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The Woman Is My True Sunshine
She is the sunwhen I am on the oceanalways seeing the darknessshe gives me directionFighting the tumulous seafearing for my lifealways hoping and prayingfor the sun to come out and direct meLooking for the warmthof her sweet eyesseeking the warmthof her arms holding me tightHer arms are stronggiving me reassurancethat I can keep fighting the seaalways knowing she will be thereCopyright ©2009

Ladies, Don't Refer To Any Of Your Body Parts As A Food Item : |
I just love the whole dynamic of social networking sites where the vibe is ALWAYS one of sexually charged conversation and constant flirting. But please, for my sake, stop with the "flavor" comparisons of your tits, ass, or pussy!! It sets us all up for failure. Hey, I love me some chocolate, but I know for a fact that I don't taste like it. EVEN IF I POUR HERSHEY'S SYRUP ON ME, I probably would just taste like chocolate-covered grossness. :| But I swear, damn near every woman on Fubar, Myspace, Facebook, MyYearbook, or whatever other site, tastes like all these sweet treats and confections. Then I lick one of you, and I have the faint hint of pheromones, salty sweat, and the god-awful taste of some strange "Bath and Body Works" body spray (it DOES NOT taste like Country Pears :|). I'm not the culinary guru when it comes to the flavor of pussy, but I've had more than my fair share of oral sex. Dessert doesn't pop in my mind. If anything.....nevermind, I was about to get rather disgu

Goodbye
Saying goodbye is always the hardestBecause you never know what to sayIf it isn’t goodbye you still have no clue what to sayCause you never know if you hear from them againAs time goes on you never knowWhen someone says they need spaceUsually it means goodbyeSo I say goodbye and wish the bestLet time be there to heal all woundsMake it so you don’t have angerMaybe you will remember meMaybe you won’tGuess it all dependsDo you really want to talk to meOr were you being niceWould never knowI loved you I cared and would do anythingBut nothing mattersYou still walk away

Holding Hands
I never thought I'd ever hold handsI don't hold hands anymoreThe memory of holding handsMy friend dies as I can't save himIt's my job and I failI can't believe I was such a failureHe looks in my eyes As he fades awayI tell him he's not aloneI hold him closeHolding his hand tightbecause I failed at my jobI get the body bagSlide his tags in his teethand attach one to his bootMy friend he died I'll never hold hands againThe last one died I failed himI can't hold hands again Copyright ©2009

Tfcd In Va And Eastern Nc
Looking for amature models or anyone that would like to do a TFCD from Richmond to Norfolk and into Eastern NC. I am trying to build my portfolio and willing to do TFCD and editing on the photos. I will travel and do whatever type of photos that you are looking for. There will be a form that will be filled out giving both model and photographer permission to use the photos for portfolio use. I have been doing lanscape, nature and other types for a couple years now and I'm in the process of getting into model photography. If you are interested you can e-mail me at PhotoXElite@gmail.com and view my site at PhotoXElite.googlepages.com.

What Is A Veteran?
Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a jagged scar, a certain look in the eye.Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: the soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity.Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe wear no badge or emblem.You can't tell a vet just by looking.He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel.He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel.She - or he - is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang.He is the POW who went away one person and came back another - or didn't co

I Am A Soldier
I am not allowed to show my feelingsI am not allowed to cryI walk tall I hate the look in othersAs they look at me Like they are better than meIt is so easy for them to make a judgment What gives them the right to judge meWho has the right to judge my rights or wrongs?I recognize my ways and know I am not perfectI stand here knowing that I hurt manyI killed manyI fixed many I saved many Do all my good deeds make up for the murders?I stand here ready to hear the final judgmentI got a feeling that I will never make it to heavenI made my decision to live I know it was wrong to take the livesI listened to the gasps and heard the screams The bullets going inNothing compared to the bladeAs it slid in I watched the eyes turn blank Heard the gasps as I closed my own eyesI am to fix them yet I need to live tooAm I right to want to live another day?I never agreed to murder othersI agreed to caring for the sick and injuredAs I sit here I think about the nights I haveI never sleep because I see it

A United States Marine
His emotions are impenetrable yet his shoulders are soft for those that need someone to lean on. His hands are firm yet know exactly where they need to be. If he has his arms wrapped around you, you're either in the last moments of your life or the safest place you could ever be. He's stubborn but will let you have your way just to see you smile. He's deadly with a rifle and gentle with a child. He plays poker with the devil but guards the gates of heaven. He curses like no other but is a perfect gentleman. He has a thousand yard stare but when you look into his eyes it's the most comforting thing you've ever felt. The Marine Corps trained him as a weapon but raised him as a lover. He knows every part of a M-16 and he knows every curve of his woman. There is no other man like him. Whether you love him or hate him both is a privilege. He could be your worse nightmare or your sweetest dream.

I'm In An Auction
So people convinced me that I should be in an auction!!! So if you want to own me and have some great benefits you should buy this sexy VaJayJay hehe. The link for the auction is as followed.... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2187215&albumid=1631911&i=3775801902&idx=11#1061326722 Come show me what you got ;)

You Have Got To Be Kidding Me...
My globals just got taken from me. All I get is that generic message "one of your mumms violated blah blah blah"... Last blog I posted is still up, http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=541097 And if anyone knows me, I'm pretty much saying what everyone else is saying on the MuMMs. Yet, when I went to post a new MuMM, I was told I can't do it... ... WTF?!? I don't even get any details, so I know not to do it again... I know I've been contoversial before, but I haven't done ANYTHING like that in MONTHES... *sigh*

My Short Fictional Erotic Story
It was a nice lovely evening with the stars and moon shining and the passions that night were hotter than Summer in July, but only one exoctic couple that night had more sweat from passion than humidity in CA. I was celebrating my 1 year anniversary with my wife, I was at work just thinking about spending a lovely night with my wife with chamapgne and a candle lit dinner. When I came home, I entered a candle lit room, and there she was, my wife lying on silk sheets wearing a sexy red lingerie, and holding a bottle of champagne. She poured me a glass as we tosted to our anniversary, and after we downed our glasses, my wife had a seductive look in her eyes. I was nervous, as I have never excperienced something like this before. She lyed me down on the bed and climbed on top of me, she started kissing me with her soft and passionate lips while she put her soft hand in my shirt and started to rub my chest, my hands were slighty rubbing her firm ass. We started to massage eachothers sensual

Online Shopping
So I've decided to do some shopping this morning. It's getting warm and I need some short sleeve shirts. I'm not exactly sure what made me go to Hollister's website, but yeah..I'm there. The clothes are nice, but wow..pretty expensive for just a logo. Anyway, I hit the clearance tab and found some really good prices. Got what I wanted and decided to check the "dudes" section. Not that I bought anything, just wanted to look. I'm not sure what to think. They had some decent T-shirts for guys..then they had some pink ones. Not that guys can't wear pink..but yeah. I had to check and see what sizes were left since they were on sale. I guess I wanted to see how many of them were left. They only had sizes small and extra small left. So there's gonna be a pretty good bit of normal/large looking guys "rocking" the pink Hollister shirt... =/

The Leaving Of London
I had a late night Saturday. My mate Elaine and I headed off to Oxford Jongleurs, it threatened to be evil. There were nasty stags all congregating and being cuntish. I quickly got them ready for the first act, I was the fastest, microphone mistress in the world. Susan Murray went on first and slayed them, her no holds barred attitude won them over, we were all pleasantly surprised, and the crowd were fine. Then Anthony King went onto have one of the best gigs that I have seen him do! I love his quirkily intelligent wordsmith creative act and the potentially annoying crowd LOVED him as well. The whole night was topped off with the energetic Richard Morton, the crowd carried on being lovely and responsive, which goes to show that first impressions aren't always good to judge things on. Elaine and I went straight from Oxford to Groucho Club in London's West End. Elaine had yet to be introduced to the Groucho and she walked straight into the enigmatic Bernie Katz dancing wi

Auto 11's U Want Them?
Want Auto 11's? Click on the cherry I'm auctioning off a Auto 11 Come by and place ur bid The auction will run from April 20th 8am EST through April 26th 8pm EST. The highest bid will win the Auto 11's Remember any cash bids are better then fubucks. No Drama Serious bidders only.

All About Me"
This is all about me” It’s me, mylene and things about me. 15 questions: 1. My two best physical characters Well, according to people, friends, relatives and other people, they said that, I have a cute face, don’t say hmmm, and nice boobs and body, although am lacking in height, but whatever, I simply being love being me” 2. My two best personal characteristic. I think, I am very flexible, very easy and funny to get along with, and “sincere to the max..” 3. Most of my friend describes me as

Internal Radiation Tommorrow?
They have me set up to do this @ 7AM and it's impossible seeing I've got the kids to get off to school and the fact that my husband is working day turns which means he leaves here @ 5AM not sure what the hell I'm going to do here. Maybe talk with the doctor and see if he can't find another time for me, then again my husband said to go ahead and keep the time because I need to go through with it, yes I know this however is it going to work out with all the shit I've got to do and with him working early mornings? Anyways he says he'll try & work something out with his BOSS to see if he can't work midnights in order to be there with me & maybe his dad can help with the kids or I'll have to ask my G/F Jamie next door, I don't know... We'll have to figure something out and it'll have to be soon....Oh yeah I forgot that they are an hour ahead of us so this means I'd have to be there @ 6AM my time..... Whew what a damn joke cause I've got to do a FLEET enama? Before they start the procedure,

Conversation With A Fool On Fubar
unknownapx: ya now fuck ur self........ Ur wife is getting fucked........ ->unknownapx: what nothing to say? what you thought maybe my wife would hide it from me? can't read english? what is it? live to close to pakistan and can't tell a cow from a camel? well neither can most of you dot heads. unknownapx: Go to hell Have I talked wid u???? U r just stranger..... I m gonna fuck ur wife....... ->unknownapx: Hey ya lil turban wearin pig fucker, My Name is Lazarus I am Seven blackthornes Real Life husband and I do not appreciate you telling my WIFE that you want to fuck her.

Friendship!
"""""Friendship is a priceless gift. It can't be bought nor sold. It's weight is far more valuble than a mountain made of gold. Gold is cold and lifeless. It can neither seen nor heard. And in times of trouble it is powerless to cheer. It has no ear to listen, nor heart to understand. It can't bring you comfort or reach out a helping hand. So when you ask God for a Gift, Be thankful if he sends not diamonds, Gold, or riches, But the love of a real true friend... SEND TO ALL YOUR TRUE FRIENDS...""" ""

Just Who I Am
some time life seems to drain you of everthing even of your pride.we all make sacefices for thows we love and althow some are greater than others we as people try to put are to cheep cents in for some reason or a nother im tierd of two faced punkass bitches who like to start shit when its not there life to live so im hear to start anew friends list and to just injoy life with out some of my old friends who tured out not to be. im a funny guy i have kids and im still young soo what of it. i speak my mind and dont hold anything back. call me a ass if you want too but lifes too short for second chances and games live life to the fullest take what you can give nothing back.....

Fox News Peeps
I think its rather low and imature of a Top notch news show like Fox News bashing another country. I think its in poor taste as well. Some achor woman thought it rather amuzing to bash Canada saying she didnt know what border was worse . The Mexico or the Canadian border. Seems I guess she feels America has no faults. That only Canada and Mexico have drug and terriost problems. If that is what she thinks shes delusional and out of touch with the real world. I am not gonna sit here and bash America cause I have really good friends there. I am just pissed off that Fox News runs down other countrys. They need to take a good look at whats around them before condemming us.

Church Sign.
Driving around, and saw this sign that said.''When you planGod laughs.''For some reason, this sign grated my nerves a bit. When we make plans, God laughs. I assume because he's already written our story, and we're all just following his game plan.Doing what we're told, without hearing a word. God finds amusement that our plans are what he already planned? As opposed to being our own thoughts,our choices, what we want to do. God seems like a bit of an omnipotent child. We have free will, right? But, if everything we choose to do, is actually his choice, where's our free will? I guess it doesn't exist, if you believe in God, that is. I believe in God, myself, just doesn't seem to be the God everyone else does.Oh well, I couldn't care less. If everything's just God's plan, does he plan the suicides? The murders? All the other sins that cause our souls to go to 'Hell'?Did he plan all the genocides, wars, everything else? For what purpose? Does he giggle when I plan to jack off? Because it'

Free Tans!
The other day while I was out to get a much needed mullet avoiding haircut, I noticed a sign on a bus stop bench at a red light that caught my eye. It said "Free Tanning" and a phone number. In a frightening insight into my thoughts, first thing to my mind was "You see that big glaring round thing in the sky? Stand under it." Even worse, my second thought was "Is THAT how they get those spy cam shots on the dirty sites?" My mind wandered to "Yes ma'am, here's your tanning bed. Please ignore the webcam pointed up your vag, and here's some complimentary lotion." Unfortunately I didn't get a picture before the light turned green, so feel free to weep about not having the number to call. This concludes this worthless entry.

Mother's Day 2004
Well,this is for all you who like to go out drinking and don't use designated drivers! On Mother's Day 2004 I was Managing a local convenience store when something made me look up and stare down the highway. Thats when a large SUV caught my eye. It ran the red light in the middle of town and then came barreling through the emergency signal. They driver tried to change lanes and over steered careening her into the vehicle of a detention deputy on her way to my store. The effects of what happen next will forever play in my mind. When her vehicle hit the deputy's it ricocheted it onto the store property. It came inches from killing one of my customers as it crossed our property airborn. It then struck the other gas pump sending it into the McDonald's parking lot on the next block along with a large 500 lb cement trash can. The driver, a 19 yr old female, was ejected and her body wrapped around the awning pole. her right arm was severed and flung several feet from her body. I

Once Upon A Time
When we’re young ... the fairytales begin. Snow white is breaking and entering. Why? To clean up the mess of seven tiny men with clearly identified personality flaws. She collapses from taking just one more bite, right to her hips, one more health nut ... done. Could there be anything more wrong? Seven freaky little men watching on ... as prince charming strode up and kissed her? Did anyone bother to consult her living will ... before allowing the prince to slip her his ... magic pill?! Sleeping beauty suffered the same fate ... fast asleep until prince charming (cuz he gets around and she can’t save herself) fought the vicious beast to win the chance to kiss the fair sleeping maiden, with ... What? No consent?! Welcome to marriage girls. Welcome to what it’s like, wedded bliss ... when the mirrors don’t approve ... you are, at best, a witch. The beast gets to enjoy the pretty girl, throughout the entire 2-hour scene. But she? Is forced to fall in love with t

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Brief History About Piranah
Piranah is a veteran band from Nashville, TN, that was founded in 1993 by guitarist Matt Seckinger. Soon after, Darren Andrews became the lead vocalist for the band and has remained the band’s front man ever since. After having many lineup changes over the years, drummer Chris Higgins and bassist Thorin Milliken completed this revitalized version of the band in late 2006.Piranah writes great metal songs that fall into no particular metal genre, but incorporate all of them. Piranah is unclassifiable and have a sound that is completely their own. With expert songwriting in hand and a solid line up established, they will continue to make all the noise possible as they forge ahead in the years to come.Setting out to make a career of writing good songs, delivering energetic live shows, and with their national and international street teams behind them, Piranah has been broadcast in 41 countries to date. With three albums already to their credit, and their fourth release, "Orchestrated

Never Give Up - Just Change The Miracle
...A kiss from a grandson, so brave, so tenacious, so loving - a song in my heart forever. This song was the song that his great-grandparents fell in love to, so many years before he blessed me with his sweet courage. Now they are together, and we sing together when the veil of mysterious life is especially thin. I love you, Harper. You taught me so much. Chi Chi. Harper Gibson’s “Chi Chi” Remembers Good Friday, April 10th, 2009 – I went in to Harper’s hospital room just like I did almost every day or night for the last year and a half. For the past few days he had been asleep, under the effects of a continuous morphine drip. This day he was restless, propped up in bed, his two year old hands reaching up for something. I picked him up, making sure his oxygen tube was not stretched too far. He was warm and very heavy. All the various liquids being pumped into his body via I.V. were not going in to his vascular system, they were third spacing. He was blo

To Fall From Grace
What do you have to do to fall from grace To know that you had people admire you Now you have to start from a new place So sad that I now know what is true To see what happened made me feel disgrace Even in the end of all an angel had to fall A lot of things said but your actions ended it To know that you are human makes you so small You make me feel bad for who I am I admit Now that is over for cause I saw it all

You Guys Are Too Cool To Me
Okay since I can't fit everyone in my status I wanted to say thank you to you guys on here I love each of you. I love you Sweet and thank you sooo much :) Krista thank you soooo much that was really awesome of you Shay you're way too nice to me :P I'm not worth that much money! but I love it! hehehe

Scammer!!!!!
just to let everybody know our scammer gurl ~~~Sexy Mom~~~ changed her name into ~~SparklingAngel~~ let everybody know in ur friendlist and all over fubar so she wont have the chance to rip ppl off again!!! ~~SparklingAngel~~ thats the new name, beware of the scammer lady!!!!!!!!!!

Is Any Hot Girl Interest In Be My Princess
Is any hot and beautiful girl want be my princess, who i can give you my love, take care her all the way, house, cars and alot more, if you are that person hit me back please.....Alex

My Mom
hey people i have lost my mom she was my best friend and my hero and i love her with all my heart and soul and i wish i could wake up again and see her and here her laught and talk to me anyways she die of heart failure and i miss her more and more everyday and all i got left now is my daddy and my 8 siblins and i hope u all now i am very heart broken my my die on march 28. 2009 at 12:45 and i miss her everyday and i dont have no friends and i wish i can have friends to talk to anyways thank u for listen to me your friend amber and please leave me a comment

Another One
Satanic rites of passing to hell preying on the innocent. Angels wing burning, enflamed. The sin of fea exploited. The dead shall walk in crimson moonlight, the sun as black as night. And who's to say when the end shall come? Revelation raping the earth. Ten thousand angels speeding down, but not from your god. Fallen martyrs fell to earth, the Aryan race takes its flight. So many souls rotting alive, flesh consumed by flies. Freedom as hell spills over, back to earth for revenge. And as the child stares into his eyes the devil starts to cry. Not of pain, but mad hysteria, the child thrown into flames. Decapiteated crosses scream of death. Then cut by sick scilence. With every death, hell fills high. One hundered fold population of heavan.

This Is How U Can See My Nsfw Pics
So ya wanna know how you can see my NSFW pics ?? It is real simple .. $10 Bling pack gets you in for a week $20 Bling pack gets ya 2 weeks $50 Bling pack gets you a month$100 Bling pack gets you 3 months An auto 11 or cherry bomb also gets you a month a month vip renewal gets you 2 weeksa 3 month vip renewal get u a month a 3 day blast gets you a weeka 7 day blast gets you 2 weeksa 30 day blast gets you a month A happy hour gets you in for 6 months Wanna know what's in there ? I will give you a hintThere is a little of just mesome of me and my toys a little of me and my gfa little of me, my gf and our hubbys Anita

A Lil Somethiing From My Heart
This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outside The rain is pounding down I should probably hide The pain is building inside I wonder why you lied Was it to save your pride I look around But I am all alone Darkness is all around I am the only one home No noises to be heard No motion where you once stood I know you are around Just not for me to see I know you are watching me But from where I am unsure The pain is building For I need you here To comfort me, to hold me To tell me it will be all right Without you by my side I have no one to turn to No one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I cried You always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny It's dark outside I am dark and empty inside Without you here Please let me know That you are some where

"your Sweet Six Six Six"
There are things you should know And the distance between us seems to grow But you're holding on strong And, oh, how hard it is to let go, oh, so hard to let go I'm waiting for your call and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart (oh, my heart) I'm losing my faith in you But you don't want it to be true But there's nothing you can do There is no thing you can do - yes, I've lost my faith in you Waiting for your call And I'm ready to take your six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart Right here in this heart Oh, Right here in this heart I'm lonely And I know it's too late Oh, my god you're so lonely I'm waiting for your call and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart And I'm longing for your touch and I welcome your sweet Six six six in my heart I'm ready for the fall and I'm ready to take your Six six six in my heart Longin

"razorblade Kiss"
I taste death in every kiss we share Every sundown seems to be the last we have Your breath on my skin has the scent of our end I'm drunk on your tears, Baby, can't you see it's hurting Mmhhh mmmhhhh Every time we touch we get closer to heaven And at every sunrise our sins are forgiven Uh.uh You on my skin this must be the end The only way you can love me is to hurt me again And again And again And again Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Oh the taste from your lips, my Darling Taste from your lips, oh my Love Only inside I'm free I'm tired of waiting You've got to let me dream inside you baby I'm not afraid to feel I want you to love me Cause you are the one Cause you are the one Cause you are the one Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetness is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is the taste from your lips Your love is a razorblade kiss Sweetest is

"sigillum Diaboli"
I can't see as I'm facing your pitiful lies Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Oh I can't see through your eyes, bring your tears on me I will leave the body for your shoulder you just have to killing I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Oh as well as I do Oh as well as I do Just as well as I do Oh as well as I do Oh as well as I do So I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do So I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Oh, so you've come from above And you say you want to And I kill myself for your love I'm killing myself for you, yes you I can't see as I'm facing your pitiful lies Don't have the strength to carry your heavy load of life I'm your Christ to die on you This world's not for us and you know it as well as I do Yes you do Yes

"the 9th Circle (ost)"
Is it so hard to believe the hearts are made to be broken Can't you see that the beauty of love lies in constant times Don't you want our hearts to be torn wide open Won't you feel the heaven in our endless cry Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Ever amazed how bright are the flames we are burning in Ever smiled of the tragedies we have locked deep inside Aren't you obsessed by our hand was on the verge of beginning Won't you cherish your fear of life that keeps us alive Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Let me just to be closer Won't you let me be closer Just to let us be closer oh, my Baby oh You gotta let it closer Baby, let me closer Won't you let it

"beautiful"
Just one look into your eyes One look and I'm crying 'Cause you're so beautiful Just one kiss and I'm alive One kiss and I'm ready to die 'Cause you're so beautiful Just one touch and I'm on fire One touch and I'm crying 'Cause you're so beautiful Just one smile and I'm wild One smile and I'm ready to die 'Cause you're so beautiful Oh and you're so beautiful My darling Oh you're so beautiful You're so beautiful Oh my baby You're so beautiful And you're so beautiful Oh my darling Oh my baby And you're so beautiful

I Know This Feeling Too Well
I know this feeling all too wellThe feeling of incompletenesswaiting to dwellalways leaving me a pathetic mess Tears roll down my cheekBurning through my eyesFor its you I seekOnly in nightmares do I say goodbye Searching, looking, why arent you here?breath catches in my chestMy world starts spinning, darkness coming near I close my eyes, clenching them tightmy heart rips open, with a story to tellin this torture will I live through tonightwithout you here my life is hell Knowing your there brings more painOver there and not coming back to meThoughts strong enough to kill me, drive me insaneI just don't understand how you can't see The needing of you has gotten to strongyour missing presence leaves me coldright here with me is where you belongRight here embracing me with your gental hold Realization becoming so clearmy pain a result of my own selfish mindThe torture caused by my own fearAfraid to lose the one I searched so hard to find Trying to keep you out of my headTo stop th

"venus (in Our Blood)"
Her Heaven's a lie to those who threw away the key Her God is alive and well when the higher believes And you can't damn the river of her dreams Or understand the divine words she speaks Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon kissed the sun and now we hold her in our blood Her savior was never on a cross pierced with nails Thirty pieces of silver never retraced her mistake She'll always be free from the arms of your sins That made you weak as your world started crumbling Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon kissed the sun and now we hold her in our blood (She's in our blood) Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day The Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon

"and Love Said No"
And love's light blue Led me to you Through all the emptiness that had become my home Love's lies cruel Introduced me to you And at that moment I knew I was out of hope Kill me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no Love's icy tomb Dug open for you Lies in a cemetery that bears my name Love's violent tune From me to you Rips your heart out and leaves you bleeding with a smile on your face Kill me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no And love said no And love's light blue Took me from you And at that moment I knew I was out of hope Again Kill me I begged and love said no Leave me for dead and let me go Kill me I cried and love said no Kill me I cried and love said no And love said no

Your Rhyme Within My Reason
Write me a poem your eyes saybright with enthusiasm. A poem? But I am not a poet; I don’t know how to! Write me something anyway, you insist, something that rhymes ... Something that rhymes’? The way your name rhymes with the chimes of the clock, the click of the key in the lock, the knock-knock-knockof your knuckles on the door of my heart The way your breath is the sonnet you breathed on my cheek, the song you shaped on my lips, the dip-slip-trip of your tongue in the house of my mouth The way your being harmonizes every dissonance in the world, synchronizes every assonance on this earth, the way your just being brings about a singular cosmic rhyme of love of love of lovelovelove below, between, all around, above, a universe of rhyming prose and versethat I can never get enough enough enough of. You are the poet, the poem, the poetry in motion, the Geetanjali of love, my love, not me.

