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Only One Childhood
ONLY ONE CHILDHOODI stopped to watch my little girlbusy playing in her room.In one hand was a plastic phone;in the other a toy broom.I listened as she was speakingto her make believe little friendand I'll never forget the words she said,even though it was pretend.She said "Suzie's in the cornercuz she's not been very good.She didn't listen to a word I saidor do the things she should."In the corner I saw her baby dollall dressed in lace and pink.It was obvious she'd been put thereto sit alone and think.My daughter continued her "conversation,"as I sat down on the floor.She said, "I'm all fed up I just don't knowwhat to do with her anymore.She whines whenever I have to workand wants to play games, too;and never lets me do the thingsthat I just have to do.She tries to help me with the dishes,but her arms just cannot reachand she doesn't know how to fold the towelsand I don't have time to teach.I have a lot of work to doand a big house to keep clean.I don't have time to sit

Hot Weekend In Hell
Okay folks it's a good weekend in Hell. Friday night @ Rudyardz - THE DOLLYROCKERS [they are the band that played Summer Sinfest 08:Rock~N~Roll Peepshow]...cover maybe $8...Let me know if you wanna come out and have some fun...Will and I plan to be there... Saturday DAY - PRIDE FESTIVAL in the Montrose. It goes from around noon until 7 pm. The Festival is FREE. There will be food and drink for sale during the whole thing. Should be big fun!SATURDAY NIGHT - GAY PRIDE PARADE If you want to meet up with the Serpentarium for the parade, we will be at Mary's on Westhiemer around 8:15 ish - so hook up with us before the parade starts!! I plan for us to stay around that area the majority of the parade...it's a great spot! AFTER PARADE - The Snakes expect to do some bar hopping [Chances/Mary's/maybe numbers or mangos - depending on what is the funnest looking with the lowest covers on the way back to the apartment] and some drinking, so if you are looking for a fun adventure bring your

So Very True...
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

My Venus
I wake to a smile radiant as the sun Shining brightly through hilltop trees Eyes sparkling with a thousand diamonds I wonder what is in me that she sees “Good morning handsome” dances through my ears As her voice welcomes me into the day Her hand caresses down the side of my cheek Heartbeats skip when she touches me that way Cherry sweet lips linger in her sweet scent Hovering above me waiting to be tasted Short of breath as I rise up to meet her Not of second of this moment will be wasted As I embrace her body pressed against mine I feel the smoothness of her blazing skin Sending heat waves through every inch of me Spontaneous combustion ignites within In this moment nothing exists but her and I Our bodies and souls entangled as one My heart forever trembles in her celestial presence Her lustrous beauty is second to none!

Wciked Jazz - Cwc 2009 Horror Story
"Wicked Jazz"- my first story for the 2009 Creative Writing Championships Wicked Jazz A jazz man makes a bad bet, but he won’t stop laughing about it, even after he’s dead. http://hammer-mikehammer.blogspot.com/

We Walk These Streets Of Madness
The grey sky looming above, Rain drops still dripping down From the pregnant clouds, We set out on our journey once again, Around and around we go In slow circles, moving To the beat of the thunder and rain that surrounds us, as the droplets hit the ground, shattered realizations lay scattered reminding me nothing is as it seems to be, as another memory turns to dust

Rain Dance
Dancing around in this wet abyss With puddles around my feet As the rain falls from the clouds above I am in a world as beautiful as life. As I spin blissfully Jumping around in joy A little skip here and a little hop there Nothing can disturb this tranquil peace. When nothing in life seems to go right, Never quite sure what tomorrow might bring, not knowing everything is for a reason, the only thing I can do is be myself, my fingers reach out to the falling raindrops, I smile as I watch the rain come down, softly sprinkling on my skin alluring my senses into spring awaking, as I surrender to the beauty of rain, swimming in a sea of serenity, a blanket of warmth surrounds me as I fade into the darkness

Horny And Wet
I fuckin lied, deal with it. Sooo, I went to drop off some hotel guests at work in the morning in a shuttle, and got a lil lost in a corporate parking lot. When I came out, I was in a parking lot of a Bears training facility. I dunno how. It took forever to gtfo there, but I had no idea it was that close.

Parkersburg Coach Murdered
Parkersburg Football Coach Shot and Killed KCRG & AP By Becky Ogann Story Created: Jun 24, 2009 at 9:05 AM CDT Story Updated: Jun 24, 2009 at 10:59 AM CDT BUTLER COUNTY - Waterloo hospital spokeswoman say Aplington-Parkersburg coach Ed Thomas has died. School officials confirmed that Coach Thomas was shot multiple times this morning at the school's weight room. He was shot in the head at point-blank range, according to business manager Pat Gosch. Sports secretary Sue Muller said it's her understanding a suspect has been caught. She doesn't know who the person is but doesn't believe it's a student. Thomas was taken initially to Covenant Medical Center in Waterloo, Muller said. When asked if he was still alive, Muller said, "As far as we know." Muller said Thomas was supervising the early-morning weightlifting in Parkersburg when the shooting happened just before 8:30 a.m. Thomas runs a program during the summer for students, not just members of the t

Lets Clear The Air A Bit
im goin to clear the air for a few ppl whos name will not be mentioned but they know who they are and for those that dont this will be a learning session....i may be looked at as a pretty decent guy to have around as a friend which i agree....i am very easy to get along with and love to make ppl laugh but do not take it the wrong way and think that im goin to let go of what i have on my plate and if it happens to be that my plate is cleared and have no ties to anyone im not just goin to jump on the next bandwagon that comes along....im very picky as to who i want to spend time with in situations that go beyond friendship....just because im flirting, messin around with you, or say that i hold u as a close friend, etc...does not mean i want to get with you....if it ever gets to that point with someone online i will tell them directly via over the phone or in person...know where to draw the line between fubar and real life

The Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line.But, you didn't see me, put an extra $100.00 in the collection plate last Sunday.I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk.But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall.I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant.But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief.I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by.But, you didn't see me, riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window.I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children.But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless.I saw you, stare at my long hair.But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love.I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves.But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old ones to those that had none.I saw you, look in

Why It Is Every Politician Do Not Went To Tell The Truth
Politicians in Illinois can not tell the truth as to where the money has been going. They say the state is saw far in the red not even raising taxes will help get the state in the green. Why is that? Here is something that they do not want the people to know about on where the money has gone do to the fact they had a part in it as well. Two former governors as well as state representatives have used the office they held to make money off from the people they represent. The people that the state of Illinois elected into office are so crept that they can no longer tell the truth in fear that they to will be removed from office like the former governor. These state representatives want the people in the southern part of the state to think that it is all Chicago felt that there is no money, do to the fact it takes so much money to keep it going. These representatives what the people in the south to think that if it was not for Chicago and the Chicago Machine that there would be more

Second Best (repost)
Why do you settle for second bestInstead of what you deserve, you accept something lessDo you have any sense of self-worthYou're just setting yourself up to get hurtI only have your best interests at heartPlease, before this goes to farYou can do better than me, but why do worseI know I’m even less then you deserveI know I'm blessed to even know youAnd I will accept whatever you decide to doBut agreeing and accepting are not one and the sameHe is playing with your heart, but this isn't a gameSee I want to love you with my last breatheBecause I for one won't settle for second best

Grand Children
Sometimes I really do wonder, Why they are called grand??Then I know A Loving Grandmother, Can always fully understand. You get that inportant phone call. You have waited for so long Excitement really kicks in , As you arrive and rush down the hall . You see taht precious baby, Gender really doesn't matter at all It brings back many memories, Of when your children were so small . You congratulate the parents, As you see mother and baby are o.k., You know without a doubt, this was done in own God's Way. Many sacrifices made along the way, Are very much worthwhile, When you see that sweet little face, And that bright cheery smile. Time rocks on as thy grow and grow, Then comes their future, rushing too and from, They will always be our babies, If anyone should ask , They are all very Special . From the first one to the last!!!!!!! done by christine (white queen )

Reality
I feel like nothing i do will make my future better. its like im going keep making mistakes, and keep living in this darkness i have. it feels like i want to give up, but thats just to easy. but im afraid to keep on living this lie. the lie of happiness, cause i guess in reality im not really happy.

Family And Friends
imikimi - Customize Your World! This goes out to all my Family and Friends here on Fubar: I just wanted to take a minute to let you all know just what you all mean to me. In the last year you have been here to lend an ear, a shoulder even your heart. I wanted to let you all know that I appreciate everything that you’ve done. Most of all though I wanted to say that you all have a piece of my heart. I love and care for each and every one of you. You have brought me laughter smiles and love. You are all very special in your own way to me. Love always: Mare

As A Reminder About Sundays
As a reminder about Sundays, if you look in the Sunday blog on June 7th, we put that we would not be doing any level ups on that day. It's a day to take a break, relax, rate friends, do whatever and not have to worry about leveling. The ONLY exception to posting a level up would be family. Other than that we will not post any on Sundays. Everyone has the day off :) So crew leaders please also note that as well that ONLY family will be posted. Thanks!

No Fubucks Auction
HEY ALL I AM IN AN AUCTION!!! IT IS A CASH ONLY AUCTION!! NO FU BUCKS PLS I HAVE LOTS TO 0FFER... SO COME CHECK IT OUT... IF U WIN U WONT BE DISSATISFIED... I WILL TAKE CARE OF THE PERSON THAT BUYS ME

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Dear Stalker
Dear Stalker, I appreciate your efforts the last few days, its nice to know I'm wanted. I love and appreciate all the comments especially the camel toe one. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I just have a few questions for you: 1. When will you be threw stalking me and move on to another? 2. When you do leave will I still hold a special place in your heart? 3. Can i get my pink polka dot panties back they kind of have the bra that matches? 4. Will you tell me that you are gone cause I should start locking the windows and doors again? Also Ill stop leaving snacks and drinks in my closet I think our time together is drawing to an end but I wanted to tell you from the bottom of my heart how much you mean to me. How when i turn the corner I will miss you being there in the trench coat and dark sunglasses and that big out of place floppy hat. I promise you our time together will always be something special to me.... I love you Witty Wicked

"waiting, Like A Goddamned Fool..."
A Perfect Circle . A Strangercast a calming appleup and over satellitesto draw out the timid wild oneto convince you it's alrightand i listen for the whisperof your sweet insanitywhile i formulate denialsof your effect on meyou're a stranger, sowhat do i care?vanished todaynot the first time, i hearall the lies what am i to dowith all this silence?shy awayshy away phantomrun awayterrified child, won't youmove awayyou fucking tornadoi'm better off without youtearing my will downso, here i sit, amidst the ruins of last nights melt down, with today's annoyance and my father picking at me, with minimal sleep. maybe four hours. that might be generous. but, it's all becoming clear. without a FUCKING WORD from ANYONE ... well, not just anyone, but whatever ... i'm beginning to realise that i was right all along. and it sucks, but it's life. i am to be alone, at least until i die. sooner or later, right? that day... well, some days it can't come soon enough. but i am a goddamned capricorn, and

Image
I fell in love with you, Or at least I thought it was you. Maybe what it was, Was an image I had of you. I never thought that you could deceit me, Lie to me, And cheat me. I found out very differently, You turn out to be, all the things I thought you couldn't be. Over time, The veil was lifted. I saw the reality of what you could be. Did it change my heart, No, I still live in that fantasy. I know in my head, How you really are. I know my love is not based in reality. Yet there is something about you, That I can not shake free from. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Photo Apology
Photographer Ruth Van Bergen specialized in celebrity portraits. One wealthy woman complained that Van Bergen's photo wasn't nearly as good as the first one she had taken. "You must forgive me." the photographer said diplomatically. "The last time I took your picture, I was ten years younger."

Zodiac Folders
okay, mein freunds...this is what I am doing.....I created 12 folders, one for each zodiac sign and I am organizing as many friends as possible into the folder for whatever their zodiac sign is. So, what I want, is either permission from you to RIP any SFW pic I want so you can be added to it OR, if you have a special pic you want me to use, send me the link to it so I can RIP it from your page. The reason for the RIP is so I have the link to your profile on your pic and can find you easily. I am also putting your fubar name on it as well as your dob, year is optional and up to you but if you dont tell me not to use it, it will be included until you ask me to remove it and I am also adding a pic comment to each PIC. So......send me a private message with permission to rip any pic I want or the link to the pic you want me to use and let the fun begin.......thanks always, my friends, Johnny, aka 2thick and make sure your RIPS are unblocked so I can take your pic!!!!

Keeper
Their marriage was good, their dreams focused. Their best friends lived barely a wave away. I can see them now, Dad in trousers, tee shirt and a hat and Mom in a house dress; lawn mower in his hand, and dish-towel in hers. It was the time for fixing things. A curtain rod, the kitchen radio, screen door, the oven door, the hem in a dress. Things we keep. It was a way of life, and sometimes it made me crazy. All that re-fixing, eating, renewing, I wanted just once to be wasteful. Waste meant affluence. Throwing things away meant you knew there'd always be more.But then my mother died, and on that clear summer's night, in the warmth of the hospital room, I was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. Sometimes, what we care about most gets all used up and goes away...never to return. So... While we have it... it's best we love it... And care for it..... And fix it when it's broken.. And heal it when it's sick. This is true... For marriage.... And old cars..

Downrater Haters... Have Some Food For Thought! :d
Why are you people hating on downraters like myself? Before you answer (if you do), consider these arguments... there's no rules stating you cannot rate peeps a 1. You people do it back, and two wrongs don't make a right *tut tut* To some people you might actually be worth a 1. - We all know my arguments cannot be refuted because I'm always right... that's all :D

Internet
OK here it is.... My ex-a-hole husband and my lovely daughter decided to look at my profile and come up with their own ideas of what I have in my family only folder.... so for now because I was threatened about going to family court I have to either make them private or delete them for now. I get so mad because fubar is my fun time, wtf. So im sorry family but for now this is something I have to do ugggggggggghhhhhhhhh, fucking men and nosy daughters.

You Have Place In My Heart
"A Place in My Heart" I have a place for you in my heart, You're the tenent it's been looking for. Though we are hundreds of miles apart, We'll not be unhappy anymore. You've known unhappy times and sadness, Had your heart broken, shed many tears. And I, too, have felt love's unkindness, Caught in a loveless marriage for years. It's funny how we met on the 'net, One of those chatrooms, just passing time to forget. We both listening to music. and share our music, and gave us some delight! Did we meet by accident or fate, Or is it simply a dream come true? Each a song lover and each a soulmate; The question is what shall we do? In my heart there is a spot for you, In yours, I hope you have one for me. You know our feelings are right and true, Only time knows if our love will be.

Trying To Help A Friend
Ok heres the deal... I have a friend trying to put her son through college. I am trying to help her out. I am not asking for money or anything like that I am simply asking you to go to the site I provide and sign up you dont ever have to use the site and it doesnt cost you anything. However if you have some spare time and want to make alittle extra cash it is an easy site to use. You simply take 30 second surveys and give an opinion once you reach $75.00 made you can have it sent to paypal. Most of the surveys pay $4.00 each and you make $1.25 for each person that you can get to sign up for them. However like I said you dont ever have to do them just simply sign up and feel good about yourself knowing that you helped a mother with sending her son to college. Now if you choose to help me out and I am hoping that most of my friends will please use the http link that I provide so that she will be given the credit for getting you to join the site. ONCE AGAIN YOU WILL NOT BE OUT ANY MONEY

The Perfect Love
All we had of laughs and tears,We both kept it a secret so no one hears,I thought we could stay together,But I knew these days wouldn't last forever,She first treated me like a friend,But I knew this couldn't be the end,I saw the sun rising upon the shores,Who would stay in while she could be outdoors,We used to have fun under the rain,Such moments were magical that words cannot explain,Till that day when we had our first kiss,That day is in my mind and I'll always miss,The love we shared grew strongly and fast, She was everything to me, my present, future and past,Words cannot describe the beauty of her eyes,She is perfect that she can never tell lies, The happiness of the world is felt in her smile,Describing it would take years and years, not just a while,All the love we felt was real,It was innocent, perfect and pure that no one can feel,Keeping us from each other would be tough,Even the strongest power on earth won't be enough,She was the closest one to my heart,Nothing in the wor

Blizzard Discusses The State Of Pvp
One thread over at the forums sparked quite a discussion when it asked what the problem was with World of Warcraft PvP. It's a pretty good question and definitely not something with a simple answer, but Ghostcrawler took up the task and addressed several issues in his usual forthcoming fashion. In a nutshell, Blizzard views the following issues as the primary problems of PvP: Too much emphasis on Arenas and not enough on Battlegrounds. Too much emphasis on 2s and not enough on 3s and 5s. Not enough class / spec representation in Arena. Warlock, hunter and shaman numbers in particular are too low, but they're not the only ones, where comes the different wow power leveling surroundings. Too fast-paced. Ghostcrawler proceeded to explain the last point in detail, talking once again about burst damage and reiterating their intent that PvP should be a balance between damage, healing, and crowd control, otherwise it is unfair while the world of warcraft power leveling, He says that B

I Don't Do Lies...
Some people are wondering what the hell is going on at my house. I'm not going to get into the details, but the result is that I don't trust anyone now. Yesterday morning I received a random message in my shoutbox about my two best friends. The message wasn't vulgar, but it called into question some things I was led to believe. It exposed some lies that I kept being told. In most cases, I just drop a person who lies to me and move on. I'm not known for trusting anyone. Unfortunately, I was lied to by the only two people that I trusted without question. They used that trust I felt for them to manipulate me, and even continued to lie to me after I started to figure things out. Because of those lies, I've lost a closeness with them, and may end up losing a marriage. It's a tough thing for someone like me. Basically, in the span of a day, my happy-go-lucky world was been destroyed. I was physically raped as a child, and now I've been emotionally raped by the two people I trust

Or So It Seems...?
that sinking feeling that feelings from another person have faded or just stopped. i have no idea why. i know i didnt do anything to cause the distance or the obvious drop. i havent gotten a single explanation or response or anything more than a hello then nothing after. this is what i get though! this! having feelings for someone. and its not because its easy haha. no...not when it happened unexpectedly from online. then realizing i would be traveling quite a way to see this person. knowing that i would make the money to do that. understanding the fact, it might not work out but...gotta try. but.. now? i have the thought it was just a thought by the other person. and im stcuk here like a fcukin fool with my thumb up my ass. i dont feel heart broken though..i feel stupid. maybe im just paranoid and thinking too far into bad things? but i doubt it. im not really a moron...i can tell when something is up. its either im just not what this person wanted, she came to her

Justice
Am I crazy or am I mad?There's a difference you know and it's kind of sad.The screams that echo from my prison cellBring forth the reality of this man made hell.Fighting caged like a captured beast,unfairly treated to say the least.Loved by few, hated by manySeeking help but there isn't any.Society turned a blind eye on me when I was a kidthen my life went on a downward skid.Judged by a jury of so called peers,Sentenced to prison to spend some years.I might have become a man of means,but a thing called "Justice shattered my dreams.It's a horrible story I have to tellof a life spent traveling down a highway to hell.Still I stand tall, like a tall oak tree,My head held high for all to see.For even though my freedom they takemy mind won't break nor my spirit surrender.So look at me people, in your creationthe perfect picture of total damnation.You left me with arrogant pride,A seated hatred burning insideThis is an example of justice well done,No no it has been no fun.But if I had to do i

Every Prison Cop
They go to prison everyday But they’re not doing time Just watching felons in their state Convicted of a crime They keep the peace beyond all costs Knowing what they do Serves the public they protect and every prisoner too. So next time you get on your knees

A Special World
A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong.

Just For Thought
I believe there is something elseentirely going on but no singleperson can ever know it,so we fall in love.It could also be true that what we useeveryday to open cans was somethingmuch nobler, that we'll never recognize.I believe the woman sleeping beside medoesn't care about what's going onoutside, and her body is warmwith trustwhich is a great beginning.

Introduction To Induction
Introduction to Induction Induction is a process of familiarizing the new recruits to the organization functioning so that they become productive in the least possible time; they are a means of honing the workforce to greater efficiency, precision, and perfection. Every business, large or small, needs a well-planned induction process. The induction process has to provide all the information that new employees and others need, and are able to assimilate, without being overwhelming or diverting them from the essential process of integration into a team. The Process The term "induction" is generally used to describe the whole process whereby employees blend in or acclimatize to their new jobs. The aim of the induction process is to help new employees make a smooth, positive adjustment to the workplace. Induction training is all about the basics as well like: shift timings; holiday routine; casual/sick leave policy; location of the cafeteria; dress code; Health and Safety, Terminology,

~*the Pied Piper Beseacheth Thee*~
Dont trust the pied piper, as he beseacheth thee He's song is not as happy as it seems... The melody you seek Was never really gone, What faded once was blackened for a reason Change isn't always there in season. So as the piper plays Turn your head away, release unto yourself forget his ways. Something that was beautiful, fragile yet unique Don't play the pipers song you think you seek Let your fears free as the piper watcheth thee Never let him see what he has found As you beseach the piper, learn within his words The pipers song was never meant to be heard. So as the piper plays Beseaching you today, Turn your head and close your eyes Now is not time for compromise Restrain from the pipers meloncholy song Whats done will be forever done

Song Feedback
So... just trying to get opinions here. This is a rough draft for my band's first song. Title is Prisoner In Silence. The lyrics have been written, but because of my surgery last week we didn't get a chance to do anything with it. But yeah... Please let me know what you think about it and all that jazz. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qUMbg0_6d8

Also, Why I May Seem Out Of Sorts Today...
We all have laptops at work now, which we keep in locked drawers overnight. It's hot as hell today, so I was all hot and sweaty when I got in, cos I walk into work. That's when I realised I left my keys at home. So I got to do my 25 minute walk three times today. Not happy.

Transformers : Revenge Of The Fallen
*** MASSIVE SPOILERS*** A film of two halves, this one. There's the half the filmmakers cared passionately about, like special effects, big robots doing a fight, and schmasturbating over Megan Fox. Thene there's the half they obviously weren't interested in. Bits like... the plot. And pacing. And decent editing. For me, it raised a bunch of questions. ****Seriously, MASSIVE SPOILERS**** 1. Like, you know how the military kept the last sliver of that cube thing from teh first movie deep undergound, under armed gaurd and in a containment facility to stop the Decepticons finding it? How come no-one, including Sam, realised that another sliver of it had got caught up "in his coat"? 2. Like, you know how the Decepticons used the sliver they fought to get out of teh bunker to bring Megatron back from the dead? Why did Sam and The Girl lock his sliver away in a safe and then never mention it again, even when Optimus Prime died and they were looking for a way to

Why?
Why must i give you the satisfaction? to see me cry, to know i think of you constantly? this wasnt all my fault. i took the blame yes, but it takes two to break hearts as we did. was it love? it sure felt like it...or was i being deceived? we sang in the car, ruined the albums i cherished, they haunt my dreams as do you, a stain on my heart and on my shirt. what did you think when i came home? were you relieved? or were you "hurting" as i was so naive to believe? i cannot shake it.. my heart is still mending and with every day passes so does my love for you. you were my best friend, someone i relied upon and shared all with.. now you are the bad taste in my mouth, no longer the tear in my eye, or last nights dinner in the commode, you are just a memory. like those past you will become what was, and when i find what is, you will be the life lesson i will pass to my children... the path i will urge them NOT to walk. you destroyed me and i hope you can live with that, of course you can, y

101.........
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

My Dean
He got banned from fubar and he doesn't know what happened. we tried to make a sharing account something that he could get on as well but they still banned us. What sucks is fubar is how we met and now we can't get on the place where i said nice shirt and he said nice dress and we started talking... 4 months later we are strong together. Should they be clear about why they ban people/person? Is there a way to ask without pissing them off and having them ban yourself?

