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Colin Hay : Water Song Lyrics....i Love This Song
this boy and girl were lovers came from different towns now they both live in the same one see each other round he saw her at the rose bowl just the other day she showed him what she bought there and they struggled for what to say they say we're made mostly of water so how come we can't find the sea? they say true love creeps up on you slowly oh how blind some people can be this boy and girl had troubles lasted fifteen rounds both threw in the towel no one took the crown and time it tends to pass us as we look the other way now he sells insurance and she's in a non-union play oh how i wish we were like water we'd float on down into the sea if you find true love at your door knocking invite her in make her some tea this boy and girl were lovers came from different towns now they both live in the same one see each other round they say we're made mostly of water so how come we can't find the sea? they say true love creeps up on you slowly oh how blind some people can be
Why Do People Even Bother ?
Can someone PLEASE tell me why some people get on here and say they are your friend and then when you are not on line an for no reason the block you ? If you wasn't messing with someone elses man you wouldn't have a problem ! It was real childish to talk shit about me then block me ! But you know what ? Computer's can find alot of things ! Some people are so dumb and don't realize who they are messing with . Why don't you go find your own man and leave the takin one's alone . Stop trying to make friends an then blocking them .
Funny Text Messages
1.(415): And just as he was about to come, he screamed "Oh Christy!!" (1-415): What's wrong with that? Your name IS christy. (415): He then said, "Oh shit, sorry Julie." 2.(612): I'm torn. Shes everything I ever wanted, but I just cant get past the story about having drunken sex with her dog in high school. 3.(218): Yeah..And after he fingered me, he wiped it on my face and laughed. (763): ew wtf 4.(302): she took her clothes off and my dick went from =====> to => 5.(914): omg so im topless lying on my bed and i forgot my nail clippers are on my bed and i just leaned forward and the nail clipper closed. on my nipple. ouch 6.(914): i think i just was awoken by the sound of my roommate choking on her boyfriend's dick 7.(917): Memory from last night that just came back: me forcibly jacking him off while he yelled I DONT LIKE HANDJOBS I DONT LIKE HANDJOBS 8.(705): i thought i was pinching her nipple. It was her mole 9.(216): let's bang (773): You're in my phone as 'Weird Bus Guy' s
What To Do....
I have quite a predicament. I have been seeing this guy, friends with benefits type, you know the deal. anyways it has been about 7 years or something like that. I have never had feelings like that for him in all this time. but all the sudden, i cant get him out of my mind. i dont think he even thinks of me in that way at all, like more than friends.. its just bugging me. dont know what to do about it, i dont wanna ruin what we do have, cause its good, really really good, i guess theres never such a thing as no strings is there?
Keepin It Real
i just got on here with yall for something to do..... are you really upset i gave you a one or two. then dont put the fuckin picture up for rating if you cant handle the rate. it asked me to rate a pic and i aint gonna be the one to lie and say you look good or i like the pic when i dont. so before you put yourself out there think if you really want to hear the truth or not.. rate me a one a two i dont care as long as you aint lying or taking it personal. thanks for the revengfull one and oh right on for that two.... keep it up, let me knowwassup, but quite crying
self pitty and anger is a luxery that kills most people but is enjoyable while it  last and so is  stupidity not ignorace  that will lead you in a blind path of destuction of ones own jouney that they travel in their own journey of life .
I found dust in the stillness of my sill.No spin or song to the room.Just an empty peaceof truces between one stranger.An unslept in side of bedand an ever fading sense of purpose.Determined to survive, but forgetting all other flavors between.Just walking by a market of greys and blurs.No pricetags, no barking vendors.I found a ghostly whisp of hope in that place.Like light breaking clouds in the rolling green seaof life, cool gravel-y breezes and fescue.Soy, soma, and betrayal.I wasn't sure what to make of it.Beast, stranger, darling or whore.To this day, I'm not sure when pretending stopped.Such experience... such vivacious exchangeI'll never understand it, feel it the way you all do.Some people are born colorblind, and I imagine a worldcold, flat, and even in tones of brown.Some can't sing, and that's not nearly as hard to fake.But then there's meexpressing all joy and pleasure for the sake of performance.Some men are born blind, deaf, dumb and addled.They are the subject of my dai
The Past.
IWROTE THIS BLOG A WHILE BACK IN THE MISDT OF GREAT PAIN AND SUFFERRING, I WROTE WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME. I AM MUCH GREATER NOW, BUT YOU CAN NEVER FORGET WHERE YOU CAM FROM IF YOUR GOING TO BE INTENT ON THE FUTURE AND ITS CHANGE! In this part of my life, i realize that i have made an incredible amount of mistakes. Honestly, not knowing what i was doing. It is true that i am very intelligent, but when your lost in a maze, puzzling to figure out your way, situations arise that can be very damaging. Things in life have led me to try to make a better life for myself. Emotions get caught up in moments that bring contentment, peace, rest, and the finding of newness. It is very possible to become so lost that you really forget good judgement. Your sight can become so cloudy and  so mystical, that  you could be in a moment that is surreal.  I  think what happened to me was my mind took an alternate way of thinking just to survive. Trauma, will do that to you. It will cause one to just make
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Are Ppl On Fubar Really That Lame???
What in the fuck is going on??? People want to pay fake money ( fubucks ) for something that people bought that actually cost real money???? OMFG I am cracking up....Do people really do that on here swap fucking stupid computer made shit  they bought for real money and stupid stuff only used for this site for fucking fake ass fu money.....please tell me this isnt so.......
About Me And May Be Too Much For Some Have Fun!!!!
so its about me im 25 been married twice if that scares you i dont care its not my falt  that men are assholes to me and i only find the roughten ones lol  im trying to do the best i can i stayed with one for 8 years getting mah ass beat . and the other 6 years with him acting like a woman and saying he had a headake when it came to sex so i dont think i look bad so idk what his problem was but enough bout that i like to hunt hike play ball shoot pool and just hang out like real folks i hate fakers players and hters of all kinds so if you are any of the above dont even try it  but as for the rest lets just have lots of fun ????????
The Only Thing I Will Do Is To Love You.
Life is so pure and you are filled with peace and the only thing that I can do is to love you.  You fill my life with light, you fill the sky, the earth, and the ocean, and the only thing I will do is to love you.   Baby, I don’t think there is a heart that can resist it, but if you cry, I want my eyes to follow every single tear until I lose sight of them.   When I look at you, I’m dying to show you my soul. Even when the moon is out and it shines through my window, the only thing I do is to love you.
Don't Be A Hero
Don't think for a second saying something's goodMight as well shut the fuck up, agree, understoodNobody got nowhere from running their mouthTry it with your parents you get kicked out the houseDon't get me wrong grow some balls you'll be fineBut when the time comes mine are bigger the sizeAnd the fact that you raise your hand volunteer for the jobWon't get nothing back there's no corn on the cobSee a future so great it makes you crack a smileBut the truth really is that you're trapped in denialWhen a man points a gun in your face feel fearDon't be a fuckin' hero eyes light up like a deerStart to think shit out making plans and taking actionsAdvise, sit the fuck down you're being distractedIf you move one more time I'm going to take all your livesThen see who has died by the time they have arriveYou're the brave, we're deranged, if you move we will layRight straight to the brain, poppin' off shots of painSee the blood, watch it stain, no more left for your veinsDon't be a hero unless yo
A Piece On Life(the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 2)
The darkness of the abyss. The fear before you fall. The thought of waking up. The pain of the final call. The final thought you think before you drown. What is the question of Life and the answers to be found? Is there a way to find out or should you go with the flow. I mean there has to be more to life  than just be born, breathe, then die. It seems like everyone lives their life in the same circle. Is life really just a heart monitor line? it goes up and down till it's straight. Beeps steadly until it's one long beep then it never beeps again. How confusing it is sometimes how you want to change something but can't because of the fear of what it might bring. Mysteries are always the same: Beginning, Plot, Climax, Ending and life follows that suit. Being Born Is the beginning, your parents or a parent type figure plot your life by how you are rasied, When you enter the real world as a adult is the climax and when you die is the ending. Crazy thing is that your circle always interacts
      she looks up at me unable to talkunable to speak. mouth gagged sweet lil mouthsmooth lipssensual lipssoft like baby skincan hear her soft moans soft whimperssoft sweet lipseyes searching my expressionmy movementmy voicei tugged at her collarher head jerks upnot knowing but very willingwaiting for eher hands are chainedthe weight of the chains keeps her from tryin to reach from trying to moveher leash is bound to short heavy leash keeps her head downkeeps her in that place the same placeshe moves tryin to get comfy again i pull the leash her head jerks upthis time i caress her her headher hairtell her how she is MY GIRLMY FAVORITEthat she is a GOOD GIRLbut she needs to be punishedas much as i don't want to it has to b donei chain her legs she would never runshe looks at meyearningwantinganticipatingmy next wishi have a special surprise for herher chained legs i move further apartcan c her pussy quivering...
simply loved as life it self its taken her lips aginst mine im lost yet angered know shes gone.some how inraged with hate of leaving yet again lost with no light at the end of this tunenl.ingulfted with this mark of death as my soul body lies to its self with actions of life still breathing yet im just a shell of a man that once was yet now undieing over her love stab thy heart true and deep take my pain for thee for i cant bear it a singel day longer.QJB so simple words for so sweet of actions leaping to ones death of a lost love crying out in the night as my dreams are invaded of are lastnight togeather.o how are souls intangeld with every touch as if are flesh was riping at each other the look in your eyes as you bit your lower lip the feal of your hand running throw my hair your soft voice in my ear that touch is long gone from me know and i weep  from the heart ake it brings like a lonly vampire in the night looking for the one to make me feal human again.
Michel Jackson.
Is it just me,or does it seem  like now  that Michel Jackson is dead,everybody all of a sudden has sooooo much love for him?   I mean,where was all this love when he was mutilating his face?Or when his last record Invinsible flopped?If you ask me,these so called friends need to hang their heads in shame because it appears that none of them was around when Mr. Jackson needed them the most.It just seems to me that  if they all truly loved him when it counted,he might just  still be alive.Well,that's my ten sense.What's yours?
Cross My Heart
You're so vain you probably think this song is about youYou're so vain I think you think this song's about youJust as well we hear that soundThis love has passed a point, unfoundBut nothing left and no one homeA victim of the web I've sownThis ain't no love just empty bonesWho try to breath but only moanThere is no matter life is coldCause I'm trapped up in hell aloneCross my heart you filthy whoreYou die in vain you are no moreYou cross my heart, you're crossing deathI'll rip that heart right out your chestAnd chew it up and spit it outStraight in your face you're nothin' nowDrank your blood and act real proudI'm yellin' out your name so loudCause on this day we're made to loveWell fuck that shit I'm way above itWelcome hate to all the peoplePerfect choice now hack down peopleChop up those who want true loveKill and thrill and now that's loveI'll bash the brains up in the barnWhile daddy's giving dick to momCross my heart you filthy whoreYou die in vain you are no moreYou cross my hea
So Wicked
Fuck you bitches I will spit thisI will make this shit so wickedI'm addicted to the sicknessWorship evil I'm all in itFuck you bitches I will spit thisI will make this shit so wickedI'm addicted to the sicknessWorship evil I'm all in itBask in the light of the darkest sunGlorified those who have died I'm the chosen oneI'm fighting in the center with a knife and a loaded gunAnd this wouldn't be my job if I weren't having funSince the shits begun and the weak have runIt's time for a tour guide, there's no leaving till it's doneTake out a blade, serrate, my arm bleedsDrops on the ground now a cycle of diseaseI'm on my knees chanting for the evil to be freeBe released from the ground they'll come to see meIt's the Horror S.G. and I keep that shit wickedAll you naysaying motherfuckers rightfully stick itAnd pick your words off the ground cause I couldn't care lessI'm gonna do what I want cause in my mind I'm the bestAnd Imma through your test like I'm walking real drunkCause I don't give a
Burning Bright - Shinedown
I feel like there is no need for conversationSome questions are better left without a reasonAnd I would rather reveal myself than my situationNow and then I consider, my hesitationThe more the light shines through meI pretend to close my eyesThe more the dark consumes meI pretend I'm burning, burning bright I wonder if the things I did were just to be differentTo spare myself of the constant shame of my existenceAnd I would surely redeem myself in my desperationHere and now I'll express, my situation The more the light shines through meI pretend to close my eyesThe more the dark consumes meI pretend I'm burning, burning brightX2 There's nothing ever wrong but nothing's ever rightSuch a cruel contradictionI know I cross the lines its not easy to defineI'm born to indecisionThere's always something new some path I'm supposed to chooseWith no particular rhyme or reason The more the light shines through meI pretend to close my eyesThe more the dark consumes meI pretend I'm burning, bur
John Corabi
Rock singer John Corabi has been a working musician for two decades, building a solid resume despite the fact that he has never truly been in a band that achieved widespread success (discounting his tumultuous stint with Motley Crue). Born on April 26, 1959 in Philadelphia, Corabi, like many musicians from his generation, was drawn into music by seeing The Beatles on television as a child. After graduating high school, Corabi worked doing various odd jobs while singing lead for his band Angora. A visit to Los Angeles during the height of the ‘80s metal scene convinced him to relocate there in 1986 and soon Angora had joined him. The band managed to attract a following, but, aside from some interest from Gene Simmons, internal dissension wrecked the group before they could land a recording deal. With guitarist Bruce Bouillet and bass player John Alderete, both from the recently defunct Racer X, Corabi formed The Scream in 1989. They released Let It Scream through Hollywood Records
Second Chance - Shinedown
My eyes are open wideBy the way I made it through the dayI watch the world outsideBy the way I'm leaving out today I just saw Haley's Comet, she wavedSaid, "Why are you always running in place?"Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I canTo make them realize this is my life, I hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chance Please don't cry one tear for meI'm not afraid of what I have to sayThis is my one and only voiceSo listen close, it's only for today I just saw Haley's Comet, she wavedSaid, "Why are you always running in place?"Even the man in the moon disappearedSomewhere in the stratosphere" Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I canTo make them realize this is my life, I hope they understandI'm not angry, I'm just sayingSometimes goodbye is a second chance Here is my chanceThis is my chance Tell my mother, tell my father I've done the best I ca
Passed Away
Friday will mark the 3 year anninversary of my dad dying.  It has never been easy on me being the last of 4.  I spent my life with him when my mom and dad divorced, so this makes it even harder. He and I did alot together, and they say it gets easier as the time passes.  To that I say bullshit, it has not gotten any easier.  It still hurts as much now as when I heard the news and seen him on the stretcher.  The day we buried him I had amazing grace (his favorite song) played at it but the version I had played was on the celtic bagpipes.  Try listening to that WITHOUT shedding one tear!!  So as the days get closer to that date, I get more and more distant. If that certain someone that I hurt for some chance happens to see this, I am very sorry for what I did, time is to short not to tell that someone one last time "I love you".  I never had that chance with my dad......
Daydream Under Moonlight [7-7-09]
Taking A Break
Greetings, I need to take a little breathing space from fubar.  I have a lot going on right now.  I am making an effort to change some things in my life and I need to elimitate some distractions while I do so.  I need to refocus myself, to better myself. So in the meantime I need to focus more transitioning from my business to new work, my personal work, my physical health, my eating habits, my lack of sleep, and most of all my love; my other half to which without I am not whole. Please take the time and whatever kindness you would show to me and give it to her.  She is the most amazing person I have ever met, and almost every day, shows me something new to appreciate.  I won't be gone long, and I'll pop on now and then to check messages.   See ya soon, JoeSomebody
Demons In My Head
I'm sitting in my room with the thoughts in my headI don't know who they are but they want someone deadMy medication bottles lay empty on the floorI'm turning to myself to do the demons roleThe doctors just think I'm another fuckin' crazyThe visions that I see are still kind of hazyI'm negative to everyone that enters my lifeI'm dangerous to myself cause I cut with this knifeNever been suicidal until the day they cameThe pictures and voices that invaded my brainI think I'm going insane and it makes me feel painMy vision starts to blur as it turns into grainI'm sitting in my room with the thoughts in my headI don't know who they are but they want someone deadYou've got to take your pills is all that they sayIt's hard to do them when they own me everydayImpulses to murder people out on the streetsTo listen to these problems is all that I seekI'm able to stay focused and away from the noiseIt's hard to be alive when half of you destroysI'm wiping the blood on a new clean shirtOh God I hop
      brand new daybrand new startbrand new friendbrand new lovei long 4 ui met u not too long agoacross the way we spokeacross the way we touchour lips finally did meetthe softness of ur kissthe eagerness of ur tongueexploring my mouthi want to feel this 4everi want this 1st touch 2 b remembered2 b cherishedi want 2 remember the chills flowing thru my bodyi want to rememberhow my body burned with desirei want to rememberhow wet i goti want u 2 remember how i touched uhow i kissed uhow i loved uhow i sucked uhow i blew ur fuckin' mind
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My Personal Life
I have been thinking about my personal life, or lack there of. I am a virgin, and I want to have relations at some point, but I'm a bit scared about it. How do I know I will be able to please her. I have been thinking about the size of my member and wondering if it is a good size or not. If anyone cares enough to help me out, that would be great. I have posted a pic of it on my profile if anyone is interested. Its in the folder "My Private Area". Please comment.
Just Just Just
Its so hard to believe in myself at the moment. I know I have a lot of change going on and it is literally scaring the hell out of me. I have been holding on to a relationship for almost 3 years. This relationship has been extreme long distance, he is in Germany, and I am in the states. I spent 6 months with him in 2007. I haven't physically seen or touched him since the end of November 2007. I kept hanging on, hoping he would decide what he wants. I think I am finally coming to the conclusion that it is not what I want out of this. This relationship was a fairytale relationship, I had the man of my dreams, the one I really felt was my soulmate.  Since I have been back in the states, I have hit major depression, not caring about much or anything. I have isolated myself, when I used to be a social butterfly. I look so negatively on myself and things happening that I am sure it scares a lot of people off.  I wish I knew how to do self affirmations and really intruly believe in them. I
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      i walk in she knows i mean business have whip n hand...i left with her tied up, legs spread pussy quivering wet with excitement waiting for her punishment. i leave i need to change. puttin on my leopard print bustier slide up my leopard thigh high boots with the spike heels. i put on my mask. she wont b able 2 read my expression keep my voice even no sign of the anger i am feeling the blood boilin n my veins Y? y would u she do that? wat possessed her to do that? still partly clothed with the once sexy now torn up silk lingerie...i like the way the fabric caress her skin how her nipples hard as thorns poke thru the lace front. hmmmm purple my favorite color. she looks good n it. o so good i jus wanna take her n my arms jus wanna hold her. i stop myself. her skin moist from her perspiration sweet smell she looks so beautiful still love her but i still must punish her...she looks up but cant read me. she is shivering can c her body shake under the purple
Fantasy N...
      Choc-litsweeter than Hersheysbetter than M&M'slast longer than an all day suckerdive into this choclit let it consume ulet it melt ova ulet it cover uthick, rich, creamymilk choc-litsmooth to the touchdesirable, wanting, needingam i urfantasy girlam i urchoc-lit covered fantasy
Everyday I heard this kid talking about his suicideBut no one thought of the day when he took his life at nightIt didn't make sense to me and the familyWhy would he cause such a horrific tragedyWas it cause he hated everybody that he knewIs this the reason that it made his plan brewI wanted to know why my brother slit his wristWas it for the fact that he was constantly pissedI'll tell you why I'm dead but you might not like the reasonEverybody whipped my ass just like I did some treasonNever through these yearsWould I break down and shed my tearsI'd stand so strong and try to win but that never dawnedWith affection what should be my responseBut still I could never figure out what I did wrongI was getting altered by my suicidal notionsYou could dig down to my real bad emotionsFinally one day I ended it with a bladeAs it cut my throat with a real fast motionAs the blood hit the wall oh so quicklyThe voice I heard was sicklyCould this be the end of the life that I hatedHitting the floor I
Shooting Star
Through these brown eyes, I stare at the night sky, Wishing you were here curled up by my side, Casting wishes onto falling star, I wait for the day when i can catch your heart, Raise you up and steal your pain away, I dream of you through endless nights, To be close to you, For a moment brings meaning and peace to my life. Babyface said it best when he said, "I only think of you, on two occasions, that's day and night" But i miss you more than ever, So i close my eyes and wait to see you in my dream tonight.
Disturbed Minds Create Good Things
demented souls run about and slash at the very existence of man kind in an effort to alter there existence of pure pain and torture of there very souls. The escape they find is not of freedom but of bondage, bondage to there master of which there is no escape and such fall to the ground with thousands of other hopeless demonic beings only to rise up again from there moment of rest to forever endure the pain, torture and torment that awaits them for being being an honored but wasted existence. Congratulations you are one of The Demented and Tortured Souls of Glassious Helio
I Will Never Forget You
You must have your reasons For doing the things you do By being silent and reclusive Where I could not reach you I kept trying to keep in touch What was I supposed to do As this year was almost over I'm longing to hear from you Remembering all we shared Recollecting as I so often do Yet I wonder if you are aware  How much I am missing you While I shall continue to write I keep hoping you would too But you do not need to doubt I know I will never forget you
The onle thing running through my mind right now, is GO FIGURE!!   No explantion  needed...thats all
O...M...F...G...!!!!!!! Where do they find theys matches???
