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Michael Jackson-"billy Jean"
two of my cousins were involved in a shooting. both were shot by policemen who claim that they felt threaten by my cousins. at a baseball game...really? carlos is a marine who just got home from iraq who took his girlfriend along and jose was with his kids.. ugh. i hate this. they're both in critical condition. i hope they get better. i'd ask you if you can pray for them but i don't believe in pray. thanks for reading this though.   (h)
Am I Crazy
ok, so my ex and i split five years ago. we have a wonderful ten y/o daughter. amazingly, we are better friends now than when we were together. but now , here is the quandry...... shangra la is now over and the ex and her man are at an end. now she wants to move in because she has no where else to go. this is going to be for a while. i just went from a no frills bachelor to full house plus two dogs, two cats, and a hampster. WHAT THE FUCK???????????? it will be great to have my daughter here, but what a helluva price tag. someone tell me if i am crazy, stupid, doing the right thing, or a combonation of the three.
This My Letter To Newbies Who Ask - Daily Btw
HOWDY! Welcome to Houston. With this year’s heat wave, hopefully it’s become apparent why I refer it to as Hell. We have an interesting community here with many events going on.  Our town is distinct in the regard that we have several groups that are not only diverse in their audience, but also by their design and affiliations.   DISCLAIMER: I have spent the past decade moving in and around all the different social circles. I attend events in each of them.  It’s through my personal social networking that I have compiled this “list” of the 2009 HOUSTON BDSM SCENE. While I do not mind sharing this information with interested parties, this is the furthest I will take my assistance in your emergence into the community.   From this moment forward, you alone are responsible for your engagement amongst its leaders, members and supporters. Until we are truly acquainted, do not give me as a personal reference – you must earn your respect completely on y
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Is It The Same
OK EVERY ONE  YOU TEL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEAS BE HONEST AND DETAIL ABOUT YOUR ANSERS.. do you beave that it is the same thing to be engaded or morried on fubar as it is  in realy life... does a fu relashipon mean the same to you  as one in rela life .... tell me what you thing and why .... this should be a good blog  should get alot of diffrent openins wouldloe to know what you all think
id like to paint the perfect picture of my dreams a brush stroke from reality though i know that nothing's ever truly as it seems                                and the seems are splitting wide in my mind in my heart in my spine feels like its tearing me apart but each line a work of art to behold and i cant hold it in no more   id like to finaly find myself before theres nothing left of me and i was kind of hoping you might help cant do this all alone not by my self bean trying for years aint getting no where but the brush is my own so ill paint the perfect picture of my dreams
Does A Car Say Something About The Person That Drives It?
I just bought a new car...I'm not going to tell you what I bought yesterday, but I'm curious... What kind of car do you think I should be driving?
To All The Girls I Loved Before...
I want to thank all the woman that I have come to know and love on Fubar... You are my pack, my loved ones... There is something to be said about a bunch of woman who will do anything for each other and stick together.. I love you all! Note; Seamus is included in the group.. don't ask how but he is.... Thank you for all your help going for spotlight and leveling me.. Note most of you don't know that I have a "do" list and your names are all on it.. Wicked ps: if you would like ot be added to said list just comment below.... woman only need to apply 
No Time
theres no time                 to argue about the stupid things that people do they all seem just a little to consumed with them selves to stop and think bout you a minuet i know it seems like ive got so much time on my hands but never enough to follow through with any of my plans but ill always try to make time for you but some times baby your just ganna have to make do   well the world can be so hard some times  i know that your not the type to get disheartend by it  and though we both know we've grown so far apart swing though your town babe you just jump in the car                    and then we're out   there's no time to complane i bolck'm out they all sound like wispers in the rain like looking out the window of a plane look at the world and hope that i make it back home to you some day
Mean Old Bytch!
New agers and mystics call it "Karma," ole time religion calls it the "Law Of Sowing And Reaping". I call it a mean ole bitch who is beyond my understanding. Karma is suppose to equal all the inequities, right the wrongs, repay all deeds whether good or evil, give back a harvest of what was sown. And what I'd like to know is how come all those evil people who sow such injustice and pain seem to reap better things than the ones they've heaped their evil on. I just don't get it. I can't think of reasons why things that happen to me and others I know that simply cannot be direct result of something bad we've done to others. I don't really know if there are other lives but sometimes I think, in view of the way things go in this one, if I did have other lives I must have been a real bitch to somebody!!! Anyway, we just keep on living til we die. I do remember two instances when someone made my life miserable, within less than six months their first born child died a horrible death. Did such
Come Bid On Me
I am currently in an auction and need your help. My #2 Family is holding a Poker Run Auction. Bids start at 500K and the auction runs from June 25th thru July 2nd. Come show me some mad love. Any questions SB me.   Thanks, Babyblues
Its About To Start
its offical... i leave tommorrow night  for Tenn...ill be getting there bright and early on sunday so if you see me online send messages not shoutboxs because i cant type in the shoutbox messages will be easier because ill only be in Tn for about 4 to 5 days then ill be out on the road for  a few weeks and will only beable to hop on  my dsi  if it allows me to get access where ever im at... but other than that wish me luck.. ill miss you all... but makeing money is just a little more important at the moment hahaha.... love ya'll (h)
Mc Shan
  MC SHAN is always spinning the tunez but can you handle him at TBR?!?!?!
Here Is The Truth...
When Farrah Fawcett got to heaven God granted her one wish. She wished for all children to be safe, so god killed Michael Jackson.
Ok Dont Get Offended........
Ok.....I know I'm Not The Biggest Micheal Jackson Fan in the world...but I do respect the fact that he's spent his whole life entertaining people around the world and made some of the greatest music of our life time... This man was an international super star and his death is a shock to everyone...If you really hate the fact that he's everywhere on TV and the Internet......I'd like you to take one moment and think....... once again this man has made music and entertained the world since he was 11 and continued doing so until his shocking death...He was loved all over the everyone boy girl young and old........ Please respect the fact that this man we a great entertainer and a true icon of our time
My Confession....
I confess i find more extacy in passon than in prayer. Such Passion is Prayer. I confess. I confess i pray still to feel the touch of my lovers lips..His hands upon me...His arms enfold me. Such surrender has been mine. I confess that i hunger still to be filled and melt into the dream of us beyond this troubled place. to where we are not even know that always...always this is mine.If this hadnot been mine if i had lived another way a child to a husbands whim..My soul harden from lack of love and lack of touch. I confess such endless days and nights would be far greater punishment than you could ever met at... You all of you..who hunger for what i give but cannot bare to see such power in a woman. You call gods greatest gift...ourselfs..our yearning, our need to love you call it filth and sin and herrasy.. I repent that there was no other way open to me..i do not repent my life.
The Unfaithful
Slowly undress baby, because today I want to wake up with you. Don’t let the neighbors my wife or your husband gets suspicious. You and I sleeping with the enemy, they are two people we have never loved. You and I involved in the sudden urge, we are truly masochists by not wanting to return to our nests. Now slowly take off your clothes babe and love me, let this secret remain in the hotel room.  I assure you that those fools are not going to understand that the reason for us being unfaithful is because of our great love. So with Cunning, slowly, just love me. If we stay longer and the night overtakes us, I will make up an excuse and know she will believe me. And you can also tell a little lie to that idiot. May the Lord in heaven forgive us if we are committing a crime, but you know that Adam and Eve sinned by temptations and you and I are no different. We are so naughty and it feels so good. Lower your voice Dont make noise Keep it on the low How come something fe
Just My Feelin
well its finally happenin we are leavin havin all kind of feelin im fellin happy excited nervous sad ...i was born and raise in cailpornia and im finally leavin wooot... im happy to be leavin bc i hate this state its to high to live here and  the laws  are just  dumb.. im sad bc  im leave the one person who is my bestfriend and good friend and like my mom to me... im excited and nervous bc im meetin my boyfriend..he is  such a awesome guy he is a sweetheart and he is  full of love and im so happy inlove with him he is such a wouderful person and i cant wait to see him.. so i guess my feelin  are normal.. this is  goin to be a freash start and new life and new state and i couldnt be happyer to  start..i know im a dork and im not  try to be love slappy  here  just my feelin and to let yall  know im leavein lol thanks for readin   peace out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smooooochesssssss
Micheal Jackson
ok for all of you that are mourning Micheal Jackson you are supporting Child Molestation i dont care if he was the best Pop Singer ever he was nothing more than a Child Molester why he never went to jail is because he had the money to pay them off and no they did not lie just so they could get his money he raped those kids why would there only be two cases if people were out to get his money huh i am sick of people saying RIP King of Pop and uploading pics in memory of him just call him what he is.......A Gay Child Molesting Peice of crap.
“I dreamed of you last night” He said..... He caused such visions in my head Was it a rendezvous on the beach or a torrid tango on satin sheets? Did we dance in silver moonlight? Was it a quickie or did it last all night? Did we couple in golden candle glow? What did we do in that dream? I just had to know Did he take me like a lion across his big cherry desk? Did he unbutton my silk blouse or tear off my red dress? Did my lacey confections soon surrender to his hands did I make him more than happy to be a strong, virile man? Did he slip off sheer stockings and kiss each painted toe? What was his erotic dream? I was dying to know Did he kiss me so deep it made me breathless and hot? Did he rip off my panties Did the earth shake or not? Did we indulge our fantasies? from the a's to the z's Did we finally do it ALL? Were my legs wrapped around him as he pushed me against the wall? Did he burn me alive until I gave him all I’ve got? All he told me was “I dreamed o
Life Sucks
Got laid off of work.  Im all alone and dont know what to do. I wish that things would be easyer than this.
"life Was A Lot Simpler When"!
Life was a lot simpler when what we honored was father and mother rather than all major credit cards.
She Needs It, Damn Whore
wicked is close to hitting fu-king go rate something bling her   or just piss on her page, she likes that too but not in her closet, me and witty are naked in there getting high
This desireSets ever fiber of my soul on fireThis wantingEven in my dreams is so hauntingThis needTakes presedence over the air I breatheThis joyDeath itself couldn't even destroyThis passionHas taken control in grand fashionThis inspirationHails unto me like a beaconThis museI have been blessed with, is you
Buddy's Garage
oh low and behold once again i find myself with no place to go buddy's garage gosta get my own crib, yo gatta find a job guess thats how its alway bean bounce round from town to town, never had no real friends well ive grown so great at good bye never learned hollo, cant remember how to smile never ask noth'n from no one thats just what you'll get ive got nothing to show for a life time of lonlyness sadness, sarrow and dispair, apples from ornges no noth'n compares to a moment of your love prey to the lord above but i'll never get kida back no sence in chase'n the past oh oh here we go feels like some one just stirred the fish bowl and ill watch as the whole world spins round could fight that current, no probly just drown oh ive bean over them falls a thousand
Good Morning
i would like to take a moment to express my extreme graditude to all ya out ther that has given me their love and support . again thank ya. as hart as it seems the economy has taken a devastating blow to our social servesis we need to be ever mindful if some needs helpand the is no answere it may be too late for that person please dont let that happen itis terrible even one person to notget the assistancethey need donate what ever ya can even ya time to help iask ya today to continue to donate inmy sons memory or do it in memory of ya loved ones but the point is  just do it love ya all benjamin
I'm choosing one hell over another right now. the hell of movin back in with my family, restrictions ranging from eating dinner with them every single night to not dating for at least a year. i will become a prisoner to my own mind. that hell is nothing compared to the pain i feel sitting next to someone i love who can't even hold me when i cry because i have caused him too much pain and cost him too much of himself. i hurt the one person i tried my damnedest not to. i said i never wanted to be the one that caused him misery and i failed in that aspect. he says its for the best, and he probably is right. i don't care about right or wrong at the moment. all i feel is dead inside. my heart is shattered, like humpty dumpty on the fucking wall, it will never be put back together again. he scared me like someone else last year, with all the right words and the ease of which i let myself trust him. i knew it was going to happen this way. i ruin everything. i can't take care of myself on a
I Am Who I Am
no matter how much love i have to give no matter how golden my heart may never seems to be enough to find true love or have true love find me.maybe i'm to old fashioned and i don't do things the way people do today or tr stupid or lame pick up lines.i'd wrather stay who i am than to change for love.sorry thats just me..maybe women want baddass's i am not one....nore will i ever be......sorry i am who i am nothing more or nothing less   Rodnet Aka Rgino
The Pit Lounge
Harvey The Hypocrite
Steve Harvey[Comedian, Writer, Radio Show host, Actor] Okay this blog came about cause a friend on here Lord Spinoza asked me did I hear what Steve Harvey said on the Tyra Banks show regarding atheist, so me hating to know stuff went right to google, and searched the following “steve Harvey, tyra banks show, atheist” and the clip came upThey were talking about the best ways to make a relationship work and the following was said Word for word he saidSteve Harvey, on Tyra Banks show,[Talk show Host, Actress, Model]“your sitting here talking to a dude who tells you hes an atheist, you need to pack it up and go home, talking to a person who doesn’t believe in god, where’s his moral barometer, its no where” What a moronic thing to spew from the mouth of some one whom I thought was an intellectual, Sorry to tell you faith does not determine our morals, life does, it doesn&rs
dear kunt that is my name for you diary i dont give a fuck about spelling grammer or michael jackson   i have snorted enough speed in the last two days to kill a small horse it looks like a fairy tale outside today like hanzel and gretal or something i want anna to call me and be nice or i am going to fuck sone slut the first one i see   i am so dehydrated how the fuck do you spell that maybe i am dead like darth jackson elvis i want to fuck and drink and fight and fuck and destroy so i dont feel anything ever again unless anna calls and is nice to me
I Have About Had It
lately there has been alot of what i call bs going on . i'm about to just shut down my fu page and not come back. if i do come back i will only add how i trust. are i might make my page were only friends can see. i hate to say this but if it keeps up i will start taking people off my page. sorry but i'm tired of it
Need A Battery
The man definitely was a bit on the freakish side, but from someone who studied dance for years, the choreography in his videos was legendary. And just for the record, it's not as easy as it looks to make the moonwalk look natural! LOL One of my favorite vids as far as dancing goes.
I Prefer A Worm In My Tequila!
Please, I really need your help.   I   need a book 'Horror A Thematic History in Fiction and Film' or a copy of it. It is too expensive to me to buy it by Amazon and send it to Poland. Please, if you have that book, please, let me know.   THANK YOU ;*
Rate Me Aand My Pic
hey yall add me as a friend and rate my pic please rated me to
I Do Whatever...
I love men, you are God’s greatest gift to women with your broad shoulders to catch our tears with your masculine planes that mold so perfectly with our feminine curves men, you are marvelous creatures friends, lovers, advisors, protectors, clowns your logical rationality perfectly balancing my often emotional femininity I love men, especially those close to my heart!!
What Is Real Love?
  We've heard songs about it, seen it in the movies, heard it talked about on Oprah by relationship experts, and read about it in thousands of self help books. But, what is unconditional love? We all want to feel loved. We think about it, hope for it, fantasize about it, go to great lengths to achieve it, and feel that our lives are incomplete without it. The lack of unconditional love is the cause of most of our anger and confusion. It is no exaggeration to say that our emotional need for unconditional love is just as great as our physical need for air and food. It is especially unfortunate, then, that most of us have no idea what unconditional love really is, and we prove our ignorance with our horrifying divorce rate, the incidence of alcohol and drug addiction in our country, the violence in our schools, and our overflowing jails. Our misconceptions of unconditional love began in early childhood, where we saw that when we did all the right things—when we were clean, quiet,
"tainted Love"-marilyn Manson
Who Did I Just Add As A Friend
I just added someone as friend by acepting their request. Who asked for one on todays date ? I can't figure it out. I wanna know. Get back if it was you ?
to every1 who has issuse with nakedness dont fuckin look. dont ask to see, just grow the fuck up
Why is it people only talk when you say you are leaving? I mean if they really wanted you here they would talk to you regularly! All I have to say for now!
Erotic Ebook Published
I have had nothing but rave reviews about my new ebook ... suggestion, read it along with your lover for wild experience   I have received comments that couples sex lives have been fully revived in one night after reading my very detailed stories.   Ask me for the link and then get ready to drop your zipper
"i have absoloutly no pleasure in the stimulants in which i sometimes so madly has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that i have periled life and reputation and has been the desparate attempt to escape from torturing memories,from a sense of unsupportable lonliness,and a dread of some impending doom"   edgar allen poe-1809-1849
My Clone
Found in Supe's album:       I thought she kinda looked like me
The Folded Napkin
A Truckers Story If this doesn't light your fire ... your wood is wet! I try not to be biased, but I had my doubts about hiring Stevie. His placement counselor assured me that he would be a good, reliable busboy. But I had never had a mentally handicapped employee and wasn't sure I wanted one. I wasn't sure how my customers would react to Stevie. He was short, a little dumpy with the smooth facial features and thick-tongued speech of Downs Syndrome. I wasn't worried about most of my trucker customers because truckers don't generally care who buses tables as long as the meatloaf platter is good and the pies are homemade. The four-wheeler drivers were the ones who concerned me; the mouthy college kids traveling to school; the yuppie snobs who secretly polish their silverware with their napkins for fear of catching some dreaded 'truck stop germ'; the pairs of white-shirted business men on expense accounts who think every truck stop waitress wants to be flirted with.
Funeral Weather
As with many funerals, it was a cloudy, rainy day. The deceased was a little old lady who had devoted her entire married life to fussing at her poor husband. When the graveside service had no more than terminated, there was a tremendous burst of thunder accompanied by a distant lightning bolt. The little ol man looked at the pastor and calmly said, "Well, she's there." 
Auto's 4 Sale
i got (100) autos 11 for sale u want them price me ill get back to u and will talk then ill rate the profile u want
Final Comments , Next Auction
Z Lounge
This is my 1st blog n I'm fairly new to fubar, anyway... if ur a person lookin for a kick a*s time, cool people(as in staff n members), awesome tunes, good lookin men n women, AND FU'S FINEST N HOTTEST CAM GIRLS - go to the "Z Lounge", u won't b disappointed
I'm at the airport..I should have been half way to Ohio..but NOOOOOOO. I'm delayed until 8:50. They said at the desk that it was because of the crew. Not weather related. =/ Somehow that doesn't make me feel any better. That's all I need..a sleepy crew on a plane.   Anyway, instead of being in Missouri at about 10am...I won't be there until around 3:30. Blah. What a day. I could have slept a few hours. Do airports have places to charge laptops? lol.
Looking For Pink Members
Bit of an unusual request, but if you have Pink anywhere in your screen name, I would be more than happy to have you as a friend on here. Thank you and always think pink!
The One Problem I Want To Have
we are all seeking that special person who is right for us. but if you've been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there is no right person, just different flavors of wrong. why is this? because you yourself are wrong in some way and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. but it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. it isn't until you finally run up against your deepest demons-your unsolvable problems-the ones that make you truly who you are-that you're ready to find a lifelong mate. only then do you finally know what you are looking for. you are looking for the wrong person. but not just any wrong person: the right wrong person-someone you lovingly gaze upon and think "this is one problem I want to have." -andrew boyd
If Michael Jackson Was Guilty Of Anything....
If Michael Jackson was guilty of anything, it was regression. The denied childhood, and twisted events in his upbringing lead to him being a good hearted boy in a mans body. When he had children over, it wasn't malicious. The thoughts in our head and the media manipulation put that hat on him. And his childlike disposition left him little room for self defense. His last years as a result were hell, and they took him out. I do not find Michael Jackson guilty of the rotten things that go on in societies head. And I now can say he is at peace.
You gave me this Made me give Your silver grin still sticking it in You have some machine soul machine Soul of Machine The longest kiss Feeling furniture days Drift madly to you Pollute my heart, Drain You have stolen me broken me stolen me broken me All your mental armor drags me down nothing hurts like your mouth Your loaded smiles and pretty just deserts Wish it all for you So much it never hurts You have soul machine Stolen me all your mental armor drags me down We can't breathe when we come around All your mental armor drags me down nothing hurts like your mouth We'd been missing long before never found our way home We'd been missing long before we will found our way You gave me this made give you have soul machine broken free all your mental armor drags me down we can't breathe when we come around all your mental armor drags me down nothing hurts like your mouth all your mental armor and your mouth...
I Want To Have Friendship First And Then Maybe More.
I  am  seeking   friends,   and  then  later  on  Maybe  something  more.   I  am  looking  for  people  who  like  to   have  fun.   I  would  like  to  be  friends  with  Gals  and  Guys.   Later  on  I  would  like  to   have  a  relationship   with  a  Guy.  Feel  free  to  contact  me . Gayle
'stoned Wallabies Make Crop Circles'
"Australian wallabies are eating opium poppies and creating crop circles as they hop around "as high as a kite", a government official has said. Lara Giddings, the attorney general for the island state of Tasmania, said the kangaroo-like marsupials were getting into poppy fields grown for medicine. " Source : BBC online
My Mask
  Took this quiz on another site and found it so fairly accurate decided to share it's results on here. Charlotte completed the quiz "What kind of mask do you wear?" with the result Strength . Your mask is strength. You try hard to fend for yourself. You do not let others do things for you. You often need to be in control of a situation, even if you can't handle it alone. You are always putting on a front, even if you don't feel strong at all. You don't let others see you when you're vulnerable, because you barely let your self be. Despite your flaws of always trying to act strong, you are a strong person, with strong character that can do anything you put your mind to. A lot of the times you really don't need anyone, and are perfectly capable on your own. However, there are times you find yourself wanting to let someone in but are not really sure how to..