Crimson Stains, Deadly Betrayal
Crimson stains cover my hands of ivory as I gaze upon them. Blood is everywhere beneath my gaze as I look to see its cause. I eye a mound upon the floor across the room that I do not recognize. I start to move closer and closer as my heart starts to beat more furiously. I dread that face I will find laying upon the ground with the crimson from my hands. I start to shudder and pale with each step. Maggot invested worms cover the face of this mound making it harder to go on. I reach for the veil only to find myself staring down upon my own face. With a single blade in my hand and tears in my eyes, next to a note that says simply "I really loved you". Death is my payment for love it seems, betrayal of lust to the first degree. Realization hits as darkness falls and I slowly fade away into sweet obilivion.

Mumming & Lounges
You know one thing I notice is the mumm's has the meanest fuckers on fubar in them......but you go into a lounge and people are friendly,polite and joke around and shit.....Some of the shit thats said in the mumms im sure never get told to someones face right?.....Well I was sitting here thinking about things like.....when you go thru a check out in a grocery store, that person smiles at you and says have a nice day.....I wonder if they are the same folks that will tell you to get fucked in a fubar mum?....hmmmm? I dunno just a thought....any other thoughts are welcome in this blog thats for sure:)Hugz...

Escort Duty
Current mood:tears in my eyes: I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 1655. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever--the heat and humidity at the same level--both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed; she had a cane and a sheaf of flowers--about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier, my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day, my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if I could hurry the old biddy along, we might make it to Smo

Typeface Inspired By Comic Books
Typeface Inspired by Comic Books why n hell does they wana ban ma favorite font when i first see tat font i loved it to death it was everything i felt. it looked fun, and silly i felt fun and silly to use in ma lazy proses style i love it so much i talk ma bff to use it i show her how then attempt to get ma bf to use but he forgets some on some occassion i see him use it told him to put in a txtfile and save it cut n plaste any time yo wana to use now fubar is getin so fuckd up blog editor is fuckd.. sometime html is fuckd there now am hearing peeps wants to ban this ma favortie font ... comic sans i come to internet in a clown suit some want me to come in a swim suit but i did tat already even in ma pjs but i jst dont come au natural suit

Little Squishy Aka Compton's Miracle!lol
So 18 weeks along and Due Sept.20th.We find out if our baby is a boy or girl the day before our anniversary.So excited!Unforturnetly my Hubby deploys once again over seas a few months after.But doesn't mean we aren't taping all the firsts for him.Just going to be a little difficult is all.We have the names picked out as Vivian Diane Kaylynn or Jaxson James Lee.Well I'll keep an update.If you just got a nasty remark for this blog turn yourself around and don't come back.Peace,Sylvia

Dance With Me Tonight
I want to dance with you for a life timeHold you close to my heart,Stop the hands of timeMake the world give us a little more timeTo feel our bodies close swaying togetherTo music that only we can hear,Letting it sweep us into HeavenCome, dance with me thereWe'll dance forever; never let goHearts in tune hand to hand,Building love between usThat we barely can standCandles low no bright lightsOur love will light the way,Come hold me close; dance with meTil the night breaks to dayFeel our bodies pressed closeAs close as skin to skin,Open your heart to me babyCome on, let me inFill my senses with your rushLet me taste your deep kiss,Hold me tightly to your heartNever have I felt like thisNever will I feel it againFor within your arms I've died,I've gone to heaven in your loveThese are happy tears I've criedNever have I been so lovedOr felt so much love for anyone,Dance with me honeyUntil the night is doneDance with me until the world is doneI can't resist your charms,Dance with me and hol

Piercing
So yeah... I have had my tongue pierced for a few years and have always wanted to get something else done. So I decided that I wanted to get a Monroe (a stud where Marilyn had her beauty mark). So I got it done on Friday and I absolutely love it... so now I want to get more done... Uh oh. LOL so yeah now I have a new obsession.

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch When you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, And the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you When you whisper such sweet love In my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle Of complete helplessness You have become my every waking thought And my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait Until the time is right It seems so far away That I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent And keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me By kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me So when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know That I really do love you When the day comes and we are together You will always know and feel this I will always hug, kis

A Single Rose Of Love
A Single rose of loveA Single rose of devotionA Single wish upon my lipsA Single thought of youA Single desire to be grantedA Single moment of careless blissA Single love never to be brokenA Single rose for one last kiss.

Hi Fubar Friends
hey fubar how r all of u i am trying to get to500 friends just to see if i can get them so spead the word i will do the same for u please help me i am trying to get 500 friends by my birthday on tuesday

Metal Dj Contest In Dh2
April 29 in dh2 we are havin a metal competition for any dj that wishes to enter you get 20 min to tear up the air waves and make my ears bleed. all you gotta do is get a hold of me via sb or yahoo crazyredneck223@yahoo.com look forward to lots of entries we start at 6pm est and will run all night, thanks yall hope to see ya here chris

Hell...
Ok....so ya all know I lost my privileges a couple months back thanks tomy #1 obsessed fan...well I still have no globals...I have written support...I have written scrapper...so I guess my question is who do I have to blow to get them back? I have not gotten a response from either...but they have been read. BTW...SHE has hers back...so wtf? ay ideas?

Standards
The bad thing about comming to your office to take tests is you often think about other stuff. I often don't understand how being the special case in some circumstances often gives you worse benefits than if you were an average person involved in the same situation. I always thought that being given special consideration, for whatever reason, gave you the benefit of being a normal person in that circumstance, plus certian things. However, my experience dictates that while you may in face be considered special in someone's eyes, it usually means that you are effectively entittled to less than what a "normal" person in that same situation would be given. It's almost as if the thought process is, I consider this person to be special, therefore their difference in status means that I don't have to give them what I give others. Maybe I am confused as to what being special means. Perhaps it is that special does in fact mean different, but not in the happy way we think it means, but in a w

*insert Mass Explicatives Here*
So, even though its been a few weeks since my purse was stolen, more things just keep coming back to fuck with me. This coming Friday, the 24th, I took the day off of WORK, god damn it, to go see Flight of the Conchords in concert. The tickets are main floor, and cost me about $100 for two. I was planning on going with my Best Friend, I bought them as a b-day gift to myself back in March. Only problem? The tickets were in my notebook in the stolen purse. I'm going to pray fervently that tomorrow morning when I call Ticketmaster Customer Service that they take pity upon me and issue me a will call at the venue, or something of the sort. If not, then I'm out a hundred bones and one fucking awesome concert. :( Again I say, Fuck YOU, purse snatchers. I hope you bitches rot in hell.

A Poem
Eager anticipation makes a long road longer The flow of time already slow, floats lazily in still waters It seems the world is against my every desire Things from so long ago, they should be gone I want to go home and so fate will tease me The future for whcih I dream is but a whisper I wish my eagle would spread it's wings Making times passage a wind in my face Untill that point, where life at last is whole Eager anticipation makes a long road longer The flow of time already slow, floats lazily in still waters

Juke Joint Jezebel
I wish I had a date on this, but it's about 7 years old. Black and white tortured soul cigarette gleaming red and gold juke joint jezebel getting old her once hot body getting cold Numbered by years of bar stool lines talking and touching hoping to find that one true man that would help her define her life beyond these nicotined eyes How many nights on this oaken stool turning to watch as young men play pool breaking her heart with each stroke of the cue she can read in their eyes "what a drunken old fool!" Once more 2 A.M. rolls around "Last Call?" yells the barkeep, staring her down hating him for his insolent frown she wish she ne'er come to this forsaken town One more useless night down at the bar another for the collection of emotional scars

Cam Whore?
random fun, guess I'm a cunt richieinfl...: welcum cunt, now fuck off and good riddens loser->richieinfl...: thank you!richieinfl...: wow youre a cunt lol see ya good luck to ya, youre gonna need it thats for sure lmao->richieinfl...: ok...why are you telling me this?richieinfl...: do you have yahoo? my name there is dreamzmadeforeverrichieinfl...: was only asking, calm down lolrichieinfl...: i didnt mean now silly lol->richieinfl...: does it matter? I'm not turning it on for yourichieinfl...: oh on yahoo or msn?->richieinfl...: yesrichieinfl...: do you have a cam sweety?

I Have The Sickness
I hate being sick. I don't get sick very often, but when I do, it's usually pretty bad. Right now I have a mixture of a sinus infection and allergies. I cough like crazy which makes my throat extremely sore. I sneeze a lot too which makes my throat hurt. My ear tickle and feel like there's something running in their. The post nasal drip is a bitch. All the phlegm, YUCK! I blow my nose all the time and the snot just keeps coming. So yeah, I are very sexy right now! Back to the point of this.. Earlier I was going to run to the store, but I decided just to do it tomorrow since I'll already be out. So then I decided to clean. Ha. I laid down instead. I passed out for like 4 or 5 hours. I was dead to the world. Now I have an even worse headache and i won't be able to fall asleep at a decent hour tonight. Ugh! I have a big quiz in class tomorrow. I need my rest. I HATE BEING SICK.

Pick Me Buy Me Plzzzz
PLZ COME CHECK OUT OR AUCTION AT THE SPIDERS CAGE IF U BUY ME I WILL SHIT FACE U AND GIFT U FOR A WHOLE MONTH WOW YUP ILL BE A GOOD SLAVE ...AND A BAD BOY IF U WANT LOL SO JUST CLICK ON THE LINK AND BID FOR ME AND SHOW MIRINDA SUM LOVE FOR SETTING THIS UP TYV MUCH AND MUCH LOVE TO U ALL ......ED. AKA. PAPI CHULO a href="http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=809754&i=3521262720&albumid=1625661" target=_blank> IF THATS DONT WORK GO TO QUEEN MIRINDAS PICS ILL BE THERE COME GET YOUR PAPI ....

Hate
I never thought I'd actually hate anyone. Dislike them a bunch? Sure. But the thought of you makes my skin crawl. Seeing/hearing your name makes me ill. If I could chose one name to never see again, it would be yours. Do I wish you death? No. I just want you to become violently ill. You'll survive that.

Ummm Wtf ???
Ummm ... I don't quite know what to say. But some people need to get a check on reality. And the fact that ... SHIT HAPPENS. ->: Lord God .. you need help. I explained what happened. You are high maintenance. I talked to you on here : 5 seconds?...you didn't even answer my last 2 texts when i asked how your easter weekend was....you are just fucking rude.....anyway, im off to reality, have fun on here...cya ->: I meant off my page idiot. you have serious attitudinal problems. Simply because I haven't returned your texts in 5 seconds. As I said my phone was suspended, that is why i didn't respond. Go get yourself checked. And keep off my fubar page and all else. : Lol....I'm like 4000km away.....I'm keeping my distance. ->: well you need to piss off and stick your grapevine up your ass. Idiot .. now eff off and keep the hell away from me. I am not joking. : I just heard it in the grapevine....and don't tell me to fuck off....or i will cock slap yo

Walk For Babies
I am doing a charity walk again this year and need pleges of all denominations. This is the walk for babies. Check out the website. http://www.firstgiving.com/bethanyruffin1 and please give if you can. It is all tax deductible. Thank you

Venting!
So the last couple months i have gotten really bored with the site... same ol thing begging and pleading for ppl to rate or anything... People always want the help but MOST arent willing to return the favor.. I know its all about points, and such and if you dont have autos running now or a Bomb ppl dont even look twice at you. I remember when i first started onthis site, ppl actually rated each other to help out. Or if you had/have blings ppl would actually trade with you or whatever... Ahhh life before Auto 11's!!! There are over usually an average of about 50k ppl on here at any given time...and the funny thing is.. ITS ALWAYS the same ppl srolling by the top of the screen.. ALLLLL day long. Always the same ppl getting help. What is the secret to getting the rates? or just ppl to come by and send a comment to say hi every once in a while? Well i guess im done with my rant lol... Comment if you'd like... oh wait thats even if anyone looks at this lol Have a good night! ~Nae

Omfg
SOo i have to go to oki whats exactly there when i think of oki i think of grain,j/k na oki is awesome when you find out were you wanna go . na im lying ive been there before big whoop what eva . well guess i goto go back omg . im so scarewd ha ,ever seen that movie delervernce or some omg please i dont want that . man im crazy any i'll like it out there

Streetllight Manisfesto- Watch It Crash
This song is pretty incredible. It's about the anonymity of war. Don't get me wrong, i believe we should fight for what we have and for what we believe in, but war itself is an ugly business, which is what this song is mostly about. I think these guys hit it on the nose. "Last night i woke alone with a whisper in my ear Recanting all my aspirations and my fears And when the sun came up that voice had disappeared But it would linger on for years It said "We can't just blame it on our mothers, Claim everything they did was always wrong" And there ain't no turning back when our train is off its track And there's nothing we can do but watch it crash (watch it crash) And there ain't no right or wrong when we know it won't be long And there's nothing we can do but watch it crash So mercy, mercy, mercy me Praying for the death of a man i'll never meet Though everyone will know the truth they'll still just make believe Mercy, mercy me That's all they came for, that's all

One Step Forward
Well I just found out one plus of all this negativity going on. I am not ashamed to say that I get food help from the state. I had just went to the store and seen that I have cash benifits available which just told me that my medical has been approved. I just talked to my mom and told her that it had been approved (to be certain I called the number when I got home) and told her I won't know more until I get the letter from the state since they told me they couldnt open it the case until they had either my old medical records (which I am still in the process of getting) or until I have the 2nd nerve conduction test which isnt scheduled till May 13th. So hopefully that will solve my housing issues until I am accepted into one of the two places. I am thrilled that the medical was approved, I haven't been on a whole lot and both of my wrists have been wreaking havok. Been taking a few tylenol 1's a day that I brought back from Canada. They don't do much but semi take the edge off.

Cant Lose Him
I have lost every other guy that has meant anything to me. I push them away. I yell I scream. I complain about unimportant things. I say things that come to my head no matter how hurtful they might be. I met this guy. I have never met him in real life but i love everything bout him. It is scary how can u feel this way about someone unknown. I love his looks, his personality, his kind heart, his innocence. I love everything about him. But the downside is that i dont know how to have a healthy relationship. I dont know how to be easy going and loving all the time. I know he is going to leave me. So I am scared to open up fully to him..... I dont know what to do anymore

Eyes Of The One.
Ice blue eyes have stolen my heart. He takes tme to knew hights of happiness that I've never been to before. His kiss in soft yet posessive, His hands are strong but soft when he touches me. Sorrow enfolds me every time he leaves my side. I need his touch more than I need air. I yearn to feel his skin against mine, to give myself to him complelety.

This_n_that
if some of you are wondering why it is that i dont leave animated comments or such on profiles?...well wonder no more...it seems that i have been "tripping the spam filter" after about 8 or so profile comments...and once that happends i end up with bouncers all over the place every time i want to look at a profile...heck i was even bounced when i wanted to check into my blogs... so since this is getting a little wierd...i might not be doing many profile comments...i klnow i know..i havent done alot before but i might just not do any at all now....so to those of you that feel i havent made contact...please bear with me

First Date
Gazing across the table, watching the couple as they as they are seated I can't help but wonder is their first meeting? He is all dressed up and cleanly shaven, she is deliberatley well dressed and sweetly smelling. They glance at their menus all the while trying to take in each other without being obvious. I can just hear what they are thinking....Does he like me? Does he find me attractive, does he really want to be with me? Does she think i'm attractive? Do I look okay? Does she really want to be with me? As they wait for their food to arrive, their drinks in front of them the couple politely start the game of 100 questions. What is your favorite thing to do? Where do you like to spend your time? What kind of music do you like? Where is your favorite place to go on vacation? What kind of work do you do? All the while the real questions lurk in their minds going unsaid for the moment. Like a dance the couple play the game searching out new information and swirling around the main

Sunday Brunch - Part One
I lie here facing the bottom of the bed propped up by pillows watching tv while you are propped up at the top of the bed working on your laptop. I'm wearing my Tigger baseball jersey and my orange boyshorts. I noticed when I walked past the mirror after getting out of the shower that my ass looks like the perfect pumkin in these panties - nicely curved and the perfect shade of orange. I can't find anything to watch on the hundreds of channels we have so I start looking in the On Demand Channels. Ohhh, Zane is On Demand. I know how her books make me get all wet and creamy but let's see how her Chronicles done on film do. I start the program and cross my legs at the ankles. You have a perfect view of my ass and I give it a little shake hoping to get your attention but the speed and cadence of your typing doesn't slow down a bit. Hm. This project deadline has been kicking your ass lately. Oh well, back to my show. Watching the show, I find myself forgetting that you're in the r

I Support Indoor Prostitution
Okay....So, I'm just comming straight out with it, no ties, no BS. Yes I do and I think there are many reasons why it should be legal, not looked badly upon, and definitely embraced by the American people. Number one it's not your body. So, who are you to sit there and nod your head and agree that someone shouldn't have the right to sell themselves when there are bitches getting paid to do porn flicks?? Why, when the only difference is that one girl is on film, being merchandised, or better yet PIMPED out of her money, while the other girl behind closed doors gets full-pay with no splits if she's smart about her business. Number two....Who are you to tell them they are immorally wrong, isn't that a biased opinion?? If we are all free, they why do we make a opinion a law now?? this is why, because they cannot tax it and they get mad when a little young hottie such as myself makes dividends based on looks alone...But hell, why don't you senators legalize it so we can have our priva

The Game Of Life... Yah W/e
Congrats you won! You tore my heart up and ripped int into a bunch of tiny pieces. Did ya think this was a game... Heres the Intructions to play 1. Get a guy to Love me 2. Wish for everyhting with him. 3 Last and Final step to Win: Tear his heart out spit shit on it anything you want on it then rip it up into tiny irrepairable pieces. Again Congrats it looks like you succeeded and won this game!! Hope that you are happy now.. Now that everything that I felt like means nothing to you but I guess that was the original intention of your little game. Well played, indeed I never even saw it coming. It blindsided me like the Nazis to France. I am more than tired now and completely fed up I wish for once I could feel happy and accepted. Instead of some pice of shit taht needs to get flushed down the drain. I dont need your pity or worry Ill take care of me. Shit ive been doing that to myself for the last 23 years now. Go on and save the change for someone else I really dont need to fee

Tips For Girls
I used to be very small and petite when I was a little girl, I never weighed over a 100 pounds and still don't but I'm 5'4 so I don't care i'm hot in my own skin. I used to have that awkward feeling like people were watching me and making snickering looks at me, but you know what? Like they are all fat now. Like really fat. Every single one of them who laughed at me I ran back into and most already had kids so they blew out and i'm still looking fresh, but hey it's not my fault I wasn't born cursed you know. So all I have to say to those who knew me and criticized me take another look i'm one of the hottest bitches out there and I don't care what anyone thinks!!

Looks And Fashion
SO I think since fame and shit is all based on how hot you are....Take "Kim Kardashiam" She is like Super hot to the whole freakin' world, but like, ya she's averagely hot....Finally!! A girl who is somewhat above most girls in the fame department....And why is she soooooo famouns??? Because she is HOT! That's it!! But if you noticed, she's almost Alienish lately the way she protrudes her eyes you know it's like she's live and looking right at YOU O-M-G..So I can't be Jealous about that, but we could look more like sister's seeming Chloe is waaaaay out there in the looks department. But let's face it, there's always one who's hotter than the other, one who those want to stare at all day and finger themselves to, and that object would definitely be me. So, with that said I am announcing a new blog about...(you guessed it, me!!) so feel free to comment and have fun with it, no lames please!!!

Saying Goodbye To Mother
SAYING GOODBYE TO MOTHER...... You don't have to own a cat to appreciate this one! You don't even have to like 'em! We were dressed and ready to go out for the New Years Eve Party. We turned on a night light, turned the answering machine on, covered our pet parakeet and put the cat in the backyard. We phoned the local cab company and requested a taxi. The taxi arrived and we opened the front door to leave the house. The cat we put out in the back yard, scoots back into the front door. We didn't want the cat shut in the house because she always tries to eat the bird. My wife goes out to the taxi, while I went inside to get the cat. The cat runs upstairs, with me in hot pursuit. Waiting in the cab, my wife doesn't want the driver to know that the house will be empty for the night. So, she explains to the taxi driver that I will be out soon, 'He's just going upstairs to say Goodbye to my mother.' A few minutes later, I get in

Im Tired Of It
A Friend: I luv ya to death Kyle, but you need to realize that she's not worth your timeKyle: n who is?Kyle: the girl that keeps shutting me outKyle: to tell me oh she loves me but shes with another guyKyle: or the other girl ur a great guy A Freind: I don't know babe, but the one you're with that's treating you like shit isn't Kyle: and i loved u but we are friends nowKyle: if thats ok but everytime u think of me kyle ur heart will rip into twoKyle: or the girl i love u but i wont pay attention to uKyle: or support u Kyle: or the girl ohhh ur nice but ohh hes hot and will beat the shit outta me and likes to drink and smokeKyle: and ill go date himKyle: or the girl well hes in the military and well i may never see him in another 1 year to etc ill still love u but yahKyle: again ill say itKyle: FUCK LIFE!

Single! Yet Again.
I am upset that there was no way to work things out with my current girlfriend. We love each other, but in this economy, love is not enough. Her friends did her a favor in letting her move to North Carolina next week. I am not welcome simply because ther is no room. When I told her I was wiling to do the long distance thing she said she wasn't and that I need to find someone more stable and that she needs to find stability and quit being a nomad. WOW. We were neighbors, saw each other everyday. We helpped each other find work and better jobs. However, that is not enough to keep a relationship going I guess. I guess I just need to be single. (Stay Intoxicated Nightly, Get Laid Everyday). Yes I was in love, still am, and that is why i doubt I could ever be in a relationship beyond sex. I had it all and it was perfect. Guess my timing is off as always. The relationship I was in before this one, I was going to pop the question. The day I was going to do it was the day she cheated on me.

Death From Within
Death from within is the only way to live life in a meaningful manner. Now i do not mean to feel numb, but to realize that we are only a mere fraction of what this universe holds. Death from with in meaning to humble thy self. Too many people are lost in denial to see this, and they live their lives with out freeing their lives, without really feeling free. There are also so many people who are too fearful of the truth, they are also the one stuck deep within denial, clutching on to what they believe is true as all their beliefs are being crushed. Our lives are so much easier if we just let go and embrace the death within. Death, its merely a device to a new beginning. All beginnings have and end, and all ends are the start of another beginning. AS i have previoiusly said, life is death and death is life. To die is to live and to live is to die. Embrace life as it is, not as you hope it is. This will make us better people and will lead us towards a more peaceful time. The less we deny,

Does He Even Exist?
Being single isnt easy, but I guess it's still from my pickiness.I have met quite a few people on here and it has been a joke just about every time. So I m posting this blog entry to prevent myself and anyone else from a broken heart so be for real. I am looking for someone who is very attractive, handsome,goodlooking, has a beautiful smile, has a nice cock( bigger the better), isnt jealous, wants a gf eventually, loves to eat pussy (i return the favor if your worthy), Please no old fat guys bother sending me a request, because your wasting your time. If your a soldier and want a girl i already have potentials so feel free to try, hopefully you live close by so we can hook up sometime.U must have a sense of humor so don't bother if your uptight and have a corn cob up your ass. I'm too happy of a person to be drug down by someone who is lame. I love to travel so hit me up if you want to make a weekend out of it. I love to get away. Please no stalkers! Just be yourself and i will to. The

Restarting With Fubar
Ever screwed up and hurt someone you was starting to care about - but really didn't mean to. Ummm that sucks - you feel like an ass about it as well. Well, Killed my profile and thought about just staying clear of fubar for awhile - was new anyway. Got to missing it on this rainy day and joined back up. Sucks when you find someone you really feel you click with and, I don't know, maybe just being MAN - I screw it up... I seem to do that only with the ones I am VERY into, which is rare. Normally it is me dumping someone, funny... Anyway - So back now. Darn let me get to rating some people so I can get some ranking. Got to start traveling some next week - so until then... Bye

How About That?
389479, my user number. Added all up = 40. 4+0=4. The fourth month of the year is April. Also my name. Weird... Anyway. Im still not quite out of my fuck everything stage and guess Im too weak to just stay away. But am limiting my time here. Deleting everyone wasn't meant to be anything personal.

