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The One For Me
I sit here and i wonder if im wasting my time. He tells me he loves me and wants to spend his life with me, but cant take ten minutes to call me. hes a good man he raises his daughter on his own helps raise his brother and sister. i know hes good am i asking too much of him? all i wanna know is that i matter to him. does he love me? or am i a fool?

Someone Wants The War!!
Has anyone taken the time to figure if almost everyone says they don't want the war that in fact can change things but we have to over run the military. We can revolt against this hardship if we unite. Too many people are lazy and not educated enough to go and plan the next manover. The reign of sex alcoholic presidents and president that take our freedom away. If we were to unite and over throw all the people, not just the wrongly elected, we could and probably start something better. But there are too many that don't have the balls. It can be done. They say they'll bring home the soldiers. But thats so they can send more away. I say just do something they don't think possible. Put down your guns and learn to love and abide by the one truth. Its not fight or be killed its live and let live. If we kill them they are wanting and sometimes killing us. Treat others as you yourself want to be treated. The world maybe dieing more each day. How about we live a safe life

Stop Violnece Against Men And Children
It was brought to my att that men face the same problem as us women (i'm sorry babe men count) so it's about time someone i guess meaning me it's spoken about women can't over look this problem we need to organize a support group or something for there need's and this goes for our poor children out there...there voices aren't as big as our's and sometimes we need to use our heart's to see and our eyes to listen to silent cry's please help me donate what ever we can for these problem's (again i'm sorry babe :( )

Planet Of Insanity April 12 2009
Q. I've heard that cardiovascular exercise can prolong life, is that true?A. Your heart is only good for so many beats and that's it....don't waste them on exercise. Everything wears out eventually. Speeding up your heart will not make you live longer. That's like saying you can extend the life of your car by driving it faster. Want to live longer? Take a napQ. Should I cut down on meat and eat more fruits and vegetables?A. You must grasp logistical efficienciesWhat does a cow eat? Hay and cornAnd what are these?VegetablesSo steak is nothing more than an efficient mechanism of delivering vegetables to your system.Need grain? Eat chicken.Beef is also a good source of field rass (green leafy vegetable) And a pork chop can give you 100 percent of your recommended daily allowance of vegetable products.Q. Should I reduce my alcohol intake?A. No not at all. Wine is made from fruit. Brandy is distilled wine, that means they take the water out of the fruity bit so you get even more of the go

Stop Violence Against Women
i just read something that really broke my heart a woman was raped in plane sight and no one did anything to stop this...i can relate to this women i have been raped and beated infront of a few people who never came to my aide i live with this nightmare daily and nightly so i'm asking all of you to help me spreed the word to stop Violence against women it happen's everyday and night and yet not much is done about it and not every case is reported such as i have never reported it please please please spreed the word to stop this from happening to your mothers sister's girlfriend's and wives

Little Bit About Me :)
this is a little bit about me. i'm not sure where to start actually. normally i'm a very private person,but i was given the conviction to not be quite so private,mysterious and hard to get to. i recieved this confirmation/conviction today due to my recent rejection by all of my friends,family and my most dearest friend i have ever had in my whole lifetime. i am a christian now. it has taken me over 30 years before i asked god into my life. im probably not considered a newbie christian anymore,but i'm not sure what the criteria is for that. i still feel like one lol. i'm not educated or scholarly in those things. i have always been genuine with people,but very hard to reach. i am changing that because i was asked to do so,hence this blog. it's not somthing i'd normally do ever,but it must be done. i am part japanese and was raised buddhist by my japanese mom. my father was raised christian,but i don't ever recall him practicing christianity. i never knew if he believed in god or ever as

Lazy Morning~
The thin beam of light peeking through the space between the drapes and shining right on her eyes woke her. Turning her head to block out the sunlight she caught a glimpse of the clock on the table beside the big bed. Blinking....she sat up and looked again.......10:40a.m.......she’d nearly slept the day away. Taking a deep breath she slid out from the warmth of the covers. Bare feet sinking into the carpet, she moved across the room.....sliding the satin robe over her naked body as she walked. On the kitchen table was the expected list of chores for the day. Glancing over the page she smiled at how little there was to do. As she passed through the living room, she pressed “play” on the stereo and turned the music up loud. Humming along, she walked back through the bedroom and to the adjoining bathroom. With so little to be done she certainly had time for a nice bath. Turning the water on full, she moved to the small vanity and selected a small jar of bath salts...inh

Removing Friends And Fans
going to be cleaning house a little.....for those on my freinds list that cant even take the time to notice that im here. i rate every freind i see in the bar tab also for those who care i leave for incirlik air base in turkey and will be gone a week...see you when i get back

~ So Called Friends ~
Matt Wilson: i loved you with all my heart... and you broke that... you even told my friends lies about me Matt Wilson: how should i take that juju: and u were spreading lies about the ones i love Matt Wilson: i never did that juju: and when i need to talk u just yelled at mee .... ' Matt Wilson: i want to be your friend juju: yes u did .... i heard from 4 other people Matt Wilson: name them Matt Wilson: i know you lying Matt Wilson: i never talked bad about you Matt Wilson: no answer?... cause i know you're lying... i gave yo umy heart.... i still love you juju: u have no clue as to what i was going through that nite .... and u just yelled at mee ... at 1140pm .... why>?? u wanted to ask if i want to stroke u or have u go down on mee .... come on now .... get real ... and all of those messages on my phone .... and u cring on 1 of them .... Matt Wilson: do you want me to leave you alone forever? juju: give mee a fucking break!

Lazy Sunday
Leaning his head back on the sheets he closes his eyes and enjoys the sensations of her tongue, warm and wet lapping at his asshole like a kitten. He loves Sunday mornings.It's become quite the tradition, waking to find His girl smiling wickedly beside Him, her fingers tickling across His chest waiting for permission to explore further. He never makes her wait long, usually only long enough to have a deep minty fresh good morning kiss with her before pulling the sheet aside and letting her start. She attacks this so called task with unrestrained passion, He remembers when it was first set, more to test her than anything, her reaction had been a mixture of uncertainty and disgust. Now, smiling to Himself as He feels her crawling over Him, He thinks perhaps she enjoys it almost as much as He does.She doesn't tarry too long, making her way quickly with licks and kisses down His torso to nuzzle her face into the wiry hair above her Masters cock. With a long lick she slips His rapidly harde

Her Flaws Part2
Lara was twisting, squirming, convulsing on the bed. If I had not known any better he would have stopped the whole charade for fear this was too much, which reminded me how much I actually care for Lara. But she was actually enjoying it, her earlier screams were gone, replaced by the little helpless noises she always made when pleasure was rising strong inside her. I felt envious then, not jealous because I was pleased with her new role. The envy I felt just build new sexual desire for her that she would have to accommodate later. My fist balled without my realising it. I raised it to my face and promised myself she would eventually receive my whole hand inside her. I would move it and look at her face and at the look of utter surrender that she would have. While I had been thinking of that, Lara's orgasm had run its course and she was in the last throes of it while Mike was removing his hand. He lifted his hand, covered in her fluids to her face and mixed their juices. She was too out

Her Flaws~ Part1
I used to be a jealous man. I am still in a way, but my perspective has changed on a lot of things. And of course I am still the same pervert I have always been. My girlfriend Lara has never been made love to. She has to earn every single orgasm she gets by serving me and most of the time that is in a sexual manner. She loves it about as much as I do. I am a dominant and she is a submissive. I command and she obeys. The first time we had sex I pinned her down and penetrated her forcefully. Her surprise only lasted about 10 seconds, after that she was begging me not to stop. It was the beginning of a beautiful relationship. She has a real appetite for domination. Male domination that is. When I tie her up, she gets wets even if I don't stimulate her directly. The same goes for humiliation and pain. I discovered a sadistic streak in me I never knew I had merely because she enjoys being spanked, being whipped, being strapped, being cropped and being paddled. Now I always make sure to find

Twisted Snow Angel Part2
Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her body clenched tight."OOOOOOOOHHHHHH, MMMMMMNNNN," she cried as her ass rose off the table as he picked up speed just as she started cumming hard. He took her through every wave of her tremendous euphoria until she could not take it anymore. He took the glass fuck toy out of her and she fell back limp on the table. He removed the gag from her mouth and she took a deep breath. He brought the Pyrex to her lips and watched as her tongue happily lapped her own jizz off of the well-coated toy. The look of total satisfaction and appreciation washed over her face as she devoured every drop. She had the taste of cum now and wanted more. "Can I please taste your cock," she cooed between licks as she looked at him pleadingly.She watched intently as he released his ginormous cock from the restraints of his jeans. He brought his dick to her lips and shoved it into her mouth along with the glass cock. Her tongue rolled all over both as she moaned wit

Twisted Snow Angel Part1
"I have an idea," she said in a tone of voice only he would recognize, took her head off his strong chest and looked up at him. "Oh, yeah?" He replied and smiled a big smile, waiting for her idea, certain it would intrigue him. "Oh, yeah," she said in a low sexy voice as she stuck her tongue deep in his mouth and ran her hand across his inner thigh, stopping just short of his manhood. "What do you have in mind?" He said trying to keep his cock from moving to her hand and trying to remain in control as his tongue played tag with hers. "I want you to tie me up out there," she said as she pointed, sheepishly; out the window to her snow covered back 40. The snow piled up high outside her TV room windows as far as you could see, no houses, no roads, just a whole lot of snow. 'The Frozen Tundra" she always joked. "I want you to make me snow bound," she said as she thrust her tongue deeper in his face. His cock about jumped out of his pants at that as her taste buds rolled over his. "She

Why I Carry A Gun
Why I Carry a Gun My old grandpa said to me son,' there comes a time in every man's life when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's when he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin'. I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die at a ripe old age in my

Douche #3
Happy Easter Fubar! Well as usual I go about trying to spread Easter cheer to folks and find one who has a mental problem. Let me introduce you to Mike Brett...Family Services worker, 4 degrees, and 100k head issues. I mass messaged my yahoo list with the initial message that you will see below and this started this tirade from this idiot. Do yourself a favor click and block. Then pray to god that he doesnt work for family services in your town ....counselling those that truly need it. This one reads top to bottom and im "xxxx" to preserve my yahoo id: xxxx (6:13:29 PM): Hope everybody has a safe and happy Easter!stuffedsuit (6:13:59 PM): Hello. nothing like personalizingxxxxx (6:15:01 PM): pardon mestuffedsuit (6:15:22 PM): you dont remem what you wrote xxxxx (6:15:47 PM): i sent a message to everyone on my list xxxxx (6:15:52 PM): you have a problem with that?stuffedsuit (6:16:24 PM): Nevermind you are to young to realize what that means, or dont get it x

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Searching
I've lost my way and i don't know where to goi keep searching and searching it seems so dark theses daysno way outi feel like i am gasping for airthe world seems so smalli just want to escapethe walls are closing in i should just give uprunaway and start freshbut still i cant escape this world has it's claws in meone problem after anothermaybe if i close my eyes it will go awayi try and i try but I'm so weakmaybe one day i will be strong enough to overcomebut for now I'm still searchingand searching

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Settling For Less Than Everything?
This isn't my usual blog type, but then I haven't been my usual me this month. Please, if you're going to read it, keep in mind that I wrote this for me, only the last paragraph is for the rest of you. I do so love you all, and I hope the mushiness will not make you think less of me ;) I had this habit of settling for things. I settled for jobs i didn't care about, apartments i didn't want, and relationships that lacked passion. I'd watch people that were happy with their lives and see that they settled for something and figured that maybe settling was what worked. It's not though. They may have settled on one thing, but they didn't settle on everything.So maybe they didn't have the house they wanted; they still had a husband they didnt want to live without and a job they felt was worth something. If they had a job they hated, they still had the love they needed and the lifestyle they wished for. If they didn't have the passion in their marriage, it was because they cared more about t

Easter Thoughts
It is Easter Sunday, 2009 and many of us are spending time with our families, playing with bunnies or eating chocolate eggs filled with delicios creme stuff. I thought I might add a few thoughts about the real meaning of Easter and what it should say to us, and the hope it should bring to our hearts today. No, I am not religious and no I am not a preacher. Read on. One of the great joys of life is our family and friends. It is a bond that is undeniable in the universe. The way we love each other, despite the hate and obvious dysfunction in the world around us, is something that has meaning in some way for most people. Even the worst among us, those who interfere in anothers life and freedom have some bond to family and those close to them. Throughout the history of humans walking on this planet, at least in our written history, we find that all cultures and all people find solace in the love we share for each other and those that are special in our life. Then we have t

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Proud
This e-mail I stumbled across caught my eye mainly because I have been called a few of these things for no reason. Especially when the person's calling me them were to ignorant to know or ask that I am not from the race of invading armies, nor am I a descendant of the English or British Heritage. I am also not a descendant of a slave owner. I am Irish, who have been appressed for over a thousand years and still are currently! Either way I am proud to be who I am which is Irish also "White" Are you proud? :) "Proud To Be White" Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me “White boy,” “Cracker,” “Honkey,” “Whitey,” “Caveman”. And that’s OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink… You call m

F**king Easter
For most of you who know me you know that my son is my everything my pride, my joy, my breathe, my blood, my soul. it's easter. I work 70 hours a week. I give everything i have into my son. he DOES NOT go without. out of a 700 dollar paycheck he gets 450 of it. my son will not go alone or unloved. I'm his father he is my everything I don't get to see him often. with all the hours i work i'm lucky to get him 3 or 4 days every two weeks. my grandfather is ill. extremely ill. his wish today was for my son to be there. when it came down to it i picked the phone up and called for him. i got the next two days off and i wanted it with him anyway. it's easter he should be with me. His mother has been meeting men off the internet for the past 9 months.. 37 new men to be total. I'm looking at it as a bad environment for my son. she is not taking care of him. well today out of all the wishes for my grandfather, when i went to get him she told me that i couldn't have him. she wanted to take him to

Tragedy This Easter
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9 Days And Counting
9 days to go Current mood: distractable It as been quite a while since I blogged and I wish I could come up with a good reason. But honestly if you asked me what I have been doing these past 9 months I dont even think Id be able to begin to to tell you. I feel like Dori...my mind is the size of a grape and I cant even remember if I ate breakfast. But all in all it is beyond worth it... Jayson is wonderful, preparing with me for his sister, as much as he can. He puts his toys away now and throws things in the garbage...he still hasnt once put a marble in his mouth and his fave thing to do in the world is read and cuddle. I never thought I could be so in love with anything in my entire life. And here I am ready to do it again, bringing another one into our happy love bubble. Kaylin is 9 days from being here(give or take how stubborn she wants to be) and I am beyond excited.....and scared......and anxious... I have finished my phone tree...with everyone that needs to call evryone. Who

Funny But True.
Here is a letter I found who was written to Obama by a US Marine... It is a must read LOL. I'm sorry. These are legitimate questions and concerns. Granted they are addressed in a sarcastic and smart ass way in this letter, but still legitimate... Dear President Obama, Congratulations on the Presidency. Please don't treat it like a Prom Queen elected and then we never hear about thing’s getting done. Yes, I know our country is a little down right now. Lots of people blame it on Bush, but funny as it seems Congress is really a majority of Jackasses. (I'm sorry Democrats) Anyway, I just wanted to ask you a few questions before you get to work on building this fabulous country you have in mind. First off, I know you plan to move our troops out of Iraq and relocate them to Al Qaeda and Afghanistan. You say we are spending to much money in Iraq, but wont we be spending just as much in Al Qaeda and Afghanistan? I know your not from a military background, family or serving our coun

Music Lol
lol so im addicted to posting lyrics lol...most have a meaning though :P Pay attention, pay attention, pay attention please.He who lusts through life for excess in this world.Dies a lonely man, careless of his soul.Throwing caution to the wind with foolish ignorance.You're full of pride.Full of pride.Full of pride.And in arrogance you can't accept the nearing end of this short lived life.Smile and give a toast, brag and boast.Fool the world with all of your lies.The parasite's host never even knows.Pull the wool over our eyes.Walk the line and pay the price.A pound of flesh for paradise.Wear the wounds of your demise.Fail to mention your intentions, fail to mention why.The actions of your life contradict your words...The path in which you walk is a vice of no remorse.Washing conscience from the skin, claiming innocence.Ignore the signs.Smile and give a toast, brag and boast.Fool the world with all of your lies.The parasite's host never even knows.Pull the wool over our eyes.Walk th

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Yankee Ignorance
Guess where the fuck I am? Yeah, I think in order to wrap up my "Starbucks Blogging" ensemble, I need some really thin glasses even though I don't wear glasses, a sweater vest and a soul patch. Yeah, I need to look like a total deusch. And that is the theme of today's blog and a re-occuring one in the "Adventures of the Drunken Cowboy". So many people judge by looks, and judge what they don't understand. I guess people have trouble accepting things or people that are different from what they've been brought up to know; and so feel the need to put a label on everything. That's where stereotypes come from; and once something has that label on it, they better adhere to that label and everything it entails or else they're gonna be wrong. So what does it mean when you're so fucked up by other peoples' standards that they can't even figure out how to label you? I means there must be something so wrong with you, you must be a bad person, and folks don't really want you around. Now in

My Feelings
Well, Friday night was definitely interesting! We went to go see my favorite local band, Plan B, that I hadn't seen since late last year. Well, some old friends of ours came into the bar, which was a bit uncomfortable for me, as I hadn't seen either Michelle or Ann in quite a while. Being bi, I've been intimate with both of them, and Ann was my first girlfriend...the first woman I was ever in love with. She seemed very surprised to see me. She ended up dancing with me several times all night, we got down & dirty on the dance floor, and she & I talked while dancing. She told me how much she had missed me, that she couldn't go on with things the way they were, and she would like us to end our separation. Later, she said that she really wanted to have sex with me. I told her that I'm not a shy bi anymore, and that I have changed a lot since she knew me last. At the end of the night, right before the band finished their gig, she said to everyone at our table, "She is so beautiful! So gorge

How
How can I be positive when my world is literally falling apart and I am unsure of what else I can do., I honestly feel like I have done everything that I possibly can at this moment. I really feel like my world and saftey are crumbling. Sorry I suck so much as a friend right now too.

Tthing
things right now are going ok an all...but threre is this one person that is tryen to fuck my life up an he is not going to cuz i know wht the word no means ...you dont make ppl do wht you want them to cuz they say the word NO get use to no one wants you SAND NIGGER,,,,

Who Is The Easter Bunny??
Easter Bunny History The Easter bunny has its origin in pre-Christian fertility lore. The Hare and the Rabbit were the most fertile animals known and they served as symbols of the new life during the Spring season. The bunny as an Easter symbol seems to have it's origins in Germany, where it was first mentioned in German writings in the 1500s. The first edible Easter bunnies were made in Germany during the early 1800s. These were made of pastry and sugar. The Easter bunny was introduced to American folklore by the German settlers who arrived in the Pennsylvania Dutch country during the 1700s. The arrival of the "Oschter Haws" was considered "childhood's greatest pleasure" next to a visit from Christ-Kindel on Christmas Eve. The children believed that if they were good the "Oschter Haws" would lay a nest of colored eggs. The children would build their nest in a secluded place in the home, the barn or the garden. Boys would use their caps and girls their bonnets to make the nes

I Have This Posted On Myspace Wanted To Share It Here On Fu-bar : My Dad
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Kay
it was a sunday... i was ten years old..... she died April 12, 1987my dad and brother found her that way... i was at church... they say funerals are for the dead.. i feel they are more for the living. it was the first funeral i can really remember. she was wearing yellow... she looked so beautiful.i was close to my grandma KAY. i love her dearly. over the years ive had the same dream not the same but pretty close.. theres a phone ringing, i pick it up and its my grandma, im talking to her, asking her where she is? ill come and get her.. im telling her i thought she was dead.. and shes telling me thats silly... and the call ends. sometimes i wake up crying, i miss her so much... a couple weeks ago, out of know were i called my Aunt Sylvia, to ask about turtles.. my aunt tells me that my other Aunt (Winnie) was in surgery and she went flat line. Aunt Winnie said she had an out of body experience, she said she saw grandma KAY and my Dad..... Winnie said they were side by side hold

Redoing My Atrwork Portfolio
I'll be adding portraits of actors, famous people, still life, etc. all done by pencil...woodless graphite to be precise...so far, I've done stallone from Rocky 4, Eva Green, Daniel Craig, (can you guess I'm a Bond fan?) Triple H, and John Cena. Of course portraits of my boy and girl are in there as well...I'll be creating a website to store these and for select people to view. Totally interactive, I'll want to know what you guys would want to see on my site...I expect it to be up within the next month...

Noodles123
When I lookI always seeFor again todayYou thought of me. Words are not spokenNo voice do I hearBut from far awayI can feel you near. So my friend, I thank youFor this smile upon my faceYou alone have put it thereAnd in my heart you have a place.

So What Is Your Favorite?
Caption: Hi, My name is Mimi... and I'm a Cremeaholic...a CADBURY Creme Egg a-holic!! Yeaaap...I do dig the deviled eggs, the chocolate bunnies (especially the ones they've got out now with WHITE CHOCOLATE! Surprisingly delicious! But I gotta say, that in part the Easter season is just not QUITE complete for yours truly without them Cadbury chocolate little bwack-bwack-bwacking bunny candy treats........maybe if I ate them all the time I'd realize just how ooey-gooey and slightly nasty in creamy white texture they actually are...and be, I dunno, WEIRED OUT by the fact I have to bite into candy structures that are slightly more ROUND then they are egg-shaped, to get at and DRAIN them of ALL their THICK creamy PURE white sticky filling deep inside....(am I apparently only a got sex on the brain at Easter-time or something? LOL )So then to sum up for this quick'n'dirty post.... OTHER than a chocolate Bunny...what is the ONE Easter/Passover/Spring time candy treat/guilty pleasure that

Sweet Friend
Sweet Friend(GeoffB) I have the sweetest friendI like talking to each dayHe's kind and considerateTo me in every way. It's only been a short timeBut laughs we do shareTelling stories of our livesAnd the things of which we care. He has a special place nowDeep inside my heartHoping he'll always be thereNever to depart. I see his face and hear his voiceI believe his heart is trueUpon my face you put a smileBecause my sweet friend, this is you.

A Soldiers X-mas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream.The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear.Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then thesure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night,A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old,Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.Alone in the d

Fubar Makes The Whide World Small!
I moved from one state to another, and never ran into anyone I knew online.... I moved back home, and never saw people I knew in real life! I moved overseas, and what happens? I start finding people I knew from my past on websites I visit! Yes, Fubar is the current place where I have met someone who I used to know long ago.... how long ago? well, lets just say that the last time I saw that person I hadn't been married, it was well before I had children, and in fact- I hadn't even graduated high school yet! isnt it funny how the world is such a big place and yet gets smaller and smaller all the time??

