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Israel Chemicals Signs Second Indian Potash Deal
Israel Chemicals Ltd. (TASE: ICL) has signed its second potash contract in India this month. The new contract is for 415,000 tons, with an option for an additional 25,000 tons, amounting to $203.4 million and$215.6 million if the option is exercised. It follows on the $490 million Indian contract for one million ton with a 100,000-ton option signed last week. The average price in both contracts is$490 per ton, $120 more per ton than in Israel Chemicals' previous Indian contracts. The new contract will be delivered through March 2012. In July, Israel Chemicals signed a$285 million Chinese contract for the delivery of 500,000 tons of potash at $470 per ton. The three contract total$975 million, burberry outlet not including the options. Earlier this week, Migdal Capital Markets raised its recommendation for Israel Chemicals to "Buy" with a target price of NIS 65. Israel Chemicals' share price price rose 1.2% by mid-afternoon to NIS 48.55, giving a market cap of NIS 61 billion. Africa
Nasa Last Flight.. More Than You Might Know...
Could there REALLY be something bad,very bad about to happen to the earth?   this is a qoute from a NASA administrator about the reasons why the space program is ending and how we should feel about it. "NASA Administrator Charles Bolden, a former space shuttle commander, said that while the budget cancels the program building the agency’s space shuttle replacement — the Orion crew vehicle — it is not trading away safety to embrace new, privately built spaceships to fly astronauts. It also paves the way for a “21st-century space program,” he said. “No one cares about safety more than I. I flew on the space shuttle four times. I lost friends in the two space shuttle tragedies. So I give you my word these vehicles will be safe,” Bolden said. “They will fulfill a critical NASA need, spur industrial innovation and free up NASA to do the bold, forward-leaning work that we need to do to explore beyond Earth.”   is one of the reasons
Do You Know How To Choose Your Fancy Dress Costume Accessories?
Fancy apparel costumes are now readily available inside of a broad variety of shapes and sizes and certainly not has it been as effortless to grow to be somebody new, to alter your personal persona, a at least of for any time period of time. Cheap Special Occasion Dresses are readily available for just about any theme. But, it is correct how the costume you put on will only be total using the suitable costume accessories. It is feasible to purchase or lease an pricey fancy apparel costume but for it to search incomplete or plain daft credited for the lack with the suitable accessories. For example, in the occasion you pick a Roman toga or Greek Goddesses robes not having the suitable shoes - or Cheap wedding dresses,a at least of a little something in maintaining using the costume, the complete search could fall flat. You could possibly perform it for humor and put on dark socks,Cheap Little Black Dresses wedding dresses and slip-ons but this really is possibly not the search you arra
Ancestory
Do any of you have a membership to Ancestory.com? I'm trying to find out if I'm related to George W Summers, judge in Charleston WV. He was a prominent member of my state, having a county and a street in the capital city named after him. If any of you do, and are willing to look something up for me, please send me a message. I'd really love to find out. Thanks!!!!!
Once Upon A Time
Once Upon A Time          Sitting here, thinking     about you and me     wondering if     it could ever be.       You don't know me,      and I don't know you      still something about it      makes it seem so true.       Was it fate      or was it destiny      will this work out      or is it just not meant to be.      But I'm a risk taker     I'll take a chance,     I'll take your hand     then we can dance.      I'm no Prince     it's plain to see     I'm just a simple man     simple as can be.      Take my hand     be my wife     and I'll love you     for the rest of my life.      I'll be your gentlemen caller     will you be my Southern Belle,     take my hand and walk with me     I promise you , you're Fairey Tale.
I Will Be Heard
In what has turned into a recent effort to clear up some skeletons and demons for myself and from my past, I am going to start adding more blogs about myself. Trying to share information that I normally may not, and trying to quit being so closed up when it comes to certain things. I have held on to a lot of things for way too long, and realistically - I'm tired of how they are affecting my life. As I said yesterday, things with my anger have affected past relationships and living situations; both of which turned worse for me as a result of the anger. When I care for someone, I mean really care for someone - I tend to take their problems onto myself a little too much sometimes. Same friend I mentioned yesterday tells me that because I get so concerned sometimes, it appears that I'm trying to make things my fault so I know better how to handle them. I don't think I look for things to be my fault constantly, I think I have been in places in time where I was used to that being the case.
Here's A Number That Is Not A Game! 5825
Here's a number that is NOT a game! 5825. 900 arrested in London, 300 arrested in Birmingham, 175 arrested in Liverpool and Manchester and more to follow for rioting, stealing and looting.Are they part of that 5825 NO THEY ARE NOT. 5825 the number of young heros KILLED in Iraq & Afganistan. These are the people who have given their ultimate sacrifice for you scumbags who want to smash a window an nick a fucking TV SHAME ON YOU. COPY & PASTE if you agree
Rebecca They Have Battered Womens Shelters & Advocates "" Wheres Shelters & Advocates & Emotional & Mental Help For Men Whos Whole World An
Rebecca they have battered womens shelters & advocates "" WHERES SHELTERS & ADVOCATES & Emotional & mental help for Men whos whole world and -  lively hood and heart have been rean though the grinder """ 1 hour ago · Comment · Unlike · View You and Al Blaine like this.   Keith :) 1 hour ago do they have a battered men's shelter & advocates cause I've been abused several times
F^ck!ng Honesty
I'm real I don't pretend to be something I'm not I come off as a bitch sometimes that's only because people dont like to hear the truth I don't wear make up because well I don't have to yeah makeup is cool and all looks decent on some women but damn do you really need to look like a Cheeto?? And if ur over weight like obsess please do not wear cut off shorts and skimpy tank tops it makes u look bad and Other people's eyes to bleed out *yet again this is where I get someone saying I'm mean and a bitch and have no respect* well if I didn't say it being I'm honest who the fuck would?? When it's hot I get that u want to dress with less clothing but if u work in a family restaurant I do not want to see ur thong when u bend over if I wanted to see a women's thong I would look in my damn dresser or go to a strip club I don't wanna see it when I'm trying to eat nor does anyone else so cover ur ass up u attention whore And as for the single 40 year olds at the 21 year old bars u
Athiest
An atheist was seated next to a little girl on an airplane and he turned toher and said, "Do you want to talk? -- Flights go quicker if you strike upa conversation with your fellow passenger."The little girl, who had just started to read her book, replied to the totalstranger, "What would you want to talk about?"Oh, I don't know," said the atheist. "How about why there is no God, or noHeaven or Hell, or no life after death?" as he smiled smugly."OK," she said. "Those could be interesting topics but let me ask you aquestion first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass.Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, buta horse produces clumps. Why do you suppose that is?"The atheist, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinksabout it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discusswhy there is no God, or no Heaven or Hell, or no life after death, when youdon't know shit
Taking Fubar Back!!!
Screw it, I'm gonna take fubar BACK!!!     When I first joined, this place was fun.  It was about friends.  Now, it seems to be all about bling, credit packs, and buy me this buy me that.     No more!!!!   I declare WAR on that!  As of today, I will take fubar BACK!!!  Will I bling?  Yes, friends and family.  And when I say friends, I mean friends.  I will be MASSIVELY shrinking my friend's list.  I'm only going to keep the people on there that i do actually interact with.  Want to stick around with me?  Stop by, say hi, ask how my day is going.   If you are as tired of this site being what it is now, join me.  Lets make fubar a fun place again!!!   I say.. 3F!!!   (Fubar For Fun!!!)
Heey Guys This Is My First Day Here
soo guys its my first day here and first blog so idont know how 2 use it or replay ppl Its says some thin abt mah email or some thin   soo ppplllz heelp meh cuz ican't wait 2 talke 2 yew guy
Bloodstained Petals....part 1
Copper colored braids hung to each side of her head waving back and forth as she skated that August Sunday morning.The air was cool and humid, a mist hung in the air that was refreshing. It served to let her know she could get more out of this if she would just keep going, not give in to fatigue and the jello sensations weighing in on her thighs. It was a good workout for her. She was able to sort out some of the turmoil she had been going thru, but not enough to feel better. Keep pushing, keep going...She had always been the strong one. It was the Law..her duty to the world, to her family. The girl who had more brains going for her than anything else. Not exactly a beauty queen like her mama was. But not hard on the eyes by no means. The girl who would carry the weights of the world on her shoulders, and try to find answers and reasons to make those around her smile and feel safe and loved. How incredibly odd and almost unfair she found herself alone with all these thoughts and b
So I Figured Out Something....