A Statement Of Me
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a BITCH. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a BITCH. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a BITCH. Being a BITCH means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.   When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a BITCH. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid.  It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am ! and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined.  I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that!  So try to stomp on me, try to defuse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a BITCH, so be it.  I embrace the title and am proud to
We start off in a small bar having a couple of drinks and we are totally being obvious about our flirting. I have a nice pair of jeans on with a black sports jacket on and you have a short black dress on that shows off your nice ass and it's low-cut to show off your cleavage. You are teasing me by backing up into my lap and rubbing your ass against my cock. You take my hand and slide it up underneath the backside of your skirt and I feel you have a tiny thong on that feels lacy and feels like it has little tassels hanging off of it. You excuse yourself to go to the bathroom and while your gone this hot guy comes up to me and starts talking to me telling me how good you look especially how you're flirting with me. He says its totally obvious what your doing and he says its the hottest thing he has seen in along while. You come back and ask me who my new friend is and I introduce him to you. We can all tell that there is a major attraction going on between all of us. He suggests that we
im readyto fu 
Not Your Baby
you have lost your ever loving mind if you think i'm your baby.  if you think a few words and a term of endearment is all it takes to win my heart you are f*&*^ng insane.  don't call me baby unless you are ready to prove it. and cheap talk via the internet is probably NOT the best way to do so.  you say you miss me that all you want is me that you can't live without me then i say PROVE IT. and if you already have well then you know who you are.
Another Fantasy ;) (very Nsfw)
“A Night Out”     The night starts out with me picking you up for dinner. On the way to the restaurant, you are being really flirtatious and telling me naughty little things but nothing to crazy yet. We get to the place and we are seated in the back across from each other. The table is fairly small and the diner is dimly lit. As we are ordering, I feel your foot slide in between my legs and I can barely get out my order to the waitress. While we are waiting for our food, you step up the playing and start telling me what you are going to do to me later. The conversation gets heated and I order our dessert to go because, when I wasn't looking, you slid your tiny panties off and dropped them in my lap as you excused yourself to go to the bathroom. As you walked off, you flipped up your skirt just enough for me to peek at your nice round ass. Soon as you get back, the check is paid and we get out of there. Soon as we reach the car, I push you up against your door and rub my
Darth Jackson Elvis
so mike jackson is dead right on  you know he was married to elvis' daughter and he fucked the kid from home alone   i want to start a new band and call it the jackson four
I'm Never Enough
i tried. i tried to keep myself under control. i tried to keep myself together enough. i'm never enough. ghost broke up with me tonight. i'm stuck out in the middle of nowhere in illinois with an exboyfriend that i'm completely in love with and no idea how to get home if i can even go home. i'll never be enough for anyone. never sane enough. never self sufficient enough. i'm dead already. my body just doesn't know it yet.
Let Mj Rest In Peace.
Now that Micheal Jackson is dead, people have been villanize him more than ever. Here is my take on things:   Child molester or not, he was truly sick and could not be held accountable. He should have had some serious therapy long ago.Truth is, I don't want to believe that he molested any children. However, i could believe it if he truly did and I was presented with evidence. But I think his situation was different than most, and he would have been better suited for psychiatric treatment than prison. Of course, if he had gotten the help he needed before all that happened, it might not have happened at all.I think one reason I don't want to believe it is because I find it sick for parents of the children to go after or even take his money. Greed knows no bounds, I guess and everyone has a price. But were I a parent in that situation, no amount of money would satisfy my vengeance (yes, I think he was sick and needed help more than prison, but if it happened to my child, I would probabl
Care Packages
Afer being there and experiencing it myself, I have been getting an over whelming response to sending care packages to Iraq... here is a link for anyone to be able to send them so people don't have to send me stuff or ask for address from me. There is no guarentee where the package will end up in Iraq but someone that needs one will get one. So here is the link guys... It gives you all the info you need to send stuff to them... and thanks for the support.
Just A Fantasy.. (very Nsfw)
We start off in a small bar having a couple of drinks and we are totally being obvious about our flirting. I have a nice pair of jeans on with a black sports jacket on and you have a short black dress on that shows off your nice ass and it's low-cut to show off your cleavage. You are teasing me by backing up into my lap and rubbing your ass against my cock. You take my hand and slide it up underneath the backside of your skirt and I feel you have a tiny thong on that feels lacy and feels like it has little tassels hanging off of it. You excuse yourself to go to the bathroom and while your gone this hot guy comes up to me and starts talking to me telling me how good you look especially how you're flirting with me. He says its totally obvious what your doing and he says its the hottest thing he has seen in a long while. You come back and ask me who my new friend is and I introduce him to you. We can all tell that there is a major attraction going on between all of us. He suggests that we
A Girl
A girl phoned me the other day and said ... Come on over, there's nobody home. I went over. Nobody was home. 
One of my favorite lines is from Tombstone when Doc says my hypocrisy only goes so far tossing his badge at the feet of Wyatt Earp. Why are we such hypocrites? Why can we know a thing is right and tell anyone who will listen that they would be better off if they just did it this way when we as advice givers are unwilling to do it ourselves? How many times have you held a girlfriend and told her she would be better off without him in her life, yet you are were unwilling to leave your own wounded relationship? How many times have you told your buddy you wouldn't put up with such a controlling bitch only to go home and suck up to your own woman? Is it some sort of warped nirvana?  Are we settling?  Do we think we're so invincible that we can survive the very same situations we tell others to run from? I don't understand our twisted thought processes. I choose to make a conscious effort to shed my hypocrisy, and I am finding it an extremely difficult thing to do.  I feel better for
She- A Work In Progress
photos captured in her mindreflect a world fragmented filtered through her soul, reconstructed,surgically incised, revealing her heartbeating, raw and bruisedawaiting the critique of her peersnot knowing of her chaotic journeydamning her for the stark lighting,crying commercial and bland the antics of her mistaken visual artilleryand yet..watercolors trickle off her sketchbooktainting her fingertips in epicspainting the sand stories she's yet to tell the oxford dictionary can't even contain her definitionmarathoning talents; eagerly assaulting conventions she dances only for her phantoms.her fear, her sourceembracing it, esoteric borrowing doubts in lieu of dreams interest rates at an all time lowfavoring a high yield for the risk taker,she, unrelenting…backs downand yet...watercolors trickle off her cheekbonestainting her lips in imperfectionskissing the zealots stories she's yet to livebeauty is capricious -and her's, rooted in bewilderment searching out contrasts, she crafts vibrati
Girl change into that Victoria Secret thing that i like alright, ok, tonight you're having me your way parfume, spray it there put our love in the air now put me right next to you gonna raise the temp in the room first rum my back, like you do right there(uh huh)right there you touch me like you care now stop, and let me repay you for the weak that you've been through working that nine to five and staying cute like you do, (oh,oh,oh,oh) i love it(i love it), you love it(you love it) everytime(everytime)we touching(we touchin) i want it(i want it) you want it(you want it) i'll see you(see you) in the morning(morning) wanna put my fingers through your hair wrap me up in your leg and love you,still your eyes roll back i'm tryna put you to bed(bed bed) i'ma put you to bed(bed bed) then i'ma rock your body turn you over, love is war, i'm your soilder touching you,like it's my first time i'm tryna put you to bed(bed, bed) i'ma put you to bed(bed, bed) i'm staring at you, while you sleep
I think it's FuCrap to rate people a 10 when they are obviously not a 10....Anyone agree?  I just can't bring myself to rate 10's to everyone...
Questions 6-25-09
Ok, people...   Ask me ANYTHING!!   Promise I will answer honestly if it's a question about my life or opinion. Factually if I know the answer. Or I will fabricate such a beautiful art of deceptive bullshit you will believe it's the truth.
Michael Jackson "king Of Pop" Dies At 50
Micheal Jackson.
Today everyone lost a great man Micheal Jackson.  Alot of people thought he was a child perve and dug into anything and everything he did to prove that he was nothin but trouble it was to the point that he could not even hide no where it was never realy proved that he did anything with those kids yrs ago, and the 1 kid that took the witness stand againgst him the parents only wanted money and they proved the kid was lieing too. Micheal had to grow up fast because his father wanted him to be a star but also to make money for them also half of the time the kids didn't want to act and or sing that is all proved in the 6 hour documentry about him and the whole family.  Micheal died today at 50 and the bad thing is most of the time the poor guy was going threw hell because the media and people in general would not leave him alone always after him for something a typical person would of tried to killed them selves yrs ago and or tried to disapear if they could for all that poor man and hi
Drag Racing
watch pinks allout on the speed channel
Face Book My Home Page
come find me in facebook e mail me any one is interested just e mail me
What Do You Got !
..all things are lawful for me, but I will not be mastered by anything! 1 Corinthians 6:12 I have done just about everything and have been clean and sober for nine years. What are you a slave to or are you free?
We Are Not Forever
If you luv your SOMEONE so hard to the core and you know this and they love you so hard back to YOUR core and you BOTH know this, You better love EACHOTHER as hard as you possibly can - We dont last forever and tomorrow DOES come~~~
why does cancer tae away the people you love or start to eally get to know in life it feels like a knife in my heart and gut and it rips out my soul.
An American Creed
I believe,In a cause greater than myself. I will stand watch for my country while it sleeps. I believe in honor, in duty, and country. I believe, one person can make a difference. I, can make a difference. I am brave, I am strong, because I am an Amercian soldier. I will never forget those who have fallen. I will celebrate their lives, and honor their sacrifice. The brave die never, though they sleep in dust. Their courage nerves a thousand living men. I will bear any burden, endure any harship. I will always be there to back my brothers play, no matter what the price. I will never forget that I am an American fighting for freedom. I stand ready to deploy, engage and destroy the enemies of the United States of America in close combat. I will proclaim with a loud voice, I  WILL NOT go quitely into the night.  I WILL stand, I WILL sacrifice for on reason, I believe.
My Pop
My Pop is my grandfather.  HE has lived a long a fruitful life.  he grew up in hard times during the Great Depression.  He could always make me laugh at the things he did as a child of that era.  He would talk about how hard the times where, how he would help feed the family by hunting with his brothers.  He would talk about how if he missed his shot and wasted a bullet he would get a spanking cause the money for ammo wasnt there, and back then you had to make every shot count.  He fought i World War 2 in the Philipines, a Sergent in the Army Infantry. he fought on the front lines, and defended his country like most of the American men of that era.  Returning home and soon after meeting and marrying my grand mother.  He Worked his whole life.  Some of the Jobs i knew he held,  Sheriff deputy, Oil Refinery worker, Mechanic, Used car salesman, Verterains rep at the unemployment office, ASVAB administrator, Security guard.  He had a lot of hard times in his life.  He was on top of an oil
Can't Explain It......
So as most who know me well off of this site and in real life can attest to the fact that I am not very religious. I am a more spiritual person and don't really identify with one religion more than another. I have a general problem with the hate and hypocrisy of organized religion for the most part. Anywhoooo one of my best friends or as I call her super Christian lol always sends me the most beautiful things and always sends me this song called east to west. I can’t explain it but I really love this song. I think it speaks about feeling the strength you feel from the support and non judgment from someone who you value in your life. For some it may be Jesus, Allah, Uncle Joe or mom and dad. IT makes me feel hopeful and I think it spreads a nice message not to give up on yourself and the hard things life deals out to you every day.   I just felt like ranting about it......I’m done    Here's a link if you want to see the song on youtube...
Fubar Can Fuck Itself
with not posting my stash right and giving me the option to fix it you fucking cocksnots!! later days.
My Promises
To My Future Wife (I don't know her, but God does)   I can never say I'll love you forever, because we are not promisedtomorrow.I can however promise that as long as I have breath within me I will loveyou.I can't promise you the finest things, but you will never lack.I can't promise that we won't argue, but I will be the first to say I amsorry.I can't promise I won't make mistakes, but I can promise to make thingsright.I can't promise you'll never cry, but I can promise I'll always hold youand wipe away the tears.I can't promise you that you won't worry, but I can promise you that I'llhelp you find peace.I can't promise you that you won't hurt, but I can promise you that I'llcarry you.I can't promise you that you won't get sick, but I can promise that I'lltake care of you.I can't promise you that you'll have everyday happy, but I can promise thatI'll help you remember the good days.I can't promise you that you'll always be young, but I can promise you thatyou'll always be my bride.I
Thank You Friends
Just wanted to give thanks to all my friends.. You all have really pushed me threw some bad times in my life.. This week has been great... Thank you for all the love...
Damn Silly Putty
So my daughter decided to sit on her silly putty on the about being mad, I had silly putty on her shorts and the couch seat, all in the 80 degree frontroom. So I figured put ice on it...hahahahha nope, next I got my GOO GONE cleaner, it worked on her pants like a charm, i soaked then in a bowl for about 5 min and it came off with little elbow grease. The couch, however, was differant.  The threading on the couch is much more coarse and the goo gone didn't work.  I googled "getting silly putty out of furniture" and someone had suggested vodka.  Yet another use for a wonderful drink!!!!!!!!  I took the cover off my cushion and soaked it in vodka for 5 min.  With alittle bit of elbow grease it came out. So for all you parents out there that have kids that love silly putty and they love to get it stuck on fabric, instead of drinking the worries away pour it on the putty!!!! hehehehe
Where I've Been
Was on vacation for a few days. Now I'm back, and my computer thinks it's on vacation, but needs fixing, truth to tell. So be it. As things are, this computer hangs when I'm on too long, now. Yep, needs fixing. My prolonged (that is, several-day) absence has cost me several fubar-friends. Hope it's no one I knew. ;) Back soonish.
Day Two
day two of the new medication. the pain in my chest from the constant anxiety has been replaced by the usual hole. the one that feels like there is no one there that will be here, no one to understand. that no matter what i do, i will be alone. i try to fill it by asking someone to be close to me, in the same room at the least. to not worry about whether or not i'm sleeping, and still it's not enough. my fears of being abandoned are replaced with the fear that it's already happened and my mind is just refusing to accept it. no matter what anyone does, i seem to make them feel like it isn't enough because there are things that i know will help me that will just not be done. sometimes i need someone to hold my hand. you can't do that through the internet no matter how badly you may want to. sometimes i need a hug. sometimes i need to be held. and "/hugs" although appreciated for the sentiment can't fill the void, can't help escape the fear. what do you do when you need someone and the
 I have Manson Tickets!!!!!  April the 24th, Woot woot! O and 11 other bands....
Take This Pain
Take this pain from my life Stab me with a knife let me bleed As long as I need Take my sorrow So I may have a tomorrow I stand here and my heart dies As I listen to all your lies I don't want this pain anymore So cast my blood on the shore Shed my blood If it makes you feel good I don't want this pain Don't make me feel it again I don't want this pain to kill me Just set me free Give me peace So the anger I can release Let my anger be shown Leave me the hell alone I don't want to hurt you Since you haven't a clue Just back away Give me room to say I hate what you put me through  
Pimp Outs
Know anyone that needs ability points spent on them to level? Well send them to me! I'm trading and selling my pimp outs to help them as well as help myself. I have a little something planned, hehe. Thanks friends!
Gastro Bypass Surgery
  I have decided to make a major change in my life, and I am glad my sister, Dontcha is joining me in this adventure. It is going to make major changes in our lives, and we will do it together.  In the last three months we have been going thru all the tests, studies, meetings and Dr. appointments to have the gastric bypass done. We have one more test to do before meeting with the surgeon and scheduling the surgery.  I am very excited about it. Only drawback so far is I have to stop smoking.   I know I havent been online much but now I have a little more Meee time. And I have started visiting my websites a little. Even check my yahoo mail hehehe... Sooo. I will try to keep a post on the sites as well.  Anyone considering this surgery, visit I am a member there also. My screen name is justmeee0609. Update, Thanksgiving Day 2009... I have subscribed to a wonderful site called Melting Mama, I wish some of you would check it out. It is full of all kinds of knowle
Rip Mj And Ff
With what has occured to, June 25th, I was reminded of something that once happened awhile back.  In college, somoene once asked me "What is an artist, really?"  At the time i didnt really have an answer that i thought was good or intelligent enough.Now I think I do.An artist, in the the most basic of terms, is someone that creates.  They maybe be a writer, a painter, a baker, a comedian, a photographer, an inventor, an actor, a musician, etc.  Many people nowadays can make that claim, thanks to Youtube and the mass media of our age.  But a true artist, there is someone that can take their dreams and make them reality. They are  someone that does not create for gain or approval or jsut to be hip or trendy.  They are someone that creates for the sake of creation.  They share the same ambition of God itself, in the fact that they wish to build and mold what they will into something that can be looked or seen or felt, and inspire awe and drive emotion in all that experience it.  They do w
Fu Needs Humor :p
*The Pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The Pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the raceagain and it won again.* *The local paper read: * *_PASTORS ASS OUT FRONT._** The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered thePastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day the local paper headline read:* *_BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTORS ASS_* *This was too much for the Bishop so he ordered the Pastor to get rid ofthe donkey. The Pastor decided to give it to a Nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline thenext day: _ NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN._ The Bishop fainted. He informed the Nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey so shesold it to a farmer for $10.* *The next day the paper read: _NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10._ This was too much for the Bishop so he ordered the Nun to buy back thedonkey and lead it to the plains where it could run wild. The next day the headlines read:**
So I went to BK to eat with my kids and they have a playland! Well how funny do you think it was when I had to climb in this thing to get my kids because they did not want to come down! SOOO EMBARRESSED~ So that's my story for the day!
Rip Michael Jackson
Love him or hate him. He was one hell of a entertainer. 
I Dunno *shrugs*
Hope By Maya Angelou
“Hope is one of the greatest gifts we have been given. It carries no price tag but its value is priceless. We cling to it when the future looks uncertain and praise it when things turn out better than we could have ever imagined. Hope is the foundation on which we build our dreams and aspirations. It has been the cornerstone upon which ordinary people have accomplished extraordinary things.”
Thank You
As some of you know, I'm leaving for deployment soon. I just wanted to say thanks to those of you who have been there and continue to be there. I'll try and pop in from time to time to say hi and put in an update. Thanks again and luv ya's.
Sex between humans and (other) animals.
I never said most of the things I said.  -  Yogi Berra
sough \SAU; SUHF\, intransitive verb:1. To make a soft, low sighing or rustling sound, as the wind. noun:1. A soft, low rustling or sighing sound.
All-america Rose Selections 2009 Winning Rose, Pink Promise, Raises Awareness And Funds For National Breast Cancer Foundation
SAN FRANCISCO, October 2008 – 2009 is a history making year for All-American Rose Selections (AARS, For the first time, an AARS award-winning rose was created to support breast cancer awareness. The 2009 AARS award winning rose, Pink Promise has been selected to represent the National Breast Cancer Foundation, to help extend women's lives through education and early detection. Pink Promise is a hybrid tea rose whose beauty is enhanced by the contrast of its large brilliantly formed pink blossoms set against lush dark green foliage. Along with its stunning appearance, Pink Promise has excellent disease resistance, flourishing in many climates. Pink Promise is a highly fragrant rose which fills any room with a deliciously fruity scent. Pink Promise will officially represent a continual blooming promise of compassion and awareness. “I have always been a lover of roses and Pink Promise symbolizes the beauty and hope that we at the National Breast Cancer Foundation wi
Let Me Pamper You 4 A Month!!
I dunno what to say. Nor do. I have this issue.. Big issue.. I dunno what to do.. so eh. Some people look at me, and say, She's cutie, or hottie, or sexxxy, but really.. I am who I am. I don't care what you say bout me, just don't be rude, and we won't have a problem.
I Like You
"In my life I learned how 2 love, 2 smile, 2 B happy, 2 B strong, 2 work hard, 2 B honest, 2 B faithful, 2 forgive. But I couldn't learn how 2 forget U... Miss U" 7:11 PM 6/4 past is waste paper, present is news paper , future is question paper n life is answer paper. so do good in your answer paper , enjoy life how hard it may seems,though u have thousand reason to cry, show to the world that u have million reason to smile.
