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Today 5.25.09
Well, I am single again and just trying to get used to it. Taking care of my girls helps me not think about it. Working on getting back to school... I plan on becoming a nurse!!! I am ready for new adventures and traveling. First stop - Ireland in 2010. I am still not used to fubar and unsure what it is supposed to be... there are no games like myspace. So I am assuming it is a place to hook up with people. Me - I am just looking to find people to hang out with and nothing else at the moment. Oh, should mention that I got my gym membership and have joined the Biggest Losers Club online!! Anyone want to hit the gym with me (24 hour fitness) let me know. It is time for change and loving myself. I will keep everyone posted on how I do and will learn to take more pictures of me. I need to post some new ones... no not kinky ones! So This is me just giving a heads up on what is going on. If you want to know anything about me... ask. Hugs, Me

Memorial Day
I hope you all take some time today to remember what's important,and think about the people who have sacraficed their lives so that we can worry about petty little things like rates and fubling.So I want to say thanks to all the past and present military.and to my love who is currently deployed in afghanistan I love you and I miss you I hope you all have a good weekend.

Faded Glory...
I've burned my share of bridges Gained more habits than I've kicked All these things I consider each and every day I sit alone and make my plans to leave I'll take what pain I can when I go I've hammered my shame deep into you I'm losing my will to carry this load My solution is my new resolution Every rejection a waste All I have is my pain I'm giving up I can't do this alone My grip is failing I am lost here in the dark I am nobody in my mind Losing more and more each day I'll just sit here and fade away

Lest We Forget
those three words remind me of so much-- the sacrifices that I, and those like me have made in service for our country-- also those three words remind me to never forget those that I love and cherish-- and if youre reading this, you know who you are, and I love you.

14mil Fu Bucks For A Bomb For Peace & All That
If I had the cash I'd buy a bling pack and give her a bomb... but, I'm broke. So, I'm willing to dish out some fubucks (Bunnzy is chippin in 4 mil) if you buy peace & all that a bomb. If you know of anyone selling bombs...please let me know! ♥ PoStaL William's♔Demesne Fu Husband & Lord To Diana's♈Demesne has just sent you 1000000 fuBucks! side note; he has a slogan :D "Don't let us fall flat, help buy a bling for peace and all that. :P" JoJoTM Badass Bad*Girl~Proud member of Fubar's most ignored~Owner of Codeputy has just sent you 500000 fuBucks! "u kanhaz more monies for peace:)" mb....Spikecoon(the tard's) slave has just sent you 500000 fuBucks! "for Peace...I wish I could give ya more" *dances* we're up to 14 fu mil for a bomb for peace! woot woot!!!

Cold Eternal
I can see you staring at me..but your not there... I can hear your voice still callin..i miss you still.. You were the saddest one..it lingers on.. Yours are the grayest eyes.. THat little thing u do..eternal and so cold.. And you know all those souls..ETERNAL AND SO COLD I can hear you wandering..among my thoughts.. Many things..still whisper to me and never call You were the saddest one..it lingers on.. Yours were the grayest eyes..that bring me love..

Charm School
So Sean and I started watching this show Carm School with Ricki Lake. When the show first started we each picked a girl we thought would last the longest... My girl is K.O. HOWEVER.... when Sean chose his girl we didn't know their names and the girl he chose has piercings in her dimples, so he said "I'll choose Nipples" Geeeee what do you think he was thinking???? LMAO!

Still Here
Begging and pleading with my heart to find one last courage. Going beyond what I know and standing up to my fears. Lust for you is want for my soul. To save this vision to last more than one frame and to pronounce my courage, overcoming shame. My soul lost and weak in desire for you my love, don’t let it down. In moments of last look I am humbled by the nature of your spirit. Loving and forgiving, but only tolerant till my own fault. I ask forgiveness too many times in the light of your majesty. All of my insecurities you erect in a glance that keep me cowering to no end. It is just a dream that keeps me next to you and only hope that keeps me at bay. Fighting to walk, fighting to stand still, fighting to keep my soul the same as you left it the night you said goodbye. Choosing to stay shows weakness to all eyes but mine. If I f fail I fail and I still gain a moment. A moment in your thoughts, your creativity, is still all a moment I keep unprotected and wanting another. For m

David R. Ray
David Robert "Bobby" Ray (February 14, 1945 to March 19, 1969) David R. Ray was awarded the Medal of Honor posthumously. In addition to the Medal of Honor he was awarded the Purple Heart Medal for wounds received in action, as well as the Combat Action Ribbon, National Defense Medal, Vietnam Service Medal (with star) and the Republic of Vietnam Campaign Medal. His father was presented the Medal of Honor in a White House ceremony. Citation:For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty while serving as a corpsman with Battery D, 2d Battalion, 11th Marines, 1st Marine Division, at Phu Loc 6, near An Hoa, Quang Nam Province, in the Republic of Vietnam, on 19 March 1969. During the early morning hours, an estimated battalion-sized enemy force launched a determined assault against the Battery's position, and succeeded in effecting a penetration of the barbed-wire perimeter. The initial burst of enemy fire caused numerous casualties amo

Metallic Taste
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her.

In My Mind
Why is it when I dream of you its always your touch that stands out the most? Its not the overly sexual one, but it's the most affectionate sensation ive ever felt. It has meaning and reassurance. It is safety and warmth. I could dream of rain covering me but its your hand in mine that I feel the most. Why is it when I think of you its your smile that I see? It guides the rest of the thoughts I have. I can think sad thoughts and I see those expressive lips showing me it will be ok. I can think of happy thoughts and see that smile and I know I have a friend. I can think of something to surprise you and your lips form a circle that your hand quickly covers. Why is it when I breathe I can see your face in the trails of my exhale? Sad, happy, loved, I can see every change in every muscle in your expressions. I see the warmth of the curves in your hair with your head pressed to my chest. And yet with every inhale, every nightmare, and every moment I lack an idea, it is always the worst.

Every Hit,,,, Or Liza
In the event of my pain, I am saddened with truth. That the pain is the only truth I’ve known. Let it go and feel the ground. Flying over self regret and loss of company. See it all from an angle that brings me no closer to closure. He loved abused and left, while I loved hurt and stayed. Feel me now this anticipation. Falling to the ground closer to another hurt. Allow another to lift me up, only to let me go. Feel the warmth of care as I fall, and the joy of empathy as I rise. Up and down. First hit love first fall lesson. Second hit rebound sound hit lie. Third hit lust third hit contemplation. Every hit, every fall thereafter, rejection.

Ask Munchies
YOU CAN ASK ME 5 QUESTIONS:: 1 2 3 4 5 __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential _______________________

Blah
In these moments, I feel given in to insecurity. As though the past mocks and lets the future die. In these moments I am without the warmth of her company. Lost in the doubt of her return. In these moments I am gone. Away from comfort conditioned into isolation. In this shame I await for the pain of this new memory. In this shame I am left in my own resolve waiting for her answer. In my shame I stand. I am right I always am. In my own damn self pity I will keep company with every wing of every angel I have given flight from every kiss I gave her. And I will lay her, unmoving in a bed of these wings. Simplistic irony. Or my own stubbornness to realize I am always right. 06-17-08

Tonite
tonite I met a cousin I diddnt know I had. Living in the U.S. you miss relatives back home.I met a cousin tonite--he let me be me and he thinks Im a cool cousin. After meeting him 1st time tonite--had to say good bye. Im tired of good byes!!They hurt bad!!

Michael A. Monsoor
Michael Anthony Monsoor (April 5, 1981 – September 29, 2006) On March 31, 2008, the United States Department of Defense confirmed that Michael Monsoor would posthumously receive the Medal of Honor from the President of the United States, George W. Bush. Bush presented the medal to Monsoor's parents on April 8, 2008. On September 29, 2006, Monsoor's platoon engaged four insurgents in a firefight, killing one and injuring another. Anticipating further attacks, Monsoor, three SEAL snipers and three Iraqi Army soldiers took up a rooftop position. Civilians aiding the insurgents blocked off the streets, and a nearby mosque broadcast a message for people to fight against the Americans and the Iraqi soldiers. Monsoor was protecting other SEALs, two of whom were 15 feet away from him. Monsoor's position made him the only SEAL on the rooftop with quick access to an escape route. A grenade was thrown onto the rooftop by an insurgent on the street below. The grenade hit Monsoor in the che

Madness
I retreat into the dark recesses of my mind once againHiding from the harsh realities of this all-too-jaded world.My confusion never seems to abate, not at all.My mind a chaotic whirlwind of terrible thoughts.I pull them around me closely, like a security blanketthe chaos comes naturally to me, feels comforting.I long for the things that once made me safeThings that once numbed my senses into false reverie.Once upon a time I could crawl inside a bottleAnd feel my troubles melt away, if only for awhile.Or smoke the sacred herb, sweet scented securityand not feel or care about anything awhile.But too many times I awoke on the floorwondering where I was; where everyone had gone.Lost and alone, feeling sick and afraid,The darker thoughts coming back with a vengence.The anger and pain clouds my mind again;Medication lasts only so long, helping only a littleBefore the rage returns, battling my sanity,Ripping my mind apart, feeding the pain within my soul.Do I even want to cry out for help an

Ouch
I have new shoes. I walked again today and gave myself a blister. It freaking hurts. It's worth the pain though. I wish I still looked the same as I did in high school...then I wouldn't be walking every night. Although, it is really peaceful at the park. There's not usually a lot of people there and I get to listen to all my music. The South side of the park is almost pleasant. The North side has a nasty little creek that always looks stagnant. (Ewww) If you've read this far I'm sorry. I live a pretty boring life.

I'm A Thug Lyrics
I don't know what this world's gonna bringBut I know one thing that this is the life for meBaby cause I'm a thugAll day every dayBaby cause I'm a thugWouldn't change for the worldUh huh cause I'm a thugThat's right you heardBaby cause I'm a thugUh huh oh yeah[TRICK DADDY](check it out)Could it be my baggy jeans Or my gold teeth That make me different from ya'llAin't trippin dog But listen dog I've been raised a little different yallI'm just doing my thang These are my ghetto slangs And I'm representing thug shitThis who I roll with Watch them niggas that's gonna love thisNiggas who out on bond On the run Got 10 years on paroleSince you can't say it dog I'ma say it for ya'llMotherfuck the po-po'sFuck the judge and CEO'sFuck the DA and PO'sFuck the family of the victim Witness that's snitchin ass hoes nigga[CHORUS 1X][TRICK DADDY]See I'm so tightNiggas be likeThat nigga got so many hoesAnd I know he got cloutLook at his mouth That nigga got so many goldsNiggas be tellin they hoesThere's

Let's Go Lyrics
Yeah (Yeaaaahhhh) (Yeah) Yeah)Theres a lotta fuck niggas in the club tonight,(Fuck em, Fuck em, Fuck em)but its gonna be aiite, (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)cuz me and my clique we dont give a fuck nigga. (we dont giv a fuck nigga)Trick Daddy, Jim Johnson, Big D, Lil JonHook:Lets Gooooo! (Lets Gooooo!)If you want it you can get it let me know (let me know),I'm bout to fuck a nigga up, (What) Lets Gooooo! (Lets Gooooo!)If you want it you can get it let me know (let me know),I'm bout to fuck a nigga up, (What) Lets Gooooo! (Lets Gooooo!)Trick Daddy:If you want some, come get some,cuz where I'm from we tote big guns, (Yeah)And everybody know somebody that know somebody that know somethin bout it, (Yeah)And I want answers now who, what, where, when and why,see, a lotta dudes like to act a fool and all get all loud but that aint my style, (What)and he who he gonna get and what he gonna do, (what he gonna do)run up on me if he want to,Out there impressin his homies,but he stood up in front of his

By Nickle Back...
This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enoughSo I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the feeling.The moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screenSo I`ll be holdin’ my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.Someone to love with my life in their hands.There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not alone.There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin’ here with youSo I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever wi

Lost And Found
Okay it really bugs me when someone calls and says they left something behind in their room. Ugh why can't they pay attention to detail and make sure they have everything before they leave instead of calling and have an attitude with me becuase of their mistake!!!!!!!!!!! GGGGGRRRRRRRRRR.

5 /24/09
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Biker Meets Viagra
Crash, the Biker, walks into a pharmacy & says to the pharmacist, "Listen, I have three biker babes coming over tonight. I've never had three biker babes at once, & I need something to keep me horny, keep me potent." The pharmacist reaches under the counter, unlocks the bottom drawer & takes out a small cardboard box marked with a label "Viagra Extra Strength" & says, "Here, if you eat this, you'll go NUTS for 12 hours!" The next day, Crash rides down to the same pharmacy, walks right up to the same pharmacist & pulls down his pants. The pharmacist looks in horror as he notices that Crash's Johnson is black & blue with the skin hanging off in some places. Crash says, "Gimme a bottle of Ben Gay." The pharmacist replies, "BEN GAY?! You're not going to put Ben Gay on your dick while it's in that condition?" Crash says, "No, it's for my arms, the girls didn't show up."

Keep In Touch
I never claimed to be perfect in an un perfect world. Ihaven't been happy for sometime. It's been a year since my mom has passed. An people expect you to get over it like it's no big deal..... these people don't know what it's like to have lost someone so close.she's the women who gave birth to me. If not for her I wouldn't be here . So to get what I made this blog, my home life. I'm going to take a vactation from this place aka fubar.. I will miss my friends an people who have really touched my life.. For you that would like to stay in touch please leave a comment here of leave me a private message... thank you again all Rae

This Is A Foreign Look At Our President
This is a foreign look at our president. If al-Qaeda, the Taliban and the rest of the Looney Tunes brigade want to kick America to death, they had better move in quickly and grab a piece of the action before Barack Obama finishes the job himself. Never in the history of the United States has a president worked so actively against the interests of his own people - not even Jimmy Carter. Obama's problem is that he does not know who the enemy is. To him, the enemy does not squat in caves in Waziristan, clutching automatic weapons and reciting the more militant verses from the Koran: instead, it sits around at tea parties in Kentucky quoting from the US Constitution. Obama is not at war with terrorists, but with his Republican fellow citizens. He has never abandoned the campaign trail. That is why he opened Pandora's Box by publishing the Justice Department's legal opinions on waterboarding and other hardline interrog

Cyber Sex Broke Down
Bloodninja: I lick your earlobe, and undo your watch. Sarah19fca: mmmm, okay. Bloodninja: I take yo pants off, grunting like a troll. Sarah19fca: Yeah I like it rough. Bloodninja: I smack you thick booty. Sarah19fca: Oh yeah, that feels good. Bloodninja: Smack, Smack, yeeeaahhh. Bloodninja: I make some toast and eat it off your ass. Land O' Lakes butter all in your crack. Mmmm. Sarah19fca: you like that? Bloodninja: I peel some bananas. Sarah19fca: Oh, what are you gonna do with those? Bloodninja: get me peanuts. Peanuts from the ballpark. Sarah19fca: Peanuts? Bloodninja: Ken Griffey Jr. Yeaaaaahhh. Sarah19fca: What are you talking about? Bloodninja: I'm spent, I jump down into the alley and smoke a fatty. I throw rocks at the cats. Sarah19fca: This is stupid. Bloodninja: Stone Cold Steve Austin gives me some beer. Bloodninja: Wanna Wrestle Stone Cold? Bloodninja: Yeeaahhhh. Sarah19fca: /ignore Bloodninja: Its cool stone cold she was a bitch anyway. Bloodninja: We get on harle

Fuck Lyin Ass Bitches!!!!
God i hate em!!!!! How about somebody that lied to u for over a fucking year???? Lol they'll get whats comin to em.... AND YOU KNOW WHO I'M TALKIN ABOUT IF YOU FUCKING READ THIS!!!!!!!!! (PurfuctlyBroken)

Officers(plaid Mafia)
Josh[myself] (Founder) http://fubar.com/jboogie23 Lauren (Co Founder)http://fubar.com/laurenelizabeth DragonFairy (Manger of Members)http://fubar.com/bisexualwiccan they don't really mean anything just people who have shown lots of support. more people will be added. so please don't feel left out. make sure you add these awesome people!

Problem People
Why do people have to start stuff in life. Bring it in to fubar and get others involved. If it is home life keap it at home. When u bring people u dont know in to it u make it worris then it is worth. There is alot of great friend ships made on here . So if you have to bring stuff in to fubar dont get others involved.

I Am Graduating
Ok All I amDreamwisher, mother of Blueflame. I am graduating on May 31, 2009 with a BS in Information Technology/Multimedia Visual COmmunications. I have also recently started my Master degree for Business.

Confusion
How do you get rid of the pain he has left in my heart? every time i get a txt every time i get a call he is always on my mind. Have i fallen this hard for him or is this just an infatuation? I'm so clueless I have never cared for anyone Like I care for him I put my heart on my sleeve telling him all my secrets, my likes and dislikes, will he call me, or will he delete me SOMEONE TELL ME!!!!! plz

Eternal
Burns~~~ My love for you burns like a million flames, Warming my heart for an eternity. And though our lips have never met, I sense you in my dreams and in my soul. Heat rushing to my face with that possible first kiss, Makes an everlasting blush which compels my being. NauttiLunaAngel Jan 15th 2000

Who Wants A Lifetime Pimpout On My Page?
I am offering a spot on my page for life.. all you have to do is gift me something.. There is a spot for: 5 credit bling pack 10 credit bling pack 25 credit bling pack - u will get a pimpout a day for a week as well 65 credit bling pack - u will get 2 pimpouts a day for a week 135 credit bling pack - u will get 3 pimpouts a day for a week 350 credit bling pack 1 day blast 3 day blast 7 day blast 30 day blast 1 month vip 3 month vip 1 year vip an auto a bomb 50 credit bling your mini will show up on my page and it will stay there forever.. thanks for your time.. :)

The Soldier's Night Before Christmas
The Soldier's Night Before Christmas Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home.

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 6
Operation Trojan Horse Part 6 The two men advanced and retreated in synchrony almost like a dance. Their fluid footwork accompanied by skilful thrusts, parries and ripostes, neither one able to gain the upper hand. The blades moved like flashes of lightning in an angry, stormy sky. “Time out!” The men relaxed and took off their helmets. They handed their weapons to the attendant and shook hands before walking off. The life of royalty and nobility consisted of very little other than eating drinking and leisure. Fencing being one of their favourite pastimes. Unknown to them, they had an audience. The young girl watched in awe. She sat quietly at her vantage point. She knew better than to make her presence known. Last time she was discovered, she was caned and returned to her room, crying. She had no interest in ballet and dancing and dresses and other such things that young ladies were required to learn. Her young mind had been captured and held fast by those

Memorial Day
As we fire up the grill to day let's please remember why we have our freedom today and take a moment of silent prayer for all the solders who have made the ultimate sacrifice for their country, also say a prayer for those who are in harms way now fighting for those same rights and don't forget our allies in this war for they are just as important. If you would please look at the web site http://www.honorflight.org , Please help these fine folks out any way you can. If you have served in the armed forces or are serving now please let me say Thank You for your service and I would also like to say Thank You to all of our Allied forces for helping in our endevorse to make the world a safer place, and please pray for all the troops and leaders of the world that they may make the right choices and truly see the Hand of GOD in the work that they do .

Just Another Poem Of Thoughts
i sit here accross the room look at your beautiful face day in day out wondering why did i do something so stupid to hurt the one that holds the ket to my heart you are my being for living i go to sleep thinking about you and your the frist thought of my day you have always and will be always the light of my life my reason for living my reason for breathing it just is hard to see my love sit accross from me knowing i cant hold you in my arms kiss you and tell you i love you at night as you go lay your head down to rest i sit up in tears wishing i was laying with you holding you in my arms i cry untill i can't cry no more cry even more after that untill i fall asleep then i see your face in my dreams

May 15, 2009 - Release: Superstars
Katone's song 'Superstars' is finally here, and it was definitely worth the wait! 'Superstars' is the complete opposite of Katone's other new addition, 'Locked Up and Hidden', in the fact that it is a totle rocker! From the very beginning the percussion leaves your heart thumping and your body grooving to the beat! The chords make you wanna sink and grind! The overall affect is a simultanious orgasm of rhythm! This song is also somewhat different from Katone's previous tunes. The 'bow chika bow bow' in the beginning and throughout made me laugh when I first heard this song, yet it seems to fit so well. Making the song even more exciting. There is a clear indication through the lyrics of a night on the town, and the partying and gambling that takes place in any relationship prior to the clothes tossing, sheet ripping activity that transpires soon after. The very essence of what Rock used to, and is supposed to be! As with 'Locked Up and Hidden', 'Superstars' will be hosted on Katon

A Personal Side To Memorial Day
21 March 1953 Korea Hello Folks Will start this while we are waiting for an inspection. Had to lay all our clothes out for a clothing shakedown. Guess they want to find out how much stuff we left behind in the other area...... This is the first day of spring and it's really nice out this morning. Boy a day like today really gives a guy the spring fever. Makes him want to lay out in the sun and just do nothing. Well I guess I'll sign off for now so I can mail this yet this morning Your Son April 1, 1953 USA Son Well I hardly know how to write this letter as we got the message that you were missing in action on March 22, then the special delivery said you were on patrol duty and reported missing. We are all so broken hearted but hoping and praying that you are still ok. Everybody is wishing and praying with us. We have had so much company and have so many letters a

Concert
Just came back from the Verizon Center in Indy and I went to the most amazing concert in a long time. "Distrubed" is the best heavy metal Band in a long time that's worth listening too...If you get a chance to see them I recommend doing it...They were the BomB!!!!

April 21, 2009 - Release: Locked Up And Hidden
Katone promised his listeners that this month he would release at least two brand new songs from his new album in progress, and I’m here to say that this man certainly does not disappoint! ‘Locked Up and Hidden’ is the first to be released, and ‘Superstars’ will surely be hitting MySpace soon, within the next few week’s tops! I don’t know about all you friends and fans out there, but I am certainly ecstatic!The music from ‘Locked Up and Hidden’ has a deep, rich, and very dark quality to it. The lyrics, speak of a heart, possessed and transformed by love and all its oppressive glory. This song is certainly different from past lyrical compositions by Katone, yet shows just how versatile of an artist he is, making his music all the more enjoyable to listen to. You are never hampered with the same style and same sound. Every artist has a darker, deeper, more romantic side… This song is just that! ‘Locked Up and Hidden&

A Poem Written By A Friend
Fabric covered fevered flesh,lips together tongues now meshed,forceful pulls cloth stretches and tears,aroma of sweat and perfume fills the air,unleashed now a lustful beast,hungry nashing he wants to feast,on your body he wants to dine,skin to skin so sublime,tight flesh yields to my advance,piercing your hot body with my fleshy lance,I see building desires in your eyes,I feel the passion between your thighs,soft subtle skin my lust does mark,hot consuming fire from just a spark,a litle pain then flooded with pleasure,wanton carnage in full measure,playing, teasing, fulfillment again and again,so many ways, so many sins,and then comes our orgasmic release,you lay breathless on top of the beast,in your eyes I see that we are not through,for now I have unleashed the beast in you.

