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Brief Introduction...
Edgar Allan Poe was born in Boston, Massachusetts, on January 19, 1809. Poe's father and mother, both professional actors, died before the poet was three and John and Frances Allan raised him as a foster child in Richmond, Virginia. John Allan, a prosperous tobacco exporter, sent Poe to the best boarding schools and later to the University of Virginia, where Poe excelled academically. After less than one year of school, however, he was forced to leave the University when Allan refused to pay his gambling debts. Poe returned briefly to Richmond, but his relationship with Allan deteriorated. In 1827, he moved to Boston and enlisted in the United States Army. His first collection of poems, Tamerlane, and Other Poems, was published that year. In 1829, he published a second collection entitled Al Aaraaf, Tamerlane, and Minor Poems. Neither volume received significant critical or public attention. Following his Army service, Poe was admitted to the United States Military Academy, but he was

Revelation
We make ourselves a place apart Behind light words that tease and flout, But oh, the agitated hear Till someone really find us out. 'Tis pity if the case require (Or so we say) that in the end We speak the literal to inspire The understanding of a friend. But so with all, from babes that play At hid-and-seek to God afar, So all who hide too well away Must speak and tell us where they are.

Ghost House
I dwell in a lonely house I know That vanished many a summer ago, And left no trace but the cellar walls, And a cellar in which the daylight falls, And the purple-stemmed wild raspberries grow. O'er ruined fences the grape-vines shield The woods come back to the mowing field; The orchard tree has grown one copse Of new wood and old where the woodpecker chops; The footpath down to the well is healed. I dwell with a strangely aching heart In that vanished abode there far apart On that disused and forgotten road That has no dust-bath now for the toad. Night comes; the black bats tumble and dart; The whippoorwill is coming to shout And hush and cluck and flutter about: I hear him begin far enough away Full many a time to say his say Before he arrives to say it out. It is under the small, dim, summer star. I know not who these mute folk are Who share the unlit place with me-- Those stones out under the low-limbed tree Doubtless bear names that the mosses mar. They a

Fake Ass People
TO WHOM IT MAY CONCERN: IF YOU COME ON PAGE LOOKING FOR BLING VIPS . THEN YOU ARE ON THE WRONG PAGE. I AM SICK AND TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING THAT THEY ARE MY FIENDS, BUT ALWAYS ASKING ME FOR FOR SHIT. SO WHAT IAM TRYING I AM NOT BUYING A DAMN THING ANYMORE. IF YOU GET OFFENDED BY THIS. SO WHAT BECAUSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK, BUT I WILL TAKE CARE OF MY FREINDS. BECAUSE THEY ARE HARD TO FIND.

My Butterfly
Thine emulous fond flowers are dead, too, And the daft sun-assaulter, he That frightened thee so oft, is fled or dead: Saave only me (Nor is it sad to thee!) Save only me There is none left to mourn thee in the fields. The gray grass is scarce dappled with the snow; Its two banks have not shut upon the river; But it is long ago-- It seems forever-- Since first I saw thee glance, WIth all thy dazzling other ones, In airy dalliance, Precipitate in love, Tossed, tangled, whirled and whirled above, Like a linp rose-wreath in a fairy dance. When that was, the soft mist Of my regret hung not on all the land, And I was glad for thee, And glad for me, I wist. Thou didst not know, who tottered, wandering on high, That fate had made thee for the pleasure of the wind, With those great careless wings, Nor yet did I. And there were other things:

Birches
Birches WHEN I see birches bend to left and right Across the line of straighter darker trees, I like to think some boy's been swinging them. But swinging doesn't bend them down to stay. Ice-storms do that. Often you must have seen them 5 Loaded with ice a sunny winter morning After a rain. They click upon themselves As the breeze rises, and turn many-colored

Emoticons
We all know those cute little computer symbols called 'emoticons,' where: :) means a smile and :( is a frown.. Sometimes these are represented by :-) :-( Well, how about some 'ASSICONS?' Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) an ass hole {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass You have20just been e-mooned!

Better As A Memory
I move on like a sinners prayer I let go like a levee breaks Walk away as if I don't care Learn to shoulder my mistakes I'm built to fade like your favorite song Gettin' reckless when there's no need Laugh as your stories ramble on Break my heart, but it won't bleed My only friends are pirates That's just who I am But I'm better as a memory than as your man Never sure when the truth won't do I'm pretty good on a lonely night I move on the way a storm blows through And never stay, but then again, I might. I struggle sometimes to find the words Always sure until I doubt Walk a line until it blurs Buildin' walls too high to climb out But I'm honest to a fault That's just who I am I'm better as a memory than as your man I see you leaning, you're bound to fall I don't want to be that mistake I'm just a dreamer and nothing more You should know it before it gets too late Cause goodbyes are like a roulette wheel You never know where they're gonna land First you're spinning, then you're standin

Soooooo...
Well, Thursday is my 3 year anniversary here on Fubar...Been here since Lost Cherry...Lived through CherryTap...Seen many folks come and go...And here I sit...My first profile...Never deleted...What is wrong with me??!?! I must be out of my tree to still be here after all this time!

Hell Of A Day...
you will love this one...okay so pulte gave me an f250 company truck with a 8x 10 single axle trailer to haul material....okay so today i was going to bella via in mesa...ray and signal butte..but anyways back to the story...about 6:30 am i am on the 60 going east bound...and the passenger side rim and tire decided to go for a ride with the trailer...tire shreads and all 5 of the bolts that hold the rim on..shear off...so i am tryen to get over and i see the rim passen me on the freeway...this is right before rural rd...i get all to the left side and the rim hits the median passenger side....then bolts across hitting no cars hitscenter median and crosses all lanes of traffic again...what are the chances of that...short story but oh so funny..had to wait for tow truck to send trailer to shop...hopefully get it back soon enough...just thought i would share my morning with you all....

The Real Vampire
come show yourself to me.let me see you so tha ti know you are real,and not just something i dream about or read about. come show yourself to me.let me knwo you are real,and not just something from my imagination, i have an open mind.Some may say you are not real but i think you are very real. come show yourself to me,let me knwo you are real and not just something i read about in books or dream about. by kim

My Dark Friend
come to me my dark friend,let me see you in the real not just in my dreams. come to me my dark friend,let me know you are real and not just a dream,or fantasy,or what i read about in books.To see you in the real would be something i would like to see. come to me my dark friend,to know you are real would be nice and i would know i am not just living a life that is not real.come to me in the night to know you are real would be nice by kim

Ask Me Anything Cause Im Bored!!
I an restless and George Westhaven the third is as cute as a button ... so ask me anything i might just respond.. i might not..... I need to go grocery shopping and im still in my pjs and My BLimey pictures running into me in the grocery store with my pj's on while he looks at me and pictures im naked.... the answer is.................... I knew all this already Wicked And for those of you who haven't noticed i do what i want...the kids just brought me chicken noodle soup...

Careful If You Cheat!
This is a freakin' riot! Serves the guy right! A sticky case of revenge unfolded last week in a Wisconsin motel after a woman discovered her husband was cheating and invited three other scorned lovers to settle the score -- with Krazy Glue. The 36-year-old Lothario was carrying on with all of them before his wife figured it out and notified the others, according to a criminal complaint filed in Calumet County, Wis., in a town about 90 miles north of Milwaukee. "We had a plan," one of the women, Therese Ziemann, 48, told an investigator, according to court records. Ziemann lured the man to a Stockbridge hotel Thursday, promising a "rub down," the complaint says. He was blindfolded and tied to a bed. Then Ziemann text-messaged the other three women, including the man's wife, who joined her in the room. One of them, Wendy Sewell, 44, reportedly asked, "Which one do you love more?" After the victim was threatened with mace, punched in the face and taunted, the mischief moved south.

Random
I haven't blogged in a while....haven't had anything to bitch about...is this a sign of the apocalypse? If so, ya'all better find a bunker! Anyways, what to write?? Hmmmm....Um....well...Shit...I'm all blogged out....Anyone have anything interesting to say? Maybe I should post a funny picture? lol

Livality
I have not to give. Why should i live. Nothin for me to gain. I'm goin insane feelin so drain. All in myself has been pained. Left but not all there. Feel like i'm not/losin self in thought. From all that has been taught.Never had been never had ever feel like i ever could seeminly would never felt like i can don't really get or understand the life of ever bein. Not feelin plain nothin's ever the same. Wondering why all i ever go through are lies. Why do you pretend to just make me feel better only doin it for urself ur self ur self self. When all ur doin nothin is for urself.

I Wanna Tear You Apart
Ripping and tearing feeling the skin rip open as the blood rushes out The feeling of a hand around your neck squeezing just tight enough the pain goes through your very soul and it feels so good clawing the flesh off biting a chunk of skin letting the sweet taste pour into your mouth one taste and your addicted Hold me close and take me completly As i whisper in your ear I wanna fucking tear you apart

I Hate When I Feel Like Attempting Poetry :p
The cards have been dealt, the dice has been cast Slipping, sliding, tumbling into the future It's fate's turn now, we can only watch and wonder We used up our turn too fast. It's not ours to question why, We wasted our turn asking "what if"; forgetting that our turn comes seldom and often ends too quickly. Now it's the turn of fate, the time to watch as the inevitable unfolds..hoping, yearning for a chance, for another turn Slipping, sliding, tumbling into the future It's fates turn now, we can only hope things get better. Impetuous desire and impatience will lose the game. Now the future is uncertain, things are cloudy. What will the roll of fate have in store for us? We can only wait, watch, and hope..it's out of our hands, Time spirals out of control..we are merely spectators in the game of life Slipping, sliding, tumbling into the future It's fates turn now, we can only dream of what if's We take the lessons learned, apply them to the future, hope we ma

What You Want
What is a girl suppose to do when the world comes crashing down what is a girl suppose to do when her childhood is standing her right in the face again When all of the forces ban against her at once trying to drag her down into the hole that she took so long to crawl out of People dont seem to give a shit about their actions or the consiquences trying to undo 15 years overnight not very possible standing strong against one obsticle after another smashing them out of her way like glass made out of sugar I can remember all of the memories inside my head I can remember every stabbing pain that went through my every being will it last for eternity? Nobody was ever there for me It is because of my own will that I am where I am today Everybody said that I would amount to no better then what I came from Isn't that what the books say?.....that the way you are raised is the way you will always be..... But if you look deeper the book also says that those who can withstand anythin

April Rain
Why does it always rain when I cry? The blossoms turn pink in april bringing color to the dull life of winter April showers bring May flowers they say The lighting comes down from the sky when it feels the tention in the air the Rain washes away all the sins Every Thursday the Earth knows I dont want to go The winds race to pick me up and bring me some other place Why does it rain on the month I was cursed Why dont the sins wash away with the April Rain? I look around and something is missing, but I had to do the right thing otherwise nobody will learn A crash of lighting pounds the ground shaking the earth shaking my heart Shaking my head back to where it should be I will not reenter that place Why does it always April Rain

Conversation
Conversation I have with someone that works under Dr. Rosebloom is if I am having these symptoms why don't I call 911. It should be very obvious with a possibility of a Autoimmune disease, Lupus, or Hemophiliac I can't just call 911 and end up at any hospital because they could unknown to them kill me. Jo Ann came up with it and I fully agree with her. The receptioniast at Dr. Rosenblooms office was taken back by that fact. It was a prudent decision on my part to avoid surgery on 2/23 at Our Lady of Lourdes Hospital because they unknown to them could of have killed me. I hope Mark caught it with out the Title Insurance there is a Civil Suit and a possible criminal charges. With it, it is up to me to keep silent because I am often very vocal about different issues and perhaps too loud at times. People think, that arrogant and loud mouth fool while others know the silence is genuine. Such is life. Because of blunders of others I often knowing better have to look away. Norio

I Love You
Waiting and counting,Marking off the days,Why cant time fly by?Missing you,Thinking of us,Swimming in emotion,loving every thought,Every promise...Can i do it,Can i wait?My heart belongs to you ,Just ask me,I'll say yes,I love you,You are the one,You are mine,Forever in my heart.

Wondering
I find myself confused about things in my life. why am i not happy? why are things in such disaray? Sometimes its like a big ass cloud hanging over head saying how can i fuck up his life today? I mean honestly do nice guys actually finish last? I bet this sounds like im complaining and im a wimp or a pussy right but oh well its not ur life its mine. All i want is three things in life a woman thats down for me always as i would be for her through everything. Good job would be nice not that i dont have one already and somewhere to live i can figure the rest out later. Aww fuck it im going to get a beer

What Ever Do I Do?
I am overloaded with emotion today. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world - I really cannot say enough good things about him - he just makes me feel on top of the world. He has 2 daughters (ages 6 & 9) and I have 2 sons (ages 3 & 5). We have a very good relationship and we seem to see eye to eye about so many things - it is so perfect in so many ways that I almost have to pinch myself at times.I really feel for his daughters as I was a child of divorce and I know how I felt about the whole situation so I tend to be really sympathetic to them. It is kind of odd actually for me to be on the flip side of things now and see things from the other side.My sons simply adore Dan and his daughters and they are full on board. Dan's youngest daughter is in this boat of emotion too, although his oldest daughter seems to like me - I can sense her apprehensiveness about me being around and my level of commitment and interaction with her father. I easily get wounded and hurt feelings becau

Part 8 Master / Slave
People who come wired this way often find the M/s lifestyle a compatible fit for their needs. Those who are not wired this way, do not. this is the most powerful part i think .. thanks for your patience and i really just posted this for my reference and learning...

Part Omg Is This 7 ? Master/slave
"From the people i have talked to who have attempted this type of relationship..." I wonder, when you say this, if by “this type” of relationship you mean a chattel property one such as I described at the start of this post, with those same hallmark characteristics. "...I haven't heard of anything with a shelf life of over 5 years." People don’t do M/s relationships because they guarantee longevity. No relationship can guarantee longevity. I think all the relationships we have are subject to ordinary human emotional issues, and social/cultural forces we are all influenced by. I know of M/s relationships which cover the gamut from an abortive few-months long attempt, to those which have lasted 20 and more years. I suspect the breakdown of “how many relationships last for how long” follows a pretty typical curve that is common in our country: most couple-relationships reach dissolution in decreas

More Part 6 Omg Ugh Master/ Slave
It can be challenging to become more connected with the M/s community, this minority-within-a-sexual-minority. There are few organizations which draw M/s folk together (though MasT is one, Masters and slaves together; see their website for more info at http://www.mast.net). In my experience, the vast majority of M/s folk are either invisible – blending as apparently “ordinary” het couples into the mainstream community wherever they may live, and living secretively about their kink – or they are ghettoized and identifiable in numbers only in places where a minority bands together for support in numbers (such as in the gay men’s leather community in various cities large enough to support a concentrated population and hence a certain critical mass of Master/slave couples). Many M/s folk avoid the organized BDSM community entirely because they feel (often with good reason) that their lifestyle is not

Part 5 Master/slave
Can People Really Do This Stuff? Lenora: "I believe that i understand the concept of being completely owned by someone, but i'm not sure how much i really believe it works...and I feel... that when you are describing your meanings for the word slave as opposed to submissive that you are describing a fairly unrealistic thing." [Sidenote: Lenora is referring here to my essay regarding the differences between a slave and a submissive. See A Slave is Not a Submissive.] If you simply don't think it's possible to live in a committed state of obedience to a partner, I refer you to certain styles of traditional marriages the world over to see how "one person calling the shots" can work out in practice. It is interesting to observe that the elements of the Christian Right in this country promoting wifely submission to the husband - and those who live that way - are following M/s precepts in all but the chattel concept. However -

Master/slave Part Three
Put another way, “a slave has no rights” is equivalent to saying, “the slave must at all times be obedient, even if the Master’s orders oppose something the slave thinks s/he is entitled to”. Seen this way, the “rights” issue is an aspect of the larger meta-issue of obedience, which I think is easier to discuss in particulars anyway. So, to return to Lenora’s comments: "...and when you say that a slave has no right to make any decisions about their work/finances etc..." I didn't say that. A slave may in fact have a “right” (ie, the authority) to make decisions in these things, if the Owner has given the slave that latitude. "...well-...[my partner] wants me to be a full, well rounded person, not a door mat who has no rights or input to affect my life." I think I have addressed the “no rights” issue above, which leaves this concept of a slave

Leaving Fubar
In one week I plan on deleting my account. I need to get some pictures off of here and save them set. But the reason I'm leaving is I have alot of medical problems.... and I have lost touch with everyone on here. If anyone wants a way to keep in touch after i delete my fubar then leave me a private message. I've had fun with ya'll and will miss some of you alot. Mischief

Part Duece Master/slave
I also recognize that, as happens with language, the terms slave and M/s have been absorbed wholesale into the broader kink community and are often used with little or no understanding of or regard for the current or older meanings of those words. I think this happens from ignorance, not an intent to co-opt or redefine terms, but it certainly adds to the confusion when people think the term “slave” has any meaning they want it to have. From oral history I have heard in various parts of the leather community, the term “slave” used to be used far less frequently than it is today. A dominant woman who is now in her 70s, who has been active in kink since the early ‘60s, told me once, "It used to be that a slave was someone’s slave. They were property. People don’t often mean it that way anymore.” So rather than thinking that the M/s community has taken its word “slave” o

Master/slave Part One
There seems to be a common pattern of misconceptions about Owner/property relationships (also called "Master/slave" relationships, although I have issues with that terminology) - and the nature of persons who become involved in consensual slavery as the slave. A flock of comments in this regard cycled through one mailing list a while back, and spurred the following commentary. Thanks to Lenora for her thoughtful grist for the mill. Her name and comments are used with permission. M/s Relationships & the “slave” word Many, many people are involved in D/s of various degrees of control, using the terms “Master”, “Mistress” and “slave” for the erotic charge and symbolic meaning of it. Relatively few people engage in an M/s relationship in its original and traditional sense of owning obedient human property, using the words “Master” and “slave” in t

Imagine Greater Than In Brightest Day, In Blackest Night
Martha was still taking Sarah to bed after reading her a story upstairs when I got in from picking up treats for my wife, her sister Mary, and me at Dairy Queen last night, and I caught the tail end of SyFy (Sci Fi channel’s attempt to be trendier) broadcasting the fourth season “Star Trek: The Next Generation” episode “Half A Life”. Basically, it’s about the Enterprise crew helping a scientist who’s working to revitalize his home planet’s dying sun. The government of said planet cuts off his access to research and even refuses to listen to him because he’s approaching his sixtieth birthday, the time when all citizens of said planet are to voluntarily submit to “the Resolution”, a ritual suicide. Watching this now when I’m thirty-seven as opposed to when it originally debuted when I was in university and nineteen, I realize there’s not always an answer. Today both Martha and Mary are off from work and hom

Friend Needs Help!
Can I get some help? Go check out my fu-wife Reeka! Seems she has some creepy people checking out her page, and I'd like to see if we can get the creeps wiped off her "viewers" list. Please - just go here - http://fubar.com/user/803540 - and check her out. You might even rate her while you're there! :) Rock on! Shawn UPDATE! Check ou TJ - here: http://fubar.com/user/2031473 - while you're at it! Even rate her too! :) ~DIT-RFH-BOW-WOW-SIT-BEG-IDK~

Lol
I guess i'm still learning this site. i didn't know you could have separate blog lists but oh well. Anyways i have been tempted to go to the beach these past few days. I'd like to go crabbing and cook some up along with shark. But i mainly want to try shark because i have never had it. I have also heard it is delicious. Anyways i am almost done fixing up my car I just need to get some of the metal sanded down to get it where i need it. I also have to take a class so i can get acess to the machine shop on base so i can bore out, hone, and shave the deck on my buick block. I can't wait for the block to be milled so i can put all the performance parts i want on it.

New Bird, Wtf, Am I Nuts?
got a new bird over the weekend i know, i bitch about the other 3 now i totally refurbished a cage, painted it, made her new toys, all the good stuff this is a female indian ringneck, 2 years old and she is bright yellow. if and when her and finn the turquoise male mate they will have pure white chicks with red beaks she was an aviary bird and never been handled before, got her wings clipped first time today and wasn`t fuckin happy. she got loose after the clipping and before i got her in her cage. she bit me 4 times as i tried picking her up, drew blood all 4 times. i finally got a hold of her by the tail and she managed to pull free,leaving all her tail feathers in my hand. she now looks like one of those peeps, the easter marshmallow candies me and her are not off to a good start i`ll take some pics later

Good Or Bad?
It is said that darkness is a source of evil and that light is a source of goodness, well most people often c it as this and i cant blame them. But to my opionion darkness could also b a good thing it often isent bad unless made bad and light could be used in bad ways as well. WEll the thing about them is that most times both are present at rhe same time creating equilibrium and that is good. But in my opionion both are good in a way u just got to c it as good.

My Bartab Is $765
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $15 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Asian -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys whi

Pfizer Slips Out Of $6 Billion Lawsuit And Criminal Charges Over Children Killed By Experimental Drug
Pfizer signed a $75 million agreement Thursday with Nigerian authorities to settle criminal and civil charges that the pharmaceutical company illegally tested an experimental drug on children during a 1996 meningitis epidemic. Nigerian authorities say Pfizer’s test of the antibiotic Trovan killed 11 children and disabled scores more. Pfizer says the deaths and injuries were the result of meningitis. An attorney for the state of Kano, where the charges were lodged, said the settlement was a long time in coming but welcome because it set the record straight about Pfizer’s culpability. “People and entities can and must be held accountable for the consequences of their conduct,” the attorney, Babatunde Irukera, said. “People around the world are no different and must be accorded the same levels of protections, always.” Charges filed against Pfizer by Nigeria’s federal government, which is seeking about $6 billion in damages, are unaffected by th

Rockin C Cantina - Male Owner
One individual that owns the Rockin C Cantina seems to be able to dish out shit and snide remarks but when it's returned "HE" throws a fit and decides I'm causing drama. Now "THIS" blog maybe what is drama. Right now I really do not care. I'm sick and tired of men trying to bully me around and beat me down. A man needs to have a lil respect and not try to belittle women and think they can get away with it. I'm a true cowgirl and WILL NOT take bs treatment from any one! I tend to speak my mind very openly. I stand up for things I believe in. If a person can't take what they dish they need to shut up! Everyone has some sort of issue and if one can't handle things pointed out from time to time there is more serious issues at hand. Some I think need lessons in communication, learning how to listen as well how to take things with a grain of salt. NO ONE is perfect.... a true friend listens, forgives, razzes ya about shit in the past, but at the end says whoa what a ride! I do not

My 2000+ Mile Road Trip
This last couple of weeks have been very difficult for me. First I got laid off my job of 2 years, then my boyfriend, Bill, dumped me. Hard. So I decided to get the hell out of dodge for awhile. I thought if I just got away for awhile, I would get better.So here is the journal I kept while on the road.Day 1:Finally left home around 8:30 am. Bill bought me a charger thingy for my phone and 2 flashlights. I made my goodbye as short as possible. That was hard. Probably one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm still not clear on why I'm getting the shit end of life. Gawd, I am so in love with him. More than even I thought. I felt like a complete fool telling him that I loved him after the fact, but I also didn't want to regret NOT saying it ever. Somehow, I need to shake it off. Driving hasn't helped so far, but I still have a long way to go to attempt to continue this odd journey I'm on.I had a place set up in Clear Lake, California to spend the night, but that didn't pan out. Figure

I Believe In Love
I believe in love, the type that comes without warning. I believe the power of the kiss we gave each other. I believe in the sensation that we shared every new night of pleasure. I’ve never felt what I feel with you, so that why I believe in love. I believe in the love that forgives all, I believe in that skin that makes you so beautiful, in the sensuality that is found in your lips, and in all there is that make you a woman.I believe in Love after being with you. I believe I found an undeserved paradise. I believe, and I am right when I say that I am fortunate. I believe and have faith that you will always be on my side. Please never leave me because I could go crazy, and never stop giving me your soul when we make love. I believe in love, the one that changed my life. I believe, and I know it is because you gave me the happiness of caressing you body each day and see what I’m able to see through your eyes.

My Harem
I have been gone for 4 days so I figure instead of repeating the story 10 times ill just blog it .... on a side note: WHO BOUGHT ALL MY BISHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This weekend was a long weekend in Canada, don't ask me which one I dint pay much attention to the names, anyways John was gone for the weekend so I decided it would be a great idea to debachelorize Jeff's house...... There's something to be said about a man and his Bachelor ways, Non Matching furniture Decepticon posters Hockey memorabilia Garage full of other peoples shit White walls Needless to say, I went in like a hurricane, we scraped stipple of the ceiling painted in colours other then white... Jeff let me loose in Home Depot. I painted a fireplace walls, cabinets and counter tops. All the time Jeff just smile politely and paid. I think it was somewhere between me commenting on buying a new stove and adding a shoe closet that something snapped..... Jeff realized that his safe haven wh

Me
Sometimes I gotta just wonder, WTF is wrong with me? I know, I mean really know what I have to do. So why is it so easy to say what I need to do and not just do?! I know I'm a good person and would never hurt anyone intentionally. I don't play games, I try to be honest...although it's hard when u think it is gonna hurt someone. I don't know if it's because of lonliness that makes me get walked all over and let other ppl's lives seemingly put their problems right up there with my own...I honestly don't know. I do know that I'm sick and tired of ppl assuming they take advantage of me because I'm known for my kindness. I do not want to become an ass, but if I don't start, even with the small stuff, it'll bring me down. See, I said I know what needs to be done, but will I do it? I feel like a prisoner. Jeez, u'd think at my age I'd know to grow up already!

