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Send Them To Me
I  love looking into eyes. The deeper I look the more I can see your soul. Would love to look into your eyes. 
Come Celebrate With Me Tonight
Hey my peeps.... Coem celebrate my new position with me as Manager of Centerfolds 2000!!!  Drinks on me tonight so get your booty on down and join us...   Centerfolds 2000
Very Informative Piece Of Rubbish ;)
So many people ask me what PMSL means  so instead of explaining it please read this and rate it 10 or 11   Pisses   My   Self   Laughing       There - now maybe you wont ask again :) xxxxxx ROFLMAO    
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Men Here Are Your Answers..
WARNING THIS MAY BE OFFENSIVE IF IT OFFENDS YOU GET THE FUCK TO STEPPIN OFF MY PAGE.. LMFAO..        men say women need affection.. If I want affection i can get a hug from my son or friends..   Men say women need companionship I got a cat thankyou lol..   Men say women need sex like they do.. I say fuck that i can get a wet ass just as well with toys..   Men say we need them to carry heavy stuff.. yeah we do so i can get my sons to do it thankyou lmfao..   Men say what size are your titties. well I say what size is your dick is it more than 8 inches? lmfao..   The moral of this storie is wtf is a man good for again? lmfao rotff..                    
Beef Short Ribs W/dry Rub And Homemade Salsa
Short ribs -are one of the most flavorful cuts of beef.  Not much needs to be done -just a dry rub made of salt, pepper, oregano, red pepper flakes, and a biy of crushed garlic, cooked over charcoal  Salsa from diced tomatoes, green onions, bell peppers, and oregano, pepper, salt, parsley, and red wine vinegar.  Its almost done -yay!! 
Fortune Cookie
Lol, I just went out for some dinner. As I was about to read my fortune cookie a huge 350+ pound smelly man stood in front of me. I was thinking to myself "damn, shoot me before I get that huge". Then I read my fortune. "The love of you life is right in front of your eyes"  I'm not feeling too good anymore.
My Bio
Bitchy Witchy was born in 1989 to a family of French Poodle trainers. Her father was strict with the whip, her mother generous with the kibble. It was a chaotic environment full of loud yipping and harsh French accents. She never got along well with the other children, always smelling like wet poodle and threatening the big kids without having the muscle to back it up...but she adapted well, and eventually found her niche in society, hounding others for scraps and jumping through hoops for spare change. As she got older, she experienced a love for fire, incorporating a flaming hoop into her act...which later led to tragedy. When Bitchy was 19, she "accidentally" set fire to the neighbors house..and car...and garage...and boyfriends house..and boyfriends car..and hair...and well, let it suffice to say that the Great Fire of 08 won't soon be forgotten.
Whatever I Want
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OMG  Someone reported one of my photos as NSFW    PALEEEEEEZ!  I have seen worse.  Get over it!
Darkness And Depth
This, just breifly is to describe an encounter I had today on my way to the library here. I wear comic book based tshirts, a lot. Whenever I dont have a job interview or whatever lined up, Its just me, I figure, pretty much everybody wears clothing that doubles as advertisements so i might as well wear an advert for something good, decent and worthwhile, and while Superman, Captain Marvel, WonderWoman, or in this case the Flash probably doesnt exsist on this earth at this time, the ideals and values they fight so hard for are worthy of promotion even in a society as dedicated to evil as our own. So Im walking up the street with my Flash t shirt on with the big white dot crossed with a Lightning Bolt and all and Im not doing it to please anyone but myself, and frankly Im used to the lears and jibes of the snooty bunch Seattle people generally are (funnily enough there are more comic book shops in walking distance of my place here then there ever were when I lived down in LA-in high scho
Today has been a tiring day. Moving cupboards and filing cabinets at work. Followed by an hour of badminton, followed by near enough an hour and a half of football. Not sure I'll be able to walk tomorrow.
Okok It's Time To Do This!!
So, in my quest to stay one step ahead of living on the streets in this era of greed and more greed, I went ahead and got some pictures of the cancerous testicle. I didnt want to do it, even with the low quality of my digital camera I really dont want the image of my privates floating around but the "parents" seem to think I was making the whole thing up for some reason, so I figgered they need to know and since hospitals wont have anything to do with the truly destitute, I went ahead and did it. Anyway, so I sent the photos-two of them specifically, and very tastefully done, which was hard to do with the camera requiring on hand and not wanting to show off any more than necessary using the other to cover areas not presently afflicted, and that was about a week ago. I expected no reply as I may have mentioned the "parents" in this case consider me of little to no signifigance- I was adopted basically because they believed themselves unable to breed, and the later arrival of my brother
Ultraman Kicks Red King Ass Lol
wanna see some funny ass old japanese monster movie then check out ultraman vs red king in video stash! 
Dead Tone
Hey guys you should definitely keep an eye out for this movie! Its a recut of 7eventy 5ive... Definitely worth watching!!!    
I'm Sorry My Master
I've done a bad thing. . . I've made my Master feel as if I am ashamed of him. I want him and the world to know that I am not. I have been reluctant to discuss my Master with the ladies that I work with, both because I doubt that they would understand the unique situation of my chosen lifestyle and because my ex just recently left me and I have been afraid of what they would say about the swiftness with which I have bonded with my Master. In short I have lied about my Master, my lover, my friend, and my fiance. I am so sorry my love. I feel terrible about hiding you. It is something I never should have done. Please forgive me, Love. I will wear my collar without deciet and always take pride in what I am and what you make of me. I love you, my one and only, my darling, my Master, and my lover.
It Hurts, But It Sure Feels Good
injuries are not uncommon in my line of work, but when it happens, it takes a hell of a lot of time to sink it all in...and then after all the pain goes away, you look back on it, realize you lived through it, and you come out of it a stronger person.. some would even say that about almost anything in life..some of you within the reading range of my blog might be going through hell, but I'm here to tell you that you will will make it. and then you can say to yourself, "Hey This Hurts, But It Sure Feels Good"
I'm not a biker, but I did stay at a Holiday Inn Express last night!
Im Just So Fabulous
I'm Ambitious. I Live Life to its Fullest!. I'm an Angel in Disguise. I'm a Simple Woman Who Is Very Easy To Please. I Never Stop Talking. I Love The Colors Red And Pink. I Love To Laugh and have a good time. I Always Keep it Real. I'm Fake For No One! I Do What I Want. I Either Talk Too Much or Don't Talk At All. I Love Being The Center of Attention. Sometimes I Kiss And Tell. Life would suck Without Music. I Love My Family, And my Friends. I Believe In God. I Love Being a MoM. Pink Carnations Are My Favorite. I love to Dream. Sometimes I wish Life could be a little easier. I'm Addicted To Panties, and Shoes, They are the greatest. I'm spoiled. Men Fascinate Me and I Love Being Around Them. I Like Rain. Summer is my favorite season. I have kids they are my life. I'm Outgoing. I'm Outspoken. I'm physco when pissed off. I hug others When They Are Sad. I am a good listener. I'm a True Friend. I Want You. I Stand Up For What I Believe In. I'm Unpredictable. I'm Wild and Crazy When I wanna
Vet Arrested For Playing Amazing Grace
PS: I am so proud to see your "boss" have thee Constitution and thee Bill of Rights hanging on his wall instead of a half of a dozen diplomas!   (Sabrina)   Hello, I forgot to mention something that I think is VERY IMPORTANT. After I was arrested in Gatlinberg they of course took my tri focal safety glass's. I CANNOT read small print without them. When we got to jail, they handed me a few papers to sign, I asked if I could have my glass's so I could read what I was signing. The answer was a big no! I told them I did not want to sign something that I could not read, they intimidated me into signing those papers. I was told sign or else????? They actually had to point with their fingers where they wanted me to sign and of course under the stress and pressure, I signed. I have NO CLUE what I signed.   Then, when my ex wife arrived to get me out I was again asked to sign papers. Again, I asked for my glass's. I was told by one smart a$$ that if I didn't sign
Wanna Party?
Hey any female from PA/NJ/DE/MD/VA area....I might have a free week at a condo in Dewey Beach, DE   U must be open minded, like to party, not offended by nudity (beaches or at home) and hopefully single.  Sometime in July or August  not sure when yet   LOL seriously, let me know
So I Have Quit Smokin
I quit smoking four days ago.  I have the first step kid of Nicoderm CQ and it seems to help a lot.  I have my very special newfound friend to thank for it.  I have support as well.  I have been working a lot these days and I know I haven't been on in awhile.  But life is life right?  I have had a lot of ups and downs and have pretty much lost two ppl that I thought were friends but turns out, they have talked shit behind my back.  But that is okay.  I am me and that is all that matters.  I already have one person to replace both of them and they are much better than the two of them put together and then some.  The kids are growing super fast.  My youngest starts school this year and I am freaking out a little.  But now is my time to go to school too.  I always said that when the youngest one goes, I go too.  I am excited and a bit scared but I have my new friend to support me.  I want to thank them for being here for me and supporting me.  I am gonna need every bit I can get.  Thank y
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DaisyBlue wrote me a limerck...   There once was a girly named Woo.Giving MuMM Noobs a clue.A hobby of hers,Things could be worse,Than Woo running riot on Fu!!!       lmaooooooooooooo
  Day after day and night after night I sit here. Why am I consumed with this all encompassing sense of empty sadness? At night I can hear all the nocturnal sounds... crickets making their endless chirping – coyotes calling to each other – the horses making their habitual demands. I am surrounded by life but none which can touch me.   So, I sit and I wait. Eventually I allow my imagination to roam across the wall of my prison. I start at the far upper left corner of the wall and make a tracing pattern across to the opposite end. Then back again to the other side…. back and forth until the pattern is completed on each wall. The scrutiny of my eyes seek out each and every flaw to be uncovered.   Why do I look for flaws? I know there are flaws. I've seen them a million times over. Yet, here I sit waiting and watching and listening.  
A Dad's Story
A Dad's Story   On July 22nd I was in route to Washington, DC for a business trip. It was all so very ordinary until we landed in Denver for a plane change. As I collected my belongings from the overhead bin, an announcement was made for Mr. Lloyd Glenn to see the United Customer Service Representative immediately. I thought nothing of it until I reached the door to leave the plane and I heard a gentleman asking every male if he were Mr. Glenn. At this point, I knew something was wrong, and my heart sank.    When I got off the plane, a solemn-faced young man came toward me and said, 'Mr. Glenn, there is an emergency at your home. I do not know what the emergency is,
Things That Make You Go Hmmmm
Just wondering how some people on here could be always going to work but yet they are online here constantly changing their status's and uploading new pics. Online  all night long talking to people and making salutes then online all day uploading them but yet they say they have to go to work. Ummm sleeping in front of the computer is not work! Why would they lie about it other than to make themselves look like they are something they are not. Some people on Fubar just lie lie lie. Maybe they need sunshine. Why do people block you from veiwing their page but constantly checks out your page? Why block if you are so interested in what I am doing? I can't stand people who pretend they don't like drama but choose it! I just find it funny that I am not hiding my profile. Then again I am not doing anything that warrants being hidden. I don't give 2 flips if you rate me because you all rate each other 10 anyway, what's the use? Little fake ego boost on your 500+ pics? Why do people usually ha
Awesome Drink
take one part southern comfort, one part ameretto, shake in ice. pour in to glass. top off with sour mix. damn good. its a creeper.
Prayer and meditation are the means of our daily contact with our Higher Power.  Frankly though, for some survivors, even the mention of the word prayer can trigger painful flashbacks.  Often it was the very people who abused us who taught us how to pray and who espoused "religious values."   These experiences created for us an image of God who looked an awful lot like our abuser.  If we turn to a Higher Power that we believe is abusive in any way, we are still victims.  Rather, we need to find a Higher Power that is on our side and to establish daily conscious contact for our healing and growth.   T. Thomas Surviving with Serenity   By daily turning to our Higher Power in prayer, we gain inner strength and guidance for our lives as well as the courage to reach out to other survivors for help when we are in need.
Fun And Intersting Suicide Ideas.
Depressed? Thinking of jumping off a road bridge into the great beyond? DONT! Firstly, just think of the impact this will have on the traffic, did you think of that? No? Didn’t think so. Just because you feel like dying doesn’t mean others should have to suffer.Secondly, throwing yourself off a road bridge is common and dull, don’t even think of cutting yourself either (stupid emo...) what you need is something fun, and interesting, maybe even amusing to watch. What you need to do is read this article, it will teach you everything you need to know.So put that noose away, pull the loaded pistol away from your face, take your head out of the oven. You should be happy and take pride in your suicide.Contents    * 1 The AOPSFAIWTCS    * 2 Rules for a fun and interesting death    * 3 Official Scoring    * 4 Members    * 5 See also The AOPSFAIWTCSFor starters, we are very twisted and weird people for coming up with this so hopefully you didn't come here seeking help. You wil
The Hanging Tree
These pictures are of one Hanging Tree that is located close to Cross lake off of Blanchard Road.  There is also another tree that is said to be on Lakeshore Drive.  According to legend at the Lakeshore Drive tree, it is where an old plantation owner hung his slaves that did something wrong.  Not only would he hang them, but he would also burn them and torture them as they were dying (thanks to Jessica for this info).  There are also some old shacks around that area that were used to film a movie, called MOUNTAINTOP MOTEL MASSACRE.  It is also said to be 10-15 degrees colder when you stand underneath the tree.  The area is also said to be very dangerous due to drug deals and other things
Oakland Plantation
As legend has it, the old Oakland Plantation on Sligo Road is said to be haunted.  Supposedly, a man named Dr. Abel Skannal, who built the house in the 1830's, killed his wife there and kept her in the attic in a coffin.  It was said the body was discovered after the Doctor's death.  Dr. Skannal was also known to be a practical joker, which could be one reason that the coffin was in his atticThere was also a woman that lived at Oakland Plantation by the name of Melinda McCallon Coyer while her father was remodeling the house.  One thing that was said to have happened was one winter night, her and her sister woke up during the night, freezing and shivering.  They noticed that they had no blankets on.  Once they turned on the light, the blankets were in the corner, as if someone had taken them off of the children during the night.  Another story was that the thermostat in the house never worked.  If it was set on 80 degrees, it would be set to zero sometime during the night, without anyo
Sad To Say Goodbye
yesterday I had to say goodbye to my puppy shadow he will be missed
C.e. Byrd High School
C.E. Byrd High School C.E. Byrd was built in 1925 and is Shreveport's oldest high school.  It's currently a popular choice for 8th Graders ready to finish their last four years of high school.  In 2006, Byrd was the most populated school in the area, and it quite possibly may still retain that title.  But C.E. Byrd has a dark side that is unknown to some, but shared by many.There are two tales that continue to float through Byrd, shared by both students and faculty.  For students that have attended Byrd, many have been told of the swimming pool that used to be in the school's sub-basement, known around campus as "the Catacombs."  The swimming pool was closed sometime between 30's to early 50's.  There reason for such a time gap in the closing is that I've heard several different dates on the actual closing.  Two factors may have played a part in the pool's closing, that being the scare of spreading Polio and Smallpox through the water, and since Fair Park wanted a pool as we
In The Summer
   in the summer of 1997 I was 18 years old I went to Texas to just visit my sister there here name is sues one day she and  her husband asked me to go to a picnic with them and there friends I agreed  to go we went to there friends house it was a couple with two little girls that  was about  7&8 years old but thy had some problems they had bran sisters  and there mind had the composite of a 2&3 year old and thy just spoke Spanish and no English well when we got to the river I had never seen anything like on one side the river was so shallow that a person can drive there car on it and the other it was about there feet deep with a waterfall in the middle  that is  about ½ the size of a side walk  with wide deep groves in it a bout the size of a mans lag now on one side of the falls the water is come that It looks like glass and the other side of the water is so wiled and fast that it has cut the rock be low the falls in the shape of coral like some thing that you would only see in pl
to anyone who is out there and has a heart for the cute and fuzzy little things we call dogs i have a touching story for you. I work at a pet store and a girl came in over the weekend and posted a little flyer about her little yorkie named cooper. he has a inguinal hernia. he also was diagnosed with a medium sized hole between his left and right ventricles in his heart called ventricular septal defect. for both surgeries it will be over 5000 dollars. His owner is already behind 1000 dollars because last thursday he had to have an emergency surgery because his hernia tore open and his insides were hanging out and he was unresponsive. he still has to have the surgery on his heart. she has till october to come up with the money. so i am going to help raise some money hopefully at a disc golf tournament this saturday and maybe some at church as well. So please pray for cooper talbert and his mom/owner adrienne. if you would like to help email me at Thanks a mill
Serious Business!
There are very few people that take life experiences and work hard to make a positive influence. This very wonderful person,not only served our Country,but is a positivie influence for others. He is an artist,please take a moment to check his work out. site is $safe_uid_dname@ fubar
T.i. Justin Timberlake Dead And Gone - Cry Me A River Mix (cover By Philbert Simon)
Another cute one from bathroom stars!   He is such a cutie!
Think The Record Is Broken
going round and round doing the same shit....just how much crap are you ment to take b4 you finaly say enough is enough and you just stop trying and if you stop trying does it mean you stop caring some times I care others I just think whats the point its never going to change or get any better.....maybe its karma for another life that I keep getting shit on over and over again this time round but just wish I could remember what the fucking hell I did in my past life that was so fucking bad that all I seem to get is shit in this one....ok got the kids thats the only good thing I can think of.
Grandma Humor
Grandma is eighty-eight years old and still drives her own car. She writes: Dear Grand-daughter, The other day I went up to our local Christian book store and saw a 'Honk if you love Jesus' bumper sticker .. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting. So, I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. Boy, am I glad I did; what an uplifting experience that followed. I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good he is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that lots of people love Jesus! While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, and then he leaned out of his window and screamed, 'For the love of God!' 'Go! Go! Go! Jesus Christ, GO!' What an exube
An Update
I just though I would update everyone on what is going on in my life at the moment. I find it slightly funny that I feel the need to blog amout such mundane things, but as I know that people will ask, here it is. I've been in the hospital for the past couple of days and as it turns out those really bad stomach/side pains I was having last week were being caused by a kidney infection. But now I'm back home and tired as hell, so I'm going to crash out.   ~V. V.~
If I Were A Boy Ft. Phil Simon
This is my favorite video by them.. Mainly because, I ADORE, Phil, lol. Keep in mind, most of their music is done, in the washroom!   I guess I can not post the video here.. lol.. but, trust me, take a look.
Juju Road
One story on Juju Road is that during the slave days, a slave named "Juju" was hung for looking at or raping a white girl.  They say the tree is right over the road and that at night you can see him hanging from the branch.  Another story is that "Juju" was a slave that had been free after the Civil War, and that one day there were two children fishing on a bridge, and Juju killed them.  They hung him and he was buried in a cemetery on Swan Lake Road, marked only by an old oak tree. An E-mail from Wimberly:Two friends and I went down there plenty of times to just hang out on the dirt road. I had a two door ranger and we were sitting on the back of the truck when we heard what sounded like a tree limb break. All three of us stood up to see what had happened and yes sir we saw a black man hanging from a tree limb. His head was leaning over towards the river next to a tree looking down. We all jumped into our trucks started going back down the road towards Airline drive. We got
Visiting Caledon In Second Life
Tired of the trashed mainlands? How about an entire cluster of inter-connected Second Life regions with no ad-farms, no lagging dance clubs, none of the usual junk that's plagued most of the mainland grid? The Independent State of Caledon was acquired from Linden Labs some years ago and has remained as it was ~ a victorian-era region where creativity, beauty and a bit of Steampunk style run wild.  Presenting.. Caledon:
Deacon Frost
over the years, since when i first joined cherrytap, and now fubar (for those of you that dont remember :P) I have learned quite a bit about this site and the people on it. learned the classes and the politics of the site. This is probably the best site on the web for social networking, and I have met some great people and some people that id rather avoid...dont worry chances are if you are reading this, you dont fall in to the latter group! ok to my point. Some of you remember when I was Deacon Frost, and when my attitude on fubar switched from the cold, unsensored person i used to be, esp in mumms, i dropped the :Frost" from my name. And since have had some epiphanies and failed attempts at meeting people, and its been a great social experience over all. But i wondered if i should get back to some of my Frost. I have become the clown/flirt on fubar and its alot of fun but i havent been the asshole in a while.   sorry its so long lol   as you were
That's It... Tick Off The Whole World Just To Get At One Guy....
This is one of the many things I have to put up with. I'll preface this blog by reiterating that it is the job of the bouncers to help enforce the Terms of Service. We don't play referee. If one informs you that you're breaking TOS by doing something, please comply with the instructions you're given. Don't be like this guy here. Me: You know you have to change that status message... right? Me: You can't attack other members in a status message. If you have problems with members here, your recourse is to block them or simply not interact with them. We won't tolerate this behavior here. Him: REALLY??? HE ATATCKS ME EVERYDAY . Me: Then be the better man. Moreso, stop offending other users who aren't involved. Please change your status. Him: WHY DONT U GO TO HIS PROFILE, AND CHK HIS MUMMS AND POST Me: We'll worry about that at another point. Right now, I'm asking YOU to change your status. (changes his status to another one with the term "sand-n*gger" in it, referencing the same
The Rendall Building
The Rendall Building The Rendall Building is located at 601 Texas Street in downtown Shreveport, and is said by some to be one of the most haunted places in town.  This building was built in 1922 on the site of another building that was also owned by the Rendall's.  Since it originally was a drug store, the basement was essentially a large walk-in freezer.  Conveniently enough, the Caddo Courthouse is only a stone's throw from the Rendall Building, so the Rendall's large freezer was used to keep the corpses on ice.  It is also said that some of the local funeral homes also used the freezer for their corpses. Since then, the building has had several tenants, such as Rockmore's Italian Restaurant, Zero Gravity night club, and most recently, Caliente Mexican Restaurant.  Despite the building's activity, the ghosts have still lingered around the building over the years.  Recently, I received an email from a man named Charlie, recounting some of the different experiences that he
Taylortown Bell Tower
Taylortown Bell Tower Taylortown is a small town right outside of Bossier City.  There's not much in Taylortown, but it's infamous for one thing, which is the bell tower.  At one time, the bell tower was part of the Methodist Episcopal Church of Taylortown, when it was built in 1907.  The church was designed by John Dorch and built of Gothic-style architecture.  The church was only used for sermons once a month by a circuit pastor, who stayed at the homes of town residents, due to the great distances between the churches on his circuit.  As the small church's congregation dwindled down, the church was eventually abandoned.  Legend has it that a bride was waiting in the bell tower for her fiancé, who has killed in a car crash on his way to pick her up.  She apparently was so grief stricken that she fell down the steps and died.  Others say she hung her self in the bell tower, and on moonlit nights, you can hear the ringing of the bell and a woman's scream.  Another tale is th
Jamming Pussy Cat
Home, Home At Last
Sunday's homecoming was delightful.  The family renting my hosue was still there when I stopped over, and a little boy wanted to see my chickens.  I led him into the barn, where he promptly freaked out.  (In all fairness to the kid, my barn is dark and scary.)  I got him to be brave and stick with me while I fetched Lola, and then we took her out to meet and greet the whole clan.  She stood on a bald guy's shoulder, then climbed onto his head.  I'm sure she scratched him terribly, but he pretended to enjoy it.  Lola (who is maybe a hen, maybe a rooster) did her part to let a lot of old men hold her and pet her.  It took everything I had not to whisper seductively in a lola-holder's ear, "So, you like my half-cock?"  Damnit.  I really wish I had a rooster.  Next year.Anyway, as the family was leaving, the bald guy lingered.  He'd just finished showering, was the last to go, and we stood out in my yard, chatting.  He asked me about my book project, wondered if it wasn't a cookbook, but
Forbing Railroad Tracks
Forbing Railroad Tracks The train tracks that run through the town of Forbing are said to be haunted by a man with no head.  The story says that the man was hit by a train many years ago and taking off his head.  He can be seen at midnight looking for his head, but you can only see a light from his lantern moving down the tracks.  There is also a story of a school bus full of children that was hit by a train.  It is said if you put flour on the front of your car , place your car in neutral right before you get to the tracks, that you will be pushed by over the tracks by the spirits of the children and they will leave tiny hand prints in your car where they pushed your car over the tracks to safety.
