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Leavin....
IM GONNA MAKE THIS SHORT AND SIMPLE.... I NO LONGER WISH TO BE APART OF THE PUSSYCAT PLAYMATES....IF IM ON UR LIST AND U WISH TO KEEP ME THERE THEN THAT IS GREAT BUT DUE DO RECENT EVENTS THAT IM JUST NOW LEARNIN ABOUT. I NO LONGER WISH TO BE AFFILATED WITH THE PERSON OR PERSONS WHO WUD DO SUCH TRIFFLING AND HURTFUL THING TO ANUTHA MEMBER! IF THATS WHUT BEING A FAM MEANS TO SUM OF U....I DONT WANT ANY PART OF IT! HOPEFULLY SOME OF U WILL KEEP IN TOUCH BUT IF NOT THEN THATS COOL TOO...YALL BE EAZY!

Alzheimer's Test
This Alzheimer's Test was developed as a mental age assessment by the School of Psychiatry at Harvard University. Take your time and see if you can read each line aloud without a mistake. The average person over 40 years of age cannot do it! 1. This is this cat. 2. This is is cat. 3. This is how cat. 4. This is to cat.

Down Raters And Haters
first the only number that means anything is 10,for guys and gals y do u keep marking nsfw,ur messin it up for the rest of us. if ur on a page and u dont want to look at these pix,then turn ur computer off and go find ur crayons and coloring book and have fun. remember try to stay inside the lines.

No
This is just to clarify a few things have been ask lately . So here is your answer guys no i 'm not going to show my tits to you just because you ask NO if i want you to see i'll let ya know . Will i add you to my family just because someone is paying a bling for every 5 women you get to add you to there family NO i only add people to my family when i want to! I go out of my was sometimes to help people out but i'm not taking up my family with wasted space that space is reserved for people i want there hense the phrase family! And for those who seam to thank this is a real bar NO it's not if it were those of you who have shouted when you going to show me your tits and those of you who have said can i see your tits and p***y whould have been told to F**k off and die or go to hell by now ! Yes I know I sound like a bitch! I love all my friends and family and will always help anyone who needs it . So morel of the story is treat people the way you want to be treated . This does not apply t

Seems A Missing Idea
Well not sure where to start or even where to begin, not really had the urge to sit down and write or even really put things down. Which seems not really like me, well me from before, but guess things change. I know as people get older and life goes on things happen. But can anyone truly ever be what they were before? I think I know to a point everyone’s true self will always be there, but with how life is and how people can be, it can sometimes easily be seen but not for what it is. Not always sure why things happen, or why people do what they do. But main thing is that I know that no matter how I am or things may seem. I would like to always try to look at the lighter side of things. I know I do not always share that view, but all in all I do really want that point. I can even say not just for me, but for those around me that I can, are ones I hold close as friends or whatever the situation calls for. I know that I have made mistakes, but I also have to say that for fact that

No Clue
No Clue Most men have no clue when it comes to women...We're not that complicated...Don't worry...this is not going to be one of those male bashing blogs that you men dread and that most women will agree with...It's actually going to give you men a little insight as to how simple we women really are.... I've only met a couple of men in my life that really understand a way to a womans heart...No...it's not through your wallet....However..flowers are nice...and much appreciated... :) I say it all the time..."You can catch more flies with honey"...Now break that down...Be nice...be a gentleman...be curtious...respectful and by all means...stop with the "Oh the things I could do to you crap right off the bat....Be patient...Your penis isn't going anywhere... I was chatting with a friend last night while at work...I don't work with him...However we dated wayyyyyyyyyy back in the day...And have still remained friends....As always...and I think for the most part it's just become sort of

My Laoptop
I havent been around lately as much as i want to be cause my laptop has been down. as soon as i get it fixed i will be back on. i get on when i can use someone elses computer but thats not very often. i love all of you and please dont stop showing me love.....i return it as much as possible.

Incoherent Ramblings#2
As I walk along I wonder, What is it all for? I just can't help, but ponder, Why life is always, A closed door? ----------------------------------------------- We spend our time, in futility. Seeking things we'll Never find. Especially when there, are those among us, With eternally closed minds. ----------------------------------------- They lock themselves away. scared to let anything in. afraid of what they do not know, afraid to comprehend. ----------------------------------- All they seek is happiness. as with all of us, it's true. But what they cannot comprehend.......... is.. all they have, to do... is open up their mind and heart, And let the right one through. But their fear it does rule them And they hide, tight in their shell. Locking themselves away, Inside a self created hell. ------------------------------------------------------- They will not feel, us out here,

Day After Surgery!
Got at the hospital around 6 something in the morning, they had me in a room before going back into the holding area untill it was time to get the surgery done. Really thought that I was going to freak out however I took it better than what I had expected, things went very well from what the doctor told John & my Mother cause I was so out of it that I was an still unable to remember much of what had happen although I'm paying for it today, my back hurts from where they put the spinal block and my pussy is killing me from the sleeve they had to place in there for the interal treatments, anyways just thought I'd let ya'll know what I came out o.k.... An hopefully I will be back up and be able to talk with my lovely friends... Kisses & Huggesss!!!

I May Have Lost...
I might have lost a good friend after some other "friend" told her I was talking about her to her. Let me state for anyone here that I am not that way. I do not take this site so seriously that I would compromise real friendship for some stupid website. Anyone who actually knows me will attest to that. Again I am here mainly to waste time and if I meet somebody REAL then it is a bonus. There are a few. I bling anyone who asks and who doesnt ask in order to help them level plus it helps me level since I don't ask for stuff like that. That is usually ANYONE who asks because it is something to do. As far as a true friend I am me. Feel free to get to know me but I will draw the line at anyone messing with my friends here and elsewhere. I will NEVER talk shit about ANYONE here. It is a waste of my time. I don't know who the person is. If I find out I will block them like the Great Wall of China. I thought I had met someone who I could really connect with. I will not change

Help Me Lvl Please Bling Auto 11 Anything Rates Fan Add
DJBARTABCome show him some luv and help him lvlClick on his pic and boom your on his profile!!!! (repost of original by 'SoLo *DJ @ Exit to Exile*' on '2009-04-14 07:23:30')

Help Her!
Come help littlemel0220 with her first contest! Rate her picture, comment (bomb her with comments!) and rate the host (Domonic) profile too! 5 credit bling given to the most creative comment at the end of the contest by Domonic too! Thanks! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2373265&albumid=1615626&i=3340937731

Remy+suicide=dead Bitch
I know that this wont mean much because you probly hate me but im sorry...suicide is something that you dont joke about. you know that i am trying not to kill myself. thanks for doing the one thing that you said you would never do...witch is hurt me. you can say you was jokeing but you wernt......just by the shit you was saying. thanks alot for puttin me in a deeper deppression.....and i know killing myself over some guy is stupid but im lost right now. i know i got alot of issues and i know i fuck up alot but does that make me a bad person. thanks to all the people who had helped me last night tat ment alot to me. not many people will sit there and talk to me for hours..most people are like fuck you and ignore me.. mcl to all my homie

If I Died
If I Died Who would cry If I died who would cry not one tear do I want shed cry for myself when I'm dead you see I lived my life like I wanted no regrets no remorse I had my fun and I've rode in the sun lied on the beach with waves rolling over me when I die just put me in the ground cover my face, cross my arms and put the lid on don't cry for me don't shed a tear just roll a joint and have a beer

Friendship
"""Sweet words are easy to say,Sweet things are easy 2 buy,But sweet people are difficult to findLife ends when U stop dreaming,Hope ends when U stop believing,Love ends when U stop caring,Friendship ends when U stop sharing.So share this with whom ever U consider a friend.To love without condition,To talk without intention,To give without reason,And to care without expectation is the heart of a true friend...Forward this to all the people whom U consider as your true friend.Life is short, Break the rules,Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly,Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably,And never regret anything that made you smile.""""

A Poem For The Day
She was older and should have been wiser She had words to intoxicate and I was… Her muse, she said and she penned Awash in the ugly morning light A pale dolphin sleek firm strong playful tossing bed coverings as if erupting from beneath the waves in all directions pillows spray and your mocking merry eyes dance rainbows… she wrote I was sex in old ripped jeans stalking cat quiet over hard wood floors a dangerous delinquent with a dancers grace wild untamed… but I was still young and ego filled my desires to fill her with needs and wants and then I left after tempting her with dreams sipped over wine on sun warmed

In Your Eyes
Do you know the night seems so right when you are near Like the moon and its rays beaming our path clearThe sweet winds blow a rythem that flows with our hearts so we dance we sway with ecstasy and dip to pleasurable partsWe stand still in time though our bodies are covered in sultry blissI relish every kiss the slightest touch of your skin brushing against mine feels like The ultimate sinBecause I don't think such joy is meant to be felt on earth I don't think that God him self seen it at our birth LIke the original Adam and Eve Life is not as what other perceiveIts more than this moment of carnal lust a subtle embrace of endless love I

(ed)
It’s all I have to bring today It’s all I have to bring today –This, and my heart beside –This, and my heart, and all the fields –And all the meadows wide –Be sure you count – should I forgetSome one the sum could tell –This, and my heart, and all the BeesWhich in the Clover dwell. Emily Dickinson

(ws)
Shakespeares 91. Sonett Some glory in their birth, some in their skill,Some in their wealth, some in their body's force,Some in their garments though new-fangled ill;Some in their hawks and hounds, some in their horse; And every humour hath his adjunct pleasure,Wherein it finds a joy above the rest:But these particulars are not my measure,All these I better in one general best. Thy love is better than high birth to me,Richer than wealth, prouder than garments' cost,Of more delight than hawks and horses be;And having thee, of all men's pride I boast: Wretched in this alone, that thou mayst takeAll this away, and me most wretched make. W. Shakespeare

Getting Serious....
Getting serious.....I am getting serious about becoming a disciple...I will pay for rates 10K/100 rates and 15K/Bomb....If you have any questions please PM me...and thank you in advance for your time...PM for pay...Randomly blinging...Have a great week

De La Hoya Retired From Boxing
Oscar De La Hoya, the face of boxing for his generation and a dominating force in the ring who now promotes the sport, announced Tuesday at a downtown Los Angeles news conference that he is retiring as an active fighter.The charismatic “Golden Boy,” 36, ends his career with 10 world titles in six weight classes, with the broadest fan base of any fighter in the United States and as one of the two biggest money makers ever in the sport with Mike Tyson.He also transcended boxing, becoming one of the most recognizable figures in popular culture. He is particularly popular among Mexican-Americans, having grown up in a predominately Latino neighborhood in East Los Angeles.His movie-star looks and charming personality have made him a favorite of women, who swoon when he makes public appearances and have been drawn to boxing in unprecedented numbers.De La Hoya entered the public consciousness when he won the U.S.’ only gold medal at the 1992 Olympics in Barcelona, Spain. He d

Serendipity And The Playboy Mansion
It's crazy how things happen. I was planning on attending a charity event at the mansion in June to network with wealthy philanthropists for our Rock The Troops tour which will benefit charities for wounded soldiers and their families. Easter Sunday I visit my friend's myspace to wish her holiday greetings and she had a large advertisment for Stars and Stripes, a charity benefit for the Wounded Warrior Project, same place, same cost but a month early. It's serendipity and even better, I might get the write up of the event published in Military Times Magazine!

Until Tomorrow
Until tomorrow I'll swallow my pride Until tomorrow I'll hhide all my sorrow inside Until tomorrow I'll deal with the lies Until tomorrow I'll grow shorter in size Until tomorrow when all has been said and done Until tomorrow I'll know lif's battle, I never won Until tomorrow when life's end is at hand Until tomorrow just burry me deep beneith the golden sand Until tomorrow I have taken all I could take Until tomorrow I'll know my life was a mistake.

Cuffs
My son is very much into playing Police and SWAT. In fact, for his birthday he went to the Police museum. He came home with a Police badge and hand cuffs. One of the neighborhood boys saw them and said, "those don't look real". My son said, "how do you know what the real ones look like?" He said, "cuz my mom has some". True story. I will never be able to look at my neighbor the same.Just thought I'd share that with you.

Silent Lucidity
Hush now, don't you cry wipe away the teardrop from your eye. Yo're lying safe in bed It was all a bad dream spinning in your head. Your mind tricked you to feel the pain of someone close to you leaving the game of life. So here it is, another chance wide awake you face the day. Your dream is over.... or has it jus begun. Theres a place I like to hide a doorway that I run through in the night Relax child, you were there But only didn't realize it and you were scared It's a place where you will learn To face your fears, retrace the years And ride the whims of your mind. Commanding in another world Suddenly, you hear and see This magic new dimention. I will be watching over you I am gonna help you see it through I will protect you in the night I am smiling next to you.... in silent lutidity If you open your mind for me You won't rely on open eyes to see The walls you built within come tumbling down and a new world will begin. Living twice at once you learn you

Photo Police
I am so freaking sick of the "Fu-photo-police" having nothing better to do than to look at my default pics and report them as NSFW, I could spit nails! Why do these people do this juvenile crap? Do they have no lives? I really think the powers that be should get it together and stop the communist little pr*cks from playing God with other peoples choice in pictures!

And.....name Crap, Lol.
Your Name's Power is Fulfillment Your name's power is that it helps you be fulfilled. Your name conveys both a strong-willed and hard-working approach. People who meet you can't help but think you are attractive. You try to live your life with action and satisfaction. What's Your Name's Power?

Color Crap
The Part of You That No One Sees is Detached You are aloof, mysterious, and distant. People feel like they really don't know the true you... Yet they're still drawn to you, almost by magnetic force. Underneath it all, you don't even really feel like you know yourself. It's easier to put on a front than really think about your life's purpose. You tend to seem pretentious, but it's just a mechanism you use to push people away. What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Have You Been To Radio Storm
OK LETS BREAK IT DOWN BEEN IN FUBAR 1 YEAR ITS HAS BEEN A GREAT TIME I HAVE MET SOME MANY PEOPLE AND NOT TO MENTION ALL THE GREAT LOUNGES WE HAVE HERE.. MOST OF ALL SUPPORTING OTHER LOUNGES IS THE KEY TO BEING A GREAT FAMILY.. AS YOU KNOW RADIO STORM HAS GREAT DJS AND MOST OF ALL GREAT ATMOSPHERE TO CHILL IN SO IF YOU LIKE TO STOP IN AND SEE WHAT WE HAVE THEN BE OUR GUEST.. I HOPE YOU TAKE THE TIME TO AT LEAST CHECK OUT THESE WONDERFUL DJS I HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED TO HAVE.. YOU ALL ROCK AND MOST OF ALL THE FANS SUPPORT IS THE KEY TO US DOING WELL.. HUGS AND BEST WISHES TO THOSE THAT DROP IN AND HEAR OUR TUNES.. SINCERELY DJ STORMIE OWNER OF RADIO STORM http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=59077

The Truth And Nothing But The Truth
whts up ladies this yo boy webbie74, my real name is johnny and you can see my pics on mocospace.com on there my name is johnny7414@mocospace,com or on myspace jst search my name. any way im here and im new to this site. im a black male 29 years of age and im from natchez mississippi, but i live in nashville tennessse now, im very fun and cool to kick it with, i just keep it real and dont be with all the bull and games, im looking for some one to jst be real with me. im looking for down to earth people to kick it with. im real ass they get, to know that u gotta know me and knw wht im about. so any one like wht they jst read hit me up and we will go from there. anything else you can jst ask.

I Never Even Lost My Touch
evil_biznatch (Online) United States April 14, 2009 @ 10:33 am #101 of 139 -- evil_biznatch said: omg u people make me so f*****g sick, i cant believe i even asked. of course u dont know all the details but u just assume all the way down the fucking road and be a bunch of evil pricks and cunts. i hope u all get crabs. Phat in the Hat™: Jedi Master said: i should be good on not getting crabs as long as i don't sleep with your slutty friend evil_biznatch said: go pluck ur eyebrows & maybe try to be less fat and ugly then u may have a slim chance of getting a crackwhore to sleep with u and give u the crabs. For her information I'm in very good shape aaaaaaaannnd I got a metrosexual style kit for Easter so HAHAHAHA bitch. I still got it. ^5

Beckett Suspended For 6 Games By Mlb
Beckett suspended for 6 games by MLB April 14, 2009 NEW YORK --Boston pitcher Josh Beckett has been suspended for six games and fined by Major League Baseball, which determined he intentionally threw a pitch near the head of the Los Angeles Angels' Bobby Abreu last week. Beckett also was cited for "aggressive actions" after the pitch that led to the benches clearing Sunday, according to Bob Watson, vice president for discipline in the commissioner's office. If Beckett appeals, any penalties would be delayed until after a hearing. Angels hitting coach Mickey Hatcher was suspended for one game and fined, and he was to serve the penalty Tuesday night. In addition, Watson fined Angels manager Mike Scioscia and players Torii Hunter and Justin Speier.

Delightful...
Getting my phone tomorrow. La de da. No more minute phone bullshit. I feel like an amazing person today. I have been helping so many people lately. And being thanked because you made some one's day that much easier. Is an overwhelmingly happy feeling. When they say, "Trisha I need you, I've had the most fucked up day." And I talk to them, give them my advice. Then at the end of the conversation, they say," I feel so much better, thank you." Because I tell them like it is, I tell them things even if they don't want to hear them. It's like I'm the only person who does that in their lives. I even call them out on their faults. And then they can take it in, reflect on it. And self heal. All I know is at the end of the day... .. I helped bring someone's smile back.

How I Feel
EVRY DAY IS A SPECIAL DAY WHEN U THOUGHT U HAVE SOME ONE IN UR LIFE THEN THE NEXT MIN THERE GONE.THE PAST FEW YEARS HAS BEEN RUFF FOR ME BUT IF I DIDN'T HAVE MY BEST FRIEND TO HELP ME THROUGHT WITH IT I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE. SHE HAS TOLD ME TO LISION TO MY HEART AND FOLOW IT AND I KNOW THAT SOME OF THE DECISION I HAVE MADE IT WASN'T BECAUSE I WAS AFRIAD OF MOVING FORWORD AND I THINK I AM NOW TO SEE WHAT IT WILL TAKE ME AND FIND A LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT WILL MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE SOME DAY .THERE IS SOME ONE THAT I LIKE BUT I KNOW THAT THIS MIGHT NOT WORK BUT I KNOW I WILL KNOW WHEN IT WILL HIT ME IN MY GUT LOL. WELL ALSO THERE HAS BEEN ALOT OF THING HAS HAPPEN TO ME IN LAST FEW MONTHS IN MY LIFE AS HEATH WIZE BUT SOME WHEN I THINK OF IT ITR SCARE ME BUT I HAVE TO FACE IT HEAD ON AND MY BEST FRIEND KNOW HOW I FEEL AND I CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE BEEN THOUGHT BOTH OF US BEEN THOUGH ALOT SOMETIMES KNOW WHAT WE THINK BEFORE SAYING IT I WILL BE HER ANGEL ALWAYS

Add Ons Addendum
Bouncers! Ha Ha. Sorry but I have to laugh. Are bouncers just bots? Or not? Seems like everytime I log onto my fubar, I click on a person to check them out, and only rate 2 pics before...BANG! Fubar Bouncer Busted. Now I have to type in numbers and letters and submit this just to be able to rate 2 more before...BANG! I say let us rate as much as we want to unless you're scanning my computer and find out that all I am is a bot. DAMN, didn't know that. now I'l have to go back and change my profile telling how I grew up with a toaster for a mother and my dad was a vacuum cleaner.

Divorce Pt. 2
Today I went to meet with a lawyer and I got the divorce process started. I got the paperwork and filled it out. The only thing stopping the divorce from being finalized, is getting the proper signitures notarized. Hopefully this will be done by friday. As soon as the paperwork is turned into the courts, and the date has been set, I will be a free man. Stay tuned for further details. As soon as I find out when the divorce will be finalized, there is a huge party planned. If you guys want more info, let me know. The more at the party the merrier!!!!!

