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Mr. Dreamy...hehe
  *sigh*   Happy I am!
I have not been on here for a long time, and a lot of things have been going since I was on here last. My wife and I are filing for divorce, and I have met someone new that I am going to marry after the divorce is final. Her name is Dayna and her nickname on here is Dayna Nicholson, and she is a great woman. I am really looking forward to our wedding day. I am also no longer going to be deployed to Iraq with my unit in the army, instead I am getting out of the army on a medical discharge, most likely a medical retirement. I will also try to write more blogs from now.
Ex-evanescence News
"Three founding members of goth-rock group EVANESCENCE have been dealt a blow after forming a new band with ex-AMERICAN IDOL star CARLY SMITHSON - they've nabbed another band's name. Ben Moody announced plans for his new group The Fallen earlier this month (Jun09) and now the band's label bosses have been hit with a cease and desist notice from the managers of another act already calling themselves The Fallen. Alfadog Music executives fired off the legal missive to Skh Music bosses on Friday (19Jun09), insisting Moody and Smithson's band had to come up with another name. The original The Fallen, who formed in 2005, posted a message to fans of their website, stating, "We are truly sorry for the confusion that stemmed from an unexpected announcement from Skh Music." Ironically, the band has just released its second album, Between The Angels And The Deep Dark Sky." (
The Brown's Fan ... Lol
The Browns Fan A Pittsburgh family of Steelers fans head out one Saturday to do their Christmas Shopping. While in the sports store, the son picksup a Cleveland Browns jersey and says to his older sister, "I'vedecided to become a Browns fan and I would like this for Christmas." His big sister is outraged ! by this and promptly whacks him roundthe head and says, "Go talk with mom." Off goes the little lad with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his mother. "Mom?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be aCleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas." The mother is outraged, promptly whacks him around the head and says, "Go see your father." Off he goes with the Cleveland Browns jersey in hand and finds his father."Dad?""Yes, son?""I've decided I'm going to be a Cleveland Browns fan, and I would like this jersey for Christmas". The father is so outraged he, too, whacks his son around the head and says, " No son of mine is ever going to be seen in THAT!
Pride And Disgust..
I am currently reading a book...."An Ordinary Soldier" by Major Doug Beattie MC .....on particular part of the book has sparked deep emotions in me 161, footnote....and I quote... "For his actions Tim was awarded the Conspicuous Gallentry Cross. This is his citation: 'On 10th September 2006, Lieutenat Tim Illingworth deployed with a small team in support of a joint Afgan Police and Army operation to recapture Garmsir District Center.  During two days of heavy fighting, Lieutenant Illingworth and his team were constantly under fire while motivating, directing and advising their Afgan colleagues who successfully re-took Garmsir.  Later that week an Afgan Police patrol supported by Illingworth's team was ambushed.  One British casulaty resulted. In an effort to relieve the pressure on the Afgan Police, he led his Afgan company commander and a foot patrol to neutralise the enemy position.  This inspired his Afgan Army colleagues who were reticent to advance on the heavily d
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Better Your Self
I am a psychic who is willing to help anyone with the will to change there life for the better please contack me if you wish to talk about anything you may need gidance in
Fubar Expiration?!
So what are your thoughts on Fubar expiration? I've heard some people have 4 days left? :D
Calling one and all, I have been in the WMBW contest for almost a year now, and have a few people that are downvoting me, not giving me half a chance at winning, if you have a chance tonight pease come by and support me with some good 20 votes. while you are there check out all the other beautiful ladies you will probabaly want to stay. ;)   Your Friend, Trina  
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Pedro El Loco: you are right Pedro El Loco: i am wrong Meg: wow Meg: i might have to go touch myself now     That is all. :D
I Wanna Rip My Fucking Heart Out
Keep pushing me Ill get sick on you The bile you cant remove penetrating your skull like a last chance but you wont take it hit me so you can feel better lazy, bitch, cunt, liar, whore I wanna rip my heart out and destroy it  
Poetry #2
The unwanted lonerWho's never good enoughan outcastthat had to be toughfrustrated and unforgivenThe simple girlwho's always had it rougha whorethat wants to be lovedJaded and uncertainThe best friendwho's very poetican addictthat's smile is syntheticoutdated and forgottenThe awesome girlfriendwho always wants what's bestan exthat never passed the testunneeded and fallen   -ash
Poetry #1
Love meLove me 'cause I'm your only oneThat beautiful fulfillmentof sensual give me butterfliesFuck mefuck me like you fucked herthat erotic releaseof absolute bliss...your secretive lying eyesHug mehug me 'cause I'll never see you againthat painful sensationof my'll be my demiseHate mehate me like you've never hated beforethat sensitive exposureof not having say your final goodbye     -ash
About: Sadie And The Dead Girl
I'm writing my first novel which I'm going to attempt to publish called "Sadie And The Dead Girl".  It will be a fiction based on reality.   My best friend Whitney passed away in September and this novel will be based on those events and create a story around them.  Sadie will be based on her other best friend (other than myself) Laura.  I will be updating on the progress of SATDG, asking for advice, and whatnot. IT IS A FICTION.  So, crazy shit that normally wouldn't happen - will.  You'll see.   Keep you updated, Love, Bella
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You Killed My Love
You said that you did not want to bring a child to suffer into this world and that you did not want to be the mother of a mistake. We never understood each other and for that a baby had to die. If we had a bad relationship, tell me what fault did the child have? I blame you, no matter what your excuses are, because you are heartless. You promised me a child and then you aborted him. You killed my love and the baby that you were carrying inside. What you did can not be justified. Without reason you took the life of a baby. Maybe he would have grown up to be a baseball player or a Doctor, but you will never know because you killed our son.
Another One.
Today I noticed that my daughter was making funny noises which oddly resembled sex sounds my wife makes. When I asked her what she was doing she said "I'm pretending to be mommy from last night." I was on a business trip last night. FML
Sent To Me (a Repost)
Tears well up in my eyes Whenever I wonder why God gave you to me I don't know what to say But I wouldn't want it any other way What did I do to deserve an angel like you You make my grey skies blue Always remember these words are true It's plain to see God sent you to me There's no way to explain how you take away the pain I don't know where I would be If God had not sent you to me When the time comes to go our separate ways I want you to know that know matter where you go All you have to do is pray And if those tears ever start Just close your eyes and open your heart And remember our fondest memories Because that's where you'll find me
M.j. All Time Top 40
40. Cry 39. One more chance 38. Man in the mirror 37. Liberian girl 36. Another part of me 35. Jam 34. Who is it 33. Ben 32. Will you be there 31. In the closet 30. Thriller 29. Ghosts 28. Dirty Diana 27. Why (3T feat. M.J.) 26. Stranger in Moscow 25. Blood on the dance floor 24. Give it to me 23. Rock with you 22. Scream (feat. Janet Jackson) 21. You rock my world 20. Smooth criminal 19. ABC (Jackson 5) 18. They don't care about us 17. Can you feel it (Jackson 5)
Hey did you know that our president wants us all to buy into this 35mpg cars--that is why fule prices keep going up, if they don't then who is really going to buy this expensive cars. the price of oil is going down but fuel taxes are going up (with greedy gas station owners).
Liars And Freeloaders
Well ladies I am here to let you know that Archlight ( David ) is a fake and does NOT live in Michigan. He lives in upstate NY and I lived with him for 4 months, he is a freeloader he is a pathetic liar about what he states he owns he has  NOTHING he moved here to NY with just his clothes, has warrents in Cali. dont know what for. he is a scammer so look out ladies I hope your not his next victim
So What Is It?
What do you do when your world seems tilted?   Wake up every morning and things seem to be off.  Not in an overt way but just slightly off.   Go about your day in the normal way, but always in the back of your mind you know something is ….off, wrong.   You really don’t have the time to stop and think about it, but it’s there lurking.   The days go on, the feeling grows, the world tilts more but you push it back because you don’t have time to deal with it and everything else.   You don’t realize it will threaten to overwhelm you because you just push it behind you.   But one night, when you are vulnerable, It hits hard, like a smack by a two by four.  It seemed like it came out of no where, but it was always there, lurking.   You can almost hear snickers as it retreats back to sit and wait for another perfect time.  
Okay, Okay, I Guess I Should Clarify
Maybe I should’ve done this first….clarify my beliefs and how my opinions are formed. For starters, no, I am not a far left idealogue who hates guns, meat, and is unpatriotic. I am a pro gun, pro Israel, pro free speech Democrat. I believe in keeping the largest, baddest military on the planet. I believe we should never seek war as a first option, but never take it off the table as an option. I believe we should hold dear the idea of free speech, even speech that we may find personally offensive. I am against the idea of a “fairness doctrine”. As much as I think the likes of Hannity, Druggie Limbaugh, O’Reilly and others are, for the most part, lying hacks, I would steadfastly defend their right to say what they say. That being said, I do not hate all types of government. I believe government, which essentially is meant to be an arm of the people, can play a roll. It organizes national defense, maintain fair commerce, help to educate our children, maint
Happy Half Day
I’m not saying raising money for the March of Dimes is bad, but I am not a fan of their annual “Go To Jail” day.  I participated in it three years ago – it was only an hour at Paradiso’s, a local Mexican restaurant, in which to get your mug shot taken and make calls to raise money – and I felt the local chapter was a little dishonest about it.  This part’s a little embarrassing … I really don’t know that many people to contact by phone around here to “raise my bail”.  Money is a touchy subject; ask almost anyone.  This morning before Martha and I left with the kids for work she spent about thirty minutes in our bedroom calling back and forth between two collection agencies regarding a several hundred dollar payment that has somehow gotten lost.  I’d have started a lawsuit against one of them some time ago for the rigamarole, but she’s calmer than me on that. Sunday after church Martha, Mary, Sarah, Jeffrey,
Something I Need
(repost of original by '~ Evil Bitch~LOUNGE BITCH@ HIGHTIMES 420~' on '2009-06-30 10:07:06')
Oh I Get It!
So this is fantasy land! We all are escaping our daily lives to come be entertained and live that alternate life we don't have or can't have normally. Gee, I have been such an asshole to have forgotten that real life has no place here.   So when some guy starts talking to me and being flirty I should totally disregard the fact he has a girlfriend or wife and I should just forget that I have any morals whatsoever too! I apologize for not offering my webcam up for a free show to get your rocks off sir! My very bad! Perhaps you would like my number too so if you feel the need to cum while fantasizing about me or anyone with tits and use me as a voice or moan to aid in this fantasy of yours, here it is. 860-689-5427 feel free to dial it and waste my minutes because lord knows they don't get used otherwise. While I am at it why don't I take some nude photos for you so you can have these too, yes I know my belly fat makes you extremely aroused. Lets not discount my gorgeous tits. I think
It Wasn't A Dream.. It Was A Place
I had a bizarre dream last night.. I'm not one to remember my dreams very often. When I woke up this morning this dream was still vivid as ever. For the sake of sparing feelings I'll leave names out. Because after all, dreams aren't reality. I was driving somewhere alone. Not sure where I was or whatever.. All I know is that it wasn't pretty. I collided with another vehicle and ended up trapped in my car on it's side, unable to get out. (Have a feeling that came from my actual car accident experience) Anyway, this guy came and got me out of my car somehow. All I remember from that part of the dream is that I looked at him and weakly said, "What the fuck?! You're getting my blood all over yourself! Put me down!" The guy put me in his nice car and again I questioned why he was letting me get blood all over his car. I kept telling him "they're going to be so mad that I didn't make it to the reception. I promised that I'd be there and I swore I wouldn't be late this time" He snapped at
You Are My Zen ( A Poem I Just Finished )
  Raindrops and heart beatsAre all I hear as I fall asleepAs I drift off into a dreamlandSoothing waves of thunder calm my soulYour soft skin as a pillow under my cheekGently rises and falls with each breathCreating a gentle rhythm to the nights songAs I listen I can hear the faint whisper of airTouching your soft lips as it leaves your bodyI listen and I realize You create this night song You create this peace given to meI realize that you are my Zen
The Man Rules
Finally, the guys’ side of the story.( I must admit, it’s pretty good.) We always hear ‘the rules’From the female side      Now here are the rules from the male side.   These are our rules!Please note.. These are all numbered ‘1 ‘ ON PURPOSE!    1.   Men are NOT mind readers.1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You’re a big girl. If it’s up, put it down..We need it up, you need it down.You don’t hear us complaining about you leaving it down.1. Sunday sports It’s like the full moon Or the changing of the tides.Let it be.1. Crying is blackmail.1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work!Strong hints do not work!Obvious hints do not work!Just say it!1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That’s what we do.Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in
I Haz Teh Emo
Circle of Friends-Edie Brickell   Me, I'm a part of your circle of friendsand we notice you don't come around Me, I think it all depends on you touching ground with us. But, I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody elseit seems. And I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems. And being alone is the best way to be. When I'm by myself it's the best way to be. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be. When I'm by myself nobody else can say goodbye. Everything is temporary anyway. When the streets are wet -- the color slip into the sky. But I don't know why that means you and I are- that means you and.... I quit -- I give up.Nothin's good enough for anybody else it seems. But I quit. I give up. Nothing's good enough for anybody else it seems. And being alone is the best way to be. When I'm by myself it's the best way to be. When I'm all alone it's the best way to be.When I'm by myself nobody else can say... Me, I'm a part of your circle of friends an
    As I sit and watch the rain fall softly to the ground, I wonder what things would be like with out some kind of hope to hold onto. I see the horses nibbling at the leaves on the tree's and come to realize people are kinda the same as horses. They are ment to wonder about doing as they please but yet doing the work that is asked of them when needed. Our bosses ask us to work the same as we ask a horse to take us for a ride. I wonder what it would be like to have that special someone to hold tight on a day like this, or what it would be like to kiss them with the rain falling upon our faces. I knew what that felt like once, but that was so long ago and is just a faded memory now, hell I don't even know what part is real and what part is just my mind anymore. It's days like this with the rain falling and a tin cup of coffee warming my hands that I wonder, is hope really worth holding onto or am I just riding for a fall wanting something I was never meant to have in the first place. I
They are starting to say that marrage is outdated. What do you think I belive they are right dont you? I have already went threw that of course it was my fault not really it was both. Why do you think this happens to use funny thing I think.
Michael Savage Needs To Read His Own Links….
Wow, the hysteria from some on the right continues. I’ll admit, I listen to Michael Savage’s radio show, on in the evenings here in Phoenix. I find his show to be somewhat entertaining, and most of the time, he isn’t the GOP hack, unlike Druggie Limbaugh or that pond sludge Hannity. All that said though, I was checking out Savage’s website,, which interestingly enough, is an extension of the whackjob site (did you know, according to Word Net Daily, that soy makes you gay??), and I noticed he had a story on his page entitled, “GE benefits from Obama’s rule changes-Why NBC and MSNBC are now state TV“.  Interesting title, and scary. Even worse, this source is the liberal conspiracy machine Washington Post, so even they can see that Obama is pumping money into GE, and that MSNBC and NBC are his own private television stations….right?? Well, you decide. Actually, I’ll help you out on this one
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June 11th 2009
well i got a call from the perintologist this morning and thought that everything was gunna be ok. i knew that matthew had spina bifida so this part of the test came back abnormal which was ok. then i get to my dr's appt and find out that they found several sever things wrong with matthew. 1. being alot of swelling on his brain 2. being the fact that they believe they found two spots on matthews back not just one. now no one is sure that he will even make it to birth and if he does they dont' know how long he will live. i am not ok with any of this. this little boy has stole my heart and i haven't even seen him yet. i don't want to think the worst but at this point i am not really given an option. none of this is easy for me to deal with but all i can do is take it one day at a time and hope and pray that my matthew will be ok. but if by some chance he does not make it i know that when he goes he will be with my daddy and he will take good care of my little man. right now all i want to
May 21st 2009
I went to the doctor today and found out that the spot on Matthew's back is not as bad as the genetics doctor said it was. my doctor said it was only like and inch by two inches at the most. so that was good news. her concern was the fact that Matthew's head is not shaped normal and she fears that is due to the enlarged ventricles in his brain. so the next step is to see the perinatologist ( i think i spelled that right ) he will do another ultrasound and the amniocentesis so i am hoping and praying that it is not his chromosomes because if it is then there is a chance that there could be more wrong with him and there is a chance that he won't even make it to delivery. so for now i am thinking positive and hoping that his chromosomes are normal. i don't know what i will do if i ever loose matthew. but she also said it was a very good thing that he is as active as he is. but i think that's all for now i will give everyone another update as soon as i know something else..
Mon May 18th 2009
well here is it monday 3 days after i found out that my matthew has spina bifida. of course as most people know time does not make it any easier to deal with. i do know that i am very glad that me & frank decided to keep matthew. we decided this manily because we don't believe in terminating a life. i mean here i am 5 months along and the dr's tell me i still have a week to choose if i want to keep him or end his life. like i told the dr there was no way i would end his life he is a living breathing human being. but to be honest this is one of them times where i wish my daddy was here. he always knew the answers he seemed to always know what to do and say at the right moment. i wish he would have been here to see matthews face on the ultrasound screen he's such a cute little boy. after i cried my eyes out last night i decided that i have to write in this atleast once a day just to help keep some of the pain out of my head. i know this may sound odd but i am really hoping that the dr's
I Need Somebody To Draw My Tattoo
I suck at drawing. I want a badass skull with some bitchin' DJ headphones.     Gimme that shit.
A Question...
I was recently told that I am not girlfriend material. Which has really gotten me thinking....what exactly makes someone dateworthy? Any input friends?   p.s. ^^^good entertainment
Mr. Mj
There has been nothing much on tv lately cause they keep going on about Michael Jackson dying so I decided to sit and write a quick blog on my feelings on his passing, so here goes. Although I never knew him personaly or seen any of his shows I felt I came to know him through his music. I used to sit and play his Thriller song over and over again during Halloween while I sat on the front porch to hand out the goodies to the trick or treaters that came to the house (it was my mom's idea). As I said in other blogs, hearing of Michael Jackson's Passing is like loosing a friend even though we never knew eachother on a personal level. He was part of my generation and I grew up listening to his music. It was because of him that I picked up a guitar for the first time and started to learn how to play, He inspired me to do so. So I now say to you my friend, good bye and R.I.P. You were an inspiration to so many.
My arm hurts, I'm getting really upset, people tell me to call them...I do....and they don't answer. This is NOT going to be a good day.
4th Of July History Lesson
Have you ever wondered what happened to the 56 men who signed the Declaration of Independence?Five signers were captured by the British as traitors, and tortured before they died.Twelve had their homes ransacked and burned. Two lost their sons serving in the Revolutionary Army; another had two sons captured.Nine of the 56 fought and died from wounds or hardships of the Revolutionary War.They signed and they pledged their lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor.What kind of men were they?Twenty-four were lawyers and jurists. Eleven were merchants, nine were farmers and large plantation owners; men of means, well educated,
The Cost Of Bread
A yellow bird,with A yellow bird was perched opon my window sill,I lured her with A little bread,and choped off her little head.The moral of the story is ;in odrer to get a littil bread its gona cost A little head . 