For those of you who stuck by me during my very emotional out pouring this weekend I truly appreciate you. But there is a great deal of humor in the situation that doesn't escape me either.  I've ben on FUBAR about 2 yrs now, and i joined specifically because of emotions.  I grew up with a father who was something of a stoic.  Not to say he didn't love us but his brand of maleness was to be rather closed off, in reality we were fucking Vulcans.  His particular brand of stoicism seemed to have stuck better on me than on my two male siblings, but i do deal with the public more than they do and my opinion of the average person may be a bit low. I started my work life writing and performing standup in the Albany NY area, then teaching/socialwork with troubled youth and now i'm in sales... Ithink i've learned to be phony, swallow emotions, and be phony from my work experience... and i really began to withdraw from people. 2 yrs ago i was living like a hermit and seeing a counselor who su
The Smokestack
The Smokestack The Smokestack is located close to Shreveport-Barksdale Highway and Clyde Fant Parkway.  There are several stories about the previous uses of the smokestack.  One story is that it was part of King's Truck and Coach Works.  The shop and the barn were in burned in the 70's and the smokestack is all the was left.  Supposedly the caretaker of the place killed the owner's widow for money when it was still in operation, and in the midst of his escape, he impaled himself on a wrought iron gate.   Another theory is that it is the remains of a major oil refinery.  One other story is that the property was used as a dairy farm as well.  Still, the Smokestack is still surrounded by strange tales and curious people just wanting to know.  One e-mail stated that a man went to the top of the tower and saw a large group of bees in the form of a human man.  Even if the place may or may not be haunted, from the pictures it's easy to see that it is a known place for gatherings
The Pea Farm
The Pea Farm The Pea Farm is an old, unused prison that lies deep in the woods of South Shreveport.  It is covered in vine and debris and it is said that you can hear moans and screams coming from it at night.  It is posted and is covered behind the trees and cane.  There is also rumored to be a female prison a few yards away from it.  It is said to be haunted because of the beatings and killing of the prisoners.  Also, during the 50's, a local artist by the name of Clyde Connelly was the wife of one of the Pea Farm's superintendents.  Mrs. Connell lived on the Pea Farm and used many of the inmates there at the time for inspiration for her art.The following is an e-mail from a man that was an inmate at the Pea FarmHe claims that he was incarcerated there briefly in the 50's, which was right before it closed down.  It was built around the turn of the century and the main building is the one that was used to house the violent criminals.  The lower portions were used mainly as rec room
Ellerbe Road School
Ellerbe Road School   This is the infamous Ellerbe Road School, whose original name is George Washington Carver School.  It is supposedly haunted, and is located far down Ellerbe Road.  The school started out as a school for black children in the southern part of Caddo Parish.  It was later integrated, although due to poor attendance, was closed down.  The school remained closed until is was purchased by Baptist Tabernacle, which moved its Baptist Christian College there.  The college faced many problems including financial and accreditation problems.  Baptist Tabernacle eventually moved out of this facility, and the school has been vacant ever since.  Along with abandonment, there are several rumors, there are several rumors that plague the school.  The most famous may be of the fire that occurred while the school was still open, killing some of the students there.  It is also said that one of the janitors molested some of the students and that one day the janitor and some o
The Tabernacle Is God's Offering
“And the LORD spake unto Moses, saying, Speak unto the children of Israel, that they bring me an offering: of every man that giveth it willingly with his heart ye shall take my offering.”  Thirteen chapters in the book of Exodus are devoted to the design of the tabernacle where the LORD dwells among His people – not because He doesn’t have a place to live already (He’s not homeless) but for the children of Israel to know this is where He dwells among them.  The word “tabernacle” is a translation of the Hebrew word for dwelling place, and it’s also called a “sanctuary”, a word that in Hebrew shares a root with the word for being holy, designating that this is a place only the LORD can dwell in.  Anyone else has to come to Him there, and they’re meant to come as well as give willingly (per verse two) to build this place. Verse three begins a list (don’t be put off by its length) of precious metals, dyes, unbroken fa
Personally, I Think They're Lying! Lol
The First Lady's White House office has issued a correction after earlier reporting that Michelle Obama's father was buried at Alsip's Burr Oak Cemetery, where as many as 300 bodies were unearthed as part of a $300,000 scam by workers to re-sell grave plots. "I can confirm the First Lady's father is buried at Burr Oak cemetery, " the first lady's spokeswoman Camille Johnston wrote in an e-mail earlier Tuesday. There was apparently some confusion at the White House, and the spokeswoman later said that Fraser Robinson III was interred at Lincoln Cemetery, not Burr Oak. Both are in Alsip and are within two miles of each other. Robinson, who died in 1991 from complications stemming from multiple sclerosis, was a city employee and a Democratic precinct captain. He married Michelle's mom in 1960. The graveyard has been closed and declared a crime scene. The historic black cemetery is home to Emmett Till, an icon of the civil rights movement. Michelle Obama's mother, Marian Ro
Thank You 'Miss Viper' for letting me copy this....a Fellow Aquarian.... A•Q•U•A •R •I •U •S: Is A Lover..Trustworthy, Sexy, Professional kissers, One of a kind, Loves being in long-term relationships,  Extremely energetic and funny, Is A 'G',  Unpredictable, Will exceed your expectations,  Loves music, Not a Fighter, But will Knock the fuck out of u, The BEST and BIGGEST FREAK in bed,  Loves weed very much, Strong, Considered to be a "Spartan" The most intelligent Doesn't show it but is easy to hurt Word...........Peace.
I'm Not Perving On You!
Okay, to get this out there, so it's understood....if I rate the hell out of your pics, admire you, gift you, give props to you, pimp you out, or anything like easy. You have not gained a stalker, I'm not skeezing on you, no need to vomit. I'm the type of person that goes out of his way to treat people nice because that is what makes me happy. I like to be attentive to my friends and family and I am. If you feel uncomfortable with my level of attention, flirting, the way I talk to you, tell me, I'll respect that not everyone can be comfortable with how I interact with them. I'll do my best to bring my attention to a comfortable level for you. It's that simple! If I think you are good looking or sexy or funny....I'll say so. I LOVE to flirt, I LOVE attention. You say to back off, I will. However, just because I flirt with you doesn't mean I'm interested in a relationship beyond friendship with you. It means you are a hot friend of mine and worth being treated like you are
i need an answer   Successful managers should pay the least attention to: Selecting the right staff. Thoroughly training all staff. Setting clear goals and work standards. Rewarding effective performance. Weeding out poor performers.
Untitled..originally Written 9/27/07
Orginally written 9/27/07   I can't really explain to you what it is that I'm going thru Lots of sleepless nights tossin and turning cuz I haven't quite figured out what I'm suppose to do Trying to find a solution cuz damn right now its a little confusin' Never giving to much emotion cuz that's too much exposure  Hard to let you in fearful that my heart may get broken I don't mean to be hard just can't deal with my emotions being harmed Traveled down that road and it's taken quite a toll but I'm gone let the dice roll, willin to take another chance in hopes that I can have some true romance I don't mean to clown cuz I know that gets you down
So Much On The Brain..originally Written 7/16/08
I have so much on my brain right now that I'm feeling the strain, and a little bit of pain, trying to sort thru a few things before I start crying out like tumultuous rain. Trying to seek out what's in store I know I need more but don't want to feel like I'm trying to keep score but tired of feeling like I'm missing out on so much more As the years have went by I appear to have been doing fine, but find myself wanting to whine because it seems like I'm running out of time Never really wanting to stress to much sometimes people get tired of you, because you might appear you're complaining to much Now that I'm getting older I've been looking back and seeing how many things had gotten outta order Took control of my life because I was tired of the trife from folks who claim they got you but when it came down to it forgot all about me So much on the brain to the point that I may have to refrain some of the many thoughts before folks start to wonder..."has she gone insane?" Not trying
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Reflections..orginally Written 7/24/08
When I look into this mirror I don't see the same person I used to be.  If you could see the reflection that I see, yes it is the image of me but far away from just plain ole me.  I can see thru my eyes who I used to be it tells me to get back to me. I look at my reflection tryin to bring back the recollection of what I once knew as this great connection. I look into this mirror and trying to get back to my old self because somehow it mistakenly got put back on the shelf. I look at my reflection racking my brain trying to figure out how to take away the pain. I look in the mirror knowing that, this ain't me! You know who you are and what God came for you to be.  I look at my reflection and I by no means do I want you to keep guessing, because I can't keep you stressin. I look into this mirror I see you there but off in the distance, but when I beckon you, you're not resistant.  I look at my reflection thinking why have you been feeling neglected, you don't have to fear for who
I Can't... Originally Written 8/21/09
I can't I have never asked much I have never wanted much .... I have never thought as myself as being selfish .... I was told that I give 1000% of myself but never get the same in return.... I can’t help that, it’s just the way that I am, do I get hurt as a result of giving so much? .... More times than not, yes. .... I can’t help but give 1000% that’s just me, anyone that knows me knows this to be true.... I grew up with I love you’s, hugs, and kisses everyday growing up .... I can’t help that I say I love you, for one when I say it MEAN it, and the second reason is I’m not promised tomorrow and if I leave this earth today at least you know that I love you.... I can’t help that even though I may be mad at the moment or hurt, my feelings never change.... I don’t like hurting people, especially those I love that is the last thing I want to do ....
Christian Nation
This country was founded on Christian beliefs.  We don't like foreigners here, but the Government forces us to tolerate them.  Everyday our rights and way of life is being stripped from us because of Illegal Aliens and Immigrants from foriegn countries.  Why should I have to press 1 for English. This is an English speaking nation!!!  We Caucasian Americans are quickly becoming a minority.  We need to close the borders today! It should have been done over 30 years ago.  Obama bowed to the King of Saudi Arabia his first 3 months in office and is bringing Islam to America and the govenment is letting him do it. Now is the time for action people.  Please call your State Governer, Senator, Assemblymen, etc. and let them know we will not tolerate this!  We the people must act now, before it's too late...
Sc Funeral Home Closed
Columbia, S.C. (AP) -- A South Carolina judge Tuesday revoked the license of a funeral home where a worker cut the legs off a 6-foot-7 body so it would fit in a casket. Administrative Law Judge Deborah Durden gave her decision immediately after hearing the appeal of Cave Funeral Home and owner Michael Cave. The ruling may be the end the family business founded in Allendale 49 years ago. Cave's lawyer said his client would wait for the written ruling before deciding whether to appeal and the family is also considering selling the funeral home. The state Funeral Board ordered the home shut down last month after Cave admitted his father, Charles Cave, used an electric saw to sever James Hines' legs at the calf because he wouldn't fit in the casket. The elder Cave does not have the license needed to embalm a body, but helped with tasks around the home like dressing and cleaning bodies, his son told the board. Michael Cave said he should be allowed to keep his license because he
Who's guilty? Wife dreaming and shouts "quick my husband is back!" Or The husband jumping out of bed then realizes, damn! im the husband?
The Auction
bid on me im cheap and easy...will do anything if the price is right :)   click and paste the link and make your bid...the links arent working sorry    
And Again
ya know, it really sucks to want something you know you'll never have.    
One From Work.....
Do you think your ex has moved on and is happier with another person?i know he has moved, but happier with someone else? eh... doubt it lol If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?oh please... they lost control of me and who i date 13 years ago Do you have plans for the weekend?not really... maybe working, who knows. i know im going to my BFF's son's birthday party on saturday!!  Who did you talk to on the phone last/why?my hubby in the middle of the nite last nite. nothing but fighting between us basically and him determined to save whats left of our marriage. Who do you believe you were texting around 11ish last night?nobody, i was trying to sleep. Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?oh Lord who havent i had a deep conversation with lately...... Is there anyone who's over protective of you?my best friend Chris and my dog Where were you at 1:30 last night?sleeeeeeeeeeeeeping What made you smile last?i cant remember, its be
Please Vote For My Book!
Hey folks,My book is up for a cover award.Please go by and vote for my book at the following site. you wanna cut to the chase just send an email to the followingaddress with Darkside of The Planet as the SUBJECT LINE: Thanks so much!Sincerely,David Lee
Your Own Disaster
Just think of this and me as just a few of the many things to lie around to clutter up your shelves And I wish you weren't worth the wait because there's some thing's I'd like to say to you... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I dare you to forget the marks you left across my neck from those nights when we were both found at our best Now I could make this obvious, and you, you could deny me all in one breath you could shrug me off your shoulders... And I don't think that you know what you've been missing 'Cause I don't think that you know what you've been missing And I don't think that you know I said I don't think you know I said I don't think you know what your missing Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun Hey, lush, have fun It's the weekend Hey, lush, have fun I don't think that you know what you've been missing I don't think that you know what you'
How A Woman Dresses....
I was listening to a radio program (one of those bullshit talk radio shows), and the topic was how women dress nowadays, and how that has sent society spiraling downward, because of how men react to these said women, and that those women should take more responsibility with how they "express" themselves in public. Which is all bullshit, because anybody telling someone else how to express themselves is automatically in the wrong.But the show kept on about how "provocative" dress incites immoral or inappropriate behavior from others. Whipping out all these wild and unproven statistics tying rape, harassment, sexual abuse, and other predatory discrepancies to revealing dress. If that wasn't enough bullshit, you have people calling in and actually agreeing with the host and his bullshit guest on how these women should be ashamed of themselves, and how we as a world are going to hell because a choice few of us wear tank tops or shorts....And the whole thing that bugs me about this particula
Leaving For A Bit
i have to head to a base in schweinfurt germany will be gone at least a week could be up to a month. for most of this time i will probaly not have access to the internet...see you when i get back
Adultcon Oct 2-4th
Adult Con! I just got invited to Adultcon which is soo freakin cool.  I have never been to one.  I have been to a couple of tattoo expos, but never an adult one!  I am thinking it could be pretty cool.  JayceeLuv and I had been already planning on going, so it would be double cool if I could get an actual booth!  I am not sure which is more exciting... being able to meet my fans.. meeting new people.. or seeing all the lovely ladies in barely there outfits!  I see some familiar names that have already confirmed they will be there!  I am hoping to take lots of pictures! Are you going?  Will you be in the LA area Oct 2-4th?  Do you want to meet me?  Want more info?  Check out the official adult con website
Hmm, This Could Explain The Fbi
As the investigation into the crimes that took place at Burr Oak Cemetery continues to grow, so do the number of families who are affected. And the First Family is among those touched by the awful situation, NBC Chicago has confirmed. Michelle Obama's father, Fraser Robinson, is buried at Burr Oak. He was a city employee and Democratic precinct captain who died in 1990. A spokesperson for the First Lady's office said they wouldn't comment any further, and we do not yet know if his grave was among the hundreds dug up by graveyard workers in a money-making scheme. Thousands of families have been trying to check on the status of their loved ones' remains since word of the scandal broke last week. The Sheriff's Office has closed the entire cemetery, declaring it a crime scene, and is allowing people to place new requests only by phone at 1-800-942-1950 or e-mail Also buried in the cemetery was Mya Lyons, a 9-year-old girl who was stabbed near he
Mike Mcclure Band Song
Lay your head down.. awsome sexy song..check it out You were my shining lightWhen there wasn't much light to be foundThe darkness had covered meAnd emptiness was aboundYou had such a smile on youIt brightened up my dayAnd I would walk to the ends of this earthJust to hear you saySay that it's alrightLay your head down on meClose your eyes babeAnd set yourself freeI know that you're tiredOf being so aloneOpen your heart babeLet my love take you homeNow I was a drifterOut in the nightYou were called to meWith your shining lightThe waves of yesterdayWell you made them all lie downAnd you pulled me into youSo I wouldn't drownSay that it's alrightLay your head down on meClose your eyes babeAnd set yourself freeI know that you're tiredOf being so aloneOpen your heart babeLet my love take you homeYou are my shining light in the darknessYou are my hope at the end of the dayYou are my everything I must confessAnd now baby just let me hear you saySay that it's alrightLay your head down on meClo
Fubar Members
Dose anyone have a myspace on here lol add me on fubar so i can get the myspace URL or email please. THNX
9 Ability Points Up For Grabs
Hey world i know positively that there are ppl out there who are aware of tha,nautral gift that is given from above.It has to do with our instincs,a tipical example is like when ur so hyped to go some where ,and all of a sudden,ur feelings for that trip,or that party just cease to give u that spirit to go.There and then u call ppl telling them u changed ur mind,they may be upset with ya but,u do not really care.And all of a sudden in tha morinin u hear this bad news of what happen amongst ur friends,which was not     a regert,because the event was aborted due to a severe incident in which one of ur friend was hurt,which turned out to be fatal.and solooking back to that gift given to u as in tha form of instincs payed off very well,cause probably it could have bin u.In closing,I for sure anticipate that questions are being asked ?Where is this instinc came from?Aight it came from tha Mighty One above,he is responsible for all our ins and out,know every thing,pass present and future.Just
Complete Stranger At
Will you believe this, a complete stranger that I meet at Joe's barber Shop in Mantua, NJ 08051 has all my personal and private medical history. I played along and he mentions he's angry and writes a crazy letter to he's Cardiologist needs a little bit of a Beta blocker and on he goes. the letter that I write to Dr. Viswanath is not crazy but is missing certain information. If it is taken a wrong way it can mean anything. what I do say is that between Dr. Priest from Our Lady of Lourdes in Camden and him is the truth. Dr. Viswanath like Dr. Rosenbloom says that this surgery may or may not help me. under that circumstances who in their right mind would go through something like that? All I know about this stranger is that he was driving a Cream colored Buick on May 13, 2009 between the hours of 10:38 AM to 11:30 AM at Route 45 in Mantua by the Post Office. All this information privately is between him and I and the FBI but this guy is a lunatic in that he compromised not only Joe but al
Okay, I know alot of folks on here talk to OTHER folks on here outside of FUBAR and all. Gossip and updates get passed via phone and texts and all. Seems everyone's in the loop and knows what's going on, right?!? Well not with me... I'm outside of the gossip circle, and I intend to keep it that way. I only talk to ONE erson on the phone from here, and text a few FRIENDS I truly care for ... BUT NEVER do we talk about what's going on here. I've made a few "enemies" while on here, and I know they're on your friend's list... I don't care. I expect the same if any of YOUR "enemies" are on MY friend's list... Don't get me wrong, I'll defend my friends when needed but mostly I try to just have fun here... Bottom line, if I'm YOUR friend... ...I'm YOUR friend. Take it or leave it.   
Happy Birthday Biangle *sbg*
Happiness Has Nothing To Do With Pleasure
happiness has nothing to do with pleasure.   You feel pleasure when you want something and you get it. Or when you don't want something and you remove it. Pleasure is always relative. Happiness is absolute. Happiness is the understanding and acceptance of life as it is in this very moment as completely perfect, because every creation of God is perfect. The degree to which you do not accept life in all of the Divine forms is the degree to which you suffer.
Embarrassing Medical Moments
EMBARRASSING MEDICAL MOMENTS: 1. A man comes into the ER and yells: "My wife's going to have her baby in the cab! " I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady's dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly, I noticed that there were several cabs -- and I was in the wrong one. Submitted by Dr. Mark MacDonald, San Antonio , TX 2. At the beginning of my shift, I placed a stethoscope on an elderly and slightly deaf female patient's anterior chest wall. "Big breaths", I instructed. "Yes, they used to be" replied the patient. Submitted by Dr. Richard Byrnes, Seattle , WA .. 3. One day I had to be the bearer of bad news when I told a wife that her husband had died of a massive myocardial infarct. Not more than five minutes later, I heard her reporting to the rest of the family that he had died of a, 'massive internal fart.' Submitted by Dr. Susan Steinberg 4. During a patient's two week follow-up appointment with his cardiologist, he inf
Oak Alley Plantation
Oak Alley Plantation -   LOCATION: Address: Oak Alley Plantation, Restaurant & Inn • 3645 Highway 18 (Great River Road) • Vacherie, Louisiana 70090. Phone: (225) 265-2151 or 1-800-44ALLEY DESCRIPTION: Oak Alley Plantation has been called the "Grand Dame of the great River Road." WOW! Oak Alley Plantation was and is the finest Greek Revival, antebellum plantation home in Louisiana. It's crowning feature is its "full peripheral (free-standing) colonade of 28 colossal Doric columns." The inside has a square floor plan, with a central hall which runs from the front of the mansion to the rear on both floors, which opens up to balconies to catch the breezes, keeping the home cool. At each end of the halls on both floors there are "broad fan lights and sidelights framed with slim, fluted colonettes."
Myrtles Plantation House
Myrtles Plantation House THE MYRTLES PLANTATION It 's not surprising that this mansion is the most haunted in the region, as it has a violent past. Ten people were killed or murdered in the plantation mansion itself, or on the grounds near it. At last count, there are at least 12 restless ones residing here. LOCATION: One can find Myrtles Plantation 30 miles north of Baton Rouge, Louisiana, which is just on the outskirts of St. Francisville. Tours and mystery weekends are offered, and people can stay overnight. The current owners are carefully restoring this gorgeous mansion in such a way as not to interfere with visitors and over-nighters at this most popular bed & breakfast inn. 7747 U.S. Highway 61, P.O. Box 1100, St. Francisville, Louisiana 70775. John & Teeta Moss, Proprietors DESCRIPTION: One would
T'freres House & Garconniere
T'Freres House and Garconniere LOCATION: T'Freres House and Garconniere can be found on Verot School Road ( Route 339) between Rue Louis X1V and Highway 3073. Nearest cross streets are Artisan Road and Yvette Marie Drive. (337) 984-9347 * (800) 984-9347 Address: 1905 Verot School Road, Lafayette, LA 70508. DESCRIPTION: T'Freres House and Garconniere Bed and Breakfast was voted the "Best of the Best by the Times of Acadiana Readers poll. It is 'The Place' to stay in South Louisiana." Innkeepers Pat and Maugie Pastor, former premier restauranteurs of Chez Pastor Restaurant in Lafayette, offer wonderful food selections for their guests, who also enjoy the Cajun aura of the Bed and Breakfast itself. This 1880 Acadian colonial architecture style 2 floor wooden home is made of Loui
Pain reminds us that we still feel.Pain tells us we can still love.It shapes us, rips us and drivesus insane.It doesn't have to scar us forever,but justbe a reminder of something we once hand and then lost.Hold your head high and walk with grace and never show the pain on your face.
Beauregard-keyes House
Beauregard - Keyes House     The Beauregard - Keyes House Location: Can be found across from the Convent of Ursula in the French Quarter. Address: 1113 Charles Street, New Orleans, Louisiana. History: This grand mansion, built in 1812, is a strong candidate for being the most haunted house in New Orleans. A General Pierre Gustave Toutant de Beauregard lived in this house until 1869. General Beauregard was the commanding officer of the southern troops at the bloody battle at Shiloh. * At 2:00 in the morning, on foggy, moonlit nights, General Beauregard and his troops materialize out of the wood paneled walls along the hallway near the ballroom. The living are treated to the clattering footsteps of his entire phantom troops. All the soldier apparitions and the General appea
Self Dipiction
Fears thrash downward chasing my spiraling soul I am the bane of my own existance the consultation without confrontation deliverance with everything recieving absolutely nothing request of our assemblance for information exchange menacing words are thrown emotional detachment quickly dismissed incessant rants continue destroying ones self imagery masterful death wishes spout self deprication gone awry contingent upon my own fate controlled corruption in your mind suffocation by self depiction  
Little Things
I have come to find that the littlest things matter the most to me.The times someone remembers my favorite flower,kisses from my children,someone that can make me blush. A friend that listens and doesn't judge me,tells me that I will be okay. A cup of coffee in the morning with someone special. To sit and listen to music with someone clear across the country and not really talking.A compliment,which I don't take well.I still say thank you for them though.Friends that see me just for me.Seeing my pain,my flaws and the beauty in me that I don't see.I can be difficult,stubborn and five million other things and they are still my friends.My children make my life worth living.My friends keep me sane.Some people see me one way,but my friends and those who matter most know the real me.I am loving,caring,forgiving and not the bitch some would like to think I am.I love my friends.I love my children a thousand times more.They forgive me for things I have done and not done. I am not perfect.I am p
Calling On All 8000 Of My Friends!
I'm in a contest, not on here, and I need votes! I need to be in the top five entrants to have a shot at winning the grand prize. Click the link below and click the vote button! It takes two seconds. You don't even have to register! Thank you so very very very much!¬pbb=true
Time Is Wasting.
You walk away with no word,you walk back in like you never left.what are you doing?What do you want?You hide,you play can't look me in the eye and tell me what you want to say the most.I know the truth and so do you.What are you waiting for?My time here is short.I need to live my life for now.I can't and wont wait much longer.I won't come back a second time.Just look at me and tell me what you want so badly to say to me.It hurts just a little and then it is gone.Then there is happiness and joy and yes,sometimes some more pain but,we do it together as one and not apart and hurting all the time. You make my heart hurt and you make it swell with joy.You saved me and then destroyed me.I don't know where I am going but I know i want to go with you.take my hand,hold it tight and we will be just fine.hold me close and never let me go.Kiss me like we will never see one another again.Enjoy every moment we have together.Life goes fast and your taking to long to live it with me.I see th
St. Louis Cemetery
Saint Louis Cemetery   HAUNTED PLACE: St Louis Cemetery Number 1 ADDRESS: 499 Basin St, New Orleans, LA LOCATION: St Louis Cemetery Number 1 can be found just northwest of Basin St, and  just 1 block west of N. Rampart St, which is the furthest inland border of the French Quarter.  It is  8 blocks from the Mississippi River, being the riverside border of the French Quarter.  St. Louis St. borders the cemetery's eastern side, while its western and northern sides have the Iberville public housing as its neighbors.  NOTE: Because of its closeness to the Iberville public housing, which in the past has housed a few people who like to rob tourists in the narrow alleys between vaults, there is a high wall surrounding the cemetery, and the cemetery closes at 3:00 sharp. It is strongly recommended that tourists visit via a tour group. When the gates are locked, the cemetery  is left to the restless spirits who walk its paths. Tom and I took the Haunted Cemetery Tour, ru
His Shirt.