Six Weeks
someone asked me for an update, and even tho everyone is in bed, i guess i'll throw one out there. Monday was six weeks since surgery, which i believe is the halfway point to full recovery. i'm still tired all the time, tho getting around a lot better than before. 11 mile bike ride on Sunday, a trip to a zoo yesterday (got some cool pix to upload) so all in all i'm getting around pretty good. the physician's assistant really was impressed with the way i jumped out of the chair to check out my x-ray today at my first follow up exam. (the doctor i have is pretty awesome..... he's like that old Groucho Marx joke "hey doctor, it hurts when i do this".... "well don't do that!"...... i have zero limitations on what i am "allowed" to do, which just astounds the physical therapy people, but its this doctor's philosophy. and in this litigious society that we live in, i think that is a true testimonial to his faith in his work) on a side note, evidently there was a foot fetishist as a con

Why Your Life Is The Way It Is...
I wish I had time to explain but if you are williing to take the time to educate yourself I feel like I might be able to donate some. Start with googleing ZEITGEIST and watch the remastered (2:02:15) two hour video. It is time well spent I promise... You will be talking about it to everyone!!! If not put your head back up your ass and enjoy the sites!!!

Sorry
i know i haven't been responding much these last few days. some of you know by now i have depression issues, which i'm pretty fucking open about. i've been having trouble eating, trouble sleeping, trouble doing anything that i'm not told repeatedly to do. i haven't really been talking to anyone, so if your messages go unanswered, do not take it personally. i had my psychologist appointment monday, i have my psychiatrist appointment today. hopefully i'll end up with something medication-wise that will make my days a little more bearable. for those of you that know what i'm going through, don't worry, i'll be fine, i always am, it just takes time. for those of you that don't know what i'm going through, as much as i will be fine, please do not tell me to think happy thoughts and bullshit like that or i will block you. it does not help. thanks. ~sin

The One I Can't Help
I watch her come on almost daily, and I see her struggle to look happy. But I can see right thru the facade and it hurts me to see her so down. If only I could do something more than offer words of friendship or advice....but alas, it isn't to be. She lives elsewhere and I'm stuck here. I have known her for a while and have become great friends with her. I ewould love nothing more than to have her be happier in her life. I'm actualy afraid that I may even be falling for her. And I can't let that happen cuz I can't be with her. Life sux.........

I Had A Dream!!!
ok now let me get this straight cuz i just woke up after that god damn seizure... i was dreaming.. i had a dream that my neighbors behind my house were shooting at me with a shotgun. and for some reason none of the blasts hit me. point blank too. i was confused and freaked out though. so i pulled out a .357 and started shooting blindly out to the backyard. buck shot kept shooting back at me. i could see the fcukers shooting but i couldnt hit em back. they werent touching me either. i was telling people in the house we were being shot at and i got looked at like i was nuts. as shotgun fire kept zipping past me. blasting out windows and almost hitting my dog. i was determined to end these lunatics but for some reason i couldnt get to em. it seemed like hours but i did sleep for about last 6 hours so maybe this dream did last that long. eventually i stopped shooting back and stayed confined to my room. watching their next move. i figured if bullets wouldnt hit em...i'll t

I Cant See You
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

The Call
Yea, we all know when we are talking to someone that we like our voices change. The longer the conversation continues the more relaxed we get. The sexier and deeper our voices get. Sending stimulating tones over the phone. That slight sigh or grunt that mimics sex began to take place. The listener can't help but to think that they relate those sounds to sex. Hoping the speaker would either stop or continue on to that inner freak in them that leads to phone sex. Lyrical masturbation, the harmonizing sounds that each breathe gives; each pitch heightens the rise and swell of your sexual organ. As the conversation continues one party begins to ask questions of a sexual nature. Your minds are stimulated with thoughts of what each others response is and before you know it one of you make the bold move to give in to the mood. Caller One: So you like when someone plays with your nipples? Slowly placing my mouth over one stroking it with my tongue, causing it to harden, I’d suck on it ti

The Love Of My Life
As I've mentioned in my last blog, I've found an amazing man, even though he may not think he is, he really is. He IS the LOVE OF MY LIFE! And I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He means everything to me. No man has ever meant so much to me. I love the way he loves me, hell I love everything about him. His personality is the greatest. He is so sweet and loving. He truly has a heart of gold. He may not see it, but I do. I can't wait to go live with him. I look forward to the day I can.

Her Mask
Eyes glisten and smiles shine The mask of her heart's design A shell to simply hold what's inside It gets deeper as the tide flows The pool of tears now grows If I can find it, there is a drain But she gasps for air as her lungs strain I See her now for who she is to me Break this shell and her heart will be free For in that moment the flood will subside The smile is no longer her mask, but the truth inside

I Need To Vent And You're Gonna Listen Mkay?
i'm so fucking irritated right now! i'm done with men!! done done done done done! did i mention that i'm done???? all they wanna do is play fucking head games with me! i am so sick of putting my heart on the line, for it to get fucking stomped on. i just want a guy that is fucking normal! and done with all the games, and that isn't gonna hurt me. but really.......i don't think men exist like that. i'm pretty sure you are all the fucking same. you are all selfish inconsiderate assholes, who like to take my heart and twist it into a million fucking piecies!!! so you're asking what the fuck happened right???? well i met someone who i though was a great guy. who i thought i could open up my heart to. who i thought i could have something with........and then what happens you ask???? once again he's just playing games with me!! i'm not going into details. so of course i spill my heart out again just for it to get stomped on!!! fuck this shit. men are not worth all this god damn

Questions
When is it enough? No particular "thing" just in general..... What is strong? Is it the will to stay and fight or being big enough to walk away? When you hit the wall and you push and kick until you are out of breath, then you take a step, get a drink of water, look at that wall and decide you're ready to try it again because you can move it. Does it move, can you with sheer will, faith and belief move that wall? Or does it just stand there impenetrable, unwilling to give an inch? I have reacted when I should have been pro-active. I thought (wrongly) that others actions justified my reactions. I lashed out not once, but many times and it was uncalled for, unjustified. I have been a person I don't want to be and irrational when I should not have been. I have been unloyal to myself if only in my actions and all the while thinking it would do some good. I've let myself down more times than I can count in the last few days, more times....than I could have imagined. My alte

Drama
Over the course of the past 6 months I was convienced this guy was perfect for my older sister to date hell he had me so blind sighted that i thought he was the best guy she had ever been with and then the lies started.. first with stealing meds from my elderly grandfather then with faluse charges and fake e-mail account with girls he said were his true friends through anything... then i found out he is one sick individual becuase my grandmother asked him to leave her home and when we were cleaning the room up we found blankets covered in blood.. tensor bandages tied to the head board for bondage.. used condoms with-in my young child's reach... and he was rude verbally abusive and just down right lower then scum.. on his way out he almost knocked my daughter out cold by hitting a door and clipping her with his knee so she fell and hit her head against the heavy door... not to mention my older sister who is developmentally challenged who feel for this sick prick is now to my understandi

Life
LET ME LIVE AGAIN In this dark abyss there lies only obscurity. No consciousness, no imagination. Anguish stabs like a saber into my soul. And the jubilance that once abounded has escaped into oblivion. It cannot find its way back. Any solace that once was appears so apocryphal now. Which path led to this nothingness? From a life which once seemed so enchanted. Was it fate or a paralyzed reaction to circumstance? Is this bewildering quagmire my final destination? Or just a short sojourn to free my spirit So that I can love again, laugh again, dance on top of a mountain again.

Setting My Fire Free
Setting My Fire Free I drew my sword took up my shield My enemy drew his as well I could see My Fire shackled behind him I could feel the anger inside me swell He had taken her captive seven moons prior I tracked them to his castle My Fires snow white dress now tattered I could see he dragged her threw hell He lunges towards me our swords meet He lets out a maddening yell Our shields clash in the moonlight His attacks my sword and shield repel

Giving Up
i been thinking... i dont think it is worth it 2 keep trying ... i been tryin 2 b happy but it never works i lost alot of my friends and i did sum things im not proud of... and i understand im not meant 2 b happy... i just wish there was a way that i could b a little happy... but i can c its not poissible.. i dont wanna try ita not worth it.... if u wanna b my friend then go ahead but im not gonna try my dammest 4 u 2 like me.... im here 4 myself but i dont no wut i want anymore... i no i cant ever b happy and i also no im not meant 2 b in this world

Drama
As much as i hate fighting and agruements. It seems like the only way for me to get a good night rest sometimes is a good fight or agurement. Because i then cry alot and phyically tired from it i am just want to sleep. its wierd

About Me
ok figured it was time to update this since alot of things has changed.... im no longer married, but am engaged to a wonderful man who doesnt play the games my ex husband liked to play. i have 4 kids, 3 boys and 1 girl. right now im not working but will be going to school starting in jan. so once that starts i wont be on as much, though at the same time i might be on more often seeing as i should have my own computer then. im only here to make friends so if your looking for anything more then that please move on. brightest blessings to you.

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Random Thoughts 07
So there I am at the Oregon State Fair. Just like every year. I go for the hand dipped corn dogs, the demolition derby (more on this in a minute) and for the people watching. Since it's Oregon I don't feel as bad making fun of the people there. It's like a train wreck. For instance, yesterday I saw a woman that must have gone 300 lbs. Not a big deal. UNTIL. You put that woman in a tube top with tight spandex shorts. Smoking. Pushing 2 kids in a stroller with one in tow. And her 130lb boyfriend with the jailhouse tattoos and crooked hat. It was awesome. Every manner of hillbilly and mountain folk were there. It was a joy to experience. Now, no one else in my family shares my love of demolition derbies. I don't understand it. Cars...crash into each other on purpose. It's like the Mall parking lot at Christmas with all women drivers. Ha ha ha ha. But seriously...it just doesn't get any better. Men with dirty clothes and as many teeth as their cars have wheels run int

Random Thoughts 09
OK...so...there I was at Washington Square Mall the other day and as I was strolling through the mall...I noticed quite a few boobs on display. Women of all shapes and sizes had tank tops, tight shirts and plunging necklines on. It wasn't that I sat out to oogle boobs, oh no....I was there to power shop but obviously I became distracted. Now there was one young lady in particular...probably in her mid-to-late 20's with a nice set of cannon balls on display walking right at me. The neckline on her shirt was just above her belly button...so to say I could see cleavage would be an understatement. And again...she was probably a 36D or possibly a DD so they were REALLY out there...so I decided to go ahead and appreciate them. Yeah...I looked right at them. I didn't do it in a creepy "I wanna motorboat those things" kinda way...no...just a 1001, 1002, 1003 kinda look...and she had the NERVE to say "hope you got a good look" as we passed by. Yes...Yes I did get a good look at those fu

Doing What's Right
Why is it when you try so hard to do the right thing it always get's fucked up? Why is it that nice people are always the first one's to get hurt? Is the world really hurt or be hurt? IS that truly how the world works. Ether keep your mouth shut and take it up the butt or piss everyone around you off? Ether cheat or get cheated? Have we gone so far that we do not care about the people around us? Have we become a world that the people that we love the most are the first one's we hurt? Are we all so dead that we don't care for our brother's and sisters? Can you not belong on a web site with out men ether wanting to see you necked or show you there dicks? Can no one just say hello, how was your day? It's nice to meet you. Why is it that people who really hurt people never have to pay for it. And one's who try really hard but might slip up just a little are nailed to the wall? Why do men think Fat chicks are despret for them to show them crude attention? And why do guys think gal's WANT to

Random Thoughts 06
Bitch Stole My Fish. You have seen it because it's my picture on here. Why you ask? Why would I have a picture of that poor little boy looking like he wants to unleash what HAS to be a strong pimp hand on the young lady holding his fish? What does that say about society? Well I'll tell you. Bitch stole my fish says "Hey Mr. Government...we won't pay $3.09 for gas anymore. Go kick some ass in the middle east and get the price down or YOU will get the pimp hand." Bitch Stole My Fish says "Hey you criminals..no more time at the Washington State facility for educating and reforming our wayward adults. No no...Bitch Stole My Fish says...you do the crime...you'll do the time but you'll do it in a small cell with no cable, no books and your days will consist of making big rocks little rocks. Only when criminals fear our correctional system like they fear the Strong Pimp Hand will the balance be restored." Bitch Stole My Fish says "Hey...all you women (and mens) who think you are be

Random Thoughts 7 - Dec 07
So I am sick as hell. And I am sitting here at home (ed note...I didn't finish this yesterday when I was home sick...so I am posting this morning...) thinking...what's my favorite song. I decided that today it's Buckcherry's Crazy Bitch. Why you ask? Well...not since "Closer" from NIN has there been a song that just lays it out there like this. With Closer...you got "I want to f**k you like an animal" well grrrrr baby grrrr. Talk about just calling it right out. Do you think he meant a cougar? Or maybe a racoon? I like to think he meant a really horny chimpanzee. I like the Christmas Jesus best, and I'm sayin grace. When you say grace, you can say it to grown up Jesus, or teenage Jesus, or bearded Jesus, or whoever you want. (sorry...I know it doesn't fit...but I LOVE that movie) Anyways...like Trent Reznor, Josh Todd who is the lead singer of Buckcherry decided to call America out and let us know about a unique segment of the female population and his fascination with the

The Moments Train
The moments train come and goes. It is life in constant movement and the parade of souls. Baby, give me the opportunity to get to know you, I don’t mind the distance. Let’s get on the moments train, because we can do better.

Random Thoughts Dec 2007
A list of today's random thoughts. Kanye West is a punk bitch. There. I said it. Sorry about your mom and all...but I swear if he comes out with a tribute album because him mom died having PLASTIC SURGERY...well just think 50 Cent.."been hit with a few slugs now I walk with a limp" The Trail Blazers are going for 12 in a row tonight. I won't say it's a lock...because no game is...but the Timberwolves suck and we SHOULD win. My F.U. goes out to ESPN who still won't show good highlights from our games because of the East Coast bias and that freaking TOOL on TNT who keeps calling Travis Outlaw Bo. Bo Outlaw played 12 years ago...get over it tool shed. My child is talking more then ever...sadly some of her new words include "no" and "I don't want to" or she just pretends not to hear me at all. It was cute at first...but now I need to figure out a way to outsmart her. She's too cagey for her own good...like the female Stewie...I am sure she is plotting something that doesn't bode

Random Thoughts May 2008
Wow...where do I begin. Today I read a story about a man in New Jersey that used to be a cop...he got busted for having sex with a cow. Not regular sex mind you...but he was getting oral love from a cow. Digest that for a moment. How EXACTLY do you convince a cow to give you a hummer? Do you sprinkle sugar on your wang and hope the cow thinks it's a sugar lick? Last time I checked cows don't have the best oral hygene AND snaggle teeth...reminds me of this girl....nevermind. So anyways...this didn't just happen once...oh no....that cow lovin was SO good he went back FOUR times. I can't even comprehend. I am now on week 5 of not really eating fast food anymore. Gone are the days of double quarter pounders and french fries. Sometimes people here at work bring it in and I smell it. It's amazing my body's reaction to the smell. I want to punch out whoever is eating it and drag the meat into a corner and eat it like a beast. I got busted Tuesday for thong watching at the gym.

Random Thoughts 4 - May 2008
Speaking of Hat Tricks...F YOU DETROIT and your team of dirty russians. The Avalanche didn't deserve that. Jose Theodore needs to retire. BRING BACK ROY!! Why the F does everyone find it necessary to look at your sammich when you are ordering at Subway? Then look at you like.."Ham on white? don't you know how much sodium is in that?" Yeah I know mother F'er and I like it. OK? You want some of this? Huh? I'll bust you in yout tuna on honey oat ass! Did I mention I want to see Iron Man bad? I was a Marvel comic kid growing up....I even had a homemade Captain America costume for a while...so seeing all these movies coming out is awesome. But NOT as awesome as the new Narnia, Prince Caspian. I cannot wait!!! And F you for laughing. Liv Tyler is single again. I think she needs to select me for a weekend of tickle fights. Or at least let me hang out with her dad. If baseball players and basketball players can all smack each other on the ass as a way of saying good job...w

Jezebel Gods And Angels
You think cameras are magic things because everytime you clicked there was a different expression on my face my lips my eyes the pulsating purple hue between my thighs the way they quivered the trembling anticipation you wanted to learn my language of fingers that fly in rapid fire succession but I shook my head no your cameras and videos were my voice to you you carried a pad and pencil in your back pocket where it made an indelible demarcation you wrote to me on it you said sometimes that I coo like a dove when you looked me in the eyes from above about to enter holding my hands above my head that the sounds our bodies made in love could still make you tremble for days afterwards then sometimes you wrote "you purr like a kitten when I begin to rock your sweet nakedness as I open you up between your alabaster thighs like a sweet magnolia when I thrust into sweet wetness as I mark you ruin you for any other" you said I rewarded you not with words but

Random Thoughts 3
So...my friend Heather and I headed out to Edgefield for Billy Idol. I knew going in that we would be wading into a sea of mullets and the best aging rocker crowd that Portland had to offer. Thankfully I was not to be dissapointed. But first...the concert. Billy came out blasting with Cradle of Love followed by Flesh for Fantasy, White Wedding (started acoustic and went electric) then hit To Be a Lover before breaking out the new stuff like John Wayne. At the "solo break" the best LIVING guitarist out there Steve Stevens put on a F'ing SHOW. He played a spanish solo that gave me the shivers and then busted into Led Zeppelin's Over The Hills and Far Away. Of course once he hit Rebel Yell the crowd went nuts. He encored with Hot in the City and Mony Mony. My ONLY complaint about the concert was that he blazed though the concert...not as much crowd interaction as I would have liked. But I will say this now and hear me clear....there is no better guitarist out there then Steve St

Human Valium
There's brown water under flatbush avenue it's only on this end of the number 2 there's a smell of piss over the door of the train the seats are old and varicose blue a man taps his shoes to the tune only he can see fifty cent loudly he jingles and nods his head blunt money bitch...rap rap rap an asian woman wears medium blond hair and a black winter parka naturally I see graffiti on the grey concrete "WWJD" he wouldn't fucking spray paint graffiti well maybe he would or she or it whatever floats your pirate ship and say I'm smoking a nice havana and having an XO and you motherfuckers are so boring it's like watching human valium I hear the conductor mumble instructions in brooklyn's speak there's a man playing 'sophisticated lady' on his rusted trombone there's a kid selling his metro ride for two dollars cash two dollars and you can have your ride to work/to school and he can have his fix/his tool an old caucasian woman in a wheelchair smokes her newport light she

Random Thoughts 2
Ahhhh....the Wednesday before a long holiday weekend. It's like hearing the ice cream truck on the next block over. You know the end of the day is coming...but it isn't quite here yet cause that fat bastard Rudy Johnson is trying to figure out which 3 ice cream treats his fat ass needs before the middle eastern guy in the beat up van can move on to your street. Yeah...just like that. Rudy Fernandez is a Blazer as of yesterday. Ole'! I hope he is better then Sergio who had a lot of YouTube hype as well but just hasn't panned out. I have a conference call in 21 minutes so I will keep this short. Washington passed a law that says no more talking on your cell phone while driving unless you have a hands free device. How many accidents involving the geltle sex do you think that will eliminate? I am guess about 40%. If you have ever been ambushed by the soccer mom in the minivan changing lanes without looking, smoke in one hand and phone in the other...you know what i am talking

Random Thoughts 1
I don't know where to begin with this. SOOO much has gone on since the last time I blogged...so this will be random and in no particular order. I went to the Oregon State Fair again this year. I was joined by Adam, Andrea and her family. I had my first deep friend twinkie. It was like a twinkie corn dog. That was ok....but the funnel cake with choclate and bavarian creme. Holy crap! AWESOME! I was sad that there weren't as many vendors as the years previous...but we still left with some sort of salsa maker thing. It isn't a state fair if Beth doesn't leave with anything. Once again there was a wide spectrum of unique individuals...but NO DEMOLITION DERBY!!!?? WTF?? I will be sending letters of complaint. I had the opportunity to babysit Greg Oden's dog...Charles Barkley McLovin. He's such a great dog! Although he chewed up one of Beth's flip flops, he was very lovey with me and refused to go to sleep unless my hand was on him and he was laying with me. He's welcome at

You Will Be Missed
I recently tried to catch up with friends from highschool and when i did i found that there aint to many of us that hung together left. Several of them have passed on and it made me think of my life and how lucky i am to have known them. One of my best friends in highschool was found dead in his apartment and the cause is unknown at this time. It is things like this that make you think of life and how short it can be and that you have to live every moment to the fullest extent possible because you will never know when your time will come. That was how i remember him in school he never hesitated to take a chance when it came his way. I just hope he passed peacfully and in no pain. JUST BE SURE TO REMEMBER YOUR FRIENDS AND TO LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST FOR THAT IS ALL WE HAVE

Life, Living And Death...
I have a friend, He knows not what he sees, he has lost the meaning why his heart bleeds... Life is just a dance with death, I'll tell you what I mean, You start to die with your first drawn breath, That is why you screamed... Death holds no release, death is the beginning... death is just the doorway, just another piece, another puzzle, another meaning... Death is not the answer, living is the key, Love is all the answer, all the meaning that we need. Loving holds the purpose, emptiness indeed, if you settle for illusion, pain is all you see, life will lose all meaning, your heart will know disease, Lonely is the soldier, that knows not what he sees, agony his riddle, that drops him to his knees, cold his only question, silence his decree, death is all sequestered, in each moment that he breathes, but death holds no answer, only loving holds the key, love is all the answer, all the meaning that he dreams.... Sacrifice and honour, duty and bel

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Care Enough To Tell Me You Let Me Go?
YOU SAY YOU CARE....YOU SAY YOU HAVE FEELINGS....YET YOU ARE UNABLE TO ANSWER ME WHEN THE QUESTIONS ARE RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU. IF THIS IS THE END OF US OF OUR RELATIONSHIP OUR FRIENDSHIP WHY CANT YOU JUST TELL ME? WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO SAY THE WORDS? WHY ARE YOU HOLDING ONTO ME IF YOU DONT WANT ME. IF IM NOT WHAT YOU WANT WHAT YOU NEED WHAT YOU DESIRE WHY KEEP ME AROUND? DO YOU ENJOY KNOWING YOU MAKE ME CRY? DO YOU ENJOY KNOWING YOU HAVE MADE ME MISSERABLE? DO YOU ENJOY KNOWING MY HEART IS BREAKING EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY AS I STAND ASIDE WAITING FOR A RESPONSE FROM YOU. YES SOME OF YOU WILL READ THIS AND SAY IM A FOOL. BUT I SAY IM A WOMAN IN LOVE WITH A MAN WHO DONT KNOW WHAT HE WANTS. A MAN WHO IS EITHER TO SCRAED TO KEEP ME AND YET SCARED TO LET ME GO. I JUST WANT AN ANSWER. FOR MY TEARS CANT FLOW ANYMORE. MY HEART HURTS SO MUCH IT IS MAKING ME SICK. PLEASE ALL I ASK OF YOU IS TO ANSWER THE QUESTIONS I HAVE PRESENTED TO YOU!

