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For One More Day.....
if you could have one more day with someone close who has died who would it be and why? mine is my dad...id want to tell him that im sorry for the hurt i caused him and my mom when i was younger when he was sick i tried to but never could

Puffed (;
Aha @ 10:35pm I Was Lookin Around For Herb, Got A Phone Call And Recieved A "G" Was All Good, Finished Rollin A Joint Lil Cuz Came Down "Asked If Her B/F Derek Wanted 2 Smoke A Joint She Said "Yeah, He Wanted To" So They Both Came Down And We Puffed It Was Great, So Were All Chillin, Life Is Good

Happenings...
Hello friends, so i just spent the last 3hrs at the emergency room gah!. About 4 days ago i started coughing really bad but assumed i was just getting a summer cold and ignored it. The next day started doing the over the counter checkers with this medicine and that and trying a few different home remedies that everybody loves to offer when they see you hacking up a lung. Thursday night when i got off work i was suppose to go see my guy for some playtime but my body and head hurt so bad from coughing that i v lined it to walmart instead and loaded up on nyquil and thera flu. It was at that moment when i chose medicine and bed over sex that i was feelin pretty damn bad. Last night when i got off work i litterally felt like id been run over by a truck but i had promised a couple friends id meet them for a drink so i head to the bar. Well that was a bad idea because after a couple drinks i like to smoke and i ended up having many drinks last night. So i get up today and my chest is hurting

Freedom
FREEDOM, WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME AND AT WHAT COST DOES IT COME? HOW MANY LIVES WERE LOST IN BATTLES, WARS FOUGHT "TO PRESERVE FREEDOM" WHETHER THAT WAS THE TRUE REASON OR NOT, THAT'S THE ONE THEY ALWAYS GIVE, i HATE TO THINK THAT THE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN WHO DO FIGHT AND WHO DO GIVE OF THEMSELVES ARE REALLY FIGHTING TO PAD SOME FAT POLITICIANS WALLET WITH OIL COMPANY KICKBACKS, OR WHATEVER OTHER CORRUPTION THAT ISN'T SO OBVIOUS THAT'S SURELY GOING ON, BUT ANYWAY THAT'S NOT WHAT THIS RANT IS ABOUT.. WHAT DO WE DO WITH OUR FREEDOM? MOST OF US, WORK LIVE OUR LIVES THE BEST WE CAN, AND ARE GOOD TO THOSE AROUND US, AS MUCH AS WE CAN BE, THYEN THERE ARE THOSE WHO HAVE THE SAME FREEDOMS AS THE REST OF US, WHO CHOOSE TO USE THEM JUST TO BE DOUCHEBAGS, BECAUSE THEY ARE FREWE TO DO SO,,, I GET SO MAD WHEN I THINK OF MY NEIGHBOR FOR EXAMPLE, HE USES HIS FREEDOM TO SIT ON THE PATIO AND DRINK BEER ALL DAY,, IN ITSELF NOT A BAD THING IF YOU CAN GET BY WITH IT, I LOVE A COLD BEER TOO, BUT AS

"disillusioned Junkie"
"Disillusioned Junkie" You told me loved me but that was just a lie statements of a false chemical high Musta been high to fall for your bullshit Like a disillusioned junkie Addicted 2 being Loved Longing to be held & caressed wrapped in warm & tender moments Like a Hallmark card consumer -I was a gulliable sap a fool refusing to see beyond the fascade of a magical moment Mislead by the hope of a fantasy come true heh...and my favorite part is that you aint even realized what you lost cuz truth of the matter is once you let a butterfly go

Gratitude....subject By Lasara Firefox
Why Gratitude? by LaSara Firefox, MPNLP Gratitude offers benefits that range from the physical, to the psychological, to the spiritual, and affects both our inner and outer lives. Gratitude practice, in and of itself, bring us into creative co-creation with our personal reality, our beloved family and friends, the world, and our experience of it all. In this quick overview of why gratitude practice is such a good idea, we will just scratch the surface of some of these topics. For a deeper look into the pragmatics of how some of this works, see The Science of Gratitude. For tips on creating more interactive gratitude practice, see How to Grow a Grateful World: Engaged Gratitude, and 5 Ways to Engage Your Kids in Grateful Giving. For ways to bring gratitude, and the practice of it, easily into the life of your community, see How to Host a Gratitude Gathering. (All available in Gratitude Games Pro.) Physical Benefits of Gratitude: Gratitude cancels out stress. When you're standing i

[8 Things I Would've Told You If You Asked]
1. I've been sexually assaulted *counts* on six different occasions, once by a group. People wanted to know if the carpets match the drapes- and yeah, I consider being dragged into a shower wailed on and stripped counting as one.2. I've been hit by my best friend... in his truck. Twice. Still my best friend.3. I've been misdiagnosed multiple times and was assigned pills now recalled and deemed too dangerous for human consumption. It's probably the reason for my liver and GI issues.4. I never have, and never will use a narcotic.5. My dad is adopted, and I have no knowledge of my family health history or lineage, and that drives me nuts.6. I don't get you. I fear you. Because you don't get me.7. I feel like a failure, pretty often. I honestly don't know if that will go away even if I change the world.8. Something lighthearted to wrap up... there really isn't much.

Punchline
Perhaps it's just me, but I find Protest events amusing. It's so interesting to see people gather around, and try in utter futility to complain in a loud voice. I even went to Campaign for Liberty movement on the lawn of Congress. That was an event that despite the thousands of people that gathered on the lawn of the governing body received no press coverage. I forget what did get coverage that day, but using an educated guess I'm willing to state that it was probably a story about some useless celebrity scandal. Though the event itself was amusing. There were plenty of very attractive college going women standing around in the excessive heat and wearing little more than the essentials which were quickly wetted down with the nearest bottle of water. While I note that part first, it was not the reason I went in the first place. It was more of a pleasant bonus. No, the reason I went was because a friend of mine was an avid supporter of Ron Paul, and after hearing his pit

Witness Of A Death
Tonight my husband, kids and I had plans to go to the fair and watch the demolition derby. We got there to find out it was way more expensive than we had thought but had already promised the kids so we paid the $48 and went in. It was supposed to start at 7 so when we got there at 6:57 the seats were pretty full. We went down almost as far as we could and found some ok seats. We watched the first heat, nothing special about that. The second heat a girl got flipped and they turned back over and she went on. Now the 3rd is where something happened that I will never ever forget. It was a heat with minivans and they were just going crazy. All of a sudden I see this guy back up as fast as he could attempting to hit another and the other guy moved. But instead of not hitting anything this guy hit a flag man. The flag man flew up in the air and landed like a rag doll. I'm so thankful that my kids didn't actually see it, they just saw the comotion afterwards. I saw the fireman run to his aide

Birthday Sex
It's yo birthday, so I know you want to ride outEven if we only go to my houseSip mo-eezy as we sit upon my couchFeels good, but I know you want to cry outYou say u want passion, I think you found itGet ready for action, don't be astoundedWe switching positions, you feel surroundedTell me where you want your gift, girl[Chorus:]Girl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-II been feeninWake up in the late nightBeen dreamin about your loving, girlGirl you know I-I-I, Girl you know I-I-IDon't need candles and cakeJust need your body to make...Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh(It's the best day of the year girl)Birthday sex... Birthday sex oohoohoohooh(G-spot g-spot let me hit that g-spot g-spot girl)[Verse 2:]See you sexy in them jeans got me on 101-2-3... Think I got you pinnedDon't tap out, fight until the endRing that bell, and we gon start over againWe grindin with passion, 'cause it's your birthdayBeen at it for hours, I know you thirstyYou kiss me so sweetly, taste just like Hersh

8 Random Facts
1. i love boobs any size 2. ive never had a relationship last more than 2 yrs 3. im too nice and it bites me in the ass 4. i dont know and maybe annoy the holy living shit out of me 5. i cant make a turd without having something to read 6. i still love watching cartoons 7. ive been to jail twice 8. i once double dipped in the same day(had sex with 2 different girls) 30 minutes apart...i showered inbetween tho

8 Secrets, Stolen From She-ra
Damn my She-ra for posting this blog. And damn Doug for telling me to do it. Here are 8 secrets about me. Blah. 1. My biggest fear is being alone 2. I hate olives on pizza, but I can eat them out of a jar. 3. I haven't really watched television in about 3 years. I've just started again, now I only watch Ghost Adventures. 4. I have a really bad problem of not finishing anything I start. 5. I want to have the confidence that some people have. 6. I fake most of my happiness because I don't think other people need to know when I'm hurting. 7. I rarely smile. Most of the pictures I have on here of me smiling, fake. So if you hear me laugh, you know I'm truely happy. 8. I hate talking on the phone, but the few that have my number, wouldn't know that. If you have my phone number, I like you and I actually want to talk to you.

The Wifey
I have a black and white male Fat Russell terrier named Jack. His favorite playmate is my white and black female rat, named Teddy. Teddy is smaller than she should be. She makes up for it in daring do. She is the first flying rat I have ever had. She escapes her cage through the most absurdly small openings and then leaps a good three or four feet to land on the nearest person (generally me, watching in amazement). She quickly was introduced to Jack - since Jack is a dog bred with a strong prey drive, especially for rodents. His perky ears and his intense brown eyes focus in on Teddy where ever she is running, and his body soon follows. Then Teddy jumps to the ground and starts to chase Jack. Have you ever seen an undersized black and white rat chase a fat Russell Terrier... Its amusing. Jack has learned to use his muzzle and lay it against Teddy so that he can stop running from her, and get to chase after her for a bit. She jumps on the chairs, he looks around confused at the groun

9 Months Later!!!
> 9 months later!!!> > > > > > Jack decided to go skiing with> his buddy, Bob. So > they loaded up Jack's> > minivan and headed north.> > > > > > > > > > > > After driving for a few hours,> they got caught in > a terrible blizzard. So> > they pulled into a nearby farm> and > asked> > > the attractive lady who> answered the door if they > could spend the night.> > > > > > 'I realize it's> terrible weather out there and I > have this huge house all> > to myself, but I'm recently> widowed,' > she> > > explained. 'I'm afraid> the neighbours will talk if > I let you stay in my> > house.'> > > > > > 'Don't worry,' Jack> said. 'We'll be happy to sleep > in the barn and if the> > weather breaks, we'll be gone> at > first> > > light.' The lady agreed,> and the two men found > their way to the barn and> > settled in for the night.> > > > > > >

Relationships
theres obviously something wrong with the way i look,my old fashoned, do things at the house,type of lifestyle, or maybe my bedroom things that women just dont want.im divorced twice raisin my 4 yr, old little boy on my own.his mom is with a guy she met on the damn internet, she lives 8 blocks from us and will not even make an attempt to come see my 4 yr old aint that sad?ive had hi since a 1 yr and 1/2 old and she may have had contact with him 6 months total.now im single again from datin another chic and my kid got attacted to her well i gotta go for now....rocky

Blah
Today was blah..work was just blah..im feeling like blah..blah a la... Had to work with someone that I dislike today and it wasnt' that one bitch... some dude that started to give me a attitude when I was semi training him on day. I was only suppose to shadow him, to make sure he was doing his training right...he basically got the job fine when he was being trained the day before and I was just around him as a shadow. I wasn't able to shadow him all the time though because I was needed in other places. So I had told him if he had any questions, just pull me away from the other place and I would help him. Few hour later, he told me that I was a real bad trainer and narked on my manager. Uhh hello, I'm only suppose to shadow you and help you when you needed help...you never asked for my help with anything. So how can I be a bad trainer when he didn't ask for help, I was busy working in other places and I was only suppose to shadow him? He also thinks he's one of those "Oh I know all an

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Just A Reminder
Pentagon identifies captured soldier in Afghanistan By Reid Wilson Posted: 07/19/09 10:04 AM [ET] The Pentagon on Sunday identified the American soldier taken hostage by the Taliban on June 30, the same day his captors released a video purporting to show him alive.The Defense Department identified the soldier as Private First Class Bowe Bergdahl, a 23 year old from Ketchum, Idaho. Bergdahl is a member of the 501st Parachute Infantry Regiment, based at Fort Richardson, Alaska. On Sunday, a video posted on a Taliban-run website showed Bergdahl for 28 minutes. Bergdahl said he was captured after falling behind on a patrol. He said the date was July 14, last Tuesday."I’m scared, scared I won’t be able to go home. It is very unnerving to be a prisoner," Bergdahl says on the video, according to The Associated Press.American officials have said they are doing everything they can to find and free Bergdahl. Taliban commanders in Southeastern Afghanistan, where

The Lil Gunz N Onez
In a world made of names, one may ask, "whats in a name?" In this case, its an assload of irony. The offending party in this case is usually a woman of elephantesque proportions, who feels the need to work "lil" into her name. This is different from a man using "lil", because well, we already knew that. Your typical "Lil" gurl, is either morbidly obese, has a bakers dozen worth of kids, or is a midget. Only one of the preceeding is appealing. Upon meating the "lil whatev" in person, one is struck by the fact that she is the size of a water buffalo, and because her arms arent long enough to reach around the fat to wash her ass, she smells like one as well. In order to properly clean one, she must be hauled on a flatbed to the nearest machine operated car wash, and dumped repeatedly on the conveyor until the machinery either gives up the ghost, or she is ejected sputtering and pink out of the car bay like some grotesque birth scene. In the case of the "lil momma", she is surrounded by

This Is Very Sad Please Read
FW: its the least you could doBody: ----------------- Original Message -----------------From: ToniTo: Vampire Princess™ , arentanangel , Mrs. Healey , Tiffany , Crystal , ♠Mrs. DeFusco♠ , Kassandra , Adam's boring profile , Kari , Erin , Cinnamon Girl , Louise Heretakis , ~KELLDAH~ , Becky , erika , WTF...JUST cAnT uND3rSTAnD nORmAL thINkinG , Dancing Dreams , Tasha , Meghan [& Charlie ♥] , Rebecca , Lyndzie Ann , Laura , Sam , Tara Bryson , lyndsey. , Becca , Sonia , gwyn , jenn , tamara , , missy , ****Randy and Mary**** , JOSH , Alicia , Amanda , Chickering family , Mandy Date: Jul 23, 2009 4:23 PMSubject: FW: its the least you could do----------------- Original Message -----------------From: CassiTo: Nicole♥'sChris! , Toni , Amanda , Rachel , Chickering family Date: Jul 23, 2009 8:52 AMSubject: FW: its the least you could do----------------- Original Message -----------------From: japanimeblackTo: Methis , ♥Legs♥ , MySpace Hip Hop ,

How I Feel
Just some thing to know a bout me. I try to go in to the military as soon as I got out of high school. I wasn’t excepted because I can’t read so well or right but I have gotten better not by much it’s still a work in progress. Lol another reason I was trend down was I have two screws in my right foot but my father was in the navy he was radio man on a destroyer one of my grandpas was in the air force in world war II and my dads four brother was in an Amy and the marines one of my uncles john was a sergeant and in the green brays and I am have had a relatives in ever war all the way back to the civil war. I am prude of my family and my history I support our troops My father is in the legend of homer for the shrines if it wisent for our troops then this country would never know real freedom. If I was ever drafted then I would go and I would know what to fight for all the thing that our honored troops fight for us and this country !

General
wonderig what is my true perpose in life is is it being a friend or a teacher for others to learn from ,or a person to lean on only my great grand father can help me with that or can someone eles do that on my journey of ilfe.

How To Lure Women To You - Using Powerful Female Psychology Secrets
How to Lure Women to You - Using Powerful Female Psychology SecretsBy Derek Rake One of the primary reasons that men fail to attract women is that they have this idea that they are somehow inferior to her. A guy will see a hot girl and say in his head, "I don't have a chance! Seriously, she's beyond gorgeous. She's practically a goddess." The idea of coming off as a weirdo or a creepy guy (because you look hideous, act strange, or don't have any money) stops many men short of being able to score with beautiful girls. If you want to become a real ladies' man, then step one is to drop those negative ideas. The truth is, no matter how you look or how much cash you have in your wallet, the most important thing to a woman is how you make her feel. Learn to control her emotions and get her to feel strong attraction to you almost instantly by using the following great tips. Using Powerful Psychological Strategies to Lure Women 1: "Confuse and Conquer." If you can keep her unaware of wha

Relationship Perfection Through Dating
Relationship Perfection Through DatingBy Francis K Githinji If there is anything that has changed in the world today, it is the power of dating and love. You can now seek and find ways of making your relationship better, how to start dating and even where to get a person for the sake of dating. A dating service makes sure you have attained all this, depending on your level of need. You might be skeptic about this service but you can think about it and understand how crucial it is. If there is a place where people fail in the art of dating, it is in failing to make their relationships hold together for sometime. You need to be very careful with the relationships you have and it is the reason you need to make sure that dating is part of your life. If you don't have a flourishing dating life, you need to think about a dating service, which can easily transform your dating atmosphere. You might think that the relationship you have is headed towards the rocks and since you want the rela

The Perfect Search In Online Relationships
The Perfect Search in Online RelationshipsBy Francis K Githinji The best place to go for your relationship queries and problems is arguably online. It is also the best place to go if you have any questions regarding matchmaking sites. They are immense and very acute in their resolve to aid you through the art of finding love, and making sure you are contented with what you will get. It is a phenomenon that was absent a while ago. It has come to change the lives of people who try to make use of it. You have one of the best places to find some balance in your life; to the effect that what you need is just to make sure that you have a need and you can give them a chance to change your life. Matchmaking sites are very lucrative and very affordable to use. Some even offer you free matchmaking services which you make use of once you visit these websites. You need to make sure you have changed the way you perceive yourself, and largely in the issue of love, relationship and marriage. It i

Cementing Dating Relationships
Cementing Dating RelationshipsBy Francis K Githinji If there is a way in which you can make your relationship something you will always love for the rest of your life, it is through dating. Once you start through this exercise, you will be in a position to affect the way you make everything have a meaning. You have a lot going well and you should make sure your life is in your hands and you can change anything that seems amiss. The way to a human's heart is through dating, so they say. You have to concur with this statement wholeheartedly, since you understand the kind of things that happen in a dating relationship. If you don't understand, there are so many events that make ones relationship a living hell. You can't fail to agree about the things that make a relationship to have the right chemistry and attraction. You get these things when you have decided to be with the right person in life as you try to change and transform it completely. You have everything that makes you enjoy

Curing The Worst Through Dating
Curing the Worst Through DatingBy Francis K Githinji The best way to cure your problems in your relationship is through dating. There is nothing good that's comparable to it. This is the main reason you need a person to aid you when you feel troubled and losing the grip of your relationship. You might have had a relationship of more than two years and thought you were heading towards the right direction; towards matrimony only to realize you are slowly heading towards demise. The relationship might be dear to you, and it is the reason you feel sure amending the breaking tie is crucial. Dating can aid in sealing any hole that is affecting your relationship. You need to make sure you have understood where the problem is. The first thing that you need to understand is the cause of the problem, so that you can change your life. Life is such that there are a lot of issues that control it all the way, and the manner of changing the status quo will be affected by the duration of the relat

Forging Dating And Marriage Issues Online
Forging Dating and Marriage Issues OnlineBy Francis K Githinji The online dating phenomenon today has brought many issues in terms of love and dating. It is what has occasioned matchmaking websites to come into place as they prepare themselves towards changing people's lives. You need to know that these websites are hundreds in number and are always busy serving their clients. You should not think because they are there, many people are not using them. Make no mistake of forgetting that the case of matchmaking and other online dating issues are new phenomena in the virtual platform but not in the real world. It is just that they have used the reality on the ground and perfected it online from where people are able to make use of the best services that affect their lives. You need to realize that matchmaking websites are not only dealing with matchmaking issues alone, but you can have other needs and services in online dating for the sake of friendship and mere dating. The most dyna

Matchmaker - Choosing The Right Matchmaker
Matchmaker - Choosing the Right MatchmakerBy Allan Tane With so many people offering help in helping you build relationships, it can get tricky when it comes to choosing the right kind of a matchmaker. Hence, you need to know all your options before you come to a final decision regarding the matchmaker that will work out for you. Only once you have done your research and chosen the right one will you be happy about your decision. Firstly, there are the sleuths of traditional matchmakers that have mushroomed all over the city. These local matchmakers are pretty efficient, and depending on their coverage, they might even have extensive options for you to choose from. In fact, if you look at it from a historical viewpoint, you will observe that the local matchmakers have a very high success rate that cannot be easily matched by anyone else, regardless of their operating medium or coverage. Before technology made its breakthrough in the world of dating, these matchmakers were already b

How To Get Your Ex Boyfriend Back - The Simple Guide
How to Get Your Ex Boyfriend Back - The Simple GuideBy Arvy Smith You're reading this because your relationship came to a screeching halt, because your boyfriend, for whatever reason(s) decided to put the brakes on the relationship. Now your mind is probably reeling. If you still care about him, you probably want to know how to get your ex boyfriend back. If you keep reading, you'll find some advice that can help drastically improve your chances of doing just that. Realize that you're programmed differently than him. What exactly does this mean? Well, evolution has made it so that men are generally more logical and women are more emotional. While it may seem like a good idea to appeal to him with raw emotion while being upset or crying, this will actually work against you. This can push him away from you. It can actually make him feel justified in breaking up with you. When it comes to knowing how to get your ex boyfriend back, this isn't the path you want to choose. It

Voice Blast / On Your Phone
4 those of u that signed up...I FINALLY...lol..got a chance 2 send out my blast tonight..... from Palm Springs,Ca..pool side..in 118 weather. I was kinna nervous..but did the best I could 4 u.. The # on your phone..is my photographers..if I use mine..I'll get calls all during the night..this way he get's the calls..lol Now that I c how easy that was..I can call from just about anywhere with a message 4 u. Anyway..just wanted 2 let u know that.. OH..Let Me Know If U Liked What I Did..K?? Love U guys..ooxoxooxoxoxxxox Lily

Celebrating Being A Veteran!!!
THIS IS YOU SMANGIN DJ_sh8kzp3r FROM THE RELENTLESS RADIO LOUNGE!!! I AM CELEBRATING BEING A VETERAN FOR 2(TWO) YEARS COMING AUGUST 8, 2009!!! SHOW YOUR LUV TO AN OEF(OPERATION ENDURING FREEDOM-AFGHANISTAN) COMBAT SOLDIER!!! I LOVE BEING HOME IN THE GOOD OLD U.S. of A.!!! HIT ME IN THE SHOUT BOX WHEN I DJ @ HTTP://FUBAR.COM/LOUNGE/RELENTLESS_RADIO# !!! RELENTLESS RADIO IS MORE THEN YOU CONVIENT ONLINE RADIO STATION. RELENTLESS IS A STATE OF MIND! RELENTLESS4LYFE_MFKRZ RAWKSTAR_DJ_sh8kzp3r SMANGIN @ RELENTLESS RADIO_Relentless4LyfeMFKRZ-Ownage by DaLovelyx3

I Wish For Once....
I wish for once that I could be, the one in which you often speak. The whom of which you like to think, the one who makes your knees go weak. I wish for once that I knew all the things that I could do to be the one thats close to you, to be the one that you love too. I wish for once I was that guy, the one that takes you out at night. The reason for which you smile wide, the one that will make you his wife. I wish for once that you knew how I really felt for you, and all the things that I would do to be the one that you loved too.