Black Roses
Black RosesYou gave me roses,But they weren't red.You swore to me freedom,But the promise was dead.You abandoned me here,Just to make me cry,Do not act innocent,Should  I ever die...You gave me roses,But they weren't white.You stole my whole heartAnd left me with spite.You turned my heart black,Empty and cold,And my days grow darkerThe older I grow.....You gave me roses,
Hurt Feelings....or Not... Ugh...
I dont know maybe im taking things wayyyyyy to much to heart but it goes recently my best friend from Wv came to visit... well i thought she had a great time... but now after reading her blogs and what not (due to boredom) im feeling she didnt have a good enough time...granted there isnt much to do around here... and the whole time she was here it was either too hot to go do something (like walk somewhere or whatnot) or it was raining... which really bothered me cuz i wanted to go see the Spooklight but considering it would have been the first time going with out someone who knew where they was going it would have been a total mess and i didnt want to take the chance of going out there and personally getting lost... i guess im over reacting and just worrying to much... i do however that since she has left i have felt totally empty because for once i had someone here to talk to and to just have fun and be silly with... as much as i hate to say it.. she is my ONLY friend that i
10 Things About Me
The rules are: Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. 1. I miss my long hair.. 2. The sight of blood physically turns me on. 3. I'd screw Sean Connery and be his bitch. 4. People who chew with their mouths open is a huge pet peeve.    5. i once gave head to my close friend. 6. i like to lick random people 7. I'm in love with Queen Latifah! 8. i want to learn languages so i can make fun of people. 9. Piercings and tattoos turn me on :D 10. when i was like 13 i drank an entire 1/5th of tequila by myself and then a 1/5th of Crown Royal
Beautiful Cowboy Lady
This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he pulls you near When he says the words
Professor David Myers - Hero!
Dr. David Myers, a media professor at Loyola University is studying social customs in online internet games... My hero. What he discovered, was what I already knew - people generally do not have the capacity to truly immerse themselves in the rules of a game. For Dr. Myers - he went the route of the HERO in City of Heroes. He dispatched VILLAINS at all times. Why should a villain expect anything else of a hero, HMMM... Of course, I always gravitated towards the gamers that were more chaotic in nature, generally the villains, in any online game. In fact I had made an alliance of love with the most superb villian of them all, the delicious Balor of The Mercs. In online gaming, Balor is a challenge - and that is what any real gamer wants. Dr. Myers discovered that people get quite pissy when a hero relentlessly acts in heroic fashion. The villains wanted to walk side by side with the heroes - when it suited them. Dr. Myers was never going to allow that - he was a HERO fer goodness sake
Don't Ask Me Asl....
theworldsnotreal: asl?me: 99 with aluminum foil on Golden Pond galindo_gianny: aslme: Parkgalindo_gianny: what?me: The answer to you ASL scheissreis: whats ur aslme: 176, always, moon a_flyer_guy: Oh .. you are cutea_flyer_guy: Marry meme: Uhhhhh, no?a_flyer_guy: i'm going to jumppppppppppppppppme: What? Up and down?a_flyer_guy: noooooo .. from ym chaira_flyer_guy: look someone wants me lola_flyer_guy: rodrioconi: take a pic of ur dick from the top showing dick and feet u standingme: Ohhhhhhkaya_flyer_guy: ur aslme: 2 with rattles in the criba_flyer_guy: coooool
Just For Fun
Tired of all of those surveys made up by high school kids? Have you ever kissed someone? Missed someone? Told someone you loved them? Drank alcohol? Here you have 39 questions for the people who are a little older... 1. What bill do you hate paying the most? my car payment.... its huge!!! UH!! 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? um... um... well, lets put it this way, its been awhile...... 3. What do you really want to be doing right now? soakin up the sun with my BFF laughing at stupid shit with no drama in sight anytime soon.... to much to ask? lol 4. How many colleges did you attend? i wish.... 5. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? cuz its bedtime and i comfy in it lol 6. What are your thoughts on gas prices? Why complain, can't live without it right? 7. First thought when the alarm went off this morning? is it 630 already?? 8. Last thought before going to sleep last night? i dont remember lol 9. Do you miss being a child ? sometim
Pandora's Box
Random thought of today- Before you decide to go on the road to self discovery think about the consequences. You could be opening Pandora's box. And instead of finding yourself you could completely lose yourself.
Penumbral Lunar Eclipse
Penumbral lunar eclipse The moon will be in Earth’s shadow in a penumbral lunar eclipse July 7 at about the time that it will be rising over Australia after dusk and setting over western North and South America in the early predawn hours. When a blooming Moon is face-a-face an expansive Sun, does an eclipse really matter? The shadowing will not be visible in India. Eclipses pass, just as rainbows do. What remains is the promise of a new beginning. The July full moon is a “renewal” moon for two reasons. For farmers, it marks the onset of the crop-sowing season. For many others, it is the Day of the Guru – the teacher who shows the path and then steps away from your light, urging you to renew your quest to spirituality. It is a promising full moon waiting to be harvested by the sweat of one’s own efforts.
Gibran: Reason And Passion
  And the priestess spoke again and said: "Speak to us of Reason and Passion." And he answered saying: Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite. Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody. But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements? Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul. If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction. Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing; And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like
Full Moon Meditation
A FULL MOON MEDITATION Suggested thoughts for a sensed relationship with your ashram and group: UPON AWAKENING:   Om.   I am one with the light which shines through my soul, my fellow disciples, and the Master. NOON:   Om.   Naught separates me from my soul, my fellow disciples, and my Master. My life is theirs and their life is mine. SUNSET:   Om.   Naught can dim the love which flows between my soul and me, the little self. Naught can come between my fellow disciples and my self. Naught can stop the flow of strength between me and my soul, between my fellow disciples and my soul, between the Master of my life and me, His pledged disciple. BEDTIME:   Om.   From darkness lead us to light. I tread the way of life and light because I am a soul. With me there walk my fellow disciples and my Master. Therefore within, without, and on every side, there is light and love and strength. Full moon meditation keynote: The disciples that face the light and stand within
Sucky Day
i miss her  
Faking It ...
Fingernails and broken spine I lay here and say I'm fine Lay here bleeding feeling bleeding pain Drowning slowly in the rain Scream and cry and push and shove Take me make me feel me love Show me truth now in your heart Don't drift away don't depart... Don't leave me here all alone Don't disregard all that I've shown Believe that thunder in the skies, See the truth behind my lies In the night we'll drift ashore As we fight eternal war Hear my heart beat see my tears Look around I shatter mirrors The person here is some one else The real me hidden on a shelf I don't know where I am or who to be All that I know is I am not me Off and on a fight inside Makes me want to run and hide Close my eyes and turn away I'm lost at what I'm so post to say I've lost my lines and failed my part And now my mask has fallen apart Left revealed I hide my face For I have never had a place I've lied and lied I can not lie any more because my body's on the floor I was fake outsi
Ordering Doesn't = Dom
bondk2050: hiMe: *waving smilie*bondk2050: 35m here bondk2050: divorced and live alone bondk2050: uMe: I don't answer ASL because the info is available. Have a good one.bondk2050: r u there baby bondk2050: ok if uwana c2c u can pm me Me: Why would I want to C2C?bondk2050: if u dont like it is ok Me: I know it's okay and it's obvious you didn't bother to look at my profile either.Me: Had you done that, you wouldn't have asked my ASL or asked about the cambondk2050: r u sub bondk2050: i didnt ask u Me: Again..obvious you didn't look at the profile. Night.bondk2050: if i want see u just oprder u to open ur cam bondk2050: orderMe: LOL You're joking right? If you think that's what it means to be Dom then you ain't oneMe: Order me *laughing smilie*bondk2050: shut up bitch Me: Get a fucking life you wanna beMe: I order you to get a life...Woooo...lookie I'm DOM!Me: *laughing smilie*Me: Loserbondk2050: realy u r fuking bitch bondk2050: u will not see my dick Me: You say that like I'm
Mario Brothers Tattoo
Life Is Beauitful
hey whats up peeps and family what a weekend
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Whats Up
hey whats up everyone
Did You Hear??
The moth climbing the wall?   Any ideas for fundraising? Please give, thanks :)    And sorry but I refuse to prostitute. 
One Question
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question.  (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
While I Waited
While I Waited   Where My Fire was I could not be Though she was close enough to touch To bask in her sweet scent May have been for me too much Could my eyes have encompassed her beauty? Could I have breathed in her passion? Would my weak limbs shake too much? Would she be more than what I imagined? My thoughts would drift to My Fire As she sat by the setting sun While waves silently were jealous Of this most beautiful one
I Love It!
I jsut wanted to say that I waited until I was 31 to finally get married and all I have to say is WOW!  It is nothing like shacking up!  It is so much better - I hate to souhnd like a cheezeball....but I love being married. 
Not A Poem, But Things In My Head.
Its been a year since i met you. as hard as these last couple months have been i still think of that day, your smile, how you melted me. of that amazing sunset we shared, and it doesnt make it easier. those memories bring a smile to my face, and so many tears to me eyes. i said it then, that you could do so much better then me. i sabotaged myself. i sabotaged us....... i hurt you. i never meant to, and if i could go back i would do so much differnt, the only thing that would remain the same is the love i still feel for you today, tonight right now as sit and cry writing this.  I know you cant go back, but i hope somehow for the mirale of getting to start anew with you.  so i can show you  that i believe that i am the man you always thought i was.  that i am good enough for you, i love you and i always will.   you made my day yesterday, i thought things were maybe open again between us, after telling you i missed you, missed hearing you missed talking to you, you called and it me
Now Hear This (and If You Don't Like It Fuck Off)
So I log into facebook earlier today to a message asking me to im a friend of mine ASAP... Said person and I talked for a very brief period of time when I first moved back home but we stopped after a wee bit of drama from both him and his friends doing their early 20something drama...So first I want you to read this conversation and then read what I have to say... I've pretty much had it with people (male & female) informing me of how dumb, crazy, or nieve I what do you needme: ??JACKASS: whats your dealJACKASS: why are you dating someone that lives 400 miles away?me: Umh, I amJACKASS: how often do you see himme: once every few monthsme: Right around 20 days in the past 9 monthsJACKASS: once every few monthsJACKASS: you saw him 20 days in like 280 daysme: pretty muchJACKASS: you love himme: yes I do with all my heart.JACKASS: wow... ok nvm then.. sorry 4 buging you...your nuts 4 dating a guy that lives that far awayme: whyme: i'm nuts?JACKASS: ya you are... why date som
I Love Surveys :)
  Finish the sentence......... My ex...: is missedMaybe I should...: try harderI love...: to laughPeople would say that I'm...: outgoing and awesome :)I don't understand...: why some people act the way that they doWhen I wake up in the morning...: i want to go back to bedLife is full of...: ups and downsMy past is...: something i have learned fromParties are...: fun if they dont get too out of controlI wish...: that i was what he wantedTomorrow...: will come and it will goI have low tolerance...: being told i am lyingI am totally terrified of...: ghostsIf I had a million dollars...: i would be less stressed.. i thinkI am...: amazing :DMy home is...: my home... MY home :)My best friend...: is a manMy parents taught me...: right from wrongEvery day...: is another day that i am aliveMy life...: is different from yoursIf I found out my ex was gay...: i wouldnt be suprissed.. it would make sense.. LOLBoys are...:yummy :)Girls are...: commpetitiveI hate people who...: cheat and lieLast Nov
love u self all was
To All Who Want To Burn Me N Think They Can Get Away With It
It's time to play the game Time to play the game! Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha Ha, ha, ha It's all about the game, and how you play it All about control, and if you can take it All about your debt, and if you can pay it It's all about pain, and who's gonna make it... I am the game, you don't wanna play me I am control, no way you can change me I am have heavy debts, no way you can pay me I am the pain, and I know you can't take me Look over your shoulder, ready to run Like a good little bitch, from a smoking gun I am the game, and I make the rules So move on out, and you can die like a fool Try and figure out what the move’s gonna be Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me? Don't you forget there's a price you can pay 'Cuz I am the game and I want to play It's time to play the game... Ha, ha, ha, ha Time to play the game! It's all about the game, and how you play it It's all about control, and if you can take it It's all about your debt, and if you can pay it It's all about the pain, and
Scorpio Sex .. Uh Huh Dats Me
SCORPIO October 24 - November 22Ruling Planet: PLUTO, The Roman God of the dead, beginnings and endings. This basically means that Scorpios add novel differences to any relationship.Scorpios are very possessive. They will tense up if you even LOOK at another hottie across the room. But they can be relied on to always be there for you if you need them. You may never really know what your Scorpio is thinking though, because to them, Knowledge is power and they are very good at putting on a straight face to cover up any emotion they are feeling. Scorpios love sex. The dirtier, the better. Get them excited by revealing your filthiest fantasy and offering to act it out.FAVE POSITION:Anything, as long as it gets them off!BEST SEX TOY:Ben Wah Balls for the girls, and a Riding Crop for the boysSCORPIO MALE IN BEDHis sexuality is so strong, it will make you dizzy!! If you are lucky enough to be with a Scorpio boy, you will always be satisfied!! There's a rumor that the Scorpio man is the most s
I Just Want To Scream
 I just want to scream everytime someone pisses me off. Why do some guys have to be such asses?
ADD me...... ALOHA
Is It All Lost For Me
  My hart and soul has lost the flames that make me want life love singing happiness I have gone into this place that has not feelings of good or bad no happiness no real lafter I want to cry all the time yet not even a single tear has fallen. I have ran as fare as I could till my legs became useless still I fell a may never come back to the world and see it like I once did I fell all the bad tings in my live all the hate I have for any thing I hate all the times I threw my what around stepped on people and just cased them hart ache I now swim in all that I think a sewer plant has less stench flowing from it them my soul dose I have died inside theirs not a breath of happiness left in me that I can fell have death has found me butt left me in a place worse then death my own self pity. Maybe I will have this  back I can fell all the happiness I once felt before.
No Surprise
I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round And now I think that I've got it all down And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds Cause I'm not taking the easy way out Not wrappin' this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why Chorus It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise It came out like a river once I let it out When I thought that I wouldn't know how Held onto it forever, just pushing it down Felt so good to let go of it now Not wrapping this in ribbons Shouldn't have to give a reason why Chorus It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow I can't believe that I stayed till today There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow There's nothing here in this soul left to say Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow God knows we tried to find an easier way Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow But I know in time we'll find
The Pain Begins
I knew it would happen. Fubar became my enemy. Fu has been used against me. They come on here and read thru my thoughts...browse thru my pics and take it all in..just like they did years ago. People you think are close to you will stab you in a second to get what they want. They will take everyone you love more than anyone else in the world and use them against you. It has been done again with the only person I love more than anyone in the world. The only people I have left that I love are my parents and siblings. They took him away from me and left me like a shell... romantic  love does not has always been stolen from me like my I filled it with the person I have always loved and always really did love more than anyone in the world. Now..that person is gone. My heart is ripped again from me... The deaths last year left me hurting. My close family members still flash thru my mind like I just saw them recently. One person was as close as a mother to me and I neve
Arousal from heat.
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To be prepared is half the victory.  -  Miguel de Cervantes
Today, I was babysitting. The kids were thirsty, so I poured them both a cup of the green juice I'd found in a jug in their fridge. They downed it in a flash. It wasn't until later on after I'd poured myself a cup and taken a sip, I realized I had given them margarita mix. The kids are 4 and 2. FML
Bowling, Work, And My Shirt
I just got finished bowling. I did bad. =/ My handicap will go up for sure. Go me?   I got a new shirt when I was in Missouri. I wore it once. I can't wear it again. Somehow it has gotten a hole in it. I can't sew's knitted. Blah   Work wasn't too bad. I ended up being late because I over slept. Now I just have to find someone to work Saturday for me. My aunt and uncle are coming in and I know I won't get sleep Friday night.   How's everyone's evening?
Lyrical Quiz Time Again
K, so I'm thinking of doing another of those first line lyric quizes like I've done before. I'm planning on making it a Metallica special, one, maybe two songs from each album (except St. Anger, just because), same rules as usual, answers in the comments etc. Prize this time being a day blast or 6 bling pack. Would anyone be interested in that?
Grandma Williams
In honor of my Grandmother whos birthday is coming up this month. I still miss you.      I want to remember the times we shared times that dance on the fringe of memories conversations we share with no one else laughter between two in private jokes      I want to feel your hand on my face the soft caring touch that you once gave me fingers caressing my head tracing my scattered thoughts below      I want to look into your eyes again blue as ocean water sparkling underneath the noon day sun love swam in such a tide proud of the man you saw before you      I want to smell the kitchen you use to dominate morning, noon, and night always quick to accommodate a guest never too much trouble      I want to taste the air that your perfume would linger embracing me with all the comforts of home comforting me in the darkest of days always you and unique      I want to hear you say my name again watching words form on your lips your voice embraces me I am never alone     
My Army
I never meant to start getting sick like I did 5 years ago I didn’t ask to be frustrated and sick every single day All the pain that I go through I thank GOD every day that you don’t have to go through And every night I may not be on my knees praying but I GOD knows That the pain im going through has a purpose even if im not sure what it is I will keep on bearing this pain until reality sets in and I fall to the floor Open my eyes and the pain will hurt no more I will get up strong as knowing I won the battle between my life and death And I will throw my hands in the air and praise you like I never have before And I will stop on the ground and say you had me for all those years held down with the Chains of hatred, anger, mistrust, anguish, and rage, OH SUCH RAGE and HATERED And I will scream at the top of my lungs now who’s next ive been through it all I refuse to let you take anyone in this world from where they are meant to be I’m fully equipped no
Video For My Daddy
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Without Having Sex
Without Having Sex   We dimmed the lights low And slipped into the warm water The bubbles overflowing the edge As my arm wrapped around her She laid back into my chest A small cup to pour water over skin My hands gently massage weary flesh Releasing the days tensions deep within Our hearts slow and begin to beat in time A deep long breath cleaning the day I begin to wash My Angel Closing my eyes our bodies slightly sway
Funny Biker Joke...
A blind man wanders into an all girls biker bar by mistake.. He finds his way to a bar stool and orders some coffee.. After sitting there for awhile, he yells to the waiter, " Hey, you wanna hear a blond joke?" The bar immdiately falls absolutely silent... In a very deep, husky voice the woman next to him says, " Before you tell that joke, sir, I think it is only fair --- given that you are blind -- that you should know five things: 1. The bartender is a blond girl with a baseball bat. 2. The boucer is a blond girl. 3. I'm a 6 ft tall, 175lb. Blonde woman with a black belt in karate. 4. The woman sitting next to me is blond and a professional weightlifter.  5. The lady to your right is a blond and a professional westler.  Now, think about it seriously, Mister, do you still wanna tell that joke?" The blind man thinks for a second, shakes his head, and mutters, "No... Not if i'm gonna have to explain it five times"..... 
A Great Big Thank You To You All
OK so tonight I levelled to Henchman - yay - basically this blog is to thank you all for your great help and rates and comments and friend adds etc - if you are one of the ones that helped me level - please leave a comment on this blog so that I know who to rtf to - also please bear with me if I take time to get back at you..       Once again THANK YOU ALL xxxxxx
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The Cost
I'm broken by the world in which I live Torn to shreds by those I hold dear I've never asked much from this life A sinple, yet powerful moment Pure love given and returned Should I beg Could I borrow Should I steal Would I kill to keep my soul intact What is left to salvage These few shreds of a tattered life These remnants of what could have been Should I pay this cost The cost of one mans soul...
James Frank Basinger Jr.
James "Pop" Frank Basinger, Jr.March 6, 1923 - July 1, 2009 CONWAY – James Frank “Jimmy” Basinger, Jr., 86, formerly of Smackover, went home to the Lord on Wednesday July 1, 2009.Born the middle child of Maggie Ola and James Frank Basinger, Sr., on March 6, 1923, Jimmy was raised outside Sarepta, LA, during the Great Depression, along with his 15 brothers and sisters. Jimmy was a veteran of the Pacific campaign in WWII. Upon returning home from war, Jimmy sought out a beautiful little red-headed lady named Dorothy Preston who worked at the post office in Smackover AR. Though she had never met him, Dorothy wrote letters of encouragement to Jimmy while he was fighting the war overseas. Jimmy married Dorothy and remained a devoted husband and provider to her for over 63 years. Affectionately known as “Pop” to his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren, Jimmy found endless joy in spending time with all the children in his family. Pop could always be
 come and vote on me this is what i am offering: make tagsx3 put in family put in top friends buy a gift everyday for a month rate all photos & pages if a bling pack is offered all above buy gift, rate all stash
I am up for auction again...please show how much you love me click the link to go to place your bid here is what I am offering:   owned by in name for a month rate/fan/add/crush and added to family for one month linked to in profile 1 SFW salute rating 10's during Happy Hour if VIP is offered 100 11's a day Cash bids will get all of the above plus 1 NSFW salute added to yahoo messenger daily gift keep shitfaced blog pimp-out special daily comments made just for you   Do you love me???      
No Tut?! I went to the Children's Museum today to see the King Tut exhibit. You know that golden sarcophagus of him? The ads show it, the commercials show it. Only... it's not there. The only Tut stuff is a chair, some statues of wives and canopic jars. There IS a small Ramses II golden face. But the actual King Tut golden sarcophagas? NO. Which kind of made me mad. I mean talk about false advertising! Geez. Don't get me worng, the stuff that was in the exhibit was pretty, but it's called King Tut. I mean, the King isn't there! LMAO. Just a warning for anyone in Indy or someone who wants to see it. I also saw Dino exhibit and Star Wars. Now let's be clear that the Star Wars is based off Clone Wars. Yeah. The worst film out of them all. Plus the cartoon part on Cartoon Netwo
Yay Journey Rawks!!!