Create! Destroy!
(Speaking)Everyone's dead. She takes a dump in this big metal bucket. She's got a bucket of shit and she pours it on the guys head. My son the little one, he's three years old, this is the part that's adorable, takes a bucket of shit and throws it in her face. She then takes the bucket of puke, shit and piss puts it over her head like a helmet and starts parading around on the stage like a little midget nazi.Deliver us from the hands of manWhere the last one spoken, where the end of the world beganThere were pitchfork fights in the Amish landWicked clowns all around hatchets in hand, yeahThe trail's leading to the tears of the Emo kids with apocalypse fearsAnd the Death Swarm Goth's leading the rearSkids to the front yeah everyone's hereThis is the world you create, this is the world you destroyThis is the world for every God Damn girl and boyThis is the world you create, this is the world you destroyThis is the world for every God Damn girl and boyDecide real quick if you wanna live o

Pet Peeves...
We all have them, even minor ones. Mine are people in the frozen food section, or the beer section who open the doors to look in the coolers. and people who use the term "it is what it is" when they dont have an explanation for what they are saying. Anyone else wanna share?

About Insane Clown Posse
Insane Clown Posse is an American hip hop duo from Detroit, Michigan. The group is composed of Joseph Bruce and Joseph Utsler, who perform under the respective personas of the wicked clowns Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope. Insane Clown Posse performs a style of hardcore hip hop known as horrorcore and is known for its elaborate live performances. The duo has earned two platinum and three gold albums. According to Nielsen SoundScan, the entire catalog of the group has sold 6.5 million units in the United States and Canada as of April 2007.[1] Originally known as Inner City Posse, the group introduced supernatural- and horror-themed lyrics as a means of distinguishing itself stylistically. The duo founded the independent record label Psychopathic Records with Alex Abbiss as manager, and produced and starred in the feature films Big Money Hustlas and Big Money Rustlas. They formed their own professional wrestling federation, Juggalo Championship Wrestling, and later collaborated with many fa

Collateral
I accompanied my husband when he went to get a haircut. Reading a magazine, I found a hairstyle I liked for myself, and I asked the receptionist if I could take the magazine next door to make a copy of the photo. "Leave some ID, a driver's license or a credit card," she said. "But my husband is here getting a haircut," I explained. "Yes," she replied. "But I need something you'll come back for."

Radio Storm Calling Fans
HELLO ALL MY FANS AND FRIENDS.. I REALIZE WITH DJ STORMIE NOT BEING ABLE TO BE SEEN IN LOUNGE YOU DON'T COME IN AS OFTEN.. PLEASE KNOW SHE IS AROUND AND RADIO STORM UNIVERSAL IS DOING GREAT.. I WANT FOR ALL TO ADD RADIOSTORM@ROCKETMAIL.COM ON YOUR IM AS FRIENDS, AND PUT IN REQUEST WHICH DJ STORMIE STILL OWNS AND ON ROCKING HER TUNES.. PLEASE BE SURE TO PASS IT ON AND DROP BY FUBAR LOUNGE AND SHOW THE LOVE DON'T ALLOW ALL HER HARD WORK TO GO DOWN THE DRAIN BECAUSE OF RULES ON A SITE.. TODAY WAS HER TOMORROW COULD BE YOU SO OWNERS OF LOUNGES STAND UP AND BE HEARD.. RULES CAN'T STOP THIS STORM.. NEVER... DJ STORMIE

Stop The Madness
Good Morning all, Had a terrible time getting into mail this morning. Yahoo messinger---not at all. Have no idea if it is because Yahoo is makeing a change, or what. This morning, happen to hear a commerical from my noise maker (T.V) concerning the new health insurance plan Obama is planning. The commerical said that our taxes would raise considerbly. Getting in to see a Doctor, might take months, and so on. ( bet this all sounds familar to my friends from Canada) It gave a site for us to go to, to protest what is about to take place. I am so sorry, I missed it. But will continue to listen, hopeing the commerical has not been stopped. Have talked to Panda, and Jane about the health plan there in Canada, and know they pay 15 per cent on everything purchased. We all know how long Panda had to wait to get into the hospital, to have kidney stones removed. Thank God, she had very little disconfort--or non at all from the stones. Those things are worst then haveing a baby.

Day Of Weirdness
I have posted this as a MuMM a couple of times but it's never been well received. So i thought if i could generate some interest amogst my friends maybe we could spread it fu-wide. The idea would be for as many of us as possible do the exact same strange act either throughout the day on a specific day or one truly wierd act for 1 minute at the exact same time all around the world... So some input would be greatly appreciated... DP

Dream Dictionary Addition - Advancement
Addition To dream that you are solving an addition problem, signifies that you will struggle to overcome adversaries and other formidable situations. To dream that there is a mistake in an addition problem, denotes that you will successfully outwit your rivals by discovering their plans before they have a chance to execute it. Address To dream of your old address, suggests that you need to take a look back at the past and learn from it. To dream of a new address, indicates the need for change. To dream that you are addressing an envelope, represents your need to explore more possibilities. Weigh your options carefully before making a final decision. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you have found your direction in life and are ready to pursue your goals. Adieu To dream that you are bidding cheerful adieus to someone, signifies much pleasant festivities and enjoyable visits. To dream that

Hang On
"Hang On" Well now I found myself Wish I was someone else My hands are stained with love Wish I could take it away I hid behind the shell In time the pain will melt My heart is stained with love Wish I could fake it I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way You take it in your way My selfish enemy Still has the best of me Empty and feeling numb Wish I could take it away I can’t control the need To weak to not concede Wish I was deaf and dumb Wish I could fake it I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way I gave my life away There’s nothing left to say I gave my life away You take it in your way I can’t pretend we’re the same I can’t pretend we’re the same I can’t pretend we’re the same Oh now I found myself Wish I was someone else My hands are stained with love Wish I could FAKE I gave my life away There’s nothing

Dream Dictionary ~* A - Addiction *~
A friend of mine has in interest in dream interpretation... sooo i chased down a dream dictionary to post for her... A To see the letter "A" in your dream, represents superiority or beginnings. You are moving on to something new and grand. Alternatively, it may indicate the name or initial of a person. Abandonment To dream that you are abandoned, suggests that it is time to leave behind past feelings and characteristics that are hindering your growth. Let go of your old attitudes. A more direct and literal interpretation of this dream is that you have a fear of being deserted, abandoned, or even betrayed. It may stem from a recent loss or a fear of losing a loved one. The fear of abandonment may manifest itself into your dream as part of the healing process and dealing with losing a loved one. It may also stem from unresolved feelings or problems from childhood. Alternatively, the dream indicates that

Well
Okay this is the situation i am in. I am living with my grandparents and trying to better my life and myself. I have been asked numerous times what I want to do and what i want out of life. I know what some of my plans are but how can you make any plans if you dont know what the future holds for you? I know i want my family to accept the person i am with for today and tomarrow and the near present future for who he is. I know that my life needs some improvement and i am thinking of going back to school. I know that some of what I want will never happen.I know what i need to do, and that is to get things straight so i can go out and get my own apartment and deal with life. But also i just got a bunch of bills taken care of too, so i am just thinking what is it that i really want in my life. I know i want LOVE and HAPPINESS and to be able to pay for bills and then be able to have more money so i can go and still take care of my other needs and wants. I know in the future i want to have

Shortly After Midnight
Shortly after midnight Into your room I goAnd stand there gazing down at you With eyes that love you soYour head upon the pillow Your arms down at your sideYour lips in a faint smile Then next to you I slideI kiss your eyelids softly Run fingers through your hairI feel your breath upon me Do you know I'm there?I put my arms around you And hold you, oh so nearI whisper of my love for you Although you cannot hearI cherish every moment as I hold you close, my dearFor time goes by so quickly And morning's almost nearThough' you won't know I've been there With you throughout the nightMy love for you is ever close.... As darkness is to light

Why
Why should i have to put up with anyone who wants to control me? Why should i deal with the people always being in my business? Why should i have to live with the people who chose to be little me ? Why should i have to put up with the family always wanting to get into my business? Why should i have to always answer questions to people who dont need to be in my business? JUST WHY SHOULD THEY BE IN MY BUSINESS? WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO PRIVACY AND TO LIVING YOUR LIFE WITH OUT ALL THESE QUESTIONS? WHY SHOULD PEOPLE EVEN CARE ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO DO IF THEY DECIDED THAT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO DO IT ANYWAYS? WHY JUST WHY? I haven't done anything to be in the wrong about my life. I just want people to accept my decisions and accept me for who i am. I want people to understand that i have my own choices and i dont need drama. I am only me and therefor thats the only thing i can be. People decide to hide away and decide to be away from their families for a reason. Its bullshit that people want to

Finally
Finally im free,no more bars,no more dark corners im able to walk around without being weighed down by the memories of us.This feeling is so refreshing,so invigorating its as if i've become a new person .No more can you torture my spirit with your lies of love,and your deceitful lust.I loved you,i fucked you and left you.Now im finally over you,no more tears,now i can look at pictures of you and her and dont have to feel the cold stab of jealousy,i can kiss you and feel nothing i can remember and not die a little inside.You walked into my life and i worshiped everything about you when you walked out of my life you found someone else to worship it killed me but it made me realize i was never your true love and never would be.It took me awhile to forget you,to fall out of love with you but now its done its over You have no power over me anymore.I loved you,i fucked you and now im over you.

Unforgiven Ii
Lay beside me, tell me what they've doneSpeak the words I wanna hear, to make my demons runThe door is locked now, but it's open if you're trueIf you can understand the me, than I can understand the youLay beside me, under wicked skyThe black of day, dark of night, we share this paralyzeThe door cracks open, but there's no sun shining throughBlack heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining throughNo, there's no sun shining throughNo, there's no sun shining...What I've felt, what I've knownTurn the pages, turn the stoneBehind the door, should I open it for you....What I've felt, what I've knownSick and tired, I stand aloneCould you be there, 'cause I'm the one who waits for youOr are you unforgiven too?Lay beside me, this won't hurt I swearShe loves me not, she loves me still, but she'll never love againShe lay beside me, But she'll be there when I'm goneBlack heart scarring darker still, yes she'll be there when I'm goneYes, she'll be there when I'm goneDead sure she'll be

Desperate Now
I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself You'd think by now that I'd be over this Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself So why does everything seem desperate now I should be feeling so alive But it feels like something's missing Something's wrong somehow It feels like something deep inside has died So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying Why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel desperate now I keep breaking all the promises That I keep making to myself But promises mean nothing to me anymore Circling the drain Spiraling to hell So why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel like dying Why do I feel desperate now Why do I feel desperate now

Her
Oh my dear love, I wish you well.As she reflects, in pasts she dwells.I'll be your guide, I'll be your friend.Under my wing, where have you been?The pain is real and so are you.I wish you well..... I really do.....You're my heart, I'll never forget that you're so beautiful.....She stares in the mirror and tends to fear that she's not beautiful.....Oh my dear love, how can this be?It holds you back, what makes you free.Just let it go and love yourself.Because I do, there's no one else.They make their jokes, they point and laugh.I'm here for you, don't turn your back.You're my heart, I'll never forget that you're so beautiful.....She stares in the mirror and tends to fear that she's not beautiful.....She makes her choice, she's all alone.A crying child, she's on her own.Remorsing for the choice she made.Will she go back? Is she still afraid?It feels so real when she's with me.It's not just me, she's here to be.You're my heart, I'll never forget that you're so beautiful.....She stares in

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Kindness
ok, here i am again.It is 2:51AM and I am here wondering what has happened to people? You are only here once.Right here with these other human beings that share our planet and very few kind or sincere words are exchanged...why is that? With all the troubles and heartaches in this world,can no one be bothered to share words of kindness and encourgement? I believe with all my heart,that any words spoken should be good ones.My creed is;if u have nothing good to say..say nothing at all.I also believe there are much too few compliments given and much criticisms.Is it easier to pass on unkind words? I think not. We only pass this way once and should leave a path of kindness behind us. One tiny,insignificant word can acually change someones life.Someone sad and ready to give up may be saved by just one little word of sincere thoughtfulness. Guess what?We all have our faults,(yes,even you)but none needs to be reminded of them(yes,even you)But very few of us are even aware of our gifts un

New Things
wow its been forever since ive been there life is a changing. Lots of things happening new chapters opening and others closing. I started a website business which is scary in its self but something i did. if you get bored you should check it out. there are some crazy custom pool cues for those who play or those who just want a cue. bedroom linens and kitchen gadgets with more to come its www.vixieshouse.com catchy isn't love ya'll vix

Part 5
After the steamy sauna we decided that we could use a cool off. I was so weak in the knees this was the most sex I have ever had in my whole life, I turned to look at my dark stranger. He laid his hand upon my back and it sent shivers up my back and I could feel the heat start burning again. I could not believe that after all we have done tonight I still craved this man inside me. We slid our bodies into the water of the hot tub that was in the room. I laid my head back and was starting to relax when I felt my lovers foot caress my leg. I opened my eyes and looked into his grey smoldering eyes, then he looked down and so did I and I seen that my breasts were sitting above the water and the nipples were so hard from the chill of the room, or it was from the way that he was staring at them hungrily.He moved in front of me and took his tounge and flicked my nipple ring and captured it in his teeth, he pulled on it and I moaned in pleasure. He tugged and then released it and moved to my ot

Part 4
I was awaken by soft kisses that were being planted across my eyes and face. I opened my eyes to see my new friend smiling down at me, his eyes still smoky gray with desire. I move to get up from the bed and he pulled me back down and kissed me hard and very passionatly. I got up again and walked towards my clothes when in a quick movement he was behind me with his arms wrapped around my hips, pressing me close to his body, I could feel his cock growing against my ass. I groaned as he whispered into my ear "Where do you think you are going?" all I could do was moan as his cock was full and hard against me.He opened the door to the sauna room and walked me inside and over to the bench. He bent me over and I put one of my knees onto the bench. His hands softly rubbed down my back to my ass and then in between my legs to my already hot wet pussy.His fingers teased my lips and probed for my hole. His other hand was caressing my back, his fingers found what they were looking for and he slid

Part 3
So after my body settled down and I wasn't shaking so bad my new friend helped me out of the swing and on to the huge bed.He walked to the mini frige in the room and grabbed a water and brought it to me. I drank it quickly cause my mouth was soo dry from all the recent activity. I sat up on the bed and looked at this beautiful man and started to get wet again because of the wicked wicked thoughts that were going through my head. so I stood up and touched him on his arms and turned him around torwads the bed and pushed him down on to it. Then I crawled up the bed and found handcuffs on the top two posts. I grabbed his hand and locked it into place and did the same with his other one along with his legs which I tied with the scarf that was there.This man was now at my mercy to do what I pleased to, this thought made my pussy wetter and my nipples hard. I stood on the bed over him completly naked looking down at him and I seen that his cock was also getting hard with the thought.I decided

Erotic Fantasy
So the mysterious stranger grabbed my hand and pulled my to the stairs that led to the room above. He put me in front of him so that as we were going up the stairs his hands were up my skirt playing with my soaked pussy and sliding his wet fingers into my tight asshole. I moaned and almost collasped in pleasure but he would not let me. When we reached the top of the stairs there were many doors that led to the unknown. As we past each door i could hear the sound of lovemaking and screams of pleasure along with snaps of whips against skin. My head was spinning, the dark man had his arms around my chest playing with my nipples as he nibbled on my ear.We finally stopped at a door and he opened it and pushed me inside. Inside this room was candles everywhere and a swing in the middle, along with a hot tub and suana on one side and a huge four poster bed on the other.I felt a moan creep up into my throat as I looked around the room, visualizing all my fantisies cumming true tonight.He grabb

Erotic Fantasy
A good friend of mine has been bugging me to go out with her to a special kind of club. "What kind of club is it?" I would ask her. I would only get one reply every time and that was "You will see." So finally one Saturday night I agreed to go with her to see this 'special club'. So she picked out an outfit for me to wear which consisted of a bright fire red bra, a see through black sheer top, a black mini skirt, black thigh highs with red garters,and my 5 inched spiked knee high leather boots. I looked at the outfit and then looked at her with a raised eyebrow. "What?" she said "Trust me it will be hot" So I put on the outfit and sure enough I was one hot woman. I was amazed on how the clothes made me feel sooo sexy and soo bad. We left my apartment and headed downtown. We pulled up to what looked like an empty warehouse of some sort. It was dark except for the blinking light that flowed from the windows at the top of the building. We walked up to the door and a man stepped from the s

You Gotta Draw A Hard Line
Best friend, Lover, companion? more like Lazy Belittler and annoying I bought into my heart. without weighing the facts You warned me, i didnt listen. i will always love you.. Ill always want you as my bestfriend but i REFUSE to make someone change.. So im almost at a breaking point of letting you go. id rather have sweet memories as we have had then have the love weve shared become hatred.. as a song played... "you gotta draw a hard line" Now.. Show me what i fell for but preferablly the REAL you or As fast as i ran into your arms.. i will run away.... i love you ~fin

Suicide Lab Forumz!!
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About Me
well im a recently separated father of two and soon to be a divorcee as well not too thrilled about that for i still love my wife but she dont feel the same. well i love sports in genral mostly watching them these days i was hurt and havent found the motivation to pick up the time to get active in basketball again. im a hard working guy i am a frieght mover in a warehouse drive a forklift as well as handle the shipments by hand. i miss the family life alot but i do enjoy the stress free end of being single. not much for jokes these days due to the change of my future but for those who wait all good things come . so i hope it will happen for me as well as anyone else who has waited. im not one to hate on other people for there sucess in life but more in aww to there rise of it. i just hope i can too jump up there and join there ranks again. well my kids are young i have a 3 yr old and a 2 yr old both boys that i do love with all my heart and would do anything for them. i guess thats al

Random Thoughts Inside My Head!!!
I have been thinking about my life alot lately. I have realized that I'm not as happy as I thought I was. I sit and wonder where my life is going. I also wonder how much more I have to go through before I'm allowed to be happy again. People say that its up to me to make myself happy. I don't think thats possible, because no matter how hard I try I'm never happy. I wonder why God wants me to hurt for so long. Crying myself to sleep has become a every night thing. Its to the point now where I don't know how to be happy. I have been so sad, depressed, and pissed off for so long I don't know how to feel different then that. I wish I could just snap my fingers and my pain and hurt would go away. No one seems to understand how I feel or what I'm going through. They just keep telling me things will get better with time. I wonder how long that is. They always tell me that they are here for me. Its good to know that they are, but sometimes I need more then they can give me. I don't unde

Monday Funny
Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to chargearound the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors.Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the otherresidents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in.One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened andKooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. 'STOP!,' heshouted in a firm voice. 'Have you got a license for that thing?' Ethelfished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. 'OK' he said, and away Ethel sped down the hall.As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, weird Haroldpopped out in front of her and shouted 'STOP! Have you got proof ofinsurance?' Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster andheld it up to him. Harold nodded and said 'On your way, Ma'am.'As Ethel neared the final corridor, Crazy Craig stepped out in frontof her, butt-naked, and holding

All My Vip Friends Read Please
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When Will Enough Be Enough??
When is enough, enough? Life is a very peculiar thing. It has its ups and downs, and just to keep thing interesting life throws a few curveballs in for good measure. I was goin through my old blogs tonight. The last blog I wrote was about me taking charge of my life shortly after the Lisa suicide debacle. I am better now. Hell I was better then I jus didnt know it or couldnt see it. I can see clearly now, but as they say hindsight is always 20/20. Since that time there have been numerous changes in my life, not all for the better. But that is one of life curveballs. It seems that im destined to have more than a few thrown my way. Its true that I have walked my own path pretty much since the day I turned 15. And a lot of the problems and difficulties I'm having in life are a result of decisions I made when I was younger. I can deal with that. But in the meantime, does everything else have to work against me?? Be that as it may. I didnt start a new blog to rehash the past. Im

Monday Night's Fake Happy Hour And Sponsor..
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Monday Night's Fake Happy Hour And Sponsor..
Oh la la real pic of real girl? Real myspace? http://www.myspace.com/alone_confused_scared This fake Happy Hour and her sponsor exposed...This has no salute, and one pic. And blocked me and is on a major blocking spree. Why don't we ask the person who is sponsoring it why he is wasting his money on a fake? I hear it's really some add train promo Myspace ho.. Maybe this will be the way we do things from now on. lol..peace.

The Perfect Heart - A Parable
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart.Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said “Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.” The crowd and the young man looked at the old man’s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn’t fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared – how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man’s heart

Fake? No, Not Me
It really makes me laugh...This is the only site I have ever been on that puts so much emphasis on being real or fake...I have a MySpace, MyYearbook, Fubar, Yahoo, and have had Tagged...Plus various other profiles that I have signed up for and since forgotten...And this is the only one that insists on a salute...As if that makes a damn bit of difference I have a friend on here who made a separate page to promote some of his friends who don't get a lot of requests for one reason or another...And he had his brother make the salute...But the profile is his...But because he has the salute then it makes all the difference in the world Oh I know, you have a salute so everyone knows you're 18, well whoopeee! I have been on here for over 4 months this time around...And was here in Septemeber of last year...And I have seen plenty of people on here posing as 18 who look younger than my own 18 yr old...Like I could care less...The only people who have any worries are those who love sending nude

Dedicated To Those Who Have Been Through Cancer 1st Or 2nd Hand
I HAVE EXPERIENCED CANCER 2ND HAND...I HOPE I NEVER EXPERIENCE IT 1ST HAND. I COMMEND THOSE WHO ARE STRONGER THAN I...WHO COULD WAKE UP EVERY DAY AND PUT ONE FOOT IN FRONT OF THE OTHER AND GET THROUGH IT. AND IF THEY DIDN'T...THEN I'M SO GLAD THEY'RE NOT SUFFERING ANYMORE. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS GOING THROUGH CANCER AND YOU NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT, FEEL FREE TO COME TO ME...I'M A GOOD LISTENER AND I CAN RELATE. LOVE SEXY IRISH.

Should You Ever Call A Skanky Ho A Cunt ?
Share this!should you ever call a skanky ho a cunt ? created @ 2009-08-03 20:03:41 hey fuland this is the buny here to tell you all a not so nice bedtime stotry . i met this hooker in fuland and everywhere she goes she starts fuking with all taken men .hmmm when she is confronted does she stop nooo. she keep sgoing knowing her tainted pussy is ruinng real relationships hmmm a cunt or not she post romantic pics with her and taken men and then cries the victim to all her sloppy seconds hmmm a cunt or not ? a bitch is a bitch that can be pleasant a hoe is a hoe yet slutty some fun thogh a cunt is a cunt un wanted let me be blunt JessieGail~*~Ptown's Bitch~*~ is a fukin CUNT get some u bitch holla

A Little Pissed
I absolutely hate being ignored! I've really felt as if people are ignoreing me as of lately. I feel as if in the lounge I'm a staff member to ignores everything I say, and I in fact am only talking to myself. I'm me.... THis is who I am, i'm not gonna pretend to be someone i'm not to get some people on a website to like me. I'm all so pissed because people don't understand what married/commited relationship means, i will not, i don't want to, and I'm not interested in cybering with ANYONE, stop asking, stop trying to... AND NO I WILL NOT SEND BOOB PICTURES! i just don't know what to do, I don't know what I'm going to do. I just feel like maybe this isn't the place for me, or maybe I need to shop around and see where is for me on this site.... I just don't want to always feels like im talking to myself... It sucks. and 90% of the time thats how i feel.