Expired
Tuesday 4/14/09 9 PM EST AUTO'S ON: RULES FOR PAYOUT: 1. WOULD PREFER ALL PICS RATED DURING HH2. WHEN DONE SEND ME PM WITH THE FOLLOWING: a. Subject: # pics rated NO PM = NO PAY NO SHOUT BOX YOU WILL GET PAID ONCE I VERIFY YOUR RATES. I WORK FOR A LIVING SO GIVE ME A FEW DAYSNO CHEATING: LAST OF ALL LETS LEVEL UP TOGETHERTHANK YOU

Little Angels
When God calls little children,To dwell with him above.We mortals sometimes question,The wisdom of his love..For no heartache compares withThe death of one small childWho does so much to make our worldSeem wonderful, and mild..Perhaps God tires of callingThe aged to his fold,And so he picks a rosebud,Before it can grow old..God knows how much we need them,And so he takes but few,To make the land of HeavenMore beautiful to view..Believing this is difficultStill, somehow we must try,The saddest word mankind knowsWill always be "Goodbye"..So when a little child departs,We who are left behindMust realize, God loves children..Angels are hard to find.

Thoughts And Observances...
Remember, this is all my opinion and doesn't really apply to anyone but me... When I first heard about this site, I thought it would be a cool place to hang out, meet some friendly people and generally have fun. For the most part it has been just that except for one small problem. Every now and then, you run into someone who wants to be your "friend", they fan, rate and add you and then, once you accept that add, you find out they Have NSFW pics on thier page. I don't mind that at all, to be honest..in fact, I like NSFW pics. The thing that gets me is when you are then told that to see these pics, you must use your credit card(which i don't have and don't want) to buy this person a "bling pack , or some other "real" gift. I'm not saying these pics wouldn't be worth the money, but in my situation, I just don't have money to spare. Free enterprise is a wonderful thing, I just can't partake. I have a subscription to Playboy, and the whole internet to look at those kinds of pictu

Mom. Done!
“Mom. Done!” So our son Jeffrey said when he heard the buzzer go off on our oven last night to indicate that the burrito meat had finished cooking! They are getting to be quite perceptive; this morning after breakfast our daughter came in the kitchen wearing her Easter dress (which she saw when Martha was home with them and I had to run an errand) and Martha took the opportunity while I was doing the dishes to clean out our large silverware drawer with her. I got introduced to a pickle grabber, one utensil shaped like a long hypodermic needle with a retractable grabber than can pick up a small food item (one really funky tool from Pampered Chef, I recall) and joked with Sarah as she and my wife were loading the bag on utensils we don’t use anymore that we were going to eat them. “No we’re not, Daddy!” Water levels are actually starting to fall throughout the state, but almost all of North Dakota is under a flood watch! For the last week and a

The Kind Of Fool Makes!!!
The Kind of Fool Love Makes Lyrics:Anyone can read the signOr the writing on the wallIt's all right there to seeExcept someone like meWho can't see the truth at allIt takes a special kind of foolTo stand out in the rainSomewhere in betweenNothing left to loseNothing to be gained[Chorus] What kind of fool does it takeTo go on loving aloneLike there's some answer in the ruinsSome silver lining to be foundAn even bigger fool might thinkThat you would care if my heart breaksBefore the time that I admitI'm just the kind of fool love makesA wiser one would seeNothing's gonna changeThere's a time for giving upA time for letting goTo learn from our mistakeBut I keep holding onto hopeIn spite of everything I knowWhat kind of fool does it takeTo go on loving aloneLike there's some answer in this ruinSome silver lining to be foundIt takes a bigger fool to thinkThat the dawn will never breakOn this day that I admitI'm just the kind of fool love makesOn this day that I admitI'm just the kind of foo

Any Ideas About What To Do?
ok i am trying to get my car paid off real quick like with in the next 2 months and in order for me to do that i have to find a place to stay where i have no bills....i had asked a relative but they said no..which i already knew it was going to be no cuz they don't want me to leave...IM LEAVING 1 WAY OR ANOTHER!! anyway, i was looking up camp grounds close to where i live so i can continue to go to work and stuff but omg they are so expensive......i might as well stay in the house im living in.....anyway if anyone has any ideas please leave a comment i really need some ideas ty and if you are wondering where i am leaving to it is back to florida but need my car to do it.

Evil Empire? Orly? #4
Robert Whiting, an elderly gentleman of 83, arrived in Paris by plane. At French Customs, he took a few minutes to locate his passport in his carry on. 'You have been to France before, monsieur?' the Customs officer asked sarcastically. Mr. Whiting admitted that he had been to France previously. 'Then you should know enough to have your passport ready.' The American said,' The last time I was here, I didn't have to show it.' "Impossible. Americans always have to show your passports on arrival in France!' The American senior gave the Frenchman a long hard look. Then he quietly explained, "'Well, when I came ashore at Omaha Beach on D-Day in 1944 to help liberate this country, I couldn't find a single Frenchmen to show a passport to.' You could have heard a pin drop

Evil Empire? Orly? #3
A U.S. Navy Admiral was attending a naval conference that included Admirals from the U.S., English, Canadian, Australian and French Navies. At a cocktail reception, he found himself standing with a large group of Officers that included personnel from most of those countries. Everyone was chatting away in English as they sipped their drinks, but a French Admiral suddenly complained that, whereas Europeans learn many languages, Americans learn only English.' He then asked, 'Why is it that we always have to speak English in these conferences rather than speaking French?' Without hesitating, the American Admiral replied 'Maybe it's because the Brits, Canadians, Aussies and Americans arranged it so you wouldn't have to speak German.' You could have heard a pin drop

Evil Empire? Orly? #2
There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break, one of the French engineers came back into the room saying, 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the Tsunami victims. What does he intend to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals on board that can treat several hundred people; they are nuclear- powered and can supply emergency electrical power to shore facilities; they have three cafeterias with the capacity to feed 3,000 people three meals a day, they can produce several thousand gallons of fresh water from sea water each day, and they carry half a dozen helicopters for use in transporting victims and injured to and from their flight deck.' 'We have 11 such ships; how many does France have?' You could have heard a pin drop..

Evil Empire? Orly?
When in England, at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of 'Empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' You could have heard a pin drop.

Dumb, Dumb, Dumb
I just leasrned a new lesson today. Don't fall asleep with a cherry Ludens cough drop in your mouth when you have long hair. It is not very nice to wake up and have your hair matted to your face AND the pillow with a tiny piece of the cough drop in your ear. I hate learning things the hard way.

Chapter 21
Chapter 21 Chris and Kerry arrive at Chris’ parents home in Marrero around two o’clock. As Chris goes through the house, with Kerry close in tow, they get the bedrooms ready for their guests who should be arriving soon. The weather in South Louisiana is so unpredictable. It should be cold but instead it is warm out today. The house has been closed up for a few days so Chris turns on the AC unit to cool it down. As Kerry takes an impersonal tour on her own she wanders out onto the patio in back and discovers the hot tub. “Chris, why don’t we take a quick dip before Matt and Nancy get here? That drive has me all tensed up.” Tempted by her idea, Chris agrees, “Not a bad idea. Let me check the water temp and turn on the jets. It’s sad to say, but I don’t think my parents even use this thing anymore.” Kerry offers, “You go do that and I will toss these duffel bags into a room somewhere to get them out of the way. Your

New Home, New Life
Made it here to Alaska. I was worried about it since I had never flown. Things are looking better already up here. I am loving it so far. Now all I need are more friends in the area. I hate being lonely when everyone is either at work or at school.

25 Random Things About Me
1. values ar loyalty honor and respect 2. love my bikes 3. love the chopper the best i built it. 4. i hate the color green. dont care why i just do. bad for an Irishman lol. 5. i am a ass hole 6. i care about people even when i am being a ass hole 7. i hate being the boss at work 8. i am not good at balance 9. if things are good in life i will fuck it up. just to amuse myself (i may be a little sick LOL) 10. i have won trophys for every bike i built 11. i dont care about spelling or gramer 12. i have a hard time with talking about me 13. i think i am beter than some people 14. sometimes i have a low opinion of me 15. i dont think i am atractive 16. realy i dont find any GUY atractive lol 17. i am a verry average person 18. i think the best thing i have ever done is raise my kids 19. i say what i think even if it is hurtfull 20. i refuse to lie about small things that way i dont get in the habit of lying 21. my fav color is blood red 22. i am streaching to find thin

The Capture
As she sat there in the front of her car shaken and in tears, Cassie wondered how it was that after all these years the memories of her childhood could invade her mind and heart so readily today. 37 years had past. Yet they could be triggered so easily. Standing in the photography studio, trying to do something positive for herself she froze as he put his hands on her. The memories flooded back paralyzing her just as it had 37 years ago when her stepfather had put his hands on her. Here again she was that little girl. Vulnerable and afraid even to speak. How is it that the same scene could be replayed over and over. Were all men just pigs or was it that she had somehow put herself in positions so that she could replay and again punish herself for her “sins.” As she came to her senses, in tears and fled from the studio leaving the photographer confused and more than a little frightened by her reactions to him, Cassie drove home shaken and angry not only at

Island Dreamz
*My~IsLaNd~DrEaMz* You are the reason people believe in love.You can be the stars at night the twinkle and the gorgeous sight.The clear blue sea is calling me back to my island home Sun and surf, place of my fathers birth beckons to where I roam I can feel the salt hitting my face as the breeze flows through my hair A calypso tune plays in my head and it seems like I am there A barefoot walk I am taking strolling along the shore My dinner is a gift from the ocean no need to ask for more This simple life I would love to live, my remaining days by the sea The only thing that would make it more perfect is if you were living this life with me So come into my dreams tonight and let me show you the way To the sun and surf and paradise where there is no work and all play Can you hear the music beckoning you to our paradise in the sea And smell the salt in the air calling us home, you and me So come into my dreams tonight and away to the warmth and the sun We will sail on an island

Omg Help Me!
Help me to feel. Help me to understand. help me to cope with what lies ahead of me on this treterous path we call life! I am so confused about what my very existance in this world is-After 4 years my ex boyfriend who I was totally in love with hunts me down-tells me there is nothing better in life than me-and that he wants me back! WOW... What am I suppose to do with that-the guy Im with now and have been with for three years also loves me. Dear Lord-am I making a mistake in wanting to feel again-in wanting to have a good time again-in feeling secure and not ashamed? I am so so so so confused! I hate being me and with the way this world is today, this is not a good thing...I need advice! ADVICE ADVICE ADVICE ADVICE!!!!

Warning: These Product Labels May Cause You To Double Over With Laughter
Warning: These Product Labels May Cause You to Double Over With Laughter Tuesday, April 14, 2009 FOXNews.com Children's Dimetapp is designed for kids between the ages of 6-12 years old ... #story .gallery_container p.caption{display:none !important;} #story .gallery_container p.strut{color:#000;} Children's Dimetapp is designed for kids between the ages of 6-12 years old ... Danger! Caution! Alert! It seems like everywhere you turn there’s a new list of things you shouldn't be doing. From the machine that makes your coffee first thing in the morning to the alarm clock you set when you go to bed, just about every product you use on a daily basis comes with a list of ways not to use it. Experts say the abundance of warnings on packages leads people to skip reading them altogether. But if you haven't been reading your warning labels lately, you don't know what you're missing. Did you know that you're not supposed to use birthd

Attention All Dj's
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Q &a Ala Jen!
LASTLast beverage: it 2 pm... cappuchinoLast phone call: BLast instant message: PandaLast song you listened to: Its raining men ( goes with the text lol)Last time you cried: last nightHAVE YOU EVERDated someone twice: yeah Been cheated on: yeaKissed someone & regretted it: omg yesLost someone special: Yes, quite a few..IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:Fallen out of love: yeaLaughed until you cried: yeaMet someone who changed your life: hrmmFound out someone was talking about you: oh im sure they do trick is do i care?Kissed anyone on your top friends? dont have top friends but possibly 1 on my friends list yesHow many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? real life?? oh outside fo the computer.. a fewHow many kids do you want to have: what? 4 isnt enough??? LOLDo you have any pets: well if you ask them they are human but yes 2 dogs & 2 fishDo you want to change your name? yep What time did you wake up today? 630What were you doing at midnight last night? i was passed out coldName

4/14/09: I Have A Dream.....
I may not be be as profound, inspirational, or world-changing as Dr. Martin Luther King, but like him, I did have a dream today. I had a dream that I was in a reality show-style contest. I was in a competition to get to a certain destination, and the winner who got there first was given $250,000. This must have originated from the fact that I watched I Love Money 2 last night, but that's beside the point. Some of the other contestants were driving cars, but I was riding a bike. And the destination was someplace that I knew how to get to. I just had to get there first somehow. I remember (and the details of the dream are fading as I type this) that when the race started, I was using my knowledge of the area I was in (which was a weird mix between the place I live now and the place I grew up) and I was pedaling like crazy, because there were people depending on me to win that race. Winning that money would get me out of debt and help out a couple of people close to me, so I pushed mys

The Buzzard, The Bat & The Bummblebee
THE BUZZARD, THE BAT & THE BUMMBLEBEEThe Buzzard:If you put a buzzard in a pen that is 6 feet by 8 feet and is entirely openat the top, the bird, in spite of its ability to fly, will be an absoluteprisoner. The reason is that a buzzard always begins a flight from theground with a run of 10 to 12 feet. Without space to run, as is its habit,it will not even attempt to fly, but will remain a prisoner for life in asmall jail with no top.The Bat:The ordinary bat that flies around at night, a remarkable nimble creature inthe air, cannot take off from a level place. If it is placed on the flooror flat ground, all it can do is shuffle about helplessly and, no doubt,painfully, until it reaches some slight elevation from which it can throwitself into the air. Then, at once, it takes off like a flash.The Bumblebee:A bumblebee, if dropped into an open tumbler, will be there until it dies,unless it is taken out. It never sees the means of escape at the top, butpersists in trying to fin

To Watch An Angel
The winds of thor are blowing cold, but the beauty of an angel could warm the soul. To watch an angel sore in the sky, is truly the greastet beauty to see with your eyes. Because thay are free and true, just like my heart is for you!

25 Random Things About Me!
I would like ot see 25 random things about you :) please let me know if you plan to post 25 yourself .... 1. half my friends dont even know my real hair color2. Im a gamer ( yeah i know call me a dork already)3. Ithink my dogs are the coolest things in the world4. I dislike human beings in general5. I own 6 Cujo jerseys but never met the man in person :)6. I scare random males for being able to carry on a conversation about hockey 7. I find #6 hilarious as hell and do it often8.When I grow up I wanna be sane9. it'll never happen ( youve met my family you understand)10.im allergic to morphine11.my cellphone goes EVERYWHERE with me 12.I have a weakness for impossible men (hence #11)13. Iwrite (not well mind you but hey)14.I am so not a morning person15. I hate the color orange & im not sure why16.There is no less than 12 different *flavors* of lotion sitting on my dresser17. i *drink like a guy* ( according t o my boss) LOL18. my family says I have a type (see #12)19. Id rather read th

You
Let me know you, let me hold you, let me make love to you, let me show you your all that matter to me. Shine your light all over me. Your the one i dream of, the one i been waiting for. The one i could spend my life with, and never want nothing more.

Baby I Want You!
Let me feel the wonder of all of you, baby take me high up on the hill side, high up were the stallion meets the sun. I could love you , build my world around you, never leave you till my life is done. Baby i want you!

The Human Spirit
I have only recently become a fan of the TV show Extreme Home Makeover.I always thought the show just went around and picked people who neededhome repairs done.Boy was I wrong! The older episodes come on CMTevery day.Almost each one is a family who has had some form of tragedyhappen to them (which is why they need help).I cry every day when Iwatch it.Most people ask me why I watch it if it's sad and makes mecry? Well..because even though it's sad, it ends happy..or bittersweetat times. It feels cleansing.The show I watched today wasbittersweet..a dying mans wish was granted..and he literally passedwithin days of seeing his dream come true.Sadly he never made it outof the hospital to actually see the home that was built for his family.But he was awake and aware that it was being done.His wife said thathe would live on in the house long after his passing..his spirit wouldbe there. And she didn't mean as ghost spirit..but the essence of him.As I sat on the floor glued to the TV tears made

Missing You All!!
First let me say Happy Easter! I hope everyone had a great time this past weekend. I was down in CA and went to Medival times. Last time I've been there was when I was 11 years old. I wanted to say hello to all and when you get a chance you should stop by and check out my website..Tell me what you think of it... I been checking messaages and comments here on fubar at least every other day. Thank you for all sweet, kind comments. I love them. Take care because I care, XoXoXo Lori G www.modellorig.com

Pimpouts: Would You Rather
So I happen to be behind the Angel Pimpout ability here on the fu.. I've been linked to a couple bulletins and a mum where some users are really upset over the *recipient* limitation being set to 3 and I thought that I would take a second and address it to let you guys know that your concerns aren't fallling on deaf ears. The limitation isn't to stick it to you guys. The fact is you have to consider that there is a finite amount of room in our online user bar up there. Every 5 minutes we swap out pimped users and you can probably do some math and figure out how many pimpouts are possible in a day. With an increasing number of people reaching level 28 and choosing Angel I thought limiting the recipients would be the least arguable short term solution to this problem. The other solution being that we make the pimpout time less than 5 minutes OR we can let the approximate wait time back up to well over an hour during prime time. Your thoughts on Pimpouts? -eric

How To Get Added To My Family
My family spots are limited to 25. If you'd like to be added to family, you're asking me to give someone the boot in order to add you. Read the "about me" in my profile for more info on being added to my family.

50 Years Ago.....
The husband leans over and asks his wife, 'Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you.' 'Yes', she says, 'I remember it well.' 'OK,' he says, 'How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?' 'Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!' A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them. The elderly couple walk s haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks. Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old m

3 Wishes
Three men - a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden and a Texan - are all working together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. 'I will give each one of you one wish, which is three wishes in total', says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada ' POOF! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever fertile for farming. Osama was amazed, so he said, 'I want a wall around Afghanistan , Palestine , Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Americans or Canadians, can come in our precious land.' POOF! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Texan says, 'I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall.' The Genie explains, 'Well, it's about 5,000 feet high, 500 feet thick and completely surrounds the countries. Nothing can get in or out; it's virtually impenetrable.' The Texan sits down, cracks a beer, smiles, a

Weekend Trip To The Raptor Center
Late, but here it is. Adam and I went to the Raptor Center this weekend, and got out in nature for the first time together. It was great! I always prefer to be around trees instead of concrete, and it was great to experience it together. Another thing that we have in common is the fact that we both love being outside. I love climbing around on the rocks, hiking and breathing in more fresh air than you can find here in town. We went around and saw the birds first, and then made our way down to the lake and climbed the rocks around the lake. We found some great fossils, but unfortunately I forgot the few that I was going to bring home. (Oh well, I can find even more the next time I go!) Then, I started to take pictures. So, we made our way back around the cages and down to the bird watching station. Not only did we see some pretty birds, but saw a momma deer and two babies. Deer are such pretty creatures. The pictures that I took are in my albums, have a look!

Irish Logic
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. "You disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me - a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce!" And Paddy (for it was he) replied "Hang on just a minute luv, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead", she sobbed , "but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And Paddy began - "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thing devoured them in moments. Since she needed a g

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside

The Gay Flight Attendant
My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone In a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I out rank you. Tray-up, Bitch."

4/13/09 Celldweller Blog
Today is one of those days. Ya know, the ones where you feel like you worked all day but you don't actually know if you accomplished anything? Oh right, that's every day. I can tell you one thing I DID get accomplished: I successfully exported 60 remix stems from "So Long Sentiment" (The only finished song from "Wish Upon a Blackstar" to date.) Why would I prepare remix stems so soon? There are a few reasons, but the most pressing is so I could get them to Toksin so he can get working on a remix. If you haven't heard his stuff, then you need to. He'll be doing the first Official remix for "Remixed Upon a Blackstar.""Wait, what?!?!"Oh, right - I haven't told you about that yet. Forget I mentioned it - go check out Toksin.-- -- -- --I've been promising for awhile to post details regarding the release of "Wish Upon a Blackstar." I only announced the title of the album last month. I finally decided how I'm going to release the album right around the time I announced the name of album to yo

Pancakes
> >>> Brenda and Steve took their six-year-old son > to the doctor. > >>> With some hesitation, they explained that > although their little > >>> angel appeared to be in good health, they > were concerned about > >>> his rather small penis. > >>> After examining the child, the doctor > confidently declared, 'Just > >>> feed him pancakes. That should solve the > problem.' > >>> The next morning when the boy arrived at > breakfast, there was a > >>> large stack of warm pancakes in the middle of > the table. > >>> 'Gee, Mom,' he exclaimed. 'For > me?' > >>> 'Just take two,' Brenda replied. > 'The rest are for your father.'