Marie Laveau-lyrics
Marie Laveau - Lyrics The most famous of the voodoo queens that ever existed Is Marie Laveau, down in Louisiana There's a lot of weird, ungodly tales about Marie, She's supposed to have a lot of magic potions, spells and curses.... Down in Louisiana, where the black trees grow Lives a voodoo lady named Marie Laveau Got a black cat's tooth and a Mojo bone And anyone who wouldn't leave her alone She'd go (growl) another man done gone. She lives in a swamp in a hollow log With a one-eyed snake and a three-legged dog She's got a bent, bony body and stringy hair If she ever seen y'all messin' 'round there She'd go (growl) another man done gone. And then one night when the moon was black Into the swamp come handsome Jack A no good man like you all know (TALK) He was lookin' around for Marie Laveau. He said Marie Laveau, you handsome witch Gimme a little a little charm that'll make me rich Gimme a million dollars and I tell you what I'll do This very night, I'm gonna marry you Then It'll be
The Late Great Voodoo Queen Of New Orleans
Late Great Voodoo Queen of New Orleans, Herbalist, Nurse and Hairdresser 1794-1881(?) Her origin: A free person of colour, Laveau was born in New Orleans in 1794, the illegitimate daughter of a rich Creole plantation owner Charles Laveaux, and his mistress Marguerite Henry who was half black, half Indian. Marriage, Love and Children: After first hubby Jacques Paris buggered off (presumed dead) shortly after she married at the age of 25 and, instead of crying into her crawfish pie and filet gumbo, Marie got on with life - learning all about the craft of voodoo from Doctor John, or John Bayou as he was sometimes known. Often referred to as The Widow Paris but more often known by her maiden surname of Laveau, Marie took a common law husband - Christophe de Glapion - with whom she had 15 kids. Her offspring double-barrelled their names to Laveau-Glapion. Very modern! Voodoo Priestess: Part sorceress, part saint, Marie balanced the life of voodoo priestess, devout catholic and bu
The Voodoo Queen Of New Orleans
Marie Laveau - the Voodoo Queen of New Orleans The Voodoo Queen of New Orleans. In all times, in all places, no one has ever risen to the statue or fame in Voodoo as Marie Laveau. Famed in history, infamous in folklore and ever present, even today.Marie Catherine Laveau was born in New Orleans on September 10, 1801. She was the natural daughter of two free persons of color, both mulattos. She was a free woman of color and a Creole. She was married to Jacques Paris in 1819 at the St. Louis Cathedral with the famed Père Antoine officiating.  She had two children, both of whom appear to have died before reaching maturity. With a few years, her husband apparently also died she began calling herself the Widow Paris, a name that survived onto her tomb. Around the mid 1820’s she began a plaçage with Louis Christophe Dominick Duminy de Glapion with who she bore seven more children. (The plaçage system afforded interracial couples a marriage of conscience, if not legality). Of
Newspapers   My second semester of my first trip in college [Houston Community College], I caught a ride downtown each morning with my stepfather and a family friend. During our carpool my dad would read us the New York Times. My stepfather had this wonderful voice – soothing but strong – and it made the news actually interesting. This also developed my love of reading the paper first thing in the morning.   For years I struggled with my misfortune of being one of those people who always ends up covered in newsprint. This made my love of the reading turn into a big black smudgy mess. I endured the laughter of my peers daily because I could not avoid looking like a chimney sweep from the ink coating my entire being!   Thanks to the Net that misfortune is no longer a problem. Now I can enjoy a “paper” without a bit of mess. I love reading the news from all over the place, even if certain newspapers do outshine our Houston Chronicle. Oh our poor local paper&h
goog morning im greatful for all you my friends and im happy today because i have all of to thank for getting me thru this again thanks iwish tha everyon could have known my  son  he  was  whitty funny and a very positive person and a jokester he always had me laughing thats the son i knew and loved  may he rest in peace  all ya out ther help me helpkeep his memory alive  donate to the crisis intervention hot line and battered womens centers  
Marie Laveau
Marie Laveau Biography Biographical Information by David Arbury. Marie Leveau is a complicated and fascinating figure in New Orleans history. Though she is famous even today as one of the most powerful Voodoo priestesses who ever lived, few hard facts are known about her life. Close scrutiny reveals many contradictions and fantastic legends about Marie Leveau, but even tales which a skeptic might find difficult to accept pale next to the proven facts of this remarkable and powerful woman's life. Born in the 1790's, details of her exact parentage and origin are uncertain. She moved to New Orleans in her youth and was raised a devout Catholic - later becoming friends with Pere Antoine, the chaplain at St. Louis Cathedral. At the age of twenty-five, Marie joined a local freeman Jacques Paris in what was by all accounts a happy marriage. Later after his disappearance and presumed death, she lived with Cristophe Glapion. Between the two men, Marie bore fifteen children including
What Is The World Coming To
    (This article is not mine. I found it online and make no claims that it is my work. Ok?? Just wanted to get that clear!) Hey, did y'all hear that Michael Jackson died?  Forget Iran, North Korea, the California budget crisis, the overall economic crisis - Wacko Jacko's death is the important least if you believe MSM. At least the Los Angeles Times published a story about centenarian John Finn who is the oldest Medal of Honor recipient and the only living recipient from Pearl Harbor.  According to the times, this is what Finn did to earn his recognition: What Finn did was take control of a .50-caliber machine gun at the Navy base at Kaneohe Bay, Hawaii, and fire at the Japanese attack planes that violent morning that changed the world, Dec. 7, 1941. Wounded five times, he refused to be evacuated and kept firing at the planes that were strafing the base and its sailors. Watching Finn's courage, other sailors rallied to his side, manning other guns. Meanwhile, a few de
Does Anyone Want To See?
Do wonmen want to see NSFW or is it just gay men wanting to see me??  lol
The Ride
The attendant in the paramedic's van told the driver to turn on the lights and the sirens wailed into the evening night.  My blood pressure was dropping to nearly nothing and I could feel my self dipping into the sea of possiblities,  I wanted to close my eyes and let the angels carry me away to that place in the ever after but somethiing deep inside told me to stay alert, to be aware and conscious and so I rejected the urge to dose off.   They were taking the surface streets instead of the freeway and I recall wondering why.  I thought of all the neighbors who flocked out to watch them haul me out of the house when the big fire truck rolled up.   I was starting to perk up again as the IV cooly flowed up my arm.  I was soon at the ER and it did not take long for me to recover and my blood pressure returned to normal and remained constant.  I was in a good mood then and joked with the doctor as they ran every test they could think of doing.   This was the first time I was ever transpor
30 Minute Delay
30 Minute Delay in Calling 911 for Jackson It took Michael Jackson's doctor a half-hour to call 911after finding MJ unconscious -- this according to the doc's lawyer, Edward Chernoff. Chernoff explained this bizarre revelation by saying Dr. Conrad Murray didn't immediately make the call from his cell phone because he didn't know the exact address of Michael's mansion. For the record, the house is just above Sunset Blvd. in Beverly Hills -- one of the most famous streets in the country. Chernoff said Murray eventually got someone in the house to make the call. Murray has already taken heat for performing CPR on Jackson as he was lying on a bed. Chernoff's excuse ... it was a "firm bed."
The Synth Cat
Why Pacman But Not Michael   read the link
A Thought-or A Promise.
Just a little something for our military now and past. I stand beside my brothers, both here and afar.If one of them falls, my heart is broke. It matters not, if I knew their name. My life is lessened, by the loss that is felt. From their passing, the loss is delt. I give you my word, for my brothers they are. Be they man or woman, they are all one in the same. I loved each of them, even if I didnt know their name.I give you this poem, from my heart it is true.And I give my life, For the Red, White, and Blue.
Answer Deep Thinking
 And the answer iiiiisssss  (  RED PAINT )   LMAO
Michael Jacksons Will
Michael Jackson signed a will in 2002 providing for his children and his mom, but leaving nothing to daddy Joe -- this according to the Wall Street Journal. As we reported yesterday, attorney John Branca has the will and plans to file it with the court within 30 days of the singer's death. According to the will, Jackson reportedly left his estate -- estimated at $1 billion -- to his mother, three children and one or more charities. As for why Joe was left out -- Jackson has said during his childhood his father beat him.
Micheal Jackson Comeback
"THIS IS IT" HISTORY IN THE MAKING AS THE KING OF POP MICHAEL JACKSON PERFORMS IN LONDON FOR THE LAST TIME 10 shows at The O2 arena in London starting 8 July The King of Pop returns to reign over London this summer. Michael Jackson has announced today that he is returning to the stage for a historic 10 shows at The O2 arena performing in London for the last time. The King of Pop performs his greatest hits for the event of the summer, the concerts of 2009 and the decade's hottest gigs. This really is 'It'! One of the most eagerly awaited returns to the stage of all time, Michael Jackson has not played a series of concerts since he last toured 12 years ago. These dramatic shows promise an explosive return with a band of the highest calibre, state-of-the-art stage show and incredible surprise support acts. "I am coming to London to play the songs my fans want to hear." - Michael Jackson "We are delighted to facilitate the return of The King of Pop, long may he reign! Michael at The O2
Was Surprised Last Night
At 8:30 last night my sister pulls up in from of the house and out stepped her and my niece ... a complete surprise ... they are staying though to the weekend ... new pics of all three of us will be found in a separate folder in my photo gallery soon.
North American,pelican Nebulae
Mmmm Obsessing Tomorrow
Wednesday, July 1, 2009 Libra (Sep 23 - Oct 22) You could become obsessed today with someone or something and may be tempted to go overboard in order to get what you want. On the other hand, your dreams can drive you further than rational analysis. But your key planet Venus squares overindulgent Jupiter, making it tough for you to know when to stop. Peace arrives when you can find a healthy balance between what you have and what you want.
Auction Time For Me!
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My son is at basic for the Marines right now. He graduates 9/11/09. I miss him very much but I am so very proud of him. These two posts are from a young man overseas right now and as I was reading them, I got chills and tears came to my eyes bcuz they touched my heart and made me angry at how stupid people are who do not support our military. Where the hell do they think they'd be with out our American soldiers???   Sometimes we wonder… Sometimes, we wonder why we put on this uniform every day…And do some of the things we do…We wonder why we sit around waiting for things to do…Instead of going home and watching TV and drinking a beerAnd hanging out with friends and family…We wonder why we joined the military in the first place…The same thought runs through our head every day…at least once… "I shouldn’t be here…I shouldn’t be doing this..."But then we come to realize why we’re here…and why
This Stupid Dirty,disease Spreadin Whore
Hahahaha...she's a whore,and she knows it!You think I give a shit about anything you say,slut?I don''re words are devoid of any meaning,therefore making you a dumb shit.Let me ask you this,how would you know my cock is small if you aint lookin at it.And yes,the women thing..yours might be hot,but theyre FAKE like you,bitch.And all they see you as is a piece of dirty pussy.And as for you showin me your need to stop smokin crack and eat something,skinny bitch.My black girls will come find you and treat you like the dog you are.Why are you gonna play with fire,send me a shout,then block me?Are you afraid to hear the truth about yourself?Don't worry,I wont be too fucked up..I just call em as I see em.And you have to entise people to look at your body..I dont.I am sorry though that you were offended by my comment yesterday..but,thats the risk you take postin your skinny crackhead ass on a public site.Also,first ammendment,do you even know what it is?You dont like
ya'll friday night i went on a date,at the end of the night we started smoochn' lol,dude kissed me so hard that he rubbed my upper lip raw & i bleed from his it was awsome!lol 2d best kisser i ever had!!!!
Chocolate Calories
A good piece of chocolate has about 200 calories. As I enjoy 2 servings per night, and a few more on weekends. I consume 3,500 calories of chocolate in a week, which equals one pound of weight per week. Therefore... In the last 3 1/2 years, I have had chocolatecaloric intake of about 180 pounds, and I only weigh 165 pounds, so without chocolate, I would have wasted away to nothing about 3 months ago! I owe my life to chocolate.
Give The Chair
Your friend (the one that can tell the future) introduced us and I am just sitting here, do you remember me? Give the chair, the one that is tired of the corner where I always waited for you. In exchange I can give you a laugh and make you a song. I will also give you a polka dot scarf and the time you need to put it on. I will give you a promise, if I find you one day, to give you all those kisses you are deserved.
My Friend The Slut
i just can`t understand why she can be such a slut but finds it so hard to be a whore? have fun today wicked
Lets Laugh Today...
 Choosing a wife A man wanted to get married. He was having trouble choosing among three likely candidates. He gives each woman a present of $5,000 and watches to see what they do with the money..The first does a total makeover. She goes to a fancy beauty salon, gets her hair done, new makeup; buys several new outfits and dresses up very nicely for the man. She tells him that she has done this to be more attractive for him because she loves him so much.The second goes shopping to buy the man gifts. She gets him a new set of golf clubs, some new gizmos for his computer, and some expensive clothes. As she presents these gifts, she tells him that she has spent all the money on him because she loves him so much.Again, the man is impressed.The third invests the money in the stock market. She earns several times the $5,000. She gives him back his $5,000 and reinvests the remainder in a joint account. She tells him that she wants to save for their future because s he loves him so much.Obvi
Tattoo Drawings
I am writing this blog to see if anyone that is able to draw could help me out with drawing two of my possible tattoos that im getting. one tattoo is going to be a dragon breathing fire while sitting on sword that is stuck in a stone. the second one is a sword through a heart with two dragons wrapped around it breathing the opposite directions. on both of those im having certain chinese symbols put on them. on the first one the word courage will be on the stone and on the sword's handle area will be the word honor and on the second tattoo im having the word commitment. so who ever reads this at all leave me a comment or message or write me on yahoo. my screen name is futurefordracer and i will be happy with who ever is willing to help since i cant do it at all now that im laid up on a bed.
Apparently, my view on life and personal ideology is nothing to, much  to my chagrine AND excitement. Today I found Richard Dawkin's "The Selfish Gene", and I can't believe someone actually put my thoughts into a whole book.
i look 4 u even though i no u should b gone but still every time all the time i look in that direction hoping 2 c u hoping u c me hoping 2 c ur smile hoping 2 hear ur voice just 2 catch a glimpse as u go by as u go about ur way wishing that u look my way wishing u knew how i feel wanting 2 tell you wanting 2 tell u walking back 2 my area  i jerk my head up i thought i saw you i thought i heard u
We've Made Contact
Needless to say, my commute was delay this morning due to the following. CTA (Chicago Transit Authority) personnel at the stations for this line were saying they "made contact" with a person. Get real! You hit them!  June 30, 2009 (CHICAGO) (WLS) -- Service on the he Red Line on the South Side has been restored after a person was struck at the 35th St. station. Shuttle buses and single-track runs were utilized for about two hours while authorities investigated and shut off power. Traffic on the Dan Ryan in the area was also bottlenecked because of the responding emergency vehicles. The man struck by the train died on the scene.    
4th Of July (( My Birthday!!!))
Have you ever wondered what happened to the 56 men who signed the Declaration of Independence ? Five signers were captured by the British as traitors, and tortured before they died. Twelve had their homes ransacked and burned. Two lost their sons serving in the Revolutionary Army; another had two sons captured. Nine of the 56 fought and died from wounds or hardships of the Revolutionary War. They signed and they pledged their lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor. What kind of men were they? Twenty-four were lawyers and jurists. Eleven were merchants, nine were farmers and large plantation owners; men of means, well educated, but they signed the Declaration of Independence
4th Of July (( My Birthday!!!))
    Have you ever wondered what happened to the 56 men who signed the Declaration of Independence ? Five signers were captured by the British as traitors, and tortured before they died. Twelve had their homes ransacked and burned. Two lost their sons serving in the Revolutionary Army; another had two sons captured. Nine of the 56 fought and died from wounds or hardships of the Revolutionary War. They signed and they pledged their lives, their fortunes, and their sacred honor. What kind of men were they?
Buried At Work & No Time To Play :-(
Hi folks,   Just a quick note here.  I have been deeply buried at work for several weeks now and have vacation coming up Thursday.  Well just to add to things I had a presentation dropped on me at noon yesterday that I need to give to the customers tomorrow (with 2 dry runs today)  I have barely anytime to breath this week.   Added to that, I have a bunch of unexpected expenses this month, so it is going to be light on bling.  I didn't want you folks thinking I abandoned you so I thought a quick note was in order.  I will see how much time I can spend here on vacation and I should get some pictures of my home town to share while I am away from the office.   If I don't catch you all before the 4th of July, have a Happy Independance day @};-   Paul
Sizzling Hot
send me a message and il get back to you soon
What U Think?
its 6:30 am sitting on the porch smoking a ciarett. sipping on some coffee watching the sun rise. thinking about my husband.woundering were we will be in the future. the realness of the sun beating down on me.makes me realize how life is so short. how much i think about the kids wanting to give them the best of this world. knowing at any given second it could be gone in a blink of a eye. i think of all the little stupid things that schouldnt be important. and focus on the bigger and outstanding thoughts that race in my head. to make things better.i wake up to a beautiful and given world that god created so that i can reflect all that he has offer to me. i am so lucky to be a stronge women. for i am the one who needs to give it all. the best that i can do to make my family and i have the best time of our lives!!
  Dear Tide: I am  writing to say what an excellent product you have! I've used itall of my  married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Nowthat I am in my  fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a monthago, I spilled some red  wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderateand uncaring husband started to  belittle me about how clumsy I was,and generally started becoming a pain in the  neck. One thing led toanother and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new  whiteblouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative! to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, thestains came  out so well the detectives who came by yesterday told methat the DNA tests on  my blouse were negative and then my attorneycalled and said that I was no  longer considered a suspect in thedisappearance of my husband. What a  relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being amurder suspect! I  thank you, once again, for having a great  p
From My Myspace Dated May 16th
yesterday i found out that my unborn little boy matthew has spina bifida. just imagine sitting in a room with your mom and a doctor who is a genetics doctor and another person. well needles to say i cried a lot. it was not easy to find out that there was something seriously wrong with my baby. the doctor told me i had two choices at this point. one would be to terminate my pregnancy ( don't think so ) and the other would be to continue the pregnancy ( which i am doing ). so since i have decided to continue with my pregnancy they have to do an amniocentesis ( which is where they take some of the fluid from around the baby ) to determine how bad his condition is. but now that i know what is wrong with baby matthew i will be writing here a lot more. for some reason it seems to help. i have to say that i have the best family and friends that anyone could possibly ask for. they are standing by me through all this they are helping me stay calm they are making sure i don't have a lot of stres
Closing Big Beautiful Brunettes!!!!!
Well.....did some more housecleaning. Damn, didn't anyone learn anything? I made it pretty clear, and didnt mince words, on the last blog entry in this catagory.
Read It
i expecting all of you will add me in  i wanna be your friend in YM...
You know.. I've been doing some thinking about Fubar and the men on it.. How they only want the very young looking girls...just a few things to ponder...Their 16 will get you 5 to 10 in some states..and a 6 x 9...Women of my age will give you a hardon that is legal... you choose..     IS IT REALLY WORTH IT? I THINK NOT. AND THINK ABOUT THIS.. IF 30S ARE THE NEW 20S...THEN THAT MAKES 20S THE NEW 10S.. JUST TOSSING THAT IN THERE.  
Please help me force the pain awayPlease don't tell me that it's here to stayMy life has taken a treacherous courseLies brought about by an evil sourceSecond guessing if its all even worth itWith a ton of bricks it feels like ive been hitI feel like there is nowhere to turnDeceitful lies made my stomach churnI wish that i could walk away and turn a blind eyeInstead i sit here in my secret pain and cryWishing that one person hadnt harbored so much hatePushing me towards a doomed fateHurt slices me like a knifeKnowing i was hated enough to destroy my lifeBy someone who doesnt know the meaning of moralityStuck in her own fucked up realityDoes she take pleasure in my secret painKnowing i had it all to lose, she had it all to gainWishing that i could disappearLeaving behind one lonely, last sorrow filled tear
4 Years.....
  Each time they say your nameA tear forms in my eyeHow can I be happyIf all I seem to do is cry You wern't supposed to leave usIt has to be a dreamI cant accept your absenceAnd take goodbye for what it meansYou left me lost and brokenI still can't find my wayThe years have passed real slowlyBut it's harder every dayI thought you would be here foreverEvery time I love someoneIt seems they get taken awayNone of this should have happenedYour place is next to mineEveryone says its supposed to get betterBut it seems the hurt won't ease in timeI will never forget youThough we are far apartI miss you so much MarkAnd i'll always love you with all my heart   RIP Mark...Gone To Soon But U Will Forever Live In Our Hearts! Lovin U Always, Michelle & Ur Daughta Jamy'lah
The Greatest Lie Ever Told
I watched a video labeled "Stunning slip of the tongue by Obama!"   Obama was being asked about his christian faith. He made some slip in answering and said "...that is where my strong muslim faith comes from"   The interviewer corrected him "You mean christian faith"   Obama rephrases "That is where my christian faith comes from...." blah blah blah   I picture all these people watching it and thinking "OH! See he's a muslim!"   No! That is not the point! He let muslim slip out in place of christian sooooo easily because they are all the same to him! Christian, muslim, jew....there is no difference in his eyes! Religion is for us! Not him! Religion is for the little people! It is what helps him to control me and you! Religion does not enlighten us! It enslaves us! Obama and the handful of people who rule this world LOVE religion. It makes their job that much easier. We work for their profit, not our own. We have a shelf above our head. We are allowed to reach only a certain p
Importance Of Web Maintenance
Importance of Web Maintenance Imagine your self going to an important meeting in a tattered suit, messed out hair and incorrect information, what sort of image would you have. Do you think you would be successful? To answer the question ------------ absolutely no way, you would not even be considered. Your website is your representative on the Internet; it is the reflection of your image. A tattered, messy website with broken links, incorrect content, missing metadata is also not worth considering. The sole reason for a web site is to advertise to the world in large about yourself or your company. Imagine what sort of advertisement such a messy and un-maintained site would do. Even the best developed website needs constant maintenance and up gradation to remain at the top of the search engines and keep users coming back. Website Maintenance is composed of six areas. Publishing - to keep content up-to-date. Quality Assurance - to spot errors on a site. Feedback Monitoring -
went 2 london over the weekend had a blast seen my grandsons and the rest of my kids spent time with them felt great hadnt seen them in a long time need 2 do that more often wish i had more time 2 spend out there but i had 2 come home and go 2 work
It Was A Time I Decided To Fubar.
Haven't been on here in awhile. I decided to check back after a long journey away from this website. I am more of a myspace person I guess. So I suppose I will play here until I probably get sick of it after a couple months.
With everything I have lived through, (loosing my 2nd son, fighting to see 1st, divorce and all) it has been very hard for me to wake up every day. I have been trying to find a place to "belong". In my search, I have learned, you may be wanted somewhere, but being wanted isn't what makes one happy. Sure it is nice to know, but if you are being treated badly there in any way, or something, for some reason, you might not be happy still. If you are not happy where you are, even if you are wanted there by another, or others, you need to get out. To stay around, would only be a waste of your time on this earth.  So I while I am, "not going to be where I am not wanted", I am also going to, "not going to be anywhere I don't want to be. I have wasted enough of my life living the wrong way in this matter. New changes = new beginings.
Dear Boys, I am writing you because I am tired of being your "wingman". I don't want to hear you complain anymore that you can't figure out girls because it's really not that hard. I will attempt to give you an insight and then from their you are on your own. Say what you mean to say. I can feel some of you already thinking "but girls don't do that"...and you're right. We say what we think you want to hear. It's a defense mechanism. Always assume that a girl is looking for a relationship and not a one night stand. Here's a crazy idea: If you're out and there's that cute girl all over you and she invites you back to her place...go. If you really aren't "in the place for a relationship" then say that to her. Tell her it's not going past that one night. 9/10 she'll appreciate the fact that you just saved her alot of heartache the next day when she is trying to hang out with you and you're trying to be elusive. In that regard...don't go back night after night. Can you put yourself in the p
Missing You...
