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Fuck you all and fuck this earthLook into my eyes and see the abortion birthCriticized decay or fuck the escapadesDon't mean shit to me so fuck trends and your Holy waysFuck your lives I just don't give a shitPut the gun against your head and listen as the fuckin' hammer clicksKill yourselves and end all your painOr let me do it myself it will all be the sameCause your trends and your statements don't mean shit to meSo fuck your lies and your bitch ass realityLife's just a dream, I raped insanitySo fuck all this shit it's time to be meI'm SickTanicK and I'm as real as it getsLets play Russian Roulette and place your motherfuckin' last betsCause when the hammer clicks and there's nothing leftI'll take your soul just like I took your last breathSickTanick, it's a ten letter word, ya heardThat rips inside of your mind, it's gonna take you on aSickTanicK, and I'll take over your life, don't hideBecause I'm speaking from inside of your mindSickTanick, it's a ten letter word, ya heardThat ri
Take The Devilz Hand
I'm that sick motherfucker that abducted your childI lured him from the playground with my treats and gave him to a pedophileI'm sick like that when I spit these rapsSo tell John Walsh I'm the one that killed his son, he's not coming backAs for Jonbenet I killed her tooAnd made her parents molest her while I masturbated in the roomI was the voice inside the ear of Albert FishTelling him to write that letter to the parents of that little bitchTed Bundy, yo, that was my manThe lady killer, no one's iller said Ramirez when he took my handEddy Gein use to dance for meAnd on them full moon nights I was the words inside his dreamsEverything that you see, it was because of meNot by action, but influence, I'm like a therapist you seeI'm that voice in your ear saying do itAnd when you take my hand you know we're gonna get through thisYou gotta kill, kill them allYou gotta kill, kill, kill them allYou gotta kill, kill, kill them allYou gotta kill them all and take tha Devilz hand, whatYou gotta
God Hates Me (i Hate Him Too)
I'm another ugly face in a room filled with pretty facesI watch the Devil in the room as he pacesBack and forth and from left to rightIt's the Demon that took my soul in the still of the nightI see no light no peace in the endIt's only hate and despair, it's punishment for my sinsBut I don't give a fuck, no rest for the wickedWhat I say is spreaded my words are self inflictedMy rhymes are cryptic, do you really understandI'm at the crossroads, I met the Devil took his handTwenty three got four offerings to the GodsReimbursement for my pain and now they take scarsAnd now I'm left alone in a hopeless placeWith the evil one scratchin' and tearin' at my faceAnd my names been written in the book of dead namesHand printed with blood, rotten skin and as you're chainedIt's a game you see there ain't no good or no evilThere is no battle just a balance that I'm tryin' to give peopleBut at the same time I could really give a fuck lessBout the victims in the street or the homelessThere's nothing i
The Reflecting God
Dear God - tell me Why'd you take my mother from meAnd left me screaming by myself in this miseryDear God - why'd you crawl from the crossAnd shed blood for our sins if you made us just to be your bossDear God - why'd you lie to meYou said you'd walk by my side for eternityDear God - why'd you put me through all of this painAnd let the Devil control me but get pissed when your names in vainDear God - will you kill meIf I blaspheme your name will you make me burn eternallyDear God - will you rape meTake my spirit and molest it like a little kid to clergyDear God - do you hate meI know you do cause when I look in the mirror I know what I seeDear God - just face meLet me have the chance to kill you with this demonology, andDear God - don't take meI don't want your streets of gold or all the treasures that you offer meDear God - just praise meCause I'm the one that made you up inside my own mentalityI went to God just to see (Thou shall now see)And I was looking at me (Thou shall now be)Sa
For You
As I drop to my knees I giving thanks to my fansMuch love to all Disciples that have given me a chanceI'd die for all of y'all at the drop of a dimeIf I die tomorrow for eternity I might shineThrough the dark of the night, through the raise of the deadI hope my music got you all through the pressure of the painMy whole intention was this spittin' was to find the killer that relatesAnd when they have a bad day, they don't just let it drift awayAnd to all the hatin' bitches tryna hold me downTalkin' shit about me cause I'm comin' to your townTo share communion with Disciples cause now they world wideAnd I'll kill for my Disciples anyplace, anytimeIf you try to hate on me your hatin' on themAnd a Disciple of the watch will put a knife to your chinBut besides all the hatin', I be given praiseTo the killaz that remain and keep me going day to dayIt's because of y'all I don't put the barrel to my chinAnd pull the fuckin' trigger bringing my life to an endThat's really not fiction I want y'al
Bite It You Scum
Well you want me to kiss your assWell bitch I'm going to bury it here comes my footI don't need your crying ass shitTempers rising take a fitSo bite it you scumCause here I comeBite it you scumI want your cumWell you want me to contributeAll I got is words for youAll you want is more and moreSuck my ass you fuckin' whoreSo just bite it you scumI want your cumBite it you scumI want your cumOne day when your end is nearI'll be there digging at your fearWhen you're gone you'll be no oneWho'll be fuckin' up my fun, no oneSo bite it you scumI want your cumSo bite it you scumI never killed no oneSo bite it you scumI want your cumBite it you scumBite itBite itBite it Bite it Bite itBite it Bite it Bite itBite it Bite it Bite itBite it you scum sucking fucking whores
Burr Oak Update
Tthe Cook County Sheriff's Department unveiled a searchable Web site for families who have loved ones buried at Alsip's Burr Oak Cemetery. Unfortunately the site isn't working too well. NBC 5 reporters tried using the site a few hours after it launched and the system crashed. Sheriff Tom Dart says while there is a partial database of 10,000 names. It should be complete in next couple of weeks. “It’s our hope that this website can help calm the fears of many of those worried about their family gravesites,” Sheriff Thomas J. Dart said in a statement. “Being able to easily search by name, then finding a picture of the headstone as it looks now, will answer a lot of questions for a lot of people.” 100,000 have been intered at Burr Oak since it opened in 1929. When the new site,, is bug free, users will be able to search a complete list of headstones in the cemetery. Once completed, the site will also include an option to notify a detective if a headstone is
Need U 2 Help Me
Bachelor's Grove has been abandoned since I was a kid. I've yet to go up there, though I would love to. As for Mount Hope, I've driven through this cemetery before. (I have a thing for older cemeteries..get over it.) I personally didn't think it was in that poor of condition. I do find the layout of it a bit odd, but nothing other than that. While Cook County officials have (rightly) shown outrage at the grisly conditions uncovered at the Burr Oak Cemetery, it turns out the three county-owned cemeteries aren't exactly models for respecting the dead. "At Mount Forest Cemetery, located in Thornton and abandoned in 1939, just two headstones could be seen through the waist-high weeds from a two-track gravel path," the SouthtownStar reports. "County records show 300 graves dotted this site at one point, however, village leaders say families exhumed and reburied many of the bodies in other locations throughout the years." Thornton Mayor Jack Swan was less than reassuring, telling th
(Speaking)"I don't see how sincerely could be involved in such a a story so called religion.""He has completely sold himself to the Devil. He has no part in God. Everything he do over there has no part in God. Nothing God had anything to do with, he created it in his own mind.""I think they're nuts. Look, they come in, they come in you know. They're nice doctors and lawyers and very prominent people and then they come in and they turn into completely different people.""Let Jesus fuck you, let Jesus fuck you""Well of course this not the first time that this sort of thing has , umm, been apparent and ahh,  the history of the Christian church. Ahh, from the very beginning, ahh, in te fourth gospel, this conflict of good and evil has brought forth very pointedly by a contrast between light and darkness. And the quotation from St. John's gospel is For men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. For men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. For m
Premanitions (blessed Be Tha Damned)
As I'm sitting in this room I'm feeling kinda cynical and criticalI think I need to do another fuckin' ritualI'm preparing for the coming of the doctrinesCause nothing's stopping the wicked rhymes that I'm droppin'And I'm on the altar of the Baphomets throneWith a hand full of rosaries, let's get it onSo I smear the menstrual blood on my face and in my mouthAnd as I close my eyes the incantations slowly come outIn the name of the Devil I carve a pentagram in my chestAnd watch the blood pour on to the altars breastI'm baptized in the name of the beastI'm lying there belly up , Lucifer and Satan, to say the leastAnd now I see the premanitions of the beastWhen chapter one drops, yo, it's going to be a feastOf the souls that are damned just like you and meTake my left hand and see what I seeBaptized by the glow of virgins bloodPreminitions of Hell are coming from the sky aboveAll blessed be the damned and all wretched be the sickAnd with the gun against your head and listen to it go clickR
In The Name Of
In the name of the dark one I've come to take your lifeI'm waging unholy war with my butchers knifeChristians, Catholics, Jews and Muslims alikeAll shall become my sacrifice on this bloody nightThey be in orange jumpsuits in my backyard shedWith six six six stamped on their fuckin' headsI get a camcorder to record the killingsWhen you see it on all Christians your brains that I'm drillingI'm spilling pus and piss on all my hostagesThe hour draw near when I shall chop off they headsAnd now I sit here waiting for my accomplicesCome into my world where the darkness isIn the name of the Virgin Mary - Shama fereshIn the name of Jesus Christ - Shama fereshIn the name of Allah - Shama fereshAnd in the name of God - Shama fereshAll I can think about is a world wide broadcastCNN, NBC and even fuckin' ComcastI've gotta think fast cause I'm avoiding incarcerationSomething I need to do to past my time, I use masturbastionI cum on pictures of the Lord aboveAnd I give 'em to my mistress as she licks
My soul is hallowin deep in beneath the ground. Round from where I am I can see. What I came from to be this lifeless pain. I feel joltin me. This world I feel myself not in everything deep. All seepenin life what is worth all i dispurce. First mistake was bein born heart-shattered & torn. The world in what everyone wants/need. Disasterin life my life as it seems as it is. I give for what it take for whats at stake. Then hell what do i know I don't really know. All is out there & the lurkin shadows. Dream I dream I can't find a means stayin out of scenes. This war this world my soul hallowin beneath me underground round & round where my life goes/stops I don't know. Shit is nothin that i'll know that i'll never know that i should know. Nothin is all that i will know. This world I'm in disgust me feelin sick & ugly. Nothin is lovely this world around me is everything but above me. Can't remember how everything in the end will always remain drain. How the pain will show where does my lif
If I Can't Have You No One Can
My heart beats fast and my brain is working slowAnd I'm looking in the mirror, my reflection is so coldI'm looking in the eyes of a stone cold killerA body bag filler and a motherfuckin' gravediggerI'm the stalker that you never see but know I'm thereAnd I forever haunt your dreams cause you didn't careDon't you dare try to breath or even pick up the phoneBecause I'm looking through your window and you're home aloneYou think you see me sometimes but it's not realityBecause a true stalker would never be seenIt's that fucker at the dance and I pay you no mindHell, I see you passing by me while I'm drivin' all the timeLittle do you know I'm a fiend looking for my rockI'm the one who killed your pet and left it in your mailboxI'm like smallpox, I'm nothing but a fuckin' diseaseAnd I'm slowly spreading through your mentalityAnd every time you laugh at the sign of my presenceIt's just another piece of tape, marked as evidenceI'm elimenant, enjoy my monsterAnd if you don't give it up, bitch y
Whatcha Wanna Know
Yo, I'm sick of all the waiting and hatin', premeditation I'm facingAnd with your words you bring me home with aggravationYou're creating a nation opposed and you're try to draw me closerTrying to ride my dick cause your raps are getting colderLet the story be told, we're for real and y'all are fakeTrying to say that you death rap was your first mistakeY'all don't know about the streets of the wicked shitSo praise be to Lucifer, y'all can suck his fuckin' dickWhatcha wanna know about a Satanic killerThe rhymes of the Devil are the lines I deliverWhatcha wanna know about a Satanic killerSit back and relax, watch as the Demons fill yaTell me whatcha wanna know about a Satanic killerThe rhymes of the Devil are the lines I deliverTell me whatcha wanna know about a Satanic killerSit back and relax, watch as the Demons fill yaI sodomized your virgin and I crucified your ChristI drove the thorns into his skull and then I put the spear into his sideI'm sadistic for real, I don't need to be fro
Tha 4 Steps (the Devilz Prayer)
Our Father the eternal who is the one belowMay my soul be damned, may your presence be shownYou were thrown from the sky, was an Angel now deniedMay your wrath be felt, may your blessings be mineMay the blood of the martyrs piss into the cold airAnd from the offerings to Hell, may I still be thereAnd through my sacrifice may I be eternally blessedAnd through the end of my life, may the Master bring deathI'm sick of the stress of my eternal soulAnd through Lucifer's words may my story be toldMay the spirit of the deep come into meMay the one who should ally enter into my bodyThis is about all the pain and the hateThe Unholy gifts I've given... I'd be suicidalStep one - call out the name of the motherfuckin' beaststep two - slit your wrist and watch your blood decreaseStep three - watch the flames engulf the place that you dwellStep four - welcome to the motherfuckin' pits of hellIncense from my nose as I take off my clothesThis is all about the evil path that I choseAt fifteen I killed
Anatha Angels Dead
I recall the very first day that I met youJust like yesterday and now I forget youAnd leave you broken like a nine inch nailBecause the day that you lied turned this world into HellBut then I broke loose and realized your liesYou were frontin' ass bitch and a fuckin' waste of timeI could have gave it all to you but you threw it all awayIn ten years down the line you're gonna wanna die everydayBecause you realized how you fucked upAnd you straight dropped this and a thousand tears are gonna eruptI tell you this much I dedicated my life to youBut then you pushed me away I should have left you black and blueAnd put you through the abuse that you said I didYou have no fuckin' clue so fuck you bitchWell I wasn't fearin' rotting away and at life you failYou make me a savior the dark lord is who you hailBut then you bail from this relationshipAdmit you're no better than every other bitchAs I look to the sky I see the Heavens start to fallAnd then I hear the Devil's callAs I look to the sky an
Say Goodbye To Yesterday
I remember a while back someone asked meTen Years down the road what do you think that you'll beI didn't have an answer, I just shrugged it offWhile smokin' sherm sticks, snortin' coke and drinking SmirnoffI never gave a fuck about myself back in the dayAll I wanted was acceptance, so I fronted everydayI grew up on Moon St. on the Eastside505, Albucrazy and that's where I diedI remember the first time my heart got brokeAnd I remember the first fat rip of cokeAnd I remember when I sold my soul to the DevilAnd took his hand into the darkness, now I'm on his levelAnd I cannot believe the way things workedI remember when I sliced my wrist and how bad it hurtOver some dumb shit, a bitch that leftAnyways I'm without my mistakesI say goodbye to yesterdaySay goodbye to yesterdayAll the mistakes you've madeYou know the rainy daysAnd all the hateful things that they saySay goodbye, say goodbye to yesterdayJust look inside yourself and you're gonna find the right wayI use to pop about five or six
Serial Killin'
Yo, yo, yo, yo, I'm like a dead corpse comin' out a Lucio Fulci movieI do an invocation and I let the spirits go through meI like to murder with icepics it's a necessityAn object of blasphemy like Freddy Krueger in your dreamsMy favorite serial killers include Ed Gein, Albert Fish and a motherfuckin' Ed GacyI'm like them I'm leaving bodies mutilated, I'm like GG Allin and I'm hated in the nationI stomp my foot, Body Hunter making thunderAnd just in case you don't know I'm one of the seven wondersI spit some of the coldest signs in this rap gameNot doing hip hop shit, man it all sounds the sameYou'll never catch me rappin' about the chains that I gotThe money or the cars, man I'd rather hear the gun popI'd rather talk about dead bodies fuckin' when they're realEvery line that I bust it's a cap that I peelIt's that soldier and I bleed from the graveI pitch live hand grenades in the middle of your raveNo soul to save, the Devils slaveDon't talk shit unless you want to get braveSniper 13 t
Sweet Smelling Terrorism
Creative Writing Championships 2009Flash FictionChallenge #2 assignmentGENRE - Political SatireLOCATION - A perfume shopOBJECT - A hamburger Sweet Smelling Terrorism The evidence points to terrorist activity and Detective Frinkle knows he has to act fast to keep the public safe and save the great American hamburger. An officer brought in the witness, sat him down at the booth and put a great American hamburger with the works in front of him. All the officers had hamburgers and a sergeant was handing out bibs. Detective Frinkle sat down across the table from the witness and took out a notebook and a pen to write down his statement. “What’s your name and why did you call 911 this afternoon” asked Detective Frinkle. “Bobby Monk is my name. I, um, I sit, on this corner, everyday and nobody looks, at me… but, this guy did,” Monk dribbled the words out like an ocean cruiser sinking. “What did this guy look like, Mr. Monk. Think hard and t
how true this is ya know Current mood:  betrayed Category: Life "I'm Sorry"To all the girlsWho Look Past The Nice Guys... Read This:I'm sorrythat i bought you rosesto tell you that i like youI'm sorryThat I was raised with respectnot to sleep with you when you were drunkI'm sorryThat my body's not ripped enoughto "satisfy" your wantsI'm sorrythat I open your car door,and pull out your chair like I was raisedI'm sorryThat I'm not cute enoughto be "your guy"I'm sorryThat I am actually nice;not a jerkI'm sorryI don't have a huge bank accountto buy you expensive thingsI'm sorryI like to spend quality nights at homecuddling with you, instead of at a clubI'm sorryI would rather make love to you then just screw youlike some random guy.I'm sorryThat I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,but when we went out you went home with another guyI'm sorryThat I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man
Wish List And What I Will Do ..etc
    Ok.. theres a few things I would like.. BLINGS. LOL. Or money. So is the list: peace bling roar(lion bling) and lobster/crab bling So anyways.. I got pimpouts to offer.. I can rate 100 11s... or I can just rate ya a bunch for blings I will also pimpout for blings/ or million fu bucks. Anyways.. in the end.. I will do for you.. you do for me deal! Also.. I am willing to pimpout those who can't afford to buy one..or cant buy blings.. if you rate me 300 rates.. at happy hour. If interested..just shout me! Also I will rate you if you rate me! Hugs.. me
Finishing Last Hurts.
we still finish last! Current mood:  sympathetic Category: Blogging To every guy that’s said, "SEX CAN WAIT"To every guy that’s said, "You’re beautiful."To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.To every guy that did what she wanted to do.To every guy that cried in front of her.To every guy that she cried in front of.To every guy that holds hands with her.To every guy that kisses her with meaning.To every guy that hugs her when she’s sad.To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....To every guy that would give his seat up.To every guy that just wants to cuddle.To every guy that reassured her that she is beautiful no matter what.To every guy who told his secrets to her.To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.T
Lol.  Alright, so I came across a motorcycle on the cheap, a honda cm400t.  Yes, it's not a Harley.  But the ideas I have for this bike just can't be done to a Harley.  You don't pay 12,000 bucks for a bike just to chop it, right? Right.  So I've been taking a look at some other cm400 projects out there, and I'm putting together an idea of what's going to happen to this bike.  As soon as I get it over here, I'll get some pics together.  It's pretty stock, looking at it.  Fires up every time though, and it isn't ugly, but it can definitely be better.  Still thinking color schemes, likely to go with black and red.  Switching out the exhaust with some coctail shakers, maybe.  I haven't decided on the tank yet, whether I'm going to stick with it, swap it out, or just bondo it to give it a different look.  Same with the fenders...  Have to get'em off and take a look at it.  Handle bars are going for sure, same with the stock grips.  Came across a couple accessories that'll make this little
The Stranger In My Heart
i've fallen for a stranger... my heart he has stolen, but he does not know. i wish i could tell him... but  another has stolen his. i see him frolic with his new love, while i watch in agony as my heart shatters... tell me oh broken heart of mine, what am i to do?  you tell me to forget, but how, when he shown me that i can love so deeply. how am i to forget when my heart yearns for his touch, his love, his very soul? i beg of you, do not wish me to forget, for i have fallen so terribly in love with a stranger. a stranger i can never have in my arms... i pray to the gods above. hear my pleas and answer my prayers, guide my forsaken lover to my tender, broken heart, for only he can heal the wounds that were unitentionally inflicted upon my soul... Sincerely yours, Raven Renae Cassiana
Never say I love you if you really don't care. Never talk about feelings if they really aren't there. Never hold my hand if your gonna break my heart. Never say you are going to if you don't plan to start. Never look in my eyes if all you're going to do is lie. Never say hi if you really mean goodbye. If you really mean forever then say you will try. Never say forever, because forever makes me cry....
Thoughts I Find Useful
As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasn't ever supposed to let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Enneagram Test
Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test... 6 - the Questioner Thanks for taking the test ! you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX (aka "The Loyalist").   "I am affectionate and skeptical"   Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.   How to Get Along with Me • Be direct and clear. • Listen to me carefully. • Don't judge me for my anxiety. • Work things through with me. • Reassure me that everything is OK between us. • Laugh and make jokes with me. • Gently push me toward new experiences. • Try not to overreact to my overreacting.   What I Like About Being a SIX • being committed and faithful to family and friends • being responsible and hardworking • being compassionate toward others • having intellect and wit • being a nonconfor
Extra Money
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Another Part Of My Book!
      The traveling was easy, the full wagon was heavy making their progress slow. The days were hot and long, as Phil was pushing for speed and often they rode until they had to stop from lack of light. But at lest the food was good, for he also made sure his guards were well fed to keep up their strength. He didn’t get to see Shalanda much as she rode in the wagon most of the time and by nightfall he was ready to eat and go to sleep. The other guards were friendly and fun loving bunch but kinda kept them out of their ring. So him and Duncan kept to themselfs and just did whatever Windston asked of them. The days turned to weeks and still they pressed on without incident, other than having to replace a few wheels. They stopped in Nimberless for only a day to pick up a few more men, and were off the next morning. A week out of Nimberless Trent and Duncan were riding just a bit behind Windston when Trent had to ask.    “This is not exactly what I expected Windston, is it alw
Just Gotta Brag!
Now this entry is all about me me and more me   Ok to cut a long story short (but not too short or you wont have anything to read!) but I have a broken leg THAT IS TAKEN LONGER THAN EXPECTED TO HEAL but oh well, because of that I have been fighting with local authorities over here for nigh on 12 months now for help and assistance in the house with the housework etc etc - well just as I was giving up all hope of everything I get a new social worker last week and for once in my life I get told something and its actually happening - next friday I have got a company coming in to clean the house from top to bottom (the full works if I require!) and then after that I have got some one coming in twice a week to help with the housework!!!!!!!!!!! A few of you may think wow what a lazy bitch she is  -  think on, unless you actually know me and real life, you only know what I choose to put on here but there are a select few that know more about me :) To be totally honest - I dont give two sh
Metaphysical Love
Images of sorcery, Outlandish views of clouds, Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizarre imaginations of sights so obscured... Come face to face with terror..before the vision blurrs.        I've loved you from the start...        Before you were concieved.        I built you from my passions,                and killed you in my dreams.   Once I stood before, a council of the Lords. Their grim eyes stared upon me like shiny, deadly swords. There was one there named Micheal, contempt was in his eyes..... His laughter was eternal when they sentenced me to die! It's a hazy recolllection of another life I lived. My death was oh so violent.... Tho I know not what I did. Distorted glimpses into, a medievil time... I struggled to posess what never could be mine!   Viciouse dogs attacked me yet I cut them one by one!! I bowed down to the laughter, knowing the fight had just begun.   Ahhh!! the pain is tearing my very soul to shreds!!!   Forever alone in rando
Much Needed Advice
Well it has resorted down to this.. I am actually asking for advice.. I need it badly before I lose my mind and delete myself from here...and leave hurt...   i want to know how can I learn to relax here and not let all the crap that goes on here effect me so much.. like all the young whores. gettin everything. being ignored most of the time.. begging for everything i get..when the hot girls come on.. and I just shut up and back out of the conversations.. see yesterday I was talking to a friend and someone went on cam and he totally stopped talking to me to drool all over her and comment on how hot she was...completely pushed me away.. I get that a lot...   And since the bartap thing is messed up and I cant get it off my homepage.. i see the types of girls my friends comment on and yeah.. Ive gone to their pictures and I have seen some of the most gorgeous comments they have left.. and I dont get that sort of thing....I get "baby lets fuck...or sexy ass i want to eat it" and so many
Michael Schumacher
It may not be fashionable to say it, but hell, I'm a massive Schumacher fan, and the news that he's making a comeback to F1 to cover for the injured (but fortunately improving, thoughts-are-with-him) Felipe Massa has me so jazzed for the rest of the season.  I can't wait for Valencia now, and I'm desperately keeping my fingers crossed that he comes back and shows his top form.