Sex
> >>> The mother of a 17-year-old girl was > concerned that her daughter was > >>> having sex. > >>> Worried the girl might become pregnant and > adversely impact the > >>> family's status, she consulted the family > doctor. > >>> The doctor told her that teenagers today were > very willful and any > >>> attempt to stop the girl would > probably result in rebellion. He then > >>> told her to arrange for her daughter to be put > on birth control and > >>> until then, talk to her and give her a box of > condoms. > >>> Later that evening, as her daughter was > preparing for a date, the > >>> woman told her about the situation and > handed her a box > >>> of condoms. > >>> The girl burst out laughing and reached over > to hug her mother > >>> saying: > >>> 'Oh Mom! You don't have to worry > about that! I'm dating Susan!'

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club.A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker-function and begins to talk.Everyone else in the room stops to listen.MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. I can hardly hear you..........are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I'm at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000.Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure......go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2009 models.I saw one I really liked" MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing ...The house I wanted last year is back on the market.They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it.. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand. It's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK.I'll see you later! I love you so much!!" MAN: "Bye! I

Just Been Thinking About Somethings So Here It Is
just wanted to let you all know that ppl suck!!!! and im finished with trusting anyone or trying to give my heart to anyone its not going to happen anymore and no i dont want any comments on this cus this is how i feel and i really could care less about comments or rates i was here for friends but now im thinking its time to end this site for good cus this site isnt worth it .. i finally got my life the way i want it and i dont spend as much time on here or on the computer even so yay me !!!

Funny Story
An Amish boy and his father were visiting a nearby mall. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny silver walls that moved apart and back together again by themselves. The lad asked, "What is this, father?" The father, having never seen an elevator, responded, "I have no idea what it is." While the boy and his father were watching wide-eyed, an old lady in a wheelchair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched as small circles lit up above the walls. The walls opened up again and a beautiful twenty-four-year-old woman stepped out. The father looked at his son anxiously and said, "Go get your mother."

Wheres My Outlaws1%
l Looking for Baddest, most Hardcore not afraid of Anyone! Male/ Female I miss all my Biker family back /Southern Northern parts states wish you Loving / fighting crazy Shit and out law baddest parties M.J. M.C. OUTLAW VP..Hit me up your my Heart. M.C.OUTLAW M P.ICEMAN MY SOUL LUV U TOO Peace out family Your Diamondgirl in Rougue

Ugh
i hate dirty old men. you look like my grandfather and tell me you wanna cum all over my face and tits. that's fucking disgusting. then tell me i'm the half naked bitch well fuck you just cause i'm half naked doesn't mean you can talk to me like that. i'm a human not a blow up doll. and no where on here do you see naked pics so if anything i'm a tease but only on here cause i feel the only one that should see me naked is my guy. i hope your dick rots off.....

Being Sick
I hate being sick. I feel like I have been sick forever. With most people, they get and recover from a flu/cold in about 10 days. With me, it is about 15 days because my immune system is weaker. It is weaker because I was born with a severe heart condition that required two open-heart surgeries before I was a year old. Knowing all this, I try to prevent getting colds/flu by taking a multi-vitamin, exercising about 2-3 times a week and washing my hand hundreds of times a day. My current cold wouldn't be so bad if it didn't make my body so sore. The sneezing and coughing isn't too bad. My head doesn't really hurt as much as I feel like I can't concentrate my mind on things for very long.

Biggest Lie
Two boys were arguing when the teacher entered the room. The teacher says, "Why are you arguing?" One boy answers, "We found a ten dollar bill and decided to give it to whoever tells the biggest lie." "You should be ashamed of yourselves," said the teacher, "When I was your age I didn't even know what a lie was." The boys gave the ten dollars to the teacher.

Marijuana
Today's modern "War on Drugs" is less than a war on "drugs", and more of a war on the plant, Cannabis sativa. Cannabis sativa, more commonly known as marijuana, or "pot", is an annual flowering crop, used for medicinal, industrial, and recreational purposes for thousands of years; however, it is this function ability which contributes to the debate of it's legalization. The chemical property in Marijuana that produces the controversial "high" is called delta- 9- tetrahydrocanna binol, or for short THC. (NIDA) Marijuana's physical properties, such as when grown for the use of hemp, are incredibly useful -- more durable than cotton, more plentiful than timber, and hydrocarbons capable of producing a wide range of alternative fuels.(Facts About Hemp) Beginning in the 1930s, racism against Mexicans and African- Americans, and the threat of hemp's potentially large market made marijuana a prime suspect of criminalization . Wealthy individuals pushed their agenda, with the right connections,

How To Be A Overcomer Of Evil
THE INSIDIOUS ATTACK OF THE ENEMIES OF OUR SOUL In bringing this message the Holy Spirit emphasized the word "insidious" to such a degree that it seemed necessary to investigate the underlying meanings of the word. "Insidious" is from the Latin insidiosus, and is a derivative of insidiae meaning "ambush". According to Merriam-Webster, it embodies the idea of "awaiting a chance to entrap," "harmful but enticing," "having a gradual and cumulative effect." It also conveys the idea of a progression like a disease that develops so gradually as to be well established before becoming apparent. The attack of the enemy is "insidious," therefore, you must be diligent to "Watch over your heart with all diligence, For from it flow the springs of life" (Proverbs 4:23). Our soul has two great enemies, "self" (our flesh or sin nature) and the powers and principalities of this world (Satan and his evil forces). Together these two enemies have mounted a never ending assault upon the life of Christ

A Virtuous Cycle
The Ripple Effect In a world of six billion people, it’s easy to believe that the only way to initiate profound transformation is to take extreme action. Each of us, however, carries within us the capacity to change the world in small ways for better or worse. Everything we do and think affects the people in our lives, and their reactions in turn affect others. As the effect of a seemingly insignificant word passes from person to person, its impact grows and can become a source of great joy, inspiration, anxiety, or pain. Your thoughts and actions are like stones dropped into still waters, causing ripples to spread and expand as they move outward. The impact you have on the world is greater than you could ever imagine, and the choices you make can have far-reaching consequences. You can use the ripple effect to make a positive difference and spread waves of kindness that will wash over the world. Should the opportunity arise, the recipient of a good deed will likely feel comp

Friends
I have a ton of friends that I never hear from. So. I"m writing this to let yall know that it's nothing personal, but i'm going to be going thru my friends list this week and deleting the people who I dont hear from. For those that I keep thank you for taking the time to get to know me. ~Rosemary

Only A Vampire Can Love You Forever
His body is hard as stoneAnd his touch is cold as ice.His voice is smooth as velvet.His thirst is his only vice.Vampires don't exist.That's what I've been told.But Edward never changes.He never will grow old.His family is kindthough unconventional at best.They consider me one of themthough I am not one yet.I deem myself unfitfor the love that he bestows.I still have no ideawhy it was me, he chose.His immortal kiss is coming.Better late than never.But I know this fact is true,only a vampire can love you forever.

Edward Says Goodbye To Bella
My heart stopped beating decades ago, But on this bitter night it shall break.If I could cry, oh how these tears would spill.The brown eyed girl, my love she did take.Dancing from my mouth, words I did not mean.My mind screams "I love you," but it is time to flee.Our hopeless bond could mean the end of her life, The lion & the lamb were not meant to be.Her back pressed to the forest, I continue my goodbye."Of course I'll always love you... In a way,""I've let this go on much too long."Lies burning in my throat & so painful to say.She does not argue as her stomach turns in knots,I shoot her one last glance before I seal the wound.The rain pours upon us, concealing her cries,My silent screams destroy me, beneath the pale new moon.

My Letter To Nicole
of all the things I have said and done nothing in my life compares to the day you came into my life and told me that you love me. My life was only about me, me, me now it is about you, you, you. One day I hope our dreams will come true, the day it becomes about us, us, us. I know I have never done anything in my life that would make me worthy of your love, even now I have done things to upset you and make you cry. Each time you have forgiven me. Each time you have have told me you love me still. Every time I hear those words I stop and think of how wonderful you truely are, My one dream above all is to make you proud of me, proud to say that I am yours and you are mine. I love you more then anything. You are the light that brightens my days and the fire that warms my soul.

Love It!
leathernroses.com Words echo through these walls Images flash infront of me Blood running hot Heart pounding Nothing can satisfy the urges Feeling the pain I try to cry out Yet blocked from doing so Heat stings my flesh Tears falling down my face The animal within claws Yearns to be free These ropes bind me Leaving me exposed to your gaze What can I do? Moments seem to turn to years Pain becoming pleasure My spirit soaring high Muffled cries for more My submission Becoming eminent Nerves on fire My body begging for release Yet it comes swiftly And powerfully I cry out Tears falling faster Moans turn to sobs Its all over My mind floating to the surface A smile on my face I realize It’s only the beginning.

Stuff That Sucks...
now i am not trying to step on toes or piss people off but ya know what sucks.... I love fubar hanging out on here and stuff but it seems like you have to have money on here to be good friends with anyone.... I am just sayin..... I am by no means super rich nor will i ever be, but it'd be nice if twenty million people didn't want things that cost like all kinds of money who has the kind of money half the stuff costs... anyways just wanted to get that off my chest I am almost better now.. I have been really pissed off at the world lately and if this blog comes off the wrong way oh well.. I am sorry.

Help A Rainbow & A Freak!... Do It Now And Do It Good!
OK ... HERE WE GO AGAiN iTS CONTEST TiME RATE AND COMMENT BOMB MY PiC AS MUCH AS U CAN CLiCK ON THE PiC BELOW AND START ALSO... WE STiLL NEED HELP TO COMMENT BOMB ~FREAK~ CLICK ON HER PiC AS WELL AND LEAVE AS MUCH COMMENTS AS U CAN

One Rate For My Sexy Wifey Please?!?!?!
Look who is up for auction..... Steffy!!! Could you PLEASE Copy & Paste the following URL into your browser and rate the pic? (Fu's new blog composer won't let me link to the auction pic.) We would really appreciate it!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&i=2201073849&albumid=1620851 And if you think you can handle winning this sexy chick - make a bid. Make it a good one cause she is worth it!!! Thank you so much!!! §ŦΣƒƒ¥ @ fubar Hard 2 Handle ~ Steffy's & La*La's FuWife~ @ fubar ****PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG****

What's Next
Change.It's always been who I am. I grew up in an unstable home with one parent in the military, and the other dealing with mental issues from a very traumatic childhood. Things were never stable, and one moment's respite was quickly swept away in another moment's tragedy.In and out of foster homes, group homes and the like, moving across the country or even the globe. I was never in one place for long, sometimes I'd find myself back in a familiar place, but it was rare and never for long. Nothing was ever lasting, nothing stayed. I found myself withdrawn in those things that I couldn't be taken away from. Books, video games, toys, withdrawn in myself. My 2 brothers and sister were there for me often, but not always, sometimes I wouldn't see them for weeks, months. Not to mention I was the oldest, with my father consumed by the army and my mother mentally unfit (for a long while, until they were able to finally figure out and treat her illness) I was the authoritarian figure.

Best Ever Blonde Joke?
BEST EVER BLONDE JOKE?A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, 'Please come over here and help me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get started.' Her boyfriend asks, 'What is it supposed to be when it's finished?' The blonde says, 'According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster.' Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over the table. He studies the pieces for a moment, looks at the box, then turns to her and says, 'First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster.' He takes her hand and says, 'Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a nice cup of tea, and then ..' he said with a deep sigh, . .. . . . .. . 'Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box.'

Root Of Evil
Money it can destroy all that is pure and good. It starts off as a helpful tool buy things that are useful. Then it can have mankind turn to greed, lust for it, kill for it the color of the dollar no longer green. There lays the seduction of the paper and coin making people do unspeakable things just to hold it in there grasp. Working honestly, brown nosing, shaking your ass, wishing for a sugar mama or daddy will only lead to saddness leave that mind binder alone. Being poor is the way to go because in the end poor people have the best relationships, connections, love, family, laughs, down to earth, these are the things that make us rich not that paper or coin that be lost in a blink of an eye. Remember money can be helpful but the lust, greed, love of it can always does destroy you from the inside out! SilverMoonWolf 4-14-09

4/14/09 Fluffy Starr Blog
New Vlog: "The Contender" This weekend has been very busy. Filled with social activities pretty much every day. Sooooooo tired now. But I have a very busy couple weeks coming as well. Hope you all had a great Easter holiday. I, for one, am sick of chocolate! The unspeakable has finally happened... So there was a running shoe sale on Saturday, and slightly hungover, I woke up and went, and came home with some very cute white and pink (magenta) running shoes. They're cute! And they're functional. First, the chocolate. And now this? What is going on? (No, I will not be giving up high heels entirely. I'll still be torturing myself for the sake of vanity. Because I'm so smart that way.) My camera has a few silly vlogs. One as senseless and random as the next. Here is the newest! The Contender. (Excuse my fake Russian accent at one point. But you really can't say Smirnoff without it. Nope! Just you try...) And if you are underage, don't drink, m'kay? (Not until you're a big girl or bo

I Just Dont Get It, Seriously!!!
When I heard about hubbys company having to do the work share program, my heart dropped and I felt sick to my stomach. I wondered, how in the hell are we gonna meet our bills now! But my oldest son was still working and he pitches in so I felt some what better. Now hes place is laying them off for a day here two days there etc. And his pay will suck as well. I am sick with worry and I dont know how we are gonna make ends meet. I fear like so many of you, what will we do if we lose our home and all that we have got over the years. I have tried hard to speak to hubby and oldest son about my concerns and the only dam response is..." we are still working arent we?" Well erm yes but barely and the days you dont work means the money isnt gonna be enough to keep us going. They both look at me as if I am speaking a different lanuage or something. Neither one seems to show any concern at the prospects of losing all we have. So I ask you, what is it I am not getting here?

Auto 11's
Want Auto 11's!?!?!?I'm auctioning off a Auto 11Come by and place ur bidThe auction will run from April 13th tonight through April 20th 9pm ESTThe highest bid will win the Auto 11Remember any cash bids are better then fubucks. No DramaSerious bidders only.Bids start at 250,000Good Luck

*sigh* And It Begins...
my astros arent off to a very good start!! i went to see them on the 8th...my jinx continues!! we lost 11-6 that day...blah...i should just stay outta minute maid park..lol..then they might have a chance. *sigh*

Early Mornin'
How did you get one of your scars?i was stabbed...kidding um got bit by a damn miniature pinscher!How are you feeling at this moment?sick as a fucking dog and so in loveHow did your night go last night?didnt go very well tossed and turned in bed, my body hurtsHow did you do in high school?i did good when i went to classHow did you get the shirt you're wearing?Bought itHow often do you see ur best friend?not enoughHow much money did you spend last month?hell if i knowHow old do you want to be when you get married?ugh i already got married but i wont count that, umm so i'll say within the next year or so hopefully(h)How old will you be at your next birthday?28NINE WHAT'S:What did you do last weekend?spent it with my baby babyWhat would you rather be doing?right now i'd like to be in bed...once again i feel like shitWhat did you last cry over?my mom being upsetWhats the most important thing you look for in a significant other?TruthWhat are you worried about?Nothing Right nowWhat did you h

Where I've Been.
Man I know it's been a long time since I've been on here but I got real good reasons! My life really got changed around not to long ago. I got in a very bad car accident a few months back. The other driver came into my lane and we hit head on both going around 40 mph or so. I broke a rib, my nose, cut up my lips and face and moved a vertebrae in my back. The cop said I moved the steering wheel 4 inchs forward with my face and chest and I WAS wearing a seat belt. The impact in the front was so hard that it crushed the roof down and the floor up and bent the truck behind the cab. I've been in physical therapy and all that great stuff now there telling me that the pain will be there in my back unless I get shots in my spine or surgury. I told them I'll be fine and I'll just keep going the way I always did!

7,012 Woman I've Met On The Internet Since 2003 And Not A Single One I Dated
Yes, as hard as it is to beleive, I have talked with 7,012 different woman on the internet stemming from July, 2003 when I got my first computer and not a single one exept the druggie Christine 'Too much to dream / Lips like morphine' [Yes she is on morphine] I actualy saw, met or dated for more than a day. Simpy put, I just don't know how to accknowledge, keep, interest or even ask out a woman. Alot of them already were in a relationship or were/ are mommas.

:)
*Best Friends* I´ll always be beside youuntil the very endwiping all your tears awaybeing your BEST FRIENDI´ll smile when you smile and feel all the pain you doand if you cry a single tearI promise I´ll cry too!!!

How Much Does A Miracle Cost?
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "

Charles House Sr.
He had a good long life. Born in 1924, he was the next youngest of 6 children born to Charles and Goldena House. He hardly knew his dad who left the home to find work when grandpa was only 4 years old. His mother raised him and his 5 siblings by herself, so he had a particularly hard childhood. Being a child of the Great Depression he was always concerned with money and saving as much as possible. His own mother once told him he was born 50 years old. He and my grandma were married in July of 1946, nearly 63 years, something I cannot comprehend as that is nearly 2 lifetimes for me. They had 3 children, my mom, Janice in 1950, my uncle Chuck (Charles Edward Junior) in 1953, and my aunt Debbie in 1957. He worked at numerous bakeries around Kansas City for 40 years. He never smoked, drank, or overindulged in salt or red meat. Probably the reason he outlived many of his coworkers. He lived a good life. He was 84 years old, about 12 years past the average age for men of his generation. He

Wow...
So things have been a little strange for me lately. I haven't been around here much, but I think I found a new house, and if all goes well, I will be moving into it probably next month! School is going well, I'm still passing all my classes:) I kind of hit it off with a guy. Things are looking pretty good in that aspect. Work is fun, my boss is trying to get me promoted! I sell Pampered Chef too, and thats been going pretty well. I recruited a friend last month, which means I got a raise, and now I'm a "senior consultant." Things have really seemed to turn around over the last month or so. Everybody, pray for me that I get this house though! I really want it!

Indiana People ??
Anyone in the central Indiana area (Kokomo/Peru to be more precise) that has tried or wants to try the Dom/sub lifestyle or role play. Dominate male here always looking to chat with others that share a little kink.

Coping With Reality
if i was on top of a mountain and screamed your name would you hear would you care if i told you that i loved you would you believe me if i could stop feeling would you let me would you care if i did what if i sent you flowers everyday would you care what if i sent you messages of love would you read them would you reply what if i went away forever would you notice what would you say if you did would you say i am being selfish or would you see that i actually love you but this is my thoughts my reality and your not a part of it and thats what i cope with each moment of each day but i dont know how so i will no longer think or feel anymore i am gonna shut down my emotions until i can deal with them again so this is how i cope do you care do you even notice am i a part of your thoughts yet you are a part of mine haunting me everyday and night but in reality i cant turn myself off so i am stuck with feelings that are a part of me but that is reality

Careless Whisper
you guys know me and my songs this one hits the heart SEETHER Careless Whisper I feel so unsureAs I take your hand and lead you to the dance floorAs the music diesSomething in your eyesCalls to mind a silver screneAnd all of the sad goodbyesI'm never going to dance againThese guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendA wasted chance that I've been givenSo I'm never going to dance again...The way I danced with youOhhTime can never mendThe careless whispers of a good friendTo the heart and mindIgnorants is kindTheres no comfort in the truthPain is all you'll findI'm never going to dance againThese guilty feet have got no rhythmThough it's easy to pretendI know you're not a foolI should have known better than to cheat a friendA wasted chance that I've been givenSo I'm never going to dance again...The way I danced with youOhhTonight the music seems so loudI wish that we could lose this crowdMaybe i

Pedifile Profile
PEDOPHILES....There is a class of individuals who prey on children sexually. They are known as pedophiles. Pedophiles will go to great lengths to gain access to children. Pedophiles have volunteered at church youth groups, worked as camp counselors, coached youth athletic teams and more. Though the number of pedophiles is unknown, from the amount of pedophile-oriented pornographic material on the internet it can only be assumed that there are more pedophiles than current estimates suggest. An individual does not necessarily have to molest children to be diagnosed a pedophile. The term is a medical diagnosis applied to adults who have these abnormal sexual desires and urges."Single mothers are particularly vulnerable to the designs of the pedophile. This person will offer to be a friend to the child participating in sports, taking on hiking trips, etc. The mother, anxious for the children to have a male image, often readily goes along with these offers from 'such a nice person.' The fix

End Of Week 4
end of week 4... 16 to goThe corparte love fest starts this week. They are going to pick on the quility of the food. thankfully i only make the salads and have no control over anything.Well corparte is gone... after changing everything. I think they just wanted to go on a vacation and decided to pick on us this time. The last few days of the the week they went off the boat to eat and left early.Made it off the boat again. This time in Nawilliwilli. And it rained again, like every time i get off. some nice small shopping centers here and of course the ever present walmart. at least they supply shuttles to everywhere.

