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i love technology and i love my family but if u put them together it's like fruitcake fruit is great so is cake but wtf is up with fruitcake anyway i just got in a big fight with my dad b/c his new t.v. is sencitive to wat he's watching and will change the picture size depending on wat he's watching and he's a channel surfer so it changes alot and b/c i'm the only other person in the room and he's a moron i must be magicaly changing the screen size so i get yelled at b/c he dosen't understand his new t.v. anyway just another random thought no real point but doing this beat punching a wall or even worse me dad so i guess i'ma head home back into the dark ages of no internet but i'll be back on monday maybe depends on if another fruitcake in the family figured out that her router has an on switch and isn't powerd by magic ight peace
Help Me Get Implants!!!
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Going Directly To Jail
World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist to Tackle “Death Row” Condemned Cell at Historic Quebec Prison.   For immediate release.   Ontario escape artist Steve Santini, officially named, “The World’s Most Extreme Escape Artist” by the legendary Ripley’s Believe it or Not!, will put his skills to the ultimate test on July 24th when he tries to free himself from the death row condemned cell at the Old Prison of Trois Rivieres, Quebec.   At 9:00 AM on the morning of July 24th Santini will be searched by members of the media and prison staff to ensure he has no tools, keys, or lock picks to aid him in his escape and he will then be manacled and chained with over 20 lbs of shackles, handcuffs, and fetters and locked into the “Death Cell” at the historic prison.   “En Prison”, built in 1822, is the second oldest historic prison in Canada and was the site of 8 hangings. The first took place in 1854 and the last in 1934. Toda
I'm in a horrible mood. I woke up being screamed at because I fell asleep on the couch, watching television last night. My back was killing me so I decided to lay down with my back against the back of the couch. It must have felt really good because the next thing I remember I'm being screamed at because of some new rule about this new couch. No one is allowed to even fucking lay down on it to rest. So help me God if I see either one of them stretched out on it, I will go off on them. I then decided that before I really do anything today that I want a cup of coffee. I get up and go make a fresh pot and while I'm waiting for it to cool down a little I get my laptop and start to check my emails and mess around on here. You know, my morning ritual. Before I can even start drinking my coffee, I'm asked if I ever do anything besides get on my laptop. WTF? I'm never on this thing unless there is nothing to do, which lately seems to be a lot. But honestly, I work 5 days a week, my boys are h
Treating A Sunburn
Home Remedies for Sunburn When and How to Treat Sunburn at Home © Joy Butler Jul 28, 2007 Sunburn causes premature wrinkling and greater risk of cancer but home remedies can provide pain relief for mild cases at home.   Summer sunshine and playing outdoors go together but if we don’t follow certain guidelines, we can pay the price with painful sunburn. The pain of sunburn may last up to a week but will be worst between six and forty-eight hours of sun exposure. Injured layers of skin will peel away in three to ten days but the damage will remain. Dermatologists tell us that prolonged exposure to sunlight breaks down the tissue structure of the skin. Cells shrivel and die, dilated blood vessels may leak fluid, and DNA sequences are damaged, predisposing the skin to cancer. Just one severe sunburn can double your chances of malignant melanoma later in life, not to mention greater wrinkling at a premature age. . With that in mind, the best sunburn treatment is preventio
Auction Cherry Bomb Or Auto 11
I am auctioning a auto 11 or a cherry bomb...starting bid 10 mil...good luck! Ends today at 8pm!!!!!!!!! Sunday!
So Small
Yeah, Yeah What you got if you ain't got love the kind that you just want to give away its okay to open up go ahead and let the light shine through I know it's hard on a rainy day you want to shut the world out and just be left alone but don't run out on your faith 'cause sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands when you figure out love is all that matters after all it sure makes everything else seem so small it's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time it's like a river thats so wide it swallows you whole while you siting 'round thinking 'bout what you can't change and worrying about all the wrong things time's flying by moving so fast you better make it count 'cause you cant get it back sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand and what you've been up there searching for forever is in your hands oh when you figure out love is all
On 7/18/2009 8:32:27 PM UTC an earthquake of magnitude 5.2 and depth 7.4km has struck an highly populated area in the Ninawa Province (population: 1.8 million) in Iraq. GDACS estimates the likelihood for need of international humanitarian intervention to be medium (Orange alert). This earthquake can have a medium humanitarian impact since the affected region is highly populated and has low resilience for natural disasters. The earthquake 58km from the city of Al Mawsil. The nearest populated places are Kabaruk (7km), Tall 'Azbah (12km), 'Ali Awah (14km), Sultan 'Abd Allah (6km), Shu'ayrat (11km), Al 'Adiah (20km). It is a mountainous region with a maximum altitude of 1291 m.
Its hard to run from a feeling that haunts you every now and then, painful to tell your heart that you don't need it to keep on pretending that you are better off alone when in fact you feel so empty. But why take chances if you see no hope? why try if theres nothing to win for? Sometimes it pays to wait, never hurry. Let infatuation die a natural death and give birth to true LOVE when its time...
When you love never stick only to what your heart feels.. Remember that sometimes using your brain is a necessity.. Next.. never use your eyes to cry for the person who hurt you.. Instead, use it to search for the right one.. Lastly, dont be scared breaking up.. Keeping a relationship without love is just a waste of time.. Take Note.. Love the one who will fight for and bravely face each and everyone consequence.. Someone whom you can call MINE rather than IDEAL..  
I am gonna be on Vacation for the next 5 days. So I wont be on Fubar to get my friends drinks or rates while I am gone. But when I come back I will have lots and lots of new pics to show everyone!  Lots Of Love ~*~MysticLadyWolf~*~  
How To Fight Drug Addiction
Annihilate all junkies. Just wipe them out from the cities, and make compost out of the bodies.  
Salisbury Nc Anime
Hello. Back in Dec 15 2003 . I help start anime group in Salisbury NC. If you like see NC Rowan County Anime Group web site please check out this web site;                             
Listen close! Only in a world this sick do we thrive for the power of anonymity. Where it is no longer safe for a Christian to pray to his God. A Muslim to worship on his Holy days or a Jew to go to his temple. This is my declaration. May every child in this great nation of hypocricy rise above democracy to burn every church to the motherfuckin' ground. May every democracy of hypocricy built on mediocrity burn like ashes in the wind of a concentration camp. Bill Cooper died in vain. Phillip Schneider died in vain. They lay slain encased in glasses of memories soon forgotten. Not by me but by the peripheral visions of the blind Americans lost in this sea of excess. This is our world. The enlightened ones looking up to me to finance, to go bankrupt at a moments notice. Fuck a gallon of oil! This is food for thought that will soon be devoured by the bellies of 2012 hungry Mayan children. This is our Hell, the Cenobites are a metaphor for the beauty of the most grotesque things imaginable
My Heart Goes Out To...
My heart is especially going out to US soldier in Afghanistan. POW Pfc. Bowe R. Bergdahl, 23, of Ketchum, Idaho. You are in my prayers and I am thinking of you and praying for your safe release back into United States hands. You will not be forgotten. I also want to add that my heart and prayers go out to all of our troops and you are loved with so much affection. I pray everyday for your safe returns and am so thankful for what you do. You are all not forgotten!! *Hugs & Kisses to all*
Pfc Bakie Reporting For Duty!
Ah, I just had to do that.  It almost has a good ring to it, if you think closely enough.  Anyways, I wanted to share more about my recent signing up into the Armed Forces, which for me I’m going into the Army.  You won’t believe how I’ve felt going into the military, I have this renewed, refreshing  taste in life again, which is something I haven’t felt in quite some time.  Especially now, ever since getting laid off  last year and since trying to look for a crappy job which has been more like pulling teeth  than anything else, I need some light to shed on me.  I have this sense of pride in me now, being that I am going to have a chance to serve my country.  Now, for some of you that don’t really know the extent of my background, I’ll give you a briefing of it:  I have always supported the military and our troops since I was a little kid.  In fact, I have been into military history since as far as I can remember.  I have always wanted to join the mi
Donny Buford Wanted On Drug Charges??
I Love You
Girl Facts: When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up
I Have A Slight Problem
Okay so this might take a while to write. I'm not a good typist normally and being partially blind doesn't help matters any. I just wanted to let any of you that care know what's going on with me. I went in for eye surgery to relieve the pressure in my eyes on Friday. The day before my blood sugar spiked to 390 and that afternoon I started having a strange problem with my left eye. I black spot fromed in the corner that extended to the middle of the iris. It lasted probably close to 30 minutes and afterward there was a dark shadow over my entire left eye and I'd lost my peripheral vision. After contacting my eye doc he made me an apt. with a specialist the following morning. So Friday morning off to Total Eye Care I went. I spent the biggest part of the day being poked and prodded by Dr. McLourin. He did a series of test including a visual field test. He determined that the cause of the black spot and the shadow was an optical migraine most likley caused from the blood sugar spike a
Tranquil Form.........
… forma tranquilo.. dadme el silencio.. el agua, la esperanza.. dadme la lucha.. el hierro los volacanes.. acudid a mis venas y a mi boca.. hablad por mi palabras y mi sangre.. yo presigo una forma que no encuentra mi estilo, forma tranquilo..  …tranquil form.. give me silence.. water, hope.. give me struggle.. iron, volcanoes.. come into my veins and into my mouth.. speak through my words and my blood, tranquil form… .. . . .. …no quiere mas la silaba tardia, lo que trae y retrae el arrecife de mis recuerdos, la irritada espuma..  No quiere mas sino escribir tu nombre… Y Aunque lo calle mi sombrio amor mas tarde lo dira la primavera… .. .   . .. …the world, it nolonger wants the slow-spoken syllable.. what the reef brings, brings back, from my memories, the churned foam..
Tranquil Form......
Hoy, ayer y manana se comen caminando, consumimos un dia como una vaca ardiente.. forma tranquilo, sin esa luz que llevas en la mano que tal vez otros no veran dorada.. que tal vez nadie supo que crecia.. sin que seas, en fin, sin que vivieras.. a conocer mi vida.. por forma tranquilo sere, seras, seremos.. forma tranquilo…   …today, yesterday, and tomorrow pass.. swallowed up, consumed in one day like a burning calf.. tranquil form, without light you carry in your hand, golden.. which maybe others will not see, which maybe no one knew was growing.. in short, without your presence, without your coming.. to know my life through tranquil form,  I will be, you will be, we will be.. tranquil form…     …aqui esta mi alma, con su extrana insatisfaccion, como los dientes del lobo, la narradora de naturaleza cruel e insumisa que nunca encuentra la palabra.. adre en las cocas un terror antigo, un profound y secreto soplo.. un acido orgulloso y sombrio que llena
Security Blankets
I think whoever came up with the idea of security blankets, have never been in a meaningful relationship. I mean when you are with someone and they still arent over their ex.. and they keep leaving you because it's "safe" and then after a few weeks of being "safe" they realize their refuge is an actual hornets nest. But they keep goin back why? because its all they know. I wish someone would explain the logic in that. To me it's not rational... Oh the irony. the one person we choose to see as the most rational, a thinker, an educated human being, seems to be blinded from that why? "because love is blind".. well, thats what they ment by "an eye for an eye makes the whole world blind?" does that mean thats what it means to be in love.. to be living by the "what ifs" in life, to forget the risks we once took because it "no longer involves just us".. well do you think anyone else in this mix (and yes im talkin about kids) should be brought up in thinking that true love is in the harsh word
...Im  just sitting here wasted!!
I Am Here To Say Hellooooo
Contagious - Trapt
I was sick of restrictions, sick of the boundariesAbout to close the doorSuch a lack of conviction, no real connectionWhat should I settle for?But you caught my attention, you built on the tensionAnd you left me wanting moreNow I don't know what to do with myself, do with myselfI don't want nobody else I let you in, I let you in, and you infected meCan't get enough of you, can't get enough of youI breathed you in, I breathed you in, and now I'm in too deepDon't think I'm pulling through, don't think I'm pulling throughCan't get enough of you, can't get enough of you You're so contagiousRunning through my veinsYou're so contagiousHolding onto every wordYou're so contagiousAnd I can't get awayYou're so contagiousAnd now I know for sure there is no cure I saw your intentions, I gave you permission,Go ahead and start the warI was out of addictions, by my own admission,Oh I've been keeping scoreBut you made an exception, you taught me a lessonWho cares where I've been before?You would ne
Stupidest Dream Ever
There I was, apparently twisted up like a  pretzel, asleep. All this muscle aching, due to sleeping posititon, and various contusions and injuries from being involved in a hit and run accident (I hit, they ran - not my fault at all) - led me to dream about cleaning. The cleaning was mundane, but the treasure I uncovered from deep inside a dusty drawer looked vastly interesting, especially as I was waking up and anxious to see if Morpheous had given me any gifts from the dreamworld. The object was a leather box, rich in color (though dusty), with an old-fashioned sort of car embossed on the outside and the words Edsel 1938. Who the heck knows what was on the inside. So then I fully woke up  - enough to realize that absolutely no cleaning has been done, but I was bending my left knee at  a 96 degree angle or something really weird. But OH, I was sure the leather box would be a miraculous thing to have remembered - a 1938 Edsel. Time to google: Well, it may not be as lame (PUN ALERT!
2 Fu Djs
ok fu djs im goin 2 be sellin mixes if u havent heard em yet plz hit me up if u have my yim or plz add me @ troy_durham2000 my prices will very on how long the mix so plz hit me up if u are interested on hearin my mix or u want me 2 make u one and also if u want  some of ur own taste of music send me a list on song titles or artist
Forever Bleeding (for A Friend)
If you must forever bleed. Bleed in my arms. I will hold you up till your dying breath..I found you in this state..begging you to come back from this hell...take your life and i will hold it in my hand...breathing for you as you lift back are never alone...i will hold you up as you are forever bleeding..never let have me now
True Love
Late at night youare all I can think about. The pain I feel when I cannot talk to you. The fact that I miss you more and more with each passing moment. After such a short time of talking to you. The way I feel about you. The way my heart pounds when I hear you laugh.The true mate to my soul. If you can make my walls crumble after such a short time. But know my love is til the end of time. To the keeper of my heart, I love you, I think the good lord that I have found you.
Fake Intent Lies And Games ! Why Why Why !!!????
So here i am sittin and thinkin to myself once again , why is it that grown Ppl have to play games lie and have fake intents with the opposite sex to get what and where they want ??? I can only speak from my experience , and i dont see why most men have to lie to a woman or act like they want somethin so serious , while they already have a wife or a girlfriend ?? Why not being honest about things and make sure no feelings will b hurt ? Come on Ppl to b honest is a lot of men and women out there that just want to have fun and nothin serious . So why waste other Ppl time that really have the Intent of settlin down and have a family??? Why tell em u love em , u my heart and my soulmate if thats not really what u feel for them ? Just to get sex??? I believe in karma and it always comes back at u 3 times worse . Dont u think ??? Also dont u think u can save urself a lot of Drama if u just b up front with a person ? No feelings attached saves u so much headaches and heartache for the oppos
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Sweet pain. Something that helps me realize that I am alive. The pain of missing a part of your heart. The pain of a love that could never be. The pain of a broken heart that will never mend. They say that pain is just a weakness leaving the body. So if pain helps my world go round. Then bring on the pain.
Roll Call
It's Roll Call time again please go thru your list and rate all Llama Levelers or leave a comment on there page as well as in the comment section of this blog.     Thanks, Dave (Founder)
Leveling Blog #483
  $safe_uid_dname@ fubar       100k to level he's one of our own!!  
Read And Heed
      What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here
There will be a New Up-Date soon. Keep checking the site out. Let your thoughts about the site be known  on the guest book. chat with you guys later. Acid love, Toxik Poison
After having a right old stand up fight in the mumms it seems that the witch i married is seeing fit to start divorce proceedings.
Covert Desire
  Covert Desire It is notsoft whisperstimid caressesor gentle couplingsfor which I longMy covert desireis not bound bytaboos or inhibitions It is dictated by aprimeval hungerraw and savageYou take me pushing my face to the floordominating mepulling my hair spanking me our bodies colliding primitive and instinctivehard urgent thrusting deep and throbbingunrestrainedlike a fervid stormyou give me your thunder    
My Love For You....
My Love For You... There are no wordsto express what Ifeel for you. There are no songsas beautiful as the musicthat fills my soulwhen I hear your voice. There are no rosesas lovely as your smile. There are no daysbrighter than the daysI spend with you. Nothing moves melike you do. You're my lightin the darkness...And there could never bewords strong enoughto express my love for you.    
Come Bid On Me At Momma Dukez Summer Time Big Auction    please bid on me  at momma's auction .bid high i make a great fuslave!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tranquil Poeticas.....
…para que sirvern los verso si no es para esa noche en que un punal amargo nos averigua, para ese dia, para ese crepusculo.. hay tantas gentes hacienda preguntas por todas partes.. tu ves el mundo, las calles, el vinagre.. cuando el humo levanta sus ruedas decisivas hacia donde no hay nada sino algunas separaciones, piedras, forma tranquilo… …what are verses for if not for the night in which a bitter dagger finds us out, for that day, for that dusk.. there are so many people asking questions everywhere.. you see the world, the streets, the vinegar.. when the smoke lifts its decisive wheels toward where there is nothing but some separations, storm, tranquil form….   Otros ojos veran la primavera.. nadie de los que ataron esta hora, de los que conversaron con el humo.. se iran los crueles dioses con anteojos, y cuando este recien lavado el mundo.. nacereran otros ojos en el agua, otros ojos veran la primavera.. .     …other eyes will see the sprin
I sometimes find I'm driftingThrough this life without effect;I often wonder if I'm trulyWorth what I've been blessed.I search through days that have been hard,To try to understand,The many trials that I have known,The life that I have had.You see me in my daily grind,So confident and strong;Yet when I am alone, I questionJust where I belong.I often try too hard I find,To analyze and guess,To scrutinize, investigateMy life I will confess.For somewhere deeper, there must beSome meaning to this life,Some way to make a difference,Give a reason for this strife.Is there some hidden meaning?Some agenda to be found?A greater purpose waitingIf I care to hang around?It teases and it taunts me,Always slightly out of sight;A hazy vision out of reach,Where darkness hides the light.I struggle to bring clarityTo what awaits me there,And yet this weak illusionAlways fades before my stare.It seems the harder that I try,To focus through the haze,Just serves to add more questions,Through my endless, tir
Tranquil Poeticas....
    …creci, creci para ti.. implora a tus manos su golpe de gracia.. flori cortame flui para ti forma tranquilo.. bebeme, el cristal envidia lo claro de mi manantial.. alas dip por ti, forma tranquilo.. cazame, falena rodeo tu llama impaciencia llena.. sangre del costado, manare.. ?que broche mas bello, que joya mas grata.. que por ti una llaga escarlata? Me versa reir, viendome sufrir.. forma tranquilo…     …I grew, I grew for you.. begs from your hands the final cup de grace.. I bloomed for you tranquil form.. drink me, even crystal envies the clarity of my spring.. I grew wings for you, tranquil form.. hunt me filled with impatience, I circle your flame.. blood from my side, I will bleed.. what brooch is more beautiful, what jewel finer than this wound going crimson for you.. you’ll watch me laugh, see me suffer.. tranquil form…   …hay silencio en los muros, hay sombres alli para que continue el diente en la mandibula y un labio frente
Winters Road
I cannot speak for all who stem'Long roads less traveled as their way,Nor question choices made by themIn days long past or nights long dimby words they spoke and did not say.Each road is long, though short it seems,And credence gives each road a nameOf fantasies sun-drenched in beamsOr choices turned to darkened dreams,To where each road wends just the same.From North to South, then back again,I followed birds like all the restEscaping nature's snowy denOn roads I've seen and places been,Forsaking roads that traveled West.This journey grows now to its end,As road reflections lined in chromeGive way to roads with greater bendAnd empty signs that still pretendThey point the way to home sweet home.But all roads lead to where we goAnd where we go is where we've been,So home is just a word we know,That space in time most aproposFor where we want to be again.For even home, it seems to me,Is still a choice we all must faceFrom day to day and endlessly,To choose if home is going to beAnother
My 2nd Auction--own Me While Still Can--undies Included For Addtl. Fu-buckz Or Cash me while U still can!!!! !!!!!!!! And the "RED" sexxxy underpants are not around anymore. My BLUE ones are. (Pic included) . For additional buckz or cash. Thank you Mwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
On a couple of occasions fubar members get in a serious conversation with each other. Something is said and the response is blocked by the other party. That's in poor taste.
Auction Ends On The 31st So Please Come Bid On These Fubar Hotties Now!!!
THE HOTTIES OF FUBAR AUCTION HAS STARTED... PLEASE PLACE YOUR BID!!! IF YOU STILL WANT IN IT... HERES WHAT YOU DO: 1. Send C51 Art Girl the picture of yourself that you want in the auction along with 15K in FuBucks and what your offering! 2. Auctions Starts on Jul. 1st at 12pm Fu Time and ends Jul. 31st at Midnight Fu time! HOTTIES UP FOR AUCTION: (CLICK ON PIC TO BID!!!) 5 Sxy Chik SLC Dorks R Us Firefly TKD: Broken The Rev. Jester: Bronco: Dr Munchies Mizz DGAF Rene the Green Lantern Pimp
‘socks For Soldiers’ Drive To Benefit Troops In Afghanistan
MONONGAH — Some children in the town are helping American soldiers in Afghanistan put their best foot forward.Literally.This week, the First United Methodist Church Day Care Center in Monongah will hold a “Socks for Soldiers” drive to collect socks for troops serving in Afghanistan.The event is the brainchild of co-directors Kelly Streyle and Lori Barrett. Streyle’s son, Karl, joined the Army last year. In early June, he was deployed to Afghanistan.Streyle said her son is in a very remote outpost in the Korengal Valley, Afghanistan. Streyle said mail service to the outpost is sketchy because near constant fire means its difficult to land helicopters there
Summer Sigh
hothothot HOT!it's notcoldespecially without air conditioningin the summerhot gets old
To Respect Her Wishes
i hang my headi hung myself in my headour love is deadi leave flowerseveryday saying those words unsaidin a dreamafraid of acting on my desirebecause i accepted what you meanthat you will always love mebut we will always be friendsthis kind of friendswho never talk and never spendtime or cross each other's pathis a lieso indicate this will come to pass?i cryas if everyday someone i loved diedor tortured and left in darkcold and naked....i wish i could get over you.
This Feeling That Burns
am i smoldering ashor am i flickering flameconsumed by loveor longing to regaindestroyed and ruinedor a vestige of warmtheither way i know i'm hotwith loveyet do not know for what i'm worth
From A Mans Perspective
so after much debate, i have decided to air out once again; thanks to MY ex wife. no insult to anyone is intended..just read and consider.  I have tried to be the father my 2 boys need even though divorced, it sure hasnt been easy. They needed their dad around and I chose...repeat..chose to stay and be as much a part of their lives as possible. This in itself blew everyones mind into the weeds, they had counted on me to disappear after the divorce, at one point an attempt was made to buy my parental rights from me...and the sum was large. No success there so next came a CPS investigation which exonerated me of any wrong doing..."this investigation should never had happened, you did nothing wrong." CPS quote...not mine...getting the picture yet?   While serving probation on a bad check charge>>the check was for tools to use at a new job....remember there is child support to pay...i asked to have my probation extended in order to pay both the probation fees and the child support. The off
The Freedom Of Loneliness
i dont want this type of freedom if i'm going to be this lonesomei'd rather be poor in privacy than rich in a solitary kingdomholding court and christening entitlements upon only myselfbowing to the mirror, knighting my ego as if i were someone elsethis freedom people fight for, this indivdualitythis give me a law, give me the pedastal for the world to celebrate mei have no use for it, never, this freedom never filled my cupbeing sole authority over majority, never brought my spirits upanyone i'll swap anyone my freedom for days of holding another's handlearning, loving, listening, risking my solitude if they too tried to understandthen i can read about the person who took my placeabout how they drank from my cup of freedom and vomit its individual pissy taste.