For Dan
I have waited my whole life to be loved like I am today. I have longed for the moment in my life when he would take my hands and kiss them sweetly, look dreamily into my eyes and say I love you - prepared to shout it - if my heart so desired. I have yearned to feel the sense of urgency in his embrace and his body tremble when I kiss him and he feels my heart leap with joy.I love the silly way that he gets nervous a bit and stands before me like a schoolboy in love. HE LOVES ME! I know it and I can feel it!... I can hear it in every word that he speaks, I can see it in his every movement, every action. He looks at me like I am a mystery, a treasure, a gift; and it is the most wonderful feeling that I have ever known.My hearts pounds out of my chest when I am near him and it soars when he says my name. He is everything to me and I want the world to know it.When I am in his arms the world fades around us and becomes a blur...we exist seemingly in the span of the universe and only alone. I

Thoughts
everyone can sit and ask themselves, i should have done this or that, if i would've... but then you realize that asking yourself all these things will never change anything, that no ammount of explaination will make things different. you sit and hurt, hurt for you and hurt for them-shed tears for both-drive yourself crazy for both. you sit there and debate with yourself to attempt one last conversation, one last ammount of contact. you want to reach out but knowing you cant. losing someone is never easy, harder when you were always used to talking, talking about anything and everything. they say time will heal wounds, but i think we just learn to move on yet never getting over it. the person will always be apart of your life, a part of you. i hold my person close to my heart. and i will never fully recover, as i know he will not. when you meet someone my best advise is never let go. fight for love, argue for it, strive for it. remember people make mistakes, people do stupid things, b

Godfather
Once again I levelled tonight - with the help of some very lovely people on here - and now the usual if you helped me level over the past 24 hours please rate and comment this blog as soon as so I know who to return the love to - after all if it wasnt for you lovely peeps I would still be considering deleting :D lol ONCE AGAIN LOVE YOU ALL AND THANKS TO ALL THOSE THAT HELPED

Conjectural Contemplation
It’s true. I spend too much time worrying about other people. I worry about their happiness, their health and the dynamics between them and I. I can honestly say that often, too many times, I place others before myself and in turn leave my own heart and health broken and at the mercy of the waves of the world.Worse, I feel helpless almost every day and fight to hold on to the things that bring me joy, even though I often feel them slipping through my fingers like sand and slowly escaping me.I am in love, with someone whom I think is simply amazing. Yet, somehow I feel this sense of desperation and emptiness. His heart is a muddled mess of confusion and full of battle wounds from loves’ once lost. Each day I grow closer to this man and pray that I am enough, I want to help him, hold him and show him how good love can really be, still I worry that he could be ripped from my life at any moment and wonder how and if I could even deal with that.Is it possible to love someone TOO

Just So U Know, I'm Not
JUST SO YOU KNOW, I'M NOT A LIBRA LOL I'M A LEO. BUT TY GRLSKIKASS2! I LUV YOU AND TY FOR THE BLING! I ALSO WANT Y'ALL TO KNOW THAT TONIGHT MY FRIEND HORNY ANGEL "ALTRUIZED" ME LOL WHICH MEANS I GET ALL HER POINTS FOR THE NEXT 12 HOURS! ISN'T THAT AWESOME OF HER?! THAT SO ROCKS! SO PLEASE! THIS JUST MIGHT POSSIBLY BE A WAY FOR ME TO LEVEL, IF YOU FEEL LIKE HELPING OUT AND RATING US UP THAT WOULD BE TOTALLY COOL! SO ANYWAY, JUST LETTING Y'ALL KNOW AND THANKS IF YA DO!

Breach And Entry Redux
the unexpected can happen, and anyone reading my blog that's been in the military or law enforcement knows that when you breach and enter a room you are almost certainly unaware of what awaits you on the other side-- The same can be said for relationships-- you never know what awaits you until you kick down the door and go in. If that's the case, then why do I always seem to get the murder suicide ends for relationships, metaphorically speaking?

You Know You Went To Burke When...
You took a minibus to school and the public school kids laughed at you...You thought you almost had sports teams...You had science teachers with associates degrees in Phys Ed...You got a ticket on the ramp up to Fletcher St...You almost got in a fight with Goshen kids at the Goshen diner...You know what "first Friday' is...You used religious holidays to get together with friends...You thought about colleges and considered Siena, Providence, Scranton, St. Bonaventure, Fordham, and every other Jesuit/Catholic school in a 300 mile radius...You thought the world consisted of Irish and Italian Catholics...You attended St. Stephens, Mt. Carmel, St. Joes, St. Johns, Leptondale, etc. You played basketball or were an alter boy...You know who Mr. D is...You listened to a local radio station praying your local public school had off for a snow day...Your out of school wardrobe resembled your dress code style....

Will.i.am Vs Daft Punk.
bitch_get_over_it: i'd say so too if he didn't totally rip off "around the world" without asking permission. shattersoul13: .... shattersoul13: He never had permission? bitch_get_over_it: hell no. shattersoul13: I figured they were aware and cool with it! bitch_get_over_it: "Apparently though, Will.i.am moved faster than the lawyers, who were forced to deliver the message that Daft Punk doesn’t think their music sounds better with him." shattersoul13: I mean, a jacking of THAT extent made me figure it was a collab, or at least okay with em. shattersoul13: Haha, of course! shattersoul13: He made em typical club wannabe ghetto white girl fare. bitch_get_over_it: it was NOT okay with them... at all. shattersoul13: And Daft Punk as always been ANTI the mainstream bullshit music. shattersoul13: I hope they sue his silly hats off. bitch_get_over_it: as do i/ shattersoul13: It goes against everything they are. bitch_get_over_it: well it was like kanye sampling them. shat

Magpie Ranger
I wanna be a magpie ranger, I wanna be a magpie ranger, Only live for sex and danger, Only live for sex and danger, Go left, go left, Go left, go left, Go left, right, left, Go left right left, Go left, go right, go pick up the stride, go left, go right, go left, Go left, go right, go pick up the stride, go left, go right, go left, We hate Man U, We hate Man U, Because they beat us 7-2, Because they beat us 7-2, Go left, go left, Go left, go left, Go left, right, left, Go left right left, Go left, go right, go pick up the stride, go left, go right, go left, Go left, go right, go pick up the stride, go left, go right, go left, We Hate Bellamy, We Hate Bellamy, Because he faked and injury, Because he faked an injury, Go left, go left, Go left, go left, Go left, right, left, Go left right left, Go left, go right, go pick up the stride, go left, go right, go left, Go left, go right, go pick up the stride, go left, go right, go left, We hate Jenas, We hate Jenas, Because he takes it up the

This Is So Fucking Cute!!
fuckn love this!! Current mood: amused . Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios.

Stepping Stones Of Life
steping stones of life. Current mood: awake life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are

Love And Friendship
love and friendship sometimes letting go of the past is so hard some use it as there great wall, the protecter of there heart! you past is just an outline of mistakes, failers, broken hearts, and wishfull thinking. everyday we meet people that reminde us of it, and we tend to turn away from them not to even give a chance to see if there diffrent! u can take the things youv learned from it and make better choices, or you can hide from it and no one will ever know the real you! basicly what it boils down to is when you meet some one and there interesting, stop looking at at your past and comparing the new!!! give people a chance, step out side the box that traps us all!!! trust me the comfert zone of knowing i wont be hurt was my security!!!! now iv eccepted my flaws some i cant change and some im working on! my addvice to u is dont let the love of your life or a new bestfriend pass by you cuz your past has tought u not to trust or love or u cant be open with people! maybe

Message In A Bottle
message in a bottle... Current mood: imaginative love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard, discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came f

Shatterd Faith
shatterd faith Current mood: disappointed to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart

Under The Gun!!
UNDER THE GUN!! Current mood: electric well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place on you and you keep it wi

Country With A Kick
We would like to have every one come by and check out the SXR LOUNGE. We play country music 24/7 with live dj's. You can join the fun and make requests. Most of all we know how to play the new stuff no one has. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. DJ RENAGADE FOR SOUTHERNXTREMERADIO http://www.fubar.com/lounge/hitechspleasure

Here Is The Deal
I am dating Chris, Cdub. Recently i have had a lot of females try to strart drama between him and i and say that im not the only one and that they are with him and what not. and i have girls that are blocking me and hating on me because im with him. i know nothing of u females nor do i care to know anything of you females. i dont care if he talks to you or if he flirts with you. i care if he touches u. i care if he travels to see you. i am confident in me and my relationship that it wont happen. he tells and shows me that he cares about me and wants me. im tired of everyone tryin to sabatoge it because yall didnt work out. so what?! move the fuck on! i care about him a lot and ill do what it takes to make sure we work. im not going to jump to conclusions when someone says they are dating too or going to get married. im sorry if you are going to get married you should know what his damn work schedule is. everyone just needs to back off. seriously.

Southern Cutie Is A Fake.
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Southern Cutie Is A Fake.
Oh yeah! We got another good one here…look at those Fu marriages and bling, wedding rings to!! But who the is it?… Using this as her default image and with no real salute even attempted, people I guess assume this is her… ..but in reality it belongs to this Canadian girl, check out the French on this page..and is far from a Southern little cutie…actually, we don‘t know what “it“ is at all… ..even whatever it claims to be, it makes no sense…why don’t we all ask “it&

Shield Of Darkness
Shield of Darkness I feel so all alone and hurting So afraid to let myself go To be free to trust and love My minds a whirl of random thoughts Where to find that someone special Try as I might to keep it locked away The feelings are too powerful They seep out ever so slowly My heart and soul aches with pain The wanting to be desired so great How can one learn to trust When all they know is deceit People touch parts of me No one gets to see all of me The scars can barely cover The wounds are too many Darkness is an old friend That shields what is hidden Sue Price Copyright ©2009 Sue Price

Maybe It Was Me
maybe it was me/who foolishly/ followed the pipers melody/ more than i could withstand/running with sharp set of scissors in my hand/(your bound to get hurt)/ how in the hell did i not see it/ or maybe i did/ and refused to give a shyt/trying to box a god with arms/ intent to lose and do my self harm/ im my own bad luck charm/ why dont i listen? because of pride and ego/ no i just could not let go/ still want what whats not mine/ by any means/ anyplace, any time/ dont have to run a line/ yeap i done peeped the spiders trap/ not yet stuck in the web/ but my goal is stuck in my head....now how shall i etrieve what is not mine to achieve / muthafuck just beleieve/ in the end im a chris brown/ cant breathe/ do a asthmaic heave and hope for the best/ altho i know the sweetest poison is the perfume from her neck/ that will burn like acid in my chest.....

So They Say No One Is Real On Here...
cleavage shots. fake and horrible pick up lines. "hit me up on YIM" maybe you'll get their number. talk in the other room at the middle of the night so husbands/wives/girlfriends or boyfriends dont hear..the digital "affair" instant gratification via instant messages? haha now thats fake...thats the matrix with no spoon. what happens when 2 people actually meet through this? hmm... all this time being laughed at for treating people real on this social website. woops...i guess i stuck to my guns and proved the laughers wrong. unless that real person i had such fun with and connected with yesterday is a robot. i'd like to meet the scientist or graphic designer that made this awesome and beautiful female cyborg. they did a great job in making her seem human. a very great job! im 99.9% positive shes real! of course though im a doctor so i'll have to be around her more to make sure. ;)

Jul 25 [[parents Gone Wild]]
My Mother is a psycho liar. It's frustrating. She screamed "FUCK YOU" in my ear (over the phone) while my dad flipped me off and called me a bitch. Yay me. All i did to my dad was ask him if I can borrow the phone to call my mom. All I did to my mom was, well, call her and express my concern for her lying to me. And then I got screamed at online by a good friend. What a good day. NOT. Though my sister is here and we were talking to my other sister online; and that helped. :) -I want to sleep for ten years- Who's with me? Otherwise today, I practice guitar with my sis, and finished packing for my move a half an hour away tomorrow. Sometimes I wonder if I'll regret my decision about not moving to Florida with my father but apparently it doesn't matter to him anyways. He is my hero and showed me happiness and gave the word 'love' an actual meaning. My mother and I can't stand living together but if this is the only way to continue my education so be it. Sigh, I don't know what

Wash & Wear Hair: 4 Cuts Even A Hair Klutz Can Handle
With the right cut and a few key products, you'll get a good chunk of your life back—and look genuinely gorgeous.Curly summer hair; Photos: Fernando Milani; From O, The Oprah Magazine, July 2009Your Good Fortune: Bold, vivacious ringlets come naturally to you. While some of us struggle to inject our hairstyle with a bit of an edge, you make rebellious cool look easy.Your Challenge: Like teenagers and kudzu, curls can be willful and take on a life of their own if you don't set some boundaries.Your Ideal Cut: A style that dusts the shoulders lets curly hair strike the perfect balance between wild and soft, explains hairstylist Sebastian Scolarici of New York City's Serge Normant at John Frieda salon, who masterminded the cuts on these pages. (If you want to move more toward the wild side, go shorter.) Layers should be very long—no shorter than six inches—except for a few in front to frame the face. Sebastian cut our model's hair dry so he could see how each snip affecte

Old Loves
Sometimes it is very hard to let go of old loves and what might have been. When you think of your old love you picture all the good times. You recall how they were there for you. You can never forget their touch, smell, and their little ways of making you feel so wonderful. How does one let go? http://friendlyhelp.jimdo.com

Song
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around meI remembered each flash as time began to blurLike a startling sign that fate had finally found meAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyesGive me reason to fill this hole, connect the space betweenLet it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divideThere was nothing in sight but memories left abandonedThere was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snowAnd the ground caved in between where we were standingAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory cleanLet the floods cross the distance in your eyes across this new divideIn every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you'd denyAnd each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hideAnd your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserveSo give me reason to prove me wron

Heart Wares
milky sunlight weakly waltzes through the nearby window there the silence pounding into my temples as my mind retraces the empitness of our last conversation that left my heart heavy laden and filled with contemplation of the future unfolding before me with the quickening speed of a jet fighter to love you is bliss and to have your love is a treasure a pleasure like none that I have ever known and I wonder if before this what I ever really felt was love at all. that being said i wonder again if this overwelming urge this surge of emotion and soulful devotion is love now that I am filling my broken soul with - how could it be naught?? I am caught... being a silly girl who is held in by fear afraid to live but wants to give life a chance. I crave romance but the filler inbetween can often be lean and lacking the fire that my whismical heart desires and I get to feeling, over-thinking and those thoughts are stinking - reaking if you will. I am no fortune teller or refined seller of

Lesson Learned.
Did you start a wait for me, buried-in knees deep? And in your own elegancy, docile, sound asleep. As I thrashed out jealously, to dumb to what I reap. Furthering my own idiocy, fall further from a leap. Now I found humility, from hours made to weep. In my own civility, now I'm yours to keep.

Prayers From A Horse
Give me time to know what you wan of me.I don't understand your words. Dont be angry with me when Idont understand.I have only you to explain. Talk to me.Even if I dont understand your words,I understand your voice. Be aware,however you treat me, I will not forget it. Keep me safe from harm.I am no longer wild and able to know my enemies. Before you hit me,remember that I have teeth that could crush the bones in your hand and hooves that could kill you.I choose not to use them. Before you scold me for being lazy ot uncooperative,ask yourself if I am doing well or if something is bothering me. My life is likely to last 20-30 years.Please make sure I am taken care of because I cannont care for myself. Go with me on difficult journeys.Dont say "I can't stand to watch it" or "let it happen in my absence". Everything is easier for me if you are there. PLEASE TRUST IN ME AND I WILL TRUST IN YOU.....

Catholicism
The irony, that one of the deadliest, cultlike branches of Christianity is also so popular. After Islam, ofcourse, but we all know how THAT goes. With Catholic church being the most vile thing in the Middle Ages,having the Pope play GOd, bringing fourth the Insquisition and having people pay indulgencies, seemingly intelligent people STILL bow down to the false idols. How sad... Even sadder that because of it, people don't believe in protection, and have gazillions of cunt runts, which overpopulate this tiny world.

Favriot Irish Song
Read the roll of honour for Ireland's bravest men We must be united in memory of the ten England you're a monster, don't think that you have won We will never be defeated while Ireland has such sons In those dreary H-Block cages ten brave young Irishmen lay Hungering for justice while their young lives ebbed away For their rights as Irish soldiers and to free their native land They stood beside their leader the gallant Bobby Sands Now they mourn Hughes in Bellaghy, Ray McCreish in Armagh's hill In those narrow streets of Derry they miss O'Hara still, They so proudly gave their young lives to break Britannia's hold Their names shall be remembered as history unfolds Chorus Through the war torn streets of Ulster the black flags did sadly wave To salute ten Irish martyrs, the bravest of the brave Joe McDonnell, Martin Hurson, Kevin Lynch, Kieran Doherty They gave their lives for freedom with Thomas McElwee Michael Devine from Derry you were the last to die With your nine brave companions,

Disabled Kitten
Well as most of you know 5 weeks ago Jazz had her kittens one of them though is disabled. It has the manx syndrome .Kittens are hard enough to find homes for so not even sure if I could find someone to take it in. I'm thinking it would most likely do best in a home with seniors then staying with me , my other pets and also the kids .

Friends Or Not?
I have been on Fubar for over 2 years now, and it has been so much fun and I did meet some very nice people. I have been trying to stay away from all the drama that has been going on here. I have notest that so many people on here become friends,good friend, some silly things happenes and I see the same people taking sides, and turning on each other,that it is not funny. People make up stories so the can get closer to other people, knowing very well that someone can get hurt and they do it under the name of friendship. I know very well that one day they will turn on that person the same way they did before. Can you really say that people can be real friends that you can trust? Just my thoughts! What is you're thoughts?

Instead Of
You know instead of the fire cracker, TNT, Plastique, and all that I think it is most fortunate to use the new atomics. Minus the personal information of the stranger I think it is time for me to take this over due trip. Norio

[i Think I'll Tell Some True Stories]
I went to bed... around 6thinkin to myself, I've got some great true stories that kinda embody my relationship with my family and some of the conflicts in my past, and I think maybe how I meandered into Buddhism and pacifism.I must admit that when confronted with a potentially physically harmful encounter- I opted to fling someone's head into a wall rather than get sat on.Does that make me "not a pacifist"? I don't really think so.My terms have a condition- if you attempt to harm me or anyone I care about, and I'm not given alternatives- I will use force.The DL even has supported acts of defense and physical coercion... which I was more than shocked to read.I've already said that "in the event of invasion or a real attack on my ideals, I would likely become a guerilla patriotic to my own beliefs"I don't find acts of defense to be unnatural, I do however abhor acts of aggression. So, yes, in the unlikely event of mobilization against my home and family, people will die. Though I'd much

Gettin Laid
I keep reading about all those women "swearing off gettin laid", like its such a huge accomplishment. People have equated fucking with some sorts of moral obligations. Like not having sex, or waiting for prince charming, would make you a better person. This all usually comes from single moms that koncked up not knowing what CONDOMS are.

