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Stepping Stone
"Stepping Stone" by Duffy I remember way back way back when I said i never wanna see your face again Cause you were loving yes your loving somebody else And i knew oh yes i knew i couldnt control myself And now they bring you back into my life again And so i put on a face just like a friend But i think you know oh yes you know whats going on Cause the feelings in me oh yes in me are burning strong Chorus But I will never be your stepping stone Take it all or leave me alone I will never be your stepping stone Im standing upright on my own Verse 2 You still call me up from time to time And it would be so hard for me not to cross the line The words of love lie on my lips just like a curse And i knew oh yes i knew they'd only make it worse And now you have the nerve to play along Just like the mistro beats in your song You got your kicks you get your kicks from playing me And the less you give the more i want so foolishly Chorus

Moving Again Lol
Me and shizzle are moving to Oklahoma where I might be able to get a job. Keep us in your prayers that we have a safe trip up there and that we have enough money too. I'll post another blog when we get there and get settled in. We love you all. ♥

Answer Me This
ladies if you need to love find a sagittarius and love him uncondictionally. you wonder why. well sagittarious are spontanious we love to give more than expected and we dont mind sharing shit my baby momma took me for every thing including my job, anyways. i had a daughter with her as my pics show but why wouldnt she love me uncondictionally until the baby was born and i was paying child support after the fact i was taking care of her other two children whom didnt have fathers around unlike my self who has been around now for three years but it seems like she wants to hook back up but i know that she isnt all about me and i know my daughter means the world to me do i stay by myself and with out her beside our child or do i give her the benifit of the dought

Check This Sh*t Out!!!!
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I Guess I Have To Go To Prison For My Health Care
'If you were injured in Iraq or Afghanistan and you have not paid your co-pay, please press 1. If you were injured during military training and you have not yet reached your deductible, please press 2. If your family has reached its maximum insurance benefit, please call back after you have purchased additional coverage. Thank you for your service." Before the leaders of other veteran's groups and I met with President Barack Obama at the White House on Monday, I believed a phone call like the one described above unimaginable. Now it seems all too possible. President Obama made clear during our discussion that he intends to force private insurance companies to pay for the treatment of military veterans with service-connected disabilities. He is trying to unfairly generate $540 million on the backs of veterans. The proposed requirement for private companies to reimburse the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) would not only be unfair, but would have an adverse impact on service-

Men Sux
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Nowadays, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like Laxatives They irritate the crap out of you. 2 Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like Commercials . You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like . Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like . Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of e

C Yaaaaaaaaaa
I love you all! I am sorry but I have to delete my account. My puter is too old for all the crap that slips thru no matter what software I install. I really do love all my freinds. Feel free to email me at "holyagent47@yahoo.com" I really didn't wanna do this but I cannot afford a new puter right now, so keep me in your thoughts and dreams and maybe I will get to return. I will leave this up till 3.30.09 jus so all my frens an fam will know. Beeeee carefull out there kids........

Flagging Photos... The Life Cycle
Life Cycle of a Photo Report Ever wondered what happens when you report a photo? Ever wondered who's informed of what and when? Here's a little insight. A member finds a photo offensive and clicks the "Report This Photo" link. At this stage, the member has to "confirm" the report by clicking "yes" in the same spot. The photo is submitted to a special "bouncers-only" screen for review. Members do not have access to this screen. Bouncers can see who reported this photo, but the photo's owner can't. It is possible for more than one person to report the same photo and it will be listed here. A bouncer will review the photo and decide whether to force the NSFW flag on the picture, preventing it from being seen in public by non-friends, or "clear" the flag, removing it from the photo queue and effectively leaving it alone. If the picture is flagged NSFW, it is removed from the queue and the member is notified only that it was forced NSFW (but not by who). If the picture is cl

Stop The Bullshit And Drama
I AM SO SICK OF THE BULLSHIT DRAMA THAT GOES ON....FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME WELL YOU KNOW I DON'T TOLERATE STUPIDITY NOR DO I GIVE SYMPATHY OR PITY IF YOU FUCK UP AND GET YOUR ASS TOLD OFF THEN CHANCES ARE YOU PROBABLY DESERVED IT...SO DON'T TELL ME ABOUT IT OR EMAIL ME ABOUT IT....POINT BLANK DON'T BRING YOUR BULLSHIT TO ME CAUSE YOU CAN HIT THE ROAD JACK... AND DON'T BOTHER COMING BACK.ANOTHER THING THAT IS PISSING ME OFF IS IM BEING ASKED OR TOLD SHIT BY CERTAIN PEOPLE ON HERE AND SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW WHO IM TALKIN BOUT MAYBE....A NOTE TO THE PERSON WHO IS CONSTANTLY STIRRING SHIT AN MAKIN IT STINK WORSE THEN IT ALREADY DOES STOP YOUR BULLSHIT AND DRAMA HONESTLY KNOW ONE CARES OR REALLY GIVES A DAMN ANYMORE ABOUT WHATS BEEN SAID OR DONE...AND YA CAN'T LIE YOUR WAY OUT OF ANYTHING BECAUSE I HAVE THINGS WRITTEN IN BLACK AN WHITE AND YOU KNOW I ALWAYS FIND OUT WHATS BEEN TRULY SAID...IM NOT TRYING TO BE NASTY TO YOU BUT YOU NEED TO STOP TRYING TO COME BETWEEN ME AN SOMEONE ELSE.

Myself
i'm funny,night owl nice,tooooo nice sometimes,i have to stop letting people take advantage of me.thats the price i pay for being too nice to people.my female friends says i'm good with children,but i don't have any of my own.my ex got pregnant nine months before july first,i was planning on moving to p.a. til called me,told me she was pregnant.so i stayed in jamestown til aubrey was born,july first,11 pounds,2 and a half ounces.it broke my heart when she said aubrey wasn't my little angel.after aubrey and i had a connection with each other,she would always fall asleep on my shoulder.so now i'm very patient about starting a relationship.no more falling in love to have it thrown back in my face.i'm also protective of women,cuz i don't like a so called man who puts his hands on a woman or hit a woman.thats why some of my female friends call me when they think their man is going to hit them.other than that i'm a fun guy to hang with.

Boasting Boxes By Alcoholic Poet
Her eyes on the stairwell. As it rumbled down into the earth. Below where she's always lived. Torn stockings. Cheating up cold legs. For places unseen. Her fingers on the rail. Like a snake. Slithering through tall stalks of when. Ready to poison if. She didn't wake him up. In the bleak of the afterward. A contingency. Reinforces the walls inside her. No windows. No doors. Neither entry nor exit. His fading breath. Thick pillows under her head. Peddling pliant nightmares through the dents in her forehead. I always wake up just before they drive the first nail. I always wake up with the pillows on the floor. And the monster under the bed. I go to the cellar. Because down makes sense. But they're not there. I go to the attic. Because up is a curious logic. I wish to comprehend. No Windows. No Doors. No Entry nor exit. Only through the small holes in this heavy skin.

Vote For Me!
There is a contest for Pet of the Month at The Penthouse lounge....... Please come show support and vote for me! How you say!!!!... 1. Go to Tim's profile 2. Find my pic (here is the link) http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2415431&albumid=1576550&i=4010420127&idx=6 3. Rate my pic Easy! Done! Thanks soooo much for your help!! Kisses and licks! MeltedGummies!

I Am Hood Doom
"When light no longer rose to kiss me, I swore to tear Heaven asunder As flights of fallen angels wished me Godspeed on the Devil's Thunder." Her penultimate sighs Called softy on the kindling wind Her saintly eyes filling with tears, lifting with truth And then a golden flash like the onset of Heaven Leaving her screams breaking my heart And in the grip of fire I knew the death of love Oh, how my rampant desire Ripped from the presence of God Now hungered like a beast For the knowledge of evil "I conjure you Barron, Satan, Beelzebub By the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit By the Virgin Mary and all the saints To appear in person, so that you may speak to us And fulfill our desires Come at my bidding and I will grant you Whatever you want, however vile And the curtailing of my life"

My Love For You
Can’t wait to sleep and close my eyes So I can see your smile and your face On our journey through the night skies While you hold me in your warm embrace I’ll feel the warmth of your touch And the caress of your hand It’s a feeling that I’ve wanted so much A feeling that only you understand Sharing a love the only we know how Without any borders or bounds With history behind us, we live for now As we follow our hearts and their sounds All our fears have disappeared To another place, far from our reach Our souls have again been cleared With destiny’s soft and tender speech We’ll fly forever together and always free, My loves in your hands, your soul in mine Facing our worlds together, we’ll never flee Knowing we carry a love so pure so divine

And What Of The Devil
"And there was war in heaven. Michael and his angels fought against the Dragon, and the Dragon fought and his angels, and prevailed not. Neither was their place found anymore in Heaven. And the Great Dragon was cast out, that old serpent called the devil and Satan which deceiveth the whole world, he was cast out into the Earth and his angels were cast out with him." [Revelations 12:7-9]

Caste System
In America we subscribe to the policy that all men are created equal. I call shenanigans. I say we still subscribe to the caste system, but it's somewhat hidden. You might ask why I believe such things, and I'll tell you. In America, we treat money as status, therefore the more money you have, the more status you have. Let's have an example. About ten years ago I was involved with a minor little collision with myself and a suburban while I was on a motorcycle. This collision involved me having a broken collarbone. Let's take an aside, and look at Mr. Lance Armstrong. He has a broken collarbone (for what, I have no clue). Mr. Armstrong had "corrective" surgery today to fix his broken collar bone, because it wasn't in the "right spot." Jump back to my story. What did I get? "We don't think we need to set the break, it's about a half an inch apart, the bone will just grow together. Here, wear this painful brace that forces the broken bone to move around everytime you even wiggle

The Book Of The Black Serpent
The Book Of The Black Serpent [Note: This is a version of an essay published c. 1900 for initiates of the Golden Dawn Isis- Urantia temple. The original essay, concerning the Qlippoth can be found in R.A.Gilbert's "The Sorcerer and His Apprentice" and Steve Savedow's "Goetic Evocation - The Magician's Workbook Volume 2". The following text was provided in Trident's edition of "Grimoirium Verum", several additions have been made and some editing has taken place -- Phil] The Foundation of the Work. The operator of this, the Opus Majus, would do well to abstain from the companionship of the vulgar-minded during the time of the working and the three days preceding the actual experiments. It is not needful to remain pure [or chaste] in this work, for it is the end of this work that all should be satisfied and without want. Let it suffice that one who conducts this work spend a goodly time in thought cogent to the work. It is important that whoever does this work takes the time t

Ritual Viii
Ritual VIII A∴A∴ Publication in Class D. 000. The light is come to the darkness, and the darkness is made light. Then is light married with light, and the child of their love is that other darkness, wherein they abide that have lost name and form. Therefore did I kindle him that had not understanding, and in the Book of the Law did I write the secrets of truth that are like unto a star and a snake and a sword. 00. And unto him that understandeth at last do I deliver the secrets of truth in such wise that the least of the little children of the light may run to the knees of the mother and be brought to understand. 0. And thus shall he do who will attain unto the mystery of the knowledge and conversation of his Holy Guardian Angel: 1. First, let him prepare a chamber, of which the walls and the roof shall be white, and the floor shall be covered with a carpet of black squares and white, and the border thereof shall be blue and gold. 2. And if it be in a town, the r

...... :-s
NEWS RELEASE Hmm....how convenient... Not like they can do anything when it doesnt detect a heartbeat but I guess the idea is good. Im grr'ing for personal reasons. DAVID ORAZIETTI, MPP ************************* Orazietti announces life-saving defibulators now operational in Sault Ste. Marie McGuinty government’s unprecedented investment helping community residents at risk of cardiac arrest SAULT STE. MARIE - Eight automated external cardiac defibrillators (AEDs) have now been installed in public facilities throughout Sault Ste. Marie, David Orazietti, MPP announced today along with the Heart and Stroke Foundation of Ontario in advance of an AED demonstration and a mass CPR training session at the John Rhodes Community Centre beginning at 7 p.m. tonight.......

The Secret Grimoire Of Turiel
THE SECRET GRIMOIRE A SYSTEM OF CEREMONIAL MAGIC THE GREAT ARCANUM (The Rites of Ceremonial Magick) PART I. THE SECRET GRIMOIRE OF TURIEL. INTRODUCTION. THE SECRET GRIMOIRE THE S.S. Umvoti, on which I was travelling from Beira, Portugese East Africa, to London, reached Las Palmas in November, 1927, after a very stormy passage. Like the rest ofthe passengers, I was thankful to get ashore. The usual vendors, beggars, and guides were soon in evidence. One oid man in the garb of a peasant offered me his services as a guide, which J gladly accepted. The man was bearded, swarthy of complexion, and very thin. He spoke in broken English and snggested that we visit the Cathedral. This we did, and as we walked the stranger informed me that the Cathedral was founded in the 16th century but only completed in the 19th, He conducted me to a lift inside the Cathedral, and smiled at two most corpulent priests who were seated at confessional b

09 Spring Fling Auction!!
I'm in the '09 Spring FLing Auction!!☺ I'm lookin' 4 that spring time owner! U get to have me on April 1st & wat better day than April Fool's Day!! That's right, auction is over 3/31 OR whenever I except an offer from a bidder.☺ Can't you just smell it.....spring is in the air!! If don't want to make a bid can you please rate my pic for me when the auction is over the one with most rates gets a prize. So BID BID BID & RATE RATE RATE BR@TTE Auction Brought To You By: MzCh@osR☼xx R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/Im Hers-Just Your Average Military Woman/IOwnSexyMexicanChica

Arthur
The latest photo I added is of my dear friend Arthur. He was a rowdy old orange tabby that I had for 10 years. I adopted him (he was a rescue) when he was around 5 years old. 3 weeks ago, he lost his battle with cancer. This is a tribute to him. He was unusual for a cat in that he loved the whole world & everyone in it. If someone came over to the house, no matter who it was, he treated them as though he had been waiting for them his whole life. He is very much missed.

Friggin Drama
Well I want to say is the friggin people who live on fubar to make others miserable...Hope you rot in hell....I have moved 3 times since nov 23rd...and i'm glad i can be part of you amusement...I wish and hope you will be in my shoes one day....to my friends i can expect you will read this because you care...I am ready to lose my friggin mind..too much to think about...I will never forget those who matter as long as they don't forget me!!!!!!

Crazy Beautiful
Crazy in Love with you A love so beautiful in the night Holding me tight I breath what you exhaul exposed for your love i need no covers to warm me for your warmth is all I feel I wake at 3am to the sound of your heart calling my name Your love for me so real so true Crazy in Love with you

Big And Beautiful
now i love my big sexy women and all the banging curves that they have from head to toe and someguys find that unatractive so i say to that step off and let the brother's like myself enjoy the company of a big and beautiful women

Exhausted
im so tired.i worked more than an 8 hr shift and u wouldnt think that sitting at a computer all day would tire u but damn.My whole upper part of my body hurts and im really tired of thinking.lolAnwyays show sum luv help me level up if u read this

Wings - Emerging Earth Angels March 25, 2009
Here's another posting from Karen Bishop! Enjoy! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings! Welcome! Becoming as free and clear as possible is what our souls are attempting to do, as we continue to prepare for a very new residency in a very new place. And even though many of us may be fairly clear of much that is vibrating lower than we now are, or was holding us down in the past, we still do not yet know exactly where we are going. Here’s the situation and the divine plan, and as always, we are right on track: In mid-summer of 2008 we began to get signs or symptoms that we were done. This manifested as not knowing what we were now supposed to do, feeling worthless and out of place, feeling invisible and not valued or needed, and generally just lost. By October, the dis-connect was very evident and complete for many, and by January of 2009 it was fairly clear that something very new was on the horizon for 2009. January brought in many manifestations of setting up fo

Funeral Service For My Mother
For those who wish to know, the funeral services for my Mother who passed away 3/15 will be this friday morning (3/27) at 10am at the Sutter Cemetery in Sutter California. I wish to thank all those who have kept my family in their thoughts and prayers during this troubling time of our life. without your support and our faith this would be more difficult to deal with. John "JAK"

Holy Crap!!!!
hey all..im back but not for long..im just checking in to let every1 know im still alive...things are going ok..im back in vermont but im working on getting my permit and getting back to work..i miss everyone..thank u to everyone for the love and support and i will be back on in time..

To My One True Love...
I should have had us build a time capsule and then buried it at my grandfathers grave. Just so I could dig it up now and throw it in your face. Should I get up from his bed and write you this song? A song I have been singing for 4 and 4 years. Now 8. It might be some type of cantankerous fate bomb going off. I deserve that, and I know. But you don’t deserve my precious melody. No you aren’t some faultless God. You are just as repulsive and fallible as the rest, you just prefer it hidden Under those cold deceiving blue eyes. I waited 7 whole months to give you that… Showing off my twirl and scissor, dancing up more and more lies. No not that time, as they weren’t faux courtesies. No not that time. Last night I sat laid there for hours wishing you were the one that cried. If I could have anything it would be to give you this pain That I have inside. Laying there making up more and more lies. Where does this man next to me lie? His sick sad body makes me wish I c

Auction
/> Guess who is up for auction!! That's right Infamous P is up for auction lady's So click the link below and place your bets on this sexc yummy man This Bully Brought To You By The One and Only MzBooti2Big aka Shorty Roc "HEAD BB TO THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATEZ OWNED BY D ROC

Wanna Play Doctor????
You're in bed with your girlfriend and an idea comes to you. You tell your girlfriend you'll be right back and leave the room. Ten minutes later you come back, wearing a doctor's white coat and nothing else. You have a stethoscope around your neck and you say, "Time for the doctor to check you out." She giggles as you come toward the bed. You pull the sheet from her naked body. "Okay, first let's check your heart rate and see if it's beating okay." You press the stethoscope between her breasts, making her cry out at the cold sensation. Her heartbeat is at it's normal rhythm and you bend down and flick your tongue across her nipple, causing her heart to accelerate. "Hmmmm are you getting excited?" She smiles shyly and you move to her other breast, drawing this one deeply into your mouth, sucking on it and flicking your tongue across the nipple as your suckle. She let's out a little moan and arches her back, wanting more. "Now, I need to examine you further, make sure you're all fine." Y

Let's Go Star-gazing
You and your girlfriend are lying on a blanket in her backyard, looking up at the sky. You're spending more time watching her than the sky. She has the most beautiful smile on her face and her eyes were twinkling like the stars above. You reach out and caress her cheek. She turns and looks at you and you can't help but brush your lips against hers. She wraps her arms around your neck and deepens the kiss. You roll over onto your back, pulling her on top of you. She deepens the kiss even more and starts grinding her pelvis against your already hard cock. You pull her shirt over her head, only breaking your lips away from hers for a second. You reach behind her and unhook her bra, sliding the straps down her arms and tossing it aside. She frantically pushes your t-shirt over your head and tosses it aside. She climbs off of you and pulls your shorts down your legs and tosses them away. You slide her shorts off and toss them away to join the rest of your clothes.