The Almighty "pimp Hand"...
By now, we're all aware of this latest bling. I find it unfairly biased since it IS aimed directly at MuMMers. It doesn't say "can't blog" or "can't lounge". It's all against the MuMMers. No biggie though, I'm doing my own thing. I've decided to block ANYONE using this lame bling. After all, a TRUE pimp slap in the MuMMs are with clever words...

My Tears
my tears fell like warm rain upon my hands you sat in the corner not saying a word my lip quivered too afraid to say how much i hurt silent was my pain as you looked at me the room was a mess broken chairs shrewn like a war hard fought by you i dare not move for fear of what you might do next glancing up only to see you clenching your fist swallowing back my fear i look at you with my tears flowing down across my battered face i ask you with barely a whisper why do you need to hurt me so when all i ever did was love you was there some magic potion in that bottle you drank from that changed you i ask you this now if yo

*sigh*
In true fantastic fashion from my mother... I no longer have someone to pay for my college.. so... i don't know what I am going to do. I may be able to get some grants.. but i don't know since she makes a lot of money.. the only other option that i have is to change my degree and go to the technical college and pay for it myself. I could get a few different degrees there.. not many options.. but it would be affordable.... and i could do it without having to worry about money. what am i going to do... I know i can't count on my mother anymore... and i am kind of glad.. i am tired of being threatened with her pulling the money.. i am tired of having to run every little thing that i do for school past her... i kind of need to do this alone... screw it... All this on top of my friend since 7th grade passing today after being in a coma for 22 days... Today sucks.... major monkey balls

A Mans Worth
a mans worth he cannot be judged purely on his looks even the most charming man can have an ugly face a man who can stay awake long enough to watch you sleep kiss your forehead to promise you sweetdreams is far beyond priceless in my eyes the man who raises his voice at you in anger is very low in my mind but when he takes a calloused hand and touches your face so soft and light to trace your lip and say how truly wonderful you are that is a man of great wealth the gentle touch in the small of my back amazes me at times when i have seen that hand do such damage but to hold me near like im the most delicate thing he has ever seen brings tears to my eyes and surpasses my idea of rich a

The Code
The code Written across the wall of the cave were the following symbols: It was considered a unique find and the writings were said to be at least three thousand years old! The piece of stone was removed, brought to the museum, and archaeologists from around the world came to study the ancient symbols. They held a huge meeting after months of conferences to discuss the meaning of the markings. The President of the society pointed to first drawing and said: 'This is a woman. We can see these people held women in high esteem. You can also tell they were intelligent, as the next symbol is a donkey, so they were smart enough to have animals help them till the soil. The next drawing is a shovel, which means they had tools to help them.' Even further proof of their high intelligence is the fish which means that if a famine hit the earth and food didn't grow, they seek food from the sea. The last symbol appears to be the Star of David which means they were evidently Hebrews. The audience

If I Should Die Tomorrow
if i should die tomorrow i would die a very wealthy person rich in the thought of you as my friend but i would not pass my riches onto just anyone but to someone who is worthy of such wealth a person who was once like you a man with a broken soul who let me see after two yrs there was a wealth of a man i was once like you but a person came into my life who showed me that even a broken soul can be a whole person with gentle hands kind words they mended me as i did you if i should die tomorrow dont mourn my passing rejoice to the heavens for having known me for it is what i did pass the riches you gave me onto yet another broken soul if i should die tomorrow&n

Pechis Despampanantes
Les prometo que en un poco tiempo empezare a redactar en ingles . . el caso es que . . . ahhh como quisiera tener todo el lenguaje para platicarles jajaja. Resulta que el dia de hoy fui a Calgary, me toco estar "in line" formadita haciendo fila uffff con lo que me choca, cuando de repente se planto hasta el inicio de la dichosa fila una despampanante mujer con unos pechos no muy grandes pero siiii demasiado llamativos por el escote . . . grrrrr se hizo la linda y la nena no hizo fila para ocupar el primer lugar . . . quien le dijo algo??? nadie ! ! Porque? Pues porque nadamas estaban con la boca abierta los quince vejetes que iban delante mio . . jajaja . . primero me dio coraje, luego me dio risa . . . ahhhh cuando aprenderan los hombres a no dejarse manipular y ahhhh cuando aprenderemos las mujeres a no manejar a los hombres con nuestros bellos atributos fisicos jajaja. Besos

Armysister24
HEY EVERYBODY ARMYSISTER24 DOWNRATED A FRIEND OF A FRIEND BECAUSE OF HER SIZE AND THEN HAD THE NERVE TO TELL HER SHE WAS TOO FAT AND SHOULD NOT BE FLAUNTING HERSELF....... TRUST ME SHE IS NO PRIZE AND SHE SHOULD NOT JUDGE OTHERS....LETS SHOW HER WHAT WE THINK OF DOWNRATERS!!!!!!!!! Armysister24@ fubar

The Loneliest Fellin In The World Is To Be Crying And No One Is There 4 U!
she talks too loud,she says things she should keep to her self,she's shy and silly,she can be thickheaded and rude,she wants to much,she stays hidden' behind a fake smile,she cries at night to sad songs on the radio,she runs away from the truth,she dosent want to do any thing but hold you in her arms...

Ok
ok all, so here it is , not sure where to start here, aren't we all looking for the same thing . i dont care if your white, black, orange , tan or what else , arent we all looking for the same thing . cmon admid it . put your big tough wall down and be real . ok i know some dont want to admit it but we are al here for a reason . what is that reason . i've been searching these sites for a while now and realizing . have we all lost that much faith in our fellow human being that we cant disclose alittle about ourselves . why what are we so afraid of . what that someone might get to know what ur really about . gee that would be a terrible thing wouldnt it . cmon everyone !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets face it . we're all here looking for something . every single one of us knows we are here. we are here looking for that one person who might give youre life a violent shove into the exact thing that your longing for . but lets all put on our ga

Akikan!
ok so i was wandering around the net, and came across another funny-as-hell anime (in my opinion of course). Name's "Akikan"! I am still watching it, but so far it's about a bachelor student who finds a special soda can that turned into a magical girl when he took a sip... and ever since that day, his life is gone to chaos.

About Fu-owning Me
NOW I KNOW I CAN PUT MY SETTINGS SO CERTAIN PEOPLE CAN'T OWN ME BUT THAT DOESN'T SIT WELL WITH ME WHEN SOME "MAN' BUYS ME OFF OF A WOMAN HERE AND FOR WHAT I HAVE NO FRICKING CLUE BUT FORTUNATELY TWO OTHER WOMEN BOUGHT ME BACK, SO HERE IS THE DEAL FROM NOW ON, ANY WOMAN CAN OWN ME THAT I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH BUT IF SOME GUY BUYS ME ON FU-OWNED, I WILL BLOCK YOU AND/OR DELETE YOU OFF OF MY LIST QUICKER THAN PIG SLOP BECAUSE THERE IS NO WAY IN HELL THAT I'LL OWN A GUY, NOT IN THIS LIFETIME WILL I EVER DO THAT HERE, I AM ONLY INTO WOMEN AND BY GOD, THAT'S HOW IT IS GOING TO BE TIL I AM DEAD, I WILL ONLY TOUCH A WOMAN, THAT'S JUST HOW I AM AND HOW IT'LL BE. MAKES ME SICK THAT A GUY WOULD WANT TO FU-OWN ME LET ALONE TRY ANYTHING FUNNY WITH ME THAT IS JUST NOT ME!

New Apartment!!!!
As long as the paperwork goes through tomorrow, I move into my new place Jusy 1st. It's in town, not in the middle of the woods like I am now, so I'll be able to... get this... DO THINGS!! *gasps* Finally, I'll be able to get the rest I need to get better, too. No 4 kids running around screaming all day, no roommates complaining about everything, no NOTHING. Just me. Oh yeah, and PEACE AND QUIET!!! Soon as the papers are signed tomorrow, I go get my internet turned on (priorities, yano lmao) and the phone will be through the net, probably vonage. Everything else is included in the rent. I CAN'T WAIT TO NOT HAVE TO GET OFF THE COMPUTER AT NIGHT!!!! *cough* Ok, I'm done being all psyched for the moment. *slurpz everyone*

Let's Make A Deal!
I need a Bling pack(s)! As big as I can get! I’m not asking to just be given one… I will work for it! For a 25 credit bling pack I will rate 500 pics Rate up to 200 stash Make a SFW salute and Make you a personal tag For a 65 credit bling pack I will rate 500 pics Give you 100 11's Rate up to 500 stash Make a SFW Salute and Make you two personal tags For a 135 credit bling pack I will rate 1,000 pics

Energy Within,and All Around Us!!
hi my friends, i wanted to share with you what i found on my friend page, it's about "Max"When we talk about Source energy we are talking about that high vibrational frequency of purity that does not contain the resistance that you can find along your physical trail. Source is expanding from what you are living. Source is not a static state of being that achieved perfection and now is working with you to bring you up to speed with it. Source is expanding in its perfection through those like you. The contrast you experience allows you to become more, and then its your work to get up to speed with that. Source sees you and only feels appreciation for that which you are, regardless of the condition that you are living because Source is so practiced in this condition of well- being, that the condition you are currently living does not dissuade it from its knowledge of well-being.Unconditional love is staying in the vibration of Source, regardless of the condition. Conditional love says " I

Ben Stein's Last Column
For many years Ben Stein has written a biweekly column called 'Monday Night At Morton's.' (Morton's is a famous chain of Steakhouses known to be frequented by movie stars and famous people from around the globe.) Now, Ben is terminating the column to move on to other things in his life. Reading his final column is worth a few minutes of your time. Ben Stein's Last Column....============================================How Can Someone Who Lives in Insane Luxury Be a Star in Today's World? As I begin to write this, I 'slug' it, as we writers say, which means I put a heading on top of the document to identify it. This heading is 'eonlineFINAL,' and it gives me a shiver to write it. I have been doing this column for so long that I cannot even recall when I started. I loved writing this column so much for so long I came to believe it would never end. It worked well for a long time, but gradually, my changing as a person and the world's change have overtaken it. On a small scale, Morton

Forget It
im so sick of having a seizure again. almost everything i do now. if i think of something stressful...if i work too much. or if it just happens out of nowhere. it happens. i want to rip someone's head off. but its only me to deal with it. no one there to next to me. no one to be there or whatever else that would help me out. just me. and thats how its always going to be. so why even talk about it or write about it? its not goig to help. except fill up a blog about this fcuked up condition. screw it!

Sexnstuff Pt.2
June 23, 2009 @ 5:07 pm #9 of 9 -- Sex Survey 1) What turns you on the most? kissing and looking in her eyes when she cums2) Does size matter? if not i also have flawless technique,lol 3) Most times in one day? 5 but i faked the last one 4) Most orgasms in one session? 2 5) What do you think about during sex? lol,silly,guys don't think during sex all the blood has left our brain. 6) Ever had a Three-some? lol well,yeah!!!7) How often do you masterbate? does using someone elses hand count as masturbating? 8) Do you like oral? mmmmmmyessssss 9) What's better, someone you care about or a one night stand? a one week stand

Taking Applications Now
hey ladies. i am taking applications for some fun. i am looking for younger women in my area or close by to have some fun with. message me or sb me if you would like to find out more details. have a super sexy day.

Die Frauen - The Woman
Zitat: Die Frauen, das grösste, beste und schönste das uns Männern überhaupt passieren konnte. Sie sind das einzige das dem Dasein von uns Männern auf diesem Globus einen wahren Sinn schenkt. Sie verdienen für all die Wärme, Kraft, Mut, Hoffnung, Liebe und vieles mehr, das sie uns jeden Tag selstlos und in Liebe geben unseren grössten Respekt. Ihre zerbrechliche und verletzliche Seele unsere Ehrfurcht. Eine Seele nicht ungleich wie die unsere genauso zerbrechlich - verletzlich und kein Bisschen weniger. Das können wir ihnen nie genug zeigen nicht 50x pro Tag sagen lieber einmal pro Tag zeigen sie sehen es in unseren Augen und fühlen es im Herzen. RAKis

Zitate:
Zitate: Was ist Liebe? Die meisten von uns haben von der Liebe eine sehr verklärte und romantische Vorstellung. Kein Wunder. In den Texten der Liedermacher und Schriftsteller, in Filmen und Romanen wird die Liebe verklärt und als das höchste der Gefühle dargestellt. Da ist die Rede von Glück, Schmetterlingen im Bauch, inniger Zuneigung und jeder Menge Romantik. Die Realität sieht meist anders aus. Die mit der Liebe verbundenen positiven Gefühle sind nämlich meist nur in der Verliebtheitsphase da und diese dauert in der Regel allerhöchstens ein Jahr - in den meisten Fällen jedoch nur einige Monate. Danach tritt an die Stelle all der wunderschönen Gefühle eine Routine, die die meisten Beziehungen erstickt. Die zwei Menschen leben dann wie auf Eisenbahnschienen nebeneinander her, ohne jemals wieder auch nur im entferntesten die Gefühle zu erleben, die sie in der Verliebtheitsphase verspürt haben. Mit Ausnahme der Phase der Verliebtheit empfinden wir in aller Regel das Gefühl d

We Belong Together,
You make my world complete, We belong together, No other can compete. We belong together, I need you for eternity, We belong together, So please never leave. We belong together, You had me from the start, We belong together, You've completely stole my heart. we belong together, Its the way it was meant to be, We belong together, Just you and me.

She Walks
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent! There's miles between us, love, and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you. There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in my heart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for the day we'll never part.

So True
In my dreams, I try to see you and take in your whole expanse-- from the beauty of your smile to the depths of your soul where an ocean swells. I'm rebuilding you out of pieces of clay, with some illogical hope that you'll materialize out of the darkness. The heart alone can perceive these dimly lit realities, and trade longing for patience. And I'm living on the hope borne of these dreams of you, that we'll be together soon.

Thee
I KEPT MY HEAD UP HIGH AND THEN YOU CAME MY WAY I HAVE BEEN HURT,SO MANY TIMES MY HEART FILLED WITH SO MUCH PAIN BUT NOW THE PAIN HAS GONE AWAY FOR I HAVE FOUND A PLACE I WANT TO BE THIS PLACE I SEE IS WITH THEE FOR IN YOUR ARMS I WANT TO BE A SAFE HAVEN JUST FOR ME NOW I GIVE ME HEART TO THEEE FOR MY HEART BELIEVES IN YOU

Murder Mitten Mixtape Free Download!
FREE MURDER MITTEN MIXTAPE DOWNLOAD! (Click image below to begin download Click the artist name to go to their myspace page Track Listing:01. Intro02. Take It To The Trunk (Real Renegadez)03. Weed Smoke (O-Villainz)04. Came 2 Party (K-Squeez)05. Man Of My Word (Ghost, K-Squeez)06. I'm Me (C4)07. Speedin' (Ghost, Shortchange, Vishiss, K-Squeez)08. They Ain't Ready (O-Villainz)09. Trials And Tribulations (Kontroversey)10. Gotta Get This (K-Squeez)11. Rap-A-Holix 101 (O-Villainz)12. Roll (Ghost)13. Crank That (C4)14. Whats The Deal (Ghost, Frank Nitty)15. Addicted (K-Squeez)16. Do You Remember (Kontroversey)17. Never Back Down (Ghost, Uneasy)18. We Ride (Real Renegadez)

That One Thing Wots It Called..... Oh Ya Love Or Some Shit
When someone loves u its a gift, dont take advantage of that gift cuz u never know how long u will have it, or if they will take that gift back... Love is an amzing thang its sexy, its hot, its kinky, its just sureal.. If u got it hold on as tight as u can and never let it go...

Good Girls Finnish Last...
Men are quick to say that the good guys always finnish last...I beg to differ on that.. I think that the good girls finnish last as well.. Im a good woman.. Loving, caring, funny, and smart...I know imma big girl..come on ive been huge for a long time now..I know im a fat chick.. But i like being me...but try to be me and find somone who's going to look at you with out thinking your a fat cow...well thats something totally different... I mean don't get me wrong i have my fair share of fuck buddies but...I want something real..Something that i can come home to....and all i keep getting is hell and heart ache.. All because someone wants to judge me before they get to know me.. well I hate to tell you guys..Im beautiful no matter what you think.. Weight and all..Im happy with me. im cooky and crazy and love to live life to the fullest. So guess what im gonna do guys... IM NOT GOING TO FINNISH LAST.. I WILL BE LOVED AND LOVE WITH ALL OF MY HEART. IM A GOOD GIRL DAMN IT.. ITS NOT GOING T

A Vanquished Heart.
The dark falls, the lightning thunders down...a single bolt illuminates the fallen figure. She struggles to get up...the rain pouring down too hard...so hard that she cant even think...how could this be? The weight of years of pain and misfortune, they happened once...why do they have to happen again? Why does my heart remind me of these painful events..why do they keep resurfacing in storms like this... My heart is bleeding to death...thats why...the wounds made by those events have scarred my heart and something opened them...perhaps an occurrence that shook my heart, such as someone trying to understand me...someone trying to mend the wounds and accidentally hitting the wrong spots at the wrong times... I feel dead, I feel like I dont exist, nothing makes sense and no thoughts are clear. How do I get them to go away! It frustrates me to no end! A man walks across the void to visit her, to help her up off her knees, his face is hidden, GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME! she screams at

Tonight
My husband sent me an invitation to meet him in bed tonight at 10 pm just wearing my corset top only ... he has some fantasy about that corset top. I will ask him to massage my freshly shaved legs all the way up from my toes to my sweet spot where he can take advantage of my freshly shaved spot too. I love his oral talents never leaves me hanging ... I have very explosive orgasms each and every time ... I can't wait. That was so exciting to get a printed invitation like that from my husband - he always thinks of new ways to make our sex life so exciting. One day I am going to be his private call girl and charge him for my services so I can save some money to use while we go to Reno, Nevada next month. Maybe we can visit a strip club while we are there too... if we do I will wear my favorite corset top there too. Only to get him excited ... and it may make other men get a bit aroused too.

I Keep Wanting To Explain Myself
Why I am on fubar... I joined on the day I found out that my boyfriend has been lying to me about why his ex-girlfriend broke up with him.This website was the main reason, him cheating on her with a woman from this website is another, him emotionaly cheating on her with a dozen of other women on this website... one more reason... Things developed from there into the discovery that he is still talking to a few women online (and not in a friendly matter) after he met me and right around the time we were moving in together... Something that shattered my trust in him ofcourse. He had multiple fake accounts pretending to be other people which creeped me out even more and lied about it all... it took me months to find out the entire truth... and I am sure I still know nothing. Despite it all I made the decision to forgive and understand his reasons. Saying it was "hard to let go of it all right away, that is was a habbit.. that he felt like these people were his friends in a way"... Lat

In Honor To Dad My Father Inlaw
i know we are all feeling so many different emotions right now for a man who ment so much to all of us he was a husband a father a grandfather a brother a cousin a uncle a father in law or just a friend and to everbody else ive left out he was someone special to everbody here todaytogether we have all cried an ocean of tears and hold so many fears and unanswered questionsyou sent us a sign when the end was nearthe morning that you left us tears fell from the sky our hearts filled with sorrowyour body has died but your spirit lives strong in each one of us where it forever belongs your time here was short we wish you could have stayed but god needs you now the angels came and gave u your wings to fly to heaven to live in piece and harmoneydad would want us to know hes in a good place and that he is watching us all with a smile on his face and walking around on both feet and visiting other that have passed on before him and waiting for all of us to join him dad and mom have raised such

24 Hour Bling Auction
IM HAVING MY FIRST BLING AUCTION ....IT STARTS TODAY JUNE 23RD AT 4 PM FU TIME AND ENDS 4PM FU TIME ON THE 24TH... IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BID ON ANY OF THE 5 BLINGS PLEASE CHECK THE AUCTION FOLDER IN MY PICS ... NO BIDS LEFT HERE WILL BE TAKEN ...AND BLINGS WILL ONLY BE GIVEN TO THE WINNER AFTER I RECEIVE THE FU BUCKS...IF YOU DO NOT TRUST ME DONT BID NO EXCEPTIONS ...THANK YOU TO ALL WHO PARTICIPATE ...BESOZ Y ABRAZOZ

Cubby 4 Sale. (cheap)
I still don't know how to use these new blogs. LOL Once a year i put my self up for auction. The time has come again. I think i'm a pretty good buy. I'm offering alot i think. So if you wanna stalk, or even place a bid click the link below. Auction ends July 4th. Copy and paste this link cause Fubar will not let me do anything else. http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1664569&albumid=1735145&i=3193462039&idx=16#3193462039

Just In Case
hi every one if ya havent heard my son carl dennis banghart is dead he died may 23 2009with a heavy hart i say this ya all please help keep my sons memory alive donate ya time or money to a batterdwomens center near youlets stop the vilence NOW thaks for all ya love and support benjamin

Sex Vs. Love
Sex.. Sex is easy, it's just your body if you let it be. It can be with out any strings, it can one time or many times, it's all up to you. Love.. Now love on the other hand is hard. It takes a lot, it takes your mind body and soul. Love has many strings. It also be many times if you let it. Some are looking for love others are not. Some want it so bad they can taste it, other run from it like its a drug. What ever you view is, love is some thing that everyone works at. Now my life runs like this... I live is the darkness, I like it there, it keeps me safe from the love I used to seek. I never have givin up the hope of running into that one that will light up my life and help bring me to the light I once looked for. I have learned to let it find me. Even if that means that i might lose from time to time. And this is one of my random thought I just thought I would share. huggies cherry

Sex Fairy
============= 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and

Longing
Late at night, When no one is near. I find myself longing for you. I dont know why, I know you dont care. Yet, I still long for you. Your memory plays inside my head, Inside my heart, Like you are still there. It has been years, You are part of the past. Longing for you, Is something that I should not do. Was it true love, I do not know. Yet, I can't figure out why you are always there. Sometimes at night, All by myself, I long for you and I cry out. Please come back, I still love you so. I dont know why you ever let me go. Then I realize what I am doing. I tell myself don't long any more. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Attention Everyone!
First off all who had my old yahoo account amberdamnit88 delete cause it got hacked and my new yahoo id is biwestvirginagirl. My grandma is now finally at peace with no pain she is in gods hands now. Also I am kind of falling behind in college so I will not be on here much I have to finish this last semester with Everest University than I am gonna switch to one here in West Virgina. I am also babysitting so if I am not able to answer my yahoo is why so please bare with me within this time cause with my grandma gone it is still tough. I have a few things from her a ring,watch,barbie doll,a mickey mouse squeak toy, and a little radio that I had as a kid. Anyways thanks for everyone's condolence's made me feel pleased to see I have great friends on here who care alot. Sincerly, Amber M. Kestner