Galaxies Full Of Nobodies...
SMASHING PUMPKINS.BODIES cast the pearls aside. love a simple of pain. come into my life, forever. crumbled cities stand as known. all the sides you have been shown. all the hurt you call your own. you know, you know. love is suicide. the empty bodies stand at rest. casualties of their own flesh. afflicted by their disposession. but no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. love is suicide. love is... love. now we drag the knife. to the ironies of fate. you can hold the knife forever. the tragedies reside in you. the secret sides hide in you. the lonely nights divide in two. in two, in two. all my blisters now revealed. in the darkness of my dreams. in the spaces in between us. no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. no bodies ever knew. nobodies. no bodies felt like you. nobodies. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide. love is suicide.   (FUCK YOU) AN ODE TO NO ONE.never coming back. never giving in. never be the shine. i
Help Me Get Spotlight!
 I am goin to try for a spotlight. I will keep tryin until I am able to get it. I would love any and all donations that you would be so kind as to donate. Any donations over 1million will get all my 11's for the day plus a salute. If 500K I will keep you shitfaced daily for a month plus a salute. If 250K I will send you 2 gifts a day for a month plus a salute. All other donations will get a salute. If you donate more than what is listed, we can make some kind of arrangements. Would love all help I can get on this. Please repost and/or sticky if you can't donate so I might get the chance to meet new people. Thank you so much in advance. ::MUAH::Kare loves you!♀♂Kàrè™♀♂ ♥Fu-Owned by Justfishing♥@ fubar
I'm looking out the window  Waiting for the rain to clear I want to feel the warmth of the sun And gaze at the clear blue clouded sky It seems to infinity to reach I want to inhale the smiles and laughter That comes with a bright new morning sun I yearn to hear the singing of the colorful birds Not just the sounds of rain denting the soil                             WAIT The rain has finally stopped The sunlight is breaking through the clouds once again It blankets the world in it brilliance I'm now able to go out into the world And enjoy the stresses of life once more That's when I find myself missing the peace of the rain
I Need Your Help Please
ok the way it works is You go to Heartistic Soul and on her page click FuPal now each tankard of Rum is 500 fubux   you enter the amount ex: 2 tankards is 1000 fubucks   then in the message you write   2 Tankards of Rum for New Patriot Id number 2298261   Then please let me know if you do so I may rate some pics for you or something like that...   Thanks
Tears Of An Angel
Tears fall down her cheek, Like pouring rain, she cant believe You have gone away, her safe place is now gone, Oh how she will miss the safety.. And love of Your embrace, she only has one person to blame, her selfness pushed You away, Sorrow and sadness tears through her heart, Like a knife to her soul... her wings are torn and tattered, she reaches out to touch Your hand... But all she feels is the coldness of the air... Caressing over her hand where Yours once was, she lets out a sigh and lowers her head, The tears fall and stain her pale cheeks, she buries her face within her hand,
Just wanted to send a thank you out to those that have befriended me, chatted with me, and whatnot over the two years that I've been on this site. I don't really visit the site that often anymore, or participate like I used to.  But I still appreciate the acquaintances I've made, even if we don't really interact anymore.
I have Dick Mallett stay at my hotel...   In HS, in my ESL class we had an Indian girl named Manda. Which in Russian means "cunt". Needless to say she caught LOTS of flack from the Russkies in the class. Poor thing.
signs that a guy is dumb and full of crap:   he approaches you saying sweetie, sexy, other shit   he masturbates to his own image in the mirror
Just like I thought, the laundry did NOT put itself away after I left it on the floor. Fuckin bitch laundry
The best way to meet a good man in your life is to post a blog/CL ad  about something hateful and disgusting. ANd all the smart and sarcastic ones will come. Just an advice, nothin else.
That Day
There was A day I was away The next day it was new Then that day did run away Then it went askew The day that was next Was rather complex But I never knew That the day I did play Was just a dream That I never knew    
Today is oldest bday 18!!  graduated HS and going to college Stayed home today, was feeling sick so why not make it a 5 day weekend!!
Pain- Supersonic Bitch
whats in my car
Lost Love
I love the though of seeing two people in love that is something so amazingI think about love everyday. is she in love?how can I show her my love. What makes her smile? Now I think to myself on why do you love the thought of something I'll never get back?you are too old my friend, A life without love is life without a partner that you can laugh with, cry with, fight with love in the afternoon with. Love is your partner for life not the moment. you have lost love my friend   Psycho~Sexy
Pain- Same Old Song
music to die for
A Good Man Is Hard To Find....
I have a girl friend who is always talking about the web site plenty of fish to me and trying to get me to make a profile on it. I have always laughed at her and said hell no I can just imagine what kind of train wreck that would be. She has always sworn up and down I am wrong and there are a lot of fun decent people on there blah blah blah ... Long story short ( to late) I agreed to put up a profile for a few days so she can prove me wrong.Before I delete it I saved some of the messages I recieved and because I hate to laugh alone they are.    (the picture I had up is the same as my default)   WOW if those boobs are real message me back   I am looking for a woman to have children with and you fit my qualifications    I said hello to you and you never replied to me you are rude and a PIG PIG PIG   I am a 22 year old man who loves older women reply back and I will rock your world tonight   you have big boobs   I think we are  both looking for the same thing w
Mjolner-skona Nord
Viagra-laced Coffee Seized In Malaysia
Viagra and coffee - to keep you going all night Viagra and coffee - to keep you going all night Malaysian authorities have confiscated 900 boxes of coffee laced with Viagra, which was marketed as an energy boost. Health Ministry officials raided a company in Kuala Lumpur that marketed the coffee as an energy booster, The New Straits Times said. The report did not say whether the package labeled Viagra as an ingredient. Sunday's report said the 900 confiscated boxes containing some 9,000 coffee packets were worth more than 72,000 ringgit ($20,000). Related Articles * Latest news bulletin * Today's top weird headlines Tags * viagra * prescription * malaysia * kuala lumpur * ingredient Some of the Viagra-laced coffee had been distributed nationwide, it said. Viagra is legal in Malaysia, but it requires a prescription. The drug helps men get an erection, but it can pose a heart hazard, especially when taken with certain medications. The report quo
Morphine Song Lyrics
"Morphine" Featuring Brad Buxer, Bill Bottrell, & Jon Mooney. Written and Composed by Michael Jackson. He got flat baby Kick in the back baby A heart attack baby I need your body A hot kiss honey He's just a bitch baby You make me sick baby So unrelying I'm such a swine baby All down the line daddy I hate your kind baby So unreliable A hot buzz baby He's one of us baby Another drug baby You so desire Trust in me Trust in me Put all your trust in me You're doin' morphine Hoo! They got place baby Kicked in the face baby You hate your race baby You're just a liar Your every lick baby Your dog's a bitch baby You make me sick baby You soul survivor She never cut from me She never cut baby I had to work baby You just a rival Always to please daddy Right up and leave daddy You're throwing shame daddy So undesirable Trust in me Just in me Put all your trust in me You're doin' morphine Go'on babe Relax This won't hurt you Before I put it in Close your eyes and count to ten Don't c
Comin Out
People....they fascinate me...   So, the British spy got outed by his wife...   I don't know what is sadder: to bee that dumb to post pics of your husband, house, and kids on Facebook when he is a  head of British spy agency, or whatever.   Or to be married to a dumb cunt like that.    
Just A Test So Stfu
First Advice
LEVEL 1 First thing, get your maximum allowed pic count loaded, this is a way for people to help you grow points. Also, get out there! click people, rate their score when you rate...  Make sure you Rate, Fan then Add so the other person gets the benefit of max points. Identify someone, and find something to talk about, ask for advice or whatever...biuld a relationship...go to a lounge, great place o talk to someone...gradually you can ask questions about how to advance, or level up.
Blue Angels Feat.van Halen
Darkness Again.
Darkness fills your soiled soul,  your life shows just pain.  Akwardly step sole to sole,  though you only step in vain.  Do you see the hallowed goal,  or should I just explain.Just before life takes its tole,  and you have to start again.
Hows The Neighborhood
Another day in the neighborhood  whats going on fubar hope that it is doing well . I need you to  love me and get me up in lvls       MR.WES
am i living in it completely? im asking myself haha. so i guess i havent been fully in my right mind. more like in my right brain. taking a Skinemax type social website and try to become actual friends with people. if i looked a certain way or spent real money here, things would be different. i'd have the chance to be dismissed by alot more folks haha. and out of real bucks, not fu bucks. who  knows. i believe in "stranger things have happened" but thats strange then i guess. i figured with the unrelenting options to play with on here make it hard for people to actually realize there are real humans involved with this drunken matrix. i cant blame on here right now haha. writing about it. im not an emo 19 year old whining that big titty women from Ohio arent talkin to me. it must be that im honest about myself and thats just not appealing to a distant eye fcuking network. i still think its funny though that i dont drink and i go on here all the time. im uphol
What The Fucke.
what the fuck is up with women who say that they would never do something like that .. and then do exactly that.  
lazy I am. Work out should I go? Or prothyletize here on Fubar, waiting for the laundry itself to put away. should I? Also, a huge chunk of yummy salmon in the fridge I have, but after eating it today my hands like fish reak already.
Flying Home!
I took these videos coming home yesterday. In the second one you can hear the man behind me telling his wife everything he sees. I really wish he'd shut up. The landing caught me by surprise, but that's because, to me, it didn't look like we were getting ready to land. Next thing I know...we hit the runway, lol. Oh well. The videos wouldn't post in the they are in the comments.
For The Cry Babies ;)
Well here it is,     I personally think that this ratting shit has to go, I've heard plenty of bullshit from fu~users about my rating on your pictures!! I think SOME pictures do suck, Get over it you ass holes.. I gon't give a shit if I get a 1 or 2 ratings!!      Send your message to the ass hole who can up with the Idea of 1 to 10 rattings. Some of you DEFINATLY look like shit, I know I don't look that good but hell I'm not bitching about it!! I don't send other ass holes to get back at me for you.. Be who you are and face the fuck'n fact.      I rate what I see, Blurry,fadded,bright snap shots,Internet pictures,Cheep shots and dark shots pictures they get rated from 1 to 8.. Oh and also on the looks. LMFAO some of the pictures looks like Ugly!! Yellow Teeth, Missing tooth!!! Hell If you want a better ratting from me you know what to do!!!!     9 and 10 Ratting are the clear and well you know where I'm going with this.. So say all the bullshit you want to say and block me, I personal
This Is Disturbing
"devil Went Down To Georgia"
The Devil Went Down To Georgia - Primus
Come And Worship And Come
“And he said unto Moses, Come up unto the LORD, thou, and Aaron, Nadab, and Abihu, and seventy of the elders of Israel; and worship ye afar off.”  Exodus’ twenty-fourth chapter breaks off the LORD’s pronouncement of judgments and commandments that’s occupied the text of chapters twenty through twenty-three with His call to worship Him.  Remember, Moses has been hearing all that the LORD has said but so far he hasn’t told anybody.  After being told in verse two that only he would come near the LORD, Moses descended to tell the people all the LORD’s words and judgments and get their (likely through their representatives the elders’) assent in verse three: “And all the people answered with one voice, and said, All the words which the LORD hath said we will do.”  This will get tested, trust me. Verse four tells us that Moses wrote “all the words of the LORD”, likely what comprises the text we’ve been reading and
Long Night
I close my eyes and start to dreamfinaly to tired to fight the sleepim lost in the fog of the past and the yearswhen days were months and there were no fearswe thought we had life all figured outkings and queens of a world we knew nothing aboutit was ours for the taking no questions asked now time seems to go so fast always seen but to quick to grasptears cost dearly and smile are cheapsadly nothings ever the what it seemsreality doesent bend to the will of dreams and these happy days have passed awaylike Frost said nothing golden ever staysthe best we can hope for is a peaceful sleepa chance to return to that perfect week or hour or day that faded away leaving things cold like a  winters dayand friends as close now as they were back thento help light the way back there again .                                                                                       Valdascar
Virgo Horoscope For 7/6/09
You have the ability to find clarity amidst the chaos now, yet you won't reach any conclusions through your natural skills of analytical thinking. Your innate ability to discern what's useful from the piles of facts around you won't bring you any answers, so let go of your logic and jump into the irrational realm of your imagination. Today, the most creative solutions will arise from your dreams and not from a textbook
An Unsigned Contract
Like an unsigned contract, we don’t expect anything from each other.  It is an unsigned contract on the bottom of your feet.  It carries with it sand from other oceans, I carry on cleaning them and pretending I don’t notice.
7/6/09 Dilbert
Ten Ways To Tell If Your Wife Is Having A Computer Affair
#10 Lately sits at the computer naked. # 9 After signing off she always has a cigarette. # 8 Has a giant rubber inflatable disk drive. # 7 In the morning the computer screen is all fogged up. # 6 She has gotten amazingly good at typing with 1 hand. # 5 She makes sarcastic remarks about your software. # 4 Lipstick on the mouse. # 3 During sex she screams "A colon backslash enter insert" # 2 The jam in the laser printer is a pair of panties. # 1 The fax file is filled with pictures of some guys ass.  
Mumms, And The Asshats.
Recently, i've been commenting on Mumms. It seems that those who post the Mumms are either A) Looking for a way out of something. B) Looking for sympathy or pity on some of the most retarded shit.. Or C) Looking to start some kind of drama.   We all know that Mumms are created about making up a person's mind.. But why the fuck can't they make up their own? I mean really. What the hell is wrong with the U.S and the rest of the world, that other people have to depend on what others say? Most of the time, no one gives a fuck. I know i don't. But back to the subject at hand. Mumms and asshats.   I comment on Mumms, i speak my mind. I tell people what i think and not what they want to hear.. Isn't that what a Mumm, and freedom of expression is for? I think it is, personally. People can't take constructive criticism anymore though, which is a shame. No one has thick skin. Then you always get that ONE person who doesn't like what you have to say, so they start talking shit to you. I fin
Bad Girl~
He never knows the sins for which I'm atoning. His one question gets all the information he needs."Have you been a bad girl?"Though I'm sometimes unclear why, I always know somewhere deep inside myself that yes, I've been a very bad girl, and I desperately need to be punished for it.We've met like this several times now, and the pain gets more and more intense with each visit. Tonight was the last night before he had to go out of town for a ten day business trip, and I was more than a little wary of the evening's possibilities. He showed up at the door around seven, and I didn't see him carrying anything. This is because, I later realized, I didn't look hard enough. We sat on the couch for a while and chatted about upcoming events, recent shows, excellent movies - the usual things people chat about. Skeleton Key drifted around the room through the smoke from my clove, and I was beginning to feel relaxed. The atmosphere was light, and we were trading tasteless jokes. Before I'd even rea
Why God
Everyday I ask myself, why God took you away from me.I ask him does this really have to be?I bow my head down and cry.Only if it was easier to love once again.Now its time for me to move on.I need to find a bigger bond.Loving you I will always do.Even though theres no more bondFrom now on each step I take,Upon my face and in my heart a smile for you there will always be.
My Friend's Auction!
DJ~ §TØRMFÚR¥~69~Frozen-paradise/Spider-cage' wrote the following at '2009-07-06 10:49:46'..     SEAMONKEY!!!!DAWN'S HAVEN ANGEL!!!!IS BEING AUCTIONED OFF!!!!NOW!!!!OPEN!!!! SO PLEASE COME SHOW SOME LUV AND BID ON HER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Fact of the day:    Research indicates that plants grow healthier when they are stroked.   Joke of the day:   A young fellow ran into an old man who was carring a bag. "What's in the bag?" the youngster asked. "magic apples", the old man replied. "Prove it", said the young man. "Well, besides apples, what is your favorite two fruits?" asked the old man. "Watermelon and peaches", he answered. The man handed him an apple and told him to try it out. The boy took a bite and said that it tasted like a watermelon. "Ok, turn it over", he said. The boy did and took another bite and said that it tasted like a peach. The youngster still wasn't convinced that they were magic. The old fellow told him to name something else that he liked to eat. "I like to eat pussy." he snapped. The man handed him another apple and told him to try it. He took a big bite, spit it out, wipped his mouth and esclaimed, "That tasted like shit". The old man looked at him, smiled and said, "Turn it over."       W
More Lyrics..
Expendables - Minimum Wage Lyrics I don't wanna go to workI just wanna lie here in bed all dayWorking for minimum wage ain't to good of payNowhere I'd rather be Oooh In the sea, that's where I belongMaybe with my bandJammin on this reggae songBut it's time to go to work nowMaybe I'l come insteadMaybe Heaven will fall to earthBetter make it quickI go on through my daysOooh Like a Man in a drunken hazeLife will find a way no matter what they sayI tossed and truned all nightOooh and sat in my bedI try to make it ritebut I forget about it insteadThe boss says come in hereBut I pretend that I'm asleepMy life is falling fallingI'm in trouble deepMaybe I'll talk to godBut will he talk to meAnd I'm trying to be stong nowBut I'm so damn weak
Why do u give a women everthing in the world and treat her  like a queen and. Then they cheat on u anyways.....
Up For Auction!!
I am up for auction!! Click the pic below to bid on me!! Ends July 16th!
*shocker* Fu Only About The Money! Lol
I actually find it somewhat reassuring to know that in this age of bailouts, cover-ups, excuses and apologies, one organization can be counted on to brazenly and unashamedly be ALL ABOUT THE MONEY!   THANK YOU FUBAR!!!   It is nice to know that we can count on FU to NEVER respond to a single glitch-report we file,...never to listen when hundreds, nay, thousands comment on blogs about changes they would like to see,...never have a bouncer in the lounge give offer a single piece of useful assistance. (I always love the "it's just a glitch" response when I complain about disappearing friends requests or pictures I have moved to new folders never to actually apear in those folders).   But lest we wrongfully assume FU is just sitting around doing nothing, be sure to notice the revolving door of new bling and the BRILLIANT changes to the notificaitons we get when comments are left on our pictures now.  What a useful change!  Before, when we moused-over the "new photo comment" notification,
S.O.J.A.  Soldiers Of Jah Army - True Love Just like the land that bear the name Africa,Love is on my mind.It's for everyone no matter where you're from,Love, it cross all lines.Like the feeling of all the seasons changing,Love is memory And in these last days, when iniquity blazing,Truth Love Speaks.Chorus:I need true loveDo you know what you mean to meDoes it show as I live and I breathIn the valley of the shadow, I know you'll be.I defense, I conquer deathI conquer the enemy (envy).What is love really if it only affects, one aspect of life?That's like a musician who only accepts, his own musical type.That's like a preacher who only respects sunday morning, and notsaturday nightThat's how a soldier can come to reflect,that Love is more than a man and a wife.ChorusIn a time of plenty, Jah gonna keep I strong.Things get how and I keep cool, yeah,Jah gonna keep me strong.When InI cup is empty,Jah gonna keep I strong.When InI cup is full, yeah,Jah keep I from their temptation. =======
Just giving you all heads up.. tomorrow I will be a mess and the next few days... you probably won't want to talk to me.. I am going to break down and probably crying all day...My daughter goes back home tomorrow.. her two weeks here visiting me is over tomorrow. And it is already killing me.. I have swallowed so many tears so she won't see me crying so much.. but thought I would give you all heads up. I might be even more fucked up than I already am. I don't know when I will see her again. So, I am really sorry ahead of time.   Cassie.
Read It All!!‏
"Dream as if you have forever. Live as if you only have today."   -James Dean -   A girl  asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, He  said. No.   She  asked him if he would want to be with her forever. And he said  no.   She  then asked him if she were to leave would he  cry,  and once  again he replied with a no.   She  had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face  the boy grabbed her arm and said..   You're  not pretty you're beautiful..   I  don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you  forever.   And  I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...   SO  NOW I WILL SAY:   I  like you because of who you are to me..A true friend.   And  if I don't get this back I'll take the  hint.     Remember:   'A  good friend will come bail you out of jail......   But  a true friend will be sitting next to you saying   WE  screwed up, but we had fun!  '   Proud  to be your Friend!   Make  sure you read all the way do
Cubs Sold According To Sources
Tribune Co. reaches deal to sell Cubs, Wrigley July 6, 2009 12:34 PM | 73 Comments | UPDATED STORY Tribune Co. intends to sell the Chicago Cubs to the Ricketts family, sources familiar with the matter said Monday, ending the company's flirtation with another buyer after negotiations with the Rickettses had stalled two months ago. After more than five months of negotiations, Tribune Co. has a written agreement to sell the baseball team and other assets to the Ricketts family for about $900 million.  The two sides reached a deal over the weekend and forwarded an outline of their transaction -- what is known as a term sheet -- to Major League Baseball for its initial comments, according to sources who declined to be identified  because an agreement has not been announced. The two sides still have details to work out that will be included in a definitive agreement, sources said. The term sheet sent to MLB includes information on the deal's capital structure and how the Ricke
" Create The Kind Of Self "
Create the kind of self you will be happy to live with all your life.