If This Is Wrong
If our love is a big mistake!!as long as we are in loveLet’s stay wrong as long as we feel rightWho told you that this love is a mistake??I don’t care about this whole world As long as you are by my sideI don’t care what they want Let’s stay wrongI know what I wantI want to love you more and moreI want to promise youWe will be together for everIf we ever break up, that’s the biggest mistake.It’s written for us, its written long time agoThat we miss each otherThat we love each otherTill this world end, till the missing and feelings of this world end.Who told you that this love is a mistake??!!If our relationship was a mistakeLet’s stay wrong as long as we are feeling rightLet’s stay wrong as long as we love each other.-----------------------------------W.B: FM
Stfu 4 Life
HI... My name is Ashley Nichole. I go by Sexichica88 on this site.   My friends call me sexi or chica.   I am the "Queen" of STFU (Sexi Twisted Females Uncensored) We are a group of women who's sole purpose is to love each other and have each others backs.. We are here not to fight with other groups but to embrace the friendships and love from everyone in our group. However we are not afraid to back each other up and tell you to STFU if you give any of us problems. We are family. We do  whatever it takes to make our members feel welcome. STFU is growing day by day. Our members are made to feel loved and important. They are made to feel like they're not alone which everyone knows is something that they want to feel. We don't claim to be better than anyone else. We don't claim to be anything but ourselves. We accept all and we love having new members.   PinkSugar is my number 2 STFU girl. She is an AMAZING woman who I would say would go above and beyond for anyone. She has a H
He Is Claimed
Michael Jackson, known as the King of Pop, succumbed to a heart condition he apparently kept secret.  He was an entertainer extraordinary for his generation.  His music was unquestionably some of the most creative ever produced.  Though he had problems and demons to deal with, he was still able to give his best when performing.  50 years old is very young but not immune to physical failures.  His legacy is his music which will resonate through the ages.  R.I.P. Michael.
Now before you get all worried, I'm not leaving Fubar. I'm just getting in the shower and then going to bed. I have to be up at 4:30 so I can get ready to leave in the morning. I'm still very nervous and probably won't get much sleep. But oh well. It's just going to be weird not having someone to talk to while I'm in the air. I'll be able to have my laptop on on the plane though so if any of you are up a little after 7am[eastern time] I should be here. Talk to you all when I'm in Missouri!!!!!!!
First time I shed a tear since 2 PAC
I have noticed that, we as a society, have become anti-social. I was walking to my college class today and saw every one of my classmates on some sort of phone/PDA device, and not speaking a word to each other. Please talk to your friends when you see them, you never know when it will be your last opertunity.
Special Gurl
I wrote your name in the sky, but the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the water washed it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.
my mumm got reported......... I love it when people are losing an argument and have to resort to repoting a mumm as nsfw  just to feel better, what losers lol.   FYI the mumm was this:   now the micheal jackson has died are the kids safer?   or   are they in just as much danger due to the stupiditiy of their parents?
My Day..
  today i turned HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME".
Jackson Fawcett Masturbatory Death Day
Am bored sitting here naked, I have but two choices, or do I masturbate to photos of Farrah Fawcett when she was in her prime, do I masturbate to Michael Jackson’s beat it song, hm or do I masturbate on a photo of Farrah Fawcett while MJ’s beat it song plays in the background.This is a real thing, I have no idea what to do.Hm is it die day?MJ dies today, Fawcett dies today, two of my real life friends were shot dead like 2 am, wtf if its die day how the fuck did I miss my invitation, WHAT! Im not cool enough to die, what the fuck…..… goes to listen to my emo music, while staring at my razor blades or rope… then realizes suicide is the easy way out and just goes on a killing spree… killing spree While MJ Smooth criminal is my theme song with Fawcett charlies angels theme song plays faintly in the background While i personally can not think of a better way to die then while having sex and shooting my load out, i think a second option would be mast
The Toilet Seat Debate
Why women should leave the toilet seat up! In the on going battle of toilet seat up or down I would like to submit the following in evidence toward the argument that women should leave the toilet seat up. When using the toilet the average women have, at most, 7 movements required to use it. With seat down: 1. Lift dress/skirt/drop pants. 2. Drop panties 3. Sit down 3. Wipe 4. Stand up 5. Pull up panties 6. Pull up pants/drop dress/skirt 7. Flush Now men, under the same conditions, have 12 movements to perform the same function. 1. Put up seat. 2. Unzip pants 3. Move shirt out of way 4. Open underwear 5. Dig it out 6. Aim 7. Shake it (believe it that it is a required movement) 8. Put it back in underwear 9. Zip up pants. 10. Tuck in shirt. 11. Flush 12. Put down toilet seat. As you can see men are required to perform 5 more movements than women. It is easy to miss one or more of the required movements. That is why men are often seen with their zippers down or wet
Michael Jackson!
I can not believe that the media and everybody else is making such a big deal of Michael Jackson dieing, and making him out to be some kind of hero and great person. thats the biggest line of shit i have ever herd in my life. i mean realy lets keep it real here he was nothing more than a child molesting freak that didnt even deserve the air he was breathing! Im glad he died just to bad it wasnt a little bit slower so he could feel the pain he but those poor kids threw. Iknow what your going say he was found innocent in a court of law. So was O J and we all know he was guilty as sin! So Fuck Michael Jackson if there is a hell i hope hs's slow cooking as we speak!!!
Why Are People So Mean?
I got in a massive fight with a FORMER friend of mine last weekend.  I have known her for 16 years.  She has always been fun, but as of late she started being mean when I went out anywhere with her.  I had had enough, when last weekend she called me a whore for talking to a guy instead of paying attention to her.  She has done this every occation while we are out and when I start talking to a man that strikes up a conversation.  In fact she kicked me out of the house we shared because she disapproved of my last boyfriend. She says she has every right because my ex husband was very abusive and I have no dignity (her words) and act like a whore. So I get back from work today, I am exhausted, and she had written this long ass letter telling me once again, I am a whore, I am toxic, that she was not getting anything out of the relationship and she was glad it was over.  We had shared words via text last Sunday, so i finally told her to leave me the hell alone (after she threatened to sue
R.i.p. The King Of Pop...
its insane to know Michael Jackson is dead. fcukin hell...i had alll his albums and toys and shirts as a kid. i still keep his music on rotation on my musical shuffle. its shocking really. he was an icon to me and i know alot of people all over the world. yet it seems by reading quite a few opinions on mumms about his death...people are actually glad hes dead. because certain people listen and watch tv and babylon news. believing whatever talking heads say. sad to think how much people know about michael jackson "touching kids" do they know for sure? and how could these so called humans be so happy he died? i have no idea if he did or not do what he was accused of. i want to know how people know he DID do it. the mother fcuker shaped American Pop music forever. along with most of the world's musical influences and culture. its crazy to think that more people seem glad he died more than when Ted Bundy was executed...for proven murders and torture he did. yet i t
Music I Love
The Lastest News On Michael Jackson From The La Times
Pop star Michael Jackson was pronounced dead today after paramedics found him in a coma at his Bel-Air mansion, city and law enforcement sources told The Times. Los Angeles Fire Department Capt. Steve Ruda told The Times that paramedics responded to a 911 call from the home. When they arrived, Jackson was not breathing. The paramedics performed CPR and took Jackson to UCLA Medical Center, Ruda said. Hundreds of reporters gathered at the hospital awaiting word on his condition. The sources, who spoke on the condition of anonymity, said family members rushed to Jackson’s bedside, where he was in a deep coma. The circumstances of Jackson’s death remain unclear. Law enforcement sources said that Los Angeles Police Department robbery-homicide detectives have opened an investigation into the death, though they stressed that there is no evidence of criminal wrongdoing. The detectives plan to interview relatives, friends and Jackson’s doctors to try to figure out what
Stop The Shit
Look you Motherfuckers that want to make jokes about Michael! Go right ahead! The shit will come back on you. Go on! Until you walk a mile in his shoes, don't say a GodDamn thing. Look at all the good he did for the world! When you get that great people want to bring you down. Well take your best shot! Ain't happening!
Mexican husband says, ''Vieja, when I die put my ashes in ur Salsa so I can tear that ass up one more time.''
I Win
Hubby and I had a bet for a dollah that MJ will die when we saw the news about him goin to the hosp. I won! Now I can afford a taco at a T Bell   I had no idea about Farah Fawcett dying from asshole cancer, but this is like a 2 for 1 week. Schaweet!
Freedom Of Speech!
6-25-09 7:21 PM EST.   I just read a comment by a friend that she was threatened to be silenced in a lounge if she spoke of Michael Jackson's questionable history with children. Reason cited was "you're not to speak ill of the dead."   The last time I checked this was the friggin internet. There's quite a difference in being outwardly rude and trying to have an intellegent conversation, which this lounge owner is incapable of doing.   To the lounge owner who threatened to ban the person trying to speak: Get the fuck over yourself. You may have liked Michael Jackson & his music but he was in question about his conduct or the rest of the world wouldn't have ask.                                                     Old Red
  i feel so hopeless no one love me and if they do just for a single moment why they cant love me trully with no hesitation
Micheal Jackson Is Dead
michael jackson is dead about  damn time  that  chomo  died he had what was coming to him  for molesting those little boys its time to party
The Fun Times Of Life
If We Had Sex....(Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out).1. Would you be in control?2. Would you whisper in my ear?3. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?4. Would you say my name?5. Would you go down on me?6. Would you let me give you a hickie?7. How many rounds would we go?8. What would you wanna do afterwards?9. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?10. Would you lick and bite me all over?11. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?12. Would you want me to take my time?13. Would you want me to go fast or slow?14. Where would you wanna "do it"?15. Would you be loud or quiet?16. Would you mind if i licked you?17. Would you do it today?18. Would you do it tomorrow?19. Would you call me in the morning?
ok so i dont keep geting asked YES i am a bisexual. I find women and men both just as sexy as the other. No i am not partial to one sex than the other. i love Men and women the same. So please stop asking.
Why is it that when u finally break down n trust some one....they crush u  n make you remember all over again why you dont trust any one..... Or they make you feel so special like no other,, just to find out there are many others who think n feel the same way as you and about the other person......
My Life Is Mine!
And i'v been to hell and back,i spill shit,trip and embarras my self.I can't just flutter my eyes and get the man of my dreams,my life is so messed up.I'v been through more shit than you'v seen on t.v. nobody's perefect,i'v been lied to,cheated on,and had my heart stolen,i'v fucked up,fucked people up,and been fucked up,but every hit was worth it because i telt it,i knew it was real and i'm livin' it wrong every day.I'v fucked up royally and do everything opposite,but do i regret one thing,NEVER because at some point it was what i wanted,and i got my own fucking satisfaction!
Dont Be Afraid To..
Don't be afraid to encounter risks.It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.Do not shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find.The quickest way to recive love is to give love,the fastest way to loose love is to hold on too tightly!
Life Is About...
life is about trusting our feelings,and taking chances.Loosing and finding love,and happiness.Apreciating the memories,and learning from the past...
Michael Jackson
CNN) -- Entertainer Michael Jackson has died after being taken to a hospital on Thursday after suffering cardiac arrest, according to multiple reports including the Los Angeles Times and the Associated Press. CNN has not confirmed his death. Jackson, 50, had been in a coma at the hospital, sources told CNN. Brian Oxman, a Jackson family attorney, said he was told by brother Randy Jackson that Michael Jackson collapsed at his home in west Los Angeles Thursday morning. Family members were told of the situation and were either at the hospital or en route, Oxman said. Fire Capt. Steve Ruda told CNN a 911 call came in from a west Los Angeles residence at 12:21 p.m. Ruda said Jackson was treated and transferred to the UCLA Medical Center. Asked specifics of the patient's condition, he said he could not discuss them because of federal privacy laws. The music icon from Gary, Indiana, is known as the "King of Pop." Jackson had many No. 1 hits and his "Thriller" is one of the best-selling
Rip Michael Jackson
Ed Mcmahon Dies
Ed McMahon Dies Posted Jun 23rd 2009 8:13AM by TMZ Staff Ed McMahon has passed away at 86.He died at Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center in California this morning. McMahon was fighting a multitude of health problems, including cancer.Someone connected with the family told us, "Ed was at peace because he got his business taken care of. He settled his lawsuit with Cedars and with the settlement he was able to take care of his family."He is best known as Johnny Carson's sidekick on "The Tonight Show" and for his infamous catchphrase, "Heeeeeeeeeeere's Johnny!"McMahon also hosted "Star Search" and "TV Bloopers And Practical Jokes" with Dick Clark.He was a colonel in the United States Marines and a fighter pilot and served during the late 1940s and 1950s.
June 27 Is National Hiv Testing Day
  Testing available at sites throughout Louisiana   BATON ROUGE— Take the Test! Take Control!  This is the key message of this year’s National HIV Testing Day, set for June 27.  The day is dedicated to encouraging people to find out their HIV status and helping those who are positive access treatment and reduce the risk of transmitting the virus to others.   In Louisiana, the Department of Health and Hospitals – Office of Public Health’s HIV/AIDS Program and its partners from around the state will work toward promoting the benefits of getting tested early and decreasing the stigma associated with testing in communities at risk.   Test sites throughout the state will be offering extended testing hours on National HIV Testing Day.  A list of activities in each region of the state is attached.  Testing is at no-cost and open to everyone.   Louisiana ranks as fifth highest in the nation in AIDS case rates, with over 16,282 people living with HIV/AIDS at th
Michael Jackson
I liked him, I've always been a big fan and always will LOVE his music. I will always believe in innocent until proven guilty. I am saddened that an icon from my upbringing has passed away. We all have out own opinions and this is mine. 
Farrah Fawcett Dies
Farrah Fawcett Dies Posted Jun 25th 2009 1:40PM by TMZ Staff We've learned Farrah Fawcett died at 9:28 AM today. Ryan O'Neal and Alana Stewart were at her bedside. She was 62.She died at St. John's hospital in Santa Monica in the ICU. Also present -- Farrah's longtime friend and hairdresser, Mila Murphy, and Dr. Piero, who has been caring for her.Farrah's only child, Redmond, was not present. He's currently in jail. A petition will have to be filed for Redmond to be able to attend the funeral -- as of now, this hasn't happened.The "Charlie's Angels" star was diagnosed with anal cancer back in 2006.UPDATE: We've learned Ryan and Farrah did not marry during her final days. Alana Stewart, who has known Farrah for 30 years, said "she will always be there as that angel on the shoulder of everyone who loved her."Ryan O'Neal just released the following: "After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away. Although this is an extremely difficult time for her famil
Farrah Fawcett
Michael Jackson
Michael Jackson Dies Posted Jun 25th 2009 5:20PM by TMZ Staff We've just learned Michael Jackson has died. He was 50. Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back.A source tells us Jackson was dead when paramedics arrived. A cardiologist at UCLA tells TMZ Jackson died of cardiac arrest.Once at the hospital, the staff tried to resuscitate him but he was completely unresponsive.We're told one of the staff members at Jackson's home called 911.La Toya ran in the hospital sobbing after Jackson was pronounced dead.Michael is survived by three children: Michael Joseph Jackson, Jr., Paris Michael Katherine Jackson and Prince "Blanket" Michael Jackson II.Story developing...
Michael Jackson Dies
Posted Jun 25th 2009 5:20PM by TMZ Staff We've just learned Michael Jackson has died. He was 50. Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon at his Holmby Hills home and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back.A source tells us Jackson was dead when paramedics arrived. A cardiologist at UCLA tells TMZ Jackson died of cardiac arrest.Once at the hospital, the staff tried to resuscitate him but he was completely unresponsive.We're told one of the staff members at Jackson's home called 911.La Toya ran in the hospital sobbing after Jackson was pronounced dead.Michael is survived by three children: Michael Joseph Jackson, Jr., Paris Michael Katherine Jackson and Prince "Blanket" Michael Jackson II.
Michael Jackson
 What one of us hasnt done something that we are ashamed of ? Yes he did molest children, regardless of the fact, his family still deserves the respect and the sympathy .   
Farrah Fawcett
'Charlie's Angel' Farrah Fawcett dies at 62LOS ANGELES – Farrah Fawcett, the "Charlie's Angels" star whose feathered blond hair and dazzling smile made her one of the biggest sex symbols of the 1970s, died Thursday after battling cancer. She was 62.The pop icon, who in the 1980s set aside the fantasy girl image to tackle serious roles, died shortly before 9:30 a.m. in a Santa Monica hospital, spokesman Paul Bloch said.Ryan O'Neal, the longtime companion who had reunited with Fawcett as she fought anal cancer, was at her side, along with close friend Alana Stewart, Bloch said."After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away," O'Neal said. "Although this is an extremely difficult time for her family and friends, we take comfort in the beautiful times that we shared with Farrah over the years and the knowledge that her life brought joy to so many people around the world."Said Stewart: "There are no words to express the deep sense of loss that I feel. Fo
In Autumn
I know there are those who ask: Why does he not sing with the same wild harmonies as before? But they have not seen the labors of an hour the work of a minute, the prodigies of a year. I am an aged tree that, when I was growing. uttered a vague, sweet sound when the breeze caressed me. The time for youthful smiles has now passed by: now, let the hurricane swirl my heart to song!
Pop Star Michael Jackson Dead
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) – Pop giant Michael Jackson, who took to the stage as a child star and went on to set the world dancing to the thumping rhythms of his music for decades, died Thursday, TMZ website reported. He was 50. "We've just learned Michael Jackson has died," TMZ said. "Michael suffered a cardiac arrest earlier this afternoon and paramedics were unable to revive him. We're told when paramedics arrived Jackson had no pulse and they never got a pulse back," the entertainment site said. There was no official confirmation of the reported death and spokespersons for Jackson could not be reached for comment. Earlier, the Los Angeles Times said that the singer had been rushed to a Los Angeles-area hospital by fire department paramedics who found him not breathing when they arrived at the singer's home. The newspaper said paramedics performed cardiopulmonary resuscitation at the scene before taking him to the UCLA Medical Center hospital. Jackson had been due to start a
Wow..just Wow
So I seen a friend change their status about Michael Jackson, thought it was a joke. It's not.   I can't believe it. That's just crazy. Not that I was a huge fan of his, but it's still sad.
Crisis Management Services In Louisiana
Crisis Management Services Crisis services are provided on a 24-hour basis. These services are designed to provide a quick and appropriate response to individuals who are experiencing acute distress. Care services include telephone counseling and referrals, face-to-face screening and assessment, community housing for stabilization and crisis respite. For more information about these services, contact the office in your city/region at the numbers listed below.   Region / District: 8:00a - 4:30p Weekdays: After Hours: MHSD (New Orleans) (504) 556-9730 JPHSA (Jefferson Parish) Eastbank: (504) 838-5257Westbank: (504) 349-8833 (504) 832-5123  CAHSD (Baton Rouge) (225) 922-0631  Region 3 (Houma)
Dream That Scared The Crap Out Of Me.
Unfortunately, I didn't sleep well last nite.  I dreamt I was with my man, and everything was going great. . . Then all of sudden my ex appears out of nowhere n shoots my man and shoots me in front of my daughter. I woke up so fast,  It took me twenty minutes to realize it was dream and another to figure out where I was. I tried to go back to sleep, but it didn't work. I'm scared that my ex just might do this too, on one hand.  On more than one occasion, he has told me he would kill whomever I'm with.  On the other hand, the jerk is so lazy that he refuses to his crap out of my house, and I seriously doubt the asshole would do it. But it still scared the crap out of me!
Hold Please?
calling any govt. built facility is a hassle. but..the county health care system is  a joke! automated refill lines....."SAY NAME THEN PUSH #" robots recording my needs. so "live" workers can listen to the info and type in what they heard. then...when calling back to talk to a live person to see if the items are ready...they have a robot telling you to "hold please" so i hold...then find out again by a different robot that "no one is available to take [your] call" "call back later" ive been calling since 9 am. calling back..having robots redirect me then switching me to dead air. if i called to talk to "pharmacy staff"...they might want to use some for the job. maybe by me being responsible enough to check on my much needed refills is bad form..? if i had insurance or enough money to get it. i'd be offered samples of new drugs while i waited. yeah could be worse. i could have a seizure because some dipshits cant even answer the phone theyre claiming they'll answ
This Is Something We Should All Read At Least Once A Week!
GOT THIS FROM A CLOSE FRIEND This is something we should all read at least once a week! Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of Cleveland, Ohio. To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK t
Funny Shyt
If at first you do succeed, try not to look astonished.Telepath wanted: you know where to apply Inland Revenue: We've got what it takes to take what you've got.Jesus loves you... everyone else thinks you're an asshole.Watch out for the idiot behind meI'm driving this way just to piss you off Keep honking, I'm reloading. Lord save me from your followers. I said "no" to drugs, but they just wouldn't listen. Sex on television can't hurt you... unless you fall off. I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenceless animals, especially in gravy Barbie is not a slut- her legs don't openDont piss me off- I am running out of places to hide the bodiesWhich is the odd one out- Texas, Alabama, Arkanas, Tol
Michael Jackson Just Died At 50 Wow
Pop star Michael Jackson dies at 50 Updated Thu. Jun. 25 2009 5:49 PM ET News Staff Michael Jackson, the "King of Pop," has died after suffering cardiac arrest at his Los Angeles home. A fire department official said Jackson was not breathing when paramedics arrived at his rented Bel Air mansion at 12:26 p.m., according to CNN-affiliate KTLA News. Jackson, 50, was treated at UCLA Medical Center. But hospital officials were unable to revive him. His death came as Jackson prepared for a major comeback, after years of seclusion. He was scheduled to perform 50 shows in London's O2 Arena, with the financial backing of two billionaires. In recent years, Jackson had been the subject of endless tabloid headlines and financial difficulties. If his London shows had proved successful, he was expected to embark on a major world-wide tour.
I'm Getting My Car Tomorrow !!!!!