A Fallen Friend
Oh my god!!! My girls' godfather is sick & will not last that much longer...But no 1 can choose to live another person's life. People choose to live their lifestyle and others can not do a damn thing about it. David is now layin n icu, drugged up so he can't move, on a respirator, and with organs failing....I just told my girls tonight bcause this man was very close to them. I only told them bcause I finally accepted that he wouldn't b back with us...I am a parent that believes n telling my girls what they need to know. I want them to remember the best times with him, not the gritty truth. Yes, He used drugs, quit them, and ended up being depressed. The years of drug abuse is what has finally done him in...I have prayed, cried my eyes out, and now I'm bing strong for his wife, my babies, and my son. OH GOD PLEASE TAKE HIM PEACEFULLY! I pray he doesn't go thru pain. Anyway, If I'm on here..hit me up. Not sure when I'll b back here. This is up there with the day my mom will die, I DO NOT

Phone Ettiquite
So, a few years ago, we had this crusty older alcoholic dude named Bryce in my department. I remember he would come to work an hour early, call his ex wife to talk to her & his kids, get thoroughly aggravated, then go outside for a "smoke" and come back in 30 minutes later reeking of alcohol (but in a much better mood).Now, the customer service center next door is normally popualted with kind helpful females that have a non-threatening voice; someone who's demeanor can calm down an irate customer. You know the sugary sweet type. And one of these helpful females (in fact the night shift team lead over there) was a big 6'5" dude named Deion. He was such a flamer that the local newspaper here had done a story on him in the "Style" section and interviewed him about his own line of clothing he was designing and having manufactured (I guess it never took off, cause he still works next door). Now everyone in my department hates to get a call from the customer service center, because they're o

Bowling And Other Things.
So I bowled tonight. The first two games were horrible. I barely got over 100. The last game however...I bowled a 176. The league ends next week. I had two goals for this season. I've managed to do one of them. That was getting my name on the score sheet bowling. Basically that means that I was one of the top three female bowlers for the week before. I did that one. My 189 from last week put me as the third best female bowler for that week. I was really proud of that. My other goal is to finally get over a 200. I've been really close. My highest is a 199. I have one more week to do it in. I'm not sure if the pressure is going to get to me or not. I really hope not. I don't want to be the bowler that fucks things up for the team. I'm seriously going to miss my team though. We all get along very well. I can't think of Monday when we all worn't laughing our asses off over something that one of us did. I'm thinking about bowling in the Fall league, but I know no other team will be like th

I Feel A Sin Coming On
I have you right where I want you, there is no turning back I have the tools that I need to keep your mind on track oh, yeah I've got what you want, but you better work to have my attention I've the means to please and others not yet mentioned Ohhhhh, now, I've got you where I want you Ohhh, now you see all fear is gone Ohhh, free yourself from what affronts you 'cause I feel a sin comin' on You think you've got what it takes to resist my calling You may think that youre gaining ground, but youre just falling I've got you wrapped around my fingers now, your mind is sinning Oh baby, you aint losing nothing now, youre just winning Ohhhhh, now, I've got you where I want you Ohhh, now you see all fear is gone Ohhh, free yourself from what affronts you 'cause I feel a sin comin' on

$40 Or Less
Hi, Bash me if you want, but this blog is going to be a guys point of view. This is due to two men in my life, John Bias, and Tom Leykis. One I know personally, the other is a celebrity personality to me. You figure out which is which. So, I begin this with Rule #1: Never Spend more then $40 on a date. Especially the first date, probably second and third as well. But, the key to this is....make her THINK you can spend more, its just you dont want to. This makes you intriguing, like...why wont he spend more money on me?? Its great when girls have this thought about you, it means they will stick around to find out the answer. ^_^. If they never find out the answer, hey, they will stay until they do. So, remember, the bottom line on this one is, a girl firgures out in the first 5 minutes if she will sleep with you or not. NO ammount of money you spend on her will change her mind. So, spend as little as possible for the first date and have fun, she will sleep with you no matter h

From The Beauty Series, Part Ii
"Then you have given over your soul," she said. "You've given it to your Master. That I haven't done. My soul is mine and the only thing a slave can truly possess. And I'm not ready to give it. In my soul, I think I belong to no one."

Sitting Here Thinking!!!!
TONIGHT IS A CLEAR MILD NIGHT NO RAIN IN SIGHT, MY KIDS ARE ASLEEP, CUDDLED UP IN THE BED NEXT TO ME......THEY ARE MY WORLD MIGHT REASON FOR BREATHING MY REASON FOR LIVING MY REASON FOR DOING EVERYTHING I DO....MY KIDS NEVER ASKED TO BE BROUGHT INTO THIS COLD DARK PLACE WE CALL A WORLD......I WANTED THEM I WANTED TO LOVE THEM RAISE THEM RIGHT TEACH THEM GOOD FROM BAD AND WRONG FROM RIGHT.......I SIT HER THINKING AND WONDERING WHERE MY LIFE WENT SO WRONG....I HAVE TWO BEAUTIFUL KIDS WHO ARE TRUELY MY LIFE.......THEY ARE MY STRENGTH WHEN THINGS GO WRONG THE LIGHT OF MY DAYS WHEN THINGS ARE DARK AND THE WARMTH TO THE COLD WHEN THERE IS NO END IN SIGHT.......MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN EASY I SEEM TO TAKE THE ROUGHT PATHS IN LIFE....I TRY TO LIVE RIGHT, DO RIGHT BY PEOPLE, AND BE A ALL AROUND GOOD PERSON......MAYBE IT IS MY NATURE TO BE SO GOOD HEARTED......IDK ANYMORE......I TRY TO BE COLD HEARTED TO GET THROUGH THINGS AND SHOW NO EMOTION, I WAS RAISED THAT TO SHOW TEARS AND TO SHOW FEAR IS A

The Word Fuck
Perhaps one of the most interesting and colorful words in the English language today is the word "fuck". It is the one magical word which, just by its sound, can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate. In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Mary) and intransitive (Mary was fucked by John). It can be an action verb (John really gives a fuck), a passive verb (Mary really doesn't give a fuck), an adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John), or as a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck). It can also be used as an adjective (Mary is fucking beautiful) or an interjection (Fuck! I'm late for my date with Mary). It can even be used as a conjunction (Mary is easy, fuck she's also stupid). As you can see, there are very few words with

Truly Beyond Insane!
A skeleton wearing a suit and tie sitting in an empty burial vault. Two bodies buried where there should have been one. And a married couple buried together -- only now the wife is missing. These were the latest gruesome details to emerge from the ongoing horror story at Burr Oak Cemetery, as investigators exhumed three graves Friday under court orders. The unidentified skeleton was found in an unmarked vault that was only partially buried, Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart said. A photograph taken before the exhumation "shows us remains of an individual sitting in a vault with no casket," Dart said. "We have indication to believe that there was a casket at one point." Another site confirmed for the first time the practice of "double stacking," which investigators had suspected was a frequent practice at the cemetery. Dart said cemetery workers dug up a woman who had been buried last fall, dropped another vault in, then placed the original occupant back on top. "The family, as you wo

Desultory
desultory\DES-uhl-tor-ee\ , adjective:1.Jumping or passing from one thing or subject to another without order or rational connection; disconnected; aimless.2.By the way; as a digression; not connected with the subject.3.Coming disconnectedly or occurring haphazardly; random.4.Disappointing in performance or progress.

Sometimes Facebook Scares Me....
This morning I was reading my horoscope on there. I clicked the "love" section and I got this. A certain situation has cropped up, Gemini, that is going to leave some uncertainty on the day. The last few days have been fairly confident in terms of a specific issue that has been on your mind, but today you will see grounds shifting that are confusing you. This confusion is stemming from an issue where you have made incorrect assumptions, so do not meet this issue head on. Confrontation will only backfire on you here, but you will get the answers you need if you great the confusion with graciousness. This is not as bad as it appears, in fact it isn't bad at all. Don't let your own internal fears lead you to a mistake that could ensure the loss of everlasting love.

Part Three
GOOGLE THIS DEAR READER, terminal velocity..its an interesting little thing to keep in mind...pay attention now ! The man at the top of the hill was older than most of THEM, some by a little, others by a lot. He wasnt crazy, his mind was sharper than most would give him credit for ,in spite of what he was about to do.THANK YOU GOD FOR PROTECTING ME HERE, FOR ALLOWING ME TO COMPLETE THIS AND RETURN UNSCATHED.....AMEN.....and so it began. It is a big hill the man was at the top of....I know..Ive been there before, A BIG BIG HIGHLY DANGEROUS HILL...as a matter of fact people have lost their lives on the very same slope. Ive seen the cross before..ON a downward slope of ten degrees..you lose around 520ft of elevation in a mile, therefore gravity has its way..works its magic....BUT.. the man that has just started down said slope already knows and planned ahead...the gear isnt what you have been thinking.............

Only Me Can Do Things Like That !
Ok, here I go. I woke up this morning and everything was normal like every day. Had my shower, got dressed for work. Logged on Fubar to leave my daily profile comments. It's 6:15 am. time to go to work. I normaly have my first cigarette with a cup of coffee when I reach work. Got in my van and started head to work, traffic was not the normal every day traffic, it was so bad cause of an accident. After a while I needed a cigarette, looking for a lighter to light it. It's then when I noticed. OMG. I forgot to put my shorts on. LMAO I called work to tell them that I was going to be late, my boss wanted to know why as we had a busy day ahead of us. I had to tell him what happened, it's then when all I could hear is him laughing his ass off. Good job they like me at work and good job I was driving a van so people couldn't see me in it looking down at me in the traffic LOL Only me can do things like that. One thing I want you all to know, I was not on any kind of drugs. LMAO Lucky

Sometimes...(this Is My Last Lash Out At Jenna)
I just want to fucking rip everything up I just want to find you, hunt you down and kill you You left a stain on my heart, you fucking cunt, that just wont wash away and now I'm left with your face in my mind everyday you annoy the hell out of what sensibilities I have I like to think I'm everything you lack I never turn around when youre near me, because I know you'ld fucking stab me in the back

Perfect Man- Old Story Of Mine
i write stories and ull see what kind. this one is one of my best ones and hopefully soon ill be able to write more. when i have the time. Six Foot 1 inches tall, brown hair, hazel green eyes, six pack abdominals, skinny, soft skin, soft lips, sexy smile. He met a girl from the internet that emailed him and he opened it just out of curiousity. Drew is five foot two, blonde hair, hazel eyes. They meet after talking for alittle bit and he goes to her house, they sit on the couch talking for alittle bit, she's usually nervous when she meets guys but with Jeremy it's different. There's something about him that she feels comfortable around. She's still nervous but not like some little girl with a crush.They keep talking and they talk about stuff they were talking about online before he went to see her. She told him that if the kiss wasn't perfect the sex may not be perfect. So Jeremy asks her if she wants to see how well he can kiss. They kiss. His lips are little chapped but just li

Part Two
He turned his back on them all and walked away....towards high ground. He carried in his hands the largest pieces of the tools of the trade, everything else necessary had been either stuffed into his headgear, or placed on his body strategically, each offering protection to the most vulnerable areas of his body. God forbid that anything should go wrong, but the better part of valor said to plan for the worst......one of "THEM" could conceiveably get in the way..so far that hadn't occured, but... All about the rest area people were moving, taking food and beverages with them. THEY WANTED TO SEE....THEY WANTED TO WATCH IT HAPPEN!!!!! Nowhere was a single one of them thinking it could be them. Having finally reached the top of the hill, he turned and looked back the way he had come, the numbers rolling thru his head, distances...speeds...points of entry and exit, trying to anticipate it all....feeling his body beginning to ramp itself up. Slowing his pulse with deep deliberate brea

True Friends
After my own experiences in the last few days, as well as those of my best friend, I have a lot of frustration inside. We both lost friends that were very dear to us. They were people we trusted and depended on. People we knew we could share anything and everything with. Or so we thought. It is easy to be a friend through the easy times.. when there is no stress or drama.... when everything is goign well in our lives and life is all smiles. But friendship is more than just words and good times. The strength of any relationship is shown when there are challenges.. when there are disagreements... when life gets in the way. Too often we find our friends tell us what they think we want to hear, rather than the truth. Or we find that they just are not the person we thought. Or we find that their motive for friendship was something other than true friendship. We find ourselves abandoned without a reason. Or we find it was nothing more than a game. A friendship without honesty, w

Life On Mars?
I dont normally do blogs, but im changing my page and ive recieved so many comments on my very real drunken posting im going to save it in a blog. Im an asshole, don't think otherwise. Why am I an asshole, because I joined the United States Army. And that apparently gave girls the universal right to treat guys like shit and consider them just another booty call regardless of whether or not they actually have feelings. Which we must not because we are fucking soldiers right?! Just mindless fucking drones put on this planet to appease the fucking man. I was born with an IQ of 80 and with the tenacity of a dung beetle. So here I am, hot off the press. My only request is to give me an incurable disease or hit me with a really big car, so I can die as soon as possible. Because apparently certain people in America think it's better for soldiers to die rather than live, or at least they say so when they picket soldier's funerals. Or so they say so when they sue soldier's families be

Relationships
A painfully shy man fell in love with a young woman. he sensed that she felt the same way, but he couldn't find the courage to ask her out. finally he decided he would mail her a love letter everyday for one year, and then ask her a date. faithfully, he followed his plan, and at year's end he was courageous enough to call her- only to discover she'd married the letter carrier

Relationships
When a man is try's to win a heart of a woman he studies her, learns her likes, dislikes, habits,and hobbies. But after he wins her heart, and then he marries her, he often stops learning about her. The amount he studied her before marriage equal to high school degree, he should continue to learn about her until he gains a collage degree, a masters, ultimately a doctors degree. Its a long life journey that draw ever so close to her. What do you think?

Introducing...
The Fantastic Mr. Fox... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJbY3QrIifE Brouth to you by the same people who brought you the classics, Rushmore, The Royal Tennenbaums, The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou, and The Darjeeling Limited. Director Wes Andersons adaptation of the Novel by Roald Dahl.

Does He Know.....
I just got off the phone with my son.For those that don't know me that well, I hardly get to see him. I seen him the day before easter and had him one day after The Fourth of July, and that has been it. I try to call him as much as I can. I believe part of it was because I wasn't working. It seemed like everytime I called, they had plans that was more important than him spending time with me. The rest of the time, it was my fault, I didn't have the money to go get him, take him out and do things. Sometimes I do wonder if he would be better off without me in his life. I always wanted to be more of a father than what I had, and I don't really feel like I'm doing a good job at that. I love my son, if I ever loved anyone in my life, it's him, he's the one good thing I've done in life and as I sit here and type these words tears are falling from my eyes just thinking about me not being in his life at all, I don't want to think about that. He starts school this Thursday, and is going to me

Hold On To Your Seats Kids...
Not music but close enough it is movies. http://www.apple.com/trailers/disney/aliceinwonderland/ Jonny Depp plays the Mad Hatter...who else could he possibly play? Directed by the one and only Tim Burton.

Lilkev
i'm a cool guy too chill with love drinking smoking weed i do the best with the best. i can be your best friend screw me one time i'm your worst enemie love music. playing guitar. playing basketball. lifting weights. marsial arts. i'm pretty chill and layed back well thats all about me right now kinda simple guy.

Part One
Slowly, methodically, he stepped out from the old weathered Audi, casually looked at most of them, intentionally holding eye contact with a few. Finished, he stepped to car's trunk, opened it, and began removing the equipment required for the task he was about to undertake. Knowing full well that multiple broken bones, spilled blood, or even death were possible repurcussions for mistakes, he examined everything slowly, minutely, tightening here, lubricating there. Satisfied he had missed nothing, the trunk was closed, and the process of gearing up began.........and they watched.....IS THAT HIM....I RECOGNIZE THE CAR.....SHIT.....ITS HIM..ITS HIM..ITS HIM! Watching from outside himself, his minds eye saw a full picnic/rest area. Over there a group of IRON RIDERS, and there...a smattering of LOS COMPADRES, and "rubs" seemingly everywhere else. All the built in grills were ablaze...steaks, fajitas, burgers, and dogs..the smells rode the slight breeze...and his stomach rumbled...remo

World Of Chaos
ok so this is a story im working on wanna give me some feed back please? "Hit me.” She says looking at a man sitting on the corner of their mattress in their small master bed room. He has dark hair and dark loving eyes. When his face is shaved, you can see he resembles Tom Cruise. “No.” He replies looking into her eyes with confusion. “Hit me.” She commands with more authority in her voice than she had before. He stands from his position on the bed and takes a step toward the woman. “I can not do that. Why do you want me to hit you?” He reaches for her wrists hanging by her side as he continues. “Bella? Are you ok ? Did something go wrong at your mothers house ?” Bella pulls her wrists away and takes a step back as she looks down from his face she can not look at his face. “Why can’t you just do as I ask and hit me?” She lowers her voice to almost a whisper. Her head raises and she m

Taken To Soon
My Papa Verlin someone i idolize and would not be me without, came by today and told us he has 6 weeks left with us! He has stage 3 colon cancer and he's ready to go "home" as he puts it! Maybe I am being selfish but I am not ready to let him go yet. He is so matter of fact about it...he has paid for everything selected his clothes and given me a the 2 songs he wants me to sing at his funeral. No tears tiffibee he keeps telling me. Im just not ready to let go ........:(

So Pardon Me While I Burst Into Flames..
My daughter is awesome. :-) She had her 15 month check up today and she's 25 lbs 5 oz and 31 inches tall (Almost 3 feet! damn!) She's either right on target with her milestones, or ahead of the game. :) AND she's done with shots until she's 5, hooray for her! We go to NJ in a month :) can't wait! Dad called a few days ago. I knew something had to be wrong because it was 8 am and he wouldn't call that early without a good reason (at least he had better never that early with out a good reason.) He said that the night before they took my aunt to the hospital because she was experiencing double and blurred vision. I guess she had been having this for a bit so she went to her doctor about it. She had high blood pressure so they adjusted/changed her meds with instructions to go to the ER if it happened again. For her to go to the doctor's in the first place means she must have been really worried. Anyways, she stayed in the hospital until today and it was Thursday night she was admit

Its About Me
Oh...by the way......whatever Dana tells you im not a racist......i love people of all races religions and sexual orientation..........I know alot of you have known me awhile and know me as a person....For those who dont....i am a charming indiviual with flaws am and in no way perfect...If you get to know me you will learn this on your own..i may say off the wall things but my heart is always in the right place......Love me or not i will not judge you because it is not my place to do so...... oh btw..TITTIES RULE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

Unconditional Love
Through all that I been through this past few months has opened my eyes to one known fact, that fact is no one is ever promised tomorrow and never assume that our loved ones will last forever, and to love them regardless of thier faults and their imperfections. The only one that is perfect is our Lord God, and he loves all of us unconditionally. Well lets put our Christian walk to the test . and practice being more like jesus to forgive and forget, to not judge because someone doesn't live as you do and to pray for them instead of talk about them, That my freinds and fam is truely UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.I dare u to take that step with me

Thug Passion
THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK HYPNOTIC REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE MAN, AND WHEN PUT TOGETHER IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY,SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT.

Forbidden Fruit
Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling you name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your eyes enjoying the pleasure of its taste and feel until its gone.you walk away and all the while need and wanting more. Trying to get through the nights, but its in your system so deep it consumes you. Having you in the middle of the night needing the next taste, and with every bite stealing your soul, your mind until it controls your every move, want every waking moment until you can no longer think for yourself. Losing more and more of you, what is the name of this forbidden fruit, I spe

How To Catch A Wild Pig
There was a chemistry professor in a large college who had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab, the professor noticed one young man, an exchange student, who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting Communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new Communist regime.While telling his story, he looked at the professor and asked a strange question: 'Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said that it was no joke. 'You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day,you put a fence down one side of the place where they

Movie Review. Transformers 2 Revenge Of The Fallen.
Ok here we go an another exciting movie review. this one happens to be Michael Bay's Transformers 2 Revenge of the Fallen. As we know in 2007 the first movie was intense and had me on the edge of my seat for almost three hours. When I left the theater, I didnt trust any cars in the parking lot. Anyways to make this better there came a sequel in 2009. Story continues on about our favorite characters Bumblebee and Sam and of course my favorite Optimus Prime. Transformers 2 was very intense and balls to the wall, its even better than the origional and with the introduction of new characters and such. Also its one hell of an emotional roller coaster. Very well done and almost flawless production values, plotlines and acting. Transformers 2 makes the Star Wars prequels look like a fucking joke. I highly recommend this movie. Transformers 2 Revenge of the Fallen gets a perfect 6 stars out of 5 ******

Adam
So I got the whole story about the dog we adopted. Yesterday night, my son was at the park, and he kept texting me and tellin me that this dog was following him around, and asking me if he could bring it home. At first I said no cause I figured it was a stray. Then my son calls me to come get him, so I walked down to the park, find my son with this sweet little puppy in hand. He procedes to tell me that his friend found the dog at the park in a box, so I went to the neighbors house to make sure it wasn't their dog. They said that there grandson brought it home, that he found it at the park, but they couldn't keep it. So we brought it home, and since then i've been contimplating on weather or not to keep it. I even mummed about it LOL...Well just a few minutes ago, my neighbor knocked on the door wanting to see the dog. So we went outside and walked over to her house and talked for a bit. Her grandson then tells me, that when he was at the park last night, that he actually saw the p

Poems About My Baby Sean, I Adore Him
Love of my Life - 3rd August 2009 Pushed aside for so longLeft aloneTreated like a jokeKilling me slowly on the inside Now, overjoyed I embrace these momentsMouth dryTears in eyesI'm finally happy in my skin Gentle smile melts my heartI relish this momentThe sound of that voice makes me trembleAnd I go dizzy with the words spoken Anticipation when he isn't aroundI wait and hope he will come todayHeart in throatHands nervous and excited I didn't know such love existedLight of day welcome nowBefore it seemed so dullNever wanted to awaken Confused as to what I did to deserve himQuestions pointlessLove is here to stayI sleep with him in my dreams He is my everythingA new light is shiningLove, Lust, AdorationMy counterpart, My love, My Sean Ode to Sean - 23rd July 2009 Besotted with your smile I lose another dayI want to touch you wish there was some wayMy life is so different now you are aroundI feel like I'm floating, feet dont touch the ground. For years I have longed

Untimely Death
I'm not a "thumper" and don't preach or press anything...(I'm Wiccan to be honest) But this did make me stop and think...I know I had a protector a couple of years ago when I had my accident and should have been killed........ BE SURE YOU SCROLL WAY DOWN TO SEE WHAT THIS MESSAGE HOLDS FOR YOU!!!! YOU JUST MIGHT BE SURPRISED!!! I WAS!!! DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDNT TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this..... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is

Nyeaahhhh
ok, so i just got out of an all staff meeting at work and during the meeting my boss brought up that people could have jobs outside of working there as long as it doesnt interfere with their work and as long as its not at another pharmacy and if they did then theyd have to sign their resignation at one job or another..... didnt have a chance to talk to him before i took my lunch because he went straight into the managers meeting.... im nervous as fuck.... gonna try n talk to him after i get back from lunch and explain my situation financially..... i really need that second job and this ones already nailed pretty much.....

Vets Rock!
Viet Nam 1966 Richard, (my husband), never really talked a lot about his time in Viet Nam other than he had been shot by a sniper. However, he had a rather grainy, 8 x 10 black and white photo he had taken at a USO show of Ann Margret with Bob Hope in the background that was one of his treasures. A few years ago, Ann Margret was doing a book signing at a local bookstore. Richard wanted to see if he could get her to sign the treasured photo so he arrived at the bookstore at 12 o'clock for the 7:30 signing. When I got there after work, the line went all the way a round the bookstore, circled the parking lot and disappeared behind a parking garage. Before her appearance, bookstore employees announced that she would sign only her book and no memorabilia would be permitted.

Telling People To Fuck Off
One common theme I've noticed in many of the pics on Fubar is an overwhelming tendency from some people to include a picture (or several) of them flipping off the camera. Usually with a caption similar to "if you don't like me, the you can fuck off." Maybe I'm stereotyping a little here, but you also tend to see pics indicating the person is proud redneck or some form of confederate flag in there. Why is that? Why the need to tell the world to fuck off if it doesn't happen to like you, find you attractive, or approve the pics you post. When I see shit like that, all I can think is that the person posting it is fucking insecure about themselves that the have to tell everyone else to fuck off if they don't approve. Aren't people allowed to disagree without being told to fuck off? If you're a christian and I'm an atheist, will I automatically be told to fuck off. Or if I don't find you attractive should I be told to fuck off for that to? I think moving forward any pic with a 1 f

What To Wear, What To Wear
“And take thou unto thee Aaron thy brother, and his sons with him, from among the children of Israel, that he may minister unto me in the priest’s office, even Aaron, Nadab and Abihu, Eleazar and Ithamar, Aaron’s sons.” One imagines how Aaron, one of the co-leaders Moses appointed while he’s up on the mount with God, will take this news from the beginning of the twenty-eighth chapter of Exodus. In the fourth chapter of Exodus that deals with the various physical aspects of the tabernacle that the children of Israel are intended to worship God in, we now read about those will actually work in the tabernacle and how they will appear. It’s important to note in all this description if your eyes aren’t glazing over that this is all (making the tabernacle items, the mobile building itself, and others) voluntary; the people are going to do and make and serve all this because they are commanded by God and because they WANT, and have to want, to do it

Alex Friend Request
[11:29:45] AphroditeIsis: AlexOnline23 mins agoblock memberhi... is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles... i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needs to talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some? to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissive take a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures. feel free to c

Hi Everyone!
im looking for some old fubar friends so if you remember me please shout at me or whatever.and also i'am not looking for love on here cuz i already found it.i just came on here to make friends and have a good time.just thought i would let ya all know that.peace out...

Seems
Seems it is the norm here in Gloucester County in this wonderful state of NJ in the greatest nation ever, The United States of America, for my buyer agent Mark and the wise Weichert to rather let a fraud take place which is a crime. I do not own this property minus the Title Insurance and the Deed. Which means I can't sell it. Like the stranger of May 13, 2009 and others along with him commited a crime regardless of their intention their behavior is outrageous prompting me to contact the FBI. Norio

Confused
Some questions will forever go unanswered. Some loves will forever go. Things we've never mastered. Things we've never shown. When will my answers come to me? When will my lover be? I've loved you all these years, yet am so confused with you. Are you just playing games with my head?

