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  An old  man lived alone in New Jersey .  He wanted to plant his annual  tomato garden, but it was very difficult work, as the ground was hard. His only son, Vincent, who used to help him, was in prison.The old man wrote a letter to his son and described his predicament: Dear Vincent, I am feeling pretty sad, because it looks like I won't be able to plant my tomato garden this year. I'm just getting too old to be digging up a garden plot. I know if you were here my troubles would be over.  I know you would be happy to dig the plot for me, like in the old days.Love, Papa A few days later he received a letter from his son. Dear Pop,Don't dig up that garden.. That's where the bodies are buried.Love,Vinnie   At 4 a.m. The next morning, FBI agents and local police arrived and dug up theentire area without finding any bodies. They apologized to the old man and left. That same day the old man received another letter from his son. Dear Pop,Go ahead and plant the tomatoes now. That's t
watz it lyk avin a dick dat grows evri day.
Soon To Be!
She told me to go to bed for a few little hours,Rest my little aching head upon the pillows,Under sheet's warm & cosy, Singing in her ear,I took the advice off my dear & followed suit.The music played sweet & smooth under the neon moon,Whispering so gently I'll be seeing you soon,Let's join hand's under the silver plated star's,Hit the bars & dance with ribbon's & Silk.The piano keys played from ghost's off the past,The violin strings resonate the same old tune's,Echoing through the steel vessel's off every ship,As the spray hits the bow, swimming in multiple thoughts.I miss our word's, your gentle sweet word's,Just will not leave my soul, Steel & chrome,Hold's on tight to those metallic pillar's with sea spray in my face,Still confused but holding tight, No matter how tattered the flag.Leave's these green shores in awe, For land's I've never seen,Wondering how everybody has been, For blurry eye's,Holds my head up high & stares to the skie's,Wondering how life & destiny, fame & fortune
My Dreamland
Summers heat bearing down above, The sweat drips down my hand as i slide it in my glove, Adjusting my cap, I ich my head, Ball in hand, spinning it with my fingers, I look in my glove, there is nothing to be said, With a pain in my arm, that stings and lingers, I peak over my mit, getting my sign, The opposing players on the fence in a line, Being shut out, just looking for a hit, I start my motion with an evil grin, I unload my pitch, knowing he's chomping at the bit, Seeing it leave my hand, he misses again, Pop goes the catchers glove, the ball gets thrown around, I love my home, here on the mound, With the ball in my hand, I feel alive, The pace of the game, when the ball will arrive, I could go fast, i could go slow, Thats up for me to know, But he can't touch me, So, i stare him down begging him to try, Little does he know, this is my dreamland, And without this baseball I would die, Because the burdon is on my shoulders, with this ball in my hand.
Big Beautiful Women
Ok So I Ran Across A Blog Tonight/This Morning Called "Women & Other Women" & As I Began To Read Through The Comments & Noticed There Was A Dumb Bitch Bashing A Woman Of Bigger Size Who Is Proud Of Her Size & What She Looks Like. But The Bitch Was Being Overly & Highly Rude To This Lady & Saying All Kinds Of Hateful Things About Bigger Women. Ok,So Heres My Thought...Anyone Who Thinks The Term Or Acronym BBW Isnt A Real Word Or a Real Acronym Is EXTREMELY Wrong.BBW Is A Very Real Term/Acronym & NO By NO Means Is It A "Label" Saying Your Apart Of Like Some Big Clique Filled With Heavier Set Women...Its A Term Used To Describe Ones Self/Women In A Confident Way...It Displays That They Love & Respect Themselves Enough To Be Comfortable With Their Bodies & Their Size While Still Believing That They Are Beautiful All At The Same Time...That Their Weight Does Not In Anyway Make Them Ugly...Its Is NOT A Nasty Term...It Is A Wrather Beautiful Term That I Wish Would've Came About ALOT Sooner T
Why I Am The Way I Am
Someone once told me that I have no idea how they felt. They were suffering from an injury to their coccyx and sacrum, and were suffering, I'm sure, very badly. But it pissed me off that they just assume I have no idea. And I've heard that a lot on here. Or people act like what I go through isn't a big deal. So I wanted to let you guys know why I get so upset, or why I have bad days and ask for your support At age 8 I started having back pains. My mother took me to the doctor who said I had slight scoliosis. I had to sleep on the floor until the flare-ups subsided. No studies or x-rays were ever done until my 20's. I then developed torticollis at 15 from carrying a heavy 50lb backpack around. Torticollis is when your neck spasms and makes it so you can't turn your head and it ends up being in an awkward position. I got over my neck issue and then ended up having no problems for the rest of high school. I was rambunctious, I threw my friends around, carried my friends, gave piggy back
Love Letter
My Beautiful Wife,      I couldn't sleep. So i decided to get up and leave you this letter.... Of course I couldn;t get you off my mind.... Was layin in bed wishing you were there in my arms.....       Anyways.... That wasn't the purpose of this letter.... I just wanted to thank you for coming into my life at the time you did.... I will forever cherish the day we met.... No, back then i didnt think we would be at the point we are today..... But I wouldn't trade any of it.... But between then and now I have seen soo many changes in myself that I never thought would change.... But you managed to make those changes.... I KNOW your my wife, I KNOW your my partner..... On here AND off here, no matter what anyone says..... I not only see you as my wife and partner, first and foremost, I look at you as my best friend...... and I know that even if, for some unknown reason, we fail, I can still have my best friend there...  I will never be able to put into words or even actions how m
Poems I Wrote
EVERYTIME why do I put my heart out there every time every time I get my heart broken why am I so forgiving? Every time I fall hard every time I love I get hurt why do I even brother or try anymore? I’m tired of every time I cry all these tears I’m tires of every time  I get hurt every time I think I met the perfect right guy I only get hurt and pain every time I get hurt I always say never again will I let it happen again? COLD SAD DARK WORLD here I sat alone here in the sad dark world, wondering what did I do to deserve this treatment wondering if it's me or the guys I pick or pick me, wondering why I attract these guys wondering if it's just me against this sad dark world, it's lonely here where I am at in this sad dark world here all myself alone wondering why they about themselves to me, wondering why they can't ever be honest be who they really are to say what they mean and really want instead of lying about everything pretending who and what they r
Are You On Myyearbook?
Come to myyearbook and help me with my battle!!
My Song
Formula One
So, the deadline for unconditional entry is up and eight of the ten current teams aren't on board for next year, and are planning their own series.  This is not good news. Source : BBC Sport
I Carry Your Heart
I carry your heart with me (I carry it inmy heart) I am never without it (anywhereI go you go,my dear; and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling)I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)  I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is youHere is the deepest secret nobody knows(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apartI carry your heart (I carry it in my heart)   E. E. Cummings    
Its Been Awhile
Push my mind,test my soul,dare me to feel again.To make every sunset important.and every sunrise the start of a great day.Show me that Love is worth it.   GM Baby Your Coffee Awaits. muah!
A friend is one who's always there to lend a helping hand, Who guides me when I lost my way, who simply understands
Attention Whores
notice verra easy, how women gotta show the clevage if not more to get the attention of men..or women ;) love boobs dont get me wrong but its an immedate turn off for me as for as yea i wanna date u cuz u got a awesome rack..wheres the classy women at ..who lead on a good long drawn out tease as opposed to just puttin all the goods out there at first glance..guess thats why i find strip clubs boring as fuck..aside of conversation with the girls is the only ok part alot of them are pretty cool pplz..where does this end really..who am i to not just would like to see more women stun me with her wits and charm rather then her tits and ass..
So did anyone see 'Psychoville' last night?  The new comedy from half of the League of Gentlemen.  Way way way fuckered up.  Like, as dark and twisted as the League was, this is ten times less pleasant.  And, needless to say, absolutely brilliant.  Hysterically funny, if you like that kind of thing, and brilliantly pitched.  If you missed it, get yourself to to check it out.
To Be Continued...
From the moment he stepped into my world...I knew...that HE was different from the rest. By the way he spoke, how he carried himself... the way opposers were handled...all spoke of one greater than the rest. Never had I met someone like him... nor will I ever in my lifetime know another like him. He is truly an original.   When I met him, I was a lost soul.. not knowing my path, not knowing my worth. Through much diligence, he has given me hope...has made me aware of what I AM... what I can become. With him behind me, I can conquer anything. It is his strength which I feed from... his courage empowers me. His knowledge makes me wiser. His love makes me stronger. He is my rock...    
Stay To The Right Please..
I will someday post a full lenght bitch fit about this but just to voice the thought...   Depending on what country you are in.. example I am in the U.S. when you learn to drive you are taught to stay on the right side of the road.. Now granted Most of us can do it and there is a select few that managed to beat the sysytem and get a license dispite not knowing how to drive.. nevermind!! back on track.. Would it not make sense as a pedestrian in sitations such as shopping at wal-mart, cruising the mall.. whatever.. as you are walking threw these places it is a free for all no one is walking in any general direction or side which complicates the situation of "on coming traffic" okay you are walking along the right side of the wall, and someone is heading right towards you.. there already in the wrong lane so you think dodge right.. BUT THEY FOLLOW!! Now you have to do this ridiculos dance to avoid a colision. Thanks douche bag!! can't we all just stay to the right?? Exepct you guys th
Pray For Baby Jp
Pray for baby jp plz (his dad is my #1 fam) . this is for baby jp (my #3 fam son) he is dying in a hospital b/c a fucking bastard put him there. the baby is 1 1/2 yrs old! his ex gf fiance beat the living shit out of him b/c he tipped over his 3 month old sister (not his the fiance kid) over in her bassinet his son is a yr and a half old and not expected to live! i dont care if ur religious just pray for him. he is innoscent. the baby has internal bleeding in the brain, black eye etc
Mistress Of Sin
THIS IS NOT MY WORK BUT FITS ME JUST RIGHTTHOSE WHO KNOW ME WILL AGREEOh, Mistress of Sin am Ifor I tempt thee creature of the nightto lay with me, at my side,and gaze into the starry night.I wrongly tempt you to be with mealthough a mortal am I, merely.I corrupt you, do you see?I make you want me lustfully.One taste of me, you’ll not be the same.One moment of passion, you’ll go insane.But I’ll be the only one to blamefor the longing I feel when you’re gone again.My soul awaits you knowingthat the feverish feeling is flowing.My lust for you is growingand not an ounce of fear is showing.Please, come to me, my sweetas you do in my dreamsto fulfill the desire within methat awakens in each fantasy.I wish that you were mine, only for a short time.Like a child, lost and blind,I know not what you hold inside.You come, your head filled with lust.You want me too, I know you must.I hope this dream won’t turn to dustand fade away in a mysterious gust.Before I can hol
Your The Man Now Dog!! Arnold
So alot of people see the humor in splicing scenes from movies and adding a little flavor to them.. Here is a 7 min compilation of such for Arnold Shitziamnotgoingtotryandspellthisright So please check it out for a good laugh, providing your a fan of such things.. Tomorrow I will have more treats   As always, if you would like to see MY videos.. feel free to add me
Bungee Jumping
Isn't Bungee Jumping just Attempted Suicide without the Final Commitment?
paranoiagotta love itwhen you feel like noonelikes you anymorewhen you think everyone istrying to stay awayfrom the cold the freezing lump inside my chest too frozen to moveto stuck in the nowcant get to tomorroweverything tumbing fallingjust crashing downfearthat you just cant do itthat youre not good enoughor that you once werebut youre old nowworthless and ought to bethrown awaytrashed anddiscarded
" When Life gives you a Shit sandwich... Ask for the ketchup, So you can at least enjoy it!!!"
Locked in the twisted depths in the darkest reaches of your own mind, gazing through eyes that barely see, everything in a haze. Not in control of anything, unable to speak, unable to move. You try to grasp some understanding of the world about you. Looking for anything that is real. In desperation you reach out to someone. Trying to find that one person that truly cares. Someone to share your plight. Your pain is their pain; your hell is their hell. Your beauty radiates upon them. And you shine in their eyes. When you have your down moments they comfort you and share, and love you all the more for letting them see your pain. When you have your good moments they rejoice and are happy for you. But that is not the case here. You are still locked in your mind, unable to control your actions. Nothing is real, except the hazed over world and the darkness within your head. Are you even real? Or are you a figment of your own imagination?
New To Fubar
New here..have no idea what to wanna help??
Poetry- Truth Is Utterly Divorced From Reality
  Fate must be mistakenOr conducted entirely by deceptionBecause the bravest thing is a dangerous confessionAnd a poor medium creates an unsecured loveTruth isn’t the property of an individualThe individual is the property of the truthAt first I neglected the duties of truthAnd found it left me with unsatisfied desiresCoupled with violent emotionsBut I decided to make a movement towards a larger influence of the worlds forcesI decided to build the foundation for civilizationThere was creative force behind the projectI’m convinced the world creates confidenceA confidence that is utterly divorced from realityAnd I figured Risk must be the production of enthusiasmAnd ones enthusiasm constitutes what they view as realityThough our elders try to penetrate the veil of confusionSooner or later they have to face the factsIt’s the intoxicating mentality of youthAnd when one realizes motives are rarely honestThey will move on without fearThey will move on in the face of compl
More Then A Picture Frame
The polish smoothed wood contained a golden tinted plate that spelled out the word family. Beneath the shiny plate was a glass square that contained a picture of the two brightest things in my life. My mother had silky blond hair that beamed as bright as the sun as it was caught by the flash of an old camera. A wrinkled grey t-shirt clung to her body but more important then that, at this point in here life she was actually wearing a smile.In the passenger seat a noticeably older lady sat hunched over with short brown hair and a low dipping v-neck pink shirt. Her presence alone was rhythmic and soothing to my mother’s soul. The woman in the passenger seat was my grandma before she had passed away. In fact, she was my hero. She had a whooping big smile and her eyes were wide as the galaxy as she stuck her tongue out of her mouth posing for the picture that would later sit in the dusty frame with few fingerprints on my bookshelf. This frame would mean more then a captured memory to
Todays Youth. (old Blog)
Today's blog is from a fresh location.  The very bench outside my apartment.As I sit here and ponder my next adventure in life I also take in the lives around me.  That and the adult's perceptions of how my youth is living and the course we are taking during our lives.It's true that things have changed and as humans and technology advance I believe their values and morals morph into something new as well.I'ts not that my generation has an attitude of we don't care or we are going to do what we want.We just choose to live more free spirited and let any oppertunity knock at the door.  It's rather refreshing actually.  Myself and a lot of the peers I know and am fond of are very open minded and willing to try anything once.  Of course, being mature, I must keep in mind that anything involves a lot of negative things. (such as drugs, alcohol and sex)I'm not entirely sure if the way my generation behaves seems inappropriate or interesting.  From my point of view it seems like we are all rea
Logic Vs Emotion. - Find Out Your Personality Type.
There are approximetly 35252666432.9 different types of people in this world. (Not literally of course)  I'm going to take a closer look at two types because it causes controversy and confussion.  People who primarely use logic and those who primarely make decisions based on their current emotions.I am personality type INTJ.  I am more of a logical person.  I do not feel comfortable in emotionally involved situations or environments.  I find it troublesome to comfort or understand why someone is feeling the way they do about a certain tragedy or event that has recently occured.  I prefer technology and nice items over emotional relationships.   I don't mind spending a majority of my time alone and I love reading and learning more about the field of psychology. (All in all they call the INTJ personality type a 'scientist'.)  I am always eager to get to a solution rather then knowing why I had to take the steps I did to achieve my purpose.A vast majority of people, however, prefer to mak
Some Prophet You Are
Apparently Abraham Lincoln decided that there is one god for our nation. Or as patcondell from youtube suggests Abraham believed that 'one size fits all' or in this case rather, 'one god fits all'.  Obviously, if that was the case A.L. was mistaken.It is rather interesting that Abraham often made refrences to God and/or quoted the bible during his speeches.  Well, thats not the interesting part.  The part that boggles me is that he never officaly joined a church.  It is also noted that he wrote a manuscript that challenged christianity but a good friend burned the material to protect Lincoln. (Though a piece of information like that would be difficult to verify as you can imagine.)  And to top it off, the existance of this manuscrapt was challenged by Mentor Graham, an alleged eyewitness."...I know that the Lord is always on the side of the right. But it is my constant anxiety and prayer that I and this nation should be on the Lord's side." The Inner Life of Abraham Lincoln: Six Months
Im Just Tired Of Trying
Ha They Got That @$$hat!!!!
Photo Tyler Weinman, 18, was arrested for allegedly murdering and mutilating 19 cats in the Miami area.  (WFOR) (CBS)  A Florida teen was arrested and charged over the weekend in connection with the murder and mutilation of 19 cats in Palmetto Bay and Cutler Bay. Tyler Weinman, 18, faces 19 counts of animal cruelty, 19 counts of improper disposal of animal remains and four counts of burglary, reports CBS station WFOR-TV in Miami. Weinman is being held on $249,500 bail. The attacks began more than a month ago and cat-owners had been urged recently to keep their pets confined indoors or use fencing to keep the cats in their yards. Residents were also asked to be vigilant for any suspicious activity in the neighborhood. Weinman was taken into custody Saturday night while he attended a party. Police were still investigating whether he had any accomplices in the alleged attacks.
Though we live in the same house, he doesn't seem to see or hear me, it's as though I am invisible to him. He tells me he loves me with all his heart yet he pushes me away. So I sit here alone as silent tears stream down my face and my heart breaks a little more. I know he loves me yet he hurts me and doesn't seem to notice. I sit here feeling so confused and unsure where to turn. All I ever wanted was for him to love me. It's funny how you know someone loves you yet they can hurt you at the same time. I feel as if I don't know him anymore. If love is supposed to be so wonderful then why does it hurt so much ????   June 18th 2009
im so sick of life and everything inside it. im loosing it all. i cry all the time. he wont talk to me. he thinks im scum on the bottom of someones shoe. i cant take it. i cant take hearing how sad and upset and pointless i have made his life. im sick ofbeing told that i hurt him. do you know how bad that hurts?! do you know how much it fuckin sucks to show that im the strong one and try to PRETEND it doesnt effect me cause ill be damned if someone is there for me when i need them! you see i made mistakes and he made mistakes and im so fucking stubborn and stuck on what ibelieve that i didnt take him back. i wasnt even given time to think about it. iw as given o what 2 days?! it went from ill be here to talk to you when u are ready to your taking ot much time i cant do this anymore bye. im NOT blamin him. im so fucking tired of hear its all my fault i know its all my fault. stop blaming yourself god damnit. im so sick of all these feelings and tears. and hell WHEN I AM READY TO TALK AB
Hye You
So, I have been compleatly swept off my feet by someone i can't stop thinking about.  My heart is compleatly fallin for this one and I am scared that I am going to get hurt.  Everything I have wanted I can see in him.  As scary as this sounds I would go see him in a heartbeat.  Hell, I guess im just ready to find mr right and i am so hoping that I have him if he decideds to keep me.
Will Whom Ever You Were Cheers Karma Will Come Around
To Him...
its you that i think of when i wake up and throughout the day, when i go to bed my dreams are about you...the sound of your voice ae everything to heart, mind body and soul are yours forever..
This Sucks
It always start when I thnk that you are my friend you turn your back right when i need you... leting me sit here in dark with 3 libra's playing in my handphones a damn good actor to act like a friend but walk away your friends are hurting like hatefull people with cold hearts no love to save a friend in need.  I can't hate you for you being your true self. just hope you think of what you did to me when you need help.
Best Friends
A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens YourRefrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit WeirdShutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot!)A simple friend has never seen you cryA real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears..A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book.A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.A real friend could blackmail you with it.A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.A real friend calls you after you had a fight.A simple friend expects you to a
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200,000 Rating Is Fun But Hard Work Too
Leveling up is hard right now the higher you get the harded it is to level...I would like to level where I can become a angel or demon...I rather be a demon sound more fun...That is beside the point......I love when p-pl come and rate my page....
Ask Dyss
Most of you know that I answer most questions with complete honesty and am as harsh and unforgiving as that whore mother nature herself... but before i go to the bar and get shit faced... i figure i'll let you ask me questions and i will try my best to tell you what you wanna here... i figure this is good practice for me... since that is how must people get laid at bars and i myself am not used to that practice... thank you for helping
Look Into My Eyes
Look into my eyes and tell me you don't care about me.Look into my eyesand tell me you don't care.Look into my eyesand tell me that the world isn't ours.Look into my eyesand tell me you would rather be somewhere else.Look into my eyes and lie to me.Look into my eyes and hold my hand.Look into my eyes and tell me this is all a dream. Just look into my eyes.
A Scammer Ladies......