More Books I Have Enjoyed Reading
Child and Adolescent Development A Behavioral Systems Approach Gary Novak, Martha Pelaez -------------------------------------------------------------- The Psychologist's Book of Self-Tests Louis Janda, Ph. D. --------------------------------------------------------------- Sniffy the Virtual Rat (a virtual laboratory) Tom Alloway, Greg Wilson, Jeff Graham, Lester Krames (yes I still play with the program lol ) -------------------------------------------------------------------- Educating Exceptional Children Samue

Childish Rate Game
I use to get pissed off at the children on this site. Yes I said children cause they have no concept of acting like adults. But now personally I think they are a flippin joke, I wonder how they actually function outside the web. Do they really act just as pathetic, rude, and lame? Do they go down the street with their friends laughing and judging others appearance as well ? Do they mouth off at a compleat stranger and expect just being told off ? I would hardly think so but hey, I have been wrong before. I think its sad into days world that people teenagers and up to my age cant seem to reach adulthood. They have no dam respect for any one and I am betting not even for them selfs. They pic names on here with sexual induendos, and then piss and moan when they are the brunt of someones lame ass attempt to be funny. They go around picking on peoples profiles ratting them a 1 and thinking, oh isnt that funny that person is gonna be upset and tell me so. Sorry little

A Loving Master
I didn't write this but it is GOOD GOOD GOOD!!!! Some is even better One of the main factors, for me in feeling truly Owned is to be constantly reminded throughout the day of Master's control. These reminders can be subtle or really obtrusive. The more often a slave is reminded of her submission, the deeper it becomes....and the more fulfilling. So here are some ideas You might want to try... And no matter what rules You decide to make Your own, please....be consistent. If You are unwilling to take the time to enforce the rules You make, then there may as well be no rules at all. There is nothing in the world that will make a slave feel less loved than to have a Master/Mistress who ignores her transgressions and does not exert Their Dominance. Have her wear slave bells. The constant soft jingling of the bells is soothing and a certain reminder of her submission. When she has broken a rule, talk to her as You punish....and make her speak in detail about why what she did w

Really Who The Hell Is This Targeting
that has to be the most disturbing commercial that I've ever seen for a kids meal Yes the song is catchy. Yes the King is even creepier. But square asses for a kids meal?!?!?!?!

Why My Heartstings
It's becoming more evident Much more obvious to me I thought much more of you Than you ever thought of me Was this my biggest mistake Letting myself think you cared Was I just your marionette With heartstrings open and bared With me left here still thinking What was false, what was true So puzzling and so complex I’m left to await another clue On my heartstings you played Each left with a loving memory Yet I still have those questions Do you ever think about me I’m wondering why all the intrigue Now why all of this mystery Why am I left here hanging Your the one that holds the key.

Just Insane
Trying to act happy; but the pain is killing me inside Ripping my chest is this some kind of test? I just want to rest but the pain is doing it best Shh, don't try to explane Pain made me already insane just like you

The Past Affecting The Future
"The only man a girl can depend on is her daddy."That line from Grease is one that has resonated with me for years, and it has even affected the way that I approach my relationships. I think this is, because in my case, I didn't even have my own dad to depend on growing up. He dropped out of my life right before my 2nd birthday, (August 7th, 1986) and didn't come back into my life until about two days before my 16th. Fourteen years of absence from my life, and all he could say was, "I always MEANT to call or write, but time just gets away from us." Ten to one, he wouldn't have ever gotten back in contact with me, if it wasn't for the letters that I sent him secretly throughout 6th grade. And, not even then.. had it not been for my former step-mom who happened to find those letters while doing some spring cleaning! I owe it to her for the relationship I have with my father, albeit shaky and off-on as it is. At least I've gotten to meet my two half brothers, and my former step-sisters.

Not A Problem -=- Created By Thully
I have adopted some extremely dear friends of mine recently. I wrote this for SpicyChiliPepper and her daughter Nicole. There's no reason to feel sadWhen you can joke insteadThere's no reason to become angryWhen all you need to do is smileThere's no need to feel aloneWhen all you need to do is callThere's no need to act shyWhen you look into a room it lights upThere's no cause for putting up with assholesWhen programmers made the /ignore commandThere's no cause for stubbornnessWhen you can have a gentle free willThere's no excuse for bad behaviorWhen energy can be used elsewhereThere's no excuse for someone mistreating youWhen you have someone like me to go toI'm here to lend a helping handI'm here to be your friendJust come to me when you need to talkAnd I'll be here 'til the end!

Scary Facts
There are an estimated 77 million kids online today.There are over 40,000 chat rooms where children can meet child predators.Pedophiles lure kids in, with games and establish relationships with them on-line, then arrange to meet face-to-face.75 percent of children are willing to share personal information online about themselves and their family in exchange for goods and/or services. (gifts, free samples, free online games, etc.)Chat rooms and instant/private messages are two main tools pedophiles use to contact children on-line.Online child pornography/child sex exploitation is the most significant crime problem confronting the FBI that involves crimes against children.There is a 100% chance of a child meeting a predator in a chat room.(FBI 2002)Children are reported missing into the FBI computer program system at the rate of:*825,600 kids per year*68,800 kids per month*16,100 kids per week*2,300 kids per day*96 kids per hour*3 kids every 2 minutes*Statistics provided by the Crimes Ag

I Hate Today
so today was horrible. my job sucks. my car sucks. money sucks. i officially hate everything. i am tired, depressed, and alone. if you feel like cheering me up call or text. 281-203-1271. but i dont expect a thing.

The Sh*t List
1. GHOST SHIT. You know you've shitted.There's shit on the toilet paper, but nonein the toilet.2. TEFLON-COATED SHIT. Comes out so slick, clean and easy that youdon't even feel it. No trace of shit on thepaper. You have to look in the toilet to makesure you did something.3. GOOEY-SHIT. This has the consistency of hot tar. You wipeyour arse 12 times and it's still not clean.You end up putting toilet paper in your jocksso that you don't stain them. This kind of shitleaves permanent skid marks in the toilet.4. SECOND THOUGHT SHIT. You're all done wiping, and you're about tostand up when you realise....you've got more.5. POP A VEIN IN YOUR The kind of shit that killed Elvis. It doesn'tFOREHEAD SHIT. come out till you're all sweaty, trembling andpurple from straining so hard.6. WEIGHT WATCHERS You shit so much, you lose several kilos.SHIT.7. RIGHT NOW SHIT. You had better be within 30 seconds of a toilet.You burn rubber getting to the toilet. Usuallyit has its head out before you can get yo

Tears.....
I'm a real good actor This is a heavy roll Our love is a script And you carry total control Like a clown and I've been smiling Whenever people were all around But when the curtain comes down And the circus is through No one is left but me you and all my Tears So many tears and my tears One word could wash them away One word could take the place Uh and baby I just want you looking my eyes I've been crying and girl Can't you see? oh and girl One word could wash them away One word could take the place................

Mental Hospital Phone Menu
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental HospitalPlease select from the following options menu:If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.If you are codependant, please ask someone to press 2 for you.If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6.If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay ontheline so we can trace your call.If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship.If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press.If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway.If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696.If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep.If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9.If you have low self-esteem, please hang

Dopey And The Pope
Dopey and the other six dwarves went on a trip to the Vatican to meet the Pope. When the Pope arrives to greet them, Dopey sidles upto him and says "Excuse me, your holyness. Do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in Rome?"The pope ponders this and then replys "You know what Dopey, I don't believe there are."Dopey looks at him and shuffles from foot to foot uncomfortably. "Well, do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?"The Pope again thinks for a while, but still says "No Dopey, I dont think there are."Dopey starts to look uneasy so he asks in desperation "Are there any dwarf nuns in the whole of the world?"The pope looks him in the eye and replys "No Dopey there isn't! Why are you so consurned with this issue?"Shamefaced Dopey points to the other dwaves that are huddled in the corner, laughing and chanting "Dopey shagged a penguin!"

Cabo Wabo Mas Tequila Cookie Recipe
1 tsp of water1 tsp baking soda1 cup of sugar1 tsp salt1 cup of brown sugar1 tsp lemon juice4 large eggs1 cup nuts2 cups of dried fruit1 bottle CABO WABO Tequila1 Sammy Hagar c.d.Grab your favorite Sammy Hagar c.d. and CRANK THAT FUCKER UUUUP!!!Sample the CABO to check quality.Take a large bowl, check the CABO again, to be sure it is of thehighest quality, pour one level cup and drink.Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffybowl.Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to makesure the CABO is still OK, try another cup ... just in case.Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuckin the cup of dried fruit, Pick the fucking fruit up offa the floor...Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers justpry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the CABO to check fortonsisticity.Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Checkthe CABO WABO. Now shift the lemon juice and strain

Spring Auction...my First One!
Ok...I'm gonna try this again! I'm in my first ever auction!!! YAY! So go check it out and rate my pic and place a bid on me if you want!! xoxoxo Ginger :) (just click the link, cus the button thing doesn't want to work for me for some reason!!!) http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2316619&albumid=1610916&i=459230689&idx=0

The Little Things
The last couple months I have been thinking about all the relationships I have ever been in. I noticed a pattern which I have been working on breaking. I seem to always be the one trying to become closer to the person im with or interested in. I go out of my way to leave the little things all the time to let them know I care. The little notes all over , the texts here and there saying Miss you , thinking of you etc, I realized the men I have been with have never actually gone out of there way to make me feel like they were thinking of me or missed me . To make me feel important to them in some way. I realized this pattern a while back and have put down my foot and stopped what it seemed to be chasing after someone. If I was important to them then they would be texting me , or leving little notes just to let me know they care. I wont get emotionally attached when I think someone isn't intrested enough to think about me , the little things or my emotions.

Hannity, A True Amer...i Mean Asshole.
Of course, what else do I expect from the likes of Hannity and Druggie Limbaugh, but I'll focus on the first mentioned liar today. I think most of us give the vast majority of the credit to the SEALS and the captain for the heroic rescue on Sunday. They are true American heroes and should be celebrated as such by all Americans. We will need more brave actions from our military in the future when facing these cockroaches. That being said, I flipped through the channels today and managed to catch Hannity doing what he does best, lie. He claims that in fact, President Obama had nothing to do with giving the order for the rescue in....in fact, numerous media outlets have reported that he gave the go ahead for the operation on Friday and again on Saturday. Again, the true heroes are the SEALS, the captain and the crew of the ship. I know Hannity and Druggie Limbaugh wanted to point Obama out as being weak on terror, however, when you're proven wrong, and the president gives an order for

This Girl
Im life we over come things everyday. Some challenges are smaller then others but non the less they are all importian. Thought at times we all feel the wear and tare of life we still find the energy to get up and truck on. Though never knowing if the challenges of this day are going to be the ones that brake us down. Everyday is an oppertunity for greatness and though sometimes we cant see it.... It there. Sometimes its staring right back into our faces and it still passes us up. Today I was faced with a decision. I think that I made the right one, but not knowing what would have happened had I done it differently will still be in the back of my mind. I will try not to regret the little things and look forward to the bigger thing. I will never pass up the chace to fall in love even though it may ens badly and someone may end up hurt... Why you ask? There is no felling like the felling of love. The what seems to be indicribable feeling of finding that person that makes your stoach dance

Hhmmmm...
I once again open my self..... and everything i say i mean! with everything i can and will ever be!..... Bue i see dout in you text..... in your words..... why would i say something and not mean it!... Thats just not me..... Do i feel the same way for another! you dare ask me this?.... words that can break a heart.... Whats next?? Do i chase one that douts me?..... ........hhmmmmm

Insight (an Introduction To The Tao Of The Warrior)
Honor is central to warriorship. It's a concept common to all warrior groups, regardless of the cultures in which they formed. Whether you call it Bushido, The Code of Chivalry, or something different, all fighting men and women aspire to ethical codes guiding the manner in which they practice the profession of arms and how they live their lives. Given the moral nature of these codes, they are compatible with most religions and are often mistaken for doctrines of religious origin. However, warrior honor is not based on religion. Warriors aren't honorable because they fear a wrathful god. They are honorbale because it's a practical requirement of their profession. They are honorbale because it's the most powerful way to live. Most of all, warriors are honorable because to be otherwise is cowardly! Whether you are a military member or not, personal honor is just as important. Studying the martial arts makes you stronger than your non-warrior peers, and you're much more

6 Ways To Turn Desire To Gold!
6 ways to turn desire to gold! Current mood: accomplished Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes 1) Fix in your mind the exact amount of money you desire. be definate on the amount. (there is a psycological reason for this.)! 2) Determine exactly what you intend to give in return for the money you desire. (no such reality, "something for nothing")! 3) Establish a definate date when you intend to possess the money you desire. 4) Create a definate plan for carrying out your desire, and begin at once, wheather you are ready or not to put this plan to action. 5) Write out a clear concise statement of the amount of money intend to aquire, name the time limit for it's aquisition. state what you intend to give in return for the money, and describe clearly the plan through which you intend to accumulate it. 6) Read your written statement aloud, twice daily, once just before retiring at night, and once after arising in the morning. as you read- see and feel and believe yourself already in poss

Writing A Book Or Writing A Fantasy
I am currently working on a short story, long story, novel, I don't really know yet. But lets say I am currently working on characters and starting a story I am sure to be quite proud of. Yes it has to do with vampires and yes the little indian girl who meets him is half-white. Its gonna be a good book.

There Is No Judgement Awaiting....
john 3:16 - 21 16 “For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life. 17 God sent his Son into the world not to judge the world, but to save the world through him. 18 “There is no judgment against anyone who believes in him. But anyone who does not believe in him has already been judged for not believing in God’s one and only Son. 19 And the judgment is based on this fact: God’s light came into the world, but people loved the darkness more than the light, for their actions were evil. 20 All who do evil hate the light and refuse to go near it for fear their sins will be exposed. 21 But those who do what is right come to the light so others can see that they are doing what God wants.

Something For The Girls To Think About....
Something for you to fantasize about..... I was home one evening a few weeks ago.. during a storm... I was listening to music to drown out the storm wen i herd a knock at the door... i through on a pair of shorts and ran to the door... i didnt bother lookin through the peephole i just opend the door and to my suprise it was you my newly moved in neighbor....soaked to the bone i offered u inside... your hair was plastered to your face and your nipples prodded a stirring outline in yer top...you explained to me that your power was out and were coming to see if mine was out as well...you told me you were a little cold and asked if you could take a hot shower to relax yourself. I showed u to the bathroom and u closed the door behind you. i heard u turn the water on as i turned to leave...my cock got hard from the fantasies runnin through my mind. i thought about how u looked moving in the other day and how u sunbathed yesterday... the skimpiest bikini i had ever seen and the most beautifu

The Book I Am Still Writing.......
The book I am currently writing.... Chapter 1Stranges in passing... He stared into the empty blackness of the sea thinking that something in his life had to change for the better. He just wasnt content within himsef. As the waves rocked the ship gently about, he began thinking of his mother and how she had talked him into taking this cruise.Itll be, She had said. Maybe youll meet someone special. Youre a nice boy and you need someone to make you smile, instead of being a work-a-holic all the time. She had said with a wink. As he stood alone on the bow looking at the darkness waiting for a sign that life would be better, the sounds of laughter and music played out behind him. The sea reminded him of his life as a reflection of dull stationary existance. He couldnt help feel the tear roll down his cheek as he gazed at the older couple off to his right.Look at them. He thought to himself. As he tried to hold back his sorrows, he took a final pull from his ciggarette and retreived his

Omg Imma Whore
OK, I need your help, I am in a pic rating and comment contest, need all the rates and comments I can get, love me hard everyone!! Copy and paste the link below. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2373265&albumid=1615626&i=3946637721&idx=29

Ambrosia
Hair like a thousand strands of silk warmed by the sun...Eyes like liquid pools of serenety and calmness...Lips like petals blossomed on a newly birthed rose after a summer rain...The sound of her voice as she speaks my name like the voices of a thousand angels singing just for me...Her perfume like the fragrence of lilly and jasmine in a field of Ireland after a fresh morning dew riding on a gentle breeze...If I had 1 wish it would go as follows:I wish I were the man to fly her to Paris if she craved french toast for breakfast... The man to fly her to Italy if she craved pasgetti and meatballs for lunch... The man to fly her to the darkest hills of China if she craved a taste of the exotic for dinner... The man to fly her to deep within Germany if she craved the richest deserts in wich to follow her meal... That would be my 1 wish... As you can see these are just a few ways in wich she fascinates me... For every breath she draws into herself is one breath in wich she takes from me...

A Few Poems I Wrote...
My dark thoughts......SilenceOnly tearsAs I press the bladeAgainst my pale skin RedThe blood flowsFrom the woundsEchoing my inner pain SatisfactionAs I feel the knifeSlicing into meI only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've doneI feel accomplishmentAs I gaze at the marks upon my skin StaresPeople are horrifiedDon't understand whyNeither do I Lord, where are You?If You really do exist,why don't You come out of hiding anddo something about this creature in distress? I am physically weary, I am mentally depressed,I am spiritually defeated.I can't eat, can't sleep.I am like garbage,discarded refuse in the back alley;like yesterday's newspapershuffled around by the wind.I feel like some sort of zombi,some non-entity,some nothing that people,if they acknowledge,would only curse. i often catch myself constantly wondering how you are, sitting alone with my mind set far, reminiscing about your smile, voice and touch...damn this life, i'm missing you too muchi have heard from t

Heaven
I woke up in heaven; just at dawn the sky seemed to have been painted by no less than the hand of God. The clouds glazed across the sky like ocean waves, one after the other. They were soft hazy clouds, and they seemed to have been copper plated. Indeed they shined in copper red orange shades. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth one could see shinning clouds, which seemed to be blazing copper. The sun was coming up in the horizon and in just seconds the copper clouds turned into a gold that was like no earthly gold. This golden clouds shined with no less than the majesty of the sun itself. The sky was blue so deep it almost seemed purple and the trees around me couldn’t be greener. I must be in heaven; nowhere on earth dawn could be this pleasant. It isn't hot nor cold and I just saw shinning clouds turn from copper to gold, and the only sound I hear is birds singing away sweetly. Earth couldn't possibly feel this amazingly good; I must be in heaven. I'm not dead but instead m

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Allow Me
Allow me to be my own person accept me for who I am. Not the person others think I should be. Sometimes I have a lot to say and don't hesitate to say it, but sometimes what I have to say can only be read in my eyes. Understand me my moods and my feelings on days when I’m feeling sunny and on days when there's rain in my heart. I'll never go back on a promise and I will always be there for when you need me. Understand me trust me and the bond between us will be impossible to break.

Wow
This is intense! Do drunk peole actually do this? I think i had my first epilectic fit, which is amazing considering my alcohol intake. Ihope this gets easier, ifeel petarded. Thank you fubar for making me feel stupid. Am i in the right place?

An Apology
as some of you all may have noticed i have not been around for several days....let me start by saying how much ive missed everyone. i have been in and out of the hospital with pnemonia in both lungs. i am very weak, hurts like hell to breath, and just getting up out of bed, my body feels like its ran a marathon. just wanted to let you know that i am going to get back to each and everyone of ya that have left me messages, i promise.