Only Wisdom 24yrs Has Given Me
I have learned in life more headaches, lost time and broken hearts are produced when you dont just come out and say what ever the fuck your mind formulated first--I mean for fuck sakes-That 1st thought that pops in may only take a second to get there but the amount of work and energy and processing and organizing and emotional considerations and logistics and assessments and finally verbalization your brain goes through to get it is a damn fucking miracle in and of itself besides I dunno the complete control and function of the your ass simutaniously all the time-That you shouldnt disrespect the damn glob of squishy 8lb grey matter called your brain by making it have to go through all that again--And now twice as fast cuz your dumb ass has to have a convincing retort in the proper allotted time it would normally take you to answer should you have been honest and said what you truly thought cuz if you hesitate just one iota of a second too long said human knows your BS them and forever

Heartless Fu-diva?
HEY FU-FOLK,WHATZ POPPIN? BEEN A WHILE SINCE I CHECKED N BLOGWISE SO I THOUGHT ID BETTER GIVE YA'S N UPDATE...WELL,ITZ LIKE THIS...LOL! MORE OFTEN THAN NOT I SEEM TO B TECHNILOGICALLY CHALLENGED.IM GETTIN LOTZ OF FU-LOVE LATEYAND IM FLATTERED N GRATEFUL 4 IT! IT MUST APPEAR 2 SUM OF U THAT I JUST TAKE IT 4 GRANTED THO AND I WANT U ALL 2 KNOW THAT THAT IZ NOT THE CASE.I LOST MY PC N A CUSTODY BATTLE(LOL) AND IT WUZ SO BROKEN-HEARTED THAT IT HAS SINCE DIED(R.I.P. BLACKIE),SO IM PRETTY MUCH LIMITED 2 USING THE INTERNET BROWSER ON MY CELLFONE OR MY ROOMMATE'S LAPTOP WHEN HE'S FEELIN GENEROUS.FUBAR ISNT VERY CELLFONE FRIENDLY SO ITZ HARD AND UMTIMES IMPOSSIBLE 2 RETURN ALL THE LVE I GET UNTIL I GET 2 A FRIEND'S PC.BUT IM SAVIN MY CASH AND I SHUD HAVE A PC N THE NEXT MONTH OR SO AND ILL B ABLE 2 LUV YA'S ALL PROPERLY. IN THE MEANTIME,TNX AGAIN 4 ALL THE LUV U'VE BEEN DROPPIN ON THIS ROCKERCHICK,B SAFE,N KEEP IT METAL...XOX

Monograph 9 Is Encoraging To Moderate Cigar Smokers
Monograph 9 is encoraging for cigar smoking in moderation Category: News and Politics By the end of the 19th century, physicians began recording an increase in the incidence of bronchogenic (lung) cancer cases. By 1900 lung cancer became the most common organ cancer in men. A landmark paper by Adler in 1912 implicated tobacco use in these cancers, although researchers at various hospitals began suspecting tobacco as a carcinogen as early as 1900. Thousands of articles on the relationship of various tobacco products to heart disease, respiratory disease, and cancer have been published since Adler. Most of these articles have focused on the outcome of cigarette use and lung cancer. By comparison, cigar use and its relationship to disease has only been documented by little over a 100 comprehensive research studies. These various articles fail to differentiate between processed tobacco as opposed to fermented leaf, or machine made vs. hand made cigars. One can argue differences between

Just Thoughts In My Head
from sunrise/ the gun rise/ barrel between your eyes/ yours becomes mine/ no surprise/ which would u rather me take your watch and rings/ or take your life when the guns sing/ give it up easy/ appease me you may walk away/ dont talk nothing to say/ this aint no game unless you consider gunplay a fun day/ you'll get your shyt back one day/ maybe a week after monday/ from the pawn shop ok/ sorry i need the cheedar and since your shyt look better/ it will catch a higher price/ we warned about all that shyt thats shiney and nice/ my seed need to eat/ and the rent is past due/ how nice of you to pass thru/ and bring me gifts to/ your donation is gladly accepted/ i know this not what you expected/you already understand what it is i rep kid/ when shyt get hectic i hope u well protected......

Second Hand Smoking Is Just A Minor Annoyance
The truth about the effects of ETS (Sidestream smoke) Taken from:http://stogiefresh.com/journal/Cigar_Journal/Cigar_Science/Entries/...The 1964 Surgeon General Report, which declared that the inhalation of cigarettes would likely cause lung cancer and heart disease, had a profound impact in the United States. This report started America thinking that the practice of inhaling cigarette smoke was unhealthy and began a long series of studies, lawsuits, and laws, that changed the face of America from a primary smoking society—where over 60 percent of adults in the U.S. smoked—to a number that is now about 30 percent.On June 27, 2006, long after the first Report and yet likely based on its long-lasting impact, Surgeon General Richard Carmona issued the following statements regarding second hand smoke:(a) The scientific evidence is now indisputable: secondhand smoke is not a mere annoyance. It is a serious health hazard that can lead to disease and premature death in children

Post Seattle
Greetings all,Well I think its time I make a eval of my first 2 months back in GA. I have good feelings about my choice though I regret the circumstances in which it was made. In the end I still have many things to fix with myself and with family but I know for a fact I had to escape the situation I was in it it led to my heavy drinking and also my breif time in the hospital barely escape another stay at the grey bar hotel.I havent lived with my Dad in almost 20 years, I moved away from GA at the end of the brutal 80s and now I find myself again here in 2009. IT was funny, I was thinking alot of GA before I moved and something told me I would end up here again. I left WA because I was sick of being told what I could and couldnt do and who I could and couldnt see. I mean I couldnt even pick up a friend from a place I used to work at because she had no ride. YEa it was there car, but she was my friend and she needed help. Plus my drinking was a problem. Downing shots of Jack and even whe

Gop Needs A Major Face Lift
GOP needs a major face lift Ok all, I am downright ashamed of the GOP. A party that once championed civil rights, the common worker and also a champion of personal rights. What have they discarded? None of these, but they are allowing the Obamination to gracefull steal wind from their sails each time he goes on the air.I went to a Tea party protest and saw plenty of young faces who were proud to be conservatives, plenty of guys and gals of my age all taking part in a demonstration to tell the GOP and the goverment alike to wake up. But I feel the calling was especally aimed at the Grand Old Party, a party that has been torn from within by the likes of the left of center George W Bush and other Conversatives who forgot that our movement values spending in a conservative ways (IE money cant just be printed and called money without taking a hit in value).But what the GOP needs to regain the limelight and recover from its reeling loss are new faces. Right now our party is talked of ente

Letter To Rush Limbaugh
Letter to Rush Limbaugh Greetings Rush, I was happily contributing to global warming today by smoking a Partagas Black label while thinking about the GOP being a fatally wounded party as pointed out by the media. I know as well as you do that we have plenty of young Conservatives that can be found even in the most liberal areas. However it seems that being a Conservative isn't popular as Liberalism is enjoying the star treatment and is being seen as a hip movement to be a part of. Us Conservatives of course are branded as a party with old and regressive ideas hence you see its leaders are nothing but grey old men. (Sarah Palin aside) I think you should host a forum or day you invite young conservative men and women to call your show and express their support for our movement and why they are conservative when their peers are more likely than not liberal. I think such a summit will inspire the young Republicans and conservatives to come out from hiding and express their views regardl

Bite Me
So, a coupla days ago, I got this mosquito bite on my thigh. It ITCHED like a MOTHERFUCKER! I mean, I just wanna stab my leg with scissors to make it stop. Ofoucrse, the more I scratched, the more it itched. Now I start doubting it was even a mosquito. My thigh has this enormous (about 4in in diameter spot, which is red, and feels hard to the touch ((insert a penis ref, you immature heathens)). My thigh is soft, and theres this semi raised ENORMOUS welt on it. WTF??

Jongleurs Glasgow
There is always one cunt in the room, and last night Mr Cunt was from a large group of workers from HML in Glasgow. He displayed all the characteristics of an angry rapist shouting stuff out like “Shut up you’re just a women” and ended up being disowned by his own company and thrown out where he started a fight in the street and ended up being arrested. I wonder if he still has a job on Monday? I can’t imagine his boss sitting there watching that kind of behaviour and letting him near women in public after that display.He shouted, and did that amazing thing with both hands cupped round his useless gob and hurled abuse when I spoke. The room stared at him. I gave him my usual 3 strikes and your out rule, then eventually pointed the magic finger and got him removed. What is it about a man who hears the words “Stop shouting or you will get thrown out” ignores the warning and carries on yelling shit? The audience HATED him and were shouting to me &l

Lost One Of My Best Friends
July 20th my friend Lola passed away. I was a complete and total shock. Yes she had been sick, but was on the mend. Or so we thought. I met Lola 2 years ago on the first day of class when I went back to college. I was totally terrified that day - thinking omg I am going to be the oldest in the class, and I am going to fail -I al too stupid for school. Basically - WTF am i doing!?!?!?! The instructors did the typical ice breaker exercises - getting us to introduce ourselves and what not. The first class Tony had us group up somehow (I forget how) and Lola was in my group. I told her I was nervous as I hadn't been in school for a long time. She told me I would be just fine. We were friends from then on. Lola was always quick with a comment to make you laugh. She was intelligent, strong, independant, and wonderful. One of my favorite memories of her is when we went to see David Beckham play soccor. They search bags and what not as u go into the stadium. Lola pipes up - "Ar

I Love This Quote!!!! And I Live By It!
"There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, and who always will. So don't worry about people in your past, theres a reason they didn't make it into your future"

Stepping Stones Of Life
life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are and thank all of you for being part of that! to thoughs of

Love And Frindship
message in a bottle... Current mood: imaginative love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard, discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came f

The Great Marijuana Money Mistake
California- $1.27 billionOklahoma- $20 millionColorado- $2.5 millionNevada- $600,000New Mexico- $200,000Grand total: $1.48 billion dollars THIS WEEK ALONE is the amount (and a low count) of money lost to the federal and state governments in eradicated marijuana in the United States. Remembering all those episodes of Cops and other police shows, I imagine the plants will be burned and destroyed. Instead of feeding children, educating those same children, and giving those children adequate healthcare, these plants are burned.Our politicians talk a lot about protecting children. We need to protect them from the evils of drug use; protect them from the neighborhood pedophile; protect them from damaging their brains by using helmets; protect them from major bodily injury in a car by requiring them to sit in car seats or wear their seat belts. Yet when we can’t provide these protections we continue digging the whole that is creating these problems to begin with.We don’t talk abou

Shatterd Faith
to the ones who walk among the truely loved, the ones who love and the ones that are passionate. who know who you are and y you even do this to ppl is beond me! you finde someone and you fall for them not knowing what you really feel till you loose it or you wreck it with disregard, selfishness and take it for granted. so y even try to think you can make it better finding someone eles to take there place? im here to tell ya you cant take another heart and feed it lies, half truths, and say you love this person when in fact the one you truely love is the one you left behinde! if you havent fixed what you broke or shatterd in your past and you are still drawn to that person, you have no bisness hurting another with what and how you feel about a husbend, ex or even a separtaion! i know this will never stop but i wish ppl would take the time to heal or maybe think about what they really want befor they break or shatter another heart!! they allways ask y dont you trust me? and say im not d

Fucking Funny U Gotta Read!!
Two little kids, aged six and eight, decide it's time to learn how to swear. So, the eight year old says to the six year old, "Okay, you say ..ass' and I'll say ..hell'". All excited about their plan, they troop downstairs, where their mother asks them what they'd like for breakfast. "Aw, hell," says the eight-year-old, "gimme some Cheerios." His mother backhands him off the stool, sending him bawling out of the room, and turns to the younger brother. "What'll you have?" "I dunno," quavers the six-year-old, "but you can bet your ass it ain't gonna be Cheerios

The Long And Short Weekend
Eight years ago … Proverbs 25: 11-18 July 25Team in Peru, for property 10107.25 A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silver. 11 Some people – even professing Christians – just don’t grasp that being honest with people will get you so much more out of life. Hearing Michael and Shannon last night just laugh off exaggerating themselves in chat rooms – it would be a miracle that they’re NOT cynical. But it’s also a miracle that I’m not, isn’t it? Jesus, help me be able to talk to people openly and be known for not having a hidden agenda. May what you see with me be truly what you get! Amen. [Prayer requests are here commemorating my half-sister Jeannie’s birthday, for the healing of Kimberly’s leg, and for a Bible School in Tema, Ghana. There’s also my review of the 2000 book “L. Ron Hubbard Presents The Best of Writers of the Future”, a science fiction antholog

Just Some Things I Wrote Back When...
My Curse Love's bitch I'll always be A glutton for punishment I am Because I love unwisely Love smacks me down again The first time Love called me I ran blindly towards the light And smashed into a solid wall The first of many plights Unafraid of the pain Or addicted to misery I fell into love many times Loving Love to love me When I found a real love The one I felt inside I felt too abused by Love So, away from him I shied This lover stayed right with me

Making Lemonade
So my life is not so sun shiny just now. I don't feel like giving a complete explanaition regarding the situation, but suffice it to say that I am absolutely miserable. I have to focus on fixing what I must to ensure the next step is in the right direction. That direction leads me to my kids. How does one explain that their' children love them absolutely and want to be with them, but choose to live with the other parent because of the situation they don't want to suffer through any longer? I know without the details you will only be confused, but living where I am, at my parents house, with my parents, isn't where my children wish to be. Soooooooooo I have to get us all out in one piece but in pieces and it makes no real sense to me just yet. I hate today and may hate tomorrow even more, but I will keep going because I know it will all be okay at some point. I might not be on much or talk much, but I will probably blog again. xoxo

My New And Improved Fubar Rant
After having my photo marked nsfw I took a big step back and look at fubar. Just like anything there is good and bad. The questions that keep popping up in my head are "should i stay?" "should i go" "why?". I love fubar. I spend a significant amount of time on fubar. I came here to get away from the prying eyes of my family whom are on mspace and fbook. I came here to get away from the enormous amount of fake profiles constantly friend requesting and spamming me. I came here to make friends without having to worry about underage kids being on the site. Lately among the greedy statuses there are several people deleting and even more remembering the way fubar used to be. There are a lot of people that want change here on fubar. Not because they are greedy. Not because they want something for free. They want change to make fubar a better experience and time for not just them but for others as well. These people either invest a pretty penny into fubar and its members or they have som

I Don't
“I don't want to fall asleep without you-- If I close my eyes, I might wake to never find you here. And I'll realize everything we had was only a dream, And we were never meant to be...” “Close your blue eyes, darling. I know they grow heavy now, If I could hold you, you know I would somehow. But distance is a monster—but perhaps also a blessing in disguise To prove that love knows no boundaries, no size.” 'I long for you,” “And I long for you,” “Think that'll ever change?” “Doubt it.” “I hope it stays the same.” “You're my waking thought, My sinking dream as I drift off. You make the world a master piece Just with that sweet smile.” “How did you know I was smiling?” &ldquo

Dropping Names
i have never been one to drop names.... (ha) especially since i have no reason to but i used to know Nick Thompson from Hit The Lights. (which by the way i have never even heard cos i'm not into emo anymore)it's just that it is so weird that he went from this: to THIS! WEIRD!!! i was only around him a little since i dated a member of a band he was in in 2002 & 2003. & i guess i don't know him that well...not like the FRIEND of his i "dated". (we made out...& other stuff) oh wait i guess i did actually DATE another friend of his & that would be Kraig....so i was around him for maybe a year. then suddenly NOT around him or any of those people. (i also briefly knew Omar but not well at all. he said hi to me sometimes. he was really nice.) it's just so STRANGE to see people that you know &/or kinda know or knew for a minute become FAMOUS. it's CRAZY!!!! but Nick was way cooler than the guy from his band that i dated--he was way nicer to me so Nick really d

Control Freaks
Its a damn shame that some people feel that they can control people by telling them that they are banned from their lounge and run their mouths about someone because they fired them.For those of you that have been told by this DRUNK you cant talk to me and few others , WELL GUESS THE FUK WHAT? SHE CANT TELL YOU WHO TO TALK TO AND WHO NOT TO TALK TOO. AND IF YOU WERE BANNED BY THIS PERSON COME FIND ME YOU ARE MORE THAN WELCOME TO MY LOUNGE AND THE SISTER LOUNGE WE WILL WELCOME YOU WITH OPEN ARMS You know who you are..... I wouldnt lower myself to steal staff from another lounge. People are starting to see the real you and they dont like it . You are an alcoholic. Grow up and face reality..... People are leaving you because they cant stand the way u are. I WOULD NEVER DISRESPECT YOU THE WAY YOU DID ME.... BUT U KNOW WHAT? I DONT NEED A BOTTLE TO MAKE MY LIFE.... WHEN YOU FIRED ME YOU LOST THE BEST MANAGER THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE AND THAT YOU WILL EVER HAVE. You are also the worst b

Horney
Im horney 4 only 1 man. He got me off 15 times last night and never even touched me. LOL. Damn he is good.I had the best time ever last night. WE talked all night and it was amasing. I have never gotten off that many times in a row with out being touched. A year is jus to damn long to go without. Guess who it is

Fanning
Hey everyone, I just ran into a peculiar situation, rare in fact, looking back at my weeks on Fubar. I rated and fanned someone, who got all upset about being fanned without having been asked 'permission' So, I'm checking to see how rare this is.... anyone out there want to be asked before they get fanned? if so how come? There may be a good reason, I don't realize yet, and I may not be the only one. I'm just asking, don't feel like you have to defend it. Anyone just happy to get fanned period! lol

I Know Better Than To Mumm This...
I started taking sleep meds, which is something I REALLY didnt wanna do, but Ive started to. At first they werent working and I even started taking them while at work in the hopes they would kick in once I got home. Ive been taking them like prescribed and nothing... Well since Thursday theyve kicked in. Ive been having problems waking up (I missed class on thursday and friday) and when I do wake up it feels like Ive been kicked in the head for the first 2and a half hours... and I dont like it Should I cut the pill in half and see if that works better? I know if i would have mummed about it all I would have heard was "Ask your dr?" but I dont feel like dishing out $150 for a 3hr wait in a waiting room and 2mins in the office just to hear "cut it in half"

What My Name Says About Me
You Are Dreamy and Distracted You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.You tend to be pretty tigh

Shitbox Volvo
so heres the story..... i have this piece of shit volvo that barely runs and is about to be completely useless in a cople of months... so having no life a bunch of friends and i decided to grafitti up the inside.... ulatimetely leaving the roof seats doors and dash completely covered in sharpie... its quite a sight i should really put up some pix of it... anyway a few days ago it was raining and i was feeling kinda depressed having not gotten laid in a while and i wrote this poem on my backseat. i felt that it was so moving so powerful that i need to share it with the world and not knowing much about trying to publish it this blog will have to do. so here it is..... inapproately titled the volvo poem: Oh woe is me for love is lost! Tis a thing of empty dreams, But alas the heart does want And long lonely thoughts. It is unreachable or so it seems, But still i reach, damn the cost Am i to forever be... This helpless wanderer Ever searching for the cause? Always out of reach

Making Burgers
A man walks into a hamburger shop and orders a regular meal. Later, the waitress brings his meal to him. He takes a bite out of it, and notices there's a small hair in the hamburger. He begins yelling frantically at the waitress, "Waitress, there's a hair in my hamburger! I demand to see what is going on!" So, the waitress takes him back where the cook is and to his demise, he sees the cook take the meat patty and flatten it under his arm pit. He says, "That's disgusting!"Then the waitress says, "You think that's disgusting you should see him make donuts."

Scared/afraid
I cant help but feel that something has changed between the love of my life and I. I live in Indiana and she lives in Texas. I know that long distance relationships are hard. We were in a long distance relationship with one another back in 2004. She had gotten scared and pushed me away. I know that she is probably just busy because she has two little boys and she is currently on the night shift as an LVN (nurse). We both had agreed that no matter what. We would tell one another how we are feeling. Especially if it is about our relationship. For some reason I feel like something has changed between her and I. And I dont know why or what. Maybe it is just my imagination. But I am truely scared that I may have lost her again or that I may have pushed her away. I've sent her a txt about how i feel and have asked her if something has changed or if I have lost her or pushed her away. And she hasnt answered back. I feel that this time its my fault.

Going Back To Roberta
Auntie Berta, Im writting this to let you know that i am thinking about you. Lately you have been on my mind. I just miss you so much. And i wish so badly that things were diffrent. I wish that you didnt leave us. I love you so much. You were the only person that was ever there for me. You helped me through so much. I could talk to you about anything and you never juged me. i feel lost with out you and gramms here with us. Our family is falling apart. Im just waiting for GOD to give me a sign that you are watching down on me. And that you are still there for me. You may not be here phsically, but i know that you are here in spirit.

My Pain
I remember I been crawling till the end, I been beaten myself up What I did wrong? What did I do for you to walk out on me? Now as I stand alone frantically searching for someone, anyone to hear me. I remember when suicide eased away my pain, and sorrow falls from my eyes again. Jose Hermosillo

Some New News!
Yesterday Sam took off work and packed her stuff at her old place and moved it into storage until out place is ready. She told her parents that she is going to be staying with a friend, so they can go ahead and sell their place. They were excited by that. The jerk wasn't there when she moved but a friend of his was there to let her in, she has three brothers who helped her move. The friend told her that the jerk got the message that he won't ever again contact her. He said the jerk was scared and he didn't scare easily. I want to ask my friend what he did but not sure if I should..........Anyway, all is well here, going to go out after I write this and enjoy the weather, we have a forest preserve close by with trails and thinking about walking them. Same is gone today with her brothers, she is taking them to a show and dinner for helping her and my friend has to go into work today for some extra work.....so me is all alone today! Sam did go to bar for me last Thursday night and

Broken Heart
Romeo and Juliet This Romeo is bleeding for Juliet has forsaken me in her eyes, forgotten me in her heart. She left me in this pitiful, pointless existence to die in this world of hurt. Jose Hermosillo

Women Study
WOMEN'S ASS SIZE STUDY. There is a new study about women and how they feel about their asses, the results were pretty interesting: 30% of women think their ass is too fat............ 10% of women think their ass is too skinny...... The remaining 60% say they don't care, they love him, he's a good man, and they wouldn't trade him for the world.

You Can Find Me....
Feel free to add me to any IM, my name on any IM is wolffraine@yahoo.com which is also my email- I am on YAHOO AIM and MSN- so feel free to add me, my home page where I usually hang out is on playlist my sketches are there too, all the ones in pencil are mine, the others are from the internet.

The Pursuit, The Catch, The Trainwreck
For the past few years, my status has been what I like to call "Single by choice." It's not because I don't get lonely or I don't miss female companionship. It's because relationships turn me into an insecure, controlling wreck. It's a hard thing to come to grips with, but it's true. The other side of this is that since I am a musician by profession, there is ALWAYS a one night stand or two available if I want. That's really not my style, though, so I tend to spend a lot of nights at home talking to strangers on the internet. When I get really lonely, there are also a handful of friends with benefits that I can call upon. Now the dilemma. A few weeks ago I met someone after a show I had played. We hung out on a very platonic level for a few days, during which time I became more and more enamored with her. All the while, I know that pursuing a relationship with her is wrong on a multitude of levels (besides my own issues), so we hung out.. watched TV, played around on the

Nail Biting
I have a HORRIBLE habit of biting my nails... I do it when Im nervous, when Im stressed, hell I do it without even realizing Im doing it... and I really dont know how to stop... it kinda sucks reallyI've tried putting stuff on my nails that tastes bad but I still bite them... I've tried fake nails but they do no good... I dont bite those but they ruin the real nails underneathany suggestionsfor something that might help me not do this anymore... I would REALLY like to have some nice pretty nails lol

New Season - It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia
So I'm just so excited today because the best show on TV is back with a new season in a few months. I have 4 shows that I bother to tivo, and this is one of them. If you've never caught it, you should!