Below is a guy that goes around saying he will buy u whatever to get on cam and just show ur tits....This guy is full of shit and make sure u buzz kill the sob....hugggggs
11pm Fu Time
I've got a HH tonite and would love to have an auto to go with it. I would rather trade with someone, I've got more than enough credits. If you can trade please message me. Thank all &hearts
New Leveling Crew Maybe
Been thinking this for awhile now since i came back to fubar i am thinking of starting a new leveling crew sowhat im asking from you my friends is ideas including a name also before i even start to work on this i need to have a co-owner to help out with it all please messege me with the ideas open to all
Inescapable Flaws
Lord Tennyson said in one of his greatest poems "Inescapable flaws are those which are hidden from public view".. and it's almost 10'o clock here and I cant hlpe but ponder on mine-- but thank the gods that I have someone that loves me, and is helping me work on my flaws... I do enjoy being perfectly imperfect, but at times, wouldnt we all wish for perfection?
It's Real Time Broadcasting
BlastFM broadcasts live from 3PM to 6PM Monday through Friday with DJ Rick Darling at the helm.  Since going live a week ago the reponse has be good.  Listener spend more time listening to the sounds.  Give it a shot and hear for yourself if it's not the coolest internet radio station around.  
Naughty Coffee Table Book
Naughty Coffee Table Book project Hello, I am a writer. I am working on a kind of naughty coffee table book. A book with erotic pictures, followed by stories inspired by those pictures. The basic idea is for me to write stories based on erotic pictures sent to me from a girl - perhaps a guy - miles away that I have no real connection to The stories could go anywhere and you would be helping create the concept for each story by deciding what picture you're sending, what body part, what lighting, what setting, what outfit, whos in the pic, etc etc. I will write stories based on all the photos I receive, and if they turn out well enough, the stories will be used in the book, and I would ask your permission to use the picture - and likely share the profits from the book with you, in some manner, according to the publisher. I don't want anybody to do something they don't wanna do, but I would love it if some people emailed me pictures to The inspiration for the
A Day In A Lycan's Life
My body is racked with pain as I wake up screaming, was it a dream? It couldn't have been a dream, it was so vivid but it must have been a dream. I look out the window and see the sun coming over the horizon and continue to ponder that dream, if it was a dream. I think of the look of terror on that woman's face, see her as she runs away and I begin to chase her, I feel my heart beating as if chasing her is thrilling to me, I pounce and that is the last thing I remember from the dream. I get up and take a shower, don't have to work but I have a date tonight. I turn on the T.V. as I towel off and see a special news report, another woman was found dead, that is the second one in as many days. I stand shaken though as they show a picture of the woman that was in my dream but how could this be, it was only a dream wasn't it? I brush it off as coincedence and continue on my day, my date is only a few hours off. I take a quick glance at the clock and see it's 6:27, I better get going to pick
Common sense is not so common.  -  Voltaire
prescience \PREE-shuns; PREE-shee-uns; PRESH-uns; PRESH-ee-uns; PREE-see-uns; PRES-ee-uns\, noun:Knowledge of events before they take place; foresight.--prescientadjective
Arousal from acts that are generally considered unacceptable by the fetishist (themselves) or society.
Sad And Gone
I'm not in a good mood right now. All day today I was great. Getting excited about my trip, finding out I got my laptop fixed WAY earlier than they told me, and finding out that I have Saturday off now. Then I sign on here tonight and see the status message I blogged about earlier. Right after that I start talking to someone in my shoutbox that I'm really starting to like. Next thing I know..they "bother" me. They don't. I love talking to them. I really wish we could talk more. When I tell them they don't bother me at all and ask them why they think that..I get no answer. It's great finding out that you suck at being a friend.   I think I'm just going to go and call my friend and see what's going on with this possible trip. At this point it's the only thing left to go wrong today.
How Time Flies!!
WOW! Amazing how time flies!! I spoke to my Son tonight. I actually speak to him often as since he is in AIT. Anyway, as I spoke to him tonight, he tells me that he is on a bus on his way back to base. I guess him and his, IDK, class I guess, was out in the woods/hills/field, since Monday assisting another class do their exams. Well we were talking about when he was coming home. He passed his final exam about a week and a half ago, but AIT graduation isn't till the 26th. He was told today that he would either be on a flight that night, possibly as late as midnight or early the next morning!! So, I was sitting here and it dawns on me that he will be home in less than 10 days!!! He has been gone since Feb 8th I think, either way it's been almost 5 mos since he has been gone. That's a long time for Basic Training and AIT. Whew! If these past 3 weeks have not been busy enough with work with the Boss being out with foot surgery, the next 2 weeks are going to be hectic. I have
Death Needs A Vacation :(
My great Aunt Mara passed away last night after prolonged illness. My former manager, Jodie, was set to give birth next week to her 2nd child, a daughter she named Avery Faith.  Her and her husband have tried for 7 years for her.  Tuesday, Jodie found out that her daughter had suffocated in her own womb, due to the umbilical cord being wrapped around her fragile neck.  Along with the old, the unborn also do die.  May they all Rest in Peace.   RIP Avery Faith 6/16/09 RIP Aunt Mara 6/17/09   FUCK DEATH.  Seriously.  Fuck you, man.  I'm not scared of death taking me, but if he wants someone I love... fuck you, death.  Fuck you.
Nautical Disaster - The Tragically Hip
I had this dream where I relished The fray and the screaming that filled my head all day It was as though I'd been spit there, settled in, into a pocket Of a lighthouse off some rocky socket, Off the coast of France, Dear One afternoon, four thousand men died in the water, here Five hundred more were thrashing madly as parasites might in your blood Now I was in lifeboat designed for ten and ten and only, Anything that systematic would get you hated. It's not a deal nor a test nor a love of something fated. The selection was quick, the crew was picked in order and those left in the water got kicked off our pant leg and we headed for home. Then the dream ends when the phone rings You’re doing alright he said it's out there, most days and nights But only a fool would complain Anyway, Susan, if you like our conversation, it’s as faint as the sound in my memory As those fingernails scratching on my hull
Starting To Get Fearful
Well...I'm starting to think that the money I just spent to go to Missouri is going to be a waste. It was a one way ticket..with PROMISES to have a way back. Now I'm seeing a status on myspace that has me scared to death. I sign on yahoo and they want me to call them as soon as I can. I can't call right now, the boys are still awake in bed. If I get up, they won't go to I have to wait. This fucking sucks. If they can't pay for my way back, I can't go. If I don't go.......I don't get my money back.    I'm starting to get very fearful.   Don't really  know how talkative I'll be until I can actually call her and find out what's going if I don't answer, that's why. 
Yes I'm Married But I Don't Cheat
I don't really like to talk about my situation but I'll be glad to let my wife explain to u why she left me because she was gay couldn't get along with her lover had a stroke can't take care of herself. If I divorce her my insurance won't cover her care. She is still my best friend even if she doesn't remember why. The other three women in my life including her exlover understand this. That's because they were never lied to and were friends first and lovers later and knew exactly what they were getting into. The only reason I'm here is because my lovers have matured and have their own lives. I supported one while she went to med school, one is graduating from law school next year they will always be in my life and the person who is with me will know that. I never wanted this life it is harder to have more than one LOVER than most people will ever know but I wouldn't change a thing now. Just so u know I was married for thirty five wonderful years before my wife had a stroke.The problem
What do you do when you are tired of fighting a losing battle? When nothing is going right and no matter what you do it seems like a dead end street? Everyday life gets harder for me and no one is willing to give me a break, I know life isn't easy but for me it seems like I can never win and still I face everyday with my head held high and a smile to hide the pain, and no I am just tired of it all! I want to just up and leave and start new. I can't take the pain and stress anymore so what am I to do? I am tired of it all.
My Life In General
well everyone my year as part of the preston kinsmen executive is nearly over. one more exec meeting then i hand over the reigns to someone else. to me the year was full of learning, taking time out and doing alot of soul searching. this year the club had their 60th anniversary carnival which was a big success, we also celebrated Kin Canadas 45yrs of partnership with the Canadian cystic fibrosis foundation where year to date we have raised over 30 million dollars in helping to find a cure and we will not be stopping until the cure is found. in my own personal life i have been going through some up and downs. but i am getting stronger each and every day. i am glad i still have my job i could have lost it when they shut down the keypad department and moved it to our sister plant in hungary but i didnt and i am thankful for that in many ways that was one of my biggest worries. i am heading to niagara falls in august for a 4 day kin canada national convention it should be alot of fun. even
Human Sexuality???
I am taking human sexuality this session in school. Originally I thought this would be a pretty fun and interesting class...There are just 2 problems with this theory that makes me not really care for this class:   1. I am discussing sex with a bunch of strangers and have been asked to use material from personal experience.   2. I'm not getting any right now.   I think if I was actually getting some right now, it would make a BIG difference. It would be a lot easier to talk about sex at any rate......   Dammit!! DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT!!!!!!!!
Today Is One Of Those Days
&&today is one of those days;;where all I want to do is wake up fresh, tie my hair into a ponytail, take less than my usual 30 minutesto  get ready, not fuss  about  what I look like in themirror, say good morning to everyone in the house,and text my best friends and see what they're up to.because; what I want to do is ignore all the crap in mylife, hold back all the tears, & keep my head held higheven  when  I  know  everything  could  just  fall  apart.right here, right now.and there's really nothing I can do about it apart from___smiling    and    know    all    the    world    will___---> smile with me
Swallowing Bees
I can't breathe I want to scream in rage at the events of my day and just shake my fist at the sky. Why is it that you can't run away from your past? What is so wrong with starting over and making a new life for yourself and not being forever defined by the choices that sunk you so low once in your life? A simple question frenzies into a multitude of emotions and sinks my heart into a place that makes me feel as if I cannot recover. I am ready to hide back within myself because I feel unclean in a sense from the history that I had to just recant. I am not a bad person. I make bad choices. When I was growing up - I wasn't really allowed to do much, and subsequently had no real life experience. When I finally found myself free in the real world I surrounded myself with people and never thought twice about what kind of people they might be. I was nieve and generally thought that every person that I would encounter in my life would have my best interest at heart. I was wrong. Very wro
Quality Time
I feel like my son and I have finally turned a corner in our relationship. We've found something that we are mutually interested in. I mean, I don't much enjoy the Backyardigans or making enormous messes for me to clean up like he does, and he's not such a big fan of fubar. What he and I both like is online Pacman. I like to try incessantly to make it past level one, and he likes to sit in my lap and watch mommy fail miserably. It's really quite enjoyable. He seems to like any time where mommy looks silly. Anything to get us sanely towards bedtime...
Take Another Look
Take Another Look   My hands stretch out to catch your tears Each one is so precious to me They fall from My Broken Angels eyes My heart breaks at her pleas I know the pain your feel The overwhelming sense of doom The one that chains down your heart Filling your spirit with gloom I know your feathers have turned to ashes Your wings burned from the pain I know your spirit is weakened Battered and beaten by the rain
Fuckin Fuck!!!
Scream-avenged Sevenfold
Caught up in this madness, too blind to see Woke animal feelings in me Took over my sense and I lost control I'll taste your blood tonight You know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me, baby But no, it's too late, you've wasted all your time Relax while you're closing your eyes to me So warm as I'm setting you free With your arms by your side there's no struggling Pleasure's all mine this time Ooh, you know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me, baby But no, it's too late, you've wasted all your time Cherishing those feelings Pleasuring Cover me Unwanted clemency Scream 'til there's silence Scream while there's life left vanishing Scream from the pleasure Unmask your desire, perishing We've all had a time where we've lost control We've all had our time to grow I'm hoping I'm wrong but I know I'm right I'll hunt again one night Ooh, you know I make you wanna scream You know I make you wanna run from me, baby But no, it's too late,
Cookie Breath ( My Take)
surfer guy from the so-cal, eyes set on mind melt, he makes my heart swell, I love the way he feels, I love the way he smells, I love the way he talks, I love the stories he tells. there’s nothing I don’t like, sold,hook, line and sinker. he’s dramatic and simple, kinetic and nimble, he’sa fickle little riddle and he makes me go mental. I’m in love that’s the one thing that I’m sure of, can’t get enough of this stuff , can’t get enough of his hugs, he makes me not want to drink or do any drugs, hold him forever until the sun comes up.   why oh why won’t you be mine? I tried so hard not to cry. can’t contain what lies inside when you call me up and just say hi. why oh why won’t you leave that lie? why oh why must I be denied? when oh when will the time arrive when you look me in the eyes and say your mine? surfer guy form the so-cal. together forever, only time will tell. until I know for sure, now that I’m i
Ok look im not a bad person but acording to my myspace at deceiving_jester02 im this hatred person but i make 3 g's a month an everyone for the last 2 months has shot me down just wounderin do any of u find me interesting?
Craptions #1 Win 500k Fubucks
funniest caption for this picture gets 500k fubucks. I guess I need a lol. good luck.   And the winner is:   EmptyPiecesNow with: Witty I know you think this is sexy but I don't want to run to your bed this way anymore. Bounty Hunter, Babyfrog,and honey bare all tied for second. Thanks for playing everyone. "They call me the Flash in bed, too." Radiox i`m never showing you my old pics again - Seamus Watch out MOM here I come,,,,,weeeeeeeeeeeee -sweet contradictions By saying "Shazam", our hero is struck by lightning and granted the wisdom of Soloman, the courage of Achilles, and the ability to eat 50 chicken wings in 3 minutes. - Ketch22 Witty..I know you find this sexy but I don't want to run to your bed like this anymore..." - emptypiecesnow "join me tonight at 10PM EST for the RadioXShow"- Bounty hunter Best way to get a six-pack, workout? "No thanks, I'll just use a sharpie!" - here come trouble Benjamin Button Gone Terribly Wrong... jack daniels wendy "I wonder if
Just Need Some Guidance
so let me know what you think??? I need to know how to stop the confusion!!!
Second Evaluation
Where the scale is a discouragement, the measurements are a time for rejoicing! I've lost a total of 3-1/2 inches! 1/4 in off each arm 1/2 in off shoulders, chest, waist, hips, and each thigh 0 off neck and each calf (which is expected for me) flexibility is a whole inch further. :) My fitness test went from below average to average. That test is 3 minutes on the stairstepper at 9.2 flights per minute. I did 43 crunches in 60 seconds (vs 40 last time). Managed 20 pushes on the bench press (weights) with 45# bar. And 20 pushes on the leg press (weights) with 90#. I believe I only did 15 each with lesser weight last time on the machines. These results and only twice a week. I'll have to work harder on the food aspect of this so the scale can show results as well. To me it seems like such a small effort for these results.
Such A Proud Mom
I was so excited today..even after going through all my mail and seeing the bills..because I got one letter that made me overlook them.  It was from knox county education service center..saying that they did testing throughout the school year..and have noticed that my youngest who is going into 3rd gifted in math. It is such a good feeling..after all I been through with my oldest being delayed in school somewhat. I feel like framing this letter! Anyways..they said that there is some programs kids can be eligible for..depending on the district.   I am wondering if they are provided here..should I enter him into some kind of program or just let things go the way they are. I am kinda afraid if I put him in something like will turn out to be to hard for him.  
Spirit Of A Phoenix -- (hope You Enjoy This One)
For what seems so long ago, I was a little girl a princess of nature, who dreamt the impossible. Raced many sunsets on invisible horses and spoke to fairies, where we often would meet between the dripping ferns and the night crawlers.       ~ A life of paradise ~ Before they were prepared, I became a lady of all trades; challenging every challenge, I embraced that uninspiring realm of the "grown ups." Treasures, I securely left behind; uncertain when the opportunity would arise for recovery. This horizon I now knew to be home; quickly became a place of uncertainty. Forcefully, I chose to break the one stallion in life and solemnly became a wife, attempting to paint her own canvas in life. Many tries later, I realized the paint was inferior. Cooperation and commands failed. It refused to blend in. To the naked eye, the canvas appeared beautifully maintained. Oh, how this horizon became my silent prison... Breaking free took a terrible toll on me, nearly all my feathers, espec
Whispers From Within
Caught in a web of screams     I dreamt a dream of many dreams tears of realistic fears  ~ repetitive for many years   I end up stranded in the here and now as I swallow my fury,   I face a labyrinth of thousands who question the purpose ...   Like a reflection in a mirror, I see YOU           clearly ... I extend my hand and like yesterday's     memory, we tightly embrace. Intimately we unite for the moment,   our souls woven together and in this moment I wasn't lost ...   Whispers from within showed me and allowed me to be free.   I breathed a breath of yours, violating all reason, primitive promises   excused... ...  leaving me wanting, needing ... showing me life again, filled with HOPE     curiously, I ache for more. Caught in a web of lustful screams,     I dreamt a dream of many dreams. Tears of longing and bent knees of prayer     opening my heart up for tons of hope without your spirit, I couldn't cope.   (@) Kristin Davis
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I Believe...
So many captivated by physical beauty, in total solitude, I reminisce ... no mirror needed, I see the beauty within, and I pray you do too, for I still believe in you. Seems everybody wants a lil' bit of my time, causing me to put you at the end of the line. For the first time I see the pain I've caused you I know the tears you've cried too. I've pushed and ran away too many times, blaming you for others heartless crimes.           "Lord, give me the chance to prove to all,             I'll make it up to both of you"       ... On my knees - I fall  ... Somewhere along the way, I draped myself with pride For all the times I've hurt you, I apologize. As I close my eyes tonight, what hurts the most is knowing it took me this long to even realize...           "Lord, you showed me this love tonight,             knowing I needed to find hope --             reassurance, that all will be alright.             For all those I've hurt I ask you to mend their hearts             and surroun
The Human Heart
The human heart..feels things the eyes can't see.& knows the things the mind can't u n d e r s t a n d.♥
The Diamond Vault Lounge
Please come and join The Diamond Vault Lounge All are Welcome Family and Friends! So come on by and Join our lounge and have a drink or two!!
Fa-18 At Just Under Mach 1
Waste Of Time
 hope he isent orther wise imma be pissed !
Auto's For The One Family Read Please
Friday June 19th The One is Running His Auto's Again can we please get some FAMILY LOVE this time Thanks!! Our top #3 Family  ☠The One☠ He has Auto 11's Please go show him some family love! He is our Promoter! Please and Thank You  Management lol KrazyR   [ photo: 4273364427 ] (because my links sucks u may have to copy and paste im sorry lol)
How To Stop Body Odor Naturally
  Millions of people suffer from embarrassing body odor. Fortunately, you don't need to spend a lot to solve the problem. Natural, 'green', cheap baking soda can solve your personal odor issue! Instructions   Step 1 - DEODORANT   If your deodorant isn't able to stop body odor effectively for you, you don't have to buy a more expensive brand. Simply apply a slightly heavier coat of deodorant than normal. Then, apply baking soda on top of that layer, like you were applying baby powder. Be careful not to inhale baking soda. It's not toxic, but any lung contaminate can result in respiratory problems.   Step 2 - BAD BREATH   Try adding baking soda to your toothpaste, or purchase a toothpaste with baking soda as an ingredient. You can also mix half a teaspoon of baking soda with your mouthwash and use it to swish and gargle.   Step 3 - HAIR   Your hair traps odors and oils produced by your scalp. In fact, more body heat is released through your head than through any other par
Own Me 4 A Month!
Want to own me well you can just click on the pic below to make a bid on me! What I'm offering for a month Own in my name for 1 monthAdded 2 Top Friends/FamilyPimpout on my About MeRandom Gifts each week100 10s or 11s if VIP for a week for 4 weeksIf 25 DollarsAdd 2 Yahoo (if wanted)1 SFW 15 Phone Call (if wanted)Random Gifts or Bling If I Have Any300 10s or 11s if VIP for a week for 4 weeksIf 50 dollars or OverPermanent Add to About MePimpout Across the top for 1 month2 Custom Skins for you or a Friend,1 SFW 1 Hour Phone Call (if wanted)500 10s or 11s if VIP for a week for 4 weeksAdd to Yahoo (if wanted)1 SFW Salute Anyway you want it (within reason)I Love Blasts, Bling Packs, would love a HH hehe *muahz*
Need A Really Good Laugh?