I miss the shirt in the closet.Walking up to it and smelling him on it. I miss the shoes by the bed and his stupid socks on the floor.The warmth of his body next to mine.His kisses on my neck and his arms around my waist.I don't know who he is,but I miss him so.
Asking For Prayers
My father "Bill Thomas" fell Sunday and broke his right hip.  The doctor said it is a pretty bad break and he needs surgery as soon as possible.  He'll turn 90 on the 30th of September.  And to make things worse, he's in Arizona and his children are in North Carolina. He is a WWII – Europe vet and a Bronze Star recipient. Please say many prayers for him. Thanks in advance.
Hermann-grima House
Hermann-Grima House   The Hermann-Grima Historical House - Location: 820 St. Louis Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116.     Manifestations: * Pleasant, cordial ghosts, with southern manners live here and do their best to help the living, who they graciously share this house with. Obviously, they are pleased with the renovation job done on their precious home. Caretakers find that these unseen presences like to scatter fragrant rose and lavender around the rooms to freshen and air. * On cold winter mornings, the living often find that the ghosts have lit the fireplaces to warm the rooms, and keep them cozy. Still Haunted? Yes. These manifestations are still happening.
Destrehan Manor Museum
Destrehan Manor Museum The Destrehan Manor Museum can be found in the lower Mississippi River Valley, about thirteen miles north of New Orleans, and eight miles from The New Orleans Airport. Directions: Take Interstate 10 West to Exit 220 (I-310 South), stay on I-310 for about 6 miles. Exit onto River Road, and turn left at the light. (Warning: There are no signs to advertise this museum or even street signs, thanks to Katrina?). (Side bar: The few signs we did see in LA, they expect you to pay attention, because no time is allowed to see it, making it hard to even make the turn.) If you are unfamiliar with this area, this makes it difficult to even find, unless you are armed with a really good map and great verbal instructions from a museum staff member. Be sure to call the museum for directi
Laveau House
Laveau House ( . . Place: At the Laveau House - Location: 1020 St. Ann Street, New Orleans, LA. 70116. *Some people report that the spirit of Marie and her followers still conduct wild voodoo ceremonies this house. * Her detailed apparition has been seen walking down St. Ann Street, attired in a long white dress, wearing her tignon, which is a scarf with seven knots in it. * In a drug store on St. Anne Street, her apparition slapped a man in the face when he failed to acknowledge her presence. She then floated to the ceiling. The owner of the store witnessed the whole thing. Still Haunted? Yes.  
Fucking Shit
So..last night  I did something I have never done here. I after so many people telling me the same story  with  no connection to each other..had to come to the realization that a woman I adore onhere...was in fact playing games. I am sure some of you know what I am talking about.   I stated that I would stand behind my statements made 1000%..because what I said wasthe it was told to me. Now I am leaving for NY for a week tomorrow. And I will not be here for the backlash. I am asking those of youthathave my number to text meshould the shit start to hit the fan. I have NEVER sold out a friend before, and several of you on here who have told me very personal things KNOW this because I never repeated them.   SO..Yes I did give the info I had on a situation..and I am sorry..but I was watching a few other people that I am closeto and truly care about all hurting atthe hands of the same woman. I hope this does notcost me friends...but should it I am still standing behind it..thi
Old Absinthe House
Old Absinthe House HAUNTED PLACES: JEAN LAFITTE'S OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE ADDRESS: 240 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, LA 70130. Web-Site:   LOCATION: THE  200 year old ABSINTHE HOUSE Bar has long been found on the corner of Bourbon St and Bienville St. Description: “EVERYONE YOU HAVE KNOWN OR EVER WILL KNOW, EVENTUALLY ENDS UP AT THE OLD ABSINTHE HOUSE” ".....But our business is with the heart of things; we must go beyond the crude phenomena of nature if we are to dwell  in the spirit.  Art is the soul of life and the Old Absinthe House is the heart and soul of the old quarter of New Orleans." This two-story, Spanish-style building that was constructed in 1806, is now owned by Tony Moran, who has three different service businesses in this building, making good use of its space. The outside of this building is very appealing, in great shape, as is the inside of this classic New Orleans structure. Coming through the front door, the visitor enter
Chck Me Out In Kings Auction!!!!!!!!
Ok gang only a few days left to place your bid on me for The King's Auction!!!  get all my atention, love and some special perks!!!  G check it out before its too late..... CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOW TO BID ON ME IN THE KING'S AUCTION!!!!!
Wanna Own Me? Go Bid And Do Just That
I guess I am doing an auction...wouldn't be the first time but it would be nice to actually have someone bid  on me for once lol.  Click the link  below and do your worst.  My only bid so far is for 1 mil fubucks...I (h) you witty for that.   Let's see if you can outbid her and win me.  
La Pavilion Hotel
La Pavilion Hotel  ( HAUNTED DWELLING: Le Pavilion Hotel ADDRESS: 833 Poydras Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70112. WEBSITE: LOCATION: The glorious Le Pavilion Hotel can be found on a main city artery, on Poydras Street, and the corner of Carroll Street, 2 blocks west of St. Charles Ave., about 5 blocks away from the French Quarter.   DESCRIPTION: A member of Historic Hotels of America, Le Pavilion Hotel truly has earned the nickname,"The Belle of New Orleans." This grand palace integrates old world beauty and decor with modern day amenities." Crystal chandeliers from Czechoslovakia, marble floors from several locations around Europe, marble railings, imported from France, that once graced the lobby of the Parisian Grand Hotel. Spectacular Italian columns and statues were bought to grace the exterior, and fine art and antiques from the world were added to the decor, much to the pleasure of its guests. All the modern conveniences expected in a 4 star hotel
Only The British....
'Orgasm a Day' Campaign for Teens Stirs Controversy The UK National Health Service has been passing out pamphlets to teenage students, promoting them to have good sex frequently. "An orgasm a day, keeps the doctor's away" is the slogan behind the message.  According to The Examiner, the pamphlet read: "Health promotion experts advocate five portions of fruit and veg a day and 30 minutes physical activity three times a week. What about sex or masturbation twice a week?"  The circular was passed out to parents, teachers and youth workers. It also encourages people to have sex regularly for a cardio workout. While some believe the catchphrase is irresponsible, the creators of the leaflet fell differently.  The author and director of the Center of HIV and Sexual Health at the UK NHS believes that as long as teens are educated about sex and it's sexually transmitted diseases, there is no particular reason for anyone to lack a good healthy sex life.
Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop
Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop HAUNTED PUB - Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop ADDRESS: 941 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana, 70116. 504-522-9377 LOCATION: Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub can be found on Bourbon Street, in the residential section, about two or three  blocks away from the rowdy center of Bourbon Street. It's address on Bourbon Street is between Dumaine Street and St. Philip Street. DESCRIPTION:  This two story, brick and stone, plain rectangular building  is solidly built, in the French style and has stood on this spot since the late 1700's, sometime before 1772. This building has the distinction as being one of the few remaining original "'French architecture' structures" which still grace the French Quarter.  The building escaped both the fires in 1788, and 1794, remaining untouched.  This explains why most of the buildings in the French Quarter were rebuilt in the Spanish style of this time. This building's claim to fame is that it was the place of business, for
Lafitte's Guest House
Lafitte's Guest House HAUNTED DWELLING: Lafitte's Guest House ADDRESS: 1003 Bourbon Street, New Orleans, Louisiana 70116 | 504.581.2678 Web-Site LOCATION: Lafitte's Guest House can be found on the corner of Bourbon St. and St. Philip St., just half a block up from Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub and a few blocks from the bar action on Bourbon Street, in the residential area just north of the heart of the entertainment area of New Orleans. DESCRIPTION: Lafitte's Guest House probably got its name for being so close to Lafitte's Blacksmith Shop Pub. This restored mansion is described as an 1849, 3 storied French-style  luxury boutique hotel, with an attached wing on the back of the mansion. This lovely building was built by master builder, Joshua Peebles, for debt collector, Paul Joseph Gleises and his wife Marie Odalie Ducayet, their 6 children, and their slaves.  After the war, the attached wing was the servant's quarters. The architect, Robert Seaton, also designed th
What Do I Do
Alibi Bar
Alibi Bar HAUNTED PLACE: Alibi Bar and Grill ADDRESS: 1811 Iberville Street, New Orleans, Louisiana Phone: 522-9187 * Email: Web-site: LOCATION: The Alibi Bar can be found on the corner of Iberville St. and Bourbon St., one block north of Canal Street, an address located in the beginning of the party-central area of Bourbon Street. DESCRIPTION: The Alibi Bar is described as being a serene bar that has an unassuming nature with a sexy ambiance. It is found in a basic, plain, slightly funky two story brick building with the Spanish style porch and iron works on the second floor. It looks authentic,and hasn't been yuppie-fied. It has an attic as well. It's custom of serving late-night, early morning food, and having 150 brands of beer, to offer its patrons, makes it the most popular hangout for dancers, bartenders, doormen and waiters on their off hours, where they go to relax after a busy shift of waiting
Had To Tell Someone!
Just had to tell someone, anyone.... :O I did something at work I thought I'd never do!  My friend and me both work at same company, that is were I met him.  Anyway, last night was pretty boring the line I was on shut down early and wasn't going to get back running til after I left.  Anyway I was raoming around, which I know I'm not suppose to do and came to my friends office, he was working but I teased him enuf that he took me to a place where there are no cameras and put me over his knee and SPANKED ME!!!!!!!!!! hard!  He never did that b4 and I never been spanked except by parents when I was younger.  I REALLY ENJOYED IT!!!!! WOW! LIKE WOWWWW!!!!!! Anyway, after bout 15 spanks I was really wet!!!! and gawd so horny! me noticed that my friends cock was so hard it was pressing into my belly, well after I promise him I'd behave at work he let me up and I got on my knees and unzipped his pants and pulled out his hard cock and started sucking it, he likes me sucking him and I like it
Bye My Former Friend
Left this for one of the purged, they seemed rather unimpressed...   summer rain awashhidden in black thunderheadsmy final goodbye   some people have no clue as to how hard Haiku is to compose...
of questionable taste or morality
History Of The Middle Finger
History of the Middle Finger > > > > Well,'s something I never knew before and now that I know > > it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the > > hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you > > know something about it? > > > > Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory > > over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured > > English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw > > the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of > > fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native > > English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as > > "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). > > > > Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and > > began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated > > French, saying, See, we can still pl
Monteleone Hotel
Monteleone Hotel HAUNTED PLACE: Hotel Monteleone ADDRESS: 214 Royal Street (Rue Royale), New Orleans, Louisiana 70130. Web-Site: LOCATION: The Magnificent Hotel Monteleone can be found in the heart of the French Quarter, close to the corner of Royal and Iberville, not far from Bourbon Street.   DESCRIPTION: This beautiful, 15 storied, Beaux-Arts-style boutique Hotel has been family-owned for over 100 years, and offers 600 deluxe sleeping rooms, which includes 55 suites. Popular in the hot summertime, is the swimming pool on the 15th floor. Hotel also has a luxurious Spa Aria, a "state of the art" fitness center and in-house restaurants. There is a lounge, and a unique carousel piano bar that rotates around.  There is live New Orleans Jazz music in the bar most nights. It's location is just a short walk from Bourbon St. and other places of entertainemnt. The inside lobby is truly beautiful, with 12 foot ceilings, Beaux-arts decor, antiques and beautiful floors and ceil
St. Louis Cathedral
St. Louis Cathedral   HAUNTED PLACE: The St. Louis Cathedral Basilica ADDRESS: 615 Pere Antoine Alley, New Orleans, Louisiana/ LOCATION: The St. Louis Cathedral Basilica can be found near the corner of Peron Antone Alley and Chartres Street, directly across from Jackson Square. DESCRIPTION: This beautiful 1850 Cathedral Basilica is the landmark structure of New Orleans, with its two side steeples and central bell tower with its steeple. It is designed inside along the lines of traditional large churches of its time, with a central main altar, two side alters, a beautiful pipe organ, that has recently been rebuilt due to water damage from Katrina, a vestibule and other statues of importance, breathtaking ceilings and lovely decor.  The lovely Cathedral Garden can be found behind the Cathedral-Basilica, on Royale Street. HISTORY: On this plot of land, there have been 4 churches,  built to serve the spiritual and physical needs of the people of New Orleans. The first st
Provential Hotel
Provential Hotel HAUNTED DWELLING: Provential Hotel ADDRESS: 1024 Chartres St., New Orleans, Louisiana. LOCATION: The Provential Hotel can be found in the heart of New Orleans, near the corner of St. Philip and Chartres Street, 2 blocks east of Bourbon Street, and 1 block west of Decatur, not far from the Mississippi River. DESCRIPTION: This lovely, upscale hotel is made up of five buildings. A variety of "tropical", French Quarter courtyards can be found throughout the property. This hotel has two pools to refresh the visitor after a hard day of sight-seeing! The rooms are described as being spacious, "with 19th Century award-winning architecture."   Buildings 100 & 200, were recreations of the 19th century style New Orleans decor. Buildings 300 and 400 have been restored to their original 1820 and 1825 early 19th century style. The 500 building is a great restoration of its original 1875 structure. HISTORY: The five buildings; (100, 2
Columns Mansion
Columns Mansion -  ( Haunted Mansion:  The Columns ADDRESS: 3811 St. Charles Avenue, New Orleans, Louisiana 70115. 899-9308 LOCATION: The Columns can be found in the Upper Garden District, close to the trolley line. Turn from Canal Street onto St. Charles Avenue. The Columns is located in the 3000 block of St. Charles Avenue, between Louisiana Ave. and Napoleon Avenue. DESCRIPTION: This 1883, grand-looking Italianate mansion, is a glorious 3 storied, European-style Guest House, offering 20 rooms, from "very simple, to very grand decor", rooms, that each have their own style; something for everyone's budget! Besides offering warm southern hospitality, New Orleans style, The Columns' guest rooms have lovely antiques, amoires, unique fireplaces, old fashioned bath tubs to be enjoyed by their guests. Lovely Italianate columns across the porch, and dentils along the roof line greet the visitor.  A lovely wide veranda porch, called the grand front gallery, surrounds the mans
Im Up For Auction   im a spaz and cant get link to work*sigh*  
How It Happen?
How it happen? I don’t know how to tell you how it occurred. I can’t even explain it to myself, but I fell in love with you. It was a light that illuminated my soul, your laugh as a fountain that irrigated my life with impatience. It was your eyes or your lips, your hands or your voice; maybe it was the impatience to see you.
Having A Hard Time
dont know why its so hard to trust when you love someone, hopefully one day love will win over and take all that away but we'll see i guess. When you find love don't look for reasons to push it away just trust what you feel until the feelin grows or goes. I dont know how to show it or make you feel it but it's there. yea i know stupid thoughts but just take the time and think whats happening, look at your life and sit back and reflect on what makes you happy and go for it lol thank you for reading have a great day
Live Life
If it is one thing I have learned in life, is do not dwell on past mistakes but learn from them. Life is short, live for the future. And HAVE FUN !!!    
Attempting To Id
The Cook County Sheriff's Office and FBI are conducting a methodical survey of Burr Oak Cemetery, which is being treated as an enormous crime scene since allegations of illegal body dumping and burials surfaced. The Cook County Sheriff's Department and the FBI will continue working side by side Tuesday to try to identify every single body at Burr Oak Cemetery, one grave at a time. CBS 2's Susan Carlson reports that work at one of the largest crime scenes in the history of the county will begin at 8 a.m. this morning when investigators will be sweeping over 100,000 grave sites. The cemetery has been closed to the public while investigators sort out the massive crime scene. Sheriff's employees have already begun brushing off and photographing headstones in preparation for today's shoulder-to-shoulder search. They're looking for every headstone and every grave to find any more that may have been disturbed. Meanwhile, investigators in the cemetery office and FBI agents will
Joke of the Day An attorney arrived home late, after a very tough day trying to get a stay of execution for a client who was due to be hanged for murder at midnight. His last minute plea for clemency to the governor had failed and he was feeling worn out and depressed.  As soon as he walked through the door at home, his wife started on him about, 'What time of night to be getting home is this? Where have you  been? Dinner is cold and I'm not reheating it and on, and on, and on.   Too shattered to play his usual role in this familiar ritual, he went and poured himself a shot of whiskey and headed off for a long hot soak in the bathtub, pursued by the predictable sarcastic remarks as he dragged himself up the stairs.  While he was in the bath, the phone rang. The wife answered and was told that her husband's client, James Wright, had been granted a stay of execution after all. Wright would not be hanged tonight.    Finally realizing what a terrible day he must have had
Going After The Owners
llinois Comptroller Dan Hynes moved Monday to freeze nearly $6 million in trust funds controlled by the Arizona company that owns Burr Oak Cemetery in Alsip and to strip that firm from doing business at its other graveyard in Calumet Park. The actions, coming on the eve of a major legislative assault Hynes will announce against the cemetery industry, represent a tightening of the legal screws against Perpetua Holdings of Illinois, which owns Burr Oak at 4400 W. 127th St. and Cedar Park Cemetery at 12540 S. Halsted. Outside Burr Oak, onlookers and relatives of the dead continued flocking to the shuttered cemetery. They peered through a fence for glimpses inside the graveyard, despite pleas to stay away from law enforcement officials, who have turned the burial ground into a sprawling crime scene. Authorities believe at least 300 bodies at Burr Oak were illegally dug up and discarded in a pile so their gravesites could be resold. Thousands of other dead buried at the cemetery, i
Auto 11;s
hey all i want to buy an auto 11-- send me message in my shout box!! thank you HUGZ
Projections are our forte, but also our downfall. Our imaginations play tricks on us. How many entities, separate and distinct from ourselves, have been mistaken in nearsighted folly? If we, like Narcissus, cannot see the pond for our reflection, how can we know the depths beyond our skin? How can we hope to distinguish marshland from mirage? Mermaid from manatee? Lingcod from Loch Ness Monster? Friend from foe? Projections are meant to inform us about the Eden outside the sheath of our flesh, but more often they describe the interior into which we've been exiled.  
Silly Hos
ok NEWSFLASH!!!!   If you sell ur naked pics and cam time for bling packs, you might as well be on the corner giving it up........ that makes you a whore. I certainly would hope you had better respect for yourself than that, but.......... given the abundance of whores on this site, I doubt it.   STOP BEING WHORES! you might ACTUALLY find a good man.
Government Farm Visit
A cocky Department of Agriculture representative stopped at a farm and talked with the old farmer; "I need to inspect your farm." The old farmer said, "You better not go in that field." The Agriculture representative said in a "wise" tone, "I have the authority of the U. S. Government with me. See this card, I am allowed to go wherever I wish on agricultural land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, the farmer heard loud screams and saw the Department of Agriculture man running for the fence; close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets, and the bull was gaining at every step. "Help," the rep shouted to the farmer, "what should I do?" he screamed helplessly. The old farmer, hooking his thumbs in his overalls, called out: "Show him your card!"
Silly Silly Silly Me!
So I took a shower...not an uncommon event, but today I had no hair. I only needed a small bit of shampoo and conditioner. It was the strangest thing I have experienced, lately. *giggles* So to top that off I didnt have to wrap a towel around my head upon getting out of the shower either! Holy hell...its been 2 decades since this has been. So I turn on the curling iron..and blow my hair dry..takes no time at all hahaha.  I spent 20 minutes curling it..and it just doesnt look as cute as it did yesterday. I forsee a ton of time before the mirror with all my girly stuff trying to find the simplest cutest way to do my hair..til then haha I will have to pretend I am happy I no longer know my own head....literally.   Today is a beautiful day. I hope you all enjoy it!  
Was It A Fantasy?
           She sat naked on the beds edge. Her head was hung and her curly red hair hung over her right shoulder. She was saddened at the fact her Lord had gone to town without her. This was a rare occasion because He was not one to go places unless absolutely necessary and never had He gone without her. An hour had passed since he left the manor and she was starting to worry. "Where could He have gone?" she was asking herself. She wanted so desperately to know his ware bouts; however, she had no way of getting a hold of him. She raised her head and gazed upon the candle she had lit just a bit ago. It was sitting on her beautifully crafted wooden vanity that her Lord made special for her. She stood and slowly walked toward it. She placed her hand on the back of the chair and pulled it from beneath the vanity. As she walked around the chair to sit her eyes caught a glimpse in the mirror. For a second she had thought she had seen her Lord standing behind her. She turned her head quickly
Gay/bi Rights
ok, its been awhile but heres another one of my spouts off at the mouth. why is it that "SOME" ( a lot ) of gay/bi people feel the need to have support? why feel the need to announce it and badge it as if anyone really cares? i guess it allows other gay/bi people let them know where they are or something. Personally i could care less who someone else is sleeping with but i go through profiles on this site, other sites and always see little tags or some shit talking about " I support gay marriage" " do you support gay marriage" i kiss girls so what" etc... do you see straight people with signs and tags saying " i support straight marriage" a guy with words all over his profile saying " i kiss girls" or a woman saying " i kiss men" maybe i should make a huge tag that says " i support straight marriage" or " i luv women" and post it all over my profile. i can understand being proud of who you are and all but i think some take it to a whole other level.