More than likely, I am going to be single for the rest of My life. All My past "relationships" have basically turned into booty calls (whether short term (week long or whatever) or long (longest, 3 yrs) in My opinion. I'm probably never going to find a real woman that can handle Me enough to want to truly be with Me. I am disabled and wheelchair bound as some may or may not know depending on how much attention to Me you pay, I have several medical issues, scars from multiple surgeries, and could be in the hospital or even just die pretty much anytime. A lot of women I know already for a fact would never be able to handle any of that physically let alone the emotional stress I'm sure they would have to endure just from watching My family go through the things I've been through. So, unless some kind of miracle happens, I've figured that I may just plan to one day die "alone" (at least romantically). No I don't know why I am typing this except to get it out but I suppose if you have feedb
My Thoughts On Rudeness
PUNCHEM IN THE FUCKING MOUTH AND MOVE ON !!!! LMAOOOO
Thirteen.
It's no big secret that I am fucked up in the head... I think about shit differently than the average person. Maybe I am below average, since I tend to be drawn to dark and twisted shit. Heh. I kinda like that.  ANYWAY... I just found out a bit of information that really set my gears in motion.  Perhaps I'd better start at the beginning...     I was born 13 days later than my due date, on July 13th, 1977. I was born in the year of the Snake, and my sign is Cancer. I am a moonchild. My birthday sometimes falls on a Friday the 13th, and this is always a kick ass day for me.  I turned 13 years old on a Friday the 13th, and it was a full moon.... did you read that? I TURNED 13 ON A FRIDAY THE 13TH AND IT WAS A FULL FUCKING MOON.  Do the research, I ain't lyin'.... so anyway fast forward through various situations and times when the number 13 has popped up in my life to now.. I read that on 2/10/2013 The Year of The Snake comes around again in the Chinese zodiac... IN THE YEAR 2013.. d
Just Checking In
HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS to all my family and friends. It's been a very long summer filled with in and out of the hospital visits and spending time with Dyani and family. I wont get into the hospital trips to much, I will say a couple of surgeries and a lot complications involved. I was emotionally down and drained from it all for most of the summer but feeling better and have been trying to make the most of the time off with Dyani before she starts back to school. I am sorry I haven't stayed in touch more but I did not take my computer or phone with me to the hospital and when I was home most of the time I was not up to anything but getting rest and trying to get back to normal, or at least my version of normal...lol. I have missed you all and hope you all had a wonderful summer. Thank you for all of you who called, emailed, and send me love while I have been away. I can't be on as much as I would like to but will be back a little at a time. Hugs and kisses!!!!!
My Feelings On The Friends I Made On Fubar!!
WELL YOU ARE READING THIS FOR A REASON . SO IF I OFFEND THOSE BY WHAT IM ABOUT TO SAY . THEN OH WELL !!!! LMAO .......( THE FRIENDS I MADE IN CLUB PARADISE ) I LOVE WORKING IN CLUB PARADISE , I WORK WITH A BUNCH OF AWESOME , AMAZING PEOPLE WHO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ANYONE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. AND WHEN U ARE DOWN AND OUT, YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON THEM TO BRING YOUR SPIRITS BACK UP AGAIN. I SHOULD KNOW , I BEEN BATTLING CANCER FOR THE PAST 2 YRS . ONE MINUTE ITS GONE THE NEXT ITS BACK AGAIN. BUT ONE THING FOR SURE IS WHEN I AM SICK AND NOT FEELING UP TO PAR. ALL MY FRIENDS IN CLUB PARADISE ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE AND LAUGH. THEY HAVE HELPED ME GET MY MIND OFF BEING SICK. AND INSTEAD , I HAVE TO ADMIT . THEY KEEP ME MOTIVATED AND MOVING FORWARD. ( YES THEY ARE THAT AWESOME ) SO ! IM PROUD TO CALL CLUB PARADISE HOME. ( NOW FOR ALL THOSE HATERS ) I AM A DOWN TO EARTH PERSON WITH A REALLY BIG HEART. AND I AM A PERSON THAT WILL BE THERE FOR ANYONE AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT WHEN THIER HAVEN A ROUGH TIME.
Personal Power
Personal PowerPower is not about exerting our will over others, it is about being in complete truth with yourself.Many of us have do not understand what personal power means. We have been given the false notion that power is bad—that it is something we use to exert our will upon others. In fact, when our personal power is intact, we are neither overbearing nor meek. We have a clear sense of our strength and the impact we can have on others. This actually enables us to be more sensitive. Personal power is what permits us to work on behalf of our dreams and desires. It allows us to realize that we are worthy and deserve to be heard. In addition, our personal power lets us extend the respect we know that we deserve to the people around us. There is no reason to be afraid or ashamed of fully owning your power. In the chakra system, the solar plexus is the seat of personal power. One way to evaluate your sense of power is to breathe into this part of the body. If it feels tight or ner
Homeles Shelter Living
I have been "living" in downtown Seattle area since the first of April when my ex wife kicked me out of here place..was living in ahelter but it got to tense in there..people not acting like adults, some mental cases in there..and people drinking and doing drugs in there even theuogh the rules state that you are not supposed to do that there or have drug paraphenalia with you..also there are bed bugs in the shelter..and have heard even some of the top hotels here in Seattle have that problem as well...this shelter only gives you a snack for break fast, no lunch and dinner.
Broken
As I slowly watch the pieces of me drift way I realize I am broken and falling apart not know if and when I will ever be whole again. Is it meant to be that all I ever will find are just the scattered remains to put me back together to what I was once or will it always be broken? I sit and listen to the small remaining sound of what is left of my heart listening to it fade away slowly into the distance not knowing if it will ever return also. I sit and try to remember the feeling from when I was whole, and all I feel is the numbing of my heart, as it builds a wall so high that I cant see over it or around it, a wall that is so thick and strong I may never break through.
Myths Of Hypnosis
1.    Myth of the weak mind: It's believed by many that only weak minded or gullible people can be hypnotized.  Actually, quite the opposite is true. People that have an above average intelligence or an active vivid imagination make the best subjects. 2.    Myth that you can reveal some secrets that you don't want anyone to know: You will NOT reveal any information you don't want to. You are aware of what is going on around you and what is being said to you.  Your awareness is actually greater in hypnosis than when you are awake; it is your body that is relaxed, not the mind.  Because of this awareness you are in control of what you reveal to the hypnotist. 3.    Fear of looking foolish or being made to act foolish: This myth comes from hypnotism stage shows. The people who volunteer are generally uninhibited, fun loving people, ready to put on a show.  The hypnotist knows who to look for to enhance his performance.     4.    Fear of loss of control: You don’t lose control
I Am Sry( Repost )
I am sorry I am sorry that I ever mistreated you. I am sorry for not ever being there when you needed a friend. I am sorry for not giving you a shoulder to cry on when you needed it. I am sorry for not being a soundboard for you when you were upset. I am sorry that I cannot take away the pain you feel. I am sorry that I cannot turn back the hands of time to make things right for you. I am sorry that I was not there when you needed me the most. I am not sorry for the times we have spent together. I am not sorry that I heard your voice speak to me. I am not sorry for the laughs we have shared. I am not sorry that I took the time to get to know you. I am not sorry that I ever called you a friend. I am not sorry that I started to fall for you. I am not sorry I got to look into your eyes and get to know the real you. I am not sorry I looked into your eyes and fell in love.
Rules Of The Mind
General Rules of the Mind:   Below are listed general rules that apply the subconscious mind.   1:  Every thought, idea, or core belief causes emotional and  physical reaction.   How we perceive and value things causes feelings and reactions.   A headache can be caused by stress.   Stress can be caused by how we perceive and value an event or action.   It's the old idea that "first we think, then we feel, then we act".   When an event happens, it's what we think about it, consciously  or subconsciously that governs our feelings and physical reaction.   2:  When dealing with the subconscious mind, imagination is more powerful than knowledge. This is a general statement, which is often useful.  However, it is not an 100 percent rule.  Often the logical dispute of a faulty belief is more useful.   However, it can be useful in composing suggestions.    4:  Once a belief  has been accepted by the subconscious mind, it remains until it is replaced by different one.    5:  The lon
Something I Wrote ( Repost )
Three Basic Levels Of Hypnosis
Three Basic levels of Hypnosis   Hypnosis level (depth) can be determined by a multitude of different methods.  Some of the methods have over 20 defined levels.  Unless you are using it for medical research purposes, you need be only concerned with three levels.    Level one (light):  This is a great level for relaxation. Breathing becomes slower.  You may feel heaviness or lightness in the body and you feel less inclined  to move, speak or think.   Level Two (middle): This level is defined by the acceptance of a suggestion of illusion.  You can see something that is not real or fail to see something that is real.  Other indications are a complete muscular inhibition upon suggestion and partial amnesia.   Level three (Deep):  This level is referred to as somnambulism.  Indications that the subject has reached somnambulism are the ability to open eyes without affecting trance, REM (rapid eye movement), a profound sensation of lightness or floating, complete amnesia may occur.