Liars N Cheats On Fubar Oh My
It amazes me how many people on the net live several lives~~you have "THE SUCESSFUL MILLIONAIRE" Oh baby I'll cange your life 4ever and give you the world~~ Then you have "MR ROMANCE" Baby I don't have much, but my heart 4u will be more than you will ever need ( yet their heart is all over the place) Then you have your "MR IM SINGLE AND LOOKING 4 MY SOULMATE" Oh baby you are perfect 4 me and you are all I need in my life, yet they are telling that samething to 10 others lol Or the BEST  one yet " THE ONES WHO HAVE 4 SCREEN NAMES and play 4 differnt people on them" Can we say Sybil? LMAO This isn't me capp'n on men~~Trust me women are worse!! Women tell men daily "I LOVE YOU" Then @ night they are in bed w/ theyre husbands~~ Are people on the net that desprate 4 attention, addicted 2 lying, bored, needy, or just game players that bad that they have to toy w/ peoples emotions??? I feel 4 the FEW people who are honest, continue to be honest that will shine thru~~ Bull shit ALWAYS SME
Rate Me
just add me on yahoo meeanger and ill give you the info
This Is Bs
My original account screen name was Ravinglunitic.   That account was closed on me by Fubar on the 3rd.   Reason for closing, I appeared to be a scammer...   Whats the deal, plain and simple, i started surfing using a proxy.  Apparently the proxy address I was using cross referenced with a scammers addy, my account immediately deleted... At least thats what Im able to gather from Scrapper between "read my blog".   So, there's 6 months of fulife errased with no warning, gone.   There is no mention of proxy addys anywhere in the terms of use and if they actually reviewed the accounts before deleting they would see I was not who they thought.    Thanks a ton fu and scrapper....  I appreciate having all that taken from me for BS reasons.  
Lazy Men
I have a question? First of all I understand that we are in a recession and jobs are scarce right now, but when you are on unemployment why is it that you're online everyday playing fantasy island and not out looking for a job? Can I just say this. That little midget guy isn't going to find you a job. Why do men have to be so lazy? Are you that addicted to the net? if so did you ever try being a phone sex operator? LMFAO!
Bonnie * R.i.p
I lost a dear close friend and the world has lost a beautiful person.  Her family, her Husband of 28 yrs and their three children have lost a very loving, kind, so proud of them Mother! We met in 1981, my father had been transfered to Ft. Rucker, AL. I was a junior in HS and Bonnie's family was our neighbors.  We were the same age and became insperable, she had lost her mom when she was very young, her Evil Stepmom was just that.  Bonnie practically lived with us and even called my parents MOM and DAD! It was great because I was an only child, I now had a Sister.  We spent every weekend at Panama City Beach, FL.  It was 90 min. drive but we knew some short cuts and with Radar Detector, we made it in an hour!  Her older Sister lived there and we could stay as long as we wanted! We moved into a one BR tiny apt right after school. Money was tight, but we could get fruit cheap, being so close to FL and the things we learned to make with mac and cheese an tuna!!!  That was short lived tho
My Children, My Life
If you think life is hard..wait til you grow up and your kids are all gone. Time is just passin me by.I didnt realize how hard it would be til my babies had grown and slowly leaving me. So, now is my time to renew myself and show the world I am on top, I am still sexy, I love my life. Come say Hi.....
Im On Vacation, Day One
hmmm first day of an actual scheduled vacation in years..and i got nowhere to go. hmmm so im going to the weekly swap meet today to see if i can score some deals on junk. wish me luck.
I am lonely and looking for love in every site i can. i drive a truck across country. not many chances to meet someone to fall in love with. am i doing wrong. don't i deserve love. any comments or suggestions.
Ive Got A Golden Ticket
This is an excerpt from an article online about the Michael Jackson memorial service...   Meanwhile, lucky fans celebrated when they got an e-mail saying they had scored the hottest ticket in town. "Congratulations, your application was successful," said the message sent to Deka Motanya, 27, of San Francisco. She immediately Twittered: "OMG OMG OMG OMG i got tickets to the michael jackson memorial service!!!" It was a real-life version of Willy Wonka's golden tickets. Each selected person gets a pair of free tickets, with the odds of being chosen about 1 in 183. Dozens of police officers and a fire truck were parked outside Dodger Stadium on Monday, where ticket winners could start picking up their coveted passes. Nancy Kothari, 31, drove all night from Yuma, Arizona, to be at the stadium before the gates opened. "I grew up with Michael Jackson, with his music," Kothari said. "'Thriller' was the first album I ever had." Kothari said she expected the service to be "extremely sad
Do Unto Others
His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death. The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved. "I want to repay you," said the nobleman. "You saved my son's life." "No, I can't accept payment for what I did," the Scottish farmer replied,  waving off the offer. At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. "Is that your son?" the nobleman asked. "Yes," the farmer replied proudly. "I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my  son will enjoy. If the
Saying It Allowed
That Triune Term of Promise May be easy to pronounce, But the heart worn down by obstacles Pounds more than just an ounce. But there seems no simple remedy For this condition or its aim Since the most sincere of efforts Renders results that are much the same. I've had no prior experience with this I've wondered whether I could And now that it envelopes me, I'm not so sure it's good. No purity in thought or will No picture makes it better, No gesture grand or small Neither utterance nor letter. If I could free my tongue from care And the words stuck in my throat, I might just wrench the syllables out, And passion's flame emote. Consistency and honesty Add nothing to my vote, No Hymns nor Works of Mercy, No Harmony of phrase or note. The Heavens willingly supply no device: No offering and no sacrifice Can demonstrate my intent precise, Nor any miracle suffice. If declaring had a substitute It could ease this tug inside my chest, And th
California Love Story
I got this in my email today and cracked up lol check it out. Hope you like lol. A man was lying in bed with his new girlfriend. After great sex she spent the next hour rubbing his Testicles, something she loved to do. As He was enjoying it he asked her, why do you love doing that? Because, she replied I miss mine. Kinda brings a tear to your eye doesn't it. lol  
For Those Of You Who Got Blocked Too
  BigPiTbull HEAD... (praise jesus) Springfield, OH considering i was blocked before i could post my last comment   which was going to be this : BPB has some pretty DSL's    DSL's = dick sucking lips  for those of you who don't know the acronym  . baby jesus for gov created @ 07/6/2009 09:04 am expires in: 23 hrs [EVERYONE] hi mummers and regular fubar people do you think baby jesus would make a great gov of cali he sure does how to run a business      
Blonde In A Boat
There was a blonde driving down the road one day. She glanced to her right and noticed another blonde sitting in a nearby field, rowing a boat with no water in sight.The blonde angrily pulled her car over and yelled at the rowing blonde, "What do you think you're doing? It's things like this that give us blondes a bad name. If I could swim, I'd come out there and kick your butt!"
Just One Wish (repost)
If I had just one wish That I was allowed to makeIt would be as simple as thisI would wish away your painThe pain that haunts you in your sleepAnd brings you tears when you're awakeOne wish to set you freeOne wish for sweet dreams sakeFor your past to never haunt youNo more fear when you close your eyesPeaceful nights would be renewedA new hope when you ariseSo until that day comesWhen all wishes will come trueI'll keep making this oneUntil my days on earth are through
Gah Fuck
to see you when i wake up is a gift i didn't think could be realto know that you feel the same as i do is a three fold utopian dreamyou do something to me that i can't explainso would i be out of line if i saidi miss youi see your picturei smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mineyou have only been gone 10 days but already im wasting awayi know ill see you againweither far or soonbut i need you to knowthat i careand i miss you
Leo Tolstoy
Hypocrisy in anything whatever may deceive the cleverest and most penetrating man, but the least wide-awake of children recognizes it, and is revolted by it, however ingeniously it may be disguised.
A Woman Whom...
A woman whom I never met, Lived in a land I never knew. How could I know what love is? Yet, I do, I do, I do! The woman I never met, Was real and proud and strong; Her eyes were deeply set, And she could sing a song. And she could make a joke, And laugh when in the mood; But long before she spoke, I guessed her solitude. The woman I never met, A shadow in my mind; I saw her silhouette, But will I ever find, That shadows can come alive, Making my dream complete? But then will she arrive, The woman I've yet to meet? All my days alone, And all my nights it seems; I have known a woman unknown, Who shares my secret dreams. But still my dream one seems to hide, When really she should be at my side. The woman I never met Is half a world away; She may not find me, yet I'm waiting for the day. The day I go out to meet The woman I've never met.
California's Nightmare Will Kill Obamanomics
California’s Nightmare Will Kill Obamanomics: Kevin Hassett     Commentary by Kevin Hassett   July 6 (Bloomberg) -- Last week, we discovered that the state of California will gladly pay you Tuesday for a hamburger today. With California mired in a budget crisis, largely the result of a political impasse that makes spending cuts and tax increases impossible, Controller John Chiang said the state planned to issue $3.3 billion in IOU’s in July alone. Instead of cash, those who do business with California will get slips of paper. The California morass has Democrats in Washington trembling. The reason is simple. If Obama’s health-care plan passes, then we may well end up paying for it with federal slips of paper worth less than California’s. Obama has bet everything on passing health care this year. The publicity surrounding the California debt fiasco almost assures his resounding defeat. It takes years and years to make a mess as terrible as the California
Suitor Approval
A good friend of mine warned me that, as my three daughters became old enough to date, I'd disapprove of every young man who took them out. But when the time came, I was pleased that my friend's prediction was wrong. Each boy was pleasant and well mannered. Talking to my daughter Joanna one day, I said that I liked all the young men she and her sisters brought home. "You know, Dad," she replied, "we don't show you everybody."  
Eddie Guerrero
Eddie Guerrero, born Eduardo Gory Guerrero Llanes (October 9, 1967 – November 13, 2005) was an American professional wrestler of Hispanic extraction. Born into a legendary wrestling family, Guerrero managed to maintain the storied Guerrero family legacy. Through the 1990s, he had a distinguished career, working for every major professional wrestling promotion in the United States during that period: Extreme Championship Wrestling, World Championship Wrestling and World Wrestling Entertainment.Guerrero's in-ring character was that of a crafty, resourceful wrestler who would do anything to win a match. His famous mantra became "Cheat to Win." Despite being a heel for much of his career, he became extremely popular because of his charisma and the fact that his character seemed to largely be a reflection of himself.Throughout his career, Guerrero encountered various substance abuse problems outside of wrestling, including alcoholism and an addiction to pain killers. His problems outs
Caa #117 Update
We are on our way to Colorado, thank you for all your prayers and kind words.
Just Feel Like Sharing With Fubar
I am sorry to hurt your feelings my loveI should have kept my promises as I have told youBut I don't know the reason why I did wrong to youI felt sad when I show your tears rolling on your cheeksI know you are very upset over meand don't want to talk to me eitherIf you feel that I had hurt you by unpleasant wordsthen please forgive me and accept my sorryDo not stop talking to me my love If you do so, my heart will burst into thousand piecesYou know how much I am in love with youand without you my loneliness will take me to hellAlways, there is a special place in my heart for youwhere my love for you is so passionate and trueNo one can melt my heart like you donor clutch my soul to give me new life like youMy love, please talk to me again and I promise your love in my life will be pleasant until my end    
Am I Sure It Will Pass??
you know i consider myself to be a pretty good person, yet i seem to always find myself hurt, or broken. Im tired of letting someone in just to have them kill me slowly from the inside out. Im tired of all the lies and the "i love yous" yourself a favor and live and let they say, often its the most deserving people who cannot help loving the one that destroys them. I do have one thing to say to you mathew allen're not my favorite mistake you are just a simple regret. i thought i knew who you were, but watch how fast and watch how well i FORGET............
Pornstars Wanted
If there are any people close to the Lima area, contact me for an opportunity. I have started a porn business, and I only have 3 women. At first I thought this would be enough. However, demand has skyrocketed and I need more women. Message me on here if you are close, or willing to travel. There are requirements.
Gah Fudge
What the fuck is with stupid fuckin boys????   I got a SB from some ass, and the first thing he says is ''I'M BIG"   so i replied with "congratulations"   this conversation went on for about an hour   i understand that if i'm gonna post pics like i did that i'm gonna get comments, but god damn what the fuck happened to saying "hi"????
A Blue Sky Out Of Any Storm.
She get’s uncovered and then she uncovers me.  She draws a map of my face from an image that’s in her eyes, the reproach from her soul.  Just her stare was enough, it is not necessary for her to tell me a thing.   I always draw a map of her face when she is not with me; her image is in my eyes, but it spills.  And with her stare, I am capable of creating a blue sky out of any storm.   So that this world may not disturb her, I quietly will transform if she is not able to rest her soul.  It is not necessary for anyone to say a word for me to fix her wings; her stare is enough for me. 
I Love You Is 8 Letters. So Is Bullshit.
Wrap me in a bolt of lightningSend me on my way still smilingMaybe that's the way I should go,Straight into the mouth of the unknownI left the spare key on the tableNever really thought I'd be able to sayI merely visit on the weekendsI lost my whole life and a dear friendI've said it so many timesI would change my waysNo, nevermindGod knows I've tried[Chorus]Call me a sinner, call me a saintTell me it's over I'll still love you the sameCall me your favorite, call me the worstTell me it's over I don't wan't you to hurtIt's all that I can say. So, I'll be on my wayI finally put it all together, But nothing really lasts foreverI had to make a choice that was not mine,I had to say goodbye for the last timeI kept my whole life in suitcase,Never really stayed in one placeMaybe that's the way it should be,You know I've led my life like a gypsyI've said it so many timesI would change my waysNo, nevermindGod knows I've tried[Chorus]Call me a sinner, call me a saintTell me it's over I'll still l
My Convo With My Love
->spl-bass: good night love spl-bass: im going to bed good night->spl-bass: I know i cant wait eitherspl-bass: I cant wait till you come down and see me->spl-bass: i love you to brianspl-bass: I love you ashley ->spl-bass: ok well i gotta go to work i will talk to you laterspl-bass: nope not lieing baby.->spl-bass: ah i see. i hope your not lieing to me cause i cant stand liersspl-bass: she is just a girl that is obsessed with me->spl-bass: if your single then who is Melanie?spl-bass: yes baby i am single->spl-bass: you sure. dont lie to mespl-bass: yes i am->spl-bass: thank you. Are you single?spl-bass: good u r very sexy->spl-bass: hi how are you?spl-bass: Hi sexy
Love Is The New Non-religion
Polictically Correct
Ok, I have heard enough small peeps want the word midget banned from TV!  I think the world is going to far with this non-sense.   Here is my reply to all this non-sense. I am half Irish call me a Mck pronounced Mik, I am also 1/2 Italian so I guess that makes me a ginny. I also a little over weight so call me fat, I wear glasses at work so I am a Geek, damn monitors kill my eyes, I like country music, the outdoors boating and fishing so I am a Hick.   Put all this togeather and you have me, I am not defined by my height, color, weight, ancestors birthplace or what I like. I am what God made me a human being. We all come in different shapes, sizes and color so small people of the world get over yourselves you are only victim of prejudice if you allow yourself to be. I will continue to use the "midget" when I see fit. It's a word and only a word
Home Made Vagina
When I was a young lad, I’d get really creative when masturbating. It wasn’t enough for me to grab some lotion and go to town. I wanted to try to replicate the vagina fucking experience as best as possible. Call me the McGyver of masturbation, if you will. Anyhow, as I mentioned, this story takes place in the early days when I had just started to beat it. I wanted to create some sort of device that I could have “sex” with that would feel like what I thought a real vagina would feel like… or, at least not feel like my hand. I was too young to know that you could buy masturbation toys (like rubber vaginas), and even if I did know, was I going to ask my mother to buy one for me? No. One day I got some paper, tape, and tissues together. I made cylinder-like shape with the paper. I was sure to use several layers so that the object would be sturdy. Then, I got a bunch of tissues, and stuffed them inside of the paper cylinder. I suck my finger down into the s
This is something I’m sure every guy has tried–or at least this is what I like to tell myself. I was either 17 or 18 years old and like most boys that age, my hormones were through the roof. That being the case I, of course, was constantly touching myself and masturbating. The unfortunate thing about this time period in my life was that I wasn’t getting any… none. I was a virgin, a dork, and had never even kissed a girl. Since my dick had never been in a vagina, or anything even close to a vagina I was curious. So in my room alone one night touching myself I was struck with what I thought at the time was good idea. I was going to try to suck my own dick. I’m a pretty flexible guy and my dick isn’t huge, but it’s not small. So, I figured I had a good shot a getting my dick in something warm and wet. I justified the experience by saying to myself “it’s just like masturbating… except you’re just not using your hand, you&
Seeing Red
So, I decided to take a short trip away from home to relax, party and have some fun. I went to a club and got completely wrecked and was talking up a pretty cute girl. Not the kind of girl I’d take home to Mom, but she seemed easy and she wasn’t an uggo so that was good enough for me. I remember bits and pieces of the night, like leaving the club together and going back to her dorm and making out all over her dorm room–on the couch, in the kitchen and then finally in her room, etc. Pretty much everything after that is a blur… until the next morning. I woke up groggy and the girl I woke up next to was not nearly as hot as I thought she was the night before so I did what any self-respecting person would do, I snuck out. Her dorm rooms had one of those community bathrooms so I went to the bathroom and the whole way down the hall every person I passed was staring at me and smiling/laughing and I couldn’t figure it out. I got into the bathroom and looked in
Tha'sadness Of Friendship,tony's Purpose And Prayer,and Message To Family!!!!!"
Did You Know??
Did you know that you can't rank in the tops without a verified salute? Did you know that if your red you don't show up in the users online section? Did you also know that if your level 31+ you no longer show up in the users online section? Just wanted to throw those three little tidbits of information out there. Now I need to rant about something.... I am ALL for the parents that are all for their kids. I really really am. However! It is wrong on so many levels to join ANY networking website using a photo of your child as the default photo. I rate newbies on a daily basis and its something I see often. It's gross that people join an ADULT networking site and are willing to upload a photo of their child as their default yet aren't willing to upload a photo of themselves. Whats scary is...who knows if thats actually their children or just a photo of children they stole off the web. Example:
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Please Add E To Your Myspace!!! Link Inside!!
I hardly come here, I am on Myspace all the time.. If you wanna add me on Myspace, and chat on there. Please add me.. Here I rarely come OK :) If I don't reply to you here, it's because I don't come here but once a day!!! Sorry, I am not being rude. So follow me to Myspace OK!!!! :) :) Love to all Claire xxxx
Political Correctness
Ok, I have heard enough small peeps want the word midget banned from TV!  I think the world is going to far with this non-sense. Here is my reply to all this non-sense. I am half Irish call me a Mck pronounced Mik, I am also 1/2 Italian so I guess that makes me a ginny. I also a little over weight so call me fat, I wear glasses at work so I am a Geek, damn monitors kill my eyes, I like country music, the outdoors boating and fishing so I am a Hick. Put all this togeather and you have me, I am not defined by my height, color, weight, ancestors birthplace or what I like. I am what God made me a human being. We all come in different shapes, sizes and color so small people of the world get over yourselves you are only victim of prejudice if you allow yourself to be. I will continue to use the "midget" when I see fit. It's a word and only a word!
Fu Sale Today
Fuk Da Dumb Shit
Waz up room im just here to say fuk all da stupid azz bull shit drama people and dumb azz ho,s live life to its fullest and never look back.Get yourself some jack, a bag of Hot Chettos and some good midjet porn and rock your ladies world lmao.
Angel Eyes - Newest
Your angel eyes gaze upon me with you, theres nowhere else id rather be than looking in your angel eyes in your eyes i see it all the one girl who wont let me fall while im gazed into your angel eyes its in your eyes i know its true thats theres not another girl just like you its look you have in your angel eyes this final look into your eyes makes me never wanna say goodbye cause im lost into your angel eyes.