Ultra-liberal Extensionalism
if i dont believe in anything at alldoes that make me cooler than you?
My Grave
I fell in love and chose to leave in search of a better me. It took some time for me to find that the life I left behind was the key to complete that piece that made me feel empty. But in the time that I had gone the one I loved had moved on. I fell in love but I was blind to what I had before my eye. But now I see that what I need is the love she gave to me. If my life I could rewind, I'd go back to that first line. But I cannot change the course of time, I dug this grave and in it I'll lie.
Tranquil Poeticas....
… en un desfallenciente desvario tu rostro apoyas en el pecho mio.. y sientes resbalar sobre tu frente una lagrima ardiente… me clavas tus pupilas sonadoras y tiernamente me preguntas, camino del silencio se ha ido.. va delante de mi.. forma tranquilo…   … on a faint whim you lean your face against my chest, and feel a burning tear trickle down your forehead.. and tenderly you ask, he has gone the silent road.. he has gone before me.. tranquil form       …que me busca en su mano, dia y noche.. encontrandome, a cada minuto.. en su calzado.. se el dia, pero el sol se ma ha escape.. el mundo se detiene a medio camino, las lagrimas al abrigo del viento que va a soplar.. porque tiene derecho a la vida.. tranquil form…   … who looks at me in her hand day and night, finding me, every minute in your shoes.. I know the day but the sun has escaped me.. the world stops in the middle of its course, the tears in the shelter of winds soon to b
Fish Day
Tday was a long day as it was Fish Day in Port Washington. For those that don't know Fish Day is the worlds largest outdoor fish fry. It starts out with a parade and then there is the arts and crafts and a vintage car show all kinds of music stages with live acts. This Year we had Molly Hatchet play the main stage and theres also rides for the children and to close out Fish Day the city of Port has a fireworks display down by the harbor. 
Ap Sources: Taliban Video Shows Captive Us Soldier
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Cecilia, Continues
She flew to her laptop and hit "last" a site called "Honeysfordoms' popped up. She was intrigued, and began searching..soon, she found herself setting a profile up..still wet...she entered her email and it said "another account is registered w/this email address..forget your password?" she followed the steps and saw a picture of her she'd never seen before..taken the night the same lavender panties and bra she had awoken in. The ad was informative, incisive,and dam true. She had said she was looking for a Dominant w/a Iq as big as the necessary ego for a True dominant to have. She perused the rest of her ad and was impressed w/the skins and the "bling" she'd equipped her profile with. Even the music she'd loaded into the player was on point...She did good work absolutely "Marine Drunk" as her Father used to put it. She missed that man.A cross of the Great Santini w/out the abuse and Alton Brown from "Good eats" on that dam cable channel about Anyhow...a box popp
Busy Sat. Night, Just Got Home From Work
been working for a convience store for a few weeks now, its not great but it is paying the bills.
Can You See The Frog?
Outa My Mind
ight first public blog here i go gonna warn u not really careing about spelling or grammer so if u care bite me anyway i'm just bored and thought i'd type to kinda set my mind a lil at ease so i don't go crazy anyway wat to type i guess i could type about my thoughts on shit but .......i'm to lazy to think of a topic if u think of one lemmie kno any way all i'm doing is watchin the third jarrassic park movie (first was the best) at the rents house (b/c they have a sweet t.v. and satellite) um. lost my train of thought oh well fuck it i'm drawin a blank so i guess that's it for now but i'm gonna do this again so comment's good and bad are welcome i feel like i should have something i say at the end of evey blog but i got nothin right now so another thing for ppl to comment on ight l8er
You'd think with my history swallowing pills would be a little easier.Everything from my right thumb to the base of my skull is twistedas I fix another cheap virgin to wash down the soapy flavor of painkiller and stabilizer.It's been almost 6 years and all that's come back is my swing.Everything else, I'm kinda afraid of.I'd tell you a happy story, or an inane one.I'd ramble about strategy, lovers, justice and philosophy.Maybe even cooking.But my heart's just not it in right now.When my arm hurtsit doesn't effect my moodmy mood hurts, and my arm hurts as a diversion.and as a bonus frustration.I want to quit ffxi, get a job, pay my bills, and maybejust maybemeet someone I can give two shakes of my dick about.And not worrying about itisn't as simple as cracking your knuckles, or watching your favorite movie.My arm hurts, and you haven't been given the privelege of the emptiness that comes with that.I'm an excellent cook.I'm an outstanding poet.I'm an enthusiastic lover.And it doesn't mea
I Forgot....
Today, I was surprising my husband because our sex life is lacking. We have planned sex tuesday night, every week, with the lights off. When he came home for lunch, I was nude and waiting for him. He took one look and said, "I forgot you looked like that. Meh, I'm going back to work." FML
Cruel Eye Test
What do you do when them haterz come hating? what do you do when someone spits in your face. shakem off, and wipe it off, and keep on moving foward!! YEP
Tranquil Poeticas
…los Astros me han predicho la vision de la diosa, yen mi alma reposa la luz… como reposa el ave da la luna sobre una forma tranquilo.. yo presigo una forma que no encuentra mi estilo, de miradas polvorientas caidas al suelo o de hojas sin sonido y sepultandose.. tu guardabas la estela de luz, de seres rotos.. tenida con mirades… con tu cuerpo de numero timido.. infinito, forma tranquilo… …the stars have predicted that I will see the goddess, and the light reposes within my soul… like the bird of the moon reposing on a tranquil form.. I seek a form that my style cannot discover, of dusty glances fallen to the ground or soundless leaves burying themselves.. you kept the trail of light, of broken beings.. stained with glances, with your body of timid number.. infinite, tranquil form…  Paso entre documentos disfrutados, entre origenes, vestido como un ser original y abatido.. yo presigo una forma.. yo destruyo la rose que silba y la ansie
Club Fuck You
ok, there is a kid crying HISTERICALLY under my window for like the past 10 min. Should I yell at him to STFU? It is REALLY irritating, he is about 2 yrs old maybe.
Legitimate Question
Another Rough Night
Tonight I went to a bbq at my grandma's. Everything was going pretty much okay, family was asking about the new place I am in. What started off everything wrong is that my mom was sure to tell me that her husband had already changed the locks, wtf, almost everything I own is there besides some clothes and essentials. Damn I have only been gone since Tuesday and its not like I would ever go in there and take anything that isn't mine. She kept pushing on when I am gonna get over there and get more stuff, but does she realize that I only have certain times, and she said I have to call first to make sure she is home. Second thing that topped it off was my daughter said I could give her a ride home and she would let me borrow a pair of her flip flops. Well of course, I was ready to leave a long time ago, waiting on when she was ready and she didn't even ride with me. I know stupid but it really hurt my feelings. I really need to get a dr appt and get a different prescription, the ones I h
And It's Not So Easy...
there used to be a point in thisbut i can't seem to remember what it wasor where it went, in the nightin all this clingy darkness it leftand i'm left with the right there used to be a time, a daywhen everything worked right and well and looked kind of prettyin an odd sort of perverse kind of waybut the face has been torn offthe facade left in shambles, a broken wallof mortar and the last few bricks it was left to burn, smouldering and sparkingready to light again, at the right timewhere were you?where did you go?said you'd always stick aroundbut you're nowhere to be foundit's kind of funnyhow i could believe your talesjust the samelike all the resttried not to compareto look on the side of hopebut i've given up on hopei wish i still had your supposed idealismi wish i still had your beautiful hand to holdi wish i still had something more than this flaming shit, the bricks lost in the smokei thought i could have been something morei wish i could have been something moremore to you, more
Its Time To Stand Up For America!!!
This will get your blood boiling when you realize that all that we have faught for as Americans is about to be taken from us by our own Government!!! We need to pass this one on to every red blooded American who still believe in Freedom, and true justice. If the video does not come up on here; look at it on my main page or go to the link provided.  
Ladies Love Me
So I know all of you Fu Ladies love me Even if you find it difficult to admit. So I'm thinking that I need some sexy salutes from you beautiful chicks.  Whaddya say? =D
zomg, I forgot to mention that during my trip, there was another couple of ppl there. And we walked by, and...the chick was posing nude for pics in a main hall. I was kinda startled, but the chick was like "oh, its ok if you wanna walk by"   I was like TURN AROUND! (what I was THINKIN of course) It was hawt. She was wearing a labcoat type dress, and I could tell she was naked underneath. Score! Afterwards, we talked to her and her bf, they both were pretty cool.
5 Credit Bling Auction
5 credit bling auction under way go see the pic folder:   thanks and good luck
Hatred is blind, as well as love.  -  Oscar Wilde
Contact (does not have to be physical) with young girls by older men to encourage or restore sexual vigor.
adumbrate\AD-uhm-brayt; uh-DUHM-\ , transitive verb:1.To produce a faint image or resemblance of; to outline or sketch.2.To prefigure indistinctly; foreshadow.3.To suggest, indicate, or disclose partially.4.To cast a shadow over; to shade; to obscure.
My Day...
...totally fuckin ruled...   Soo...I am a member of an Urban Exploration group on, and today me and 3 people from the group finally got out somewhere.   We went to an abandoned Manteno mental hospital, which is like 2 hrs from me. Then we went to three abandoned houses in the middle of nowhere. The dude brought his uber fancy extra camera (he is a pro photographer on the side) for me to use, even tho I told him I'm not into takin pics. It was really nice of him, and I took about 200 pics alltogether.  It was amazing...We left at 11am, and I just got home 15 min ago.   Pics comin up
Wow Its Been That Long But Im Back
Peacey Haz Cookies!!
WOOT!!!   hehe   Ain't he sweeeeeet??!!!   Thanks hun! oh and kid is like totally all over the Harry Potter bling! If someone, ANYone would get her ANY of them, I will love you forever!!! If someone gets her the Scarf of Courage, I will will love you beyond forever!! lol She is geeKISSexy in my family!
Sweet Silver Lining
Well I'm going home Downhearted and hoping I'm close to some new beginning I know there's a reason for everything That comes and goes [Chorus] But so many people are looking to me To be strong and to fight But I'm just surviving And I may be weak but I'm not defeated And I'll keep believing In clouds with that sweet silver lining [Verse 2] Most days I try My best to put on a brave face But inside My bones are cold and my heart breaks But all the while Something's keeping me safe and alive [Chorus] But so many people are looking to me To be strong and to fight But I'm just surviving And I may be weak but I'm never defeated And I'll keep believing In clouds with that sweet silver lining And I won't give up like this I will be given strength Now that I've found it Nothing can take that away
Get Like Me
Showstopping is a word use for those who can be head turners traffic stoppers or those who can make others say damnnn. So what makes you a Truley Showstopping
"the Miracle Is This"
The miracle is this--the more we share, the more we have.
Manhattan From The Sky
Baby, Whatcha doing today, what are you doing later? I don’t know my way through a maze of gray skyscrapers But I’m willing to learn If you want me to I’ll stay just where I am But I promise just to follow when I land And you can take my word for that You are my Manhattan from the sky You look so neat and tidy when I’m way up high, But I know your streets are lined with a fine mess inside And I wanna come down and walk around your mind. Daises, Once upon an old daydream, that’s what you gave me Out on the corner of Broadway and 48th street, On a rainy afternoon Well I could start discovering your world And I would make a damn good city girl Things would start to bloom, I’m sure You are my Manhattan from the sky You look so neat and tidy when I’m way up high, But I know your streets are lined with a fine mess inside And I wanna come down and walk around your mind. I know you want me to see don’t lie to me Why you gotta go b
I realized today that I'm more than likely going to be an angry old woman. Probably to the point that even my own kids won't have anything to do with me. Why do I say that, you ask? Well, it's because I've always hated old people. Okay, maybe not all of them, just a vast majority of them. They seem to do things that annoy the crap out of me. Like repeat things over and over. And I'm not talking about childhood stories, I mean telling you to do things over and over. Even though it's only been a minute since they told you to do it the first time. I'm seriously not deaf. Or how they tell you they get a senior discount. Really? You mean I'm blind too? Or when they throw their money down on the counter and you have to pick it up with a smile on your face, acting like it doesn't bother you. Every time they do that, I want to throw their food at them. But I don't. I play nice and I'm really sweet to them. There are quite a few more things that they do that bother me, but I don't really feel
Lerpy & Friends Just Something I Wrote One Day Bored As Hell Tell Me What Ya Think
This is a story my feeble little mind has come up with its dedicated to lerpy and pookie and kana of course !!!!!!!! Lerpy the cow is a very nice cow who decides its time to get out of the pasture and take a trip to town !!! Lerpy the cow makes it into to town where he meets a nice rabbit named Pookie. Now Pookie is a very chipper rabbit that feels he needs to get out of the confines of the city. So together Lerpy and Pookie decide to go live in the great wide pasture of life!!! Lerpy and Pookie made it back to the pasture and discovered that evil midget chickens had claimed the pasture. in order for them to get the pasture back they had to take cow fu lessons from Bruce Moo!!! They go back to the pasture where the evil midget chickens were pecking around for food when Pookie went straight at a chicken and started choking it !!!! Pookie yells lerpy watch out do a spinning hoof kick!!!! So Lerpy and Pookie beat up the evil midget chickens and became known as the Chicken Chokin Cow Fu F
Labor Day
Labor Day, is an interesting holiday honoring working people by giving them a day off.  It seems to mark the end of summer, the days get shorter and the nights grow longer in turn the cooler nights will arrive soon. It sparks family values, a need for adventure. What a better place to start then the great outdoors. While some may stay around and cookout with family and friends, others want to explore there energetic passions it may be hiking, bicycling, camping, walking on the beach, all bringing them many facet's of enjoyment. What ever the choice, be thankful, and be safe. Outdoor suplies provided by
UGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and release some of my rage!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It has been sometime since I have had to go off on a tangent about something and you fuckholes probably think that I am losing my touch - but listen up.... cause the hornet's nest has been stirred and once again I have reached my breaking point on life in general. It never ceases to amaze me the amount of energy an ex-relationship will put into getting under your skin... I mean how fucking stupid can they be? They know what you are capable of and still they want to stomp on the thin ice of your patience as if to almost beg you to drown them in your rage. The stupid fuckbag who lent his sperm to the cause of creation of my children is a prime example... he always gets brave and thinks he is going to cross the line and I am going to just cower and accept defeat when what I really want to do is smash his lying, filthy, theaving, condemning, condescend
Rating 2 Fast
hey mr fu., y is it u can cb a folder and that is not considered rating 2 fast , but i and many others can rate 1 pix and we get the rating bouncer,come on now use a little common sense,as it is u have 3 million members,but the most i have ever seen online is 54,000,hellooooooooooooooooo,u mite want to rethink the rules.
King Of Pop
Michael Jackson was unquestionably the biggest pop star of the '80s, and certainly one of the most popular recording artists of all time. In his prime, Jackson was an unstoppable juggernaut, possessed of all the tools to dominate the charts seemingly at will: an instantly identifiable voice, eye-popping dance moves, stunning musical versatility, and loads of sheer star power. His 1982 blockbuster Thriller became the biggest-selling album of all time (probably his best-known accomplishment), and he was the first black artist to find stardom on MTV, breaking down innumerable boundaries both for his race and for music video as an art form. Yet as Jackson's career began, very gradually, to descend from the dizzying heights of his peak years, most of the media's attention focused on his increasingly bizarre eccentricities; he was often depicted as an arrested man-child, completely sheltered from adult reality by a life spent in show business. The snickering turned to scandal in 1993, when J
She seems dressed in all the rings Of past fatalities So fragile yet so devious She continues to see it Climatic hands that press Her temples and my chest Enter the night that she came home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) She is everything and more The solemn hypnotic My Dahlia bathed in possession She is home to me I get nervous, perverse, when I see her it's worse But the stress is astounding It's now or never she's coming home Forever Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad) Hard to say what caught my attention Fixed and crazy, Aphid attraction Carve my name in my face, to recognize Such a pheromone cult to terrorize I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me (Yeah!) (oh-oh) I'm a slave, and I am a master No restraints and, unchecked collectors I exist through my need, to self oblige She is something in me, that I despise I won't let this build
OIL The U. S. Geological Service issued a report in April ('08) that only scientists and oil men knew was coming, but man was it big.  It was a revised report ( hadn't been updated since '95) on how much oil was in this area of the western 2/3 of North Dakota ; western South Dakota ; and extreme eastern Montana... check THIS out:The Bakken is the largest domestic oil discovery since Alaska 's Prudhoe Bay, and has the potential to eliminate all American dependence on foreign oil. The Energy Information Administration (EIA) estimates it at 503 billion barrels. Even if just 10% of the oil is recoverable... at $107 a barrel, we're looking at a resource base worth more than $5.3 trillion.'When I first briefed legislators on this, you could practically see their jaws hit the floor. They had no idea.' says Terry John son, the Montana Legislature's financial analyst.'This sizable find is now the highest-producing onshore oil field found in the past 56 years.' reports, The Pittsburgh Post Gaze
This Is Just Some Stupid Sh*t
Today I have come to hate my boss. I work at a convience store owned by a Muslim. My boss is from Kenya, but he is Arabian. This man tell everyone that everyone of his employees are thieves, whether they are or aren't. He tells people that his employees do things that they didn't. He accuses his employees of everything from stealing his pencil to robbing him to the point that he has nothing. He also sexually harasses his female employees and customers. He is fat, ugly, and stinks. Last night he calls me and asks me if I could work today while he goes out of town for a while. Sure, no prob. I need the money, especially with 2 kids and school coming up. So I tell him that I will work. I get to the store at 6:00 this morning. One of his friends is supposed to be there to let me in since she had to be there for a yard sale. She didn't show up until 7. I get in the store and get to work. This man hasn't done anything since the last time I worked for him, which was over a month ago. Shelv
K, so I've listened to this one part of this song like 20 times this week, it's that damn good, to me.   2 minutes 50 to 3 minutes 04, just listen.    
He Calls To Me
He calls to me across the milesNight winds carry his whispersThey float on the breeze and through my windowsFalling gently upon my ears- Hush -I hear him now.He calls to me from the heavensGlittering stars cannot compare to the sparkle of his eyesWhen he looks at me, I am consumed by the fireI see him now.He calls to me through my dreamsDancing together in the shadows of my sleepWhere we laugh and love once againI am in his armsI feel him now.He calls to meEvery moment of every dayDistance couldn't keep us apartWhen destiny drew us togetherI'll hold him for eternityAs long as he keeps calling.
All My Life
It was not so long ago when I thought I'd never meet someone like you. Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control Believing I'd never fall. All my life I thought no one would melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold, a heart hardened by the past, protected by shields so vast. Slowly I was falling without even knowing. Only to find out too late I have no choice but to accept my fate. I could dream, I suppose forever, I could hope you could love me until I wake up to reality. I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I just have to let go. I can't hold on much longer 'cause for us there's no forever. I cangt make you love menor will I tryJust dont say you love me whenyou love someone else.
Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds ’neath moonlit skies,Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?Below the branches, here about,Do not you sense my fear and doubt?Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,Do not you hear my woeful screams?Upon the meadows, touched with dew,Do not you see my hearts a’skew?Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,Do not you feel my jagged scars?Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,For you’ll not find it ’mongst these trees.It’s scattered ’cross the moonlit skies,Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.It’s drifting o’re the gentle rain,A symbol of my silent pain.It’s buried ’neath the meadow fair,Conjoined with all the sorrow there.It’s lost among the stars this night,Too far to ease my quiet fright.No gentle winds, seek not my heart,For simply ... it has torn apart.
I Am
I am ...A womanWith a full heart, hiddenSomewhere in an empty room ...With eyes not quite of autumn's gold, and yetNeither all of summer's green;I wonder ...If love is a tale made for children --A granting of sweet dreams in their innocence --A honey-coating to help their throatsChoke down the bitter draught ...I hear ...A voice that whispers warnings, half-formed,Bodiless as hope, until I swear I cannot drawAnother breath unless this spectre be unmasked,His lies mangled 'neath my righteous tread;I see ...A woman, proud, uncompromising,Diaphanous as air -- less, even, than the tearsThat fall in desolation about her weary feet,Salt poison pooled upon the withered ground ...I want ...A measure of quietude, a certain silence,The echo of alone which heals me of dreaming,The nothing that stills the wanting,The numb, the cold that laughs at pain;I amA woman,hidden ...I pretend ...That I can live forever -- that TimeHas no puissance but that which I afford Him --And so, I can wait, I can be h
My Gift To You
I live through my dark existenceonly to bask in your beautyyour eyes that shine like sapphiresyour smile that brightens even my sad existenceI envy the wind that runs through your hairthat touches your lipsI long to touch youto hold you in my arms but I cannotfor your heart belongs to anotherso, I can only love you from afaryour friendship means more to methan anything this world providesbut like an angel you touched my heartin a way that I've never felt beforecause I've never known what love is until this dayI know that we are only friendsbut my heart wishes it to be moreso I will still hope and dreamthat one day I can feel your lips pressed to mineto hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"
Redneck Update
Redneck Update Today is... International Disturbed People's Day. Please send an encouraging message to a disturbed friend... just as I've done.
Desperate For Help
sigh...ya'll need to go order vids so I can get a new mattress..mine is beyond dead. gotta get a new queen size mattress.My back is demanding it ..not to mention..mine literally fell apart when I went to go and flip it .:(Help me out and go buy some clips.I'll have a brand new one up tomorrow.
Normally I have a lot to say. Just dont feel like writing today though. Last night I painted what when I look at it is every bit as good a piece of art as anything in any modern gallery on the planet but somehow I just know it like myself will go unappreciated. I am so close to crying right now I am sickeing myself and Im at the library so I cant without in all liklihood causing a scene which is bad nowadays since theyve been having "library cops" running around in here so much more frequently now the number of homeless folks is growing so fast. I still want to know just what the government and corperate oligarchy expect as they continue to both increase the difficulty of making ends meet and cracking down on those who cant. And I really really wish I could find a job. oh well. In any case, if you want to see it the painting I mentioned earlier is one of the three I added today, Saturday the 18th, and yeah I wont tell you which one but its pretty obvious I think. hint-its not the lands
My Sexy
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With Hope
It is okay,To feel sorrow.To morn,When good times,Are in the past,And trials,Have come to present.LookTo the future,With hope,For without hope...There is no true life.