Walking Through
When Doors Open When a door opens, walk through it. Trust that the door has opened for a reason and you have been guided to it. Sometimes we have a tendency to overanalyze or agonize over the decision, but it is quicker to simply go through the door and discover what’s there as that’s the only way to know. Even if it doesn’t seem right at first, opening this door may lead to another door that will take us where we need to go. Doors open when the time is right for us to enter a new space, metaphorically speaking, and we can have faith that walking through is the right thing to do. Sometimes we linger in the threshold because we are afraid of leaving our old life for a life we know nothing about. We may have voices inside of our heads that try to hold us back or people in our lives saying discouraging things. These voices, internal and external, are known as threshold spirits, and they express all the fears and doubts that arise at the beginning of a new life. Never
Caught Pt.4
"Please Master,"She began to beg,But his look made her stop,As his hand found her leg.He slowly moved his hand,Up her inner thigh,Finally reaching her clit,He knew this would really make her cry.He pinched it hard,Squeezing so tight,Her eyes filled with more tears,He knew he was doing it right.She cried harder and harder,As he held his grip,Holding it precisely,So his fingers wouldn't slip."You are such a bad slave,And I am making you pay,For you shall learn your lesson,This Master you shall never disobey."His voice no longer,Had sympathy within,And she knew he meant business,By that sinister grin.He finally released her clit,And went to his knees,Bringing his mouth to her mound,His breath began to tease.She felt the warmth,All around her clit,Then he placed his lips to her,With his teeth he bit.She screamed again,And wanted so badly to curse,For this pain she was feeling,Was so much worse.He bit hard,As he looked up into her eyes,Oh how much he loved,Hearing her painful cries.A lesson
Caught Pt.3
She heard the door open,As she waited outside,She felt very frightened,And the fear would not subside.He told her to look away;He did not want to see her face,For at this very moment,He though of her a disgrace.He took her by the arm,And led her down the hall,Leading her way,So she did not trip or fall.As they walked along,She could only see the floor,But it was just enough,To recognize the door.They stopped for a moment,As he took out his keys,After unlocking the door,He shoved her to her knees."You are not worthy slave,To stand on your feet.Instead you shall continue,Down on bended knee."On her knees once again,She crawled into the room,Her Master was in front of her,Leading her to her doom.This room was one she remembered,A memory full of pain,Where pleasure was her Lords,And breaking her was his gain.He now took down a chain;It was attached to wood above,As he attached it to her collar he spoke,"I do this out of love."The tears were still falling,But her cries were never heard,He j
Exercising Flexibility
Mind Stretching Flexibility is the capacity to bend without breaking, as well as a continual willingness to change or be changed in order to accommodate new circumstances. People with flexible minds are open to shifting their course when necessary or useful; they are not overly attached to things going the way they had planned. This enables them to take advantage of opportunities that a more rigid person would miss out on. It can also make life a lot more fun. When we are flexible, we allow for situations we could not have planned, and so the world continues to surprise and delight us. Since reality is in a constant state of flux, it doesn’t make sense to be rigid or to cling to any one idea of what is happening or what is going to happen. We are more in tune with reality when we are flexible. Being in tune enables us to adjust to the external environment and other people as they change and grow. When we are rigid or stuck in our ways, instead of adjusting to the world around
Caught Pt.2
Her Master walked toward her,Each step took in stride,Until he was standing,On her left hand side.Taking her hair,He twisted it into his fist,It was at that very moment,She knew her Master was pissed."How dare you enter this room?How dare you come alone?"His words roared out in rage,And shook there very home.He shoved her to the floor,Until she was on bended knees,The tears ran down her face,As she begged her Master, "please?"She wanted so badly to explain,Let him know she meant no harm,She just wanted some insight,On the man with so much charm.Her face began to burn,As she felt his slap,He whispered in her ear,"That was a mere love tap."Now she was fully crying,And totally filled with fright,For now she began to really fear,The pain to come this night."You have betrayed me,You have entered my domain,I have no other choice,Than to bind you up in chain."He spoke once again,With some sympathy in his voice,She knew he was only being Masterly,He really had no choice."I understand your reas
Shady Jack's Singles Events - Friday July 24th
    Back To Jacks! Pre Poker Run Party at Shady Jack's! Friday, July 24th  8:00 pm - They Kick Us Out!Shady Jack’s Saloon and Grill1432 N. BroadwaySt. Louis, MO 63102314-241-HOGG (4644) Visit their website at Shady Jack'sShady Jack's has a full menu with FANTASTIC food prepared on site. The menu includes amazing burgers, mouth watering steaks and a variety of other sandwiches, pizzas, salads, chili and appetizers. If you ride your bike down there's parking in front, behind or even inside the building. Shady Jack's is a biker accommodating bar with a leather repair shop, tattoo parlor, relaxation therapy massages, and a gift shop all on premise. Specials!  Specials!  Specials! No Cover $4.00 Bomb Shots (Jäger, Cherry, Orange, etc.) 10% off all Appetizers Poker Run Information BACA/PTs 8th annual poker run is being held Saturday July 25th. Information about the Poker Run including registration, beginning and end locations, time and prizes will be available Friday night a
A Call To Action
Assembling Your Light Team Each of us, whether we realize it or not, moves through life in the company of beings whose task is to watch over us. These ancestors, spirit guides, angels, guardians, and ascended masters designated to serve as protectors and guides take pleasure in their roles yet cannot assist us without first being asked. Since the origins of our sacred sentinels differ, we may choose whom we call upon for help based on the situation at hand. However, in certain circumstances, particularly those in which time is of the essence or there is the potential for harm, we may feel the need to surround ourselves with our entire complement of benevolent, watchful guardians at a moment’s notice. To do so, a great shortcut is to create and assemble a light team—a group of spirit helpers who will come to our aid when we utter a simple word or phrase. The creation of a light team begins with the dedication of the words that will serve as a shortcut in your time of di
Doves (random)
Unleash the dove's, Passing there love, Feathers as bright as the snowfalls, There not flying to cause harm , just peace unto all, Sometimes people have to walk out the door.   Passing blessings & regards unto all, Tattered wings or not they'll rise, With pride & a smile, through the sun & rain, Spread a smile across that face with grace.   Some lose hope to easy , some rise above it all, Keep your head together through times good & bad, Believe in your dreams follow them till the end of time, We've all lost things we love.   Ride that fucking train, Drive that fucking car, Right into the sunset & warmth, Sail that ship, No matter how rough the road or the sea, Travel safe & steady through life.   Wind in your hair, Seaspray on your face, May Eagles fly, May dolphins swim elegant & true, Don't let things phase you , watch the gentle motion, Of a Healthy & Happy Heart, Beating true & strong.   Upon this life we are truly one. Regardless off colour or race, Som
Random Crap
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drool in my sleep and when I am awake 2. I like getting new stickers for my fookin helmet 3. I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) 4.I have to have a half of a vicodin with my coffee in the morning 5. I like to sing to my computer 6. I like to gossip about people I dislike 7. I hate blogs and blogging and people that make me do blogs for their cheap ass entertainment value :) 8. Clean Sheet day is my favorite day! 9. My memory sucks ass! I have OCD like my friend Jenn (mines way better) Ok I am tagging these people Shababs Dragons4you~ Bigbuck632 Sparklyballs MzCaBIB
Tater Tots Maybe?
Now for the record, I have had my tubes tied,burnt and cut but I am three weeks late.   Is this possible??? could I really be??? or am I just too overly excited that I might be? arg i dunno. should I get a test? or is it a waste of time??   OMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Worst Loss
He saw her each time with the same fluttering feeling that he had felt as a child seeing her for the first time. His feelings for her always began in a spark of boyish giddiness and with fluidity shaped into loyalty, faith, respect, and undying love. Her eyes showed more energy and excitement than a powerful thunderstorm. As a boy he thought he wasn’t good enough for her. But she forced him to grow up. She was the water that he drank, the air that he breathed. They were newlyweds. He was hers and she was his. It was love at its utmost in prominence. He remembered when she told him, “You will never lose me. I will always be yours.” And a tear streaked his eye.   For you see, this time when he saw her, he was without giddiness. It was replaced instead with the crushing weight of dread and realization. “My God she is gone. I lost her.” He whispered to himself as the pastor spoke over her casket. He would try to sweeten the bitterness in his mind with cle
Well the summer days will not get any longer, its time to vist the wide verity of state parks in your area. Bring the whole family and camp for at least one night. Most parks have plenty things to do lots of trails to adventure on. Grill your favorite food over an open  campfire is always a plus, bring your own wood. If nothing else just enjoy the great outdoors. Outdoor supplies provided by
L*ve And Reflection
  I feel everyday is a journey, a day that is so hard to finish, like i can never compete. Is it supposed to be like this? Where was the happiness of my youth? My heart is yurning for the truth. For my passion superceeds my inner strength, the ability to accomplish, to strive ahead. I will be a different person in the months to come, I will be strong, I will know what it takes to take on the world... I just pray i will not have to do it alone.. My companion, my love I need you... a soft gentle touch that flooded memories of times past has my heart on a string. for the weight is heavy but soon it will break and when it does, i hope you are there to catch me. You may have skin so tough, calyst from years of bitterness and grief, the world pulling you down, one day at a time. But darling, my will is stronger, but your skin opens for me to an exposed heart.. a beating organ that longs to be cradled, to be loved, sweetly touched, cared for... Not babied but taken care of.. I can only show
Where Do I Go From Here?
Mkay.I'm jobless(no longer a dj at GFR;and before you jump and assume they screwed me over let me assure you it was MY fuckup..shoulda called in sick the 3 sets I missed but wasn't able to), and I never did much like FuBar.I refuse to dj for anyone else, being in my opinion, I suck as a dj.And MUMMS are full of bitter, life-hating trolls.So..where do I go from here?This ain't self-pity, this is an honest question.Any input, even nasty, hateful input, is appreciated. Thanks. My YiM is sithlordfenris_x138 btw should any of you wish to stay in contact with me.  
Michael Jackson Vs The American Solider
Not my rant but dam the man has a point!!!Okay, I need to rant. I was just watching the news, and I caught part of areport on Michael Jackson. As we all know, Jackson died the other day.He was an entertainer who performed for decades. He mademillions, and he did a lot of things that make him a villain to manypeople. I understand that his death would affect a lot of people, andI respect those people who mourn his death, but that isn't the pointof my rant.Why is it that when ONE man dies, the whole of America loses theirminds with grief. When a man dies whose only contribution to thecountry was to ENTERTAIN people, the American people find the need toflock to a memorial in Hollywood, and even Congress sees the need tohold a "moment of silence" for his passing?Am I missing something here? ONE man dies, and all of a sudden he's afreaking martyr because he entertained us for a few decades?What about all those SOLDIERS who have died to give us freedom? Allthose Soldiers who, knowing that the
Im Bad
yo words of wisdom u men who think ur bad ass ur not execpt for thugs i have much respect for them u other men though ur not bad ass im bad ass i weight 225 of pure muscle and im a cage fighter so dont come to me telling me how bad u r cause ur not step with me in a ring with me and u will get knocked out or choked till u pass out
What Is It All About
Well after a pretty long time out of the game i finally managed to get privacy, an internets connection and bored enough to drop back over to teh internets' favourite bar/pointz thingy. The problem is I can't figure out what the hell is going on and have no idea if any of my buddies are still here or have 'changed' and gone and done something stupid like got a real life. I think I'll just drink through it, that seems to solve most of lifes little puzzles. Oh and if you have a job or lots of money, call me
Come Bid On Me
http://www.slaveskeep.comSlavesKeep is a refuge for many to come together, to commune, to play, to chat, to learn, to teach, to grow and to possibly find what T/they are seeking. SlavesKeep is a place of free will, where submission is a beautiful gift. To belong in SlavesKeep is a privilege, to all, Masters/Mistresses, Switches and submissives/slaves alike. Here Y/you will find a home. Inside these castle walls, Y/you will experience Dungeons, a sanctuary, schools of thought and a Repository for all varieties of the BDSM lifestyle. Y/you will have the opportunity to make a profile and begin advancing in degrees to earn privileges and work toward a goal. Along the way, Y/you will meet people from all walks of life who share the commonality of some form of the BDSM lifestyle. Y/you will probably make some amazing connections or friendships. There is also a lot of room for fun and artistic expression. The rules here are simple and clear and respect will be the key for success. So come ins
Help A Girl Out?
I have been craving that spotlight since I started on fu.I would loooove so much if I could get it.I can only get it on wednesday's since I am above level 25.               Please! Please! If you can spare any fubucks I will be more then appreciative.Anyone who donates over 1 million will recieve one safe for work salute from me.Can I do this?   I believe that with the awesome friends I have I'll be able to get spotlight.Help a girl out? Thanks Sabbath74,Brokeass,and Silveroak for being awesome friends and helping me out.     If not I will have to cut off all your heads.=) J/k J/k.
Paintings For The Fallen
The following blog is a copy from a friend.. his link is below.. please add, rate, fan, and help support. Please look at his paintings.. they are amazing pieces from a gifted Marine Veteran. ******************************************************* I have seem to have lost my path on what is important to me,but I have found a place of focus and this is what I want to do. A project called a A Painting For The Fallen. I want to get the word out to anyone with Who has lost or knows of a fallen troop to contact me so I am able to I do a painting for them.,in between the painting's I am working on. I will get with my Web Master as soon as I am able, so I can set up a picture to be sent and all the info required. I want to give back at least a little part to those who gave all. I will donate all the supplies and my time, it is just the shipping cost is what I will need. I am literally a starving Artist here. Thank you and pass the word Brandon. $safe_uid_dname@ fub
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I'm Not Going Anywhere, I'm Just Taking A Break........
Well from my status you can see that I’m taking a much deserved “Fu-vacation”.  No I’m not going all “emo” and deleting my account, I just want to take a break for a while.  This October I’ll have been here for 3 years, that’s 3 years of logging in EVERY DAY.  It gets a bit old.  I’ve made a lot of good friends here.  This place was a lot different when I joined; I’m not saying that it’s not good now it’s just different.  There is way too much begging, whoring, and drama; this is the fucking internet people.  It’s sick that women basically sell their bodies for blasts, blings, and happy hours.  Come on ladies, you can’t use those in real life.  Get a fucking clue. And some of the guys, I mean who really fucking starts a conversation in real life by saying “nice tits”, or “damn I wanna fuck you”.  Holy Shit guys!!! And WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH ALL THE CHEATING!!!! I'll say it agai
It seems the word is not getting out for the Paitnings for the Fallen. Should I try for the spotlight ? Because this is important to me.
Who Knows
Is it real? Does love really exist? Will I ever find it? Or am I just wasting my time while making plenty of friends? Sitting here in silence while talking to a friend. Where to go from here? Who knows!!!
3 Verses In 1 It's About My Ex "what A Waste"
Eternal Mornings
 A waking sigh slips, past sleepy pouted lips. Stretches start from hips, to toes and fingertips. Tingles travel through, the being that is you. Rippling whence it grew, a sweet warming brew. Blue eyes part slow, giving me their glow. Butterflies then grow, as that is all we know. Days may come and end, leaving like a friend. In our arms we spend, all that time will lend.
Kingz And Queenz
Fuck you fascist bitchI'm the king of the worldImma bad motherfuckaImma kill motherfuckazImma king motherfuckaWhere my queen's motherfuckaHope you all dieFuck you fascist bitchI'm the king of the worldImma bad motherfuckaImma kill motherfuckazImma king motherfuckaWhere my queen's motherfuckaCome followingWalk into the firey flames, that evil Demon remainsSatanic syndrome of insanity, the darkness awaitsThe Holy Prophets are forbidden for devouringThe Sacred hold the virgins get insertedWhile the powerless praise the Beast and worship meKill yourself to make you freeAnnihilation of the Holy Kingdom for eternityRed Dawn soon will comeJesus Christ will soon be goneFrom the conscious mental thoughtsNecronomicon has taughtI'm your suffer malice, in the palace of assassinsKill the Holy fascist, burn religious bastardsI am the master of the flames of damnationFires of the world still burning, Heaven's been crematedBlasphemy the wicked shitBlasphemy until the dead, honor to the Lord of the aby
Back On Fubar
well  Folks yep Im back on Fubar for a minute. Havent been here for awhile been dealing with real life issues but basically Im working becoming a butterball and eating like I have lost my mind!!! that kinda goes along with being pregnant lol. Anyway Im posting pics of my new puppy Freedom . I named him that cause he was born on June 19th the day slaves in Texas were told they has been freed 2 years after the fact!!! Hes a shitZu and im so in love with him go give him love ~Angel Baby~ aka Lady Red
After the last couple of high-energy days, you will feel relieved when things settle down in the afternoon, Pisces. You may have just solved a potentially disastrous problem in relationships (or just decided that letting it occur would be in your best interests), but a big decision about your living-space and lifestyle is pressing on your mind now. This decision will affect you for some time, so if you are moving or buying a home, make sure you know exactly what you're getting. Post Horoscope To Profile Hide Your Love Horoscope Today is a feeling of restlessness and impatience with your romantic situation, Pisces and you are wanting to do something about it, and today. The problem with this specific situation Pisces is that the dissatisfaction that is occurring with you is the result of decisions or communications that you have made. Perhaps you have been feeling too restricted or limited in a specific situation, and dealt with these feelings incorrectly. You may have made assu
For Dante'
I wrote this for Dante'.. he will understand.. and I hope he likes it...       Old Mcdonald had a farm... and all the animals slept in the barn.. the sheep were dressed in white.. and all the cocks did was fuss and fight.. the chickens sat and laid their eggs, hoping the farmer wouldn't eat their legs.. It was supposed to be fun...but when the bull looked at me.. I gave a run.. i thought this was one crazy zoo..I saw the cows fucking and the one cow said.. "GOO-GA-MOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"   hehe, I know.. BAD CASSIE!
I Am Seeking A Fu-wife
[i'm Gonna Go Make Almond Cookies/ragebomb]
So I used the phrase "look you have to learn to take risks and learn to trust people-"and got cut off with "not right now, not necessarilly with you""then what's the alternative? Get a clone? Program a robot to agree with you and accept you unconditionally?"Then I went on a tirade about self indulgent caution and nervous bullshit.I asked Tree to call me if she ever got into a better mental stateinformed her that she's very self-absorbed in this whole process of woe is me and I'm teh scared.and that I was tired of the complete lack of any acknowledgement of the guilt and pressure that had been placed on me.Then I realisedI really didn't want her to call me if she ever did.And said so. I'm gonna go make almond cookies.
My Mental List Haha Im Labled...
so yea im labled with these mental problems i think its kinda funny but im on meds to control it and it works so here it goes names and deffs.       ADD/ADHD is a common behavioral disorder that affects an estimated 8% to 10% of school-age children. Boys are about three times more likely than girls to be diagnosed with it, though it's not yet understood why. Children with ADHD act without thinking, are hyperactive, and have trouble focusing. They may understand what's expected of them but have trouble following through because they can't sit still, pay attention, or attend to details. Extreme Mood Shifts Are the Hallmark of Bipolar Disorder People with bipolar disorder have 2 different mood extremes: "depression" and "mania." An episode of depression or mania can last for days, weeks, months, or, rarely, years. A person with untreated bipolar disorder may have more than 10 total episodes of depression and mania during his or her lifetime. Between episodes, you may have mild sy
Friday Night Forgets... Maybe Regrets Lol
We went to the bar last Friday night, my best friend and I.   The bar owner says to Sandi, "Oh I heard you were on the bar a few weeks ago." Sandi looks at me.. and we both say.. " I don't remember that."  The bad thing is, I don't drink, I should remember things.  lol We talk a little further and all of a sudden Sandi says, "Ohhhh I remember now."  She mumbles a few things and I pop up and say, "ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh I remember now."   Bless little Sandi's heart, she was up on the bar with her legs in the air and someone was using a twister game mat to diaper her with.  I sure as hell hope they powdered her ass too.      What the F did I have to remember that for?  I don't think I will ever be the same again..... *blank stare*       help me.........  
Some Shit I Just Wrote
I dont understand the pain i feel, is it fake or is it real, never one to piss and moan, but its cold when your all alone. I miss holding her in my arms, her sweet scent is one that haunts so lord i pray please take away the pain, its been almost a year this aint a damn game my lifes been shot and its slowly bleeding out, and no one hears my anguished shout. i've made it loud as a bell it follows me everywhere i go the devil promised to make it stop so i gave him my soul but instead of that pain he gave me another so how do you win when you dont have a means? Im tryin to get out but i need to stop and take a drink its scary in hell and no one understands that what i carry around hurts more than can take a man i wouldnt pass it on, even if i hate you because it hurts to bad and it would just waste you. I wish you could see just how messed up it is and i've had this in my heart since i was a kid Alfonzo please forgive me for not bein around but we got that mutha fuc
Religious Bitches
Religious bitches must dieThey pray to God in the skyThe Holy Spirit And IClash my truth and your liesI cause the pain that you feelYou think your God is so realBut now you pray to surviveReligious bitches all dieReligious bitches must dieThey pray to God in the skyThe Holy Spirit And IClash my truth and your liesI cause the pain that you feelYou think your God is so realBut now you pray to surviveReligious bitches all dieYou think I give a flyin' fuck about a dead nunI'll put her corpse in the trunk and bump the funkI'll pull her body out ten days in the heatHer rotten corpse smellin' sweet like dead meatI wanna cut up that Christian, incisionsMutilate religion, new visionsFuck a dead bitch, fuck a dead nunFuck the Virgin Ass Mary, give me head, whatI got this motherfucker locked downI put my dick in her mouthThrow the Holy Bible to the groundI burn it up now page by pageShe loves my taste screaming God in vainI'm kinda fiendin' for the flavor of a BaptistFuck a rat bitch Christian Ca
I want it to the end. The thoughts the feelings, i thought it was over I thought there was nothing left....and then i saw the resemblence in her childs eyes to ex....the only way for it to be his if he cheated shouldnt bother me, it eneded almost two years ago but we tried again...last was born June....that means we were together.....i had myself convince it wasnt his...till i saw the eyes....he has his its all back, the pain, the knowing she could give him what i was never willing at the time... the wondering what is so wrong with me agian, the lost of self esteem, of confiendnce....oh god when can it end......when will this finally leave me....all this pain and emotion when will it fo, so i cna move on fully....when will i find someone to love me for me...................
Why do pilots fly through storms?  
Here It Is
After a brief hiatus it is time for a little is to wreaking havok in mumms and true friends who never went away even when I did
hi and hollo bye lol lol lol lol lol..................  
Update, for those that give a shit... Apartment is mine, just waiting on the apartment building peoplez to finish prepping it n stuffz. Pneumonia is gone, finally, and hopefully not coming back, like it did a few times. I haven't been on here in 9 days, and probably won't be on for another week or two, cuz I've realized life is better without the drama and stress this site causes. I won't delete, but I definitely won't be on here day in and day out like I used to be. Sorry, but it's just not what it used to be.   I miss a lot of my friends, but most of you know how to get in touch with me... (only one person has called me, btw... and she's just as, if not more, happy as I am about her new place and job and stuffz. I'm SOOOO happy for her. She knows who she is. ♥) and those of you that are too busy, I understand... life happens sometimes... :P Just know this - I'm here for my friends, if any of you need to talk, or anything, just IM me, or call me, and I'll take the time to
Understanding Men Is All About Punctuation, Terseness And Pausing. Fucktard.
In five months of living with men here is what I have learned, as explained to me tonight by the brilliant and ever wise DDM:Men do not hear negatives. We (women) bitch at them so frequently that they are psychologically and possibly even biologically conditioned to tune out the negative. So if we were to say, for instance, "Thomas, I do not like roses. I want daisies," he would hear "blah blah roses blah blah want blah," therefore leading to the trauma of earlier this Autumn. Indeed, I have been under the mistaken impression that my communication style was clear and easily understood when in fact it is not. And it has been further explained to me that in communicating with the male of the species Pauses are an important tool. DDM explains further that if communication could be a combination of James Kirk's ... .. paused... .. speech could be combined with... .. terseness, short... .. words that... .. are spaced... .. so... .. that there were... .. enough... .. pauses for the men to...
Why is it some people are only interested in talking to you as long as its about them?   I must really suck.
Do You Want Extra Income
I was doing some youtube searches on how to make internet home income and this was the best one that i could find that looks safe enough to think about. Ive then done some research to see if this is a scam, lots of feedback pointing to no. Im 23 and a full time employee at nursing home. I'm gonna Pay the six bucks and go for it, it seems to be up Big Player in the online Networking community. Heres a link to watch a video on this. I would love to here comments on this subject so watch the video and get back to me. Hopefully you Join And We Can Start Making Money Together.
Just Say Hello To The Next Person You See
Invisible       For most of his life he never really stood out. Never did anything great, he was really just average. Never had girls falling over him. he was just normal, but he was also the same as a lot of people. he had some friends (including me), a short date here and there. He had two brothers and his parents never payed him much attention. I guess he was just tired of it. When he would walk through the halls or wherever he went he was just ignored most the time like he wasn't even there, like he was invisible. One time he said to me if i was a portrait people would look at me and notice me all the time. anyways one day i was at my other friends house who was his neighbor. we saw an ambulence pull in his driveway and when we got out side we saw a body come out and there was blood all over the medics hands i talked to his dad and founf out he shot himself through his head in there bathroom with his dads gun. i guess he thought he would be notived if he was painted on the wall.
How To Perform The Perfect Blowjob!!!
I think that most guys are easy to please when it comes to sucking their cock. Sure, you might find yourself the occasional connoisseur, but generally if you go for quantity over quality you can't go wrong. But, if you want to blow his mind when you blow his cock, here's some tips. I've got most of my information from asking other people, both guys and girls, and I've included stuff I've learned in my experience as a cock-sucking slut! First of all, the general opinion seems to be that unless there's a pressing reason (like you're sucking off total strangers on a crowded train) it's preferable if you're naked. Particularly if you've got nice tits (and let's face it, boys are less fussy about the tits they can get in their bedroom than they are about the ones in porn), topless is almost a minimum requirement. There are a couple of advantages to being naked when you're giving a blowjob. Firstly, it's easier to clean up -- just rub anything that lands on you into your skin. Sure, you'll n
I Have Never Felt So Beautiful As I Did Tonight...
If there is one thing in life that is guaranteed, it is: people and life will disappoint you and everything is always changing. Summer is supposed to be fun, filled with vacations, pool-times, friends, parties, etc. My summer has been the complete opposite. It has been a very difficult one with people and situations in life. The kind of feeling where you feel like you are fighting a never ending battle, every day drags, every night is sleepless, and every breath you take hurts.But everything was kind of put in prospective tonight and changed my mind a little.For so long, I have always strived to have the perfect hair, the perfect smile, the perfect clothes, the perfect look, etc. All that mattered was being "beautiful" in the media and world's eye, because for so long I was "the ugly duckling". I go in a different gym tonight to work out. I had a horrible day. A day where everything that can go wrong, does. A day where I felt no motivation, lonely and empty. Instead of turning to binge
I'm Tired
  "I'm Tired" by Robert A. Hall I'll be 63 soon. Except for one semester in college when jobs were scarce, and a six-month period when I was between jobs, but job-hunting every day, I've worked, hard, since I was 18 Despite some health challenges, I still put in 50-hour weeks, and haven't called in sick in seven or eight years. I make a good salary, but I didn't inherit my job or my income, and I worked to get where I am. Given the economy, there's no retirement in sight, and I'm tired. Very tired. I'm tired of being told that I have to "spread the wealth around" to people who don't have my work ethic. I'm tired of being told the government will take the money I earned, by force if necessary, and give it to people too lazy or stupid to earn it. I'm tired of being told that I have to pay more taxes to "keep people in their homes." Sure, if they lost their jobs or got sick, I'm willing to help But if they bought McMansions at three times the price of our
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Going through the pain inside; Trying not to run and hide. Going through the pain inside; Trying not to run and hide. Fighting every urge of panic, Yet no one around to save me from my insanity. Trapped no place to go . My world growing colder than the year before. Wanting to be loved even more. Just afraid to open the door. No ones knocking to be let in, No sign of sunshine Not even a twinkle in my eye. Yet day by day I’m still going through the pain inside,
When God puts 2 hearts and 2 souls and makes them 1 its a bond for life when 1 breaks the bond 1 will survive and the other will perish without love again dont let that happen stay strong to your soulmate love them no matter what they do that precious bond should never be broken
My Heart
My heart is yours for the taking. My eyes show you the way to my soul. My life is your life. Every breath i take, is your breath. You are my breath, you are my heart, you are my life, and you are my soul. My arms are your pillow, fore when you lay your head on my chest. Every beat of my heart is for you. I can't live without you. Fore you are what keeps me alive.
