tat2 n pierced lette's blog: "a poem from my daughter lexi..."

So there was a mom and daughter. closer than anything for so long. They always told eachother everything. They loved each other so much. Then along one day this boy walked into the daughters life. He was her everything. And she started to be with him more and more. then things started to change. their relationship wasn't the same. The constant fights. Those nights... they'd both sit in their rooms crying afterward. The mom was just trying to protect her baby. She was just being a mom. The daughter thinking her mom was just being stupid. Would say hurtful things without thinking. And never think of how bad it stung her mom. One day she had said too many hurtful things. She told her mom she wished she were dead. Her mom just couldnt take it. Her daughter knew she was having a rough time, but she only thought of herself. The mom walked into her daughters room after some thinking. She walked up to her little girl And kissed her on the cheek. She said, "Honey I love you so much. Dont ever forget that" She tried to make things better. The daughter looked up and all she said, was "yeah whatever. " The mom was so hurt, she ran out of the room and locked herself in the bathroom crying. The girl sat in her room, thinking how stupid her mom was. After awhile she heard a gun shot, then a thud. She ran to the bathroom only to see the mother. There all bloody with a gun shot to the head.... the gun in her hand. The girl couldnt believe it. She saw a note on the ground. it read, "Baby im so sorry. I only tried to help. All i ever wanted was to be a good mom and make you happy. I wanted to fulfill your every wish. You dont know how much mommy loves you. I was only looking out for you when i started all those fights. I never meant to be a burden. I just loved that smile on your face. Now with my last breath, I fulfilled your one wish. Now as you you see my on the floor. I hope you remember... I did this for you. " The gril so shaken up, tried to wake her mom up. but the mom was gone. The girls love was far to late. The girl was in hysterics now, holding on to her mom and crying. She kissed her mom on the lips. "Mommy please. Come back. I never meant to hurt you. I wish i could take back every word. I cant live without you. I love you so much mom. your my best friend. Please" The girl stayed there crying, and begging her mom to be alive. Until the abulance came and took her mom away. The whole time all that girl could do. Was cry and wish she'd just have listened to her mom. And walked away, never said anything bad. Said I love you not i hate you. Mom this is to you. Gel got me thinkin when she said we may not have eachother tomorrow. And i didnt want my last memory with you to be like this. Even if its not i need to make it up to you. Mommy i love you. So I wrote this to you. Because i dont ever want this to happen to you. Yes we're still gonna fight. But i love you. And im sorry i hurt you. And i couldnt live without you. your truly my best friend. Im sorry i said what i did and its not true. I would rather die than live without you. Iloveyoumom. forever and ever. your the best mom i couldve asked for.