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You Just Can't Make These Things Up
Sometimes you can't help but to wonder if these things are planned, or it's just really awesome that stuff like this happens by mere coincidence. And then you see it happen. This is one of those times that just makes me really laugh out loud. · Dixie Normous just walked into the bar! · what ever just walked into the bar! So... your kok's enormous huh? The person behind you says "whatever". Well, you might not have laughed, but I sure did! LOL! :-P

Can't Help Falling In Love
Wise men sayonly fools rush inbut I can't helpfalling in love with you.Shall I staywould it be a sinif I can't helpfalling in love with you.Like a river flowssurely to the seadarling so it goessomethings are meant to be.Take my handtake my whole life toofor I can't help falling in love with you.For I can't help falling in love with you. By Elvis

You And Me
What day is it? And in what month?This clock never seemed so aliveI can't keep up and I can't back downI've been losing so much timeCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youAll of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out rightI'm tripping on wordsYou've got my head spinningI don't know where to go from hereCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youThere's something about you nowI can't quite figure outEverything she does is beautifulEverything she does is rightCause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to loseAnd it's you and me and all of the peopleAnd I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of youand me and all of the people with nothing to doNothing to proveAnd it's you and me and all o

Broken
The broken clock is a comfortIt helps me sleep tonightMaybe it can start tomorrowFrom stealing all my timeAnd I am here still waitingThough I still have my doubtsI am damaged at bestLike you've already figured outI'm falling apartI'm barley breathingWith a broken heartThat's still beatingIn the painThere is healingIn your nameI find meaningSo I'm holding onI'm holding onI'm holding onI'm barely holding on to youThe broken locks were a warningYou got inside my headI tried my best to be guardedI'm an open book insteadAnd I still see your reflectionInside of my eyesThat are looking for purposeThey're still looking for lifeI'm falling apartI'm barely breathingWith a broken heartThat's still beatingIn the pain(In the pain)Is there healing?In your name(In your name)I find meaningSo I'm holding on(I'm still holding)I'm holding on(I'm still holding)I'm holding on(I'm still holding)I'm barely holding on to youI'm hanging on another dayJust to see what you will throw my wayAnd I'm hanging on to

Home
I'll be coming home just to be alone'Cause I know you're not thereAnd I know that you don't careI can hardly wait to leave this placeNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home, this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeBy the time you come home I'm already stonedYou turn off the TV and you scream at meI can hardly waitTill you get off my caseNo matter how hard I try you're never satisfiedThis is not a home I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I think I'm better off aloneHome, home this house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a home, homeThis house is not a homeI'm better off aloneNo matter how hard I try, you're never satisfiedThis is not a home, I think I'm better off aloneYou always disappear even when you're hereThis is not my home I thi

Come Back Down
Staring right back in the faceA memory can't be erasedI know, because I triedStart to feel the emptinessAnd everything I'm gonna missI know, that I can't hideAll this time is passing byI think it's time to just move onWhen you come back downIf you land on your feetI hope you find a way to make it back to meWhen you come aroundI'll be there for youDon't have to be alone with what you're going throughStart to breathe and fake a smileIt's all the same after a whileI know, that you are tiredCarrying the ones you lostA picture frame with all the thoughtsI know, you hold insideI hope that you can find your way backTo the place where you belongWhen you come back downIf you land on your feetI hope you find a way to make it back to meWhen you come aroundI'll be there for youDon't have to be alone with what you're going throughYou're coming back downYou say you feel lost can I help you find itWhen you come aroundFrom time to time we all are blindedYou're coming back downYou don't have to tell me

9/19/2009
NOMS! Breakfast: .5 banana, Peanut butter and Jelly Sandwich Lunch: 1.5 cups whole wheat pasta, Chicken breast, 1 tbsp italian dressing Dinner: .75 cup blueberries, 2 eggo blueberry waffles, 1/4 cup sugar free syrup, 1 egg, 1 oz shredded mexican cheese (2%) Snacks: 2 gum, 10 oz apple juice, 1.5 oz hard pretzels, 1 banana oatmeal cookie, 1 oatmeal cookie at work (shame on me!), 1 cup cucumber, 10 baby carrots TOTALS: Calories: 1852 Carbs: 288 Fat: 47 Protein: 80 ____________________________________________________________________ holy cow i hit my calories *dances* I only got in two cups of water though.. opps... Dinner was AMAZING... basically i cooked the pasta... and on top of that i had some chicken maranated in italian dressing.. but i tossed the dressing in the pan with the chicken when i cooked it.. added water.. cooked it down some.. and then used that as sauce on the pasta... was insanely good. its SOOO going back on the menu :D So.. i was a naughty girl.. I de

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The Bottle Of Merlot
A man asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an unusually attractive woman sitting alone at a table in a cozy little restaurant. So, the waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman who is seated over there."... and indicated the sender with a nod of his head. She stared at the wine coolly for a few seconds, not looking at the man, then decided to send a reply to him by a note. The waiter, who was lingering nearby for a response, took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: "For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank and '7' inches in your pants." After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. He folded the note, handed it to the waiter and instructed him to deliver it to the lady. It read: "Just to let you know things aren't always what they appear to be; I have a Ferrari Maranello, BMW Z8, Mercedes CL600, and

B!tches 'til The End
The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, 'I've got some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.'The woman was shocked but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting.'Well, daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. So, let's head to the club and have a martini.'After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating.The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.'The friends were aghast, gave the woman their condolences and beat a hasty retreat.After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, 'Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer, and you

The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd
If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tearsWith their tedious diatribes about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking Twenty-five miles to school every morning . Uphill... barefoot... BOTH ways Yadda, yadda, yaddaAnd I remember promising myself that when I grew up,There was no way in hell I was going to lay A bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it And how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of Thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today.You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to myChildhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today youDon't know how good you've got it!I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, We had to go to the damn library andLook it up ourselves, in the card catalogu e!! There was no email!! We had to actually

Nightmares
im lost in my thoughts i try and find my love who is forgotten for he is the one that is lost , lost soul , lost heart, lost mind, he has lost me in his world of dreams he has only nightmares he cant find his love for she is always there by him never lost again for they are always togther in there nightmares

Deams
always in my dreams out of reach i run but you always disappear everynight you are there to take me back to that one night lost in a dream never there i wake looking for you to find emptyiness a of me is gone but not forever i have my you forever in my dreams always to sleep a night is a nightmare for i see you forever in my dreams i can never have you for you , you are my dream

Brokenheart
i fell apart when you left never flet whole always alone cold dead no matter how much i wished for death it never came until im with you again i will stay cold alone deadin this world theres a knock on the door i open it here you are a lost soul as i am you say "i love you" and im here to fix all the pain and sorrow i have caused please forgive me i look into your eyes to see if this is real and not a dream i blink then look at you and tell you to come back to me i love you and never let me go

Nothing
my life had nothing my life was nothing i was empty i wanted to waste away to nothingness to feel nothing to to hold nothing but for you have came into my life and all the feelinof nothing faded away i have my life now there was a piece of me always hoping for you and i have you now the nothingness is no more

Thoughts
if you look into my eyes you see a faded light theres no glow so dull theres no life look past that you see a broken soula soul that has no life. i feel myslef getting stronger everyday im with you i feel my soul heal and the light come back into my eyes piece by piece my soul is back im not broken anymore for i am whole again

Sensual
Sexual Position Number 9lover lover with eyes that shineour bodies and heart entertwinesexual position number nine I liked to domoving on making love to youriding ontop of you arching my backtugging gently to hold yourself backbetween us deep currents of lovechemistry is strongmaking love literally all night longhold me gently so intimately nearfeeling your face your lips even your earsgliding your hands across my body completedrawing so slow in and out of mepacing yourself you never do straysexual position number twelveyour smooth body I touch my hands roamyou toothe passion so strong between me and youyou take my legs and sit astridemy feet on top of your shoulders they do ridewatching you move deeper and slower inside of mesensations of love joy and ecstacysexual position number twelve we unite with feelings that we can't let golooking into your eyes that holds a tender glow

... Is It Too Late? ...
I have came to the conclusion that this world will never be what I want it to be, or even what I expect it to be. I don'tbelong here. Heh. Who would have guessed that one. I won'tleave everything I have to make anyone feel that it's not too late to make things right. Because in reality, it's never too late.I can keep telling you that it's gonna be alright, everythingwill be fine. But in the end, you still want to change your mindand wish everything to end, including your life. Every so often I tryto make things right. To make you feel wanted. To make youfeel needed. The way that it should be, but still... It's not enough.Maybe one day, you'll realize this, and I hope that it's nottoo late for this to happen so you can enjoy what's left of an already fucked up world. No one ever sees this side of you,the side that I have seen, that I've heard, that I've witnessed.When something's wrong, nobody knows, but I see it. I hear it. I sense it. I have done everything I could. To try to make you

Warmth From A Candle
I lay in bed, I can hardly see The candle flickers, Not nearly enough to see. I want to dream. I imagine you're here with me, Holding me the way I need to be held, The light glows brighter, Touching, Loving, Security. Fingers exploring hands roaming, Warmth rising, Tenderness, passion, I want to feel, feel loved. The light flickers. Closing my eyes I imagine, Flesh touching flesh, skin interwined to be one. The smell, the taste. Sweat glistening in the candlelight. Passionately loving one another, Fullfilling each and every desire, Exploring, leaving nothing untouched.

Ugh!
Ugh and damn do I feel like screaming!! I went to a bbq at my grandma's for her 78th birthday and had to deal with all the relatives. I told my mom that I needed to go out to her house and get some of my warm clothes, she is like you will have to call me because they are all under the stairs, wtf, I had the shit neatly packed in the closet plus all my shit hanging up. Just sitting here wondering if she can strike me harder? Then my aunt was talking about tattoos and aids, and my uncle was like well if she gets aids, the state will just continue to take care of her. He can literally fuck off! My family has no clue what the hell I go through because they are too busy telling me what I can do, rather then asking why I can't do it. I went to a NA meeting tonight, was going to get my 6 year coin, and just going in there took EVERY THING I had.... I was thankful my daughter went with me, cuz the anxiety and the nerves were seriously about to start a panic attack! UGH!!! Needless to say they

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Here I Am Again
Here I am again, feeling restless, trapped, furious....and I know the emotions coming next... Resignation. Despair.And then, I'll find a glimmer...in a book...in a person...perhaps even in myself, and I'm reminded that not all is awful... I'll feel motivated to try and push through all the arbitrary obstacles. I'll fight the good fight....Only to repeat it again. And again.I'm so weary of this cycle. One could call it bipolar disorder. It is the popularized medical definition, right? The current buzzword? The cause for me is simply circumstance. It's not chemical at all. My fear though, is that by constant outside restraints, it could become a normal response. A chemical chain reaction induced by a constant relentless events that are completely out of my control, keeping me away from the world.I try to be constructive. To participate. To be useful. But to no tangible influence. My wheelchair breaks down, and I'm tied down by weeks of waiting on medical red tape to get a

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People You Need To Watch Out For
first off i like to say i well be updateing this time from time on people you need to watch out for i hate when people get used lie and or lead on playing with someone elses emotions and then when it happens to them they bitch and complan but they forget who they have hurt them selfs well and before you say anything this does not just happen on fubar it happens in real life too offline people are too chicken shit who have no balls to simply tell the other person there not itnerested rather then just want to lie and keep it going like a sick game tell someone gets hurt in the end first off we got this woman who is 35 she sent some guy to my profile becuse she was too much of a pussy just becuse you got a pussy does not mean you have to be one anyways he block me all ebcuse i asked her why she lie her name is Cougar~prowlin' around

I Stole It From Andy
If you win..you get nothing. I know I'm lame, I just want to see who pays attention to what I have to say when I decide to actually talk lol. 1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What was my first car?

See
You can see so follow along. Contacted a Federal Attorney last year who's jurisdiction I am still under as back then. He's Assistant told me I was vague three times as her fellow Assistant agreed. So I told them to follow the Registered Mail to US Attorney General and the Certified to Revenue Collector for the IRS. I don't want any vagueness on my part. Like this one. Against the law for anyone to loan money to anyone else, even to my then wife at that time without charging Fair Interest and going into binding contract. No one can compete against the Banks. So I can forgive the loan all I want but she has to declare Chapter 7 Bankruptcy. My sister ought to figure out by now what Bankruptcy she declared or didn't. So you see well and you'll see much more clear what I mean when I say Passive Homicide? This become what? See well. See it all as long as you can hold what goes with it.

Sad
My ex had gone to Utah on Thursday to tell his dad that we're getting a divorce, using my car.. It's a 13 hour drive I think...he texts me today saying that my car died and there was nothing he could do to fix it....u know how spendy transmissions are... He said he tried to trade the car in for another one but bad credit....so he's on his way home from utah tomorrow...his dad is driving him back home.... I don't have a car anymore. I been driving his car, because like i said, I felt safer. There were problems with my car...(long story how that stupid car became mine because of him) and I would not drive it until the mirros in the car got fixed. he insisted that I would be fine driving without the mirrors...cause he never got pulled over....yeah..YET! This stresses me out more because the money I have is being saved to move out. He is never home on our days offs because he's out with his friends and gf real late and he straight out told me that he's avoding me. I don't want to be stu

Resist
I could not resist. You told me my IP Address and OS but added you can see me. You became a serious risk to a major financial institution. Through me you can access the entire institution and at the same time brought in all I left out and now as a risk bring the IRS on the charge is Mr. Mark J. Spitz, Revenue Collector ID #23-09058. Phone numbers, 215 861-3874 and FAX is 215 861-1627 and don't forget my once attorney Mr. Edwin L. Meyer, Jr., Esquire, CPA number 848-8528. As to what he did is unknown to me? Gets much better because now you'll have to defend Lisa as to how she created this back door and for who she did it for since every piece of document in this file pertained to someone very specific. Also her one time and perhaps still friend from all that you that watch me and see. Life is full of suprises isn't it? Far as me I'm dead because it not only affects the Heart but the CNS or the Brain and the entire Neurological system and all the organs. Although a By-Pass and a Valve

- One Night -
To savour all that is HerTo explore and divine allof her passions all her desiresTo learn and empracticea man would aspire.To rend real all her fantasiesTo indulge her every sweet sinsuccumbing to every temptationTo ignite and stokethe fiercest fires within.To burn from dusk to dawnTo blaze passionately, engulfedan inferno, fiercer then old SolTo rage and burnone night would never be enough. ~CHP, March 16, 2009

Isn't It Funny?: Part Drei
That the ones that hurt, never speak. (I'm breaking this up because no one would read any of it if it were two miles long.) I occasionally post some of things in my life that stress me out... I never really get much in the way of response or they turn into empty promises. But like I said in "einz" it's too much for me and no one has time for me. I take that back. One person did, I happened to be at my father's crying. And my phone had died. I've seen a lot of shit come and go in my short 26 years... a lot. A lot more than most see in their lives. I have been abused in every way imaginable from just about any person you could think of that could. I have seen death. In the droves. I have been shoved down, kicked and then maimed mentally, physically, verbally and psychologically. I have been mind fucked and mind bended. I have been lied to, made to lie, seen someones lies. I have been made to be silent. And made to scream. I had to deal with watching the one person that I belie

Isn't It Funny?: Part Einz
That it's typically those who are silent are the ones in need. I'm not even sure who on here will give a crap. I write because my heart is too heavy to be by itself right now... and no one I thought cared for me will give me the hour I need to just .... I don't even what I need. A hug would be nice. A conversation that involves nothing negative. A joke. A good fucking cry with someone, because this crying for hours by myself shit needs to end... I rarely post the shit I go through. I've learned people don't like to read it. And even less actually do anything about it. Maybe it's flabbergasting. or.... fuck. I don't even know what it could be. I'll start with the burning question that's on a lot of people's list, some of them I answered. Some I didn't because I got sick of having to go through it.... and then 80% of those I told didn't really understand... either because they don't have kids or never had a custody battle. July 31st and August 24th I went to court. The 31st I was sum

- Crash -
CRASH!You falling into mewith such powerful gentilityRending me in the stormsof your sweetest sensualityEchoing all that is my heartmy desires - so passionatelyWith my mind's eye wide open...I see the reality of now...and what will be...Crashing into You...Crashing into Me ~CHP, March 9, 2009

Little Ralphy On Math....
A teacher asks her class, 'If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?' She calls on little Ralphy.He replies, 'None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot.'The teacher replies, 'The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking..'Then little RALPHY says, 'I have a question for YOU.There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream:One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream.The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone.The third is biting off the top of the ice cream.Which one is married?'The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, 'Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone.'To which Little RALPHY replied, 'The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on,' but I like your thinking.'

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
it would be nice when someone says consistently they are gonna call you in a few that they could POSSIBLY........... just MAYBE........ call you when they say they will......... 3 hours later and NOTHING.......... what a friggin joke........

Me
Rising Sign is in 07 Degrees Capricorn You are practical and reserved but very ambitious. An achiever and a hard worker, you respect success. Older looking and very serious as a youth, things lighten up and you relax more as you mature. You have a serious view of the world as being a difficult place to be in. Very envious of those who seem to have an easier life than you have, relaxation and play do not come easily. It is important that you had abundant parental support as a child so that you do not feel lonely and isolated as an adult. Generally, you have a good, earthy sense of humor that can carry you through when times really do get tough. You are purposeful, self-willed, industrious, realistic and responsible. Sun is in 10 Degrees Pisces. Extremely sensitive and emotional, you absorb the emotions of others (whether positive or negative) like a sponge. Emotionally vulnerable, you are easily upset and tend to cry readily. You are at your best when you can structure your environment

A Double Dose....
A man went to the doctor to get a double dose of Viagra. The doctor told him that he could not prescribe a double dose. "Why not?" asked the man. "Because it's not safe" replied the doctor. "But I need it really bad," said the man. "My girfriend is coming to town on Friday, my ex-wife will be in town on Saturday, and my wife is coming in on Sunday! Can't you see, I need a double dose!" The doctor finally relented but said, "you have to come in on Monday morning so I can check you out to see if there are any side affects." On Monday morning the man dragged himself in, his arm in a sling. "What happened to you?" asked the doctor. The man replied, "No one showed up...."