New Stuff From The New Guy
Hi, I must be the newest "fresh meat" on Fubar. Well here goes with the blog thing. I'm really into Gluten Free Food and a healthy lifestyle, not boring, just healthy. We put so much trash into our systems that we need to take a break and let ourselves escape from all the bad and enjoy the good [Gluten Free that is]. Home for me is in the Endless Mountains of Pennsylvania. My place is on top of a mountain in a little area where the deer and bears and turkeys outnumber the people by 3 to 1. It is almost Spring here and the flowers are starting to bloom. There are no fun places like Fubar nearby, so this site is a godsend for me. I'll post my thoughts and information on a Gluten Free lifestyle and all the benefits derived from it, as we go along. For now, give me a shout and I'll shout back. Gluten Free Guy

Please Read This
HI I AM SO BOARD I HAVE NOTHING TO DO NO ONE TO TALK TO NO ONE TO HOLD ME I WISH SOME ONE COULD CALL ME IF SOME ONE DID CALL ME WE COULD TALK FOR HOURS 1-561-596-8766 WELL IT WOULD BE NICE IF SOMEONE CALLED ME

True Friend ...
If you want to be alone, I will be your shadow. If you want to cry, I will be your shoulder. If you need to be happy, I will be your smile. But, anytime you need a friend, I'll be me. Amy S Graham Oct 17, 2008

A Few Nuggets Of Beauty And A Lot Of Blood
NINE INCH NAILS : CAPITAL GI pushed a button and elected him to office, and uh. He pushed a button and dropped the bomb. You pushed a button and could watch it on the television. Those motherfuckers didn't last too long. I'm sick of hearing about the have's and the have not's. Have some personal accountability. The biggest problem with the way that we've been things is. The more we let you have, the less that I'll be keeping for me. Well, I used to stand for something. Now I'm on my hands and knees. Trading in my god for this one. He signs his name with a capital G. Don't give a shit about the temperature in Guatemala. Don't really see what all the fuss is about. Ain't going to worry 'bout no future generations, and uh. I'm sure somebody going to figure it out. Don't try to tell me that some power can corrupt a person. You haven't had enough to know what it's like. You're only angry 'cause you wish you were in my position. Now nod your head because you know that I'm right, alright. We

Last Night
so anyways, me and my fiancee went to my moms last night and we were just chillin down there for a while. when time came to return home, my woman had a back pain that had her in tears so I rushed her to the hospital. I called my mom and they came to the hospital too. we stayed the night at my moms. I really don't know what this mumm is getting at other than the fact that I put my pregnant woman before me which goes to show my righteous, unselfish ways.

Sleeve Work
I am going to be having more of my sleeve done after 1.5 years of money troubles, hard times, other bullshit that has crippled me from getting stabbed. As of April 25th at 7:30pm I will be getting more work done on my sleeve and pics will be posted on Sunday at the latest. Be sure to be checking for that because I want everyones opinions.

Added By Someone Who Disappeared
I love how people I don't hear from for several months, contacts me and adds me to a website. Wow. So Stitch, if you are reading this, this means you missed me as your friend. Doubt it since last thing I was told is that you were scared of me.

Missing Him
This is dedicated to Rodney J Smith,My Fiance' Born 7-18-64 Died 12-30-08 A new day dawns once again. I stare at where you used to lay your head. I close my eyes, your face I plainly see. That smile that could always bring me to my knees. Those eyes that saw into the very soul of me. My heart aches for the touch of your hands on my skin. The taste of your kiss on my lips. I've come to understand what the meaning of lonliness is. I wipe away a tear.It's almost more than I can bear. I pray for the strength to get me thru another day without you! By: Sandy White

My Initials Say...(take 2)
[b]You Are Shrewd and Talented[/b][img]http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatdoyourinitialssayaboutyouquiz/j.png[/img]When You Are Comfortable:You are ambitious, and hard-working. Adversity allows you to shine. You resourceful and able to make due.People see you as honest to the point of bluntness. But they always know that you'll be fair. You have the good intentions.When You Are At Your Best:You are quite quirky, and you enjoy doing things your own way. You are optimistic, and you've always got a good idea brewing.People find you to be positive and uplifting. You make people feel good about themselves.When You Are in a Social Setting:You are a hard worker. You need security and stability in your life, even if that means putting in long hours.People see you as solid and dependable. You are always able to see the good in situations. Other find this comforting.[url=http://blogthings.com/whatdoyourinitialssayaboutyouquiz/]What Do Your Initials Say About You?[/url]

Live Nude Girls, Part Ii
Now I’m not exactly sure Vey Vey's is the typical first foray into the world of strip clubs. Usually, there is a progression of sorts that leads you to the more debased environments. A knitting pattern to depravity, if you will, as your moral fabric unravels like a Kirkland Signature sweater. It usually starts with a trip to your high end, topless “Gentlemen’s Club” then progresses to lower end clubs, then nude clubs, then pretty soon you are watching a chick shoot ping pong balls out of her chocha in the backroom of a Tijuana bull fight.The topless only clubs have their own levels of comfort / class depending on the amount of money you want to spend. Most typically serve alcohol. Some of the higher end clubs are elegantly furnished with nice chairs, couches, etc. The lighting tends to be very dark with the only illumination coming from stage lights and the ambient black lighting. The black lights serve the purpose of making the dancers’ costumes look fluo

Will It Ever Get Any Easier?????
Well, I haven't done this for a long time.....if I've EVER done it! I'm told sometimes when you "write" things down, maybe it helps!! I take care of Mom & I work fulltime! Lately....I've just been sooooo freakin' tired & down!! Like nothing seems to want to be "up" for me lately!! My sister takes Mom usually every other weekend.....unless, of course, she's busy or is going away with friends.....I'm pretty much at her mercy! Guess the most I can hope for is brighter days ahead!! Suggestions anyone before I lose my mind???

My Naughty Nude Photos
OK GUYS IF YOU ARE WILLING TO HELP A GIRL OUT, IN RETURN I WILL GIVE YOU PERMENANT ACCESS TO MY NUDE ALBUM. FULL ACCESS TO MY NUDE ALBUM BY EITHER : A BLING PACK OR 1 MILLION FU BUCKS THANK YOU SO MUCH, HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL YOU GUYS, XOXOXO

A History Of A Whore
A Whore of old she was scorn by society but secretly hungered by many. Allowed freedoms a woman bound in marriage was denied. A whore was able to educate herself, read and engage in political conversations. Wear fashions appealing to women and men. She cared herself with class and honor she had choice it denying a lover. A whore so loudly frowned upon, spit at in the view of public eyes though soon as night fail men of great power saught her out and loved her more then their wives in most cases because she was not in the norm, a creature of passion, love ever flowing, she bares her breast and there is no shame and she parts her thighs only to those that would see her as a masterpiece not a piece of flesh to be used only for an out or two. A whore so much changed from what use to be..... Young or old they are women and we know not what live has thrown in their path. Judge them not but understand their way though you may never agree. Now that we have freedom of education and not def

Fu-owned Auction 6 Final Results
Final Results Serendipity Yanni5 : with 350 bling pack NYC Nurse Jerry G with :1HH, 1 auto11, 1 Cherry Bomb, 350 BLING PACK!, 30 DAY BLAST!, and 4 million FUBUCKS Steffy HOLY SMOKE with :3 million fubucks, 1 happy hour, and 1 cherry bomb bling Jezebelle Samael with : 1 Happy Hour Little O HD Fatboy with : 1 Happy Hour and a 135 credit bling pack. Jennicense montanamountain with :2 hh, 350 bling, 30 day blast and a two bombs or autos her choice FukFace Submissive with : 1 happy hour and 350 bling pack Cllgegrl Texas Guy with : auto 11 and cherry bomb

My Nightmare
I am sure not everyone cares but... I have been off of here for quite sometime. My Mom was diagnosed on Thanksgiving day with end stage colon and liver cancer. I have been back home off and on taking care of her (mostly there just coming home to take care of things). Anyway for the very few people who knew of this thank you for your love, support and prayers, I appreciate it. I am home now. My Mom passed away on April 7th early in the morning. It has been hard but now I need the same love and support and mostly prayers for my Dad, they were married 50 years so he is lost. To all of my friends and family thank you for everything. All my love, Jami

Here Is The Pimpout Tag Of Me From Sarge's Bad Girls Page
Here is the tag that Sarge made for me that is linked to his page. Go and rate and comment my tag and then show Sarge some wicked love. You'll be glad you did. My Bad Girl Tag Now check out my pimpout for Sarge and show him some wicked love.

Here It For A Sweet Angel, (tulsa's Angel) One Of Sarge's Bad Girls
Lets hear it for a great gal and total angel. She is one of Sarge's Bad Girls and an official Fu-Angel. Come and blow up her page with love. ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ@ fubar

Me
Hello! Im a 43 year old grandmother of 2 soon to be 3..To me my family comes first..The last 2 years has been hard on me since I have been in and out of the hospital and they still dont know what exactly is wrong with me..Jack is my oldest grandson and he is our world..Kaylie is the middle granddaughter and she means just as much as Jack but her parents dont think so..Then in November we will have a new baby that my youngest daughter will be having..My husband of 23 years is my life..He is my rock when I need someone to lean on..I just want to say Thank You and I Love You Charles..Well, I hope I will make new friends on here..

Ughs (rant About My Mom)
There is nary a person who can make my blood boil faster than my mom. I love her to death, but she manages to always say something to make me wanna stab myself with a spork. She is a scientific genius, and with that comes a VAST amount of crazyness. She is the most spacy and socially inept person I know, and it drives me crazy. Last year, I have met a woman at my hotel, which was stayin with her family for several months, and we started talking once in a while. Once I was griping about my mom, and this lady said that she is like a female version of her husband. He is super smart, has a great job, pays all bills on time, but is a COMPLETE space cadet when it comes to social life. Well, recently, he was diagnosted with some very rare mild form of autism, which happens in 1/100000000 or somethin like that. I would LOVE to get my mom tested, but...good luck with that,lol. I said that to her, and she said that there is no such thing as autism, and that its not scientificaly genetically

I Believe
I Believe that Everything Happens for a Reason. People Change So that You Can Learn to Let Go, Things Go Wrong so that You can Appreciate Them When They are Right, You Believe Lies So You Eventually Learn To Trust No One But Yourself, and Sometime Good Things Fall Apart so Better Things Can Fall Together.

Imsmut Show My Fu Owner Some Love
ImSmut FuMarried to tashafrggrl-lost count of the mistresses already@ fubar SHOW MY FU OWNER SOME MAD LOVE ImSmut owns me: LoSt AnGeL**~Manager @ The Texas Roadhouse~owned by ImSmut~**DBCmc**@ fubar

Bullshit!
Alright, as none of you know, I just moved to New Mexico. I have a job as an assisstant manager with Western Refining Co. and having only been there 2 weeks, I'm already bewildered by the shit my employees come up with. Last night is an excellent example of this. I was put in a position of needing to terminate someone because of consistant failure to do his job, and came in for work yesterday (my 1 day off!), and cover the swing shift. Well, because of the UFC fight going on lastnight, my night crew was 2 hours late. So, not only did I have to work on a day off, but I had to stay late! Now, I have a nasty sinus infection going on, and I was not in the mood for any bullshit. I called the idiots at 2200 (10pm) and told them to get there asses to work on the double. Obviously, that went unheeded. So, on Wednsday, when I get back to work, there will be some heads rolling. If you live anywhere near San Mateo and Osuna (which is where my store is) and would like a free bit of entertainment,

I'm Mean...but I'm Not This Mean
You know, I've been known to make fun of people. But I'm not one to make fun of someone that has a mental/physical problem. That is something that they can NOT help. I just don't get where people "get off" on doing that to people. The only way I'll make fun of a person is their spelling and or grammar. That they can help. It's called schooling and some people should have just listened in school. It is a fixable issue. [I've probably screwed up on spelling and grammar, since that's what I'm talking about...] Anyway, I was looking at Perezhilton.com. I can't help it, it's a guilty pleasusre of mine. Sue me. I think MOST of it is funny. However, I just went there and seen THIS. I can't believe that people go this low. It's nice to see that some people that read his website are nice.

Live Auction @ Wykd
WYKD Storm Radio presents Rock-n-Roll Auctions!! Live Sundays @ WYKD Lounge! WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD Not only are we Slaves to the Music, Now we'll be your slave too. Here's the LowDown! The Rulz: 1. You have to be a member of WYKD LOUNGE to be in auction. 2. You have to be a member to bid. (so invite ur friends tell them to join) 3. To enter send 1,000 fu-bucks to RAIN....... Entry fees must be in to Rain by midnight on Saturday. 4. You have to be in lounge to be auctioned off (no refunds on entry fee) What the WYKD Slaves are Offering to their Ownerz: Random stash rates Random gifts Daily profile comments 100 11's if you have them / if you have no 11's then 200 10's (which can be spread out the 7 days) Other items maybe be added by the Slave if Bidding is High! This is for one week ( 7 days ) Whatever the winning bid is, will go to the person that was bid on...... Be there Sunday at 8:00(

Wykd Lounge - Live Auction - Tonight
WYKD Storm Radio presents Rock-n-Roll Auctions!! Live Sunday April 19th, 2009 -- 8 PM (central time) @ WYKD Lounge! WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD Not only are we Slaves to the Music, Now we'll be your slave too. Here's the LowDown! The Rulz: 1. You have to be a member of WYKD LOUNGE to be in auction. 2. You have to be a member to bid. (so invite ur friends tell them to join) 3. To enter send 1,000 fu-bucks to RAIN....... Entry fees must be in to Rain by midnight on Saturday. 4. You have to be in lounge to be auctioned off (no refunds on entry fee) What the WYKD Slaves are Offering to their Ownerz: Random stash rates Random gifts Daily profile comments 100 11's if you have them / if you have no 11's then 200 10's (which can be spread out the 7 days) Other items maybe be added by the Slave if Bidding is High! This is for one week ( 7 days ) Whatever the winning bid is, will go to the person that was bid on......

Honey Napalm Deeelish!!!
I used to make mead. Srsly! It's a fun little hobby, easy once you get the hang of it, and is great for gift giving and artistry. Store-bought mead is very, very sketchy. Probably not for you Brit's though.Here's an "ad hoc" recipe for mead-like goodness in a pinch.- 2 quart cooking pan, stainless steel preferably- 1 stove- 3 lbs. honey (I guess that's about 1.5 kg of honey)- 2 to 3 cups of scotch or whiskeyRoughly, 1 part whiskey to 3 parts honey. Obviously I like a little more scotch than that...Pour in the scotch and honey. Put on a low heat, above 185 degrees F (85 degrees C) but below boiling. Wait about 20 minutes and stir it occasionally.The heating is something you MUST pay attention to. This is primarily for two reasons:1) If you boil honey for too long you'll change the "flavor" of it. Honey is a delicate flavor. It can get a slightly burnt taste to it even though it remains liquid.2) As I found out today, do NOT boil honey and scotch. Just don't do it. Especially do not cove

I Made This. Lol.
Top 10 Reasons You Know You're A Mom 1. You can't step into the tub without slipping on a toy. 2. You haven't slept in about a year. 3. Your carpet is covered in stains that look like grape juice, but mysteriously, nobody knows how it happened. 4. When anyone near you is whining you go on autopilot and stick a binky in their mouth. 5. Your idea of a night out is running to the grocery store to get more milk. 6. You know every Hannah Montana song. 7. You fall asleep while doing dishes. 8. Your main source of entertainment is Nickelodeon. 9. You have seen the movie "Wall-E" about 37 times. 10. Those little people running around that call you 'mom'? Yeah, you couldn't be prouder of them.

Masturbation..healthy For A Relationship?
Claire headed off to work one morning just as she always did, leaving30 minutes before her husband, Mark. No sooner did she pull out of thedriveway than she realized she'd left her favorite lipstick on thebathroom sink. When she ran into the house to grab it and go, sheaccidentally saw Mark in the shower -- masturbating. She had alwaysassumed that he pleasured himself, but she'd never actually seen it.Claire's feelings were all over the map that morning: Should I pretendI saw nothing? What should I do? Is it normal?Masturbation was once vilified as a perversion. All sorts of efforts,ranging from extreme guilt to diabolic contraptions, were made todiscourage both single and partnered people from doing it. Yetsexologist Alfred Kinsey's groundbreaking data, first reported in the1950s, had plenty to say about the subject, including that women whomasturbated before becoming sexual in a marriage had a much betterlikelihood of achieving orgasms during sexual contact with their husbands.Still,

Sex Without Intercourse
The art of fooling around is unfortunately lost for most of us after high school. Sometimes, though, instead of saying not tonight, honey, you can help your partner get the satisfaction he seeks by recalling those old moves. There are a range of alternate activities that can be the essence of compromise when he wants sex and you don't. Rather than the usual excuses (you're too tired or have your period), get a little creative. Just acting sexy as he self-stimulates can work. Or stroke his chest, snuggle up next to him, and run your hands through his hair. If there is a favorite bra or nightgown of yours he likes, throw it on, too. There are also many manual and oral techniques you can put to use. In fact, taking intercourse out of the equation can refresh your sexual repertoire completely. You may find yourself doing things you haven't done in years ��" and feeling young all over again!

I Found This Amusing.
Love is the same as like except you feel sexier. And more romantic. And also more annoyed when he talks with his mouth full. And you also resent it more when he interrupts you. And you also respect him less when he shows any weakness. And furthermore, when you ask him to pick you up at the airport and he tells you he can't do it because he's busy, it's only when you love him that you hate him. Judith Viorst

10 Steps To The Perfect French Kiss
You've kissed, but you want to take it a step further. A French kiss is a more intimate and passionate kiss that takes things to the next level. With these 10 steps, you're French kiss will be perfect. Step 1. Look into your partners eyes. In anticipation of a kiss or to initiate a kiss, start by gazing into your partners eyes. In an intimate situation, gazing into your partner's eyes sends an intimate message, letting them know that you want to get closer. Step 2. Lean in closer. Now that you know you're about to kiss, it's time to move in. To avoid awkwardness, move slowly. Moving in too fast can make your partner uncomfortable. As you move in, make sure that you're in a comfortable position. As you're moving in, tilt your head slightly so that your lips are lined up with your partners. Step 3. Prepare your lips. Relax your lips as you want them softly pressed together. You'll also want to slightly moisten your lips, so quickly run your tongue over them if you haven't prepared

Seduce Her Early And Often!
Foreplay is like an investment. Start early��"way before her clothes come off��"and you'll reap greater rewards. "The longer we wait, the better our orgasm," says Spurr. Begin your wooing when she's unattainable��"you're both at work; she's stuck in traffic; her father just asked you to pass the salt. "It could be a sexy e-mail or a voice mail or just a smile," says Birgit Ehrenberg, a sex columnist in Germany. "The important thing is that you're building the tension."Once you're together, pay attention to the details. "Instead of making a beeline for her breasts, try tugging on her hair while you kiss her, exhaling near her ear, or just gently kissing her eyelids," says Caroline Hurry, a sex writer in South Africa. "For women, a combination of boldness and tenderness is crucial."

Last Longer In Bed
There's a Hungarian proverb that says, 'Do not paint the devil on the wall, for it will appear,' " says Agnes Beregszászi, a sex columnist in Hungary. Translation: The area of the brain responsible for triggering orgasm is engaged whether you're trying to have one or halt one. The more attention you pay to your orgasm, the more likely it is to arrive. So concentrate on gauging your partner's response to each move instead��"did she "oooh" or "ehh"?��"until you find her sweet spot."Good sex is like driving to a faraway city," says Beregszászi. "You know your destination, but you need to concentrate on the road ahead of you��"turn left here, turn right there. If you focus on what's happening now��"her silky thighs on your hips, say��"you can diffuse your pleasure throughout your whole body."Oh, and she'll love it: "When my boyfriend slows down, I feel every bit of him," says Petra, a 30-year-old receptionist in Belgium.

Mushy Stuff. . .
Love is the river of life in this world. Think not that ye know it who stand at the little tinkling rill, the first small fountain. Not until you have gone through the rocky gorges, and not lost the stream; not until you have gone through the meadow, and the stream has widened and deepened until fleets could ride on its bosom; not until beyond the meadow you have come to the unfathomable ocean, and poured your treasures into its depths ~ not until then can you know what love is Henry Ward Beecher

5 Secrets To Sexually Satisfied Women
1. She Wants MoreAlthough our survey shows that satisfied women have sex several times a week, two out of five are still left craving more. "Women have a broad definition of sex, so this doesn't necessarily mean they want more intercourse," says Scott Haltzman, M.D., author of The Secrets of Happily Married Men. "A woman might just want to feel more sexual in general, so let her know you're thinking about her throughout the day, and tinge it with sexuality." One way is to text her about dinner plans and ask her to wear her hot red blouse.Listen in: "He's afraid of seeming too eager, but I have just as large a sex drive as he does." ��"Marissa, 192. She Knows She's HotSatisfied women don't suffer from low self-esteem��"four in five think their partners find them extremely sexy. Want a confident girlfriend? Never criticize other women's bodies. "She'll worry about how you feel about hers," says Debby Herbenick, Ph.D., sexual-health educator at Indiana Universi

Put On A Sexy New Coat Of Paint!
Bored with your bedroom attire and looking for something a little different? This weekend, why not try leaving the lingerie in the drawer and slipping into something he'll never expect ��" liquid latex! Liquid latex is painted onto the body with a foam brush and dries into a fabulous custom latex outfit. You become a work of art and your partner transforms into a painter ��" the idea is to let your imagination run wild. Paint on a latex bra, or just a slick coating all over your body. You'll be encased in shiny, smooth latex that feels great to touch and looks even better. Catwoman, anyone? Liquid latex is all about fantasy. It works great for creative costumes or for role-playing with your partner. It's totally safe (unless you have a latex allergy ��" be sure to check first), and your skin is still allowed to breathe through the coating. Liquid latex dries within minutes and can be worn for several hours on end. And, best of all, you or

I Want A Guy Like This!
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. Im the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. Im the guy who will show up at your house with soup and a movie when you aren't feeling well. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who'll randomly tickle you just to hear you giggle. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited all day because Im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who'll say I love you first because Im not afraid to say it. Im the guy who's perfectly content with stayin

Discover The (real) Language Of Love
They say up to 90 percent of our communication with one another is nonverbal ��" but is he getting the right message? Sometimes what's in your heart and mind doesn't come across in your body language. When dating and mating, it's important to make sure your body language is as sharp as your conversation skills. From first impressions to first dates, a smile can be worth a thousand words. A smile conveys warmth and friendliness, and helps put the other person at ease. Eye contact is another body language biggie ��" direct eye contact shows your respect for the other person, as well as your interest in him. In fact, if you want to show a man you're really into him, look deeply into his eyes as he speaks to you. Trust me ��" he just might forget what he was saying! To catch the interest of a guy who you're not on a date with (yet!), catch his eye and smile. Then look away. Hold his gaze the next time you glance over. Other signs that convey yo

Someone Gave This To Me When Grace Was Born. It Made Me Cry. Lol.
Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born Child: "God, They tell me you are sending me to Earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" God: "Among many angels, I chose one. Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." Child: "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God: "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Child: "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God: "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." Child: "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?" God: "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray." Child: "I've learned that there are bad men on Earth. Who will protect me