Poetry Book
I am finally getting my writtings to the public. I am self publishing my poetry and my childrens story till I can come up with enough money to get them actually published and in the book stores. My poetry books are $20 each. For every 5 copies you purchase you will receive one free copy of my poetry and if you would like a free copy of my childrens story. Unfortunatly my childrens story still needs pictures. A receit will be issued with each purchase and each copy will autographed in case I do become good enough to get scheduled book sighnings. If you would like I will even personalize it for you or a loved one. You can email me at poetfreak1989@yahoo.com but that order will take aproximatly 24-48 hours to recieve. You can email me at 5755192327@vtext.com and i will get it immideatly or you can even txt me at 575.519.2327. I do ask that the money is either mailed or wired before your copy is sent to you. this will confirm that I am getting paid and that I can afford postage if neces

A Letter Written By Benjaholic, '05
I just found this in the stash of things I left in Portland, OR, three years ago...: Dear Brother Arthur, ...disconnected and dismembering the telephone until the typewriter walks in... ...and we have to thank the Subhumans for playing an mpromptu tune out of a second floor window on Stark street a few years ago...and my friend Chris out on the ledge drinking his vacation away, sending out death growls to passersby, and not afraid to invite strange busking gutterpunks up from the street to have a toast...first a Dormouse scuttled into the efficiency and made a nest amid the cat hair balls. Soon there was Art all over the wall - words like "lucubration" - pictures prompting you to have a nice warm cup of shut-the-fuck-up - and stories so aptly told: of plants cared for by the Prabhupada, of siblngs raised with recorders in thier mouths, of platforms and pulleys erected to save the pines, of pugil sticks and tournaments in city parks, and of growing up on the street at thirt

Y Is It
y is it we can post jokes, auctions, auto 11's, cum join lounges, etc but we dont post bully's when it cums to real life there is a family who is in need of help.. if it was ur lil girl u would want the help..so pretend this is ur lil girl missin n post this.. i posted this as a bully n not one of u have read it...no comment will keep it to myself....

Wondering
I'm back home and my Mom is getting all of her medicine together for the week. I should probably let you all know that she's disabled and she gets a medical card to help cover the cost of her medication and doctor visits. So right off the bat, we knew she wasn't exactly going to get excellent health care..we just expected it to make sense, lol. Her doctor put her on a new medication, a vitamin shot. She's suppose to take this shot once a month. She goes to the pharmacy to get the prescription filled and they give her needles for it. I start looking at the bottle and figure out that one bottle will last her 5 months. It wouldn't really be that much of a big deal, since she takes shots for being a diabetic....but the needles for her vitamin require a different needle. I got looking at the packaging of the needle and see that it says once you use it, you have to throw it away. So no re-using one. But they only gave her 3. I told my Step-dad about it and told him he'd need to go back t

Open Your Eyes... Look To The Skies And See...
Happy Easter everyone! I haven't slept in my own bed in days. It's either some where else or on the floor. My back is killing me. I'm confused and I hate myself for thinking too much. Just so you know, I'm not the person you think I am. There so much more to me, but those with closed minds, they don't see so clearly. You know how I feel, couldn't of made it more obvious, couldn't make it more clear. Open your eyes and see this before I'm completely gone, please? On a better note, I'm about to spend some time with family. It's been so long since this many of us has been in a room together. Too long..

Second 24 Hours~
I stripped off what was left of my clothing, seeing how rumpled and dishevelled I looked after he had used me. Still, when I looked in the bathroom mirror, I noticed a healthy-looking blush on my cheeks. It would be hard to convince anyone that I hadn’t enjoyed the rough treatment he’d given me, because truthfully, I had. I started the shower, and then decided to use the toilet while the water warmed. When I finished, I decided not to flush it right away, because it would affect the temperature of the water. I figured I could flush it when I got out of the shower, and I really wanted to clean up. I glanced around to see if there was something I could use to pin my hair out of the way while I washed. Snatching a comb off of the counter, I scooped my hair up and stuck the comb in it to fix it out of my face while I scrubbed the sweat of our encounter off of my body. I stepped into the shower, and began lathering my body, beginning with my neck and working my way down, being

First 24 Hours~
I couldn’t believe I was doing this, even though I had thought about it all day, every day for weeks. I told myself that I knew what I was in for, but on the other hand… I also knew that he was full of surprises and I could never be really sure what it was that would happen once I got on the other side of the door. I shifted nervously from one foot to the other as I reached out to ring the doorbell. I knew once I touched that bell, it would be too late to turn back and I wouldn’t have any choice as to what happened beyond that point. I still can’t believe I touched the button and rang the bell. When he answered, I felt my sex melt. Just seeing him, seeing the way he stood straight and confident, the expression on his face, made me instantly wet. I sighed, thinking that this was something I really wanted to do. As soon as I saw him, my doubts were gone and I was his. He stepped aside, and I understood I was to enter. I stepped in a few feet, then he closed the d

No Longer Staff @ Wfs
Dear Friends,Family,& Fans, I am speaking for Thunder and I both, as most of you know we quit WFS last week, but was asked to stay, so we did mostly because of our GREAT friends there. Last night, D/T childless, and most ridiculouse reasonings by one of WFS owners, that seeems to think her chit don't stink we were fired, after quitting LOL!!! We luv our dear fu friends and will visit often if allowed. You all can hit our SB or Yim anytime, we will be around just as always. Girls WATCH YOUR BACKS!!!!! Happy Easter To All!!! And HAPPY BiRTHDAY TO BIG DOG KENNY!!!!!! With all our Fu Luv, Dragoness & Thunder P.S. If I heard the song Shes my Little Whiskey girl 1 more time I was going to VOMITT anyway!!!!!!!

Silly Things
36 Silly Sayings!If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence you tried.When all else fails, read the directions.Welcome to Hell...Here's your accordion.He who laughs last probably doesn't understand the joke.Never hit a guy with glasses. Always use your fists.The only time I open my mouth is to change feet.Happiness can't buy money.True friends always stab you in the front.I'll have to think twice about it before I give it a second thought.There is more to life than increasing its speed.Never advise anyone to go to war or to marry.The meek shall inherit the Earth after we're done with it.A coward is a hero with a wife, kids and a mortgage.Teamwork is essential, it gives them someone else to shoot at.Conscience: What hurts when everything else feels so good.Help stamp out, eliminate and abolish redundancy!You're schizophrenic? Gee, that makes four of us.Why is the word 'Abbreviation' so long?If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush.Skydiving - Good to the last drop.If

Genius
I think we should find this guy and make him our President!!!!!!!!!!!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> This is from an article in the St. Petersburg Times Newspaper on>>> Sunday.>>>>>>>>>>>> The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You>>>>>> Fix the Economy?">>>>>>>>>>>> I think this guy nailed it!>>>>>>>>>>>> Dear Mr. President:>>>>>>>>>>>> Please find below my suggestion for fixing America 's economy.>>>>>>>>>>>> Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will>>>>>> squander>>> the>>>>>> money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following>> plan.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan:>>>>>>>>>>>> There are about 40 million people over 50 in the work force.>>>>>>>>>>>> Pay them $1 million apiece severance for early retirement with>>>>>> the following>>>>>> stipulations:>>>>>>>>>>>> 1) They MUST retire. Forty million job openings - Unemployment>> fixed.>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 2) They MUST buy a new American CAR. Forty million cars ordered -

The Passing Of My Sister On 9/4/09
some of u know that my little sister niome was sick with cancer. i got to speak twice with her on the day she sadly passed away, on those two calls i told her that i loved her and it was time to let go and be free of cancer and pain. although she could not speak she could hear me and i know in my heart she was telling me she loved me. then at 11:13 am in australia i got a phone call i never wanted to get again, it was to tell me that my sister had passed away. i collapsed on the floor in a blubbering mess, finally i pulled myself together enough to ring my mom neeky and aunty to tell them the sad news it was the second worst day of my adult life, i will never forget it. the feeling i have had since then i cannot discribe and not sure how to. now i have to prepare myself for her viewing and funeral which is to be held on tuesday and wednesday. so i'd like to say that i'll miss her her greatly and so glad i was able to be her sister and friend even if it was only for 26 years. bu

The 'middle Wife'
The 'Middle Wife' by an Anonymous 2nd grade teacher I've been teaching now for about fifteen years. I have two kids myself, but the best birth story I know is the one I saw in my own second grade classroom a few years back. When I was a kid, I loved show-and-tell. So I always have a few sessions with my students. It helps them get over shyness and usually, show-and-tell is pretty tame. Kids bring in pet turtles, model airplanes, pictures of fish they catch, stuff like that. And I never, ever place any boundaries or limitations on them. If they want to lug it in to school and talk about it, they're welcome. Well, one day this little girl, Erica, a very bright, very outgoing kid, takes her turn and waddles up to the front of the class with a pillow stuffed under her sweater. She holds up a snapshot of an infant. 'This is Luke, my baby brother, and I'm going to tell you about his birthday.' 'First, Mom and Dad made him as a symbol of their lov

Blemish On Your Essence
Here I am before you who could be more honest like a zit between your breasts blemish on your essence you see it anyways no ones pretending Is it love or obsession? a moment to think not really, I invade yours You invade mine Are you kidding me? I don't think you know me.=(

Enlightened Perspectives
This was sent to me..and just is really good...thought i'd share. I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows.I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day.I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right.I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child.I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wond

To Someone Who Is Easy To Hate, Even Easier To Laugh At...im Terrible Sorry
Faggot! stop pretending to like me fat bulbous fuck face your eyes shout pity I only hate you though you eat her up nothing left for anyone else you're so simple, its annoying you'll believe anything you idiot

Lovingly, To Daddy
Do I bore you? flat voice on the other end, of a rare phone call pretending to care who we are your daughters don't think you got the memo we were still yours why so eager to forget? Do I disgust you? Yes, I remember You disgust me more Why couldn't you leave some hope for me? I try to forget, but then it slaps me in the face.

Maybe So
I have come to find that some people have either lack of intellingence or lack of respect for others on here. I am sure I am not the only one that sees this. I believe that what someone comments to another is either acceptable to the person being commented or is left there to show the commenters lack of intellingence and respect for others. I am someone that would leave those comments up for everyone to see. I feel as if people should get a sense of others from what they type in as a comment. Copy and pasting a comment is different. What someone takes the time to write someone tells you a lot about that person. I am sure I am not the only that has ever noticed this before on someones page.So,is it lack of intelligence or just the fact they are online and have no cares to what others think of them...Maybe so.

Me
Well this is my first blog not sure what a blog is lol but hey i just wanna say what i am thinking. still trying to figure things out and where my life is headed just trying to enjoy things as they come. I do enjoy making friends on here and have made lots of great friends and i wanna that all of you very much. and looking forward to makeing more friends as i go.I am on yahoo im wizardsway1964Email is wizardsway1964@yahoo.comMyspace, www.myspace.com/wizardsway1964

Wana Come On Road Trip Of The U.s.a??
SO YOU WANNA COME ON A RAOD TRIP EH? I'm planning to tour the U.S. this summer and i'm looking for a travelling companion. Im planning a six month trip, but ur welcome to come for as much or little of it as you want. Planning to tour the southern states especially;grand canyon and yellowstone....basically, as much as is possible. If you like adventure and wanna share in the trip of a lifetime, then come along, (i'll provide the car and the gas all you need to do is bring a sleeping bag and your hare of motel or camp site fees!) look forward to meeting you, Andy (aka The Rascal**************

Our Sabbats
There are eight Wiccan holidays, and they are collectively called Sabbats. "Sabbat" comes from the French word, "s'ebattre", which means to rejoice, frolic, and revel. That is exactly what these days are for, the joyous celebration of life and nature. Sabbats, are determined by nature, not arbitrarily determined by people. Remember, Washington's and Lincoln's birthdays were combined, and then moved to Monday to boot, you can't get much more arbitrary. The eight sabbats are determined by the Earth and Sun, and the natural energy created by their relationships to each other. This makes them entirely natural holidays, where the natural energies are at high or low points. These were also important dates to our ancestors, who used them to help determine when to plant, and harvest.So what are these sabbats?Once a year, we have a night that is the longest night of the year, accompanied by the shortest day. We call this day the "Winter Solstice". On the exact opposite point on the wheel of

My Porn
"The young woman had been attacked in full view of a New York City subway clerk, then dragged down the steps onto a deserted platform where she was raped and raped again, the assailant not stopping even when a subway train pulled into the station. Now, after nearly four years of constant nightmares, bouts of depression and anxiety, the woman has been told by a judge that two transit workers who saw her being attacked had no obligation to do anything to help her other than to signal their superiors that police were needed at the station." maybe he just wanted to tape it, then upload to youporn.com for ppl like me to watch. /does search

Happy Easter...
I just wanted to wish everybody a Happy Easter. Whether you celebrate the holiday for what it is or not. I hope that you get a chance to have sometime with family and friends. People that you love and that love you back! Much love to all my family and friends! If you happen to read this and I don't know you well much love to you as well! Happy Easter All Bren

Thanks To All That Leveled Me
Thanks to everyone that rated and bombed me during my HH I did run a bomb on that hour but I couldn't get to some people and I'm sorry about that. My internet at home went down half an hour before the HH. I was pissed. WTF Anyway, I took the laptop and went to Starbucks which is 5 mins away to use their internet. It was slow and I couldn't return the love to many I'm apologetic about it. Thanks everyone again for the sweet help.

Mumms And Blocks
Why do people post mumms,asking for opinions,then when you give an opinion,you get this: · jsh rated you a '1'! · jsh just checked you out! they respond to your post in the mumm,then block you so you cant respond back in the mumm or in a shout....people who get butthurt in the mumms need to get the fuck over it,thats the way it is there. If you dont like people posting replies to your attempt for attention,then post a comment-approval mumm next time. This is the 2nd time this has happened to me for saying the exact same thing everyone else in the mumm was saying. I wonder if they got blocked too? It takes a coward and a pussy to ask for an opinion,get one,rate that person a 1,respond to their post,then block them so they cant respond back. Grow the fuck up, people.

None
From every dark path there hides light within. In every light there is the shadow of darkness . Ever walking, sometime pondering in which do I dwell. Always making never forsaking those that cross into my path. Mind vibrating, heart braking, emotions flowing in each spectrum cave. Darkness calling in the Light I am standing and it becomes harder everyday. Both are tempting one holds peace and something filling. The other holds exotic features and calls to my animal nature. Walking in the rain let it soke to the bone, watch people, study their behaviors. Darkness to light and light to darkness, understanding them both in their likeness. Lycan dreams Alpha wolf I am strong is my will power I have earned never is it demanded. Fanged smile scary to most tempting to others the glide on the flesh producing shivers. Angel earthbound watching what has consumed this lang, lust of greed, sands or selfish needs, I laugh and smile making others forget their troubles for a while! See I

On This Easter Sunday.... Keep The Fork!!!
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes.She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in.Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her.'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly.'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply.'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.'The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say.That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked.'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor.The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once t

Put The Viagra Away!damn
So..I've had this fubar deal for a couple of weeks now. a month maybe? I havent really been keeping track. No more then two months I believe..And I'm still totally baffled by it. Are these people for real? Where do you come from?? WTF are you thinking? Now, Im not the type of girl that goes out of her way to be a bitch..but you guys must be extremly fuckin horny or just plain blind to leave some of the shit you leave in these comments. Now I'm not saying I'm any better looking then anyone out there..because I sure as hell know I'm far from a fuckin ten!(all you liars!)..and I guess I can understand if everyone is trying to be nice and generous when it comes to the rates..but..when you tell a 400 pound 50 year old how fuckin sexy she is and to bend down a little lower on the next picture.. thats the kind of shit that makes me want to throw up a little. I mean..this is fubar for crying out loud..not Playboy. No one is that really that attractive(unless youre that 1% on here that honestl

Helping Hand
Taken the first 5 people that message me. I will go threw your photos and rate them all. Bored and sitting in Iraq and willing to help someone 3-4 hours every night. Give me a holler. Not asking anything in return. Catch yall later.

Rainbows And Butterflies
This hollow space divides us the emptiness where love for you used to be grows and expands until my heart is weak I long for things to be the way they used to be only a short time ago you don't understand how I feel you say that I am crazy that it is all my fault things are different between us now you say that me wanting to spend time with you and fix things is dumb you say that there are more important things to worry about well I hate to say it but you are no where near perfect in the way you have treated me I've never spoken bad about you yet your so quick to judge and run your mouth about me to your ex wife of all people yet tell me your relationship with her is none of my concern but yours with me is all her buisness and okay for her. You say its okay for her to be with another guy but she cannot know your dating someone how is that fair to me I've always listened to how you feel about the things she put you through even though I could care less anything about her even though she

"hate My Life"
THEORY OF A DEADMAN "Hate My Life"So sick of the hobos always begging for changeI don't like how I gotta work andThey just sit around and get paidI hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.Bitch you better get outta the wayBefore I start falling apartI hate how my wife is always up my assShe always wants to buy brand new thingsBut I don't have the cash.I hate my job, all of my rich friendsI hate everyone to the bitter end.Nothing turns out right There's no end in sightI hate my life! How come I never get laid nice guys always lose.How could she have another headacheThere's always some kind of excuseI still hate my job, my boss is a dick"I don't get paid nearly enoughTo put up with all of your shit"I hate my job, all of my rich friendsI hate everyone to the bitter end.Nothing turns out right There's no end in sightI hate my life! I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage, You know, I tell her she's a nice piece of ass, Then her daddy punches me in the faceSo if you're

"not Meant To Be"
THEORY OF A DEADMAN "Not Meant To Be" It's never enough to say I'm sorryIt's never enough to say I careBut I'm caught between what you wanted from meAnd knowing that if I give that to youI might just disappearNobody wins when everyone's losing[Chorus:]It's like one step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I, I can't change your mindI know it's like trying to turn around on a one way streetI can't give you what you wantAnd it's killing meAnd I, I'm starting to seeMaybe we're not meant to beIt's never enough to say I love youNo, it's never enough to say I tryIt's hard to believeThat's theres no way out for you and meAnd it seems to be the story of our livesNobody wins when everyone's losing[Chorus]There's still time to turn this aroundYou could be building this up instead of tearing it downBut I keep thinkingMaybe it's too late[Chorus]It's like one step forward and two steps backNo matter what I do you're always madAnd I, baby I'm sorry to seeMaybe we're

Memories
When some one dies people tell you it gets easier. I say they are wrong. In my opinion it depends on how attached you was to the person. Like when my father died he was my best friend. We was always together. So every holiday sence it has been hell to deal with. i know they say memories will always keep him in my heart. But my problem is all my memories was every day of my life spent with him. But memories cant replace the human body. My father was my life, my heroe, my everything. To me there will never be anyone better than him. But just to let people know dont ever take the time that you have with your parents for granted. Time is very short and you never know when you might lose them. My father was only 64. He was taken way before his time.

Fake Friends
I'm sitting here thinking about what has happened in the past week. not only have i been dealing with the everyday stress of trying to make a new life for myself, my daughter and eric but i lost a very close friend who i loved and adored. and still i found time for my friends. i may not have been the easiest person too talk to or be around but i still tried. now that i have emotionally hit rock bottom and i'm finding my own life just as pointless as roger may have thought his was i find myself losing even more "friends" nobody seems to understand what i'm going through and those who say they understand can i really believe them? i'm sick of hearing i'm there for you when you need me and when i look that person up they can't be found. i'm tired of people claiming they know me when they don't know jack shit. in the last 24 hours i have been called some very hurtful names and yet again who was there for me when it happened? i'm told to forget things and let them slide. well maybe i'm sick

What's In My Bar?
http://www.webtender.com/cgi-bin/imbselect Just found this site tonight. It lets you select the ingredients you have in your bar/kitchen, then gives you recipes for those ingredients. It is pretty kick ass!

Pain
What hurts the most is the fact I still breathe. I hate everything about me. I am a wound that forever bleeds. I am forever broken. Never 2 be free. Someone take these chains that bound me and choke me. I hate to say it but I give up. I hate the image I see in the mirror. Forget about me smiling because me being happy is a myth. I will never be that no matter how much you care. This pain I have is too much to bear. I am so lost I can't even shed a tear. If you have a brain you would just give up on me and let me wallow in my self pity and leave me be. For no matter how hard you try to save me there is no chance in hell. I am far beyond help. I'm a waste of time. A hopeless case. I am a black hole nothing is safe around me. Because every time I find happiness it is sucked from me. 26 years of living it is such a waste. I can't even bear to look at myself I am a disgrace. I failed my friends horribly. I know I did. You may think different say what you want. That is why it's a opinion. It

Need You Help
I am unfortunatley one of those people of no sense of what looks good to the opposite sex, I am extremely shy so I have decided to purue online dating :( , anyway i wanted to know which one of my pic look best to women. So if nyone would either comment on their fav pik of me or end me meage it would be greatly appreciated :)

Faking A Smile
Drew looks at me I fake a smile so he won't see What I want and I need And everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful That girl he talks about And she's got everything That I have to live without Drew talks to me I laugh 'cause it's just so funny I can't even see Anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love He's finally got it right I wonder if he knows He's all I think about at night He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do Drew walks by me Can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly The kind of flawless I wish I could be She better hold him tight Give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes And know she's lucky 'cause He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing Don't know why I do So I drive home alone As I turn out the light

E.t. Phone Home
If you enjoy reading, and have any interest in intelligent life on other planets, you want to pick-up a copy of the book THE DAY AFTER ROSWELL by Retired Colonel Philip J. Corso.Even to those like myself who don't doubt the existence of intelligent life beyond our planet, this book is an eye opener.I'm only to chapter 12 so far, but here's that chapter's title: The Integrated Circuit Chip:From the Roswell Crash Site to Silicon Valley.In this extraordinary memoir Colonel Corso gives details and names names describing how the US Government found, covered-up and used alien artifacts to change the course of twentieth-century history.

The Offspring: Stuff Is Messed Up
This song is from their new album "Rise and Fall, Rage and Grace" it pretty much explains what's going on today in the world "Now i don't know, and it's hard to explain But it seems like things are just kind of insane Because the world is crying but nobody's listening so please leave a message on my cell phone I see bullets getting better Biblical weather And that guy on Tv is like a total asshole Who are you wearing tonight? Celebrity fundraiser, tight! Black ties making wrongs right How's your social band-aid? I don't know much, I don't know too much, But i know this, Shit is Fucked Up! I guess it's all about the dream The Ends justify the means You know it's all about the dream The ends justify the means Now thank God for the media, For saving the day putting it all into perspective in a responsible way with more celebrity news Typical bullshit views I think we're losing this fight sponsored by bud light and now we're rockin' the casbah and takin' the

Incentive For The Person Whom Can Do This!
I have a whole lot of stoner photos i could post of me and my friends. Some are quite funny! So either let me know which ones you want me to take down ..or....someone bomb me if they want to see them to the next level... Incentive for the person whom bombs me to the next level! Personal photos taken just for you! Let me know what you want to see and they will be labled as "For (fill in the username).....

