Tittat586's blog: "writings and ramblings."

i know that i am strong


dont you try to tell me different


ive been through hell


but im still standing.


these eyes have cried more tears


than any eyes should ever cry.


this heart has felt more pain


than any heart should ever feel.


but im still here.




what does not kill me, makes me stronger.


many nights ive lied awake


wondering what would have happened


if i had not made my mistakes.


But then i remember


that while i cannot change the past


i have control over what happens now.


if it wasnt for my past


i would not be strong.




sometimes i have weak moments.


sometimes i live in hell.


sometimes i want to scream


sometimes i break down and cry


while all of these things


may be weaknesses,


gather them together


throw them at me, put them in me


and they give me strength.




this is me, who i am.


i know that i am strong.


i know that i will live on.


pain i have defeated.


tears have run dry.


i want to be happy....


its all I ever wanted.


i deserve it, ive earned it.


i am strong, and i will move on