Live Auction Ton Tonight!
~Pastel~I am in a live auction. Saturday, July 25th, 8:00 eastern in HOTRODz N HONEYz! Come to the auction and see what owning me can do for you! See you there! offers:11s weekly as long as I get vip, daily gifts/comments. name in mine one month, keep buzzed daily, #1 family for 30 days, with cash gifts (need vip and bling) all of above plus access to nsfw, #1 in family, salute to you, and rate friend of your choice. For 1 mil plus VIP and bling pack or HH, all of above PLUS nsfw salute.

Breathtaking Routine, Beautiful Tribute
'SYTYCD' Top 8: Melissa & Ade's Contemporary Performance @ Y! TV On Wednesday's episode of "So You Think You Can Dance," contestants Ade and Melissa performed a contemporary routine inspired by breast cancer to Maxwell's cover of Kate Bush's "This Woman's Work." Before the performance, choreographer Tyce Diorio explained, "I just felt compelled to talk about breast cancer and a friend who was faced with it." The piece moved the entire judging panel to tears. Nigel Lythgoe proclaimed that it reminded him why he loved dance so much and, "If this isn't a [an Emmy] nomination next year, I'll be hugely surprised." Nigel called the powerful lifts and leaps amazing, and admitted he completely lost it when Melissa pounded her fists against Ade's chest. The anger and frustration portrayed in that one move was all too familiar for Nigel, who has several friends who have fought and are still fighting cancer. Funnywoman and guest judge Ellen DeGeneres felt privileged to have witnessed th

Make A Change! (must Read)
MAKE A CHANGE! After having my photo marked nsfw I took a big step back and look at fubar. Just like anything there is good and bad. The questions that keep popping up in my head are "should i stay?" "should i go" "why?". I love fubar. I spend a significant amount of time on fubar. I came here to get away from the prying eyes of my family whom are on mspace and fbook. I came here to get away from the enormous amount of fake profiles constantly friend requesting and spamming me. I came here to make friends without having to worry about underage kids being on the site. Lately among the greedy statuses there are several people deleting and even more remembering the way fubar used to be. There are a lot of people that want change here on fubar. Not because they are greedy. Not because they want something for free. They want change to make fubar a better experience and time for not just them but for others as well. These people either invest a pretty penny into fubar and its members o

The Blaydon Races---
The Blaydon Races I went to Blaydon Races'Twas on the 9th of JuneEighteen Hundred and Sixty TwoOn a Summer's AfternoonWe took the bus from BalmbrasAnd she was heavy ladenAway we went along Collingwood StreetThat's on the Road to Blaydon Chorus: Oh me lads, you should've seen us gannin'Passing the folks along the roadjust as they were stannin'Aal the lads and lasses thereaal wi' smilin' facesGannin along the Scotswood RoadTo see the Blaydon Races We flew past Armstrong's factoryAnd up by the Robin Adairgannin ower the Railway BridgeThe bus wheel flew off thereThe lasses lost their crinolenesAnd the veils that hide their facesI got two black eyes and a broken nosegannin t' Blaydon Races Oh me lads... Now when we got the wheel back onAway we went againBut them that had their noses brokeThey went back ower hyemSome went to the dispensaryAnd some to Doctor GibbsesAnd some to the infirmaryTo mend their broken ribses Oh me lads... Now when we got to ParadiseThere were bonny games begu

Perception
We need to change racial attitudes and perceptions of each other as a society. The police and black folks has been a problem long before I ever got here. Now that it has national attention and the white house attention maybe something can be done. We don't need another Rodney King situation.

Music Tour
SAFE CITY STREET TOUR 2010 The Safe City Street Tour is an "absolutely no questions asked" guns for concert tickets event. The tour will host 35 States and 50 cities in 12 months and will feature the biggest names in the music industry. If you are interested in knowing more about this event and how you can become part of this event in your city, contact us at: safecitystreetour@yahoo.com

Random Questions Posed To Me...
Am bored so figured I would do a random blog about me, yea im arrogant like that. Hm random thinks I am either doing right now or am doing now in my life… As well as things friend have asked of me…Watching:Saw IVListening:My I-Tunes is playing random musicInterested In:WritingPhotographyCinematographyFlaws:Overanalyzing: I tend to over analyze a lot, especially the written and spoken words of people, and look for every thing that possibly could mean, and even judging by the way they wording things may read into some things they probably didn’t mean but the way they worded Perfectionist: Yea I tend to need things to be a certain way, I blame it on my OCD [obsessive compulsive disorder] in which things have to be in a certain way or my mind tends to wander very easily. The same with my creative nature when writing if I do not thing it is good enough I will not show any one, and when taking photos I do like to have the creative control and final say. Favorite Drink:

Are They Kidding Me???
So there is a group of people Sueing Denny's because their food has Excessive amounts of Salt in it. Now, I agree this isn't good but here's a peice of advise... DON"T FUCKIN EAT THERE!!!!!! Why sue them when eating there is your choise???? Here's a few things you SHOULD know... #1. Coffee is HOT #2 HOT cocoa is HOT #3 Ice Coffee is COLD #4 and maybe the most important, IF YOU DID NOT MAKE IT YOURSELF, YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS IN IT.... #5 Do not whine you got fat eting Fast Foods Do not whine there is excessive amounts of salt in resteraunt food Do not comlain fast food is bad for your kids.... Try cooking aty home with fresh food, it's amazing and you know what goes into it, not just ingr. but the love that went into making it... GO FIGURE....

Penises
Its amazing that men (on here as an example) would think that their meat sticks are in some way special and would attract women if showed off. Most penises are thefriggin SAME, and its is REALLY not an asset, like maybe a functioning brain or skilled hands. Unless you are hung like a newborn cuase of some weird ass birth defect, your trouser snake is JUST THE SAME AS EVERYONE ELSE'S. Its a fuckin penis, for crying out loud, how special can it be? So unless its about to come out and do some crazy song and dance, and pay my mortgage in the end, its really not that awesome, and REALLY doesnt need to be shown off in every single NSFW folder. I have never looked at one and said "OMG, I would LOVE to ride this thing!". Its usually more of a "ok, shocka, he has a penis!" So it is quite pathetic when guys ask women to watch them jerk that jerky, cause, face it, its a fuckin lunch meat, not a steak dinner.

Immm Back! Come Get Nekkid With Me!!!!
i'mmmmmm backkk from vacatin and all set to do a Saturday morning show at 8am eastern!!! So get connected & happy listening! Of course Stay Nekkid! http://st1.webradioworld.net:8258/

Conversion (part 2)
Vanessa:I wake to dim light and the rattle of chains.It takes a moment for me to realize that the chains are attached to my own wrists; apparently, I have been restrained to Michael's wall with my arms above my head. I’m still in the outfit I had on when I killed my husband -- short skirt, stockings, and heels.“You’re finally awake,” Michael says from a few feet away. “It’s been several hours.” He is wearing a pair of loose fitting tie-wasted pants and little else; his bare chest is hairless and incredibly muscular, as are his arms and shoulders. Now I’m awake.“Why am I chained to a wall?” I ask, more sarcastically than I’d hoped.“You’ll see soon enough,” he says. “When your first blood-lust hits you tonight, you’ll be… rather difficult to control. So I restrained you first.” He explains further to me that the first night after a change like mine is typically the worst night I&r

Send Money To Philippines? No Hassle!!!
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Conversion (part 1)
I feel his heart beat in my head, his pulse in my veins. I can smell his fear….This is what brings me out at night. This is what I am now -- the eternal predator amongst innumerable sheep. I think back a moment to how it all began, and smile to myself.My nostrils flare as I scent my prey for this evening. My senses are alive, my own pulse quick, as I stalk another meal. His gait quickens as he traverses a pitch-black area of sidewalk, the perfect spot for my ambush.The exact moment I have been anticipating for the last hour arrives, as I make the switch from stalker to predator. Faster than can be seen, I pounce, hidden by the darkness. His hair is now in my grip, his neck snaps, and he collapses in my arms, a succulent and rather attractive meal for me. A shame, really, this one would have been fun to play with for a while. Tall, handsome, and now mostly dead as my fangs pierce his skin and I begin to feed.His wide-eyed look of total panic changes to a half-lidded smile as the

Failure In The Shoutbox
Ahhh the joys of having a shoutbox. Of course, read from top to bottom. ->BULLETPROO...: Ok this was fun... not really.. but you sounded more intelligent in the mumms with your bad spelling. Now run along and finish jacking off to pics of women on the internet because that's apparently ALL you get LOLBULLETPROO...: not after it was in your warted toothless mouth->BULLETPROO...: Oh that's a good one! Get your dad's warty cock out of your ass.BULLETPROO...: yes because your sister is really your father you fucking inbred->BULLETPROO...: Wow! A woman having a woman's baby? LMAO! And you're calling ME dumb? LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBULLETPROO...: soon as you have you're sisters baby->BULLETPROO...: My mom's dead, you stupid shitbag. No get your mom's pussyflaps out of your mouth!BULLETPROO...: you really are dumb was your mom and dad related before they got marryed?BULLETPROO...: won't happen hes been backing down for months->BULLETPROO...: Is that the best you've got after

Lilac Wine/jeff Buckley
I lost myself on a cool damp nightI Gave myself in that misty lightWas hypnotized by a strange delightUnder a lilac treeI made wine from the lilac treePut my heart in its recipeIt makes me see what I want to seeand be what I want to beWhen I think more than I want to thinkI do things I never should doI drink much more than I ought to drinkBecause it brings me back you...Lilac wine is sweet and heady, like my loveLilac wine, I feel unsteady, like my loveListen to me... I cannot see clearlyIsn't that she coming to me nearly here? Lilac wine is sweet and heady, where's my love?Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, where's my love? Listen to me, why is everything so hazy?Isn't that she, or am I just going crazy, dear? Lilac Wine, I feel unready for my love,feel unready for my love http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8K6BSqi9F5A

Wondering
i sit alone wondering what will be what could be i see people in my head and wonder wonder what might be what if and maybe seeing a wonderful person on the screen looking back at me talking and flirting all in fun but i wonder what fi maybe whats real whats fake whats fun whats serious i se the eyes and they say alot they some say helpme some say want me hold me need me then i wonder i have searched myself to find who i really am and i find that theres more to me than most people see sometimes i know what i want but it cant be had a day late and a doller short seemsto be the story of my life with wat really matters what will really make me happy so alls i can do is wonder wonder what will be what might be one day one day soon i will stop wondering and i will really know what the hell im doing in this world and ill wonder no more

Asking Again Lol
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family... P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated.

Empty
Empty -by Ray LamontagneShe lifts her skirt up to her kneesWalks through the garden rows with her bare feet, laughingI never learned to count my blessingsI choose instead to dwell in my disastersWalk on down the hillThrough the grass grown tall and brownAnd still it's hard somehow to let go of my painOn past the busted backOf that old and rusted CadillacThat sinks into this field collecting rainWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedOf these cutthroat busted sunsetsThese cold and damp white mornings I have grown wearyIf through my cracked and dusty dimestore lipsI spoke these words out loud would no one hear meLay your blouse across the chairLet fall the flowers from your hairAnd kiss me with that country mouth so plainOutside the rain is tapping on the leavesTo me it sounds like they're applauding usThe quiet love we makeWill I always feel this waySo empty, so estrangedWell I looked my demons in the eyeLaid bare my chest said do your best destroy meSee I've been to hell and

Quotes I Like
An active mind can not exist within an inactive body.A good decision now is better than a perfect decision latter.Accept the challenges so that you can feel the exhilaration of victory. Better to fight for something than live for nothing. Do your damnedest in an ostentatious manner all the time. If everyone is thinking alike, then somebody isn't thinking. Americans love to fight. All real Americans love the sting of battle. Nobody ever defended anything successfully, there is only attack and attack and attack some more. Success is how high you bounce when you hit bottom. Watch what people are cynical about, and one can often discover what they lack. George S. Patton I firmly believe that you live and learn, and if you don't learn from past mistakes, then you need to be drug out and shot. R. Lee Ermey The military don't start wars. Politicians start wars. William Westmoreland Age wrinkles the body. Quitting wrinkles the soul. Douglas MacArthur Only those are fit to live who are not afra

Plasma Hdtv
Change the way you used to watch the television with the new TV on the block that has made the conventional analog television sets run for their survival. We are talking about a plasma HDTV. Itâ€™s a new technology that has altogether changed the whole scenario. The High Definition Plasma Television is here, that is what popularly known as Plasma HDTV, that has given a new dimension to the TV watching experience. But, is the technology worth of receiving so much of praise.

Im A Poet & I Bet You Didnt Friggin Know It.
To make us whole I would sacrifice my soul. But whome would take it, if duty-bound they were to break it? There was you, and there was sex. I put them together and what became was restless. We evolved just to test this, theory of what is love. below and above, the lines that seperate, normal and abserd. Then to disturb, The balance, The average, The medeocre. Then nowhere, could we find, Any sane mind, that could condem or condon us. But none yet could own us, and as yet to be shone us, any more higher a calling upon us. There was you, and there was I. We destroyed that old stone sat on high. And now a new age, for our passion, and our rage. With nothing to prove and no war to wage. Will we remember the struggles, in that iron cage? Or drift off into the average, subdued life, of the common, domestic man and wife. B Kendall Clark 2005

Staind "tangled Up In You"
You're My WorldThe Shelter From The RainYou're The PillsThat Take Away My PainYou're The LightThat Helps Me Find My WayYou're The WordsWhen I Have Nothing To SayAnd In This WorldWhere Nothing Else Is TrueHere I AmStill Tangled Up In YouI'm Still Tangled Up In YouStill Tangled Up In YouYou're The FireThat Warms Me When I'm ColdYou're The HandI Have To Hold As I Grow OldYou're The ShoreWhen I Am Lost At SeaYou're The Only ThingThat I Like About MeAnd In This WorldWhere Nothing Else Is TrueHere I AmStill Tangled Up In YouI'm Still Tangled Up In YouHow Long Has It BeenSince This Storyline BeganAnd I Hope It Never EndsAnd Goes Like This ForeverIn This WorldWhere Nothing Else Is TrueHere I AmStill Tangled Up In YouTangled Up In YouI'm Still Tangled Up In YouStill Tangled Up In You

Stuff
my heart is empty my head is lost but have to begin where it hurts tha most to hide those feelings u cut so deep telling my heart not to weep keep my head up oh so high telling myself I will not cry will not let u see even tho u know wat uve done to me wat u took and wat i gave theres nothing left to do but wave... goodbye to u my once true friend now its time to say tha end

Round Three Latest Standings
ROUND THREE RESULTS Last Posted as of: Wednesday - 7-29-09 @ 12:35pm pst 418 Classy *** ADVANCES*** 371 Des Tin E ***ADVANCES*** 186 Sweet Southern Adicktion ***ADVANCES*** 155 Cookie Puss 105 TAGGEDBYANANGEL 111 DarlynnOne 101 Rocker~Chick 73 Lola 70 Chaley 69 Ammaliato **13 comments 69 Mollybird **11 comments

I'm Just....
really i got nothing no excuse... i have been anti-social to an xtreme extent and nothing... not that i don't like you people... most of you are pretty awesome but... yeah... anyway... sorry if i haven't talked in awhile miss you my darling jan and my sweet jasmine.... talk to you both soon promise :D

Wiccan And Chistianity
Similarities between Wicca and Christianity by Sophia Fortune Since I began the study of Wicca four years ago I have been asked many questions about the similarities and differences between Wicca and Christianity. Since I am by no means an expert on any religion I first turned to the Oxford American Dictionary for simple definitions of Christianity and Wicca, this is a pagan religion. I first looked up Christianity, the definition being "the religion based on the belief that Christ was the incarnate Son of God and on his teachings." Ok no big surprise there. I then proceeded to look up paganism and found this definition, "a heathen". Now being a child of public schooling I was not all too clear on exactly what heathen meant so I then proceeded to look up heathen and was somewhat shocked at what I found. Heathen, a person who is not a believer in any of the worlds chief religions especially one who is neither Christian, Jewish,

Whats O Nmy Mind
It breaks my heart to know there is a man out there with two beautiful daughters, whom he can hardly ever get to see. I just hope and pray that one of these days he will have his chance in the sun and get to be the father he thrives and dreams of being for his girls. They say he's not their dad, but never give him a chance to be their dad. Now how fair is that?You know there are men out there who don't want anything to do with their own children, and it is just a shame for they miss out on so much, and never realize it and don't really care.The men who do care and want so much more are denied that right of passage, for one reason or another, I don't know what anybody could ever do to deserve to be thrown to the side like that and be deprived of knowing all the wonderful child hood experiences they have to miss, is just a down right shame for the children always seem to pay for the mistakes of the adults. And at some point everyone deserves a second chance, no matter who they ar

I Have No Clue
The old dry leafs are Dancing, They dance in a whirlwind The wind is dragging them and it takes them away The same way you do with my affection Trying to catch the doves The children play in the park The same way I try to reach you But you fly through my heart

Rip Garton
My good friend TJ passed away this evening due to having Pneumonia and a bad case of the flu. TJ had the same condition that I have which is Osteogenesis Imperfecta (brittle bone disease). Though I never got to meet TJ in person we talked a lot online, phone and text. She was only 20 years old. She will be missed by so many... LUV you always Garton. Rock on!!! XOXOX

Understanding Who I Am
Hello I am Sumin New Let me explain me I am the light after the tunnel I am the darkness in between I am the question to you answer I am the answer to you question I am the felon that commited the crime I am the judge that gave him time I am the bullet that kill your major I am the birth that created the labor I am your tainted shame you see I am your your loving brother of your family I am you the arms that hold is there for the scare I am the the main nightmare I am the great innovator I am the great decapitator I am the fire that keeps you snug I am also that fire on your body that you moms its beatin off with the rug I am the lazy man's tired I am the hungry man's fire I am the fountain of youth I am death's truth I am god disciple I am the devil minion I am everything you can imagine and more I am the ceiling and the floor I am the player of the game I am the game of the player I am the the huslter supplier I am the same husltlers feen I am the alcoho

Irate.
Silver lies slither past, parched leather lips. Lying quick once when asked, dodging little slips. Taunting us more aghast, as the poison drips. Never slow only fast, evil toes to tips. Silent shaddows in we seek, hidden other scripts? Never given chance to speak, crushed in your grips. Aloof, dumb, mild, and meak, wish, watch, and wait. For of rot, decay you reek, you are not so great.

Today.
Greetings to the few who will actually read this for what it is worth. Day started norammly, was awake until about seven, went to lay down, slept until eleven. Woke up, went to work, left after about ten hours, work was slow. But to the eventful part, my phone was almost constantly ringing off the hook. Mostly people wanting to go drinking, can't too tired, and need to save cash. Moving on, actually got to talk to my buddy Dayne, hadn't spoke to him for about 3 monthes. We chilled, talkin' 'bout life, women, past romances, being burned, (Almost literally for me.) and whatthe future may hold. As well as a side track for physics, space, anit-matter, well you get the point. Finally he began to open up to his girlfriend, finally. I understand his rouble, but he really needs to open up more. All right, I'm getting agitated but you, thwe reader, don't undersand why. I was born September 11th 1985, worst birthday ever, I know. Nut seven and a half weeks later, oln Halloween

Jesus Was Way Cool
Jesus was way coolEverybody liked JesusEverybody wanted to hang out with himAnything he wanted to do, he didHe turned water into wineAnd if he wanted toHe could have turned wheat into marijuanaOr sugar into cocaineOr vitamin pills into amphetaminesHe walked on the waterAnd swam on the landHe would tell these storiesAnd people would listenHe was really coolIf you were blind or lameYou just went to JesusAnd he would put his hands on youAnd you would be healedThat's so coolHe could've played guitar better than HendrixHe could've told the futureHe could've baked the most delicious cake in the worldHe could've scored more goals than Wayne GretzkyHe could've danced better than BarishnikovJesus could have been funnier than any comedian you can think ofJesus was way coolHe told people to eat his body and drink his bloodThat's so coolJesus was so coolBut then some people got jealous of how cool he wasSo they killed himBut then he rose from the deadHe rose from the dead, danced aroundThen went u

Heart Break
once again the lonelyness creeps in to my soul. Or was it ever really gone? Once again my humanity is taken from me. Once again the darkness consumes me. Darkness my old friend you have returned. Once again you stick to your steal blade in to my heart. But my soul you may never have. Once again you test my fath in others. Once again you have given me one that can not endure the test of time and hardship. Is there no one the can endure this test? Once again the word love has no meaning.

Random, Pointless Facts...
1) Scotch + Kahlua = delicious 2) I actually hate it when people compliment me on my eyes 3) I eat more pizza rolls than anyone on the planet 4) I dont believe when people tell me they love me 5) I like drinking in dive bars with older people so I dont have to deal with all the BS that comes along with drinking with people my age 6) I have surprisingly low selfesteem 7) I crank Frank Sinatra when no one is around 8) I have one ex I still talk to, even hang out with, and there have been no awkward moments between us I would tag people, but Im too lazy to do that. Besides, these things go around so often anyways

Yay Me!
If you have read about my silly prank, make up my mind Should I go and look at those idiots in a parking lot? or Do I just arrange a meeting some other time tomorrow, on my nite off? and make sure to put ito the info that I want them to get a room and wait for me there. And watch my hotel get sold out ;p

Its Something Gettin Out My Mindand Its For You Jessica
Her heaven Vs. My hell She sweetie like melons I'm worse than a felony but yet this is my heaven in this hell Shes the the sunshine in my rain and I'm the damage in my pain but yet this is my heaven in this hell She keeps me in line like skates But I smash hearts like grapes but yet this is my heaven in this hell I am the damage in your pain She's the she the the umbrella in the rain but yet this is my heaven in this hell even though i am the demon in disguise I will never trade her for thick thighs or pretty eyes Cause she is my heaven in my hell.