I can't wait!!!!!!!   Got the call today at work!  I'm going after work to get the car.  (I may just run to the car lot tomorrow!  lol) OMFG!  I can't believe it!   The last piece of puzzle to proofing to myself that I can do it, without my ex is a matter of hours away. This feels so weird, though, I've wanted this for so long.  I'm not sure what or how to act. My daughter is all excited, too.  I wish she was there to help celebrate with me getting the car, but that will be when I get home with the car. Something is not feeling right.  I feel something is missing from this. . . I'm finally going to able to stand on my own two feet, not have to rely on anyone to get me places, but this celebration is incomplete somehow. Wish i could do something about this but I'm not sure what to do. L8r!
Plz Help
Can I get some peeps to cherry bomb me to help me rank up plz....Thanx Peeps
Finding Ourselves
Never easy finding someone to share in all that really matters we fell into each others arms before we knew who the real person inside was.   We had taken a chance with one another hoping we would find common ground as the years passed by. We chanced the difference, tested our love just to find it only grew stronger with each new day was never easy being from different walks of life.   Though we pursued foreword in the quest to finding something other than our love that would bind us closer together joining all the things that meant the most into one thing we both could believe in.
Hey my friends ....sorry im having to take a break from here for awhile but if someone will buy me a v.i.p ill put my nsfw pixs back up...
Here For Each Other
For you I will means to me what ever you want me to do I will do. I always try to give it my all then if my all falls short of your expectations I will find where things went wrong to change them to your standards. I will take you just the way you are rather than leave you because I love you and I am willing to work out our differences.     When hard times fall upon us I will comfort you and you being by my side will comfort me. Just knowing we have each other and a love we both see in each other's eyes and the warmth of our arms when we hold on tight to the feelings we hold deep inside and the tears we had cried only made us stronger knowing there are good times ahead of us.  
Will You Look At Me
 What do you see when you look at me being happy and carefree? While hiding the truth behind all the lies that in reality I'm hurting inside Would anyone ever see the real me? Ashamed to admit so many faults that burden my heart and yet every morning I wake up with a smile to face the world one more day. You see I'm not all that pretty and not bright at all so I secretly pretend I can show them all some way that I too can achieve the wonderful things that everyone has with beauty and brains and believe I too am special for the rest of my days. So don't criticize try to understand nobody chooses to be left behind not holding someone's hand.  Christopher Kortz 07/23/01
Pure Randomness Lol
Like the title says...pure randomness in this blog.  First I gotta say the new Transformers is pretty good.  I'm not really sure why it's getting such bad reviews.  Maybe it's because I went in to this movie knowing that hey the entire movie is based off of a cartoon/toy.  It's like people expected the storyline for this to be like what you'd find in Braveheart or Angels and Demons or something like that.  I thought it was a good movie.  Awesome action scenes.  I loved that this one did a lot more with letting the Transformers fight.  In the first movie they had some fight scenes but at times it was too hard to tell who was who and what.  Plus I liked some of the humor they threw in it.  Personally loved the twin Autobots lol.  You gotta see the movie to truly understand.  And another fave was the Decepiticon remote control truck.   But enough of that...the other randomness is I'm in another auction.  The high bidder of the last auction never paid up so I figured what the heck.  I'm
I Love Her So
I would take her downtown with a smile never a frown to show her off to my friends all around show her she is what I was searching for show her I care and that I would miss her if she wasn't there.   My goal would be to praise her for the little things she would do. Enforce what she means to me with a simple I love you and give her hope everyday to help her make it through in each new way
Idf Captive Soldeir
Auto Industry
A Modern Parable. A Japanese company ( Toyota ) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the  Missouri River . Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak  performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat.  A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 7 people steering and 2 people rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order; American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information,  but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the rowing te
Looking For A Good Time
Torchwood: Children Of Earth Broadcasting Update
From The Doctor Who News Page:   A roundup of news for the broadcast of Torchwood: Children of Earth around the world. United Kingdom (BBC1, 6th-10th July) BBC Press Pack The Radio Times website has now listed Torchwood as being broadcast from Monday 6th July from 9:00pm, and will be broadcast over consecutive nights. The Guardian used Children of Earth's broadcast as the basis for an article on the role of the story-arc in science fiction. The Examiner reports on the soundtrack for Children of Earth to be released in the UK on 7th July. &#bull; Press Pack coverage from io9, who also commented on the UK broadcast of Children of Earth ahead of the US broadcast (and spoilers revealed in the BBC Week 27 Information. Other articles on broadcast date from C21Media, Brand Republic, Rapid Talent, SF Crow's Nest, Coventry Telegraph, and Fantasy France. United States (BBC America, 20th-24th July) BBC America have provided an Inside Look video for the series. Details on the ser
Glorious Day....
Today started out pretty good... My son graduated from grades 6 today and I look at him and I think to myself I did a great job. I have raised him on my own for a long time and i paid for everything by myself and today i see what kind of kid he is and what kind of job I have done.. Hes good in sports a bit of a smart ass (surprise surprise) and a popular kid. SO all those 2cnd jobs and holding out on getting things i needed paid off.. I worked hard and still do to provide for my son. To give him every opportunity all the other kids in a normal family environment have. I'm patting myself on the back today. My kid turned out great.... I realize as I'm writing this that I know allot of other single mothers and fathers as well who do everything I do. as much as we do we don't get that much recognition so I want to tell you all that when you look at your children and know that you raised them to the best of your ability ... pat yourself on the  back . Cause as hard as the hard times are
Morris returns from the doctor and tells his wife that the doctor has told him that he has only 24 hours to live.       Given the prognosis, Morris asks his wife for sex.       Naturally, she agrees, so they make love.
Fema Videographer Speaks Out
VoltairenetJune 23, 2009As official videographer for the U.S. government, Kurt Sonnenfeld was detailed to Ground Zero on September 11, 2001, where he spent one month filming 29 tapes: “What I saw at certain moments and in certain places … is very disturbing!” He never handed them over to the authorities and has been persecuted ever since. Kurt Sonnenfeld lives in exile in Argentina, where he wrote « El Perseguido » (the persecuted). His recently-published book tells the story of his unending nightmare and drives another nail into the coffin of the government’s account of the 9/11 events. Below is an exclusive interview by Voltairenet.IntroductionKurt Sonnenfeld graduated from the University of Colorado (USA) with studies in International Affairs and Economics, as well as in Literature and Philosophy. He worked for the United States government as official videographer and served as Director of Broadcast Operations for the Federal Emergency Management Agency (FEM
Secret Number Two
My favorite colors are red and black... what's yours'?
What Sets You Off
I hate going to profiles that the color scheme is so weird that you can't read what the hell they have on their profile...  I suppose it is better than the crazy shit that comes out on myspace (I don't have by the way). Tell me  what sets you off???
Secret Number One
I like dancing in the rain, and leave the rest up to the imagination...
Fave Vid
Lost in a moment of sinful pleasure We need this to come together Rise so high as we slip away Fingers on flesh can change so much Such an undeniable delimma To give and take Share to breathe Give a touch to feel I can help you change Balance our pain with confort Relax...this won't hurt a bit Sweat with me Bleed for me Take me with you through the spiral gate Meaning is found within the meaningless Show me how we belong together Help me see the pleasure in my pain
Tanning Pics!
So if you live anywhere on the East Coast you know that since June hit we have been stuck under a HELL of a jet stream! It has brought nothing but rain and BLAHHH weather to the Northeast sea board for the past 3 weeks :( we as of Father's day it BORKE!!! BUT with Monday being my daughter's graduation and subsequent party, Tuesday being my day to catch up on work from taking Monday off, and yesterday being just another mondane Wednsday I haven't been able to truly enjoy the incresingly warmer and sunnier days the way I wanted :(. SOOO... Today I played hookie!!!! And have enjoied myself 100%!!! I decided I would spend my morning wakeboarding at my families lake, which as always prooved to be a TON of fun! Then I came home this afternoon to relax and do some SERIOUS tanning!!!! Enwhich lies the point of this blog. I am for the most part a very flirty female BUT with the position I currently hold and future goals I have for myself the pictures I am posting athough by all intents and purp
Im in an auction it starts June 25th unitl July 7th please go bid on me follow link
Charlies Angels Farrah Fawcett Died At Age 62 (r.i.p.)
Farrah Fawcet Dead At 62 ...
Farrah Fawcett News Birthplace: Corpus Christi, Texas Birthday: February 2, 1947 'Charlie's Angel' Farrah Fawcett dies at 62 By BOB THOMAS, Associated Press Writer 1 hour and 21 minutes ago Farrah Fawcett, the "Charlie's Angels" star whose feathered blond hair and dazzling smile made her one of the biggest sex symbols of the 1970s, died Thursday after battling cancer. She was 62. The pop icon, who in the 1980s set aside the fantasy girl image to tackle serious roles, died shortly before 9:30 a.m. in a Santa Monica hospital, spokesman Paul Bloch said. Ryan O'Neal, the longtime companion who had reunited with Fawcett as she fought anal cancer, was at her side, along with close friend Alana Stewart, Bloch said. Email This Story IM This Story Print This Story "After a long and brave battle with cancer, our beloved Farrah has passed away," O'Neal said. "Although this is an extremely difficult time for her family and friends, we take comfort in the beautiful times t
R.i.p. Farrah...charlie's Ultimate Angel
Farrah Fawcett, Charlie's ultimate Angel, dies at 62The actor Farrah Fawcett has lost her battle with cancer   Thursday 25 June 2009 18.17 BSTFarrah Fawcett, the bronzed, blue-eyed poster girl of 1970s America, died today at the age of 62. The former Charlie's Angels star had been battling cancer since an initial diagnosis back in 2006."She's gone," her longtime partner, Ryan O'Neal said in a statement. "She now belongs to the ages." Fawcett died at St John's health centre in Santa Monica, California. O'Neal and her friend Alana Stewart were reportedly at her bedside.Fawcett burst into the public eye as a fully-fledged celebrity courtesy of her 1973 marriage to Lee Majors, star of the top-rated TV series The Six-Million Dollar Man. Despite being born in Texas, she found herself embraced as the emblem of a wholesome, suntanned California lifestyle. A poster featuring her grinning over her shoulder in a one-piece red bathing suit sold a record 12m copies. "I was famous before I even had
Sniffing Glue Perhaps?
Not my story - but I laughed SOO hard while reading it. Enjoy! Customer came up with a few general staples--glue sticks, tape, a crochet hook, etc. She'd also eaten a Twix bar while she was in the store that she hadn't paid for yet. Generally we stop people and tell them that they need to pay for the candy before they eat it (HUGE annoyance of mine), but she waved me off and told me to mind my own business as she walked away. I ring her purchases up, then reach my hand out to take the Twix wrapper. She hands it to me, I scan, total her purchase. She looks in her purse and pulls out money, counts it, and stops about two dollars short of what the purchase is. She looks at me, then at the money in her hands. Candy Lady: I only have $8. Me: That's all right, I can put something back for you. CL: I don't want to put anything back. I need all of this. Me: Well, if you don't have enough money-- CL: Here, take off the candy bar. Me: I can't do that. You already ate it. CL: So what?
Somethings That Piss Me Off
  Today, Sad to say Farrah Fawcett passed away after her long struggle with Cancer.  My condolences to her friends and family.  However, that is not what this blog is about.     Its about something that really bothers the hell out of me recently.   June 3rd. KoKo Taylor passed away from complications from a gastrointestinal surgery. June 4th.  David Carradine passed away.   Why is it that David Carradine's passing is so much more important than KoKo Taylor's?  Understandably, he was huge due to his roles in Kung-Fu and Kill Bill..  but really?  Ok so there is mystery surrounding his death.  Truth comes out after his passing that he was into Erotic Asphyxiation.  But Really? Does he deserve a full page in June 19ths version Of Entertainment Weekly?   What did KoKo Taylor get?  Nothing.  She passed away one day before Carradine.  And for those of you who are not as attuned to the Blues as I am, may not know who she is...  so with that being said, let me run down some of the ama
I Don't Understand
Ok this is what I do not understand, You try and make friends over this site and ask if they would like to talk to you sometime on the phone and they always say well I like to text. Ok do tell me why even have yahoo if you only text from a phone? And why have a phone if you never are going to talk on the damn thing? A phone is ment for talking on not just texting, whats the point in having one if that is all you do? Or you call them and they never answer the phone or they ask who is this and you tell them then you get the answer how did you get my number? Now come on people are you seriously that stupid and don't remember giving it out to the person and whats the point in giving out the number if never going to answer the damn phone to start with? Thats another thing why have a phone if your not going to answer it anyways? I think the best thing I love is when they tell you oh I don't have a phone so we can't be friends or can't get to know them, Ok you don't have a phone but yet you h
My Gift And My Curse (the Thoughts Of Mem Chapter 1)
Smoked filled halls and lost for words. The pain is too real. It's part of my curse. The darkness is never ending. I cannot not breathe. What would it take to get out of the abyss of my dreams. My nightmares haunt me night and day. I feel like the shadows are stalking me. The chains bound me forever to the ideas I think. My mind is my worst enemy. It likes to play games. It is a beast that has a unspoken name. I fight it every day through the fire and the flames. Fighting on day by day. I get close but the result is the same. Hence the reason I cannot change. Hence the reason it remains the same. I fall deeper and deeper into the hole of my self consious. Wondering if there is a ground for me to land or will I continue to fall deeper into the thoughts of my head. I never shed a tear because that would show I am weak but it knows I am incomplete. So it tears at me 24/7 trying to break me. It wants me to fall so I will lose my grace. You see I am salvation incarnate. A walking form of ch
My Dear Friend
Just letting everyone who knew Kate, she passed away this morning. I recieved word from her daughter. Cancer had spread throughout her body and she was just getting ready to start some meds that were going to be very hard on her.   Kate i loved you dearly , you were a great friend to me and I'm so gonna miss you, I will miss your laugh and your cries, your rants and jokes. You will never be forgotten by me and i'm so glad i got the times to talk with you thank you and may god rest your soul you are finally at peace and no more struggling
[the Vermin Which We Know As Man]
I have determined that we are all the same lifeforma walking, talking complex amino acid some of us with the parasitic mytochondria. We are all DNA in varying degrees of development and adaptation. All life on this planet has this in common, from single celled organisms, plants, to animals, to virus. And we're in constant competition trying to figure out the most adaptive and efficient form of life- and I propose that life has been found I introduce to youthe true master of evolution Grass. :) You see, we have a reversed perspective on evolution, where we SHOULD value efficiency adaptivity, survivability, and reproductive capabilities- we think advanced evolution to be the capacity of language and abstract thought when you think about it- the grass in your front lawn outnumbers the bugs in a square mile, and the people in an average sized urban mile. Grass is a self sustaining and self contained life form, and it is so numerable that if we were to be overrun with locusts and s
Diet And Exercise
Okay mostly diet because I still have my sciatic pain. Trying an acai cleanse and Zantrex 3 that I bought at the store for around $30. Both seem to be working however, the Zantrex was too strong and I was jittery yesterday and ended up with a headache that lasted all night and part of this morning. Met my girlfriend for sushi last night, tiger rolls and salmon rolls, wore my polka dot dress because it's hot here and it doesn't look like a mumu.  Was feeling blah until we went to karaoke and was told I was hot by several guys...yeah it was after 10 and they were most likely drunk but they were cute and I'll take what I can get :P Oh and ran into a customer from the club I used to dance at and he said I looked great and asked when I was going back to work.  So it was a good night with the exception of having a headache and spending most the night downing water, diet pepsi and ibuprofen.  Taking a break from the diet aids today and just exercise. Hope everyone has a super day! k
Angels & Demons Updated 6-25-09
Ever wanted to be a Angel or a Demon but not Yet a Godfather, Or maybe you wish you picked the other choice and wish you can change it. Well Now is your chance but unfortanitly no Special Abilities or Special Icon. Back By Popular Demand From the Creator of Fubars #1 Train in the Past Now Brings You Angels & Demons. Basically Just a Normal Train But  Can Also Be used as a Leveling Family. Rules & Qualifacations  1.   Must F/R/A The Founder and All other Members 2.    If Already A Friend Must Leave Them a Comment on thier Page Saying Joining Angels & Demons 3.     Dont have a Salute Not A Problem This Time Pay The 25k Fee and your on Send it through Fupal  to The Founder and mention Angel & Demons Fee 4.     Have A Salute Then No Fee Needed to Hop on 5.     In The Request Need To Mention Angels & Demons and Also Must Messege the founder when your done or you will not be added 6.   Must Also Add Angels & Demons Member To Your Name or A&D Now For The Fun To Begin  
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Pimpin it!
What In The Hell!
so i woke up today, and the strap on my tank top was like cut in half, and i have sscratches all down my side!   um wtf?     and no i didn't drink last night
Psalm 23 (for The Workplace)
The Lord is my boss, and I shall not want. He gives me peace, when chaos is all around me. He reminds me to pray, before I speak in anger. He restores my sanity. He guides my decisions that I might honor Him in all I do. Even though I face absurd amounts of e-mail, system failures, copier jams, back-ordered supplies, unrealistic deadlines, staff shortages, budget cutbacks, red tape, downsizing, gossiping co-workers and whining customers, I won't give up, for You are with me. Your presence, peace and power will see me through. You raise me up, even when the boss fails to promote me. You claim me as your own, even when the company threatens to let me go. Your loyalty and love are better than a bonus check. Your retirement plan beats any 401K, and when it's all said and done, I'll be working for you a whole lot longer! Thanks be to God! -- Author Unknown  
Ensign: The Lord Hath Not Spoken By Me, Part 1
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS                                                            25 June 2009 Our first lesson today is simple: Do NOT take Scripture out of context.  I bet some people have dumped this message thinking I've renounced God, but you either don't know me very well or you're convinced all religion is bunk anyway.  Trust me, I do NOT want to add the plagues or subtract myself from the book of life as God promises in Revelation 21:18-19 for those who add or subtract anything! The phrase for today's title comes from Micaiah, son of Imlah.  If his name doesn't ring a bell, maybe the name of the man he's recorded in 1 Kings 22 and 2 Chronicles 18 as saying this to does: Ahab, the king of Israel.  Ahab who married Jezebel, Ahab whom the prophet Elijah faced down for promoting Baal-worship in Israel throughou
my name is benjamin franklin banghart srand i want every one  know how much i appreciate ya love and compassion in my hour of need today i want to discuss to all of ya  especiall ya young ones out there no woman or man  or any problems is worth ya life  if ya are depressed where ya considering it  GET help  im asking ya all for ya help once more  get involved make sure this doesnt happen to you. donate money to both causes  the suicide hotline im ya area and tho the batterd womens center  ty for ya time  and God bless ya all                                                                
The Healing Power Of Sleep
A lack of sleep may be harmful to your health. By Dr. Ranit Mishori, PARADE More on this in Health & Fitness 5 Ways to Get Better Sleep 7 Steps to a Good Night's Rest What We Can Learn From Our Dreams Your mom was right: You need your sleep—maybe more than even she knew. She likely didn't know what the research now tells us—that lack of sleep has been linked to obesity, cancer, heart disease, and low immune response. Caught a cold lately? Consider this: A recent study in the journal Archives of Internal Medicine showed that if you sleep less than seven hours a night, you have a three times higher risk of getting a cold than if you sleep more than eight hours. Scientists at Carnegie Mellon University asked 153 healthy adult men and women about their sleeping habits, then dosed them with nasal drops containing rhinovirus—one of the viruses responsible for the common cold. The virus took hold more readily among the less-rested. Lack o
Not Ur Typical Auction
My auction is not about money its gonna be a fair auction not just who has the most money .... just leave me a msg on what you bid for the bling the auction was posted in a bully so it will expire on the 28th..its not who bids the most it what interests me the most
SO heres the thing, im really really picky about what I put on my lips. Lip stick is a no for me cus I can never find a shade just right, or the sticky/dry feeling it leaves behind once applied. which leaves me with lip gloss.which im pick of still! rather retarded I know,but regardless of how it shines if it doesn't feel right I rather sport nothing but the flesh. To this day I still at times use lipsmackers watermelon,but I grown tired of stuff I used to sport in umm Jr high and high school. I heard something called lip glass is great but I havent looked into it, I have thought just did some slight research into this lip venom by duwop cosmetics.Looks rather inviting but its a lip plumper also,"bee stung look" I recall is what they used.Not feeling a swollen look to my face thank you ARG! so do any of my fine kittens on fubar have some great lip care to share? cus it would be super. I was always somewhat of a tom boy, so I never really dipped into the makeup bag besides gloss,a
Two More Beautiful Arrivals!!!
Congratulations to my girl Lisa and her husband Kevin on their new arrivals! Amberlea May and Isabella Kylie were born yesterday 6/24/09! Mom is very tired, but very happy with her beautiful girls.  Daddy is excited to take his little women home!!  Amberlea and Isabella are doing wonderfully!  Both healthy, 20 fingers and 20 toes - TOTAL ;)  We can't forget congratulations to new big brother, Aiden!!!   Congrats Lisa, Kevin, and Aiden!!  Welcome Amberlea and Isabella!
