauce 2 tbs peanut butter or sesame paste 1 tbs sesame oil 1 tbs red rice vinegar 1 tbs honey (or other your preferred sweetener)   Mix vigorously and set aside   Phase 1: Side dish, get a pot get some rice or some rice noodles... prepare acc
Let Down
lately i feel like im letting everyone down. i try to help all my friends but it seems like its never enough.i try to do for them but i fail alwaysthe one day i needed to talk to someone it didnt happen WHAT A SHOCK im goin through emotional stuff thats been bothering me for a long time since i dont do much anymore i sit here and think more than i ever did.i have things in my past that bothers me to death from over 5 years ago other stuff is as late as of last night.Im goin through sooo much now its not funny at this point and time this might be my last blog i might just cut my wrists and get it over with.
Wade, Lebron & Bosh
How i see it, this is a young , strong and talented group of superstars that somehow came to that agreement, "lets win a ring". And with the way they're bulling those lil guards in the league, no one really has a chance against this team. Yeah Dirk going to get some, some you here me thats all. Time for Wade to get another ring!!!
Whispering so softly Holding back tears Screaming on the inside Drowning in fears Choices to be made Every single day Holding the moments as they slowly fade Gaze so tender captivating the eyes Lost in the tranquility Wishing for lies Embracing the second As it swiftly ticks by Feelings forever extant Choking on the truth That need to be said Left with the complex abstruse Knowing at the end of every day One will forever be left With so very much to say
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You can't hit what you can't see.  -  Walter Johnson
Letting My Imagination Take Me Everywhere
The sound of the running bath could be heard, a trickle of water splashing into the hot bath awaiting her body.  Oh how she ached.  She longed for a back rub that would ease it all away, all her pains and worries rubbed away by his strong hands, but he was miles away so a hot bath would have to do the job.  She knew it would provide limited satisfaction, but she also knew it wasn’t what she craved. She had had the thought before, wondering what his hands would feel like against her skin, how gentle a lover he would be, or would he be wild and passionate and catch her by surprise.  Would she be able to last the attention she craved, the kisses she knew she wanted to experience..She sighed and picked up the towel.   The scent of the bubble bath filled her with a cloud of hope and desire, she lit the candles and turned off the light, she didn’t plan to be disturbed for a while.  This was her time to just let herself think about him in the detail that would please her, would t
When lost what does one do? One reaches out their hand. But at the other end of that hand what is it? What is the ultimate reason for what is at the end of that extended hand? Do you know? Do i know? Do you want to know? I dont think I do.....
i site at the table i stop and i think the end of my life could end in a wink. i think of the day that my life will give way i hope its not soon but it might end today its not one should think of or or try to delay it hapens to every one i know its the way the past and the present come to gether as one  so live life to the max and hope you have fun ill leave you with thoughts to run in your head and at the end we all end up dead
A Creed To Live By
Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.It is because we are different that each of us is special.Don't set your goals by what other people deem important.Only you know what is best for you.Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart.Cling to them as you would your life, for without them life ismeaningless.Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past orfor the future.By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of yourlife.Don't give up when you still have something to give.Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect.It is this fragile thread that binds us to each other.Don't be afraid to encounter risks.It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find.The quickest way to receive love is to give love.The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly;and the best way to kee
Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 47
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In the 47th episode of Janey Godley’s podcast the duo discuss Cheryl Cole’s inability to keep a job or a man, the literacy of the nation and they share angst about online Twitter gurus. Colleen Rooney gets a slagging for her online shenanigans. Janey explains how she ruined Glastonbury for a few people and Ashley comes up with a new sitcom idea live on air –‘Sapphire and Diamond/Brimstone’ there is even a song that goes with it.     Ashley suffered a spectacular bout of wind prior to the recording and the results are worth hearing. Janey caught her tits in the door (again). There is a special guest on this week’s podcast which is recorded in a famous Soho haunt in London     Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the ro
When Will The Games End??
      Again it has happened....AGAIN...I give my heart to someone only to have it thrown back at pieces as usual. I guess that no one will ever know the real me because the real me is back behind the walls where I belong. I am tired of the BULLSHIT reasons that I keep hearing when I get dumped......why the fuck don't these women just tell me the fucking truth...that they think I'm just not good enough to be with would STILL hurt....but at least it would be the truth!!  So now...I am closed off to the lies known as relationships...I am closed off to the GREAT lie (I love you) that women like to toss about.....the ONLY love in my life right now is my KIDS and my MUSIC......everything else is pretty well bullshit. I am tired of giving my heart because no one really gives a shit about it....I am tired of my heart being a play toy for someone that got screwed by someone else.....tired of being comapred to the others before me....tired of the GAMES!!!! When does it end??
Are U Happy Now
"Are You Happy Now?"Now, don’t just walk awayPretending everything’s okAnd you don’t care about meAnd I know there’s just no useWhen all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeahCould you look me in the eye And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhhWould you tell it to my face or have I been erased, Are you happy now? Are you happy now? You took all there was to take, And left me with an empty plateAnd you don’t care about it, yeah. And I am givin' up this gameI’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,Could you look me in the eye? And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhhWould you tell it to my face or have I been erased, 
Bloodparade- Exhale Again
I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain Will never come back I perceived your look My time is running out I don't stop thinking I relax my tension... exhale again. I think again I feel so little, Exhale again... feel so little. To lose didn't change your life Taking everything away Everything until the end. I have reasons to be alone Dying til I see clear There's no revenge to explain Will never come back I see it will never come back! I think again I feel so little,
My Favorite Status Quotes!
Watch me care, oh, wait, you missed it. Love's when people try to flip me off, all I say is "SIT AND SPIN IF IT TICKLES BOUNCE B*TCH" :) word of the day: shutupyoufuckingretard "Every time I trust someone they show me why I shouldn't trust them anymore" To love without condition, To talk without intention, To give without reason, And to care without expectation... this is the heart of a true friend. New meaning of stop, drop and roll. Stop running your mouth, drop the drama and roll your behind out the door.   See ya. I've had enough of trying to prove myself to people. Now I don't care about what people think as long as I'm happy with myself! :) I'm only here to make you look tall. I am so sorry if you are not enjoying your life, but please quit trying to make me feel bad for enjoying mine! Even though it feels like you are a million miles away, at times you still manage to make me smile :) Distance is hard on a relationship, always communicate even if time is limited. Make
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I'm Awesome
Goal list... High blood pressure under control.....CHECK Lose weight....In process of Exercise....Check AND mate Quit smoking...CHECK     Wow...I am awesome The doctor was really pleased with me... Gave me a pat on the back AND an atta girl :D
Things aren't always what they seem, so guarded is a heart that can not sing. Blinded by those things which are not seen. Broken is the soul kept with in. Haunted by the thoughts and sounds of him. Alone she walks in a world of sin. Judged by the world with there snickers and grins.  A scarelet letter which burns so bright. Forever rememinding her of  that fairful night. Luts thought was love taken a flight.  Shattered reality when he was gone at first light. A scorned lover rises with in looking for a fight. How to heal a soul so badly  burned. How to heal a heart so blacked and turnned. How to get revenage on a heart that used  tourted raped and abused.  Only by living life and forgetting ones sorrow. 
Anti-social Networking
  I didn't sleep well last night. I also left my Fubar page up and running all night. I forgot to turn my screensaver back on after watching a movie :/ So, I'm already grumpy when my alarm goes off at 6am. Imagine the jump in intensity of said grumpiness when I'm greeted by people on Fubar bitching, whining and carrying on about me supposedly ignoring them all night o_O   Ok. I said I was grumpy. That was a warning AND apology for the following bitch fest... No, I don't want to meet up with you. No, I don't want to get naughty/dirty/freaky/nasty/naked with you in person. No, I don't want to get naughty/dirty/freaky/nasty/naked with you on cam. No, I don't want to get naughty/dirty/freaky/nasty/naked with you on chat. No, I don't want to get naughty/dirty/freaky/nasty/naked with you on the phone. No, I don't want to FuMarry you. No, I don't want to marry you IRL. No, I will not take dirty pictures for you. No, I will not make you a salute if I don't know you. No, I will not
Two Faced Dice
In this journey i have traveled along death's dawnhis hand grasped fate in his hands the blood stained knife covered with people's lifethe murder in his eyes werent the biggest fear the dice of death he threw nearinto the darkness he stares the dice will judge your death the taunted flame leaps into gearand now the Two faced dice was deaths own fearchrous: fear of death's touch is only just an dream the blood stained dice give this world fearhe throws out his hand and slashes threw youhis dice will only get nearerthe two faced dice will come for your fearHe sits in his own mind locked up with deathhis own blood drips down from his handhe knows his dice strikes fear in heartsand he enjoys is way of killing so muchthat he thinks he'll never be stoppedthe countdown of death is drawn in nearerhe stands up for the final time the clock is counting downhe throws his dice into the air and trie sto slice into the guybut he's thrown to the ground and the dice thrown backnow he lies there bleedin
An Dreams Reflection
In this cold world i was searching for an dream of mineso wild and bold lurking in the back of my mindthat you were standing there with your arms open and widelike a goddess you stood there like an reflection of true love i wondered searching and alone in despreate need of your love i wish you were here to keep me warm at night with your smilei knew this dream would never leave my mind so i would need to find youi searched far and wide across the land still searching for your lost mind and i knew you were there but so far away and now the dream goes on chorus: : everytime i see your smile it makes me dream againall i see is you stood next to me with your beautiful touch was all like an dreams reflection in the night and i would never let it go my mind now numb and my heart losti kept looking for you threwout the stary nightan dream like you will never come trueyour just my dreams reflection that i could never be without maybe one day dreams will come true like youand we can walk th
Swimming In My Head
its like i cant control anything anymore. my life is a whirl wind of movements and causes but nothing is ever complete. its go here, go there, forget who you are and pretend to be what you want to be. those two things shouldn't be too far from each other. i hate not working. the last week has been nice other than the lack of money. girl scouts and new friends. lots of old friends. that makes me really happy. my old friends. the ones that have been by my side since i was 13. the ones that never have faltered and never done me wrong. right now, its almost like my life is complete with out a man. but then there's that trickle of feelings i have for a man. i don't know. men drive me insane. i don't know where i would be with out katie right now. she is my rock. my common sense because i clearly don't have any. one of the few people i can be my real self with. i can sit back and be ridiculous and laugh. not wear makeup and not care that i live in yoga pants.  even better we ca
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The Value Of A Buck....
So I get that Fubar is a "social networking site" of sorts.  The difference between this and Facebook is that you generally don't know more than a handful of people before you get on here and you can't show your tits on Facebook.  Now the guy running this site is probably a great guy...he's no Zukerburg, but he's doing ok for himself.  But I want to talk about what this site's REALLY about...and that's perception. I am a "hold it in my hand" kinda guy.  I like to buy things...I don't have a ton of extra cash laying around...but I still keep up with the latest electronics....for instance I just bought a Kindle.  For those of you "out of the loop" that's a device that allows you to READ can take them with you anywhere.  It cost me just over $100, but now I can take my electronic library of books anywhere I want to go.  For that SAME $100 I could buy a "God Mode" on here...roughly 24 hours of "abilities" and whatnot.  At the end of that 24 hours...what do I h
Hurt And Broken
When people look at me, they think I am a happy-go lucky person.But in reality,I'm not.My heart breaks alittle more each day.I try to paste on a smile to fool people into thinking there is nothing wrong.I just feel like jumping off the highest cliff so everyone would be happy that I am gone.I love my kids and I would do anything for them but they are hurting and there is really nothing I can do for them except to try and be there for them.My daughter is only 2 so she is not sure whats going on but my 2 boys do.I hear it everyday from them that they love their dad but dont understand why he does what he does.13 yrs is a long time to just give up but it's over.I have cried so much that I can probably water a corn field with no problem.What I hate is that I dont have anyone to talk to.I am just at my wits end with everything and everyone.I keep asking myself,who wants a single mother of 3 kids?? Answer,noone!! I think the thing that hurts the most is that I still love him so much.Even aft
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Men are born to succeed, not to fail.  -  Henry David Thoreau
AS i sit here looking out the window, wondering why the streetlamps out side seem so blurry, even though no.. it's not raining. yet.. i've taken my eyedrops for the seasonal allegies.. but yet.. it's still blurry outside. i wipe the moisture from my yes yet.. it keeps reurning on it's on.the occasional tick tock from the clock seemingly drives me crazy.for no reason of it's on, yet it does.I sit here here thinking that now, after all this time on fu.. i have made a mistake.i have allowed people in my life,where i know i know i am a loner, & enjoy the solitude of the night.. the comfort of being who i am, without anyone knowing who i really am. but.. this night, i come to realize..  i miss aperson here that doesn't even know i exist. she goes by the name of badcrumble. she doesn't ask for bling.. points, or anything. she doesn't try to standout, yet.. she's outstanding.. i realize i love joking around with nearly everyone. loved by some, hated by many. there are those that really a
Was I Looking?
was i looking for love when i met you   no  was i looking for you at all   no  when you came into my life did you hit me with the energy of the earth  yes  how can i explaine this  being with you is wounderful  fun happy and full of the life mother natures gives to every living thing i want  what we have to grow like the wildflowers that blow in the wind or a rainbow that is so colorful you can see where that pot of gold is Love grows from the energy of  friendship but love is like the the wildflowers it takes time it starts with a seed called friendship that pushes it way through the ground and grows with the sunlight into that beautiful  flower called Love
Interesting Facts Some Of Which Could Be Applied To Fubar
What A Decision
So, I'm rebooting everything in my life when it comes to love and friendship. I've come to the point where I've had to choose who I can trust most, and brush the rest aside. It's the hardest decision I've ever made, and it's continuing even still.  This is one of the times where I've kept my friends close, but enemies closer.  Things can turn wicked very quickly. I'm just trying to keep my head up for the time being.  I just want to know there might be someone else out there. That's the hope I hold onto.  With my head down, I only look up ever so often to see the sun for a bit.  I don't know why I'm putting this up on the blog. I guess it's venting :/
Va. Judge Rules Against U.s. Ban On Direct Corporate Contributions To Candidates (repost)
By Robert Barnes, Published: May 27 A federal judge in Virginia has ruled that the U.S. law banning direct corporate contributions to candidates is unconstitutional, the first such ruling since the Supreme Court’s 2010 decision giving corporations and unions a bigger role in campaign spending. U.S. District Judge James Cacheris made the ruling Thursday in a case involving federal charges against two men alleged to have made illegal donations to the Senate and presidential campaigns of now-Secretary of State Hillary Rodham Clinton. 181 Comments Weigh In Corrections?      Cacheris dismissed one of the counts against the men, saying the Supreme Court’s decision in Citizens United v. Federal Election Commission removed the legal underpinnings for the federal ban against direct contributions to a candidate. “For better or worse,
I Don't Care
I don't care about leveling or my daily rank. I'm jus here having fun. If I have credits I buy random bling, I rate nothing but eleven's until I run out and if you have open NSFW's I'm going to check them out. PEACE
Same Shit Every Day
It seems like i dont have to actually do anything for people to be pissed off at me or to be a hater. Whether i am the nicest person ever, or a bitch, it really doesnt matter, people still will piss on you. So this is what i have decided, im just going to be me and if you dont like it then get the fuck on somewhere, cause i am tired of the hating fucking drama makers of this world. Seriously grow the fuck up people, you know who you are.
I'm A Modern "fubar" Man
I’m a FUBAR man, A man for the millennium,   Digitally enhanced and smoke free.  A diversified multicultural postmodern deconstructionist,  Politically anatomically and ecologically incorrect.  I’ve been uplinked and downloaded.  I’ve been inputted and outsourced.  I know the upside of downrating.  I know the downside of upgrading.    I’m a high tech lowlife.  A cutting edge state-of-the-art bicoastal multitasker,  And I can give you a gigabyte in a nanosecond.    I’m new wave but I’m old school,  And my inner child is outward bound.  I’m a hot wired heat seeking warm hearted cool customer,  Voice activated and biodegradable.    I interface from a database,  And my database is in cyberspace,  So I’m interactive, I’m hyperactive, And from time-to-time, I’m radioactive.    Behind the eight ball, Ahead of the curve, Riding the wave, Dodging a bullet, Pushing the envelope.  I’m on point,  On task,  O
Good 2 B Alive By Steelheart
The Value Of A Buck
So I get that Fubar is a "social networking site" of sorts.  The difference between this and Facebook is that you generally don't know more than a handful of people before you get on here and you can't show your tits on Facebook.  Now the guy running this site is probably a great guy...he's no Zukerburg, but he's doing ok for himself.  But I want to talk about what this site's REALLY about...and that's perception. I am a "hold it in my hand" kinda guy.  I like to buy things...I don't have a ton of extra cash laying around...but I still keep up with the latest electronics....for instance I just bought a Kindle.  For those of you "out of the loop" that's a device that allows you to READ can take them with you anywhere.  It cost me just over $100, but now I can take my electronic library of books anywhere I want to go.  For that SAME $100 I could buy a "God Mode" on here...roughly 24 hours of "abilities" and whatnot.  At the end of that 24 hours...what do I h
What Do You Love Or Hate About The New Level System?
Please give us constructive feedback on the new levels?   You know you want to be a bad ass motherfucker!
Empty Egg
EMPTY EGGJeremy was born with a twisted body and a slow mind. At the age of 12 he was still in second grade,  seemingly unable to learn.  His teacher, Doris Miller, often became exasperated with him. He would squirm in his seat, drool,  and make grunting noises. At other times, he spoke clearly and distinctly, as if a spot of light had penetrated the darkness of  his brain. Most of the time, however, Jeremy  just irritated his teacher.One day she called his parents and asked them to come in for a consultation. As the Forresters entered  the empty classroom, Doris said to them, "Jeremy really belongs  in a special school.  It isn't fair to him to be with younger  children who don't have learning problems.  Why, there is a five  year gap between his age and that of the other students."Mrs. Forrester cried softly into a tissue, while her husband spoke.  "Miss Miller," he said, "there is no school of that kind nearby.  It would be a terrible shock for Jeremy if we  had to tak
I Need Help!
Not just mentally. I'm at the dreaded point where I need 250 ability points to level.  A few kind souls have gotten me down to needing 206, but it still feels like way too many to go. I have fubucks.  I have my own 15 ability points each day.  I can do pic mods, rate your stuff, polish your bling... Anything else you can think of that you'd like in return for pimping me out, shitfacing me, killing my buzz, vouching, altruizing, cloaking... just let me know.  I would be extremely grateful (not NSFW grateful, but that's better for you anyway :P)
43 Hours, 10 Minutes, Tminusblowmybrainsout.
43 hours ago, i woke up from a nap. haven't slept since. i feel the crazies coming on, like they weren't already here.   can't eat, can't sleep, can't think straight. i have a one-step fix to this problem of mine. so simple, and yet, so fucking unattainable these days. weed dealers have been bad at their jobs lately, no joke.   on a positive note, im tripping balls from the exhaustion.  at least mother nature has a sense of humor sometimes.   fuck.
1000 Lotus Blossoms
under the stars over looking the heavens where the light shined over the paths of fatein the wake of you coming nearthe lotus blossoms glide over your hairin the golden mist of the sunyou walk the path ever so clearwith your red eyes and ever lasting lustyou bring closer the sword of lightand strike down with 1000 lotus blossomsthrew the gentle air sweeping and swirlingbreaking the path that has been walked uponand the lotus blossosm return into the golden sunonce again.
The Night Of The Living Phoenix
The burning embers upon the golden skySurfacing across the glittering full moon.Temperamental outburst of the phoenix lives on.Sacrificing it's pure heart in among the dead souls.Morning blessings of it's ruthless beginning,Rises over the people leaving it to it's peaceful silence.Shining through the darkness that waits in it's path.Hiding in the shadows of the fallen leaves,Crossing it's burning wings through the glowing moonlight.Twisting and turning fluttering it's ember into the sky.Blowing through the wind of time.
The Rainmaker
When i was wondering the earth for the truth searching for what wasright,i heard the angels of the heaven calling out my name.i knew my life would never be the same so i looked into the midnight skyand watched the angels fly by. i took on my own way looked onto the other way watching the angels cry while the heavens filled with theheaven skies.i feel the pain as the angels wonder if in time it will ever change holding onto the golden clouds watching there tears falloff the leaves below, watching the earth crack open as they fall fromthere sky, they wish they knew how to escape this path but there fate issealed forever in the rainmakers fate as he walks alone across thegolden sun and the darkest of moons wondering if there will be anotherday to live an happy life
Blood Dream Girl
threw the years of searching i came to your smell of the blood consumes me into its dark despair every drip of this temptation is more like salvation the lust of yor mouth tells me you want more with my eyes i see this is only an dream the red glow of blood drives me towards you mind games and mindless searching leaves me like an wanderer of the night your just my blood dream girl with your neck as tender as your blood every taste leads me to excite but its all just an dream
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howdy fuckers...updates and bullshit....Jarod is home on midtour...I pick him up soon...with the impending finalization in Oct...I am pretty nervous to see and spend 2 week withhim....awkward lol   Dad is GOOD he made it thru all and is bac to bein a cantankerous old fuker lol life as usual I guess...Had been so long since ihad seen him...that now I miss him much more.   Hayley isnt responding to thebetaferon..havin issues with "ms Hugs" as well but is about to go to an MS camp in  Cali..she is bitchin about it but I think it will be really good for her to meet other kids with it..and learn new ways to cope...make friends who can relate...but yeah convince a 13 year old female of something......   Lil mans Bday is the 8th...the following weeked we are doin the ren fair for it...we all always have so much fun there so I am looking forward to it.   Guess that about sums it up....I hope I can continue to be the trouble maker I am while I am barely on for the next 2 weeks...hell kn
Who's Got Two Thumbs And Spent Four Days Eating And Drinking And Being Merry Whilst At A Con And Still Lost Three Pounds?
THIS GIRL. ps. Anyone have any green paint? I always wanted Hulk hands.
A Decade Of Magical Tax-cut Thinking (repost)
The 2001 Bush tax cuts added $2.5 trillion to the national debt and disproportionately benefited the wealthiest households. Have we learned anything? by Chuck Collins Republican leaders in Congress have a one-point program for whatever ails the nation: cut taxes for millionaires and large corporations.(Creative Commons image by House GOP Leader) Got a revenue surplus? Cut taxes. Got a budget deficit? Cut taxes. Got a toothache? Cut taxes. These politicians are like my uncle who believed the solution to every problem was a wee glass of scotch. They live in a world of magical thinking. GOP leaders argue that the budget deficit is the great moral issue of our day and requires great austerity. Yet just before Memorial Day, GOP lawmakers unveiled their bold new economic program. You guessed right: more tax cuts for millionaires, billionaires, and global corporations. The Republicans' plan calls for reducing the top income tax rate on millionaires and big corporations from
Party In Columbus
Attention: For anyone who is in or near Columbus Ohio, I got a few friends who is throwing a Late Memorial Day BBQ. Now I was asked to have a more people to join. There is swimming, drinking and SMOKE if interested. If you want to attent, shout box or leave me a message and I will give you more details. If you want you can BYOB (bring your own beer), but its not nessecery. Hope everyone has a great day and hope to hear from you soon :)
I Need A Safe Place To Hide
After two & a half quiet years, a man who has literally stalked me has reappeared.. This was a friend, or so I thought, at one time.. A friend of my husband. I babysat his 3 boys for a few months. Shortly after my husband & I split up, I told the freak that I couldnt babysit anymore, that I needed a good paying job for security.. He didnt take it well, at all. He showed up at my home, knocking on the doors & windows at anytime of the day or night. He would park outside my home, blocking my vehicle.. On several occassions, he was in his car passed out at 6 am.. I'd have to call the freakin' cops to get him the fuck out of my driveway. I've had too many coincedences w/ this fucker.. At the hardware store, Walmart, every fucking where I went, I'd see this freak.. Hi, Suzy..Hi, Suzy.. Like I was his fkn friend, after acting like a fkn crazed lunatic... UGH!!  Good lord ppl are fkn crazy! So, the last real incident was when I woke up to no water.. Which didnt surprise me, since I always hav
I Haven't Written N A While
I am me ... I can be no one else.  I tend to be over bearing and a complete **well fill it in** ... but above it all, I am a good person.  What you tend or want to think about me is your choice ... a choice you have been given from the day you were that twinkle in your parents eye.  I make my choices and I make my decisions.  No one makes them for me, even though I have days i wish someone would.  I make my stand and where I do make it.  deal with it ... or GTFO of my life ... 100%.  My rock, my choice, my safety ... is all on me and on no one else.   Just note, I will stand and be walked on and over, till the spikes come out .. when they do there is a side not one of you wants to ever see.  So, yes ... I am WOMAN ... and I am going in my space where I am quiet and will remain that way till pulled or coaxed out.     I may do more posting and more writting .. we will see.  but for now, i am Maia .. JUST ME!!
