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when I was a kid

I cut myself hard

grab the knife 

enjoyed the moment on my hand

when I was sixteen

I studied hard

wanna be found

read the story in my book 

when I was twenty

I played around

fuck them all

smoke everything I can get

when I was thirty

I breath hard

time is lost

maybe I'm already dead

long time ago when I was a kid