Another Dear, Sweet Friend Has Passed
I will miss you dearly my sweet, wonderful, kind hearted man  
Bleh Bleh
Work went by sooo slow. People there was surprised to see me working because I haven't worked on that shift in forever. Had one dude bugging me saying he's never seen me around, asked my age, status and all.. He thought I was 18 years old. 28 yo.. I told him that he'd probably be seeing more of me cause i plan on working more days in the tuture. Rich's mom came into town and wanted to grab dinner. She said she didn't want to be out in the heat so wanted to wonder around. We went to McMenemins...I had some Tuna mango salad sandwich. I swear she is so dense...She doesn't know that Rich and I are seperated. But i was pretty much throwing things out giving signs that things aren't how they used to be. Told her that we don't really talk, do things together...blah blah blah and how I've been real irrated with him. Some reason, she just didn't get it. Rich has been sleeping on the couch for godness know how long...years? Since he would always claim he was too lazy to go up the sta
O Death Rock Me Asleep A Poem By Anne Boleyn
Death, rock me asleep,Bring me to quiet rest,Let pass my weary guiltless ghostOut of my careful breast.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;Let thy sound my death tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.My pains who can express?Alas, they are so strong;My dolour will not suffer strengthMy life for to prolong.Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;Let thy sound my death tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.Alone in prison strongI wait my destiny.Woe worth this cruel hap that IShould taste this misery!Toll on, thou passing bell;Ring out my doleful knell;Let thy sound my death tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.Farewell, my pleasures past,Welcome, my present pain!I feel my torments so increaseThat life cannot remain.Cease now, thou passing bell;Rung is my doleful knell;For the sound my death doth tell.Death doth draw nigh;There is no remedy.  
Girls And Guys
30 THINGS GIRLS WANT GUYS TO KNOW     1. We like sex, but only when we get pleasure too2. Comparing us to your ex's is NOT a turn on3. A hug is sometimes 1000 times better then something from the store4. When we buy you something, we are also asserting OUR independence5.  If you want to be pampered when you come home, your ass better have a job to earn your self the pampering.6. Your friends are only cool when there not making you act like a Dick7. Don't leave your shit on the floor and then complain about a dirty house8. You don't like the way we cook, your ass can pay for take out9. WE LIKE GOING TO THE MOVIES, take us for just the hell of it10.If a gay man walks into the room, don't go spastic unless you yourself are having doubts about your own sexuality.11.Your car, my radio12.You don't like going to the doctor, we don't like gett
Sick And Tired
Got your bag on your shoulder, Never thought once about thinkin' it over. Feel like you're the only one, Who's ever been in a bad situation. Now you need to take yourself a love vacation, 'Cause after all, what's done is done. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Everything around you's growin' old. The days drag on, the nights last forever, Every day's tougher just to keep it together. Forget everything you've ever known, Except for home. He made a promise he couldn't keep. I bet he's not losing a bit of sleep, Over how you're getting down the line. Now don't you fret, now don't you worry, Don't get in too much of a hurry, 'Cause up ahead's that city limit sign. Sick and tired of being sick and tired. Everything around you's growin' old. The days drag on, the nights last forever, Every day's tougher just to keep it together. Forget everything you've ever known, Except for home. Home is where the heart is: That's what somebody once said. (Yeah.) I think your heart is where y
The Tiger A Poem By William Blake
The TigerWilliam Blake Tiger Tiger. burning bright,In the forests of the night;What immortal hand or eye.Could frame thy fearful symmetry?In what distant deeps or skies.Burnt the fire of thine eyes?On what wings dare he aspire?What the hand, dare seize the fire?And what shoulder, & what art,Could twist the sinews of thy heart?And when thy heart began to beat.What dread hand? & what dread feet?What the hammer? what the chain,In what furnace was thy brain?What the anvil? what dread grasp.Dare its deadly terrors clasp?When the stars threw down their spearsAnd watered heaven with their tears:Did he smile His work to see?Did he who made the lamb make thee?Tiger Tiger burning bright,In the forests of the night:What immortal hand or eye,Dare frame thy fearful symmetry? The TigerWilliam Blake
I Love U
With love so pureand a smile so brightwish i could take a tourof your body, i know it'll be a sightyou kiss my face and i smileand i know you see it and put one on your dialit's been one whole weekand boy has it gone quicki had the best weekand there's no one else i would have pickedi love you (*****) with all my heartyou got me now, just like a target & darti've never been so sure if someone really loved mebut with you i do, it's really just you & me(*****), please stay with my foreveryou're my world now, and don't you forget it ever
Last Days........
if there was no tomorrow , what would be the one thing u would wana do at that moment? think as if that moment was now , what r u thinkn this moment. wana know my answer? tell me what u think.
How Do I Love Thee? Poem By Elizabeth Barrett Browning
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and heightMy soul can reach, when feeling out of sightFor the ends of Being and ideal Grace.I love thee to the level of everyday'sMost quiet need, by sun and candlelight. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to useIn my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.I love thee with a love I seemed to loseWith my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.  
For My Wife
My whole world was a mess,Until you came in and straightened it out for me.When I asked u to marry me my life was hanging on to what your tears meant.When I said I do to you I meant every word.My wife,my best friend,my soul mate.
Last Weekend
Last weekend was the best weekend i think ive ever had. my fiance came up from chicago.i loved every moment we spent just laying in bed cuddling i wish i could spend everyday in his arms.. i dident want him to leave it hurt really bad and still does.. i love him more then anything his smile his voice the way he looks at me and the feeling i get when he touches me is just so incredible i couldent be happier.. been almost 3 days now and i miss him more and more as each day goes by.. no doubt about it i wanna marry him one day   for those who dont know he goes by the name a.b.k on fubar and he is the best thing that ever happend to me   for those who dont like it feel free to block me  
Rime Of The Ancient Mariner A Poem By Samuel Taylor Coleridge
It is an ancient Mariner,And he stoppeth one of three.'By thy long grey beard and glittering eye,Now wherefore stopp'st thou me?The bridegroom's doors are opened wide,And I am next of kin;The guests are met, the feast is set:Mayst hear the merry din.'He holds him with his skinny hand,"There was a ship," quoth he.'Hold off! unhand me, grey-beard loon!'Eftsoons his hand dropped he.He holds him with his glittering eye— The Wedding-Guest stood still,And listens like a three years' child:The Mariner hath his will.The Wedding-Guest sat on a stone:He cannot choose but hear;And thus spake on that ancient man,The bright-eyed Mariner."The ship was cheered, the harbour cleared,Merrily did we dropBelow the kirk, below the hill,Below the lighthouse top.The sun came up upon the left,Out of the sea came he!And he shone bright, and on the rightWent down into the sea.Higher and higher every day,Till over the mast at noon—"The Wedding-Guest here beat his breast,For he heard the loud bassoon.
God had made us free,  to do as we will. Also gave endless glee, over every thrill. On we go in a spree, never standing still.   Having love eternaly, never having fill.   That is how we will be,  till the day we ill.   Evermore you and me, for love you can not kill.
Serial Killer
I am the serial killer I am the bloody hand I am the chief whore taker I am the chosen one. I am the red staight razor, The one who bathes in blood; I am the boogey-man, I am The empty yawning hood, Look not for pity, no; I am the heartless man, I come to fix all things, I am the one man band. You cannot yet imagine, How you will dance for me; But you will dance forever To the tune that I decree. The kingdom of the worm, Is all things to us all, But I will teach you many things, before I let you fall. I am the black dead nightmare. I bring a light so bright; To illuminate the path we take; I show the way that all hearts break, And I will see the old world's back be broken As we descend into the awful, Howling Night.   I love this passage, cuz it seems to reflect my attitude toward humanity, and my hatred for the failing human race.  Motorhead is fuckin god for this.    
Xanadu - Kubla Khan A Poem By Samuel Taylor Coleridge
In Xanadu did Kubla KhanA stately pleasure-dome decree:Where Alph, the sacred river, ranThrough caverns measureless to manDown to a sunless sea.So twice five miles of fertile groundWith walls and towers were girdled round:And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree;And here were forests ancient as the hills,Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.But oh! that deep romantic chasm which slantedDown the green hill athwart a cedarn cover!A savage place! as holy and enchantedAs e'er beneath a waning moon was hauntedBy woman wailing for her demon-lover!And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,A mighty fountain momently was forced:Amid whose swift half-intermitted burstHuge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail:And 'mid these dancing rocks at once and everIt flung up momently the sacred river.Five miles meandering with a mazy motionThrough w
Food For Thought
LOVE is a 4 letter word.... So is HURT.... So is HATE.... So does LOVE + HURT = HATE? Or HURT + HATE = LOVE?   Some food for thought...   G'Night
Cam To Cam
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When I'm Hurting
When I'm Hurtingby: Mike Blair   It's easier for you to walk awaythan it is for you to reach out to me.It's easier for you to look awaythan it is for you to see the depth of my despairIt's easier for you to look through me,than it is for you to see "me."It's easier for you to distance yourself,than it is for you to really care.It's easier for you to bask in your joy,than it is for you to feel my pain.It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.It's hard for me to talk when you won't understand.It's hard for me to reach out when I need help the most.It's hard for me to smile......When I am hurting.It's easier for me to cry,than it is for me to talk.It's easier for me to walk alone,than it is to risk rejection.It's easier for me to push you away,than it is for me to be held.It's easier for me to distance myself,than it is to trust that you won´t hurt me.It's easier for me to die,than it is for me to face life's challenges.It's hard for me to smile when I am hurting.It's hard for me to
A Bedtime Prayer For Men
As I lay me down to sleep I pray for a woman, who's very cheap. One who's sexy, blonde and long. Who notices that she's mostly wrong. One who sucks And doesn't speak. And promises to do so, Once a week. I pray that she is very randy, cause one like that would come in handy. Opens her leg and lies on the floor, and once I'm done, she begs for more. Oh! Send me a woman who will not play with my mind. Who knows what she wants and that's lots from behind! One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin' and brings ME a beer, when she comes from the kitchen! I pray that she'll last right up to the end, And would never complain when I do her best friend. Thanks in advance and you know I can't wait, so I'll screw all the rest 'cause it's never too late.  Amen 
A Bedtime Prayer For Women
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong. He's not afraid to admit when he's wrong. One who thinks before he speaks. When he promises to call, he doesn't wait 6 weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, won't lose his cool when he's annoyed. Pulls out my chair & opens my door, massages my back & begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind. Knows just what to say when I ask 'How fat is my behind?' One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin' He brings ME a sandwich too, when he goes to the kitchen! I pray that this man will love me to no end, And would never compare me with my best girlfriend. Thank You in advance and now I'll just wait, for I know You will send him before it's too late. Amen 
I'll Never Understand
"I'll Never Understand"Original Song By: Mike Blair*This is my newest song I wrote with my thoughts on my previous relationship that ended with questions in my mind.*===I thought we'd last foreverThe things we did togetherThe love that we hadThe times of ups & downsMy faith in love is gone[CHORUS]It's a god-damn shameWhatcha you're doing to meNever knew what you were thinkingNever thought that I caredIn you're crazy fucked-up mindI'll always question why?(Pause)I'll just never understandYou say that you still love meBut choose to be with himYou tell me he's not the man I amAnd not as good a loverBut in your mixed up mindThere can never be another[CHORUS]It's a god-damn shameWhatcha you're doing to meNever knew what you were thinkingNever thought that I caredIn you're crazy fucked-up mindI'll always question why?(Pause)I'll just never understandYou say he treated you badlyAnd that he never caredWhen we were togetherI was always fairI put you first every timeAnd never thought of meBut yo
A Heart
  A heart is not a token, A heart is not a toy, So if you want it broken then give it to a boy,   Cause boys just like to play with things,  To see what makes them run, When it comes to kissing, They do it just for fun,   In the game of love a girl is taken for a fool, When it comes to making love, They have to play it cool,   I know you can't believe , He took your heart and ran, But then again you thought, You gave it to a MAN   Author Unknowm
Love, Love, Love
"If you need healing, your are depressed, about to commit suicide, so down, so are important. Touch this word and God will heal and deliver you. In the Name of Jesus..Receive it. Tell me what happened. God bless."
Industrial Hemp Does Everything But Get You High
When people hear hemp they immediately think hippies and bongs and the apocalypse. Well, some people think that–mostly idiots. Fortunately, U.S. states are starting to abandon antiquated assumptions about hemp, and instead, are starting to realize it as a legitimate and budding industry with great potential to not just create jobs, but lessen the load on the environment by saving trees. Oregon and Vermont have both taken the plunge into legalizing the plant, and in these times when new industries are needed, it probably wouldn’t be a bad idea to start placing bets on the next state to see hemp as more than the thing hippies weave into necklaces. Hemp, the non-euphoria inducing strain of the Cannabis plant, is a useful resource that despite being a growing industry in over 30 countries such as Canada, New Zealand, and Australia is still illegal to produce in the United States–it instead must be imported at a cost that is certainly higher than the cost of growing it in America.
Singing Crackers
This started once in a mumm, when Mac&Cheeze informed me she had no idea what I was talking about when I had mentioned an old 80's Hall & Oates song, so I called her snapvine and sang one verse of it. And last week, a similar thing happened with Beautifully Broken, I called her and sang a verse of a Blues Traveler song she'd never heard. It kind of made me wonder, does anybody else want me to call their snapvine and sing something? I know you're asking yourself "Wow does John have a wonderful singing voice?". The answer is NO. But I'll do it anyway. ;)
U Said
u said u love me u said u never leave me. u said u nevery break my heart.u said u marry me  our lives we would share.was that so long ago. could u change your mine so easy could u forget the love we share. my love for u is strong as storng as it was 3 years ago my love for u never faded just grew stronger until thats all i had or was a man in love with u,u say u still love me and this is only site and the things u do mean nothing that u love me. but i still feel i loseing u.i hope u will see what we have and what stands to be lost. our dreams our hopes and the love that we the man i am i will wait i will love u forever and hope u see the light and come home to a love that never dies.usaid u love me usaid never leave me u said u never break my heart
Proof Reading Is An Art
Man Kills Self Before Shooting Wife and Daughter  This one I caught in the SGV Tribune the other day and called the Editorial Room and asked who wrote this.  It took two or three readings before the editor realized that what he was reading was impossible!!!  They put in a correction the next day.      I just couldn't help but sending this along. Too funny.    Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash, Expert Says        No crap, really? Ya think? 
It's All In The Translation...
The code     Written across the wall of the cave were the following symbols: It was considered a unique find and the writings were said to be at least three thousand years old! The piece of stone was removed, brought to the museum, and archaeologists from around the world came to study the ancient symbols. They held a huge meeting after months of conferences to discuss the meaning of the markings. The President of the society pointed to first drawing and said: 'This is a woman. We can see these people held women in high esteem. You can also tell they were intelligent, as the next symbol is a donkey, so they were smart enough to have animals help them till the soil.  The next drawing is a shovel, which means they had tools to help them.' Even further proof of their high intelligence is the fish which means that if a famine hit the earth and food didn't grow, they seek food from the sea. The last symbol appears to be the Star of David which means they were evidently He
Check This Out...
July 26: General Interest1775 : U.S. postal system establishedOn this day in 1775, the U.S. postal system is established by the Second Continental Congress, with Benjamin Franklin as its first postmaster general. Franklin (1706-1790) put in place the foundation for many aspects of today's mail system.During early colonial times in the 1600s, few American colonists needed to send mail to each other; it was more likely that their correspondence was with letter writers in Britain. Mail deliveries from across the Atlantic were sporadic and could take many months to arrive. There were no post offices in the colonies, so mail was typically left at inns and taverns.In 1753, Benjamin Franklin, who had been postmaster of Philadelphia, became one of two joint postmasters general for the colonies. He made numerous improvements to the mail system, including setting up new, more efficient colonial routes and
How Can I Answer These In The State Of Mind I Am In?!
What are u doing?thinking.Whats your current problem?is the world going to end that way? Were we just placed on the earth to die and accomplish nothing? Is there really anything out there for us to live for?What are u listing to?spell it right and I might answer it.Who's ur last txt from?no one.Last person u tlkd on the phone to?my mom.Anyone in the room with you right now?you'll have to elaborate on that.Last thing u ate?cheesecake.Missing anyone right now.I miss a lot of people.Do u have family in another state?I probably have family in all 50 states.Any plans for today?if I don't go to jacksonville hopefully hang out with Darrell and maybe talk to Brendan on the phone.Whats ur favorite color?blueWht were u doin at 12 last night?dancingWho's the biggest whore u kno?this question only brings out my insanity of how stupid this fucking world is.Favorite kinda music?manly metalWhat color are your socks?i hate socksLast person that slept in the same bed as you?no one.Are you in a relation
Our Oil....
OIL The U. S. Geological Service issued a report in April ('08) that only scientists and oil men knew was coming, but man was it big.  It was a revised report ( hadn't been updated since '95) on how much oil was in this area of the western 2/3 of North Dakota ; western South Dakota ; and extreme eastern Montana... check THIS out:The Bakken is the largest domestic oil discovery since Alaska 's Prudhoe Bay, and has the potential to eliminate all American dependence on foreign oil. The Energy Information Administration (EIA) estimates it at 503 billion barrels. Even if just 10% of the oil is recoverable... at $107 a barrel, we're looking at a resource base worth more than $5.3 trillion.'When I first briefed legislators on this, you could practically see their jaws hit the floor. They had no idea.' says Terry John son, the Montana Legislature's financial analyst.'This sizable find is now the highest-producing onshore oil field found in the past 56 years.' reports, The Pittsburgh Post Gaze
Sin With A Grin
Take a good look at agony Force fed pass down Time release I'm inspired to find the liar Black list X on the back Of a soulfull man I've got way's you understand Look left, look right, but I'm Behind you I never noticed, until I focused On everything you did, you said, You lit the fuse inside my head [Chorus] Thank you for reminding me Of why I'm sick inside Thank you for the venom, did You think it would paralyze? These scars I scratch, I tear Are there under my skin Where you've always been Thank you for reminding me, To sin with a grin Hangman Standing on a twisted 2x4 Built your house, but forgot To lock the door I'm inside with two black eyes I have not one shred of sympathy I have no use for apologies I'm inspired to find the liar I never noticed, until I focused On everything you did, you said, You lit the fuse inside my head [Chorus] Thank you for reminding me Of why I'm sick inside Thank you for the venom, did You think it would paralyze? These scars I scratch, I tear Are t
If You Only Knew
If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you
August 20th Is The Day
The Big Picture...
Hello fu friends, sittin here bored and figured id share some thoughts and happenings with you. So as most of you know by that lovely annoying birthday alert feature that my bday is saturday..woohoo! Now im super excited about it for several reasons but then a lot of things hit me that i suppose i just decided to ignore. Let me explain a little....So im going to be 30 and i truly believe that these will be my best years yet and you know what, they will be. However today out of the blue it hit me that my brother took his life one week after he turned 30 and whats even weirder is that his birthday had fell on a saturday too and it was one week after on a saturday that he died. Now i know this has no relevance but rather a huge odd coincindence but it still makes me think of him and brings me back to that place all over again of "wtf was he thinking". Then i think how sad it is that im so happy at the exact moment in his life when he so wasnt. In a way i almost feel guilty about the diffe
What Should I Take Pics Of?
So I am going to take some more pics soon, tell me what you'd like to see!
TODAY WE CELEBRATE FRIENSHIP DAY IN MY COUNTRY SO I WANTED TO TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO TELL YOU HOW SPECIAL YOUR FRIENDSHIP IS TO ME: Cherished Friends God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to share The joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you!
A True Radio Dj
A True Radio DJ Many people have forgotten exactly how powerful a DJ can be. Ever since radio was invented, by Marconi in 1896, they have had a want, desire and demand for the beloved disc jockey, more commonly known as the DJ.  Yet it has come to my attention that people are calling themselves DJ’s; but they are either afraid or just blatantly refuse  to acknowledge or even just talk  to the one force that drives them and keeps them in business, their audience. You look at the world famous DJ’s there have been. Whether you like the music that they play or not, they all have one thing in common, and that is they TALKED to their audience. It could have been Dr. Demento, Wolfman Jack, Casey Kasem, Adrian Cronauer, or an endless list of nationally and world famous DJ’s. They all played music on the radio, which they all did very well. But they did one even more important thing, they made their audience feel welcome, and made them feel like they were talking directly to
15 Do You Believe Quiz
In love?Yes...just seems to elude me...loolYour soulmate exists?I believe we have several In an afterlife?YesYou can be in love with 2 people at the same time?YesIn marriage?I believe in the idea of it...don't have much faith in it thoA relationship can last if both people are 100 percent honest?Yes Everyone is inherently good or evil?I think they are bothIn nature or nurture?BothIn coincidence?YesIn the death penalty? Yes... eye for an eye!A man can be completely faithful? This means emotionally too!Not sure about this one...haven't seen it in exsistenceEvery parent has a favorite child?Not every parent...You can GROW to love someone and be happy?Yes...if your heart is open it can happenIn miracles?Yes...everyday is a miracleThis survey was worth you time?Not sure....let me tell you after I see how many actually read
Lyrical Rhyme I Wrote
i got more flows then the air when uou feel the breeze freeze b4 yall sucka mcs feel da squeeze to get the cheese and leave with eaze take care of yall right after brunch get done go st8 to lunch you cant get mad we were hungry 4 a crunch ha ha i get a bunch dat gotta strip down to their trunks and stunk with that dead mans funk smell me u fuckin punks i see yall so verbal until somebody come at cha whit the heat u bitch up lika a herb ho go aheadand studdard mo and im gonna box u in like butter fo gettin shiced so many times and spread everywhere then we eat the toast in the morning for a better approach to smoke folk u think u a loke nooooo u act like da pope noooo goooddd. im gonna tute u some coke,oooooooohhhh Without the cola.I love giving it to the bitches with da squeakies moan nigga! haaaaaaa.Aint no typed of moan around these figure.Either u let a kid slide in the cuts,r hey listen ma u baggin em up.And i say come here let me show u how to do dis son. r we can go back to let m
The Beginning
I'm just a guy living like i do Pinting some words on Fu. I haven't much, or maybe I can have a lot more if I rob a man I don't know, but I'm in love so she's all that I've been thinking of but if you want, to press your luck ask her I just don't give a fuck I'm quick to grab a gun or what I need step to me guarantee recieve a shiny new bullet in your head a brand new hole to show your dead I'm just sayin' cuz I wanna make it clear that I stood face to face with what you know as fear and showed Death, I don't care he ran away my middle finger in the air....  
Sly Wisdom
1. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take time to look for  it. For example, I am sitting here thinking how nice it is that wrinkles don't hurt.2. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog that barks all the time, run to theend of his chain and gag himself.3. If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague.4. A penny saved is a government oversight.5. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat are really good friends.6. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement.7. He who hesitates is probably right.8. If you can smile when things go wrong, you have someone in mind to blame.9. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble.10. How long a minute is depends on what side of the bathroom door you're on.11. If ignorance is bliss, why aren't more people happy?12. Most of us go to our grave with our music still ins
Blame Me
You know very well that you failed me and that you forgot about your promise.  You know for sure that you deceived me, even when no one can love you as I do.  I have many reasons to despise you, but I wish you well.  Please tell who ever asks you that I never loved you, tell them I cheated and that I was the worst.  Blame me, and with my pain cover your back.
Girlfriend Application
Name    Age: Height: Hair Color: Eye Color:Piercings/tattoos: Zodiac sign++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++Do you drink or smoke? Do you have a cell phone? If so, do you have texting? Do you like hugs? Could we just cuddle?Would you kiss me?Would you point me out to your friends? Would you call me every night? Would you stay up till 3 in the morning texting me?  Would you take care of me when I'm sick? Do you think I'm cute? If you could change anything about me, would you? Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? Would you kiss my neck? Do you like biting? What turns you on? Do you play any sports? If so...what? What would you say is the best thing about yourself? Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, prick)? What type of music do you like? If you were to label yourself, what would it be? What size shoe do you wear? Would you just stand there and hug me? What's your favorite color? Would you ever lie to me?   Favorite band?
A Little Bout Me
was sup ppl new on flube as you all know a little bout my i have twin wonderful twin boys im a single father they live with me ther mom chooses not to have anything to do to them.I posted a few pics of them and ugly me >.> but for you single ladies around ohio hit me up if you want to cat to get to know me or jsut to be friends
New Clip!!! Xxxplicit Hardcore Lez Sex Slave
NEW CLIP YOU MUST SEE!!!THIS VIDEO CONTAINS LESBIAN HARDCORE SEX SLAVERY!!!EXTREMELY HOT!!! EXTREMELY EXPLICIT!!!PUSSY SHAVING; ORAL, ANAL & VAGINAL STRAP-ON TRAINING & PUSSY WORSHIP ARE JUST THE BEGINNING...THIS CLIP CONTINUES TO GET HOTTER AND HARDER ALL THE WAY THROUGH... TO THE VERY END!!!DOWNLOAD IT NOW!!! Description:Lesbian Cum Facial- Shaving, Worship, Strap-on (MPEG Format)Mistress Genevieve's super-slut-lesbian pet,SwitchMistress Crystal happens upon her in the middle of shaving her pubes and is over taken by lust. Crystal, as a Female slave in the stable, is given the rare privileged of serving as an oral "pleasure pet"... and she in this clip she's most eager to get down to it.After seeing to it that Mistress is fully satisfied, Crystal begs for fuck. Mistress whips out her new strap-on and fucks her pet in every single whole, mouth, pussy and ass. After cumming and screaming like a banshee from the madness o
Attraction to manikins.
Winners never quit and quitters never win.  -  Vince Lombardi
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Wtf Is This World Coming Too ?!?!?