Love Who You Love..
By Rascal Flatts..... I should have stolen every momentNow there's a page with not enough on itWhere we belongI guess I'll never understand itWhy do we take it all for grantedUntil it's goneCause then it's goneLove who you loveWith all that you haveAnd don't waste the time that flies so fastLove who you loveAnd say that you doHold on as tight as they'll let youLove who you loveGive all ya' got like its your last dayyour heart and soul before its too lateAnd pull 'em inSo close enough that they can feel itWith every single breath that you're breathin'Breathe it in again and againLove who you loveWith all that you haveAnd don't waste the time that flies so fastLove who you love And say that you doHold on as tight as they'll let youHold on, Hold onLove who you loveSay that you doyeah yeah yeahLove who you loveWith all that you haveAnd don't waste the time that flies so fastLove who you loveAnd say that you doHold on as tight as they'll let youLove who you loveyeah yeahHold on, keep on ho

Omg
So I browsed the upcoming Happy Hours to see how long they will be going tonight only to find something utterly sicking to myself!!! Nothing against the person themselves this isnt an attack on anyone!!! But one person has 17 Happy Hours scheduled in the next 7 days!!!!! Hats off to you because I don't understand how people can afford Happy Hours! I do good to get a VIP sometimes!!!! But blah just a random thought! xoxo Mel

Seeking Intelligetn Feedback Plz
“America at war” as a phrase it has become so commonplace that no one even bothers to use an exclamation point or capitalize it any longer. “In the news today a car bomb …” the rest is tuned out as we have heard similar stories before. In a general sense, we have tuned out what goes on in the Middle East. It is nothing more than a footnote in our daily lives and to achieve this, a price had to be paid. To nullify it, everything has been reduced down to emotionless facts and figures, nothing but data. “Nothing but a number,” is how some soldiers refer to it now. This did not occur over night though and it can be traced back through our history. Conflict and warfare are part of human history no matter what section of the world you go back in time and review. One group goes to do battle with another. At that time, technology was simple in combat, whatever could you get your hands on is what you used. Do not be fooled by romantic notions that thes

Puppet Shows!
Well I have some great friends, but this was one time that I was wishing that I didn't know someone lol... My good friend Mike asked me one night * gawdddd hes a pervvvv* if I ever fingered myself and watched in the mirror... I don't know what came over me.. but this is what came out of my mouth..... Well I would really rather put my bunny slippers on, stick a big ole dildo up my twat and have a puppet show with my feet.... thinking that he would realize what a stupid question it was, with a stupid reply..ohhhhhhhhh nooooooooooooooooooooo.... he replied....*dramatic pause*............ THAT'S HOT!!!!! Here's your sign Mike!!! lol

So I Was Thinking..
I thought I'd browse through the MuMMs for a bit, not really commenting on them, just looking. I went to one that had percentages of debt since Obama became President. Made me think of something that a woman at work said. She was telling that with Obama's new "plan" they aren't taking out federal taxes on paychecks. I never really noticed before, because for some reason I never had them taken out before. I had to write a thing telling them to take out the amount they take out now. It never changes. After she said that, everyone I work with started looking at their paychecks, and sure enough....they aren't getting federal taxes taken out. What I'm wondering is, will those people have to PAY next year or will they still get a federal tax refund?

Redneck Love Poem
SUSIE LEE DONE FELL IN LOVE,SHE PLANNED TO MARRY JOE.SHE WAS SO HAPPY 'BOUT IT ALL,SHE TOLD HER PAPPY SO.PAPPY TOLD HER, SUSIE GAL,YOU'LL HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER.I'D JUST AS SOON YO' MA DON'T KNOW,BUT JOE IS YO' HALF BROTHER.SO SUSIE PUT ASIDE HER JOEAND PLANNED TO MARRY WILL.BUT AFTER TELLING PAPPY THIS,HE SAID, 'THERE'S TROUBLE STILL.'YOU CAN'T MARRY WILL, MY GAL,AND PLEASE DON'T TELL YO' MOTHER.BUT WILL AND JOE, AND SEVERAL MO'I KNOW IS YO' HALF BROTHER.BUT MAMA KNEW AND SAID, MY CHILD,JUST DO WHAT MAKES YO' HAPPY.MARRY WILL OR MARRY JOE;YOU AIN'T NO KIN TO PAPPY. ***************************(Kinda brings a tear to yer eye, don't it?)

Accountant Tattoo - Hah Hah
Harry gets home late one night and his wife, Linda, says, "Where in thehell have you been?"Larry replies, "I was out getting a tattoo."A tattoo?" she frowned. "What kind of tattoo did you get?" "I got ahundred dollar bill on my privates," he said proudly."What the hell were you thinking?" she said, shaking her head indisdain. "Why on earth would an accountant get a hundred dollar billTattooed on his privates?""Well, one, I like to watch my money grow.Two, once in a while I like to play with my money.Three, I like how money feels in my hand.And, lastly, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right hereat home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want!"

Alley Katz Rules Before Joining
Ok so you wonna be an alley kat? no Shut up you do!!! ok well these are thing you have to agree to and know about the Alley Katz! Ok so first off the leader!!! is well Mad Hatter woot go me go me, the "Capts" is ummm..... ummm.... **points at a random guy** HIM! I'm not even part of the Alley Katz!! Shut up bitch you are now!!! Now back to regular biz..... umm umm umm oh yeah what you have to do to get in!!! **evil laughs** ok 1) You have to give us 100 dollars yep Real Dollars (of course in todays sociaty that can be waved just ask for the waver from a memeber should get it) 2) You have to give us ever moment of your waking time!!!! every single min till the day you die (less of course you have like kids and a job and a real life then thats cool too i guess) 3) You must report to that guy that I just made a Capt, every 35 seconds of your waking day!! (less of course you have better things to do then its cool i still dont even know who that guy is!?) 4) You must be a memeber of The

What Goes Around Comes Around
Heard this tonight and definitely hit a chord with me. Perfect song...especially the parts in bold...Justin Timberlake - What Goes Around Comes AroundHey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?You know I gave you the worldYou had me in the palm of your handSo why your love went awayI just can't seem to understandThought it was me and you babeMe and you until the endBut I guess I was wrongDon't want to think about itDon't want to talk about itI'm just so sick about itCan't believe it's ending this wayJust so confused about itFeeling the blues about itI just can't do without yaTell me is this fair?Is this the way it's really going down?Is this how we say goodbye?Should've known better when you came aroundThat you were gonna make me cryIt's breaking my heart to watch you run around'Cause I know that you're living a lieThat's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...What goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes all the way back aroundWhat goes around, goes around, goes aroundComes al

Animal Food
Animal Rescue Please tell ten friends to tell ten today! The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals..It takes less than a minute (How about 20 seconds) to go to their site and click on the purple box 'fund food for animals' for free. This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know. http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com Click HERE for website! http://www.theanimalrescuesite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=3

Be A Father!!!
I'm sitting here at 1:28 am crying... Listening to a song called "Stealing Cindarella" by Chuck Wicks. Thinking about my father... My father was 17 when I was born. He never finished middle school and was a wellfare child. He left when I was nine months old... I've never met him. I never got those father/daughter moments. I'll never get to dance with him at my wedding. Everyday I think about what it would have been like to have him in my life at all. It breaks my heart that I never got a father, and by the time my "step-dad" came into my life, which is very little at that, it was all ready too late. My brother who not only got his father, but also lives with my mother and he got two step dads as well, got a family when I didn't. My mother never let me live with her, but she kept him his whole life... It makes me wonder what I did wrong to make her not want me. What I'm trying to say is to anyone who is a father out there, even if the mother and you are no longer together, stay apar

Black Testicles???
Black Testicles A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour, surgical procedure A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. Nurse', he mumbles, from behind the mask 'Are my testicles black?' Embarrassed, the young nurse replies 'I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet.' He struggles to ask again, 'Nurse, are my testicles black?' Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around. Then, she takes a close look and says, 'There's nothing wrong with them, Sir !!' The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her and says very slowly, 'Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen

Ohhh If I Had A Hot Dog!!!
It is starting to get a little hazy for me, but I will try to recall the night *dum dum dummmmm* of the HOT DOG!!!!! My best friend Sandi and I have gone to the same little hole in the wall bar for 10 years... ohhhhh the memories we have...anddddd the stories!! It started out as a regular night, Friday night out with friends. The bar owner was in an ornery mood and decided that we needed to fork our friend Bobs' yard. Well of course we were game for that! What meeture 46 year old woman wouldn't? I mean really????? So 7 of us piled in two cars and trolled on over to Bob's place, mind you we have toilet papered his yard several other times, but the lil bastard got smart and cut the damn tree down, so we had no choice but to Fork him. We had plastic forks, spoons and knives in hand, ready for some fun. Here we all are out in Bob's yard in the dark plunging plastic utensils into the patchy muddy grass. *gasp* the motion light goes off... shit we have no where to hide.. the d

My Ex
Ok I have been off for awhile and a lot of things have gone down to say the least, about 8 months ago I broke up with my Gf at the time. I broke up with her because she disrespected me and my family at my grandmas funeral and had no respect for me. I then find out that she is pregnant. I allso find out that it might not be mine, and she is all like well you got to step up and be the man and your nothing but this and that and other shit behind my back. I have overheard it and I have had friends tell me she has said it ( we work in the same place) but then to my face she is like aww baby I love you I want to be with you, which I think is a bunch of bull shit. I have told her that all I want is a DNA test and I have said I have no problem taking care of my own. I mean am I in the wrong for not being back with her? I only want to have somebody to love me for who I am, to be able to understand and appreciate the things that I bring to the table. Shit I want somebody who can take care of

Desires
Looking across the room...our eyes meet, walking slowly towards one another our bodies not yet touching but we find ourselves locking hands together. Leaning in for a touchless kiss...barely touching we give into our desires and lock lips...first slow..testing,teasing, and tasting one another. Hands still locked together, allowing our lips and tongues to do the work...I let out a soft moan as You graze your tongue against mine...feeling it tease and taste me as if i was some exotic fruit that was forbidden to eat, You tighten your hold on my hands as You tease my mouth with Yours, taking total control moving me against the wall pinning me there with Your body. You release one of my hands from yours only to grab a hand full of hair moving my head backwards towards the wall..breaking off the sensual kiss only to devour my neck with more sweet kissing. Moaning as i feel your tongue rapture my tormented skin feeling your hand in my hair and the other hand gripping into mine, feeling your f

Special People
There are some people you know that you will are about for the rest of your life They are the ones that can make you msmile no matter what you are going through They touch you so deeply you know you will never be able to forget them Just to be able to talk to them and hear them say everything will be ok Those are the things that mean the most and you are so happy to have them in your life Those are the people

My Eyes
In my eyes I see a love That is so beautiful And so true Sometimes I wonder If it is really true Or if it is something I want it to be People might think That I am crazy For the way I think Or the way that I feel But one thing If for sure and that one thing Is the way I feel The way you Make me smile The way you make me All warm inside Just by a couple

My Life
I am thinking about you Even in my dreams you Are there in my soul It won't let you out of my mind There is nothing that is going to stop it until I am with you feeling your touch feeling your kisses Wanting to feel your warm breath touching my skin as you hold me at night There will be nothing in my life worth fighting for until I am with you You are the sun in my hair The wind in my face and the air that i breath

Dumbass Of The Year Award!!
My daughter just called me to tell me this: A customer went into my daughter's boyfriends, Will, work. After the transaction, he was giving the customer her change and noticed that there was a Canadian penny. He stated that he didn't want to give her the Canadian penny, as they are worth nothing in the US. Her statement back to him: "Yes, don't give me any Canadian or Mexican money. I only want white money." Wait.......what???? Since when do Black Americans have thier own currency??? LMAO!!!! some people!

Blarg
Today was just a blah work day. I worked in a area where I was pretty much on my ass all day. But time went by fast with the people I was working with. One of them is a real sweet guy. No..i don't dig him...lol he's 62 years old and always fun to talk with. he has a good sense of humor. He will be retiring in two years. Earlier in the week, I had bought some Easter Eggs and filled them with some candy. I planned on giving them to my coworkers. I thought about that I needed to get mroe so I went out to get more. Randy had given me 2 dollars to help me out. I went to 3 stores and none had any more plastic easter eggs. Damn...so I bought a bunch of other candy and filled them in easter fun bags. I also placed the other plastic eggs in them...but the ones that don't have a plastic egg, they get extra candy...I filled up 51 bags. See how sweet I am to my coworkers...awwwwwww....bwhahaha

What Hurts The Most
Sometimes in life you are completely happy, Then there are other times were you just want to die and give on everything and on everyone for that matter There are things you want to share but you just don't know hw Or the right things to say If you say the wrong thing then you piss the people off you care about the most Then you push tem farther away When really all you want to do is bring them closer So you can see them smile To have to hold close to you There are so many things You want to do Want to say To show how you feel But the worst thing si when you can't The reason you can't Is bec

In My Dreams
In my dreams I see you I feel you In my dreams You want me And love me back In my dreams I see a future That probably won't come true In my dreams I am happy I have what I truely want In my dreams I have a love That will last a lifetime

What I Want..
OK so somebody asked me recently what i want in my life.. What I am looking for. Well here it is.. i am gonna lay it out there.. I have come to the conclusion that I am not getting any younger.. Its time for me to settle down in something serious. It is time for me to find somebody that I enjoy spending time with and that I can spend the rest of my life with.. Somebody who I know it wont be "perfect" with but that will work through the problems that arise with me and and be closer because of it. I want somebody that I can love for the rest of my life. Somebody that i can have a child or 2 with and have a family. At the same time that somebody has to be ready to accept my child as if she was their own. I guess basically I am ready to settle down. And by that I dont mean not have a good time and enjoy life. I am just ready to do that with somebody special.

Yes, It Annoyed Me That Much...
So there was this mumm earlier (gone now so I can't link) about hell and stuff. Someone said you can't go to hell if you don't believe in it. So I said something along the lines of ...by that token, no one can go to Iowa if they don't believe in it? I was just trying to make a point, but Iowa was obviously the wrong example, lol. Got corrected in the mumm by one person, and whined at in my shoutbox by a friend from Iowa. So yeah, I've been thinking about that for a little while now...and I guess I should have used the old concept of "flat earth" to make my point. Hundreds of years ago, people believed the earth was flat, not round. Didn't matter what they believed, the truth was (and still is) that the earth is round. Hundreds of years ago, people believed the sun revolved around the earth. Also not true. I was just trying to make the point that just because you believe (or disbelieve) something, doesn't make what you think true. Just because I don't believe in hell, doesn't mean I'm

Mark James
As the hours and minutes tick on I realize it has been almost another year. Each day that passes with the start of dawn I dream of a time when you were here. I wish I could turn back the hands of time And stop them at a time where I could hear your cry. I cant help but think it is a horrible crime That I have already had to say goodbye. Though your life was cut to short for my taste You will always live on in my thoughts and my heart. Your place in my life can never be replaced I will always feel the pain of us being apart.

Finger Wrap
Have you ever been wrapped around a finger? I just hear The Police singning about that. If that finger is good then I wouldn't mind being wrapped around it. www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm for a finger wrap. Tune in!

Tell Me About You
whats your name? are we close? what do you think of me? do you have a crush on me? would you kiss me? would you date me? describe me in 3 words? If you had me for 30 mins,wat would you do? what was ur frist impression of me? do you still think the same? what reminds you of me? If you could give me anthing,what would it be? How well do you know me? What do you like about me best? Ever wanted 2 tell me somthing you could'nt? Could you love me? Give a nickname and explain why? Are you gonna out this on ur blog and c wat i say about you? Do you think im Hot? Anything 2 say b4 you go?

Wrong To Be Ticked?
Apparently i have no right to be ticked off right now. my father in law is in the bath.. with the door open... my husband knew i was going to get the laundry.. meaning i have to walk right past that door.. but did he warn me to go the other way? no.. not at all... and when i say something to him.. he is like so what?! its not like you saw anything! am i really wrong to be ticked about that? ffs.. i have seen his balls when he was sitting in shorts and it got blown off as me "over reacting" UGH.. not happy.. Am i really over reacting?

My Love Is A Cancer...
Love is my cancer I am full of it inside. Love it's killing me, it's eating me alive. There is no drug to ease the pain, no way to stop it's growth. It's tearing me up inside, Yet of it I will not hide, but of instead I will boast.

Dark Knight
My dark knight I've waited so long for you to rescue me from tis cold, dark place I've been held captive in for so long. The light from your love is so bright I am unsure of my own worthiness. The warmth of your strong arms is thawing my frozen heart, That I may return your love.

Loved You...
I loved you from the day I met you, and will for everyday to come. To me you are my national treasure, My Love you are the only one. I gave you my heart and you gave me yours in return, now and forever may that flame of love burn. 2008 Amy S Graham

Fubar Rules
u can rate folders with 1click if u have the extras, if not u get the rating 2 fast message,whats up with that,that makes no sense. then u have the rating limit 4 ur level per day cmon, thats silly also.were adults here so get a grip. what does it matter how much or how fast u rate,its not like ur gonna send me a big check for rating.this a game i thought,yeah u gotta make a little money 2 keep the site going, but fubar is not the only thing n life.

Please Help Bratt.
~BRATT~ IS IN A RATE CONTEST FOR AN AUTO 11 OR CHREEY BOMB AND NEEDS ALL HER FRIENDS TO CLICK ON THE PIC OF HER AND RATE IT AND KEEP CHECKING ON IT AND RERATE WHEN NEEDED. THANK YOU SO MUCH!! YOU ALL ARE AWESOME.. (And yes this is a copy of Fu Daddy's Bullition. Permission was obtain before posting here. So this is basically also a request for help by him as well.) also lots of comments are welcomed and encouraged. thanks

What Eye Colors Mean
Bulletin: People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They love to party.They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS((aka wolves)) when they need to be.They are bad to the bone. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss som

Suicide Is Never The Answer
i was on the internet looking at news and i was reading where this teenage girl took her life and it really bother me and i was thinking maybe if someone reached out to her and saw the signs and got her help then maybe she would be alive so i want to say to everyone out there that have or is thinking about takeing there life please from the bottom of my heart talk to someone or get help because i know life can be hard i have been there . i was in a bad place where i thought well if i took my life then maybe the pain well go away until i snapped out of it and got the help i needed and there was one band that saved my life also was the band slipknot there music can at the right time i remember when they first came out i was in a record store then i saw there cd and i got it and there songs moved me and there music made me understand that yes there is a light at the end of the tunnel . talking to people also have help me my close friends know what i been thur and always there for me when

Trying To Figure This Stuff Out
I am new to this and trying to figure out exactly how this site works..so far what i have figured out its pretty cool...if u happen to see this and have any points please let me know..

Bra And Panties Or Swimsuite
To the Ladies Over the years I have noticed something that has often made me wonder. I have had some female friends in the past that has wore two piece swim suites that have been far more revealing of their anatomy then the bras and panties they wore. For example I wall call her {Girl A} wore a bikini once that the bottoms were pretty much the same thing as a thong and she would walk around my house in that with out any modesty at all but yet her panties would completely cover her toosh and she said she would be too embraced to let anyone see her. So here is my Question, Why is it you let guys see you in swimsuits that are more revealing then your bras and panties but not let guys see you in your bra and panties?

It Happens
Honestly??? A want to be solidA need to be trueThought it was rightThen I met youMy questions had answersNot one more to askThese were my thoughtsNow its the pastMy blame was at youWhy did you do this to me?But this time its differentNothing it used to beTerrified at firstA blindside of confusionAll that now has passedNo trace of illusionI had to decideJust where I would standThen realized from the startI always had a planNo intentions of hurtingNot me or those aroundPatience and understandingHas steadied me groundThings happen for reasonsFar beyond our controlJust know that nothingSets itself in stoneNever will you knowThe strength that it holds. Nova_xx 2/25/09

Idiots
In a college classroom, they were discussing the qualifications to be President of the United States.It was pretty simple - the candidate must be a natural born citizen of at least 35 years of age.However, one girl in the class immediately started in on how unfair was the requirement to be a natural born citizen. In short, her opinion was that this requirement prevented many capable individuals from becoming president. The class was taking it in and letting her rant, but everyone's jaw hit the floor when she wrapped up her argument by stating, 'What makes a natural born citizen any more qualified to lead this country than one born by C-section?'Yep, these are the same 18 year olds that just elected the new President of the United States. Amazing...

Fvcking Hell!
So, I have to do an author study for my media class. One of the requirements is it have a complete listing of their books that incudes the title, publisher, genre, and grade level. My author has written over 300 books O.O! fml.

My Happy Hour!
There is NO WAY that I can personally thank everyone personally! I'm going to try to thank those heavy raters here. Shoshonni ~Fu-Owned by Trucker~@ fubar Non-Model Ninja@ fubar Jacob Black@ fubar Sweet Turtle@ fubar NSFW~♡TinaTinkles♡~@ fubar "WARLORD"@ fubar Bounty Hunter™@ fubar Ms. D™@ fubar higgs boson

No More Chocolate At Night...
One of my oddest yet I think, but no killing at least.... K, so I was at the park with some mates. We were trying to hit this target we'd set up with fireworks. No one had any luck so far, when this one firework goes haywire and flies all over the place. We all try and run out of the way, but it hits me, explodes and blows a hole in the seat of my shorts. So I think to hell with this and start walking home. On my way I see this huge bag of oranges and decide to buy the whole thing. So I'm walking home, bag of oranges over my shoulder, hole in my shorts, funny looks from everyone I walk past (of course), and from somewhere I can here Queensryche's Silent Lucidity playing....

The Arrival Of Planet X Into Our Solar System.
The Winged Disk Symbol found in nearly every ancient culture. Ancient Symbol for Planet X. SOHO Satelight imagery of Planet X as of two weeks ago entering our solar system for its 2012 encounter with Planet Earth. Right on schedule as predicted by the ancients. These images will not be shown to general public..

Still The Fastest Thing On The Block
so even though i am clean from my ever charming year and a month or so of constant meth abuse following the break up with the last cunt.... i am still a rampant alchoholic as proved once again yesterday and so i digress.. at eight in the morning work was called off due to rain....hang up the phone with my brother and go straight to the liquor store... by a six pack of king cobra tall cans and...start drinking angelfuk calls me from half way accross the world..chat with her about the economy share photo editing secrets...charming young lady noon all done with cobras..back to the spot..switch to some flavored malt beverage called juice or something cant hardly read the can...some ghetto shit....drink three cut to three my roomate gets home we ride to the spot pick up a bottle of vanilla vodka and some orange juice, bottle of champangne, and some king cobra...come home...drink it all nine at night...drunk as shit wondering why the upstairs neighbors are so fucking loud..walk up sta

I Know Him.....
I got this awesome email... I believe if people want to send me disgusting messages, they absofuckinglutely deserve what they get back. Then when I shoot back something they whine to their "friends" on here. I'm sorry... if one person lives in Georgia and the other lives in Western Nevada.... I find it very hard to believe you actually know this person in real life... and if you haven't met them and spent extensive time around them.... then um hello you stupid asshat, you don't "know" this person at all... With a website full of XXX stuff and the premise is pretending you're at a bar, a persons integrity is only as good as what you portray yourself as.... If you want to make harsh, mean, spiteful or XXX comments... go for it. But if I shoot back at you, please be a man or woman enough to take them, instead of a whiny bitch. No one likes a whiny bitch....

April 11th, 2009 (saturday) 7:50 Pm
If you know anything about me than you know that i love thinking about the future. ive thought about it but ive never actually went and mapped out my future. so... here it is! get done with this year, get good grades and finish within the top quarter of my class. i really don't want a boyfriend. not only will it slow me down but when it comes time to graduate we'll be arguing about whether or not to stay together through college or he'll try to convince me to give up my dreams and settle for what he wants. i want to keep close to my friends and text them all the time. go to Houston University (yes, I decided for those who voted on my Mumm, thanks you guys really helped with my decision), get into a lot of clubs and meet a lot of new people. meet my soul mate (either by internet or at school) who is hopefully going to college for the same thing that i am. get a job to help pay for everything. get good grades and get accepted for graduate college at HU also. focus on my grades and do my

Happy Hour
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love.You collected 2,673,224 bonus points as Happy Hour sponsor. Cheers!142 members leveled up during your happy hour: Deafgoose 'Grasshopper' (3) ***Sexi_Jessi*** 'Fubarlord' (21) Senorita_C 'Wasted Fu' (7) Sweetiepooh75 'Psycho' (8) LA-LA throwin dueces up to my new family 'Psycho' (8) UR_JUICES 'Newfu' (1) Own Me 'Grasshopper' (3) noon 'Assassin' (18) jeff 'Psycho' (8) acecowboy 'Wasted Fu' (7) cabby282 'Regular' (12) ilovewomen 'Grasshopper' (3) Demented 'Newfu' (1) stickman 'Freak' (9)

[closed]
I've decided to turn everything off for now. I just really don't feel like talking to anyone. I have shouts off and private messages off. It's not that I'm upset at anyone in particular, it's just that I really don't have much to say. I didn't turn off comments, but please don't try and have a conversation with me through comments, I won't answer. I'm kind of in a funk I guess. I dunno. Just don't take it personal.