For Krissykat6
May 31, 2011 5:45  For "KrissyKat6" @ fubar  "don't know why" For a gal who's not fickle, I'd risk being in a pickle. If she were sweet and kind, We'd share a long unwind. Peace is a deep abiding love, sent to us all by heaven above. Why we have wars, I don't know, But they cause an awful mess here below.   Why wonder about the light of life, soon snuffed out by the enduring strife? Why take away the beauties of love, delivering the bearer to heaven above.   Once upon a rainbow, early in my sojourn, I considered the joys and dreams I'd mourn. Had I but known of all these things then, A sad and disillusioned child among men, A poets soul, A dreamers mind I ken. As "Reap the Wild Wind" was a playing, I saw the world as a place of slaying. The pain of loss and threats of care, With my new and long-time love I'd share. 5:59 AM, fine ~~
Alright, I will give a warning. Seems only right.   I will rant and rave about what I so desire to. Anyone who has a problem with it, there is a handy little button on the top left corner or the screen called a back button. So be sure to use it. I am not here to say I am right and everyone else is wrong. Honestly, it isn't my place to judge. It is, however, my place to rant and rave on what I so desire.   On that note, I have been trapped. By circumstance and blindness. How can one be blind to the simple matters of survival? One should be happy when one's offspring is able to eat three meals a day and have a bed to rest at night. Ideally you would want to take care of your own better than you would take care of yourself. You wouldn't let small insecurities cloud your mind, and your heart. How is it, that once I start to shrug off some of the chains that bind me, I end up being the one at fault? When in truth it isn't a situation to be said his or her fault. I dont cas
Left In Darkness
There is a pain with silent screams, A path leading through the briar. With a source of light at your side, Any darkness or hurdles seem insignificant, From the encouragement and love, Of the source of light.   Now, what happens when that light deserts you?   Darkness unfolds once more, Taking away any chance at seeing your way.   Now you are blind, Left to stumble around in the dark, To trip and fall and  be left spinning.   Until you hit something solid. The bottom of the hole.   A place where no cries are heard.   There's a time of silence, When realization of helplessness strikes.   There are other lost in the darkness all around you, Their voices are trapped and muted, Leaving you to believe that you are all alone without your light.   What you do now is important, An act that can make or break you.   Do you have the strength to be your own light?   To take on the challenges in front of you, To use your will for something you only think you can do
Fu-leveling..... Or Flesh-peddling
To be entirely honest, I think I could stay at level 23 permanently. I'm not going to put any money into this game and I don't expect you to put money into it on my behalf. I'm really not enthusiastic at the thought of several people having to 'own' me... I mean, ffs, I do understand that it is a game. The point of the game being to make passing e-acquaintances and maybe see naughty-bits belonging to members of the sex one happens to be attracted to. Well, if that's all it is....  I'll just stick to the social aspect of it that doesn't include trolling for women and begging them to show a breast here or whining them to stand up.... If you see my webcam broadcast on, expect me to be wearing pants. The "I've seen Grey's Cock Club" doesn't need e-members. I honestly am not looking for more real life members for that club either. If you see me pop up in your broadcast, assume correctly that I'm at werk and killing time, or that maybe I want to hear a glimpse of your voice over the wail of
Assignment For The Day: Navy Seals
I posted this on my EP account (I Want to Get Pregnant Group).  Tell me what you think about it:   *** I think this is one of the most wonderful reasons why being a woman is so much fun. You are a nurturer and a cradle of life. I consider motherhood and womanhood as a blessing. My version of feminism is different from the kind of feminism that you will get to read in books, magazines and most of the websites. For me, feminism is not about gender bending. It is about giving the same importance to women and empowering them. It is about empowering the female or the womb power and making women love themselves for who they are.  Women can do sports, manage a business, take leadership roles, and excel in fields outside the home. But you can never compare them to men. They are different from them, yet they are equals. Women are the cradles and nurturers of life. Men are designed to protect it.Some people ask, why is there a limited opportunities for women when it comes to some fields like
Capt. Saveaho To The Rescue!!!!
So tonight I found a female claiming male as her gender so she could get Most Liked and her name color changed.. I confronted her and she sent in Capt. Saveaho.. Was pretty funny.. Enjoy..        > To Fukd: The guys have a hard enough time getting liked to get high enough rank and they have bitches like you scamming the system..> 12:22ammore> To Fukd: I've taken screenshots and you've been reported.. Do you know what they do you cheaters?.. kiss your ass goodbye> 12:24ammore> To Fukd: I guess your name is fitting, you are fucked.. > 12:40amreply> Fukd: really...> 12:40ammore> To Fukd: yes really..> 12:40ammore> To Fukd: no point in changing it back to female.. it's been screenshotted and reported..> 12:40amreply> Fukd: oh no... report away ... and by the way butt hurt much> 12:41amreply> Fukd: actually until you so nicely pointed it out i had forgot about it so thanks> 12:42ammore> To Fukd: lol, your patheic attempt to cheat on this website outwights any butthurt.. and the fact tha
Stupid Encounter #74 Lmao
11:34pm cajunh...: love you look 11:34pm iC51Ne...: aweee Thank you 11:35pm cajunh...: its true 11:35pm iC51Ne...: What do you like about it? 11:36pm cajunh...: is this a trick question? 11:37pm iC51Ne...: answer it and find out 11:37pm cajunh...: think your pretty, THATS ALL 11:40pm cajunh...: LEARN TO TAKE A COMPLIMENENT FRIEND 11:41pm cajunh...: GUESS YOU THINK THAT WAS A ATTEMPT TO FUCK YOU, LMAO 11:42pm cajunh...: you funking women or so arrogant 11:43pm
First off id like to say hi to many fu-friends who care about me(the real me) and who have shown me loves while ive been gone. Im sorry ive been gone for so long. *hugs to ya'll*. Well as im sure you are all mostly aware, im a work-a-holic. Ive been working basically seven days aweek,12 hour shifts for months now. Thus my lack of free time to do anything except think. Im really in a love/hate time of mylife right now, thats been causing me some sadness. I feel blessed to be working like i do, so i can accomplish goals that ive set for myself, and so i can have a lil piece of mind knowing im a lil secure. But i hate the rest of my life...The lonliness is unbareable at times. (And before i go any further...these are my personal thoughts and feelings, me thinking outloud. Im not looking for sympathy or anything. Infact i would prefer not to recieve sympathetic types of comments.) I have been attempting to put myself out there and get out and try and meet new people, in hopes that i will
Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell
So last night in the back woods of the blackest forests, past the swamps, past the gators nest and past the pelican nest...right when you think you have gone to far, there it was. A little wooden church. One that looked like it had seen the tests of man kind. So beautiful. Like a dream, standing in a silhoutte of light. As i got closer i began to see all the little forest creatures gather around me as i walked up. The aromua of such sweet herbs began to engulf me. From the angelica root, the basil, the ginger to the sweetness of the blackberry bush growing around. As i walked threw the door i heard what sounded like angels singing. But it was the preacher praising the sermon he was teaching. As i sat there and listened to what he had to say. I got the feeling of enlightment taking over my body. As i looked down at myself sitting there i wondered if i ever had to go back to my body. For it was the feeling that i didnt want to ever lose.
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Odd Feeling
I have a feeling that something is wrong... I can't put my finger on it     I need distracted
Guilty Pleasures
What is YOUR guilty pleasure? Dirty or clean....matters not. My GUILTY PLEASURES are.....adding a no particular order. Game of Thrones Camelot The Borgias PORN BONDAGE PRETTY GIRLS BEING SPANKED....   COMMENT, COMMENT, COMMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
God does not play dice. - Albert Einstein
Idk If It's The New Meds, But I Feel Like I Am In A Dark Place All The Time And I Am Afraid To Come Out. :(
So life has taken a turn for the worse for me. Recently I have just been totally lonely. I mean I have friends. But only if I do the driving, pay for the gas, buy the booze and smokes, and do what they want. So I guess I am getting used, but hey, I am acustomed to it thanks to all the abuse the so many have dropped on me. There is supposed to be somone special in my life, but recently she is not around much (do to circumstances beyond my control) and when she is, she usually gets mad at me. So I have been failing horribly there also. I am stuck here in my grandmother's home, which though I am greatful having a place to live, has destroyed much of my self confidence, my faith in myself, my happy go lucky and cheerful spirit. My Life is just miserable here. And personally the sight of seeing her trashed every signle night after she downs like 8 manhattens just really makes me feel bad. I mean, I drink and do some stuff on my Friday's and Saturday nights, but she does it EVERY DAY at 5
Death, Kabobs, And The Falls
Today was a strange day.   For those of you who do not know, I volunteer at the local VA Hospital.  This being Memorial Day weekend, I thought it would be a good way to commemorate it by volunteering Saturday, Sunday, and Monday instead of my typical Saturday.  Shortly after I arrived, there was a patient who went into cardiac arrest.  While I do not have any real medical training, I hung outside the room to be available to grab whatever I could to help, be it a saline bag, intubator, or whatever was asked of me.  Sadly, the patient did not make it.  My lack of medical training prevents me from doing much with living patients, but once they are no longer living, I can help out, and help out I did.  I helped prepare the body for the morgue, by binding arms and legs, putting the patient in the pouch, human remains, and so forth.  After that, the Emergency Department was having a barbecue.  I have skills with grills, so I took over the cooking duties.  For me, I deal with dead computers
Sean Kingston Moved To Icu After Watercraft Crash
  Kingston and a female passenger were injured when the watercraft hit the Palm Island Bridge around 6 p.m. Sunday, Florida Fish and Wildlife Conservation Commission spokesman Jorge Pino said. The Miami Herald reports that a passing boater saw the accident and took the two on board his vessel. Both were hospitalized early Monday at Ryder Trauma Center, but Pino said he didn't know their conditions. Authorities are investigating the crash, and "nothing at this point would indicate that alcohol played a role," Pino said. Kingston rose to fame with his 2007 hit "Beautiful Girls" and was also featured on songs by artists including Justin Bieber. His self-titled debut album sold over 1 million copies worldwide.
Level Requirements
Hi my #2 family member needs 500 likes to level that is his REQUIREMENTS pls help him out
Information Please
INFORMATION PLEASE   When I was quite young, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood.  I remember well the polished old case fastened to the wall.  The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box.  I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination when my mother used to talk to it.Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person -- her name was "Information Please" and there was nothing she did not know.  "Information Please" could supply anybody's number and the correct time.My first personal experience with this genie-in-the-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor.  Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer.The pain was terrible, but there didn't seem to be any reason in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy.   I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway.The telepho
My Dad Knows New Words
There are two things I know for sure- One is- everything changes and the other is -my dad doesn’t change. Dad is currently running a battle with his new digi box and satellite dish that despite leaps in modern technology- it lets a tree distort its service. The satellite man told us that was the problem. This doesn’t salve dads temper and his need to argue about everything concerning his telly.   Dad calls me every day to use his new word ‘pixelated’ he wasn’t to know that since the 1940s there would be new words to insert into his vocabulary, he thought all the words had been invented- so did we- but what we didn’t know is the new words he discovered he would use more than the old ones. It is as if he needs to wear them around his dentures to get a good feel for them and then they will settle sufficiently into his mouth.   “I think that’s a Beta service we are getting as the picture is pixelated again, they need to experiment more wi
How John Wayne Saved The Ussmc
THO' HE NEVER SERVED IN UNIFORM, HE DID A HELL OF A JOB FOR OUR ARMED FORCES' MORALE AND NATIONAL PRIDE   HOW JOHN WAYNE SAVED THE MARINES (GOD BLESS HIM!)  Today is John Wayne’s 104th birthday. He was born on May 26, 1907 in Winterset, Iowa, as Marion Morrison, weighing 13 pounds. His birthplace is a museum.  There is a guest book, opened to a page with the entry, in the entrant’s handwriting, Name: Ronald Reagan. Address: 1600 Pennsylvania Ave., Washington DC.   To celebrate the birthday of a truly great American, let me tell you how John Wayne saved the Marine Corps.  In theaftermath of World War II, the psychological letdown after years of war and bloodshed, the huge demobilization of servicemen, the desire to slash military spending, and  the antipathy towards the military by left-wingers in the Democrat Party all combined in a call by a number of Senators and Congressmen to abolish the Marine Corps.   In this, they were supported by the Doolittle Boar
The Archer November 23 to December 21 Traditional Sagittarius Traits Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical On the dark side.... Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless Sagittarius About Your Sign... Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in
If Lies Were True
Everyday I fight for something with everything I am My heart, my dreams have brought me to this moment that I swear you won't forget   All I neeed is just one chance give me one chance I'll burn this city down Do you know how it feels to have nothing I swear I'll show you how   there's always something left to prove another song to write for you and I'll give everything until I find that I have nothing left   All I need is just one chance ' give me one chance I'll burn this city down do you know how it feels to have nothing I swear I'll show you how   I have given up everything for you, for you take what you want, take what you need before this life starts killing me   do you know how it feels to be broken, battered and torn and still fight (still fight) still fight for who you are?    All I need is just one chance  give me one chance I'll burn this city down do you know how it feels to have nothing I swear I'll show you how
Memorial Day
OK lets see if the Third time is the charm here. Memorial Day is a day to remember those who made the ultimate scarf ice for this country. Yeah all gave some and some gave all is so correct in portions. Less than 90+% of us are in the military at some degree and less than that even went to defend this country. So yeah we don't look for your respect or even ask for it but when I see a status that a hero is someone who knows right from wrong that makes me sick cause anyone then is a hero where some have a made a scarf ice that no one else would make for you. No disrespect to the fireman , police officers, or even the medics that stay here they place there lives on the line just as well. But those of us who have been to war and a veteran are a rare breed we have been places and done things that we should never had to do because we were trying to protect either ourself or one of our brothers in arms. Regardless what you think a true soldier each time comes back differently and wonders how
People In General!
I really don't know what to say but people need to grow the fuck up and quit being so damn childish!
Day 3 - Whatever (the Final 10)
  A Song That You Can Play On An Instrument - Day 26:  The Glamorous Life by Shelie E Before Fergie there was Shelia E, and this song was probably her biggest hit back in the day.  She being one of many female performers that got fame because of Prince.  This song i use to be able to play on keyboard.  My mom showed me, probably the only song she could do too. It's a good song.     A Song That Reminds You Of A Certain Event - Day 07: The Mortal Kombat Theme Song Ok I dont have events in my life.  So couldn't think of any song for this day.  Why not go with Mortal Kombat.  When you hear this song you know what's about to happen.  Someone is about to die.  Mortal Kombat is huge in my childhood and continues today.  Loving the new game, everyone go get it.  You wont beat me though.  The First movie was great.  Second was alright and the new internet stream series they have is awesome.  Love MK.     A Song That No
It Only Takes 1 Person To Piss U Off If They Do It Right
This guy really made my day n pissed me the F*CK off MATT@ fubar See what he had to say Now how come he 26 n talking like that when back then when it all happened he wasnt even planned yet??? I n also all the germans now dont have anything to do with what happened back then....   Well after me not responding n ignoring the guy i just got this from him again   wowers it keeps going now all germans in his status  
One Down...
Usually conversations start off by saying, "Good Morning", "Good Afternoon" or How are you? even a Hello is good, but NOT "I want to lick your tits".  I really wish I had an full understanding of the male brain and what possesses shit like that to roll of a tongue.  But see here, I am giving to much credit to this person whom I deleted as friend, he wasn't thinking with his brain he was thinking with his "other" brain.  So maybe I have answered my own question.  Anyway, it still boggles my mind.  Because I always ponder - when will they ever learn???
Phineas Gage And The Devil We Knew
[This blog was originally posted on Multiply and Facebook on Saturday, May 28 2011.] I want breakthrough.  I am annoyed that I have to remain in Minot to work today while the rest of my family is in Bismarck attending Martha’s second cousin (we’re not sure what relation Matthew, the son of her cousin Stanley, is) Matthew’s open house preceding his high school graduation tomorrow.  I want breakthrough.  But I can’t say I’m too bothered by it – not because I didn’t really want to go, I would covet nearly ANY excuse to get out of town, for even a little while.  I want breakthrough.  With several outstanding balances hanging over my head (our heads, Martha would have me say) I interviewed for a second, overnight job yesterday that I should get, but I did not have a wife and kids the last time I had two jobs when I lived in Florida!  I want breakthrough.  Specifically, from New Year’s Eve 1997 through August 2002.          I want breakthr
Kids Say The Damnedest Things
My youngest who is 11 was at the Mexican restaurant the other night. When the waitress came to take our order she was speaking in Spanish to which my daughter replied "I don't speak Taco Bell". I almost died.   I guess the old saying is true.......the only honest people in the world are dunks and kids
I Have Had This Playng In My Head Most Of The Day
wanna be an airborne ranger,Live the life of guts and danger. Airborne ranger,Life of danger. I wanna be a scuba diver,Swim around in the muddy water. Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, life of danger. I wanna be an S.F. medic,Shoot some funky anisthetic. S.F.medic, anesthetic.Scuba diver, muddy water.Airborne ranger, guts and danger. And when I retire. Im gonna be a texas ranger,Drive around in sking tight wranglers! Texas ranger, skin tight wranglers. Im gonna be a UPS man,Drive around in a ugly brown van. Ups man, ugly brown vanTexas ranger, skintight wranglers. Im gonna be a forrest ranger.Chipmunks are my greatest danger. Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.UPS man, ugly brown van.Forrest ranger, chipmunk danger.
Lonely Vistas
there are beautiful views that are shared by many and the masses..these hold little attraction for me i crave those wild places rarely touched by man..seen by few..the road less traveled many desolate locations at first are not so attractive but as i sit a bit i find a bird shooting from the brush or some large fish jumping from the water leaving ripples of its passing it is then i perceive its true beauty..its in my very loneliness that i truly feel connected to nature sometimes this beauty is so great it hurts..this is when you know you have found that special place sometimes beauty cannot really be shared with others..its very ephermal quality..fleeting..never being recreated others can pollute your simple vision or moment unwittingly thus i seek the lonely vistas
Embrace Written By 2
He embraced the morning looking out over an early fogHe searched thru the mist for some inkling of her presenceAt the horizon a glimmer of yellow pierced the fogShredding the fog like a single blade hacking thru a throng of enemies It colored the trees in glistening gold and the fog retreated into the shadows. Morning dew slipped between her toes, the grass tickling, kissing and inviting. Darkness banished, songs of delight echoed in the air. Flickering wings flashed by, cutting the light with a swift shadow. Water glistened off his torso as he looked upon her physical form and was enraptured with her beauty..His hand reached out pulling her to his lips..crushing her with his wanton passion unsatiated.Long had he waited ..deep was his desire which would not be deniedLaying her among the sand..he took his hands gripping her roughly brooking no opposition. She gave before him, accepting him even as he plunged deep into her golden light. Her fingers traced enigmatic signs upon his fles
Meaning Of Memorial Day
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My Broken Heart
when our 2 souls met I thought I was the luckiest women in the world I had found someone who loved me no matter what, and as time went by I still felt the same, but his love grew dim and the clouds of despaire moved back into my blue sky, if I could have been more worldly I could have saved my heart from breaking. In the last 8 months I have come to figure myself out I need to be loved wholeheartedly I guess I never had that n yet I would still jump in the raging waters again, to know sweet love is wonderful but to know heartache is so overwhelming. That my whole world has become dark n dismal but thats because u have left me behind left me cold n lonley. No matter what all of lifes leasons have to be learned just wish they dont have to be so painful!!!
Memorial Day
As the flowers rest on the decorated graves and the sunlight shines on the beautiful sailboats, Uncle Sam whispers in my ear about how we should care for the soldiers and remember the ones that have died. Swimming pools open, BBQs fry. Today is the day to think of what they have done for us. There are blurs of red, white and blue marching down the street and flags are lowered at half-mast. But we should always remember and never forget what set us free, from this very day on.
I Really Despise This.......
Anyone who knows me, knows I DO like to poke fun at some of the fake profiles in it's a decent cure for boredom, and mostly its all innocent fun, but I ran across a profile today that realllllllllly irks me. THIS pathetic excuse of a human being originally got my attention by "her" profile status "Does anyone have paypal? I need a few bucks if anyone can help! I'd really appretiate it, there's a video or 2 in it if you help me out, first come first serve :)".  I was just going to post something slightly humbling about it, when I noticed two folders.  One labeled "Me and My Son" and "Me and My Daughter".  I figured oooooook Brad give her the benefit of the doubt, she may be a struggling mother and eh, its no worse than begging for bling I suppose. Well lets just say that both folders are a pseudo fantasy for incest, filled with pictures of her sucking and fucking some guy, and in the other folder......yep you guessed it, another
Want Bombed?????? You Want Bombed??
  Want bombed?? Well she needs points R/L/C love on her     FAIREST OF ALL@ fubar  
Tens And Twos
Contrary to this post's title, the subject is not about Fubar's rating system. Fubar members have had a long-standing unwritten rule about always rating member profiles and photos a 10 or 11. (Officially, you may rate anything any number you want, but expect some pushback from members who like to get unreasonably upset and overreact if you hand them a 9.) This post is actually about people getting together -- who tends to attract whom, and how I use this theory to prevent myself from getting scammed. We already have this rating system in our minds: the most attractive and desirable of us get higher numbers on the scale, as referenced by such phrases as "she's a dime" or "he's a perfect 10." Those of us not blessed with supermodel looks fall closer to the lower end of the spectrum and are called "zeroes" or other unflattering terms. Be aware that, like every other rating system that is not governed by standards, these are all subjective; these are opinions with no factual basis. Howev
Standing at the door I pause for a second. This is my first scheduled time with Terry since I had to spank her so she would leave Isabella and I alone. This was pre planed so I had not talked with her and she did not call to cancel the date. I have to assume that all is alright but I am a little apprehensive. Terry can be a bit of a brat at times, and to be frank, I am concerned that this will be one of those times. I was pretty hard on her and this was the first time I had to address the problem directly.   One more breath to calm myself and I knock three times on the plain wooden door on the small rambler. I listen but do not hear any noise from inside, no musing, no talking on the tv, no music, nothing. She usually at least has the radio on. Maybe I have been stood up and that is how she is going to strike out at me.  If that is the case, we will simply have to end this. I stop myself.    I have been a concerned about this over the last two days. Isabella and I had a wonderful n
The Former Buck Cherry Pie Sweet
So as some of you may already know, I'm back! My last profile has been active for over four years now. I have been back on the Fu for about a month now and I have already surpassed my level on my other profile.WOW, how things have changed.... Johnny Devil is still here, FUDADDY, CowgirlXtreme, but I see a lot of new faces. We didn't have Cherry Bombs, or Boomerangs, or anything like that the last time... Happy Hours were $100. We did have Bling, and the FU was always awesome!I am glad to have made some new friends.... I'm glad to e back.. Glad to be back.:)  Just wanted to kick it off with a Blog, it's about time. Oh yeah, and I know I'll have some haters, oh to the well.Later! 