March 16, 2009 - Upcoming Release
We’ve now been open for a grand total of two weeks, and I figured, it’s time for an update on our Artist!The beginning of 2009 has been generous so far! Katone has already made an appearance in Detroit, as well as three others on the West Coast in California. Since mid February, he has been taking advantage of a small portal of down time, in which he has been gearing up his energy, writing and recording new material, and making arrangements for his new and upcoming album, which is due for release sometime in April. The title of this album and the date of its official release have yet to be announced, as he is currently awaiting for the authority by his current label ‘Dainty Suicide Records, Inc.’ Katone has sited that he is determined to make the release, and promises that when all is said and done, his fans will not be disappointed.So for all you listeners out there, keep those fingers crossed. Let’s hope that all goes well, and that Katone’s music

#1 Short Story A Friend Writes 4 Me
I try not to but I can't...as you lay on the bed nothing on but your white thongs and see through teddy...my mouth waters as you look up at me with those big deep eyes...my heart races, my blood surges, I feel like a school boy on his first date...you bite your lower lip and smile as I continue to gaze at you sultry form...my manhood gorges itself as you reach out to me and pull me into your bed....I lay beside you and breath in your sexy aroma, just your smell turns me on, I close my eyes as your lips brush against my neck and down my chest. I return the favor by kissing and licking the side of your neck...your skin is so soft and subtle, you taste heavenly as my tongue slides down to you cleavage....I begin to caresss you as you hand grips my pulsing passion and we move closer...our bodies intwined, I kiss down even lower down deep your skin rippling with ecstasy as my tongue finds a moist area underneath the satiny small faberic triangle that is now soaked with your lust...I take on

Plans Discussed But Not Foreseen
I get in my car to go home, suddenly someone rises up out of the back seat, puts his hand over my mouth and says “don’t scream, don’t say a word, just back out and drive. I’ll tell you where to go." It’s dark outside, I can’t see him, and the voice is gravelly but familiar. That makes no difference I’m still scared. His hands reach down the front of my shirt and he pinches me, hard. I now know where this is going and I don’t like it. He tells me to turn down the road up ahead, I know this read leads to an old abandoned piece of property, no one around. He tells me to stop, and grabs a handful of hair yanks my head back and tells me “ ohh you are going to like this slut” He gets out and yanks me out, my mind is racing and it’s so dark, I can’t see him. He makes me stand there as he circles me, I feel his hot breath on my neck, I’m scared but at the same time aroused. He shoves his hand up und

Something New And Wonderful
Walking into the bedroom, she was positioned exactly as directed. I saw her naked on the bed, on her knees and elbows in the soft glow of candle light. Her back was arched, lifting her ass high in the air, as if waving an invitation. Her head was down, her hair falling around her head and shielding her eyes.Silently approaching her, I reached out and rubbed my hand down her sides, slowly petting her. Momentarily startled, she involuntarily twitched before relaxing and leaning into my touch. In the candle light, I noticed her thighs were slick with her excitement."Are you ready pet?" I asked her"Yes Sir, please..." she panted, both excited and nervous.Picking up the blindfold from the bedside table I gently lowered it over her eyes, plunging her into darkness and heightening her sense of touch. Moving behind her, I noticed that her pussy lips were open and her juices were running down her thighs."Aww, does the little slut want to be played with and fucked?" I asked her."Yes, please..."

Random Stuff Pleases Jan
If you have 3 quarters, 4 dimes, and 4 pennies, you have $1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar. The numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial. President Kennedy was the fastest random speaker in the world with upwards of 350 words per minute. In the average lifetime, a person will walk the equivalent of 5 times around the equator. Odontophobia is the fear of teeth. The 57 on Heinz ketchup bottles represents the number of varieties of pickles the company once had. In the early days of the telephone, operators would pick up a call and use the phrase, "Well, are you there?". It wasn't until 1895 that someone suggested answering the phone with the phrase "number please?" The surface area of an average-sized brick is 79 cm squared. According to suicide statistics, Monday is the favored day for self-destruction. Cats sleep 16 to 18 hou

Get Some Bux & Help A Friend
Nothing fancy today. Just asking for help from even 10% of my 24,000 friends lol I have autos active..FINALLY! WOOOT! I will pay 10,000 fubucks per 100 pic rates andor 15,000 fubucks per bombing- I dont really need the bucks i just wanna level and I am a little under 5 mil from doing it! Just be sure to comment the last pic of the album you rate and pm me how many you got when you are done! I will be doing this all through tonight until the HH's are over. doesnt matter if they are 10's or actual 11's just whatever you can spare! Thanks in advance to all my awesome friends who do and will help! *smooches and lix* Brought to you by the one and only ~♥Temptress♥Head Promoter@Sex Kittens/greeter@NBH@ fubar

Pat I: Lycanthropy Is In My Blood Now
Ok here's the deal. I am a lychanthrope. I know you guys are laughing at me right now and it may be all the cold medicine I'm taking (I'm really sick today) but I really believe I am going through an animallistic metamorphosis (Damn! That's a lot of big words! Hope I spelled them right). Sit dow, grab a cup of coffee or your favorite soft drink and read my story. I must warn you though....it's not for the faint of heart. I was at my brothers house the other day playing Risk (Shut Up!!! It's a man's game!) when my 3-year-old son announced he had to pee. My niece was in the upstairs bathroom and the only one available was in the basement. Now being the amazingly wonderful father I am I had to go downstairs with him so he could relieve himself because every self-respecting three-year-old knows all monsters stay in the basement waiting for kids to come down there to use the bathroom so they can eat them. Now I know you're thinking "Gee Doug, this seems fairly harmless to me so

No Light
I wonder down an empty street with no light. Thier are no dogs barking, children laughing or people wondering down the streets. Chaos erupted and death set in. The sun is gone and like a blanket covering a scared child darkness set in. I walk down the street still searching for life but I know my efforts are in vain. I set down on the curb and look around me pulling back the sheets of darkness in my mind but all I can see is death and famine. I hear a loud scream and open my eyes and begin to look around but soon realize it is just the wind. I stand up and start twords an empty building in the distance. As I walk and listen to the winds torment, I begin to wonder if I am being punished for something I have or haven't done. I think about my family and my friends and wonder if they are alright. I approach the building with a blank look on my face looking up at its hiegth wondering if anyone could be inside. I walk up to the door but the door sis locked. I walk back out into the dark stre

New Clip At Clips4sale.com/store/4083" Ballbusting & Humiliation
I have just posted a new clip on My clips4sale store at www.clips4sale.com/store/4083. "Busted & Disgusted" Rope Bondage, Ballbusting & Humiliation (4 minutes): Almost 5 years after their first meeting and repeated requests to be in one of Mistress Genevieve's ball busting videos, this sniveling twit finally gets his chance � only to repeatedly disappoint. Not only can't he take the booted kicks even half as well as he had bragged all these years� to add insult to injury, he has arrived to shoot in yellow stained tightey-whiteys. After just a small handful of rather light kicks it becomes obvious that this wimpy worm will need his arms bound behind him to prevent him blocking Her kicks� and it's time drop the drawers. Those stained briefs come in handy when the ball-less wonder asks for Mistress to �at least � wipe the sweat from his brow, in a slightly disrespectful tone. Mistress makes sure this pitiful gimp learns a valuable lesson� be

Memorial Day
For those of us that, have family serving and to the hero's that have served our country. There's not a lot, we can do or, can say to give thanks for, keeping us free. While many people will be enjoying the time away from their jobs today; there's a soldier in a land far away. Many people will be at a barbecue. For us with a soldier, we'll be missing you. For those that gave up a limb or, gave up a life. There's an empty void for friends, families, husbands and wives. Not everyone, is cut out to be a hero and serve our country. But, thank God they did to protect us and keep us free. So, if you value, your freedom and all you have, please don't forget. It wasn't a president, sports star or a writer, it was a vet. God Bless you all for serving Chris

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 5
Operation Trojan Horse Part 5 The captain sat at his desk, deep in thought. The dice had been thrown and there was no going back now. So many variables beyond his control. So many things that could potentially go wrong. Horribly wrong. It was a dangerous game he was playing. Gambling with his own life. If the source of the information leak were traced back to him, his lifetime would be reduced to hours, each one spent in excruciating pain. He had built up his network of moles, spies and informers over many years. He knew the strengths and weaknesses of each man. Indeed, he had gambled on this knowledge before and had been vindicated each time. The chain was long enough, but all it would take is one weak link. Ultimately, the gamble was like a double edged sword. The only thing more dangerous than wielding it would have been to leave it. Madness would have eaten away at his mind until he had either taken his own life or become a lifetime resident of some lunatic asylum.

Destined To Be Alone.
I think I am just tired of trying. Even when I am not looking, and someone "finds" me, it just isn't meant to be. I think I have heard all the excuses, and heard every possible lie. I think any game that could be played has been played and I've lost each time. Too often I hear you are too nice for me.. or too good for me. I've lost out so many times because someone wants what they admit is bad for them. I'm not perfect. I'm far from perfect. I'm average looking at best. Getting older. I carry a lot of baggage. It's taken a lot to get beyond the abuse, to let me be close to someone. Not sure I believe in love anymore, at least not for me. I don't think I ever want to hear the words again. Is it punishment for divorcing? For walking away from a commitment? I think I had every reason to do it... but maybe not. Maybe my failure there has left me destined to be alone.

Life And Lack Of It
LIFE OR THE LACK OF IT 3rd drployment to iraq my quick thoughts on it The price of ones life seems to get less and less every day especially in a world where no one wants you. Death flys over u screaming as it passes u dnt knw what to do some people run and hide some like me just light up a cig and puff away being here for the third time now u get use to certain things that no normal person cud ever imagian and shud never have to. everyone looses loved ones but it just seems so much diffrent over here when u loose a brother or sister it can tear u apart but u gotta just move on and do yur job it makes u think how long till im next and thats the first thing that gose threw my head when i get up and when i go to sleep.

Poem
TRUE LOVE What the fuck you gunna do with your life When every time you move your stabed with a knife All you got is your heart and one breath But you stop breathing and your heart breaks every time you take a step You think your going in the right direction But you always headed the wrong way Every single hour of every single day So you look to god who never answers No matter how much you pray Then a hand comes out of nowhere To show you the way to brighter days Who is this person you wonder You look up and she smiles from above As sweet as sugar,As beautiful as an angel ITS YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE

Poem
SO DAM MUCH Sometimes i think im goin crazy Then i look into her eyes She makes me happy She make me cry Thats when i wonder why I LOVE HER SO DAM MUCH At night i cant even hold her Her eyes are so cold I dont understand All the good memories just fold But I LOVE HER SO DAM MUCH I dont want to loose her She is all ive got She is the best thing thats happen to me and that is a lot I dont know what to do i dont know how i will find a way So i guess i jst keep reminding myself That I LOVE HER SO DAM MUCH

Poem
WHEN IM GONEWhen im gone Will you still love meOrEasily find someone newWhen im gone Will i be in your heartOr Will your love for me end where it startsWhen im gone Will i be in your thoughtsOr All yur memories of me you put a X acrossWhen im gone Will you cryWill it put a tear in your eyeOr Will u just sighAnd Move on with your lifeWhen im gone

Poem
FOR YOUA life lost is another gainedSo do many people sayWhen a baby is bornAn angel gets its wingsThe hevans open upYou can hear them singNone of that means shitWhen you gotta lower your brother or sister in a 6ft deep pitLoved ones throwing flowers on his coffin doorTrying to hold back the tears a little bit moreAs they cover him with dirt His mom holds in her hands his favorite t-shirtLaying it on his grave stone before she walks awayWishing in her mind it wud have gone a diffrent wayNow he lays there dead and rottingAlways remembered never forgottenTHIS IS FOR ALL MY FALLEN BROTHERS/SISTERS IN ARMSANDTHIER LOVED ONES

Poem
I stand AloneI walk AloneI will Die AloneNo CallsThe Answering MachinePicks up the PhoneNothing left for Me in this WorldNo children to Carry on my NameBoys or GirlsDepressed and Angry At what ive BecomeSo many Things left UndoneA life of Love, Death And WarIf I told you EverythingYou would Fall asleep BoredSo i space myself from EveryoneTill the Day I am DoneI will stand AloneI will walk AloneI WILL DIE ALONE

Poem
THAED In my life i see so much blue So confused i dunno what to do So little people living So many of them die You hold everything in Doing whatever it takes not to cry At 21 ive seen so much Almost too real when i touch Hoping its all just a dream It makes me just wana scream Out to the masses As so many lives passes I wouldnt wish this on my worst enemy To take a walk in my life with me The things ive seen and done Tears my heart it rots away to the bone So many friends and family gone I hear the same old song There is nothig to say As i look at them in the coffin they lay Tears fall from my eyes My face full of anger so red So i keep fighting till i drop dead

Poem
SIX six pairs of dog tags six kevlars six pairs of boots six rifles six men used to shoot now these six men lay in graves on them crosses engraved everyday and night they fought so brave gave thier own life so many others saved now we stand here all of us tears in our eyes glasses we wear to hide the hurt pain and crys anger fills and breaks are once stone cold heart feels as if someone steped on us and ripped us appart we pray for the families they left behind some people tel us to just sigh and youll be fine when we get home we tip our beers and we smoke are cigs half drank but full of so many tears our heart still breaks like a thin twig as they pass days months and years the pain farther and farther it digs some of us will forever keep it inside till one day it kills us some just cant hide in silent you scream and cus to show no pain only pride for those six man who paid the ultimate price so we could keep living our lifes Always Rememb

I Know
i know 9/11 was a lie. i know dick cheney is a devil. i know the blanket that was laid atop me when i was just a boy was tainted. i know most people are sheep. i know tv is a tool for evil. i freakin' hate mcdonalds! if i had the chance to blow up israel...i would. the holocaust is happening right now and i am more a part of the problem than the solution. i like milk. i am currently in construction of my hell. i am quite comfortable here. i am the perfect example of the privileges of being obedient at all times. we must obey at all times.

Life Is Life I Guess
5-21-2009Sorry just felt like talking. Nothing much has been going on. I did watch "My Bloody Valentine 3D not in 3D though but 2D version lol and was talking to someone and realize it was 5 years ago today that we buried Jayme. I don't know how often this happens but this year everything fell into place on the exact dates and days. But I will get through it as I always do. I decided to make it a 4 day weekend. I will try to watch some movies and get things done. I think on Friday I will do the laundry and dusting and vacuuming. Then Saturday I will do the ironing because there are slacks I haven't worn in a while and I need to wash them and iron them and that is about 6 pairs besides what I wear lol I think maybe Sunday I will go to the movies and see Terminator: Salvation. Then Monday go grocery/toiletries shopping. Then it will be back to work on Tuesday.Clif just called me telling me he had to talk with me before he had a nervous breakdown and killed someone. He said Dad I have

Confused And I Like It
I met this Sexy girl that I just can't get out of my head and I don't know why. The only real problem is the fact that we are almost two thousand miles apart. I can't say for sure if I'm fallilng for her but I do know that she brightens my day and what I am feeling is very strong. So if she reads this I just want her to know that I am very gratful to have met her and would one day likee to see her live and spend some real time with her.

Do We Remember?
A long time ago I got blown up. shot down and stabed (is that one or two b's) I'm 58. old and ugly. I drink to much and I love my cigars. Almost forgot...shot in my right leg. I see this day as many people as a fun day...a fuckin holiday? This day should not be a day of car sales or frig sales. It should be a day of ...for the best of us...to remember and maybe try not to..our loved one...the one we did not know or love...the one who did what all you ass's could not do!

Love
Love is strange Love is deranged Love is not something you can just say. U have love for your family you have love for your friends and thats all you should have. This may sound bitter and i may sound like a quitter but in my opinion love has nop meaning anymore.

Richieinflorida7
So apparently I have had a few people write to me and tell me that this fuckin idiot does this to alot of people. he is flirty as hell and very persistant and when is rejected turns into a fuckin cry baby and blocks you from his profile but then run and talks shit on yours. If i were you guys I would not even waste your time with him. He is a pathetic 30 year old fuckin child that apparently never grew up. Im going to leave his bull shit comments on my page too. Just so everyone can know how fuckin dumb he really is.

My Dumb Poetry
if the writing on the wall is the marker of truth i now know that if jenkins cups teh balls he will get promoted i know what is gay and what rocks my mom fucked a lot of guys i guess gangs like marking their toilts boobies look beter in real life than some of the artists pictures alot of people love but sex people with wives need to find their wives boyfriends and some one jerked off here. this makes me wary of our society when all we think of is the writtings that set us free not me not here i just want to pee maybe next time teh writting on the wall will set me free i just wish it was written that i could dance maybe even not worry about some wierd dude when i must poop in a hurry but i guess it is written that nazis love all that is forgiven oh but i killed a thing or three so i am destined to be unrelieved -

The Bleeding - Five Finger Death Punch
THE BLEEDING - FIVE FINGER DEATH PUNCH I remember when all the games began.Remember every little lieand every last goodbye.Promises you broke, words you choked onand I never walked away. Its still a mystery to meWell I'm so empty I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.Well you're so UNCLEAN!!I'm better off without you and YOU'RE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME!!THE LYING!!THE BLEEDING!!THE SCREAMING!!!WAS TEARING ME APART!!THE HATRED!!DECEIVING!!THE BLEEDING!!IT'S OVER!!!Paint the mirrors black (to forget you)I still picture your face and the way you used to taste.Roses in a glass dead and wilted.To you this all was nothing,everything to you is nothingWell you're so filthy...I'm better off without you and you're better off without me.Well I'm so UGLY!!You'rebetter off without me and I'M BETTER OFF WITHOUT!!!THE LYING!!THE BLEEDING!!THE SCREAMING!!WAS TEARING ME APART!!!THE HATRED!!THE BEATINGS!!DISASTER!!!IT'S OVER!!As wicked as you are...you're beautiful to me.You're the d

The Biggest Idiot
So Everyone I want you to look at my profile comments and picture comments of this Idiot RICHIEINFLORIDA7 who is supposidly thirty years old. after being so pathetic tell me how fuckin hott i was, he was denied and got mad went on my shit, talked mad shit, and then blocked me from seeing his profile. It does NOT get any more pathetic or immature then that.

*power Of Apology*
Quite honestly, an "I'm sorry" isn't good enough for me. I've heard the words "I'm sorry" and "I promise" so many times that when I hear them now, I laugh to myself thinking 'Yeah okay... you sorry @$$ MF... I'll believe that sh*t when I see it'. You have to PROVE that you're sorry and that you deserve another chance to fix whatever it is that YOU screwed up... so here are some tips for you people who are constantly screwing up good things!!!!!!! ~*~Amanda~*~ An apology done right packs plenty of punch. When an effective apology occurs, there is a great deal of satisfaction and relief. It's like magic - transformative. An apology gone bad, however, can add even more insult to injury and it takes more than a simple "I'm sorry" to get it right. The next time you make amends, follow these four steps to deliver a powerful apology that can turn a painful experience into a positive one that leaves everybody feeling better. 1 - ACKNOWLEDGE YOUR ERROR! Get specif

What Do You Think?
Mark all that applyWould you kiss me?[ ] Hell Yea[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] already didWould you do me?[ ] In an instant![ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] you look to sweet to fuck[ ] already didAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no[ ] hot as Hell[ ] Fine[ ] Cute[ ] Okay I think ur pretty[ ] Sexy[ ] Ugly!Do you think im a virgin?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Don't knowName one thing you would like to do to me...3 things you would like to know about me?1.)2.)3.)If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] maybeWould you rather..[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Marry me[ ] Friends[ ] Do meWhat kind of underwear are you wearing right now?[ ] boxers[ ] whitie tighties[ ] thongs[ ] g-string[ ] granny panties[ ] boy shorts[ ] noneWhat's ur favorite position?IF YOU HAD NAUGHTY PICS WOULD YOU BE WILLING TO SHARE THEM?If you said yes leave number here ......On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..[ ] 1[ ] 2[ ] 3[ ] 4[ ] 5[ ] 6[ ] 7[ ] 8[ ] 9[ ] 10What would you want me

Uggh
I cant even begin to say how fuckin annoyed I am at certan PATHETIC men. Its so fucking amazing to me how much they want to talk to you and tlk to and how how continually persistant they are after you have already told them your not interested. And then after they dont get the fucking hint you finally say it bluntly and get called a bitch and a Cunt just because they didnt get what the fuck they wanted. YOU KNOW WHAT?!? IF YOU WANT A PIECE OF ASS GO TO A FUCKIN STRIP CLUB OR FUCKIN OBT ASS HOLES. I DONT NEED YOUR FUCKIN IMMTURITY AND YOU ALL NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET THE FUCK OVER YOUR PATHETIC SELFS. IM SO SICK OF YOU ANNOYING PATHETIC MEN WHO HAVE NO LIFE! PISS THE FUCK OFF! And to all the REAL men out there thank you for bein real. I can ttell you how annoying it is to have these horn dogs constantly degrading women cause they dont get what they want.. Anyways thanks for lettin me blow off steam.

I Wish You Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure.Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, 'I love you and I wish you enough'.The daughter replied, 'Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom'.They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, 'Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?''Yes, I have,' I replied. 'Forgive me for asking,but why is this a forever good-bye?'.'I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is, the next trip back will be for my funeral,' she said.'When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?'She began to smile. 'Tha

What Does Love Mean?
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore.So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."Rebecca- age 8"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."Chrissy - age 6"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."Danny -

Miss A Little, Ya Miss Alot
Grrrr. I hate being unaware. What happened with Jen? All I've heard is that she got IP banned. Anyone know what the score is? No one leg-humps me quite the same. *looks all forlorn & shtuffs*

Mini's
The words pour out but not from my lips for the are spoken from my heart and spoken form my soul Many years I wandered lost all thanks to you I have finally been found and now walk with a completed soul You are all I want and all that I need when I am near you Love is all I feel Why must my heart be shrouded in fear afraid to hear the words I long to say unable to muster the courage to speak so I shall hold my tongue let things be Unknowing of the truth of feelings shared forbidden happiness, loss of what is the risk is great, loss greater to fail is to lose, alone to keep silent the same Truth in the eyes and words never spoken knowing what is what could be fear holding back the words heart afraid to feel happiness and sadness loneliness becomes me. As I look into those eyes, I see the purest of souls. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, but as I set my eyes upon your sweet face I see true beauty in its purest form defined. When you smile it

Craving The Fruit He Bares....
A finger's trace upon it's skin, the lustful feel of it's touch.. the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel of the tip of its tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it circles, slightly feeling the arch of his back... kneeling in front for her feeding, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling the tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes felt, while a hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part from that... while inbedded deeply he feels, the narrow way close it's hollow... for the one feeding has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she swallows.... passionately composed By, Sandra Hickman aka Dark Jules

Robot Speaks: Robotic Religious Revelations
Okay so since the last post this robot has decided to take a different approach, rather then spew and poke fun of random idiotic things on this social network as well as people who share idiotic yet common ideals, this robot has decided to just speak about and answer any questions or statements that you may have to ask this robot.This robot shall get all religious questions out of the way. First question is on this topic of religion, and the question posed to this robot was “where did God come from and how did he get here?” Though this robot personally prefers logical thought over faith, and chooses provable facts versus believable faith, he shall first answer from the religious stand point then answers from his personal thoughts on the issue. [Do understand for the sake of keeping this post short this robot shall speak of merely basic terms and time periods and not go into grave detail for it would make this post entirely to long]The god concept is not a new concept, and t

The Chase
He now knew why she had shouted. The sound of metal sliding along metal. He had heard it in many forms, on many battlefields, in many eras. It was a sound that any soldier no matter his background could forge. He moved just as the round passed his heart. It wouldn't kill him; but slow him down it would. Looking against the darkness he could see many signatures. Their lifeforce had been conceiled likely by fairy majic or so he guessed. He dodged another round; concentrating he focused a force or destructive power toward the closest hunter. Nothing happened. His mind should be destroyed. A lifeless vessal. Yet he could see the weapon raised and firing. The silver rounds sliced through his arm nearly tearing it off at the joint. Through the pain and confusion he ran like an animal still hearing her voice in his head. "Run" His mind blank. The chase was on. (cont.)

Great Memorial To Those Who Fought
On this Memorial Day weekend, we remember and honor those who have died in service to their country. Let us also pray for the families that have lost sons, daughters, and parents in Iraq and Afghanistan and for the many whose loved ones have returned with physical and emotional disabilities.