It's Never Enough
It's never enough to say I'm sorry It's never enough to say I care But I'm caught between what you wanted from me And knowing that if I give that to you I might just disappear Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be It's never enough to say I love you No, it's never enough to say I try It's hard to believe That's theres no way out for you and me And it seems to be the story of our life Nobody wins when everyone's losing It's like one step forward and two steps back No matter what I do you're always mad And I, I can't change your mind I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street I can't give you what you want And it's killing me And I, I'm starting to see Maybe we're not meant to be There's still time

Loveless
There is a reason that all the world’s religions have insisted on dragging down the possibility of love between humans and made it subordinate to the love of an Other that is perfect, precisely because that Other is beyond our reach. The best of lovers is the one that is far, far away, to whom you write love letters in fervent anticipation, and who is not besmirched by the endless disappointing humiliation of contact. And that is why it is those who truly love best, the forsaken soldiers dying in distant lands, suffer the most, for they love the most, and most sincerely.That perfect lover, the one that patiently dries all of your tears, that knows all of your fears without thinking less of you, that comforts you in the long nights that precede those most desperate of trials, cannot, and does not survive contact. That is precisely why the greatest lover cannot, must not, be met. And that is why the most desperate of lovers call their beloved “God” and say to themselves

About Me
ABOUT ME: Have the virgins with their honesty... guarantee? We move like vandals down darkened streets And talk like dime store novles beth amphedamine, cindarella, dentine ice, whats her name, all real tall...all the same...all call me by my magus witchboard coven name...comic books fishing hooks...hard to find black magic symbols on the cover of my really rare cook books.. I hear the ratters of tatters of home Kick over the buckets of the wells run dry I can't see but I don't care Nothing is the best gift you can find things you cannot measure...things your sure are treasure...moments you think feel good inside your heart...make you feel good...bring you.. pleasure Deepest darkness in our blackened hearts Got no time for you bleeding hearts hurry and explain this mood before you get caught....for crimes of the mind with individuals you are sure must be real....but maybe not...grant you all that you have wished for leaving fragments black and dis

An Awakened Dream
If the night be cold and long......thoughts running to deep......unable to sleep.Just stop and breath......and dare to dream..an awakened dream.For life is oft a torturous mess,yet oft as well a magnificent gift.So, savour the moments...That joy the heart......enlighten the spirit......impassion the soul.And dare to dream.....an awakened dream.For in these awakenings,we may see.....all that joys us.....all that enlightens us.....all that impassions us......and all that yet may be. ~CHP, March 4, 2008

Now Accepting Applications
Sometimes I just wish I had a man i could tie to my bed when i wanted and pamper me when i needed. Lets see who has the best to offer!Copy and past into an email to submit(Tip: dont take it seriously its all in fun.) Name:Age:Birthday:Location:How tall are you?What is your ocupation?What are your living arangements like?Do you own a car? if so what kind?What is your dream car?What is your favorite drink?What is your best physical quality?What is your best non physical quality?What do you think my best quality is?What is your biggest turn on?What is your biggest turn off?Do you have any tattoos?Do you have any piercings?Do you like to bite?Do you like to be bitten?Whats your favorite sexual possition?Whats the kinkiest place you've ever had sex?Whats your sexual fantacy?How old were you when you lost your virginity?How often do you masterbate?How often do you like to have sex?What is your favorite holiday?What is your favorite color?Whats your favorite movie?Whats your favorite band/g

******** Every Womans Prayer**********
***************Every Woman's Prayer*****************Dear Lord, I pray for:Wisdom, to understand a man.Love, to forgive him.Patience, for his moods.Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat him to Death!Peace. Stole this one too

Blog
Seems this Blog is my bitch session. my target is different but all can access this. want my memories? the cup, red and white, friends, and clear passage. threshold is already in place and routinely used. wanted at a meeting and expected to have my pass port. with or without i'm out. by the way, wrong ip address but you led the charge and all will thank you forever. time for this blog like others to cool off and stand down. Norio

My Ideal Pet
Thomas just took the Ideal Pet Quiz and found out you was a Monkey!The Monkey is always seeking out an adventure. Whether it's playing piano or scoring a goal, you push yourself to do the best that you can. When you're not focusing on the task at hand, you can't help but create some mischief with friends. You can be a clown but nobody holds it against you since they're too busy laughing.

Hey Guys I Am Back.... Help!!!
Hey everyone what's up? ok i am getting back into the swing of things with having a computer back. i was without it for awhile. i miss alot of my old pals i had then when i was frequent here. I want you guys Back!!!! PLease help me level other things i love blings, i love gifts, and i love comments. I try to return the favor as fast as i can sometimes takes me a lil bit but i get the job done!! i am trying to get a vip again so i can have the rate folders and start paying you guys for rating again.i use to do that alot. i have so many fu bucks it's ridiculous!! anyways just hit me up and let's get this show on the road...Again!! Gummy Vodka* Drunkin\' Stuper*@ fubar

It's Too Funny!
OK, so, I've never been on this type of site, have no idea what goes down here, but, I heard about it from my ex who is also on this site. She's a slut who was engaged to 2 people at the same time, but, I digress, because I'm laughing at her now. All those people in my pictures were once her friends, now, they're my friends and want nothing to do with her. She met someone over the internet while being engaged to me and married him 4 months after meeting him and 2 weeks after breaking off our engagement. Her name is Serenity on here. She loves the money and that's all she cares about. I wouldn't befriend her, she's manipulative. But, screw it, I'm here, and she can't stop it. Enough about wretched people, let's talk about the great people I'm prepared to meet. You interested? Drop a line.

Bears
Had to tell you what happen last Sunday, well beside the bears throwing the game away, gawd we need some receivers!!!!!! Anyway, I met up with Tina in the lte morning and went straight to the mall, we hit like every store there was, I was in heaven but could tell Tina wasn't too into it but I did manage to get her a partial new wardrobe hehehehe!!!! Got her to stop wearing baggy tshirts and pants and wear tighter, more form fitting but not skin tight like I like to wear, we can work on that. Anyway, she has bigger titties than me and she does have a lil pouch, but other than that she has a sexy body, she has this cute lil ass OMG wanna to spank it but was a good girl for now. We got done shopping and went to get a bite, stopped at this one place and got a slice and pepsi. After we ate I asked her if she wanted to come over to my place to watch the game since my roomie wasn't home and I'd be all alone and we could have snacks and even some beer, I poured it on really thick and she

Best Of Friends
A boy and a girl,the best of friends.primary to high schoolfrom beginning to end. Through all those yearstheir friendship grew.They both felt the same,but neither knew. Each waking momentsince the day they met.They both loved each othersunrise to sunset. He was all she hadin her terrible life.He was the onewho kept her from her knife. She was his angel,she made him smile.Though life threw him curves,she made it all worth while. Then one daythings went terribly wrong.The next few weekswere like a very sad song. He made her jealouson purpose he tried.When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousylike it was a game.Little did he knowThings would never be the same. His plan was workingbut he had no clue.How wrong things would go,the damage he would do. One night she broke down,feeling very alone.Just her and the blade,no one else home.

Splitting Up
The ramifications of splitting up never ends The hurt and loneliness never bends We try and move on each day and night We pursue our dreams alone each day with all of our might The family routines are no longer here We fight to numb the feeling with vodka and beer The financial obligations just keep on The hate at the ex, is nearly gone The disappoint still remains The kids, their wants their needs, their gains Life as I knew it will never be the same Some say it gets better, others pronounce the pain Birthdays come and Birthdays go Getting older and trying to be happy amidst all the woe A smile here a smile there Trying so hard to hide my despair Camp for the kids, college after that Feeling everyday like a financial doormat Thursday thru Monday every other week add another day is all I get More vodka and beer trying to forget The tucking in every night The homework I hated and making sure its right I miss those days In all the ways

Silent Scream
the whole world trembled with every breath you took, as you moved to move away from me, the fabric of my little world shook, i could not look away as the chaos came down like rain, i wanted to scream out in agony, to make this someone else's pain, but i bit my tongue, i said nothing, i silenced as much as i could dare, i could not cry out as i wanted to, i dared not to show i cared, fairness was my every intention, every sob that came but escaped, i never meant to use my tears against you, i never intended to wound or manipulate, running away didn't work, and throwing things around wouldn't help, i sat in my own puddling tears, a whimpering wolf, no, but a whelp, just a lost little puppy, no ferocity left in this heart, listening as you moved away from me, breaking my world and my heart, i bit my tongue, my soul bled from the effort of saying nothing to save myself, watching as you took my every joyful moment, tucked it all away as memories, on a shelf, i

Battlefields....
when i step into the cipher cats reaching for high lighter'scause your boy rips it tight like inch and a quarter cut mitersnot only picture, but the frameno flows ever the samedrow one poised as the cranerearranging your mind frame,this just looks better over here,headpiece designer of the yearcrushed velvet and fleece liningfor the trim around your earsarrival's apocalyptic flipping scissor tongue linguisticskeeps spitting it til he hits itvia throat born ballisticstraining these double oughtthoughts to walk like warriors,Brass Knucks up on the battlefieldcause that's where the glory is..

[altruz 00]
Well, I've got a few before my lunch is ready so I thought I'd post my review of my second suit for AC 4; For Answer Altruz, its a name I picked up very similar to another alias of mine that I used for a pilot handle in Gundam Crossfire. It sounded like a good last name. Anyway, Altruz is basically my response to the mid-weight champs on the duel rosters. Mid speed bipeds with mid-heavy payloads of versatile weaponry. In other words guys with 70+ weaponry ratings, all around good distance and weapon synergy, technically sound units with decent speed and a ton of boost capacity- its pretty hard to outmaneuver them, but not impossible, and its even harder to outgun them, but not outsmart them. You have to make a general assumption with these guyssince they're this high up, they're going to have ways of RIPPING through your defense, and then knocking you out. This means one of two things, high fire rate low offense ballistics weapon to chip very rapidly through your shell, or a high

So It Seems
that every other thing I do here,I get bouncer checked.Is this BJ's way of telling me I need to buy a vip?Or is it that I am just enough of a douchebag that he thinks I deserve this?Personally I think he is mad b/c of my other account and is butt hurt. OR It could really have nothing to do with myself or him.(which is higly unlikely b/c we all know how awesome I am) Either way Im not buying into that shit and will just continue to bitch about it. CHEERS

Friends
WE COME TO FU LAND TO HAVE ADD RATE AND FAN AND TO JUST FOOL AROUND BUT LITTLE DID WE KNOW THAT WE WOULD FIND MUCH MORE IN HERE WE FIND FRIENDS LOVERS.PERVERTS TOO AND CRAZY FUCKERS AS WELL BUT FOR THE MOST PART ALL IS WELL AND SOMETIMES GOES TO HELL WITH DRAMA AND OTHER THINGS AS WELL THAT SOMETIMES YOU JUST SAY GO TO HELL BUT I HAVE MET SOME VERY NICE PEOPLE ON THIS SITE THEY CALL FU LAND AND I WOULD BE A LIAR IF I DIDN'T SAY THAT THERE ARE SEVERAL I WOULD LOVE TO LAY THERE ARE ALOT THAT HAVE TOUCHED MY HEART AND I CANT TELL YOU WHY BUT SEVERAL OF THEM BRING A TEAR TO MY EYE SO TO ALL OF YOU I HAVE TALKED TO AND EVEN THE ONES I HAVE NOT THIS I WRITE TO YALL TO LET YOU NO YOU WILL NOT BE FOR GOT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE SO PLEASE UNDER STAND THAT I WILL NOT FORGET THE ONES WHO WHERE THERE AND MAYBE EVEN SHOWED ME THERE UNDERWEAR SO WITH THIS LAST VERSE I DONT WANT YOU TO CURSE, JUST BE HAPPY THAT I BUZZED YOU FIRST.....jro

For My Friends
LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE CHERISHED EVEN IN THE ROUGHEST OF TIMES,WE ARE ALL PUT IN THIS WORLD FOR A REASON, REASONS WE MIGHT NOT KNOW OF RIGHT OFF TIL IT SMACKS YOU IN THE FACE. THE TIMES THAT I HAVE BEEN ON HERE I HAVE MADE SOME AMAZING FRIENDS, OTHERS OF WHO I CAN TALK TO AND THERE WILL ACTUALLY LISTEN WITHOUT JUDGEMENT, BECAUSE AFTER ALL THERE JUST 1 JUDGE AND EVERYONE WILL MEET HIM SOMEDAY. BUT THE REASON FOR MY BLOG TODAY IS TO THANK THOSE WHO HAVE ALWAYS STOOD BESIDE ME AND WAS ALWAYS HERE WHEN I CAME BACK YOU WILL ALWAYS BE VERY SPECIAL IN MY HEART.YOU ARE TRUELY ONE OF A KIND TO ME.. AND ALSO TO THE NEW FRIENDS I AM MAKING, I AM VERY HAPPY TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THE CHANCE TO KNOW YOU.I NOT HERE LOOKING FOR THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, BUT IT'S TRUE IT CAN BE FOUND ANYWHERE I BELIEVE THAT.AND SOMETIME WITHOUT KNOW IT SLIPS BY.BUT I ALSO BELIEVE WHAT IS MEANT WILL BE. TAKE TIME TO KNOW PEOPLE YOU COME ACROSS IN YOUR LIFE, BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU MIGHT BE MISSING OUT ON.

Business Directory
I would like to practice Portuguese but also English, French, or Spanish as an exchange for help in other languages. I would love to meet people from other countries; I believe it's one of the best ways to travel without actually going there. You're left with anecdotes of local people and your imagination. The best comes later when you actually visit that place of many escapes and tales. We can talk about anything from the mundane to philosophy so hope to hear from you soon. business directory manufacturers & exporters india export/ Import brazil export/import forum

Omfg!!!!!
It's been like... DAYS since I blogged! *checks my forehead* Noooo...I'm not sick I do want to say something meaningful in this blog However Nothing meaningful comes to mind Maybe I should make a mumm to help me make up my already empty mind. Wanna hear somethin funny? I'm going to a Naughty School Girl party and I'm providing my EXboyfriend a babysitter for his current girlfriends kids so they can go to the same party. She has never met me. lol Am I teh awesome or what?! ok you can go about your biz now. Thanks for playin!

Already There
You walked into sightand I saw the sun riseI felt like I came to liferight there in your eyesLove floating on the breezeswept me off my feetI knew God had sent youto make my life completeIn the shadows where I standno light upon my faceYour heart belongs here with mineno other could replaceTo scared to take the fallwill I ever know you careCan your heart be filled with mine?I'm already there. Poem by Tammy C.

Profile Skin
ok everyone that is staff in Grindhouse Radio, my with Lirpa is making me a profile skin that has the lounge name and a pic in it. so if you would like to have that very same skin just go to my profile and rip but i'll let you know when she is finished with it

Feel Inside Me
feel my heartbeat. it bleeds for you. feel my heartbeat cause its for you. my life just begin. with you forever. listen to me. let me softly whisper in your ear. how you make me go crazy. how i want you in my arms. let me gently hold your hands. let me give you endless passion.

The Two Personal Gifts General Ratko Mladic Gave To Me On My Summer (2002) Vacation In Belgrade, Serbia. (2002 August)
The Two Personal Gifts General Ratko Mladic Gave To Me On My Summer (2002) Vacation In Belgrade, Serbia. (2002 August)http://lpcyu.instablogs.com/entry/the-two-gifts-books-general-ratko-mladic-gave-to-me-2002-on-my-summer-vacation/"The next day I woke up around mid morning feeling depressed so I went for a walk to a local store picking up some things. Returning to Darko’s, we were standing outside his apartment discussing something when I turned seeing Mladic approaching me in full military regalia. We shook hands glad seeing each other. Of all photos I’ve seen online, Mladic never looked better than he did then. His military uniform was clean, ironed and he wore every military metal ever earned it seemed to me. He was as honorably decorated as any of the American Joint Chief’s of Staff; even wearing his gold colored in sigma upon his green military cap. He had many gold colored metals hanging from his uniform on the left side by his chest. I was privileged to

Comparative Analysis: Whereby Mladic & Karadzic Treated Me West Milford Detectives Harry Shortway & Peter Van Gilst
COMPARATIVE ANALYSIS: WHEREBY MLADIC & KARADZIC TREATED ME WEST MILFORD DETECTIVES HARRY SHORTWAY & PETER VAN GILSTWednesday, April 15, 200912:07 PM 9/19/2009http://mladickaradzicshortwaystudy.blogspot.com/It is an extremely important legal case I am submitting to the Hague Court in theNetherlands as an individual complainant from here in the United States of America. I hope it will set an international precedent even in America people are abused by their own public elected government officials.I am fully convinced now, that after a decade of asking the American legal governmental authorities (local, state and federal levels) to arrest and try, Detective Harry Shortway, and his corrupt law enforcement associte, Sgt. Laughlin, in a court of law in America for attempting to murder me; moreover physically and emotionally torturing me and my family in 1990/1991,it is clear,the United States of America is either unwilling OR incapable of taking the bold moral measures to arrest Harry Shortw

What It’s Like To Chill Out With Whom The Rest Of The World Considers As The Most Ruthless Men In The World : Ratko Mladic And Radovan Karadzic Confe
What It’s Like to Chill Out With Whom the Rest of the World Considers As The MostRuthless Men in the World : Ratko Mladic and Radovan Karadzic Confessions of a Female War Crimes Investigator Retrospectively, it was all so simple, natural and matter of fact being on a boat restaurant in Belgrade, sitting with, laughing, drinking a two hundred bottle of wine and chatting about war and peace while Ratko Mladic held my hand. Mladic, a man considered the world’s most ruthless war criminal since Adolf Hitler, still at large and currently having a five million dollar bounty on his head for genocide by the international community. Yet there I was with my two best friends at the time, a former Serbian diplomat, his wife, and Ratko Mladic just chilling. There was no security, nothing you’d ordinarily expect in such circumstances. Referring to himself merely as, Sharko; this is the story of it all came about.http://lpcyu.instablogs.com/entry/updated-edition-of-mladic-karadz

Irrefutable Proof Icty Is Corrupt Court/irrefutable Proof The Hague Court Cannot Legimimately Prosecute Karadzic Case
Irrefutable Proof ICTY Is Corrupt Court/Irrefutable Proof the Hague Court Cannot Legimimately Prosecute Karadzic Casehttp://lpcyu.newsvine.com/_news/2009/07/02/2992783-irrefutable-proof-the-hague-court-cannot-legimimately-prosecute-karadzic-caseWar crimes tribunals are only as effective as they are true tools of international social justice for bearing genuine historical record.If anyone doubts what I am saying, reexamine the political show trials of both Jesus and Socrates.In the case of Dr Karadzic currently in the Hague, my eye witness testimony proves the Hague was never a true tool of international social justice from its very conceptions/construction phase.This legal technicality indicates the Hague must dismiss charges against Dr karadzic and others awaiting trials in the Hague jail; like it or not. If American criminal Madoff stood in front of court that was as seriously corrupted, flawed and compromised as the Hague, he would have to be acquitted or transferred to another cou

Ugh Seriously Guys!!
No time to make this all fancy....PLEASE.. I am asking a huge favor.. If you have NSFW pics in your DEFAULT.. PLEASE DELETE ME or PLEASE DON'T RATE MY PICS.. (as I return all rates)I HAVE KIDS RUNNING AROUND ME AT ALL TIMES.. AND IT ROYALLY P*SSES ME OFF TO CLICK TO RETURN RATES AND WAMMMMMM.. I HAVE A D*CK ON MY SCREEN..*I don't care if you have them, but please put them in a folder so I know where they are.. for the sake of my children..IF YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND THIS OR DON'T CARE.. THEN YET YOU HAVE ANOTHER REASON TO DELETE ME

Jerk Of The Day
This idiot (who cannot spell by the way) is one crude little boy (even though he says he is 41). Just because I would not web cam with him (since I dont have a cam) or even call him and listen to him "Cum Hard" over the phone. Called me a dork. And I doubt if he knows what it really means and such a mature thing to say for an older man. I blocked him rated his pics a 1 and left him a few choice comments. Just wanted to show you what a real idiot looks like. http://fubar.com/user/3527385

The Consummation
... the end. Weightless, levitating on the sea of the Eternal. We slide into the essence of each other. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple. Wetly ready. My eyes see all that is you. Silken strands of pure energy from the source of our Creator refract deeply inwards; penetrating, sublimating, suplicating. Slow and steady, the pulsing of a gift accepted changes our refractions into reflections. ... the beginning. Now the throb of choice aches inside of us; arches and thrusts completes the immersion of our seperation. Freely we feed each other. There is no consumption. Consummate love. Triangulation. The angles of the wings of Angels allows for a long, slow, slide back into the Garden. We must deliver the Message. ...intellectual gift from Amma, or am I blessed to be a tool of the Great Gardener. You choose. It is your freedom. - music by gifted individuals Tool: Right In Two "Right In Two" Angels on the sideline, Puzzled and amused. Why di

Sadness...
I've had a few instances lately of knowing someone who I thought was sincere and genuine only to be smacked into the reality of finding out they were liars. One of the instances being my now ex boyfriend. I feel fooled and used. I was spoonfed a story that I though was reality. He promised me everything and I bought into it. He's a liar and a fraud. I've never felt so patronized in my entire life. I now know that he only ever told me what he thought I wanted to hear because it somehow helped him with his agenda. I'm more upset that I put aside my own instincts because I really wanted what he was offering. I have learned that I really can't give anyone trust unless my gut tells me otherwise. I'm losing faith in people more and more everyday.

