well, the wheels of change are in motion. it's a sad time for me because one of my best friends just moved away and i have lived with her since november. it's gonna be weird not having her around. me and several other friends are leaving soon too. we're going to santa rosa, new mexico. i lived there before for 2 years. i can't believe i'm just packing up and moving away again. i didn't think i'd have it in me, and i'm still not sure that it's the best decision but i'm gonna do it anyway and hope for the best. i'm just hoping that i don't fall back into old habits. but i have bryan and tony with me to make sure that doesn't happen. it's just so crazy how fast all of this happened. i think it will be fun:) these guys have never been there and it's a great place. i know they will like it. i just hope everything goes well.......