Caa #114
A dear friend of mine has requested prayers for her adopted sister, she is in the ER and they don't know if she will make it. Please send all the angel prayers of healing, strength and love that you can. Love, Doc

Xxx Comments?
xxx comments? I know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, huge boobs, round booty, long legs, big lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting (the spice of life). So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to

Some Random, And Some May Say Useless Stuff About Me.
Name:Alea(You shall never know my birth name) Age:Old enough to know better, too young to really give a shit(Does that work for you?) I'm 20. Happy? Things I hate: Arguements, Bad Breath, Attitudes, Bad Personalities, People who honestly believe that they know everything, Prank Callers, Fake Friends, Cheaters, Assholes, and Just Stupid People In General. Things that I love: My Friends, Certian parts of my family, Smoking, and Drinking, Hugs, Music, Poetry, My Cell Phone(sometimes), The Summer&Fall&Winter, Being In Love, and other stuff. You may of read my profile, and think I'm interesting, or you think that you know a lot about me. Truth is that you don't, there are a certian few people that really know me and what I'm all about. But I'm gonna clue you in on me. I'm the kind of girl who will dance in the street, or just be plain goofy if I know your having a hard time with something, I will try my best to make you laugh. Guys have a sterotype of girls, to some of them, us girls

How To Make A Fubar Skin
=============HOW TO MAKE A FUBAR SKIN========================== ========================WITH HEADBAR======================= (This is what the skin should look like) 1. body,tbody,table, tr, th, td, = the look of the fonts on every part of the skin itself 2. div.alert_box_scroll,div.shout_box_scroll_content,div.blast_scroll = well of course the image that will show up in the shout box, the bar tab and the Blast box! 3. body, html = Background image 4. td.userprofile_headerbar = What you want on the top under your name 5. td.userprofile_primarycolumn = The column behing your main default pic! 6. textarea {background-color:transparent; = Where people go to write you a comment on your profile! 7. a:hover = Picture behind the shout box name when you click a person in your shoutbox to type... the pic is in there: 8. div#fixedtipdiv = Image behind their name when you click them: =========OTHER STUFF============= 1. In Each one ther

I'm In My Very First Auction
Rules: 1. Auction ends July 4th 2. Auction bids must be cash bids only (bling, tickers, bling packs, blasts, HH's, and VIP's are acceptable bids...unless the person being auctioned specifies that they don't need a VIP so please pay attention.) 3. I have the right to refuse or accept any bid at any time so DO NOT make a bid you are not prepared to pay up on at that moment...unless you discuss it with that me before hand. 4. Please be sure to read the comments already posted before you place your bid. If you place a bid that is lower than the previous bid, I will delete it so please pay attention. 5. Drama of any kind will not be tolerated. 6. Winning bidders will be notified by Bebe at the end of the auction OR if your bid is accepted prior to the end of the aution. 7. HAVE FUN!!!!!!! CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO THE AUCTION FOLDER!! Be sure and love up on Bebe the auction runner. Add, Fan, Rate her. Show this great lady mad fu-lovin'

How Prescient
I searched through my various virtual identities and found what I'd posted last year on my birthday.make a wishJune 22, 2008When my mother went to the hospital 29 years ago, the fluffy seed from the cottonwood trees was flying - it was, in essence, snowing in dakota territory. A warm, cottony blizzard. And so my mother called me this morning to wish me a happy day, to tell me that it's snowing cotton.Of course, she also sent me presents, one of which was a tea set. Very thoughtful. Minus the fact that it's "Tea for One." A tiny kettle, a tiny teacup. Just one."Mom, are you suggesting I'm never going to have anyone to drink tea with?"She tried to deny it, explaining that she'd received one for her birthday and loves it. It still seemed like a not-so-subtle hint at spinsterhood.Last night I attended a gala, and I took a girlfriend as my date. We drank, ate, socialized, celebrated my birthday. We woke early in the morning, and I made crepes and coffee. She lingered for a while, but heade

I Need To Know!
I can't eat and I can't sleep because I'm always thinking of you. Day in day out your on my mind and I don't know how to get you off... Your like a part of me that is missing and I don't know where to find you to make me whole. I want you and I need you but it doesn't seem to matter because I don't think you feel the same... If I knew it would make things a little easier for me to express how I feel towards you.... So will you let me know or will i have this pain in my heart forever?

R.i P
~*~In Loving Memory of~*~ John Thomas Anthony Brewer His life began December 6th 2007 and ended June 22nd 2009. He passed away 12:20 est JT was taken from us way before his time. He was sweet and innocent. He is with the angels now watching over his dad. He is his dads guardian angel.Jt you will be missed even from people who didnt even know you. WE LOVE YOU

Rip Uncle Al...
so life gets lived by the folks with some of the worst vices. and then that ends up killing them. my uncle Al, my grandpa's twin brother just died yesterday. he followed his twin brother...after only about 6 months. 79 years old. drank, smoked, gambled, stole, made and ate Chicago born food. told the most rediculous but hilarious jokes ive ever heard. that generation has been taken away though. memories is what i have now. and they wont fade. the fact that i owe my grandpa and great uncle for their humor and gambling smarts and generosity....is enough to always have them along with me. they lived tough lives as kids and even adults. but they both were awesome elders...and made sure to always laugh at something. never took shit from anyone even when they were wrong haha. so where ever you are going Uncle Al i hope youre right next to your twin brother now. my grandpa. i'll always miss you guys. -jeremy

New To Using Fubar
Wow... I signed up to fubar quite some time ago, but never really started using it. There is a lot going on here... Hopefully I haven't stepped on too many feet, in the crowded bar, or gawked at things (women) to obviously. A little about me... well like most people, I am not that great about writing an "about me". I mean, I can say things like I am a single father of four kids, aged 23-13. I am single because my ex-wife divorced me in 2000, and now all these years later, I realize I should have divorced her years before she divorced me. We did not have a loving relationship, but my beliefs of marriage were that you married for life, and there was no such thing as divorce. I felt like a failure when I wasn't able to keep the marriage together. Since then I met a woman that I truly love. A woman that taught me what love is, and what was missing in my marriage. We were together over 5 years, and now it's been a year since she decided to "move on". I have dated other women. Dev

Work
Work sucked so bad. There is a couple there that did NOTHING but fight the whole time. I ended up having to do most everything there. I seriously wanted to punch them both and tell them to grow the fuck up. But I just stayed out of it...that is until I was asked by the guy if it was "worth it". I just looked at him and then he told me to be honest with him. So I just asked him if 2 days of being happy was worth all the fighting him and her do. He just looked down and sighed. I kind of felt bad, but I'm not going to lie about it to him. Why do I have to be the one with common sense? On a final note, it's extremely hot today. I'd really like to have a snow cone. I haven't had one in years. I'd probably get a watermelon flavored one. Yum!

Lunch Dinner Are A Snack Stop In
BURGER KING OF ROSELLE PARKE NJ W WESTFIELD AVE TRAVELING ARE JUST NEED A SNACK OPEN SUNDAY TO THURSDAY 6:00 AM-12:00 AM AND FRIDAY AND SATURDAY 6:00 AM- 2:00 AM LIVE ENTERTAINMENT EVERY OTHER SATURDAY COME ONE COME ALL

As We Grow Up...
as we grow up,we learn that even the person that was supose to never let u down probally will.You will have your heart broken probally more than once,and it's harder every time.You'll break hearts too,so rember how it fells when yours is broken.you'll fight with your best friend,you'll blame a new love for things an old love did.You'll cry because time is pasing too fast or not fast enough,and eventually you will loose some one you loved dearly.So take too many pictures,laugh too much,and love like u have never been hurt.Every 60 seconds that go by that u spend upset,is a minute u can never get back!

I Walk This Broken Road...
Brush the dust from my stale heart I've taken so much abuse it makes me smile Thrust my fist into the wall because I like it Find the path of least resistance Unsettled by pain I feel when there is no pain Hurting makes me whole I've become infected with this need for blood Smash me to pieces to show me you care Burn out my eyes Lash me down to the whipping post again I beg for sin to justify my ways I walk this broken road a battered man I fall to zero I've lost control Hurt me...

Birthday Wish
The well-known holiday of "Sugar's Birthday Eve" happened to fall on a lesser-known holiday: Father's day. Being a good daughter, I invited my parents over for dinner (salad from my garden, charcoal-grilled steak, shrimp, and asparagus). They left early, but, eagerly anticipating my birthday, I stayed up to welcome the day. For weeks, I've been trimming branches and piling them in my flagstone-and-mortar fire pit. The branches were stacked teepee-style, standing about as tall as me, five feet four, give or take an inch. I stuffed the lower branches with old copies of the Farmer & Rancher Exchange and the Menards flyer, and, after two unsuccessful attempts, finally succeeded in creating a massive bonfire. I sipped wine (malbec, turpentine-esque), scooted my plastic chair back so as not to singe my face. Minutes into the fire, I decided: "I need more wood!" Several trips to the barn later, my fire was roaring splendidly. Several tips of the wine bottle later, I, too, was roaring

For Jueseppi, Nsfw Story
The drive north was uneventful as the rain pelted down onto the pavement of the interstate. We had only met a few months back, but we have been inseparable from that first week. I had even got him into bowling, something that he never understood, You mean come on who would want to play with a large ball and knocking down helpless pins? It made as much sense as those people who run around an oval and calling it Track, a sport. The drive north was about 2 hours, and it was quite, except for the classic rock that was blaring on the radio. Not sure how I taking it, kinda hard to see Jueseppi, when he had me bound helpless in the hatchback of your mustang. Arms tied behind my back and the rope running down to secure my ankles. The rope tied tightly against my flesh the heavy hemp cutting into my flesh. My clothes have been ripped open exposing my gorgeous body as Jueseppi's hands mauled over my flesh as you put me into the trunk in KC. Kissing my lips softly Jueseppi felt me quiver under h

Women
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO: 51. give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself 52. give her lots

Poor Little Old Lady
I got this out of an email it's funny please read and comment much love to all Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 76 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: It felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 20 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to touch my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I certainly did not! Defense Attorney: Why

The Becoming!
FRUIT WARS: The Becoming! a long long time ago (like 20 min ago) In a Small Patch Far Far Away (a Bulletin by AsH.Weenie) A War Began (The Fruit Wars) One Day Lady Watermellon Arose From a Shelter Underground That she was Hiding in Since a Previous War Between The Fruits. As She Glanced around her surroundings She Ponders "WTF Dammit WHere is Everyone" Within A second Later. The Evil Stealth Banana Jumps From a Tree And Attacks The Watermellon (ooooo Big Fight Scene!! lol) they fight and battle it out (All Matrixy And Shit lol) And The Banana Says To the Watermellon "Join Me on the chemically Enhanced Fruit Side! Or Be Killed!" (THe Bad Side) The Watermellon Thinks For a Minute and a Loud Pop Noise Is Echo'ed Around Them And The Watermellon Rolls Away! to Later Meet Up WIth Her Friends!... The Banana Goes Back to the Bad Side and Ponders With His Evil Warrior Fruits!.. Banana: Freezie Pop Watermellon: AsH.Weenie Mango: theresnosafetyontheseguns Apple: FEISTY

Tired Of The Fupain
WELL I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYONE RUNNING THERE MOUTHS AND I AM VERY HURT BY ALL OF THIS....SO WHAT IF I PUT MY FEELINGS IN MY STATUS, THAT IS DRAMA WHATEVER IT IS FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND I AM A OPEN PERSON AND LET PEOPLE KNOW HOW I FEEL SO SORRY THAT IS ME AND I AM NOT GOING TO CHANGE....I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE AND DONT WANT TO LOOSE THEM BECAUSE OF SOMEONES BIG MOUTH CUZ THEY ARE JEALOUS OR DONT LIKE ME....I AM VERY HEART BROKEN RIGHT NOW I MISS A CERTAIN SOMEONE AND I HOPE THAT SOMEONE MISSES ME TOO MAYBE WE CAN FIX THIS I DONT KNOW!!!!!! I AM VENTING AGAIN AND OUT OF MY MIND RIGHT NOW CUZ I MISS MY ONE GOOD FRIEND!!!

I Refuse...
Things change but not necessarily for the better, meaning I have friends (not all) that I've known the majority of my life or maybe less than that, and now all of a sudden there's no time for me but they can sure enough make sure that I'm available when they need something. So I'm like this; if all I am is a convenience to you then I'd rather not know ya. I'm not gonna be some friend on the sidelines when the ones you'd rather be bothered with are busy doing something. It might sound mean but idgaf, some ppl actually know where I'm coming from.

Redheads Of The World Unite!
Theron Raines, the author of “The Singing” (ISBN 0871131773) subtitled “a fable about what makes us human”, is described in the book jacket as a literary agent who earned degrees from Columbia and Oxford. I’m trying to not sound pompous here, but I’m thinking that helped fast track this book to publication eleven years ago. Basically, it’s about Mary Alice, a woman working for an ad agency whose life is jarred by a crashed UFO in Manhattan. One of the Martians within it, Forrest, goes home with her, they get married, both work at the same ad agency until it’s time for Forrest to leave with his companions leaving her pregnant with their child. A love story which is deeply moving, as Bruno Bettelheim says? (Seriously, who buys these reviews?) Perhaps it depends how you look at it, or in New York do they really do things that differently? No offense to my readers from New York is meant. The title of today’s entry comes from For

A Memory
I first put this blog up at another site back in 2004. I think it's just as pertinent today. In A Few Good Men, Demi Moore said she liked her clients because "they stand on a wall and say 'nothing will hurt you.'" Well, it's not really a wall. it's more of a hill. N when you stand on top of it with everything worth living for lying behind you, you have a hellacious view. During the first gulf war, I joined the Marine Corps. In bootcamp, I met a kid who would be my friend. As life went on, decissions were made. Some good. Some bad. I left the corps. He stayed in. We kept in touch. A letter here. A visit there. A couple years ago, we got together in some dive bar he liked. We talked about the good times, the fun times. the bad times, the stupid times and we knew it was the last time but I'll be damned if it wasn't a great time. last year, the day before the first day of kindergarten, I went down south and gave my condolences to his parents, consoled his wife and failed to explain to hi

F'd Up Month
so this month has been rather f'd in the a. My other car gets repoed, had to replace my fuel pump and two of my cloest friends suffered deaths i their families. One being like a second mom to me. fucked up month indeed.

My Son
all ya out there i want to thank ya all for ya love and support and to my dear friensa al ya others show the love donate on behalf of my son and help keep his memory alive to the beaten and battered womens centersin yalocal neighbor hood CARL DENNIS BANGHART is my sons name thank you rember thavoilence MUST stop!!! show ya love NOW!!

I Dont Know
I still dont know what the hell I'm doing. Theres so much here I don't understand, drinks, gifts, friends, family, , crushes, legends, secret admirers, blocks, blasts, and midgets? Whew, damn I'm tired already and I haven't even made love. I need help!

Angst In My Pants ...
“Do you know what you just ate?” Felipe asked. “Umm … no.”, I replied. “Do you want to know?” “Oh shit … I dunno … probably not.” “Ants”, Felipe snickered. “What?” “Yes, ants. How do you say … ‘ants not born’?” “Ants not born? What??” “Yes, baby ants, not born” “Are you trying to say you fed me ant larvae?”, I said with disbelief. “Yes, that’s the word – larvae.” And so began my 2 hour ride back to Mexico City. It all started innocently enough with the question, “Would you like a taco?” We were in a little industrial shithole known as Sahagun, Mexico and had just finished visiting a large customer. It was time for lunch and we were in what was, undoubtedly, the finest restaurant in

Fathers Day 2009
Well, some of you know, most don't. I received a phone call on Father's Day that has changed my life. I have a void in my heart that will forever be there. I learned from the phone call that everyone dreads, that my oldest sister passed away. She lived in Oklahoma. The family here are wondering if we will even be able to say goodbye. Her husband has had his own funeral services for her in OK. The whole family is devistated. I grew up with this Sister and her daughter which died in 2006. I have nothing but memories now of my niece and sister, and I am the only one in those memories who is still alive. I know she isn't hurting anymore. She had cancer. But yet, I'm selfish. I don't know how to move past this hole... Those of you that read my blogs are few, but you are the ones I feel deserve to know my mood..... Which is devistated. The point of this is to cherish life. You never know how long you have left in this world, so enjoy every moment. I wish I could have another moment with

Love1
Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering of [humankind]. Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined. With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of [people]. I have wished to know why the stars shine. Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer. This has been my life; I found it worth living.

Friends2
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares.

Friends
The friendship between a man and a woman which does not lead to marriage or desire for marriage may be a life long experience of the greatest value to themselves and to all their circle of acquaintance and of activity; but for this type of friendship both a rare man and a rare woman are needed. Perhaps it should be added that either the man or the woman thus deeply bound in lifelong friendship who seeks marriage must find a still rarer man or woman to wed, to make such a three cornered comradeship a permanent success.

My Dream
Ok, not sure where to start, but here it goes. I have been wanting to move to Arizona for quite some time, but something always held me up. I was in a relationship at the time and put the individuals needs before mine, hence his Mom and Dad are elderly and he needed to stay just in case something happened to them, or his job and wanting to stay until he had his retirement, etc. Now we are no longer together and I put off my plans for years and am ready to start a new life. Here is my delema...I have a house full of furniture and belongings that need to be packed and shipped or moved. I have been checking into all options and realized yesterday that no matter which option I choose, it will be too expensive to take my things with me. So I only have a few options left. I can move to AZ without my things, put them in storage or sell them and rent a furnished apartment. I can stay in SC until I save enough money to take the furniture with me. I can keep paying my portion of the ren

Bad News
i just lost my favorite son carl dennis banghart he died in may 23 and i just found out on the i net my own family ex wife didnot notiify me im sorr angry and so very sad over my loss im at witts endtrying to figure out how he dide i ask all my freinds and fans to make a donation to thier nearby womens shelter thank ya all may God bless ya all so if ya will i need all ya love and support to help me get thru this benjamin

Leaving Fubar
I have decided it is time to move on from Fubar. If you want my yahoo, or msn messenger info please let me know. I am not on here very often anymore so it is time to go. Npw the question is WHO to give my fubucks too? I am giving this a few days so you can get me any info. if you want to keep in touch. I am also on facebook. Sherry

Dreams
How is one to live a moral and compassionate existence when one is fully aware of the blood, the horror inherent in life, when one finds darkness not only in one's culture but within oneself? If there is a stage at which an individual life becomes truly adult, it must be when one grasps the irony in its unfolding and accepts responsibility for a life lived in the midst of such paradox. One must live in the middle of contradiction, because if all contradiction were eliminated at once life would collapse. There are simply no answers to some of the great pressing questions. You continue to live them out, making your life a worthy expression of leaning into the light.

Perez Hilton
So, im not too into the celeb gossip but damn, this was something that just caught my eye and got me thinking. Perez Hilton, a blogger who bashes celebs as his job, was punched in the face sunday night by the Black Eyed Peas manager Polo after Fergie and the band read what he had been saying about them. Perez and Will.I.Am. got into a heated arguement and Perez ended up calling WIll a fag and said he needs to come out the closet cos he's just a stupid faggot and blah blah blah. Will told him to stop saying things on his site about the band because Fergie considered him a friend and thats not cool to bash friends in such a public manner. anywho, Perez called the cops but the cops told him they had more important things to do so too bad. Perez jumped on Twitter and posted the following: PerezHilton: I'm in shock. I need the police ASAP. Please come to the SoHo Metropolitan Hotel now. Please. • PerezHilton: I was assaulted by Will.I.Am of the Black Eyed Peas and his security guards

Luci In The Sky With Demons
I'll spread me open, stuck to my ribsAre all your infants in abortion cribsYou run like roaches, and you try to dieI know your poison, in our space we'll lieTo an obscene god we will dance and spitThe skin is thin, in our beds we sitWe take off our rings and we kneelOur scabbed knees are so slow to healSketch a little key holeFor looking-glass peopleI don't want to be meI don't want to fear, noMomma's got a scarecrowGot to let the corn growA man can't always reap what he sows(Cut, cut, cut in pantomime, mime, mimeI'll be your devil if you'll admit you're mine)Leave yourself to be ultra-hereThe chill of fall is always crawling nearSpiders in the flowersNever know their smellThe barbers here know secretsThey will never tell(Cut, cut, cut in pantomime, mime, mimeI'll be your devil if you'll admit you're mine)

For All U Fufuckers
Night at the Beach with a glass of sex on the beach I spread the blanket out carefully knowing that the sand will soon engulf it anyways... I sit with my sex on the beach in hand carefully not to spill any.. I pat the spot next to me inviting you to sit... You oblige and sit quickly... I take a deep breath the air smells of the salt water but the breeze against my bare arms and legs feels like gentle silk hands massaging me... I dont know if it is the drinks or the look in your eyes that has my cunt dripping wet... I rub my thighs together just a bit... I whisper in your ear "I need you... Touch me" You take my almost empty glass, down what is left and throw it to the side into the sand... You wrap your arm around my waist and press your chest against mine. We are so close and I can smell the liquor on your breath, I go to kiss your lips but you turn your head and move to my neck.. you nuzzle me and slowly slide the straps down on my tank top... revealing my flesh.. Goose bumps invad

Grrrrrrrrrr!!!
Ok, so this is going to be a ranting and raving blog. I haven't done one in a long time, so I need to get some stuff off of my chest. This is more based towards stuff on Fu than real life. 1. People who think that others don't have a life outside of Fubar. I, personally, am on here probably more than I should be, but that doesn't mean that I don't have real life things to do. People get mad if I have to go to the store, or want to go out with friends, or hell, even if I have to go to work. Maybe you don't have a life, but I do, and one in which I am very happy. 2. Guys who immediately ask to see NSFW pictures. My pictures are up there for people whom I feel are good enough to see them. Can't see them? That's not my problem. There are 1,000's of girls who have NSFW pictures open to the public, go bother them. Don't shout or message me saying "you're hot, show me your naughty pics" before even saying Hi. That's a reall good way to get yourself deleted off of my list entirely and blocke

To Laugh
"To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and to endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty; To find the best in others; To leave the world a bit better whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. This is to have succeeded. "

Happiness
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination. For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one."