Holy Fuckin Shit
So I posted a fake ad to find out how many losers would actually come out to a hotel .to meet some blonde skanky whore 40 emails!!!!! The parking lot is gonna be PACKED with horny retards! ZOMG!!!

Comin Out
not really. So I was bored today, and posted a funny ad on Craigslist about being an evil fat bitch that is bored. I got one response, and the guy was like 15 min from me. So we hung out at a local bar, talked, and made fun of people in Russian (he is Serbian). He didnt hit on me at all, and totally respected the fact that I'm married. It was cool, we are gonna do it again.

What If????????
Friends tell you their secrets Friends are meant to share Friends are meant to cheer you up, What happens when they’re not there? Is it hard when you don’t have Someone to lean upon? When you need a friend to care, but they, your friends, have gone? What if you were split Up from your best friend? Do you think you’d care If your friendship ends? Would you slowly drift apart, Go in separate ways? Or would you both grow closer Grow closer day by day? What if your friends started Saying things behind your back? Would you stand and face them, Or would your courage lack? Perhaps it would be safer To let your friendships mend, Push these thoughts behind you, And make the questions end.

Things I Hate
Things I Haaaate 1. Stupid people....damn u dont even know...it really really takes a lot 2 get me angry...but wow some people r just sooooo special... 2. People driving real slow in from of u ....especially driving below the speed limit .....i wish i could just push them out of the wayyyyy!!lol 3. Hoes....male and female....what happened 2 having morals? 4. Arrogance....keep tellin urself ur better than everyone...in the end u ll realize ur not 5. Jealously.....look at urself and deal with ur insecurities b4 u start talking ish about others (especially when u dont even know them...come on now..).... 6. Immaturity.......ur an adult...grow the f up already! well...... that is all.....

The Car Cunts.
Tonights installment in your shitty tailpipe is about car cunts. The car cunt is a pathetically vain creature whos entire sense of self worth is centered around what he or she feels is a hot car, and is somehow an expression of self. Ladies first tonight, the female cunt generally can be seen posing in or around her car, her considerable bulk causing the automobile to list to one side like a freshly torpedoed destroyer. Her poses, while meant to be cute, are simply read like a road map of places where you, and most of the other guys in town are going to drill her orifices, and invariably, leave some miscroscopic evidence of themselves behind to soak into the stale, half eaten orea cookies strewn about by her kids that she hopefully remembered (not like last time) to leave at home for tonights installment of Drivin Miss Daisy. The male car cunt is generally a much shallower version of his female counterpart, simply because he lacks the tools to fish any deeper. This cretin usually can

The Right One...
People think that I am crazy or that it scares them away that I know this already. I don't think I am wrong in anyway and my instincts are just setting in. I have given this a lot of thought and I do know what I am looking for in a woman. I have no reason not to believe that she may not be on here so I am willing to meet and get to know anyone on here. This is what I am looking for: Body shape/size doesn't matter to me (seriously) Must be willing to have kids (if she can't there are other options) Must not have a "premade family" Must be okay with the outdoors Must not be a hardcore drinker These are the resrtictions but a couple of them can be bent to allow "the one" into it if I happen to find her.

Lonely
when you have nothing everything seems dule...boreing...depressing sitting in the dark by yourself thinking about what you could of had or done if all that time wouldn't of been waisted on that person all that time that you could of been out with your friends you stayed with that person and all for nothing i don't get it what compells a person to blow everything off for love when they know that love isn't real i'm of course talking about myself and my baby's momma but it can relate to alot of ppl why can some ppl find that special person right away with no heart break but others like me have to go through heart break after heart break after heart break untill they give up give up on life and everything...well i give up...

Torn Soul
Somewhere in the sand my soul was torn. Torn apart in a split second. I can still feel his skin next to mine. Lost in his eyes. I can't fix my soul now. Lost forever in the sand. Somewhere in another land. Written By: Me.

Redneck > Words Of The Day
> 1. *Cheese*> The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a> sentence. Pepito replies:> Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.> > 2. *Mushroom*> When all my family get in the car, there's not> mushroom.> > 3. *Shoulder*> My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn't know> how to read so I, shoulder.> > 4. * Texas *> My fren always Texas me when I'm not> home> wondering where I'm at!> > 5. *Herpes*> Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and> she got herpes.> > 6. *July*> Ju told me ju were going to tha store and July to me! > Julyer!> > 7. *Rectum*> I had 2 cars but my wife rectum!> > 8. *Chicken*> I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go> herself.> > 9. *Wheelchair*> We only have one enchilada left, but don't worry> wheelchair> > 10. *Chicken* *wing*> My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.> > 11. *Harassment*> My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her> honey harassment> nothing to me.> > 12. *Bishop*> My wife fell down the

The Ride Of Your Life (absolutely Brilliant)
George Carlin on aging! (Absolutely Brilliant)IF YOU DON'T READ THIS TO THE VERY END, YOU HAVE LOST A DAY IN YOUR LIFE. AND WHEN YOU HAVE FINISHED, DO AS I AM DOING AND SEND IT ON. George Carlin's Views on Aging Do you realize that the only time in our lives when we like to get old is when we're kids? If you're less than 10 years old, you're so excited about aging that you think in fractions. 'How old are you?' 'I'm four and a half!' You're never thirty-six and a half. You're four and a half, going on five! That's the key You get into your teens, now they can't hold you back. You jump to the next number, or even a few ahead. 'How old are you?' 'I'm gonna be 16!' You could be 13, but hey, you're gonna be 16! And then the greatest day of your life ! You become 21. Even the words sound like a ceremony. YOU BECOME 21. YESSSS!!! But then you turn 30. Oooohh, what happened there? Makes you sound like bad milk! He TURNED; we had to throw him out. There's no fun now, you're Just a sour-dumpli

Our Song
"On Bended Knee"Darlin' I can't explainWhere did we lose our wayGirl it's drivin' me insaneAnd I know I just need one more chanceTo prove my love to youIf you come back to meI'll guaranteeThat I'll never let you goCan we go back to the days our love was strongCan you tell me how a perfect love goes wrongCan somebody tell me how to get things backThe way they use to beOh God give me a reasonI'm down on bended kneeI'll never walk again until you come back to meI'm down on bended kneeSo many nights I dream of youHolding my pillow tightI know I don't need to be aloneWhen I open up my eyesTo face realityEvery moment without youIt seems like eternityI'm begging you, begging you come back to meCan we go back to the days our love was strongCan you tell me how a perfect love goes wrongCan somebody tell me how to get things backThe way they use to beOh God give me a reasonI'm down on bended kneeI'll never walk again until you come back to meI'm down on bended kneeGonna swallow my prideSay I'm so

Superman
This song has been in my head for some reason tonight... Superman Five For Fighting I cant stand to flyIm not that naiveIm just out to findThe better part of me Im more than a bird...Im more than a planeMore than some pretty face beside a trainIts not easy to be me Wish that I could cryFall upon my kneesFind a way to lieAbout a home Ill never see It may sound absurd...but dont be naiveEven heroes have the right to bleedI may be disturbed...but wont you concedeEven heroes have the right to dreamIts not easy to be me Up, up and away...away from meIts all right...you can all sleep sound tonightIm not crazy...or anything... I cant stand to flyIm not that naiveMen werent meant to rideWith clouds between their knees Im only a man in a silly red sheetDigging for kryptonite on this one way streetOnly a man in a funny red sheetLooking for special things inside of meInside of meInside meYeah, inside meInside of me Im only a manIn a funny red sheetIm only a manLooking for a dream Im

Redneck Words Of The Day
Redneck> words of the day> > 1. *Cheese*> The teacher told Pepito to use the word cheese in a> sentence. Pepito replies:> Maria likes me, but cheese ugly.> > 2. *Mushroom*> When all my family get in the car, there's not> mushroom.> > 3. *Shoulder*> My fren wanted 2 become a citizen but she didn't know> how to read so I, shoulder.> > 4. * Texas *> My fren always Texas me when I'm not> home> wondering where I'm at!> > 5. *Herpes*> Me and my fren ordered pizza. I got mine piece and> she got herpes.> > 6. *July*> Ju told me ju were going to tha store and July to me! > Julyer!> > 7. *Rectum*> I had 2 cars but my wife rectum!> > 8. *Chicken*> I was going to go to the store with my wife but chicken go> herself.> > 9. *Wheelchair*> We only have one enchilada left, but don't worry> wheelchair> > 10. *Chicken* *wing*> My wife plays the lottery so chicken wing.> > 11. *Harassment*> My wife caught me in bed with another women and I told her> honey harassment> nothing to me.> > 12. *Bish

Bus Ramblings
Quick blog...I may expand i t later. BUSES SUCK!!!!! My trip started on a Mexican Bus...las Cruces. GODDAMN those are tiny seats WAY close together. There was literally not enough room for me to sit down. I had my knees up to my chest and barely could squeeze in...and then the fucker in front of me leaned his seat back...I swear I popped a nut. Then I saw a crack-head in San Bernardino...with 1/2 a tooth. Not even a full tooth, just half. WTF?! Why keep it, it's rotten and only serves to bite himself in the gum. After a 2 hour trip and a 2 hour layover, I had a 2 hour trip to return from where I started from. Fucking Greyhound. I guess the best way to travel East is to start heading West. After that everything started to blend together into monotonous no smoking warnings and threats of 18 hour layovers if you miss your bus. I got under 2 hours sleep total since Monday night until tonight. Fucking 2 degree change in seat inclination is NOT conducive to sleep. But, I'm her

Baby Mama Drama
Why do fucking stupid skanks (Jessica) like to fuck with my man. The god damn fucking baby mama drama from her skank ass needs to stop. All she is doing is getting herself into trouble because of the fact that she writes things that can be used against her like the fact that lil Robert has tried to choke lil Khalyn. One day she says My baby (Adam) can come see the kids, but when he calls to set a day up her shitty ass step-dad get on the phone & says Adam has to go though the courts to see the kids & she listens to him.Then she waits # months before trying to put a injuction for protection on herself & the kids (which did not work). The courts drop that cuz she waited to long (HAHA skank). In the injuction she tried to say the Adam ruined some of her belongings, but she does not realize that I was the one who helped Adam go through the things that she ruined. There were 7 bags of clothes & dale earnhardt things & only 4 or 5 were able to be kept. The main fucked up thing is that she is

Part 1 Of The First Story
I have been having this reoccuring dream for the past few months. Where I am sleeping in my bed and this stranger comes up to my bed and watches me. During my dream I can see what this stranger is doing. He begins to pull back the sheets and he stares at my naked body. I begin to roll to my side so all he sees is my back. For now the sheets just cover me from the waist down. The mysterious stranger begins to lean onto my bed and out streching his hand. I begin to feel his hand glide up my back and gently rub my lower back and side. But I still lay there still and motionless believing I was alone. The stranger begins to climb into my bed. At this time my stranger starts to rub my back and slides his hand around my waitst. I can feel his hands circling my breast. I begin to roll over onto my back. I was beginning to want more. As I start to stir in my sleep, I help my mysterious stranger with arousing me. I reached for his other hand and placed it upon my thigh. I could f

Be Honest With Me...
Its time to step up and be a man You said brutal honesty will be the plan So why the deceit and why the lies? Why continue to put pain behind my eyes? Why continue to jab me in the heart? You promised to be honest from the start Dont hide, dont run Step up and destroy me, just get the deed done Dont run and hide when youre scared. Be honest with me if any feelings we had were once shared Say what you want and not what you think i need Get the pain over with quickness and speed Run the other way if you must Destroy me, annihlate my trust Gather your balls the times at hand Time for you to take your last stand If you dont want friendship tell me, youll be free Be honest and true the deceit hurts me if you even see Dont fuck with my heart, to keep me under your spell Just destroy me and leave my heart where its fell Basically, im sick of being lied to. i want one fucking person in my life to be honest for a change. If you dont like me and dont want to be around me then say it and dont f

Sleep Well Baby
She laid in bed as she tried to fall a-sleep. Tossing and turning as she normally had. Her mind began to wander as she thought of him lying next to her. Intense sexual desire began to flood her body as she softly moaned in extasy. She felt the soft touch of hands running down her face, and ever so slowly down her body, as if they were his hands, but they were so familiar they could have been her own. She was in disbelief as she opened her eyes to see if her dream were not real, only to find that the hands that she felt were the hands of the man that she desired most of all. As she gazed into his baby blue eyes, all she could see was a passion so deep for her that the heavens and earth seemed to stand still. He grasped her body in such a manner as to say" I am here to control your every move, but also have you want me to." As he thrust her nearly naked body against his own, with an authority that she yearned for, he ripped her blouse off of her and began to lick every inch of her perf

Discouraged
OK SO I HAVE NEVER SEEN THE MOVIE "HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU" BUT I KNOW EXACTLY WHICH CHARACTER I AM! NOW I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW...AND I HAVE COME TO REALIZE IT'S ALL MY FAULT! I HAVE SUPPORTED EVERY MAN I HAVE EVER BEEN WITH...EMOTIONALLY...FINANCIALLY,,,AND EVEN PHYSICALLY.. I AHVE NEVER TAKEN THE TIME TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT OR NEED. NOW I REALIZE ME BEING A BIG GIRL HAS A LOT TO DO WITH WHY I'M SINGLE...BUT I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW I MAY BE BIG BUT I AM BEAUTIFUL! YUP THAT'S ME...BBW! I ALWAYS SEEM TO FALL FOR THE EMOTIONALLY UNAVAILABLE! AND THAT NEEDS TO COME TO A STOP! I WANT THE GUY WHO WILL LOOK FORWARD TO THE END OF THE DAY BECAUSE HE IS GENUINLY EXCITED JUST TO SEE ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO STOPS ME MID SENTENCE JSUT TO SAY IM BEAUTIFUL,,,WHO ISN'T AFRAID TO JUST HOLD ME. I WANT THE GUY WHO THINKS I'M WORTH IT..WORTH THE LOVE HE HAS TO GIVE. AND AS MUCH AS I AM A ROMANTIC, I'M STARTING TO THINK THAT HE EITHER DOESN'T EXIST OR HAS BEEN SNATCHED UP BY SOMEONE LE

Giving Back...are You A Giver?
All of us can be philanthropists regardless of age, ethnic group, or economic status. While philanthropy is often expressed by a significant monetary donation to worthy causes, writing a check is only one way to flex your giving muscles. Many of you already use a combination of resources, including time, treasure, and talent to support causes you care about. The common goal of all givers is to promote the welfare of others. Whether you’ve reaped rewards from life or feel you’ve been denied them, be one of those resilient individuals who help others simply because it feels right, just, and satisfying to do so. While you may recognize that acts of charity and community service are good and necessary, you may not believe that you personally can make an impact on society. You may feel overwhelmed with the enormity of need that exists. You’re only one person after all, and there is so much to be done. But don’t be discouraged. Begin. As they say, if you save one

Horrible Week
My Unusually Horrible Week: This week I have had an unusually horrible week. I started off the week hoping that my voice has gotten better. A few weeks ago I used a nasal spray that I ended up having a bad reaction with. My voice has been hoarse and barely working since then. It's very frustrating trying to talk with a fucked up voice. Sometimes the words come out and sometimes they don't. Unfortunately my voice did not get better or worse. On Monday my home desktop pc ate shit and died on me. For those of you that have had it happen to you, you know how much of a pain in the ass it is. My home pc is custom built by me. So to start off my lovely week I had to dish out a few hundred dollars to build a new pc(I was due for a new one anyway). On top of building my new pc I have to try to salvage whats on my hard drives. The day I ordered my pc parts and thought maybe the week wouldn't be so bad, was one of the most frustrating days of the week. I get home and charged up my DSLR camer

Skulk
skulk\SKUHLK\ , intransitive verb:1.To hide, or get out of the way, in a sneaking manner; to lurk.2.To move about in a stealthy way.3.To avoid responsibilities and duties.noun: 1.One who skulks.2.A group of foxes.

Jerks
I fucking can't believe all tha stupid ass holes that come out of tha wood works..!!All i did wuz post a mumm to try and find friends... then all tha Fucking Jerks start in with ..my grammer and tha 'way I talk in words... well Fuck u!!!!!!! If u have issues of people you dont even know... keep it too your Fucking self!!...And of course this is too all tha jerks that commented.. negative...

Gall Bladder Cleanse
GALL BLADDER CLEANSE VERY IMPORTANT: It is crucially important BEFORE you begin this gall bladder cleanse to have drunk TWO GLASSES of APPLE JUICE (packaged juice is just as good as fresh) every day for 14 days before the cleanse. This is very important as certain constituents of apple juice (it is believed to be the high pectin levels) SOFTEN the stones and enable them to pass HARMLESSLY through the gall ducts. I have supervised hundreds of such cleanses using exactly this protocol that I am recommending here without one patient suffering any harm whatsoever. But please follow the instructions carefully, and it must be said that you have ultimate responsibility, given that none of you are actual patients of mine. An alternative to apple juice that is just as effective, is Orthophosphoric acid (75%) - take 30 drops a day for 3-4 days, and gradually increase the dosage to 50 drops daily - continue for 10 days. Each 30 drops contain 390mg of Orthophosphoric acid. Take no medications,

Sharpies & Munchos Lol
Alrighty then, let's get this started . Today is my day off and I got little to nothing accomplished, why? Because I've been on the computer most of the day! So, most of it was spent screwing off, but the other part of the time I was doing school work lol, honest!The rest of the time was spent cleaning the bedroom and bathroom - oh fun fun. Events for the day: Absolutely none! On the 15th, I met one guy for coffee. We got along fine I guess; that is until he said that he wanted to be friends with benefits. What? Was my ad NOT in English? I clearly stated, or so I thought, that I was not interested in friends with benefits. Hmmmm...he must think he's so cute that I'd make an exception for him Not happening.I went out with a guy who answered my personal ad on a web site which shall remain nameless and thought that we really hit it off. He came over the other evening and we watched a movie. Well, he wanted something more and I wouldn't give it up -- that's just not me -- and its bee

Ya'all Know....
Everyone knows I don't do this stuff much but an amazing friend of mine is only about 5 million away from oracle...So anyone willing to trade her an Auto for some fubucks? Or maybe a couple of people send her 10$ bling packs? Any interest? $safe_uid_dname@ fubar p.s. its Serenity

Updates
well here it is time again to blog whats new and improved in my life since last i got itchy to type ... Harley is still here in NC .. we got our house in AZ and will be moving asap ... He is getting used to the kids loll ( they tend to drive him nuts) Hes gone from a one child daddy to a 4 child daddy with alot of variations and new scenarios .... can be kinda daunting but he plugs on and sticks with us ... I love this man and am so excited to get moved and start the next journey for U/us. I am still learning each day ... i have always been submissive in my nature but havent ever been able to exercise that part of me in any true way ... just played alot with it ...now i am a slave and am so happy with that ... but im still learning .. im stubborn and headstrong ... but He loves that bout me so i am truely blessed and humbled by His love... our family is evolving but we are all stressed and ready to get on with AZ ... OMG WE HAVE A HOME -- OUR HOME YAY WOO HOO YEEE HAWWW ... yes yes i

My Son
As most of you know, I lost my son last month in an ATV accident. My life since then has been a nightmare of tears and pain. My family and I have been taking some comfort in the fact that Dixon was able to donate his organs and tissues to others. I am very proud that he was my son and I miss him so very much. My family and I have decided to start a scholarship in Dixon's name. He should have graduated with the class of 2010. We have started raising funds so that we can give the first scholarship to his classmates. If anyone would like to donate to this fund, we would greatly appreciate it. We will be doing several fundraisers throughout the year. If you would like to contribute to this cause, please send your donation to Tara Hamilton Dixon's Scholarship Fund PO Box 56 Wakefield, MI 49968 Thank you for all of your thoughts and prayers in this terrible time. I miss my son so very much. He was such a special young man. I will never be the same and I will do everything that I can

Something More About Me Thats Not A Bitch Session Like My Page.....
I do warn you though it may be kind of boring :P *LOL* Although I have regularly employed psychic skills in healing sessions, I have been what I refer to as a "closet psychic" for most of my life,sharing my full abilities with only a limited few, primarily with very close friends and a few family members. The demonstrations of my skills have been predominantly spontaneous events – unplanned, unstructured, and occurred when I least expected them to.I began to learn how to hone these skills and the ethics of using them wisely and only when warranted or asked.The next few years proved to be a very educational period for me and so in my late twenties and early thirties I began widening the circle of those with whom I shared my now more refined skills.I have been working with energy-based healing modalities for over 20 years and have earned many certifications.Employing only those techniques which I have learned well and have put into successful practice I have helped many peopl

Ughhhh
i been on seroquel for the last 3 days now, and i feel like a freaking zombie. so tired and just not on the ball at all. my head feels as if my brain is trying to crawl out through my ear. my temper is short short short too. grrrr.

Well...
I posted a video of Jorma Kaukonen playing "Hesitation Blues" on Facebook the other day. Since then I've been learning to finger pick it myself. So today I'm leaving the thrift store and I see a guy playing for tips in front of the tobacco shop. I approach him while he tunes up. He has short gray hair, thick-lensed wire rim glasses, and long, smoke stained teeth shooting out of his mouth in various directions. I nod hello as I drop a dollar in his opened guitar case and squat beside him. He nods back and starts finger picking "Hesitation Blues." Now, I attach no significant meaning to any of this, other than whatever meaning lies inherent in the experience itself. But f*ck-me-runnin, does anyone else find this a bit odd?