Scatterd Pieces
If my soul were made of glass I'm sure that you would see It's cracked in many places And it's hard to tell it's me The cracks started long ago I can't remember how Perhaps it was my childhood I really don't know now I can't remember younger years No matter how I try But it must have started there When I began to live a lie Drinking parents do confuse Mixed messages all around What's a child suppose to do When hatred does abound They love us when we all behave That's all fine and good But when you start to be yourself They make their rules understood Do as I say; not what I do It's a crazy mixed up place Especially when you're growing up And it's always in your face Do I try to please Or should I run and hide? It really doesn't matter When no one's on your side Too busy parents never listen What's a child to do? They don't know who they really are Am I me.....or Am I you? Yes, I'm sure that's where it started So very long ago It only goes to show you A child reaps; what his par

Never
"Never " YES NEVER GIVE UP CAUSE WHEN YOU GIVE UP THIN YOUR REALLY JUST FEALINGYOUR SELF ,YOUR ONE BEAN SO YOU GOT TO KEEP DREAMING CAUSE WHEN YOUSTOP THIN WILL YOU STOP LOVING CARING RESPECT ANY THING ANY ONE AN YOURSELF WILL DIE ALONE SO WHAT I AM SAYING IS TO KEEP THAT HEAD ALWAYS UPHIGHT AN ALWAYS KEEP DREAMING .YEA PEOPLE CAN MAKE YOU FEELLOVED AN ALL THAT BUT ALWAYS YOU HAVE TO BA CAREFUL CAUSE THAT LOVE CANBE FAKE ,SO NO MATTER WHAT YOU ALWAYS GOT TO KEEP THAT HEAD UP TO THESKY STAY STRONG KEEP PRAY TO THE STARES CAUSE THERE IS SOME ONE ALWAYSLISEN TO WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY GOD AN ALL THAT BUT ALWAYS YOU ONLY LIVEONCE ...NOBODY IS GOING TO GIVE YOU A SECOND CHANCE ....DREAMING ISLIVING STOP DREAMING YOU STOP LIVING TIME DON'T GO BAKE ...BE WISE MAKETHE RIGHT DECISIONS....TO ALL THE ONES OUT THERE WITH WITH A DREAM... By:OUTLAW Kadav

Live Nude Girls ...
I was reading in another blog the other day when the author asked the question, "Have you ever been to a strip club?" To which my response is “What? This week?” I guess it goes without further explanation that I’ve been to about a bajillion strip clubs. Well, maybe half a bajillion, but let’s just say I started going ever since the ink was dry on my first fake ID. Currently, the allure of strip clubs has worn off to a large extent. But in the last 20 years, I definitely walked the path of strip club newbie all the way to seasoned veteran.My first experience came several years ago when I was in college. My group of dumbass, country bumpkin friends and I were relatively new to city life. While driving down the one and only freeway in Phoenix at the time, we would frequently pass by a sign that said “Live Nudes”. This was fascinating to us as the closest thing to a strip club in our hometown was August Square Dance Nights when the petticoats were optio

Donations Needed For 4 Men To Dress In Drag
Inc, Shadowkiller, Soul, and Lord are willing to bring out their inner divas on May 2nd if we raise 25 mil by May 1st And we need your help! Please donate your fubucks to help out, they wont do it if we dont have it! please donate to Goddess or Shaggy Click on this link to donate to Goddess~Goddess--Bosslady@ Devils Playground~@ fubar Click on this link to donate to Shaggy DJ SHAGGY ENFORCER @DEVILS PLAYGROUND VMV@ fubar Heres some pics of the men whose willing to release their inner divas!!! (click on their pics to enter DEVILS PLAYGROUND & Without your donations we cant see these guys release their inner diva on May 2nd

Her First Trick
A brand new lady of the evening had just finished her first trick. When she came back down to the street, the seasoned veterans all gathered around to hear the details."Well, he was a big muscular and handsome sailor." she said. "Well, what did he want to do?" they all asked. She replied, "I told him that a straight lay was $100, but he said he didn't have that much. So I told him that oral would be $75, but he didn't have that much either.""Finally I said, well how much do you have? The sailor said that he only had $25. So I told him for $25 all I can do is service you by hand.""He agreed and after getting the finance straight, he pulled it out and I put one hand on it, and then a second hand above the first and then the first hand above the second hand.""Oh my god!" they all exclaimed, "It must have been huge. Then what did you do?""I loaned him $75!" she said.

Faith And Segal
alright, i'm just going to say what's on my mind... i watched a steven segal movie today, and realized something. people reject faith because they link it to someone elses flawed ideology. well, that's the excuse. the real reason is because they think that it makes them badass. they figure they will impress ppl by being their own higher power or something, or their own high cause. but we are all flawed, so they will eventually fail. the man with no faith, or claiming none, will get just what he has faith for. nothing. a man (or woman) with faith is the badass, because they can attain a level where their own demise is hardly failure, thus eliminating that fear from their life. pursuing the purpose is the whole point of the purpose for someone with true faith. this is a pretty broad statement and subject in general, and i don't know what it has to do with anything. however, i am guided by some half-twisted, yet beautifully organic and real faith, that i can't even put binders

Why Men Don't Write Help Colunms
Dear Walter, I hope you can help me here. The other day, I set off for work leaving my husband in the house watching the TV as usual. I hadn't driven more than a mile down the road when the engine conked out and the car shuddered to a halt. I walked back home to get my husband's help.. When I got home I couldn't believe my eyes. He was in our bedroom with the neighbor's daughter. I am 32, my husband is 34, and the neighbor's daughter is 22. We have been married for ten years. When I confronted him, he broke down and admitted that they had been having an affair for the past six months. I told him to stop or I would leave him. He was let go from his job six months ago and he says he has

Depeche Mode
Yeah, Depeche Mode is coming to the Nissan Center in July of this years. Getting tickets to go see then. Route 66 is one of my favorite songs by them. You can hear Depech Mode at www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm

I Asked God
I asked God to take away my pain. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. Her spirit was whole, her body was only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No. Patience is a by-product of tribulations, it isn't granted, it is earned. I askedGod to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings,Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said. No. Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No. You must grow on your own. but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life so that you may enjoy all things. I ask God to help me LOVE others, as much as he loves me. God said.... Ahhhh, finally you have the idea. I hope that this helps you that read it as it has helped me. Al

Marilyn Chambers
LOS ANGELES – Marilyn Chambers, the pretty Ivory Snow girl who helped bring hard-core adult films into the mainstream consciousness when she starred in the explicit 1972 movie "Behind the Green Door," has died at 56. The cause of death was not immediately known. A family friend, Peggy McGinn, said Chambers' 17-year-old daughter found the actress' body Sunday night at her home in the Los Angeles suburb of Canyon Country. Chambers was pronounced dead at the scene, the county coroner's office said Monday. Chambers and fellow actresses Linda Lovelace and Georgina Spelvin shot to fame at a time in the early 1970s when both American social mores and the quality of hard-core sex films were changing. For the first time, films like "Behind the Green Door" and "Deep Throat" (also released in 1972 and starring Lovelace) had decent acting and legitimate if fairly thin plots. As the audiences for them grew to include couples, they also began to take on higher production values and to be se

Happy Hour At Your Favorite Bar
What's your favorite drink? Mine is, Tom Collins. Only had a few times in this life time, but it's a good drink to have. Mostly like a good beer, like a Japanese beer called: Sapouro or Guiness.

A Lil About Babiev
I GUESS ILL START AT THE BEGINNING, WHEN I WAS 14, I WAS RUNNING AWAY. BEIN A LIL OK, ALOT BAD. MY PARENTS ENDED UP PUTTING ME IN A SHELTER CALLED WHALES TALE. I GOT 2 MEALS A DAY IT WAS 2 BIG ROOMS , TEN BUNKS IN EACH ROOM. I HAD 2 LEAVE AT 9 AM AND COULD RETURN AT 3. ON WEEKENDS, IT WAS 12PM TILL 9 PM. I REMEMBER BEING 14 SITTING UP IN MERCY HOSPITAL IN A WAITING ROOM WITH A BAG OF SNACKS AND ID WATCH T.V TILL IT WAS TIME FOR ME 2 GO IN. I MET MY BOYFRIEND ( BABYS DAD) HE DIDNT LIVE THERE BUT UP THE STREET. YOU COULD SAY I WAS PRETTY ARTTACHED 2 HIM, I HAD NOONE, MY PARENT CHANGED THEIR NUMBER SO IF I NEED ANYTHING, ( WHICH COULDNT B MUCH) I HAD TO CALL THEIR LAWYER. WHILE I WAS THERE, I HAD TO FIGHT FOR MY OWN SHIT, I LIKED IN THE MIDDLE OF *CRACK PROSTITUTE CENTRAL** BAD PLACE ( THE HILL DISTRICT 5TH AVE TP THE PITTSBURGERS HERE) I HAD NOONE BUT MYSELF, I USED TO RIDE BUSES TO PASS THE TIME, ID GET ON ONE RIDE IT TO THE END, AND THEN CATCH ANOTHER. OH YEA MY (BABYS DAD, NOT AT

Rip Marylin
one of the first porn stars i ever jerked off too was found dead in her home today MARILYN CHAMBERS how should i memorialize her one last fap or get drunk blog cuz i ain`t allowed to mumm after the cuntnadian incident

I Am Alone
Twisted, alone, I search for meaning. To be found, I think not. As a Gypsy, I roam. Searching for love lost. I once had in the grasp of my palm. I let it go. Mistakes made. No reason to continue. On this souless journey. Without you by my side. I am alone. Reaching, grabbing, I can't find. The meaning of life. A soul to match my own. Once was close. But now is far away. Distance from my heart. I had one close. But no more. She is gone from my life. I am alone. Beauty, love, are no more. In this time of wandering. I must start anew. A journey of lives. A journey of love. Love lost. Life no more. I am alone. Why should I go on? Without you I am nothing. Sadness consumes my being. I once had a soul full of hope. But that is no more. I held the key for but a brief moment. Not long enough to matter. Try as I might to get close again. You push me away. Cold as ice towards me. No hope for warmth. The love of your heart. Is out of my reach.

Are These Fakes?
I have noticed a lot of profiles lately that are higher than level 10 yet the profile has no salute. I created this blog to make a list of the Non Salute profiles that ar higher than level 10 in hopes to make comparisons and see if these are in fact real people or fakes and if they are real get an idea of how and why these users are special compared to everyone else on here. According to the Fubar Bible in Fubar's exact words. "Submitting a salute is a level-up requirement. If you do not wish to submit a salute, that is OK, but your level will freeze at level 10." I start out with one that came to me as a secret admirer today. Level 11 - http://www.fubar.com/user/2368276

Headed Out Of Town For A Few Days!
Hi Guys & gals, once again im headed out of town for a few days, should be home Sunday, hope everyone had a wonderful Easter, mine was quiet & boring lol.. misss everyone, ive been pretty busy trying to survive but I think of u all often and send the angels to wach over you when im not around....... talk to ya soon have a great week! luv, "Sunshine"

Shhhh
A chamelion allows me to see him. On the path where I walk When others pass by he moves just a bit. I rest my eyes upon him softly Vulnerable except in the ability to be overlooked because what is of larger form shares its color and he takes shelter. He hides from everyone it seems but me And I think toward it with a tear in my eye We are kin of a similar fear I wish I could disappear into something larger than me that I too would be overlooked instead of standing out awkwardly As I always do. Because certain people notice in such a way That they scare me too. And I nod farewell Pretending that the golden sunlight Shares its glow In the light around me And I am safe.

Weird
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Day One
Today is the first day of my journey to stop smoking.... To be fair (and honest) I had one this morning, and half of one tonight. One and a half cigarettes is a significant decrease in the number that I smoke daily so I consider it a win. To try and help keep myself on the path - I am sharing....the more people that know I am trying to quit the easier it will be for me to quite, it makes me accountable. I've decided to write down the things that have made me quit so that I can come back and be reminded when there is nothing on earth that sounds better than a drag of a smoke... 1) A $2 a pack increase in the last month. I am a single mom and struggle with money - I have denied myself things that I want or need to make sure that I wasn't taking away from the kids (It was "MY" luxury instead of fancy haircuts or getting my nails done etc) Now that they have gone up in price....it will either be the ONLY thing I can ever buy for myself or it will start affecting the household bu

My Links...
FOR GIRLS WHO LIKE TO WATCH GUYS DO STUFF FOR THEM...... http://myprofilez.com/osoka1974/ scroll all the way down my page to watch my video :)........ if you blush easily, watch it alone...... if your kinky, watch it with freinds........ if u like it hit me up and maybe we can cam together on yahoo.....

Easter Giveaway Winners
WINNERS 1 Mil Fubux Bomber GiveAway & 5 - 100k Consolation Prizes Number of Entries Correlated to Number of Bombs Dropped Grand Prize – Beefy Nipples DJ Tequila Madroxlette Yankeesgirl Mel Shyguy WINNERS 1 Mil Fubux EZ Rate ECards Rater GiveAway & 3 - 100k Consolation Prizes Grand Prize – Disciple Spring Night STalker

College And Life
Hey everyone, Well I am still living my life here in West Virgina my career is great glad I choose it. Billy is doing fine from what his dad said the least he gave up his laptop cause he knew it was bad hacking into my accounts. I do miss him and still write him even though he may never straightened out. Anyways I am doing my best to keep stabled in this world sometimes I rather not exist but that's just me. I am still trying to think of what to write as a story or how to rewrite the one I did back in 2008 that was called "Lesbian" not the true name of it was gonna rename. I am doing fine though if anyone needs me have my email probably won't be on much do to college and getting my GED an more likely visiting friends if I could or hang with mom an family.Sincerly,Amber M. Kestner

Something I Read And Wanted To Share
I JUST NEED A CLOUD WHERE I CAN KICK IT,A PLACE I CAN CALL MY OWN. A SPOT WHERE I BELONG WHERE EVERYTING IS FREE,WHERE EVERYTHING IS IS SIMPLE AND SWEET.WHERE MY FRIEND AND FAM CAN HANG,AWAY FROM ALL THE MISERY AND GREED DONT KNOW ONE KNOW THE STRUGGILES I SURIVIED,SOMETIMES I TRY AND TRY AND JUST WHONDER WHY,AM I STILL ALIVE. OR JUST WHO AM I. WAS ALL THIS A DREAM,WAS THIS ALL WRITTEN JUST FOR ME? SOMETIMES ITS HARD TO SEE.. AS I LEARN AND GROW, I THEN BEGIN TO SEE,THINGS ARNT ALWAYS AS THEY SEEM. I REALIZE I WAS NOT SO WRONG. I WAS JUST A VICTIM OF THINGS I COULD NOT CONTROLL.I WAS IN A PLACE I NEVER BELONGED. I JUST GOT LOST IN THE MIX . WALKED DOWN STREETS THAT WERE DARK AND COLD. KINDA LIKE BEING STUCK OUT IN THE SNOW. OR WHERE THE SUN WOULD NEVER SHINE, AND IT RAINED ALL THE TIME. SO I LEARNED THAT LIFE WILL ALWAYS HAVE CLOUDS,STORMS,AND WILL RAIN MOST OF THE TIME. SO INSTED OF JUST WATING FOR THE STORMS TO PASS AND THE RAIN TO STOP. I LEARNED TO DANCE IN THE RAIN, TO

Exerpt From Paper On Justin And Nationals
Britt sixth at Nationals Author: Clint Smith; For the Daily Record Date: April 12, 2009 Publication: Lebanon Daily Record, The (MO) VIRGINIA BEACH, Va. - Lebanon High School wrestler and blue-chip football recruit, Justin Britt, put a huge exclamation point on an already unprecedented high school wrestling career, earning All-American status and placing sixth in the nation at the 20th annual National High School Wrestling Championships in Virginia Beach, VA. Official Weigh-ins were Apr. 2 and featured 64 of the nation's best high school heavyweight wrestlers. Britt weighed-in at 273 pounds

Shows Shows Shows!
TRIPPER OF THE SANE PERFORMING LIVE! APRIL 18, 2009 @ 360 GAMEROOM ASHDOWN AR APRIL 19, 2009 @ HOPE FAIR PARK STAGE HOSTED BY G-STYLE ENTERTAINMENT PROMO CAR SHOW! APRIL 24, 2009 @ DARKSLIDE SKATE PARK TEXARKANA TX MAY 21, 2009 @

If You Enjoy Confusing Me...
(unless you live in an area where it's still Standard Time. Then ignore this.) -- ... then by all means, keep writing "est" (or equivalent) when it's actually EDT, Eastern (or equiv.) Daylight Saving Time, and will be for the next few months. Est-ce clair?

My First Contest! Rate Me Please!
Come help me with my first contest! Rate my picture, comment (often!) and rate the host (Domonic) profile too! 5 credit bling given to the most creative comment at the end of the contest by Domonic too! Thanks! http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2373265&albumid=1615626&i=3340937731

Life And Fools
They say life is like a box of chocolates yu never knw what you are going to get untill you get it ........................wel for those to stupid to read the insert in the box i guess thats true ......i always herd if you want in be smarter than the door .you all know i am a veteran and that i am very proud of that ... but sometimes i wonder ( even as i work in the public utility field ........ why in the hell do i care but i do care .. it amazes me how many fools are in the world and what the standard of men has become tooo ............i guess i am THE LAST OF A DYING BREED ... BEYOND HONEST

Saying Goodbye
My sisters, aunt and I drove back to Texas this weekend to do one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. My mother is in a nursing home there with advanced Demetia. Her hospice nurse called us with information in March about her status. It was not good. She is dying. We went to tell her good bye. They don't expect her to last much longer. She is a ghost of the woman she use to be. It was one of the hardest things I had to do. I'm a complete mess. She was diagnosised with this years ago and is in the final stages. There are so many things she has missed and I couldn't share with her. My son barely knows who she is. She has never met my sisters kids. I miss her with everything in me right now. I don't write this for sympathy. I just wanted my friends here to know why I haven't been around. It's been a tough year already for me and mine. I will never know if my mother would be proud of the woman I am today. But I hope she would be. Love to all, Heather Lynn

My Lady.....
OK, HERES THE DEAL.... I DONT LIKE HATERS OF MY WOMAN TO COME ON TO MY PAGE TELLING ME MY OLD LADY IS CHEATING ON ME....FIRST OFF, MY DAMN WOMAN CANT STAND HER EX, SO THE THOUGHT OF HER BUMPING UGLIES WITH HIM IS OUT OF THE QUESTION... SECOND MY DAMN WOMAN IS WITH ME WHEN NEITHER OF US IS WORKING, AND LAST OFF MY DAMN WOMAN WOULD NOT CHEAT WITH SOME CHEESE DICK BASTARD LIKE HER EX.... SO IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING GOOD TO SAY ABOUT HER KEEP THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE, BECAUSE I KNOW THE TRUTH... SHE HAS NOT FUCKED AROUND WITH ANYONE.......... IF YOU FEEL OFFENDED BY THIS BLOG WELL FUCK YOU.