Tumult
tumult \TOO-mult; TYOO-mult\, noun: 1. The commotion or agitation of a crowd, usually accompanied with great noise, uproar, and confusion of voices; hurly-burly; noisy confusion. 2. Violent commotion or agitation, with confusion of sounds; as, "the tumult of the elements." 3. Irregular or confused motion; agitation; high excitement; as, "the tumult of the spirits or passions." --tumultuous, adjective

Threesome Anyone?????
Your girlfriend comes over with her best friend and asks to speak to you alone for a minute. Her best friend is just as gorgeous as she is and you've always secretly wondered what she would be like in bed. Your girlfriend leads you into the kitchen and asks, "We were wondering if you wanted to have a threesome. We've always wanted to try it but have never had the opportunity." You stand there stunned, trying not to look too excited about the possibility of having both women in your bed. When you finally find your voice you reply, "Sure baby, you know I'd do anything for you." Excitement lights her eyes as she calls to her friend and leads you to your bedroom. She locks lips with you and you wrap your arms around her. Her friend comes into the room and you pull her into the circle. Your girlfriend breaks away and her friend locks lips with you. She's good with her mouth, as you tangle tongues with her you almost lose it at the thought of actually having two women. Your girlfriend starts

The Bar
You're at the bar with your buddies and they decide to leave early, leaving you there to fend for yourself. The gorgeous bartender behind the bar has been making eyes at you all night and you want a chance to talk to her, so you stay until close. You go to the bathroom just before closing time, hoping you'll get a chance to talk to her before she has to kick you out. When you come out of the bathroom the bar is empty except for her. She's standing there holding the darts in her hands looking at you seductively. You walk toward her and she whispers in your ear, "You ever play strip darts?" You look at her, completely dumbfounded and say, "No." She smiles at you and says, "Wanna play?" You smile and say, "I'm game." She hands you the darts and says, "Ok we're going to play cricket and everytime you hit a number that ya don't need you have to take a piece of clothes off. The object of the game is to be the first one done and still have clothes on." You've always been pretty good at darts

Strip Club
You're at a strip club, watching a beautiful blond dressed up as a cowgirl remove her chaps to reveal nothing but a white lace thong. She came to the edge of the stage, tipped her cowboy hat at you and tossed her cow print vest at you. You watch her pert, voluptuous breasts bounce as she finishes up her dance. Then you watch as she struts through the curtain backstage. You sit there, hard as a rock, waiting for her to come back out and someone whispers into your ear from behind you, "Would you like a lap dance?" The voice is soft and sultry, making your cock pulse. You turn around and see the blond you're been waiting for standing close behind you wearing a blue lace nightie that brought out her gorgeous blue eyes. "From you I'll take whatever I can get, Gorgeous." "Follow me, " she says and leads you to a table in a dark corner of the bar. She pushes you into a chair and rubs her hands down your chest before she pulls away. She slides her arms through the sleeves an

Strawberries And Cream????
You are spending your first night at the house of the woman of your dreams. You're lying in her bed waiting for her to join you. She comes into the room carrying a covered tray. She sets the tray down on the nightstand and goes back out into the hall. She comes back into the room carrying a bottle of champagne. She climbs onto the bed beside you and says, "We're going to have a midnight snack." You smile at her and agree. She holds up her finger and continues, "But, we can only use our mouths and each other's bodies to eat from or drink off of." You smile slyly at her and pull the cover off of the tray. She has strawberries and whipped cream spread out on the tray and your mind begins to wander with visions of what you plan on doing to her with your midnight snack. You flip her over onto her back and grab the champagne. Pouring it into her belly button and using your mouth to suck the liquid out of it. You then grab the whipped cream and spray it around her breasts and down her stomach

Storm
You're driving around with the woman of your dreams and a storm rolls in. You've always wanted to have sex outside in a storm, so you ask her if she would. She says she's game so you pull off to a secluded spot and you both get out of the car. You walk around the car and meet her at the front. The rain is pouring down as you grab her against you and kiss her passionately. Lightning flashes overhead and thunder booms off in the distance as you start to pull her soaked t-shirt over her head. You throw it onto the hood of the car and unhook her bra, letting her plump mounds fall freely. You slowly move your mouth down her chin and neck to her luscious chest, devouring them one at a time. She starts shoving your shirt off of your body, wanting to feel your naked flesh next to hers. You shove her shorts down over her rounded buttocks and they slide down to pool at her ankles. She's standing before you, rain running down her body, her soaked thong molded to her body. She kicks her shorts awa

New Video Effect I Can Do With Your Pictures
so here it is as I started with a plain picture, I added the background,animated the water to move, added some bird effects as you can see and added a music track to it and turned it into a video to be uploaded as this could be a great music video for like on a profile :) as I edited the code so it can autoplay heres the animation I made with the water just being animated and being able to upload under her pictures at that here

That Special Night
You have a special night planned for your girlfriend. You place the bottle of champagne in the ice bucket and look around the room. Everything is perfect, you just have to light the candles and turn off the lights. You light the candles all around your small, cozy apartment and turn the lights off just as she knocks on your door. You open the door and lead her inside, taking her hand and leading her to the table and pulling out the chair for her to be seated. You whisper softly into her ear, “I want tonight to be all about you, anything you want, it’s yours.” You bring the food to the table and sit down next to her. You fill her plate with her favorite food, sweet and sour pork and then you fill your own. She begins to eat and you watch her, mesmerized by the way her mouth wraps around her fork and how her tongue slides out of her mouth and licks her lips. You can’t take much more and you lean over and whisper into her ear, “I want to taste you, feel you fall apart on my tongue.” Then

Let's Go Skinny Dipping
You're out drinkin with a bunch of friends at the lake and you all decide to go skinny dipping. It's hot and muggy outside and yall figure it would be a good way to cool off. Everyone strips down and heads for the water. You kind of lag behind wanting to get a chance to talk to your best friend's sister alone. You've had the hots for her for as long as you can remember and you're hoping that tonight will be your chance. She grabs your hand and pulls you toward the water, away from everyone else. You follow her into the deep water and she climbs on your lap, your erection poised at her opening. The sensation of her body sheathing you almost brings you over the edge.You hold her still for a moment, not wanting to climax right away. She locks her lips onto yours and starts to move. You thrust into her as she pulls up, making her quiver and moan loudly. She starts to move faster, digging her nails into your back. You thrust harder, making her cry out in ecstacy as she climaxes, bringing yo

Shower Sex Anyone????
You wake up early one morning, your girlfriend appears to be sound asleep next to you. You carefully climb out of bed and walk across the hall into the bathroom, completely naked. You turn on the shower and lift the toilet seat. You open the shower door and step in under the hot, pounding spray. You jump when you feel a hand run across your shoulder blades. You turn around and your girlfriend is standing there behind you with lust shining in her eyes. She grabs the soap from you and begins to lather it up all over your body, paying close attention to certain parts of your anatomy, making it grow with need and desire. She kneels down on the tile floor and flicks her tongue across your growing erection. You let out a loud, needy groan as she wraps her lips are you and slides her mouth around you, gently sucking, making you erection grow and get harder. You Can't take much more or her exquisite mouth so you pull away from her and grab the soap. You begin to soap her up, paying extra close

10 Years Later
I guess I'm a glutton for punishment. As if I'm not miserable enough. Anyway, I decided to try on my wedding dress today. So 10 years after the wedding, after 2 kids, it still fits perfectly. I'm thrilled that I once again have my 20 year old body. The memories got to me, though and I bawled like a baby. Oh, well. That's what I get for being a stupid little girl and falling head over heels for a liar.

Sex On The Beach
You're on a romantic vacation with your girlfriend. The beach was dark and desserted, there were so many stars in the sky it was amazing. The two of you lie stretched out on a blanket staring up at the sky. Her head is resting on your chest and you feel her soft breaths ruffle your chest hair. You slowly trace your hand down her bikini clad body, loving the feel of it waking up to your touch. You cup her breast with your hand, slowly massaging the nipple through her bikini top. She starts to rub her body against your side. Her hand wanders down your chest, across your abdomen and cups your growing erection. You untie her bikini top so you can feel her skin against yours. You roll her over onto her back and swoop down to close your mouth around her nipple. You suckle her breast, making her moan and squirm. You reach your other hand over to massage her other breast as you continue to suckle her. She thrusts her pelvis into the air, telling you to move down. You

Forbidden?
One time… Laura had a crush on her step-dad. He was always walking around at night with his boxers on and the outline of his cock always turned her on. She loved going to the gym at night at the apartment complex. A lot of times, late at night, they would go and work out. He would normally ride the bike first and she would put on some music and dance around for him. He did not wear anything underneath the loose fitting shorts he wore and a lot of times the motion of riding the bike would give him a hard-on, which gave her a chance to see when she moved around the room. Lately she had started to notice him watching her, checking her ass and tits out. The hugs she gave him at times were a little more closer now and she felt his cock press some into her. She had this habit of having him pick her up and carry her to bed. Well something she enjoyed earlier and it just kept up. Now she felt his cock press against her and his hands would slide near the side of her tit as he picked her up a

Amusement Park
You and your girlfriend are at an amusement park. All of a sudden she gets this devilish gleam in her eye and pulls you toward the biggest rollercoaster they have in the park, which isn't really too spectacular but it goes underground. The line isn't very long because there's a slight mist coming down and everybody is either running for the exit or the snack building. You both climb onto the back seat of the ride. The ride starts to move and she whispers into your ear, "I want to have sex on this ride." Your jaw drops and you look at her stunned and ask, "How are we going to do that?" "Very carefully, watch." She pulls her shorts down then carefully pulls your erection out of your pants. She then wiggles her way onto your lap, the lap guard pushing the two of you closer together. You reach down and help her slide your erection into her just as the ride starts to climb a big hill. She rocks her hips back and forth as the gravity from the ride plasters her body against yours. The ride ge

Anyone Up For Road Head????
You and your girlfriend are driving around, it's the middle of the night and the moon is full, shining through your windshield. She leans over toward you and starts to undo your pants. She carefully pulls down the front of them and wraps her lips around your growing erection. You lean back and groan, loving the feel of her hot moist mouth on your erection. You start to rub her butt with one hand but it's not enough, you want to be touching her bare skin. You shove at her jeans, trying to get them off of her. She undoes the buttons and helps you shove them down, not taking her mouth off of your erection. She runs her tongue along the tip, making you twitch. She runs her tongue down the length of it, causing it to jump even more. She wraps her lips around you again and continues to suck, her head bobbing up and down. You run your hand over her behind and between her legs until you find the spot that makes her jump. You begin to rub that spot, making her moan around your quivering erectio

Private Photos
You're staying late at your sister's photography studio. You promised you'd help her out and do her last appointment for the night because something had come up and the client wasn't able to reschedule. You're lounging on the sofa in the entryway when a beautiful woman walks into the store carrying a duffel bag. She looked around the room then she saw you sitting there, "Ummm, excuse me, I have an appointment. Is Paula here?" "Ummm, no she had something come up but I'm here to fill in for her." "Ummm, okay. Are you sure this isn't going to make you uncomfortable, the pictures aren't exactly normal ones?" "What do you mean?" "Ummmmm they're boudoir photos, as in me posing in lingerie." "Oh, for you're boyfriend?" you ask, trying to hide your disappointment. The thought of just getting to see her in her sexy lingerie makes your jeans go tight as your cock starts to thicken and pulse. "No, they're just for me. I want to be a model but they say I need different types of

Argue
he don't but he will she says anything to keep him by her she takes what she gets and she never did flinch so over, and over anyone with any mind would think that's all she gets if you want you can get to know me well we get along so we shouldn't argue and i don't know why but all these feelings cloud up my reasoning so go on, wreck me funny how i carry on and not be taken over i will not roll over on anyone because anyone would stand up on my side you know it's funny how sometimes it don't work out like you want it to no, you never get nothing at all then he tells you it's over don't you hate it when it's over? i guess some things just get lost and it deeply saddens me so let's not argue or it may be over for us.

How They Have Sex
HOW THEY HAVE SEX ACCOUNTANTS are good with figures. ACTORS do it on cue. ADVERTISERS use the "new, improved" method. AMBULANCE DRIVERS come quicker. ANSI does it in the standard way ARCHEOLOGISTS like it old. ARCHITECTS have great plans. ARTISTS are exhibitionists. ASSEMBLY LINE WORKERS do it over and over. ASTRONOMERS do it with Uranus. ATTORNEYS make better motions. AUDITORS like to examine figures. BABYSITTERS charge by the hour. BAILIFFS always come to order. BAKERS knead it daily. BAND MEMBERS play all night. BANKERS do it with interest - penalty for early withdrawal. BARBERS do it with shear pleasure. BARTENDERS do it on the rocks. BASEBALL PLAYERS make it to first base. BASKETBALL PLAYERS score more often. BEEKEEPERS like to eat their honey. BEER BREWERS do it with more hops. BEER DRINKERS get more head. BICYCLISTS do it with 10 speeds. BOOKKEEPERS do it with double entry. BOSSES delegate the task

New Years Eve
It was New Years Eve and she was at a party, standing in the corner all by herself. You haven’t been able to keep your eyes off of her all night. It’s 30 minutes til midnight and you’re trying to get up the nerve to ask her for a new years kiss when her eyes lock onto yours and she slowly walks toward you. You gulp for air as she stops in front of you and looks up at you with the biggest, bluest eyes you’ve ever seen. She smiles shyly at you and you think, hell with midnight, you’re going to kiss her now. You wrap your arms around her shoulders and crush her to your body. Her lips are soft and full and nearly send you over the edge when they meet yours. You can’t take much more of her lips on yours so you pull away from her and lead her out of the apartment. There’s a small creek near the back of the apartment and you lead her there. You spread your coat down on the ground for her to sit on and you sit beside her. She grabs your hand and threads her fingers through yours. You look into

Movies Anyone???
ok, you're in a packed movie theater with the woman of your dreams, there's only one row of seats that are empty in the whole room and it's in the middle of the room. you follow her to the middle seats in that row. you sit down and get as close to each other as possible. people are lookin at you both as you begin to kiss. the lights go out, the movie starts and people forget about you. she wraps her arms around your shoulders, plunging her fingers into your hair, feeling the silky feel of it between her fingers. you nip at her bottom lip and quietly growl at her. you pull your lips away from hers and kiss your way to her ear where you whisper how much ya want her, right there n right now.she smiles slyly before she leans over and whispers in your ear that she's not wearing any underwear underneath her very short skirt. you growl louder and people yell shhhhhhhhhhhh! you carefully undo your pants and pull her onto your lap, slowly sliding all the way into her hot, moist heat. you reach

Just Thinking Too Danged Much, Again
Well, here I am, almost my birthday, and I'm doing thinking. A LOT OF IT! Unfortunately, finances suck, so I can't get a couple of beers and try to get my mind off of it. Things I'm thinking about (in no particular order.) Why did they have to improperly slot me at work so that my replacement shows up when we are so close to deployment, and here I am without a job? Why does what I want seem like it is so far away, but yet so close at times? Why does that email you send when you been drinking seem like it was so right the next morning, but still feel so wrong? Does anyone read this thing? Why is it someone can come into your life, and be gone before you realize it was the best thing? Why can't I get used to being alone every night? Why do I say I need someone in my life, but then push them away when they do? (STUPIDITY!) Why can't I remember how to make cows crap crude oil, I know I found that answer! Is all of this work for a couple of dollars w

Milehigh Club
you're on an airplane, sittin in an aisle seat, when the woman of your dreams comes up to you and asks if the seat next to you is empty. you say yes it is but i'd rather you just sit on my lap.she rolls her eyes at you and smiles and as she's trying to walk by you, she accidentally on purpose falls into your lap. you wrap your arms around her and hold her in place, makin sure she feel what she did to you. she smiles at you and bats her eyes flirtatiously before she gets up and moves over to the seat next to you. as the plane takes off you pull her back onto your lap, making sure to pull her short skirt up in the back to expose her butt. she sits on your lap and can feel you getting harder through your pants. you undo your pants and slide her thong off to the side. you slowly slide into her hot, wet center, sighing at the sensations running through you. the stewardess comes by and asks if you'd like anything to drink and she tries to squeak out that she was fine, without letting on what

Jail Time
You've been arrested for driving under the influence and put into jail until the next morning when you can go before a judge. The good thing is that you are only in a holding cell and are in your own clothes. Then, of course, there's that gorgeous guard who keeps walking past to check on you. You smile as she makes what seems to be her thousandth time past. You stretch out on the concrete slab with the foam mattress on top of it and the thin plastic covered pillow. You close your eyes and try to fall asleep but the lights are too bright and the mattress is too thin. You can hear her keychain jangle as she comes closer to your cell. You hear the rattle of keys hitting the cell bars and think you finally fell asleep and your fantasy is coming true. You open your eyes as she enters the cell. She sits down on the slab beside you and you give her a questioning look. She grabs the front of your shirt and pulls you toward her and locks her lips onto yours. She slides her tongue into y

Hot Tubbin' It
You're staying out of town in a hotel on business. It was a long day and you just want to relax so you change into your swim trunks and grab a towel and head for the hot tub. It's late and the pool area is deserted. You let out a sigh of relief as you slowly climb into the hot water of the hot tub. You lean back against the side and rest your head on the edge, closing your eyes and letting the heat of the water relax your body. You feel something brush your leg and you quickly lift your head up, wincing at the head rush. A woman is standing directly in front of you without a stitch of clothing on. You look closer and it dawns on you who she is, it's the front desk clerk that checked you in earlier that afternoon. She moves closer to you and runs her hand up your thigh. You can feel yourself get harder, the woman is gorgeous, her firm perky breasts begging for your touch. You reach out and rub your thumb against her nipple before you start to knead them, using both hands. She inches you

Hot N Sweaty
You're at your local fitness club, you just got done with a really hard work out and you decide to relax in the sauna. The sauna is empty at that hour so you lie back on the bench and close your eyes. You hear the door open and close but decide it's not worth opening your eyes to see who joined you. Your mind drifts back to the gorgeous woman you were watching while you were working out. She was beautiful, the perfect J-lo ass, big rounded breasts, perky and ready for a little action. You can feel yourself harden and decide you better turn over before it's too obvious to your companion in the room. "Looks like somebody is a bit excited," a smoky feminine voice exclaims. You groan and sit up, ready to apologize but the minute your eyes meet hers all words leave your brain. It was the woman from the gym, wearing nothing but a towel, that thought made your erection grow even harder and begin to throb. She stands up and drops her towel to the floor, coming toward you with desire shining in

Horseback Riding
You arrive at a local stable with your girlfriend. The two of you have been coming to this particular place once a week for about a month because of the trails around the area and the privacy. The two of you have been talking about making a pit stop and making love on the back of a horse and probably off it too. Today was the day you were going to try it. Your cock throbbed and pulsed inside your jeans at the thought. The two of you walk through the barn until you get to your usual horses. The stable hand nods at the two of you and escorts the horses out of their stalls and over to be saddled. The two of you stand there, impatiently waiting, wanting to be alone so you can get busy. You thread your fingers through hers and bend down to kiss her lips. She smiles at you slyly, a knowing twinkle in her eyes. The stable boy escorts the horses out of the barn and holds them still, one at a time, as the two of you climb on. You lead the way down your usual path, knowing that there was

Furniture Showroom
You're the night manager in a furniture store and you're just closing for the night. You send all your employees home so you can do your walk through and the rest of your paperwork and hopefully get home at a decent hour. You start your walk through in the appliance department. You turn off the overhead lights as you walk around. Next you enter the living room furniture area, turning off the TVs as you walk around along with the lamps. You make your way over to the bedroom furniture area. As you make your way around, turning off the lights as you go. You come to the last bedroom arrangement of a canopy bed with black wispy curtains around it. You can see the sillouette of someone on the bed, as you get closer you notice the feminine curves. You call out that the store is closed for the night and she replies back to you in a soft, sultry voice that she's waiting for you. You walk to the side of the bed and pull the curtains off to the side. Your girlfriend is lying in the cente

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f I could dream The dream I wanted too, I would close my eyes, And dream a dream for you. I would give you all the world, That you are deserving of, And to you I would give My everlasting love. I would see to it, That you were never sad. And nothing in your life Would ever happen bad. I would wish for you, All things would go your way, And you would always be happy, Each and every day. In my dream You would stay Just as handsome As you are today. Life for you would be as perfect As the blueness of the sky, And no one would ever hurt you, Or ever make you cry. I know it's just a dream, But if dreams could come true, I would close my eyes, And dream a dream for you.