Wtf Is this world coming too ?  I mean seriously is the united states completely  over run   by  simple minded morons and psychotic  people ?? I  was sitting here  checking  over  some emails  me  when i say  the story  Of Otty Sanchez (psychotic bitch) link to follow  ... She  had  some type of psychotic Breakdown she  has schizophrenia and  decapitated  her  3 1/2 week  son  :| HOW THE   FUCK DO  YOU DO THAT  TO YOUR KID ? She ate some of  his  toes  decapitated  him  with a  fucking steak knife  and  ate part of his  brain...... why the  fuck  wasnt  this lady put in an  instutition?? its  insane she  inflicted  wounds upon herself she stabbed herself in the  heart and stomach. I hope to hell that even though they  are holding her  for  1 mill   bail that  she doesnt  get out  and  sick or  not  that they  give this  psycho  the  help that  she  needs. Now before  anyone gets all self righteous  and  s
New Job Lol
ok, so a while back i posted a mumm on if i should do porn or not. the answer was 100% yes i should, soooooooooo guess what? I'm gonna do porn! lol I'll be dong live web cam stuff with a friend as well as film. yea yea before ya'llsay anything, my fu wifey already knows. so those of you who think they can go running and snitch me out, HA SUKA! the jokes on you, cuzz i hide nothing from her! If ya'll wanna know where we can be seen just ask an i might tell. Happy humping everyone!
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Chicks !!
Farmer John lived on a quiet rural highway. But, as time went by, the traffic Slowly built up at an alarming rate. The traffic was so heavy and so fast that his Chickens were being run over at a rate of three to six a day. So one day Farmer John called the sheriff's officeAnd said, "You've got to do something about allOf these people driving so fast and killing all of my chickens.""What do you want me to do?" asked the sheriff. "I don't care, just do something about those crazy drivers!" So ! the next day he had the county workers Go out and erected a sign that said: SLOW: SCHOOL CROSSING Three days later Farmer John called the sheriff And said, "You've got to do something about these drivers. The 'school crossing' sign seems to make them go even faster." So, again, the sheriff sends out the county Workers and they put up a new sign: SLOW:&NB sp;CHILDREN AT PLAY           &nbs
Omfg R U Serious Lmfao
DAVID LETTERMAN MAY BE IN TROUBLE WITH NASCAR!!!!   Now, THIS is funny.   David Letterman may not get any flak from NASCAR, but I'll bet he does get some 'flak' from the NAACP, and others such as Al Sharpton and the Rev. Jackson will absolutely go nuts!!!   David Letterman's reasons why there are no black NASCAR drivers: Top 10   # 10 - Have to sit upright while driving.   # 9 - Pistol won't stay under front seat.   # 8 - Engine noise drowns out the rap music..   # 7 - Pit crew can 't work on car while holding up pants at the same time.   # 6 - They keep trying to carja
Unbelievable !!
Makes you wonder who exactly won World War II...             THE AFTER PICTURES ARE VISUALLY EXTRAORDINARY    HIROSHIMA 64 YRS LATER... Hiroshima, Nagasaki 1945 
Government Job
A guy goes to the post office to apply for a job. The interviewer asks Him, '"Are you allergic to anything?" He replies, "Yes - caffeine." "Have you ever been in the military service?" "Yes," he says. "I was in Iraq for two years." The interviewer says, "That'll give you five extra points toward Employment." Then he asks, "Are you disabled in any way?" The guy says, " IED exploded near me and I lost both of my Testicles." The interviewer grimaces and then says, "O.K. You've got enough points for Me to hire you right now. Our normal hours are from 8:00 A.M. To 4:00 P.M. You can start tomorrow at 10:00 - and plan on starting at 10:00 A.M. Every Day." The guy is puzzled and says, "If the work hours are from 8:00 A.M. To 4:00 P..M., why don't you want me to be here until 10:00?" "This is a government job," the interviewer says. "For the first two hours We just stand around drinking coffee and scratching our nuts. No point in You coming in for that."
To Any And All Hunters
to any and all that would hurt my friends,i am one tha twill not put up with beware now it i find out that you have hate my friends i will deal with you.they are people to and have as much righ tto live as you and anyone else does.they maybe different then you,but stil have as much righ tto lilve as you do. Even if they lifestlye is nto the same as yours is My friends may live far from me but i find out you have hurt them you will be hurt ten times more then what you did to them your pain will go over what you have done to them so back off and leave them only just so you know i will not let you hurt them without a fright.   by kim
60 Things You Shouldn't Say To A Nude Man
60 things you shouldn't say to a nude man 1. Eww, there’s an inch worm on your thigh. 2. Ahh, it’s cute. 3. Wow, and your feet are so big. 4. Why don’t we just cuddle? 5. You know they have surgery to fix that. 6. It’s more fun to look at. 7. Make it dance. 8. You know, there’s a tower in Italy like that. 9. Can I paint a smiley face on it?
12-step Internet Recovery Program
1. I will have a cup of coffee in the morning and read myNewspaper like I used to, before the Internet.2. I will eat breakfast with a knife and fork and not with one Hand typing.3. I will get dressed before noon.4. I will make an attempt to clean the house, wash clothes, andPlan dinner before even thinking of the Internet.5. I will sit down and write a letter to those unfortunate few Friends and family that are Internet-deprived.6. I will call someone on the phone who I cannot contact via theInternet.7. I will read a book... If I still remember how.8. I will listen to those around me and their needs and stop Telling them to turn the TV down so I can hear the music on theInternet.9. I will not be tempted during TV commercials to check forEmail.10. I will try and get out of the house at least once a week, if It is necessary or not.11. I will remember that my bank is not forgiving if I forget toBalance my checkbook because I was too busy on the Internet.12. Last, but not least, I will rem
Jul 29th [[allsituated]]
Well, I'm happy to say that the move from Bettendorf to Maquoketa went well.  The first day we completed all of the painting/priming/etc.  The second day I was all moved in and completely unpacked! Awesomeness! Today I made pork roast with my mother and went to the parade with my little sister.  I almost passed out there, it was weird but it feels good to be home :) I took a lot of pictures of Haley (my 2 year old sister) and I'm eager to upload/edit them :) She's addorable.  There are a few pictures of her in my 'photography' album. Other then that lately I've been trying to focus my energy into practicing guitar. =] It's coming along. Gives me and my fifteen year old sister some bonding time. I can't wait to get a job and start going to school again.  I miss being busy. It gives me something to look forward too. :) :) So my moms thinking about getting the wii fit for her and her boyfriend? Is it actually good exercise and worth the buy? Tell me, tell me. =] Always Flexible, Kay
The Best Smart Ass Answeres Of 2009 !!
The Best Smart Ass Answers of 2009!!SMART ASS ANSWER #6It was mealtime during an airline flight.   'Would you like dinner?', the flight attendant asked John, seated in front.   'What are my choices?'  John asked.   'Yes or no,' she replied.SMART ASS ANSWER #5A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, 'Sir, I need to see your ticket, not your stub.'SMART ASS ANSWER #4A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, ' Do these turkeys get any bigger?' The stock boy replied, 'No ma'am, they're dead...'SMART ASS ANSWER #3The police officer got out of his car as the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. 'I've been waiting for you all day,' the officer said. The kid replied, Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could
Dj Shadow Fans! We Got News!
Hey everyone...           The Sites up and running!! Take a few to check out the new and improved and Digital Downloads, New Merch, Touring Updates and all the other stuff you expect from DJ SHADOW,  Theres all kinds of stuff that you'll only be able to get from the site, so make sure you take a good look around! For those of you that arnt familiar with this guy...He's been a part of shaping hiphops future for some number of years now, He's responsible for such classics as The Lessons with Cut Chemist and Steinski,Six Days, Organ Donor,The BrainFreeze project again with CutChemist,Massive Attack, U.N.K.L.E just to name a few...Part of the Bay Area Collective Quannum Projects, working along side such greats as The Gift Of Gab, Lyrics Born, E-40, Keek da Sneek and countless others he's definately left his mark on hiphop as we know it.... Here he is with Dj Numark and Cut Chemist showing cats how true masters rock the MPC..
How To Fix Americas Economy!
MAKES SENSE TO ME....   This is from an article in the St. Petersburg Times Newspaper on Sunday.  The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You Fix the Economy?"  I think this guy nailed it! Dear Mr. President: Please find below my suggestion for fixing America 's economy.  Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will squander the money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following  plan. You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan: There are about 40 million people over 50 in the workforce.  Pay them each $1 million severance for early retirement with the following stipulations: 1) They MUST retire.  Forty million job openings - Unemployment fixed.
Everything I Need To Know, Came From Noah's Ark
Noah's Ark   Everything I need to know, I learned from Noah's Ark . ONE: Don't miss the boat. TWO: Remember that we are all in the same boat! THREE: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. FOUR: Stay fit. When you're 60 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. FIVE: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. SIX: Build your future on high ground. SEVEN: For safety's sake, travel in pairs. EIGHT: Speed isn't always an advantage.. The snails were on board with the cheetahs. NINE: When you're stressed, float awhile. TEN: Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. ELEVEN: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.
I'm tryin to check my mail, and yahoo is being fuckin SLOW. WTF??? they have some new twitter type feature, and it seems that ever since they introduced it, its been much slower. POS, I jut wanna smash my comp right now
A Scary Quote From 1944‏
Postage Stamp Malfunction
           Postage stamp malfunction                      The Postal Services created a stamp with a picture of President Obama. The stamp was not sticking to envelopes. This enraged the President, who demanded a full investigation. After a month of testing and $1.73 million in congressional spending, a special Presidential commission presented the following findings:
The Sense Of Smell & Personal Time Travel.
Wow - Have you ever took in a smell for a prolonged period of time, that took you back in time to an earlier stage in your life?  A former student sheared the wool off my daughter's county fair 4-H lamb.  Lambs arent crazy about getting a haircut, so I helped hold him in place while the shears did thier work.  Lanolin, found in the wool -smells its strongest at the point of shearing.  Something about the lanolin - took me back to an earlier state of mind.  I am positive it had to do with all the good memories I had when I was a kid & times spent at the fair.  Its amazing to mentally travel back in time. Has this ever happened to you?  If so -what smell does it for you?
The Right Thing To Do
So if you were in a position to help someone would you? If you a saw crime committed would you do anything to stop it, or even call the police? Isn't it the right thing to do? I have a friend and a few months back he was driving on the freeway and saw the cops flashing lights coming up behind him. He quickly exited the freeway and turned a corner and slid into a gas station. he managed to jump out of his car and make it almost to the door when the cops made the corner. Everyone standing outside of the station noticed his behaviour and pointed to him, one guy even blocked the door. The cops took off down the road and it turned out they were not pulling him over at all. He was pissed that people were pointing him out when they did were not involved. Why was he trying to avoid cops? He has traffic warrents that he has not paid yet and he was driving on a suspended licesence. I personally was proud of the citizens that were looking out for their community. So what if his crimes are petty,
Nice Witchy Writeing
Come with me if ye dareBeneath my veil and in my heartMy Magick is all aroundAs is my shadow here and nowI walk the ways of light and darkSometimes hard to tell them apartFew be they who understand my wayI am different and not a followerI sometimes watch others aroundHow they laugh and loveI wonder how long it lastsFor me they never dolove comes and goesThey say they will never walk away,and love you foreverHow can any promise what they can not keepfor nothing here lasts foreverSometimes I am like the Owlset out side watching lifeI am like the crow I come and goI am of the night yet I live in the lightI am a daughter and priestess of the MorrighanI am MysticMoonCrow
I am still in waiting in limbo about the grant to recieve counseling.... I have met with my caseworker here, trying to map out goals and things, and the first thing of course is counseling so I can get my mind back straight, or at least attempt it. I have an appointment tomorrow to find out if they think my felony can be expunged, which in the long run would cost me $200 but would open a lot more doors for me. The felony was a drug charge from 2003. I am also gonna do an application to volunteer at the cop shop so it can take some of my time and I would be giving to the community... I hope that goes through, the lady mailed me the application today. Next week on the 4th is 6 years clean for me, I am very proud of that!! Not a whole lot going on in life right now besides the waiting in limbo so I can get a jump on that. I have been reading a lot, read 3 books in under 2 weeks and am on my 4th now, so thats a positive change for me :) Ok enough babbling!
fubar is soooo confusing!! lol
Finally Biotches!~
  Marked today by Master and the smudge below the artwork is that of his Social Security numbers...It doesnt actually look like that but i wanted to protect Master from identity theft. Feelings: I'm very happy but it gives me a sense of calm knowing that this is a permanant relationship as is his mark on my flesh... Its very entoxicating the whole experience...the burniing of the needles as the ink sinks into my flesh...when i looked at the mark in the mirror i actually began to happy so proud.... so permanant Update ya all later...Joy~  
Fucked Over!
This shit is pissin me off, if you wanna be with us then so be it don't SB me/email unless your for REAL... I'm sick of all the LIES, I'm about ready to say the hell with it all an forget about trying to find someone!
Stranger and the rest can knock on my front door but do so correctly otherwise it will never be opened. I thought someone was palying hard to get and today the realization someone had done something because she was frightened not at me but of the past. Green Light means? Go and to the FBI and others doesn't mean anything. I went back to The Order which is a front for TMO and buried deep within is another which I need the help of but it is mutual. Like the military a neccessary evil. Planned trip but unexpected due to the timing but must bring a Pass Port. A friend since 12 but not trust worthy replies to my emai three times but I shut him down with my final answer. The Bible is very specific in what it says about a friend. Norio  
Milky Way Over Devil's Tower
Necessity Is The Mother Of Invention
Growing up i pretty much had to pay for anything that my parents felt was not a necessity. Which was fine i worked two jobs and that was enough to keep me in dime bags and gas money. Sometimes it did seem that I was making difficult choices. Like, I could buy the really cool, slightly punk rock dress but not the necessary under garmets to go with it. And when i say necessary, I mean it. My first bra was a B cup and that was when i was 11. I have only moved down the alphabet since. I owned one strappless bra. It was horrid. It was a bright white, quilted number, so stiff that it could go out to the party on it's own. After consulting with my brain trust, which consisted of several flat chested, pot smoking girlfriends, we decided the the best course of action would be to deconstruct the current bra into a new, one-time use bra. We gathered together the required equipment. Scissors, weed, masking tape, and safety pins. The end result was a torn up frankstien bra that would make the ma
Compliments Vs. Player Status
How jaded have women become...there are guys out there like me, who feel a compliment is still nice to give a lady if it fits. yet it seems if you tell a woman u think she is beautiful these days, your either coming on to her, trying to hook up, or a player. LADIES sometimes we just wanna tell you how pretty you are PIERIOD. I say this because i've complimented many of you here on fu because you are indeed very sexy and very beautiful.  doesnt make me a player just means i'm ok with speaking my mind.  and those of you who have accepted my compliments in the past....Ladies you Rock!!!!!
In Memory Of My Late Uncle
Chapter One (i Think) Of My New Book. Its Sure To Piss Off A Lot Of People
I was walking. I remeber that much from within the earliest, hazy part of it all. I was walking and I think I was in or around a Motel 6. Thats weird enough cause i got banned for life from the chain years ago in the wild days of Fatal Demise, so i dont generally hang out in the Motel 6 world, ye know? Anyhow, I was walking there, I can remember the bland muted colors of the place and the stucco walls. I may have tried the Ice machine just to test Fry's theory, pretty sure it was borne out. I came then to the end of the semienclosed hallway, and found an old friend with a gelatinous face that nonetheless bared a wide smile. He was alone but said he was waiting for some other folks and could i join him for a while, I should really meet these girls, they were "primo tail". I dont think like that to be sure, but I am a guy so I put political correctness away as it has been far too long since Ive even conversed with a woman and I sat down. The pool was boiling in the summer sun, drops of i
Pshhht.honey Please....
Yeah Yeah It Is...
Soooo.... It's about 0730 ( or 7:30am) in the morning in Korea, and waiting for TMO to pack, pick up my things, and ship it off to Germany. 8 more days until I finally leave--you know, the more I think about it, the more it's starting to become bittersweet...I hate being here, and yet i'm going to miss this place. The partying, drunken nights, being sick during an readiness excercise LOL, and meeting people, new and those I haven't seen in a long LONG time. Well, as I about to log off and shut my desktop computer down to also be shipped to Europe, I just wanted to say that for those that are STILL in Korea, " Don't worry about a thing, it'll all be over soon..." That I can assure you...until then...SEE YA IN GERMANY!!!  
Lover Style Profile
Your result for The Lover Style Profile Test... The Liberated Lover 64% partner focus, 67% aggressiveness, 55% adventurousness Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Liberated Lover. The Liberated Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and forms the kind of free-thinking, sexually-exciting, self-confident lover that society once condemned but that a liberal-mind cherishes and exults. The Liberated Lover is a treasure to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they are often already engaged in relationships or are in high-demand if "in the market." In terms of physical love, the Liberated Lover is possibly the most thrilling and demandi
I will do this but I am nice enough not to tag anyone   1. I am double jointed 2. I have been stabbed 3. I will be changing my relationship status soon 4. after witchie's blog I had to google a dongle 5.I am an atheist 6. me and my son both almost died when he was born 7. as bitchy as I seem I do not carry a takes too much energy and hatred eats the person carrying it..and no one else 8. I have remained friends with all but one of my exes..that would be the one that stabbed me 9. I am not interesting enough to do these     *edited for my grammar nazis*
So drill would no longer be butt hurt about no blogs about him   Drill was fucked over by another soccer club.  his girls are suffering for it.   Drill is funny.   everyone loves drill
Well Im Here
i made it ok even though we were 2 hours late getting in....its stormy and humid and crappy here but i will make do...but im ok and doing good...will be on later maybe if i dont pass the fuck out :)
For Those Who Most Likely Won't See It
sitting here contemplating the way friendships can just dissolve from lack of caring on one persons side...i have sat here wondering about all the names and numbers and friends i have on this and that site...trying to figure out while the hell i keep them there...why i don't just delete them and say the hell with you...after all...that's what has been done to me...i never lied to anyone...never pretended to be any more than what i am...human the same as them...but it never ceases to amaze me that people can adopt a "holier than thou" attitude when you slap them in the face with the truth...and that is what has happened to several of my so-called "friends" these days...they seem unable to remain friends with a woman when they all of a sudden find the love of their life...pathetic really...just goes to show that it does no good for anyone to be a friend to someone when they are in need...cuz when that need disappears with the appearance of a new love...the need for the friend disappears
Month one Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He sa
Don't Read If You Happen To Be One Of The People I'm Talking About
sitting here contemplating the way friendships can just dissolve from lack of caring on one persons side...i have sat here wondering about all the names and numbers and friends i have on this and that site...trying to figure out while the hell i keep them there...why i don't just delete them and say the hell with you...after all...that's what has been done to me...i never lied to anyone...never pretended to be any more than what i am...human the same as them...but it never ceases to amaze me that people can adopt a "holier than thou" attitude when you slap them in the face with the truth...and that is what has happened to several of my so-called "friends" these days...they seem unable to remain friends with a woman when they all of a sudden find the love of their life...pathetic really...just goes to show that it does no good for anyone to be a friend to someone when they are in need...cuz when that need disappears with the appearance of a new love...the need for the friend disappears
Our Compatibility
So I signed up for the free first chapter of that compatibility report on It actually is quite scary. It requires dates of birth, birth cities, and birth times, and comes up with some crazy stuff. What mostly stuck out for me was the parts here I underlined (the ones in italic not the headers in bold). I really want to compare this with others results so if any of you have free time, give it a go. Compare it to your relationship, and post your results. Chapter 1. Core Compatibility Crystal's Sun in Libra and Daniel's Sun in Aquarius Both of you are very social, active people. You are involved in community groups, and your line of work probably brings you into contact with lots of people. You harmonize well with each other and are great friends. Daniel is very attached to clubs, social groups, and colleagues. Crystal may feel that Daniel needs friends more than a marriage partner or lover. In fact, Crystal devotes much more attention to any close partnership. Thi
Why Not?
Dan will not, for love nor money, allow me to stun him with a 2.5 million volt stun gun. It's depressing. Apparently it would mess up his already traumatically injured brain. Crystal: I'm going to cry, Dan. Dan: I'm sorry. Crystal: You're not supposed to make your girlfriend cry. Dan: You're not supposed to TORTURE your boyfriend. *sigh*
I'll Never Wrong You Again
Will someone please call a surgeonWho can crack my ribs and repair this broken heartThat your're deserting for better company?I can't accept that it's over...I will block the door like a goalie tending the netIn the third quarter of a tied-game rivalrySo just say how to make it rightAnd i swear i'll do my best to complyTell me am i right to think that there could be nothing betterThan making you my bride and slowly growing old togetherI feel must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourselfWith these revisions and gaps in historySo let me help you remember.I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leaveSo please back away and let me goI can't my darling i love you so...Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing betterThan making you my bride and slowly growing old togetherDon't you feed me lines about some idealistic futureYour heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the suturesI a
This Is A Test Of Just How Gonzo You Are In Las Vegas
I saw these smokin hot girls gettin it on on the walkway over the strip last night. Then I finished off my sack of mushrooms and somehow found my way back to my room at the wildwild west . Thats my Gonzo style for the day how about any of you?????
Night Terror
So out of no were you find yourself falling asleep and bam.... You see the faces, demons that rest on your shoulders they dont say anything you just see them. you wake up so freaked out that u dunno what to do almost like you been drugged your body wont move.......   When well they go away
Hard To See - Five Finger Death Punch
ohyea i relate to this one in many waysm growing so distantNothing makes sense to me anymoreIm learning to resistBecoming more than you ever wereCant explain, whats come over me (come over me)Cant explain, why its so hard for me,So hard to see your side.Projecting all my angerI cant seem to get this through to youThe walls are closing inI dare you to walk in my shoesCant explain, whats come over me (come over me)Cant explain, why its so hard for me,So hard to see your side.Your side..I wont see your sideCant explain, whats come over me (come over me)Cant explain, why its so hard for me,So hard to see your side.Cant explain, whats come over me (come over me)Cant explain, why its so hard for me,So hard to see your side.I wont see your side.YOUR SIDE
Come & Hang Out With Us Tonight @ Purple Magik
Come & Hang Out With Us Tonight At!! We have friendly people, good music, random bling for new members and live auction! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends! So come on in and start to have some fun and make some new friends!  Pimpout Brought To You By: ♥Brat-te♥ Owned By TEDDY T.♥ Owner of Asst Head DJ CHEVEYO♥    
Better Update
Well for those who didn't know, I am deploying.  I got a date today, and well, it is about when I thought it was going to be, but had 2 weeks of training thrown in on top of it, and just don't see me getting to enjoy my last few weeks of life stateside before I have to leave.  It looks like training, pack out, take a few days of leave, and then....well.....leave.  It's been fun, won't be around a whole lot, got quite a bit of crap that needs to be done around here.  See ya when I get the chance.   For those that want it, let me know and I'll hit ya with an address of where I am scheduled to go.
They Don't Know My Pain
In life we have things that cause us pain Love, hate, and feelings of great disdain We hurt from dusk til dawn Thinking we can't hold on Pain in your chest, pain in my heart Pain in their head, tearing us apart It kills me to think of how it will hurt Making us feel we are less than dirt The throb of pain makes one cry Putting us through this, we don't know why Sometimes it just happens that way And there is nothing any of us can say Look over there, can you see what I do? They are going through this pain too We are not as alone as we may believe There are people out there who will deceive If you look around you will know There are others who will not show The pain they hide, just like you and me But open your eyes and you will see You really don't cry alone, there are those Who look around make sure no one else knows We hide our pain from those who might see That we might be as weak and they seem to be We don't want them to know of our plight Of the silent tears that fall every
At First Sight
I just recently joined here and met a beautiful woman who is just gorgeous. I don't want to keep sending messages and put on any pressure, I'm real easy going and just not that kind of guy. It seems like one of those "at first site" things. Advice anyone? I guess I'm dreaming maybe , but as many of attractive women are on here and else where, no one else has ever caught my attention like this before.
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Biggest Bomblist Ever!!
thats right goin to try and do one big monster bomblist. for this one i will buy the first 5 bombs out of my pocket. if u want to join in it will cost u a 25 credit bling pack *REMEMBER THIS IS A BLING PACK AND NOT A BLING* with the bling packs i will buy more bombs. so every1 who buy me a bling pack will get bombed 40 times.  there is only room for 50 ppl so sb me if u would like to join in thanks.
Wednsday Nights!!!!!
Each and every Wednsday night, we put on an open mic Live hip hop show. It cost nothing to sign up or enter. Just bring yourself an some friends and you get a spot to perform. So hit us up on our hot line (480) 668-4101. C U all there!!!!!  
Get Bound To The Sound With Dj Liltulip!
Dj liltulip is on Dominate Radio 5-7pm tonight to tune in use: for broadband or for dialup Y/you can find my playlist here
How I Will Look At "friends" From Now On !!
There comes a time in life when you realize: Who Matters Who never did Who wont anymore And Who always will So, don't worry about people in your past, there is a reason why they didn't make it into you Future !!