Hypnosis, Sub-space, And The Submissive Soul By Clanbear’s Becca
Hypnosis, Sub-Space, and the Submissive Soul by Clanbear’s becca   In this article I will not be going over the technical ways in which to use hypnosis on a submissive or even how to drop a submissive into subspace. Cuffsmaster has already covered these things quite capably. What I will be talking about are the effects these things have upon the submissive mind from the perspective of I.E. and spirituality. As a Certified Tarot Consultant, an Eclectic Pagan, and a submissive female in an I.E. relationship, separating the effects on the mind from the mental/psychological and the spiritual are quite frankly impossible. I know for some this may negate my understanding. But, I thank Cuffsmaster for requesting that I write this article. First, imagine if you will, that you are in a relaxed frame of mind. Floating within your self and without at the same time. A voice outside of yourself is speaking to you and you know it is that of the Dominant with whom you are scening, but t
Hypnosis And Bdsm From Best Slave Training
BDSM:   One can use post-hypnotic suggestions to simulate bondage, place a clit in the palm of your slave's hand or many other uses.   However post-hypnotic suggestions are not the most effective use of hypnosis in slave training. Hypnosis can be used in any of the four areas discussed in B.E.S.T. slave training.  That is, changing behavior, emotions, self-image and thoughts.   You can hypnotize your slave and have her:  1) visualize the proper behavior that you require, 2) feel the displeasure of improper behavior, 3) examine root causes of emotional reactions in training, 4) examine core beliefs and ideas about subjects and events that occur during training. In addition, you can give suggestions that help strengthen  the slave's self-image.  Also, resistance to training goals can be examined and motivations to achieve goals can be strengthened. Hypnosis is only a tool to be used in slave training.  It is not a replacement for proper and customary steps use
The Toy Box By Mistress Steel
THE TOY BOX... The Toy Box is an individual's assemblage of toys. Within the BDSM realm we tend to commonly call instruments that deliver sensation 'Toys'. In extension the submissive themselves can at times be considered a 'Toy' being used or played with by a Dominant. Some Dominants co-scening their submissive with one or more other submissives will use their submissive's physical body to elicit responses in someone else. At this point their submissive becomes an extension of the 'Toy Box'. Until fairly recently the 'content's' of a Toy Box were considered to be things collected and used BY the Dominant. This also assumed that the Dominant maintained ownership of the 'Toys' and exclusive rights to their usage and control. However, in this time of serious health risks the possibilities of transmitting bacteria or disease through 'co-scened Toys' is altering how the handling of these Toys is considered. Many types of toys have properties which make the maintenance of sterility diffi
Trust By Mistress Steel
TRUST There is nothing more important than trust. It is fairly said that the first gift of the submissive is absolute trust. Trust is indivisibly connected to respect. Trust is created through honesty. The loss of any of these things in a relationship is almost always fatal to that relationship. This is especially so in a D/s relationship. Trust is fundamental. When something occurs (generally through deceit or a lacking of full and open communication, the absence of honesty) that trust is reduced or diminished. The subsequent imposition upon the recipient of this dishonesty to 'forgive' the perpetrator of their voluntary action of deceit or dishonesty is a forcible non voluntary action. This makes the recipient a victim of the perpetrator twice!!! This type of manipulation undermines the belief, the respect, the very core of the relationship. One must remember that each of us makes voluntary choices in the decisions and actions we take. If we knowingly take an action that is dishone
Falling In Reverse
ok so listen ronnie radke is back with his new band falling in rever  check it out they are my altime fav right now  ronnie its good to have you back man
The Wall By Mistress Steeel
THE WALL The Wall: The Wall is one identification of the limit that the mind and body are physically capable of processing. Some submissives will talk about 'hitting the Wall' or 'White Out'. This is going so far that the mind loses the ability to cope and can dissociate or retreat from reality. A submissive can and may go fetal in this state and it is not something you should ever try to achieve as it can and may have permanent or lasting effects. It is to go beyond the threshold. Some people who experience such a graphic or traumatic event never return but remain essentially lost inside of their mind for the remainder of their lives. This is serious and the only reason I am writing about it is that this threshold is something that it is important to be aware of the existence of. This is especially true if you are new to the BDSM lifestyle and perhaps unaware of the potentials with which you are playing. The human mind is both strong and fragile. It should always be handled with the
Wetness
she lay in the shower on all fours, pushing her ass back against her wall mounted dildo. hot water hitting her back and pouring down her body. she pushed her ass back, making her ass slap against the ceramic tile as i drove in deep. feeling it churn her insides with each push. she rose her ass up high and slammed it back, listening to the sounds of her insides squishing around the thick toy. the water making her wetness all that more moist. she reached under her soft supple body to flick her hard throbbing clit faster and harder. her insides were on fire as she felt it crash into her, ass banging against the wall, pushing all the toy in. her moans muffled by the hard falling water of the showers and her juices washed away down the drain. she began to hyperventillate. it was too good. she dropped her chest down onto the shower floor as she felt her insides explode with juices, soaking the toy in her creamy mess. she lie there and let the water fall on her again. washing away everything.
Ask Today Safe Tomarrow By Mistress Steel
Ask today - Safe tomorrow ~ Sometimes we give much weight to what people say to us. This is particularly so for people who become known to each other through the Internet and phone. When written or verbal communication becomes our only available 'measure' of a person then we tend to become dependent on using our judgment as to the depth or veracity of what we hear. If we approach a new relationship with this handicap and if we are in a somewhat vulnerable state then we may be further inclined to offer a level of belief toward this unknown person we are communicating with. In a sense, we want to believe what they have to say so we encourage ourselves to override years of caution and offer to this person an almost limitless sphere of trust. This decision to trust can become so powerful that even when opportunities present themselves to check for truth, we ignore them. Sometimes going so far as to tell ourselves that such a check in some way diminishes the belief we have claimed both to
After Care By Mistress Steel
AFTERCARE Affectionate care and attention following any type of traumatic or mentally challenging event. D/s relationships are engaged with a passion and intensity that are often so strong that they can strip away at the barriers and defenses that we normally use to protect ourselves from exactly those extremes. To 'feel' that intensity means that we are not 'as safe'. To some extent we have stepped across our own thresholds of security and exposed some or all parts of our inner selves to the scrutiny and possible damage of others. Scening can or may be seen as a compromise between what the submissive is seeking or desiring and how close to achieving those desires the Dominant's own fears will allow them to go. This is a stretching in 'both' directions. Both the Dominant and the submissive often venture into areas they have never gone before. These areas can test their inner strength and resolve, their will and compassion. To retain 'personal integrity' or a belief in ourselves we h
The Park
Today, I saw you walking down the street;the one that curves around, then through the park.I heard the laughter of the children asthey ran and played their games, while you stood by the river in our spot. I sat and watched with distant visions in my mind of times we spent together feeding seagulls, as they flapped and hovered in the wind; you were concerned I'd lose a finger to a beak. The gulls were very greedy birds that day. I looked and saw you turn. I stood to wave but caught my breath; he was not you. Of course, he was not you. How quickly lives can change and leave mere memoriesthat rattle in the mind. The echoes of our lovers andour friends who will remain forever in our souls; their epitaphs to note they've passed along this way. I thought I saw you in the park today, but you were only there within the lonely chambers of my mind.
Found This Today...
Current mood:sad I dont understand how God works! But i know that he works for the best and whats best for me!  And all i know is that the California girl i have found is the best thing that has ever happend to me!  Oh sure, we havent been dating long, but there is something inside me telling me that going to Cali, away from her as hard as it may be, will make us grow closer.  i trust God and i know that this was all a part of his wonderful plan, and i thank him everday for bringing her into my life!!!   i know that the next 5 months are going to be a stuggle, but we will draw closer together and our relationship will grow stronger!  God doesnt let us off easy, He puts us through trials so that we relay on Him to get us through and therefore making our relationship with him stronger!  The same goes for my relationship... the more i trust her and the more i trust in God to help me through the hard times while i am away, my relationship will grow stronger!!    All i need no
Ty
Guys I really appreciate all your love. I love the blings and things but please, if it costs you real money do not buy for me. I am a simple girl and the gifts from fubucks are good enough for me. Thanks to all of you!
Do Some Preparation Before You Wear Swimsuit
In the hot summer, beach is a good and cool place to spend their holiday comfortably. And water is the best friend of them in summer. That’s why numerous people rush to the beach. There, people can contact closely with nature, play with the water and enjoy the solarium. Facing the vast and endless sea, you will be relaxed and easy to remove the heavy burden in the busy city. The summer beach is a wonderful place for girls to express their attractive body lines. It is natural to pursue beauty. There, you can find the beautiful scenery made up of the beautiful girls in a variety of swimwear_One piece swimwear_Two piece swimwear. However, there is some essential preparation you have to make before you putting on the swimwear. In the first place, you should have a suitable swimwear which is perfect to your body. If you are a little fat, the swimwear in dark color with the simple style is suitable for you, which will make you look slimmer. The two-piece swimwear will make you lo
Battle Of The Bands Is Legit.