Missing You ((dedicated to...him)) I once had a loveA love that was so fineI shared it with youAnd you were mineThen it leftLeaving me high and dryDunno the whenOr even the whyIm blessed that ya passedAlong my wayThough I miss you a littleMore each dayMissing you       ****   borrowed twice over: (orig:
My Life Part One...
Before you read this, please do not let your opinions get in the way, nor do I ask for your pity, because that ship has sailed and it’s not going to change my or anyone’s past. I just read an amazing blog. Some of you know which one im talking about, most of you probably could care less, but it was an insight to a horrible time, basically a life most people could never fathom. After reading it, I ask myself, “What would you have done?” Well, I can’t answer that question, because I cannot put words to the pain, sorrow, guilt, and hatred that was brought and forced upon a family and more importantly one strong individual. I have such respect for her and will do whatever I can, to the best of my abilities, to be there for her whenever called upon. I myself have been through some extreme things in my life but they cannot and will never compare, because the deal with different people, different societies, different ways of life. It’s an action, one result that booms echoed pains thro
Uh Oh...
my mom decided she isn't paying for school anymore.. so.. i applied for a grant.. I was denied... It looks like i am not going to school in the fall now...   FUCK
Gone Too Long
To all of my friends,      I apologize to all of you today because I have been away far too long and I have missed all of you, not to mention a lot of other things on here.  My life for the past year or so has been horrible.  There were just too many things going on in my life that kept me from being able to be here.  I thought I lost my mind until I got my life back in order.  I hope you can all forgive me and please let me know what I've missed so that I can catch up to everyone.  Also, I will be on here as much as possible, since the only way I can access it is at work right now until I get my own computer again.  I mostly work 11pm to 7am so I probably won't catch anyone online during that time, unless you stay up also LOL!                                                         Your Friend,                                                             Cloud
All my friends are whores.... I need to solve some problems 1. I have an hour to waste before spotlight bidding is done (I'm a whore) 2. I met a guy named Art to day he stole my stalker Witty (hes a whore) 3. Seamus is leaving me for a woman (hes a whore) 4. Captain Cooter and the Penis versus Boob Blog (whore) 5. Witty likes Arts kinky talk (whore)   The question is do i surround myself with whores or am i rubbing off on them?   Wicked
Sheepdogs, Wolves And Sheep
"Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." We may well be in the most violent times in history, but violence is still remarkably rare. This is because most citizens are kind, decent people who are not capable of hurting each other, except by accident or under extreme provocation. They are sheep. Then there are the wolves and the wolves feed on the sheep without mercy. Do you believe there are wolves out there who will feed on the flock without mercy? You better believe it. There are evil men in this world and they are capable of evil deeds. The moment you forget that or pretend it is not so, you become a sheep. There is no safety in denial. Then there are sheepdogs, and I'm a sheepdog. I live to protect the flock and confront the wolf. If you have no capacity for violence then you are a healthy productive citizen, a sheep. If you have a capacity for violence and no empathy for your fellow c
...fear that the future for us is all but fading away quickly yet slow like the sunset. ...constantly stress the unknown, the unknown thoughts and unknown feelings. ...want to know, more than anything just so my weary heart may be at ease again ...hate that these feelings haunted me like the devil,always on my shoulder feeding me what may be lies ...cant be here loving you behind a shut door so i fear this is drawing to a near
Happy Happy Joy Joy you will only find on Ren & Stempy.
Catching Up....
Hey there everyone...first off I'd like to thank Zippie for the invite....Muah!!! always was a sweetie.  ( a "10" Zip?..thanks,you know how to make an old girl blush  lmao)  so I guess I'll start off by introducing myself, i'm a 44 er almost 45 yr old working mother of 3 adult children,grandmother of 2 wife of the same man for almost 27 yrs.(whew!)  whose pretty boring honestly. i work,i babysit,and i work around the new homestead trying to make it "my own"  but..when i do get out....dear heavens, there are no limits to what may go on. I may be old but i'm not dead as the saying goes. i still remember how to raise a lil hell and i try to as often as possible.  well i have to go for now.. thanks again Zip.  remember the old days....god we were all nuts ya know??  ahhhh the good old days.  lmao  laterz.. xo Tasty
How Much I Love You
i love you so much when im around you my world is right and i feel alive i love you so much that when we are apart even for a few hours me world is so dark if i was to ever loose you i would be so lost i wouldnt know what to do my mind body soul and heart is yours and always will be when your hurting im hurting when your upset i am upset i feel like im not ever good enough for such a woman like you cuase when im around you and holding you i am in a world where it is all sunshine where i am use to the darkness of being alone but i also know i cant go with out your love or having your around i love you more then anything in the universe
Actually Pretty Accurate
Leo Your element: Fire Your ruling planets: The Sun Symbol: The Lion Your stone: Peridot Life Pursuit: To lead the wayVibration: Radiant EnergyLeo's Secret Desire: To be a star Description:Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour. Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good. There are three levels of soul-evolution of the
Just An Idea.....
so earlier i was talking to a friend here...and i mentioned i wouldn't mind starting my own merry band of bunnie's....Nicky's the working title of this i'm just curious if there would be enough interest amongst my sexy family willing to join.....oh yeah..any advice on how or what i need to do to get one going....will be appreciated...thankiiesssssssssss
Air Time
Well, it's official. Get This Money Records / Einstein Productions... Have finally taken the first major step towards success. 102 Jamz, a hip hop station out of the North Carolina triad area have agreed to play our exclusive demo track: More Than Air featuring EneME aka Considered SiKk. As soon as the release forms are signed, the air time shall begin. BIG THANKS to all of you who have continued to support me up to this point in my career. You will not be forgotten. And a special shoutout to that one person...she knows who she is...who has NEVER turned her back on G.T.M. and has proven time and time again that if you try your hardest, and just do your best...good things are bound to happen. Thank you everyone. Get This Money Records Einstein Productions EneME aka Considered  SiKk / Mylk Money SeriaL SiKkNeSS
Queen For A Day
  It's never gonna work out Quite the way that they planned Their little greasy games They'll drop you just as soon as they can pick you up It might be fun for a while What happens tomorrow? I don't wanna be no queen for a day Oh, I got what you want and I may just walk away I don't wanna be no queen for a day I just gotta get away Wonder why they think about What they can get from me I guess I'll let 'em believe Whatever it is they wanna see I know it's sick I hope it's only paranoia I don't wanna be no queen for a day Oh, I got what you want and I may just walk away I don't wanna be no queen for a day I just gotta get away Admit it's not all bad It's almost like a real cheap high 'Til you get knocked on your ass Thinking you can fly Suppose it's something that you Learn before you die I don't wanna be no queen for a day Oh, I got what you want and I may just walk away I don't wanna be no queen for a day I just gotta get away -DHC
Fallin Apart
Another song about nothing feels rightAnd everything is going wrongSeems we've been here once beforeWhose fault and who's to blameDoesn't really matter nothing's ever gonna changeIt's not working any more I'm trying so hard to not let goI'm trying to let you know Chorus]Now I'm falling apart all over againAll I got to do is keep on hanging on Love is breaking my heartAnd love will bendAll I got to do is hang on You know what's sadWe're losing everything that we always thought we'd haveBut that's the way it's got to beWho knows and who's to sayThere's nothing left to do but just turn and walk awayNever thought I'd ever leave I'm trying so hard to not let goI'm trying to let you know [Chorus]Now I'm falling apart all over againAll I got to do is keep on hanging on Love is breaking my heartAnd love will bendAll I got to do is hang on [Bridge]I always thought we'd be togetherOh, yeaI always thought that we'd belongOh, yeaI always thought we'd last foreverAnd I thought that we would
Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust
They came to me tonight. My mothers ashes. My aunt had the funeral home separate them into separate bags for me and my sisters. They are all labeled neatly. I thought I was numb. But I'm sitting here looking at a UPS package that holds what remains of most of my mother. We have our plans for the scattering of her ashes, but now that it's here I'm so angry. Angry at everything! Angry that my mother is gone, angry that she was taken so soon from us, angry that my son will never ever know her. But I'm more angry that the last time I hold my mother it's in a cardboard envelope from UPS. The woman who gave me her face and eyes. I will never look upon her again. I miss my mother.
Idiots In Chat Rooms
hannibal_great: hiMe: hihannibal_great: whts upMe: nadahannibal_great: wht r u uptoMe: Rating friends on fubarhannibal_great: okhannibal_great: u hv camMe: Nohannibal_great: micMe: nopehannibal_great: picsMe: Pic is to the righthannibal_great: what r u looking forMe: Didn't say I was looking for anythinghannibal_great: do u viewMe: Have no reason tohannibal_great: u play with guysMe: I'm too old to playMe: Real deal or nothinghannibal_great: realMe: You ain't here so it's not realMe: It's cyberhannibal_great: so u dont do cyberMe: Why would I? Most guys online don't have a freakin' clue.hannibal_great: for funMe: Righthannibal_great: soMe: Good luck with thathannibal_great: so u are into chatting onlyMe: It's a chat room...helloMe: Not porn r ushannibal_great: yeah not pornhannibal_great: watch me plsMe: Nohannibal_great: help meMe: Help yourselfhannibal_great: lolhannibal_great: u r too stubbornMe: As I said, I don't play. It's real or nothing.Me: Sorry you can't grasp that.hannibal_g
Cold Cruel World...this Says Pretty Much Everything Of How I Have Been Feeling
"Cold Cruel World" [Intro: Random people talking] I don't know what to do anymore After I quit with medicine I became psycotic I suffer from depression Complete depression Had it my whole life I have had it so bad that uh... I had anxiety Been diagnosed with major depression Lots of phobias, lots of fears Anxiety, panic attacks Manic depression before, I didn't think that Depression could be so bad [Verse 1:] Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion Do you know what it is to sit a 3am With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin' Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from endi
When I Close My Eyes....
 When i close my eyes.....I dream of you,doesnt matter the time of day. Thoughts of you run thru my head. I have known you for a short time now and our paths have never crossed...I am waiting for the doesnt matter,morning noon or night...thoughts of you run thru my head.
The Harvest
"The Harvest" (feat. AMB) [AMB 2x] Its the time for the harvest Time of the harvest Its the time of the harvest Your time [Bonez Dubb] My ride broke down on a mountain of dust im lost With nobody around i cant fuck with the cost Of the cell phone or tow truck or even the cops Nobody gonna find me untill my cold heart stopps (I started walkin' and all of a suddent the sky became rain) Seen a house on the way looked fuckin' insane With no windows or locks so i stepped inside the room Anything can really happen so im trying to leave soon (And then i seen a blade) Hangin' down from the wall theres no explaination for the crazy shit i saw Got me trippin' but i reached for the steel anyway Thats all i can say because after that day They say too many peopole died at that main highway I guessed i murdered them all when im possesed by the blade So they lockin my up for life and now im gone And the only thing on my mind is what i did wrong [Chorus 2x] Its the time for the
Southern Nights
"Southern Nights" Southern Nights Are Sippin On Henny Southern Nights Are Rolling Up That Good Southern Nights Are Hot Sticky And Muggy Doublewide Tucked In The Woods Southern Nights Are Pitchforks And Gravel Southern Nights Are Shooting Cans Of Beer Southern Nights Are Chasing Them Donkies Bitch Why Don't You And Your Girl Get Over Here The Southern Moon Exposes Killers The Southern Moon Is Hot Like Fire The Southern Moon It Knows Our Weakness Trips You Up Like Chicken Wire Southern Nights Are Warm And Sticky Southern Nights Are Swampy And Loud Southern Nights Are Home To The Skarcrow Posted Up Under The Moon And Proud Won't You Take Me Back To The Dark So Pitch Black Most Can't See Where We At It's Where I'm Happy Southern Nights Are Tipped Back On Soco Southern Nights Are Flippin Off The Popo Southern Nights Are Cruising In A Big Block Foot To The Floor Quarter Miles In A Parking Lot Southern Nights Are Hunting Chickens With A Spotlight Southern Nights Are Shooting At A Stop Si
The Faith Of A Dragon....written For Me By Gr808one
  She left the kingdom of a dark and saddened landSearching for something that she could not understandFlowing upon the winds of the darkened hot airSo she let loose the band that held together her hairThe strength of her strong and mighty wingsBrought to the darkness a rainbow that singsHer love was certain and oh so very trueWhich took away all darkness and made the skies all blueHer search was long as she still did not know what it's for Then upon her wings she saw him, as her began to adoreHe looked into the sky and saw her the beautiful sightAs the sun chased away the darkness of the shadowing nightShe flew down to him as he knelt down unto the groundAs her hand touched him with only the wind being the only soundThe warrior stood and gazed into her beautiful eyesShe grabbed his hand as they flew into the beautiful skiesThey landed upon a hill and made the most of their time of loveOnly then did she know, that what she felt was sent from aboveThe sun began to set and the night
Greedy Fake Fubar Friends & Family
Since I have had to start from scratch on this website after reaching the Level of 28 on my old account  I have learned that most the people on this site are greedy and don't give a crap about you.  Unless you give them Bling or you have Autos or Bombs. I have helped alot of the high ranking people on here level at some point or other and have never asked for anything in return. I don't know how many of you I shitfaced or buzz-killed or bombed Autos or not simply cuz you were my friends and have never asked for anything in return. Today I had to pay some of you that I have bombed and rated and blinged dozens of times  in the past that is just Fucked Up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Since the new levels were added everyone is out for them-self and screw anyone that may have helped in the past and now needs your help. I am about done with this website and the people on it.   You all know who you are and you should all be ashamed of yourself.  I'm usually one that can get my thoughts acro
Dark Heart
Where has my heart gone? It has left, leaving only a cold void… My tears have ceased to fall… My blood has turned to ice…. I now care about nothing or no one… Death does not frighten me anymore… I mock him…… I laugh in deaths’ face… Tempting him with every move I make… He lays no hands on me…. For death knows I am not to be touched….. Death screams in agony…. As once again I lay him out… Laughing at him…. I know at any given moment my hour can be called, And death can close his icy grip on me….. But I care not… For in my death I become stronger…. I will be ever immortal… Death knows and fears me…………….
Sex Survey
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? this a trick question? What is something you have always wanted to try? Midgets What is something you have never done in bed before? Feathers What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? PancakesHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?3.14 secondsIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? depends on circumstance   Have you ever faked an orgasm? no     What Part of your body are you self-conscious about?Manbewbz   Do you have any sexual regrets?yeah - If a lover cheated on you would you take them back?NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!! How Important is
Gothic Chick
"Gothic Chick" I fell in love with a gothic chick and she gave me everything that she was so dark just like her clothes how could I know, I love her and then let her go oh no I fell in love with a gothic chick it was fate you can see oh no I love her but she will never love me[Madrox] She had the Betty Page vibe Kat Von D tattoos around her eyes with the real big thighs so I'm like I could get it on with a vampire wearin a thong shakin them titties that you wanna put your mouth on Dammmn suckable fuckable lovable touchable she had piercings in both her nipples That shit stay hard right? like me she bent over I seen her thong had a playboy bunny I'm like look here hunny I'm in to Crow & all that shit I was standin out here watchin you shoppin at Hot Topic I love ya style you an actress or somethin? have you ever been up in films is it up for discussion I'm in to god woreshippin I like the video tape Hot bitches gettin horror bound I love your face It's cinematic I'll give ya more prick
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Stuff On My Mind
ok so just to warn every1 that this is not going to make any sense at all. i just need and out let and this is the best i could think of to use.   So here goes, my sister came over this weekend, and don't get me wrong i love my sis to death but she has got some probs that she needs to work out. anyways i go and pic her up from where she is living with this Fing LOSER B/F who really just i want to break his skinny little a** in half. anyway i pick her up and take her to the art institute for her financial aide meeting, she says she has a ride back to my house so i say cool i don't have to leave work to come get you. so she goes to her friends house and she was supposed to be coming over this weekend to spend time with my kids (her niece and nephew) but she goes over there instead, no big deal, but then she calls me and says that she is sick and wants me to take her home the next day, we had plans to go to the festival for the day and she was gonna stay that night too and party with us
Cougar by mysticgirl38Chew me up and spit me out you thought you knew what a cougar is about.Passion and heat, you know she has it now tell her you gotta have it. Nails down your back you moaned like you were on fire. This cougar bit you and now your the prey. Was this part of your dream you had? Like a fool your ace was high and she took it without a sigh. Free from all inhabitions inside. Now laying there this feels rite. The cougar didn't have the foresight. The cougar could no longer fight trying to be cool and tight. What a bitch, I fucked this up thinking I was riteous and could win. This joker took me for a spin and damn it, I let him win. The lesson here big and small, is to not think you know it all. The cougar loved you after all
my heart by mysticgirl38The edges of my aura ripped and torn around megiving room to the blackness that tries to invade methe emptiness reminding me every minute of every daymy continueous struggle seems futilebut not one that i will give up onthough i pray for a match for my soul it never comesto love unconditionally, i ve always donethe souls who i bump into never able to dounwilling and unable to feel the warmth from my heartmy love doesnt smother nor does it judgeit just isno limitations of how much to give or receive this is the love that i will wait for even though i feel its killing methis is the love i must live    
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Can You Handle 9.5inches Of Black Cock?
I have a 9.5inch thick black cock.............. How would you please my BBC? If serious, then lets hook up for real and see what you all about.
Looking At
looking into your eyes i see your pain i see your love i look closer and see the heart that beats forever wanting and yearning for love i  draw in closer to feel your breath against my lips it takes my breath away our heads meet and touch they roll together and i can smell your perfume i lean in abot closer and can feel you shake you breathing quickens when our lips bearly tuch as they do oour lips part  and we kiss deeper and deeper till we are holding eachother soclose we feel like we are one looking into your eyes our lips pressed against each others  a deep kiss that will bring a tear to your eye when it over  but it ever will be as long as your with me  this kiss will last forever in our hearts and minds even when i am gone  da end
Frigging Hilarious
So Steph made the funniest fucking thing I've ever seen ever. The pictures she used are what really make me lollerskate. Join me? Try JibJab Sendables® eCards today!      
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E.m.p.t.y. C.r.a.v.i.n.g.
i crave his voice.i crave the moans he makes.i crave his touch to my skin.i crave being blindfolded.i crave my hands tied behind my back.i crave his hand around my throati crave him pulling my hair.i crave the sent of his skin.i crave the taste of him in my mouth.i crave the taste of me on his lips.there was pleasure knowing i made him smile.that the sound of my voice could make him melt.that every morning he thought of me.& while he lays next to you...he dreams of me.
Where Are All The Real Woman At?11
Seriously...where are the real woman at these days?  Im tired of running into woman who think they are woman but yet are still little girls inside and give me the run around.   Im tired of the dancing around, i need a real woman who knows what she wants and once thats said will have her mind set to it.
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Why The Fuss? Because He Was A Pearl Harbor Hero
John Finn, less than a month from his 100th birthday, is the nation's oldest Medal of Honor recipient and the only living recipient from the 1941 attack, during which he was wounded five times. By Tony Perry June 28, 2009 Reporting from Pine Valley, Calif. -- In a clear, strong voice, John Finn told the group that gathered to honor him Saturday that he did not understand all the fuss being made about him."I can't believe this," Finn told the 500-plus people outside the La Posta Diner. "All I ever was was an old swab jockey. . . . What I did I was being paid for."   Young sailor What Finn did was take control of a .50-caliber machine gun at the Navy base at Kaneohe Bay, Hawaii, and fire at the Japanese attack planes that violent morning that changed the world, Dec. 7, 1941.Wounded five times, he refused to be evacuated and kept firing at the planes that were strafing the base and its sailors. Watching Finn's courage, other sailors rallied to his side, mannin
I Need A Vacation...
I'm am a work-a-holic and I need a vacation REALLY badly.  I need some suggestions on the most relaxing places you've been so I can figure out where I want to go. Also, I'm a single dude so I need a vacation partner in crime!  If anyone is crazy enough to vaca with someone as crazy as me let me know and I'll be your "sponsor" and pick up the tag if you make the vacation with you sound fun!!! Let a brotha know... Murphy
I Am Speechless.........
I live in North you have a camera phone? ......he says   I got me all sorts of shit luv.....why you ask?.........I say   Do you have a camera phone and a webcam sexy?...he says     I have a huge queer?..........I say   HUH???  you a man?..........he says     Yesssss..........your HOT............I say     I am sorry, I am not into bad.....take care.     He says   Now what??????????????   hehehehehe  
Saddens My Heart
  Being one of the first to find out Michael Jackson died completely broke my heart!  I am not sure how to handle it.  I try so hard not to let it get me down, but everyday all day it does.  He meant SO MUCH to me that I really can't even begin to describe the pain I am in.  I need some advice, but no one seems to understand!  I miss him.  There will always be an empty spot in my heart and in my soul.                                  Michael Jackson                                     1958-2009
My mind  Like a twisted maze Clouded  With thoughts of frustration & sorrow Not sure  If I should bottle it or confide Hatred inside  Built up from pain & lies Clinching my fists  As I fall to my knees Looking up  As Tears fall from me Arching back  Screaming in rage Somebody please  Release me from this cage!    
Maj's Sex Survey
  (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually? this a trick question? What is something you have always wanted to try?hmm i think ive tried most of my fantasies..except a 3 some with adam beach and viggo mortenson What is something you have never done in bed before?im sure theres a lot of weird freaky fetishes to list here.. What time of day do you like to have sex?preferably when  im awake.. What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?the trail...How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?depends on how good the kiss is..If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?depends..if its a relative like my mother..eww no Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? depe
i only like gurls no guys
Just a quick update on the psych eval that I had to take today for the transitional place. I went in this morning and met with the doc, we talked for about 10 minutes then he had me do a 370 questions on this Mississipi scale test. Was all true and false.... The doc popped his head in and told me he was going to lunch to just shut the door when I was done and schedule a follow up with him at the front desk. When I went up there and the receptionist told me that he didnt have another appt available till July 13th, I just about had a breakdown (in my mind). I explained to her the situation and how dire it is that I get in sooner, she said she seen some cancellations but couldn't remove them at the moment and she would call me this afternoon. Well when she called, she got me in TOMORROW!! I told her she rocked! So hopefully he has went over the testing because I need him to fax the report over.... I am scared he is gonna tell me I am in a major depression :( The questions really hit me on
Cool Site!!
- Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?   - Strike a pose and act like you're famous.   - I'm going to smile like nothing's wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its all a dream, and pretend he's not hurting me.   - Its the little things that made me fall in love with him. (:   - Sometimes you just have to smile, pretend like everything's ok, hold back the tears and walk away.   - I solemnly swear that I am up to no good.   - Dear Heart, I met a boy, prepare to shatter. (:   - Note to self: it is illegal to stab people for being stupid. (:   - But the sad part is, we weren't even dating and he still broke my heart.   - Strength is nothing more than how well you hide the pain.   - Side by side or miles apart, friends are forever and close to your heart   - A verbal contract aint worth the paper its written on.   - The only way to make someone trustworthy is to trust them.   - Advice is what we ask for when we already know th
Brains Foggy
Dont know what a blog is but here goes: When life is so bad that you don't want to make it to retirement, to look forward to paying high medical bills because you had to abuse your body working long hard hours to make a living,  Where's the golden years they talk about Know wonder people self medicate to make them happy,  Night falls on yet another sunset that I tend to ignore due to time worring or working. Frost glistning on a small tree as I drive by brings back a small short lived feeling of the wonders of the world. Years of wondering & waiting for your life to come together & it will be great and ment to be fade with age and years of work and real world experiance, then you realize half of your life has been waisted to your obligations and fear of having a screwed up life. Even when you feel like your morning over the death of a failed past and you cant find a way to let go and move on, w/everything and anything reminds you of she is happy as hell. Memories of me are like h
Here We Go Again....
As most of you know, I have been on Fubar on and off since it was Lost Cherry. I was diagnosed with an incurable disease a month ago and was hospitalized and just recently came back to Fubar. I had missed my old friends and was hoping to make some new ones too. I thought I had and maybe more and I opened myself up and trusted someone again and come to find out I had trusted the wrong person. With everything I am going through healthwise it was tough to know I had been lied to and he tried to play me. My first instinct was to leave Fubar once again but as I sit here and think about it I am not going to. I will be taking some time off now and again for more medical tests and treatments but I refuse to let someone run me off especially someone that is untrustworthy and a liar. I really need my friends to get me through this and some advice would help. I would like to warn woman about this guy but won't put his name out there. Just be careful all. Thanks for reading this and for all of you
Something Silly
Being that my birthday came around had to renew my dirving license.  I passed the eye test and the written exame okay and paid my $30 bucks to Uncle Same in case they need to bail out another bank someday.   Then got in line to have my photo taken. Now normally we like to look good in our photo ID because everyone wants to copy it.  But this year I was determined to get the worse picture of me tha that the DMV has ever done (and they have done a few dissapponting pics before so why try to look cool or fantastic?).  I did not shave for a few days,  wore some old shirt and tried to make my hair stick out funny like.  Did not smile.   My objective was to look like a worthless bum.   This is the most fun I ever had at the DMV office.  And it did not take long (no long lines) because I live in a hick town. I can hardly wait to see the results when I get my worse looking photo on a driver's license - ever issued to me.   Just wait til the next cop wants to see it,  or one of those banker
Hiding Out
I've missed all you fuckers, things have been crazy lately - but mostly in a good way.   Work has been busy as hell lately, which is a good thing, especially when people are lucky to be working these days.  M oldest graduated - woohooo!  She just barely missed graduating with honors (3.98 GPA for 4 years).  I got to  see the lovely Miss Katie Mae while I was in SC weekend before last :) and I'm moving this week!  So, hopefully soon things will be normal, well, as normal as things get around me, and I'll be on line.  I should have internet in the new place on Friday
My Life Is A Adventure!!!
Well as most know that I will be switching college's soon since I am on my last semester with Everest University in Melbourne,FL. Right now I am babysitting full time with two wonderful kids an expanding myself. Update on my heart condition, I have to cut caffeine doctors orders right? NOT gonna happen I love coffee and soda especially tea, I am not cutting caffeine. Also doctor told me I could get pregnant he suggest I don't, as for that I am not sure even if I can anyways with how high my stress level gets anyways. An for my hardest subject to talk about an yes it is true my grandmother Patricia Joan Kissel passed away my moms mother, she died June 12th,2009 at 3am or sooner than that, we went to Florida for her funeral which it was beautiful have pictures of it thanks to my brother Matthew for having his camera with him. My career also is gonna be if I can do it is Film & Video,Photography and English Teacher those are my goals to reach as well as my GED. My life has turned around s
Just Wanted To Say....
 Hey fuckerzzzz! :)
I get asked why I always mess with those "popular" mummerfolk women. Answer is:   Don't be a fcukin cunt hypocrite and find a needle in someone else's  eye, when you havea  log in your own. There is nothing more pathetic and disgusting than a woman that neglects her children, especially for a sake of an online bar. Its fuckin sick, and I hope those cunts get cancer and die, givin up the kids into better hands.   Growin up, my mom would forget that I exist for most of her spare time, but she had sorta excuse: gettin her PhD in bacteriology or losing herself in books.  So I felt the wonderful aftereffects of being raised by my friends' parents, who would feed me and iron my clothes.   These whores dare to make fun of others in mumms, while whoring themseves out for blings, blasts, HHs, etc like 2 cent trolls. While their kids are running around, bein on their way to delinquency.   Its the cunts like that that should be sterilized forcibly before they spread their vile seed and ma
I get to spend all morning in the airport...     to pick up my brother who I've not seen in over two years.       Best birthday gift ever. He totally surprised me and....I'm so excited I've been giggling for hours now.     ~Dances all happy like~     Mmk, thank you. Carry on. =P
This Weeks Flowers Inspired By And Dedicated To....
I'm sooooo happy we've met!!! I really do ♥ you!   His arrangement *grinz* ♥ PoStaL  
How It B How It Go
well when things r tuff never give up on what believes in u cuz this person will never give up on u and yr situations u r in, cuz they wont ......this new life this person has is open for u and yr situation how do i get these words across just a wink a smile or a smooch will let me no u r ok im bout to leave and wont b on just need to no u r ok and that u no im on my way to meet my destination got couple hrs left and im gone... let this new walk of life be the best thing that happened for u and me
Daily 11's
That's When U Relize!
And that's when u relize he's the guy you're crazy for,the one who makes you laugh on the worst days,he's not perferct,but neither are you.Sometimes he's stuborn but u wouldent want him any other way.He makes you relize that it's possible to have permanent butterflies.Every love song you hear makes sence because of him,all because he cares so much for you,and you care the same for him!
Still Looking!
im still looing for ms.right in mt. if ur interested hit me up
Thank You
Thank you to everyone who has shown me love on here, it is hard to keep up and repay all rates. But I just want you all to know I am very appreciative and thankful:) I have amazing friends, family and fans, I love you all very much!
The Follow
Dark path hollows where to follow. A day is usually somethin in a reality of an episode. Pendin how much of what counts that makes fairly change. In feelin strange so much deranged. All livin goin through the ill mental society of where things are goin to be. Literally how one can see. Dysfunctions mental ill sane bilities. One can go one on whether what one thinks. To find sink their teeth in to the gold. Where life folds. Minor mear such look with fear nothin's clear. Matter or not if i'm makin sense see through all that is here. The everyday change in struggle. The everyday life that tuggles. Of what we fall into puddles layin hard on the ground hurting blood spurtin. Remember reality is nothin but in the episode of how you go. Cuz what all is there out to know. Except when it's all over n everything that begins ends.
Velvet Dreams
no matter how hard i tried  the dream would come to me  each night  a soft breeze would come  id feel it tickle across my face the sound of water  gently splashing against the shore lulling me deeper into slumber relaxing me further then  a velvet touch along my skin a touch along my legs .. teasingly soft along my hipbone across my stomach quivering wakes following its path biting my lip  just as those velvet fingers touch my underside of breast i hear my name  calling from somewhere i awake  shivering shaking alone in the room tears fresh down my face my heart knows you my body craves your touch who are you that haunts my dreams were you my past  my future  curling up tight  i cry myself to sleep longing for my velvet dream
I'm happy.       That is all.
Leveling Blog #472
thedeadlykisser " I use to be a schizophrenic, but we're both ok now "@ fubar 35,734 to Godfather
Dj Firewalk
Drop your mind off where it belongs
A Day Of Pondering
through out ones live, we always seem to sit back and wonder-was the decision i made a good one? where did it go wrong? will i find the happiness i long for-whether its within ourselves or with others, what we have learned and how the next time we can make it better. i guess what i now find interesting is that fact we all think these things but only when something more or less goes wrong. has this world come to a point where people only dwell on the bad things to where we look for them at every turn, we expect the worse but we forget to hope for the best?no matter who one is, everyone makes mistakes. thats life. last week i talked with an old friend, and he made a very good point that i didnt really think about til today. he said, "emotional attachment is what the human race is all about, its life lori, one day on cloud nine the other down in the dumps." which now has me thinking many things. first being, no matter how we look around at the people we come across, no one is happy nor co
Why is it ppl are so afraid of whats diffrent? It's not like im going to do something bad to you cuz i look wierd or strange. To me you are strange for looking normal and being afraid of whats diffrent. I just think it's silly that ppl would act like that...
Please Check Us Out
im the lead singer of this band you can check that out and tell me what you think.
Deaf Bookkeeper
A Mafia Godfather finds out that his bookkeeper has cheated him out of ten million bucks.His bookkeeper is deaf. That was the reason he got the job in the first place. It was assumed that a deaf bookkeeper would not hear anything that he might have to testify about in court.When the Godfather goes to confront the bookkeeper about his missing$10 million, he brings along his attorney, who knows sign language. The Godfather tells the lawyer, "Ask him where the 10 million bucks heembezzled from me is." The attorney, using sign language, asks the bookkeeper where the money is.The bookkeeper signs back: "I don't know what you are talking about."The attorney tells the Godfather: "He says he doesn't know what you'retalking about." The Godfather pulls out a pistol, puts it to the bookkeeper's temple and says, "Ask him again!"The attorney signs to the bookkeeper: "He'll kill you if you don't tellhim!" The bookkeeper signs back: "OK! You win! The money is in a brownbriefcase, buried behind the sh
The Week Of Intensity – Scorpio
You have a demanding personality with an attention to detail and great powers of concentration for any given task. You can be discriminating and judgmental. Getting the job done is important to you. You have a two sided personality one sunny and one dark, the sunny side has a seductive charm that melts the hardest hearts and the dark side is destructive and can inflict serious damage. You often project your emotions onto others and never back down from confrontation. It is difficult for you to forgive, but is impossible for you to forget. You do not tolerate criticism well. You value quality over quantity. You have a wonderful sense of humor and can keep those around you laughing. Strengths: Truthful – Discerning – Single Minded Weaknesses: Hurtful – Stern – Self Destructive
Hot Dog
I want to do something, but I don't know what. Good news though, I FINALLY have unlimited talk and text on my phone =]   Meat heads are wonderful..just sayin.
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Lbb Entry 16
Finally An Answer!
Well, after days of trying to get an answer, my Son finally got his flight plans today on his home coming. Talk about till the very end. Never mind the fact that people have lives, but I guess the National Guard does not see that arrangements on this end need to be made for his pick up. He got his plans at out processing today after graduation from AIT. He gets to fly in tomorrow night @ 1125pm. The only plus side is that he flies in to the airport that is like 1 mile away from home. Which is good really since I have to be at work at 7am and leave at 6 in the morning the next day. The rest of the week is so gonna suck. I am going to be so drained of energy. I will so be looking forward to my vacation starting on Saturday. My Brother and Niece fly in tomorrow morning at 1030am in Norfolk. My Sister in law flies in on Fri..
Lbb Entry 15
Lbb Entry 14
A Lil' Update
Well The other day at work, I started having chest pains, sweating, dizzieness and a fainting type feelin'   So, I went to the hospital After 2 EKG's, 1 CT Scan and 2 Things of Blood work done They concluded that it was'nt a Heart Attack or a Blood Clot in my Lungs   Infact, they have no fucking clue what's wrong with me   so, I have to see a Cardiologist on the 15th of July to find out   but my memory seems shotty, I feel weak, light headed all the time ..   this sucks .. I want to know wtf's wrong   oh, I'm more than likely diabetic and I suffer from Hypertension Joy   and I still have random pains in my chest ..
Fireworks Over Baghdad As Iraqis Take Over Cities
BAGHDAD – Iraqi forces assumed formal control of Baghdad and other cities Tuesday after American troops handed over security in urban areas in a defining step toward ending the U.S. combat role in the country. A countdown clock broadcast on Iraqi TV ticked to zero as the midnight deadline passed for U.S. combat troops to finish their pullback to bases outside cities. "The withdrawal of American troops is completed now from all cities after everything they sacrificed for the sake of security," said Sadiq al-Rikabi, a senior adviser to Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki. "We are now celebrating the restoration of sovereignty." The Pentagon did not offer any comment to mark the passing of the deadline. Fireworks, not bombings, colored the Baghdad skyline late Monday, and thousands attended a party in a park where singers performed patriotic songs. Loudspeakers at police stations and military checkpoints played recordings of similar tunes throughout the day, as Iraqi military vehicles
Ability Points For Auction
[ photo: 147678070 ] Click the link above to bid on ability points.  I am auctioning 7 ability points and the minimum bid is 700k.  Good luck.
Deep Thinking 2 ?
Can water get any wetter?
Deep Thinking
Whats red  and smells like paint?
I am bidding on tomorrow's Spotlight,  I would like to thank you all for helping me become a whore.....   I have to tell you that I will be stealing a picture from each of my sponsors. But I also have to confess that I might have misplaced a whole freaking list.. So please if i skipped you or forgot promise you will accept my apology now. Also feel free to tell me if you are one of my sponsors so I can sneak you into my special mention....   love Wicked PS i have had fantasies of all  the woman reading this blog
Sports Trivia
This trivia question will run from time of posting till 7:00 pm CST June 29th, 2009 this is an easy question so is worth only 3,000 fubucks for the first correct answer in the alloted time period. Who is the only undefeated/untied heavyweight champion in pro boxing history with a 49-0 record?
Shit That Bugs Me
Ok I thought id just rant bout sum shit that i think is stupid or just plain dont like! First off I fucken hate Monroe piercings! you'll never been as good looking as Cindy Crawford once was, so pull out the piercing n make us happy.  Second thing is these Stupid ass Foreign language tats that every lame ass unimaginative piece of trash seems to get! You really wanna surprise me, go to china or the middle east and read sumthing there, anything i dont care just a random piece of paper! BUT the thing is u fucktards cant understand what that chicken scratch actually says! ooh wow u know what it says, well thats only cuz u half witted retard read what was writen in "english" under the chicken scratch! Another thing i dont like is star tats! How unimaginative can a person be? "But Tweek why are u haten on my tat?"  Because you only saw the tat in a crazy town music video then on damn near every Suicide girl, or u saw it on sumone else n just had to have ur star! how bout u be more origin
Ever Wonder
 What a Guy Really Means When He Says... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "It's a guy thing." Really means.... "There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical." "Can I help with dinner?" Really means.... "Why isn't it already on the table?" "Uh huh," "Sure, honey," or "Yes, dear." Really means.... Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. "It would take too long to explain." Really means.... "I have no idea how it works." "That's interesting, dear." Really means.... "Are you still talking?" "You know how bad my memory is." Really means.... "I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first girl I ever kissed and the Vehicle Identification Numbers of every car I've ever owned, but I forgot your birthday." "I do help around the house." Really means.... "I once put a dirty towel in the laundry basket." "Hey, I've got my reasons for what I'm doing." Really mean
Real Friends
In my last blog I said I was going to delete Fubar.  The reason was because I have found that the majority of people on Fu are just playing a game and frankly I don’t want to play it.     I received some response from my friends, so I decided not to delete it.  I’m here to find friends.  I believe in long lasting friendships and for those who are real, I’m staying.  
Ok, Seriously???
Alright. This dude r/f/a me. And then once I accepted his request he SB'd me this: And since I said no, he did this: And also this: So I am reachin out to all my Fu friends and askin you to return the love that he gave me. Go down rate the shit outta this dude! Show him he needs to learn his place! I love ya'll His link is as follows:
A Mom :)
♥ A baby will make love stronger, days longer, nights shorter, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for. ♥ ♥ I Love My Baby & I Love Being A Mum!! ♥
When Life Kick's You In The Ass....
Have you ever had one of those days.... Where you feel like life has just kicked you in the ass? The good things you do...go unappreciated.... You try..and you be a good karma person... And nothing changes? Yea...that's where I am.... How does one make a their life...and ensure that the one's that are most affected by the change will be ok? I'm at a loss as of 4:34 CST....
Friends And Doing What Is Right
For me Friends become extra family members for the most part. I care for them as if they are blood. But every so often something comes up that causes a rift between a couple that I am friends with and then I am left with the feeling of doing what is right. Do you stay out of it or do what is right and share the info you have? for me it is often doing what I think is right and to lessen the pain one of the friends will eventally have to deal with rather then letting it go. At least this way they can say at least I was honest with them and they know that I was there for them.
Please Show Alot Of Luv Thank You
this is to all my friends out there in FU land. I am in the middle of moving from the north to the southwest so if I don't get back with you its because I didn't have time. once Im settled I'll be back on more frequently.
    Sometimes - I just need someone to talk to, to lend an open ear. Sometimes - I just need to share my problems, Sometimes - I just feel sad and lonely, and don’t know what to do. Sometimes - I pray with all my heart for a friend, Sometimes - I want to take a walk, and I want someone by my side. Sometimes - I need a bigger shoulder, on which I can cry. Sometimes - I need to see the sunshine, but the clouds are in my way. Sometimes - I just need a kindly word, and my friend, just to make my day. Sometimes - I just need a simple hug, to bring joy into my life. Sometimes - I just need to know that, there is more happiness than strife. Sometimes - I just need a simple smile, or to give, instead of receive. Sometimes - I just need to remember, that that i have friends, that they will always be there . but sometimes, i'd just want to walk away, to be alone just by myself, not to even even care.
Lyrics From My Wallet
Ive waited so long for you to come into my life and make all my dreams come true tell me that i belong to you the smile on your face and the impression it makes and just to know im with you brings me to tears the emotions i felt that very first night left me in a daze and shot fear up my spine then you kissed me, i went crazy so gentile and sentimental pencil and paper and mere words i conjured up cannot describe the time we spent together that one fateful summer Youre the most beautiful person in the world thats so cliche for you to say you dont know me anyways what have you got against taking it slow oh just so you know, what you are asking is private why are you trying to hide that the fact that you are "so original"
Dont People Got Anything Better To Do
Why must i give you the satisfaction? to see me cry, to know i think of you constantly? this wasnt all my fault. i took the blame yes, but it takes two to break hearts as we did. was it love? it sure felt like it...or was i being deceived? we sang in the car, ruined the albums i cherished, they haunt my dreams as do you, a stain on my heart and on my shirt. what did you think when i came home? were you relieved? or were you "hurting" as i was so naive to believe? i cannot shake it.. my heart is still mending and with every day passes so does my love for you. you were my best friend, someone i relied upon and shared all with.. now you are the bad taste in my mouth, no longer the tear in my eye, or last nights dinner in the commode, you are just a memory. like those past you will become what was, and when i find what is, you will be the life lesson i will pass to my children... the path i will urge them NOT to walk. you destroyed me and i hope you can live with that, of course you can, y
On A Lighter Note
I notice my friend list has reached 600. its a good round number. woo hoo!
Sharing My Experience: As A Witness To Love
Recently, I had an experience that I want to share.... unfortunately, I cannot really share it with anyone because it isn't really possible to effectively communicate something like this... I will, however, try.Several months ago, someone asked my assistance to help them sort out what it was they were experiencing. It was very troublesome for them and there was significant confusion about what it was they wanted and where they were going in their life.I tried to be as present for them as I could and listened to them with all the attention I could bring to our encounters. It became apparent that most of what was being experienced was, in some way, mostly illusory. The events which followed were miraculous and have absolutely nothing to do with the point of reference we shall call Ken Teel. Ken Teel, as I know it, was simply a witness. I mean this most seriously... primarily because there is no way that Ken Teel could have thought this into being.... All that was done was that I shared m
Ultimate Response
anyone in the seattle area who reads this and has a video camera keep an eye on the bridge tomarrow cause I want my jump to get filmed so my parents can see it. theyve been ignoring me for the last month cause they think I was exagerating about killing myself before ending up homeless, and if it gets taped and put online eventually theyll have to acknowledge that in these superfuckedup economic times familes have to stick together more than ever cause the corperations and the government they own are not going to do anything but stab the people in the back. wish i had friends to couch surf but i dont as i am a pariah. oh well. geronimo.