Bad Day
No idea why or what happened to cause it but I've been depressed all day! So tired of the crude shoutbox comments and point whoring and such. We ALL are trying to level ppl! lol...I was told recently that most ppl on here lie about their lives. All I can do is be myself. Like me or hate me, I am very real, whether here or any other place you meet me. I made the decision today and removed my nsfw pics. I have no problems with anyone having them but at this point in my life, I want to be liked for who i am and not for the size of my breasts. Anyway, I just needed to release a little frustration I guess.

All Nite Marathon Fuck Fest
You know where to find me but I bet I can show you something you aint never seen a woman do. If you like to get jiggly with it bring a towel cause you will need it. Im on my live webcam and you know where to find me, my link on my top status. I will be all weekend with toll free phone & if you got 10 to 20 bucks I guarantee y ou the best time you ever will have. If you join my fanclub first you will save way more. see you tonite xoox amber

Wedding.
Inside Edition was just on and it showed a clip of a wedding where the party made their entrance dancing. I figured it would be tacky, but it ended up being pretty sweet and made me ALMOST want to cry. What can I say, I'm a girl. Anyway, I'm thinking that IF I were to ever get married again, I would want something like this. Not the traditional wedding march. Something fun that people would remember. I mean, when you get married, you're happy, right? At any rate, here is the clip. If it doesn't work...I'll post it in the comments.

Fri Jul 24 (to No Names)
I'm so stressed out right now. DONT READ THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY NEVERENDING ANNOYING WHINY RANTING PEOPLE. These rants are at people in my real life, not fu goers. Person one: I pretty much really disklike you. Your a liar, and you annoy me. Go do something horrible with your life. Or just admit your fault. whatever. You disgust me. Your a malicous, vindictive jerk! And to think I thought you were perfect. Person two: Your decision is obviously because of your one track mind lately. It's annoying. *Wonders if you'll regret it later* Person Three: Move on. Please. Person Four: Your annoying. And not perfect. Your judgemental and I find it funny when you speak of 'how above you are then others and how certain envirenments annoy you because they arn't up to your standards'. Can't you just be happy with the beauty in life? And stop taking over my stuff. :/ Sorry for ranting; but I like blogging on this site. Don't mind me being irritated today. Frustrated. i feel li

New Blog...
Love it or hate it, I am making my main blog: http://www.artschoolslut.com/You should bookmark it and read it, watch the videos on it, listen to the audio posts and make comments.Why? Because I love you. Plus it just got a face lift this week and I have been posting up a storm...Go.Do it.NOW!

My Kind Friend
MY DARLING KIND FRIEND,I DON'T WANT YOU TO HURT,TO BE ALONE,YOU NEED TO FEEL LOVED,NEEDED,I WISH SOME OPEN ARMS WOULD HOLD YOU AND SURROUND YOU LIKE A HEART,YOU NEED TO FEEL SAFE AND WARM,YOUR HEART NEEDS TO FIND A HOME,SO MAYBE YOU CAN DREAM A LITTLE DREAM,NIGHTS&DAYS SHOULDN'T BE SO LONELY,I DON'T LIKE TO SEE YOUR HEART BROKEN,CRYING FILLED WITH TEARS AND FEARS."I LOVE YOU."

When This World We Kno Endz
Waz my destany fuck it ? let me chase it than face it evan if i don't make it id rather fall off than fake it? nothin can hol us back where we take it evan though i kno those slipery serpants out there layin waitin an playa hatein an i kno its frustr8in jus tryin to live rasin 4 & 5 kidz with no time 2 give FUCK THe World 4 ME!! Life Ain't A JOY 2 LIVE ! Itz like a roller coster ride with 2 bustin friendz itz prolly why we all bust 4 chips rush for shit to get it quick get a grip on your life be4 the world an the millenium flip! may all these wordz that i wrote give a young brother hope Lord knoz itz hard to cope with all this hate an the dope.

Eh Exes Suck
I hate remembering... bringing up the past and what went wrong. I tried to fix it the best I could but is wasn't good enough to patch the wreck we made out of us. It came flooding back today, you want it to work but it never will.

Party And Bullshit
[Intro]Black Walt told me,If you want a bonafide bangerYou gotta start with a hard ass kick and snare, YeahAdd some dope ass music around it and a hard emceeAnd you got it, HaEvery night seem like we celebratin birthdays (Ohhhh)Cause rappin on planet earth paysSmellin like Ver-sace or is it Versace?You got me sloppy from poppin these Oxy'sAnd shot's of Saki, copyAll you ladies in here, I am sharing woodI just wanna lay between you and ram square intoCause when it comes to woman, Your man Aaron's goodI done been inside of more woman than planned parenthoodI got more bottles than new born babies for you porn ladiesI want you to drink up 'till you horn crazy and rape meTill I'm lazy and achyWant to get shady and tape me?Okay baby, Let's say we tape me inflating your tracheI'm just partying, I ain't lettin the tools spitI ain't tryna have you haterz layin below the pool pit40 acres and a mule sit in my garage with a cool kitEat, Drink and be merry, mane and miss me...With all that bullshit

Turn It Loose
Some call it country with a little bit of rhythm and bluesAnd when the boys start rockin'There's a beat that you just can't loseWhere it's gonna take us nobody knowsIt sure feels good to the body and soul(Chorus)I love the slide of a steal guitarI love the moan of an old blues harpI love the shake of a tamborineI love the bass when it's low and meanSo put on your shoutin' shoesAnd turn it looseTurn it looseYou feel like dancin'And you just can't stay in your seatYour knees start knockin'And you can't help stompin' your feetBefore you even know it you'll be singin' a longMakes me wanna stay hear all night long(Repeat Chorus)Turn it looseEverybody put on your shoutin' shoes and turn it looseGrab your shoutin' shoes and turn it loose The Judds Yep... turn it loose and burn it to the ground. ;)

Old Loves
Winds whip about as skies darken The hot electric words dance in the the thunder It is a clamor of truths in the textures Of a shroud of deeper greys veiling Rays of light, or warmth. The swirl stirs not only the rustling leaves A door opens to see the foretold. And the first few drops of nature Her love of cleansing drop from the heavens Washing over and about me Breathing in the moment and it is refreshing Rolling over the distances of plain and mountain This thunder comes into the soul and bone. The nuance rains, washing the oily voices away. Alive and free and stepping ito its torrent An intensity is cleansed of tarnish To stand amidst this beauty With its dole of tthe dirty clinging. And the out the door come the old pair of loves A subtle softness airs from them A gaze finds them in the storm And their hands move to each other From want will and relex Hand in hand. . . .

Thinking With Addition
"When your molecules are scattered around the room, it is while you wait for them to re-assemble that creativity is born, and you become the Unconceived Child". warmerthan 2007.Talking about oneself is more than difficult, because one can-not define themselves only others can. However I will take a shot to skirt the edges. Number one is creativity and missfits, I find each irresistible. I love the English language, because one can be as precise or as vague as one wants. I really enjoy creating short sentences that when heard sound perfectly logical, but if you really focus on the words you will realize it is completely nonsensacle. For example, "The expanded infinity of more perfect". If there is anyone out there that has an idea at what I am mocking in that sentence, and they get it right. I would humbly bow to their intelligence. I am a singer songwriter with 2 CD's, all parts played by me. I call my one man band, "Daddy'd Dead and the Yoo Woo's".I practice something I call addition.

Blown Away
[Intro]I know y'all don't see me on TVOr hear me on the radioBut you industry bratsBetter check Billboard and PollstarBefore y'all get to cryinAbout who get seniority at these showsEspecially when compared to meY'all ain't shit on stage[Hook]I hit the stageGrab the mic and blow 'em all away (I blow 'em all away)(Superstars), But they know I blow 'em all away, Hey[Verse 1]The gig is over, The gig is over (Bitty bye-bye)The gig is over, The gig is over (When A play)The kid is older and gettin colder (Many fly by)But his will hold ya, So listen closer to (A-A)-R-O-NThey dissin and twistin my nameBecause Aaron is scarin these glitz spittin pricks in the gameHit with this gift, Everybody get a whiff of this script and it's painGotta talk about the people with a attitudeHiss me and slipped in my laneI've been wreckin crowds for a long second nowGot 'em guessin how Tech is blessedAnd yes, The best in-town repOn the real, I keep it trillAnd when I spit, I ain't spillin about my millionIt's the

Happy Birthday Baby!
Thats Right It's S51's Birthday and his Happy hour is @ 4pm Fu Time and 7pm Eastern Time! I want you all to show him love He's a great Man, takes care of his Kids, Family, his Girl (me), Strangers, and all of his friends on Fubar! This Man deserves the world and the moon! Baby I know that you hate rainbows but you gotta admit the banner looks good... hahahahahahahaha! I love you so much with all my heart and if you asked me to Marry you right now then I would say yes without even thinking about it! You mean the world to me! Happy Birthday! Please go show love to S51 today... R/F/A/B Him! Love You Baby, C51_Art_Girl aka your butterfly!

Us Government
Now as an Army soldier I can’t speak my full thoughts on my mind. But I urge all people to look at what the new president is doing to this country. As the president you should not make comments on stuff like a cop arresting someone. That just empowers one side or the other and when the person in question is an old friend and claiming race had something to do with it then you should KEEP YOUR FUCKING TRAP SHUT. Now everyone is going to start claiming that the white cop is races and the cops are going to get scared to do their job. Now a person no matter what color can print in the news that the white man is the devil and that it’s the white man that is the source of all things wrong and it is over looked. If a white man arrests a black man for being an ASS it’s raciest. Anyone can make an anti white president item but I a white man makes an anti Obama anything its raciest disrespectful and even pro slavery. Someone points out that someone is swindling millions from the

Taken~
She reaches up & turns the radio a little bit louder. Dipping her hands back into the soapy water she goes back to washing the dishes. Her body sways as she dances & sings along with the music. He stops in the doorway, silently watching her as she moves. Looking her over he smiles, completely nude save the silver collar around her neck & the leather ankle cuffs. She has grown accustomed to being naked, even come to like it. Her long braid sways along her back, her hips rocking as she dances in place. Each time she reaches over to set a dish in the drain rack he can see the curve of her full breast. He watches her for a moment longer, enjoying his stolen glimpse of this interlude. Her voice mixes with the music as she sings,"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees..." He adjusts the growing stiffness in his pants then crosses the kitchen silently & swiftly scoops her up in his arms. The glass she has her hand shatters in the sink where she drops it & she screams in surprise.

Anyone Can Strip For Cash In Rhode Island!
In the state of Rhode Island, 16-year-olds legally can't operate a power saw or pump gas, but they can thrust their privates and shake their bits for greasy skeezers in a strip club! They can drop it for a tip as long as they get a work permit and are home by 11:30pm on a school night. So in Rhode Island, you can either get a summer job flipping burgers or flipping your ass cheeks! Sounds reasonable to me. The authorities found out about the loophole when they were investigating a 16-year-old runaway who got a job at Cheaters strip club in Providence. They couldn't throw the owner in the clink, because there is currently no state law banning minors from getting nekkid to Motley Crue songs for money. There is a law which states that anybody who employs a person under the age of 18 for prostitution whoring or any other lewd or indecent act can be thrown in prison. Apparently, the term "lewd or indecent" is completely subjective (meaning it depends how fugly the stripper is), s

This Sickens Me
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

I Give Up
Everything has gone wrong with this remodel...firts it took over a week to do my floor..300sf....then Best buy fucked me..I had bought applianes and was told they would be held in the wharehouse...called yesterday to have them delivered and was informed that they had been returned..yet the card was still being carged and had paid about $800 on it...so had to run to Lowes and they hooked me up with great prices and delivered today. Great right? Except that the guy supposed to come do my cabinets today is now on another job until Thurs...what the FUCK I have NO kitchen and 2 kids..this is shit. So now they are coming tomorrow to finish it up so we cn order our granite top after they make the template. But FFS how many times am I gonna get screwed over on this!!?? End rant PS Got back from NY 2 days ago..and yeah the visit was not a good one. So I am sad..stressed..in a bad flare up...fuck fuckfuckfuck

Imagine People Sharing Ideas To Develop Opportunities.
Imagine a world of sharing ideas that collaborate grow for individuals and small groups of people to prosper. Review the web site I am building and give me feedback. www.romualdas.com and the model www.ted.com that inspired me to develop and link to them. Shortly i will be visiting my fellow teacher in Toronto www.thedirectorscut.ca to review how we could share ideas.

Rebel
written by wtfbbq, cause he is the awesome $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Tonight we delve into the world of the self professed/expressed rebel. He or she is usually found around the fringes of society, ostensibly to look in on all the conformist dolts he/she despises, without realizing that he/she is the very epitome of badly cliched, anti-conformist conformism. The rebel usually expresses himself through anti social behavior and the willingness to die an early death in accordance with some honor code that better men than himself live by, but somehow thinks that calling himself a "true up soldier" actually makes it so. What a joke, and good fucking riddance when this piece of shit removes himself from the face of the earth with his inherent stupidity. The rebel can often be found with a generous helping of skin ink, typically making him look like the splash damage victim of an explosion at a sewage treatment plant, festooned with blueberry black, pea green, and standard brown exc

I Wish This Poem Were Pixie Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love Who loves another one.

Round Three Latest Updates
ROUND THREE LATEST STANDINGS Last Posted: Friday 7-24-09 @ 2:02pm pst 186 Classy 161 Des Tin E 140 Sweet Southern Adicktion 84 DarlynnOne 73 Taggedbyanangel 69 Cookie Puss 60 Ozette 59 Rocker~Chich 37 Jen4urthoughts 35 Crazy Lil Chit 32 Lola 30 Chaley 27 Sweetlove 20 Midnite

Child Punishment.....good Or Bad????
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get

Quick Story...........
ah the things you see when you go out for lunch...... I went to subway today and was waiting in line and curiously saw this young woman ahead of me........... wearing some designer jeans, a wife beater with a pink bra, and a WINTER SKI HAT............ WITH the goggles. Now most would find this get up a little odd for the middle of summer, I did too.......... of course after i finished purchasing my meal (footlong turkey ham YUMMY) ....... she was outside ...... waiting for me. Mind you, I am wearing the video game shirt currently on my default pic. She compliments me on the shirt and proceed to ask me where i can find some blow. magicly everything fell into place..........no more explanations needed. now that ive had my gigle u can have my giggle too :P

The Call..
She called the usual list of people..Her sissy, her bestest friend, even taht bitch she dont really like...no one answered...A "BING!" rose her from her self-absorbed thoughts. She stared at her computer and noticed a blinking box that said "care to chat?". She looked for a sign of who it was, but none was forthcoming..she figured "oh hell,what do I have to lose" and clicked yes.. "hello love, Im Paul" is what she read, and her heart stopped..her breathing was the only sound in her ears, the rushing wind up and down her trachea resonating in her like a pebble in a hubcap. With shaking fingers she responded "hello Sir". His response was immediate and all she could hope for. "Hello NauteeMommee, I am glad I saw you online..I am intrigued and couldnt help but notice...you opened your heart and your soul in your profile...it is unusual and commendable. I was mesmerized by the authenticity and forwardness of your profile. As I said in my message, I dont seek one who is beaten, nor wishes t

You Are Not Allowed To Use My Answers!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!Your first answer....quickly! Forward to your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answers as the person who sent it to you.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Name two things you use in the shower: Touch Myself ;) 2. Name something a man might buy before a date? Rubs one off...? 3. What is another word for a pimple? Whitehead4. What is something you cook in the microwave? uhmm..nothing 5. A piece of furniture people need help moving Bed6. Name a reason a boy might want an older woman? Experience7. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner? Hump Owner's Leg 8. A kind of test you cannot study for? Brain Wave Test 9. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for? Fishing 10. Name a phrase with the word home in it. Homeland Security 11. Name a sport where players lose teeth? Boxing12. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day? Pop Qu

Dealing With Mumm Jerks
This morning we had a very amiable, fairly fun MuMM going when some dork enetered just to harrass one fu-member. thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, Many of us know him, isn't really mean or eveil, more of a pithy, ill-mannered 6 yr old, and is quite exasperating. I mean we've had problems with others... too many to name, some affilated with groups, others just singular... They're not funny or satiracal and think they're 'pissing' us off. I actually like the folks who do those things but these people don't. I've decided i will take pity. I have begun to call, thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, preteen willy, and if we all do the same, with no emotion or insults, maybe he'll stop... we can keep a running list of these people and maybe get them off the MuMMs...

This Page Is Dedicated To Our Precious Son Alan Matthew
Tears in Heaven Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th

Cowboy Rules :)
Cowboy rules for Arizona, Texas, Oklahoma, Kansas, Colorado, New Mexico, Wyoming, Montana, Idaho, Oregon,Nevada, and the rest of the Wild West are as follows:1. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight, it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck, because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're gonna get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell like cattle. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-10 & I-40 go east and west, I-17 , I-15 & I-35 goes north and south. Pick one and go. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 Combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. Every person in the Wild West waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of geese/pheasants/ducks/doves are comin' in during the hunts, we WILL shoot it outta your hand

Start Of A New Lounge
I have started a new lounge. It is called craft corner. Most of us do some kind of craft work. Rather it is crochet, cross stitch, kniting, maybe even wood work or art. Even if its something you dont think of as craft. Most all of us do craft of some kind. Ive found myself and most of my friends looking for a craft lounge where we can go and chat with other crafters. Maybe even trade ideas or patterns. Sometimes its as simple as wanting to show off our work. Now we can. You dont have to do any kind of craft to come in and chat. But if you do craft well heres your chance to come in show off and brag about it. Who doesnt like a chance to brag now and then? lol So why not stop by craft corner and relax a bit.

07/24/09
Fact of the day: In Arizona you may not have more than two dildos in a house. Joke of the day: A cucumber, an olive and a penis are talking. The cucumber says "I hate my life, when I get big fat and juicy they cut me up and put me in salad." The olive says "That's nothing, when I get big fat and juicy they cut me up and put me on pizza." The penis says "You think you have it bad, when I get big fat and juicy they put me in a bag, throw me in a cave, shut the door and leave me there till I throw up" Word of the day: DILDO City in

To All My Good Friends That Is My Friend On Fubar
As you all know me that I have not been online or say on here for ever, I don't know when i will be back on here but anyhow I just moved out of Tennessee, and now living in Ohio with my mom and helping her and taking care of her.. I am going to get a new computer really soon and I will start doing my thing on here.. I am so sorry that I have not been on here almost three years or so or more.. I am sorry I hope you all understand of what is going on with my life.. Everyone has a life to do what they want and I am doing what I can ok.. Also want to tell all that I am going to make a new fubar account soon to start all over, so this one will still be open so I can add all my good friends and family on here ok.. thank you for understanding of what I am trying to say.. ok Virgo24

Phrozen Apocalypse
I'm the Phrozen Body Boy and I am here to kill youYou will all fuckin' bow to me and I will prove your God failed youBurn a church and I will fuckin' execute a priestCause I am the fuckin' antichrist and your punk life will soon deceaseI'm the Phrozen Body Boy and I am here to kill youYou will all fuckin' bow to me and I will prove your God failed youBurn a church and I will fuckin' execute a priestCause I am the fuckin' antichrist and your punk life will soon deceaseActin' like a punk bitch, frontin' like a little boyI'm the frozen one bitch here to destroyFrontline bitch time to start the fuckin' warCrucify a Christian gettin' off to the goreI know you run your mouth kill your kid before he's bornI'll execute your wife so she'll never have to mournWatch which side you pick cause Heaven's gonna fallCause I got the Christ head and I hear daddy callI'm still the Devils son until I overtake the throneI'm as bad as they come with a chrome to postTell me where the blessing's at while I'm s

This Is Dedicated To Our Darling Angel Chrystel Marie
My Angel My Stay in the Hospital was long over due, many days spent of feeling so blue. Anxiously waiting for our child to be born caused a relapse of my heart to be torn. Our Beautiful Daughter, holding so tight, removed from my arms, way out of sight. Where are you taking her, where will she be? This is our Daughter she belongs to me. We won't take her far, she is fighting to breathe, please be patient, we may have to retrieve. God be with her as I am too weak, my hearts in my mouth unable to speak. Please, God help her and do the right things. You have the power, I'm left without wings. We hear a call from the Angels above, we now have to take her and share our true love. When your Child has gone to the heavens above, you pray for special wings of a dove. My Darling Angel if I could fly, Mommy would be there instead of bidding you goodbye. I would stay by your side from morning till night. Watch over you Darling to know you're all right. Daddy l

Ur Madness Or Mine
step into my mind.. u wont find my truths nor my answers.. you'll find iam most definatly insane.. you choke on my wrds. my eyes pierce threw ur soul leaving u this hole of regret. but still i feel the same. watching u go down this spiral of madness. i spin it around and leave u a bitter taste in ur mouth.. Did u feel that slap of hurt i just gave you .. yea thats me and my mind.. ill leave u breathless and confused. spilling my secrets my flaws to the world IM NAKED .but still u return like an addict needing their fix. my kiss so deadly that it poisions ur toung. poisions ur mind. and again i feel no regret for the the things i have done. No shame in my heart nor my eyes. Seems wrong of me to watch u fall but like a movie i rewind and fastfrwd. the pain or ur face sends me a satisfaction that i just cant control. Its like frenzie i just love it.So i rock it with ur madness just before u come to the conclusion that im an illusion. i was never there at all. just somthing u tried to rea

Invisible
She can't see the way your eyes Light up when you smile She'll never notice how you stop and stare When ever she walks by And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her But you are everything to me And I just want to show you She don't even know you She's never going to love you Like I want too And You just see right through me If you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle Unbelievable, instead of just invisible Yeah, There's a fire inside of you That can't help but shine through. She's never gonna see the light No matter what you do And all I think about Is how to make you think of me And everything that we could be And I just want to show you She don't even know you She's never gonna love you Like i want too And you just see right through me If you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle Unbelievable, instead of just invisible. Like shadows in a faded light We're invisible I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize I just want to show you She don't even

Paranoid
no , not the fuckin kinks song people say that they get paranoid from smoking weed just don`t have the proper frame of mind they are looking at the illegality of it and getting carried away with that part i just smoked a bowl and the last thing i feel is paranoid dammit wicked you are gonna be away from home and in BC.home of some of the worlds best weed you better get high

~~ Bbl Possibly~~
Ok my friends, I am going for awhile, I thought last night or this am for myself would have been my last time on here but I havent been disconnected thus far, may be before I get back on so if in the event that happens. I will tell you all again to take care until I can get back on. I will keep you all in my heart and thoughts. Take care. so long, farewell, it's time to say goodnight. If I still have the interwebz l8r than I will be back ~~~~Love always,~~~~ Lisa Anne Marie O'Bryan

Haters
to all the haters out there. hate me if u want it must mean i am importain to you. i am glad that i am because to be honest with you you are not to me. to the man i love i am sorry i can be there in your life like u want me to just know that no matter what u will always have that part of me that i tried so hard not to let u have. and u r the reason for these bitches that r haten on me i have what they want and they r just mad because they can't have it the way i do. know that u r in my heart and thoughts everyday and i prey everynight god watches over u while u do what it is that u do. i love you and hope u all understand. u r my king and u will always be my king. no one can ever replace u no matter what they try. u r the one that can make me or break me.