John-ology
I'm probably in the wrong mood to do one one these, but here goes ... John-ology Share Today at 6:00pm Let others know a little more about yourself, re-post this as your name followed by "ology". ***********TECHNOLOGY***** ********** How many televisions are in your house? Two, but I mostly watch tv on my pc. What color cell phone do you have? Silver. ***************BIOLOGY****************** Are you right-handed or left-handed? Born ambidextrous, but trained to be right-handed. Have you ever had anything removed from your body? 1 tooth. What is the last heavy item you lifted? My new electric guitar ... I'm used to acoustic, so it's heavy to me. Have you ever been knocked unconscious? Not that I recall. ************DUMBOLOGY****************** How many pair of flips flops do you own None. Last time you had a run-in with the cops? A car accident in '03-'04. Last person you talked to? A rep from the Art Institute. Last person you hugged? I don't recall ... too long ago. **

Strangest Text Messages Ever
I feel bad for this chick.. but i have NO idea what is going on... shes blue, i am orange Whos this? **** whos this found this number on my phone bill, just wondering why there are so many txts and who it was well who is this first tell me if u male or female not playing this little game with you tell me who you are or don't text again not a game, just wanna know if ur a female-cuz ur number is on my husbands bill. now, "****" my name is shyla. and i hope 4 ur sake ur sake ur not a female who is your husband? i am married too so i don't know why my number would be on someone's phone doesn't matter who he is. u should know how many married men u talk to. u just answered my question I have a lot of friends but honestly have no idea who this is or who you are whatever.thanks. try 2 keep my husband out of ur "friends" If i knew who he was that might be possible oh it will be a possible bitch. its gonna be a definite sweetie you are getting mad at the wrong person i really

War...
Albert Camus: [I]n such a world of conflict, a world of victims and executioners, it is the job of thinking people, not to be on the side of the executioners. Aldous Huxley: A democracy which makes or even effectively prepares for modern, scientific war must necessarily cease to be democratic. No country can be really well prepared for modern war unless it is governed by a tyrant, at the head of a highly trained and perfectly obedient bureaucracy. Alfred Tennyson: Till the war-drum throbb`d no longer, and the battle-flags were furl`d; In the parliament of man; the Federation of the world. Annie Dillard: "One of the main reasons that it is so easy to march men off to war," says Ernest Becker, is that "each of them feels sorry for the man next to him who will die." Aristotle: We make war that we may live in peace. August Bebel: In time of war the loudest patriots are the greatest profiteers. Barbara Kingsolver: Wars and elections are both to

Peace...
Agatha Christie: One is left with the horrible feeling now that war settles nothing; that to win a war is as disastrous as to lose one. Alex Noble: If I have been of service, if I have glimpsed more of the nature and essence of ultimate good, if I am inspired to reach wider horizons of thought and action, if I am at peace with myself, it has been a successful day. Andre Trocme: All who affirm the use of violence admit it is only a means to achieve justice and peace. But peace and justice are nonviolence...the final end of history. Those who abandon nonviolence have no sense of history. Rather they are bypassing history, freezing history, betraying history. Anton Chekov: We shall find peace. We shall hear angels. We shall see the sky sparkling with diamonds. Aristotle: We make war that we may live in peace. Benjamin Franklin: There never was a good war or a bad peace. Carl Sandburg: ChooseThe single clenched fist lifted and ready,Or the op

Haunted
I've already blogged about my hotel being haunted, and every single FD employee seeing and hearing shit, including me. Last year, a crazy bat and her daughter stayed at my hotel. They insisted that there were banging noises, angry man's shouts, and kids' voices from a room next to her. I told her its vacant, and checked the room for her. She was still freaked out, and insisted on moving to a different room. Fine. Considering that all of us have seen shit, I'm not sure if she is lying, but...she stops by once in a while with her daughter ( I think they live nearby) and just chill in the lobby til 1am, trying to force candy on me upon leaving. Last night they were here again, and she proceeded rehashing that story, telling me we have an angry ghost in this hotel, and its up tp no good. I told her that I am here all alone, and would appreciate if she stopped telling me that. She stfu, but was like "you'll see". mmkay...to boot, several other ppl, including a corporate guy tha

What The Fuck
i guess that im just done with fubar for now. im tired of all the drama here...i dont know where ill go to pass the time but i dont think that it will be here. right now i cant take the stress of the haters....its all bullshit in my oppion. but all i got to say with that is that they make me and juggalos more famous. thats how i see shit. if you want to hit me up my shit is aim-emsex9957 Yahoo-emo_kite_loves_anime msn-mamasemily17@hotmail.com and my myspace is myspace.com/panicatthedisco9957 so hit me up if you want to chat..i use yahoo the most but ill be on all of them more.

With My Own Name I Send Her Back
if you design a doll to represent me and stick pins into keep in mind the power of three and we are all one Given this although it can't touch me Each pin you stick intended for me is a hunting knife through you I state only the law. You can choose instead to embrace the love and white light That surrounds the real me It would be around you as well And anyone who sets the intention to become a whole person

Heartistic Soul
HEARTISTIC SOUL I AM PLEASED TO INTRODUCE TO YOU MY NEWEST OWNER HEARTISTIC SOUL PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND R/A/F HER IF NOT ALREADY DONE CLICK AND GO MEET HER AND LET HER KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE YOU CAN SHOW Heartistic Soul@ fubar THANK YOU VERY MUCH TEDDY T.

Monday
I keep asking myself if it can get any worse, and of course the saga continues. I got a call on my medical, dshs told me that the doc's office had been trying to reach me, which is bullshit cuz I always answer my phone, Although I had the consultation or whatnot with my reg doctor, she still wants me to have the nerve conduction test done, and couldnt get that scheduled till mid May. Then she asked me if I had the records from my old test done about 10 yrs ago, cuz if she seen it, I would get the medical opened, Needless to say, I had to go to the place I had them done 10 yrs ago and fill out a release just to be able to get them out of storage. Was told could take 6 days and upto 2 weeks. I did call both the shelter and the transitional place to check in this morning, I wonder if it would hurt to call twice a week or if I would be bothering them too much. All I know is I need to get into one of them ASAP, I know there is a waiting list but I have to be persistant. I hate walking o

Juggalo Hate
THE JUDGEMENTAL PICES OF SHIT CAN GO SUCK ON A DICK. I MEAN JUGGALOS GET HATED ON FOR BEING WHO THEY ARE...I DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND THAT...BUT THEY ARE JUST JELOUS AND THEY WANT TO BE LIKE US BUT ARE TO AFFRAID TO ADMIT IT. PEOPLE HAVE TO GO AS FAR AS MAKING A JUGGALO HALOCUST. WITCH THERE INTENT IS TO RID THE WORLD OF JUGGALOS...IM PAROUD OF WHO I AM IM PROUD OF WHAT I STAND FOR. EING A JUGGALO IS A WAY OF LIFE. FAMILY STICKS TOGETHER LIKE A REAL FAMILY SHOULD. IT DONT PISS ME OFF ANYMORE BECAUSE I KNOW IF WE DONT REACT TO THE HATERS THEN THEY WILL JUST LEAVE US ALONE.

Just Me For A Minute
Just wanted anybody interested what happened to me. Quick scoop! I was wormed to death playing on here and had to have major computer repairs. It's not FUBAR's fault at all, but my ass was kicked on here as I played. If you want to talke to me at all contact me @ MySpace or "Facebook" / Tj21016

Just Kill Me - A Tattoo Tribute
The Many Thoughts of HarleyGirl Saturday, April 11, 2009 Just Kill Me - A Tribute Tattoo About a month ago I got a friend request on Myspace from “Just Kill Me”. I was thinking it would end up being another rock band that was out spreading their music around Myspace. Well to my surprise it was a fellow biker named Harley Mike from Colorado. After adding Mike to my friends list I checked out his page and found one of the most amazing tattoos that I’d ever seen. I immediately hit send message and asked Harley Mike if he’d like to share the story about his incredible tattoo. Mike agreed and now I’m sharing it with all of you.Harley Mike Hight has been around motorcycles most of this life. Raised around a 1%er Club, he would help them work on their bikes. As he grew older he was asked to work in a small 1%er Club shop in the Ventura/Sherman Oaks area of California.Mike’s first bike was a ’57 straight leg frame with a

Lets Take A Walk
Take a walk with me there goes blue skies lots of sunshine What a day to take a walk outside to see When you look around children sparkle every which way two hearts of laughter while a chase evolves Days of tag unfold with Hopscotch and Jacks All ages stir the pot as I drive on by this block The birds keep the beat alive As I strive to my next scene a sight so light How shall I be polite She had this strut of confidence but not full of self knowledge full of wealth I came to know blinks while she drinks a toast Just how sweet is this I love to coast along the lines of stero coming at low frequencies She see's the moment for what it is How was I too know So longing where the days with even flow This use to be something not so serious Mircle soul brought my rest to delirousness Search for a million miles give or take a few She thought she would never find a love so true Just when I said she knew I got my jokes she got that laugh I want to hear

Pomoting The Bar
Lets face it were all addicted to this site because we have fun, There will be other sites that will come and go but this is our home, As any other thing we love we will protect it and incourage others to come join the fubar site. We at Radio Storm have invented ways to make this task easier to build this place to the hilt, through clever advertizing and marketing schemes. Radio is a very powerful tool in ads reaching far beyond the relmes of comments and simple buy a block on some website ad lol. When implimenting these tools to do others a favor FOR FREE it was rejected, Why you ask? well lets bring it down to a simple anology is a hungry dog going to care what color the bowl is or is he gonna eat the food? he doesnt care how you got the food he cares about the fact the food is there so lets just eat??!!

Sanctify, Sanctify!
“And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, Sanctify unto me all the first-born, whatsoever openeth the womb among the children of Israel, both of man and of beast: it is mine.” The thirteenth chapter of the book of Exodus also opens having to do with the first-born, but this time, the LORD is relaying through Moses how to sanctify – the word means set apart – a particular class of people (and beasts) unto Himself. And it’s a parallel to the final plague the LORD sent upon Egypt to have the children of Israel, His chosen people, released from slavery. Make no mistake, as far as we have come reading Exodus the successive maladies that have come upon all within Egypt there’s no way to intelligently deny that a supernatural agency was at work, but like all beings and things beyond our sensory perception, it’s easy for people to lose sight of the LORD when He isn’t physically manifested on or before them. We’ll come back to this, but ve

A Little Intro To Something Regarding Positive Energy
I have this "fetish" for positive energy. Now, I have to say that this is more than positive thought. Energy in and of itself is what we imminate from our existance everyday that we inhabit the planet. We have positive energy and negative energy: "We are all affected by positive and negative energy whether we realize it or not. You can learn how to raise the level of your vibration -- your frequency -- to benefit yourself and humankind in miraculous ways."-- Masaru Emoto, author of The Hidden Messages in Water""Many indicators tell us we are about to experience a rapid transition to a new world that will change the essential nature of who we are and how we understand reality. Transcending the coming chaos is possible with the toolset provided here. Frequency is an unprecedented gift for the person who is ready to evolve."-- John L. Petersen, founder of The Arlington Institute and author of A Vision for 2012"Seeing ourselves as energy beings is the most important breakthrough of our ti

The Longest 1 I've Seen
THIS HAS BEEN THE LONGEST "LEVEL" I HAVE EVER SEEN! WTH? SO HE DOESN'T DO AN AUTO OR A BOMB. HE DOES RETURN THE LUV! NOT TO MENTION HE IS A PRETTY AWESOME DUDE! CAN WE GET HIM GODFATHERED SOON? ANY AND ALL HELP APPRECIATED. THANKS!! Smitty - Just Having Fun@ fubar

Could It Be?
where did you come from I think I dreamed you - gleamed you into being from a spark in my heart from the burn the ache the need for someone just like me.i sigh alone at night in the swell of the moon's beams glistening upon the beareness of my skin that steams with a passions flame a raging fire fueled with an aching desire to conspire to give into the need the give the grow to know and own and reap the balm of your body meshed with mine, intertwined, thrusting, fighting, surging, becoming melded and falling into ecstacy.you collect me, enslave me and make me weak with even the slightest slip from your lip the honey sweet confection you drip into my brain it seeps and soars and consumes me in ways I never thought. with every word i climb to heights that embarrass even the gods you lift, exhalt and burn a stain onto my soul that only the firmness of your touch can console. i need to be calmer, quieter, slower in motion but my heart knows naught how to ration it's rage and like a meteor

Ballad Of Chasey Lain
"The Ballad Of Chasey Lain" Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to explain I'm your biggest fan I just wanted to ask Could I eat your ass? Write back as soon as you can You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to complain Ya never wrote me back How could I ever eat Your ass when ya treat Your biggest fan like that? You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine Dear Chasey Lain I wrote to constrain This letter is my last As your biggest fan I must demand You let me eat your ass You've had a lotta dick Had a lotta dick I've had a lotta time Had a lotta time You've had a lotta dick Chasey But you ain't had mine P.S. Mom and Dad this is Chasey Chasey this is my mom and dad Now show 'em them titties Now show 'em them titties P.S. Mom and Dad this is Chasey Chasey this is my mom and dad Now sho

Looking For A Girlfriend!
I am currently looking for a girlfriend that lives in arkansas. If you are bi and interested in getting to know me and me geting to know you then hit me up on here or my yahoo messanger is shaggyschick29 and my myspace is myspace.com/shaggyschick29.

Bored And Thinking
Here I am sitting at my desk bored out of my mind and I SWEAR to god I actually got hornier...Is that possible, like when your bored you wanna screw worse then when your idk say watching tv? I want your honest opinions and pics to back things like nice boobs or ckok to prove it, lol, Told You I was bored.

Halp...
I will date you and be a step father as long as it not hellish for you and I am dead serious so please start texting me at 651 *** **** The above just came as a response to an ad I have up on a dating site...I have a clue how to interpret it!? Is he desperate or does he think I am??

Keep On Keeping On...
Yes, life. I love you and all your twists, turns, how nothing stays the same.My life has shown me what I am worth. Fuck what you think about me, I'm talking about myself.And to myself. I'm worth a lot.I don't have to prove anything to you, I know what I'm going to be. I know who I am.I know one of these days, if I keep trying as hard as I have been. I'll get a job.Then I'll be able to go back to school.I can do what ever I want, I just have to try my hardest and be patient.Don't know what today has for me.I'm watching the little man for a while, I got him tonight too. I love being around him, I love him.He is the most amazing child.Fuck the father if he didn't want to be around. Danny's got a great Mother.And we have him.I will help and be there for him every step of the way too, best believe.So the highlight of my day.Singing to him while he falls asleep in my arms

Sad Things..
First of all heartfelt thanks to my true friends [they know who they are] for their daily presence on my page even if i was passing through some difficult situation in the last 2 weeks..I wanna apologise for my absence and if aparently i ignored sumone..i never forget my friends but it`s so sad for me to discover that many of my" so called" friends were expecting only favors..

Computers...
technology hates me...that's all there is to it...my comptuer died on me a while back...got a new one, it worked for 3 days...the tech guys told me vista crashed..it took them 9 days to check it out...turned out i had a bad hard drive...got another computer..then there were the internet problems...i THINK i finally got my issues under control....my computer issues anyways...if this one craps out on me i'll be returning to the art of the handwritten letter...lol...wish me luck btw...missed yall!! (h)

Rate/comment Me!
I am participating on a salute contest on my friend's profile. Help me out by going to the following links and rating and comment bombing the shit out of my pics. While you're there show her profile mad love too. Kisses for all you sexy ladies. If anyone wants a salute, sfw or nsfw, I will trade. I fixed them! Yayyy me! Ok maybe I didn't fix it so good. Now they keep leading back to this page. GRRRR:| http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2264153&albumid=1616369&i=2423344409&idx=6 Ok this is another try.

Help Make My Lounge A Success!!!
I have built a new lounge... it is a place for open minded kinky people to meet, chat, share stories and make new friends. So come check us out. Join the fun, and get to know some really wonderful people! http://fubar.com/lounge/66246

The Land Of Fruit, Nuts And Flakes
Ah, another Fubar rant for me this lovely yet partly cloudy day here in San Diego. Have you ever heard that saying about California being the "Land of Fruit and Nuts"? Well some of my friends have added the one about flakes as well cause of the mass amount of people who tend to "say" they want to meet offline (from here and other sites but I frequent this site more than others at this point) but never seem to make it to the meeting. This is something I have yet to figure out. Why even waste the energy saying that you want to meet, planning the meeting, knowing damn well you are a chickensh*t and you arent going to even move your a$$ from the chair in front of your computer desk muchless get ready, hop in your Mercedes and drive on down to the "meeting" place discussed. I guess it should be laughable at this point; given how many times this little situation has occured but more than anything at this point, it just pisses me off. I go and try to incorporate the time to meet with someone

People's Kids
WTF people??? Not everyone think you're kids are the cutest things on earth. We don't want to hear every cute story about underwear or tissues or food or whatever else they did last night. WE DON'T CARE!!! If we're friends, then sure, tell us the big things, but we don't need to hear every damn story. I don't care that they played so cute together... princesses and pirates. I DON'T CARE!!! And another thing... as shocking as this may be... when I'm at work, I'm generally trying to work (or at least look like I'm working). Don't bring your kids in and let them run roughshod over the office/building. Coworkers does not equal babysitter. GET THEM THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!! Take them home or to get some lunch or whatever... but don't bring them here. Also - grocery stores and restaurants are NOT day care facilities. Don't let them run up and down the aisles, don't sit on your phone the entire meal, DON'T MAKE ME HIT YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE A MORON. You're the parent, as such, this is

Trying To Digest The Evil Ways Of The Human Animal
it has taken a while to comment on this event that took place the previous week...only because of the brutality...the horrific sense of delight that was behind the actions perpetrated upon this young man. at 2:30am, the saturday before last, at a train station-not 15 minutes after the maintenance people had lft it, 3 youths descended upon one 17 year old and demanded money and whatever else he had...his cellphone, etc...this person a quiet and well-liked individual who, ironically enough, had been punched recently to this. in the process of these demands, they set upon him and started beating him-specifically targetting his head...smashing it into the concrete bedding for the railings along this pathway/cross-over above the thoroughfare below...over and over he was smashed against the concrete and the steel supports...thrown against another section and repeatedly slammed further into the hard, unyielding stone and mortar...then left for dead. the maintenance people received the call

Tarot Cards
Tarot cards have recently received renewed popularity. Often times, dreaming about a psychic reading indicates a desire for a third party to illuminate and validate some big decision(s) you are facing. A contrasting possibility is that you feel as though your decisions are not important and your life is in the hands of fate, outside your personal control. Whether or not you subscribe to psychic practices in waking life is the most important element of discerning the meaning of this dream event.

Animals
Animals in dreams can take on almost any conceivable character or symbolic role. From some of the earliest recorded human dreams, animals have revealed much about the meaning of a particular dream. This includes dreams of personal insight or circumstances, and also dreams of revelatory content. Animals can befriend us, talk with us, chase us, eat us, or just be there in the dream to either comfort or bother us. Animals often appear in dreams for very personal reasons, and have to do with your own experiences with them. How you experience an animal in both waking and sleeping is central to its meaning. This includes both how the animal actually behaves in your dream, and your waking stereotypical attitude about the animal. This is important because the two may be juxtaposed. Consider a dog. Dogs are often considered to be loyal and friendly. However, many people have a deeply rooted fear of dogs. Dogs also have stereotypes that are opposites (for example, man's best friend versus

Bada Bing Dj Schedule 4-13 To 4-19
Hey everyone - Hope you all had a Beautiful Easter Holiday! Here is this week's Schedule - Its a little off this week because 2 DJs have special things happening in RL - lol - and our special live show is on Saturday - So let me know if you have any questions or need any changes and hope you all have a great week. Thanks for your love and support of Bada Bing! Much Love, Queeny Bada Bing DJ Schedule 4/6/09 – 4/12/09 Monday Bounty 6pm – 9:00pm EST (80s 4play) QUEENY 9pm – 12am EST (80s show) PET 12am – 3am ++EST (Darth No DJing) TUESDAY – QUEENY- 6pm -9pm EST (poss 70s set) BOUNTY- 9pm – 12amEST (megamix) PET - 12am – 3:00+ EST (Darth NO DJING) WE

I Won Something!
I've been doing colaborations with photo-manip artist Phatpuppy. One of our works has won the National Association of Photoshop Professional's Editors Chice Award! I am so proud of this! Visit Phatpuppy and see some of her wonderful work. phatpuppyart@ fubar

Spotlight Update
I just wanted to update everyone on my progress and thank everyone for donating; I very much appreciate it. As of right now I have 15,008,543 fubucks. I'm about halfway there (give or take.) Anything you can spare is helpful. Thank you again!

Went To The Coast For Easter And Their Was The Bunny
So me and all my buddies go to ocean cove ,CA. And their we seen the most wonderful thing ever it was a bunny rabbit laying his eggs for easter so we all thought wow their really is a lil bunny rabbit to lay his eggs, but to our surprise that morning we take the kids to the very spot we seen the eggs being layed and let the kids look for a golden egg, but the children come back and say uncle justin I got lots off eggs see, and i look inside and to my surprise its just a carmillo, oh so we thought truth told it was s**t,but we never had it in us to tell them the truth and switched the eggs while they slept and yeah happy easter.