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There's such a thing as timing in food... and presentation. *squints* oh right Still working on bang bang chicken. I THINK I've got it.   I was having issues where it was getting too... homogenous, but so long as I leave the rice, meat and matchstick veggies stacked rather than slopped the sauce brings it all into cohesion. So, timing on drops, and assembly actually effected this dish's flavor. Did not really see that coming. I probably make this dish too spicy for my dad, and too garlicky for my mom XD Just right for me though. Also made strawberry/black cherry preservey jam...reduction...syrup... I got three things out of this. And all it took was about 2 dozen pitted cherries, 6 medium sized strawberries, and about 4 tablespoons of honey, an orange peel, and about a cup of red wine and water to cover put it on the stove on high, stirring as needed for about 30-40 minutes, and if you want something to go on cake pancakes biscuits toast that isn't that factory dul
The Shadow
The Shadow I am a shadow, a lost soul, Wandering through life, searching, Searching for the illusion that is happiness, an illusion that temps all men. This happiness which is both a blessing and a curse. A blessing that provides peacefulness, joy, pride and love, a blessing that gives the soul reasons to live. It is a curse for happiness is only temporary, an illusion, a curse for it shows the soul what it may have but never hold. This glimpse of happiness seen by the lost soul,  slowly drives him apart from those around him. Slowly it drives him mad, torturing him, taking his mind and turning it away from life,  and any chance of holding the illusion. For he knows that happiness is not his to hold or to keep, that this illusion will torture him until the day he dies.
Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- Hip-hop/rap
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday!   Lupe Fiasco-"The Show Goes On" DJ Khaled-"I'm On One"(Ft. Drake, Rick Ross & Lil Wayne) Nicki Minaj-"Super Bass" Dr. Dre-"I Need a Doctor" New Boyz-"Backseat"(Ft. The Cataracs & Dev) Kanye West-"All of the Lights" Wiz Khalifa-"Roll up" Cupid-"Cupid Shuffle" Lil Wayne-"John" Lil Wayne-"6 Foot 7 Foot" YC Worldwide-"Racks" Nicki Minaj-"Moment 4 Life" Diddy-Dirty Money-"Coming Home" Flo Rida-"Club Can't Handle Me"(Ft. David Guetta) Eminem-"Love the Way you Lie"(Ft Rihanna) Lil Wayne-"How to Love" Wiz Khalifa-"Black and Yellow" Ace Hood-"Hustle Hard remix"
Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- Country
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday!   Lady Antebellum-"Just a kiss" Blake Shelton-"Honey Bee" Rascal Flatts-"I Won't Let Go" Luke Bryan-"Country Girl"(Shake it For Me) Jason Aldean-"Dirt Road Anthem" Zac Brown Band-"Knee Deep"(ft Jimmy Buffett) The Band Perry-"If I Die Young" Lady Antebellum-"Need You Now" Taylor Swift-"Mean" Eric Church-"Homeboy" Brad Paisley-"Old Alabama"(Ft Alabama) Zac Brown Band-"Colder Weather" Sugarland-"Stuck like Glue" Jason Aldean-"Don't You Wanna Stay"(ft. Kelly Clarkson) Thompson Square-"Are You Gonna Kiss Me or Not" Chris Young-"Tomorrow" Dierks Bentley-"Am I the only one" Sara Evans-"A Little Bit Stronger" Eli Young Band-"Crazy Girl" Rascal Flatts-"My Wish"
Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- Pop
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday!   Adele-"Rolling In the Deep" Jennifer Lopez-"On the Floor" Katy Perry-"E.T."(Ft. Kanye West) Afrojack & Nayer,Pitbull-"Give me Everything"(ft Neyo) Bruno Mars-"The Lazy Song" The Black Eyed Peas-"Just Can't Gte Enough" Lmfao-"Party Rock Anthem" Rhianna-"S&M" Selena Gomez & the Scene-"Who Says" Taio Cruz-"Dynamite" Christina Perri-"Jar of Hearts" Ke$ha-"Blow" Lady Gaga-"Born This Way" Jesse J-"Price Tag" Brinteney Spears-"Till the World Ends" Lady Gaga-"Edge of Glory" Beyonce-"Run the world"(girls) Adele-"Rolling in the Deep" The Black Eyed Peas-"I gotta Feeling" Bruno Mars-"Grenade"
Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- R&b
Pick your favorite song and i will count the votes and the top 20 countdown will be played Fridays! Each genre a friday.   Kelly Rowland-"Motivation" Jeremih-"Down on Me" Lady Gaga-"Poker Face" Chris Brown-"Look at me Now"(Ft. Lil Wayne & Busta Rhymes) Lady Gaga-"Just Dance" Cupid-"Cupid Shuffle" Miguel-"Sure Thing" Usher-"More"(Redone Jimmy Joker Remix) Usher-"DJ Got us Fallin' In Love"(Ft Pitbull) Lady Gaga-"Paparazzi" Jill Scott-"So In Love"(Ft. Anthony Hamilton) Trey Songz-"Bottoms up"(ft. Nicki Minaj) Beyonce-"Single Ladies" Mary J Blige-"Someone to love me"(naked) Chris Brown -"She Ain't You" Gnarles Barkley-"Crazy" Rihanna-"Disturbia" Keri Hilson-"Pretty Girl Rock"(ft. Kanye West) Usher-"OMG"(Ft Usher-"Yeah!"(Ft lil John & Ludacris)
Top 20 Countdowns.... Vote Here! Genre- Rock
Pick your favorite song then i will count the vote and they will be played Friday nights! One genre a Friday! :D     Korn-"Get up"(ft Skrillex) Buckcherry-"Crazy Bitch" Queen-"Bohemian Rhapsody" Nickleback-"If Today Was Your Last Day Nickleback-"Rockstar" Lynyrd Skynyrd-"Sweet Home Alabama" Led Zeppelin-Stairway To Heaven Metallica-"Enter Sandman" GooGoo Dolls-"Iris Linkin Park-"Numb" Volbeat-"Fallen" Europe-"The Final Countdown" Lynyrd Skynyrd-"Free Bird" Black Sabbath-"War Pigs" Nickleback-"Burn it to the Ground" Nickleback-"Photograph" Saving Abel-"Addicted" Ozzy-"Crazy Train" Nickleback-"Far Away" Linkin Park-"In the End"
American Vets
To my brothers and sisters in arms. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SERVICE. Never ask why you served for it is enough that you did or do. For it is the few who gave so much that all can enjoy the freedoms we have. THANK YOU and may you find the peace you deserve.
Hopelessly bound unfettered by the chains of love's grip - greatest gift, fate's cruelest curse. Wherefore do I weep at knowing the joy, the warmth, at feeling the peace, the fire. Wherefore do I weep unable to complete , to be, unknown the kiss, the flames. Wherefore do I weep at loving not living seeing not touching breathing not sharing holding not loving? All, because I, The Fool, am no more?
Good Day!
Yesterday was spent on location as a make-up helper / production assistant on a small, low budget feature film. I was not in front of the camera at all. I had auditioned for and been cast as a nurse, due to shoot today. They told me yesterday that they needed more nurses so I called my daughter to see if she wanted to be in it (we've worked on projects together in the past) and she said YES. We were going to be nurses together! Although neither of us would have any lines, it was going to be fun. My daughter and I got to the location early and ended up standing around for a long time while a scene was being shot at a different location. I was helping with make-up and costumes for the nurses. The producer came over to the make-up area and told the make-up artist that the 'doctor' had called in earlier that morning to say he wasn't interested in being in the film anymore. We were already ON LOCATION when he did this. I said, "Can I be the doctor? I've got a coat in my truck." *I alway
Broken heart Broken soul I am not sure where to go I lost my way back to where  I belong I am not even  sure I need to be As I wonder this life sometimes alone I will find my way to the place  called.....HOME!!
Vassal Less Becoming, Becoming Less.
I was swept away in a tide much less becoming,pestilent arrogance my meager cardboard buckler."We" being a misnomer, I dare to tread belowI ponder fitfully on frozen purgatoryin the still memories and needling recollection.A barb to the ego, a sleight, a blade to the back,All with precise, injurious intent and humournone so cruel as the ripe, rusted reflectionthe words of waste and doubt we save for our private hell.No enemy so great, so eternal, as our selves.  
The Mystery Underground June Contest
From June 1-30, The Mystery Underground ( will be giving one lucky NEW member a G-d mode. To enter, you MUST be a NEW member of the lounge and be back at least five times as a participating member of the lounge and check in with myself or Ultimate Sin. Winner will be chosen by the staff on July 1.
The Joke Is On You - 217
Did anyone ever tell you, it won't matter what you do. Just what you feel and gain, most of us are really insane. Life includes hash beef corn, even the sweetest rose has a thorn. A lot of people never knew at all, the pain is there even if you don't fall. On the bible I've even seen you swear, why won't anyone even care? Are you afraid of the bed you made, what do you feel when the lights start to fade. The joke is on you, it always has been, you lost n the beginning, you'll never win.
Random Idiocities
It seems so funny to stop and think About other ppl and how they stink It matters not if they stand or sit Thats pretty surely the smell of shit   Of rocks and stones and sharpened bones And glass walls ans glass homes You fail to realize in your domes That you throw this all in your own abode   Do you really think with your nose so high That a one like me will just pass you by And not bother with a word or critical line? Surely you must be out your mind   Fuck your opinion and point of view This is for me, who are you? Sadly you're just overview And your awareness is sorely overdue   Ill say it now for you to grasp and hold And bury deep down inside your soul Never forget that i told you so Or you might fall this deep inside a hole   I'm tired of bullshit I'mk tired of games I'm tired of fuckboys and twacked out dames I'm tired of lonely I'm wishing on trains And praying for returns and missiles and planes   I dont want
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Memorial Day
Originally called Decoration Day for those who died in the Civil War. Soldiers are amazing people, we know this but not everyone that is a hero is apart of some military branch. This isnt a blog about changing but just remembering the people who have passed that also gave there life. The mother that died durin child birth. The person that was killed before time and there organs saved another soul. The teachers that have spent there life teaching children to be better people. Giving them hope when all else seems to fail. The Single parents that do whatever they can to make sure even if they go without, the children dont. The grandmother you had that was more of a mother than your own. The grandfather that loved you like a son. The musical talent that inspired you to pick up a guitar. The poet you fell inlove with just by understanding and feeling the words. This blog is for the people who have touched your life, military or not. In memory of my Aunt Judy that passed away 7 years ago. Yo
Ok Dudes, Before You Talk To Me
if you don't know me and we haven't talked before, don't call me hun, babe, baby, sugar or things of that nature. I have a name, it's Manduh. Use it. I really hate when guys try to be all cute and familiar with me when we don't know each other. So cut that shit out and I won't be a total cunt when you try to talk to me.
Trying To Help Out
Trying To Help Out A City In Need Of Everyone's Help.I'm Sure Most Of You Have Heard Of The Tornado That Went Through Joplin Mo.Touching So Many people's Life's Including Myself.The Pictures You Have Seen On The News Doesn't Come Close To Being There In Person.I Have Spent All Last Week There And Going Back This Coming Week Just To Give A Hand To Any One Needing Help.I Am Writing This Just Asking Anyone Who Can Donate $5.oo Or $10.00 To The Red Cross To Try To Help Rebuild Joplin Mo.Thanks.And Thanks For Taking Time To Read This................I Love You Joplin Mo.Stay Strong We Will Rebuild And Be Stronger Then Ever...................
Winner #7
ok this guy is a serial come on artist.... he's copying and pasting the same shit to random girls.... WE ALL KNOW EACHOTHER IDIOTS!   poppaburgandy: You are so Hot I think if you told me cum was good for the skin, I would jack off in my hand and give myself a facial with it!! To poppaburgandy: so you got my friend with the same line earlier... just copy and paste and hope someone likes it?
From The Sword's Point Of View.
Stripped clean of empathy. Of kindness, decency,  Of patience for fools.  Hammered, melted. Hardened, made razor sharp.   Life makes us weapons. Unknown Forces shape us, Aim us at targets we'll never understand, Much less KNOW.   Someone tell me WHY. Tell me why we must be weapons. Why destruction is needed, Where creation is not.   Quenched in blood, Forged in hatred.Blood in, blood out. And all we hear is laughter.   The laughter of insane, alien Gods.   
~my Soul~
You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.Your near future is in a very different place (both physically and mentally) from where you are right now.For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.
Beautiful Thoughts
look at youlooking up at meyou're looking up at me...inviting me to come downcome down with youfor an everlasting embracesetting the pace that makes me wonder why the chances we takeinvolves any sense to this ethereal lifeless blissand so I come...downwith youso now you can reston my side...forgetting all you have leftbelieving in my matter how absurdsounding off like a broken harpthat plays discordant tunes I will be there for youthrough many many moonsso on mein the hurricane you facehold on to meI am your palm treeshelter is what you seek nothing...broken hiatus forgetting days of the II shall lift thee so highwith you still looking up at melike once beforeyou will never be down againnever......never...nevermore...
Soldier Story
On a day in September of 2009 a soldier landed in Pittsburg, PA and was frantically trying to rent a car to get home to his parents and girlfriend. All car rental companies were out because of a convention that was in town and he finally found one that had two cars. Of the two cars one was a brand new 2010 mustang and the other a minivan. The soldier deciding he wanted to save money for his two week R & R asked for the minivan. A gentleman in line directly behind him leans around and asked the clerk how much the mustang was for two weeks. The woman glanced at the soldier who just nodded and continued to fill out his paperwork. She gets the full price for the gentleman and he says "Please give it to this soldier on my credit card" The soldier stops writing and slowly turns around. He thanks the man and says it's not necessary but the man grips his hands looks him in the eye and says "I myself served this country, I appreciate you, your girlfriend and your family for the sacrifice they
Heavy Fillins - 41
Wrong desire aren't new, many had me before you. Please have some heart, don't let me fall apart. Accusations toward me, now thats real heavy. I can no longer deny, just really wondering why. I wanna please you, its a dream to pursue. I felt alot for you, and my heart is so true. Fill me with heavy fill ins, come again every now and then.
Just Some Poetry That Makes Me Feel Alive
Whenever you feel that darkness is falling on you,whenever you feel there is nothing you could do,i will be there even before a word you could say,to brighten your life in each and every possible way. I will stay awake all night so that you can sleep,dreaming about our love that has been running so deep,i know even in your dreams you always think about me,there are no more words like you or me,it's always we. For the flying birds  the sky is their best friend,for a loving heart you are everything that god could send,every second spent with you is like a day spent in heaven,your the most beautiful of the angels that god has given Being with you I always forget everything happening around,life is always at peace, even if there is lot of sound,someday if i die,don't ever feel that i have left u alone,I'll always live in your heart because of soul mates and true love ..   Your smile, your lips, your kiss,Your eyes, your gentle touch, With empty arms I reach for you,I miss you now so
If You're Reading This
If you’re reading this My momma is sitting there Looks like I only got a one way ticket over here I sure wish I could give you one more kiss War was just a game we played when we were kids Well I’m laying down my gun I’m hanging up my boots I’m up here with God And we’re both watching over you So lay me down In that open field out on the edge of town And know my soul Is where my momma always prayed where it would go. If you’re reading this I’m already home. If you’re reading this Half way around the world I won’t be there to see the birth of our little girl I hope she looks like you I hope she fights like me Stand up for the innocent and the weak I’m laying down my gun Hanging up my boots Tell dad I don’t regret that id follow in his shoes So lay me down In that open field out on the edge of town And know my soul is where my momma always prayed where it would go If you’re reading this,
The travel was intermittent. He had become so used to it that He had lost count of the conveyances, the types and time mattered not. His boots still on his feet, the sand never quite gone, He trod onward. The sounds of a bustling life washing over him unheard or listened to. The sounds He was listening for had not been made yet, so His ears remained alert, yet unhearing. Hollowed footsteps echoed for Him, and the emptiness of the long way gave birth, to a open expanse of life as He had forgotten... Hell and horror still in His eyes, the smell of death not familiar, but merely with one always, replaced with Cinnamon buns fresh from the oven and the overpowering scent of 100's of perfumes and colognes, cloying but making Him seek something He had shied from forever it seemed. "Jefferson!" He heard and recognizing that as his name, He turned and physically shied away, as a skittish but curious colt would, from the outstretched hand of Eunice P. Shoemaker of Paducah, Ky. "Welcome Home Sol
Day 2 - Aggression (the Second Ten)
A Song From A Band You Hate - Day 12: Lemonade by Gucci Mane I couldn't think of someone worth hating, so i'm stuck with this guy.  Awful people, just plain awful and I have no fucking clue why people like this guy.  He did do a good verse on a Big Boi song but other than that he's plain garbage. If a sitcom like Law & Order wanted to create a rapper and a song, it would be him and this shit. Seriously 5 seconds into it you know you're in some trouble. 10 seconds into it you know you already stopping the song. If you manage to continue on to 15 seconds, a gun is in your hand and you're about to blow your fucking head.  I'm sorry to those who click to see the song.     Your Least Favorite Song - Day 02: Sky's The Limit by Notorious B.I.G When it says least favorite song instead of song you hate, i'm taking that as what its saying.  A favorite song of yours that you like the least compared to the others.  Biggie is a legend though i'm not on
To Soldiers
&& I know this is just a quote , but I just wanted to show my appreciation to all the soldiers out there still fighting , to all the soldiers who risked their lives for us , to all the soldiers who are lucky enough to come home on Monday to spend time with their family . You all will be remembered forever . Thank you so so much for serving our country . 
Day 2 - Aggression ( The Second Ten)
  A Song From A Band You Hate - Day 12: Lemonade by Gucci Mane I couldn't think of someone worth hating, so i'm stuck with this guy.  Awful people, just plain awful and I have no fucking clue why people like this guy.  He did do a good verse on a Big Boi song but other than that he's plain garbage. If a sitcom like Law & Order wanted to create a rapper and a song, it would be him and this shit. Seriously 5 seconds into it you know you're in some trouble. 10 seconds into it you know you already stopping the song. If you manage to continue on to 15 seconds, a gun is in your hand and you're about to blow your fucking head.  I'm sorry to those who click to see the song.     Your Least Favorite Song - Day 02: Sky's The Limit by Notorious B.I.G When it says least favorite song instead of song you hate, i'm taking that as what its saying.  A favorite song of yours that you like the least compared to the others.  Biggie is a legend though i'm not one who co
"lost In My Thoughts"
"Lost In My Thoughts"by Double PMazed thoughts of Pondered QuotesSit on my brain as I rumble through jumbled notesTrying to find where the love was lost vanishing with no tracePains sheltered by a smile upon my faceDisguising what no one knows deep down insideJust staying with the flow along for the rideJesters of a Laugh creep through a somber gloomWhat use to be a beautiful red heart no longer bloomsLost in my thoughts that keeps me consumedTore between what use to be and now what turns out to be my doomHateful feelings of a love that was never ment to beThought i was special but now I know that will never beBe it as it may i have come to the realization that my time will never comeMad at myself beating myself down how could I be so dumb Dumb Dumb DumbThese thoughts need to leave my soul alone please go homeBut my home is there home what use to be a reminisce of what use to be my domeOneday soon I will have back what the once called a clear mind
Jab, Cross, Jab, Uppercut, Low Kick
For the first time ever in my life I have started exercising because I WANT to, not because I have to. I am well aware that I am not the picture of health and fitness, but I am working on improving that. 6 months ago, I wouldn't have been able to do any of the things I am doing now. The key to all of this for me is that I am doing it for myself, not because I feel ike I am supposed to. Quit smoking, change my eating habits, start walking...suddenly I have energy and feel happier. Those people that talk about the exercise high, I get it now. I am VERY proud of myself when I finish something I started. I set in my mind that I want to walk a 5 k, I did that. My next goal is to finish it in under an hour, I will do that. I have decided to start running, not like a marathon, but I will do one eventually. I found a great website that literally shows you how to go from being a couch potato to running a 5k, SO I will do that Feeling pretty good about myself, I decided to take the kick
The Trick
This is something that all, sexually functional men, ought to know about All women have the power to make your cock magnificently hard, ozing pre cum and make you feel like they're the only woman you'll ever need; ironically very few of those women exercising such power can actually use it to make you cum In my view, this is a willful, intentional and malicious abuse of Goddess power that woman do exercise over men for the primary purpose of money; and I further believe that it's a contributing factor to prostate cancer, other maladies of the cock and male depression. The way this works is by the aspiration of every sexually functional man, to devote his cum to something and him needing that something to want it. This is the chief reason men will 'cum for you on cam' because it is an intimate act of him showing you his pride and joy naked and exposed and you be willing to watch creates the impression in his mind that his devotion of cum is to and for you. Obviously this is primarily a
I know hate is a strong word.  So let me remind you of the true meaning: to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest.  That pretty much sums up how I feel about CAPTCHAS.  If you are not sure what a captcha is, it’s those annoying mixed up letters and numbers you have to type to prove you are a god damn human being.  On fubar, known as "Security".  I understand they serve a purpose to protect society, but seriously when it takes me more than one try to read the gobbled shit that is typed, where the letters are slanted, mashed together and blurry it’s very frustrating, given the fact that I have trouble seeing as it is (wears tirfocals) and when I end up going through 3 captchas before getting one right, it goes up my butt a mile. So now I have formed a hatred for them.   Do you share my hatred?
Day 1
This is me how i feel about myself and i am sure it will chang day to day.  i amunloveable it is clear to me now and its got to be something im doing wrong.  i am in the army and i am incharg of people, but my wife wont even touch me she goes off with some other guy, not that i am complaining cause i dont love her any more but it would be nice to feel love, then i was talking to this great girl the one i was hoping to be with after she finaly lets me go(my wife that is) but lately shes avoiding me and idk y so it must be that i am just so unloveable.  when i need people the most is about the time they leave me or find some one thats better, then again im sure there is alot better then me since im in the situation that i find my self in i am not single yet so i cant do any thing yet with any one no matter how much i want to.  ik she knows who imtalking about even though i highly doubt she will read this but if she does i hope she knows howmuch i love her even still, and now there r othe
Slavegirl K !!new Update!!
i think it is time to show some new material of my Slavegirl K. I am still very proud and happy that Slavegirl K is doing so well during her training. It is a pleasure to share some of my limited online time with her and it is a pleasure to talk with her and to take care of her behaviour and to act with her when i am not addicted to a Slavegirl and my work here in Germany.   and i am sure everybody has to agree that this view is worth the time and attention i offer to her.   her daily training is doing well and she is getting used to her new toys.     exspecially her anal training is on a good way, the plug sized will be raised in the near future. as you can see, her dildo workout also reached on a new level.     also her pain acceptance raised and i changed some of her daily routines. also her new paddle does make a big help during her training. and her red ass is as lovely as the marked result the cable lashes left on her ass. i am sure even that can b
My Inspiration
My inspiration was never really there. My inspiration, noone ever cared. My inspiration I thought would never come.  My inspiration, I just needed some.  My inspiration talked to me one night.  My inspiration showed me new light. My inspiration, so genuine and true.  My inspiration is you.
First round of bang bang chicken wasn't terrible, it actually needed salt and garlic, I also stewed the whole chicken with an orange peel, a bit of ginger a couple cloves of garlic, and a third of a jalapeno and some soy sauce damn thing STILL needs salt, but I do have chicken for frying, and a big bowl of stock. Meanwhile I fret for my hairline which... hasn't visibly moved in 6 years, but this haircut, this humidity, and this... part? I dunno, its driving me batty and looks like a BAD combover when it falls into place JUST wrong, but I know its not so, but it just   ACHK!!!   . I can tell I'm not busy enough when I spend all day cooking, playing video games and looking at my hair in the mirror. My dad went irreperably bald around this time in his life, course he was also married and had a kid. I guess it doesn't help that I feel doom banging on the door whenever I'm not working on something BIG. It's not like I look bad with the Jason Statham. Actually I think it makes me lo
From A Friend (-scott)
what makes you smell the roseswhat makes you taste the rainwhat makes you believe in miracleswhile others cry in vainwhat makes you sigh when passing byand you hear some childerns laughterwhat makes you believe in fairy talesand the happily ever afterwhat you dream every day seems to have something missingperhaps you get ahead of yourselfperhaps its just blind ambitionwhat is it about youyour a magnet when it comes to otherswhat goes through your mind,at the timewhen you choose those code of colorsdont you know that everything is complicatedeverytime you are let downyou feeling violated when will you realizedthat you are immortalized,in this mans eyes peace----Scott
May we never let the things we can't have, or don't have,or shouldn't have, spoil our enjoyment of the things we do haveand can have.As we value our happiness let us not forget it,for one of the greatest lessons in life is learningto be happy without the things we cannot or should not have.