Birthday Night
First thing first... I gotta tell people thank you for the birthday wishes yesterday. Dave, CareBear, Funky Munky,Kit, SS, MoW,Lewis, Amykins, Mental, RoadRage, Majik, Starshooter, Dr.C, Coot, NoOne, Reaper, Arkham, Gabe, Trouble, Kins, Mclovin, Crazylips, and MoP all of you... thank you so much for the wishes :D I do appreciate all of them. Now... On to the fun stuff.. Last night. I went to dinner with the hubby, got a new lap top, blahblahblah... real birthday dinner is acutally on tuesday with my mom... THEN I went to this bar I always go to (Luckys) to wait for some friends to get off work.. Addison gets off and meets me and we have a couple of drinks waiting on Laura... Laura gets off and somehow we decide we are going to this bar called Annies... Annies is the dirtiest, nastiest, most white trash STD infested bar that I have ever been to... Luckily, it is actually kinda fun after the nasty rednecks leave and the (younger) crowd comes in. That is when the drunken ka

Do You Remember?
Do You Remember? 1. Polite children will always remember that a church is the ____________ of ____________. An Erisian Hymn by Rev. Dr. Mungojerry Grindlebone, KOB Episkopos, THE RAYVILLE APPLE PANTHERS Onwards Christian Soldiers, Onwards Buddhist Priests. Onward, Fruits of Islam, Fight till you're deceased. Fight your little battles. Join in thickest fray; For the Greater Glory, of Dis-cord-i-a. Yah, yah, yah, Yah, yah, yah, yah. Blfffffffffffft! Mr. Momomoto, famous Japanese who can swallow his nose, has been exposed. It was recently revealed that it was Mr. Momomoto's brother who has been doing all this nose swallowing. Heute Die Welt Morgens das Sonnensystem! Abbey of the Barbarous Relic

Part One
ok so no one will ever understand women and no one will ever understand men. ok cool we get it but check this out.. guys if this has happen to you leave a comment about it and ladies if you can answer this please pleasse do.... i always thought that women liked assholes. but its more then that..see I am an asshole but in a different way.. i wouldnt be an asshole to a lady i liked or I was with. I wouldnt be mean to her for no reason and I deff wouldnt ever hit her. but what the thing is that most women are attracted to bad ass guys or buff guys with hot bodies that feel they never need to wear a shirt. and most of those guys end up being the one that is mean to them all the time or hit them or cheat on them. I dont get it. when are the women in the world gonna change the reasons they pick a guy. no i dont have a buff body and yea i wear a shirt and yea i dont look that bad ass, but I can make you laugh no matter how shitty your day is, I am the most romantic guy you will ever meet, I w

This Is Your Brain On Drugs
This is your brain on drugs... Some thoughts on relationships. Your brain is always predicting the future for you based on past experiences. It remembers you left your coffee mug by the keyboard last night so when you walk into the room in the morning you barely notice it's there because it's simply what you expected. Then one morning you wake up and walk up to your computer – something is wrong. You can't tell what it is at first but your subconscious is busy trying to get your attention. Then you finally notice, "Hey, my mug isn't where I left it!" It seems like a sudden realization even though part of you noticed right away and knew what was wrong all along.So what does your misplaced coffee mug have to do with relationships? It is simply this: your brain is always predicting the future of your current relationship based on its similarities to your past relationships. Since they didn't work out you brain is always offering up predictions of why this one isn't going to work out

R
R_______Hot tears fall down my face...All I feel is sadness and hurt from youYou probably don't even careEverytime I try to get closeYou push meAwayYou rip me with your wordsStomp on my heartAlmost as if you like itYou know you hurt meYet seem like you don't careYour drunken wordsThey tear meYour sober wordsUsed to be so sweetMiss the old youWish it was the sameAs years agoWhat happened to that man?Or was he not the real you?Was it just all fake to draw me in?Make me wantLoveDesireOnly you R______Would gladly giveThis broken heartTo youWould you take it?Or is it justYour ego keeping meAnd my heartPrisonerI know you don't love meYet I stayYour willing slaveEternally in painAnd sadnessI love youYet hate youWould give anything to be yoursWould be yours if only you askedBut deep down I knowYou hate meOnly keep me for entertainmentStill I worship the ground you walk onEven though we have never metI love and hate you at the same timePleaseStop lashing out at meLove youHate youTill I find a w

Angel Of Darkness
As I stood at the edge of time I saw myself looking back, I asked what was the meaning of all this hatred? My shadow pointed far off and there among the fog and black, the Angel of Darkness smiled, his eyes glowing red. "Ask it." I spoke. He answered, "I am called king, caesar, czar, and emperor. I am the darkness that flows through cold night. I whisper death in their ear. I revel in your misery, be you afraid of death or disease I am there. I make you feel alive."

My Head
So the thoughts in my head dance all the time. In a twist together all of them at one time dancing to a beat I can't control. I use to have control. I use to keep the shadows in the dark, but now it is all dark. The shadows are loose to do as they please. Does everyone see me? Can they see the thoughts that pace back and forth? They say I'm not suppose to feel this way. Well, what does everyone know anyways. I am me. I can't change what has happened. I can only make peace with it. How do you make peace with pain though? How do you accept what has happened? How do you dance within your head without falling down? How do you pretend that everything bad just isn't there? It use to be easy to push it all away, but now i can't. Why she listens to me I will never know. Why she keeps heading in my direction I will never know. She is the light in the corner of a dark mind. She understands where it all comes from. She stands tall when I can not. She stands t

I'm Sooooooo Close I Can Taste The Booty (hehe)
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You Are Not A Sports Fan If...
Let me clarify for "sports fans" who are mistaking themselves for "true fans". You are NOT a "True Fan" IF:1)You are only rooting for "your team" because they are doing well or have only recently starting being good. A "True Fan" supports through bad times as well as good. You are a "BANDWAGONER"...not a fan!2) You cannot tell me why a team is good, bad, or going to win or lose without backing it up with actual facts and reasons. "They rule/suck" is not a reason. You are unknowledgeable...and not a fan (because "you suck")! 3) You are a woman and think that wearing pink-scale attire of your team whether no matter it is a jersey, a hat, t-shirt is an acceptable compromise for showing you are a fan. Unless your team has pink, it is not a team color. It is NOT saying I am a woman and I'm a fan, it says "I like my team but don't like their colors and don't want to look bad while supporting them". You are not a fan!

As We Grow
As We Grow we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probally will. You'll have your heart broken, probally more than once, and it's HARDER every time. You'll break hearts too, so remeber how it felt when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your bestfriend and maybe even falll in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing to fast and you'll eventually lose somone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Only You Can Give The Breath Of Life
I had to say "See You Later" to my boyfriend on Saturday. He's deploying overseas, soon. For 10 months. I already miss him so much. I've cried so much in the past day. Part of me is so afraid he won't want me anymore when he comes home. I feel so alone. I'm so scared and nervous. I'm worried. I wish he didn't have to go. This is all so scattered right now. I'm sure I'll come back and edit this later.

The Myth Of The Apple Of Discord
"You will find that the State is the kind of ORGANIZATION which, though it does big things badly, does small things badly too." John Kenneth Galbraith THE MYTH OF THE APPLE OF DISCORD It seems that Zeus was preparing a wedding banquet for Peleus and Thetis and did not want to invite Eris because of Her reputation as a trouble maker. This made Eris angry, and so She fashioned an apple of pure gold and inscribed upon it KALLISTI ("To The Prettiest One") and on the day of the fete She rolled it into the banquet hall and then left to be alone and joyously partake of a hot dog Now, three of the invited goddesses, Athena, Hera, and Aphrodite, each immediately claimed it to belong to herself because of the inscription. And they started fighting, and they started throwing punch all over the place and everything. Finally Zeus calmed things down and declared that an arbitra

My Brain Creates Stories, Here's One: Jonny And Robots
Jonny was always fascinated by the inner workings and systems behind the reality. His mother was an actress. She created these back stage personas, and live them physically on stage. It had a profound effect on Jonny perception.Jonny was a star gazer. He dreamed of all the possiblities of this universe and how great man could be become.Jonny made robots. That's what he was born to do.He started when he was a young child, taking one of his remote controlled tonka trucks and merging with an old fashioned microwave in order to deliver breakfast to his sick dying mother in bed. As thoughtful as Jonny was, Jonny never actually thought to personally give his mother breakfast in bed, who cried when she saw the contraption clunking into her bedroom.Jonny was a very thoughtful man though, taking time to fully consider the ramifications of everything he had ever done, from such simple mundane tasks like mowing his parents lawn in the quickest and most efficient way possible, to cleaing out their

Xbox
My mother won 800 bucks worth of XBox crap... and then gave it to the kids and I... XBox 360, Tha game Lips, with 2 microphones, the game In the Movies with the webcam, a car racing game (forgot the name) with 1 yr gold membership to Netflicks and XBox site... It comes with an ethernet cord, but the problem is... my net is hooked up through an ethernet cord all ready. From the cable box to the PC and there's only 1 ethernet hookup on the PC.... Should I try the USB hub cord for the net so I can hook up the ethernet to the XBox? Or is there something else I could do?

Angels & Demons Vs Angels & Demons
It has been a week by now, so if you haven't seen the movie or haven't heard about it and want to see the movie stop reading now.In my personal opinion Angels & Demons the movie was the worst book to film every! In the begin of of the film the Vatican comes to Robert and picks him up while he is in the pool swimming, in the book the director of CERN calls Robert and wakes him up at his home. Robert then in turns gets onto a jet that goes sonic that takes him to CERN. From there he looks over the scientist/bishop and learns who is behinds it, meets Vittoria Vetra, and also learns about the preferitti being kidnap.There are a ton more huge differences between Angels & Demons the film and Angels & Demons the book, to the point that Ron Howard and his team of writers re-wrote more then three-fourths of the book. They left out the reporters, that start to follow Robert and Vittoria around Rome, out of the movie completely. I also never got a scene of the feelings Robert and Vittoria st

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 4
Operation Trojan Horse Part 4 It was another busy Friday night at the watering hole. The workers at the port had been paid earlier in the evening and had turned out in force. Most drank to forget. To numb the pain of their dismal and dreary lives. To escape from the foreman, the work, the wife, their debts……whatever their nemesis in life might be. Amongst the honest workers, the dishonest were also hard at work, planning and plying their nefarious trades. The inn had become notorious as a meeting place for criminals and other unsavoury characters. Life was precious to all of them, so nobody interfered in anyone else’s business. A man in a shabby looking cloak entered the inn and looked around. In the corner, he spotted who he was looking for and began to make his way towards him. “So, what do you have for me today?”

To All Of Our Soldiers And Vetrains And Fallen Hero's Alike
MEMORIAL DAY.Hither we come to scatter flowersThis thirtieth day of May,Upon our fallen heroes' gravesOn this Memorial Day;We cherish now no bitter thoughtsIn this fair land of ours,But on all fallen heroes' gravesWe come to scatter flowers.The rank and file in North and SouthBelieved their cause was just;We find upon each battle flagInscribed, "In God We Trust;"And in this sunny land of ours,Now sleeping side by side,The Union Blue and Southern GrayLie buried where they died.Since we have come to scatter flowersThis consecrated day,We can not cherish bitter thoughtsToward those who wore the "Gray;"Believing that their cause was right,Freely their blood they shed;Then, let us strew-alike-the gravesOf all our sacred dead.And those who for the Union fought,In scattering flowers to-dayOn heroes' graves, would never dreamOf passing by the gray;And heroes of the "Southern Cause,"In paying homage true,Will not forget the graves of thoseWho wore the Union Blue.Thrice welcome, then, thi

Dealing With Fam
Today I have to go *fix* my sister's boyfriends pc. Fun... My daughter called and was like will you call Ron and walk him through getting this popup off. Its a pop up for WinPC Antivirus. Well myself, I swear by spybot, I did have him download it and run it over the phone, but apparently that didn't work so I am going over there today. I am cringing though sadly, these people talk total smack about me, and here I am being the fixer. My daughter told me when my sister had a pipe burst, the boxes I have still stored her basement, he was like we should take them to the dump. These are pictures and important things to me I saved from over the years because I gave everything else away when I went to Germany. I really hope that I am able to fix it, I know he offered to drive out and get me, and I was like, ummm, I can drive myself. I guess he said he would give me a few bucks for gas. I hope everyone is enjoying their weekend. And please definitely remember those who have fallen, those tr

Do You Really Think Your Pic Is Deleted?
It's always fun to write about research that you can actually try out for yourself.Try this: Take a photo and upload it to Facebook, then after a day or so, note what the URL to the picture is (the actual photo, not the page on which the photo resides), and then delete it. Come back a month later and see if the link works. Chances are: It will.Facebook isn't alone here. Researchers at Cambridge University (so you know this is legit, people!) have found that nearly half of the social networking sites don't immediately delete pictures when a user requests they be removed. In general, photo-centric websites like Flickr were found to be better at quickly removing deleted photos upon request.Why do "deleted" photos stick around so long? The problem relates to the way data is stored on large websites: While your personal computer only keeps one copy of a file, large-scale services like Facebook rely on what are called content delivery networks to manage data and distribution. It's a compl

Work In Progress: Operation Trojan Horse: Part 3
Operation Trojan Horse Part 3 Chaos and carnage surrounded him, as the crew of his ship desperately fought against the pirates. Sounds of combat filled the air….musket charges going off, men shouting orders, screams of pain and death. Despite their brave and tenacious resistance, the crew had no chance against the viciousness and brutality of the pirates. With tears in his eyes, he fired off his last musket ball, hitting a pirate in the chest and removing him from the fight permanently. Picking up a quarterstaff, he charged into the fight, ready to do or die. To defend his ship or perish in the attempt. Despite his young age, he fought with the courage and spirit of a seasoned warrior. Out of the chaos of the melee a brutal right hand hit him square on the jaw, dropping him to the deck. The momentary pain gave way to darkness…. As consciousness returned, he felt a heavy weight on his left shoulder.

What I Like!
things that i find sexy! firefighters. harleys/choppers tats the more the better! cowboy hats! blue/green eyes! dark short hair or no hair at all. guys who have some weight on them being muscler or not. guys who are taller then me(i am 5.6) older men....lol i like them 30ish. boston accent ! to the bitches who didnt like this blog go fuck ur self! if you must know my bf is a firefighter we met when he saved my life when i was in a car accident in march 2003 and has had my heart for the last six years...he rides a harley is covered in tats(my fav is my name on his chest over his heart) wheres a cowboy hat and nothing esle in the bedroom has the biggest blue eyes shaves his head bald is about 6 ft 225 lbs of man.is older then me by about 16 years...he doesnt have the boston accent but does for me to make me smile.dont be jealous haters!muah!

Missin' U
As i sit with little to do,my mind is filled with thoughts of u,as i work hard through out the day,i miss your smile that's mile's away!As i lie down and try too sleep,it's merories of u i will always keep.U must know this,That my love is true,and that i will spend all my time missin' u!

You Better Hope You Didn't Do What I Think You Did
I bid in an auction recently and won (4 wheelin fan 1973) When I sent my payment of 7million the person changed their status to "Evil", locked me and logged off. Here is the link to the auction page and a link to his page. If I don't either get what is owed to me or get something back from this fucker soon, I am going to bring the pain! Auction: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1156311&albumid=1670226&i=3815092302&idx=13 His page: http://fubar.com/user/2560239 MIGHT need your help n ruining his pathetic little world!

Just A Lil' Some Thing To Think About...
i'm selfish,impatient,and a little insacure.I make mistake's,i am out of controll,and at time's hard to handle,but if u can'thandle me at my worst times,then u sure as hell don't deserve me at my best....

May God Bless All Of You Guys And Women Serving.
I would just like to thank all of the service men and women for what they are doing for us. Not only do they have to be away from their families and friends, but they risk their lives everyday so we can be free. There are alot of people that do not support the war, but we do have to do what is best for our country. Here are some statistics about war casulties. There have been 4300 total deaths among US soldiers. There have been a total of 31,285 total soldiers wounded, but that number is believed to be over 100,000. 320,000 vets have brain injuries. There are 18 vet suicides a day. So if you know someone that has either served in combat, please call and tell them how much you appreiciate their services. There are tons of families that will be putting flowers on their loved ones tomb stones this Memorial Day, alot more will be trying to get ahold of their family members that are actively serving.

Those Who Dance Are Considered Insane *dances*
Hello everyone! =D What a wonderful day yesterday was!!! *danced twice in the rain* Once in my backyard...nakkie style :s and then at the Lion Soilders show...omg I (h) Reggae. I feel like a new woman, I swear... It's amazing how much dancing and good music will cleanse the soul. I didn't take many pics last night, sorry peace :( *was too busy enjoying herself* I need to get up to my cabin soon!!!! anyone wanna come? =D hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend!!! ♥ most of you! PoStaL

A Masterpiece
God made the mountainskiss the cloudsthat we may look up beyondour own small worldand strive to reach great heights.He made the ocean wide and mightyto remind us of thegreatness of his loveand the power of his strength.He frosts the earth withdiamonds in the winterto reveal the riches thatawait us in heaven,and he awakens the earthwith a profusion of lilacs and daffodilsin the spring to show us thatwe've been giventhe gift of eternal life.He has created masterpieces,and every one of themare part of the circle of life and servesome great purpose.From the forests, to the valleys,across the dales, and even to themost distant twinkling star,and the early morning mist thatcreeps over the hills,God has blessed the earth withhis talented hand.So do you think that God could haveerred when he made you?Of course he didn't.You're perfect,exactly what God intended you to be.As the earth is reborn this spring,remember that you're one ofGod's great masterpieces,a testament to his infinitewisdom and

Angel Kisses
Someone who cares about youthought you could usesome angel kisses.Angel kisses have the power tomake you feel better and give you hope.Just one angel kiss will makeyour troubles disappear,and you'll suddenly have the motivationyou need to complete a difficult task.Run to your loving angelto receive your angel kiss.and you'll feel a sense ofwarmth and happinessthat will last the whole day.Even if it's rainy outside,nothing but sunshine willcome your way.

Linkin Park-breaking The Habit
This song can also relate to me. I have a lot of bad habits that I wanna break but I'm steaying fighting with myself and making things worse. I'm still trying to get rid of all of my bad habits and still trying to understand things in life. And I'm still trying to stop making stupid decisions and learn. "Breaking The Habit"Memories consumeLike opening the woundI'm picking me apart againYou all assumeI'm safe here in my roomUnless I try to start again[Bridge:]I don't want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Cause inside I realizeThat I'm the one confused[Chorus:]I don't know what's worth fighting forOr why I have to screamI don't know why I instigateAnd say what I don't meanI don't know how I got this wayI know it's not alrightSo I'm breaking the habitI'm breaking the habit TonightClutching my cureI tightly lock the doorI try to catch my breath againI hurt much moreThan anytime beforeI had no options left again[Bridge:]I dont want to be the oneThe battles always choose'Ca

Please Follow Your Dream...
Trouble arrives in measures,and we stack it up real high,until we're convinced,we have no reason to try.If you feel defeated,you're absolutely wrong,for if you follow your dream,you could never lose for long.Ignore the minor set-backsthat pile up and trouble you,or you will build a mountain,out of the stones hurled at you.The future holds great promise,your destiny unknown,but God is always helping,and you're never alone.Soar bravely toward your goal.Let nothing darken the way.You can change your tomorrow,if you seek your dream today.

In Memory Of The Fallen,and Those Who Remain The Sacrifices They Have Made!
My Great Great Grandfather entered this country at the beginning of the first world war. He Left Germany and Married a Cherokee woman. In arkansas ,and then moved into Texas.He raised a great family. Those Children of his did the same in thier turn. My great grandfather Joseph lived in a time of peace until The second world war. He sent three of his sons to duty when the call was sounded. My Grandfather survived so that his father had one son return home to carry on his name after that. He in 45 he went to work for the high way department. he had three daughters. One died in a car wreck the other two married ,and watched thier men answer the call once agian! Uncle Melvin ,and my Dad came back from Vietnam. They had been Changed from thier experience. Uncle Melvin had horrrible nightmares, that later gave way to violence in sleep.He spent alot of time in The V.A. Hospital He has to this day never spoken of his experiences in Vietnam. what must he have seen to have made him become wh

Military Life
As bombs fakk uous upon our souls, Coated in dust & soil, Wr watch everyday our relatives * friebd, Risk life & Limb. Bring out those jeeps & tanks, Look up see the blue clouds, silent clouds, Hold your rifke close, your kbife eveb closer, Never know when the boys will close in! Be safe & Strong, Carry a flag & staje it deep, Wwrw gwew on your shoukder , sharing your tears!

Memorial Day
We must never forget who Gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be Eternally grateful.. I watched the flag Pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine Saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at Him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square And eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men Like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign Soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes Shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' Graves? No, freedom isn't free I heard the sound of Taps One night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler Play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times. That Taps had meant 'Amen,' When a flag had draped a Coffin, of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the Children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and Husbands With interrupted lives. I Thought about a graveyard, At the bottom

Please Read
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The

Destined For Greatness
the name is picasso , if u dnt likeme i could care less cuz i love me some me...im going to one of the world greatest chef one day i will make history throughout the world...now u might say thats cockyness but no only confident...

And Then
okay so here is somthing some of you may know from conversations withe but most of you probably dont. I am Ex-Airforce I served for 4 years from 96 to 2000. I was a crew chief on a C-130 Spectre. if you dont know what that is its the big 4 prop thing in my pics with all the hardware stiking out the side:). my job was general maint of the aircraft and to direct fire on targets! good times!

Gas Station
I woke up this morning due to the following dream... I was at a gas station, getting gas. All the lights in store were on but none over the pumps were, It was pitch black, with only the light from in the store for illumination. As I walked to the pump, I fell down. Couldn't figure out why....nothing to trip on, wasn't drunk or stoned....was perfectly sober. But when I tried to get up, I fell down again, still no reason why. Each time I tried to stand I fell over again, and each time I fell over, I fell closer to the street. As I got closer to the curb, I started to feel, in my gut, like I was being pushed, but no feeling of being pushed from the outside. No hands, no weird force, no nothing....just a gut feeling. I could not get my feet under me. I tried to grab the curb to stop myself, but I couldn't get a hold of it. I started to tumble and slide into the street, and oncoming traffic......... And then I woke up.....perfectly calm and thinking "what the hell..."

What Is Her Name
what is her name that makes me smile reminds me of flowers the sunlight dazzle the morning calm the evening solitute the glow of full moon what is the name that is sweet as the winter sun alive as colors hope, in waves like music plays like life itself is walking my way...... i ask the peace of the lonely lamp, glowing in the dark... what is in a name....

My Greatest
YOU ARE MINE even if you married all men of this worldAnd brought a child for every one ,call you momBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if all men of this world loved youYou will love none but meBECAUSE YOU ARE MINYOU ARE MINE even if all men obey you loveliness You will obey none but meBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if you carried your flowers for another man and gave him your spring winter rain and your autumn ripeI am the spring the roses the warm winter and I am the treason autumnBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if he published the traces of your lips And his winter boasted with your breaths warmthBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if he putted his ring in your finger,Shared you dreams ,memories and your nightsBecause I am the prince of the dream I am the memory masterAnd I am the prettier moon of your nightsBECAUSE YOU ARE MINEYOU ARE MINE even if he lightened his fingers candles and lightened his eyesOf desire ,his candles will not put out my moons and your eyes

Naughty It
One Dark night, where the sky is covered by the clouds, which makes it even darker, and has the smell of rain in the air. You are getting ready to go out to this new club Lusty Lilith’s Place better know as Lusty Lil’s where every ones fantasy comes true. You slide your silky Red boxers on, and thoughts run threw your head, then you slide your loose fitting blue jeans on and think “I wonder if she will be there.” you slide your damp wife beater on, it is humid and you know its about to rain. You look at your watch with a little Excitement, “almost time,” You grab your leather Jacket and a baseball cap as you walk out the door. More thoughts run through you head. You think about all the messages you have been writing to each other and how you hope this will work out. You stop and think some more as you close and lock the door. The words from the screen keep playing in you head. “ Meet me at Lusty Lil’s and ill make it worth your wild!&r

Why We Should All Be Ashamed
Something I often hear about is why it is anti-liberal to be pro-Iraq War. Somehow, people twist the reasoning given for the war in Iraq to be something it is not, and never was: the gaining of another source of oil. Oil is not, was not, and never truly has been the reason we went to war in Iraq - or, at least, the gain thereof was never the reason. There are more obvious reasons. There are even more moral reasons, if one cares to look. What the reasons the US and UK governments gave - those of our own fear and risk to ourselves - are not shameful because they were lies.They are shameful because they were necessary to convince us that we should care.Granted, I am the first to admit that the real reason our governments gave a damn in the first place is because Saudi Arabia wanted US troops off of it's soil, and this, indeed, is about oil. The US has long feared Saudi Arabia's ability to cripple the world markets with an indolent flick of it's finger, and this is why Saudi Arabia is the

Saying Good Bye
Hello. I just wanted to give you all the heads up. I am saying good bye. I am here for two more weeks and I am going away. I have to sell my computer in order to get enough money together to fly my daughter down here. I didn't know trying to come up with $400 was going to be so hard. So I have to do what I have to do and I will miss you all so very much and I just reopened my lounge and it has to die since I won't be here. I am so very sorry to all it's new members and staff. I love you all. Cassie Aka Vampyresta!