So, check this out: http://puregrainaudio.com/news/fubar-battle-of-the-bands-final-round-underway-with-10000-prize-on-the-line Looks like it's getting legit industry attention, which is good for everyone. Every bit of outside attention helps this place, I don't know whether or not anyone realizes it but it's true. Be sure to case your vote (I'm partial to The Public Trust personally today) and get your easy points. Don't be an asshat out there either, or you will get served. But hey, no one that reads this blog would do that anyways right? Haha. We leave that to those -other- people. I actually have a Happy Hour next Tuesday morning soooo.....stay tuned. Have a good week, and peace.
I Fuckin Hate You
I Hate You , I needed you , You ran away when I needed you , I gave you my love my heart my blood the Moon the sky . And you ran away and not said a wrod ... I cry for days for years , I still love you I need you my heart is hurting for you and the Moon will not come out and shine on my face at night. It is dark. I am in a box can't get out . Do you think of me when you are with her , when you make love to her . I hate you ... I don't need you , my heart don't need you , my blood will fall down the walls from hell if I say your name again. I Hate You my heart is so dark inside and I do not know my way back again ... I set in life wounder alone in park look at the trees , smell the sweetenss of the grass I will Hate You ... of the summer nights stars in the skys tears falling off my face I will Hate You ...I Fickin Hate you ......... my heart is in a box...
Question 5
What has made you smile today?
Jerusalem Denies Agreeing To Attend Binding Iaea Confab
Israel has not changed its position on the matter of a nuclear weapons free zone in the Middle East, and has not been asked to a conference on the matter, sources from Israel's Atomic Energy Commission told Haaretz yesterday. The sources were responding to a report by the Associated Press that Israel and Arab countries had agreed in principle to accept an invitation from the International Atomic Energy Agency to attend a conference to discuss the matter. Israel's position for the past 11 years has been that it is willing in principle to hold a non-binding discussion, without decisions or negotiations, intended to "learn from the experience of others including in the area of confidence building relevant to the establishment of a nuclear weapon free zone," sacs louis vuitton as the IAEA decision from 2000 states. However, the position of the Arab countries has so far been that such a meeting must be a binding forum in which decisions are made and negotiations held under the auspices of t
Western Diplomat: Un Statehood Bid Will Harm U.s.-palestinian Authority Ties
Cooperation between the U.S. and the Palestinian Authority will be harmed if the PA goes through with its plan to seek United Nations recognition of a Palestinian state at the UN General Assembly session in September, a senior Western diplomat told Israeli journalists on Wednesday during a briefing in Tel Aviv. "If the PA will go to the UN in September, it will make it harder for us to have the same relations with them as we had before when it comes to aid and security training," the diplomat said. "We want that to continue that cooperation but it will make it harder for us. It is easier to work together as partners." According to the diplomat, the U.S. is trying hard to prevent a confrontation at the UN in September. "We are trying very hard to make clear to the Palestinians that only direct talks can achieve their goals," air yeezy the diplomat said. "We told the PA that going to the UN is a bad idea and avoiding talks will not produce any results for them." The diplomat also referr
Girlfriends In The Womb Room This Saturday, Motorcoach This Friday!
Newsletter Of The Dr Susan Block Institute   This Saturday Night, August 13th on The Dr. Susan Block Show GIRLFRIENDS DANA DEARMOND, ELEXIS MONROE & BREE DANIELS!   JOIN US IN STUDIO BECOME A STUDIO MEMBER WATCH THE LIVE SHOW LISTEN FREE RSVP Here or Call 213.670.0066
My Idea Of Perfect Guy
Above all someone that makes me want to no playgames  ssomeone that makes me want no other man and lust no one else cept  maybe chics , someone that loves me in my hat and sweats as appossed to dolled up me ..Little bit of a Thug style or rockerish cute facenice eyesdesent browsnice lipsdecent bodyalways has nice kickspiercings tatscute in hatsfunbadboybadasssweetromanticcheesy but coolnerdyfly able to stand up to me never hurt me someone that treats me like a princess but calls me on my shitSomeone that will love me even when i pull shit someone that will love me despite my flaws and ill do the same matter fact i would love thier flaws too someone that can get me off with no problem turn me on in a secsomeone with a history even if its bad someone able to open up to me like he cant no one elsesomeone i can open up to with out and judgement crazy as fuck in bed doesnt mind blood lust or any werid  thing i might want at the time decent size dik know how the fuk to use itgreat at oral ou
Fu News 2nd Edition
so im creeping up on 90 days on fu... i know, a drop in the bucket for some of you die hards that have been here for 2/3/ even up to 5 years... but ive been here long enough to notice a few things *** some men have no awareness: there are at least 3 profiles that ive seen of "women" loaded with plenty of pics. theyre getting bling, rates, and comments. these profiles have no salutes. (surprise surprise). the kicker, the profiles are of women that are famous pornstars. guys... get a clue. or dont. i really dont care. continue to drag down the entire male gender with your rampant stupidity by believing Gianna is really in your shoutbox. im sure the dude that owns the profile is laughing all the way to the fu-bank as he reads your pervy messages about how you wanna fuck him... i mean her. *** insanity is a common disease among the women: albert einstein said insanity is doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result. to all you women who date these fu players
My Favorites Just For You..(to My #1 Famz)
"Forget that playin' doctor is for kids! Let's play Gynecologist!" (was what I was thinkin the first few minutes) "Can I flirt with you?"  (for a long time cuz this so much fun) "How about you and I go back to my place and get out of these wet clothes?" (maybe I am just speaking for me) "I'll cook you dinner if you make, me, dessert." (I really love cheesecake) "The gods were happy the day we met" (I now often wonder yours or mine) "Can I please be your slave tonight?" (Pleeeeeease, pleaaaassssee pleeeeaaaassseee....) "Excuse me, do you have the time.....and the energy?" (pleeeeeaaaseee pllllleeeeassseee pleeeeeaaassseee still thinkin bout the last one..) "Would you like to come to a party in my toolshed?" (lol, yes...yes let's) "Come over here and get a taste of America's Most Wanted" (I could never say this without laughin' ) "Are you a virgin? (No.) Prove it!" (at what point are you a "born again virgin"...either way tee hee) "Do you mind if I end this sentence i
An Open Letter To Men On Fubar:
Her Turn
Jag and Crysis had just come back from a party with their friends. Crysis had spent the night being shy, sticking close to Jag—ever the reserved lady. She made polite, demure conversation in her little black, not-too-revealing dress, Jag’s friends were impressed. Overall, he was pleased with her performance, and as they left the party, he was thinking that he wanted to let her know that. They walked into the entrance of Jag’s townhouse, and he took Crysis’s shoulders and turned her around, pressing her back up against the door. Jag leaned in close to her, letting his lips touch hers, but not satisfying her with a kiss, while he moved to turn the lock on the door. Crysis rubbed up against Jag slightly, her lips ready for his, begging to be kissed deeply. Jag instead teased her, holding her back against the smooth wooden door. Crysis could feel herself getting wet in her red silk panties almost instantly, as his lips lightly brushed against her red glos
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Boldness be my friend.  -  William Shakespeare
Done...
Tried and true? That's not you. Don't lie to me. I won't pretend not to see. Life isn't easy. Life isn't cake. I've been there, I've done that. I KNOW what is at stake...   I don't want you, I don't NEED you. You're a cheater, you're a liar. I should have set my sights higher. I'm done with you, I'm done with us... there's nothing left to discuss. -- Kate
3 Am
It was 3 O'clock in the morning when i was woken up by my boyfriend Justin kissing my neck 'whats this for?' i asked slightly breathless, my pussy already hot, i loved it when he kissed my neck. 'I woke up, couldn't sleep and...' he kissed me again and i felt his erection press against me, unhindered by clothing 'I'm hard' he said.He pulled my nightgown over my head so that i was naked just like him. he began to kiss down my body, sucking at nipples taking them deep into his mouth, then carrying on down, he reached my pussy and licked my lips he parted them with his fingers and found my wetness. he slid a finger inside me while he licked and sucked on my clit. 'oh god, don't stop' i moaned. it didnt take him long to make me come.He came back up and kissed me forcing his tongue into my mouth so that i could taste myself. 'Can i fuck you now?' he asked. without even answering him i kissed him passionately and pulled him close to me, i felt his rock hard cock enter me. he le
The Pleasure
As I walk into the room, your eyes move slowly up and down my silhouette. You can’t tell what I’m wearing, but you know it can’t be much. As I near the bed, the candlelight reveals me to you. You were right; a black lace corset , matching thong and thigh highs: your favorite. I gingerly set one high heel clad foot onto the bed and your eyes widened. The thong was even better than you imagined; it was the crotch-less pair. You reach out to touch, but I back away, smirking at you. You immediately grin back and get up to start chasing me. “whoa big boy” I tease as I push you back onto the bed. I put my lips near yours, then pull away at the last second. You grab my face to force me to kiss you, but I win the fight and get away. “stop teasing” you whimper. I look over my shoulder at you and slowly bend over to take off my shoe. You can’t handle this tantalizing view so you reach out and grab my ass. This time I don’t pull a
Her Master
He walked into the room where she lay sleeping in a lacy, black camisole with matching panties. Her hair spread gently on the pillow, and her breasts pushed softly against the lace. He gently inserted a finger into her panties, rubbing, and then pushing into her soft slit. She awoke with a gasp and a moan as he pushed her back down onto the pillows . "You like that, don't you, little bitch," he said softly, forcing her panties to one side and flicking a finger wet with her juices over her clit. "Yes..." she whispered. "Yes, what?" he asked, giving her pussy a sharp slap that made her cry out, half in pleasure and half in pain. "Yes master?" she asked. "That's better," he answered. "Call me Master." Then he pushed her arms up over her head, holding her wrists together in one of his hands while he pulled out his pulsing cock with the other. she moaned helplessly, wondering about his next request. He pressed the bulging tip against her lips, and she turned her head
10 Things In Life That Will Make U Fell Better If U Follow These 10 Rules
1. Drama 2. Back stabbers 3. Cheaters 4. Head gamers 5. Two-faced 6. Fakes 7. Stuck up 8. shit talkers(bullshiters) 9. Followers 10. Liars Follow these 10 rules and your life will be soo much better :)
I Totally Stole This Idea From Tree Hugger
I want to... hold your hand I want to... hug you until you groan I want to... tell you stupid jokes I want to... tell you my secrets I want to... know all your secrets I want to.. know what you are thinking, before you do I want to... kiss your whole face I want to... know every thing about you, even the bad ones     I want it all.