Entry 1.
Florida is flat. The entire state is flat. The highest point in the entire state is Britton Hill, elevation 435 feet above sea level. The lowest highest point of all 50 states. South Florida is even flatter than the mountainous north of the state. This is one of the things that I dislike about down here. Forget about how flat Florida is for a while. We will get back to it soon enough (edit: or not but eventually. i sort of promise) My friend George and I got the chance to drive some boats across the country to San Diego for a race. “Got the chance” was a euphemism for “foolishly volunteered for what was a suicide mission.” The boats belonged to some people in the Bahamas. I still wonder how close I came to being on America's Most Wanted either as the villian or the victim. The van and trailer we were driving belonged to some guy who lived in Georgia. The van belonged to a nice enough sounding guy who was an aerospace engineer. In my mind I pi

Fight In The Desert
From the underside of this warhe couldn’t see what it was forthe mud, the filth, and the killing,the fear that his blood was chillingand his soul was headed for hellhad distracted his thoughts as wellHistory books had always said,there is fame and fortune insteadbut, like the sergeant said last night,“We’re in for a hell of a fight”This damned hole in a foreign landis full of bugs and gritty sandStories of knights on sturdy steedscarrying out their honored deedswere probably fabricatedor at least exaggeratedSome of those battles were fought hereand their reasons were never clearSome knights died in this very holethey’re not the ones who we extolor whose histories will endurebeyond a truer literatureBut, he expected, just like thema final night both scared and grimVery much like those first crusadesthe reason for this battle fadesBeyond the politician’s liesthere is the fact that someone diesand in the midnight of his soulplays out his harsh and final

Love Poem
LOVE POEM TO MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND MY LOVE, AS THE SUN IS GOING DOWN AND THE SUNSET IS BEAUTIFUL.THINKING ABOUT YOU WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING LIKE BEING NEXT TO YOU. IT HAS BEEN SO LONG WE'VE BEEN OURSELVES TOGETHER,LIKE THE TIME FROM YEAR TO YEAR, IT GROWS LONGER AND LONGER. WHEN I'M BUSY AND TIME GOES BY,EVERYTHING IS FINE UNTIL EVERYTHING SETTLES DOWN FOR THE DAY,AND THEN MY STOMACH GROWS WEAKER AND WEAKER. MY LIFE IS PASSING AND IM GROWING OLD, AND BEING WITH OUT YOU,IS TO MUCH FOR MY BONES. Copyright ©2008 Tabatha

As I Sit
AS I SIT AND WATCH THE STARS,THEY REMIND ME OF YOUE EYESTHE WAY THEY GLISTEN WHENEVER YOUR AT MY SIDE. AS I SIT AND WATCH THE SUN,IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR SKIN THE WAY IT SPARKLES SO,JUST LIKE THE GOLDEN SANDS. AS I SIT AND WATCH THE RAIN,IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR TEARS WHENVER YOU'RE AWAY FROM ME,LETTING OUT ALL YOUR FEARS. AS I SIT AND WATCH THE WORLD,IT REMINDS ME OF YOUR LOVE, ALWAYS SPINNING ROUND AND ROUND,UNTIL THE DAY SETTLE DOWN. Copyright ©2008 Tabatha

You Are~*~ Written For My Husband~*~
YOU ARE YOU ARE MY JAZZ, MY BLUESMY MELLOW MOODS, YOU'RE THE MUSIC IN MY HEART. YOU ARE THE SMILE UPON MY FACE AND THE THOUGHTS BEHIND THE SMILEYOU ARE THE WHISPERS IN THE NIGHTAS I DREAM OF YOU A WHILE. YOU ARE THE TREMBLES THAT I FEELWHEN WE MAKE LOVE IN MY MINDYOU CAN INTOXICATE ME LIKE THE FINEST WINE. YOU ARE A MAJOR PART OF MY LIFE,THATI PRAY WILL NEVER END.NOT ONLY ARE YOU MY LOVER,HUSBAND,BUT YOU'RE ALSO MY BESTFRIEND. Copyright ©2008 Tabatha

Bestmoviestar Newsletter Aug 2009
Newsletter of August....by Jackeline DaltonAugust is one of my favorite months of the year.The sun shines high and it makes everything more beautiful and tan lol~I love Summer Time!For this August, nothing better than starting with a couple of fresh new outfits.I will be getting some new toys and this makes me sooo excited! I can barely control myself....There will be in August, 6 new girls joining my contest. They are some well known girls on iFriends and I m honor to add them to participate on CELEBRITY OF THE MONTH.Remember to cast your vote and of course stop by their rooms and check out their archives.Have a blast getting to know one of my SEXIEST NEW FRIENDS@ on Interview of the month. She will tell me alllllllllllllllllllll......MIMI702One of my favorite parts of the month is when I achieve a goal. My goal was make 1.000 follows on twitter ... Well I pass that number already! Whoawhooo! If you have a twitter follow me and I will follow you back. With those direct messeges we can

All Around Me
My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing Take my hand I give it to you Now you own me All I am You said you would neve

Living With Uncertainty-gina Lake
We live in a state of uncertainty. We may be certain about some things, but the overall experience in any moment is one of uncertainty—What will happen? Why did that happen? Why is this happening? When will it be over? What will be the result? These questions are our constant companions in life. We are doomed to uncertainty, or so the ego feels. This is not the experience of our Being, or Essence, however, which enjoys the uncertainty of life. It isn’t what asks these questions. These are questions the ego poses and tries to answer to try to gain some sense of control over life, which is essentially uncontrollable, unpredictable, and unknown. Let’s take a look at some of these questions because we tend to think they are valid and valuable, but really, they belong to the ego and its way of thinking, and they are related to its desires and fears. The desire for life to be a certain way and the fear that it won’t be that way drive these questions and every other ac

Boyfriend App.
Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:OTHER:1. Where would we go on dates?2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists?3. Do you drink/smoke??4. Do you like the beach?5. If so...would you go with me late at night?6. Do you like movies?7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie?9. If not what would we be doing?10. Do you play an instrument?11. If so...what?12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright?13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10?14. Favorite body part on a gurl?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself?16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)?17. Would you give me kisses just because?What Would You do if...I cried:I said I liked you:I kissed you:I wanted to have sex with you:I touched your ass:I was hospitalized:I ran away from home:I got in a fight and you were there:I got dumped:I p

Husband 1.o
Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, and then installed undesirable programs such as NBA 5.0, NFL 3.0 and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. Please note that I have tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- DEAR DESPERATE , First, keep in mind that Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Please enter command: ithoughtyoulovedme.html and try to download Tears 6.2 and do not forget to install theGuilt 3.

Connie Darko
I Hate Losing People You Absolutely Love....Today Is A Day That Kills Me!!! Today Is One Of My Best Friends Bday....But I Cant Celebrate It...I Cant Walk Up To Him Or Go Out With Him To His Fav Hang outs...I Cant Do Anything Ever With Him....June 28, 2008 Is The Day That Forever Changed My Life...I Got A Text Saying "I Cant Take This Anymore And Just Wanted To Say Goodbye" Getting This I From Him Wasnt Shocking At First....Cause Ive Gottin Text Like This Ever Since We've Met......But Seeing That He Did answer his phone or text from me was what made it shocking and worse....Hours Later I Got Calls From Alll Of Our Friends Saying Conrad Passed Away................. I know Some People Dont Condon The Idea Of Suicide...I Was One But I Get Why He Did It, And Understand His Deep Loneliness That His Family and some friends Put Him Through.....This Was A Caring Guy That No One Really Respected And Took Serious....And For Those Who Say He Was Weak "FUCK YOU"..... He WAs The Most Strong Will

U.s.s. Abraham Lincoln And The Lighthouse
This is based on an actual radio conversation between a U.S. Navyaircraft carrier (U.S.S. Abraham Lincoln) and Canadian authoritiesoff the coast of Newfoundland in October, 1995. (The radioconversation was released by the Chief of Naval Operations on10/10/95 authorized by the Freedom of Information Act.) Canadians: Please divert your course 15 degrees to the South toavoid collision. Americans: Recommend you divert your course 15 degrees to theNorth to avoid a collision. Canadians: Negative. You will have to divert your course 15degrees to the South to avoid a collision. Americans: This is the Captain of a US Navy ship. I say again,divert YOUR course. Canadians: No, I say again, you divert YOUR course. Americans: THIS IS THE AIRCRAFT CARRIER USS LINCOLN, THE SECONDLARGEST SHIP IN THE UNITED STATES' ATLANTIC FLEET. WE AREACCOMPANIED BY THREE DESTROYERS, THREE CRUISERS AND NUMEROUSSUPPORT VESSELS. I DEMAND THAT YOU CHANGE YOUR COURSE 15 DEGREESNORTH--I SAY AGAIN, THAT'S

Things You Would Never Know Without The Movies:
During all police investigations it will be necessary to visit a strip club at least once. All telephone numbers in America begin with the digits 555. Most dogs are immortal. If being chased through town, you can usually take cover in a passing St. Patrick's Day parade - at any time of the year. All beds have special L-shaped cover sheets which reach up to the armpit level on a woman but only to waist level on the man lying beside her. All grocery shopping bags contain at least one stick of French Bread. It's easy for anyone to land a plane providing there is someone in the control tower to talk you down. Once applied, lipstick will never rub off - even while scuba diving. The ventilation system of any building is the perfect hiding place. No-one will ever think of looking for you in there and you can travel to any other part of the building you want without difficulty. If you need to reload your gun, you will always have more ammunition, even if you haven't been carrying any

You Know You Were Born In The 1980's If...
1. You ever ended your sentence with "psych" 2. You solved Rubics cube.....by peeling off the stickers 3. You watched the Pound Puppies 4... You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" 5. You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish 6. You yearned to be a member of the Babysitters Club and tried to start a club of your own. 7. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls 8. You know that 'Whoa' comes from Joey on "Blossom" 9. Three words: M.C. Hammer. 10. You thought it would be great to have a friend named "Boner" 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" 12. You played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! 13. You Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics 14. You ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 15. You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike 16. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 17. You wore a ponytail to the side of your head 18. You saw the original Teenage Mutan

You Know You're From Pennsylvania When...
The first day of Buck season and the first day of Doe season are school holidays. You own only three spices "salt, pepper and Heinz ketchup." Driving is always better in winter because the potholes are filled with snow. Words like "hoagie," "crick," "chipped ham," and "pop" actually mean something to you. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You constantly refer to Pennsylvania as "PA" (pronounced Pee-ay). How many other states do that? You know that Blue Ball, Intercourse, Climax, Bird-in-Hand, Beaver, Moon, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock are PA towns. Your idea of a traffic jam is ten cars waiting to pass a tractor on the highway. You measure distance in hours. You know several people who have hit deer more than once. You often switch from "Heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend or wife knows how to use them. You can actually eat cold pizza (even for breakfast) and kn

Boyfriend App.
BASICS: Name:Age:Location:Height:Hair (color and style):Eyes:Piercings/tattoos:Phone Number:OTHER: 1. Do you drink/smoke?2. Do you like the rain?4. If so...would you play in it with me?5. Do you like movies?6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night?8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together?9. Would you kiss my neck?10. Do you play any sports?11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother?13. How would you rate your kisses from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on you?15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? 17. Would you give me a kiss just because?18. Would u sleep in the same bed as me? 19. Would u take me home to meet your parents?20. Would u have sex with me?21. If so, whats the soonest into our relationship you'd have it? 22. Would you tell your friends we had sex? 23. Would u let me touch u wherever? 24. How smart are you?25. Do u have a specific body type that u like?26.

Sept Events
You can now vote on which events you would love to see in Bad Habitz. Click Here to vote or submit your suggestions. Upcoming events and birthdays are now posted in the BHR Event Calendar. Sign up and add your birthday!

Grandpa's Drink
Grandpa's Drink There was a family gathering, with all generations around the table. Mischievous teenagers put a Viagra tablet into Grandpa's drink, and after a while, Grandpa excused himself because he had to go to the bathroom. When he returned, however, his trousers are wet all over.'What happened, Grandpa?' he is asked by his concerned children. 'Well,' he answered, 'I don't really know. I had to go to the bathroom. So I took it out and started to pee, but then I saw that it wasn't mine, so I put it back!'

Going To Sea
Well, I managed to serve 24 years in the US Navy without going to sea AT ALL! Now that I have retired from active Naval Service, I'm going to sea on the aircraft carrier USS Harry S. Truman for 11 days! It will be a working trip too! No sitting back with wide eyes being a tourist, nope, I'll be on the flight deck helping the jets take off and land! I've done this once before for my current employer, but that was for only 4 days. This trip will be for 11 days! I'm looking forward to it.

What Do I Do?
Where do I go, What do I do?Stick with stability,Or try something new?How do I stay,When I just want to leave.My mind is in turmoil,My heart's on my sleeve.I stop these thoughts,Running through my head.I'm not the same person,No matter what get's said.Always I will love you,But I don't know if I can stay,What do I do?Make it all go away

Moonlit Love
Come take a walk with me,Along the moonlit sand.No words need be spoken,Joined together hand in hand.The full moon is rising,The waves crashing around.The sound of the ocean soothing,Only our footprints left on the ground.I study you in the moonlight,Your face etched in my mind.Your hair tumbles over your forehead,How are you so beautiful and kind.I know that luck is with me,When I look into your eyes.All I see is perfection,From the sand you begin to rise.So on this moonlit beach,My heart begins to race.As you kiss my lips,A single tear rolls down my face.

A Little Louisiana History Lesson
In case you didn't know…….. A Little Louisiana history lesson If Hurricane Katrina causing the levees to break in New Orleans is the only thing you know about Louisiana , here are a few more interesting facts about the Bayou State :* Louisiana

Where Do I Go From Here?
What to do with my life,Where do I go from here?Which path will I take?The answers are so unclear.My life is leading me nowhere,I'm in a neverending rut.Stuck in this trap I dug,Searing pain deep in my gut.My body an empty shell,My mind no longer my own.Unable to make decisions,I can't even answer the phone.So where do I go from here?How do I get out of this place?Start thinking for myself,And put a smile back onto my face.

Walking Down The Beach
Your touch leaves me yearning,for things out of reach.I Have dark thoughts entering my head,as I walk quietly down the beach.I think of your sweet kisses,and whats not meant to be.Maybe another lifetime,would have been for you and me.I'm sorry I made you uncomfortable,With the words I had to say.I just wanted you to know I love you,But time was slipping away.So I'm walking down the beach,with only you on my mind.Maybe as I dream tonite,Our lifetime I will find.

Brittle Time
Winter is upon me, because you're gone The dark cold days are here, because you left me The bright, beautiful riches have frozen and died, because you broke me heart When will the sun come out so i can smile again? When will the snow melt do i can laugh again? When will the warm heat bring back to life the now dead frozen earth so i can learn to love again?

Truthful
Tell my what lies in your heart,And I'll tell you what lies in mine.If we're always honest to eachother,Then we will be just fine.I don't want us to be dishonest,Never cheat or lie.For if we're not completely truthful,Then my heart will wither and die.You know I'll always love you,From the bottom of my heart.But if you ever cheat on me,Then surely we will part.So heed these words I tell you,Listen to what I say.Never leave me in the dark,And tomorrow dawns a bright new day.

The Rain Falls Down Quietly
The rain falls down quietly...Soothing and calming my restless spirit...Releasing the pent up energy....Driving away the madness...Til all that's left is silence.Trembling in anticipation...Wound up with eagerness....Desperate for any kind of release...Driven mad with depression...And the rain comes down.Lightning and thunder strike...The rain begins to pour....My blood no longer boiling....My thoughts no longer racing...Finally I am at ease.The clouds drive away my sadness...As easily as they take away the sun....Sounds from the sky bring me happiness...Soon my soul will be set free...The rain falls down quietly.

The Black Bra
I had lunch with 2 of my unmarried friends.One is engaged, one is a mistress, and I have beenmarried for 20+ years.We were chatting about our relationships and decided toamaze our men by greeting them at the doorwearing a black bra, stiletto heels and amask over our eyes.We agreed to meet in a few days to exchange notes.Here's how it all went.My engaged friend:The other night when my boyfriend came over hefound me with a black leather bodice, tall stilettos and a maskHe saw me and said, 'You are the woman of my dreams.I love you.' Then we made passionate love all night long.The mistress:Me too! The other night I met my lover at his office and I waswearing a raincoat, under it only the black bra, heels and mask overmy eyes.When I opened the raincoat he didn't say a word,but he started to tremble and had his way with me.Then I had to share my story:When my husband came home I was wearing the black bra,black stockings, stilettos and a mask over my eyes.When he came in the door and saw me,

Stick Together
Stormy clouds are brewing,There's bad weather on the way.Just like our emotions,Making things harder to say.For every two steps forward,We have to take one back.No road is ever paved with gold,Peace of mind is what we lack.Of course there's always bad times,But also there is good.But if we stick together,Accomplish anything yes we would.Since the beggining of time,People have always fought.Still they toughed it out,Eachothers love is what they sought.So everything is alright,I know that we'll be fine.As long as we remain true,your love will always be mine.

Speaking Out
How do I tell you what I'm feeling,When I'm to nervous to say your name.I want to tell you what's in my heart,But it always end up so lame.I want to shout to the world,How much in love with you I am.The words just can't quite come out,I feel like such a ham.I feel like I'm flying like an eagle,Over the bountiful sea.But when I try to tell you how I feel,I come crashing to my knees.Basically I've lost all hope,Of ever telling you how I feel.I'll just stay locked up in my box,Until I've finally learned how to deal.

Say Goodbye
How am I supposed to leave,While there's no way to stay.How can I keep you near to me,Without pushing you away.I love you dearly with all my heart,I don't want you to leave my side,But I can no longer keep you close to me,I have to run and hide.If I decide to stand by you,Then I'll never be able to part.I can't stick around and take the chance,Of you breaking my fragile heart.So I'm sorry to have to tell you,I'm going to have to say goodbye.I really don't want to cause any pain,And to you I don't ever want to lie.

Well Said Grandma!!!....
Lulu was a prostitute. One day there was a raid. All the prostituteswere lined up outside the police station as they took them in one byone.As Lulu stood in line, she saw her Grandma coming down the street andwas so ashamed. Grandma didn't know her occupation.Grandma stopped to say hi, and asked what the line was for.Lulu, saving face, said that the police were giving away fresh Orangesto those waiting..Grandma said wonderful, she loved oranges and got at the end of theline.When the policeman got to the end and saw her, he was amazed.He said "How the heck do you do this at your age?"She said "I just take out my teeth, rip the skin back and suck' em dry!"The policeman fainted.

Safe And Sound
Walking through the mist hand in hand,Enveloped in his strong arms.Leaving footprints in the sand,He makes sure there'll be no harm. Lying by the fireside cozy and warm,He comforts me in my times of need.He keeps me safe and secure,My heart I'll let him lead. Whenever we are together,I never want to part.When he looks deep into my eyes,I see the love in his heart. Our love springs eternal,And our souls are as one.When our lips come together,

Hide With Me
Come and hide with me,Let's run away.To another place and time,To a nice and sunny day.Chase away the clouds,Let us change our fate.Stop the rain from falling,No longer having to wait.Our lips come together,The sun starts to shine.My heart feels warm and light,I know you are finally mine.The lights begin to dim,The sun drifts away.my eyes slowly open,It's the start of a brand new day.I nestle under the covers,And my eyes begin to close.A smile lights my face,Once again I start to doze.

Emotions
I'm tired of all the hiding,the pain bottled inside.just wanting someone to love me,in no one i can confide.locked deep inside me,where no one else can see.a deep rooted pain keeps growing.why cant it just leave me be?i hunger for a mans touch,the feel of a warm embrace.but i can't let the feeling show,shame written across my face.i'm scared of all these people,my family and my friends.my panic keeps on growing,i just want it all to end.why can't i just let them out,show everyone what i feel.what exacly is wrong with me,surrounding my emotions a never-breaking seal.

I Need Your Help! Please!
Hey I'm in this contest called Naughty Nightie contest. And I really need your help! Go to my #2 friend called the Candy Shop & send them a friend request & go and vote on my photo in the contest! Please help a sweet girl out. If I win One album that has been only open to family on here will be opened. BUT I need your help!!!! Please just vote on my picture in the contest! If u need any help finding your way there shout box me! plz! If I win I win a happy hour and please I want to win something for once! Thanks all I love u!

Need
Yearning, longing, hoping,Close together yet miles apart.Wanting to be together,But it's not meant to be.Needing to touch,Feel and taste one another.It's like a hypnotic drug,Once is not enough.I need more,But the price is too high.It's just not meant to be.So I will just keep dreaming,And wishing,And hoping.

Friends
Friends are supposed to be forever,Never leaving your side.If something they don't like happens,Don't run away and hide.Stick to your side like glue,Through thick and thin.The bond you share together,Sometimes stronger than that of kin.So when they're not around,It makes me want to cry.I feel I've done something wrong,But not once did I ever lie.Madness gets you nowhere,So if you're lying spit it out.Speak the words truthfully,And I will believe you without a doubt.True friends are hard to find,I will always have your back.But please always be honest,And don't treat me like some kind of quack.

Failure
I failed with my family,I failed with my friends.When it comes right down to it,I failed to the end.Everywhere I go,Everyone pokes fun.Because I'm non-conforming,I think I'm finally done.Tired of the jokes,Tired of the lies.Everyone's so two-faced,Piece by piece my sanity dies.If there's something to be said,Then say it to my face.Not behind my back,What makes me a unique case?If you don't like my teeth,My personality or my weight.Don't talk when I'm not around,Just tell me what you hate.

My Love, My Life, My Everything
Our love springs eternal,Warm as an open flame.When we're in eachothers arms,My heart only he can claim. The time we spent together,Is forever on my mind.I've never been in love like this,A man like him I'll never find. We love eachother completely,He'll always have my heart.Whenever he comes near to me,I never want to part. Now heed these words I tell you,If you find true love hold on.Don't let go for anything,Don't treat him like a pawn.

Grieving
Adrift in a sea of pain,Lost in time,No longer moving forward,Unable to move back.No one to turn to,No one to love me,Pushing myself to the limits,Nowhere left to hide,Tears welling up,Depression kicking in,Everything piling up,Threatening to topple over,Needing some kind of release,The anger is building,The sadness growing,Until all that's left is an empty shell.How do I brush the cobwebs,That have become my life?How do i stop thoughts of death,From taking over my mind?

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

Why I Will Be Mia
There are a few reasons why I will be missing pretty soon here. (and yes I am waiting until I gift that HH, as I always keep my word) First of all the crazy bitch that is my sister has gone COMPLETELY off her rocker. To the point she spit on me and broke my necklace (that I can not replace because it was sent from Bahrain). Now yes, after she spit on me, I wiped her spit up and I slapped her with it. I also came about 3 inches from putting her head into my knee. Later, she decided to slam my laptop on the floor, breaking it. Oh then she hit me with a broom. After that, I picked her up, put her in her room, and told her she pulled this shit again and I would beat her like a man. I know I am a LOT stronger than she is, both physically and mentally, and I know where to stop. But I will not live in an environment that is violent, and I will send her ass to jail, and make calls to CPS to keep her son away from this shit. I trained horses for 10 years, and I kick boxed. She knows full

~ice Dragon~
I sit here and wonder whats wrong with me? Wishing to become an ~Ice Dragon~ but not sure how. Protecting others is what I do and yet, I'm not able to find a way to protect myself and my ♥. A gift is what love is with all the magic in the world. But there is too much pain that comes with it and too many risks as well. Babysteps is all I can do when and if the time ever comes. Closing myself off to the possibilities of what may be is not an option of that I am sure!!

Venting... Don't Mind This
yesterday i hung out with some friends, little did I know that i was like gonna be the 7th wheel. well there was 6 people. All couples! lol It didn't bother me till i got home. I start to think, its the little things I miss. the phone calls, the text messages, emails.... Maybe, its me. or maybe it not me. maybe i need to stop being a little brat. hahahahha sigh... its just like that A Perfect Circle song... 3 libras! perfect example of what i'm talking about!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EnYPimATnUo

31-60
31. I space out at work when my bosses are talking to me... all the time. 32. I quote movies. 33. I now have five tattos and one of them doesn't have a star in it! 34. I have had less sexual partners than you think... 35. I am a tease... a horrible tease. 36. I talk alot of game but i am really shy when put on the spot. 37. I have never had a driver's license. 38. I don't like bridges! 39. I will eat anything cherry flavored... 40. I don't like to perform fellacio 41. I smoke cigarettes. 42. i don't do any drugs... and haven't for awhile 43. I talk about myself in third person from time to time. 44. I am proud of the fact that i do NOT have a southern accent! 45. I have a happy dance. 46. I have an awesome relationship with my mother. 47. I have been diagnosed with OCD and narcissitic personality disorder. 48. My dad died when i was 18. 49. I will not ask a guy to help me... i don't like chivalry. 50. I have a certain weakness to military men... 51. I am an attentio

Cash For Clunkers
Its rated as this great program, helps dealerships, who contribute a lot of money locally,via advertising and supporting little league teams and all that. but, that $4500 you get? That's your money. Its coming out of your taxes. Its like taking $4500 off your credit card, and giving it to the dealer. no other industry get this...and it sure didn't come about when dealers were going under. Only after the number of dealers were culled, so they can't compete with the other dealer down the road. who's real benefit is this program for?

Planning Ahead
Back in the VCR days, I realized, if there was a TV program I liked, I could, you know, actually tape it if it was running live while there was some event going on outside at that exact same time I wanted to go catch. Then I could go to that event (a concert, movie at the college, whatever), come home, and watch that taped TV show whenever there was a time when nothing good was on TV. Apparently, I was the only one to figure this out. Now entire TV seasons are on DVD, so you can watch a series you've heard good reviews on, all at once, rather than wait for a marathon run some weekend when the weather is nice. So, anyone else figured out how to keep life simple thru simple planning?