Unsung Heroes Of World War Ii Finally Get Their Due
next article article photo Lingerie Football League previous article article photo Family Spots 100 Pound Mountain Lion... Unsung heroes of World War II finally get their due 2 pops! pop! 61 views 6 comments drop! Submitted 17 hrs ago B says, .. most highest respect and appreciation to our military.. past and present.... 3 people found this interesting. Did you? Yes · No B Offline MOD · Join the discussion · Email this article · Report this article More Rags By B: article photo Article excerpt from cnn.com — "WASHINGTON (CNN) -- From the time she was about 8 years old, Jane Tedeschi wanted to fly. Jane Tedeschi when she was in the Women's Airforce Service Pilot program. "[Charles] Lindbergh was flying across the Atlantic, and a lot of other people were flying air races and things like that. It was very romantic," she said. Flight was still relatively new in the 1920s and 1930s, and female pilots were few. But Tedeschi was determine

How Can You Tell It Is Being Sold By A Man?
And don't cheat either!!It's not hard to tell!! This table was for sale on eBay. How can you tell it is being sold by a man? First look and guess. You will find the answer below, but don't cheat! Know the answer? If not, scroll down now..... OK, Look in the mirror. Remember, if you are posting a picture on the world-wide web, WEAR CLOTHES when taking the picture. I NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD...AND IT WAS POSTED ON eBay!!!

21rst,22nd,23rd And 24th Of May
Many will come, few will stay. All have meaning in your life's journey. Love unconditionally, giving yourself to those you love. Continue to be true to yourself, your family and friends. Open your mind to others around you who need your acceptance and guidance.

Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx
Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I though would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' CrAzY Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me goin' cRaZy Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you

Close My Eyes Forever - Ozzy & Lita Ford
Baby, I get so scared inside and I don't really understandIs it love that's on my mind or is it fantasy?Heaven, is in the palm of my hand and it's waiting here for youWhat am I supposed to do with a childhood tradgedy?If I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain unchanged?If I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain the same?Sometimes, its hard to hold on, so hard to hold on to my dreamsIt isn't always what it seems when you're face to face with meLike a dagger you stick me in the heart and taste the blood from my bladeAnd when we sleep would you shelter me in your warm and darkened grave?If I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain unchanged?If i close my eyes foreverWould it all remain the same?Will you ever take me?No I just can't take the painWould you ever trust me?No I'll never feel the same (oh)(instrumental)I know I've been so hard on youI know I've told you liesIf I could have just one more wishI'd wipe the cobwebs from my eyesIf I close my eyes foreverWould it all remain u

Ring ... Ring .... Lmao
**Rrriiiiinnnnggg, rrriiiinnnngg,** **'Hello?'** *'Hi honey.****This is Daddy.****Is Mommy near the phone?'** **'No, Daddy.****She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul.'** **After a brief pause,** **Daddy says,****'But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul.'** **'Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy,****Right now.'**

Just Something
What makes friendship special is the way each one remembers the other when they are apart. They miss the talks, the laughs & the times they were together. Life changes; memories don't. It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all Love is falling asleep dreaming of the one that makes you smile. Love is waking up smiling about the one you dream True love is when you put someone on a pedestal, and they fall - but you are there to catch them, You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry. True love doesn't have a happy ending: True love doesn't have an ending. True love stories never have endings Laughter is the way to true love

I Swear
I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyAnd I swear like the shadow that's by your sideI see the questions in your eyesI know what's weighing on your mindYou can be sure I know my heart`Coz I'll stand beside you through the yearsYou'll only cry those happy tearsAnd though I make mistakesI'll never break your heartAnd I swear, by the moon and the stars in the skyI'll be thereI swear, like a shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI'll give you every thing I canI'll build your dreams with these two handsWe'll hang some memories on the wallsAnd when just the two of us are thereYou won't have to ask if I still care`Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at allAnd I swear by the moon and the stars in the skyI swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your sideI'll be thereFor better or worse, till death do us partI'll love you with every beat of my heartAnd I swearI swear (I swear

A Good Definition
Dr. Cox: Relationships don't work the way they do on television and in the movies. Will they? Won't they? And then they finally do, and they're happy forever. Gimme a break. Nine out of ten of them end because they weren't right for each other to begin with, and half of the ones who get married get divorced anyway, and I'm telling you right now, through all this stuff I have not become a cynic. I haven't. Yes, I do happen to believe that love is mainly about pushing chocolate covered candies and, y'know, in some cultures, a chicken. You can call me a sucker, I don't care, because I do believe in it. Bottom line is: it's couples who are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else, but the big difference is they don't let it take them down. One of those two people will stand up and fight for that relationship every time. If it's right, and they're real lucky, one of them will say something.

Show Don't Tell
Most of you that have taken a creative writing course at any point have probably heard the phrase"show, don't tell". Here's an example of what I mean “She was beautiful in a way that he couldn’t quite wrap his head around” sounds alright, it's efficient in a way but it's somewhat lazy. This is more how I'd like to write all the time: “He stared at her image, his eyes shifting their focus from her pale green eyes to the curve of her nose. Her lips though frozen in the photograph were whispering things in his mind. Flawless, graceful, angelic… his mind stumbled for the right words. All of them seemed right in their own way but none of them were as perfect to him as her face seemed to be.” It takes more work, but the end result is clearly better. I like to play with words, changing how you say them and how you arrange them together can alter their meaning entirely and if done at the right time will crack people up.

La Trip 5/15-5/18
Thursday I got a phone call from a writer friend down in LA, he invites me to a screening of a military film. The film is a documentary called "Brothers At War". It follows a filmmaker, who's younger brothers are soldiers in the Army who have done stints in Iraq. He documents the family life here at home, his trip over to Iraq, his missions including a stakeout for five days on the Asyrian border and chasing terrorists, which result in him getting fired upon and two Iraqi soldiers shot. Damn good movie, funny, sad, exciting. Afterwards, they did a Q&A with the director, Jake Rademacher, and producers Norman S. Powell and Gary Sinise. All three are very accomodating and nice. Talk with them after the Q&A, tell them to give me flyers for the Playboy party. I'll upload the Q&A to my stash soon as I get it transferred. Oh, and Gary has a band, The Lieutenant Dan Band, and he referred me to his website when I mentioned we were doing a concert. So crossing my fingers! More to c

To Everyone Who Wonders Where I've Been
I have been having computer issues as of late so I have not been able to get on here. Managed to get all for all of 3 seconds or so some time ago but have not really been able to get on in over a week. If you have friended me or sent me messages, feel free to resend. Trying to catch up with things here....will be on for short bits here and there until I get everything fixed and taken care of. Have a great Memorial Day weekend everyone :)

Med Update -good News Sort Of
The last doctor I saw late friday checked my throat and mouth areas with a snoope probe and found no evidence that skin cancer on my neck acturally spread from those areas - my throat and mouth areas and nose are in healthy condition he reported. So it looks like the doc I am supposed to trust made the wrong speculations. But they still want to conduct a pet scan to confirm what we already know. When I mentioned to the doc about treating skin cancer by freezing the cells dead the got really mad and said that "this is my business and we know what is best for you"' He wants to set up appointment for me to get briefed on radiation treatments that they feel is the best way to go. Which is the only way they can go because the primary group I am involved with does not conduct any alternatives other then the one they claim is the best one.

Saturday
Today was a good day. I went to a cook out and walked longer than normal. Having some extra time is really nice. I saw Terminator Salvation tonight and it was awesome! I really enjoy the whole Terminator storyline. The girl at the concessions stand had never even heard of any of the Terminator movies. Man I really hate teenagers sometimes.

R. Kelly - You Saved Me
This song really inspired me when I was going through hard times when I was trying to pass college. God saved me and I thank Him for helping me through those times and getting me through college and helping me graduate in 2005. And I know that God will help me get a job. "U Saved Me"I was riding in my car one dayIn the express lane rollin on the freewayAnd suddenly the phone rings then IReached down beside me then i lookOn the floor felt on the backseatSee I was drinking while I was drivingNever thinking bout what I was doingI turned around and before i knew itHere comes this truck nowDoctor said don't think he gonna make itFamily said make the funeral arrangementsUnplug the machine he's gone now Then told my wife to be strong nowThen a small voice said told meIf you promise to stop drinkingI surrendered on that dayNow for ten years i've been straightYou saved me [4x]Gave me a second chanceYou saved me [3x]You saved meNow i've been sitting in this chairWaiting on the phone to ring

Vietnam Vet Is Patriot Too
i want to take some time to thank all that serves served in military but we are very busy thanking those who are serving now in wars in middle east i want to take some time now to thank all those who served in wars in the recent past also thank those who served in the far past but most of all i want to thank those who served i mean all the serivceman who served in an unpopular war i am saying it i want to thank the vietnam vet they served and died too

Come Join Kanan In The Dragon's Lair & Get A New Morph Too! ;-))
That’s right. Kanan has started a new lounge. ~~~The Dragon’s Lair~~~ Looking for new members, promoters, greeters, bouncers, and DJ’s. (Country and 70’s through 90’s music please). We need new members and we’re offering a morph to every new member who signs up made by Kanan, Master Morpher himself! Just click the dragon to enter & check it out!

Happy Again So Happy
ONE DAY I AM GOING TO LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AND SAY DAMN MY LIFE WAS WEIRD .. YOU KNOW IT IS COOL BEING A FREAK AND ALL THOSE THINGS IN ONE....I SIT BACK AND LOOK AND SAY HMMMM WHAT SHOULD HAVE I DONE DEFFERNTLY IN MY LIFE NOT A THING I AM WHO I AM... I AM GOING TO STAY THIS WAY.... I LOVE BEING A FREAK IS IT AWESOME...NOW IS THE TME I AM THINKING HMMMM HERE I GO AGAIN... I HAVE MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK AGAIN..... TOOK THE READING AND SCIENCE TEST ON TWO DEFFERNT DAYS NOW THE WAIT BEINGS DAMN I HATE WAITING.... I KNOW I DID GOOD ON THEM... NOW I HAVE THREE OUT OF THE WAY THE LAST TO ARE MATH AND WRITING OH BOY.. I AM OK AT WRITING BUT THE MATH PART I AM NOT SO GOOD AT.... I AM SOOOOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW... I GET TO SEE MY BOYS VERY SOON.. I AM GOING TO GO PIC CRAZY.....I HAVE ALOT OF PLANS FOR US... CAN'T WAIT TO SEE THEM... {YES I KNOW I SAY I HATE TO WAIT IT IS SOOO TRUE}...

Y Do I Write Nobody Views Anyway
here i am again nothing to have to think about school over finish done for this year nothing to think about but my own just my own troubles i have now others problems seems tiny as to compare to mine own my bff is getting better she has no more problems to be concerned about soon she be running off finding a place to be dancing my problems become top thing its just too much for me to think i want things the way it was i want my nanay here she was my only friend only one to accept me the way i am i miss that from her

Be Mine Forever ....
I guess i`m just a little bit scaredI guess i`m not as strong as i thoughtWhen i see you lying thereI worry about losing youI used to think of only meBut that was long ago Now i find it hard to concieve Life without youbaby i don`t want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIt`s like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?foreverSo think about what you`re doing hereIf you`re anything less than sincereTell me now and let yourself out the doorNo harm no foul, kill me now, save me all the painBut if you feel the way i do Stay? and let me make love to youbaby i don`t want to be the one to face this lifeAll alone at the end of the day when the sun goes downI want you right here in my arms?foreverEvery little smile every move you makeIt`s like a dagger to my heart took my breath awayAll i ask is that you be mine forever?forever

See Ya Fubar
Well, I came back to fubar for awhile and got an awesome reception from my old friends. Unfortunately, I've stopped by to a few of their pages to say hi and got nothing back. Things have also died in the way of communication. No ones fault, just tired of seeing nothing new when i sign in. On friday, my day off, I am deleting my fubar user. For those of you that wish to stay in touch, I will try and have my yahoo on during my days off.

What Vitamin Are You?
You Are Vitamin D You're a naturally strong person. You've always had a lot of endurance. You can survive what would make most people crumble. You have both mental and physical strength. You don't do a lot to stay healthy - you just live a pretty natural lifestyle. You stay away from processed junk, sleep like a baby, and get plenty of sunshine! What Vitamin Are You?

What Bathroom Product Are You?
You Are a Comb You are expressive and outgoing. You like to experiment with your personal style. You are imaginative and very visual. You like to look good, and you're attracted to beauty. You are creative and design oriented. You redecorate often, and you like to make yourself over. You are inventive and extremely original. You do things differently just because it feels good. What Bathroom Product Are You?

Once Thought A Lie Becomes The Truth.
What do you do when what you always thought was a lie is actually the truth? I am angry,hurt,sick and just in pain. How do you hide something so important and then once all is known,act as if everyone should be fine with it? How do you tell your family this and act like it's the best thing ever? Your rationale for what you did is a lie. Devastating your mother. You expect us to be fine,roll with it,be happy for you. This is not something that will happen in days,weeks or months. I think,no,I know this is the last straw. You have more than broken this family. There will never be trust put in you. Your lies,hate and all the pain you have caused has come to an end. There is no turning back now. There is nothing left here for you. Leave before you hurt us more. Leave before there is nothing left.

Dominate
We often hear people in the scene talking about this Master or that Mistress, this Dom or that Domme, we hear good things and bad things, things to make our hair stand on end, things to make us laugh and things to make us cry. Of course believing everything bad you hear, is not a good idea, as many statements come from rumours and hearsay. It’s not only bad things we hear though, word of mouth recommendations are usually accurate, and so if someone tells you that Master X or Mistress Y is a good Dominant, then you could reasonably expect that to be close to the truth. So what is it that makes a good Dominant – what qualities does a person need to wear such a label.

The Law Of Fives
THE INSIDE STORY! THE LAW OF FIVES The Law of Fives is one of the oldest Erisian Mysterees. It was first revealed to Good Lord Omar and is one of the great contributions to come from The Hidden Temple of The Happy Jesus. POEE subscribes to the Law of Fives of Omar's sect. And POEE also recognizes the holy 23 (2+3=5) that is incorporated by Episkopos Dr. Mordecai Malignatus, KNS, into his Discordian sect, The Ancient Illuminated Seers of Bavaria. The Law of Fives states simply that: ALL THINGS HAPPEN IN FIVES, OR ARE DIVISIBLE BY OR ARE MULTIPLES OF FIVE, OR ARE SOMEHOW DIRECTLY OR INDIRECTLY APPROPRIATE TO FIVE. The Law of Fives is never wrong. In the Erisian Archives is an old memo from Omar to Mal-2: "I find the Law of Fives to be more and more manifest the harder I look." Please do not use this document as toilet tissue The Nagas of Upper Burma say that the sun shines by day because, being a woman, it is afraid to venture out at night.

*best Looking Male On Fubar Contest=enter Now!
Im offering a little mini contest for my male friends.Im asking for a 5k in fubux entry fee.If your nice and dont have the fubux I will wave the entry fee for you.This contest will run from May 23-27.So you only have 4 days.I want it to be short and sweet.I will give the winner 500k in fubux and some specially taken private photographs.They will be sexy but in good taste.If you want to enter comment the blog, send the entry fee and link me to your pic you would like to enter and get all your friends to rate and comment your pic! Hurry up we alreadly have 1 entry!

Volunteers Read Names Of 148,000 Fallen Soldiers In Memorial Day Roll Call
RIVERSIDE, Calif. — Abts, Richard. Adamski, Walter. Ahlman, Enoch. The names are whisked away by the hot, gusting wind as soon as they are spoken, forgotten in the stream of the next name and the next name and the next name. Fuller, Addison. Fuller, Mary. Furlong, John. The story of America could be told through these names, tales of bravery and hesitation, of dreams achieved or deferred and of battles won and lost. Taken alone, they are just words, identities stripped of place and time, stripped of rank and deeds and meaning. But they are not taken alone. They are taken together — 148,000 names, representing the entire veteran population of Riverside National Cemetery, a roll call of the dead read aloud over 10 days by more than 300 volunteers. They read in pairs, rotating through 15-minute shifts in the beating sun, in the chilly desert night and in the pre-dawn hours thick with mosquitoes. Some time on Memorial Day, they will read the last name on the 2,465th pa

Shadow's Krypt
we are in need of new staff members and are reaching out to those will to join a family and not a lounge please feel free to leave a comment or drop in at shadows krypt and let us know your intrested in joining our family we are hiring in all areas please fell free to join us as a member or as steff ty shadowvampire

What We Know About Eris (not Much)
The Classical Greeks were not influenced by the Classical Greeks. DO NOT CIRCULATE! What We Know About ERIS (not much) The Romans left a likeness of Her for posterity--She was shown as a grotesque woman with a pale and ghastly look, Her eyes afire, Her garment ripped and torn, and as concealing a dagger in Her Bosom. Actually, most women look pale and ghastly when concealing a chilly dagger in their bosoms. Her geneology is from the Greeks and is utterly confused. Either She was the twin of Ares and the daughter of Zeus and Hera; or She was the daughter of Nyx, goddess of night (who was either the daughter or wife of Chaos, or both), and Nyx's brother, Erebus, and whose brothers and sisters include Death, Doom, Mockery, and Friendship. And that She begat Forgetfullness, Quarrels, Lies, and a bunch of gods and goddesses like that. One day Mal-2 consulted his Pineal Gland* and asked Eris if She really created all of those terrible things. She told him that She had always liked the

Faq - About Me
HAHAHA you're actually reading this -- your life must be pretty boring!!!(almost as dull as mine) For those of you who care and want to get to know me on a more intimate level, I wanted to write a short blog answering some FAQs I get with this profile. What are you like once I get to know you? Pretty Much the same -- never miss the opportunity to splash in a puddle...late night poetry readings...horror flicks...trips to the art museum..coffee with friends..that's me in a nut shell. I can be a total goof and I'm actually a repressed geek. I have very eclectic tastes' in just about everything. Even though I've matured I will never be a grown up!!! *** I promise I am NOT intimidating, I get this a lot though and i don't know why!!! If you do please tell me!!!! *** Not really a bitch... My sarcasm and bluntness often get me labeled or mistakenly labeled as a "bitch". I kinda resent that because I'm a very empathetic person and if you give me a chance I'll truly be your best friend. It's

Saturday
Ok, im still deciding on my INK. I think i have it figured out, but since itll be big I need to get it right. Sold a car to work on a project vehicle. Hopefully itll turn out like the images in my head...lol. FU has been great, now I need some buck, and more friends. Ha Ha

Her Intense Night
l know you like skirts but, these jeans look pretty good and l need what small barrier it gives me. You have a glass of wine and l'm just thinking a cup of courage is not a bad idea. You ask if l would like anything?? l sit looking at you, thinking how relaxed and kind you are just like before. Within minutes l am enjoying talking about work and what you have been up to. I'm drinking my wine on my empty stomach and feeling very relaxed and comfortable. After a bit you ask "you ready to go?" l grab my purse and slide out of the booth. l think l know were your taking me, so l don't ask. l put on my belt and watch you pull out of the parking lot. Your fingers are in my hair pulling me toward you. "Take it out" your pants are unsnapped and open, l can see your cock sticking up in your shorts. l do as you say then you tell me to "start sucking it cunt" l can't reach you and stay in my belt so l take it off and lower my mouth onto you. Your hand is pushing me down on you further. My hea

I Do!
The room is dark and quiet, even with so many people occupying such as small space. The clock begins it’s low, resonating toll of the hour. Suddenly a single candle is lit at the front. Then hundreds more throughout the gathering of friends and well wishers. By the time the bell tolls the midnight hour, the room is softly lit by the glow.The aisle between the two sides is marked in a manner symbolic of the occasion. By those who have gone there before. Every three feet is a woman and a single red candle. And beside each woman is a man.At the front, under a massive array of candlelight, stand two men and one woman. The two men face the crowd and the woman knells with her head bowed as if in prayer, which she may very well be.One of the men at the front stands higher than the other, the Master of the Ceremony. With a cane, he begins to strike the floor. Half of the gathered crowd mimics the action with feet striking the floor, the other half remain motionless.Then begins the prece

Mumms...
Due to the recent crackdowns I have lost friends on my list.. I don't have many to begin with so a loss of 1 is noticable.. I want to post a MuMM but not sure the risk is worth the reward... Oh, and Fuck the Juggalos...

No More!
What I had said in the last blog, was somewhat true however in the state of mind I was in at that time things just got out of hand an I had went off like a KRAZY person... My husband isn't to blame it's all of our faults I'm now trying to get him back an the no contact lifted because with me being sick I really do need him at this point & time in my life, plus the fact that we've been together for damn near 18 years just can't throw it all alway like that. My son did start the fight that night & needless to say the DCF came out an talked with me telling me that my husband (JOHN) had every right to stand up an fight back that no parent should have to go through that, I've went an talked with the attorney today to see if it was possible to get the no contact lifted and he said yes on me only however not my son so now I'm pretty much gaining my (HUSBAND) back but losing my son. He said that he'd have to leave the home an live with someone else which will be my mother.. This really sucks a

My Fubar Status....
Until further notice, this is how I feel about fubar....I think this is a cool place to meet & get to know some cool people, but over the past few years it's become a political sideshow. I know some people have a life on here...I think it's called addiction...fu-addicts. I'm one too. I have met some really beautiful people here.... inside and out.Here's one of them: Jui© y~GoT~Him~©®azy Demon Queen! ~ Owned by Sexy & Fine ☠♆MisterJueseppi♆☠™@ fubar Here's the point: Have fun, live ur life, and I hope fubar leads u to whatever it is u r looking 4.

So What Is Next For Me?
Let's see, my hopes for romance and love are down the toliet, my old injuries will never let me get into the Corps, I hurt my friggin hand today at work, both of my cell phones won't charge anymore, all my close friends are trying to lie to me and tell me thigns are gonna get better soon, and I am friggin starving right now. Life is pretty friggin miserable. It's my fault, I know it is. I let myself believe that there is still hope in the universe, still a chacne for love, still peopel who care about me and would actually be honest to & loyaol to me instead of playing me and using me for their own damn fucking entertainment. Life is purely friggin shitty right now. Personally, I have decied to begin fasting. I really don't have a lot of other options. I am gonna give up the booze entirely, consume only water for the next few days, and give my food to a local poor people shelter. I personally don't think I will need it anymore. I guess you could say that I pretty much am giving up on li

*crazy Night @ Work*
I don't care if you think this sucks so BITE ME! This is how the night went last night and it's more of a journal entry than a story.... so read it or don't... I could give a flyin' flip less bc I know the ONE person that wants to read it lmao. Thanks Morgan! You and that crazy heffa made it interesting.... ~*~Amanda~*~Another day passes... as I sit wondering and thinking how my life could, and would, be different had I made different choices. The day... wasted in itself... spent thinking, trying to clean, cooking, arguing with a certain someone... what else is new? My ankle gave out on me as I tried to work out... what a drag. I begin to settle down for the night and eat dinner. I get three phone calls back to back. It's my mother. Yet again, she has sucked me into a whirlwind of babysitting at work. IVC patients... gotta love them! I hurry to get my meal down and shower with 15 minutes to spare. I get done and make it to work, not really looking forward to this nutty lit

Party
COME PARTY AT SUICIDE RADIO AND CHAT AKA: THE KARNY THE DJ'S Mizury Luvs Company Monday - Mizury (8 cen -??) D-Mented Tuesday - Remy (8 cen -??)Raq-Attack Wednesday - Raq (8 cen -??) Bloody Thursday - Tha Roka (8 cen -??) White Collar Powa Hour Friday - Omadeus (8 cen -??)Krazy Keezy Suck Fest Saturday - Keezy of D.A. (8 cen-??)Area 52 Sunday - Lord Zero (8 cen -??) SUICIDE RADIO HAS TAKEN OVER THE NET, WE R CURRENTLY WORKING ON A SCHEDULEDJ BLEU & DJ HATCHET CURRENTLY DJ DURING THE DAY & LATE HOURS!!FEEL FREE TO CLICK THE PIC TO COME KICK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Union Of Easy & Aries
Come Join Us As We Unite TogetherIn The Bonds Of Fu MatrimonyEasy & Aries Saturday May 23rd, 20099:00 pm E.S.T. click pic to enter The Red Dragon's RealmStop By The Lounge And Have A Drink With UsJoin And Have Some Fun!!