Cute
A lady goes to her priest one day and tells him, 'Father, I have a problem. I have two female parrots, But they only know how to say one thing.' 'What do they say?' the priest inquired. They say, 'Hi, we're hookers! Do you want to have some fun?' That's obscene!' the priest exclaimed, Then he thought for a moment. 'You know,' he said, 'I may have a solution to your problem. I have two male talking parrots, Which I have taught to pray and read the Bible. Bring your two parrots over to my house, And we'll put them in the cage with Francis and Peter. My parrots can teach your parrots to praise and worship, And your parrots are sure to stop saying . . That phrase . . In no time.' Thank you,' the woman responded, 'this may very well be the solution.' The next day, She brought her female parrots to the priest's house. As he ushered her in, She saw that his two male parrots Were inside their cage holding rosary beads and

Frenchmaid
You stand in the doorway and watch her bend over, her french maid costume riding up and exposing her sexy lace thong and creamy white cheeks. Just the sight makes your erection throb in your pants. You watch as she pulls the covers down on the bed and adjusts them so they're perfect. You can't take this torture anymore, so you quietly walk up behind her and pull her so her gorgeous rear end is up tight against your erection. You continue to rub yourself against her, the sensations making her moan and you impatient. You pull back and insnap your jeans, pulling your erection from them. You move her thong aside and thrust deeply into her, loving the surprised squeak that comes from her mouth as you thrust inside her again and again. You continue to thrust into her faster and faster as your climax reaches the edge. You stop thrusting, wanting her to join you over the edge, and reach around the front of her to caress her clit, slowly at first. You pick up speed, rubbing little circles a

The Beach
The beach… It was late at night and Laura was walking the beach. She thought she was alone but soon noticed someone heading her way. It was guy, older, but he was cute and getting hotter by the minute as he approached. She was horny and could not help but stare at his crotch. He had a very short swimming trunk on and his cock was just poking out from the edge. Their eyes met as they passed and she winked at him, moaning softly enough to be heard, yet subtle. Her eyes went to his crotch and she licked her lips. The look of lust was heavy in them both as they passed each other. Their hands brushed against each other and their fingers locked. Hi he said, hi back she said and asked for her hand back. No he said, taking her hand and pulling her into him. Her fingers were thrust into his mouth as he sucked on them, swirling his hot tongue over and around. She wanted to jerk her hand out, but it felt good. I can tease too she said and grabbed his hand, her mouth going up and down his finge

Hoplessness
A shining dream of a lie polished to make you feal important...hope.Thats all the world has is this lie.somthing meant to make you go on in this hell hole we call life,but alas we still grasp at it like a drowning man grasping for air.its funny how when hope succeds we praise it as if it were a mini deity granting our wish,but when hope is crushed..shown for what it realy is,just another way to be crushed,we dont blame the hope.we blame some unseen force that coalesed to destroy your hope..WAKE UP!!!it was never going to happen.this hope.accept it..hope is not good its evil at its purest form

Within Temptation - Stand My Ground
I can feel you when you stay low nothing happens Does it feel right ? Late at night things I thought I put behind me haunt my mind I just know there's no escape now once it sets it's eyes on you but I won't run, have to stare it in the eye Stand my ground, I won't give in No more denying, I gotta face it Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside If I don't make it, someone else will Stand My Ground It's all around getting stronger, coming closer into my world I can feel that it's time for me to face it can I take it? Though this might just be the ending of the life I held so dear but I won't run, there's no turning back from here Stand my ground, I won't give in No more denying, I gotta face it Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside If I don't make it, someone else will Stand My Ground All I know for sure is I'm trying I will always stand my ground Stand my ground, I won't give in (I won't give in) I won't give up (I won't giv

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How can you expect others to trust you if your trust to them you do not give That does seem to tie in it does seem with the old saying of live and let live You mistrust someone and they will not trust you that is part of old Murphy's law Are you one who is truly perfect the one who does not have a flaw? How can you expect others to trust you if kind things of them you do not say Remember that trust is always something that does not have a one sided way, A lack of trust can lead to war and bloodshed if you don't give trust then trust you cannot receive How can you see eye to eye with someone if on that person you do not believe, A lack of trust leads to division and division it can lead to hate The one that you cannot have faith in is the one who cannot be your mate, You cannot expect trust from others if trust to them you cannot show If you mistrust that other person mistrust in return you will know Mistrust only gives rise to mistrust that does seem a fair thing to say An

Fourwheelin'
You're riding your fourwheeler through the woods with the woman of your dreams sitting behind you. She has her arms wrapped around your waist, holding on tightly, her clasped hands resting on your growing erection. You come to a secluded spot on the trail and you pull off. You kill the engine and pull her around your body and onto your lap. You hungrily lock your lips onto hers, trying to swallow her mouth. She straddles your lap, trying to get her body closer to yours. She starts to thrust her hips against your erection and a moan escapes her mouth. You pull her even closer to you, plastering her body against yours. She continued to thrust her hips against yours, her moans becoming louder and louder. You start pulling her shirt over her head, wanting to get your hands onto her bare flesh. You toss her shirt onto the ground and run your hands over her naked flesh. She reaches back and unhooks her bra, flinging it onto the ground with her shirt. She pulls your shirt over her head, throw

Elevator
Ok, you're riding an elevator all alone, there's no one else around and the doors open and the woman of your dreams comes on. She gets as close to you as she can, and you look at her funny, not knowin who she is. She slowly grabs your ass as the elevator doors close and you turn toward her, ready to say something. She locks her lips onto yours, not letting you say a word. You pull her close, wrapping your arms around her. You thrust your tongue into her mouth, tryin to swallow her whole. She unbuttons her shirt and lets it slide off her shoulders and pool at her feet. She slowly unbuttons your pants and slides them down your hips to pool at your feet. You break your mouth away from hers and give her a questioning look, before you can speak she holds her finger against your lips, telling you without words not to speak. She pulls your shirt over your head and throws it across the elevator. She runs her hands over your chest, feeling every ripple of muscle along the way.She shoves your bo

Movie Seats
After I had purchased movie tickets for myself and my girlfriend, she went inside to find seats while I got some popcorn. By the time I was served, the previews were being shown. I stumbled my way through the dark, sat down, and gave my girlfriend a kiss. Then I heard a familiar voice say, "John, I'm back here."

Drive-in Movies
You and your girlfriend decide to go to the drive-in movie theater one night. You both decide to just throw some blankets and pillows in the back of your truck and lay back there and watch the movie. You back into a parking spot in the back of the lot. You both get out of the cab and climb into the bed of the truck, She piles the pillows up so you both can lean against the back of the cab and watch the movie. You wrap your arm around her shoulder and she cuddles close, laying her head against your shoulder. The movie starts and she starts to kiss you, it's the first movie of a family double feature and niether one of you were set on seeing it. She deepens the kiss, her hand slowly moving down your body. She reaches into your shorts and wraps her fingers around your rapidly growing erection. You groan loudly and pull her on top of you. She grinds against your now throbbing erection before she slides down your body, kissing her way to your pants. She pulls your shorts down and flicks her

Shopping Anyone???
You're shopping with your girlfriend and she sends you into the fitting room to try on some clothes. She follows you in and there's no one else around so you pull her into the curtained off room. You convince her to have sex right there, right now and you're extremely excited. You quickly shove her skirt up and realize she's not wearing any pantyhose, the only thing underneath her skirt is her bright red thong. Just the thought makes you even more excited. You unbutton your pants and she wraps her legs around your waist and you thrust into her, making her moan. You crush your lips to hers, swallowing her moans so you don't get caught. You turn around so her back is against the wall as you pound into her, faster and faster, making her soft little moans louder and louder. You can feel her muscles clench around you as she climaxes, bringing you over the edge with her. You hear someone talking out in the hall outside the fitting room and she starts to giggle as you both quickly get dressed

Cruisin'
Your best friend convinces you to go on a singles cruise with him. You're wandering around the ship at a loss as of what to do. You sit down in a lounge chair next to the pool and a waitress comes up to take your drink order. You sit back and sip your drink, soaking up the heat from the sun, having left home with 6 feet of snow and freezing cold. You close your eyes and your mind drifts to thoughts of all the hot women your best friend had promised you that you'd meet. A smile drifts across your face as you begin to daydream. You jump as you feel someone sit on the lounge beside you. You push your sunglasses on top of your head and look into the most beautiful eyes you have ever seen. She's your dream girl in the flesh. You're mouth drops as you look her up and down, from her big voluptuous breasts to the trim waist, to the teeny tiny bikini she had on. She runs her hand up your thigh into the leg of your shorts, massaging the muscles as she works her way up. Her hand brushes against y

Fubar Fakes
So I'm getting a lot of feedback on what people think fakes are and aren't. As there are many different terms for the word fake. I think from now on I'll simply refer to them as con artists. For those of you that don't know what a con artist is: "a swindler who exploits the confidence of his victim" The people that I blog about stole photos of someone else. They then put those photos on fubar claiming its them. Why? To gain things of value such as bling, blasts, happy hours, vips, and tickers. They also do it to get to the higher levels. They are lying to good people on fubar to gain goods.

Clubbin' It
You and you're girlfriend are at a night club and you've been dancin extremely close on the crowded dance floor all night. You whisper into her ear that the two of you could have sex right there, right now and no one would ever know. She whispers back that she's game. You feel yourself growing just at the thought. She's only wearing a very short skirt with thigh highs and just a thong underneath. She reaches down between your bodies and carefully pulls out your erection. You back her up so her back is against the wall. Someone bumps into you just as you thrust into her. The bodies around you keep bumping into you, causing you to thrust harder into her. The two of you are pretty worked up from all the dancing and grinding. You can feel her body tense all around you as she climaxes, bringing you over the edge with her.

Inside Of You
Infant Sorrow "Inside of You Lyrics" Old as ancient skies, I've had these wandering eyes, but you took me by surprise, when you let me Inside of You. Inside of You, Inside of You, There's got to be, some part of me Inside of You. Inside of You, I could cross this desert plain, Inside of You, I can hear you scream my name, Inside of You, While the stars unfold, I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world, and I need you here and I need to be Inside of You. Now the flowers bloom, I feel you creep into my room, and if this should be our tune, I'll die here, Inside of You. And the world explodes, I've never been down this road, Teach me how to grow, While I'm movin' Inside of You. Inside of You, The restless find their dreams, Inside of You, This King has found his Queen, Inside of You, While the stars unfold, I've crossed me heart and I've crossed the world, and I need you here and I need to be Ins

Following Daniel's Rules
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? jed who is also a form of punctuation [2] You were in the car with? evan [3] Went to the mall with? what's a mall? [4] Person you talked on the phone with? R

09 Spring Fling Auction
I'M IN AN AUCTION THAT IS BEING RUN BY THE WONDERFUL MzCh@osR☼xx R/L Wifey 2 TinMan22/Im Hers-Just Your Average Military Woman/IOwnSexyMexicanChica PLS COME CHECK OUT WHAT I'M OFFERING AND MAKE A BID...WHILE YOU'RE AT THE AUCTION, PLS R/F/A HER SHE IS A GREAT PERSON & FRIEND...WHILE CHECKING OUT THE OTHER PPL IN THE AUCTION, PLS RATE THEM WHILE YOU'RE THERE...THANK YOU AND PLS REPOST THIS... THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY & BORROWED FROM THE BEAUTIFUL ¢¼Diana¢¼ 2nd Alarm Hotties@ fubar PLS SHOW HER LOVE TOO...SHE'S A GREAT FRIEND!!!

If You Wanna Catch Me On Cam Or...
If you like metal music... If you want to catch me on cam in Excito Diabolus - send me your yim id in a mail on here so i can add you. DO NOT POST IT in a comment on here. seriously. don't. If you like metal Click here. That's Excito Diabolus, the awesome lounge I'm in allllll the time, with kickass people that are actually worth talking to. IF I ADD YOU: do not send me stupid messages saying you want me. i will block you. this is STRICTLY for me to send out messages for YOUR benefit. This is a PG cam. Do NOT ask for nudity on it. DO NOT disrupt the lounge asking for nudity or making completely inappropriate requests of me. This is for people who just wanna see me enjoying some awesome people and some awesome music. IF YOU CANNOT UNDERSTAND THAT: CLOSE THIS BLOG AND MOVE ON. ~Sin.

Join My Mailing List In March And Win.....
March Contest!! Contest Rules: All who go to my website Intimacy and You and sign up for my mailing list will be entered. At the end of March I will randomly pick 3 for the following prizes. First pick get's a $50 shopping spree on my website. Second and Third pick get a $25 shopping spree on my website. I promise to never share your information and I will only send a few mailings a month about specials etc. Good Luck and stop by my site! xoxo, Missy

Fuck Me Hard Baby...
Tonight I Dont Want That Sweet Love Tonight I Dont Want That Slow Love Tonight I Want That... Room Shaking Bed Board Breaking Boards Rattling Moaning Screaming Cussing Ass Smacking Hair Pulling Legs Quivering Lips Trembling Eye Rolling Hand Shaking FUCKING I Want That Oragsm Bustin Sex I Wanna Feel Every Inch Inside I Want You To Pound Me I Dont Want Sweet Kisses Or Gentle Moves I Dont Want Soft Touches Or Long Strokes I Want It Hard Fast Rough I Want To Scream Moan Yell Holler Grip The Sheets Hit It From The Back From The Front From The Side Missionary Doggy 69 Froggy I Dont Care What We Do Or How We Do As Long As You Make Me Scream Daddy And You FUCK ME HARD

The Bookstore
The bookstore… Fatima was in the bookstore and wandering through the aisles and aisles of books. It was about time for the store to close on Saturday and she kept noticing the manager watching her. She glanced out of the corner of her eye and noticed him checking her out. His eyes at times glued on her tits and ass. Her nipples were getting hard from such attention and she took a chance and glanced at his crotch. His cock was getting hard and pressing tight against his slacks. She looked up to see him staring at her and noticed where her gaze had been. He winked at her as she blushed, but then she winked back, getting turned on. Her pussy was getting moist as the manager walked after her still. His gaze went up and down her body and then back on her tits as she would lean over to look at a book. She was wearing a loose knit top that showed her tits off perfect. Her sheer bra allowed her nipples to poke through and it was teasing the hell out of him. She had on a short skirt and when

29 Year Old Murder
I am in shock, I was just watching the news and they said that a murder of a 18 year old woman that happened 29 years ago in Columbus Wisconsin had been solved and when they said the name and showed the pic of the guy who they charged I almost fell over!! He is a guy I have been working with for about 10 years, he was always a little strange and always seemed on edge, NOW I know why. Just goes to show you that you never really know a person even when you think you do. just thought I would share this, so ladies be careful!! Thanks

The Pier
The pier…. Ashleigh was walking on the pier when she saw a nice ass sticking out. The man was leaning over the rail, just watching the ocean at night. Mmmmmm she thought as she came closer to get a better view. He was hot and their eyes latched onto each other. She smiled and let the wind open her shirt more. She had no bra on and her nipples were getting hard. As she passed by him, her hand brushed against his ass and she glanced back with a wink as she continued out to the end of the pier. It was a warm, moist night and an ocean fog was rolling in, the few remaining people left the pier to get inside, but Ashleigh stayed, hoping the guy would follow. She turned to look and saw the fog had covered the beach and hung there, obscuring her view and any others from where she stood. She heard footsteps and leaned over the rail to look at the ocean, hoping it was the guy and maybe get a feel on her ass. It was him as he brushed his hand across her ass and she looked over at him with anot

Womens Seduction
First I would spend some quality time talking and getting to know each other I would change into a sexy black frilly mini skirt with high heels and sexy top and have some drinks and be listening to some good music. I would then dance and be a bit booted and dance in front of you. Sexily turn so you can see my bum moving good. Slowly I'd turn around and smile and start to strip my top off. Next my shoes and stockings come off. Opening my legs and showing you my sexy G string. Slowly pulling it across and slide my fingers in and pushing them in deep. Next I will put my head back and groan for you. Now telling you to get out your member and slowly stroke it while you watch me open myself and finger myself for a while. I'd come over to you so you can grab my ass and pull my pussy close to your face. Licking me real good and fingering me at the same time. This would make me buckle with pleasure. Moving my hips slowly I'd go down on my knees and take your cock and hold and admir

Bleep Bleep Wirrrrrr
That's my best R2-D2 impression. A last letter to the girl I'm in love with, but can't be with. See: "You're Beautiful by James Blunt". Names have been removed to protect the (not so) innocent. Dear xxxx, I didn’t forget your birthday. I made this card for you over a month ago, but I didn’t want to give it to you on your birthday week. I thought about bringing it to you in person, but I didn’t want anyone to see me walking back to your office and making this more awkward for you. Hopefully you read the card. A half year ago today was the last time I saw you. Even after all this time, I’m still in love with you. That’s what the card is meant to say, but nothing more. Not even time, or everything that’s happened since, has made me feel any different about you. A lot has happened to me and changed me in the last six months, but I still love you. I don’t want to be, I wish I wasn’t, I’ve tried every last thing I could think of to not feel that way. But I’ll always be

Moving
Well as a few of you know. With the way the economy is right now and with only getting 32 hrs or less a week at work. I can't afford to keep my apartment. Therefore, starting tomorrow (March 26th), I will be moving my things out to my dads. His house is just outside of town. He lives in town with my step mom and so he is letting me stay out at his house for $350 a month. He said that he would take care of all of the utilities, water, electric, phone, and all i would have to do is pay him $350 a month. Which will leave me with just two other bills to pay every month. My cell phone bill and my car insurance. Which together will run me about $160-$170.00 a month. And if I get 4 days a week at work then I will be able to save up a good amount of money while staying at my dads. But the downside of living out there is. My dad had the satelite turned off. And he only has dial up if i want to use the internet. But he doesnt want me online alot since he still gets alot of calls there at the

Midnight Love Making
It was dark outside The blackest of black nights All you could see was the moonlight shining in The light reflecting on that rock hard stomach of his Ive been up all night just watching him sleep Thinking of what I could do to him As im watching that stomach Believe me you would be too I think of what to do Im like a jungle animal The urge takes over I lean over and i kiss his stomach I keep kissing working my way lower Hes waking up now He will know just what I want He tries to stop me from my quest But I keep going til I get to the best (part of him) Its just like my favorite childhood dessert a cremecicle I can make my way to the creamy center with just a lick or a blow I work on him for what seems like hours torturing him Going so slow, so sweet When he cums, I let him return the favor Its a lovers game Taking turns pleasing one another When he makes me cum I feel like Ive just exploded Day Dreaming of it all night while he slept But it d

Relative Visit
Well her distant uncle was coming over to spend time and this would be the first time she had met him in person. She had seen pictures and thought he was hot looking for an older guy. He arrived and came through the door; Kiersten was wearing a short skirt and thong with a loose blouse and no bra. She wanted to see if she could get a rise out of him. He still looked hot and she gave him a very tight close hug. He hugged her back tight, their crotches almost grinding into each other. Mmmmmmm she thought as she felt his bulge press against her. As they parted his hand slide down her back and quickly caressed her ass. She let her hand brush against his crotch, feeling it jump to her touch. As she stood behind her parents, she winked at him as he smiled back, then shot a quick wink back to her. Damnnnnn she thought, I am so hot and want him now. I wish my parents would go out for awhile leaving us alone. She went to her room and found her thong soaked. Damn as she took it off and left it o

Wanna Own Me?
I'm in an auction and I'm pretty easy to own. I am offering among daily gifts and shitfacing you everyday among other things, my new owner will get an auto 11 or bomb bling every Friday for a month! Come own your own Average Military Woman!!! Click the picture below!

Slave Princess Is Banned
Slave posted a mumm earlier talking about some dumbass who was promoting other sites. She didn't do a damned thing wrong, and now she's site banned for a week. This is bullshit. She is totally against ripoff sites, yet there it is. She posted telling people to stfu about shit and quit promoting bullshit. So this is an announcement to let you all know what's going on. Until then I'll post for her.

