I wish he knew just how much he crosses my mind and how offten he make's me smile just by thinking of him and if he did know why hasn't he said anything to me.If he really did know i think it might just scare him off but then again i'll never know because i could never tell him what i really really feel inside for him yes he know's i love him but he doesn't know just how deep it flows maybe someday i'll havee the guts to say it but untill then he'll just have to read this and just get some sort of feel for what i feel inside..hmmm and if he doesn't feel the same it'll crush me mind and soul and i'll more then likely never give my heart out again...i'll become the crazy mom with the cat's sitting on my porch drinking ice tea and talking to mr wiskers or some s*it