Bringing The "bio" War Home
The 2001 anthrax attacks underscore the dangers posed to our health and safety by the Bioweapons-Industrial Complex.The killer(s) employed a military-grade version of the deadly pathogen, a four-mutation blend of anthrax prepared at the government's test site at the remote Dugway Proving Ground in Utah. Based on available evidence it's a near certainty that the weapon came from stockpiles at the U.S. Army Medical Research Institute of Infectious Diseases (USAMRIID) in Ft. Detrick, Maryland.Before the dust cleared prominent opposition politicians had been attacked, five people were murdered, 10,000 more were exposed and representative government ground to a halt as panic set in.According to multiple media reports, federal investigators concluded that the anthrax spores in the letters addressed to former Senate leader Tom Daschle (D-SD) and Senate Judiciary Chairman Patrick Leahy (D-VT) could only have been produced in a state-run lab. The weaponized version of the pathogen contained as

Only 15 Hours Left!!!!! Help Me!
I'm in a contest, not on here, and I need votes! I need to be in the top five entrants to have a shot at winning the grand prize. Click the link below and click the vote button! It takes two seconds. You don't even have to register! (feel free to leave a comment or two as well!) Thank you so very very very much! http://www.brickfish.com/Pages/PhotosAlbums/PhotoView.aspx?picid=923025_41805996&profilename=fashion&groupname=CetaphilSkin&tab=submit&jspost=1&cid=4565903&scid=455&new=1&isep=1&pbapi=-1&pbvi=89394161&=FBPOST_TWITTERPOST¬pbb=true

Digging Up Dad
THETFORD, Vt. -- A Vershire man has been accused of digging up his father's remains and bringing them home with him because he missed his late father. Dominik A. Bailey Jr., 43, has been charged with felony removal of human remains after allegedly digging up the cremated man's remains from a Vershire graveyard. Thetford police said they received a call from Bailey's mother on Friday telling authorities that she believed her son had gone and dug up her husband's cremated remains, taking the remains and the headstone home with him. The mother said she was going to check the grave site and later told police all she saw at the site was a hole in the ground. According to court papers, Bailey phoned his aunt in Connecticut admitting he took the remains home. The aunt said Bailey had talked about taking his father's remains home for months, but said she did not believe he would actually do it. The aunt also told police Bailey has made several threats to shoot relatives. The au

Two Questions
Life really boils down to 2 questions...1. Should I get a dog....? OR... 2. Should I have children? No matter what situations life throws at you.... No matter how long and treacherous your journey may seem...Remember ~~ there is a light at the end of the tunnel. You're laughing aren't you? That's good ~~ my job here is done! Have a great day

A Burglar
A burglar broke into a Christian Family 's home one night. He shined his flashlight around, looking for valuables when he heard a strange voice echoing from the dark saying, "Jesus is watching you." He nearly jumped out of his skin, clicked his flashlight off, and froze. After awhile when he heard Nothing more, he shook his head and continued. Just as he pulled the stereo out so he could disconnect the wires, clear as a bell he heard, "Jesus is watching you." Freaked out, he shined his light around frantically, looking for the source of the voice and finally, in the corner of the room, his flashlight beam came to rest on a parrot. "Did you sa

Sometimes You Just Need To Be With The Person Who Makes You Smile Even If It Means Waiting
Over a year ago Lee and I met each other here,he fell head over heels for me (smiles) but I,at the time,thought he was rushing things a little fast...he backed off after awhile thinking all I wanted was friendship,and later on got himself involved with someone else. We still talked up to the point where they started their life together,I realized too late that I had forgotten to tell him I loved him and he just turned and walked away...We quit talking to each other over the phone because he really wanted to give this new relationship a fair shot,after a couple of months with this other person he realized things would never work out...5 months later it had evaporated....One day he made a new account and came to my page to find me,I just happened to be running late for work and saw him here and thought I was dreaming (I had left all my reminders of him and us here during this time because I KNEW in my heart he was and is my SoulMate)He had left a PM wanting to know if I would be st

Pictures
As many of you now i have been seeing the most wonderful man I have ever Known and you all know I am very much in love with him. So i have decided to delete my NSFW's. one i really don't need to catch me a man i have one. So in place of the NSFW's i have decided to but some sexy pictures instead showing bare minimum like cleavage and some bra. I will let you know i am a flirt so please don't think thats a sign of actual getting any, its just play for me. I'm here now to just meet and make friends

Ony 2 Days Left I Still Need You~
only 2 days left to vote for me---- thanks to all my friends i have pulled from being over 75 votes behind to leading the contest-- i still need you to keep voting since haters wanted to keep me from winning and did what they could do to stop me I am so proud and blessed to have the friends I have that have stood by me and gotten others to vote! Here is the contest link: http://fubar.com/images.php?u=3175330&albumid=1790553 Please go rate all 3 pics and leave at least one comment if you dont mind!! If you send people tell them to put that you sent them in the comment section and i will give you a appreciation gift :) thank you all again and have a super day!! MC

To The Moon & Back
ITS FUNNY , THE WAY LIFE CAN MAKE A TOTAL TURN ABOUT, *gigglez*, ........ I HAVE MET THE MOST AWESOMELY INCREDIBLY AMAZING MAN EVER.....& AND AM LUCKY ENOUGH TO BECOME HIS FU-WIFE.... I WOULD LOVE FOR ALL MY FU-FAMILY & FRIENDS TO JOIN US AS WE TIE THE FU-KNOT...

Broken
This poem was written May 22nd 2009 in rememberance of my grandfather who died May 2nd. Since I can't move it, this is just a repost from my Life blog. Enjoy. Broken I feel like I'm in a million placesScattered across the windNothing to sayWith no where to goMy mind vanishes with all the facesAs the poison caresses my breathAs another day closer to cancerWithers away to dieTears unlike the falling rainThis well has run dry. As the sky falls down around meI lull myself to sleep,With a false sense of securityThese years have devoured me.While I lay here in slumberThe days increase with numbersWill I ever wake up to this lifeThat has forsaken me,Trapped me in this nightmare,And cut me like a knife? Until then I will lay here brokenShattered into a million piecesScattered over a million placesLeft to wither away and dieUntil he lifts me upAnd tells me the reasons why.

An Open Letter To President Obama
AN OPEN LETTER TO PRESIDENT OBAMA Dear President Obama: You are the thirteenth President under whom I have lived and unlike any of the others, you truly scare me. You scare me because after months of exposure, I know nothing about you. You scare me because I do not know how you paid for your expensive Ivy League education and your upscale lifestyle and housing with no visible signs of support. You scare me because you did not spend the formative years of youth growing up in America and culturally you are not an American. You scare me because you have never run a company or met a payroll. You scare me because you have never had military experience, thus don't understand it at its core. You scare me because you lack humility and 'class', always blaming others. You scare me because for over half your life you have aligned yourself with radical extremists who hate America and you refuse to publicly denounce these radicals who wish to see America fail. You scare me because you are

Memory Loss
I have severe memory loss that is coming back in little pieces that I have to put together to make sense of it all. It is difficult at times to understand and I often need the help of my family to fully comprehend. I had an overload in the middle of the night last night and I am unsure if they are reality or if they are dreams coming back to me. I asked my mom and she said that they are real and I freaked out because I can't remember them ever happening. It is hard to explain to people that have never experienced this before, but it is almost like you are walking around in someone else's body, not sure who you are or where you have been. You get these flashbacks that last a few seconds and maybe even a minute, but that is it. Has anyone else experienced anything like this? I do have other medical issues that I do not want to get into, but I am on a lot of medications and have been for quite some time. The memory loss has been happening since before I began the meds, but has gotten w

My Hair..
I'm having an issue with my hair. I know that this week I'm going to get it cut and I want something done. I just don't know if I should go with... 1. Touch-up on my highlights 2. Dyed a different color, if that, what color 3. Dye it back to natural, medium brown. 4. put in some odd color highlights. Help a girl out, would ya?

Jet Lag: It's Not A Rumor
My flight from Melbourne (home of the fake) departed at 10:15 AM Saturday morning and landed in LAX at 7:30 AM...Saturday morning. You remember that day that disappeared Wednesday? I got it back. I heard about jet lag and I thought I would take preventative measures to avoid it or lessen its impact. I knew that if I stayed up all night before, I’d be completely wasted by flight time and I didn’t feel like being punchy going through security with the possibility of getting hassled. Instead, I went to bed at 4 AM the day of the flight. I had to be up at 6. I figured giving myself two hours of sleep would allow me to conk out on the flight and start adjusting to the change in time zones. When I woke up I was not happy but I promised myself sleep on the flight and a smooth transition. At the airport, I had errands to run and was told I had to go through two security checkouts if I wanted to drop my rental phone off first. To avoid that, I went to check in and was p

Family
Right so today is the first monday in august and time to clean up all manner of things - such as my house (though thats getting done for me)the main thing I gotta do is clean up my Fubar and love life so today is as good a day as any to do that - If you are in my family on here you might not have much to worry about cos I class my Fu family as good friends - although we may not communicate on a regular basis thats not the point -family members - remember this - Im a hard hearted bish so you must have done something good for me to be in my family - I will leave that to your imagination as to what you think you have done :) However at the moment I defo dont class feeling the love from some family members as one word answers or total ignorance - I make an attempt to communicate and if the best you can do is one word - well you really aint worth my time or effort so you might end up removed from my family - but like you would give a damn - after all you will probably think that a

Growing My Hair Again
I've decided I probably have one last shot at growing my hair long before I start to lose it, so I'm dedicating myself over the next year to getting it back so it looks like my work's id card (above). Wish me luck.

"how I Spent My Weekend", Or "i Can't Decide If God Loves Me Or Hates Me".
Some of you are already aware that I was in a major car accident on Saturday. If you aren't, then sorry for the abrupt news. If you are, then here are more details.No other vehicle was involved. Both hands were on the wheel. Both eyes were on the road. The weather was fine, the traffic was light, and I was going the speed limit. I turned on my blinker to switch from the fast lane to the center lane, and the car must have hit some oil on the road or something, because the back end fishtailed and I couldn't get the car back under control. I went head-on into the wall. Thank God I didn't go over it. This was on a monstrous overpass, and if I'd gone over the wall...it's about 500 feet straight down into a Marathon refinery.The lap belt, shoulder harness and airbag saved my life. I got out of the car on my own because I thought it was going to explode. I only lost consciousness for a moment. There were three guys from the Border Patrol behind me that saw it happen, called 911, put their own

Contagious - Trapt
I was sick of restrictions sick of the boundaries about to close the doorSuch a lack of conviction no real connection what should I settle forBut you caught my attention you built on the tension and you left me wanting moreNow I don't know what to do with myself do with myself I don't want nobody else[bridge]I let you in I let you in and you infected meCan't get enough of you Can't get enough of youI breathed you in I breathed you in and now I'm in too deepDon't think I'm pulling throughDon't think I'm pulling throughCan't get enough of youCan't get enough of you[chorus]You're so contagious Running through my veinsyou're so contagious Hangin onto every wordYou're so contagious And I can't get awayYou're so contagious and now I know for sure there is no cureI saw your intentions i gave you permission Go ahead and start the warI was out of addictions by my own admission oh I've been keeping scorebut you made an exception you taught me a lesson Who cares where I've been beforeYou would ne

25 People To Join To Level Past 28!!!!! Urgent!!! Pass It Around!!!
Just in folks... A Fu~Friend of mine had just brought something to my attention in requards to Fubar!She had just informed me that you must have 25 people join fubar inorder to level up past 28.I personally think this is unfair especially if you have invited people time and time again only to not have them join this site. There has got to be another way for people to level up past 28 with out haven to freak out and worry bout whether or not you will have had 25 people join inorder to level up!!A: do you think it is unfair of Fubar to have this rule in effect?B: or do you think fubar is being fair bout haven only 25 people join inorder to level up?If you would like this to change leave a comment saying you want this rule to change and why you feel this way and i will try to send a copy of this to jesus in hopes of getting this rule changed.Yay 0% (0 votes) Nay 0% (0 votes)

My Broken Heart
My Broken Heart My heart bitter and coldFull of life, but feels so oldTime has went by so slowMy heart is one only God knowsI need stability in my lifeNo more trouble no more strifeMy heart has been through a tough fightHappiness, laughter and joy is for what i striveSurely I've made mistakes in the pastWhat i would not give for a relationship to lastNo more secrets, lies or decietMy heart is all you need to defeatI will give you timeFor this you will needTo get to my heartIf you so please BY: LadyBre, my best friend :) 4-1-2009

Mfkn Family!
Ok So please take a minute to read about the MFKN family :) The MFKN Family is all loyal friends to one another that look to one another as family on this website . This was unplanned Family but we realized what great friends we truly do have. Me and cruser started this out together and realized how many people wanted to be apart of it so it became one giant ass family hell muddah fuckin yeah. So If this sounds interesting to you or what you're about Please take a min to inform me and cruser and we'd love to have you aboard. We bomb ALOT and we like to bomb all the MFKN family members. Now as far as requirments go lmao we have none ...i know I know right one thing we do ask is all family members Fan Add and Profile rate one another AND a must is no DRAMA this is all about being here for one another and ADD MFKN to front of your name. You got drama bring it to me ill wet the flame :) Everyone listed below Is apart of the MFKN family =D P.S. lolz If you need to know what MFKN means

So...
I partied with these guys tonight BOOYA! They are JUST as good live as in the vid! Awesome show! Another GREAT band to listen to if you can find their music is WISHBONE. They also have a Myspace. The lead is my best friends brother :D Had LOTS of fun tonight!

Cold Fire
It was long after midnightWhen we got to unconditional loveShe said, 'Sure, my heart is boundlessBut don't push my limits too far'I said, 'If love was so transcendentI don't understand these boundaries'She said, 'Just don't disappoint meYou know how complex women are'I'll be aroundIf you don't let me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don't let me downIt was just before sunriseWhen we started on traditional rolesShe said, 'Sure, I'll be your partnerBut don't make too many demands'I said, 'If love has these conditionsI don't understand those songs you love'She said, 'This is not a love songThis isn't fantasyland'Don't go too farA phosphorescent wave on a tropical sea is a cold fireDon't cross the lineThe pattern of moonlight on the bedroom floor is a cold fireDon't let me downThe flame at the heart of a pawnbroker's diamond is a cold fireDon't break the spellThe look in your eyes as you head for the door is a cold fireI'll be aroundIf you don't push me down too farI'll be aroundIf you don

Thinking Out Loud
holy shit what the hell happened?? friday things were great... i come back and shit's everywhere!!! i think i know why i'm so damn reclusive... cause i'm sick of putting myself out there for ppl and getting nothing in return... maybe i have a bad picker or i did pick a good friend just too scared to have a backbone.. but for once it would be nice if someone proved me wrong... for once i would like to have ppl in my life that i can truly care about and not have the fear of attachment only for them to leave... then again like i said maybe it's me.... eh well... hopefully when i wake up later it will be a better day... i know it won't be better but i can hope that something goes right... good bye to my friend i hope he stops beating the shit out of you, goodbye to my baby sitters 1) i hope that you don't do what you told me you would on friday and i have the same hopes for your brother 2) i will pray that your mother finally listens to you all before something terrible happens 3) in my d

Lies
u the only one i ever game my heart and u rip it in to like it was nothing my heart my soul are crying and i feel the pain like never befor why what did i ever do to u but love u and do whatever u wanted me to do.u said that its a site it means nothing so why lie to me when i ask. i love u in real life u say u love me in real life yet i see the lie u told me hurts more then what i say in there. oh god i want to die the pain so bad the tears found there way out of my eyes. oh god why would this be happen plz just take me away i cant stand this pain i must be the best loser there is cauz even with the pain i still love u and want to be with u oh let this be a nightmare and when i wake u still love me and this was all a dream u are my life my soul my everything oh god plz dont let this be the end let be just a missunderstanding and its not true for it is i nolonger want to live with u i have nothing.so i plz let this pain end one way enouther give the peace one way or orther

&hearts Do You Want A Personal Salute By Me??? ♥
I am saving for spotlight so i came up with an idea...people are always asking me for salutes but none really seem to help me get fubucks for the spotlight so I decided to sell salutes. 1. Normal sfw salutes 250k 2. Bra salutes 500k 3. Topless salute wearing nothing but my hands and a smile :) will cost 1 million ♥ In closing IF you wish to have a salute made please private message me with what you would like and when i receive the fubucks I will make them upon payment. ♥ Thank You to all those that have helped me thus far! I look forward to doing business and making new friends Please help me reach my goal..

Dui At Its Best!!!
Now here's a hard core drinker and one tough Dodge truck. The driver hit and sheared off the light post, and then kept driving about 2 miles to a bar, where he stopped for more beer! How impaired do you have to be to NOT notice that you are carrying a stop light? (I wonder if the light was green?) The truck was towed about 2.5 miles to the towing yard, with the light still pinched between the two tow hooks and the bumper bent around it It took several good hard pulls with a backhoe to get the pole free. Now that's what you call drunk driving!

Lives Eclipsed
I am stuck in a place in between reality and dreams.I cannot seem to find a middle ground in which to lay roots. Is there such a thing as to be lost completely too either realm?I have pondered so much of this as I have sat on that imaginary fence of the two.I can see the lives in which I live on either side and I wonder if the two could ever co-mingle with each other.I have been where I thought I wanted to be in each instant and yet both have left me with my heart in pieces and bleeding upon the floor.I see a life filled with such a love that eternity itself could not tarnish and a love forbidden from the beginning and yet it draws me in as though to show me that it can be a magical thing.I close my eyes and imagine what it would be if my life could have just been eclipsed by yours.If I could just wake up one morning and things would have all just fallen in place the way they should have been. We should have never had to go through any of the tragedies that we have had to endure or tha

Not A 'pick-and-choose' Gospel
When a member of the LDS Church moves, records are transferred and they are to attend a specific congregation based on their new address. At their new ward, with minor variations, the lessons taught in their Sunday School will reinforce the same gospel principles as the lesson taught in Indonesia, in Argentina and in Utah. The worshiper will find a bishopric on the stand, a common hymnbook, an identical sacrament prayer and a similar meeting format with priesthood, Young Women, Sunday School, Relief Society and Primary organizations. Ecclesiastical leaders and priesthood holders will strive to see that what is taught is in concord with church doctrine. In most of the Christian world this is not the model followed. The predominant practice among those outside the LDS faith is for the individual to visit various congregations and pick one with which their beliefs, ideas and religious views accord. An individual might attend several religious services before she finds a clergyman whose te

An Empty House
I OPEN THE DOOR TO AN EMPTY HOUSE FULL OF ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN SAID, ALL THE THINGS THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN DONE, AND FULL OF A LONLINESS THAT HOLDS ME WITHIN THE WALLS. I HAVE ADDED THINGS HERE AND THERE TO MAKE IT FEEL MORE OF HOME AND YET THE EMPTINESS OF WHAT IS NOT FILLS IT TO THE CEILING. WHILE I LIE AWAKE IN A BED FULL OF SHEETS AND PILLOWS STAINED WITH TEARS I STARE AT THE CEILING AND REMEMBER THE DAY THAT THIS HOME BECAME NOTHING MORE THAN A SHELL OF WOOD, BRICK, AND NAILS. WHAT AM I DOING? WHY DO I FEEL STUCK HERE? THERE IS NOTHING MORE LEFT TO SALVAGE BETWEEN THESE WALLS AND YET I FEEL COMPELLED TO STAY COMPELLED TO NOT WALK AWAY. EMOTIONAL AND PHYSICAL TIES TO NOTHING ANYMORE; WITHIN THE WALLS THERE IS ANGER, HATRED, AND A SCREAMING VOICE. I HAVE LOCKED THE DOORS BEHIND ME AND I KEEP SCREAMING FOR THE WALLS TO TAKE ME AWAY; TAKE THE PAIN, ANGER, AND HATRED FROM ME SO THAT MAYBE I CAN LIVE AGAIN.I HEAR THE VOICES ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DOORS, THE BANGING FOR

Hold My Hand
I AM FALLING TO PIECES, MY MIND IS LOST IN THIS THOUGHT AND IT'S EATING ME ALIVE FROM THE INSIDE OUT. I CAN'T GET BACK TO WHERE I KNOW I NEED TO BE. I AM A LOST SOUL LOOKING FOR THE LIGHT THAT WILL LEAD ME TO THE REALITY THAT IS BEFORE ME. YOU TAKE MY HAND IF ONLY FOR THE MOMENT TO LEAD ME TO THE LIFE I LIVE. YET I WANT TO STAND THERE HOLDING YOUR HAND; NEVER TO LET GO OF THE MOMENT IN WHICH I FEEL YOU ARE MINE. A GLANCE, A WHISPER, AND THEN YOUR GONE AND I STAND RIGHT OUTSIDE THE LIFE THAT IS MY OWN. CURLED INTO A BALL, LYING ON THE GROUND THE TEARS FLOW FREELY NOW. I CAN HEAR YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD SAYING, "DON'T GIVE INTO THE DEPRESSION WHICH LOOKS TO CONSUME YOU. YOU MY LOVE CAN BE BETTER THAN THAT." IT IS WORDS I KNOW ARE TRUE AND YET I FIND MYSELF STILL FEELING LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF AN INVISIBLE LINE BETWEEN REALITY AND MY DREAMS. THE REALITY IS LONELY AND MY DREAMS ARE SO FAR FETCHED THAT I AM LOSING MY MIND BETWEEN THE TWO. I AM SCARED FOR FEAR IF I GIVE UP THE DREAMS TO THE REA

The Opportunity Is Endless
YOUVE HURT A MANY SOULS ALONG THE ROAD TO TODAY.YOUVE BURNT A LOT OF BRIDGES WHILE WALKING ALONE.YOUVE YET MANAGED TO STAND BESIDE ME THROUGH IT ALL.YOUVE BEEN WHAT A FRIEND SHOULD BE WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST.YOUVE BROKEN A MANY DREAMS OF WHO WE THOUGHT YOUD BE.YOUVE KNOWN THAT THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE HAVE HURT MANY AROUND YOU.YOUVE BEEN A LOST SOUL IN THIS CHAOTIC WORLD AROUND YOU FOR FAR TOO LONG.WILL YOU FIND YOURSELF ALONG THE WAY?SO THAT YOU MIGHT SEE THAT THE THINGS THAT YOUVE ALWAYS SEARCHED FOR HAVE BEEN RIGHT BEFORE YOU.A FRIENDSHIP THAT HAS JUMPED ALL OBSTACLES PLACED BEFORE IT.A LOVE THAT HAS WITHSTOOD THE ENDS OF THE EARTH, AND YOUVE YET TO REALIZE IT.WHEN WILL YOU STOP WANDERING LONG ENOUGH TO SEE? THAT THE THINGS I TELL YOU ARE FOR YOU TO SEE HAPPINESS IS RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES.GIVE UP THE MISCONCEPTIONS OF THE HAPPINESS FOR THE MOMENT, AND FIND THAT TRUE HAPPINESS IS ONLY A MOMENT AWAY.YOUVE GOT TO TAKE THE RISK IF YOU TRULY WANT SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, BUT THE ISSUE I

Does Anyone Know This Futard?
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

Cumbersome
I awake to the sounds of gun shots, children screaming and the moans of people from the next room as they breath out thier last breaths. I walk out into the hall and see blood down the sides of the walls. I walk out into the streets and all I can see and hear are explotions and gunshots smuthered in the screams. I walk down the road to the watching bullets hit the walls where my shadow cast. I stop in the middle of the streets and look around then stare into the heavens. I smile as the people behinde me scatter. A soft eary silance falls across this once great land of God, but he is not here. There is no God to protect us anymore. There is no salvation, no peace, no tranquility and no redemption. This is not the garden of eden, nor is it shagrila. This is a forsaken world bent on distruction and chaos. This is hell. I lower my head and look at the people behinde me and smile. As I turn my head to see thebullet enter my body i awake in my room to the sounds of my nieghbors in the next r

Box Of Friendship
Into a box of friendship To insure that it is strong First a layer of respect On the bottom does belong. Then to the sides attach, In the corners where they meet, Several anchors full of trust, Devoid of all deceit. The height of friendship can be measured By the sides of four, So make them all a larger cut, And the box will hold much more. Now fill it up with courtesy, Honor and esteem, Understanding, sympathy, And passion for a dream. Add to that your honesty, Emotions joy and love, And since they’re so important, Place them up above But leave the box wide open So all can see inside, To learn what makes a friendship work From the box you built with pride.

Reflection
I stare at long hair brown eyes.The reflection lying to me telling me tales of beautyI said to him “Cruelty tells me otherwise” The reflection only smiled her eyes glittering in the light“You lie to me.. Cruelty points out all the flaws why do you lie!!” I scream hitting her face but she only batted her eyes. “Fat and useless cruelty says he doesn’t lie!”“Invisible !!! He says”Then The reflection ridden with tears looking end endearing beneath the light her beauty never etching then again she lies. “Apparently I am!” I say to her. She smiles and shakes her head “You are me.. This is you… I do not lie… do not listen to cruelty for he lies.. He is made of his own jealously and insecurity.” I smile. “I am beautiful” I say to the reflection.

Does Anyone Know This Futard?
Guess someone I don't even know or remember knowing had their panties in a bunch because I had a good day on here. Does anyone know this retard? Anyways thanks to everyone for making this an amazing day I finally got to Oracle. And the way I look at it is this... My friends & family > All.