Think before you speak...Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak -The last one is great!Have you ever spoken and wished that you couldImmediately take the words back...Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....FIRST TESTIMONY:I walked into a hair salon with my husband and  three kids in tow and asked loudly,'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?'I turned around and walked back out and never went back.My husband didn't say a word...He knew better.SECOND TESTIMONY:I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.. After browsing for several minutes,I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemenWho works at the store. He asked if he could help me..Without thinking, I looked at him and said,'I think I like playing with men's balls.'
first time to join the in the US,study in the US However,come from China
Why is it that I make you so mad What don't I get that you wish I had When we laugh, smile and kiss all day Something always gets in the way Why do I always mess things up with you Tell me what is there that I can do I don't want anymore arguments Only joyous and happy moments I hate making things so difficult I don't try to, its not my fault I don't understand why I do what I do But I will try what I can not to Everything was perfect, not a problem in sight I try to keep it that way with all my might You mean more to me than life itself, you know I don't want to ruin what we have, that's no show My heart, mind, body and soul belong to you There is nothing I wouldn't do to make you happy too Just to see the gleam in your eyes, the smile on your face I'd do anything to keep it that way, beyond time and space I can't stand when you are annoyed with me What is it that I do to make you so angry I'm sorry I'm such a disappointment to you Please believe me, whatever it is you choose to
For All
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A few weeks ago I won tickets to a concert from our local tv station. Going to take my daughter to it tonight....   Anyone ever heard of Carbon Leaf?  
What Will You Do With It?
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.  When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person..  When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.  They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,  to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.  They may seem like a godsend and they are.  They are there for the reason you need them to be.  Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,  this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.  Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.  Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.  What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.  The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.  They bri
If You Only Knew
If you only knew What it is you do Just how happy You always make me The smile on my face You put it in that place The joy you bring The song I now sing If you really look I am an open book I can't hold out I have to shout The world must know There's something to show My heart pounds, my eyes wide I can no longer hide The love I feel for you The euphoria I never knew I'm content in your arms I love you and all your charms I refuse to stay silent today I have something I must say If you only knew what you do to me Then things wouldn't be like this you see You'd by my husband and I your wife We would then start our own life I have nothing bad to say You'll make me happiest that day I can't begin to explain to you Just what it is you seem to do The power you have over me You would have to be blind not to see My heart flutters at the sound Of your feet as they hit the ground I know you are near I love you is all I can hear My arms stret
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Vista Help?
Well, my laptop crashed yesterday. My hard drive decided that it needed to die. Dell sent me a new one and now I'm needed to adjust what my laptop does when I close it. I've forgotten.   Help? Where the hell do I go? Once I get there I'll be able to fix it myself, lol.   I have the stupids sometimes.
This Kids Are Awesome!!!!
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Please Read Auction
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Blackberry Bold Drama
  Today I had to take the day off to deal with replacing my bb.  For some reason, three of the most important keys were screwed and print two letters.
2 Deaths In The Family
i just lost 2 very important pple in my life first was my grandma wallace, and second was my sis in law roxy both died of a form of cancer, my grandma had brain cancer and roxy had hodgkins limphoma , both died on the same day, june 16 2009,  im sad to say goodbye, but i know their no longer in pain,  its hard but i will live, i guess your never prepared for the things i had seen, but their suffering is over now, roxy had fought hodgkins 3 times b4 she gave up and was too waek to fight it anymore, both were strong wemen, and had put up one hell of a fight b4 they left us, so in their memory, ive created a scrapbook, the only thing i can do is share it with the family. which i will b sending out by the end of the month, i will b busy till then,
The Man Comes Around Nothin’
Cash’ plateserie American Recordings kan sees i forbindelse med 11 sept. Dels bygger serien opp mot det som skulle skje. Fra 1994 fram til hans død i 2003 gjennomgår Cash en selvransakelse og viderebringer visdom som peker mot USAs overlevelse.   Men serien kan sies å ha vært egentlig avsluttet  med utgivelsen av Solitay Man i 2000. The Man Comes Around i 2002 og de massive utgivelsene etterpå peker mot en innsikt i noe, som dels gikk mot Cash’ avslutning på hans karriære. Sangen The Man Comes Around må sees som et ønske om hevn, men ogå håp om at balanse kunne bli gjenopprettet. Og dette igjen tyder på at Cash følte seg skyldig. Men hva hadde han gjort galt?   For å forstå dette må vi se på hans støtte til Bob Dylan. Og da spesielt Dylans avslutning på Lennons karriere etter Elvis’ død. Elvis død ble dels feiret av Cash, og antagelig også av både Dylan og Lennon.   Men Dylans Street Legal hadde en direkte stø
Form The Fours And Eights In A Circle
Yesterday Martha and I both slept in since neither of us had to work.  A day off together usually doesn’t happen, so we make the most of it.  We woke up to 100% humidity outside and an average temperature of eighty-four; Martha remarked to me that she thought she was in Minot, not in Florida.  (The state of Florida’s where I grew up, and I thought I’d escaped humidity too!  I have mostly.)  And most of our day we spent outside because we had promised Sarah and Jeffrey a trip to the park; we found a great place across the river from where we live a few weeks ago that’s got great slides, swings, and is next to a fishing dock.  We also made plans to go to my nephew Brandon’s t-ball game that afternoon and had a few errands to run before – and it would turn out after – that.  We all needed the outside time to rest well, and we made sure to put on sun block! I asked while we were out after going to the park that we stop by my workplace because my b
When Honey Comes A Calling
Throughout my days and evenings. i think of her and sigh my heart she`s been healing never sure just how and why.   as i think of my honey a thought comes to mind of how soft is her hair and i wish she was there to show her i care and to hold in my arms right now.   i wait through the day and dream of her eyes so pretty and grey and her voice so soft that it sets me off on a journy to a place that we share   i see her standing in white and me in a suit of grey alone by a lake by her side a life we vow to share   i take my honey into my arms and confess all of my love from heaven and earth our marriage give birth and to protect her from every harm.   i awake from my wonderful dream as real as it may have seemed im still all alone no rings on my phone and my tears are starting to stream   i try to return to my dream but my honey is nowhere in sight then the squeek of the door and footsteps on the floor and my honey appears to my sight.   if my hon
How Well Do You Know Me?
Survey: How well do you know me? 1.Your Full Name:2. Age:3. Single or Taken:4. Favorite Movie:5. Favorite Song:6. Favorite Band:7. Kinky or Clean:8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...1. Do we know each other outside of Fubar?2. What song reminds you of me?3. Would you have my back in a fight?4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?5. What is your favorite memory of us?6. Have we ever been drunk/stoned together?7.Would you do me?8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?11. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?13. Do you think I'm a good person?14. Would you drive across country with me?15. Do you think I'm attractive?16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?17. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?18. What is the best advice you
I think it's safe to say at this point that I am jealous of Iran. It makes me so happy to see a nation stand up against opression and stand their ground. Even when the government threatens their lives, they stand still. They use silence against violence, and green as their weapons. These people are helping each other as well as those who have afflicted them with violence. They are not backing down and soon will show the world the power of the people. The reason I am jealous is for far too long have the American people been to apathetic to even realize that they are voting their free country away. Before you go there, this has NOTHING to do with Obama, he is just another pawn. This goes way back to 1913 (and even earlier) with the creation of a FIAT (or debt based) currency. Corporations run our country, not the people. They have stripped away our right to privacy (Patriot Act) and are preparing for civil unrest (large scale rally's). The DoD (Department of Defense) classifies protests
Please Come And Join My Brother And My Sisters Wedding
On Ocean And Man
I took some time to walk on the beach at Cape Disappointment on the coast of Washington State a few days ago. I watched the waves and the sky. I admired the picturesque lighthouse on a hill above the water. I drank in the beauty and serenity that surrounded me.   As time passed I began watching the waves that broke out in the ocean, away from the shore. They were impressive out there, so powerful and awe-inspiring. I decided to follow one large breaker as it made its way to the shore. As it came closer to the barely perceptible incline of the beach, it began to flatten. It calmed and slowed, and finally washed up into the embrace of the warm sand of the shore, gently covering my toes with incredible softness. It was hard to believe that this ripple was the same raging wall of water that had begun many yards away.   The picture was perfect. Pristine.   My mind began to slip into thought, and I wondered. Was this the way God had intended man to be? Majestic, impressive beyond word
So Don't Let Go!
She doesen't care if you call and wake her up in the middle of the night,just to talk;she hate's to argue,but is good at it;scary movies make her paranoid; she enveys every cute couple she sees;she don't judge;she loves to draw little hearts on her notes;she's free;she want's to be happy;and lately all she can think about is you.You mean more to her than you know;she has so much faith; so don't let go..
I Love Kobe
I am extremely happy about my team...That's it. :)
Through The Storm
I got this out of an email that was sent to me and it  really got me to thinking so I decided to post it please read and comment.   THROUGH THE STORM"One day a young lady was driving along with her father. They came upon a storm. The young lady asked her father what should she do, he said"keep driving". Cars began to pull over to the side, the storm was getting worse. What should I do the young lady asked, "keep driving"her father replied. On up a few feet she noticed eighteen wheelers was pulling over also. She told her dad, I must pull over I can barely seeahead. It is terrible out here everyone is pulling over. Her father told her not to give up just keep driving. Now the storm was terriblebut she never stopped driving and soon she could see a little clearer.After a couple of miles she was on dry land and the sun was out. Her father said now pull over and get out. She said "but why now?" He said"get out look back, at all the people that gave up and is still in the storm". You nev
Through The Darkness
Through the darkness I see your lightGuiding me through this endless nightI feel you there just out of reachAs I walk along this endless beachI can hear your voiceLetting me know I have a choiceThe choice is for me to makeI count the moments my choice will takeReach out your handTo help me make this standTo have this moment foreverMakes us so very clever.I put my hand to my heartFinally our moment will start.Dedicated to a very wonderful and dear friend.I love you.    
2 Tough Questions..
Two tough questions... Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the response. Candidate A is
Wine Vs Water
 For those who wish to have a glass of wine...and those who don't...this is  something to think about:  As Ben Franklin said: "In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria." In a number of carefully controlled trials,  scientists have demonstrated that if we drink one liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than one kilo of Escherichia coli, (E.coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we would be consuming one kilo of crap.   However, we do not run that risk when drinking wine and beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.  Remember: Water = Crap; Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information. I'm doing it as a public service.
Aftershocks...erotic Poetry By Sondra
The aftershocks of your love Are electric, throbbing, Pulsating and deep, Vibrating, tingling sensations felt In the arches of my feet, My toes, my fingers, My forehead and my cheeks. Blood pounding, Flooding my veins With erratic pumping, Quickly rippling, To fill my secret places up Driving me insane. Floating, yet flying, Heart pounding, Beating in Rapid succession, Breathing, Shallow, Fast and deep, Love’s rapid fire progression, Fingertips grasping, Open palms, Digging hard and deep, Hands grabbing You and the sheet. Arms weak, Mind spinning, As I taste Your kisses so sweet…   By spiritwoman © 2009 spiritwoman (All rights reserved)
Please Read And If U Dont Like It Delet Me
    okay,  If the Title pisses you off  and it makes u think I take this place to seriously then f00k off right now b4 u even read the rest of It!!! and DELET ME!!     I have quiet a few Fu members in my family  that ALOT of ppl dont like, that is my choice this is my page!! i will put in my family whom i choose to!! i do not need u as friends coming to my page leaving shitty jackass comments about somone that i have in my family... You are added to my  friends To TALK TO ME ..Not to put others on my page down or to use my page to put rude ass comments up about ppl u dont like so that u can start your drama bullshit... this blog is open to everyone...  and this is how i feel, the person who fueled this has been BLOCKED!!!...  if  you have anything  negative u would like to say  to me or leave in a photo comment like an ASS, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED TOO!!! best way to say it, is like my grandmother always said  if u dont have something nice to say dont say anything and if u cant come aro
..we Need A Revolution.....
    Very interesting stats coming out of new polls. Many Republicans, and a fair number of Democrats are affiliating themselves as Independents. I’ve been registered as an Independent for some time now, and I no longer feel like my vote is “useless”.   May I suggest an “Independent” could be our next President, and I think the polls are indicating it’s a possibility. Too many Republicans feel there is no “real” leader or leadership emerging, and Democrats are moving too far left to sustain any long term control.   Let’s not forget that “Ross Perrot” lead both George Bush Senior, and Bill Clinton in the polls for the 1992 Presidential election, and probably would have won if he wouldn’t have dropped out in July, and then re-entered the race just one month before the election. He still received 20% of the popular vote (the most in history), and he wasn’t that strong a candidate.   I feel people are fe
Tattoo Expo This Weekend.. Will You Be There?
I am really excited for tomorrow!  I will be at the Body Art Expo all weekend starting at 2pm central on Friday!  I love body art and I hear there are tons of tattoo contests that people can enter.  So I think I will try a few.  I doubt I will win, but that is okay.  My art is very special to me and I love every one!  I think if any of them have a chance it is my thigh tattoo or my solar system arm band.  I got both of them originally in Hawaii when I was stationed there, but I also got additional work on my thigh a couple years later at the Body Art Expo in San Fransisco.  It took four hours straight to get all the details done, but it was worth every second. I have seven tattoos in total though.  I got my first one when I was 16 and I have been addicted ever since.  I just think there is no canvas as beautiful as skin.  Especially a woman's smooth skin!  Anyways, I love tattoos and I am super excited to be able to chat with the artists tomorrow!  Maybe I'll get some pics to
Traitorous Hearts
Id like to explain why I was pondering deleting my account recently. As some of you know I had met someone on here who I thought I knew very well after having a lengthy friendship it developed into something more and sentiments of love and being together were discussed on a constant basis. Things were good before we got involved but then headgames began and for what reasons I have no clue. No one put a gun to her head and said to commit and no one told her that she had to say words like "I want to spend my life with you" or "I adore you" or "I love you" for that matter. Phone calls every day, texts upon waking up declaring love for one nother but why the lies? At first it was such stupid shit, like putting  crush on me and then taking it off and replacing it with a fake accounts crush, and her saying "I don't think I did", then came a pic of her with a guy obviously embracing in the background that she didnt notice, and again a denial and multiple stories, and still I believed it. Y
blinded by the burining light caught in this illousion of desire not quite knowing where to turn lost with no direction spinning spiral whirlwinds feeling love then abandenment mixed emotions one by one love me, pain me two by two wanting you and only you cursed emotions remaining here feeling less and less good enough to ever have your full love blinded by the burning light caught in the illousion of what they call love blinded love
Love You Ladies
just wanted to say to all my hommies and ladies that the reason why i have,nt been saying hi or leaving you any type of comments is because Fubar has blocked me from doing so cause i posted a pic, with bad content but anyway i dont have a clue if i,ll ever be able to leave anyone a comment but i still love you all. ,,,chris
This One I Found It Is By Someone Else
My Masters love Quitly waiting my eyes downcast,calming my heat by force.I await your leather gloved hand upon my fevered quivering skin.You speak my name curtly. Obediently i crawl  to your lap.Placing my hands for you to bind,my will to please you carries me,though the racing fear pleasure you call me slave. I stand against the cold stone,my eyes cloaked in darkness,as i await for the the slicing of the whip,its kiss of pain pleasure,you growl my name.My hot flesh reddened and sore.You explore my mosit depths.Slamming into my waiting body.You explode in your desire.You whisper m yname in  love i found this in a submissive pray i liked it and put it on here hope you like it to
He Left Me
Help This Wonderful Guy Level Plz Tys
=^RoCkKeR^=RL/BF 2 Baby Girl@ fubar
I Think
Any shorts are better looked on the back of a chair.
Auto 11 On *giving*blings
    BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ****** New RATE A THON*******   ^^BUT FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO SAY..Thank You for Your Rates and Thank You for Re-rating my Profile and making sure you have me Fanned...:)  ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *10-30-09 TILL ??????  TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL  **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY**  I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 13 & 14 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY ARE WORKING TOWARDS LEVELING LOL.. **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs GIVE AWAY**  get 35 points for each rate, and 60 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up  Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 110 and not 60  (*JUST A Example*)...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 60 points each, thats 36,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,From FUBAR, what a deal.  ****Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS For (All) Pics Rated UntIL??????  **RULE**,,after you rate
Ralph Carr
  Imagine it is February 19th, 1942 Franklin D Roosevelt has just passed Executive Order 9066 (EO).  The purpose of the order is to allow for the treatment of people as animals, giving the United States government the authority to round up people and herd them into holding communities in the name of national security. The United States recently reeling from the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor suspected all Japanese immigrats and decendents were a possible threat to the safety and secuirty of Americans.  To keep the citizens of the country safe the EO allowed the creation of "Exlusion zones" permitting any person of a certain pedigree from living in a certain area.  Understanding the governments justification is not essentially neccessary to our story. The Mayor of Denver during the time was a man of indreible integrity and sincerity, his name was Ralph Carr.  His election bid was won on a platform as a politician whose sole purpose was to act on behalf of the will of the people, his
Remember Your Dad's On Father's Day
Yesterday scary day for me cause my dad's heart was racing between 200 to 168 hb per minute.When you see your dad been hooked up so many monitors and iv been putting in them make you think how close you came losing a parent.When i was driving my dad to er he looked at me and said "Hun I can die before we can get to the er."That when it hit my dad could go anytime.After few calls to my friends ask for prays his rate went back at 8 pm.I was setting with him in the icu in joying ever minute with him and laughing along with him.Everyone wanted me go home get same sleep but I told everyone no I wasn't leaving the Hospital until he got out. We got around 11:30 am today and he is resting after a long day yesterday.On father's day let your father know how much they mean to you and How special they are to you,cause they can be took at anytime.
A New Slave
There comes a time where i accept what i am,and that is a slave .It is only slowly that i  am learning to accept what i am.It will lead me to my deeper desires it can lead to what i would really want.To deeper being possed by you,owned by you,contorled by you,and for you to make me into what i desire.    by Kimberly McMindes      
25th Bitrhday Coming Up Yay
today is june 18th 2009 and in 3 week's 1 day i'll turn 25 so here is my birthday wish list.... HH new vip auto 11 cherry bomb new friends new fans but most of all i just wanna be happy every birthday i've had pretty much sucked so i wanna make my 25th rawk so can we make this happen and my wish list is just that a wish i know i'll never get any of it so lets just make it an awesome day
Snowball: "another One Bites The Dust"
Move On.......
 Move on .its just a chapter in the past .but dont close the book.just turn the page.
Hes In My Brain
and wont leave ....*smiles*
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Sick - If U Wonder Where I Been?
Which Is Worse A Broken Heart Or Death
Which is worse?Death or a broken heart?Death is only once ,But a broken heart shall be forever a burden on my back for me to carry.