I Be The Dread Pirate Durhamntx!
Today be Talk like a Piret Day! One day a year when ye are encouraged to rewrite the rules of grammar and talk like Long John Silver or Captain Barbosa! And to help ye get into the spirit of things, here be a couple of links to visit: http://www.piratename.net/generate.php - Get ye a pirate name and ship's namehttp://www.talklikeapirate.com/ - to find out where the notion sprouted to begin with Feel free to leave yer pirate name here or with Mad Garrett Shull! Sail on!The Dread Pirate DurhamNtxAKA Holcomb of the Queen Londra Sea Shark

Giving Up Wine... O.o
I was walking down the street when I met a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked me for a couple of dollars for dinner.. I took out my wallet, got out ten dollars and asked, 'If I give you this money, will you buy wine with it? 'No, I had to stop drinking years ago', the homeless woman told me.'Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food.'No, I don't waste time shopping,' the homeless woman said. 'I need to spend all my time trying to stay ! alive.''Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?' I asked.'Are you NUTS!' replied the homeless woman. I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!''Well, I said, 'I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my husband and me tonight.'The homeless Woman was shocked. 'Won't your husband be furious with you for doing that? I know I'm dirty, and I probably smell pretty disgusting.' 'That's okay. It's important for him to see what a woman looks like after she has giv

The Hollow Tree
In youth we have a heartYoung and strongGrowing inside of usEveryday beatingSearchingLongingLovingWe grow bigWe stand tallBut the hands of timeShow no mercyAnd our leaves fallLying dead on the groundOur branches breakOur roots run dryThen we hear our last heartbeatWe bid farewellEverything has to dieOur last words spokenWhispered into the windBlowing through a hollow tree. Poem By Tammy C.

A Walk Through Time
Walk through a picture into a world that is no more. A picture your fractured soul has kept intact, tucked into a wound that is held deep in the recesses of your heart. Jump into a dream and let your mind drive you through the winding roads that took you from your innocence back then, but this time, look at the shadows. Look at them without resentment for though light has forgotten them, these special places you never saw might be the ones where you left the part of you which you think you can never get back. Poem by Tammy C.

Coffin Putty
I cant believe I just bought two coffin putties, and actually had a dilemma of whether to open a green or orange one first. Anyways, it fuckin RULES. I cant stop playin with it, grrr. Ironically, it also smells like strawberries or somethin, which makes me want to eat it :( But I dont think I should, since it says so ona box.

Wtf Was That? Strange Or Imagination?
I went shopping tonight to get out of the house. My son and I went to Hot Topic earlu and looked around for a bit til I found some stuff I wanted. I just wandered about by the time i went to the register to buy the stuff 2-3 hrs had passed. iI was mind boggled. I guess it was because it was my first time in a while to truely be out of the house my by own desire. Anyways, we leave and go to walmart to get shoes and a few new clothing things for him and some other groceries. We stop by McDonalds to get him a happy meal and go back home. The kid goes off and does his thing and then wants tub time. While he's in the tub. I mess around with my things and lay them out and start fooling around on fubar. Seems pretty normal right? Well I start chatting with a friend about the usual chatter: how was ur day etc. I am listening to my music list. Here comes the weird part. During Tim McGraw's "Its your Love" out of nowhere I get this chill on my upper left arm and when i closed my eyes it felt s

Chapter 3 Fighting The Urges
Fighting the urges I pulled into the parking lot and parked my Volvo. I searched the parking lot to find Bella’s face. Her Old beat up Chevy pickup was where she always parked it, but she was nowhere to be seen. I anticipated on seeing her, which made trig and history go by extremely slow. Finally History was over and it was time for lunch, I rushed to the cafeteria in anticipation. Bella was in the lunch line with Jessica and Mike; she didn’t get any food just a soda. She returned to her table and I started talking with Emmett and Jasper we were laughing at our hair entirely saturated with melting snow. Rosalie and Alice leaned away from Emmett as he shook his wet hair in their direction. I listened hard to hear the thoughts of the people sitting with Bella. Apparently Bella was staring at me; at least that’s what I was reading in Jessica’s mind along with some other stuff I already knew. I looked over and met Bella’s eyes. She dropped her he

Passion
It is what I crave, eyes of hunger the undeniable embrace pulling a moaning gasp from deep inside as lips meet Flesh ignights suddenly alive to savor each electrifying connection of skin on skin souls uniting an all too brief moment forever changed

Lyrics - Goo Goo Dolls - Iris
Iris And Id give up forever to touch you cause I know that you feel me somehow Youre the closest to heaven that ill Ever be And I dont want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life cause sooner or later its over I just dont want to miss you tonight And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you cant fight the tears that aint Coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies Yeah you bleed just to know youre alive And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that theyd Understand When everythings made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And I dont want the world to see me cause I dont think that t

Lyrics - Rhianna Ft Ne-yo - Hate That I Love You
"Hate That I Love You"(feat. Ne-Yo)[Rihanna:]That's how much I love youThat's how much I need youAnd I can't stand youMust everything you do make me wanna smileCan I not like you for awhile? (No....)[Ne-Yo:]But you won't let meYou upset me girlAnd then you kiss my lipsAll of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)Can't remember what you did[Rihanna:]But I hate it...You know exactly what to doSo that I can't stay mad at youFor too long that's wrong[Ne-Yo:]But I hate it...You know exactly how to touchSo that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no moreSaid I despise that I adore you[Rihanna:]And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)But I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you so (oh..)[Ne-Yo:]You completely know the power that you haveThe only one makes me laugh[Rihanna:]Said it's not fairHow you take advantage of the factThat I... love you beyond the reason whyAnd it just ain't right[Ne-Y

9/18/2009
Yay Yellow! MENU!! "Breakfast" 18 grapes Lunch: 1/3 piece of chicken cooked in italian dressing, .33 oz cheese, .33 cup of corn, .2 up of brown rice, and .25 cup of wild rice (i wasn't hungry LOL) Dinner: 2 eggs, 1 slice of cheese, 1 piece of italian flatbread, .5 cup of salsa. SNACKS: 1 cup cucumber, 1.75 cup cheerios, 1.75 oz hard pretzels, .25 cup hummus, 2 banana oatmeal cookies, 7 oz of apple juice, 1 stick of gum, and a big oatmeal raisin cookie TOTALS: Calories:1584 Carbs: 248 Fat: 43 Protein: 67 ____________________________________________________ my lunch was actually a full piece of chicken and more rice and all... but i just couldn't eat it... it was good.. but just couldn't do it.. I started making my meal plans for next week and am keeping that in mind.. more snacks.. less big meals... I am still under in my calories.. but fine on everything else i am watching... I feel like i am constantly eating but am still not hitting those calories! blarg! I fin

Chrissay Baybay At Chronic Babes
Sexy and beautiful Chrissay baybay is new at Chronic Babes. Chrissay baybay is one sexy stoner and I know you will agree once you see all her photos. Check her out at:http://www.chronicbabes.com/2009/09/16/sexy-and-beautiful-chrissay-baybay/

Deployed
Hurry up and get there is a popular phrase, what are you looking at soldier, as I stand here hard willing in parade rest at ease. Raining down shells from the sky, this is one storm I wish away praying to God I am out of harm the rest of my stay. As I stand and watch the dust clouds fly by my thoughts are off thinking of my life and love I have left behind, it is the soldier’s oath that hold back my cries. Cut off from what I know as home leaning on the camouflage that surrounds me, I know I am not the only one alone. Back in the states songs are written, books are read, movies made, in the hopes to remember the lives we gave, in the end up they go a civilians thanks the standing O. Know one truly knows what we have seen, the hate, ugly, defiled, un godly things; you’ll never comprehend it in all your dreams. by: GM*FAMOSO*

To Stand Alone
Standing alone inside means no one can be close, you can trust no one and expect only pain, to stand alone is to be alone, and for those who choose to stand alone will have not a purpose nor true place to call home...the way of the longer warrior is what calls many of us and for some they ignore and overcome it...but what about those who dont but cant follow it?...will they never find happiness?...will they ever find a place to accomplish this want...this need?....I guess someday I may find out

Will...
How can one truly tell when their will has died, their soul moved on and the feeling of hope truly fading. Can one even want to accept it,or will they try to rise above it or even want to. Can one even hope to have the will to find the one person out there meant for them to fall in love with or is life all about despair and death... or is it overcoming the hardships in life so they can reach for their dreams and become their own hero and find their one true love and fade, guess thats up to your will and if you can overcome yourself

Lipstick In School
According to a news report, a certain private school in Washington was recently faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick, they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them, and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintenance man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night (you can just imagine the yawns from the little princesses). To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the mir

Emotion
emotion...it can be a curse. a curse..... can break the soul. when a soul is broken...it becomes empty. when the soul is empty....it is dead. when it is dead....what happens to it? where does it go? does the body die with it? does the will to exist end with the soul? or can it be renewed? would there be a want for renewal? if the soul n will is renewed will it ever be the same? can one return to life from death and be happy even? with they want to? maybe its best to just be dead inside til the light comes and renews the soul for them so happiness will shine out the clearer...but how long will it take for that light to shine and can one last that long...its all left up to one thing...and that is.....you.....

Alive.....
How does one know when they are no longer alive inside? Is it when the presence that kept them forward is gone....or the present of it? Is it when your drive to live diminished or when it's at full? Maybe it is when when one is alive they are no longer alive as those around them influence them and alter themselves so that they become blind to what is around them....Maybe it is when all they once had held dear is gone...or even when they awaken to a truth they were kept known from knowing in an attempt to protect them. Maybe one no longer lives inside when they are kept from it. If any of these are true can one peer at themselves and ever see the are no longer alive inside...and if so can they accept it and continue forward beyond the boundaries of life inside one's soul? and if not what becomes of them? where do they end up they can't push forward or even when they can? Are they able to bring life back to themselves inside when it dies inside? Can the body life on without the so

How Strong Am I?
I've been the strong one all my lifeAs the elder sybling it's been my stryfeI was strong for my momDurring her hard timesStrong for my brother and sisterThrough countless trials in lifeI've been strong for my friendsMy family, and those I care most aboutBut now I find the path the toughestand I must muster all the strength I canThey say if you know love That you know painWell, I have know love in many formsPassionate, romantic, platonic and unrequitedBut in all these I have been strongBut now I know what I must doNow I find if my strength will prove trueI gave all I had, and for a time she was gladNow comes the time to set her freeEven knowing what it means to meI have been strong for you, My DearBut please forgive me I can't hold back the tearsI know what we had was wonder and joyI'll always love you, your daughter and boyBut for now, I can't be strongI can't hold back the floodBut I ask that you not pick on meI've been stronger than most will ever beForgive my weaknessForgive my tear

So A Gold Star....
have you ever seen a speculum and thought well jeez what if you took it and used it on the ass instead? well of course not.... but there are those who have... and this is a story about one of them... so... a guy takes one and shoves it in a girls ass... parts her silky cheeks and spreads that shit wide open... and takes a nice long piss inside... and well if you do a golden shower inside a brown starfish well dammit that deserves a gold star doesn't it? cause they are trying so fucking hard this message brought to you by leticia wolf

Cheated
I finally worked up the courage and met a man for sex. I have talked with him before, but chickened out when it came to meeting him. I think it was guilt that stopped me that time. I've been so frustrated with my hubby and his premature ejaculation. He just doesn't seem to care whether I'm satisfied or not. It's difficult to find time to be intimate with him, with his crazy rotating work schedule, kids at home and everything else going on. But when we do finally do it, it's the same damn thing every single time. The same minimal foreplay, two position changes and then wham-bam and I don't even get a thank you ma'am. It's been this way for about eight years. I don't even want to have sex with him, since I never get satisfied. I would rather satisfy myself sometimes. I'm afraid I'm going to get mad afterward too, so I avoid having sex with him. Plus, he won't even talk about it. He just kind of laughs it off. It's like I have no control over anything in my sexual life with him wh

A Broken Heart
A broken heart is broken for no reason a broken heart could be broken for severl reason depends on the person.As for my broken heart is been broken for no reason.As for mine it's been broken for so long it will take only Mr.Right to repair my broken heart.I know I'm the prettiest or the skinniest but I'm human and have feelings,I've been lied to cheated on in every relahionship.My broken heart may take time to heal until then please don't break my heart as it's still broken.

Good One
Walking, waitingAlone without a careHoping, and hatingThings that I can't bareDid you think it's cool to walk right up To take my life and fuck it upWell did youWell did youI see hell in your eyesTaken in by supriseTouching you makes me feel aliveTouching you makes me die insideWalking, waitingAlone without a careHoping, and hatingThings that I can't bareDid you think its cool to walk right up To take my life and fuck it upWell did youI hate youI see hell in your eyesTaken in by supriseTouching you makes me feel aliveTouching you makes me die insideI've slept so long without youIt's tearing me apart, tooHow to get this farPlaying games with this old heartI've killed a million petty soulsBut I couldn't kill youI've slept so long without youI see Hell in your eyesTaken in by supriseTouching you makes me feel aliveTouching you makes me die inside I see Hell in your eyesTaken in by supriseTouching you makes me feel aliveTouching you makes me die inside

Worried
DAMN I CAN NOT WIN FOR NOTHING THESE DAYS .. FOUND OUT YESTERDAY MY MOM IS NOT DOING SO GOOD... MY PUP I HAD WHEN I WAS A KID PASTED AWAY....WATCH A VID THAT REALLY HIT HOME..SOME PPL LIKE THAT NEED TO BE SHOT...I AM SO SICK OF THE PPL THAT HURT THERE CHILDEREN IT MAKES ME SICK TO MY TUMMY....I KNOW MY LIFE IS HELL SOME TIMES BUT I WOULD NEVER HIT A CHILD NOT EVEN IF HE OR SHE WHERE NOT MINE....I LOVE MY SONS VERY MUCH...HEY I AM NOT THEBEST MOM BUT I AM STILL LEARNING NEW THINGS EVERY DAY...SO YOU PPL OUT THERE WANT TO BASH ME FOR BEING A BAD MOTHER GET A FUCKING CLUE OR BETTER YET WATCH THE NEWS YOU DUM ASSHATS.. GOD THAT PISSES ME OFF EVEN MORE.... OK BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING RIGHT NOW MY HEART HURTS I AM SO WORRIED ABOUT MY MOM DAMN IT...

