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What are you waiting for?
No one is here no one is there.Lying in the pit of despair with no one to talk to no one to be with. A you want is to be loved but knowing that it will never come. All you know is pain and all you will ever be is pain. Hurting the ones you love with out knowing it. Not meaning to do the things you do until it has already been done. Not knowing what to do next. Wondering around the world with out a clue of what to do or where to go. Finding your surroundings have changed but nothing has really changed. The only thing left for you to do is all you know how to do and that is to run. Wishing it wasn't the only thing you now how to do but wanting to know what to do next. Wanting help from the people around you but not know how to ask. Life is what you make out of it. Sure but what if the only life you know is pain and failure. What are you to make of life if you don't know anything else but that. They say ask for help and you shall receive but, what if you don't know how to ask for it. Well here it goes. I need help but who do i ask for it. The so called therapist. They don't help all they can do is just sit there and say yes and no or put you on medication that they think will help but only to make you more addicted then you already are. Theres no help for me out there. Knowing from long ago no one will help me no one wants to help. So the only thing left to do is hell i don't know you tell me?