Well Then
When Virgo and Scorpio join together in a love match, these Signs that are two apart in the Zodiac are brought together. Their placement gives the relationship an intense karmic bond. The Virgo-Scorpio couple is loyal and deep, with very strong ties. Usually, this couple will stay away from crowds; they aren't too inclined to go to parties or dances, but alone they can form a very fulfilling union. Virgo and Scorpio enjoy working together toward acquisition: Virgo wants order and Scorpio wants power. Both of these Signs are about resources, including inheritances and property. This couple is very service-oriented and known to be dependable. They like to lend a hand to a friend or to the community. Additionally, Virgo can be withdrawn -- while Scorpio is more opaque and outgoing. Because of disparity, both Signs can learn from one another if they can agree to meet halfway. Virgo is ruled by Mercury and Scorpio is ruled by Mars and Pluto. This combination is very heated, thanks to Pl
Rise Of An Angle
Farrah Fawcett, whose stunning looks and blinding smile made her a pop icon of the 1970s, has died. She was 62.   Her spokesman, Paul Bloch, says Fawcett died Thursday morning in a Santa Monica hospital. Her 2½-year battle with cancer was depicted in the TV documentary “Farrah’s Story.” is reporting that the actress' longtime companion, Ryan O'Neal, and Fawcett's friend, Alana Stewart, were with her at the time of her death.   She burst on the scene in 1976 as one-third of the crime-fighting trio in TV’s “Charlie’s Angels.” A poster of her in a clingy swimsuit sold in the millions.   She left the show after one season but had a flop on the big screen with “Somebody Killed Her Husband.” She turned to more serious roles in the 1980s and 1990s, winning praise playing an abused wife in “The Burning Bed."
Farrah Fawcett
(CNN) -- Farrah Fawcett, the blonde-maned actress whose best-selling poster and "Charlie's Angels" stardom made her one of the most famous faces in the world, has died. She was 62. Fawcett, who checked into a Los Angeles, California, hospital in early April, had been battling anal cancer on and off for three years. Ryan O'Neal, Fawcett's romantic partner since the mid-1980s, recently told People magazine that the sex symbol was declining. "She stays in bed now. The doctors see that she is comfortable. Farrah is on IVs, but some of that is for nourishment. The treatment has pretty much ended," he said in a story posted May 7. Fawcett's cancer journey has been documented in a television special partly shot by the actress. Fawcett began shooting "Farrah's Story," by taking a camera to a doctor's appointment. Eventually, the film expanded to include trips overseas in hopes of treating the cancer. The documentary aired on NBC on May 15. Fawcett's beauty -- her gleaming smile was pri
Closing Off Fu Here...
Yes the time has come!  I will be closing down my account here just before I leave to go back to work on the 6th... there are a few of you whom I would like to keep in touch with, so if I don't already have your 'other' address, please send me a PM with it.I will be taking all my pics down in the meantime...Aloha my friends..Be well... And take care...AND REMEMBER.. TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE!! Leilani
Mother America
Our tremulous and exuberant thought, in the short time that discretion demands, are hard pressed to put into words the joy that overflows from our souls on this memorable night. What can the imprisoned son say when he sees his mother again from behind the bars if his cell? Talking is a small thing and almost impossible, more because of its personal and haphazard content and the throng of memories, hopes, and fears than because of the certainty of not being able to give one´s utterance worthy expression. For the man who sees himself surrounded by the nations we love with a religious passion, in the person of their illustrious delegate, whatever he could say would be intemperate and chaotic. When he sees himself how, by secret mandate, men have increased their stature and women their beauty to receive them; when he sees the dark and leaden air enlivened as if with the shadows of eagles about to take flight, of heads passing by and shaking their admonitory crests, of lands imploring, pale
Something So Strong
I want to wake up beside you. I want to feel your angel kisses on my neck, As your warm strong hands caress my body. I want to be there in the afternoon. Having you make love to me. I want to be there in the evening. To share soft candle light, And a glass of red wine. I want you all the time. It never leaves my mind. Your essence is something that it so strong, It carries me away. Tell me that you love me. That we will go into to eternity. Tell me that I am your angel, And that you will never leave me. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserve
Summer is here and with the heat and some ice-creams, you tend to get nostalgic to all of the other Summers gone by. Maybe a holiday, a first romance or the first kiss...  or simply something that happened in childhood during the hot days! Summer is for making friends, to go swimming, to relax and enjoy life a bit more! I need your help.  It would be great if you can give me 3 songs that make you remember a nostalgic summer and, if you are not shy at all, why that would be!  Love and peace!  
Pimp This
·  ^_^ Jodieme... smacked you upside the head with a Pimp Hand: Rating blocked! I love it when some random person can take away your abilities for no reason at all. This site is really getting stupid.
Weapons Of The Mind
...weapons of the mind, which vanquish all others. Trenches of ideas are worth more than trenches of stone.  A cloud of ideas is a thing no armored prow can smash through. A vital idea set ablaze before the world at the right moment can, like the mystic banner of the last judgment, stop a fleet of battleships.   by Jose Marti
It Seems.....
I've seen too many idiots on here. It amazes me the number of indecent people that flock to a site like this. It's a mingle site, sure, but c'mon people! Maintain some decorum and dignity! I saw a profile called Angel of Mercy- A soldier's princess. She's a piece of shit. Whoring herself out here in cyberspace. She's probably a whore in real life as well. She's a tiny example of a number of women on here. And men, oh hell- yes, I'm going to bust their chops too, have no morals or ethics like most of these idiots that call themselves adults. It's a pitiful state of affairs. I do not have time for the idiots of this site that want to parade their boobs or bikinis around here. Or guys that want to just find someone local to get laid with.  The lack of intelligence, and the lack of propriety, on this site, only serves as the dipstick of the moral/ethical level of this country. No wonder we're being outstripped in academicia in this world. No wonder our jobs are going overseas. Something to
Dear Robert Browning, …Do you know, when you have told me to think of you, I have been feeling ashamed of thinking of you so much, of thinking of only you--which is too much, perhaps. Shall I tell you? It seems to me, to myself, that no man was ever before to any woman what you are to me--the fullness must be in proportion, you know, to the vacancy...and only I know what was behind--the long wilderness without the blossoming rose...and the capacity for happiness, like a black gaping hole, before this silver flooding. Is it wonderful that I should stand as in a dream, and disbelieve--not you--but my own fate? Was ever any one taken suddenly from a lampless dungeon and placed upon the pinnacle of a mountain, without the head turning round and the heart turning faint, as mine do? And you love me more, you say? Shall I thank you or God? Both, indeed, and there is no possible return from me to either of you! I thank you as the unworthy may…and as we all thank God. How shal
Hunting Pairs
A group of friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. "Where's Joey?" the others asked. "Joe fell and broke his ankle. He's 5 miles back up the trail," the successful hunter replied. "You left Joe laying out there and carried the deer back?" they inquired. "A tough call," nodded the hunter. "But 
Sun Cry (repost)
She can make the sun cry With a single tear from her eye She can make roses bloom Just by walking in the room Her smile is the sun in my sky Her laugh is my stars at night She is my solid ground She is what makes my world round Her voice is the sweetest song She's everything that is right when it all goes wrong If there is one thing that can not be denied It is the beauty of a woman who can make the sun cry
Fu Bucks Help!
Can someone please tell me how to make some Fu Bucks I can get the points but can't ever seem to get my Fu Bucks to increase? HELP!
She watched as transparent whirls of smoke slowly danced in a crisp winter air upwards towards the sky, changing shapes and patterns like ghostly apparitions, until finally disappearing into eternal nothingness.She took a drag from a cigarette, and heard a light crackle as the amber tip lit up and let the smoke fill her lungs. She exhaled, letting out a new batch of smoke. The moon emanated its cold mysterious glow, making the snow covered field drown in an ocean of pure white.She stood there, spellbound by this creature that was looking back at her, and her only, with its featureless round face, so many light years and miles away, so distant and yet so close, keeping her company at this lonesome hour.She could sense it sending its lunar incantations into the air, pulsating with waves and invoking the spirits of the forest that stood like an inpenetrable fortress along the shadowed edges of the field.From the safety of the lit up entrance of the hotel, she wondered what creatures might
The snow kept falling and falling. Large, shapeless snowflakes were slowly and steadily making their way to the ground, creating a see-through curtain and covering everything with a sheet of virginal white monochrome. The cold winter sky was blending in at the horizon with a sea of whiteness while looming over the land in a solid layer of metallic gray, completely void of impurities and discolorations, and preventing any futile attempts of sunlight to get through. The trees, which just a day ago were desperately extending their bare skeletal limbs to the sky in a silent plea for vital sunlight, were now comfortably hidden beneath soft, bulky snowcoats, standing in orderly rows along the sides of a snow covered alley. In a complete silence, with which this bustling city was very unfamiliar, the time seemed to have stopped in its tracks, eternally capturing the world in a moment of frozen wonderland. All imperfections-chunky dull gray pavement, bits of colorful litter strewn here a
Humpty Dumpty
Now why in the hell was humpty on this friggen wall firstly? Horribly off balance anatomically by nature, who the fuck put his largeness upon such a place. And then he falls. Now did he live? Die? Bounce? I am pondering a run for the US Senate so I can procure a large earmark to study this perplexing anomily. I will ask for a cool billion. Not far from the narcicists we vote in is it?
Point Whores
I'm sittin in my basement,I've never had a lifeI have 11 babiesWith my fatass welfare wifeI troll for nudie pics;My cock is all the rageWith unsuspected chicksThat stumble on my pageThe only thing I doIs eat and masturbateSo please check out my pageAnd Add, Fan, Rate
The sin inside your head, eventual demise;I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind;I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise,Just let me put your whole existence in a bind.Succumb yourself to the immortal creaturesThere is no need to try and fight;The darkness will erase my features,You'll never see what came to you at night;The carnal feast will leave your body limpid,The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veinsI'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquidAnd take you to a place where darkness reignsMy passion is like phoenix rising,I'll seize the night, and lead the way;But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizonAlas! I'm due to slowly fade away...
The sin inside your head, eventual demise;I come to you at night and crawl inside your mind;I'm here to corrupt; to put your soul in compromise,Just let me put your whole existence in a bind.Succumb yourself to the immortal creaturesThere is no need to try and fight;The darkness will erase my features,You'll never see what came to you at night;The carnal feast will leave your body limpid,The moments of your weakness run like bloodline through my veinsI'll drain your body of the lifesaving liquidAnd take you to a place where darkness reignsMy passion is like phoenix rising,I'll seize the night, and lead the way;But now I see the bloody gleam on the horizonAlas! I'm due to slowly fade away...
Trailer Love
I really thought that you did love meThat day you clocked me in da face.You said my fried up chili chitlinsTurned out to be a pure disgraceI thought you were, like, all romanticWhen you unloaded in my hair.You've left me feeling sad and frantic,Your crusted jizz is still in there.I really loved the way you touched meWith your size 13 army boot,The way we shared together needlesWas just so ultimately cuteI thought you were the one and only,You even had my email addyI want you livin in my trailerAnd be my 16th baby daddyBut now my life is done and overYou've turned it into livin hellThe day you told me that youve knocked upThat ugly skank from Taco Bell
Time Is Passing.
I still can't belive that I am here in Iraq and 4 months has gone by. The sights that I have see here are too gross to post (plus I can got into big trouble if I say). I will be back home in the states in a few weeks. I can not wait to go back home to Florida. I will get to see my kids and spend time with my family. My son has no idea that I am comming home for 2 weeks, so we are setting up a large box in the living room and telling my son that Santa came by with a present for him. Whan he opens it I hope to see a big smile on his face. Maybe he might freak out and start running up the walls. No matter what he does I know that I will never be mad because all I have to do is just to think about Iraq and know how much joy my kids friends and family bring to me.
The Moon
I am looking at the sky. Fractured by the feathered clouds   Floating by like opal orange ice caps through a purple ocean,   Tattered edges reveal slivers of a glowing disc,   Lighting up the cosmos many miles away.     Like ancient longboats they slowly move in order, Same calm pace, same distance in between;Slowly, the last night cloud passes by,Exposing a full moon that was hiding behind them.
The Birch
birch tree, I see you stand all aloneIn a clearing, so far removed from others.You strive to belong in the woods with them,To be among your sisters and your brothersBut strong roots keep holding you down to the ground,All you can do is tilt your head and flail your armsHoping they will see your struggle, come to you,But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realmsAs days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind.You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day;But distance is too big, and they can't hear;You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they sayThe day is coming to an end,The clearing and the forest stand in the darkYour green head is tilted down, you feel defeat,And clear bitter sap is running down your bark.You fall asleep and see the dreamsOf standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine.You feel the wind caress your leaves,And bring your soul a little closer to divine.At night the clouds gathe
Fun Times
having a blast getting to know all the wonderful people on really make me smile...
Pour Out Your Sorrows, My Heart
Pour out your sorrows, my heart,But let none discover where;For my pride makes me forbearMy heart's sorrows to impart.I love you, Verse, my friend true,Because when in pieces tornMy heart's too burdened, you've borneAll my sorrows upon you.For me you suffer and bearUpon your amorous lapEvery anguish, every slapThat my painful love leaves there.That I may love, in peace with all,And do good works, as my goal,You thrash your waves, rise and fall,With whatever weighs my soul.That I may cross with fierce stride,Pure and without hate, this vale,You drag yourself, hard and pale,The loving friend at my side.And so my life its way will wendTo the sky serene and pure,While you my sorrows endureAnd with divine patience tend.Because I know this cruel habitOf throwing myself on youUpsets your harmony trueAnd tries your gentle spirit;Because on your breast I've shedAll of my sorrows and torments,And have whipped your quiet currents,Which are here white and there red,And then pale as death become,At
Explanations And Reasons And More
i went to the psychiatrist yesterday, and as predicted he wouldn't prescribe xanax because of my multiple overdoses. he did however prescribe clorazepate which is another benzo, and best i can tell, although it is startinng to calm my anxiety, i'm thinking with how long its half life is, i may end up just sleeping most of it away. this does nothing for my depression which causes me to isolate and avoid most of the day as it is. i've been hiding from the world again, not only by avoiding talking to people online, but even in the house, the times i'm sleeping are completely opposite to anyone else, i hide in the bedroom. i'm so afraid that things won't work that i'm sabotaging them into not working. my dad's supposed to send out the shit i need to start working again, he still hasn't done that, he hasn't sent the money out to pay for my doctor's bills and he tore his achilles tendon so i have no idea when that will happen. as an aside: don't feel bad for him, he's in his fifties treatin
雌犬 雌犬 雌犬
I could really use someone right now to explain something to me...... y cant ppl go about their points the hardwork and honest way? y do they feel they need to conform and be like everyone else and join STUPID GAY ASS LEVELING GROUPS?!  wen did this turn into a click ppl???? i came here to make friends and meet nice ppl.... and well ive seen its all about points, levels, and bling..... omgggggg how fucking stupid!!!!!!!!  im to the point where deleting my profile is more and more a good idea.  with the leveling crews out there, it makes hard working ppl (4 points and levels) like myself not stand a chance.  so my question is this.... would it be wrong to ignore anyone in or associated (maybe even delete them frm my list)with a leveling group???     be gentle being this is my 1st blog, but by all means voice thoughts!!!!
My Poems
If you see a hill of foamIt is my poetry that you see:My poetry is a mountainAnd is also a feather fan. My poems are like a daggerSprouting flowers from the hilt;My poetry is like a fountainSprinkling streams of coral water. My poems are light greenAnd flaming red;My poetry is a wounded deerLooking for the forest's sanctuary. My poems please the brave:My poems, short and sincere,Have the force of steelWhich forges swords. By Jose Marti
Te animas y nos ponemos de acuerdo y nos vemos en el estacionamiento del super......ahi te subes al coche y nos dirigimos a un lugar intimo, entrando ahi estas nerviosa por la exitacion que genera el realizar la fantasia de los dos tener una aventura sin compromisos y sobre todo para disfrutar de nuestros cuerpos que es nuestro deseo al conocernos en passion........creo que por eso nos metimos no crees?........ al entrar al cuarto te llego por detras juntandome a tus gluteos con mi pene para que sientas cuando esta creciendo momento a momento y te acaricio con mis manos por tu contorno de tu cuerpo hasta llegar tus lindos pechos acariciandote con mis manos sobandolos y apretandolos delicadamente y empieso a besarte por atras de tu cuello hasta llegar a tus orejas besarte e ir bajando una mano por tu estomago hasta llegar a tu vientre sobre tus trusas sobarte con mi mano tu rajita mientras te voy dejando sin tu blusa, ir besandote por tu hombro mientras te voy bajando tu fa
Fubar Magazine
Hi, We are putting together the very first issue of Fubar Magazine and I wanted to know if you wanted to be included. Our first issue will cover the hottest members, the hottest crews, lounges, blogs, stashes and anything else we find worthy. I am inviting my friends the first opportunity to pimp themselves out. So jump on this chance! Let me know if you are intersted. It will include a link to your profile, any pic you like and a few words about you. There will be a NSFW section that you can choose to be a part of or not aswell. Let me know asap. If you do not contact me we will not include you no matter how high you rank on Fubar no matter what! Cheers, Ink'd aka Vlad
Blah. This is the second time in two weeks that I have had an early morning meeting. I usually try to avoid them because I am not really a morning person. Now I am sitting in a lobby, waiting for the client to show up, twenty minutes after we were scheduled to meet. To make things worse, I had to drive an hour to get here this morning. Which means that I'll have two wasted hours dedicated to this. Plus the time I spend waiting on this person, plus the gas I wasted driving here. I'm slightly perturbed. Such is life, I guess. How's the rest of the world?
Final Attemp
I can not believe I have over 500 friends on here yet I only have like 3 that are willing to help me help a boy go to college? A FRIEND IN NEED IS A FRIEND IN DEED....RIGHT??????? So heres the deal this is going to let me know who my true friends are. Its not like I am asking you to send money just to spare a couple minute of your time thats it. So I am going to post it one more time on this message and those of you that can not find it in your heart to spare a few minutes to help a friend are trully not a friend and will be deleted. I am sorry to be that way but the way I see it is that I would help you in any way that I could. so Lets see who cares and who doesnt.....       Ok heres the deal...       I have a friend trying to put her son through college. I am trying to help her out. I am not asking for money or anything like that I am simply asking you to go to the site I provide and sign up you dont ever have to use the site and it doesnt cost you anything. However if you ha
Survey Time
Because I told Gaz I would....... 1. Who are you?   2. Are we friends?   3. When and how did we meet?   4. How have I affected you?   5. What do you think of me?   6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?   7. How long do you think we will be friends?   8. Do you love me?   9. Do you have a crush on me?   10. Would you kiss me?   11. Would you hug me?   12. Physically, what stands out?   13. Emotionally, what stands out?   14. Do you wish I was cooler?   15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?   16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.   17. Am I loveable?   18. How long have you known me?   19. Describe me in one word.   20. What was your first impression?   21. Do you still think that way about me now?   22. What do you think my weakness is?   23. Do you think I'll get married?   24. What makes me happy?   25. What makes me sad?   26. What reminds you of me?   27. If you could give me anything what would it be?   2
The Army Wife Prayer
Dear Lord, Give me the greatness of heart to see the difference between duty and his love for me. Give me understanding that I may know, when duty calls him he must go. Give me a task to do each day, to fill the time when he's away. And Lord, when he's in a foreign land, keep him safe in your loving hand. And Lord, when duty is in the field, please protect him and be his shield. And Lord, when deployment is so long, please stay with me and keep me strong.
Do You Love Someone Enough To Do This
Do you love someone enough to do this? I bet you don't. Don't turn your back, you just opened it! Keep reading. If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, best friend, or just a person you love, re-post this.!!! Tonight, your soul mate will call, kiss, or ask you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED! Somehow..Someway.. Repost with title: Do you love someone enough to do this.
4 Sons
Four friends, who hadn't seen each other in 30 years, reunited at a party . After several drinks, one of the men had to use the rest room. Those who remained talked about their kids. The first guy said, 'My son is my pride and joy. He started working at a successful company at the bottom of the barrel. He studied Economics and Business Administration and soon began to climb the corporate ladder and now he's the president of the company. He became so rich that he gave his best friend a top of the line Mercedes for his birthday.' The second guy said, 'Darn, that's terrific! My son is also my pride and joy. He started working for a big airline, then went to flight school to become a pilot. Eventually he became a partner in the company, where he owns the majority of its assets. He's so rich that he gave his best friend a brand new jet for his birthday.' The third man said: 'Well, that's terrific! My son studied in the best universities and became an engineer. Then he started his o
Offshore Staffing
Offshore Staffing Offshore staffing is an offshoot of outsourcing. In offshore outsourcing some part of the work from the client company is sent overseas to be done. The client and the supplier enter into a contractual agreement that defines the transferred services. The contract for such an agreement is usually on an hourly basis i.e. if you worked x number of hours you were paid x number of dollars. This was a rather expensive procedure and lacked dedicated workers. Dedicated Offshore Staffing Dedicated Offshore staffing further streamlines the offshore outsourcing contract. In this contract the client hires a dedicated team that works for him exclusively 8 Hrs a day, 6 days a week. This team becomes your remotely located staff, working full-time for you, from an Offshore Development Center any where in the world. The team is provided to you for a fixed monthly fee and is supervised by your offshore partner or contractor on your behalf to ensure optimal output and productivity. T
If You're Not In Love With A Soldier...