Are You In Search Of The Big "o"?
Is there a patented formula for orgasm? Many men and women think, if I can just master the right technique, it'll happen. But the truth is, you can't force it. The recipe for an orgasm is one part setting the stage for physical fireworks, and one part allowing it to happen. While the right touch certainly helps, the female orgasm is as much â€" if not more â€" about the mind as it is about the body. So ask yourself: Are you giving the big "O" the attention it deserves? An orgasm happens when you are fully present in the moment, when your mind is focused on the details of what's happening right now. You're not running through a mental list of to-dos, you're not wondering how you look, and you're not concerned about what your partner is thinking. You're focused solely on the experience, the physical sensations, and your connection to your partner. If you let go of the rest, it's far more likely you'll get what you want. The next time you're in search of an orgasm, try to block out ev

Get It Hot (or Cold)
Switching up the sensory experience during sex is as easy as hot and cold. Using the two temperatures wakes up nerve endings, boosts arousal, and might even trigger some feel-good endorphins in the brain. Surprising the body with new sensations during sex can be a novel experience. To turn up the heat, start with your breath. Breathe right onto his skin. The warm moisture of your breath will feel excellent on his more sensitive parts â€" his ear, neck, inner wrist, lower back, or anywhere around the genitals. Don't touch him just yet, but bring your lips oh-so-close to his skin, and use only your breath to stimulate him. When you do start to touch him, with your mouth or your fingers, a ready bowl of ice cubes and a cup of hot water can have endless direct-contact possibilities. Try putting the ice cube in your mouth, and then kiss him. Switch then to a sip of hot water and go right back to the same spot. The contrast will feel amazing! You can do the same with your hands â€" hold

Giving Up Your Control
Being submissive in bed can be highly erotic. When you actively surrender to your partner, sex becomes sensational. You're at the mercy of your man's touch " and not knowing what's next can make sex more intense and exciting. Your arousal is heightened when you give up all the control " especially if you've ever fantasized about being taken charge of in bed. Set the scene: Close your eyes and imagine being ravaged by your partner, a sexy stranger, anyone " just get lost in your own delicious fantasy. Then let your partner in on your secret. Of course, don't tell him if you've been fantasizing about someone else (that's for your own personal inspiration), but do tell him you want to be totally under his control. Believe me, he'll be thrilled with his new authority! You can lay down some ground rules if you'd like. Will you be tied up? Should he tease you? Think about what you want out of the experience and then let him take the wheel. Even better, let him surprise you right from the

Life
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experie

Crank 2
So yesterday I went to Go see Crank High Voltage. If you liked the crazy style of the first one then you will love this. I was laughing through some of it and closing my eyes to a bit of the gore. But wide awake for all the nudity, sex and violence. Now the idea in the first one was that he gets this drug that is supposed to kill him in an hour and adderline keeps him alive. There is a scene in witch he has sex with Amy Smart that I think won the award for worst sex scene, well that was an amazing scene but sex wise it was crazy, if you saw the first one you know what I mean. From the previews I knew Amy would be in this movie again. I didn't know how she would be in it but it was funny to me how they brought her in, or at least I thought it was. Now in this new movie as shown in the previews he has Heart taken and he is given a replacement one that is made to last like and hour or something (can't say more with out giving away some plot so I won't) so he has to track it dow

Randomness?
i dare not attempt to choose or tempt my fate, but merely choose the path i take cold and dark as day, or warm and bright as night, i cannot say for the path is not paved or foreseeable. one foot pass the other, till they no longer move, then i still refuse to rest unless the view entices me to stay a bit. when feet fail me, my heart will move my hands and knees till they become battered, bruised and bloodied. rest not on cozy bed, but a crooked rock, so as to remind me to not get comfortable. eat not until childrens bellies are full and rest well. someday they too may see such hard times, but not be while i still have breath. although i may not be able to step in front of all stones cast before them, i will take as many as i can. once i call you friend, it shall always be. even in a fit of rage you may turn your back on me, and make false accusations, yet, all i hope for is that you see what is real and true and that it hurt you not, but you gain the wisdom that such an event h

Is This The Way The World Is?
Is this the way the world isIs this the way the world isA billion lines drawn in the sandBorders jealously retainedRight by might cruelly definesThe boundaries and the battle linesThe rich exploit the destituteAbandon the unfortunateWhen is it said ‘I have enough’To share and give in charityHow many die in want and needIn the shadow of excess and greedIs this the way the world isHungry children sadly smileHere for just a little whileFar too oppressed to wonder whyJust waiting for their turn to dieWhat few care for the helpless poorThe broken ones- outcast, uncleanThe ailing ones in with’ring throesWho cares for plight and needs of thoseAre they lifted up to rise againOr forgotten by their fellow menIs this the way the world isClans and tribes of angry menHate for nothing more than skinPeaceful ideologyDistorted into calumnyChildren of the aftermathRaped of the little that they haveWhen men-their bloody standards raiseTo play their games of death and powerThe innocent

A Soldiers Grace!
A Soldiers Grace........... I am a soldier, I fight for the free. But while I'm here who fights for me? It's the ones who stand next to me with the gun in their hands, It's the ones who lye motionless with their face in the sand. It's those who sit behind the bars of the enemy, It's the ones who spend years on their post at the sea. It's the ones who fly high up above in the clouds,

Well Isn't That Some Fucking Bullshit!!!
Well isn't this some bullshit. Now you have to have refferals to get past level 28. Seriously...it's fucked up. I'm in the support lounge now, and belive it or not....I'm getting answers. They are saying you need 25 total referrals to get past level 28. Saying that it's always been like that. I've never heard of that before. I'm pretty sure that my friends that are past that level do NOT have 25 refferals. Now I have to check. [runs off for a few] Okay, so maybe he does have tons of referrals. Hrmm...I now know I will not get past level 28. There is no way I'm going to be able to get as many people to join now that I have already. Shit, I don't even know who most of those people are.

Twilight(new Moon Cast Members)
The cast list for New Moon has been finally announced! New members of the cast include Daniel Cudmore as Felix, Christopher Heyerdahl as Marcus, Charlie Bewley as Demetri, Cameron Bright as Alec, and Graham Greene as Harry Clearwater. Los Angeles, CA April 15, 2009 – Principal photography has begun on Summit Entertainment’s THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEW MOON, it was announced today by Erik Feig, Summit’s President of Production. Kristen Stewart, Robert Pattinson and Taylor Lautner reprise their roles as Bella Swan, Edward Cullen and Jacob Black. Academy Award-nominee Chris Weitz (THE GOLDEN COMPASS, ABOUT A BOY) is the director. NEW MOON is filming on locations in Vancouver, BC and Tuscany, Italy. Also rejoining the movie are Ashley Greene as Alice, Peter Facinelli as Carlisle, Elizabeth Reaser as Esme, Kellan Lutz as Emmett, Nikki Reed as Rosalie, Jackson Rathbone as Jasper , Edi Gathegi as Laurent and Rachelle Lafevre as Victoria. New cast members include the legenda

From My Bully
Anyone notice that Just (aka Tool) has passed level 28, but can't level cause he needs referrals? he's an awesome dude. Always bombing everyone and blinging their ass. Just@ fubar Help out a friend, and refer a friend......if you can just convince ONE friend to sign up using this link------and take a look around, we can all get Just that Lost Soul level he worked so hard to get. Thanks. Please re-post often. And use link below. Cheers http://www.fubar.com/join_w1.php?friend=1301644 (repost of original by '~Cubby~' on '2009-04-19 08:24:29') (repost of original by '~★~vixen260~★~Fubar4Life~★~' on '2009-04-19 08:28:48')

20 Days Left
Well, I got 20 days til I'm supsed to be fighting in Kearney, Nebraska. This fight as been moved twice, and I am over anxious. I don't really know how else to calm down but to write about it, so I am just bullshitting my way thru a blog just to feel better. I have halted training for a few days just so I can relax, and tr and escape from the fight, but I just can't get it off my mind. What makes it worse is BOREDOM.. Sitting here doing nothing isn't helping much, but that's just the way the cookie crumbles. I feel tired, sore, and drained both physically and mentally, from having to wait longer and longer. Having personal and financial issues (not that everyone else isn't), but that just makes the lead up to the fight more stressful. 20 days... I've dealt with worse before, but sometimes you feel overwhelmd and just have to vent sometimes. Anyway, Just felt like writing I guess. So thanks for reading, and I'll see yall next time!! CJ 'GameBoy'

More Stuff
"Again" I think of you my heart skips in excitement I hear your voice my ears ring with joy I see your face and I'm filled with wonder I smell the sweetness of your hair my nose twitches with pleasure I touch your hand and my skin tingles with electric bliss I pine for you my hope is renewed I think of youand your beauty overwhelms me Again, Again, and yet Again

The Usmc Girlfriends Handbook
This is the USMC Girlfriend Handbook: 1) Dont count on anything, hurry up and wait 2) Dont Listen to anyone on the outside,All you will get is negative remarks, which make things harder for you to deal with. 3) When he becomes stubborn and a royal pain in the ass, just remind yourself hes probably had a bad day,and being away from you is hard on him to. So just let him rant and dont take it personal. 4) When your down, treat yourself. 5) Learn how to listen if you dont know how! He will need you. You will be the one he comes to when he needs to bitch, but dont bitch back. That is what the USMC girlfriend is for! This is a hard time for our men, and they need us much more than sometimes they think they do. 6) Love your marine, be truthful, and reassure him, even if hes deployed, he will have someone to come back to. 7) He will try to pull away at some point, whether directly telling you to move on and not wait for him, or just becoming distant. Its a way they try to deal. Stick with him

Homeless
Today we are homeless...we got to finish packing out shit and the cops came and told us to get the fuck out...i could have had the watter turned back on its my fault that i didnt bug my grandma for the money. she just dont care every time i emailed her about it she ignored me. i dont know what to do right now...im at fault right now i need some help...if any one can help me donate some money something let me know.....it dont have to be alot.....every little bit helps..

Lux Interior...
Feb 5, 2009 Lux Interior, lead singer of The Cramps, has died. Rock'n'roll heaven just got a lot weirder. Lux Interior , madcap and lascivious lead singer of classic goth punk-a-billy band The Cramps , has died at age 62. R.I.P....Darlin'...R.I.P...

Veronica Is?
news time 8:53 AM on Nov. 28, 2008 VERO IS de veronica, 25.09.2008 Copy, paste fill in the blanks! Have fun! and return it to me vero is _____. vero thinks a lot about _____. When I think of vero, I think of _____. If I were alone in a room with vero, I would __ I think vero should _____. _____ reminds me of vero. vero needs _____. Without vero I would _____ I want to _____ vero. If I could describe vero in a word: _____. vero will never _____. vero can _____ my _____. Worst thing about vero is _____. Best thing about vero is _____ I hope vero never _____. I am _____ with vero. I _____ vero because _____. veronica, 45 años Escribir al aut

Update On Playboy Party
So hard to come up with $1,000 in less than a week! So I spoke with the exec. director of the charity and he was grateful for my support of our troops so he's making a deal with me and he's also allowing me to make a down payment, as there were only 14 tickets left when we talked so I need to secure one now. I'm trying to get my back healed so I can work before the event to raise the money for flight and hotel...oh and maybe food! If you want to donate you can go here Charm Your Karma and click on the About link in the top right corner. Let me stress that donating is not directly contributed to the event, but to me to get to the event. For those who don't know, my trip to the Playboy Mansion is for a good cause...I know, I know...open bar, gourmet buffet,, live dj and beautiful half naked women BUT they have parties there all the time, this one is special because it's supporting wounded soldiers. My plan is to network with the wealthy philanthropists in attendance in order to secur

I Didnt Write This
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart..Her hair was up in a pony tail,her favorite dress tied with a bow.Today was Daddy's Day at school,and she couldn't wait to go.But her mommy tried to tell her,that she probably should stay home.Why the kids might not understand,if she went to school alone.But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say.What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today.But still her mother worried,for her to face this day alone.And that was why once again,she tried to keep her daughter home.But the little girl went to schooleager to tell them all.About a dad she never sees;a dad who never calls.There were daddies along the wall in back,for everyone to meet.Children squirming impatiently,anxious in their seatsOne by one the teacher called a student from the class.To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.At last the teacher called her name,every child turned to stare.Each of them was searching,for a man who wasn

2 C U...
Since being on fubar for a short while...I've seen probably not more than 1% of all the women available on this site. And of those I've seen literally thousands of pics of boobies and butts (some in bras n panties, some not,) thighs, backs, legs n toes, tattoed or clean, sittng, standing, or whatever, and most in sexually provocative positions...some real to life and others who have porn sites who are "selling it" here. To that end...I hate to tell ya, there's not a one of you that's got anything on anyone else. After awhile, it all begins to look the same. The ONLY real difference belongs to the ones who actually spend the time to have one on one conversations. Kinda like real life. I see ya'll dressed to kill out and about doing anything and everything imaginable...but the ONLY ones I remember are the ones who take the time to get to know me.

Sbgs..want To Be Pimped Out? Read & Comment Here
SBG Pimpouts!!!The SBG Cure to the Monday Blues, while an awesome idea, didn't work as well as we hoped.We are still a great group and want all other groups to notice us for our tight knitness for one.So, what we are doing now is we are going to pimp out two girls a week. IF you want to be pimped out, you have to do the following:1. Have "Sarge's Bad Girls" or "SBG" in your "name" or "nickname" on your profile.2. Have a folder of SBG pics and tags, with a minimum of 25 pictures. Surely I have made you at least two graphics and I and several girls have a wide variety of SBG pics.3. Agree to rate the SBGs of the week's folder when they are SBGs of the week. If you have, by chance, recently rated those pictures, leave comments on each picture. Leave a comment on the last picture in the folder (or the 25th picture) showing you have been there. You do not have to rate them on Monday, but surely you can at some point between Monday and Sunday. It would be ideal to have the SBGs of the week r

Acid Test
Introduction The term ‘Acid Test’ is an old prospecting term. A powerful acid can dissolve most base metals in a matter of minutes. However, gold will stand up to most acids. So the ‘Acid Test’ was an easy way for people to make sure they had a real nugget of gold and not a lump of the ‘fool's’ variety. In the same way, these tests are meant to be quick ways to identify fake Doms. Passing all these tests is no guarantee either, there is no replacement for getting to know your prospective partner as well as possible BEFORE YOU EVEN MEET IN PERSON. Now most of these tests are designed in mind for a submissive female trying to sort through men claiming to be Doms online. They are largely based on the many questions I get asked by my female friends still searching for a Dominant partner. Some of them can probably be used by male subs as well, but for the most part, these tests are best for ferreting out male fakes. Vanilla males are usually aft

My First Blog
So like we all know the economy sux ass, and all that happy shit, but try being a cab driver, in a city thats overrun with too many cabs on the road, and the city working against you, I mean for instance we have what's called the free shuttle here downtown, now don't get me wrong i realize most major cities have some form of public transportation, be it city buses (which we have) or something, but here the wise people of hte city government decided to implement the "free" electric shuttle downtown, which ok from looking at a tourist point of view, is a good hting, free transportation around downtown, cool, but then looking at a taxi drivers view, one of those free shuttles is equal to 10 cab rides when it is full, thats 180 bux im losing bc that one shuttle is running, so i think there should be a compromise run the free shuttle for the tourists thats fine and dandy, but have them stop running at around 6 or 7 pm NOT 11pm, and let the people figure out how to get around after that, it

Every Second Beat
If I had a thousand pages, I could never name them all, The reasons that I love you, For the list would be too tall. I love you for the melody, I hear within your voice. The way your blue eyes hold me, A captive, but by choice. I love you for your gentle hands, That melt away my pain. I love you for your loving heart, That made mine beat again. I love you for your loving smile, With which my old heart soars. These are some of the reasons, Every second beat is yours.

In Love
The day you appeared I lost my heart To you, to love. And from that day I cannot part From you, from love. You hold me tight To you, to love. In my thoughts all day and night Of you, of love. I offer all that I have to give To you, to love. And all my days I want to live With you, in love.

Inside Of Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how I long for you whenever we're apart If you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know how I cherish you how much you mean to me In all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear The sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much Knowing I can talk to you about any and everything and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring I could search the whole world over and this I know is true I would never find another love like the love I found with you Though with each new day, each sunrise we can't know what's in store there is one thing I know for sure each day I love you more So if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see you would know I blessed I feel to have you here with me

Key To My Heart
I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along.

It's Been Years
It’s been years since we first met Since we looked into each other's eyes Not realizing that we were meant to be together It's been years since we shared our first laugh Our first smile Since we shared our first kiss I remember how strong your arms embraced me How soft you held me How warm and gentle you were I remember how passionate that first kiss was Now my heart is dancing Happy, knowing that it's been years It's been years since we first met And you're still here kissing me just the same You're still here holding me just the same What I felt for you is still the same It's been years And that feeling will never change

Whispers In The Wind
Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

Believe
What Is There, To Believe In During Life, Nothing Lasts, Aside From Strife, Life May Perish, Life May End, Our Soul We May Give, Our Soul We May Spend, But Our Love, That Eternal Flame, Will Never Dim, Will Never Change, It Will Forever Last, When All Other Lights Leave, For You Light My Life, You Make Me Believe.

A Perfect Moment
Beautiful eyes open across a pillow top, It seems for this moment time will stop, The earth slows and sounds wane, A frozen moment without stain. Your body close to mine, Our hearts beat in time, With a smile of simple pleasure, This moment should last forever. Some say perfection is unattainable For most things that's explainable, But in your arms and with your heart's affection I have found a brief moment of perfection.

Freeze This Moment
We were sitting on your rooftop Staring at the skies The sun was dipping lower I looked into your eyes You saw what I was feeling I know you felt it too We wanted time to just stand still Then forever there'd be me and you Why can't we freeze this moment? Return to it in time Stay together through the years Proclaim I'm yours and you are mine So let us freeze this moment Store it safely away Even if we leave this place We'll return to it someday

No Tittle Iii
Your essence, your being, Just takes me away... Back to a time way back. Back when charming princes In shining armor, on white horses, Flourished, their swords, Making the princesses swoon. You do that to me, Make me laugh, and fret, And swoon, on occasion. But without a sword, Or a great white horse, Or armor, You are still a prince. And my prince, Whom I'd swoon over, Any day.

My Vow To You
I know you're going crazy, I've been there too. I can see how the weight is making your knees bend, Let me take some of it from you. Don't keep yourself closed off, I am here for you to open up and let go. There is so much you can't forget or forgive, Let me help you cope, we can work things out together. I hear the pain in your voice, You need me now. Don't worry, I'll move heaven and hell to get there. You can't talk, you won't talk about it, I understand. Put your worries in my hands. Lay your head down, And believe that I will do anything to stop your tears. You're ready to give up, you've stopped, I want to be able to give you the strength to keep going. Link arms with me, Let's move on, As one living, breathing, loving, being. Know that you can put faith in me. I will be your rock, I will be your dwelling, I am here with you, for you always.

When I Saw Your Eyes
When you came to your door tonight, And your beautiful eyes gazed at me From the darkness within, The world around me came to a stop, For just a few seconds, As I saw the love from within you. You looked at me with your warm smile, Your black hair around your face, And whispered softly, "hi baby", And once again, I was at your mercy. For when you look into my soul And I hear the sound of your sweet voice, My heart opens to you my love, With all of my dreams now fulfilled. I never knew that a love like this Could ever exist, A love that consumes me, A love so powerful, And so overwhelming, That I fear if I were without it, My heart would no longer have a meaning To its existence, For the love that flows through it now, Is what keeps me alive, Keeps me whole. As I gaze into your eyes my love, Down into the depths of your very being, I can see the love you feel for me, A love as strong as my own, A love that fills me so full of emotion, So full of hope for the future, That I pray I will

Young Love
Love is patient, love is kind, And what our loves express is true. No amount of tragedy can tear Or break the love I have for you. Time has healed our many wounds, But has not erased the memory. But we'll hold on, we'll stay together. We will get through this, you and me. Though we are young and still learning About ourselves, our world today, In my heart, I'll always love you, And in my heart you'll always stay. As days go by, as time progresses, We will change, mature, and always grow. But as we grow, as we reminisce, There is one thing I will always know. My love for you will never falter, Never cease, for it's always true. With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait, To share my unending love with you.

Awakening
That morning whisper A gentle kiss A suspended moment Of perfect bliss That precious feeling As eyes first meet Bodies entwined In sleepy heat Fingers touching Breath as one Hearts in rhythm We greet the sun Content, in truth Just to be Simply enjoying You and me

One Fateful Day
No river's span is quite as vast No mountain's reach so high. No rose's scent is quite as sweet As the love I hold inside. Every time I see your face and Every time you smile, Every time I kiss your lips, My love grows all the while I’m the luckiest man to walk the earth To know a love like yours Loving is so easy now You’ve opened my heart’s doors. And I'll love you 'til my life has ceased And still more with my soul Because that fateful day we met, My heart you forever stole.

A Heart Remembers
A memory burned within, from a heartfelt second long ago a moment... one single moment, that only a heart can remember a fleeting thought, gone astray, but the feeling looms inside you a boy and a girl... so far apart, so long the days that it took their hearts to remind them... how fortunate they are, that a heart... can return a fleeting thought, one single moment, or a memory burned within... so they can now live as one as only inside true love, can such a past remain until... it's found again

Trivia #22 -episode 102
What could have been a huge success last night ended up being a smaller crowd for trivia, but fun none the less. HERE is last night's results: Dwark---------------49 Tor------------------41 Reject---------------37 Redlar--------------35 Warmachine--------31 Xanrose-------------30 Serenity-------------27 DrMarko-------------24 Lost-----------------20 Punkette------------18 MammaHelle-------18 Puuurfect-----------17 Strega--------------17 Hunter--------------10 BBB-----------------10 nutshell-------------2 Freak----------------2 Congrats again to Dwark for the weekly award! Thats 5 pts closer to the top for you. Tor was a big mover this week as well. 40 pts in one show is a good job. Congrats to all who participated. Now, here is the running totals now updated for your viewing pleasure: Xanrose---------------623Mchgn-----------------581Lost--------------------507Redlar-----------------455MammaHelle----------442Nightshade------------383Sheena----------------376MissA

Love Letter
A fire that is carefully stoked and tended will not burn out. It will blaze so brightly that its warmth lingers in your heart. It will beckon your tired soul and embrace you in its radiance. The familiar smell of its smoke can bring a wistful smile, and the occasional blast of fireworks can take your breath away. Its sizzle can enthrall you; its flickering flames entrance you. The glowing embers provide comforting heat, and the knowledge that a subtle movement or gentle breeze can rekindle a bonfire. My love, the spark that ignited the day we met remains an eternal flame.

Blessed
How blessed I am that you are in my life Not a day goes by when I do not think of you You make everything alright To you I do not have to prove myself For you know me I love you How blessed I am that you are in my life How honoured I am to be a part of yours Memories made and shared With you the one I love My friend, my lover, my queen 'Til the end

No Tittle
It's perfect, and touches me deep First thing in the morning, when I hear you speak And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean And all of the hours that pass through the day Those spent together and when you're away I think of you always, imagine your touch Think how to show you, I love you so much So when we're apart, and you long for me near Just try to remember, you're already here For deep in my heart, where no one can see You'll be forever, together we'll be

Another Lil Something
well friday after noon my boyfriends mom's dog passed away. She had this dog for 5 years, and he died from medical problems. So saturday afternoon we went and picked her up and took her to lunch. After spending lunch with her I felt so bad for her I had to do something. I mean this is an older woman who lives alone and spent her day careing and giving this lil dog anything and everything he could want. So what do I do... Well I spent 5 hours looking around town looking for a new pup. Now she dose NOT like big dogs. So as you can imagine a lil puppy is hard to find. well one that will stay little. So i finally found the perfect little puppy. Well little to me. She is a cocker spaniel / lab mix. She has more collie in her than lab. So she will be a medium size dog. So I take her to the groomers and get her all clean and smelling good. Cause she was outside in a pin next to a chicken coop. So now the big moment taking her to his moms and hoping that she wants her. So we drive b

Saying I Do
Saying I do Is more than saying I love you It goes beyond describing how my love is true Because words are not enough to express my love for you. Saying I do Is like saying I am here for you That I am ready to see what the future may bring Because we are together in everything. Saying I do Is saying I am now complete because of you That the pieces of the puzzle called "my life" Becomes a beautiful picture called "our love". And now I am saying "I DO" As I walk down the aisle with you This is a lifetime promise that I will hold A promise I make until we grow old.