I'm Identifying With This Song More And More...this Is Not Good
Laid to the river Midsummer, I waved A V of black swans On with hope to the grave And though Red September With skies fire-paved I begged you appear Like a thorn for the holy ones Cold was my soul Untold was the pain I faced when you left me A rose in the rain.... So I swore to the razor That never, enchained Would your dark nails of faith Be pushed through my veins again Bared on your tomb I'm a prayer for your loneliness And would you ever soon Come above onto me? For once upon a time On the binds of your loneliness I could always find the slot for your sacred key Six feet deep is the incision In my heart, that barless prison Discoulours all with tunnel vision Sunsetter Nymphetamine Sick and weak from my condition This lust, this vampyric addiction To Her alone in full submission None better... Nymphetamine Wicked with your charm I am circled like prey Back in the forest Were whispers persuade More sugar trails More white lady laid Than pil
Your Message Is Too Big...
Today's mass email message: Sorry if you got it. I'm a grumpmeister today :P     -REL
I get flooded with al those sweet, dumb comments about me all the time, and now its time for a real thing. Tell me what you REALLY think of me! I would love to see all the comments about the truth, not the fake "friends" BS that FU is known for. Be as specific and accurate, plz, or else I dont stand a chance to win.   I am sure there is enough dirt on me based on my blogs, mumms, comments, etc, to base a valid opinion on. I ASSURE you my feelings wont get hurt, so please go to town :)
i really have never created a blog therfore have no idea what im doing. guess ya just write what ya feel huh? So i feel like shit on here looking for friends and more if it happens. i have three kids  and there father is not in the picture so that usually doesnt help having baggadge. But im just about ready to give up on trying to find some one  .
Nice and high and far apartJust like they saidI built this place with broken partsJust like they saidYou chip away the old version of youYou'd be surprised at what you can doI'm safe in here Irrelevant Just like they saidMy voice just echoes off these wallsYou feel me breathe I am watching youI see it allThe many ways you can't get to meI see it allI see the Hell you put yourself throughOh the things I could do (if I wanted to)My voice just echoes off these wallsMy voice just echoes off these wallsI don't need anything at allMy voice just echoes off these walls And I just slowly fade awayYou will never ever get to me in here
What is true love? How do you fall in love? What makes us fall for some one and say ( I LOVE YOU ) to that person? I truly believe that love is not so much a feeling as much as it is a choice to love the one your with. People seem to think that it's good sex that leads them to love. I can't believe that to be so. I have loved women that was not the best looking and I have loved some beautiful ones. I am just talking about loving some one who some may not even want around. Would you give some one a chance to love you if your friends did not like the look of that person? My mother always asked me "would you jump off a cliff if your friends did"? I think alot of us are jupming after friends more then ever. I posted this to hear to what you think so please give me feed back. 
Hmm, Interesting
I have been tryin to achieve a status of "that hated cunt" for a while, and alas! My prayers have been answered!   however, I dont understand one thing:   why do people waste their time pretending to be my friends, when they dislike me?? Its not like they will get laid, or have me send them any pics. I just really wonder. I cant be THAT intriguing and interesting for people to spend their precious time idlessly chatting with me and trying to get the info out of me. Esp since I post a lot of public blogs, and nothing about me is really a secret.   just wondering
New Word's In Webster's Dictionary
Frenemy, webisode among new words in Webster's   There are words such as locavore (one who eats foods grown locally), frenemy (someone who acts like a friend but is really an enemy), waterboarding (an interrogation technique use to induce the sensation of drowning), vlogs (a blog that contains video material) and webisode (a TV show that can be viewed at a website).
Help Her Out!
$safe_uid_dname">@ fubar   Please go give Momma Dukes lotsa luv. She is also looking 2 buy bling packs!
Skye Boat Song
Skye Boat Song Sir H. Boulton Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Loud the winds howl, loud the waves roar,Thunderclaps rend the air,Baffled our foes stand on the shore,Follow they will not dare.Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Though the waves leap, soft shall ye sleep,Ocean's a royal bed;Rocked in the deep, Flora will keepWatch by your weary head.Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Many's the man fought on that day,Well the claymore could wield,When the night came, silently layDead on Culloden's field.Speed bonnie boat like a bird on the wing,'Onward' the sailors cry!Carry the lad that is born to be King,Over the sea to Skye.Burned are our homes, exile and deathScatter the loyal men;Yet, e'er the sword cool in the s
Spending Spiraling Out Of Control
"All parts of government are growing," especially the federal budget,argues economist Brian Reidl in a new report on runaway government spending. Reidl explains that bailouts, the "stimulus" package, andexpansions of entitlement programs have caused federal spending toincrease at a pace not seen since World War II.Here are some alarming statistics Riedl dug up:*  $4.004 trillion -- federal government spending in 2009, arecord.*  $1.845 trillion -- federal spending beyond its means in 2009,the deficit.*  $33,932 -- federal spending per household in 2009.*  $25,969 -- federal spending per household in 2008.*  $12,072 -- tax increases required per household to pay forrunaway spending on Medicare, Medicaid and Social Security by2050. (Alternatively, we could reform the programs.)*  46 cents -- amount of every dollar Washington spends in 2009that will be borrowed.*  32 percent -- increase in federal spending 2008-2009*  13 percent -- amount of the 2009 budget deficit relative toAmerica's e
So Sweet...
WAITING Many women show interest wanting to be the lady on my armBut they don't know my heart is taken; I know they mean no harmIn my dreams, a thousand times, I have tasted your sweet lipsWrapped you in my arms & ran my fingers down your hipsWalked down the road in the pouring rain though it's not happened yetHolding hands under an umbrella~ don't worry I won't let you get wetI see me underneath the moonlight, gazing into your eyes Finding truth in your pupils when in all the others I just found lies Us cuddled up by the fireplace while a movie is playing I can see it so vividly, I wish you would stop delaying!Lying on our backs while overhead the planes are landingPlease hurry up, I just want you here~ sorry to be demandingEvery time I see a couple, thoughts of you flood my mind Hoping your trip doesn't take much longer & I run out of timeWriting I love you in a steamed-up mirror so you can see it when you get out An once-in-a-lifetime kind of love~ one we've both dreamed aboutI know
what is it with an ex boyfriend or girlfriend?  When they are the one who broke off the relationship, why do they feel they still have the right to take all their anger out on you?  this is my life, He calls I'm still nice so I answer (well not after this last call), and he uses the call as his way to emotionally abuse me...ok so I let it happen for 2 years while we were together, but once you break up isn't that the end of the end of the abuse?  I'll never really know what happened other than the fact that I'm glad it's over.  I'm at a better place in my life, and for that I'm thankful for. 
Making Up Is Hard To Do
The rest of the world cannot understand how, after bitter election campaigns, American politicians can kiss and make-up. But the election is over and it's time to repair friendships with the other party. Governor Sarah Palin is doing her part to do just that. For instance, Gov. Palin has invited to her great state of Alaska the men who defeated her, Barack Obama and Joe Biden, along with their wives. She has set up a moose-hunting trip for their enjoyment and hired three prominent experts in their field to assist them. Dick Cheney will carry the gun, Ted Kennedy will drive them back to their cabins each evening, and Bill Clinton will entertain their wives while they're out hunting. Sarah is such a sport and thinks of everything! What a lady!
7%: Life Lessons
This is something we should all read at least once a week!   Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of The Plain Dealer, Cleveland , Ohio "To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written." My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more:   1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
Help Support Us
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Drows Free Music Bin!
Those of you that know me know im a music head to the utmost.... I spend alot of my freetime searching the web for dope shit to listen to, and im pretty good at it for the most part. Friends send me links to new projects pretty often.... And to return the favor I do my best to let as many of my friends know about it too....Sooooo I figured Id start a FREE SHIT TO DOWNLOAD blog....why not right?....   So over the days ill be posting links to download projects I find or get thrown my way...   I love this culture. And would like to share it with you..Stay tuned...     A huge thanks to TZR and THE RANT for contributing... please feel free to add links if your in the mood...this is a community project, so all are welcome to post.   People have asked me why Im doing in whats in it for me.... In all honesty...nothing's in it for me.  Or any of the other people that post here.   BUT..theres a shitton of stuff in it for YOU.
You get in a serious talk with someone and it get's heated and the person says some offense remarks and you have to respond -----and the fool blocks you. What a damn coward!!!!!!
How Many Would Miss Me
To All Of You
this is a message to everyone because clearly ppl have gotten besides themselves as of lately. so i am about to just vent a lil frustration. It amazes me when i try to help ppl the pure audocity of the shit that ppl say to me. as if to blame me for all the shit that they have gotten theirselves into and honestly think that i am supposed to somehow feeel. sorri the only thing you guys make me feel sorri about is that i ever wasted my fucking time helping u.
went to the doctor yesterday , guess I'll be starting chemo again (4 M S) gotta get a 3 day home IV today + I guess I do have a tumor on my 76th vertibra (?) but (YAY) it's not cancerous . so I did get some good news .
I am in an evil mood today. it makes me feel horny and want to ravage and please a woman the only thing is that I haven't found a woman who'll give me the chance to get to know her in that way.  therefore i shal do what i alway do and obstain as usual. i shall wait til the time is right and i get to know a woman well enlugh for that to be an option.
Answer To The Most Philosophical Question Around
A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is smoking a cigarette with a satisfied smile on its face and the egg is frowning and looking put out. The egg mutters to no one in particular, "I guess we answered that question.
The 911 Caller
All you FUCKS out there that think everything is about race or about religion listen up. All you fags that has never needed to hunt someone down know now that when someone ask you were they black/ looked like a Mexican or if they dressed like gang members or did they have bandanas or a fucking afro let it be known that it is so they get the right fucking person. There are thousands of black, white, Hispanic, Chinese people running around. Now if the man that opened the door was black and the old black woman across the street said it was to fucking crackers that kicked in the door then that cop needs to know and it wouldn’t be races if it was the black woman saying that. But saying that same woman wanted to be politically correct and just said two men the cop now will think that it could have been the man that answered the door and simply walks away thinking “hey he lost his key”. Well now you’re going to have a dead man or a pissed off black man that is suing be
July28-29th Bling Auction   thats the link its cheap so go bid plz!!
Too Much Time....
I hate when you have too much time on your hands so you start thinking...start reading way too much into things...start thinking about things that probably aren't true....trying to sabotage your own happiness.....I loathe this part of myself...I have this amazing boyfriend but I'm going to end up ruining it because of my own insecurities....I have to stop, find ways to occupy my brain so I stop doing this shit.
Eliza Is Merely A Program
Intensive googling - the only kind I do - dredged up the information regarding a simulation conversation program named ELIZA... (MOVE YER BLOOMIN ARSE!!). You will find her charming. You will find her caring. You will find her empathetic. You will find her on your wavelength, no matter what length it is. MY DICK IS HUGE (you say) How huge is your dick (Eliza inquires) OMG YER LIKE THE GIRL OF MY DREAMS, OH AND IT IS 10 INCHES (you moan in lust and lies) A girl would have to be a dream to believe your dick was 10 inches (I remove the programming and answer from my own mind). Your fantasy is crushed, but oh well. Now lets move on to the Cuckoo Bird. But first I have some things to do.  More later... (hours latah... - said in the voice of the Spongebob Squarepants narrator)
Variety Is The Spice Of Life. - The Sex Pyramid
The Sex Pyramid Subsisting on a diet drawn from one food group isn't healthy or gratifying. Even eating cupcakes 24/7 eventually would get old! And yet when it comes to feeding our sexual appetite, many of us rely on one mode to sate all of our romantic cravings. Turns out, women who order the same meal at the same restaurant every time, so to speak, are missing out. Engaging in different shagging styles not only prevents boredom in the bedroom, but "it also fulfills your many physical and emotional needs, allows you to express different aspects of your personality and enables you to grow sexually as a couple," explains Ian Kerner, Ph.D., a sex and relationship therapist in New York City. No one is saying you have to install a trapeze in your bedroom or invite the neighbors to join in. But just as following the food pyramid's guidelines will improve your overall diet, integrating different types of sex into your regular routine can recharge your romance. Building your own se
Then Why Don't We Pray?
THEN WHY DON'T WE PRAY?The highest privilege ever afforded to man is the power of prayer....then why don't we pray?The right to talk to the highest potentate in all the universe......then why don't we pray?The most powerful force accessible to man is the potential of prayer......then why don't we pray?The greatest longing in the heart of God is to talk to His children......then why don't we pray?Nothing is impossible to those who pray......then why don't we pray?No man ever fainted or faltered who gave himself to prayer......then why don't we pray?Every sin is forgiven, every stain is washed clean, all guilt diminished tothe man who prays......then why don't we pray?Hell moves farther away, satan flees from the man who prays......then why don't we pray?Anointing will come, mountains will be moved, valleys made smooth, riversmade crossable, the inaccessible made accessible, the impossible madepossible, dreams come through to the man who prays......then why don't we pray?J
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Lessons On Life
Lessons on Life There was an Indian Chief who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.The first son went in the winter, the second in the spring, the third in summer, and the youngest son in the fall.When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said no it was covered with green buds and full of promise.
I Need A Fuck Buddy When I Come To Waco Monthly
if you down and you are lonley and you would mind  comething for a couple of hours and fuck. just send me a message let me know that you. i love white women and hispanic woman. i am not going to beat around the bush or anything and i dont want a woman that likes to beat around the bush, i want someone that knows what she wants, i am not looking for love. i am on here looking to Fuck. are u looking to fuck. i live in Del Rio texas, and i go to waco texas every month to drill with the national guard. and i be staying at hotel. and i am looking for a white or hispanic girl who is down for a fuck buddy. send me a message ok
Denmark & Immigration
I am not singling out muslims by posting this bulletin. I believe all immigrants can cause similar situations to arise as has happened with Muslims in Denmark. I am not against immigrants. I AM against illegal immigrants and all the extra benefits immigrants and illegal immigrants receive from our country. I do believe, if you want to live in this country, you should embrace the beliefs and laws of this country. You should not expect the country to change for you. SALUTE to Denmark .. This could very well happen here on our Continent....    Susan MacAllen is a contributing editor for  ( Salute the Danish Flag - it's a Symbol of   Western Freedom By Susan MacAllen   In 1978-9 I was living and studying in Denmark . But in 1978 - even in   Copenhagen, one didn't see Muslim immigrants.     The Danish population embraced visitors, celebrated the exotic, went  out of its way to protect each of its citizens. It was proud of its new  brand of socialist liberalis
$50,000 Question
Senior Health Care
The Perfect Solution to Senior HealthCare           While discussing  the upcoming Universal Health Care Program with my  sister-in-law the other day, I think we have found the  solution. I am sure you have heard the ideas that if  you're a senior you need to suck it up and give up the  idea that you need any health care. A new hip? Unheard of.  We simply can't afford to take care of you anymore. You  don't need any medications for your high blood pressure,  diabetes,
Confederate Flags
The other day I was on my home and just a few blocks from my house.  Driving the other way down the street was this huge lifted truck flying two banner sized Confederate flags.  First off, I don't really understand people who fly the Confederate flag and try to claim it isn't racist.  I know they say it's a culture thing and not anything to do with race.  But isn't that sort of like flying a NAZI flag and then trying to claim you're just proud of Germany's history and dominance in the 1930s and 40s.  The NAZIs weren't just racists.  They were fiercely proud Germans.  Second, this guy might have just stood up and shouted "I hate niggers!"  See, I live in Calgary.  Calgary is about as far from the Confederate South as you can get.  There's no reason for someone to be flying a Confederate flag here.  Someone please try to explain this to me.
Am I A Fireman Yet?
 Am I a Fireman yet?    This happened out here in the Southwest, and made most of the papers here. I'm sure stories like this happen all over the US and the world. It's good to see there is compassion left in people.
Senior Death Warrant
The actress Natasha Richardson died after falling skiing in Canada. It took eight hours to drive her to a hospital. If Canada had our healthcare she might be alive today. We now have helicopters that would have gotten her to the hospital in 30 minutes. President Obama wants to have our healthcare like Canada's and England's.  In England no-one over 59 can receive heart repairs or stents or bypass surgery because it is not covered (too expensive and unnecessary). I got this today and am sending it on. If President Obama's plans in other areas don't scare you, this should. Please do not let President Obama sign senior death warrants.  Everyone seeing this is either a senior citizen, getting close or knows someone who is.  Most of you know by now that the Senate version (at least) of the stimulus" bill includes provisions for extensive rationing of health care for senior citizens. The author of this part of the bill, former senator and tax evader, Tom Daschle was credited today by Bloombe
Woman Only
Dear Kotex... down2basics: Dear Kotex:I recently noticed that the peel-off strip of my pantyliner had a bunch of Kotex Tips for Life" on it. Annoying advice such as:    a.. Staying active during your period can relieve cramps.    b.. Avoiding caffeine may help reduce cramps and headaches.    c.. Drink 6-8 glasses of water a day to keep you hydrated and feeling fresh.    d.. Try Kotex blah blah blah other products...Obviously the individual behind this was someone who has never possessed a functioning set of ovaries. Go ahead and tell a menstruating woman that drinking 6-8 glasses of water will help keep her feeling fresh.Like we need more fluid inside our bloated bodies from hell...but go ahead. See what happens and report back. I'll wait.While you're at it, dump out the coffee at work and remove the chocolate from the vending machine. I guaran-freakin-tee that the first responders will be females who just ovulated. This advice was some brain functionof a male.... right???Staying activ
My Aunt Really Really Needs Your Help
All My Friends my Aunt needs HELP! Only a few days left 2 vote. Just follow these quick steps 2 help out hr and her family. Send me a comment if you helped so I can send a lil thank you! Hi Everyone! I am asking every single one of you, if you have not already voted for me, please do so by midnight Friday, July 31.  It appears I am about 12 votes behind the leader so YOUR VOTE REALLY DOES COUNT since the leader will probably continue to get votes, too.  You, your husband/mother/father/sister/brother/cousin/co-worker/plumber/vet/mechanic/etc. can vote.  I know a lot of you have long email address lists so feel free to beg everyone to cast a vote for me.  Every vote is very important since these are the last few days and I am sooooooo close.    1.     Click this link. 2.     Click “Sign Up” on the upper right side and complete the sign-up process. 3.     You will receive a confirmation email in just a few moments at the address you provided. 4
7/29/09 Dilbert
Mouse Repellant
A couple moved to the country when they retired. One mild winter, they had a bit of a problem with rodents in the garage. So they bought one of those little sub-sonic mouse repellant, the kind you plug in and they emit some kind of sound that drives off mice. The husband was showing it to their neighbor and explaining that it was an animal repellant. He told her that it worked on every thing from mice to elephants. "Really!?" she said, "Mice to elephants, eh." sounding a bit skeptical. "Yes," he replied, seriously. "We've had it here for a couple of weeks now and we haven't had a single elephant in the garage the whole time!"
Mermaid Or Whale?
? About all this...       Recently, in large city, a poster featuring a young, thin and tanned woman appeared in the window of a gym. It said:THIS SUMMER DO YOU WANT TO BE A MERMAID OR A WHALE?A middle aged woman, whose physical characteristics did not match those of the woman on the poster, responded publicly to the question posed by the gym.To Whom It May Concern:Whales are always surrounded by friends (dolphins, sea lions, curious humans). They have an active sex life, they get pregnant and have adorable baby whales. They have a wonderful time with dolphins stuffing themselves with shrimp. They play and swim in the seas, seeing wonderful places like Patagonia, the Barren Sea and the coral reefs of Polynesia Whales are wonderful singers and have even recorded CDs. They are incredible creatures and virtually have no predators other than humans. They are loved, protected and admired by almost everyone in the world.Mermaids don't exist. If they did exist, they would be lining up out
It is a travesty of justice or a crime. I once lived in a very nice apartment complex in Deptford, NJ. Even had a Stonybrook. The fall was very simple. Neglect of the complex in removing the last patch of ice on 2/2/08 at 7 AM I slipped on it and landed on my right knee. It would of been light enough to see but due the weather it was very dark. After this seemingly simple fall on my right knee I am in all sorts of problem. I realized that this fall was not simple at all. I fell backwards on my right foot and went under my right butt and my entire spine and head was compromised. Especially my neck and head. I was unconscious for few minutes and had I, my cell phone with me I would of called 911. Dr. Obrien a specialist tells me he can read the film but he obviousy cannot read the report. He says my neck is fine but the report I get say there is all sorts of damage. Dr. Dinner doing a upper EMG teasts my right arm and left leg? I think the two previous upper EMG invovled the upper body a
Impossible To Please
A group of girlfriends is on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: "For Women Only." Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in.The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what's inside."So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: "All the men on this floor are short and plain." The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor.The sign on the second floor reads: "All the men here are short and handsome." Still, this isn't good enough, so the friends continue on up.They reach the third floor and the sign reads: "All the men here are tall and plain."They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up.On the fourth floor, the sign is perfect: "All the men here are t
The Man's Rules
Now for the men's rules.... We always hear "the rules" from the feminine side. OK - we are now going to hear the rules from the man's side. These are our rules! Please note ...these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.  1. Sometimes, we are not thinking about you. Live with it.  1. Shopping is NOT a sport, and no, we are never going to think of it that way.  1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine. Really.  1. Crying is blackmail.  1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one:    Subtle hints do not work.    Strong hints do not work.    Obvious hints do not work.    Just say it! 1. We don't remember dates. Mark birthdays and anniversaries on a calendar. Remind us frequently beforehand.  1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.  1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your gir
New Book
This is the first part of a new book I'm working on.        She watched him staring out the window for what must have been the millionth time in the last month. It seemed that's all he did these days; sit at the bay window and stare. His friends would call and he'd cancel with one reason or another. They were all lies. He wasn't the brother she knew, the war took care of that, but she loved him all the same. There was such a mixture of emotions; sometimes she was angry, wishing he would just 'snap back' and be the man she knew before all of this. Sometimes she was sad because the man he became was so distant and strange. They had been close growing up. Even into their early adult lives, they were still close. Then, he and Josh got it into their heads one day to join the Army and 'Be all they could be.' She could understand his desire for it; the 'wanting' to help, and be a part of something bigger than oneself. She got all of that. At the same time, she couldn't picture her bro
Leaving For 3-4 Weeks
i am leaving for a base in belgium and after that to another base in the netherlands...most of you know i work for the U.S. govt. as a military contractor and i go to all the bases in europe and some in the middle east so i am often gone and without internet....i often come back to friends who have deleted me..hope that wont happen this time...i have thinned out my friends and family and hopefully got it right this time i will be gone for a if i am not know why   everyone stay safe and keep smiling...will see you all when i get back
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Sexy Test I Got A 45
HOW SEXY ARE YOU?GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONESTNUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST.WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR.1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE?A Brownb Redc Blonded Blacke Other2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO:a Go to a partyB Go out to eat3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF:a Baby-Pinkb Yellowc Baby-BlueD Turquoise4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF:a Talkingb DancingC Taking Long Walks5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?A Hollisterb Old Navyc Abercrombie6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING?a Hawaiib LondonC Florida7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO:A The Beachb Somewhere Cooler8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?a Januaryb Februaryc Marchd AprilE Mayf Juneg Julyh Augusti Septemberj Octoberk Novemberl December9. WOULD YOU RATHER:a Chill at homeB Go out with friends10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE INSTRUMENT OUT OF:A Guitarb Bass guitarc Drumsd The Triangle11) NAME A PE
Things I'm Sick Of Hearing On Fubar
I'd like to get to know you better. How about instead of saying this you actually attempt to get to know me better. Using this line just puts you on the "Do not talk to list". Do you have yahoo messenger? Why so I can give it to you and have you pester me 24/7? So you can perv me on yim instead of just fubar? So we can file share giving you access to my ports? Or maybe so you can spam me with your porn site. I think me and 75% of fubar will pass on that one. You should call me sometime (insert # here) Can I have your number? Why the f*ck would I give a complete stranger my phone number and why would you. Might as well put an ad in the newspaper with your number. I don't need strangers having access to bother me 24/7. No one loves me. Maybe if you weren't being such a whiney baby someone would. Saying "no one loves me" or any form of that certainly won't get you permenant love. Do you have a cam? Do you want to watch me on cam? Do you want to cam together?
So it looks like we've almost got dates and stuff finalised, but me and the girl are off with our friends to Berlin at the beginning of September.  We're going by train, which is an adventure of itself, and booking an apartment to stay in for the week.  Any tips on cool shit to do in Berlin would be greatly appreciated - nothing weird though, I ain't like that.  Good galleries, museums, restaurants, that kind of thing...  Glad I've got my new digital camera finally, so you folks can look forward to some good photos when we get back.
What's In The Healthcare Bill?