Anyone For A Lil Bondage
ok, you're in bed, the woman of your dreams has you tied to all 4 corners and blindfolded.........she starts with your neck and starts to slowly lick her way down your body, paying close attention to your neck and chest, flicking her tongue across your nipples, making them hard as a rock she works her way down your body to your inner thighs, teasing you, making you want her tongue to go up higher. she moves to the other leg, softly nibbling as she starts to move up she flicks her tongue across the tip of you, making it jump with excitement and anticipation.she slides my tongue down the length and back up, slowly. she glides her tongue around the tip before she sinks it deeply into her mouth after about 5 minutes you push her mouth away and flip her over onto the bed, she looks at you in awe of how you got untied. your lips swoop down on hers and you kiss her as if your starving, and can't get enough of her. while your lips are busy with hers, she slips her leg around yours and flips yo

Oral Pleasures
On my knees between your strong thighs I lift your cock to my mouth. The abundance of your hardness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. every inch of your hard desire... Opening my mouth against your aching cock As the tip of my tongue licks up and down your hard shaft... Your cock welcomes me between rows of delicate wet touches. Thrust against my generous tongue, i take you whole, all the way down...feeling your head against my throat... Show me the power of your desire for my mouth caress and taste every inch of you... My exploring tongue lifts your hood and finds your smooth silky skin You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your pleasure spot. It hardens in response to my touches.... My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenti

Camping
You and your girlfriend are camping. You’re in a secluded area off from other campers. You’re sitting in front of the campfire under a blanket, not a stitch of clothing on underneath the blanket. Your hands start to roam over her naked body under the blanket. She feels your hand wander slowly up the inside of her thigh. She lets out a soft moan as you brush the tip of your finger against her pussy, teasing her. She thinks to herself, two can play this game and she slowly slides her hand up the inside of your thighs, stopping just short of your rock hard erection. You suck in a breath, wanting her hand on your cock. You slide your hand back up her thigh and slide your finger into her hot, wet pussy, making her moan louder. She thrust her hips toward your hand, wanting more. She rubs her hand up your thigh and softly caresses your balls, making you thrust your hips against her hand. You kneel down in front of her and push her legs apart, making room. You kiss your way up the inside of he

New List March 25th 2009
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A Whole Lot Of Sex Goin On
Your on your way to see your favorite football team play, in a limousine no less. You're flying high, the only thing that could make this day better for you would be your blind date being gorgeous and horny. The only way you could get the seats from your boss was if you took his tomboy granddaughter with you, so you know there's not chance of her being gorgeous, maybe horny but not gorgeous. You're not going to let that ruin your day, though, you're about to see your favorite team play from sky box seats, what more could ya ask for. The limo pulls up to the curb and the driver gets out to go get your date. 'Yay!' you think and roll your eyes. You watch out the opposite window as you wait for them to come. The door opens and you look over as a gorgeous woman slides in beside you. She introduces herself, not taking her eyes off of you, holding her hand out to you. You shake her hand and continue to hold her hand as the car starts to move. She laughs nervously and you let go of her hand.

Hotter Than Hot
You're sitting around a bonfire with your girlfriend, your friends have just left and the two of you are all by yourself. Your girlfriend kneels in front of you and slides her hand into the leg or your shorts, just barely touching your cock. You slide down in your chair, giving her more access and causing her hand to brush against your cock. She wraps her fingers around your cock and continues to massage it, making you moan with need. You slide your shorts down your hips, dislodging her hand from your cock as your shorts slide down your legs to your ankles. You grab her hand anad put it back on your now rock hard cock and she goes back to stroking it up and down. She bends her head toward it and lightly kisses the tip, causing it to twitch with need. She flicks her tongue across the tip and slides it down the shaft then back up where she wraps her soft wet lips around it and slides it deeply into her mouth. She continues to bob up and down on your cock, sucking harder and bobbing faste

Gnbrebs 1 Year Fu-anniversary-show Love
.COM Hey Everyone-GnbReb"Nick" is Celebrating his 1 year Fu-Anniversary Today:)He is a wonderful Fubar friend and also a fellow member of Our Llama Levelers FamilyDrop by and Congratulate him on his 1 year on Fubar!While doing so Rate/Fan/Add/Bling him!Show him Mad Love!Click on his pic and show him some love:) GnbRebel Slave To MZ.BELLE & Proud Memeber Of Carrie's Bad Boys Club & A Llama Leveler@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World! .COM Congrats Nick:) This Pimpout Brought to Fubar By:JoAnna (repost of original by 'JoAnna{{Llama Levelers Co-Founder}}-{Club Far}-{{Shadow Leveler}}' on '2009-03-25 17:08:21')

Breaking And Entering
You rattle the door as you slide your key into the hole, making it sound like someone was breaking in. You hear her scream from the living room as you swing the door open wide. The storm outside lending the perfect effect to your plan. The power flashes before it goes out all together. You walk to the doorway to the living room, you see her cowering in the corner of the couch. You walk closer, ducking with every flash of lightning. She's scared, you can tell by the doe in the headlights look of her eyes the flashes of lightning show you. She doesn't know it's you, making you all the hotter. You can feel yourself grow and pulse under your jeans. You walk closer to her, your face still in the shadows so she can't see you, you want her to know it's you by your touch and body, not by seeing your face. You kneel down in front of her, making sure your face is still hidden and run your tongue up the inside of her thigh, stopping just enough for her to feel your breath seep through her thon

Fireworks
You and your girlfriend are alone sittin on a blanket on a secluded island, waiting to watch the fireworks. She spread a blanket onto the thick soft grass and the two of you stretch out on it to wait. Your hands begin to roam over her scantily clad body, loving the feel of her baby soft skin under your roaming hands. She wraps her arms around your neck and pulls your mouth down to hers. She devours your mouth with hers as you continue to explore her satiny skin with your hands. You reach the leg of her short shorts and proceed to slide your hand inside, brushing your fingertips along the edge of her thong. She moans into your mouth and thrusts her pelvis. You slip a finger into her thong and start to rub between her folds. You find her clit and she bites down softly on your lip. You swirl your finger around her clit and she breaks off the kiss and starts to moan. You pull your hand out and she whimpers. You unbutton her shorts and pull them down, leaving her thong in place. You t

After The Dance Is Over...
We danced as lovers dance to music only we had heard. A hot beat to which we moved in perfect time, with perfect synch. Unhurried though each driven on, both knowing how the dance would end. We shared the lead as the tempo quickened. You followed me, I followed you, each wanting that conclusion as ageless passion demands its due. Our cries loud as bodies yield, sounds from deep within escaped to alert close neighbors to the simultaneous climax of our dance. The music softened, mellow in its final strains. We curled together our contented bodies, our cries at last subdued, and only now a gentle purring. In this quietness our muffled moans yell out a thousand words of utter joy, in celebration of our dance, in recognition of our love.

Heat Of My Desire
In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all positions You give me so mu

Erotic Touch...
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Car Trouble
You're driving down the interstate late at night and see a car off to the side of the road. As you get closer you see a beautiful woman bent over, digging in the trunk of the car. You pull over and climb out of your car. You slowly approach her, taking in the sight of her extremely long legs and her very short skirt. You can feel your jeans growing tight in the crotch area the closer you get. "Excuse me, ma'am, do you need some help?" "Uh, yeah, I had a blow out," the sound of her voice makes your rock hard cock pulse even harder against your zipper. "I can't seem to find my spare or the jack." She bent back over her trunk. You get as close as you can behind her so she could feel your cock pulsing against her gorgeous, tight behind. She let out a soft moan as you pull up the carpet in the trunk to reveal the spare tire and the jack. She starts wiggling her body, grinding that beautiful behind against your cock. You wrap your arms around her wa

Your Gift Needs
Please stop by my friends website and shop he's good people and will do right by you. A free 10.00 gift card on your first purchase. Or you can just stop by and browse you might see something you like or even love. www.keithmall.com thanks fellow fupeeps

Gnbrebs 1 Year Fu-anniversary
.COM Hey Everyone-GnbReb"Nick" is Celebrating his 1 year Fu-Anniversary Today:)He is a wonderful Fubar friend and also a fellow member of Our Llama Levelers FamilyDrop by and Congratulate him on his 1 year on Fubar!While doing so Rate/Fan/Add/Bling him!Show him Mad Love!Click on his pic and show him some love:) GnbRebel Slave To MZ.BELLE & Proud Memeber Of Carrie's Bad Boys Club & A Llama Leveler@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World! .COM Congrats Nick:) This Pimpout Brought to Fubar By:JoAnna

An Old One, But My All Time Favorite Poem
Mother's Love Our best friend in our youth Our Caregiver...when we are sick. Care without limits, Mother is love. A friend with no bounds Our childhood protector. Always aware of our trouble Before we utter a word. She knows our fears with but a glance For they are her own. How beautiful that name... Mother. Comfort in tangible form We belong to her Just as she is always a part of us Half of that which we call a heart. Her love unconditional Her strength unwavering Her kiss tucks us in at night, As her touch eases our fears. Her strength flows within our veins.. The strength of our mother's love.

I Usually Always Write About Eyes And Their Meaning
Clouded Eyes as i gaze into those heavens I see a soul alight Her Essence dances for me and within i am entranced Before me i see the storm her eyes flash and their meaning is know to me the steel of her warns of danger as the rains threatens to fall within those orbs the clods roll and with a wink my soul is laid bare as a warm rain falls upon me such beauty with eyes of platinum what causes those clouds what brings this rain that threatens to drown me within those unguarded eyes a friend hides truthful and steady to a fault yet i would lose myself in those clouds as the rain ceases and the clouds lighten her gaze enthralls me and i bare my soul how can i find trust so easily within those eyes as they change and soften her storm has moved on and i am left with she and i her friendship beckoning and freely do i fall... tumbling head over heart into those clouded eyes

Wrote This For A Dear Friend Of Mine
Amy's Song How Soft a Voice That echoes with a friendship The slightest sound Radiates within my mind how strong a voice to find a place so easily nestled within that part that part of me that was broken how beautiful a voice that causes me to disregard sleep when instead i want yet another word with her how familiar a voice that eases the chaos within a rage of fear and of an unknown feeling how amazing a voice that fits within my own a voice i can share my deepest darkest secrets how lovely a voice that echoes inside how empty i can feel when she is silent how beautiful her song that echoes with every word she says that enthralled my mind and enriched my heart.

I Call This How Beauty?
How Beauty? Will I be able to look into those eyes? and not find myself falling deep within. Will i be able to see your smile and not avert my own eyes? so that you don't notice my blush at those perfect lips. Will i be able to hug you without spending forever breathing you in? till i am enveloped by the fragrance that is you. How could i listen to your voice that dances from your mouth? and not close my eyes and drink of that harmony. How would i not reach out and take your frame within my arms and not have to force myself to let you go. How could I tell you of this alien feeling i have. and not shed a tear from my wounded soul. How could I spend a minute near your radiance? And not find myself chained and aching for time to not pass. How would i be able to turn and leave and wave goodbye to my friend. whos beauty make jealous the most perfect rose.

Your Kiss,touch And Your Look
I am not sure where it has gone. Or even if I will find it again, I guess only time will tell. But I am not so sure I have that patience to wait for it. I have had many kisses and felt the warmth of a touch. I have even been gazed up. And some how, they don’t add up. They aren’t those that I desire. our kiss, The one that makes the world stop. The one that fades out all others in an instant. That kiss that happens when our lips meet and the warmth of your breath makes my lips quiver. The kiss that places my face within your hands as my heart pounds, my knees weaken and you have to move your arms around my body to hold me there. OUR kiss.. I miss your touch, The one that is felt at the small of my back as you lead me. The one that tells me that I don’t want to be any where else but right there with you. That touch that rushes throughout me. The touch that embraces my bare skin in its own possessiveness. That touch that sends ripples of climatic shivers across my body. YOUR touch

A Friend
I met a person who didnt know i was Who took me under there wing and became my friend You have been there to listen to me Thru my good times and my bad times Thru my happy hyper times and my sad cryin times But no matter what you have been there and you have been my friend thru it all Thank you for being my friend!

This Is Beautiful
This is beautiful! She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.' Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody e

Just Goin Off
Wow so I am suppose to live my life around what you have to say? That is amazing, really it is. You can trash talk me all you want, the thing is, all the real people in my life know the truth and laugh at you. I dont bother you; yesterday a buddy of yours sent me a link to your blog. I didnt know it was you till after I read it so f@$k off. I dont trash talk you or any of that happy shyt. You are 32 going on 33 and still act like a lil ass kd. You are never going to grow up. See unlike you I dont ever regreat being with you. You may not have loved like I loved you, but I did. Key word, did. I am not you, I am not going to sit on here saying the he said she said, you did I did shyt. I have not botherd you or your gurl, so I dont get why you have to trash talk me or Red. Who by the way has done way more for me then you could possibly ever do in your life. I am happy with him. I am glad the night you got arrested you left me. I am happy then Hell that you and Julie are getting married. Yo

Lonely
Sitting here in the lonely hospital room thinkin about how lonely i am and the closeness of someone else holding me telling me everything will be ok i miss the closeness of a body next to mine playing with my hair making me feel better about being here and not being so lonely

Randomness
Just when I think I can't be surprised by people It goes and happens again!Since when did being a nice person become a bad thing?I Rated a random profile just because I like to help people out and the next thing I know this guy is in my shout box asking me to cam.When i said sorry no thanks,he proceeded to let loose with the most vulgar names I have ever heard.I asked him why he was being so hostile and rude and he told me I was ugly F....up C... and I should be grateful a man actually wanted to look at me on cam. I was in a fairly good mood today the sun finally came out and I was smiling thinking of the possibility warmth and sunshiny day's. I don't know why I let that one creep ruin my day but I guess it's just human nature to get offended and hurt when someone talks that way to you. Do me a favour if you read this blabbering through please don't leave a nasty comment Even if this is fantasy land there are real people on the other side of the key board

The White Lies In Between The White Lines In Between The Red Ones
So in my younger years I wanted to grow up and be a singer, make music, be an artist. I sit here typing this at damned near 5 a.m. coming to the realization that that is not what I was put here to do, because to be an artist in todays society (to be a widely accepted one anyways) you have to have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to say. Nothing of any real substance. Nothing of any crucial relevance. Nothing of any intellectual property because intelligence is power. It gives you the power to evaluate and challenge things. And who wants to evaluate and challenge the problems that us as Americans are faced with when there's "Shorty's gettin' low in the club." The problems that we as Americans are faced with. The problems that are engineered and created by the very same institutions that we rely on to provide us with jobs, to give us home loans, to give us health insurance as a way to work for us, with us and against us, as a way to rid ourselves of ourselves. 125 people in this country did the mat

My Mud Buggy
My new toy is a 500 cc BMX side x side mud buggy.I've never owned something like this before it cost more than my truck and car .lol Could I possibly be going through a midlife crisis? not likely I did that at 40 and bought a 180 mile an hour sports car wrecked it going way to fast .I got past the crisis lol. I think I simply got tired of working all the time. All my kids ride four wheelers every weekend and ask me to go but I never take the time away from work.Well that's over now.this is a fun activity and I spend time with my kids and grand kids. I went to a ATV park this past Sunday and had my oldest grand baby riding with me .I admit at first it was a little scary but with the encouragement of Baily yelling faster Grampa faster I was soon hitting all the mud holes climbing the biggest hills and topping 60 mph on the straights. I just knew I would be in so much pain the next day from all the bouncing around but the truth is every joint in my body was as loose as could be . I better

I'm Being Auctioned Off Again! Wanna Own Me?
It's that time again! Time for me to find a new owner... I'm up for auction again! What would you pay to receive my services! teehee! Click the pic and bid away! Don't forget to rate it while you're there! R/F/A me! ~*~Trippy Bitch~*~@ fubar

He Wanted In Here Bad!
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Reds Baby Gurl
you know whats crazy is you keep changen your screen name so you can check up on me well guess what i am getten married and yet doing my own thing i have a very well known auto shop and i sell music and shit for cars lets see what else oh my kids will have nothing to do with you incase you havent noticed also you are a hater im asking you to leave me alone or atleast tell me somthing why your stalken me i mean either way you need to be with him and leave me and my family alone for sure you will not now nor ever have this again you hated on my familia and on that note be glad i was in prison for sure but anyway im better then you and im tired of you sweaten my page i have four screen names of yours blocked but its all good so do me a favor phuck off and live your oh so happy life cuz im super happy more then i was with you for sure your a loser and as much as i hate to say it a low life theifing bop feel that and whats crazy is you are tellin people that you are going to have me jumpe

Auction Auction Auction
IT'S THAT TIME AGAIN...I'm in MzCh@os auction, pls come check out all the ppl that are in it, while you're there pls rate their pics...Also, pls rate fan and add Mz, she is an awesome lady and a great friend... Also, I'm lookin for someone to make me a purdy bully so I can post it...Let me know if anyone is interested pls...Thank you... Ok, time to check out the auction, pls click on my pic to see what I'm offering.... (h)

Your Breastessess!!!!!!!
Mammograms Many women are afraid of their first mammogram, but there is no need to worry. By taking a few minutes each day for a week preceding the exam and doing the following exercises, you will be totally prepared for the test and best of all, you can do these simple exercises right in and around your home. EXERCISE ONE: Open your refrigerator door and insert one breast in door. Shut the door as hard as possible and lean on the door for good measure. Hold that position for five seconds. Repeat again in case the first time wasn't effective enough... EXERCISE TWO: Visit your garage at 3AMwhen the temperature of the cement floor is just perfect. Take off all your clothes and lie comfortably on the floor with one breast wedged under the rear tire of the car.. Ask a friend to slowly back the car up until your breast is sufficiently flattened and chilled. Turn over and repeat with the other breast. EXERCISE THREE: Freeze two metal bookends overnight. Strip to the

In Reaction To Their Reactions.
For some weird reason out of no where today, I got eaten alive on my blogs. There were a couple of mixed emotions because you know, some of the comments they left were hurtful, others were wise, some were funny, and some were supportive. I will be entirely honest when I say that I post some blogs purposely to get all these reactions. Not that I would make up a story but I definitely set a specific tone to yield certain reactions. Perfect example would be the entry titled "Married People on Fubar." For that blog, my hypothesis was that I would get a ton of negative response and yield no constructive criticism; Needless to say I was entirely too correct. I also took notice to the spike in my blogs, the comments for my poems are relatively low however the comments that are about life experiences or opinions seem to have quite a high number of comments. For example "Fucking men" has about 15-20 comments and "Someone to Kneel to" has 4 comments. I'm not saying I give a shit or any

The First Of A Long List Of Battles
I run a small business. I make prop weapons for movies and whoever else would want them. Originally. I sold these props at Ebay.com and everything went well. You figure a small business is good. You work your own hours, you work from home, and you get back what you put into it. So if you put a lot of work in it, you start getting more and more back. Over the course of the past few weeks, I've been working around the clock. With the economy the way it is and decent jobs getting harder and harder to scare up, I finally started doing fairly well for myself. $1200 in less than 2 weeks: That's my rent. So, I go to access my paypal this morning. I come to find that 4 transactions from ebay sales have been reversed by paypal. The money was returned to my buyers. I, for the life of me, have no fucking clue why. The items were shipped, with valid UPS tracking numbers, over the course of the past 5 days. Yet paypal refunds these buyers. The total was over $500. The remaini

I Need To Be Honest With Myself
i need to be honest with myself how in the hell can i be in a relationship with someone i cant trust anyone how can i be in a relationship knowing i expsect to much how can i be a relationship knowing when we talk and i see him i know what they want i need to be honest with myself i think deep down i rather be alone i think deep down as long i have trust issue know one would want to be around me so i need to be honest with myself

You Want Find Someone Like Me,i Am Unique
you want find someone like me,i am UNIQUE I LOVE IT i gave you my LOVE i gave you my HEART what i get from you BROKEN HEART LIES NO RESPECT you dont realize you made it hard for the next person when you realize what you lost you wanted me back i told you HELL 2 THE NO and i also said you want find someone like me,i am UNIQUE

I Can Thank The Person That Made It Hard For Me
i can thank the person that made it hard for me she got trust issues she got broken heart it hard for her to love she think everything a person say is a lie i can thank the person that made it hard for me know matter what i do she think im lying know matter how i try she want bring her guard down so i can say i can thank the person that made it hard for me

To All The Women Out There Listen To Your Heart
to all the women out there listen to your heart you met another guy but you are afriad he might break your heart again you are afraid he might lie to you like the others did but deep down your heart telling you he difference your heart telling you he the one you was looking for he treating you like the Queen you are he giving you respect like a Queen to all the women out there listen to your heart

Meet Tony Stewart (prelude To The Dream) Pit Pass Contest!
Three easy ways to enter the Tony Stewart (Prelude To The Dream) Pit Pass CONTEST: (1.) Purchase the ALL NEW ‘GREATEST THREATS’ CD to be automatically entered to win (and receive a FREE sticker to boot) (2.) Purchase the classic ‘GONE RACIN’ CD at 15% OFF the retail price for a limited time to be automatically entered to win (3.) Click the “official rules” link for details on how to enter without purchasing The CONTEST is FREE to Enter, but we're asking those who Enter to have a Charitable Heart and pickup a copy of Lee Roy's new GREATEST THREATS or GONE RACIN' CD as Proceeds from those two Discs will benefit the Tony Stewart Foundation in support of Kyle Petty's new Victory Junction Gang Camp II, KC. (1) Grand Prize WINNER Will Receive: (1) VIP Pit Pass, (1) Round Trip Airfare Ticket, and (2) Nights Hotel Accommodations. WINNER will have FREE access to the Eldora Speedway facility, hangout with Lee Roy Mercer for the day in the Infield/Garage Area and get up close

Jee's Quiz
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Amber [2] You were in the car with? My mom-n-law [3] Went to the mall with? My goodness...probably my daughter [4] Person you talked on the phone with? hubby [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? A friend........ T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? true Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? True/partly Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? True WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat [2] Be serious or be funny? A

Praise To Thee!
Praise to thee! Hear the clarion blast Calling to all from regions vast; Come and join with the Holy Ghost, The Father and Son you admire most, For within these walls they are recast. The crowd gathered was all aghast At the excessive pomp and proud bombast; The arrogance with which the shaman did boast... Praise to thee! Up unto the intended mass The Devil, smiling, raised up his glass And offered up a simple toast; "Praise to thee, our most humble host For you wear the mantle of an ass... Praise to thee!"