Maria
How long can you keep up that face? How many times tonight will your lips unfurl to a smile? How can you work in this place concealing such grace? How would you like to leave with me... and see the world for a while? Hang up your apron and baggy jeans for this little number, Come dance with me through the night until morning light, Laughing and singing through streets wrapt in slumber, Your soft ebony eyes reflecting an Italian moon, so magnificently bright. Let me take your hand, oh this night we set sail, On a thrilling journey to a remote place called love, Making memories and writing our own midnight tale, A side by side silhouette, diamond-set dark velvet above. Without even trying, you emit beauty, passion and elegance, From your slender model figure to your lush flowing hair, Dancing in the wind, my heart shocked by your electric radiance, The breath-taking waitress, mi manchi tanto Maria.

Missing Treasure
The missing treasure of this sinking vessel On the seafloor, where it would nestle Against the base for years it'd lay Patiently waiting for that special day When I would come to claim my prize Hoping the chest to my surprise Would hold the heart that I've been missing The talks, the laughs, the hugs, the kissing That day has come and now I'll find What lies ahead, no longer behind I've searched through darkness, to the deepest sea And found that chest staring back at me What lies inside, I do not know Unlock the latch and open slow I peek within, with nerves I'm shaking The prize inside could stop the aching Cause within the chest that I've searched for I found the heart and even more The talks, the laughs, they all were there The hugs, the kisses, for me to share The most beautiful treasure I've finally seized Did not imagine I could be so pleased I searched so long through the deep sea blue I love you baby, my prize is you

Thank You
The sun sets Upon the golden sand We sit together Hand in hand We gently embrace And look into each other's eyes I wonder if you are An angel in disguise You hold me Like there's no tomorrow I suddenly forget The past sorrow I kiss your soft lips And you kiss mine I never knew Loving someone could be this fine You pick me up And carry me to our room Oh how a love can blossom And a heart can bloom. Your touch is so gentle But your hands so strong How could a love like this Ever go wrong? My heart is beating 200 times a minute Because my love You are in it The sound of your heartbeat All through the night We fall asleep in each other's arms And wake to the morning light. I look into your eyes And this is when I say "Thank You" For teaching me to love again.

No Tittle
Once I was a beautiful shell Giving life to the creatures of the sea Tides and time pounded on me, breaking me bit by bit Then I was stuck nowhere to go... The barnacles found a place to dwell But Mother Ocean gave me a second chance The tides washed me upon the shore There I lay waiting in the sun, dull and chipped and ugly Then, you came along and found me The barnacles were picked, the sand washed off You polished me up and brought out my luster... I'm still chipped with imperfections But you laid me out for everyone to see... The beautiful colors inside me Now I'm shiny with colors and gold The tides have yet to see me grow old With the tenderness and care you gave me I am once again a beautiful shell

Bdsm Symbols
We use symbols all the time to express ideas or emotions. The symbol stands for something else by reason of relationship or association. In the D/s community and especially in your relationship symbolism is the unspoken words and meanings to ideas and beliefs. The formal lifestyle is filled with symbols that come in the form traditions and ceremonies which can be seen and that which is only spoken. These symbols are rarely seen by the vanilla world and when they are witnessed the meaning is lost for the meaning comes from within yourself. I will only briefly describe some of the symbols and you can research them further if you want to further your knowledge of symbols. THE BDSM EMBLEM The first form of symbolism is the BDSM emblem. To the vanilla observer it is seen as an attractive piece of jewelry. We are free to wear and display it nod to those who see it and understand it's meaning. I use this emblem as an icon for one of the hard drives on my computer at work. Al

His Love
he sees her standing all alone amidst the chaos of life. he goes to her and takes her hand and leads her to safety she seems puzzled almost as if shes seen him before she sees him smile and she realizes that it's the very person she fell in love with. only he's different some how So he takes her into his arms and holds her so tight and safe, he looks to the horizon and see a battle quickly approching. His wings open and he wraps them around her protecting them. He looks down calls to her and says I love you. and kisses her lips. he feels her push closer to him. he picks her up and takes to the skys. and he carries her to safety. with sword drawn he tells her that he will return shortly and that he loves her more than life itself. he reluctantly leaves her and with a tear in his eye he kisses her again softly and takes to the skys once again only this time to fight evil and despair.

Courting Cambria
Autumn eyes stare out at me, Silky locks of burnished brown, Poise, elegance and aristocracy, Statuesque, splendor, and magnificence, All words pale, All words fail, To bind the beautiful Cambria Beauty be not lonely, Virtue is her friend, Gentle, sweet, with wits abound, Her voice so sweet, has songbird sound, Yet the Lexicon pales, The language fails, To bespeak beguiling Cambria. I'd cross not mountains for her, I'd move them one by one. I'd walk not burning sands, Instead I'd seed her lands. Her world would fill with statues, And gardens at her feet. These things I say would happen, Each time we came to meet. She makes a man become a man, Makes him strive for more. She makes him wish for worthiness, Remake his very core. Thus I pay my homage, Poetic tribute not mere prose. I give to her this piece of me, And not some dying rose.

The Trip
He'd been looking forward to this day for some time now and he'd finally get to spend some well deserved time with his fiancee. He wanted to surprise her so he didn't tell her that he was coming. He booked his flight, got his passport, and took care of his medical requrements. The day came and he said goodbye to his family and told them he'd be back in a week and not to worry about him. His flight left and 20 hrs later he was the farthest he'd been from home and really excited. All he could think about was the look on her face, and he knew where she worked and so he went there first. He got there and inquired as to weather or not she was there and they said that she hadn't arrived just yet, but she'd be there shortly and then he made them promise not to say anything and they promised . So he goes and stands off to the side and waits for her. He waited a short bit and she finally came. He stopped himself because she was with another man but he didn't jump to conclusions untill he watche

Like A Rose
My love for you is like a red, red rose, It started as a seed but it’s grown and grown. Its roots reach deep down inside of my chest, And it grows even more with each passing breath. The delicate petals lay beautiful and pure, All the doubts that I’ve had you have since cured. For all the thorns that this proud rose bears, They are all softened by the thought of your care. Soon the rose grows old and withers and dies, But the love that helped grow it will last for all time.

Was Said This Is A "naughty" Joke...??
One day old man Stumpy and his wife Martha went to the Illinois State Fair. There is this man selling plane rides in his single prop show plane for $10 per person. Stumpy looks to Martha and says, "Martha, I think I really should try that." Martha replies, "I know you want to Stumpy, but we have a lot of bills, and you know the money is tight, and $10 is $10." So Stumpy goes without. Over the next few years they return every year, and the same thing, Stumpy wants to ride, but Martha says no money. Finally, when Stumpy and Martha are both about 70 years old, Stumpy looks to Martha, and says, "Martha, I'm 70 now, and I don't know if I'll ever get the chance again, so I just have to be naughty and have a ride in that there airplane." Martha replies in the same old fashion, and Stumpy kind of slumps down. The pilot is standing near by and overhears the conversation... The pilot pipes up, "Excuse me folks, I couldn't help but hear your situation, and I have a deal for you. I'll ta

Ceremony Of The Roses
This is a private bonding ritual, that dates back for centuries, and at the most is shared with only one or two of the couples closest friends. I will elude to a basic ceremony but remember that there are many variations on this and it is normally modified with special touches to make it as unique as the relationship that is being bonded. The submissive carries a single white rose blossom that has not fully bloomed. The Dominant holds a single red rose that is opened almost fully. Although both roses must have thorns on their stems and be freshly cut, it is nearly impossible to find a white rose with thorns. If one can not be found the thorns from the Dominant's red rose can be shared as his offering to lead the relationship. The couple stands facing each other and the Dominant removes the submissive's collar. He quickly purifies the collar by passing it through a flame and then returns it to her neck declaring to her that he will protect and guide her for eternity With a

My Princess
My love, my heart, my soul is my gift to you Your smile, your love is the only reward I would want Precious, like a gem made by angels to shine forever Releasing the passion inside me that burns for you Intertwining our destinies, so that we two soul mates Now and forever, can live out our hopes and dreams Creating our own bond of life, to overcome the challenges Explore the mysteries, and to enjoy life as it should be Sharing the peace and love, that everyone looks for So in the end I want nothing, because I have everything I need

I Make This Solemn Promise To You:
To be your lover when you need to be loved, your doctor when you are ill, your army when you go to war, your umbrella when life rains down on you, your rock when you get weary, your shield when you need defense, your spirit when you are drained, your pillow when you need to rest, your voice when no one can hear you, your ear when no one will listen, your comfort when you feel pain, your hero when you are under duress, your sunshine when darkness falls, your answer when questions arise, your inspiration to overcome obstacles, your hand to hold when you are frightened, your kiss that wakes you everyday, and your "I love you" each and every night. I am yours... all of me.

Beauty Beyond Memory
When memories cry When memories fade and die I'm going to grow old My passion My fiery passion My flaming lust is going to grow cold But my heart will always flow with a molten, love lava In your name this lava flows through my veins My heart beats for you My heart will never cease to beat your name When I lose my charm and my glamour When I lose my physique and my game When I'm old and wrinkly When I cannot look myself in the mirror I'll still stare at you When memories fade When I forget the days of the week And the months of the year When I mix names And faces The memory of you Will always shine bright and clear Your image Has been burnt to my memory I will never forget your radiance and beauty I will die happy With the image of your sweet smile On my mind And love On my lips and in my heart

Near You
'Neath velvet cloth of night and shadows, my heart confessed its thoughts to the wind. I could feel your smile from a distance with the touch of your closeness profound. The sun reached behind a fading sky, so the moon could take its proper place. Day to darkness, brightened by the stars, leaving upon the blue waters a shimmering portrait of your face. You, with all your savoring sweetness, tenderly pierced the walls of my soul as you wove a new tapestry with the golden threads of your hope and love. Yesterday you offered me courage, today you endowed me with your strength. Every moment together, a gift. Every day a celebration of life. How lovely the music of your heart. You are the air I breathe, sound I hear and the spirit that gently moves me. I don't wish for the moon, I have the stars.

Untitled
A dark cloud approaches. I observe its movements. It's habits.... you know how i feel about you and you seem to reciprocate but............somethings wrong. somethings clouded over and kept in the dark away from the light. you seem different, isolated and secluded i feel like i'm losing you and i sincerely hope i'm not. you're my world and i finally found my happiness i've told you that i would do anything to keep you safe and happy and protected but i know what is kept in the dark wil come to light. And then we'll see all the demons that have Followed you, The Lies the deceit. everything.

Episode 102- The Half Baked Condom Experience
Last night was an interesting night. With a slow crowd in our lounge and huge numbers in fantasia, we proceeded without Hellermoon once again. Major baked problems on Punkette's end last night as she fell asleep laying in the sun 2 days prior, so jumpin in when needed last night was Spazz AKA Tor from fantasia who looked like a condom with his hat on. Changed the intro accordingly and of course Mch and OP lose internet deep within the woods of redneck Tennessee. But, here is what we covered anyway: Hellcast News Top 15 Famous quotes from Redneck movies Hellcast Trivia #22 Movie review- 17 Again Redlars good deed Sextalk w/ TMI & SexyShelly King of the Hill- Timbaland, Pink, Shinedown Drink of the week- Big Bad Voodoo Cooler Dumb Laws- Florida Mad Lib- White and Nerdy (Weird Al) Fractured Fairy Tale Country of the week- Luxembourg Best of Beast- Job Interview Slackney's Wisdom On this day in history Presidential Weekly Address Comic of the week- Russell Peters 60 secon

The Mirroring World
We Are Like Nature Nature is a mirror, inspiring and teaching us, deepening our sense of belonging in the world. Wherever you look, you can see that our patterns and the patterns of the natural world are the same. You can find this resonance in every form, from molecules to plants and animals and to planets. We live our lives according to the same principles as the trees, the mountains, the clouds, and the birds. We begin our lives in the womb, folded in on ourselves like the bud of a flower. We can see our whole lives in the mirror of this natural form. When we emerge from the womb, we slowly begin our unfolding, just as the flower begins to open its petals. At its prime, the flower draws many insects to it and also the eyes of appreciative humans. When the flower’s petals begin to fade and its life cycle comes to an end, it ceases to hold itself upright and returns to the earth. Traditionally, we return to the earth, just as all plants and animals do. Like flowers, we leav

Princess Beakers
Ive been on fu for maybe a year or two now. Ive had two different IDs so I cant really remember how long its actually been! Anyways recently I had an epiphany. The thing is, in life there are fairweather friends. You know, the ones who come and go for whatever reason. This is more so the case with online friends. You meet, say hello, have a great time just chatting and goofing. Then one day you have an argument and boom, the joy of the internet means, blocked, ignored or whatever you choose to do to not converse with someone again. And well, there are the friends who are always there even if you dont talk. The ones who randomly stop in every once in a while and say hello to catch up and its like youve never not been chatting. The ones who brighten your day. They throw in a few HUGE random acts of Fu kindness and what have you got? Youve got: http://www.fubar.com/user/747456 This girl is just a top quality chick and a great friend! And thats all Ive got to say about that! Regards

Fallen Soldier
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him.. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landin

Near Death Experiences And Close Calls
After almost getting rearended hard this morning in the county in which I live, it has shook me up to a point where I am appreciating life a lot more and wanting to live everyday like it is my last day on this earth because this close call really shook me up to a point to where I want to get life insurance, that is for damn sure. I figured the head on car accident that I had on Aug. 23rd, 1995 would do this but instead it's the close call that my girlfriend and I had this morning! She has life insurance or a burial plan and I have no life insurance but that's about to change definitely! All have to say is, before that day does come, I will say that I love you all!

Her Feeling's A Song
i never thought the song she played and playedwould be a fav of minethe melody brings back memoriesand tears to my eyesi bought the song and made it my ownand i play it like she did when i'm alonewhen she was mine....listento the song she sings it maybe just for youshe maybe pouring her heart outwhen she's in love or doubtnot able to say anything to youyou might fightor be too proud to heartoo much she cannot get nearso listen to the songit tells her moodeven if you dont like the tunewhenever i want to talk about her nostalgicallyi dont have to say a thingi just turn it onremembering how sweet we were togetherand the times when things went wrongshe went to the roomor her car had it in the radioshe played it hoping i would knowthat she feels that wayso i wont let her goand never figured outuntil the song came onwhen she was suddenly gone.listento the song she sings it maybe just for youshe maybe pouring her heart outwhen she's in love or doubtnot able to say anything to youyou might fig

Whatever
ok come to the realization that im never truly on here but oh well ehy not be here um.... lets see im also thinking that i need to quit somking so i need help god this is sad reaching out to people i dont even know haha ok well i guess being 19 has its perks well anywhoo i do hope i got ot see my wife and daughter soon need a job furst if you are thinking why is there no periods ill tell u why FUCK PUNCTUATION thats why ahahahaha idk im bored tired havent slept at all

Peter Britt's New Book Website
Hi everyone.... I hope everyone is well. I haven't been on here for a bit, been going through a LOT. I wanted to invite everyone to visit my new book website. You can: Purchase the book, see press photos, read about the author, read excerpts from the book, check out different music links to my music, contact me and more. Please visit and I hope you enjoy it. Thanks very much :) www.allthatiamithink.com Peter Britt

When You Give Your Heart And Soul To Man
this mans not perfect, he has no job, but theirs reasons for it health, but still you see something in him , and when you feel things are perfect he does impulsive things. theirs times when you can love him so much , and others you dont want any. you never think to cheat because you are so inlove with him you dont think of other men. but some how he feels you are and will. no matter how you prove it .youare their for him in everyway because you see the return love. you want the everything but thenhe doesnt here your voice . disrgards your concerns , dont smoke in house we have asthma , i like a clean smelling house. or that you want to let him in your world but he has so much hate for certain colors.but he knows you are not that way.he knows you want values in home and helps you structure some but breaks others.does he really love you does he really hear your heart.he does the unthinkable and you cant believe it ex ims him oh baby ill come get you i love you .the next day dads realy si

Bone Scan?
I've been having alot of back pain lately and the doctor in which I see for my radiation treatments believes that it is do to my muscles, however my cancer doctor wants me to have a bone scan done to make sure that the cancer hasn't spreaded into my back? I'm hoping that this isn't the case cause I'm not ready for no more treatments nor surgery although I've gotta do whatever they tell me in order to get myself better. I'm just thankful that I've got family & friends who care about me enough to help out an lend a hand whenever I've needed it the most. I'm really trying to hold on to the faith an keep my head up as much as possible but at times I get so tired & don't want to do a damn thing, my husband has grounded me from everything....lol... Says for me to relax an take it easy he'll do the cooking & cleaning and so on which I'm not use to an feel as if I'm a damn baby at times, though I'm thankful for having him to do all this for me... I'm not like I use to be anymore, the Jaime you

When Your Kids Have Kids
I read a mumm today from a gentleman who was reflecting on becomming and grandpa and how it made him feel. Some of the comments givin were awesome. Some not so much. But every one is intiled to their opinion. I know how he feels seriously. When I got prego with my first child at the age of 24 the thought of a child calling me mom didnt seem to appealing. But I think that was just the shock of becomming more mature and now the responsiblity for carring for another person. Then after having two more sons, I thought about being called grandma. (shivers) that still will take some getting use to. I know I dont want to be called grandma but warmmed up to the idea of being called nana. That word dont seem to make me feel to old lol My hubby how ever wants to be called old man or old fart hahahahhaha . Hes such a dum ass !!! So for any one that might or is gonna become a grandparent. Just think one thing smirk As the child grows up you can spoil them to death and they have to

Shadows Of A Wolf
Wolf of power, pleasure and lust, prowls the night with games afoot. Never bowing to lesser or equal of her kind. Embracing the nights air as freedom races within her mind. Shadows of past, shadows of future all welcome needed to analyze her wonderful nature. Fur soft and mixed, fangs pronounced when she smiles.... It is her eyes that weapons in the darkest of hours, look away you may but look within them you shall do once more. The nature of a wolf is to leave free will and seduce the soul for if she meerly brushes but your skin with her touch she can see into your soul.... SilverMoonWolf (Izabia) 4-19-09

Surgery Vs. Longevity
As we all know, surgery is tough pill to swallow. But it's tough to have a possible outcome of a healthier life, and not risk it. But then again it's 6 hour procedure. I've already had 4 reconstructive surgeries, so you can imagine my hesitance. The feild of bone degeneration and nerve repair are way behind. How much should I bet on the best doctors in the feild, when sorely lackin in these breakthroughs.The odds are 35% chance for a 15% to 40% improvement. But with my medical background I'm averaging 15% complete failure, and same on mortality. Let me know what ya think cuz I don't know what to do.

Marriage Humor
\1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff.Like, if you like sports, she should like it that youlike sports, and she should keep the chips and dipcoming. (you think this was coming from his father?)- Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up whothey're going to marry.God decides it all way before, and you get to findout later who you're stuck with.(So God can have a sense of humor?)- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you knowthe person FOREVER by then.- Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to bea fool to get married.- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether theyseem to be yelling at the same kids.- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids.- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are for having fun, an

Band Name..
well we're still in the struggle of finding a name for the band...so far we're nameless... :p A few names have been introduced by the other band members...but we are still searching for the right one...got any ideas?? Drop a line..

Pray
Sitting restless under the moonlight, I know I'm getting ready to kill.They say we're going in with the daylight,Ma, I don't want to but I will.Because I won't know the man that kills me,And I don't know these men I've killed.I pray to God for my Salvation,And to wash away the blood I've spilled.I try not to think about my family,Cause it;s a little too much to take.Now I got here and I got my buddy,We can't afford even one mistake.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEDo NOT for get the men and women fighting right now in a foreign land, for reasons noone seems to understand. Pray for them, if you're the praying type

Sluts R Us..
Greetings Neighbors: Making friends on a social network can sometimes be most joyous thing, but, there is an abomination that exists lurking around like the stench of swine from a hog barn as you drive down the highway. As a man, I may never understand why that something good always comes with something bad. Just today I logged on to discover I had a friend request. I am always curious when someone picks me out over all the folks they could have contacted yet decide to look at me. As some of you who may have spoken with me, I am not a bad person to befriend but, I am not exactly 'Hollywood'. Well, 'Albertina D' wants me to be her friend, so, before I would decide anything, I'd go to peruse their profile. 'She' posted something on her profile about how sexy she is or how much we will enjoy viewing her naked body or something to that effect. Of course, she has listed a web link to get a better look at her goodies. Goodies, I personally, had no use for and I moved to immediately reject h

They're Vampires I Tell Ya......
Greetings Neighbors!Imagine. It's a beautifully mild evening and you find warmth as well as contentment in the cool air flowing through your window. You decide to turn in early and get some much needed sleep, but, while you lay there. You feel an itch..like little nibbles on your person and I am not talking about an amorous partner trying to rouse you from your slumber. I speak of something vile and evil yet small. Although minuscule, they are many in number and the bites keep coming causing you to scratch until you leave sores on your skin. What are the creatures that have attached themselves to your feet, legs and even thighs? FLEAS! Yes, fleas that probably hitched a ride on you while you were petting your animal. Fleas that planted themselves in your rug or carpet after you let the animal in to visit. Fleas whom should have only one thing in their future-DEATH. I know. I am being overly dramatic, but, consider trying to rest after a long hard day at work. You kiss your spouse goodn

Loves Death
It's Better To Have Love And Lost It Then To Have Never Had It At All TRUE OR FALSE? that's a question only someone who has been through it can really answer well i have .........it's hell and i'm really messed up about it andit sucks . i think i could have done withoutit.after so many things remind you of what you have lost.you start listen to music thatyou didn't listen to before becouse thats whatyour ex listened to and you cry.i wonder if the person that came up with that saying ever reallydid love at all becouse if he did he would see thatto truly lose love is the worst pain a person canever go trough.it's so easy for someone to getset in there was and forget to truly show loveto someone but,it's threre just the same i miss my ex now and i'm lost without her i lie to everyone around me and say i'm alright but,i'm not. you see my girl left me when i was in jail and i still hurt from it i get sick when i thinkabout her with someone else and

Web
Creatively, you worked your art You spun a web around my heart. How beautifully your deeds spread Each intricately woven thread. With strands of care you dry my tears You gentleness dispelled my fears You held my hand to give me courage To brave the storm With kindness, you keep me warm Your passion lit a glowing fire That filled my soul with sweet desire Your all that I was dreaming of For the web you spun is made of love.

