Icarus's blog: "Hope- by any other name."

Sure does take me a while to get used to this work and then come home to think shit.
Well, the only bad news I heard today was I might wind up trained for billing.
Not enthusiastic
but fuckall it's not collections or case management.

And yeah, I might've made a few comments about single moms today on fubs. Hope nobody that counts is pissed.

Bear in mind, I am SWIMMING in uneducated, multiple child single parents (or backdoor daddies) abusing or begging for the system.

I went through at least a couple hundred today, and frankly after only 16 hours I want to lower the incentive to lose your job and have kids in this country.

But damned if I'm not thinkin
a lot
about my old plan.
The one with my three artistic and unbalanced kids I loved very much and a country house that smelled like bacon and pinesol.

I guess its kinda got my paternal instincts tickin again, sucks cuz ... my start dating a nice sane girl instincts, or fucking a wild chick instincts and getting custody really aren't cracklin right now.

I do know that I'm damn lucky to have a job right now.
So many "I lost my job in december"'s. A lot of people haven't worked in 2 years.
A house of 2 adults and up to 4 kids
no fucking income.
Think about that!
I had trouble after FOUR MONTHS!

What the fuck were they eating?
They weren't! This is kinda where the nonprof kid in me and the corporate entity of gov subsidized insurance get into a weird waltze.

Most of the people in poverty range
are this
white
children

That's right.
The majority represents the majority in poverty too, but that's government "poverty" what some of us call "working poverty" or "low income" but the "extremely poor" are primarily minorities.

But its almost all kids. Broken fams, fuckups with 8 kids, it all drags the entire household, the whole family dynamic down.
What I said about ethiopia is true here-
starvation is only evidence of a group of animals in a food web outpopulating their resources.

There are too many people here, calcutta, guinea, hongkong, and alaska.

Please help control the human population
spay or neuter your neighbours.
That is all.

.... actually, what's Bob Barker doin? I could actually use a spokesman for this.

What's this all boil down to?
I sure do like having a job. At this point I'm more appreciated and respected in an anonymous corproate hive with passcodes than I was at a mom/pop NPO.
I'll have valid experience in data entry and network tech/logistics, and I can pay my old man back.
Yeah, I'm a misanthropic pacifist who believes in population control.
Sorry, I guess being sociopathic helps me see people as animals and not...
look we're animals and we have to adhere to laws of any other natural system- or we're going to wind up eating each other.

I wish there were more coyotes and large rodents in my region, then I wouldn't have as much of a mouse/stray pet problem >>
if we had wolves and bears again I wouldn't run as great a risk of hitting deer on the highway
if there were 2/3 less people on earth, there'd be a lot less squabbling over personal space, resources, and more incentive to excel.

But some dipshit would fuck it up for everyone.
Someone would tell us to breed to make up for "lost souls"
and everyone would be an octomom.
And yeah- octomom epitomizes what I'm talking about here.

Unwed, unemployed, mentally unstable breeding artificially for temporary emotional gratification and to make money and more of a burden on her state's poorly scribed support system.

It's the same reason we tell 14 year olds not to fuck without a condom.
Oh wait... for the last presidential admin we were abstinence only
and teen pregenancy rates
skyrocketed.

If we as a nation think 14 year olds are defunct in emotion and maturity then WHY STOP THERE!?
Why not a psych eval for every pregnency?
An intellegence test?
A credit check!?

I might not have a license for my dog, me and my best friend may have required licenses to fish
 
but any looney
abusive
greedy
dumb FUCK
can have a kid.

And the way I see it that's about the most important decision two people should make with their life, and the life of their unwilling contribution to the future genepool/meme of mankind.

Don't even get me started on the paperwork to adopt when two loving financially capable sterile people want a baby and one of my dumbass blips on the computer screen can't feed her fifth with none having a last name in common but are at most 10 months apart!
Your vagina is not a clowncar or a free pass from SRS!
I wouldn't want 14 paintings from the same person- even a master, what makes you think I want FIVE of your illiterate agressive poorly groomed unloved amoral brats!?