If I Call U Friend
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you.If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the

Stupid Fvcking Rent-a-cops
I met Fangbanger [Crystal] along with my ex [her bf] Dannie. I picked something up to steal, then ditched it... and the manager saw me pick it up... then found the packaging for it. I did not walk out of the store with ANYTHING. They found all the merchandise intact in the store. I was told that I was not going to get security called on me and the only punishment I was to have was not entering that store again. I walk out and security escorts me and my friends scoot off. I get fucking arrested for nothing. It's complete bullshit. I was so upset, I puked twice. Now, I can't even go to the food court to buy my lunch. I can only go to my store and my store alone. Fucking bullshit. I'm so pissed. :[ Bling would make me feel better though.

Do You Believe Art Is Important??
Then what is needed is every type of letter imaginable!Hand written, typed, or even signatures of supporters.Letters answering questions like: Why is art important to the communities in the area? Why do they like art? How can the arts help this economy? And What do they need?We need Funding, or a relief for artists, since help has not been granted in over five years to help support local artists or new venues displaying modern art.The more letters/ signatures Rachel White gets to build this foundation for the Arts the more support the arts in the community will have from the Council and the more patrons will step up to the challenge of helping the arts. By means of numbers and out reach, we are the ones who make things happen. Artists need to step up and network! That is what is needed now. It takes 3 minutes to write a letter that will bring the arts in the community back on their feet. We just need to get the people, patrons, artists, friends, families involved with keeping the arts

Most Peeps
most people to me are simply like vultures ,if u let ya guard done they grasp with there claws and the more you try to get away the deeper they go. scaryiest thing being ,they themselfs do not even know there doing it or the pain it causes . the reason i feel like this! i guess is because i have no friends as anyone i trusted enough to be a true friend turned out years later to be assholes ,how can i trust anyone ever again knowing that you can live a lie for 13 years and only have that time chucked back in your face . someone you adore and they pretend to adore you back ,sweet pillow talk and a family meals ,picnics and normal family life , just ta be told "i NEVER really loved you"......................

Come One Come All
Announcing The Fu-Marriage of: Sweet_Baby_girl & Monkey Also the Fu-Marriage of: Sweet-n-Sassy & Po'Boyz You Are Invite To Join Them at: 12am eastern Sat. April 11th, 2009 In Exit To Exile Click Below to Join Them

I Found This To Be Rude.
As all my friends know I have a good sense of humor and when comes to my size I am the first person to crack jokes. However I just recieved and email from someone I dont know and doesn't know me that I find to be rude. In my opinion this guy had not right whatsoever to send me a message like this. It just goes to show how ignorant some people are. Like I said I have a great sense of humor but for someone who does not know me to write something like this well I draw the line. Below is a screen shot of the message.

Time
i sit here and stare out the window and wish it would rain.my heart is over seas and my mind is lost.i waited all my life to find you,and hold you.you came into my life so quickly my heart had no time to react.so i went with what my heart said.now i look out this window and wait for you to come home. the candle is lit and by the window waiting just for you.there is pain worse then heartache.

Reoccupying The Space
VT reopened the west wing of the second floor of Norris Hall yesterday in ceremony...one of the teachers that died in the brutal murders husband will be in charge of the new area opened in honor of those that died and where his wife saw her last moments of life...I can only hope that his dedication to life and learning and his will to teach that, can endure the thoughts that will surely overcome him from time to time...Sometimes through tragedy we learn the heroic nature of many people...My thoughts go back to the holocaust survivor and his sacrifice...he held the door while his students escaped through the window...Liviu Lebrescu was his name...he was a Romanian born Jew that gave his life on the observed Holocaust Day in Isreal...I rededicated this writing of mine I had written in honor of someone that saved my life while making the ultimate sacrifice a couple years ago, to Mr. Lebrescu's wife...Are You The One?Are you the one that's left behindTo search every face in hopes to findTh

Sorry
I'm sorry i pushed you away i never knew you were slipping through my fingers so fast i couldn't even stop it cause all i cared about was my feelings I'm sorry i couldn't take it any longer that i said how i felt not listening to a word you said not knowing you were right all along I'm sorry i lost control of myself when you waited patiently and i ended up hurting both of us just to satisfy my needs I'm sorry i keep apologizing then would go and do it again i only know one way to stop this but thats the part i hate and wont do I'm sorry i make things so complicated when you just want things to stay the same when all your trying to do is get by and i keep ruining it without noticing I'm sorry it all turned out this way and we cant take it all back maybe if i was more like you everything would be fine I'm sorry i cant get over the impossible iv fallen so fast its changing me into a monster its making life even more complicated then it already is mainly I'm sorry if i ever hurt

Well It Looks Like.......
Well it certainly looks like I'm single again. Damn this is going to be a long road to get over. I need some time. I love my now ex with all my heart. I wish we didnt have to part. If you all know that Kid Rock song Im a low life, that kind of describes him. Well at least because Im so hurt it does. I dont think Im ever going to find "the one". I guess I never learn. All I do is make mistakes. I guess after I spend my time alone re evaluating what happened , maybe Ill see where Im screwing up. I just wish I could find that "good" man. I guess there arent any left out in this world.

Endless Blood
Endless Blood By Mark Hill © 1999 A howl in the distance, Pierces a blanket of night, The moon overhead, Kisses the land with light, Clouds pass peacefully, Through the cold midnight air, Over a house down below, There was innocence there, Inside a wealthy family, And a girl of nineteen, She prepares for her slumber, Hair brushed and clean, She then removed her slippers, And slowly shut the door, She leaped quickly into bed, Avoiding the cold wood floor, She lay there eyes closed, With the cover she held tight,

Heart Break
I cant take it anymore .. My heart shouts .. I cant take the pain I get every day because I let you go .. I cant bare to hurt you , or cause you any pain .. but every time I try to forget about you I find your face popping inside of me and giving me air to breathe.. I am an organ , I know , but what I feel , nothing or no one can ever understand .. I am numb now .. I cant feel a thing .. I was bleeding for a while .. no one helped me , no one rescued me .. so I recovered by time .. I healed myself with my own dreams .. but then you showed up .. you came and opened me , and put yourself inside of me .. and carved your name in my four rooms .. carved your words .. the 3 words I love you i was too afraid to let you in .. too afraid to offer myself to you , and then one day you will hurt me and cause me so much pain .. leave me on the floor to bleed .. I couldn't bare to get hurt again .. for there is no blood left In me .. I was bleeding before and I cant bleed again .. I am sorry I

Heaven
A long time ago We were laying in my bed You looked into my eyes And this is what you said You said, Have you ever envisioned Heaven And wondered what you would see? At that moment I had seen Heaven And in Heavens eyes, was reflected back me You said when you get there There is no pain There are no shadows And nothing is the same I told you my definition of Heaven I told you it was white and blue You said Heaven couldn't be defined And that I didn't have a clue As we laid in my bed I began to imagine this place And as I shut my eyes I envisioned your face For I had seen Heaven And it wasn't hard to see Because every piece of Heaven Was right in front of me Heaven wasn't a place And it wasn't white or blue Heaven is in the shape of a person And this person is you

My Lover
I secretly love you everyday I hide my feelings behind a smile I wish I could tell you the truth but i don't say a word. When I first heard your voice it sent chills to my heart I have never felt this way before I knew you had to be the one. I lean on your strength and your honesty I trust You brought laughter and hope again in my life. I wish I could wrap in your arms when the world doesn't understand my feelings are real and grows stronger everyday. I've fallen in love with you and I don't want to let you go You're my reason to live and the reason I have faith. God gave me you to show me whats real you are my guardian angel from above and a secret love.

I Can Has Your Sex?
->wolfsolucer: Clearly you cannot read. My profile clearly states I am not here to see anything. wolfsolucer: if you give i show my.......... ->wolfsolucer: sorry, I will not give it out to strangers wolfsolucer: pls wolfsolucer: if i am bad boy you cn delete me wolfsolucer: pls i am so bored ->wolfsolucer: don't give it out to strangers sorry wolfsolucer: have you got msn or yahoo for chat ->wolfsolucer: that sucks. wolfsolucer: bored ->wolfsolucer: gravy, you? wolfsolucer: how are you ->wolfsolucer: uh..hi wolfsolucer: hi sexy

Forget
Let's take a walk on the wild side Let's go for a drive and get fkucing high Let's take a spin down memory lane Learn about love and forget how to feel pain Let's fall asleep underneath a cherry tree I can show you my chains; you can make me free We'll paint a picture; we'll paint it all blue You can show me how to do that thing that you do Let's take a boat to the sandy shore You tell me what you want; I'll show you more Let's take a swig from strawberry champagne Learn about love and forget how to feel pain Let's play guitar with some no-note blues You can show me how to do that thing that you do Sit by the free way; watch the cars drive by We can drink coca cola and nearly touch the sky Let's take a drive through that mountain pass Listen to the radio and sleep on the grass I'll make life our canvas and you can teach me to paint Learn about love and forget how to feel pain

You
When I close my eyes and think about you I always open them with a smile I never thought I could feel this way I never thought anyone would give me the slightest chance But you look in my eyes all I see is you When you're talking to me all I can hear is you When I think about spending the rest of my life with someone The only person I can think of is you I can't see myself with no one else Because everything feels so perfectly right When I'm with you I know we can't do it right now But I can't wait for your hugs and your kisses at night I love it when you hold me tight & tell me everything's going to be alright I love when we kiss all the time I feel a spark every time..just like the first time I want to pull you closer Though I know we can't get any closer I want to hold you tight & tell you everything's going to be alright I know I haven't been the best girlfriend & I know I can be moody at times I can get mad at you..I can get upset with you But that doesn't mean I love you any

4 My Soulmate
I am the girl that will always love you 'till you can't breathe no more the one who will not break your heart the one you should adore I am the girl who'll always stay right here close by your side sharing all the goods and bads and all the wrongs and rights I am the girl you can trust in the one to make you smile to laugh with you, to cry with you where you feel it is worthwhile I am the girl you should wake up to and sleep next to every night when you look closely, deep into my eyes you'll see that I am right I am the girl you should hold closely and firmly in your heart 'cause I'm the one to never leave and we should never be apart I am the girl who'll always be faithful and will always love just you the one to deserve your heart and hugs and kisses too I am the girl that's proud of you and supports you all the way the one to never give up on you no matter what you do or say I am the girl, the one for you but clearly you dont see that all this time, you don't realize that gir

Why April 11th?
Well many of ya'll have asked or wondered why i wanted today's spotlight and all ive replied with was because its a special day. I told a few friends that if i got it i would then tell them what made it so special. Rather than going to them one by one ill just say it once here and be done with it. This may become long so if you're not up to a story then you should probably leave now. 5 yrs ago today was the day I decided that if my life was ever going to change, if i was ever going to become the person I knew i could be, if i was finally going to take back my life and become an example to my children then this was the day it was going to happen. So with that said me and my girls got in my car and we drove away with nothing but the clothes on our backs and landed here almost 600 miles away. Yes things have been hard and yes some of my obstacles have been high and the climb over them exhausting but every night when i see my little girls sleeping safely and happy in their beds, every ste

4 My Fuwifey
What's a baby without its mommy? What's a bee without honey? What's a lighthouse without a coast? What's a father and a son without the holy ghost? What's a guitar without strings? What's a bird without wings? What's a book without pages? What's life without ages? What's a flower without rain? What's a fat kid without cake? What's a fish without water? What's a nightmare without a monster? What's a lung without air? What's New York without Times Square? What's a vein without blood? What's a heart without love? What's a night without a moon? What's a rainbow without blue? All i wanted to say is What's me without you?

Enigmatic Poetry
Lucid Serenity In the thunderous silence of lucid thought one stops to ponder the vastness of existence. The pinwheels of thought reverberate with confusion sounding like a drum to the beat of an unknown drummer. The fluidity of my motionless state echoes along my spine and tingles the nerves down to my toes. Reality begins to dissolve until all that is left is the perfectly defined outline of nothingness. I know who I am and not where I have been, you looking through the panes of my soul......Can you help me?? Untitled Next to you my heart beat quickens and echoes the thoghts of your lucid mind. Inside this vision of you and me flowing through the transendence of being. Today and ever after a rythm that keeps time on the strings of my soul. Every breath an eternity of agony and the lost wonders of life gone by. Why has she who was to be mine forever forsaken me for the darkness of desolate love lost. For a minute of pleasure she is gone and never to return to her

My Bffe
I need you, like a heart needs a beat. I need you like a puzzle needs to be complete. I need you like the sun needs the rain, I need you like the scarecrow needed a brain. I guess i could say i love you, And i think of you all the time, Every time i see you, All i want is for you to be mine. I guess you could say I'm lucky, To have fallen for my best friend. Someone that will never hurt me, And that will be there till the end. I'm lucky to have found, Someone that i trust with my life, The one and only guy, Who i dream of becoming his wife. I'm lucky to have you, Even just as a friend, Cause no matter what happens, I'll love you until the end. There's a special bond between us, That no one can seem to break, Nothing should make you think, That what I feel for you is fake. I know that I've hurt you, But I was just confused, I just hope you never feel, Like your love will be abused. So take me as i am, And love me just the same, Please don't ever hurt me, Or treat this like a gam

~*cherry Kisses Game*~ Closed
This game is now closed. A new one will be beginning following Mother's Day. If you have an idea for a token theme, send it in. If I choose yours, you will be sent 1000 tokens when the game begins. Game F.A.Q. Who can I order for? You may order for ANYONE on Fubar, with the exception of yellow staff, and anyone that refuses play. Anyone who wishes to be removed from the game may do so by requesting such through private message at any time. Not all people play for the win - most play simply to give the tokens as gifts to those they care for :) Please request removal ONLY if you do not desire to receive more tokens! Can I order more than one at a time? Yes, you can order as many as you want, for as many people that you want. To keep it organized, please send the appropriate amount of fubucks with a list of how many tokens are meant for each person. For example, if you send 5000 fubucks (enough for 5 tokens) you would say "4 to Dawn, User # 975528 and 1 to Cali4nialov

My Love
I wake up day after day And I hope I keep breathing My heart sings to you To keep you from ever leaving It hurts sometimes When I love a soul You are my life-like angel My heat when I feel cold. I could kiss you And taste your being When we touch I feel like I'm soaring.

Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love, for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perenn

Tonight I Wanna Cry By Keith Urban
Alone in this house again tonightI got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wineTheres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds meI'll never get over you walkin' awayWell I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-controlBut I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my prideLet it fall like rain, from my eyesTonight I wanna cry.Would it help if i turned a sad song on"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're goneOr maybe unfold some old yellow lost love lettersIt's gonna hurt bad before it gets betterBut I'll never get over you by hidin' this wayCause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-controlBut I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain To hell with my prideLet it fall like rain, from my eyesTonight I wanna cry.oOOoWell I've never

Vip
VIP (my birthday is coming) I normally don't ask for things without willing to work or pay fu bucks for.It's just I have pictures that i'd like to add and i can't. I would and will be willing to work the vip off, just let me know how. Below is an example, If i could buy it myself I wouldn't ask.Whoever gets me a VIP for my birthday gets:added to my family for as long as they wantrated the first 100 11's orall their pictures rated 11's for a month or until i run out of picswill get pimped out in a bullentin 1 x a day for a monthwill get a space in my blog for a monthif you think of anything else SB me and let me know

Omg!
so i was on my home from work today. its a 15 minute walk. its not long and im on a main road. Why do jack ass mother fuckers insist on shouting obscene things from their car? and throwing things at me? are you really that insecure where you have to poke fun at someone minding their own business and living their life? Just cause i wear bondage pants and black doesnt make it ok for you to treat people like shit. thank god i have to balls to throw shit back at you and when your stupid ass stops next time, all hell will break loose. no one is going to arrest a Police Officers child for defending herself. so bring it and see what the fuck happens to you. I DARE YOU!

Horny
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! Two elderly ladies are sitting on the front porch, doing nothing.One old lady turns to the other and asks, "Do you still get horny?"The other replies, "Oh sure I do."The first old lady asks, "What do you do about it?"The second old lady replies, "I suck a lifesaver."After a few moments, the first old lady asks, "Who drives you to the beach?"

You
You I love the wayy you look at me The way you hold me in your arms. Your crooked smile and beautiful face, lets me know your never to far. So tonight when I close my eyes, I'll be dreaming of you. Wrapping each memory of you sercurly around my heart. Hold me close and don't ever back out. Forever and ever babe has never had such a meaning until I found a place in your heart. I love you more than words can express, I need you like a heart needs a beat. Without you my life would never be the same. So remember this when your lips touch mine that you will have me for the end of time. *NOT WRITTEN BY ME* Just one that I like.

Update
Well i have been away from this site a long time.. To be honest a really long time.. lol.. In that time i did quit my work at D-Link support in the northern of sweden and moved back to denmark to work at a small hosting center (Well employes wise small company), but that did't work out so did just spend some time on getting a new job. And monday i did start my new job at HP INK Printer support in the middle of sweden, and i am looking forward to this... hoping it will be a good place to work. but that is that for now... :)

I Am Me
I am the woman who is shy I am the woman who is carring I am the woman who is loving I am Me I am the woman your mother warned you about I am the woman your mother said " she's a keeper" I am the woman your mother said will be there when you need her I am Me I am the woman you dreamt about I am the woman you couldn't get out of your head I am the woman you desired I am me I am wicked I am vindictive I am cunning I am Me Take me as i am

His Everything
she is His everything His slut His bitch His whore His cunt His wife His she belongs to Him and Him only she is His everything He see's what He owns His slut His bitch His whore His cunt His wife He is her everything she lingers for His touch, for His lips,for the crack of His whip across her ivory skin He lingers for her wanting,craving desire for Him,for her mouth around Him To hear her cry's and plea's for Him To come to Him with desire She is His Everything

~senses~
~Senses~ she closes her eyesknowing He will be near soonshe senses Him near hershe feels His breath on her she smiles, knowing He is nearshe kneels, legs spread wideknowing exactally what He wants from her she senses His needs,His wants and desiresshe hears the crack of the whip,her senses on edgeHe knows what He wants..smiling He bends her over the chairat that moment all she senses is the smooth air she hears the crack of the whip and then a sting across her ivory skinOver and over again,until both of them are exhausted.He smiles.she quivers and shakesher senses on the edgeHe gives His pet kisses and reassures her of His love.They both feel each other senses and sit there in each others arms in bliss.

Vivid Imagination
She lays in the warmth of the bath she has drawn for herself,reflecting on her day,she goes through in her mind what she might had missed on her todo list.Candles,incense,massage oil,whips,crops,cuffs and blind fold.She takes the spunge and lightly caresses her milking white skin, letting the soapy water run down between her breasts, feeling the warmth of the water soak into her. She lays back..allowing her fingers to roam her wanton body, from her neck to the very sensual already swollen clit.She lightly caresses herself,causing her body to shiver and quake.She moves her hand lower so she can tease her lips as well. With one hand she slowly teases her clit while the other hand is caressing her lips. She hears the key in the door and smiles..knowing He has just come home from work. She sits up and starts to get out of the tub to dry off, when she hears Him walking into the bedroom and comments on what a good job she had done by laying out the 'gifts' on the table. She calls out letting

Too All The Men Out There !!!!
Women can not read your mind and we do not always know what you are thinking and feeling . If you want a perfect woman lol good luck finding one we are all human and make mistakes . Im rantling and raving I know but this is a fact you all always want us to know how you feel, what your wants and needs are before you tell us , You want love but want it on your terms only forget about how the women feels . Guess what wake up love is a 2 way street . You have to give and recieve . We dont not know what you tell you online friends . If we could read your minds we would all be one happy family Not !!! Sorry for the ranting & raving but someone who shall remain nameless has pissed me off .

Downarted Tons Of "1's "
WELL, LOOK WHAT THE EASTER BUNNY LEFT ME WHEN I GOT ON HERE THIS AFTERNOON NOW! THE OTHER DAY I NOTICED ABOUT 3 OR 4 YOUNG/NEW PEOPLE ON HERE HAD ALL DOWNRATED ME...THEIR PICS WERE ON EACH OTHERS' PROFILES. I NOTICED OTHERS LEFT THEM COMMENTS ON THEIR PAGES, SO ALOT OF PEOPLE MUST HAVE GOTTEN HIT. I WONDER IF THIS GUY IS PART OF THEIR GROUP......OH WELL, I JUST WANTED TO GET THIS INFO OUT TO YOU...BE AWARE OF YOUNG PUNKS ON FUBAR...THEY NEED MANNERS. I AM SURE HE HAS BLOCKED ME BY NOW (HAVEN'T LOOKED YET), SO I CANNOT EDUCATE HIM ON MANNERS. ASI ES LA VIDA! LEE HAPPY EASTER TO ALL THE GOOD FUBARIANS! HERE IS WHAT I COPIED FROM MY BARTAB FOR ALL TO VIEW NOW: GIVE HIM YOUR LUV IF YOU LIKE!~ : · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated you a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated your photo a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated your photo a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... rated your photo a '1'! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichterhol:... left you a new photo comment! 7 hrs ago · Dr. Lichter

Easter Weekend Giveaways
BOMBER 1 Mil Fubux GiveAway & 5 - 50k Consolation Prizes Ends when Autos Run Out This Weekend RATER 250k Fubux GiveAways (there are 2 giveaways) & 2nd=100k & 3rd=50k Fubux Ends when Autos Run Out This Weekend Names will be made Random using www.Random.org Numbers will be chosen using www.mathgoodies.com Brought to you by: Chipper *no no licks*

Random Questions
Because I am bored and really have nothing better to do! When was the last time someone called you late at night?last nightDo you know where your siblings are?I have no idea but I am sure they are all at their own homes... Do you ever just lay in bed at night to think?too oftenWhen was the last time you chewed gum?today Does your house have a fireplace? I wish I had a house that could have a fireplace...Do you talk to your best friend's parents, or do you avoid them?of course i talk to themHas anyone ever assumed you were dating someone when you weren't?yesWhat are two things you are excited to do in the near future?have a week to me....clear my head and start over Have you ever seen the movie A Walk to Remember?I haveAre you one of those people who like to spell out numbers?yesIs there an animal in the room with you right now?no...unless you count Ariana as an animal. Name one lyric from the song you're listening to/the last one you listenend to?I know that I've got issues b

Sexual Partners
How many Sexual Partners in a lifetime is too many for someone to be your significant other? If it is a woman and they have as many as men have why do we get looked down on.When it is a man it is notch on belt.Women like sex just like men do.Why the stereo type and how many is to many?