Out Of There
Sometimes I don't really know wtf is this reality makin out of me. Fuck life fuck you & everything that scatter livin unlifely matters. People bother everyday is always the same shit happenin. N i don't feel less more then special. Cuz I'm not n i don't think i am. This life's lesson of a reason of a cuz i'm brain dead n have no mind. Feel blind with guilt left all inside. I'm crazy insane with rage fillin no one gets or understands me speakin how i feel. What am i left to do n it's all a big fuck you to all these businesses kissin up co taxin companies n shit's not funny. Why the way things are I hate it i hate this i hate living not knowin bout my father or does this stupid shit happen all the time & i'm to fucked up out of my own mind. I don't feel i wanna kill less not seemin to what i'm tryin to givin not to give in from where everything is comin. To be spoked can't breath n i just choke suffercate with all the hate that mates worlds undisirable places to strange unknown strange f

Permission
I apologize That your memory serves you more than I can now You'll have to make sense of my life somehow Yeah, somehow Well, I close my eyes Remove each piece of armor one by one Inhale this moment deep into my lungs Make amends for all I've done Well how long have I Been sitting here, I must have drifted off I cannot finish any of my thoughts Forgive me for my wayward shot I wake up in the morning, and it comes back to you I breathe in I breathe out, it comes back to you I stare up at the ceiling, and it comes back to you I step out my front door, and it comes back to you The end of my driveway, it comes back to you Brakelights on the highway, it comes back to you I could die in Los Angeles. It would come back to you. All of my devils, they are free at last, oh And all my secrets are revealed, yeah And your permission is all that I, I need to feel All of my devils, they are free at last, oh And all my secrets are revealed, yes they are And your permission is all that I need.

Let Play The Naughty Game
This is called the "NAUGHTY GAME".Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you...Mark all that applyWould you kiss me?[ ] Hell Yea[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] Already didWould you do me?[ ] In an instant![ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Maybe[ ] You look too sweet to do..[ ] Already didAm I attractive?[ ] Heck no[ ] Hot as Hell[ ] Fine[ ] Cute[ ] Okay, I think ur pretty[ ] Sexy[ ] Ugly!Do you think im a virgin?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] Don't knowName one thing you would like to do to me...-3 things you would like to know about me? Ask me anything you want too??1.)2.)3.)If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?[ ] Yes[ ] No[ ] MaybeWould you rather..[ ] Hook up with me[ ] Cuddle with me[ ] Date me[ ] Marry me[ ] Friends[ ] Have me as a fuck buddyWhat kind of underwear are you wearing right now?[ ] Boxers[ ] Tighty whities[ ] Thong[ ] G-string[ ] Granny panties[ ] Boy shorts[ ] NoneWhat's your favorite sexual position?-What kind of pic would you send me of yourself?[ ] Fully clothed[ ] No bra[ ]

- Too Late -
i wait until i am too close, it's too late.i had to take myself out of the equation to keep you safe. ...and now it's late at night, i waited too, too long to stop, to ask,where does the story end? ...there's nowhere left, for me to go, i know it's too late....we waited til it got too hard, and now it's too late.

Love Is
Love is patient, love is kind. It is not jealous, is not pompous, it is not inflated, it is not rude, it does not seek its own interests, it is not quick-tempered, it does not brood over injury, it does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. It bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails.

Lines Composed A Few Miles Above Tintern Abbey--william Wordsworth
MY ALL TIME FAVORITE--I FOUND IT! Lines composed a few miles above Tintern Abbey, on revisiting the banks of the Wye during a tour, July 13, 1798 by William Wordsworth Information about this edition Wikipedia has more on: Tintern Abbey (poem). Five years have past; five summers with the length Of five long winters! and again I hear These waters, rolling from their mountain-springs With a soft inland murmur.—Once again Do I behold these steep and lofty cliffs, That on a wild secluded scene impress Thoughts of more deep seclusion; and connect The landscape with the quiet of the sky. The day is come when I again repose Here, under this dark sycamore, and view These plots of cottage-ground, these orchard tufts, Which at this season, with their unripe fruits, Are clad in one green hue, and lose themselves 'Mid groves and copses. Once again I see These hedge-rows, hardly hedge-rows, little lines Of sportive wood run wild: these pastoral f

The Darkness By Stanley Hendrix
TEXCAJUN THE DARKNESS WITHIN from my friendI’ve seen the darkness withinI’ve seen the darkness that makes you sinI’ve seen the darkness, I know it wellI’ve seen the darkness on the road to hellWhen you’re in the darkness within, there’s no need to fightthe darkness is like quicksand, the more you struggle, the more it holds you tightwhen the darkness surrounds you and you want to take flightthe only way to freedom is to look for the lightThere is a beast in the darkness within and he sits high on a perchwhile below his children run and jump at you in a lurchthey feed off your fears and desiresthey bask in the flames of your emotional firesThe darkness within will devour your fire with all it’s heat and lightuntil it consumes all your hopes and dreams and fightIn the darkness within there is no pain, only dullness with every breathbecause pain would be a sign of life and all you seek now

Wtf
WTF i am so tired of some FU bitches who just mark your pics as NSFW and then just fuck off even when they have their slut pics up in their public folders ..... and you cant just take your revenge as they tend to block you on there way out.....WTF I am so tired of all this marking by sluts .... if the folder is clearly marked NSFW, why the fuck they mark em I hate em all ..... i wish i could kill em lol If they dont like it they should just leave the fuck off grrr What do yall think

Fly Away
Fly away from here ( repeated )Somebody open up the door and let me fly away freely,Lead me to a place I can finally breath easy,A place where the anger and the hate can't see me,All alone and on my own when I need healing,See me kneeling, praying every evening,Father what am I to do with all of these feelings,Am I ever gonna find a way to get away,Will I ever know the reason that you keep us everyday,This life of mine's not all a game,Sometimes I hide my face,Sometimes I feel like I am strange,My mind is not the same,If I could rise up high above this World I'll never change,I'd close my eyes and spread my winds, so I could fly away.....Fly away from here ( repeated )Every other day I'm trippin' and I'm running out of patients,Waiting on the day the Heavens open and erase this...Painful existence, full of fake faces,Put my heart in every line, running out of pages,Is there a place where the body is painless,All in perfect harmony and nothing ever changes,Never will there ever be a sec

Devil Musick
Your are now listenin to the most addicting music on the planetThe messages are Satanic, don't panicAhhh fuck it you might as wellSit back and relax as we transport your mind to hellBump that wicked shit, bump it twiceBurn your Holy Bible and renounce ChristLog onto Killmusick and pay the priceClick add to cart and you'll be hooked for lifeThis ain't no pussy ass mainstream musicIf your gonna hide any possible weapons, cause you might lose itSlaughterahs put on your black robesTurn up your stereo and bump The Black RoseTurn off the lights and light your candlesAs you bump that Devil music that the Christians can't handleFlip them subliminal message that puts your mind in a tranceAnd give praise to Lucifer the God of song and danceThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI've got thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickGo cop thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickThis is thatDevil, devil, devil, ddevil musickI spit thatDevil, devil, devil,

Flake By Jack Johnson
I know she said it's alright But you can make it up next time I know she knows it's not right There ain't no use in lying Maybe she thinks I know something Maybe maybe she thinks its fine Maybe she knows something I don't I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying It seems to me that maybe, It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in my way Cause no one no not no one Likes to be let down I know she loves the sunrise No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes And I know that when she said she's gonna try Well it might not work because of other ties and I know she usually has some other ties And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em Maybe she'll help me to untie this but Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too It seems to me that maybe It pretty much always means no So don't tell me you might just let it go And often times we're lazy It seems to stand in

Scum
When the people call me Scum there's a reason for itI'm that bump that you might hit when you gun or floor itI'm that tire that you blew out when you hit the roadI'm that spark that cleared your gas and made your tank explodeI'm that spit that's in your food up at Taco BellI'm the sin you just confessed time to go to HellI'm that condom with a hole that did not protectI'm the knife your girlfriend grabbed when the bitch got smackedRaining yellow bitch woke up looked cause here I amPissin' on you from the roof cause I don't give a damnWhen your car is gettin' searched bitch I'm Jerry LeeNot a pig but I'm the cost for the guilty pleaI'm the seeds up in your blunt I'm leakin' leadThat's the life the rouse spillin' on your weedBasically your life is fucked if I'm askin' ChristNice to beat your ass in peace cause your life is lostI'd rather live in the dark than to die in the lightI'd rather break all the rules than to lose in a fightPut a slug in your back now your legs feelin' numbThere's

The Expo
Chicago Body Art Expo So I arrived later than I had expected. The train did not leave when they had it on the schedule, but four hours later... I was in beautiful downtown Chicago. I just love the old feel of the city and even riding in a cab from the Union Station train station to the Navy Pier, you can feel it. My favorite part is going down to Lower Wacker. That place is so dirty and fantastic! Everytime I am down there I want to do a photoshoot! I ended up buying a three day pass into the Expo. The first day, I was suppose to have a couple friends meet me there, but the economy is hitting hard.. even for amatuer porn stars. The last two days, my hubby ended up going with me. I think even though he was probably bored most of the time... he likes it.. why else would he volunteer to come with me. He even talked me into getting a new tattoo (not like that is hard). He ended up getting a dermal piercing. Those things are so fucking cool. He also got a new tattoo on his for

4 U
No remorse, no regrets, I feel no sorrowSacrificing stupid fucks like there ain't no tomorrowA faithful servant and I'm always down for youYou ain't even gotta say it I already know what to doI would lie for you, I would die for youI would even cut out pregnant bitches babies for youIf it pleases you, in the quickness for youWe can roll around her guts while we fuckAnd then bust both our nutsIn the name of pain, in the name of hatePlease destroy all of my enemies if they ever cross my waySo I pray that all of you sheep fuckin' dieCause you lied he was never crucifiedI was denied in Heaven so I reside in HellLurking in the shadows I'm that Dead Girl RazakelAnd I'm one with the darkness I'll never be led astrayAnd I say fuck your God cause he turns his cheek the other wayA dedicated killa and death is my gameI Hide a face of shame, no one remembers my nameThis time they will, feel my pain for realIn the name of everything evil, sacrifice and killJust tell me what to do cause I will do it

Creep With A Killa
Creep With A KillaCreep Creep With A KillaCreep Creep With A Killa NowSmoke Smoke With A KillaSmoke Smoke With A KillaSmoke Smoke With A Killa NowCreep With A KillaCreep Creep With A KillaCreep Creep With A Killa NowSmoke Smoke With A KillaSmoke Smoke With A KillaSmoke Smoke With A Killa NowI'm Puffin' On The Cherry Blunt To The Sound of This SickB I'm Tokin' And I'm Chokin' On This Albucrazy Bomb WeedCigarettes Next To Me To Add That Ten Percent HighI've Got Dead Bodies On My Ceiling Blood Drips From Their EyesWe Smokin' And Chokin' And We Be Killin' On The DailyEyes Blood Red And Glazy And The Room's All Grey And HazyThe Smells Amazing Us Wicked Killas Always Blazin'Green Blood Dried Up In Blood That's The shit That's The Shit That Gets Our Hearts RacingSo Sit Back And Chill As We Take You Through This FazeWe Roll 'Em Up Tight As We Creep In The Night So Just Roll Up Your Blunts And Blazed And SayCreep With A KillaCreep Creep With A KillaCreep Creep With A Killa NowSmoke Smoke With A

Rules For Dj's In Blue Moon
1. All staff will respect other staff and members. 2. All staff is expected to greet others 3. You picked your shift, if you are unable to show for it you are required to give one of us two hour window to find someone to cover it...if you don't show up for two shifts in a row and do not let someone know u will not be there, you will be terminated. 4.Arrive for yur shift 5-10 minutes early so u can take air. 5.Follow chain of command...ie steve, mari, then tj. DO NOT go to Angel for any reason at all. 6.DO NOT run Autos. 7. If you have a mic, use it. 8.Play all types of music, weather you like it or not. Others may want to hear it 9.Play all requests. If u don't have the song, someone else probley will have it. 10. If there is a reason that you will not be able to pull your shift please let steve, mari, or tj know..You can send us a shout, pm, or leave us a message on yahoo. One of us is always on here. 11. Make sure you have everyones yim names, especially steve, mari, and tj

Religious Warfare
Bodies are falling, the blood of the christiansthe fires are spreading from village to townthe churches are burning and screams from the victimsthe priests are tortured til they deny their godA crusade around europe with the goal of extinctionLeaving heads on the milestones to set people in fearA cross around their neck is enough for convictionTo all you fucking christians this is your last prayerRape all the women and crucify them upside downFill the churches with children and burn them to the groundDesecrate their graves, with their loved ones in painIt's insane as we impale the soldiers of the bravewe leave no one alive, this religion must diewith our spears and swords we keep up the fightIt is all a lie and as we burn the biblethey pray for forgiveness and their kinds survivalI'm one of the berserks who fights with nothing but angerI'm raping one of the nuns and when i'm finished i hang heri'm furious with rage from the mushrooms i've eatenthe poison is so lovely and you will be de

Remembering Whitney Jo
Today marks 9 months that our beloved Whitney Jo [known on Fubar as Kept In Corsets] joined the angels. I miss her so terribly much. She was one of the best people in my life. She was absolutely amazing. So loving, patient, hilarious.... I miss her so much. I miss her laugh, her smile, her gorgeous eyes.... and just seeing her and my precious godson, Liam. I have not seen Liam since this tragedy and it is absolutely killing me. I can only hope for the best and hopefully see him when he is with Whitney's mom. To My Angel. I love you so much. Please help me in all facets of my life and help me to become a better person. I miss you, baby. The Tingle To My Heat, My Sister, My Best Friend, My Lover, My Italia. "Because I Knew You, I Have Been Changed For Good" Requiem Aeternam. Whitney Jo O'Brien Maguire. 1/29/87 ~ 9/23/08

There Goes My Baby
It's Been Three Months Since My Girl Passed AwayAnd I Can Still Remember That Cold Winters DayThey Were Turning The Cranks To Drop Her Into The GroundAnd With Every Single Turn I Thought My Heart Was Gonna PoundOn Out Through My Ribs And Let Off Into The DirtBut Then I'd Also Be Dead And Would Not Feel All This HurtAs They Lowered Her In I Swore I Heard Her VoiceAnd No One Done A Damn Thing So I Had No Other ChoiceDove Toward The Casket Before It Got SubmergedNot A God Damned Person Seemed To Be ConcernedShe Was Inside Screaming They Ignored Her ShoutsAnd I Was Pulled From The Grave Before I Had A Chance To Let Her OutFighting Motherfuckers Just To Get In That BoxTill Her Father Came Along And Bustin' My Head With A RockThe Doctor Told Me To Let It Go And Prescribed Me Some MedsBut I'm Still In Love Though My Girlfriend Is DeadThere Goes My BabyIn That Coffin All Dressed In BlackThere Goes My BabyI've Gotta Dig Her Up I've Gotta Get Her BackThere Goes My BabyIn That Coffin All Dressed

Dawn Of The Day Of The Night Of The Evil Dead
Huntin' Down Infected And I'm Choppin' 'Em UpHands Gripped Around My Axe And It's Covered In BloodSwinging Down On Skulls So Disease Don't SpreadThe Disease That Turn The Living To The Living DeadGotta Split The Head The Heart Don't PumpCut It All The Way Off Leave The Neck A Bloody StumpIt's Been Twenty-Eight Days And I'm Still AliveI'm Suprised And I'm Wondering How Long I'll SurviveOr Fall Victim To This Epidemic Becoming One of ThemEither Way It Goes The Future's Looking Pretty DimBut This Will Make A Damn Good Evil Dead ThreeWith The Flesh Falling Off And The Sounds Are Getting EerieI'm Not Bruce Campbell Where's The Camera I Wanna Film ThisWhen The Brain's Severed The Body's Once Again LifelessFor Documentation of Why I Slaughtered These PeopleI Was Killing Off The Dead All The Residence of EvilWhatcha Gonna Do When Your Hunger Turns Against YouNo God To Repent To They Try To Infect YouThey're All Out To Get You Even Your Loved OnesYour Parents Your Children Even Your CousinsSo T

Intro To Emerson's Nature
A subtle chain of countless rings The next unto the farthest brings; The eye reads omens where it goes, And speaks all languages the rose; And, striving to be man, the worm Mounts through all the spires of form. [edit] Introduction Our age is retrospective. It builds the sepulchres of the fathers. It writes biographies, histories, and criticism. The foregoing generations beheld God and nature face to face; we, through their eyes. Why should not we also enjoy an original relation to the universe? Why should not we have a poetry and philosophy of insight and not of tradition, and a religion by revelation to us, and not the history of theirs? Embosomed for a season in nature, whose floods of life stream around and through us, and invite us by the powers they supply, to action proportioned to nature, why should we grope among the dry bones of the past, or put the living generation into masquerade out of its faded wardrobe? The sun shines to-day also. There is more wool and flax in th

Dawn Of The Day Of The Night Of The Evil Dead (original)
Huntin' Down Infected And I'm Choppin' 'Em UpHands Gripped Around My Axe And It's Covered In BloodSwinging Down On Skulls So Disease Don't SpreadA Disease That Turn The Living To The Living DeadGotta Split The Head, The Heart Don't PumpCut It All The Way Off Leave The Neck A Bloody StumpIt's Been Twenty-Eight Days And I'm Still AliveI'm Suprised And I'm Wondering How Long I'll SurviveOr Fall Victim To This Epidemic Becoming One of ThemEither Way It Goes The Future's Looking Pretty DimBut This Will Make A Damn Good Evil Dead ThreeWith The Flesh Falling Off And The Sounds Are Getting EerieI'm Not Bruce Campbell Where's The Camera I Wanna Film ThisWhen The Brain's Severed The Body's Once Again LifelessFor Documentation of Why I Slaughtered These PeopleI Was Killing Off The Dead All The Residence of EvilDawn of The Dead Won't Let Me GoFind The Way And Let Me KnowI May Never Get OutThe Dead Keep Circling Round And RoundDay of The Dead My Darkness FallsBlood Keeps Gushing Out My SkullI Live

Aliens!!
The year is 1947 Some of you will recall that on July 8, 1947 , a little over 60 years ago, witnesses claim that an unidentified flying object (UFO) with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and mule ranch just outside Roswell , New Mexico . This is a well known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S. Air Force and other federal agencies and organizations. However, what you may NOT know is that in the month of April 1948, nine months after that historic day, the following people were born: Albert A. Gore, Jr. Hillary Rodham John F. Kerry William J. Clinton Howard Dean Nancy Pelosi Dianne Feinstein Charles E. Schumer Barbara Boxer See what happens when aliens breed with sheep and jackasses? I certainly hope this bit of information clears up a lot of things for you. It did for me. Like why

Club Dead
There wasn't shit to do, it was late and I was boredSo I figured I'd take a little trip to the county morgueIntensions to breaking in and having fun with the deadBut as I got closer something started fucking with my headRed lights strobing through the window in the basementI bent down to look in then I felt the bass hitCorpses jumping around with their arms in the airAnd an MC on the mic with a cold ass stareHe was spittin' that wicked shit, the zombies were diggin' itI thought to myself man I gotta get in itI busted out the window, then I crawled on inJumped into the pit, let the moshin' beginBodies slamming together losin' pieces of skinFormaldehyde on the floor from torn off limbsThe corpse spun around we were face to faceI spoke up and asked him what is this placeIt's club dead motherfuckers, come on inDance with the fuckin' Devil let the party beginIt's club dead motherfuckers, for the real undergroundIt's all about the wicked shit come on and get downIt's club dead motherfuckers,

El Telefono
I got a new phone. (Same phone just a newer one) and i was wondering if i can have your number? PM me or if you already have my number text me and tell me who you are cause i do not know. you can take this as me hitting up on you. ha how is everyone btw? blah scratch that! text me instead :P (h)

Never Give Up
The police got me in this jail cell rotting awayAwaiting my release day when they open the gatesLaying on my bunk looking at my sons pictureWon't let them brainwash me with them biblical scripturesEverytime I try to hustle and stack a little changeThey wanna kick in my door and have me shackled in chainsCan't get a descent job seems like I can't winNo place to go when I get out the futures looking grimI didn't quit then and I won't quit nowHand me that mic and Imma rock this crowdSome haters tried to tell me that I should stop rappin'I just looked these bitches dead in the eye and started laughin'As I stabbed them, I stabbed them, till their bodies droppedI stabbed them again so they don't call the copsNiggas keep talking that talk, till they're outlined in chalkThey can hate all they want, this horrorcore shit won't stopImma, never give up, never give up - NeverNever give up, never give up - NeverNever give up, never give upI'm gonna fight till the death I'm not tryin' to live forever

Sweet Blood
Don't look my way I ain't playingGet the fuck out of my face embrace yourself in placeSwinging bricks to rearrange and derrange your face Till you'll never be the same because we dangerousThe blood stains are made from usInflict pain's a must, In this game we justStraight up rape the sluts, And duct tape 'em shutWith baseball bats and bag them up, then throw them in the trunkMakin' sure we cauterize their legs at the stumps so blood doesn't lead to the truckThe way our mind freaks and speaks in tonguesAnd on the bold to and wanted me and my hand reachin' inI'm preachin in the streets with the demons winWhispering in my ears to let em in to sinEverything's insane is a little crazy maybe saneI'm killing these people cause of the demons they made meI can't be thinkin' straight I need a clean slate, too lateCause of all these dead babies and all the crazy ladies I rapedDamned to hell for all eternity I'll never learn till I'm burn eternallyThat murder is worth the feeI don't know what's wr

Am I The Only One
Where is everybody?As I take a look around, nobody around to see meNobody around to hear me, nobody around to dream am I really sound asleepOr am I really not, my thoughts are disabledI dropped on the tableAnd I really can't remember what's going onI'm holding onFor stability, abilityTo balance is shot just like my memoryI'm feeling so weak, I feel like I was asleep for weeksMy cheeks are so pale so bleak I reekBut I'm more concerned with the streaks of bloodLooks like they were drug down the hallwayI'm so afraid there's so much bloodAnd I don't know if I'm going the wrong way Haunting noises coming from across the lobby, Fuck thatI'm taking the long way back down the hallwayThat I up and crawled from collapsedHow did all of this happen, started to call and screamThat when I saw what I thought was a police, save me pleaseAm I the only one in this town that's aliveAm I the only one in this town that survivedAm I the only one in this town that's aliveAm I the only one in this town that s

In The End
Is this the time, is this the placeIs this the end of all that remainsThe end of lives, been I decievedThis is the beginning of the end of daysIs this the time, is this the placeIs this the end of all that remainsThe end of lives, been I decievedThis is the beginning of the end of daysI can hear the angels cry heavens burning run and hideIn the sky the truth is written if you open up your eyesCrime and murders everyday, crime and hate are common placeWar is on the television tell the children look awaySex addicted politicians, seven deadly sins a minutePedophilic claimin' God, rot inside the walls of prisonEvery sign of premanition, everybodies time is tickin'Every soul's accountable for every sins that's commitedCrystal meth, anphetamines, alcohol dependant teensInnocent or executed, college campus killin' spreeAll over the tv screen blood and fire and diseaseTwenty three M16's gunning down the enemyAngel of death fly high over meSpread your wings and set me freeAngel of death fly hig