Give - It Will Not Hurt
...It is the buzz of the philanthropy world, news that President Obama's fiscal 2010 budget blueprint cuts tax deductions for charitable donations (and other items) for Americans in the top income brackets. While some fear a falloff in donations, others are asking about motive. Would wealthy Americans really stop giving to charities if their deductions were reduced? Under the president's plan, itemized tax deductions for charitable giving and mortgages would be capped for those earning more than $250,000 a year. Changes would be phased in gradually over the next few years. So in 2010, instead of getting a 33% or 35% deduction for charitable donations, Americans in the top income brackets, according to a Wall Street Journal analysis, would get somewhere in the neighborhood of 28%... (from the Los Angeles Times). So, WE, THE PEOPLE, are bailing out Wall Street with our tax dollars. Possibly ravaging the futures of our children and grandchildren. AIG failures are getting millio

Home
I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU ALL FOR UR THOUGHTS AND EVERYTHING WHILE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL.. I AM NOW HOME AGAIN AND HOPEFULLY I WILL BE STAYING HOME NOW... I GOT HOME THIS EARLY AFTERNOON.. I WENT IN DUE TO AN INFECTION AND NOW THEY GOT IT UNDER CONTROL SO NOW I'M HOME AND HAPPY TO BE HOME!!! ASH

30 Things Guys Should Know Abt Girls!
30 things guys should know about girls 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like you do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did. 9. You can be

Whispers In The Wind
Whispers in the Wind Your whispers are gentle echoes that sway ardent winds of harmony and in the symphony of life each word is wrapped in rhapsody. We travel separate roads of life gather flowers along the way and share the music of their fragrance. We exist between two winds, I here under a pale moon you, the other end of somewhere. Sometimes when wind blows through trees I pause to listen and in its passing I hear the tenderness of your voice that fills the spectrum of my soul. You are the chime of warm rain, the moon that glows through the trees and within the luster of evening your aura fills the scene. I hear the whispers of the wind see the stars shine in the sky, but I hold the sunrise in my pocket. Dance with me within the wind, then just let me love you.

Tamz Quiz
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? I don't remember [2] You were in the car with? My sister [3] Went to the mall with? My ex about 12 years ago [4] Person you talked on the phone with? my dad [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Tamz T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? true Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? True Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat [2] Be serious or be funny? Seriously funny

1st Entry
Im rather bored at the moment. And im sure thats rather interesting for the anyone that cares to glimspe at this. I feel like writing to get the creative juices flowing. Im stuck in the house all day with nothing to do, so your stuck with me. I could write about the site and how there's fake people and blah blah but we've all heard that a thousand times before. Through mumms especially. I know you've all seen them. A few of you probably added your own special clever comments to them. I could write about the economy, but what would the world possibly gain from my perspective. In all accounts im spoiled. Poor, but nonetheless spoiled. I work for my aunt and uncle now (cant really complain about bosses, pay, or vacation time). Im still on my parents health insurance (albeit i dunno how much longer i can pull that one off). I dont have to worry about car payments, its paid for. So, what insight could i have on the economy?? Absolutely nothing. Or at the very least nothing

All I Need
Your love surrounds me like the air that I breathe. Your kiss touches me as gentle as a breeze. Your touch is as tender as that of a child. Your hug is warm, meek, and mild. Each day we grow older and its plain to see, The love that you give me is all that I need.

Stalked And Stolen
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Jessica [2] You were in the car with? Mike [3] Went to the mall with? No clue [4] Person you talked on the phone with? My boss [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Jeff T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? False Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Drink [2] Be serious or be funny? Funny [3] Go to the beach or mountains?

All Alone
All Alone Looking out the window, I see cloudy skies, Not a single star shines. A cold air blows, Sends chills upon my spine. I see lights from a distance Creating shadows. All alone I stand by my window Awaiting the light of day...

You
You You kissed my lips and I felt a flutter in my heart, You touched my hand and lit a spark in my body, You stared into my eyes and saw straight into my soul, You put your arms around me and I was finally complete.

White Pride (this Doesn't Reflect My Opinion Just An Email I Got)
""WHITE" Pride" This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is..... Proud to be White Michael Richards makes his point............... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point. This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points... Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you... so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have t

Looking/seeking
Is there any male/female wanting a fu-girlfriend I am bi so I don't care which sex but I am not wanting to be a real thing just an online thing cause I am in college right now and I can't travel or anything at the moment.

Why I Try
So this is my second go around on this thing. hopefully I will have no more roadblocks along the way. I want to say thanks to all the old friends who took me back and a thanks to all the new sucke..I mean friends just kidding im an awesome guy, just ask me! okay so I look forward to all the wonderful insights you all provide me with and the great conversations and laughs, and if I can send some your way then I have done my job for the day at least. Thats why I try. luvs and hugs, Ghostbear

Wondering
Wondering Do you think of me sometimes do I ever cross your mind do you even know my name do you feel the same oe is it just another game would you play me and through me away you should make up your mind or your wasting your time who said fallining in love was a crime maybe you notice me in good time but by than i'll have lost my mind

My Life
Got a call from an old friend We used to be real close Said he couldn't go on the American way Closed the shop, sold the house Bought a ticket to the West Coast Now he gives them a stand-up routine in L.A. I don't need you to worry for me cause I'm alright I don't want you to tell me it's time to come home I don't care what you say anymore, this is my life Go ahead with your own life--leave me alone I never said you had to offer me a second chance I never said I was a victim of circumstance I still belong, don't get me wrong And you can speak your mind But not on my time They will tell you you can't sleep alone In a strange place Then they'll tell you you can't sleep With somebody else Ah, but sooner or later you sleep In your own space Either way it's okay You wake up with yourself

Me Newest Animated Rainbow Effect
so here it is as new piece of work I just did for my friend angel as another piece of work:) as I added the background and animated a rainbow effect as photos and my works of animating and photoshopping are my passion and what am good at and Loves to do :) I hope yous are having a good day

Oops I Am Giving Up Our Secrets..lol
These are things a man will say or do with the true meaning behind them. What He Says: I am not looking for a serious relationship but if it works out then ok..... What Means: I wanna a Booty Call, and it will never get serious cause I will probably ignore you after. (unless it was really good) What He Says: I haven't had it in a Long Time What he means: His wife, GF, or regularly scheduled Booty Call is on vacation, visiting family, or its that time of the month What he says: No one has ever complained What he means: I have never even asked, but havent had alot of call backs What he says: Its big enough What he means: Ive never measured it because I dont like dissapointment What he says: I am a one woman man what he means: I am a one woman man, unless of course your bi then thats ok you can bring your gf too. What he Says: I am a one woman man What he Means: I am good at keeping my women seperated so they never find out What he Says: I love

Woohoo?
Well for all my friends on here. Here is a update on how I am if you wish to know hehe. I'm going to be starting the academy for TDCJ tomorrow. I'll be in training for 6 weeks. I wont be staying in the dorm I'll be coming home at night and getting up at 5 to make it on time at 8. I'm so nervous and excited all at the same time. I will keep everyone updated when I get my two days off which is on weekends. Love to all my friend! Daisy

Inflation Contest
LetFreedomRingUSA.com E-news Tuesday, March 17, 2009 www.LetFreedomRingUSA.com *********************************** News: New Facebook Group for Sharing Information on Constitutional Government, Economic Freedom and Traditional Values 12 Year Old Speaks Out on Abortion and Pro-Life Beliefs Economic Stimulus??? Spending 1 Million Dollars Per Day Every Day Since Jesus Was Born Stimflation: Guess the Upcoming Inflation Rate Contest...Cash Prizes for the Winners! Anti-Stimulus Protests Sprout Up Upcoming Events (1 of 6) New Facebook Group for Sharing information on Constitutional Government, Economic Freedom and Traditional Values Possibly you're new to Facebook...or you have not heard of Facebook yet? Facebook is a "social networking" site, one of the most visited sites on th

Mar-23-09 Self-first
self-first The rule used to get out of the "bros before hos" rule. Only to be used when there is a more than 80 percent chance of getting laid. I know our rule is bros befo' hos, but you see that girl all up on me? it's self-first tonight. Sorry, playa.

Im At War
(I'm at war) Fightin' for the one that I love and the one that I truly need (I'm at war) Shawty I take a bullet for you girl cause you mean the world to me (I'm at war) Me love you girl, you lovin' me So dont fight together cause it was meant to be Me feel like, I'm in the army Cause to be with you, thats where my heart wanna be It's like I'm about to die just to get with you Feel like youre putting me through World War II Got my soldier suit and my Timberland boots Girl I'm down for whatever cause my love is true (So I tell her) I'm at war with the love of my life Sweat from my brows running down to my eyes Everything you are is what I need in my life (My life, my life) (I'm at war) Fightin' for the one that I love and the one that I truly need (I'm at war) Shawty I take a bullet for you girl cause you mean the world to me (I'm at war) (At war, at war, at war, at war, at war. I'm at war) (At war, at war, at war, at war, at war. I

I Need A Favor From Yall For Myself
OKAY I HAVE RAN INTO A SMALL DETOUR AND I AM ASKING FOR MY FRIENDS IF ANY ONE IS ABLE TO DONATE SOME FUBUCKS TO ME FOR A VIP FOR ME ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED AND ANYONE WHO DONATES WILL GET MY 11'S MY GOAL IS 100,000 THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE.. PINK

Men
I hate MEN...no not really but yes really I'm so sick of being hurt so sick of being someone's friend and then being tossed out like the trash, I'm not here for YOUR amusement FFS! Some men need to get over themselves....I'm not asking for anything more than honesty and friendship ...is that so damn wrong??????? ok off my soap box now

Mar-21/22-09 Twitterpated
twitterpated Complete and immediate infatuation with someone or something that occurs with the onset of spring; giddy excitement rooted in the physical. From the Walt Disney movie Bambi. Ask Marie about her new Army boy. She's so twitterpated she can barely talk.

Totally Agree
All Guys Should Do This... • give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in • leave her cute text messages • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful • look into her eyes when you tallk to her • let her mess with your hair • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes • hold her hand when youre around your friends and in private. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when shes sick. • watch her favorite movie with her • come up and grab her by the waist. remember this • dont talk about other girls around her. If you love her, others shouldnt matter. • when shes sad, hang out with her • let her know shes important • kiss her in the pouring rain. • when you fall in love with her, tell her. • and when you tell her, love her like youve never loved someone before •

Mar-19-09 Fembot
fembot A girl or woman who, unfortunately, finds herself oversubscribed to dominant views of beauty and femininity. Dude, your new stepmom is such a fembot with her plastic surgery, dye job, and falsies. I don't know what your dad sees in her.

Guys!! Read!
All Guys Should Do This... • give her a big tshirt of yours to sleep in • leave her cute text messages • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful • look into her eyes when you tallk to her • let her mess with your hair • just walk around with her. • forgive her for her mistakes • hold her hand when youre around your friends and in private. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • stay up all night with her when shes sick. • watch her favorite movie with her • come up and grab her by the waist. remember this • dont talk about other girls around her. If you love her, others shouldnt matter. • when shes sad, hang out with her • let her know shes important • kiss her in the pouring rain. • when you fall in love with her, tell her. • and when you tell her, love her like youve never loved someone before •

Dirty Buisness
im going to lose my mind. i feel it slipping away from me. where is it going to? When will it return? These dreams i thought were a good thing. Now the world has turned to shit. Where to go from here. just another hypacryt Dancing with the devil for so long. Not sure now what to do. You consumed me body and soul. destroyed my innocents the best you could. now you dare to question my sanity. your the lunitic in this tragedy. so go and tell everyone the news. youve won your sick game. IM OUT OF MY MIND AND I'LL NEVER BE THE SAME...

Challenge
It was a challenge. While he had initially refused to let her tie his hands behind his back, the challenge existed nonetheless. And she was very convincing. Very, very convincing. After he had stopped panting, she had smirkingly bound his wrists and sprawled out on the bed, arching her body in a way that any heterosexual man would definitely call "alluring". You see, his personal preference was for her hands to be behind her back... and so she had suggested - with inverted commas - that he could damn well do the same. He liked a challenge. He begin with her earlobe; an unlikely starting spot, some might say, but just as good as any other. Lips tug at it slightly, tonguetip tickling the sensitive edge with a slow swish of contact. And then her neck. Nibbles. Bites. Little trailing patterns of warm, wet flesh - the tip of his tongue dancing lightly after each little bite. Just hard enough to make the redness rise. He grunted under his breath, fingers wriggling behind hi

Pale Episode 2 Wins!!!!
*PALE*, the medical drama that I played "Tyler" in [for which I am named Miss Tyler on Fubar] just won the Gold Empixx Award for Drama!!! I was in episode two "Quiet Day Off", playing Tyler. I was credited as Kiera Lathan. When press kit comes out, and promo photos, I will be sure to post them!!!! Go love on my "Tyler" pics in my Modeling/Acting Folder!!! Soooo exciting :]

Day Off From Work
So I took today off from work. It was nice cause I needed the break, but I just ended up doing work in my house. Whats the point? I woke up and started laundry then vaccumed my place while I waited for stupid Comcast to get here. Because I didn't want to pay $150 a month for service, I now have only basic channels. it sucks, but I only pay $60 for tv and inet now. I sit here and try to make friends on fubar, talk to coworkers on IM and write a blog (which I have never done cause I hate writing). Can you see that I'm bored today? It's frigin awesome out right now and I should really grab my camera, go for a walk and take photos. I REAALLY HATE WRITING!!!! Till next time John

North Dakota: The Land Of Snow, Opportunity, And More Snow
Whenever North Dakota gets mentioned in the national news, it’s more often than not for a bad reason. And that’s really sad … besides being the now-home state of this chronicler and his family it’s also a place so enervating that truly challenges you. I live in Minot, the fourth-largest city in this state, and I hear very little if at all about “we’re counting on the government to save us”. God and country, faith and family, the not-entirely Protestant work ethic, and the Second Amendment (that pesky one about the right of the people to keep and bear arms not being infringed) are taken very seriously. It’s no small thing to say should a second civil war break out that here is where any foe would find their battle of Stalingrad. Being called “National Homeland One” in Margaret Atwood’s novel “The Handmaid’s Tale” is a backhanded compliment; you have to be tough to make it here! Five and a half hours southeast of where I live, in Fargo they’ve been filling and stocking sandbags i

I Dedicate This Song To You
You know, when you're in love and your lover leaves you And you've got nobody, the lonely hours over here Sittin' home and thinkin', you say: Distant lover, darlin', ooo hoo hoo So many miles away, ooo please Oh please, baby, think about me Hey, in misery Oh say, baby, as I reminisce about your life That we shared together The promises we made, baby Of the day you left, child Then all of a sudden, if it may seem to explode Now I gaze out my window, sugar, down a lonesome road, ooo Distant lover, ooo, sugar How can you treat my heart so mean and cruel Didn't you know, sugar, that I dream Of what I spent with you I treasure it like it was a precious jewel, oh baby Lord have mercy! Oh baby, don't go Please come back, baby Ooo, something I wanna say When you left to go away No 'ther do I want, do you wanna have me plead and scream Please! Please, oh please baby Come back home, girl Oh baby, come back Oh oh

Lol, My Sweet , Companion.. Crunchy Brittle... Makes Me Laugh Makes Me Fat"
my god!!! am bored and i cant resist them!! who likes cashew nuts and pistascio and almonds and walnut and chestnut"..lol, can come and join me tonyt.. with fubar drinks..lol almost empty" taste really good! lol.

Boyfriends
i am so sick and tired of hearing people bitch about how their boyfriends dont treat them right. JUST LEAVE THEM THEN!!!! its not that hard. if a guy you are dating treats you like shit then you shouldnt be with him. DUH!! pick a guy that will treat you right please. i did.

Blah Blah Blah
sorry. ====== RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? my coach [2] You were in the car with? kids i had to take home [3] Went to the mall with? my mom [4] Person you talked on the phone with? my sister [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? uhhmm...no clue T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? False Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Eat!!! [2] Be serious or be

Fine!
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Sara. [2] You were in the car with? Claudia. [3] Went to the mall with? Claudia and Vanessa. [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Anthony. [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? messaged-misfit commented-mumm T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? true Q: Been searched By Cops? false Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? false Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false Q: Broken a bone? false Q: Have shaved your head? false Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? kinda? Q: Shot a gun? false Q: Donated Blood? true WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? eat..duh. [2] Be serious or be funny?