79 Senators Vote To Trash The Constitution: The “war Of Terror” On The Us Grows (repost)
Marti Oakley, Contributing Writer Activist Post If you haven’t received the memo yet, let me update you on your status as it pertains to the Constitution and your civil liberties; you have neither.  79 Senators who snickered as they swore an oath to uphold and defend the Constitution of the United States, voted to render you guilty in advance, with no chance of proving your innocence.  The unlawful data mining and collection, the compilation of dossiers on virtually every person in the US, the unwarranted wire-tapping, the rifling through personal records of all kinds for no other reason than to collect information to be used at a later date if the government decides to prosecute you for whatever reasons, was extended. The Patriot Acts were sold to the public as part of the war of terror perpetrated by the Bush administration after the false flag attacks of 9/11.  A “War of Terror” is being perpetrated by our own government against its own people and is
Fu's Strength Thru Peace...mind, Body Or Both Rapist?
It's unbeleivable what some so -called professionals can get away with after they accumulate enough money from their victims, I mean clients.  Fu's user STRENGTH THRU PEACE, Charles Logan of Tampa, Florida is one of these abuse of power mega losers.  Up until about 7 years ago, he was a somewhat respected CHILD psychologist until the police walked in and arrested him for various acts of rape and drug abuse with one of his minor patients, being treated for sexual abuse issues no less.  How do I know this is TRUE and not some rumor?  Ask me for the google link of that horrid, repulsive medical review board link that was issued to revoke his license and how he did a aplea bargain to escape jail time and having to register as a sexual offender.  Gee, didn't know the INNOCENT had to take sexual offender classes, drug tests, stay away from anyone under age 18 including their own grandkids, give up YEARS of an expensively trained livelihood and the good life that came with it without PROOF...
No Need To Pretend
Swimming in the dark, bound to drift apart, we're in love, we play with matches in the rain, But never learn, we're trying to light a fire that can't burn. You thought that love was just a casting call, well it's our turn to quit before the curtain falls. Don't need to pretend you love me, we just never meant to be, Am I wrong? Am I right? Have I lost my mind. I dance around her heart, like an actor plays his part. I hit the stage and get, blinded by the light,
Glam Metal Must Die
I was looking through a Cleveland's Scene (independent weekly) newspaper and came to the realization that a lot of the people I used to go out drinking with really need to get over the 80's. They're still playing out, which I applaud them for their tenacity, but really, it needs to die! Bunch of aging men with (mostly) short hair putting on mascara, shirtless, bulging bellies with suspenders holding up spandex tights, while falsetto screams grown gravelly, and perhaps a bit lower key over the years, blare over the club's beat-up speakers. That, now out of my system... there was this band called Valentino where a guy I knew named Tom was the lead singer. I'd go see them play because they were usually at the Akron Agora (which was huge but never full to more than 10% capacity). Nice place, and just about the only other metal club left aside from Flash Gordon's (which was still mostly a dance-music place). So Valentino would play out but we got in the habit of calling them Vaselino, beca
Anyone Left? Only Nothing Exist!
  Alone isnt physically being by yourself.  Alone is emotionally feeling there isnt anyone else left that gives a damn if you exist or not. Feeling that no one in the world has any feeling towards you at all.  No love.  No hate.  No pity.  No nothing.  Alone is wondering if anyone is thinking about you.  Alone is not knowing if you have friends or not.  What are friends?  Are you one?  I guess if I was one then I would have some.  Maybe I do but just unsure.  Who is really who?  How can I tell?  Alone is thinking you are people's last resort.  The spot before nothing, plan Z.  If all else fails there is Greg, thought about after one has reached desperation. I represent a perception, which cant be trusted and trust is needed for one to willingly be apart of another's life.  So where does that leave me?  Leaves me here.  Empty.  By myself and still alone.  No one calling.  No one texting.  No one speaking.  No one thinking.  All with no need of me.  Alone. Guess I get what I asked for,
I Shanked At Fubar...
Soooo yesterday was fun...ha. Anyways, thanks for Bama for the God Mode, etc that was nice of her. Sorry I didn't get back to everyone I think I actually hit 20 million in various forms. Crazy! Anyways, I had a big fat ol Fubar fail yesterday right. So the new levels came out in the morning and I was like oh wow I might actually be like yanno, one of the first few people to get to at least a 46 right? Welp, so i run around doing all the stuff just figured I'd activate the God Mode and it would also include the boomerang requirement, guess what. Shank! lol. It doesn't. So yeah, even people that have been here forever can shank at Fubar. Am I mad? No, it's actually pretty funny. I just figured I'd share a personal fail with you all. See, even I can screw along the info for future level 46's to be...have a Happy Memorial Day weekend and peace..
Sad Day, But Better Ones Will Follow
I broke up with my gf the other day. I have to be out of my house by tuesday. I'll be staying on my brother's couch for a while, till I get a job and a place and shit like that. Everyone thinks I'm crazy, and nothing makes sense to anyone but me. I'm always the guy that's there for other people. I've stretched myself to thin. I need to regather myself. People may take advantage of me, but I let it happen. I can always say no. I just need to remember to set clear boundries, and stick to them in the future. I'm mostly numb and angry right now, but I think I'm doing a good job at blocking the anger part out, and not being a dick to my ex. Who will likely leave without have done her chores. I don't ask for much, maybe because even when I do ask for something, I rarely get it. Chipping in for rent and bills? Obviously out of the question, dusting and taking the garbage out once a week? not likely. Whatever. Everyone comes to their fictional finalism in the end that suits what they c
My Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test
Dont Wanna Cause A Fight
Ok im just getting back from overseas, my sis and her husband are living in my house becouse her son got expelled for the school year. I love that shes here been years since we were close. Now they are remodling my house yard garden lol and those are things ive been thinking about for 8months, its the stuff i love to do. Makes me feel like there stepin on my toes but i dont know if im just being a petty douchebag. There trying to thank me but its my house, could use some non family advice
Among My Deeds...
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Not Always Right | Totally, Like, Imperio
Retail | Kraków, Poland (I want to walk into a retail store. There is a customer of my age (around 22) standing in front of the door. It won’t open for her.) Customer: “Alohomora!” (The door opens as I walk closer.) Customer: “Ha! Works!” (She goes in and I follow her. This is a little store with not much space to wander around. A customer is trying to reach something on the highest shelf.) Customer: “Accio!” (I shake the shelf a little so the item she wants falls into her arms.) Customer: “Whoa! It really does work!” (We proceed to the register, and she pays and leaves. I am in line behind her. When I get out of the store, she’s already there, standing by her car. A policeman is there, too, writing her a ticket.) Customer: “Oh, but I really just went in for a minute! I didn’t see the sign!” Policeman: “I’m sorry, miss, there’s nothing I can do. You broke the law by parking h
Sex Toy Parties
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Broken Heart Because Of Life Cant Breath With Out You By My Side Why Did You Have To Hurt Me So Bad Why Did You Have To Leave Me After All The Good Ti
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Investigation Begins
So I joined FUBAR back in like 2008 or 2009.... Apparently sometime last night my account got deleted. I am hoping to research what happened. I may end up cutting my losses, but that would totally suck! I lost all my points, bling, gifts, friends and all that! I am very interested in seeing what happened! Any thoughts? xoxo, Trin
Day 1 - All Smiles (the First Ten)
  A Song From Your Childhood - Day 29: I'm Goin' Down by Mary J, Blige When I think of music in my childhood, I think of riding in the back seat of whatever car my mom is driving. Which always is R&B playing.  So I heard Boys II Men, Silk, and many others but no one was played more by my mom than Mary J. Blige.  A million times more than anyone else.  That's who my mom loved more than anyone and she filled my childhood.  Mary represented many young black women during the whole 90's. Even though I'm not one who is much into R&B, I know artist like Mary J. Blige are part of my love for music as a whole.  You felt the emotion from her and i'm an emotional person and respects that in all artists. Everyone knows this song.  If you heard this song before you know it.  Its one of those songs you couldn't hate. You had to sing with her. It's a cover of a song originally done by Rose Royce.   Your Favorite Song - Day 01: Shining Down by Lupe Fiasco W
The Being Of Are End
Over and over again I've felt the pain,believing the words you say when things will change.I know better then to stay should of walk away on that hurtful day,made me cry every night.hoping you'll put all your sin's to rest,and save whatever left from all the damage were living with.I didn't want to stay where all the bad being,just wanted u to hold my hand.took me awhile to make up my mind and not to live u behind,I took the chance and stayed.I should of seen this coming my way things will never be just you and me,threes always something in love for you  reach it's end,finding all the things u hide telling woman lie's just to get them on your side.I be a fool to stay and listen to what u have to say,no longer will i let you work you words into my brain. Your not the only one who knows how to play your game,going to do everything you do!its like they say if u cant bet them join them.we reach the being of are end.
Trying to keep things from going under and over my head,am laying on a bed of bleeding rose's.everyday I can feel there throes dig there way into me making it harder to leave, or maybe its just me the loneliness that's eats away at me brings forbidden thing's closer to me. digging my self in deep, its getting harder to see the other side is it day or night?? Keeping my self lock inside trying to hide what's really going on deep inside, looking around at everyone's eyes hoping they don't see the real me. Don't want them to see the pain I keep or the loneliness that's pulling me in deep, pushing a smile on my face everyday when am with the family.the things they say and the jokes they make hurt me deep.just keep my mouth close and play along with the jokes,  no one wants to hear me its the same old thing,but now its more then that its how am felling as each day pass. Every time I turn to somebody theres no one alone with all this world of shit,am going to have to pull my self ou
Blowing Away
i never use to think things would end up like this,looking back at what use to exist a life you say never happened. A life that use to belong to us,now its nothing more but dust!! 
things weren't good the last time we spent time together,nothing but fright's every night. The thing's you said killed me,(I deserver every bad thing you ever did to me) tears rolled out my eyes as I cried all night. I never ask for any of  this the pain,you made up your mind and did what u did in are bed.nothing change I still feel that same, the hurt from you still waits for your touch  for your comfort. Maybe that day will never find its way but u sure did, walking around acting like everything is fine and you did no crime. Things happen too soon with you,every night I think to my self is he sleeping by him self or with some one el's? But I guess we all know were you go,straight to the other side.its like how they say(WELL AM AWAY HE WILL PLAY) it seems so far away when I use to be your only lady,now its no longer me that you see.(the grass is always greener in somebody else eyes)both side some things we didn't mean cant go back into time,just have to try to make things right.
Make The Move
Today i make the move were i sperate my self  from you and all the things you've done while I was gone.wanted things to last for you and me,are past will never look back.seeing us holding hands watching the world go by.bury me next to you after the long life we had,flowers laid upon are stones by the children we had. This use to be one of my dreams of you and me,an everyday day dream.I wish for this more then u can believe now am packing my things and going for the door. Tears running down my face as my bus leaves and my heart hits the floor. Lonely days and colds nights missing you more and more as we pass each sign,I bet am the only one be in your arms once more,to feel your touch on my lips,to have you hold me tight as we lay down. These are the things I'll miss.its all coming to its bitter end how I wish for none of this to have happen. Today I make the move were I sperate my self  from you and all the things you do,I've loved  you from day one and ill love you till the n
[but How Do You Really Feel About Muscle Strain?]
Look, sometimes you have to play Wii sports for 30 innings of pitching before you get a win...   going "pro" on that game is ridonculous. Got sidearm cyborgs pitching junk balls and hitting out of the park homers on 86 mph screwballs meanwhile I'm suffering muscle death and my arm makes a crinkling noise not unlike a stepped on water bottle   translation: Wii cheats at baseball. But I am pretty good at it... even if I can't lift my arm to take a drink today. I don't think this is gonna be a "nintendo post" but I have been thinking a lot about video games lately. My limited edition, no longer replaceable 80 gig PS3 is fucking up on PS2 games regularly, so I played some nintendo to sidestep the frustration. Result sore arms. But I did get some cooking in today. Spent $50 on groceries picked up... a boatload of vegetables and... ... that was about it. Man, if people were lookin into my cart today they'd swear I was on a health kick, of course my rinkydink town was out of any
Jace's Law : Say It Like It Is~no Offense
A woman wants a man to: Wild and rich Be there for them- just not to availabe Lust after her beauty- just not in public it's sexual harrassment Man handle them- Be cafeful you could wind up with an assult charge Take charge- as long it's her decision that's RULED Let her act like a man without consequences- the law let's her be violent and you can't do shit about it Let her have the "Wallet"- she can always have her "Side" fun Get her that "Pickett fence" for her- so she gets it for free when you divorce Need I say more... Why do you think they get in where they fit in when it SUITS them In the END you got Screwed only for what they can get out of you~ then she'll leave or you leave her KARMA is a BITCH in the end though   It's been me & my boys for 4 years without a woman around ~ I might be a nice guy & lost everything to pay for my 3.5 year divorce~ It was worth it I saved my boys from abuse, I have full custody. So all you disrespectful BITCHES could only wish~ In
A Month In 3 Days
I've thought about doing these 30 day challenges before and barely get to day 3.  Its hard to keep up for someone like me.  I try to workout and lose weight and by the 3rd day i'm done. I have no desire to finish anything.  Lots of shit i've worked on has never been finished.  My girlfriend is still waiting on things i said I would try to do.  She's waiting! Sigh. So i'm going to switch this up.  Going to put a month into three days!  So ten songs a day.  Im not going to just post the song or post the video.  I'm going to also explain what these song mean to me as well.  Give you the song, my reasoning, and my feelings on it and the artist.  Just posting shit is boring, give me some fucking emotion!  Watch I get tired with this by tomorrow. LOL. Another thing, i'm not doing it in order. When I say switch it up, i mean switch it up. So if you not understanding what i'm saying: - 30 songs from 30 different artists in 3 days, 10 songs a day - posting the song, my reasoning for choosin
dudgeon \DUH-juhn\noun;    1.  A state or fit of intense indignation; resentment; ill humor -- often used in the phrase "in high dudgeon."
My trade and art is to live.  -  Michel de Montaigne
This Weekend
Today I went to dinner, a movie and bowling with my whole family Fish tacos for dinner...sooooo good Hangover 2...funny, but not quite as funny as the first one, though it did have some super funny scenes Bowling...2 games i had an 87 then a 123. I haven't touched my ball in 6 years, so I was pretty pleased.   Tomorrow I have to get up early to go to the fruit market, I am making the fruit salad for the family picnic. Then I am taking a kick boxing class ( pray for me to whatever diety you believe in) Then off to the family picnic (after I shower) I plan on riding with my sister, because the plan is to drink a lot! Somewhere in there I have to go clean the lady I clean for's house and help Lisa cook.... SOOOO I think I deserve a LOT of Mike's light :D  
Twisted At The Club
My twisted visions of you twirl in a oscilloscope of insane wonders Measuring & excepting nothing as reality Reborn from by the species that cultivated me into existence Ecstasy feathers your soft skin as it dampens Your unwritten fiction becomes OUR science project for the night You and I leave each other as we met thank you for the sinful event
Baby's Heartbeat
I got to hear my baby's heartbeat on Thursday, May 26, 2011 :D Scan till you get to 1:11 then start listening !
Where Has The Bear Been?
Hi All - Sorry I've been away for so long, but it has been a hectic year. In April of 2010 I had a rather large tumor removed that was playing tag with most of my vital organs. The good news is that it wasn't cancerous. The bad news is I'm still usually in a bit of pain as a result of the surgery. With that little scare out of the way, last summer I decided to redouble my efforts to get my publishing company off the ground. In December 2010 we came out with our first short story collection, with two more following in February and March. We've also signed four authors to contracts for full-length novels - the first one is scheduled to come out in August 2011. I'll private message anyone that wants the website for the company. I'm still working 60-80 hours weeks, so I probably won't be here as often as I used to be. Just wanted to say miss you all and hope to be getting more time to catch up with everyone. Kenny (fwwabear)  
One Of My Favorite Poems Is One By Kelly Strong
MAY GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU TODAY AND ALWAYS. ENJOY YOUR MEMORIAL WEEKEND BUT PLEASE LET US REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND IS  AS YOU HAVE FUN AND ENJOY BBQ'S OR OUTTINGS TAKE THE TIME OF  TO HAVE A MOMENT OF SILENCE  ON THAT DAY  LOVE CHINA  I watched the flag pass by one day.It fluttered in the breeze.A young Marine saluted it,And then he stood at ease.I looked at him in uniformSo young, so tall, so proud,He’d stand out in any crowd.I thought how many men like himHad fallen through the years.How many died on foreign soil?How many mothers’ tears?How many pilots’ planes shot down?How many died at sea?How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves?No, freedom isn’t free.I heard the sound of TAPS one night, When everything was stillI listened to the bugler playAnd felt a sudden chill.I wondered just how many timesThat TAPS had meant “Amen,”When a flag had draped a coffinOf a brother or a friend.I thought of all the children, Of the mot
Im Getting Out Of The Army Next Year
Im planning on persuing a career in either stripping or porn since I had a strong shot at both before joining the army. Do you think I have a good enough body to give it another shot?
Tutorial: How To Post And Re- Post Bullitens
Ok so I have come to find that unless you've been here forever some people really dont knowo what they're doing. So instead of having to repeat myself over and over here is a tutorial for those who dont know how to post or re-post a bulliten.    Posting a bulliten: If you are part of a lounge and youre a dj or cammer person you are usually made a bulliten to use when youre on cam or on air. It comes in the form of HTML. When you are given the file that holds all those random letters and what not all you have to do is save it to your computer so you always have it available. When you go to post it make sure you pull that file up and copy everything in that file. Then on the fubar side this is what you do...  1. go to your bulliten board and hit post new bulliten.  2. Paste all that stuff you just copied into the white box. Make sure you title it or it wont let you post it.  3. hit preview and post. There youll be able to see what it looks like before you post it.  4. hit post :)
The More Things Change, The Better They Get?
I just checked my Facebook for the first time in at least a few weeks, and noticed something pretty funny. I looked through my friends list, and at some lists of other friends and noticed - the group of friends I used to spend every day with, party with, we all claimed we were brothers or sisters, fought for each other and sometimes against each other. Every single one of us has done better since the group split up. Some people had kids or got married, moved away, or just don't get along anymore. But nonetheless, we have all done better since we stopped hanging out. What does it say when people that love each other that much, are better off without each other? So many stories I can tell, memories I have, things we did - was I better off without them? Or just better to say that I had those times, and leave them in the past? That kind of sucks, to be honest. When I think of it that way, it reminds me of ex-girlfriends that I may have the same thing with. Not sure where this is coming f
Some days that is exactly how I feel....invisible. Other days I feel just unwanted by the world as a general. I do have the good days that things work out and all is perfect in the world. But more often than not, I either feel just invisible or a burden. I don't obviously want this to sound like I am whining. I am just explaining My thoughts. I often wonder what would be like for the life of My family if I had never been born. I know that with My disability My family has given up on a lot in their lives. My family never had good jobs or cars or houses. As a matter of fact, My family lives in one that has been a work in progress for 15 years. My father is now disabled as well so that doesn't help and to add to it, My mother may be on disability soon as well. If I hadn't managed to get on disability as early as I did, we would have been done for long ago. At last estimate, we figured I am worth about 1.3 million dollars in medical expenses.   And why do I feel invisible? Simply because
Radio Stations
I Saw Her Standing There
                                                                                     I  Saw Her Standing There             I had a dream late one night,       something about it didn't feel quite right,       A beautiful woman , with tears in her eye's       I wish I knew what could make her cry.         I wondered what her story was about,     full of Heartache and pain and full of sadness     this I have no doubt.       I really wanted to calm her fears,     hold her close, and dry her tears.      Where did she come from?   why was she here?   why was it that when I reached out to touch her,   she seemed to just disappear?   Was she a memory from the past,   or something yet to be?,   How did she get here?   why was she sent to me?     Then suddenly it came to me,  it seemed from out of the blue,  I heard the voice of God tell me,  " My son she is your Guardian Angel,    and I sent her here to watch over you."     Just when I thought   I was all alone a
Mumm Deleation??
me:Please go and Vote on my Mumms: (deleted) HAND BANANA AKA StrawberryLiscious:gotcha me:u should read some of the comments...they hurt my feelers..... HAND BANANA AKA StrawberryLiscious:parker,i just left a comment concerning the rudeness of some of these bitches me:ty..I am just trying to get a feeling of ppl and lounges.. HAND BANANA AKA StrawberryLiscious:its cool,evidently several of these broads are severely PMSing"O me:yup HAND BANANA AKA StrawberryLiscious:but To Put it All In perspective,A Nasty Comment And A Nice Comment carry The Same Point value(57) me:lol one of them reported my mumm.. HAND BANANA AKA StrawberryLiscious:i saw that comment,what a cunt sorry,i usually never use that word me:they cant remove my mumm its alright words don't offend my me* HAND BANANA AKA StrawberryLiscious:not if it follows the rules,your not promoting,your having fu-peeps make up your mind me:they are saying im promting but im not i asked them if they checked out our
Dirty Limmerick
Your perfection gives me an erection love me up and pin me down give me all your lovin and I'll be your clown I will not get over you until you get under me so lock the doors and call me yours
Fu-owned Auction 18 "3 Year Anniversary" Now Taking Entries
Why wasn't I stronger, Why wasn't I braver, Why did I have to leave as you fought for us all Gave your life The ultimate sacrifice, I should have been with you Why did I have to live You were so much better, It should have been me!
A Fun Fact For Each State
A Fun Fact for Each State   ALABAMA .................. Was the first place to have 9-1-1, started in 1968.   ALASKA .................... One out of every 64 people has a pilot's license.   ARIZONA ................... Is the only state in the continental U.S. that doesn't follow Daylight Savings Time.   ARKANSAS ................ Has the only active diamond mine in the U.S.   CALIFORNIA ............. Its economy is so large that if it w ere a country, it would rank seventh in the entire world.   COLORADO ............... In 1976 it became the only state to turn down the Olympics.   CONNECTICUT ........... The Frisbee was invented here at Yale University.   DELAWARE .............. Has more scientists and engineers than any other state.   FLORIDA ................... At 874.3 square miles, Jacksonville is the U.S. 's largest city.   GEORGIA ................... It was here, in 1886, that pharma
More Details On The Leveling Up Requirements!
*****FROM BABYJESUS' BLOG*****   Hey everyone, just wanted to let you guys know what to expect when we release the revamped fubar leveling system in the next few days. We're hoping to launch it by Friday, but it might come on Monday.   * We're going to reduce the amount of points required for all levels. To reach the top level (50) you'll need around 500M points. You currently need 700M to reach level 45, so it'll be easier for everyone. Our goal is to get more people leveling up. * We've removed the road-blocks that really made it really annoying to level up: Fan 25 newbies at level 20, be at exactly 50% buzz at level 22, get referrals at levels 26/28/30, be a VIP at level 35, perform level up action for 15 members at level 42, * Initially choosing an Angel/Demon side will only cost 1M fubucks down from 10M. Changing sides will cost 5M fubucks. * We've reduced the pain on a lot of the existing requirements to level up. For example, the MuMM 500 vote requirement has be
Thoughts And Feelings.. Some Poetry I Wrote And Some I'm A Big Fan Of..