Local Communities Under State Of Emergency
  Keep them in your Prayers!!! Local Communities Under State Of Emergency PITTSBURGH (KDKA) - Click to enlarge1 of 1 The flooding in Turtle Creek carried this large pick-up truck into this building during the storms. KDKA Close     numSlides of totalImages Related Slideshows Storms Move Across Pittsburgh Area Related Stories Severe Weather Creates Road Closures Across Area (6/18/2009) Many Remain Without Power After Severe Storms (6/18/2009) Clean-Up Efforts Begin After Storms Cause Flooding (6/18/2009) Storms Soak Local Area, More May Be On The Way (6/18/2009) Several local communities have declared states of emergency following Wednesday night's severe storms that brought heavy rain, hail and lightning. Officials with Turtle Creek, Wilkinsburg, Forest Hills Borough, Reserve Township and Westmoreland County ma
My Sister's Keeper
I'm sure most of you have senn the trailer for the movie coming out on June 26 called My Sister's Keeper. It stares Cameron Diaz and is about a girl who was genetically engeniered to save her sister's life who is dying with a rare form of leukemia. I always like to try and read the book beofre I see the movie. To me the books are always better and give more structure to the story then a 2 hour movie ever can. I started this book Tuesday and just finished it like 5 minutes ago. By far one of the BEST books i have read in a long time. Hell, I was all into the Twilight saga and this book blows Twilight out of the water and then some. (yes, I am a grown woman who likes Twilight, shut up!) Reading this book made me realize, we all have tough decisions to make everyday. These decisions will shape not only our future but the future of everyone we come in contact with.  Time is a precious gift and no one is promised the next breath. It is a gift no one should ever understimate.   The boo
Love Is Not Enough
The more that we takeThe paler we getI can't remember what it isWe try to forgetThe tile on the floorSo cold it could stingIn your eyes is a placeWorth rememberingFor you to go and take thisAnd smash it apartI've gone all this fucking wayTo wind up back at…back at the startHey!The closer we think we areWell, it only got us so farNow you've got anything left to show?No, no I didn't think so.Hey!The sooner we realizeWe cover ourselves with liesBut underneath we're not so toughAnd love is not enoughWell, it hides in the darkLike the withering veinWe didn't give it a mouthSo it cannot complainWe never really had a chanceWe never really make it throughI never think I'd believeI believed I could get better with youHey!The closer we think we areWell, it never got us so farNow you've got anything left to show?No, no I didn't think so.Hey!The sooner we realize (quiet repeat)We cover ourselves with liesBut underneath we're not so toughAnd love is not enoughLove is not enoughLove is not en
To one of the Coolest, Smoothest chicas in the FuNation. She's alwayz givin FuLuv and alwayz has that great attitude.....Propz to Rico for makin U happy. I luvz being real with U.......You can hear this crazy diddy on her page....tell her Guido sent'll get Mad Luv in return........Peace. Floater's Drink P*Q*....wooooooo.... Ahh choking up dust on a Mexican Bus, IGive birth to a brand new concept,Then doubled over, and my days are numbered.Right about sunrise, came into a new town.Can't breath and I move so slowlyAnd the sky is humming, and my motor thunders.Shall we ride into the white hot dawn?Tomorrow all will be known.Your feet will rise from the stone.And you go through the sky!Until then! I'm all you've got!Until then, I'm all you need! I'm everything,Every night!I take a back seat to a sweet companion.Must be something to control it.The world is watching, and I'm outnumbered.Don't fuck with a crazy man you sayI don't fuck with a man in control.The sky is humming, and
God And Humor
Does God have a sense of Humor? Not a topic more serious students of theology pursue, but an interesting one all the same. I first thought about this when a member of my church raised the question "Does God Laugh?". The puritans may laugh at this question, but it does not eliminate the implications of this simple question. Did we get the sense of humor, enjoyed and desired by many around the globe, from God when He created us? Or did we get it as a result of sin? Or did we get it from God after the fall? Was it in built in us when God created us in His image? Many traits such as personality, creativity, etc. were in built in us when we were created. Or did we get it when Adam and Eve disobeyed God, like the traits of death, sin, etc. Or did God give it to us after the fall. Attributes like multiple languages, the indwelling of Holy Spirit etc. was given after the fall by God whenever it was necessary for the human race. If the first option is true, a sense of humor is a divine trait an
Fighting For Peace
Fighting for peace is like screwing for virginity
A Childs God
Mother is the word for God on the lips and hearts of all children. Eric Draven (Brandon Lee) - The Crow
God Given Right
They talk alot about justice and then and go bust us except for the chosen fewI got a God given right to smoke whatever I like so tell me how it got given to youMOTHERFUCKERLyrics from Primitive Radio Gods
Growning Up
When I grow up I want to be just like me
A Generation Of Men
We are a generation of men raised by women, I'm wondering if another woman is really the answer we need.. Tyler Durden (Brad Pitt) - Fight Club
You Can't Bring Me Down
Just cause you don't understand what's going ondon't mean it don't make no sense,And just cause you don't like it,don't mean it ain't no good,And let me tell you something,Before you go taking a walk in my worldyou better take a look at the real worldCause this ain't no Mister Roger's Neighborhood!Can you say "feel like shit?"Yea maybe sometimes I do feel like shitI ain't happy 'bout it, but I'd rather feel like shit than be full of shit!And if I offended you, oh I'm sorryBut maybe you need to be offendedBut here's my apology and one more thing...fuck you!Cause you can't bring me down!Author - Mike Muir
6/18/09 Dilbert
Love And Hate
1John 4:20He who says he loves God but hates his brother is a liar, for how can you love God who you have not seen when you hate your brother who you have seen.
Ignorance And Bliss
If ignorance is bliss, then slap the smile off my face - RATM (one of my faves)
Time Off
Two men working in a factory were talking. "I know how to get some time off," said one. "How are you going to do that?" "Watch," he said, and climbed up on a rafter. The foreman asked what he was doing up there, and the man replied. "I'm a lightbulb." "I think you need some time off," the foreman said said, and the first man walked out of the factory. After a moment, the second man followed him. "Where do you think you're going?" the foreman shouted."I can't work in the dark," he said. 
3rd Person Narrative Thursday!!!
Good Morning today is Thursday and its a glorious day. So a few weeks ago I met a stunning gentleman on fubar. He had Witt and style he was in a class ass of his own. He sometimes makes me feel a little behind in the intellectual ways but i make up for it with boobs. Needless to say last week he came to me and asked me what I thought of doing a theme day on Thursday, I said what the hell were all slightly warped and most bored I don't see why not. Then he told me his idea and even made this handy picture I am using as my primary... You can all go thank Pedro for this... Today Thursday, June 18, 2009 will be known as 3rd person narrative day. As of this moment you may no longer use the words I, me or my.  Wicked thought this would be a very good idea, its not hard lets all do it. Also for the person who can perform the 3rd person narrative the longest Wicked will make them a personal salute...... So go spread the word amongst the people... that Today is 3rd person Narrative day Wi
Stupid Mass Laws Lol
it is illegal to give beer to hospital patients. Full text of the law. Candy may not contain more than 1% of alcohol. Full text of the law. Shooting ranges may not set up targets that resemble human beings. Full text of the law. At a wake, mourners may eat no more than three sandwiches. Snoring is prohibited unless all bedroom windows are closed and securely locked. An old ordinance declares goatees illegal unless you first pay a special license fee for the privilege of wearing one in public. Taxi drivers are prohibited from making love in the front seat of their taxi during their shifts. All men must carry a rifle to church on Sunday. Hunting on Sundays is prohibited. It is illegal to go to bed without first having a full bath. A woman can not be on top in sexual activities. No gorilla is allowed in the back seat of any car. Tattooing and body piercing is illegal. Children may smoke, but they may not purchase cigarettes. Tomatoes may not be used in the production of c
Captain Dies Mid-flight
Continental Airlines Flight 61 is expected to make an emergency landing at Newark Liberty Airport at noon NEWARK (WPIX) - The captain of an international flight has died mid-air, PIX News has learned. The captain was piloting a Boeing 777 for Continental Airlines Flight 61 from Brussels, Belgium to Newark, New Jersey. The FAA stated they heard reports about the captain's death. However, neither the FAA nor Continental Airlines have confirmed the report. Two first officers on the plane have taken over the pilot's duties. The aircraft is expected to get special treatment upon landing, from the Newark Airport tower. Flight 61 is expected to land at Newark Liberty Airport at noon. Medical workers are standing by at the airport and will take custody of the captain's body upon the flight's arrival. A medical examiner will determine the captain's cause of death.  
Boys Hurt Tooo
As i sit here to write this, i cant help but smile and tear up at the same time.. i have heard this before but when u love someone u cant let them keep hold of u.. u cant let them have control over u, especially when ur the one that is hurt.. I guess in life if u truly give ur heart to another, u dont think that it will be broken, but there is that chance... So knowing all this and experiencing the hurt and sadness, i must bid them farewell, cause if its meant to be it will be.. Until then i must try to live my life and remember with fondness the one who still has a key to my heart....
Oh Shit! My Account Was Deleted?
*****FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG**** There are so many rumors going around about how the fubar admins are this or that. It's actually quite funny to read some of the stories. I thought I’d save you all some time and clear some things up...  1. We do not like to delete profiles. We know you just come right back. It is has never been our policy to delete profiles for petty shit. Some of the people who have become my biggest supporters and eyes and ears are users who I once had disputes with. I will say it again, deleting is our last resort.  2. If your profile was deleted, it may not be our fault. I always find it funny when a user will come to me screaming about a "friend" who was deleted. This usually alerts me to check their profile for suspicious activity. 99% of the time the person arguing is whining about one of their fake accounts. DO NOT COME TO US CRYING about an account that you know was fake. Spammers get deleted. Underage Users get Deleted, Anyone who SCAMS or DISPUTE
Bill Of Rights
Amendment I Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances.   Amendment II   A well regulated militia, being necessary to the security of a free state, the right of the people to keep and bear arms, shall not be infringed.   Amendment III   No soldier shall, in time of peace be quartered in any house, without the consent of the owner, nor in time of war, but in a manner to be prescribed by law.   Amendment IV   The right of the people to be secure in their persons, houses, papers, and effects, against unreasonable searches and seizures, shall not be violated, and no warrants shall issue, but upon probable cause, supported by oath or affirmation, and particularly describing the place to be searched, and the persons or things to be seized.   Amendment
Im Single Quit Hating!
Ok i am getting pretty fucking sick of this shit! The  guys on Fubar need to realize single means you are free to do whatever you fucking want. No one on this website owns me or has the right to tell me what I can and can not do! For those of you that are jealous over what goes on in one of my NSFW folders ( KINKY FUN) too FUCKING BAD!!! I am me and that isnt going to want to think that you own me or can tell me what to do  then maybe you should remember you dont pay my fucking bills and you sure the fuck are not here fucking me!!! If you read my profile page you will see I am here for "Playtime"!! So if you are offended by the pictures or jealous of what I do in any way remove me, block me I dont give a FUCK!!! Sincerely, NutttyNattty
My Life In Combat...last Tour.."lessons Learned"
Veterans Day was yesterday and we are well past the one year mark in our deployment so I wanted to take a few moments to reflect on our year here and some lessons learned. First off I just wanted to extended my gratitude to the friends,family and even strangers who have supported me and my fellow soldiers along the way. It is an unpopular war,but It makes me feel good to know that everyone is behind us back home. As we reach the end of our deployment I look at my fellow soldiers and myself and cant help but think how much we have aged. We as a platoon, have grown so much together. The closeness of a combat soldier is like no other. For a year we have lived together, worked together,fought together,sometimes fought eachother,sweat together,bled together,laughed together,and cried together. In a way Im kind of sad we are almost done because once we return back to America, most will be moving on. Many are getting out,many are going to different units and very few will be staying in the p
Donkey Carts Are Still Funny To Me...(last Tour)
  Donkey carts are still funny to me...... The temperature is rising and donkey cart caravans are still funny too me. It is the strangest thing. I've been in Iraq for six months now and I see donkey-drawn carriages on the street daily. However everytime I see one, I laugh. I dont know why,I guess its for the same reason that people will giggle when someone passes gas or something. All I can think of is that song "Let me ride that donkey!".I guess the heat is starting to get to me....... This has been a tough year so far. The holidays came and went, they were just another day over here. No family to get together for Thanksgiving dinner,no Santa.The new year came in with a bang as rockets came at the stroke of midnight. No Rockin New Years Eve with Dick Clark though and no Easter Bunny. Instead, we were on mission hard charging and vigilant, finding comfort and family amonst eachother. For us veterans, we know the bond that is shared between combat soldiers. We are like fathers of m
Nobody Knows It But Me!
This song really puts what I am feeling out there..     Nobody Knows by Kevin Sharp I pretend that I'm glad you went away But these four walls close in more every day And I'm dying inside and nobody knows it But me Like a clown I put on a show The pain is real even if nobody knows And I'm crying inside and nobody knows it But me Why didn't I say the things I needed to say How could I let my angel get away Now my world is just a tumblin' down I can see it so clearly but you're nowhere around The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me How blue can I get, you could ask my heart Just like a jugsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart A million words couldn't say just how I feel A million years from now, you know, I'll be loving you still The nights are lonely, the days are so sad And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me The nights a
No Luv In Return
I just hate when people tell u up here my auto 11's are on and then I go rate like 100 pictures and I get's no love in return!!! What type of shit is that? I mean I don't need the rates but if i rate that many pics I expect some type of love back!!!
In Other Words On Sale Now
Everything You Do
I love the way you smile when I look in your eyes.I love the way you laugh when I try to be funny.And how the tears roll down your face when I say no one could ever take yourplace.The way you touch my lips right after every kiss,And softly whisper that I'm your everything.The way you pray our love wont dieEvery night just before you close your eyes. Cause baby when you sleep, I watch you breathing. And baby when you dream, I dream with you.Cause everywhere you are is where I wanna be, It's true.Everything you do makes me know how much I love you.
Article That I Like That Helps Me .. Lmao!!!
User Post: 8 tips for liking someone better (or disliking that person less) user by Gretchen Rubin, on Thu Jun 4, 2009 10:03am PDT Eight tips for liking someone better (or disliking that person less). Some people are part of your life, whether you want them there or not. What if you don’t have the warmest of feelings for your boss? Your mother-in-law? Your next-door neighbor? It’s easy to come up with a mental catalog of all the ways in which that person could change to be less annoying, domineering, passive-aggressive, arrogant, etc.—but the fact is, you can’t change anyone but yourself. Here are some tips about how to help yourself cultivate more friendly feelings. It’s quite a strain to hide feelings of dislike; if you can manage to change your feelings, you’ll be much happier. It’s hard, but not impossible. 1. Seek contact. This is a bit counter-intuitive. If you don't like someone, you probably feel like avoiding that p
So the bitch was flirtin with a bagger at Walmart, and I was like "have some fuckin decency, whore". I cant believe she gave him her number as well., he better not call. Some fuckin old fart, he was like 60
I Have Learned Through Bitter Experiance!!!!!!!!!!
I have learned through bitter experience the one supreme lesson: to conserve my anger, and as heat conserved is transmitted into energy, even so our anger controlled can be transmitted into a power...
1st Annual International Sushi Day: Thursday, June 18... [roll With It.]
Mobile Phones
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And More Storms To Come
Many Remain Without Power After Severe Storms PITTSBURGH (KDKA) ― Click to enlarge 1 of 1 CBS Close   numSlides of totalImages Related Slideshows Storms Move Across Pittsburgh Area The storms on Wednesday night knocked out power to thousands of people all across western Pennsylvania. Many residents remain in the dark this morning as crews continue to work to restore power to all of them. Officials with Duquesne Light reported that as of 5:30 a.m. that they had about 12,300 without power. The most are in the eastern suburbs, like Monroeville, Penn Hills, Forest Hills and Churchill. Officials say they hope to have all power restored late today, between 8 p.m. and midnight. There are a
All For You
and still you say you love me as you pull the strings and pump the morphine and i float up like a little ball and maybe you think i'm not listening as you scream and scream but rest assured i hear every word
Note To Self 6-18-09
staying up til 5am and planning to function throughout my day is going to be impossible. fuck.
Screaming Infidelities - Dashboard Confessional
Screaming Infidelities I'm missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak, And this bottle of beast Is taking me home[1.] I'm cuddling close To blankets and sheets But you're not alone, and you're not discreet Make sure I know who's taking you home. I'm reading your note over again There's not a word that I comprehend, Except when you signed it "I will love you always and forever."[2.] Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs And sit alone and wonder How you're making out But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone Making out. I'm missing your laugh How did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.[1.] I am alone In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home I'm missing your bed I never sleep Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak, and This bottle of beast is taking me home.[2.] Your hair, it's everywhere. Screaming infidelities And taking its wear.[Repeat Four times]
Don't Look For It
Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love, because you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall It is wrong to think that love comes from long companionship and persevering courtship. Love is the offspring of spiritual affinity and unless that affinity is created in a moment, it will not be created for years or even generations Just because you know someone doesn't mean you love them, and just because you don't know people doesn't mean you can't love them. You can fall in love with a complete stranger in a heartbeat, if God planned that route for you. So open your heart to strangers more often. You never know when God will throw that pass at you
Our Freedom? No. Our Prison
public service is a priviledge. it comes with intense obligation. our elected officials have run amuck. our government is no longer ours. we've neglected the process for too long. our public servants ride around in limos and fly across the planet in private jets. while we live off the scraps. they are accountable to nobody because we are too busy shoving big macs into our mouths, debating who the winner of american idol will be and looking for the grave of our neighbor who died in iraq because OIL IS GOD. There is no president obama. just another puppet. our presidents are bought not elected. to believe in our election process is to be a drone. the speech bush gave after 9/11 is the same speech hitler gave after burning down the reichstag. they no longer teach history in schools for a reason. they're hiding and truth is their greatest enemy. the more of us know the truth the deeper they must crawl into their cave. we must expose them burn them out. i like playing with fire
Ascension Day
I tried to find some silence in this shallow spaceI pushed pillows in my earsI concealed my faceNo, don't you even try to catch my eyeIt sits frozen in its placeHere it's invitation onlyI'm lonelyBut I'm forced to sayThat I cannot see you nowYet everywhere I walk I'm crushing somethingBecause I cannot see the stairsI'd share my sores with you over coffeeBut the queue's 1000 yearsAnd someone stole my badgeAnd now I've lost the right to be hereBreathe the airIt's not fairBut that's just the way things areAnd I cannot see you nowBut through it all my princess holds my handAnd assures me that there's an islandYet untouched by human handWe must simply keep believingAnd simply keep our eyes fixed on the morningI threw my pillows to the windAnd I waited for my wingsAnd you cannot see me now
About Me
im 24 and live on the east side of evansville im 6'1 170 in weight brown hair hazel eyes you can check my pics on myspace i just have none yet on here but you have to type jerald clark cause thats my real name so hit me up
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My Old Hippie
imikimi - Customize Your World!" alt="" />WELL CARL ANOTHER FATHER"S DAY HAS COME AND I'm missing you so badly . i wish there was a real stairway to heaven. i"d run them step"s just to be able to hold you one more time. i love ya  MAMAH
Camel 99's...
are cigarettes.
Another Foray Into The Twisted Expanse
Mind spinning through time and space as thoughts of mass genocide race through. what to do with the building rage,how to imprint on here the page, just what it takes to live every day knowing you are the one who has to take all the meaningless shit people throw and just suck it up and drive on like a pervibial cashier asking if you want fries with that. When in reality All Your Juggalo heart is screaming is pass the axe. Whack whack the red so pretty. oops I'm sorry to sound so petty but would you mind scraping up your own brains today "betty." To think and plan is the essence of the murderous man on a rampage if only in his mind. But then in walks she who makes one go blind. Rage no longer matters and you no longer care just who or what it was that got you there.Suddenly as fast as it came the burning rage leaves the brain. The pettiness of others and all the shit that you took no longer important...and all with just one look. I am truly a derranged man just doing the best that I can.
Fubar Slacker
WARNING WARNING...this is a Fubar slacker and just uses your pics to perv on them. He gives nothing(rates or comments) in return.   zapzapzap">@ fubar
Um,,whats A Blog?
So yeah, wtf is a blog exactly???  Is this where I leave random notes and other comment on it? So yeah, I'm an idiot LOL!
Sad When A Friend Is Forced To Block A Friend Sad How People Have Come To Being Childish And Jealous
People's Rights
I just getting sick and tired of people complaining about, the gay right, imigration rights, raise right etc. how about stop compaining and start worrie about your god damn self. I was not born here in the usa and my parent come from differnt side of the world. My mom comes from an Italian family but my mom was born here in the USA and my dad Mexican/Black born in Mexicali Mexico, my younger and only sister was born In Calexico california and I was born in Italy will my parents where visiting family in Italy..  I was raise there from the time I was born to the time I was 5 years old from the age of 5 until the age of 12 I was raise back in for from Mexicali Mex & Calexico Ca. Until we move to San Diego until now. In my moving around I was seeing how people manipulated the sistem about equal right's. Everyone want to be equals but at the same time they want their special rights. I hate when people talk about equal rights for illegal immigrants rights. I say this if you want equal rig
Leveling Blog # 461
  *MZ.LIZ*  Moonlight Levelers  Head Recruiter ,Llama leveler, Affinity, FABA, FADD@ fubar       446k to Level Auto 11's on Shes one of us so kindly help her make Prophet  
Fubar(playing By My Rules)
My Rules Follow Them Or Get The Fuck Out Im Adopting A New No Tolerance Policy For Bullshit Or Stuck Up Mother Fuckers From Now On I Will Be VERY Selective On Who Gets On My Friends/Family List...If You Beg You Will Be Denied & Then Blocked WITHOUT Warning You Dont Help Me...I Dont Help You...So Dont Come Crawling Asking Me To Rate Your Pics & Crap If You Havent Raised One Finger To Rate Mine I've Mentioned This On My Profile & I'll Mention It Here To Make It Very Clear...DO NOT Send Me BLANK Friend Requests & You WILL be DENIED Im Not Here For A Popularity Contest...Im Here To Enjoy Myself & To Make REAL & TRUE Friends...If This Isnt You Dont Expect Shit Out Of Me Dont EVER Make The Mistake Of Thinking Just Because I Have You On My List That I NEED You Because Truthfully I Dont...I  Have You Here Because I WANT You Here Not Because I NEED You Here...So Dont Get It Twisted If You Came To My Page With The Intent Of Adding Me To Your List Just To Have Another Body...Keep Steppin.
Come Own Me! You Know You Wanna!
I am up for auction. Come bid on me. You know you wanna own me! *wink**wink* Just click on the pic below. You know you wanna!! ::MUAH::Auction is brought to you by:­ ♠ Ì¢é ♠ Moonlight Levelers ♠@ fubar
Hating Fatties Is Like Racisim
So I was thinking to myself as I noticed a heavy man driving next to me.. You know it is fucked up that on an Airplane that man would get charged for two seats, yet he does not have the pleasure of using the car pool lane for counting as two people... what bullshit.