What's In The Healthcare Bill? Included are a few highlights of what's of concern with the healthcare bill (if these points don't get you upset, please check your pulse and call 911!!  Alert: This thorough summary was sent from a colleague. We encourage you to conduct additional research on your own. • Page 16: Eliminates the choice to purchase private health insurance! • Page 22: Mandates audits of all employers that self-insure! • Page 29: Admission: your health care will be rationed! • Page 30: A government committee will decide what treatments and benefits you get (and, unlike an insurer, there will be no appeals process) • Page 42: The "Health Choices Commissioner" will decide health benefits for you. You will have no choice. None. • Page 50: All non-US citizens, illegal or not, will be provided with free healthcare services. • Page 58: Every person will be issued a National ID Healthcard. • Page 59: The federal government will have direc
TRUTH IS THE GAME OF THE FEW BUTTHE CRY OF ALL... What does this mean..well for myself personally there are many instances in this life that the truth has been claimed but it turns out to bea falsehood.. All that a person can do is to remember that the truth is subjective to those that are claiming it. Just remember to be able to accept the fact that there are many in this life that do not know how to speak truthfully to themselves never mind to ayone else and learn to move on. through the lies there ends up being a warped version of relaity, but the person that is beig lied to must not let a hate come into thier hearts or else it could become all consuming.   so my friends lets all live a life in truth and in love        
Ugh...Damn room mate needs to shut up.....blabbing about his nerd stuff on the phone to some other nerd, Evan I'm sure. Slept very ok last night...still tossed and turned. I took a cheap ass sleeping pill but that didn't do anything for me...I need to call my doc to get my prescription sleeping pills again. Welp, I'm on my way to work...Feels like it should be Friday since I don't work on Wednesdays..I hope that today goes by fast...
A Long Lost Tale.
A Long Lost Talewritten by Phil HernandezIt has been several thousand years now since I last laid eyes upon my true soul mate Keira and our dearest daughter Aurora. Both meant more to me than anything in this world or any other. I myself was brought into this world by the great Babylonian dragon Tiamat. My mother has taught me everything I know about the old ways. The true meanings of respect, trust and love. Three of the most important things within any relationship that seem to no longer exist. After several years of wandering alone in this world, I had finally found a place to call home. A cave deep in the mountains of what is now Scotland.  I had spent years in solitude before I heard the cries of a fallen creature. I creature unlike any I had ever seen before. A beautiful blue green dragon with brilliant iridescent shades of purple that can only be seen under the bright sun. a beautiful little female dragon who was lost and tired of running from those who were hunting down our kin
Trying To Write Something That You Will Understand
do you know what it is like to think about you everyday to know that the past is just things that have already happened and that we all wish we can change it do you know that i would change a few things but then i wouldnt be who i am now i have made myself into something different do you know it hurts me that no one notices i have no desire to look forward to things that may happen i only wanna live day to day that each moment can be better than the last yes moments with you in them are better but not required i cant change what i was because its already happened so each moment forward is a chance for change a chance to show you and the world that i am great but with all things others must look and notice you must get past everything and go forward but that isnt what i will do for you i can only go on the journey with you and be there but yet i cant am i strong enough am i good enough does anyone see the good inside or does my past condem the future everything that i am starts this mom
" Tiny Matters "
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
ugh  i feel like such a loser for getting so much into Fubar again. i seriously need to find a new hobby....
My 3 Auction For Bids See Muuahh
First i would like thank you all who help me to get level 37 ofcourse with out you I never get level like that and I want to tell you I have lots of fun: I have open an auction before and I want to do it again for fun Just click every pic to get in to bid if you have any question on me pls. sb me TY!KEEP SMILLING AND ENJOY YOUR FRIENDS IN HERE IN FUBAR! GOODLUCK MUUAHH its end tuesday 11 pm Shine   JUST CLICK THIS LINK BELOW AND BID I PUT 2 PIC.IN MY GAL 2 35 cridit give away just for you muuahh!
lay down,relax, n let carnal emotions take over inhale deeply n put ur mind at ease allow me to lead u into never ending ecstasy placing my lips to urs i dare u to explore what's behind ur minds locked doors mesmerizing u with my soft kisses bewitching u with my sweet smell i have u right where i want u after this is over memories of this night will still haunt u biting u softly on ur neck i release ur inhibitions ur dying to be with me pleading to be tempted how i be resisted after all this is seduction of the highest order
Cradle Of Filt-temptation
The Fringe Is Almost Upon Me
I have paid the cash, booked the flat, got the posters made, seen my mug in the brochure and have a cracking show ready to blurt out onstage. What more do I need? Oh, yes, to move to Edinburgh for a month. Husband is not going; he is staying in the flat in Glasgow as he is eternally bored of Edinburgh and hates me saying “Darling” too many times in one day.   He also cannot abide the flood of drama students who ‘black up, dress as vampires/slaves/scary ghouls and walk about with a empty box, two fake trees and a mannequin that has stab wounds and be accosted by a crowd of overtly posh kids that scream the song Alfie in some pseudo retrospective about the state of sexuality in the 21st century’.   In fact he actively pushes them out of the way and hisses under his breath and says things loudly like “Art my balls”. Personally I enjoy seeing the drama students and their high jinkery, they don’t bother me at all, but husband can’t be ars
About Me
One fun thing about fubar is that you not only get to meet and learn about people,you also get a sense(over some time with them) of who they are. A profile tells alot about their likes and dislikes. There are somethings you might be interested to know about me. I was married at 16 for 38 years, then was widowed, from a car accident, if that haden't happen he was dieing from stomach cancer, he got from being in Nam. I lost the love of my life (soul mate ). I will never get that back, so moving on. I have four wonderful kids, two boys and two girls, five beautiful grand children. I have spent my life working, raising kids, being a care giver for family and friends. I've cooked for 35 years in restrants and (until the accident) four years at the biggest trout prossening plant in the country. In the mean time had a cattle ranch,  that we had together.      i had it all, then it was gone. Life hits you in the face! I'm strong and life goes on.....All time favorite songs... Alway and forever
Father Time
  Anointed with virtuous symbolism, Draped in gown, with crown and scepter, The liar sits waiting for your acceptance, Seated frozen judging time as it passes, Too obtuse, for your truths, He will not chance at a glace, His eyes peer onward, with the cowardice of his convictions, Too set in his ways, for anything to ever change. 
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27 July 2009
Stuff like this doesn happen very often, but when it does its a tidal wave of mixed emotions. As i was letting the troops and civilians off my chinook helicopter, a civilian passenger handed me a small piece of paper. Looking back now I wish i would have read it as soon as I recieved it.  It read " Dear flight engineer, my father was a F.E. in vietnam (69-70). he just passed away last year. thanks for everything you do." To me that was an honor. But at the same time I wanted to find out who it was and give them the American flag we fly in our aircraft. Thank you for everything your father did, and thank you for serving along side us while we are deployed. It means the world to us.    
Good Bye Your All Going To Miss Me When Im Dead
to be or not to beyeah thats been the question on my mind... so i decided to explode my heart by running 15 miles a day or more unfortunately for me or fortunately its just getting stronger... i even fail at suicide
A Make Belief Dream
A MAKE-BELIEF DREAM   I feel empty, hallow and ragged inside And while reaching to grab the unraveling thread presented in front of me I realize that my whole life has been a make-belief dream It has been a seemingly, exciting yet an unfulfilling roller-coaster ride So much deceit and dishonesty Lies of the truth and taking advantage of me A cover up of what I see
FINALLY - Someone is bitchy enough to say it like it REALLY is! BITCHOLOGY   When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch
Sex And More Sex!
Sunday was a down day for me, not as is being sad but no sex at all.  When my friend and Sam came home, she barely had time to kiss me bye, her parents were taking her out for dinner and later she called saying they wanted her to spend a few nights with them before they head off on a cruise and my friend was off to help his brother with something and by the time he got home he was too tired to fuck me and the lady I met Saturday couldn't make it, so I had to break out mr rabbitt and had an exciting cum but wished I could've shared it. Work today and yesterday was blah!!! same old shit, but we get ice cream later this week for being so safe, yippie, i luv ice cream!!!!!  when I got home last night my friend was working on something in his den and Sam was with her parents, so it looked like another night with mr rabbitt, I like playing with myself but two days in a row!!!!!  I was sitting on couch and watching dvd that I bought the other day, the one with spanking, I was getting a lil h
True Friends!
FOR ALL OF THOSE WHO THINK THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND THEM.  THINK AGAIN!!! I have a handfull of true friends here on this site.  I am here for them when I can.  But, when life comes in and hands me a bunch of shit.  I need to deal with what has been handed to me first, before I can take on more. I know that when I am going through anything and I need some support I can call on my true friends.  But, I also understand that my friends have there lives and there own things that they have to deal with.  I may not talk to them everyday.  It may go 2 to 3 weeks before I talk to them.  If I do not hear from them, I am always praying for them, and that all will be well with them and there families.  They are not the center of my universe. The center of my universe is my family and myself.  I come first before anybody.  Call me selfish or what ever you want to call it.  Me and mine are number 1. I can only do what I am able to do for my friends.  I would hope that they understand and accept
105 Degrees
Another hot day..blah!!! It took me forever to fall asleep. Damn Tigger kept wanting to snuggle up next to me...dunno why cause it's not like my body was cool or anything. I got a couple hours of sleep though Went swimming for a bit then went out with Kari and Michael...They wanted to get a new AC but eveywhere we looked, they were sold out..even fans lol I'm hoping I can get some sleep tonight since I gotta work tomorrow...wished that I didn't have to but I need the extra money.
Poem For Fu
men think cuz a chic is on fu she is a cyber slut here for u. at ur disposal no im not. could it be that most women here have tainted the land of fu there is no doubt that is true  fakes and fonies im sure u men have had but not all is bad in fu land  
Anyone Wanna Help A Girl?
eyy!! anyone wanna help me gets some drinks goin on?  thanx for the adds too!!
Lightning (song Written For My By A Friend)
 remember the first time that i saw you broke the ice with body art oh i didnt do much that would impress you i should of had you from the start   didn't take much for me to call didn't take much for my to fall into this thing called love you are my light my everything in my dark sky you are my lightning you are my song you played each string you sing along to our lightning   time flys when your having fun on western mountains and southern suns you turned me into a better man scuffed my knees when i took your hand   didn't take much for me to call didn't take much for my to fall into this thing called love you are my light my everything in my dark sky you are my lightning you are my song you played each string you sing along to our lightning our lightning   we came so far now here we are just you and me god and family lets start this show forevermore lets start it right  cuz baby you look beautiful tonight   you are my light my everything in my dark sky
so I recieve this fu mail to "beware of someone" cuz shes fake. ya ok maybe she is, maybe she isnt. but heres my take on it......   1. if ur a fake, I'll know sooner or later, I made the mistake ONE TIME of being emotionally invested in a fake and I wont make it again. 2. if ur fake, ur still a human being you should try being yourself, ya never know who is actually gonna like you for you. 3. just because you dont have a salute doesnt automatically make you a fake either. disclaimer: just because you have a salute does NOT mean you are real either! 4. if you got burned by a fake and wanna tell the world, odds are no one will believe you, thats the great thing about americans, we give almost everyone a chance to burn themselves THEN make our judgements about them. 5. if you got burned by a fake, dont sit and bitch about it, learn from it and fine tune what you look for in a person.   I have seen just as many people WITH salutes be stupid and assholes/bitches/sluts/whores/attent
To The First Person
To the first person that helps me understand, I want to give her my time and my faith. I am not asking for things to go well but I’m tire of losing you against my will. To the first person that helps me come out of this hell that I my self decided to live in, I will give her any afternoon for the both of us. What I’m saying is that right now I don’t even have a place to be in. The gold for whoever wants it, but if we are talking about yesterday, I have been drinking so much of it and I am still thirsty. At least you knew it and at least I did not tell you that things are not what they seemed. To the first person that helps me feel again, I am willing to give her my life and my faith, even if you are not the person I dreamed about. What can I do about it? Nothing!!! What am I going to do about? Where are the dreams? What will I do with those kisses, what will I do with all those things we dreamed about? Tell me where am I going to put all of it? Where am I goin
Fucken Cops
I would like to bring to your attention that this Sunday, I was told never to ride or bring my motorcycle back to new hope pa while the cop handed me my ticket. I have posted this incident on craigslist and someone suggested I contact you. It appears that we are not welcome anymore in there little town, which is fine with me. I have emailed a letter to there chamber of commerce about this incident and my motivation to start a boycott against these unconstitutional practices. I took that email and proceeded to send it to every store on main street that had a website. I am an American who works hard and pays my taxes to this bullshit government and never complains about it. Its not the money issue of paying the trumped up ticket, its the fact that we were told basically to stay in new jersey and don't come back. I have never in my life been treated like this before anywhere in our great country so to be treated like this in Pennsylvania was extremely shocking. I'm planning to push this o
[the Post That Will Likely Get Me Removed From A Few Lists]
Sure does take me a while to get used to this work and then come home to think shit.Well, the only bad news I heard today was I might wind up trained for billing.Not enthusiasticbut fuckall it's not collections or case management.And yeah, I might've made a few comments about single moms today on fubs. Hope nobody that counts is pissed.Bear in mind, I am SWIMMING in uneducated, multiple child single parents (or backdoor daddies) abusing or begging for the system.I went through at least a couple hundred today, and frankly after only 16 hours I want to lower the incentive to lose your job and have kids in this country.But damned if I'm not thinkina lotabout my old plan.The one with my three artistic and unbalanced kids I loved very much and a country house that smelled like bacon and pinesol.I guess its kinda got my paternal instincts tickin again, sucks cuz ... my start dating a nice sane girl instincts, or fucking a wild chick instincts and getting custody really aren't cracklin right
You Know You're A Redneck When..
Brand new edition of... 'You know you're a redneck when......1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7. You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has 'ammo' on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. 16. You know how many bales of hay your car will hold. 17. You ha
Emergency Room Stories....
ARE ALL TRUE STORIES FROM EMERGENCY ROOMS AROUND THE COUNTRY: ---------------------------------------------------------------------- FEMALE SOFA----- A 500 lb.  woman from Illinois was examined in a hospital. During the examination, an asthma inhaler fell from under her armpit, a dime was found under one of her breasts and a remote control was found lodged between the folds of her vulva.  eeewwwww.....   -------------------------------------------------------------------------- PRICKLY PAIR-----OUCH!  In Michigan , a man came into the ER with lacerations to his penis.  He complained that his wife had "...a rat in her privates..."which bit him during sex (not the first conclusion I would have drawn, I don't think)...  After an examination of his wife, it was revealed that she had a surgical needle left inside her after a recent hysterectomy. -------------------------------------------------------------------------- PING PONG ANYONE?  ----- A 20 year old man came into the ER with a stony
And Then The Fight Started....
One year, a husband decided to buy his mother-in-law a cemetery  plot as a Christmas gift..       The next year, he didn't buy her a gift       Wh en she asked him why, he replied, "Well, you still haven't      used the gift I bought you last year!"        And that's how the fight started.....        ************ ********* ********* ********* ********* ****        My wife walked into the den & asked "What's on the TV?"      I replied "Dust".  
What's Your Sign Baby?
Fool to me: Hey baby, what's your sign? Me: Trespassers will be shot.
Ok I have pretty much decided that someone has stolen my binder with alot of my writing in it. Pisses me off but I will get over it.....Soon I will be posting poetry on here that I myself have written. if you like it give me props if you love it just leave an OMG  if you hate it just say I have seen better.  
Savage Garden "affirmation"
i did not write this...these are the lyrics to a song by savage garden...   I believe the sun should never set upon an argument I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned I believe the grass is more greener on the other side I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality I believe that trust is more important than monogamy I believe that your most attractive features are your heart and soul I believe that family is worth more than money or gold I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair I believe the only ones who disagree are milli
I Will Prevail!!!
I have been told that I will never exceedI have been told that I am living in a dreamI have been pushed to the side by many of the people i've lovedI have heard of the struggles that was present before meI have heard others speak of the struggles they were presented withI have accepted I can’t change everything in my life I know that the things that can be changed will take timeI have watched many come and fallI have seen those who have raised to riches and fall to penniesI have started a goalI have told myself that I will prevailI have seen the evil in lifeI have once been a victim to this lifeI have learned that the only thing that can hold you back in life is living for the pastI refuse to give up without a tryI refuse to let anyone tell me that I can’t reach the skyI refuse to live for todayI will always prepare for tomorrow even though it is not guaranteedI will refuse to allow anyone to change my heartI believe that God will lead me to a higher placeI believe that cha
Dusk Til Dawn
i'm a woman, in search of a man, to take me to dinner, and to hold my hand. fall in love with my smile, gaze into my eyes, tell me i'm beautiful, and watch clouds go by. call just to say hello, call just to say good night, call just to call me, even if we fight. a man to tell me he loves me, and say that i'm the one, that he can't live without, from dusk till dawn. Melanie
Heaven Can't Wait
my gramma is dying,she's given up on least now my grampa,will again be with his wife.she has no strength to carry on,she is here, but really she's heaven all the angels will sing,for gramma will be cooking again.she was and is a great gramma,and i will miss her smiling face.but she will be happier,in heaven,the angels can't wait.jesus will be waiting at his throne,for gramma's food on his plate.he will say "this is the best meal,any gramma could make".heaven can't wait for gramma,to join in the harmony,of singing, dancing and laughter,only heaven can bring. may 20, 2006 melanie
My Baby Girl
My Baby Girl the day i held her in my arms,i knew she was someone special.for nine months i wondered,and thought how she would be.and then there she was,with eyes so bright,staring up at me.from her crib i'd watch her peaceful and so calm.her little hands rest on her chest,her music box played on.quietly i'd stand over her,watching her every breath.wishing for that day she takes her first that day has come and gone,she's almost a teenager.boy do i wish for those peaceful days,when she was still in diapers. Melanie
I have lost myself, everything that I have call myself has changed and its all a result of an admitance to myself. The sorce of my being lost is a man, go figure right. I have loved this guy for years, even before I met him if thats even possible, but now I've admitted it to myself I'm afraid to even talk to him. Pathetic right? I love him more than myself, more than anything else that I have ever loved before combined together. He is my everything and I just wish that he could see it. It hurts to think that I may have lost him because he is everything to me. I can't breathe without him running through my mind, can't wake without wondering if he is alright or what he is doing. I know that he is the one. I know that he has always been THE ONE, THE ONLY ONE. I ran away so many time from him. Ran away from the love that I felt for him. It's just that I have been left by or beaten by every man in my life that I have ever felt love for and I was afraid that he would do the same. I mean in
This World
This World this world is no longer happy its become dark and desolate we are all at war with one another when will it all end? now hurricanes have ripped through our country and many lives are gone but what about the ones that made it where are they to turn? can anyone save us, from this devistation or are we doomed to live in this hell forever in this not so great nation? can anyone, anyone please answer these questions? Melanie 
I Am Here
I Am Herei am here, do you see me?i am here, do you hear me?i am here, can you feel me?i am here, in your heart. i want you here, so i can see you.i want you here, so i can hear you.i want you here, so i can feel you.i want you here, in my heart. i was there, did you see me?i was there, did you hear me?i was there, did you feel me?i was there, in your heart. you were here, i saw were here, i heard were here, i felt you.but you left, and broke my heart. Melanie
New Group
thinken about starting a male female group called Devils & Dolls ... since we have alot of female group n very few male female groups ... any ideas on how we can get this lifted off the groud n how to make it fun for all comment here n if you wanna join comment here also .. once again thank you all for your time... ViPeR XP
Last Thoughts On Fake Lil Southern Cutie...
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D
So Long, Farewell, It's Time To Say G/n
Well my friends, it's that time again, time for my departure as it is early am here. I hope all have a wonderful day tomorrow and if I am lucky I will be back l8r on, if not, catch you on the flip side. Love your friend, Lisa Anne Marie aka Me lol
Last Thoughts On Fake Lil Southern Cutie...
..apparently this question is good enough to get blocked by a fake because she did after I asked this question…. …Points to observe. It’s here for real friends. Then why no salute or pictures of herself? Where’s the salute? What happened to the Canadian chick she stole pics from claiming it was her? Unstable. Sorry if it messaged you with this creepy message above. This was too good not to share. Enjoy and it’s safe to say we can close this one out and add it to the “busted” file….peace…
Wet Hair Pic
To Stroke Ones' Ego
For starters...the usage of "stroke" isn't pervs, please step out of the gutter for a few ok. Anywho, where was i..oh stroke ones' ego. Well...we all like it when our ego's are praised/stroked..put on a higher plateau. Some take it as it is and others' take it as much higher making themselves look better then others. A status quo if you please. We say things or do things to get that "praise" or "high". Honestly...yes i like it when my ego is stroked just like the next guy. But, do i have to say/do/show/speak of things to get my ego stroked? No i don't think i have to, because i know how to conduct myself in a way where i do not have to go out of my way to get it. Am i an attention whore? Do i like it when i'm in the spotlight? Do i need to show nsfw pictures of myself to get the attention? I answer NO to these questions. You'd never know it by how i flirt or what i write in my erotic stories, but I am a shy person to a point. I rather feel i can leave alot to
Star-spangled Fire & Hot Holy Waters
There are often fireworks at the Speakeasy. But since America’s Birthday fell on a Saturday night this year, we worked that fire inside and out, climaxing with panoramic pyrotechnics on the roof, sparkling golden showers on RadioSuzy1 and an explosive Star-Spangled Banner aria in the bar sung acapella by magnificent Malena wearing nothing but Old Glory wrapped around her voluptuous form. We started our 4th, like most Americans, with a BBQ. We called it “Porn & Hot Dogs.” My own darling Chef Max cooked up a scrumptious, saucily grilled buffet of hamburgers, salmon burgers, chicken burgers, cheeseburgers, veggie burgers, and of course, dozens of succulent, phallic franks of all kinds and sizes. Mmm… We just love those big beefy sausages, especially between warm fresh buns. Did I mention Felicia’s luscious potato salad? So yum… And for dessert, we scarfed down the finest black and white chocolate drizzled strawberries I’ve ever taste
Strike A Match
The world is supposed to be full of possibilities, but they narrow down to pretty few in most personal experience.  There’s lots of good fish in the sea . . . maybe . . . but the vast masses seem to be mackerel or herring, and if you’re not mackerel or herring yourself, you are likely to find very few good fish in the sea.  So said Lady Chatterley, on her quest for a suitable lover.  The search for good fish is even more complicated, I think, when one lives so many miles from the sea.   There have been times here when I’ve lain in bed, stared up at the stars, or watched a storm, in awe, blinking as the sky lights up, feeling the rumble of thunder in my bones.  In these times, I’ve felt not loneliness, but a desire to share this with someone.  This place, this space, is too lovely, too wonderful, to keep to oneself.  Then the feeling passes, and I revel in solitude, tuck myself under the covers, slip into dreams of fresh produce, bright egg yolks.  Weeks ago,
..on Fading Away most of u kno, im losing someone whom i love as easily as i breathe. my husband's papa is finally losing his battle with cancer. the fact that he's going to die is heavy, and it hurts like hell, but the dying..the fading away.. THATS what troubles me so much that im literally fucking rattled. ..ive been in love with this man my entire fucking life. truly. he was my hero when i was a kid cos he could pull quarters from behind my ear and cos he could blow perfect smoke rings. he was my hero when i was a teenager cos he could roll a joint with one hand, in an almost slow-motion finger snap movement. he was my hero on my 16th birthday when he turned to my mays and said, 'boy, if u dont grow up and marry this girl, u're a goodamn dumbass and im done with u'. lol. he was my hero on my wedding day when he slipped a grand in my hand and said, 'this is yours..  to do with as u want'. it paid for so our honeymoon. he was my hero 7 yrs later when i called him, bawling, to tell him i was pre
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Sexual arousal from watching fire.
How Wtc Responders Are Treated
GOP Disses 9/11 RespondersJuly 28, 2009WASHINGTON — First responders from 9/11 can accept if Republicans don’t vote for a bill to help ailing Ground Zero workers, but they say rudeness is another matter.Several victims of the terror attacks who have become advocates on behalf of other ill responders say they were treated poorly when they called some Capitol Hill Republicans in hopes of getting them to back a measure coming up for a committee vote Wednesday.“One office said, ‘Why do you people keep calling us? Leave us alone,’” said Charlie Giles, 41, from Barnegat, N.J. “‘You people?’ That is a disgrace from a congressman’s office.”Giles, a Republican, said his rounds of calls — and GOP opposition to a bill to reopen the Sept. 11 Victims’ Compensation Fund — left him so angry he’s ready to denounce his party when he and other responders take a bus to the Capitol Wednesday.“I’ll bring m
hahahaha. I'm thinking Facebook is pretty truthful on their quizes. Damn them!   100% OCD! lol. you are very much ocd. you worry alot when objects are not in order. everything for you has to be somewhat perfect and done right or always complete. when you eat candy such as M&Ms you organize them and eat the ones you least like to most like. you need to write perfectly and have to have straight lines or it drives you nuts. you even might eat one thing at a time without your food touching. things just have to be in order and your grades are probably average to advanced. you probably dont like dirt or dust. do you carry sanitizer?