More Facts
Instructions... Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to "Tag", listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You're It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you! Ok, here goes...   1- I once made an entire Thanksgiving dinner on a grill because my oven tore up on my stove. This is NOT easy when you have a little one running around and your spouse is at work but damnit, I did it! 2- I've had neck surgery for herniated disks. Pain that I NEVER want to experience again. 3- I'm a neat freak. Disorder drives me nuts! 4- My mom died when I was 5. 5- I'm full of shit. It's what caused my brown eyes and hair. (Or so my husband says but I don't tell him he's an idiot because I'm nice like that) 6- I work well under pressure. Hey! I never said I wouldn't cuss you out or anyone else! 7- Coke is my favorite drink. 8- I'm
Look Around
i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is dark and cold. sorrow is the only thing. i look around and i see nothing but darkness.
Look Around
i look around and all i see is saddness. i look around and all i see is heartach. i look around and all i see is tears. what is wrong? what does this worthless life have to offer? there is nothing. everything is gone. there is no joy, no warmth, there is no love. this life is dark and cold. sorrow is the only thing. i look around and i see nothing but darkness.
Tiger Lily :)
We drive tonight,And you are by my side.We're talking about our lives,Like we've known each other forever.The time flies by,With the sound of your voice.Its close to paradise,With the end surely near.And if i could only stop the carAnd hold onto you,And never let go (and never let go)I'll never let go (i'll never let go)As we round the cornerTo your houseYou turned to me and said,"i'll be going through withdrawal of you For this one night we have spent."And, i want to speak these wordsBut i guess i'll just bite my tongue,And accept "someday, somehow"As the words that we'll hang from.And i (i..), i don't want to speak these words. 'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. And i (i..), i don't want to speak these words. 'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse. Why does tonight, have to end?Why don't we hit restart,And pause it at our favorite parts.We'll skip the goodbyes.If i had it my way,I'd turn the car around and runaway,Just you and i.And i (i..), i don'
A First Visit
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!! My mama raccoon that I have fed so devotedly through out her gestation, and in the bright light of the day her kits were born, and every night afterwards - brought her babies to visit tonight. She has three. I smile. There is a fire fly looking for love in all the wrong places - my living room. I think its attracted to the bright glow of the fairy sitting on the cusp of the moon night light. My beautiful Fae gave it to me, knowing that I would enjoy the sight. Glow worms do too... Tomorrow night I shall invoke the power of the Spongebob Squarepants pillow case and hug it tightly hoping it will give me a modicum of the comfort that my husband and my Fat Russell terrier does when its time to sleep. This time, though, I shall be wired and without both man and dog. Perhaps I can command my brain waves to act as an Etch A Sketch and write I LOVE YOU, HARPER in the mists of the lands of Possibility. I will try.
July Auction (opens 7/13)
I'm up for auction once again. Stop by and show some bidding love!!   thx in advance, I'll enjoy being your slave!
Amberalert 3yr Old Girl Taken By A Man Driving A New Silver Truck Liscense Plate 72381 Keep It Goin So They Can Find Her. Dont Send Back
Amberalert 3yr old girl taken by a man driving a new silver truck liscense plate 72381 KEEP IT GOIN SO THEY CAN FIND HER. Dont send back
Tomm Is A Big Day
Most of you know im going through  extended divorce court and custody proceedings over the last 5 years. Welp the hasbeen is still pulling his crap. Tomorrow is a mediation day....I feel it will turn out well, but as always I'm so worried and scared,  i want to thank you all for your thoughts and prayers, and i will let you know what the outcome as soon as i can. I beleive in the power of prayer and thank you all so much for yours.
How Can You Love Someone And Not Yourself?
Leaves are on the groundFall has comeBlue skies turning greyLike my loveI tried to carry youAnd make you wholeBut it was never enoughI must goWho is gonna save youWhen I'm gone?And who'll watch over youWhen I'm gone?You say you care for meBut hide it wellHow can you love someoneAnd not yourself?And when I'm goneWho will break your fall?Who will you blame?I can't go onAnd let you lose it allIt's more than I can takeWho'll ease your pain?Ease your pain Who is gonna save you when I'm gone?Who'll watch over you?Who will give you strength when you're not strong.Who'll watch over you when I've gone away?Snow is on the groundWinters comeYou long to hear my voiceBut I'm long gone
Whoring Myself So I am bored on the Fu and decided I would tru something new at least once. I've whored myself in an auction. Yes this is a shameless plug for bids.    Thanks for listening ,       Patchy  
Time And Life
Hello Everyone Im Daniel . My life has been so far a wonderful one . spite a few difficult times .I grew up In Chicago back in the 60's 70's. . My late teens and and early adult life I was in a small suburb of Chicago . I worked after school and weekends at a McDonalds  at a whole 2.65 hr. My Dad a carpenter had me helping him in the summers and some weeekends . My Uncle explained plumbing and electrical work . So I was a complete home builder . which When I turned 30 I built my 1st Home completely from the ground up . Framed and poured the concrete footings and foundations , framed all the walls . hung all the drywall, pulled all the wiring and did all the plumbing myself . I owned my company and for 9 yrs was pretty well off . . My love life started when I was 21 yes 21 and I married my 1st Love and we have a son which I think is a great young man , We were to young and familes didnt get along . Which ended 4yrs later. :( When i came home from work one day and her and her brother wa
Kissing Is Such A Neglected Venue For Passion...
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Celtic Horoscope
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Jenn Facts And I Hate Cracka!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1- I hate stupid people. 2- People think I'm mean but, I only think they have thin skin. 3- I have OCD and OCD and OCD and OCD (yeah you get the picture) 4- I get bored easily. 5- I like naps. 6- I like playing Acrochallenge. 7- I like doing random things to random people, just for fun. 8- I enjoy pretending I'm pissing on Cracka's fooking leg because he's always making me do stupid shit, like this blog. *LOL* 9- I eat a lot and never gain weight. 10- I have a twisted and warped sense of humor. I've even grossed out a few people.   Ok.. I'm tagging...   Krazee elguapo shababs and YOU and YOU!   If you don't know
Stalkers On Fubar
Lacking Mo Mo Mo Motivation ...
Winter is here and I am starting to lack motivation ... blah .......   Any ideas ???
Tew Whore
Bid on her and stuff.  It's her first auction and she really wants to whore it up.        
In A New Auction!
This is probably a mistake, since only 3 ppl bid on me LAST time... Oh, well, her goes... I'm in it! Click here to see my offer!BUY ME! PLEASE! :D . Rock on!Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx
My Thoughts On Changing Yourself (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 3)
Should We Forget About The Past Since It Modes Who We Become? Today People Say Is The Start Of New Lives And The End Of Old Ones. Well I Say Why Change The Good Things About You? Why Not Just The Bad? It's Strange That You Would Want To Change The Things About You That Makes You A Good Person. Yes, There Are Bad People Out There But Have You Stopped To Think That Maybe They Are Bad People Because At One Point In Their Lives They May Have Changed Something That Made Them Good Or Maybe Someone Did Somthing To Them That Made Them Change. Everyone Is Born Good But It's The Path That Is Followed That Defines Who A Person Will Become. Good, Bad, Or In Between. It's All Decided On How We Are Rasied And How We Live Once We Are On Our Own.  Nobody Is Perfect. Not By A Long Shot But Even Though No One Is Perfect There Are Still Good People In The World. But There Has To Be Balence I Guess For The World To Work. For One Day It Must All Come To A End And There Has To Be Two Sides To Everything. Qu
Mushy Me
Okie dokie folkies...   Here is your one opportunity...I am in a mushy mood..I will give everyone who wants it a compliment...and trust me...i'll be very sincere =)
Dont Try
I WEAR THE PANTS I'm the one I'm the one who knows the dance I'm the one I'm the one who's got the prance I'm the one I'm the one who wears the pants I wear the pants I'm the one who tells you what to do You're the one you're the one if I let you I'm the one I'm the one who wears the pants I wear the pants Hey You follow me I'll take the lead can't you see Don't you question me You just do what I say I don't care what you're saying I don't care what you're thinking I don't care about anything Get ready get ready cause I'm happenin' I don't care what you're saying I don't care what you're thinking I don't care about anything Get ready get ready cause I'm on the scene I don't have to try To make you realize Anything I wanna do Anything I'm gonna do Anything I wanna do I do And I don't have to try Don't you disagree Cause you know It's all about me Be at my beck and call I'm a know it all And it's all your fault I don't care what you're saying I don't care what you're thinking I
Poems I Did For My Baby He Knows Who He Is !!!!
How can I tell you what I feel for you?When I think of you my feelings twist insideAs if someone's fist reached in and grabbed a few,And turned and turned them tight and tangled. I've triedSomehow to say: You're the sun in my sky,The wind that takes me where I want to go,The sweet incense that makes me feel so highThat loving you seems all I need to know.But it all sticks in my throat! It sounds too cute,Empty as a wrinkled paper bag.You won't believe it! Better I stay muteThan offer you cliches that make you gag.And yet I wish to tell you of my love,If only love its own locks would remove! HOW CAN I TELL U HOW I FEEL 4 U !!!   All I ever wanted is in you:Love, laughter, a pillow for my fears.I want to give and to be given toSo I might feel myself flow through the yearsAlive in you, the wonder of my tears Although you are with someone else,I want to have my sayWithout invading your domainOr scaring you away. I respect the choice you madeAnd all that you decide,But I would just like
You Know
what do u think want a tiger in your tank playing all of your holes to make you O?
Ya Know,
Somtimes, I just hate every fucking body.       The end.
Luke Bryan Do I
Baby what are we becoming It feels just like we’re always running Rolling through the motions everyday I can lean in to hold you, or act like I don’t even know you Seems like you could care less either way What happened to that girl I used to know I just want us back to the way we were before Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy Do I have your love, am I’m still enough Tell me don’t I, or tell me do I baby Give you everything that you ever wanted Would you rather just turn away and leave me lonely Do I just need to give up and get on with my life Baby, do I Remember when we didn’t have nothing But a perfect simple kind of loving Baby those sure were the days There was a time our love ran wild and free Now I’m second guessing everything thing I see Do I turn you on at all when I kiss you baby Does the site of me wanting you drive you crazy Do I have your love, am I’m still enough Tell me
I Smell Like Piss...
I really need to write more like I used to. It kept me thinking clearly and gave me a chance to look at the things that were bothering me as well as the projects I have done well on. So I need to write more for reflection on not only my personal life but my business life as well!   I just put in the movie Moulin Rouge. I have only seen this once about 6 years ago and I have owned the movie for two or three years as my ex girlfriend Leslie bought it for me as a gift. I assume she thought I would love it because of my appreciation for the cabaret and burlesque.   The movie has some pretty neat imagery but I remember hating the way they incorporated modern music into the score. I realize this isn't a traditional musical but that really fucked it up for me.   I'll see what I think of it now as an adult...   I'm an adult now and that cracks me up. I have no idea how people (and I guess by “people” I mean my Grandmother) allow me to live on my own. I am like a 5 ye
Haunted New Orleans
HAUNTED NEW ORLEANS PRESENTED BY TROY TAYLOR “Take 100 of the most enthusiastic ghost hunters and ask them to name America’s Most Haunted City. Most will spring to their feet yelling, ‘New Orleans!’ “ (Richard Winer, “Haunted Houses”) THE HISTORY & HAUNTINGS OF NEW ORLEANS The name of “New Orleans” conjures up a succulent variety of images, from the soft sounds of jazz to whirring ceiling fans, wrought iron gates, and hot, spicy food. Along the swollen Mississippi River, the city dozes, only to come alive at night with the revelry of its people and the blare of music and laughter from Bourbon Street and the French Quarter. These are the images of New Orleans that many people think of... but there is another side to the city as well, an underbelly and a darkness that is as carefully hidden as the gates to the small gardens which lurk between buildings in the Quarter. This dark
Nother One!!!
Im in another Auction..FFS im gettin Addicted i think LMFAO!   Heres the page!!   Go bid ppl!!!Its over next Monday same time!!   xoxo
Parlange Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA PARLANGE PLANTATION False River, New Roads, Louisiana Near Baton Rouge   The ghost of a young girl haunts this private plantation, located about thirty-five miles north of Baton Rouge. Along the double row of trees that leads to the doorstep of Parlange Plantation, the ghost of a young girl in a bridal gown is often seen, her white dress flowing out behind her as she runs. The girl crosses the path and then vanishes, tragically living over again the last moments before her death. Who is she and why does she haunt this place? Parlange Plantation was built in 1754 by the Marquis Vincent de Ternant on land that was granted to him by the French crown. The house is still owned by his descendants today... and one of them , who lived many, many years ago, has never left. In 1757, Vincent de Ternant dies and left the estate to his eldest son, Claude. Shortly after, Claude's wife and his first child died during childbirth. He mourned for
Wanna own me? Then go bid!!!!!   I'd love it if you did =]  
Destrehan Manor
HAUNTED LOUISIANA DESTREHAN MANOR HOUSE DESTREHAN, LOUISIANA   This 1790 structure stands just thirteen miles north of New Orleans and offers visitors a rare glimpse into the historic, and haunted, tales of Louisiana plantation life. Destrehan Manor House was completed in 1790 and faces the Mississippi River about thirteen miles north of New Orleans. The house is in the Greek Revival style of the mid-1800's, when a large amount of remodeling was done. In its early days, the property also held a number of outbuildings, including nineteen slave cabins. Much of the house was changed during the remodeling, including covering over the original columns with brick Doric columns, adding curving staircases to the upper floors, a curving rear wall and plastering over the exposed ceiling beams. Extensive restoration work has also been done in recent years and the plantation has also gained notoriety by appearing in several scenes of the film, Interview wi
2 pounds beets (8 medium, usually 2 bunches), peeled, cut in half and sliced in thin half-moons 7 cups water 2 teaspoons salt, or to taste 6 tablespoons strained fresh lemon juice (from 2 to 3 lemons) 1 tablespoon sugar 2 plump garlic cloves, cut in half lengthwise, green shoots removed 3/4 cup plain low-fat yogurt (optional) 1 small cucumber, peeled, seeded, and cut in small dice Chopped fresh dill or chives for garnish 1. Combine the beets, water, and 1 teaspoon salt in a soup pot and bring to a simmer. Cover and simmer 30 minutes. Add the lemon juice, remaining salt, and sugar and continue to simmer, uncovered, for 20 minutes. Remove from the heat and add the garlic. Allow to cool, then cover and chill (you can speed this process by transferring the soup to a bowl and placing the bowl in an ice bath). Taste and adjust seasoning. Remove the garlic cloves. 2. Place 2 tablespoons yogurt, if desired, into the center of chilled soup bowls. Ladle in the soup. Garnish with diced
Chretienne Point
HAUNTED LOUISIANA CHRETIENNE POINT ST. LANDRY PARISH, LOUISIANA   The house called Chretienne Point in Louisiana was once one of the finest plantation homes in the state and played host to colorful characters like the pirate Jean Lafitte. Restored today, this photo was taken in harder times. The haunting of Chretienne Point is perhaps one of the most tragic in Louisiana. It has all of the makings of the classic southern tale with money and murder, a beautiful mansion and a spirited lady.... who still haunts the house today. Felicite Chretienne was a fiery and capable woman and her ghost remains behind... watching over the house which owes its very existence to her memory. The tract of land upon which Chretienne Point stands was purchased from the Spaniards in 1800 by Hypolyte Chretienne, a French colonist, who built the house and started a cotton plantation. In the building of his wealth, he became friends with the notorious smuggler and pirate, J
Hey Lookie Me!!!!
im up for on me..k thanx  
Yeah Yeah....
Very Short Story     Man driving down road.   Woman driving up same road.   They pass each other.   The woman yells out the window, PIG!   Man yells out window, BITCH!   Man rounds next curve.   Man crashes into a HUGE PIG in middle of road and dies.     Thought For the Day: If men would just listen 
Kind Of A Joke
A couple of years ago, we had people send in their favorite euphemisims for workplace incompentence...orginals and classics. They don't really get old, so we thought we share them again. Enjoy. He's two raisins short of a fruitcake. Having him show up is like having 2 good men call in sick! A Forest Killer - Somebody's who's able to produce paper, but no answers. He must have donated his brain to science before he was done using it. Not only is he not the sharpest knife in the drawer, but he is the spoon in the knife drawer. Her staircase doesnt go all the way to the top floor. She has two speeds...slow and stop! Did he have an extra cup of stupid this morning? If you gave him a penny for his thoughts, you’d get change. Results of a performance review: "I thought this guy's performance had reached rock bottom, but then he started to dig." The wheel's spinning but the hamster's dead. I've heard of people having an inferiority complex, but in your case it isn't a comp
The Cottage Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA THE COTTAGE PLANTATION Ruins south of Baton Rouge, along the Great River Road   The Cottage Plantation as it looked prior to the disastrous fire in 1960. Although it was destroyed nearly 40 years, the Cottage Plantation still lingers in the memories of many who live in the area of Baton Rouge Louisiana. The place is remembered for what it used to be, what it became.... and for the ghosts who are said to still walk here. The Cottage was built in 1824 by Colonel Abner Duncan as a wedding gift for his daughter and her husband, Frederick Daniel Conrad. The house had 22 rooms and was considered one of the finest in the Baton Rouge area. Visitors to the house included such notables as Jefferson Davis, Henry Clay, Zachary Taylor, and the Marquis de Lafayette. The Conrad family itself had esteemed beginnings, tracing its ancestry to George and Martha Washington. In the years before the Civil War, life was very good at the Cottage.
The Desederata
THE DESEDERATA - BY   MAX EHRMANNGo placidly amid the noise and haste and remember what PEACE there  may be in SILENCE...As far as possible, with out surrender, be on good terms with all persons.Speak your truth quietly and clearly: and listen to others  even to the dull an ignorant: they too have their story...Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are VEXATIONS to the  spirit...If you compare yourself  with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there  will be greater and lesser persons than your self...Enjoy your achievments...Keep interested in your own career, however hunble, it's a real possession in the  changing fortunes of times....Exercise  caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery...But let this not blind you to what virture there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of HEROISM...BE YOUR SELF...Espically DO NOT feign affection...
Oak Alley Plantation
HAUNTED LOUISIANA OAK ALLEY PLANTATION VACHERIE, LOUISIANA   The haunted plantation house known as Oak Alley fits every idea that we might have about the grand old homes of the south. There is a ghost who haunts Oak Alley Plantation..... although who it might be is still unknown. Some say that it might be the ghost of a young girl whose life was destroyed here many years ago and some claim that the spirit is that of her mother. But regardless, it is a legend that has been told many times over the years. But is it just another ghost story? Not according to the tourists who captured this ghost on film? The Bernard's were just a couple of tourists who had stopped to visit Oak Alley plantation one afternoon. They took a number of photos in and around the house, never expecting to uncover proof that the legendary ghost of the plantation actually existed. When they had their film developed, they sent a copy of one particular photo back to the staff me
The Myrtles Plantation
Get At Me If You Want To Flirt , Phone Sex Or Actually Fuck For Real
imma young 20 year old whos single and needs some ;]  so dont let my 9 inch cock go to waste girls and dont be shy i love a new girl to tlk to ;]
Bleach In The Eyes Hurts
man oh man i gotta tell you getting bleach in your eyes sux!! i was lieing on my back under a sink getting the crud off when a drop of bleach landed in my eye. that shit hurt like a sum-bitch! i don't recomend that to anyone!
My Resident Evil Picture Folder
YES I AM BRAGGING LOL!!! This is how I roll baby!!! 1, (Game discs) Resident Evil: Director's Cut (PSX), Resident Evil: Director's Cut (Greatest Hits Dual Shock Edition), Resident Evil Uncut (PC), Resident Evil 2 Demo (PSX), Resident Evil 2 (DC), Resident Evil 3: Nemesis Demo (PSX), Resident Evil 3: Nemesis (DC), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica (DC), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica X (Greatest Hits) (PS2), Resident Evil Survivor (PSX), Resident Evil: Dead Aim (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak File.. 2 (PS2), Resident Evil (GCN), Resident Evil ZERO (GCN), Resident Evil 4 (GCN), Resident Evil 4 Demo (GCN), Resident Evil 4 (PS2).Not pictured: Marvel Vs. Capcom 2 (PS2), Under The Skin (PS2), and Resident Evil Gaiden (GBC). 2, Resident Evil Uncut (PC), Resident Evil (GCN), Resident Evil ZERO (GCN), Resident Evil CODE: Veronica X (Greatest Hits) (PS2), Resident Evil: Dead Aim (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak (PS2), Resident Evil Outbreak File.. 2 (PS2), Marvel Vs. Capcom 2
Idea stolen from Deacon:   Imagine this: me, 20 years old, playing at Walmart with my friend, taggin each other with rubber chickens. As I'm running around the corner to tag him, I fail to notice an old man in a wheelchair. As I slam into him, I lose balance, fall on top of his chair, it overturns, and he falls out in shock. My friend is dying as I am pickin up a totally schocked old dude back into the chair with apologies mixed with laughter. Good times, we got kicked out.
More Disturbing As Time Goes By
One year after Richard Lyons buried his 9-year-old daughter, who was stabbed in an alley near his South Side home, he wonders whether her killer will be found. Adding to his pain is the investigation of Burr Oak Cemetery, where Mya's body was laid to rest. Lyons had visited Mya's grave just one week before the news broke of the missing and dismembered bodies at Burr Oak. The grave, which featured a headstone, appeared to be fully intact. Richard Lyons' 9-year-old daughter, Mya, was murdered last year near his South Side home. "I do feel that they have not moved her, but it does make me wonder if they placed her where somebody else was," Lyons said. "And that made me lose sleep. It was horrific to even think about." Lyons said many of his family members had been buried at the Alsip cemetery. A previous request to place his grandmother's body next to his grandfather's plot was denied, citing that the area was too full. Yet, when Mya died July 15, 2008, that spot was suddenly open, L
Scared To Death
I know I keep repeating myself when I say I am scared to death about this move. I am having extreme anxiety issues at the moment about this whole thing. I know everyone keeps saying its gonna be the best for me and all, but that doesnt make me any less terrified. I have been *alone* for over a year and a half and being thrown into the community living situation is making me so nervous. I think I am going to apply for the temporary grant to get counseling, hopefully it will help me get back to normal. I really only know how to associate with people online, and that scares the hell out of me, I didn't use to be that way.  Right now I can only dream of being back in my own place, and living under my rules not anybody elses. I cant believe I gave so much up before I went to Germany chasing a dream, I literally gave everything in my apartment away, thus being when I start over, I have nothing.  I have been on antidepressants for a little over a month now and feel no change. The only thin
For Lipstick
picture, Freshman year in high school. its homecoming or some excuse for a skip out party, im drinking alot for the first is spinning and i really have to pee... so a girl im interested in is sitting on my lap in a ;lazy boy chair and i tell her i gotta pee. she gets off my lap and im really having trouble getting out of this trap people are laughing at me and next thing i know, a few people start tickling me before i get in the bathroom... so im doing the peepee dance in front the toilet and dont get my zipper down quick enough and my nick name for the rest of the year was wetspot!!!!   so there ya go...embarrassing moment #1   as you were!