Keep
Keep remember close to me something for the waiting orbits never ending waiting denies nutrition bleeding at the heart I take a sip to mend seeping lonliness from my breast a fall from grace protectors keep the time

Dirty Shameless
You rear your head with filth your face stricken in mud Your smell the stench of rotten milk, Not all see the real you Maybe if they peel back the skin of your fakeness they will Your pride yourself an honest man I laugh at you… Dirty shameless bastard

[hayfever]
I find my self once again in a strange state of disillusion.I'm looking for property again, not a partner.Everytime I get into this situation I have some odd battle of making a pet into a confederate, when the truth is a pet just wants to be taken care of.Even the ones that bite.They have no interest in improving their standing even to benefit their self, their partner, or the partnering.Pets are no damn good.But the cause of the disillusion is not this realization.I'm once again prepared to give up on finding an equal.Oh my yes... so melodramatic, pause for dramatic gasps.This has resulted in a sudden loss of interest in ... well... anything, but I find being in a relationship in some way affirming.But at the moment, I think I'm too emotionally detached and uninterested in other people's lives to really put anything into/get anything out of another person.I know, its an ongoing problem with me.Like... having freckles.At the moment I just need a doll.Someone devoid of negativity, stron

This One Night
This One Night It always seems likeNothing is truly foreverBut I really feel likeThat I've waited my whole lifeFor this one nightI want to make this rightCuz I've only got one lifeIt's just the three of usMe you and foreverFor once at allAnd I'll let you fall, not ever Just take my handI feel like i'm in another worldWhen our souls are intertwinedOn these two feet I stand.Is this what love is?You make me feel so high off the groundWith such a long way downAnd it only took this one nightTo redeem my whole lifeOf searching, waitingI love what i've found.Then I wake upThis dream has been made upNever seeing your face in the lightBut still I savor this one night

Only You
With you, it's all about voiceless communication- always knowing exactly what to say, but never actually having to say it. When no one seems to be listening, you hear. When I hurt but don't show it, you know. When I turn away to hide my tears, you see. When I feel like I can't get through to anyone, you understand. Your eyes glow just for me, and I know you're proud. You flash your magical, healing smile my way, and I know everything will be all right. You know everything there is to know about me. You know what worries me, what keeps me up at night, and what shames me so badly that I can't share it with anyone. Most importantly, though, none of those things bother you. You've restored my faith in people and proved that there is a thing called true friendship.

Wtf Is Up W/ The World
I dont know what the hell is goin on w/ the damn govt but all i know is one day i hear on the radio that the economy is gonna get worse then i hear that it wont get any worse... WTF???? I think we r fixin to have another civil war... Idk who it will b between, the north and south, or the govt and civilians. I do know that i will b on the souths side no matter what... Down here in GA, we have always said the south WILL RISE AGAIN... i do believe that is true... IDK what will happen, but whatever it is, it is gonna happen in the next 10yrs... tell me what u think

Just A Story.......may Need A Drink Or Two Or Something Else
> As we parked at our destination, I got out of the car to guide you. I couldn't’t believe you wore the blindfold for the past hour. I made arrangements ahead of time and the door was unlocked as I had asked. The room was lit with candles.> > You moved your hands up to take the blindfold off and I stopped you. I told you to wait a minute and had you sit in a chair. I set the bag I brought with me on the table and took out a cd player and cd and set it up, but not yet starting the music. I took the bottle of Asti out and got two glasses off the bar. When I popped the cork, you jumped and I told you it was ok. I poured us each a glass and started the cd. Then, as I kissed you, I removed the blindfold and handed you a glass. I made a toast to a relaxing evening. > > As you sat there and looked around and seen the bed, the nightstand, bar, small table and chairs and few plants. Then you got up and looked and seen the Jacuzzi tub and gave me a hug. I asked you if wearing the blindfold

Help My Friend In A Contest Comment And Rate Her Daily.
Help my Friend SweetCherry bomb in a Naughty Nightie contest @ the Candy Shop , please read the blog on that site for the rules and help her out (click on pic to link to the contest ,you may have to join the Candy Shop to vote/comment)

Politeness
My new rule regarding "Family" adds is due to one person on my friends list that asks by way of status for family adds so they can level up, typically I like to talk to someone before adding them to my family because of one folder that they will have access to & I know that alot of women on here don't want to see those pics so I like to tell them to be careful what folder you open if you go into my pics but if your settings won't allow me to shout, or message you how can I do this? As a result I added the fubux rule because I should be able to reply to a fupal message. I rate alot of pics, but alot of my friends will know I like to say hi too, all i'm trying to say is if I do you a favor I would appreciate getting a "Thank you" the new rule for family adds is: unless your already in, and you need to be added to a demon family, hit the fupal link & send me 1 Mil FuBucks when I recieve the message I'll add you to my family. Thank you.

Rambling.. Venting.. Etc
I think I've done this blog before. I guess it is time to do it again because once again I have been foolish. Let's face it, when people say things to you, you really do want to believe them. At least I do. I want to believe, and trust. And even with people who have failed in the past, I still do it. Am I foolish? Just dumb? I don't know, but it is who I am. Do I need to change? There are things I just won't believe anymore, especially with certain people. Maybe I just don't believe in those things anymore. I'm just tired of some of the BS in life. BUT... I'm not going to get down or depressed. I'm not even going to worry over it. It has probably cost me a friend.. but what is done is done. I've been foolish twice. Will not be a third time.

Top 10 Rules To Being A Plus Size Woman
My girl, Thick & Curvy wrote this. I thought it was funny and wanted to share it with you: My Top 10 Rules to being a plus size woman!1. No Moomoos--- tarp like dresses they are called that for a reason.2. Absolutely No t-shirts with Looney Toons, cats or others animal/cartoon characters--- It will look like Bugs Bunny has a weight issue too.3. No hip huggers--- no one wants to see your fat hanging over the top it looks like a cellulite muffin.4. No bikinis. (You should know why)--- If the belly hangs past the breasts we're all set with seeing that.5. No Slippers in public--- Skinny girls do this to but why do you big girls have to make it worse wearing a Taz shirt too...come on now!6. No Juicy or other words across the butt--- If it really is Juicy I think everyone can tell. And by the end of the day they have rode up so far no one will understand what JY stands for. 7. No tube tops--- it looks like someone is trying to squeeze play dough through an inner tube.8. Please make sure yo

Why Is This Happening To Me?
Why am I wasting my time on this one sided love?He doesn't want me, he doesn't need me.It appears he never will.So why is this time so different?Why am I unable to cope?Nothing about this is making any sense.My heart feels so gutted, like a wounded animal.I can't seem to get a grip on my own reality anymore.The "why" is driving me crazy.I have no one I can talk to.I have no friends.It still hurts so damn much.More than it ever has.More than I'm used to.The dumbest things set off my tears.A sunset, a beautiful view, the ocean, fireworks.Only he knows why.I am so afraid to be alone right now.The pain is overwhelming.It's flooding my heart.

Seeds Of Anarchy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Eck...
Fear Of Girls - otherwise known as F.O.G. - is my new favorite great internet experience. It beats Hard Gay and his helping the Ramen Shop get more customers. These guys - in various minds of others - have floated through my Cyberian landscape, no matter what pixelated world I was striding through, or grasping... err grappling... with the cod piece of Balor. Ah, Balor - my pinnacle of love and creative chaos. His cod piece still had fins. He was a Master Baiter no creature of the sea, such as me, could resist. He was also a Dungeon Master, as in the days of yore, the old school Dungeons and Dragons, with the multi-sided dice, the adding of skills, the chosing of pathways, the making of adventures. He was my Dungeon Master for many exotic locales. Mostly I would be killed off in the beginning of the adventure for tendencies to pay attention with the focus of... SO THE NECROMANCER IS HERE AND - OH LOOK! A CHICKEN! Never good. The really amusing aspect is that it would be the third dime

Planned Sex
So I was in a MuMM, actually I just seen She-Ra comment on it and stalked her. I made a comment in it, asking the poster something, but she's yet to answer me. Now I come to you all, my friends...and stalkers of friends. How in the world is planned sex even fun?

Very Important Plz Read!!
i (bluedemon) has been faced with a problem since chief left the group he has stated that adding guys to the group was something he was not going to put up with .... now why he is trying to say what he thinks after quiting ..i'm not sure what he is trying to prove but he and i started 2nd Alarm Hotties so i was thinking i share the name also but instead of fighting with him i'm asking you all what should we do rename it and move on or fight for the name he is willing to spend money just to keep the name we all worked for just so he can retire it ...eitherway the group will move on i and annipoo and greeneyes are putting things together to make the group much better i have uppermanagement positons opening up a lounge almost done etc... so its on you guys plus with the guys being added we are opening our possibilities ... plz comment and let me know your thoughts all prospects feel free to comment its time to move pass this issue p.s. If you feel you need chief just to be in this gro

Family Bombers
I will be the first to admit I ask to be bombed on a regular basis and I never once bought a cherry bomb to return the favor. I thank those who has bombed me without asking anything in return (THANK YOU VERY MUCH) I rate photos on a regular basis using up the max rates that my level offers. I try to rate people who takes care of me but it doesn't always workout like that. I like to be bombed and so I rate bombers profiles and photos alot when the bombing starts. it may sound kiss-ass to some and maybe rightly so but in this "Game" you have to kiss a little ass to get ahead. I'm no writer nor am i a poet but I am a rater have no other choice but to do so. If I rate you It's cause of two things, one is cause your cherry bombs are activated and the other is cause you ask me to. It's not that hard to see why bombers bomb other bombers but those who take the time to bomb us raters I want to personally thank you for all of us who are trying to get to your level..

Is It Me?
For all to see and to know. I'm Finally Divorced. And now I find it so weird to get back into the dating seen. I really dont think i know how, but i guess guys around here find me to scary to talk too. Hell i dont know. Just because i have alot of tattoo's doesnt mean that i'm mean at all i just like them and just says i can handle more pain then others. So i have to wonder if it is me, why guys dont ask me. Tell me what you think? Have i lost my beauty because of my tattoo's?

(day 13)
hellomoto every one today is day 13 and i feel a little starved because we don't have anything to eat i feel so hunger for some thing to eat and i know that i won't eat meat but i will eat eggs and drink milk but i won't eat somthing that killed an animal for the food.but it's getting hard to find somthing to eat when their is nothing to eat at all in your house and dawm it i hate not being able to find somthing to eat when their is only meat.

Amish Farmers Lose Court Battle Against Rfid
Michigan farmers have failed in their attempt to block the introduction of RFID tags for cattle, despite arguments about the cost and the risk of upsetting an otherwise benevolent deity. The case was bought by the catchily-named Farm-to-Consumer Legal Defence Fund (FTCLDF), representing small farmers in Michigan as well as a group of six Amish farmers: the former concerned about the cost of the tags, while the latter were more worried about eternal damnation brought on by applying numbers to God's own cattle. The US Department of Agriculture (USDA) tried to get the case dismissed back in November last year, but only now has it managed to have the case thrown out on the basis that it is a Michigan ruling and thus subject to state laws, rather than part of any agenda being set by the USDA as part of the National Animal Identification System (NAIS), against which the plaintiff's case was based. Even in Michigan the law is intended to be voluntary, but the plaintiffs clearly believe tha

I Am So Pissed
Fucking people who steal are the worst fuckers on the planet. YET AGAIN MY FUCKING TOYS HAVE BEEN STOLEN FROM ME... The first time was a series of thefts from my home by community members who attended my parties on Triway. Eventhough I was kind enough to put my stuff out to share and took extreme measures to make sure my guests had everything they needed, SOME FUCKERS felt that maybe I had it too good. How were they to know we had to file for bankruptacy? I am sure to the outside world it seemed like we were living large...eitherway those assholes took my shit. The second time it happened was about five years ago when Lord Viper/Kerry packed my shit with his and then locked it in his car so he could leave in the morning to go see his whore. That night in the driveway of our home everything was cleared out. After I told him I seriously questioned his judgement. AND NOW TODAY...I go to get a bag out of my trunk that had all the spices for making chinese food because I was making a hug

Flu Is Not The Biggest Danger ... It's The Vaccine Part 4
The fake swine flu scare of 1976 was a trial-run for what is happening now. These events are planned way in advance and these sick people are extremely thorough in their preparations. The scare began with the death of an Army recruit at Fort Dix in New Jersey which the government said was caused by 'swine flu'. The recruit was the only death from the virus in 1976, but the government instigated a vaccination programme for all Americans supported by a campaign of outrageous propaganda based, as always, on terrifying people. Click here for an example. The result was that at least 25 people were killed by the vaccine and hundreds seriously harmed while the Fort Dix recruit was the only death from swine flu - even if the government was telling the truth about the diagnosis. We are now heading for a re-run on a vastly bigger scale. The British and American governments have ordered enough swine flu vaccine for the entire population and other countries are following suit. Of course, they

Flu Is Not The Biggest Danger ... It's The Vaccine Part 3
We are told that the drug companies and the World Health Organisation have been working at fever pitch to develop a vaccine for the 'new' swine flu strain known as H1N1, but ... wait for it ... Baxter International filed a patent for the H1N1 vaccine on August 28th 2008. Click here to read ... Baxter Vaccine Patent Application US 2009/0060950 A1 says: '... In particular preferred embodiments the composition or vaccine comprises more than one antigen ... such as influenza A and influenza B in particular selected from of one or more of the human H1N1, H2N2, H3N2, H5N1, H7N7, H1N2, H9N2, H7N2, H7N3, H10N7 subtypes, of the pig flu H1N1, H1N2, H3N1 and H3N2 subtypes, of the dog or horse flu H7N7, H3N8 subtypes or of the avian H5N1, H7N2, H1N7, H7N3, H13N6, H5N9, H11N6, H3N8, H9N2, H5N2, H4N8, H10N7, H2N2, H8N4, H14N5, H6N5, H12N5 subtypes.' The patent was published in March 2009, a month before the virus was released in Mexico in April, but it was filed seven months before this 'new str

Flu Is Not The Biggest Danger ... It's The Vaccine Part 2
There are subsidiary networks of secret societies in every country that answer to the 'Spider'. Their job is to control their country's politics, banking, business, military, media, medicine, and so on, and introduce in their sphere of influence the global agenda dictated by the 'Spider'. Those on the inner levels of this structure are collectively known as the 'Illuminati'. This is how they coordinate between apparently unconnected governments, corporations, media groups etc. The Rothschild and Rockefeller dynasties (the same bloodline) are fundamentally involved in this, as I have long exposed, and they dominate pharmaceutical medicine and government 'health' policy worldwide. The web controls governments, the pharmaceutical industry, or 'Big Pharma', the World Health Organisation and public heath 'protection' agencies like the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention in the United States. In short, they control the entire medical system. The Illuminati cabal established globa

Day One Of County Fair
Took the kids, a lamb, a tack box, and all sorts of supplies to set up for this weeks fair. Wow -what alot of work - loading up, unloading, paperwork, watching over the trolls, just to have them take thier entries and a 4-H lamb. I can now appreciate all the extra work my parents did, so I could enjoy it when I was a kid. I'm thrilled about passing this tradition on to them. They had a blast, already made some new friends and are excited about going there each day this week. Its only day one, and Im exhausted. Not sure how I am going to juggle the next full week of work AND the fair, but - things that are worthwhile are always doable. *Yawns.......

Flu Is Not The Biggest Danger ... It's The Vaccine Part 1
These are challenging times and we need to stay calm and think things through - not just panic and react. Fear, panic and emotional reaction got us into this mess and it is certainly not going to get us out of it. We also need to realise - here, now - that we have long crossed the line into a fully-fledged fascist dictatorship. It has hidden itself to most people this far, but it is about to lift the veil. It is no longer an option to do nothing or passively acquiesce to authority out of fear or apathy. Or, at least, it's not if we care about our freedoms and, most importantly, those of our children and grandchildren who will have to live almost their entire lives under a global jackboot of sheer, undiluted evil. The word 'evil' is much overused and I don't say it lightly; but we are dealing with evil in the sense that the word is the reverse of 'live'. Those behind the conspiracy to cull the human population and turn the rest into little more than computer terminals are anti-life.

Fear....?
so a so-called friend stole my phone a couple of weeks ago. i wasnt pissed about the phone, just the 700 pix and vids of my son from the last yr and a half stolen from me.when it happened i knew i wouldnt get them back, but i looked on the bright side. i still have my son, and a lifetime to take more pix and create more memories with him. anyway the so-called friend has been causing a lot of trouble. throwing around empty threats. and it seemed at first i was afraid of him coming to attack me, then i realised, im not the one when im wasted off my face to phone and make death threats or threaten to wreck someones car. i thought i was afraid of him, but i realised, im more afraid of turning on him and not stopping. he's wronged a lot of people who were supposed to be his 'friends', including me and my bf. but i wont stand for it. if people think im a bitch for standing up and saying no more bull, fine, at least im a pedigree. but im not takin anymore shit from anyone. all my life ive h

11s
Considering I bought myself autos sometime in the past, I'm thinking I should actually use them this week. Anyone who could throw me a few rates, it would be appreciated. Thank you in advance, in case I forget to thank you after :p

It's Toxic
We've all seen the commerical for Kinoki the Cleansing Detox Foot Pads. You put these pads on your feet and it's suppose to suck out all the toxins while you sleep. Sounds like a lot of BS right? Well, I decided to try them. Do they work? I'll let you be the judge. The pads were white before I went to bed. This is what they looked like when I got up. Warning..it's icky! LOL

Jerk...
Was having a good day at work..it went by pretty fast until I get a text my husband...ex...roomate..whatever the hell ya call him now. He's all like, "thanks for freeing up my Wednesday". I'm like...what the hell are you bitching about? Aparently Emory found out that him and some of the other nerds been doing D&D night on Tuesdays because they didn't want to game with Emory, Fesha and JP. So they decided to have a private game...a hush hush game on Tuesday nights. Well, Emory found out and I guess he been talking to Rich. So Rich was going on accusing me for saying something to them. Why the hell would I even mention anything about their nerd night? I don't give a shit...I don't care what the hell he does with his life. Why would I want to mess up his cool nerd nights when stuff are already messed up? Then he's like...well I was just guessing, assuming it was you because you are still upset with me and been giving me the silent treatment the last few days. he said I gave him a smirk

Death To The Painbringers (a Musing)
In a world of extremes that we live in, there are things that balance out one another. Happiness and Sadness,Pleasure and Pain, Light and Dark. The thing is, with the average person's morbid capacity to be predatory in pursuits, therein lives the Painbringers. Painbringers use depair and misery (most of the times, their creation) as their food and drink. Their drug of choice is the total breakdown of a person's self-image and worth. As with all parasitic creatures, people don't notice them until the damage is done, and they have moved onto other victims. If you believe beyond the status quo, the Painbringers see it as a challenge to grind up and spit out. They might seem untouchable and invulnerable but nothing can be farther from the truth. The secret to a Painbringer's demise is in actuality its way of feedimg off of its victim's belief. If a person believes the venom a Painbringer exudes, they become food on the table and, in a few, seeds start to grow of more Painbringers. The th

Broken Halo
The wind roars in her ears, as it flows past her, her hair billowing behind her at war with the wind itself, the strands lashing back and forth. her arms stretched to either side, her delicate fingers playing an imagined tune into the wind. An uncomprehending smile plays across her lips. The Wind stings her face, drawing tears from her dep blue eyes. Her expression serious as it almost always is, her foot tapping along to the beat into the open air, still unsure of what is happening. Her eyes go blurry as she tries to make it all make sense. Her mind mulling over the decisions she has made, her past present and future coming together to make her the person she is today. her eyes catch hold of the ground coming up at her quickly. It all snaps back in her mind, she stretches her wings out, knowing all to quickly that they are no longer their. The despair in her eyes evident as the last few feet of air dissapears, she hits the ground, and bounces back into the air, the tinkle of

Busted Blog 8/3/09!!
Normally I hold off on busting people so soon after I do a blog bust. But this one I just couldn't resist! B.C. Lioness Profile Link: http://www.fubar.com/user/886445 This profile was sent to me this morning due to the fake yet verified salute: Any other time I would grab all my info and save the material for a bust at a later date. However I was a bit curious about this fake. She has a ton of photos full of modeling photos. After browsing through a few of them I realized she was invited to fubar by user Paul Andrew. Profile Link: http://www.fubar.com/user/539597 If you read both of their profiles you'll noticed how similar they seem. Here is the first piece of their about me sections: B.C. Lioness: My name is Lindsey Lucillia “Lucy” Martin. I am 24 years old and I was born and raised in Nanaimo, British Columbia, Canada. I presently live with my boyfriend in Victoria, British Columbia. I am a good old western Canadian girl. :-P LOL I have lived here in bea

Rejection
here it is me and my ex of 2 yrs just recently broke up and its ben really hard on us both we both have said and done things that truly hurt one another threw out the relationship and i wasnt allways the nicest guy by any means i dont deny that but ever since we broke up she has ben treating me like i am the scum of the earth and i know its partialy my fault that things ended the way they did i was being a asshole and i was insecure about a lot of a lot of things that were going on and when we first started dateing and all this she says to me that no matter wat she would allways be my friend and this that and the other but now its totaly changed she dosent even hardly talk to me at all and when she dose shes allways saying mean and varry hurtful things to me and i do love her w all my heart but i cant take much more of it i would like nothing more than to just be her friend and alls i get back is rejection

Why?
why do black people in baltimore park and walk in the street as if no one needs to drive down the street or there is no potential of getting hit by a car? why are people upset with Prof. Gates? if you were arrested at your home and you've commited no crime nor has any crime been commited? Disorderly? Prof. Gates was sober and pissed off. He didn't curse the cops or assault them. And even if he did, it was in his own home when he asked them to leave his home when he proved that it was his. Obama was right. The cops were stupid. Taking someone down for mugshots and fingerprints because he was pissed off. If you committed no crime and you are at your own home, the police cannot dictate what is disorderly. That is the law. They should've left after they got the ID. Yes, it was racism. People need to wake up and recognize what it is and realize in this country it will never go away. Everybody is entitled to hate what they want to hate, but using their so called authority to embarrass pe

-p • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece Of Good Ass
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back! Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions;Read your sign, then repost this in a newbulletin with your zodiac sign and label;If u don't repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description :)-S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The badassCan be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY Sexy,passionate, Intelligent,knows how to have a great time, Energetic,one of a kind, Predict future, Most erotic, the BEST and BIGGEST Freak in bed, GREAT kisser, knows how get what they want, Creative, Very Down to Earth, Sexy, Attractive, Easy going,knows how to have fun,knows how to make people laugh,FEISTY, Loves being in long relationships,frisky, unique,complicated,simple,not very hard to please,appreciates the little things in life, The sexiest ever; Romantic, Caring &

Dont Loan Any Money To Friends
can you believe this i reently let my friend deena borrow some money. She told me she was going to pay me the next day. Of course it has almost been 4 weeks and she still has not paid me back. Im sorry she is having marital problems and her husband doesnt want to be around her but i still do not understand why people have to lie when they say they are going to pay you back I was told many of times she was going to come over and deliver the money but at first she had her friend using her phone so she didnt get any of the messages. well that was because she tried to kill herself on sleeping pills. I cannot believe that she lied to me and that she has her friend relay stupid messages so she can delay the inevitable of paying me back. The thing is i dont care when she pays me back but why does she keep lying to me saying she is on her way and not even tell me she does not have the money yet. Well the friend of hers who i was talking too i was starting to like, i mean amanda seems nice

Pay No Attention To The Man Behind The Shower Curtain
Fractals build on awareness through capillary action into the nether regions of the hologram from which they derive. These shards of intricate codices embody a quantum-entangled subset of the whole, through which all can be revealed. no, this won't make much sense

A New Life
The moment your lips touched mine i knew what love meant Like shifting time a light has lit our path Between the hurt and the lies, stronger we have grown To never have known you is like being empty inside As we travel the long road i hope your hand is in mine Love is what you make of it Love me or not My feelings will remain the same Trusting me to bring you a new life

Mj Haters
As a life-long fan of MJ, I have taken it upon myself to hate on his haters. This usually involves a simple curse-out. There are two types of MJ haters: 1) those who always hated MJ 2) those who were fans at some point and became traitors for one reason or another (most likely peer pressure or that hating MJ was a trend at the time like in the mid to late 90s) Why they hate MJ is really not important. All MJ haters can go fuck themselves. MJ haters are my enemies in the realm of Michael Jackson related topics. I don't give a shit if you're my real-life friend, relative, or whatever. Hating Michael Jackson makes you now and forever a 500 pound pile of hot, sick, steaming shit in a 200 pound bag. I'm not saying they shouldn't be able to hate who they want to hate. I want everyone to express their opinions, just as this blog expresses mine.

The Westlife Concerts I've Attended
*2002 - coast to coast Tour*10TH May - SECC - Glasgow 11TH May - SECC - Glasgow 12TH May - SECC - Glasgow 14TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 15TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 16TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 17TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester *2003 - Unbreakable Tour*23RD May - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow24Th May - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow25TH May - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow10TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester 11TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester 12TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester 14TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester15TH June - Manchester Arena - Manchester*2004 - Turnaround Tour*16TH April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow17TH April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow18TH April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow20th April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow21st April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow22st April - S.E.C.C. - Glasgow3RD May - Manchester Arena - Manchester 4TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester5TH May - Manchester Arena - Manchester24TH July - Edinburgh Castle - Edinburgh *2005 - The no.1's Tour*22ND Feb - Wemble

Please Forward Answers To My Mail
CITY OF EAST LOS ANGELESHIGH SCHOOL MATH PROFICIENCY EXAM Name: _____________________________ Gang:___________________________ Jamaal has an AK-47 with a 40-round clip. If he misses 6 out of 10 shots and shoots 13 times at each drive-by shooting, how many drive-by shootings can he attend before he has to reload? Jose has 2 ounces of cocaine and he sells an 8-ball to Jackson for $320, and 2 grams to Billy for $85 a gram. What is the street value of the remaining cocaine that he doesn't cut? Rufus is pimping for 3 girls. If the price is $65 for each trick, how many tricks will each girl have to turn so Rufus can pay for his $800 a day crack habit? Jerome wants to cut his 1/2 pound of heroin to make 20% more profit. How many ounces of cut will he need to reach his goal? Willis gets $200 for stealing a BMW, $50 for a Chevy, and $100 for a 4x4. If he steals 2 BMW's and 3 4x4's, how many Chevys will he have to steal to make $800? Raoul is serving 6 years in prison for murder.