No uttered words the poet speaks,No skies of golden hue,No tales of unrequited love,They were lost when I lost you.No words to caress his lover's heart,And gone the dreams he swore they'd live,But alone within the poet dwells,No uttered words... none left to give.No music swells within his soul,Just silence surrounds his heart,And the solitude engulfs his world,When the poet and love depart. And lost the beauty he once could see,And the glory he saw each day,Now the poet pens his last farewell,No more love can he convey.But what's the poet's soul to do?To release the love he feels,For he'll surely die and wither,If that love he now conceals.He must hide the hurt and heartache,Just smile to friends and say,I'm fine... love doesn't matters,And deceive them all that way.For a different face he'll show them,To barricade his pain,To hide his shattered spirit,From the love he ne'er attained.But the pain within shall kill him,Not soon but through the years,For the poet knows his anguish,When
Service With A Smile.....
Smiling softly…..remembering her dream… a party in Your home……kneeling quietly at Your side…her check resting lightly against Your knee as You speak with Your F/friends……. answering questions about You and her….general conversation….her heart swelling almost painfully…so filled with joy as she hears the pride in Your voice…knowing and feeling safe and secure in Your love for her……. Your fingers absentmindedly stroking through her hair as You speak about the weather….the house…Your work......Your voice warm and velvety, deeply hypnotic, stirring all of her desires….as she listens….her mind turning dreamily to later when You and she will be alone...the passion and fire of Your embrace...... hearing You clearing Your throat…….she looks up….whispering softly "Master….may she fetch You something cool to drink"…..smiling as Y
This Is A Good One For The Holiday Weekend..
Think about this when you are grilling your shrimp this weekend... "...You've probably heard of shrimp on the barbie, but what about shrimp on a treadmill? The National Science Foundation has, and it spent $500,000 of taxpayer money researching it. It's not entirely clear what this research hoped to establish. But it's one of a number of projects cited in a scathing new report from Sen. Tom Coburn...".here's the vid: The full report can be found here... I want THAT strong shrimp to slap on the grill...bah...Aren't you all happy Obama is lookin our for our gas tax dollars?...pfft..have a Happy Memorial Day weekend kids! Stay safe & avoid stupid...maybe go catch a shrimp or dozen...rofl..peace.
Gratitude And Life
Everyday I have gratitude and celebrate Life. You will create Wealth through the everyday celebration of Self. Everyday from this day forward you will celebrate who you are by living your greatest life possible. This is not mere practice of affirmations or positive thinking. This is focused purpose and strategic action. What you are doing is sending a clear and conscious message to the Universe that you are here, in this moment, in this time, ready to give and receive. Trust Your Self. Through deep consultation with the Universal Mind by prayer and meditation, you will begin to trust your instincts, perform the actions that are in the best interest of All and operate on the highest level of integrity. The Creator did not "Breathe into" but "Breathed from within" therefore the Power of Universe is within you. When you begin to think from within, listening to the God within, you will have everything your heart desires.  Love Your Self. Infinite Intelligence create circumstances that bro
Ensign: The Blanket And The Blocks
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye.  Isaiah 18:3   AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS                                                    27 May 2011   The best things we can write are the ones we learn something from, and I think this Ensign more than others I’ve posted recently is that for me.  It goes back to Sunday morning – that contrary to one person’s ravings about the Rapture occurring the previous day, we were all here for – during the children’s sermon Pastor Gerald at my home church gave.  By holding one corner of a baby blanket and having three little helpers (Jeffrey was one, I’m so proud) hold other corners, it was possible to keep all of the building blocks Pastor Gerald brought on the blanket.  His grandmother who used this tool as an example of God’s love for us was pretty wise.   There are times in life it just
The Important Things Of Life.
The truly important things of life however, are those which cannot be encountered by the physical senses, purchased with money, or placed on a shelf. Accept life daily not as a cup to be drained but as a chalice to be filled with whatsoever things are honest, pure, lovely, and of good report. Making a living is best undertaken as part of the more important business of making a life. Give the best you have received from the past to the best that you may come to know in the future. Every now and again take a good look at something not made with hands A mountain, a star, the turn of a stream. There will come to you wisdom and patience and solace, and about all, the assurance that you are not alone in the world. Meditate on the "intangibles" as you spend this time alone with God. Take a moment to stare out a window or sit in a garden, and undertake the important business of making a life. Oni Noquisi  *aka*  JD
Well I just bought myself a Rang and Amp to use on my HH. All I need now is Autos....much cheaper than the God Mode.   Would anyone be willing to buy me the Autos? Please?  
This Is Mohammad Prophet
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Accident When I Was 17
Eighteen Days Of Death   Eighteen days of death is how I refer to my eighteen days of being comatose in a hospital in Loma Linda, California, starting on the night of November 27, 1987. They are days and nights that I will always remember, and are hard for me to forget. This is about what caused my being comatose, and about my mental and physical traumas from being comatose. On the night of November 27, 1987, I went to a friends birthday party, where there were a lot of drug and alcohol abuse all around, of which I was a part. While at the party I consumed, an equivalent to, one case of beer out of a keg, and one-fifth of tequila out of a gallon bottle. I also had smoked some marijuana. To say the least, I was well over the legal limit of alcohol consumption. The party had gotten a little too loud and out-of-hand for the apartment where it was held so, we decided that it should be moved to a place in the desert, known by all the partygoers in Ridgecrest, California as Cherry Hill.
My Band @ Rick's Tavern Fairfield, Oh Thursday June 16th!
Cincinnati's Next Big Band Contest ENDLESS CHAOSJune 16, 2011 THURSDAYEndless Chaos plays 8pm to 8:30Come Show Your Support!We will have T-shirts, CD's, and FREE Rock bracelets!Don't be late or you might miss us :) Cause you gotta rock it out and sing with us! We ♥ U!Rick's Tavern5955 Boymel DriveFairfield, OH. 45014ALL AGESCincinnati's Next Big Band's Tavern LIKE US ON FACEBOOK!
Prisoner Of Love
just another random thought,sitting in the silenceof my disturbed thoughts,i refused to think about it;i closed my eyes,tried to shut it tight,carried everywhere by the wind,it seemed so real and so true;gazing deeply into the pool of water,i see my face staring back inamazement and in wonderat the emotions that i am overcome with;drawing me closer and closer,stirred by the depth of passion,torn between the life that isand the life that will be, i struggle;trying to find a solution,i try to claw my way out,i try to fight the feelingsand all the emotions i have been overcome with;sitting in the dark,thinking of you,wishing you were here,realizing i am a prisoner of love
Heaven Andhell
Sing me a song, you're a singer Do me a wrong, you're a bringer of evil The Devil is never a maker The less that you give, you're a taker So it's on and on and on's Heaven and Hell, oh well The lover of life's not a sinner The ending is just a beginner The closer you get to the meaning The sooner you'll know that you're dreaming So it's on and on and on Oh it's on and on and on It goes on and on and on, Heaven and Hell I can tell, fool, fool! Well, if it seems to be real, it's illusion For every moment of truth, there's confusion in life Love can be seen as the answer But nobody bleeds for the dancer And it's on and on, on and on and on.... They say that life's a carousel Spinning fast, you've got to ride it well The world is full of Kings and Queens Who blind your eyes then steal your dreams's Heaven and Hell, oh well And they'll tell you black is really white The moon is just the sun at night And when you walk in golden halls You get to keep the gold that falls It's H
No One
No One   I see children playing in the sunshine Laughing, running, chasing fireflies Moonlit walks that lead to no where Curled up together on the porch swing Talking in front of the fireplace late at night Love and passion as we share each other A simple life in a quiet place All out fighting that collapses in kisses Tasting each others lips before bed Soft caresses just to touch you A life of tradition and family Gentle sighs of contentedness A faceless man I have yet to meet.... May 25,2011
Forgetful Heart
I hate this forgiving, forgetful heart, That keeps me wishing wondering if our relationship we could restart, Reminding me the way it was, remembering the fun, Forgetting how you were and what you’ve said and done. Thinking of being with you the times we shared, But what about the way you left me, with no reason, as if you didn’t care. I never seem to remember how ripped my heart out, But I seem to come back to the conclusion that you’re the one I can’t live without. I know I’m supposed to forgive you, for the things that you have done, But why can’t I forget you, why is it always back to you that I run. It’s like my heart blacks out, how it was towards the end, And I end up going back to you, and then it starts again. I slowly start to remember, as I start to get annoyed, Exactly why I left you, as that feeling that I miss you starts to be destroyed, Because those things that I despise, the lies start up again, As you argue and
Overheard {nsfw}?
"Mr. Johns?" "Yes Miss Lisa" "You have your hands on my ass sir" "You are quite correct Miss Lisa" "Mr. Johns?" "Yes Miss Lisa?" "Would you put them to some good use e?"   :P :P :P :P   Let me explain: I work in a small textile mill that makes kevlar gloves and polester/nylon gloves for the automotive industry. We have a server room where the network is based at and for some reason unknown to the people that work there; there is a small filing closet inside the server room. I think its about 6feet by 6ft in demensions and stores all our data about production and so forth. I occasionally have to go into this server room {I work evening shift hours} and check something with the network as all work done is recorded on computers out in the knitting area and goes back to the computer in the server room. I just find it damned odd I would hear voices coming from this filing closet while the door is closed and the things I hear said is even odder.   overheard last week: "If your
What I Would Do If I Were President
here is what i would do if i were presidentfirst off i would shut down every single abortion clinic in the united states and the doctors and nurses would be sent to school to be re-educated for free but if a woman still wanted to abort she would have 2 options 1 have the baby and put it up for adoption or let her abort it but as soon as the operation was complete there would be a deputy right there with cuffs to take here to prison UNLESS SHE WAS A RAPE VICTIMbecause when a rapist kills a kid he goes to jail for either life or for a long time or either is killed in prison but when a woman aborts a child after knowingly has sex with out being raped she just pays cash for the operation and then goes homethen i would have every single politician brought into my office and if they were a Christian they could stay in office but if they werent or chose not to be one then they would be fired then until the economy picked up i would close the trade border
Next Years Election
 next year i will NOT be voting for barrack HUSSEIN obama not because he is middle eastern or because he is black, but because i am a freedom loving republian . what has actually happened that he promised to make come to pass and please stop blaming everything on bush. i just find it weird that we not over 3 years ago disposed of a man name HUSSEIN. IF YOU WANT TO BE NEGATIVE AND MAKE A SMART COMMENT ABOUT THIS PLEASE REFRAIN
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Liberation is not deliverance.  -  Victor Hugo
This Week
Ok, as you all know I go to weight watchers... This week I busted my ass..walked the 5 k, landscaped the yard...I really, really have worked hard the past 2 weeks Last week I lost 3.8 pounds, so I was pumped for today *sigh* Sometimes I set myself up for a fall.... and SOMETIMES I lose 4 freakin pounds!! I lost almost 8 pounds in 2 weeks!!!!!!
Spin, spin, spin that wicked little turntable. Work your magic spell to beckon and call forth thy court. Return them again once more into my vested bosom.
Dream Dancing
yawning softly, she stretches....the sun's warming rays caress lovingly over gently rounded curves, long sooty lashes flutter slowly open as merry orbs of emerald twinkle happily watching the wild birds dart back and forth through the trees surrounded by gentle sounds of the world waking, a glorious melody of a new day's birth, she rolls out from the blanket... cool morning breezes caress her sleep warmedcurves like the touch of a Loverraising to her knees her head tilts wet tongue licks over berry red lipsas girl gives grateful thanks to the Great Spirit for guiding her travel weary soul to the safe shores of Fubargentle fingers trace over her brand..a mark worn with pride and joy, naming her His the distance the sounds of drums and lute..their rhythem cojoining..entwining hypnoticallyturning quietly on her knees, she rises, long waves of ebony rippling like onyx silk, tumble riotiously over sun kissed slave flesh, as girl's hips absentminded
Be Your Friend
i just wanna be your friend and we can hangout and smoke weed til the very end, and when it ends we can roll it up again, man we gonna be the best of friends i can tell, and i can tell we're gonna hangout a lot, hot box your car in the parking lot before we go up stairs and play with each others hair, and when we're done we can watch some crazy movies man the time we spend it really moves me makes me wanna be your wife, i don't wanna go oh can i spend the night ? can we have a slumber party pillow fight? can i borrow a shirt? oh, your swag is so nice!can you show me where you shop? anyways, i think you're really cool and thats about it and if you wanna hook i'd be down with that shit, but until the time is right i can be your friend, and we can go out and dance on the weekend, maybe go to a bar when i'm 21, and mob on any bitch who try to say sumin, see the time we spend is gonna be different cause the two different lifestyles we livin....
I Was Asked If I Wanted A Job Today
My former manager called me today. He asked if I wanted a job where he is now. He left three months ago to work with an old friend who made him an offer he couldn't refuse. They're based in Italy, but their US offices are in Detroit. I'd be spending time in both places for training on their equipment, which is basically automated pipe bending and cutting machinery.   Travel would be the same, if not a little bit more, but I'd be working out of my home. Meaning no 40 mile round-trip commute and quite a lot of gas money saved. I could live anywhere I wanted to, but airport proximity would be important.   I still haven't had an interview, nor have I seen an actual offer. I was just asked if I'd be interested. I think I'd be stupid to not even look.
The heart is deceitful. Wrapped in many different emotions, it looks as sweet as candy. It's eaten up, bit by bit. It beats faster with every moment we cherish. However, what if the beating is really the heart's way of saying, "no, not yet..." It repeats the words over and over.  Unfortunately, there are times when noone listens.  Struggling for air, it reaches for the mind for a little comfort. The mind wanders from place to place on it's own. Not listening, the heart screams when fingers come in and grab it. Crippled, the heart is blind. A good intention has turned into a dead memory.  Heartbreak is often something unforgettable. Love is often so far way, but always remains within our grasp. The heart is deceitful...
Twice As Nice...
Dear Ninja, I like to comment pictures and encourage fellow fu members with my insight and positive out look. Recently however I have been receiving conflicting reactions to my comments and I am very confused. I will enclose a few samples of what has been happening. On a picture of a generously proportioned cougar who was wearing a startling yellow little teddy. I respectfully left this comment. " I don't like the colour it makes you look like a banana". To which she reacted by yelling at me for three days that she was not fat or old and I did not have room to talk and her posting her saggy tits to make me "eat my heart out" followed by her deleting her account. On a picture of someone who had the screen name sexxi I commented someday I wanted to be sexxi too.Her reaction was to email me that I was too old and ugly to be so judging and again I was told I did not have room to talk. The third examples I will give you was of a fine upstanding senior gentleman who nicely poste
Best Comment
I was looking around on youtube and reading the comment. I just read the best comment ever::     Cool your tits       That is all. Love you all!   Ps. Are you a leaker?
Please Add Rate And Fan Dj Rockinbunnydreamweaver My Fu-sis
She would like to  level hell, we all would especially me since i just recently returned so  i am behind and she is also  if you  could r/a/f and bomb these folders with 11's or whatever you have she would be grateful and  so would I.
Go On, Take The Money And Run...
Dear Ninja Ok so i'm sitting on the horns of a dilemma. Yes it sounds painful. I was recently in a car accident. My car was fixed up and running better then it was ever running before. It jus looked like hell and it looks even worse now. Anywhooo the adjuster got back to me with the totals of what it would be if I keep the car ($940) and if I would let them take the car ($1700). If I keep the car I'd get a new fender, hood, breaks and tires. Orrrrrr if I let them take the car I'd look for a new car, prolly an explorer. I REALLLLLLY want the $1700 but I also know how picky I am with cars and I know how long it takes me to find a new car. So I've come to Ninja for advice. Help a brotha out!Sincerely, RP (I wasn't signing this Teebow, even with a fire poker up his ass)   Dear RP,  You really shouldn't make a habit of sitting on pointy things. Rectal bleeds can be a bitch, medically speaking, and cost you a lot more than that 1700 bucks. Although if the accident wasn't your f
Likes Em Fun, But Not A Ton
Dear Ninja, Ok first let me start by saying I'm in no way *skinny* and I Do not desire to be I'm confident and content with my apperance my question to you is Is It wrong or does it make me shallow that I personally prefer *Thick* as opposed to *Fat* Woman...And Yes To Me There Is A Difference between FAT and THICK Thanks IcON   Icon, It's perfectly fine to like whatever kind of woman you want. And there is, indeed, a difference between fat and thick. Personal attractions are just that, PERSONAL. As long as you're not into animals or minors, you're ok. Someone who is thick has muscle tone in certain areas that make the woman more curvy. But there is a huge difference between curvy and morbidly obese women calling themselves thick. Thick implies a thick layer of muscle between the skin and the bone. When flexed, these muscles appear thick, and are firm to the touch. Fat isn't. And while most women do have some fat in places we'd rather not, when your curves are defined only b
Merry-go-round By Motley Crue
You know he's gotta get away To the merry-go-round and round Count the times that he laid awake at night thinkin' Am I going down now? Am I going down? Am I going down now? Ooh! It's not easy putting on a smile You're alone,lost and found She waits home alone Just to love him through the night, thinking He's been gone so long now Is he coming home? He's been gone so long now, ooh! Merry-go-round and round x 11 You know he's gotta get away To the merry-go-round and round Count the times that he laid awake at night thinking Am I going down now? Am I going down? Am I going down now? Ooh! Merry-go-round and round x 11 Merry-go-round and round x 11 The one that I love Waits home alone Just to love him through the night I'm coming home babe.
Losing Our Rights
As Memorial Day nears I wonder what the brave soldiers who died fighting for our liberty might think about the fact that America, as they knew it, is being destroyed by its own government. One by one our liberties are being taken.In April 2011, Michigan Senator Proos of St. Joseph introduced SB 333, a bill requiring an instant background check be run on anyone purchasing over-the-counter cold medications containing ephedrine and pseudoephedrine. A State Police database will track names and sales. Taxpayers will pay...On May 19 State Representatives Lori and Meadows introduced HB 4662, a bill to make ephedrine and pseudoephedrine available by prescription only. Once again the rights of the majority are being taken because a few people violate.Indiana courts have ruled police may enter and search private homes without warrant or cause. The Patriot Act, currently up for renewal, allows searches of phone, financial records, library cards and homes without warrantsCalifornia has mandated sc
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Is This A Bar Or A Brothel??
  Website for adults is NOT the same as adult website. NO WHERE on the homepage or sign up page does it say anything about !!LIVE NUDE CAM GIRLS!! !!NUDE PHOTOS WITH MEMBERSHIP!! !!DISGUSTING SHRIVELED MAN BALLS FOR YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE!!   Yeah, no thanks.   I just want to socialize, have fun, interact with my friends and not be harassed.  This is an 'online bar'. Not an online brothel. There's XXX cam sites for all that other bullshit. Take your mammoth, saggy breasts and worn out va jay jay over there. Dudes too. That 2incher does nothing for me. Besides, last time I checked... Recieving money in exchange for sexual favors/acts/etc... Was considered soliciting, right? PROSTITUTION! Yup, you're a hooker. Get a job.   Look, I don't care if you wanna cam with your friends and act stupid in a lounge, whatever. But when you're going around asking people if they wanna view your cam for money.... Get outta here with all that mess. You set the precedent for the r
Don't Pass Without Giving What You Can
Hello to all that is reading this and thank you for taking the time to read this. This is really hard and embarrassing to put on here and to hard to say so ....Ok here it goes. I am asking for help to all that can or is willing to give what they can. You see i have had some really hard things happan to me and now I am homeless and living in a tent. this would not be to bad if I was in good health but sadly I am not. I am a type one dieabetic and when I found out about it I was told "after all the test's" that I had it for at least 12 or more years without knowing it. Going that long without it under control did damage to my nerves and muscle's. I now have it under control now but the damage is done. I have ruptuted tendens in both my nees do to it. So being a diabetic I have to keep my insulin cold or it will not work. this is hard to do with just a small thing to keep it in with ice and it being summer it is getting harder to do. Now i was just told by my doctor that I am having sm
Us Marine Vet Shot Down
  ON A PERSONAL NOTE, THIS IS F*CKED UP AND I PRAY THE POWERS AT HAND ENSURE THE SAME PENALTY HE RECEIVED FOR BEING COMPLETELY INNOCENT!   On May 5 at around 9:30 a.m., several teams of Pima County, Ariz., police officers from at least four different police agencies armed with SWAT gear and an armored personnel carrier raided at least four homes as part of what at the time was described as an investigation into alleged marijuana trafficking. One of those homes belonged to 26-year-old Jose Guerena and his wife, Vanessa Guerena. The couple's 4-year-old son was also in the house at the time. Their 6-year-old son was at school. As the SWAT team forced its way into his home, Guerena, a former Marine who served two tours of duty in Iraq, armed himself with his AR-15 rifle and told his wife and son to hide in a closet. As the officers entered, Guerena confronted them from the far end of a long, dark hallway. The police opened fire, releasing more than 70 rounds in about 7 seconds, at lea
That Isn’t Right.
That isn’t right.   That was the first thought going through my head when I saw a van coming at us out of the corner of my eye.  The next were “we’ve been hit”, “there’s our bumper over there”, and “this is going to be a hassle”.    The light had turned green so the car to my left and I pulled into the intersection.  A girl drove through her red light just missing the car next to me and clipped the front of my van.  We are all OK. Pictures in my "Blog Pics" album.   I got us and our bumper off the road – good thing they are only plastic….   I directed the girl to drive her van out of traffic to the side of the road.  She and her friend where hysterical and crying.  But were clear headed enough to pull a large cello out of the back and lay it in the grass.   After talking with the police, witnesses, EMTs and such my daughter realizes that if it happened a split second later their van would have hit the side of ou
U.s. Marine Vet Shot Down
  ON A PERSONAL NOTE, THIS IS F*CKED UP AND I PRAY THE POWERS AT HAND ENSURE THE SAME PENALTY HE RECEIVED FOR BEING COMPLETELY INNOCENT!   On May 5 at around 9:30 a.m., several teams of Pima County, Ariz., police officers from at least four different police agencies armed with SWAT gear and an armored personnel carrier raided at least four homes as part of what at the time was described as an investigation into alleged marijuana trafficking. One of those homes belonged to 26-year-old Jose Guerena and his wife, Vanessa Guerena. The couple's 4-year-old son was also in the house at the time. Their 6-year-old son was at school. As the SWAT team forced its way into his home, Guerena, a former Marine who served two tours of duty in Iraq, armed himself with his AR-15 rifle and told his wife and son to hide in a closet. As the officers entered, Guerena confronted them from the far end of a long, dark hallway. The police opened fire, releasing more than 70 rounds in about 7 seconds, at lea
It has been almost a week since I posted a blog. Not sure if anyone is reading them or not but I have fun doing them. Well many people mother nature is giving us more than we can handle in the midwest. My heart goes out to all of the people there. We have been fortunate here in Ohio since we are only getting the thunderstorm but only one small tornado so far. If you can call any of them small. I have done disaster work for the Am Red Cross for over 10 years. I  dd mainly hurricane relieve from San Juan to Miami to Pa. They are bad enough but people can get out of the way so lose of live is very small. Not so with a tornado, they just appear and give little to no warning. As we have seen in Alabama and Missouri and other place the lose of live is so high. People can recover from the lose of a house but the lost of love one take a tremendous total on a person and family. My prayers go out to them. Let me give you something to think about disaster. First you should have at least 2 week
Obstacles Of Led Car Bulb Industry In China
The usage rate of LED car bulb in China is less than 1%, which have a greater gap compared with New Zealand and other countries whose usage rate reaches to 30%. The main obstacle in China LED lighting market is cost. LED chip production technology is difficult, the threshold is high, the temperature, humidity and power supply for the raising process if crystallization is very strict, the initial need to invest heavily to build factories. Currently, Taiwan is the main source of LED chips, which occupies 47% in the LED market, while LED industries in mainland China is more for the resin package processing, LED chips requires a lot of imports, which is a major cause of high cost; the other is that the domestic auto industry manufacturer and consumers are lack of awareness of LED auto bulb, who are used to making comparison of cost between LED auto bulb and traditional lights, which impact on the rapid pace of LED auto bulb industry. Dongguan Dingju LED auto bulb is a professional manu
Penis Butter Helly Time
Dear Ninja,I am about to embark on a trip to see Hellyion. I have a few reservations about leaving my baby behind but afer the last few comments from her. I am now petrified.She has been leaving these comments and statuses: a. she has informed me she will be meeting me at the airport dressed as a giant Penis.b. in her status the other day, she informed me that she would be locking me in her bedroom.c. she is a known sex addict.d. I am meeting her mom for tea!Help me Confused and sexually innocent!   Dear Confused and sexually "innocent" A video camera is an absolute must. You also must convince her to sing a special version of the Peanut Butter Jelly Time song dressed in the penis suit. You will quickly become so youtube famous you will not even worry about meeting her mom. As for locking you in her room, come on, you know you can take her. Go for the knees if you have to. I hear when you get older, it takes longer to get up. If you have to charge, shoulder down and run throug
Effects Between Auto Led Lights And Xenon Lighting
LED has used in automotive lighting for some time, but only two types of vehicles have applied all auto LED lights for the whole car so far. One is Mercedes-Benz CLS, and the other is the recent released new generation Audi A8. According to China automotive manufacturers, domestic sales of Audi A8 generally use xenon headlights, all LED auto lights is en optional equipment. From this we can not help but ask what is on earth the result of the all LED headlight lamp? Which is better between LED auto light and xenon lighting?   Let’s look at the light-emitting principle between car LED lamp and xenon lamp: LED is a component of solid semiconductor. When these semiconductor materials are electrifying, only parts of the energy will flow through them and the excess energy will release in the form of light, which converts electrical energy directly into light energy.   LED brightness doesn’t directly related to the working voltage, 12V vehicle voltage can completely drive LE
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Whing Ass Cry Baby
chicks wanna make a nigga look bad ha you got another thing coming if you think you that bad runnin they mouth looking for sympathy from niggas bitch grow the fuck up handle your own business lil cry baby why you ignoring me only reason why is cuz bitch you  annoying me yo one thing you dont know bout me is I DONT GIVE A FUCK what you or anyone else gotta say about me tryin to get me set up by ex supposed girlfriends ha you trippin that shit whack the bitch is inher 20's acting like she back in high school with the childish bull crap so yea yo this is my blog my flow what ever you wanna calll it but check this out bitch your like an illegal imagrant in my book you just been deported so fuck you and your littel childish shit you wanna talk about me this is what you fucking get you run your mouth bout me talkin shit believe this will be only the beginning for what ill have in store for you bitch dj papi chulo the one and only all the real chicks get the fuck at me 
I Sometimes Ramble On And On... And This Is What Comes Out.