When I Rap
When I rap, I make trees collapseShake the street like a tank perhapsWhen I sing, I clear cloudy skiesReveal the truth among a million liesWhen I spit, I make ugly hotSlot machines stop and hit jackpotWhen I rhyme, I like the darkHungry passion from the heartWhen I rap, the freekshow appearsDo in three seconds what takes two yearsWhen I sing, you can feel the windWe in three d and time can bendWhen I spit, it's like power onTotal staleness becomes the BOMB!When I rhyme, the sun shines overAnd the moon appears that much closerWhen I rap, I defy impossibleLeap right over it like every obstacleWhen I sing, volcanoes erruptI turn twenty cents into fifty bucksWhen I spit, we reach high elevationYour head recieves mass educationWhen I rhyme, everybody can flyGoals get reached on they very first tryWhen I rap, the carnivals in townFour leaf clovers all over the groundWhen I sing, the hat can singToys come alive and it ain't pretendWhen I spit, I spin the planet fasterWe skip tragedies and dod
Tagged...random Facts Game
1. I am  the 2nd oldest  of 6 kids  in my family   2. I hate the sound, feel and sight of cottonaballs gives me chillsall over my body   3. Chicken Parm or Steak are my favorite foods   4. My kids are my heart with little arms and legs   5. I love to bake   6. I plan to go back to school someday ( hopefully  that comes soon )   7. I would love to travel more   8. I have no will power when it comes to ice cream or chocolate cake   9. I like doing dishes and washing laundry    10. I hope to feel what it is like to be  really loved by a man before I need a walker and depends lol Completed just for you my friend Kimberly !
A Psalm Of Life
A PSALM OF LIFE by:  Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Tell me not in mournful numbers,"Life is but an empty dream!"For the soul is dead that slumbers,And things are not what they seem.Life is real! Life is earnest!And the grave is not its goal;"Dust thou art, to dust returnest,"Was not spoken of the soul.Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,Is our destined end or way;But to act, that each to-morrowFind us further than to-day.Art is long, and Time is fleeting,And our hearts, though stout and brave,Still, like muffled drums, are beatingFuneral marches to the grave.In the world's broad field of battle,In the bivouac of Life,Be not like dumb, driven cattle!Be a hero in the strife!Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!Let the dead Past bury its dead!Act -- act in the living Present!Heart within, and God o'erhead!Lives of great men all remind usWe can make our lives sublime,And, departing, leave behind usFootprints on the sands of time;Footprints, that perhaps another,Sailing o'er life's solemn main,A forl
     I always admired her from across the room, making certain to take in every emotion that danced across her face, studying her hands as they nervously expressed her words, and listening… listening to her soft voice, create the most beautiful tones of fear and pleasure, she sang like a fallen angel cast from the heavens to suffer one more life time. When I could no longer bare watching her face twist with the pain of her song, I would close my eyes and imagine my hand softly stroking her face as she sang through a smile, when my thumb moved to caress her lips she would sing with sounds that sent my body into a heated fit of lust and chilled my very core. I couldn’t breathe, at the very moment I reached the peak if lust she would stop singing.    She looked so deeply into my eyes that I could feel her sole invade mine. My hand gently fell to her slender neck; her skin felt like creamy silk and tingled with warmth I could feel and hear every fast beat of her heart throug
Eternal Flame
I spit wicked lyrics that are gonna kill your PreacherAnd it will reach ya, and if you're listenin it'll teach yaInvert the crucifix, light the candle sticksAnd tell the Lord himself he can suck your fuckin' dickNo respect for the Holy cause they try to control meAnd hold me, but I would never ever fold seeI am the wicked the definition of a sicknessMy rhymes are cryptic, the Holy thing is self inflictedBlack candles in the midnight mistI am a Prophet to some and to some I'm a JudasA Demonologist with a slit wrists that bleeds for one KingThat's some Holy wicked shitSo I touch myself when I think about JesusLittle Mary Magnalene should have killed the fetusBelieve this, cause we on the attackAnd the Devils got a message, Team Death is BackWelcome to our minds and welcome to, our worldSay hello to your Saviors, say goodbye to the wordIgnite the Holy Bible with Eternal FlameAnd write all your shame in the Book of Dead NamesWhy have faith when you are so oppressedLight the candles, renoun
by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) To him who in the love of Nature holds communion with her visible forms, she speaks a various language; For his gayer hours she has a voice of gladness, and a smile and eloquence of beauty, and she glides into his darker musings, with a mild and healing sympathy, that steals away their sharpness, ere he is aware. When thoughts of the last bitter hour come like a blight over thy spirit, and sad images of the stern agony, and shroud, and pall, and breathless darkness, and the narrow house…make thee to shudder and grow sick at heart;-- Go forth, under the open sky, and list to Nature's teachings, while from all around-- earth and her waters, and the depths of air-- comes a still voice-- Yet a few days, and thee the all-beholding sun shall see no more in all his course; nor yet in the cold ground, where thy pale form was laid with many tears, nor in the embrace of ocean, shall exist thy image. Earth, that nourish'd thee, shall clai
Born Bad
Drawing A Total Blank...
So, i feel the need to write, it helps me to feel better, sometimes. I don't really know whats plaguing me.. i should be totally thrilled. At the end of the month, i will have 2 of my very favorite people, coming in from out of state to visit me. Carly (best friend since grade school) is coming in from Boston, to celebrate her birthday with me. Tony (mike hunt) will be here too.. i'm so excited about it!!! But, i feel tired today, and not in the happiest mood. i suppose we're all entitled to those days.. and no... its not PMS!!! So i'm done whining, and i wont advertise this, cause i dont feel like dealing with people's negativity today. If you should read this, sorry for boring you.
He Never Left
He Never Left Light breeze whispersCaressing her nape.A chill sent through her body,Tingle, numbness;She hears a flutter.Could it be? Has He returned?Eyes closed,Magnificent hope,She’s awaited this moment,Longed for Him to come again.The anticipation consumes her.Her breath laboredAs if inhaling His soul.His touch,Light as the feathers that adorn him.She melts into His gentle arms.In the strength of His hands, She is protected.For though she’s already fallen,He will never let her fall.As she awakens, Gazes upon His lovely face;The kindness in His eyes,His tender lips,The essence of love that radiates from His skinEnvelops her completely.Sigh of relief, Her angel has returned.Though she doesn’t realizeHe never left.For she is His heaven,And an angel Never leaves His heaven.
Gi Joe
Unsettled Tide
Unsettled Tide She sits alone at the edge of a sandy shoreLooking out to the horizonIn the distance, she sees the swell of the oceanAnticipating it’s arrivalShe knows the tide is buildingForce…Fury…RageIncarcerated by this approaching waveWill it hit her hard…knock her over?Will the contained ferocity subside as it approaches shore?She wonder what affect this advancing torrent will have on her.It has had its way with her too many times.Brought her to her knees…Rendering her oblivious to the world around her.Her soul, drowned by the sea of emotion,So enraptured by its consumptionOf her spirit.This feeling she knows all too wellAnd she prepares for it.It draws nearer and nearer.She braces.The sand but a faulty foundation.Here it comes…Eyes closed,Palms clenched,No breath escapes her lips,And she feels it.The slightest touch of moisture Against her scorched skin.It mocks her;Teasing,Tormenting,Tantalizing,It knows she is ready for it,But does not s
Awaken My Sweet
Awaken My Sweet The night wind whispers to the oak tree “Awaken my sweet, Rustle your leaves for me.” Then, and only then will she dance. Her spirit rising with every breeze. She’s longed for his arrival, Waited, ever so patiently, for his return. She craves the caress of his breath To fulfill her every desire. Her branches part Inviting this waft to enter her every crevice To fill her with his aroma - The scent of desire, The fragrance of lust, The sweet perfume of yearning. She craves him, Aches for him, Hungers for his touch, He is the source of her sustenance, Nourishing her every need. Though she cannot see him, She knows he is there. He consumes her, Envelops her within his soul, Swallows her whole. And she melts in this apparition, Inhibitions lost, No reserves to speak of, As she sees pleasure in his eyes. Sees that he is pleased with her dance, Her response to his embrace. And as quickly as he arrived, Is as quickly as he depa
The Deadliest Sin
Delicate fingers graze the ample multitude of linens and pelts hung neatly. Shades of indigo, ebony, crimson she paints intricately over the fair features of her pallid skin. Her gaze constant, confident as the reflection before her returns with carnal glances, Emerald orbs scanning every inch of her exquisite form. She walks the streets, nose held high as it very well should be, For none merely grazes the height of her beauty…and she knows it. Snickers and white noise of back talk sling from every direction The seemingly dull piercing of blunt edged daggers from women who long to be her. To her, their words are simple child’s play. Eyes of men devour her with every effortless step she leaves. As she continues, not a care crosses her mind That she destroys their every desire with a poised turn of cheek. With a graceful flip of golden tresses, she carries on Only to find herself back at her solemn doorstep of a lifeless dwelling. Take a moment, Seek beyond th
Double The Dose..
Hopefully this blog will help eliminate some concerns and questions. I was diagnosed with PCOS (Poly-Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) around the tail end of May/ first of June of 2009. What is PCOS? It is a health problem that can affect a woman's menstrual cycle, ability to have children, hormones, heart, blood vessels, and appearance. With PCOS, women typically have: High levels of Androgens, missed or irregular periods, and small cysts in their ovaries. Cure:  Unknown   PCOS also has played with my blood sugar and has made me a great candidate for Type 2 diabetes later in life.     I was placed on several medications for the symptoms of PCOS and the one that has effected me the most is the Glucophage for my sugar level. Doc started me off with 500mg daily for the first month.  Side effects for this drug include, but not limited to, diarrhea, gas, headache, indigestion, nausea, stomach pain, temp metallic taste, vomiting, chestpain, dizziness, fast or difficult breathing,fever, ch
Doing A 360
Doing a 360 is cool..if you're on a skateboard. Doing a 360 in life blows. Those of you who are close to me know the absolutely horrible things I've had to face lately. So here I am, on the other side of this awful situation, well several situations, and I'm stuck with this onslaught of emotions. I had a plan, a purpose, and was executing that plan. I gained confidence and strength in myself and then life smacked me right in the face. I fought through one bad situation, and in the end it took a lot out of me. I'm a fighter though, I didn't give up. And then I got hit again with something else, and then again with something else. It got to where the bad things were happening so fast that things were kind of spinning out of control. I'm a good person, so it's bizarre that I've had to go through so much.Anyway, I have all these emotions and nothing to do but sit here and work through them. I don't even know where to start. I have never been one of those people that knows beyond a doubt wh
Woo hoo! My brother and sister in law are trying to get pregnant! I could be an auntie!!!! yayayayayayayay!
I Want That
Find the guy who calls you BEAUTIFUL, instead of hot.Wait for the man who kisses your forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world.Who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup.One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, and loves you, and how he is the luckiest guy in the world to have you.The one that turns to his friends and says "that's her"
Tag Your It, Tagged By Crazy Cracker
Tag your it Blog game,   I've been tagged to share 10 Random facts about myself, in the end I will choose 5 friends who will be Tagged for the Tag You're IT game, so keep it going! Share 10 Random Facts, goals, Habits  about yourself then tag 5 of your friends to keep things going. HAVE FUN!   1- Since I was a child I have gagged at the smell of hot dogs, they make me sick as a dog! 2-I'm left handed, but I do most activities with my right hand excluding writing. 3-I was chosen to play on the all star softball team when I was in High school, it was then that I realized just how much I sucked! Those girls rocked. 4-I can't for the life of me sleep at night no matter how hard I try, or how sleepy I may feel, if I do fall asleep, I'll wake up within the next hour or before. 5- I hate the Tag your it game. 6- I wear a size 5 1/2 shoe and it's rare to walk in and find a pair of shoes that fit. 7-I'm addicted to powdered donuts, I'm going to counseling for it ;-)~ 8-I absolutely
Peter Gabriel - Games Without Frontiers
Hans plays with lotte, lotte plays with janeJane plays with willi, willi is happy againSuki plays with leo, sacha plays with brittAdolf builts a bonfire, enrico plays with it-whistling tunes we hid in the dunes by the seaside-whistling tunes were kissing baboons in the jungleIts a knockoutIf looks could kill, they probably willIn games without frontiers-war without tearsGames without frontiers-war without tearsJeux sans frontieresJeux sans frontieresJeux sans frontieresAndre has a red flag, chiang chings is blueThey all have hills to fly them on except for lin tai yuDressing up in costumes, playing silly gamesHiding out in tree-tops shouting out rude names-whistling tunes we hide in the dunes by the seaside-whistling tunes we piss on the coons in the jungleIts a knockoutIf looks could kill they probably willIn games without frontiers-wars without tearsIf looks could kill they probably willIn games without frontiers-war without tearsGames without frontiers-war without tearsJeux sans fro
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1:i smoke too much 2:i dont drink enough* 3:iam lazy about shaving my face 4:yet i find time to shave my balls,even though i dont use em' as much as my face 5:dont care for baseball or football 6:i take  fishing seriously 7:iam lazy around the house,but get me outdoors and ill go all day long 8:i always do the dishes 9:i always have sex on the brain yet never whack it* 10:i need anotherbeer you'll know if you got tagged:-P
I could never understand why women (I use that term loosely) get all drooly when they see some fucktards that only care about spending 23/24 hrs a  day workin out, shooting roids, and acting like complete tools. Its like the more you look like a neanderthal, the more pussy you get. People are so stupid...
Passion And Pain...
We sat, she laughed, she looked on with kindled heart. My pulse raced as I felt my loins thrown to passions chariot. Her lips ripe, I touched them leaving the slightest mark. Violently I thrust my passion and sunk my lariat. Ecstasy... Our voices cried to the fates to let this moment last. But alas Passion and Pain can only be a memory. I lay there a fag burning through the sheet so fast. Engulfed in fires brimston I enjoy the pain sensory. Scream... Out of haze a white rabbit crosses my path. "Where am I white rabbit?" I found myself shouting. Briefly looking back he states the math. "I fear you are on the other side of the mountain." Chaos...
A San Francisco Love Story
A man was laying in bed with his new girlfriend.  After having great sex, she spent the next hour just rubbing his testicles.  Something she loved to do.   As he was enjoying it, he turned to her and asked, "why do you love love doing that?"    Because, she replied, "I miss mine!"   Kind of brings a tear to your eye...
You Pop Up At The Worst Times
i still want to screm out i love you i still want to screm i want to hold you why cant you just leave me in peace insted of peaces you where my every thing and im still left longing for you why cant i move on with out the thought of you i still cant let my self cry for you like its a lost cause of a thought you might come back to me and screm you love me i need to hold you im nothing with out. yeah its a lost cause i know and thats why ill never show you i still love you. all i can show you is pain hate you where my love my anker my star now your my hate my pain my scar.
This Is Madness!!!!!
I'm back with another rant today-- Whiners, Bitches, and Drama. I have a pic in my collection that explains how I feel about drama-- simply put, STOP THE DRAMA. Yet, everywhere I look around me on fu, I see it-- someone is saying this about someone else, then turns around and tells THAT person whom the stabs were intended for something else entirely!!!  GROW UP FUCKERS!!!! THIS ISNT ELEMENTARY SCHOOL! (well maybe to 85 percent of all fu-barians this place IS elementary school where people can explore their second childhood) My job has plenty of drama-- chases, lies impending death, the whole nine fucking yards.  but in all honesty, the drama here makes me laugh, because I see how pathetically in need of attention some people are. Everywhere I look I see an attention whore or someone flashin their chitty titty bang bangs on a blast..but yet MY nearest and dearest gets her pics marked NSFW and she doesnt even NEARLY show as much...   WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE?!?!?!  
If At First You Don't Succeed...
If at first you dont' succeed, skydiving is not for you.
Big Things
Do you ever feel like you were made for something big? But dont know what? (and I am NOT talkin penises, I dont even care much for them to begin with).   On a side note: what does it mean when you start forgetting simple words, names of people you know, etc? I feel like my memory is degrading, and its SOOO frustrating. Very.
Why So Serious???
Why so serious?  Put a Smile on that face of yours.  Life will always bring you pain,suffering, grief and sorrow... You just have to make a choice... What are you going to do about it?  Will you simply take it lying down?  Weak and pathetic...  or will you take that pain, that sorrow, and make it work for you.  Look at yourself!!  Serous weeping from your wounds, because you are selfless, yet not sinless.  You must give them purpose. Quick! Put a smile on and have a little fight in you.  Enjoy it.  Live today as if there really was no tomorrow... Because you might one day wake up and find... that everything you ever loved is gone.  So I ask you.......... WHY SO SERIOUS??????? 
This Weeks Flowers Dedicated To & Inspired By...
Get well soon and *hugs you* ♥ you! *got a ton done up at the cabin this weekend and a sh!t load done today* woot! *dances* I hope everyone is doing well!!! NICOLE MARIE I MEAN IT...GET WELL SOON!!! ♥ PoStaL  
This Fake Really Is That Bad..
This really is that bad... WTF?? !!
[forecast Calls For Increased Gang Violence In The Next 2 Months]
FUCK!I just saw a MASSIVE WSR tag on my side of town.We're talking whole building side.Who are the WSR?Why is this not farcically comical?Let's back up a tick.Topeka has the highest per person rate of criminals especially repeat violent offenders in the U.S.About ten years ago we actually were a crips/blood hub with honest to god gang violenceas inpewpewdriveby.We somehow coerced them to move west to wichita. I have no idea how. Now Wichita is the new gang violence shithole south of chicago.Anyway, in their absence there was a vaccum for posers and punks to kinda spiral out of control and play gangsterthus was born the WSRTopeka's very own West Side Rydas.Not a mispelling.They're mostly an obnoxious bunch of semi-priveleged taggers with guns and a LOT to prove. Guess what- those are the dangerous ones.Someone who has nothing to prove, has no need to commit acts outside of rationality.Now enter my neighborhoods local flavor the ESK*ahem*East Side Kings?The motherfucking LATIN KINGS!!!??
Soo...I am pissed that I dont get to go with hubby to Cali for almost 3 wks, and I'll miss him terribly :( I hope my boss dies in a fiery crash. Hubby is worried about me stayin cause he thinks I'll get into some sort of trouble (he knows me too well, dammit) now that I will have the car all to meself (I like to explore abandoned buildings and cemetaries, that kinda trouble).    
Why Men Snore
Nasty Lol
In Cali, Colombia, a woman may only have sex with her husband, and the first time this happens, her mother must be in the room to witness the act. (Makes one shudder at the thought.)
.updates On Contest
Revised @ 2:28 am (pst)  Sat 7-18-09   ((((   SPECIAL NOTICE  )))) Due to my changing Senrence's Pic during the contest, she lost all her points for that pic.   Therefore since this happened right after I made the Current Standings Blog I shall Add her score from that calculation along with her score here in Round Two.   ** So if she has 4 -- she really has 73 ---- and so on !! NOTE: Contest Will End every Wed at Noon pst with the next one beginning shortly afterwards.. unless otherwise advised: Therefore plan ahead.       The Winners and Finalists from Rounds 1 - 2 and 3  advances to The Finalists Contest following Round 3.     (1st - 2nd and 3rd places will advance to the finals from each round.)      The Fourth Contest will consist of the 3 winners and the 6 finalists from rounds 1 - 2 and 3.   And each Model may present up to 3 pix!       So far Besides Fu-Bux I am planning on giving the Winner a One Month VIP!  (or sumpin of equal value in Bling)  We shall see:  But I will
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You might not know it to look at me but I have a very powerful sense of smell. Even the slightest variation in the taste of the air around me and I notice it instantly. That said, males of the world: PLEASE STOP WITH THE BATHING IN COLOGNE. You stink. Reeek of these artificial toxic manuer scents the corperations tell you will excite women. Well, they dont, smell based arousal is an area for subtly not pomp and circumstance. Right now as I type this I am gagging from the stencch the guy next to me is giving off, it is so bad I cannot stay here at the library to continue my usual persuits, ugh I cannot express in workds how gross this all is. Oh great, now another person, with the opposite problem. Its real simple: Take a bath or shower before you leave home, and leave the old spice or axe or whatever there when you go. if you sweat a lot, use some deodorant under the arms. GODDAMN THIS STENCH.
Bought The Worst Book I Ever Heard
Well i decided to get a new audio book so i could revise some of my political views and ideas or to make sure they were indeed the right thing to do to insure a republic. I decided to get the all time classic -  plato's : the republic, i thought i'd find the argumetative dialogue intriguing and it could give me some ideas and help me figure out what countries mean morally and such.Instead, what i get is this dudes interpretation of the key arguments. The worst thing is he uses no facts, or working examples. In his wording all he does is quote historical periods. yeah, going to 200 bc 400 bc then jumping to 17th century and 18th century - quoting al these people with obscure examples; that's what he does. Needless to say after an hour and twenty minutes i realised it was not the republic. It was the most popular of the republic searches and was the highest rated, but not the republic.
Warning- Rant Ahead!
True Friend
Friends never make assumptions about you. They never expect a reason to go out with you. In fact friends only expect you to be you.
[porn] What’s Your Poison?
Okay I am rather bored so what better to do then a blog on porn, so in your comments below I want three things from you.What is your type of porn to watch, can be one, or no more then three, and please don’t bullshit saying you never seen a porn before or I will just say bullshit.Below are a list of some of the top 100 woman in porn/erotica films, I found on google.Check these girls out! They had to do something right to be on the top girls list.I haven’t checked them out yet BUT I do plan to check EACH and every one and will tell you what I think of them hm    1. Jenna Jameson   2. Shyla Stylez   3. Tera Patrick   4. Brianna Frost   5. Audrey Bitoni   6. Briana Banks   7. Nikki Benz   8. Priya Rai   9. Jesse Jane  10. Amy Reid  11. Devon  12. Carmella Bing  13. Silvia Saint  14. Lisa Ann  15. Shawna Lenee  16. Bree Olson  17. Stormy Daniels  18. Rachel Starr  19. Puma Swede  20. Ashlynn Brooke  21. Nina Mercedez  22. Hanna Hilton  23. Rachel Roxxx  24. Gianna Michaels 
Seeking Dj's / Hosts For Lounge??
Hi, I'm Redlar, and I have a proven winner of a show called Hellcast Radio, with a lounge of the same name. Unfortunately, that is pretty much the only time there are people in my lounge. I am looking for people to do more talk shows, but I am also looking for DJ's to spin in my lounge... I have relaxed rules and a great person to work for.   plz respond back here or hit me up on yim at hellcastradio or on skype at   The future is endless....    
There Is A Cloud.......
  There is a cloud full of kissesFloating across the sea tonightAfter several near hits and missesThese kisses have taken flight They are on their way to see youThey blend into the starry skyWhen they get there, they will free youAny tears in your eyes they will dry There is a message that they carryMeant for your lips aloneThat my love for you will not varyThrough a hurricane or cyclone I know these kisses will find their wayAnd soon be part of an exchangeBecause I love you night and dayAnd baby, that’s not about to change..
B-day Hh
Ok so here's the deal...I haz a b-day HH Wed @2PM Fu time...and I would like for my friends to be here if possible....aaaaaaaaand yes I wanted to brag lol (ty so very much Frederick). Also ty for all the love u guys show me all the time! Lubs u all (h)
~clever Women~
read to the very bottomA woman was out golfing one day when she hit the ball into the woods.> > She went into the woods to look for it and found a frog in a trap.> > The frog said to her, 'If you release me from this trap, I will grant you three wishes.'> > The woman freed the frog, and the frog said, 'Thank you, but I failed to> > mention that there was a condition to your wishes.> > Whatever you wish for, your husband will get times ten!'> > The woman said, 'That's okay.'> > For her first wish, she wanted to be the most beautiful woman in the world.> > The frog warned her, 'You do realize that this wish will also make> > your husband the most handsome man in the world, an Adonis whom women> > will flock to'.> > The woman replied, 'That's okay, because I will be the most beautiful> > Woman and he will have eyes only for me.'> > So, KAZAM-she's the most beautiful Woman in the world!> > For her second wish, she wanted to be the richest woman in the world.> > The frog said, 'That will ma
Mission for a missionaryMissionary quite contraryHow does your garden growA sixty niner is always finerCome on lets go, dont be slowDiggy doggy, bend overAnd i'll do you, real slow, no really slowWe both stand up you pretendYoure looking over my shoulderFor a four leaf cloverWe both pretend that we dont knowWe sit up and face each otherWe'll just sit till the cows come homeI'll lie on my back, you pretend your at the trackYou saddle me like you would a coltI'll just lie there try not to bolt
We don't care if you talk to other guys.We don't care if you're friends with other guys.But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't waittill the morning.Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.Yeah, you can quote me.Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in.let us pay for you!dont "feel bad"We enjoy doing it.It's expected.Smile and say "thank you."Kiss us when no one's watching.If you kiss us when you know somebody's
I am sick of the fucking feels like I live in Seattle. Iam leaving in 2 days for NY..will be gone for a week. Just an FYI to those that give a shit. Yes John and I broke up...yes I am still going to visit.   to the ones whom feel like stalking and starting would seem the news was not out. *end rant*
When the drummers come, will you join there ranks? or will you pridefully march alone? ~Andrew~
The Canadians Are Invading
Random thoughts of the day Twelve Tim Horton's just opened up in NYC.  I blame Wicked. I can never visit Europe in the Summer, if I see more than two guys dressed up in colored jeans and white shirts I will not be able to contain my laughter. Who is a harder worker; someone who takes 5 hours to do something and works two hours of overtime to get 2 things done a day or someone who does things in half the time and gets 3 things done while only taking a half hour lunch?