If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't know adventure.  You don't know smelly grey PT uniforms that require daily washing.  You can't understand green and brown camouflage bags flooding the bedroom floor.  If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other.  If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call comes:  "Honey, I am leaving to go overseas. I don't know how long I will be gone or exactly where I'm going, but I want you to know that I love you-always!".  If you're not in love with a soldier, you don't kow what it's like to say that final good-bye.  You don't know what it really means to be glued to the television.  You don't understand fear and you can't possibly understand the sleepless nights of endless crying, wondering if you will ever see the love of your life alive again.  If you're not in love with a so
If You Want One Let Me Know Which Pic You Want Me To Use Of Yours By Sending Me A Link To It
i am doing a new kind of salute that i am calling Shiny Metal Salute. it is done by taking your pic and using my photo editor's metal effects on it and then adding your screen name .below are some examples of ones that i have already done for people .if you want one ,send me a shout or message with the link to the pic you want me to use and when i am finished with it i will leave it as a profile comment on your page :D      
Didnt Write This But It Is Good
Read Alone..... Especially the Poem I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us. The poem is very true, unfortunately. Make sure you read the poem! CASE 1: Kelly Sedey had one wish, for her boyfriend of three years, David Marsden, to propose to her. Then one day when she was out to lunch David proposed! She accepted, but then had to leave because she had a meeting in 20 min. When she got to her office, ! ! she noticed on her computer she had some e-mail's. She checked it, the usual stuff from her friends, but then she saw one that she had never gotten before. this was this poem. She simply deleted it without even reading all of it. BIG MISTAKE! Later that evening, she received a phone call from the police It was about DAVID! He had been in an accident with an 18 wheeler. He didn't survive! CASE 2: Take Katie Robinson She received this poem and being the believer that she was she sent it to a few of her friends but didn't have enough e-mail addresses t
Just because I added you, doesnt mean I like you. I am too lazy to filter who I add. Its only FuckinBar, so I just click on ADD ALL   Just because I talked to you, doesnt mean I like you. I am a nice person like that,mkay?   Just because you are nice to me, doesnt mean I like you. Chances are, you are either snoopin around and tryin find out thingies about my life, or are kissin my ass so I won't tear you another asshole.   Just because I respond to your inquiries, doesn't mean I am tellin the truth.    I really dont care much for convos about your mundane life, and dont expect you to care about mine. Unless you are one of my fubees (and you know who you are ).   Chances are, if you are a single mom with 5 kids, and are level 87987 , or one of the local drama queens, I won't be talkin to you.   ciao    
Once Upon A Time.....
I've noticed that so many people so much time searching for something. At times its in front of them others it takes a little time. I used to think growing up that finding someone would be alot of work, take time and alot of patience. Just last week someone from school told me you want something take it. I asked that i thought you girls liked the slow patient method....of course fuck no was the what ever happened? Growing up the way i did, with parents who were swingers, gave me a different perspective on women, being open, and a different type of commitment to someone. If they (women) wanted you they would let you know. But after this conversation i had last week seems i've been greatly mistaken. Nice thing about me is that i'm good with change.  
Ok, for those of you who were wondering why I suddenly disappeared a few days after getting back from the hospital, surprise! I had another seizure and had to go BACK. After even more tests and poking (literally. Ever have a lumbar puncture?), we finally figured out that it was a reaction between two of my meds that caused the problem. Of course, then I had to be weaned off of one of the meds, under constant monitoring in the hospital, of course. Sigh. So, I'm back. Still a little shaky, and about to start another round of doctor's visits in order to find out what to replace the old meds with, but back, nevertheless. Sorry to anyone who was worried.
Song 2
Swept me away But now I'm lost in the dark Set me on fire But now I'm left with a spark Alone, you got beyond the haze and I'm lost inside the maze I guess I'm all alone in love I look into your eyes You turn the other way And now I realize It's all a game you play I hold you in the night And wake to find you gone You're running out of sight It's so hard holding on All alone in love Chorus You haunt me in your dreams I'm calling out your name I watch you fade away Your love is not the same I've figured out your style To quickly drift apart You held me for a while Planned it from the start All alone in love Sitting in the dark without you How am I supposed to make it Through the night Slowly fall apart without you Cry away the hours Till the morning light
Avenged Sevenfold Avenged Sevenfold Dear God A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left her when I found her And now I wish I'd stayed ’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again oh no Once again There's nothing here for me on this barren road There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed Can't help but think of the times I've had with you Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you [ Avenged Sevenfold Lyrics are found on ] I lef
Heart Broken
ok so theres this guy jesse right??? and we became really good friend just talked everyday and he was there for me and i was there for him and all this great stuff.... well come to find out we r alike in everyway the only 2 diffrents between us is he is a guy and loves heavy heavy metal and i do not..... so anyways we get togeather and we r all happy and shit then one day he goes poof on me...... then comes back and everything is just not the way it was before its way diffrent and i start to feel like i have lost my best friend in this web of personal stuff......... so anyways i am hurt and lost and confused and its to the point of having a bad brake down then guess what he goes poof again lmao wow he must be a ninja huh??? so 2 days ago i see that he was on my fubar and see that he is owned and has as his number one some bitch and the only bitch thats on his friends list so at this point i am pissed cuz last i knew we were gonna try n work things out..... well then i get on my aim and
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Fireflies In The Garden
If you like a film that has Ryan Reynolds, Willam Dafoe, Carrie-Ann Moss, Emily Watson, Julia Roberts, and the Cheerleader from 'Heroes' all doing good acting, in a family-based drama where they are dysfunctional, and it's one of those films where not an awful lot happens, and it's a bit slow, but not in a tedious way, but more in a gentle and unhurried way, and there are some bits that make you laugh, and then at the end they do something that should be epicly cheesy but actually manage to pull it off because all the acting and story and that that has already happened has been so good, then that film you like is probably 'Fireflies In The Garden'.  I saw it last night, and those people I said did those things I said, and I enjoyed it a lot.  Also, I'm not a homosexual, but that Ryan Reynolds? Dreamboat.
Survey Please Lol.
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?2days ago while with my oldest daughter. 2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?Cry! I love being female... then look. 3. Have you ever crawled through a window?twice, knocked over my jewelry box and scared the crap out of myself.. never did it again. 4. Where is your mom?at home in her comfy bed.5. Morning or night person?Morning up before dawn.6. What was the last movie you watched?Good luck Chuck, with my daughter 7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?hmmmm yes. 8. You have a difficulty doing..?life is difficult, but that is the point isnt it?9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.hygene10. What do you do when no one is watching?meditate11. Ever been in love?Yes12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?My clumsiness 13. What is your curfew?lol14. Would you ever dye your hair red?Yep i would.. several shades too15. You + alcohol =dont mix well16. What's your worst personality
Writtings-words Of A Broken Heart
Am I alive or just dead? A constant tug of war for my head. To breathe without catching your scent I guess I forgot what it meant, Forever's as long as you make it, And it looks like we just couldn't take it. I wish we'd of had much more time.. but i guess this is the end of the line.   It all just ended so fast... like there was never a past. Years with memories of glee, But I guess I just couldn't see. The wool was pulled over my eyes nows its all "what ifs" and "sighs".   No words were acctually spoken... Just hearts being sencelessly broken. Come home to a empty room, to find you had left this so soon. Theres freedom being without you, but the hole in my heart takes toll too... A spot that can never be filled, these feelings I cant seem to kill. Why did it end up this way... and where to find the words to say.   I just want to end all the pain... To fix things and be bliss again but its over, its done with, its through. Ill never , ever stop thinking o
my wife is driving me crazy! she has gotten into an emotional relationship with a guy here on fubar, and i've been trying to remain calm and talk to her as an adult. but she has issues expressing how she feels, keeping things that bother her to herself. i have talked to her about going to counciling but she seem hesitant. i love her to pieces, and i want her to be happy. but she doesn't make it easy for me not to just give up. she supposedly has some feeling for this guy but they haven't met in person so she is not sure how she exactly feels about him and she wants me to wait untill she mets him when he comes down in august. not to mention that this guy has been married for the last 23 years. plus this guy stood beside his wife while she fought breast cancer. given the fact that he lives in canada, i just can't do what i really want to do , and take my frustration and anger out on him.
Autumns Monologue/the Fiction We Live
From autumn to Ashes... Autumns Monolouge Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me. But I'm nothing so good no, I'm nothing... just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence, of love, and of sorrow. I beg for just one more tomorrow! Where you'd hold me down, fold me in deep deep deep in the heart of your sins. I'd break in two over you I'd break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life! But you don't see me. You dont. Here I'm pinned between darkness and light, bleached and blinded by these nights. Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn by you, visions of you, then you're gone. The shock bleeds the red from my face, when i hear someone's taken my place. How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel? When all, all that i did was for you... I'd break in two over you I'd break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of li
Kurt Cobain Not A Suicide
first and for most don't believe everything you hear by the media because the media half the time cover's up the real truth and only tell the public what they want to be told   Kurt Cobain  did not kill him self  and if he did would have been od on drugs if anything   true he has the motive for suicide however there are a few points that is true one the man had tons of heroin and cocaine it was said he shot him self in the head by pulling the trigger with his toe come on now that would be fucking impossible there is no way he could control his body much less have the strength to walk much less shoot him self i know this because a friend of my work's in the police department not only that when they found his body there was a note on the table and its not   plus there was a note that found on the scene that was not Kurt's hand writing also like i said after his death the next day someone was using his credit card oh btw also he was using a shotgun to supposedly kill him
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Little Man
Well i got me a new little man in my life to love the cutest little thing ever. His father still hasnt seen him and he almost 3 months old. his father has missed out on the first smiles the first laughes and giggle how big he is getting its his fault and if i have it my way the asshole will never see him ever. little man was born march 30th a week early he was 7 pounds 13.5 ounces 19 inches long and SOOOOO cute.
"a Few Thought's Of Mine About Life In General"
   There is only one success,to be able to spend your life in your own way. Do what make you happy,be with who makes you laugh as much as you breathe,and love as long as you live!!! Just smile and get over it. Anyone who cherishes friendship,doesn't play mind games because of un-found Jealousy,and is one who cares enough to consider other's feelings. A great pleasure in life is doing what people say,you cant do. In every effort there will be interruptions,dissappointments,even some disasters.your recovery time depends largely on what you decide to make it. The time and energy you put into anger and self pity,will serve mainly to prolong the time, it takes to get going again. Winner and Losers both stumble.the winner are the one who quickly get back and keep on going... And what the NIKE"says      Just do it!!!  
Friends Of Fu What To Do
never done a blog doing it here cause most of my real life people are not here and things may get to where they dont need to go a good friend well brother got married on the 20th on june my gf has been real clingy in the 5 weeks of planning said wedding talking of us getting married and kids i still dont really want either we have an open relationship we swing togrther too but lately i want to go fuck something other than her just ram this poor woman get out frustrations of the nice and cuddly gf since she is being all cuddly i dont know how to tell her i want to have a play weekend we have the open relation ship but she still gets jellious that im going to leve her witch i dont want to do i love her i just dont want marrage or kids when we started this relationship she said she would never get married again but she REALLY wants kids being uneployed and the house we want to sell being foreclosed on cause fucken nicor shut power off in dec cause they claimed they did not know where
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"love Is"
   Love is that ethereal experience that make us feel completly alive.Where every sense is heightened,Every emotion is magnified,our everyday reality is transcended,and life seems worthwhile...Love is the nourishment of the soul. It is said that the intire array of human needs is rooted in our needs for Love.our yearning for fame,fortune and material things all boil down to our need to be acknowledged,Respected,Admired,and above all Love. Not truer words have been said than those that George Sand wrote"There is only one happiness in life.To love and to be loved!!!  
A Journey
So this my first ever time blogging.  not even sure what to write  but I think what I'll do is  tell you about My experiences in this wacky adult life I have enteed into. More  tomarrow on my trip to ST. Louis  for a  weekend  photo trip  with my photographer
Pleasing A Woman
So as I was talking with a dear friend of mine..we talk about a lot of things incl naughty things. As I noticed and know, many men like to please a woman oraly and watch her cum. But this friend likes to use his fingers too and watch her cum while kissing her.  I am not really bothered which way I am pleased as long as I AM pleased and treated right..the love will be returned. I enjoy it either way of course especially when its in the BDSM world. So Im curious...would you like to share your opinion with me?    
"just Want To Share This To All"
I ask GOD!How do i get the best of out life...GOD'answered!!!keep face your past with out regrets handle your present with confidence,prepare for the future with out the fear! and he added"keep the faith and drop the fear!Dont believe your doubts and never doubts your beliefs. Life is so wonderful if you know how to live!!! The present is invitable remember the power of GOD in you!!!
My Own Apocalypse
My Own Apocalypse Category: Writing and Poetry Ringing in my ears, my worlds a blurHoping for sweet kisses tonightSinging in my head, placing all trust in youDreaming of bubble gum kisses tonightVoices from the past singing my demiseAngelic tears fall from heaven aboveWhat is right I no longer knowHere comes my own ApocalypseTime passes by, forever seems like yesterday One day with a future unclearOne year with many roads to chooseOne life with a milkyway of memoriesFate locked in chains, cursed destinies without hopeDemons set ablaze in the hells belowForget the past and live for todayJust one more day in my own apocalypse   Bum me a buck to play my song The jukebox is kicking tonight Eighteen shots way past sober I feel like dancing tonight   Breath falling short as I lay in silent slumber Hearts racing faster with every single beat Who cares about tomorrow live for today Let's hear it for my own apocalypse   Lonely swirls around pale moon light Bitter sweet darkne
Wedding-the Oc
Tomorrow will be my last FULL night on Fubar. :) I'm deploying to Afghanistan on Friday. Thank you for all the good times, and the bad times so far. I'll check Fubar periodically, but if you have my YIM, I'll be on there more often than on here. I've enjoyed the ride so far, and hope there will be many more when I finally return. And J, stay strong. :) I love you.
   What is that makes your  life meaningful? For me it has nothing to do with money nor material objects...But  more on my relationships..either between my Son and I,or my family members and friends... I could not imagine my life without this people and the relationship i have with them. They fill me,bringing me laugh,love guidance.and so much more...  What about you? 
"bigtime Betrayal"
 You got off from work early,Because your not feeling well,and looking forward to getting some sleep. You get notice some thing's that are unusual.with coldness creeping into your heart,you slowly go to your room.and hear moans from open the door and see the love of your life,in bed with your best friend.   What will you do?
The Old Days
hold on for just a minute im gonna be right by your side, disregard these limitations and these boundaries lets just ride, dont you wanna take a chance and satisfy the want to know?, instead of chasin mr right and never tryin to let go, just a night of your time and a memmory dug in deep, the kind that you can smile on just before you go to sleep, im not tryna be that man that can offer you a dream, or say that we will last forever or be the perfect team, Im just real enough to know that limitations are an issue, and emotions runnin deep lead to scars and used up tissue, all I offer is opportunity to be the best of friends,
Ill never forget those words burned deep into my heart,even made me think twice on tearing you apart,I think about you daily as im caught up in this maze,feel lost without your presence blinded by the haze,For the first time in my life I regretted what I did,didnt even get that reaction when that thing happened to that kid,All was buisness without pleasure as I chased you all around,kicked in doors for many years tryna put you in the ground,why couldnt you look away from me or beg me for your life,beg for the lives of your little kid and your darlin wife,instead you just looked up with a smile on your face,I guess you already knew id finally won the race,you had to run away but why not leave the state?,nervously I asked as I thought id taken bait,Dont you remember in another life i once called you friend,Everything I know is here right around the bend,yea I did remember but look at what you did,You think im gonna show pity common dont be stupid,You looked me in the eyes and told me why
Why is it that i am so disappointed in the male species??...i know i am a man, and i should be lumped in here as well but i dont hate myself.....I dont do dumb things( on purpose) to make myself look stupid but I cannot understand why we as men make ourselves look dumber than we actually are...... /end rant
Make A Big Move
-I have been attending the First Baptist Church of Kenmore for over a decade now. I have had many great memories and even a few saddening ones as well. I have witnessed many great men come to and leave the church. Brother Duff, Brother Tiger, Brother Walker, and my favorite person, of all of the people who have ever came and left, Brother Joe Snow.      -In his duration while attending the FBC, he started a teen event titled, "My Church", all of them having a different theme. The My Church that I find most memorable, was the one named, "Finding Your Purpose". His main points that he expressed were; What is your purpose? What are you doing for God? If you don't know your purpose at this moment, are you even trying to figure it out? The next day, after I came home from school, I was sitting around, being lazy, playing video games, and that's when it really hit me. I was remembering Brother Joe's sermon, and I asked myself those questions. And sadly, I couldn't answer a single one. I sto
Come Bid And Rate Me Plz!!!
Emily Bronte--to Imagination
When weary with the long day's care,   And earthly change from pain to pain, And lost, and ready to despair,   Thy kind voice calls me back again: Oh, my true friend! I am not lone, While then canst speak with such a tone! So hopeless is the world without;   The world within I doubly prize; Thy world, where guile, and hate, and doubt,   And cold suspicion never rise; Where thou, and I, and Liberty, Have undisputed sovereignty. What matters it, that all around   Danger, and guilt, and darkness lie, If but within our bosom's bound   We hold a bright, untroubled sky, Warm with ten thousand mingled rays Of suns that know no winter days? Reason, indeed, may oft complain   For Nature's sad reality, And tell the suffering heart how vain   Its cherished dreams must always be; And Truth may rudely trample down The flowers of Fancy, newly-blown: [ page ] But thou art ever there, to bring   The hovering vision back, and breathe New glories o'er the blighted spring,   And ca
Livin Nekkid Prevents Global Warming?
“Living more hours naked each day results in a dramatic drop in my laundry, which in turn reduces my water and energy use (along with my related bills),” Ms. Blanchard wrote. “It also reduces the amount of soap I release, in my case, into the Puget Sound.” Hmmmnnn Would 'saving the earth' be a legit defense in court against indecent exposure?
A Long Way Home
still a long way to go...................     i need two million fubucks to buy a bud of mine................gimme?
Cheap Fioricet Online With No Prior Prescription Needed
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Schedule Suicide
I have to be more responsible to myself when it comes to setting up meetings, no more early morning stuff. I mean really, how am I supposed to sleep in if I have to wake up early and drive an hour and a half. And then I have to go to bed early. Which means I have to stop doing stuff that I want to do. Work is such an inconvenience. I think I'll win the lottery tomorrow. Hah.
Save The Economy. Legalize Maryjane.
Help save the economy. Call this number 973 409 3274 And listen to a 30 second explanation of how legalizing marijauna will help save the economy. Press pound at the end if you agree. 1 million endorsements and the proposal gets sent to Barack Obama.   Spread the word!
Bill Cosby: Word To The Wise...
"A word to the wise ain't necessary - it's the stupid ones that need the advice."
A Lonely September-plain White T's
I'm sittin' here all by myself just tryin' to think of something to do Tryin' to think of something, anything just to keep me from thinking of you But you know it's not working out 'cause you're all that's on my mind One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind [Chorus] Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself that you're not the one for me But the more I think, the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me You know the holidays are coming up I don't want to spend them alone Memories of Christmas time with you will just kill me if I'm on my own [Chorus] Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did And you didn't mean to love me bac
Last Words, Emily Bronte
I knew not 'twas so dire a crime   To say the word, 'Adieu'; But this shall be the only time   My lips or heart shall sue. That wild hill-side, the winter morn,   The gnarled and ancient tree, If in your breast they waken scorn,   Shall wake the same in me. I can forget black eyes and brows,   And lips of falsest charm, If you forget the sacred vows   Those faithless lips could form. If hard commands can tame your love,   Or strongest walls can hold, I would not wish to grieve above   A thing so false and cold. And there are bosoms bound to mine   With links both tried and strong: And there are eyes whose lightning shine   Has warmed and blest me long: Those eyes shall make my only day,   Shall set my spirit free, And chase the foolish thoughts away   That mourn your memory
So, Whats The Difference...