Her Nightmare (very Dark)
She screams in pain as she is held down As he enters the screech gets louder Then he covers her mouth to make it silent And then she knew, the nightmare was beginning Half hour earlier he did nothing but scream Yelling for no reason, he strikes her mom She knew what he did, and yet she stayed silent Silent in fear of the worst, maybe the same, maybe not Hours go by, with no help or hope She is crying to the point she cannot breath All he does is go harder and is more violent With a bruised eye and welts, she lays in fear He is finally done with her just minutes to spare Her mom walks in the house and notices nothing She locks the door and turns her music on She cries and panics, lost and confused Weeks go by and the time comes near She for once wants it to come and is anxious Two more weeks go by and it never came The doctor told her, the news, she sits in pain She decides its time, time for revenge She tells her mom, but she doesn't believe So days go by, she waits for the time
The Beginning
She went though pain She Went through torture She went through Hell But it's a new beginning She she is free Free from pain Free from torture This is her new beginning A beginning for myself A new friend, and new love A new solution to all my problems Like I said, it's a new beginning A new beginning As friends and maybe more She is like noone else This is our beginning Our new beginning Like noones ever had Feelings expressed and noone hurt This is our new beginning For we shall see where things go Maybe friends, maybe more But only time can tell For this is only the beginning
How Can I,,
How can I live with myself After all I have done How can I get your forgiveness Because you're my one true love How can I make things right After all I have said How can I make you happy Despite the pain I inflicted How can I go one each day Hurting you more and more With every word i say But I love you
My Renevge
You ripped me away from my one true love severely you will pay for taking my love away i loved her with all my heart and with all her heart she loved me together we were happy happy as can be how dare you take me away form the one thing that i know i hope you burn in hell as well as your soul you will pay for taking her away i shall make your life hell you shall have no freedom or joy as if you're locked in a cell so now i have said what i wanted as i lay you down to rest she is mine once more and our love, our loves the best
A Cover Up, A Fake
I wake up every morning its always the same drill time to get ready ready to be fake out in the real world what you see is false but if you look at me closely you'll see I'm nothing like i look i look like a normal teen guy but inside in nothing like it i am sensitive and loving but my friends cannot see i have an image to be tough an image i need to keep no one can know my secret my secret about my poetry why must they laugh and stare when i tell my true passion my passion to write write about my true feelings its about time i stop and think think about what is real my friends...or my writing passion but only i can decide i thought and thought and my mind is made if you don't like my writing the please back away, far away from me
Torn Apart
I am torn apart by my actions The lies and the pain All I can do is pray The the evil in me is slain I am torn apart for not speaking up On the way I feel about you I have hurt you to much I want you to be my boo I know you do not want to hear it But it's about time the truth comes out I love you with all my heart You are what my life's all about I need to show it more I need to prove my love But I was always stubborn But now I got that shove I am now working on my ways Trying to become a little bit better I can say these words all day I love you baby, in this little letter Baby I need you I need to feel your love As if I am newly freed A newly freed dove
This one hits home because it is about my grandpa and there is a really depressing story about mine and hsi last words.       He died because of cancer A lot of us are sad We need to remember the good But all we see is bad Why do we see this way A dark and shadowed light We should not see this way But darkness has blinded our sight Forever he shall live But only in my heart And I show my grief, that ever lasting pain Through my poems, my best kind of art It's amazing how I feel I still miss him so I wish I could tell him But he will never know My grandpa was my hero My grandpa was always there When I was troubled He was always there to care Grandpa I miss you I miss you more and more Thinking about it does nothing But makes my soul and heart sore Grandpa I need you Grandpa I need your help Grandpa I am sitting here All they here is a cry and yelp My friends ask what's wrong The pain deep inside I tell my friends nothing But my emotions collide This is to my Grandpa. I miss
I'm misunderstood day in and day out People make me feel like a lost soul Some days I just want to go home and cry Why must I be misunderstood I'm a simple guy Who wants a simple life Nothing is aloud to remain silent I'm misunderstood I say one thing Mean another I get sad when you look at me Like I am misunderstood I want you to know Exactly how I feel But i am afraid of the fact I'll be misunderstood So please listen close As I spill my out my heart And try to understand So I am misunderstood NO MORE
All day and all night I think of you I say I love you, and you say I love you too Forever I am yours, you are forever mine You are the angel of my life that I have been hoping for The girl I dream of every night I never thought something so perfect could happen to me Then I met you and everything changed From the look in your eyes, to the way you talk, I know for a fact I want to be with you and you alone Around you I act as I am and nothing more I am acting as I am in love, only it isn't acting for every breath I take, I am grateful to be alive But more grateful if you would be my wife You mean so much, yet the effort is little No matter what I do, I try to make you smile Then again it is my job as your man All day and all night I think of you I know I love you but do you love me too From dusk to dawn and dawn until dusk You will always be my baby girl, forever and always
There Is Something About Me
There is something about me you don't know That I should probably tell you There is something about me you don't know So listen close The fact of the matter is I tend to fall to quickly The fact of the matter is I don't know what to do I wanna love and I mean truly love But no matter what I do, it always fails on me Either I hurt them, or they hurt me It's something I don't want any more now I want to love her, yet my heart will not let me She loves me, she is allowed but what shall I do This makes no sense, I thought we all had free will In the end I will love, but who will my love be There is something about me you don't know I want to love but I really can't My heart's to weak to let anyone in The wall is fortified and indestructible What will it take for me to long, care, and love someone What will it take for me to be allowed the freedom to choose My heart wants love, yet it is unable to handle it Oh what shall I do to fix this It makes no sense it really doesn't My heart w
!!!!read First!!!
Most of these are from YEARS ago, and I have not gone back to edit some small things. Too busy. Here for people to over all enjoy, and let people know, its fine no matter what type of person you are, it IS ok to express yourself in ways that make you happy. =]
South Africa Gets New Crime Squad
A new serious-crime squad begins work in South Africa, after its predecessor was abolished amid political controversy.
Level 34 Help
Ok all, I am needing some help and of course I will do the same for you when you hit the level as well.  I need to be bought 50 times in fu owned in a 24 hour period.  THATS RIGHT 50!  SOOOOO I expire tomorrow and then the fun will begin.  *****PLEASE ONLY INCREASE EACH TIME YOU BUY ME THE MINIMUM POSSIBLE********DO NOT HIKE ME UP TO A CRAZY PRICE OR I WONT BE ABLE TO GET BOUGHT 50 TIMES IN 24 HOURS*****  THANKS FRIENDS, IF OYU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!!   JON AKA CUTTERBUM
First Blog
first blog
Afghan Car Bomb Attack Near Base
At least two people have been killed and many others wounded in a suicide bombing near a major Nato base in southern Afghanistan.
For All The Fathers Out There Who Cant See Your Kids...they Know You Love You Them
Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her na
The Thirst Is On
Thisty? Me too, Everyone should believe in something. I believe I'll have another shot of crown and a huge blunt. Smoke down everyone and consider the following "Whirrled Peas". Seems like an impossible task, yet I think everyone can do it. I need a drink after all the effort i put into that deep thought , well what are ya waitin for? Until next time......
Vatican Radio Starts Carrying Ads
Vatican Radio - the voice of the Roman Catholic Church - starts airing commercials in a bid to raise revenue.
Go And Want
  When I told my mom I was going to Toronto and New York, she was excited.  I didn’t expect that.  I thought she’d warn of me the hazards of travel, caution me against making impulsive decisions and tell me that I didn’t know what love was; about that, my mother would have been right.  I didn’t know what love was until she taught me at her death.  As it turns out, I never made it to Toronto but I made it to New York and while I hated the city I loved the experience.  I got to say “I did what I wanted to do” and rather than regret, I got to say “I am content.”   One year later, I’m going to Australia.  Not only is it another county, it’s another continent and my mother isn’t here to tell me her opinion.  Luckily she was there to show me.  Though she wouldn’t often travel herself (turning down my pleas to visit my cousin’s newly built hotel in Idaho), she gave her blessings when I most recently chose to. 
For You.....if You Even Exist....[7-6-09]
Going to end the pain
Blogging After Work...
Hello,   My name is Alicia, I'm 23 going on birthday is coming up soon! Not really looking forward to that. I'm married to a VERY SPECIAL man. We don't have any kids. Just a cat named LEO. I work in Tacoma. I like to read, write, watch ANIME. And SOOO MANY other things.      Well, see ya!   Alicia
Gettin There This Week
Give me some time, between work and work and I have little time to update my page and add my photos and art. Give me time and I will have them up. Once I do show some luv and rate please, I will be sure to return the luv :)
Tonight I learned that we think we know, but have no idea. Certain people are of the opinion that there is something original out there. That is certainly laughable. There is nothing new under the sun. Some folks think that wisdom is something they can achieve. Nien. We are all relatively stupid. What can we possibly know? I will be the first to admit that I'm dumb. Its far better to admit you are dumb than think (falsely) that you are clever. Doesn't work that way.The wise ass admits he's dumb. The perfect is the enemy of the good. So why are we trying to be better when all we can be is mediocre? Its far better to laugh at yourself. Anyone who's lamented knows that. White people think they have it made. Yes, I am mostly white, but I try not to let it control me. The truth is that there is no truth. In everything there is only a grain of truth. The truth does not make you free in as much as an illusion can't. What makes you free is submission to the fact that you may never know the t
Hey everyone nice to meet you! Yes I know im not very good at punctuations and such but oh wells. First time ever on this site so itll take me awhile to learn the conrtol lol. Anyway's just wanted to put something up here. If ya ever want to chat im online 24/7 half the time you can look mw up on Secondlife too bye everyone
Wtf??? Lmao
anyone interested??? :P hi,is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Title in the works. (This one might be sappy, i dont want a million emails.) I will never forget the girl...who told me it will be okwho showed me the waywho loved me for meso unconditionally I will never forget the girlwho told me it was overwho showed me regretwho broke my heartso painfully I will never forget the girlswho told me the truthswho showed me the realitieswho i let get awayso regretfully So heres to the girl who showed me what it was to be loved. She showed me the joys of simple things. Of little notes left around the house. Found in the pockets of my favorite jeans. The simple texts, when i was feeling blue. A simple, "I love you." So heres to the girl whos heart I broke. My foolishness knows no ends. My blame fall upon myself. I took for granted what could have been. I know now that you truly never know how much something means untill you lose it forever. So heres to the girls who got away. My own stupidty never let them have a chance. No turning back the cloc
Friday, December 05, 2008
I dont need a title Why is it so hard to accept an ugly truth? Yet so easy to be blinded by the pretty lies. So easily decieved the masses are. A fake smile and a witty remark, and alls well in pleasantville. So simple to delude and elude the masses and their questions. A multitude of half truths and clever lies a tangled maze which they can never navigate, Who needs a mask or a facade when the masses are so simplistic. Let them have their joys and false acceptance Outsiders rarely need to fall upon crutches. Brought into this world So shall I leave. Remembrance is not needed.
What Real Love Is But So Rare To Have!!
How can people determine what love is? the truth is noone can truly give someone else the definition because of the fact its different for everyone. in life people make decisions regarding love fro example when a relationship turns from loving to abusive one of the other doesn't leave because of the fact that they love the other even if it means getting the shit beat out of them in the physical or mental effect. In their minds that person that they fell in love with is still in there underneath the hate the anger no matter what, to them, they will not give up on love even in the darkness of what once was beautiful.I want to take a second to tell you what i think love is or what it should be so if you would be so kind as to listen to these words that im about to write let me know your definition to the word and motion called love.What i believe to be love is the feeling of being whole whilst around that person feeling like my imperfections are not flaws anymore but are adornments by the
True Love
From whence I came, Of a ferverous delight, A single candle flickered, As it dwindled in light, Twas a dark and stormy night, That I entered this crypt, Of centuries before me, Making my way down, The walls they did drip, In entering into the nobleman's lair, Relics of olde were scattered everywhere, Thinking of my life, And what his may have been, Transported back in time, To a simpler life then, I talked with a man, Who was younger at heart, As he told me the story, That his soulmate did depart, He had held her close, As life still flickered inside, When she died in his arms, He truly lamented inside, Losing his wits and surely his mind, His world was now lost, With his true love that died, As he grabbed the pistol, Which he raised to his chest, He quickly pulled the trigger, Sending a bullet through his breast, Now lying in peace, In life as in death, His true love beside him, Forever in an eternal rest.
In Case Some Of You Were Wondering...
You may have noticed the recent blog posts i have made. And with them the odd dates...   I am uploading my blogs from my myspace onto my fubar. Not a complete transition over, but moreso  transferring the ones I feel people might actually read, or at least the ones that were read and appreciated there. So I hope you enjoy, feel free to critique or comment. Be aware that some of these blogs/posts are quite old. and some are from long long long ago, lol.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Blog blog blog Whats in a blog anyways? Simple poems or writings drawn from the deepest subconcious minds? A simple yet pathetic cry for help from those who desperatly strive for the attention of random strangers? Is it a persons last chance at self esteem and boosting their own lack of ego an belief in self importance? A nerds chance to vent upon the world and have the revenge he will never see in reality? A troubled teens last outcry at the the "Oh so harsh" realities in this cruel cruel unfair world. A lovers chance to redeem their infedelities without having the courage to do so face to face. A rebels chance to express their views of idealism which they have cleverly been tricked into believing are their own original thoughts, when in reality they are nothing more than pawns of the very thing they "rebel" against. A warriors outlet to vent about the horrible attrocities and acts they have committed or witnessed and can never erase from their broken minds? An activists chance t
Friday, December 05, 2008
Cold I walk down these lanes of memories, the presnt not much different that the past. I peer into the windows and catch a glimpse of what it is like to be happy, lived through others lives. You gather round the freshly bough trees and stockings, together your decorate, laugh, and celebrate. I continue down the street as the cold wind bites to the bone. I throw my coat upon a whitened land and refuse myself the comfort of warmth. I know only cold, let those inside have their warmth. I watch as you gather in the early morning hours, just a sillouette upon your frosted windows. You smile and all your troubles from days past are forgotten as you each share the love you hold. I continue down the street as the cold wind bites to the bone. I bare my teeth in defiance to nature and its damnable temperatures. You gather around the hearths and share your tales of past, present, and future. Kisses had beneath the mistle toes, and hugs of love and emotions of the weak. I continue down the st
To Believe
Where do I start, A wonderous thought, Dreams come of light, To begin again tonight, A hero's tale of olde, A faith man's journey, A hermit's venture, Deep inside his mind, To believe is hope, For long the trip, I wander free around, Searching for life, Daydreams ease my mind, Hope surrounds me, As I step forth, Entering the world, I believe in me, To succede
Light fades and darkness creepsthe warmth gives way to frightning embraceso cold yet illusionaryheld by fear's treacherous graspfloating away on nothing and everythingprecursor to the grand finallethe suspense builds up and the tension risesyet unprepared for the obvious let down.fading......we fade......The light has dissapeardthe fields are barren and blankvoid of neverending darknessSilence which lasts for eternity.faded.......We are no more.
Candy Canes And Razor Blades. (first Draft)
Candy canes and razor bladesI dont care they're all the samesweet sweet addictionI don't give a damnBleed my sugary innocence awaylost all sense of right or wrongjust a sociopath lost amongst the massesfeelings so false and illusionaryCandy canes and razor bladesI dont care they're all the samesweet sweet addictionI don't give a damnCandyland massacre, global genocidesweet temptations with murderous intentjust a candyman holding a grudgegive in and lose all controlCandy canes and razor bladesI dont care they're all the samesweet sweet addictionI don't give a damn
Lament...dedication To My Father, Lost In This World
At last I wish, The return of my father, For he left whence, The night became clear, He ripped apart my heart, When my mother cried, A sorrowful mourn, From her sweet gentle lips, All I remembered was glorious days, Full of laughter at my dad's side, A spitting image to him, A beautiful reflection in the mirror, Would my father come back, To a home full of warmth, Within my mother's loving arms, Who would know, As I kneel by my bed, And utter a silent prayer, I dream of the day, My father returns home.
Im An Asshole
Cup of Tea . · One day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me. I was maybe 2 1/2 years old and had just recovered from an accident. Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news when I brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up. Then she says, (as only a mother would know... :) 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place she can reach to get water is the toilet?
A Heart's Mourning
For the life in me, I dream the day, to reclaim the soul, of the bride I lost, When she closed the door, My heart left with her, My life grew dim, And the hope faded, As the shadows cleared, I saw my reflection, Of the better days, For life was good, I hope to get back, The love I shared, And the memories flow, Like the river's sand.
Wild Vision
As I sit atop a hill, Watching the fight, I pray to heaven, To give me the might, I ask for strength, With each breath I take, And for the patience, So I don't make a mistake, Now I enter the battlefield, Awaiting my fate, Do I see another day, Or do I die late, As the battle ends, I see myself still standing, Wondering what just happened, As I wake up.
A Plea
What is love, As I see to define it, A tingling inside, A warm fuzzy feeling, The heart grows bigger, And nothing really matters, But I have known true love, I have played in her eyes, To have felt her warm and loving embrace, Her soft gentle kiss, There was no mistake, Yet all that has left me, It has been flushed down the drain, No more the air of a mystical place, No more caring hugs it has all turned cold, The true love I felt is in paradise above, All of my joy gone no heart's desires, No kindling there of passionate fires, What did I do to deserve this life, If nothing gets better, I shall say goodbye to life.
Finally An Update Lol
Ok, so its been awhile since I've done anything here. Work is keeping me way too busy, but I'm not complaining. I did get a chance to go to the festival Friday, it was chilly and rainy and I told my mom that I thought it was a bad idea to set up down there to try and sell tickets to the concert she's hosting in August. So about 630 or 7 we packed up the table and put it away. We couldn't go anywhere because the car was blocked in, so we were stuck there till after they closed at 11. I'd walked around with my sister and her husband and my nephew, and when I went back to talk to my mom, one of the ride guys asked my sister about me and asked her to tell me to hang around for a few because he wanted to talk to me. He was cute so I did. We talked for an hour and I found out that he was 26! Now I'm not into younger guys and hated the idea of breaking his heart by telling him so. No, I haven't told him yet. I know I'm a big chicken lol. Last night at work things got a bit crazy when we got
While on lunch break on Thursday the 3rd, there was a realization on CNN. The news castor said that the most important news for our country, was that 4000 marines were engaging the taliban, and that possibly one was captured. So very true, that is damn important news. The part that got me, was that he appologized for interupting the MJ piece, to bring us this news. And then, even better, took a commercial break and talked for a half hour on MJ yet, but remember, the conflict was the most important piece, just not the piece that got the ratings, so they kept it short. Damn, the people in this country are getting sad indeed. Maybe I am wrong, but to the parents of those 4000 marines, I bet I am right.
All About Me
I am a 37 year old woman,my name is Buffy Suire andI have 2 boys that are 20 and 17 and I love them dearly and there names are Dustin and dillon.My husband is Richard Suire and he is the love of my life and we have the best times together,it took us along time to get where we are now,but it is awsome our relationship is awsome.loving my family.
Psp Opacity Tutorial
Ok this is just to show those who dont know how to blend 2 images into 1 using the opacity settings in Paint Shop Pro. 1.Open the images Pics that you wanna merge togetaher in PSP. 2.Make both images the same size (im using 400 x 400 for this tutorial. 3.Right click on 1 of the images and then click copy (see Image A). Image A 4.Now on the other image right click and then click paste as a new layer (see Image B). Image B 5.Now look to the right hand side at the bottom you will see both images in a box (see image C). Image C 6.In that box right click on the top image and then click on properties (see image D). image D 7.In the properties box that pops up click on the general tab (see image E). image E 8.Now you will see an Opacity setting that is set at 100 (see image F) lower this setting to your liking wala u are done. Image F Now if u did this right thise is the result u should have thank you and enjoy!!
In My Heart
You were always searching for a place to stayWhere special emotion is bestowed everydayWhere you can find love that can never be wrongWith a person you've been waiting for so long...If you can't find the right place you're looking forIf love you're expecting is always closing it's doorJust turn your head back to where I standI'm here to catch you, just take my hand...Let me show you the love you've never had beforeWhere pure love resides and acceptance forevermoreClose your eyes, hold my hand, I'll show you the wayYou only have to choose if you'll stay or walk away...In this place of mine there is no fancy thingsOnly love that is beating, you just feel the rhythmThis place I call my heart, I reserve to someone trueSo if you can't find love, I'll open it and share with you...I hope someday, all your pain will subside....I hope someday, you know the love I have inside...                          I want to share it with you..because right from the start....You've always had a special pl
From Love To Hate
  From Love to Hate   Like the sleeping newborn, my innocence was true, But all that changed the moment I met you. Such a splendid life, I thought to myself, Blinded by love, not knowing my need for help. Each morning I awoke with thoughts of you, Denying the facts of the scandalous deeds you do. I gave you my soul, even my trust, And you threw it away for one night of futile lust. I was strangled by the tangled web you weaved. And it's lucky for you I gave more than I received. A garment of love covered my eyes, making it impossible to see through your lies. I must admit, at times you were great, but your deceitful ways turned my love to hate.   
No One
it seems like there is just no love any where for me i try and push my harest for the ones that i am with but i it just always seems to end up the same hurt or cheated on or i dont know whatever just talking out my ass theres no point any ways
Just for one chance to say hiJust for one chance to say byeJust to see you smileJust for you i would walk the mileJust to taste your kissJust to know what i would missThese are things i want you to seeThe better part of me
Would You Notice
I sit here and i wonder would you miss me  if i were gone. Would you miss my sweet flirty voice? Would you notice i was even gone from you. Would you miss my touch upon your body? would you miss me at all or would you just replace me with out a second thought. I wonder do i mean as much to you as you mean tome. Is it possible iwonder for you to love me as i love you. How long would it take to notice i was gone? A day , two days a week , a month maybe longer. If you dont miss me within minutes then surely i have given you my love for nothing. If you do miss me when i am gone know that i left a little peace ofme with you for all time.
"If Today Was Your Last Day" My best friend gave me the best advice He said each day's a gift and not a given right Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind And try to take the path less traveled by That first step you take is the longest stride If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? If today was your last day Against the grain should be a way of life What's worth the prize is always worth the fight Every second counts 'cause there's no second try So live like you'll never live it twice Don't take the free ride in your own life If today was your last day And tomorrow was too late Could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last? Leave old pictures in the past Donate every dime you have? Would you call old friends you never see? Reminisce old memories Would you forgive your enemies? Would you find
"If You Only Knew" If you only knew I'm hanging by a thread The web I spin for you If you only knew I'd sacrifice my beating Heart before I lose you I still hold onto the letters You returned I swear I've lived and learned [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew How many times I counted All the words that wen't wrong If you only knew How I refuse to let you go, Even when you're gone I don't regret any days I Spent, nights we shared, Or letters that I sent [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can't sleep Without you next to me I Toss and turn like the sea If I drown tonight, bring me Back to life Breathe your breath in me The only thing that I still believe In is you, if you only knew If you only knew I still hold onto the letters You returned You help me live and learn [Chorus] It's 4:03 and I can
Why Pay
Why do people get on here expecting others to pay them to see them naked on cam or their naked pictures? I do not understand why one person would pay someone on here when there is free porn all over the internet. I would have to be very very desperate to want to pay some chick to see her naked pictures on here.... HAHA
The Weekend
normally i wouldnt air out the laundry in public, but some of you are "friends"..but dont really know me..therefore your replies are essentially non biased....accordingly,here we go. i was excited to get to see my children this weekend..after all, the state divorce decree says the first, third, and fifth weekends of every month are mine. simple right? right my ass. for the week prior i had made repeated attempts to arrange things via the phone..both at "her" work and my boys no avail...the military has an acronym for it,bless their hearts....snafu..and another..fubar but we wont discuss that one this time.    SNAFU...SITUATION NORMAL...ALL FUCKED UP!   but i digress....after 11 yrs of putting up with this crap..i prettymuch reached the end of the "NICE GUY" side of my personality and retrieved from deep..deeeeeep storage the OH SHIT, ITS HIM...part of me. you know how you sometimes feel in the dark of nite....the little short hairs on the back of your neck stand up and you beg
Plant Your Own Garden
After a while you learn the difference,Subtle difference,Between holding a hand andChaining a soul.You learn that loveDoesn't mean leaning andCompany doesn't mean security.You begin to learnThat kisses aren't contracts andPresents aren't promises.You begin to accept your defeatsWith your head up and your eyes open,With the grace of an adult,Not the grief of a child.You learn to buildAll your roads on todayBecause tomorrow's groundIs too uncertain for plans.After a while you learnThat even sunshine burnsIf you get too much.So you plant your own garden and Decorate your own soulInstead of waitingFor someone to bring you flowers.You learnThat you really can endure.That you really are strong. You really do have worth.Author Unknown   This has been my favorite poem since I was about 12...