Album Review: Committing Suicide
Album:  Committing SuicideArtist:  KATONELable:  Dainty Suicide RecordsYear:  1999 Tris Katone kicked off his solo career with his debut album Committing Suicide. The album itself contains lyrics that centered around suicide, of course, but also of sex, drugs and the rock and roll life that would eventually become Katone’s overall signature style. Though The Last Day of My Life was the last song Katone wrote for the album, I must admit, it made one hell of a starter! The opening is simply powerful! The lyrics speak of waking up one morning and staring at oneself in the mirror, only to find a complete stranger. All emotions are cut off, you’re disassociated. Drugs and the demanding and over-stimulation of a rock and roll life, coupled with too much baggage taking a toll. This is the fast life. Then you hit rock bottom and contemplate ending it all. The sounds in various intervals of the song are awesome, and the closing is just as powerful as the opening.  My only complain
Tusk ~ Madness Of Time (now With Links To Second Life)
To visit Amberly Kinsella's island of Tusk in Second Life Please Click Here. Madness of Time ~ Written by Noe Time shifts in small earthquakes. These quakes do not register on a regular scale but can only be detected by machines buried deep in the earth. With each spike on the paper, each anomaly from the steady rhythm, tectonic plates move and time skips forward. How many of these little quakes had shaken the invisible layers of crust floating above the mantle? Years had gone by, hundreds of tiny tremors, unnoticed, beneath her feet. And now? Now she stands against the parapet of her domain watching the orange crystal orb, lifted and spilling magic, spin marking its own passage of time. With a sigh she pushes off the edge and walks slowly to the floors below. What a fortress she had built, castle walls rising high above the water on her rocky island, orange crystal orbs spinning, pulsing, lending magic to her world. It was lit and blazing among the dark walls, lights that ca
Is Love Enogh
I have often been asked the Question is love enogh. Until recently I always believed that if you had someone to love that returned that love to you you could make it through anything, but now I have to question that. The question is what is more important your personal happiness or the happiness of your children. this is the question all single parents have to ask themselves. Eventually you may have to give up the one you love that makes you happy because your children just aren't happy. This I know is the hardest thing II have ever had to do in my life. I know I still love boo-boo Kitty very much but as a parent and I think most parents would agree, I have to do what I feel is best for my children even if it makes me misserable. My love for my kids eclipses anything IO could feel for any other person. Of course we all get tired sometimes but we have to do whats best for our kids its what makes a good parent. If anyone has any answers to the question is love enough let me know.   Is
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New Residential Land Near Second Life's Famous Island "tusk"
It's been several weeks in the making but Amberly Kinsella ~ creator of the infamous castle and island of Tusk ~ has opened up a new residential island in the theme of Tusk with a stunning view to the castle itself.  Second Life users can now own their own private land on a sprawling new 65,000sqm sim. Several parcels to choose from, each with enough prims to create a lovely seaside retreat under the shadow of the legendary castle. Come see for yourself.. Take a ride on the SLURL: Teleport to Tusk Myst Premium membership is NOT REQUIRED to own land on this new island. So even if you only have a FREE account in Second Life, you can still live here! For further information, please log into Second Life and speak with Amberly Kinsella.
Make Me Yours
  Come Own Me !!!!!! Follow this link Below! [ photo: 866993812 ]
July Auction
julys auction will be held on july 16-july 23. the auction will run for 1 week and cost 5,000 fubux to enter. because of me loosing my V.I.P ill be hosting the auction on my fufamily account. it will be on RENEGADE REBELS OF FUBAR. i will come and invite everyone who has entered allready to that account. anyone else that enters ill add yall as u enter.
A Haunting
wake up in the morning its in the back of my mind get ready and go its in the backof my mind make it through class, laugh and play it doesnt go away its in the back of my mind time to work, yet it stays its in the back of my mind sit back on the bed confront this ghost of my mind "your not leaveing are you? a reminder of whats been done?" it lays next to me, holds me close as i drift off to sleep the bed holds just me its in the back of my mind.
5 Ways To Misery
I love this! What's the point of having problems if you don't focus on them? LMAO
Once Upon A Time...
xxxx: *tilts head*xxxx: story?christopher.: ok christopher.: once upon a timexxxx: ^_^xxxx: this is gonna be goodchristopher.: there was a boy, a girl, a gnome, a storm trooper, a brontosaurus, an ogre, an onion, an ocelot, a tranny hooker, a munchkin, a chocolatier, a pirate, a ninja, a chuck norris impersonator, Elvis, and a transformer... oh, and a man-eating skittlexxxx: okaychristopher.: and they all lived together in a small hut, quite harmoniously, forming the greatest wizarding death star ever, until one day, the stormtrooper took off his helmet to reveal that he was Luke Skywalker, son of Darth Vader... xxxx: *moves closer and eats more bacon*Last message received on 7/13 at 4:11 PMchristopher.: the tranny hooker and the chuck norris impersonator had a thing going on, but i don't kiss and tell... but i can say there was a floor lamp and a lot of vaseline involvedchristopher.: the pirate and the chocolatier were the same person, with schizophrenia, he looked a lot like that on
Electric Emptiness
The music plays on. Silently shifts the seat and the blinking cursor counts the moments. Defy the blank screen. When nothing develops, out the window his gaze goes forth; for a moment he loves the evening sky. After a while, he reads her thoughts and is again surprised. He doesn’t always understand his own reactions. He wonders if others understand themselves. The music plays and it’s good music.  A perfect moment, except for the lack of tea – and words. It seems impossible to write when life is good. To those who struggle before the electric emptiness and who, more regularly than not, overcome it: godspeed.
Not So Long Ago
Walking along side by side in the dark Reminds me of that night in the park Together, so close on the slide My feelings I found, I couldn't hide I know it was wrong, but I couldn't deny The lust I suddenly found no matter what I try You sat there with your arms around me I was depressed, dressing accordingly I wanted to be held, to feel loved inside He wouldn't come no matter what I tried I wanted to be in his arms, to stop the pain I wanted to stop myself from going insane You were there to console me But there were things I just didn't see You had thoughts and ideas, things to do Things you wanted no matter what it cost you You didn't care what happened to me As long as you got what you wanted I see How could you be so heartless, it was so plain That you didn't care that I was in so much pain I was so confused, so alone and distraught I have no idea what it is that I thought Oh well I guess its all is the past I can finally let it go at last.
Walking By The Sea
As I stand in the waters of the sea The waves carry with it the breeze Bodies so vast, larger than you and me Knocking one down with such ease The taste of it too salty for my tongue The view priceless and inspiring Wondrous songs still left unsung The inspiration it will often bring Creatures both big and small Swarm the sea, tending to the need If you look you can see it all The blue, the green and all the sea weed Cool air brushes past, through the cliff The sun sets, what a sight to see The day is nearly over, I'm stiff But there is no place I'd rather be Entranced by the scenes set before me The Beauty of the oceans reach I'd give anything just to see The wonder of that lovely beach
From Tommylee
(From my friend tommylee in a message here. I loved it so much and thought again I would share..and he calls himself a loser and he is farm from that.. he is a sweetheart that I have grown to care about)   "Look most guy's on sites like this are just assholes and losers who cant get a girl in real life so they come on here. They think if they talk to u 1 or 2 times ur there girl .There are some nice guy's out here that just want friends plz don't let assholes run u off here. I know i really dont know u but u seem to be a sweet and fun girl and just so u know Im the loser type on sites like this who is to shy to talk to girls in real life and on here. If u do go it was nice to try getting to know ya bye"
Prayer In the day that begins let my words shine within and through all places.Let my faith be shown in these words that I speak amen. The dark places will be no more and his majesty shall reign for ever and ever amen. I await the mighty and merciful Lord    and cherish this day and that to come when his arrival is awaited no more. For in this day is his arrival and none shall move him from those that desire or seek. Lord of all breath and creation please send your holiness within and around and allow your great majesty to be within and around.Thank you for your patience and long lasting love father and thank you for your power of love. I realize that your love is stronger than any sin could be therefor I and we shall see and feel your love stronger then ever before. Thank you Father for this day and all that awaits in the gates of heaven. Unlock they mysteries of your chariots Lord father of alland allow your wisdom to bring forth the salvation of your son Jesus Christ. Amen
Don’t Say No.
I will be the rushing wind I will navigate through your darkness You are the morning mist, a cold kiss that will burn me. I will be agony and love, and you will be the tide that drags the both of us You and I, whithout Mystery, Don’t say no.
I’ve lived on hell of a life, if your to take it tonight, I’ve lived the life of a king, but so muck to darken the light/Looking 360 degrees, two hundred thousand disease, how can I lay back and chill, so many down on their knees/But then again who am I, I’m just some typical guy, I ain’t no in’ hero, I just been wondering why... VIOLENT J AND SHAGGS 2 DOPE (CHORUS): I seen some children/Crossing the bridge/What kind of life did/They get to live? What kind of choice do/They get to make/What if it was a/Child’s mistake? VIOLENT J AND SHAGGS 2 DOPE: I’ll never question the book, but let’s say I lived by the book, I never ate meat on Tuesdays, how much bigger would my wings look?/I try to pray everyday, but sometimes get lost on the way, I seen the holiest spirit, so muck to miss lead the way/I gave the visions I got, I been told I’m gonna rot, inside the devil’s intestine’s, I’m still here holding my spot, I’
Potato Fields
Haa haa haaYou don't think this shit isn't happening out hereYou need to guess again cause this shit is realYou better make them calls, do those goodbye hugsCause where you wind up next is the hole that you dugThe ones that get those dead body slugsIf you didn't have the money you shouldn't of spotted drugsNow all you're snorting is hot lead slugsGot you wishing you was dead but all you're really losing bloodIn just two minutes, you'll be sleeping in the mudCatch you running at the mouth catch them hollow point slugsIf you just paid me we could have avoided thisGot you so scared bitch, got you sleeping in your pissPoppin' at the mouth is what you like to doKeep doin' it kid it'll be the death of youYour bodies laid out, it's cold as iceDrained of blood like a human sacrificeYou're about to be buried where no one will see yaLeave you in a field, nobody's gonna miss yaThey'll find your ass in the potato fieldsWe're in Maine but you'll still get killedBetter believe that this shit gets r
This Is My Lady This Is Her Link, Trying To Level Her To Prophet Tyvm
The Signs Of Love
Miss you so much, my heart you touched, the signs of love. Willl be glad of more time together, a bond that can not be broken or severed, being with you i treasure. Hard times to deal with something i can live with, your the only woman i want to be with. Hope you feel the same, iam  captured in your frame, without you, i would not be the same.
Never...ever, Cuss!!!!
> > A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You > >know what?' says the 6 year-old. 'I think it's about time we> > started cussing.'> > The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old > >continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something > >with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year-old agrees with > >enthusiasm.> > When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old > >what he wants for breakfast, he replies,'Awe hell Mom, I guess I'll have > >some Cheerios.'> > WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen > >floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in > >hot pursuit, slapping his rear end with every step. She locks him in his > >room and shouts, 'You can stay in there until I let you out.'> > She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year-old and asks > >with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?'> >> > 'I don't know,' he blubbers, '
The Strength Of A Man...
The strength of a man is not seen in the width of his shoulders, It`s seen in the width of his arms that circle you. The strength of a man is not in the deep tone of his voice, It`s in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man is not how many buddies he has, It`s how good a buddy he is with his kids. The strength of a man is not in how respected he is at work, It`s in how respected he is at home. The strength of a man is not in how hard he hits, It`s in how tender he touches. The strength of a man is not in the hair on his chest, It`s in his Heart ... that lies within his chest. The strength of a man is not how many women he has loved, It is how he can be true to one woman. The strength of a man is not in the weight he can lift, It`s in the burdens he can carry.
Two Horses...
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it.From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stopyour car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing.Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. Hisowner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home forhim. This alone is amazing.If you are nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell.Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comesfrom the smaller horse in the field.Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend knowwhere she is, so he can follow her.As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is alwayschecking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowlywalk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray.When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stopsoccasionally and looks back, making sure her friend isn't too far behindto hear the
A Different Christmas Poem(soldiers)...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light,I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight.My wife was asleep, her head on my chest,My daughter beside me, angelic in rest.Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white,Transforming the yard to a winter delight.The sparkling lights in the tree I believe,Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve.My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep.In perfect contentment, or so it would seem,So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near,But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow.My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear,And I crept to the door just to see who was near.Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight.A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here in the cold.Alone in
Do You Want Me Let Me Know?!?!
Would you kiss me? [ ] With Tongue [ ] Yes [ ] No [] Maybe Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] already have Would you sleep with me? [ ] In an instant! [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe Am I attractive? [ ] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [ ] Fine [ ] Cute [ ] Okay [ ] Ugly! Would you love me? [ ] To death [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] As a friend [ ] Already do [ ] maybe Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ] Yes [ ] No I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] marry me [ ] have sex [ ] other: On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [ ] Friend [ ] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [
Eveyone And Everybody
Everyone has their answers. Everybody has a wish. Everybody has a childhood dream that they gave up on and often miss. Everyone has a hunger for something beyond what we know. Everybody has a route they take, a direction that is safe to go. Everyone gets frustrated and shaken, at times when they're in distress. Everybody likes to criticize others, when it's their own lives that are a mess. Not everyone can understand me. Not everyone can understand you, but everybody can understand, that an understanding isn't necessarily true. Everyone has to make some changes, in this age of uncertainty. Everybody can come together, to redesign our reality. Everyone has a job to do. Not everybody knows their part, but everybody can work together, if we all just listen to our hearts. Then everyone can live together, instead of dividing ourselves up in groups. Everyone can act like humans, and we can quit sending off OUR troops. Everyone may die of cancer. Everybody may die tonight. At least I know tha
Family Fuck
As a few of you know... I lost my job a few weeks ago.... I worked for my sister and her husband for 2 years. I was told this was just for the summer, that when school started back in Sept. I would be coming back. Today, I go to the office to visit my sister and there she is, just as I knew she would be....but, beside of her was my baby sister (the whore)! I asked her what she was doing, and she said being trained to do your job! WTF!!! Am I overreacting? I walked off.... I wanted to do so much more!
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Glenn's Rant On Idiots, Fu-marriage, And Blunt Lil Tools
now this usually isnt my style, and I'm very passive on the subjects of idiots and fu-marriage, but with some of the stark, raving, lunatic motherfuckers that I've seen acting half their age on here, I just HAVE to speak out   first-- GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU PANSY ASSED MOTHERFUCKERS!!!! its fu marriage!!! c'mon people..dont start blocking people just because theyre getting close to your fu-wifey (hey if she's a hottie, its your fault, you knew this would happen) second, Why the fuck are all these idiots running around calling us haters, just because we have the balls to post rather smart assed replies to their status messages....OMG get this... some jackass called Luvbaby, calls ME a hater simply because I was heaping tons of praise, props and flirting massively with his fu-wife (whom, yes I happen to adore big time)  GROW THE FUCK UP, man!!! you say you dont want to cause any drama, YOU HAVE!!! LOL   so here's a double fisted shot of RED HOT PUSSY LIQUOR...IN YOUR FACE!!!! LOL
No Pics From My Friend The Greek Canadian Bitch
she chops off all her hair and dyes it red and won`t takes pics says she is too busy boiling the shit out of eggs i hate her
You are the one diseaseFor which there is no pillYou bring me to my kneesAnd bend me to your willI just can't get enoughMy heart is on the floorAddicted to your loveCan't wait to get some moreYou infect my heartWith every single beatJust finish what you start'Girl I'm begging pleaseIf this is all a dreamPlease don't wake me upJust let me stay asleepLet my eyes stay shutI don't want to knowIf you're just fantasyDont think I can let goCause you are the best disease
Dear Peeling Out Guy ...
Dear “Peeling Out” Guy: You are awesome. That’s all I can say. The way you PEELED OUT from the stoplight today made me just want to bask in the glory that is your awesomeness. Nothing says “Behold my badass self” than a good PEELING OUT. The way your tires squealed … the sounds of 50 Cent pumping from your over-bassed, cracked to hell speakers … the look you gave me just as you were about to “dust” me … I was awash in fail. You are just so fuckin’ awesome. From now on, when I need my awesomeness to be recognized, I’m gonna’ PEEL OUT. Leaving the office – PEEL OUT! Now who’s gonna’ get invited to all the cool guy happy hour events? I should be executive material in no time. Picking up random internet chicks – PEEL OUT! Nothing says “I’m gonna’ rock your world tonight” like a good peeling out from your apartment complex, driveway, or 5th wheel trailer.
Books For Kids
that never got published.... 1. you were an accident 2. strangers have the best  candy 3. the magic world inside the abandoned refrigerator 4. the boy who died from eating all his vegetables 5. your nightmares are real! 6. grandpa gets a casket 7. daddy's new wife, robert 8. curious george and the high voltage fence 9. the pop up book of human anatomy 10. whining,kicking,and screaming to get your way 11. what is that dog doing to that other dog? 12. why cant mr. fork and ms. electrical socket be friends? 13. daddy drinks because you cry
Auntile Mimi
Defining my ‘role’ in a “Little/Big” relationship:   I have really been looking at where I am in terms of female to female relationships. At this point in my life, I truly appreciate the affections of women but have no desire to explore them in terms of sexuality. I have always considered myself bisexual because I have had relationships with women where I allowed sexual exchanges, even if some were in the pretense of a three-some. After my last divorce I did enter in a sexual dynamic with a female that ended horribly [because she is a psycho-bitch] and all that did was reaffirm my disinterest in those activities.   *A similar situation also arose after the demise of my first marriage, as well. I just realized that while writing this. Hmmm, a new personal pattern develops. Mental note to self: Stay away from women who want a girl/girl sexual relationship with me too closely after any divorce. [Hopefully, I will never marry again so this advice will be unneed
The Beauty Of A Woman...
The Beauty of a woman, isn't in the clothes she wears. The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.   The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.   The true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she gives, and the passion that she shows.   And the beauty of a woman, with passing years, only grows...
Those With The Most, Are Not Rich!!!
One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people can be. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people can be?" the father  asked. "Oh Yeah" said the son. "So what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered, "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a  pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond  our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food, but they grow theirs. We have walls around our propert
10 Random Facts About Trini...
TAG!!! 10 Random Facts About Trini... Current mood:  relaxed Category: Friends 1. I had gastric bypass surgery Oct. 26 th 2001(the day before my birthday). It was the best thing that I've ever done for myself... 2. I was in an abusive relationship with my sons father for 12 yrs on and off and shortly after my surgery I got the fuck out cuz I deserve better!!! 3. I crave a beautiful, loving, passionate relationship with the right man...I deserve that to!!! 4. I was an Art major in school and considered going to makeup artist school for horror movie makeup...when I was younger I always wanted to be a veternarian... 5. I am actually a pretty shy person... 6. I never even kissed a guy till I was 21...They never looked at me like that and besides when I was younger I pretty much just threw myself into the horses and ranch life. 7. I don't dance 8. I've never been to Vegas 9. I won an art design contest when I was in college. 10. When I was in 5th grade one of my moms horses re
How To Kill A Seagull!
A clear plastic bag aluminum foil rolled up in balls (to resemble fast food packaging) bag filled with ether..   Love you Name   Anyone got any other ideas. Wicked   PS i missed you all this weekend and yes sometime today i will take pictures of my new hair.. PPS I am buying name camouflage netting and sandbags for his cubicle....
What Every Woman Should Know...
  43 lessons that MUST be learned in relationships:1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep himaway. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.3. If you have ANY doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him alone.4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.6. Don't force an attraction.7. Slower is better.8. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.9. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.10. Don't settle.11. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.12. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship--take that as a BIG sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like that?13. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad a
Things My Mom Taught Me...
1. My mothe r taught me: TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE ."If you're going to kill each other, do it outside.I just finishedcleaning." 2. My mother taught me: RELIGION."You better pray that will come out of the carpet."3. My mother taught me: TIME TRAVEL ."If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle ofnext week!" 4. My mother taught me: LOGIC." Because I said so, that's why."5. My mother taught me: MORE LOGIC ."If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going tothe store with me." 6. My mother taught me: FORESIGHT."Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an ac cident .." 7.My mother taught me: IRONY"Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8.My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS "Shut your mouth and eat your supper."9. My mother taught me:CONTORTIONISM."Will y ou look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother taught me about STAMINA."You'll sit there until all that spinach is gone."11.My mother
Did I Miss Something?
Is there something wrong with a white dude calling another white dude a honkey?  Fuck, people need to stop being so politically correct.
Two Wolves...
One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed
Being A Mother...
After 17 years of marriage, my wife wanted me totake another woman out to dinner and a movie.Shesaid, 'I love you, but I know this other woman lovesyou and would love to spend some time with you.'* * *The other woman that my wife wanted me to visitwas my MOTHER, who has been alone for 20 years,but the demands of my work and my two boys hadmade it possible to visit her only occasionally.* * *That night I called to invite her to go out fordinner and a movie.* * *'What's wrong, aren't you well,' she asked?* * *My mother is the type of woman who suspects that alate night call or a surprise invitation is a signof bad news.* * *'I thought it would b e pleasant to spend sometime with you,' I responded. 'Just the two of us.'She thought about it for a moment, and then said,'I would like that very much.'* * *That Friday after work, as I drove over to pickher up I was a bit nervous.When I arrived at herhouse, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervousabout our date. She waited in the door.She
Poem Written For Me By An Old Friend...
her love is our addictionher smile a seductionher mind a beautiful paradiseher voice hypnoticher taste sweet as heavenher touch magicshe is all naturalshe is a siren's songshe has men wishing all night long.....
My Life
My Life It begins again; it was drawn in the sandYou take this life by the handGuiding me through the light that blindsMy wrongs I cannot amend.Kicked to the curb for my sinThis paper heart's been burnt againSo again, you take my life by the handGuiding me away before it comes to an end Your scent I cannot forgetAs I breathe you in.Blinded by the lightI cannot seeAll my senses are nullifiedIt's obvious you're too far from meWhen I'm lost,You take my life by the handMy senses returnTo something I comprehend.Despite all my sin,I'm back to where I must beginLaying on my shield, without you I'd failYou pick me up and make me strong again
The Innocent Criminal Genius
The simplstic character that is your every being is a tauting unmerciful shadow of a doubt a tainted ego of surpressed emotions the alter today is not that of tomorrow untouched memories of an uncertain alteration a striking disadvantage to all who bother uncertainty between pain and pleasure is kept within pain being the top of the pyramid of heirarchy your analytical mind bottles up the thoughts of distress to which your anatomy configures to adapt adaptation is nothing to the unkempt mind the barrier you hold is twice that of the great wall an iron mask destroys all who speaks the known the thoughts of what could be are shot down guards take no mercy on the wondering soul a mastermind of imperical genius to which no one would ever go the impecable manner to which you suceed is far greater than the greatest serial killer I am indeed imposing on your general idea as well as incinuating that you are the one the one crimal mastermindhowever you're innocent to prove
For The Love Of Frank Zappa
Frank Zappa : Dumb All Over Whoever we are, or wherever we're from. we should've noticed by now, our behaviour is dumb. and if our chances expect to improve, it's going to take a lot more than trying to remove. the other race, or the other whatever. from the face of the planet altogether. they call it the Earth, which is a dumb kind of name. but they named it right, because we behave the same. we are dumb all over. dumb all over, yes we are. dumb all over, near and far. dumb all over, black and white. dumb all over, people we is not wrapped tight. nerds on the left, nerds on the right. religious fanatics on the air every night. saying the bible tells a story, makes the DJ all sound real gory. 'bout what to do, if the geeks over there don't believe in the book we got over here. we can't run a race without no feet. and pretty soon there won't be no street. for dummies to jog on, or doggies to dog on, religious fanatics be making it all gone. and won't blow up and disappear, it'll just l
in an earlier blog i mentioned that i was trying to decide whether to start over when i hit GF or just take a break...i have decided to take a break after the 31st whether i level or not   i just feel like its time
Lets overcome death together. Death exist only due to the fact that it exist within ourselves therefor eliminate all thoughts that may include death. Death in old time had been defeated many times. Enoch, Elijah. These two went up within the whirlwind in a chariot and were then transfigured before the Lord of Host Almighty God. If these two defeated death then it is not needed to defeat this death any Longer for it is already lost and therefore needing no more victory for the matter has already been finished. Lets mount up as Eagles for the Lord God and allow Salvation to take us to the course of transfiguration. Into the realm of the Super Physical. Death needs to be battled no longer for death has already been overcome. Overcomers shall not taste death and therefor let us leave the thought of death with death.Christ also defeated death and who ever goes to him shall not taste death.