Having A Fabulous Wedding When You Considering Penny Pincher Budget
It was the large instant you'd been waiting for...he popped the question, you mentioned yes! You've announced the large information to family members and friends. You're obsessed using the prismatic lights that reflect away your sparkly new ring. You can barely concentrate when you daydream concerning the up coming large moment: the slow, stylish stroll you'll make within your gorgeous Cheap Couture Wedding Dresses, the swap of vows in top of everybody you know, the elaborate celebration to follow. then you definitely listen to the report scratch as your visions of the celebrity-style wedding party are slapped by reality...how are you currently heading to afford all this? It's absolutely no solution that weddings aren't cheap. you can purchase a car, a home and even a little plane with the quantity that some people today spend. obviously it's organic to aspire to throw the biggest, most excellent and trendiest wedding dresses you've actually seen, but let's be genuine - unless you're
Tough
They tell me not to show my feelings so much, they tell me to be tough. Not to let them see my real hurt. Why I ask am I not a woman? Am I not a human being? So I not deserve to be loved as her? I know one day that person will come, that's going to love me for me. And won't be ashamed to show it! He won't lie to me and say he was feeling me. So until that day comes, I'll hope and pray you don't get burned the way I did. Cause you should know how it feels.
Hmm..thinking
Sometimes, I feel the urge to slap people with 2x4s Occaisionally, it is because they are too damn stubborn for their own good At times, because  they need to move on already and stop dwelling More often than not, because they are just damn stupid.       So hi and stuff (h)
Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 57
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 57 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo chew the cud over the English riots, the sociological view of why Scotland is riot free and why the government has failed its own people. Ashley gives us a rundown of her festival experience and Janey talks about her visit to the world’s biggest arts festival.   Ashley reveals her secret sexual boyfriend which makes for much hysteria and the TV show Dallas gets its big comeback when the twosome discuss its appeal back in the 80s. Janey demands that the weather system is explained to her and Ashley makes an impassioned plea not to explain the connection to American comedian Tom Green.     Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekl
Military Retirement
Military retirement is not a Entitlement, it was earned! Our benefits aren't some kind of charity or handout! Congressional benefits = free health care, outrageous retirement packages, 67 paid holidays, three weeks paid vacation, unlimited paid sick days - now THAT'S welfare. And Congress has the nerve to call a Military retirement an Entitlement? Re-post if you are sick of their stuff, and ashamed of our "leaders"!!!!!!
People Hate Me Because Of Him
I'm not really sure where to start this thing. I've been through so much with this person. If I posted everything, it would be a novel. I'm not sure I'm ready for that, yet. So it looks like you all are in luck. I'm going to do the "summed up version".   I met him YEARS ago. I'm going to says at the very least 5 years ago. It sure doesn't seem like it though. I won't ever forget it though. I'd just been given my first "VIC", yes before they were called VIP. It was also before I really started to MuMM. I'd been in there on rare occasions, but I wasn't part of the "MuMMer group".  I remember I was sitting on 100 elevens. I wasn't a big rater, still not. But I figured since the VIC was  a gift, I'd better use them all. I made a "MuMM" asking who wanted one, lol. God, the thought of that being a MuMM now makes me laugh. I'd be killed in a heartbeat and felt like deleting the MuMM. Anyway, he was one of the first people to say they wanted one. So off I went to his page and rated him the
Metal Sex By Mistress Steel
MENTAL SEX I will give a very brief and in my opinion 'pitiful' definition/description of the origins of Tantra here and hope that those interested or intrigued will actively pursue further knowledge. For those who are interested there are at least 5 active Tantra links on my website which will lead to various access information, books, scriptures and teachings. Tantra are a form of Hindu (Mahayana Buddhism originating in northern India) religious writings of the less ancient fourth class of shastras. These writings contain mystical teachings pertaining to creation and destruction and center around the manifest active conscious energy of the divine spirit to be worshiped as the goddess wife of a Vedic god who attains the highest level of his power in union with her. Part of these teachings include the mantras, mudra and erotic rites. Tantra in its common usage form (in the United States) is often spoken of in relation to the practices of mentally controlled sexuality through the usa
Mental Conditioning By Mistress Steel
MENTAL CONDITIONING Exploring the Mental Orgasm and the submissive... Humans are born with hardware and software. That hardware might be considered to be the physical body and the 'direct' physical triggers and responses that are built into it. These can be the 'automatic' responses such as the rhythmic contraction of muscles used to breathe and pump blood through the heart, the blinking of eyes to keep them moist and a myriad of other maintenance tasks that the body performs continuously. The hardware is also governed by the limitations of its creation, or, it has finite dimensions due to the nature of the materials used to make it. The software might be considered to be the mental programming platform within the brain itself. It appears that we are born with an informational base. This base is expanded by 'all' of the informational imput that we receive, this includes information we may gather prior to actual birth while still being carried inside the womb. The existence of this b
Dom Space Or Master Space By Mistress Steel
DOMINANT SPACE Space . . . the beckoning edge of the mind. It defies ready description, challenges us with its illusive presence yet exists in the same undefinable way that all intangible things exist. Within this realm 'space' is an important and acknowledged component. We tend to equate this space with subspace and the explorative experiences to the submissives. However, space is not exclusively the domain of the submissive. The Dominant and the submissive tend to mirror, reflect and balance each other in almost all aspects of the life experience. This is also true with 'space'. When a Dominant is in normal space there is often a sensation of being in neutral or coasting. The person will function, deal with issues, handle problems and go about the mundanities of their daily life. This 'space' appears to be identical to the same 'top space' experienced by the submissive. If something occurs to 'trigger' the Dominant then the Dominant will alter or shift. This is a transition from
Dealing With Abuse By Mistress Steel
DEALING WITH ABUSE and other forms of Damage... (Please note - If you have a serious mental illness relating to abuse in any form that you should immediately seek out excellent professional assistance and work through, process or otherwise reach a point of mental stability. This should occur prior to seeking out or engaging in a D/s relationship. A D/s relationship requires mental health or competence as part of it's fundamental ideal of consent! You should not look for a relationship to rescue or heal your abuse!) This article is written about 'some' submissives who are mentally healthy yet who continue to maintain or use their past as part of habits created in the past and thoughts about what those habits might be and possibly how to deal with them! Damage occurs. Each us carries a history forward from the moment of birth that is a compilation of our life experiences. Some of these experiences are good and some are bad. Both can actually damage. I will describe damage here for th
Second Artical On Subspace By Mistress Steel
SUB SPACE Subspace - This term generally is used to describe a moderate to deep trancelike condition experienced by persons in the submissive position in a D/s relationship during interaction with the person in the Dominant position in the relationship. TOP SPACE: I will start by regarding top space or normal space. This is operational ground zero. The submissive in top space often appears quite aggressive, assertive and dominant. They will be hustling their children off to school, dominating their Dominant mate by organizing him/her off to work, cleaning and straightening the house, sending themselves off to work or to take care of business. They are the Commander of the ship, the General of the Army. Hustle, hustle, hustle. This is a submissives TOP SPACE. MARGINALLY DOWN SPACE: This space occurs when the Dominant in the relationship directs attention at the submissive. This may be a glance, a light touch, a small sound or any combination of these triggers. This marginal appearing
Beyond Limits By Mistress Of Steel
Beyond Limits... The Illusions of Safety. Limits. Sometimes it seems that people want and need the security they feel by putting rules in writing. Contracts, restrictions, regulations. Each of these is a way of limiting the free expression of ourselves and others. This is how we control societies. We have lots of reasons why such rules are healthy, necessary and even promote the good of all. The truth is that these 'rules' do not truly exist. They are simply an agreement between two or more people to abide within certain constraints for a given length of time. What we believe to be healthy, necessary and good are individual perceptions based on our culture of origin, our environment, our life experiences and our personal desires. In situations of extreme events these well crafted limitations disappear. Especially if your fundamental belief in their worth is not sincere. It is quite easy to 'mouth' the words of acceptable, common social behavior while internally you carry belief's
Abousers Out There Buy Mistress Of Steel