Liar, Liar....pants On Fire!
http://fubar.com/user.php?u=3280216&friend=3280216" target=_blank>$heWantsMoneyhttp://b.pcc3.fubar.com/61/20/3280216/tn_1338383098.jpg">href="http://fubar.com" target=_blank>@ fubar Drew Duns...aka...So Far So Good So What...aka...She Wants Money is a cheater. He cheated on me last summer while I was pregnant with his baby with a girl he met on Fubar. He said it was the biggest mistake of his life. He said he would never do it again. He said he loved me. He said he wanted to marry me. Well must have all been lies...cause here is is again after promising not to go on Fubar or chat with women anymore. I actually believed him! Ha ha ha ha, stupid me! Actually stupid him. I wrok all day, take care of him, let him live with me 4 free and love him. I make 3 times the money he does. I buy him whatever he wants, have sex with him whenever he wants! Suck his cheating cock whenever he wants. I am an awsome cook, a hard worker, a beautiful intelligent woman. I have a good job and

Lyrics - Papa Roach - Carry Me
I've been looking for something sacred running away from the lightGotta burn all the bridges in my head that lead me away from my lifeI question my own existence, question the meaning of lifeWhy don't you carry me? Why don't you carry me?I can't move on, I can't live onCarry me, why don't you carry me?I can't save me, I am crazy without youIt takes horns to hold up my halo and strength to get through the fightNow I'm playing my cards on the table praying everything will be alrightI question my own existence, question the meaning of lifeWhy don't you carry me? Why don't you carry me?I can't move on, I can't live onCarry me, why don't you carry me?I can't save me, I am crazy without youThe hardest ones to love are the ones that need it mostThe hardest ones to love are the ones that need it mostThe hardest ones to love are the ones that need it mostThe hardest ones to love are the ones that need it mostWhy don't you carry me? Why don't you carry me?I can't move on, I can't live onCarry me

All The Right Moves
I’ve paint a picture of a perfect place They’ve got it manor than we need it I once told ya I’ll be the king-in-hearts, you’ll be the queen-of-spades And I faught for you like I was your soldier I know we got to good but they got made And the grasses getting greener each day All those things are looking up, but we should head on down Until everybody is knowing our name We’re something special, yeah we’re something nice Through anything that happens, I’ve got you But when you seeing stars, when you seeing lights I swear everything you missing , just haunts ya It can be possible the rain could fall Only when it’s over our heads The sun is shining every day but it´s far away Over the world instant It’s no matter how I try I know I’ll never find someone that I love like you I pushing you away but I can not single break someone that I love like you all the right friends and all the wrong places so yeah we’re going down We

Lyrics - Les Mis - On My Own
Les MiserablesLes Miserables (Act 2)On My OwnEponineAnd now I'm all alone againNowhere to turn, no one to go toWithout a home without a friendWithout a face to say hello toAnd now the night is nearI can make believe he's hereSometimes I walk alone at nightWhen everybody else is sleepingI think of him and I'm happyWith the company I'm keepingThe city goes to bedAnd I can live inside my headOwn my ownPretending he's beside meAll aloneI walk with him till morningWithout himI feel his arms around meAnd when I lose my way I close my eyesAnd he has found meIn the rain the pavement shines like silverAll the lights are misty in the riverIn the darkness, the trees are full of starlightAnd all I see is him and me forever and forever And I know it's only in my mindThat I'm talking to myself and not to himAnd although I know that he is blindStill I say, there's a way for usI love himBut when the night is overHe is goneThe river's just a riverWithout himThe world around me changesThe trees are bare

Lyrics - Phantom Of The Opera - All I Ask Of You
RAOULNo more talk of darkness,Forget these wide-eyed fearsI'm here, nothing can harm youmy words will warm and calm youLet me be your freedom,let daylight dry your tears.I'm here with you, beside you,to guard you and to guide you...CHRISTINESay you love me every waking moment,turn my head with talk of summertime...Say you need me with you now and always...Promise me that all you say is truethat's all I ask of youRAOULLet me be your shelterlet me be your light You're safe, No one will find youyour fears are far behind you...CHRISTINEAll I want is freedom,a world with no more nightand you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me...RAOULThen say you'll share with meone love, one lifetimelet me lead you from your solitudeSay you need me with you here, beside you...anywhere you go, let me go tooChristine, that's all I ask of you...CHRISTINESay you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...say the word and I will follow you...Share each day with me,each night, each morning...Say you love

Cry
take this heart and rip it out of my chest. let me bleed all over the floor of my sad lonely life. my dreams are gone never to be seen . sew my mouth shut not to speak of ur name are the words i want to say to u. sew my eyes shut not to see ur face are the world any more. here lies a a broke and dead girl how no longer lives in this body. she;s gone to the land of the broken hearts and bodys. can u save her for here? if u think u can try she is so far gone all she see's is death of love .

♥runaway♥
This is my fav part of the song: *Gonna pack my bags & never look back, run a parallel line w/the railroad tracks & make my getaway. I'll put the pedal 2 the metal as the sun goes down, leave everybody sleepin N this sleepy town 2night & @ the break of day I'll be a runaway!*

Yup, I'm Back
So, I got another PC and I'm back online and back to work with the new album. I've set the studio back up and put down some new beats and track layouts for my 5th solo album. That's about all for now, I'll post more about the record/s later.

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kidon a marry-go round??Or listen to the rain??Falling on the ground.Ever flollowed a butterfly erratic flight?? Or gazed at the sun in the fading light??You better slow downDon't dance to fast!!Time is shortThe music wont lastDon't run through each dayWhen you ask "How are you"??Do you hear the reply??When the day is done,Do you lay in your bedWith the next hundred choresRunning through your head??You better slow down,Don't dance so fastTime is shortThe music wont last.Ever told your child,We'll do it tomorrow??And in your hasteNot see his sorrow??Ever lost touchLet a good friendship die??Cause you never had time to say "hi"??You better slow down.Time is short.The music wont last.When you run so fast to get somewhere,You miss half the fun getting there.When you worry and hurry through your day.It's like an unopened giftThrown away.Life is not a race.Do take it slower.Hear the musicBefore the song is over!!

Mumming.
So I'm talking to Weirick in my shoutbox. He tells me about this MuMM. I, of course, go look. Here's the MuMM and well everything that happened. After reading it, I went to make a comment. I tried to be as nice as possible because it was comment approval. Here is my comment, that didn't quite make the cut. "WTF are you modeling and why hasn't anyone ever asked me to model???" Then she came to my shoutbox and all of this was said. Here's a few after thoughts. 1. She needs to learn how to spell. 2. Really, she needs to answer my question. 3. She should probably rethink her name. 4. She took my comment exactly the way it was meant to be taken.

Unheard Solo.
It's cool again, like swimming in iced lemonade.Only it smells like october, only it tastes like december.I watched a cricket saunter as he serenaded. Not surrendering to innevitability.You will perish, long before you could scatter every seed, kiss every rose, sample every flavor.I pressed the tip of my shoe over his wirey legs, and retro antenae with a brisk crunch.Not something I normally do, but I felt the needthe callto end his life with a much more merciful method of mortismuch better to see it coming, blame me rather than god for your brevity on this aimless adrift clod of metals and mud.I'm much more likely to give a damn.Just ask him who you should have prayed to when you get there.Just when I thought I had her worked out.Passed like a stone, blocked and glazed like an immunizationshe managed to meander back into my meager miscalculated misery.You came by, smiles and a trail of rosy scent announced with such a final stomping strut.And we talked, at your insistenceabout some of

Sun.,sept 20th 3pm Est, In Dirty Deeds Radio Lounge
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I Need Your Opinion..
Ok, so this is a bit tricky to follow, so keep up if you can, lol. I have this friend, Jason, whom is married to Amber, and together the have a daughter, Taylor, who is only 7. Now, these people had absolutely no place to live. Me, and my family, took them into our home and welcomed them with open arms because I thought that Jason was one of my BEST FRIENDS. He had never done me wrong, always stuck up for me no matter what, etc. So, I told them they could stay here a week because we really didn't have the room. During that week they were suposed to be going to welfare to get food stamps, cash, housing, etc. Anything they could get, just to get them by until they got jobs. No problem. They went, got emergency food stamps and medical covers and they told us that they had to wait on their cash because something about the government being behind, which IS true because we checked. Doesn't sound like a big deal, right? WRONG! What was supposed to be one week turned into an entire month. I

So Ive Noticed
so i have noticed something about some people on fubar. They will only help out people that will give them something. be it bling or bombing them or whatever. I just have to say that those people that are like that are not real friends. if conversation and being there for a person isnt enough then they are not a real friend. a real friend doesnt want anything for their time or effort they do it because they want to. if i have to give someone bling to get bombed or bling or drinks or even for them to talk to me then i dont need friends like that. i would rather have a handful of real friends than thousands of people that i never talk to. thats stupid. and if you pay attention to some of the people on here that is all that they are about. they dont talk to anyone or do anything other than ask for rates or gifts or whatever. its retarded. and please dont get me started on the girls that will show their NSFW pics if you pay for them wtf is that about? anyway comments are appreciated rate i

Month Numbers And Vocations
The day of the month that you were born on could be significant as it determines what type of job you might best be suited to do. This is because in some folk forms of numerology the digits of the day you were born are said to symbolize the tools and talents that you were born with in life. So -One. If you were born on the first day of the month, then you must be the center of attention so being a politician; public speaker, actor or performer best suits you. You are also a born leader.Two. If you were born on the second day of the month you relate to people more emotionally than cerebrally and would make a good psychologist, counselor or sales clerk.Three. If you were born on the third day of the month then you are tolerant of others and like the spotlight. You make a good teacher, theologian or performer.Four, if you were born on the fourth day of the month you are energetic and have a good design sense. You make a good house builder or gardener.Five. Those born on the fifth have

Wanna Own Me??!!?!?!
Hey friends, would you like your very own LizzieKitty??? I'm up for fu-auction!It's a cash items bids only, no fubucks... However I have a lot to offer, and if the price is right, I'll add so much more :)Bids start September 19th!! BUY ME BUY ME BUY ME!

Really?
BAM*******4 mins agofanned you rated you plz add me and allow access to all photos plz Yeah, I know, it's my own damn fault cause, in Katie's words I "have a motherfuckin snake on my motherfuckin tits" But do I look like I'm that stoopid?

Heeling Wounds Of Others
BRIDGE OVER TROUBLED WATERS (Healing The Wounds Of Others) Let me not live a life that's free From the things that draw me close to Thee, For how can I ever hope to heal The wounds of others I do not feel... If my eyes are dry and I never weep, If my heart is cold and it never bleeds, How can I tell what my brother needs... For what ears are deaf to the beggar's pleas, And we close our eyes and refuse to see, And we steel our hearts and harden our mind, And we count it a weakness whenever we're kind, We are no longer folling the Father's way, Or seeking His guidance from day to day... For without crosses to carry and burdens to bear, We dance through a life that is frothy and fair, And "chasing the rainbow" we have no desire For roads that are rough and realms that are higher So spare me no heartache or sorrow, dear Lord, For the heart that is hurt reaps the richest reward, And God enters the heart that is broken in sorrow. As He opens the door to

Just A Saying
FOR THOSE LESS FORTUNATE (Speak Lovingly) Speak lovingly and kindly While here on earth we stay Our life is but a shadow That soon will glide away One little word of kindness On some poor heart may fall Like beams from yonder golden sun That brightly shines for all. Speak lovingly and kindly O let the tasks be ours To scatter by the wayside Not thorns, but smiling flowers. Though crowned with peace and plenty Our happy home may be Remember those around us Less favored far than we Speak lovingly and kindly For He our Lord we know To us will show the kindness That we to others show. Verily I say unto you, Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto me. MATTHEW 25:40

Stevia?
So I picked up a box of stevia in the raw, if you don't know what stevia is, it's an all natural 0 cal sweetener. I figure I need to cut down on the chemicals that I put into my body and well, i'd rather cut out sweetener than drugs. It tastes different, not bad, but not oh wow yum. Anyone else tried it?

Wahhhhhhh
I just recently got banned from Whiskey Falls lounge because a fata$$, whiny, crybaby, b1tch isn't man enough to fight his own battles. So he got some of his dumba$$ little friends to fight for him. I find this funny as hell, because I really could care less about this site or it's stupid lounges. I had another candy aSS little pu$$y rate me a "1", then blocked me, because I went off on the horse faced c*nt of an owner. That's hilarious, because he thinks that's gonna hurt my feelings or something. OMFG ROTFLMAOUIPMP. Arguing with stupid people on the internet is like running a race in the special olympics ... yeah you won, but you're still a retard. So to all the futards in the world ... do us all a favor ... pull your bottom lip up over your head and SWALLOW ... like your mother should've !

Shadow Of Truth
She sits at the windowand takes in the sights.She unknowingly staresat the beautiful lights.She would stay here forever;if only she could.She would never leave the windowbut she knows that she should.She's never felt the daylightupon her feeble skin.She's never writtenor spoken words from within.She's never felt affectionfrom the people that made her.She always looks out the windowbecause to her, it's a cure.She's got bruises and gashesupon her tiresome face.She will pass away,someday without a trace.

No-one To Turn To
She sits at the windowand takes in the sights.She unknowingly staresat the beautiful lights.She would stay here forever;if only she could.She would never leave the windowbut she knows that she should.She's never felt the daylightupon her feeble skin.She's never writtenor spoken words from within.She's never felt affectionfrom the people that made her.She always looks out the windowbecause to her, it's a cure.She's got bruises and gashesupon her tiresome face.She will pass away,someday without a trace.

Dreams
There are dreams we all travelSome bring smiles and some fearBeen walking on a long roadWith thoughts that are never clearDrowning in my own eyesLaughing on my own criesSeeking truth in my own liesRising when my soul diesThere are dreams we all travelSome make us rise and some fallBeen riding this tide aloneStruggling while life takes its tollLeft alone within my mindSearching for serenityIf only I could see the truthWhat really lives inside me

Sad
its sad that when u need a friend the most it turns out u only have one true local friend... and they can't get off work to be there for u .. then the other friends that would be there for u ... have to travel. i be in the hospital on oct. 26th giving birth to a baby i am not keeping and i get to come outta surgery to be alone.

Update
******Last Update****** Mom was discharged from the hospital today, came home to me and the hospice nurse has been to see her and the rest of my family. She is resting relatively well, but is now on morphine and another laundry list of meds. The nurse seemed to think she has 2 weeks or less left. When we visited with her yesterday, she told us the drs said there is no hope and she said it as though she has accepted that. I have made peace with this and have told her I love her and that it is ok for her to leave this earth and join her brother, parents and the rest of her relatives in heaven. She is solely my responsibility during the day and my brother, although sleeping at my house still has to go to work for now. You all have been wonderful in your support of both my mother and me and I thank you profusely for all of your words of comfort. I will try to be on occasionally while she sleeps to tell all of you personally, but can't promise how much that will happen. May God bl

I Want To...
I Want To... *be able to look into your eyes. *hold you close and feel the warmth of your body. *feel your soft lips against mine. *have your arms wrapped around me,pulling me close. *lay my head on your chest with your arm around me and just fall asleep.up and down your body. *wrap my hands around your neck,looking in your eyes and kiss you. *feel your skin against mine *kiss/suck on your neck. *feel your breath on my neck as you kiss it. *hold your hand and feel connected. *just lay with you and know I'm with somebody who wants to spend their time with me. *feel your soft lips kissing down my body. *feel your hands wrap around my lower back and run down my outer thigh. *make passionate and meaningful love. *hear you say how much you care about me and want to be with me for who I am. *tell you 'i love you' and it mean something to you.

I Will Find A Way To You If It Kills Me...
PLEASE LISTEN TO THE WORDS TO THIS SONG...OR YOU CAN READ THEM...I THINK WE'VE ALL BEEN HERE AT SOME POINT. Hello, tell me you know Yeah, you figured me out Something gave it away And it would be such a beautiful moment To see the look on your face To know that I know that you know now And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking You know nothing Cause you and I Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and We get along much better Than you and your boyfriend Well all I really wanna do is love you A kind much closer than friends use But I still can't say it after all we've been through And all I really want from you is to feel me As the feeling inside keeps building And I will find a way to you if it kills me If it kills me Well how long, can I go on like this, Wishing to kiss you, Before I rightly explode? This double life I lead isn't healthy for me In fact it makes me nervous If I get caught I could be risking it all Baby there's a lot that I miss In case I'm wron

Socrates Quotes
True knowledge exists in knowing that you know nothing.SocratesTrue wisdom comes to each of us when we realize how little we understand about life, ourselves, and the world around us.SocratesWhere there is reverence there is fear, but there is not reverence everywhere that there is fear, because fear presumably has a wider extension than reverence.SocratesWisdom begins in wonder.SocratesWorthless people live only to eat and drink; people of worth eat and drink only to live.Socrates I know that I am intelligent, because I know that I know nothing.SocratesI only wish that ordinary people had an unlimited capacity for doing harm; then they might have an unlimited power for doing good.SocratesI was really too honest a man to be a politician and live.SocratesIf a man is proud of his wealth, he should not be praised until it is known how he employs it.SocratesIf all misfortunes were laid in one common heap whence everyone must take an equal portion, most people would be contented to take the

I Will Be Playing Live
Anyone and all is invited to come to PAPA JACKS PUBB in Va Beach to see Hard South whom I will be playing with. We will be playing classics, southern rock and country. Bring your friends and LET'S PARTY!!

For My Son
i never got to hold u in my arms at all. you were take form mommy before u were born. no you sleep with the angels in haven . God holds u in his arms at night as i sleep in my bed on earth. Mommy will get to hold you some day my lil one. know mommy loves u for ever . even thow u are in haven and im on earth i love u . i will see u soon my angel baby to my son domnick alexander dunn. oct 4, 2009 - oct 4,2009

Twisted Disney
Cinderella wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promises to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5 a.m., Cinderella shows up, looking love-struck and **very** satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the fairy godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" "I can't remember, exactly...Peter Peter,something or other...."

What My Name Means
You entered: Donnie Middle Last There are 20 letters in your name.Those 20 letters total to 84There are 9 vowels and 11 consonants in your name. What your first name means:Scottish Male Great cheif, world mighty. From the Gaelic Domhnall. The name Donald has been borne by anumber of early Scottish kings. Famous Bearers: Billionaire Donald Trump; actor Donald Sutherland.Gaelic Male Dark stranger.English Male From the Gaelic Domhnall, meaning world mighty. Famous bearer: Walt Disney's cartoon character Donald Duck.Celtic Male Dark stranger. Your number is: 3 The characteristics of #3 are: Expression, verbalization, socialization, the arts, the joy of living. The expression or destiny for #3:An Expression of 3 produces a quest for destiny with words along a variety of lines that may include writing, speaking, singing, acting or teaching; our entertainers, writers, litigators, teachers, salesmen, and composers.You also have the destiny to sell yourself or sell just about any product t

My Second Auction...:)
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=3484161&i=4250217077&albumid=1843117 I AM IN MY SECOND AUCTION!! COME CHECK ME OUT AND MAYBE MAKE A BID. WHILE YOUR THERE PLEASE SHOW MY HOST SOME LOVES AND MAKE A BID ON HIM TOO !!!!

Random Thoughts.
....and sometimes you sit here and wonderwhy is the world the place that it is. everything seems so obsolete, and everything seems so assbackwards. you start to wonder why its good vs evil optamistic vs pessimisticreality vs fantasy. you start to wonder why bipolarisim is starting to devour everybodies lives.you start to wonder why people become sadistic.... manic.... suicidal....and become institutionalized only because their on a real bad acid trip, or just need to be fucking held for once in their lives.... and it makes you wonder if there really is a GREAT institution out there that can help people instead of feeding more and more bullshit into their minds that they really dont need to know........but its all a factor of life.... //laughs.... it seems like its in the atmosphere. that its becoming fashionable and logical for people to attempt to lock themselves inside a dark closet and bang their wrists against walls. it seems like people are in the right for having not one hope for

25 Credit Bling Pack/ Vip/blast Auction
I Will be holding an auction for either a 25 credit bling pack/ VIP/ or one week blast. This auction will end on September 25th at 12:00pm(noon) Eastern time. The winner of this auction will be notified by email, and has 24 hours to reply, or the bid will go to the next highest bidder. At that time the winner will get to choose either the 25 credit bling pack? 1 month VIP, or 1 week blast. Good luck to all, and bring your fubucks The minimum starting bid must be 1,500,000 in fubucks, all other bids must be higher!!