Love Haiku's
Warms my heart and soul Brings happiness to my life Love is in the air In each soul I see I seek the soul for me, but find no you, but you Tulips are three lips or six lips, with forlips, but our four lips are one True love is devine Something that few ever find I'm glad I found mine

Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cacoon And holds us fiercly in its womb Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us in its fold Like silken thread, it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last And though at time a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us

Chestnuts
The Christmas Parrot One Christmas Eve, a frenzied young man ran into a pet shop looking for an unusual Christmas gift for his wife. The shop owner suggested a parrot, named Chet, which could sing famous Christmas carols. This seemed like the perfect gift. "How do I get him to sing?" The young man asked, excitedly. "Simply hold a lighted match directly under his feet." was the shop owner's reply.The shop owner held a lighted match under the parrot's left foot. Chet began to sing: "Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells! ..." The shop owner then held another match under the parrot's right foot. Then Chet's tune changed, and the air was filled with: " Silent Night, Holy Night..."The young man was so impressed that he paid the shop-keeper and ran home as quickly as he could with Chet under his arm. When the wife saw her gift she was overwhelmed."How beautiful!" She exclaimed, "Can he talk?" "No," the young man replied, "But he can sing. Let me show you." So the young man whipped out his lighter and

Redneck Wrestling
Two rednecks, Jake and Bubba, were sitting in a bar one night watching rasslin' on the tube. At the end of the match was an advertisement. A loud, obnoxious character came on screaming about the $10,000 dollars prize money for anyone who could defeat "The Killer".Jake looked at Bubba, a 6' 4" giant with the brain the size of a pea, and got an idea. He told Bubba, "I bet you could beat that guy. He doesn't look so rough, and you're no wimp." Bubba thought about it for a minute and agreed that he probably could.The next weekend Jake and Bubba went down to the stadium where the tournament was to be held and signed Bubba up. An old man came up and started briefing them on the rules of the contest and such. Jake, seeing Bubba was a bit nervous, asked the old man for any tips. The old man looked up to Bubba and said, "Just you watch out for his pretzel hold. Ain't nobody ever gotten out that thing."One by one, the contestants ahead of Bubba went in and came back balled up and hurting. Two ho

Honesty Is The Best Policy
I had a thought a while ago that something that I was feeling may have been in fact true. I worried and stewed over it until I made myself sick. I listened to the voices in my head that keep telling me things that were not true. I think that if you have a relationship with a special person then you should be completely honest with them. I tell my man everything and I never keep anything from him at all. I have always been honest with him. When I get a message and he wants to see it he can always look. I would expect no less from him in return. I do not know if he shows me every message or not and this is where my faith and trust becomes tested. Everything in me tellls me to demand that he show me the messages because of my past bad experiences but the faith that I have in him tells me to trust him without question. I know many of you are probably thinking that I am nuts by now and I do not blame you at all for thinking just that. But you see if I do not trust hm and I do not have fait

Toasted Blonde
One day a blond walks into a doctors office with both of her ears burnt.The doctor askes her what had happened.She says, "well... when I was ironing my work suit the phone rang and I mistakanly picked up the iron instead of the phone."Well that explains one ear, but what about the other.""The bastard called again"

Blonde And The Dildo
One day this guy comes to work at a dildo shop. His boss leaves for the day and puts him in charge of the shop.About an hour later a black haired lady comes in and asks "How much for your black dildos?"The guy says "30 bucks""And how much for your white dildos?" asks the lady.Again the man says "30 bucks for the black and 30 bucks for the white"So she takes the black one and leaves.A while later a brunette comes in to the store and asks "How much for your white dildos?"The man responds "30 bucks"She asks "And how much for your black dildos?""30 bucks for the white and 30 bucks for the black" replies the man.So she takes the white one leaves.About an hour later a blonde walks through the door and asks "How much are your dildos?"The guys says "All our dildos are 30 bucks"Then she looks up behind the man on a shelf and ask "How much for that plaid one?"The man responds "Oh, that one is special. That will cost you $250"The blonde agrees and takes it.Later that day the boss come back and as

Alligator Shoes
A young blonde was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana. She wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking.After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the blonde shouted, "Maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes at a reasonable price!" The shopkeeper said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you'll luck out and catch yourself a big one!" Determined, the blonde turned and headed for the swamps, set on catching herself an alligator.Later in the day, the shopkeeper is driving home, when he spots the young woman standing waist deep in the water, shotgun in hand. Just then, he sees a huge 9 foot alligator swimming quickly toward her. She takes aim, kills the creature and with a great deal of effort hauls it on to the swamp bank. Lying nearby were several more of the dead creatures. The shopkeeper watches in amazement. Jus

Becone One With Mind And Heart
Is the mind and heart the sane thing?mmmmm.Thats a deep question for me.Some people believe that a heart is just a heart,just an organ that pumps blood that gives you a little elecric shock to keep you alive.but my idea is the heart is place to feel emotions.although im not sure exactly where in our chest do we develope the emotions we get.some emotions are sadness,happiness,confusion,fear,and much much more.some feelings can be dramaticly intense that it causes traumer or mental illnesses.so whats is the brain.it a place where thoughts,dreams,and memories take place.intensive use of the brain can lead to a positive or a negative effect.use of the brain heavely can help excerise your brain,help in memory, and can cause insanity.in my opinion the heart and brain can become the same and a heart doesnt just pump bloodand a brain doesnt just think..it can becoem one.they can both go crazy.like on the brain side you may be crazy by thinking to much and on the heart side, feeling to much or

Opinion Of Heart And Mind Being One
Is the mind and heart the sane thing?mmmmm.Thats a deep question for me.Some people believe that a heart is just a heart,just an organ that pumps blood that gives you a little elecric shock to keep you alive.but my idea is the heart is place to feel emotions.although im not sure exactly where in our chest do we develope the emotions we get.some emotions are sadness,happiness,confusion,fear,and much much more.some feelings can be dramaticly intense that it causes traumer or mental illnesses.so whats is the brain.it a place where thoughts,dreams,and memories take place.intensive use of the brain can lead to a positive or a negative effect.use of the brain heavely can help excerise your brain,help in memory, and can cause insanity.in my opinion the heart and brain can become the same and a heart doesnt just pump bloodand a brain doesnt just think..it can becoem one.they can both go crazy.like on the brain side you may be crazy by thinking to much and on the heart side, feeling to much or

Missing You All
THIS GOES OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS. I LOVE ALL OF YOU GREATLY AND HAVE ALOT OF GREAT FRINEDS ON HERE. ALOT OF YOU ARE MORE LIKE FAMILY THAN MY OWN FAMILY AND THAT MEANS ALOT TO ME. I AM VERY GREATFUL I MET EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. YOU HAVE ALL PLAYED SOME KIND OF ROLL IN MY LIFE. SOME MORE THAN OTHERS. ILL BE HEADING OFF FOR ALCOHOL TREATMENT MONDAY AND WILL MORE THAN LIKELY BE GONE FOR A MONTH WHICH REALLY SUX BUT ITS VERY LONG UVER DUE SO IM FINALLY GOING THRU WITH IT. I AM GONNA MISS YOU ALL GREATLY. ONCE AGAIN SOME MORE THAN OTHERS BUT ITS NOTHING PERSONAL. SOME HAVE BEEN THERE MORE THAN OTHERS FOR VARIOUS REASONS. SOME OF WHICH YOU CANT CONTROL AND I UNDERSTAND. AND A SPECIAL THANX TO MY RELENTLESS RADIO FAMILY. YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST FRIENDS A PERSON COULD HAVE AND I WILL MISS YOU MOST OF ALL. AND A VERY SPECIAL THANX GOES OUT TO TEMP, LIL TEMP, LOVELY, AND ELLY. YOU GUYS HAVE BEEN SO SUPPORTIVE AND ALWAYS BEEN THERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU AND I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I

What Should I Be Looking For In A Girl?
I know what I like. Nice looking and a lil on the sweet but sleazy side. I want someone to let me pull her hair doggy style as I smack that. Might possibly put on a porn for suggestion. (That's fun). Someone who can hang with me all the time and I don't get sick of being around. My last relationship was a NIGHTMARE! ahhhhhhhh And I want that girl next door image. Any exisist like that or are my standards wrong?

Turmoil
WEll what to say or how to react to whats given to us in our lap.Its almost funny how history repeats itself and we end up back at square one with not really a right path to take. all seem wrong but which is the lesser of the 2 evils.do we go back to scratch and start from the beginning?when one is wronged what is the best revenge but to do unto otheres as whats been done onto you...so I was taught growing up....well is that always the right answerWell when you mix emotions n Love into the mix it sometimes becomes hardI was always taught to be strong never let them think you care at allLet know one get close to me Before you and meI then shared things wit you about my pastThat I'd never tell to anyone else Just keep it to myself seemed to be the better optionNow I know I lack affection and expressing my feelingsIt took me a minute to come and admit this butSee I'm really try'na change nowWanna love you better, show me how but you decided that it was better to be left at the curbI decid

Biography
if you look at me you see a normal guy but theres more to this face. Behind this mask hides emotion of anger,confusion,conviction,derpession ,anxiety,parenioa,and lost sense of worldly judegment.i am blind to them not becuase i have bad eye sight but because i choice not to see,hear,and feel not noticing and observering the daily activities that carry on about by people living there lives . i wish i am blind death and mute so i can see clearing in perception in the heart and mind.where am i when these things are all happening? ussually in my room with my music up and singing along the best a can.maybe its my greatest love you can say. I have insomnia and scitzafrenia.insomnia is an illnes where you cant fall asleep regularly like normal peopel.without pills i would sleep 30 minutes and be up for 6 hours and then doze of to sleep for another 30 minutes and it repeats. sleeping 2 hours total a day makes you feel like you are always dreaming and cam't wake up from it.a day feels like 7 da

Demon Speaks In Tougues
about 5 yeras ago i over heard 4 diferent demons speaking in tougues but somehow i was able to understand them.it was a cusrse put into the world and ill tarnslate what they might ( might i said .im not a prophet so dont get me wrong again im not a propet )be saying or you can get a paster to translate for you but i doubt they can speak in tounges.how do i know there language idk i came to me after they curse me with many difererent speels they say it protective .i hear angels too but i dont know wich are demons or angels so ill treated them as all lies .when in doubt there is no doubt.i am ashame i can understand their words cuz it makes me feel like i am evil but im not though i ahve my own sins and wrong doing in the pass but as my name says oudawn.it means a new light.like how when you seee a new day you say oooh dawn repsresenting a new hope a new person a new chance yup i came up with it my self from my original name, phetoudone ,phet means diamonds and oudone is a town in thaila

Holy Ghost Speaks Questions For God 2. Comet Coing In 20 Years
when i first saw this i got scared because about 8 years 2001 an angel(im not sure if he was bad or good though) told me im going to get old in about 30 years from that day.he said get old ,but what angel would use the word die' he would use the word get old to explain death.even a really wise monk would not use the word die and hes no angel.after this news, i called to my holy ghost which lies not to deeply inside me becuase i committed a unmorally act of smoking .but i can get him back in 2 to 3 day if i cleanse my heart and mind.i will quit smoke again. i did it before i can do it again to make my mind and body as pure and whole as possible to prepare for a kumadon walk(meditational walk).truth seeking technque.it will be a long walk around the house i dont know how long the walk will take but i must find the answer to this.well my holy host said with the most acurate words as i can remember him saying he said"yes oudawn you must know the truth and full truth ("by now" if i recall

Never Around
No one is here no one is there.Lying in the pit of despair with no one to talk to no one to be with. A you want is to be loved but knowing that it will never come. All you know is pain and all you will ever be is pain. Hurting the ones you love with out knowing it. Not meaning to do the things you do until it has already been done. Not knowing what to do next. Wondering around the world with out a clue of what to do or where to go. Finding your surroundings have changed but nothing has really changed. The only thing left for you to do is all you know how to do and that is to run. Wishing it wasn't the only thing you now how to do but wanting to know what to do next. Wanting help from the people around you but not know how to ask. Life is what you make out of it. Sure but what if the only life you know is pain and failure. What are you to make of life if you don't know anything else but that. They say ask for help and you shall receive but, what if you don't know how to ask for it. Well

The United States Of Leland
Just saw it. Knew it was critically acclaimed, but irrelevant at the box office. I can't tell you if this is a movie you'll enjoy. If you're at all thoughtful, or educated (I spent plenty of time in philosophy classes, with Camus' "The Stranger"), or just want to know why seemingly good people do bad things, I'd recommend you put this on your Netflix list. There are NO heroes in this movie. Everyone is at least a little broken. All star cast: Don Cheadle, Kevin Spacey, Jena Malone, Ryan Gosling, Lena Olin, Chris Klein, Michelle Williams, Kerry Washington, even Ann Magnuson (where has SHE been lately?) Simple story, simply told: a troubled teen (Ryan Gosling) kills a retarded boy (whom he knows). Its the WHY part that is troubling. We spend the movie unravelling his story in flashback. It's about heartbreak, loss, trust, personal motivation... real human issues. If you pay ANY attention during the film, the climax, especially the last line, will SLAY you. Selah.

Toby Keith - Wish I Didn't Know Now
I never ask you where you're goin', I never ask you where you've been I've never called and checked your story, When you stayed out with all your freinds I've never tried to catch you lyin', I didn't want to know the truth I'd rather go on lovin' blind girl, Than go on lovin' without you I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then I wish I could start this whole thing over again I'm not sayin' it's you, You could never be true I just don't wanna know how it ends You'd still have my heart in the palm of your hands I'd still look like a fool in front of your freinds Yeah, I wish somehow I didn't know now what I didn't know then I've always said what I don't know Couldn't hurt as bad as leavin' you Turns out I knew what I was thinkin', It ain't an easy thing to do, Well I guess I should be goin' I sure found out too much to stay, Please don't say you're sorry I might wait another day I wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then I wish I could start this whole thing over again I`m

Hate My Life - Theory Of A Dead Man
So sick of the hobos always begging for changeI don't like how I gotta work andAnd they just sit around and get paidI hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.Bitch you better get outta the wayBefore I start falling apartI hate how my wife is always up my assShe always wants to buy brand new thingsBut I don't have the cash.I hate my job, all of my rich friendsI hate everyone to the bitter end.Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sightI hate my life! How come I never get laid, nice guys always lose.How could she have another headacheThere's always some kind of excuseI still hate my job, my boss is a dick"I don't get paid nearly enoughTo put up with all of his shit"I hate my job, all of my rich friendsI hate everyone to the bitter end.Nothing turns out right, there's no end in sightI hate my life! Yeah! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, Then her daddy punches me in the faceSo if you're pissed like meBitches,

Emotional Bonds
First off: Let's discuss this new blog editor. Its not really "new" is a Javascript Toolkit called TinyMCE. I've used it in some of my web applications. I had suggested that TinyMCE be droped into Fubar back when it was still Lost Chery, A message I sent to both BabyJesus and Support. I'm a tad annoyed at the fact that I was ignored for my professional oppinion. But I'm also amused at the fact that TinyMCE was implemented anyway, because it shows that I was right. The meat of this meet: Throughout my life, and more so in recent years, I have discovered a commonplace, something I do, without realizing I do it. I call it a commonplace because for me it is common, or at least familiar. I help people. Borderline white knight's syndrome, I tend to offer advice, help, and support at times that it's needed, and usually when needed most as luck would have it.I have found that my place in life is to serve as exactly that. A helper, one who gives to those that are hardly able to return the fa

The Next Day.....questions For God Part2
when i first saw this i got scared because about 8 years 2001 an angel(im not sure if he was bad or good though) told me im going to get old in about 30 years from that day.he said get old ,but what angel would use the word die' he would use the word get old to explain death.even a really wise monk would not use the word die and hes no angel.after this news, i called to my holy ghost which lies not to deeply inside me becuase i committed a unmorally act of smoking .but i can get him back in 2 to 3 day if i cleanse my heart and mind.i will quit smoke again. i did it before i can do it again to make my mind and body as pure and whole as possible to prepare for a kumadon walk(meditational walk).truth seeking technque.it will be a long walk around the house i dont know how long the walk will take but i must find the answer to this.well my holy host said with the most acurate words as i can remember him saying he said"yes oudawn you must know the truth and full truth ("by now" if i recall

About Me Scary Stiry Biography
if you look at me you see a normal guy but theres more to this face. Behind this mask hides emotion of anger,confusion,conviction,derpession ,anxiety,parenioa,and lost sense of worldly judegment.i am blind to them not becuase i have bad eye sight but because i choice not to see,hear,and feel not noticing and observering the daily activities that carry on about by people living there lives . i wish i am blind death and mute so i can see clearing in perception in the heart and mind.where am i when these things are all happening? ussually in my room with my music up and singing along the best a can.maybe its my greatest love you can say. I have insomnia and scitzafrenia.insomnia is an illnes where you cant fall asleep regularly like normal peopel.without pills i would sleep 30 minutes and be up for 6 hours and then doze of to sleep for another 30 minutes and it repeats. sleeping 2 hours total a day makes you feel like you are always dreaming and cam't wake up from it.a day feels like 7 da

Frostbitten Feet Heal By God A Testimony
there are some poeple taht would ask me why have i become so religious in the last seven years.they see taht i ahve chnaged greatly to the good in my opinion but them to to an absurd extented where ive given up all of life's joy just to reach the heavens taht was promise to the faithful of christ.im not not sure if ill make it there but by my own rights of beliefs and opionion i will try my best to achieve that goal.im not aiming to go there just by peoples words taht heaven exist but by my own if not to many experience with god.in this testimony i called my self the abomnible snowman.youll understand why i call my self taht .taht day as you read on.let not me forget to mention it was a phsycotic episode if you discribe this to a doctor.well in 2004 i was working in a machine shop at rosenboom machine and tools.i had an argument with my father about religion between christ and buddha.he wants me to become a monk and i didnt beleif in thatt faith and spoke my opinion .its not like me to

Demons Curse
it's tough trying to be good.it seems people think that when you have decided to change your life people will think somehing is out of the ordinary or creepy.like my family for example,when i started not to go out as much when it all started they would think im sick.they even suggested that i should go to the hospital.when im smoking and drinking and going out they would think thats a normal maybe they think its even a healthy thing.but the truth is that we are being decieved by media or to be more specific by satan.hes has use a media before during the adam and eve era if you can call it an era but i lack words so ill use that for now.he used the sherpant by giving the abilty to talk and decieve adam and eve.eve fell for the the rick cuz she thought maybe the snake is right he can talk. if i eat of this fruit what gifts will it grant me?she might thik.im not going any further with adam and eve cause this blog is not whats its about.lets go back to deception.well media has hypnotized

Religion
it's tough trying to be good.it seems people think that when you have decided to change your life people will think somehing is out of the ordinary or creepy.like my family for example,when i started not to go out as much when it all started they would think im sick.they even suggested that i should go to the hospital.when im smoking and drinking and going out they would think thats a normal maybe they think its even a healthy thing.but the truth is that we are being decieved by media or to be more specific by satan.hes has use a media before during the adam and eve era if you can call it an era but i lack words so ill use that for now.he used the sherpant by giving the abilty to talk and decieve adam and eve.eve fell for the the rick cuz she thought maybe the snake is right he can talk. if i eat of this fruit what gifts will it grant me?she might thik.im not going any further with adam and eve cause this blog is not whats its about.lets go back to deception.well media has hypnotized

Holy Ghost Tells Me Of First Visit From Angels
when i first saw this i got scared because about 8 years ago an angel(im not sure if he was bad or good though) told me im going to get old in about 30 years from that day.he said get old but what angel would use the word die he would use the word get old to explain death.even a really wise monk would not use the word die and hes no angel.after this news below i called to my holy ghost which lies not to deeply inside me becuase i committed a unmorally act of smoking .i will quit again i did it before i can do it again to make my mind and body as pure and whole as possible to prepare for a kumadon walk.truth seeking technque.it will be a long walk around the house i dont know how long the walk will take but i must find the answer to this.well my holy host said with the most acurate words as i can remember him saying he said"yes oudawn you must know the truth and full truth ("by now" if i recall correctly you are going to die in 22 years but jesus will come backfor you in 7 years to ba

Godhead And Holy Ghost Which Is Beter?
before i became a christain i was buddhis.i studied hard to understanding his beliefs and try to gain hes enlightment and godhead the abiilty of the brain.i described as though it was buddha who achieve this stage of the mind but i bet there are nore but refering to buddha well help people understand what i am talking bout.god head is just a brain that is powerful and clear and vibrant that can find answers to anything like god so that problly why they call it godhead.i achieve my early stage of godhead in the hospital about 7 years ago.its gone now but the pattern of my brain taht once was god head has been engrave in my brain and i can go back to it easily if i wanted to but why should i.i have my own personal comfortor which is my holy ghost.hes better then godhead.its not as powerul as god head but you get answers more quickly and honest and all you have to do is have a clean heart while talking to your holy ghost.how it feels to ahve the only ghost?it feelings like you have butte

An Eternal Flame...
In a deep abyss Far from anyone's wildest imagination Exists darkness Deeper than anyone's knowledge Of pitch blackness But alas... Upon further investigation One sees a candle Burning And as long as that fire burns And that eternal flame lives on Then for all the darkness there is A light burns bright Forever more And it is in that moment Darkness ceases to exist.....

Fairy Tales Part 1
some people live them..others wish to have them.. the fairy tale ending...happily never after.. well at least for some.. for others we are just pawns in a story that revolves around the stars.....hoping that one day the main characters will fall ill and leave a new role to be played...life... oh woe is thee... i see some that are in what appears to us as that perfect happy ending from the out side... maybe it is maybe it isnt... we all have our own ideas of our happy endings.. and they change from time to time and sometimes they will even stay the same... eventually we might get to that part but for now this is just the opening act

I Guess I Should've Been More Like Her
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad Guess I should've been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And some how you made me smile when I was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart Then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should've been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should've been more like her Forgiving you, she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed it's truth You love her and she loves you with all she has I guess I should've been more like that I should have held on to my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserved I guess I should've been more like her She's beautiful in her simple, little way

Religion
when god create mankind,adam and eve,we're ment to have eternal life.but sin came into our lives brought by satan.satan likes to use a medium to do hes dirty job in this case a serphant.he gave it the ability to talk.yes he gave speech ability so yes he can heal ,tell truth, lies , decieve,bless you,yes he can blessed you but i doubt he'll do that not wanting something from you, like for you to worship him.the battle between god and satan was all about him wanting to be worship.but god was victorious even though satan had a third more angels on his side.when jesus met satan on top of the mountain all he wanted to do was to have jesus worship him and he'll grant him everything.he has more motives to have jesus worship him, i bet. after hes a slimmy angel.some people picture satan as an ugly and dumb but that not true he was wise and beutiful and he made sure others know that.thats when sin came into his heart, his pride.well lets go back to the serphant.there was a tree in the a garde

Wicca
ok like ive said befor i live in south louisiana the catholic central cluster fuck of the us if ur catholic no offence but in 3 years at a catholic school 1 coach was fired form atempting to have sex with a child( she was willing) the preist atended aa meetings 1 principle got fired for pics of girls on his fone, and the geomitry teacher had an anime porn site. so lots not to like. and if you no anything about christians they dont like witch craft. but me i have always been interested i got in to it in arizona but i did not even scratch the surface so to all wiccans HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! books, web, anything you no please

Thoughts Argument Why Humans Didnt Come From Apes
please excuse my spelling and grammer.i believe there is such a thing as evolution actually. though i am religious and i have my own opinion .do you think humans really came from moneys or apes.i know this blog is not about apes and monkeys but if you beleive so much in evolution you must beleive that humans came from apes and that earth is billions of years old.you know how the moon moves closer to the our planet or im not which it might move further each year well every second.if earth was bilions of years old then that would mean that the moon would be flat on the earth just lieing on top of usor if its moving away a lot more further then it is now.i believe that the earth is only around 6000 years old base on the bible and that would explain the distance between the earth and the moon.im not a scientist so i dont know much its just an opinion that should be put in consideration.scientist expalins that gas takes millions or billion of years if i recall my earth science class i took

Barsexuals
So, i just got home from a concert down at a Tallahassee bar I love to go to called Floyd's Music Store. I haven't been out in a while, so I thought it might be nice if I did something besides work for a change. Four bands were playing for a $12 cover charge which really isn't all that bad. I missed the first band completely but that's okay. I've seen them before and they pretty much suck. Broken Trust was setting up when I walked down the stairs--the bar is underground. Low and behold...Kevin Johnson. I used to go see his band, Pivotal, play like 7 years ago. This new band has a long way to go, but it wasn't bad. Chaos in Man was next and they rocked. I think they'll make something of themselves. The singer had a killer scream. And, the main event...Egypt Central. These guys are from Tennessee. I've seen them 2 or 3 times already, but it's a good show. i like their sound period. They lost the hottest band member though...I had nothing to stare at while drooling like the last cou

Soldiers Screwed Again
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m

Stress Relief
The old man and I decided to go fishing. This is partly due to the fact that there has been a bit of stress in my life and I needed release. Seeing as how my 11 year old spent 9 days in the hospital. I lost my job. and the wedding had to be postponed. So ya fishing and camping it is!!! Should be fun. I do like to camp. and the mans going to teach me to fish. so....... WEEEEEE And we are out of here. Much love Ya'll

People
Why do people have make themself look trashy to get peoples attention? Do they think it's cute? Is it to make themself feel better? I just don't understand. I personally don't thinks its attractive. And then they have pics of their kids up, come on.