ABUSERS AMONG US It is fundamentally true that within the BDSM community are physical, emotional and mental abusers. The numbers appear to be fairly small but tracking or identifying these abusers within this community is very hard. When their mask does fall away enough for others to identify them it is often too late for the subs they have victimized. Within this community open and freely exchanged communication is essential. Those that limit or attempt to limit this communication or attempt to isolate their subs from contact with others should be heavily scrutinized. If the Dominant cannot trust their sub with open, clear information then either they are controlling the flow of information to direct or pervert that sub's understanding or their self esteem is so low that they cannot allow anything which conflicts with what they say to enter into it. This indicates a closed mind. The protection of ugly secrets is dangerous and damaging. If a person attempts to hide something it gen
Accessiong Subspace From The Chamber
How to Access Sub-space... For the purposes of this article I will assume that the submissive is 'new' to the lifestyle and that the Dominant directing them has limited or no experience with this aspect of BDSM. With most submissives it is important for them to first 'believe' in the existence of sub-space and second to identify the sensations within themselves that are indicators of the existence of that space when they have entered it. There are a few submissives that can be triggered non-voluntarily into sub-space but this phenomenon is somewhat rare and is not the direct focus of this article. Here is a link to my article titled 'Sub Space' which will describe the stages or levels of achievable space for those unfamiliar with them. Sub_Space Sub-Space is very similar to other trancelike conditions which are practiced worldwide under names such as prayer, meditation and hypnosis or regression. I include prayer for several important reasons, in many ways common prayer is a
Our Dreams Have Finally Come True
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HURRY UP & YOU CAN STILL HAVE THE BEACH BODY YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED !!!***I have ONLY 8 for the steal of $25 a piece*** (they are$35 on the website, that's a $10 saving & its cheaper than most gym memberships!!)- Then I will o Boring Piece Of Boring Fiction This is a dream sequence from a story I started writing last spring that I've recently been inspired (or instructed) to pick back up. The scene is a but more flowery than the rest of the book...it's intention to be more mystical than the rest although I think it might just come off kind of grocery-store-romance-novel-y. I apologize in advance...and enough with the excuses. I see blackness; nothing before me but endless starless night. Subtly, I begin to sense things. A cool, calm wind brushes over me, soft earth beneath my feet but I see nothing. I’m aware that my eyes are closed, but I feel no fright, no need to search my surroundings. He is there, and I am safe. A hand, large and warm, grips mine. It’s solid, thick and calloused. I feel the strength as it wraps around mine. The sandpaper fingers rest gently against mine, the leathery palm pushes comfortingly, firmly, into my own. His voice, warm like the summer wind, whispers to me “Don’t Helping When people ask for fubux for spotlight... I try to help. When people ask for rates I will rate... It may be a quick profile rate but thats what I usually have time for. When asked for likes.... I will like people. I pimp people at random or I will pimp trade if I have some left. Yet when I ask for help I rarely get any. I have a few close friends that help and I am grateful. I will continue to help those who help me but if I get nothing in return do not expect me to continue to be helpful to you. This place is nothing but a popularity contest. I do not bling people because I can't afford it and I don't do NSFW because I won't degrade myself that way. For the most part I do enjoy coming on fu to chat with friends in the lounges I have joined but more and more I am getting fed up with the way most people just seem to care about who they can beg for things. I am more then happy to pimp or rate in return for things that I recieve I have no problems with that. In the future thoug ~me~ ♥ Im not hot or gorgeous. I don't have an amazing figure or a flat stomach. I'm far from being considered a model, but I'm ME. I eat food, have curves (that go the wrong way), love my PJ'S and will go without makeup (once in a while). I'm a random & crazy, & I don't pretend to be someone I'm not. I am who I am, love me or not, I wont change ME!!! ♥ Damn In 150-200 words, explain the concepts of crime and deviance. How do certain acts come to be defined as deviant? How do these definitions change over time? Hmm I am fucked because what I have to say will seriously offend some people. Small Fuzzy Animals... A koala bear walks into the bar the other day and sits down next to a hooker, one thing leads to another and soon they're both headed up to her room for some fun. For next few hours all the koala bear does is go down on the hooker, after this jumps up out of bed and starts heading for the door. The hooker still dazed and confused says "Hey! you cant leave, I need to get paid for this yet." The koala bear replies, "I'm just a koala bear I don't know such things." so the she finds a dictionary and tells the koala look up hooker and sure enough it says HOOKER- someone who gets paid for sex. At this the koala bear starts laughing and tells the hooker to then look up koala bear..... The definition of a koala bear reads as follows: KOALA BEAR a small fuzzy Australian animal, it eats bushes and leaves! .symphony Of Science anyone that has not heard this please check it out ! auto tunning at its best! lol Pieces Of Me For one of the few times in my 5+ years on this site, I'm actually going to offer up some interesting background information into the man some of you have come to know and love - I have gone by the names Endo (given to me when I was 21 because of how much weed I smoked) XKon (a joke nickname my stepbrother gave me because of the long crazy hair and how scary I looked) Captain Spaulding (for my love of Rob Zombie movies) Pogo the Clown (always had a slight interest in stories of serial killers - John Wayne Gacy in this) and Captain Howdy (Exorcist is my favorite movie, the Devil was named Captain Howdy in it, then Strangeland after that). The information I'll share isn't the reason Ihave chosen different nicknames. I guess they always say the first step is to admit it, so here we go. My name is Scott - and I have a horrible problem with anger, and letting things go as a result of it. Now, some people would say some of the information I'll share is taking a step putting shit like that I Wish............ I wish I could be the person I was before you broke my heart.. I don't trust anyone anymore n it's hard to have n e kind of relatioship with out trust.. I wish I could get out of this town.. It's like I'm drowning.. Struggling to get to the surface n everyone is pushing me down.. Enough of that.. Going to have a better day today! Looks like we r gonna get some more thunderstorms today.. hate that I have to work.. really want to go to the park n take pictures of the lighting over the river.. School starts bk here Monday.. Open house is Thursday.. looking forward to meeting the teachers.. My two have already started football n cheer practice.. They r excited to get bk to school.. I'm off friday.. think I need a night out.. Have sum drinks.. have sum fun.. couldn't hurt right? Gonna miss big brother tonight :( Can't wait to find out who gets voted bk into the house.. Guess I better get up from here n start getting ready for work... Nsfw Pix So, I've been on and off FUBAR for a few years and I always get a kick out of the drama caused when folks see thier pix tagged as NSFW. It's apparent that you don't know what NSFW means! NSFW = Not Safe For Work! It's really simply, if you'd get in shit at work for opening up the picture, then it's NSFW! It's not a slight against you, it's simply a rating guide to help determine what pictures are safe and not safe to open in a normal setting! No need for drama, or being pissed off at anyone; take it on the chin, smile and nod your head, and move on! The Station Cal and Evelyn exit the train car. Evelyn looks back and the strange man seems to have vanished. On the train platform, the people look ragged and scared. The soldiers move the passengers across the tracks to the other side, most go slowly just being led along like cattle. Empty expressions on the faces of a hopeless populace. Here and there soldiers move through the crowd. checking the people over, stopping only to pay close attention to any who are badly injured. pushing them away from the others, the crowd just keeps moving. Numb to the situation, they just mill along to the other side of the platform. The outbound train sits cold and unfeeling on the tracks. Workers hurry to clean out the insides spraying a soapy substance with hoses and rinsing out the blood and gore to the tracks below. The people stand unnaffected by the process. Awaiting the conclussion to reboard the trains Here and there gunfire erupts, as soldiers put the muzzle of their weapon to the base of the skulls So It Either It Increases Or Decreases It... http://www.freakonomics.com/2011/08/10/more-on-rape-and-porn-does-internet-access-increase-sex-crimes/ Rest In Peace My Love Wish heaven had a phone. So I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have are memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake from which I'll never part. God has you in his arms, I have you in my heart. Rest in peace my love. Today's Stuff.. Hey kids, happy hump day! Just so you're all aware there will be fun stuff soon per usual, hell I even have a Happy Hour next week! Anyways, here's today's band for Battle of the Bands, good tunes!...so check em out and vote... Icelus@ fubar So be sure to check them out and vote to get your max points! Easiest pts on Fu by far...so yeah, weird week...but hey it's to be expected...haha peace. Passion Passion is candy sweet , love hands holding , lay in the sweet grass of the summer days of love, Passion runs with pain of hearts sweet hearts in the sky, She trys to run to find them . Dark is near ... in her mind not knowing Passion so dear to her falling in the sky... she is falling she she she she falling ... Dark is near ... Passion is gone . Passion is candy sweet , love hands holding , lay in the sweet gress of the summer days of love . 