Though we live in the same house, he doesn't seem to see or hear me, it's as though I am invisible to him. He tells me he loves me with all his heart yet he pushes me away. So I sit here alone as silent tears stream down my face and my heart breaks a little more. I know he loves me yet he hurts me and doesn't seem to notice. I sit here feeling so confused and unsure where to turn. All I ever wanted was for him to love me. It's funny how you know someone loves you yet they can hurt you at the same time. I feel as if I don't know him anymore. If love is supposed to be so wonderful then why does it hurt so much ????
June 18th 2009