Up And Protesting
  So Today I finally saw the movie UP.    Before the movie there was a cartoon that I liked.   It is tough to talk about UP with out giving anything away.  Maybe it is just me but it didn't seem like a kids movie to me.  See there is the adventure part but it seems like there is a lot of sadness in the movie.  Maybe though it is made in a way that kids wouldn't pick up on it not sure really.     So after Up it was to the Italian Festival.   I didn't eat a lot I had a Blueberry Italian Ice and then from some place RJ's I think I got loaded fries wow they where huge and tasty and they had all kinds of deep Fried stuff, I went with the Reese's they where very tasty.  I also got to see the parade, I thought a few fools might get run over hello why are you walking towards a horse coming your way?  I also caught the end of Italian Idol, finals are on Sunday.     Yes there where people giving out religious pamphlets and as I was leaving some had some big sign, and then they come over to the b
You have ladies who give their address out to men and take them out of  fubar to yahoo. Then they make small talk so they present themselves on a Cam to expose themselves to your satisfaction. In most cases it cost money for you to do this. It can get expensive if you do this alot. So when I see a lady do this on fubar that is what I expect.
Guess Who Is Back!?
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A Few Answers About Me...maybe
All about yourself...the survey.Created by adawg and taken 428005 times on BzoinkAll about yourself...First name?:: Victor Middle name?:: Michael Like your name?:: hell means conquerer.. Named after anyone?:: my paternal grandfather Any nicknames?:: Vic, Darmeen Age?:: 34 Birthdate?:: The most popular day of the year for births (bonus pts if you actually look it up)
Muss Needs You...
he has 3 mil to go and has autos on...go rape him like a georgia mountain man  
How To Get Centred... Kiwi Style
well, whenever i find things falling apart and spiralling out of control... i get myself centred by acheiving one task completely. last time i had a million things going on and couldnt control any of them, i took an hour out and cleaned the oven. top to bottom. this way i felt i acheived sumthing and was reminded everytime i walked past it. make sense?
Posted A New Blog
in invisible font! tricky.
Friends Over The Computer
You know it is so hard being friends with someone over the computer.. This morning I got an email from a very old and dear friend.. he suddenly vanished and I hadnt seen nor spoken to him in two years.. he just up and vanished...leaving me to wonder...but anyways.. in his email he said he suffered from his third heartattack and it brought on a stroke.. I didnt know all of this.. cause we are only friends on the computer. It sucks, when one of us is hurt, can't get online or even worse death!...No one will ever know. And that hurts a lot. I have a few people on my family list right now that passed away, thank Gods their family knew me and knew how to get ahold of me to tell me.. others ae vanished and it has me scared, the thoughts of what may have happened..leaves me sad.   I have thought of this before, but getting that email this morning just drove it home for me.. and made me see.. we could lose each other and never know it.. It bothers me a lot.. the friends I have made here a
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Seven Pounds
Just finished watching this movie, and wow, I was amazed at how things went. Really sends out a message about life and the choices we make.   Ben Thomas: [From trailer] In seven days, God created the world. And in seven seconds, I shattered mine.
Thoughts Ii
----------------My son Neil starts junior high tomorrow. I take the boys to school every morning. Neil and I had this short conversation tonight (he was at his mom's house, I was at mine): Me: you have to get up early!Neil: i knowMe : get in bed soon!Neil: i willMe: big day tomorrow....i'll see you in the morningNeil: okNeil: i've got everything ready Me : sweet...good job.....i'm so excited for youNeil: yeahMe: get a good nights sleep ok?Neil: okMe: you're gonna do great ...i am so proud of you...damn...6th grade neil.....cache65: quit growing up so fast!Neil: i can't!Me: lol....Me: i love you son...see ya in the morning ok?Neil: okMe: sleep well!Neil: k I'm so in love with this young man! In our family, it seems to become a "right of passage" once the boys get into sixth grade. No more hugging them in public, no self assurance that I can control their every move, no more walking them into school to meet their teachers. It makes me sad sometimes that I only have one young one left t
Thoughts I
Ponderings.... Today, it just hit me out of nowhere, that this girl that I know, her mom's name is Sharon Cox. Then, today, I met a girl named Rose Cox. Honest! I'm waiting to meet a guy named Holden Cox to make the trifecta complete. A guy came up to me today, and pointed at his I guess some imaginary watch or something, and asked me what time it was. Later in the day, I went up to him and pointed at my crotch and asked him where the bathroom was. Someone approached me today and said, "I have a question, Mark." I replied, "Really? I have a comma...wanna trade?" I kind of get pissed off at these dating sites that only allow you three options or choices on your drinking status. 1) Doesn't drink. 2) Drinks Socially 3) Drinks daily. I mean define socially. If I've tossed back a 12 pack while I am fixing my car in the driveway, and the neighbor comes out, and I say hello, that's socially drinking, isn't it? I often wonder what non-smokers would bitch about if I didn't smo
Dear Ex Boyfriends:
Dear you, and you, and YOU, and future you, º Please stop calling me right when I finally feel like I've gotten over it all. Yes, you have some mystical telepathic ability to contact me at just the right time to cause me to doubt whether I really am over you, but I assure you I'm not impressed. I promise, I am over you. Finally.  º No, I will not have your children. You may NOT come find me and "make an honest woman" out of me. You had your chance, and you fucked up. Some of you have had multiple chances and never failed to ruin each and every one of them. Getting yourself out of jail and getting a job are not incentives for me to pop out a few of your offspring, sorry.  º Stop giving me rings. I already have a few from you, and you, and you, thank you. If I get one more ring backed with empty promises I'm going to hunt you all down and force feed them to you. Choke on it, you lying, cheating, co-dependent excuses for men.  º
The Real Problem!
We are in trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. This leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 20 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. This leaves 17.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 15.8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your a@#At your computer, reading jokes... Nice. Real nice.
I Want To Be Perfect
I want to be perfect ..  I want to wake up in the morning and not I have a stress headache. I want to eat whatever I want and not gain weight. I want to eat a dozen doughnuts for breakfast or pancakes with real butter not egg whites, oatmeal or protein shakes. I want to eat a slice a pizza without gaining a damn  pound. I want to be beautiful..I want to be the diamond not the flaw. I want to be the crystal not the crack in it. I want to be the sparkle in your eye not the tear. The rose not the thorn. I want to make you happy not bring you down. I want to make you smile again. Just once I want to fucking shine.........
Yay For Sexy Time
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Sports Colors
I'm helping my friend Liz. What she is doing is crocheting different things...Blankets, scarfs, hats, baby dresses, scrunchies, wash cloths, bath poofs, facial scrubbies, coasters, angels, hearts, and pretty much anything that has a pattern. She's thinking of selling them online, there is a website that is like ebay, but for handmade items only. I'm thinking it would be a great idea, since the things I've seen that she can make are really good. She also knows that, while SOME men might like these things, it will be mostly women that would buy these things. I was telling her that there are some avid sports fans that are women and that they could possibly like something with their teams colors on it. While she's looking for other stitch patterns and finishing up on some other projects, I told her I'd help her. Of course I had to come here for that..seeing as how I'm not really into sports. What are some sports teams and their colors?????   Help!!!!!
Spotlight Beg
I have a friend who wants to get the Spotlight, after I told her how fun it was! PLEASE go love on her and donate if you can! Or if you or a friend is paying for rates, let me know!  :) Here's her link: Thanks!Rock on!Shawn  
Chapter 1a: B.d.s.m. Acronym Examined. ~ Manual & Memoirs Of A Master.
Chapter 1a: B.D.S.M. Acronym Examined. This segment covers the Principles, Ideologies, Symbolism's, Aspects, Nuances, and Intricacies of B.D.S.M. The counterculture microcosm has many terms and analogies to help identify and classify where exactly one would ‘fit in’. Labels are frowned upon and are not intended to stereotype or be negative. B.D.S.M. categories only attempt to classify ones condition so others may understand their desires, and ‘type’. To avoid any confusion, this book will attempt to cover all areas, A-Z, so as to be read and used by everyone from the fledgling neophytes to the seasoned vets. The Trinity Emblem: Symbolic Divisions of Thrice I. B.D.S.M.: B/D – D/s – S/m The acronym B.D.S.M. includes psychological and physiological facets. • B/D: Bondage & Discipline. • D/s: Dominant & submissive. • S/M: Sadism & Masochism. II. Disposition: Temperament/Fetish Divisions • Top • Bottom • Switch III. Etiquette Motto: Ethics & Morality • Safe
Pain Of Life!!!
                                                               ~xWICKEDxKINGx~                                           THE ONE MAN AGAINST ALL ODD'S          He 's  now here but in a trans of the past that haunts his thoughts... day by day he        reflects  by the  mirror pushing for the truth? A truth to why so  much pain has        been  sent  for  him 2 deal with?..  though he's made it this far he wonders if it will      ever come to it's end...              ...Placed  in  the  harsh's  reality was the  begining for this young man  I speck  on,       can u  pictuer your world starting out with unspeackable? turTh on sundays was a      escape from the  home known as hell or the daily visits 2 his lil' cuz's 2 play on the         frountier of 2 free the young boys mind. As time pased he grew and the hood     became  something like a home, gangs ,repin the set 2 the fullest came first hand and      easy 2 deal with. a mother who left and a father who was put 2 the payvment
I Love Saturdays
I am so sick of the crappy weather here in GA.  We have been getting storms and rain everyday for the past month.  It makes your days gloomy and you wish it was nice so you could excape to FL and chill out on the beach.  I will spend today drinking some beer and chillin makes for a great day....when the weather sucks!  
Just A Lil Story
Ok this is an old lil story i wrote when i was about 13 and thought i would share it. Damn things are strange in the house where John and Sarah live! Things keep moving around and no one knows why. They always have thought that there house was haunted but never realised what was really going on!!!!!    The story begins on a cold but clear night in december when John and Sarah were just moving into there new house. They had just brought so they could renervate it and start a family. When all of a sudden the door slammed shut behind them as they entered the house. They always thought nothing of that fact untill things started moving. They had just finished moving things in and finaly got everything how they wanted it after 6 months and thats when strange things started to happen. John and Sarah had been trying for a baby but not succeded after 6 months so John goes away for a while to get his head together that the one thing he always wanted was to be a father and a loving husband.   
A Woman's Worth
What happened to the entertainment medium? Every time I turn on the boob tube, I see boobs! What is it about a video ho that's so appealing? Is it her fake DD's? Tell me, is it her curtain of weave? ('cause its all the best that money can buy) Is it her light olive complexion (Where my dark sistahs at for once? These hos are failing the paper bag test!) Is it the way she is one of hundreds, disposable like a dirty diaper?! Is it because her ass hangs out for the whole wide world to see? Is it how she just stands there while water/alcohol is thrown on her? (The women I know, me included, would be visibly upset btw.) A woman's worth has been reduced to a body part, take your pick. She is not valued for what she can bring to the table but for her willingness to lay on the table face down, ass up Real Talk.
"Breath" I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. [Bridge] I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, start hating. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out
At Last
At last, when all the summer shine    That warmed life's early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine    And hold them close—at last—at last! Not oft the robin comes to build   Its nest upon the leafless bough By autumn robbed, by winter chilled,—   But you, dear heart, you love me now. Though there are shadows on my brow    And furrows on my cheek, in truth,— The marks where Time's remorseless plough    Broke up the blooming sward of Youth,—Though fled is every girlish grace    Might win or hold a lover's vow, Despite my sad and faded face,    And darkened heart, you love me now! I count no more my wasted tears;    They left no echo of their fall; I mourn no more my lonesome years;    This blessed hour atones for all. I fear not all that Time or Fate 
Falls On Me
[it Was Green.]
Still nomming. Alright, so my green curry lentil pure' is... not quite done. Original take was pure'd green lentils, 1/2 a tablespoon of thyme and oregano, half a sprig of rosemary, a teaspoon of lime juice, cumin, garlic, red pepper/chinese hot sauce, and salt. I think next time I'll use a smaller amount of lentils and add spinach/parsley to give it a crisper and lighter flavor. I was very coscious of keeping it green in flavor. I know that in thailand basil, lemon grass and lime are very predominant flavors in curry. I wanted to make what would basically be a very western, but still indian flavor. I think it worked. It kinda warms up the inside of your ears since the other herbs are so aromatic, the spice sort of drifts into the back of your head. But- unfortunately, the texture wasn't 100 percent. It was more a paste and less of a sauce. And I feel it missing one flavor. Perhaps coconut milk? Or maybe the fresh greens really will offset what I want here. Overall I'd say this
Welcome To The Dark Side Of Me.
For those of you wondering why this blog exists, I'll enlighten you a little. I'm a tired. -I am tired of all the smooth talk that you think will get into my pants, or an all access pass to naked web-cam YAY! -I am tired, of explaining over and over, why I am not comfortable going out with you. That I like to meet people in a public place first. How do I know your not a psycho.LOL..HOW DO YOU KNOW I'M NOT A PSYCHO. Apparently psycho pussy is ok, so long as it's just the pussy. I'm sorry Psycho and Psycho Cock are the same animal to me. -I like to flirt, I love witty banter. That's cool. Asking me to be FWB (and if you have to ask what FWB stands for?..., "these are not the droids you're looking for, move along) when you are married, and I barely know you...not bloody likely. Just because I'm not ready for a relationship doesn't mean I'm suffering from lack of cock. When I get that bad, I'll go find someone I TRUST, not a stranger. And it will be on my terms as much as theirs. -I am
Love has come to me in the form of you.Love shown by you is pure Love came to me when I was uncertainLove came to me when I did not like myselfLove came to me when I did not see the beautyLove came to me because of you.Thank you for giving this to meThank you for being my BEST FRIENDTHANK YOUCARRIE NICHOLS7\18\2009
All For Love
A legend holds true until this very day,that took place in a time far, far away.There lived a princess with beauty beyond mortality,Her blue eyes made men dance with glee.Came one day a noble and honorable knight.He became her protector only for her he would fight.Days passed on and in his heart he knew,that he loved her and he asked if she did too.But she did not feel the same in her heart,so in silence he stayed, but his love never part.One fine day he came upon the princess,she stood looking out her window in a flowing white dress.He knew she was troubled and he asked her,"What troubles thee, Mi lady? I see thy heart stir."She sighed, " Sir Knight, what am I missing?My mind art restless, I want to go out and see things."She hung her head down, "Yet, yay, I do know,like the king say, a princess, royalty she must show."He smiled and told her, "Then meet me tonight,in the main east court, at the first moon light."That night was a night she'd never forget,He showed her a new world that
With Out You
For The Heart's Sake
How? did the heart turn from physical to emotional? The huge muscle at the center of it all of everything. Maybe what had happened was the first heartbreak was akin to cardiac arrest. Its like the foods one ingests can cause good health or blockage. For the heart's sake eat healthy love those who love you.. 'Cause toxins poison Love strengthens.
When I Cry
You see the pain that lies in my eyes,But, alas, my eyes are dry,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the anger that burns from my gaze,The madness that sets my eyes ablaze,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the fear that closes my eyes,The smile I wear is but a disguise,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the hope that is finally dead,I cannot trust for my heart has been bled,I won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see the love that lies within,But I shall never love again,She won't cry.No, I won't cry.You see death's hand that has glazed my eyes,No one saw me die inside,They won't cry.No, they won't cry.
Wanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love.Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth.Wanting to be held,comforted,loved.Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights.Waiting for undying love.
Lol, I'm A Mami And Hopefully He Deletes.
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Until We Meet
Until we meetMy nights will be a little colderMy days a little shorterMy heart will beat a little less rapidUntil we meetI know that my arms will be emptyMy mind hurting from the constant thought of youMinutes will seem to be hoursHours will seem to be monthsWhile months will seem like eternityUntil we meetThe stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of lifeUntil I am gazing at them in your armsAnd the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishingUntil it is you that I share food withAnd Until we meetI will not feel wholeMy world will seem incompleteUntil that wonderful dayWhen our eyes make first contactAnd our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwindThe words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song"Hello, I couldn't wait to meet you."
Purity once had a name,And beauty once had a face.Life once had a meaning,And once I was safe.Once there was freedom,And once I could laugh.Happiness once was alive,And once I had another half.Once I shared your love,Once I was by your side,Once I felt I fitted,So quickly that died.His grace so great,His beauty so vast,All I ever wanted,Was for it to last.Fate maybe had another plan,Or maybe I had another love,But it all fell apart,The hand too big for the glove.Now it's all died away,Happiness, joy, love; all memories.Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,With no light to guide my way.
You Tell Me!
Hmm... Should I? Should I let it fall? My wall I mean? I have it there to protect me But sometimes it seems it hurts me I wanna let it down for you, but im scared... Ur in love with him and thats just fine... I wld share... just to be a part of ur life... But i dont think u or him will... I know i love you, I know i like you, I know i want you, but i think it is a pointless mission... I know you like me, I know you love me, And I think you might be starting to want me... However, he treats u right, And i kno i cant compete with time when he is so damn sweet, I care... This is for sure... But do i wanna let myself fall? I dunno.. maybe you shld tell me?
Of Broken Love And Memories
Memories are all that remains,Of a perfect love gone wrong,Memories of your warm smile,Of your soft loving caresses,And your sweet tender kisses,Memories so bitter yet so sweet,Where my lips curl into a smile,Yet the joy never to reach my eyes,As unbidden tears streak down,Memories of a classic love story,That ended on a rain soaked day,As if the sky saw and empathized,And weeped along with my heart,Moments we had spent together,Will live and last forever,As unforgettable memories,To be played over and over,Memories are all that I have left,Of a love that once burned bright,Now masked, dimmed and dying,But it is in this eternal moment,That I love you the most,But it is too late to turn back now,For we have taken a one way road,To memories and might have beens,And used up all our given chances,So now, while I hurt and ache,I will also pray, hope and wait,For a gentle and loving heart,To heal and revive this love broken soul,And give a new home to this orphaned heart...
It Only Hurts
Put On The Brakes? Or Not?
as i sit here, i talk to you... fallin more in love with you... fallin fast but tryin hit the brakes, hit them, hit them, hit them NOW! I tell myself this, but my heart resists... so i ask, what happens when the unstopable meets the unmovable? hmm is it a crash, a crack, a broken heart? maybe it is just a limbo... a place where all time stops and just... Argues Argues until one decides to give or the other forces the take... so here my heart and mind are.. in limbo a place of no progress no understanding no... peace i fight myself more and more everytime i speak to you i long more and more to be with you the longer i am with out you..., my Boo my OOBER sexy gorgeous spectacular wonderful kick ass Boo.
All She Wrote
This Evening
Quiet as untroubled watersanother austere day gives wayallowing a sun-tanned twilightto gently coax the night awakeOnce our special time togetherwe watched for Hesparus in half-lightof the genial summer's eveThe harvest of time's scythehas sustained me and I no longer grieveOver the many lost eveningsand things we shall never seefor this special time of dayGod has given to us alleven if the only one who enjoys it- is me
Memories Of Love
You were my precious babyTogether we were clutching a field of dreamsPiercing through oceans of believes One time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a love was bornAnd I loved you like no one else Oh memories of love...You were the sound of the bell Eliciting a magical chant My heart wrapped within your songOne time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a love was bornAnd I loved you like no one else Oh memories of love...You were my fire a fragile flameShed its warmth gently on my soulExtending my love to infinityOne time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a love was bornAnd I loved you like no one else Oh memories of love...My God, what happened to us?I thought I have managed To hold you forever I thought I have managed To show my loveI thought I have managed To have faith for both of usMy God, what happened to us?My thoughts are full of your memoriesFull of words that left unspokenThey will hold me foreverOne time you were realOne time you were hereOne time a
Love Remembers
And That's The Way It Is
I was surprised when I turned to CBS this morning and saw part of a tribute to Walter Cronkite, their probably most recognizable commentator and reporter of the 20th century for his low voice and genial demeanor.  John Chancellor was his far-away counterpart on NBC, and ABC’s hard to recall for anyone memorable.  Hey, when I grew up these were the ONLY three television networks; Fox (not Fox News) debuted in the late 1980s with some show standing out with an actor named Johnny Depp.  Cronkite’s ease in the anchor’s chair (and I am not checking Wikipedia for this, I’m just putting down what I remember) from reporting on the American liberation of North Africa during World War II to his soft-spoken coverage of the Kennedy assassination, his embedded work in Vietnam before you ever heard the word “embedded”. If Beethoven or some contemporary had dedicated the Third Symphony to him, the dedication (from “a great man” to “the memory of
Gothic Romance
Evening minuetto in a castle by the sea A jewel more radiant than the moon Lowered Her mask to me The sublimest creature the Gods, full of fire Would marvel at making their Queen Infusing the air with Her fragrant desire And my heart reeled with grave poetry.... From grace I fell in love with Her Scent and feline lure And jade woodland eyes that ushered in the impurest 'Erotic, laden fantasies amid this warm Autumn night She lulled me away from the rich masquerade And together we clung in the bloodletting moonlight' Pearled luna, what spell didst thou cast on me? Her icy kiss fervoured my neck Like whispering waves 'pon Acheron's beach In a whirl of sweet voices and statues That phantomed the dying trees This debauched seductress in black, took me.... In a pale azured dawn like Ligeia reborn I tore free of my sleep - sepulchre On the sea misted lawn where stone figures, forlorn Lamented the spectre of Her Bewildered and weak, yet with passion replete I hungered for past overtures The
Missed Out On It
Yeah, its that time again, Im going back offshore for a month. you gonna miss me? I am Deacon ya know, as pointed out by   so since i started the embarrassing moment blog, as suggested by Lipstick, I had some good ones, better than the my regular boring blogs that the same 5 or 6 people who comment . but i dont have one to share today. so lets just give you a doh! moment... I was at a little house party bbq type thing that went all night. when the last of the people left its just me and the girl i was dating and her friend... well her friend went to bed in my girls room and we stayed in the living room and had sex. since i was pretty shitfaced i passed out right after like any guy does. it was an awesome day! so in the morning when I woke up on the couch i hear the girls gigglling about how i passed out and missed the night of my life...yes they were planning a threesome with me and my drunken ass passed out and missed it...DOH! and this happened when i was 20, these gi
All Done!
All done with that part of my life, she is history! As I wrote in the last blog, while my friend was unpacking breakfast I was stripping, he walked in to get me and saw me laying there naked with legs spread playing with my wet pussy, he got naked and straddled me and started fucking me, I started moaning real loud, which I never really do, he looked at me and I told him why, that I wanted my xgf to hear me having good time that she won't ever have again, he said he understood and then he turned me over and got me on knees and elbows and fucked me from behind, he likes doing me like that can pull my hair which i love!  he then told me since i wanted to scream that he'll make me scream.  He took out his cock and then inserted it in my ass OMG!!!! I never let anyone ever fuck me there, at first I was no way!!!!!! but then the pleasure took over the pain and i was like YESSSSSS!!!!!! Fuck Me Harder!!!!!!!  I was screaming so LOUD!!!!  gawd i am such a bad girl - I Love It!!!!  After we b
Homeless In Columbus, Ga
Because my daughter got angry at me for refusing to pay my portion of the cable bill instead of trying to save my stuff in storage in MA, she threw me out of her MH that I was trying to buy for her. Then she had the nerve to try to slam me here and in myspace.  Believe me I would have paid it if it weren't for her yelling and demanding then hitting me and telling me to get out and her mother telling me not to return. As it is she kept my personal piossetions so I came to Columbus, GA homeless and awaiting to the first to find place to live. I am residing at the Salvation Army shelter in Columbus, GA for now and am praying that I will be able to find an apartment soon after the first so I can get started on starting all over again.