A Good Hearted Woman Looking For A Good Hearted Man
i am a good woman looking for a good man. i love football, pro wrestling, horror movies.. camping and hiking..love the thunderstorms. i am a country girl. laid back and easy going. love to laugh.

Your Forever
We always said we'd write the oceanher very own love songs.And you swore forever and neverwhile I kissed my pinky and your wrist.It's funny, bein' up here in the stars with you'cause the music is so much lovelierwhen it laces its fingers through the gold and silverof a imperfect moment.Snap shot of this moment wherewe're rising from the rings of dustto try again. We're too big to be anything lessthan a you and me- we.I am starving for your words,'cause your friendship is so much more.I don't ever want to change it,'cause I love the dance we're in.We're so composed in this instantwhere we're watching the tide crash around us.And everything is as it should be.....I've fallen in love with the puzzle piece chaos.Write me a song, forever mine?'Cause I love the ones that I can dance to..And can't you see the stars rain around us.This is what forever looks like.

Sexy Female
AM I THE SEXYIEST FEMALE ON FU??? If you think so,come help me out!!!!Sexiest Female on Fu ContestLady with Most Rates and Comments Wins! Just click the pic below to help me out!!~Sugar Britches~ Paying 50k per 100 comments!!Just PM when your done. While your there,show the host some love too!!

My Definition Of Beautiful
Some people don't know the concept of beauty, The qualities a person needs to have to be that, Some people can hear beauty but not see it, An extraordinary kind of person and heart.Mom always told me, "It's not what's outside;It's what's inside that counts." Remember?Some people use their outside beauty-As a disguise for what they have inside of them.As defined, beauty is- qualities of pleasure, That you can hear, think and even see, Delighting to the senses and to the mind,Of any human being impacted by them.Most of the time, I can see beauty in the eye, Eyes on a person can tell you a lot about them,If you really look and observe closely, you'll see, Exactly what I'm saying and what I mean.Lying, stealing and cheating isn't a sign of beauty, It's the exact opposite of beautiful, it's ugly, It's not appealing to the mind or my senses, Sometimes people can be beautiful outside.But, most times people are hideous looking, On the inside- I see it a lot these days, Very seldom do I come ac

Songs Through The Years (2000 Top-100
1. Breathe, Faith Hill2. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas3. Say My Name, Destiny's Child4. I Wanna Know, Joe5. Everything You Want, Vertical Horizon6. Maria Maria, Santana Featuring The Product G&B7. Bent, Matchbox Twenty8. Amazed, Lonestar9. I Knew I Loved You, Savage Garden10. He Wasn't Man Enough, Toni Braxton11. Higher, Creed12. Try Again, Aaliyah13. There You Go, Pink14. Thong Song, Sisqo15. Kryptonite, 3 Doors Down16. Jumpin Jumpin', Destiny's Child17. What A Girl Wants, Christina Aguilera18. Doesn't Really Matter, Janet19. Music, Madonna20. Back At One, Brian McKnight21. Bye Bye Bye, 'N Sync22. You Sang To Me, Marc Anthony23. I Need To Know, Marc Anthony24. Get It On Tonite, Montell Jordan25. Incomplete, Sisqo26. I Try, Macy Gray27. It's Gonna Be Me, 'N Sync28. That's The Way It Is, Celine Dion29. (Hot S**T) Country Grammar, Nelly30. Bring It All To Me, Blaque31. Show Me The Meaning Of Being Lonely, Backstreet Boys32. Hot Boyz, Missy Elliott Featuring Nas, EVE & Q-Tip33. Bac

Silhouette In Riddles
I look in your direction but the wind stopped me, I walk in the wooden door and hang up my coat, The TV is glowing; better than any kind of company,A secret life- that I breathe and run in with myself.A messed up kitchen, I forgot to clean last night;Dinner with friends- another day in black and white,Spoons and forks laying there- noodles and Olive oil,An Italian smell circles around in the air of the kitchen.A silver sink- with water pouring out of the faucet, I look; I can see my own reflection looking at me, My heart is torn- shattered into shards of glass, Someone is on my mind that I cannot have; myself.It's all just one big secret that I'm living here, Foot steps up the creaking stairs- white room, Lavender freshens the air; I'm tired of what I know, I'm tired of guessing the things that I don't know.I take my clothes off and sit on the edge of my bed, There is something on my mind- feelings so real, I think and think some more until I get frustrated,I saw the love of my life- a

Family
So, my mom and I just went for a walk. She feels really awkward around me, and doesnt really talk, so I usually have to initiate all convos. And then suffer through her unresponsiveness. Ironically, we had a great conversation today, in which both of us finally had something in common: our mutual hate for her sister (my aunt). Funny how families are...

A Life Of Happiness
Walking barefoot on a secluded beachAdoring the flat calm seaFor your hand I gently reachAnd we stroll contentedly.On a bench overlooking the beautiful bayWe eat fish and chips for lunchWild flowers along the clifftop swayAnd I pick you a bunch.Making plans for our life togetherLost in a world of our ownIt seems we have waited almost foreverBut at last we are alone. We don't ask much from the life we're livingJust love and devotion, passion and careDelighting in both taking and givingWorking hard on the relationship we share.Contented sighs and heavenly kissingOur path of life is clearly definedWe have found what we've been missingNow and forever you are mine.Oh I know we'll share life's tormentsWe'll have drama's too I guessBut I also know that this is the momentAnd we'll share a life of happiness.

Liquid Embroidery
Prayers exude tired eyes.I hold my ribs and cry.The rapid rise and fallof my chest chokes me.- these breaths arebarely audible -I've a damp cloth sewnto my skull. It's rung out;wrinkled. Fibres fall...from crimson tear ducts.[While blue threadsembroider my face.]Moonlight won't touch me--- it's as lonely as I am,but, it will blanket my skinand I'll clutch my knees...As prayers exude exhaustedlungs, take me away.

Songs Through The Years (1999 Top-100
1. Believe, Cher2. No Scrubs, TLC3. Angel Of Mine, Monica4. Heartbreak Hotel, Whitney Houston5. ...Baby One More Time, Britney Spears6. Kiss Me, Sixpence None The Richer7. Genie In A Bottle, Christina Aguilera8. Every Morning, Sugar Ray9. Nobody's Supposed To Be Here, Deborah Cox10. Livin' La Vida Loca, Ricky Martin11. Where My Girls At?, 70212. If You Had My Love, Jennifer Lopez13. Slide, Goo Goo Dolls14. Have You Ever?, Brandy15. I Want It That Way, Backstreet Boys16. I'm Your Angel, R. Kelly and Celine Dion17. All Star, Smash Mouth18. Angel, Sarah McLachlan19. Smooth, Santana Featuring Rob Thomas20. Unpretty, TLC21. Bills, Bills, Bills, Destiny's Child22. Save Tonight, Eagle-Eye Cherry23. Last Kiss, Pearl Jam24. Fortunate, Maxwell25. All I Have To Give, Backstreet Boys26. Bailamos, Enrique Iglesias27. What's It Gonna Be?!, Busta Rhymes Featuring Janet28. What It's Like, Everlast29. Fly Away, Lenny Kravitz30. Someday, Sugar Ray31. Lately, Divine32. That Don't Impress Me Much, Shania

Songs Through The Years (1998 Top-100
1. Too Close, Next2. The Boy Is Mine, Brandy and Monica3. You're Still The One, Shania Twain4. Truly Madly Deeply, Savage Garden5. How Do I Live, LeAnn Rimes6. Together Again, Janet7. All My Life, K-Ci and JoJo8. Candle In The Wind 1997, Elton John9. Nice and Slow, Usher10. I Don't Want To Wait, Paula Cole11. How's It Going To Be, Third Eye Blind12. No, No, No, Destiny's Child13. My Heart Will Go On, Celine Dion14. Gettin' Jiggy Wit, Will Smith15. You Make Me Wanna..., Usher16. My Way, Usher17. My All, Mariah Carey18. The First Night, Monica19. Been Around The World, Puff Daddy and The Family20. Adia, Sarah McLachlan21. Crush, Jennifer Paige22. Everybody (Backstreet's Back), Backstreet Boys23. I Don't Want To Miss A Thing, Aerosmith24. Body Bumpin Yippie-Yi-Yo, Public Announcement25. This Kiss, Faith Hill26. I Don't Ever Want To See You Again, Uncle Sam27. Let's Ride, Montell Jordan28. Sex And Candy, Marcy Playground29. Show Me Love, Robyn30. A Song For Mama, Boyz II Men31. What You Wa

Wandering Mind
darkness surrounds my body mind and soul, standing there with nothing but emptiness. caged to my own hell, wonder will i ever be free from this choatic world that surrounds me and others. wrist and ankl sore with blood driping from them as these chains are still shackled upon them. trying to free them but no luck, i am loose and can roam for i have rip the chains from the darkness i once stood.i may be loose but i am still chained, for years the darkness is all i have, the only friend ive made with, no one there to free me from the hell ive been through. if olny i can remove these chains, then maybe hope will come through, but till then i am stuck in this mortal world of the unknown, where nothing seems to exist, but the sounds of my own breathing, and the voices of my own inner demon, telling me of things that can be very distrubing, but kept to mind, if he were to ever be free. for feel that is why the chains around me havent been releaseed. What damage he could cause, is beyond my o

R.i.p. Glenn Hull
Glenn Hull from San Jose Lost His Life Yesterday from Murphys Grade Road Accident ~By John HamiltonMurphys, CA...52 year old Glenn Hull from San Jose lost his life yesterday as the result of a Motorcycle Accident on Murphys Grade Road just West of French Gulch Road. From the CHP Release "Mr. Hull was riding Westbound on Murphys Grade Road at what appears to be a high rate of speed as he approached a sharp right hand curve in the road., Mr. Hull applied his motorcycle's brakes and after sliding across the Eastbound lane, both he and his motorcycle struck a metal guardrailing....Mr. Hull was transported via ambulance to Mark Twain Hospital where he succumbed to his injuries. As of this writing, the investigation is still ongoing"

Is The Gentleman Dead
has the act of holding the door for a lady died or just nolonger wanted. i was raised to hold the door for a lady when she is entering a building, but when i do i get strange looks and even comments that i am a pervert. i have been told that holding the door has been taken as a sexual advance. so i pose the question: is chivalry dead or just not practiced as much as it should.

I'm Wraithing
In the darkness there is only one In the light there is you When it goes away what i have left in my veins dreamt a dream never meant to be lost without you next to the light and darkness there is a place meant for us just when i'm about to lose all hope I know when i look up in my soul and eyes your there like the light thats lives inside my darkness

Finally...
it has taken all of my life but I have finally accomplished the impossible. my own mother who for years has cast me derisively as a horrid decietful fiend has actually acknowledged the weirdness that engulfs me... yesterday at the library I tried to get a reservation for computer time here today and the machines (all three of the ones used for the purpose) just refused to do ANYTHING when I went and entered password and all, so I went to the librarian and she ignored me so I went to the help desk and she looked at what was coming up when Id try and she said "Ive never seen anything like that before" and I spent the next several hours trying to get some time on here so I can continue the futile quest to find myself a job. (I say futile cause I was having no luck Before I got diagnosed as having testicular cancer and its only gotten worse since then) I mean, the library online access is the ONLY means I have of looking at this point, Im just plain to exhausted all the time to go walkin

Help Undefeated Get Into My Nsfw Pics!!
Undeafeated is my #1 on my friend list, he needs help making spot light, for all those who donates for his spotlight will be added to my family list for 1 week! Make sure when u send the donation u mention that I sent u there in order for u to get the credit with me!!

Gold Dragon: S81 Chevalier Teaser 2
A second Teaser for the S81: Chevalier storyline With the full power of the S81 Chevalier now known and the Blue Typhoons forced to retreat to their last bastion of defense at the Gate of Heracles, the Resistance joined forces with the Arielian Empire and started Operation Seraph (This name was chosen because the resistance warships were aligned in the shape of a Seraph's wings above the command tower of the Vaalbara's Heart, and to honor the S80 Seraph used by Arielian Empress Chana Proudmore) to capture the renegade Blue Typhoons and the World Government President who had named himself Commander of the Blue Typhoons in a desperate bid to hold onto power. The Blue Typhoons attempted to hold the allies off at Jörmungandr and Fenris on May 16th. They failed and Fenris was destroyed by the super beam cannons mounted on the Vaalbara's Heart, destroying the Blue Typhoons' Headquarters and also a great deal of their forces. A month later on June 18th the forces of the allies met t

Top 10 Military Quotes... Please Feel Free To Add Yours If You Are Military, Active, Retired, Or Reserve .. Thanks
Top 10 Military Quotes The Military is an integral part in defending or conquering nations, keeping peace or destroying peace, and shape the course of history. In general, a military is an organization authorized by its nation to use force, including use of weapons, to defend its country by combating actual or perceived threats. Throughout the millennia and centuries, armies have been fighting wars for land or cause. However, a military will not be a military without the individual soldier, soldier who has the ability to think for himself, but taught to obey orders. Soldiers are told what to do, whether the cause is for good or bad. But why do soldiers fight and sacrifice their lives for kings and leaders who they probably haven’t met? And what words are spoken that motivates them to give up their lives? Here are the top 10 Military quotes that inspired warriors: "What counts is not necessarily the size of the dog in the fight – it’s the size of the fight in the

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Songs Through The Years (1997 Top-100
1. Candle In The Wind 1997, Elton John2. Foolish Games/You Were Meant For Me, Jewel3. I'll Be Missing You, Puff Daddy and Faith Evans4. Un-Break My Heart, Toni Braxton5. Can't Nobody Hold Me Down, Puff Daddy6. I Believe I Can Fly, R. Kelly7. Don't Let Go (Love), En Vogue8. Return Of The Mack, Mark Morrison9. How Do I Live, LeAnn Rimes10. Wannabe, Spice Girls11. Quit Playing Games (With My Heart), Backstreet Boys12. MMMBop, Hanson13. For You I Will, Monica14. You Make Me Wanna..., Usher15. Bitch, Meredith Brooks16. Nobody Keith Sweat17. Semi-Charmed Life, Third Eye Blind18. Barely Breathing, Duncan Sheik19. Hard To Say I'm Sorry, Az Yet Featuring Peter Cetera20. Mo Money Mo Problems, Notorious B.I.G.21. The Freshmen, Verve Pipe22. I Want You, Savage Garden23. No Diggity, BLACKstreet Featuring Dr. Dre24. I Belong To You (Every Time I See Your Face), Rome25. Hypnotize, Notorious B.I.G.26. Every Time I Close My Eyes, Babyface27. In My Bed, Dru Hill28. Say You'll Be There, Spice Girls29. Do

Songs Through The Years (1996 Top-100
1. Macarena (Bayside Boys Mix), Los Del Rio2. One Sweet Day, Mariah Carey and Boyz II Men3. Because You Loved Me, Celine Dion4. Nobody Knows, Tony Rich Project5. Always Be My Baby, Mariah Carey6. Give Me One Reason, Tracy Chapman7. Tha Crossroads, Bone Thugs-N-Harmony8. I Love You Always Forever, Donna Lewis9. You're Makin' Me High/Let It Flow, Toni Braxton10. Twisted, Keith Sweat11. C'mon N' Ride It (The Train), Quad City Dj's12. Missing, Everything But The Girl13. Ironic, Alanis Morissette14. Exhale (Shoop Shoop), Whitney Houston15. Follow You Down/Til I Hear It From You, Gin Blossoms16. Sittin' Up In My Room, Brandy17. How Do U Want It/California Love, 2Pac18. It's All Coming Back To Me Now, Celine Dion19. Change The World, Eric Clapton20. Hey Lover, LL Cool J21. Loungin, LL Cool J22. Insensitive, Jann Arden23. Be My Lover, La Bouche24. Name, Goo Goo Dolls25. Who Will Save Your Soul, Jewel26. Where Do You Go, No Mercy27. I Can't Sleep Baby (If I), R. Kelly28. Counting Blue Cars, Dis

I'm So Fucking Boerd
I miss cali. i miss the sun, the warmth, and most of all i miss being picked up by beautiful women. ever since i moved here i've meet no one to be freinds with let alone a girlfreind. i think i'll be leaving back to cali soon, before my blue balls explode from lack of use. i just hope all my old girlfreinds aren't in commited relationships. of course it's cali, i could find a new one in a few hours. thank god cali has twice as many women as men and hardly any of them are inbreed.

A New Begining(plaid Mafia)
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around. one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier. please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Lauren and Drago

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Songs Through The Years (1995 Top-100
1. Gangsta's Paradise, Coolio2. Waterfalls, TLC3. Creep, TLC4. Kiss From A Rose, Seal5. On Bended Knee, Boyz II Men6. Another Night, Real McCoy7. Fantasy, Mariah Carey8. Take A Bow, Madonna9. Don't Take It Personal (Just One Of Dem Days), Monica10. This Is How We Do It, Montell Jordan11. I Know, Dionne Farris12. Water Runs Dry, Boyz II Men13. Freak Like Me, Adina Howard14. Run-Around, Blues Traveler15. I Can Love You Like That, All-4-One16. Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?, Bryan Adams17. Always, Bon Jovi18. Boombastic/In The Summertime, Shaggy19. Total Eclipse Of The Heart, Nicki French20. You Gotta Be, Des'ree21. You Are Not Alone, Michael Jackson22. Hold My Hand, Hootie and The Blowfish23. One More Chance-Stay With Me, Notorious B.I.G.24. Here Comes The Hotstepper, Ini Kamoze25. Candy Rain, Soul For Real26. Let Her Cry, Hootie and The Blowfish27. I Believe, Blessid Union Of Souls28. Red Light Special, TLC29. Runaway, Janet Jackson30. Strong Enough, Sheryl Crow31. Colors Of The Wi

Songs Through The Years (1994 Top-100
1. The Sign, Ace Of Base2. I Swear, All-4-One3. I'll Make Love To You, Boyz II Men4. The Power Of Love, Celine Dion5. Hero, Mariah Carey6. Stay (I Missed You), Lisa Loeb and Nine Stories7. Breathe Again, Toni Braxton8. All For Love, Bryan Adams, Rod Stewart and Sting9. All That She Wants, Ace Of Base10. Don't Turn Around, Ace Of Base11. Bump N' Grind, R. Kelly12. Again, Janet Jackson13. I'll Remember, Madonna14. Whatta Man, Salt-N-Pepa15. Wild Night, John Mellencamp and Me'shell Ndegeocello16. Without You/Never Forget You, Mariah Carey17. You Mean The World To Me, Toni Braxton18. Can You Feel The Love Tonight, Elton John19. The Most Beautiful Girl In The World, Prince Symbol20. Fantastic Voyage, Coolio21. Baby I Love Your Way, Big Mountain22. Regulate, Warren G and Nate Dogg23. If You Go, Jon Secada24. Back and Forth, Aaliyah25. Now And Forever, Richard Marx26. When Can I See You, Babyface27. Please Forgive Me, Bryan Adams28. So Much In Love, All-4-One29. Shoop, Salt-N-Pepa30. Any Time

Drug Pushers Like Me
This was written for a Drug Awareness way back in the day. When my mother read she damn near beat my ass cause she thought I was tryin to say I was a pusher. LoL Careless parents, I do adore Who tell thier children nothing more Than to wrap up warm and get out the door. They don't tell them wehere They Should and Shouldn't be So children dont know about Drug Pushers like me. They face a world where drugs are vast They're never safe, Not even when home at last They pass a crack house, a place they shouldn't be Because you didn't tell them about Drug Pushers like me. When they meet me, They think i'm a Friend But they don't know Thier whole life, I could end They buy a bottle of drugs That I let them see Because you didn't tell them about Drug Pushers like me Once they try drugs, BOOM! They're hit dead And you're at thier funeral Wondering what you hadn't said for I AM a Drug, And will forever be If children aren't told about Drug Pushers l

Songs Through The Years (1993 Top-100
1. I Will Always Love You, Whitney Houston2. Whoomp! (There It Is), Tag Team3. Can't Help Falling In Love, UB404. That's The Way Love Goes, Janet Jackson5. Freak, Silk6. Weak, SWV7. If I Ever Fall In Love, Shai8. Dreamlover, Mariah Carey9. Rump Shaker, Wreckx-N-Effect10. Informer, Snow11. Nuthin' But A "G" Thang, Dr. Dre12. In The Still Of The Nite, Boyz II Men13. Don't Walk Away, Jade14. Knockin' Da Boots, H-Town15. Lately, Jodeci16. Dazzey Duks, Duice17. Show Me Love, Robin S.18. A Whole New World, Peabo Bryson and Regina Belle19. If, Janet Jackson20. I'm So Into You, SWV21. Love Is, Vanessa Willlams and Brian Mcknight22. Runaway Train, Soul Asylum23. I'll Never Get Over You (Getting Over Me), Expose24. Ditty, Paperboy25. Rhythm Is A Dancer, Snap26. The River Of Dreams, Billy Joel27. I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles), Proclaimers28. Two Princes, Spin Doctors29. Right Here (Human Nature)-Downtown, SWV30. I Have Nothing, Whitney Houston31. Mr. Wendal, Arrested Development32. Have I Told You Lat

Fill This Out
wiffy application WIFEY APPLiCATION" 1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Fav Color:4. Are you a virgin?5. Are we friends?6. Do you have a crush on me?7. Would you kiss me?8. ...with tongue?9. Would you enjoy it?10. Would you ever ask me out?11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?14.Would you walk on the beach with me?15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?16. Do you/have you talk shit about me?17. Do you think I'm a good person?18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?19.Do you think I'm hot?20. If you could change anything about me?21.would yu marry me?22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?24. What do you rate me outta 1-10??[[1 ugly..10 fine as hell]]25. Your phone number?*Bonus*- You can ask me one question..and i'll answer it 100% truthfully..Use it wisely =)

Songs Through The Years (1992 Top-100
1. End Of The Road, Boyz II Men2. Baby Got Back, Sir Mix A-lot3. Jump, Kris Kross4. Save The Best For Last, Vanessa Williams5. Baby-Baby-Baby, TLC6. Tears In Heaven, Eric Clapton7. My Lovin' (You're Never Gonna Get It), En Vogue8. Under The Bridge, Red Hot Chili Peppers9. All 4 Love, Color Me Badd10. Just Another Day, Jon Secada11. I Love Your Smile, Shanice12. To Be With You, Mr. Big13. I'm Too Sexy, Right Said Fred14. Black Or White, Michael Jackson15. Achy Breaky Heart, Billy Ray Cyrus 16.16. I'll Be There, Mariah Carey17. November Rain, Guns N' Roses18. Life Is A Highway, Tom Cochrane19. Remember The Time, Michael Jackson20. Finally, CeCe Peniston21. This Used To Be My Playground, Madonna22. Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough, Patty Smyth23. Can't Let Go, Mariah Carey24. Jump Around, House Of Pain25. Diamonds and Pearls, Prince and The N.P.G.26. Don't Let The Sun Go Down On Me, George Michael and Elton John27. Masterpiece, Atlantic Starr28. If You Asked Me To, Celine Dion29. Giving H