Surgery This Morning June 18th :(
Well its very early on June 18th like 2 in the morning and I can not sleep what so ever... I am having surgery this morning at like 11 am and they are goin to do a flap graft to close the sore thats on my thigh.. I have been told this is a pretty routine surgery so I dont have much to worry about except for if it gets infected after it then that is a huge deal and a big worry ,but i'm not tryin to worry myself to death and worry and stress myself out unless it happens.. Cuz if i stress myself out it will cause me not to heal as well and as fast as I should.. But after today I will be here for about another month if not a little longer.. After this surgery I will have to lay on my left side or my stomach for a good 3 weeks straight to keep all pressure off my right leg so theres very little chance of it getting infected.. Then after the 3rd week the doctor said that he will let me start to sit up a little bit.. Then after the 4th week then he will let me sit up again ,but he wants to ma
Worlds Apart
Lying all alone, wishing you would call.Writing all my thoughts has broken all my bones.You gave it all up, you threw it all away.There's nothing I can do.What do I think you've done?You know it's even worse than what's in my head.You don't believe me when I tell you:I don't want to be a fraud and pretend that everything's fine.I won't be here when you get home.I'm not gonna sit here and die!I'll follow through again this time.I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.I'll be just fine.You read me like a bookyou know I'm running out of legs to stand on.I won't believe you when you tell me:These old habits die so hard,there's no intervention in sight.There's no point in calling you,We're just gonna stand here and fight.I'll follow through again this time.I'll swallow swords, spit out my pride.I'll be just fine, fine.You fill my head with endless lies.You're killing me, I'm killing time.I'll be just fine.So maybe one day the pain will go awayand I will see your face,I won't even care.I'm ch
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You Have To Watch This Video
This is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen...besides child birth    
oncei was little
Motherfuckin Dirty Cunt
Some CUNT just got in my SB with this hasbeen a long time since I have actually wanted to track a bitch down just to hurt her. She blocked me so I could not reply and FYI My fucking brother is black so yeah the whore was talkin out her fucking ass. motherfuckindirtypieceofshitcuntdieapainfuldeath reduce: i bet you dont like Obama because he is blackreduce: come on, we all know you are a racistreduce: you can do better than that->reduce: fuck you cuntreduce: wow, sorry. you are rude. have fun with your l;ove for killers->reduce: move along take your bullshit elsewherereduce: wow. wtf ?->reduce: get the fuck out of my SB nowreduce: so you like it that they kill people ?->reduce: I support my troops..which include my brother my ex husband and my roommate if you do not know thedifference than do not proceed with this convoreduce: how is that any diffrent ?->reduce: it is supporting the troops..I am not into warreduce: all that iraq war stuff in your pix->reduce: I am sorry I dun
100% Right On!!
Hey U Agree?
Global Warming Bs
Just like to point out some things that the Global warming A!! holes like to pull. Being in the power plant bis I see the BS like when ever they show a power plant they show a cooling tower but lead you to belive what you are looking at is a smoke stack. The next time you see one of these spots on TV just remmber if its shaped like a candy kiss its a cooling tower and whats comming out of it is water vapor but these people that are running these adds are going to talk about pollution and show you that cooling tower now their not going to tell you that is a smoke stack but thats what you are suppose to think. Scam Scam and if they are going to scam you with that what else are they scam you on. Big Al has made a boat load of money off of Global warming and so have a whole of other scamers but the biggest scam is cap and trade you wait till they push that one through and if you think its only the power companys that are going to pay think again. The power companys are going to pass that r
A True Man
Rumor Control
My ex fuhubby "steviec" steviec@ fubar  has took it upon his self to spread rumors about me calling me a bling whore and saying a lot of bad things about me. Just for the record I did not ask for bling. He came to me and always said "what bling u want?" I never ASKED! I didnt block him because he "couldnt afford anymore" hes never said that.  I blocked him because he flat out lied to me!  then proceeded to insult me and even drug my baby into this saying he was happy I got rapped.  He has major issues........beware!  and again I DIDN'T ASK FOR BLING!
Yay It's That Time Of The Year...
so it's offically my bday... won't be online though. going to Austin with my art club from school. which i'm the vice president of. going to go see art and have don't miss me to much. dina, officially 27yrs old.
"20 Years Of Marriage"
"After 20 years of having sex in the dark...a woman realized her husband was using a dildo...and she screamed at him..."EXPLAIN THAT DILDO!!!!" her husband says..."Explain the kids bitch!!!"
I was recently dumped. Not really a big deal, I hadn’t invested a lot of feelings into the relationship or anything. Thing is, this guy basically told me that I'm too intense, too passionate (as if that's a problem in this day & age). He actually said "Your passion doesn't let you see past the moment that you're in. At each beginning, I'm guessing that you would think that "this" might be the one ... You throw your entire worth and being into the relationship". I know what you're thinking "Did this guy even know you?" ... I have to say no. If you know me ... you know that my passion is with me in everything I do in life. I "throw my entire worth and being" into my entire life. It's what got me through losing so much over the years. It's what brought me to Washington. It's what pushes me to succeed despite every obstacle I've come up against. Someone once told me that I have the ability to make a person feel like they're the only person in the world. What makes that such a bad
My First Blog
Well great goodlie woodlie, my first blog on fubar. I'm new and learning, so bear with me. A little about me, I'm an aspiring graphic artist after leaving the print industry due to collapse of the industry. I love geeking out on computer modifications in my spare time, and, having a few drinks never hurts..
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Not So Bad Now...
The word isnt so bad when its glittery,now is it...            
Midlife Epiphany
I have come to the realization in life that everything is an illusion. You become educated to go to a higher level of education, you work to make money to eventually set yourself up comfortably to die. Now my point is this the value of life is measured in wealth and they tell you that money cant buy happieness but the value of life is indeed happieness measured in memories and milestones, either of which cannot be bought or sold. So what is a full life worth? What is the value of a heart and soul can that be measured is there a price one has to pay for them because without a heart happiness is impossible can that have a wealth ammount? Without a soul the heart doesnt have a place to reside so is it  possible to store happieness?Seemingly the only way to give happieness is to share of ones own heart and soul, but if it cant be given away do you truely give happieness? The promise of something to be given but cant be taken is an illusion yet it can be done and is. In reality the only rea
New Pics
We finally got a new camera and we will be taking some new photos soon.....yippeeee!! Can't wait. I'll post them as soon as we get them done. Plus we got a little camcorder. Can't wait to use it either. :)
Not Something I Normally Do
Okay, so this is probably going to turn out longer then I intended. I've been single for 4 months now, maybe a bit longer than that, I don't really remember now. All I know is that I was unhappy in my last last girlfriend slept with my older sister, right after her and I had gotten together no less, and then lied to me about it and didn't come clean until after I ended things. We were together for almost 2 years...pretty screwed up huh? I thought being single for awhile would be good for me, give me a chance to get things straightened know, getting a job and those sorts of things. I mean, it's nice and then it's awful at the same time. How you ask? See, I'm a very loving person...I give my everything in a relationship. I love the person I'm with no matter what anyone else says or thinks about them...they can be their self around me without me judging or trying to change them. I can be stubborn at times, very rarely show any emotion that I'm feeling...but tha
Thought This Was Neat">Get Your Sexy Name
There was a timeWhen skies looked blueWhen rhythm and rhymeReminded me of youSunny every dayDespite the weatherLove the only wayI'd stay on a tetherThat's unfair of meI'm not on a leashLove can beThe best of treatsFor the heart and mindFor the body and soulFor two people to bindAnd shatter the moldI've seen sunny daysCome and goI've cherished the waysThey've made my life wholeAnd rainy daysAre what really defineThe brightness of raysWhen the sun does shineFor lightness is onlyDefined by the darkNeither one separateNever do they partWhen you thought I was the lightAnd you were the shadowMistake what was rightMade the words so hollowBecause the other way aroundIs what was rightI was the darkAnd you...were my light.
I Don't Think You Know
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.
Troops Ready For Deployment -1-
Show these troopers some real Troop support. They will leave for deployment very very soon and they won't be online on here for a bit so leave them some Fu loving.   Take care Sarg49 and Zuzeca...stay save and stay Strong ! I will be here when you need me.   Muah       Sarg 49@ fubar     ZUZECA@ fubar    
Face Sitting
my baby's favorite thing we do together....   this video is HOT!   copy it into your browser and watch this.. lol   all that's missing is my schoolgirl skirt...   =)  
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A Love Without Goodbyes
A lifetime filled with cheating hearts,all echo from my past. The "promise ture's" and "I love you'd, each one was meant to last. So fine was the line of sharing build with honesty and trust. Each vow now left inside my head, to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope yet walking blind. While broken dreams and silent screams play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead. While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It's hard to feel whats wrong from real, when shadows dim the light. I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. It's all i know, this history, i hold a guiding hand? These scars they show, a lesson that i yet dont understand. Another day awaits me, in this life i call my own. A cruel delay frustrates me, as i face this world alone. Let words said and tears long shed, rest peaceful in this heart. I know the pain of love in vain, will always play its part. With open arms i welcome such new drea
I love you, Jason!
I Laughed For Close To Five Minutes...
Im on my way to work today, I get on the bus at 55th and already regret not waiting for the next bus. There is some lil bastard (about 5 or 6yrs old) running up and down the bus, screaming at the top of his lungs. Mother not doing anything to control him (of course) Well the bus gets to 59th and it stops and someone gets off, the back doors open and the kid jumps off the bus. He's standing there looking on the bus and the mother just looks at him and says "Get your ass back on this bus" mind you, she doesnt move her fat ass to grab the kid, just sits there and continues to say "Get back on the bus" So the light turns green, the doors shut and the bus driver takes off... Kid still of the bus, by itself. NOW she decides to get off her ass and starts screaming at the top of her lungs "Stop the bus, stop the bus, stop the fucking bus" so the bus driver stops at the next stop... a block away. She starts screaming at the driver after he stopped "Why the hell didnt you stop the bus, didnt
So I Like To Look Up People From My Past....................
So I like to look up people from my past for shits and giggles.  I have come to find that most of the people I knew in high school and even before that, childhood, are doing really good for themselves......where the hell did I go wrong??  I mean I have 2 beautiful children that I love to death, but I am still stuck in life.  No matter what I do or who I am with I remain unhappy and feel like my life is going no where. Could I blame my parents for this? Possibly, but won't.  I know its my fault but don't know where to start to correct my situation. If I leave the man I am with, the cycle will just start all over again, and not to mention I will have no where to live for about 3 months because of being out of work for so long now. If I stay with him, I will remain stuck in life because he doesn't want kids and doesn't want to get married because he doesn't believe in the peice of paper that says I get half of everything if we get divorced. I know, I know, before anyone says it,
Ivory Towers And Weird Mothers
EvanescenceGood Enough Music Video Codes By Music     Once upon a time, I worked at a behemouth of a company. It was called Oldsmobile. It no longer exists, but plenty of people worked their entire lives away there - for a time. I entered Oldsmobile through the doors of what was referred to as the IVORY TOWER, it was administration. Times of change were upon the people of the Ivory Tower, they were being down-sized, errr... right-sized. Managers that used to look out upon the clerical staff through large glass walled offices, were now PART of that clerical staff. An entire level of management was cut and made part of the hoi poloi. This meant that some of the workers would also have to be moved. I came in through a temporary agency and so I not only got to make a fraction of what those people made - I also got to put up with their snotty attitudes - because some times people are just emotional and anybody that they think they can bully will do for a release of
I'm Getting A New Knee!
Well after all this past 15 years I'm getting my Knee Replaces int he coming weeks. All start it in college when I torn my ligaments playng football in college in 95, the doctor who perform the surgery in my left knee did the worse job but I was a 20 years, young and dumb  I did not care. The years past and a freak accident in Feb14, 2000 I broke my left femer so i had to get a steal rob on my femer sealing my life with knee problems for the rest of my life. From 2000 to 2002 i had 2 sergery done on my knee and i was told that i would in fact would need a knee replacement. I'm an active guy i do construction, play baseball, football and I train MMA with Brandon Vera "Alliance Training Center". This past July 2008 my knee gave up to the point I had to be rush to the ER for exam and was dignose that I will need to go reconstruction of my knee, but knowing my luck I got this doctor who decide to wait and go with orthoscopic surgery insted this past November and now it's june and I stil
A Little Early History Of Me.
When human consciousness evolves sufficiently the need and purpose for religion will evaporate. Spirituality is very real. To deny spirituality would be to deny ourselves. Religion is a man-made device created by men who needed something to believe in. It is a farce. A mystical explanation was needed to give reasoning to a newly developed world view with a newly developing thought process. Don't get me wrong now most of what I believe in could be described as mystical or mythical but this a different point for consideration. When I was born into this life, my parents were Jehovah's Witnesses. Before you discount my further statements, understand that my adult world view could not be further from the one I was born into. As a child I was fully enveloped in the ministry of said religious purpose. My mom taught me to read by the time I was four. By age five I was proficient enough for public speaking. At age six I was reading and preaching from the bible on a stage in front of Hundreds o
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He Doesnt Have Your Eyes
He doesnt have your eyes I knowCause when I look at him I cant seeThose certain gorgeous baby bluesI want to see look back at meHe doesnt have your eyes you seeThis man just isnt youThat ship has long since sailed I guessTheres nothing left to doHe doesnt have your laugh I knowI remember perfectly the soundThe way that laugh washed over meAnd how one grin knocked me to the groundHe doesnt have your laugh you seeThis man just isnt youThe way we were is in the pastAnd before me my future loomsHe doesnt have your touch I knowI remember every single oneThe way you used to hold me closeOur bodies melded tightly as oneHe doesnt have your touch you seeThis man just isnt youI wish this all would just go awayAnd these feelings I could subdueHe doesnt have your kiss I knowIt just doesnt feel the sameWhen he puts his lips to mineI try hard not to cry out your nameHe doesnt have your kiss you seeThis man just isnt youHis kiss doesnt make my knees go weakLike only yours could doHe doesnt have your
From Erik
You may think that I'm lying,   But I'm afraid of not trying.   For the one that pleases me the most;   Is a beautiful little Ghost.       The monster has died;   Along with the tears I have cried.   It was a smile on the wind;   To finally find my hearts twin.       To search for so long;   And have been so wrong.   So many times it seemed;   Happiness was only a dream.       Tattered and torn;   Weary and bone worn.   To find the one I've wanted the most;   Is a beautiful little Ghost.  
isanity is not in ones own mind but it is in ones  own life they live in.
Life To To Short
Don't hold grudges against people. All it will do is eat you up inside. Live life like it's your last day on Earth. Almost a year ago I lost my very best friend on the face of this earth. R.I.P. Heather. I will always love you and will never forget you! I think it was the hardest day of my life. I shut out the one person that wanted to be there for me. Frank if you ever read this, I am very sorry for shutting the door on you.
And people wonder why I took my boobs down...    
What Hurts The Most-rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then And just let 'em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And watchin 'you walk away And havin 'so much to say What could've been And never knowin ' Is what I was trying to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losin 'you every where I go And not seein 'that lovin' you But I'm doin 'it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder If I could do it over Gettin 'up, gettin' dressed, livin 'with this regret, but I know I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And havin 'so much to say And watchin 'you walk away And never knowin ' What could've been And not
Here Comes Goodbye-rascal Flatts
I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road And it's not like her to drive that slow, nothings on the radio Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell She usually comes right in, now I can tell Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time Here comes the start of every sleepless night The first of every tear I'm gonna cry Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never change And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way One day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her side And violins would play here comes the bride Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time Here comes the start of every sleepless night The first of every tear I'm gonna cry Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things would never change And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye Why does it have to go from to go
I Wish You'd Stay-brad Paisley
I talked to my sister in Memphis and I told her you were movin 'to townHere's her number, she said she'd be glad to show you aroundWell, I left a map on your front seat just in case you lose your wayBut don't worry, once you reach Sallasaw, it's all interstateI know you need to goBut before you do I want you to knowThat I wish you the best and I wish you nothing lessThan every thing you've ever dreamed ofAnd I hope that you find love along the wayBut most of all, I wish you'd stayI figure right about sundown, you'll be in West TennesseeAnd by then maybe I'll understand why you had to leaveWell, I know that you've done some changin 'I know there's no changin 'your mindYes, I know we've been through this a thousand timesAnd I'm sorry for still holdin 'onI'll try to let go and I'll try to be strongAnd I wish you the best and I wish you nothing lessThan every thing you've ever dreamed ofAnd I hope that you find love along the wayBut most of all, I wish you'd stayYes, everything you've ever
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Darkness Within
This is not gonna be no fancy blog or anything at all.Some of you know i do have a lounge on here but its not going as planned so now im thinking should i keep the lounge open or should i close it well im gonna think about it for a week and  then i will decide so to the staff is aware it has been crossing my mind so in a week we shall see.
Whiskey Lullaby
She put him out like the burnin 'end of a midnight cigarette But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind She broke his heart, he spent his whole life tryin 'to forget Until 'the night We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger And finally drank away her memory Life is short but this time it was bigger Than the strength he had to get up off his knees We found him with his face down in the pillow With a note that said, "I'll love her till I die" The Angels sang a whiskey lullaby And when we buried him beneath the willow La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa La la la la la la la, la la la la la la laa The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself For years and years, she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath She finally drank her pain away a little at a time But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind Until 'the night Life is short but this time i
Please Remember Me-tim Mcgraw
When all our tears have reached the seaPart of you will live in meWay down deep inside my heartThe days keep coming without failA new wind is gonna find your sailYou'll find better love strong as it ever wasDeep as the river runs, warm as the morning sunPlease remember meJust like the waves down by the shoreWe're gonna keep on coming back for more'Cause we don't ever wanna stopOut in this brave new world you seekOver the valleys and the peaksAnd I can see you on the topYou'll find better love strong as it ever wasDeep as the river runs, warm as the morning sunPlease remember meRemember me when you're out walkin 'When the snow falls high outside your doorLate at night when you're not sleepin 'And moonlight falls across your floorWhen I can't hurt you anymoreYou'll find better love strong as it ever wasDeep as the river runs, warm as the morning sunPlease remember mePlease remember me
Writing To Fight The Bored...
Here I sit, thinking about you. Wanting to know what will come to pass. Wanting it to be time for us to be… be together… touching… will we? What else will be? May I caress you? Kiss? What can I do? What can I have? Do you know what I want? Do you want me to have… all of you, every inch? Every pulse, every breath… I want my hands on you. My lips want to feel you, my tongue explore. Where are your limits? I want to test them, push you farther than you’ve gone before, take you to a new place. What are your desires? Will you let me be part of your fantasies? I am here waiting… wanting. My door is open, just walk thru. Take my hand and let me lead you. You will be worshiped, you will be mine, if even only for a little while.
Dark Mirror
I've looked into a mirror and scared myself to death my eyes are so cold and evil it's hard to draw a breath I know that my pain is deep so deep down inside that there is not a single soul no one for me to hide My friends all say they care and that they understand but when I'm going through the valleys I walk alone through this land The days are darker than death and take all of their time and spend it all crushing me what is this evil crime? But the truth will be known albeit when I'm gone because my days are numbered just like the words of a song But until that day arrives the mirror will be a sight my eyes so cold, hollow and black as the darkest night So when we meet one day don't sympathize over me inside I've already died so please just leave me be… Leave me be….
Live Like You Were Dying-tim Mcgraw
He said, "I was in my early fortiesWith a lot of life before meWhen a moment came that stopped me on a dime ""I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-raysTalking 'bout the options and talking' bout sweet times "I asked him when it sank inThat this might really be the real end"How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?Man, what'd ya do? "He said"I went skydivingI went rocky mountain climbingI went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man ChuAnd I loved deeperAnd I spoke sweeterAnd I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin ' "And he said, "Someday I hope you get the chanceTo live like you were dyin ' "He said, "I was finally the husbandThat most the time I wasn'tAnd I became a friend, a friend would like to have ""And all of a sudden goin 'fishin'Wasn't such an impositionAnd I went three times that year I lost my dadWell I, I finally read the good bookAnd I took a good long hard lookAt what I'd do if I could do it all againAnd then ""I went skydivingI went rocky mountain cl
Wet Spot!!