Auto 11/ Cherry Bomb Bling Auction
Im holding an auction for an auto 11 bling, or cherry bomb bling. This auction will run till Friday September 25th, 12:00pm(noon) eastern time. The winner of this auction will have the highest bid in fubucks at the time, and will be notified by email. Once notified by email the winner has 24 hours to pay out their bid, or it will go to the next highest bid. Also, the winner will have the choice of whether they want a Cherry Bomb or an Auto 11 bling. So bring your fubucks and good luck, may the highest bidder win :p The minimum starting bid must be 1,500,000 in fubucks, all other bids must be higher!!

I Am Back Bitches!!
The fucking idiocy I have seen from admin lately wow but I am back (I KNOW you fuckers just couldnt wait for it) Lala is back too which makes me lol and I am fuckin with the support lounge every chance I get over the bullshit they have pulled

Window Seats
At the airport check-in counter, I overheard a woman ask for window seats for both herself and her husband. The clerk pointed out that this would prevent them from sitting together. "Sweetie," the woman replied, "I've just spent 10 days of quality time in a compact rental car with this man. I know what I'm requesting!"

Hillbilly Hero
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. While having a bite to eat, they talk about their moonshine operation.Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is inreal distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says,'Kin ya swallar?'The woman shakes her head no.Then he asks, 'Kin ya breathe?'The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no.The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue.The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth.As she begins to breathe again, the Hillbilly walks slowly back to his table.His partner says, 'Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver' but I ain't niver seed nobody do it!'If you don't send this to five friends, there will be five fewer people laughing in the world!

2nd Signs Of The Web-bot
The 2nd sign- is you will add them to your messenger and try to talk to them, Likely they will answer, but talk to you in small dull english, and get a conversation going just for a little while. Then they will say Hun all the time hun this hun that, or BB this BB that, because they do not know how to interact sociely, all they do is try to trap you and get you to join a website, with your Credit card or Debt card which ever. By asking every question from Age/Location/ and would you like to see me, and they also say I am a model, sure they say that, maybe they are, but the Web-bot is not, its a false depiction of the real person otherwise known as a decoy, of the real woman. Last but not least them asking you to Authorise your Credit card or Debt. They don't care about you, they care about the green scaly money of our country. To end this, Those accounts of the Web-bot usely have no more than just a few pictures, and that is not good enough, my profile shows photos of my real face s

How Do You Stop Thinking
So my daughter, who is about to have her 10th birthday, comes to me last night and asks me how to get to sleep. She tells me that she can't stop thinking about stuff and just lays there starring at the ceiling. She is so excited about her birthday coming in Oct and the costume slumber party she is planning, that and she has her first ever crush on a boy in her class. I can remember my 4th grade and i had similar problems sleeping, my mind would race thinking of things from, will Erica talk to me today (my first crush), will brandon beat me up at school or after, and will i actually get Castle Grayskull for Christmas. I could make this a mumm because i really would like to know what you tell a 9 year old when they ask, 'how do you stop thinking?' I did refrain from telling her i masterbate when i can't sleep, but siriusly that is the only answer i could come up with in my head.

Enchanted Thoughts!
I can sit in under darkened sky's all nightWatching comet's pass over my head , Blazing Orange & blackKnowing that our love & dreams arent deadShooting through the atmosphere past the luminous planetsI have an angel sitting straight on my shoulder under the lampsthey'll never fade or dim , She is more than my my daylight more than my beaconShe keeps my fire burning & my soul so very strongEverybody who has left her behind , I wish them well I watch the doves & butterflies flie in unison above our heads Look unto the sky & you shall see , The gentle wisps a faint white trail of acrobatic display , A love in unisonShared in all that occurs , enveloping all hateNothing can shoot it down , Leave it upon fatecwtdesigns25: One true strong bond built off stone Nothing can penetrate this wallBuilding day by day , Hour by hour Rising to the midnight stars where they shall dance under a violet moon Angels dont just exist in heaven , they exist within you,I think I found mine finally, She isin't

New Online Store
I'll write more when I have time, seems like all I've been doing is painting, painting and more...painting! Think I'm high from the fumes. This is the home for my art projects. Anyways here's the link for my online store And it just made that whole last sentence the link... Well I have more painting to do...bbl luv ya! K

Comentator And Watcher
Sorry bud. Your a security risk to a huge institution. Access me and you have access to them and as a high risk they'll hunt you down. They can have my PC since it's about time I renewed. They may already have started. What better way not only to track you but collar you, if I waited and also a lot of people have access to this site like you. I no longer come here but once in a while like now. I often used it to communicate to others. Norio

With A Smile
In the morning you wake and find you cant breatheYour heart starts to throb as the pain ends its leaveYou move like a zombie, your mind runs a blankMemorys soon flood in as your brain turns its crankAlone you can cry, at least for awhileWith others its easy to hide with a smileHis eyes you ignore though you glance here and thereSoon you find yourself in a heartbreaking stareCan he see the pain that you hide with a grin?Does he see the anguish he caused with a sin?You turn away acting as if you dont careWhen really without him its to hard to bareHe hurt you so much but your still holding onThis proves how love can sometimes turn out all wrongLove comes with heartbreaks, some big and then some smallBut in the end you'll walk away from it allSooner or later you will find the oneBut until then smile, the day is not done.

Befor I Say Goodbye
I ask that you leave.For you have caused enough pain.I don't need anymore excuses.And you do not have to explain.You see, before i used to get hurt.When you curse and blame and leave.But today i figured it all out.You have no one left to deceive.I sacrificed much.And endured several blows for your sake.But i guess that's how you reward loyal ones.With humiliation and heartache.If you think without you i would die.I suggest you think twice.If you thought all i would do is cry.Your assumption is less than precise.Let me tell you one thing.Before i say the final goodbye.Take back your heart.Because mine is sick of your lies.

I Quit
Taking a deep breath,fighting back the tears,determined never to let you seethe pain and tears you've made me cryas I walk away with pride.Keep my head highand act like nothing is wrong,I'll never give you the pleasureof knowing how much you hurt mePut on a mask againof perfect cool emotionlessness,the reason behind the nameof the heartless Ice Queen,shutting the doors of my heart.Building up walls that I let you through,you blew the only chance I give,take a step back emotionallyand re-evaluate my opinionand the situation I thought that I was in.I cared for you deeply,as a wonderful friendand someone I actually trustednow I see that I was wrong againwhen it came to judging a person.You say I'm being stupidand that you hope I wake up somedaybut thats ok with meit's you that is being stupidbecause you only see a tiny world.I gave you more chances than one,why I have no idea,and you threw them all in my face,I quit, I'm done, I give upyou're not worth the pain I'm putting myself through.

One Night
One night when we're alone in the house; I want to take my time unbuttoning your blouse, Slide it slowly down your arms Showing you that I mean you no harm. You rip at my pants, And pull me into you I push you on the bed, As I grind into you. I kiss on your neck And down to your chest, As you whisper in my ear; "Baby your the best". I get down to your hips; I kiss, tease, and bite, I look down at your wetness; Now that's all I have in sight, I slide between your thighs Looking up at you staring; Passionately into your green eyes. I slide my tongue slowly up your lips I slide only one finger inside you As you start to buck your hips I flick my tongue faster over your, Very swollen clit. I roll onto my back; On top of my face you will sit. I lick all around; Mostly up and down, Then you start to shake and shiver As you cum like a wild flowing river, I lick up all your juices It taste like suger and pears; Nobody's taste will ever be good Enough to compare.

!0 Rules Of Fubar!!!
Fuck You number ONE. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number TWO. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR. Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS FUBAR!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number FIVE. Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number SIX. 6th graders who have FUBAR and look like sluts

Trashy Mcfarts
So, every wknd we have tons of grads from the Navy stay at my hotel. So the place is sawrming with families, and more important, skanky whores that are cumdumpsters for their naval boyfriends. Last night it was a skank central, and I had to subject my vulnerable ears to typical white trash banter. "Arr, shuld I ware a yello thong with that dress, or do you think Bill wuld like me not to ware anythin down thayre?" "Louanne, kan I haz that hayr straitener? I got mah hair done, and got me all pertied up" "Terry, go watch da babies while I got me some taterz" "we still have a keg in da trailuh, we shuld partay tonite" I mean, seriously, it was if the whole fuckin state of Texas took their skankiest whores and landed them into my workplace.

In Sickness ...
Writing this cuz I'm sooooooooooooo frickin BORED, so decided to amuse myself .. :) Yesterday, 9/17, I woke up feeling like I was going to die after having felt so great the day before! I thought, WTF?? I was completely irritable, then got the dreaded call (no, not my Uncle) .. my 13 yr old telling me he was sick and needed to be picked up from school!! So I DRAGGED myself from the bed, to my car and cried all the way to the school, literally. I then dragged my pitiful self into the school office to sign my son out and was greeted perkily by the very sweet receptionist, who I have a repore with .. but this day, I couldn't stand her! At least ACT miserable to make me feel better .. GEEZ!! A school rule, must have ID to check child out .. OMFG, forgot my purse at home, not a good thing .. so I said .. "OK, you keep him then, not driving 20 min home to get my purse then 20 min back to get my son then 20 min back home .. hell, by then he could just get on the bus!!!!" She let me have him

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the day we met how could i forget you was vibin like you needed somebody to show you respect lookin back i should of turned up in a different direction left the whole tour i can fix my lifestyle no question no answers when i ask how you really feel just hook me with your lines like a fishing reel tellin me to tell ur last girl to suck it easy we joke about it then you proceed to please me you thinnk i didnt see u settin me up for the fall buti cant hit the ground its everything or nothing at all if im gettin fucked then im fuckin em all you the type a dude with ur fist balled stuck in the wall when i first met u i was straight lovestruck blind to the fact that ur brains fucked up

Before You Ask
Lately I've seen a lot of status messages asking for VIP, Cherry Bomb (both bling and to be bombed), Auto 11, bling packs, tickers, and blasts. Now JAK isn't a millionaire, but on occasion does have some funding to do certain things. No one will ever get a Happy Hour from JAK until he hosts his own first (then maybe there might be a chance...slim..but still a chance). If you come to me be prepared that what I may ask of you that you might not want to do. Not everything is bad (but there are moments). I will not give in just to make you happy (constant begging will irritate me to the point where I will remove friendship/fan and if it continues BLOCK). Should this bother you, DON'T ASK or get offended. If you want to remove me let me know so i wont bother you. Also, it would be appreciated if you could at least rate some pics too. thanks for reading this, John "JAK"

Whips And Chokers
Whip me baby, make me feel pain The way you play with my nipples drives me insain The touch of your skin, rubbing against my body without a doubt your an absolute hottie Put your hands around my neck, and give a good squeeze lightly bit on my nipples and go down on me please bite down on my neck, I want to see blood I want pain from the begining, the whole time we make love Your pussy so sweet, and warm on my tongue and my lips One hand on your hips and the other on your tits I love to feel you shutter, as I eat you like icecream and the way that you moan, is almost to much to believe do you want me inside you? just tell me you want it Right before you cum, you bite down on your lip

Ensign: Joseph's Lesson Of Forgiveness
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 18 September 2009 Thirteen chapters of Genesis get devoted to telling the story of Joseph. Perhaps he’s also best known in our culture as the main character of the musical “Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat” and it is true his father Jacob gave him a “coat of many colors” to show – did Joseph think this or did Jacob tell him outright? – that he was his favorite son. This did not sit well with his eleven other brothers to start with. Then Joseph told his brothers, rather indecorously, about his dreams in which their shaves of wheat all bowed to his and then the one in which the sun, moon, and stars bowed to him. I try to cut him some slack because he’s seventeen and the world’s in front of him … Whereas his bro

The 10 Commandments- George Carlin (r.i.p)
Here is my problem with the ten commandments- why exactly are there 10? You simply do not need ten. The list of ten commandments was artificially and deliberately inflated to get it up to ten. Here's what happened: About 5,000 years ago a bunch of religious and political hustlers got together to try to figure out how to control people and keep them in line. They knew people were basically stupid and would believe anything they were told, so they announced that God had given them some commandments, up on a mountain, when no one was around.Well let me ask you this- when they were making this shit up, why did they pick 10? Why not 9 or 11? I'll tell you why- because 10 sound official. Ten sounds important! Ten is the basis for the decimal system, it's a decade, it's a psychologically satisfying number (the top ten, the ten most wanted, the ten best dressed). So having ten commandments was really a marketing decision! It is clearly a bullshit list. It's a political document artificially in

Bubba And Jr
Bubba and Junior were standing at the base of a flagpole, looking up.A woman walked by and asked what they were doing. "We're supposed to find the height of the flagpole," said Bubba, "but we don't have a ladder." The woman took a wrench from her purse, loosened a few bolts, and laid the pole down. Then she took a tape measure from her pocket, took a measurement and announced, "Eighteen feet, six inches," and walked away.Junior shook his head and laughed. "Ain't that just like a dumb blonde! We ask for the height, and she gives us the length

Perfect Couple
A man was walking in the park, thinking about how good his wife had been to him and how fortunate he was to have her.He looked up and asked God, "Why did you make my wife so kind-hearted?"The Lord responded, "So you could love her, my son.""Why did you make her so good-looking?""So you could love her, my son.""Why did you make her such a good cook?""So you could love her, my son."The man thought about this. Then he said, "I don't mean to seem ungrateful or anything, but why did you make her so stupid?""So she could love you, my son."

-revolution Is Eminent-
"Our World Order"-Revolution is eminent-The government is fake, hear me out, no one person stands for us. It is a tightly nit community of:MilitaryThe PressHigh Ranking OrganizationsBanks!Most importantly the Banks! I'm someone you know and I'm telling you to take a look in to it! "Our World Order" Needs To Come Before The New World Order" (A One World GOVERNMENT)!YOUTUBE:JFK's Last SpeechNew World OrderCodexZeitgeistThe Union BankersI. G. FarbinJ. D. Rockafler's U.S. Stander Oil

The Test
The CIA had an opening for an assassin. After all of the background checks, interviews, and testing were done there were three finalists ... two men and a woman.For the final test, the CIA agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun."We must know that you will follow your instructions, no matter what the circumstances. Inside of this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Kill Her!!!"The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife." The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job."The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about five minutes. Then the man came out with tears in his eyes. "I tried, but I can't kill my wife."The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions to kill her husband. She took the gun and went into the room.Shots were heard, one shot after a

Hmph... Yes. I Am A Bish, Tysvfm.
I keep either seeing ppl ask for you to just do whatever or telling others to do whatever. 1. If you have the balls to ask someone for 11s, either buy them 500/11s for $10 to use for you, or get them a VIP. They DO NOT owe theirs to you. 2. You want cherry bombed? Then have the decency to purchase someone a cherry bomb to bomb you with. 3. You want someones rates, im them and offer them a blast, bling, VIP, whatever THEY want. NOT what you want to give them. 4. If you can't do those things, then dont feel that anyone just owes you.

You Know Its Real When!
I have been talking to a few people this morning about true people and its amazing how many people out there hide behind some facade.. I believe i have been myself on here don't get me wrong there are times Ive been a total donk or bitch but its me being me If you had to ask me who the one person on this site i would trust with every aspect of my life is, the answer just spills from my mouth without having to think. There are a few people on her to be honest... but there is one that i have been myself with for over 3 years . Last night i was texting him and I was talking about taking my son to Mission.. he texted me back saying what kind of mission... it made me smile You see I have totally included him into my family that I believed he must know the store I'm referring to.. (mission is a skateboarding store) and of course why would he. Hes never been to my city but hes a part of my life so I just figured he knew... Hes been there to reassure me im not crazy, and when my mom was

Who's The Guy????
After a long night of making love, the young guy rolled over, pulled out a cigarette from his jeans and searched for his lighter. Unable to find it, he asked the girl if she had one handy."There might be some matches in the top drawer," she replied.He opened the drawer of the bedside table and found a box of matches sitting neatly on top of a framed picture of another man. Naturally, the guy began to worry."Is this your husband?" he inquired nervously."No, silly," she replied, snuggling up to him."Your boyfriend then?" he asked."No, not at all," she said, nibbling away at his ear."Well, who is he then?" demanded the bewildered guy.Calmly, the girl replied, "Oh, that's me before the operation."

Heaven's Grocery Store
I was walking down life's Highway A long time ago I saw a sign that read heaven's grocery store. As I got a little closer the door came open wide and when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of angels they were standing every where, one handed me a basket and said, my child shop with care everything a christian needed was in that grocery store, and all you couldn't carry you could come back the next day for more. First I got some patience Love was in the same row. Further down was understanding you need that wherever you go. I got a box or two of wisdom then a box or two of faith for he was all over the place. I just couldn't miss the holy ghost I stopped to get some strength and courage to help me run the race. By then my basket was full but I remembered I needed Grace. Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill, for I thought I had everything to do my masters will. As I went up the aisle I saw prayer and I just had to put that in for I knew

Warning: This Contains The Word "fuck", Alot.
i'm sick and fuckin tired of just about everything today. i'm absolutely sick of life. don't get me wrong, i love bein' a mother, but honestly. she's the only one that doesn't piss me the fuck off. serrriously. if you can't pick up after yourself, fuck off. if you're going to eat my groceries, and not buy any next week, fuck off. just because i buy a new car, you expect me to pay 200 in taxes on it every year? fuck off. if you can't take your sorry ass to the dentist every six months, fuck off. if you think just because i'm a fat bitch, i like fat dudes, fuck off. my checkin account is like a fuckin' rollercoaster, fuck you man. &why tf am i writing this, if you're thinkin' that, fuck the fuck off. and fuck him for not being what he said he was. if you can't grow the fuck up, fuck off. if you can't drive the big ass truck you just bought asshole, drop it back off at the dealership, and fuck off. if you feel the need to be 35 minutes late for every appointment you make

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Amazing Friends!
This blog is basicly just as titled!! Im going through a majorly hard time right now and if it wasnt for a few certian people i WOULD have already lost my mind! I have recently found out that I have a very serious heart issues and my kidneys are failing! [[Yes, lovely, I know]] J Escobar, If you wasn't here with me even just through text I would have jumped off the deep end... becuase of your love and caring and understanding you have helped me see the light a the end of the tunnel! I know i GET glum and I get negative but because of you I come outta them lil stages and get back to the person I Normally am! A Little Shy, Wow what can i say... Even when I was off the fu for the longest time youve never seemed to have forgotten me! You know alot about whats going on and even though Ive never met you I have a close bond with you! Youve always been there when I needed you, always had a ear to listen to me and a bling to cheer me up lol! Thanks girly... You really are one of the sp

Once Upon A Time Chapter 7
There Is No Other There is no other He would cross the miles for There is no other Who makes his heart soar There is no other Who instills such passion There is no other Who brings this joy beyond comprehension There is no other For whom he would traverse time and dimensions There is no other Who is worth more to him than the Heavens There is no other And he will be with her even if it takes forever For there is no other

My Love
There's a gentalman that I have loved for a while now. Was to scared to own up to it within myself, much less let him know about it. I have been hurt really bad at one time , and was afraid to go down that road again. He made me smile, feel beautiful when I felt very insecure about myself, I could be me , and not be judged, I felt safe in his arms, We played in the rain at one time, and it made me feel so happy that I could do it everyday. I could cuddle up to him and not have him turn away. I have watched him sleep and wonder what his dreams where about, hopping I was in them, making him smile ,laugh, and feel loved. I know that he does not feel the same, but that is ok. I got to love him for a little while. I hope and pray that one day he finds the one thing in life that will make him happy. I will always love him and think of him often. It will always bring a smile to my face , with tears running down my cheeks.I will always miss you . I believe you know to whom I speak. N

Chapter Xxii: Life With Trees And Falling Leaves Is Apart Of My Grand Scheme
Let's suppose you were able every night to dream any dream you wanted to dream, and that you could for example have the power within one night to dream 75 years of time, or any length of time you wanted to have. And you would naturally as you began on this adventure of dreams, you would fulfill all your wishes. You would have every kind of pleasure you could concieve. And after several nights of 75 years of total pleasure each, you would say "well, that was pretty great, but now lets umm, lets have a surprise." Lets have a dream which isn't under control. Where something is going to happen to me that I don't know what it's going to be. And you would dig that and come out of that and say "wow that was a close shave, wasn't it?" And then you would get more and more adventerous and you would make further and further gambles as to what you would dream, and finally you would dream where you are now. You would dream the dream of living the life that you are actually living today.