Memorial Day Celebrated
Memorial Day Memorial Day is their day isn't it? It is supposed to be the day a grateful nation pauses to quietly thank the more than one million men and women who have died in military service to their country since the Revolutionary War. Or is it the day the beach resorts kick into high gear for the summer season the day the strand is covered by fish-belly white people basting themselves in coconut oil the day the off-season rates end and the weekend you can't get in a seaside seafood restaurant with anything less than a one hour wait. Or is it one of the biggest shopping center sales days of the year a day when hunting for a parking space is the prime sport for the holiday stay-at-homers? Or is it the weekend when more people will kill themselves on the highways than any other weekend and Highway Patrol troopers work overtime picking up the pieces? I think the men and women who died for us would understand what we do with their day. I hope they would because if they wouldn'

Songs Through The Years (1991 Top-100
. (Everything I Do) I Do It For You, Bryan Adams2. I Wanna Sex You Up, Color Me Badd3. Gonna Make You Sweat, C+C Music Factory4. Rush Rush, Paula Abdul5. One More Try, Timmy T6. Unbelievable, EMF7. More Than Words, Extreme8. I Like The Way (The Kissing Game), Hi-Five9. The First Time, Surface10. Baby, Baby, Amy Grant11. Motownphilly, Boyz II Men12. Because I Love You (The Postman Song), Stevie B13. Someday, Mariah Carey14. High Enough, Damn Yankees15. From A Distance, Bette Midler16. All The Man That I Need, Whitney Houston17. Right Here, Right Now, Jesus Jones18. I Adore Mi Amor, Color Me Badd19. Love Will Never Do (Without You), Janet Jackson20. Good Vibrations, Marky Mark and The Funky Bunch Featuring Loleatta Holloway21. Justify My Love, Madonna22. Emotions, Mariah Carey23. Joyride, Roxette24. Romantic, Karyn White25. I Don't Wanna Cry, Mariah Carey26. Hold You Tight, Tara Kemp27. You're In Love, Wilson Phillips28. Every Heartbeat, Amy Grant29. Sensitivity, Ralph Tresvant30. Touch

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I Was Thinking All Of This At 7am On A Saturday Morning
I want passion, I crave it. It flows through my veins’. I need a counterpart that has the same fire in their soul. Someone who is true, some one who lives a breathes positivity and excellence and creativity. Someone that knows my strengths and weaknesses. Someone that is not afraid to push me to my limits. Someone that will not let me back down unless it is in my own best interests to do so. A kindred soul, a kindred spirit. Someone who loves me for my flaws and realizes that is what makes me beautiful. I am an intricate design. There is so much on the inside, which is why there is so much on the outside. All that is contained with in my being could never be held by a small petite physique. This someone has to realize that I get bored and needs to know that I need spice and change to keep me sane. Also realize that just because I am bored does not mean I am bored with them, but need to switch it up and change it up a bi

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You and your girlfriend are sitting around your house drinking. She sees your stack of board games and asks if you wanted to play strip monopoly. You aren't sure how the game works so she explains, everytime you get sent to jail in order to get out you have to go down on the other player and everytime you land on the other players property you have to take off an article of clothing of their choice and if you land on free parking along with the money from the middle you get to do anything you want to the other player. You like the sound of her rules so you agree to play, hoping you both can make it through the game. Your first turn you wind up in jail and she strips off her thong and pulls her skirt around her waist. You dip you tongue between her folds. You use your hands to spread her folds and suck her clit into your mouth, rubbing your tongue across it as you suck. You slide a finger inside of her and continue your exploration. You feel her muscles start to contract around your

Ride 'em Cowboy
Your laying in bed with the woman of your dreams tied to the headboard and footboard. You use your warm fingers to open her folds, then your wet warm tongue slides across her clit. She moans softly as the sensations took over and her and her climax started to build. She pulled on her bonds, wanting to slide her fingers into your hair as her climax gets closer. She feels your hand leave the edge of her folds and slide deeply into her. She bites her bottom lip as your finger finds her g-spot and heightens her pleasure. She cries out loudly as her climax pulses from her, seeping into the bed beneath her. “I want you inside me, NOW!” she tells you, pulling on her restraints. You untie her arms and legs and pull her on top of you. She moves so your erection is poised at her opening. She slides down, stretching to accomodate your girth. When your completely sheathed she sits up straight and arches her back, your cock sinking deeper into her. She digs her nails into your t

Ids And Salutes
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New Stream Of Passion
Last night I managed to "acquire" a copy of the new Stream of Passion album, The Flame Within, that comes out on the 29th. It is amazing, even better than the first one (I didn't think that was possible) and yes, I'm still going to buy it. I just wanted a preview. Here's the best song IMO http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFSBYRlYq8g Ps. For those unfamiliar with SoP, they're sort of in the same vein as Evanescence, only much much much much better.

It Seems Kinda Unfair And Messed Up
No offense or bad feelings towards SGB, And I'm in no way trying to start shit or anything like that with her But damn, both Thursday AND Friday, she has 13 or 14 HH's in a row during ALL the prime hours. And it made me sad. What about that person who's birthday is Thursday or Friday, who finally got a HH to use as a birthday gift... to have that great loved feeling and get all those points they want on a site they are addicted to and love. I think I'd be sad, 1 day a year you get a birthday, and for 1 person to take over all the prime time online hours seems really sucky and I wish they wouldn't let people do that. I know fubar loves/needs its money to run but I wish they would limit how many HH's you can have in a row like no more then 2 or 3. I can't think of too many members who are loaded enough or want to spend their money to even buy 14 HH's two days in a row, but to limit how many you can take in a row that would have atleast given a few other people chances to have some prime

I Guess I'll Check This More Often.
So I never get on this thing and check it. I just sit around and do other things online. Ive noticed a lot of people on fubar are quite...um...eccentric. LOL. I dont understand why this is so popular really. I cant find the chatrooms. I guess they took those off? Hope everyone who is left on my list, is doing fine. I booted so many people, because i did not know a single one of em. Blah.

Jerk Off~
Paul bit the cornered portion of his toast after having first dipped it into the runny yoke of the egg. He preferred his eggs 'sunny-side-up' as opposed to anything else. He had smiled at the waitress as she freshened his coffee, grinning politely, managing the words "Thank you" as she did.Penny, his wife of barely a year sat beside him. She preferred pancakes smothered in rich thick syrup, perhaps overdoing it, but she'd explained that it reminded her of the way his cum sometimes slithered down the side of his shaft when he climaxed. Penny was always comparing things like that, finding eroticism in nearly everything. Just as she was doing now as her hand slowly, quietly, secretly continued stroking his hard erect shaft beneath the table.They hadn't wanted the honeymoon to end. And as such, went on a monthly retreat, usually within a few hours drive, just someplace to get away for the weekend, be together, and explore their secret little fetish.Paul as well as Penny were true 'Masturba

My Worest Day!!!
well i went to work today and I went in about 11am. I had to go to the police department at Kings Island and notice my ast. team leader was there after everything that happened. Well the police accoused us for taking the money cause I was working on cash register last saturday. So after I clocked out, me and my ast. team leader had to count the money and everything. We did not take any money. Ive told the officer 5 times excatly what happened and she thought I was lying to her face. I know what happened and me and my ast. team leader was telling the trurth. After we got done, we sat outside and tell each other of what kind of question they asked us and my team leader told me that i clocked out and walked out. BULLSHIT! i had to stay after to count the money after i clocked out. So they said an ivesengator gonna invegesate everything, if they found out that we told the truth, they are gonna pay us. so my and my team leader planned that we look for another day so I cant stay at work like

This Is Funny
I think its funny when people on fubar see my picture and they automatically assume that I'm emo but if those people actually took the time to know me they would definitely know that I'm not emo but I don't care if those people are labeling stereotypes because eventually they'll know how it feels to be stereotyped as something they're not so it doesn't hurt my feelings if they want to stereotype me I know what I am and what I'm not I'd thought I'd share that with whoever reads this becuase its amusing to me =D

Saliva-rest In Pieces
Look at me, my depth perception must be off againCause this hurts deeper than I thought it didIt has not healed with timeIt just shot down my spineYou look so beautiful tonightReminds me how you laid us downAnd gently smiled before you destroyed my lifeWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)PiecesLook at me, my depth perception must be off againYou got much closer than I thought you didI'm in your reachYou held me in your handsWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in pieces(let me rest in pieces)Would you find it in your heartTo make this go awayAnd let me rest in piecesWould you find it in your heartTo make this go awayand let me rest in pieceswould you find it in your heartto make this go awayAnd let m

There Is - Box Car Racer
I'm lovin the sappy songs right now, cut me some slack! This vacation's useless These white pills aren't kind I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9 And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have The days have come and gone Our lives went by so fast I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor Where I laid and told you, but you swear you loved me more Do you care if I don't know what to say Will you sleep tonight will you think of me Will I shake this off, pretend it's all okay That there's someone out there who feels just like me There is Those notes you wrote me I've kept them all I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall With every single letter in every single word There will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl Do you care if I don't know what to say Will you sleep tonight will you think of me Will I sh

God Letter To Woman
When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke theminto being.When I created man, I formed him and breathed lifeinto his nostrils.But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed thebreath oflife into man, because your nostrils are too delicate.I allowed a deep sleep to come over himso I could patiently and perfectly fashion you.Man was put to sleep so that he could not interferewith the creativity.From one bone, I fashioned you.I chose the bone that protects man's life.I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungsand supports him,as you are meant to do.Around this one bone, I shaped you....... I modeledyou.I created you perfectly and beautifully.Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yetdelicate and fragile.You provide protection for the most delicate organ inman, his heart.His heart is the center of his being; his lungs holdthe breath of life.The ribcage will allow itself to be broken before itwill allow damage to the heart. Support man as the ribcage supports the body.You

What Memorial Day Means To Me
Sarah and I were sitting out on our front porch chatting about the day as much as a three-year-old can. She called attention to the wedding ring on my left hand – which was sized for my ring finger nearly six years ago when I was about twenty-five pounds heavier, so there’s some give now between the ring and my finger – and asked, “You’re still wearing your ring?” I replied yes, it’s one thing I don’t take off. Then she looked at her hand and said, “I’m not wearing a wedding ring.” Reply: I hope not for another twenty years or so! I actually said “two decades”, but Martha’s trying, in more ways than one, to cure me with my help of being too technical. It was fun when my boss Erik got there (the night drop at Town & Country where I stop at the end of business was stuck again), we each brought him one of the bags, and Sarah said, “you’re welcome” when he said thank you! Sarah and

Painting Pretty
My husband told me recently that I paint pretty pictures. He did not mean that my still life entitled GRAPEFRUIT ON THE DOOR KNOB was astoundingly beautiful - even if I were to have really painted it (which I did not, alas). He meant that I recounted things in a better light than what truly had a little more shadow to it. I thought this was called OPTIMISM. Like the line I stole from my oldest son - I AM GONNA EAT THIS COAL I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS AND SHIT DIAMONDS!;Obviously the updated, more hardcore (NO PUN INTENDED) version of taking lemons and making lemonade. So this morning I was laying in bed and looking at my husband, and I was struck by the thought that when he was a very old man, and had fought the fights of life and delighted in its gifts, he would look like the picture of Geronimo that I have in my photo gallery. Geronimo is what you shout when you take leaps of faith, off into the space of I SURE HOPE I LAND WELL. I shout Geronimo a lot. Today I am going to paint pretty - GER

Memorial Day Is Monday
Thats Right Memorial Day is Monday. Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. a soldier is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician and the subtlety of Mt. Saint Helens. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible.A Soldier is a Soldier all his life.You can kick him out of your house, but not out of your heart.You can take him off your mailing list, but not off your mind.They are found everywhere; In love, in battle, in lust, in trouble, in debt, in bars... and sometimes behind them.No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter, clean clothes or a pack of smokes.A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards.Brave without a grain of sense.He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of Playboy or Sports Illustrated or GUNS & AMMO in his back pocket.When

Turn And Burn
have you ever watched fire twirlers at a ren fair or even oddly enough a rave twirl their firewands and youre just mesmerized by what you see? such can be said for even the slightest bright and shiny thing that captures your attention...it turns and burns inside your wide field of vision until, whether by choice or slow obsession, it becomes the only thing you want to see... damn I've been having that happen alot lately LOL

!!!douchebag Alert!!!
Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! Douchebag Alert! This individual made some inappropriate comments to my wife on Fubar. He was given an opportunity to retract them and declined. As such, I'm doing what I think is best and making it easy for everyone else to avoid such a situation and make a preemptive block. If you're anything like me, you'll want to see the situation for yourself, and as I feel it would be in poor taste to repeat the things he said, I invite you to ask him for yourself. If you trust me sufficiently, then you may take this as a fair warning and proceed directly to a block. I am quite alright with either outcome, as long as this man is not allowed to make any more women feel cheap or like less then a lady. If you have a mind to treat a woman like this yourself... be wary. Women in packs can, and given reason, will hurt you... badly. Thank you for your time. Ken

Appreciation
A WIFE'S REQUESTI was sitting alone in one of those loud, casual steak houses that you find all over the country.You know the type--a bucket of peanuts on every table, shellslittering the floor, and a bunch of perky college kids racing around withlong neck beers and sizzling platters.Taking a sip of my iced tea, I studied the crowd over the rim of myglass. My gaze lingered on a group enjoying their meal.They wore no uniform to identify their branch of service, but theywere definitely "mil itary:" clean shaven, cropped haircut, and that "squaredaway" look that comes with pride.Smiling sadly, I glanced across my table to the empty seat where myhusband usually sat.It had only been a few months since we sat in this very booth, talkingabout his upcoming deployment to the Middle East.That was when he made me promise to get a sitter for the kids, comeback to this restaurant once a month and treat myself to a nice steak.In turn he would treasure the thought of me being here, thinking abouthim

Letter To A Military Spouse
Letter to a Military SpouseWhile I have never had the pleasure of meeting you and your husband, I felt the need to write you and express a very deep feeling that I have in my heart. I as a person, am not brave. I do not tackle things head on, as I hate confrontation. I will travel 100 miles out of my way just to avoid a conflict. I am a American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other that what I hear on the news. I never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they did not know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understa

Why Are We At War
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our our neighbor's houses," he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband sai d. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has her by the hair and is hitting he

Do You Care If A Soldier Dies?~
take a man put him all aloneput him 12000 miles from homeempty his heart of all but bloodmake him live in the sand and mudthis is the life I have to livethis is the soul to god I giveyou have your parties and drink your beerwhile our men are dying over heredo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your headdo you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the streetone less hero silent from our eyesdo you care if a soldier diesplant your signs on the white house lawnsaying 'Get out of Iraq', were goneuse your signs and have your funthen refuse to pick up a gunthere's nothing else for you to doand I'm supposed to die for youthere is one thing you should knowand thats where I think you should dodo you care if a soldier diesdo you even have to wipe your eyeswhen you turn on CNNtell me whats going through your head.do you know what those numbers meanone less neighbor from across the stree

Courage
Many think that “courage” is what Webster’s Dictionary says. However, “courage” is not found in a congregation it is found only at a certain time and place by the individual whom at that certain time, both finds the “courage” and uses it in places it was designed for by that individual. True Courage is painful and has no allies, for “courage” can neither be seen nor felt but by the individual. For the individual knows that life is neither good nor evil at the time and place of discovering “courage” and only knows it is life. Life is not good nor is it evil; life is a place a place in which we dwell in order to find our own individual “courage” and place in life.

You Have Your Mothers Eyes
something in your eyes hints to me that if you have not already acknowledged the power that spans lifetimes and culminates within you it will soon present itself to you and reveal its name, your true identity, embrace it, and your destiny will unfold before you and you will do all things with complete certainty and not even death can then touch you until you call her name. i have infinite resources at my disposal but nothing can i stress more urgent lest you already know, ever will you walk down the black path folding in upon yourself touching nothing, no-one will you know, no one will you see, darkness will be your only identity, and only once the warlocks essence makes it home in your heart will it occur to you that you have lost your identity in this life an all others before and after.....now the real truth, gods energy expired long ago, the universe is not expanding, and a warlock is one who works in human(hybrid) form...now begin the work of the mad, call upon azag thoth master

About My Country
In general election of Indonesia We made a political movement We need support from labours They use organisation for our struggle I hope, we will won that war againts borjuis Long Live Worker. We Never Surrender to fight We need your support. Just one, Freedom for the poors (in bad english)

The Cost Of A Soldier ~
A True Soldier is tough indeedstanding tall and strong when there is a needA Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrowSometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrowWhen a Soldier is wounded in battlethe nerves of his buddies it does rattleWhen news reaches friends and family at homehow their worries and minds begin to roamA wounded Soldier feels inadequate at beststopping him from much needed healing restA wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night.When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repairthe loss and pain felt can not compareThe Cost of a Soldier is set so very highthey assure our freedom will always applyTo stand beside a Soldier and walk through his painwill humble a civilian, no longer to complainLove, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needsto get them through some very treacherous deedsDear Lord please watch over our Military todayas they work to keep our freedom everydayFor the wounded and

To Catch A Predator
It always amazes me when they catch guys trying to hook up with underage girls on the internet. Here is simple rule. If someone online says that they are a fourteen year old girl looking for an older guy she is really a cop. Fourteen year old girls will say that they are eighteen.

Moving On
Just wanted to let everyone know I will be leaving the fu very soon. I contemplated mentioning it at all but I felt that was the easy way out. You all are so awesome and have truly touched my life. I feel like it is more about all the $ the site is making and I am not going to do it anymore. Back in the day, when it was Cherry Tap, and Lost Cherry, I really enjoyed being here, but it seems now it is all about competition and who has the most points, ect. I recently made it to Orace, it was my goal, I have reached it but now what, I even feel empty inside. I truly appreciate all my friends who have show me so much love, it has meant so much to me:-) I will never forget y'all Luv you all Let me know if you want my yahoo addy. Wsh you all peace blessings and luv

Memorial Day Weekend
I wrote this for a very dear man that i had the opportunity to meet at a VA hospital home. Please remember our fallen this weekend. Its them that have given us the freedom we so love to this day. RIP Bob Rice. I went on a trip one sunny day, To a VA hospital where our past hero’s lay. I walked into a room and to my surprise, Was a 70 year old man with a gleam in his eyes. I went to his bedside for his voice was hard to hear, And on his right cheek was a shimmering happiness tear. It was open house day at the VA to go and spread good cheer, And he said was crying, for he had had no visitor’s in over a year. I pulled up a chair and sat down at his side, We talked for what seemed like hours as he took me on a ride. A journey back in time when Bob Rice was just a lad,

Workplace Drama
I work at a hotel. Cast: S-A new-ish AGM (asst gen man), who is a 25 yo from Poland J-a Front Desk guy- J-who was shifty and 2 faced and disliked by me very much, but had excellent knowledge of the hotel system, and great unmatched cust service skills. Then there was D-a pretty goodlooking but clearly psychotic and maniacal friend of S, whom she hired to work for 1 day (Sun night) while he works at another hotel. A-an FD girl from Poland that works part time and is my good friend G-a stupid GM with no brains _________________________________________ It was known that S hired D because they wre friends; and now theres a rumor that she has a crush on him, even tho she has a steady relationship. I come in to work last week to the news that J got fired (S came up with lame ass reasons when asked). And D is working full time for him (hmm..) And it turns out that D lost his other hotel job (either cause he is a maniac, or because hotel dont like it when you work in 2 different

"seduction"
THe curves of your body The way that your dress clings The soft sweet scent of your perfume makes my head ring. The feelin'of ecstasy my head spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The way your hair falls to your shoulders Your sensous smile Ooh baby, I'll tell you now You make me go wild The feelin' of ecstasy my head is spinnin' round We'll be one tonight. The come hither stare in your eyes A sensous striptease Red silk on your creamy white skin Brings me to my knees. Chemistry is runnin' wild and my head's spinnin' 'round We'll be one tonight.

Baby Did A Bad Bad Thing
baby did a bad bad thing baby did a bad bad thing u ever love sumone so much u thought ur little heart waz gonna break in two? i didnt think so u ever tried wit all ur heart & soul to git ur lover back to u? i want to hope so u ever pray wit all ur heart & souljust to watch her walk away? baby did a bad bad thing baby did a bad bad thing feel like cryin feel like cryin u ever toss & turn ur layin awake & thinkin bout the 1 u love? i dont think so u ever close ur eyez ur makin believe ur holdin the 1 ur dreamin of? well if u say so it hurts so bad when u finally know just how low, low, low, low, low she'll go baby did a bad bad thing baby did a bad bad thing feel like cryin feel like cryin

Vet's Story
Thank you so much to all of those that have served or are currently serving now. Without you, freedom would just be a word. Viet Nam 1966 Richard, (my husband), never really talked a lot about his time in Viet Nam other than he had been shot by a sniper. However, he had a rather grainy, 8 x 10 black and white photo he had taken at a USO show of Ann Margret with Bob Hope in the background that was one of his treasures. A few years ago, Ann Margret was doing a book signing at a local bookstore. Richard wanted to see if he could get her to sign the treasured photo so he arrived at the bookstore at 12 o'clock for the 7:30 signing. When I got there after work, the line went all the way a round the bookstore, circled the parking lot and disappeared behind a parking garage. Before her appearance, bookstore employees announced that she would sign only her book and no memorabilia would be permitted. Richard was disappointed, but wanted to show her the photo and let her know how much thos

>bling Chasers
Hello Fubarians....let me pose a question to all of you...thsi goes to you as well mr baby jesus...what constitutes a Bling Chaser??? let me present some facts... Fact 1: When Fubar (Formerly known as Cherry Tap), there was no blings about...so anyone who was part of thsi site had towork hard in setting up a page, getting known out there by word of mouth and networking..also in the simple case that there were only 25 levels at that time from freshmeat to godfather..the one thing everyone wanted to be..now that cherrytap..now known as FUBAR has evolved and become a new site almost entirely new levels came about and with having a limit of 2500 pictures including teh nsfw ones, thats a lot to rate. which is probably the reasons for the new toys called blings...help to rate faster, make pages more artistic to oncoming lookers and vets of both sites...fubar and cherrytap Fact 2: Blings...every knows them..Everyone wants them.....but how do you go about getting them without having to one

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The Goodnight Kiss Part 2
as he presses his lips against hers,he reaches for the lock,keys in his hand.Unlocking it and turning the knob,they both fall into the house,her still with her legs wrapped around his waist.she lets her legs touch the floor ,looks into his eyes ,hers FILLED WITH WILD CARNAL LUST,,,she places her hands on his chest ,shoving him back against the wall hard,grabbing his shirt,she pulls and rips it open,buttons flying everywhere,she yanks it down his arms,leaving his hands bound by the fabric.She looks him up and down,licking her lips,biting her lower lip,and groaning ,,,,oh hell yeah!!!!!She runs her hands ,slowly over his chest,,feeling it raise and lower as his breath quickens,,with a sly grin,she rakes her bright red nails ,slowly down his chest,,,purrrrrring ,tell me how bad you want me,as she pinches his nipple.she steps even closer and asks,,,do you want to take my body,and do as you please with me,as if i belonged to you?He can only stare at her,not saying a word,,wide eyed,he swall

The Best Cruise Ever~
The cruise was her idea. We'd never been on one before, and in fact, had never really considered it. We had always preferred to travel off the beaten path, away from the usual tourist areas. A cruise was so, well, touristy. Pre-packaged. "Fun-in-a-box" was the term we used, intended to be a bit derogatory. I mean, where was the fun in being herded into a town with a couple thousand typical American tourists with just enough time to hit the cheesy souvenir shops and gat couple overpriced and watered down drinks, only to get right back on the boat before sundown? We had always preferred to fly somewhere, find a local (non chain) hotel, chat with the owners, and just head out and start walking. We never really have a destination or a plan...just a great sense of adventure and a love of different cultures and people. Paradise was a local hole in the wall restaurant that the cruise ship crowd would be terrified of. It was this sense of adventure that had attracted us to each other in the fi

My Life In 90 Questions
1. What was the highlight of your week?Hopefully getting mine & Brat's bikes fixed!2. Whose car were you in last? Mine3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?When I See My Brat Again!4. What color shirt are you wearing?I'm not wearing a shirt at the moment5. How long is your hair?Shaved very short6. Are you good looking?*Pleads the 5th*7. Last movie you watched?Can't remember8. Who were you with?My Brat!9. Last thing you ate?Sushi10. Last thing you drank?Don't remember11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?Don't remember12. Who came over last?Don't remember13. Are you happy right now?To a degree14. What did you say last?Something to my g/f about a movie15. Where is your phone?Next to me16. What color are your eyes?Stone Blue/Grey17. Are you left-handed?Nope18. Spell your name without vowels:ln r smth19. Do you have any pets?1 Rottie & 1 Russian Blue20. Favorite Vacation? Tombstone Arizona21. What do you dislike currently?Michigan's Economy and lack of jobs!22. What