I Need Your Help Please
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Lounge Bulin
i need help on a lounge bulin so i can past it to my profile so people can come to my lounge if you can help me with it please im me on yahoo messenger gismoe1313  thanks
My Lady Angelface Is Under 1 Mil To Level!! Let's Rock
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A Fav. Part Of My Book I'm Writing
     Vincent lay in a light slumber when suddenly a loud cry woke him with a start. Instinct brought him to his feet faster than thought, with long sword in hand, as the small tent crashed in shambles about him. The horse was also putting up all sorts of fuss, kicking, rearing, neighing, and stomping the ground. After a quick look around to make sure there was no immediate danger, he spoke softly to calm the bay.    “Easy boy, calm down, it’s all right,” he said. “An’ if somethin’s out there we can hardly hear it with you makin’ all that racket, now can we.”    The horse calmed quickly after hearing Vincent’s voice. He heard a soft crys coming from the same vicinity as the sound that had awoken him and it oddly sounded like a baby. “That’s strange. Maybe the trees are playing tricks with the sound... it must be a young child, but what would a child be doing out here at this time of the night? Maybe it got lost. I’v
Senses Of You
I don’t need to touch you.... To know how you feel.... Your skin underneath .... My fingertips is real.... I don’t need to brush them.... Up and down your arms.... Or make little love hearts.... On the inside of your palms,.... I don’t need to kiss you.... To know how you taste.... To hear your breath quicken.... As your heart picks up pace.... The beating I hear .... Could be your heart or mine.... Or is there a difference?.... When we’re so intertwined?.... I don’t need to look at you.... To see who you are.... I feel like I follow you.... My own guiding star.... I know off by heart.... Each freckle and smile.... You’ll always be home.... Across mountain and mile,.... I don’t need to feel you.... Or see you, or taste.... To know when you’re near me.... My senses; a waste.... I already know .... That you are the one.... Who touches my soul,.... You have been all along,.... The reason I breathe .... And op
The Love Of Ink!
well is is my story of y i love tattoos!! i got my first tat when i was 20. i thought it was the coolst thing, hurt like a mutha but i did it! im my opinion your body is a caves waiting to be painted on! by the time i die and move on my body will tell my life story! each tat represents something about me. lol lets take my stars for example, ppl allways ask y did you get stars? well i got 6 stars cuz im only a 6 star guy being out of ten, so i got roon to learn and be a better man!! so when i think iv addvansed i will keep adding them till i have ten! i dont think that will ever happen cuz il never be perfect. my tiger represents me and my personality! if any of you know me well you know what i meen. to me when im under the gun getting ink done, man i feel like im in heaven!! ppl say it hurts and dont get me wrong sometimes it does! but theres no better kinda pain!! its like a piece of history is being place on you and you keep it with you forever!! i love when i have extra money and ca
2 Woodpeckers :)
      Two woodpeckers, A Mexican woodpecker and a Canadian woodpecker were in Mexico arguing about which place had the toughest trees. The Mexican woodpecker claimed Mexico had a tree that no woodpecker could peck. The Canadian woodpecker accepted his challenge and promptly pecked a hole in the tree with no problem. The Mexican woodpecker was amazed. The Canadian woodpecker then challenged the Mexican woodpecker to peck a tree in Canada that was absolutely 'impeckable' (a term frequently used by woodpeckers ). The Mexican woodpecker expressed confidence that he could do it and accepted the challenge. The two flew to Canada where the Mexican woodpecker successfully pecked the so-called 'impeckable' tree almost without breaking a sweat. Both woodpeckers were now terribly confused. How is it that the Canadian woodpecker was able to peck the Mexican tree, and the Mexican woodpecker was able to peck the Canadian tree, yet neither was able to peck the tree in their own country? After
So, Life Your Own Life, & I'll Lve Mine
ugh. you know what.i am so sick and tired of trying to please everyone.everything i do, someone seems to get fucked over.i'm sorry, but i'm not fucking perfect, honey, no one is.but i do try my hardest, and that should be enough for you.every decision i make, isn't always going to be the best, who cares.i dont watch what i say, or think before i act, and i'm sorry for that.but whatever you do, don't tell me that my life is not worth living.because honey, you're, life your own life, & i'll live mi
Its Not Forever.but For A While
ok as of this day july 18th 2009 i will not be on fubar for a long while.all of my close friends on here know how to contact me if you need me for anything.i am takeing time away from this site to spend with the love of my life krystal.i don't know how long i will be gone.but i will return sometime.but for now i am to busy with real i am going to be spending time with my fiancee as we build our life to all my close friends on here i know you all will understand.much love to all my close friends and family on here and MMFWCL  to the lo's and lette's.
On Walter Cronkite And Happy Meals
I was watching the late news last night, and, of course, the top story was the death of new anchor Walter Cronkite.  He had retired from being the regular newsman before I was old enough to remember, but is such a legend that his passing is definetely notable. On the same news cast, they pointed out that McDonalds is celebrating the 30th anniversary of the introduction of the Happy Meal.  This struck me for a couple of reasons.  First of all, I myself had my 30th birthday last year September (coming up on 31 in a couple of months).  That means that I don't remember a time there were not Happy Meals.  I have a lot of fond memories of the fun had with Happy Meals (both the toys and the boxes they came in! LOL!), and the clips they aired with that story brought back some of those happy memories. Then it occured to me, that I'm having fond memories of fast food meals?  I'm not sure what that says about me.  I guess all that's left to do is to paraphrase the words of a famous TV man.  Tha
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A New Day!
The last few months have been hell as i've had to move twice in the last 3 months.  Had a friend and past room ate die. Watch the vultures decend upon his home and plunder what ever they could get their hands on.   Oh well.  it's just stuff and didn't need most of it anyway.The Moving forward,  looking at the new adventures ahead of me as I start once again.  I do what I can, keep a positive attitude and persue my dream to travel about the country. To chase the sunshine, see places I've never been, visit friends i've missed, and avoid the bad weather... Be Safe, Stay healthy and party on ya all!
How Long Do We Have?? (not Original!!)
How Long Do We Have?About the time our original thirteen states adopted their newconstitution in 1787, Alexander Tyler, a Scottish history professor at the University of Edinburgh , had this to say about the fall of the Athenian Republic some 2,000 years earlier:"A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government.'"A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that votersdiscover they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury.'"From that moment on, the majority always vote for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always followed by a dictatorship.''The average age of the world's greatest civilizations from thebeginning of history, has been about 200 years''During those 200 years, those nations always progressed through thefollowing sequence:1. From bondage to spiritual fa
First Auction
Want to let everyone know I have entered my first auction here on fubar . You can bid if you want but i need lots on rates. So stop by and rate me. The rating contest will last till around August 16th.  Click on this link to take you to my listing.   Thanks to all who rate me. [ photo: 2799151211 ]  
Yet Again...
It is time for some more quotes, my dears. "Give a man a fish, and he'll eat for a day. Give a man a religion, and he'll starve to death praying for fish." - Anonymous "More people have been killed in the name of religion than by cancer...we're trying to cure cancer..." "It's fair to say that the Bible contains equal amounts of fact, history, and pizza." --Penn Jillette "If there is no God, who pops up the next Kleenex?" - Art Hoppe "Freedom of religious belief is an inalienable right. Stuffing that belief down other people's throats is not." - Random internet person "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?" - Mark Twain "In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and has been widely regarded as a bad move".  ~ Douglas Adams "Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man -- living in the sky -- who watches everything you do,
Do We Still Have...?
After the eighty-three year old lady finished her annual physical examination, the doctor said, "You are in fine shape for your age, Mrs. Mallory, but tell me, do you still have intercourse?" "Just a minute, I'll have to ask my husband," she said. She stepped out into the crowded reception room and yelled out loud: "Bob, do we still have intercourse?" There was a hush in the room - you could hear a pin drop. Bob answered impatiently, "If I told you once, Irma, I told you a hundred times... What we have is * * * Blue Cross!!!!!!
My New Friends
this is a request to all of my peps out there to please help me to build a large family of good people, trying new things im sending out to all that have joined my family already thank you very much and i would like to learn more about each and everyone of you so please feel free to just drop me a line opr two and i will definately return the message back to you. if any of my fam  have any ideas that they can help me improve my site please feel free to sugest it to me and i will chek it out. so keep it real and all of you that are in my fam and the one that just stoping by B-EZ
Simply The Truth
I am not the one to promise, and I rather not be promised, I prefer things to come if they should. I am not asking you to tell me what you don’t want to say, at the end of it all, the only thing that matters is the truth. All I want is for every kiss you give to be sincere. Because loneliness is evil, let’s not be just to be. I don’t owe you and you don’t owe me, there are no papers to sign. I am not asking for you to give when you don’t want to give. Your time is not my time, leave time to time. Let them be true (for sure) the times that you do give me. That every hug be true, that every expression of feelings let them come from the heart. I don’t ask for more only the truth in every kiss. To each its own story, and to each it’s own. With your plus and minus, just how I found you, I would not want you to change because there is nothing to change. At the end, what matters most is your most sincere kiss.
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The Bubmle Bee Episode
Both of my boys are allergic to bumble bees,wasps and so on. My boys and I had been having an awesome day. Cutting down trees and finding old fallen timber. My sister and I take the boys to the store,this is nothing new. As I am turning onto our street my oldest son sees a bumblebee in the back window. Talk about total chaso insuing! He is yelling bumble bee,the back passanger door flies open,Max(youngest) is now screaming and freaking out. I am now yelling "close the door!" Not knowing his foot is out. I am in the process of stopping the car. His foot is out,dragging across the gravel road.He takes off running across the pasture and finally sits down. Suddenly,he looks down and starts yelling. Sidenote..Max is out of the car and screaming for dear life. Alex makes his way back to the car,I am yelling at him and then...I see the blood.  Max gets back in the car,crying and asking if Alex is going to be okay. I am,of course saying he is fine. How the hell do I know,I still have to drive
One of the penalties for refusing to participate in politics is that you end up being governed by your inferiors.
Moving On Out!
Today is the day I no longer have to see the liar, YIPPEEEEE!!!!!! I have some good news and some bad news, bad news first.......I was going to store my stuff and go back home for awhile but my moms husband - not my dad, my daddie lives in texas - he doesnt want me to stay there, had a big argument with them already this morning while my friend and some guys from work were packing the truck.  So I was like pissed and depressed.  Anyway when I got back to my place I told my friend and he told me not to worry that he would figure something out.  The truck is all packed and I sent the boys from work out to get something to eat while me and my friend talked.  He talked to his friend that has the home for rent, she says I can rent but it will be about a month b4 I can live there, she is having it worked on right now, so i have to wait, so another downer.......but the good news is that my friend offered to let me stay with him until I can move into my new place.  I was like OMG!!!! he is so
Fubar Friends
To all my wonderful friends The ones who make me smile With your beautiful gifts and words You make coming here worthwhile. There are times I feel like giving up And disappearing into the night But because I love you all I'm back with the morning light. Tho we can't always be here Like the sun, you do shine I hold each dear to my heart Even when we aren't online. So my friends, I thank you For all that you may do To make others feel special With your hearts so true.
I've Sworn Off Men
 Thought I'd write a little about why I don't have a boyfriend since it's the most asked question on this site. I've been divorced since April of 2008 due to lack of loyalty of my ex-husband's part.  After that a dated a guy (long distance) for a few months and he broke it off saying he wasn't good enough for me. Following that I dated a guy who was actually the most wonderful man I've ever met in my life just bad timing URRG. Since him I've met dozens of men some nice some not so nice but they all seem to have this issue of either not feeling good enough for me or they are not ready to settle down. I've been stood up on dates at least 7 times this year and I've had my fill at this point. I no longer accept dates. Sometimes I'll exchange numbers but I  have no real desire to bother dating anymore.  I've been through too much from being cheated on, abused or just down right treated badly so for those who ask why i'm single this is why. I give up and I had enough. I'm perfectly happy b
Ava Adore
It’s you that I adore You will always be my whore You’ll be a mother to my child And a child to my heart We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl You’re the beauty in my world Without you there aren’t reasons left to find And I’ll pull your crooked teeth You’ll be perfect just like me You’ll be a lover in my bed And a gun to my head We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl You’re the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left to die Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever leave behind In time In you I see dirty In you I count stars In you I feel so pretty In you I taste god In you I feel so hungry In you I crash cars We must never be apart Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find Lovely girl You’re the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls I’ve left behind In time We must never be apart And you’l
I can say this life is Much better today Everything turns right if Wrong gets in the way Yeah I've got the feeling It's something I find hard to explain See I wasn't looking But girl I'm glad I fell in your way Then she says oh boy, oh boy Count your lucky stars Count what you've been wishing for Oh boy, oh boy Count the life you lead Count how you are now adored I can say the sun Burns much brighter today I can see my path though Clouds darken my way Yeah I've got this feeling It's something I find hard to explain See I wasn't looking But girl I'm glad I fell in your way [chorus] She said she was tired of Watching me just wilt and bleed She said I'm like Jesus I save those who do believe Do you, do you believe?
People Who Have Donated To My Spotlight Fund!
Below is a list of people who have donated to my spotlight fund!  (I need to get spotlight in order to level.) In no certain order. I will add people as donations are made. Please keep the donations coming... Last week Spotlight was OVER 550,000,000!!!! A HUGE "Thank you" to all of them! Be sure to check them out!       Del The Monkey Man@ fubar           Jewelia@ fubar       Ðj*Câ£ïcØ696969*@ fubar         Howey Feltersnatch™@ fubar       Hulk@ fubar   &nb
Prayer Of A Soldier
It's time to sleepI've been relievedMy rifle at my sideMy knife in it's sheathLord let me live another dayAs I put myself in harms wayI made my choice, I took the oathI stand for freedom, but I don't boastMy God, my country, my familyThe things I hold so dearWith these all on my sideThere's nothing for me to fearBut if I should fall before my next reliefI will stand before you Lord with honor and dignitySo, while I'm here please make me strongTo fight the battles and right what's wrongLT.David MartinUnited States Marines Special Warfare and counter-terrorismUS Special Operations Command MCSOCOM © LT.David Martin
Ok, I have been a widow for a year now.   I finally decided to give dating a try again.  BUT.....It seems like EVERY guy that I agree to go out with seems to stand me up ?????  Why cant you men be man enough to tell a woman the truth instead of looking like a lying coward?  If there is such a person as "Prince Charming" please let me know.  I have been looking for him.
Whats Up This Is Me
kinda something a bit different just a bit more about me   sitting alone in my room chattin to people i  have never met before havin fun brinking rum wondering if its all too real seeming how this on line thing is somewhat a real thing. rums gettin low mixers are low too dont want to see what a drunk really is especialy online getting buzzed is one thing hammered is something else i wonder if it fun or an outlet to the real world friends have met and friends have yet to meet why can i get along with people more online than i can in person is it the vertual me who people like and the real me who people dont like i try ti be myself where ever i am at and have met met quite a few people online this may just be a rant more than a poem but its something aboutme i know i can be a bit on the flerty side especialy when im drunk but i dont mean anything by it i hope that the people who know me know that i truly luve my friends in real life i have vary minamal amount of friends and on line i h
Hey There
I.m new to this. Please be patient with me, if anyone want to show me how to use this or what to do here please send me a message. Thanks!
My Dream
Maybe I am the happiest man in the planet if I have your kiss every time I desire. I will also be the most fortunate in this world if every time I wake up I find you next to me. Maybe there is nothing that matters more than you and is enough for me to know that you are there, thinking about me.
Free Ring Tones Sent Directly Too Your Phone
I will make HQ Ring tones out of any song that you request, that I am able to get and send the Ring tone made from the song directly to your phone if im able too, (will need cell phone type and network you are on). If I can't mail it too your cell phone, I will provide file for ring tone for you to get to your phone via blue tooth or other methods such as memory card. Please simply send me a msg with RINGTONE in subject line, or shoutbox me.   (I only ask you give me time too do this, I don't know how many people will be requesting FREE ring tones from me.) Examples of ring tones already made are on my site for ring tones   How am I able to do this do you ask? I purchased a program that allows me to make custom ring tones, wall pappers and so on and send directly to phones.   Information on the program: You can create ringtones using any of your personal songs on your computer or from Audio CDs. DJTX works with mp3, wma, aac/mp4, wav, ogg files and
One Year Ago Sunday
One year ago Sunday, my mother died.  I still miss her.  I still grieve, less than before but still nonetheless.  One year ago Sunday I sat by my mother’s side reading her stories, holding her hand, wafting wisps of hair away from her forehead and gently kissing her cheek.  She was so frail, so timid and, at the same time, so strong, so tenacious.  She held on for days and I don’t know why she did.  I’ll be sure to ask her when I see her again.  One day I will die too and when I do, eventually, after sobbing tears of happiness in seeing her again, I will ask her.  Maybe it’s defiance, a little something I know something about.  Maybe it’s dedication, something I am learning about.  Or maybe it’s love, something I knew nothing about until she taught me.  Either way, I will ask her.   This Sunday I’ll be diving San Miguel, Northern most of California’s Channel Islands.  It is one of the most difficult dives recreationally.  Frankly, I don
How Easy It Is To Say I Love You.
I love you, oh how much I love you, how easy it is to say I love you. My eyes misses you, don’t forget that you are my life and my precedence. I miss you, I love you, I live you, I feel you, no remedy for me, there is no way I can forget you. I love you, I dream you, I Desire your body, I can’t sleep, I think you each moment…I miss you. My feelings are infinite, you changed my destiny. You can’t imagine my beautiful princess how much I think about you, for your kiss I’m going crazy.
Man An Beasts!
What is man without the beasts,If all the beasts were gone Man would die from a great Loneliness of spirit.For whatever happens to the beasts soon happens to Man.All things are Connected!!!!!
[best Wishes]
I'm afraid to go to sleep tonight.Different kinda fear... likeI need someone.All the signs are there, my swing is heavier, that sinking empty feeling is worse, I have no desire for pancakes.I wish I had more insomniac close friends to talk to.Something's wrong, I just don't know what yet.And its not just that Kroncheit is dead.Normally I'd just innoculate myself with action games and explosions, but.. this feels bigger.Lots bigger.I need one of those 8 people that get me.Not to tell me that I'm alright, but that they are.Just my brain bein backwards again.It's kind of a hassle....crap. I think its Brandon.And we've had a blackout with him for months now. After this kinda time, yeah, its a pretty standard assumption. Wonder what it is.
Loves Ending
Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvelous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life
When one door of happiness closes another opens: but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us!
Albert Einstein
Most People See What Is, and Never See What Can Be!!
She is forever standingat our secret pondbeneath our loving tree.Welcome late-spring breezelifting summer dress and hatever so slightly.She is dropping a rosefrozen forever in timeit cascades from her hand.Around her, the pond,the cat-tails, the bird song,all captured deliciously.She is smiling playfullyas rose follows petalsto rest amidst lily-pads.A buzz of bumblebee,breeze dancing leaves above,mid-morning sun seems to kiss her.She laughs hearing her nameturns with anticipationburned forever is the sight.Even as life continues -for that split secondher beauty is immortalized.
Rose Of
As I plant a seed into the soil, the soil of my unpredictable life. Hoping for each seed to blossom throughout the darken night.Without the knowledge of knowing what each seed will form into...But a rose I wish upon a star for this precious seed to beI will pray so my rose will be a rose filled with love and beautyWith Gracefulness and CharmA rose that would be viewed as a quantum characteristic that accounts for the existence of loveA while It took to search for the perfect seed, till I found the one that spoke the language of love back to meThe seed of desire that will blossom intoA perfect love for me to call my own. The petals on that rose Will be the petals that present my lifesuch a life I will live, for all I long for is to find the perfect love to call my own...Such beauty, such desireSuch sweet scent I want you to hold proudlyI will not fear to see what you might become For I shall not walk away I will be here waiting for you You are my beautyYou are my pathYou are the rose I
Not In Her Storm
I see the clouds rolling in and oh how it looks like rainAnd it is always I fight for the welcome changeWhen it rains it pours on this heart of mineSo, I take the storms I feel to her each time.But I know she has lived under her own pouring rainYet under her water her heart still doesn't changeShe can walk away from what hangs overheadAnd, not in her storm, are words left unsaid.Not in her storm have I ever felt aloneHer storm ends, so I, may find my way homeIt's for me that she pushes away her own rainSo, that I may find comfort in calling her name.She lives in this world for the sake of another's heartGod, how she eases the miles when worlds apartAnd she never wanders when your world falls throughNot ever in her storm would she do this to you.She has wings that I know not only I can seeCause only an angel could find strength to carry meIt's the way that the eyes can surely viewHow her heart's written so clearly in what an angel can do.Not in her storm is her work ever doneAnd even in
Passion Flames
A touch, soft and tender.A whisper, full of desireA gasp of sweet surrenderAs passion fuels the fireNo words spoken between themNo promises to be keptNo lies being told tonightNo looking back - no regretsLonging to hold each otherSuch precious little timeBoth vowed to anotherBeing lonely their only crimeTomorrow bringing sorrowA brief moment of shameWith the memory of this one nightA release from passion's flames
My fingers rub the brittle paste that once held me together.All the soft notes in all the winds, in all the world can't describe the sorrow.All the boughs drawn strung and pulled can only mime a proxy of the caterwauling.But its a silence really.It's short grass rustling against a dulling horizon.A peace in the stillness, an absence, a knowing.Artists explode with violent sexual visions, ghastly and grossto shock pervert arouse and inspire.Singers flow and melt in the rhythm and the current of arithmetic and harmony.Sculptors grapple with the real and the imagined, bashing reality into submission of their ideals.And the poet bleeds silently in the corner in thick streams of black against a melancholic white universe.Heroes have songs.Chorus, Dirge, Sambas and Minuet.Lovers have quarrels.Embers, Blazes and Conflagrations.The poet fears Nothing.With wide eyed and earnest irrationality.Fingers trembling, and a mind like an empty well.
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Round Two Results
*listed in order of rankings as of this count ** Wednesday:  July 22st, 1009  (12:45 pm - pst) Votes        Model     "                "  442       Alessia      *WINNER***ADVANCES TO FINALS  430       MadCurves                   **ADVANCES TO FINALS  326       BlueCountryGrace        **ADVANCES TO FINALS  272       JaniDenise  186       Heavenly666  172       KellyBaby  145       Little Kitten  134       Senrence * See Below  113       SomethingToTalkAbout   94        THESPOILEDO1
  man o man do i deserve my two hour soak today. today i decided to do my housework, yeah the stuff i have been puttin off for the longest. usually i just turn my head not to see it but not today i turned on the music and just got into it. put on my cleaning shoes and took off everything else. good thing we have the 8 foot privacy wall separating the houses. open up the windows let the sunshine and cool air in. got up to about 85 today. swept the floor first just a hint of sweat sliding down the space between my small breasts. but i am still determined to not put off the cleaning any longer. i start in the frontroom move the stuff off the floor onto the pooltable i just covered with a sheet. first move the pictures and frames that are no longer on the wall. then goes the cds and the dvds by this time there is a steady stream of sweat sliding down my body. with the sun shining in the window my body is glistening. looks so good. o, i have a mirror that of course every so oft
My Phone
alas due to the fact of the shitty economy and the facty the job market sux right now i have to turn off my phone tomorrow because i cant afford to keep it on...hopefully it wont be too long before i have it turned back on
As the pain overwhelms my heartI do not know where to startTears cascade down my faceScars left without a traceHow much more can I takeWhy did I make such a mistakewhere did I go wrongplease tell me I wont feel for long
together     as i read ur thoughts as i picture in my head the fieldthe sweet grassjust kissed by the morning dewwe walkhand n handour worldno one in it but U n Ithe others we do not cthe others we can not hearour eyesour touchour caressits just usU n I
Dark Knight
      baby baby baby let me scrub ur body for me until it has that pinkish glow until it feels like ur skin is on fire baby let me scrub ur ass take my finger n stick it in the hole washing it out good for me. Baby let me wash the spot between ur ass hole n ur penis cuz later I wanna put my hands there I wanna put my lips there. No traces no tracks. Yes my Dark Knight I will wash ur body for me. I want the smell of passion to be the only smell in the room. Yes my Dark Knight im cuming n with you, yes we will shower together. As I am washing my Dark Knight touching his body he is thinking bout his Chocklik Princess Im washing and scrubbing n he's getting all excited. his dick is growing ever so hard busting out of the shower walls. so thick throbing wanting to get touched wanting to have the Chocklik Princess's lips surround the tip he pictures her lips slowly going down the shaft he pictuers the water from the shower beating down her face as his Chocklik Pri
Great place, good times and awesome weather need to go back to work to rest.  Will post more later and pictures
Oscar Mayer Wienermobile Penetrates Unsuspecting Home
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Rock Hard Abs
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Fill It Out!!!!