Your past is and has a huge impact on your future. The way you handle situations lead you on the journey you face. It molds you into the person you will eventually become. How you deal with the problems that come your way helps you and will in the end make you stronger or make you fall apart. and the biggest part of it all is that it all depends on one thing... YOU. Only you can take your challenges and use them to either learn from them or waste the experience. My mind races. They call it thinking. Sometimes I wish I could stop it from thinking. Most times I always think at the wrong times. Why can I never think before I speak? Why can't I at that very moment think about the consequences that will come from the words I sometimes say? Think about how it will affect the other person and how they will feel. They say everything happens for a reason. People come and go in and out of your life. You lose people you love. And yet through it all you live. You survive. If you truely did car
Black Racists
Black Racists!   I have had it.  You idiots who say I dislike Obama because he is black.   I dislike Obama because he is a SOCIALIST.  The Clown President thinks that the Govt should take all the money from the citizens, and then hand it out to who they think needs it more.   Forget earning it and being able to keep it.  No, we can’t have that – that makes sense…   So all you BLACK RACISTS that voted for Obama because he was black, and not because he was a qualified candidate – YOU ARE RACIST.  You refused to vote for the WHITE MAN because you are racist.   You voted for a BLACK MAN with no background in leadership because HE WAS BLACK.   YOU RACISTS!!   Now you are so happy we have a black man leading our country to destruction.  You are so racist, you can not see the destruction the DEMOCRAT PARTY is doing and HAS done to America, you are going to be racist and vote for the BLACK MAN again…   Racists!!   I am a CONSERVATIVE.  I know h
Doj Letter: 'tsa Would Likely Be Required To Cancel Any Flight ...' (repost)
The U.S. Department of Justice sent a letter to House and Texas Senate leaders Tuesday -- reportedly in person -- threatening a shut-down of airports if HB 1937 is passed. The letter claims Rep. David Simpson's (R-Longview) anti-TSA-groping bill is against federal law and the Supremacy Clause of the U.S. Constitution. We include the text of the DOJ's letter, as well as a portion of Simpson's reply, below. May 24, 2011 [On U.S. Department of Justice, Western District of Texas, stationery. Addressed to Speaker Joe Straus, Dewhurst, the House Clerk and the Senate Secretary] Dear Leaders, I write with regard to HB 1937, which I understand will imminently be presented to the Texas Senate for a vote. This office, as well as the Southern, Northern, and Eastern District of Texas United States Attorneys, would like to advise you of the significant legal and practical problems that will be created if the bill becomes law. As you are no doubt aware, the bill makes it a crime for
Obama Administration Seeks To Test Anthrax Vaccine In Children (repost)
Friday, 06 May 2011Whose children will be sacrificed in an illegal and unethical experiment in the name of Biodefense Preparedness?According to , the Obama administration is seeking to obtain a green light to conduct an anthrax vaccine safety experiment  on US children.  The stated rationale for such a trial, articulated by Dr. Nicole Lurie, US Dept. of Health and Human Services,  is that there are no data about the safety of exposing children to the anthrax vaccine. And if an emergency arises, a trial "would present an array of logistical, clinical and communication challenges during a public health crisis." No child would benefit from exposure to a vaccine that has generated thousands of adverse event reports--including deaths--in adults.Current law allows the FDA to issue an Emergency Use Authorization (EUA) for "protections against biological, chemical, radiological, and nuclear agents that may be used to attack the American people." The FDA Commissioner "may allow
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Dream Day
a  slient dream  ecsacpes me   haunts  me  and  resucuse  me  from  a life  that   was  forbidden  ,  and  all  the  time  kept  my  secrets  hidden  ,          close  inside  my  heart  i  longed   for  anew  start  ,  long  pass  dew  ,  i  had   seen  the  new  you  , raggeded  and  torn  ,  comming  from  a world  that  was  confuzed  and  not  right  ,  it  was  so  wrong   yet  it  was  so right  . i would  love  too  touch  the  hands  of  god , and  clear  the  smoggy  sky  from  all  the  gray  fog  . but  it  was  my  dream  that  in  my  mind  led  me to you . covered in  shame  i could  never  bury   away  ,  all this  will change  some   great  day  .
Since my other one was deleted... OMFG!! Do we really need to go back to the Drama Queens (and no I'm not talking about the women...*clearing my throat).  Men, let me clarify please. Most MEN don't beg for Bling, Pimpouts, and Shitfaces. I always thought it was something to share with your friend or who you wanted to share them with. So why are these "so-called" men getting mad when we (women) don't share are abilities with them? Or get mad because you Bling someone else and they didn't get anything? Really?!?  I may be mistaken, but this is a game/social site right? I mean we are here to meet new people, level up and have fun...right? On occasion I may help someone who ask for it, but I mostly use them for friends and family that need leveling or if they are running a special ability. Even if I see a friend that isn't 100% shitfaced, I will buy them drinks until they are. I don't like calling people out, but I'm sure you know who you are. You seem to go to different women asking
What Have You Done For Me, Lately?
OMFG!! Do we really need to go back to the Drama Queens (and no I'm not talking about the women...*clearing my throat).  Men, let me clarify please. Most MEN don't beg for Bling, Pimpouts, and Shitfaces. I always thought it was something to share with your friend or who you wanted to share them with. So why are these "so-called" men getting mad when we (women) don't share are abilities with them? Or get mad because you Bling someone else and they didn't get anything? Really?!?  I may be mistaken, but this is a game/social site right? I mean we are here to meet new people, level up and have fun...right? On occasion I may help someone who ask for it, but I mostly use them for friends and family that need leveling or if they are running a special ability. Even if I see a friend that isn't 100% shitfaced, I will buy them drinks until they are. I don't like calling people out, but I'm sure you know who you are. You seem to go to different women asking them for different things and if yo
Out Of Curiosity...
Here is the scenario... You have a friend that you are in love with, but you are afraid to reveal your feelings. You've felt this way for about a year or so and no matter how much the two of you hang out, watch movies, even cook you keep your feelings to yourself. He (or in some cases she) decided to take it to the next level and the two of you have an AMAZING sex session. Now, you really don't want to say anything. You don't want them to think or feel that it was because of the sex. So to help my family member out of this situation...what would you do? Would you tell them how you felt or keep it to yourself.  BTW..the sex sessions hasn't stopped. The 2 of you get together like once every week to every other week.
Disassterous Visits!
Dear Ninja .... my Wicked friends is coming to visit me in 3 weeks and shes scaring the hell out of me. She keeps talking about bringing me gifts of vibrators and buckets ...arriving in a trench coat and clogs... and violating my various delicate parts. Should I just not pick her up at the airport ... or move ~Troubled in Canada   Dear Troubled, If it's Wicked, you better start prepping your butt now. She may have sworn off using those beads on herself, but she hasn't said she wouldn't substitute your keister for hers. Anal Ease will help, but a butt plug might be your only hope. Although, I hear the whole chastity belt thing is actually real and there's a site out there that sells them. Rush shipping perhaps? If you do that, though, she's going to want to shove those beads somewhere, and I don't think they cover the hole you are seeking to protect. A chastity belt and a Hannibal mask would cover 2 out of 3 though! If all else fails, there is always the weirdos that post on
sojourn \SOH-juhrn; so-JURN\intransitive verb;    1.  To stay as a temporary resident; to dwell for a time.noun:    1.  A temporary stay.
Toleration is the best religion.  -  Victor Hugo
Marry Me
Ok... I get it. I'm a nice looking woman.  So, why are there weirdos that are asking me to marry them? It isn't because I'm nice looking. It isn't because I'm educated? It isn't because I'm an independent woman... It's because they want to see me naked. Seriously?!? Save your fucking breath! I'm not going to marry you so that you can see me naked. I have much more respect for myself than that. Trust me, if I want to cam with you...I'll inform you myself. So stop wasting your precious time asking me over and over and over again...the answer will remain NO!  Ok, I may broadcast and show my face =)...doesn't mean I want to see your dick on cam. I REALLY don't BWAHAHA!!  Love my loyal friends and fans!! ~~Sassi
Lists Are Dumb.
Especially this one. Wanted! In no particular order of importance: Full body massage. Personal chef. Inner motivational monologue each morning during that time between asleep and awake.  A nice, deep dicking. Better health. Fatty McGee, you're the fattest! More skills to pay the bills. Or just more skills for fun. Bottles of my awesomeness to sell on the magic market. Hugs! Lots and lots of hugs. A new look. Haircut? Color? Dunno. MOAR FLIPFLOPS. I realize I'm irrational.  I'm still pretty neat, yeah? SQUEE. I need to get my nerd on. What do youuu want?
Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 46
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 46 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the ladies discuss the Olympic Flame, the murder of child Hollywood star, Obama’s UK tour and Ashley Storrie’s Murder stories! We hear Janey’s hilarious speech impediment which comes to the fore and sets them off in giggles. Sectarian issues arise and they both debate the effect of new laws surrounding sectarianism in Scotland and Ashley talks about Giggs and the super injunctions. We find out Christian Bale is coming to Glasgow and Ashley discusses her plans to goad him into a fight. The city of the week is Bakal Russia.   Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and burst with laughter.     Plea
Day 5 ~ Hiding In The Grange
May 25th, 2011~Day 5~ Seventh Entry :   Today proved to be pretty uneventfull. It would seem that Cooper and I have eluded the Zombies for now. We mustn't get too comfortable though.  Lets see.. so far today I have improved my traps...I have made them more fail proof by adding some cammoflage. I figure if the traps are un noticed then they are more likely to work.  I worked on my peeks ( the places where I can look out and see whats going on outside of the grange). I sinched them up some, and have secured weaponry at each station.  So far there has been no sign of any hostiles, no signs of any friendlies either though. I thought at one point today I might have heard some children playing not too far from the grange. There is a possibility that there may be a camp of friendlies near by. Cooper and I will investigate early tomorrow, as long as the coast remains clear. Cooper seems to be at ease still thus far so it is my best guess that we will be safe here again tonight.    
Acute Overload
I think I need to go stare at photos of puppies, kitties, and bunnies for a while.
My Fire
MY FIRE I try to stop this urge to see where you areif you are aroundbut I find I cant stop myselfI begin to worry am I losing it if this is what im doing I find myself helpless at timeswondering why do I do thiswhy cant I be the strong onehold back and just allow fateto step in grant me a moment with youbut instead I give hera middle finger saluteshe has always been a fickle bitchteasing me at times with offersof that one lovethat one momentonly to run it under my noseinhaling its sweetnessallowing me to feel it whispering soft across my lipsmaking me hunger for it moreif this is what I have become a woman totally insane then cuff me up nowbecause I dont have the heartnor the energy to stay awayI feel like a moth drown to your firegetting closer and closeruntil I burn in the glowwould you stop me allow me to perish in this crazy game called lifeI feel I am running in a circletrying to catch my own tail it seemsbut you stepped in becoming my new chew toy chasing you like hellwhen I
Completion Loot For Fumafia Missions.
This is my first blog and will be added to with more info and hints/tips for playing FUMafia as and when.       Below you'll find a description of Mission Completion loot for the FUMafia missions.                          Little bastards       *Mission completion Loot* -=-High Stakes Gambling - Platinum: 10 Office Building 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 100 Doctor's Scrubss. -=-High Stakes Gambling - Diamond: $102,400,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 5 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-The Italian Job - Platinum: 10 Radioactive Bomb Suits. 10 Office Buildings -=-The Italian Job - Diamond: $51,200,000,000 cash 400 skill points 20 Napalm Launchers 4 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 4 Armed SCB-304 Submarines 20 Outlet Shopping Strip. -=-Mafia War - Platinum: 5 SCB-304 Submarines 5 AH-64 Apache Helicopters 4 Outlet Shopping Strip 5 RADIOACTIVE Bomb Suits 90 Doctor's Scrubss -=-Mafia War - Diamond: $25,600,000,000 cash
all juggalos and juggalettes come to juggalo heaven invite your friends for the fubar gathering
Things In Reality And In Fake Reality Too....
 Ok so here we are playing on a stupid website where the name of the game is flirting, getting drunk, and having the opposite sex (or in some case the same buy you things therefore raising your popularity level. Why is there so many people on here that are taking this so seriously and why is there so much bullshit and backstabbing going on to others lately???? Omfg people!!!! I thought that we left the bullying, name calling, and rumors back behind in Elementary school. I know that I did. I feel that things are just getting outta control and there are alot of people that are getting hurt out there and I think that we should stop and look at ourselves instead of joining in on one group or another thats out to destroy someone for some stupid reason (that half of you dont even know but hey your right there following whatever leader is setting fire to someone for whatever unknown reason) and agreeing wholly with them. Think for yourself again and stop being sheep... We were give
End Of The World
Do you really think that this was going to happen?  I mean really ppl, it was just another man trying to get followers to follow him like they did in WACO and then commit mass suicide.  This is really sad because now he feels like he made a mistake and it is going to happen in 5 mths now and by that time you don't even know how many followers he will get and how many will commit mass suicide with him.  Not just that but what about all the women he will have pregnant and then kill the kids when the time comes.  And if you really believe zombies are going toattack, just watch T.V.  because that is about all the zombie action you are going to get.  I really lmao at that one.  So please speak your mind and let me kinow if you agree, disagree, or really think it is going to happen.  ttys
New Special Ability Ideas For Fubar!
We have five new levels about to drop. We want to add some cool special abilities. I know many of you have great ideas. Please post your special ability ideas on the comment thread. Please also list any angel and demon abilities you would love to see.  Thanks
Why Did I Pop On Here Again..
I don't go on here anymore. I pop in once in a while but leave shortly. If any of my old friends or who ever wants to keep in contact with me, I'm usually easier to find on facebook. I had my fun here on fubar in the past but I have no interest as I did before. My bf Nick, aka Sideways, has been living with me. I still work for Nike and he's working for Dodge. Life has been great. My relationship with my parents have been a lot stronger, espeically with my dad. I've always been in a family that hasn't been close but as of recently, I made the move to bringing hugs and saying "i love you". I wanted to tell my parents that and hear it from them so much and it finally happened. Greatest feeling in life to hear those words and feel those feelings from my parents. I am very happy in my life right now. I haven't felt this happy in the longest time. I'm working in a new position of my job with Nike and slowly moving up. It's a lot different from what I used to work at Nike and a little more
This is a long story, so I apologize in advance.     In 2006 I originally joined Fubar with some friends. It was fun. This was before it got with crazy with the leveling, spending money, and being green etc. I met a guy. I will call him X. He was charming, funny, and seemed really sincere. We eventually moved our friendship to myspace, then facebook, etc. X was a successful business man. Tall, dark, handsome. The entire package. He was a dream. Sadly, that all he will ever be... a dream.   X knew I was (IRL) married so he never really pursued me in that way. He claimed to be a churched person and was very much into his religion. Innocent right?  We became fast friends. Yes, I will admit there was a flirtation, and a attraction. I won't lie. I knew it was wrong to have these feelings but I kept telling myself it was innocent flirting.  We talked on the phone constantly and endless amount of text messages. We lost touch for a year or two then, last year when I got divorced and we sta
Not Always Right | About To Be A War Of The Roses
Flower Shop | Columbia, MO, USA (The customer is purchasing a large bouquet of flowers.) Me: “Wow! That’s a big arrangement. Is it a birthday, anniversary or apology?” Customer: “I slept with my girlfriend’s sister last night.” Me: “I’m going make you up something bigger with more roses. There’s a gourmet chocolate shop down the road.” Customer: “Thanks.”
Not Always Right | It’s The End Of The World (as We Stole It)
Call Center | Upstate New York, USA (I work for a telecommunications company doing tech support. It’s 5/20/11, the day before the supposed Rapture, and I am scheduling a work order.) Me: “Now, sir, I have appointments open for the 21st. Would that work at all?” Caller: “Well, yes, we should be around, unless we get Raptured. In that case, we might want to cancel it. Or, if we don’t, we might not want to cancel it. Not sure which one is the bigger problem.” Me: “Sir, I do assure you we are well prepared for either eventuality–return of Christ or not. Now, barring Rapture, I have a 1 – 3 pm and 3 – 5 pm. Which would you’d prefer?” Caller: “1 – 3 pm. If we don’t get Raptured, we want time for looting.”
Not Always Right |the Devil To Pay
Supermarket | Brookline, MA, USA Me: “Your total is ***.” Customer: “Here is my coupon.” Me: “I’m sorry, this expired last week.” Customer: “What? What do you mean?” Me: “It expired last week.” Customer: “You witch devil! I can’t believe you changed the date!” Me: “What?” Customer: “You can magically alter dates, you devil!” Me: “I don’t think I have that sort of power.” (Upon hearing the commotion, my manager comes over.) Customer, to my manager: “You have a witch devil here! I’m going to have to bring the lord into this!” (The customer pulls out a bobble head Jesus and puts in on my counter.) Customer: “I will return when the date of this coupon is the correct date!”
Not Always Right |the Devil To Pay, Part 2
Grocery Store | TX, USA Me: “Alright. Your total is $23.34.” (The customer hands me $30.) Me: “Alright. Your change is $6.66.” Customer: “That’s the devil’s number. I don’t want my change. It’s been tainted by Lucifer.” Me: “Will it help if I give you an extra penny, or one less?” Customer: “I don’t want it! The devil’s already marching through the stores.” Me: “Ma’am, it’s just six dollars and some change. If you want, you can buy a pack of gum and it’ll be a dollar less.” Customer: “That’s just Satan’s way of entering my body because I didn’t heed God’s word!” (The customer gets on her knees and begins to scream, cry, and pray. My manager comes up as I’m not able to check anyone else out. Everyone else has gone to another checkout because she’s frightened other customers.) Manager: “Ma’am
Why Am I Getting An Error Message When I Try To Pimp My Friend Out? Heed The Warning...
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*****   The online members bar on the Old Hotness and Old Janky have been around since day one. We have been very clear about our NSFW policy, but many of you like to ride the line and show off your wares. Some of you have pushed it too many times or too far and were filtered from appearing on the online member bar. Many of you did not know this until we fixed the pimpout bug that allowed you to circumnavigate the system. If you are getting an error message, it means the person was filtered and can't be pimped out. They used their breasts or chest to impress with the things they suggest and were filtered at some point.  No, we are not going to unfilter them. Fubar is a site for adults and NOT an adult site. If you can't be mature enough to keep your main photo to our standards, then as the old saying abuse you lose. It is nothing personal. Many of us do not want to see your junk floating across the screen. Many of you may have been
The Duped "dad" Speaks Out!
This case is similar to mine - My ex-wife had an affair with her employer, who was married. She had a baby, but didn't tell me I was not the father. I found out when he was 19 years old. Ex-Husband of Arnold's Alleged Mistress Speaks About Betrayal for the First Time Entertainment Tonight, Tuesday, May 24, 2011, 7:55pm (PDT) Entertainment Tonight's Mark Steines spoke with Rogelio Baena, the ex-husband of Arnold's mistress Mildred "Patty" Baena, for a new interview to air in two parts on May 24 and May 25. Rogelio tells ET he thought Arnold's alleged love child was his biological child all along and that he learned that the boy was not his son only one week ago. He goes on to call the situation a "betrayal" and "Arnold Schwarzenegger for me, [was] my hero... Maria is destroyed." Married to Patty for ten years, today Rogelio says he'd like to tell his son, "I am your father. That's all."
the past month i been depressed and i know whats causing it but lately everyone i try to call or text or even msg is either to busy orgnoring me or mad at me. I know im a failure as a human being and a shitty friend,but im always there for my friends when im needed the past week i needed atleast one friend but no one was there for me.I understand ppl get busy but a simple txt msg or answer the phone to say they are busy would have been nice. Tomorrow is my birthday so lets see who wishes me a hapy birthday or calls me .Im hopeing the person i asked to do something for me will do it if not its ok i understand.Im not mad at anyone i just needed to get this of my chest so i can stop feeling like crap
More Details On The Updated Fubar Level System!
Hey everyone, just wanted to let you guys know what to expect when we release the revamped fubar leveling system in the next few days. We're hoping to launch it by Friday, but it might come on Monday.   * We're going to reduce the amount of points required for all levels. To reach the top level (50) you'll need around 500M points. You currently need 700M to reach level 45, so it'll be easier for everyone. Our goal is to get more people leveling up. * We've removed the road-blocks that really made it really annoying to level up: Fan 25 newbies at level 20, be at exactly 50% buzz at level 22, get referrals at levels 26/28/30, be a VIP at level 35, perform level up action for 15 members at level 42, * Initially choosing an Angel/Demon side will only cost 1M fubucks down from 10M. Changing sides will cost 5M fubucks. * We've reduced the pain on a lot of the existing requirements to level up. For example, the MuMM 500 vote requirement has been reduced to 25 votes. :-) * We've added so
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DaydreamWhenever I day dream,and day dream I do,in my secret garden,I day dream of you.I day dream of you,in a faraway land;embracing me tightand holding my hand.Holding my hand,and touching my face.Just you and me,in this peaceful place.In this peaceful placea pristine river flows.Where the unicorns run,a breeze always blows.A breeze always blowsand sings of a song;our love in a placewhere you're never gone.Where you're never goneis as it would seem,from dusk until dawn,
What A Difference A Door Could Ever Made By Max
what a difference a door could ever made sometimes I  think about the world what is the part I like about it best but I can't remember what I was gonna say for the world for the life of me never figured,for the truth I never been told like my brother is the only close stranger I ever know came from this same old house with words carved on the wall but nothing like me and never really talked each orther about the world it's as if,this guy and me grew up in the same house and one day.he stood up went out the front door while I went out the back like a ousider,refuse to get along and never see eath orther again its like,if he can't see me,then he won't feel so pain because I walked out the back door while he walked out the front what a difference a door could ever made
Say What??..