Day 6
I finally found a place to smoke in peace, across from Parliament, the same parliament that wouldn’t let me smoke anywhere else.  Apparently, Australia is the only place more hostile to smokers (even cigar) than the United States.  Fuck ‘em!   Yesterday was harrowing.  Most of day was spent reorganizing my return, changing hotels and, most devastatingly, accepting the abrasive and abrupt reality that I am my own worst enemy.  The person who I first came to see, changed plans to visit and eventually came to join for coffee (or Australia’s version of it) didn’t see me at all.    I traveled over 12,000 kilometers and have the pain of unmet expectations to show for it.  She did what she’s always done, wavered, waffled, invited, ignored, teased and tormented.  And I did what I always do, ignore the signs, negate the input of others, head straight for disaster and sit quietly in pain wondering how I got here.  I got here by being naïve, foolhardy, unreasona
What is this feeling I have?I seem to be falling for youBut other times I seem to be ok without youI can't be without youOr maybe just without anyoneI think about you all the timeBut why do I have this feeling?I long for your voiceAnd I would die to hear your laugh or your singing voiceBut is this something that could ever beOr merely lust of wanting something you cant not have? These are questions I have to ask myselfWhy let myself fall for something or someone that may never beAre you a game or whatAre you  something that I long for? What is this and could it ever be?This is something I have to figure outI thought I knew the answers to my questions But now I am not sure. Some how I seem to second guess my self, Are you real, is what you say for real?Or is this just what I want to hear? In time all questions will be answered. They say all good things come to a end,When will this end I am wondering?I will find the truth I am looking forTime always tells.  
Foreigner - Cold As Ice (live, Stereo)
How To Let Go Of Guilt
Here are some things we typically feel guilty about: eating, sex, shopping, switching doctors and requesting our medical records, taking time out for the self, caregiving and saying no. However, don’t feel guilty about feeling guilty! You have your work cut out for you shedding the guilt that was passed down to you from generations of parents and educators urging you to conform and be nice. It’s time to get rid of tribal beliefs which no longer resonate for you and make your own decisions. If life gives you lemons, you don’t have to make lemonade. Just throw away the lemons. When you feel guilty, have regular reasonable dialogues with yourself because guilt is illogical. Tips to let go of guilt: * Stop being your own judge and jury: failure and success are matters of perception; today’s failure could be tomorrow’s success. You can’t see the whole picture because you are too close to it. For example, you were late and missed the plane — maybe
Fake ass friends with theirDemeaning, snarky smilesAnd their false greetingsThinly disguising vicious wilesSo I keep onPlaying this gameWondering if it'sThem or me to blameAnd I keep biting my tongueTo keep from sayingWhat I really want to sayBecause it's not at all whatThey want to hear and they'llLeave me aloneI don't want to be leftOn my own In this cold, dark hellOf my own creationDying slowly fromMisanthropic starvationSave me from myselfDon't let me push mySelf destruct buttonDon't let me push my... Self destruct... 321...Terminated.
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Dark Prince
Dark Prince written by Amanda N Chafin Your darkness is my blanket. My shelter from the cold. Your touch like a sweet poison; A poison so deadly and cold. Your eyes like sapphires staring; So deep into my soul. The bond we share is sacred; A fiery inferno raging in my soul. Your spirit lives inside me; The drug for which I desire. The spell which was cast is deadly; Immortal Eternity is now my Fate! My eyes are wide upon you. Your velvety voice; to me speaks! “My Dark Princess I shall make thee” The words which were spoke “The Poison” My body’s reaching erotic peaks; Our energy flowing so wildly; I graciously bow now at your feet; For now Im wrapped in your deadly web. This moments mystic yet bitter sweet, Eagerly I whisper “Take Me” It is Eternity I await!
An Older Post......
for anyone searching for a soul like their own........ Current mood:  blissful Category: Writing and Poetry "Harvest The Seed"(Love's Seed)The world stands stillthough I'm spining aroundMy ears strain to hearsome familiar soundThe sounds of laughterthe sounds of tearsSilence grows strongeras something draws nearThe smoke clears awayand I see in the lightSomething so frighteningI close my eyes tightTo timid to learnto proud to acceptThat adoration could of found youwhile your mind sleptIt krept insideand seized your thoughtsEverything becomes transparentall the lessons you were taughtThe rules over turnedthe steps have been ravagedThough they seem so good your emotions are savageThey tear you apartlike the mouth of a beastYou close off your heartso the suffering will ceaseNot wanting to graspthe emotions at handHappiness slips awaylike an immonent manNot wanting to seefearing to knowWill they comprehendthe devotion that you showWill they respondwit
We Forget Love And Sensuality
Its amazing how we have drawn lines in the sand with love and sensuality. Its who we own, not who is in need or basically human. As a living breathing human being we need touch, love, sensual experience. If we recieve all that from our significant other then we are truely blessed. However many of us are single, or going through a rough spot  and deeply desire (no matter how hard we deny) the need to feel the passion and desires of another. In many cases it sets the temperature of how we feel about ourselves. Strength, confidence, postivie feeling. Many good things come from this exchange of affection. Yet we sit as single poeple beating around the bush of social stagnation wondering if or when the right oppertunity may come to feel special and loved again.. Just imagine what the world could be for us signles if we could lift that fear.. to really find people of true heart, those that can love without ownership. Even to take someone as a friend and love them, express this to them throug
Tired Of Being Sorry
(mood - angry)   OK - so to cut a long story short - Im tired of being taken for a muppet by some people and getting the blame for things I aint done...... I often apolgise for things I aint done just to keep the peace but from now on when Im accused of someting I know I aint done - I am gonna speak my mind and if I offend anyone - oh well - if what I say offends you - think about why I said what I said - there will be a valid reason believe me     (mood - accomplished)   RANT OVER
Written For Me
I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart.. People come into our lives and walk with us a mile, and then because of circumstance they only stay a while. They serve a need within the days that move so quickly by, and then are gone beyond our reach, we often wonder why. God only knows the reason that we meet and share a smile, why people come into our lives and walk with us a mile and i should tell you that i am a man that is ready to walk with you for eternity and not just a mile.
Poems I Wrote
Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I keep loving,Like a love I can't control,So remember when your eyes meet mine,I love you with all my heart,And I have poured my entire soul into you,Right from the very does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward Open your heart and take us in, Love - love and me. forever EVERYTIME why do I put my heart out there every time every time I get my heart broken why am I so forgiving? Every time I fall hard every time I love I get hurt why do I even brother or try anymore? I’m tired of every time I cry all these tears I’m tires of every time  I get hurt every time I think I met the perfect right guy I only get hurt and pain every time I get hurt I always say never again will I let i
Racial Tension In America
With the arrest and recently announced dropped charges against renowned black Harvard professor Henry Louis Gates Jr., the world seems to be once again entrenched in the subject of racial prejudice.  Actually that’s a bit of a stretch.  I seem to recall another semi-important event that may have helped bring the spotlight back on race before this whole Gates debacle. However, unlike the election of our new black president, the disorderly conduct charge levied by the Cambridge Police Department against the distinguished director of Harvard’s W.E.B. Du Bois Institute for African American Studies probably wouldn’t demonstrate to most people how much our country has evolved since the Civil Rights Movement.  If anything it seems to show how stunted this country can still be in matters of racial tolerance. The exact details of the case are still subject to debate.  The only fact corroborated by both sides is that Gates was arrested for disorderly conduct outside of his ho
Im A Deviant.
Well, after forever of making fractals and such.I decided to join to showcase my fractals. Of course, my wife says I've been a deviant for   I'll always put fractals here because they are the only pics I get rated on. Have fun on the FU!
This Really Gets Annoying
I hate it when i get messages asking if im single...Does everyone just look at pics?! I mean come the fuck on it says "in a relationship" so NO i'm not single. and this doesnt just happen on here, it happens on myspace, collarme, and yahoo. its so fucking annoying....please read the fucking profile before you ask if im single so your not wasting my time or yours.
Broken Dawn
Late at night when sleep won't comeInside my head that beating drumand how he left me standing at his door When I think back to all the daysspent in his arms, that loving gazeall we shared like shards upon the floor Words were thrown like slivered glasspierced and rended heart at last could I live life like that and more Did the heart that opened and I adoredget bumped and bent and over-scoredInto an angry, hurtful voice that I abhor The years of hope now tarnished seemwith blinded eyes I held the dreamof finding someone true for evermore Oh how does Love get split in twowhat can be done to get us throughthose hurtful drumbeats, crashing down the door
Associated Content Article Published!!
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My Mom's Birthday Wish
I am sending this out to all of my fu-friends for my mother.  If you can and want to to help, A much thank you to you.  If not, thank you for your time in reading this blog and being aware of this disease.  It could happen to you or to one of your loved ones without warning. I will be celebrating my 66th birthday on August 13th. I have been thinking about how I can give something back instead of taking something. As all of you know I have the disease of Myasthenia Grave, a Neuro muscular thing with no cure. It is kind of rare and there is not a lot of research being done. Dr. Michael Benetar at Emory Research Center in Atlanta has worked for 20 years doing research in this. He has done wonders for me. In the 2 years I have been going to him, I have improved greatly.  Now here is what I am asking each of you:   Please send me a donation, (no matter how small) and I will turn it in to Emory. If you want to make your checks to Dr. Michael Benetar Emory Research .I am sure
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Timidity of my Cardiologist gave me doubt to hes sincerity. Went to see a psychiatrist who told he didn't want to hear all this. He was frightened by all I said. It went from someone saying I was comitting passive sucide, after all we live for ever. Now it is at aggravated manslughter and if they d othis surgery and fail who knows murder of second degree? Anyone following this catch it all? There is money in this. Norio  
You know I have seen a lot of racial tension lately, whether here or in real life and it really pisses me off. Yes this 2009 and i really thought we have surpassed all of that nonsense long ago. Look at us now. Did we ever think we would ever get a black president? No i didnt and when we did i was like WOW we have really grown but yet all i have seen is negativity. It is like we expect him to perform miracles. We didnt get this way overnight so give it time. Dont criticize him for every small thing he does it is his right. If this was any other president he wouldnt be given a second thought but because  he is black it seems like he is being watched and people are just waiting to pounce. I am not saying that this is a racial thing but he has already gotten more publicity than most other presidents. His job is the hardest, most stressfull, most unappreciative jobs out there and yet he choses to stay and try to lead our country in the right direction. I say give him time and instead of c
My Favorite Peppers!!
Greetings and Salutations!!          I have located finally a reputable grower of organically grown Bhut Jolokia Peppers!!! Yay!! I want to invite everyone to visit his website so they may learn a bit about the Bhut Jolokia which is by the way the new World Record Holder in the Guinness Book of World Records as "The Hottest Pepper on Earth". So Please pay the website a visit and learn a little more about me my learning a little more about my Favorite Pepper:D Here is the website address: Please check it out because he has a great deal of useful information on these peppers as well as great tips on organic gardening.:D   Have a great day; Nate      
Wolverine Lives!
i have a very special person to thank for that exclamaition. and if they say fools rush in...i need a helmet. cuz i dont care about the suggested ways of being with someone. i follow my heart and my instinct. like Wolverine does hehe. i dont think "what about this...what should i do and say and how should i act" just being myself is already good enough for her. and her being herself is great for me! she has already shown me not that im a great artist or a good guy. but has gotten to the root of the matter of why. ALREADY! i dont have the brains to do what she's done for me already. i am honored...i am shocked and in awe of her. she doesnt say "oh youre so cute and your artwork is dreamy" no...she tells it like it anyone. and i know she follows her heart as do i. to break her heart would be the stupidest thing i could do. to ignore how much of a match she is to me would be even dummer. shes beautiful, smart, strong and real! talented in ways i will never be ab
This Is The Start Of Something I Think
I was walking. I remeber that much from within the earliest, hazy part of it all. I was walking and I think I was in or around a Motel 6. Thats weird enough cause i got banned for life from the chain years ago in the wild days of Fatal Demise, so i dont generally hang out in the Motel 6 world, ye know? Anyhow, I was walking there, I can remember the bland muted colors of the place and the stucco walls. I may have tried the Ice machine just to test Fry's theory, pretty sure it was borne out. I came then to the end of the semienclosed hallway, and found an old friend with a gelatinous face that nonetheless bared a wide smile. He was alone but said he was waiting for some other folks and could i join him for a while, I should really meet these girls, they were "primo tail". I dont think like that to be sure, but I am a guy so I put political correctness away as it has been far too long since Ive even conversed with a woman and I sat down. The pool was boiling in the summer sun, drops of i
I am in a mood today....very apathetic...kind of annoyed with everything...I need to snap my happy ass out of it...but, bleh...I can't care enough to.
Now I've Heard Everything!
Michael Jackson's fans will remember the departed pop star through his music for years to come. Now, a Chicago diamond company plans to make another part of the musician last forever -- his hair. Michael Jackson has been a legend since childhood. Check out pictures of his star-studded, and sometimes troubled, life. During the filming of the infamous Pepsi commercial in 1984, Michael Jackson suffered second-degree burns to his scalp after pyrotechnics accidentally set his hair on fire. Executive producer Ralph Cohen threw his jacket over Jackson's head to help extinguish the flames. When Jackson was rushed to the hospital, Cohen scooped up the charred hair Jackson lost, which is currently being preserved by John Reznikoff, president of the University Archives. "The provenance and authenticity of this lock of hair is impeccable, including the highly publicized video showing the original owner of the hair using his Armani jacket to extinguish Jackson's hair," said John Reznikoff
Long Awaited Justice
I remember when this happened.   Justice has finally come for 10-year-old Jeanine Nicarico. Ten-year-old Jeanine Nicarico was kidnapped, raped and murdered while out sick from school on Feb. 25, 1983. A 52-year-old former Aurora man could admit on Tuesday that he kidnapped, raped and killed a Naperville girl back in 1983. Brian Dugan, the 52-year-old Aurora man who admitted to raping and killing the Naperville girl, pleaded guilty to the 1983 murder today, in hopes of saving himself from the death penalty. At 3 p.m., the man twice convicted of murder and sex attacks on young women and currently serving two life terms for killings of Geneva nurse Donna Schnorr and 7-year-old Melissa Ackerman of Somonauk, took responsibility for the crime that sent two other men to death row. One of those men, Rolando Cruz, said he feels no sympathy for Dugan. "I got locked up when I was 20 years old," Cruz said. "He's a disgusting animal. He asked for it when he raped and killed those girls, he
Random Sayings And Quotes
 ~ It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.~   ~I self destruct every relationship so that i don't get hurt... but in truth i just hurt myself worse in the long run..~     ~Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...... ~    are there real men out there like that????  My money is on NO WAY ~People a
Beginning Want to take a trip into my mind,a little shocking you might find. Need too warn you you may not look at me the same,after playing my little game. The night is here time to play,been looking forward to this all day. Climb on top up and down, a pleasurable look I have found. Sixty-nine to all four,from the bed to the floor. Lots of foreplay in between,trying positions never seen. On my back to our side,cum is flowing like the tide. Moaning,groaning an exotic sound,from head to toe I am bound. One on one to a minoque,yum I tell you I like it all. Breathing heavy lets bring out the toy, this I know we all enjoy. Cumming over and over again,yet most would think that this is the end, Yet I'm just starting to begin!
Mother Hen Nice and quiet or so I seem,but I can't wait to make u scream. Feeling sexy feeling hot, for a saint I am not. Not hard to choose between naughty or nice,for the bad ones always get laid twice. With both sexes I have been,and with no doubt would do again.For life is to short to let it passby,so there is nothing I won't try. Bite,spanked, or completly bound,for I seek pleasure all around. So before you start talking and call me Mother Hen,bend me over and stick it in.  
Welcome To Fubar
On sunday july the 19th at 12:15 am i had a heart attack, and at 7:30 in morning on monday the 20th they put a stint in one of my right blood vesisal and i hope that works for me. Please get back with me let me know what you think and i been home  since thurdays afternoon.   thanks, wayne a.k.a twisted dragon
Uploaded Photos Really For Viewing
Cool, after a few days of preparing and going through countless photos in the internet, I have finally put together my Illinois folder.  Now, you may be asking, why are you posting a bunch of pictures of Illinois on Fubar?  The reason for it is this:  in a next few months I will be getting shipped out to Basic Training for the Army, and after it I will be stationed out of state, in Alabama to be exact.  So, I began to think about it, and realize that I am going to be living outside of Illinois for the first time in my life.  I mean, granted I travelled a lot when I was younger, but never moved out of the state.  As a result, I began to think about all the places I went to in the state of Illinois, and I thought I should make a folder of some sights around the state.  Also, the folder is for people that are on my friends and fans list that want to learn about where I live, how the area looks like and just get to know me a little more.  Plus, making this folder for me would give me somet
New Name
Ok  so I am sitting here at work and I was just thinking it's time for a new name to be put on display but I am having trouble deciding what I should call my self from here on out. I was thiinking Lord Far Quaaad from shrek but only as a joke lol, because I'm not that tall lol. So I am asking my fellow fu friends to help me decide. Your Suggestions are needed so help out PLEASEEEEE!!!!!
Alittle Message To My Friend!!
Life is so full of beautiful be thankful for life enjoy the beauty that is around feel love and share all forms of love... There are stepping stones and mountains in our way....but my mom always told not make a mountain out of a mole not let the little issues become bigger, and you lose what beauty is around you... Our friends, Our Loves...they are to be treasured.... Surround yourself with positivity and who you are... Life is not easy....but take my hand and we can walk it together, helping each other over those mountains....and kicking those dusty mole hills out of the way *giggles* I am a firm believer that what you put into this life, comes back to only put out love, do not hate..ignore the miserable ones that try to bring you down, because misery loves company... Reap what you sew in this life..... TY Chaley
Whats Inside
Whats Inside   So I walk this path alone, no one I can ever trust The pain of so may trials has drawn me to the darkness I claw at my skin…the cuts ease the pressure deep inside I feel the blood drip from me, each drop is another torment gone But for each torment gone another one arrives…deeper inside   So little rage for so much pain You keep it inside yourself Baptized by fire you will see it through Fix every ones pain…but not your own Kill the sickness…kill yourself   You see the ropes, the ledges all the pretty little pills You’ve thought about them all, how they would make you feel Every little pain adds more of a push, that seductive whisper You know it would help but you always resist…always break down What’s one little life in this world…no one even sees the pain deep inside   So little rage for so much pain You keep it inside yourself Baptized by fire you will see it through Fix every ones pain&helli
"Sometimes" Many years down this blistered road, alwyas the ground less tread New faces, new emotions all this love hate and stress humanity bred At one time, you thought nothing could hurt, but you were so wrong with new paths come new emotions, and way to much to hold on You now find these walls your prizon, just settle in and shut up! Sometimes you need to take the time (Settle with your soul) Sometimes you need to know how it feels (Deep within) Sometimes you wish you knew the truth (Or just what feel right) Sometimes you wish it would all just end (End it all, fade away) The path you've led has been of darkness, Could and always alone Broken hearted, everyone you feel hate, their words now a drone From onle fake smile to another, you find your screams unleashed the constand whoring of the body, only for some emotional release You need to find the one true light, where is it? I'm so sick of this! Sometimes you need to take the time (Settle with your soul) Sometimes you need to
Smiling Child
“Smiling Child”   Another broken dream, another time to close your eyes and cave, the beautiful taste of raw dark emotion Another fallen love by the wayside, the tears of the vain past become the future, broken blind motion the words "I'll call you" are always the last words of the night, you always know the hidden meaning Another night alone to your thoughts, no one to hold and know they care, now you're always  seething What is wrong with you, why are you forever alone, you start to think of it as your own damn fault Pain everywhere, every path you look these dying bloody days, defeated See the burn marks of the flesh everywhere, the broken skin of your arm Just drop the pretext,just draw the blades as the blood trickles and flows No one knows it was ever possible of you, they all remember the smiling child Your past started this present future, the beatings and broken bones of those that once always loved you they said the same words over and over..I love you became
Do Me A Favor By Do'ing Her...heehee
She is new to FU and my real life friend. She needs plenty of rates/fans/adds! We love you long time if you help us out!   Oh, did I mention she is hot?   $safe_uid_dname@ fubar
Peace Of Mind
Peace of Mind   Some people say that physical pain is better than the loss of life and love I say that pain and love are one in the same, just a different edge of the blade Some people say that all that matters in life is that you find your light I say what happens if that shred of light is never found…forever gone? Sometimes the pressure is so much, you just want to give up…   I know….all I want is some peace of mind.. To drown out these dark screams of mine I walk this painful path, not knowing the end What I do know is that I need solace, some time to mend The darkness comes forth, not giving me any light   Others say no matter what, you will find happiness, that ray of light But what if that  happiness has already passed you up, that final chance gone? Others say that no matter what, things will get better, things will look up But what if they never truly understand why you cry yourself to sleep every night? No one knows the true pain someone
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"Pain" Life, always bring the bitter edge of this Viceral Pain, Take it all into yourself.Is this life even consdered sane? It brings you in, grabs at you, tearing. Feeds on Fear. Is living worth the pain? After life, death comes near. It's the one constant, Takes you down. Will is ever end? Bring, bring the pain again Make me bleed, 'till I let this go Take from me, all that I could love Darkness come, release me now You walk through the halls of school, dead to them all. Their actions hurt, but you take it, trying to stand tall You belive in Karma, hoping they get theirs in the end But you also know that they hurt you, making you bend Will this ever end? No end in sight only the familiar hate. Bring, bring the pain again Make me bleed, 'till I let this go Take from me, all that I could love Darkness come, release me now The bell rings, you return home, the darkness seething Still the same. More fights and hate, occasional bleeding These walls should bring solace to you, peace, s
"More" Take from me this life, it's hate not for me, Just leave me be Absence of any love, always the constant pain. Broken into me I walk the shadow's darkness, the only place I call home, I found i feel the hate and grief of this sinking in, Just let me be and drown I just wish to end this falacy I call life, Break me away and be free. More than what becomes of you More than what resides in you Seperate the master from slave Drive the light away, make me cave I take the taste of pain, and I am whole Finnaly found purchase, Made my plan to end this, Seperate. The shadow's have dragend me on long enough. Need to operate on my own, free of this hate. I finnaly truely know what is right. The darkness pulls, never relenting I feel it's grip holding me tight I give up now, the thought of a victory now lost like my black soul More than what becomes of you Mor
"Life" I fall fast, I let it all sink inside me, I always feel its tainted grasp I let it all flow through me just crying, always hearing is fatal rasp Time to let it all go I think, funny , I never once thought to think how come it screams for it's release, knowing i'm on the brink I gaze at the trickle of blood as it flows from my fading skin Take this life from me, take all this pain away I want to live a live more normal, more in the light too much is taken from me, all the strings are pulled all I want is love...a simple gesture is all that's needed I hear the tick ticking of my life, watching everything pass me by I wonder when it's my time, I wonder how long before I finnaly die I almost smile at times, almost seeing the dark humor of it all I smile, and be polite when needed, but just wanting to crawl Back to my place of peacefull darkness...and just end it all Take this life from me, take all this pain away I want to live a live more normal, more in the light too much is t
The void of your death has opened and I fell. Your demise has made me hate the living, as many can tell. That's all in the past now, and I walk alone. The blade of fate has cut you from flesh and bone. The events that have taken place are unbearable. Now the world is so dark, distorted, and terrible. (Tormented)..... with the life you left, what happened? we had so much. (I don't know) (Confused)..... with so many questions. Why me? Why you? (I wish I knew) (Pain)..... is all I feel now, my heart, my soul burns for you. (I know) (Love)..... is what binds me to you, even when your gone. (I'm sorry) I hate you for your death, but not for your love. I wish I could take back all the bad and leave only love. No matter what happened, you were there for me. Now you're not, now I'm lost, how can this be? All I have left is is this memory of what should have been. My god, my love, my mind, have now all left me. (Bitter)..... to God for taking you from me! (Please don't be) (Dread)..... for t
“Broken"   The endless pain of it, you see the dark scars that your loved ones give they say they love you, but in their hatefull loud screams you never live They beat you until you black out, how could have you ever lived this long? you lay a crumpled beaten mess, wondering what you do so very wrong your last thoughts before the dark are that you still love them no matter what Pain....the pounding of the fists to bone Pain....the words of hate, that you never deserve Love....if they did why would they break you so? still have for them You blank out most of what they do, forever hoping that they will end it but all it takes is one little thing, or too much to drink to start this trip you brace for it everytime, the physical don't hurt as much as the mental broken ribs, broken soul just as borken as this damn two bedroom rental you called a home for so long, how much more before you finally fall? Pain....the pounding of the fists to bone Pain....the words of hate,
Wat Up
Ok, so yeah i just joined this thing,, pretty sweet... who wants to help me get drunk??
“Bleed”   The time has come, you look around the room for the dark last time A tear falls from your face the images of a better life not at all mine The pain almost always too much to bear, your scars on you proof of it all, why does it have to hurt so damn much? just try to prove That it can get better in time, take the blade and start the final cut Time to start the death of a lonely, hated girl you thought you knew (Bleed for yourself) know it's true, you know it all has to end (Bleed for yourself)....Too much pain, too much loss...too much hat (Bleed for yourself) one will ever know your life, or care to try (Bleed for yourself)......that all you can think of?..such selfish pride You sit down, the images of those that said they love you fly by How could they tell you that? you know they would just hate to try You feel the blade cut into your pale flesh, watch the red flow From your skin, hoping that this final pain will be the forever last You lean your
Memo To The Ugly Jonas ...