I will apologize right now if anyone walks in who doesn't truly know me .......saying that here goes...   After spending the last three days not completely perving up all the beautiful woman on fubar, Ive notice that even someone saying hi has me ready to crawl up the walls. There is something about each and every woman that i find completely attractive.   I need you all to just do what I say for a minute and jump in my dreams.. If I have served you yet now is the time to say hi... My god seriously I might just have to go away for 45 minutes with a porn and a few good toys and spray a few walls... Please on a side note if i ever consider doing a cant perv bet slap me till i realize i don't have to win..... I love Cock Wicked   PS I wrote " I love cock" so men wouldnt cry.... I need to seriously rape something....   Holly fuck thank you Witchie!! ( it juts popped up)
Identity Crisis
Who is this I'm staring at? With tear-filled eyes And quivering lips I've never seen such longing Buried in such heavy eyes But it's the melancholy expression That swallows me whole Such hatred for life And contempt for fate Who good sir are you? I ask as if there was a doubt A doubt to your identity Such eyes could only come From the glance of a mirror Such a heavy expression Only from the arches in my own face
She sits alone In a empty room Everythings so sad and filled with gloom   THe smile is fake the happiness unreal these are the reason she takes that pill   She tries to cope with her depression But all she can do is hide her expression   The happiness inside her is gone without a trace But the sadness is hidden by a smile on her face   She has alot of pain inside her still but she can only focus On the pain that is real   She cuts herself and the she bleeds Love is what She really needs  
how many homies or fam of juggalos know we stay together give me a shout
I'm About To Explode.....
I'm in need for a taste of something sweet                                  Yes something wet and juicy like the orange I'll eate                        Something I can run my fingers through and taste the aroma           The type that has smell to wake a man from a coma                       Lay me down on the bed and sit on your throne                                Let my thounge do the work making you moan                                 All i wanna do is use my toungue to scrub your walls             Everytime I tell you that your clit give me cat calls
Fist Of Dreams
As time goes by I've found myself gripping my life tighter and tighter clinching my dreams in the palm of my hand protecting them from the winds that howl around me Like grains of sand they slip through my fingertips first one then another then another each of them crawling out of my tight embrace before finding a trail of wind and floating into distant oblivion I feel my fist of dreams get lighter and lighter I watch my smiles and hopes get carried off in the breeze and I smell the vapour of a thousand broken promises drifting away it's as if the grains of my life are marching marching away to the meter of a quickening clock Hours pass like minutes minutes pass like seconds and soon my hand feels empty so hollow and betrayed With a heavy heart and tear-streaked eyes I slowly open my fist and there, in the middle of my palm rested the last dream I held It was an unimportant, meaningless dream forgotten so long ago With it's brothers and sisters all gone it seemed so petty and trite lik
In The Dark
There are times when I’m inconsolable when the world around me becomes too much and my demons come out to feast on me again There are times when I’m hopeless when I’m too lost to return home and I don’t need your comforting touch I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark Don’t offer me a friendly hand nor a tender embrace of love Just let me surround myself with shadows and let my troubles eat me whole Don’t try to save me when I can’t be saved and keep your tender words for another day a day when the tides of my heart have changed and my soul flows the other way But until that time remember that I love you and that you’re still the keeper of my heart but for the moment love is not my friend and your tender touch and sweetest smile are like poison to my aching soul So let me be Let me sit alone in the dark Let me find comfort in forgotten lusts Let me bandage my heart with solitude and dry my tears with time I know that y
Jeg er Ingen.   Jeg er nå fullstendig overbevist om at Iggys sang I Wanna Be Your Dog har sammenheng med hans forelskelse i Dave Alexanders dame Ann.Og at Iggy som egyptkyndig tolket sin interesse fra den synsvinkelen.Ann-u-Bis.Ann Jew Biz.Dette førte til muligheten til å nærme seg Bikkje-bildet og en videre oppvåkning om Egypt på en helt annen måte enn det som hadde skjedd inntil det skjedde.Men samtidig inneholder sangen en løgn. Iggy som Hund faller sammen i øyeblikket han blir konfrontert med dette. Men Iggy laget I Wanna Be Your Dog.Og sangen har en forhistorie.Jeg har gått utfra at den ble laget før Warhols interesse ble vekket.Og at det kunne ha en sammenheng med at Iggy sto i en kampsituasjon med Mc 5. Poenget med Mc 5 er dessuten viktig ettersom det viser den fiktive situasjonen Iggy sto i.Han hadde Ron Ashton som nazikledd gitarist.Og han sto som motsats til
Looking toward the future with a frightened eye staring down uncertainty trying to pass the quiet nights without letting my mind go astray There are too many thoughts I can't bear to think too many possibilities I don't have the courage to consider I'm not scared of the future just blinded by dreams gone awry living in a past checkered with defeats and cradling ideals long since lost and forgotten No journey has gone the direction I planned No sprint has moved at the pace I wanted So now I sit here completely out of dreams pining for what should have been but never will be frightened by possibilities turned into destinies and clinging on to improbable hope slipping through my fingers Uncertain about everything save what I fear Destined for nothing but what I despise There is no glorious future there is no happy end just a game of self-deceit that never quite fulfills
Dixie Bike Fest (dbf)
The Dixie Bike Fest (DBF) is being held on June 26th - 28th 2009 at Elko, GA on Hwy 26 behind S&E Cycles. For info you can call: 478-988-8297 If you come in on I-75, get off at Exit 127 onto Hwy. 26 and go East 5 miles and the DBF is on the right. $30.00 WeekendFriday / Saturday / Sunday - $20.00 Saturday / Sunday. Live music by: Bradley Junction Band, Mr. Gudfoot and The Eddie James Gang. Primitive Camping and RV parking available but there are no-hookups. Must be 18 to enter.  I will be there and I hope you are too.  
Into The Ocean-blue October
I'm just a normal boy That sank when I fell overboard My ship would leave the country But I'd rather swim ashore Without a life vest I'd be stuck again Wish I was much more masculine Maybe then I could learn to swim Like 'fourteen miles away Now floating up and down I spin, colliding into sound Like whales beneath me diving down I'm sinking to the bottom of my Everything that freaks me out The lighthouse beam has just run out I'm cold as cold as cold as can be Be I want to swim away but don't know how Sometimes it feels just like I'm fallin in the ocean Let the waves up take me down Let the hurricane set in motion, yeah Let the rain of what I feel right now, come down Let the rain come down Where is the coastguard I keep looking each direction For a spotlight, give me something I need something for protection Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine The jetsam sunk, I'm left behind I'm treading for my life believe me (How can I keep up this breathing) Not knowing how to
Any one single in Michigan?
My Real Friends...
Those that are always there when all things are lost, The ones that lend you a hand because they love you as a brother, Those that dream our dreams whether they are big or small, The ones who are willing to forget, The ones we sometimes treat wrong and from time to time even forget,  The ones we argue with, laugh with, and cry with, The ones we make commitments with to be broken later by us, Those are our real friends. They are the ones that fill our photo albums with a million memories, They are the first ones to call us on our birthday, They are the ones that reminds us that in every bad thing, something good will come out of it, Those are our real friends,
Desire for sex regardless of attraction to partner.
Responsibility is the price of freedom.  -  Elbert Hubbard
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Im Deleting My Page
Hey ya'll I love all my Fubar ppl but its time to delete my page. Hit me up if you want to keep in contact. Time to let go of some ppl and try new things. Always doing bigger and betta.  Just know that you should always cherish what you have what you dont want the next one will. LOVE ALL YA'LL.... RUSS YOU ALWAYS MY BOO BOO.
Here It Is
I stay closed up for a reason. I dont like letting people in. Never turns out the way i hope it would. So why not just stay the bitch that i am and that everyone knows me as. Here goes I dont care about you or your problems i dont give a shit about anything anyone has to say. Im a lost soul that will never find there way. I am hard and tough but the thing i hate the most is allowing someone in just to get hurt. Why trust anyone, noone has really ever given me much of a reason to trust them. Im done with the chase, you want me come and get me.
If Today Was Your Last Day/nickelback
My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce of memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find that one you're dreamin' of? Swea
Anything. i melt in your eyesi try so hard to pull awayjust to run back to youyou are so fucking beautifulin my dazed dreamsand moresowhen i am awake you are dangerous because i let you ini let you in because you are dangerousyou burn me  with passion and desireand with curiousityyou make me smileyou make me dreami want more from you than i would ever aski want your desirei want your dreamsi want your darknessi want your tearsyour deepest joyyour greatest sorrowsyour fears, your gazeyour everythingright now you are everythingi dream in shades of youi sleep wrapped in imaginary armsi awaken wondering if you are a dreamand you are a dreami wonder if you understand-and how you possibly could when even i cannot-what i am going throughjust knowing you existjust knowing there is someone like you out therebeyond my grasp, beyond my sighti do want your bodythis is truebut there exists so much more in my desiresi tried to tell myself you are just a bodyto objectify youin a way that would let
'more To Love' -- Fox Orders Dating Competition Series For The Heavy Set
'More to Love' -- Fox orders dating competition series for the heavy set Fox is teaming with "The Bachelor" producer Mike Fleiss for a new dating-competition series that casts "average-looking" people. The series, titled “More to Love,” is billed as the first “dating show for the rest of us,” throwing open its doors to overweight contestants. “For six years it’s been skinny-minis and good-looking bachelors, and that’s not what the dating world looks like,” Fox president of alternative Mike Darnell said. “Why don’t real women -- the women who watch these shows, for the most part -- have a chance to find love too?” The project has a similar format to "The Bachelor," where a group of woman compete for a relationship with one man (producers describe him as a “Kevin James-type”). "More to Love" also marks the first time Darnell and Fleiss have teamed for a series in nine years. The duo’s previous dati
Hearsay And Drama
Awakening.when no words comeyou inspire me to breathesome are solely to write aboutsome to paint pictures ofto laugh forto cry overwe are motivated to do so many thingsby so many soulsbut rare is the musewho emboldens anotherto stop survivingand learn to live. ~Sinamynlee
Regular Time
      All right DJ Big Sexxy is back on the air Wed's & Fri's 8-10Pm Mountain Standard Time @ The Seven Deadly Sins  
  Memories   Will your memories ever leave me, Or will they always remain? Will the time ever come, When I will stop thinking of you so fondly? I will always remember how you tasted in my mouth. The sweetness and creaminess of swallowing you whole. How it felt deep inside, The way you made me whimper and whine. Will you stop coming into my dreams, Teasing and tantalizing me the way you use to? The way your body felt next to mine, The way we made sweet love devine? How you watched as I touched myself, Then reach over and touch you. I admit that I am still in love with you, The way it was when I was with you. Will that moment ever come, Or will you haunt me the rest of my life? Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved
Eat Me The Way I Like It
EAT DAT PUSSI~ This wat you need to know !!! 95 % of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for the key pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all's easier to make em cum w/their lips u have easier access to their clit)
Online A
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Steppenwolf - Magic Carpet Ride (fat Boy Slim Remix)
Fu-drama Queers...
I get it all the time. Green names showing up in my SB... Seriously, you think ya can get under my skin?!? And before you answer "Ya making a blog about..." let me put shit in perspective... If ya think ya the first to fuck with me, you're not... If ya think I know who you are, I don't.... So go jack off at the idea I JUST paid attention to ya. ...enjoy it while it lasts...  
Warning!!! Her name id Clover aka Stacey Arnold! This bitch is a dirty, beggin, emo slut of a juffalo. DO NOT add her. she will beg for fubux and bling! I would advise you not to add her what so ever. JUST A WARNING TO ALL MY FRIENDS!
Bored, and listening to music, so here's the deal. Here are the opening lyrics to the next 5 songs that randomly played. no picking and choosing by me. If you get any of them without cheating, you're a genius (unless they turn out to be easy ones). Good luck.   #1 "See the stone set in your eyes, See the thorn twist in your side" U2 - With Or Without You (As said by Pedro) #2 "When you're taught through feelings[x4]" Lacuna Coil - Swamped #3 "Here I go out to see again, The sunshine fills my hair" Black - Wonderful Life #4 "Don't Tell me what's in, Tell me how to write" Dream Theater - As I Am  #5 "Beautiful - yet dangerous, Thermogenic luminous"  Type O Negative - Pyretta Blaze  
How My Man Shows His Love
What Love We Share
My Baby
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2,700 Yr Old Pot Found In Chinese Tomb
Duuuuuude! The world's oldest stash of marijuana has been found in far western China, according to an article in the Journal of Experimental Botany. An ancient Caucasian people, probably the Indo-European-speaking Yuezhi whose fair-haired mummies keep turning up in Xinjiang province, seem to have buried one of their shamans with a whopping 789 grams of high-potency pot 2,700 years ago. That's about 28 ounces of killer green bud, worth perhaps $8,000 at today's street prices, and enough to keep Harold and Kumar happy for a couple of days. "It was common practice in burials to provide materials needed for the afterlife," lead author Ethan B. Russo, a practicing neurologist and prominent medicinal-marijuana advocate based in Missoula, Mont., tells the Canadian Press. "No hemp or seeds were provided for fabric or food. Rather, cannabis as medicine or for visionary purposes was supplied." But the researchers couldn't tell if the weed was meant to be smoked or eaten. No pipes, bongs or r
Im not a violent person really. Aside from running amok in grand theft auto slaughtering cops (hey, they attacked me, and Im the dude walking around with a chain gun in my hand so its their fault for being antagonistic...) I dont act on my anger much. Sometimes I will punch a bag of potatoes (hehe) cause its a good way to work out ones excessive aggression, as long as you remember the punching is the thing not the destruction of the vegetative bulbs. Yesterday though, I very nearly came to a point where I couldnt hold it in. Im walking from the druggist up the street from my place towards the grocer to get a few essentials and I turn into a convenient alleyway I often use to avoid interacting with seattle people cause theyre all too snobby (and if I had to be around them all the time I would be a violent person...) and in so doing I run nearly smack into two seattle people coming out of the alley. No big, right, cept as soon as the one of them sees me, she gets this real ugly look lik
The Shit I Do For Amusement
As many of you know..I have a side bet going with are the termsand stuff so you fuckers can give me shit.   I have to be every single mumm comment for 48 hours.   Lala has to be mean in every single one..and CANNOT flirt for 48 hours.   if one of us caves...a screenshot of the losing comment must be either one of our blogs and posted.   the loser owes the winner a boob salute(clothed or non) and must put in status and screen name that she was owned by the other.     I can do this so I would suggest Lala not forget it is spelled with a K not a C.   Game on Begins tomorrow at 9 am Fu-time
Deleting Friends
Well, it seems the theme of the moment is losing/deleting friends. This greatly disturbs me, and I was hoping to help ease the pain of some of you.   Many have been wondering "what did I do?" or just thinking "damn, that's really fucked up"..and I really have nothing I can say to you other than: it could be worse. In the interests of figuring out what worse could be, I thought what would be the worst reason to drop a friend....and it came to me: That's right...not dancing. So, when you look at your dwindling friends list..sighing at the stupid reasons some are dropping, perhaps questioning yourself over deleting some..just remember: At least it isn't because you don't dance.
Your Silent Room
Your Silent Room When you sit in the room at night. When you are sitting there all alone. Do I ever come to your mind , Have you ever wonder why you left me behind ? Do you miss me from time to time, Knowing what a very good thing you left . I still think of you once in a while. I remember how you look, The way you use to smile. Your  eyes that could look at me, And know just exactly what I was thinking. How you said you would never leave, That you where deeply in love with me. This is now,
Where Am I Today??
Hey everyone show me some luv, help me move up and fill me with drinks.  I try to get on here as often as I can however, I am on the road and internet is not always reliable.  Take it easy everyone I am headed through Virginia into Pennsylvania, then heading towards miami Florida. Later!!
Moonlight Levelers
Hello i am very happy to be a part of ths group,but with this comp. which is very slow so therefore it takes me 4ever to do anything.I am really trying very hard to keep up and do my part so whenever and if i ever come up as being DOD give it to someone else until i get different internet service or a faster comp. lol because i feel aint doing my part but im doing all i can and giving it my 100%. When i do ML rollcall if a member has a few pics i try to rate them and the ones with a big lot of pics i try to rate them but it takes me longer than usual.when a blog comes up and its less than 10k to level its usual leveled by the time i get there i just wanted everyone to understand and not think im not doing my part thank you agatha
Staff Needed
Just waiting for someone to come sweep me off my feet. Is that person you or are you really just a dream? Are you a figure of my imagaination that i really want to come true? Hold up are you waiting too? If so please tell me what I need to do! Because if we both are waiting for the other one to move, then what are we waiting for just to prove our love will come through?
Pathetic Fu-males
WTF guys?!? The whole "Perve bet" between Wicked and Seamus ended with Seamus GIVING IN!!! I repeat... "WTF Guys?!?" Are ya'll SERIOUSLY THAT hard up for pics of online chicks?!? Are ya gonna let the FU-Females run shit around here?!? *sigh* I already made a "perve bet" with Wicked but the poor little girl needs 3 days... So in 5 days, I'm gonna bring RESPECT back to the males of FUBAR... ...though I know she'll come up with yet ANOTHER excuse... GAME ON.  
Stol På Ingen
At det er vanskelig å stole på noen i dagens verden er opplagt.Allikevel må du stole på din tro.På dine foreldre.På din overbevisning.Du må stole på dine venner og bekjente, på din kone eller mann. Utfra et kristent grunnsyn er dette enkelt.Det å stole på noen betyr ikke at du må være dum. Jeg stoler på min intuisjon idag og den sier meg at dagens situasjon har en forhistorie.Det handler om den andre verdenskrigen som et grunnslag mot kristendommen.Troen på Jesus var nådd et bunnpunkt i århundrene før og vi hadde beveget oss mot en situsjon uten en tro på Gud etter den franske revolusjonen i 1789.Verden hadde videre falt sammen under den første verdenskrigen, med en desperat utvikling med kommunisme i Russland som bredte seg til Kina.Og vi hadde USA som en frittstående boble som var begynt å nærme seg resten av verden som en ny stormakt, men som både var et fatalt sykdomstrekk i seg selv, og som sto igjen etter den andre verdenskrigen som det eneste friskhetstegnet. Men dette handle
Part 1
heres a list of crap that makes no sense to me:   Soy Meat - If vegetarians want to eat meat, then just do IT ALREADY!!! Veganisim - If you think the raising of cattle for slaughter is bad for the environment, do your part, and EAT THE FRIGGIN LIVESTOCK!!! Grilled Chicken At KFC - Its called KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN FOR A REASON!!! Edible Underwear - I know what comes out of that hole, and i sure don't want it in MY mouth. Non Alcoholic Beer - Barley ferments, fermentation makes alcohol, so keep it natural LEAVE IT ALONE!!! Fish at Mc Donalds - YOUR FISH SUCKS!!! STICK TO CRAPPY BURGERS!!!! Triple shots of any liquor - At this point, just drink from the bottle, its easier.  Making a minivan into a truck - Just, WHY? The time and effort that goes into making it legal, just buy a junk truck. Its quicker and more efficient, and sell the friggin MINIVAN!!!!! Dual Exhausts on anything with less than 8 cylinders or more than 2 - YOURE A RETARD!!! YOUR CAR SOUNDS LIKE A PEICE OF GARBA
The Traveling Biker
Jose a crusty old biker out on a long summer ride in the country pulls up to a tavern in the middle of no where, parks his bike and walks inside.As he passes through the swinging doors, he sees a sign hanging over the bar:COLD BEER: $2.00HAMBURGER: $2.25CHEESEBURGER: $2..50CHICKEN SANDWICH : $3.50HAND JOB: $50.00Checking his wallet to be sure he has the necessary payment, the ole' biker  walks up to the bar and beckons to the exceptionally attractive female bartender who is serving drinks to a couple of sun-wrinkled farmers.She glides down behind the bar to the ole biker."Yes?" she inquires with a wide, knowing smile, "may I help you?"The ole biker leans over the bar, "I was wondering young lady," he whispers, "are you the one who gives the hand-jobs?"She looks into his eyes with that wide smile and purrs "Why yes, yes, I sure am".The ole' biker leans closer and into her left ear whispers softly, "Well, wash your hands real good, cause I want a cheeseburger".
Anybody that knows me knows, shit just happens to me.  Good, bad, random doesnt matter.  One of my constant phrases is "Hell I dunno shit just happens".  So to start off this new blog, I will send this out to Itty... Few years ago I decide one saturday to go fishing.  The pond I am going to is just a couple miles out of town so I drive out, fishing gear in tow ready for a relaxing day of fishing.  I spend a few hours and get a little sunburned but I am still fine.  I did well caught about 8 good size catfish.  I had parked up on a hill, you had to go down a bank about 20 feet to get to the pond.  The bank was rather steep.  Now I am also rather lazy, so I decided to tote everything up at one time.  I have my fish on a stringer I hold it in my left hand and throw it over my left shoulder.  I have my pole, tackle box, etc in my right hand and away I go.  The footing wasnt great but I persisted, not to be denied.  I reached the top, felt good about myself and I stepped into a hole.  My l
Wicked Wins!!!!