I have this sitting in my friends requests, I am kind of scared! Accept or Deny hahahaha!! Hello,my name is Tim.I live in bushnell.I lived in bushnell florida for 13 years. I look like a cross between Tim Mcgraw n stone cold Steve Austin.Im a very sexual man and im a very Maturn intimate and Passionate lover.Yes i have a very high sex drive but im very selective who I make love to. I believe that intimate and passionate lovemakeing goes way beyond just intercourse, it involves alot of sensual massaging n alot of touching n caressing. No Im not an old pervert.Im not out for my own pleasure n I wont make or force you into doing anything that you dont want to do.A pervert is only out to please himself and will force his sick n perverted ways on you.I love making love and yes Im a very sexual man but that dont make me a pervert. Your not a piece of ass or a slab of meat to me.Your a woman with a good heart and a good head on your shoulders who has feelings n thats how i will treat and
Cool Characters!!
Here are some of the characters people are using in their name. You don't need to know the codes. Just copy and paste!∩┐(◣_◢)┌∩╔═♥═♥══♥♥══♥═♥═╗╚═♥═♥══♥♥══♥═♥═╝★¯`'•.¸(¯`'•. ¸*★★*¸.   •'´¯)¸.•' ´¯)ღ ✿ ¤ ´¯`-´¯` ¤ ✿ ღ*̡͌l!*̡̡ ̴̡ı̴̴̡ ̡̡͡|̲̲̲͡͡͡ ̲▫̲͡ ̲̲̲͡͡π̲̲͡͡ ̲̲͡▫̲̲͡͡ ̲|̡̡̡ ̡ ̴̡ı̴̡̡ ̡͌*̡͌l!*̡̡Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ¸. •*´¯`*• Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Please Be My Friend
I need some friends please. I have so much to say and no one to say it too. :(
For The Fakes On Fu
i will be putting you here if i rate your pics but you dont return the rates and remove you from my friends and you will be here for my other friends to see so they wont rate you
thees an old saying i lke to use and it isdon,t walk be hind i my not lead dont walk infront i may not follow ,walk beside me and be my friend  and that what matters to me the most .
Rest In Peace Michael Jackson You Will Be Missed
Story Of Military Taps
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Crawling on his stomac
No Snares Allowed
“Thou shalt not raise a false report: put not thine hand with the wicked to be an unrighteous witness.”  The twenty-third chapter of Exodus concludes the judgments of the LORD upon those who would break His law, provides for feasts the children of Israel use to remind them of His priority in their lives, and the LORD’s promise to keep them in His way unto their entry into the Promised Land.  Elaborating the ninth commandment from chapter twenty, verse sixteen to not bear false witness (i.e., lie) about another person, this chapter begins with the LORD’s admonition to not do it, even if the majority (“a multitude to do evil” in verse two) is clamoring for it, if it would go against the revealed will of God.  One’s status in society has no bearing on justice (see verse three) if it’s to mean anything.  Equal justice under law; we need to live up to that. By verse four’s command to return a stray ox or ass to its master (even if the m
The "last" Blog
Person you called: I hardly ever call anyone.Store you went to: Target?Friend you've added to Facebook: Facebook?Person you hugged: TamThing you ate: Tacos, Chips and PepsiPerson you told I love you: SierraThing you drank: AquafinaThing you bought: Dominoes. Plastic Bags. Wipes. Serving Tray. Person to make you cry: Not going to say. Place you went: Taco BellTime you saw your parents: Three WeeksBook you read: Illusions - Richard BachTv show you watched: Something on DiscoveryPerson that made you laugh: CrystalPerson that said something nice to you: ShadowVacation you went on: Oooh.. Please define, "Vacation"Thing you purchased online: Fu-Bling! What else??Thing you do before you go to bed: Say a little prayer. Make a little wish.Time you went to the mall: Last Summer?You made someone mad: Saturday night.Person you kissed: No kiss and tell!Person you saw: JenniferMovie you went to see: Taken. I don't recommend it.State/Province you've been to visit someone: IllinoisSports game youve wa
Stupid Computer!
I'm going to throw the damn thing if this keeps up!
July 6 To 12... 2009
i will be gone which means i will not be online for a while . i will be down in lansing michigan .. workin backstage at common ground . heres the link to where i am goin ... lots of good bands playin there and will meet them and hang out with them . so i will get tons of good pics while i am gone ..
Venus Doom
Leave all behind now to watch her crawl Through our dark gardens of insanity She'll be the light to guide you back home Just give her a kiss worth dying for And open your arms [Chorus:] Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All dreams are of you My venus doom Grieve all your hearts out and she'll writhe enthralled In tragic ecstatic agony And in her flames we will die some more Just show me her life worth living for And light up the dark [Chorus] Hold me inside your infernal offering Touch me as I fall Don't lose yourself in this suffering yet Hold on Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed Watch me fall for you My venus doom Hide my heart where all dreams are entombed My venus doom All tears are of you My venus doom
Poison Heart
No one ever thought this one would survive Helpless child, gonna walk a drum beat behind Lock you in a dream, never let you go Never let you laugh or smile, not you Well, i just want to walk right out of this world 'cause everybody has a poison heart I just want to walk right out of this world 'cause everybody has a poison heart Making friends with a homeless torn up man He just kind of smiles, it really shakes me up There's danger on every corner but i'm okay Walking down the street trying to forget yesterday Well, i just want to walk right out of this world 'cause everybody has a poison heart I just want to walk right out of this world 'cause everybody has a poison heart A poison heart A poison heart A poison heart Yeah You know that life really takes its toll And a poet's gut reaction is to search his very soul So much damn confusion before my eyes But nothing seems to phase me and this one still survives I just want to walk right out of this world 'cause everybody has a poison
A Solitary Man
Melinda was mine 'til the time that I found her Holdin' Jim And lovin' him Then Sue came along, loved me strong, that's what I thought But me and Sue, That died, too. Don't know that I will but until I can find me A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man I've had it to here - being where love's a small world A part time thing A paper ring I know it's been done havin' one girl who loves you Right or wrong Weak or strong Don't know that I will but until I can find me A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man Don't know that I will but until I can find me A girl who'll stay and won't play games behind me I'll be what I am A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man A solitary man
U Rememba
hey do u rememba when we used to just park the vehicle  get out it was so cold but we would go for a walk  n hold hands while walking i do  do u
Moron On The Week...well Maybe 3 *lol*
Ok so I'm doing the usual mumm-foolery and this idiot comes along...       Then just a few minutes ago I get this SB..which I blocked *LOL*     And my personal fave..this one was after I posted to her mumm in my civil fashion...     My queation to you is.. which one is the bigger moron of the three?
Want My Points For 12 Hours? Here's How :)
I am offering every single point I make in a 12 hour period to people who get me a 135 credit bling pack. You can pick the 12 hours, to a point.(This is the new ability that Angels get when they reach Virtual Virgin.) The price of the bling pack includes me running an auto during your time. If you would like a HH to run, then you would have to get me that and tell me when you want it scheduled. Anything else you would like to do to promote more points is fine - within reason.
Movie Review
Ok,I've been going to the movies for the past 3 weeks now and I've noticed that the critics suck!  The first movie I seen was night at the museum,and it was good,not as good as the first one though.It was funny but the other actors seemed to steal the show more then Ben Stiller.The next movie was Year One with Jack Black,the critics didn't like it,well it was hilarious! My girlfriend and I laughed from the beggining to the end! Jack Black is still one of the funniest guys in movies today other than Adam Sandler.This week I saw Transformers rise of the fallen and it was awesome! I thought it was better then the first one! It had action right from the very beginning of the movie and had a good deal of comedy,Shia Lebouf was outstanding as usual. I would recomend anyone seeing these I see more I will post more of my reviews.
Drag Me To Hell...
So I finally got a chance to go see Sam Raimi's Drag me to Hell, and I wasnt disappointed. It was actually pretty good. There were a few flaws, but every movie has them. If you liked any of the Evil Deads or Army of Darkness, this was kind of similar as far as the scares went. With a lil bit of comedy during the scary parts to lighten it up a bit. I was just glad to see a loan processor get tortured throughout the whole movie. She was a selfish, heartless bitch (kinda like every loan processor I ever met was) so it was satisfying to see her suffer all through the movie :) I liked it. It was a goofy, campy, scary movie. Id recommend it to people, but I know people have different tastes in movies.
Maj's Survey
What Color​ Is Your Tooth​brush​?​ white with yellow and green Name One Perso​n That Made You Smile​ Today​?​ Jayne What Were You Doing​ At 8 Am This Morni​ng? fubaring What Were You Doing 45 minutes ago see above What Is Your Favor​ite Candy​? Green & Blacks Espresso Have You Ever Been To A Strip​ Club? yes What Is The Last Thing​ You Said Aloud​? bye What Is The Best Ice Cream​ Flavo​r?​ Rocky Road What Was The Last Thing​ You Had To Drink​? Iceland spring water What is The Longe​st You Have Gone Witho​ut Sleep​ing? over 24 hours Have You Ever Made A Promi​se You'​d Die To Keep?​ yes Have You Bough​t Any New Cloth​ing Items​ This Week?​ no What Is Your Favor​ite Flavo​r Of Popco​rn? hot n spicy Who Is The Last Perso​n You Sent A Messa​ge To On Faceb​ook? Lan
Michael Jackson A Molester? Not!
This One Kinda Blows
i'm really annoyed at the fact i'm spending this one alone.... maybe it's a good thing.... oh well... maybe i'll spend it getting tattooed for a few hours
A Fun Game
A fun pool game to play with your bottom/sub –  Dunk Dunk The Goose   Objective - The game objective is to dunk the other person first   Set up – Dom/Top and sub/bottom get in the shallower end of a standard backyard pool with their foreheads pressed together.  Heads do not have to remain pressed, but this is the ‘face off’ to start the game.   Rules –  Only the Top/Dom can use their hands, until the moment the sub/bottom accepts they have been forced under the water during a DUNK. The bottom/sub can only use their feet and head to redirect the Top, not to intentionally injure, before a dunk attempt. The bottom/sub is allowed to ‘fight back’/’defend themselves’ with the allowed parts within reason.    *it is recommend the hands of the bottom are either kept in their pockets or bound in some fashion, as they have a hard time sticking to this one otherwise.   Once submission of the DUNK has taken place by the sub, if the r
come check it out its a cool area to chill  
Heres To The Girl
heres to the girl in the little  red shoes shell drink ur liquor shell drink ur booze  she aint got no cherry but thats no sin  she still got the box the cherry came  in cheers drinki up
Joining Fubar
I love being part of this awesome group of people :)...
Why Post & Hide?
Why do people put NSFW pix on here then mark them private?  
If I disappear this is why... Hi Scrapper,Okay, here's my little story:I got a picture of a fully clothed woman taken from behind marked NSFW. (see my default album) The only skin that was showing was her arms. I was angry, so I marked a fubar support picture NSFW. One of your bouncers - DollyDagger told me that act alone was against the TOS agreement. This seems like a double standard don't you agree? Then, she told me having NSFW Bouncer is an A$$ in my status is against the TOS agreement. BTW Ass is written in the bible and now allowed on TV and the radio. Look, I like this site. I come here every day. I don't want to cause problems but maybe some of these things should be reviewed an reconsidered. I'm writing this not only to give you constructive criticism but now I fear DollyDagger is going to delete my account over this sillyness!  
  Royalty is becoming more of a mixed dream symbol in contemporary dreams. Three hundred years ago, it would have been a universal symbol of wealth and power. However, as we become more aware of the struggles royalty face, it is more common to dream of them in relation to our own daily struggles. Many times our dreams are a search for persons who can identify with our inner struggles. As royalty divorce, grieve, and grow-up in the public eye, we look to them as symbols to reinforce our own daily crises. Or we dream of them in an effort to attach the splendor of their lives to our normal lives. Becoming a member of royalty is often a wish-fulfillment dream for wealth. However, if your dream includes an element of returning to the era of monarchy, the dream may also include a desire to assert oneself more powerfully in a particular area of life, whether it be in a financial or emotional realm. Looking at who serve in your court and in what capacity would be a worthwhile examination.
Telephone   The telephone often appears in dreams as a link between you and other dream characters who are physically inaccessible, but influential on the dream outcome. Many times, you will know who is on the other end of the phone before you pick it up to speak in your dream. The way you connect yourself to others with the dream phone is important. To whom is also important. The phone is often called the next best thing to being there. Consequently, using the phone in your dream indicates that while a person is influential in you life, they are not as connected with you as perhaps they could be or you would like them to be.
Sending Coded Messages
Sending Coded Messages   We all go through times of struggle against the world. In these times, we are inclined to hold our cards pretty close to our chin. In dreaming, this may be expressed as sending coded messages or communication.Privacy is a tenuous feature in this world. The need for human association calls us toward exposure, while our need for personal security draws us to pull the shades. Consequently, we simultaneously expose and cover through coded communication. This dream may reflect a feeling that only one or two people in your life can comprehend your deepest thoughts and fears. Another scenario is that you are looking for a safe way to express guilt. A third option is that others cannot comprehend your meaning. Who is the message for and why did it need to be coded? Did the receiver understand the code? Were you in captivity, spying, or trying to conceal your meaning in a public forum for other intentions? This may indicate that the code is a metaphor for a deep
Zipper   Zippers are a convenient, yet potentially frustrating or painful, invention of the fashion world. Dreaming of zippers is often dreaming of efficiency, convenience or maintaining a well-groomed personal appearance. However, if the zipper is stuck, it can become a dream of being thwarted, feeling incompetent and lacking problem-solving resources.
Earth   The Earth has numerous symbolic roles in dream language. Mother Earth and Mother Nature are idioms used to describe the Earth as a source of life. In dreams, this often translates to the Earth as a source of our being. Other dreams of earth include worry over having a home, being outcast, or chaos dreams involving the end of the world. Dreams that include fear of environmental destruction may appear because of news garnered from the daily headlines.
A lot of things can happen to your home in a dream. It can be built or purchased, destroyed by the weather or war, or conquered or overrun by invaders. Most dreams about homes occur when there is transition, instability, or significant growth occurring in waking life. A home overrun is often reflective of instability in the dreamer's relationship to the world. Feeling overwhelmed is not unusual. However, if overwhelmed is the chronic condition of your life, then being overrun by a particular sort of person or animal may reflect the source of waking anxiety. The home destroyed may come with geographic relocation, financial pressures, death, or divorce. In these dreams, the home is being pulled apart or somehow losing its ability to provide safe haven. If this dream is occurring in your life, it is worth looking at what influences are stressing your life and the effect they are having on your waking life. A home built is an expansive view of what is happening in your life. Perhaps you
Candles often reveal a sense of mystery, romance, or supernatural guidance regarding the setting in which they appear. The candle can also be a symbol of providence or security as it may illuminate circumstances. If the candle has an unusually large flame, the fire may be the central image. Do the candles have a ceremonial feel to them? If so, other aspects of the dream may be requiring reverence. Is someone else holding a candle or candles? Often a symbolic gesture by a dream character-such as holding a candle-will indicate that they are there to lead you.
My Friend
This is my best friend from Missouri, you know..the one I'm spending the week with. She's been on here before but she deleted and now she's back. Could you all PLEASE go show her some love and show her a huge welcome back? It'd be greatly appreciated. Thanks! Immie@ fubar I probably have the coding wrong, but she's number 5 in my family!!!!
Friends And Whatnot
Hey you all.. hope things are going great for you guys that actually take the time to read my thoughts on for my last blog (just the video one) i like to share my music with you all from time to time and if you want to comment or add your own that would be perfect!I am recently preparing the arrival of one of my best friends from WV on friday.. im so excited since i have not seen her physically since 05.... so im very excited... im tryin to get everything together but on top of that my stokyness ( ha ha new Liz word) has got it to where im so excited i cant sleep hardly....oh well...The other night i got in contact with a longtime friend that i had not heard from for like what.... 6 years... i met her threw amtgard which was something that me and my ex husband used to do every sunday.... and everything came out... apparently she felt the need to tell me she was sorry for something that had happened while Rob and I was married... seems that Robbie emailed her... and from what
Maj's Survey-the Non Sex One
  What Color​ Is Your Tooth​brush​?​ im thinking its blue or green..cant remember the color but i know its made by crestName One Perso​n That Made You Smile​ Today​?​ no one yet​What Were You Doing​ At 8 Am This Morni​ng?​ zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzWhat Were You Doing​ 45 Minut​es Ago? brushing my teefsWhat Is Your Favor​ite Candy​?​ eye candy Have You Ever Been To A Strip​ Club yesWhat Is The Last Thing​ You Said Aloud​?​ to the cat :rem stop biting my feet dammit!     What Is The Best Ice Cream​ Flavo​r?​ spumoni​What Was The Last Thing​ You Had To Drink​?​ diet coke​What is The Longe​st You Have Gone Witho​ut Sleep​ing?​ a few days i thinkHave You Ever Made A Promi​se You'​d Die To Keep?​   i rarely make promises so yesHave You Bough​t Any N
Punctuation Is Powerful
An English professor wrote the words: "A woman without her man is nothing" on the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly. All of the men in the class wrote: "A woman, without her man, is nothing." All of the women in the class wrote: "A woman: without her, man is nothing." Punctuation is Powerful.
  CHRISTIANITY The belief that some cosmic Jewish Zombie can make you  live forever if you symbolically eat his flesh and telepathically tell him that you accept him as your master, so he can remove an evil force from your soul that is present in humanity because a rib-woman was convinced by a talking snake to eat from a magical tree.   Makes perfect sense.  
Confused As All H*ll
thursday my little sister left me a message on the answering machine that Dad had been  in an accident and she emailed me and she left the cell number.  I haven't called it yet because i;ve got to put that in my cell and i'm scared and upset that the email she said she sent hasn't gotten to my inbox.  but i'm worried that if it really bad i'll loose my dad when we've gotten to a good spot in our relationship after years of not seeing him.  i just don't know 
Real Life Friends On And Off Fubar.
This is for the people who ask to be in my family. I only add people to my family that I know personally in real life or if I have found them to true friends here on fubar since I have been here. You have to be very special to me if you are in my family. Please respect my  way of doing this and dont feel offended if I dont add you when asked. Thank you!
The Origin Of “taps”
If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia . The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention Crawling on his stomach
Caa #115
A dear friend of mine has a friend who is dying of cancer.  Please send Angel prayers of healing, love, strength and support to her, her friend and his family.   Love,   Doc
Best Of Intentions
I had big plans for our futureSaid I'd give you the whole world somehowI tried makin' good on that promiseThought I'd be so much further by nowNever could build you a castleEven though you're the queen of my heartBut I've had the best of intentions from the startNow some people think I'm a loser'Cause I seldom get things rightBut you make me feel like a winnerWhen you wrap me in your arms so tightPlease tell me you will rememberNo matter how much I do wrongThat I had the best of intentions all alongI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plans Slipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsI gave you a ringAnd I promised you thingsI always thought we'd doBut my best-laid plans Slipped right through my handsTo show my love for youAnd if you could read my heartThen you'd know without exceptionIt was all with the best of intentionsSo here I
Not A Good Idea
i seen on the news that we are starting to pull troops out of iraq well i am sorry its not a good idea yeah i am glad the troops are comeing home but look we have been down this road before i know once we start to pull out things are going to go back to missed up but i gess the gov and mr obama think this is a goos idea i donot think it is  but we will see  
June 29th
    Sarge's Bad Girls June 29th, 2009 Edition Show The Sarge And These Fine Bad Girls Lots Of Love! SweetSexyLatina? The Sarge a/k/a Sarge's Bad Girls^?Metal Baby?^
why wont the Fu let dudes on??......Hmmmm?
Show Me Your Hands..
Sometimes things get twisted and you find yourself in an open desert with a mute ice cube and a slow fighting spirit. I know that despair and love are as old as the world but a desert is always a desert. Now I know why silence took over our lips, and the reason is that the clock does not have the time, does not have the fear. The fact is that we are not able to isolate the rest of this world where humans exchange their dream for pure air. Please give me just one excuse that can save us, or one that can cause the seven seas to swallow us up, but do not take the courage from me.Now open your hands, show me the palms, let me see them, and now tell me if there is a bit of hope in them. Show me your hands, the ones that were used to caress me and the one that is being used to hurt each other now.Maybe it is because for you, I am just a zero to the left and it is impossible for me to multiply my love times your desire to want me. Baby every time I try, I only get a zero.
" Imagination "
Imagination was given to us to compensate for what we are not; a sense of humor was given to us to console us for what we are.
Hope Ya Had A Nice Weekend
hi everyone especially all my friends and fansid like to take this minute to dedicate to ya my love and thanks for putting up with me this past week i accept now in my heart my son carl dennis banghart issitting at the great table in heaven im shcked now though he was taken so early in lifeagain if ya havent done it yet or ya have friends  donate to either cause in his memory thanks again  love benjamin franklin banghart sr
Lbb Entry 13
Fubar Is Screwed Up
ok my friends list keeps messing up i have like 130+ friends one day i get on it only shows 60 something another day i get on it shows them all pretty fucked up went to fubar for help ha didnt know anymore than i did :) are u having same probs? just wondering
Auto's For Sale
hey every one im selling my auto's 11(vip) 50grand fubucks =100 autos11 rated pic's $5.OO BLING PAK= 200 AUTO 11 RATED PIC'S                 100/ONE DAY NEXT 100 OTHER DAY SIDE BY SIDE)  
Why Can't Anything Ever Just Be Simple?