Slowly Shattering Heart
You and me We used to be together Every day together always I really feel I'm losing my best friend I can't believe This could be the end It looks as though you're letting go And it it's real, Well I don't want to know Don't speak I know just what you're saying So please stop explaining Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Don't speak I know what you're thinking I don't need your reasons Don't tell me 'cause it hurts Our memories They can be inviting But some are altogether Mighty frightening As we die, both you and I With my head in my hands I sit and cry Chorus It's all ending I gotta stop pretending who we are... You and me I can see us dying ... are we?   ------------------------------ Ian has asked me for a separation.   I'm not sure if it's due to my putting him in the psychiatric hospital.  I don't know if it's his meds or lack thereof.  I've been married for only 4 and a half months, and I'm failing. I love you, baby..  Please, please...snap ou
dream sweetly
"can't Snuff The "eagle" Either!"
"I'm alwayz high,i never come down;some humans think that i am a clown...f-you i say,you don't know me! i've sailed thru "Hurricanes" out on the "Sea"...I'm a crazy indian,"Cherokee"by birth,my Father's" the "Sky",my "Mother's" the "Earth"... i repect  all my relations,cept a few human assholes,they'll get what they got commin,they dig their own hole's...for me myself,my sister's & brothers,we're all the same,from differant mother' the "Cherokee language",there's no word for goodbye,"Shante' Esta",when we meet in the "Sky"...
Freedom As An Illusion
Why do we often here so many racist, religious zealots claim that freedom isn't free? Its like that country music parody they wrote for Team America. What would you do... Freedom costs a buck o five. God, I wanna go watch some South Park. Freedom is defined in a negative sense. Freedom means the abscence of restriction. So how the fuck are we as Americans even gonna be free? There is no such thing as a free country folks! Ever spent time in jail in a free country? I have. Didn't seem so free to me. Speaking of confinement, I love Confined written by AILD. That night I never came home, wondering souls captured my thoughts. Emptiness filled my mind. Urgency spoke her lies into the confines of these grey walls. I watched them move together taking me places that I cannot remember. We have been poured out into this loveless bride. How quickly I forget that this is meaningless. In a world passing thru my fingers I still chase the wind. What have I learned from yesterday? Apparently nothing
Sleeping To Dream- Jason Mraz
I'm dreaming of sleeping next to you I'm feeling like a lost little boy in a brand new townI'm counting my sheep and each one that passes is another dream to ashesAnd they all fall downAnd as I lay me down tonightI close my eyes, what a beautiful sightSleeping to dream about youAnd I'm so tired of having to live without youBut I don't mindSleeping to dream about you and I'm so tiredI found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.) And you were everywhereI woke up in the ditches. I hit the light and I thought you might be hereBut you were nowhere. (You were nowhere)Well, you were nowhere at homeAs I lay me back to sleepLord I pray that I can keepSleeping to dream about youAnd I'm so tired of having to live without youWell, I don't mindSleeping to dream about you and I'm so tiredJust a little a lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at nightSleeping to dream about youAnd I'm so tired of having to live without youWell, I don't mindSleeping to dream about you and
Leveling Blog 479
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Kevin The Man
kevinthe man  owned by APRIL  CO OWNER OF MOONLIGHT LEVELERS">@ fubar
With This Ring....
HOW TODAYS VOWS ARE MISUSED!!With this ring I thee wed,but then I will sleep with your friend,in our new bed.With this ring I thee wed,I will tell you that I love you,then play mind games with your head.With this ring I thee wed,I will buy you nice gifts for your birthdays,but be with her on our anniversary's instead.With this ring I the wed,I will give you a new house,then often will sleep on the couch.With this ring I thee wed,I want to spend forever with you,but I spend forever with my crew.With this ring I thee wed,I will give you a son by me,but will give a boat,to my girlfriend of age 23.With this ring I thee wed,I will tell you how alive I feel,She will tell you her soul is dead.© Copyright MadCurves
Erotica-- My Pleasure
You got me on my knees,thats good for you,because I aim to please.I have your cock ever so hard,Your right, your manhood is quite large,but sit back be quiet,cause I'm the one in charge.I flick the tip of your magic stick,as it bobbles up an down like a candle wick.I engulf it into my warm mouth, with steady motion,you feel a rush over you like waves from the ocean.The waves they come in spurts,what's that, I just tasted a squirtYou are trying your damnedest to make it last,but your out of control,your cock shoots out your warm sweet liquid,like a huge volcano blast.You say, "damn baby, I did not know,that you could make me go, NO, NO, NO!I tried to stop it, I tried to hold out,but your mouth is so good,I just had to release and shout".....© Copyright MadCurves
Firework Backfires
Please Vote 6/06-6/31/09
My daughter is in a contest. She is in the beautful baby contest for WGN television broadcast station. I need your help and everyones help. All you have to do is go to the link and rate her pic. Pretty simple. Thank you friends I really appreciate all your help and support.,0,6303296,permalink.ugcphotogallery?u=acg07  
As I sit here in my room,despair, loneliness and pain create my tombhappiness and joy are no more,and my heart is now just sore.People give me such nice wishes,but nothing can replace his missed kisses,I know they mean well,but I am not ready to leave my private hell.Love is lost and gone away,just another sad depressing dayEven nature must feel my pain,'cause I look outside and see the rain.Tears of joy are replaced,now by tears of sorrow,oh, how salty they now taste,as my lips for their new home, they borrow.Eyes all puffy from so many tears,from all that builds up from fears,time is now not my friend,it is just a tick to another hours end.Even the sand in the hourglass,has decided to stop flowing,I pray to God to help with this task,this must be right, for he is all knowing.Sometimes the hardest medicine to swallow,is not a pill, or a sour tasting liquid,but something that makes your heart hallow,leaves you feeling lost and out of control like a kid.The calendar now is just a way to
Paul's Quality Backlinks
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God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God,"and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things," God continued pointing to different countries."This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land area
Ask Me Any Question
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
God was missing for six days. Eventually, Michael, the archangel, found him, resting on the seventh day.He inquired of God. "Where have you been?"God sighed a deep sigh of satisfaction, and proudly pointed downwards through the clouds, "Look, Michael. Look what I've made."Archangel Michael looked puzzled, and said, "What is it?""It's a planet," replied God,"and I've put Life on it. I'm going to call it Earth and it's going to be a great place of balance.""Balance?" inquired Michael, still confused.God explained, pointing to different parts of earth. "For example, northern Europe will be a place of great opportunity and wealth, while southern Europe is going to be poor. Over there I've placed a continent of white people, and over there is a continent of black people. Balance in all things," God continued pointing to different countries."This one will be extremely hot, while this one will be very cold and covered in ice."The Archangel, impressed by God's work, then pointed to a land area
Pa Lottery King
hi to all pennsylvaina lottery players i have the sestume to the big 4 no i win and dont win i have all my tickets wear i missed buy one no all in weeks time i am willing to taech for free am trying to prove a point that it works and to healp ppl win any one interested e mail me at 
Honesty Is The Best Policy
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
Saying How I Feel
I wanna vent a little bit. I have been in several real life debates lately about some of these issues. I wat to also say thisis NOT an invite for a republicanvs dems showdown   I am politically consrvative..but I am rather liberal when it comes to social issues. I am for gay marriage..I feel they should be able to because quite frankly our government should be more concerned about people sneaking into our country and mooching than who is fucking who behind closed doors. I also feel that the goevernment should not have a say over a womans uterus.     I ALSO wana ask why religion is such a fucking factor in the government. It is bullshit. Religion is yet another thing they should not be worried not everyone carries the same religous views so how is it in any way pertinent.   I am done with the rant..just had to get it out there BTW (h) you fuckers ;)
Seeds Of Doubt
In awe of moments past,Dust begins to gather,For a love doomed to last,Broken promises or a twist of fate?,Peicing together carelessly uttered lies,All to soon I was a little to late,Echoing within my dreams,I thought you knew me?!!!!,Deafening are my screams,Transparently you were supposed to see through me!!!Yet you have seen nothing of me!,How dare you judge!!,You on your pedestal so high above me,Unaware of your own personal brutus,A betrayal of the worst kind,As if you are to her as Jesus were to judas,Trusting in one so shameless?,Where does this weakness sprout?,Gazing upon her garden blameless,Planting seeds of doubt, Keep a weary eye for this ones instruction,For a creator of lies leads to loves destruction.
I Remain
I wish you could have seen my heart,The torment from with in pulling me apart,Demons for which I could not thwart,pushing away my guard never falling,Despite the fact you were calling,Overwhelmed and barely crawling,I hid in this place away from you,Alone I cried missing you,Regeting everything I did to you,Could you not hear the tremble in my voice?!,Did you not know I felt as though there was no other choice?!, Willingly I break your heart and my own,Discarding the only love I have ever known,Dying with in only beginning to grow,To late but only now can you understand?,My unwillingness to stretch out my hand,Emotionally crippled no longer could I stand.Do you really believe I left you bound and raped?,Lost in an illusion without escape?None of these did I create,In hearing this I am left shaken,Have you simply forgotten or merely mistaken,I know there was a time I wasnt there for you,But do you believe there was a time I didnt care for you,Now wishing there were so many things I woul
Are U Naughty
You are 60% Naughty">You are naughtyYou know when is a good time to be naughty and when to behave yourself. Your co-workers think you are very sweet and gentle but when you get home from work there is a whole new side to you and the nice sweet person turns into a wild and sexual person. Your partner is never bored with you around.  Take the Are you Naughty quiz!
We Can Forget...
Here I go again...Questioning myself, Was she right? am I really crazy?,Extracting falsehood from her shelf?,DAMN IT!!!!STOP WITH THE DOUBT!!!,We know who we are!,Calm longer a shout,Yet here I go pacing the floor,Nerves racing, I reach for a smoke,And head for the door,Yes a smoke will do, it will do just fine,But only for a moment,As I am unconciously locked in my mind,What if shes right and I am truely flawed?,Explanations for the letting of blood,Scarred flesh previously clawed,STOP IT!! TAKE A DRAG OF YOUR CIGERETTE!,Let the nicotine take its hold, We'll close our eyes and just try to forget it,Let go and let loose the penitration,For to ponder this is little more,Than a mind fucking repeatitive masturbation...
A profilgation of blood,Spewing forth,Consuming...devouring,A terenchal flood, Dripping ruby'sFrom razors and lips,Iron flavoured...bitter...sweet,Infection of flesh and disease, Fixed in an eternal gaze,Form now somber,Ultimately satisfing this ocean,Bathing in this reddish haze, Once warm and full of life,Now rigid...evermore.
B-day Party!!
Me...ME!?What am I doing?!!,Brooding!...,And sick of those...Those!!!,With constant need of verbal defication,Faceless without explination,Cowardess!!!,Hide behind your facade!,Watching...waiting,Struggling for a reaction,This is all you have around you collapsing!!,You!...You are nothing!!!,Madonna are you not!,Content with the loss of one,So easily forgotten?Though the wound is still fresh,In covering these wounds,She exposes scarred flesh,Flawed!,You shall remain alone,Trapt in your own web of lies,Flawed!!,You shall remain alone,Far from those who would hear your cries,And you are NOTHING!!!,For to my own self,I shall be true,Envoking Karmic debt,A deed I will personally see through!
Caa #117
Please send angel prayers of love, comfort and healing for Mare and her family.  We just received news her father passed away tonight. We will be away from Fu for a couple of days traveling to Colorado.  Thnak all of you.   Love,   Doc
My Thoughts For This Long Weekend
well everyone on friday we lost our 121st CDN soldier in afghanistan. why do we make a big deal of it up here everytime we lose someone is because we can and its because we care. when a soldier comes to CFB Trenton they travel along the stretch of the 401 which has been renamed the Highway of Heroes to the coronors building in Toronto. and along that stretch ordinary people line the bridges and roadway to pay their respect to the dead. and it is illegal to pass the convoy due to a heavy police escort along the whole route. right now there is a new memorial being painted by the past president of the kinsmen club of preston. the paintings are of every single soldier that has been killed in afghanistan and he will be doing the painting until they all come home in 2011. then after that a permanent memorial will be built to house the painting. that will be the biggest tribute that anyone has done ever. so to all the troops over in afghanistan you are in our hearts every day and you are maki
Caa #116
Please say angel prayers for my childrens Granny, see might have breast cancer.   Love,   Doc
Arousal from power or wealth.
Each of us bears his own Hell.  -  Virgil
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My Name Changes
people have asked why i have serial killers as defaults...well thats just a thing to do i guess   but 1 hit home especially and thats the one of westley allan dodd...he was on the loose in the hometown i grew up in..vancouver washington...he killed 2 brothers in vancouver and ironically my dad who was a cop at the time was the one that found the brother and i were the same age at the time as the brothers cole and william neer...he was spotted scoping out our neighborhood shortly before he was caught..he was executed in 1993 by hanging because that was how he killed his last victim lee isley....i cant tell you how i actually feel knowing that i or my brother or any other kid in the neighborhood could have been a victim of his...i see it as kind of a "ha ha couldnt get me" type thing
New Group
Ohio Chainsaw Art Add a group message come give ideas, ask ?'s or comment Add a group message Ohio Chainsaw Art Add a group message come give ideas, ask ?'s or comment Add a group message
thats right im going for spotlight....again   help pleaze?   im only 32 mil away  
Cold Water
(True Story. I did this today! hehe gotta keep your imaginations going)   She should have known that today would lead to a lot more than she bargained for. This morning, she woke up with a large damp area in her light blue panties, darkened to a deep azure by the wetness seeping through. Without much thought, she continued throughout the day without even an inkling of feeling any sexual desire. It wasn't until night fell that her desires came raging out suddenly. At first she merely stripped out of her clothes and wandered throughout her apartment. She sat at her computer and went about her routine of checking her email. Nothing special tonight. She thought about the package of surprises she received today. She had bought a few things to share with her man later in the week. She smiled as she thought about using that feather to dust the berry-flavored powder on his skin just before she licked it off. She thought about the new lube she intended to drip onto his cock before taking him
Dear Mother
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ...... .. .. .. Dear Mom~ 1996.... I wake up each morning with you in my mind. I fumble through thoughts that aren't so kind. The next feeling I feel every day, too hurtful to talk of, too painful to say..... My mind races with questions directed to you. My heart is bleeding and torn in two. One minute I'm angry and want to hate, but conquered by love, I procrastinate..... I feel alone abandoned by all. Even you Mom built a wall. You are so far away, and you never come here. I find myself missing you and try not to tear..... I wipe it away and stuff it inside. These feeling I feel have started to collide. My weary mind tells me to stay away, my burning heart just screams to pray.... God gives me answers through my heart. He says Mothers and daughters should never part. I keep hanging on because I love you so much, thanking the Lord for he is my crutch..... You don't even know me at all anymore. I became a woman and you closed the door. I've grown in age
Dreams: Something To Hold Onto
.. Dreams: Something to hold onto Dreams are the key to your survival. They are the key to your awake. Don't let them go you need them. Hold onto them for dear sake. Dreams are only yours. They are always true. No matter how far away they seem, whether good ones, bad ones, old ones, new. Don't set them aside. Don't throw them away. They grow from your heart. And your heart you obey. Don't say it won't be. Just give it a try. In your soul it will stay, never to die. Dreams are precious. Don't let them go. Dreams are your future. Only let them grow. By Vicki S.. Purpose
Friends "in purpose" People come and go. One walks into another's life, briefly taking time and space. Leaving a small token in memory. But their impact is quick and slight. In the Lord's deeper spectrum, Is a divine arrival, sent by the truest power. A narrative of the holiest brand. Our creator weaves what He ought. Passion is a gracious gift to us. Only our higher power bestows. A purpose, written in His time. The Almighty can gift to any. Passion for the purpose of humanity. Reflecting God's undying, unconditional love. A glorious revelation. What it means to share in Gods purpose. To be a friend.We can only pray. A prayer for guidance. A prayer for direction. Prayers for trust and faith. Behold, endearing hope.By Vicki S.
Change If I could change the world~ Id do it all in a day All that I would do is much more than I can say. Peace and happiness and love once more For all the violence, Id lock the door. All the children that cry painful tears I'd stop all war and calm their fears. Sadness fills many hungry eyes. Starving each day~ they say their goodbyes. None of this chaos was ever planned Not just one person can save this land Let's pull together and give it a try Before one day, we must say good bye!By Vicki S.
They Learn From You
They Learn From You Children are the future of the world today Tomorrow may not come, we can not say Respect comes from love inside ones heart Rebellion & war are tearing us apart We teach our children all we know All they learn over generations flow They watch and see, they listen and learn We guide them to the future that we ourselves yearn We try to teach obedience but we do not obey We try to teach respect even after all we say We tell them to love when we ourselves hate Hatred is killing us~ this can't be our fate Children learn by example and love. They won't walk straight with out that extra shove They'll do as we do; they want to be the same How they grow, only we are to blame Walk with your child, give him your hand Guide him through to love this great land Encourage good thoughts and dreams he believes Because with a good bringing up, his goals he'll achieveBy Vicki S.
My neighbor across the street grew some beautiful Peony's this spring. I got this really good shot (attached), and today I decided I would make a print for her....granted I've never met her..... She just said "thanks" and basically shut the door in my face.... I love peoples and stuff :)    
My 4th Of July
My 4th was filled with alchohol, naked women, shaking titties, horney people, and promiscuity!!!!! So i had a great time how was your 4th???
Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.Now there is no more loneliness,For each of you will be companion to the other.Now you are two bodies,But there is only one life before you.Go now to your dwelling placeTo enter into the days of your togethernessAnd may your days be good and long upon the earth
Who I Am
Im Rich On Love For a Reason. Without doubt I dont judge you for who you  are. I am Loving, Devoted, Trust Worthy, Caring & Heart of Gold.
Points Whores Get Lost.....please Read
Most of the time when i am on here, I get the prividge of meeting wonderful people on here and make friends and well some of you, I get to be friends with but there are SOME OF YOU who I visiti to say hello to and i help RATE your pictures and the only thing you do is just visit and then become  JUST give me a 10 on the profile and nothing more..... how about you do on to others as I do to you? If you see me giving you alot of ratings, how about you help me out  or how about being a friend MOST OF ALL and spend time to get to know me and if you cant, then just dont stop by and say nothing..... as for the other people I know on here, I thank you for the support and things.... his is directed to those who  are what they call points whores and do not want to do anything else!   Pete  
SNAKEPIT.beggars & heggars-onwell, i knowyou couldn't love me'cause you're promised toa wealthy mantake a lookwhat you are you seeing?is that a noose, or a wedding band?should i goto see a healernervous twitching in my handsgod help me rid this feeling'cause i'm falling all to piecesand i can't get out of bedbeggars and hangers-ontry to take you from me someone with a bible in his pocketclouding everything you seebeggars and hangers-onthey chip it awaybury your soul in the river'cause the end is hear to staygod help me rid this feeling'cause i'm falling all to piecesand i can't get out of bedi was wrongi don't need youseems recklessand unfairbetter daysare far behind meguess that's another crossi'll have to beari know that there's a time and a reasonto take that ghost and lock up insideand maybe i am down, but i'm not beatenlike anything, we were born to die beggars and hangers ontry to take you from mesomeone with a bible in his pocketclouding everything you seebeggars and hangers ont
To All Form Brew
im a firend to all , i have had enough drama i can write a good book ,im Not God and Im Not Perfect And i will never claim to be . God is the judge . like my status reads were all brothers and sisters thats in the bible , whom chooses to delete me thats there choice , the field im in is nursing with has to come from the heart not the pay check . i visualize me in the bed of a patient and how i treat that person i hope i get treated the same . that is why i don't go to lounges no more really , i have mine its special its for all whom served our country and still protecting us . the world has gotten so out of touch with everything ask yourselves this please . IF GOD WAS TO COME TODAY AND DO HIS JUDGIN WHERE WOULD WE ALL BE ? HERE ON FUBAR OR FACING THE MAN THAT CREATED US . IM SADDENED OVER HOW A SITE HAS TAKEN FRIENDS AND TURNED THEM COLD . I HOPE IF OR WHEN I PASS AWAY THAT MY FRIENDS WILL BE THERE , IF NOT IN PERSON BUT ME IN THEIR THOUGHTS . I LOVE ALL OF YOUS GIVE LOVE A CHANCE NEVE
An Early Angel
This article was published. Ranked #1 for birthstories.An early angel In the winter of 1991, some very significant events would unfold and ultimately change my life forever. I was about five months pregnant with my second child. The winter was blistering cold, and I ended up with pneumonia. Thinking that I only had a cold, I waited to go to the doctor's office. I waited too long. I ended up in critical condition in the hospital's intensive care unit.   At twenty-four weeks pregnant; I had stopped breathing entirely, and a respirator supported me. I remember waking occasionally to feel a cold plastic cover over me that I know now was intended to bring my body temperature down. I also remember my sister prying my eyes open to show me a picture of some tiny and ill looking baby. In the state I was in, I did not connect my sister's words with the idea that the baby in the photo was mine. As the days passed and my sister worked harder to wake me, I began to focus a bit better on what it
My Trip To The Hospital
So I got back this afternoon and the medication made me pass the hell out. Whats wrong you may ask? Well I htought I had a bladder infaction. It was getting so painful so fast I couldn't go anymore... icky, yes; tmi, probably. But any how. So with in one day I went from no issues to "omg I can't pee and I think Im having my period AGAIN!" um nope. So it started as a bladder infection that went unnoticed and progressed quickly and ended in a bad kiney infaction. Turns out I wasn't on the rag, I was peeing blood. Go me. I was going to wait till tomorrow and the doctor told me if I had done that I'd be in there with kidney failure. -_-. Gee thats what I want to hear. I'm glad I went when I did. I still feel icky but I'm on strong meds and will be fine in a few days. Drew is comming over tonight to spend time with me and tommorow I'm spending time at his place.