The Maiden And The Knight
There once was a maiden, who was so deeply blue, She thought that her dreams would never come true, She searched and she searched for her one true love, She felt like the Gods sat and laughed at her from above. There once was a knight so noble and true, His heart was in pieces from what he’d gone through, He felt as though his heart would never be whole, He felt as though he was missing part of his immortal soul. Then one evening the stars aligned, As they were both walking around oblivious and blind Then it happened one fate filled night, They found a beacon shining so vivid and bright. Their paths crossed at this exact time, Bells and whistles went off like mad chirping chimes. But alas this was not their first meeting, However they seemed to say nothing more than a greeting. This night was different, they seemed to say more Their love started to set adrift away from the shore, They were unsure of that fate had in store, All they knew was that their hearts

Ok... Ill Play Along...
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Most likely Benae [2] You were in the car with? Benae [3] Went to the mall with? I dont even remember the last time I was at a mall [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Again, most likely Benae [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Not Telling T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? true Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? false Q: Broken a bone? false Q: Have shaved your head? true Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? true Q: Donated Blood? false WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? eat

Love
...falling asleep with my head on your chest ...hearing your heart beat ...the way you grab my hand and hold it next to your heart while you are sleeping ...waking up with you ...your sense of humor ...singing with you ...playing with you ...talking to you ...the shy way you tell me your fantasies ...the way i taste on your lips ...the way your hands caress me ...the way you taste ...the way you smell ...watching your face when you are sleeping ...watching your face during sex (it's so expressive lol) ...your eyes ...your lips ...your......lol ...your fuzzy chest and tummy ...YOU

The Price I Pay For Blogstalking...
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Andy [2] You were in the car with? Next door neighbor [3] Went to the mall with? I always go by myself [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Hubby [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Degorath T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? False Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? False Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? True WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Drink [2] Be serious or be funny? Yes [3] Go

Hrmph
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? My least favorite ex [2] You were in the car with? My parents I think....been so long [3] Went to the mall with? Myself [4] Person you talked on the phone with? My British ex [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? I...don't remember T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? True Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? True Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Drink [2] Be seriou

I Am Openning My Heart
i am a lonely guy who doesnt have someone to come home to and hold them or kiss their lips and tell them how much they mean to me or let them know they make me very happy i am not one for openning and share my heart cause i been hurt a lot in my life and dont want to get hurt but at same time i want to share my heart and soul with someone and with my heart and soul i want to share my love with someone i am a romantic and passionate guy with a big heart with lots of room for someone to fill the void i have a lot to give and i am a honest and truth and i am 100% faithful thank you for taking the time to read this BLUE EYEZ DEVIL

Stolen From Kloverlynn
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Jay [2] You were in the car with? Hubby & kids [3] Went to the mall with? Hubby [4] Person you talked on the phone with? Hubby [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Messaged...some greenie..commented..hubby T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? False Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? very true Q: Had/have a gym membership? False Q: Shot a gun? False Q: Donated Blood? False WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? they kinda go together [2] Be seriou

I'm A Sheep In Kitty Clothing
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Nobody. [2] You were in the car with? Roommates. [3] Went to the mall with? What's a mall? [4] Person you talked on the phone with? SupermarketGirl AKA Susan [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Klover T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? False Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? False Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? True Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? True Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? False Q: Donated Blood? True WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? Drink [2] Be serious or be funny? I can't do b

Mar-13-09 Anablog
anablog An old-fashioned journal made with crushed tree pulp, binding, and maybe some kind of locking mechanism. It is a fad past its prime but Borders still sells them. Girl 1: What is that rectangular-shaped device you have in your lap that appears to be filled with blue-lined two-dimensional peces of nondigital substance? Girl 2: Oh, this is just my anablog....I write in it to remember things and keep my private thoughts. Girl 1: I see. So how do you post it when you're done?

Virus Alert !!! Thanks For The Update Sweet Southern Angel !!
ttp://fubar.com/user/159177 here is that bitches profile... http://fubar.com/user/159177 === 'Sweet Southern Angel' wrote the following at '2009-03-25 10:16:44'.. > > what her link ill block her , asap cant affore d my computer to go down have to our daughter in law needs a new one . > === 'Mr. Dave' wrote the following at '2009-03-24 22:57:24'.. > > > > if you get a message from "Carin" DO NOT OPEN IT! IT HAS A TROJAN! it looks like a url to a u tube vid....but its loaded and waiting for you....that bitch tried to get me but my virus protection caught it before it could destroy my computer...block this bitch if you have her as a friend or if you get a message from her. > > >

Life-1
It's hard to accept, but you can't change the past. You can't go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life'd be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that's a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days - but as long as you let the past go, you'll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it. Rhino

For My Babygirl
So, I'm sitting here typing away on your computer while you are in our room sleeping. I also have The Tudors playing in the background. My baby, I love you. I love everything about you. You have been so wonderful and such a pleasure for me. I feel so very safe with you and very much so free. You are such a desirable and desired kitten. I hope you know that. When I came here I felt so unsure of myself. That was so very apparent. You have given me a lot of confidence. I guess I'm writing this to let you know the positive changes you managed to bring about in me in such a short time... I love the way you react to my touch. The look you get on your face that seems to be a look of contentment. I love that slightly wide-eyed look you get when I'm touching you gently...when I'm caressing your face. And, my God, the look on your face when I'm inside of you or right after I've been using my tongue or hands on you...the way you sound just drives me crazy. Hell...you can imagine the effect it

Warmth And Smail
hay all,i am shy to say but every one knows with the sharp eyes you can see the beauty of girl but with your nose you can feel the find something odd ................ if you have faceing such a problem than share i have an idea. okay

Who Are You !!
~¢¾~WHO ARE YOU~¢¾~ You are not the color of your hair, Nor are you the color of your skin. It makes no difference short or tall; Doesn't matter whether big or small. You are not the car you own or drive; Nor the clothes you choose to wear. You might even have a disability Which causes other people to stare. True, we all look very different Which helps us to know who is who But, peel away the outer wrapping And then you will find the "Real You". You are the smile you give to all, The kindness you show every day. The helping hand you offer to another When things don't go their way. You are the one with kind words When a friend is feeling so down. You are the arms that offer a hug Helping their sorrows to drown. You are God's image in your soul. And His love lives in the heart. We are created with no two alike Only so others can tell us apart. Who we really are comes from within, The things we believe

Vip Access
Well I don't know u, just want to get your attention and Invite you to Join SexNseason.com with VIP access for life, you will never pay for your membership on SexNseason, just sign up and you will be a VIP for life, and pass on to your Friends!!!! Limited time on this Offer!!!! www.SexNseason.com Make your own banner at MyBannerMaker.com!

Boredom So I Answered It
RULE 1: You opened this; you GOTTA take it RULE 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! LAST PERSON YOU.... [1] Who was the last person you texted? Shay [2] You were in the car with? the kids [3] Went to the mall with? Jarod [4] Person you talked on the phone with? John [5] You messaged/commented on Fubar? Um...Kitty I guess T/F Only answer with True or False Q:Kissed some one on your top friends? True Q: Been searched By Cops? True Q: Been suspended from school? True Q: Sat on a roof top? True Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True Q: Broken a bone? TRUE Q: Have shaved your head? False Q: Played a prank on someone? very true Q: Had/have a gym membership? True Q: Shot a gun? true Q: Donated Blood? true WOULD YOU RATHER: [1] Eat or drink? they kinda go together [2] Be serious or be funny? depends but I a

Life
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating, or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance, and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been

Horoscope
JULY Birthdays: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people?s feelings. Tactful.Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody andeasily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically andmentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judgespeople through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Lovesto be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to bequiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Notaggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Mar-11-09 Bipodding
biPodding Sharing a single set of headphones attached to one iPod. One person holds the iPod and takes the left earbud; the other person takes the right earbud. Can be performed while moving. They biPodded down the street; Jane had the left earpiece, Sarah the right.

Mar-10-09 Canadian Boyfriend/girlfriend
Canadian boyfriend/girlfriend An imaginary or fictional boyfriend or girlfriend. Guy 1: Why haven't we met your girlfriend? You've been dating for more than a year. Guy 2: She's really busy. Guy 1: Oh, yeah, I forgot how busy Canadians can be. Guy 2: What? Guy 1: I'm just saying you've got a Canagian girlfriend, that's all.

Sorry To All My Friends
Sorry to all my friends for not being online in awhile have very limited access to the internet, my internet has being cut off for awhile and can only go to kmart for the internet which I not able to get to that much, if any women single and lives near locally from Sauk Village, IL. if ur looking to chat, or hang out or get a few drinks give me a holler at, I don't drive, andwork through a temp service but looking for other jobs, cause the temp service I work for does not have no jobs for us temps since Oct. 2008 so being looking else where, if things don't improve soon I'll be most likely move to phoenix with my uncle and start my independent contracting out there, going through foreclosure, I know it sounds like I'm being dramatic but really I'm not, waiting for my tax check to come in but until then if ur looking for someone to be friends with maybe get to know eachother as friends and live locally give me a holler, but to all my friends on here, and myspace, and yahoo, and hi5 I am

Movin Around
Although my home is in Tampa, Fl, I spent June 08 in Tulsa, Ok, mid Sept. 08 thru dec. 08 in Springfield Ma, January 09 in Flint, Mi and most of February 09 in Indianapolis, In. i worked in very low to moderate income neighborhoods in each city except for Flint. I was to do the same there but a major idiotic snafu by the organization I worked for left me in limbo there for a month until I was sent to Indianapolis. I lived in a motel in Tulsa, apartments everywhere else. It was a basement apartment in Flint which was actually about the neatest apartment I have ever lived. Got in the bathtub during the night in Tulsa once during a tornado warning. And saw my first snowfall in about seven years in Springfield. What's kinda funny is that although the people may sound different in each place by accents, all are much the same. Welcomed into homes everywhere although moreso in Tulsa. The townspeople were very friendly in each place. People are people if you just give them a chance.

Afterlife
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife 'Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, 'cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I'm much too young to fall) So ou

Scream
Caught up in this madness too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me baby But know it's too late you've wasted all your time Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring Cover me, unwanted clemency Scream till there's silence Scream while there's life left, vanishing Scream from the pleasure unmask your desire Perishing. We've all had a time where we've lost control, We've all had our time to grow, I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right, I'll hunt again one night. You know I make you wanna scream, You know I make you wanna run from me baby

Let Me Be Myself
I guess I just got lost Bein' someone else I tried to kill the pain Nothin' ever helped I left myself behind Somewhere along the way Hopin to come back around To find myself someday Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Just let me be myself So I can shine with my own light Let me be myself Would you let me be myself I'll never find my heart Behind someone else I'll never see the light of day Living in this cell It's time to make my way Into the world I knew Take back all of these times That I gave in to you Lately I'm so tired of waiting for you To say that it's ok, but tell me Please, would you one time Let me be myself So I can shine with my own light And let me be myself For a while, if you don't mind Let me be myself So I can shine with my own light Let me be myself That's all I've ever wanted from this world Is to let me be me Please would you one time Let me be myself So I

Mar-6-09 Hip Replacement
hip replacement The process of introducing a formerly cool person to a product or idea that attempts to make them cool again. Reinventing an individual's public persona through association or action. Quentin Tarantino gave John Travolta a hip replacement with Pulp Fiction.

Why Pornos Are Horrible
I started watching pornos about a year ago. I still to this day believe I could make a better one. Here are the reasons that I am starting to hate the pornos: 1. no woman would shove a penis so far down her throat that she gags. 2. No woman would hork on a penis or vagina. Its not attractive. 3. when having an orgasm not all woman stare directly into the camera. 4. not all woman bend like gumby 5. If your going to slap the person your having sex with do it hard. 6. pulling hair means pulling hair not caressing it 7. Havign a threesome is not the girl holding the other girls hair while shes giving the guy head 8. when they say kinky sex its doesn’t always mean disgusting. 9. you will never fuck an 18 year old at the age of 35 plus get over it, this does not make a good scene. 10. lol when fingering a girl do it for more then three finger pumps then shoving those said fingers in her mouth… that’s a buzz kill 11. DO NOT LOOK DIRECTLY IN THE CAMERA!!!! 12. we can all tell yo

Leaving For A Bit
i will be without internet for the next couple weeks heading to a couple bases in northern germany....and the last time i was there had no internet connection where i was will miss most of you..lol..and will see you when i return

Sorry
so okay i know i have disappeared for a while but i was having some communication problems with my pc it seemed to never want to get on the iternet and i fixed that!!! i am sorry it has taken me so long to get back on here but it seems that i have finally gotten all the bugs out of my system!!! hopefully all of you have been taking care of yourselves while i have been gone. i am truly sorry for anything that might have happened while i was gone!!!

Mar-5-09 Acb
ACB Short for "air-conditioner booty." A woman whose buttocks, when viewed from the side, resemble a wall-unit air conditioner protruding from a house. Holly's ACB was knocking people's drinks off the table last night.

Mar-3-09 Breezy
breezy A woman who is easy. the word "broad" (slang for "a woman") is combined with the word "easy," creating the derogatory word "breezy." Don't worry, you're not her big daddy; she probably doesn't know who the daddy is. She ain't nuttin' but a breezy.

They See Me Rollin...
Spotlight---I want it. probably wont happen and i sure cant get it alone so i suppose im going to have to count on all of you to help me. Can we do this...together? I want it April 11th...that is a VERY special day for me and i deserve to be in the spotlight that day!

A Love For All Time
A Love For All Time Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time.

Thought's Of You (story/poetry)
Just to feel your lips for the first time, the taste of your lip gloss as you reach for my hand. Your skin touches mine I pull you close to me, to feel your warmth. My lips feeling your skin, as I taste your neck, with wandering hands, lightly touching your back. Taking you hand in hand, pushing you into the car. Outside in the warm summer rain, as clothes tear and lips collide. Pulling at clothes of blocking paths, hearts racing, matching the heavy breaths. Losing time in your eyes, as I am feeling your legs while tasting your warmth. Pushing ever so gently as I slide you up onto me, just to hear slight sounds of extasy. As our souls collide, we are lost in everyway of each other. Only to feel you again, just as it was the first time. Not knowing when again, or where but only in my dreams. Where you and I can be found

Feb-28/mar-1-09 Take The L
take the L Short for "take the loss." Frequently used to describe flunking a test, being dumped, stood up, beaten up, or robbed, or losing one's money in the stock market, gambling, or through exploitative business schemes. I really took the L on that history exam.

Feb-27-09 Sausage Fest
sausage fest When the number of males overwhelmingly exceeds the amount of females present. This party is a total sausage fest! Let's call Sarah and have her bring some of her girlfriends over.

Rules && Requirements
#1 You have to be a girl #2 You have to be Beautiful but also be BRUTAL.. you have to have the attitude that we are looking for. #3 You have to be voted in.. by ALL members of the mafia... (we have to all agree that u fit into our circle.. becuz we are all best friends and we don't just accept ANYONE) #4 if u want to be in the mafia... you must be an ACTIVE member of Beautiful Brutality Lounge #5 You must make a "tranny Hamster" and name it "baby~ w/e ur name is" & then u must give it to another member of the mafia for safe keeping and they'll give u there's... we want PICS of ur tranny hamster... #6 Put "cupcake mafia prospect" in your name until we have all made our decision... #7 Your page must remain open until we have all had the chance to meet and get to know you. ...thats all the rules so far... sooo sign below that u accept... if ur already IN the mafia... sign anyways... haha (manwhores this does NOT apply to u.. but u can sign if u want)

Untitled
Pain and suffering all is lost, But this time I refuse to pay the cost, My heart I vow will not break, My emotions cold, my smile is fake, Tears flow down to a sea of hate, My mind races and my hands shake. My heart is pounding against my chest, My anger shows like a warriors crest, I won't go down without a fight, For my heart hold on to the fading light.

Fear Lives In The Future...
"We can't fear the past. Fear is a future thing. And since the future’s all in our heads, fear must be a head thing." -- Tom Payne It helps to understand that fear is usually a projection into the future. We typically fear what MIGHT happen rather than what is happening now. Susan Jeffers notes that 90% of what we fear usually does not materialize. So replace your images of disaster on the TV screen in your mind with awareness of what is really happening. And don’t allow your thinking to change channels. "I have not ceased being fearful, but I have ceased to let fear control me." -- Erica Jong What are you afraid of?

03-25-09
Picture a dark big city dead-end alley. At the edge of the alleyway is a lone street light. Under the light is a manhole ... A businessman walking past notices a hippy looking dude atop the manhole, The man - a laid back - real cool looking cat - was rocking the manhole cover back & forth singing and seemingly having a good time. The businessman is curious and goes down the ally to investigate. As the man gets closer he hears the hippy singing loudly: "Forty-four ... Forty-four" The businessman, questions the hippy: "Excuse me, good sir ... You seem to be having a good time; Might I ask what you are doing there on that manhole?" The hippy slides his sunglasses down without missing a beat to his swaying motion atop the manhole replies with a smirk: "44 ... It's the latest thing ... 44" The hippy Continues: "Everyones doing it ... 44 ... 44 ... 44" The hippy continues to rock the manhole cover with a styl

My Knees Still Shake .......
may our love for each other witness many seasons may our faith in one another weather many storms though my dreams are vast as any ocean in you they have been realized how can i thank you for the seemingly simple things things like the pride i feel each time i hear you whisper my name the times you brought a smile to my face the way you capture moonlight in your eyes when i see you smile i am pleased when i make you laugh i am overjoyed when you touch my face it still makes my knees shake i fell in love with your passion and dark countepart let me bring to your life a little more warmth a summer breeze a soft glow let me be the one who fosters the brillance in your life let me be the one that makes your knees shake copyright@tamihtalynn

How To Stay Young
1. Try everything twice. On one w om an's t om bstone she said she wanted this epitaph: "Tried everything twice.loved it both times!" 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches!) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the c om puter, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your h om e is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health: If it is good, p

Spread The Stupidity
Spread the Stupidity Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. ________________________________________ Only in America .....do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. ________________________________________ Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. ________________________________________ Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. ________________________________________ Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. _______________________________________________________________ Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. ________________________________________ EVER WONDER .

My First Fu-sweetie
He took a couple looonnngggg fu-breaks, but he's back. All you hot chickies on my list - he's happily married but he flirts like a pro and he can leave comments to die for :P He's my BFF and a great guy all-around... please show him some love :) Professor BlueEyes@ fubar

3 Men Married 3 Women From Different States
Three men married wives from different states. The first man married a woman from Nebraska. He told her that she was to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple of days, but on the third day, he came home to see a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man married a woman from Oklahoma. He gave his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done and there was a huge supper on the table.

Feb-26-09 Showmance
showmance A "show romance" that develops between reality-show contestants or participants, especially one that ends as soon as the show is over. Often a ploy to gain more camera time. I thought Nick and Amy shared a real romance on The Apprentice, but their immediate breakup proves that it was just a showmance.

Empowered By Darkness
Dark evil Disguised in human flesh You are not one of me So save me from myself. The mirror does not reflect That which I need to see The cameras cannot capture What I don't want to be. The darkness empowers my evil to spawn The darkness convinces me to wait out till dawn I love the feel of flesh As it grows colder I love the way the world gets older and older. The mysteries of the supernatrual pile up to hell I don't want to say it. I want to yell The darkness empowers me In so many ways It turns me on and makes me evil Reminds me of the forlorn days... Take me back to when things did spawn Evil and darkness will ALWAYS carry on.

My Darkness ......
what you seek is here grow old along with me ! the best is yet to be in your arms i know that i belong i only regret not having met you sooner from the moment i met you , i knew i had come home my heart is ever at your service if i lose thy love, i lose my all every day i find new reasons to be thankful for having you in my life though i doubt it is possible to love you more than i do i welcome each opportunity to try no one sees me with better eyes no one knows me at greater depths no one touches my heart as gently each time i tell you that i love you , your face glows the graciousness of the smile you wear and the happiness that radiates from your eyes just makes me want to repeat myself over and over if the sun refused to rise my love would fill your days with light and if the moon forgot its place my love would guide you through each night in a world of difficult realities and challenges

Vampiric Lust
Sweet sweet blood Giving me lust. There is no one in this world besides you that I trust. Vampiric wanting and vampiric loving Blood pours down the waterfall Open your mouth Reveal your fangs Make me want you the way I know you want me. Pierce the skin Reap the soul Take the blood Pay the toll. Caress the body Destroy it in mesh Suck the honey From the flesh. Kiss tenderly Make my lips bleed. Let me drink you the way you drink me. Empower me, deflower me.... Dark black eyes pierce my mind Dark black hair, both of ours intertwined. Take a knife Slit my wrists Drink my wine like a kiss. Let me cut you here You cut me there Between the two of us we will cut everywhere. Turn me on Turn me off Turn me any way you like... Make it rough. Vampiric lusting...vampiric lust Continue this all throughout my life. Thrashing about in a pool of our blood Let's roll around till time ends Transform me into what you are Now I am what I so desire. Now to n

Vampire Eyes
Hiding in the shadows, the cat-like eyes. That insatiable hunger, wanting and lust. The ultimate sacrifice. The taking of life to prolong your own. That orgasmic feeling of the kill. The blood is the life and it shall be mine. Semper Viva. Live forever. I want this life, those eyes. The cat-like shimmer, the black rims. This is the true power, the hunger that I want. The blood is the life. Those eyes, those vampire eyes.