Here's our "say what?" moment of the day... peace.
Large Influx Of Summer 2011 Swimwear Sexy Landing
As summer draws near, the crush at the poolside or the beach to show their good on thebody have begun to procure new equipment for themselves! Romantic lace, beautiful wave pattern, a mysterious tribal patterns, fine preparation process, the impact of various colors, summer 2011, swimwear large influx of large worth seeing!   The first quarter of 2011, large swimwear: Tropical Nationalization Hot keywords: Tropical,Indian,Pacific,Latin America,African Designers invariably the rich ethnic customs into the swimsuit design in 2011, India,South Pacific,Latin America, Africa, tropical areas are sunny vacation destination, but also the origin of the latest fashion . The second quarter of 2011, large swimwear: Bikini Minimize Bikini has challenged the limits of the least clothing materials, and in 2011, the minimumuse of materials has a new standard bikini: naked without exposure, not sensual sexy! The third quarter of 2011, large swimwear: pr
Opening Day
LAPD finally arrest 1 of 3 suspects for the beating death giants fan brian stow. then a kid supposeing witness attack and they arrest the wrong one.
$1.2 Trillion For National Security? (repost)
(CBS News)  What if you went to a restaurant and found it rather pricey? Still, you ordered your meal and, when done, picked up the check only to discover that it was almost twice the menu price. Welcome to the world of the real U.S. national security budget.  Normally, in media accounts, you hear about the Pentagon budget and the war-fighting supplementary funds passed by Congress for our conflicts in Iraq and Afghanistan.  That already gets you into a startling price range -- close to $700 billion for 2012 -- but that's barely more than half of it.  If Americans were ever presented with the real bill for the total U.S. national security budget, it would actually add up to more than $1.2 trillion a year. Take that in for a moment.  It's true; you won't find that figure in your daily newspaper or on your nightly newscast, but it's no misprint.  It may even be an underestimate.  In any case, it's the real thing when it comes to your tax dollars.  The simplest way to grasp
A Mix Of Things About Men & Women.
well sometimes i just come out with it, I want real dates to nice places, not some candied camera bull shit that most exspect even though most of them say they don`t have um, or there not working, but want the women`s to work "" and even when just talking most want the women to do most of the talking, and all that show or talking takes a way from what the woman needs to "" she needs a show "" or for the guys to really know how to talk to her to """ but most of us women are really starved for a true loving relationship that`s hard to find, and Most guys don`t know how to talk to her ether.
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Broken Heart
My heart is heavy, my heart is broke. It takes your breath, and it makes you choke. The pain will take you to a dark place and eat you alive. Loving someone will only get your heart broken. The tears will roll and you will ache. Love is a lie, love is untrue. It will eat you alive and leave you blue. I look into your eyes and see the real you, and it makes me wonder why you do the tings you do. People  come and people go but my love will always show. You took my heart and broke it in two. Why oh why do you treat me this way. You pick up my heart and you throw it away. Alone in the dark, with just my thoughts. Crying because of the loneliness and pain. What went wrong I will never know, I'll just pick up the pieces and go. Welcome to the dark and wrap myself in it. Stay in the dark, live in the dark. Never to love again.
[spicey Food]
I now have all mah stuff. It is good to be me. Well... I've actually got my nintendo TV and PC back at home. Uuuuh cuz they are MOTHERFUCKERS to move. 5 hours. To and fro with about $3000 worth of stuff in one box. Magic cards, interview clothes, games+systems.   There's actually some irreplaceable stuff at home, but of a sentimental value. That PC isn't worth dick, but it WOULD be a pain in the ass to recover all of my favorites, compiled work (which is backed up online) recipe ideas and porn ... uuuh oh and a couple video serieseseses. Sooooo... in a slightly better frame of mind tonight. Had the opportunity to playtest Pox against my speed deck they're 2:2 right now, Pox went 2-0 and got good draws both times then got a SHIT draw and then a decent one. That's right >> I'm playing with myself. With TWO proxy decks.   I'd say "oh need gurl" but there's at least one on my mind, and she is the unfair standard for all other women.   What do I say to them? Oh I'm unem
Stupid Encounter #73 Lmao
8:50pm DjCeltic4p...: hey hun would you be online right now i have a codeing qution 8:52pm iC51NerdGo...: Send all coding questions to my #3698 friend! ty 8:53pm DjCeltic4p...: ok is he online 8:53pm iC51NerdGo...: yes 8:53pm iC51NerdGo...: i just got off the phone with him 8:55pm DjCeltic4p...: ok how do i find him hun im not finding him by the number do you have his profile link? please 8:58pm iC51NerdGo...: Whats your question? 8:58pm DjCeltic4p...: well im wantting my loung banner to be my edit botton but i caint remeber for the life of me right where to put it im in the right area but caint remeber what excat spot to put it
Funny Shit
A fly was flying along when he saw a stream wth a rock. He thought if i land on that rock i will have me a good rest, but he didn't see the fish in the water . The fish said if the fly comes down and lands on the rock i will have me a fly supper, but the fish didn't see the bear behind him. The bear said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and i will have a fish supper, but the bear didn't see the man behind him. The man said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up and the bear will go down and i will stand up and shoot the bear and i will have a bear skin rug, but the man didn't see the rat behind him. the rat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up and the cheese sandwhich will fall out of his pocket and i will have a cheese sandwhich supper, but the rat didn't see the cat behind him. The cat said if the fly goes down, the fish will come up, the bear will go down, the man will stand up, the rat will go down and i will
When He Calls Within The Night
   This is part of my book, PleasuresBy: Izabia LaTesee Primous  Pleasures (part 1) In the morning light I awake to the sweet sounds of rain falling upon the window. I turn over to see that you still sleep peacefully.  I slowly turn on my side making sure not to disturb your slumber. My dark Warrior, my gentle Angel how you fill me with such peace when before I was full of rage and pains. I look at every detail upon your face and though you look fierce even in sleep there is always that softness behind it that gives you the look of that little five year old boy. I reach out to stroke your hair with feather like touches as your head turns into my touch as I hear you purr yet you don’t awaken. Your eyes are beautiful even when closed lashes that rest upon your cheek. Your bushy eyebrows so sexy and can bring a girl to letting you having your way. As my eyes travel downward there is the flesh right between your back and the base of you lush hair. First I lean over and just let my
I Stand Here And I Stand Alone
It All Seems Like A Blur
It all seems like a blur,the more I think about it the more it becomes a bigger blur than before All of this blurring together makes oneself epically down Oneself should guard against this moment  but sometimes it's inevitable that it will happen And sometimes we all should embrace the moments like these, because they will come to all of us like it or not
Now That I’m 27, not really looking forward to heaven. My soul feel dead, like I never been alive. So maybe when I die, I well finally be alive. If loving is healing and hating is killing, Then what is being broken? Maybe it is when the heart feel the healing of  love, then feel pain of losing the love. Maybe why I feel dead inside or broken from being alone. Oh boy who we live your lives, with silly things that we try to feel so alive. 
Something I Wrote Two Days After My Birthday.
Even tho I'm stall alive a day over 25. From the time I was alive. Love fall from the the sky. What I was in your eyes. The kool guy with a smile, the kiss from your lips always wet with all the love that you showed. The fun we ever had from the days when I was a kid. The days when no care with no kiss or smile. All I had was friends but no girl. Wishing why I had to be born into a world that everyone belittle me over looks or smarts. When I thought I had the one. Through the day she was playing with my heart. Saying that we was more just then friends. It all came out as I was just a friend that she was just playing with. And now that I have some one better. That I love and care for. This little boy just want to give his heart alway. But I know when she say we are just friends.
Weather Ya Know It Or Not
Sky was black as pitch when leaving the base today, so obviously I knew I need to get to the car as soon as i could as this wasnt your typical afternoon shower. The vast parking lot there has but one available exit, as its next to the river. I reached the car just as things were getting blustery. Now this isnt what I'd call twister country, thats more prevalent in the outlying county where there are more open fields for the conditions to culminate. But as I got in the car, I lost the syline on both sides of me, the right of me being the direction of the exit to the secure lot. In a few moments it became the clouds were tapering down to ground level, and I thought "no way , to be sure not", but then i saw the roofing coming off the Ops Center at the end of the lot, and then the debris field swirling, giving it some definition, and thought, well shit, what now, thats the exit. The funnel cloud to the left of the lot was more listless and not really throwing anything up. By the time
When Someone Randomly Donates To Your Effin' Spotlight Fund
At least say fucking "THANK YOU"   I feel better now. Thanks for reading!
Balancing The Line Between Sanity And Whatever Else There Is Out There?
In a little less then 2 months will be the one year anniversary trip to Patrick B. Hassis, which some may or may not know is a mental hospital and I spent a week there the first week of August 2010 due to a psychotic episode when I had and was planning on carrying out a suicide plan. I planned to soak my wrist in ice water until the went numb, the to put three vertical slits in my wrists then let them bleed out in wartm water to pull the blood out faster. I was also cutting myself to release the pressure. I know many people don't understand why girls cut but for me it's like letting the air out of a balloon, the bad stuff just goes "woosh" with the air and it really does make me think clearly for a bit.   Iadmit, the past few weeks, I have been thinking about suicide a lot more recently then I had been. This is totally my fault for not keeping my therapist appointments and psychiatrist appointments, but now I'm getting that knot in my throat and trying to relationaze the effect me ta
Rapture Day 4
May 24th, 2011~ Day 4~ Sixth Entry :   The traps are set. I fashioned traps to stop the Zombies in their tracks. (I hope). These traps work much like the guillatine . If a Zombie should get past the warning signal which is made from aluminum cans strung up across the entry way to the Grange, then they will trip a line that will drop a rapidly swinging blade, that should slice off their heads. (unless theyre really short).  I have several view points in the Grange where I am able to see out  from all sides of the bldg. From these points I can fire at intruders. Unless they can prove they are friendlies, they will be shot.  Cooper is resting soundly at the moment. He doesn't seem to be concerned that there are any intruders wandering about the grounds here at the Grange. I think I will take his calmness as my clue to try and get some rest myself.  
OH, just fuck off!
What The Fuck Is Poet By Max
what the fuck is a poet to make a fucking ryhme? to tell the truth out here and there? to empathy something deep in the bone? to explain who the fuck they are? to fullfilled with fucking poems for fun? to save their lifes with theire words? to hold something they can never get? to grab a gun shot around? to leave something never fade away? to tell people how to rot? to love? to hate? to erase? to break? to fuck? to kiss? to write? No and No and No and No and No and No and No just to be a pure human like a pure evil
If I Were To Come To You ........
If I were to come to you in the middle of the night offering you my bodywould you accept it If I were to come to youin the middle of the dayoffering you kisses would you accept it If I were to come to you in your dreams promises of unfulfilled dark taboo desireswould you take it drowning in those that you long for but havent tastedIf I were to come to youin your hour of darkest needoffering my throatwould you bite it If I were to come to youright now and offer youall of this would you turn awaycower from all you want hiding behind that mask called normal would you run to me tasting that forbidden fruit called Tamitha Lynn  
Deepdeepdead By Max
when I was a kid I cut myself hard grab the knife  enjoyed the moment on my hand   when I was sixteen I studied hard wanna be found read the story in my book    when I was twenty I played around fuck them all smoke everything I can get   when I was thirty I breath hard time is lost maybe I'm already dead   long time ago when I was a kid  
What, All
What the fuck ever!  That is all!
'no Limit' To Met's Madeleine Probe
  Scotland Yard is putting no limits on its review of the investigation into Madeleine McCann's disappearance, Britain's top policeman has said.Metropolitan Police Commissioner Sir Paul Stephenson said his force's re-examination of the case would be a "significant piece of work" that could produce recommendations about new lines of inquiry. Critics claim the decision to bring in Met detectives to review the evidence about what happened to the little girl has undermined the force's independence and diverted resources from other crime victims. But Sir Paul said it was "the right thing to do" and pledged that Scotland Yard would carry out a thorough appraisal of the original investigation into Madeleine's disappearance in Portugal more than four years ago. "We are not putting any limits on it at this moment in time," he said. "We have no timescales yet because we haven't produced the scoping. It will be a significant piece of work."   No Metropolitan Police officers have tr
Fly Me To The Moon By Bart Hward (the Song I Love Untill Die)
fly me to the moon let me play among those stars let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars in orther words,hold my hand in orther words,darling kiss me   fill my heart with song let me sing for ever more you are all I long for all I worship and adore in orther words,please be true in orther words,I love you                           
You Are Sad By Max
I saw you are sad and why is that I asked you told me "I don't even fucking know you why you gonna ask and lame attempt to talk to me!JFS" I feel like wrong a little bit you got that right why should I fucking care tonight or even attempt to be a friend like that what makes a person have a right to treat orthers badly you questioned now you just answered why nobody touchs nobody in this world now I kinda know a little bit maybe thats why I got drunk tonight I feel I am sad             
What Could Be Said
Could someone please allow me to say that my truest hope was shown today someone understands me in a certain way finally somebody really showed its just like my lawn was never mowed or my burden was an unremovable load. Life seems a little lighter even though I'm a lover not a fighter I ask this one question what could be said I actually never thought it would happen until I reach the finishing level of dead maybe someone will remember me or not my memory will contain what can't be bought I'm hoping it will bring into sight whats always sought its not that I think I'm special or anything
Add Me
add me up on my link or ym prettysexyicole  :)
Middle Age Texting Codes:
MIDDLE AGE TEXTING CODES:ATD -at the doctor. BFF -best friend fell. BTW -bring the wheelchair. BYOT -bring your own teeth. FWIW -forgot where I was. GGPBL -gotta go, pacemaker battery low. GHA -got heartburn again. IMHO -is my hearing aid on? LMDO -laughing my dentures out. OMMR -on my massage recliner. ROFLACGU -rolling on floor laughing and can't get up. TTYL -talk to you louder! 
My Book I Been Writing For 4 Years And Still Not Done Lol
j The book I am currently writing.... Chapter 1 Stranges in passing... He stared into the empty blackness of the sea thinking that something in his life had to change for the better. He just wasnt content within himsef. As the waves rocked the ship gently about, he began thinking of his mother and how she had talked him into taking this cruise.Itll be, She had said. Maybe youll meet someone special. Youre a nice boy and you need someone to make you smile, instead of being a work-a-holic all the time. She had said with a wink. As he stood alone on the bow looking at the darkness waiting for a sign that life would be better, the sounds of laughter and music played out behind him. The sea reminded him of his life as a reflection of dull stationary existance. He couldnt help feel the tear roll down his cheek as he gazed at the older couple off to his right.Look at them. He thought to himself. As he tried to hold back his sorrows, he took a final pull from his ciggarette and retreived his
My Lil Story For The Ladies
I was home one evening a few weeks ago.. during a storm... I was listening to music to drown out the storm wen i herd a knock at the door... i through on a pair of shorts and ran to the door... i didnt bother lookin through the peephole i just opend the door and to my suprise it was you my newly moved in neighbor....soaked to the bone i offered u inside... your hair was plastered to your face and your nipples prodded a stirring outline in yer explained to me that your power was out and were coming to see if mine was out as told me you were a little cold and asked if you could take a hot shower to relax yourself. I showed u to the bathroom and u closed the door behind you. i heard u turn the water on as i turned to cock got hard from the fantasies runnin through my mind. i thought about how u looked moving in the other day and how u sunbathed yesterday... the skimpiest bikini i had ever seen and the most beautiful skin i had ever witnessed with my own eye
Family Name
There has been a small change in the family is now JYFN....JunkYard Family Nation. So if you can add the changes to your name that would be appreciated. I also want to thank ev1 that is currently in the family for showing your support for the group. I built this family to help each other out and to keep the drama out...Thank you again and keeping showing your family love. DevilDog JYWN Owner JYFN FNDR JYFN 
The Kiss
This Kiss we stood in the doorway his hands on my waist the clock tickling loudly almost in haste he moved in closer his eyes locked in mine I long for his kiss For just a moment in time his lips meet mine and I feel the sensation no longer must I wait to give into the sweet temptation my knees go weak my palms become sweaty I go back to that place I have been so many times already the world disappears all that's left is him and I and as we pull away I feel as though I could fly
Day 4~ Dooms Day Survivalism
May 24th, 2011 ~ Day 4 ~ Fifth Entry :   Cooper and I had to remaine tucked away in the culvert for most of the day yesterday, as the Zombies out numbered us 20-1. Im not sure, but I think they knew we were around, but just coldn't figure out where.  Finally just before dark, they left. The coast was clear.  Cooper and I set out in search of safer/dryer shelter.  We stayed off the main roads, and traveled the narrow foot paths through the woods. This was tough as there are many root systems and rocks along the way.  Stumbling through the dark we were suddenly spotted by a gang of rogue survivors. These are the ones I feared most, as they were not prepared for the worlds end, and had no food supplies. They set chace after us in an attempt to steal my supplies. I knew this would happen!  Running blindly through the woods, Cooper and I came upon an old abandoned Grange Hall.  Following Coopers lead, I trusted that there was no one inside. Once inside, I barracaded the doors and windo
Do You See
My heart sank, I couldn't breathe or even believe that you where doing to me. There you was with her and right in front of me. You said you loved me and I was the only one for you . So confused ! How come if I'm the only one for you , you are kissing her . I honstly believed you and now I don't know what to believe. I do know I feel so stupid and hurt. The pain won't stop it's constly nagging at my heart. I can't bear to close to my eyes  and daydream of what we had cause all I see is you with her. I beg God to take my pain away before it turns into hate. When I sleep I wake myself up crying and screaming. I can't even hide from my pain in my dreams you are always there ! So now you are acting like she never happened and you want me again. I can't forget you and her like you have. I'm scared to trust you again, hell I don't know if I even can. Do you honstly see what you've done to me ? 
This Place Is Full Of 'em.
Ugh. I wake up and get online before work. What do I wake up to?   tinstar123: into phonesex     My reply back to him? To tinstar123: not with you   Really, I'm not into phone sex at all. But  yeah. I wish people had SOME class.
Tears Are Falling....
Tears are fallingfalling like rainit wasnt supposedto be this way.he wanted to goto have a bit of funshe let himit was the end of his run.the weather was badworse than it had ever beenhe didnt notice the black iceon the curve in the streetHe wasnt going fasthe was trying to be carefulbut the car lost controlhe found himself wrappedaround a telephone pole.the twisted metalthe busted glassthe plans they hadgone in a flash.the wedding they plannedthe future is is gonelike the whispering of lyricsof their favorite song.She really loved himas he did her. but deathended it all. she shall haveto push forward for theirlittle girl. the lonelynessand pain consumes her.. she wants to be with him but she has the angelto consider. she is the love child of thembeing together.She whispers every night before shegoes to bed. I love you darlinghe is the last thought that fills her head.
Men ..... Lmao!!!
1.  Men are like Laxatives They irritate the crap out of you. 2.  Men are like Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are.  3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why.. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature.9. Men are like Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like Popcorn They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12.  Men are like Lava Lamps Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13..  Men are like Parking Spots All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped
I'll Be At Comfest
I'll be at comfest at goodale park in columbus ohio june 24th and 25th, I'll be walking around with my shirt off, so just look for the big Anarchy symbol on my back. You'd better bring ALOT of people. 'Cause I'll have my kamp with me =)   DO SOMETHIN'.
25 Ways To Help A Fellow Human Being
25 Ways to Help a Fellow Human Being Today “If you want others to be happy, practice compassion. If you want to be happy, practice compassion.” - Dalai Lama Too often the trend in our society is for people to be separated from either other, to be cut off from the great mass of humanity, and in doing so to be dehumanized a little bit more with each step. Cars have taken us off the streets, where we used to greet each other and stop to chat. Cubicles have taken away a bit of the humanity in working, as have factories and even computers to some extent. Television has planted us firmly in our living rooms, instead of out with other people. Even movie theaters, where many people get together, cut us off from true conversation because we’re staring at a big screen. And while I’m not railing against any of these inventions (except perhaps the cubicle), what we must guard against is the tendency of that individuality to have us focused on ourselves to the exclus
Need Help To Rebuild To A New Life !
this is copy`d from my yearbook page just now, RebeccaQ: IF U WAS A ROAD SIGN HOW WOULD U READ OR WHAT WOULD U SAY ??????? asked by edward steffeyA: this road use to take care of family the people that needed her everyday, now they all took different roads, and she stands alone and shows signs of her ware all them years before, and cracks and patches covering some holes ( in her heart ) in her pavement is all she has left for all them hard yrs54 minutes ago · Comment · Like · View Rebecca Leuallen... 14 minutes ago she needs a new top coat w/shine, street lights - nice places to see and go to, some bands and new people to meet to help rebuild her to a new life !
[girl Shaped Love Drug]
Actually, this is most likely a food blog. So, the other night I made spinach pistachio pesto for my fams. And my mom got it in her head to make porkchops, and bow tie pasta. I don't have specifics on this recipe, I just know that it has Basil Spinach pistachios olive oil salt pepper   And the pistachios give you most of the salt you need, I guess my main advice is go for chicken poop consistency (gross, I know but this is how it works) and no, I don't put cheese in it.   It was a hit. We coated and baked the porkchops in breadcrumbs had roasted asparagus tomatoes and bell peppers and bow tie pasta. About 2 teaspoons of pesto to every serving of pasta, and meat you got yourself a serious thing.   Anyway- wanted to touch base on that one if I hadn't, and I'm not entirely sure if I had   Tonight I made meatballs with putanesca and ziti and I think I've hit on this one as well- But I put red curry powder, cumin, sage, and red pepper in my meatballs   I grabbed a j
longueur \long-GUR\noun;    1.  A dull and tedious passage in a book, play, musical composition, or the like.
He not busy being born is busy dying.  -  Bob Dylan
Just once for a momentI want you to beIn love with the personInside of meFor one second in timeI wish you could knowThe person I amThe side I don't showFor one minute just onceI want you to seeThe person here NOWNot what I COULD beJust one lingering kissI want you to giveSo you can feel thisAnd know how I liveBut you've created a visionOf me in your headAn unwelcome versionTo stand in my steadHow do I competeWith such flawless perfection?A being repleteWith your undying affectionI fall so shortOf your expectationsNothing of the sortMy miserable lamentationsSo I must turn from youMy heart sorely grievingBecause it's all I can do;This is all... I'm leaving.
Just A Pure Vent.....
Sorry y'all but this is NOTHING but ME venting......   What the hell am I? I will never be POPULAR, and I'm ok with that. But I am sooo freaking fed up by men who are assholes!!! I am not going to name names, but there are many of you who need to STOP leading women on. If you want friendship, great. If you want more, even better. But for the love of all that's holy, PLEASE just be up front about it. Many of you reading this might think it's you, but those who have my heart, and you know who you are, it's not you. And this is not only about me....This is for my male friends who have been hurt by women...On here and in real life. I just do not get people, and maybe I won't. I just know that MY heart cannot take much more. I am a flirt, and yes I do admit it....but if you do not have the same feelings for the other person....TELL them you don't!! Do not let them get close to you. Do not let them think there is ANY feeling for possibly going further with you. It is not fair to them, and
Damn, I Am Good
Ok...I have been growing a garden...herbs, tomatoes, and onions... I  have really been working hard landscaping and getting my yard looking good I have been eating better and walking..I am really working hard to improve my whole life, not just one part I bought a new grill (and assembled it myself) and tonight..I cooked a damn fine dinner I made chicken with rosemary I grew, red potatoes with green onion and fresh parsley ( i grew both ) and fresh green beans with grape tomatoes Icooked it all on the grill...and i gotta say...I am a damn good cook lol Anyway Hi..:D
My 15 Minutes Of Of Fame...part 1?