Get it together within yourself this way it is established. It was in the beginning therefore it should be now. All the knowledge points in the direction of your having it before so remember it again. This is you but the greater you was established in the beginning. From beginning to beginning. Everlasting to everlasting is what we are designed for. Think not with the flesh as you have been programmed by society to think as but rather think with the spirit and your Super Physical self which created the flesh. Flesh is used to seeing only that of which is before it but if you can see beyond the flesh you will inherit the everlasting Super Physical being that awaits you. Much like you waiting for you.
Not Come
May the 26th not come,the 3 weeks of hell willbegin, inside the tortureof the mind, a victim ofthe sin.All for the worthless cause,in the face, the victim of thewar, strapped down with chains and locked up in bars.Inner rage and deceit, lifeless body, no energy, outcome not defeat, allwill be over, in the path tothe retreat.
Tj Foced Me To Do This
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1... Im brutally honest and dont really care how it affects the outcome   2... I care more for real friends and people than i should   3... I give more away than i should...cant take money with ya   4... I am addicted to my harleys   5... My first name is John, and i take care and have more responsibilites than i ever should.. 6... I pee in the shower. hey i do too LOL   7... I hate tree huggers i hunt for a reason...the lil bastards wanna eat me i know it   8... I left a 300K a year job in NYC to move back to WV and bought a lil home by my parents cause family is always first with me 9... I did alot of fucked up shi
At one point you was there,we was close, it felt rear,no reasons left why, was it something you washolding back, but did not tell me or wanted to confide.In me is left a gap, from time spent apart what aselapsed, why was there nomessage or word, we only had to talk, could of healedwith spoken words.Now there is no chance, your gone, no way to right this wrong,you have found what you arelooking for, you have found your destination, were do I belong.
Football Season Almost Here!
preseason football for the seattle seahawks start augusst 15th with the chargers  yay!!!! go hawks !!!! schedule looks good far as  perhaps  trying to regain our nfc west title lets make some noise this year hawks I can smell playoffs in the air .. we can make it back I know we can go hawks......!!!
Family Rules
  I have decided to make a few rules we all need to start following weekly we will post a roll call every Llama will check in on it and rate there fellow Llama and leave a comment below on that page so we know who is active.     heres the rules:   1. No Drama will be tolerated   2. you will f/a/r the level up we are doing plus all pics that are sfw and blogs and stash   3. will make a effort to help when a blog is issued   4. Must have the name "Llama Levelers" somewhere in your page   5. Must!! have a Valid Salute (no exceptions)   We help family first then others is our vision   Leveling requirements are as follow: Level 5 or higher 20k-50k needed to level 100 plus sfw pics and 25 stash items if in doubt if we should level them ask Dave or joanna   Thanks, Dave (Founder)      
Definite Meh Day
I read a blog by Monica yesterday that was pretty much nothing... 4 lines, with lotsa spaces. I read one today by Witchie that was pretty much as interesting. I'm not complaining, mind you... not really. Just observing a general felling of MEH in Fubored-um, Fubar. So I was thinking, just for today, just this once... I'M DECLARING TODAY, JULY 13th, NAKEY DAY! Throw your clothes in the corner! Let your body BREATH for a day! (leaves clothes in his room) Rock on, my nudey buddies! Shawn   Update: It seems that the most extreme way to deal with the blahs is to your screen name. Life short - go all out! :)
Sex, Drugs And Rocknroll
Got some really bad thoughts,Want to give into the urge,Need to turn it in to reality,So my brain can purge.The lifestyle of sex, drugs,And rocknroll, were beingA player, is forfullment ofA woman soul.Play easy, play hard,Give you some loving,Restrain me, it's hard.Play easy, play hard,You are the one for me,Even if I act crazy,But a little obscene.Sex, drugs and rocknroll,Sex, drugs and rocknroll,Just give me,Sex drugs and rocknroll.
Friend Fan Search
hey every body im looking for friends and fans fan ill return the favor
Knocked Down By A Bus
Being knocked downBy a bus, the reactionFrom love, there us onePerson out for me, toFind my queen bee.Been trying to find itSo long, there's beenUp and downs, and thingsGo wrong, left me withNothing, conned.But why does it happenTo me, it's her I see, somePeople can be so mean
Auction Running From July 13-19
Red Rose
A rose is meant to last forever, a symbol of love,no pressure, just happy moments to treasure, foryou, or who ever.A rose is like a heart, itkick in, and makes it start,but sometimes romance couldcause wars, when you do yourpart.A red rose is so blinding,for the love you are finding,its outstanding, use it hasa token or gift, don't causea rift, or a near miss.
Because Matty Said So Lol
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1 I am allergic to bullshit 2 I like to watch scary movies, then scare my sister lol 3 I have a low tollerence for stupid people 4 I like men in uniform..oppsss did i just say that lol 5 I Love the red sox 6 I tend to go after goes that are no good for me 7 I criticize myself more than anything 8 I like to read books, mostly romance 9 I will not go into an adult store by myself lol, idk y i just feel weird 10 my favorite all time movie is Top Gun     1  K O K 2 trb6694 3 RP 4 midnight maraud 5 jaro 6 fletcha
Heaven And Hell
Which is your path, thestairway to heaven orthe road to hell, make sure you choose wisely,the door is ready, someoneis there to let you in,after you ring the bell.Could it be heavensdoor, or eternal hell,forever scorched, whichway in the path, guidedby the torch, graded bythe points, which you have scored.
Shit Oh What??!!
I got laid off.   I have to finish this week out, then I'm unemployed.   Think I'll take a little time off before finding another job.   IF there is a job to be found.   *sigh* ugh  
Naughty Application
Fill out this out app and send it back to me. I wanna see what everyone would write. And I'll fill it out and send it back to ya if you do.1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position ?4. Do you think i'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Three sum?20. How many times would you like to cum?21. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like fore play?23. What is fore play to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU!
Heartache Continues
It was a line of people so sad and lost, they might have been refugees from a war, or a natural disaster. More than 1,000 came to Eisenhower High School on Sunday seeking information about loved ones buried at Burr Oak Cemetery -- or so they thought. Stephanie Jackson (left), whose daughter Charrhonda Tisdale Ford, was buried at Burr Oak, said, "I can't go in there and find her. That's my only daughter. My only daughter." A grave-selling scandal at the Alsip cemetery has layered new misery on old grief. Stephanie Jackson was near the graveyard Sunday with a poster that asked: "Where is babyland?" -- the children's section of the cemetery. Her daughter, Charrhonda Tisdale Ford, 4, was buried in the section after a 2001 accident. Sheriff Tom Dart has said Babyland's headstones are gone. "I can't go in there and find her. That's my only daughter," said Jackson, 36, of Posen. "My only daughter." She visited the grave in May and it looked intact. But looking back, "her
Fuck Test
Fuck Test.... You will be surprised on all the results you get...Put the [X] which best suits ur answer....or all that apply...() mean explain1.Where would we be?[]My house[]Ur House[]Pool[]Shower[]parents room LOLOTHER....please explain in ()2.What position?[]Doggy Style[]Missionary[]69[]OTHER...()3.What would you use??[]chains and whips[]choc. syrup and whip cream[]strawberries and whip cream[]cherries and chocolate[]ropes and hand cuffsOTHER...()4.Lights?[]ON[]OFF5.Where would you take me 4 a date before all of this?()PLEASE EXPLAIN6.Givin Head?[]Yes[]No7.Gettin some head[]Yes[]No8.Protection?[]Yes[]No9.Day or Night?[]DAY[]NIGHT10.What song would we fuck to?()PLEASE or bottom[]top[]bottom12.Will you repost to see what others say?[]YES you better .. REAdY SEt GO!!![]NO
Fvck Me Runnin'
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1. I hate chain blogs :p 2. I hate people from Wisconsin. 3. I hope all people in Wisconsin die of lung cancer from smoking in their bars. 4. Guys in white tuxedos are gay. 5. Guys who like cats are going to die single. 6. I won't be tagging anyone :P 7. I like pez bling... 8. I' m hungry 9. I have a date on Sunday 10. My mini-van acquired a new dent...
Survey Blog...thanks Crazy Cracker!
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1... I talk before I think! 2... I think mt.dew is a main food group! 3... I yell and cuss @ objects, including my computer... 4... I have terrible roadrage and tend to use my middle finger more often than my brakes.. 5... My first name is Telitha.. which is hebrew for little girl, my fathers joke.. that way I wld always be a lil girl..hahaha 6... I pee in the shower. 7... I am always busy... and never seem to finish anything.. lol 8... I grew up with no brothers so I was raised as a boy.. lol I can roof, side, lay carpet,  change oil, tires and most car parts, used to race cars on dirt track, and obviously I fish and hunt. Al
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Investigation Underway
The grizzly work of the investigation is getting under way at Burr Oak Cemetery Monday morning, with an FBI forensic team starting with the most northern section of the grounds. Authorities begin to dig graves at the Burr Oak Cemetery, hoping to find evidence that the graves were previously disturbed. "The last memory they have has now been destroyed," said an attorney representing the families. That's where most of the grave disruption was initially observed, but the entire cemetery is closed and has been declared a crime scene. Much of the cemetery has a grid laid out with ropes and flags. There is a second active area that will be investigated next. Sheriff's officials could not say if there would be any digging, even though heavy excavation equipment arrived on site this morning. So far, it's only a "visual search" to identify graves that have been potentially disturbed. Officials believe as many as 300 graves were dug up at Burr Oak and the bodies disposed of in a scheme by
Sleeping Leg
A lady had been exposed to strep and needed to visit the doctor's office just to have her throat swabbed for a culture. She sat in the waiting room for quite a while with her legs crossed, reading a magazine while other patients came and went. Suddenly her turn was called, but when she stood up to go in, she discovered her leg was "asleep". Not wanting to keep the nurse waiting, she limped and staggered toward the inner office door. She noticed one elderly lady nudging another who sat beside her, as the two of them sympathetically watched her painful progress . Two minutes later, her procedure completed and her leg back to normal, she walked easily back into the waiting room. As she strode past the two elderly ladies, she overheard one whisper triumphantly to the other, "See, Myrtle, I TOLD you he was a wonderful doctor!"
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What Is Moonlight Levelers About?
What is Moonlight Levelers about? We are a family that helps those that meet the level up requirements level. In the process we are also helping ourselves because when we rate them we are getting points as well. We have the best members on the Fu! Our vision with our family is this. You don't have to beg people to rate you to help you level because you have a family that will do it for you. When you help level someone it brings you even closer to leveling yourself. When you are ready to level you have a family that will step in and take care of you. We have the best leaders and we are well organized. We have 6 simple rules: 1. No drama 2. Your page must not be set to private 3. You must a/f/r all members 4. Must have our name in your name after you do roll call 5. Help level people when we post a level up 6. Have fun What Moonlight Levelers should be about is family because we are one. We are here to help one another and here to help those on the fu get leveled as well. In t
Need Suggestions
Ok...I'm trying to gather a list of people's favorite stripper/stripping music. I've got a few that I found and like and can't really decide. Yea, yea this will probably turn into a mumm once I narrow it down... So, here's a partial list...if you have any others let me know...     (These aren't in any order at all!!!!)   Lady Marmalade Buttons  (Pussycat Dolls) Kiss (Prince) Wild Thing (Tone Loc) Touch Me (SamanthaFox) Thong Song (Sisgo) SHe's A Bad Mamma Jamma (Carl Carlton) Oh Yeah (Yello) giggles Keep Your Hands To Yourself I Wanna Be Bad (Willa Ford) I Know What Boys Like (Waitresses) Big Spender (Sweet Charity Cast) Justify My Love (Madonna) Fever (Madonna) Back That Ass Up (Juvenile) Unbelievable (EMF) Cream (Prince) Naughty Girl (Beyonce) Living Dead Girl (Rob Zombie) Brick House (Rob Zombie) Hotel Room (Pitbull) (fuckin' yummy if I may say!!!) I Touch Myself (Memories) Leave Your Hat On (Joe Cocker) TY The Big Mike for that one.... Midnight Rendezvo
Random Thoughts By Jack Handey
apparentely hes a real guy and that was actually him that read the quotes on SNL back in the day     It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man. One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to Disneyland, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said. "Disneyland burned down." He cried and cried, but I think that deep down, he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real Disneyland, but it was getting pretty late. Dad always thought laughter was the best medicine, which I guess is why several of us died of tuberculosis. Maybe in order to understand mankind, we have to look at the word itself: "Mankind". Basically, it's made up of two separate words - "mank" and "ind". What do these words mean ? It's a mystery, and that's why so is mankind. The face of a child can say it all, especially the mouth part of the face. If you define cowardice as running aw
Barry White - Just The Way You Are
I never take anything for granted Only a fool maybe takes things for granted Just because it's here today It can be gone tomorrow And that's one thing that you Never in your life ever have to worry about me If I'll ever change towards youbecause Baby I love you Yeah I love you Just the way... You are...
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The Death Scandal
The death of MJ was a shock to us all, but was no shock at all for MJ's death to become a scandal. How did this scandal come about? Well I'm glad you asked. MJ was so iconic, so much a super-powerful presence on our planet and in our lives that people can't accept that he died. Yes, even I, Dr. Funkenstein, didn't believe it at first. And when we have these feelings and something like a death occurs, what's the first thing we do? Why, we look for someone to blame it on, of course! I blame the media. Not for killing MJ (though they have tried) but for birthing the scandal. One day, there's some news story about a doctor who did such and such, another day, Joe Jackson says he thinks it's foul play and his statement is a so-called dropped "bomb", another time "new information" is revealed about MJ's medication. Now all of a sudden the word "homocide" is being mentioned in connection to MJ's death. Soon there will be a "suspect", and some poor, innocent soul will be charged with "murder
Cuz Rayne Said So Lol......
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.   1. I love video games. mostly role playing games in the form of final fantasy.   2, I give everyone ONE chance, but rarely will I give anyone TWO chances.   3. I have issues like everyone else so the next person to tell me that I dont understand theirs gets slapped across the face.   4. I am a simple guy, little things make me happy, little things also piss me off.   5. I have no tolerance for flakes. (unless im using said flakes for masterbation purposes lol) even then, sometimes no lol   6. I run my own business, co owned with my dad, during the summertime, keeps me out of trouble lol.   7. I emphassize peoples' valu
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Just Something Fun
You have been through many storms which made you very compassionate and wise. You love to take care of others, family and friends come first.
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Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.     1. I am obsessed with the Daisy of Love show. I will cry when it ends. And I will beat the shit out of her if she doesn’t pick Flex.   2. My shoulder hurts like hell and if my friend ever tries to pull me through a revolving door again to look at some chick with double D tits, I will rip his eyes out. I am VERY serious.   3. I hate Buffalo wings and buffalo wing pizza and ranch dressing. I know I’m a communist. Sue me!   4. Rayne was the native name given to me the day I was born because I wouldn’t stop crying till it started storming. It was smooth sailing for my parents’ every time it rained. I s
Why Me?
Song Of Love
I long for you touch each night that I cry Your the one thats always on my mind When you tuck me in at night I just want to be by your side For you love is all I ever need And your voice keeps me alive in side You raise my spirits so high That at night I just want to lay by your side To keep me warm at night With your arms around me so tight   OH! Baby! Your the one and Only one Your the joy that fills my lungs When you think of me I Cry Just knowing that your always by my side   And now that I have your love My frown is now a great big smile No matter how long or far I have to go Were gonna be together someday I just know   Cause Your the one and Only one Your the joy that fills my lungs When you think of me I Cry Just knowing that your always by my side And tonight I just lay my head down and cry . written by AimeeBuchanan
Love So True
Can you come and hold me tight Will you come and lay by my side Can we ever go back? To the way we were When we were young Do you ever dream at night? Can you ever see us? Do we always fight? Or can we close our eyes To the way we are. Is it only a dream we share Or is it just this nightmare That we travel separate roads Just to get to be alone. Can we come to common ground? Can we forgive our past? Can we move on? To share this dream we had @ We were children then Now we have come so far Since then. So I ask you please Can we go back to the way we were? Will we ever stop this fight? Can’t we just compromise? And share the love we once had. Or do we travel on our own To worlds unseen To find our own dreams Must we suffer in shame? Can we ever change this pain? Or do we just give in to the loneliness we face.   written by AimeeBuchanan
Love Poem
Every time I look into your eyes I see the fear that you try to hide Hearing the confusion of your mind Trying to even find the time to have Wanting to be somewhere your not Knowing so many people depend on But the one true thing I really see in your eyes Is the love you so desperately try to hide? From everyone but me If only I could help you with your chaos To give you solutions to your madness Understanding which way you truly want to go Finding ways to please them all Unfortunately I only have this bit of help Look with in your self There you’ll find the answers you seek Just please don’t for get about my love for you and me. Hoped this help and if it didn’t Just remember I have a tongue that would love to be down on you. And as I always know just how the story goes This as well will put a smile on your face instead of a frown. Love you always and well forever written by AimeeBuchanan
I Am Free
Hey How You Doing!
took a walk in the garden today I nelt at the flowers to say Hey how you doin Its a bright wonderful day The sun is shineing in all its glorious ways God what a beautiful day You whispered back to me Yes it is I was startled to think you could hear Then suddenly out of the mist you see I saw you rise to me And I said Hey how you doin Its a bright wonderful day The sun is shining in all its glorious ways God what a beautiful day It is to see your grace. You walked towards me One step at a time Flowers seem to bow at your sight Birds are curping bees are buzzing Even the wind seems to know what to say But all I can think of Is Hey how you doin Its a bright wonderful day The sun is shining in all is glorious ways God what a beautiful day And oh by the way what a Beautiful Girl He Made!   written by AimeeBuchanan
Hells Gate
Heaven open a gate for me It let me walk through to see That I have the potential to be Something greater then even I dreamed I was floating on clouds Soreing on the winds Of an angle song When all of a sudden Hell opened up and said Your not done You still Have a torture of a journy to travel We cant let you go till your done So now my wings of joyous song is over Till the death of this Hell is gone. I travel this world alone With only my heart in sorrow Trying to make it on my own With two kids to carry and care for What a hell of a road to go After my journy is done After the pain has gone I will still stand tall and strong Knowing I have taken myself To the top of the clouds on my own.   written by AimeeBuchanan
Dead Of Night
In the dead of night you see me Watching you from above Looking down on your spirit Awaiting the right time to take it As you sleep sound and peacefull You look above your self You see me staring back at you and say nothin of it You allow this darkness of me to enter into your soul And consume every part of you untill you and I are whole You feel and see this happen too and yet you never fight me It makes me wonder if you asked me or invited me So I step back and no longer take you untill the day that you decide That deep with in your soul you want me and no longer wish to hide. written by AimeeBuchanan
Weird Morning
So I got into work this morning to find an email from my mother titled "NEWS" and when I opened it, it just asked me to ring her. Now, call me pessimistic, but my father hit 70 this year, and although he seems in good health, a bit of rheumatism aside, there's no escaping the fact that he's not as young as he used to be.  So needless to say, although I wasn't panicking, there were some dark thoughts floating around in my head as I dialled home. Turns out, the news, although no less horrible, was a lot less close to the family than that.  Basically, someone we used to know about ten, fifteen years ago through our Church was murdered at the weekend whilst out walking her dog.  I would have been in my late teens or early twenties when I knew her, and haven't had any contact with her since.  Nevertheless, the news has left me a little stunned. But still, also feeling slightly inclined to berate my mother for scaring the shit out of me.  Sometimes parents can be the most insensitive of c
Deep With In
When I look deep within your eyes. I see something that you hide. Something so deep that you keep from even me Even though I beg and plead For you to show me.   I see the pain the hurt inside. I know the actions of my crimes. Has cause this torture to you For you to hide that something deep inside.   I keep on looking for reasons. Why I should no longer Be by your side; But yet your eyes tell me That there is still more locked Inside.   If I could find the key. I would set you free. But the only key I know. Is to tell you that; I AM SORRY.   I am no longer hiding. I know I did you wrong. The pain you feel I feel it too Trapping us both in this torture Of doom.   Locked in a never ending battle Tell someone finally says Its through. But every time I look deep within your eyes I see the true love you so desperatly Try to hide.   So many times we have sat here and cried So many times we decided not to try.   Life kept us together and we dont know
Darkness Fills
Darkness fills up my soul today. Knowing there are others causing my lover pain. It fills up every part with in me , and fights to be let free. I want to let this darkness out but I feel so connected to it now. Just knowing its not just about him they speak, but they enclude me into there games of trickry. When will they all see? That what lies beneath him, is true and darkn' darkness. The same which consumes me . They only hate which they can not understand. So there for isn't the darkness with in there hands. When will they see? That people just need to be free. So now I'm holdin' back the rage. Inside this decrepted cage. Of which I don't hold the key to set it all free. So now I just sit back and let the darkness consume me .   written by AimeeBuchanan
Deep with in my decrepit mind is something dark that darkness can not find. Light can not come to shine For the corners of my darken mind. Soul once found to travel again. Deep within the cave of sin, Traveling there where no one can. Beats the heart of a well dressed man. Evil thoughts that enter in. Man once cleaned to stubble again. Somewhere in the mist of deceits, There is a trail that leads to hate. Around every corner must we see the darkness that comes after me? Through the eyes of small children see. The man in black; Who could he be? Treading slow and softly flee. Then screaming once to let me be. Back through the deep and darkest cave. Travel once one to ends unseen. Going were no one has been. Seeing things that turn your skins. Smelling, feeding, feeling blood again. Knowing that one more time would be the end. Then you take a look behind and see the dimmest light that shines. Someone some how has entered in. An disturbed you dark and lonely silence
A Search For Peace
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Internal Unrest
[ Caution! This blog entry is right now not only unsafe for work, it is a  work in progress.. Sure Ill get back to writing as soon as I finish gluing this new beard on what a shame it just cant be done over ]   I trying to think of completely random yet interesting things to say,  as after my last typo I have completely lost my strain of thought. I guess If I had my own kingdom which contained a court and some knights, horses, and some peasants, it would be in constant turmoil and have low morale, reaching new orders of hightened strategic chaos at a mere change of the wind's direction. On the other hand. everybody would always have to wear solar radiation spacesuits and 900 sunblock for their feet and hands. the knights would be japanese and looking not british and the kind and queen would be of the highest etiquette form (abiding by fuzzy logic) I would be not unllike a shrubbery and collect leopard spot items all the time. I guess alot of people are really not cynic
Cracker Facts
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. I've been told I'm an angry eater. One friend said I look like I am actually KILLING my food and another said he'd rather be waterboarded than watch me eat.2. I have soft flat soles on my feet cause I never go barefoot; my Indian buddy gave me an Indian name "Walks Carefully On Gravel" cause of the way I purposely and slowly take each specific step, while wincing in pain.3. I can accurately measure 1 tsp in the palm of my hand, which I do constantly when fixing my coffee at work.4. I talk to and curse at inanimate objects all the time. If I drop a tool I will have called it a useless fucking cunt before it even hits the floor.5. I c
you are my sun, my moon, you are my world. when we are together, everything seems to fall into place. i love you always, i love you forever. friends once, lovers now, what the future holds i do not know. my love is true, my love is pure. i loved you once, and i forever shall. you are my world. without you, i would have nothing.
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Sunday July 12 2009
i am going to start putting my thoughts down...i always wanted to do this but for sum reason never tonight will be the start of this.. okay where to spenden time here on fubar doing all that there is to do...but my favorit thing to do is meet new people...i have meet alot of fu friends on here and spend countless hours talken to them...but for sum reason they come and go like the wind...which i really do hate but that is life... i have spend a very lonely life in this world..i keep my thoughts to myself keepen it bottled up inside me to eat away at my soul and heart...why i do i dont get hurt anymore...i have let many people in and i always get is like a block wall i have put up...12 feet high and on 4 sides of me..someday it will come down..till then i will be safe and not have worry about it...   
Lack Of Sleep
Fumbling And Stumbling
Stumbling my way around in the dark.. *thump bump*  *Splash*spills*
Lets Party
If you listen to Shaggy; that's kinda me. "Girl you're my angel; you're my darling angel........... Closer than my peeps you are to me..............." That's me in a nutshell. I have peeps that are important people to me. I do just about anything I can to make their day. But, I'm looking for an angel. Someone I can hang with and stuff. I love treating my peeps right by buying lunches and stuff sometimes. My angel will obviously be treated better than my peeps. So, do you wanna be my angel or peep? I am also looking for just normal friends. I guess I'm just kinda desperate to find someone OUTSIDE of the walmart crew, to hang out with. (I also live by Oreo Speedwagon's song, "I make you laugh, and you make me cry.......... I believe it's time for me to fly." If I wanna make time for you and make your day, and you don't wanna make time for me; well...........bye). If you are interested; stop by Walmart on highway 36 in Oak Park Heights and look for Bob in the home entertainment area. I wo
Best Song Lyrics Ever!!!!!
You done did good But you can do better I done been wet But I could get wetter Come and make it rain down on me   yeah, that's a damn good song :D  
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