Im just curious as to why it was/is considered insensitive or disrespectful to the victims to play the twin towers fall over and over on tv, you know, where you just see the building fall, and no one actually died. But perfectly ok to watch this Iranian women die over and over again on tv. Seeing her gasp for air and the life leave her eyes. Why isnt that considered disrespectful or inconsiderate to that woman? Just curious
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Walden Pond State Reservation
Henry David Thoreau lived at Walden Pond from July 1845 to September 1847. His experience at Walden provided the material for the book Walden, which is credited with helping to inspire awareness and respect for the natural environment. Because of Thoreau's legacy, Walden Pond has been designated a National Historic Landmark and is considered the birthplace of the conservation movement. Park Interpreters provide tours and ongoing educational programs. The Reservation includes the 102-foot deep glacial kettle-hole pond. Mostly undeveloped woods totaling 2680 acres, called "Walden Woods," surround the reservation.               Now part of the Massachusetts Forests and Parks system, Walden Pond State Reservation includes 462 acres of protect
The sea are calm, the storm has passed, the good Queen has sailed for Toudor at last. "To toudor, to toudor," she called to her crew, and her ship sailed away towards a full moon. I here words echo deep in my mind, Knowing that now is the time. With tears in my eye's I sail for her lands, charged with the ruling of her great Coven. With my hands sitting steady on The Tyler Scott's great wheel, I call for my Crew to raise up her sail. Slowly she lurches and heaves to port side, as we set Sail under the full moon nite. In no time it seems a shout from above, "Land ho there Captain,"  Swallows me up. I look through my glass and see the cove up ahead, the land of the Coven is right there again, but this time I know from the pain in my heart. My friend wont be there when from this ship, I depart. The Sound is just ahead, as the Tyler scott rides the swells, "Haul in the Jib sheet and stow the Top sails." My crew answers the call, but even they seems to know, that the Prince they once sail w
The Pain Of Love
The Pain of Love  Love is great and love is grand, say all the little children walking hand in hand, but love has teeth and love breds pain, just look at what love has lifts your spirts and then crashes them down. It gives you hope, before knocking you down.Love always comes when you exspect it not and leaves you with a vacant hole in your heart.Love will save they all used to say, just to come back and hurt you another day.Love I've held and a Love I tought true, but love walked away again, just to make me feel blue.Love has never brought me once ounce of luck, it just comes in and takes out another chunkLove is great, or doest bring joy.  Love just comes to hurt and play you like a toy.   Love has come to hurt me for the very last time,  i wont let it near enough I wont be that kind. I have got to take a hard stand agisnist all  that pain, if I dont love will come and hurt me again. I once held love in high regard, it always rewards me with a broken heart.   by Bobby Hayn
The Baby Dolls Etiquette...
~~THE Baby Dolls Etiquette~~   1. All "THE Baby Dolls" members/prospects MUST have a verified salute. 2. All " THE Baby Doll Members" must be female. Once we get the group established we will be adding males to the group. Read "THE Baby Dolls Etiquette" and if you agree to the terms, comment in the comment box with "Agree" you will be placed in the voting folder. 3. Mark aka Slut OR "THE Baby Dolls" homepage must be added to your Family or Friends top 7 list. 4. All " THE Baby Doll Members" will be assigned a team leader who we recommend be placed in your top friends for communication purposes, however, this is not a requirement. 5. You must add "Potential Baby Dolls" to your name while awaiting results of the weekly voting. Voting will occur Friday - Sunday. If you are voted in,your name should be changed to "  THE Baby Doll Members". You may not be part of any other "All Girl" group. (You will be notified via email if your membership has been approved or not.) 6. All "THE Ba
Should I Wake Up?
Why do I wake up in the morning-nothing's changed since the day of my birthWhy do I wake up in the morning-I make no difference on this earthStrength has left-has to be-something has died inside of meIf I don't wake up in the morning-at my funeral would anyone careIf I don't wake up in the morning-would anyone even be thereYou can put me down-you can put me out, you can try to ignoreBut now you're gonna hear me when I shout WAKE UPWhy should I wake up in the morning-it be just another wasted dayWhy should I wake up in the morning-don't do nothing right anywayThat was then-not anymore-now I go blasting out the doorI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'll prove you wrong I will not failI'm gonna wake up in the morning-I'm gonna blaze a brand new trailMight not be smart, but if I'm strongI know for sure no one ever will prove me wrong
A Bunch More....
Tell me and I'll forget; show me and I may remember; involve me and I'll understand. ~ Chinese Proverb Sometimes it is more important to discover what one cannot do than wht one cn do.  ~ Lin Yulang The spiritual life does not remove us from the world, but leads us deeper into it. ~ Henri J.M. Nouwen The greatest good you can do for another is not just to shar your riches but to reveal to him his own. ~ Benjamin Disraeli Love is the gret miracle cure. Loving ourselves works miracles in our lives. ~ Louise Hay Living and dreaming are two different things-but you can't do one without out the other. ~ Malcolm Forbes The weak can never forgive.  Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.  ~ Mahatma Ghandi People who succeed speak well of themselves to themselves. ~ Laurie Beth Jones Those who are free of resentful thoughts surely find peace. ~ Buddha Waste no tears over griefs of yesterday. ~ Euripides Wisdom is always an overmatch for strength. ~ Phil Jackson The defin
Different Ways Of Navigating
We’re All in the Same BoatWe’re all in the same boat. We just have different paddles, and perhaps we find ourselves on different rivers. We all live in human bodies. These are the vehicles in which we move through our world. We are all made of flesh, blood, and bone, with brains, hearts, and lungs to power us. Our paddles—the tools we use to move through the world—vary, as do the bodies of water—the environments—in which we find ourselves.Some of us use our high IQs to get where we want to go. Some of use our smiles, others use kindness, a gift with language, or athletic ability. Some of these qualities we were born with and others are skills we have learned. Considering this metaphor in light of your own life can be very enlightening. What tools are you using to get from point A to point B in your life? Chances are, you and the people you know have used many different tools in various combinations throughout your lives to get where you needed to go.
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The Big Party!
I will be out enjoying the big party!  Back on 7/6.  Those of you in Skee- town - I might see ya there.  But if I don't have a blast! Night 1- Burn Halo -- Pop Evil -- Saving Abel................................ I got an Autographed CD, and drum stick!  
Ok The Time Has Come..........
Ok the time has come for me to say goobye to fubar. Too much drama here and more than I care for. I am not online anymore anyways and there is no reason to keep my acct here when I dont use it for nothing. For those that know me, you know how to reach me.   Good writtens Amy
Contest Bomb Or Autos Hmmmm
I am Angel Bound and I really wanna level before my birthday... one small hitch cant get referrals So I need some help..  And I know everyone on here wants a cherry bomb or autos or perhaps both-   3 people could win-   I need 12 referrals and 15 mil points. first person to get me 5 referrals I will gat a bomb or auto there choice.  the 2nd person to get me 6 referrals will get bomb or auto-  and whoever helps the most to get the points knocked away- by spoiling me and rating like crazy ALSO get a bomb or autos..   Let the games begin... :)    
Sad, Sad Girl Tonight
Ok, so recently I had to delete my old account and start a new one. Nevermind the particulars at the moment. My problem is that I really liked talking to someone before, and now when I type in his name, I get about 500 different options... and NONE OF THEM IS HIM!!! WTF?!?! I've looked at the list about a million times tonight and I can't find him. :(
Still Think Ya Know Me
Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down - I cry for help, no one's around. Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall - It seems like no one cares at all. Always an emotion, But how can I explain - How can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose, But you can't explain, The same with my pain. Caught up in emotion, Goes over my head - Goes over my head. Sometimes I got to think to myself, Is this life or death, Am I living or am I dead? The clock keeps ticking, But nothing else seems to change - Problems never solved just rearranged. And then I think about all the times that I've had - Some were good, most were bad. I search for personality And I look for things I cannot see. Love and peace flash through my mind, Pain and hate is all I find. Find no hope in nothing new, And I never had a dream come true. Lies and hate and agony - Through my eyes it's all I see. If I'm gonna cry - Will you wipe away my tears? If I’m gonna die - Lord please take away my
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Think Ya Know Me
I scream at the sky, its easier than crying. I'm shyest when shuting out loud. I feel so alone in a room full of people. I'm lonliest when i'm out in a crowd. I'm alone, an nobody hears me. Can nobody heal me, won't somebody help me? I'm alone (I just need) Someone to take my hand n pick me up when i'm feeling down. Someone totake my hear n give it a home. Someone to be with me to help me thru the tymes when i'm down n lonly. Someone to be with me when i'm alone. Alone is the way i live, its not the way i want it but i know i cant give in. You cant give in, alone is the way i feel, its so hard to understand why i have to be alone.   Take a look at my heart you'd see it. I'm trying to be something better. Take a look at my heart you'd feel it. I gotta keep movin on. Take a look at my heart you'd know it. I'm just tryin to make my world better. If you look at my heart you'd see it.  I gotta do it alone.   I've been down, i've been down, i've been down so low. I've
Look Inside
Take the time to look inside to see everything that you have ever wanted to know. Everything is not as it appears.  
Idol Dayz
so yeah... this is how it all went! lol   day one: you stand in line FOREVER!!!!! just to show them you I.D. and get a ticket and a rist band........not much really..... day two: more waiting.....and a lot of group singing.....but that really doesnt matter cuz your not being judged in that at all.... so i really see no point to that.. but what ever...then when you just start to wake up they have you yell "WELCOME TO CHICAGO!!!" like 30 times in 16 dif ways..... again really stupid..... but again, what ever. and then after they are all dont doing that, they have you sit in the seats for like 2 more hours so they can set up. (you would think that they would have all of that dont concitering its a really big show) and then they line you up in groups of 4 so that the prudicers can tell you that they are just not what they are looking for.... but if simon and randy and paula was there i bet i would have gone thu because i have a good voice.. needless to say all they wanted
Reach Out & Touch Someone....the Synister Way
I was sitting on the edge of a river and looking across the water. I noticed a small tree or bush along the shore on the other side. Sitting there was a man who appeared to be sleeping with his head resting in his hand. At that moment it came to my attention that I was holding my rifle. I lift my rifle up, look through the scope, center my crosshairs on this unknown person's head and I pull the trigger. I jump into the river to swim across but i notice I'm not swimming in water, but more like syrup or some other thick fluid. I swim back to shore and walk over to a bridge and cross it. Upon coming up to my unknown victim, I inspect the body to find I had blown the top half of this person's head off, as if something you'd see in the movies or some morbid website. I saw that his hand was still resting on his face but in his hand was a cell phone. Apparently this person wasn't sleeping but in fact talkin on the phone minutes before their demise. I pryed the phone from his hand and press it
Did You Hear?
Oh sorry reality called....rates don't make you cool ~~Thick & Curvy..., 66666
The day you walked out on meI thought I would feel freeWith all that you have put me throughI know not yet what to doYou have shown me great painNow I look at you with disdainTake my heart from my chestI gave love my very bestI don’t want your love anymoreSo I stand here alone on the shoreI stand here full of pain and disgustOur divorce is a mustYou once made me happyNow all I feel is emptyYou promised you would never leaveI opened my heart to believeYou did nothing but lieMaking me want to dieNow I wait for the dayWhen this pain will go awayMy pain will end Thanks to losing a friendYou left me here in anguishWith a pain I have yet to distinguishI gave you my heart And you ripped it apartThe pain you made me feelIs so much more realThen the love we sharedI hate that I ever caredWith this note I say good-byeFor you another tear I will never cry. Laura M Todd (formerly Whidden)June 24, 2009  
Pride In What We Do
Over the last week and a half I was back in Ohio taking part in an inspection for my old guard unit (well...was current at the time).  It's whats called an Operational Readiness Inspection (ORI).  An ORI is designed to see if a unit is capable of handling and functioning with its mission capabilities.  We had been getting ready for it for the last 18 months...and in 4 days it was over.  So much work and prep put into it and we rocked.  We pulled the highest rating that could be given in both sections of the ORI.  That has not been accomplished by a unit in over 14 years.  That says alot in the planning and training that went into getting ready. Monday was my last day officially with the unit.  I out processed with them.  Why?  I live over 6 hours away now instead of 30 minutes.  I transferred to another unit. Leaving that unit was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do in my life.  I spent 16 years with them.  They were my second family.  I have watched kids grow up in that
A Survey - Thanks Azure Dragon!
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?last night at my local group's pagan meet-up2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?go to the bathroom and not have to sit...3. Have you ever crawled through a window?many... and have a few scars to prove it!4. Where is your mom?Biological one is spread somewhere in ashes under the Golden Gate Bridge...5. Morning or night person?Both6. What was the last movie you watched?I can't remember... it's been that long ago!7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?Yes - my cat's throat since he is being a P.I.T.A.8. You have a difficulty doing..?Anything I don't put my mind to 100%.9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.That they are male... LOL!10. What do you do when no one is watching?Pick my nose... or maybe scratch my bum - hahahahaha11. Ever been in love?Too many times and it still hurts.12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?Going off on tangents and tirades for causes...13. What is
Day 2 And 3
I skipped a day...but I'm catching it up now. Today, the cops showed up to check out a child abuse complaint, I then had to spend an hour explaining that I had given my son a suppository. The neighbors heard him sobbing hysterically "Daddy, why did you put that in my butt? It hurts." My neighbor had heard and thought I was raping my son. FML   Today, while reading some chemistry notes I came across the term "solid water". Completely stumped, I asked myself "what the hell is solid water??". Then I heard my little cousin say "ice". I'm a 4th year science major in university. He still checks the closet for monsters. FML  
The Lesson Of Fu
Once upon a time, I was a fu-tycoon.  Almost oracle level and owned more than a dozen people.  Had millions in the fu-bank to give away.  Blinged everyone in sight, could level someone twice in one day, and often did.  I know i moved a couple of people over a dozen levels in one or two turns.  i was spending almost $1000 a month "loving" my friends.  I know there were some who became friends through the process and never expected anything from me.  But there were others that I have learned, who are just here for the game.  How do I know this? Well, this time around, I came to fu land with one thing in mind......not spending a dime on anything or anyone.  I came back for my friends.  Nothing more.  I just wanted to see who my friends were.  So as I did, I began to see my old acquaintances online and reconnect with them.  And as I did, I learned that I'm not quite as popular as before, LOL.  As a matter of fact, I rarely have anyone even talk to me now.  So, I am going to be content w
Auction Of 25 Credit Bling Pack
Im auctioning off a 25 credit bling pack. The bidding will start at 1 Million. The auction will end tomorrow June 25th at 8pm fu-time. If you have any questions, contact me!
Had another bad day. It started first thing in the morning and it's still kind of going. I'll probably not talk to you much. PLEASE don't take it personal. I just don't want to snap at someone for no reason.   ♥
Recession is when your neibor losses his job. Depression is when you lose yours, and recovery will be when Obama Losses his..... just a truthful thought....
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I'm Up For Auction
I'm up for auction... click on the picture below to bid on me    
Evidently, I Have To Put A Subject Here, So Subject
Thinking about posting an ad on Craigslist :: "Bored, lonely, seeking serial killer who enjoys playing scrabble."
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For Someone That I Don't Deserve
I never have had a way with words but recently I hurt someone I cared about very much.  I said things I didn't mean and I upset them, that more then anything hurts and makes me feel like such garbage.  I hope that they can find it in my heart to forgive me but I can't apologize enough, I am really truly deeply sorry
Baby Baby...
Baby, babyBaby don't leave meOoh, please don't leave meAll by myselfI've got this yearning, burningYearning feelin' inside meOoh, deep inside meAnd it hurts so badYou came into my heartSo tenderlyWith a burning loveThat stings like a beeNow that I surrenderSo helplesslyYou now wanna leaveOoh, you wanna leave meOoh, baby, babyWhere did our love go?Ooh, don't you want meDon't you want me no moreOoh, babyBaby, babyWhere did our love goAnd all your promissesOf a love forever moreI've got this yearning, burningYearning feelin' inside meOoh, deep inside meAnd it hurts so badBefore you won my heartYou were a perfect guyBut now that you got meYou wanna leave me behindBaby, baby, ooh babyBaby, baby don't leave meOoh, please don't leave meAll by myselfOoh, baby, babyWhere did our love go?
Have you ever noticed girls who set their handbags on public toilet floors, then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes 'what you don't know will hurt you'!   Read on............. Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their handbagsdown on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She alwayssaid that handbags are really dirty, because of where they have been.   It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may knowwhat's inside our handbags, do you have any idea what's on the outside?Women carry handbags everywhere; from the office to public toilets to thefloor of the car. Most women won't be caught without their handbags, but didyou ever stop to think about where your handbag goes during the day. 'I drive a school bus, so my handbag has been on the floor of the bus alot,' says one woman. 'On! The floor of my car, an
Creamy Decadence
have you ever licked the creaminess before you went very far savoring the cream upon your tongue a lil moan of pleasure a big smile   follows as you scoop more of that delicious texture into your mouth gripping hard  filling your hand with its firmness as you smile wickedly      right before you plunge the rest of the oreo cookie in milk   gotcha didnt i
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Kiss Me
you have seduced me with those lips constantly chewing on the bottom one tracing a finger along them doing everything you can to make me look at them leaving me with thoughts of what do they feel like is it as inviting as they look try as i might i cant help but look at them finding myself biting mine thinking aloud wouldnt i taste better between those teeth of yours tracing  my parted lips instead my will power leaves me i get the feeling you know exactly what you are doing as you hypnotise me with those lips late at night
My Thoughts
there are times in my life that fill me with such overwhelming thoughts that i cannot find the words to speak but my lip trembles tears do slide down my face sometimes i wonder why is it i cannot speak its as if my mouth goes dry my voice has left me am i encapable of such thoughts to possess the words to describe them as they slam into me i can feel each thought on my skin in my pores   sinking deep within me but yet to speak one word at those times i cannot do so instead i let it ride me with a fierceness that leaves me breathless pleading for more i tried once to write during that time but i couldnt fathom how to hold a pen i find myself alot of those times laying upon my bed as my body rocks to an unheard music are my thoughts so foreign to me   are they even my thoughts to begin with they feel like hands touching me everywhere but never leaving me as if the very thought of those hands leaving me is unheard of as i lay here curled up sweat covered
A Moment Of Vanity
Okay, so today I went through you tube dot com and looked for videos I knew would have me in them...If you look up hellsmichelle over there you can see all of them in my favorites. [and please add me as a friend] From when I did a stint in the audience on Cristina's Court...I am behind the Naked Cowboy's wife to the left. I am wearing a purple shirt and dark pants. My hair is long and black. Sometimes I look friggin bored out of my mind -- because I was!! Part one: Part two: End: Then I finally managed to find that eppisode of The Secret Lives of Women that we were featured in: Part one: Part two: Part three: Part four: Part five: And of
Leveling Blog 470
  Enjoying what I do best.@ fubar       12k to Level  
Another Friend Lost :-(
ursceal@ fubar I don't know what happened yet. I just talked to him like Monday. He msg'd me to make sure i wasn't involved in the train collision in DC. I'm truly saddened by this news. James... you, my wonderful friend.... will be sadly missed.
Is your home business costing you way more money than you thought it would? Are you prospecting yourself broke?  Not getting your opportunity in front of enough people?   To tell you the truth, building a home business the using the old methods can be costly and time consuming to say the least.   But what I could tell you that there is a way for you to actually build your home business faster, get your opportunity in front of more people, and all without spending a ton of money.    Would you be at all interested in something like that?   Well here is some good news. My
Tired Of Breaking The Bank Trying To Build Your Business?
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PASSION As I sit here gazing in wonderment at the starlit sky My mind wanders into the dark, forgotten past. Searching, envisioning, and trying desperately to remember A feeling that has long since vanished. Slowly, in the still of the night, the images begin to resurface --- The heat, the frenzied excitement, the longing for you To melt into me, become one with me. The look in your eyes that could only come from unadulterated love And the touch that made every ounce of my being come to life. Then, as tranquility comes over me, I softly smile And I know that I will feel that passion again.
Regarding Pimpouts/sf/buzzkills..
JAK is gonna use this blog to help those who are trying to buy a pimpout/shitface/buzzkill...and those who are selling them...if you're selling leave a comment on how much you are charging...if you're buying...hit up those who are selling and tell them JAK sent ya...
The Witch's Rune
By Doreen Valiente and Gerald Gardner Darksome night and shining moonHearken to the Witches Rune.East then South , West then NorthHear! Come! I call thee forth!By all the powers of land and seaBe obedient unto me.Wand, pentacle, and the swordHearken ye unto my word.Cords and censor, scourge and knifeWaken all ye into life.Powers of the witches bladeCome ye as the charge is made.Queen of heaven, queen of hellSend your aid into the spell.Horned Hunter of the nightWork my will by magick right.By the powers of land and seaAs I do say, "So mote it be!"By all the might of moon and sunAs I do will, it shall be done!Eko Eko, AzarakEko Eko, ZomilarakEko Eko, CernunnosEko Eko, Aradia.  
My Wish"paradise"
Take A Bow
  Take a Bow (By Ashley Nichole) aka Sexichica88   Why can't you be the one I run to when I'm broken? You're never there when I need you, I have nothing. Who I am is never good enough for your high standards. I don't know what to do. Why can't I be mad at you?   All I ever wanted was for us to be real. All that I need is time to heal. It doesn't matter where life takes me now. You've officially hurt me, hope you're happy, take a bow.   You say that you've been there from the start. Just drive another dagger in my lifeless heart. How much longer are you going to try? This life is over for me, I'm useless, ready to die.   The pain can't grow any stronger. I need you in my life more than ever. One last chance to try to make this right. Or my life will end, I will say good night.   It doesn't matter where life takes me now. You've officially hurt me, hope you're happy, take a bow.      