To All Who,s Has A Dog Please Read
I tried sergeant's gold flea and tick squeeze-on for dogs,Please don't use this product.I got this for my babies and boy did they have a bad reaction to it.I called the number on the box and they told me to give them 2 baths with joy and it should go away.So I got on the pc and found to my shock lots of people went threw this same thing,some dogs have died,and they keep selling this product,and it now the next day my dogs are better,still itchy a little,now these guys are my life.I feel like a dick for putting it on them,I cried all nit.Know dog or cat should go threw this,this product should not be for sell at all.Please don't use this product on your pet,don't trust it,and if u know someone with a pet pass this info along,don't let another love one feel this pain from this product. Keith.

My Time Here
I felt like letting you all know that I am loving my time here in Wa. with Becky. She is such a delight and such a pleasure for me. I tell you all now, my girl brings so much joy to my life... We fit very well together...she is just an absolute gem.Everything I wanted...everything I need(ed)...everything I didn't know that I needed. I just wanted to let all of you know this. I hope you are all having good days...I know I am.

Vampire Walks
A stranger in black walks among the crowds face hidden by the shadows of the night evil in those green eyes and a hunger in his stomach searching for a woman from which to steal her Life none he sees here please him through the crowds, he walks...

A Favor For Me Please
HEY HEY YALL ONE OF FUBAR'S FINEST BOUNCERS COULD REALLY USE SOME LUV SHE DOES ALL SHE CAN DO WHEN IT NEEDS TO BE DONE SHE NEVER ASKS FOR ANYTHING SHES JUST A SWEETIE SO GO SHOW HER SUM FUBAR LOVE AN DO WHAT WE DO BEST ADD/FAN/RATE/BLING HER...SHE COULD REALLY USE SOME NEW BLING...THX ALL MERCI-EMS™@ fubar *hehe love ya merci girl* The Cowgirl In Pink

Addiction
My thoughts have burned a whole in my mind and water can't put out the fire Searching for something I can't find To quench an unspoken desire. So life has let you down, Happiness a memory In chemical reprieves I drown with a love that wasn't supposed to be you can't save me from myself my last wish is to die I take the needle from my shelf and I begin to fly So I've fallen from my pedestal on which I cried in rage and hate was left to rule locked in eternities cage Drugs were my only friend and a forever loved enemy As I waited for the bitter end which is all a distant memory.

Drawings On The Wall
Rain. Blue drops of salty water; where fire was as the air not there is a huge Nothing. Fall. When everything seems to be burned I do not pretend to know it at all and I would not make you understand. Tears. The one that you can not fight and you bleed when your soul hurts then blame me, because I made the wounds. Hand. Which you hold in yours for so long not easily taken away; with my lonely breath. Sky. There I am, and can not figure out the "why"; love that can not see me; you that stayed blind. Everything. Gone in the air, dust and time; so do we stay apart from each other sometimes I can not stay, but sometimes I have to go apart. Something. We lost in ourselves, I lost you, and you lost me, Nothing in the life is free. Part of me. Dead is, and will be, we cry and yell inside us, but the moment is gone and part stays inside.

Feb-25-09 Plead The Second
plead the second To whip out a gun. Similar to "plead the fifth" (remain silent), except this refers to the Second Amendment to the U.S. Constitution (right to bear arms). When my P.O. was sweatin' me about why my whiz test turned up positive for coke, heroin, and seven varieties of elephant tranquilizer, I had no choice but to plead the second and put his narc ass in his place.

Your Love Is A Lie - Simple Plan
I fall asleep by the telephone It's 2 O'clock and I'm waiting up alone Tell me where have you been? I found a note with another name You blow a kiss, but it just don't feel the same Cause I can feel that you're gone I can't bite my tongue forever While you try to play it cool You can hide behind your stories But don't take me for a fool You can tell me that there's nobody else (But I feel it) You can tell me that you're home by yourself (But I see it) You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want But I know Your love is just a lie (Lie) It's nothing but a lie (Lie) You look so innocent But the guilt in your voice gives you away Yeah you know what I mean How does it feel when you kiss when you know that i trust you And do you think about me when he fucks you? Could you be more obscene? So dont try to say you're sorry Or try to make it right Don't waste your breath because it's too late, it's too late. You can tell me that there's nobody else

Feb-21/22-09 Geotard
geotard A person who is incapable of figuring out how to get from point A to B without instructions like "turn at the pretty blue house," does not know which direction is north, and/or points in the wrong direction when talking about a place. Combination of "geography" and "retard." If I have to tell her how to get there one more time, I'm going to kick her in her geotard ass!

What
I often wonder why I am alone. I ask myself daily what it is about myself that I hide from others. No real point to these questions for I already have the answer...I am an animal. I rely soley on my instincts to make my decisions when in the company of others. Only through excessive application of intoxicating substances do I manage to beat down the beast within and allow my more intellectual side to surface. The only true crux is that I enjoy the wild abandon my instincts allow me. To view every moment with all of my senses and none of my mind is the greatest high I have ever had. As I write this I come to a liberating conclusion: I will not change and I will live without doubt of my choice. Hopefully, there is someone out there who can keep up with me.

Body Language
I SPEAK TWO LANGUAGES - ENGLISH AND BODY. ...Mae West *Touching Your Face During a Conversation* – Covering up the mouth is a common gesture people make when they’re lying. Always keep your hands away from your face when you’re speaking. Oh, I have been more than honest with myself and the world as a whole in my blogs. Why? Because I have lived and learned and like Eddie Vedder sings - "Got a mind full of questions and a teacher in my soul". Some people think, perhaps, that I do not care about "my reputation" - if that means that I do not need to play the coy game of I AM SO PERFECT LALALALALALA I HAVE NEVER MADE MISTAKES OR EVER WILL LALALALALALALA AND I REALLY REALLY NEED TO FIT IN SO I CAN FEEL ONE WITH THE MASSES - they are absolutely right. I once had some bizarre experience where somebody said to me online, "I guess shame comes in different forms for some." And I suddenly wondered if the entire little circus act that had been going on around me had been inten

Beggers
Well I know this is probably go to piss off a lot of people including friends and fans...but tough shit, delete me if you want, it's fine with me.. I read a status update this morning that said "Be true to yourself" and I am... This site is for fun and nothing more to me, a mindless time waster to get away from stress and everyday bullshit. Have I met some incredible people? Definitely and you know who you are! Anyway just some ramblings here since I see it constantly every single day and night and think it's 100% pathetic. Nothing wrong with asking for rates and bombs especially when you're close to leveling, I try to help out as many people as I can with my 11's, rates, bombs etc. But all these beggers looking for blings, gifts, etc. are just pathetic to me. You want something, buy it yourself, asking people for it is just so fucked up on so many levels. Do you do this in real like also? Ask people for food? Cars? A roof over your head etc.? Why would you ever "expect" these gi

The Dirty Fork
A blind man walks into a restaurant and sits down. The waiter, who is also the owner, walks up to the blind man and hands him a menu. "I'm sorry, sir, but I am blind and can't read the menu. Just bring me a dirty fork from a previous customer. I'll smell it and order from there." A little confused, the owner walks over to the dirty dish pile and picks up a greasy fork. He returns to the blind man's table and hands it to him. The blind man puts the fork to his nose and takes in a deep breath. "Ah, yes, that's what I'll have -- meatloaf and mashed potatoes." Unbelievable, the owner thinks as he walks towards the kitchen. The cook happens to be the owner's wife. He tells her what had just happened. The blind man eats his meal and leaves. Several days later, the blind man returns and the owner mistakenly brings him a menu again. "Sir, remember me? I'm the blind man." "I'm sorry, I didn't recognize you. I'll go get you a dirty fork." The owner retrieves a

Noticed
So have u ever noticed that there r some songs u listen to them and u just ball your eyes out its like u cant control it they bring u back to a time and place and u cant control it. I put my my comp on random and omg that just happened it just took me back to a moment I had almost forgoten its strange how those emotions havnt changed its been years but when i hear that song I cry i guess thats y i never listen to it lol

Trade For Bling Pack
I will trade for the following for a 65 credit bling pack 90 ANGEL PIMPOUTS 30 DAYS OF 11S AND I WILL THROW IN ME RATING WHATEVER STASH YOU MAY HAVE SALUTE-SFW 2 MILLION IN FU BUCKS RHINO ADD YOUR NAME TO MINE KEEP YOU $HIT FACED (BOUNUS) ASK ME IN SB- (females only) for the bonus

A Lesson In Optimism
John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, 'If I were any better, I would be twins!' He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, 'I don't get it!' 'You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?' He replied, 'Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or.....you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood.' Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every

Felt
After we kissed all I can think about was You in your eyes was the answer to loves clue Even though we argued more than a few it didn't matter cause our love still grew If I wasn't with you physically You knew I was there mentally Misunderstood I could never be in your heart spread like the air our souls have held together from the start Sweet things in the morning time laugther through out the day like a silly nursery ryhme nickles and dimes so go on the days of our lives After you held my hand it was easy for me to understand Far and wide I've traveled this land Apples and oranges wouldn't be right to compare cause you stir parts of me where they now glare radiant glow all flow towards your beauties stare I thought losing my breathe was kinda funny and how else could I express my desires being set free Convincing you to stay was easy like a nice breezy sunday afternoon our lives would know nothing bettter under the stars and moon After many days have passe

Craddle
I will be here waiting in the dark waiting with r&b sounds shimmering a spark deep in my soul , deep within my essence the calls of desire straddle the moonlights presence The moment gives me views of things I wish to do A glance of a love to be so true A house in the valley to tend to filled with photo's of laughter and memories I wish i knew I am just trying to make it through another night alone watching the fire flicker shadows over the phone wanting to be part of a passionate kiss wanting to unravel something to miss Only destiny has yet to catch up with me and karma continues to stir its antiquity I am just trying to bring my dreams to life cause I've seen the eyes of my wife telling me everything in her glance charging me up with her smile with every dance making time a for thought as its christmas and new years our souls will have brought

Happiness Is Family...
03 25 09 12:06pm OLP's time... As I'm sittin' here by the window in my easy chair, with my laptop on me, and the skies bein' partly cloudy. I feel at peace within myself now. I have spent the past two days taken my two boys to the vet. Barnabas who is 1 yr and 5 months, went to get his annual booster shot, ear cleanin' and mite solution. Tuesday was Paul's turn he is 11 months old, his birthday is April 2nd...But, he went in for a casteration, ear cleanin' & mite solution also. Paul is my boy - he was not to please with me, when I brought him home last night. But he is doin' much better now, he is actually 'talkin' to me. But he looks pretty sore still. I'm really hopin' that this year will be better than last year, I won't go into details I'm tryin' to leave that behind me, and come to terms that I don't have family to fall back on...For somethin' I didn't ask for...The father I knew growin' up - who adopted me - sexual abuse me when I was in his care. But I'm currentl

Just A Quick Look Back At An Old Group Here On Fubar(the Cowgirls & Cowboys Of Cherry Tap )lol Time Changes
ANYBODY RECONIZE ANY OF THESE OLD MEMBERS OR MAYBE STILL CURRENT MEMEBERS? THESE WERE THE DAYS WHEN THINGS WERE FUN.

Help
Hey guys. I am getting ready to launch a modeling website. But, I have no idea what images I should put on it. If you would comment on the modeling images you think would be good for the site, or even regular pictures, it would be a great help! Thank you so very much!

The Funeral
Not long ago, I was asked by a funeral director to hold a graveside service for a homeless man, with no family or friends. The funeral was to be held at a cemetery way back in the country, and this man would be the first to be laid to rest there. As I was not familiar with the backwoods of East Texas, I became lost; and being a typical man did not stop for directions. I finally arrived an hour late. I saw the backhoe and the crew, who was eating lunch, but the hearse was nowhere in sight. I apologized to the workers for my tardiness, and stepped to the side of the open grave, where I saw the vault lid already in place. I assured the workers I would not hold them up for long, but this was the proper thing to do. The workers gathered around, still eating their lunch. I poured out my heart and soul. As I preached the workers began to say "Amen", "Praise the Lord", and "Glory"! I preached and preached, like I'd never preached before: from Genesis all the way to Revelations. I c

Rambling
Today was the first day of a perinatal nursing conference I'm attending for work. We started out with the most difficult part first-bereavement and helping patients who had lost their precious babies. As part of the lesson, three sets of parents came in to talk to us for 2 hours about their stories and their entire experiences with the loss of their children. Reading about how to care for people in these situations is good, but nothing prepared me or taught me better than these familes did. One thing that a father said really spoke to my heart and I don't think that I'll ever forget his words. He said: "If you think that it's better to be politically correct than to hold your patient's hand and cry with them, then you don't need to be a nurse and you should just quit now." Wow, what a profound statement. It reminded me again why I am doing what I do. To help people when they are at their weakest moment and offer some hint of comfort, even though a lot of times there is

Not Sure What I Am Thinking
i have been asking myself why i keep coming here and i cant really find the answer i mean there is nothing wrong with this site but too many people are fake on here they cry to get attention and i just cant stand it i mean i dont care about ratings and well i dont mind meeting new people hell there are a few on here i like so thats been a good thing and i am working on my people skills cause quite frankly most of you suck ass and most people forget that fact that some people do like being real and taken seriously i try to be on the same page with peoples feelings treat them with respect and be a friend but the fact of the matter is people use each other to make them feel good them go away when they get what they need and maybe thats what i am doing i am trying to be better than most people are but i am just as guilty but i wanted something more i wanted to find something that seems to elude me repeatedly and that is my emotions i feel hate and anger and all the negative stuff but i can

What Do You Do?
EVER BEEN IN LOVE, AND WANTED SOMEONE MORE THAN THEY WANT YOU? GAVE EVERYTHING OF YOURSELF, BUT, IT WAS SOMETHING THEY COULDN'T DO, WHAT DO YOU DO , WHEN YOUR HEART LIES SHATTERED ON THE FLOOR? DO YOU STAY AND TRY AND MAKE IT WORK, OR DO YOU HEAD RIGHT FOR THE DOOR? YOU LEARN TO PICK UP THE PIECES, THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSONS IN LIFE, ARE LEARNED THROUGH LIFE'S HEARTACHES, AND OUR STRUGGLES AND STRIFES. THE CHOICES THAT WE MAKE IN THAT MOMENT, DECIDES OUR DESTINIES. SO NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS, SOMETIMES IT'S BETTER TO LEAVE. DON'T LET THE WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEENS, CLUTTER UP YOUR MIND. YOU HAVE TO BELIEVE WHAT LIES AHEAD, IS BETTER THAN WHAT YOUR LEAVING BEHIND.

Beg Has Auto 11s!
BROWN EYED GIRL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar BEG LOVES SPANKINGS! GO SPANK HER HARD! GET YOUR POINTS WHILE PERVING BEG'S PICS! AUTO 11S! LEVEL UP! ¢¾Brown Eyed Girl ¢¾ ¢â ~ Sarge's Bad Girls ~@ fubar Public Service Announcement Brought To You By: ღTulsa's Angelღ Sarge's Bad Girl/Club FAR Team LOVE/The Pegasus Projectღ

Here I Go Again
As the door closes on an old chapter of life a new one begins .......This one is different than i have ever started b4 i am not sure where i am going or what lies ahead all i know is this begins in the morning ........i am so tired of the road i do not know what to do all i want is to go home but i can not at this time ......................work is slow even in my bussiness its so crazy and things are getting tough but as always i shall survive ..................... I LOVE YOU TINY

Strike While Im Hot
Thursday, March 26, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) The exciting Aries New Moon falls in your 7th House of Partners today, indicating the potential for changing the direction of a current relationship or firing up a new one. This Sun-Moon conjunction is also aligned with your key planet Venus, which brings pleasure into the equation. It may be time to cash in on a previous investment, financial or emotional. Don't think of all the reasons you shouldn't do it; strike while you're feeling hot.

It Hurts :(
So...back to the docs I go. My back is not getting any better and not sure if it is the muscles or if I tore something but all I have to say is FUCK THIS HURTS! I can't even lift my son up to hug him. It hurts just to freakin open the car door! I try to exercise but I think it is making it worse. I am just scared I will have to have surgery on it

Desire
*The Heat Of My Desire* In the still of the evening Without sunlight to intrude I see the twilight's in your eyes As the moon sets up the mood Playing music soft and low While romance fills the air I can't help but feel aroused The very moment you come near You submit to my embrace While candles flick their flame And the smell of sweet perfume Seems to drive my lust insane As I look into your eyes And run my fingers through your hair I taste the sweetness of your neck As I nibble at your ear I then whisper words of love As you answer with a sigh And in a very sexy way Your sweet body comes alive Your the heat of my desire As we slowly come undress I then start to lay you down While you welcome my caress With your luscious sexy curves You have a taste I can't resist And your breast show some response When I touch them with a kiss As I soak inside your love To a sexy love condition Feeling passions start to rise While making love in all p

Friendship
I'm a happy go lucky person and always gives and shared everything what I have. I am not a picky person when it comes to have friends. I'm a social butterfly. I don't care who you are or what you are as long as you don't play me like a fool and stabbed me on the back. Being a friend is not just sharing a joke, a conversation, a cup of coffee or a funny story. It means sharing an honest and true part of yourself. I treat my friends like family...I expect them to be loyal and honest to me. But for the life of me I don't know why my friends always fuck me over and stabbed me on the back...and of course I forget and forgive. I will let the time to take the final blow to her/him...let just say meal is best when it serve warm.