Metalic Taste
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her and her ha

Gone Fishing!
Teeny and I decided since the wedding has been postponed, we are gonna take the days off we have and go camping and fishing. We'll be at Rye Patch Reservoir in the sticks of Nevada.Hopefully we will take a break from cuddling and stuff to eventually catch some fish. It should be lots of fun.Ill be sure to take some pics and post them here. Have a great weekend everyone and we will see you Wednesday. S.P.G

Nothing More Romantic Than Porn Vol 1
Sugar I didn't realize that we talked that much on the phone. As much as shewas a stranger in my home she wasn't to me. She knew were the candleswere, and placed them about the bathroom. Filled the bathtub withscents she brought and turned off the lights. Fingertips pressedlightly against each button on her while blouse she then removed. Warmclasp pressed into her back she unhooked and let fall to the floor.Two buttons against her back undone allowed for her skirt to drop. Onestep over the rim and she sunk into the bath. White clouds of soapsprouted and popped against her chest. Her hands danced in her hair tokeep it dry outside the bath. Falling completely in but her faced, sheclosed her eyes, breathed in and waited.Walking in I knew things had changed. The new sent played heavy withmy eyes. Even the taste in the air seemed different. Not the coldapartment I had called home alone for so long. I laid down my thingsand looked around, fumbling in the dark. As I turned the knob of thebat

Thoughts
first of allmy writings are rough drafts.ignoring spellin grammer and everyhting i was taught whe i learn to write in school.its more fun this way.i write what think as it comes along. its not organized in subjects.i just let it flow.and not prewritten.to lazy to do that.i problely never will reedit my writtings.i lack vocabularies and my grammer are not so great but i can get better by writting everyday.that is my dream to become a better writer not that im writing a book but to let out stress and to express my feelings.its for my health you can say. the pursuit of a unreachable dream will only make it more likely to come true.there are no such things as an unobtainable dream.if you can dream it you achieve it therefore it can become reality.without dreams we are lost.if we do not dream of food, money,love and a career can we never make it manifest into vivid physical form.during the ice age(if there was a time) if we did not dream of catching a meal.that's all they dreamt of due l

Mind And Heart Becomes One
Is the mind and heart the sane thing?mmmmm.Thats a deep question for me.Some people believe that a heart is just a heart,just an organ that pumps blood that gives you a little elecric shock to keep you alive.but my idea is the heart is place to feel emotions.although im not sure exactly where in our chest do we develope the emotions we get.some emotions are sadness,happiness,confusion,fear,and much much more.some feelings can be dramaticly intense that it causes traumer or mental illnesses.so whats is the brain.it a place where thoughts,dreams,and memories take place.intensive use of the brain can lead to a positive or a negative effect.use of the brain heavely can help excerise your brain,help in memory, and can cause insanity.in my opinion the heart and brain can become the same and a heart doesnt just pump bloodand a brain doesnt just think..it can becoem one.they can both go crazy.like on the brain side you may be crazy by thinking to much and on the heart side, feeling to much or

Good Or Evil Auction
GOOD OR EVIL AUCTION I'VE GONE TO THE EVIL SIDE IN THIS AUCTION COME ON BY OWN ME FOR A MONTH! IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BID CAN YOU PLEASE RATE MY PIC THANKS Your Auction Host For The Evil One's: RogerLee Please only serious bidders thanks for your time repost for me please xoxox BRATTE

See That Light At The End Of The Tunnel? It's A Train!
I am so tired of life being one stuggle after another, was I a baby killer in a past life? What did I do to deserve all the pain and hurt I have gone through all my life? My husband and my children are so wonderful, they should have better. I can't find a job, I even dyed the red out of my hair to try and look a little more "normal" in hopes of landing a job. Everything feels like it is closing in on me and I am suffocating! My husband was gone for 2 years, to bring home steady pay we could count on, now it looks like that is the only choice once again is for him to try to take a deployment that will happen as soon as possible. I have been a stay at home mom since I was 16, I don't have any job experience. I feel like I am just a burden for him. He tells me it is not true at all, I run the house, I take care of 4 kids, I am trying to go to school to get skills for a job. But that is not helping the fact that we can barely put food on the table. I, as well as my oldest son, take our cla

More From My Soul
"A Precious Flower"Like a precious flower, is her beauty to mea treasure to keep, in my heart foreverour souls, melding into oneeach time we clasp hands, each time we kisssoftly, sweetly, she gives herself to meas I give myself to her, forever, in loveremember, my beauty, my lovely songbirdkeep in your heart always, my love for you

The Life And Times Of Ian In Song Lyrics
describe yourself: Just a simple guy, livefrom day to day. A ray of sunshine melts my frown and blows my bluesaway. There’s nothing more that I can say - but on a day like todayI’ll pass the time away and walk a quiet mile with you".-- Led ZeppelinWhat do you like about yourself? "I’ve got 1,2, 3, 4, 5 - senses working overtime!"-- XTCWhat don’t you like about yourself? "Don’t ask me, I’m just improvising my illusion of careless flight.Can’t you see my temperature’s rising? I radiate more heat than light" -- RushWhat mood are you in? "Hey, you’re not getting any youngerThe wild west has already been wonNorthern lights are growing colderAnd the old eastern ways are goneSo tonight after sundownI’m going to pack my caseWithout a word, without a soundDisappear without a traceI’m going Southbound" --- Thin LizzyWhat are you doing? "Speeding through the universe - thinking is the best way to travel"-The Moody BluesWhat do you

Ship Out Date For The Army
I ship out for the army in early June, so I am looking forward to it. i will update the blog with any updates,so far i like fubar and i look forward to meeting lots of nice people on ot. Best Regards Chemical man

Lol You're Not So Bad
So I'm a bit riled up since last night and tonight I get this little crybaby punk wanting to start stuff about me. Last night he's sending people messages claiming how I'm not helping someone who helped me in a contest. Okay for starters MORON I wasn't ONLINE most of the day. Just because my account is signed on does NOT mean I'm near the computer. Maybe you sit at your computer 24/7 staring at the screen hoping any chick will hit on you and maybe make your pathetic life mean something for 2 seconds but I don't. This pansy is one of those who thinks he's such a badass. He's the bad boy of Fubar because his account got locked. Um dude...PLENTY of people have gotten their accounts locked. It doesn't make you a badass. It means you did something stupid. But I've had to laugh. This pathetic punk HATES me because I made a mistake and kind of got in the middle of something. Long story to that but regardless that issue is over and done with. Anyways he decided to pick sides o

Stories About My Boys.
The Adventures of Two Boys (Part1) Once upon a time there was two boy’s named Kristopher and Garion.One day they went for a walk in the park and they came across a book. They went home with the book and took it to their room. That night after dinner they went to their room. They picked up the book and started reading it. The book was about two boys having really big adventures. The boys’ names are Kristopher and Garion. They thought that was really strange. The boys got in weird, strange, scary, and happy situations. They meet a lot of people ontheir adventures. They had a lot of fun. One story they went to a friends house and got lost on the way there. They got lost in the woods were they met a raccoon who could talk. It told them about his friends and family. He helped the boys find their to their friends house. When they finished the book they started thinking if the book was about. They thought abo

I Need Help
Hi everybody, I still am very new to this whole thing, it says I need fu bucks and differnt levels to do any thing so im not quite sure how to get them. And for any of you who has viewed my page thank you and would like to return a favor if you could tell me how.

All Is Well
My friends all dead and goneBest look aheadlife goes onI'm stuck here againYes all is wellbest rest your weary headLife goes onbest look aheadfamily feels so far safea continent awaya child shot in the headnot theirs, so too badyes all is wellrest your weary headlife goes onbest look aheadLife has been so swellclimb in a kerosene bathlight a matchthen no turning back

Don't Call Yourself A Master If You Can't Dominate An Add Request.
ok... wow, bottom up as usual. i'm sure you know how to read this shit by now. - background on the conversation - i noticed the symbol, i read the profile, i sent an add request stating basically who i am and what i do and don't fuckin deal with as far as rates and shit, because the name stated to read the profile before adding. also keep in mind, the profile didn't state anything about PMs.... which i was going to point out to him but he blocked me after telling me to grow up and calling me a slut. and i have no idea how to cut and paste shit into these new blogs so bear with me if this takes a sec. Master Met...: how bout growin up slut -> Master Met...: calling me "missy" isn't providing it either. -> Master Met...: mutual means providing it when you expect it. Master Met...: damm right.. your a 'switch' then pay attn it clearly states PM ONLY.. if your in this lifestyle youd best adhere to mutual respect missy -> Master Met...: wow, nevermind, you c

Woo Hoo
Well I already have rockband and finally broke down to buy guitar hero. Sadly though need new drums so ordered them online since they broke the day after I bought them. They will be replaced. I bought the Metallica edition to go with it and boy oh boy I love it. I do have to say Guitar hero is better then rockband in alot of ways.

Abducted March 28-09 Look Out Plaese
new family abduction phots are in my default picsplease be on the look out in alabama or I-20 car is disribed in this statement thanks DOB: Aug 9, 2008Missing: Mar 28, 2009 Age Now: 7 Month(s)Sex: MaleRace: Biracial Hair: BrownEyes: BrownHeight: 1'6" (46 cm)Weight: 20 lbs (9 kg)Missing From: GROVETOWN GA United StatesChristopher and his mother, Shashawna O'Dell, were abducted by his father, Christopher Grier, on March 28, 2009. A felony warrant for kidnapping was issued for the abductor on March 28, 2009. They may be driving a gray Dodge Neon with paper tags from Auto Credit Sales and Rental. They were last know to be travelling on traveling on I-20 in McDuffie County, GA. They may be travelling to Alabama. CAUTION IS ADVISED.ANYONE HAVING INFORMATION SHOULD CONTACT National Center for Missing & Exploited Children 1-800-843-5678 (1-800-THE-LOST) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Columbia County Sheriff's Office (Georgia) 1-706- 541-280

The Last Cut
Me and My New Friend *MONI *Just collaborated on this. Here is the link to her blog go check her out. http://fubar.com/blog/289518/1007241 The Last Cut I stood in my mirror again I don't recognize my face anymore I look at all my pieces now I see them in a pool of blood on the floor You took away my soul You traveled far from my grasp

Zombieball 09 In Scottsdale
OK so seriously this was an awesome event. I have been trying to find pics of it seeing as I forgot my camera and have only found a few so far. Anyway if you have not been to one then you really should go. This year they had Funker Vogt, Alter der Ruine (from Tucson and an awesome group), E Bomb, and the Pain Solution Sideshow. PSS is one crazy guy but man he rocks. Grats Horns and Halos for putting in a great event.

My Little Girl
A little smile from my angel goes a long wayit warms my heart and soothes my dayA little glance from my brown eye girl chases away the gray skiesopening my heart even as you wave me goodbyesA little conversation carries me like a sweet tunedancing fever breaks out like a summer night in juneA little hug is always a unforgettable moment in timeas they can always be thought of to help my climbA little love is a whole lot from my girlthere is no doubt she has me in a whirlA little silence still speaks in volumes to meas I cherish every moment we spend together free

Everyday Is The Same
Just another day sitting at home bored out of my mind. My daughter was surprised when we took a ride to collect anything good we could find at a ladies house they had listed on line. They had to move & had left over yard sale shit so we went to take a look and see what they had. I got a brand new Playboy Jacket & some other cool stuff. Georgey porgie went with his momma to set free some baloons & roses for his dead daughters birthday. I cleaned house as always & when he got back we went to the local Game Stop to pick up Ratchet & Clank 3 & 4.... Tack & Tack 2.... well needless to say sense those r my games and George has been addicted to the damn Playstaytion 2 these past few weeks I figure its my turn to play some thing. I never play long any how. I have been so damn horny too feeling a bit naughty. Sense my birthday really sucked because some one just had 2 b fucked up again. I was promised a romantic day & night but was given the same broken promises as always. How am I not really

Lost In You By Ted Ochsenhirt 4/2009
Im lost in you,and never want out im lost in you, and locked your heart with mine im lost in you and cant be found Nor do iwant to, for im lost in you. Gazing into ypur eyes, and fallin in never to return from your love your arms about me my eyes closing knowing that i will be lost in you Dont let go, do not say no, just let me be lost in you

Thinking Online/outloud
maybe if peeps who commented on mumms with some serious answers, there wouldn't be so many depressed peeps. Be cool to the peeps online as you don't know the entire situation, only what you read in the mumm itself. Don't judge by a pic or a single mumm question. Be cool and respect each other as you would want that same treatment back. If you feel that this blog crosses the line then keep the shut to yourself as that line of thinking is the immaturity and judgement that comes with it.

Meaning Of Life
For centuries humans have battled the following question: what is a meaning of life? Trying to figure out, the answer, the reason, to explain their own existance. In my opinion...there is no meaning of life. A life is an accident that occured due to two creatures of the opposite sex reproducing. It is hard for people to accept the fact that maybe those measly 90+ max years on this planet are spent completely pointlessly, and the lower the intellect of a person is, the higher their after life aspirations are, but thats...life. A butterfly lives for one day, and its gone. For us, its nothing, but for a butterfly, its an eternity. We live 100 yrs max; for us it feel like a lifetime, but for a planet and the cosmos around us-it is less than a minute. So its much more rewarding to be a selfish bastard and live thast measly life to the fullest, instead of searching for that pointless meaning.

We Bow To Nobody
WHAT IN THE HELL WAS HE THINKING BOWING TO SOMEBODY. THERE IS NOBODY IN THIS WORLD AS POWERFUL AS HE IS. AMERICAN PRESIDENTS BOWS TO NOBODY RESPECTFUL OR NOT. HE REPRESNTS WHAT WE ARE. THE SAUDI KING DOES NOT CONDON THE MARRIAGE OF AN 8 YEAR OLD GIRL TO AN MAN OLD ENOUGH TO BE HER GRANDFATHER, BECAUSE HE PAID HER FATHERS DEBTS. WHERE HAVE OUR BELIEFS GONE, WHERE HAVE OUR MORALS GONE. I SAID "HE HAD BALLS "WHEN HE GAVE THE NAVY SEALS THE GO AHEAD WHITH TAKEING THE PIRATES OUT TO SAVE THE AMERICAN CAPTAIN BEING HELD HOSTAGE, BUT WHEN HE BOWED I THOUGHT HE WAS GIVING THE KING SOME HEAD. BUT THEN AGAIN IM JUST A TAX PAYER.

Poem For Cs
Alone among familiar faces nameless smiles I've known for years Fading sun of the afternoon Cutting through the stained glass above the neon lights Close my eyes for just a moment There is a flash of you Your face is burned on the back of my eyes indelible as the acid rain Do you know what beauty is When you see your reflection in a winter pool Your colors brightened by the crystal air Eyes so crisp and clear and bright Do you know - beauty is you My heart stops for just one beat A smile crashes across my face To think of you - warmed by a moment tip my glass and go.

Incubus - I Wish You Were Here
I dig my toes into the sandThe ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanketI lean against the wind, pretend that I am weightlessAnd in this moment I am happyHappyI wish you were hereI wish you were hereI wish you were hereI wish you were...hereI lay my head onto the sandThe sky resembles a back-lit canopy with holes punched in itI'm counting UFO's, I signal them with my lighterAnd in this moment i am happyHappyI wish you were hereI wish you were hereI wish you were...hereWish you were hereThe world's a rollercoasterAnd I am not strapped inMaybe I should hold with careBut my hands are busy in the air, sayingI wish you were hereI wish you were...I wish you were hereI wish you were hereI wish you were...hereWish you were here

Incubus - I Miss You
To see you when I wake up Is a gift I didn't think could be real. To know that you feel the same as I do Is a three-fold, Utopian dream. You do something to me that I can't explain. So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"? I see your picture. I smell your skin on The empty pillow next to mine. You have only been gone ten days, But already I'm wasting away. I know I'll see you again Whether far or soon. But I need you to know that I care, And I miss you.

Life
Life is a journey me must all endure. Either led through it by our hearts or minds. Whether you're lost in the journey or know your destination the trip is always filled with unexpected turns. For some these turns are disrupting but for others they bring a newness to the journey that makes it more worthwhile. Live the journey and except the turns in the road because the road leads to the place you were meant to go. lalne1

School Girl Nite Tonight
In wild notes Lounge, things r never dull. Tonight apr.18th we r having a school girl night for our cam girls to dress up and have tons of fun. plz join us for a wild and crazy night beginning at 10pm.

Take This Demon If You Dare
Yup, MsCharlotte2U is on the Auction block! Stop by and take a peak!Please rate the Pic!!Bid if you dare!!This doesn't happen very often..Auction ends April 24thOnly one Man so far appears to be brave enough to try and take this Demon!Women are more up to the challenge as usual!!Please Re-Post!

I Miss My Snuggle-bear!
I Hate bein lonely, But most importantly I hate having restrictions on when I get to see my baby. I miss spendin everyday with himmm!!! Waking up without him is tough But the nights are even more lonely.. Ill make it through though. Its an obsticle I have to face in order for things to get better and its about halfway over... Its just even harder being pregnant and not having the one you love to comfort you, until then ill continue to wait & ill continue to look forward to spending another day with him by my side. I miss you stinkybutt! Get Better & come home soon!!! Love you bunches!!

Children In Church
A little boy was attending his first wedding.After the service, his cousin asked him, "How many women can a man marry?""Sixteen," the boy responded. His cousin was amazed that he had an answer so quickly."How do you know that?""Easy," the little boy said."All you have to do is add it up, like the pastor said, 4 better, 4 worse, 4 richer, 4 poorer."

Not I...
Dirty little secrets shrouded by dirty little lies You thought you were a good man Seems the poison inside has been set free Try to remember what you used to be Don't come to me seeking salvation I don't have it in me to be that man Don't come to me for answers I have none to give I care not for what makes you suffer I pray you find the Jesus you seek I must maintain my objectivity these days It is not my place nor pleasure to have an opionion Fly high or fall hard as you will

Dj Animal
DJ ANIMAL LIVE ON AIR.That's right guys, he's back from IraqFor two weeks only,And taking over the airwaves.Come show him some love,And support our troops!Midnight - 4AM ESTGet in here and show him loveFORBIDDEN style!!!Click the image to join us now ~a ♠bunnylove♠™ production~

I'm Not Feeling Very Loved...
Seriously......no wonder I'm losing my rank. Not the daily rank..but the lifetime rank, lol. Tooltip Views: 136 so far today, 13 yesterday. (vip only) Photo Views: 19 so far today, 7 yesterday. (vip only)

Will Not Be On That Often For A While
Hey everyone! So, I finally made it to ANGEL! I'm so happy and want to thank everyone that helped me out along the way! I want to give a big shot out to all my top fam and friends because you are the ones that have been there for me threw EVERYTHING on here. Steve @.K.@ Hunter Friod, there are not words to describe how greatful I am to have met you. Thanks for always being there for me and always making me feel special. I love you a lot. Anyways, I writing this blog to let everyone know who cares that I will not be on fubar as much as I usually am for a while. The reason for this is that I am just so fuckin sick and tired of the drama and I'm not going to put up with it any longer. I have a real life and a fubar life and there is no reason for me to keep dealing with all this fubar drama cause it has NOTHING to do with my real life which I am very happy with. YO MOMMA LOVE IT AND HASTA BABY are still bothering me and for what reason I don't know. They still got all their friend

Confused
why is it that u fall in love with someone an then just have to stop seeing them.. then u meet someone else an think u love them then a a while down the line u know that its not right an u shouldnt be with the one ur with but u still have filling for another person or even more.. is it wrong?

Dude, Seriously
Everyone is up in arms about those Tea Parties. Everyone says that the people who went to them were whiny, snivelling racists who were all anti-obama, anti-america, and anti-cnn. That's a bunch of bunk. Every american has the right to peaceably assemble. And that's what they did. No one got belligerent, no one threw stuff. Nothing bad happened, no riots. The people came out to support something they believe in, and to protest something they don't. So, if what these assholes are saying is true, then only they have the right to assemble and protest. Then they can get all crazy and burn stuff and protest the war at a hero's funeral. A funeral!! There's the right to assembly, then there is just putrescence. And going to a soldier's funeral, someone who fought and DIED to protect these rights, to protest the very thing they are able to do. Is that right? Cannot a group of people get together and protest higher taxes? Can't we stand up and say no to socialism? And to idiocy in the whi

Ex Husband
So right now I am going through a divorce. Now mind you this has been going on since last year. It has taken him this long to come to terms with things and yet he is still putting the brakes on the process. Well I have just gotten word that he is trying to fight something else which he will lose but this is all in a ploy to get me back. He is now trying to say that we had an arrangement before we got married in 2005. Which is untrue. We both fell head over heels for eachother. Since I have been using my medical benefits and he has to give me a small amount of money (which I am putting towards divorcing him) he is using everything and yet he hasn't learned that he will lose yet again. My attorney is a bad ass and I am proud she is on my side. Well this is the lastest thing. I have a lot of friends who are in the military. Navy, Army, and Marine Corp. And some of my Navy friends just got back from being on deployment and so they had invited me to go party with them but the catcher is on

[taste Of The Wild]
This is a morrocan inspired dish, and it capitalizes on very wild, very diverse flavors that I had floating in my fridge nearly turning bad, initially it started with a liver flavored couscous I had made months ago, not much has changed, and yet, quite a bit has. For the base of this dish you really need nothing more than couscous and a soft liver sausage like a patte or branschweiger (pork liver) and a broth to cook the couscous in- as I find there is NO REASON to cook couscous in water when one can use broth and add a flavor element. Now as I said- this was a bit of a bit of a fridge raid, the flavors are best after some time has passed. I had some souring plain yogurt, some shellfish broth (this stuff was funky even before it had sat in my fridge a couple weeks- it was almost an americaine sauce- crawdads and some tomato paste and pepper pure` I didn't QUITE have the technique and equipment down for making a true americaine), dry aged lamb (where the edges were starting to ge

Susan Boyle
Susan Boyle from Scotland has become a sensation on the web and in the media. She was the rather chubby, dowdily dressed woman who walked on stage at Britain's Got Talent on TV last week. The audience were shown on TV looking horrified and appeared to be mocking and giggling at Susan as she explained her singing dream.Though the minute her voice rose throughout the theatre the audience and judges were visibly stunned, she sings like an angel.Susan lives with her cat in West Lothian. She is single and rather than looking 'unkempt' and 'bushy haired' I think Susan looked really confident and walked onstage with ease! She bantered with the judges, ignored the nasty sneers from the hip young crowd and belted out a great song.Ashton Kutcher and Demi Moore tweeted about her and her YouTube video is getting over 25 million hits and counting! This is a woman who doesn't bother with upper lip waxing, hair serum or fashion advice, this is a Scottish woman who does charity work, plays with her ca

My First Day Of The Job
Well today I stared my first day on the job and Kings Island amusment park. So I did cashier and the fryer. So I HATE DOING THE CASHIER. There were to many complaints. This one lady said, I didnt order this and I was squeeze me yea you order this bitch, i didnt say that out loud lol. The fryer was fun. I like working the fryer instead of the freakin cashier. so today is MY WORSE DAY EVER. so I wanna quit my job and look for another one. I kinda wanna work with kids since I love kids. Maybe I shouldve work at the day care center or something. so I work 6 hours today and I was standing on my feet all day long. But the bad thing was my back was hurting so its been hurting for the last few months. owell. So far, I hated working at kings island. I probably end up quiting the job. Well I wanna look for a new job first, and then give my two weeks notice in to work.

Mumming And Blogging
So I'm sitting outside on my porch reading MuMMs. I must thank Rev for posting a picture/link. I'm going to go throw up now. He's not very nice. Anyway...while looking at the pictures, in the profile of the picture/link Rev dropped.....I'm telling you it was a trainwreck, one can not look away, I seen that she had a picture of her dead husband. What I don't get is why do people say they are "late"? They aren't late for anything, they are dead. Hrmmm..... Also, some stupid lil hussy wouldn't approve my comment in her MuMM. She asked what she should get her kid for his birthday. All I said was.."He's YOUR kid, if anyone should know it would be YOU" I'm bored and I need something to do.