Just Another Monday....
OK so here I'm sitting, checking out my "Bar Tab"... Now I know I'm not on here EVERY SINGLE SECOND...But, geeze, can't a guy get some love around here!?! What do I need to do. I've been looking EVERYWHERE for someLOCAL people to just hang with and have only found a few. (And so far those one's are only looking for Fu-Bling. not actually meeting up!) So if anyone has any suggestions on what I can do to improve my chances, PLEASE let me know!! Thanks

Coding
I MAY NOT KNOW HOW TO CODE A LOUNGE JUST YET BUT I DO KNOW A THING OR TOO ABOUT BULLETINS AND COMMENTS... DO YOU WANNA LEAN THE EASY WAY TO HTML COMMENTING OR BULLETINS.... COME TALK TO ME AND I'LL SHOW YOU WHAT I KNOW THANKS ALL

Going Vegan...
disclaimer- spell check is broken. stfu if there's a misspelled word or twenty :p I couldn't eat a burger @ a fast food place for almost a year after watching "fast food nation"- but out of sight, out of mind, right? I bought a book a couple weeks ago called "Skinny Bitch" since I'm a fat ass, I am trying to become a skinny bitch. Anyway, this book sat on my desk for these two weeks, and this morning I decided to drink my coffee on the deck and start reading. I got to chapter 6 before my stomach (which was empty, thank God) started to turn. The chapter is called "you are what you eat" This book is promoting vegitarianism. HAHA- if I had read that little tid bit of info on the back cover, I would not have bothered to buy the book. These sneaky bitches left that out- and so here I get slapped hard across the face with detailed information about slaughter houses and cruetly to animals that I have been frying up, bar-b-queing- boiling-baking for years. I seriously wanted to

Just Can't
The way I took your hand looking into your eyes it was understood with unspoken words of our goodbyes The memories would have to fill the days doesn't matter how we wish not to part ways Cause when I am with you no other woman could be so true And when your not by my side I hold all your laughter and smiles inside The way that tear sloped down your face shattered my heart right in place Iron clads kept me from taking us back on track though my desires couldn't be with strain they would slack just for a moment in time we would endure and every day I would remember how I found a love so pure How you dip your cookie in coffee and the way you always were able to see the real me The day I thought would always come has today though the smile and embrace is better in everyway Through all the absence it seems all to be a lie it could only be a dream to have in my ears your sigh Even when I touch your fingertips and trace your lips I want to take my time like baby sips Be

You Were...
Once a friend. Some one I wasn't so sure about at first.Then I let you in.You got under my skin. So many things that you did, bothered the fuck out of me.But I liked being around you.Because my friend, when you were good, you were great.When you were bad, it was bad.For a while it seemed that the good beat the bad. Oh, was I wrong.For everything that I pushed to the side for you. Added another thing that bothered you about me.I don't know what you wanted me to be, but I'll be damned if I apologize for the way I am.I'm not sorry.For anything.Not what I said, or the things I did.Not for the things I told you that you were doing wrong.I was blunt and honest, completely. I'm not going to sugar coat things to not hurt your feelings, for a moment I gave a shit about the things I said, I usually don't, but I guess I was being too nice.No matter how much I shifted for you, you refused to budge for me.You wouldn't settle for it is the way it is, but for me, it was that.Not fair in the slightest

Easter Weedend Giveaway Participants
1 Mil Fubux GiveAway & 3 - 100k Consolation Prizes Ended 3am EST Monday Morning The Following FuS Followed Instructions & Left a Comment after Rating 475ct. Folder EZ Rate ECards Devil Doc nocturnal kitten Angel Kitty Dixie Diva Disciple ss Devil Dog Night Wolf Spring Night Stalker Cool Dude Brandywine Stormy 250k Fubux GiveAway & 2nd=100k & 30rd=50k Fubux Ended 3am EST Monday Morning The Following FuS Followed Instructions & Left a Comment after Rating 250ct. Folder EZ Rate ECards Devil Doc meanmistreated nocturnal kitten Angel Kitty Spring Night Stalker Nightwalker Dixie Diva Dj War Hittin Hard Huey Bartendar RubberxxDuckiez sO Fresh cooldude Brandywine Stormy The Following FuS Followed Instructions

Do You Know What Goes On At Night?
When you go to bed at night and forget to shut down your computer, I think you ought to know what actually goes on. It's 1:14 A.M. And do you know where your icons are and what they are doing? Click on this link and you will see what happens when you leave the computer on during the night. HERE

Must Be Nice..................
............in this economy to be able to throw away damn near 2 thousand dollars on fubar in one week. Go check out the Happy Hour schedule. One particular Fu has 18 happy hours scheduled. Why??? She is already at the highest level possible. I dunno, and before you say it, I'm not jealous. I'm flabbergasted. I mean, if you want to just throw away that kind of cash, why not feed some homeless people, help an animal shelter, or donate to a charity. 1 or 2 Happy hours in a week I can almost understand, but 18???? that is just disgusting.

Anesthesiologist Bill
Margie received a bill from the hospital for her recent surgery, and was astonished to see a $900 fee for the anesthesiologist. She called his office to demand an explanation. "Is this some kind of mistake?" Margie asked when she got the doctor on the phone. "No, not at all," the doctor said calmly. "Well," said Margie, "that's awfully costly for knocking someone out." "Not at all," replied the doctor. "I knock you out for free. The 900 dollars is for bringing you back around."

My Week Yo
Got to write a 15 page paper on indian massacres and the oregon trail, one paper on the yakama nation pre-treaty and post-treaty. I have to study for another class and hopefully finish a whole semesters worth of assignments in one week. So my head is gonna be swimming and im gonna be wore the fuck out by friday which I have to drive 3 hours home so I can go to the head doctor. Yes I said head doctor. Yes I am crazy, big deal im the same person crazy or sane. just one side of me has a warning label.

Easter Rising
Exerpts from the Easter Proclamation, officially referred to as the Proclamation of the Republic - An Irish Declaration of Freedom. IRISHMEN AND IRISHWOMEN: In the name of God and of the dead generations from which she receives her old tradition of nationhood, Ireland, through us, summons her children to her flag and strikes for her freedom.............. We declare the right of the people of Ireland to the ownership of Ireland and to the unfettered control of Irish destinies, to be sovereign and indefeasible. .......... Standing on that fundamental right and again asserting it in arms in the face of the world, we hereby proclaim the Irish Republic as a Sovereign Independent State, and we pledge our lives and the lives of our comrades in arms to the cause of its freedom, of its welfare, and of its exaltation among the nations........ The Irish Republic is entitled to, and hereby claims, the allegiance of every Irishman and Irishwoman. The Republic guarantees religious and civil lib

Vote For Me! Need Photo Comments Please!!!!
I need some help! My salute is currently in a contest. I need your help to help me win! Please click on the picture below to get to the contest picture. I would appreciate it if you guys would help me by rating and leaving me lots and lots of comments. thanks so much for all of your help!!!!! Thanks!!!!

The Lost Art Of Dating
Greetings Neighbors: Isn't watching your older children a true adventure? Lately, I have been watching my stepson number 1 and I must make this proclamation- dating as we know it is dead! Now, some of you may not recall this, but, consider the following: In the good old bad old days, when a young wanted to get together with someone, no matter where you first met them, you would sooner or later meet the parents. You would arrange this after courting the person of interest for a good period of time. Then, either a dinner or a meeting was scheduled, so the folks can size the choice made, good or bad. Now, what did the stepson so with his latest interest. He just demaned we should give her audience because he's been chasing her for a long time. Yet, there is a complication, the last girl friend is still in the house. Why you may ask? Well, my darling and I have bounded with the last girlfriend's children (one is 6 months old and the other is two going on 3). It was determine

How Do You Tell A Friend...
how do you tell a friend of forever thats she's turning into THAT parent. You know the one you'd sooner punch in the face than hang out with? She's so involved in her grade school kids lives that after about 2 minutes of speaking to her you feel like you are talking to one of them! President of the PTO , girl scout leader, runs the baseball/ softball league. Aside from the fact shes going insane & in concerned she's spreading herself just way too thin shes starting to complain. LIke *my daughter has this girl who insists she has to be friends with everyone my daughter is its disgusting* blah blah complaints. Well last week just tipped it for me . We were sitting at breakfast ( mind you this is a common occurance for us)and she starts talking bad about other peoples kids . She ripped a little girl about how shes been cheering for a few years & how she cant cheer & HER daughters are better and shouldfnt be there ect. ect then preceeds to have the same rant about yet another child in tum

Stolen Pix!!!!!!!
SUM 1 HAS STOLEN MY PIX 2 MAKE AN ACCOUNT HERE ON FUBAR,,,,,,AND ALSO THEY R COMMENTIN ON PPLZ PROFILE AND PIX SAYIN UGLY THINGS THAT IS NOT ME SAYIN IT,,,,,, I WENT 2 FUBAR HELP LAST NIGHT N THEY SAID REALLY NUTTIN CAN B DONE THAT ITS A RISK U TAKE FROM POSTIN PIX ON THE NET,,WHICH I UNDERSTAND THAT BUT IM SURE THERE IS SUMTHIN THAT CAN B DONE,,,,HERE IS THE LINK 2 THE ACCOUNT,,,, http://www.fubar.com/user/2851796

Ramblings ...
I started this as a test for another user but got rates, so feel I should add something more substantial. But then I forgot. And I looked at my previous blogs and really only have the same thing to say, over and over ... we all would do well to get over ourselves. Me included. So, here's my word: you are responsible for your account: your password, your security, the images you post (even privately), the people to whom you give access to your pages, your thoughts, your feelings. I can't even count the number of people in the last few months who come to the support lounge asking for help with "hacked" accounts or "stolen" pictures. Neither of which we can do anything about. If you post a photo anywhere on the Internet, if you even email a photo, or share it in any way, you lose control over its further use and distribution. Unless the photo is copyrighted and you have documentation from the Library of Congress (which isn't that difficult, really ... tho it may have a cost associate

The Pillow And The Blanket
The Pillow and the Blanket Years ago.. A vow was made between us two You would be my pillow and I would be your blanket My pillow- so cool and inviting like the spray of a chilling spring on an unforgivably warm day So soft and willing to welcome me in to rest upon your soul not only the joys and the whims of passion but to arrest the spears and the doubts that may spike into my head. A peaceful slumber filled warmth is always assured when I lay with you. Your blanket- a warm and vibrant protection against the bite of an early Spring frost So tepid when I envelop you into my arms as you cuddle with me whether it rains, snows or shines My heart is always yours no matter the pleasantest dreams we fulfill or the many nightmares we expel A time of respite is always adored when I cover you with the flames in my heart My pillow and your blanket..always intertwined..always together RWS

Wild Wild West Auction!
I'm in the The Wild Wild West Auction. It starts April 12th ends on April 18th. Come on by and make a bid on me. Auction Brought to by: Fu-Owned Auction 6 " The Wild Wild West " TώåunεVålêntïnô™ §Ë®@ fubar Bully Brought to By: ♥BRATTE♥@ fubar

How Is It Possible...
How is it possible that someone can say they love you so much yet hate everything you represent and do? Like they will say "I love everything about you...BUT this this this and this." How in gods name is that possible? If they Love everything about you how can they hate just certain things? It makes no fuckin sense to me... i guess im just confused.... someone PLEASE explain this to me...

First Auction! Own Me Now!!!!
BID ON MY FIRST AUCTION TODAY!!!! ~CLICK OUR PICS TO VIEW OUR AUCTIONS~ ♥ OWN US! * RATE US! * SHOW US LOVE! ♥ (repost of original by '╚ ! † †└ Σ o' on '2009-04-13 16:48:05')

Nicer Ways To Say Women Having Their Period
Miss Scarlett's Come Home to TaraTrolling for VampiresA Dishonorable Discharge from the Uterine NavySaddling Old RustyFeelin' Menstru-riffic!Clean-Up in Aisle OneMassacre at the YT-Minus 9 Months and HoldingGame Day for the Crimson TidePanty Shields Up, Captain!Taking Carrie to the PromPlaying Banjo in Sgt. Zygote's Ragtime BandOrdering l'Omelette RougeArts and Crafts Week at Panty CampRebooting the Ovarian Operating SystemAunt Floe is visiting

In Loving Memory.. Jimmy
Jones, Jimmy View/Sign Guest Book JIMMYJONES, 40Road FormanAVON PARK - Jimmy Jones of Avon Park passed away Sunday, April 5, 2009 from injuries of an auto accident.Born February 3, 1969 in Corinth, MS; he moved to Avon Park 7 years ago from Frostproof. He was a Road Forman III for Polk County and served in the National Guard. During 9/11 he served as National Security for the National Guard. He loved Nascar driver Dale Jr. and Gator football. He was a hard working man, loving husband and father, big hearted and would help anyone.Survivors include his wife of 7 years, Betty Jones; daughters, Christa Jones and Dakota Jones; sons, Curtis Jones and Jimmy Jones Jr.; step-children, Michael Byrd and Mindy Byrd; father, James T. Jones Sr. of Tennessee; mother, Aliene Jones of Avon Park; sister, Teri Barnett of Illinois; brothers, David Wayne Jones (Ailiya) of Avon Park, Mike Jones of Tennessee and Guy Jones of Illinois. This man was a ray of light in a

Escape Into Madness
I want to be more. I will rise from all of this. I will become a part of something new. But, I will not escape; I will face.I am shaking even thinking about you. But it isn't you... it is beyond you. It is in my head, and I have created it.I am shaking...Years have passed and I am shaking... with even the thought of you. It is more than you...And even the smallest of reminders, send me into a state of panic.Why... couldn't I just take drugs... or slit my wrists, spilling my blood onto the carpets... or get piss drunk every night, until I die?Why did I have to feed in this?It is all so fucking trivial: Good grades, a future, and hope? And yet the smallest of reminders, makes me fucking shake.On the floor naked, my pitch black carpet on the floor, with swirling designs... yes, "you've seen it" on my knees and leaning into my arms... head in my hands... looking in some direction. Tapping... fucking tapping... keep on going... it keeps on going... the tapping of my heart... the tap

Tommorrow Means Nothing
Cutting through just like champagne petalsSprinkled over the blackest seaUrban stars will shine, electric, they keep on calling.As they beckon I'm enamored of the sight.No, everything won't be alright for me tomorrow.Tomorrow may not come.Ascending slowly with hopes of findingOne small moment of clarityEscape the blackness cast upon me.I still can't see as you bind me, murder me from miles away.I will finish this today for you.Tomorrow means nothing.Immobile lights will fly tonight.We'll watch them pass together as we part the rising sky.I won't die without you.These breathtaking heights lend sparkling sightsBut we won't fall forever.Tightly bound we'll chase the groundI won't die without you.Descending quickly with hopes of sharingAll the things you've shared with me,I'll chase the digital eye's below me.Through them you'll see as I fallWith digital omniscient eyesCapturing me one last time for you.Tomorrow you will see.Immobile lights will fly tonight.We'll watch them pass together a

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I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and, at times, hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, you sure as hell don't deserve me be at my best! - Marilyn Monroe

Why I Have Been Gone So Long The Real Truth!
i left fubar cuz i had a lot of bad shit happen to me i lost all my money i'am still broke.when i lost my money it caused a great deal of depression.i was in rehab trying recover and will im still a little numb. let's see what else happend oo i got robbed my computer and everything nearly got stolen.i lost my jobs so now i'am just trying to get back on my feet.i have been fighting with the government it's like they don't give a shit who they hurt.i had the flu for 2 weeks.one good thing came out of all this horrible shit is my neice had her baby!baby boy name mason the most amazing thing i have ever seen i love that baby! gives me a reason for living cuz i was at serious point in my life where i was nearly going to kill myself.will thats basicliy all..thanks for staying my friends for those who stayed.

Avantasia: What Kind Of Love
Ok, this is a song by a Progressive metal band called Avantasia, they get a lot of guest vocalists and stuff (alice cooper happens to be on their new album, which this song is from) It's a part of a storyline about a scarecrow who so desperately wants to find love, but because he isn't human, he can't. It's an awesome album, check it out. It's called "The Scarecrow" but anyway here it is: "A Dream of a dwelling inside, Alone we come and alone we go And who am i to know what i feel, Sympathy that's tearing me apart? Attraction of the distance to a heart or affinity? What if love will leave your heart an open sore? And I can't reveal what even i don't know The Love you feel you waste away on me What kind of Love would let us bleed away? No kind of Love would make us bleed away If only you could be The one to take a look inside I feel so incomplete A broken man in need of Mother Love i'm suffering in silence And no one wants to see And only God is watching as I

Endless Summer (song)
My day starts. I climb out of bed. Looking to the skys. All the grey over my head. But still I smile. Cause my heart feels your sun. It cant feel the rain anymore. Because of you my clouds are gone. You have brought endless summer. To my winter drenched bones. Only close to your warmth. Is a place I can call home. The winds can pull me down. But I'll get back on my feet. So I can feel you once again. A warmth ever so sweet. This earth can throw at me. Everything besides the sun. All I need is your warmth. Forever my only one. You have brought me an endless summer. Warmed my winter drenched bones. Only close to your heart. Is a place I call home.... By Michael Profant

Sex And Rock N' Roll
My band, Echoes of the Harvest (Google Us!), played a local show on Saturday night and it rocked! There's nothing like getting a sweaty and loud on stage in front of a large and mostly intoxicated audience that can't stop throwing one another around. The only thing I can compare rocking out live to is sex. You can tell if you're doing either correctly if it feels good, you can go on forever, and you're sweaty when you're done. Both are wonderful and necessary things and should be done as often as possible.

I Am Up For Auction Just One Rate
I am up for Auction Place your Bids to Own me for a Month.. Click the link and place your bids...Even if you cant or don't bid please rate the photo thank you all so muchcopy paste the link please http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=429545&albumid=1620851&i=663551027&idx=47

This Is A Sad One
This was written on one of the rare "down" days I have, and it wasnt a good day at all. "Loss"The wind blowsthe sun shinesthe birds singandmy soul is dyingDarkness descendsover mewhile the sun blazesI feelFlatLike a soda left openon the tableovernightReason and logic fail memadness prevailsMy mindtwists itselfinto a parodyinto a monster

Learning Acceptance
I thought it was time to write something serious well at least to me anyways. In the last week I have been having a really rough time. I have been dealing with things, I wish I didnt have to deal with. I writing because things have change for me. I have learned lot of things over the years of being online. I am not looking for the love of my life on here, though if it happens that good too. I have accepted that finding true love anywhere not just one line is almost impossible. I have learned there are liars, player, and hurtful people even though they claim not to be. I just dont understand why people have to be that way to get what they want. For if i can't get what i want for being my self then i dont wont it. just sad to see alot of people pretending to be somethere not. This blog is not directed to just one person, its general observation. The things that I have been dealing with for the past week has taught me something. Even though I have heard it many times before. I am just goi

Beast Of My Burdens (unedited) 4-13-09
How can i be so disapointed with such a great expectation? Knowing the time it would take to happen how can i be suprised? 14 years of trust, of direction gone and im in shock. where is my friend who came to me and listened with unbias ears. where is the friend that gave of his time willingly and wantingly. where is my sence of pride and joy. you left without saying goodbye you left without one last talk. you just left. you were the one i aspired to be like, the one that showed me the value of a life. let me open my mouth without fear, let me talk loud without regret, without hestitation. i miss that. a week later and i realise just how quiet my life is without you. i know how silent i am to everone but you. Grant me one last voice now, with your head in my lap, and your eyes at my mouth. I miss you. I had my time of sad, but not my time to realise the true reality of what i lost. my only friend stronger then my love. Greater creature then a person and the strongest relationship ive e

Grrrr
The hotel is almost empty, its creepy, some twat that stayed here last year and claimed that there was a ghost in a room next to hers was here tonight, insisiting that its haunted. I told her that I'd appreciate her not telling me that, since i'm here all alone. blah, I wish someone was here to keep me company. ANYONE! grrr

When Your Iq Reaches 50, You Should Sell!
ok so apparently.. Woman are an issue between brothers... ha yes ladies n gents. i am back.. back for my rantin blogs.. Ive held my tongue for to long ohh its good to be home.. So without namin names cuz yanno easing back into this i must take it slow... Rofl.... We have two brothers.. Twins to be exact.. but two completly diffrent people with simular querks. Both love woman love attention.. But one is ready to settle down so he thought.. till one of his strings wondered off to the dark side. and ill quote something i heard today..during all this nonesense i witnessed "stay away she is like a flower that smells so good .. but in reality is a poisonous flower" Now yanno usually id be mad cuz its not me being fought over.. rofl but actually its not involving me but its quite hallarious but lets get back on point.. One brother Settled on 1 woman after parading around with over 50 at a time.. big pimpin i know right but now... This brother is witnessing his twin

I Trust A Friend
ok so i really trust someone who is a friend of mine... we havent been friends for too long but long enuf that i trust him... he says that hes happy i trust him... but it worries him too.. when i asked why he said "every time somebody trusts me that much, they end up getting hurt....maybe not by me, but because of a decision i make..." and i didnt reply and he said "so even though i like the fact that you trust me, at the same time i worry that you'll end up getting hurt" i dont know what to say to that... he means a lot to me and we spend a lot of time together and he defends me when guys are acting retarded to me... but hes still my friend and i do feel i can trust him... i just dont know exactly what i am to do... i dont get what he means by hurting me...

