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Tonight I went to a bbq at my grandma's. Everything was going pretty much okay, family was asking about the new place I am in. What started off everything wrong is that my mom was sure to tell me that her husband had already changed the locks, wtf, almost everything I own is there besides some clothes and essentials. Damn I have only been gone since Tuesday and its not like I would ever go in there and take anything that isn't mine. She kept pushing on when I am gonna get over there and get more stuff, but does she realize that I only have certain times, and she said I have to call first to make sure she is home.
Second thing that topped it off was my daughter said I could give her a ride home and she would let me borrow a pair of her flip flops. Well of course, I was ready to leave a long time ago, waiting on when she was ready and she didn't even ride with me. I know stupid but it really hurt my feelings.
I really need to get a dr appt and get a different prescription, the ones I have been on for a month arent doing a thing, not even making me sleepy anymore. I am so tired of being down and sounding so negative all the time, I just once want to have a positive attitude when I blog.
I am tired of family alienating me, I want to be accepted for who I am, not who I was 6 years ago...