Strange
Up in this place, we all have painWe all have a reason and we all have chainsUp in this place, we all have namesWe're all a bit different and we're all a bit strangeUp in this place, we all have painWe all have a reason and we all have chainsUp in this place, we all have namesWe're all a bit different and we're all a bit strangeEveryday is just another fuckin' thing in my wayTill the wings of the Angel of Death take me awayEvery breath is a waste and every step is erasedTo get me to that restin' place where I'll eventually layI was pulled into this world and I was forced to breatheEveryday I get the feeling I was born to bleedI exist on this planet full of panic and greedPraying on the fuckin' day escape is granted to me - HELP MEAnd everyday that I've been stuck up in this fuck of a messI keep on dreamin' that these deamons jump up out of my chestThey're controlling my brainwaves and stealing my soulAt night they're syphoning the life out of me leaving me coldI need a break from the

Diary Of A Fallen Soldier
We are fighting this warEach day so much worse than beforeCan I get another body count ohIs it getting larger by the hourEvery enemy gets on their kneesMy face the last thing my enemy seesWhat happened to good will toward menDidn't know that excluded men on a different landBlood is spraying and it's hardly like rainStumble over bodies that look all the sameI am writing this in case I see a hollow graveIn the midst of all these bodies will you know my nameIs this the end of the roadAnd will we live to see another sun riseIs this the end of the roadAnd will we live to see our families againWith the pen between my fingersCan't describe the smell that lingersFrom the corpses that have fallenAnd all of the flesh that is rottenI hope you appreciate what youGot now forget the people who fought toGive you freedom but what does that meanI still don't see how you're more important than meWe risk our lives everyday for thisPeople all are dying everyday that wishThey could be home but are forced o

Nature: Ralph Waldo Emerson
Nature To go into solitude, a man needs to retire as much from his chamber as from society. I am not solitary whilst I read and write, though nobody is with me. But if a man would be alone, let him look at the stars. The rays that come from those heavenly worlds, will separate between him and what he touches. One might think the atmosphere was made transparent with this design, to give man, in the heavenly bodies, the perpetual presence of the sublime. Seen in the streets of cities, how great they are! If the stars should appear one night in a thousand years, how would men believe and adore; and preserve for many generations the remembrance of the city of God which had been shown! But every night come out these envoys of beauty, and light the universe with their admonishing smile. The stars awaken a certain reverence, because though always present, they are inaccessible; but all natural objects make a kindred impression, when the mind is open to their influence. Nature never wears a

This War
You want to try to take me, this ain't some fuckin' gameYou will never break me, cause we ain't the sameI'm sick of you just fight me, I don't care if I go to jailBring all your fuckin' homies, I'll fuck 'em up as wellYou talk alot of bullshit, but do you pack the punchAlready had your mom for breakfast, looks like you'll be lunchYou just fucked with the wrong person, you don't know what I can doI'll beat your girlfriend first and she can watch me murder youMy last nerves just been snapped and I can't take anymoreWe'll see who'll be the last man standing at the end of this warIf it's a battle you want then it's a battle you'll getBut take my word that'll be the battle you don't live to regretIf it's a battle you want then it's a battle you'll getBut take my word that'll be the battle you don't live to regretI thought this shit was over, I thought I made it clearThe last time that I told her, I guess you didn't hearYou want me to hurt your feelings, cause I can do it greatI'll stab the

Winds Of Fate
WINDS Blowing wind all the day through gusting and surging always to renew Increase in power and move the trees sway back and forth caught in the breeze unseen force that moves us on guided by chance and never done leading us on through winds of fate blowing us toward things so great cease to fight and accept what is to come along the way we will meet some who enhance our lives and make us complete the plan of the eternal will be without defeat living just as we are meant to live knowing that the day is ours to give and to make the most of where we are now the divine winds will take care of us now By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I'm Comin' To Getcha Again
Your time is upLittle kids are fuckedI'll make you bleed slowCome with me six feet belowLook over your shoulder, the winds are getting colderThe ancient evil rises from the ashes of OctoberPolice folder stickin' cause the bodies Komatose lickin'Pickin' a victim like chicken for my killaz who wanna be rippin'Wishin', dreamin', hopin' your door was wide openSoon I'll be in your room leavin' skulls and bones brokenTaken a token of the demise, your blue eyes mysticiseSo I take them back for my girl who's back at the crypt, chillen with the fliesSurprise, here I am bringin' back the black blood mayhemCradlin' kids in my arms, gash where I take 'emShake 'em, break 'em, dig 'em up, plotTie a knot, drop them in the spotBuried alive she becomes the next victim of flesh to rotI'm comin' to getcha, your time is upI'm comin' to getcha, little kids are fuckedI'm comin' to getcha, I'll make you bleed slowI'm comin' to getcha, come with me six feet belowI'm comin' to getcha, your time is upI'm comin'

Surgery For June 22nd Went Ok Revised
so every1 knows my surgery was today again... They did the one on Thursday that was an *L* skin flap graft... then on Friday he came in to check it out and decided he didnt like the looks of it.. so he went in today for an hour and a half and dibreeded it and cleaned it out.. and then he took the bad parts of the graft that didnt take and pulled them off and took skin from my thigh again and moved it to the back of my thigh and heal like it is suppose to do now and i'm on complete bedrest But I do not have to stay off it i just need to limit the time I am on my leg and putting pressure on that spot to let it heal up.. Then they have me on oral pain meds 3 times a day.. and IV ones 2 times a day... Then I can take .04 cc's of dalated every hour to an hour and a half due to pain.. Then I can have up to 2 vicodines every 4 to 6 hours for pain and I always pop 2 in to relieve it more.. Then before the doctors come in to take the dressings off and look at it I take the .04 cc's of the da

Return Of The Prodigal Fox
So, after I got booted off here, I decided not to come back. Well, that didnt last too long. I missed wasting my spare time on Fu, watching the retards play their games. The reasons why I considered NOT returning are: hypocritical stupid whores that smite other retards with their judgement while being in the same boat; bitches that claim that Fubar is for losers and point whores while whoring themselves out; fuckin chodes that think attempting to sound smart would score some brownie points; Soo...bein sick of pathetic creatures showering me with equally pathetic compliments, I'm not longer gonna put up any pics of myself besides the ones already on here. I just dont care that some tards think that I'm hot. To all those judgemental bitches that can't keep their vaginas in their pants while their kids are sittin hungry at home: I know everythin about you, so your judgement won't affect me in any way. I'm on here solely to keep tabs on people that shouldn't walk the earth

Dead To Me
I love you baby (I love you too)Nothing's ever gonna change I promise youI love you baby (I love you too)Nothing's ever gonna change I promise youI remember when it all started outWe were young, in love and takin' lives is what it was all aboutYou never ever had a fuckin' problemI'd kill stupid bitches afterwards you'd fuck themBut all of a sudden you began to diss meYou started backing down from murder sprees and everythingSo what the fuck is up, is my love not good enoughEvery other bitch is only worth a suck or a fuckBut not me though I offer you much more than thatForever and a day we promised and we made a pactWe cut each other up and sucked each others bloodMurdered every fuckin' hater, but that was enough, huhSo tell me baby are you scared of meBecause in all honesty I think you really should be(Nothing's gonna change) That's what he said to me(Nothing's gonna change) But now he's dead to meI remember the time I said nothing's ever gonna changeWe made a promise to each other tha

War
I have always been against war. It should be done as a last resort. Not the two dumb wars we are in now and previous. Marvin Gaye said in a song "WAR IS NOT THE ANSWER ONLY LOVE CAN CONQUER HATE" Also Edwin Starr said in a song "WAR! WHAT IS IT GOOD FOR! NOTHING!!!!!

Caught In The Middle
Caught in the middle child with the spadeMaybe some day things will changeCaught in the middle child with the spadeMaybe some day things will changeLike a razor to your wrist as you watch my mind twistI'm a sadistic motherfucker with a lifelong death wishMy flesh be bleeding all the time with no stoppingWhen I open my eyes visions of all the bodies droppingWatch as I drip some red wishing I was nearly deadStuck in the same time frame blowing brains straight out my headWith so much gore on the floor that I be wanting some moreI just can't ignore all that shit that's leaking under the doorAnd I got no money man I'm real fuckin' poorMy pockets got holes in them only bloodshed in storeI feel your proof of thoughts and your proof inquisitionsLeave your body in the kitchen from my knife blood drippin'Caught in the middle child with the spadeMaybe some day things will changeCaught in the middle child with the spadeMaybe some day things will changeCuttin' up my best friends just to meet they d

Relationships - Added More
I have been in a relationship with someone for 4 months i love him very much and he tells me he loves me. Here's the thing it seems like here lately he's been making up excuses not to talk to me and i'm the last person he comments to also i have told him how i feel about this but it still hasn't changed. What should I do? break it off with him or talk to him again and give him another chance ? YAY my boyfriend and I talked about this and everything is going well. I Love Him So Much

Flip That Cross
Bitch, I'm a basketcaseThat'll blast your faceNine times with these wicked rhymesWhile I masturbate all over girls pretty tittiesAnd a face for a hacker up all itty and bitty, and trashed the placeBack the fuck off of me you's a damn jokeThat's why Karkus wrapped that wire right around your throatWatch you choke as I finish recording all of my shit, kidIf you was smart never fuck with us lunaticsNow you fucked welcome to hell, sonWe laughing and drinkin' while you're suckin' the barrel of a gunWe havin' fun, partying in your girls guts runnin' a trainThe pain, that bitch gonna need novacaine while she's givin' me brainPourin' cheap beer on dead bitches titties and pussy holesRippin' out they guts just to make some hooka holesPack that pussy full of nubs pull it through and start to puffYou know this crew is fuckin' nuts so save yourself and give on upYou know we out our fuckin' minds, another place, another timeBitches screamin', bodies bleeding, mixed with sadistic rhymesWhen food is

Im The Pimp And The Hoe.....
Argh Ive been debating whether or not to do this for weeks.. and I'm just going to do it and one day i hope you will all forgive me...... I want desperately to be a Whore for a day.... Please help .( i hate this) or don't either way ill stay the same bitchy evil woman I am now... For those of you who already did i am eternally grateful and your pissflap salutes are on the way... Thank you Wicked

Hell On Earth
Steady watching, fuck, my eyes are shatteredUnholy war happenin' on earth I see the demons scatteredIt was a sign of the end of timeAll the souls will be possessed whether yours or mineHeads are turning spitting blood will release the pressureTime to say your last prayers and salute your masterI'm protected doesn't matter all you see is the flameSatan's torturing his slaves and corrupting their brainI'm the Alpha, the Omega, I raise hell on earthSon of Jesus, I'm the king that rose up from the dirtBurn my ashes I'll come back, I'm the unforgivenDust to dust my body lives on next to your sinReal life martyr, yes I am, no one can deny itGod's a bitch, Mary's a whore, in their face I spitCause after all we live to die in the eternal fireGuy in my head says you will live on this earth forever

Sickest Of The Sick
I caught your ass backstage, you were claiming you're the shitBut you ain't nothing but a little bitch with cum drip off the lipSaying you're the sickest of the sick well that's a fuckin' jokeThe sickest thing you've ever done is all that cock you smokeWhile I'm droppin' some skills up and down this whole trackAttack your whole crew so hard watch them all fall backI'll slice across your throat with just one single cutWatch your head fall off and that hole is where I nutAnd I've been around this murder shit for way to longBleeding out my fuckin' eyes I'm packin' flesh up in the bongDestined to be on Hell's most wanted hit listDoes these actions on my own no one's twistin' my wristWhile I'm feeling alive inside I fucked your bride while she criedShe said she was a virgin well I guess she fuckin' liedCause I split that bitch up in so many little piecesHer hand's stuck in time, for help is where it reachesSo invite me to your party cause I'm bringing the diseasesSpray the plague on everyon

Liars
i guess im a big loser because i dont deserve to be told the truth instead im to be lied to. why would he hurt me why would he lie to me tell me im special and then turn around and tell someone else that i mean nothing so much for friendship honesty loyalty. well guess what im better off without him im hurt but ill move on

Nightmare
At night I can't sleep I toss and turnEverything's in the dark, except some bodies being burnSuicidal feelings and evil voices from my pastNever cared about life because I be living in the blastThere's a soul in my hand, a maniac on a leashAs I try to find a way for my soul to be releasedI'll be digging up the pieces of my fucked up pastWatching time go by looking through the hour glassThe clock keeps ticking I begin to make incisionYou're now entering the mind and the world of a felonMurder, death an obsession with goreJust open your mind cause I'm about to show you moreStab one nobodies into sufferin'No reaction at all except the blood spitting all overSee I love this shit I'm hypnotised by the tocksBy the hour glass clock and the soul that I broughtWhich pathway will you choose in this lifeIt don't matter at all so just pick up the knifeWhich pathway will you choose when you'll be deadThe Devil may care so put this gun to your headWhich pathway will you choose in this lifeIt don't m

The Prequel
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First Offering
Here it comes I'm stuck between Heaven or HellAm I dead or alive or am I trapped in a cellFor many years they all doubtedBut now very little I startedI just busted my ass and kept on moving through the hatredI guess it kept me alive just had to show them I could make itTwo years ago today man I'll never forget itHow you laughed at my face, how you tried to shut me downLet's see who's laughing now and who's making a frownI've been through Hell and back and I'm here to stayEvery chance I got I will come out to playThis music shit is my life, no way in Hell did I leave itRather keep on going, than calling it quitsSee I feel like Jesus, crucify me on the crossYou got to kill me off, I'll be back at all costTo support the genre and put it where it need to beAnd then maybe one day I will be set freeThis is my first offering with plenty more to goCall me horror, call me soft, just as long as you knowThat The PreQuel won't stop till he reached the topSee I don't really care if this album flops

Mass Murder
The poison's in my guts I'm feelin' sick and throwin' upI've got that timebomb syndrome my mind is blowin' upIn this sick state of being so decieving there's no controlThrowing out the bandages like everyday with my own soulAnd this Holy Christ to Hell the pain it digs even furtherMass murder mind abduction blaming terror for the tortureAnd now I'm taking out the order now no pain or second guessingBlastin' brains of bloody bitches all to teach them just a lessonNow I'm weighin' out the options stop and look at who is watchin'Raise my fist up in the air now you know you have a problemGot my eyes upon you buddy you freeze begin to studyBy the time you know what's right I'm carvin' holes up through your bellyAnd don't think for a second you're free or gettin' looseHands behind your back and hoisted up on some fuckin' nooseAnother dead man hangs in the rain and at nightHangs dead in the sky and still bleeding with frightWe kill, we thrill, we mutilateStrangled them bitches suffocate Then

Beast Of Babylon
I wanna see the fuckin' world burning up in the flamesBringing pain and tragedy from the one we don't nameChoppin' up the little girls with a dull swiss bladeJust a normal day for me in the land of decayCause the sickness craze will take reign on the earthWhile the first born children will die at their birthAnd the women all will fuck to the man they call GodAnd they drop to the ground they get fucked like a dogWhile the world is consumed with the suffering and hateAttacks the Beast of Babylon ship myself inside a crateAcross the planet damned with intentions of deathDon't get too close or I'll break through your chestCause I'm searchin' out the souls of the wicked and evilAnd it's too dark inside to see the world through a peep holeAnd then the people in the towns start killin' themselvesThere is no helping you cause I'm burning it all downI don't take any shit cause I spit what I wantI'll drive all the way to your house in order to haunt itFuck the dreams of your girlfriend, father a

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The mind of a cinema halos already blownBlack blood hardens my veins like a veracoseI don't mind the pain I'm addicted to deathSo use a hammer to pound the nails deeper into my fleshNail me to a cross I'm a martyr for the outcastTurn this motherfucker upside down and start our own massThe speed of pain is fast so let me burn slowLike a witch at the stake just Watch the flames growI don't care though, I'm already dead insideDump the soul up outta my body and I choke until it diedPlace the crown of thorns on my head and call me the KingOf shit, piss and bile just let your hate singOut of your lungs you point your fingers at meEverytime you find wicked kids, blame it on meWhen they do wrong, I make them act the way they doNow shove the spear in my side and run it on throughMurder me dead if you really wantIf you want us both dead get your fuckin' guns outWe ain't going no where motherfucka whatYou don't want to hear this get the fuck outYou want to blame me for your sicknessGo ahead your

Burn Bitch Burn
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Where Is God Now
(Spoken Words)So tell me... where is your God now?Heee's Deeeead!Bow your heads and pray as the axe cuts your fuckin' neckGod won't be here today, he's cashing his welfare checkDon't count on your Guardian Angel I pimped them all outSuckin' cock for cocaine lettin' tricks cum in their mouthIn dark alleyways blowin' scum fucks for blowBroken wings ain't too fancy, fiendin' pawnin' their haloYour hands at preposition cut them off at the wristIf Jesus were to appear, I'd murder that son of a bitchAlong with you sheep, your shepherd is a gonerNow those of you with heads get drowned in Holy WaterStripped asshole naked everyone gets nailed in this pornRazorblade barbed wire replacin' the Crown of ThornsThe whole congregation gets to suffer for stigmataFuck your Saints, fuck your Savior, Fuck your Heavenly FatherYou wanna follow that bitch, you'll die like that bitchWhere is God now I've got one word for you, StitchBeatin' and raped - where is God now?Nailed to a Cross forsaken - where is God

Goodbye
Because you were unable to understand my heart and what was in it. Because you did not have courage to find out whom I was. Because you did not listen to what was close, you only heard the outside noise. So now that you set me aside, I will disappear. I’m saying goodbye. What a shame, but goodbye. Why: Because something better awaits me. Who: Someone who will know how to give me love, the type that allows the sunrise and sweets the salt.

Sic Wid It
It's the Southern Devil, that's right Stitch MouthAn unholy motherfucker stayin' drunk in the southOn that Jager mixed with period bloodChristian corpses down here duried in the Tennessee mudThey will find you, distribute your parts evenlyAll across the stage you even pray to beSpared from my slaughterBut I gutted your girl and ass raped your little daughterIn her anal hole until it ain't as swoleShe didn't die pure her virginity was stoleI'm a scumbag feelin' viciously sickA dirty motherfucker make you eat with our shitThen I puke in your mouth then I face fuck youBalls on your chin until you swallow my gooAnd if you don't like my puke, cum and scatThen I'll pick the scabs off my cock and make you eat thatGet sic wid it, get sic wid itPull the guts out that bitches ass and then hit itGet sic wid it, get sic wid itOpen up the pussy, take a shit it inGet sic wid it, get sic wid itPiss and skeet in a cup and make her sip itGet sic wid it, get sic wid itStick your finger up her colon and

Mad World
Gary Jules-Mad World All around me are familiar faces Worn out places Worn out faces Bright and early for the daily races Going no where Going no where Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression No expression Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow No tomorrow No tomorrow And I find I kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I�m dying are the best I�ve ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles its a very very Mad world Mad world Children waiting for the day they feel good Happy birthday Happy birthday And I feel the way that every child should Sit and listen Sit and listen Went to school and I was very nervous No one knew me No one new me Hello teacher tell me what�s my lesson Look right through me Look right through me And I find I kind of funny I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I�m dying are the best I�ve ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When pe

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Ok So As I Was Sitting Here Thinking About Things...I Realized...Theres Something That Annoys Me To The Core So I Figured I'd Write On It. That Thing Is Perverts Here On Fubar & Perverts In General. I Just Cant Figure Out Why It Is That Alot (Not All) Have This Automatic Assumption That Its Ok To Just Pop Up In Some Girls Messenger Box Or SB Or PM & Just Start Asking If They Wanna Fuck Or See Your Dick Or Whatever It Is Like Theyre Some Kind Of Whore That You Pick Up On The Streets. I Mean Thats Just So Rude And Degradeing...Not Every Woman Cares For That Kind Of Thing. & Then Most Of Them Will Sit There & Scratch Their Head Like An Idiot & Go I Wonder Why She Left? Or Why She Stopped Talking Or Why She's Ignoring Me Now Or Why She Wont Go Out With Me.Um DUH Thats Why.You Cant Honestly Sit There & Act That Way To A Decent Woman & Then Expect Them To Respond Because Any Woman Who Knows What She's Doing Or Has Any Kind Of Self Respect Wouldnt Even Bother To Deal With You When You Act

Bleed Baptist Cunts
Bleed them Baptist cuntsBleed them Baptist cuntsBleed them Baptist cuntsBleed them Baptist cuntsAngels cried on the day that Christ left this earthJesus wept blood the day my mother gave birthA harbored release, water straight from the River StyxShakin' like a crack baby always needing a fixAddicted to vaginal skin stripped from virgin BaptistsImmaculate conception, kill the unborn bastardsI have the skull for the aborted baby Jesus'Six hundred and sixty-six fetuses, I'm bleeding thisMore spread wide gettin' raped by the dead PopeDrippin' blood with goat semen, blonde hair cum soakedBlue eyed Devil defiled, the Devil smiledAs her pale skin was ripped to shreds and guts piledIn the floor, to feed the mouth of three headed dogsHounds of Hell smell the stench of Stitch's SynagogueBlessin' are the wretched, decrepit and hate infected Infested with evilDeceitful, nailin' virgins with my steepleBleed them Baptist cuntsBleed them Baptist cuntsBleed them Baptist cuntsBleed them Baptist cuntsBl

Devilish Bitches
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Do You Really Know
God has abandoned you, the shepherd slaughtered the sheepDon't ask, don't tell, don't listen, don't leakInformation of what's really going on over thereFollow blindly, let the two faces lead you thereBelieve everything that the tv feeds to youPrimetime lies cover up everything trueEveryone of their lies turns to ash exposing truthHow can there be a God above in life, I want proofWhen everyting is corrupt and judgementalFrom schools to churches, the police and hospitalsThey dumb us down to retards and they work us like slavesTo line the Christian pockets as we sit broke in our gravesMan made God to rule over the remindedThey say the USA is under God but you're just blindedEvery bridge of government and every major corporationAt the end of the day, they give their praise to SatanWho you working for, do you really knowWhy don't you ask the President he's up on idiot rowGod or the Devil, who's really in controlScreamin' Hail To The Chief until they toss you in the holeWho you working for,

The Eulogy/black Mass
Welcome, Brothers and Sisters, you see, we are gathered here today, without mourning this loss, we are here to celebrate, praise the Devil of a deity, you see your God is now dead, here in just a moment, we will open this casket, and allow everyone, the chance to walk by, and spit in the face of the recently deceased, but before we pay our final disrespects, I believe we have some guests with us, that have a few words to share on this glorious day, So if these folks would come up to the front, and speak clearly into the microphone, we will start this eulogy, for the funeral, for God. It's a funeral for God welcome to the black massDesecrating Gods temple with broken shards of stained glassSelf mutilation rituals performed by individualsWhere the dead go head at your pentaclesInto your palms writing Psalms on your walls with shitPulled from infants entrails and smeared on titsCovets of Satanic Witches trippin' on LSDCovered in human blood and feces having orgiesOffering the virgins

Red Dawn
Attention!We have summoned the darkest of the fallen to form this Legion.The time has come, armageddon has arrived.This is operation Red Dawn.The gates have been breached.It is wartime soldiers.Single file maggots!Hooah!What makes the grass grow?Blood, bloodWhat makes the grass grow?Blood, bloodWho will conquer the throne?Legion, LegionWho will reign once again?Satan, SatanMarch 1 2 3Hail SatanMarch 6 6 6Hail SatanStitch Mouth, KGP, Bloodshot March!!!!The skies are in flames at the hands of Hell fireOceans burn red as Heaven's ruler retiresBeheaded in His Kingdom, His body fell from the throneDemon Angels dance around His corpse rippin' out bonesFeeding on His energy, as it escapesLike psychic vampires, they drink His essence to rejuvenateWatch as the clouds begin to partSpill His blood and Holy blood rains down, pouring out of His heartWash away the bodies of His fallen soldiersAs appearance of his crumblin' castle crash to earth like bouldersIn the midst of the chaos, errupting in t

Betrayed
On a long drive from Virginia, I thought I was traveling at a reasonable speed, but the flashing blue lights in my rear- view mirror made me realize that I'd been over the limit. I handed the officer my license and made small talk while my wife dug through the glove compartment for the registration. "I'm usually very careful about my speed," I told him as my wife handed me the paperwork. The officer studied it and then gave it back. "Sir," he said gruffly, "this is not your registration." It was a warning ticket I had received for speeding in Florida.