The Rede Of The Wiccae
  The Rede of the Wiccae   Bide the Wiccan laws ye must In perfect love an perfect trust. Live an let live - Fairly take an fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about to keep all evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye an light of touch speak little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing moon sing an dance the Wiccan Rune. Widdershins go when Moon doth wane, an the werewolves howl by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's Moon is new kiss the hand to her times two. When the Moon rides at her peak, then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale lock the door an drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the East expect the new an set the feast. When the West wind blows o'er thee departed spirits restless be. Nine woods in the cauldron go burn them quick an burn them slow. Elder be ye Lady's tree burn it not or cursed ye'll be. When th
I'm Leaving This Site For Good, Tired Of All The Petty Games
What Did I Do To Deserve This?
This woman rated me a "1" and then sent me a message which follows   What did I ever do to her?   Folder: INBOX SENT     from: OhSoSexy United States subject: BITCH   received: 06/24/2009 02:11 pm replied: no    block this member    Flag as spam   You are sooooooooooooooo old! Take your old dirty ass offline you old dirty skank!!!!!!!!   What should I do?
My Last Heartbreak...
Wanted to write this blog for awhile, since I always bring this story up when comforting friends and/or explaining why I take my time anymore... Fore-warning, this may be a long blog so grab a snack or two and a beverage... ... Alright, wayyyy back in high-school, probably my senior year, I met this girl named "Tammy". I guess we ran into each other a few times at different parties but never exchanged numbers or anything. Honestly, I don't remember meeting her untill... Fastforward a few years when MySpace went national. Yeah, we ran into each other online and after a few monthes of talking, she invited me to meet her for drinks with her and her friends. So I go, and we hit it off. In fact, we constantly called/texted/MySpaced/hung out with friends at bars and parties. We confided in eachother about EVERYTHING, including our love lives and such. We called eachother "twins". She was meh sis, I was her bro. Fastforward a few years... She ends up admitting she thinks we'd be
Friend Requests
Is it just me or doesn't anybody care about being friends with an older guy?
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Zombie Take-out Episode 6: Put On The Glasses
Zombie Take-Out Episode 6: Put On The Glasses is now online The first of our two part series focusing on the work of a seminal b-movie icon who isn’t a professional actor … or even really an actor at all.This week, we delve into the Roddy Piper oeuvre with a discussion of They Live. What’s wrong, baby?
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Things To Ponder That Make You Go Hmmmm...
1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool?  (My sentiments exactly!) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3.  OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the 'Jags' and the Tampa Bay Buccaneers are known  as the 'Bucs,' what does that make the Tennessee Titans?
Latest Update From The Deftones On Chi Cheng, And The New Cd "eros"
Jun 23, 2009 2:21 PM Subject: Update Body: What’s up!We want to take a minute and address all of you regarding Chi and our new record: First and foremost, we are all still praying and hoping for our brother’s and bandmate’s recovery. He continues to get hospital care, but often it feels as if we’re no closer to knowing what is ultimately going to happen to him as he continues to fight off infections as part of an ongoing battle with his condition. We trust all of you have been following his progress at One Love For Chi; we have as well. Whenever we have significant information regarding his condition, we will share it with all of you. In the meantime, we’re working on getting a benefit show together for Chi in Los Angeles this fall; details will follow very soon.Let’s all continue to channel positive energy into the universe for Chi’s recovery. There has been a lot of speculation lately about what is going on with the record: Eros
I'm Having Issues...
My MSN doesn't work... Is anyone else feeling my pain or do all you Yanks still use Yahoo...   thanks :|
Ok Who Is Sensitve Thursday
Your Lovescope - Tomorrow, June 25, 2009 A sense of humor is one thing, but sometimes this can backfire, as you may find out with today's astral alignment. Some people are quite sensitive to off the cuff remarks, and the person in question, who also happens to be someone you greatly admire, may mark this down as a point against you. It may be best to watch your tongue in the future.
I Belive...
I belive that every thing happens for a reason.People change so that u can learn to let go,things go wrong so u can appriciate them when their right.u belive lies so you'll eventually learn to trust no one but your self,and some times good things fall apart so better things can fall together!
The Real Story Today
Again, this can also be found on my site, . It's still be worked on, but the postings are coming. Thanks to (so what if it’s a liberal publication) for this piece from an Iranian medical student. Read the following: “I only want to speak about what I have witnessed. I am a medical student. There was chaos at the trauma section in one of our main hospitals. Although by decree, all riot-related injuries were supposed to be sent to military hospitals, all other hospitals were filled to the rim. Last night, nine people died at our hospital and another 28 had gunshot wounds. All hospital employees were crying till dawn. They (government) removed the dead bodies on back of trucks, before we were even able to get their names or other information. What can you even say to the people who don’t even respect the dead. No one was allowed to speak to the wounded or get any information from them. This morning the faculty and the stud
Another One That Thinks He Is Hot Shit
Im The Kinda Girl...
Im the kind of girl who will dance in the pouring rain,smile like im fine,when im not.I will make u laugh when u wanna cry,worry way more about you than me,fall over laughing at the dumbest things,always forgives but never forgets,who loves so many,and hates so few,when she's loved by few and hated by many....
5 Things You Never Knew Your Cellphone Could Go:
For all the folks with cell phones. (This should be printed > and kept in your > car, purse, and wallet. Good information to have with > you.) > > > There are a few things that can be done in times of grave > emergencies. > > Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an > emergency tool for survival. > > Check out the > things that you can do with it: > > > FIRST > Emergency > > The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is > 112. > If you find Yourself out of > the coverage area of your mobile network > and there is an Emergency, dial > 112 and the mobile will search any > existing n etwork to Establish the > emergency number for you, and > interestingly, this number 112 can be dialed even if the > keypad is locked. Try it out. > > SECOND > Have you locked your keys in the car? > > Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come > in > handy someday. Good reason to own a cell > phone: > > > If you lock your
Transformersrevenge Of The Fallen
this movie was fucking awsome much better then the first i'am going to show how much of a nerd i'am by telling who was in the movie soundwave,devastor,megatron,starscream, sideways, ravage, scopinox thats all the bad guys i can rember. prime, mudflap,sideswipe, jetfire. story line was way better if it doesn't pull in more the the last one i will be shocked. i will definately buy this when it comes out.i'll have to pick up a few of the toys when i get the chance.
...when You Are Feeling Bummed.....
A lovely story about the love!  Great time of year to stop, think and appreciate those special friends in your life! Lucky Dog.... Anyone who has pets will really like this. You'll like it even if you don't and you may even decide you need one! Mary and her husband Jim had a dog named 'Lucky.' Lucky was a real character. Whenever Mary and Jim had company come for a weekend visit they would warn their friends to not leave their luggage open because Lucky would help himself to whatever struck his fancy. Inevitably, someone would forget and something would come up missing. Mary or Jim would go to Lucky's toy box in the basement and there the treasure would be, amid all of Lucky's other favorite toys. Lucky always stashed his finds in his toy box and he was very particular that his toys stay in the box. It happened that Mary found out she had breast cancer. Something told her she was going to die of this fact; she was just sure it was fatal. She scheduled the double ma
Once In An Eon
AT 5 MINUTES AND 6 SECONDS AFTER 4 A.M., ON THE 8TH OF JULY, THIS YEAR, THE TIME  AND DATE WILL BE:  04:0 5:0 6 07-0 8-0 9THIS WILL NOT HAPPEN AGAIN UNTIL THE YEAR 3009!!!(I had a deep feeling that you just needed to know this)Aren't you glad I told you?
Exit, Pursued By A Bear.
Simon Critchley even writes a biographical note for himself in “The Book of Dead Philosophers” (ISBN 9780307390431), something he can do since he’s the only one not dead.  His statement is from William Shakespeare’s play “The Winter’s Tale” and it’s a stage direction from act III, scene iii, only there it’s “Exit, pursued by the Bear.”  I knew it sounded familiar … and the remaining 190 or so dead philosophers (that’s the title of the book’s body) chronicled in these pages made me wonder about two-thirds of the way: why does anyone want to be a philosopher?  The author’s bias is clear enough that he agrees with Michel de Montaigne that to philosophize is to learn how to die; I guess that depends how one sees death, because I have a hard time seeing it as an opposite rather than a stage.  These vignettes aren’t straight biography, but they’ll leave you thinking. Today Martha and the k
That Is Not My Dog ~ This Time The Joke Is On Me.
One of my favorite movie scenes/jokes is this Pink Panther one   Clouseau: Does your dog bite? Hotel Clerk: No. Clouseau: [bowing down to pet the dog] Nice doggie. [Dog barks and bites Clouseau in the hand] Clouseau: I thought you said your dog did not bite! Hotel Clerk: That is not my dog.     I had almost reached home from walking two of my three dogs. My neighbor was casually sweeping her front porch. Laying in wait ready to spring her trap as it turned out. She is a very sweet Cuban woman not yet old enough to be an old lady.   She called out in her Cuban accent, a soft one much different than the guttural sounding male one. “I think one of your dogs is in my yard.”   I was sure this wasn't the case as I had the leashes of two of them in my hands and could hear the other whining about how unfair life was that she had to wait for her turn for a walk. “Ok. I will come look.”   I was curious to what she had in her back yard and am I sucker for
Used Yahama Psr-140 Partatone Keybard.
USED Yahama PSR-140 Partatone Keybard. Its not the kind you can put a disc in. The keyboard is in good working condition. Comes with AC adaptor. Keyboard stand not included. It’s $20.00. Keyboard can’t not be shipped. You must pick up in person. To see picture of item. Go to my ad at  I Only accept Cash or Cashier's Check This Item can not be shipped. So if you are intrested , you must pick up in person. The cashier's check is to be drawn on a local bank in the Warren, Ohio, USA area in the amount of US $20.00. Make it payable to Maria Bustos. As soon as you have the check ready, please make an appointment with me to hand deliver it and arrange pick up of the item.
Lbb Entry 12
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Lot's of people listen to Metal music. Lot's of people love it or hate it.  I'm gonna pick on a few members of bands. Do Not Get Upset With This.   Tribute from little ol me.   Eric Carr- One of the best drummers in music. He had so much drive in his life as well as his music. Cliff Burton- The bass player every other bass player could learn from. His sound was outta this world. Dimebag - Awesome guitar player. Too bad it took some goofball killing him for more people to hear his work. Randy Rhodes- He was way ahead of his time. One of the best ever in my opinion. Lane Staley- Man had an awesome voice. Alice in Chains may be moving on, but they won't be the same.   Blessed rest to all men mentioned here. We all miss you and your music.
The Past
"There is a way to look at the past. Don't hide from it. It will not catch you if you don't repeat it." 
What Happens When??
As a parent, we are looked to as out childs own personal superhero. We are supposed to protect them from from the monsters under the bed and in the closet. We are supposed to kiss them and love on them when they get sick and get hurt. They look to us to do anything and everything, BUT what happens when the time comes and we cant protect them? What happens when they hurt and we cant put a band-aid on the hurt and kiss it away? What happens when we cant give them meds to take away the sickness and make them better? As many of you know, I am faced with this right now. My oldest is sick and I, myself, and the doctors are ding everything we can. He is going frm test to test. Everyday he looks at me with the "Mommy, make me better look" and I'm hopeless. I cant kiss his pain away or put a band-aid on it and tell him all better. I cant give him meds and make the sickness away. Honestly, I am scared when he has to go in for a different test. I am scared for what I will be told and how I will
This Is So
I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ somuch.And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing.I havenever figured out why men think with their head and women with theirheart.FOR EXAMPLE:One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed.Well,the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, 'I don't feellike it, I just want you to hold me.'I said, 'WHAT??!! What was that?!'So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads tohear....'You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough forme to satisfy your physical needs as a man.'She responded to my puzzled look by saying, 'Can't you just love me forwho I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?'Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep.The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time withher.We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnameddepartment store.I walked aroun
Beware!! Beware!!
Beware of this person she is not who she claims to be and is a fraud!!
We All Make Mistakes
Last night me and several others were laughing at a womans unfortunate pics..some of us left comments. It was bought to my attention today that someone I considered a friend deleted me for these actions..Lala was nice enough to fill me in. Yes itwas mean..and I did feel bad which is why I apologized to the woman,.I cannot take back my shitty actions. It was a lapse in judgement..we all have those. I proceeded to write him and admit my wrongs and inform him that Ihad also apologized to her.   I guess I am a bit hurt that he has not responded..and never even bothered to tell ME why I was deleed. We all make misakes..him included I am sure. Sorry for the rant..I just think is is shitty to not even aknowldge and apology..even if it is to tell me to fuck off.   *end rant*
Usedcardio Cruiser In Great Working Condition
I Only accept Cash or Cashier's Check This Item can not be shipped do to the fact that I no longer have the instruction manual on how to put it together. So if you are intrested , you must pick up in person. The cashier's check is to be drawn on a local bank in the Warren, Ohio, USA area in the amount of US $150.00. Make it payable to Maria Bustos. As soon as you have the check ready, please make an appointment with me to hand deliver it and arrange pick up of the cardio cruiser. USED Cardio Cruiser In Great Condition The Cardio Cruiser has a revolutionary design that combines the powerful cardio and body sculpting movement of three of the most popular gym machines. You get the comfort of the recumbent bike, the upper body toning motion of the elliptical machine and the lower body action of the stair mill - all in one super-charged machine! The secret is the Cardio Cruiser's dual-action, synchronized motion that incorporates most of the muscles in your body by getting your arms and leg
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A Horse's Prayer
A HORSES PRAYERFeed me, water me and care for me. When my days work is done provide me with shelter, a clean dry bed,and a stall wide enough to lie down in comfort. Talk to me, your voice often means as much to me as the reins. Pet me sometimes, that I may serve you the more gladly and learn to love you.Do not jerk the reins and do not whip me when going up hill.Never strike, beat or kick me when I do not understand what you mean,but give me a chance to understand. Watch me and if I fail to do your bidding, see if something is wrong with my harness or my feet. Examine my teeth when I do not eat. I may have an ulcerated tooth that is very painful.Do not tie my head in unnatural positions,or take away my best defense against flies by cutting off my tail.(I don't take away your mosquito curtains.)Don't smoke in my barn or leave me tied overnight and perhaps burn me to death while you are sleeping in your comfortable bed.And last, my master when my strength is gone,do not turn me out in a
Romance's Redemption
I'm a part of a number of writing groups. Most of them have some kind of challenge. Sunday one was issued where we were to write a four verse couplet poem. Though I don't have to explain for most, a couplet is a matching meter and rhyme poem. You have the same syllables in a two line stanza with the ending word rhyming pattern. I originally started with this poem. It was to long. I liked it so much I decided to use it for this week's Poetry Wednesday. Though this poem is LOOSELY based on me it isn't entirely. I am not about to attempt suicide. I'm not longing for love. And I'm not depressed. Let me give you some background. I may not have make the images sharp enough. All this woman knows is depression. Life has beaten her down and she thinks she can't get any lower. The winds have come and scattered her dreams. Love doesn't know her name. She has no value, importance, or self-esteem. She's basically a shell of a woman playing at living life. She's dead inside. On night she goes to the
If You Only Knew
If you only knew that your memory embraces me like the wind. That my heart doesn’t have enough words to express, because what I feel for you is so immense. If you only knew how every inch of my body yearns for you. How your memories palpitate in my soul when your presence stays, here in my heart. If you only knew, that my love is like a cry that shatters the silence, is the emptiness I feel by having you only in my dreams while my heart pleads for you to be mine. If only you knew how my yearning bleeds out of your eyes when they look at me not knowing that I’m dying to give you all the passion I have inside. Come and surrender your love to me, to calm my pain of not having you, to erase with your caress my lament, so that I may sow a thousand roses in your belly. Come and surrender your love to me, because the substance of my life is in every kiss I have to give, that the world is not enough to contain my love for you. Come and surrender your love to me
Cowboy's Prayer
Cowboy Prayer Thank you Father for choosin the cowboy life for me Riding the range, mending fences and sleeping under the stars Enjoying all your creations, Father how awesome you are. Some folks spend their days chasing silver and gold, you see And when they finally get it it's easily wasted away Me, I chase horses and cows most all of the day. When the night comes, I'm tired, sore and cold I make myself a fire, eat my vittles, spread out my bedroll. Then I play my harmonica, singing out loudly and bold, Til my good friend, Pumpkin is sound asleep. And as I sink into peaceful and irreversible sleep Please, please do not for me weep, I happily lived my life as a cowboy, the life God chose for me.
What's Now? What's Next?
I am about to leave my home of six years. One quarter of my life. The place is absolutley rich with memories. Climbing on the roof, hot tar, loud music and cold drink. Fifty people in an apartment that seats eight comfortably. Waking up to get to class, with the over 21 wrist bands still on. Friends that became family, girlfriends who became friends. Neighbors who became enemies or partners in disaster. After raising sheer anarchy for the better part of a decade I'm leaving this place. Hopefully with something more than a security deposit. Hell, the security deposit would be nice.
Saving Myself
I see you across the fieldwhat am I doing here?I run and stumble forwardconfusion makes me want you near I can't seem to reach youyou slip through my fingerslike freshly spun silkthe feeling always lingers suddenly you're yards awayyour voice carries on the wind"Try again" the sounds caressI can't, to the ground I'm pinned fighting against the anchorageobvious it is no useyou continue to beacon to meemotional abuse? tears leak out my straining eyesdrowning in my own salty oceanI awake suddenly with a startovercome with emotion cocooned in my blanketingpillows thoroughly soakedaftereffects of my dreamingthe nightmares he's envoked my subconscious yearns for himbut I must stay awaymy heart's constant pesteringis leading my mind astray my heart has no sense of self-preservationonly protected by ribs and bonesmy mind knows better so i refrainto save myself from the unknown. Poem by Tammy C.  
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Rivers Of Sorrow
This is the land of heartbreak,Where the rivers slowly drown in sorrow,The leaves bow their heads in shame,The crickets sing their songs in depression,The clouds sob in despair,The sun refuses to show his face,The thunder bellows out his frustration. This is where I must stay,Stay, till you return to me.And when you do, The rivers will rush,New leaves shall be born,Crickets will dance,Clouds will clear,Sun will shine,Thunder will sleep… And I will smile. Poem By Tammy C.  
So Confused
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I'm Just Me
Im just me, and thats all I can be. no more, no less, no 2nd guess. I laugh I love I live I cry Some days im funny Others im not Some days im in overdrive and I dont know how to stop You may not like me, and thats perfectly ok Because this is me and this is how I'll stay. Poem By Tammy C.
Hotties Of Fubar Auction: Want To Be In It?
I'm Running an Hotties of Fubar Auction! Want to be in it? 1. Send C51 Art Girl the picture of yourself that you want in the auction along with 15K in FuBucks and what your offering! 2. Auctions Starts on Jul. 1st at 12pm Fu Time and ends Jul. 31st at Midnight Fu time! C51 Art Girl: ︻╦╤─C51™ARTGIRL†AK*S51RLWify* Catacones420wnr✡RoyalHotie*5sMom*@ fubar
Mmmm Stuff
Why does it seem that everything wants to break or go wrong when you are trying to save money to go out of town to visit family?
I Have Learned.
I have learned to live the multiplicity of yesterday, today and tomorrow simultaneouslyinterconnected momentsof sweet weeks and bitter daysSip the unsurpassable benevolentmysteries which come fromthe depths of our own inner worldwalking towards the futurewithout submittingto the darkness that hopes to deceive. Poem By Tammy C.
Where Love Has Been Sown
Here is a heartWhere love has been sownTake it with youwherever you goKeep it close to your own Here is a heartThat aches for love that's trueDreaming of a kissOr a gentle touchHow this heart aches for you! Here is a heartWaiting anxiously for the dayWhen at long lastThe sun will riseAnd everything will be okay Here is a heartThat shall always hold you nearWith love unboundUntil the end of timeIt's you I love my dear. Poem By Tammy C.
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The Passing Of Jerri Fitzgerald
  Updated 9:54 a.m. CT, Wed., June 24, 2009 In this 1999 file photo released by the National Science Foundation, Dr. Jerri Nielsen FitzGerald, a National Science Foundation physician, is shown at the ceremonial South Pole. She died Tuesday at home in Southwick, Mass. BOSTON - Dr. Jerri Nielsen FitzGerald, who diagnosed and treated her own breast cancer before a dramatic rescue from the South Pole, has died. She was 57. Her husband, Thomas FitzGerald, said she died Tuesday at their home in Southwick, Mass. Her cancer had been in remission until it returned in August 2005, he said Wednesday. She was the only doctor among 41 staff at the National Science Foundation's Amundsen-Scott South Pole Station in winter 1999 when she discovered a lump in her breast. At first, she didn't tell anyone, but the burden became too much to bear. "I got really sick," she told The Associated Press in a 2003 interview. "I had great big lymph nodes under my arm. I thought I would die." Rescue was o
A Symphonies Last Note
A Symphonies Last Note   I stumbled across a beautiful riddle She is hiding in plain sight Standing there for the entire world to see A dove simply waiting to take flight Intelligent and filled with wit She shows many different sides Waiting for someone to unlock the secret Of the restless soul that in her resides Dancing by the light of the moon Her song seeking an audience Whispering to see who will pull close Screaming to see who will climb her walls so immense
Now That I Know...
Ok, now I know what a BLOG is..  why should I "use" or "do" it??  does anyone really care...??

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