Why does everything always have to be complicated? There's all these thoughts inside my head at once, and then there's the feelings on top of it that I just can't seem to ignore, no matter how much easier it would make things. Normally I'm the type that can just shut feelings and thoughts off without a problem. And yet here I am, finding myself unable to do that this time around. I guess it's just different this time, almost like I'm hoping something comes of it. I've thought about being able to say so many things, and yet I just can't seem to actually do it. I guess it's because I'm afraid it will complicate things, and that is the last thing I want to do at this point. Don't get me wrong, I like the way things's just sometimes I wish I knew exactly the thoughts and feelings that were involved when it comes to me. Guess it makes things somewhat less complicated when I am easy to read, so it's easy to get a general idea of what I'm feeling, or possibly what thoughts I'm having
You wont be his first, his last or his only. He's loved before, he will love again but if he loves you now what else matters? He's not perfact, neither are youand the two of you will never be perfact but if he makes you laugh, at leas once cause you to think twice, and admits to being human, and making mistakes. Hold on to him, and give him all you've got, He's not going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him, that he knows that you can break. Don't hurt him, don't change him,don't expect to much from him. Smile when he makes you happy, cry when he makes you sad and miss him when he's not there. :)
Janey Is Late As Usual
  So London has been such a fucking pain this time. You see here is the truth, I was sick on arrival; I flew into Heathrow last week feeling hot and yucky. I secretly thought I had swine flu; mentally I was plotting my funeral. So, then I just got ready for the gigs and getting myself into gear. The coughing during the night freaked me out so much I had to stop smoking all over again (yes I slipped). So breathing is better since I had stopped again, but seriously I am concerned and need to go get my lungs check. So I called NHS helpline and they asked me all the countries I had visited lately, I gave them New Zealand, Hong Kong, Los Angeles and Scotland. She ignored all the exotic locations and dug her teeth into Scotland. “There are big out breaks of swine flu in Scotland” she shouted. After I listed all my ailments she reassured me that I don’t have swine flu but just The Flu. The gigs have been great though, I managed to do an Edinburgh preview which wasn&
Secret Admirer
So, I don't mind people opting to be my secret admirer. However, when it starts to become a daily event, it gets to be a bit creepy.
Just Me
i have come to realize that im a pretty good looking woman. And i thought that i was fat and ugle and that my husband didnt love me anymore. and the realize why i thought that was because i didnt love myself and i thought of myself as a mom and a wife and thats it... well know i know i look good and if someone doesnt think i am thats fine cause the only person that matters is me and well my husband. i just had a hard time dealing with the past and i didn t think that my husband would keep me and anyone that has seen the movie notebook knows what im talking about...i wanted my husband to love me and i didnt feel it for a long time but know i know that i cant live without him..... he is my world and im scared that his not going to be here....
My Heart And Soul
I lay here awake even though i know i should be sleeping. All these thoughts running through my head. As i lay here, watching you sleeping, so peacefully, your handsome face aglow in the soft moon light. My heart swells with pride as i remember the days events. The way you looked at me, your beautiful smile, when you came in the door after a long days work, leaning down kissing me softly, your warm breath on my neck, telling me how much you love me, your soft gentle touch as you pull me close and hold me tight. I love you more with every word, every touch, every passing moment of every day. And now the perfect end to the perfect day, laying here cuddled in your arms as i drift off to sleep. I love you heart and soul baby, always and forever. June 27th 2009
Keeping A Promise
A promise is a promise,For those who break a promise are unworthy to keep a promise, For those keep a promise are worthy to keep a promise.                     By outsider42
The Return Of ?
An ongoing interest and debate has been Planet X.  This allusive planet has been linked to the myths of the Sumerian Tablets, which speak of the returning of Nibiru (a mythical planet said to visit our solar system once very 3600 years due to its elliptical orbit).  Nibiru is said to be the home of our forefathers; the original creators of the Human race; the gods of the Old Testament.  Is Nibiru real?  The writings of the Sumerian Tablets as translated by Zachariah Sitchin and pre-date any known written history, seem to suggest that it is. Many current day "seers" and "self-proclaimed emissaries of Alien Beings" preach about the coming events, which will include major Earth changes.  I'm sure that even without a degree in Rocket Science, any of us can understand just how the arrival of a planetary sized object would impact the forces being applied against this planet, would have a major impact.  Of late, we're seeing our weather patterns change; major earthquakes reaching
Fyi Levels 26 To 28
Back in March I had blogged about my goal to get spotlight only to find out that once I reached level 26 I would not be allowed to get spotlight. Last week it was announced that level 26+ would be able to bid on spotlights on wednesday for a thursday spotlight. What they really mean is that you can bid but unless your level won't get it. Yeah, you read that right. One of the requirements to reach level 32 is to get the spotlight after (insert date here..i believe its different depending on when you level). There are users begging for fubucks when they have well over 500mil banked. That should give you an idea how much the spotlight will be going for. How do I know? If you click on their level bar that shows how much points are left until they level it will take you to their level requirements page. Flip through the levels. One of the requirements is to have 25 mil banked in order to level. It shows you how much fubucks that user currently has. I won't be shocked when the spot
Cheap Tramadol Online With No Prior Prescription
Cheap Tramadol Online With No Prior phone: 877-479-2455email: info@CheapTramadolOnline.usCheap Tramadol Online relieves moderate to moderately severe pain. It also may be used to treat pain caused by surgery and chronic conditions such as cancer or joint pain. Tramadol works by decreasing the brain's perception and response to pain. It also reduces the size or magnitude of the pain signal passed from one nerve to another. This medication is sometimes prescribed for other uses; ask your doctor or pharmacist for more information.Tramadol comes as a tablet to take it orally. It usually is taken every 4-6 hours as needed. It may be taken with or without food. Follow the directions on your prescription label carefully, and ask your doctor or pharmacist to explain any part you do not understand. Take Tramadol exactly as directed. Tramadol can be habit-forming. Do not take a larger dose take it more often, or for a longer period than your doctor tells you to
Now "MOONWALK" into heaven, "DONT STOP TILL YOU GET ENOUGH". But do u "REMEMBER THE TIME", wen "THE GIRL IS MINE"?? she was a "PRETTY YOUNG THING" and her name was "BILLY JEAN", you might "WANNA BE STARTING SOMTHING" but we know your a "SMOOTH CRIMINAL"...we will always "JAM" &always "ROCK WITH YOU", make a "THRILLER" but not too "BAD"...Neva quite knew if you were "BLACK OR WHITE".....but always remeber "YOU ARE NOT ALONE.RIP Micheal Jackson 1958-2009
Happy Birthday Mom
  It's my Mom's Birthday today drop by and show her some loveShe has helped many on here so why not help her get to disciple§µgªs Mºmmª@ fubar  
Fred Travalena
Impressionist Fred Travalena, a regular in Vegas showrooms and on late-night talk shows with his takes on presidents, crooners and screen stars, has died, his publicist said Monday. He was 66. Travalena died Sunday at his home in Encino after a recurrence of non-Hodgkin's lymphoma, which had first surfaced in 2002, publicist Roger Neal said. Travalena was known for the sheer volume of celebrities he imitated, leading to the nicknames "The Man of a Thousand Voices" and "Mr. Everybody." His act included presidents from Kennedy to Obama, musicians from Frank Sinatra to Bruce Springsteen and actors from Marlon Brando to Tom Cruise. Travalena started his career in Las Vegas in 1971, and for years was an opening act, supporting such stars as Wayne Newton, Shirley Maclaine, Johnny Mathis, Don Rickles and Julie Andrews. Finally, he gained headliner status in 2001 at the Stardust Resort and Casino, and joked that he was "an overnight sensation after 30 years in the business." A 1987 TV sp
So ,the results of MJ's autopsy finally leaked, and they found out that he was weighing 110lbs, and had almost no hair. Also, he had puncture wounds all over.     Why does this remind me of alien autopsy??
"ghost Of A Chance"
Chapter 3            He was sitting and ardently talking with a young woman about twenty, she was the one in the pictures.  And the young man was also in the pictures that Hannah had seen.  The young lady’s face was framed with a glorious fall of curls and her hands were captured in his.  As he spoke to her he inched closer.  Soon they were side by side and he took off her glove to kiss her hand while looking into her eyes.  Abruptly he captured her face and fell about kissing her.  There was a brief struggle and then a small moan of acceptance.  The kiss grew more deep and enthralling.  A whimper and another crush of acquiescence brought them closer.  She pushed at his chest and began uttering shy dismissals.  Shaking her head to try to convince him that what he had done was not appropriate.  He soothed her and captured her hand again.  He placed it on his heart and in a dramatic pose got down on his knees.  Speaking quietly, he edged nearer until his head was pillowed in her
Emotional Wreck
"I Am" (The Emotional Wreck) An emotional wreck, A tormented soul, Hidden in darkness, Living in a black hole.   A severity of loneliness, A deep depression, Physically incapable, Physically living in opression.   A heart broken, A heart shattered to bits, Silent screams of torment, Silently thrown fits.   Living in a hell, Living life an emotional wreck, Feeling helpless, Feeling strangled by the neck.   Trying to get air,
"ghost Of A Chance"
Chapter 2             A snap, like a twig breaking had her looking up from the book.  It was to see a flash of a white dress drift around a corner near the door she had come in by.  Hannah gasped, clutched the book to her chest and began to hyperventilate.  That was scary.  Again she used her breathing technique and calmed herself.  Hannah sat for a few minutes to regain control then she carefully placed the book back where she had found it.  Hannah took her courage in her hands and followed out the door and around the corner.   Just a few steps ahead she saw the flash of white again and jogged to catch up.  Still the white figure was just out of sight.  Hannah sped up her pace, hoping against hope to meet with this person.  The chase went on for a few more minutes until Hannah found herself in a room, extremely large with a huge chandelier hanging from the rafters.  The walls resembled pictures that she had seen of the old Atlanta homesteads.  The walls were white with large white
Lowball Rates And Racist Insults.
So I am minding my own business and this idiot gives me a bunch of 1's and tells me how much better looking he is, lol and some dumb shit.  Anyway the class act goes on to tell me too erase my profile and calls me a nigger.  I'm sorry I don't use that word and it makes me sick, white or not.  So to all out in fuland that are not ignorant racists please return the favor and drop this guy's rates and let him know where to get rogaine and some class.
"ghost Of A Chance"
Chapter 1                  The air’s heavily scented with mint, the sweet smell drifting on the late summer breeze.  The old front porch rocker creaked back and forth, pushed by the wind, while the crickets chirped into the night.  An old harvest moon hung in the sky lighting the area in a gray light. Old oak trees rustled and groaned their boughs praying for rain.  The old house lay sleeping in the night, washed with the light of the moon.  Late summer was here and with it no rain, leaving most people short tempered.  The loan occupant inside dismissed the faint creaks and groans that went with the age of the house.   Whitewashed and well-taken care of the house held its own against the elements.  Through a window the person inside could be seen dusting, moving furniture and then returning it to the original position.  She seemed constantly trying to do something, fidgeting and reorganizing each item on each surface, anything to occupy time.  The room was clean, cleaner that
My Angel
My Angel............My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be - To leave your home in heaven, to guard someone like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at work I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.
The Loss
The Loss   What sorrow sweet victory it is When I sit here in front of the mirror And see not the person I want to be But the person I least want   I have learned a difficult lesson Time and time again I refused To acknowledge my own Duplicity to myself   Not the ones that where in The line of fire it seems But Me, I hurt the most Condemning myself to loss   These so called friends Are they here for me now? The real ones are
Broken Bone
While leading a tour of kindergarten students through our hospital, I overheard a conversation between one little girl and an x-ray technician. "Have you ever broken a bone?" he asked. "Yes," the girl replied. "Did it hurt?" "No." "Really? Which bone did you break?" "My sister's arm." 
Dream A Little Dream
Dream a Little Dream   Late at night I wonder All the things unknown And then I drift on zephyr To a place different from Shapes and colours shift Behind a wall of haze Giving a sense of timelessness Until I look behind To see myself in repose Wondering of the future A ribbon keeps me here And yet I stretch out wide To grip the world of wonder Then race to my destination That I’ve never seen Encountering its people Yet they don’t see me Travelling on the wind
Plans Changed
YAHOOOOOOO. I worked it out with PNC Bank. No longer moving, at least not for the next couple of years. Was able to liquidate a $70K debt for only $10K & no longer paying Real Estate taxes due to being considered a disabled vet. YIPPEEEE. 
Chance   To take a chance is one thing To face it is another Chances are its not to good So why even bother   Each day itself is a chance You take the chance to live That bus coming at you It’s you or it, just give   Step on a crack break your back A chance sung by little ones Forget that stuff, never happens Unless you go for puns   “Chances Are,” is a song About love and mushy things So give it a chance i
4th Of July Auction Starting Soon...wanna Join!!!
      4th of July Auction Starting Soon!!!Wanna Join?? Keep Readin For Details !!!All ya gotta do is send me the 100K entry fee.. Send me a  with your offer and A link to the pic you wanna use. I will be making the tags for ya and making some bulletins for it. I will even be running a couple of tickers while the auction is going on to help bring in bidders from all across fubar. You will simply need to promote yourself and get people in there to bid on ya. I want at LEAST 10 - 15 entries before I start the Auction. Once I have your entry fee and offers I will get your tag made and that's it.THE RULES !!!MINIMUM BID IS 100K.. NO DRAMA... NO BULLSHIT.. JUST GOOD OLD FASHIONED FUN.. THE PERSON UP FOR AUCTION HAS THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY OFFER AND CAN ALSO ACCEPT AN OFFER AT ANY TIME AND WITHDRAW FROM FURTHER BIDDING..THIS AUCTION WILL RUN FROM 9 PM EST SATURDAY JULY 4TH TIL 9 PM EST SATURDAY JULY 11TH...THIS AUCTION BEING BROUGHT TO YOU BY BABZ!!  
Twnety Nine Lines To Make You Smile
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE1.. My husband and I divorced over religious differences.. He thought he was God and I didn't... 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it.3.. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.4... I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.... Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7... Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10..&
Attn: Ladies
Women are one of my favorite subjects for flyers. I’m looking for interested ladies who would like to submit photos for use on flyers. Check my folders to see some of my previous works including the CAUSTIC folder and the FLYERS FEATURING BLUE EYED SOUL folder. D4D is getting ready to start a new set of flyers for the bands TYRADE and CLINCH.  These bands are really well known and really great dudes. Just send me a message with a link to one or more photos you would like to submit. Thanks, L.A. Moore Drink 4 Designs
Another Example Of Liberal Vs Conservative, Democrat And Republican
I know Liberals read their bible, the NY Times and should know Honduras just had a military coup.   This lil lesson is for those who still have hope to be clear thinkers.  Our president is against the coup.  Hillary Klinton is against the coup.  Hugo Chavez and the Castro Brothers are against the coup.   Why did they throw the President out of office?? He threw out the Constitution and said he was ignoring term limits and going to stay President.  Liberals say – what is wrong with that????   WHAT THE F*CK???   Try to read slowly if you are Liberal.  The Supreme Court and the Congress agreed to oust the President.  That is why we used to have a balance of power in America.  So we do not have tyranny.  Yet our Liberal President and socialists around the world are against the coup....    That makes perfect sense to Liberals like Obama and Klinton… -------------------------------------
One Day An Employee Sends A Letter To His Boss To Increase His Salary!!!
One day an employee sends a letter to his boss to increase his salary!!!Dear Bo$$In thi$ life, we all need $ome thing mo$t de$perately. I think you $hould be under$tanding of the need$ of u$ worker$ who have given $o much $upport including $weat and $ervice to your company.I am $ure you will gue$$ what I mean and re$pond $oon Your$ $incerely, Norman $oh  The next day, the employee received this letter of reply:Dear NOrman,I kNOw you have been working very hard. NOwadays, NOthing much has changed. You must have NOticed that our company is NOt doing NOticeably well as yet.NOw the newspaper are saying the world`s leading ecoNOmists are NOt sure if the United States may go into aNOther recession. After the NOvember presidential elections things may turn bad.I have NOthing more to add NOw. You kNOw what I mean. Yours truly,Manager
I'm on my own, I'm all aloneNo one to help me, back to my homeThe flame inside, has slowly diedNo one to help me, help revive the lightIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideI crumble down, what am I nowNo one to help me, get off the groundNow tell me why, you closed your eyesYou wouldn't help me, help revive my lifeIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideIs there anybody?That'll help me save my lifeIs there anybody?Or is it just suicideAll that is left, is your regretYou could have helped me, regain my breathNow dead and gone, I lived too longThis blade that helped me, right all my wrongsNow I follow deep into this ever lasting pain and sorrowNow I follow through with all of you left facing my tomorrowNow I follow deep into the afterlife so cold and hollowNow with all of you left standing don't you even plan to follow
I Said I Loved You
I got myself a little story to tellAbout me and my ex-girlfriend MichelleNow some days were heaven and the rest were hellAnd all the fights where we would both scream and yellSo Imma let out my side of the storyNo fiction just facts all happy and gorySome nights we would kick back laugh and get hornyWe would fuck till we both collapsed passed out till the morning sun came upBut what the fuck some nights we would fight over God knows whatNo matter how hot our temperatures reachedWe always seemed to make up before we went to sleepBut I would dream of days where we wouldn't need to screamApologize after but every fight it seems to hard to reachPlease about to cry and drop down to my kneesI plead to God please stop this is it her or meI said I loved you but now that's a lossThe desire and fire is smothered by the frostOf your evil and cold and disgusting heart Leave me alone and I'll leave you to rotIt never mattered what I told her when her mind was made upThat was it, case closed and bol
So Sorry
I'm so sorry but I hate myself todayI'm so sorry it's time I end my life this wayI hate myself in so many ways I don't wanna play this game any longerCause I'm no stronger than when I was youngerCount my body out cause nobody ever gave a fuck or found meNo one ever took my threat seriously but how much more serious can I beWith this rope around my throat I close my eyes say goodbye to this life that I despiseWould all my friends be so surprised that then it is implied I had to dieI never wanted it to happen this wayAs I begin to tighten the noose I wonder if anybody is gonna be upset or will everybody forgetI never wanted it to happen this wayIs anybody gonna remember my name remember the pain or is it the pain that landed my face on the front pageI'm so sorry but I killed myself todayI'm so sorry my life just saw no other wayI guess you never know what you got until it's goneAnd my mom I'm so sorry but you gotta be strongI know it's getting harder as the years go onYou know I love you
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Fat Chunk Volume 2
  Not only does Jamie Smart make insane comics that make me laugh out loud and shit, he also oversees this anthology.  The first volume "Robots" was pretty good (in all honesty, any anthology will have stuff you like and stuff you don't), and volume two "Zombies" is available from Slave Labor Graphics now.      
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Outsourcing: Pros And Cons
Outsourcing: pros and cons Outsourcing of jobs has quickly become a controversial issue, with some people hailing it as a next major step in business and some calling it the second depression and recession for workers. Most economists are sure that this animosity is just temporary and will die as conditions develop and people start taking a mature look towards outsourcing.Companies should adopt a planned approach towards outsourcing and take into consideration the interests of employees, customers and vendors and come up with a reasonable plan.Outsourcing has many advantages but at the same time if not conducted properly can have major disadvantages that cannot be disregarded. Advantages of Outsourcing Concentrate on core competencies Gain access to foreign markets Stimulates trade and actually creates a stronger economy Achieve cost reductions - companies can save up on operational costs and can cut their operating costs to half by outsourcing Obtain expertise - from outsi
Beware The Demon
Beware the demons eyes Though his charms may be hard to resist Beware gifts from clawed hands Though they glitter and shine Beware his fanged smile What he offers will bring only pain Beware the forked silver tongue Sweet words can poison your soul Beware the picture he paints Lift the veil on the lies you may not see Beware the path you tread Pitfalls await you Beware the demons lies He seeks to draw you in Beware...  
Roll Call
  Llamas kindly go thru your friends list looking for Llama levelers rate there profile and leave a message below this will let us know who is active also leave a comment below so we can update our membership list.       Thanks  
Just Bytching
first off i want to thank every one that  returns the luv  on here weather it is  by getting me shit faced or  buying me a small gift of some sort and you all know  who you are .      But lately  i have been rating and rating  till my eyes are ready to pop out  and i haven't  goten anything back in return , i'm sorry  if i'm not a  size  2 and show tits and ass on here  or that i have perky tits to be flopping around  or that i'm able to spend  hundreds of dollars on here  for vips and happy hours   and  all that.   i just wanted to get that all out  of my system  and i hope you all have a great week .    p.s  you can either  comment or not  i  don't  care either way 
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Sex Quiz
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)==================================================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually? Foreplay! What is something you have always wanted to try? Being with another woman! What is something you have never done in bed before? Never been tied up What time of day do you like to have sex? anytime! What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? The desire in thier eyes How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?Never timed it before, but I love kissing!If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who it is...complete strangers excting. Family members....nervous. Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? Only if thier were families with children around. Otherwise I wouldn't car
I Lost It.
Today has been one of those days, where you really do think about giving up, especially after really bad news. Today's news has definally changed my life, and I'm not sure that I can bounce back to the way I was because of it. I lost one of my best friends to suicide early this morning. It really didn't hit me hard until later on in the day, when I felt like a piece of me was missing. She was and still is a big reason on why I'm still alive to this day. I use to cut, and when things would get real bad, she would "talk me away from the edge." We promised each other that we would always be there, we would always answer the phone for each other, and no matter what, I kept that promise for those short 2 years that I knew her, she was family to me, but I feel like I have failed her, I feel like there was something that I could of done to stop it, to help. But I couldn't. She was going to be 21 shortly after I would of been, and she was very proud to be a virgin, because she was saving herse
Meus Perspicuus Angelus
She has inspired me to change my world To make what was wrong right again She came to me on the winds Took my breath away She picked me up when I was down Held me as I was afraid Kept me warm as I shivered Made me look at myself and see what she saw Sang to me a song of love She came and forced away the monster inside me Tore away the ugliness and showed me the man inside She gave without taking Smiled with me through my tears She waited for me and called to me through the flames Forever with me in all that I am As day becomes night I know she'll be there Ever ready to hold me close and chase away my demons She told me once "You are not alone" I know that now My Bright Angel calls my name....