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To Urfavmistake♥ You Opened My Eyes
you're my world The shelter from the rain You're the pills That take away my pain You’re the light That helps me find my way home You’re the words When I have nothing to say And in this world Where nothing else seems so lost You're the hand I want to hold As I grow old You're the shore When I am lost in my self You're the only thing That I like about myself How long has it been Since this storyline has ben told And I hope it never ends And goes like this forever you were always ben there for me and always cared i don't know how but you did you showed me something more that no one could ever show You showed me your love and that you would never leave I fell in love when you first frist time we talY Like magic in a fairytale are love was unbreakable Nothing could take it away Somehow i just felt pure and myself when I'm around you I get goose bumps when i see your smile Laughing is all i do when I'm with you cause you make me feel so happy i cant really express the feeling i

First Timer~
Amber was nervous when her mate knocked on the door and led her into the suite. "I hope you wore your good underwear," Aaron joked quietly as he shut the door behind them, though even he wasn't quite sure whether he was serious or not. His friend Jamieson Cutter was in town for three months, an old university mate who was now apparently a business man- and bondage master of some kind who was looking for a slave for his stay in town. Amber had been appalled when Aaron had tentatively asked her if she'd consider meeting the man, but something about the idea had struck a chord and she'd agreed with a great deal of curiosity. And now she had entered his private apartment in the city, dressed in a sensible shirt and skirt ensemble with hands that only shook slightly.He was a tall man, perhaps thirty-five years of age, and nothing of his outward appearance screamed anything other than 'business man'. However when she looked into his eyes for the first time she shivered, and sat down on the c

Time To Play A Game~
Trisha's head was spinning. The last thing she remembered she was on her way home from work when suddenly everything just went blurry. Still trying to find her bearings she knew she was in unfamiliar surroundings. As far as she could make out she was in some sort of workshop. There were some tables and figures and also a large television screen of some sorts but her vision was still too fuzzy to see anything clearly. She tried to sit up to get a better view but couldn't, her wrists and ankles had been shackled to the table. This wasn't her main concern though as she the realisation hit her that she was naked, not only that but she felt something pressing against her pussy. The shock of this caused her mind to clarify almost instantaneously and the full scale of her predicament hit her. She was indeed bound naked to a worktable and there was some large device by her feet from which protruded a phallus shaped shaft, which extended to the entrance of her pussy. Despite her limited movemen

Memorial Day Weekend
hi everyone this weekend is the memorial day long weekend for everyone in the states. its a time to remember all the people that were lost in fighting to help make the world a free one. its not just the soldiers in the states that we should remember but every soldier from every country that have lost their lives fighting. here in canada when a soldier come home in a casket they are taken from CFB Trenton to Toronto but along the route they are escorted by police all along the route and people line the bridges waving their flags to show their support. police ems and fire are there as well as the regular population. that stretch of road has been called The Highway of Heroes. and it is illegal to pass the funeral cortege and also rude as well. to me that is a name befitting in. in memory of the troops killed in battle. so to everyone please stop and give a minute to remember and think about the lives lost and to remember the families as well during the tragedy. have a safe long weekend al

Leave A Scar
ITS NOT LIKE I MADE MYSELF A LIST OF NEW AND DIFFERENT WAYS TO MURDER YOUR HEART. IM JUST A PAINTING THATS STILL WET IF YOU TOUCH ME ILL BE SMEARED YOU'LL BE STAINED. STAINED FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE. SO TURN AROUND WALK AWAY BEFORE YOU CONFUSE THE WAY WE ABUSE EACH OTHER. IF YOUR NOT AFRAID OF GETTING HURT THEN IM NOT AFRAID OF HOW MUCH I HURT YOU WELL AWARE IM A DANGER TO MYSEL ARE YOU AWARE IM A DANGER TO OTHERS THERES A CRACK IN MY SOUL YOU THOUGHT WAS A SMILE. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SACAR. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SCAR. IM MORE LIKE A SILVER BULLET THAN IM LIKE A GUN NOT EASY TO HOLD. IM MOVIN FAST AND IF I STAY INSIDE YOUR HEART, IM CERTAIN THIS WILL BE THE END OF YOUR LIFE WELL AWARE IM A DANGER TO MYSEL ARE YOU AWARE IM A DANGER TO OTHERS THERES A CRACK IN MY SOUL YOU THOUGHT WAS A SMILE. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SACAR. WHATEVER DOESNT KILL YOU IS GONNA LEAVE A SCAR.

A Friend
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like those blades of grass you can never mow, standing straight, tall, and proud in a perfect little row. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend.

Happy Memorial Day
I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday, but while we all enjoy the freedoms that we have in this country, let us not forget about those who are currently in the military and all of those who have lost their lives fighting for our country. We appreciate everything you have done and sacrificed. Have a safe, beautiful, and fun filled holiday and weekend. Much love to every single one of you. -Hekuba

A Caption From General Order #11
We are organized, comrades, as our regulations tell us, for the purpose among other things, "of preserving and strengthening those kind and fraternal feelings which have bound together the soldiers, sailors, and marines who united to suppress the late rebellion." What can aid more to assure this result than cherishing tenderly the memory of our heroic dead, who made their breasts a barricade between our country and its foes? Their soldier lives were the reveille of freedom to a race in chains, and their deaths the tattoo of rebellious tyranny in arms. We should guard their graves with sacred vigilance. All that the consecrated wealth and taste of the nation can add to their adornment and security is but a fitting tribute to the memory of her slain defenders. Let no wanton foot tread rudely on such hallowed grounds. Let pleasant paths invite the coming and going of reverent visitors and fond mourners. Let no vandalism of avarice or neglect, no ravages of time testify to the present or t

Life Strategies - Dr. Phil's Ten Life Laws
Life Law #1: You either get it or you don't. Strategy: Become one of those who gets it.It's easy to tell these people apart. Those who "get it" understand how things work and have a strategy to create the results they want. Those who don't are stumbling along looking puzzled, and can be found complaining that they never seem to get a break. You must do what it takes to accumulate enough knowledge to "get it." You need to operate with the information and skills that are necessary to win. Be prepared, tune in, find out how the game is played and play by the rules.In designing a strategy and getting the information you need — about yourself, people you encounter, or situations — be careful from whom you accept input. Wrong thinking and misinformation can seal your fate before you even begin. Life Law #2: You create your own experience.Strategy: Acknowledge and accept accountability for your life. Understand your role in creating results. You cannot dodge responsibility for ho

Happy Memorial Day From All Of Us At The Brotherhood In Arms (repost)
(repost of original by 'DJ KRAZY ( Brotherhood In Arms )(FU Pastor )' on '2009-05-22 19:17:34') (repost of original by 'Sexy Moon Goddess - Head Promoter / Promoter Manager @ Neon Moon Saloon @ Fu-Wifey to Daz 1971' on '2009-05-23 06:18:17') (repost of original by 'DJ KRAZY ( Brotherhood In Arms )(FU Pastor )' on '2009-05-23 06:49:58')

Almost 2 Weeks After Surgery
so its almost 2 weeks after surgery, i'm stuck on crutches for awhile yet, but all in all i'm getting around pretty effin' good. i have the hard core pain meds and some physical therapy exercises that I do 3x a day. sitting at a computer desk is a bit uncomfortable, right now i'm in a recliner with the laptop, but to be honest i miss my damn mouse. this finger pad crap is not for me. evidently i lucked into a great surgeon with my referral from my family doctor. he uses larger hip parts (than most dr's) to replace the originals with, which makes the joint stronger and should allow me to do all of the activities that i enjoy after healing. in fact, he said i have absolutely no limitations whatsoever, as long as i can accept whatever pain comes with an activity, the joint can stand up to that activity. i'm told he also inserts the joint at a different place than is typically used during hip replacements, which results in faster healing time. the dr told me that with the size of t

Missing Link, And The Tasmanian Devel;
Arnold Schwarzenegger California, the Missing Link, and the Tasmanian Devil: Buzz Week in Review by Mike Krumboltz 14 hours ago 28 Votes Could one of the biggest states in the USA be split into four? What sort of monumental discovery did scientists announce this week? And could the Tasmanian Devil really be on the verge of extinction? Take a load off and catch up on these stories and more with the Buzz Week in Review. California: Breaking up is hard to doCalifornia's budget problems are kind of like the boy who cried "wolf." Nobody pays attention anymore. Well, hardly anybody. A radical idea that would split California into four distinct states garnered some attention on the Buzz. Commenters chimed in with their thoughts. Some even suggested names including Calidormia (for the "bedroom communities and burbs all across the state") and Califarmia (for the huge agricultural regions). The commenter notes that Calinormia could make for a nice state, but, a

Ramblings Of A Psychotic Witch
Ich habe Pläne große Pläne Ja ich baue ein Häuschen dir Und du ziehst nie wieder aus Ich werde immer bei dir sein Ich baue dir ein Haus Draußen wird ein Garten sein Innen wird es dunkel sein Ich habe Pläne große Pläne Ich baue ein Häuschen dir Stein um Stein Siehst du mir bei der Arbeit zu Und du sollst Teil des Ganzen sein Und keiner hört dich schreien

The Four Agreements Of Realizing Our Greatest Potential
Everything we do is based on agreements we have made. In these agreements we tell ourselves who we are, what everyone else is, how to act, what is possible, and what is impossible. What we have agreed to believe creates what we experience. When these agreements come from fear, blocks and obstacles develop keeping us from realizing our greatest potential. BE IMPECCABLE WITH YOUR WORDSpeak with integrity. Say only what you mean. Avoid using the word to speak against yourself or to gossip about others. Use the power of your word in the direction of truth and love. DON'T TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLYNothing others do is because of you. What others say and do is a projection of their own reality, their own dream. When you are immune to the opinions and actions of others, you won't be the victim of needless suffering. DON'T MAKE ASSUMPTIONSFind the courage to ask questions and to express what you really want. Communicate with others as clearly as you can to avoid misunderstandings

Omfg!!!
ATTN:Lukas Grew Between You and David Baker David Baker Add as Friend Today at 9:39am Report Message Alexander JLO - Solicitors11 Lanark SquareGlengall BridgeLondon E14 9REUnited Kingdom. Tel: +44 704 5757 999 Fax: +44 794 4416 262 Good day Lukas, This is a personal E-mail directed to you and I request that it be treated as such. I am Barrister David Baker, a solicitor at law. I am the personal attorney/sole executor to the late Engr. Gerald Grew, hereinafter referred to as 'my client' who worked as an independent oil magnate in my country and who died in a plane crash with his immediate family in December 2003. Since the death of my client, I have written several letters to the embassy with an intent to locate any of his extended relatives whom shall be claimants/beneficiaries of his abandoned personal estate and all such efforts have been to no avail.More-so, I have received official letters in the last few weeks suggesting a likely proceeding for confiscation

Never Make Someone A Priority...
I deserved to be someone's priority but I was not. Instead I was second-place to lost hope, a broken marriage and empty dreams with someone who simply didn't share them anymore.Her promises to me broken ~ mine to her ignored ~ I was strung along like a safety net in case everything else first, would collapse, and like some kind of consolation prize, there I'd be. Except I'm a real person with feelings.. And I'm not dumb. I heard the words 'I love you' but received not even the common courtesies one could expect even from a simple friendship. All to chase rainbows.. For "No valid reason." I was abandoned in lieu of a double-life based on lost hopes she knew in her heart could not possibly be.. When we'd already decided that I would help new ones come true. The real-world we would've created took a back seat to all this and online games that tomorrow.. next month.. next year will not mean a thing. Imagine the power and connection of just doing something real.. Not because you have to at

Feeling Blue
Damn! What horrific timing! This being the Memorial Day week-end ~ my nephew was killed in Iraq in 2003. The sudden and unexpected death of my beloved big brother 7 years ago today. Seeing my doctor this past Thursday and having to wait for test results to determine if I have what we think I have. The crap I've endured throughout my life has made me a very strong woman. I may bend but I refuse to break. I'm not whining or looking for pity ~ that's just not my way ~ but I sure wish that the powers that be would at least give me time to catch my breath before throwing more crap my way!

Candy
She sits so patiently waiting for him to take her. Not making a noise. She glances to the side noticing him looking at her. His eyes caress her skin loving every look she gives. He moves closer to her moving her hair out of the way and kisses her neck. Slowing sinking his teeth into her neck. He feels her quiver in his arms. Knowing that she is begging in her mind to give it to her hard, but he doesn't. He makes her wait for it. Sliding his hands over her breasts making her nipples erect. He then slides his hand down between her legs feeling that she is already dripping wet and throbbing for his cock to be inside her.He lays her down on the bed and takes her shirt and bra off and kisses her nipples, sucking them and biting them. As he slowly unbuttons her pants, he kisses and bites her neck. Now that she has no pants on he kisses his way down to her dripping wet panties. Nibbling at her thighs he notices that she is starting to thrust her thighs into his face. Licking her clit so much

Tiger Is In A Contest, Help This Guy Out Plz!!!!
My good friend Tiger is in a contest and he needs your guys help!!!! He needs your rates and comments!!! There is no limit on how many comments or what it says so comments as much as you can please!!!! He has helped me out a lot in the past so I need your help to help him!!!! Just copy and paste link below to get to picture to rate and comment on his picture letting him know I sent ya!!!!! Thank you guys, I lubs ya all!!!!! http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2403422&i=848572286&albumid=1628899

Top 10 Reasons Hand Guns Are Better Than Women
10 - YOU CAN TRADE IN AN OLD 44 FOR A NEW 22, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. 9 - YOU CAN KEEP ONE HANDGUN AT HOME, AND HAVE ANOTHER FOR WHEN YOU’RE ON THE ROAD. 8 - IF YOU ADMIRE A FRIEND’S HANDGUN AND TELL HIM SO, HE WILL PROBABLY LET YOU TRY IT OUT A FEW TIMES. 7 - YOUR PRIMARY HANDGUN DOESN’T MIND IF YOU KEEP ANOTHER HANDGUN FOR A BACK UP. 6 - YOUR HANDGUN WILL STAY WITH YOU EVEN IF YOU RUN OUT OF AMMO. 5 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T TAKE UP A LOT OF CLOSET SPACE. 4 - HANDGUNS FUNCTION NORMALLY EVERY DAY OF THE MONTH. 3 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T ASK, “DO THESE NEW GRIPS MAKE ME LOOK FAT?” 2 - A HANDGUN DOESN’T MIND IF YOU GO TO SLEEP AFTER YOU USE IT. and the number one reason a handgun is favored over a woman #1 - YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A HANDGUN

...the Day It Died
'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years.No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain;why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault.Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies(adults, not children, are in charge).His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from schoolfor using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition.Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to

The Liberal Mind Can Not Understand This
An economics professor at a local college made a statement that he had never failed a single student before but had once failed an entire class. That class had insisted that socialism worked and that no one would be poor and no one would be rich, a great equalizer. The professor then said, "OK, we will have an experiment in this class on socialism. All grades would be averaged and everyone would receive the same grade so no one would fail and no one would receive an A. After the first test, the grades were averaged and everyone got a B. The students who studied hard were upset and the students who studied little were happy. As the second test rolled around, the students who studied little had studied even less and the ones who studied hard decided they wanted a free ride too so they studied little. The second test average was a D! No one was happy. When the 3rd test rolled around, the average was an F. The scores never increased as bickering, blam

The Shortest Story
A COLLEGE CLASS WAS TOLD THEY HAD TO WRITE A STORY IN A AS FEW WORDS AS POSSIBLE. THE INSTRUCTIONS WERE, THE STORY HAD TO CONTAIN THE FOLLOWING THREE THINGS: (1) RELIGION (2) SEXUALITY (3) MYSTERY BELOW IS THE ONLY A+ IN THE ENTIRE CLASS. "GOOD GOD, I'M PREGNANT; I WONDER WHO DID IT."

The Real World
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !!First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they carried us. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, our baby cribs were covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking.

Where Is The Ceo???
Some of you maybe wondering where i am...some of you wont even give a shit. but for some of you who do care ill be gone for a few days. Im leaving florida because they economy is shit, dont blame me, blame the president. I will not put down personal infomation on fubar about my IRL personal life, those who have me on messenger you should know why, where, how and ETC. Starting today May 23rd, ill be leaving florida and will be gone for a few or more days. All task from my friends is that Keep me Shitfaced and rated my page. I will check in from time to time wherever possible to dispurse my 11s n shitfaces! Wish you all a fun and safe Memorial Day weekend, and for fuck sake, don't be stupid and idiotic and drink and drive. Thank you all, i dont ask for much, ill get back to making your graphics as soon as i can. The ©eo

Next Part Of The Last Story We Will Call This Story 6
as the young man is flying through the night.he quickly spots where he is going.he can see the bright lights already of the city known as las vegas.as he lands in the shadows of a alley way.he changes back to his natural form of a human.smileing to himself as he walks from the alley.he starts walking down the street watching everyone.as he approaches a casino he spots a woman who catches his eye.quickly he starts following her.as he follows her she goes into one of the casino's.he keeps following her.quickly he keeps following her as she reaches a elevator.as the door opens the woman gets on quickly he changes into a mist and follows her in.as the doors close the woman starts looking in her purse for her room key.he changes back to his human form without her noticeing and hits the stop button.the woman startled by the sudden stop looks up to see him.quickly he grabs her.pushing her to the back of the elevator.as he pins her against the wall he sinks his fangs deep into her neck drinkin

Is There A God And His Angels
I have been mulling this over for years. I would hope there is a God and angels that help him by helping others. What I fail to understand is why he allows all this missery people go through who pray to him on a daily bases. I feel he gave us a brain and expects us to use it and help our selfs were we can. That is why we have all these professions as doctors, nurses, scientist, teachers etc. I dont care for churches one bit. I tried several times to attend them but sorry to say felt it was more of a place to go so the parents didnt have to deal with me for a few hours. I feel strong that most that attend there wear two faces and are the most fake people you can have any contact with. I dont ever remember in the bible were your told what you can and cant wear, how much money your expected to give the church. You have to attend church and if you dont follow the ten commanments your rot in hell. For me people who follow the ways of the bible interpet it to their way of thin

The Heart Knows
Love is a lie we tell ourselves sometimes that makes us forget what our heart warns us about. Many times something can seem to be one thing and turn out to be something else entirely. We love with total trust and honesty and never expect to get shit on in return. So called friends can do it, lovers can, family can and just about anyone else for that matter. Why do we trust so much to only get burned in return? Is it all just a fucking test to see if we can stay sane and not go totally crazy? Why are people one way to your face and another in private times? Is it because they have nothing better to do with their time? Why is it that others always desire and persue what you have? The heart is a wonderous thing that tells us of what we sometimes do not want to face in the light of day. Our feelings can be wrong but I am not sure if they are always truely wrong. What are your thoughts in the middle of the night? Those thoughts that if they ever saw the light of day would cause you shame an

Im So Cute That I Make You Say Daaammmmmmnnn!
So where do I begin.Hmmm Ive been enjoying this blog thing here on fubar lately.I was a number one blogger on another website Im on soooo makes me wanna blog alot again lol.I miss the fame ROFL! So first I would like to thank the men and women who make me feel so welcome here.You guys rock! I try my best to speak with everyone I can but I have 3200 friends so that isnt easy.I hate getting a shoutbox comment saying why are you ignoring me..Im not ignoring anyone but I have lots of love to return and lots of people to return it to.I do the best I can.Dont be mad at me. Sooo what has been going on in my fab life lately? Been getting back into the swing of the gym since I got hurt.Im feeling good but pretty damn sore.I dont look cute when I leave the gym.I sweat and I work out hard.Getting the body Im dying for isnt easy.Hopefully Ill achieve it one of these years lol.Im not a skinny girl and as must as I wish for it..well it wont happen lol. Today I bought some new hairstuff and hot ass m

Contest
HEY EVERYONE...IM IN A CONTEST RUNNING UNTIL MAY 31ST...ITS FOR FU'S MOST SEXIEST WOMAN....JUST NEED UR RATE AND COMMENTS IF YOU FEEL LIKE LEAVING THEM.....I AM WILLIN TO PAY 10K FUBUCKS FOR 100 COMMENTS.......THANKS ......HUGE HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS

Sad Excuse For A Father...
Okay so if you're here then you know me. Most of you know that I grew up without a Dad in my life. I had someone that called themselves that but I never acknowledged it. Tell me this, how does a DAD tell you he loves you and you can come to him anytime but you call almost in tears and he tells you I dont wanna get involved? What kinda DAD would know their daughter is locked outta her car at a rest stop with a storm fast approaching and say "maybe you learned your lesson"? What kinda DAD says that they love their grandkids but yet make an effort to ignore them at all costs because he doesnt want them there? What kinda DAD beats your Moms ass because hes got an anger management problem and doesnt care who is watching? What kinda DAD makes it a point to bring up all your mistakes anytime the opportunity arises? What kinda DAD pulls a gun on family members? What kinda DAD has a problem with all our family members except for the one he wishes he could get ahold of? Furthermore, what kinda D

Quotes That Matter Today
“The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure.” — Thomas JeffersonWhen the Government Fears the People, THERE IS LIBERTY. When the People Fear the Government, THERE IS TYRANNY.- Samuel AdamsHe that would make his own liberty secure, must guard even his enemy from oppression; for if he violates this duty, he establishes a precedent that will reach to himself.- Thomas Paine

Me...
*I Love Music...I am constantly singing, and know the words of just about everything...*I play over 10 different instruments*I have a very strong personality *When I Love, it is with everything I am*I dont believe in Sex without Love*I hate to be given ultimatums*I dont tend to put up with BS very well*I am very trusting*My kids are my Life*I am very emotional*I am an outward good girl, inward wild child*I am a closet freak with a modest exterior*I have a constant fear of rejection*I have a past that is unlike most people you will ever meet*I feel the suffering of others deeply*I am opinionated, but diplomatic about it*I hate hypocrites*I am a lady *My sex life is not open for discussion unless you are involved directly.*I can perform my own maintenance on my car*If there is something I want, I will work my tail off to get it*I can do anything I put my mind to*I dont think I am beautiful*I am extremely self concious*I kiss with my eyes open*I listen to my instincts about people*I Hate

So Alone In This World
So alone in this world The walls are closing in on me no one seems to see me even thou thier lookin right at me Its like im invisable sometimes i wish i was so no one would see me cryn and no one would see me dyin inside im gettn tired of my heart achin why cant anyone help me does anyone care do i deserve all the pain i go thou do i deserve to be alone no ones cares bout my feelings im gettin tired of people breaking my heart those people must get joy when im hurting i wish the voices would stop i dont want thier help i just want to be alone in my lil corner i just want to sit and cry just want to be left in this world all by myself

Relationships
If it's so perfect why leave? .........I think this a question we all have asked ourself at one time or another in relationships. Why is it when your in a relationship and everything is going so well, your other half stops and says " i guess i got scared everything was so perfect between us" as he/she walks away? Well if it's so perfect why leave? Just once i'd like to be in that relationship where that question isn't asked. How hard is it to find the one person who doesnt get cold feet? The heart and soul isn't something to be played with. If you truely love that person there shouldnt be any cold feet. I guess this is a question that may never fully be answered!!!!!! Why do relationships have to be so DAMN hard at times?