Smiles
a smile is everyting. its what pelope notice first and it can hepl make a random strangers day better if you smile more. smiles aqre what make people happy but not really but people maght be happier only if you smile more. i domt know but smiles are important to me i dont mean to sound wierd... actually i do. im a strange person and proud of it so be yourself and be strange who cares if people stare and gape its what makes you feel good that matters oh and sory people im dislexic i dont even think i spelled that right but again i dont give a flying fuck yeah 4 me

Mr. T Facts!
23; That's the number of people Mr. T has pitied in the time it has taken you to read this sentence. Mr. T's edition of the VH1 show 'Where Are They Now' was the shortest in the show's history. It was 10 seconds long, and consisted of a black screen with the words "Right Behind You" written on it. Mr. T is allergic to doorknobs. That's why he can only kick through doors. The last time Mr. T went to McDonald's, Ronald McDonald greeted him. What occurred next proved to be the most violent beating of a clown ever recorded in human history. Despite popular belief, if there is a fool in the woods, and nobody is around to hear his jibba jabba, Mr. T is still able to pity him. Originally the A-Team was named T-Team and consisted of Mr. T and six of his genetically engineered clones driving around in a van made of pure gold. Producers changed the format after every criminal known to man was killed in the pilot episode. Mr. T's hair style is actually a comple

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Chuck Norris' favorite cereal is Kellogg's Marbles 'N' Gravel. When Oppenheimer said "I have become death, the destroyer of world." Chuck just laughed....then kicked him in the head. Never play a game of Sorry! with Chuck Norris. It can only end in tears. Yours. Chuck Norris can peel oranges with his eyelids. In a fight between Batman and Superman, the winner would be Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris owns all NFL records including 400 passing rushing and receiving touchdowns each in one season. Upon being denied a McGriddle at McDonald's because it was 10:30, Chuck Norris roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a Wendy's. When Chuck Norris was denied an Egg McMuffin at McDonald's because it was 10:35, he roundhouse kicked the store so hard it became a KFC. Chuck Norris knows how many licks it takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop. Oxygen requires Chuck Norris to live. Chuck Norris knew that Soylent Green was people. Unicron, Galactus

Everything You Always Wanted To Know About Chuck Norris Pt2
When Chuck Norris' remote control batteries die, the remote continues to function out of pure terror. Chuck Norris was originally cast as John Morgan in the movie "A Man Called Horse". Richard Harris only got the role once it was discovered that no blade could penetrate Chuck Norris' chest. That giant crater in Australia was formed when Chuck Norris' parachute didn't open. After impact, Chuck Norris promptly dusted off his flannel shirt and jeans and walked across the Pacific Ocean to Los Angeles. For every answer on the SAT test, write in "Chuck Norris". You will automatically score a 1600. Chuck Norris is the sound of one hand clapping. Chuck Norris has never been beaten. The only reason people stopped worshipping the old gods was that it became apparent that Chuck Norris would easily defeat the forces of chaos at the Ragnarok, so there was little point in worrying about it ourselves. Chuck Norris once hit a little-known actor named Bart Eubanks so hard tha

Everything You Always Wanted To Know About Chuck Norris Pt1
Chuck Norris' tears cure cancer. Too bad he has never cried. MacGyver can build an airplane out of gum and paper clips, but Chuck Norris can kill him and take it. Chuck Norris once roundhouse kicked someone so hard that his foot broke the speed of light, went back in time, and killed Amelia Earhart while she was flying over the Pacific Ocean. Chuck Norris doesn't read books. He stares them down until he gets the information he wants. If you ask Chuck Norris what time it is, he always says, "Two seconds till." After you ask, "Two seconds to what?" he roundhouse kicks you in the face. Rather than being birthed like a normal child, Chuck Norris instead decided to punch his way out of his mother's womb. Shortly thereafter he grew a beard. Chuck Norris sold his soul to the devil for his rugged good looks and unparalleled martial arts ability. Shortly after the transaction was finalized, Chuck roundhouse kicked the devil in the face and took his soul back. The devil,

Torn Part 5
“Lisa? Lisa, wake up,” a low voice whispered in her ear. Lisa's eyes fluttered open. The light hurt her eyes, so she closed them again. She didn’t want to be here, wherever here was. She wanted to go back. “I saw that Pippy, come on! Wake up!” She was confused; who was whispering, why was someone whispering, and why did she have to wake up? She was in a safe place. Brian and her were laughing and talking like they used to. It had been so long since things felt real between the two. Struggling to sit up, she looked around the room. It wasn't her room. “Where...? Where the hell am I?” “The hospital,” Josh said matter-of-factly. “Why? What happened?” “You don't remember?” “I remember I'm supposed to be going to a dinner party for my friend Wendy tonight, but other than that... no it's all a blank. Where are my parents? My brother?” Panic was beginning to creep into her voice. “Ma

Being Nice, Versus Acting Nice
Ever notice, parents teach children how to ACT nice, so the kids won't be such a pain? Teach the kids to respect someone with a badge or a collar, or don't talk back to adults, so the parent won't be asked to rein their kid? That's great...until the adult or person of authority fails to act nice. Then what does the child do? At what age does the child learn how, as an adult, to decide when to act nice, and when to stand up to abuse? When is a child taught how to be nice, rather than to just act nice? If you know how to be nice, then you can recognize the same in other people. Ypu don't need to see a badge or a collar or someone's age, to know they are treating you nicely. You just compare your actions to their's, and if you act nice and they act nice...then you know for sure, they are nice. You don't need to go ask friends or strangers on the Internet, is behavior X respectful?

A Poem Of Sorts!
CHECK THIS OUT IT MIGHT BE LAME BUT IF YOU READ IT PLEASE COMMENT & BE HONEST!! THANK YOU!! JUST FOR THAT MOMENT.. IF YOU CALL AND HE DOESN'T PICK UP THE PHONE, CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT... IF YOU HAVE TO GO OUT ALONE BECAUSE YOU COULDN'T FIND HIM, CALL ME I'LL BE THERE FOR THAT MOMENT... IF YOU NEED TO VENT AND HE DOESN'T SEEM TO CARE, CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT.... IF YOU'RE FRUSTRATED AND NEED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON AND HE'S OUT WITH THE BOYS! CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT... IF YOU WANT TO SHOP AND WANT A MAN'S OPINION AND HE'S GONE FISHING, CALL ME FOR THAT MOMENT... IF HE DOESN'T TELL THAT YOUR BEAUTIFUL, OR THAT HE LOVES YOU, FOR THAT MOMENT I'D SING IT TO YOU IN A HARMONY... YES THAT'S RIGHT IF NOTHING ELSE I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR BESTFRIEND OR YOUR BOYFRIEND FOR THAT MOMENT.....

Life Decisions
By age 18, life is truly made easier if you have figured yourself out. Learned your weaknesses, so you can avoid their temptation. Learned your strengths, by being tested rather than letting Daddy's credit card bail you out. Discovered how much willpower you really have to do the work necessary to fulfill your wants--and learn what is really a "want", and what is actually a "need". The more you truly know about yourself, the smaller the void is in your life. You know what that void is--its the black hole players try to fill up with multiple conquests. Its the black hole materials try to fill up with their buying sprees, fueled by the boredom with the last new thing they bought to feel better. Its that black space that makes us afraid to love because we don't know what it is we have to give--or if we have the strength to give it away. Of course in reality, we never give it away--we only share it. So we can never lose what we share. We can just find someone better to share i

Torn Part 4
Brian returned to his window and Lisa was at a loss. She'd tried everything she could think of to make him feel more at home. She didn't know what else to do. Then she remembered her friend Wendy's dinner party the following weekend. It gave her an opportunity to work on getting him out of the house and interact with other people for a while. Wendy was leaving for graduate school and they were having a going away dinner. She had gotten early admission, so she was heading to California a few weeks early to get settled. It was going to be just a few friends; nothing fancy or outlandish. Lisa just had to figure out how she was going to convince Brian to go. She thought about bribing him, begging him, even just asking him. Nothing seemed like it would work though. She'd actually tried bringing it up, but he was back to wherever his mind would run and he either didn't hear her or pretended not to. As the days passed, and the event approached, she thought that she'd never come up with a

Contest With Lots Of Prizes To Be Given Away
Lowest Rating Contest Prizes Will Be Awarded for FIRST, SECOND, and Third Places!! First Place Will Receive There Choice of Either a Auto 11 or Cherry Bomb Bling! Second Place Will Receive a Payback of 50% of all the Entry Fee's! Third Place Will Receive One Pimp out a Day four one Week! The picture with the average rating will win a 10-credit bling! The most commented picture will win five 1-credit blings for them or any member of their chose! Entry Fee will Be One Million Fu-Bucks "Small Price to Pay for a chance at an Auto or Cherry Bomb Bling" Rules The Rules are simple submit the Picture you would like to use in a private message.. Subject Line should say... Contest This is going to a down and dirty contest! The object is to get the other contestants Pictures rated higher then your. In any way you can think of..Getting others to rate them comment on them even yourself rating and commenting on the others. The contest will run for two weeks starting August 13

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well... ive got to write about it. like i always do about things that mean something to me. good or bad. just so happens this is a very good thing im writing about. my reasons why...so far. i know theres a shitload of people that go off and on and in and out with other people they are attracted to or have things in common with online. especially on fubar. seems like its a meat market with disclaimer pictures and profiles. and i know most people get a chubby because someone rates them or says some great thing about them. then...they never continue...they leave at hope or just acting like theyre the king or queen of pick up lines via the internet. no need to worry about rejection when you can say whatever you want and then the only thing you have to do is be deleted or ignored. i treat it all as reality. excluding the bombs,the blings,the fake drinks and fake comments. anyway. im on here so i must like it a little bit. haha but...and this is where most stop. stopping at

It’s All Go
I am up to my eyes in doing last minute stuff, Ashley is home and that’s great. Dad is basically breaking things in his house and needs me to go up and look at the broken things he has broke, which is always fun. It really is cool getting to spend time with him though, he has stopped swearing too much, he was swearing a lot after mum died and I think he had one big sweary week and got it all out, so its all over. I love my dad. I will miss him when I go to Edinburgh and am slightly worried he will befriend the squirrels in his garden and start buying them Brazil nuts. Ashley had fun in London and thanks to Sue she had a great place to stay. I adore Sue for looking after her, also my mates Angela and David who gave her heaps of support. Ashley had been helping out with some filming with Dodgy Dave Courtney and decided to back out of the last day, just as well as Dave got raided by the police and got put in prison. The last thing I needed was my daughter being caught up in a

A Poem
I'll never forget the moment I found you and you found me. Our friendship grew and the next thing i knew, love came suddenly. You won my heart and there's no doubt our feelings grew quite strong. So much happiness in my life that i hadn't known in so long. But circumstance and opposition came from all around. It left my heart so broken and scattered on the ground. It was so beautiful while it lasted that i hate to see it go.

Calling All Smokers
Smokers are you tired of people telling you that you can't smoke after eating a meal, at the airport, at bars or even at the movies? Well I purchased a electric cig and I have been smoking in public places for days now. So I wanted to share this information with everyone that smokes.Here are some facts directly from the company."• 1 pack, holds 5 tips and charges your batteries on the go! • 2 electronic cigarette batteries • 1 atomizer • 1 wall charger & 1 USB charger • 25 cartridges in the flavor & strength of your choice (equals over 350 cigarettes!) • 30 day money back guarantee and one year warranty." • Patented design produces more "smoke", more consistently • Unique flavors developed by blu - with you in mind • Various nicotine levels available - from full-flavored to Non-nicotine • Environmentally friendly recycled plastic • 1 cartridge equals 6 cigarettes!You can check all the other facts and prices out by going to http

Wanna Get Away
it really sucks when you live at home, and all you hear from your parents is arguing. especially with other things of stress building. this is just one more thing to add to the pile. makes me wish i was able to get out on my own, but unable to. wishing i could just get away,but theres nowhere to go. what should i do?

Dont Under Estimate My Ability Or Defante My Character
long tyme i been in this eatern hemasphere waisting my tymewhere the shystem under estimates your ability defante's your characterand only intend too spread propaganda & public mischief dont care how goodhow you live in this society a man can not be too good, because this is the devil's world...

Help My Owner Please!!!!
INEED ALL MY FRIENDS,FAMILY, AND FANS TO HELP MY OWNER, TAGGEDBYANANGEL, WIN THIS NAUGHTY NITEY CONTEST! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS DROP ONE COMMENT A DAY UNTIL AUGUST 7th ON THE PICTURE BELOW. TO GO TO PAGE JUST CLICK THE PICTURE AND SAY HELLO. OR JUST SAY WHATEVER YOU LIKE I KNOW SHE WOULD APPRICIATE IT http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3252582&i=506048859&albumid=1785028" target=_blank>http://b.pcc1.fubar.com/28/52/3252582/tn_506048859.jpg" border=0> THIS LOVELY ANGEL DOES SO MUCH FOR EVERYONE ELSE AND HAS HELPED ME LEVEL A COUPLE OF TIMES AND I WOULD LOVE FOR HER TO WIN THIS CONTEST, SO IF WE AL JUST LEAVE ONE COMMENT SHE CAN SHOOT INTO FIRST PLACE(SHE IS CURRENTLY IN SECOND) AND WIN HER A HAPPY HOUR. EVERY GIRL DESERVES AT LEAST ONE HAPPY HOUR AND AN ANGEL DESERVES ONE TOO!!

Fun For The Whole Family
Folks are you tired of the same old family trips every year? Those long hours on the roads with the kids arguing or you fighting with your wife about where you'd like to take your family trip can be quite stressful.Would'nt you like to take your family on a wild and adventurous vacation hotspot.Well my fellow citizens have I got the vacation spot for you.It is called Zombie Paradise.Which is located on an Island within the center of the Bermuda triangle.I assure you folks you will not be disappointed.We will book you into our finest hotel where you will spend your enternal life..er I mean your two weeks stay there.Just remember to bring your running shoes.Oh one word of advice.Avoid contact with the locals on the Island.They might be a little pale in the skin but these people are completely harmless.Sometimes they can be a bit aggressive but then who doesn't have a bad day now and then.I can promise you that your vacation on Zombie Paradise will never be boring.Every day will be a new

Hope,promise And Truth For These L-a-s-t Days!!!!!!
GOOD SHALL COME UNTO THEE SO BE YE KNID TO ANOTHER,FOR HE SHALL SUSTAIN THEE.BLESSED ARE THE PURE IN HEART FOR THOU SHALT MAKE THY WAY PROPSEROUS SO LET THERE BE NO STRIFE.FOR GOD LOVETH A CHEERFUL GIVER AND HIS UNDERSTANDING IS INFINITE.YOUR BURDENS SHALL BE TAKEN AWAY BECAUSE HE BE NOT FAR FROM EVERY ONE OF US,SO HOW GREAT IS HIS GOODNESS!!!!!PLEASE,BE GENTLE UNTO ALL AND CONTINUE YE IN MY LOVE FOR THE LORD PRESERVETH THE FAITHFUL!!!!!BE NOT HASTY IN THY SPIRIT TO BE ANGRY BUT TO MAKE YOURSELVES FRIENDS,FOR THY WORK SHALL BE REWARED!!!!!FOR THEY THAT SEEK THE LORD UNDERSTAND A-L-L THINGS,FOR THE LORD IS MY ROCK AND THE JOY OF THE LORD IS YOUR STRENGTH!!!!IN E-V-E-R-T-H-I-N-G,YE ARE ENRICHED BY HIM SO REJOICE IN THE LORD!!!!!BE THANKFUL UNTO HIM.AND BLESS HIS NAME,HAVE FAITH,AND DOUBT N-O-T AND COMFORT YOUR HEARTS!!!!!"ALWAYS LOVE AND PEACE BE UNTO A-L-L FOR I HAVE PUT MY TRUST IN THE LORD!!!"WE WILL WALK IN HIS PATHS,FOR MY CUP RUNNETH OVER!!!!!"I BEHELD THE DRAGON IN HIS GLORY,MOCKI

Torn Part 3
Lisa and her mother went to the kitchen. Brian and Josh were still sitting at the island, munching on a bag of cookies they found in one of the cupboards. “Joshie! It's been far too long. Where have you been? What brings you by?” Mrs. Callington asked question after question, placing the bag on the counter and pulling him in for a hug. “You're looking well.” “Thanks,” he said, watching Lisa. He winked at her and mouthed, “Pippy.” Lisa rolled her eyes and turned from everyone, focusing on putting the groceries away. “You'll stay for supper right?” “Well that depends on who's cooking?” Josh teased. Everyone knew that she was not very much of a cook. Growing up Brian and Lisa's father did all the cooking. If she would have gotten too close to the stove, fire alarms would go off mysteriously. “I'm cooking,” Lisa said, poking her head out from behind one of the cupboards. “We have an agreemen

Bikini Revenge???
A German company has invented a marvelous new bikini that disappears once a girl puts it on and takes a swim. The sexy swimsuit disappears by dissolving in water, leaving a woman completely nude and embarrassed. The sexy black swimsuit looks like a real bikini, feels like a real bikini and fits like a real bikini. The only difference is it’s made from a material that completely melts away after a few seconds in water. The bikini is sending men in Germany wild as it disappears completely after just a few seconds in water.But the sexy swim-wear has outraged killjoy women's rights campaigners.Women's rights campaigner, Rosmarie Zapfl, told the Austrian Times: "It is an absolute insult to women that this has been invented."The dissolvable bikini, found on www.racheshop.de, is being sold as the perfect present for dumped boyfriends who want to get their own back after a break-up. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ What do you think of th

Still Not A Blog... But Wtf???
ok.. this is still not a blog... but i can't help myself rite now.. i need to vent... or else i will end up bombing toys "r" us... and violence is not in my nature... so... i just want to ask the entire toy making, marketing, and selling industry... why??? why do you make your toys and toylike products look so fooken magical in your ads??? like WHY do you have to play with my emotions??? i just bought a rubber bracelet making kit... which absolutely thrilled me because i am addicted to bracelets in general... but rubber ones have become my passion since the "livestrong" invasion... love them... but neways... i was besides myself with excitement... needless to say that was short lived... like every other toy out there.. it was a crock of shit... and now i sit here with my gaff... broken... "it might have been a rubber bracelt but it's more like a melted starburst strap..." and a broken heart to boot... fu toy people everywhere... FU!!!

Night With Him
1/11/2009 11:40:46 PM I get this text from Josh, my son, that asked me if D was supposed to come by. I told him no and he said he thought it was D but wasn’t sure. So I texted Dand asked him if I missed him. He said “yep” and so I asked him if he could go back and he said yes. I got home right before he got there. I was so excited to see him! My heart was beating so hard in my chest; I could hardly believe he was there. He was so animated about his night out by himself; I love to just watch him talk. How he moves his whole body to describe something he has done. We laughed and then I walked up and hugged him. Oh how sweet his arms feel when they encircle me and once again I am sucked into him. The very essence of his maleness, the smell of musk from his sweaty night of dancing mingled with his cologne. The way he looks at me when he wants me, that look gets my body so excited it trembles at his presence. To watch him remove his shirt and feel his stoma

Paris
1. L'Ile Saint-Louis This delicious little island sits right in the middle of the Seine, almost hiding behind its big sister, l'Ile de la Cité. There's isn't really much to see in it, having no monuments and not more than 10 roads crossing it, but the many beautiful buildings from the 17th and 18th centuries, that all seem to be furrowing their grey stone brows at your little self down there, make it a very characteristic place. You might want to walk about pretending to be interested in the paintings on show in the art gallery windows, or you might just want to sit on the parapets bordering the isle and watch the river flow, or you might like to go towards the Pont Saint-Louis, where you can bet someone is playing the accordion, and from where you can see Notre-Dame's big fat behind as she squats on the tip of l'Ile de la Cité, but whatever you do, to make it even more pleasant, be sure to get yourself an ice-cream at Berthillon's. 2. La Seine This river is incredible. If I coul

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Well its that time of year again!!! Im at my Aunt Sandys and Uncle Parrs place...and so far Im having a great time I miss tommie immensely however, and sometimes he dances around in my head and distracts me...but thats alright....I know Im coming back to him....and that is a comfort. The drive to North Dakota starts on monday....and wednesday is my 20th birthday....Holy fucking shit Im not going to be a teenager anymore...how weird!!! Anyway, just wanted to write a stat...signing off!!

Blood Tears
i always been stood with a cold black heart as a vampire should me. cold and un feeling. thats always the person i tried to be . then u came along and my black heart melted and loved for frist time. but it was more then a fu thing we both said.the real man behing knightwing fell in love and u said the real person u was love me to. took hours to say goodnite and we rush to be to gether when li was light.we would say i love u all the time it really made ppl watchen sick they say awww to cute but u and never care what they think.then lies and ppl try to makek us and did for a week and man behind knightwing cry his human tears as knightwing shed his blood tears. u came back and said we never part man and vampire was happy.but it loseing u one time almost killed the man. and for the for time man and vampire was scared that they lose there love there life for u are everything to us. and that fear of of lossing u huants us in our dreams and the blood tears come the fact is my love my every

20k/100 Rates When I Have Autos On!
WHEN I HAVE AUTOS I OFTEN OFFER 20K PER 100 RATES. THE TIMES I HAVE NOT DONE IT HAS BEEN BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN WAY TO ANNOYED WITH PEOPLE WHO CAN NOT SEEM TO READ AND COMPREHEND THE PROCESS. DON'T GET ME WRONG I APPRECIATE THE RATES BUT IT IS NOT WORTH THE AGGRAVATION OF GETTING STALKED OR VERBALLY ABUSED SO HERE ARE THE RULES FOR ALL FUTURE PAY FOR RATES OFFERS I MAKE IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THEM YOU WILL STILL BE PAYED BUT THEN I WILL BLOCK YOU FROM MY PROFILE. 1. PM4PAY MEANS SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE NOT SHOUTBOX ME. IF YOU SHOUTBOX ME IT IS GOING TO GET LOST I WON'T SEE IT AND THEN YOU WILL BE SCREAMING TO EVERYONE ON FUBAR THAT I DON'T PAY FOR RATES WHEN I SAY I AM GOING TO BUT REALLY THE CASE IS THAT YOU CAN'T FOLLOW DIRECTIONS. 2. I AM NOT ON FUBAR ALL DAY EVERYDAY WAITING FOR YOUR PM. YOU WILL RECEIVE PAYMENT WITHIN 24 HOURS OF RATING MY PICS. I PAYOUT ONLY ONCE PER DAY OTHERWISE ALL I WILL BE DOING IS PAYOUTS ALL DAY EVERYDAY SO PLEASE DON'T SEND ME A MESSAGE OR MY FU-HUBB

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This may seem like an odd blog entry, but I currently find it fitting. This blog will be incomplete with out your participation. What I want is for each person who reads this to post a poem that means something to them, that touches them, and if they are willing, to also post WHY it affects them. To be fair, I'll start: Stopping By Woods on a Snowy Evening by Robert Frost Whose woods these are I think I know.His house is in the village though;He will not see me stopping hereTo watch his woods fill up with snow.My little horse must think it queerTo stop without a farmhouse nearBetween the woods and frozen lakeThe darkest evening of the year.He gives his harness bells a shakeTo ask if there is some mistake.The only other sound's the sweepOf easy wind and downy flake.The woods are lovely, dark and deep.But I have promises to keep,And miles to go before I sleep,And miles to go before I sleep. This is my favorite poem. It speaks to me of beauty and death. It reminds me even in m

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I have been on this site for almost 4 years.And every month I see things getting worse and worse with the self centered,gift grubbing,point whores on this site."Buy me a Bling pack or Auto 11's.And I'll give you access to my NSFW photo's" Who gives 2 shits about giving you anything to see your nude photos?I have enough nudes from women on this site to wallpaper the Empire State Building.And it cost me nothing! Why because they were my friends and family.I have never bought gifts or Bling for anyone because they demanded it.I bought these things because I WANTED to.And there are several women on this site that need a serious reality check.Right now Hard To Handle is having a war with some Sap about rating and fanning profiles.And claiming that she is the Queen/Boss of this site.Let me remind you about MISS CHERRY (Angel)She was and always will be #1 on this site.No woman will ever top her numbers.And when she left this site she was NUMBER 1 !And I had the privlage of being her friend an

Open Purty Please
hey wuts up guys?!! well im doing pretty chill just enjoying my weekend and kickin it trying to figure how the hell to use this site that my mother and rooomies introduced me to. if u guys have any tips or pointers, whatever can help me abit it would be totally raid if u can pass what u know down to me, it will help alot. take care guys and thanks for the love so fast and soon..i love it! peace&love alexis

Naughty Nighty Contest!!!
Wicked is in a contest!! Show her lots of love and make sure you do so every day!! Request friendship if youre not one already ! The contest is a Naughty Night one. Make sure you read the Rules WELL and obey by them!! Then contest is at The Candy Shop!! Located on her Top Family and Friends List!! Vote and leave comment on her picture ONCE a DAY!! Link to go directly to the contest is : http://fubar.com/user/3252582 If you need more info - go ask her : http://fubar.com/user/2239251 She is a really Sweet and Nice lady - lets help her win!!