Auction Time Again!
COME BID ON ME...Im worth it...TRUST me ;)
Flying What?
Men Vs. Women
MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE NICKNAMES:• If Laura, Kate and Sarah go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Kate and Sarah. • If Mike, Dave and John go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla and Four-eyes.EATING OUT:• When the bill arrives, Mike, Dave and John will each throw in $20, even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. • When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators.MONEY:• A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. • A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need but it's on sale.BATHROOMS:• A man has six items in his bathroom: toothbrush and toothpaste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel . • The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify more than 20 of these items.ARGUMENTS:• A woman has the last word in any argument
Stoners live stoners die fuck the world let's get high Pot's a plant it grows in the ground if god didn't like it,it wouldn't be around So drink a beer and smoke a bowl party hard and rock-n-roll To all you preps who think your cool fuck you bitches stoners rule I liked this and had to share it .
Missed You Hoped You Missed Me
Ok so I finally got the damn internet...The thing is, it's dail up. I know omfg. Thats what I get for living in a small ass town. So i'm here and my internet sucks....So forgive me if I'm slow and if you can't deal with it fuck ya....                            All others Love ya
The Preceeding
THE PRECEEDING OF DOCUMENT X: DOCUMENT TWO(2) OF TWO(2)                              "THE GRANDEST OF ENEMY"                                 -By General McGruder- As you were reading the latter document, I was explaining the finer details of what repressed us as human beings. Now, the concept of leaving the material world is nearly impossible to fathom at this point in time- By now, it's the only thing people know how to do. It's the easiest form of living, and life, and it's the most commonly travelled road, from any ethnic background. The select gentlemen knew that the tables would turn this way, and catalogued it, so future generations of leaders could refine these plans to benefit themselves. There are some basic facts that should be explained before we go further- -There is no such thing as Terrorism. The few people referred to radical terrorists, insurgents, Al-Qaeda, etc, etc are nothing more than people trying to fight for what's left of their homelands.They use terminolo
A Little Disappointed...
There are a couple of people around here I'm a little disappointed with today...Is it so hard to wish someone you're supposedly good friends with a happy birthday? And I definitely know these people were on....But anyways...   Thank you to everyone who has made this day great! I appreciate every gift and well wish I got today!   *group hug*
3 Kinds Of Ppl.... Pussies Dicks And Assholes!!!
Pussies don't like dicks, because pussies get fucked by dicks. But dicks also fuck assholes: assholes that just want to shit on everything. Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls. The problem with dicks is: they fuck too much or fuck when it isn't appropriate - and it takes a pussy to show them that. But sometimes, pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves... because pussies are an inch and half away from ass holes.
Our Justice System
For those of you who do not know. I am going away for at least three years. I was involved in a fatal car accident, now I must pay the consequences. By no means am I saying I do not deserve punishment. I just think our judicial system is fucked up beyond belief.I just saw on the news that a football player with the same charges I have received 30 days imprisonment and 10 years probation. I am looking at at LEAST 3 years with no early release for good behavior or earned time.Just goes to show where America's priorities are. Here I, a United States Marine Veteran, with no prior arrests, am getting a minimum of three years imprisonment. This jerk off who plays football, gets thirty fucking days and ten years probation.If you wish to write me contact my #1 or #2 family. My #2 will be on more since my #1 lost her internet for now. Once they have the address they will give it to whoever wishes to write me. I have until July 13th as of now before I go away.Thank you for your time,Ed Dunphy (
Head Toys Babe & Sexpert   cumming soon!
Zombie Take-out Episode 5: …
Zombie Take-Out Episode 5: … is now online Scotto and Uncle John experience an awkward and slightly uncomfortable reversal of roles as they say a lot about a man who says nothing at all and discuss a groundbreaking and highly influential film that should be far better known than it is (no, you don’t have the wrong podcast, this is Zombie Take-Out). This week it’s The Brother from Another Planet. ….
Well I am not the best looking person. But I always wonder if there is someone out there for me. Yes I am gay. When it comes to gay men they want sex and only sex. What happen to the ones that want to have a relationship are they still out there? Granted sex is good but its not all that in a relationship. I look what in the inside of a person ie there heart and other things. One day it will happen.
Why Are People Obsessed With Points On Here?
I tend to work quite a bit so I don't get out much, so I like to come on fubar and some other sites and meet people.  I do like this site quite a bit but what's with the obsession with the points? It just seems like you can't meet people on here cause all everyone wants is you to rate their photos and fan them.  Maybe it's just me though, am I the only one experiencing this? Jer
Are You A Berzerker??
Does metal get you off?Do you crush the skulls of poseurs?Does the idea of being ruled by a Tyrant get you randy?Then tune into The Dark Celt Show.8am-noon(unless I go overtime).     CLICK A PIC TO JOIN US IN GODS FORSAKEN RADIO     ONLY at Gods Forsaken Radio.Like that isna obvious.:P  
For John Maloney
thank you for the friendship john! hugsss,
Blog Smog
wtf is a fricking blog anyway?
Why Are Woman Soo Heartless At Time
I just need to vent this little bit, my ex of 2 years broke a 47 in plazma tv of mine cuz she said on the phone that I didnt spend enough time with her.  I work 10+ hours a day with my business that I own and I cant help that.  Any of my off time is spent with her and the kids!!!  So I wonder and ask WHY would she break something that I now have to work harder to replace!!!!  and WHY of all things.......MY TV!!!!!!!!! 
Yeah, your my diamond girl, blessed with the most beautiful smile in the world. Dont worry baby, I wont pay him any attention, talk to him all you want but its me that your missing. Did I mention? Your eyes got me blinded, lil mama I done lost my mind I cant find it.Many will attempt, try to duplicate, my Game, but Im James, all they can really do is h8.Its cool ma, they dont understand me Im trying to really make you mine, Im talking bout family. Thats right boo, shit we can do the math, you wanna find they way, Imma show you the path. Lil mama heres a toast to you, you dont even have to post this note, but it was wrote for you.I am Dot Bomb, and they are nonsense, I dont need a website to provide you sweet comments
Thesis Of Human Psychology: The Failure.
           The Thesis on Human Psychology in the 20th-21st Century                                      By General McGruder Decrypted by AdAnaC-neVahE0FaSDOCUMENT ONE(1) of TWO(2) FOLLOWING MESSAGE: I have no affiliation with the Majestic 12, the compound containing all 12 members was found to be destroyed by an H bomb with a 1600 ton blast on 1933 in a field in Southwestern Kansas. The locals were soon silenced as well to keep confidentiality at the maximum. This is a Thesis solely about the reader. You. As of now, you have stumbled across this textfile purely by incident. Something had caught your eye about this message, and the curiousity complex in your mind was stirred a little. Approximately 0.03% of your brain. I believe it's safe to assume that you're also a unique mind. Someone who knows that the world is wrong, and couldn't quite isolate how, or why. You isolated the likely things, such as "War, Death, Famine, World Hunger & repression of the human race. These are the smal
Guess I should be all "woo-HOO" it's my weekend here... Strangely enough, I'm pretty mellon-collie (or however you spell it) I've got a few friends expecting me at the bar tonight, yet I almost wanna just stay at home. I DO need to catch up on sleep, but I think there's something bigger here... ...I think I just want to sleep away my life lately. Only waking up for work. Kinda why I'm not on FU as much lately, not only am I neglecting my RL social life, but my FU-life as well. So for those I love on here, understand I'm not ignoring any of ya... ...just been tired, that's all. MUAHZ kids!!!  
One Very Special To Me
This is a little something I wrote one night shortly after my father passed. DARKNESS It's dark outsideThe rain is pounding downI should probably hideThe pain is building insideI wonder why you liedWas it to save your pride I look aroundBut I am all aloneDarkness is all aroundI am the only one homeNo noises to be heardNo motion where you once stood I know you are aroundJust not for me to seeI know you are watching meBut from where I am unsure The pain is buildingFor I need you hereTo comfort me, to hold meTo tell me it will be all right Without you by my sideI have no one to turn toNo one to confide For you were the one I could always turn to Even when it meant that I criedYou always gave me your shoulder Even when we both grew older Now you are not here The pain is becoming extreme I know that where ever you are It is bright and sunny Isn't that funny It's dark outside I am dark and empty inside Without you here Please let me know That you are some where nearFor I can not stan
Places I Have Been
visited 35 states (70%)Create your own visited map of The United States or another interesting projectplaces I have been
For Ravinglunitic..
  just love playing with pictures.
Hey all, just wanted to let you all know I'm calling it quits on fubar, its been fun and have chatted with some nice people, but its time for me to go....i'll leave this up till tomorrow morning in case anyone wants to say "cya" than after that, poof I'm gone.......Take Care all !! and have tons of fun!!
Mmmmmm What To Say
Well  here it is my first attemp on fubar to create a blog so here goes.    I live in Canada in fact london Ontario Canada  it is called the forest city  today is rain rain rain so i am at home on fubar lol.    what are my hobbies, amateur radio, long walks a restore old shortwave radios. i have an astromy observatory in the north just north of owen sound ontario on a native rezz called Cape Crocker and i have use of 1 hectar of land. i help youth and some adults out with there problems by just listening and sharing my life with them. I am also in AA with 15+ years of sobriety and loving every moment of it. Just recently i have found parts of my family i have never seen over in holland and 2 weeks time i wil be in appledorn holland for 5 day stay i am looking forward to get out of canada for a bit maybe just maybe i will apprecate  my home country more when i get back. I am also a grandpa at 44 years of age. with 5 beatuiful grandkids, all boys lol my three boy are not close togeth
What's Up With That
I think I should feel complimented I received two marriage proposals this week. All I had to do was send them the money to come here from Ghana. I hope no one falls for that one but we all know what W. C. Fields said and if it didn't work they wouldn't do it. I saw a profile today a young very good looking woman said she wanted a man over fifty to pamper her in every way but it was plain it mostly about money. I answered her ad and asked her if she couldn't take care of herself what could she do for me. She emailed me back and told me I wasn't a gentleman and was rude I don't understand I didn't ask her cash or plastic what did I do wrong.
If I Stalked You
Wait?!  Stalking? Is browsing profiles on this frivolous site considered stalking? I presume that stalking is being done by other ways, fake pages and faceless profiles. So to make it clear.... if I didn't want you to know that I have visited your page in order to stalk you darling fubarians... I would have made a fake profile, like so many others have done in the past. Cheers,   KF
My Recent Bullshit
so a few days i got dumped after three years of being engaged     now i had to fight to keep it as we are together on a break  but what am i supposed to do when i realize that shes the only thing i know that is right in my life   i dont know what to do except fight  till my death to keep her and get her back completely to myself but idk
New Online Again
I chose my title because I first went online in 1972 most people won't believe what it was like back then. The topic I would like to discuss is WOMEN. We love them we hate them but I've figured out very few men understand them. Some of us really try I want to apologize in advance for any thing I say that may offend anyone that's not what I'm trying to do. The first question I have is why are women so turned on by boats at sea I have a 42ft formula 4 that I use to fish offshore. Women tell me they want to go fishing so I bring my boat from N FL where I keep it and meet them to go fishing well about the time we get out of the sight of land if they are not seasick they start taking cloths off no problem. I am a nudist so that doesn't mean anything . The Coast Guard loves that too. Next thing they do is tell me I have to put sunscreen or suntanning lotion on them all three of them, that's all I can carry in my life raft. If I take guys I end up watching until I have to join in anyway. I th
I LOVE women I've never met a women I couldn't love, some I didn't like but that's another story. I've been to seventeen countries I have enjoyed meeting many people. I have been places under the worst conditions imaginable. The one thing I've noticed is it is the women who are trying to make things better. I was in Iran when it was ruled (and I use that word lightly RAPED was more like it)by the Shah the men that you saw where trying to make women back into slaves. The women were out getting food or any thing else their families needed any way they could. You have to realize that if they got caught talking to a man outside their homes the men that they were getting food for would stone them. In Chad we would go into a village and find the women in their section of the mosque, the men would be hiding, the unmarried ones would be standing in a pool of blood from having their clits cut off so they couldn't enjoy sex with us infidels. These same women would come to us begging for food (se
I don't understand why intelligent HOT women either stay or back to a situation where they are being abused . I recently had a friend call me in the middle of the night to ask me to pick her up. When I asked why she said her boyfriend had beat her up and kicked her out. When I got there she was at the road in her pajamas. Her face was already swollen, I told her she needed to call the cops she told me no she deserved it. The next day I took her to buy cloths and other stuff she needed. While we where at the store her BOYfriend called and left a message asking was I enjoying his woman IT WAS EXPLICIT sexually. I then asked her how he got my number she told me she had called him to ask to come back. I knew I was in over my head so I called a friend of mine who is a HCSD officer. WE went to his house and he bragged to the cop that he beat her because she overcooked his macaroni. HE went to jail lucky for him. My friend wanted me to take her to see him of course I said NO. When he got out
Here's One For You....
Just got done talking with ~*Jessica*~  She's a piece of work.  Some nice pictures, but when you talk to her she promises you "attention" if you buy her things off her Amazon wish list! Unbelievable.  When I accused this little fool of likely being some scammer sitting in a cafe in Nigeria, "she" downrated my photo and profile and immediatly blocked herself. Stay away from this nimrod.
Da Nightstalker
Ain't nothin better then what i'm kickin with. Don't try ur luck n get urself fuck you stuck like what who it is don't fuck with this it's the one they call wicked rhyme poetist. Aka da nightstalker that's comin after ya better hope i don't find ya n guzzle juggle ya. Cuttin bodies up like the juggla. Be the one that's lost in the woods wut ya lost can't find ya way enter my world into diary of a nightstalker. There's no escape no leavin with ya breathin. To those that think they can find themselves chopped up in a garbage can or way beneath in the lake deep under the water where you won't be found. Mind is on some stress i feel stress got me caressin on ur girls breast. Give me a fine thick slut with a pussy n butt that won't strut. Like i just don't give a fuck got my middlefinger stuck up in her butt. N that's the way how it go you don't know you silly lazy crazy ho been through so much i'm tired of the bullshit. Kickin with what i'm spittin with there be no fuckin with this who it
It's called communication most people don't know how to do that about sex. Guys are the worst we are so busy trying to show off our skills we don't find out what she really wants. Some women had rather find someone else instead of asking for what they want from the one their with. It is worth it to find out I realize some people just don't fit. It's not anybody's fault just nature. I have had the privilege several times in my life to know people who fit me both physically and intellectually we all still communicate and get together when ever possible. The way I get to that point is to get to know the people I'm with you have to be honest about who you are and what u want. You also have to find out what the person you are with wants.
An Old Man A Boy And A Donkey
An old man , a boy & a donkey were going to town. The boy rode on the donkey & the old man walked. As they went along they passed some people who remarked it was a shame the old man was walking & the boy was riding.   The man & boy thought maybe the critics were right, so they changed positions.         Later, they passed some people that remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk."   They then decided they both would walk! Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk when they had a decent donkey to ride. So, they both rode the donkey.   Now they passed some people that shamed them by saying how awful to put such a load on a poor donkey.     The boy & man said they were probably right, so they decide to carry the donkey. As they crossed the bridge, they lost their grip on the animal & he fell into the river and drowned.   The moral of the story?       If you try to please everyone, you might as well... Kiss your ass goodbye!
Short Stories With Tragic Endings
Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,the one thing that I cannot give. (Did you ever see that one personand the way they do these thingsand it hurts you so much it's like choking...choking)I can give you freedom from your guilt,with a flick of my wrist onto yours.I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile. I can give you death with the look upon my face. This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no regrets;you don't deserve good bye.This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,with no last kiss & no good bye. Here you stand seething with guilt.Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end. Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn
New And Improved?
this might be my new motto when I get back.  My surgery is scheduled for tomorrow so I will be gone for a little bit.  But when I do get back.....I should be new and improved...or at least have perky boobs.  After battling breast cancer and having the lump removed my breasts are uneven and saggy.  So now I will have a lift done and reduction on the left to make it asymetric to the right.  I am kinda scared since I know both breasts will be operated on and they plan on doing it as outpatient.  So I will go in in the morning around 1130 and surgery will be around 1 and I should be home by 6.......I just pray I will heal correctly and get better soon.  I am so ready to be done with this whole cnacer business.  I am ready to feel attractive be ME again!  Wild and crazy!!!   So be in prayer for me and my family the next few days and weeks.  With summer vacation here the kids will be home helping me out. I do hope friends will come get them some and take them to the park or swi
Today was a great day for me! I made sure I cut off all contact with my BiPolar EX bf!! Feels so good to b free of him and all the BAD memories he left behind! I feel free once again! Im so lucky I feel like somebody is really watching over me because I escaped a very abusive relationship alive! AND I have been sent a wonderful miracle of a man who has shown me what true love really is! So I just wanted to tell the world that "Closure has come to me" and I am prepared to move on in my new life with my amazing new man! Finally I will smile for the rest of my days! Benjamin is nothing but "Dead Memories in my heart" Todd is the true Owner of my heart forever and Life is Good once again!
Look At This Site
I just want to invite you to take a ook at this site and if you see to where you can join and support me on my journey .... if you take a look at it I really think you wil like it .....                                                   thank you,  
People And Best Lounges I Have Been To
you know there are alot of great ppl on fubar from all over the world some are looking for friends some are just hwere to have fun and some are looking for mr/ms right.what ever your flavor is you can bet youll find it here. as far as the longes go there are alot fo thoseas well i have been to a few that play all kinds of music and some that are looking for staff.. some of the lounges that i would recamid and feel that are the best lounges are on this list take a look at the list then go to them and see what you think.. LONGES LIST THAT I LIKE AND THING ARE THE BEST SP FAR AND YES ILL ADD TO THE LIST ASS I VISTED TO LOUNGES AND MEET NEW PPL.. 1.HEAVEN ON EARTH 2.whiskey falls saloon 3.the forbidden reststop 4.the velvet 5.reaper's relm 6.classics 7.dawn's haven
To All Friends Fans
i need help can some one plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz come help me make a skin i dont know how to make them in here
I Agree 100%, Do You?
C • A • N • C • E • R: Most Amazing kisser.Very high sex appeal, Great in bed, Love is one of a kind, Very romantic, Most caring person you will ever meet, Entirely creative, Extremely random and proud of it, Freak in bed, Spontaneous, Great telling stories, Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it, Someone you should hold on to
New Photo Plaques
Something New!!   I found a company that makes beautiful photo plaques... It's a plaque with my pix on it & a message that's engraved on a metal plate 2 u..there beautiful !!! Hit me up 4 a photo & more info.. XOXO   Lily I now have the 1st 2 plaques made..there beautiful!! I custom make em 2 you..I have a lot of Firemen on the list so far..& I did one 4 my friend in the Army.. Request photo 2 c Update: June 27th New T's will be available in July..go 2 Firehouse Hotties..   July 4th..The new T shirts look HOT..
Some One
so i am looking for  a girl who hates drama and dosent like to fight  and loves to play wrestle and an play pool and who loves to swim adn eat  out every once and a while and  so is ther any one who can take my challange on well if so chat with me and we will see so  
God Dammmnit! I am so aggrivated right now. I woke with a migraine invading my frontal lobe just above my right eye. OUCH. Then I got a call from one of my sisters about this problem person only associated to our house because of a new cousin in the family. The problem person is nothing but a huge train wreck who has used everyone she's ever touched. The cousin is someone I am VERY close to lately, but if she can't get the psycho out of her life then I am not sure how close I want to be... I work too damn hard to get rid of the bad people...just like I did with Paul - swipe! you are outta here! [People come and people go; nothing lasts forever]...WHY ARE MY FRIENDS SO FORGIVING? Don't the know burns hurt? [oh maybe they've never through a house fire.] Yet I watch this cousin and two siblings get wrapped in this crap because that cousin brought this mess from her last relationship. She walked away from the asshole dominant, but is still dealing with those he brought into her world
Happy Fathers Day
If there is ever a person I know I can call to bail me out in time of trouble it's one man. He has sacrificed his youth, his career, his life for me. He gave me life, gave me support, and when necessary gave me the disclipline I needed to become an honorable and responsible man. He never abondoned me or made me feel unworthy. He supported me in all that I wanted to do and pushed me in all that I needed to do. He offered guidance, knowledge, strength, and understanding. He acted accordingly when I needed to be rewarded and spoiled me when he felt the need. He was selfless and protective but firm and strict. He may not have always been there physically but he was always there whenI needed him. He gave me the tools I needed to survive and grow and offered the direction I needed to keep me on track. Because of him I never went hungry, he always provided a roof and all basic necessities. He never made me want for anything and taught me to appreciate what I had. He may not be a perfect perso
Takeing Chances
life is like a big box of chogolets you never know what you are going to et each peace is something new and you never kow what you are going to get unless you try it.. never say no till you tryd something new no matter what come up. just like when you are meeting some one new  never say no to them till you get a chjance to know them and sometimes it better to just take a chance and see what happens becease you might meet some one you like and something might jusst ceom of it then if nothing eals you at least made a good friend from it so my sugesten is take a cahnce and see what comes of it
Saying Hello
Hello everyone I am excited to be here and I look forward to meeting alot of new friends ... and I want to invite al of my new friends to come and see me at my other site as well .. The address is as follows ... See you there .... adn here of course ......Please read my profile and help support me .....