Shit Happens, Deal With It
So here I am, back in Starbucks hung the fuck over again. I'm afraid I'm gonna turn into that guy, you know, the asshole with the fancy coffee drink that sits in Starbucks blogging and shit, calling stuff "Shallow and Pedantic".. Whatever, my coffee ain't that fancy and I honestly still don't know what pedantic means so I reckon I'll be ok.Y'all probably figured out after my blog yesterday that I was feelin' kind of sorry for myself being stuck in NY, and getting stood up by my girl. Last night's lesson was: Everything happens for a reason. I was feelin' rowdy and missing my motorcycle and being around fellow bikers and someone told me about a little bar down in East Village or wherever called "Hogs and Heifers" I figured I'd check it out. Pretty cool place, the only bikers there was me and the bouncers; most everybody else there was a tourist or something. They had really good music though; You can't go wrong with a place that has PBR in the can for $2 and bartenders wearing tig

The Morning
I feel grayLike the sky outsideI feel emptyI remember when I was full of lifeNow i'm full of deathI remember when I had morals and goalsI no longer have motivationI wish I was different.I wish that I could changeI want to changeI am what I amI realize what I have becomeI realize what I must doI will prevail

Random
ok so i got tagged by 2 fuckers that think their the shit... ok so your supposed to write 10 things randomnly..anyways.. things.. weird things about or facts about yourself.. pretty much shit that u dont like or cant stand or on the other hand... things that u absolutely love.. here goes... 1. One thing that I cannot stand in any way is the mexican mamacitas at the walmart supercenter that take their goddamn cart and just outta nowhere hit u in the back of the heel with it... u stop what ur doin and ur like. wtf was that... u turn around to see what dumbass has just hit you.. well ya should have known.. damn beaner bitches! She mumbles off something that u have no idea what she just said bc guess what? U havent spoken a lick of spanish in your entire life... so u politely say.. oh, thats ok. But its really not...so before I get to 2..Im gonna tell you what to do after you have said oh, thats ok.. you start goin down the aisle, turn the corner, go up the next aisle, then turn th

Riddle For You
I turn polar bears white and I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee and girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid and normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown and make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle? 97% of Harvard graduates can not figure this riddle out, but 84% of kindergarten students were able to figure this out in 6 minutes or less. Can you guess the correct answer?

Ive Learned My Lesson..
in life there are many turns of events and disappointments.. but honestly i think thats all its cracked up to be.. Never put yourself in a vulnerable position.. its not worth it EVER.. never let your guard down.. never give it all away.. and i never will...

The Platoon Of The Dead Available For Pre-order!
The Platoon of the Dead, the first of the no-budget horror and zombi movies that have been filmed in my home, is available for pre-order from Tempe! See if you can recognize me in zombi make up, lol! There is a DVD extra in which actress Amanda Bounds (Jill) and i give a house tour where we are very visibly stoned, hahaha! Since i am apparently incapable of inserting a link properly, you'll have to cut and paste this loooong link: http://store.tempevideo.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=TV&Product_Code=TD-1128 i know, i suck!

How You Feel
whats your name?are we close?what do you think of me?do you have a crush on me?would you kiss me?would you date me?describe me in 3 words?If you had me for 30 mins,wat would you do?what was ur frist impression of me?do you still think the same?what reminds you of me?If you could give me anthing,what would it be?How well do you know me?What do you like about me best?Ever wanted 2 tell me somthing you could'nt?Could you love me?Give a nickname and explain why?Are you gonna out this on ur blog and c wat i say about you?Do you think im Hot?Anything 2 say b4 you go?

Yeah U Know Who You Are
Do you honestly think you hurt my feeling that you removed me from your friends list.. Give Me A Fucking break .I dont need fake ass people like you and your SO CALLED FRIENDS that like to run their mouth .Call me a follower and saying its my loss,b/c i disowned A two face person .And i Really dont give two flying fucks you getting tired of seeing me change my status.... At least i have interesting thing to say unlike your lil 23 yrs old friend doesnt... Oh And dont you worry how i know what the fuck your saying , it aint none of your fucking business. Just know I have my sources . And i aint a pussy to call you out on it , unlike ya'll talking about people behind their backs.. it just shows how PATHETIC YOU REALLY ARE.

((smile))
Our Birth is our Opening Balance! Our Death is our Closing Balance! Our Prejudiced Views are our Liabilities. Our Creative Ideas are our Assets. Heart is our Current Asset. Soul is our Fixed Asset. Brain is our Fixed Deposit. Thinking is our Current Account. Achievements are our Capital. Character & Morals, our Stock-in-Trade. Friends are our General Reserves. Values & Behaviour are our Goodwill. Love is our Dividend.Children are our Bonus Issues.. Education is Brands / Patents. Knowledge is our Investment. Experience is our Premium Account. The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately. The Goal is to get the Best Presented Accounts Award. Some very Good and Very bad things The most destructive habit……….........................Worry The greatest Joy...................................................Giving The greatest loss..............................Loss of self-respect The most satisfying work.......................Helping others

Why I Am Like This
I have had a few conversations on this topic recently. Usually it is someone happily pointing out my flaws. As much as I enjoy these conversations, they need to stop. It isn’t that I mind being told what is wrong with me; it is because you do not take responsibility for your part in it. I strive for perfection and am disappointed when I do not reach it not because I have high expectations of myself, but because you do. I have to be perfect, I have to be right all the time because that is what is expected of me. Too many people delight in every mistake I make, or love to point out the one time I was wrong. Most people can slip up, make a mistake or fail at a task and it is no big deal. We never mention it again. I make plenty of mistakes, but I have to fix them. I can crash and burn, and still be expected to win the race. People can outright offend me, and it is no big deal. Treat me like crap, hurt my feelings and no one cares. Yet I have to watch what I do or say a

Carlos Santana: Legalize Pot, Get Back To Spirit
By Denise Quan CNN LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- Whenever you speak with Carlos Santana, you pretty much know what you're going to get: lots of talk about love and light. spiritual analogies, name-dropping of people like Marvin Gaye and Mother Teresa. Carlos Santana will start a 72-show residency in Las Vegas in May at the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino. It may take a moment to enter the humble headspace of the 61-year-old guitarist legend, but once you're there, you realize that this is a man who acts with his heart instead of his head. Somehow, he's managing to live out his 1960s ideals in 2009 -- and he wants fans to experience a piece of that with his new Las Vegas, Nevada, show, "Supernatural Santana: A Trip Through the Hits." The 72-show residency at the Hard Rock Hotel and Casino launches May 27, with 36 concerts this year and 36 in 2010. As with all his events, a portion of the cost of each ticket will be donated to the Milagro Foundation, the cha

The Day My Dad Died...
I dont think I've ever told this story here. Back in '72 my father died, and by that I mean he was technically, medically and legally dead (He's alive now) He was in the Navy, working as a jet mechanic. He had to wear a padded, almost sound proof helmet because the engines on the jets had to be on while he worked on them. All mechanics were told they were NOT allowed to wear the helmets anywhere other than inside the shop because of them being soundproof. Well, my father being my father decided that rule didnt apply to him, so one day he's walking across the flightdeck, helmet on, when a plane crashes. They send out the fire engines to take care of the fire, sirens blaring, horns honking, the whole 9yrds. Well since my dad had the helmet on he couldnt hear any of it, and got smackeded by one of the firetrucks, full speed. His body went flying across the flightdeck, dragging on the ground the whole way, friction causing his skin to peel off from his body, from mid section up to his le

Spend Carnival In Venice At Cross Purposes
How to share what I’ve been reading lately as well as prepare for Easter (or Resurrection Sunday, because it’s the Christian church’s annual commemoration of Jesus’ rising from the dead after three days … dead) should make for a fun entry to write! So hang on … last night after Martha and I got home from Bethany’s Good Friday service where as an added touch we picked up rocks inside that represented our sin – our active separation from God by our words and deeds – and lay them at the foot of a life-sized cross, we came home to an Easter egg hunt set up by our kids Sarah and Jeffrey and their aunt Mary. Martha had a better job finding her eight allotted plastic eggs than I did, but after getting the difference between looking across a room and looking up in a room (a regional thing, much like my pronouncing caramel as CARE-a-mel and Martha’s family pronouncing it car-MUL) clear, I got mine and then it was our turn to hid

So Called People Returning Favors
You know I'm sick and tired of seeing people asking for help to level up and when someone like me goes and helps them out with their rates. They Turn around and just rate the profile. What kind of shit is that. i rate 100 to 200 of yours and you turn around and rate one out of all mine. Don't ya think that's being selfish just a bit.If you don't like rating people, then you should return the favor by giving them a gift like a small BLING that's 1-3 credits depending on how many rates they do. or something and not be a greedy ass, that's trying to make it to the top before everyone else... *This doesn't apply to some of my new friends or the people that return their favors with Blings and rates. * Its to all the Greedy Bastards out there that dont return not even a quarter of what you gave them.You know my time is as presicous as yours is. I may have the common sense not to spend my hard earn money on some website.But I do return all rates, add's, fanning, etc. i even pimp out the

Katie's St Patricks Day Train
HAPPY ST. PATRICK'S DAY FROM KATIE AND ST.MICHAEL The Rules: 1. Stop by Katie's page, rate the St. Patrick's Day folder of pics (she has autos on starting at 3pm Eastern Time today)... Starting with this one... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "St. Patrick's Day Train" or something like that... 3. Private message Katie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list...Check the tags folder on her profile to see if one has already been prepared for you.

Pics
Aight, as you all can tell, I'm not a VIP anymore. I have roughly over 600 pics on here and can't add anymore. So.... My question for my friends is.... Do you think I should delete and start over, or just leave what I have up...

An Iq Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 133 You know a lot about sex. You have had many sexual experiences and you are well versed in all of the lingo associated with sex. You watch a lot of T.V. shows about sex and you pick up a lot through movies and T.V. You are likely to get even smarter when it comes to sex, because you are very intelligent already and are just waiting to have more sexual experiences. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Sorry...i..dipped...on..ya.
I,know,we,were,chatting the,other,day but,as,life,usually,does i,was,dragged,away without,a,word life,and,work took,over you,know,how,it,is so,im,jus,saying,hello i,didn't,forget,about,you,no and,when,i,get,back in,a,few,days can,we,pick,up where,we,left,off?? this,is,to,no,one,person but,it,is,dedicated to,a,special,few love,on,me like,i,love,on,you muah da,FoxX!!!

Stiletto Girls
Come join my modest gathering of sexy Fubar members who all share a passion for heels. Just give me a shout if you want me to pimp your ass off. XXXXX FOUNDER XXXXX JJ - Stiletto Girl - Heels & Wheels Girl - Passions Girl XXXXXXXX MANAGEMENT XXXXXXXX Angel Eyes1974~co owner*stiletto girls~w.i.s.e.u.k.f.~U.K.L~the sisterhood~ NO fan NO add~pls sign m Ambivalent Goddess~*Personal Assistant and member of the Stiletto Girl*~ Lily / Stiletto Girls HostessXXXXXXXXXX PROMOTER XXXXXXXXXX HeyYouAwake2 XXXXXXXX SECURITY AKA THE BOSS XXXXXXXX MAVERICK2009 XXXXXXXXX MEMBERS XXXXXXXXXX bialicia ~ Proud Member of the Stiletto Girls ~ Jilly Baby~

Broken Image
A younge Girl prays for death to end the pain and missouri she feels wishing someone could take it all away she is a boken image in a shattered mirror of life forgeton by her father in heaven left alone in this world with few who care on a dark path that gets darker the farther she walks down it with no light left to shine she keeps praying for a light or for death for she will always remain as a broken image for the mirror can never be whole again POEM BY AMANDA RAE DAGUE

Saturday
My daughter just called and invited me up to my grandma's for an early Easter dinner tonight. I am hesitant on going because all of what is going on with my family, but I am going to go for my daughters sake. I am the outcast and totally the blacksheep of the family, they have never forgiven me for my past for the most part, even though it has been 6 years. I am a nervous about going, I am going to be walking on eggshells even more then I am here. I have a feeling my mother told my sisters about the situation, who I know have big mouths and will tell the rest of the relatives. I wish I could just curl up and forget life for the time being, but I know I can't which makes it all harder. This stress is tearing me up, I haven't been on here a lot and been doing a lot of sleeping, waking up with horrific nightmares.

Life
'The Train of Life' Some folks ride the train of life Looking out the rear, Watching miles of life roll by, And marking every year. They sit in sad remembrance, Of wasted days gone by, And curse their life for what it was, And hang their head and cry. But I don't concern myself with that, I took a different vent, I look forward to what life holds, And not what has been spent. So strap me to the engine, As securely as I can be, I want to be out on the front, To see what I can see. I want to feel the winds of change, Blowing in my face, I want to see what life unfolds, As I move from place to place. I want to see what's coming up, Not looking at the past, Life's too short for yesterdays, It moves along too fast. So if the ride gets bumpy, While you are looking back, Go up front, and you may find, Your life has jumped the track. It's all right to remember, That's part of history, But up front's where it's happening, There's so much mystery. The enjoyment of living, Is not where we have be

Enjoy
We've been with each other all day and we've had a really great time and since iwe really don't have anything to do I check into a hotel for the night and i ask if you would like to stay with me, you agree and so we head up to them room, we get our showers and start talking some more, but then i notice that i'm strangely drawn to you and i ask if i could give you a neck rub, "I give good ones" ,I add. you let me and i ask you to lay on your stomach. You do and i stradle you. I start rubbing your neck and your back and you seem to be enjoying it because i could swear that you are moaning,so I lean over and whisper in your ear, "You're really starting to turn me on." You get this devious little smile on your face as look back at me and say "oh really?!?!?!" in a very sarcastic manner. I reply "yes you are." and i get off of you and lay by you. I gently grasp your hand and i kiss it. and then i moave down to your wrist where i gently nibble at it. after wards i climb over you and i start

New Credit Card Scam & How It Works
New Credit Card Scam & How It Works This one is pretty slick since they provide YOU with all the information, except the one piece they want. Note: the callers do not ask for your card number; they already have it. This information is worth reading. By understanding how the VISA & MasterCard Telephone Credit Card Scam works, you'll be better prepared to protect yourself. One of our employees was called on Wednesday from 'VISA', and I was called on Thursday from 'MasterCard'. The scam works like this: Person calling says, 'This is (name), and I'm calling from the Security and Fraud Department at VISA. My badge number is 12460. Your card has been flagged for an unusual purchase pattern, and I'm calling to verify. This would be on your VISA card which was issued by (name of bank). Did you purchase an Anti-Telemarketing Device for $497.99 from a Marketing company based in ...(xyz etc)

5000k Per 100 Comments 1000k Per Rate
Hello!!! How are ya? Want some fubucks?? im paying 1000 fubucks for jus a rate.. jus rate the pic and then leave a comment saying that you rated for chaotic.. im also paying 5000 fubucks per 100 comments. send me a message and i will pay you for it. Thanx for your time n have a great weekend!Chaotic PrincessJust click the pic below. PM me for payment!

Sidewalk
Sidewalks define the path in most neighborhoods. In dreams, the sidewalk often feels more like the yellow-brick road in The Wizard of Oz, intended to help you stay on course. The sidewalk is interesting because it often leads to scenes that would not be found in a neighborhood. Instead, the sidewalk leads to mountains, caves, volcanoes, etc. It often leads the dreamer to the next place in order to move the dream story forward. As nonsensical as this sort of appearance of a sidewalk may seem, it is merely a method that your unconscious mind uses to further the dream story (such as the use of a well-known object or person as a bridge between story elements). It is important to recognize that dreaming about a sidewalk as a significant symbol of the dream interpretation is rare. More often, the sidewalk is simply part of a common street scene. Does the sidewalk take you to a place that sidewalks usually don't go? Is the sidewalk or the street that you are walking along a familiar one

Me And My Life
I AM A MOM OF 4 KIDS AND A LOVING WIFE.......ALL I WANT IS A FRIEND NOTHING MORE IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT.. I AM VERY SORRY FOR YOU.. I DON'T NEED THE BULL SH** FROM NO ONE..SO IF YOU ALL STILL WANT TO BE MY FRIEND THATS KOOL..IF YOU ALL WANT TO HAVE FRIENDLY FLIRTING IS SAFE.. BUT NO SEX TALK AT ALL. if you all want to have sex talk at all go find someone how can.. im not going to do that to my husband .........if you all don't like it then dont become my friend ......remember that i am a loving mom and a loving wife SO.. please know the BOUNDRIES NO CALLING ME SEXY OR HOTTY OR HOT I DON'T IT AT ALL SO....THANK you for being my FRIEND'S........ AND HAVE A BLESS DAY..............

Rip The Night Away
If it ain't natural, then it ain't real [Chorus:] Oh we gonna' be kickin' tonight We gonna' be sipping tonight Ripping the night away (rip the night away) Oh, when the time is right Another full moon light We rip the night away (rip the night away) If this was the last joint, that we ever rolled up tight, I'd want to be with good friends, underneath that open sky, Play some mellow music, throw our dreams into the fire, Release all the demons, and our souls are uprising [Chorus x2] There's nothing in the world like some good times and good vibes Surrounded with your friends and your family by your side All the time you spent together going out havin' fun Doin' the things you do, this life style's got us on the run Life's too precious every moment make it count Some days you're on the top some day's you're down and out This life's a gift, I'm gonna shine my light So sit back, relax, get high, with us and kick it with us tonight [Chorus x2] (Rip the night away) Burning, burning, bur

Pillsbury Doughboy Dies.......
Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs... Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes.. Despite being a little flaky at times, he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children: John Dough, Jane Dough and Dosey Doug

Complementary Energies
Balancing Self with Family Life Many of us have a hard time balancing taking care of ourselves with taking care of our family responsibilities. For people with young children, this can be especially challenging, but even people without children have obligations to care for extended family, partners, pets, and the home in which they live. It’s easy to lose track of our own needs as we give ourselves to the people, pets, and places we love. However, it is essential to their well-being that we take care of ourselves, filling our own wells with water so that we have something to offer when we return home each day. It is easy to get caught up in the demands of home life because they never stop. There is always one more thing you can do, another dish in the sink, a counter that needs wiping, or a person who needs a ride somewhere. If you don’t set some boundaries, you will find yourself on an endless journey of housework and doing for others. Eventually, you will probably fe

Breathing Into Order
Feeling Overwhelmed Sometimes we may feel like there is just too much we need to do. Feeling overwhelmed may make it seem like the universe is picking on us, but the opposite is true: we are only given what we can handle. Difficult situations are opportunities to be our best selves, hone our skills and rise to the occasion. The best place to start is to take a deep breath. As you do, remind yourself that the universe works in perfect order and therefore you can get everything done that needs to get done. As you exhale, release all the details that you have no control over. The universe with it‘s infinite organizing power will orchestrate the right outcome. Anytime stress begins to creep up, remember to breathe through it with these thoughts. Then, make a list of everything you need to do. Note what needs to be done first, and mark the things others may be able to do for you or with you. Though we often think no one else can do it correctly or well, there are times when it i

I Hate Everything
i think people need to stick with there own race cuz we dont need anymore of these halfbreed gigaboo kids running around. and one more thing to the dumbass fucking people who think love is real u folks need grow up thats like saying god is real when he isnt none of that shit is true. and if any of u have a problem with that its not my pron maybe u dumbfucks should get smarter.

This Or That
Colors or Black or White?blackPink or Purple?purpleYellow or Green?greenApple or Orange?orangesFairy or Princess?princessPanda or Kangaroo?pandaAnalog or Digital?digitalCoke or Pepsi?cokeCoffee or Tea?coffeeCake or Ice Cream?ice creamMiami Dolphins or New York Jets?ICK neitherHockey or Soccer?soccerSummer or Winter Olympics?winterRollerblade or Iceskate?rollerbladeFire or Ice?fireDildo or Vibrator?vibeBeatles or Rolling Stones?BeatlesElton John or Billy Joel?Billy JoelGold or Silver?goldMetallica or Slayer?MetallicaPineapple rings or tidbits?tidbitsIn tic-tac-toe, are you the X or O?OHeads or Tails?headsSchool or Work?WorkThrow up or Diarrhea?neither thanks anywayBowling or Rollerskating?bowlingHurricane or Earthquake?hurricaneToo fat or too skinny?too fatCoffee with creamer or black?w/creamerMySpaceBulletins.com or QuizPox.com ?whateverAmazing Race or Survivor?SurvivorDomestic or Foreign car?dependsMiami Ink or L.A. Ink?L.A. InkSandals or Tennis Shoes?sneaksTwister or Connect Four?con

Repost From A Friend
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.To every guy that said he would die for her.To every guy that really would.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her. ....To every guy that she cried in front of...To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up...To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she was b

Intelligence Speaks For Itself
The Fear of Appearing Dumb The universal need to be accepted by others can be a barrier that prevents us from being ourselves around them. When we fear that the people we encounter will perceive us as inept or unintelligent, we frequently try to flaunt our grasp of large words or clever witticisms or our professional expertise in an effort to convince them that we are smart and capable. The reasons for feeling this way can be many, and they can often stem from as far back as your childhood. Many women in particular have the fear that they may appear not smart. Yet overcompensating for this fear can have the opposite effect if others are driven away by what they see as an immodest attitude or sense that you are urgently trying to prove yourself. The simple desire to be judged smart by both new and old acquaintances can cause you to reject your true self and adopt an affected persona. But in trying so persistently to project an image of supreme intelligence or capability, you deny oth

A Healing Channel
Everyone Can Heal Touch is the first tool we turn to when confronting pain. We react similarly to a stubbed toe and a broken heart, tenderly grasping the affected area. This need to apply physical contact is part of the innate healing instinct present within each of us. We are all born with the ability to heal ourselves and to heal others. Because healing energy does not come from within but from outside our ourselves, the energy is there for anyone to use, and thus no formal training is required. When you have the intent to heal and love is your only motive, you become a conduit for healing energy. Through the simple laying on of hands, you can direct that universal healing energy in order to comfort those who are experiencing pain or distress. In performing healing energy work, it is imperative that you ground yourself both before you begin and afterward. The illnesses and issues others face can be absorbed into our energy field, and healing can exhaust our own energy reserves. A

Public Service Announcement....
Last night I had happen something most guys dream of here on Fubar. I had one of the hottest looking babes on this site shout me and ask if I would like to webcam with her. She sais she was horny and had to have me now. Since she clearly did not read my profile, something I find is the usual here rather than the exception, I knew she must be either really horny, doing a random act of kindness, or a scammer. Now if I am really horny I usually do not come on here and ask some random woman to webcam. I know you ladies have a different experience but that is just me. Call it a weakness. Random acts of kindness involve sending encouraging words and thoughts that I actually think about and make unique for the person receiving them. So I concluded she must be a scammer. But in the interest of scientific research I decided to play along. I have a spirit of adventure and always ready to learn new things about people. I am also a sucker for a gorgeous lady with huge breasts. Or not so

Putting Your Selves Together
Integrating Our Many Selves Human beings are multidimensional creatures. Our identity is made up of the sum total of our many traits and values and our character. Each of us possesses within us many different selves. There is the adult part of ourselves and the childlike spirit that resides in each one of us. There is our masculine side and our feminine side. There is the hard worker in us, the artist, the parent, and the caretaker. All of these selves combined form a well-rounded, complex person. Not all of these different aspects of who we are blend easily with each other, however, and some of them may even conflict with or oppose one another. When a person’s different parts clash, such as the self that is our childlike aspect and the self that is our responsible adult, we often end up compartmentalizing or suppressing one of these aspects to ease the conflict. While this may make us feel better in the short run, we would be better off finding a way for these two selves to c

Learned Self-reliance
The Negative Effects of Spoiling Children Parents are moved by instinct to love, nurture, and provide for their offspring. Because our children are so much a part of us, we want to see them blissfully happy. Also, our own desire to be liked, materialist pressures, and a fervent wish that our children have everything we lacked as youngsters can prompt us to spoil them. However, while it might seem that buying your child expensive gifts will give them fond memories of childhood or that you can heal your emotional wounds by doting on your sons and daughters, you may be unconsciously interfering with your children’s evolutional development. One of the most precious gifts you can grant your children is the true independence they gain when they learn to earn what they covet and become stewards of their own happiness. Try allowing your children to experience life to the fullest. Let them work and earn what they want. When the time comes for them to go to college and enter the workfor

For The Weekend
Do you plan on falling in love in 2009?i dont plan anythingWithout stating the name, say something to someone you hate?i try not to hate nowadayzBritney Spears, Yes or No?fake...phonyDo you like your life?its ok...could b betterDo you trust people easily?not anymoreWould you ever get a tattoo?workin on it hehDoes your boyfriend/ girlfriend have any tattoos?n/aWould you rather it be sunny or rainy?i like rainDoes it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?nobody hasDo you sing obnoxiously in the car?its been awhileWhen was the last time you talked to your number 1?todayIs there a person who knows everything or almost everything about you?nopeDo you plan on moving out within the next year or two?workin on that nowWhere is your number two person on your friends list?i dont have a #2When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?been awhile...im not really touchy feely type of personWhat were you doing at midnight last night?watchin tv & playin on hereHas

Stalker
I have yet another stalker. Yay? If you all remember last month I had someone coming to my page at least twice a day. I blogged about it showing the user. A few days later, the profile was gone. Hadn't been visited by anyone like that since. Well, that was until a few days ago. At first I didn't think much of it, because I figured it was just a new profile, no pictures uploaded yet. It wasn't a big deal. I then realized that they were coming to my page at least 3-4 times a day...reading every one of my blogs. Saying NOTHING. So I guess now I have another stalker. Of course you can't go to their profile because it's "friends only". "leftymcpherson" I'm really starting to wonder why I'm having so many stalkers. I don't think I do anything worth stalking. I'm boring, lol.