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"You know, today I was only asked one question, and that one question all day, do you know what it was? DO YOU WANT THAT SUPER SIZED? You know come to think of it, I'd like the whole fuckin world super sized. Super sized guns, super sized planes, super sized satellites. Think about how many more channels we could get with super sized satellites. Super sized sales...how do you super size a sale? How about we super size third-world debt relief? Super size love, super size honestly, super size government...come to think of it, I say nah, let's not super size the government. I'd like to super size death. Can I super size a death? I'd like to super size death with a Coke. Let's super size this song! really, that's the goal isn't it? If we can super size the record, we'll sell more records! Get some super sized records. What comes after that, our ambition.Ambition, ambition's a tricky thing. It's like riding a unicycle over a dental floss tight rope over a wilderness of razor blades. Ambitio

Listen
This is a great song by Beyonce Listen to the song here in my heartA melody I start but can't completeListen to the sound from deep withinIt's only beginning to find releaseOh, the time has come for my dreams to be heardThey will not be pushed aside and turnedInto your own all 'cause you won'tListenListen, I am alone at a crossroadsI'm not at home in my own homeAnd I've tried and tried to say what's on mindYou should have knownOh, now I'm done believing youYou don't know what I'm feelingI'm more than what you made of meI followed the voice you gave to meBut now I've gotta find my ownYou should have listened, there is someone here insideSomeone I thought had died so long agoOh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heardThey will not be pushed aside on wordsInto your own all 'cause you won'tListenListen, I am alone at a crossroadsI'm not at home in my own homeAnd I've tried and tried to say what's on mindYou should have knownOh, now I'm done believing youYou don't know what I'm feeling

"beloved"
“Beloved” You are my beloved that is true, how I show it I'm such a fool. I lay in bed thinking of you, wondering what it would be like to be with you. The distance between us is a shame, and I blame the fates for this pain. I close my eyes real freaking tight and wish you could take me from this awful fright. There isn't a minute that doesn't go by, that I yearn for you to be by my side. To be here is a lie and I'm dying inside. To wear a mask in the masquerade, is a game I do not wish to play. So here I am locked up in this tower, waiting upon my golden hour!

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Please Read This It Could Save A Life
INFORMATION EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW........ ......... ....... Blood Clots/Stroke - They Now Have a Fourth Indicator, the Tongue I will continue to forward this every time it comes around! STROKE:Remember the 1st Three Letters....S.T.R. STROKE IDENTIFICATION:

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Kink - It Does A Body Good
It's so humorous to me when I think of how our kink comes out daily in this relationship....Every morning he makes me my coffee...I can't make it as well myself anymore because of this...I always put too much sugar in it...If I need smokes, then he runs to the store...He helps each morning be less intolerable...ahhhh the spoils of servitude...When we are home alone [a rarity, I will admit], he inspires me by ripping off all his clothing and hanging out naked...I do love it so...It always makes me want to add his chain and tie up his cock...Saturday was all about that...naked slave - dressed Fem...At night we play quietly in bed...lately it has been him having to work on my back with the cups and stones but it always ends up with me turning them on him in a less healing way...but last night was different...I think I have the most wonderful boy on the planet...he falls asleep with me canning his cock...Yep, he finds such peace in that space that he can finally sleep like the dead...We pa

What Is A Juggalo/ette?
Ok, so I was asked today, what is a Juggalette. Well, I do believe that I have come to THE perfect answer for 'lo or 'lette to give....And here it is. Mind you that I gave an example of a situation to show how fam is ALWAYS there for each other! A Juggalette is a girl (or woman) that listens to any person or group affiliated to Psychopathic records, which is a big name in underground rap. A Juggalo is the male version. And even though we're many and we're scattered all over the country, if you were to travel and had a hatchetman sticker or another sticker associated with Psychopathic Records on your car and were broke down, any Juggalo or Juggalette going by would stop and help you the best they could. You don't want to mess with a Juggalette in any bad way, because the Juggalo's hanging out with her, will protect her, every Juggalo and Juggalette is family to each other. And we love to drink Faygo soda lol.Being a Juggalo or Juggalette isn't about status or clothes or money, it's

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Auto Or Bomb Will Be Given To Highest Bidder
I,m Up for Auction you can find My Auction in My default Folder I have a Lot to Offer , Even if I do not get a 65 Bling pack I will still give an Auto or a Bomb away after the Auction to the Highest Bidder http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2369598&albumid=0&i=2335751315 Starts 6/23/09 and will end 6/25/09 Midnight Central Time

Small Cell Carcinoma
Small cell carcinomas (SCC) commonly arise in the respiratory tract; however, it is not uncommon for these cells to arise in nonpulmonary sites, as extrapulmonary small cell carcinoma (EPSCC). Small cell carcinoma is a distinct clinical and pathologic entity that arises from cells of the amine precursor uptake and decarboxylation (APUD) system. Extrapulmonary small cell carcinoma is estimated to account for approximately 1000 new cancer cases per year in the United States. This number, however, appears to be an underestimation. Most available literature on this condition exists in the form of case reports and retrospective series. The role of local and systemic therapies for extrapulmonary small cell carcinoma treatment is still not clearly defined. Most reports indicate chemotherapy sensitivity and response rates similar to those seen in small cell lung cancer with similar chemotherapeutic regimens. Surgery appears to play a more important role in the management of extrapulmonary s

Lung Cancer
Lung Cancer is a disease that begins in the tissue of the lungs. The lungs are sponge-like organs that are part of the respiratory system. During breathing, air enters the mouth or nasal passage and travels down the trachea. The trachea splits into two sets of bronchial tubes that lead to the left and right lung. The bronchi branch off into smaller and smaller tubes that eventually end in small balloon-like sacs known as alveoli. The alveoli are where oxygen, carbon dioxide, and other substances are exchanged between the lungs and the blood stream. The vast majority of Lung Cancer cases fall into one of two different categories: Non-Small Cell Lung Cancer is the most common type of Lung Cancer, making up nearly 80% of all cases. This type of Lung Cancer grows and spreads more slowly than small cell lung cancer. Non-small cell lung cancer is divided into three different subcategories. Squamous cell carcinoma originates in the thin, flat cells that line the passages of the respirat

Skin Cancer
Skin cancer is the most common form of human cancer. It is estimated that over 1 million new cases occur annually. The annual rates of all forms of skin cancer are increasing each year, representing a growing public concern. It has also been estimated that nearly half of all Americans who live to age 65 will develop skin cancer at least once. The most common warning sign of skin cancer is a change in the appearance of the skin, such as a new growth or a sore that will not heal. The term "skin cancer" refers to three different conditions. From the least to the most dangerous, they are: basal cell carcinoma (or basal cell carcinoma epithelioma) squamous cell carcinoma (the first stage of which is called actinic keratosis) melanoma The two most common forms of skin cancer are basal cell carcinoma and squamous cell carcinoma. Together, these two are also referred to as nonmelanoma skin cancer. Melanoma is generally the most serious form of skin cancer because it tends t

Prostate Cancer
Prostate cancer is the most common non-skin cancer in America, affecting 1 in 6 men. The older you are, the more likely you are to be diagnosed with prostate cancer. Although only 1 in 10,000 under age 40 will be diagnosed, the rate shoots up to 1 in 38 for ages 40 to 59, and 1 in 15 for ages 60 to 69. In fact, more than 65% of all prostate cancers are diagnosed in men over the age of 65.But the roles of race and family history are important as well. African American men are 61% more likely to develop prostate cancer compared with Caucasian men and are nearly 2.5 times as likely to die from the disease. Men with a single first-degree relative—father, brother or son—with a history of prostate cancer are twice as likely to develop the disease, while those with two or more relatives are nearly four times as likely to be diagnosed. The risk is even higher if the affected family members were diagnosed at a young age, with the highest risk seen in men whose family members were di

10+ Foods For A Super Body, Satisfy Cravings, Fight Stress, Build Immunity
Recipes for the Mind, Body, Soul, Fitness, and Health!! Facts of Life: Stick to the List and watch the definition happen: Eat 6 small meals a day Eat lean protein and complex carbohydrates at every meal Lean protein can come from lean poultry, fish, egg whites, soy beans, legumes, lebtils, and limited nuts (remember we are going for defined abs) 2 handfuls a day is suffice Complex Carbohydrates come from fresh fruits and vegetables and whole grains Drink plenty of water everyday at least 3 liters almost a gallon avoid all processed refined and chemically charged foods avoid sugars except for naturally occuring sugars in fruits avoid trans and saturated fats avoid sodas and juices since they contain loads of sugars,either real or fake (I just cant seem to follow this one well) Limit treats to once per week rather than an entire day.. What to eat before you workout??? Eat complex carbs for energey before a workout and lean proteins afterward for tiss

Lower Your Risk For Breast Cancer
Every woman wants to know what she can do to lower her risk of developing breast cancer. If you have no personal history of the disease, you want to do what you can to stay clear of it. And if you have had breast cancer, you never want to get it again. You want to know how to lower your risk of the cancer coming back, and you want to reduce your risk of getting an unrelated new breast cancer. The best defense against breast cancer is a good offense. There are no perfect solutions, but you can do many things to reduce your risk. Regular screening tests for breast cancer, such as an annual mammogram and a breast exam during your annual checkup, allow you and your doctor to ensure that your breasts are as healthy as they can be. Screening also increases the likelihood that your doctor will find breast cancer early, when it's most treatable. Many factors might affect your risk for breast cancer and other diseases. You may be able to control and modify some of these, including:

Dealing With The Pain Of Breast Cancer
For women affected by breast cancer, overcoming pain can be a major part of dealing with the disease and its treatment. Pain is a common side effect of treatment and also a side effect of cancer.But you don't have to suffer. With proper treatment, most people can get relief from most, if not all, of their pain.Pain medications have become increasingly sophisticated and effective. There are more ways for you to take them, new knowledge of how to use them, and fewer side effects. Today, we also understand more about how complementary therapies, which don't use medication, may help reduce or end pain.Try not to be discouraged. It's normal for anyone plagued by pain to feel frustrated, exhausted, and depressed. This section of breastcancer.org helps you combat those feelings with suggestions for identifying and treating your pain and strategies for building a pain-free recovery.Pain from surgery may not be as scary as other kinds of pain. But it hurts, and it can make you worry.After havin

More Healthy Foods For You
Share this Chart with everyoneApples Protects your heart prevents constipation Blocks diarrhea Improves lung capacity Cushions jointsApricots Combats cancer Controls blood pressure Saves your eyesight Shields against Alzheimer's Slows aging processArtichokes Aids digestion Lowers cholesterol Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Guards against liver diseaseAvocados Battles diabetes Lowers cholesterol Helps stops strokes Controls blood pressure Smoothes skinBananas Protects your heart Quiets a cough Strengthens bones Controls blood pressure Blocks diarrheaBeans Prevents constipation Helps hemorrhoids Lowers cholesterol Combats cancer Stabilizes blood sugarBeets Controls blood pressure Combats cancer Strengthens bones Protects your heart Aids weight lossBlueberries Combats cancer Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Boosts memory Prevents constipationBroccoli Strengthens bones Saves eyesight Combats cancer Protects your heart Controls blood pressureCabbage Combats cancer Preve

Some Helpful Interesting Facts For Ya
helpful interesting facts.. Peel a banana from the bottom and you won't have to pick the little "stringy things" off of it. That's how the primates do it. Take your bananas apart when you get home from the store. If you leave them connected at the stem, they ripen faster. Store your opened chunks of cheese in aluminum foil. It will stay fresh much longer and not mold! Peppers with 3 bumps on the bottom are sweeter and better for eating. Peppers with 4 bumps on the bottom are firmer and better for cooki ng. Add a teaspoon of water when frying ground beef. It will help pull the grease away from the meat while cooking. To really make scrambled eggs or omelets rich add a couple of spoonfuls of sour cream, cream cheese, or heavy cream in and then beat them up. For a cool brownie treat, make brownies as directed. Melt Andes mints in double broiler and pour over warm brownies. Let set for a wonderful minty frosting. Add garlic immediately to a recipe if you want a ligh

Brain Stem Gliomas
The brain stem consists of the midbrain, pons and medulla located deep in the posterior part of the brain. Tumors that arise along these structures are called brain stem gliomas. Most brain stem gliomas occur in the pons ("pontine gliomas"). The pontine tumors have a poorer prognosis than the less common midbrain and medullary gliomas. Incidence Brain stem tumors account for 10 percent of pediatric brain tumors. The peak incidence is between ages 5 and 10. Clinical Features and Symptoms Pontine brain stem tumors affect the cranial nerves, causing symptoms related to the nerves that supply the muscles of the eye and face, and muscles involved in swallowing. These symptoms include double vision, inability to close the eyelids completely, dropping one side of the face, and difficulty chewing and swallowing. The tumor also affects the "long tracks" of the brain, with resultant weakness of the arms or legs and difficulty with speech and walking. Symptoms usually worsen rapidly because t

Types Of Brain Tumors
Astrocytoma / GliomaAstrocytomas are tumors that arise from brain cells called astrocytes. Gliomas originate from glial cells, most often astrocytes.Atypical Teratoid / Rhabdoid Tumor (ATRT)This rare, high-grade tumor occurs most commonly in children younger than 2.Brain Stem GliomaThe brain stem consists of the midbrain, pons and medulla located deep in the posterior part of the brain.Choroid Plexus TumorThe choroid plexus papilloma is a rare, benign tumor most common in children under the age of 2.CraniopharyngiomaCraniopharyngiomas result from the growth of cells that have failed to migrate to their usual area just below the back of the skull early in fetal development.EpendymomaEpendymomas arise from cells lining the passageways in the brain that produce and store the cerebrospinal fluid or CSF.GangliogliomaThese rare, benign tumors arise from ganglia-type cells, which are groups of nerve cells.Germ Cell Tumors (Brain)The brain stem consists of the midbrain, pons and medulla locate

Warning Signs For Brain Tumors
Recognizing the Symptoms: Warning Signs of Brain Tumors Brain tumors are the second most common form of childhood cancer. The most common forms of brain tumors are: Astrocytoma Medulloblastoma Ependymoma The signs and symptoms of brain tumors vary widely, but include: headache seizures drowsiness impaired speech difficulty in swallowing impaired vision sudden vomiting poor coordination behavioral changes weakness in a limb or on one side of the body difficulty with balance tingling or weakness in the arms or legs an increase in head size in infants Treatment for a brain tumor could involve surgery, chemotherapy, radiation or all three. WARNING SIGNS Because children may ignore or not recognize symptoms of illness, or be too young to communicate them, parents or caretakers should make certain children have regular medical checkups and be alert to signs that indicate something might be seriously wrong. How does a parent distinguish between a relatively minor illness

Types And Grades Of Brain Tumors
Tumor Grades and TypesTumor GradeTypes of Primary Brain TumorsWhen most normal cells grow old or get damaged, they die, and new cells take their place. Sometimes, this process goes wrong. New cells form when the body doesn't need them, and old or damaged cells don't die as they should. The buildup of extra cells often forms a mass of tissue called a growth or tumor.Primary brain tumors can be benign or malignant:Benign brain tumors do not contain cancer cells:Usually, benign tumors can be removed, and they seldom grow back.Benign brain tumors usually have an obvious border or edge. Cells from benign tumors rarely invade tissues around them. They don't spread to other parts of the body. However, benign tumors can press on sensitive areas of the brain and cause serious health problems.Unlike benign tumors in most other parts of the body, benign brain tumors are sometimes life threatening.Benign brain tumors may become malignant.Malignant brain tumors (also called brain cancer) contain ca

Apperception
Apperception From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia Jump to: navigation, search Look up apperception in Wiktionary, the free dictionary. Apperception (Latin ad + percipere, to perceive) has the following meanings: In epistemology, it is "the introspective or reflective apprehension by the mind of its own inner states."[1] In psychology, it is "the process by which new experience is assimilated to and transformed by the residuum of past experience of an individual to form a new whole."[2] In short, it is to perceive new experience in relation to past experience. Example 1: We see a fire (visual perception). By apperception we correlate the appearance of fire with past experiences of being burned. Having combined present and past experience we realize this is a situation in which we should avoid placing our hand in the fire and being burned.[3] Example 2: A rich child and a poor child walking together come across the same ten dollar bill on the

Sublime--one Of My Fav Words
Ancient philosophy The first known study of the sublime is ascribed to Longinus: Peri Hupsous/Hypsous or On the Sublime. This is thought to have been written in the 1st century AD though its origin and authorship is uncertain. For Longinus, the sublime is an adjective that describes great, elevated, or lofty thought or language, particularly in the context of rhetoric. As such, the sublime inspires awe and veneration, with greater persuasive powers. Longinus' treatise is also notable for referencing not just Greek writers such as Homer but also biblical sources such as Genesis. This treatise was rediscovered in the sixteenth century, and its subsequent impact on aesthetics is usually attributed to its translation into French by Nicolas Boileau-Despréaux in 1674. Later the treatise was translated into English by John Pultney in 1680, Leonard Welsted in 1712, and William Smith in 1739 whose translation had its fifth edition in 1800. [edit] Eighteenth century [edit] British philos

Henry David Thoreau
Henry David Thoreau From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Thoreau) Jump to: navigation, search "Thoreau" redirects here. For other uses, see Thoreau (disambiguation). Henry David Thoreau Western Philosophy 19th century philosophy Maxham daguerreotype of Henry David Thoreau made in 1856. Full name Henry David Thoreau Birth July 12, 1817(1817-07-12) Concord, Massachusetts Death May 6, 1862 (aged 44) Concord, Massachusetts School/tradition Transcendentalism Main interests Natural history Notable ideas Abolitionism, tax resistance, development criticism, civil disobedience, conscientious

The Definition Of "fu"
Fu From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia (Redirected from Fu (surname)) Jump to: navigation, search Look up fu, FU, or Fu in Wiktionary, the free dictionary. Fu may refer to: Fu (Technology, especially computer related) (used as a suffix) - relating to a person - Possessing superior skills in an art; relating to an artifact - representing an expression of high art. code-fu, Perl-fu, C-fu, etc. Fu (literature), a Chinese genre of rhymed prose Fu (kana), a symbol in Japanese syllabaries Fu County, in Shaanxi, China Fu Foundation School of Engineering and Applied Science Fu, Nepal Fu, a type of prepared wheat gluten in Japanese cuisine Fu, a prefecture-level administrative subdivision in Japan (see prefectures of Japan) and ancient China (see Zhou (country subdivision). Fu, a term for some of the

Loneliness
The feeling of loneliness to know true loneliness one must no what it is like to be either depressed or to physically alone. it is the emptiness which come from the desire to be wanted or that some one needs you , even the lack of company doesnt mean you are lonely , u can be in a room full of people that u know and still be lonely for it is not how many people you are around it is the fact that you have no one that u want or the fact that no one needs you . this is the filling of loneliness that i will feel forever even when i die

Yet Another
WhiteWolf ...: i am not in ur family!! ->WhiteWolf ...: umm...were you supposed to be?WhiteWolf ...: you are my queen...where should i be then? ->WhiteWolf ...: your queen??? WhiteWolf ...: of course ->WhiteWolf ...: o.0 I don't even know you WhiteWolf ...: but i adore u...actually i worship u ->WhiteWolf ...: right.... WhiteWolf ...: you are so great WhiteWolf ...: u r in my family long time a go ->WhiteWolf ...: And I probably deleted you because you never talk to me WhiteWolf ...: dont threaten me, ilove to talk to u, but our time zone looks different.... ->WhiteWolf ...: okay, I didn't threaten you. I simply told you WHY you were removed. If you want me to threaten you, that can be arranged WhiteWolf ...: i love to talk to u ->WhiteWolf ...: alright...what do you want to talk about? WhiteWolf ...: everything that please u ->WhiteWolf ...: Well....it would please me if my fiancee wasn't in jail WhiteWolf ...: poor goddess....u r alone now? ->WhiteWolf ...: temporarily, yes WhiteWolf

Bit About Me
My Name is Jay, Im 28 in South Maryland. Im against all thats trendy not out of spite but to prove anyone can be a leader and not take the easy route and become a follower. Im spiritual but also unbalanced in some ways. I make you laugh anyway I can but I might wanna burn a hole through your eyes too. Im not a pretty boy/preppy/jock/thug/skater/goth or poser...Im alot of things, alot...If im not the guy for you because you want someone as a sugar daddy then take your ass and haul a U because I dont roll that way. I believe in real friends and chemisty. Any questions? please do ask.

Lines
Lines written upon a pagefaded with time and dull from ageThe bindings loose and the pages falling outit's chance of surving I begin to doubtBut a book will always have it's soul withinas fresh as when first written with penThoughts that are shared never dieJust like grass is green and trees don't lieOne man's words are another's toyOne man's dreams are another's joyPoetry should be written in the poets tearson the pages of the book of yearsBound with hope,written in ryhmeand placed upon the shelf of timeStories should stir the mind and the soulrip you apart and then leave you whole. Poem By Tammy C

Surgery Today Went Ok June 22 Was Surgery!
so every1 knows my surgery was today again... They did the one on Thursday that was an *L* skin flap graft... then on Friday he came in to check it out and decided he didnt like the looks of it.. so he went in today for an hour and a half and dibreeded it and cleaned it out.. and then he took the bad parts of the graft that didnt take and pulled them off and took skin from my thigh again and moved it to the back of my thigh and left a few spots open for dressing changes so it will drain and heal so it will drain and heal like it is suppose to do now and I have to stay off it as much as I can so i'm on complete bedrest and i have to lay on my sides and back... Then they have me on oral pain meds 3 times a day.. and IV ones 2 times a day... Then I can take .04 cc's of dalated every hour to an hour and a half due to pain..Then I can have up to 2 vicodines every 4 to 6 hours for pain and I always pop 2 in to relieve it more.. Then before the dressing changes I take the .04 cc's of the dala

The Riddle
There's a saying about a tree falling when no one is aroundif no one is in the forest does it make a sound?Does beauty exist except through the human eye?If your eyes are closed is there the beauty of the sky?I know it's an old riddle but I think I have it solvedYou can't know what love is if you have never lovedYou can't have peace if you know not of warYou can't have reason if there is no mind to tell you what it's forlife exists because we livea human touch to this world we giveOur souls give us poetry, our hearts give us loveOur mind's give us freedom and our eyes the sky above Poem by Tammy C.