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They do what they have to do - and they are good at it. They're quicker and more responsive than most other sites I've seen. - BUT when you shake your fist and demand it be removed from your sight, without doing anything else, those pictures, THAT EVIDENCE, disappears into the ether again. It does not take long to report the images.. 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It's incredibly taxing on my mental status to do so, and I lump "selling" pimpouts and bling and such in with it. I also know that a lot of my fufriends who play the point game are at this same stage and also trying to raise fubucks. So, I thought, maybe if we made a group of people we trusted, to pool fubucks to help people get the funds? We could have a list of people, and whoever's next up is the person we shower with fubucks as much as possible until they get their spotlight. Lower level members of the group would be "paid back" as they got to the level and others gave to them. Am I nuts to think that such a thing might work around Wheres George Jetson???? Sometimes I think man was better off in his ancestral state when we were living in caves, eating raw meat and munching on weeds from the local swamp. To think how far man has come since those days, kinda mindboggling if you ask me. 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My actions and or words or thoughts or questions are purely out of concern for the people I consider my friends. Friends are like family to me. I have true love for my family. I am not trying to make excuses for any of my behavior that somehow caused drama. I am just saying all of my life I have always been sucked in unknowingly into drama situations and when I feel cornered into a situation.. I do not act the most mature way and I lash out and say things I later regret. I realize I am not as mature as I should be for my age. I am working on this. Very hard I am working on changing my outlook on life and how negative I am my entire life. Its a slow work in progress. I need you all to understand that my life before Denver was very very VERY fucked up. And yes that is my one and only excuse. 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When i was first invited here i hesitated not really knowing if i wanted to fool with another crazy website. But as you can see i am here and i have met some amazing people and made some amazing friends, and for that i am truely grateful. Let me tell you just a few things about me.................. I am 41 yrs old and a single parent, struggling and fighting every day to provide for my family, my kids are my life. I have been seperated for almost 3 yrs been through 2 marriages actually just to have both go down the toilet because of drugs. For along time in both marriages i felt like it was me thought maybe i was the cause of the way things turned out, but then i woke up and realized i didnt deserve the abuse and mental torture they put me through and they were the one with the problem. Excuse my language but hell i wonder everyday if i will find someone to love me and i think personally that I am a very n Criminal Act ? Criminal Act Can you spare a moment?, do you have the time? I want to report a stolen Heart, but I'm not sure if it's a crime. I thought it was protected, safely tucked away, the last time I saw it I was with you and it's not here today. I don't know if you took it, or even if it's a crime if you need it more than I do, then bring it back later and please take your time. Please tell me, is it big enough for you?, does it fit you like a glove?, if you don't want to return it will you give it all your love?. I've decided to change my mind, I think it's for the best, I now know my heart beats better, now that it's in your chest. So take my heart, and protect it , handle it with care and know that if you eve Landslide "Landslide"Took this love and I took it downClimbed a mountain and I turned aroundAnd I saw my reflection in the snow covered hillsTill the landslide brought me downOh, mirror in the sky, what is love?Can the child within my heart rise above?And can I sail through the changing ocean tidesCan I handle the seasons of my life?Oh oh I don't know, oh I don't knowWell, I've been afraid of changing'Cause I've built my life around youBut time makes you bolderChildren get older I'm getting older tooYes I'm getting older too, soI've been afraid of changing'Cause I, I've built my life around youBut time makes you bolderChildren get olderI'm getting older too oh yesI'm getting older tooSo, take this love, take it downOh if you climb a mountain and you turn aroundIf you see my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell the landslide will bring you down, downAnd if you see my reflection in the snow covered hillsWell maybe the landslide will bring you downWell well, the landslide will bring you down Chaptalize chaptalize \SHAP-tuh-lahyz\verb; 1. 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I've been doing it for a long time so it shouldn't have been that big of a big deal.. but apparently everyone is starting to hate me because of these lies that people can't help but tell.. my best friend is saying something to my face and then turning around and telling someone else something different and then telli Entangled I've got no remorse in my eyes I've got you too caught up in my lies And you believe me evey time Never thinking i'm going to hurt you without ever trying But hell that's your problem not mine Right How could you just give up without a fight You should have known you can't have the cake an eat it too That's just not how this story is gonna play through That would make you almost as bad as me For believing that things weren't as bad as they seem But the truth is right in front of our face The love is gone no matter how hard we try to pick up the pace It's not my fault you keep holding on to what could have been I would have given anything to believe that too but that was back then Maybe when your face is too far shoved in the dirt It won't hurt At least not as bad as it's going to of you don't But I know well enough to know you won't So now the question is if it's really worth all this pain And what it is that your gonna actually gain Other than a broken heart and a distorted sort of h Shame Shame (one Of My Songs...as In I Wrote It.) 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Because the elements, the carbon, nitrogen, oxygen, iron, all the things that matter for evolution weren’t created at the beginning of time. They were created in the nuclear furnaces of stars. And the only way they could get into your body is if the stars were kind enough to explode. So forget Jesus. The stars died so you could be here today." My To Do List...are You On It? To DO: NYE in NYC Mardi Gras in New Orleans Carnival in Brazil Pride in San Francisco Bastille Day in France St. Patrick’s Day in Ireland The Parthenon in Greece The Vatican in Italy I could go on and on…but, everyone’s favorite is next… YOU if you are VERY fortunate… *lol* I’m shocked at how oversexed I am mentally and undersexed physically. Not that I haven’t had great sex, I’ve just always been in a relationship and always had a deep connection with the people I sleep with. So yeah, I have a LOW number….making that last one the best one. ;) I’ll add more later, because I know there are so many more. 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Actually I went to the Park and Fly to drop off my car and catch their shuttle to Theyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy're Baaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!! beavis and butthead return to mtv in october..brand new episodes and modernized!!!!!! click the link http://www.mtv.com/videos/misc/675057/beavis-and-butt-head-sdcc-11-sneak-peek.jhtml#id=1667713 For Love Of Country ﻿﻿No Matter what your plitical leanings are you should read this ........ The 26th amendment which granted the right to vote to 18 yr olds, took only 3 months & 8 daysto be ratified! Why? Simple! The people demanded it. That was in 1971...before computers, before e-mail, cell phones, etc. Of the 27 amendments to the Constitution, seven (7) took 1 year or less to become law of the land..all due to public pressure. I am asking all who read this, copy and paste it, and send it to a minumum of 30 friends and in this case country men and women. In 3 days most people in the United States will have this message. .This is one idea that desperately needs to be passed around. CONGRESSIONAL REFORM ACT of 2011 1. No Tenure/ No Pension, A Congressman and or Woman collects a salary while in office and recieves no pay when thay are out of office. 2 Congress ( past, present, & future) participate in Social Security. All funds in the Congressional retirement funds move to th No Words Kould Say NO WORDS I WRITE KOULD EVER SAY HOW MUCH I MISS U EVERYDAY AS TIME GOES BY THE LONELINESS GROWS HOW MUCH I MISS U NOBODYS KNOWS I THINK OF U IN SILENCE ; I OFTEN SPEAK UR NAME ; BUT ALL I HAVE R MEMORIES ; N A PHOTO IN A FRAME NO ONE KNOWS MY SORROW NO ONE SEES ME WEEP BUT ALL THE LOVE I HAVE FOR U IS IN MY HEART TO KEEP I'VE NEVER STOPED LOVING U ; IM SURE I NEVER WILL DEEP INSIDE MY HEART U ARE WITH ME STILL HEARTACHES IN THIZ WORLD ARE MANY BUT MINE ARE WORSE THEN ANY ; MY HEART STILL ACHES AS I WHISPER LOW I NEED U AND I MISS U SO THE THING WE FEEL SO DEEPLY ARE OFTEN THE HARDEST TO SAY BUT I JUST KANT KEEP QUIET ANYMORE SO ILL TELL U ANYWAY THERE IS A PLACE DEEP IN MY HEART THAT NO ONE ELSE KAN FILL I LOVE U SO MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL xoxoxo MISS U N LOVE U Face Of A Stranger I ONCE LOOKED UPON THE FACE OF A STRANGER WHEN I SAW HER BEAUTIFUL FACE I THOUGHT I HAVE KNOW HER 4 ETERNITY HER FACE WAS SO KIND N GENTLE HER FACE WAS GLOWING WITH WARMTH HER SPRIT WAS FREE MY HEART PAUSED BRIEFLY I FELT THE CHILL OF THE NITE UPON MY FACE WHO WAS THIS WOMEN? WHY DID I WANT HER ? WHY DID I NEED HER EMBRACE? I KNOW ONCE I FIRST SAW HER OURS WAS NOT 2 BE A BRIEF AFFAIR I KNEW SOME HOW OUR LIVES WERE INTERTWINED WHEM I FIRST SAW HER THERE Too Funny LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, 'I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, He lets out this ear splitting yell.' 