Good Lovers..
Somehow I have been fortunate to have three very good lovers in my life .... it is not their sexual prowess that makes them good lover, though they are certainly nothing to sneeze at, and many would have to go a long way to top any one them, that is not their secret to a good lover, it is them themselves. But it is the other elements that make them special: their compassion, their kindness, their intelligence, and even their psychic ability to somehow know when I need them the most.I no say I was in love with any of them,they just to me made great lovers. My lovers have all been gracious enough to place me in a high position in their lives, to make me feel wanted, sexy, needed, that is truly a high honor for any human. For when a person knows they are accepted and wanted, there is no greater ego booster. And in return they get back tenfold of what they give to me for I feel free to share myself with them.What do they do that is special: they give to me their time, their attention a co

Trivia #21- Episode 101
We had another big turnout for this most popular event each week, and so here are last nights results: DJFunk----------------61 Lost-------------------47 Redlar----------------38 Xanrose---------------27 DrMarko---------------24 Monkey---------------23 Mchgn-----------------21 Serenity---------------18 LadyLeanne-----------18 AnitaDick--------------16 MammaHelle---------14 Alex-------------------13 Tempest--------------12 JenJen----------------10 Shaggy----------------9 Kerry-------------------4 OP_free---------------1 Congrats to DJFunk for taking the weekly event. Welcome DrMarko for his 1st try, good job. Now here is the list and current totals for the year: Xanrose--------------593Mchgn----------------581Lost-----------------487MammaHelle-----------424Redlar---------------420Nightshade-----------383Sheena---------------376MissAshley-----------370Punkette-------------330AnitaDick------------254Sassy_Jen------------228Strega---------------202SweetAngel-----------1

Heart Of A Volunteer
When someone is offering you there heart are they volunterring it to ease the pain they suffered or is it for real? We cannot be so sure even after the last few or the first one we was with lied to us after they volunteered there heart to us. Some volunteers can be fakers who get what they need, want or controll. Some volunteers are just using there own hearts as temporary subjects to use people with out caring if they hurt the other peoples feelings. Men and women have been doing this for years and they need to be pointed out. A Heart of a Volunteer is not a true goal for anybody to accomplish in life. It takes a Real Man or a Real Woman to show what a Real Heart can do, not a phoney volunter who gives there heart for thrills and leaves you. Never trust a heart of a volunteer.

Stupid People
IDIOT SIGHTING: We had to have the garage door repaired. The Sears repairman told us that one of our problems was that we did not have a 'large'enough motor on the opener. I thought for a minute, and said that we had the largest one Sears made at that time, a 1/2 horsepower. He shook his head and said, "Lady, you need a 1/4 horsepower." I responded that 1/2 was larger than 1/4. He said, "NO, it's not.. Four is larger than two..." We haven't used Sears repair since. IDIOT SIGHTING: My daughter and I went through the McDonald's take-out window and I gave the clerk a $5 bill. Our total was $4.25, so I also handed her a quarter. She said, "You gave me too much money." I said, "Yes I know, but this way you can just give me a dollar bill back." She sighed and went to get the manager who asked me to repeat my request. I did so, and he handed me back the quarter, and said "We're sorry but we cannot do that kind of thing." The clerk then proceeded to give me back $1 and 75 cents in change.. Do

Incoherent Rambling-1
That's not necesarily true..cuz every moment I'm there with you. Don't know how it happened I can't explain, but I feel you coursing through my veins.. don't know how you got there and don't know why, all I know is every minute i all but cry.I long to be near you, you control my brain, I honestly feel i'm going insane, don't know how I got here, don't know what to do all I really do know is i am nothing without you.

Drugs As A Sport
this chat i had with a fubar member made me think how most straight edgers think, and your wrong, think of it as a sport, what sport do you enjoy? inhernetly there are dangers to most any persuit, lets look at rock climbing, there are accidents all the time in rock climbing, yet its not illegal, its not taboo, its an extreme sport, and i feel that although it shouldnt make the olympics but perhaps some drug training classes and permits to negate risks, and like all sports it will always have some risks but we can minimise those with proper training

Poem
A True Friend Till The End Of Time Wrote This Poem For Me Several Months Ago I Wanted To Share It With You All Thank You Ken The Rose THere is nothing quite so beautiful as a Rose From whence the beauty came God only knows Though a Rose may be fullof spines and thornsSometimes it takes a little pain for such beauty to be bornThe Rose is one of Gods Greatest creationsNo man can duplicate it it would be just a cheap imitationIt's beauty is so pleasingto the eye With out in life my heart would surely die By Ken Ford © 2006 Ken Ford (All rights reserved)

People Worry So Damn Much About The End
in the end, nothing matters, EVERYTHING ENDS! so why worry about a dead future? live for the moment, life's too short worry about the end. so this is my first blog on here... i feel as if i have to say something that's lasting or sounds important, i like talking about ideas... i'm not sure wdf to write atm, i'm dragging right now, sometimes i can be quite the chatter box, other times... i dig the silence

Changes
Sugar and spice, Sweet and shy Smart and quiet Then bold and sassy. Hard to get yet easy to love She turns the corners of life Looking through many eyes Somedays she calm and tender Some shes ready to fight. She wants to be loved Yet needs her space Push too hard or too fast and she gone in quick pace. How can someone love her If she changes from day to day If noone can seeand accept all the difference to her inside. She's broken hearts And has had hers broken too But she keeps going without regret For to change a moment in the past Would change the entire present. Show her you understand Get to know who she is From every angle And you might be lucky enough To win her friendship then love.

Episode 101- Unexpected New Blood And A Twist
This is the first episode in year 3, and boy was it a doosy! Because of an unexpected twist, Redlar had to do a Friday night show to spend the weekend with Lil Beelzebub turning 7. So at the last minute, Redlar found new blood by roping in his newest co-host to the show, Mr. OP_free. Also joining the fray was Puurfect and Xanrose. Finally, my brother on air with me. We had cam issues most the night, that Kerry from Fantasia worked on and fixed, thanx for that. We topped out at a new high on the show, 23 logged in chatters to our lounge. Here is what we covered: Pool League update Top 12- Things uttered by Yoda while making love Hellcast Trivia #21 Movie Review- Adventureland Dumb Laws of Ohio Redlars Good Deed Sextalk w/ TMI King of the Hill- TI & JT, Timbaland, Pussycat dolls Drink of the week- Blue Motorcycle Mad Lib- The one with the Jellyfish Country of the week- Chile Best of Beast- pool party Slackney's Wisdom On this day in history Comic of the week- Gabriel Iglas

Plz Pray For Our Sweet Carrie And Her Family!!!
BELOW IS A COPY OF A MUM POSTED BY JOHHNY RIGGS.ITS IN REGUARDS TO OUR DEAR FRIEND CARRIE.LIKE HE SAYS BELOW SHE IS THE SWEETEST PERSON I HAVE MET ON HERE.SHE NEEDS MORE THAN ANYTHING TO KNOW THAT HER FRIENDS HERE ARE THINKING ABOUT HER,SHE NEED ALL OUR LOVE.this is a sb i got from carrie husband Syrano, " ...: FYI: carrie has had a series of strokes. SHe has lost the ability to move her right side and cannot speak. prognosis is not good for the long term....please pray for her . she's the kindest person i have ever met in my lifeand she needs to know we care about her . not just for the trains or contest or other things on here . but because she cares a lot about her friends.thank you JohnnyBELOW WILL BE THE LINK TO CARRIES PAGE PLZ PEOPLE LETS SHOW THIS SWEET LADY MASS AMOUNTS OF LOVE:)Carrie~~R/L Wife of Syrano~~Owner of CARRIE'S BAD AZZ BOYS 4 LIFE~~Owned by NunyaB~~@ fubarWE LOVE YOU CARRIE...PLZ REPOST FOR EVERYONE TO SEE...THIS

My Days As A Muse
I casually stumbled upon a bushel of overflowing ubundence, only to find rotton moldy cores of frosted and weathered nectarines, bitter from a hard winter of solitude and BRUTAL oppression. Tomclancy rocks because he walks with a hand of righteousness down his pants and keeps his hat down out of respect for the ugliness of his forehead. On a quest, a quest for a pony, and my dreams have been stolen. A man smelling of cheap crappy single malt scotch and stale hooker crawl and newport lights. A man with little or no tolerance for alcohol, an insatiatble boner for life, and a pony-shaped hole in his heart. Seriously, he's bleeding internally. The fucking rubicks cube is not gonna plug that shit up. Nurse, stat, CCs, gloves, prep, and various other medical terminology.

Sex And Cigars Or Seinfeld, Recast
Right at this moment, my neighbor is having sex. Luckily, I can’t hear him. I CAN hear her. At this very same moment, I am smoking a cigar and as much as I like cigars, I like sex still more. This reminds me of a Seinfeld episode where George wants to complete the trifecta: sex, sandwich, sports simultaneously. I’ll pass on the second and third but sex and a cigar simultaneously? That has my attention. Luckily, a friend who knows a couple of my weaknesses and a couple of my fetishes was creative enough to craft such an offer. It did not take me long to decide. We even have the positions worked out. Forget missionary or spoon. Forget huffing and puffing. This is sitting and grinding in all its nicotonic goodness. Alas, until she delivers, this is a pipe dream.

Sexual Immoralities And Other Things
1 corinthians 6 Morality in Legal Matters 1When one of you has a complaint against another, does he dare to take the matter before those who are unrighteous and not before the saints? 2You know that the saints will rule the world, don't you? And if the world is going to be ruled by you, can't you handle insignificant cases? 3You know that we will rule angels, not to mention things in this life, don't you? 4So if you have cases dealing with this life, why do you appoint as judges people who have no standing in the church? 5I say this to make you feel ashamed. Has it come to this, that there is not one person among you who is wise enough to settle disagreements between brothers?[a] 6Instead, one brother goes to court against another brother, and before unbelieving judges,[b] at that! 7The very fact that you have lawsuits among yourselves is already a defeat for you. Why not rather just accept the wrong? Why not rather be cheated? 8Instead, you yourselves practice doing wrong and cheati

Just Me
My name is james and i am from the net. i am here to make friends and rate those who rate me. if you want to hate please just leave... if you want me to rate you rate my default and any pics you please i will rate back asap. fan me ill do the same if you want added please do so after rating me.

My Prayer And Offering
dear god,im asking that my dearest friend can find you again,that you will show her the direction with ur light. please love on her and her family. wrap your arms around her and her sons,show them your endless love and forgiveness and grace. please provide them with your guidance,security,clarity,compassion and love so they know what to do. please do it in such a way that they have no doubt about you. please shroud and protect them with you power,light and love. god, i will freely give my life as a lamb,a sacrifice like jesus did although i am not worthy or clean as he. if this is what it takes to free my dearest friend and her family that is my offer. the only thing i ask and i know u will provide is that my family is protected when i'm gone and that one day you will guide them to you in the end. this is a scary thought for me god,but im willing to do so if that's what it takes to free my dearest friend and her family of destruction. i also will add that i wish for her and i to be o

The Rollar Coaster
The Rollar Coaster I am on a Rollar Coaster, it has been a very emotional and scary ride, I regret even getting on this ride. All I want is to be off this ride. It is disorienting and oh so confusing. I can't make sense of anything or even think clearly, it keeps me completely disoriented and paralyzed. All I can do is sit there and cry, as it goes on and on and continue's to fly. It is isn't a rush or a thrilling ride but one that makes me scream out load a bone chilling cry. It pulls me aloung and it has pulled way too long. It follows a path, a path unknown. I don't where I am, or where I'm gonna go. I am on a Rollar Coaster, and I really hate this ride for where it goes nobody knows. When will it stop? I just don't know. It makes me crazy and feel despair deep down inside. It just takes me aloung a very unfortunate long on going ride. It spins and spins vigorously out of controll. It makes me feel helpless as I am taken through every turn completely out of controll. It toss's m

Submariner's Life
Only a submariner realizes to what great extent an entire ship depends on him as an individual. To a landsman this is not understandable, and sometimes it is even difficult for us to comprehend, but it is so! A submarine at sea is a different world in herself, and in consideration of the protracted and distant operations of submarines, the Navy must place responsibility and trust in the hands of those who take such ships to sea. In each submarine there are men who, in the hour of emergency or peril at sea, can turn to each other. These men are ultimately responsible to themselves and each to the other for all aspects of operation of their submarine. They are the crew. They are the ship. This is perhaps the most difficult and demanding assignment in the Navy. There is not an instant during his tour as a submariner that he can escape the grasp of responsibility. His privileges in view of his obligations are almost ludicrously small, nevertheless, it is the spur which has given the Nav

No Regrets!!!
I reilize that who I use to be doesn't determine who I have to be Given a chance to learn with each of life's mistakes and downfalls A fork in the river aloughs me to look two diffrent ways and decide The unintentinal pain I caused gives me a perspective I don't want Facing both me's seems somewhat unfair until shown both sides Could I love enough to change another given what I now know Control is an illusion and fear is the trigger that brings a false peace The true pain of others has been cheapend by lies of self-pity Munipulation becomes its own worst enemy and it leaves you alone End game nothing repeated and regrets only keep you weak

Crazy Bitches
My status says "Go Rape Sho's 11s" I get this in my shoutbox from (http://fubar.com/user/610579) right before she blocked me. Read bottom to top, of course. ❤HORNY ANG...: maybe it says rape thats the word im talking about but i have more pull around here than u so have a good one lmao maybe u will get raped one day❤HORNY ANG...: good way to weed out the weirdos though... i guess the normal ppl dont use the term rape as in taking by force... when speaking of rating-> ❤HORNY ANG...: maybe you need to re-read my comment, it does not say go rape sho, it says go rape her 11's..❤HORNY ANG...: but maybe u havent been raped❤HORNY ANG...: well for almost 3 yrs i see a few ppl say it but WE dont usually play with a serious word like that-> ❤HORNY ANG...: that's what we usually say about going to rate all the pics for someone with 11's.❤HORNY ANG...: then what.....❤HORNY ANG...: nice word to use-> ❤HORNY ANG...: yes❤HORNY

What To Do
feelings why must we feel like this when we care so much fo a person .. do long distance relationships work ..i hope so cuz i fell hard for this person and its lke a dream come true for me ..and he got to deal wit his baby mama they aint together they just there for the kids and we get along on everything im what hes lookin for and he is what im lookin for .do u think it will work kinda confused

Lil Freestlye Here!!!
Now's a good time to write songs about ya life and the shit thats gone wrong no reason to hide what you really feel inside dont give a damn tell the people what's for real that's how you make it everyday alive put pen to paper heal the pain deep inside and the hurt,scars from a troubled past live,love,laugh till your last.... thats all for now couldnt think of nothing else:)

Just Do Me!!!
Nice hot long tongue trailing my inner thighs all the way to my sweetspot...taking me from behind...slow at first then bending me over....taking my hair into your hands...slamming your dick as deep as it will go...fucking me so hard and deep i scream in orgasmic pleasure.Filling me up with every inch of yourself. Fuck me hard,Fuck me deep,Fuck me soft and gentle. Pull my hair,sink your teeth in my skin. Sink your nails in my skin til i bleed. Make me submit in your arms. Make me cum on your command. Oooo Hell just do me Baby!!! Hope Yyou Aall Enjoy!!

What A Sweet ,sweet Dream
Chaining me to the bed...my hands resting in the cuffs knowing what is about to happen..Feeling the crack of the flogger hitting my ass i moan in pure pleasure...begging for more wanting what i can't have at the moment.. Savoring the taste of your cock that was just moments ago in my mouth. Hearing the commands from You..telling me to not cum, that i don't have Your permission, i hold on tight as i feel the wraith of the flogger come down once again on my smooth ass. Feeling the heat from it i know i am close to orgasmic bliss but i hold on. Wanting,waiting,craving for that release..moaning louder as the flogger comes crashing down again,breathing harder then i ever have before,begging and pleading for You to take me. Your body covers mine,feeling Your hands in my hair..yanking my head back, You whisper in my ear to cum...i let out a scream of pleasure that surprises me to no end..i cum harder then i ever have..feeling my own juices run down my legs i sense Your own needs and i hold s

How To Compromise As A Couple
If you're grumbling over getting stuck doing the dishes again, your relationship may need a fairness checkup. "Couples often hold different beliefs about what's fair, and when we feel we're being wronged, resentment builds up," says B. Janet Hibbs, Ph.D., author of Try to See It My Way. "But fairness isn't an accounting system; rather, it's a flexible balance of give-and-take that you agree upon in the context of your relationship." Here's how to establish your fairness code: 1. Rethink your expectations. Think about your ideal balance — when it comes to chores, finances, sex, any potential area of conflict — and discuss those expectations with your partner. "Keep in mind that you may not see eye-to-eye on what you consider fair, so be open to compromise," Hibbs says. Once you let go of the notion that your definition of fairness is the only one that counts, you'll be better able to come up with a new set of values that work for both of you. 2. Tell him what you need. Inste

5 Traits That Bag A Boyfriend
At Cosmo's Fun Fearless Malesa Awards, Mario Lopez confessed, "I'm not really working on trying to find Ms. Right. I'm kind of working on being Mr. Right, and it will happen." It got us thinking: Not only is Mario freakin' hot, he's also pretty damn insightful. And experts agree: Before you go looking for your other half, you may want to work on yourself first. Here are the qualities that make you more desirable to guys. Think of it as your pre-dating to-do list. 1. You're just that into yourself. A chick may have smarts, sex appeal, and a sense of humor, but if she doesn't have self-confidence, most guys will take a pass. Women with low self-esteem come across as extremely needy, explains Jim Houran, PhD, relationship psychologist and feature columnist for OnlineDatingMagazine.com. They have to be the center of attention and are constantly looking for reassurance and compliments. And even if you find a guy who at first is willing to be your personal cheerleader, before long he's proba

First Date Red Flags
Most men will stop at nothing to wow the pants off you during your first date, which includes lying through their teeth. At other times, fibs are used to sidestep less-than-desirable situations. And though it would be impossible to convey all the untruths uttered by guys, what follows are a few of the more common ones. “I’m between jobs.” Don’t let a line like this get lost in translation. When a dude feeds you this one, what he’s really trying to say is “I have no friggin’ clue what I want to do with my life.” Nicholas, 29,* comes clean: “A few years ago, I was collecting unemployment and crashing on friends’ couches,” he says. “I had zero direction, but it wasn’t like I could confess that to a girl without her thinking I was a total loser. Saying I was between jobs was the best way to sugarcoat my situation.” Warning: This guy’s mom still does his laundry, and there’

Happy Easter To All, Orbituary, I Never Seen Nor Read One Like This Before..
JESUS CHRIST 33, OF NAZARETH DIED ON FRIDAY ON MOUNT CALVARY ALSO KNOWN AS GOLGOTHA THE PLACE OF THE SKULL.,BETRAYED BY THE APOSTLE JUDAS. JESUS WAS CRUCIFIED BY ROMANS, BY ORDER OF THE RULER PONTIOUS PILATE.THE CAUSES OF DEATH WAS CRUCIFIXION,ETREME EXHAUSTION,SEVERE TORTURE AND LOSS OF BLOOD. JESUS CHRIST A DESCENDANT OF ABRAHAM, WAS A MEMBER OF HOUSE OF DAVID. HE WAS THE SON OF LATE, JOSEPH, A CAPENTER OF NAZARETH, AND MARY HIS DEVOTED MOTHER, HE WAS BORN IN A STABLE, IN THE CITY OF BETHLEHEM, JUDEA.HE IS SURVIVED BY HIS MOTHER MARY,HIS FAITHFUL APOSTLES, NUMEROUS DISCIPLES AND MANY FOLLOWERS. JESUS WAS SELF EDUCATED AND SPENT MOST OF HIS LIFE WORKING AS A TEACHER....JESUS OCASSIONALY WORKED AS A MEDICAL DOCTOR AND IT IS REPORTED THAT HE HEALED MANY PATIENTS. UP UNTIL THE TIME OF HIS DEATH,JESUS WAS TEACHING AND SHARING GOOD NEWS, HEALING THE SICK, TOUCHING THE LONELY, FEEDING THE HUNGRY,AND HELPING THE POOR. JESUS WAS MOST NOTED TELLING PARABLES ABOUT HIS FATHER'S KINGDOM AND PERFO

Welcome To My World
Feeling Your hands twirl in my hair,cupping my breasts feeling Your tongue in my mouth,submitted to Your touch,moving my body against Your hand. Feeling the roughness of Your skin against my moist softness. Teasing me,pleasuring me in ways i didn't know of. Making love to Your hand, back and forth, up and down circling You as i cum harder and harder upon Your commands and only Your commands. Feeling You take me into Your arms....spreading my legs as i feel Your hardness part my soft legs...Arching my back as You fill me up with Your hard cock...moaning in Your ear, whispering, begging,crying for release. You holding both my hands with Yours, stroking my tongue with Your own...making me want You more and more...feeling Our heatbeats match with each thrust, grinding,rough then soft. Screaming in deep seeded pleasure, i beg for release, You tell me in a harsh voice to cum for You...doing as i am told i open myself up to You...cumming almost instantly. Feeling Your arms wrap around my bo

Dating 101: The Best Relationship Advice I Ever Got
odoubt, there are days when you feel as though you deserve the "BestPartner in the World" award: You make sure dates withyour mate stay fun, you settle arguments with amazing grace and youdon't always go into whining mode when you find his dirty socks nextto, rather than in, the hamper. How did you get so smart? You weregiven some stellar advice from friends and family. Here, the nuggets of relationship wisdom you've stayed faithful to over the years #1. Polite Fight "On my wedding-invitation RSVP cards, I left space for guests to writetheir favorite wedding wisdom. The tidbit that rings truest afteralmost nine months of marriage is: 'Attack the issue, not each other.'How it works: If my husband and I disagree about something, we stayfocused on the issue and skip the personal put-downs." -- MelissaGitter Schilowitz, 31, Metuchen, NJ #2. Fit to a Tee "Mygrandmother insisted that I learn how to play golf. 'If your husbandloves to play, you can go along and spend hours together,'

Wanna Make Millions Of Fubucks?? L@@k In Here To Find Out How!!
I AM LOOKING TO BUY BLING PACKS, BLASTS, AUTO BLINGS, CHERRY BOMBS.. ECT WITH FUBUCKS! I HAVE MADE A LIST OF WHAT I AM WILLING TO PAY FOR EACH ITEM, SO IF YOU ARE SELLING PLEASE SHOUTBOX ME OR PRIVATE MESSAGE ME! sO FrESH♥_[diAMond dAveS gUrL & LuCkyChArm xox]_♥Engaged 2 DIAMOND DAVE IN R/L@ fubar BLING PACKS: 5 Credit Bling Pack: $100K 10 Credit Bling Pack: $500K 25 Credit Bling Pack: $1.5 Mil 65 Credit Bling Pack: $3.5 Mil 135 Credit Bling Pack: $6 Mil (will negotiate) 350 Credit Bling Pack- $11 Mil (plus will bling you a 35 credit bling and a special edition bling of your choice) BLASTS: 1 Day Blast: $400K 3 Day Blast: $700K 7 Day Blast: $1 Mil 30 Day Blast: $2.1 Mil BLINGS: Auto 11 Bling: $3 Mil Cherry Bomb: $2.5 Mil Special Edition Bling: $1 Mil HAPPY HOUR: $7 MIL TICKERS: BOUGHT WITH CASH 4 tickers ($20): 800K Gift Tickers: $260K (you make 10K profit)

Three Somes, Sex And Mind Altering Substances ...
...ok...so I'm game for the occasional girl on girl ....I actually love it when I'm drinking or high or stoned or whatever combination of party favors...call it the love of inhibition or the desire to feeeeelllll everything and new things....this is just as much for me with a guy as it is a chic or both... Anyway...I'm not sure if it is just me or the female species in general, but when I want to have and share a woman with a man....it can't be planned...it's one of those things that "happens"...it takes what I want to get me in that mode, mood and mindset....whether it be a few drinks or whatever...but it does take attraction, women, at least the ones I have talked to about it or been with, men can pretty much jump in the sack with anything that has tits and a pussy, get off and go home....if I am fucking "my guy" and a chic and the playing is going on, I want to enjoy it...I want to be the one with the control...I put my HUSBAND's dick in another woman while she was eating me out...