Love, Friends, Me?
Wow....I've been nowhere it seems that last cople of weeks, and I feel so sad, cause I haven't seen the people that I love seeing. Don't get me wrong..I love seeing my family, I do...I just, need my friends. I met quite a few new people online, and I just dont' know, it all seems so fake and yet, so real. I care for everyone of them, but, for some, it just seems so fake for them and others, so real, how do I figure out the fakes from the reals? I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to be happy. Why can't i believe that scenrio where I'm happy and nothing else? Why can't i just find one guy to be with. To not have to share him? Why am I still sad over my former mas? Did I really fall for him that much? or am i just feeling scorned cause we never talk anymore? I get that he's busy, but still, why can't he just find 5mins to really talk to me...why not...we're still friends, aren't we...? It makes me really sad...I miss my friend. I miss not being able to get out of here and being

Strong El Nino For Late Fall Winter And Spring 2009 2010
*****(SPECIAL WEATHER STATEMENT)***** FROM THE STORM PREDICTION CENTER REGARDING A POTENTIAL EL NINO FOR THIS COMING LATE FALL AND WINTER TO IN THE SPRING OF 2010 OF NEXT YEAR AFTER NEARLY 4 YEARS OF LA NINA CONDITIONS (ALTHOUGH WE DID HAVE A BRIEF SPELL OF WEAK TO MODERATE EL NINO IN 2006), IT APPEARS THE EQUATORIAL PACIFIC IS TRANSITIONING INTO A PROLONGED, POSSIBLY MODERATELY STRONG EL NINO HEADING INTO LATE 2009 AND EARLY 2010. THE LAST TIME WE HAD A STRONG EL NINO WAS BACK IN LATE 1997 AND EARLY 1998 WITCH WAS A VERY WET YEAR THERE IS REASON THAT HEADING INTO LATE FALL AND WINTER OF THIS YEAR AND INTO THE SPRING OF 2010 TO BE OPTIMISTIC THAT SOME OF THE MODELS PROJECTIONS SHOW A STRONG EL NINO SO STAY TUNED FOR MORE UPDATES

Re Post
This is so COLD but typical of today's big business! A fire alarm rang at 4 PM, at a very large office complex. Almost all the employees were present. (approx. 5,000 people).As per their past fire-drill practices, the entire office was quickly evacuated in under 3 minutes, and all employees gathered outside the complex in designated areas waiting for further instructions.Before long, the fire drill officer made the following broadcast over their loud-speaker system: "My dear colleagues ... It is with my most sincere regret, that I have been asked to announce that for many of you, this will be your last evacuation drill with us.Due to the on-going recession and a bad business climate, the company is laying off almost 50% of its staff.So when this announcement finishes, I ask all of you to move back into the building, and if your swipe-card does not work, then it means that you have been laid off.You will not be allowed inside, and all your personal belongings will be sent to you by cour

Don't Be Afraid To Look Within.
Don't be afraid to look within. The ego tells you all that is black with guilt within you, and bids you not to look. Instead, it bids you to look upon your brothers, and see the guilt in them. Yet this you cannot do without remaining blind. ~ A course in Miracles

Love Is A Motherfucker
you know ive always been a great man seriously im just a laid back man. im dave for those of you whodont know english and who are curious. ive lied cheated broke a womans heart. ive been in jail for 3 in a half months done a lot of stupid shit in my time. but now women are different. yeah were all human but women man will be married to a man have kids with a man but no matter what a man does no matter what she will always be confusing. i mean want this want that not this not that. you make a mistake shell hound you like a raving psychotic and hold a grudge against your ass even on the smallest things. and when it comes to me personally im very hardheaded and stubborn and i dont like bullshit games. i want it real. but my point is you can win youll loose the battle of the sexes with all fucking women. man hells highway's the way out fellaz lmfao. mm i want kids and a marriage but fuck id go nutts i dont like to hit and beat women or kids and shit but still a women puts herself in a man

Taboo
so today i had a conversation with a friend. we were discussing how different personal hygiene is now then it was back then. if you remember back in the eighties when i was a teen..when we saw a woman with a shaved bush she was considered trampy, kinky, or some other off the wall insult. however today if a woman doesn't do some type of grooming she's considered dirty, or she doesn't take care of herself. think about it..i know me and my girlfriends discuss such things, and if someone was to say they didn't do anything to that area we would be in shock. as soon as she left the rest of us would be saying "omg i can't believe she doesn't keep that up. that's so gross. i don't know how she stands it." and so on. today it's even unusual for men to be hairy down south. yet another subject discussed among friends. who wants to go down on someone with all that going on down there? even the fact that it is so common to have these types of conversations is

For The Rest Of My Life.....
For the rest of my life there are two days that will never again trouble me. The first day is yesterday with all its blunders & tears, its follies & defeats. Yesterday has passed away, beyond my control forever. The other day is tomorrow with its pitfalls & threats, its dangers & mystery. Until the sun rises again, I have no stake in tomorrow, for it is till unborn. ~ Og Mandino, in the Return of the Ragpicker This is so beautiful that I just had to.....

Rant On Relationships...sorta
Alright, so the other day I had all these cool thoughts running through my head about how some people are such assholes when it comes to relationships, so I thought I would jot down these thoughts and come up with a blog...But then, I got writer's block.All these thoughts floating around in my head and not able to get them all out right. It seems to happen all the time.So, I threw aside the crap I scribbled down on paper and thought I would just rant a little on here off the top of my head, so here it goes. I'd like to state that these are my own thoughts and opinions, and if you don't like it, then that's your thing and I respect that. But THIS, this is my thing, so either read and comment or just move along. :)I don't have much of a social life in the real world, so I am left with the cyber world. In the past when I did have more of a social life, and most of the guys I came across seemed to be the same, but most of my thoughts now apply to cyber world, so bare with me while I

Ever Just Wonder...
What really makes us feel? What makes us see? What makes us hear, smell, taste? Obviously, there's the physiological side to it. Chemicals, proteins, what-have-you. But if it's basically the same physiological process... Why is it such a different experience for every person? It's the human element. That's why. Our experiences and associations are different, therefor the neural pathways are different. But we are the ones who choose to make those pathways. I really, really love this class...

You Say That You Love Me
You say that you love me day after day, You show it so well in the lies that you say. You say that you love me day after day, Never able to forget the day you strayed. You say that you love me day after day, I bet you love me while in his bed you lay. You say that you love me day after day, Yet to this day my heart you still play. You say that you love me day after day, After all the years I must back away. You say that you love me day after day, Guess what your words can no longer sway. You say that you love me day after day, Listen up close cause these will be the last words I say. You say that you love me day after day, Get the fuck out of my life I don't want you to stay.

I Love U
Beware these wordsFor, if the emotion is genuine when spoken and that feeling is returned,You will be blessed to be bind in joy and ecstasy to comeBeware this phraseFor, if the aim is deception in order to steal one’s virtue and that affection is vapid or emptyYou will be cursed with the pain from the illicit lust sought and receivedBeware this statementFor, no matter the desire in your soul or the ambition seething in your flesh,You will be changed no matter the time or seasonThese words are only three, but, they wield power regardlessSo, take care when used

Meet The Big Girls Next Door
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Explain...
Can anyone explain to me how anyone would "really, really need autos bad!"? Is that person going to stop breathing if she doesn't get them? Will the world blow into a kajillion little pieces? Is not receiving autos like dividing by zero?

Babyj Kicked Me In The Balls
So...maybe 3 people will understand this... But this is me VENTING.... Awesome mood today. After 2 years, one back operation, i golfed for the first time today. :D I sign on to this... TRUST ME. For Cubby, this is bad. :( Thanks Fubar

Fuck!!!!!!
I am soooooooo fucking tired of being treated like shit because I am fat. I'm trying to get rid of it. I'm walking 40 minutes every day, water aerobics, and belly dancing. I'm drinking less soda and caffiene. Cutting back on the foods that are bad for me.I actually enjoy my belly dancing class. I have alot of fun. I went to the beach to buy one of those coin belts because the class requires students to participate in wearing parts (or a whole) costume.I look through the belts and this fucking skinny, over tanned, leather faced barbie with plastic boobs looks me up and down with disgust, notices the coin belt I am holding, then tells me I need to get extentions to fix my "ratty ass hair" (her words, fucking bitch) and that I need to do the world a favor and gets some "goddamn liposuction".You know what FUCK HER! FUCK THE REST OF YOU BASTARDS WHO ARE LIKE HER!I'm trying to do this shit right with diet and exercise so give me a fucking break. Jesus christ!!

Memorial Day Special
As most of you know, I am an army brat from birth. If you have read the "In My Life" blogs, you also know I have been many places and done many things, courtesy mostly of my Uncle Sam. You may have noticed my status yesterday "Miss you Dad. RIP" I do sorely miss him, he passed on in April of 2002. He had served in the Army for 26 years. He was very active in the 40 & 8 Organization, and he and mom had many friends all over the world. Through all the good times, and the bad times (the 18 year old who knew it all, lol) we made our peace. I am still a member of the Sons of the American Legion, and these veteran organizations do a lot for our troops, vets and those we need to remember. It is at this time of year, Memorial Day weekend that I have the fondest memories of dad, even though I didn't get to see him much during this time. You see, dad was heavily involved in what is called the Tri-Grande Memorial Day Festivities. Anyone from the DC area knows about the 40 & 8 and

Love
Did you ever love someone and know they didnt care? Did you ever feel like crying knowing it would get you no where? Did you ever look into someones eyes and say a lil prayer? Did you ever look into someones heart wishing you were there? Did you ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go? Did you whisper, "God I love you" but never letting them know? You cry at night in misery and almost go insane. Nothing in this world causes so much pain. If I could choose between love and death, I think I'd rather die. Love hurts and the price u pay is high. So I say, "dont fall in love" it'll hurt before its through, you see my friend, I ought to know...... because I fell in love with you. Eventually you'll meet someone right for you. And whether you share a minute, a month, or a lifetime with them is uncertain. But the fact that you found that person, even if for a moment, means more than the lifespan life allows you to have with them. Most people love you for who you pretend to be..

Today I Am Canceling Mess!
Today I am canceling mess! Getting rid of confusion that's been hanging around like cobwebs on my ceiling. I am releasing my soul from tiredness & antiquated, meaningless crap! Stepping out of traps that have long been rusted, I'm doing like some companies do when they reorganize, forgiving debts, writing off losses, & establishing ggod credit for myself. There are simply some things that need to be written off. Some people too! Reverend June Gatlin ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I'm cleaning out cobwebs off my page & starting fresh and new. Some of you know what you mean to me, and I wouldn't be here if it weren't for YOU! Thank you for ALL of your support & not judging me or giving up on me!

Used And Abused Again. What's The Point In Caring Anymore!!!!
I did it again!! I made the same mistake again that I always do. I allowed myself to think that the little heart I still have left inside of me would be safe in the hands of another. Yeah, it's ok, they say they love you, they care about you, they want to see you and be with you. That's love right? WRONG!!!! DEAD FRIGGIN WRONG!!!! I am so done with believing anymore. I need to stop listeing to my friends, I need to stop believing that if I give something a shot, take a chance, I need to stop friggin telling myself that if I tell someone I love them, and they say they love me, that it will work!!! STARS FORBID I HAVE ANYTHIGN SPEICAL IN MY LIFE!!! I lost my last chance a happiness to a kid with no plan for the future, and a friggin 40 something year old pedofile!!! I am so friggin tired of this bull. No point in tring anymore. I give up. So here is the open invitation, any women want a guy for a coupel one nighters, wanna smite your husband or b/f, wanna cheap, no strings attached fu

Time, Forever, Never And Was!
Sure, you have? Let's, talk. Well, if your, good enough; anyway. Down to the point, you girl...;don't, let the guy win, he don't laugh the same, he don't smile the same as you girl. Until; I Have, Never Been! I mean, have you ever wondered, if just a spark; perhaps, the ash is what you own? There is nothing, like knowing, nothing and its'; senses, looking up or looking down. I mean, have you ever done as much as move, forward; after that, with prize or trash. No, wonder, by one....then, two...three; but, for four and another story or by rhyme. It hit as hard as all good plus, stress of caring; even, about that, just to exist, a time. No, not another pleasure, by limb and perhaps; could, almost assure, all of eternal. By Michael J. Pinger 5/22/09

Faces
I cannot change you. You cannot change me. We can only change what we perceive. But in doing so It may all become unreal, Not part of the deal, Not following the drill. So when you look at my face, See deep into my soul, Remember, I am only Who your mind wants to behold. If you don't like what you see, Look inside yourself. Don't blame me. For in this life I am To be Free. Free from the faces you place upon me. Free from the attitudes you seem to see. Free from your chaos, your disunity. Free faces. Leave me be To my Faces of Peace.

Death And Silence
Face down in the inky blackForever quenching a thirst I didn't haveLike the Venetian paving stonesForced into my screaming lungsPrecluding atrocities formed a cross too heavy to bearSkimmed from the top wearing nothing but an empty stareCountless questions since I left it all behindWithout doubt I crossed the borderlineI pray "Come to me oblivion,I preffer anywhere else.I would rather slip awayThan struggle and fight my way"I won't fear the silence hereNow that the voices have all drownedForever to cherish nothing but the golden silenceLeft alone and out of harm's wayDon't follow me into the darkI have strived to do rightFought to heal every hurtIn the end there is only thisAs I drift away in the bitter dusk

Whenever You Come Around
Whenever you come around, my heart pounds as I hear the sound of a thousand angel's wings as they quietly ascend on high. And then I hear a sigh . . . which is mine, as I'm overcome by the utter and complete beauty of one so fine; while on your lovely face my eyes dine. Whenever you come around, I see a thousand stars in a midnight sky; and the eternally perfect movement from sunrise to sunset as you walk by. I get an emotional and physical high as I'm forced to visualize the inner beauty that is displayed outwardly before my eyes. Whenever you come around, I feel inspired . . . by your beauty, and for it, I desire. Should I try to extinguish this fire? Or conceal it and make truth be a liar? Whenever you come around, I smell strawberries and roses, Cool Water and Liz; lilac and jasmine . . . and I don't even know what that is. Just knowing you exist keeps my feet on solid ground; but I'm taken to new heights whenever you come around.

I Need My Friends' Help
Hi... First off this is going to sound really really sad and pathetic.... Secondly..I am being serious.. Anyways.. I need your help.. I have lost the ability how to talk to people.. how to conversate...I need some advice on how to do that.. how to just have fun and joke around..My ex wouldn't let me have friends.. he wouldn't allow me to talk to me..nothing like that..so I lost the ability to connect with people.. Its been a few years since I left him, but I still don't know how. I am in great need for that human connection..so any advice you can give me.. will surely be appreciated. I am scared..I dont know what to ask people.. don't know how to approach them.. I've been pushed away so much that I have the jitters just thinking about talking to someone new. people hit me up here all the time.. and I don't answer back.. which I know is rude and I know it's bad...but I really DON'T know how to talk to people.. Thank you very much for reading this.. and I know some are laughin

Saddness
Hook: (x2)The more I look around the more it hurtsMy livelihook is poisoned my worksFall on deaf ears a messenger bringerWith a foreign face andTongue andSlightlyTwisted view of this time and spaceSpace cadet aceReporting from baseThe water hasn’t a tasteThe time and the placeThe paper, the chase the raceAgainVerse 1:Manifestation, reva-lation-lutionRetro-bution solutionMy people are poor community warWhat’s the rivalry for? The poor can’t affordSelf genocideHelp ’em asideHe’s on your side of the fightYep, but unfortunatleyUnproportionately out of orderWe have kaosKaos to order they’re closing the borderIt’s a flip of the quarterFor the players, existing in this gameI’m sensing a changeThat all will come to passThen a movement of the massBut who am I to tell on who will prevailAnd who’s fail and who in the hellAre you going to tell? You’re new to the trailYour doomed to sailAwayKeep watching your backsAnd cover your tracksGet

Exhibit A
The first thing ever said to me by user laugholoud: laugholoud: "Wanna bang baby?" I thought this extremely rude so my response "yep.. just not you". Laugholoud: wow rnt you a rude BITCH if you don't wanna get fucked then you must be full of diseases...so for now your not worthy of me anyhow, nor do you know me, but you lost a great thing whore That definitely makes me wonder just exactly what I'm missing, what do you think?

Hate Him Now......
I HAVE LOST EVER BIT OF RESPECT I EVER HAD FOR HIM TODAY... HE YELLS AT ME BECAUSE HE HATES WHO HE IS... DEEP DOWN I KNOW IT HAS NOTHING TO TO WITH ME... BUT HE IS THE ONLY MAN IN MY WORLD THAT HAD ALL OF MY RESPECT... THE ONLY ONE I COULD CALL IF I WAS IN TRUBLE.... I THOUGHT FOR 21 YEARS THAT HE WOULD ALWAYS HELP ME!! I SEE TODAY THAT HE DOESNT EVEN COUNT ME AS BEING ANYTHING MORE TO HIM THEN A PERSON THAT JUST HAPPENS TO BE AT HIS FAMILY GET TOGETHERS... NOT HIS FAMILY... SURE AS HELL NOT HIS SISTER!! THIS IS TO YOU MIKE MY ONLY BROTHER!! GO TO HELL YOU FAT BASTERD!! I HAVE NEVER LOST SO MUCH RESPECT FOR ONE MAN SO FAST!! THE THE WOMAN YOU NEVER WANTED AS A SISTER!! TONYA

For The Loves Of My Life!!!
Laura, Brendan, and Aleah, As we go through life, some paths are our choices, yet, some are not. Each of you are the heart and soul of my being. You have helped me fight every struggle in this world, no matter how big or small. The fears in the last few years have seemed like challenges every time I think of each of you! It makes me fight harder! I am blessed you are here! We don't know which path will be here every few months, but I am proud to have you for my children. I Love You forever and always!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Natasha Skinski On The Dr Susan Block Show!
I will be at Dr Susan Blocks BDSM Extravaganza this Saturday with a goodie bag fiull of whipes, ropes, Floggers, single tails, bullwhipos and more! Feeling brave or just submissive? Cum meet Natatha Skinski in raw form as Mistress Omega 1oo% BITCH! Foot fetish, strap onplay... do you dare ...? www.DrSusanBlock.com

Fake Fubar Nuts!
ok i am writing this blog because i really think this is rediculous i know that fubar is fun and i am even kinda addicted but not enough to lie or cheat or (steal ) and i know that there is alot of people here that know when i rate someones page i rate someones page and i just want everyone to know that i spent a total of 4 hours on sexygirlblondes page today and all i really wanted was points but figured hey she might even give me a bling or something and u know what i got lol a message that said she dont beieve i rated all her pics (even tho i wrote i rated on each of them ) and said she was gonna see what fubar says .......well i hope fubar does have something to prove it cuz she will really feel stupid too find out i rated each and everyone of her pics and mind u there was close to 3000 but i didnt count exactly cuz all i really wanted was the pouints....... but i refuse to go back to her page and i just want all my friends to know that !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Us Congressional Medal Of Honor
Petty Officer II (EOD2) Mike Monsoori, a Navy EOD Technician, was awarded the Congressional Medal of Honor posthumously for jumping on a grenade in Iraq, giving his life to save his fellow Seal. (Notice: Mike was not a Navy SEAL, he was EOD. He gave his life to save a group of Navy SEALS.)During Mike Monsoori's funeral in San Diego, a his coffin was being moved from the hearse to the grave site at Ft. Rosecrans National Cemetery, SEAL's were lined up on both sides of the pallbearers route forming a column of two's, with the coffin moving up the center. As Mike's coffin passed, each SEAL, having removed his gold Trident from his uniform, slapped it down embedding the Trident in the wooden coffin.

No More Mumms For Me!
So, apparently my 9/11 MUMM was offensive. I presume the admins are republicans with giant black dildos crammed so far up their arses that if they were to laugh at something intended humorously, they'd split wide open. This is the only explanation for a MUMM with no offensive content being deleted for being offensive.

Dreamer's War
Dreamer’s War Dreams walk the landSight’s no one can standA plague made by all man One heart holds the powerSame heart holds a giftTo bring light in a showerTo close the dream rift Come young one nowTake up your bladesSnatch up your bowTo fight back the dream shades War is at your doorKeep the children safeHave them snuggle to the floorAs you battle the wraith Tap into your mindPull forth the powerPull forth the giftDestroy them all at the same time Watch dream’s demons fallAs the sun shall riseThe world shall rest one and all

I Don't Get It
I really don't know. Sometimes its not so much depression that gets me. But when I get a glimmer of happiness and it gets shot down. There really isn't anybody to blame. Its a chain of little dissapointments that occur that make you want to give up. My chain of " events " today happened when I went to work to do some civil work. I recently got my old shitty computer installed with a new hard drive. Its still the same old windows 2000 but it didn't have access to the server I needed. So I had to use the old ladies computer which is wwwaaayyy lower than mine and considering im 6'2..my legs are bent the whoollleee 8 hrs. so now that my legs are pretty much numb and i need to work out. I find out I gotta give someone in another section breaks. So I'm up and down... but I got a job so i just chalk it up to annoying. I did get free pizza out of work but don't eat it.. not good at all! Well I find out there is suppose to be an open court at this "gym" place. Yeah it was just a b

The Storm
The storm rains spin, whrilwinds howl as if they're in painwaters chrun and swirlweather's going quite insane she stands on the rocky cliffuntouched by the weather a drifthands raised in a chantattempting to do what she knows she can't panic, stubborn, determination sets inlong to bring the wild storm to an endslowly she thinks she see's it bendonly to become part of the storm in the end

The Vision
the vision... open thy eyesthe vison lingerswhirl arround at a soundthe vision lingersblow out the candlethe vision lingersscream with all your mightthe vision lingershiding just out of sightthe vision lingerswonder why you still here the singersthe vision lingersjot it down, slam the book tightthe vision lingerswonder what's wrong or rightthe vision lingersclose your eyes once againthe vision lingers

Rain...
rain... looking to the skystarting a dance older than timecrying out why....slowly singing turning to ryhme, come fall down from above,your children children thristlands need your cool tender love,i see those clouds about to burst, rain... rain... come this way,we may not last another dayrain...rain... come and playquench our thrist we do pray... rain...

Lunaria
Lunaria Heed to the ladyLady of the moonWhispers of the nightWishes meant to come true. Heed to the lady Long golden hair,Grace beyond imagine,Smile beyond compare. Heed to the ladyStar laden dress,Soft touch of a hand,Voice as soft as a gentle breeze. Heed to the ladyLady of the moonWhispered dreams can come true.

Bling Packs
Sell me Bling Packs :] Or find me someone who will ;]20 Mill for 135 or 15 Mill and I'll give u an Auto or Cherry from it9 Mill for 656 Mill for Autos4 Mill for 251 Mill for 10500k To find me someone who will sell me bling packs :]Comment/SB/PM/Just get ahold of me somehow if your interested

Auto 11 Or Cherrybomb Auction!!!
AUTO 11 OR A CHERRY BOMB UP FOR AUCTION!!! Your Choice Keep it for yourself or have me send to a friend. Sent during HH so double points. Auction Ends May 29th @ 6pm FuTime. *BUY IT NOW PRICE 15Mil* click the pic below to make an bid. Auction Brought To You By: Bratte Owned By Photobug & Devilrocker

Point Whore? Oh Noes!
I'm going point whoring tomorrow. I have autos, from a sexy Ninja, and a bomb to use too. I'm trying to decide if I want to buy myself a one day blast for the occasion or a small bling pack. It's such a tough decision. I need help fu-friends. So help me decide. And don't say both, obviously I can't get both hence the decision. Oh, and if there's any angels out there that want to pimp me out tomorrow, I will "pay". hehe

A Galss By Glass Account Of $5 Wine.
After a long afternoon of raping/flirting with bloggers in Wicked's latest creation, I decided I should head to the store to pick up supplies for taco night. I didn't have a lot of spare cash so when I came across a bottle of $5 Cabernet I was pretty excited. "I can use this for cooking" I thought. and oh look at that a 55 cents coupon. Excellent. I picked up a few more items and headed home. When I got home I opened the door, my arms full of grocery bags, to find Baxter looking all innocent. This is a bad sign. I walked into the apartment to find he had torn up the garbage on the living room carpet. He claims it was the garbage gnomes but they haven't been here since I stopped working. Baxter says they never show up when there is peoples.I knew he was telling tales. Garbage Gnomes! As if! I yelled and screamed and cleaned up the mess. That's when I found the gnome hat. Damn gnomes! I apologized to Baxter but I still felt bad. I looked at the wine. "oh that will make the sad go away