Me At 16, Vid (oathetic)
So my best friend found her home vid from when we were all fresh off the boat, at her 16th party! This cannot used against me later as a blackmail ;p 3: 10 is one of the most pathetic parts of the vid tho, and shows that I might have had some brain damage :)

For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl... Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed

Bubba Walks On Water
Bubba had long> heard the stories of an amazing> family> > tradition. It> > > seems that his father,> grandfather and> great-grandfather> > had all been able to> > > walk on water on their> 21st birthday. On that special> day,> > they'd each> > > walked across the> lake to the bar on the far side> for> > their first legal> drink.> > > > So when Bubba's 21st> birthday came around, he and> his> > pal Jim Bob took a> > > boat out to the middle of> the lake, Bubba stepped out> of> > the boat .... And> > > nearly drowned! Jim Bob> just barely managed to pull him> to> > safety.> > > > Furious and confused,> Bubba went to see his grandmother.> > 'Grandma,' he> > > asked, 'it's my> 21st birthday, so why can't I> > walk 'cross the> lake like my > > pappy, his father, and his> father before him?'> > > > Granny looked deeply into> Bubba's troubled eyes and > > said, 'Because your> > > father, your grandfather> and your great grandfather> were> > born in January,> > > when the lak

Inspirational Poem
Inspirational PoemNever Give UpIn that dark lonesome placebetween a dream dreamedand a dream realized,I have left a little light for youso you will know that someone caresand believes in your dream.Just where it becomes the most darkand difficult to find your way,there is the light I left for you.It will light your way,through the doubt, the confusion,and the fears,It will stay with youall the way to the realizationof your dream.And when your dream has come true,please go back to that darkest placewhere you have been,And set the little light there to give heartto the next sweet soul that braves the pathto his or her dreams.Dreamers are the architects of greatness.There wisdom lies within their souls.Dream long enough and hard enoughand your dream can be attained.--- Unknown Authorxoxoxobestmoviestar

Yo Ho
Yo, ho, haul together,hoist the colors high.Heave ho,thieves and beggars,never shall we die. The king and his menstole the queen from her bedand bound her in her Bones.The seas be oursand by the powerswhere we will we'll roam. Yo, ho, haul together,hoist the colors high.Heave ho, thieves and beggars,never shall we die. Some men have diedand some are aliveand others sail on the sea– with the keys to the cage...and the Devil to paywe lay to Fiddler's Green! The bell has been raisedfrom it's watery grave...Do you hear it's sepulchral tone?We are a call to all,pay head the squalland turn your sail toward home! Yo, ho, haul together,hoist the colors high.Heave ho, thieves and beggars,never shall we die.

Just Visting Here
The tall, handsome, confident gentleman walked over to the girl and made a disparaging remark about the men who had been chatting her up. She laughed gaily, "When I don't want a man's attentions," she confided, "and he asks where I live, I just say, 'I'm visiting here'." "Ha-ha," he laughed, relishing her humor. "Where do you really live?" "I'm just visiting here."

Goin To Hollyweird.....
Yup I'm headed to LA in the mornin. Even IF no one wants me to stay with them. I can't stay here. Might go to Disneyland, might go to Six Flags, wanna go to the Whiskey, maybe see some stars. Then I thought I would head to Tempe, Arizona to see my bestest friend in the whole world. Then maybe Vegas! Dunno right now, I don't really have a plan. But I would still like to at LEAST meet some of you on my way. I will be traveling south on I-5 to L.A. I'm willing to stop along the way to meet people, have lunch, dinner or just coffee. If ya think ya might want to meet me, just PM me with your city and maybe I'll stop by! No, I'm not gonna "put out." Well, maybe....hehe........j/k ANYhoot, what ya think? Wanna meet me? If not, well then, fuck you very much! :P

Viewing My New Site
Hi, I've started a new business and would like your thoughts. Please take a few minutes and check out my website:[CLICK HERE] I think might be something that interests you, too.Give me a call later to discuss. Thanks,Mike-------------------------------------------Email me: mikesherratt09@googlemail.comVisit my Website

Outcast!
Tired of feeling like an Outcast? So were we until this place came along. Everybody fit's in somewhere, stop in and see if you fit in like the rest of us! We are hopefully the "Dysfunctional and Socially Unacceptable" family you've been looking for. "Cheeeerzz" ¶PÃIЙTEЯ™¤Ð§Ç ¤

Promise Never To Untie
The tender words are spokenEach body and soul baredTold secrets over endless daysOften doing more than daredNew world beyond my doorWith intrigued and intensityNow we have shared our heartsA bond now made it permanentlyFacing our days made easierDespite any type of weatherEach other's heart felt deeplyBoth happy we stuck togetherIt took us little time and effortThe bonding as strong as glueI now promise never to untieThe strings I have tied with youThe understanding of each otherBreaths to take, we breathe the airAs the relationship interchangesKnowing our loving hearts are thereNow we are never left on the outsideLovingly enter each others domainSmiling. laughing and forever teasingBut forever friends we then became

Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'

People Who Hate People
"There's a new party being born... The People Who Hate People Party."People who hate people, come together!"No!"We're kind of having trouble getting off the boards, but y'know."Are you going to be there? Yeah. Then I ain't fucking coming. You're our strongest member! Fuck you! That's what I'm talking about, you asshole! Fuck off! Damn, we almost had a meeting going."It's so hard to get my people together." Bill Hicks, People Who Hate People

Wtf Was He Thinking?
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity dartin

~s1lkéÑélÐêr™...taterbaby's Romeo's Pictures
I'm a huge fan of photography and very impressed by several pictures by ~S1lkéÑélÐêr™...Taterbaby's Romeo. I'm putting some of the links here for my own reference and to share them with friends.

Drug Czar: Feds Won't Support Legalized Pot
The federal government is not going to pull back on its efforts to curtail marijuana farming operations, Gil Kerlikowske, director of the White House's Office of National Drug Control Policy, said Wednesday in Fresno. The nation's drug czar, who viewed a foothill marijuana farm on U.S. Forest Service land with state and local officials earlier Wednesday, said the federal government will not support legalizing marijuana. "Legalization is not in the president's vocabulary, and it's not in mine," he said. Kerlikowske said he can understand why legislators are talking about taxing marijuana cultivation to help cash-strapped government agencies in California. But the federal government views marijuana as a harmful and addictive drug, he said. "Marijuana is dangerous and has no medicinal benefit," Kerlikowske said in downtown Fresno while discussing Operation SOS -- Save Our Sierra -- a multiagency effort to eradicate marijuana in eastern Fresno County. Marijuana plants valued at more t

Running Through My Head...
Link: You Took The Words Right Outta My Mouth (Hot Summer Night) by Meat Loaf I love this song! Seems especially poignant lately... Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx, DIT, The Dog, #3 on the menu...

Melbourne, Day 2.
My legs hurt. That means I walked more than two blocks (I’m from So Cal, gimmie a break). Spent the day in South Bank on the edge of the Yarra River. Had breakfast, bacon, eggs and tomato (still without coffee) which consisted of over medium eggs that were cooked through and bacon that looked more like a pile of ham. The slice of tomato was a garnish. I don’t know what it did to deserve top billing. It wasn’t that good. Visited the botanical gardens. Stayed awake. Toured Captain Cook’s cottage. It’s the oldest building in Australia and it wasn’t even built there. Go figure. Visited St. Patrick’s Cathedral (by mistake) and cussed once inside (on purpose). Looked like the one in New York if I remember correctly. How is it that I’ve visite

Paradise
A journey in a sense will make sense without a return. Without neither seasons nor borders only a not so far horizon. In this frantic carrousel, those souls that return will never leave again. I know this for sure my friend, I also have returned. I had to run a long way to be able to reach you.

The Lil Ppl
ok so if u wanna say that im bitching cool dont really care what most of u will think of this enry but i see alot of bull shit on this site lately some of u are prolly thinkin - "what bull shit" - its simple and most are to blind to see it - and realize they are doing it as well as others we all forgot about those that helped us get to where we are - get to the levels and popularity we all have gained - all the little people in our fu-lives that have rated and been friends with us from day 1. all the statuses and tickers about giving tis person bux and points and helpng this person level to a higher level - wile we have others struggling like we did to get to where we are - when we know the feeling of what its like to have to rate your way to the top - we all went threw it before - from lost souls to cherry tap to now fubar - in the beginning there was no bombs and autos - it was all manual - reach your limit and your done for the day - u found ppl to rate and new friends in th

Camera For Sale
Unfortuantely I've found that I'm a Canon shooter in a studio full of Nikons :( I have a Canon Rebel XTI for sale. It's 10mp, black and comes with an 18-55mm 3.5-5.6 Lens, 2 batteries, 2 chargers, usb cable, video cable, and I still even have the box. It's in excellent condition being that it's only been used a handful of times. I'm looking for around $500 for it.

Killing Myself??
my wonderful hearty breakfast this morning is i diced up some bacon and sliced some hot dogs and fried them up in bacon fat from last nights BLT's and i added 5 eggs and fake cheese and chasing it with a monster the good news is im having whole wheat toast hows everyone this morning?

Meet
So there was this British guy that calls the hotel every morning at the same time, to one of the rooms, for about a year now. Last night, this guy comes to the FD, extend his hand, and goes : "Hi, I'm Lloyd, you must be Natalia!" At first I was like WTF?? ANd then he explained that he is the dude that has been callin the hotel n the morning for the past year. It was weird seeing him in person.

Some Things That Make Me Tingle....
i love a gentle touch on my neck...that leads to kisses on my neck...which causes those kisses to slowly move down my neck...down my chest ending at my nipples...which causes sexy licks and nibbles...which causes those licks to move down my tummy...which causes hands to take over for the lips on my nipples...which causes licks to pass my belly button down towards my pussy...which causes you to stand up and push me against wall...which causes kisses on my neck...which causes hands to wander ...which leads the hands to wrap around my waist...which causes those kisses on my neck to travel down the spine of my back...which causes those hands to travel down towards my pussy...which causes the kisses down my spine to move to kisses on my butt checks...which causes fingers to explore the folds of my moist pussy...which causes those kisses on my butt to change into soft sexy nibbles...which causes soft sexy moans...which causes you to stand and turn me around...which causes soft passionate kis

Tgif Again !!!
After 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back.He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the TV. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'

Just A Laugh
After 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back.He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the TV. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'

Underaged
Soo... Last night some 14 year old went missing at the hotel. The cops were called, the parents freaked out, blah blah blah. 2 hrs later, she was seen with one of the Navy dudes that stays with us, walking from a staircase on a 3rd floor. So the guy is gone, and the little slut was taken to the police station and the hospital (to see if she got fucked or not). The stepdad went completely bonkers, and we thought he was gonna kill her, rightfully so. It seemed like the mom was perfectly fine, tho, that her 14 yo daughter was probably fucking a 21 yo sailor somewhere out there. She looked like a golddigging cunt, so prolly she thought it was an initiation of a sort. Finally, they got back at around 2am. WOrking at a hotel, I really see the cream of the crop once in a while. People REALLY disgust me: no manners, nor class, nor brains. Jsut sad and pathetic.

Vote Vote Vote
Hello all my gorgeous fufriends. I have a favour to ask you, pretty please? 1. Add this user as soon as possible http://www.fubar.com/user/1573896 2. you need to add this user to be able to vote for me in the boob-contest. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 3. And now, please vote, already behind... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 I love you all. let me know if you'd like something in return. Xoxo Anni

Which Tarot Card Are You
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

1st Time Equals Public Fuck With Him
We met at a party on a hill overlooking a river and swimming hole. I wore a sarong slit to the waist, no bra and a transparent thong and sat so he could see my clit. I took him down to the river handed him my sarong and jumped in; floated on my back and stroked my clit. I came out and stripped nude (lots of cheering) and sat on a bench; unzipped his pants and stroked and sucked his prick while he finger fucked my clit. I stripped him nude and he sat on the bench and I gave him a lap dance fuck. I stayed nude; he dressed and we walked through the crowd as men caressed my clit and tits; sucked my tits and I stopped to suck two pricks. Wow.

I Thank You.....
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can. And I count it an honor to just shake your hand

All I Wanted
i was here for you every minute every second of the day to pick you up when you were down and to make you feel wanted and loved... all i wanted in return was you to love me and be honest... i was only good enough for you when it was convenient for you... im not a picture you put up on a shelf to collect dust and only take down when you want to look at when you want.... i am a person with feelings and a wonderful heart... i want to be loved and spoiled and treated like a princess or a woman you truely want... i want to feel your kiss your touch... but i guess i only wanted to much.....

Coming Thru Our Line
There's something really special about sunrise on the tarmac. Because sometimes it's the last sunrise the soldiers will see on American soil for a while and sometimes it's the first sunrise they see back on American soil. I'm blessed to be part of either one. This day started out bittersweet. I was working my third deployment flight for that day. It was around 6:30am and I had been at the terminal since 12:30 the night before. I still had three more flights to work. The sun was rising, soldiers were walking to the plane and the whole sky was a beautiful deep pink. The color that only mother nature can you give you and can't be duplicated. I'm watching the soldiers go by wondering if they notice the sky. the last sunrise they will see on American soil for a long time. I just quietly watch..lost in my thoughts. When the soldiers leave they pass thru a line of American flags..on one side the flags are held by the Red Cross on the other by USO..there's seldom less than 4 large flags billow

Scary
what scary when someone treats you special? "its when you get used to it and unluckily, you can't get it out of your system anymore.. so before its too late you have to set in your mind that: SWEET THOUGHTS ARE NO GUARANTEES..

About.
I say that I'm a cliche, and yet the words from your mouth and yours and yours mean nothing to me.... I can move a room, child. Ego built on reality, I'll fall back on my own two hands, with strong wrists to lift me back up. Forget the time I spent wasting wasting away devouring time with the meaningless and trivial. tomorrow will be mine.

The Dickies
Great night out last night with my brother seeing The Dickies. We turned up early enough to see both supports - the Hole-like Love & A 45, and Vanilla Pod, who sounded like American modern frat-guy punk, until they started chatting between the songs when they sounded like West Country yokels. Crowd-watching was hilarious - ten years ago it would have been awash with vintage t's, but now NO-ONE fits into anything they were wearing in the 70s. Couldn't decide which was sadder, the kids in Ramones t-shirts who were obviously not even born before punk died, or the middle-aged, balding and bespectacled men in freshly-laundered reunion tour t-shirts. The punk vibe was really hit home when Vanilla Pod's guitarist, in a preamble to their set-closer, wished us all a "lovely evening". But that said, it was a really fun gig. One of the benefits of punk is the fact that with all the songs sounding the same, it doesn't matter if you know any of them or not. My brother remembers The Dickies f

Shatter.
Shadows lurk, expand, devour more and more with each passing hour. I won't speak or cry to you but I'll smile and lie to you. Forget I ever said a thing as I let my consciense ring. You'll look away and I will sigh another day passing me by. Forge a new life o'er this past I don't think this dam will last. Will I live to see a day that the shame will falter and skitter away.... and the cliche rhymes in my head will take their place with the dead.

I Just Wanna
.......i jus wanna hold you, tell you what you mean to me.. with these arms around your waste, i kiss away this worlds pain from your face.. i'm telling you how your love amazes me, and i just wanna be with you, journey threw all our blues, me and you.. yeah, just us two becoming one with you.. i jus wanna free your heart-ache, making love in moaning wakes.. infinite ways, leaving your smiles gracing our days.. FUEGO POETICAS

Ten Benefits Of Having A Web Site
Ten Benefits of Having a Web Site If you have a business small, big or even minuscule it is very important to have a website, so that you can let your customers know that you not only exist but are also savvy about today's technologies. Here are a few other reasons: Effective method of advertising A web site is not a substitute for other advertising media but works very successfully alongside with the other advertisement media. You can add your domain name to other printed media - flyers, business cards, signs etc; from these are places many people will go to your web site for further information. Enhance your credibility People these days expect you to have a web site, infact the first thing people do after hearing about you is check you on the web. If you do not have a website they may believe you to be less credible and may not believe you are a 'real' business. Enhance your communication efforts A website is a great way to communicate with your customers as well as potential cus

A True Love Story!!!!
Swallows: Here his mate is injured and the condition is fatal. She was hit by a car as she swooped low across the road. Here he brought her food and attended to her with love and compassion. He brought her food again but was shocked to find her dead. He tried to move her ... a rarely-seen effort for swallows! Aware that his sweetheart is dead and will never come back to him again, He cries with adoring love.. He stood beside her, saddened of her death. Finally aware she would never return to him, he Stood beside her body with sadness and sorrow. Millions of people were touched after seeing these photos in America and Europe and even India. The photographer sold these pictures for a nominal fee to the most famous newspaper in France. All copies of that edition were sold out on the day these pictures were published. And many people think animals don't have a brain or feelings? You have just witnessed Love and Sorrow ... Felt by God's creatures.

Far From Me
.....coming from a dark area knowing nothing but closed eyes, awake the mind from skin popped in a world filled of lies.. the cry of mouth in anger i learn to soon stop.. before the first sigh, before the first cry.. and all before that is me before time.. in between the plan, the two connecting one created new young hands.. where am i before that, and if they never met i'd be no soul returning back.. does this make since, far from me in conscience.. in between realities reels, always looking for a good deal.. then when the cards are dealt, the greed proceeds it's stealth self.. can this be far from me, me in between life and greed.. FUEGO POETICAS

Without End
Filled with myself..walled up in my skin by an inapprehensible god that is stifling me.. Deceived perhaps by his radiant atmosphere of light that hides my drained conscience..my wings broken into splinters of air.. my listless groping through the mire.. filled with myself.. gorged... I discover my essence in the astonished image of water..that is an unwithering cascade..a tumbling of angels fallen of their own accord in pure delight.. that has nothing but a face half sunken.. already.. like an agonized laugh in the thin sheets of the cloud and the mournful canticles of the sea..more aftertaste of salt or cumulus whiteness than lonely haste of foam pursued.. Paradox constrained by the rigor of the glass that clarifies it, the water with endless shapes take shape... without end... .. . FUEGO POETICAS

Cool
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Infinitiva
.. el conocimiento de mentes cerradas engana, este el asi con cabezas no pan.. de ahi las mentes hambrientas de I adelante delgado.. inhale, exhale.. aliento.. ha fluido con soltura cuando corrientes regadas calientes en mentes reside un viento en la brisa.. aliviada.. despierta inmortal de la mortalidad desmontada de la consternación, transformando suenos que sueltan la vida el regalo de realidad.. subconsciente ventila la mente que anda infinitamente tiro la mortalidad.. saborean la dualidad inestimable modulada, como asuntos de asunto de propiedades cinéticos mentalidad de perforacion infinitiva.. FUEGO POETICAS

Ready For Bed....but Not Sleepy
Have you been tired, but not sleepy???? lol i am sitting here looking at my boys sleeping in the living room (fell asleep there while watching tv and i just don't have the heart to move them) and wishing that i could lay there on the floor and just pass out with them. i am soooo tired, but soooo not sleepy. The boredom is kicking in, but i still can't lay down and go to sleep. Having an upset tummy doesn't help either. i need a boring story to get me in the mood to sleep. lmao

This Is America!! Certain Thing About Your Culture Is Illegal Here!!
Okay so I heard on the news last night and on talk radio this afternoon about an 8 year old girl who was visiously raped by 4 boys ranging from the ages od 9 to 14, in Phoenix last week. Apparently her own cousin lured her out and that's when the attack accured. Now some jackass is arguing in the boy's defense that RAPE is part of their Lebonese culture. Now, I have a few things to say about this. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING DAMN IF IT'S LEGAL WHERE THEY ARE FROM!! THIS IS AMERICA & HERE RAPE IS ILLEGAL!! YOU HAvE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, TAKE YOUR ASSES BACK TO LEBANON!! And to the mother of one of the boys who claims her son doesn't even know about sex: WAKE UP LADY!! STOP BEING SO DAMN NIAVE!! JUST CUZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO DO THE RESPONSIBLE THING AND TEACH YOUR SON ABOUT SEX, MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BECAUSE YOU FAILED, HE'S LEARNED ABOUT SEX FROM HIS FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY HE'S IN TROUBLE NOW!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT THE AVERAGE 9 YEAR OLD KNOWS ABOUT SEX THESE DAYS. OPEN YOUR F

Vida
...... lo que realizo es las manos que se alimentan la boca no son todos los caminos la mano que se alimenta, ahora debeiia yo estar de pie en el coridoor de abandono.. o llevar a hombros el falues de una leccion aprendida sin excusas.. es el tiempo que la mosca por y no espera a ningun hombre, mujer, o nino, en estas opciones de vida son hechos la cama que a menudo buscamos es el que que hemos puesto.. coger de su destino por los caminos de opciones choosen para ser, lanzo el corazon que duele dolores.. es la vida vivimos como un no en vano... FUEGO POETICAS

Love
If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I

Away
Into the valley of the darkness is where my mind shall wander, beneath the rocks of sorrow I shall sit. Take into the counts of life and of hate and wonder how both can be granted into the human soul. Holding forth the knife of reason and wonder and ponder as to what this life has indeed become. Breathing in the soiled air and taking the poison into the depth of my thoughts. Shall I let it take over my body? I ask myself this question most frequently. It is as to my thoughts alone I shall answer it. It was never to long ago, I tell my self aloud, for it just seems as yesterday. I sat there and let you abuse the only sanity I had in my very mind. I let you into my mind and you forced into my soul. I never did forget the pain that you pushed upon me, yet I wanted to feel the wrath within me let free. Could it been that your evilness was passed into me? Could it be that I was looking into the eyes of the devil himself? I never would know that true answer, but I knew I couldn’t be wr

Hell
Through the sorrow filled eyes of the youth of world the fear of all that to come and the final question is… what will it be like? What will the pain be like? What will the world be like? When everything has finally taken its coarse and the world as we all know it will be no more but a simple memory once played inside of our minds of blindness. When the air within our world will be nothing but the foul smell of burnt flesh and the water that we drink will have the illusion of wine from the bodies dying the waters with their crimson tears. When the taste of food will no longer be there instead the taste of hunger and disease will take its place. When hell will no longer be the debate of whether or not it exists for it will be before our very eyes. When hells fires burn so powerful and high that placing their tired feet in the soils of our fathers lands will be burning from that as of below. The air being no longer filled with the lovely sounds of spring and fall but that of the s

Fighting To Hold On
Tiny bursts of flame turn into a raging fire inside me, a longing for someone to understand, understand that there is a deep pain inside me. A pain that for so long now has seemed to engulf my very spirit refusing to set it free I sit there in a constant daily battle almost begging for it to keep me alive. A force that though slightly seen by others acts as a wall to defend me from the good that people are trying to bestow onto me. I no longer wish for that wall to stand. I wish to let go and be as the bird on the window sill and just fly away leaving it behind. I feel as a ghost trapped in a house of misery, a bird with no song to sing, a person with no real purpose to be here. Till the day a death is brought onto the demon holding me prisoner I will not sleep a comforting night, I will not fully enjoy the taste of the meal before me, I will not fully be free. This world I am in holds me in place but I do not hold it in my heart. A ghost wandering the fields of reason bathing in the r

My Drawings
You can see my drawings at playlist.com The drawings in color that you see here are from deviantart.com- I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf

Show Some Love To This Wonderful Fubar Member.
DarlynnOne@ fubar As of this writing I have been altruized by her for ten hours, wait two hours from now and show her as much love possible, she is very much worth it!