I can’t believe I am about to say this – I feel bad for one of the Jonas Brothers.   My sympathy is most unusual because I typically consider myself to be amongst the throngs of people who hate the Jonas Brothers.  I guess hate is a strong word.  I just resent it when talentless people make millions of dollars because they lucked out into being the product of a massive marketing machine.  That marketing machine, of course, is Disney.  The ultimate goal of that machine is to penetrate my daughter’s brain so she can take money out of my wallet and feed it to a giant pants wearing mouse.  It’s a relentless assault and I’ve all but given up trying to avoid it.   For those of you fortunate enough to not have someone in your care be a part of the Mouse’s target demographic, let me give you some background.  The Jonas Brothers are a pop trio consisting of 3 brothers.  There’s Joe, the front man and all around lady killer.  There’s Nick, the
This Is Awkward
“The war had lasted for four years and it had consumed hundreds of thousands of lives and billions of dollars in treasure.  It had destroyed one of the two American ways of life forever, and it had changed the other almost beyond recognition; and it ended as it had begun, in a mystery of darkness and passion.  If no one could say exactly why it had come about in the first place, no one could quite say what it meant now that it was finished.  (A century of reflection has not wholly answered either riddle.)  Things done by men born generations after Appomattox would continue to shed light on the significance of this greatest of all convulsions of the American spirit.” The final chapter of historian Bruce Catton’s “The Civil War” (LOC 77-119671), what seems to me a 1971 abridgment of his 1960 book on the Civil War – I shouldn’t have to say “in the United States”, that’s usually what everyone thinks of when you say “civil w
Thousand Voices
A Thousand voices bring me to you Telling me the story of your body. Thousand voices tell me of your lips cherry red with wine as a smirk forms into them.A Thousand voices tell me of your hands as they run across my every secret place as i shiver beneath you. A Thousand voices tell me I LOVE YOU
Got The Job!!
ok, so long story short for the last couple months ive been looking for another job because the company im workin at now is strugglin a lil bit because we lost a big account but its startin to pick up again so hopefully i dont have to still worry about my job but anyway ive been putting in applications damn near everywher (pharmacy tech :D decent money) and i finally got a call from one at a walmart not too far from my house. interviewed n all that happy horsecrap, accepted the job offer today n i got it pending a UA (havent smoked anything other than cigarettes since i became a pharm tech over 3 years ago so i know itll be clean) so ill be working part time in the mornings from 9-12 or 1230 and a full 8 hour shift on wednesday (my day off from my full time job workin mon tue thu fri 1-9 sat 9-5 and sun 11-5) thats payin my bills and leavin me standin pretty tight by the time the next check comes round. so now ill be pulling in an extra couple checks a month n ill finally be able to ge
Jen (h.l.k.)
Miss Jen ("Huggable Lovable Kissable Jen") died? Didn't know her except for brief exchanges of happy words, but thought well of her. Wasn't aware that she'd died, though?!?...
Well My VIP is gonna expire in 7 days and I need some help if anyone can please....I would so appreciate it hugz Cindy!!!!
He Needs Sum Love!
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Letter To The Past For Futuristic Love
I wanna kiss sadness because It always held me on lonely nights When your name failed to pop up on my caller-id. I wanna hold sorry For every time he took up for you Because you never had any believable excuses. I wanna slap forgiveness For being too damn feminine And for giving you a surplus of chances. I wanna tell lonliness To go the hell home, Because she's easing into our time. I wanna flick off my tears For falling for you, and Embracing the air of your absence. I wanna scream at truth For letting us say, "I love you," Knowing that our timing wasn't right. I wanna fight time To win you, and claim my title, " I'm Officially  Not Yours
The Story Of A Punctured Heart
Sick of this vapid state of being Where having to escape your own thoughts is nearly impossible And not even these dark silhouettes the wall displays can keep you company in the slightest The fear is not dying, but dying alone; A lonely heart is the question to the answer You say it's irrelevant that people will disappoint you Maybe it's because you're one of them It's a good thing tears are clear otherwise the sheets would surely be stained With the faint colors of distraught emotions And memories that were meant to stay I wish i could say it was all a dream, but sadly that's not the case To slip back into a sweet reverie is one of my great desires Because it seems what i need most is the comfort of a utopia all my own But every cloud has a silver lining, or so they say And by the time the leaves begin to change color I'll surely be able to see the beauty of the sun's warm rays Save me a goodbye and just leave this place I'll be happier when you're gone Even though the empty space
LET IT REALLY SINK IN    John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"                      He was a natural motivator.    If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling theemployee how to look on the positive side of the situation.    Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up andasked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"  He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have twochoices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood.  I choose to be in a good mood."    Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...Ican choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.    Every time someone comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their  complaining or... I ca
Dreams Aren't Real [and Tears Are Just Lies]
Dreams aren't real. It's what you always say, But they slither into my sleep, And trun night into day. Daytime is a little scary, Especially when you're [not] there. Left alone, always alone in this godforsaken nightmare. I can feel the panic ripple, I can taste fear on my tongue. But, dear, it's not real, So just suck it up and run. Run for you life, Until you can't anymore, Then lay down and die, Die right there on the floor. Nightmares, so real. It's like I'm dying every night, But no, no. It's okay. Everything's alright. Not real. They're NOT real. I don't care what you say. Just go back to sleep, 'Cause dying is A-Okay. Those tears, they don't matter. Oh, no they don't. It's just a dream. It's just a lie. I won't care. I won't. Hold my breath, Until sleep holds me still. Tears still stain my cheeks, But it's okay, dreams aren't real.
My hands are sore and my legs are weak Fighting against this wall at my feet No matter what I do, it just wontt break I give and I give and all it does is take Im too tired now to carry this burden on What I thought was right, ended up being so wrong I hear a low voice over my cries My tears start to disappear from my eyes I hear the words be strong, its there inside of you Letting go of your pain is all thats left to do
I Came As You
Into The Unknown.
A pallid rose with edges outlined charcoal black accentuates burned hope--shaped by expired dreams. Unspoken secrets entwine in spiral formation; sealed beneath the heart's core--emotions camouflaged. Twirling its fragile stem betwixt trembling fingertips; its shadow appears below, atop translucent waters. An effortless toss, and it's set afloat into the unknown; swimming freely-- while shifted by rapid currents of a waterfall.
Fellings Untold
You was very selfish And didnt think bout how others felt My heart was so hot but so cold It felt that i'd literally would melt From the way that it looked to me It was going great Late night on the phone Going out on dates Time had past just so fast But it wasnt long time till it all came down My spirit was once lifted high But it suddenly came crashing down I suffered a little bit And i felt i'd never mend But i didnt realized Who was hurting the most, a friend We shared the same ambition But his was for real He loved wat he loved Me i just made the deal His love for her Was none i could ever match If i could just rewind time I'd take it all back But the past is past And the future is now Might as well look up 'Cause im tired of looking dowm.......... TO BE CONTINUED
An Angel Came To Me
Last night, an angel came to meI was cryin' aloneMy heart was bleedingLast night, an angel came to meI was cryin' aloneMy mind was dyingGod have mercyStop them destroying meAn angel came to meTo save my lifeListen to his voicePlease hear his soulThis angel came to meTo save meLast night, an angel came to meI was doing wrong (x2)Last night, an angel came to meI was sleepin' wrong (x2)God have mercyStop them destroying meAn angel came to meTo forgive meListen to his prayersPlease feel his loveThis angel came to meGod saved meAn angel came to meTo fulfill his prophecyHe listened to my prayersPlease feel my loveThis angel came to meI recognized him(X2)Ad libs :An angel, baby, did you hear it(An angel)I tell you baby, did you hear it(An an--gel)I tell you baby, did you hear it(An angel)I tell you honey, did you hear it(An an--gel)An angel came to meAn an--gel.
Te Quiero
Ay,na,na,naiAy,na,na,na,nai,nai (2x) (para la niña mas linda del planeta entero)Listen up! Baby Escucha!ChorusY es que te quieroooo, baby te quieroooo.Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.Y es que te quieroooo, baby te quieroooo.Desde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.Hay como quisiera en este instante abrazarte,y mil canciones al oido cantarte.Ha tu vida muchas rosas regalarle, es que tu me enamoraste.Es que tu eres el lucero que guia me vida,si no te tengo en mi cancion no existe melodia.Tu me falta baby de noche y de dia, sin tu inspiracion no existiria esta poesia...Chorus.....Tu...que me haces soñar, y a las estrellas llegar..Con solo pensarte baby.....Tu...que me sueles llenar, eres mi aire vital..Sin tu no respiro lady.Tu no te falta que me haces,Cuando no te tengo cerca,Me muero por llamarteChorus....Ay,na,na,nai,nai,nai.Yeah....Yeah.Y es que te quieroAy,na,na,na,nai,naiDesde que te conocido yo vivo tan feliz.Ay nena,no sabes cuanto te quiero.Mi Niña linda.Roman
Your An Angel
I feel it, you feel itThat this was meant to be.I know it, you know itThat you were made for me.We can't deny this any longerDay by day it'sgetting stronger.I want it, you want itIt's what the people want to see.We're like Romeo and JulietFamily's can't devide us.Like the tallest mountain on the widest seaNothing's big enough to hide us.When we make love its overwhelmingI just touch the heavensYou're an angel, you're an angelI said this world, this world.Could leave us anydayBut my love for you, it will never go away.And I don't wanna go to sleepCuz' you are like a dreamFor every night I say a prayer,And I swear you are the answerYou're an angel, you're an angel, you're an angel.So we take it and each moment that I'm closeI see it, you see it,What we have is made of goldWe're so filled with meaning,Nothing can make us shallow.So I hold it, and you hold itThe promise of tomorrow.When we make love its overwhelmingI just touch the heavens.You're an angel, you're an angelAnd I said this wo
What Is A Family
A family is a group of people or close friends you deeply care about and that you would do anything for. The true testiment of a family shows itself when a problem or issue arises and whether or not they confront you about the issues or problems, because they show that they truly care. Sometimes when you are adopted into a family you are shown love and respect. How long will that love and respect last?...Nobody really knows, but if the family is true to you and you are true to them then the bond should grow stronger each day. What if that bond is broken or you feel like you have drifted or been pulled apart? You keep trying until there is no more reason to keep trying to fight for what you believe is concidered a family. Families come and go they grow and sometimes they shrink down to almost nothing. As long as you show self respect and respect to others then that bond should never be broken. But, as soon as someone other than yourself damages or breaks that family bond, are you wil
Adoptions Anyone?
Anyone looking to adopt a cat in N.C.? There a several that roam around my place and they're in desperate need of homes. If you own a farm or large pieces of property we have one that would make an excellent mouser. We just can't keep them. And none of us are willing to send them to the pounds to meet their deaths. They're far too loving. If anyones intersted get back to me. We're willing to bring them to you if you're intersted.
Jobb Huntin'
My name is Art. I am a recently graduated UCLA MBA student. In this economy, even graduating from UCLA Business School will not guarantee you a job. I have been trying all of my connections to find a great job but seem to have no luck. So I began searching for some great tools on the internet that I could use to either get a leg up on the job Job Interview Videos and Interviews on Video search and came up with some cool websites. A cool place I found was Video Job Interview and Video Resumes It’s a great tool to search for upper level management, or account executive jobs. Another great place to find tips, and ideas about how to write a resume, or how to give a great interview is Trust me, these websites are gold! Just thought I woul the knowledge. Good luck everyone!
Poem By: Adam Tellijohn
R I P Tyler Heilman 7/20/2009 Michaela Widmer 7/25/2009 This world keeps spinning faster to a new disasterInnocent lives are being takenFamilies being torn apartChildren having to grow up without a mommy or daddyIt leaves us here to sit and wonder WHY?Whats next, whose it going to be, what else can possibly happenWe sit and wait for answers, justice to be servedWe sit and wait for the times of a wake and funeral to be announcedYet no matter how much time will passThese lives will never be forgottenOne day you can wake up with a happy familyThat happy family can be torn apart by unexplainable acts of crueltyYou never know when something like this will happenYou don’t have any time to prepareYour friends, family and inner strength is your only backboneYou can rewind time, and you can’t fast-forward itFriends and family you haven’t seen for a while come closerTo help you ease your pain and recoverYour everyday thoughts flashback to the scene of where everything happe
Just A Quicky Update
Have an overnight test on Thursday at Lackland AFB, should be cleared to depart the states within a week or so afterwards.  Then once I finish up some training, I'll be "Leaving, on a Jet Plane".  Been busy on my end.  Really busy.
Women Of Fubar Magazine
Thanksgiving - 2005
A God Given Friend
This Just Gets Better
I just have to laugh about this, just for being stupid: Last night, as i went to pick up one of my security guards from his house, we got into conversation about an ex-girlfriend of mine that we both know. Before i get into this story however, ive got to mention, im a good man, im very respectful, im very honest, and i keep my promises in full. I respect everyones privacy, as much as i would want my own to be respected. I dont need to point her out to anyone here, nor do i wish to shame her, shes done enough of that on her own. My guard doesnt have any pics of himself, and his location is off on the profile but if thats how he wants it, who am i to tell him different, and so heres what unfolded. She apparently started to flirt with him, and he played it off like she was just a random chick. In this conversation, she basically typed and tried to tell him everything a man generally wants to hear; "she can cook, she works, shes independent, hard working, faithful, loyal, and passionate"
Me And My Bro Msn
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Written By: Gena Bristo
The Quwstion Never Asked!!
What is Time? Times ia a dillusion of importance. A second in time is an eternity depending on what that second in time effect's it can be wasted and regreted along with horrible images that fill your head that would cripple a person of normal understanding, but no you are not a normal person. You are a person who realizes that time is a dellusion and that it"s only existence is to warp and bend and puppetier our very existence as human beings. What is a secomd in time to the average understanding person caught in the games that society like to play go here, must go there , have an appiontment in 10 minutes. This type of thinking has lead people to become mindless drones and I choose to fight against such an attack by not conforming to this Greek Tragety. I will not say what a second in time represent's for me becuase it is different for each person who posses this very question to there  own selfs but I will say that I will choose very carefully how I spend a second becuase in the end
My Son
A Woman Of Pure Heart
Name And I
Im a bitch and Names a seagull, we decided were clearing out some riff raff on our friends list.... Just to let everyone know.. that is all!! oh and yes im home and I have lots of work so I figuired Id blog. Flaky and Name
Geordie is a regional nickname for a person from the Tyneside[1] region of England, or the name of the dialect of English spoken by these people. Depending on who is using the term, the catchment area for Geordie can be used for some parts of the north east of England, or as small as the city of Newcastle upon Tyne. Sunderland, however, uses the regional nickname "Mackem" as opposed to Geordie. Similarly, people from the Teesside area (Middlesbrough, Stockton-on-Tees, Redcar, Billingham and surrounding settlements) of the north east are known as 'Smoggies'. The Geordie dialect owes its origins to the language spoken by the Anglo-Saxon settlers of this region. Initially mercenaries employed by the Ancient Brythons to fight the Pictish invaders after the end of Roman rule in Britannia in the 5th century, the Angles, Saxons and Jutes who thus arrived became, over time, ascendant politically and - through population transfer from tribal homelands in northern Europe - culturally over the n
More Geordie A-z
aboot for about ahent for behind alreet (/'a:lri:t/) a variation on alright or Hello (Some times used as alreet mate) awer for "over" as in "Hoy it awer, pet!" meaning "Throw it over, dear." (See below for hoy and pet). aye for "yes" bairn/grandbairn for "child/grandchild" banter for "chat/gossip" bi for pen: shortened version of a biro buk for book pronounce bOOk cannit 'cannot' canny for "pleasant" (the Scottish use of canny is often somewhat less flattering), or to mean 'quite'. Someone could therefore be 'canny canny' in the same way someone can be 'pretty pretty' in standard English. carcastic for 'sarcastic' chiv for "knife" chor "to steal" chud/chuddy chewing gum clart for "mud" as in "there's clarts on yar boot
In Loving Memory
Geordie Dictionary
A aave - Taken from the English words "I Have".alfie - To inform an authority about somebody's actions. (e.g. y' puarly alfied on us)allreet - Used as a greeting term, "How Are You". (e.g. y'allreet charva?) B bastard - A fatherless child. Used as an - See belta.belta - Used for expressing how good something is. (e.g. that car's puarly belta)bollocks - The male genitalia. Used to describe something as rubbish. (e.g. y' talking puar bollocks ye are)bucket - When a charva is depressed he might sit in a small room or cupboard with a bucket. This is another way to inhale the illegal substance contained in a joint. C charva - A resident of the West End of Newcastle. The Charva invariably believes that s/he speaks perfect English, has perfect diction, knows the meaning of life (TWOC'ing) and is the centre of the Universe. (e.g. how ye, y' charva)charve - Verb, To Steal. See taxed.clamped - To be corrected, nearly always used in conjunction with the word puarly. (e.g. y' pu
Male Sensitivity Test
MALE SENSITIVITY TEST   1. In the company of females, intercourse should be referred to as:  A. Lovemaking.  B. Screwing.  C. Taking the pigskin bus to tuna town.   2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared
Animals Need To Be Treated With Respect And Love
My name is anne  and  i am  an animal lover and  i hate  seeing animals  suffer and  treated  like  an  experiment  i  think  it  is  about  high  time  that  this  animal  experiment  stops  it  is  not  right  using  an animal  for a  science  experiment  Just  because God  created  the animals they  also need to  hunt  for  their  prey  it  is  not  right  killing  them  and maing them  suffer i have  heard so many  horrible  stories  and  it  is not  right  treating  an animal like  death  and  then  dumping  them  in the  streets to  defend for  themselves  just  because  animals  cannot  talk  they  can  still  feel pain  in their  hearts  they  don't  ta about  how  they  fee  but  it  is  in  their  spirts  that knows  they are  feeling  hurt and  betrayed i think  we  all need  to stop killing  these animals  and  think about  how  God  created  the animals and  the planet we all need  to  learn  to Love God's animals  and  give the animals  freedom   Yours  sincerely Ever
Leaving Fubar
It is time for me to leave fubar I have been on fubar for a really long time and I have seen alot of changes that I dont like so it is best for me to go and find somewhere else to hang out or find something else to do with my time. I have met alot of great people here and I will miss you all for those who wish to stay in contact with me here is my yahoo I donot cyber so dont add me if that is all you want!       Christina
American Friends!
would you get offended if i dropped all of you's and just kept the Canadians and Europeans?   nothing personal.....
A Healthy Relationship
Based on a conversation that i had with a friend a few days ago, we had a typical conversation about dating, respect, the elements of loyalty and our personal views of a healthy relationship. I gave him an example of my point of view that i shared with another friend i have on another website and the conversation transpired as follows: A healthy relationship is based on respect.It's when:• you have fun together • you both feel like you can be yourself • you can have different opinions and interests • you listen to each other • you trust each other • you can both compromise, say sorry, and talk arguments out • you don't have to spend all of you spare time together - you can spend time on your own, or with your own friends and family."I really love and trust my boyfriend, he's like one of my best friends and I can tell him anything. He just wants us to have fun together, there's no pressure, and he doesn't make a big deal of it if I don't want to do wh
Hello All
Well I am new here any help that you all see fit to give would be very nice
A Mother's Love
The most precious gift the world was given outside of God's own love Is the love of a mother, surely sent from God above. She's always there to comfort you when life has let you down; When all others may forsake you,her love is still around. She's surely sent from heaven, an angel in disguise, To kiss away each fallen tear that pours from saddened eyes. There to hold and comfort you when things aren't going right; She's there to chase away the fears with love so very bright. And mother's as the gift they are, deserve the highest praise, For standing there right next to us through our most trying days. They know that we're not perfect, so they give us room to grow; And when we need advice, it's surely mom who'll know. So thanks for all you've given me these many trying years; Thanks for always sharing both the laughter and the tears. And thanks to God for blessing me with a mother just like you, Never could I ask for love more strong or true. Love you mom © LT.David Martin
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What Do I Want
I want the vibration that overtakes my bodyLike what I feel any time you touch or even just look at meThat is what I want.I want to feel this all day of every day.I want to help you to explore this overpowering sensationWith every stoke and every motion.I want to give you a feeling so undeniableA feeling almost indescribableI want to give you a feeling that moves from the soles of your feetThen gradually ascends to the top of your head…This, a feeling that just can’t be beat.This intense journey begins with the slightest touch to the small of your backGliding along the curves of your bodyStroking every muscle with every part of meI will kiss you in the crook of your neckThen give your ear a little peckIn turning you over, I will shower your body with a mountain of kissesI will work my way down the center of your chestAll the while, you’ll be pondering the restI’ll unbutton your pants with only my teethThen tease and caress you with all that is beneathWith the c
A Little Behind!
Ok so my last post was December of 2007.  WEll In Feb 2008 i had to have Hernia repair surgery thanks to my last surgery!  THat took forever to heal months!! Then May 8,2008 exactly 1 year to the date of the original dignosis I was in a pet scan machine to see the extent of the cancer that had returned in my liver!  That's came back!!  I had to have more than half of my liver resected...Well that surgery went well..;and I was out of the hospital after only a week! Of course a month later I was back int eh hospital because it seems that I had picked up MRSA STAPH fromt eh hospital..which was a different hospital then all my other surgeries.  So Of course I went back to Baptist my favorite hospital where I know most of the staph by name and they know me. I was there for 9 days and it really was horribly depressing knowing my kids were off to their first day of school and I was missing it, but the infection forced me into another surgery!  Nothing like h
The Pink Dress
Don't let your day go on without reading this first, no matter How busy you may be!!! The Pink Dress There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop. The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see If the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was Yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl. For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place For young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no
Floral Aurora Corona
Busy Weekend Ahead
So this week so far just recovering from metal meyham and ya that was most definetly a great show. got class mon-tue-thur from 630-830ish, almost done with radio 2 and gonna start tv 2 in about 2 weeks, not really to excited about that but watever, more learnin under my belt. Have 2 birthday parties this weekend, one is a block party which should be a good time and another is a bar crawl in downtown palatine, probably will end up being the DD but its all good. It is nice enough out to do some frolfing, always a good time for sure. Thats really all i got for the week, debating as well getting my own radio show through my school, just gotta find the time. I may do this every week cause i never really blogged before but just givin my thoughts on w/e i guess haha
Leave the emotionsCheck them at the doorWe both knowThey have no place here     Take me as I amLet's go real slowAs we open our mindsTo this darker side     Take me by the handLead me down this pathOnly you know so wellBecause my body yearns to go     Touch my bodySet it on fireOpen it upTo this burning new desire     Feel my touch on your skinPure need, unleashed from withinAllow me to bring it outWithout being afraid, allow me to show no fear     Leave the emotionsCheck them at the doorWe both knowThey have no place here ©xoxoJ
Infatuation tears me apartRipping through my heartAs I seek the painThe hurtMakes me feel aliveAlmost as though I had cutStand and watch the blood flowMake me feel as no otherMy wounds open and rawExposed To the fury of my wrath As it pummels me with all its mightAnd I refuse to stop it ©xoxoJ
You Hold The Key To My Heart
As we lie beneath the stars,We wonder who we really are,I wonder what you see in me,We'll fall asleep beneath the trees.Show me that you truly care,Day by day, and night by night,When I'm with you I have no fright.The day you told you loved me,That's when I gave you the key,To my heart, soul and mind,I'm glad to know that you're all mine.I want it to last forever,To know that we'll always be together,Feel no pain or sadness dear,I want you to always be near.In every hug and every kiss,When I'm with you I feel true love exists.Hold me close and never let me go,Don't let me fall amidst the shadow.For I am yours, forever it may be,I am yours for all eternity.I mean it all; all I've said,Without you, a part of me is dead.
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Overboard Rescue
Passengers aboard a luxurious cruise ship were having a great time when a beautiful young woman fell overboard. Immediately there was an 80-year-old man in the water who rescued her. The crew pulled them both out of the treacherous waters. The captain was grateful as well as astonished that the white-haired old man performed such an act of bravery. That night a banquet was given in honor of the ship's elderly hero. He was called forward to receive an award and was asked to say a few words. He said, "First of all, I'd like to know who pushed me."
  I am so in love In love with Joy In love with happiness In love with anger In love with frustration In love with Tears In love with Me. I love love love is fruitful Love is Kind Love is Motivating Love is Comforting Love is love I hate Love Love is painful Love is heartbreaking Love is deadly Love is poisonous Love is Evil Hey stop it Love is like what I don't know All I know is Love is Love so say all you want But I know Love is and I love love I love me & you
My 1st Auction Needs Ur Bid Plzzzzz
Damn Hot Weather
Damn it was hot today... 104 I think? Gonna be hot again today and tomrorrow. i didn't do what i planned on doing on Monday..was a bum most of the day. I went to Sharies with my friend Kari and my brother later in the evening. Took Michael home and Kari and I went driving around....i think it was around 2am? Or later..I forget. Found a 24 hour coffee joint...didn't know about it until recently. Stupid place only had 3 parkings...seriously..and I couldn't park anywhere else because ya can't park on the streets at that time of night. Even the public couldn't park there until certain times of the day. You'd think in a busy city, there would be more parkings...but noooo beaverton is just so gay I said fuck it and parked in a place that I wasn't suppose to...I wanted my damn coffee. kari did too... also got some yummy espresso was spendy but sooooo good. I was nice and even let Kari have half of my piece of cake... 3.50 for it.. see, Im so nice... Then we drove a
My 1st Auction Needs Ur Bid Plzzzzz
Sampling Of Offerings From The Fu Senior Citizens
Just thought I'd jot down a sampling of what the 55 year old and over Fu-crew has offered me today.  It is only I can only imagine what the day has in store for me!  Names have been omitted to prevent heart attack and/or stroke on their geriatric azzes! ---OMG what a sexy and attractive woman you are....If you ever come to NJ or NYC will you please tell me 1st.....I would love to eat you...sorry...and if you think I am too old for you I can always be your sugar daddy while you are here..ok?....let me know what you think...bye for now !! ---your profile name reminds me of a rod in my tool shed, Your a very atractive lady.