If You Get A Chance . . .
  If u get a sec, click this I'm am try ing to see if it does what it says. Thanks!
Ground Bound (rap, Subject To Typos And Purposeful Grammatical Errors)
Go on keep gettin off to yourself, keep hatin on others cause your personality knows no wealth. I don't do it for you son, I do it for the belt, and anyone against me can go to fuckin hell. I don't talk shit about it unless I know it well, and I can see you over there wonderin' why your shit won't sell. I got your answer right here, it's all very clear, the only thing is you can't see any answers past the mirror. You only care about yourself, fuck everyone else, you need to watch out cause that shit could be bad for your health. Talkin' shit online, runnin' your mouth all the time could land you in the hospital steady on a life line. All because you thought you hand the upper hand until that nigga pull out his nine. Your Mother cryin in the church as your family gets in line to say their last good byes one more motherfuckin time. Now you're six feet under and he does a little time. Even when that nigga gets out, your ass will still be in the ground, now you can't make a sound, respect
My son is 17 months old and and his temper seems to get worse every day.. he gets his temper from my fathers side.. 90 percent of the men in our family have this terrible temper and i prayed that he would not have it.. Cause all i see in his future is lots of trouble... Im scared he will have the trouble my cousin had trying to keep it under control. my cousin finaly has it sorta under control.. but he now has a long criminal record.... and has been in and out of jail too many times to count and was in prison for 3 years all because of his temper.. i dont want this for my son... i mean my son is so sweet but a wrong look and he is mad...
Ugh!! Pissing Me Off!
It's starting to seriously piss me off not being able to put HTML in our blogs!! No more videos or little flash toys, NADDA! Yet people can still post them in Mumms?! I smell bullshit! *Kicks the piss out of Fu*
"Beautiful"Lately I've been hard to reach I've been too long on my own Everybody has a private worldWhere they can be alone Are you calling me, are you trying to get throughAre you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for youI'm just so fuckin' depressed I just can seem to get out this slumpIf I could just get over this humpBut I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumpsFell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back upIn order for me to pick that mic back up I don't know how I pry awayAnd I ended up in this position I'm in I starting to feel distant againSo I decided just to pick this pen Up and tried to make an attempt to ventBut I just can't admit Or come to grips, with the fact that I may be done with rapI need a new outlet I know some shits so hard to swallow And I just can't sit back and wallowIn my own sorrow But I know one fact I'll be one tough act to followOne tough act to follow Copy One tough act to follow Here tod
Please, I Need Your Help
I'm hosting a Happy Hour today and that will give me all my points to Angel.  However, I'll never make it without your help.  I still need 22 referrals.  I have no real life friends.  So I'm calling out to my fu-friends...if you have a friend, family member, co-worker, business partner or class mate...and you think they'd do great on this site, perhaps you can give them this link and they can join under my name.  It'll help me...if not, I'll forever be Oracle.  Let me know if you send any invites, I'll do whatever I can to repay you.  XoXoX Much Love... Bri-Tah-Nee
Smile For Me ((written For Me))
Smile 4 somebody waiting 4 me. she took this picture....did she take it 4 me....time is ticking....her smile insists....jus 2 tell her was she waiting 4 me...when she smiles, i feel it....i know...i see it...when shes happy...smiles so me another reason, for her her id fight...Im happy when shes happy....i smile when she smiles...i face the fact...its jus her smile...but i know inside...deep inside that smile...she smiles for me, jus for awhile...a picture perfected, you should see...i jus love it when she smiles for me...she inspires me 2 reach out my hand...hold her close...let her stand...that smile of hers, no one can matter how early, no matter how late...the time it must starting now, it starts again...when you see her makes you see....jus how deep is her real display her i for me she day would be complete, when she even smiles for me...those eyes...that skin....her h
Long Duk Dick....n.korean Oompa Loompa
the Mayan calender says that everything will come to an end in 2012...lot of people just blew that off(like myself)...but now it is reported that North Korea will be capable of launching long range nuclear missles within 3 yrs......2012....thinkin its about time to go stomp that little oompa loompa bastard into a mudhole...he'd run and hide like Osama Bin Chickenshit and So Damn Insane did....
What The Fuck Am I Doing??? Lol
So here is an Interesting thought that came across my mind in the middle of the night last night. For some people fubar is Real life! You eat here, you sleep here, you hang out here, and you work here! Now thats all fine and good but there is a point in time where you ahve to ask yourself..WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING! In my time here on fubar i have met some really cool people. In that time i have also met some really fucked up and horrible people. I've been stalked, harrassed, yelled at, insulted, and last but not least i broke my every rule and I fell in love on here. A love that I couldnt see happeneing in Real life some days and other days I craved and would have dropped almost everything for. A love that was so strong but because it was through the phone and computer it so easily got lost in the hamper due to a shitty phone company and a horrible internet connection. Now as life stands I am no longer able to speak to him due to certain people who think they have the right to put
Learn To Forget
The sun goes down I'm left with my thoughts once again I live too much in my head Emotions run too deep But they are what my brain could keep Never to be full expressed Swallow the pride That's right No one will know I'm a different being on the inside Am I truely alive?
T Is For Tits
So today I am going in a bit later and have this notion I should go get my hair cut. I can't seriously decide if I should do this or not.  I like the length but it gets all knotted up and in the way when I have sex n stuff. Not saying this happens often but when it does I don't like having to stop to get my hair up out of the way ;) I do wear it up at work almost always. no one actually knows how long it is haha! So I have about an hour to decide if today is the day or if I put it off for a while longer to be sure it's what I really want. While I am waiting I can upload the newest pics I took of myslf and shuffle things around for room to upload them here. Your opinion is welcomed :)
Stolen sloppy kisses with no flicker or spark marks and scars my holy ideals you're disturbing groans the futile friendship has changed it's tone thanks for reminding me that i've never really enjoyed being alone feel cheap and used my guilty conscience unclean look what we've done what does it mean?       ------------------------------------------ Magical green foliage turns into a sinful cage marks me for my sins And I hope you for yours did you enjoy the ride? it definately left me filled with void very unsatisfied
"here's Your Letter"
"Here's Your Letter" Cut the skin to the bone Fall asleep all alone Hear your voice in the dark Lose myself in your eyes Choke my voice, say goodnight as the world falls apart I can't let this kill me, let go I need some more time to fix this Here's a letter for you But the words get confused And the conversation dies Apologize for the past Talk some shit take it back Are we cursed to this life
I don't even know what I did to this person....        
I attended a course of leadership/management yesterday so I have the answers to some of the questions I'm about to ask, but I would like other people's views and opinions too. What makes a good leader? What sort of leader would you follow? Should leadership style change with the situation? At what point does a leader become a dictator?
Bare feet propt up on a cluttered coffee table Stacks of movies spread across its surface There's a varitey for everypart of ones imagination Beads of sweat trickle down my neck As a wave of heat presses itself onto my body A forceful intruder A strange annoying sound buzzes in my left ear Boiling anger spreads and streches it's fingers through my whole being Shimmering my blood As if it would soon evaporate through the pores of my skin DAMN FLY! Makes me think of the old man in Poe's story You know, the one with the milky eye? Damn thing finally flies away As time passes, the anger melts away Bare feet propt up on the cluttered coffee table Funny how fast another day is wasted When you have a fly buzzing in your ear
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Dark Side Of Your Moon(repost)
I cherish the dark side of your moonLike a wintered rose before it bloomsI don't want to just stand on your shoresI want to ride through your stormsThe dark is half of the wholeJust another facet of your diamond soulI want more then the sun in your eyesI want to share the tears you cryA bird is still a bird even with a broken wingWhen you reach the sky, raise your voice and singThe rhythm of your life is such a wonderful tuneShall we dance on the dark side of your moon
Is In A Lost Of Word
im just wondering what the future holds i thought i found love but nope all she wanted to was make a babby  and dip out can i be the first to say as a man i feel use will there be any woman to heal my broken heart only the futre can tell as of now im  AT A LOSS OF WORDS
For You
You may think that I'm lying, But I'm afraid of not trying. For the one that pleases me the most; Is a beautiful little Ghost.   The monster has died; Along with the tears I have cried. It was a smile on the wind; To finally find my hearts twin.   To search for so long; And have been so wrong. So many times it seemed; Happiness was only a dream.   Tattered and torn; Weary and bone worn. To find the one I've wanted the most; Is a beautiful little Ghost. ♥ 
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Snowball & Stevie Nicks
Working on getting things into place here on FUBAR looking forward to meeting some awesome people here!!!!!
My Sweetest Friend Wicked
i just want to thank her for showing me the light buring our little contest   i have learned how good it makes me feel to say something nice to someone instead of being the mean sarcastic person i was.   i feel as if the clouds have parted and i can finally see the sunshine   she is amazing isn`t she?   being non perverted ? i am finding that a bit harder pixie     oh yeah i`m in radioX`s auction if you want to bid
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Iran's Sham Election!
Last Friday's Iranian presidential election yielded a result thatshould surprise few who understand the regime's true nature: hard-line President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad was declared the winner, by a landslide.Many Iranians had supported Mir Hossain Mousavi, whose foreign policy largely resembled Ahmadinejad's, albeit with less confrontational rhetoric. The apparent competition between incumbent Ahmadinejad and three other candidates led many foreign observers to believe that Iran's election would actually reflect the will of the voters. Middle East expert Jim Phillips reminds us, however, that "Iran's government is not a true democracy but a theocratic dictatorship that cloaks the rule of the ayatollahs with a façade of representative government."Experts have called on President Obama to approach thisabrogation of democracy by firmly "denouncing the elections andindicating U.S. support for the demonstrators.""The president should be questioning the legitimacy of the elections,"Heritage Vi
A Visitor In My Dreams
I can't remember the last time I dreamt of Shane. But I was happy to see him in my dream just before I woke this morning. I was half awake because I remember thinking omg that is Shane, don't wake up!! I can't remember everything about the dream, but he was working at a grocery store and I was in his line for check out. He was boyant and cheerful, kind of like he was the day I went to JB's for lunch and watched him work. He was so personable and friendly. I fell in love with him over and over that day. So there he was in the check out line. He smiled at me and started ringing up my groceries. I can't remember if we spoke, I just remember him smiling at me and me smiling back at him and the love practically coming out of my pores. How is it that I love my husband so much, yet still love this dead man as much as I ever did? How is it that I miss Shane even when I miss Nathan? I don't feel like I am loving or missing Nathan any less because Shane is in there too, b
The Last Kiss I Placed On Your Lips.
I can feel the last kiss I placed on your lips.  You gave me a hug and with a sad face you said good bye.  I could not contain myself, when I saw your crying I had to cry.  I have no idea if it was your tears or mine; but those tears that wetted my lips when I kissed you had a sour taste. Many years went by, but I still remember that kiss.
Hater/ By Maya AngelouA hater is someone who is jealous and envious and spends all their time trying to make you look small so they can look tall.  They are very negative people to say the least.  Nothing is ever good enough!                When you make your mark, you will always attract some haters...               That's why you have to be careful with whom you share your blessings and your dreams, because some folk can't handle seeing you blessed... It's dangerous to be like somebody else... If God wanted you to be like somebody else,  He would have given you what He gave them!  Right?   You never know what people have gone through to get what they have...The problem I have with haters is that they see my glory, but they don't know my story...    If the grass  looks  greener on the other side of the fence,  you can rest assured that the water bill is higher there too!    
Lawyer Son
When my mother was called for jury duty, she felt confident of her Ability to answer the questions asked of prospective jurors. As a young attorney, I had filled her in on what to expect. Asked about the occupations of family members, Mom answered, "My son is a lawyer." As a follow-up, she was asked if she had ever used the services of an attorney. "Only to mow my lawn."
My Story
Maybe some of you have wondered why I am depressed most of the time. I really hate talking about it, but this will be the only time I will tell my story. It all started May 10, 2008. I had finally sworn into the United States Navy, going in to be a Master at Arms. I had the highest of hopes for a promising future with my loving fiance Ashley. Initially, she was upset at the fact that I joined the military. I mean, it was understandable knowing I was going to be gone for some time. But she quickly became very supportive. Everyday, I tried to reassure her that this was for her, so I could provide a better future for her and for me. Days turned into weeks. Weeks turned into months. And on September 10, 2008 I shipped out. The last I saw of my Ashley was when she dropped me off at my recruiter's office because my recruiter was taking me to the airport that day. It was slightly raining that early morning, still dark outside. Out in the parking lot, I can still remember her the longest hug
I Had To.........
What would you be willing to do if everyone in your life you love was going to turn on you? How far would you go to keep your own family from hating you? well.... i know how far.... i'm sorry to the ones i hurt..... but i had to!
Trying to figure out what is real and what is not is always the hardest thing to do. Always asking yes or no or why. Then you come to a point where you just stop. Feel the gut feeling inside what ever it is telling you usually its right on. The only thing is our brains never want to lission. Constently over thinkig. Rethinking, anything to try to make some since of things, when its always right there. There is no way or no one who can tell you what is to really come, or what is supposed to happen. You can only ever go by that gut feeling inside. But what the hell am i talking about shit im just like everyone one else trying to figure out or find what they want and not really know what that thing is. Well i guess thats all if got for now. Just have to stop thinking.
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Businessmen Shouldnt Deal With An Original Artist
those sons of donkeys really fcuked up tonight. badly. even with me showing up a bit late to the meeting....i was there for the middle and the closing. Closing the meeting was telling the folks my friend and i were meeting with that they fcuked up over plain and simple.   then standing up yelling about how shady they were drove me to the beginnings of a seizure. needless to say that got them to scurry away like scared dogs. these corporate...hotel art...interior design door to door salesmen will never understand the true meaning of art and culture. they understand money and how they can use people to get it. by saying they "support" the art community. well from what i heard tonight...home depot does about just as much for art as these fools do. so they were explained that...couldnt understand the "problem" about it...and they left dumbfounded my friend and i didnt sell out our entire art community for the chance of a few dollars more. some people who love what they
The Boomerang Effect
I squashed 666 of God's little miracles... I kicked them, I crippled them, I crushed them on the floor... But there's more! In my tea, in my cheese, in my hair... Up there! Monsters... I see monsters, they covered up the sky, murder in their eyes. The bullets bounce off their armour and I'm thinking about my Karma
Daddy's Arms
I wish i was a child again, Nestled in daddy's arms. I long to hear " it'll be alright,  As he gently strokes my hair. Cause grownup problems can seem To tough and hurt so much. It's hard to face them on my own. I wish i was a child again, Nestled in daddy's arms.
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Change Is In The Air
well, the wheels of change are in motion. it's a sad time for me because one of my best friends just moved away  and i have lived with her since november. it's gonna be weird not having her around. me and several other friends are leaving soon too. we're going to santa rosa, new mexico. i lived there before for 2 years. i can't believe i'm just packing up and moving away again. i didn't think i'd have it in me, and i'm still not sure that it's the best decision but i'm gonna do it anyway and hope for the best. i'm just hoping that i don't fall back into old habits. but i have bryan and tony with me to make sure that doesn't happen. it's just so crazy how fast all of this happened.  i think it will be fun:) these guys have never been there and it's a great place. i know they will like it. i just hope everything goes well.......
Attention Twilighters!!!
Hey fellow Twilighters! I just thought that you'd all be interested in knowing that Summit Entertainment has decided to push ahead in their venture to make the Twilight Saga leap from the pages and onto the big screen. According to the article I read (released April 22, 2009) on Summit's website,, Eclipse will begin filming this fall under the direction of David Slade (30 Days of Night & Hard Candy) and will release on June 30, 2010. Melissa Rosenberg, who wrote the screenplays for both Twilight and New Moon, is also writing the screenplay for Eclipse. As of yet, no casting has been done for the movie, but we can all hope that Kristen Stewart, Rob Pattinson, Taylor Lautner and the rest of the original cast will be signing on for round 3 of the beloved saga.  And don't forget......New Moon releases in theaters on Nov. 20!!!
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Both Hands Tied Behind My Back For Nothin
So there's alot that i just need to get off my chest. Time to vent. Anyways, most people dont know what i mean when i say "both hands tied behind my back for nothin" so i'm gonna explain. It pretty much means i took myself off the market, made myself unavailable to everyone, and gave my all to one person for absolutely nothing. Im so fucking tired of being hurt. Seriously though, out of all the times i've been hurt, his has got to be the worst. I've never been so in love with anyone before, and i've never been so torn apart. He never could give me a reason as to why he did this to me. 3 fucking girls. No telling how many more. How can you tell someone you love them, wanna marry them, wanna spend forever with them.. n then cheat on them?! I just dont understand. All i ever did was love him. All i ever did was give him chance after chance like a fucking fool. I've lost my mind within these past 3 months. And finding out about this last girl just completely drove me over the edge. I've be
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Amusing At Best
Decided to look through the mumm's today and had to laugh. People so hung up on proper spelling.  And when you look at their comments back to the mummer,  they are no better. Some seem to forget that when your in a chat and its text.  People take short cuts in typing.  Kinda like short hand. I say so long as you can understand what the person is saying, is all that matters.  Well at least to me any how. Then I notice how some are calling someone down on their looks and apperance. Again,  they really need to take a hard look at them selfs cause seriously,  YOUR NOT ALL THAT!!  So get over your self. I dont find a need to put peeps down,  cause it shows just how rude and ignorant you are. But I guess some enjoy,  showing their true colours.  Just rude ass peeps looking for attention. Welp thats my views for today,  dont like it ..tough shit!!!
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This Is So Funny. Plz Read
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she would write notes when she needed to communicate.After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right.A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left.Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, and then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up.A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, "Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?"Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew... "Bastards won't let me fart!"
My Pictures
Hello,   About my pictures, I have deleted all my nude folders.. they are gone.. and for those that were only interested in me for them, you can take me off your lists now.. :( I am not stupid, I know most ...90% of you just come to my page for them. And that hurts, so I took them all down. They will never be put up again. If my face pictures aren't good enough for any comment or any rate.. or even a hello in the shoutbox.. there is nothing I can do about it.. i know I am not like the top Fubarian women here..I am am just plain and ordinary. Nothing flashy about me at all.. and now that my nudes are gone.. I faced the facts that most of you will leave me now. I am used to rejection. From now on, I will be just posting pictures clothed and of my face. My REAL friends.. be it just a handful I hope will understand.. they know ME.. not the girl in the pictures trying to show her body for attention. I feel like i lost some of their respect when i posted them back up here in the first plac
How To Deal With Gossip
Mildred, the church gossip, and self-appointed monitor of the church's morals, kept sticking her nose into other people's business. Several members did not approve of her extra curricular activities , but feared her enough to maintain their silence. She made a mistake, however, when she accused Frank, a new member, of being an alcoholic after she saw his old pickupparked in front of the town's only bar one afternoon. .She emphatically told Frank (and several others)that every one seeing it there WOULD KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING !Frank , a man of few words, stared at her for a moment andjust turned and walked away. He didn't explain, defend, or deny. He said nothing..Later that evening,Frank quietly parked his pickup in front of Mildred's house ...walked home....and left it there all night !!! 
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To My Baby
im missing you, i miss the way you look at me, i miss the way you think of me, i miss the way you hold me at night, i miss the way you keep me in sight!  i miss the way you kiss me, i hope that we are ment to be!
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I tell ya some of you people need a mirror. You do not need to be using sex anywhere near you name. I mean fuck look at me. you see me using sexy, stud or anything like that. Unlike a lot of you I have a brain anI use it. I mean FUCK I have flushed things that look better. I know this site is all about role playing, but again FUCK. If you make Jabba the Hut look thin or you face looks like you smell shit 24/7, you're not sexy.

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