Writting /thoughts
friedship is like a garden,if you don,t take care of it ,weeds will grow in it and thegarden will die andbcome a useles equity in the work you did in the begining to produce love ,respect,honesty and a bond beween two people when the great spirit crossed paths with one another in the first place of your uncrtainty of your life termoil.

The Consummation
... the end. Weightless, levitating on the sea of the Eternal. We slide into the essence of each other. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple. Wetly ready. My eyes see all that is you. Silken strands of pure energy from the source of our Creator refract deeply inwards; penetrating, sublimating, suplicating. Slow and steady, the pulsing of a gift accepted changes our refractions into reflections. ... the beginning. Now the throb of choice aches inside of us; arches and thrusts completes the immersion of our seperation. Freely we feed each other. There is no consumption. Consummate love.

Justice!
why would you let someone drag you downwhy would you let yourself drownin all this pain and all this sorrowhoping it will all get better tomorrowliving this life so full of hope for a wonderful lifenot knowing you were going to twist that knifestabbed in the back so many times you promised things that were all blank linespages of poured out love you gave to mebut all thats left is a larger lock without a keyas my heart softened i doubted you less oftenthe doubt got less and my love got strongerand then your confusion would come back even strongermonths of love turned into shameand its me your trying to blamefor all your anger and all your fears

Wet Thoughts
The Stuff I think about in the shower would make you .... yeah, that too. First let me state that I appreciate my Family, Friends, and Fans. I have those that I talk to on an hourly basis and then I have those that I talk to every few weeks and there is always a smile exchanged. You all have at one point in time made me glad to be a part of the Fubarian Community. Thank you! Tonight the thought was these ""Friends" that are always questioning their "real friend's" loyality. WTFF ?!?!?!!? You know the one's ... "I have X number of friends and I am dry" or "I need help leveling and I want to thank my "Real Friends" for helping." or "I only got 20 picture rates and I have X number of friends" and this one got me today... "Friend" ... let's name him Beggin Strips is upset because no one will sell him an $11.99 bling pack. So I offer to buy him one for $10 mill fu bucks to which he said I only have $8.2 million (or so) and I say sorry. (There have been times when I hav

Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance". Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance. I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself. Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins* But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex. Now I am thinking, is he kidding? He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance. Can you imagine? Thinking romance is sex. It got me thinking. Do men really think that? Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic? I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them. A delivery of flowers for no good reason. Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed. Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day. A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers. Any and all of these t

Pick Up Lines 2
i believe mankind was a ploy to create an earthbound angel born in gods image, an angel in the form of you thanks to you i can see why lucifer thought the humans were precious enough to get jealous over when god made me he made a copy to put on his mantle, when god made you he made a copy to put in his bed roses are red and so are my cheeks cause when you smile at me i blush and get weak violets are blue and because of you im fully aroused so my balls are too you think this is sweet? this is just a sliver off the sugar cane, let me know when your ready for a mouthful in this society marriage is like a fulltime job... you still got to have something on the side to get fullfilled "i have 3 inches of hard dick for you" ( far east coast from "How High") lets play navy you be the submarine.... dive deep, get wet, sink a sub and ill fill you with the seamen to get the job done

The Rebelols.
Tonight we delve into the world of the self professed/expressed rebel. He or she is usually found around the fringes of society, ostensibly to look in on all the conformist dolts he/she despises, without realizing that he/she is the very epitome of badly cliched, anti-conformist conformism. The rebel usually expresses himself through anti social behavior and the willingness to die an early death in accordance with some honor code that better men than himself live by, but somehow thinks that calling himself a "true up soldier" actually makes it so. What a joke, and good fucking riddance when this piece of shit removes himself from the face of the earth with his inherent stupidity. The rebel can often be found with a generous helping of skin ink, typically making him look like the splash damage victim of an explosion at a sewage treatment plant, festooned with blueberry black, pea green, and standard brown excrement. The ink is typically shoved under the skin in a prison environment vi

Poem # 2 Tell Me What You Think
Another Poem "Fire and Brimstone" The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels i have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what iIfeel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melt from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to saw i am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.

Happy Birthday
Happy belated Birthday Grandma. You are still so much a part of my life. Every day, you live through me as I work, baking desserts, pies, cheescakes, brulee's. There was no one more special to me than you. Your word was law. If you were displeased, dammit, I changed. I remember Lasagna on Thanksgiving, Fried Chicken on Christmas, and those Christmas cookies. God, you would think that Kroger sold their entire stock. She would bake for days only keeping some for herself and mostly her guests. She gave out trays of cookies to the church, health groups, family. The greatest compliment I took from your funeral was when Junior said he felt like family when he began recieving trays of your cookies each Christmas. I should have known that last Christmas when you didn't bake, that you knew. And it would be our last together. I have tried to keep the tradition up since you have been gone, using your recipies. The fig nut pinwheel is not right, i will keep working on that. After four long years o

First Month Of Freedom
Hello Fu-Wrld this will be my on going bog about my reentery into society after serving 5 years in prison for felony poss. of a firearm, and poss. of a controlled substance.I was released frm prison on June 29,2009. From Haynesille Correctional Center located in Virginia As of this date I am still Clean and Sober, I've turned my lifearound, the first time in 25 years I am not Getting hih on one drug another! So far I have gotten my old Job back for SeaBoard Builders and working with my best friend Jaded1(Dennis), Living with him, He was kind enough to rent me a room in hi home.I have ordered my Studio Tattoo Kit so I can start tattooing again and I have made some good friends i the rooms of N/A, I feel good about where I am in my life, Ifeel good about where I m going, I haven't found a special woman yet but I am hopeful that if I stay the course and keep it, all things will come around. Today is July 24,2009 and I'll post every day or so, If you hae a lovd one doing time then please

Grok (thanks Oboreten For The Idea)
To grok (pronounced /ˈɡrɒk/) is to share the same reality or line of thinking with another physical or conceptual entity. Author Robert A. Heinlein coined the term in his best-selling 1961 book Stranger in a Strange Land. In Heinlein's view, grokking is the intermingling of intelligence that necessarily affects both the observer and the observed. From the novel: “ Grok means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us (because of our Earthly assumptions) as color means to a blind man. ” The Oxford English Dictionary defines grok as "to understand intuitively or by empathy; to establish rapport with" and "to empathize or communicate sympathetically (with); also, to experience enjoyment." Other forms of the word include "groks" (pres

Hope You're Interested!!!
AS A LOT OF YOU KNOW...I'M A GIRL WHO'S NOT AFRAID TO ASK FOR WHAT I WANT. THERE ARE THINGS THAT I WANT, AND SINCE THE NEW LEVELS HAVE OPENED, THINGS AREN'T THE SAME. PEOPLE DON'T GIVE THINGS OUT AS FREELY AS THEY USED TO. I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOME DEALS FOR THE THINGS I WANT. LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE INTERESTED...HERE'S A LIST OF THINGS I WANT AND WHAT I'M WILLING TO GIVE FOR THEM: 1 CREDIT BLINGS-OR-1 DAY BLAST- 50K 1 SFW SALUTE 3 CREDIT BLINGS-OR-6 CRED BLING PACK-OR-3 DAY BLAST- 150K 2 SFW SALUTES 1 PIMPOUT 5 CREDIT BLINGS-OR-TICKER-OR-7 DAY BLAST- 300K 3 SFW SALUTES

To Do List
You have been looking for a woman like me, a woman who can give you what you so desperately want. I understand you’re overwhelming desire to submit, the need to be disciplined by a strong woman and most importantly your willingness to put my needs above your own at all times. What kind of man would thrill at being the toy of a woman, feeling her strength, relishing any humiliation she chooses to give him? A man like YOU that’s who! Get ready to worship me by emailing me a list of things you will do for me. Mistress Morgan Le Fay1 888 430-2010MistressMorganlefay@yahoo.com

Another Long Periond Of Astinence
I don’t believe this. I never thought this could happen again, or at least till I was in my fifties. Some of you may be wondering why I am even bringing this up in the first place, I don’t know, bored, get it off my chest. I don’t really expect sympathy or pity over this, so bear with me. The reason I am talking is that in the next month or so, I will have completed my second time since becoming sexually active that I have went without sex for two years. Now, I will have to say it was more by choice than of something that was forced upon. For one, my situation for the past year or so was not very good and a relationship was the last thing on my mind to have, because I tend to want to have money first before having a relationship, mainly to me that is the whole idea. Of course, I do know some of my friends that do tend to jump first into whatever they get their hands on and worry about money second, if they do worry about money. Obviously, the relationship ten

Bay And Dom Getting Fu-hitched Tomorrow! Be There!!!
FRIDAY NIGHT IN ANARCHY RADIO! MY BIG BROTHER AND BIG SISTER OF ANARCHY RADIO GETTING FU-MARRIED!!! BAYS BIRTHDAY IS GONNA BE A BASH TO BE REMEMBERED!!! ITS A BIG EVENT AND WE NEED ALL OF OUR FRIENDS THERE TO JOIN IN ON THE FESTIVITIES!!!!!!!!!! SO BE THERE!!!!!!! KICK ASS TUNES, GREAT FRIENDS, and A MFKN FU-MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!! BEST WISHES TO BAY AND DOM! LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSS!!!! FRIDAY NIGHT! MIDNIGHT CENTRAL TIME! IF YOU NEED ANY OTHER DETAILS HIT ME UPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

Interesting Fact Or Fiction
I just found out that my ex is leaving town and had the balls to tell everyone that he screwed over. What had happen will stay in the past and he will give back everyones stuff including mine. True or false either way their is only one person that he has not faced. And if you guess me your right.

One Of The Worst Things Ive Heard Lately
so i was just watching the news about this 8 year old girl that got gang raped in a shed by 4 kids ages 9-14, the girls mother blames her for getting raped when the kids just grabbed her and raped her...granted they were all friends but still what the fuck this bitch thinks that her 8 year old daughter deserved to get raped, man i wanna punch her... i dont care what she might of done or what but noone deserves to get raped. tell me how would anyone else feel if i t was their daughter in that situation(god forbid), u would be pissed and want justice i know i would..not blame her for getting raped...shes 8 YEARS OLD FOR GODS SAKE COME ON...she prob doesnt even know what the word rape means

Long Walk
Long Walk In this long walk called life.I walk alone. With no one to hold.My lifeless body with no one To comfort me when I cry, withNo one to give me a reason toLive. I stagger and, fall downAnd I have no one to catch me.How can I go on like this?In this black abyss so coldAnd empty I shiver with lonelynessAnd fearof dying alone. I knowI can't go on like this, but IMust I know I have to. Its theOnly way to be what I haveTo be. But I do not know What exactly that is.I might find outLater on inThe long walk of life. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

Promise
Promise So many promises made.You broke every one of them.Secret words unspoken.My heart you have broken.My soul ripped apart.Alone in my life you have created.From all the messed up places in your mind.The real me only you can find.Your the one who took me away.So here I must stay.In my own miserable world until I get old.So cold but I cannot feel.Is this even real?Promise me everything will be alrightwhen I wake up... Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

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I would love to share my hottest dream last nite. It was 4 of us gals at the mall after swimming and tanning and we spend all evening shopping an hit the ladies room. We did much more than use the services, but its too naughty to posthere. Wanna hear how it went down join me on my ifriends site.

Pretend
Pretend I smile till it hurtsCan't you see my pretty teeth?See my big green eyesHow they glisten with fearMy fists are clenched in determination..Or is it fear?but thats okayBecause see how I laughAnd see how I smileWith tears gliding down my cheeksPlease dont see my painBecause its not really thereAren't I a great actress?You are to, you know...Because you pretend you care. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

Farewell
Farewell Farewell worldfarewell daughterfarewell till my eternal slaughterday to day living has driven me insanefinding the courage to not drive this spike into my braini hate this life, consistantly filled with strifestruggling to not lose my mindi hate myself always wanted to be thinno one ever beheld what i had withinnever seeing the beauty they say that god has givenfarewell worldfarewell daughteri welcome my eternal slaughterisolated by my belovedseemingly death i have devotedmy decaying body soon found bloatedsaddened with every effort wastedtrue happiness i have never tasted pricking my finger on this thornwishing that i was never bornfarewell worldfarewell daughterthe abyss swallows me as i step into my eternal slaughter Jennifer Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Wilkes

My New Ink
this will be my first tattoo....unfortunately i have to keep it covered because of work......pissants wont allow tats to show...i wear short sleeved shirts and cant have it below elbow length......help me please....and i dont want it where i cant see it

My Life According To Buckcherry
My Life According to BuckcherryUsing only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "My life according to (band name)."Are you a male or female?A child called "it"Describe yourself:crazy bitchHow do you feel:Dont go awayDescribe where you currently live:next to youIf you could go anywhere, where would you go:BrooklynYour favorite form of transportation:carouselYour best friend is:too drunk to f#$kWhat's the weather like:SunshineFavorite time of day:EverythingIf your life was a TV show, what would it be called:imminent bail outWhat is life to you:Out of lineYour fear:every thingWhat is the best advice you have to give:SorryThought for the Day:Talk to MeHow I would like to die:With out youMy soul's present condition:tired of youMy motto:Dreams

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searching for answers but notseeing shit cutting through myburdens over and over again putthese beautiful people six feetunderground I walk their roadsspill blood through their streets Ihate every one and every fuckingthing this is my war

My Bestest Friend
For My Bestest Friend Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe This thing that we share Especially when there's nothing else That ever could compare Others always know That together we will be For there can never be another "Tani and Kerrie" Those two words, known all over Might as well be one Cause without a Trish, there is no Lorie I'm sorry, it just can't be done For you're the "U", and I'm the "S" And forever that will be Cause together we make "US", and so you complete me and YOUR MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!

Breakdown. A Rant Blog.
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Breakdown. A Rant Blog.
..well, well, well….where to start? …The “fake” from the last blog was something totally unexpected and beyond the realm of anything that I thought it was when I posted it. For starters, just like scam girl and friends Sultry1, there was at one point, or there is, or may have been, the real girl associated with that profile. However her salutes clearly were photoshopped, badly. I guess the pigtails, plaid tie laying between her tits were enough to distract people from the obvious, like the fact her fingernails were blurred into the image portion of the “salutes” which was clearly badly made. The cowards got one deleted from Tinypic, but the are safe in my “Faker Crap” folder. Sure I had those that said she was real, and this and that, even people that claimed to have known her in real life. But at the end of the day, for everyone one of those stories there were at least five other members that said she was a total money-grabbing con, with the pro

Poems
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries

My Own Space
everything has a point or a reason my mind is the samewhat you think is insane is actually in reality pretty sanelet you pick apart my brain and try to draw your own conclusionstry to paint between the lines of the patterns of my thoughts wildest illusionsa delusional wreckage of good and bad thoughts crashing togetherits a beautiful disaster that makes me one of a kind, my own mastermastermind ideas that go over your head 40 times before you say ''oh i get it''you thought i was aimless when i really knew exactly where i was headedi was crazy heading for the clouds the stars and the moon toosat on the moon just waiting for some aliens to pass throughprobably the only things in the universe that wouldn't think that im crazyhow can i get judgment from things that do anal probes on the dailygotta be kidding me, just let me rest my head while i have this chancefeet dangling in a crater, head on a star, as i give earth a distant glanceasking myself if i would go back there if somehow i coul

From The Beauty Series
"My only hope is for a deep love, a loss of myself to someone, not merely a loss amid all that strives to break me down and remake me. But a loss to someone who is sublimely good at mastering. Someone who might somehow, in the blaze of my suffering, see the depth of submission and love me also..."

Fuck That !!
what'z up nigga? im jus toleratein a bunch of niggaz motherfuckerz plotin on a nigga their a fuckin bitch nigga! make sure you bring it Pac Hey yo Pac ! do that shit westside style! an make sure you bring that real shit ! HEY YO PAC!! You heard it wrong nigga, there ain't nothing sweetabout my techniQueI have you checkin for my breathless quotes! I wrote deadlyMy history so thoroughly involves destructiOnniggaz left with their ass bleeding lyrical fuckingopen upFirst to bust! let me see your heartTurn the lights down because I might clown in the darkWhen I Check in the heartz of Men what do we find??Niggaz watching for my pockets planning plots on mineAm I Blind? Let My Rhymes speak!For Me In History a Legend You cant find meDon Makaveli bitch*! bow down to deathrowFuck What You Say! We Are UntouchableNow that we done shook Dr. dreHe aint made a beat in 6 yearsswear he's the shitwon't get no record sales sucking on Nas's dickLet Me get my preach on niggadrop the beat I get my freak ont

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger
Risin' up, back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive So many times, it happens too fast You change your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive Chorus: It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight Risin' up to the challenge of our rival And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger Face to face, out in the heat Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry They stack the odds 'til we take to the street For we kill with the skill to survive chorus Risin' up, straight to the top Have the guts, got the glory Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop Just a man and his will to survive chorus The eye of the tiger (repeats out)...

Last Night On Fu For Awhile
Ok, just to let you all Know, my friends and family, this will be my last night on here for about 2 weeks, changing a few things and it is going to take about that long to get things straight. I will be back some time or another, Hoping I dont go another year coz I have come to grow fond for a few of you. Love and all that stuff ~~~~~

Take Time To Have Fun
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine.I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >>From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible.How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you?How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television?I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour? She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain.' And my personal favorite: 'It's Monday.' She died

What's The Point?
So here I am yet again back on fubar...I don't know what keeps bringing me back here it must be some warped addiction or a need for strangers approval maybe?I guess we all need and want that approval even from strangers.My having no name seems to be quite the topic for some here,I have had some good suggestions and of course the obvious perverted disgusting suggestions.The thing is that I kind of like the anonymous me I don't think I could pull off one of those sex kitten names or a sickly sweet one so I shall remain nameless. A friend here also pointed out that I have gotten some nice gifts and yes that is true but I do wonder what people think when they see my bling...I don't point whore nor do I beg for anything I make friends by being me and nothing more.I don't know if anyone reads these things or even care what anyone here has to say.This is fubar after all and it's all about the points and levels to most.I actually enjoy some of the people I have talked with here I would rather

For The One Who Has My Heart
I want to look deep in your eyes.I want see there what I feel inside.We share something between us,Neither one of us can hide.I want to feel your lips touch mine,I want loose all my control,To know all it took was a look and a kiss,To know you were part of my soul.I want see your hands on my skin,I want and need you to do more,To have you give me that passionate lookWill tell me heaven is in store.I want to feel your need against my thigh,I want know you will fulfill every wish,.I think we were made to fit together,And all it take is a look and a kiss.I want to look deep in your eyes,And I see heaven there inside,You make me feel so beautiful,What I feel for you I cannot hide Baby, you are truely a amazing man, yo have captivated my heart. You are so sweet and kind and so many other things. You intrigue me and inspire me in more ways than one......