NAUGHTY APPLICATION" CUT AND PASTE AND REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN.........1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Phone number?26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
Must Read! Hilariousness!
Okay so the following is from a chat that goes from shoutbox to yahoo, i think its pretty amazing, please read. start at the bottom of first chat in shoutbox: alicia: buzz me here alicia: ok ->alicia: u add me to yahoo alicia: alicia: add me hon alicia: ok ->alicia: you do it now, yahoo me alicia: ok alicia: and right my name at the 3rd page form ->alicia: thats awesome, so am i! alicia: do it now honey alicia: waiting to you hon alicia: coz im starting playing my self now alicia: that is my own site that i give it to you ->alicia: okay, can u piss off now, im kinda getting bored messing with u lol alicia: i told you alicia: ok honey ->alicia: i like nooses ->alicia: you mean official? ->alicia: what does opicial mean? alicia: anyway honey what do you want me to wear after you finish to sign up??? alicia: ok alicia: that it my opicial site to get in to me here alicia: no honey... ->alicia: nah im good, i know how those websites work,
hey my name is gracie ...iam lookin FOR FRIENDS
Will I ever feel love? Will I have that special someone touch me the way I need to be touched? Will I ever have that person ache to be with me? Will I ever ache to be with them? Will I ever wake up and go to sleep with that person on my mind? Or will I ever have a person do the same for me? Will the tears I cry every night of lonliness ever be tears of happiness? Will I ever have that person wipe away my tears? Will I ever have them kiss my lips and tell me everything will be ok? Will I ever make love like it is my first time? Maybe one day the words "Will I" will become reality
so things have change drastically in my life. some things havent changed...and never will change. for instance my best friend jessie. ya she will alwyas be my best friends. things seem to be getting a lil better but nothing will be fully better until they get a new safe place. one that you know wont be taken away and that they can afford. they just got two dogs....cause my niece is spoiled and get what she wants. the first dog was horrible. biter and didnt act like a fuckin pup. just layed around. and then the pom is 7 yrs old and sooo cute. well i guess the both of them get along great and yea they have two dogs. i love her tons and im SOO Happy she is my friend!!! one new thing in my life is my boyfriend, Chris. yup he is pretty much amazing and almost always on my mind. i sorta kinda really like him but SHHH dont let him know :) im excited to watch our relationship grow. he is very sweet and caring and he is there when i need him to be. plus he rocks my world in bed so on top of be
As many of my friends already know I haven't spoke to my parents & brother in almost 3 yrs. An still to this day it hurts like hell...I do a good job of covering the pain up but, sometimes it gets the best of it did tonight. In my mothers eyes I would be better off dead since thats how she looks at it anyways...I still can't understand how you can hate your child so much. I know me an my brother wasn't perfect growing up an we still aren't. my brother and mom has had arguements for as long as i can remember and she still loves him...he is still up there on a gold throne in her eyes....well i'm the no good trash...thats is satans mother disowned me cause of a arguement between me & my brother ion thanksgiving at her house...this isn't the first time we haven't spoke but, it is the longest its been...My daddy won't even speak to me whole life my dad was my everything now i'm nothing to him either....I miss not having a family it hurts when I pass by my
Lines Composed A Few Miles Above Tintern Abbey
William Wordsworth (1770–1850) Lines Composed a Few Miles above Tintern Abbey Five years have passed; five summers, with the length Of five long winters! and again I hearThese waters, rolling from their mountain-springsWith a soft inland murmur.  Once againDo I behold these steep and lofty cliffs,That on a wild secluded scene impressThoughts of more deep seclusion; and connectThe landscape with the quiet of the sky.The day is come when I again reposeHere, under this dark sycamore, and viewThese plots of cottage-ground, these orchard-tufts,Which at this season, with their unripe fruits,Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves'Mid groves and copses. Once again I seeThese hedgerows, hardly hedgerows, little linesOf sportive wood run wild; these pastoral farms,Green to the very door; and wreaths of smokeSent up, in silence, from among the trees!With some uncertain notice, as might seemOf vagrant dwellers in the houseless woods,Or of some Hermit's cave, where by his fireThe H
Though I fall And though I stumble These are the things That keep me humble And understand when other's can't We are all just beings with a heart.         Just a reminder ...... Understand we all have issues.
Cherry Bomber Guide (updated 7/19/09)
  This is not an official guide nor is this guide perfect. I created this to help my friends and new bombers. Most of us on fubar already know what a cherry bomb bling. But for those of you that don't..a cherry bomb is a special ability bling that can be purchase in the bling shop ( with 35 bling credits. Fubars description of the cherry bomb bling is "When activated, you can rate up to 250 photos in a single album an 11 with one click for ONE (1) hour. You can Cherry Bomb one album per member and you will have unlimited 11's when using your Cherry" Things you should know before bombing: You can bomb an album every 30 seconds if timed correctly. You get more points for bombing someones album containing the full 250 photos while they have autos running during happy hour. Your shoutbox will be over run with people asking (and sometimes demanding) you to bomb them. If you run multiple bombs in a day you can bomb the same albums with every bom
Burial Grounds
This Sunday I'm going to my Gramps grave. I always feel really awkward going there, never know how to act or what to say around my Grandma and his sister, and my dad. Right next to his grave is a grave of a 16 yo Russian kid that died in a car crash, Kinda creepy too.   When we just moved to the US, 5 of us lived in a studio for a while. When my grandma and dad moved out, I got my own room. One night, I woke up to a loud banging noise from my closet. After totally freakin out, I opened the closet and overturned urn, with ashes spilled on the carpet.   As it turned out, my dad took my granpa's ashes with us, so he could get buried in the States. Low behold, those said ashes were stored in my closet, on a top shelf. Somehow it tipped over and fell on the floor. So here I was, scooping up my grandpa with my hands back into the urn in a middle of the night. It was odd...   I told my dad that grandpa came out of the closet, but it wasn't taken the right way.Anyways, I am not
[logic Problem: The Perfect Weapon]
[Lame strategy rant- please disregard and go do something interesting, I'm just thinking outloud here, and unless you follow theoretical weapon design, robotic design, strategy games, or Gundam, you're going to be BOREDBOREDBOREDBOREDby this post and possibly think less of me.]Alright, some of you caught the neue ziel rantand I've been spending my idle hours really trying to process a paper to that rock.In the series it appeared inthey fought rock versus rock.Build big, build guns, build big.Now, my normal method most any strategy game is:single player Squads: Superior formations 2-3 def-off.multiplay Individual offense: Superior positioning and superior distance.multi-play Squad defense: robotic point defense with light support.In other words, when I go offense, I tend to loan wolf with maverick techniques in disregarded or neglected points.IEI fight smarter than I fight well.It's not cover and return fire- its cover and dissapear.Snuggle up to a corner with some shrubs, and make a fe
Nite Off
So...     Hubby is in Cali for 2 1/2 weeks, my friend has to work early, and my other friend is too damn far. So I have no one to hang out with on my nite off now :(  Grrr!
Races With Dad
I always semi-dread hanging out with my dad. Things have just been so awkward my whole life with him, and now that he's on this kick to make as much time for my brother and I as he can, is weird. Going to the races was hard tonight. 4 hours alone with my dad. We haven't done that since I was about 5 years old....we used to go down to the tracks all the time to watch the races. That was our thing. Ive never been big into cars or the car shows or the hot rod he had. That was his and my brother's thing. But the races was ours. I know my brother's pissed off or will be if he doesn't know yet. But my dad and I haven't spent one on one time since I was 5 years old. A lot of things were the same. A lot of things were different. I about choked and screamed at him for not taking his oxygen tank with him, but I can understand not wanting to haul that thing around, especially to the races. But he needs it....I worry about him and I'm probably a bit overprotective. He's lucky his sister is takin
My Best Friend
My best friend's name is Anne.  She goes by aMMo on here.  I feel that I am the luckiest person to have her as my best friend.  This is a woman who does things for those she loves with out thought of wanting anything in return.  She is there during the good times and is always there during the bad times.  Even if she doesn't have any advice to give, she lends her ear and shoulder if needed.  She is just a loving, warm, caring person.  I am so thankful that she is in my life.  I would be lost without her.  Plus, she has the sexiest laugh.  I just want her to know how thankful I am for her and that I love her.   Yes, I know this isn't a rant. 
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I am sorry I have not been around as of late but I have had alot to do and think about. I will be moving to Indiana within a few weeks and have been working on getting things ready. I will try to be on more but wanted to let you all know what was up... talk to you all later
[story Time! Yay!!!]
I just had this short little story to tellso my dad, mom, and one of his work friends all went to dinner tonight, and as we were walking back to the car, I saw a man with his newborn, his wife, and his dog all sitting at a cafethe weather was lovelydinner was fanfuckingtasticI had coffeecrusted ribeye. Go figure.Andthe dog...Shivering, chained to a post hungry and dirtywith metal barbs on a metal colar pointed and digging into his NECK from 360 degrees.I stopped my mid jovial gallop.Made eyecontact with this guy, pointed at the dog.He had bleeding holes where the collar had penetrated.My group keeps walking, so I keep upMom asks "what's the matter, you look like you saw something upsetting"I turn around raise my arm as high as I can and flip the guy off, grabbing my dick for extra lift.I explained the collar to my party.And asked how he was going to discipline that baby when he got older.Tom (my dad's friend)said "shock collar?".I laughed, but it was a hollow, and angry thing that came
Walter Cronkite
NEW YORK – Walter Cronkite, the premier TV anchorman of the networks' golden age who reported a tumultuous time with reassuring authority and came to be called "the most trusted man in America," died Friday. He was 92. Cronkite died at 7:42 p.m. with his family by his side at his Manhattan home after a long illness, CBS vice president Linda Mason said. Marlene Adler, Cronkite's chief of staff, said Cronkite died of cerebrovascular disease. Morley Safer, a longtime "60 Minutes" correspondent, called Cronkite "the father of television news." "The trust that viewers placed in him was based on the recognition of his fairness, honesty and strict objectivity ... and of course his long experience as a shoe-leather reporter covering everything from local politics to World War II and its aftermath in the Soviet Union," Safer said. "He was a giant of journalism and privately one of the funniest, happiest men I've ever known." Cronkite was the face of the "CBS Evening News" from 1962 to
Show Some Love
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today i happened to take a nap and had a really weird dream about my dad. we were sitting at the dinner table at the house i grew up in just him and i. we ech had a cup of coffee sitting in from of us and i noticed that it was still early morning. all i can remember of our "conversation" was i kept telling him that i was sorry i wasnt who i was supposed to be. that i was sorry for all the mistakes i had made in my life. i told him i was sorry that i couldnt make him proud of me before he died. he just sat there and looked at me and said "time for you to wake up" and thats when i woke up
Tha *thought/heart/action* Process
There is the thought Then there is the action Often, lacking between the two Is the assessment process of the heart The result often times being a disaster Sometimes the action comes first The afterthought a dramatic revelation When the assessment process arrives It finally alters our perception Of the thought, the action and the result Our thoughts are subconscious feelings Held within our heart That need conscious filtration Of the reality of that thought and emotion And should be assessed by the heart For purity of action towards ourselves and others. To bring within a purer state of consciousness and awareness of our higher selves.     Okay .. I just sat down and wrote these thoughts out on a piece of paper within 10 mins.   Any input would be great ... I am trying to fine tune my writings and this one is one of my better ones I think.
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Band Of Brothers
One of the "Band of Brothers" soldiers died on June 17, 2009. Harvey ShackelfordWe're hearing a lot today about big splashy memorialservices. I want a nationwide memorial service for Darrell "Shifty" Powers. Shifty volunteered for the airborne in WWII and served withEasy Company of the 506th Parachute Infantry Regiment, part of the 101stAirborne Infantry. If you've seen Band of Brothers on HBO or the History Channel, you know Shifty. His character appears in all 10 episodes, and Shifty himself is interviewed in several of them.> > I met Shifty in the Philadelphia> > airport several years ago. I didn't know who he was at> > the time. I just saw an> > elderly gentleman having trouble reading his ticket. I> > offered to help, assured> > him that he was at the right gate, and noticed the> > "Screaming Eagle",> > the symbol of the 101st Airborne, on his hat. Making conversation, I asked him if he'd been in the> > 101st Airborne or if his> > son was serving. He said quietly that he had been
Ramblings Of A Has-been Fu-rock Star
I probably won't use too many names here, except as thank-yous. It's not important otherwise. SO... Day 3 of The Aftermath is nearly done...I'm still feeling pleased with myself! Although that's wearing off now... Almost everyone (probably 4 of you) reading this knows that Tuesday, I was the in the Fubar Spotlight. I admit, it took a couple of weeks and some nice people whorin-I mean, helping me, but I had accumulated enough to get it at least three times, but if I bid on it at 11 PM my time and then went to bed, invariably one or more people outbid me by 3 hours later. So I finally decided enough was enough and Monday night, I set my alarm for 1:50 AM Tuesday morning and went to bed.When my alarm went off, I rolled out of bed, woke up my 'puter and clicked on the BID link for the Spotlight. Bleary-eYed as I was, I had a lil trouble reading the numbers, but they finally made sense - Latest bid: 28100250, and Minimum Bid - 28100500. I waited until my 'puter clock said 1:58 then clicked
So, I read something that made me feel somewhat different. While I'm feeling very lonely, I'm not thinking as negatively about myself. I'll post what i read, now: We are all familiar with the story of Narcissus, the beautiful youth who fell in love with his own reflection in the pool. But we are less familiar with the story of his partner, Echo, the young nymph who was cursed by the gods to only be able to repeat, never initiate, speech. At one point, when Echo-whose heart was never deterred by her beloved's self-absorption-came upon Narcissus and heard him uttering words of love, she naturally repeated his words. To the outside observer this would surely look like a mutual love fest. The truth, of course, was that Narcissus was talking to his own reflection in the pool and that Echo was merely being an audio version of that reflective pool. But even more interesting, Narcissus and Echo were themselves fooled by this house of mirrors: since from where she stood she couldn't see the re
Hate Letter To A Cow Lmfao!
Okay so I gave Brodie an assignment the other day.. He was to write an insulting hate letter to a COW. Check it out!! It'll Fuckin Blow your mind!! A!! I LOVE YOU MAN!!Hey you fat fucking Heifer!! How the hell have you been? I saw you walking down the road with out a care in the world smashing your fat face into the grass in the same matter as a fat kid finding a cupcake! You are some piece of work you worthless piece of meat. You are a 100% USDA certefied piece of shit! i can not wait to gut you like a  pig, you cum guzzling bullshit eating maggot infested flea ridden worthless excuse for a creature. You are not even worth the potential leather that surrounds your nasty animal bi products. You're ugly you smell worse then the shit you leave on my lawn and you have no right or good reason to reproduce. I hope you fucking choke on your own scaly nasty butt licker. I can only masturbate to the idea that you are raped by horses and your owner defiles your calf's while you are forced to wa
Cross Dressing Ewoks
So Recently I asked my best friend's lover, (or whatever in the hell you wanna call him at this point), to give me his opinion on Cross Dressing Ewoks. All I Gotta Say Is DAMN!! His Answer was this:Problems and misconceptions among the Ewok‘s.An Ewok is not a race, it is a status of age as an adult to a child, a deer to a doe, and a Bear to a cub.Ewok’s are “cubs” to Wookiees. However unlike most Guardians whom protect their young, the Wookiees send the Ewoks off to another planet all together. Wookiees and Ewoks are both from Kashyyyk but will live out their child hood on the planet Endor. The point of this is similar to that of our own historic Spartans, the weak are discarded at birth. The Wookies, unlike the Spartans, will give them a chance at it by letting nature take it’s course in a life style truly intended as the survival of the fittest. In the event that an Ewok survives to adulthood they are fit to be called a true Wookiee and are removed from
Divorce Cakes
Divorce Cakes       
20 Ways To Maintain Insanity
20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity Current mood:  mischievous Current mood:  giggly  1.  At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars.  See if they slow down2.  Page yourself over the intercom.  Don't disguise your voice.3.  Every time someone asks you to do something, ask them if they want fries with that.4.  Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN".5.  Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks.  Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to expresso.6.  In the memo field of all your checks, write "for smuggling diamonds".7.  Finish all your sentences with "in accordance with the prophecy".8.  Dont use any punctuation10. Order diet water with a serious face whenever you go out to eat.11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go".12. Sing along at the opera.13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.14. Put mosquito netting around your work area and play tropical
To Westborough Community Baptist Church
Where do I even begin?? I am rendered speechless by some of your activities, one in particular. How DARE you show up at our fallen soldier's funerals protesting, chanting your prejudice & spatting your hatred?! Thank God For Dead Soldiers?! HOW DARE YOU!! Do you not think the fallen soldier's friends & families are suffering enough grief that you just gotta make it worse?? Or do you just not care?? In my eyes you are the wicked that plagues this earth. If not for the soldiers of centuries past who fought for our lives & safety, this place & it's people would either extinct or enslaved. Our lives full of dispair! What about Jesus?? He died for us did he not?? These soldiers too are dying for US everyday. They are dying so that we may be safe & sleep / live in comfort without certain worries. I feel that my friends & family members who have served & are serving in the military has been greatly disrespected by your antics. Open up your eyes & start having respect for others. I Shun you fo
Who Wants To Own Teh Smokey
Want to own me? Here is your chance...I am offering a rather nice package for my new owner, so come and own me, and if you can't well at least rate the pic :)
'waiting For Love'
All my life ive been waiting it really seemed foreverto find that special someone I thought would be never.Not many crossed my path maybe too fussy was Iso maybe I foolishly let some chances pass me by.Theres someone for everyone I hear people sayingrelationships to some are  like games they are just playing.Where did the romance go it seemed to die awaybut waiting and hoping it would return again day.Many years have passed by maybe the time is rightromance came again and feelings again in my sight.Maybe all the waiting had paid off for me in the endsomeone to share and care for and my love to send.
I was wondering what the last concert everyone had went to see. Don't laugh at me but the last one I seen was Poison.. Also which concert was your favorite, mine was 3 doors down, Hoobastank and Shinedown opened for them. I tell ya I've never rocked out so hard in my life! I am just wondering b/c I want to start going to more concerts and would like to know the best ones to go to :p
The Third Principle
  The guarantee of keeping this country alive and free is dependent on virtue and morality.  The key to keeping America Virtuous and Moral is to elect virtuous and moral leasers.  Up until the late 1800’s, Americans were well educated on the principles of freedom, independence, the constitution and the working of the government as well as history and politics.  Because of this, any American can strive to serve for public office, the keyword being serve.   It was deemed by our founding fathers as being a privilege to serve, as well as a duty.  They may not have always agreed on the issues, but they always acted in a manner consistent with virtue, morality and the constitution.  They even said publicly and on record that those lacking in experience, training, proven virtue and demonstrated wisdom should NOT serve as elected officials.  They took to heart proverb 29:2 “When righteous people are in authority, the people rejoice; but when wicked people rule, the people mourn&rd
The 2nd Principle
  A free people cannot remain free if they are not both moral and virtuous.  It might not seem important but lessons from the past have taught that only virtuous and moral people are capable of freedom, because the main rule power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutely can only be staid by the people.  Here in America, we elect our leaders and have a representative republic, the first new type of governance on the face of the earth that threw of the monarchy rulers.  As nations become stronger they become more corrupt.  Greed and power never has enough on their own and always wants more, in turn creating more masters and more oppression.  The Representative Republic was thus created on 28 principles that the founding fathers included in the framing of the new country – America.  They realized that a wholly democratic country, though ideal, would not work because everything would be needed to be voted upon before acted on.  The other problem would be to have unanimous v
Needing Some Help
so yeah...  I am having like the worst fucking time trying to come up with this cool ass screen name... I mean what the hell...  I want it to be as cool as perfectly_inked... give you props sis.. it fits you well....  anyone got some ideas?