Pimps An Hos, Pt Ii
we have this Chinese couple stay at my hotel, they are millionaires. Well, the husband used to pester me to all the time, and the wife is CRAZZY. So now the husband is not there yet, so the wife is by herself with a translator/friend. She is now askin my supervisor (he is in his 50s) to be her escort, and is askin him out to dinner. He told me, and I said that if he says no, I won't talk to him ever again Sooo...we agreed that we split the profits YAY! me

Girls
i haven't on the site for quite some time, work has been keeping me busy. But now i have more free time again, i am back to wondering why cant i get a girl friend. i have been looking for ages is this not the right place to be lookin. xx Kate

Personal Note March 25,2009
Usually I like to spread my strange sense of humor around these pages and today is an exception so I apologize upfront. As usual though I do not mind being honest and sharing how I really feel and find it easier at this moment to write a general blog rather than a long personal note to my friends here so I hope none of you will feel slighted or that you are not important to me in a real way because I am not taking the time this morning to write each of you although I will see you as I have time over over the next few days. I have really been blessed in my life. I have had so many wonderful experiences and interesting jobs. I have been fortunate to have a good education and have good looks ( that is a matter of perspective I suppose but I am obviously modest so I can say this with a wry smile on my face), good health and some form of reasonable intelligence. I care about others and believe that our greatest calling in this life is to serve others rather than ourselves. What I lov

Guys Point Of View
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD' We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'than

Sweet And Spicy Brown Sugar Body Polish
Sweet and Spicy Brown Sugar Body Polish posted by Annie B. Bond Apr 22, 2007 6:27 am filed under: True Beauty, Bath & Shower, Skin Care, body scrub, brown sugar body polish, exfoliant, moisturizer Add to Favorites Tell a Friend Share Print Facebook Digg Reddit Care2 StumbleUpon more Select a service: Favorites Care2 Del.icio.us Digg MySpace Facebook Google Bookmarks Yahoo MyWeb StumbleUpon Reddit sender info: your name: your email: recipient info: recipient's address(es): Separate multiple e-mail addresses by a comma. You can send up to 100 recipients. personal message Sweet+and+Spicy+Brown+Sugar+Body+Polish Hello, I saw this article on Care2 and thought you'd like it as well. Care2 is the largest and most trusted information and action site for people who care to make a difference in their lives and the world. Care2.com send We hate spam. We do not sell or share the email addresses you provide. 13 comments Adapted from Organic Body Care Recipes b

Spinach Soup With Rosemary Croutons
Spinach Soup with Rosemary Croutons posted by Mel, selected from Eating Well magazine Mar 24, 2009 1:02 pm filed under: Food & Recipes, Soups & Salads, chard, rosemary, spinach, vegan Add to Favorites Tell a Friend Share Print Facebook Digg Reddit Care2 StumbleUpon more Select a service: Favorites Care2 Del.icio.us Digg MySpace Facebook Google Bookmarks Yahoo MyWeb StumbleUpon Reddit sender info: your name: your email: recipient info: recipient's address(es): Separate multiple e-mail addresses by a comma. You can send up to 100 recipients. personal message Spinach+Soup+with+Rosemary+Croutons Hello, I saw this article on Care2 and thought you'd like it as well. Care2 is the largest and most trusted information and action site for people who care to make a difference in their lives and the world. Care2.com send We hate spam. We do not sell or share the email addresses you provide. add a comment Is there anything more spring-perfect than a bowl of sp

Goethe- Erlkonig
Goethe- Erlkonig German : Wer reitet so spät durch Nacht und Wind? Es ist der Vater mit seinem Kind; Er hat den Knaben wohl in dem Arm, Er faßt ihn sicher, er hält ihn warm. "Mein Sohn, was birgst du so bang dein Gesicht?" "Siehst, Vater, du den Erlkönig nicht? Den Erlenkönig mit Kron und Schweif?" "Mein Sohn, es ist ein Nebelstreif." "Du liebes Kind, komm, geh mit mir! Gar schöne Spiele spiel' ich mit dir; Manch' bunte Blumen sind an dem Strand, Meine Mutter hat manch gülden Gewand." "Mein Vater, mein Vater, und hörest du nicht, Was Erlenkönig mir leise verspricht?" "Sei ruhig, bleib ruhig, mein Kind; In dürren Blättern säuselt der Wind." "Willst, feiner Knabe, du mit mir gehen? Meine Töchter sollen dich warten schön; Meine Töchter führen den nächtlichen Reihn, Und wiegen und tanzen und singen dich ein." "Mein Vater, mein Vater, und siehst du nicht dort Erlkönigs Töchter am düstern Ort?" "Mein Sohn, mein Sohn, ich seh es genau: Es scheinen die al

~ A Rose ~
I gave you one red rose A gift so very small It stands for so many things My love most of all.... One petal for our friendship One petal for your touch One petal for the trust we share Your love it means so much.. One petal for your sweet embrace And your eyes that shine One petal for the dreams we share And hearts that intertwine.... One petal for our secrets One petal for you I miss One petal for your love And one more for your kiss.... One petal for the many tears That I've shed for you One petal for the many dreams I'm wishing will all come true

Even Though I'm Not There
I don't know when I'll see you next, but I am refusing to lose faith. I know we can make it through this and finally be face-to-face. My life has been blessed from knowing you, so I will never give you up... no matter what may come. Sometimes life gives us trials, and sometimes love can be tough. Just remember that even though I'm not physically there... I will always do the best I can to show you that I care.

You're Wrapped Around My Heart
I knew you were the one, When you said hello to me. My heart felt something, It knew you held the key. I can't stop thinking of you, You're on my mind all the time. No matter what I had to do. I just had to make you mine. You are in all my dreams, When I close my eyes at night. I dream of you kissing me, As you are holding me tight. See you're the only one for me, I knew this right from the start. You see I'll love you forever, You're wrapped around my heart.

Lost To Love
The sight of you, My heart is lost to love. A moment with you, My heart is lost to love. A hint of a smile, My heart is lost to love. A beckon of your finger, My heart is lost to love. A twinkle in your eye, My heart is lost to love. A declaration of love, My heart is lost to love. A look, a sigh, a word, My heart is lost to love. The birth of a child, My heart is lost to love. A tear, And I am lost, I am lost.

Cradled In Your Arms
Cradled in your arms, held close to your heart, this dance will never end, once you let it start. Step away with me, follow where I go, our loves takes us to places, that only we can know. Lost within a dream, we drift away in peace, passionate souls united, our hearts feels its release. This dance is never over, in your arms eternally, we hold each other closely, our spirits are set free. Love may sometimes stumble, but ours will never fall, for what we feel within, is the greatest love of all. I hear the music play, lost in its melody, we dance throughout the night, together, you and me. When I hold onto your heart, and you nuzzle close to me, holding each other together that’s the way its meant to be. For as long as I shall live, my hands reach out to touch, as we share the love we give, and we give so very much. As we dance into the night, and the night time fades away, I will be cradled in your arms, in your arms, I will stay.

When You Said
When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with those words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world that will last. I love you!

Wonder How Many Can Acutally Do This
Can you wait for a solider ! Whatever happened to ' If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say nothing at all' Shouldn't this apply even more so for military wives. Can civilian people even begin to understand how it is . You can't just walk in to the other room to vent at your husband. You can't pick up the phone and call them. You have miles between you and it will be months before you can have the comfort of their touch. Why would you pick on someone like that? Why would you kick someone when the are already down? What happened to being nice. Not setting out just to hurt someones feelings. It makes me so sick to see people causing trouble for these families. They are going through enough! Let them be! Leave them alone! Find another hobby. Don't hurt people just because you can. That does not make them less of a person but it does make you. You should feel ashamed of your self to kick these people while there down. It is not right and they have have people wh

Can You Wait For A Solider?
Can you wait for a solider ! Whatever happened to ' If you don't have anything nice to say, don't say nothing at all' Shouldn't this apply even more so for military wives. Can civilian people even begin to understand how it is . You can't just walk in to the other room to vent at your husband. You can't pick up the phone and call them. You have miles between you and it will be months before you can have the comfort of their touch. Why would you pick on someone like that? Why would you kick someone when the are already down? What happened to being nice. Not setting out just to hurt someones feelings. It makes me so sick to see people causing trouble for these families. They are going through enough! Let them be! Leave them alone! Find another hobby. Don't hurt people just because you can. That does not make them less of a person but it does make you. You should feel ashamed of your self to kick these people while there down. It is not right and they have have people w

Military Rules For The Non-military Personnel
Military Rules For The Non-Military Personnel Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who cannot join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas that we would like your assistance with: The next time that you see an adult talking or wearing a hat during the playing of the National Anthem... kick their ass. When you witness firsthand someone burning the American Flag in protest... kick their ass. Regardless of the rank that they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all Veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these Veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these Veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled Veteran... kicks their ass. If you were never in the military, do not

Venting
I'm sure no one's really going to care, but I need to vent even if it's to myself. First of all, I'd like to thank everyone who's been kind to me, rated me and blinged me. You all make me feel special. For the last several weeks i've been talking to someone. I love being and feeling loved. Maybe this was stupid on my part, but I fell for her kinda quick. Yea she's on Fu, and no she probably won't read this.. she's too busy dealing with her own things on here and in real life to bother with my page. I've been just fine with all of this until tonight.. when someone asked me how my girlfriend was.. and I actually had to be truthful and say I didn't have one. I don't know why, but that KILLED me. I know this girl cares about me, but I feel like I lack consistancy? I don't know. I know I want to take this slow.. but now I don't know what to do. I want her all to myself.. but I feel like there's something unseen, unheard.. unspoken. In a way, i'm a materialistic person.. I need constant r

Rules For A Gunfight!
Drill Sergeant Joe B. Fricks Rules for a Gunfight My memories of BCT at Ft. Benning | Drill Sgt (E-7) Joe B. Frick DRILL SERGEANT JOE B. FRICK'S RULES FOR A GUN, KNIFE, BASEBALL BAT OR FIST FIGHT 1. Forget about knives, bats and fists. Bring a gun. Preferably, bring at least two guns. Bring all of your friends who have guns. Bring four times the ammunition you think you could ever need. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammunition is cheap - life is expensive. If you shoot inside, buckshot is your friend. A new wall is cheap - funerals are expensive 3. Only hits count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. 4. If your shooting stance is good, you're probably not moving fast enough or using cover correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker and go to cover. Distance is your friend. (Bulletproof cover and diagonal or lateral movement are preferred.) 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a semi or full-automatic long gu

[the Honkey On The Donkey]
I keep forgetting you people have never heard the music I listen to so you're not going to catch that reference. I'm officially out of work now. Fuck it. I signed my resignation letter "Future king of the universe" I care that much. And why am I up? Because I have had the wonderful trend of waking up in a panic just as I doze off realizing my life is a catastrophe and then spinning my wheels for several hours until eventually arguing myself into sleep. I've had the same stomach ache for the last four days blood keeps showing up in the strangest places like everywhere. Seriously everywhere It's not a good week to be me. This place is killing me. "This place" isn't even a literal place but its killing me now more rapidly than ever before. ... that was about 12 minutes of sitting still and listening to a barely audible pc over the thunder of falling pendulums. I'm terrified of tomorrow and I haven't had a drink in days maybe I should just ... focus

Capricorn Saturn
The Archangel Cassiel - The Planet Saturn - Kabbalistic Correspondances Kabbalistic Correspondences: Angelic Order: Aralim. Chief of Angels: Zabkiel. Archangel: Cassiel - Tzaphkiel The Angel of Spiritual Strife against Evil. Biblical Names of God: Elohim Personal Dedication: Not identified. Sefirothic Form: Mature Woman on a Throne. Sefira/Sephira: Sephira 3 Binah. Sephira Meaning: Understanding. Pronunciation: Bina Sub Creature Woman. Element: Earth. Planet: Shabbathai (Staurn.) Colour Black. Number: 3. Illusion: Materialism. Obligation: Virtue: Silence. Vice: Inertia. Spiritual Experience: Vision of Sorrow. Tarot: The for threes and Queens. Animals: Woman, Bee. Plants: Ctpress, Opium Poppy and Ivy. Gem: Star Saffire and Pearl. Perfume: Myrrh and Civit.

The Book Of Doom
The Book of Doom or The Unholy Bible of Doom which is The nastiest grimoire the world has ever seen Book I The First Book of Lucifer Translated by: Frater Algolis, O.A.I. Published by: Ordo Algolis Interstellaris Copyright by Frater Algolis, Pontifex Maximus Ordinis Caputis Medusae. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without prior permission in writing by the author or publisher. Published by O.A.I., Box 666-033, Marietta, GA 30066 If you dare to violate this copyright or the copyright of any other O.A.I. or Faust Material (Doctor Johannes Faust's Miracle and Magic book, or The Black Raven or The Threefold Coercion of Hell, Doctor Johannes Faust's Infernal Tarot, etc.), or if you are in possession of the Book of Doom or any Faust material that has been produced in violation of this copyright, you will be automatically the targ

Let Me Out To Kill
Surrounded By four cushioned walls. What is this place? Why am I here? There is so much Pressure on my chest, I can’t move my arms, All I can do is Sit here rocking, Back and forth Listening to the voices. Can you hear them? Or is it just me? They are telling me To kill, stab and Rip you open! But alas I am bound by this, This white jacket, And by the Four cushioned walls. And again I hear them, The voices shouting “kill it, rip it open Feel its warm blood Dripping, dripping Down your arm!” I want to obey the voices But my body is bound Wrapped around myself. Get this thing off And let me out, Let me quench my thirst To KILL.

I Miss The Smell Of Summer.
When I'm lying in your bed Play the motions through my head You know that I'm thinking, I'm thinking... that I have reasons to believe that I'm not the only one you spend this time with, But I'll stay. You say your weak, You wont let me down You lie through your teeth You smile in your sleep When we met you said we were the same You know that we're different And all the times you promised me that everything would work out in the end You were gravely mistaken I dream of steel. Maroon and warm, your end.. You gasp for air. I'll see this through, I'll see through you, your pale brown eyes. When you're lying in your bed Your eulogy's been read You know that it's fitting, you lie I deserve better than this.

Reality.....(4 Time-x 2 Read)
Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age How do I love again with all of my rage How do I get past all of this, show me a sign So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind

The Great Depression
There are billions of people in the world, yet I feel like I'm alone And all I try to do is right, but everyone seems to treat me wrong So I lash out in rage, but what I say is never heard Because I've learned to turn my cheek and swallow all these hateful words But I'm getting tired now and I can only take so much Because with everything that happens my soul is slowly being touched So I make others laugh just to escape all my pain But every time I'm down no one's there to do the same So I sit back and relax, while I nurse all my wounds As I lay terribly depressed in a dark solemn room Somehow this little balled up aggression Is slowly changing into an even bigger depression Something I can't take and can't shake And eats away with every second I've now acquired too many emotions to ever explain It feels like there's demons as well as angels fighting for control of my pain And for some strange reason my heart is being pulled in opposite directions One has the side of g

My Sad Poems
Sad poems always make me cry Cause i love sad stories I cry harder if The hero he does die You can have your sad movies They dont make me cry I have to have them sad poems I have to see them Appear in my dream When i write them sad poems They always make me cry My woman always leave me In my sad poems Then they become sadder poems That always make me cry I wouldn't tell a lie If i were to say That i shed a little tear When i read my sad poems That always make me cry

When Is It Time
When is it time to say goodbye, To all the love I've known, When is it time to end your pain, And leave me all alone? I've watched you on your good days when I feel your strength renewed; But shortly after little ups, The down days then ensue. We ride this roller-coaster of Emotions as we try, To make it through another day, And yet, I can't deny ... That as I look into your face On days that have been bad, I see a look that beckons me It's tired, and hurt, and sad. The little spark I used to see Behind those loving eyes, Is growing ever clouded By life's cruel inhumane side. I try to see beyond the pain You feel with every step; And softly whisper to myself This may get better yet. If I can bear to watch you Just another day or two; I justify my reasons to Ensure I cling to you. For letting go is harder for The person left behind; It means that if I let you go, I cannot turn back time. Back to the days I long for now, When you were full

My First Blog... Survey Thingy
Would you? Will you?...... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] make out with me? [_] in public? D0 Y0U… [_] think im cute? [_] think im hott? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to live happily ever after with me? AM i… [_] smart? [_] cute? [_] funny? [_] cool? [_] loveable? [_] adorable? [_] compassionate?

Please Pray For My Sis Donna Aka Dream Dancer
I returned home this morning to find a message from my sister's neice telling me that Donna had to go to the hospital. All I know right now is that she is safe in the hospital. Please pray for her speedy recovery. I will post more updates when available. Thank you so much. Here is her link on fu: Dream Dancer@ fubar

A Broken Heart
Sometimes I ponder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end?

Idk.. Lol
Ok #1 some of these questions are gay but there are only a couple im intrested in go ahead send me a message with ur answers Would you? Will you?...... [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] make out with me? [_] in public? D0 Y0U… [_] think im cute? [_] think im hott? [_] want to kiss me? [_] want to cuddle with me? [_] want to hook up with me? [_] want to live happi

Photoshop Animation For Friends
new photoshop animation I designed and made for my friend and wanted to share with yous as if any of you wanted one feel free to ask and I'll create you one as I can use any background pic with any one of your pictures you choose! I do for my friends to show my appreciation to em :) as this is my skill am very good at and been doing it over 10 years as I Loves thinking of new ideas as in photoshops and animations as some of yous already know I made this for you I hope you like it :) Thanks for viewing

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had

Broken Sorrows
Broken Sorrows In darkest night is where I fight, Eclipsed by shroud, Drowns out the light. You'll never see me soar past your hanging cloud, I'm in the dirt, rough from the hurt. That night replays in my mind, No happiness shown, No peace here I find. Within me now, your gift is free, Broken Sorrows spring forth from deep inside of me. Within me now, all hate takes flight, Replaced the just with what feels so right. You're out of my mind now get out of sight, You had a shot doesn't phase me in the slight. Complications arise, that I can understand, But you're a grown adult, you don't need my hand. Don't walk away I hear you cry, "Please stay." You think you know about who's in this song Smile real bright fucker you couldn't be more wrong. Within me now your gift is free, Broken Sorrows spring forth from deep inside of me Within me now all hate takes flight Replaced the just with what feels so right. In the end it doesn't matter, Take

My Smile
I hide it in my smile the pain that i feel the fact that i struggle my plea just to heal behind that same smile is the fear i won't win my battle for life that i chose to begin too many doctors still no relief yet i put up my smile to hide all my grief and when my sister ask "how do you feel" I just flash them my smile I can't show them whats real but when i'm alone and i know its just me that smile fades away and my emotion flow free

Home Remidies
Who Knew? Eliminate ear mites. All it takes is a few drops of Wesson Corn Oil in your cat's or dog's ear... Massage it in, then clean with a cotton ball. Repeat daily for 3 days. The oil soothes the cat's skin, smothers the mites, and accelerates healing. Kills fleas instantly... Dawn Dishwashing Liquid does the trick. Add a few drops to your dog's bath and shampoo the animal thoroughly. Rinse well to avoid skin irritations. Good-bye fleas. Rainy day cure for dog odor: Next time your dog comes in from the rain, simply wipe down the animal with Bounce or any dryer sheet, instantly making your dog smell springtime fresh. Did you know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional pain relievers? Did you know that Colgate Toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns? Before you head to the drugstore for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chew

Driving Myself Crazy
i cant forget you everytime i close my eyes i see your smile and i cant concentrate when all i do is think about you and my heart and soul cryout for you and it doesnt matter what i do i know ive fallen in love with you i cant explain and i wont hold on i'll trust my heart to sink or swim i miss you so much i cant wait to be with you and im driving myself crazy just waiting to be there with you

Stimulation Simulation
post date: 2007-07-22 18:09:56 (The Sims is an excellent console game. Human nature has been duplicated to an almost awful degree by the gaming programmers...geez.) I played Goddess today. I created the Goody family. Ima and Hesa. I carefully studied their needs and wants. Their strengths and weaknesses. I trapped them in a bathroom for five hours while they flirted, hugged, appreciated, tickled, and made out with each other. Then I led them to a large bed and demanded that they relax on it, next to each other.Then.... "WHOOHOO". Yes, I told them both to "WHOOHOO" each other. Nothing happened. I had Hesa Goody get up from the bed and then relax back down on it. "WHOOHOO", I commanded. "WHOOHOO!" Nuthin...Then I ran my Goddess detector over Ima's thoughts. Oh, there it was. The silly bitch was "daydreaming". The "WHOOHOO" wouldn't occur until she managed to pull her mind off her mental Hesa, and started paying attention to the Hesa in bed beside her.

Grrr
Six months ago i was a happy healthy adult for the most part and now as i sit up at 2 am in the morning i wish i could go back. After numerous doctors apointment and a pharmacy full of medicine i am no where close to being well as i was and am growing frustrated and miserable. If the constant fevers, chills, and pain isn't enough my appetite energy and even my mood has suffered massively. The things i have enjoyed the most are only a distant memory becuase getting out of bed and doing them takes too much energy and being sick 24/7 has caused my happy go lucky attitude turn to a very irratible me. I don't really know what to do anymore i am so ready to give up but i can't becuase i don't wanna hurt my family most importantly my sisters if something was to happen to me it would hurt them so bad they already worry about me so much you can see it in there eyes everytime i am around and they ask me so much if i am feeling okay today not wanting to disappoint them i smile and say yes just kn

Ocean Of The Eternal
Pleroma When I'm not dancing the line of vulgarity, innuendo, and childishness, I'm swimming in the ocean of the Eternal. The latest island I've washed up on contains these words:"...The dead came back from Jerusalem where they found not what they sought. They prayed me let them in and besought my word, and thus I began my teaching. Harken: I begin with nothingness. Nothingness is the same as fullness. In infinity full is no better than empty. Nothingness is both empty and full. As well might ye say anything else of nothingness, as for instance, white it is, or black, or again it is not, or it is. A thing that is infinite and eternal hath no qualities, since it hath all qualities. This nothingness or fullness we name the pleroma..." This is from the first of Carl Jung's "Seven Sermon's of the Dead". Jungian psychology is the school of thought that I find the most satisfying. It's full of imagery and connectivity. Shadows and Persona. Anima and Animus. And now another name f