Plzzz Rate Me
CAN U PLZZZZ RATE ME ........ THXXXXXXXXXXXXX PLZZZZZZZZZ COPY AND PASTE OR SEE ME AND i WILL GIVE U THE LINK..THXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1660183&albumid=1786787&i=3785470178&idx=4

Second Chance ~shinedown~
My eyes are open wide And by the way, I made it Through the day I watched the world outside By the way, I'm leaving out Today I just saw Hayley's comet She waved Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Please don't cry One tear for me I'm not afraid of What I have to say This is my one and Only voice So listen close, it's Only for today I just saw Hayley's comet She waved Said why you always running In place? Even the man in the Moon disappeared Somewhere in the Stratosphere [Chorus] Tell my mother, Tell my father I've done the best I can To make them realize This is my life I hope they understand I'm not angry, I'm just saying... Sometimes goodbye Is a second chance Here's my chance This is my chance Tell my mother, Tell

Cry For Help ~shinedown~
You've been hiding out For quite a while now, Living off of people you know Trying to raise a little money To pay off all the monkeys That you met inside the Rabbit hole You're taking candy from the white witch You're smoking tea with Mama Kin Well, there's a wolf outside A brick house screaming; "This time I'm gonna blow it in!" [Pre-chorus:] Because the mind is a weapon, see And it's got you on Your hands and knees Pull the trigger if you're gonna We all know that you wanna Count of 1, 2, 1, 2, 3! [Chorus:] You better pray that theres Another way out You better pray that Someones listening now (And doesn't wanna watch you drown) 'Cause when you lie like The devil himself No angels gonna hear your Cry for help! I know you must really think It's funny, you had everybody Fooled in the end But it's a little unassuming Considered how you knew me I'm the only one that called You a friend [Pre-chorus] [Chorus] Count of 1, 2, 1, 2, 3!!! [Chorus] For help [x3]

Sound Of Madness ~ Shinedown~
Yeah, I get it, You're an outcast. Always under attack. Always coming in last, Bringing up the past. No one owes you anything. I think you need a shotgun blast, A kick in the ass, So paranoid. . . Watch your back!! Oh my, here we go... Another lose cannon gone bi-polar Slipped down, couldn't get much lower. Quicksand's got no sense of humor. I'm still laughing like hell. You think that by crying to me Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, You've been infected by a social disease. Well, then take your medicine. [Chorus:] I created the Sound of Madness. Wrote the book on pain. Somehow I'm still here, To explain, That the darkest hour never comes in the night. You can sleep with a gun. When you gonna wake up and fight... for yourself? I'm so sick of this tombstone mentality, If there's an afterlife, Then it'll set you free. But I'm not gonna part the seas You're a self-fulfilling prophecy. You think that crying to me, Looking so sorry that I'm gonna believe, You've been infected by

Return To Salem
PLEASE REPOSTThis is a sad story and I can believe this is happening in the US.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Rhonda Gruber... has been arrested.. on the warrant it said "practicing witch" I need every pagan you know and all paths to KNOW what's going on.Here's what she posted to her yahoo groups pagansnightout......My name is Rhonda Gruber AKA Wicked Lil Witch and I am a Proud Witch. I am currently being persecuted as a Witch by a Lt. Kevin Duke of the Horry County Police Dept. My life and the lives of my family and friends are being threatened and destroyed by this man with the backing of countless other officials.I was arrested Monday Sept 10th '07 by Lt Duke for Breach of Peace, Child Endangerment/ Neglect and 1st degree Harrassement.This all began around the end of May '07 from many false police reports from a neighboring family, The Luisettis, who also seemed to think I deserved to be arrested for my religious beliefs. They stated such in their police reports. When this began to become

An Open Letter From A Witch.
An Open Letter from a Witch:I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. Satan was invented by the Christians. Satanism is a form of Christianity. I am not a Christian. I don't go to church on Sunday. Jesus is NOT my savior. He was simply a holy man who lived 2,000 years ago. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I don't believe in Hell any more than I believe in Satan. I believe in reincarnation; that I will come back to this world or another and live out another life. I am not evil. Telling people I am a "good witch" or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people in the world and there are people who chose to work with the forces of nature in a way that harms others; those people are NOT witches.The central law of being a witch is: "if it harms none, do as you will." Please don't ask me about sacrificing cats or desecrating churches. I love my cats! And I don't go into churches or synagogues unless a friend from

You've Borne Your Burdens Well
The Marine stood and faced God, which must always come to pass.He hoped his shoes were shining, just as brightly as his brass."Step forward now, you Marine, how shall I deal with you?Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?"The Marine squared his shoulders and said, no, Lord, I guess I ain't.Because those of us who carry guns, can't always be a saint.I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was tough.And sometimes I've been violent, because the world is awfully rough.But, I never took a penny, that wasn't mine to keep...Though I worked a lot of overtime, when the bills got just too steep.And I never passed a cry for help, though at times I shook with fear.And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears.I know I don't deserve a place, among the people here.They never wanted me around, except to calm their fears.If you've a place for me here, Lord, it needn't be so grand.I never expected or had too much, but if you don't, I'll understand

Looking!!!
Ok Here is the deal. I am looking for a FUHUBBY. Needs to be kind, funloving, no jealousy, partners on here. No its for real shit in the real world. Cause that ain't happening , Everyone lives to far away to even think it. I want us to be able to help each other out on here. If interested leave me a PM. I will get back to you. TY Sexy Texy.

"i Love You Just The Way You Are.."
I'm Sorry created @ 2007-11-06 22:28:42 i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough ba

Uss Iowa
A NATIONAL TREASURE IS ABOUT READY TO BE TURNED INTO SCRAP METAL. IN 1943 BB-61 THE USS IOWA WAS LAUNCHED AND SHE SERVED PROUDLY OVER 5 DECADES. SHE WAS FRANKLIN ROOSEVELT'S FLAG SHIP AND THE ONLY IOWA CLASS BATTLE SHIP TO HAVE A BATHTUB IN IT. THERE IS A FUNDRAISER HAS BEEN STARTED TO SAVE HER. HER SISTER SHIPS HAVE PERMANENT HOMES. SO TAKE A LOOK AT THE POSTED WEBSITE. IF YOU HAD A FAMILY MEMBER OR A FRIEND SERVE ON HER PASS THE WEBSITE AROUND. LET'S NOT LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO THE MIGHTY USS IOWA. http://www.savetheiowa.com/news.cfm

Long Time Ago
Is this where im suppose to be? No job, no money, no grasp of reality Living in a state of incompatence and people that shouldnt be. Living in a house where i cant be free This is real no dream to have Wonder why you're born into such a place It doesnt matter still a waste of space Ever ask yourself what is the humanrace? Walk down the street give your change to a bum You say that looks free that might be fun What is fun about no home no love nowhere to run?

Memories
You never realize how much you love someone until they're gone. You never realize that...yes...once their love surrounded you but now...what do you have? Memories. Why does love hurt so much, when it's supposed to be such a good thing? It's something that...yeah...I guess it can't be helped but...maybe it's harder for you than it is for someone else. Faint smells of cologne...a song on the radio...a movie...or a single word...these are things that bring back those memories. But, you can't hide from these things...because...they're there and no matter how hard you try to, they'll always be there. Even when you have moved on to the future...and those things don't trigger the memories as much as before...they still do. You can't forget someone that you've loved...you may want to...but you can't. Love cannot be forgotten...no matter how hard we try...and how much we think it'll ease the pain...it will always be there...forever.

Just A Poem
The crimson tide washes over my souldown toward the abyssAs the secrets of long wanting reveiledWe'll seel our fate with a kissIn the darkest of daysIn the morning mist hazeThe ardency draws closer and nearFor the whisper of the heartThough we're far apartOnly as one could we hearThe burning passion like fireThe true sweet desireOne day will the world get to seeAll alone in our thoughtOur love not forgotScreamed up to the Heavens will be

Empty Or Half Full?
Someone asked me the other day if my glass was half empty or half full. I was going to say it's empty, but that's not completely true. My life isn't void and I have my happy moments; but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked. Yes, cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up empting out. It will never be full because it's always leaking. And one day, it will get thrown away, because no one wants a broken glass.

Do Follow The Tradition, Why Not Change?
It seems that wedding golden time comes; wedding dress zone is crowded with brides-to-be in shopping mall. Maybe many of them feel a big headache for choosing their dream wedding dress. Cause many patterns in stores are out of fashion, or many of them are out of stock. What a pity for this. However, we are so lucky in nowadays, for ladies could wear dream ones for Custom wedding dresses, and whatever color, pattern you want. Of course, the price of most concern above custom-made is not higher than the traditional, it makes almost fiancés are able to afford this. Also custom-made is acceptable to wedding participants. For many of them couldn’t wear prom dresses in daily life except for taking part in the party or wedding. A big problem comes to ladies, whether buy an expensive and beautiful prom dresses or not, is it worthy of doing so? The Custom prom dresses is the best choice at this time. Many of customers wanna have it attractive in price and quality. Now it’s not an

Reality
Hi my name is tom, I am the father of three girls and one son, I lost my oldest in a drowning accident back in 1995. My 14 year old daughter lives with her mother, my first wife. I am raising my 7 year old daughter and 3 year old son on my own. There mother was very violent towards me and then turned towards the kids. She was very mentally abrusive to my little girl. She would yell at her all the time and be very mean towards her. I had to see mher in a hospital 8 months ago for mental problems at 6 years old. And about 2 months later i find out she was giving her pills that was mine that could of killed my little girl. I was shocked and very hurt and very upset. I then had to protect them. I got my kids and i moved back to ohio and had to get a protective order against my soon to be ex. I had to protect my kids. You can hurt me. but not my kids. They are my world. you do not hurt them. i know i cant change the hurt htat they suffered but i can make there future

Loneliness ... A Poem
Loneliness I play the role of the unknown, Watching joyful familiar faces, I often bear a stranger’s tone, In countless well known places My cheerfulness is affected, Concealing wounds I often attend, My false demeanour’s perfected, Genuine glee I often pretend. Tomorrow too will be marked, By my wishes gone amiss, Tomorrow too will be marked By my budding loneliness

Decode
How can I decide what's rightWhen you're clouding up my mind?I can't winYou're losing sightAll the timeNot gonna ever own what's mineWhen you're always taking sidesBut you won't take away my prideNo, not this timeNot this timeHow did we get here?I used to know you so wellHow did we get here?Well, I think I knowThe truth is hiding in your eyesAnd it's hanging on your tongueJust boiling in my bloodBut you think that I can't seeWhat kind of man that you areIf you're a man at allWell, I will figure this one outOn my own(I'm screaming, "I love you so")On my own(My thoughts you can't decode)How did we get here?I used to know you so well, yeahHow did we get here?Well, I think I knowDo you see what we've done?We've gone and made such foolsOf ourselvesDo you see what we've done?We've gone and made such foolsOf ourselvesHow did we get here?I used to know you so well, yeahHow did we get here?Well, I used to know you so wellI think I knowI think I knowThere is something I see in youIt might kill m

Mental Break Down Interupted By Kaosway
I want to like me. I want to like the mirror and not just the reflection in the water. I want to talk loud without fear and without a crack. I want to be clear about things without the need for a pause to think. I want to not care for people the way I say I don't. I want to justify what I do to me and not seek the approval of another. Far more then most I want to smile.Crease my lips and look wide eyed in confidence, instead of this brilliant act I portray. Give that look as if it has been there all my life. I want a day that doesn't lead to this.I want to not feel Friday doesn'tt matter if im going to kill myself onThursday.. My only vice, my only concern should be the happiness I expect and not the sorrow that is coming. I want to give my life for love and not the over dramatics of reality. I want the madness that I experience to have meaning in the end and not just there cause someone else needed the fix of my sympathy. I want to be as human as the smile I want on my face. I want

We Interupt Your Regularly Scheduled Blog To Bring You Something Sexy
Hello, My fellow Fu-maniacs, Well, you all know what happens when you leave your internets open, and someone goes online and checks out your webpages, and views your "recent activity" folder, and sees just how much midget porn you REALLYwatch... ...well... This is one of those times! Seems, ol' Misha left his web browser open, and well, here I am. And who am I you may ask, in your about to be elucidated ignorance? Well... It's me, It's me ...Its R-I-P!!! Rip McKewl, baby, back on the scene and ready to make ALL the honeys scream ..."LAWD have Mercy!" I'm the man equipped and I'm like the ultimate I'm the man of the hour, the man with the power ...too sweet to be sour. I'm every mother's nightmare, and every school girls dream. I'm the man who put the Man in MANN Act, and I'm keeper of the sexy. I'm the reason that husbands stay awake at night, and the reason that their wives sleep SOOOOO very tight. Yet, I'm mostly known as the "Last Bull in the Woods" H

Love Game
Let's have some fun, this beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickLet's have some fun, this beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickI wanna kiss youBut if I do then I might miss you, babeIt's complicated and stupidGot my ass squeezed by sexy cupidGuess he wants to play, wants to playA love game, a love gameHold me and love meJust want touch you for a minuteMaybe three seconds is enoughFor my heart to quit itLet's have some fun, this beat is sickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickDon't think too much just bust that kickI wanna take a ride on your disco stickLet's play a love gamePlay a love gameDo you want love?Or you want fame?Are you in that game?Dans le love gameLet's play a love gamePlay a love gameDo you want love?Or you want fame?Are you in that game?Dans le love gameI'm on a mission And it involves some heavy touching, yeahYou've indicated you're interestI'm educated in sex, yesNow I want it bad, want it badA love game, a love gameHold me and love meJust

Feels Like Tonight
You, you got me Thinking it'll be alright. You, you told me, "Come and take a look inside." You believed me, In every single lie. But I, I failed you this time. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, But try to make it up to you? And it feels like tonight, Tonight. I was waiting For the day you'd come around. I was chasing, And nothing was all I found. From the moment you came into my life, You showed me what's right. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, But try to make it up to you? And it feels like tonight. I never felt like this before. Just when I leave, I'm back for more. Nothing else here seems to matter. In these ever-changing days, You're the one thing that remains. I could stay like this forever. And it feels like tonight. I can't believe I'm broken inside. Can't you see that there's nothing that I wanna do, But try to make it

What About Now?
Shadows fill an empty heartAs love is fading,From all the things that we areAnd are not saying.Can we see beyond the scarsAnd make it to the dawn?Change the colors of the sky.And open up toThe ways you made me feel alive,The ways I loved you.For all the things that never died,To make it through the night,Love will find you.What about now?What about today?What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?What if our love never went away?What if it's lost behind words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late,What about now?The sun is breaking in your eyesTo start a new day.This broken heart can still surviveWith a touch of your grace.As shadows fade into the light,I am by your side,Where love will find you.What about now?What about today?What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?What if our love, it never went away?What if it's lost behind words we could never find?Baby, before it's too late,What about now?Now that we're here,Now that we've come this far,Just hold on.Th

Sdgfasdgas
Work was just blah today...Nothing exciting at all. Had a hour and half meeting about this new attendance policy that me and some managers went over a couple months ago. Pretty good changes that has happened. Glad we don't have to go over that stuff again.. having to do a 8 hour conferance call with people in St Louis was not fun. I weighed myself this morning and grumbled...I should take a gun to it and make it make me lose weight faster. Yesterday I was on the computer going through my email at work and they had some photos up from the Summer Event that we had going on Sunday. Omg, I looked horriable in those pics... I wanted to cry seeing how fat I was. And great, the whole Nike campus can see those photos. Just makes me even want to lose weight even more. Hmm Doomsday movie is on....they're doing the can can music now...crazy... Two more days of work..then I dunno what I'm gonna do on my days off. I think I'll hit the mall down in portland and abuse my free bus pass I got this m

Love Came To Me
i was a cold person with no love never wanted to be part of that that the pain and hurt it can cuz so i shut my heart off and let it be cold and and dark, and love would never be part then that i dj in that lounge u walked. with the wards hello my heart beaing to melt i knew not what u look like or even care u melt it and love came to me i try to run i try to hide but it came to me we had good time and some bad but love came to me and as i sit here thing of u and waiting for our wedding i see i was a fool to never want love thinks to u i know what not only what love is but i know true love for thanks to u gothy it came to me

I Think Of U Gothy
as i wake and beagain the day i think of the one i love. i think of u. as i get dress and beagain the day work i think of u as i sit and have lunch i think of u as i start again to bget home to take to u i think of u. as the the job ends i think of u as i clock out and know soon i talk to u i think of u. as we talk and say i love u i think of u. as we say good night and i face the night without u i think of u as i sleep at night i think of u.gothy my love i always think of u thats how my days go i think of u

Double Burial
Cook County Sheriff's officers began exhuming three seperate grave sites at the scandal plagued Burr Oak cemetery Friday, and at least one of those sites yielded evidence of a double burial, which prosecutors contend was a common practice by their star suspects. "An individual's casket was removed, and someone was put underneath them," said Sheriff Tom Dart, who says his office sought and obtained court orders to obtain all three exhumations. The second casket was removed, and the first was reburied, during a brief ceremony attended by the family of the deceased. At the other two sites, authorities said one burial did not match the cemetery's records, while the other featured a grave with no casket where the remains were visible through a gaping hole. "I personally would have a very difficult time leaving this cemetery, until people can come back and visit their loved onesn" he said, indicating there is still plenty of cleanup to be done. Dart said a Web site his office set up thi

Please All Friends And Family And Fans If You Could Vote And Comment My Sister Wicked Wanda
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3252582&albumid=1785028&i=2265913934&idx=1 hey all friends family and fans if you could please go vote on my sister wicked wanda and leave her a comment it would be much apprecited blessings sisterskylove hey

Auto 11's
I am going to be running Auto 11's here soon, and could use my friends help. Anything you can do is fine, this is my first time, so I am not a pro. Witty is my teacher so she is leading me in the ways of Auto running..lol If anyone could pimp me I would be most grateful and will bling that person as well, Thank You WW

Remember This!!
love. L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you desrcibe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everythin you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and th last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it whenyou cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your a

Pimp Smacking Results
Groups Targeted : Legends, Admin, Any one with bombs, Cyber Tough Guys28 People Blocked Me+4 Legends blocked me7 Whiny cunts came in my shout asking why I pimp smacked their boyfriends/friends3 Woman sent by their male friends 3 Net tough guys rated me a 1, BuzzKilled Me, and blocked meRandom boredom: Tried to pimp myself... damn I couldn't For the net tough guys who sent their female friends.... I just wish your moms would of swallowed... Even if just for that one time....

Giving You The Heads Up
Just letting everyone know I'm going on aution Aug. 9th. I'll keep you all posted on the details. Make sure you come by and bid on me. I promise you won't be disappointed!! Can't wait to see you there.!

Italian Grandfather
Why Italian Fathers and Grandfathers pass their handguns down through the familyAn old Italian Mafia Don is dying. He calls his grandson to his bedside. "Guido, I wanna you lissina me.. I wanna you to take-a my chrome plated .38 revolver so you will always remember me.""But grandpa, I really don't like guns. How about you leave me your Rolex watch instead?""You lissina me, boy. Somma day you gonna be runna DA business, you gonna have a beautiful wife, lotsa money, a big-a home and maybe a couple of bambinos ""Somma day you gonna come-a home and maybe finda your wife inna bed with another man.."Whatta you gonna do then? Point to your watch and say, 'Time's Up'?"

A Statement Or Stuffs
http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=566753 As anyone can read in the above mumm, I had problems with the poster. Having logged out so I could actually do the job Im paid for, I missed his last comment about me. Logging back in and reading it, it irked me, but I thought Id be a beter man and ignore it. Then the gin kicked in and I thought fvck it..... I have never once blocked a person without them blocking me first. If they deny me the right to comment on their mumms, and in many cases revoke my right to defend myself, then I wont allow them the same privelage. Kinda oetty, I know, but fvck it, just wanted to set the story straight on that.

Golf Challenge
Stevie Wonder and Tiger Woods are in a bar. Tiger turns to and says, 'How's the singing career going?' Stevie replies, 'Not too bad. How's the golf?' Woods replies, 'Not too bad, I've had some problems with my swing, but I think I've got that right, now.' Stevie says, 'I always find that when my swing goes wrong, I need to stop playing for a while and not think about it. Then, the next time I play, it seems to be all right.' Tiger says, 'You play GOLF?' Stevie says, 'Yes, I've been playing for years'. Tiger says, 'But -- you're blind! How can you play golf if you can't see?' Stevie Wonder replies, 'Well, I get my caddy to stand in the middle of the fairway and call to me. I listen for the sound of his voice and play the ball towards him. Then, when I get to where the ball lands, the caddy moves to the green or farther down the fairway and again I play the ball towards his voice.' 'But, how do you putt?' asks Tiger 'Well', says Stevie, 'I get my caddy to lean down in front of t

Lion Tamer Applicants
A circus owner runs an ad for a lion tamer and two people show up. One is a good looking, older retired golfer in his late sixties and the other is a gorgeous blonde in her mid-twenties. The circus owner tells them, "I'm not going to sugar coat it - This is one ferocious lion! He ate my last tamer so you two had better be good or you're history. Here's your equipment -- chair, whip and a gun. Who wants to try out first?" The girl says, "I'll go first." She walks past the chair, the whip and the gun and steps right into the lion's cage. The lion starts to snarl and pant and begins to charge her. About half way there, she throws open her coat revealing her beautiful naked body. The lion stops dead in his tracks, sheepishly crawls up to her and starts licking her feet and ankles. He continues to lick and kiss her entire body for several minutes and then rests his head at her feet. The circus owner's jaw is on the floor. He says, "I've never seen a display like that in my life." He t

Attention Photoshop Pictures
ok people seeing as i am getting alot of attention for my photoshop work to help me keep track of who wants a picture done by me, i made this blod so please leave a comment so i can contact you about making you one, other wise i might miss it thank you -lotus

My Dash
I read of a man who stood to speakAt the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on her tombstoneFrom the beginning to the end.He noted that first came the date of her birthAnd spoke of the following date with tears,But he said what mattered most of allWas the dash between those years.For that dash represents all the timeThat she spent alive on earthAnd now only those who loved herKnow what that little line is worth.For it matters not, how much we own,The cars, the house, the cash,What matters is how we live and loveAnd how we spend our dash.So think about this long and hard;Are there things you'd like to change?For you never know how much time is leftThat can still be rearranged.If we could just slow down enoughTo consider what's true and realAnd always try to understandThe way other people feel.And be less quick to angerAnd show appreciation moreAnd love the people in our livesLike we've never loved before.If we treat each other with respectAnd more often wear a smile,Rememberin

I Want To Hold You
I WANT TO HOLD YOUI want to hold you in my arms while you sleepI want to hold you while you creep into your dreams so deepwith you next to me everything feels so rightI want to hold you all through the nightI want to hold you 'till the moon stops shining throughI want to hold you 'till there is no morning dewI want to hold you 'till the sun turns blueI want to hold you 'till one and one is no longer twoI want to hold you 'till the mountains turn to hillsI want to hold you 'till time stands stillI want to hold you 'till hell gets coldI want to hold you 'till the truth be toldI want to hold you whether you're wrong or rightI want to hold you whenever we fightI want to hold you 'till the anger is goneI want to hold you 'till you sing your songI want to hold you when you're blue and sadI want to hold you when things make you madI want to hold you whenever you cryso I can dry your tears from your eyesI want to hold you whether it's early or lateI want to hold you 'till the birds and bees no

Never Trust Anyone!!!
I thought I'd been through a lot of shit with my friends, but nothing the likes of this. Those of you who read this should know that my bff Zoey is writing this blog on my behalf. I asked her to. There are two pics in my pictures of my exroommate Ben, who our family invited into our home and our trusted family circle. I will never know why but one night he just decided to take our lives and rip us apart with ONE phone call. You see, Ben wasn't man enough to fight his own fight maturely. Zoey was talking to Ben calmly about a matter and Ben lunged at Zoey. I thought he might try to hurt her, so I defended her. She broke it up before any kind of a fight broke out, but Ben decided he would do everything he could to hurt us. He called the cops on me and had me arrested, and I have been in jail for almost 5 weeks now. People....be careful about who you allow into your haven from the world....your home. You can think you know someone, but they can turn on you in an instant.

I Have Come To Realize.
I have come to realize something today. No matter how much you want someone you can't change the past. No matter how much you say you love them, unless they truly believe its wasted words. People need to change for themselves. I am a strong girl who had endured many things in my life. I am still standing. Maybe just maybe, when you realize you can not change the past you can finally let it go. Until you can you will never walk into the sunlight. You will forever chase happiness but not seem to catch it. You will live in the shadows of others and never feel your worth. I have been deeply saddened today that the love of my life can't seem to walk into the sunlight and live. ITS UP TO US TO DECIDE OUR FUTURES. YOU CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST. STEP INTO THE LIGHT, LOVE YOURSELF, LIVE, BREATH, LOVE