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Remembering Romance
Old fashioned movies With true love to gainAlways remember romanceAnd kiss in the rain. The only thing you haveIs the hope of his kissAnd waiting for the dayIs all that you missIn love, in romanceLooking into his eyesIs all you want to doNo time for any liesSo send him a textDrop him a lineAnd maybe one dayHe’ll take the timeHe’ll fall for youAnd never look backYour life will be brightNo time for dark, no blackI hope he’s always thereTo take away my painAnd to remember romanceAnd to kiss in the rain
I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel hoping what you need is behind every door. each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change. Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all. the feeling sometimes wishing you were someone else feeling as though you never belong. This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy. I truly understand. Please don't cry now.     Please don't go I want you to stay I'm begging you please, please don't leave here. I don't want you to hate, for all the hurt that you feel. The world is just ILLUSION, trying to change you.     Being like you are. Well this is something else, who would comprehend. but some that do, lay claim divine purpose blesses them. That's not what I believe, and it doesn't matter anyway apart of your soul ties you to the next world. or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure. but what I do know, is to us the world is different as we are to the world. But I guess you would know
Written By A Soldier In Iraq
 THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ. Okay, I need to rant..I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson .  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was anentertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief.  When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here?  ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?  Whatabout all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom?  All thoseSo
Finally This is the story of a lifeWashed up on the shores,By a tide late at night.Lost, never foundWith no where to goStuck to the ground, yetSearching for a little moreSomething to make it so. Searching for a life,One that would understandIs it so sad,To search your whole lifeFor just one who would stand,Tall and next to youNo matter what you go through. Drowning in this poisonWith no one to understandTrapped in your own prisonBarely a boy,No where close to a man.But when they comeAnd true happiness bloomsEverything torn awry made rightYou'll understand why nothing elseTruly ever matteredAnd your faith in this GodFinally has reason to resume
Afghanistan The Battle For Kandahar
Saw a kid in a gas mask todayFive years old- maybe fourStole a Hershey bar from the remainsof a burnt down store. Riot gear and hopscotchSlingshots and hand grenades. Well, that kid- with that precious chocolate in handHe found a soldier, lying on the groundAnd there, he kneeled downThe soldier had a gun shot woundAnd bits of shrapnel in his small intestineIn his hand,From the waist down, he began to grow numb And that kid in that gas maskHe looked down with a bit of pityOn the soldier with the seeping woundHe took PITY on that soldier'spoor, unfortunate life. He took that candy bar from his back pocket,And he GAVE that dying soldier his chocolate.That soldier- he had a tear in his eye.. He looked up in the gas mask glass,and saw his reflection!He smiled wide,and with sincere, yet trembling inflectionsaid, ‘Thanks kid.' And that kid, he saw that smile-and he pondered on it for awhile. 'That's ok. I'm going to steal a TV now instead' LT.David MartinUnited States Marines Sp
The Reflections Are Like Illusions
The reflections in illusionslike music in waterwhen the colours in whitewrite about the nightwhere the eyes beholdmirrors in goldkisses like crystalsin wrappers soldlike in mayawhen red eyes closeda peacock's dancethe moon's pranceOn such a notethe slow slow kisseslong and longer pausesmercurial feverskyscraper desirehaunting moanssearching fingersbehold such passionlike natures ownthe colours in blackstood nakedwith trembling handsThe intensity of lovewas the painin separation togetherthat leaning mouthon the lips of the belovedthere are songs of passionfor us to beholdof the unseen
Her Quiet Death...."goth Poetry"
Rakes the sharp edge across her skin, watches as crimson drips flow.... doesn't worry whom it disturbs, no matter of whom may know.... Takes a sip of liquid, red wine to calm the rush takes a pill to calm it's inner, to make it silent, for her to hush... Blows out the candles flicker, a darkened room she fancied most.. wraps herself with a woven blanket, to mimic a warm embrace drawn close... as linen white sheets turn reddend, as her skin grows gray and pale, she dreams of how her life brought her pain,her lifes being, her mortal hell... as her weakened eyes grow hazed, a soft whisper from her lips fell "Might this shattered heart lay in peaceful pieces,within pain I know longer dwell"as written: Dharq Julez
More Then Friends
MORE THEN FRIENDS People always say that friendships should be treasured. But I want something more with her. My love for her could never be measured. I only wish she could see how I feel. So I wonder, what can I do? Can I just be friends with her? Or can I say to her, "I'm falling for you," And lose her friendship forever? So is there any hope here or I should let my love for her end? No matter how it all turns out, I'll always be her friend.
The Feed!.."adult Content"
While fingertips trace upon the skin, the lustful feel of a lovers touch... the yern for a passionate deeply seeded kiss, the feel the tip of the tongue does.... Lightly and slowly it slides, it circles, slightly feeling the the arch of his back... kneeling in front of him for her feed, while feeling comfort within her throats back.... Dancing and swirling of the hot of her tongue goes, a kiss, a suckle , only moans said.... soft yet aggressive strokes from her felt, while his hand rests the back of her head... as the pace becomes slightly faster, as his head slowly lay back... she feels the seed that the feed fills, while her lips do not part away from that... while inbedding deeply within he feels, the velvet narrow way while she closes it's hollow... for in this one feeding she has been given his essense, the fruit he bare's she has taken, she swallows.... as written:~Dark Jules~
How I Feel
Life is about joy and passion, Not about misery and gloom, We lose many friends along the way, So let’s celebrate the people we have known.So many who have shown love and kindness, And some we have misunderstood, Maybe some we have done injustice, Where our actions should have only been good, To anyone reading this poem,I just hope that you do understand, My reason for doing the asking, As life, love and passion which for me is so grand.
I am in an Urban Exploration group on, and tomorrow we FINALLY get to go somewhere. Its an abandoned mental hospital somewhere in Buttfuck, IL, and I managed to get enough people to come with me to call it a group :)   Needless to say, hubby almost had a heart attack when he found out where I'm going, but was consoled by the fact that there are gonna be like 6 ppl comin, and 2 of them are guys.  Sooo...lets hope my plans dont crash and burn like they always do.  I'm pretty stocked.
well finally im as happy as i think i can get. ive gotten married and i have 3 wonderful step children. i love it. ive been waiting 5 years for this to happen (2 years were my fault) but i have a wonderful family now. im trying to wait until the youngest is walking and out of diapers before i have one but i dont think thats goin to happen. i have to go to the doctor in a week and i just might be prego. i dont mind i just wish it could have waited. im on birth control but the doc put me antibiotics cause i ended up having gallbladder surgery and it was infected. so now i think it messed with my birth control. im happy but im scared. we have an 11 yo, 9yo, and a 10 month old. they r 3 of the best children but the youngest is a handful. so i hope its a false alarm. dont get me wrong ive been wanting a child for a long time but right now it needs to wait. but if its meant to be there then so be it. i guess ill just have to put my big girl panties on and deal with it.
Well to those of you who wish to know more than I can say about the salute.  my friends know my story but I will lwt the others who are curious know why I dont have a salute or many pics on my profile. Ok my eyesight isnt that great so maybe this is better.  The reason I dont have a salute or more pics is because I cant download anything on my fricken computer.  I have tried everything and ppl have helped me but its blocked.. As you know my man is out of town alot and found out I posted pics up. WHere?  he doesnt know but some how the fker blocked me from downloading anything so.  Im stuck.  But after getting very angry because I couldnt figure it out trying to prove myself to some of you.. You know what I dont have to prove myself to no one.  I am who I am and if you cant believe that,, then go on.  I know some of you that I talk to regularly are not the ppl int he pics you posted but its cool Im here for a descent conversation not looking for love and a baby daddy or money or whateve
So That Others May Live
Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades? What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? All those Soldiers who, knowing that they would be
Mornings First Yernings..."adult Content"
Mornings first yernings........might it be the feeling of first mornings touch your body aches for? The sensual sensations of gentle fingertips lightly grazed upon the skin. The longing for the body feeling another seeking it out till it finds a resting place against yours. Nestling and molding to yours with comfort,waiting for the great embrace it so searches for. The way your hands coddle her breast,and how the girl seemingly reacts at that moment by rising to them...waiting to feel the softened massage that speaks erotically to her chemistry. Might it be the feeling of her kisses you miss...watching her look upon you with her wanting stare, watching her trace the outter of her lips...moistening them for you...readying them for where ever she feels needs a place for her passionate hot beads that glisten from there. Can it be that the one lying infront of you has your Master of stirring ready for it's time. Making you feel you must softly nudge forward, hunting for her shallows to bat
Passion Is....
Give me such PassionThat it knows no endLet my heart grow wingsAnd take flight againAllow me such loveThat I feel with each embraceOverwhelming firesThat grow with the thrill of chase Grant me such a kissThat my heart escapes my chestSuch a beating against my ribs that my pain tolerance is at test Bestow upon me such PassionThat nothing else existsWarm me with your armsBless me with your lipsTouch me with such tendernessThat I cannot believeThat such Passion could existInside someone like me
You Move Me...."
Like the ocean moves with it's continuous waves.....Like wind in the sail's of a ship that moves with ease......Like the upwind caught in an eagles wing' move me! Like a river's current, a leaf adrift.......Like the sand's of the shore by the ocean's tide, may lift......Like the wing's of a sparrow, that move's agile and move me! Like a feather caught in a summer's breeze..........Like a rustling of autum's fallen leaves........Like a savior healing my broken hearts needs....You Move Me! Like the words that you whisper, that fall from your lips....Like the fire which exhilarates from your fingertips....Like the gentle embrace while your coddled within my hips.......being there, it's known you have moved me!
Who Is Jack Schitt?
WHO IS JACK  SCHITT? For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt'! Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt.   Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, who married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc.   They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt.  The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her  parent's objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout.  After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a
You Are The One!
No I won't surrender At any cost You're something so sweet and tender From my heart Yes I've done my evil I've done my good Just believe me honey I won't let go of you You are the one And there's no regrets at all You are the one And there's no regrets at all We've had our share of misfortune We've had our blues And God is not on our side Yes it's true We keep forgetting baby The beauty of us two There is no one who can take that away From me and you You are the one And there's no regrets at all You are the one And there's no regrets at all
Working Without
I work for a car dealer in Zephyrhills, Florida. In the last six months they have not paid me corectly for my hours twice. Now today I got my check and it shows no hours on it, just a dollar amount. I was also told that there would not be money in the account to cover it until Monday. I'm so fed up with this bullshit I want to scream. I'm supposed to worek tomorrow buy I think I'm going to tell them I'll come back to work when they decide to pay me what they owe me. Am I wrong to make this choice? I'll post this as a mum also. Some one give me some advice please.
The Changing Of My Being...becoming His.."adult Content"
  The feel of his finger's through my hair was like a whisper from my favorite demon of which has been long i've heard from.....on my neck,fine hair stood up and applauded his action's which I could not resist. Behind me he stood,with a soft and gentle stroke of his hand's moved me into the perfect position inwhich twas like I floated....and not moved my own. Feeling his body behind mine, against mine...pressing...slowly rotated and molding to mine....i felt the urge to press up against lay my head into his shoulder's to enjoy this forever seeming moment , as time seem's to have stood still.....Pushing my body harder into M'lord...i find it hard to resist the temptation he present's to my inner wanting to be touched...with my passion screaming through my vein's....I let him have me at will.......thus my clothes complimented the cold stone floor.....cold enough that my toe's find themself on end.........My loves' thick black cloak find's itself wrapped around me
Love Is.....
love is a hard thing to explainlove is not a feeling nor a emotion it is a passiona passion for someone who you desire in your lifei have that feelingit is so strongi cant take itbut those who try will prevailand they will have that passion filledand the desire will shrinkbut it will still be therealways there even when you lose your passionit will still be there beating like a heart
Welcome To My Half
I have a blog about technology ,life and energy diys etc come and check it out ...also if you are single petite hot blond also check me out . ;>p cheers  
The Heart Knows No Reason
In times of frustrationsThe mind leadsWhat the mind teachesThe heart feels.In times of depressionThe mind finds the meansWhat the mind givesThe heart receivesIn times of prosperityThe mind rulesWhat the mind dictatesThe heart followsIn times of lovingThe mind asksWhat the mind questionsThe heart answersWhen the mind resistsThe heart insistsIt is the timeWhen the mind loosesAnd the heart wins
Why Guys Like Girls
Here are a few reasonswhy guys like girls:1.They will always smell goodeven if its just shampoo2.The way their heads alwaysfind the right spot on our shoulder3.How cute they look when they sleep4.The ease in which they fit into our arms5.The way they kiss you and all of a suddeneverything is right in the world6.How cute they are when they eat7.The way they take hoursto get dressed but in the endit makes it all worth while8.Because they are always warmeven when its minus 30 outside9.The way they look goodno matter what they wear10.The way they fish for complimentseven though you both know that youthink she's the most beautiful thing on this earth11.How cute they are when they argue12.The way her hand always finds yours13.The way they smile14.The way you feel when you see their nameon the call ID after you just had a big fight15.The way she says 'lets not fight anymore'even though you know that an hour later....16.The way they kiss whenyou do something nice for them17.The way they kiss y
Priest's Retirement Party
A Priest was being honored at his retirement dinner after 35 years in the parish. A leading local politician and member of the congregation was chosen to make the presentation and to give a little speech at the dinner.However, he was delayed, so the Priest decided to say his own few words while they waited:'I got my first impression of the parish from the first confession I heard here. I thought I had been assigned to a terrible place.. The very first per son who entered my confessional told me he had stolen a television set and, when questioned by the police, was able to lie his way out of it. He had stolen money from his parents, embezzled from his employer, had an affair with his boss's wife, taken illegal drugs, and gave VD to his sister. I was appalled. But as the days went on I learned that my people were not all like that and I had, indeed, come to a fine parish full of good and loving people.'..Just as the Priest finished his talk, the politician arrived full of apologies at be
Help Us
Dear Autism Advocate,Yesterday, Congressman Mike Doyle, member of the House Energy and Commerce Committee and Chair of the Congressional Autism Caucus, spoke for our community and delivered a message to them that we have been hammering Congress with over the last week - health reform that does not stop autism insurance discrimination is unacceptable!Despite and outpouring of phone calls from our community, Speaker Pelosi has remained silent.It is time to heat things up with FAX IN FRIDAY! Before TGIF starts to set in, be sure to make sure that she and her staff do not get one moment to rest today as a result of all the communications they receive from the autism community.Here is How YOU Can Help: 1. FAX A NOTE TO SPEAKER PELOSI. Our form makes it easy just like sending an email. A fax machine is not required! Once you press the send button a fax will be on its way to her office.> Send a fax HERE!2. CALL SPEAKER PELOSI's OFFICE AGAIN TODAY AND CONTINUE TO DELIVER THE FOLLOWING MESSAGE:
Advertisements, Birds, And New Furniture
So yesterday we got new living room furniture. I like it, but being short sucks. When I sit all the way back, like you are suppose to, my feet don't touch the floor.  But it is really nice. It's brown with some other colors in the pillows on the back. It has memory foam in it so it's really comfortable, lol. I just have to get use to it. Also, a few days ago, we got a bird. I'm not really sure why my parents thought we needed one. We had a dog, and they didn't really do much with it and my boys were afraid of it. It was kind of neat how we got the name of it. I came home from work and there was a piece of paper on the table. I was told to write down two names for the bird. I, of course, chose names from Boondock Saints...Rocco and Murphy. Then I was told to tear the names from the paper and put them in a bowl. I let the boys chose one name each. The name Connor chose was "Jett" and the one that Daniel chose was "Bob". Then I put those names back in the bowl and I chose the name. The
Anybody who ever said money can't buy happiness, has clearly never been broke. I'm a realist. On the stupid surveys that go around, about being rich and miserable, or poor and happy....there's no such thing as being poor and happy. Happy means no constant stress. Happy means no constant bullshit. You have loads of stress and constant bullshit when you're poor. This whole lacking money thing really sucks. I admit it. I was a spoiled brat my whole life. When your mother is one of the top dogs at a local hospital, money was obviously never an issue. I got what I wanted, when I wanted it, whether I wanted it or not lol I didn't get a job in high school because I didn't need to. My mom paid for it all, and I was constantly involved in activities and sports. I didn't get a job till two weeks after I turned 19. And even then I lived at home and had an assload of money between my mom and my own paycheck. Considering the fact that I know my phone will pretty much be ringing every hour on the
The Die Is Cast
We may wear different uniformsAnd our traditions not the sameWe may sing different marching tunesBut our drummer's beat's the same.With our Freedom's Flag unfurledWe travel land and air and seaTo protect this way of life we liveTo show others how life could be.We all march shoulder to shoulderProud Sisters and Brothers, allWe take a solemn vow and swearWe will answer our Nation's call.Some may serve one hitch or twoFor some, will be their life's careerSome will serve, “over there”And there's some, will stay right here.We come from all walks of lifeTo join in that one common causeTo guard and protect the U.S.A.So we won't be, that Land, that was.We are out there at the forefrontFor all the rest the World to seeTo show them all how proud we areOf this great Land of the Free.All who serve should take a bowThen stand straight and tall with prideSalute that ol' red white and blueSisters and Brothers, side by side.Someday maybe, they won't need usAnd wouldn't that be just fineFor
Reaching For You
Why is everything so hard Why cant anything be easy I can see what I want But I cant reach it it gets farther and farther away everyday slowly slipping out of my grasp No matter how hard I try it never gets easier if only wanting something made it appear but instead it gets harder to reach wanting hoping wishing for that one chance to have what I truly desire knowing that there are others that want the same thing constantly trying to grab it from me hoping and praying that they wont get it first    
Salute Pics
Mike Was going to be married to KarenSo his Father sat him down for a little chat.He said, 'Mike, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants, handed them toYour Mother, and said, 'Here, try these on.''She did and said, 'These are too big. I can't wear  them.'I replied, 'Exactly.. I wear the pants in This family and I always will.' Ever Since that night, we have Never had any  problems.'Hmmm,' said Mike. He thought that might be a good  thing to try.On his honeymoon, Mike took off his pants and said  to Karen, 'Here, tryThese on..'She tried them on and said, 'These are too large.  They don't fit me.'  Mike Said, 'Exactly. I wear the pants in this family And I Always will. I don't want you to ever forget that.'Then Karen took off her panties and handed them to  Mike. She said, 'Here, you try on mine.'Mike Did and said,'I can't get into your panties.'
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on to. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy. So kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. If you want to see the rainbow you must go through the rain. If you want TRUE LOVE you must go through the pain. Women were made from a man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to the heart to be loved.
I'm In An Auction!!!
I'm in an auction, it's been a while, over a year since someone last owned me,  Come get yourself a hot, sexy fubar slave, well, sort of slave.  I'll at least do everything I offered, but you can ask my former owners and friends, you'll probably get more than you pay for.  
Dear Penis Owners
Dear Penis Owners Current mood:  angsty Ok, some of this is ripped off from a friend of a friend, and I'm honest enough to give credit where credit is due. However, I had to put my own "flavor" to this, so some of this is actually ME saying these things.DEAR PENIS OWNERS, (and I don't mean lesbians with strap-ons, or women who have their men so pussy-whipped that they are no longer in possession of the their own packages. HOWEVER TO THE WOMEN WITH PENIS' AS BIG AS THEIR MANS, KUDOS SISTERS, KEEP THE DREAM ALIVE.)-Don't send me messages asking for a hook up. I've stated in my profile to get to know me. If I'm not worth your time to do so, then your not worth my time to hook up with, and I DON'T DO HOOK UPS ANYMORE.-Don't ask me to be your MISTRESS (or your sub). If I wanted to do that I would bash you in the head and drag you to my cave like an ahead feminist cave woman.-I am also a cat person/owner. so if you have something against felines "these are not the droids you are looking f
Fu Drunk And Loving It
Two days has passed I like this site but now I need some more luv Give me drinks, Bling,and Bombs what have Ya !! I think I gonna be here for a long time
Circa 2k
Around 2000 at both Duke and U of P an experimental programs were a huge success. First one dealt with the most deadliest form of skin cancer and the second to clean out your blood vessels. Imagine all that and more circa 2k? Norio  
Please Vote On.no2 Familys Mum.vacation....
please vote on my no2 familys mum.vacation..please
Vote 4 Me In Hot N' Naughty's Contest!
Could I Have This Dance - Anne Murray
I just love this song, I learnt it and now I can actually sing it. It's moving! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~   I'll always remember the song they were playin'The first time we danced and I knewAs we swayed to the music and held to each otherI fell in love with you CHORUS:Could I have this dance for the rest of my lifeWould you be my partner every nightWhen we're together it feels so rightCould I have this dance for the rest of my life I'll always remember that magic momentWhen I held you close to meAs we moved together, I knew foreverYou're all I'll ever need. REPEAT CHORUS REPEAT CHORUS
702 - Don't Go Breakin' My Heart
702 - Don't go breakin' my heart So many nitesI felt your beating heartAs we were deep in the darkI'd watch you sleepin' tightProtect you from the lightAs if you were a child& put a kiss on your lipsDon't you go breakin' my heartStay for awhileI'll make it alright (make it alright)Cuz if you go breakin' my heart (go breakin')I won't survive (can't survive)So stay for toniteThis can't be rightCuz each & every timeI look deep in your eyesI see the shinin' starsBeatiful work of artStill we just never partLet's talk it throughYou & IDon't you go breakin' my heartStay for awhileI'll make it alright (make it alright)Cuz if you go breakin' my heart (go breakin')I won't survive (can't survive)So stay for toniteIs it somethin' that I should have done (should have done)Tell me where did I go wrongIs it somethin' that I could've saidTo make you stay around the wayDon't you go breakin' my heartStay for awhileI'll make it alright (make it alright)Cuz if you go breakin' my heart (
Pissed Off!!!!!!!!!
I am so pissed off! I seen this screen capture that a great friend to many of us had uploaded. Check this shit out!! How the hell could someone call someone who stands for so much and has seen the HELL upfront and through his own eyes be a fake?? A true War Vet that I am honored as all hell to have as a friend!! Brandon, don't let assholes like this get to you.    
im new here can someone help me please im looking for some friends.
People Ask
People say who would ever talk about vets.... All in VANE  
A Soldiers Thoughts On Micheal Jacksons Death
A Soldier's View of Michael Jackson's Death This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in Iraq .Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting............. ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... ......... .........Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on MichaelJackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was anentertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spentmillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood , and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" fo
Are You That Insecure Or Just A Retard?
It never ceses to amaze me at the lame asses who feel the need to forever make rude, lame, stupid comments at BBW. They spend so much time, making fun of BBW'S it makes me wonder, are they that inscure, jealous maybe? Or just plain ignorant retards, who have nothing better to do then to mock others. I think it shows a lack of maturity on their part.  Reminds me of kids picking on one child cause they dont know any better and haven't been taught to mind their mannors. They think their friends are laffing with them, when I am betting in actual fact they are laffing at them.  Like little children, they go out of their way to get attention no matter if its positive or negitive.  Its the look at me ,  Im  a world class dork.  Pay attention to me dammit or Im so gonna say shit about you till you do. Yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn sorry,  I dont feed into dramma queens who have hissy fits cause no one wants to play with them. Dont you think its about time you grow up and act your age not your da
Just Another Read
DOC1043 July 16, 2009 11:31 PM Three women go down to Mexico one night to celebrate college graduation. Apparently someone slipped something into their drinks, and they woke up In jail, only to find that they are to be executed in the morning, Though none of them can remember what they did the night before. The first one, a redhead, is strapped in the electric chair and is asked If she has any last words. She says, 'I just graduated from Trinity Bible College and believe in the Almighty power of God to intervene on The behalf of the innocent.' They throw the switch and nothing happens. They all immediately fall to the floor on their knees, beg for Forgiveness, and release her. The second one, a brunette, is strapped in and gives her last words... 'I just graduated from the Harvard School of Law and I believe in the Power of justice to intervene on the part of the innocent.' They throw The switch and again, nothing happens. Again they all immediately fall To their knees, beg for forg
Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, Often hot and fierce, But still only light and flickering. As love grows older, Our hearts mature And our love becomes as coals, Deep-burning and unquenchable. Gratitude unlocks the fullness of life. It turns what we have into enough, and more. It turns denial into acceptance, chaos to order, confusion to clarity. It can turn a meal into a feast, a house into a home, a stranger into a friend. Gratitude makes sense of our past, brings peace for today, and creates a vision for tomorrow. Best friends are like diamonds, precious and rare. False friends are like leaves, found everywhere. I know it's a cornball thing, but love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? I say fall head over heels. Find someone you love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart.
Bling Scammers
Last night A friend wikid lette, had asked if she could make a deal for an bling pack, like so many people fubucks or pics or whatever... i blew my wad already and didnt have enough bling to sell her one, and so anyways she got scammed by some douch guzzler named DMB. wikid lette is her name. she filled her end of the deal, and didnt get the bling she asked for... so all my wonderful friends, If any of you would help her out, or point her to a trust worthy person to make a deal with her, please do        
Autos, I Haz Them Help Pls
Please pray for e as I try to get my right leg were I can walk again I broke my right leg on May 31 and I need all the prayers I can get.
One Rate For A Friend
If you have time please copy and paste the link below and help him out with a rate please.
A New Life?