Marital Status
To all of my Wonderful Friends and Family; Well I have not had a clue how to set my relationship status as long as I have been on here. Well I finally figured it out. Thankfully because I have always hated that it said private. Granted I have never hidden that fact because I have lots of proud pics of my Wife and kids on here, but ya'll should not have to ask. Thank you all for your understanding the past year and to those who have asked. All my thanks to all of you. Sincerely; Nathaniel.

Once Upon Good Friday
And there he sat, stone rolled back, and an angel sat upon the floor and there in the corner lay the wrapings neatly rolled in the corner. Upon entering the tomb, the woman bowed down. and the angel said unto her. "Woman, Peter Cottontail doesn't work this side of town." The woman raised her eyes and looked upon the angel. "But how can this be, as I do not know the touch of credit cards. I am but a handmaiden and yet, with the right marketing even this lame spiritual occasion could take off..." And the angel was delighted and joined by a heavenly host and they chimed as one... " Only with the power of Macy's" And then it was as if the earth did open and from it i ssued children and they tossed into the pit the chocolate bunnies of their parents and bellowed forth for the nifty technological devices of today. And the stores saw that they made money and that it was good and the parents smiled for they had what their forefathers had not, another day to spend cash. And somewhere, l

Slipknot - Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again? So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you? My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart? when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint? My own was banished long ago / It took the Death o

Need Bids
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Auction #3
I am auctioning an Auto11/Cherry Bomb! Your Choice. Starting bid is only 1 Fubuck! There will be a Buyout Bid of 15 million FuBux.(This means that someone wanting to insure a win of this bling can bid 15 million and the auction will close upon their payment of this buyout bid.) The Auction will Run until Midnight Sunday 4-12-09 PST. All Bids must be posted in this blog by the bidder. If two bids for the same amount are posted the one POSTING on the blog first will hold that bid. Showing me your naked pictures does not constitute as a bid. Sexual favors must be presented in person before close of bidding to be considered valid. Samples Required. Payment is expected BEFORE delivery of the Bling. No Exceptions. Payment is expected within 12 hours of the auction close. In case of Default of Bid by winner, the bling will then go to the next highest bidder for their top bid. I reserve the right to cancel this auction at any time prior to payment of the winning bi

Com'om Own Us
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Why
I don't know about most of ya, but i always hear "your a great guy and i rather have you as a friend". I hear it every time i try to get with a girl, they say it without giving me a chance mijority of the time or they would just come out and say that they just f**ked two of my freinds then luagh... I know im a great guy but dont use that against me, hell! i might be from missouri but i aint dumb. then there are those girls that take a good hearted men for granted and just use them and kick them while they'er down. dont get me wrong us guys do it to but not all. after all is said and done though i sit back drink and think about what just happened and said... i've been kicked around a few times in past relationships though everybody has, dont get me wrong every relationship has there faults. i could put a girl on top of the world where she is in the hevens, but she'll take it for granted never fells. for the girls that have given me a chance i thank them then leave on peaceful terms wi

Oh My Phucking God
OH MY FUCKING GOD WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO GET MY PIX RATED OR BOMBED IVE OFFERD FUBUX AND THATS NOT GOOD ENUFF FOR NE 1 THESE DAYS THERE TO GOOD FOR FU BUX SO TA HELL WITH ALL THE SNOBBY PPL IM GETTING SICK OF IT PPL WONT RATE U UNLESS U HAVE AN AUTO 11 OR CHERRY BOMB U UNLESS ITS AN AUTO 11 THIS AUTO 11 BLING IS A BAD THING FOR FUBAR THEY NEED TO KILL THE AUTO 11 AND MAYBE PPL WILL GO BACK TO NORM AND NOT BE A FUCKING SNOB

Come Check This Out
Got a new DJ in town @ Party Pad Lounge Preforming Live From DawnStarRadioStarting Sat. April 11 2009 From 8 pm to 10 pm Cst time.His stage name is DJ BAMAHis show is called Lil Bit Of Country Come one come all if your not a member you can feel free to join or you can just enjoy the tunes. Thanks AKA DJ BAMAWillie

Looking For Artists In The Ie!
im looking for artists in the Riverside area to join up with the Art Revolution that is happening downtown. if anyone reading this is from around the area and is an artist looking to display their original work with 25 other artists all under one roof...let me know.

Sex Journal
For all you fu-perverts, I have a sex journal located at livejournal.com If you'd like to read my true, lengthly, and amazing adventures... let me know and I'll give you the info. I'm so happy my husband is a sex god. I couldn't ask for anything more :]

Mmmmmmm Chocolate!!
The Rules of ChocolateIf you get melted chocolate all over your hands, you're eating it too slowly.Chocolate covered raisins, cherries, orange slices and strawberries all count as fruit, so eat as many as you want.The problem: How to get two pounds of chocolate home from the store in a hot car.The solution: Eat it in the parking lot.Diet tip: Eat a chocolate bar before each meal.It'll take the edge off your appetite and you'll eat less.A nice box of chocolates can provide your total daily intake of calories in one place. Isn't that handy?If you can't eat all your chocolate, it will keep in the freezer. But if you can't eat all your chocolate, what's wrong with you?If calories are an issue, store your chocolate on top of the fridge. Calories are afraid of heights, and they will jump out of the chocolate to protect themselves.Money talks. Chocolate sings.Chocolate has many preservatives. Preservatives make you look younger.Why is there no such organization as Chocoholics Anonymous?Becaus

What Art Are You!?
You Are Ceramics You are open to the world and it's possibilities. You are able to start something without knowing how it will end. You trust your intuition above everything else. Going with your gut often works out. You believe that every day objects can and should be art. The best art allows ordinary life to be more stylish and beautiful. What Type of Art Are You?

I Have No Idea What This Is Supposed To Be About...
but it's a great song. 1-2-8 by The Mighty Mighty Bosstones They played somethingThey made somethingBrand new a baby bluemachineBrass tacks, duct tapeFor the great escapePacked in therelike sardinesBack and forthEast, south, west, northShred the atlasburn the mapOften lost and pathsWake me up I need a napThey didsomethingWhich meant somethingAnd that got them some attentionEyeswideA roller coaster rideGreat pride in this inventionI thinkthey're selling Snake oilAt the dog and pony showIn the gardengeeWould you pardon meAnd by the way how does it growTheexplanation's unexplainableHolding onto somethingOnce dreamtunattainableThe course was never chartedSo don't look into thebooksThe secret's not the recipeIt's got to be the cooksThey madesomethingThey played somethingBlood, sweat, and elbow greaseIf youcan't stand the heat in the kitchenGet out it will increaseLast trainto where?Hey get out of hereNothing's measured and nothing'sweighedA dash of honesty in the recipeThat's the fi

Well Its About Time.....
so the last few days have been pretty frikn sweeet.... theres nothin like LA......im soooo glad im back home...its been almost 1 year since i left here....... but it looks like ima be here for a while....so yeah.......its bout fikn time. rp

Gonzo The Great!
You Are Gonzo the Great "Is something burning in here? Oh, it's just me." You're a total nutball who will do anything for attention. The first to take a dare, you'll pull almost any stunt. You're one weird looking creature, but your chickens don't mind! The Muppet Personality Test

I Broke It.
So, I was begging noobs for tickers, telling them that I would pay them to buy me a ticker... and now there's an anti-spam trap in the damn shoutbox. So, apparently, my shoutbox is in operable for a few hours or so... *sigh*

Boyfriend Application
Name:Age:Hair Color:Eye Color:Hight:Tattoos?:Piercings?:Drink?:Smoke?:Any other drugs?:Would u care if i did drugs?:Would u care if i drank?:Are you a virgin?:Do you have sex?:(if so) How often?:Is sex all your looking for?:Do u have any STD's?:Would u kiss me anytime?:anywhere?:Do u like to cuddle?:how much?:Have u ever been cheated on?:Would you cheat on me?:Have you ever cheated on someone?:List you top 3 bands..1.2.3.Top 3 movies1.2.3.Do you like to party?:What if i wanted to stay home an watch a movie with you?:What if i wanted to kiss in the rain?:Are you spontanious?:Willing to try new things?:Do you like your picture taken?:Do you drive?Go to school?:HERES AN IMPORTANT QUESTION...Would you hold my hand as we walk through the mall?:Would you push me up against a wall and kiss me?What about random Kisses?:Would you kiss me in the rain?:Would u sleep over my house and hold me all night?:Will u only call me beautiful if you mean it?:Would you ever lie to me?:A FEW RANDOM QUESTIONS.

Working
I have been working long hours helping a friend prepare for and IRS audit. After looking at numbers all day long my eyes hurt. What's the cure? Well, I slip on the headsets and listen to some rock at www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm for some respite from the daily cares of the world. Rock On!

Time To Say Goodbye
I see the way it has to be, Just wish you could see, Don't cry for me. You were my friend, i never thought it would ever end. You took my heart now we are apart. I see now , It was never meant to be. So don't cry for me. It was you that walked away, I will be okay. You took my heart and ripped it all apart. Don't cry for me, It was you that couldn't see. You meant the world to me, but you never cared. The pain i cannot bare. You were my friend, but it is the end. It is time to say goodbye.

My Thoughts April 10, 2009
Been living out of a box for way to long. I can't wait to get all my stuff in the same space again. Once all set up ..time to save for my car. I hope to have it on the road by the end of May or sooner. It is going to be crazy trying to fit all my stuff in a 3 bedroom. I'm thinking maybe doing a yard sale. I'm looking forward to setting up the tattoo room and craft room. Will be fun to do some work again. Need to finish some of my ink . I have 2 tattoo's i want to do.One for my dad RIP . & one for my Son. Going to be hard to put all of my dad in one tattoo. He was my hero and i miss him so much. My birthday is coming up and i really have no plans on doing anything yet. If you have an idea send me it.

Little Ones
Little ones are so adorable when you have them running around the place. You can't get enough of them saying mommy and daddy as they try so hard to get your attention. We love our little ones so much that we can be a bit over protective of them. Now they may be all grown up they will always be our little ones.

4/10/09 Celldweller Blog
I'm Huge Someone sent me a screenshot of my name and mug on the MTV soundtrack homepage for Real World/Road Rules Challenge. This must mean I am up there with Lil Wayne and Britney - HUGE!!!! I'm gonna hit up Jay-Z and see if I can buy his Yacht from him too. If I get it, you're all invited to my Yacht party.A big "WOW!" on the replies to the "name my blog" post. Thanks for throwing up your ideas (gross...) We'll go over them and get some results posted for you next week.It's time for me to get back to big pimpin' -[Klayton][-_-]

Boring Work Day
Today's 12 hour work day just dragged. i hate it when Rich is playing WoW in the mornings when he has to take me to work because when it's time for me to leave, he won't get off his ass often. So I always have to wait for him whlie looking at my watch. The first hour of work went alright but then everything started to go wrong which made time go by even slower. I was pissed that I forgot my coffee at home too lol So I had to go through work without my coffee...and I don't like works coffee...that's nasty shit. One of my managers asked me if I would make this presentation during our meeting. I have never gotten up in front of my whole work peopls...which is about 200 peoples and I'm hella shy but I said I'd do it anyways. Thirty minutes before the meeting, I went in a room with two other managers and went over some slide show pics and informations. I was nervous speaking in front of everyone but everyone said I did a great job. Phew....Never again though!!! I've had this stupid sin

Thank You
You and I are so much alike But yet we are different We have a fights But I know that you are always right You inspire me so much You watch out for me when I’m in trouble You love me no matter what I want to thank you for all you have done And this Christmas season I want you to know how much you mean to me God has His way of bringing me to you And I want to thank you for all your love Your tender care No matter what you always here… May God bless you for all the work you do Because I know how much I mean to you…

Dedication Blog: A Must Read
I just wanted to thank all of yous for a splendid couple of years on Fubar and thanks for being a friend! > Juicy #1 of '09! She is amazing! >Blueeyes>Grey< img src="http://b.pca1.fubar.com/98/70/1270789/tn_894794954.jpg" width"75" height"100" devil>RedemptionGal>

Willie Will Be Live On The Air Sat. Night!!!
Willie will be hosting his first radio show Saturday, April 12, from 8 pm to 10 pm cst at the Party Pad. His show is going to be A Little Bit Country, so give DJ Bama a listen!!!

Murderess
I wrote this song for Susan Smith. I bin working on it in my head for probably ten years, and it all came together in a flash...FYI- This is the bitch that drowned her kids in the lake by rolling the car into the water... They were interfering with her love life... ( to the tune of AMERICA the Beautiful) Oh Susan Smith, a woman with Two kids, high libido Strap them inside, go for a ride' To the landing she did go... Oh Susan Smitch, you little witch, Hell has a place for she.... Who'd drown her brood "Cause motherhood Did not agree with thee!!!!

One On One *new*
I am about 5"4" with dirty-blonde hair reaching just below my shoulder blades. My eyes are a chocolate brown which are always framed with coloured eyeliner. For a European my lips are quite full and are one of my favorite features, although I"d never willingly admit it to anyone. At seventeen I have nicely rounded thighs with a nice flat tummy and toned arms and my breasts are a perky b-up. Working out and eating healthier after the end of my year long relationship had certainly paid off. I had had a goal to gain a better figure than my ex, just to show her what she was missing out on and it had gone to plan perfectly. Not that I really cared anymore about what she thought 4 months on. Block exams had finally arrived, much to my annoyance, and I had been trying my best to get in some studying. Staying indoors for about two weeks prior had temporarily converted me into a hermit, which was a big contrast to my usual extrovert-type nature. On the day of my English Exam my frie

Giggle
So i might be wrong an i might be mean but it gives me a good giggle to see people walk into the big glass window at work . I mean how can they miss that its a window an not a door come on there is a comp. on the other side of it . I cant help but laugh when they do this . But then again i have to act like i didnt see it hahaha .. Im an evil bitch i know it

Whispers Of Love
Listen to the echoAs it whispers in your earIt's calling out your nameFor all the world to hearIt's a message from my heartOf words I swear are trueIt stirs a gentle windAnd speaks of love for youJust listen to the birdsFor I dedicate their tuneIt will rise the morning SunWhile making flowers bloomAnd butterflies will danceFrom the whispers in the treesWhile rainbows fill the skyTo a delightful summer breezeSo listen with your heartAnd my voice will come your wayAnd whisper words of loveI'll share with you each day copyright jas 2009

Sweet Paradise
Morning is such sweet paradiseMy passion comes with each sunriseAnd then I see your smiling faceWith this view my heart does raceSuch love I see there in your eyesOh God I love my paradiseNo one may enter this is our placeIn this lovely state of graceYou and I are here aloneSounds of passion hear me moanI'll always be here just for youGo to the door now just walk through copyright jas 2009

Sweet Dream
Long silken tressesflowing like silkframing your facewith complection like milk.High arching eyebrowsseperate and thindraw me to your eyesto capture me within.Beauty, grace, and elegance fairyou give me the feelingof soaring through air.All of your featuresseem sculpted by chartand they draw me to youlike beautiful art.Your ruby red lipsseem pouty and tracedsuch sweet perfectionI'm dying to taste.If you were my loveyou'd be my queenif I were acceptedI'd show what I mean.Alas I'm afraidyou were never hereyou were only my dreamand that's what I fear... copyright jas 2009

Hugs
with this special deliverybecuase i cant be theretoday i'm sending hugs i would love to sharesent with my loving touchwarmth you can dependsomething to hold ontoshare hugs from a friendknow you are thought of it seems the perfect wayhugs are coming to youto comfort you each dayfor my ever lasting hugsreach and hold you tightbecause i care so muchmorning,noon and nightcopyright jas 2009

My Good Friend
MY GOOD FRIENDHear me now, my good friend.Listen to my words and hearThe voice of reason clear.In a sullied age of grief and strifeAdd not your anger, unsupported, unto me,There is no reason don't you see.Your way is yours, mine is mine.Must you judge by what you hold dearAnd discount my own life as never near?The treasure that you have and wantWill never be the same as mine.We drink from separate cups of wine.Keep your words of anger and mistrustTo thine ownself ere it be too lateFor your apology, the anger to abate.Know you not, your way is yours.And by your choice of your own path,I'll not be suffered unto your wrath.Leave off anger and suspicion given.Your tree of fruit must stand barrenIn my peaceful yard of my own heaven.Would you have me walk your pathWhen mine, as is, suits me quite wellAnd more, allows me patience unto the knell.Would you impress your anger and your wrathAnd not allow each and every other oneTo create their own rising sun?Are you so sure your way is rightTha

My Dear Friend
MY DEAR FRIENDMy dear friend,I miss you.But I don't knowif you miss me.My dear friend,I care for you.But I don't knowif you still care for me.My dear friend,I love you.But I don't knowif you feel the same.My dear friend,I cry over you.But yetyou still ignore me.My dear friend,I want you back.But I fear that you hate meand will never forgive and come back to me.My dear friend,I need you.For I still love youwith all my heart.But I don't knowif you love me too.For you act as if you hate mewith all your heart and soul.So clear this up,my dear friend.Do you hate me as much as I love you,or do you love me as I do you.Please answer me truthfully,my dear friend.copyright jas 2007

Missing You
MISSING YOUi'm missing you alreadyyou're simply a memorysilence in a crowded roomthat's calling out to mea distant cry inside of my heartalways tracks me downit will never want to partit will never let me downthorns of emotionsting me everydaythey remind me of youand tell me to staytears of sweet hoperun down my young facethey sing to me softlyand show me your facesorrow fills my empty souland tuck me in at nightit fills my room with silent screamsand holds on to me tightmy heart has only one loveone love to givepure as the feathers of a dovepure as the way we all shall livecopyright jas 2007

Miles Apart
MILES APARTSDays go by, I smile with timeHolding your hand,Looking in your eyes,A memory..Soft kisses with bodies as one,Laying in your armsUnder the warm summer sunWaiting for the momentwe touch againThinking of you,My true best friendHearts poundingAs we finally touchI think to myself,I adore you so muchA memory...Times from the past,How beautiful a love can lastWith feelings like this,Sensuality at best,Erotic thoughts,My desires will not restHolding you while you sleep,Feeling your breath on my cheek,Touching your face,My day is completeA memory..copyright jas 2007

Memory
MEMORYDays go by, I smile with timeHolding your hand,Looking in your eyes,A memory..Soft kisses with bodies as one,Laying in your armsUnder the warm summer sunWaiting for the momentwe touch againThinking of you,My true best friendHearts poundingAs we finally touchI think to myself,I adore you so muchA memory...Times from the past,How beautiful a love can lastWith feelings like this,Sensuality at best,Erotic thoughts,My desires will not restHolding you while you sleep,Feeling your breath on my cheek,Touching your face,My day is completeA memory..copyright jas 2007

Me To You
ME TO YOUI LAY HERE IN THE DARKNESS REMEMBERING EACH WORD YOUVE SAIDALTHOUGH YOU MAY BE FARAWAY YOURALWAYS IN MY HEADI THINK ABOUT YOUR SOFT SWEET VOICEAND ITS NICE AND GENTLE TONEI WANT TO SEE WHERE ITS COMING FROM BUT I CAN ONLY HEAR IT THROUGH THE PHONEI WANT TO SEE YOU SMILE AND KISS YOU IF I CANI WANT OT HOLD YOU IN MY ARMSAND TELL YOU IM YOUR MANJSUT LET ME BE YOU EVERYHTINGAND GIVE YOUR HEART TO METELL ME YOU WANT MY LOVEAND I'LL SHOW YOU HOW HAPPY WE CAN BEcopyright jas 2007

Me
MEdo you know who I am ?Do you know how I feel ?I'm a face with no namea person unreali have lips and a mouthbut nothing to sayif you reach out to touch mei will fade awaytheres no way to describe the heartache in mejsut open your eyes if you want to seetheres no time like the present peole often say but how can you live in the presentwhen the past wont go away copyright jas 1999

Love You
LOVE YOUI tried to tell you I love youbut the words were hard to find.I'm always thinking about youyou're the only one on my mind.Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my faceI should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.You wanted me to hold you but Ikept letting you go.I'm afraid that I am not the guyyou've searched for all these years.I will kindly leave now don't you crytry to hold back your tears.It's been so long I haven't seen youfor quite awhileWhen I think of how we me met it onlybrings back your smile.I remember when I held you then andtold you we'd never partI loved you then I love you now andI'll hold you in my heart.copyright jas 2007