Sooo, for those of you who are unaware...   Last week I went downtown Chicago, to record for an episode on the Judge Mathis show.   The gist...   My ex boyfriend owed me more than a little pocket jingle, so I sued his ass...this is the same jackass who cheated on me with the durdy skank & married her two months after I kicked him out. I had a signed contract/promissory note as well as other evidence. Since he is in the process of filing bankruptcy for other stupid decisions he has made, my options were fairly limited.   I am not big on huge public airing of my dirty laundry, but...this was means to get the debt paid. When you win on those dumb court shows, the show picks up the tab...guaranteed funds. Can't squeeze blood from a turnip, yanno. It required his cooperation, so I opted to 'catch more flies with honey'...needless to say, he cooperated. She decided to tag along as well, since their whole relationship/marriage is based on trust and all...she didn't want him to be in t
For My Pervy, Peen-hound Friends
I found this on tumblr yesterday...
My Job
My job consists of carting my brain from place to place, guiding my way as safely and efficiently as possible, via land, air, or sea. Rarely, if ever, do I actually get to see any of these places. I need to find a way to get more out of this for myself other than free meals and air miles.
LulaBelle's internet is down>  If you are good friends with her and want her # so you can text her just hit me up in shout.       As you were :)
Have You Heard "the Werd?"...
Have you heard the werd?....if not check this out: Feel free to check it out! Now...the fun part..I'm being serious...if you have absolutely any ideas, suggestions and input or things you would like to see in future editions of that FuPublication, please leave them as a comment here or pm me with any and all ideas you have to make it amazing. Any input will of course make its' way to where it needs to go...try to keep it positive. lol.. Thanks in advance and have a great week. Aka Gangland
    Uhh... Anyone else notice the recent abundant flow to the site is largely Crips and/or Bloods? They've been poppin' up left and right. I've seen threats in status messages, hateful and menacing comments on profiles and pictures. Absolutely ridiculous behavior! I mean, c'mon, Fubar isn't the cream of the crop when it comes to elite social networking sites....pfffffffffffft.....*ahem*....but don't add to the bullshit!   With that being said, I can't help but laugh!! xD  Gangsters have gone high tech. No longer will they be victims to the mean streets when they can do all their gangbangin' on the information super highway! How can you be runnin' the streets when you're runnin' a lounge? It won't be hard to find and keep a couple FuHo's, but when it's time for bitch to pay you your money, you better have a PayPal account.   Hey, e-Bone Thugs 'N Harmony, what do you claim? Wanna know what I claim: 000111010010101111000101010010100101   :N E W S F L A S H:
My Favorite Quote...
 Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. So, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit. 
Dear Ninja I recently began using a flashy pic as my default and I can't help but notice a correlation to flashy pic and fubar "popularity". I have read about simple "small minded" creatures such birds being attracted to shiny things. I wonder if it is my shiny pic that has brought all these "bird brains" to my profile or have some of the populations of fubar become aware of my Intelligence, Attractiveness, Sense of Humor, Confidence, Wisdom, Bulging Biceps, Bulging Crotch, Bulging Ego, .......................Nice Toes, Goals and Aspirations,...............Motorcycle, Cool Son, Dog......................................Swimming Pool, Nice Hair..................................................Bedroom Eyes, Smile...........Stop me at any time........   Dear Mr thinks-he's-wonderful, I'll stop you right there. The subconscious brain is attracted to things that move, flash, or sparkle. It's just what your optic nerves pic up on first. No one has become aware of all that o
Listen To My Live Interview
I'll be on The Thomas Miller Show this Wednesday 5/25/2011 from 9am - 11am. I'll be answering your questions and playing a special version of "You Never Knew Me"!   Tune in Wednesday from anywhere in the world online at: (click the green listen button) Drop Thomas an e-mail if you have any questions for me!! XOXO Hope to have you all listening this Wednesday  morning!
You Are The One
I try to find the words to express the feeling in my heart; I try to show you that I care, but I don't know where to start. I guess I'll start right here and I guess I'll start right now. I'll tell you that I love you and I'll tell you why and how. You are the one I want to lay next to when my time has passed. You are the one I've given myself to and you will be the last. You are the one I want for life, until the day I die. You are the one God sent for me, to be with me, and that is no lie. You are the one who brightens my day, with your smile bright and glowing. You are the one whom I wake up for each and every morning.
You Say Nothing
I see it in your eyes I see it in your face I ask myself is it really there? I ask you and you say nothing at all I wonder have you ever felt this way before? I hear your heart beat and you say nothing at all I see a twinkle in your eyes I guess you feel it too, don't you? I feel your hand in mine I see longing in your eye's I ask you "can you feel it?" I hear those words " I Love You"
Soul Mates
Our meeting was more than fate. God knew you were my soul mate. Your timing is never wrong. Now we share a bond so strong. Our time together means so much. Each moment intensifies the need to touch. Your love has reached my deepest soul. Longing for you to daily hold. May our love and need continuously grow. Forever, LOVE, NEED, PASSION to each show.
Rain fell last night...quiet, gentle rain, that tapped against my window pane, and called me back from troubled sleep, to soothe a heart too numb to weep.  My loneliness was too deep and real, and like a wound that would not heal, it throbbed within me, and I knew my arms were empty without you. But as I listened to the sound of soft rain falling on the ground,I heard your voice, tender and clear, Call my name, and oh my dear, I threw my window open wide, to let the sweet rain rush inside.  It kissed my lips, my eyes, my hair, and love, I knew that you were there. Tears that my heart could not release Fell down from Heaven, bringing peace.Last night while gray clouds softly wept,I held you in my arms and slept.
I Want To Be With You
I sit here in the night Staring into the heavens above. Wondering if Im lucky enough To be given your love. Even though I met you Just a few months before. I have learned so much of who you are And thirst to learn even more. I want to share my world with you, All the smiles and all the tears. I want to learn to trust again; Something I havent done in years. You are very special to me, You have kindled something new. I want to feel loved in my life, I want to be with you.
If There Were No Tommorow
I would tell you today That you are the one that fills my life Whose smile I cannot wait to see Whose arms I long to have wrapped around me Whose lips I live to kiss Softly, passionately, in every way. I would want you to know That you make my heart skip a beat You fill my soul with contentment You brighten my dark skies You fill my days and nights With stars, hopes, and cascading dreams. I would want you to see How beautiful the world looks with your eyes through mine Your eyes light up the sky Your touch paints the Heavens Your kiss creates amazing rainbows Of beauty, sunshine, and life. I would want you to understand That I have always loved you Before I knew there was you Before our eyes ever met Before I found in you Happiness, completeness, and passion. If there were no tomorrow I would tell you That you are the greatest gift in my life Whose love I cherish above all else You sustain me with Your laughter, love, and friendship Before there was no knowing I'd tell you I love y
I will be off (maybe checking stuff i don't know) for the next week.  I am going to become a human pin cushion and hopefully be fixed up after a car accident i had last year destroyed most of the disks in my neck.  They tried to fix me up last june but that surgery only made things worse for the disks above it, so i have to go get myself fixed up tomorrow, I will be out of it for a week, praying that I don't freak out on the table etc thank you to all the friends that have stuck by me and be as loyal as i could have hoped for, true love from friends is rocking sweet and i love you back
Why Can't People
just answer all the questions at one time when you call them about something?? We have been trying to turn the charity into a full fledged non profit (although the expenses come out of My pocket so it may as well be) for a year now. We thought we were just down to the 501c3 paperwork and then done. Not! Come to find out they didn't tell us in the start there was a whole slew of other paperwork that we needed in addition to all that we HAVE DONE. So yet again we are on the search for what we need, the funds to do it, and someone that knows what they are doing to possibly help.
Mike Aka Babyjesus
Music Monday
The entire new Death Cab album is available online for a few days: 
Holidays And Hotels
I am old enough to really appreciate the internet, years ago in the dark days of pink and grey striped wallpaper, big perms and China in our hands (the 80s) we booked holidays solely based on the glossy photos in a holiday brochure that got sent in the mail.   You picked your hotel, town and free weeks and looked down a chart to see what the price was based on two people sharing and then got a big train ticket all the way to Cornwall only to discover the bed was made of sticky foam, the sheets were pink bri-nylon, the TV in the bedroom had a slot pay-to-view box and the sea view was nonexistent. They had your money, via a cheque sent in January and the Hotel Kon Tiki in St Ives was nothing but a rip off. It was the 80s we didn’t have 360 degree images on the laptop, we couldn’t drag a wee yellow man onto the street in Google maps to see the location nor could we check various other peoples reviews of the place.   I recall having to share a breakfast of cold ravioli (for
Dead Bird Wiz Scissors Beak
What u hv said is a stab into my eyeball. I wasn't crying. Its bleeding. What the Fuck!!!U cant c it? Hell Yeah. Ur a fucking dead bird. U hurt me wizout any guilt.  Scarlet beak, sleek feather. U don't know how sick you make me.Every time I think of you, I puke! Am I a lil cute cookie toy ? My dear bird friend. U smashed me . U fucking smashed me! Should i trust u again?
I have a part-time housekeeper named Maria.  I have been single now for a few years. I am fortunate enough to have come from a wealthy family and now have had my share of incredible success in a very tough industry (Thanks to God always) As a result, I must deal a lot with golddiggers.     Maria comes in a few days a week and is a single mother.  She is Latino and quite attractive.  She has a good heart and I know she would do anything to make a better life for her son.  Well, one evening I drive back from NYC after a long day doing very boring things (ie listening to my agent negotiate with mid-level production co exec) and I see Maria's car in the drive, but when I come in, the house is almost completely dark.  I went upstairs, where i could hear music and see some dim lighting to find Maria in my bed bare naked. I run on almost pure testosterone, so temptation was too much.  She went down on me and I was feeling wrong about it, but yet, feeling so right. when she emerged from beneat
My Son's Favorite Poem Ge Wrote
Everything ends so u should grab some friends take a ride on the happyside...tell them some jokes give them some pokes. There all set now,its 4 u u deserve it ists true
New News Archive Part 1
Ok from time to time i'm going to be blogging news about what's going on with me and this insaine trip i am about to undertake with Dead Rose Society .   So Update no:1 We are off to a rocky start to say the least .Some songs are on their way to being written and i attempted to track only 1 idea on the E-Drums but no luck concidering it sounds like shit so if anyone reading this can give me advice with a Yamaha DTXplorer and making the hi hat trigger not sound like a fucking monkey humping a aluminum trashcan it would be welcome . Plus we're attempting to track into a computer using Audacity and to me it sucks ass so unless someone can tell me how to use a Tascam interface with Cakewalk music Creater 5 we seem to be at a ass sounding impass .On a lighter note i'm starting to get used to using a Peavy amp for the first time i am still tweeking the effects on it but it's comming allright .   So that's where we stand at the moment sucks being practically alone in doing this shit b
You Can Learn A Lot From A Dummy....
This is year zero, all we knew has diedthe mutiny came so sudden, killing yesterdayThoughts that forced discordance away,once more an era is fadingWhatever dreams we're reaching to claimdecides the path we are takingGone forever, we are done with worldviews mechanical(None shall) None shall ever be a slave to thoughts inside their headsMind is the master, MorphogenesisThis structure remained untrodden, a new realityGone forever, we are done with worldviews mechanical(None shall) None shall ever be a slave to thoughts inside their headsGone forever, we are done with worldviews mechanical(None shall) None shall ever be a slave to thoughts inside their headsBleeding through all spheresall our thoughts, all our fears gaining lifesoul, mind, heart, feeding starts nowrising from ashen dustthrough our sins, karmic costmeasured soulsweigh our hearts, judge our thoughts - noThoughts that forced discordance away,once more an era is fadingWhatever dreams we're reaching to claimdecides the path we
Day 3~ Seeking A Safe Place To Hide.
May 23rd, 2011 ~ Day 3 ~ Fourth Entry :   Cold and wet I slept very little last night.  Cooper curled up beside me as if to try and share body heat. He is a smart dog. I'm glad to have him as my companion. I could hear the rustling of feet near the culvert I'm hiding in. Not sure if it was survivors or more of those Damned Zombies. Never the less I was'nt spotted. Cooper is being very smart through this all and not barking. I think he some how understands the importance of silence during these times. Breakfast today is cold...I mustn't draw attention by starting a fire. Bread will do..just enough carbs to kep me going.  Today, Cooper and I must seek out a safer shelter.  
Smoking Banns
  Instead of banning smoking in family friendly places they should be banning gang bangers from public and family friendly places they are far more dangerous than second hand smoke its not right to banning smoke without banning cars and industry you are breathing second hand smoke from more cars and industry than smokers and banning gang bangers will help far more than banning smokers it will cut out violent crime and we should boycott those states that have smoking banns
If I Told You...
IfI told you I loved you, would you push me away? Or would you let me fall into you arms, where, forever, I would stay?   If I told you I needed you, would you feel the same? Could you let me need you everyday,       forever and eternally?   If I told you I hated you, would you believe the words i say? Would you turn your back on me and leave me alone to pray?   If i told you I was crying, would you be right by my side, to put your arms over my shoulders until the feelings pass me by?   If i told you everything, could you still feel the same? Now that you know exactly who i am , would you still be mine to claim?   If I told you........
If I Were To Fall In Love
If I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you. Your eyes, your smile, The way you laugh, The things you say and do. Take me to the places, My heart never knew. So, if I were to fall in love, It would have to be with you.   If I were to give you my heart, It would have to be to you, For bring things into my life, So beautiful and new. Love, so soft and warm beside me, That I know it's true, If I were to give my heart, It would have to be to you.   I was looking for an answer. I was looking for a way. To keep the magic that you bring, TO each and every day. To live our lives together, As only lovers do. It started with a feeling, And every day it grew, So,when I knew I was in love,  It had to be with you.
Your tha frist thing i think of each morning when i rise,  your tha last thing i think of each night when i close my eyes,   your in every move i make and in every breathe i take,  My feeling are growing stronger by every move i make, I want to prove to you that i love you, but thats tha hardest part so im giveing you all i have to give to you..... i give my heart
Spider Bite (part 5)
Spider Update!!     Well it’s been a little while and I have been making progress with Mr. Spidey, as to what his issue is with me. It has taken a lot of attention and patience to get him to come around but I think its working. Most people at this point would have just ended his life, but like I told you before, I am not that guy. I don’t judge people, nor arachnids; I have faith in the greater good of all living things. It just takes time and patience to figure out what it really is that causes good things to go bad. This guy has allot of brawn; I wonder how much brain he has. So far what I have figured out is that he is smart, and creative. I left a box of spider crayons, and pencils, along with a notebook and drawing pad in his jar so he could entertain himself whilst he huff and puff about his new living arrangement. To my surprise he's quite the artist! I have never before seen multiple extensions of a being, create art before my eyes, and let me tell you, it&
Spider Bite (part 4) a decision has to be made.... first let me start of by telling you whats happening....   there i was.... minding my own business... i just got out of the shower, it was quiet refreshing after a workday that lasted well over 16 hours, i was tired, i was sore, and weak from the physical demands of my job... see i have a situation with my back that prevents me from enjoying my youth to its fullest, and sudden jerks and sporadic movements puts me in a near paralyzed state. this was the how mister spider fuck greeted me with just last night!... in a confident strut to my closet, dripping wet from this amazing shower well deserved in closure of my strenuous work effort, i almost got he-bitch spidey slapped by the notorious Mr. trying to kill me till I'm dead, bite everything that walks, thinks he's mister bad ass cause hes got advanced weapons of destruction... had i not attended spider sensitivity 101 shortly after my first encounter, i think i would have kicked that bit
Spider Bite (part 3)
spider update... it disappoints me to have to tell you this......:(i didn't get him.......i am sorry....i believe he had the upper hand.after all he is a nature.he is born with the sense of destruction...and was equipped with weapons of death, provided thankfully I'm sure by his ancestors...lucky bastard...he knows the highways and byways of my floor, the walls, and has probably entertained himself by parading around on my clothes and flesh whilst i intensely test the integrity of my superior oblique muscles and of course my inferior oblique muscles, and numerous others as my deep dark...slumber....moving on....i have giving you my word on this matter and i intend to keep night turns into day, and days turn into weeks, the actuality of a potential encounter diminishes as well,but i have faith...and a strong will to achieve my goals...this is a dawning of the age of...oops...damn song...where was i....oh will not be let will have closu
Spider Bite (part1)
i think its only fair that i get to meet this infamous spider.... come to find out there was some things left by a past roommate and i had promised to tend to them while he was absent...and i kept my word, for this i get rewarded by this fuck ass spider....biting my foot. there was a heated argument over the necessities of the possessions left behind however i had to keep my ground and fight for my doing so i proceeded to house or store these items in my room for safe keeping's....little did i know what was about to transpire.... there i was minding my own business and along came a spider.... wow!~ that sounds like a children's night-time story.... however, i assure this is not . I DAVID PRESCOTT hear by swear i will get revenge on this ill mannered, heartless, unappreciative social misfit of a spider, and we will stand before each other again, and i shall judge him. this is not me folks, i do not judge people nor animals, insects, amphibians, or even arachnids...
Spider Bite (part 2)
AWE SNAP!...I FOUND MY SPIDER!!!!!! People...Let me tell you...right now were in the middle of the biggest small spider search this generation has ever exausted...i don't have a lot of time...i haven't caught him yet,however he as been spotted...and currently under heavy survelience...check it out...i had a web cam but cant find it so I'll keep posting and make sure everyone is up to date, play by play, man this is exciting....can you feel it people....pulse racing, sweat beading, anticipation generating an insatiable appetence for judgment day...gotta go for now, I've got him cornered in the ...well he unfortunately has two corners to hide in but i saw him go to the wall and dip out to the left, giving him 12 feet to crawl between the carpet and the wall, Lil bastard knew that was the way i couldn't see his entire escape root...times like this i wish i didn't have a frickin desk that wrapped 3 walls... i cant even move part of it out of the way, the design complicate
Easy Choice, Hard Decision
Easy Choice, Hard Decision We are all faced with difficult decisions in our lives where a choice must be made for better or for worse. Many battle with career choices, how to spread out their next pay check, which mansion they want to buy, cat or dog or both, a dozen kids or none, even Pepsi or Coke. For a little known number of us, the most difficult decision we will ever face is between drugs and love. Some will read this and think it's a simple decision, choose joy over artificial joy, but for those with parallel experiences to mine know that it's hard to decide even though we know what we should do. Love is a wonderful thing, don't get me wrong, but your favorite high can be just as good as any lover. The problem with our drugs that we try not to face is that they will not be there when we run out of money (or good friends) whereas a good woman (or man) could stick it out through tough times and maybe even be your "sugar mamma" for a while. A lover can make you feel better when y
Im Tired
I'm tired of putting shoes and socks on, tired of drinking cups of teaTired of eating eggs for breakfast, tired of you and tired of meI'm tired of getting up in the morning, tired of going to bed at nightTired of being asleep in darkness, tired of being awake in light An' I'm tired of shirts and tired of trousers, isn't there something else I can wear?Tired of brushing my teeth each morning, tired of endlessly combing my hairAn' I'm tired of listening to music an records, tired of a couple of beers at the barTired of closing the door behind me, tired of putting gas in the car An' I'm tired of sitting, tired of standing, tired of leaning up against wallsI'm tired of walking, tired of talking, tired of doing nothing at allI'm tired of now and then washing the laundry, tired of trips to the grocery storeTired of putting my nose to the grindstone, tired of getting my foot in the door An' I'm tired of being suspicious of strangers, tired of being suspicious of friendsTired of hoping that
Natural Love
exaggerate the green blood in grass the music of leaves scraping space multiply the stillness by one sound, by one syllable of your name to rest to rest with my mouth upon yours, as somewhere a star falls the earth takes it softly, in natural love... exactly as we take each other.
Heaven And Hell
Work with me on this one.. OK... Here's how it all went down... See in this life we are...well ill save that for another blog... OK.. Seriously...kind of, I would like to say for the record, I believe in god and all that fun stuff, but just for kicks I thought of the beginning of time, evolution, religion, heaven and hell and I was thinking... how far off would this thought be... OK. We have God, and we have the Devil. my thoughts were, God is a man, the Devil is a woman. See they lived happily together in harmony till Ms.God started complaining about who knows what, all the power in the world, everything handed to her on a silver home doing what gods do...and probably pissing and moaning about Gods "complex"...or just your typical stirr crazy situation... Maybe complaining about how he never has time for her, always up, taking care of everyone elses needs but hers... So God was like..."Don't make me curse you woman, I am will obey me! I am needed
Childhood Lost
understand me, that's all i ask comfort me when i am in pain, lift my chin when i feel ashamed realize the emotions that i claim realize that they can't be cast away but you couldn't do that.   feel me that's all i want realize the person that i am don't focus on the bad don't turn your back and don't start an attack yet you ignore my touch   love me that's what i cry come to my games, be proud of me don't be indifferent to my pleas see the person i want to be and shape me with your expertise yet you make me want to die   listen to me, what i say hear about the things i enjoy don't treat my words like a ploy i don't mean to interrupt or annoy my life's not a game, I'm not a toy. yet you orchestrate me in your play   see me, look into my soul see me for what i am not some rebellious sham look from where i stand look at me like I'm a man but you eyes are distant and cold   when i leave, miss me dear a crushed childhood
You Tell Me?
I wrap my hands around her throat, choking out her breath, eyes rolling back in her head, clawing at my skin, now i know its not my fault.           she was asking for it.
so sick i am so i am i am sick, so disease i spread not noticeable at first different you be, even if not known sick, so i am, i wish to spread disrupt what is pure and taught you only know what is preached year after year there is no right there is no wrong only popular opinion sick am i or sick are you?
Grip Your Faith
you don't even see how fast the ball moves   speed time up to past   the plastic groves round smooths us around   chance to lose us inside trust   damn wild vines of impermanent permanence   too soon bitter taste too late vane with waste   grip your faith
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply!Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories.Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teethHaving nice sex burnes 358 calories.Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories.Take off her clotheswith her consent.........................12 calwithout......................187 calTake off her BraWith two hands..........................8 calWith one hand.........................12 calWith mouth.............................85 calPut on Protectionhard ........................... 6 calsoft..........................315 calForeplayLooking for target...................8 calFinding
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My Playground
My playground isnt the typical playground. Not in any sense of the word. My playground has blonde hair, and deep blue eyes, that can and does capture the soul. A girl can drown in those eyes. He has the body that a girl wants to caress. starting with his silky soft hair. she runs her fingers through the strands. loving the feel of them.  A handsome face,  that she cant stop staring at, lusious lips.. that beg for her kisses.. little bites here and there.. along the jaw.. she kisses him passionatly. Her tongue playing a sensual game with his. she deepens the kiss.. while unbuttoning each button his shirt.. slowl
When "i" Becomes "i"
purrrrrr   I have spent so much time and energy on my submissive side that I had forgotten how much I enjoy feeding the Dominant side. I am, after all, as much a sadist as I am a masochist.   I attended a party last night allowing my inner "steve" out. (big smile) I enjoyed needle play as the piercer for a change. I had the pleasure of introducing it to a few curious bottoms. More than that, I enjoyed a surprisingly aggressive scene with a heavy bottom. At the suggestion of a friend we negotiated some play and I must say was tons of fun! To my surprise this lovely TV bottom took one hell of beating. After over an hour of flogging, clamps, CBT, paddles, crops, bare handed spanking, biting and body blows we both relaxed in the afterglow sub/top space. Counting games, begging, the panting whispers and encouraged cries of "More please, Ma'am".....Ma'am, it had been a while since I heard such sweet words (with the exception of precious who still calls me Mistress).   "I" will alway
This Promise
This promise is solid, And these words I speak are true, I want you to know I love you, And will always be there for you. Life for me has been funny, Throwing me twists and turns. Never knowing what to expect, From around that next curve. When you came into my life, That road started to straighten out, Things became more normal. And I knew without a doubt. You were the one for me, Making my life full of love, My heart full of joy, Its like we fit like a glove. The lucky woman I am, To have found you by chance, You made everything feel better, With just your smile and glance. Thank you for everything, Helping me find that true road, Im hoping you will join me, As lifes treasures unfold.

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