I Want You To Know
I want you to know... I want you to know that I’ll always be here for you I want you to know that when there’s no us anymore, I’ll still love you I want you to know how much you mean to me I want you to know that all I am is what you’ve made me I want you to know that no matter how hard you fall, I’ll be there to pick you up I want you to know that you don’t have to be perfect for me to love you I want you to know that when your heart is broken, I’ll sew the pieces back together I want you to know that love is real
Don Coldsmith
EMPORIA, Kan. (AP) — Don Coldsmith, a family physician who gained fame as the author of the Spanish Bit Saga novels about the Plains Indians, has died. He was 83.Coldsmith, 83, died Thursday at the University of Kansas Hospital in Kansas City, Kan., said his wife, Edna. She said he suffered a stroke June 20 after attending the Western Writers of America conference in Oklahoma City.Coldsmith was the group's president in 1983-84. In 1990, he received its Spur Award for "Changing Wind," one of the Spanish Bit Saga series.Coldsmith began work in the 1980s on the Spanish Bit Saga novels, which chronicle the momentous change in the lives of Plains Indians wrought by the introduction of the horse by Spanish explorers.His 29th Spanish Bit Saga novel, "The Moon of Madness," is awaiting publication.Jim Hoy, a fellow writer, lecturer and teacher at Emporia State University, said Coldsmith had a talent for connecting with his readers, even when writing about unfamiliar cultures.The son of a
Do I Want To Go Through This Again
I'm not sure if i want to do this again.  I meet someone tonight.  He's nice. looks are not that important to me never were, NASCAR fan (that's plus - - negative he's like Jeff Gordon :yuck) He knows I'm not ready to start dating again, and he knows that I'm handling alot right now. He's very up front and we discuss that he's afraid that I'm using him.  I never have nor will I ever use a guy for money, sex, or revenge.  (I've been used like that n know how it feels). We discussed a little of our past relationships n he sensed that I'm very scared at this time. He assured me he not a user, he's not for just for the sex, and he was very honest about right now how he's looking for someone for possible long-term relationship, but for right now he'll be friends with n hang out n talk. As I was sitting there, all I kept thinking was "What the hell am I doing? You are so not ready for this!" Now don't get me wrong!  He great but I have done alot of thinking about myself and i've taken a
Why Would A Girlfriend Dump A Guy After Over 1 Year Or So
I would like to know why a gal would dump a gal she has dated for about a 1 year who did everythign for her and help with stuff out of kindness and then say i found a guy who has 6 kids and has another gf with a baby??? im like that the well,she said she didnt want any kids,i dont have any but dam why go after somebody like that????????????i get freakin dump i dont know what the hell happen
My Book
Don't really know if this is cool on here, but if anyone is interested my book; Rantings Of A Madman is on sale. Send me your name and email in private mesage and I'll send you the link to my publisher. 
Loungin Levelers Bully
    Loungin' Levelers welcome you to come join a new and growing family of levelers. We are a hard working family and DRAMA free. If your looking to help others and yourself, look no further. Stop on by the home of the Loungin' Levelers and find yourself a hammock to lounge in!!! LounginLevelers@ fubar
The Big Party! Night 4
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast!               Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!       Night 2- Loverboy -- Joan Jett & the Blackhearts                              hung out with a great friend!       Night 3-  Vaughn Anthony -- John Legend              It was so HOT as in SEXY  -- I thought people were goin' to get it ON!!!!!!   Me is tipsy!   Night 4-  Need to Breathe -- Bare Naked Ladies
Lost But Not Found
Whispers travel through the wind clear blue skys become distance Lillaby Rain falls with no sound deaf to ones ears words become tears of crystal   Lost but not found Make ones passage the wrong one Closing walls like nails on a wall No hope but to dwell on internal pain   Live the life for what you want the say But they forget the falling rocks of torment Why such lost for one soul guess thats how it always end for now
Coming Back
I decided to come back to visit all my fu-friends, missed you all terribly.  I am slowly rebuilding my pics up so bare with me while I do this.  I really missed all of you, but I am back so let's have some fun
Please Read This: Animal Cruelty Case
Sign this petition now. As you may or may not have heard, on 15/2/09, Kenny Glenn (14) posted videos of himself on YouTube in a balaclava, torturing and abusing his pet cat. The cameraman was his 16-year-old brother. In the first video, Kenny starts by saying "this is purely scientific". The camera zooms in on the cat, known as Dusty, who appears to be sleeping by a wall. Kenny then proceeds to spray some kind of pesticide in the cats' face, before picking it up and hitting it repeatedly and slamming it against the wall. All the while, he is screaming things like "I hate you Dusty and you hate me" and "How do you like me now, huh?!" In the second video, it starts with Kenny infront of the camera, in a balaclava, using the nickname "Jimmy", then saying "But some people call me The Animal Abuser", before scoffing and laughing. He then invites the camera into his bathroom, which he calls his "laboratory". Locked inside the shower is Dusty. When Kenny opens the shower door, he picks the
Boo's Fault
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)==================================================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually?IT!   What is something you have always wanted to try?If I could arrange it, to see what it feels like to be engulfed in as many tongues as could reach me simultaneously from head to toe.   What is something you have never done in bed before?A lot compared to some Im sure, if its not my thing, thats just how it is.   What time of day do you like to have sex?Between 0 & 2400   What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?Their desireHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?I can kiss for hours, but sometimes attraction is more of a collision.If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?Ya need to narrow the "someone" thing d
I live and work in the edwardsville Ill.area and I really dont do much but get on my computer and check people out no harm intended,I like rating gives me something 2 do I guess,yes I do need 2 get a life right?but anyways people out here in fuland have allways been nice 2 me no rudeness if i do get it I brush it off no big deal its life,but at times I find it very difficult 2 get off the computer because once I am mind set thats it...I pass up supper time all my tv showes before I know it its time 2 go back 2 work!and the ladies are awesome 2 me out here the guys are cool 2...I guess I am just a divorced guy having his fun that he was not able 2 ever have...peace 2 all
The Song To You From Me About Us
Unpack you bags Something small Take what you need and we disappear Without a trace we be gone, gone The moon and the stars follow the car And then when we get to the ocean Gonna take a boat to the end of the world All the way to the end of the world Oh, And when the kids are old enough Were gonna teach them to fly You and me together, could do anything baby You and me together yes yes You and me toether, could do anything baby You and me together, yes yes You and I are Were not tied to the ground Not falling but rising like rolling around Eyes closed above the rooftops Eyes closed we gonna spin through the stars Our arms wide as the sky Were gonna ride blue all the way to the end of the world To the end of the world
So That You Fall In Love With Me
Either way is not going to be that drone out of the voice of that woman. If someone asks, I will confess that is difficult to wake up after a new goodbye. This situation always seem to happen for wanting to know, without the knowing how to love, without wanting my love.   I’m talking about the little time you gave me, it is better not to make the effort and to let it go. If the feeling goes then let it go because we wont miss it. Who could be loved by just thinking about her soul?   But so that you fall in love with me, I am willing to give you a whole year made of spring and I then I will place it in your hair with a brooch.
The American Flag
There are a few things in life that really anger me when it comes to politics, religion or what not. In this instance Its about the American Flag. I have been brought up to respect the American Flag and for the meaning behind it. It represents our Freedom and how our ancestors died to retrieve our beloved FREEDOM! I believe our men and women in the military as well. Because without them we wouldn't be this wonderful country we are. But when I walk into a store and pick up an American Flag to Purchase it. It States that it was made in China!. And THAT pisses me off to no end. I'm all for those that want to live in our country for freedom and what not. I'm not opposed to that. But to allow another Country to make OUR FLAG is down right insulting in my eyes. To me its a symbol that they can take our country from us without having to shed blood. Look at all the things that we buy daily that's made in other countries and less made in the U.S.A. We can thank the big business tycoons for t
Kiss Me, I'm A Prince!
Looking For Some Fun
Im looking for a female around my age and My husbands age, that is willing to play with me, or the both of us. If only willing to play with me, they MUST be willing to let my hubby watch. Its really the ONLY way he will let me have fun with another female. I live in Grandview TX So if you are near by and wanna have some fun, hit me up and let me know!
What's Your Sign I Am A Scorpio
A=​Q=​U=​A=​R=​I=​U=​S:​ the strongestTrust worthy, Sexy, professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent, falls in love too easily, Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt, Perfect! && 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost!A=R=I=E=S: freak in bedOutgoing, Lovable, Spontaneous, Not one to fuck with, You might end up crying;Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around,Erotic, Funny, Take you on trips to the moon in bed, Excellent kisser, EXTREMELY SEXY, Love is one of a kind,Loves being in long relationships, gets what he or she wants, Very Awesome personality, Stubborn,​​Addictive,​​ Loud,Extremely fun, Loves to joke,Extremely random and proud
Haters Flagging Pix Nsfw
My time to rant about Haters. People who flag your pix NSFW out of jealousy for whatever reason.  I had one account taken away from me because of this. I always mark my pix that are NSFW just that. For those out there that dont have a life get one and stop coming to my page if you dont like me.  This website is supposed to be for adults so lets act like one.  
Fwb? Bleh.......
Do it's not so much that I lead a double life per se, but that I have a life that I don't share for general knowledge. Part of this life is what I do in my own, or someone else's bedroom. I've been a member of a site for adults about 2 1/2 years now. And while it's a great site for just getting someone for a short term thing, not the greatest site for anything long term. I'm at the point in my life now where I want long term. No, not marriage, been there done that shit and I don't want anymore of that. But I also don't want a one night stand or even a fwb thing any more.   So I've spent the last 3 days with a very close friend of mine and all that we've accomplished in all our talking in those three days is that "he's not sure what he wants".  Now I may be blond, but I am by no means stupid. So when I hear a guy tell me this, it says to me "I know what I want, and it's not you. But your ok for an FWB thing".   Bleh!!!
Blame It On Stacie
You think I'd actually do the sex survey that everyone is tossing about?   PFFFFT!!!!   If you wanna know something...friggen Ask me :p
Blame Boo And Naked Rocker
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!)==================================================================================================What is it that you absolutely need sexually?Someone who's not afraid to explore and talk about what they want. What is something you have always wanted to try?More bondage What is something you have never done in bed before?Probably alot. Some I won't try because it doesn't turn me on What time of day do you like to have sex?Anytime. But really love the middle of the night slow wake up sex What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?their eyesHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?feels like forever. Love love love kissing. Can even get off that way if it's done rightIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?Doesn't bother me. Would just try to be quiet. And I mean
A Love Close To Lost
  "Wither thou goest, there goest I, two flames sparked from but one ember; both forward and backward doth time fly, wither thou art, remember."
We blog to bitch and we bitch to blog What shall we blog about tonight
Blame It On Boo
What is it that you absolutely need sexually?A man that likes to take charge..but has no problems letting me take charge every once in awhile. What is something you have always wanted to try? It's a secret ;) What is something you have never done in bed before?Probably a lot.What time of day do you like to have sex?Who cares? When I want it..I want it.What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?His smile and the look in his eyes when he looks at me.How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?Depends on how well he kissesIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?If they are in the next room, it doesn't bother me.Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river?No.Have you ever faked an orgasm?lol, yes What Part of your body are you self-conscious about?Every part of itDo you have any sexual regrets?A fewIf a lover cheated on you would you take them back?Probably notHow Important is sex in your life?Hone
Prisoners Of Love: The New Michael Jackson Tribute Posted Sat Jun 27, 2009 3:41pm PDT by Billy Altman in Stop The Presses!  Talk about deja view all over again. Earlier today, the 1,500 orange-jumpsuit-clad inmates of the Cebu Provincial Detention & Rehabilitation Center on the east coast of Cebu Island in the Philippines reprised their phenomenally popular 2007 viral performance of Michael Jackson's "Thriller" to honor the King Of Pop, who died Thursday. After that, they performed this touching new tribute:   The original four-minute Web-smash video, you may recall, stemmed from an experimental program started by local security consultant Byron Garcia, which added synchronized dancing to the prison's exercise programs in the hopes of spurring better attendance and more involved participation. And judging by the results, it was certainly a success, as Garcia's post of the convicts' conga lines cavorting a la Jackson and his legion of undulating undead became an imm
I Smile Because...
Ok, not going to make this long, I got way to many things to say on the subject. Michael Jackson.............a black man that made himself full of plastic and white; molested a boy, dangled own son by ankle over a balcony, and played with diapered monkeys while trying to convince people to bring thier kids to Neverland Ranch; and he is the idol of a Filipino prison that now puts on shows for the locals and tourists cuz he was thier biggest idol. Seriously, am I the only one that finds this fucked up?! Farrah Fawcet was a footnote in the papers in comparison, and she didin't molest kids, or dangle them, or play with small monkeys. I always knew I was nuts, but givin the option of what "sane" seems to be, I am glad I am crazy. I'm done.
Just Moved
Just moved to the area.  St. Cloud MN, just putting it out there, if anyone is in the area want to hang out or something let me know.  I would love an opportunity to meet some new people, as I dont know anyone here.
Micheal Jackson. Ffs Let It Die
As for Michael Jackson, I have no comment. Actually, I do have a comment. Anyone who's "sad" over Michael Jackson's death is an asshole. All you know or care about from MJ is his music and dancing. You're only sad because your entertainer is dead. That's all he was to you - an entertainer. How superficial and selfish do you have to be to mourn over the death of an entertainer. That's totally pathetic. Because the relationship was strictly one-way.You liked him because he entertained you, and he didn't even know about your existence. And now you have the nerve to be sad that he's dead. Total bullshit. The only person you should feel sad for is his plastic surgeon who no longer has a source of income and has to take out a second mortage.Do you cry when your iPod or DVD player breaks? Hell no. You go "Fuck." When innanimate sources of entertainment die, you don't mourn their death. Or when the guy playing guitar at the party randomly gets his neck cut off by a broken beer bottle flung fro
Level Her Now
I'm being demanding..but yeah. She's been gone for a while and decided to come back. She's amazing and she's my favorite fucker! MariaLoon@ fubar
This is a text conversation that I just had with Rich about his bills. His bills are always late. Once in a blue moon, they would be paid on time. Even his mom helps him out on his bill, such as his car payment monthly....he was telling me that comcast might be shut off tonight or tomorrow or sometime soon. He asked me if I could pay for his bill and he would pay me back and I told him "I don't think so" ......My reason...because he needs to pay more attention to his bills and be more responsable.... Me....Why don't you just call comcast on your break before it gets shut off Why do you always do your bills so late and pay them when they get shut off? Him...Well i would but have a check from om to cover but I was slowed from getting to a bank to deposit it. Me...So mom is paying for it? Is that the reason for the check?Him...Helping out not fully paying for it if I could I'd take care of it next check , but because of Mittens and the credit union, I lost the funds I would need to take
Moving Again
WEll my best friend Rhonda and I have found a house and are finally moving this holiday weekend. were so excited its a really nice house big and even has a big yard for our kids to run and play in. Sooo if im not on too much and wandering if im still alie this is why. xoxoxoxo to all my friends and famiy. P.S. Have A safe and Happy Fourth Of July
Whats Ur Sign...i'm Libra :)
A=​Q=​U=​A=​R=​I=​U=​S:​ the strongestTrust worthy, Sexy, professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships, Extremely energetic and funny, Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations, Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent, falls in love too easily, Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt, Perfect! && 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost!A=R=I=E=S: freak in bedOutgoing, Lovable, Spontaneous, Not one to fuck with, You might end up crying;Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around,Erotic, Funny, Take you on trips to the moon in bed, Excellent kisser, EXTREMELY SEXY, Love is one of a kind,Loves being in long relationships, gets what he or she wants, Very Awesome personality, Stubborn,​​Addictive,​​ Loud,Extremely fun, Loves to joke,Extremely random and proud
Twisted Comment Contest
TwIsted Comment Contest Running From 6/28 - 7/11 Each Co Founder will select their favorite comment and the 3 top comments will be awarded 1 Mil fubucks each. WHAT WE'RE LOOKING FOR ! The most sick, twisted, fucked up or ROTFLMFAO profile comments.. Leave as many as you want all week ! Have fun and lets get twIsted ! Thanks, Rick, Dan & Nik  
Day From Hell..
I was in a big bass derby on Saturday, and it was one of those days that I wish would never had happened.. it started with the dog waking me up at 2:40 to go outside. that's not a bad thing considering my alarm was set for 3. got to the lake by 4:30, boat was in by 4:45. I was walking back from parking the van and the trailer when Norm started yelling to me that the battery was dead. NOBODY would give us a boost.. so I had to pull the boat back out. I tried to charge the battery with the van. that didn't work. so I ended up taking my van battery in the boat so we could start the engine. the fishing SUCKED for us. we went back with 2 bass that were under 2 lbs each. there was 90 minutes between weigh in and the door prizes/awards, so we decided to take the boat home and then come back. that woman called me and asked how things were going, so when she found out we were going to be back at Norm's to drop the boat off, she wanted to go to the bar with us. awards SUCKED.. Norm got some ch
Spotlight Run!!!
    ~ Look Who Is Going For Spotlight ~ ~ Click On Either Pic To Come & Help Her Out ~ ~ That's Right She Is Looking For Your Help...Will You Help A Friend ~
A Self Set Goal That Only One Person Can Help Me Achieve
I have a rather personal goal thanx to my childhood, many think that my charm, good nature, wit, intelligence, and gentleman like qualities came from a fine upbringing if you are one of these people that think this you are wrong my childhood was rough rarely saw my father, i grew up with a single mum that did amazing things dispite the fact we were quite poor i always fought against her, but in the end she brought me up well to do right. Anway my goal is to become a husband, a father to do this i need some fine lady to help me. To my many friends on fubar who have helped me through these rough times that i'm going through thanx
I lay next to your warm,heartless body night after night i kiss your cold lips and feel a stab of jealousy and remorse.I told you i loved you, i told you, you were my one and only. Every time i look into those lifeless eyes of yours I think of the pain you brought upon me and Im reminded of the pain i felt when I heard the news it was a slap to the face and as I cried you laughed in my face. You murdered the love I had for you, you murdered the person I had become my demons  have been sitting quietly in the dark cave of my mind for sometime now the barriers are broken and I have no control of them. They take over my mind, heart and soul. may god show you some mercy
First things first, wearing all black for about 6 hours in 38 celcius is not fun. Now, I may have only been to one funeral that I remember, but they don't half do things differently over there. For a start half of the people who turned up didn't even bother wearing black, some women were wearing flip flops and bright nail varnish, others low cut tops and short skirts. Not exactly funeral attire... The ceremony was something new, 20 minutes of some greek jabbering by three priests after which everyone in attendance lined up and gave their condolances to my mum and her side of the family and her brother and his side of the family. As for the burial, that was something most people though was done badly. Firstly, the lowered the coffin in to the grave via two blokes, two ropes and much bashing against the sides and tombstone. Secondly, they proceeded to fill the grave in there and then, covering half of the mourners in soil dust, as well as stepping on the all the surrounding graves du
I Wont 50 Mil
I am willing to give bling or anything else just make me an offer i would like 50 Mil in Fubucks so SB me and offer what you think is far.
My Goals
my main goals are to settle with down with my amazing fiance dakota, have some kids and enjoy life, i aim at one day getting a 1967 shelby gt500 "eleanor" mustang.   on fubar i'd like to make level 25 (godfather) and to make my lounge Vampire cove the best.   to my darling fiance dakota i love you more than anything this world has to offer your my life my heart is yours to hold forever
Level Her Now! She Only Has A Bit Less Than 66k To Go.
Beautifully Broken@ fubar
Currently I've been using my blogs to vent about Drama in my life which seems to be something i'm good at writing out what's on my mind nad then letting others read it so here goes the latest peek into my drama and please feel free to write advice in the comments below..... A few days ago my sister came to my family saying she was RAPED and a few other things that happened that no one should have to go through and as usual because she is special needs we were inclinde to believe her and we took every step possible to help her and now she just wants to go back to the sick fuck who threatened to kill my 21 month old child as well as my elderly grandparents and now he's harmed my special needs sister and he has her so warped that she does not even trust her family and it's making me feel comfused and hurt and i don't know how to deal with the pain because i kno what it's like to be put through abuse and rape and alot of other unmentionable things that a person should not have to go thr
Alter Bridge - Rise Today
  The wind is blowing coldHave we lost our way tonightHave we lost our hope to sorrowFeels like were all aloneRunning further from what's rightAnd there are no more heroes to followSo what are we becoming?Where did we go wrong?YEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH WON'T YOU RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLD?The sun is beating downAre we ever gonna changeCan we stop the blood from running?Our time is running outHope we find a better wayBefore we find we're left with nothingFor every life that's takenSo much love is wastedYEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH WON'T YOU RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLD?This worldOnly loveCan set it rightThis worldIf only peaceWould never dieSeems to me that we've got each other wrongWas the enemy just your brother all along?YEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH WON'T YOU RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLD?YEAHOH YEAHI WANT TO RISE TODAY AND CHANGE THIS WORLDYEAHOH YEAHOH
Hmmm..... let's take some things in perspective. There are things you CAN change, things you CAN'T change.  Why in the world, because this was posed to me, would you change jobs in the middle of this recession???? If you have a job, HOLD ON TO IT!!!!!!!!!!! There is NO guarantee that ANY job is safe, until we come out of the recession. And that is going to take a few years. And on another topic....why do we, in this society, no longer hold onto morals and ethics anymore? Well, boys and girls, it's because of the internet. Oh come the left wingers! I don't give a shit what anyone says. The internet has opened up a whole new world in the art of infidelity.  Yes, boys and girls, infidelity nowadays is so rampant that even the courts don't recognize infidelity as a grounds for divorce anymore. Now, it's labled as "irreconcilable differences". Hmmm...what does that say about us, as a whole? It says we have no morals or ethics anymore. We're not teaching our kids that its ok to l
Stolen From Someone I Don't Really Know (boo)
What is it that you absolutely need sexually? I can have satisfactory sex without it on occassion but submission/domination is a need i can't deny for very long.  What is something you have always wanted to try?sex while suspended from ropes.... has an example What is something you have never done in bed before?anything involved feces nor will iWhat time of day do you like to have sex?first thing in the morning before i even get out of bedWhat do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? hands on my body and in me... it's the sight of what's going onHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? I can kiss for a little while without it leading anywhere but my hands tend to wander from the start in the right situationIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited...the thrill of getting caught is always exciting. i've had phone sex in the bathroom at work for this reason. Would it bother you i
Real Life
Ok, something is bothering me, so I'm just gonna get this out and whoever wants to sound off on it is more than welcome to do so... I hear people on here saying all the time that "Real life is more important than Fubar".... I agree with that but at the same time, some people seem to forget that the people you have relationships with on Fubar have "Real" feelings. Just because you're interacting with someone online doesn't mean that you don't affect their "real life". If you make a promise to someone, tell someone you'll be there, or tell someone you'll do something and then you blow them off, it hurts just as much online as if you did it in "real life". So yeah, I agree that your family comes before anything.... but friends are friends no matter where they are.