Oracle Bound And Auto's On-bombing Later
=== ':::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. - Love Team * Team Leader of the Llama Levelers ~ Th' wrote the following at '2009-04-18 15:05:47'.. > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > > imikimi - Customize Your World! > I return the love-if i miss ya and ya want the love returnedprivate message me please!Click on my pic and spank me to Oracle! > >

Oracle Bound
imikimi - Customize Your World! imikimi - Customize Your World!imikimi - Customize Your World!imikimi - Customize Your World!I return the love-if i miss ya and ya want the love returned private message me please!Click on my pic and spank me to Oracle! (repos

Erotic Story
we have a dinner date and when I call you I tell you I am 15 min behind and to meet me at the restaurant...and I tell you to dress extra sexy for me. and wait for me in the bar.. when I arrive I see you in the bar looking so sexy, my gosh what a sight you are, long legs beautiful body , gorgeous face, every man in the bar is wanting you, you have short blue dress on..satin just above the knee, sipping your drink, I go to the bar an order a drink , watching you, all eyes on you especially mine, you are teasing everyone with the way you sip your drink, I walk up to you as if I don’t know you..is this seat taken..maybe you replay..I lean down and bite your neck and slide my hand up your skirt but I stop shorts of touching your panties..I whisper to you..I could lick you right here on the table you look so hot...then we kiss deeply..I rib your back softly and sit next to you..You look fantastic I tell you...why thank you..I wore this just for you..I smile what a lucky man I am..I als

Hhhmmmm
Why do we put suits in a garment bag and garments in a suitcase?Why do we play in recitals and recite in plays?Why do we have hot water heaters?Why do we drive on parkways and park on driveways?Why do 'tug'boats push their barges?Why do they sell a pound cake that only weighs 12 ounces?Why do they report power outages on TV?Why do they put Braille dots on the keypad of the drive-up ATM?Why do they call them "apartments" when they are all stuck together?Why do they call it disposable douche? Is there a kind of douche you keep after using?How come Superman could stop bullets with his chest, but always ducked when someone threw a gun at him?How can there be "self help GROUPS"?How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?How can someone "draw a blank"?How can overlook and oversee be opposites, while quite a lot and quite a few are alike?Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations?Does the Postmaster General need a stamp of approval?Does the little

For Us Older People Lmao
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930s '40s, '50s, '60s and '70s !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us.They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes.Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright- colored, lead-based paints.We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors, or cabinets, and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention the risks we took hitchhiking.As children, we would ride in cars with no seat belts or air bags.Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle.We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle, and NO ONE actually died from this.We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter, and drank soda pop with sugar in it, but we weren't overweight becauseWE WERE ALWAYS OUTSIDE PLAYING!We would leave home in the morning and play all day, as lo

So True
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys’ side of the story. (I must admit, it’s pretty good.) We always hear “the rules ” From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered “1 ON PURPOSE! 1. Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You’re a big girl. If it’s up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don’t hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It’s like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If you want h

The Foundation
ok so im not the best writer but here it gose i grew up in southern louisiana and from pre k 2 3rd grade i was in a catholic school i transfered from their to a a native school (i am part native american) in 6th grade my mom died i finished the year living at my gradparents. from 7th to 9th i live with my dad (that is an entireraly diffrent blog) to say the least he is paranoid i had no cell, no internet, and i had to sneak out to go any where but school sponcered events. my friends did alot to help me but at the end of my 9th grade year my dad told me we were moving to dc he pulled me out before i colud finish all of my finals. on the way to dc we stopped in texarcana ( a town on th texas arkansas louisiana border he stopped at a gass station and he basic ly left me there with a bus pass to frankiln lamy aunt and uncle thought they would take me for the summer but we only heard from my dad in child support payments. my aunt and uncle took me in and put me back into another catholic

Words!
Im a fan of words. I enjoy putting them together and taking them apart (not the words themselves.. more like forming sentences, and novels.. and soliloquies). Im also a fan of literacy. In which case, please refrain from using u and ur when engaging in an e-exchange of words (hate mail included). Im very aware some people like to think using shorthand saves time. Well, if you cant spell out a full word you happen to use everyday, dont bother sending a message. It will save your time, and mine. This includes, but is not solely subject to, the proper use of your, youre, there, their, and theyre. Reading and writing is taught in school for a reason, enjoy it while you can. I dont expect you to be a mastermind, just THINK before you SPEAK.1. Be a good person as best you can; all cases are relative to the individual. 2. Live as much life as you can. 3. Pursue something you deem worthy of your time in your relatively short amount on earth. 4. Respect all.

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Frustrated With Former Wives
It seems that everywhere I turn, I have drama... Take my first ex-wife: More than five years after divorcing me, she files for her new hubby to adopt my son. Granted, I don't make money like Donald Trump, but I try to support him. She doesn't want to hear that, and lobbied the judge to order me to stand before him in court. If you think that should be no problem, read on... My second wife, who promised ON HER MOTHER'S GRAVE to stick by me through thick and thin, threw me out of our apartment before XMAS 2008, then files for divorce. To add insult to injury, she places a restraining order on me, and during the initial divorce hearing, lobbies the judge for me to get my things - all while under watch from the police, and to support my kids. The judge orders me to stand before him in court as well. Still think that it is no problem? Better sit down in a nice comfy chair. My first ex-wife REFUSES to give me my son's social security information when I fought the case. (She knows that i

Live Auction
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Compatiblity Table
Each sun sign has compatible, incompatible and opposite signs. Below, find a table of which signs you might be more or less compatible with. COMPATIBILITY TABLE: YourSign Compatible Signs Incompatible Signs OppositeSign Aries Gemini Leo Sagittarius Aquarius Cancer Capricorn Libra Taurus Cancer Virgo Capricorn Pisces Leo Aquarius Scorpio Gemini Aries Leo Libra Aquarius Virgo Pisces Sagittarius Cancer Taurus Virgo Scorpio Pisces Aries Libra Capricorn Leo Aries Gemini Libra Sagittarius Taurus Scorpio Aquarius Virgo Taurus Cancer Scorpio Capricorn Gemini Sagittarius Pisces Libra Gemini Leo Sagittarius Aquarius Cancer Capricorn Aries Scorpio Cancer Virgo Capricorn Pisces Leo Aquarius Taurus Sagittarius Aries Leo Libra Aquarius Virgo Pisces Gemini Capricorn Taurus Virgo Scorpio Pisces Aries Libra

Libra In Love
The Libra In Love:Librans love the home and marriage. Time with their lover and family makes them feel complete. To a large extent their love relationship will become their identity. Libras can be very sensual and eager to explore both the spiritual and physical limits of their relationships.Shaping their relationship and creating entrancing moments is where the Libra focuses its creativity. Their ultimate goal is pleasure and harmony. Libras prefer to be the pursued, rather than pursue. The more attention their mate pours upon them, the happier they will be. Librans are best involved with a special person who understands their need for romance and their search for the perfect environment. They are co-operative, imaginative and willing to experiment with all manner of relationship styles. The happy Libra is one whose relationship is not simply a coupling, but the joining of two people to go through life as one.

Traits, Likes Dislikes
Traits of a Libra: Desires popularity Loves art Neat Dresses up for the occassion Slight perfectionist Narcisstic Charitable Bossy at times Plans ahead Attention to detail Loves public service Likes... Beauty Gifts Debates Attention Intellectual conversations Admiration Credit cards Mingling Subtle colours, textures Haute Coutoure Dislikes... Noise Confusion Sloppiness Ugliness Dirt Pressured decisions Being rushed Criticism

Libraness
LibraSeptember 23 - October 22 Libra is the seventh Sign of the Zodiac, and it is at this point in the Zodiac that we start to see a shift. While the first six Signs of the Zodiac focus on the individual, the last six focus on the individual's contact with others and with the world. Librans are first and foremost focused on others and how they relate to them. We can call this the Sign of partnership with a capital 'P' because these folks do not want to be alone! For a Libran, everything is better if it's done as a pair. Librans are good when paired up, too, since they epitomize balance, harmony and a sense of fair play. While they are true team players at work, their favorite partnership is at home: marriage. Librans feel most complete when they are coupled up with their lover, forever. It's the Scales which symbolize Libra, and just like that balancing mechanism wants to stay even, Librans want to be on an even keel. Think of the Scales of Justice and how they work at

Work Again As Usual
So I sit here working .... I am supervising till 7 PM tonite and i miss Him terribly... i cant concentrate cause all i see in my head and heart is Him ... my damn t mobile phone needs to be smashed loll and i will take it Monday cause i cant even seem to text him and for it to go thru.. He just gets mad at me atleast that is what i feel... when i work i am the answer person... i am personally responsible for lives of those i care for and to develope and teach my staff ... i am strong in my job ... but without him i feel weak .... i dont even feel like myself ... 8 more days and i will be home atlast... i miss his voice and his jokes and his sweetness ... i crave him constantly... i have fallen in love with Him so deeply that i often see no seperation between us ... i actually dont want to see that seperation... i dont want to be apart from him in spirit or in body or in my heart.... makes me frustrated and sad .... i panic when i cant speak to him and he sometimes thinks its cause im b

Response To My Mumm
ok first off lemme thank those of you who took the time to vote and commented on my MuMM it was greatly appreciated. it was my first one so im sure it wasnt the best one, oh well. anyways the whole point of it was to gimme a satisfactory answer to my 6 yr olds question, who is gods daddy? everyones opinion is different of course and it was interesting to read all of your responses so thanks again!! however....none of the answers i felt i could explain to him properly without confusing him or myself lmaoo. my boss however gave me an answer and im sure itll satisfy alot of u...god is a spirit i guess would be a good way to put it. i dunno if i could tell my son that..i could see a whole lot of other questions comin from that answer lol. well thank for takin the time out to read my very first blog yaaa mee hehe. til next time all my fufriendsssss xoxoxo

Thankyou, Thankyou!
I was stuck as "fresh Meat" wondering if I was going rancid when out of the crowd a few people came to help get me started. I expected a nudge. I GOT one wild ride. If I missed any thankyou's along the way, please accept them here and now (everything was moving so fast, lol) I'm jealous of all the "bells and whistles" some of you have. Myself, I'm still playing "what does this button do". Once I get things figured out a bit I may play the game. Ya know, guys drooling and posturing at gals strutin' their stuff. But not in quite the same way I expect. Bigger isn't always better. I know about gravity, lower back pain,etc. and from any angle, "more than a mouth full is wasteful". hmmm only 20,00 lounges left to check out. lol omg

Ok, But I Don't Do Windows.
I don't remember Sunday, Monday, or Tuesday at all. I only remember Wednesday because Lost was on. I blame the memory loss on the nervous breakdown I had Thursday. Thursday I became deathly afraid of my cell phone and anyone who the bad sense to try to contact me on it. I did get over my fear long enough to order some orange chicken. I had to order the orange chicken so that I could also have two cans of coke delivered with it. Once delivered, I commenced with an orange chicken rum and coke feast to end all feasts. It was lovely. The rum washed away all the fear. The chicken filled the pit in my stomach. I was finally able to sit in peace on the couch with the dog. Baxter has a lot of great qualities. I think the best one is that he knows when his human it blasted out of her fucking mind. He also knows when mommy is out of cigarettes. The rum feast led to heartburn. I stayed up all night and then slept most of Friday. I love sleeping during the day. it's conducive to my anti-social

The Thirst
She rose to her feet once more as she straightened out her dishevelled clothing. She slowly smoothed down her summer dress. Her tongue slid from her scarlet lips to lap at the small trickle of my cum that was trying to escape, she wanted every drop. She looked down at the lifeless figure on the ground. It was me. My eyes were wide open, whether with shock or excitement she neither knew nor cared. She’d got what she’d wanted and I got what I needed. She turned, looked at me and walked away, to her home, to sleep away the daylight hours until she could have me once again… ... more to follow.

Two Great People
I have to be one of the lucky one's to know such great people who aren't just friend's there who i call family... But there are two special people i want everyone to know... There's Dj BOOM http://fubar.com/user/1746402 He always there for me now matter how bitchy i am he's always around to make me smile....though his SN is diffrent he'll always be my BOOM.Your an awesome friend and i luvs ya Now there's someone more special to me then anyone else i know Dj Lostboy This man is someone so special to me i http://fubar.com/user/612779 gave him my heart he not only makes me smile he makes my day and my heart skip about 10 beats he'll always have my heart hell he's always had it he never gives up on me or never turned his back on me i love him whole heartly please go show these two great people some love there great to have as friend's and family i know how lucky i am to know them now it's your turn to be lucky go ahead F/R/A crush bing them and i know th

Views On Passion
Touch the Darkness Passion Conquers Lightning flash and thunder crack Primal power it does not lack Forces of Nature don't hold back Neither does the passionate heart Desire fans the raging flame An iron resolve it will claim A wild beast none can tame Attraction overwhelms us from the start Resistance wanes in a flash Till nothing remains but smoke and ash To each others arms we must dash Our bodies are clay to passion's art

Should I Be With My Boyfriend
Lately he been wanting to hang out with people from morning untill night time close to the next morning and he doesn't been no time with me or nothing.he trying to get with other girls. should i still go out with him or get rid of him or give him another chance.

My Honey Bun
Shopping for our grocies . whahing dirtycloth taping all her shows putting upwith torment from yelling kids listening to he said she said not knowing which one did making sure they take a bath they have to brush there teeth keeping both eyes on the little one cause he's a little theif always in a hurry never time for fun I tell her not to worry cause she's my honey bun this was wrote by my husban for me on 9/02/04

Blown
So I guess I've messed upBut it's something that's common with meI've been dealing with shit, and the feelings I getAren't helping me fake it, or shake itAnd I'm seeing that this is the next best thingTo brutal honestyThe sharp edges of somethingYou'd only laugh about in the endSo I guess I'm messed upBut that's a cognitive wakeup callJust something to add to the top of it allAnd it's hard to be the bigger personWhen you're at the bottom, and you're feeling that smalllet's make a mole hole look ten feet tallYou're boosting this up, and I'm wishing you luckWhile the dirt is beginning to fallBut let's not trade excusesSometimes I'll walk around the bigger pictureTo spot an intricate line, out of designAnd sometimes I'll talk about all your misusesOnly to discover the cover is fineAnd I'll live a little recklessIf it can fix the messThat I've helped findI guess I'm a little overwhelmedThat everything I've believed came back on meAnd I had to choose between lying or losingIt's a circle, a

Evil Never Dies For Life....
MY E.N.D SISTERS BEING ONE OF YOU IS AWESOME...I CAN STAND UP FOR MYSELF AGAIN...HAVING FAMILY IS EVERY THING TO ME...WHEN PPL START TO BASH US I PUT MY FOOT DOWN AND TELL THEM TO BACK US THEY HAVE NO CLUE WHO OR WHAT WE ARE...I OR FAMILY WE TAKE CARE OF OUR SISTERS IN NEED ....IF BY PHONE,NET GOING TO SEE EACH OTHER HELL THAT WORKS TOOI HAVE TOLD PPL THAT I AM EVIL NEVER DIES AND THEY JUST GIVE ME A WIERD FACE AND TELL ME TO GET A LIFE...I TELL THEM THAT E.N.D IS MY LIFE PLUS THEY ARE MORE FAMILY TO ME THEN ANY THING..I LOVE MY SISTERS VERY MUCH...I KNOW THAT ONE DAY I WELL GET TO MEET ALL OF MY SISTERS....DAMN WHEN WE ALL GET TOGETHER WATCH OUT WORLD GET IN OUR WAY I FELL SORRY FOR YOU HA HA...WE ARE GOING TO TAKE OVER THIS BIG OLD WORLD NO MAN IS GOING TO STOP US AND FOR OUR LIL ONES THAT IS RIGHT THEY WELL FOLLOW US TOO...

Consumption
frothing from your lips, loving words of affection glisten like a gloss with a shine of perfection dipping and diving and writhing in a dance-like trace and I am enslaved like a moth to the flame I cannot maintain and I see myself absorbed and consumed in this lustful desire to unite and be one. the feeling you breed feeds a need an undying urge and the ache that pains with the surge of a thousand razor blades upon salt-soaked skin fore inside I cry out to never be void of this euphoria you make me feel, could it be real? could you and I be we? and if not - would I know and how would I go... simply turn away from the only other me I've known? How do you tell the heavens not to embrace the stars? and the stars not to sink and sparkle with delight at the grasp of their lovers invite to unify..and gleam you bewitch the very core being of the soul is me and I am buried with emotion deep as the ocean that haunts me and holds me beneath I cannot breathe beneath the current yet i flail n

Repost
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m

Fighting The Department Of Homeland Security
Posted: April 17, 2009 12:00 am Eastern By Bob Unruh © 2009 WorldNetDaily Radio talk show host Michael Savage has teamed up with the Thomas More Law Center of Ann Arbor, Mich., to file a lawsuit against Department of Homeland Security Secretary Janet Napolitano. "It is a civil rights action brought under the First and Fifth Amendments to the United States Constitution, challenging the policy, practice, and custom of the United States Government that targets for disfavored treatment those individuals and groups that are considered to be 'rightwing extremists,'" the complaint announced today said. Become part of WND's re-declaration of our founders' intent to be an independent nation The federal agency recently targeted those individuals in its report called "Rightwing Extremism: Current Economic and Political Climate Fueling Resurgence in Radicalization and Recruitment According to the federal government, members of the suspect group of people include those who: Oppose rest

The 3 That Should Not Be.
I LOVE THIS GAME MORE THAN I'VE EVER LOVED A HUMAN The fact that it gives me the rush, the feeling of total anarchy and hopelessness that can only be found within the movies it's based on, is an incredible joy in which mere words can never explain. Fighting off horde after horde of undead, knocking a hunter off a downed teammate, or hitting it out of the air before it gets to you, brings a smile you could not get from me otherwise. Popping a boomer as it waddles out from its hiding space. Or running backwards from a tank, pumping it full of lead, as it desperately tries to destroy you before it is finally slumped over and expired, Is a rush that drugs, sex, extreme sports, and anything else could never give. But like any other game where other people are involved, sometimes, it can be rather....stressful. One such instance, was when I began my attempt at surviving each of the four chapters on expert. Anyone who has played this game can tell you, its not simple. The zombies hit ha

A New Adventure...
If life is what you make of it then jumpiing in with both feet certainly makes sense. For those that decide to follow these rantings my sincerest wishes are that you enjoy the choas of life and all the wonderful things that can happen when you least expect it. I will do my best to keep it simple, tell a few stories and hopefully get you to smile when life seems harder than it should be. Decisions Decisions....

Part Nine~
"Sally, I think maybe our talents are merging or something. I can't explain it, but it seems like our ideals of each other's appearance are becoming permanent."Sally is one confused camper. She reaches up and runs her fingers across my pate. I can tell that she's feeling god-like hair. My fingers join hers up there. I still felt bald. I look over at the mirrored wall at the edge of the Food Court. Yup, still rat-faced, but Sally's reflection is Lisa. Our bodies haven't changed; we're just seeing our ideals in each other."Bill, never mind how this is happening – is this a good thing or bad thing?""You tell me, Sally. Which me would you rather look at?" I realize with a start that I'm thinking about how this will affect us in the long term. Long term?I can see that she's as conflicted as I am. I can read Sally's emotions on Lisa's face quite easily. Me? I want to be a sensitive human being and put all of those prejudices about people's looks behind me, but if I answer myself honest

Ha This Is Good. Stuff Well Kinda
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Part Eight~
Even though she can't read my mind the way I'm reading hers, she does a remarkable job. Her knowing fingers seem to know just what to do and where they're needed the most. Lisa's got real strength in her hands, too, probing out stiff muscles and working deep to get the knots out. If she ever decided to give up writing romance novels for a living, she could make a fortune at massage!She has me roll over onto my back and works her way up the front of me. My manhood is as stiff as I've ever seen it and I nearly come when she gives it a quick rubdown with her well-oiled fingers.When she's done, I feel a mixture of emotions that I would never have imagined could coexist. Her knowing hands have so relaxed me that I'm tempted to fall asleep, yet they have also raised my state of arousal to a fever pitch.Lisa lies down at my side and gives me a look that tells me all I need to know."Please," she murmurs.It's only after I'm poised between her legs, my manhood at her gate to heaven, do I realize

Part Seven~
I also vowed that it would be the kind of sex that I wanted. None of this sensitive, make the girl feel warm and fuzzy kind of thing I'd done with Jill. I was going to get what I wanted and screw whether they enjoyed it or not! When I went off to college it exploded into a full blown sexual frenzy. I went on a sex binge that would have astounded Larry Flint. My wagon had been replaced by one of those custom vans that had been popular back in the seventies. It had mirrored windows, a bed, a raised roof and best of all, privacy. It was perfect for my purposes. I quickly worked out the technique that I use to this day, picking up lone women in the parking lot. I didn't bother with motel rooms or conversation or any of that stuff, though. I just stripped them naked in the van, then laid them down on the bed and had my way with them. When I wasn't studying or sleeping in the dorm, I was boffing one girl or another in my van. Previous intercourse was my only prerequisite for them. Somehow

Part Six~
"No, I think I'm going to go through with this. You can't really know until you've gathered the complete experience." I liked her attitude. Jill slowly but surely sat back, and in one smooth movement, impaled herself on my manhood. She gasped and then started slowly moving up and down. Whether it was because of the sensation of her tight rectum squeezing and caressing me, or the ability to concentrate on what she was doing without having to control it, this was probably the most erotic thing I had ever experienced. I slowly began to rise and fall to meet her strokes. We went on like this for a couple of minutes without saying anything. She gradually picked up the pace to where she was moving pretty quickly, if not actually bouncing on me. "Jeez, Jim, this really isn't bad, but I just need something more." Without a word, I reached down to her crotch and positioned my right hand so that her lips were lightly rubbing the back of it as she went up and down. Steadily, I moved in to where

Part Five~
It was time. With an effort that would be similar to purposely pissing in my pants, I let her go. My grip had been so light that she didn't even feel it. I was committed now. For the first time in my life, I was alone with a girl without the crutch of my Charm. Suddenly, I was scared. The artificial confidence provided by my special talent was gone. Now I was just a shy, awkward eighteen-year-old kid. What was I expected to do? In the last five months since I had had intercourse for the first time, I had performed every one-on-one sex act I had ever heard of, and a quite few that I had dreamed up myself. The girls had loved every last one of them. A Charmed girl is a happy girl! The problem was that I hadn't ever had to work to please a woman before. What if Jill didn't like having sex with me? "Jim? Are you all right?" she asked, concern in her voice. I decided that honesty was the best policy. "Uh, I'm sorry, Jill. It's j... j... just that, um, I d... d... don't know if, uh..." I was

Part Four~
"I was only calling you to let you know that he'd been here. There's nothing to his wild little story that I need to know about, is there?" I thought furiously. I may be painfully awkward face-to-face, but I'm quite good over the phone. "Only that his girlfriend dumped him for me. I guess he just doesn't want to believe that she'd leave him of her own will. Of course she dumped me right away and went on to the next guy," I lamented. "I remember going through that kind of thing back when I was your age," he said with another laugh. "Well, I sent him packing. I don't think I'm going to bother with a report on this one," he said. "I really appreciate that, sir," I told him. "Greg's going through a pretty rough time emotionally right now and the last thing he needs is legal trouble. I'll see if I can talk some sense into him." "You do that, Son. Thanks for being so cooperative," he said and hung up. Jeez, Greg must have been pretty angry with me. That was it; my talent was now strictly for

Part Three~
My mom worked the swing shift, so I could usually get away with driving the girls right into the garage in the evening. I wasn't taking her to my house this time, though. After getting the high sign from Greg, I checked to make sure that the coast was clear and took her inside his folks place. We had a two-hour window before they were due home. I led Jill up the stairs to Greg's bedroom, as nervous as if this was my first time. The thought of getting naked with a girl while someone else was watching was nerve wracking. I carefully guided our blindfolded conquest-to-be down the hall and into his bedroom. I noted that Greg had actually taken the time to clean the place up for once. Greg was standing in the corner, doing his best to remain silent, per my instructions. "Okay Jill, I'm going to take your clothes off now," I told her. Boy, was I smooth back then! "Oh, I feel so naughty," she giggled, actually blushing under her blindfold. I turned her to face Greg and slowly pulled her bagg

Part Two~
I'm not forgetting Melinda though. I will her to an orgasm that comes in waves for the next three to four minutes that it takes me to get off. She's got a death grip on the desktop and it's only my mental instructions that keep her screams down to a level that won't bring the cops. Finally, the moment arrives. As I come, I remember to keep up the Charm. This would be a bad time for her to see me as I really am. The feeling of release is magnificent. I'll be a little sore tomorrow myself. As I feel the first of my spurts leave my body, I give Melinda one last huge wave of pleasure that builds to such a peak that it finally knocks her unconscious. I've learned with experience how to do this without endangering her mind. She slowly collapses across the desk, out like a light as I groan and fill my condom. At last, I pull out of her and head for the bathroom to dispose of the latex-encased mess. A minute later, I easily lift her limp body up off of the desk and place her on her side in the