Chapter Xxi: They All Think You're Asking For Too Much
The sun was never bright to me. Never bright enough to open the draps to my mind but on a cloudy day with snow piled on the ground would have the curtains pulled and the show began. I'm my own puppet with strings attched to my own hands that drags his feet in the snow and all i want to know is who will be with me while i explore slow. There are vast regins of imagination so i feel like a kid and i want to know who wants to keep slow. Cause when you're a kid you're are fast but you understand everything slow. Imagination comes at you like the flips of shuffulings cards but you are slow in the snow. There are sooo many things to see out there but you are slow in the snow. I am my own puppet and my stage is ready. Time for the beginning act, shovel the snow very slow.

Chapter Xx: Casting Spells That Imprison Dreams
I had a dream last night...good thing i have this pad right next to me so when i wake up i can write down these crazies...(took me forever to write this and then copy it onto here) I had a dream a friend and I were inside a school it was run down and old, seemed like it was built in the 50's or mid 60's. My friend and i had to clean the gym floor. I remember walking down the halls where it was section off by dark and lighted areas of the hall. You look down the hall and see light, shadows, light, shadows, and so on and so forth towards the door. If you didn't get the feeling of this place being haunted by the way i explain this to you it was. In my dream you could the sense of eerie quietness and with the hums and buzzing sounds from lights and electrical things that had worked for us to see, somewhat. Nothing is said between me and my friend when we reach the gym, we open the doors and began to sweep the floor while there are whirling winds blowing through the gym we continue to s

Chapter Xviii: Hey, My Name Is Emotionally Crippled
Ever had the feeling someone was trying to tell you something in your dreams? Someone you know in real life. Don't you want to contact them? Dream: I don't know where i was but i drove my old car up some stairs into a house my passenger was "Felix the cat's eyes." She looked at me when i saw her in my peripheral view but whenever i wanted to look at here eye to eye her eyes shifted like the cat clock on the wall. She is not as black and white as Felix the cat but she is the Betty Boop of my dreams. She acted as free as me but she was just as insecure as me except when she could keep her careless attitude around me. Ditto. You would have seen the blot she left on the dream, a color scheme of only black and white. Thanxxx. Then there was the car ride with familiar faces all to me and each other. There was not much to this car ride, we were driving at about 150 mph without steering the wheel. I would like to believe that it was a good friend of mine driving named "Bumble Bee" but it wasn'

Chapter Xvii: Something That Means More Than The Words That Are Shown
Consider the ravens: they don't sow, they don't reap, they have no warehouse or barn, and God feeds them. How much more valuable are you than birds! Between the rivers and the ravens I'm fair, Between oblivion and places I'm there. So Father give me faith, providence and grace. Between the river and the ravens I'm fair, Sweet deliverer you lift up my head, And lead me in your way. I've grown sick and tired, Of trying to stand still, Learn to let the wind, blow me where it will. Throw myself into the will of the way. I've been, ever be brave, til were free. And though I'm walking through, the valley of the shadow of death. Evil's all around me, It's coming from the right and the left. Trust that I will see, the glory above. Oh your, banner of love, flies over me.

Chapter Xvi: A Classic Bravado
Ever had Iron Lungs? Every Breathed in the air to feel the shine reflect from the cold metallic feeling that your lungs now carry? I wouldn't call it an iron feeling i would say it feels the way chrome looks... Not beautiful but sterile cold and at any minute a spotless look to a serious mess. Do you lungs ever feel like metal? Like Carrying cement in your chest and your thinking and breathing manually... Just think... Breath Manually... No more autopilot. It's like that stupid "Blonde" Joke about the girl that goes in for the hair cut with headphones and says she will die if she takes them off for the hair cut; turns out it was Bush's Song "Breath in Breath out," yeah it's like that but im making my own tune to keeping alive.

Chapter Xv: I Have A Map Of The Piano; And I Placed It On The Land Between These Solar Systems
so everything is going ok. it's getting hotter and hotter...i think today was close to 130 - it's been 110-120s lately, but today it was humid at 6am in the morning and i knew i was gonna get raped by the sun today :/ and it's only gonna get hotter! it's weird, i asked someone here what are the winters like, and he said, "COLD as HELL!" soooo i rather be freezing than gettin cooked by the sun all day. but seriously...i'm even getting darker from it.some of the TCNs i work with gave me an Indian name (i dont know how to spell it but i'm gonna spell it how it sounds): Meinda Singh - i asked if it means anything and they said, "No, but good Indian name." i've also learned some Hindi here also! i work EVERYDAY - and will work EVERYDAY until i leave. i even work thay day too! well four more months to go...gonna be a long one!i'm gonna go eat!

Chapter Xiv: Seeking To Understand The Root
I left thursday and it is already sunday evening! seems like so much and a little bit at the same time has happened from when i left san antonio to when i got here! i can positively say being here, i already feel like a different person. i'm around a bunch of cool people - it's just the beginning though. cool people sometimes can turn into some huge jerks. but my roomates (clark...and the other guy) are pretty chill! clark is quiet like i am. and the other guy...is ok. and there is this other guy there garcia...he's leaving wednesday but this guy is crazy. he has this weird laugh and is this over-buff lookin dude. and when we first got in the room he had the brokeback mountain on his bed...it was just weird as the first thing to see walking in. ohh and his phone and alarm was going off allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll night! it went off so much that i was dreaming it going off. apparently he was like uber late to work...then some Master Sergeant came

Post 1
Since I have had this account it has been pretty anti Obama and political. Well it seems that suprise suprise, there are people here who like Obama. And that is fine by me. People here in America have rights. These rights were givin to us by our founding forefathers. They came together and listened to what the people wanted and formed this GREAT COUNTRY of ours. For years people, lots and lots and lots of people, have died to insure that NO ONE thakes these rights away from us. Before I go too far I will just say this will be the last you hear of this. A couple days ago I woke to find my account was missing a few things and things had been changed. Here is a list of what I have found..... 1) Profile pic had been changed. 2) Acess is restricted to my pics. 3)Status message removed. 4)Acess denied to make a status message. 5) About Me section of my profile was deleated. 6) Music Player on profile deleated. When asked why all this was done I was told it was done by Admin a

The Darkest Winter
I can feel the silence of the wind like a nightinegale that never sings Widows of the the light is all I see the darkest winter memory remains Lonely, afraid them, the voices of wood calling me through the window...silent night. Darkness, tenderness, the sadness of hope, in my heart can feel the cold... Dying, the rainbow will never appear with the snow in my hands, I scream in tears. Blindly, I tremble like a lonely wolf lost in dark paradise of night. I can feel the silence of the wind like a nightingale that never sings; signs of sorrow flow from within. My heart is dying, the flame suffocates, the snow is falling down and I am breaking down, from this valley of tears to the eternity. And there is no sun...my world becoming black The beauty is dark, like feelings of my heart; I feel alone

Weird Dream
I just woke up from a strange dream... was really vivid.. basically it started out with me running... so i ran and ran... then i got caught by some chick... in my dream it was some lady who was apparently my sister on my dad's side but he didn't know about her... she was super bitter about me having gotten all sorts of attention from him but he didn't know about her. ANYWAY... skip forward a bit... she ends up having me somewhere and is holding a gun to my head... juuust as she is about to shoot two things happen... 1) i hear "mommy" and 2) her head gets blown off by a cop flip foward some more... she knew about me... and had written out a will for me to take her daughter (and all her other stuff) if something happened to her.. since she had no one else or something...you know.. the daughter that walked in when a cop shot her mom in the head? soo.. suddenly i am in this messy house.. with a 2 year old that is super clingy and freaks out if i am more than 2 feet away from her...

Bottle Of Wine :)
Bottle of Wine A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Mondaymorning; it's a bad one. Both of their cars are totally demolished, butamazingly neither of them is hurt. God works in mysterious ways. After theycrawl out of their cars, the man is yelling about women drivers. The womansays, 'So, you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just lookat our cars! There's nothing left, but we're unhurt. This must be a signfrom God that we should be friends and live in peace for the rest of ourdays.' Flattered, the man replies, 'Oh yes, I agree completely, this must be a signfrom God! But you're still at fault...women shouldn't be allowed to drive.'The woman continues, 'And look at this, here's another miracle. My car iscompletely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely Godwants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune.' She hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opensit and drinks half the bottle and then ha

Blog Of Me
hello guys, my name is ashley aka lilmame, i am 4'11 wgt145 i am down to earth , i am20 year old i will be 21 on dec 30, i want a man who down to earth and laid back and i have a baby boy name kadin who i take care of

Help!!
Help please! Raising money for the Leukemia & Lymphoma Society. I am running a marathon on Dec 13th and raising money for the LLS. Please do what you can do to help. I know that spending money on a VIP or bling is so much more important that helping a cause like blood cancer but if you have maybe even $10 left after that please help! =) Much love! http://pages.teamintraining.org/mn/honolulu09/towata

Justice In Buffalo, Ny
Buffalo NY (AP) - A seven-year old boy was at the center of a Erie County courtroom drama yesterday when he challenged a court ruling over who should have custody of him. The boy has a history of being beaten by his parents and the judge initially awarded custody to his aunt, in keeping with child custody law and regulation requiring that family unity be maintained to the highest degree possible..The boy surprised the court when he proclaimed that his aunt beat him more than his parents and he adamantly refused to live with her. When the judge then suggested that he live with his grandparents, the boy cried and said that they also beat him.After considering the remainder of the immediate family and learning that domestic violence was apparently a way of life among them, the judge took the unprecedented step of allowing the boy to propose who should have custody of him.After two recesses to check legal references and confer with the child welfare officials, the judge granted temporary

Daisydaywow!!
I am wound up tighter than a 3 day clock! Doc put me on another round of steroids, and ZOMG...Decided to pay my bills online today? POOR KOHL'S TELEPHONE ANSWER GUY! The "at" button on my keyboard has quit working, so as well as having to talk me thru signing up on the "my account" at the Kohl's website, he learned me about the *accessory* then *accessibliity* then *onscreen keyboard* blah, blah.. Poor guy. I actually did the after-call survey and gave him all "excellents" AND CALLED BACK AND ASKED FOR A SUPERVISOR AND RAVED ABOUT HIM. Damn I am geared up. Now what? p.s. Fuck the typos. Can't see the words imma typing, and don't care if they are spelled right or now. I don't even care if anyone READS THIS. At least I have myself to talk to rgiht now.

The Infection
I am a lost cause on this earth nothing in the eyes of those around a useless fuck conceived at birth better off 6 feet in the ground ...I am your curse I am the black sheep of the herd a plague among the existance of man a lifeless vessel that only hurts a corrupt soul filled with sin ...Someone for you to subvert I am a remnant of reality nothing more than an infection with no cure much like disease beyond anyone's sight of perception ...I aim to displease

Chapter 2 Taking A Few Days Off
Taking a few days off That night I talked to Carlisle and told him I had to get away for a few days, because Bella’s Scent was driving me wild. I planned to leave at midnight, but I had this urge to see Bella once before I left. I knew where Bella lived because her father was Police Chief Charlie Swan. I ran through the forest, her scent getting closer as I approached Chief Swan’s house. The smell was totally tantalizing, it was like it was calling for me, no like she was calling for me. I jumped gracefully and quietly through her window. She was sleeping, not restlessly though. She had only half her body in the blankets, and she looked like she was having a good dream. She moaned softly and clutched the covers so tightly to her body. I held my breath for fear that I would take her life, if I had breathed in her scent this close for even just a second. I stood by the window watching her sleep, how I wished I could look into her mind right now. Then suddenly s

Grammar Checker
Hi, I'm Craig and I love to write about everything! I run a few blogs and frequently read dozens myself. One thing I can't stand about the internet is the grammar people use, so I made a grammar checker for people to double check themselves before they put things up. Check it out if you have to write something important!

Relocation Services Of Delhi Packers Movers
Sometimes people often have to wash their hand with some of their valuable goods. So before all these could strikes you better take the opportunity of the best relocation service providers. Are you getting tensed about how to make your valuable goods shift to new location? Now you don’t have to worry much about your shifting. With the introduction of the movers and packers companies the entire tasks of moving has become easier and hassle free. They provide their valuable services to the people to make the relocation job easier. But some people do the packing and moving job on their own to save some money. But they are totally doing unfair with their goods which has no other end beside loss of goods There are hordes of packers and movers in each and every cities and states of India. But among all the agencies moving service providers of Delhi are well known. They have gained a special status in this industry and their fame has even cross the boundry of India. There are several

Hassle Free Relocation With Packers And Movers Of Pune
Shifting to new location with bulk of goods is not an easy task. Lot of work has to be done like packing, loading, unloading, unpacking while you are moving to new location. These entire tasks may look so simple but in reality they are very tedious and time taking. So instead of handling all these problematic tasks yourself it is better to hire the professional packers and movers companies. They will do the entire tasks making you stay stress free and enjoy the hassle free relocation to your sweet new home or to your dream destination. In India there are several packers and movers companies but these days mover and packers agencies of Bangalore are gaining more popularity. They are well known packers movers companies in Bangalore and across India. They are popularly known in the market and among customers by the name Packers Movers Pune.These companies provide best of their services to the customers to reduce the stress of packing and moving. Moving agencies of Bangalore provide seve

Joke Of The Day
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Cost Effective And Smooth Shifting With Movers
Relocation means moving to the new location with your belongings for short period of time or to settle in that particular place permanently. Whatever be the time period people often move to new location for betterment in life. Pune city is famous world wide for its scenic natural beauty. People often move in and out of this city for various reasons and to help the people with their shifting process many moving companies are there in Pune. They offer high quality shifting services to customers at an economical rate. They are well known name in the packers and movers Industry and are very popular among people. They are one of the leading relocation service provider offering packing and moving services in Pune and world wide. Packers Movers Pune companies offer wide range of relocation services such as packing and moving of household goods, removal of home, transferring of commercial and industrial goods, postal services, courier services, office relocation, pet moving services, air car

Without Tears,without Fears
The sound No one hears the sound of my tears hitting the floor, am I really a monster that makes everyone run away from me? No one hears the sound of the gun making a hole in my head, now am dead, but my pain lives on. @ Jose Hermosillo jr

This Sucks
People of fubar, I feel we are being discriminated because this site knows we are not bots..so why treat us like them? Why is it so damn important to become a VIC? Sure, the bouncer ID check bastard leaves you alone, but think of the money your wasting. Now I can understand fully if you want to waste your money on shoes, clothes, "toys", and other useful items...so why waste money on a site that "supposed" to be free??? Another thing that makes this site unbearable is the fact that we have to pump out money for crap like blings/blasts/tickers/happy hours/spotlights and that is piss-poor. Shirts with the site name is one thing....shit that's all we really need. Most of these users have become whores because all they want is animated and glittery bullshit just so you can see what pics they got locked away which is retarded. Like I mentioned in a recent mumm...if your gonna charge people to see you naked, you should quit this site and start your own personal site and charge an arm and a

Dammit Girl!
well what do you know... I have gas! Knot just the friendly little foo-foo kind...knot even the slip right up the crack of your ass kind...butt no...it's the painful til you squeeze it through all your guts and almost kill yourself kind. Yes I know...you didn't want to know this. And yes, it was very tricky of me to lure you here with my cute little pink text. You probably thought it would be another adventure in sex toy inventions. Sorry. *giggles* excuse me I farted again! Sadly I am a little too nervous to sleep. My body isn't having much fun at 4:30am. Maybe you could get me a massage to help work out these bubbles of toxic odor so I may sleep a little bit. :D thanks for checking in on me!!