For those of you who know me know i have a boyfriend named Jeff. We have been living in my small house for 2 years and its come time to make a major decision. Jeff has his own house which he owns and is 3 times the size of mine. He hasn't actually lived there for 2 years but has paid the bills. He also has a roommate that I don't mind but hes a slob. I live in a 106 year old house that I hold dear to my heart. I have worked hard to make it a safe place for me an my son to live. I have literally refinished hard wood, laid linoleum, removed carpet, painted, killed mice and built walls. I even now own my own tool set and have come accustom to its floods and minor issues. Jeff has asked us to move in with him many  times but Ive always kind of push it off, but apparently now is the time to make the decision. If we don't move to his house we have to find another place that can accommodate all of our stuff. 4 cars and a boat... I realize that most normal people would say duh.. move. But
Something About Me
You may have noticed at times when I type and I respond back to everyone I am a little slow doing so. It is because I am dyslexic. I was blaming it on my glasses to a family member in the shout boxt the outher night because I read everthing backwards and I tend to do that. But I have busted my ass in life, going from special ed when I was a kid to having a 4.0 in college now.... I just wanted my friends to know this.
i am paying 5k for a 5  credit bling pack and 15 k for a 10 creidt bling pack and 30k for a 25 credit pack help level me plz
Ensign: Knowing The Unborn Push
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 17 July 2009 Two video stores in my hometown are now advertising the latest movies they’ve got available on their signs facing the street.  I found the wording of the one I drive by nearly every day on my way to work interesting.  Top to bottom, the sign reads, “KNOWING UNBORN PUSH”.  (For the movies “Knowing”, “The Unborn”, and “Push”, respectively.)  There’s a message somewhere in that, I thought, and I pray that I use this opportunity to make it something interesting to you and pleasing to God.  All the evangelism we’ll do is meaningless if we’re putting people to sleep with it! No one is ever mentioned as pregnant in Scripture.  In each of the twenty-six citations of a woman ready to give birth to a child, the phrase i
Perfect Orgasm
How to Give It For Her Ladies, you don't have to suck on a man's genitals or take them deep into your throat to make him feel good. Take your time if you're new to this, and understand that even a little attention to his penis, just a bit of fellatio makes most men crazy. - Take off your rings and such and get your hair out of the way. It does look sexy in those porno movies for that woman to flip her long hair around but in the real world it just gets in the way. - Begin slowly, with kisses — light ones and heavy ones and all types between — on the shaft and on the head. If you're feeling brave, kiss his testicles. - Flick the shaft or head of his penis with the tip of your tongue to get the feel and taste thing over with. Take your time and if that's all you do for this encounter, fine. - Move on to licks, like an all day sucker. Use lots of saliva. Let him lead the way with his moans and purrs. Lick where he seems to like it and you'll quickly find that you enjoy it. -
Personal Thoughts
     So I've been noticing some really funny stuff. Some of it is kind of sad, but not surprising. The overabundance of illiteracy, pervertedness, and the incomprehensible amount of stupidity that circulates on the internet from society as a whole is kind of well..sad. It's no wonder our country is in the shitter, take a look at the people that clog up the net with their flat out retardedness. Take this for example, last night I was up kind of late and I came across a photo with a caption that was labeled, ' tookn '. Sorry sweetheart, but if you spent half as much time exercising your brain as you do spreading your legs, there might be a ray of hope for America's future.  Then there's the people that like to abbreviate a simple three letter word like ' You ' with ' u ' . I'm sorry, but in case you hadn't noticed or paid attention, Ebonics is not a language. Also, what the fuck is with the obnoxiously ugly people that feel the need to pretend to be something they're not? Granted sure, i
Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger and Tonto went camping in the desert. After they got their tent all set up, both men fell sound asleep. Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and says, "Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see?" The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars." "What that tell you?" asked Tonto. The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says, "Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are millions of galaxies and   potentially billions of planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is in Leo.    Time wise, it appears to be approximately a quarter past three in   the  morning. Theologically, the Lord is all-powerful and we
Today I am euthanizing one of my cats. Poor feller is about 15 years old or so and..barely a bag of fur and bones. He's old and feeble and it's his time, tired of him suffering...he can't even hop up on the couch anymore, doesn't eat, etc.   So forgive any blah moods
I Will Never Be The Same Again - * Unknown Artist *
  I will never be the same again,I can never return, I've closed the door.I will walk the path, I'll run the raceAnd I will never be the same again.I will never be the same again,I can never return, I've closed the door.I will walk the path, I'll run the raceAnd I will never be the same again.Fall like fire, soak like rain,Flow like mighty waters, again and again.Sweep away the darkness, burn away the chaff,And let the flame burn to glorify Your name.There are higher heights, there are deeper seas,Whatever you need to do, Lord do in me.The Glory of God fills my life,And I will never be the same again.Fall like fire, soak like rain,Flow like mighty waters, again and again.Sweep aways the darkness, burn away the chaffAnd let a flame burn to glorify Your name.Fall like fire, soak like rain,Flow like mighty waters, again and again.Sweep away the darkness, burn away the chaff,And let a flame burn to glorify Your name.I will never be the same again,I can never return, I've closed the door.I
Lost In Your Eyes
Debbie GibsonElectric YouthLost In Your Eyes Verse 1:I get lost in your eyesAnd i feel my spirits riseAnd soar like the wind..Is it love that i am in?I get weak in a glanceIsn't that what's called romance?...and now i know'cause when i'm lost i can't let goChorus:I don't mind not knowing what i'm headed forYou can take me to the skies...It's like being lost in heavenWhen i'm lost in your eyesVerse 2:I just fell, don't know why[ Debbie Gibson Lyrics are found on ] Something's there we can't deny...And when i first knewWas when i first looked at youAnd if i can't find my wayIf salvation seems worlds awayOh, i'll be foundWhen i am lost in your eyesChorus:I don't mind not knowing what i'm headed forYou can take me to the skies...Oh it's like being lost in heavenWhen i'm lost in your eyesVerse 3:I get weak in a glanceIsn't this what's called romance?Oh, i'll be foundWhen i am lost in your eyes
My Day
I been looking for friends and job I have a CDL but I been out of work for 11 months now there no laber work a round here. I have ask a lot of trucking compings if I can drive for them but thay say I can't becoss I have not have no work for so long so I wood have to go back to truck driving school to drive with them but there are some schools that will not take me becols I have to motch expernts.
69 Q & A's.
69 QUESTIONS   1. Initials: Yup, I got three of them.2. Name someone with the same birthday as you:  Billy Bob Thorton, Louis Armstrong, Donald Gibb [Oger!]3. Favorite fruit?   Passion...or Bananas [for ~Her~..heh-heh..:P]4. For or against same sex marriage?  Have no prob with Civil Unions and allowing spousal benifits, but believe Religious organizations should not be forced to perform ceremonies if it conflicts with their beliefs.5. Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit & Assholes [was actually some one else's answer..but I have no other allergies, so I copped it]6. Are you bisexual? I'm semi try-sexual... I might try anything [between a man and woman] once.......maybe even 'Foghorn' is she rilly gets me goin...heh-heh..:P7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes?  Yeah.8. How many U.S states have you been to? Don't know rilly.9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?  2 and one other country.10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? Yup.11. Name something physical you
Vet Graves Missing?
Okay seriously, if i wasn't pissed off before, this just threw me through the roof! Of the 100,000 graves established in an Alsip cemetery now considered a crime scene, some 2,000 plots are final resting places for veterans - black soldiers, some of whom signed up decades ago to serve a country that didn't consider them equals. And officials can't yet say that all those graves at Burr Oak Cemetery, dating as far back as the Spanish-American War, are intact. Willie Robinson occupied one of them. Tiffany Robinson can't find the grave of her cousin, a 24-year-old Marine reservist killed in a 1998 car crash. She raced to the cemetery to check on his grave from her Alsip home a few times last week before it was shuttered and declared a crime scene. She now fears his was among the desecrated graves allegedly resold for profit. "Here's a person that was serving our country. Not just me, not just you, but everybody. For them to go and do this is just horrible," she said, starting t
  so the other night muss pimped me out and before i did i used this pic of my ex wife as my default and it amazed me that in those 2 minutes i was scrolling i got 5 friend requests from guys...2 other guys were hitting on me in my SB and only 1 guy noticed i was a he not a she,,,,,seriously are guys really that fucking douchey that they dont even look to see what sex you are before doing anything?   if thats the case then im sorry...i feel bad for my own kind lol
Is Jesus A Human Or Alien
So I have been thinking. Maybe Jesus was an Alien, and the Virgin Mary was a virgin because she was probed by aliens and seeded. Now I am Catholic and don’t believe in the whole Scientology Crap but I do believe in Aliens and other forms of life. So here we go. We have never ever seen another Human like Jesus. Chris Angle, David Blaine All BS. But Jesus did superhuman things. When he was born they said the star of Bethlehem shined on him. Could that star have really been an Alien space ship? Very easy to be confused 2000 years ago. Again we see in this time frame Moses ' following had a bright glow in the sky to guide his way. Alien Ship I think so. Parting of the Red Sea, Yep Alien technology. Now I can believe in a higher power but I also believe that humans have been visited by an alien race to guide us in our ways   More to come...
It Was An Honest Mistake...
My wife slipped into a coma about 7months ago. There has been little to no signs of her improving, until a few days ago. Her new nurse had called me and said I needed to come to the hospital as soon as possible. When I got to the hospital, she pulls me to the side and says "While I was giving your wife a bath, I noticed her monitor started to react when I was washing close to her genitals. Her breathing picked up, her heart rate and pulse increased, she was responding well to the interaction. Im not sure how to say this properly, so Im just gonna come out and say it... I think oral sex will help wake your wife from the coma" Obviously, I love my wife, so I said I would do whatever it takes to wake her. The nurse said she would give me time, and stand guard outside the door so I wasnt interuppted. And sure enough, heart monitor reacted to it. The thing was beep, beep, beeping like crazy... then it went beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep... She flatlined, the nurse ran in frantically asking w
Rip Ed Freeman
Last night in Los Angeles, the local ABC affiliate pre-empted the entire World News Tonight broadcast for a breaking local story. Whatever Charlie Gibson might have reported about the economy, the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan, the President’s health care plans, unemployment rates or the like didn’t make the air. Instead, we got extended coverage of the helicopter delivering Michael Jackson’s body to the county coroner’s office, and Jermaine Jackson’s emotional statement on behalf of the family. It occurred to me that much of the news this week has focused on three entertainers who passed away: Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson. Every human life is precious, and every family grieves the loss of their love ones, but the media predictably lavish attention on those who have lived their lives in the footlights. There is precious little recognition for the good and quiet people who do not live public lives.. Coincidentally, I recently received a not
This Weekend Starts Now
Today is a beautiful day and nothing on the schedule. I have some friends down from Vermont till sunday staying on the lake two towns over in Holland. So I may have to take the bike over and see them. Tomorrow I am working the door at the Marine Corp League for the Summer Bash in Worecester. Usually we have like 5 bands throughout the day and plenty of food and drinks. Nice thing about the place it is also on the water.Then sunday is supposed to be the pick of the weekend and I have a meeting with American Legion Riders. So I should be pretty busy and having fun this weekend.
Moving Day
Well my gf finally told me who the fourth person would be and i was right it is her bf, he is so creepy.  She admitted to me that he has been wanting me since I moved into apartment and that they both came up with idea of her having 3some with me and my friend, that I would be more likely to have 3some or 4some with her and creepy him.  I was like OMG!!! YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!! how could you use me like that!!!! I asked her if our entire time together was a lie, she didn't answer right away which means it was!  gawd I am such a dork, I should've known anyone that would date and live with such a creep would also be one!!!! She tried to tell me that at first it was but she has real feelings for me now and that she really did enjoy the other day with me and friend......I just glared at her and told her to stop lying and get out!!!!  I was so mad!!!!  Her bf doesn't work, always mooches off her and he drinks too much and does drugs..ewwwww!!!!!!!!! what a waste!!!! Anyway, that was a couple o
My Auction!
My Auction will start on Friday July 17th and end on Saturday July 25th at midnight. Ownership will last for 30 days!  Ownership will include but will not be limited to the following. 1) Fubar ownership for 30 days at the the starting price of 10,000 fubucks. 2) Your name on my heading (owned by..........) 3) 1 pimp out a day 4) A 1 credit bling of my choice per week 5) Rating or rerating your page with 11's only, Pictures of my choice. 6) Viewing of my NSFW private folders 7) A phone call from me ONLY IN CONT. USA CANADA & PR. 8) Lunch or dinner on me with me and Vampsdesire77 (MUST BE LOCAL) NYC & NJ areas only.  For anyone wanting to make the trip to Vegas, a 2 night stay with us at Caesars on the strip, share the room only this is a delux room, two queen size beds. We won't be in the room that much anyways!  TRANSPORTATION  FOOD & BEVERAGE NOT INCLUDED. For other out of state winner(s) an auto 11 or cherry bomb once a week. for 4 weeks. 9) Bidding will start at 100,000
Friday Morning Musings
if humans are such an evolved species why are we the only ones that need toilet paper? every other fuckin animal can shit cleanly  if things from the past are so good that people want to bring them back, why did the die out in the first place? eh, fuck retro anything   why don`t i give a fuck about anything anymore?
Who Wants A Cherry Bomb Or A Auto 11 For Cheaper Then What They Usually Cost ???
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Dream with the morning and a new world to come, have faith because is very possible if you are determined. Dream that there are no borders and love without barriers, please don’t look back. Live with the emotion of feeling again, to live in peace. In your way, sow a new destiny and the sun will shine again. Where the souls are united in light, then goodness and love will be reborn. The day that we find that dream you will change, no one will be able to destroy the truth from your soul.
A Soldier's Take On Michael Jackson
Hey all I just got this e-mail and I just wanted to share it with ya. And Im not tring to Hate On MJ I Love his Music. VERY GOOD POINT.....  A Soldier's Take on Michael Jackson For those of you who support our military, you will understand where this man is coming from.  For those of you who do not support our soldiers, God will explain to you one day.This young soldiers remarks are right on the point.  How calloused we the American people have become.  Please pass this along to friends and family.  This young man's remarks need to be read by everyone.            A Soldier's Take on Michael Jackson This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in Iraq.  Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news Interesting and he's right!!  Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was an entertainer who performed for decades.  He madeMillio
idk  what bloggin is 4. if u know can u plz help. i hope that this can shed some light on bloggin 4 me.
What's Wrong Now?
My friend, an ex-Marine Aviator wanted to show off his new twin-engine plane. I was riding along as he put it through its paces. Suddenly, we were caught in a violent thunderstorm, with lightning crashing all around us. Next, we lost the radio and most of the instruments. As we were being tossed around in the sky, George said, "Uh-oh!" Fearing the worst, I asked, "What's wrong now?" George replied, "I got the hiccups. Do something to scare me."
Yoko Shares...
Something to be appreciated. I know I do:   Thank you, Yoko!
Misery grabs me, by the throattry to breath, but still I chokeDepression cuts me like a knifeplagued by thoughts, to end my lifeLoad the clip, then fill the chamberhollow points, to ease my angerPut the barrel, against my headpaint the walls of my room redGrey matter, splatterd from floor to ceilingbut the pain, im no longer feelingall ive loved, will now be lostwas my life, well worth the costBROKEN SHELL, OF A MANEND MY DAYS, WITH MY OWN HANDSPILL MY BLOOD, AND WATCH IT RUNA LIFELESS CORPSE, IVE BECOMESelffish thoughts, control my grievingease my mind, this hell im leavingeternity, spent in purgatoryclose this chapter, of my life storyNot remebered, nor forgottenas my body lies there rottingfamily grieveing, for their fallen sonyet noone stopped me as I grabbed the gunCries for help, left unanswerednow that im gone, they loved this bastard
I'm Falling In Love With John Irving
One of my favorite movies when I was growing up was "The World According to Garp" with Robin Williams, Glenn Close, and John Lithgow.  It's a great movie, but I'm not sure what drew me to it as I really was too young to understand it.  In case you're not familiar with it, Robin Williams plays T.S. Garp, the son of a prominent feminist named Jenny Fields.  Garp wants to be a writer, but before he can ever write anything, his mother writes her autobiography which turns out to be a feminist hit.  He's forever living in her shadow. Anyway, I finally decided to read the book by John Irving.  Although the movie is one of my favorites, it doesn't do the book justice.  The evolution of Garp's character is one of the most complex and moving I've ever read.  You really can't stand him throughout most of the book.  He pisses people off to no end, he cheats on his wife, he has little sympathy for anyone.  But as the book goes on you see (or can imagine) him growing and becoming a more complete pe
Off To Italy
Hey I'm off to Florence and Pisa this weekend! I will be back on Monday :-) Have a great weekend everyone! xxx
Kill Or Be Killed
The current world exists too much in consumerism; consume or be consumed.  The prevalent feelings of most people will manifest itself in a choosing to produce the largest results at the least cost.  Mother appetite fed by father capitalism.  This applies across the board in terms as varied as those of relationships, sexual desire, architecture, scholastic achievement, rearing children, etc.  We consume others in large quantities, so that we avoid being consumed.  Fathers don’t want to give their children what’s best, but merely accomplish the most at the least cost to their busy lives and selfish aims.  Frat boys will aim to seduce and fuck five different girls in one night, if they can, while still giving the lowest common denominator amount of love, interest, or even value to the girls involved.  Government funded buildings spring up and look terrible, because we have no operative spirit of sacrifice. We murder off prisoners because it is just too difficult to assess true
Worlds Shortest Fairy Tale
Why Girls Don't Fart
Road Test
Michael Who???? Wtf?
Nice to hear this from a Soldier in IRAQ ........... To Jar our western perspective and values............  THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A SOLDIER IN IRAQ . I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson . As we all know, Jackson died the other day. He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.. Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing? Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr because he entertained us fo
More From The Bbb & Their Tips
CHICAGO (WBBM) - Burr Oak Cemetery was giving the Better Business Bureau trouble long before it was shut down by law enforcement. The CEO of the group's Chicago office, Steve Bernas, said relatives filed five complaints against Burr Oak over the past three years, none of which was resolved. That led to Burr Oak being given an "F" rating, one of four cemeteries in the area so rated. In one such case that dates from May, Bernas said the relative complained that a cemetery employee had embezzled money that was supposed to be used to pay for installation of a grave marker. The person was told he had to pay the fee, even though the fee had been paid and the relative had a receipt. The relative says he was told an installation fee needed to be paid, but in fact the fee had been paid and the relative had a receipt. Four former Burr Oak employees are charged in an alleged scheme to dig up hundreds of graves and resell the plots. Bernas said Burr Oak personnel never responded to its inq
My Heart Appointment July 16th,2009
Went to the heart doctor the 16th of July from what I understand doctor Lois said I have a hole in my heart they found while doing stress test which was not even a hour long, said that I may have to have surgery due to possibly the hole expanding I am thinking that's what's it's doing. I can not babysit anymore due to the stress it causes me along with passing out is along with it in the matters that I have to handle my activities to in a matter to where I can't do them. As for everything else in my heart is fine, my valve on the right side is okay still having trouble with blood flow but thats it so I will have that problem for a long time but they do wanna fix my heart murmur so I can stop passing out. Ebsteins Anomoly will be there until they say other wise.
"caught Red Handed"
Sharing Lovers With Female Family
I took the 1st time lover home and my two daughters dropped by after calling female cousing.  Several of them demand that I share him.  He loved the orgy.
We Fucked At A Party While People Watched.
I love public sex and went to a party wearing a sarong slit to my waist.  No bra and a transparent thong.  I met a hunk and sat so he could see my thong/clit.  I took him down the hill to a swimming hole and took off my sarong as people cheered.  I jumped in and floated while caressing my clit.  I came out and stripped and sat on a bench and pulled out his prick and sucked it as he finger fucked me and then I stripped him and sat on his prick as we fucked.  He dressed but I stayed nude as we walked through the crowd.  I stopped to suck pricks while guys stroked my clit and tits.  Yay!
Just Some Thoughts.
  I've met a wonderful guy, named Mike, who is very important to me. So important, in fact, that we now live together. It's nice having someone who who considers MY feelings when he's making decisions about things that don't even involve me. Not required, but still a nice gesture for sure. I'm not accustomed to nice gestures from men that I am dating. So before I moved in with Mike, I had a roommate named Marty. Awesome guy. Had 2 dogs...Emma, a little Mini Pin, and Bo, a rottweiler. I miss them all.  I kept telling Mike that I wanted a dog like little Emma, so for my 30th birthday, he bought me 3 dozen Tiger Lilies (my favorite flower), and a purebred Mini Pin. He didn't find me a puppy, but he did find me a little guy named Romeo, who we call Romy. He's a little pain in the ass at times, but he makes me laugh about as much as Mike does. I've taken on a higher position at work. Upon taking that higher position, I've cancelled a move to a different state that would have given me
WeakBy: Ashton MullenWe were making a chainMade to be strongIt started out shortbut built to grow long.It started out fineEach link fastened tightBut I missed a small chinkthat was plain out of sight.The chain was growingAt a faster pacebut then I noticedIt start to unlace.It stretched out farI heard it rumbleThe chink was weakand started to crumble.It happened so fastI didn't expect thisThe chain just snappedOver something I missed.We worked so hardTo build this bondit fell apart onceand now it's gone.You got angry Your patience was slackyour work seemed worthlessSo you turned your back.It was my faultI didn't see the chinkOh why the hellDid I not check that link?Now I'm left aloneHolding the broken linkThis issue was smallit's just a tiny kink. This can be fixedBut you took the glueI can't do this aloneThis will take two. I hope you come backto finish what we startedYou left me all aloneand deeply broken hearted.You'll think about our chainand the bond we madeThis cou
Where Does This Leave Us, O Singer?
Why do we so frequently think of people in terms of our consumption.  We are consumers, yes, but not merely so.  The question should not be "How do we marginalize and ignore and demean this person we do not like or do not want?" but "What is wrong with us that we do not want, appreciate, or love this person?"  The abominable Peter Singer has said that, given the choice in a fire to save a kennel full of beloved dogs, a clinic full of newborns, and an orphanage full of unwanted children, he would save the dogs.  Such is the display of self-indulging desires and conditioned love on the part of whoremaster man (as Shakespeare termed him).    He sins first by not wanting those who need his love, and then justifies disposing of them by saying that, well, he does not want them.  We need to grant people what we owe them.  And sometimes, beyond that, simply do what is good to another.
Help A Dj Out!
OK, So, here is the deal. I am a new DJ, and have to get ALL new songs as my external HD went to shit. =[ SO, I AM ASKING YOU, THE PEOPLE I KNOW AND TRUST, PLEASE HELP ME.  I have quite a bit now, but, not nearly enough to keep things NEW. I need ARTISTS, BANDS, SONGS, Good Remixes, EVERYTHING. COMMENT WITH THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO SEE ME PLAY. I am trrying to gain BASICALLY a SHIT LOAD of songs by SUNDAY EVENING. So, I have quite some time to download A LOT. HELP ME OUT AND TY FOR THE HELP!     Feel free to add anything you like to listen to, shit your friends, like, IDC. I just need some help. =] Thanks again.
new ramblings in about me...