Love Is
LOVE ISLove is knowing you will always be there,Love is just simply knowing you care.It's an unexpected text to see if every things OK,An understanding smile at the end of a hard day.Love is being able to make me laugh,Love is tenderly washing me in the bath.It's bringing me soup when I am unwell,It's how you know more about me then I'd care to tell.Love is capturing that little spark in your eye,Love is trusting that you would never lie.It's how you always remember all those important dates,It's how easily our lives entwined, as if it was fate.Love is knowing you'll catch me if I ever fall,Love is being able to say nothing at all.It's not reacting to harsh words during times of stress,It's realizing that each of our lives are truly blessed.Love is how you watch me while I'm asleep,Love is how your touch still makes my heart leap.It's feeling so safe when I'm in your arms,It's knowing that you would never purposely let me come to any harm.Love is how you support me in such a loving wa

A Poem For A Grieving Mother Who Lost Her Child To Cancer
There are no words that I could say, But I can sit here and wipe your tears away. Your life will forever be broken, It is now without those little words that once we're spoken. I can feel your pain, Yet I can see your strength the same. There are no words that could heal that empty place inside, There are thoughts of you I share with pride. When you have moments of doubt, Think of your Love he could not live without. Take a look inside yourself, You'll see, You are the Mother noone else could ever be. He has earned his "Angel Wings." " I am Free," he sings. Don't think of me as gone, Think of me as "Life's Happy Song." I know that you and Daddy miss me so, I am now in heaven shinning from the stars, I will forever glow, and grow. Don't cry Mommy, I am alright. So dry those tears, Keep me in sight. I will forever be in your dreams, So please don't cry for me. I will always walk with you, Take my hand, and lead the way. I will follow you through each struggling

Love In A Dream
Love in a DreamI feel the earth move,Yet safe at the very whimsy of you.If love can burst with a simple romantic thoughtHow much more will it beWhen our souls meet on that peaceful beachWith waves softly lapping at our feet.How much more will it beWith your hand in mineTurning to me as I lose myself in your eyes.Oh, for the day when love is fulfilledOh, for the day when dreams become real.Oh for the day when I hear an organ playA Preacher preachAnd feel your gentle fingers reach for mineAs thankfulness fills my being.You were given to me by a miracleBecoming the north star, the guiding light.Spirits knowing the depths of each otherThough eyes have never met.We do not merge, we do not surrender.We are the sun to each otherAs we ripen into the people,And lovers,We were meant to be.You saw me trapped undergroundAnd opened a shaft for me to emerge.Your love made my heart leapAnd spread full wingsFinally brought me into the lightand possibilitiesof life.copyright jas 2007

Love 3
LOVEThe day you were born, the whole world was blessedThese thoughts in my mind to you I must confessThe time has come for me to express my true feelingsYou are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my beingWhat you have brought me I never thought I could procureThe gift of comfort, with you I am secureFor you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrowAnd made me realize there is always a better tomorrowIt amazes me how someone can make me feel this wayI love you more and more with each passing dayYou brighten my days and lift my spiritsI have felt this for so long and now want you to hear itSo you may know the place you hold in my heartYou are always with me even when we're apartI truly believe what we have is meant to beJust open your heart and soon you shall seeWhat I am willing to do to keep a smile on your faceJust know that I'm here and will be alwayscopyright jas 2007

You Would Have Loved Me Now
you would have loved me now why do you enjoy putting me down…is it because i hold you up too highor just because youre jealous…is it possiblethat perhapswe both hidebehind our own lies…hell if i know lord hell if i know…i do know though thati have my own valuesand they have nothing to do with yours…how dare you call me mouthyhow would you know anyway…i mean its not like i have someoneto talk to now is it…well i used to be mouthybut that was when someonecared enough to listen…oh girlyou would have loved me then.copyright jas 2009

You Dont See Me
YOU DONT SEE MEI see you staring at me,but you never truly see,why I love you, oh, so much,when you're so out of touch.Feelings that we could have shared,you flung behind without a care.It seems so hard to let you go,and the process is so slow.I don't know whether I should stay,and waste another day away.I do know, though, that all this pain,will soon drive me insane.You don't feel me loving you,and you just can't seem to get a clue.You don't see me cry inside,and in you I know I can't confide.Yet still I find that you are blind,to things meant to be kind.You know nothing of my fears,and are unaware of all my tears.I know I really can't deny,things I feel as I look you in the eye.So who will help me make it though?Who will tell me what to do?How come every time I see your face,for me there's never any space?Maybe someday you'll see me differently,so until then, I'll be waiting silently.copyright jas 2007

You Bring Me Joy
YOU BRING ME JOYYou bring me joy when I need it the mostYou bring me joy when no one else knowsThat I*m sad or depressed or going insaneYou bring me joy and it sooths me and eases my painYou bring me joy and it make up for all our hard timesYou bring me joy and it erases thost memories from my mindThe ups abd sowns we*ve often shared togetherYou bring me joy and it gets me through the stormy weatherYou bring me joy and I don*t even know what you doYou bring me joy when you don*t even have a clueThat you*re putting a really big smile on my faceYou bring me joy when sadness isn*t even the caseYou bring me joy when I*m missing you so muchYou bring me joy when you brighten my day with one touchThe way you voice makes me so weak when you speakYou bring me joy when you say it*s me you*ll always keepSO now you see why I can*t and won*t let you goCause you are my everything as if you didn*t knowYou*ve brung so much joy into my little lifeBeing with you forever is something I*ll never have to t

You Are Everything To Me
you are everything to me You are a personI can tell all my feelings toYou are the epitome ofEverything that is beautifulYou are the one that ITurn to when I have a problemYou Are Everything To MeYou are my strengthWhen I am weakYou are modest and sweetWhich makes me love you even moreWhen I look at youI just want to hold you and never let goYou Are Everything To MeYou make me wantTo be a better manWhen I hold you in my armsI get all warm and fuzzyWhen I look into your eyesI am mesmerized by the deepnessYou Are Everything To Mecopyright jas 2009

You Are Beautiful Tonight
you are beautiful tonight Please,Please forgive me for what I have doneI thought wrong,rain drawn down upon my faceLet the sun fall in the west;brought on the mystique of nightMissing with absence;forgotten long agoAm I isolated from the tide,brushing the seaCan’t you see through the water,the puddle of rain,look at the faceNot the name,nor the present in which you seeLook deep into the night,stars cross the skySee me through,between your eyes.Please don’t be afraid,darkness will pull freeNobody can tell me what I see in your eyesAll I know is you are beautiful tonightAnd that I have;the words do I speakNot a fortune of goldJust the drops of rain;the majestic nightPraise from you soulAim high;fear to dwindle lowThis can all be real;reality through to meYou are the one I see;praised for the one to beI’ve only started to show;the gift of love aimed lowHold your hand,joy held at lastUntil the day,we part are wayDrops of rain;tears of delightPuddles grow stronger,crimson

You Are Beautiful To Me
you are beautiful to me You, to me, are Beautiful,Beautiful like the sunrise touching the morning dew,Beautiful as the sound of waves crashing on a beach,Beautiful like the pure and unconditional love of a child,Beautiful as the reflection of the moon glowing in a quiet pond,Beautiful like the way the Orca whale mates for life,Beautiful as music that caresses your soul and mind,You, to me, are Beautiful,The most beautiful soul I’ve ever known.copyright jas 2009

Wolf
WOLFFerocious and stealth, he makes not a sound.His paws are silent as they touch the ground.Stalking his prey ever so slightlyAlthough this task cannot be taken lightly.He wisps through trees and under thick brush.And even though he is calm, he's still in a rush.The pups need feeding and he is on his last breath.If he does not get food it will surely mean death.It is night now and all is quietExcept for a gunshot that causes a riot.The wolf drops to his belly all the while stunted.He was unknowing that the hunter became the hunted.copyright jas 2007

Why You Are
why you are With every breath I take I think of youWith every waking moment you are in my mindAs I watch the way you move across the roomMy mind swirls with thoughts of loving youI see the way your hair falls across your shouldersI see the sway in your hips as you walk by meI see the kindness in your face as you smileI know that the love you have is genuineYou love me for what I amNot what you want me to beYou love me unconditionallyNot with thoughts of what you can getI watch as you do loving things with your daughterI see that she is the very life core that drives you onIt makes me smile to see all the things combinedThat make you the wonderful lady you areThe things that make me proud to call you mineYou are so beautiful on the outsideAs you are also beautiful on the insideWhich makes you special to us allcopyright jas 2009

Why Does She Doubt Me
why does she doubt me How can she think so little of methat a demon I appearset out to search and destroyher tender loving careWhy is there so much doubtwhen honesty is all I giveWhy does she think there's otherswhen it's for her I liveWhy does she push against meand throw obstacles in our pathWhen all she's ever wantedis there if her heart would do the mathWhen have I ever given hera reason to doubt my wordWhy does she listen to otherswhose voices say things absurdWhat have I ever donethat makes her mistrust me soWhy can't I convince herinstead of her condemning us to death rowWhy are there so many peoplethat find a joy in anothers painThat feed upon the thought of liesand then listen to their dishonest refrainWhat did I ever do to deservethis mortal blowTo give her the abilityTo doubt my every word socopyright jas 2009

Why Do I Love You
why do i love you Why do I love you ?A very simple yet complex question.I shall try to explain.I love your soft words andgentle touch when I'm sad.I love you because you enchant me.I love you because you make it so easy.Cause me to smolder with passion.Our love making is all consumingbody and soul.Somehow right before my eyes you'veblossomed into "my" fantasy woman.So easy to love.....I love you because you are my friend.I can share anything without reproach,and am a better person for it.I love you because I always have.Because you are my lifes breath.My noble purpose to exsist.Why do I love you?I'm sorry the words that are known to manfail to express my reasons why.I just know that I do.copyright jas 2009

Why Do I Feel This Way
Why do I feel this way?Why do I feel this way?....Is it because it is new?, the novelty factor would explain.it because it is strange?, not that I complain....The very thought makes me smile,I thought you would run a mile....But you stayed....So, why do I feel this way?Is it your voice?, it sounds very pleasant, I must say,Is it your looks? Sorry, am I staring again today.Is it your laughter?, so contagious and warm,is it your trust?, I know you will do me no harm.You are very caring, something the world has lost,your humour attracts me, that I love the most.Your love is deep, but shy, something I want to win,your whole personality simply puts me into a spin.Now I know why I feel this way!....Your very being makes me want to stay,being with you, my life bears no pain.and when you tease me, I want you even more,but when it's time to leave you, I feel I've been kicked to the floor.I only ever want to be with you,never before have I had feelings so true.You instil in me, such feeling insi

Love 2
LOVE 2A four letter wordCombined with I and YouJust to tell someoneThat powerful wordTo someone elseAnd to them, it could only mean so muchLike a child and a mother.Love combined with I and YouIs not just to tell someoneBut would also describe something elseAn emotion that would fall between happy and calmBut you would never know whichUntil you take the time.Love brings joy to everyone that thinks about itBut would then, just thenWould the not have any worriesBecause they thought about loveThat three word emotionAs to what I refer to it asThat emotion you share and say,I love youcopyright jas 2007

Why Bother
why bother Why should I smile ear to earWhy should I even give a careWhat does it matter when I turn so blueCan't you tell that I am hurtinInside my heart is burninDo you even really care?Don't you see my tearsCan't you tell I live in fearWhy can't you just help me out?Yes I need help to standThis is such a rocky landPlease don't let me fall.At night I lay aloneAt day I feel like a droneWhat do I have for love?People have treated me badNow my heart is set on sadWhere can I go from here?I notice all around meOther souls are flyin freeWhen can I take off and live?Don't you see my tearsCan't you tell I live in fearWhy can't you just help me out?Yes I need help to standThis is such a rocky landPlease don't let me fall.Can you even let me downWhen I already wear a frownWhy should I allow you in?Why is it a constant thingFor my heart to experience a flingI can't bear the pain.Don't you see my tearsCan't you tell I live in fearWhy can't you just help me out?Yes I need help to standThis is suc

Who My Real Friends Are
WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARECan I trust you when my life is sadand all events around me are going bad?Do you make light my problems when I''m not hereconstantly provoking with hearty jeers?Do you visit when I am gone;Do you wonder what has been so longor do you barely notice that I''ve been awayare you really loyal or just two faced?I notice often that words barely line upwith the actions we perform from our heartsand it lets me know who my friends really are.I''m constantly chasing those who call me friendsconstntly trying hard to understandwhy they do not treat me with the same respectthat I strive to treat them withThey do not really hold me in the same regardand often when I say this they just make my life hardIt feels as if I''m walking this whole **** life aloneif I were gone tomorrow no one would notice.I see there actions and I know their love''s hollowthere is nothing about them to follow.Is your friendship really true and deepIs it myth- like lacking harmonyfilled with broken prom

Who Is She
There was another birthday party,To which I was obliged to go,The same old routine,They’re all just for show.I sat there out of place,Worried what people would think,Playing the doting boyfriend,Buying all the drinks.The small talk occupied us,As the drinks they did flowAnd the chemically enhanced happinessSoon began to show.To the dance floor I went,Intoxicated and amusedTo dance with complete strangersWho all looked a bit bemusedI can dance well when I’m drunk,That’s what I say,Although that isn’t always the consensus,When soba the next dayThere was a pretty girlBubbly and light,Once she’d caught my eye,She was the only thing in sight.To the song ‘Happy’ we continuedWith constant eye contactHolding her in my arms,Mesmerised by the trackIn circles we turned,As did her flowing curly hair,As for the room around us,That had become a complete blur.The dance floor had cleared,We had caused outrage,To the toilets she ranAs I sheepishly returned fro

When I Say
WHEN I SAYWhen I say I love you,and offer to share my life,I'd think you could see its valuewhen compared to the daily strife.You see it's not always easy,to love one born just like me,for placed upon our shouldersare the glares of society.I was taught the difference,to recognize the sin,that loving someone like me,and the hell it would put me in.So when I say I love you,I'm risking my afterlife,to share a place with you here and now,and by making you my wife.I can not help who I love,or what sex that they may be,but I'm going to love with all me heart,for all eternity.copyright 2009 jas

What Is A Friend
WHAT IS A FRIENDA friend is someone who understands andsomeone you can trust.They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss.A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong.They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong.A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way.And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray.A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin.And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend.A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true.Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU.copyright jas 2007

To Whom It Concerns
TO WHOM IT CONCERNSI've made my mistakesto go forward and make many moreI can't write any wrongsI could go into detailjust know that it doesn't mean anythingand if I were to see any of you tomorrowit would be a welcome experienceand perhaps one could clarify ...explain one's way out of confusionif you can think backthose reading this open letteranother jerk that was beside himselfnever short for words always entertaininga bit hazy never quite knew the wayyet was easier for him to follow instead of leadyeah it's me againwithout a plan just going along with lifeand wherever it leads melittle has changed over the yearstrying to take things into controlI can't complainyet still that perfectionistof which nothing will ever be rightor as it could beand though that appears to be a familiar themepart of the reason that you'd hate me nowit allows me to live with myselfnever truly apologeticnever one for the illusions and grandeur eitherI thought I'd comment on thingsthoughts that cross through

My True Age
11-20 Your true age is very young! You are very energetic and refuse to act like your parents did just yet. You have successfully managed to prolong your youthful days and others can clearly see it. But who cares what other people think! You love to be free and unbound to the constraints of life!

Through Dark Veiled Dreams
THROUGH DARK VEILED DREAMSIf I could find a sweet dream yet unbroken,A tender word so innocently spoken,A river running free and clear,A sigh, a smile, a heartfelt tear.I'd wrap them up within my heart,And on dove's wings with love so dear,All these I would to you impart.If I could find the promise of forever,A hand that never leaves you stranded ever,A flower of such fragrant, heady scent,It opens up your heart for me to rent,An angelic space reserved for love’s ingress,Enticing soft dispatching winds intent,On nothing but to give my love’s redress.Even though my feet of clay,Sometimes forbid me to betray,Emotions lying in a secret place,Where they set restraint upon my face,What else have I to give while yet I live,With heart-kept sketches yet to trace,Of deepest feelings I fear to give.How mysterious, bittersweet life seems to be,Suppression and repression are enemies of the free,Through dark veiled dreams a small light gleams,From your loving heart the sunshine streams

Those Eyes 2
those eyesif i'm not careful i will get lostthey suck me inon a swirling whirlwind i'm swept awaylost in her world of wonderof starlight and angel kissesi'm taken awayaway to a place of freedomnot a world of wrong and rightof yes and nobut a world of perfectionher soul carries metakes me to a place i've never beena beautiful oblivioni never want to leavei want to drift here foreverin her eyes, in her souli never want to leavecopyright jas 2008

Those Eyes
I woke this morning,with absolutely no expectations.It was just an ordinary day,and I thought everything was okay.But then it happened,and it I can’t explain,those beautiful eyes are imprinted in my brain.They are brighter than the stars,that illuminate the midnight skies.In them I see intrigue,and passion as well,putting me under their magical spell.So always let them shine bright,and be the guiding light,that changed an ordinary day,in a very extraordinary way….copyright jas 2009

This Girl
this girl What is it about this girlThat makes me want her in my worldSomething makes her so intriguingAre her words true or just misleadingIts something that I can not findThoughts of her stay on my mindEngraved in my brain and slowly sliding downMy heart is where they must be boundJust want to keep her by my sideThese feelings I just can no longer hideI just want to grab you and scream I Love youAnd I can't stop myself from thinking of youI've felt this way for quite a whileWanting nothing more than to make you smileMake you happy and make it lastErase any pain from your pastSo I sit here waiting for the timeThe time that I can make you mineTo wine and dine, Spend all my timeAnd remember all the little thingsLike a corona with a limeStay honest and true til the endTil then I'll be the best of a friendMaking sure i never stray too farThese words came from thoughts of youYou know who you arecopyright jas 2009

The Things I Love About You
THE THINGS I LOVE ABOUT YOUI love the way you make me laughI love the way you make me cryTears of joy stream from my eyesAs I hear your voice, a loving surprise.I love you when you're angryI love you when you're sadI love you when you're gladWhen you tell me of the day you hadI love you trulyI love you deeplyEver since the dayI let you meet meI missed you when you leftI miss you now more than everMaking a mistake that I regretHoping that you are a forgiverWithout you, my life is strifeBut now I ask for a second chanceBe with me and start a lifeTogether forever, an eternal danceI wait for you as the days go byMy love is growing inch by inchI cannot wait to see you againBut I wait for you, and your warm kissI love youcopyright jas 2007

The Little Steps
Every day we are together, we take a little step,closer to each other from the day that we first met.We started out as just good friends, we planned it from the start,we left it to the little steps to guide our loving hearts.Every day we are together, we take a little step,as we learn new things about each other, with each other we are less inept.Each step together finds common ground, on which our friendship's based,important little steps these are, our foundations are better placed.Every day we are together, we take a little step,each step becomes more intimate, each step becomes more heartfelt.Our feelings for each other, now surface to the fore,from like to love, they're changing form, our love is growing more.Every day we are together, we take a little step,our love for each other is quickening pace, from each other we can't be kept.Our love is growing ever stronger, to blossom like a flower,when we're apart, we pine away, whilst counting down the hours.Every day we are together,

The Key Of Life
I sat and looked across the view,I thought, what is life about and who it belongs too,The sun began to merge with the trees,And i wondered, who is it that beholds the keys,Life to me seems as an endless war,Brake your heart once and again once more,In-between you become very strong,And the friends you once knew are the friends you long,To be on your own is the hardest thing,But suicide is the biggest sin,So you call your friends that you once knew,The friends you left because you could do,You had your girl, you had support,But alone again you find yourself short,As the stars rose, i realized friendship is the key,To have them gives immortality,Always there and always true,And what's more always there for you!copyright jas 2008

The Girl I've Been Looking For
The girl I've been looking for I'm tired of people telling me what beauty is.I can't stand the "perfect" woman that everyone keeps telling me about.I'll tell you about my paragon of beautyShe's the girl I've been looking for but she's proven quite illusive.She's not that tall… maybe she's average or maybe she's short.Despite her best efforts her glasses keep sliding down her nose.Her breasts aren't huge like the girls on TV and she's maybe a little embarrassed or disheartened that no one has stared and drooled over her breasts just because she wears an A or B cup.She doesn't want false flattery from someone who just wants to get into her pants. Rather then being told she "looks hot" or that she's "damn sexy" or "the most beautiful woman ever", she rather have someone tell her sincerely that she "looks nice today"She's not afraid to know things, real things. Not just what's on the cover of celebrity tabloids!She's not so self-absorbed that she thinks everyone wants her. On the sa

Galileo-amy Grant
In the year of fourteen ninety-twoWhen columbus sailed the ocean blueHad he landed on indias shoreYou might never have come to knock on my door.Who needs a rhyme or a reasonSome dreams were made to findSo I know that I must followAsk me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light of our love.Through the rain clouds thundering nightsMr. franklin stood there holding his kiteHe was crazy always pressing his luckBut he got what he wanted when lightning struck, yeah.Who needs a rhyme or a reasonSome dreams were made to findSo I know that I must followAsk me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light.Ask me just how much I love youYou are starlight, Im galileoEven on the darkest night ohI will find the shining light of our love.I believe in you and the special love we could shareAnd maybe one day darling youll turn aroundAnd all I really know is I will be the

The Girl
the girl There was this girl,This I girl I wanted to find,This girl I wanted so bad to be mine,She would be one of the prettiest things you ever did see,And it wouldn’t stop there,Nope,This girl would be someone that would instantly make me smile just seeing her face,She would be someone I would have tons of fun with no matter what,Someone that I could stay up with,All night every night talking about everything and nothing at the same time,And enjoy every second of it,She’d be someone I’d always want around,Someone who could pick me up instantly if I was down,A girl I could go to and tell anything to her,And say whatever I was thinking,Without being judged,Yep there was this girl I wanted to find,And I'm sure no girl like this exists,Anywhere besides my mind,This girl makes every mans mind run too,But my mind stopped running,The day I met youcopyright jas 2009

The Game
THE GAMEYou've heard all his liesand though your heart criesCover up those tear stained eyeswith your social disguise.You fell for his actSigned his dark pactConfusing his lies for factHe seemed all that you lackedAt first all was grandYou wanted to shout to the landIt made your heart expandbeing a pawn in his handThen as if in a bad dreamThere was a shift in themeHis word reigned supremeAnd no one could hear you screamWhere you seemed weak, he was strongAnd even though you knew you were wrongYou were convinced he did belongBut that delusion didn't last longThen came the fightingWhich seemed excitingThough the words were bitingIt was finalized in writingNow suddenly aloneBack to the net game you are thrownWhere you sink like a stoneAnd can't cope with the unknowncopyright jas 2007

The Force Of Life
THE FORCE OF LIFEWhen she weeps,the curtains rebel,incensed, they foment,they crease,they flutter without a breeze,even the damn blinds split open,each lip tremblingcrackling and popping,like leaves at unease;and when she turns away in sorrow,her face to the wall,the celibate AC,celebrates the moment,in excitement, in vigor,it revves up, becomes enticed,beleagured it lets tumbleshooting forth from the wall,all its spiced electric juices,chilled but chaste,they rush to the sighs,she has sung into the dawn;when she wails,the pale white paint,chips crackles and ripsbreaking like branchesoff the tree of ceiling:the dampness to which they peel,is from the humidity of her tears;even though I like to believethat water-stains brought their demise,secretely I’ve known their pain.The paint is skinned and flayed,because it reacts to her exclaims;when her silence hangs heavy,the dreary house fears infinity,cold invisible wraiths rumble,and silent electric snakeswhisper, slithering uninvited;