What n the hell is wrong w/ sum people??? U give them help & they 4get 2 help u back....I DO NOT remind any1.....those who want help can kiss mt fua$$. I DO NOT GIVE A CRAP ANYMORE....:(:p:(:p:(:p:(:p!!!
Flirting to me is justan act of showing that youadore certain aspects of a person...And it may lead to moreadventures or it may not...     I LOVE to flirt. I think it is a harmless way of keeping your mind sharp with quick wit and double entendre'.
The Death Of Billy Mays
Pitchman Billy Mays Found Dead Posted Jun 28th 2009 11:50AM by TMZ Staff TMZ has confirmed TV pitchman Billy Mays was found dead today in his home in Tampa, Florida early this morning.According to the Tampa PD, the 50-year-old TV pitchman was found unresponsive by his wife Deborah at 7:45 AM. TMZ has learned Mays' body has already been removed from his home.Mays had just returned from Philadelphia, where he shot a new OxiClean commercial. He was a passenger aboard a plane that suffered a blown front tire upon landing. He told a local TV station, "All of a sudden as we hit you know it was just the hardest hit, all the things from the ceiling started dropping. It hit me on the head, but I got a hard head."We're told Mays was at his home around 6:00 PM last night, and according to a source Mays was "acting fine and normal ... he was talking business with his father-in-law."According to cops, there are no signs of forced entry to the residence and no foul play is suspected. Billy's wife
In the beginning your eyes created  my earth and heavensAt the first day your lips created my night and dayAt the second day your breasts created my land and seasAt the third day your smile created my plants and treesAt the fourth day your hair created my moons and starsAt the fifth day your voice created my fish beasts and birdsAt the sixth day your meeting created me ,the humanWhich god took a rest after he saw himThough the seventh day was for restThat rest which I felt when you said I love youThen you became my eve and I am your AdamWe walked in our heaven wearing nothing but our loveAnd the holy spirit of love fluttering around usBut the fault brought us apartA mistake not like our mom and dadThat we didn’t eat the fruit of knowledgeBut our fault was unknowledgeableWhat is the life and how to move onOur love qaeen killed our feelings haeenSo we lost in the life desertEvery one looking in sideAnd it’s impossible that east and west can ever meet- - - - - - - - - - - -- -
The Climb By Miley Cyrus
The Climb I can almost see it.That dream I'm dreaming, butThere's a voice inside my head sayingYou'll never reach itEvery step I'm takin'Every move I makeFeels lost with no direction,My faith is shakin'But I gotta keep tryin'Gotta keep my head held highThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waitin' on the other sideIt's the climbThe struggles I'm facingThe chances I'm takingSometimes might knock me down, butNo I'm not breakingI may not know it, butThese are the moments thatI'm gonna remember mostI've just gotta keep goin', andI gotta be strongJust keep pushing on, butThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm always gonna wanna make it moveAlways gonna be an uphill battleSometimes I'm gonna have to loseAin't about how fast I get thereAin't about what's waitin' on the other sideIt's the climbThere's always gonna be another mountainI'm a
Well, I just got asked when did ****** cross the line with me? Well now... what part of "no communications with me" did we fail to understand? Hmmmmm?
Forever always seems to be around when things begin but forever never seems to be around when things end
Katie Starrz">@ fubar
Getting Old
A wise person once said " The biggest regreats in life are the chances you dident take"  I have to say that some big regreats in life then . There are so many chances that I could have taken, and even should have taken that I dident , Call it fear or just flat out stupidity , I find now that at 30 years old that I regreat not taking chances and doing so many of the things that I wanted to do but did not think the risk was worth it. Even some of the simplest things like going and hanging out with people, to do stuff that I would not normally do, but im sure would have fun doing, I would decide not to do because I did not want to take a chance with anything. I sat watching everyone I know take chances and go after the things they wanted while I had to play it safe and stay behind. Now I sit and watch everyone around me live while I watch. Is it too late for me ? or is there still time for me to pick up ther pieces and do something with what I have left ?  Am I getting to old to take a ch
Tv Pitchman Billy Mays Found Dead At Florida Home
By MITCH STACY, Associated Press Writer Mitch Stacy, Associated Press Writer – Sun Jun 28, 4:35 pm ET TAMPA, Fla. – Billy Mays, the burly, bearded television pitchman whose boisterous hawking of products such as Orange Glo and OxiClean made him a pop-culture icon, has died. He was 50. Tampa police said Mays' wife found him unresponsive Sunday morning. A fire rescue crew pronounced him dead at 7:45 a.m. It was not immediately clear how he died. He said he was hit on the head when an airplane he was on made a rough landing Saturday, and his wife, Deborah Mays, told investigators he didn't feel well before he went to bed about 10 p.m. that night. There were no signs of a break-in at the home, and investigators do not suspect foul play, said Lt. Brian Dugan of the Tampa Police Department, who wouldn't answer questions about how Mays' body was found because of the ongoing investigation. The coroner's office expects to have an autopsy done by Monday afternoon. "Although B
Do You Believe In Angels?
The Pink Dress :There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see whyshe looked so sad.She was dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot anddirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosityto see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she wasthere, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, andstill with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk overto the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strangepeople is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reasonpeople just passed by and made no effort to speak to her. Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heavenforbid if you make a step toward assist
Night View
City Of Lights
Eiffel Tower At Night
Toronto At Night
New York City At Night
All By Myself
will its clear      i will be all by myself   i will never ever find anyone to love me very time i find someone they say about going for  cofee or ect... i triered of all the lies from males  to me and never keep there promise .  do not have no atracktion with fat , aguly, ect...... i trtierd of being hurt i just wish i get my divorce then and my kids move out and my neice then i can just lock myself in my house for good and do bother nobody and nobody bothers me i am not getting young i getting older going to be 45y 7 mouths  and still do not have nobody so mite as will give up .  i cant trust nobody becuase i have my back stab to many times and heart brokin . theres time  i want to be dead  because all my life i been hurting  people hurt me though my whole life. i hate my life and what become of it and someone told me  it no over the hurt  ect... like i sais in my last blog there no man want a woman with kids and having to much prombles in that woman life and i know mine will never e
Hong Kong At Night
Kuala Lumpur At Night
Chicago At Night
Night Shots
What A Shitty Day.
Hey there Fubarians, the Metalhead here with a simply rant. Personally, that past month has had some real nasty moments. Woke up late for work because of nightmares, gained and lost 2 friends. Found out my promo is on hold. And the worst of it happened today. I pretty much got the same ol' bs line that someone tells you when they hate you. I got the "We are better as friends then as a couple" kinda lie. Personally, I wish people would just tell you they hate you, they despise you, and they want you out and for you to never come back. If someone would just be straight with me, and stop trying to make my life miserable, maybe my shitty life would actualyl have a more constant joy. All I know is that for the first time in a long time, I actually was happy. And the wonderful woman I met who made me happy, also hates me now. I go from joy and happiness, back to misery & guilt. Life is just to shitty to keep going. I really hope I don't wake up anymore. I just want to sleep and forget about
first im stealing this from a friend[SKARRD]because its truth.Compassion is no more a sign of weakness,than Cruelty is a sign of strength.bBe careful who and how u judge,some of the nicest peaple have some of the most evil/wicked friends........which is why they can afford to be nice.    
Hmmmm......well, recently there have been some major changes in my life. I lost my mother on the 11th of this month, working on getting her estate and affairs, yes-even after death, in order. Trying to move from one house to the next. Paying bills on two houses, while I'm getting out of one into the other. I have to go to court on the 30th for the final dissolution between my 5 year olds' (yes, she became 5 on the 23rd) mother and myself. She's being a real shithead because I suspended her open visitation with her daughter, due to the fact she could not keep her fucking mouth shut around her, about the upcoming dissolution (we were never really married). She would never deflect the questions to say, "that's between your dad and I, and it has nothing to do with you". If she had, she'd still be having visitation. Right now, she has to have supervised visitation, which costs about a 100 for DHS or FACS to supervise the visits (money she doesn't have).  Too fucking bad, and with everything
Need A Drink,need Points Help!
need a drink,im dry,please help
Well, I just cleaned house a bit. Deleted a number of "so-called" friends. Found out I'm nothing more than a fucking notch in their "fubar belt". I don't do that to people. If they ask to be friends, then I allow them to be, with the expectations of communications, etc. Well, that hasn't taken place with them, and I'm keeping my eye on some others that I have kept. If they prove to be nothing more than ratings whores, then they'll go down the shitter too. This is fucking ridiculous. If you ask to be a friend, it's with the knowledge you wish to communicate and keep in touch. Not those I deleted, and so far- not the ones I'm keeping my eye on. So, this blog is to serve as a warning. Maintain communications and quit salivating at ratings, bombs, and 'luv'. Just be a fucking friend. That's all I ask.
You Will Know It When You Date One
THE PSYCHOPATH; A NEW LOOK THE ROOT CAUSE OF PSYCHOPATHY AND WHAT WE SHOULD DO ABOUT IT   By Stephen A. Sheppard, M.D.   After twenty five years as a board certified surgeon in private practice, I turned my full attention to psychiatry.  I had used hypnosis and other psychiatric techniques as a surgeon but in 1968, I undertook a three year psychiatric residency at the Napa State Hospital.  Upon its completion I joined the staff of the California Medical Facility in Vacaville where I soon rose to the level of Senior Psychiatrist.  CMF was a psychiatric hospital within the California Department of Corrections.  In Sacramento, CDC Director, Raymond Procunier, became concerned about the number of inmates who were housed in maximum security units throughout the state.  He built a special high security facility within CMF to be known as the Lister Unit and asked me to run it.  Later, in 1993, I became a Senior Psychiatrist at Pelican Bay State Prison in Crescen
Because Someone Needs To Write A Blog.....
I have nothing to say...but a blog needs to be made.   Just comment =]
Song 3
MARILYN MANSON Miscellaneous This Is The New Shit Everything's been said before There's nothing left to say anymore When it's all the same You can ask for it by name Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Everybody sing along Are you motherfuckers ready for the new shit? Stand up and admit it, tomorrow's never coming This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Do we need it? NO! Do we want it? YEAH! This is the new shit Stand up and admit it Babble, Babble, Bitch, Bitch Rebel, Rebel, Party, Party Sex, sex, sex, don't forget the violence Blah, blah, blah Got your lovey-dovey sad and lonely Stick your stupid slogan in Ever
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Does Fubar Have To Be Only A Place For One To Find A Date ?
I have been a member of fubar for 3 years this fall, have had lots of fun but there is one thing that really bugs me. Why does fu have to be only for people that are looking for the one or dates?I have made some very good friends on here, some have come and gone, but there are some that have stuck with me since i first joined. Yes when i first started out i was looking for dates and maybe the certain someone as to not feel lonely anymore. But i have discovered, that people don't have to be the one or a date to help out with not being so lonely. I have met some on here that get pissed off when i tell them to read my profile and they find out i am not available like they want. Well like i have learned this is not only a place to find the one or get lucky. this is a place where you can make friends and keep them , the ones that are still on my list of friends have been great to me and would not delete them for nothing, even if we don't chat very often or not at all. The ones i have delete
St. Louis Fusingles Event August 8th!
Get Back to Basics Meet & Greet at the Stratford Inn! Saturday, August 8th 7:00 pm - 1:30 amStratford Bar & Grill (Party is in the Ballroom) 800 South Highway DriveFenton, Missouri 63026(636) 343-5757 Visit their website at stratfordbar.comPlease Note: The Stratford Bar & Grill is a 21 or older establishment. The Ballroom is a non-smoking area, however smoking is permitted in the bar.SPECIALS! SPECIALS! SPECIALS! No Cover $1 from 7:00 pm to 9 pm - well, wine, draft $1 from 7:00 pm to 9 pm - Bud, Bud Light & Busch Bottles Free Buffet from 8 - 9:30 (Menu TBD) DJ and dance music all night long 10:30 - ish 50/50 Drawing
254pm So I am sitting outside, enjoying the sun.  I don't have to worry about anything except for what I'm going to wear tomorrow.  Yup, it's been 2 months since I went to work.  This time, it's a bit different.  There is a pending project for me to take care of by Tuesday but Friday was a long yet short day. I was asked to come in at 8am, which I did.  Then, by 8:30 we were introduced to the company, but I knew more than half the people.  I had to go into a mini training session by 9:00am, but got there by 9:10am.  Yeah, I kind of held it up for them, but hey what can I say?  Everyone was happy to see me.  Then we kind of only had a break at 9:45 before a 2-hr long meeting at 10:00am.  I barely had enough time to get some work in by 12:00pm, at which time was told I'd have my lunch scheduled at 1:00pm - which works out great for me cuz I'm used to having lunch at that time anyway. I came back at 2:15 since the company paid for lunch, and I only had enough time to work until 3:30pm
Angels And Demons
In the dark of night I pull back in fright; for Angels and Demon's battle within my mind. The dance of death does cause me to take flight; and yet their beauty does make me stand trasfixed in time. In the dark of night I run to my mothers breast; I scream insanity and chaos are dwelling in my soul. Am I mad my mother dear or would I die perplexed? She looks down with souless orbs and looks the fool. In the dark of night I die this morn with Angels and Demons; they cloak my madness in their wings and carry me. What awaits me I ask with my Deamon? Your soul my child will set you free.
Auto Or Bomb Auction!
Auction closes Wednesday July 1st at 6PM, Central Standard Time or 4PM FuTime. Highest bidder will receive Auto or Bomb, your choice! Place your bids :-)
Warning To All Those With Teenagers
My oldest daughter was released from the hospital yesterday because her and a friend drank between them 3 bottles of cough medicine..we found her passed out on the floor unable to move and her friend lying on the couch with her eyes rolled back in her head. i realized in the ER i almost lost my daughter to something i was aware of in my teens but never tried. this is a WARNING and a message to all those with teensgers it is so IMPORTANT to warn your children of all the dangers with drugs. I tell her smoking pot doesnt really bother me, but i also remember that once i tried it and it had to be laced with something because i could not figure out what was real or not (some probably think wow that was some good stuff as where i think whoa this is something i never want to experience again, so i put the shit down and never touched it again.) parents today are caught up in working and caring for more than one child sometimes and we think that the oldest ones are able to aviod the dangers of
Farrah Fawcett
Farrah Fawcett, a three-time Emmy-nominated actress, sex symbol, and star of perhaps the most famous poster of all time, has died. She was 62. (cancer) RIP at leaste i feel bad that shes not broadcasted all b/c of M. Jacksons death   Why no one seems to talk about Farrah is beyond me everyone is so cought up in Jackson :: really is it that big a deal he died
i'm in fucking tears right now. this whole day just fucking sucks and i want it fucking over!! i can't take anything else right now.   so much for enjoying my day off i might as well be at fucking work!!!
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Peephouse Construction
I worked on the peephouse interior today, and I installed two of the four bookshelves.  Just two more to go until the feathered ladies have a peep-sized library.  Then I need to finish installing the insulation and put up the interior siding.  Oh, and install a window, and chicken-wire everything.  I suppose I have a ways to go before the peeps will be in their new home.  Until then, the Olay Regenerist box in the garage will keep them safe and wrinkle-free.After a rigorous hour or two of construction work this morning, I sunbathed for an hour.  Or, I read a bit of Ulysses and masturbated topless in the sun, however you like to put it. In an unrelated matter, I cannot decide whether to call the peep's outdoor dwelling a patio or a sunroom.  If you have other suggestions, please do not hesitate to share them.  Just don't let them be stupid suggestions.  TYIA.
The doorbell rang. It was the pizza I had ordered. I was tired from the long hours I had been working & not in the mood to cook tonight. A pizza is easy & fast, I would worry about the diet tomorrow. I opened the door & realized I had not gotten any cash out of my wallet to pay him. I looked up, mostly embarrassed I wasn't prepared, after all, he had other stops to make I was sure. He was GORGEOUS! Not "pretty boy" gorgeous either, but the kind of man that turns me on. Tall, bald, goatee, big shoulders & the hint of the tattoo peeking out from his t-shirt sleeve was something I wanted a closed look at. I blushed when I realized I had been looking at him for a long time without saying a word. "Sorry to keep you waiting..." I stammered. "No problem" came in a deep rumble from his throat, along with a smile. Could this guy make me any more nervous? He HAD to be able to see me drooling. I let him in & went to get my purse. When I opened my wallet, I saw I had NO money! I forgot to stop
I'm Outies....hehehe
As most of my friends know. I have found a very special person in my life. I niether have time nor the desire to continue with most of my profiles on the net. So I am deleting them! I am deleting this one as well. I will leave it up till the end of the week. In case any of you need my e-mail info. I will check in on friday and delete it then. Thanks for all the well wishes from everyone!!! He is amazing, I am truely lucky!!!!!! Sincerely, Tracey
Gran Torino
just got done watching gran torino for the 3rd time, and i`m not a big movie type of person i`m older than almost all on here except maybe trannygranny and a handful of others someone i really like a lot and value their opinion and friendship told me that she thought of me when she was watching the movie klover (h) i grew up i a neighborhood that was entirely irish catholic and is now like the one in the movie, mixed races and old and deteriorating housing stock. i also was raised with similar prejudices ,my fathers father not only looked like archie bunker but sounded like him too. although i have for the most part overcome that just by exposure to the world i come from the time when mlk was doing his marches across the south,the sds and the weathermen were blowing up colleges,women did not have equality and if you were queer you kept it a secret people my age are the bridge between the 50`s and the present no idea where this going, just got to thinking after watching the movie
The Bachelor Party
the bachelor/bachelorette party I was at last night was fun.   We started out the night at paula and dana's apartment, drinking and chatting. The limo bus arrived at 11pm. FYI limo busses = VERY COOL! (Y) Upon boarding the limo bus everybody was given beads 5 sets each. the guys would give their beads away to girls showing boobs and the girls would give away their beads to guys for a buck a piece. ended up making 87 bucks for the bride & groom, pretty good I thought. We bar hopped all night, by the third bar I was REALLY drunk. several jello shots and many many beers lol. Everything was going well until the fourth bar and almost everyone was drunk. One guy got outta hand and lost his spot in the wedding party because of it. He tried starting fights with several people because he was that drunk. He got so outta hand we had to stop the bus and throw him off. Because we stopped the bus, the driver had to call the cops to take him away. 6 squad cars showed up, due to the rest of us bein
Obama's Eligibility
Obama and the British Nationality Act, 1948 In the continued exclusive nature of this blog in revealing the legal nationality of Barack Hussein Obama, the following is offered to explain why he is legally disqualified from being President of the United States.I doubt Phil Berg nor anyone preening over the Obama status in the courts has ever heard of the British Nationality Act of 1948, but it is the act of Empire under which Barack Obama Sr. was born and it was the act of Empire under which Barack Obama Jr. was legally bound as the British Nationality Act of 1965 had not yet been written.For those who are unfamiliar with the 1965 Act, one can simplify it by stating that it simply mandated it being a British subject under stronger ties.No one has in logic presented a more complete picture of the actions of Stanley Ann Dunham Obama in 1961 than this blog. Logic dictates a caring mother to be would not endanger her child, but have that child in Canada. Logic dictates if the mother is an
Gone With Sin
I love your skin oh so whiteI love your touch cold as iceAnd I love every single tear you cryI just love the way you're losing your lifeOhohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you areOhohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apartYou're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you areSo gone with the sin my DarlingI adore the despair in your eyesI worship your lips once red as wineI crave for your scent sending shivers down my spineI just love the way you're running out of lifeOhohohohoh my Baby, how beautiful you areOhohohohoh my Darling, completely torn apartYou're gone with the sin my Baby and beautiful you areSo gone with the sin my Darling
Moments In Life
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real... When the door of happyness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one, which has opened for us...Don't go for looks, they can decieve... Don't go for wealth, even that fades away... Go for someone who makes you smile, to make a dark day seem bright... Find the one that makes your heart smile... Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go... Be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do...May you have enough happyness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy... The happyest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they make the most of everything that comes their way... The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past... You can

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