Love Your Life And Live Your Love.
You can always stand no matter how many times you fallYou just have to know you'er big when you're told you're smallWe go upWe go downSometimes we floatSometimes we drownIt is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved at allIt's better to have died and stood then to live and be made to crawlDon't let any one knock you downDon't give your life to any one who wears a crownThe gold will rust and the jewels will fadeYour true worth will not be the money you have madeLove your life and live your loveLive beyond, below, here and above Poem by Tammy C.

The Way I Feel Today (doesn't Care If You Care To Read)
I'm back to being old myself again. I hate what I see. When I look in a mirror I want to shatter it with my hand to see if I still bleed. I'm back to not sleeping. All I do is think. The thoughts are not what scares me. It's the fact I'm not afraid to act them out. I don't care if anyone cares. I just feel alone. I'm such a great person. What the hell is wrong? All I see is I love this I love that. Well in my case f*ck love....I'll never have a chance at that. You can say I'm wrong and that I shouldn't give up. I'm going to look you in the eyes and tell you....Yes I should. It's like when someone who is dying and going through pain just says pull the plug. I'm ready to go but in my sense I'm not dying all together just emotionally. Call me what you want. As I said I don't care. I've been alone all 26 yrs of my life might as well make it forever. Life is just pain never any good. How can bad people be happy why someone good is not. Maybe I should change for the worse then I'll get what

[obligation Fulfilled]
Also- I can order bulk amounts of glee gum. I think I will, along with cases of rare soda. I'll sleep in when it rains, and drink bawls when I play vintage games. I'll go to my favorite cash only deli in the middle of nowhere, and I'll write poetry to a sweet girl I know in Denver.I need a job so I can enjoy my damn life.But in the meantime- I sure can make something out of nothin. Man, I could really go for a ham salad sandwich.But lookin through my renewed inventory I've got a lot to look forward to.Taste of the wildmy pestoa ton of dry pasta and beansmy currysa big jug of riceeggs and bacon for carbonaradefinitely good to be me right now...of course there's something to be said about developing a -new- curry with green lentils, spinach and misc.P.S.I kinda have my life back now. Just need the work.

Long, Dark Night A'comin.
You dinna see it do ya? Like rats in the walls.BIG rats. Only NOT rats. And the walls, you see, Are society. We're headed fer a fall my friends. Better learn how to handle that gun. But eventually the bullets will be too expensive to make. And so our blades'll gleam again, in the sun. It'll still be the rule of One. He'll promise ya SUV's, And condoms(latex free) In short, society, Industrializationized, sensible, tax(and conscience)-free.. But it's lies, An economy based on dead byproducts. Fossilized corpses as lifesblood? There's a grave irony somewhere here. He'll rise from the East, Bearing a crown of Cold. He shall ascend to power, By promising the ways of old. But we shall not let this happen alright? We cannot fail this test. Cull the weak, only the best, To prevent the fall of civilization, the long, dark night.

Broken
she can hear the rain softly beating against the window as she sits on her davenport tears streaming down her cheeks...... her heart so shreaded into pieces that she can barly breath ......her hands trembling as she trys to wipe the tears away .......she can not move for it hurts her so much...... her life gone with just a few words spoken to her..... she wishes to just terminate everything..... she thinks to herself why..... why does it always end up like this?.her mind propelling with so many thoughts that she cant keep up with them she loves him ....he is her soul mate ........her heart and beloved........she waited so long for the chance to be with her sweet lover but her life is in such pandemonium that her hands are bound .......she closes her eyes but she cant stop the tears .......she trys to let out a scream but nothing comes out she lost .......shes lost her heart and soul forever .......her dreams up in flames .......her soul destined to burn in the fiery pits of hell

Runic Vengeance
Wrong ye did, aye, grievous wrong. Thus I claim Vengeance Of the Left Hand Path, Of the Runes writ in Red. Crimson for malice, Vermillion for despite, Scarlet for hatred, Cherry for desire for Blood Vengeance. For wrongs repaid. Blood calls to blood, And blood shall extinguish blood. Vendetta hath called, No remorse. Pain I'll write upon you, Such as you cannot comprehend. Much like you cannot comprehend, Your sins. I call upon Old Ways, And even OLDER Gods, Thus you shall know The burn of Runic Vengeance. The things Outside, We've made a deal. Yoiu'd make a nice snack/slave. And vengeance would/will be/is mine. Gaze upon my face one last time. Know your damnation.

Grandma
GRANDMA... Lulu was a prostitute, but she didn't want her grandma to know. One day, the police raided a whole group of prostitutes at a sex party in a hotel, and Lulu was among them.The police took them outside and had all the prostitutes line up along the driveway when suddenly, Lulu's grandma came by and saw her granddaughter.Grandma asked, "Why are you standing in line here, dear?" Not willing to let her grandmother know the truth, Lulu told her grandmother that the policemen were passing out free oranges and she was just lining up for some. "Why, that's awfully nice of them. I think I'll get some for myself," Grandma said, and she proceeded to the back of the line.A policeman was going down the line asking for information from all of the prostitutes. When he got to Grandma, he was bewildered and exclaimed, "Wow, still going at it at your age? How do you do it?" Grandma replied, "Oh, it's easy, dear. I just take my dentures out, rip the skin back and suck them dry." The p

About My Daughter
I have this little angel. For me she left her wings. She has no idea how much happiness she truly brings. She brightens up my days with her smiles and her laughs. She helps me to remember all the blessings that I have. Her face, it is so perfect, she's sweet and soft and pure. Sometimes she can be willful and sometimes she is demure. She tries her very hardest to please and do what's right. She gives the greatest hugs from morning until night. Every person that has known her sees this light within her soul I know that in this whole great world, she has a special role. She's helpful and considerate to everyone she knows This light in her shines brighter as my angel grows. When she sees someone is sad, it opens up her heart. She wants to do all that she can; she wants to do her part. She'll squeeze away the sorrow and make me forget about my pain. She shows me where the sun is when we're hiding from the rain. I know that God must love me, He showed me with His Gra

Quotes
Makes ya think.............. Famous Quotes Great Orators of the Democrat Party from the past: 'One man with courage makes a majority.' - Andrew Jackson 'The only thing we have to fear is fear itself.' - Franklin D. Roosevelt 'The buck stops here.' - Harry S. Truman 'Ask not what

If You Like Our Band, Help Us Win!
We need your help! If you dig our sound please listen to our track Memories Fade at this link: http://adsupport.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=rockthespace.fan&sproutid=KgCVkDKKCEGmsCK3 If you feel like doing more help yourself. Thanks in advance for any love on this. Peace.

Rack - Risk-aware Consensual Kink
Risk-Aware Consensual Kink (RACK, also Risk-Accepted Consensual Kink) is an acronym used by some of the BDSM community to describe themselves and their philosophies. It specifies that any activity between fully informed consenting adults is acceptable. Philosophy RACK's tenets are best described by a deconstruction of the acronym. Risk-Aware: Both or all partners are well-informed of the risks involved in the proposed activity. Consensual: In light of those risks, both or all partners have, of sound mind, offered preliminary consent to engage in said activity. Kink: Said activity can be classified as alternative sex. The RACK philosophy comes from that elements consensually agreed upon among some large BDSM community as SSC (generally referred to as "safe, sane and consentual" are not inherently safe but rather all elements contains risks and that other BDSM communities may consider some of them as edgeplay. RACK focuses primarily upon awareness and informed consent, rather

Life
I haven't forgotten That I am just one person, That I am but one voice Attempting to stand out From the crowd. I remember That I have fallen Amidst the laughter That surrounds me, and that sometimes It gets too loud. I know That I can't sit here And expect my silence To evoke change Without reason. I can see That I don't know everything, That I can't expect My hand to be held Always. I can feel That time is slipping By me, that it Will be gone if I just Stand still. I have heard That there are a million Other voices that sound Like mine, that want also To be heard. I've been told That it's not enough to Wish for dreams, that I Have to work them Into reality. I know that I don't know All that I think I know. I know I won't see all of The places I wish to go. I know I'm not ready For all that the world demands, You don't have to always hold me, Just let me see your hands. I know That there's a lot That I won't understand, That

Intricacies Of Web Layout
Intricacies of Web Layout In website designing an important but often ignored aspect is the layout of the site. In the muddle of SEO or complex scripts or images or flash, layout is forgotten. But remember if your layout is not appealing or user friendly, users are not going to come back. Here are a few of the very basics of web layout pointers............ User-Friendly A user friendly website is simple and uncomplicated, so keep it that in mind when you begin planning the layout. It's best to avoid complex navigational links with complex scripts or images that are hard to view. Curtail the use of huge images which take long to load, instead use smaller icons. Also avoid too many colors, tables or types of fonts, as this gives the site a cluttered look. Placement If elements are logically placed they connect to form a structure to your design. It is important to group similar elements as this communicates to the viewer the concept and theme of your site. These elements can be color,

End Of The World
Why does the sun go on shining? Why does the sea rush to shore? Don't they know it's the end of the world 'Cause you don't love me any more? Why do the birds go on singing? Why do the stars glow above? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when I lost your love. I wake up in the morning and I wonder Why ev'rything's the same as it was. I can't understand, no I can't understand How life goes on the way it does Why does my heart go on beating? Why do these eyes of mine cry? Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said goodbye Don't they know it's the end of the world? It ended when you said goodbye.

The Wisdom Of Sharing
Stone Soup There are many variations on the story of stone soup, but they all involve a traveler coming into a town beset by famine. The inhabitants try to discourage the traveler from staying, fearing he wants them to give him food. They tell him in no uncertain terms that there’s no food anywhere to be found. The traveler explains that he doesn’t need any food and that, in fact, he was planning to make a soup to share with all of them. The villagers watch suspiciously as he builds a fire and fills a cauldron with water. With great ceremony, he pulls a stone from a bag, dropping the stone into the pot of water. He sniffs the brew extravagantly and exclaims how delicious stone soup is. As the villagers begin to show interest, he mentions how good the soup would be with just a little cabbage in it. A villager brings out a cabbage to share. This episode repeats itself until the soup has cabbage, carrots, onions, and beets—indeed, a substantial soup that feeds everyon

Domestic Violence 101--million Voices Campaign
Domestic violence can happen to anyone of any race, age, sexual orientation, religion or gender. It can happen to couples who are married, living together or who are dating. People in abusive relationships may not even realize the negative effects they are experiencing. Abuse is physical, sexual, emotional, economic or psychological and involves threats of actions that influence another person. National research indicates that one in four women has been physically assaulted or raped by an intimate partner as compared to one in 14 men.1 Some research shows that as many as half of the men who batter partners also abuse their children.2 Six in ten adults report that they personally know someone who has experienced domestic violence.3 One in three teenagers report knowing a friend or peer who has been hit, punched, kicked, choked or physically hurt by their partner.4 Of all respondents with disabilities, 28 percent reported being pushed, slapped, choked or hit by a partner or s

Taste Test For Masked Bandit
This is my favorite suburban bandit. She allows me to feed her every night, and sometimes during the day. She visited when she first had her kits and I hope she brings them with her some night when it is time to show them where the buffet line starts. We look deeply into the eyes of the other, but I cannot wiggle my ears as well as she does.

Walking The Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Walking through life alone. Heart broken and torn. No one left by my side. Yet all I want to do is die, Only all I can do is cry. Feel as if I can not breath. Watching as the wind moves me. I look through anothers eyes, To see what kind of torture lies beyond this, Boulevard of broken dreams. All that is seen are dead trees and grass. A small sign of someone once happy that never last. All due to this thing called rules. That has to have some paper document too. That shows that I am free, Yet this might be a sign, That something is not right. That maybe the man of my dreams is still out there waiting for me. Who can accept me for me. And maybe get me off this....... Boulevard of Broken Dreams by: aimeecbuchanan

National Domestic Violence Hotline
Help is available to callers 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. Hotline advocates are available for victims and anyone calling on their behalf to provide crisis intervention, safety planning, information and referrals to agencies in all 50 states, Puerto Rico and the U.S. Virgin Islands. Assistance is available in English and Spanish with access to more than 170 languages through interpreter services. If you or someone you know is frightened about something in your relationship, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or TTY 1-800-787-3224.

How Many Times Will Life Throw Curve Balls At You?
Everytime you turn the corner life will always be throwing something new at you, whether its good or bad or even unnoticable. Many times I look back on my life and look at the things that have happened in my life and I see mostly bad things. And many times I just think all this has happened and yet I still don't have anything to show for it, and then I begin to think that hey I'm only 20 and I still have many MANY more years and different experiances to live and many opportunities to blow and try to make up for. But then I begin to think if everything has been bad so far, why would the future be any different. One day I may be able to see the beauty of things in life but yet I just don't think I can at the moment.

His Unfailing Love
In the light of his glory. I sat there in church. Thinking about what has been going on in my life. The mistakes I have made. Teh promises I have made. Things I have broken. People I have hurt. I knelt down on my knees. Asked for his working hand in my life. He lifted my heart and my body. Showed me that there is more to live for then what I am fighting for. Went to go get my bible. The Lord showed me a sign. A heart and a cross. He poured out his love on me. In one brief moment I knew, I was forgiven for all that I cause and went through. by: aimeecbuchanan 9/26/07

Hellfiery Rainbows!
IDEA!!!!!!!!!!! As I was chit-chatting w/ YouMeRompHay 18 seconds ago I suddenly had an epiphony! I should get the following tattoo. It will be a gay pirate riding a unicorn leading an army of asploding hellfiery rainbows... all in stick figure-ness!!!!!!!!!! I will draw this one day and I will upload a picture and then I will get it on my body somewhere and it will be amazing. Ok... you may go back to your lives now.

Day 1
I'll be posting one of these a day. Hope they make you laugh. [fml means "fuck my life". No these did NOT happen to me. Day one: "Today, I was talking to my only grandson about how I was going to the dentist to get my teeth fixed and how it was going to cost a lot of money, he replied saying "Who cares, you're going to die soon anyways". FML"

Things U Might Wanna Know About Me
1. whats your name spelt backwards?YTSIRHC2. What did you do last night?TALK TO MY FRIENDS 3. The last thing you downloaded onto your computer?MUSIC4. Have you ever licked a 9 volt battery?yup5. Last time you swam in a pool?yesterday6. What are you wearing?tSHORTS AND TANK7. How many cars have you owned?08. Type of music you dislike most?opera9. Are you registered to vote?NO10. Do you have cable?yeah11. What kind of computer do you use?DESKTOP12. Ever made a prank phone call?yeah13. You like anyone right now?yeah duh14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?HELL YEA I DO I WANT TO DO BOTH15. Furthest place you ever traveled?CANADA AND TEXAS16. Do you have a garden?NO17. What's your favorite comic strip?IDK 18. Do you know all the words to the national anthem?yes19. Shower, morning or night?WHENEVER20. Best movie you've seen in the past month?the hangover21. Favorite pizza toppings?OLIVES AND SASAUGE22. Chips or popcorn?chips23. What cell phone provider do you have?DONT HAVE ONE RIG

Shadow Tears
Today I walk in the shadows. I watch how the people pass me by. Do they see me? Really, do they? Or can they not even see their own nose. So they keep walking and time just seems to fly. And all the dreams I had once held dear, Have wilted away into Shadow Tears. by: aimeecbuchanan

Just Talking
I just don't get love anymore. Im 27 years old and have only been in love once. A lot of people would say Im lucky, and I guess in a way I am. One day I know I will find love again, but Im in no rush to find it. It will have to find me this time. Ive been emotionally beaten and saddened due to my home life but each day I hope and pray that one day love will truly exsist in my heart again.

Me Singing :)
Check it out :) I was messin' around...tryin' to figure out a song to sing for a try out and found out I like this...so yea...:) here goes nothing!! Oh yea...firefox doesn't work...use in IE :) http://www.zshare.net/audio/6173864369d67d18/]GiveMeOneReason.mp3

Soul Of Pain
Look into my eye's. Do you see the pain I hide? All the chaos that thunders inside, Caged like wild horses that wish to fly. To release me from this torture inside, That keeps me on this horried roller coaster ride. I try hard not to let it out for the world to see. Which would cause another natural disaster for me. So I keep this cage locked. Hidden so deep inside that no one can find. Some day though the cage will be full. It will break letting all chaos free, To control and distroy all things in its path or connected to me. So leave me in pain. Don't cause or inflict more for you never know who holds the key to the cage, Locked deep with in my soul of pain. by : aimeecbuchanan 10/17/06

Verified Profile
I made have a verified profile with my contact details and have a few x-tra pics there that ive taken of various outfits I have.http://sex2nite.shagdirect.com/dirtydonna69 you can mail me there if u like its free to register and see my photos. Luv Donna xx

Heart Destroyed By Love
Torn twisted broken in half. Open my heart and watched it get smashed. Tortured and dragged beaten in two. Is this what true love really does to you? Causing pain ripping your sould out. Just to see tears fall like rain. Bring a storm and the rain. Let it cover my tears on my face. Don't let the pain reflect from me. Let me hide it away, Like some caged animal yearning to be free. Let it destroy the walls inside. Let it kill me slow and allow me to die. If this is what love is, Then don't let me allow love in again. Instead shove this sword in my chest. So I can at least heal myself, Or let my self die in Peace and Happiness. So mote it be. by: aimeecbuchanan

Damn People
OK, I know its should go without saying but when the heat index is 105 STAY INSIDE!!! Of course there are plenty of stupid people to keep me busy, but I dont want to be out in the heat either. Getting excited about a little vacation this weekend. There will be plenty of beer involved, and (with finger crossed) a lot of trout in the frying pan. Of course good ole' fashin' hanging out with the guys.

More Dark
WHY??!!!! WHY WOULD A MAN BEAT ON A WOMAN? DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO MAKE US BLEED ?DOES IT MAKE U A BIG MAN? I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND WHY A MAN BEATS ON A WOMAN .NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY I COULD NOT HURT A MAN.UNLESS I USED A WEAPON AND I WOULD NOT . I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND THIS WORLD ANYMORE. GUESS WE SHOULD JUST HATE AND THATS IT .

When I Look Into Your Eyes
To look into your eyes And see the power you hold inside Makes me want you more More than any other time To be with you in heart and soul Will make me lose all control To have the sexual desire Quenched by your fire Gliding on hew Heights Feeling free forever Knowing that I can trust you An be able to lose my self forever With out fear of being hurt But knowing that I am loved When I see the power you hold inside When I look into your eyes. by : AimeeCBuchanan

Job Interview
So I have a job interview tomorrow afternoon. Yay me! It's for an assistant manager position at a shoe store. I am wearing a skirt for the interview. The heat index is supposed to be 110 freaking degrees when I go for my interview. Ugh. So I am not sure if it would be tacky to not wear panty hose. I am wearing closed toed shoes but they are sling backs. Pantyhose are so god awful hot and the a/c is out on my jeep. Advice please!!

Jack Shit
For some time many of us have wondered who is Jack Shit? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, You dont know Jack Shit? Well, thanks to my efforts you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Shit is the only son of Awe Shit who married O Shit, the owners of Knee Deep N Shit Inc. In turn Jack Shit married Noe Shit. The couple had 6 children: Holie Shit, Giva Shit, Fulla Shit, Bull Shit, and the twins Deep Shit and Dip Shit. Deep Shit married Dumb Shit, a high school dropout. After 15 years, Jack and Noe Shit got divorced and she married Ted Sherlock and became Noe Shit Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Shit married Lota Shit and had a rather nervous disposition named Chicken Shit. Fulla Shit n Giva Shit married the Happens brothers n had a double wedding. The newspaper invited everyone to the Shit-Happens wedding. Bull Shit traveled the world and returned home with an italian bride Pisa Shit. So from now on, no one can tell you that you dont know Jack Shit...

Fu Marriage Fam Only
i have so many people asking me to fu marry them and half of them i don't even know so i've set it to family only sorry but i'm happy with the man i have sorry if this upset's you get over it

Just Thinking??
I wonder why no one show me any love when i work my ass off to show every one. it's like I have to be white or something to get people to rate me. I'm a nice guy when you got to know me. but no one really try to get to know because i get no notes or anything. i be left out all life and i'm not going to be left out on this site. one thing i hate about this. is that no one care about anyone if you are not cute are sexy in any way. then i see alot of girl that don't really do anything move up, level i stay the same level? so i guess i have to be a sexy or a white guy. To move up or to be giving any love............ who can race play a part on a site.

I Am Up For Auction Again :) 6/22/09 (done)
I am up for auction and looking for your bids! So break out those fu wallets and give me something to smile about. I have a lot of offers and I am up for increasing them if need be. So if you want a devoted fu slave, click on my pic and bid bid bid!!! Thanks!! Here is the link to my auction page: And don't forget to love up on the host!!! He is up for auction too :) ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™*Salute Junkie*Fu-Ownd By ChevyGrl & SweetDesire@ fubar Please repost for me! Thanks

I Thought This Was An Adult Site!
OK IM SINGLE IM 41 AND IM MY OWN PERSON AND DO WHAT I WANT! TALK TO WHO I WANT,OR NOT.IM SO TIRED OF PEOPLE TALIKING SHIT AND PLAYING FUCKING CHILDISH GAMES JUST CUZ IF I TALK TO YOU OR YOU TALK TO ME THEY HAVE TO COME AND DOWN RATE, NOT THAT I CARE ABOUT THE RATES , I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS, BUT COME ON PEOPLE THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE AN ADULT WEB SITE NOT FUCKIN ROMPERROOM.SO IF UR LITTLE INTERNET "boys" AND YEAH I SAID BOYS, CANT HANDLE IT THEN PLEASE I HAVE ENOUGH SHIT IN MY LIFE TO DEAL WITH URS, ESPICALLY WHEN IM JUST TRYIN TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND START MY LIFE OVER.WHEW. NOW I FEEL BETTER, SORRY NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST, JUST BE FOR FOR REAL PEOPLE I AM:):)

Currently Untitled
If I were to die would you cry? Would you scream and yell and ask why? Would you miss me? Wish you'd kissed me? Would you wish you hadn't dissed me? Would you wish you'd listened to me? Would you wish you'd loved me harder? Would you wish for a life restarter? Or would you simply dismiss me into the abyss of death? Amy S. Graham 6.22.2009 @ 10:30 PM EST

Hi.
Hi. Been a year and a day, it seems like. So...what's going on? I myself have found out I am keeping my old job, moving to a new, bigger office, Kinda sucks that I'm taking one of my co-workers spots, we have't figured that one out, but that's what's happening. Other than that, living life. Who's throwing me a birthday party for the end of June? Oh...I'm taking a vacation finally, I have the entire month of July off. Woot. Where to go? Have fun people!