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well, the wheels of change are in motion. it's a sad time for me because one of my best friends just moved away and i have lived with her since november. it's gonna be weird not having her around. me and several other friends are leaving soon too. we're going to santa rosa, new mexico. i lived there before for 2 years. i can't believe i'm just packing up and moving away again. i didn't think i'd have it in me, and i'm still not sure that it's the best decision but i'm gonna do it anyway and hope for the best. i'm just hoping that i don't fall back into old habits. but i have bryan and tony with me to make sure that doesn't happen. it's just so crazy how fast all of this happened. i think it will be fun:) these guys have never been there and it's a great place. i know they will like it. i just hope everything goes well.......
well guys, here i am again, writing another blog. i dunno what's been going on with me lately. things do seem to be picking up. one of my roommates, and the source of alot of drama in all of our lives, has moved out, so that's good i suppose. i mean, in a way, i do miss her being here, but towards the end it was just getting a little too ridiculous. anyway.....a month or so ago, i was going to pick up picklesama from work and my car died in the rain. after spending a good bit of money to get it up and running again, i find out that it's not willing to be revived. that sucked. what sucked worse was bumming rides from ppl to and from work for almost a month. but a week or so ago, my dad called and told me that he was GIVING me his van. and that he did. gave me the fucking van. had it put in my name and everything. that totally rocked!!! no more bumming for rides for lolli and pickle. hehe=) i guess these past few days have been way better than normal. for awhile there, i thought i was losing my mind. sometimes i still do. i really think it's time for a change. i have thought about so many different options and the two that i am leaning towards is moving back to new mexico or moving to california. me and pickle each have a friend that lives in the same town. is that weird or what? but anyway, yeah, we are really thinking about just packing up and moving on and not telling anyone where we are going. well i would tell my family of course, but noone at work or anything. i dunno though. do i wanna just pack up and leave again? it's hard starting all over somewhere else, but it feels great at the same time. i dunno. it's just something we've been thinking about.
well, that's some of the shit that's been going on over here. just wanted to keep everyone updated.