World Of Warcraft Will Be Relaunched On July 30
I find that the issue is not with a lack of interest in video games, but the dominance of the MMO genre. World of Warcraft, Lord of the Rings Online, Everquest 2, Age of Conan, Warhammer Online, and countless other free and premium MMO’s have millions of subscribers that play daily. The gamers are required to pay monthly subscription fees, for example WoW CD KeyAWoW Game Card, and many people feel that if they’re playing monthly for a game, it deserves all of their attention, and will not buy other games. Some of the top video games of the last few years have been expansion packs to MMO games, with World of Warcraft’s Wrath of the Lich King being one of the most prominent, as the same time World of Warcraft CD Key are traded more than last year. Both Everquest and Everquest 2 are still releasing expansion packs, with the upcoming Underfoot expansion for the classic Everquest. These additional purchases make playing the MMO feel like even more of a responsibility, an

News About Wow Power Leveling
Serving the United States and Taiwan recently served successively updated to version 3.2, and this year's carnival will be snow on August 21 held at the site WOW.COM abroad through a number of sources that the carnival will be published in a number of sources, including World of Warcraft power leveling the information on the new film "disaster" of many of the details. After multi-speculated that following the news more or less proved to be true: "World of Warcraft: The disaster" will be the addition of two optional race, are: the tribe to join the "werewolf" to join the Union, "Goblin." Death Knight in more than half a year after it, everyone is more or less some complaints about this career, and continued through the DK version is also slightly in some occupational balance, if after adding these two career WoW power leveling there will be more worthwhile things to Mining player, and I am sure we all like these two mysterious race, and now the two things mysterious race is uncert

Deep
What I feel for you is deep But I am not sure I want to take that leap You make my heart skip beats You make my knees go weak You make me feel a little crazy Everything seems hazy My nights are no longer lazy Maybe I will take that leap Because what I feel for you is that deep

9/17/2009
menu first! Breakfast: Peanut butter and Jelly (1tbsp each) 2 slices of whole wheat bread Lunch: lemon chicken with brown and wild rice, 1 cup of corn, and a cookie Dinner: 2 eggs, 1/4 cup salsa, 2 oz of cheese, and 2 tortillas Snacks/Drinks: 4 cups of water *woohoo i got four in!*, 7 oz apple juice (unsweetened), 2 sticks of gum, .75 cup of blueberries, 18 grapes, 1 oz baked tortilla chips, .5 cup salsa Totals: Calories: 1595 Carbs: 240 Fat: 45 Protein: 71 REFLECTIONS: Today was surprisingly easy.. As long as I bring enough healthy snacks to work I don't think i will have a problem. I even avoided eating a giant chocolate chip and caramel cookie! talk about will power.. My "breakfast" was supposed to be veggie fried rice.. the recipe seemed ok.. first bite seemed too oniony.. second bite was just gross... so i tossed it... which is how i had a sandwich LOL The apple juice is probably the highlight of my day... i am sipping it as slowly as possible.. even watered it down

Quadrophenia
You may remember a while back that I was in a dilemma as to whether to go to this with my brother cos he asked me, or the comedy thing I really wanted to go to that I already had tickets for. I ended up going to see Quadrophenia, and came away pleasantly surprised. Very much the stage show of the original album, rather than the later, and frankly uninspiring, movie (althought that didn't stop us overhearing one woman referring to "the bloke playing Sting"), it was a dialogue-free show, all told through song, which presumably was Townshend's original vision for his rock-opera. Furthermore, Jimmy was played by four people, to reflect different aspects of his personality, and was all performed on one set - minimal scenery, just a warehouse-y looking backdrop that housed the band, and a vespa, natch. And it was astounding. The band were tight, the cast were awesome, and the whole thing had really been out together well, and made fantastic use of the stage. It's nearly at the end of i

The Freaks Really Came Out This Week
I'm normally can laugh at all the weirdos on this site. My amusement button is broke this week, in part to the dumb shit that seemed to explode in my sb recently. Below is just a tame sample.

"the De-evolution Of A Decent Man"
"The De-evolution Of A Decent Man"...Is it anger or pain that I write in tonight? Perhaps both at my own failings perpetuating anger. Lack of returned love causing pain. I don't care what other may judge by this. I can be called a pussy, a weak man incapable of receiving respect by a lover. I'm not giving up, only saying that I give in to the demise of the character of the once decent man.....Perhaps it is my own mistakes that have manifested the current realm of which I am enthralled in. I, by no means, looked for situations to be burned. I never judged a woman, lover, or friend by her own actions or words prior to my existence in her life. I do not expect more from my friends and family than they can give, only hope that altruistic humanity wins out more so than not. Yet, the painful realization is that good men are not only a commodity, and I'm not even sure I classify as such, they are looked upon as weak pillars not to anchor to.....All we ever want is to be loved. True for everyo

Anger
Sometimes I wonder why I bother with some of the people in this world it seems to me like the more i open up to others the more i get screwed over. Some of my closest friends have turned on me and spit in my face so many times it seems like a repeating pattern. I get sick of being walked on and used I want so badly to make those that have hurt me in the past suffer for what they have done. I tell myself that their own destructive ways will hurt them in the end but still wish I could cause them more pain for what they have done. Past boyfriends that have just used me or abused me whether it be mentally or physically deserve to suffer they deserve to be in pain for what they did to me and my family. However I know that this moment of brief anger will pass I've come a long way from where I was before and I know who I am now. Those people will be in the same place they were before while I will rise above them and do better. They can not survive with out having to leach off of something I a

An Open Letter To The Gods
I sit in my chair twitching, itching. I'm a fiend. Waiting for the lights to go down, for the sound, for the fury. Waiting to hear the whiring sound that tells me it's time to go away to a far off place. But it's taking too long and I feel sick, I feel sick, I feel sick. I wish there was someway I could inject this directly into myself. Jimmy Choo, that kooky chink, smiles me that smile and sometimes I hate him so much I could kiss him. He feels the same way. His eyes are bugged out in anticipation of the ride, of the glorious trip through mindscapes not our own. He reeks of someone who hasn't left the house in days and I do too. I hear the whiring. It starts behind me and fills my ears. The lights go down and the color comes up. The sound starts. The fury starts. I bite the bullet and ride the snake. I go away for a bit. Two hours later we hit the streets. Fucking Brando in The Wild Ones. I'm buzzed and he's tweaking. We ride the train to the big M. Chinatown

Already Gone
Remember all the things we wantedNow all our memories they're hauntedWe were always meant to say goodbyeEven with our fists held highIt never would've worked out rightWe were never meant for do or dieI didn't want us to burn outI didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stopI want you to know that it doesn't matterWhere we take this road someone's gotta goAnd I want you to know you couldn't have loved me betterBut I want you to move on so I'm already goneLooking at you makes it harderBut I know that you'll find anotherThat doesn't always make you want to cryStarted with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set inPerfect couldn't keep this love aliveYou know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you goI want you to know that it doesn't matterWhere we take this road someone's gotta goAnd I want you to know you couldn't have loved me betterBut I want you to move on so I'm already goneI'm already gone, already goneYou can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrongI'

Lifes To Short
life is to short to take everything so serious im always a happy person from the time i wake up to the time i crash whats up with people getting up in a bad mood their not a child anymore grow the *uck up be happy you lived another day the sun shining birds are singing no matter what or who is on your case dont let them get you down shit dont give them the satisfaction i read peoples blogs and they consider themselves so important like everyone wants something from them lighten up its just a *ucken computer screen its nice to be friends but not everyone wants something from you other than to be nice to you and to the people who think that their so important they need a reality check

I'm Sorryy. :)
I do not claim writing this, a friend wrote it and I really liked it so i stole it :) GUYS THIS IS A MUST READ!! WOMEN TOO!!! Im sorry That I bought you rosesto tell you that i like you.I'm sorry That I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunk.I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wants.I'm sorry That I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raised.I'm sorry That I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy".I'm sorry That I am actually nice, not a jerk.I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive things.I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a club.I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy.I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date.I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another

Um... Subject? No, Just Random Stuff.
So, I'm bored. There are funions sleeping under my chair. I should sweep those up at some point. The people living under my bed tell me that I am too forthright with people. I disagree, but they are entitled to their opinion. My cat, Tig, tells me my roomate creeps him out. I tell Tig that he creeps me out for talking. Cats shouldn't talk. Sometimes I think the world would be cooler if it really was flat. DAMN YOU COLUMBUS!!! Tomorrow is another day... and so is the next. All real friends are "friends with benefits" even if you don't have sex with them. It's always benefitial to have friends!! Hang out for Christ. He hung out for you. I am a prisoner locked up behind Xanax bars, I have just boarded a plane without a pilot Pull my finger. ... *poot* heh

Wow I'm Popular!
Critics and fans alike finally realize that I, Deadpool, the crimson comedian, the merc with a mouth, the crazy guy with guns, am a smash hit! My issues sold out in DEADPOOL: SUICIDE KINGS, with art by Carlo Barberi and written by the very talented "Entourage" writer, Mike Benson (Me and Johnny Drama would make an awesome team, not now, I'm praising myself). My one-shot sold out in DEADPOOL: GAMES OF DEATH, written by Mike Benson (Man, this guy loves me, shhh!), and art provided by the stylish Sean Crystal. My issues sell out in my ongoing series which features art from Paco Medina (As if I'm hard to draw with a figure like this…well played) and the compelling, thrilling, shocking, no-holds-barred writing of… (Daniel Way) Daniel Way! Basically, my Marvel minions, I'm your savior; you love me, and want me featured in every single comic (Like Wolverine?) I'm even going to star in my own movie (Bruno? No!). You know what, Marvel Universe, I love you too (Me too!). See

Urgh
Why do i seem to make people mad that i have never met before. Geez i can piss them off in person an on the net. Maybe jimmy was right, i try to hard., But i dont know anything else i push cuz that who iam why cant people just get over it. Oh whatever i dont know anymore im dxon with this whole game.

Should've Said No
it was a moment of weakness when you said yes. well you should've said no, you should've gone home. you should've thought twice before you let it all go.. you should've known the word but what you did with her would get back to me. And i should've been there in the back of you're mind, ii shouldn't be asking myself why. you shouldn't be begging for forgiveness at my feet. you should've said no, and baby you might still have me.. :P i love that song ...

Destro
I'm an eighties baby; I never really got to find out what significance Destro's genetic make-up was, in comparison to the other COBRA. So... I just took control of him... and savved him out. I'll yoke you out, like an albino boa; rear naked choke from Destro, latisimus dorsi flex, like a king cobra. Trapezius corded, no spectacles awarded - instead, afforded it's the Red Hand of Ulster. Nature's color-coded. The more spectacular the markings, the more potent the poison. My copperhead stare polar, but so much colder. I got that anaconda coil, bone-breaking serpentine swag at my disposal. So, heed the warning soldier. I'll reproach you wit' venom - you get no cold shoulder. The general issue can't soil my order. Approach a master seargent and get shown no quarter. I'll hug you 'til your bones are broken and your wardrobe soiled. I could just go viper and bite your fuckin' face off; leave you caroded, and spoiled. The tactics, formless cause chaos and disorder.

Come Join My Gay Cult...
Im not a racist or a bigot or a think a certain sex is beneath me. But I dont wanna join your gay cult. I dont think gays should be married. I dont think most heterosexuals should be either let alone given the right to reproduce. I dont think the girl scxouts or boy scouts or the salvation army needs your unique fashion sense. I dont think churches should be forced to hire or accept anyone that they dont like... (most people fit that catagory) I dont think my child needs to educated to learn to accept your lifestyle. last time i heard Chini wasnt beating our kids in gay history. I dont think ya need special protection. Quit doing shit in public that pisses people off. I am not impressed that your gay. I dont think your cool for going against the norm. If you wanna be gay thats fine. im cool with ya being gay. But you dont need my approval, my acceptance nor my attention. I am an equal oppurtunity dickhead.

Quit Your Job
I am genuine and down to earth person. I love going out and meeting people. I have a very outgoing personality. I am fun to be around. My hobbies are going to the gym, swimming and cycling and my favourite is socializing with my friends. I love to travel with my family Quit Your Job

A Bit Of Evritang'
I often times logg right onto a site and ca spit some random truth or thought of love or some sort of writen twisted view of the world that even the most conserviive of eople still like it even though they dont like the nessage, but today that does not seem to be the case I sat for like 10 - -20 minutes trying to come up with some cleave thought that would make me come of as rather smart but fuck that I'm not rather smart I am just regular smart I don't know it all I wont pretend I do ILike strange shit I like to explore and sometime exploite the world I lke to touch things hat are pretty not just look @ them I like joints in the morning and bongs @ night I like to run on about the most pointless of shit I like rant and rave when I cant do shit about the problem i like to start fighs but will avoid one if I can I like to argue with old people I like to beat up school kids I like bronto burgers and thin cut fries I like chees apple pie and america not to say that I always like americans

Counterproductive.
I have alot of things to write about but of course they have to flow.. I have something called "writer's block." No silly, not the block BUTTON. I should post my blocked list. It would make for mild amusement. What should I do here next? Any ideas?.. No bulletin status or hype, I want to see who actually reads these things all on their ownsome... until next time..peace.

Never Gonna Say Goodbye
the day you slipped away I relized it'll never be the same, the days are boring and the nights and restless. Why couldnt I had to chance to say goodbye? why did I have to be punished? Im sorry if i was bad Why cant you wake up, just wake up, Ive learned my lesson , now please wake up. Youve gone to a place I can never bring you back from and I ahte myself for not telling you I LOVE YOU one last time

Nobody Knows
my head is spinning, where will it stop? no body knows my heart is racing? will it quit beating? no body knows my eyes are flowing with tears? will they drown me? nobody knows my hands are shaking, my lips are shivering, my skin turns blue, my eyes roll back, and slowly everything comes to a holt ........... then I wake up and its just another day I gotta get through

Here's The Deal...
Because I'm sick of going over and over it...here's the rundown... Yes, I'm single again. A lot of hurtful things were said today and I'm about 98% sure I will remain single. There is no one thing that cause the break up. I am miserable and don't plan on being my normal for some time.

Need Washing??
NEED WASHING?? A little girl had been shopping with her Mom in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautiful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in 'Mom let's run through the rain,' she said. 'What?' Mom asked. 'Lets run through the rain!' She repeated 'No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit,' Mom replied. This youn

Acrobatic Octopus Arm Could Be Model For Flexible Robots
Though coordinating eight separate arms might seem a tricky task for an octopus brain, what’s really demanding is controlling the arms’ flexible, infinitely variable movements. Now researchers have figured out part of their secret. Unlike us, specific regions of an octopus’ motor cortex don’t correspond to specific parts of its body. Instead, each region controls different parts at different times. Their motor neural network seems as flexible as their bodies — a phenomenon that expands the range of neurophysiological possibility, and could refine the design of arm-flexing robots. “We think, because of the complexity of the octopus body and its variability, that it has another way of organizing its control system. That’s what we find in this study,” said Benny Hochner, a Hebrew University of Jerusalem neurobiologist and author of research published Thursday in Current Biology. “It’s suited to a structure with many more deg

Ticker Message
I'm wanting a ticker. I have the FuBucks to buy it. So no, I'm not asking anyone to buy me one. What I do need is help with the message. I'm too medicated to think of something clever, so I'm coming to you. Person that tells me the best one...gets a free bling. However, I'm kind of liking the "I'm too medicated to think of something clever". Ugh...why do they limit how many a person can have???!!!!!! Remember, you want me to bling you...tell me a good ticker message, I choose it..you get the bling. MUST tell me in the comments!!

My Past Four Years In The Marine Corps
I distinctly remember the day my journey in the Marine Corps began. It was the end of July 2005 and I was fresh out of high school full of ambition and curiosity. I had spent the past year in the DEP program preparing for the day I would step off for Parris Island. I was confident that my training and rigorous exercise had prepared me well for what would ensue but still had the fear of god instilled deep within me by the assumption of what kind of demonic creature my Drill Instructor’s would be. 31Jul2005, the time had finally come the culmination of sweat and hard work invested while in the DEP was about to be tested. That night I couldn’t sleep, my mind was an endless maze of nervousness, fear and the realization that I was about to embark on the most difficult test of my life. Would I pass the test of becoming a marine? I would find myself hours later still in the darkness of early morning sitting in front of my RS with my recruiter and a hand full of others stead

Untitled 2
You invade my thoughts the moment I cloose my eyes to sleep Questions and curiosities flit through my mind for hours I see you through pools of blue having depths I may never know I feel myself wrapped up in you as I try to end my day Not only arms and bodies but minds and souls Its as if my soul has found a friend to love but cannot keep I want you for myself but have no right to you at all Our lives may never be linked beyond the friendship we have Paper trails never created and souls never entwined You will always belong to me in my heart and in my dreams I have folded you up and tucked you there forever Free to love another but always always mine...