Prank Calls
ok so recently ive been bored, do alot of blogs start off this way? and have been filling out pop up forms on the net. now i know there ploys just to get your email and phone number, but i dont care i have no life. so anyway my favorite one to date was this one where a guy in a pakistani accent asked if i was looking for a car loan. i thot quick and said, yeah sure. he said, how much are you looking at borrowing, i said, oh abaout 80k, he said, fine thats doable. then he asks, how much do i make in a month, i said, 600 bux. he asked, ? a week you make 600, i said, no, a month thats what you asked right? how much i make a month? he said well sire that ridiculouse how do you expect to pay this loan off? i said that i dont intend to pay it off, im gona get the loan, buy the car, and when you figure out im not paying you can repo it, but till then ill have a badass car! he hung up, i was sad. the end.

Thanks So Much
From my llama leveling family to the countless others.. thanks! Thanks so much everyone. Cooperwill had some of the rating revolution to help. 250k away from leveling yesterday and all leveled today. Everyone was amazing! misterfeet deserves kudos as well... he bombed me several times lately. I even conned a friend who has been offline to help. ;) http://www.fubar.com/user/1899145 * http://www.fubar.com/user/1377736 * http://www.fubar.com/user/784270 * http://www.fubar.com/user/722169 * http://www.fubar.com/user/1486086 * http://www.fubar.com/user/2801532 * http://www.fubar.com/user/654370 * http://www.fubar.com/user/1758156 * http://www.fubar.com/user/2020077 * http://www.fubar.com/user/1249118 * http://www.fubar.com/user/1642694 * http://www.fubar.com/user/80181 * http://www.fubar.com/user/944952 http://www.fubar.com/user/762273 http://www.fubar.com/user/249779 http://www.fubar.com/user/1377736 http://www.fubar.com/user/2481657 h

Hmmm
If you are pretty..do you need it in your name? if you are lovely...do you need it in your name. I've just have been of the thought...it's obvious...if you are? I guess I just find myself sick of the same freaking names...and again my name is angel...but you won't find another smiln....if your birth name is beautiful, cutie, sexy, lovely..then this does not apply to you. just in need of seeing something original

Come Get The Perks!
OMG That's Right Im Up On The Auction Block!!!Even If You Can't Bid Stop By And Rate My Pic Pls!!Highest Bid Is 1MilShock Me!!Oh!!Don't Forget To Show The Host's Some Lovin'PebblesinAZ...Owned by Monopoly75@ fubarAnd Fu-Owned Auction 6 " The Wild Wild West " TώåunεVålêntïnô™ §Ë®@ fubar

Jus A Thought.
Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows. Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play. The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you. The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you. Without you, the breeze warms, the girl smiles, the cloud moves. Without you, the tides change, the boys run, the oceans crash. The crowds roar, the days soar, the babies cry, without you. The moon glows, the river flows, but I die, without you. The world revives Colors renew But I know blue, only blue, lonely blue, within me blue. Without you. Without you, the hand gropes, the ear hears, the pulse beats. Without you, the eyes gaze, the legs walk, the lungs breathe. The mind churns! The mind churns! The heart yearns! The heart yearns! The tears dry, without you. Life goes on, but I�m gone. Cause I die, without you. Without you. by Rent.

The Gentleman
He asked to go to Dinner..something that is not normal for me these days. I thought to myself, what a Gentleman. Looking at his picture it was unclear what to expect. He looked well put together. There still was the mystery of seeing him face to face.As I arrived home from work that Monday evening, a sedan pulled in behind me. Anticipating, A figure stepped out of the car. As he approached, a very handsome face started to clear as he got closer.We went to dinner at a Steakhouse. For hours the conversation was flowing. Without even thinking, we walked near the water. A slight chill in the air and wind over the bay made it hard to stay outside.We went back to the house and talked more. It was very late.He kissed me goodnight. The kiss lasted for a very long time. Passion building, he just could not leave.We ended up in my bed..kissing longer. I felt him start to undress me. He began to explore my body inch by inch. His lips and tongue sliding down my neck. I felt his tongue and mouth aro

Out Of The Woods
I wish you out of the woods And into a picture with me I wish you over the moon Come out of the question and be If this is gonna run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head I roller coaster for you Time out of mind must be heavenly It's all enchanted and wild Just like my heart said it was gonna be If this is gonna run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head I wish you out of the woods And into the picture with me I wish you over the moon Come out of the question and be If this is gonna run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head If this is gonna run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head If this is gonna run 'round in my head I might as well be dreaming Run 'round in my head -Nickel Creek

My Name Is Fibromyalgia
MY NAME IS FIBROMYALGIAby Terri BeenHi....My Name is Fibromyalgia, and I'm an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can't see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I'm in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over.Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now! I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal. Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too. You didn't ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: That virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I'm here to sta

Please Understand
I have always found these letters useful in trying to explain this complex & confusing illness to others in my life. Hope it helps you as well. A letter to anyone wishing to know me...... Allow me to begin by thanking you for taking the time out of your day to spend some time with me and get to know me better. A person's time is their most valuable asset and yours is appreciated. I want to talk to you about Fibromyalgia (FM) and Chronic Myofascial Pain Syndrome (MPS). Many have never heard of these conditions and for those who have, many are misinformed. And because of this judgments are made that may not be correct… So I ask you to keep an open mind as I try to explain who I am and how FM/MPS has assaulted not only my life but those whom I love as well. You see, I suffer from a disease that you cannot see; a disease that there is no cure for and that keeps the medical community baffled at how to treat and battle this demon, who's attacks are relentless. My pain works silent

The Spoon Theory
The Spoon Theory My best friend and I were in the diner, talking. As usual, it was very late and we were eating French fries with gravy. Like normal girls our age, we spent a lot of time in the diner while in college, and most of the time we spent talking about boys, music or trivial things, that seemed very important at the time. We never got serious about anything in particular and spent most of our time laughing. As I went to take some of my medicine with a snack as I usually did, she watched me with an awkward kind of stare, instead of continuing the conversation. She then asked me out of the blue what it felt like to have Lupus and be sick. I was shocked not only because she asked the random question, but also because I assumed she knew all there was to know about Lupus. She came to doctors with me, she saw me walk with a cane, and throw up in the bathroom. She had seen me cry in pain, what else was there to know? I started to ramble on about pills, and aches and pains, but she

Bling For Nsfw?
to all you player females out there offering ur nsfw for bling packs, like it or not ur judged as whores....... just accept it and your life will be much easier. to all you hornball guys feeding this frenzy..... there is free porn availbel all over the net, why are you wasting your money? there are TONS of FREE pornsites with females MUCH better looking than the ones slutting out their pics for bling on this site....... and you get to see em FUCK! Its turned into a business transaction. desparate hornballs want to see women with allmost no tits, flapjack tits, or non groomed cuntile area give up their money to see something less than a drop dead gorgeous woman. Its not like you will get any closer to actually fucking them then when you stroke ur cock to their pics anyway, and if you think you are, you are sadly mistaken....... they tease on purpose to get what they want and you suckers fall right for it. I cant believe guys will actually pay out bling packs for nudes on thi

My Story
after reading this many of you might ask why i live the lifestyle i do and there is only 3 words i can say SAFE SANE CONSENTUAL....the difference is even as a slave i ALWAYS have the power to stop a scene AT ANY TIME! as a battered wife the beatings didn't stop until he was good and ready..... My Story....this is all true Abuse. i was married at one time to a horrible man...Rick was never my master or anything...it was plain old vanilla but that is not what made him horrible....it was the abuse that he dished out almost daily....and it wasn't just physical, it was emotional and sexual also... i never reported him to the police...i was afraid to...he had threatened to kill me many times and he even held a hunting knife to my throat one day and told me that he could kill me and no one would give a shit...and then one night i was a few minutes late getting home from the grocery store and he met me at the top of the stairs with a loaded cocked gun and told me that i was late and i wo

My Love
I am helplessly in love with a woman, she knows who she is. I think about her all the time. Wondrering if she is warm, safe and happy. I dream of her in the night and wish i could hold her in my arms, o so tight and look in to her eyes, tell her how much i love and care for her no matter what. She is the light in my dark soul, my love is hers and hers so until i can call you my own and we can build a home. My heart screams for you and you alone My Love !

Left Or Right Or....?
What is actually right and left? Today on TV, talk radio, newspapers etcetera, we hear the words left and right bantered about quite a bit. The left labeled as liberals and the extreme left communists and socialists while on the right we have conservatives, with the extreme right being called fascists. Democrats deemed left and Republicans, deemed right, but this is not what the political system was founded on. In days of old, parliament was seated according to their affiliation with the communist followers being seated on the left side of the building and the fascists on the right side with all other party lines strewn about in between. Yet the founding fathers did not view this when they talked about left and right. The above is political parties, and the two extremes, which has now become identified with political parties. It is funny to think of these terms because even though communism is the far left and fascism, the far right, they both are identical in the respect th

What Am I?
So everyone knows, I have a lot of liberal friends and a lot of conservative friends. Some of my friends are Republicans, some Liberals, some Liberterians and some green party. I listen to all and condemn no one, for it is the passage of ideas that makes this a great society. With that said, if anyone gets rude or obnoxious, the comment will be deleted. No name calling will be tolerated as I said it is about ideas. The Founding Fathers had created a document, on that was based on ideas and governments that had been tried before and failed. Alas, ours is heading in that direction because we have moved away from those very same ideals and principles hat made this country a great nation, and the blueprint for many other countries to follow (which many have, but have turned away faster than we have). It is best that we realize what is true, those don't don't know the past are doomed to repeat it. Here, hopefully I can add voice so that we do not commit the same misakes that Rome, Gr

Setting The Script On Fire, She Says"we Need To Talk"
He assumes she know his silent brooding means He is angry Her fist hits the table Opals, sapphires, diamonds, bloodstones flying everywhere Looks at him collective and says calmly evenly "I am not telepathic" "So" she assesses "when the person I am grown into now Sets a boundary. and I stand up for myself, If it were in the shell of a person I once was That would be being a bitch"... And so she is invisible to everyone who loved that shell Now she must find people who will love her. The others worse than despised her calling it love So she keeps telling herself... Until she finds those who embrace her formless Without prejudgment Love unconditional. ----------------------------------------------- Just Two Lines that Break Down the Above Sitting upright in bed she gets mad. And every fucking star falls from the sky.

Points To Ponder..........
Nemo vir est qui mundum non reddat mel Watch your thoughts; they become words.Watch your words; they become actions.Watch your actions; they become habits.Watch your habits; they become character.Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.--Frank Outlaw

Please Read First!
It is with great sadness, that I start this blog, and all because of a book. They say pride goeth before the fall, and that is the truth. I always thought I knew a lot about the US Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, after all I did study them in school (unlike the past two generations who know nothing of it, because it is not taught) or so I had thought. The book is called the 5,000 year leap, and goes back to how the Constitution was created and what the founding fathers were thinking. Again, I am sad because against the newer generations I know a lot, but when I got into the intro of the book, found out I did not know as much as I thought. If you know me well, you know that once I start a book, I will read chapters on end, not settingit aside, and forget about the reality around me. With this book, it is not so, I read a little, then put it down and assimilate what I just read. So dear friends and readers, it came time for me to speak out and share, I implore you

Comes The Dawn
After a while you learnthe subtle difference Between holding a hand and chaining a soul, And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning And company doesn't mean security, And you begin to understand that kisses aren't contracts. And presents aren't promises, And you begin to accept your defeats With your head held high and your eyes open, With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child. You learn to build your roadss On today because tomorrow's ground Is too uncertain for plans, and futures have A way of falling down in midflight. After a while you learn that even sunshine Burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate Your own soul, instead of waiting; For someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, That you really are strong And you really do have worth And you learn and learn.... and you learn With every goodbye you learn. thought that you might enjoy this as much asd I did alw

Alone In The Darkness
I see the wind blow outside my window as the moonlight shines down through the trees outside and into my room. I walk over to the light that is falling down on my bare feet now as i stand in front of my window and raise my head slowly to look out of my window. I see you on my street corner watching me in the window and never moving as the wind picks up and blows harder against you. I see your eyes growing brighter as I move closer to my window and press my hand against the pane of glass that keeps you at bay. I turn and unlock my window and gesture unto you for you to come inside and yet you still just stand there staring at me with unblinking eyes of golden brown. I look upon you harder now as I lean forward out my window as far as I can go and reach out unto you and yet you still just stand there. I scream for you and you still stand there staring at me as if not to hear me at all. Then the sudden chill hits me and I fall back into my room and hit the floor with a thud. Now I stare

Moonlight
As I sit hereUnder a moonlit skiesI think of youAnd tears fill my eyesThough you are miles awayYour close in my heartTo be together foreverAnd never partI see you clearIn my dreamHolding you closeSeeing your eyes gleamA love full of passionHonor and trustThe basics of loveFor this a must Seeing your smileBrightens my daySometimes I get scaredDon’t know what to sayI could get lostJust looking in your eyesFilling your life with loveYour heart, the prizeWith each and everyPassing dayStaying by your sideCome what mayThrough the good and badThe trying timesOur love will ring trueLike a church bell’s chimesProve to doubtersThat true love is realYou will never forgetHow I feelI will remind youEvery single dayIf I don’t say the wordsIt will be in some wayYou will know in my actionsFeel it in my touchOr a soft tender kissI love you this muchTo feel your armsWrapped around meMy heart is lockedYour touch, the keyFor the futureWe can not seeI know what my heart wantsYou, to be wi

The Rules Of Chocolate.....mmmmmmmmmmm!
If you get melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly.Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want.The problem: How to get two pounds of chocolate home from the store in a hot car. The solution: Eat it in the parking lot.Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal.It'll take the edge off your appetite and you'll eat less.A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place. Isn't that handy?If you can't eat all your chocolate, it will keep in the freezer. But if you can't eat all your chocolate, what's wrong with you?If calories are an issue, store your chocolate on top of the fridge. Calories are afraid of heights, and they will jump out of the chocolate to protect themselves.Money talks. Chocolate sings.Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger.Why is there no such organization as Chocoholics Anonymous?Because no one wants to qu

Cemetery Escort Duty
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin wou

My Live
im sooooo saaad.... somethimes i hate my job but i have to do it .... but its sad to make it when somebody dies in my family... buts the only thing that i can do for them.... is that everybody can say good bye to this person :-(

Poison
Darkness consumesMy once warm heartCupids’ arrowNow a poisoned dartEvery time I LoveIt brings me sorrowThe knife of fateI did not borrowFor it cuts meWay down deepIt haunts my mindEven when I sleepMy life it seemsIs just one nightmareFacing the darknessAnd its icy stareFor now I faceThe world aloneThe claws of despairSlice to the boneI once was happyNow I just acheThe pain of LoveLike a wooden stakePierced my heartLeft me in tormentThrough the corridor of lifeA lonely decentInto the deep And dark abyssStill a memoryOf your sweet kissFor I now knowI am not what you desireThe pain of a broken heartIs all I acquireLike the blade of a knifeThat has severed my soulI must resembleAn ugly trollFor I know notWhat I could have doneMy blood scorchedLike vampires in the sunThe loss in faithThat love can be trueMy heart turns a shadeOf an icy hueYet the visionsSo clear in my mindOur pathsForever entwinedMy heart has been lancedBy loves sharpened daggerMy mind begins to swimI start to stagger

Hmm
"The real world is for people who can't imagine anything better." I think there is actually some truth to that. It's along the same lines as being a hopeless romantic and always hoping something better will come alone.

Because Of You
I awake each day wih a smile . And greet it with a laugh . thw world is a treasure to me. BECAUSE OF YOU I AWAKE EACH DAY WITH A SMILE. AND GREET IT WITH A LAUGH. THE WORLD IS A TREASURE TO ME. BECAUSE OF YOU. EVERYTIME I THINK OF SOMETHING SAD, I REPLACE THE THOUGHT WITH YOU.. MY MIND IS INSTANTLY CHANGED AND MY HEART IS FILLED WITH GLADNESS.. BECAUSE OF YOU... EVERY BREATH I TAKE IS IS MEANT FOR YOU .. I LIVE THIS LIFE SURROUNDED IN JOY .. AND I BATHE IN THE PROMISE OF YOUR LOVE... MY SOUL BELONGS TO YOU..EACH TIME I SEE SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL I WANT TO TAKE IT AND BRING IT TO YOU... MY LIFE HAS SO MUCH MEANING NOW ... ALL BECAUSE OF YOU... LOVE YOU BABY

New Rules Add On
New Rule: For all you fubarians, faceboxers, taggers, and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion terabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come on...15 minutes on DSL to load a page just so we can see if they're gonna show the oobies!And that's another thing! This is an Adult site people! If you're gonna postnekkid pics of yourself on here, at least open them to your friends list.Jeez, we have to go thru a hoop, buy you a damn Bling Pack, get you drunk, thenbeg for three weeks in the shout box; just for you to open a damn folder with 2pics in it that only show your ass from two directions. If we had wanted that, we'ddownload Google earth and see the whole whole planet's asses.

New Rules
New rules for 2009New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com.There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don'tparticularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain ofthe football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn.New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a windowunless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a humanfinger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar.What did you expect it to contain? Trout?New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with theirhot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a betterdescription for these kids: lucky bastards.New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseballcards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of youridols.If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men.New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much mencare about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay, we're done

Aunt Linda
The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment. Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at he end of it.The next day, the kids came back, and one by one, began to tell their stories. There were all the regular types of stuff: spilled milk and pennies saved.But then the teacher realized, much to her dismay, that only Ernie was left. "Ernie, do you have a story to share?""Yes ma'am. My daddy told a story about my Aunt Linda. she was a pilot in Desert Storm, and her plane got hit. She had to bail out over enemy territory and all she had was a flask of whiskey, a pistol, and a survival knife. She drank the whiskey on the way down so the bottle wouldn't break, and then her parachute landed her right in the middle of 20 Iraqi troops. She shot 15 of them with the pistol, until she ran out of bullets, killed four more with the knife, till the blade broke, and then she killed the last Iraqi with her bare hands.""Good Heavens," said the horrified teacher. "What kind of moral di

Happy Easter
Happy Easter to everyone I hope everyone had an good easter today i did i spend it with my youngest son thats made me so happy today but then i had to take him back home thats made me sad and hurt but in the end i know he talking care of. but now i can't wait untill next sunday to get him now.

?????easter
i will give 1 million fu bucks to the first person that can correctly tell me why we celebrate easter when we do AND who decided it. good luck post your answers in the comment area :P p.s. dont forget to rate

Thanks Asd And State Of Music
First of all I want to thank all the bands who performed on Saturday at The Tralf. It has been so long since I have seen a heavy show. I don't use the term metal for multiple reasons. The first is that when people hear metal they want to define what kind of metal a band is. I get why people do that. But just because a band thinks of its self as Death Metal doesn't mean they growl. Even if they do some bands some bands you can understand and some you can't. Another example is Hardcore is a sub type of metal but is it really I'm not sure. The other reason I use the term Heavy is that something can be heavy or sound tormented and not be what some would call metal. Is something Metal if the band becomes pop like say Linkin Park and Korn? But they are for sure heavy. What if a band has a heavy message but it plays the music softly, HA, joking. But there was a band from Buffalo called The Sheila Devine who where kinda like that. One minute Aaron would be signing then it w