Its a gorgeous morning..birds are chirping sun is shining. Had a cup of coffee and decided to go for a walk. retrieving my MP3 player and lacing up my sneakers I stretch for a minute and head out singing along with my favorite rage songs. I'm about a half mile away from home when a little white car slows down and stops next to me. Two of the guys working on the road are in it. "There's a guy up there on the side of the road, ma'am, he doesn't look too good." I smile and think hmmm...maybe Brian is out doing yardwork. But the guy says, "He has a beard and he don't look right in the head" Now I could have turned around and rerouted my decided trek and shortened it or I could just tread along and be on the look out for this strange man. I live in the country. Its tiny town USA. You rarely see a soul outside unless they are driving by and you can walkfor miles between cars sometimes. Just depends on the road you choose to walk on. Well I thanked the men for giving me the heads up and con
A surgeon went to check on his blonde patient after an operation. She was awake, so he examined her. "You'll be fine," he said. She asked, "How long will it be before I am able to have a normal sex life again doctor?"
Intro On Normality
NORMALITY....................just when you thought it was over.just when you felt safe in your locked homes.well you were wrongfrom the maker of the....."A.U.A.D."( AGAINST UNDERAGE DRINKING)"A.D.A." (AGAINST DRUG ABUSING)"A.S.C.D."(AGAINST SENIOR CITIZEN DRIVERS)and the "A.M.C.C.A." ( AGAINST MENTALLY CHALLENGED CHILD ABUSE)we present you something new...after the main character Kristin sortier of the (A.U.A.D., A.D.A., A.S.C.D., A.M.C.C.A.) died from a common over the counter drug called the "AUAD-TRA SLIM".A product that was used to help extremely overweight actors and singers to lose weight until it was discovered to have secret ingredients such as crack, pepto, laxative, and malimine.Kristin was found face first leaning into the toilet dead with both capsules, one up each nostril.her casket was made with 100% recycled material, in which was what she wanted, was all they could afford so it worked out.she was buried in a shoe box cushioned with hotel towels and wore her
This is written by a young soldier serving his third tour of duty in  Iraq.  Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting.Okay, I need to rant.I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was an entertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villian to many people.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses their minds with grief.  When a man dies whose only contribution to the country was to ENTERTAIN people, the Amercian people find the need to flock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need to hold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here?  ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's a freaking martyr becau
It's Another Random Survey...
If you were a robot, what would your prime function be? To fill eclairs with white creamy goodness... Does a crowded elevator smell different to a midget? Only if his allergies aren't acting up. Is this question true or false?, blue! Can I borrow a dollar? How about 100 pennies? What is the largest thing you have set on fire? a sectional couch Can you spell backwards? b a c k w a r d where's my prize? Would you bite someone in a fight? Like a dog gnawing on his favourite chew toy Can I borrow a dollar again? geez...hands you 5 pennies, 2 nickels, 7 dimes, and a quarter. Can I smack you with a burning cat? yep, for sure Why? Doesn't everyone love a hot pussy? Say something you don't know:   something I dont know (nice answer Crystal!)   I'm thinking of a number between 1 and 10. What is it? a number, duh...   Sorry, that was wrong, try again... No, I'm pretty sure it's a number.   When was the last time you showered? (phew!) Rhetorical ques
Carry On.
Sense memory of peach blossoms.Underneath the film of the lake.Lays another misfit memory.More the taste than the scent.The sweat on her neck.The sweet intoxication of her pulse under my fingertips.Just below the surface.Reaching out in fine phantomy tendrilsto tickle and tantaliseas she driftslistlessly sinkslike an autumn leaf plucked from the tree.Just in the nick of time.She doesn't reach.Beckonbegthrash nor flail.She smiles as she silently fallsfurther below.The water acts as a wall.I pound stomp and clawI scream against the cool impenetrable force.Not to free herbut join her.
I am married with a divorce on the horizon.I need to know if i should fight for it or not. I drive a truck for a living and up until 3 months ago my wife was with me. She got out of the truck and found a job. During this 3 month time frame i have been flip flopping back and forth about leaving her or staying with her. iI was chatting with some women during this time, i only met one of them for dinner and we sat in her car and kissed. My wife had joined a dating site and cancelled it the next day. the last time i told her that i wanted out she posted an ad on craigslist and was chatting with 23 guys, she had made plans to meet one off them last friday night. I called her friday while she was still at work to tell her that i was coming off the road for good and wanted my wife back, no games this time. She then turn off her phone and went on the date which was dinner and then back to my house so they could f$%k. The guy had told her she would come back to me so he was not expecting a seco
So today was a good day didnt see much to remind me of the bad things that i see on a daily basis.... Kinda nice, the air was fresh with smog of course, the smell of rain but of course no rain. Tonight spent some quality time with my boys at a video arcade something about being able to blow shit up and shoot random things kinda makes u feel better....
An Update On The Update
The DR is redid the biopsy and took it to the lab personally. I did find out that is NOT CANCER. I am not  out of the woods yet. I have to have surgury on the 31st but there expecting a full recoverory.
Good Morning Fu Friends :)
Schools Out
Man this break is waaaaayyyyyy to long...I guess itwould'nt be so badif I actually had a life:( Oh well at least it's almost over and I can go back too being da nerd....   AAAAGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!1
Own Me
hey everyone im selling myself i will be all urs if u like just click on link place ur bid and see if im urs i promise i will not bite ya only nibble
After Forever...
Forever... Such a simple word yet it implies so much This one small word is permenance It is reliability Strength and stability Forever is meant to be endless Stronger than stone or steel More lasting than flesh and bone This word meant so much to me once How can it be tossed so freely in my face Love comes and goes like the tides Forever was supposed to last Beyond what was and what is Past all physical boundaries What am I supposed to do in the end How do I go on After Forever...
Per The Bbb
Business Contact and Profile Name: Chicago Burr Oak Cemetery Phone: (773) 233-5676 Fax: (708) 824-1709 Address: 4400 W. 127th St., Alsip, IL 60803 Principal: Ms. Carolyn Towns, Director of Operations Customer Contact: Ms. Carolyn Towns, Director of Operations - (773) 233-5676 File Open Date: May 2004 TOB Classification: Cemeteries BBB Accreditation: This company is not a BBB Accredited business. Additional DBA Names: Burr Oak Cemetery Customer Complaint History When considering complaint information, please take into account the company's size and volume of transactions, and understand that the nature of complaints and a firm's responses to them are often more important than the number of complaints. BBB processed a total of 5 complaints about this company in the last 36 months, our standard reporting period. Of the total of 5 complaints closed in 36 months, 1 was closed in the last year.Service Issues Resolved 1 - Company addressed the complaint issues. The consumer failed to ackn
No End In Sight
It's getting worse at plunder place. The gruesome, ghoulish grave-digging scandal enveloping Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip may involve more than bodies dug up and dumped. Sneed hears rumbles . . . • The scam may have begun in the late 1980s. • The cemetery may have been technically full in 1985. • The personal effects placed in the coffins of the deceased may have been stolen; taken off the bodies and pawned. Sneed hears coffins may have been resold after the bodies were removed!  
OK SO.. my sis says hey! Join FUBAR.. great site.. alright.. SO RIGHT AWAY I get this SPAM message to join TWIZTED MINDZ chat/tunez site  ( although I should know better... I hop in to check it out to see how shit works on here.  GREAT tunes... except for 1 horrible country song I heard, no biggie.. prior to that i'm honest in chat, jammin and saying.. HEY GUYS.. great tunes... *sincerely* So I figure out how to invite my sis in... she's in bed and will probably get it tomorrow.  Eventually I get bored.. everyone can only say shit like. "WB!" "HEY WB HI" "WELCOME BONGBUBBLES THANK YOU FOR JOINING"... very standard.  I get bored from that and check out another room that invited me.. they were playin PAULA ABDUL ... I go back to TWIZTED MINDZ thinkin they would love this laugh and told them about it only to get BOOTED by this DJ owner dude named EVIL... came in a sec later and really apologized because apparently I don't understand the whole FUBAR tun
So True
Last week, a tidal wave of human sorrow, extending to the outermost reaches of Chicagoland, touched many area families, including my own. What sounded like a macabre tale from Edgar Allan Poe has for many been hell on earth. My state of mind modulated somewhere between fury and numbness, as I listened to confirmation of the grisly details. Amid the constant reporting, my frantic search for the documents related to my father and grandmother's burial at Burr Oak Cemetery continued, only momentarily suspended, when I raised my head to watch Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart's passionate plea for patience while law enforcement officials conducted their investigation. There they were, exactly where I had placed them, safe and secure among my most personal possessions. In what was an unexpected find, along with the officially embossed documents confirming their interment, was a receipt stamped paid-in-full, for a burial lot for my mother at Burr Oak Cemetery. As I read the words on the envelop
It Makes Me Sick
July 16, 2009 (ALSIP, Ill.) (WLS) -- Complaints about problems at Burr Oak Cemetery date back at least a dozen years. One man says he saw a skull on the grounds and scattered headstones back in 1997 and reported it to police. Ray Davis says he alerted the cemetery office after he discovered the unearthed human skull. He recalls they acted like it was no big deal. But they promised they would take care of it. It later occurred to him that they never even asked where it was. He says he also got nowhere with the police. Ray Davis is a retired Chicago police officer who knows a thing or two about investigations. That's why he took pictures more than 12 years ago when he and his sister went looking for their sister's headstone at burr oak cemetery. They found Hazel Ford's headstone sitting with others, not in place at her burial plot. But then they made a much more startling discovery in a pile of branches nearby: a human skull. The date is still stamped on the picture, April 13, 1997. D
[new 50 Foot Sharks!]
I probably should've started that with a ?Well, I've got an MSG 1/100th (I'm hoping its 1/100 I don't recall seeing 1/144) 30th anniversary RX-78and yesthey built a 1/1 statue to celebrate. Go check that shit out.I dunno what accessories are coming with it, or the decals. Don't careI've pretty much always wanted the RX-78.And then I mastered Chile Rojo./sighMy next big big BIG things are going to be the MG 1/100 Sinanjuif I can EVER find it in stock.And something new culinarily.*sucks his teeth*I dunno what that'd be..../googles neue zielOH MYGOD!They made a bigger Neue Ziel!!!... what's Neue Ziel?OnlyTHEPerfect weapon.Granted the Sinanju and nightingale will always have my heart...but Neue Ziel.She is perfect.What the FUCK am I talking about?... alright, first let's say you built a giant robot about the height of a 2 story house- and you gave it a scale machine gun, and scale heat axepainted it green- made it look kinda like a japanese demonnowhack off its legs- put propolsion points,
Mj This Was Writtine Buy Someone Special
THOUGHTS I HAVE HAD MANY TIMES THROUGH THE YEARS AND, YES, STILL WONDERING WHY. BUT LIKE ANY VETERAN, WE JUST KEEP ON KEEPIN' ON     This is written by a young man serving his third tour of duty in  Iraq . Thought you might find his take on the Michael Jackson news interesting.  ____________________________ Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of a report on Michael Jackson.  As we all know, Jackson died the other day.  He was an entertainer who performed for decades.  He made millions, he spent millions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to many people.  I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, and I respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the point of my rant. Why is it that when ONE man
How Can I Tell Her?
How can I tell her what she means to me?  Should I tell her? I don't want to frighten her away.  It's happened before, it'll happen again, I know. Should I tell her?  Can I tell her how much I crave her?  My eyes crave to see her, if only in pictures.  My ears crave to  hear her.  Hear her laugh.   Just to hear her breathe, is estasy  to my ears. My fingers are jealous, because they cannot touch what my eyes can see.  They cannot hold her hand or caress her face. How can I tell her.  Can I tell her what she fears?  She does not fear me, but what I represent.  Should I tell her what she fears is hope, not love.  Can she tell it is the hope of love that frightens, not love. But, can I tell her the things that I feel?  It is too soon to share, to hope, to believe.  I should just be happy that she does breath, and laugh.  And, Oh, that smile.  That smile that shames the sun and mocks the moon and make the stars weep and want to fall from the sky.  How Can I Tell He
Fallen Soldier Honored For Heroic Effort
Fallen soldier honored for heroic effort Video Avalible From Fayettville Observer A year ago, Sgt. James M. Treber gave up his air pocket to save the life of a fellow soldier as they were trapped inside an overturned, flooded vehicle in Afghanistan. On Wednesday, his widow, Tamila Treber of Hope Mills, received the Soldier's Medal presented posthumously to her husband, who died in the incident. The medal is awarded for heroism outside combat. "We, too, wonder what will happen in the period of maximum peril," Brig. Gen. Michael Repass said. "Each one of us that have been in combat wonder how am I going to act? What am I going to do?" During a combat patrol, the road beneath the RG-31 Mine Protected Vehicle gave way, causing it to roll down an embankment and into a creek. The vehicle, heavily armored to protect soldiers against homemade bombs, became a death trap when overturned and filled with water. "In the case of Sgt. Trebe
Just a quickie... I am having a really rough night for some unknown reason.... breaking down in tears sucks ass....
If A Man Wants You......
IFA MAN WANTS YOUIf a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be.Slower is better.Never live your llfe for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deservethen heck no, you can't "be friends. " A friend wouldn't mistreat afriend.Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You 'll be mad at yourselfa year later for staying when things are not better.The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of dlfferent women.He didn't marry them when.he got them pregnant,Why would he treat you any dlfferently?Always have your own set of friends separate
Shameless Whoring
ive decided i really need an auto so i have decided that whoever buys me either 3 auto's or a HH i will totally dress in drag(makeup and all) and do either a video salute or a regular one....i am officially a whore
How Do You Make Love To A Woman?
How do you make love, to a  Woman? How do you make love to a Woman,Romantically and Patiently;Take the time to make love to her mind.Fulfill all of her midnight wishes.Cover her entire body with soft wet kisses.Tell her, so that she will know!There's no place on her bodyyour tongue won't go.And, when you love a  Woman,you love her real slow. How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Passionately and Sincerely;Let her Sweetness become your Weakness.Do not use just the Male Pole, But include your ear.Listen to the sweet sound of her moansand see what you hear.Feel the warmth and care of her loving embrace.Place your mouth on hers and savor the taste.  How do you make love, to a Woman?How do you make love to a Woman,Sensually and Honestly;Say what you mean and mean what you say.Tell her that you love her,more and more with each passing day. Let all of the fantasies that dance in her head.Become her moonlight realitywhen it's time to go to bed.Kiss and lick all
Attention Fubar Friends!
sorry for neglecting you!!! it's not that i dislike Fubar..i'm just not as into it as i used to be! if you are on myspace or twitter please add me cos for some reason i check those everyday.   if you are on livejournal add me on there too!! THANKS!!!!!!!
Caught Urinating On Cop Shop
 ONLY IN AUSTRALIA!!!                                           Caught urinating on cop shop A MAN had a big night out at a concert and then night club before starting the trek home on foot. He suddenly felt the call of nature and ducked into the yard of a house. While he was doing his business the resident tapped him on the shoulder. It was a policeman which wasn't surprising seeing he was in the backyard of the West End police station! When he appeared in the Brisbane Magistrates Court he told the magistrate it was an honest mistake and he thought it was a private home. "Yes, with a large blue sign on top," the beak replied. The man pleaded guilty to trespass and was out on a six months good behaviour bond.
Tarot Readings
Well since it seems everything on this site can be sold or traded with fubucks and/or bling...and since my broke ass c ant afford to buy my way to a higher level,ive decided to offer tarot readings and daily oracle readings in exchange for bling or bux. one question tarot...i will need your name and birthday..if it involves another person their bday as well,along with your question..and when you send me your question,please take a minute to clear your mind and focus hard on your query. daily oracle is a bit  different than tarot..its a bit more spiritual in a one card message. i often use this when im struggling over a personal issue or something that weighs heavy in my heart.for this all i need is for you to concentrate on your issue or problem when contacting me. for the 1 question/3-6 card tarot im asking for donation of 10k fubux or a 3  credit bling. for the oracle 5k bux or 1 credit bling. i have to add for legal purposes that this is for entertainment only.i make
Programs Vs. Operating Systems
Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slowdown in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewelry applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0 and Hockey 3.0. And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate ------- Dear Desperate: First keep in mind; Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try entering the command C:// I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewelry 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to
A horrid screamA crowded roomThey all lookBut no one seesThe pain that is consuming meThe fire that burns my soulAlways licking at my coreMy Life torn to shreds Caught between Whats right and wrongBetween dark and lightConsumed by duty and desireCaught by the war withinI scream out only to hear the windWith my heightened selfI look for the answersNothing but the cold I findLocked in my own thoughtsDo I take the offer?Do I walk away? Do I listen to my heartOr do I find the strength to go?Silently I screamThe only sound, a muffled sobWhen will this end?The pain insideThe constant war that no one seesWhen will it endThe pain that's consuming me?
Manchester Orchestra - Girl With Broken Wings (nobody Sings Anymore)
On the porch, she will sit, Light another cigarette, And take a sip of anything that makes it right. She's outside, trying to hide from the fight just inside, Where her mom and her dad destroy each other And on the phone she will call Every boy, yeah, one and all. They will touch her in all the right places. And in her room, she will slide Down the bed and try to fly, And she will fall once again for the feeling And as he grabs her brown hair, She is faking That the feeling he gives her is real As the floor underneath the bed is Breaking She will finish what she starts with "I love you." So from her head to her toes, Nervous hands and runny nose, All of this just for one night of feeling And in her ears she will hear All the things that hide her fears Of dying young and making plans for the future. And all the marks on her arms Symbolize a fractured heart And all the boys that were smart Left her alone So from the roof, she will fly 15 feet down the side Of the house where s
Curtain Call
Curtain Call The Curtain falls on her.The light no longer shining.No sound of the audience,Just the sound of shattered glass.He looked her in the eyesAnd she knew the words.Curtain Call is all she thought.The end of light, Of bliss, of all purpose.With five small words, He took her Life, her meaning.She looked at the pieces,Wondered if there was a point.He walked away knowingThat she would be okay.How can anything be wrongWhen it never really happened?
The use of food for sexual purposes.
DreamVoid of color, of lightThe night sky no longer the same.I lay under the stars,Why do you tease me so?Forsaken again,My mind wanders.The screams pierce the air.Anguish unknown to most,Pain caused by two words.Nay, not words, but two worlds.Ours and reality, both lost.A foolish dream, Our dance with Satan.A dream of Love.With a dancing core,Flames burn the edge.The dream I dreamt,Now consumed by flame.This particular poem of mine is very special to me.  What you see is how it came to me.  In a way, it might seem harsh but after reading it I want you to think about the last time you hurt.  Remember what it was like, then read it again.  Anyway, I hope to get some feed back, and remember that I love you all.
I am sure MANY have thought it... I know my conversations typically lead to sex... it is after all my favorite subject. As many of you know my conversations basically border around your day. your feelings and your thoughts. I ask , I offer to listen , and I always try to help. I think I am a very sincere person. The thought of getting old , living alone and possibly never having sex again scares the fuck outta me. So I try to enjoy what time I have by talkin to people... flirting with people and  if I had my way maybe even havin sex.... What I don't undestand is how someone can just assume I am shallow after 3 sentences in 5 minutes.... FUCK ME >......
dulcet\DUHL-sit\ , adjective:1.Pleasing to the ear; melodious; harmonious.2.Generally pleasing, soothing, or agreeable.3.(Archaic) Sweet to the taste.
There is no justice; there is just us!
Auction Ideas
things ive seen auctioned : rates, add to name, cam time, salutes, add to fam, top friends, vips, blings, rate stash, status pimpouts, rate friends,  comments, keep shitfaced, phone calls, demon shitface, oracle pimpouts, custom pics/tags   if you have more ideas leave them as a comment
This Guy Has Nothing Better To Do Then Attack Women In Thier Sb's
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A Five Question Test Of Love And Friendship
1. are they worth the time and effort to get to know ?2. are you willing to overlook your needs to tend to thiers ?3. if you made a mistake are you willing to admit it and come forward and make amends even though you feel you will lose the other ?4. if they make a mistake are you willing to treat it as a broken pane of glass and help them replace it even though there is a chance of of getting cut ?5. are you willing to accept the concequences and pain to be honest even though it could cost you everything instead of lying ?
This is for all the apples on the tree:   Out in the field grows an Apple tree. Daily I would climb, striving to reach the top, Where a shining apple grew. Daily, something would happen and I could not continue. A bow would break or the wind would blow, Or the rain would come and end my quest. And every day I would eat another apple from the tree, One that I could reach, but I was never really satisfied.   And then one day, that shining apple fell, And I was there to catch it. I learned something amazing that day. This apple was not any sweeter then the other apples. This apple was not any bigger then the other apples. This apple had the same seeds as all the other apples. All the apples on the tree were the same.   I say, find a good tree and get the apples you can reach because in the end, All the apples are there for only one thing, Growing More Trees
Busted Blog! 7/16/09
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Busted Blog 7/16/09
It's that time again! Before I get into the more detailed busts I'm going to toss this one out there. Meet J4ci3: Profile link: She made her profile private before I could grab a screen shot the other day. However I was able to grab these two fake salutes of hers: Need I say more? **** Meet SingleSnowMinx Profile Li
Stupid People
well everyone last night here locally we had a fake amber alert for a missing child. the mother sent a msg out on facebook and to the media regarding her child missing. well it turned out to be fake. now how can someone do that. the mother is now being charged. which i think she so rightly deserves. years ago there was a lady that made a 911 call claiming she was in a multi vehicle accident. so 911 sent out the fire department ems police and bandage 1 aka air ambulance, it turned out to be a fake call she was nailed with thousands of dollars, heck having an air ambulance show up is 1000bucks an hour why do people do stupid things like that, when they are endangering the lives of other people that need the help for real. what runs through their minds. i just dont get it. me i have been doing first aid for a long time so i have seen alot of the accidents and stuff like that and its not a laughing matter. all they are doing is tying up the 911 lines and that is not cool. so give
Lie is not a way to start anything and to get caught at it. I couldn't walk by a minute before or after but as she was saying good bye. Her sister you know but she was still there two plus hours later. Two hours after, oh, she went home to get something but is coming back and a hour later the answering machine? Sometimes it's like I'm seeing it before it happens. Oh, another lie, an epidemic of Type 2 Diabetes last year where two insulins for three years almost does me in. Never was the diagnosis of Diabetes but the hand is busy getting the money all around. The problem with medicine in whole is money. It's a way to make money along with money there is only treatmenta and never a cure. Norio  
1 Month Vip
1 month vip up for auction statring bid is 1 million the auction starts now and will end 11:30 pst time. so get ya bids in. have funn allz
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Kittie - "funeral For Yesterday"
Saxon - "beyond The Grave"
An Injection Of Humour
HelloLong time no blogging. Perhaps I should get more involved. Truth be told, I seem to have spent a huge amount of time in various hospitals over the last year and I have not been on Fubar very often, so apologies to those who have felt that I have been unfriendly. On Tuesday of this week, I went with my father to a hospital in Southampton for his pre-op check up.  After going to completely the wrong end of the hospital and in the wrong wing, we had to walk the very long corridor from the East to the West wing climbing over the mountains of Swine Flu victims. Eventually we found a room which was divided into little assessment areas by curtains and took a seat. The surgeon was meeting patients and asking them a series of standard questions before asking them to sign their lives away into his hands before kidney surgery. We heard this little exchange.....Surgeon - "Mrs Denton...Are you allergic to anything that we need to know about?" Mrs Denton - "Mice"I bit hard on my hand and pulled

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