Guiding Our Youth: Mentor's Matter
Published for the promotion of youth guidance and mentoring. Also a winning article.Guiding our youth: Mentor's matter Having children as a teen, is by far one of the most difficult stories for me to communicate. I, just as my mother before me, was at a young and vulnerable time in my youth, when I conceived my first child at age 15. I was a teenager, angry at the world for what I believed to be a miserable life. Raised in poverty by young parents who ran away together from their own past lives; I grew up lost and alone. These experiences however have given me an insight into several factors. I do not feel burdened by my past. I believe in a true sense that my past has planned for my future. I am focused on helping others like me, and in particular, I hope to work with youth.   Today, I have come to a point in my life where I have learned the realities of several aspects of a difficult life. I feel rather experienced in the area of teen pregnancy. The issues leading to it, the issue
Adolescents & Poverty
Published, #1 ranking article Adolescents & Poverty The effects of poverty on adolescents can be not only devastating but last a lifetime for teens. More often than not, poverty is carried from generation to generation. Parents raising families in poverty are burdened by economic stress. The emotional environment in the home and between family members is often harsh and lacking in emotional support. Depression for the parents usually brings on marital conflict and the children may suffer emotionally and or physically. Abuse and neglect are present in the homes of many families living in poverty. Youth living in poverty generally have lower grades than those in higher income classes and the rates for dropouts are highest within this income class. Their self-esteem is low. They suffer with depression and other mental health issues as well as having more health problems than the norm. Youth in poverty also have higher rates of juvenile delinquency and crime records. The statistics on d
Angel Vs Demon Contest!!!
My Him!
Videos I did from his pictures and other short video clips. Dustin JamesSeptember 26, 200710:52 pm 8 lbs 5.7 oz. 20 in. long ..
Don't Mind Me.....
.....I'm just having an anxiety attack over here.  Been having them off and on for the past couple of months.  One of these days they are gonna kill me if I don't do something about them.  Me thinks I need new meds!!  To my teddybear, I'm sorry to have put you through all this.  I'm trying to get things in order.
Photo Slideshows
Old photos of Jax and Vicki events ..6 Hours at the Glen ..Pimp & Ho’s Theme Party
Morrissey - How Can Anybody Possibly Know How I Feel
  She told me she loved me, Which means, She must be insaneI've had my face dragged in , Fifteen miles of shit, And I do not, And I do not, And I do not like itSo how can anybody say, They know how I feel, The only one around here who is me, Is meThey said they respect me, Which means, Their judgement is crazyI've had my face dragged in, Fifteen miles of shit, And I do not, And I do not, And I do not like itSo how can anybody say, They know how I feel, When they are they, And only I am IHe said he wants to befriend me, Which means, He can't possibly know meThe voices of the real, And the imagined cry, The future is passing you by, The future is passing you bySo how can anybody possibly think they know how I feel, Everybody look, See pain, And walk awayAnd as for you in your uniform, Your smelly uniform, You think you can be rude to meBecause you wear a uniform, A smelly uniform, And so you think you can be rude to meBut even I, As sick as I am, I would never be youEven I, As sick as I
Good Comebacks
Man: "Haven't we met before?" Woman: "Perhaps. I'm the receptionist at the VD Clinic." Man: "Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: "Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore." Man: "Is this seat empty?" Woman: "Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down." Man: "So, wanna go back to my place ?" Woman: "Well, I don't know. Will two people fit under a rock?" Man: "Your place or mine?" Woman: "Both. You go to yours and I'll go to mine." Man: "I'd like to call you. What's your number?" Woman: "It's in the phone book." Man: "But I don't know your name." Woman: "That's in the phone book too." Man: "So what do you do for a living?" Woman: "I'm a female impersonator." Man: "Hey, baby, what's your sign?" Woman: "Do not Enter" Man: "How do you like your eggs in the morning?" Woman: "Unfertilized !" Man: "Hey, come on, we're both here at this bar for the same reason" Woman: "Yeah! Let's pick up some chicks!" Man: "I know how to please a woman." Woman: "T
Leveling Blog #478
Why is there Air owned by Bella Disastro the best!@ fubar 15,994 to Disciple
Will I Be Ok?
ok so heres the thing, i really have no one to talk to in r/l about this kinda shit, no one seems to really care or think its important enough.. so i'll just write this here and pretend im talking to .tomorrow i go for major oral what has me scared is i have sleep apnea, my doc has told me i stop breathing 28 times an hour(sleep study)& no my insurance wont get me a machine....the scary part is when im sleeping on my back and i stop breathing, i wake myself up to start tomorrow since thier putting me under(on my back, of course)  what happens if i stop breathing? i wont be able to wake myself up because i'll be drugged.. am i looking into this to much or should i just hope for the best? idk im freakin.  i know it sounds wierd but just in case.....i love you all
Pickup Lines
The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. I like every bone in your body especially mine. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I
Old Spammers
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter- in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about Grandfather", said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork or spilled
Rules For Men
1. The Female always makes The Rules.  2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without prior notification.  3. No Male can possibly know all The Rules.  4. If the Female suspects the Male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules.  5. The Female is never wrong.  6. (If the Female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the Male did or said wrong.)  7. (If Rule 6 applies, the Male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding.)  8. The Female can change her mind at any given point in time.  9. The Male must never change his mind without express written consent from the Female.  10. The Female has every right to be angry or upset at any time.  11. The Male must remain calm at all times, unless the Female Wants him to be angry or upset.  12. The Female must under no circumstance
Practice Blog
Gentlemen Quiz
Want to know if you're, or someone you know is a gentleman? 1. In the company of feminists, intercourse should be referred to as: a) Lovemaking b) Screwing c) The pigskin bus pulling into tuna town 2. You should make love to a woman for the first time only after you've both shared: a) Your views about what you expect from a sexual relationship b) Your blood-test results c) Five tequila slammers 3. You time your orgasm so that: a) Your partner climaxes first b) You both climax simultaneously c) You don't miss SportsCenter 4. Passionate, spontaneous sex on the kitchen floor is: a) Healthy, creative love-play b) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend would ever agree to c) Not the sort of thing your wife/girlfriend need ever find out about 5. Spending the whole night cuddling a woman you've just had sex with is: a) The best part of the experience b) The second best part of the experience c) $100 extra 6. Your girlfriend
Bicycles Or Women
Why bicycles are better than Women... Bicycles don't get pregnant. You can ride your Bicycle any time of the month. Bicycles don't have parents. Bicycles don't whine unless something is really wrong. You can share your Bicycle with your friends. Bicycles don't care how many other Bicycles you've ridden. When riding, you and your Bicycle can arrive at the same time. Bicycles don't care how many other Bicycles you have. Bicycles don't care if you look at other Bicycles. Bicycles don't care if you buy Bicycle magazines. You'll never hear, "Surprise, you are going to own a new Bicycle" unless you go out to buy one yourself. If your Bicycle goes flat you can fix it. If your Bicycle is too loose you can tighten it. If your Bicycle is misaligned, you don't have to discuss politics with it. You don't have to be jealous of the guy who works on your Bicycle. If you say bad things to your Bicycle, you don't have to apologize before you ride it a
Women's Questions
Answers to 5 of the toughest questions women ask... There are five things that women should never, ever ask a guy, according to an article in an issue of Sassy magazine. The five questions are: 1 - "What are you thinking?" 2 - "Do you love me?" 3 - "Do I look fat?" 4 - "Do you think she is prettier than me?" 5 - "What would you do if I died?" What makes these questions so bad is that every one is guaranteed to explode into a major argument and/or divorce if the man does not answered properly, which is to say dishonestly. For example:   1 - "What are you thinking?" The proper answer to this question, of course is, "I'm sorry if I've been pensive, dear. I was just reflecting on what a warm, wonderful, caring, thoughtful, intelligent, beautiful woman you are and what a lucky guy I am to have met you." Obviously, this statement bears no resemblance whatsoever to what the guy was really
You're A Woman
Surefire Ways To Know You're A Woman... You are a Bitch. When asked 'Is something bothering you?' reply 'no' then get pissed off when you are believed. Become attracted to someone because he is outgoing and loves parties, start dating him, and immediately expect him to stop this behavior.. Always take an hour longer than promised to prepare for the evening. Always hide very important events in very unimportant terms so you can have something to be pissed about when your boyfriend declines because he has pressing business, i.e. You say 'It's no big deal, but I was wondering if you would like to visit my parents with me if you are not busy this weekend.' when you mean 'It means a great deal to me for you to see my family with me this weekend whether or not it is possible!' Whine If you are trying to sleep, it's because you're exhausted fro
About Women
Women especially love a bargain. The question of 'need' is irrelevant, so don't bother pointing it out. Anything on sale is fair game. Women never have anything to wear. Don't question the racks of clothes in the closet; you 'just don't understand'. Women need to cry. And they won't do it alone unless they know you can hear them. Women will always ask questions that have no right answer, in an effort to trap you into feeling guilty.  Women love to talk. Silence intimidates them and they feel a need to fill it, even if they have nothing to say. Women need to feel like there are people worse off than they are. That's why soap operas and Oprah Winfrey-type shows are so successful. Women don't need sex as often as men do. This is because sex is more physical for men and m
New Generic Spammers
Women's Point System
In the world of romance, one single rule applies: Make the woman happy. Do something she likes & you get points. Do something she dislikes & points are subtracted. You don't get any points for doing something she expects. Sorry, that's the way the game is played. Here is a guide to the point system...   Simple Duties You make the bed...................................................+1 You make the bed, but forget to add the decorative pillows..........0 You throw the bedspread over rumpled sheets........................-1 You leave the toilet seat up.......................................-5 You replace the toilet-paper roll when it's empty...................0 When the toilet-paper roll is barren, you resort to Kleenex........-1 When the Kleenex runs out you shuffle slowly to the next bathroom..-2 You go out to buy her spring-fresh extra-light pantyline
Generic Spammers
Women's Dictionary
Women's Dictionary Argument (ar*gyou*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (er*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*q) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting
Beliefs, Values, And Clinical Gestalt With Individual’s And Systems
Beliefs, Values, and Clinical Gestalt with Individual’s and Systems Vicki Sinclair May 16, 2009   Communication Skills for the Human Services Professional       As the learning process expands in the field of human services, there are many aspects that need continuous personal reflection from any person who will potentially be placed among the world of people helping people. It is important to know the strengths and the weaknesses present within our value systems in all areas of each population to be served as human services professionals. Being aware of individual personal values and beliefs, adds a reality in the population that a clinician can or cannot effectively work with. Personal reflection about potential problems that may interfere with our belief systems in a professional manner may be determining factors in both the methods we may use as well as whether or not we are able to take a particular case at all. When a clinician is confronted with a personal bias o
Fuck It
I guess I like it when we play (the way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you hate me (the way you drag me down) �cause I can�t face myself in a mirror (I�m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I�m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me I guess I like it when we fight (the way you drag me down) I guess I like it when you smite me (the way you drag me down) �cause I can�t face myself in a mirror (I�m left alone with all my pain) And I disgrace myself in the mirror (I�m left alone with my shame) Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me Fuck it! I see you in me Fuck it! I feel you in me Fuck it! I�ll heal you in me You�re out of luck - can�t get a piece of me It�s
Support & Education For Teen Parents
Community Resources Support and Education for Teen Parents Vicki Sinclair April 2009 According to the article, Baby Think It Over ®: Using role-play to prevent teen pregnancy, teen pregnancy rates have recently began to fall for American teens, but still the United States remains to have the highest rates in the industrial world. In Canada, teen pregnancy is on the rise, and in 1996, 45.4 females per 1000, ages 15-21 years were pregnant. Even with the rise in Canada, the United States in 1996 reported 83.6 per 1000 pregnant females between the same ages.   Clearly there remain gaps somewhere along the way in educating adolescents on issues pertaining to safe sex, abstinence, and the realities of sex becoming an unplanned pregnancy. When we see so many youth having babies, and so few resources working to help them through many detrimental areas of life and growth; we need to question whether the programs and funds are in the right areas to actually make a difference. Baby Th
My Lil Girls Heart On My Divorce
For three years I have been separated from my husband and we have recently agreed on the divorce. My youngest daughter who is 12 didn't see alot of him until less than a year ago, so she chose to stay with him for a while and I agreed to let her give it a shot. She is torn now. Every little girl needs her mom, but she also loves and needs Dad. Although him and I get along and agree on whats best for the kids, she still feels the broken side of divorce.Jessi gave me this video tonight telling me this song means alot to her right now and she is struggling at the moment not knowing where to be. Hits the heart like a train. I cried for an hour tonight seeing what we have done to our little girl. If you have no kids...think about it. If you do have kids and still hang on to the whole family...keep feeling it! It matters before it ever happens.
New Poker Site
I switched poker sites because Pokerstars is wack yo.   I switched to poker.  It had really good reviews and is actually just for American players which is extremely rare.  I really like it so far...   If anyone wants to play(give me their money), my screen name is WhorePoker.
This blog is only for the ladies. i been all over the internet on different dating sites. I was attack by a she hulk lesbian. i been bitten, kick and laughed at. All in the pursuit  of that one woman. I can fall in love with. So ladies are you doing Friday night? 
*feels Like A New Woman*
Man, I needed that... got away from the city for the entire weekend... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh talk about relaxing! Played penny slots up in Central for the entire night Friday into Saturday morning and finally made it up  to the cabin for a night a couple of days, damn it feels good.  The "boys" in our family need a good lesson on how to clean, it was pretty bad.  Though, they did clear about 5 ft down in the "hole". *dances* I'm vowing to get up there more.  It really needs a good cleaning, a paint job, some perennial plantings and tree clean up. The pine beetle is beginning to get to our trees and we need to get them cleared. Phew, great excuse to get up there more...hehe *grinz* Now I just gotta figure out how to get my net connection working and things will be 100% groovy.   ♥ most of you PoStaL  
The Other Women/men
Why is it that when a girl or a guy find's out that somone they like or want to be with is takin they still go after them ?  You wouldn't like it if it was done to you !  But you know what ? You can have him ! He is a liar a cheater an a abuser !  But next time when someone tell's you he is takin ! He is takin ! You know who you are an what I mean so take it or leave it !  I  don't care ! An if you have something to say to me or about me come to me not to my friends which just so happens to be someone he was talking to !
For The Gamers
Dry Country
im in iraq and its a dry country some one please help me
"shattered"-rolling Stones
Rolling Stones-"paint It Black"
This Sucks
Well, it finally happened. My computer is absolutely screwed. I'm using a borrowed one at the moment, but I hate to say my lovely fufriends, until I can get a new one, you won't be seeing that much of me around here... not that you really care :P I'll be around for a bit today, but after that, not really sure when you'll see me again. Hopefully it won't be too long. I hate to be away from this place. :D
Big Dick City Boy
wat z gud all my sexy fine in pretty woman im just here 2 let yall know dat im here for any woman datz down 2 earth datz if yall sexy ladyz want 2 know more just ask me
So You Know
US Airways is MUCH better than Delta.     That is all.     Oh. Uno hot ham and cheese sandwiches are really good. Kind of expensive though. Yum.
The Best Job Opportunities Find A Job At
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Everything And Nothing
Life...such a complicated thing. I often wonder whether this is hell or salvation. Perhaps existence is your salvation or perhaps its your hell. Still torn. Can't really wrap my mind around the folks who get hung up on good and evil. "Well," says Father McCatholik, "When Jesus brings the porkchops, there won't be the problem of evil. He'll just put those loathsome folks in hell, purgatory, or limbo with the handicapped." Do the handicapped go to hell? Probably. However the problem I have with Jesus bringing the porkchops is the absence of evil. Life is a balancing act filled with double principles that define each other. Thus spake Zarathustra from the Iroqious tree of life. The eagle flies overhead. I wonder what goodness looks like with no evil in existence to define it. Thank you, God, for I am not, nor ever have been a silly Catholic.
Free To Connect With Singles Near
Free to connect with singles near you for dating, romance, friendship and social networking. Using photo personals, email, web chat, IM and more… at  
100% Kawaii
Ok, so, I'm new, I'm cuddly and I have a higher than average tolerance for cuteness. That being said, who wants to buy me a FuPony? I could also use a Unicorn *wink-wink*. I'm B-Zero. That's just how I roll.
New Bling Auction
starts right now 7/5-- check out the folder marked NEW Bling Auction ends 7/6 at 3 pm cenral time!!   Good Luck and thanks for the bids  
i hope everybody had a happy 4th of july
4th Of July Auction
I am in an auction. If you want to own me. come place your bid   Come Show me some Love. Please
These walls are closing in on me, in the distance, there's something i cannot see. The sky is black, the ground is cold, the hurt is beginning to take its toll. On my mind, im falling deep, into a presipis, I begin to weep. The tears they fall down my cheek, over my frown, im feeling weak. As the tears travel down over my chest, and over my heart, its frozen at best. I close my eyes and curl up in bed, Pulling the covers over my head.  
Why Is It So Hard To Fine A Girl Friend
why  is it hard to fine a girlfriend to fine a girl friend that i can be with
200 Things
200: My middle name is: Kay199: I was born in: Iowa City, Iowa198: I am really: bored and tired197: My cell phone company is: A T & T196: My eye color is: blue195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: 7193: My height is: 5'1192: I am allergic to: cats191: My 1st car was: Ford Probe (very briefly)190: My 1st job was: Iowa City Press Citizen paper delivery girl189: Last book you read: The third book in the Twilight series188: My bed is: a very comfy four poster wrought iron full sized bed187: My pet: is a 11 pound Bishon Frise named Cloud186: My best friend: is my mom, Adam, Josh and Jenny.185: My favorite shampoo is: Garner Fructise184: AIM name: don't have one183: Piggy Banks are: cute182: In my pockets: lip gloss, cell phone and pen181: On my calendar: TONS of stuff this month! From garage sale to Snow Demon show, to Lammasfest180: Marriage is: an ideal that I don't know is achievable to keep going in the long run anymore179: Sponge Bob can: die lol178: My mom: is awesome. 177: The
Strength And Belief.
      I have been speaking with quite a few women on Fubar, and all of them have the same thing in common: Low self esteem. They tend to look down on themselves... Them.. Beautiful, intelligent, good hearted people. They look at themselves as less than anyone else, which.. I think that is something that they must overcome.   Let me begin by saying this: I am a man. Yes, a MAN. A real man. I do not play games, nor do i tell lies. If i were a liar, then i wouldn't have made it this long as i have in life. REAL Men will accept a woman for who she is, wether they be strong, independent, beautiful, intelligent, or down on their luck. This is what separates the BOYS from the men.   The 'Boys' will chase around the younger crowd of girls.. You know.. The ones that pile on make up, get all retardedly giggly, stuff their bras just to make their breasts look bigger, dye their hair because they think it 'looks cool'. Those are the attention whores. Those are the ones who will sleep around
Please give my # 1 sum love he ROCKS..
I've been sitting here thinking and thinking.. I don't know how to look good.. I don't know how to be seductive.. I don't know how to be flirtation... I don't know how to tease.... I don't know the basics of being feminine.. I don't know how to be what most men want..   BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING I DO KNOW IS..   I KNOW HOW TO BE ME...   AND YOU KNOW WHAT...   THAT'S GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!!!
Fact of the day:    The most expensive martini costs $650. Currently it is only available in Newport Beach, California. The martini contains vintage which goes back to 1802, and came from Napoleon's reserve.     Joke of the day:   Way back in the time of the samurai, there was a powerful emperor. This emperor needed a new head samurai. So, he sent out a message to everybody he knew for them to send a message to who they knew, and so forth. A year passes, and only three people show up: a Japanese samurai, a Chinese samurai, and a Jewish samurai. The emperor asks the Japanese samurai to come in and demonstrate why he should be head samurai. The Japanese samurai opens up a matchbox, and out pops a little fly. WHOOOOOSH. The fly drops dead on the ground in 2 pieces! The emperor says, "That is very impressive!" Then the emperor asks the Chinese samurai to come in and demonstrate why he should be head samurai. The Chinese samurai opens up a matchbox and out pops a little fly. WHOOOOOOSH
I Awoke Ths Morning...