You
never let a man get ahold of you before you no it thats anoter person whose controlling you i was wondering why you live the life your livng but we had the hopes of making it work now i see i was tripping all u wanna do its make my paranoia worse and manipulate me like you do with every other person because your a demon in disguse find anoter girl to feed into your lies because im snakeproof and i hate you but i take pride in always tellin the truth thats why im telling u with every bit of my heart you were destined to wreck it from the very start

Your Prayers Are Needed
I'm most sorry to say that I received a message moments ago from Barbara that her dear sweet mum has taken a nasty fall. She is in hospital and could sure use our prayers and support. This is why Barb has not been on fubar much lately. Any of you who know Barb knows that she is one of the bestest friends and just a delight to know. Please help me support her and her mother in this trying time. Thank You so much my friends. ♥ ۞~ஐ~Barb~ஐ~۞♥@ fubar

Who Am I? What Am I?
every day i understand more and more what it means to really pull yourelf out of negativity. It has a fould grip that tries to drag you down. For a long time i stopped caring because I felt I was a lost cause. Finally I understand. I'M FUCKING WORTH IT, and I am exactly what I always knew I was and am deep down. I am doing things that many others don't have the balls to do, I stay in good shape, and I take care of my family. I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF. I'm throwing off the cloak that hid who I was and burning it. because I finally saw who and what I am. I am a creation of the God and Goddess. I am part of the Divinity that is in all things, just like everyone else. and wiith this knowledge I can be the greatest man alive. To you nay sayers. Any man or woman may be great beyond anything if they have purpose. I understand where I was wrong all this time. I know now that the perfect example of what a man really is and should, as well as can, be is the God. every year he gro

Just Venting Raw Emotion And Some Ryme
back stabers are hardley your friend they smile to your face straig until the end. but if u stay true to them it wont be thiers but yours see a hatefull drama seeking fool is no good to the force. a hoe is a hoe a bitch is a bitch their is no saving of thier sould i promise you this a lost soul can be found but a tainted heart is no good no happiness here but misery sorrow and a hole lot of fear. i would rather be alone and no my place .. than to live in a group off people constantly lieing to my face. i cannot stand for a lieng fukin bitch nor can i tolerate a fembot a pretendika one so weak she cannot even chose to angel or devil sheel sneek thru the lot . buyer beware shes danger all be ware. this one will lie.act as an imposter or lie do i look fat in this ....oh noooo as they walk behind you .....look at that ugly hoe oh yes we all knwo this m i hope all goonies grow up and pretendikas get real the scanks and sluts i fear are already a bust see if you give all the good

Wow
Just a few words and the person I am talking about will know who he is. If you wanna play like you are my friend...after all f the talks we have had...yet go behind my back to another of your friends and run your fucking mouth,,,,linkt them to my shit to keep drama going....well fuck you I am sure you have no problem removing yourself from my list...take this chance to be a man and fucking do it so I dont have to

If You Get Bored....
Go rate my sister.Yes,she is a bitch,but she is back and I have already rated what little she has. Here is the link:Queen Bitch@ fubar If you dont want to,I dont blame you.I wouldnt either,but she is my sister and I have to act like I care. :D werd

I Feel Bad...
Sometimes, no matter how much you've loved someone in the past, there comes a time to just let it go and move on to something better. This song says it all... I should be out in that driveway stopping you Tears should be rolling down my cheek And I don't know why I'm not falling apart Like I usually do And how the thought of losing you's not killing me I feel bad That I can stand here strong Cold as stone, Seems so wrong I can't explain it Maybe it's just I've cried so much I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it I feel bad that I don't feel bad I can let myself be angry over wasted time And sad about just throwing love away Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking But I cant lie All I want to do is turn the page I feel Bad That I can stand here strong Cold as stone, Seems so wrong I can't explain it Maybe it's just I've cried so much I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it I feel bad That I don't feel bitter, alone I just feel its time, its ti

Picture Making Contest
Picture Contest Winner will get a bling, 50,000 fubucks, for a week you get: the piture as my primary pic, shitfaced, and a gift everyday. Rules: 1.The pic has to be of me and it can be copy and pasted from my folders (NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED) 2.You must post the pic in ur own pic on Fubar for me to rip into the contest folder. 3.You must Private Message me to let me know that the pic it done and what folder it is in. Shout Box meassaging will not do since I get tons of SB's an hour and your message may not be seen. 4.I will make a bullentin and blog everyday. You are responsible for promoting your pic. (I will supply the qiuck link code for your pic after the pic is ripped via Private Message) 5.You must have the most votes to win. If a tie SickIntentions will be the deciding vote, since he will not vote in this contest for this purpose. (TY SickIntentions) 6.Contest will begin 9/21/2009 to 10/6/2009(My Birthday) 7.No enteries after 9/20/2009 5:00 PM eastern time will be accept

Now
I am in Portland, Oregon. I have four more days here and by then I must find a place to go off to and die. I have nothing more but some paint and media for it and a couple of notebooks to write in. Am enjoying this city immensly, the people here are decent human beings, or at least enough of them are to overlook the few jerks. I would like to wake up in the next few days while I still have access to a tv to see a news report about Seattle being laid waste, so if theres anyone planning to attack Seattle do it now so I can have at least the knowledge as I slowly fade that that vile city of mean little maggotpeople is no more. Also, I have left behind my early work. Yeah everything you see in the photos section is gone, even the neat stuff. Now though i have real paint so it should help at least with the color which I know tended to be a bit inconsistant and primary. Its a hazard of having to make it up yourself without knowing much at all about pigments and such. bleah. Also, if you ha

Just Be Yourself
To be who you are is to be enough To share who you are is to share enough To do what you love is to do enough There is no race to win and nothing to be proven only dreams to be nurtured a self to be expressed and love to be shared Never doubt your worth and always know without any doubt that you are truly valued

Rejection?
TOP 10 FEMALE REJECTION LINES WHAT SHE SAYS: I think of you as a brother. TRANSLATION: You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in 'Deliverance.' WHAT SHE SAYS: There's a slight difference in our ages. TRANSLATION: I don't want to do my dad. WHAT SHE SAYS: I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.TRANSLATION: You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on. WHAT SHE SAYS: My life is too complicated right now.TRANSLATION: I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing. WHAT SHE SAYS: I've got a boyfriend.TRANSLATION: I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's. WHAT SHE SAYS: I don't date men where I work.TRANSLATION: I wouldn't date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building. WHAT SHE SAYS: It's not you, it's me.TRANSLATION: It's you. WHAT SHE SAYS: I'm concentrating on my career.TRANSLATION: Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.

21 Reasons Not To Have Kids
For those who already have children past this age, this is hilarious.For those who have children nearing this age, this is a warning.For those who have not yet had children, this is birth control.The following came from an anonymous mother in Austin, TX. Things I've learned from my children:A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2,000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep.If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite.A 3-year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant.If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20X20 foot room.You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way.The glass in wind

Life Its About Taking Risks...it Requires You To Jump!
Have you ever noticed the worst way to miss someone is when they're right there next to you and yet you can never have them...when the moment you can't feel them under your finger tips, you miss them? Have you ever wondered which hurts the most; saying something you wished you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say. They are things you get ashamed of because words diminish, words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in you head...to no more than living size when they are brought out. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do they might break your heart if you don't you might break their's.Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it likes and who it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do-it does it on it's own...when you least expect it or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever want

Ive Been Tagged Ohh Boy!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... I wear my heart on my sleeve.....gets hurt a lot but I always come out on top:) I can be your best friend or your worst enemy your choice 2... I have a horrible chocolate nipple craving! mm nipples!!! 3... I love to sing and dance in the shower 4... i have long toes lol i hate them so if anyone wants too hook me up with some plastic sugery i would appriciate it lol 5... yes my name is April no i was not born in April i was born in September my mom did have half a brain! 6... I pee in the shower. hey i do too LOL!!!!!! (its gotta be the hot water)! 7... I love sex in nat

Soldier~fireman~police
I found this on a page and was honored that he posted it.He graciuosly allowed me to repost it.Thank you.A little late but still so true!! This Country is Twisted.....The Author is Right On...... THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, But that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I

Hidden Cameras
The use of hidden spy cameras is becoming ever more common place these days with public uses including airports, shopping centres and banks. They are also being utilised by people for situations in households and offices to look after personal belongings and to prevent workplace misdemeanours. With ever rising instances of thefts, robberies and terrorist attacks, the need for safety and security has reached maximum levels and in this type of scenario hidden cameras are doing a perfect job to make certain security is upheld. Hidden cameras run constantly and send the captured data back to a monitor and recorder that is situated in a security room. A security guard can then observe the activities within the range of the camera and suspicious activities can be easily tracked Hidden cameras can be placed everywhere, even on traffic signals to catch people who are breaking the law. Apart from the high-security areas like airport, shopping malls, banks, etc, hidden cameras are also gaining p

More Back Pain
as i've stated in my previous blogs on here about my back troubles, well, they're back...i did some heavy lifting (which i probably shouldn't have done). well since Tuesday, my back has gotten progressively worse.. i just found my muscle relaxers a bit ago, so i'm takin them again. i'll keep ya'll updated as usual

[k] Necessities
This progressively long and unjust absence of a Queen periodically erodes my efforts to chase, bring an end to the search of someone I can love unconditionally. Passing days feel like empty weeks because all I had/have was myself to spend time with, and I'd much prefer using that time to keep a smile on the face of (her). Over time I have made plentiful within myself wisdom, intellect, unconditional love and respect amongst other properties that I should humbly say make me extraordinary as a person; It is these qualities in a man I thought my Queen should have no less than, growing into an individual who will unite the world or ignite the world. Intention to seize everything there is to offer and then offer that once obtained to one woman in exchange for her love, the acceptance of my love. Where's my Bonnie? Where's my Ms. Lovett? Maybe I don't want to grow up Wendy, perhaps my ambitions require I live forever. So why not just join me... Could there ever be a Mrs. Edwards if this lone

Out Of The Darkness
Before I woke up this morning, I dreamed I was a contestant on “Project Runway”. I remember a body-length red gown with trailing cape that I won a challenge for and remarked when Heidi and company asked me about my background or “inspiration” that two years ago I couldn’t even sew curtains, a reference to my mother-in-law Sharon having made the curtains for the Parable Playhouse stage I use to teach Sunday school. Assuming the dream is true to life, it means you’ll see me on the show sometime in 2011. I related this dream to my wife and also said several other contestants would have been glad to see me go because I was doing so well, and she added I’m not always the most talkative or associative person, and I can even be annoying. I shut up and thought to myself, “Have you actually PAID ATTENTION when watching that lately?” There’s no way I’m that annoying! Yesterday a man in his fifties shot himself in Oak Park to

Attention All Friends And Family
Ok pple this is me u r talking to and I know how most of u are in ur ummmm lives lol I am joining slumber parties and am doing a raffle to help get me started i am really excited about this and could really use the help. Here is how the raffle works u can buy a square for 5 dollars and there is no limit as to how many squares you can buy i need to sell 50 squares message me if you want to know what the prizes r they r really good i wouldnt mind having em myself hehe. pass it along to your friends as well i can use all the help i can get in fact the person who helps me the most will get a prize of there own as soon as the raffle is over and i get it off the ground.

Emotions And Thoughts
As some of you know or not, ( dont care, really at this time) my dad passed away and i come up to Salem, Oregon to help my mom out and just be with her. Im finding im going through a LOT of emotions and feelings as a result, mostly, that im more numb then usual and EXTREMEMLY horny, and was mentioning to a couple close people on my family here(Fu) and in my "real" life, that i wish i could get Fucked into unconsciousness by a lady. Do you think im just "venting" my emotions or? I would like your comments. and if local. give me a shout

Location Question
Tiring of the same old buzz cut from the base barber at Fort Dix, New Jersey, I went into town to get my haircut. The hairdresser noticed my accent and asked where I was from. "Trinidad," I said. "Is that in Arabia?" "The Caribbean." She laughed, "Sorry, I never was very good at geometry."

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Help?
when a friend and I try to get answer out of the fubar support staff...this is what happens...I was also banned and ejected after she was and had said nothing...they also deleted PJ's comment about favorites being played wtf

Californians... Lol
Totally Love you Corey!!! Californians So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, somebody had to come up with this: You know you're from California if...1. Your co-worker has 8 body piercings and none are visible.2. You make over $300,000 a year and still can't afford a house.3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English.4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower.5. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor.7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian.8. You can't remember . . . is pot illegal?9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears.10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the U.S.11. The guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like

Mary Travers
BOSTON (AP) - Mary Travers, one part of the folk trio Peter, Paul and Mary, which used beautiful, tranquil harmonies to convey the angst and turmoil of the Vietnam anti-war movement, racial discrimination and more, died after a yearslong battle with leukemia. She was 72. The band's publicist, Heather Lylis, said Travers died Wednesday at Danbury Hospital in Connecticut. Though their music sounded serene, Peter, Paul and Mary represented the frustration and upheaval of the 1960s, as a generation of liberal activists used their music not only to protest political policies, but also to spark social change. And even as the issues changed, and the fiery protests abated, the group remained immersed in musical activism. Bandmate Peter Yarrow said that in her final months, Travers handled her declining health with bravery and generosity, showing her love to friends and family "with great dignity and without restraint." "It was, as Mary always was, honest and completely authentic," he said. "Th

Henry Gibson
LOS ANGELES (AP) — Henry Gibson, the veteran comic character actor best known for his role reciting offbeat poetry on "Rowan & Martin's Laugh-In," died Monday. He was 73. Gibson's son, James, said Gibson died at his home in Malibu after a brief battle with cancer.After serving in the Air Force and studying at the Royal Academy of Dramatic Arts, Gibson — born James Bateman in Philadelphia in 1935 — created his Henry Gibson comic persona, a pun on playwright Henrik Ibsen's name, while working as a theater actor in New York. For three seasons on "Laugh-In," he delivered satirical poems while gripping a giant flower. After "Laugh-In," Gibson went on to appear in several films, including "The Long Goodbye" and "Nashville," which earned him a Golden Globe nomination. His most memorable roles included playing the menacing neighbor opposite Tom Hanks in "The 'Burbs," the befuddled priest in "Wedding Crashers" and voicing Wilbur the Pig in the animated "Charlotte's Web."His re

Zombie Take-out Episode 16: Have A Heart
Zombie Take-Out Episode 16: Have a Heart is now online. Scotto and Uncle John pull out the big guns as they muse about the MPAA’s ratings criteria and dicuss a film that features a stand out performance from a relative unknown, a surprisingly good performance from a well known action star, a brilliant actor in an all too small supporting role … oh and Kim Catrall. This week on Zombie Take-Out it’s 1992’s Split Second. Did they really rip off two Schwarzenegger movies at the same time? Why didn’t PETA boycott this mnovie? Who wears a trech coat in a flooded, global warming induced eternal night? http://www.zombietakeout.com

Link Found Between Trichomonas Vaginalis And Lethal Prostate Cancer. Simple English Version: Girls Have Cooties
Washington, Sept 10 - ANI: A strong association between the common sexually transmitted infection, Trichomonas vaginalis, and risk of advanced and lethal prostate cancer in men has been found by researchers from Harvard School of Public Health (HSPH) and Brigham and Women's Hospital.The study appears online on September 9, 2009, on the Journal of the National Cancer Institute website and will appear in a later print edition."Prostate cancer is the most common cancer among men in western countries, and the second leading cause of cancer-specific mortality. Identifying modifiable risk factors for the lethal form of prostate cancer offers the greatest opportunity to reduce suffering from this disease," said Jennifer Stark, an HSPH researcher and lead author of the study.One potential risk factor is inflammation, which appears to play an important role in the development and progression of prostate cancer, but the source of inflammation of the prostate is not clear.Trichomonas vaginalis is

Gypsy Dance Party
Amari szi, amari, Amari cini bóri Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj, Amari szi, amari, Amari cini bóri Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj. Dúj, dúj, desudúj, Csumidau me lako múj Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj, Dúj, dúj, desudúj, Csumidau me lako múj Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj. Lako múj szi rupuno, Puske trubulia dino Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj, Lako múj szi rupuno, Puske trubulia dino Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj. Keren, savorále, drom Te khelei o phuro rom Phuro rom te keleia Bistayek gyás malavia Hoi, te merau Ta na csaksipó phenau! Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj, Hoi, te merau Ta na csaksipó phenau! Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj. Amari szi, amari, Amari cini bóri Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj, Amari szi, amari, Amari cini bóri Aj, lalalalala la la laj laj.

Season Premiers Tonight
Bones(Fox) 5th season premiereSurvivor (CBS) 19th season premiereExtreme Cuisine with Jeff Corwin (Food) series premiereFringe (Fox) 2nd season premiere W00T!The Office (NBC) 6th season premiere W00T!Community (NBC) series premiereIt's Always Sunny In Philadelphia (FX) 5th season premiere That's all, now go fuck yourselves.

Dragon Fly
Dragonfly Dragonfly embodies a stripping away of all the beliefs that say we cannot do this or that, achieve a dream or goal, it is to remind us that anything is possible when we really get the understanding that we are part of Spirit and as such we have the power to manifest anything that we desire. Dragonfly is the keeper of dreams, the knower within that sees all of our true potential and ability. Dragonfly strips away the illusions that say to us we cannot achieve our dreams and goals, that we are not worthy or capable when in fact it is our birthright and our true power to create anything we choose! Dragonfly also connects us with the power of colour and the ability to work with many different colours to achieve anything we want to experience in life. We can begin to see how the colours we wear via our clothing, the colours that we fill our homes with, even the colour of the car we drive is impacting us for better or worse. Continually wearing dull drab colours while asking for m

If Only..
i think you understand me more than anyone did.. i saw the pain you worked so hard in hiding.... i think we are more alike than we both like to admit.. you got as high... as i wanted... but too afraid to reach.. i learned to walk away looking back.....wondering what it feels for you...to not feel shit... sounds like peace...and i feel the pain... in every step... envious of your numbness..fantacizing my own escape..should i turn around and hang for a little like before.... or am i suppose to move on and leave you for good... persuading ya isnt going to work ...unless you find something worth more... to control that desire to escape reality.. i know.. i fight it everyday.. once you get it.. you want to stay....you cant want it for me...you desires over rule mine..and eventually you will leave me to go back.. so it was best for me to leave... and keep walking....that was the hardest day for me... saying good-bye...especially when i didnt have to..if only one of us would've just changed

Touché!
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off your butt." His wife was not amused and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the fuck is this?", he asked, as a little dust appeared when he shook them out. He hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied, "It's not talcum powder; IT'S MIRACLE GROW MOTHER FUCKER!"

Douchebag #5
This one here is a repeat offender who has had multiple profiles and deleted them only to come back and harrass me and Donna both. His great quest as he says here is to see how many times in a fu-session he can get off???? He forgets I remember him from his last pathetic attempts so have a read and laugh lol! Read bottom to top its from shout box lol! ->Tony: ya know what i cant afford it but i live on $900 a month and pay all my bills myself feed me and a kid and go to school full time so go fuck yourself you DONT KNOW what i go through and I WILL not be judged by some pissant bastard who is here to beat off to ass many girls as he can how pathetic is that ->Tony: hahah i already got one so i dont need to listen to you beat off to get one lmao Tony: cuz u cant afford ur own Tony: whatever.... go bum vips bich ->Tony: opinions are like assholes everyone has one and yours smells just as bad as anyone elses so why dont you go find some other poor person to torture so your self

Thank God
Therez dis girl amanda ive bin talkn 2 fo a couple monthz now. She treatz me better din ne women haz ever treatd me. She makez me laugh wen im sad,shez alwayz there fo me wen i need her. No otha woman haz ever did dis fo me or even made me feel da way i feel fo amanda. August 14th iz wen we startd datn n its da best month of us datn din ive had in my whole lyfe. I kno fo a fact we waz made fo eachotha i can feel it in my heart. She sayz da same thang so i kno we will get married n have kidz n live our lyfe happily 2gether fo eva even wen we die we will still b happy n married. I can talk 2 her bout ne thang datz wat i like, she can talk 2 me bout ne thang 2. Wen we went 2 her family reunion in marietta i had so much fun wit her n her fam n my nephew eric. Im jus really glad n happy dat ive found da woman dat lovez me fo me n treatz me da way im supposd 2 b treatd. I couldnt ask god 2 send me a better angel cuz there iz no better angel din da 1 he sent me. I love u so much amanda hanson

Can We Seal It With A Kiss?
Can we seal it with a kiss? I hear a knock on my bedroom door As my body trembles at the thought Knowing who should be there As our passions hour is sought Let me help you strip like me As we kiss softly on the mouth You pounding chest guides my hand With great passion it moves south Unzip your jeans take them off As your hardened cock appears Look up into your face now As our passion soothes my fears I take the shaft in both my hands I softly stroke your cock and balls Bring the tip up to my mouth As we answer natures calls My tongue slides slowly around the tip In tiny circles around the hole Each getting bigger now around the head My tongue it now unfolds Down the shaft my tongue now goes Now up the other side My heart beats fast as my hands stroke Loves passion we can’t hide I stroke your cock and lick your sac As my mouth takes each ball in Hear you moan in passion As purely this can not be sin Lick up your shaft and squeeze your balls As I begin to suck your cock It