Jezebels Playground
If you like sexy and dirty little redheaded sluts, like Jezebel Tempting ,we have some treats for you.Jezebel Tempting now has her clips4sale store up and running for all your perverted enjoyment.Video clips that range from POV(point of view) Bj's, smoking,bondage,masterbation,home invasion,and many many more to coming soon.Please be sure to frequent her store as new clips are added you have any ideas or clip requests that you would like to see her do.. please send her an email to and mention clip request in the subject line.
Is It Is It Not
 having sex, a 1night stand, or just oral        i luv having sex, i hate 1night stands        i love sex because 1hr or 5. im da bomb like tic tic        i hate 1night stands because i need to open it up      at least twice so i can get da feel of it        i love gettin head ( licking, kissing, crazy head fakes )      but coke2dope dont eat anythang that walks away. i know      it isnt fare or cool, but hay their are reasons.......       what i want is da business b4 & after. after i smash it so good       u shouldnt want da face action because you should be sleep      or unable to move. i know it sounds great but so true                                  what you think get at me
Here Is A Test!!!!!!!
Here is a test to find whether your mission on earth is finished: If you're alive, it isn't.
Me Naked
i lied
Places">Visit My Page!Add Me!Sign My Guestbook!   check it out its a cool place..
Angel/demon Tags For 500 Thousand Fu-bucks
Ok Check Out These Text Messages From Rhino
This is a dude who is butt-hurt cauz someone fu-owned me from him!! WTF does the think he owns me in real life? This dude is nothing but a head game player, a loser and a liar!!! 7/28/09 3:05am(from rhino)-slut 7/-28/09 5:32am(from me)-LEAVE ME ALONE! 7/28/09/532AM(FROM RHINO)-fuck off 7/28/095:35am(from Rhino)-leave me alone text again I will get the cops on your ass 7/28/095:36AM(FROM ME)-UR the one buggin me get this one, the messages dont stop either, hes now in YIM tryin to tell me it wasnt him!! LMFO
I made an epic mumm last night..   go vote!
Come Here!!!!!
Time is passing by and I have not been able to kiss you, to give you love, to hold you. I know you feel the same as I do, but I’m tired of not being with you. When you call me, I am able to pretend that I am happy with it, but as soon as I hang up the phone there is great sadness. I am tired of all the “I like you” and the thousands “I want you” that you send me through email. Come here and tell me face to face, because through the computer I can’t feel a thing. You are keeping me from seeing your body laid on my bed. I notice time passing by and you are so far. Come here and make my life longer, come here and heal this wound, come here because through pictures I can not touch you and less give you love. Come here baby, because none can be adored by chatting on the computer. Come here because is not the same to talk to you, than to touch you, and feel your warmth.
people want me to open up, but are never around when i'm able to. i want to be able to tell people how i feel. when i do its never the right time, orr i get told im an ass. i just want things to be normal again. where i have the ones i an trust  back in my life and the ones who can't handle me and my changes gone.   im sorry for everytime i hurt anyone n sooner or later i wont be around to do that
To Congressman Or Senator
Please Send This to your Congressman or SenatorRe: FDA Fast track Approval of Promising Treatments for HCV and Other Liver DiseasesAs my representative, you ought to know liver disease is one of the major killers in America today.Hepatitis C alone has been called a "silent epidemic" by former surgeon general Everett Koop, MD.It is estimated that as many as 4 million Americans are infected. The death rate due to complications from this disease is expected to quadruple in the next 10 years. It is the number one cause for liver transplants and those numbers are rising exponentially.There is no known cure and current treatment has an inadequate success rate (while often causing debilitating side effects).The FDA needs to fast-track treatment development for this deadly disease.A study presented at the American Association for the Study of Liver Diseases meeting on Tuesday November 9, 1999 concluded that long-term damage from hepatitis C infections may cost the U.S. economy more than $81 bi
come join us in club paradise never a dull moment now hiring. Always have a great time come visit please.
The Car Accident
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident, Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, "Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left but fortunately we are not hurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be really good friends." The man thinking their might be a bright side to this, replied, "I agree with you completely." The woman continued, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely we must drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." Then she hands the bottle to the man. The man shakes his head in agreement, opens it and takes a few very large swigs from the bottle and then hands it back to the woman. The woman takes the bottle, immediately puts the cap back on, and hands it back to the man. The man asks, "Aren't you having any?" The woman replies, "No. I think I'll just wait for the
The Key To Every Woman's Heart
A group of girlfriends go on vacation and see a five-story hotel with a sign that reads "for women only." Since they are without their boyfriends, they decide to go in. The doorman, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you're looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide, since each floor has signs telling you what's on that floor. The only rule is, once you leave a floor, you can't return to it." The women talk it over and decide to go for it. They start going up, and on the first floor the sign reads, "All the men here are horrible lovers, but they are kind and sensitive." The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor. The sign on the second floor reads "All the men here are wonderful lovers, but they generally treat women badly." This wasn't going to do, so again they head for the stairs.,p. The friends move up to the third floor where the sign reads "All the me
Mike Vick
michael vick has been reinstated in nfl  the dont think he shouldnt have but now it depends what  teams are going 2 want him but i heard seattle n raiders might get him but the raiders usually pick up felyons so plz leave ur thoughts on this blog
Missing Child Please pass around to everyone you know.    
If You Want To Be A Daddy's Girl
If you would like to become a Daddy's Girl check out the folder and make a pick like the outher girls and get creative and then you will need to put Daddy's Girl behind your name(if you do a nsfw one ill need two salutes i want a sfw one so every body can see you)nsfw's welcome not a have to.
What A Tranny A Day Makes
hahaha!!! ok so i woke up at 7pm. i was awake for a while the day and night and this morning. anyway...i know typing to myself about it haha. what was i just thinking? oh! meeting someone online is one thing, talking to that person on the phone after meeting online is one thing...then ACTUALLY meeting the person IN person is another thing altogether. i think that the folks who say meeting talking to someone online and then meeting them in person isnt reality...arent real people to begin with. not that i do this all the time but i know its real. and not "hey bro, i got some fubar tail" type shit either. not the oh your hot lets go get drunk and fcuk in a mutually close place. no. the people with true emotions and honest hearts are the "losers" with all the big talkers and neo-sluts. how dare real people interact in person after meeting online? haha...i dare i laugh at how many times ive been laughed at or told how silly i am for thinking i could find a true compa
Por Tí Volaré
Cuando vivo solosueño un horizontefalto de palabras.En la sombra y entre lucestodo es negro para mi miradaSi tu no estás junto a mí . . .aquí.Túen tu mundoseparado del mio por un abismo.Oyellamameyo volaréa tu mundo lejano.Por ti volaréespera que llegarémi fin de trayecto eres túpara vivirlo los dos.Por ti volarépor cielos y mareshasta tu amor.Abriendo los ojos por fincontigo viviré.Cuando estás lejanasueño un horizontefalto de palabras.Y yo sé que simpre estás ahí, ahí, una luna hecha para mí,siempre iluminada para mí,por mí, por mí, por mí . . .Por ti volaréespera que llegarémi fin de trayecto eres túcontigo yo viviré.Por ti volarépor cielos y mareshasta tu amor.Abriendo los ojos por fincontigo yo viviré.Por ti volarépor cielos y mareshasta tu amor.Abriendo los ojos por fincontigo yo viviré.Por ti volaré . . . 
Il Fly With You
I still believe in your eyesI just don't care whatYou have done in your lifeBaby I'll always be here by your sideDon't leave me waiting too longPlease come byI, I, I, I still believe in your eyes;There is no choice,I belong to your lifeBecause I will liveTo love you someday;You'll be my babyAnd we'll fly awayAnd I'll fly with you,I'll fly with you,I'll fly with youYou are, are, are, are, are, areYou are, are, are, are, are, areYou are, are, are, are, are, areEvery day and every night,I always dream thatYou are by my sideOh, baby, every dayAnd every night,Well I said everything'sGonna be alrightAnd I'll fly with you,I'll fly with you,I'll fly with youYou are, are, are, are, are, areYou are, are, are, are, are, areDream of meI still believe in your eyesI just don't care whatYou've done in your lifeBaby I'll alwaysBe here by your side;Don't leave meWaiting too long,Please come byI, I, I, I still believe in your eyes;There is no choice,I belong to your lifeBecause I will liveTo love you so
All Parents Please Read!!
This blog was posted by me on my main account: PLEASE READ AND DO WHAT IS ASKED THIS MAN WITH THESE PICTURES THINKS STUFF LIKE THIS IS A GAME AND IS FUNNY WHEN IT CLEARLY IS NOT! Please Downrate And Mark NSFW created @ 2009-07-28 03:08:30   Merry Meet Y'all. I was rating pictures and I came across 4 that someone thought was obviously funny but as a parent of a little girl myself, I didn't find them the least bit funny. I originally rated them 10's but then went back and rated these pictures as 1's. I ask all my friends and especially parents of children or even teenagers to go and report these images as NSFW and hopefully send this dumbass a message for posting such stupid pictures. When you see them you will understand instantly what I am talking about. Read the captions to understand where my anger is coming from.
Funny Text Messages
1.402): meow(1-402): WTF. STOP SENDING ME ANIMAL NOISES. ITS FUCKING WEIRD. 2.(801): all he gave me for my birthday was sperm(254): at least its a homemade gift 3.(403): you know your drunk when 7 soccer players cant catch up to a tranny in high heels who just stole your wallet 4.(816): dude sorry about putting my finger in your butt last nite i was wasted and thought it was mine 5.(347): in the middle of sex he stopped to tell me that he loved me... then slapped my ass and told me "back to business"... im gonna marry him 6.(763): She actually asked me 'is it in yet?' I deleted the vid. 7.(703): I just googled "semen solvent" and got nothing. there has to be something that will wash this shit off! (1-703): I see a marketing opportunity 8.(703): we couldnt find her phone in the morning so i called it and found it under the bed. my name came up as 'regret' 9.(848): a woman just threw her tv out the window while screaming "will you fucking work now?". i'm never moving 10.(314):
We Are Supernatural Beings
Being one with the UNIVERSE gives us ORDER and brings us the REAL MEANING OF WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT. Yes, nothing to be afraid of...we have enough experiences in our life which could make life better and more significant. Yes, we could take charge over these events by being one with our mother-nature which is the UNIVERSE. No more fears!...if we die because of flood or tsunami well let us swim with the mermaids in the waterworld!...if we die because of plane crash then our giant brothers Orion and Hercules would just lift us up in the skyworld...and when meet accident on the road, then the earthworld would just swallow us sweetly. See, no more FEARS!!!...just be one with the UNIVERSE...and things will work in order according to what the we desire. We are all supernatural beings borne out of the Gods and Godesses of the Skyworld, Earthworld and the Waterworld and we are in control of everything...we just have to look back to what we have had in the past and use these as tools in faci
Did You Know?
You have always had my heart, even when we hurt each other. I have loved no other like you, nor has anyone loved me as you do. I know I will never have what I lost, but.... I still love you.
Sit With Me
this i feel has got to be one of the best things i've written. this was written back on july 01, 2007.   sit with me. written by phil hernandez come my friend and sit with me. watch as the sun sets one last time. notice how the moon no longer glows bright. now tell me something. tell me what i am to you and tell me the truth. i'm sick of everything and can't take it any more. don't tell me that you care because i know you don't give a fuck. don't tell me that you love me because i know that's only bullshit. if i meant so much to you then you never would have done the shit you did. i was always second to him. i was always last on your list. you said that you cared about how i feel and that you worry about me. well then why did you make me feel like i was nothing to you and then tell me you're sorry. if you were truly sorry then you wouldn't have continued hurting me. but i guess that's the only thing you know and the only thing i deserve. well allow me to tell you this one last thing
addicted to a kiss that never blessed my lips addicted to a touch that never caressed my skin addicted to a look that never met my eyes Addicted to a warmth that never wrapped my body addicted to his voice his laugh so sweet addicted to his soul his heart on his sleeve addicted to him when I don't hear him daily I feel like in withdrawal need to hear him say I "care for you"baby...
I Promise You
Looking off into the distance I close my eyes and breathe, for an instant I think of you in the stillness of the night Listening to my heart beat as flashes Of the first time we meet an instance Of our first time  imbeded in my mind Your sweet and tender  voice  whispering Softly. I longed to be in your arms feeling The solitude of being with you awaken To feel the calm rythim of your heart beat I´m here hoping and waiting for a new start From which I´ll never depart.I promise you
Something Inside Died..
Normally I am used to acknowledging the pain and loses that come with life.. never before have I noticed that something special inside myself had died with it. Usually it is the pain and the loss of the person is the love and good times you had together and knowing you will never have more then what you already enjoyed with them. I went to see Tool for the first time on July 21st 2009. This is a band I have tried to see every chance they were on tour for the past ten years. I have failed for 10 years straight for various reasons. Never the less I had finally done it I accomplished something I thought I would never have. I had a great time and was joined by friends and my wonderful girl friend however as much of a good time as I had.. something was missing.. and I really had to search my soul to figure it out.. I usually have a blast at concerts.. Love it and go crazy for them. So I started thinking perhaps I am just getting older.. perhaps I am just worn out. Why don't I feel the way I
Heart Burst Into Fire
I'm coming home I've been gone for far too long Do you remember me at all? I'm leaving Have I fucked things up again? I'm dreaming Too much time without you spent It hurts Wounds so sore Now I'm torn, now I'm torn I've been far away When I see your face my heart's burst into fire Hearts burst into fire You're not alone I know I'm far from home Do you remember me at all? I'm leaving Do you wait for me again? I'm screaming No more days without you spent It hurts Wounds so sore Now I'm torn, now I'm torn I've been far away When I see your face my heart's burst into fire Hearts burst into fire My bed's so cold, so lonely No arms, just sheets to hold me Has this world stopped turning? Are we forever to be apart? Forever to be apart It hurts Wounds so sore Now I'm torn, now I'm torn I've been far away When I see your face my heart's burst into fire Hearts burst into fire (I'm coming home) I've been gone for far too long (I'm coming home) Do you remember me at all? Do you remember me a
My Experience @ Osan
Hey Fub's, In case the reason why I'm writing this blog--I'm writing this because I'm in the processing of getting out of this place I would like to call Korea...but before I do, I would like to tell you all my unique experience I've endured this whole year--and HERE...WE...GO!!! ****When I first decided to have orders for Korea, my immediate thought was " Oh damn, I'm going to a new place--a new country, new culture, new base...this is going to be great"  As soon as I've arrived last August, everything was so different--the food was different, the drinks were different, the people were different. I knew right then and there this was going to be one of those experiences I'm going to tell my kids for years to come. So I got aquainted to the lab I was working and the people there were cool and friendly and was willing to show me around and I thought, " Finally, some cool people I can actually get along with", lest I forgot, when one good cycle ends, a bad rotation begins...and that's
R,i,p John Thomas Anthony Brewer
JT passed away on june 22 2009 at 12 20 am from a jerk who beat him. JT you will always be in my heart my prayers.  this little boy id DJ DRAGON'S son.... he will be missed terrably but never forgotten, JT you will be in all of our hearts and in are prayers.. see you up there little buddy... keep looking over all of us.... love you like my own....       to everyone who reads this... if you know someone who is abusing a child please find the stregnth to stand up and fight for that child. children do not deserve what happend to this lil boy its a tragity please dont let this happen to a child you know
~rip John Boy~
Lunapic Photo Editing Monday, June 22, 2009  ~RIP John Boy~ Current mood:  sad Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr. Johnny Richard Carroll, Jr., age 30, of Maryville, passed away Friday, June 5, 2009, at UT Medical Center. He raced at Smoky Mountain Raceway, driving the 01 car. He was preceded in death by his grandparents, Robert and Colleen Thompson. Survivors include his wife, Amy Allen Carroll; children, Tre' Carroll and Shelby Carroll; parents, Johnny and Patricia Carroll; father-in-law and mother-in-law, Jim and Connie Allen; grandparents, Betty Roberts and Glenn Carroll; sisters and brothers, Angel Leeson, Justin Carroll, Star Carroll, Jason Carroll; nieces and nephews, Collin Leeson, Bodhi Leeson, Drake Hill, Ava Carroll, Antwaun Couche; many special aunts and uncles. Funeral services will be at 8 p.m. Saturday in McCammon-Ammons-Click Funeral Home Chapel with Rev. Kenneth Carpenter officiating. The interment will be at 1 p.m. Sunday at Sherwood Memorial Gardens with Re
You And I
Sunday, November 30, 2008  you and I... Category: Writing and Poetry You And IYou and I are connectedin a way that goes beyond romance,beyond friendship,beyond what we've ever had before.It has defied time, distance,and changes in ourselvesand in our lives.It has defied every explanation.Except one:Pure and simply, we're soul mates.I can't explain, I just feel it.It's there in the way my spirits liftwhenever we talk.The sound of your voice brings me home,in a way I can't explain.It's in the delight I feel, when we laughat exactly the same things.When I'm with you,it's like a tiny piece of the universeshifts into place.A place it's supposed to be,and all is right with the world.These things and so many more,have made me understandthat this is a once in a lifetime,forever connection.A connection that could only existbetween you and me.And deep in my soul,I know that our relationshipis a rare gift.One that brings usextraordinary happinessall through our lives.
Key To My Heart
Sunday, November 30, 2008  Key to my heart..... Category: Writing and Poetry Key To My HeartI had closed the door upon my heartAnd wouldn't let anyone in,I had trusted and loved only to be hurtBut, that would never happen again.I had locked the door and tossed the keyAs hard, and as far as I could,Love would never enter there again,My heart was closed for good.Then you came into my lifeAnd made me change my mind,Just when I thought that tiny keywas impossible to find.That's when you held out your handAnd proved to me I was wrong,Inside your palm was the key to my heart...You had it all along.
Pan Of The Night
Thursday, November 06, 2008  Pain of the night Category: Writing and Poetry Pain of the night     Watch as this tear falls into empty spaceSee it fall into life's nameless placeCan you see the sparkle as it catches the lightThat sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sightAs it falls watch it, its color has changedFrom blue to bright red, it has a wide rangeThere it goes all alone, it continues to fallWith it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of allWait, can you hear it? A sob has broke freeHas shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to beHere it comes, a force has been built between the eyeA wall of shear water, it's now time to cryA shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soulThe darkness of the night has taken its toll
Dying Light
Wednesday, October 08, 2008  dying light Current mood:  aggravated Category: Writing and Poetry You scream and you yellShe just looks at you through tearsShe stares blankly and boldly So you scream and you yellTrying to break herNever seeing the dying light in her eyes
In Loving Memory Of Aaron Collins
Pic Contest For 7/28/09
ok so here is the deal i am running a custom made picture contest for 7/28/09 it will end at 8 pm EST... here are the PRIZES!!!! 1st place gets CB,AUTO and 1,000,000 FuBusks....2nd place gets choice of CB or AUTO and 100,000 FuBucks...3rd place gets BLING and 10,000 FuBUcks. Make sure you send me the link to your pics to be added into the contest GOOD LUCK to all who enter :)
This Is Awesome......
I FOUND THIS ON SOMEONES MYSPACE PAGE LAST YEAR AND LOVED IT!!!!     Most of this is SO true. Girls really do like when you do these things..(I FOUND THIS IN A FRIENDS BLOG....AND IT STRUCK ME SO TRUE)Don't close it. Read it 'till the end........1When she walks away from you mad = [Follow her]2When she stares at your lips = [Kiss her]3When she pushes you or hits you = [Grab her and don't let go]4When she starts cursing at you = [Kiss her and tell her you love her]5When she's quiet = [Ask her what's wrong]6When she ignores you = [Give her your attention]7When she pulls away = [Pull her back]8When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she's beautiful]9When you see her start crying = [Just hold her and don't say a word]10When you see her walking = [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]11When she's scared = [Protect her]12When she lays her head on your shoulder = [Tilt her head up and kiss her]13When she steals your favorite hat = [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]14When s
Another Old Post.....
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS.............................. Current mood:  lonely Category: Writing and Poetry 'THE WHENS AND WHYS' I whisper my needsto your ear on the line.In the dusk of the dayI can dream you are mine. I can imagine you held mewith your warmest embrace.I can envision that smileear to ear 'cross your face. Eyes lit up brightlike too stars in the sky.In the silence all we haveare the when's and the why's. 'When' will my heatfind the body that's yours?'Why' so many obstaclesand all of these doors? 'When' will you love mewithout fear without doubt?'Why' do your whispersinside feel like shouts? 'When' will you need melike I've needed you?'Why' can't you seeall the things that you do? 'When' will i get pastthis emotional wall?'Why' must I bendtill i break down and fall? 'When' will this verserun deep in your heart?'Why' do you keep stoppingall of our starts? 'when' will your angerdecide to subside?'why' must my weaknessfeel subjected
I Love My Stupid Ass Friends...
Me and a friend are talking about our sexual conquests, when she says "Ive had three Egyptians" Not wanting to be out done, I say "Ive had a few brazilian chicks" She freaks and calls me a whore. I ask "why am I a whore this time?" She says "Cuz I dont even know how many a brazilian is" and she wasnt playing dumb either :|
Old Myspace Blog.........
CANDY COATED PILLS..& BROKEN DREAMS Current mood:  drained Category: Life Whew........right now thats about all i can do is whewwwwwwwwwwww......(gasping for breath)....... Every single little thing is falling apart...right before me---i am in a sense drowning and feel totally helpless to stop any of it....... My small little son ---- locked behind the metal doors of an institution.....scared.....alone..... "MEDICATION STABILIZATION" is what they call 8 year old boy on lockdown for 60-90 me the me the progress that keeps being stated is being made.... he slips thru the cracks of the medical floor for years--- its said he has the makings of "serial killer behavior" and should be locked away for the rest of his life..... who can say this about a child? A boy who is filled with love i know it i see it everytime i look into his eyes--and he wraps his arms around me i can feel it....but he is ripped from me fo
~rip~ My Dear Sister, God Has Gained A New Angel.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008  IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SISTER: Sasha Bentley & her unborn child Current mood:  crushed Category: Religion and Philosophy Lunapic Photo Editing Sasha Gabrielle Bentley, Born Sasha Gabrielle McCroskey on June 6th, 1987, in Launstul, Germany. She was 4 months premature and her lungs were not fully developed. The first 3 months of her life, she spend in the hospital and we were praying she would live. At 18 months of age she developed Bacterial Spinal Meningitus and spent another 1 month in the hospital fighting to survive. Sasha grew up the first 4 years of her life in Germany and had Double citizenship as American and German because of her birth in a German Hospital. She was the type of person, who did not know a stranger even when she was little. She would go up to anyone and start talking to them like she had known them her entire life. I always worried about her for this reason and kept a close eye on her. I did not discourage this though
Get To Know Me
Please allow me to introduce myself. I am you, I am everything you want to be, and everything you don't. I do everything you wish you could and everything you wish you had not. I am your dreams, and yes, your DARKEST damn fears. I am the friend next door, and the guy you walk across the street so as not to have to pass. I am that rowdy S.O.B in the bar, and Yet, I am NORM, cause everyone knows my name, and the conversation just starts when I get there. I am the Leader, but yet, I too follow (just so I know where exactly to shove that damn blade). I am the desire of all that know me, and I am hated by all that love me. I am the Eternal cunundrum, the rubix cube of life. Alas, you can not cheat and change my stickers, although I do change my colors. Oh yes dear one's I am a chamelion in this life as I was in all past lives. I will entice you, I will desire you but always in the end I will make you hate me with a bitter vile tortured lust. Oh indeed I said Lust. For when love has ended, g
Cali Days
I remember vividly the time I spent in California. Those were the best 3 years of my life. It's strange; sometimes I find myself sitting here thinking of the people I met while I lived in Cali.  A smile crosses my face as the fond memories surface of those who inadverdantly made an impact on my life. Loki, the crazy nutball who always made me laugh. My little tree sprite who always found the time to talk to me even when she didn't have it. Jackie moo, thank you. Those in my gaming circle who will forever remember Edwin Moss the third.. the cannon fodder zombie. LOL you guys were great! Samauri - The guy who was like my brother. We were shadows in the night. Miss ya Sam. Star - you were my first true love. Sometimes I wonder what would have happened and where I would be if I had moved to San Fran with ya hun. I wish I had the guts to tell you how I felt back then. So many others come to mind. So many memories. So many friends lost. You all had an impact in my life that I never kn

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