Hooray! My roommate "did" the dishes by throwing them out somewhere, then he stole a whole 5lb bag of chicken quarters... The other roommate simply laughs at my pissed-off nature. I have nothing to cook with, and practically nothing to eat.   On a lighter note. I'm going to be on the road for a bit. First L.A., then San Diego, Phoenix, Albequerque, and back here for a minute, before Cincinatti. While in Cincinatti, I'll be working out whether to head to NY or Dallas, but both are on my list. If you happen to have a place I can crash, please let me know! -Arthur
There Were More Fireworks Than The 4th! Hehe
We spent the day at Rockaway Beach. Mr. Dreamy trying to get the kite in the air, there wasn't much wind! lol Even caught a fire rainbow! Cuddling, waiting for dusk. Kissin by the fire! hehe Gettin our feets roasty, toasty!! lol Fireworks were just gettin started. We had a WONDERFUL time! Hope you enjoyed the show! hehe Thanks for lookin!
From La Cracka
From my Friend La Cracka...thank you for this inspiration..I love the song.  
What Your Birth Month Says About You Brandie just analyze what birth month say about him.For Brandie Koehler who birth on month November below are What Your Birth Month Says About You : * Has a lot of ideas* Difficult to fathom* Thinks forward* Unique and brilliant* Extraodinary ideas* Sharp thinking* Fine and strong clairvoyance* Can become good doctors* Careful and cautious* Dynamic in personality* Secretive* Inquisitive* Knows how to dig secrets* Always thinking* Less talkative but amiable* Brave and generous* Patient* Stubborn and hard-hearted* If there is a will, there is a way* Determined* Never give up* Hardly become angry unless provoked* Loves to be alone* Thinks differently from others* Sharp-minded* Motivates oneself* Does not appreciates praises* High-spirited* Well-built and tough* Deep love and emotions* Romantic* Uncertain in relationships* Homely* Hardworking* High abilities* Trustworhty* Honest and keeps secrets* Not able to control emotions* Unpredictable
In Nyc, Biggest Fireworks Show In Us Lights Up Sky
In NYC, biggest fireworks show in US lights up sky By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer Verena Dobnik, Associated Press Writer Sun Jul 5, 7:20 am ET NEW YORK – Fireworks lit the night sky above New York with a kaleidoscope of colors shooting 1,000 feet into the air on an Independence Day that began with the Statue of Liberty's crown opening to the public for the first time since Sept. 11, 2001. It was the nation's biggest fireworks display, with more than 22 tons of pyrotechnics exploding Saturday over a mile-and-a-half of the Hudson River, a new vantage point for New York's festivities. Millions of spectators watched from both sides of the river. Among them were Jamalat Bayoumy and his wife, Mosad Mohamad — food vendors who work near the river. They lost an estimated $1,000 in business when police asked them to shut down because of swelling crowds. "This is very nice," Bayoumy said, "but we're losing money in America." But, his wife adde
My Bar Tab
my bar tab is $1085 Lol This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work,
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i still don't know if i have enough strength to make it hour to hour, day to day. i know alot of these blogs lately are coming out as poor me, pity me, whatever. that's not my intention. i've just been using it as a place to get out what's been in my head, as i really don't have another place to let things out at the moment. i don't have a cell phone anymore. i don't have a computer that i can use regularly. at least not as regularly as i was using it before i moved back to jersey. my medications are keeping me calm for the most part. but i'm not sure calm is always the best thing for me. when i have too much time to myself instead of freaking out in anxiety, now i find myself slipping into a spiral of worse depression. i have a hard time reaching out to the friends i've had for years. and those same friends don't have a consistent way to get a hold of me either to try to help me through it. i know one person can't be the reason to move forward unless that one person is me, but i'm s
Open Letter Please Read
In the last week I have witnessed a total meltdown of people whom I thought were friends.  What is a friend?  This is a definition of friendship: Friendship is a personal relationship shared between each friend for the welfare of other, in other words, it is the relationship of trust, faith and concern for each other feelings. It is a relationship of mutual caring and intimacy among one another. A friend is one who knows you as a person and regards you for what you are and not what he or she is looking in a good friend. Best friend is one who accepts the good as well bad qualities of his friend and also takes an initiative in correcting and mending them. Friendship is a distinctive kind of concern for your friend, it is a relationship of immense faith and love for each other But apparently a Fubar lounge is more important then that..Fubar is a reality world its not the real world its a place to hang with ONLINE friends and to be seen or not..When one replaces their real world with th
Dark Alley
There was a woman who felt ugly and unwanted standing in a dark alley hidden from all stranger's view until the night one of those strangers peered deep into that darkness and said hello. Unsure of herself she decided she had nothing left to lose and responded. They talked for hours that first night. He told her she was pretty and sexy and she almost believed him. They continued to talk for many nights and with each conversation she began to care for him deeply. He made her believe that she really was attractive and sexy and that someone could, he could want her. He filled that dark alley with sunlight and the warmth felt so good on her face. He brought her out of her shell and gave her the confidence to do things for him she had never imagined doing for anyone, things she only wanted to do for him. Of course they had many ups and downs and he was gone for a while but when he returned she was always there waiting for him. He made her feel wanted and happy like she was worth something,
Wow Just Wow Lol
So I definitely had an interesting 4th of July lol.  I went to a friend's house for a party and it was a blast.  I just wanted to tell about some of the really interesting things that happened.  He had these like huge candles on sticks that are for keeping away mosquitos.  They were all lit on the other side of the yard kind of away from where any of us were sitting.  Suddenly for some reason I looked over at the one and was like OMG!  I don't know if it was wax from the candle or what but the ground below it was on FIRE.  A pretty decent size fire too.  I was like holy crap and ran over to where it was.  I didn't have anything to pour on it.  So I was like okay let's stomp the fire out.  Which was interesting to try and do as my pant legs are long, like as in they kind of go below the bottom of my foot.  So there I was pulling up my pant leg stomping on this fire.  It took at least 4 or 5 stomps to get it out.  Even later that night we looked and there was a HUGE burnt spot.   So th
Friends That's All
Hey People- I'm only here to make friends that's all....... I have a boyfriend..... So STOP trying to get with me...... If you are one of my friends you know that I don't cheat on my boyfriend.
One ?
1 question1 chance.1 honest answer.Thats all you get.You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX)Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is.No catch.But I dare you to repost this.And see what people ask you
My Bar Tab Is $915
my bar tab is $915 This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! :) Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or we
Brains And Interesting Converstaion
hmmm... always interested in interesting conversations.  guess i've never been good at small talk with people.  suppose the way i am makes that sorta thing difficult.  i'm more concerned with the bigger things in life to sweat the small stuff.   long story short, "what's the meaning of life?" "why are we here?" "what's the average velocity of a swallow in mid-air flight?"   i like to have conversations that probe our minds into enlightenment.  philosophy to sci-fi talk, real talk ;)  
Auditing Weekly Top Game Scores For Start Of Week 7/5 - 7/11
UPDATE 7/7/09 - Requirement has been changed from Top Weekly Score in one of the first 5, to Top Daily Score in *any* game.  This is not retro-active to previous scoring, so go get your top dailies and level up! UPDATE: If you are not in the below list of user ids and you also qualified to level up to 33 -- please bear with us.  We'll be re-examining the gaming requirement to decide if (and how) this should change, given the reliability of the company that hosts the scores for us.  That's all that can be done for now!  Continue to play as you will, but know the risk might be that your score isn't 100% gauranteed to be recorded and nothing will likely change with this situation until some time on Monday. As for thos ethat I've been able to find logs for -- level 32 fubar users that have been trying hard to place in the weekly top scores, sorry for the mishap but we've manually run through all scoring from 12am PST through right now and here is the list of users that have obtained week
Boner Brigade
Accepting applications from the hottest women on Fubar to join and represent the latest exclusive membership club on Fubar the Topdawg Boner Brigade!  I hope to establish a harem of the most beautiful women on Fubar modeled after the most successful groups already on here.  Shoot me a message if you might be interested.
The Parker Brothers were nothing short of geniuses. Their contribution to forms of enterntainment have lasted far beyond the technologies of todayis amazing. Who has not spent countless hours playing Monopoly, Clue, or even Sorry. Amongst all of these games of our youth, one comes to mind that brought me the most fun. RISK written just like that in big caps, with emphasis placed on the word that should permenately remain.             The premise of this game was to stratagize and execute a plan to conquer the world. How coincedental the premise of ones life mirrors that concept. Can you or more importantly are you capable of taking the RISK to conquer the world you have built for yourself? Many will go thru life making all the safe choices that will not rattle the cage. Getting lost in the clouds of contentment somehow are thought to shadow them from the heat brought on by life. Soon Monday is no different from Tuesday, Wednesday feels like deja- vu, Thursday must be Friday and Saturd
A Love Lesson
I have had one of my boys come to me and ask about a situation between him and a good female friend of his. They have been best of friends for a long time and despite her current situation with her boyfriend, she wants him or should I say she think she does. Now we  know that there is a thin line between lovers and friends. I am sure we all have dealt with a situation like he is currently having. Whether to act on these feelings they both share or let them remain dorment and ignored. Can one really give sound advice on love? I don't think we can, but we can share experience about love. So I told him a story or a glimpse into a personal love lesson. Not to hint on how things might turn out for him but how they did for me. Here is that glimpse into my mind before and after I made my decison on whether to act on those feelings. (Yin) There is a comfort that I feel when I'm with you, No one else offers this security the way that you do, Lately the time that we have spent together and on t
  MYSELF by Edgar Albert Guest       I have to life with myself, and so, I want to be fit for myself to know; I want to be able as days go by Always to look myself straight in the eye; I don’t want to stand with the setting sun And hate myself for the things I’ve done. I don’t want to keep on a closet shelf A lot of secrets about myself, And fool myself as I come and go
Your Future
The powers that be have done a phenomenal job at keeping the American citizen disillusioned and disenfranchised. Separate but equal is more than a motto of thought, it is the thread that binds both u and me from the unfiltered truth's of the wicked and angels without wings. These government officials have formulated a culture for themselves which can best be described as a modern day "democratic" hierarchy. Families that birth generations of politicians are no different than Kings and Queens birthing future Kings and Queens. They live in their fenced and heavily guarded mansions, with luxury cars, and trips to high society locations. All while u and I pick up the tab for this "public servant" or "voice of the people". Your voice has been muffled by capitalistic ideals taught and executed by those driven not by justice, goodwill, or the pursuit of our happiness. Instead the mockery of so called elections grant us officials whose agenda is written with the "green pen"(Do
Beautiful U Are
Its always worth it. Just because the fairytale is not the script that you wrote, don't fake the funk on whats real. It sucks I know especially when time has been spent. Now its all in the way that you look at what was had. PHREEDUM comes when you can let go of the lost and cherish what you have found. There is good in everything cause God made it, as we get older you see that we are the ones who tend to mess things up. I am handing out keys and I guess this is one of love. It may stir up memories but I hope it manifest a thought. Be good Be safe Be beautiful   Beauty is the word most prescribed for the essence of you                          Every moment with you underlines the context of this being true All I can do is think about ways I can make that smile spark Undeniable the love for which you will always have in this heart Toughiest of times we made it thru believing  in one another If I could have made it last forever, that song would be full of wonder From out of nowher
We live according to time and there is very few of moments when the world closely monitors the arrival of one thing. 2008 is now upon us, no longer a number chased the time is now. Amazing how the emphasis place on that day wiped the slates clean in the minds of hundreds of millions. If looked at under the microscope one might confuse it as hope on the grandest of scales. I would love to own the word resolution and not have to work the entire year for how much it is said. Honesty is the key right? Well forget all that smoke of the moment and set fire to what it is you really want to accomplish. Resolutions often become revolutions around  a dream. Just going in circles and riding the highs and lows. I want to congratulate each and everyone of you for the one thing you can achieve this year. Your PHREEDUM, the person you have wanted to be, the person you have become. Whatever you have been dealing and fighting with, putting off due to circumstance, and all the other things you know you
Atheist Nexus
Atheist Nexus celebrates its 1st birthday on July 10, and it has a goal of reaching 10,000 members by this day. Please consider joining.Nexus provides a 'theist-free' zone for nontheists to chat, debate, blog and give others support. The site includes numerous forums, blogs, and a chat room.Also, there are 485 groups on Nexus. Some are national and regional groups which can put you in touch with local nontheists. Others are interest related: science, photography, writing, parenting, Shakespeare, GLBT, evolution, etc.Primarily, Nexus provides social support for nontheists. However, it is not in competition with other organizations. In fact, one of its aims is to support them. Many already have their own groups on Nexus: American Atheists, Atheist Alliance International, American Humanist Association, Secular Student Alliance, and many more.Prominent nontheist members include PZ Myers, Margaret Downey, Roy Speckhardt (AHA), Dale McGowan, Hemant Mehta (The Friendly Atheist), and James Mor
Once upon a time there was a boy, he lived far beyond his years. He was often seen by friends to be cultured and mysterious, from all the adventures he spoke of. He never mirrored the same feelings that they did, for he felt his life was greatly unfulfilled. It  wasn't until his addiction to lust dissolved and took a new shape in love. That's right, he had met his match and it made him as clumsy as a doe. He would in fact prove to be a fumbler.....unable to get a grip at the best thing he had ever known.On the otherside of the world was a girl. Her beauty was far beyond magical, and yet she remained oblivious to just how gorgeous she was. She lived in the moment, never allowing herself to get wrapped in anything but her present. Little did she know that one day she would cross paths with a man who would make her see a future. It is a road that would lead to her own self discovery and give her a love that would have a tint of pain. Forgiveness and the will to "yet love" would have to be
A Smudged Window
A demented siren call to one's destruction. The sins of the parents bestowed upon their progeny. Of demon born and demon bred. Soullessly playing an angel's role. Phantom masquerades where none dare show a true visage. Darkened mirrors lining forgotten halls. Somber silence and shifting shadows. One's life poured recklessly amid the artists' paints. Crimson dreams and ebony stones. All for naught, a fire-walk across glass shards, proving nothing. Forget nothing.          
If I Say So
If I say I love you,Would you say you love me too?IF I say I miss you,Would you say you miss me too? If we ever got together,Would it be forever?I know that you say you love me,But is it really true? I just want to tell you,That I love you too
When I Met You
When I met youI was scared to talk to youWhen I talked to youI was scared to kiss youWhen I kissed youI was scared to hold you When I hold youI was scared to love you Now that I love youI'm scared to loose you
Music Player, Please Give This A Listen!!
Please listen to some awesome music on my player..From Cyanna, to many bands that played at the Isle of Wight Festival over the years... Some cracking tunes including Muse, Hendrix, The Script, The Doors, Any Winehouse, Prodigy, the Sex Pistols and loads more! Music Playlist at
What I Look Like
im David im 20 im a single man who lives in the glove  the waterford side i do alot of sports like basketball,golf,football,pool.  im 5'5 a 135-140 pounds brown hair blue eyes.
Sakis Rovas Greek Singer Is Simply The Best! Links Inside!!
  I absolutely adore Sakis Rouvas. He is a Greek singer and has such a gift. He's a fantastic performer singer and actor. Please show him your support!!   Sakis Rouvas official Myspace page   Sakis Rouvas on Facebook!   Some great songs by Sakis rouvas, Pleasre go look!   Sakis Rouvas - This Is Our Night   Sakis Rouvas - Suspicious Minds   Sakis Rouvas - I'm in love with you   Sakis Rouvas - Na Magapas
How To Delete Your Account
HOW TO DELETE YOUR ACCOUNT How do I delete my profile? Log into your account and go to your “profile” settings under the “my” drop down menu on the top left side of your homepage. Next, click on the “delete profile” link on the bottom left of your profile settings page. If you are above level 21, you will need to contact fubar support to delete. Before your profile will be deleted you MUST do the following: Turn off EVERYTHING but your name and one photo, including all alerts Make sure all information and photos are deleted. This means that you will just be numbers and there is no personal data on your page. Once that is finished, send a private message to support. After that message is sent, delete your name and photo. You will then be deleted.
Check Out My Myspace Page!
I have some awesome music on my page, as well as about me, and blogs!   Add me OK!!!  
Amazing Band Cyanna
This is an awesome band CYANNA, they are an alternative band They are utterly fantastic and you really should give them a listen.. So please go check out there links I put in here. If you have myspace, where I spend more time than here, then add them OK.. CYANNA'S Official website. CYANNA'S Official Myspace page CYANNA'S Facebook page Cyanna Youtube channel Go cheak out CYANNA'S Shine music vid   Also like fire By Cyanna
Meaning Of Flag Draped Coffin
All Americans should be given this lesson. Those who think that America is an arrogant nation should really reconsider that thought. Our founding fathers used GOD's word and teachings to establish our Great Nation and I think it's high time Americans get re-educated about this Nation's history. Pass it along and be proud of the country we live in and even more proud of those who serve to protect our 'GOD GIVEN' rights and freedoms. I hope you take the time to read this ... To understand what the flag draped coffin really means ... Here is how to understand the flag that laid upon it and is surrendered to so many widows and widowers. Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we learn something new every day!  The 1st f
Happy 4th Of July!.....
Believe It...
Test New Link
If Have Or Are Going To Rate/ Fan/ Add Me Please Read This! There Have And Still Are Errors On My Account !
I have been away from fubar since Feb. I honestly was just burnt out. I come back to find out it's not keeping any of my friend requests, sometimes even from a few days back. I hope to get this resolved from fubar support. If you have fanned, added and rated me and I haven't accepted, don't take it personally since I didn't know. Please rerate/ fan/ add me again and send me a message! If you Fan/ Add/ Rate me for the first time also send me a message! I'm buying Auto 11's for fubucks if you are interested please send me a message and let me know how much. I hope you had a great 4th of July Vixxen
Example Of Friendship
I have been playing with my animation program and I quite enjoy it.  If you'd like something made for you, message me and we can work something out.   Much love   Shell
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Sooo...Putin has banned all casinos in the entire Russia, nationwide.   I have REALLY mixed feelings about it.   Being from Moscow, I cannot explain the amount of fuckin casinos that littered my beautiful city, bringing all sorts of shady oil mafia magnates. As if Moscow wasn't ALREADY a cesspool of illegal activity in the entire country, they all had to come down to those fuckin casinos.   BUT...I cant even fathom how many underground gambling holes will open up...
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Major Names
WOW!! who would have guessed 2009 will be the year that alot of major names in entertainment, show biz and sports would just drop like flies like crazy, from David Carradine to Ed McMahon to Farrah Fawcett to Michael Jackson to Billy Mayes to Steve McNair. I mean, in all due respect we spend time to reflect on these people for taking part either giving back to the people, help make people lives alittle bit easier with clean up, making movies, music or hell, passing the pig skin and looking to score that big touch down, or legends dies hard.  Many would think it would be Patrick Swayze be next to embrace the good lords name, but it seems everytime you turned around someones bites the dust. This is just unreally for the past couple of weeks. All I can say, My prayers are with the family and friends of the fallen heros, and may the heroes rest in peace.
Beach And The Sun I Love The 4th
today was a nice memory than the crapy ones im so full in my head.for once i had a compeltly normal day ..."what i think is normal" i was happy and i heard no one in my family yell with hate or rage. a rare thing to have a nice thought about your family i heard in one of my books that  says you..."should live for today,and look foward for tomorrow" for once im look foward for tomorrow. 
Upon the advice of my friends, I'm listening more closely to the advice of my friends. Perfect strangers, however, can read my profile and leave their advice after the beep. Where it will likely be ignored.
Civilian Friends Vs Military Friends
CIVILIAN FRIENDS  vs  MILITARY FRIENDS CIVILIAN FRIENDS:  get upset when you are too busy and coz of that don’t talk to them for a week. MILITARY FRIENDS: are happy when you they see you again after many years and continue the conversation you both started earlier. CIVILIAN FRIENDS: never ask for food. MILITARY FRIENDS: are the reason why you don’t have food in the kitchen CIVILIAN FRIENDS: call you parents, Mister and Mrs. MILITARY FRIENDS: call you parents, Mom and Dad.
The Things I Do For This Man
My meat head needs your Fu-Bucks. He's a stingy ass and wants the spotlight again.  So I'm thinking you all should go give him some. Yep. Whadda ya say??   Captain Cooter@ fubar
Keiko Yamada sat patiently on the Arabesque rug basking in the illumination of the candle glow. Her skin reflected a lovely peach colored resplendence in the darkened room. She waited quietly for Jeremy. She was totally his tonight—body and soul. He led her to the bedroom of the old Victorian house decorated with mahogany furniture and an opulent canopy bed. He had unzipped her blue silk dress, and the featherweight raiment glided along the refined curvature of her petite body onto the floor. He had touched her soft shoulders lightly and smiled as he savored the vision before him. Her sweet perfume was an intoxicating mist emanating the room. Her large pomegranate breasts were freed as he unsnapped her azure lace bra. After kissing her breasts and sucking her hardened nipples, he ran his hands down her hips and carefully removed her matching lace panties. Jeremy removed a pair of leather cuffs from the wooden tea poi, and she instinctively yielded her delicate hands to her poss

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