'My dear,' the shrink said, 'that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is..' 'The problem is,' she complained, 'it wakes me up!' QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife During a recent lovemaking session, 'How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?' She glanced at him and replied, 'You're never home!' SEX & ARGUMENTS A husband and his wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary The husband yelled, 'When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever'.' 'Yeah,' she replies, 'when you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: 'Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last.' WOMEN'S HUMOROUS SEX My husband came home with a tube of K Y jelly and said, 'This will make you happy tonight..' He Funny I think it's humorous how I give an opinion that goes against "friends" (I use that term extremely loosely) and 24 hours the bitching continues by all parties. :) I guess I hit a nerve. Just When You Think That You Can't Take It Anymore!! I'll be 20,for forever!!!!! Not!!!I have always been looked upon as an underachiever,either because of the lifestyle iI sustained, or the behavior that I demonstrated.What was failed to have been realized by those of reference is that ,I too would grow up ! Throughout time ,I have learned quite well how to play the cards that I have been dealt! I may not have graduated w/ my class, but I never considered myself as second best to the rest, by any means! I have survived a 25+ yr. addiction ,w/over 7yrs. clean from chemical dependency.In these recent years, I have discovered what true happiness is to someone whose never really experienced it; and what it can provide ! I believe that GOD has many great things in store for those who persevere and overcome.Because of this fact, and others as well; I now stand a better man from my derelictions , and have now been blessed with purpose,priority and control in my life! In 1993 ,I was diagnosed w/ bone cancer.This too, I have overcome, as well.Th Samuel Langhorne Clemens~mark Twain I've never wished a man dead, but I have read some obituaries with great pleasure. If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything It is curious - curious that physical courage should be so common in the world, and moral courage so rare There are people who can do all fine and heroic things but one - keep from telling their happiness to the unhappy. I thoroughly disapprove of duels. If a man should challenge me, I would take him kindly and forgivingly by the hand and lead him to a quiet place and kill him. Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination Never tell the truth to people who are not worthy of it (perhaps i should learn this one) Honesty: The best of all the lost arts Keep away from those who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you believe that you too can become great. Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first. Whatever you say, Citys To Party In. aight heres the scenerio, : your a single guy avrage looking just became single after a 10 year realationship, you have$50,000 to spend anyway you want to. my question is this what city would you go too and what would you do there?
Suicide
This is is it,They took by digniity,They took my life.Sit's by the river.Watche's my blood flow away,Gentle ebbs of red.mixed & merge with blue,Just to watch it flow,Maybe you find happiness,Steel hit's the flesh,Tablets comsumed,I guess you may find me,Hanging from a tree,Cold razor in his hand!,+++
In Flanders Fields
This poem was written during WWI by Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae.  It is read at every Remembrance Day Service.    In Flanders Fields In Flanders fields the poppies blow Between the crosses, row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved, and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. - John McCrae
Some Men Already Know, But There Still Seems To Be Some Men That Dont Know Or Understand A Womans Need To Stay In Her Safety Zone At Less For The Fir
http://blog.guardly.com/guardblog/2011/03/22/smart-dating-helps-single-females-stay-safe/ comment at bottom of the page link above: I have had some ask me to go to them, that puts women at high risk, to be in unknown area, its much better for the first few dates at less for women to stay close to your own home where you know the area well and family and friends are not that far from you, and you know how to reach emergency services in your own area if you need them, ( in an unknown area you might not even know how to call for help ),men need to know this article above and this comment " so they know first hand before asking a laddie on a date for the first times it will need to be in her area " so they don`t feel there just plain being turned down, i believe some know this already, But there are still some that do not know this, and not understanding women want to stay in there safety zone close to her own home at less for the first few dates.
~chuck Palahniuk
All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring. Here in the bathroom with me are razor blades. Here is iodine to drink. Here are sleeping pills to swallow. You have a choice. Live or die. Every breath is a choice. Every minute is a choice. To be or not to be. Every time you dont throw yourself down the stairs, thats a choice. Every time you dont crash your car, you reenlist. Maybe this is why so many serial killers work in pairs. It's nice not to feel alone in a world full of victims or enemies. It's no wonder Waltraud Wagner, the Austrian Angel of Death, convinced her friends to kill with her. It just seems natural. You and me against the world... It's easy to cry when you realize that everyone you love will reject you or die. Either a species learns to control its own population, or something like disease, famine, war, will take care of the issue. Marla tells me how in the wild you don't see old animals because as soon as they age,
Fubar Friends & Chat Buddies
I have connected with alot of folks via drink trading but have only chatted with four (4) people, although I have found those 4 to be very nice I'm wondering how many people in Fubar actually become friends. I'd like to hear from anyone that has found a real friend in here and how that friendship is going??
Question 2
If you could, what word would you remove from the English language?
Self Disgust
I think Five finger death punch explains my angst the best Twisting and turning unable to sleep DO THE VOICES EVER STOPMy thoughts speak louder the more I resist AND THEY'RE DRIVING ME INSANE DO THEY EVER GO Inside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner of my own hell MY OWN HELL Losing the battle I've waged on myself LOCK ME UP AND TOSS THE KEY Toys in the attic it's all getting worse WHY WON'T I LET ME BE OH GOD MAKE IT STOP Inside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner of my own hell MY OWN HELL FIT ME FOR A STRAITJACKET PUT ME IN A PADDED CELL I'M A DANGER TO YOU ALL AND I'M A DANGER TO MYSELFInside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner of my own hell MY OWN HELL Inside I'm a danger to myself I'M A DANGER TO MYSELF Inside I'm a prisoner in my own hell MY OWN HELL
Did You Know Earth Has 2 Moons? It's True.
We also seem to have two suns as well apparently now. Here are 2 videos for you which are compeling to watch.  The evidence is out here if you aren't wake yet to all the mind blowing mountains of evidence all of our government leaders have hidden from us for years. 2 Moon's video ---> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-J4yNo-5Lk 2 Sun's video -----> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fxTSOqkpqVA We are living in strange times, but not to worry, all these things have been foretold to us centuries ago.  Yes, it's true.  The Bible has forwarned us, however, many of us just never took the time to open this great book and read it, not as a novel of fiction, though we certainly could read it as such, but as a book of knowledge.  All the answers are in there, every one of them, just have to ask FATHER in heaven to guide you through it. We're at the 11:59 hour friends.  Have you given yourself to our MESSIAH?  HE loves us all, but won't force us to follow HIM or love HIM.  Won't you please
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FM3 is done. And I mean... done. Not 100% but a lot of those skills have an activation/learn rate of obscene improbability. Not worth doing. I have more than the worthwile skills. I stomped the holy befuck out of that game. Ran into trouble in 2 spots in 60 missions. TWO. One was a protection mission where the weak underleveled NPC got rushed and murdered in a turn the other was the very last mission and I only -thought- I was in trouble. Outnumbered 9 to 4 very quickly became outnumbered 9 to 4 and only 3 of the badguys with arms and weapons. When I was finished I looked through the library again ... Same conclusions as before, I took another look at Ring Of Red (Another mech game) but, I really felt like I had already beat the pants off that game as well. Find the formation/range sweetspot for that map... kill bitches, make money.     I guess it could be worse. I could be locked in a cell in the dark, throwing a button at the walls and feeling around to find it.
Highway Of Heroes
On August 24, 2007, the MTO announced that the stretch of Highway 401 between Glen Miller Road in Trenton and the intersection of the Don Valley Parkway and Highway 404 in Toronto would bear the additional name Highway of Heroes, in honour of Canada's fallen servicemen and servicewomen. This length of the highway is often travelled by a convoy of vehicles carrying a fallen soldier's body, with his or her family, from CFB Trenton to the coroner's office at the Centre for Forensic Sciences in Toronto. Since 2002, when the first of Canada's fallen soldiers were returned from Afghanistan, crowds have lined the overpasses to pay their respects as convoys pass. The video which I have will be shown each and every time a fallen is brought home.  This is to honour them. Please keep their families in our thoughts and prayers and also take the time to thank those that are still with us and our veterans.  For without the ultimate sacrifice they are willing to make, we would not have the fr
Life- Bruce Lee Lessons
Life Emptiness the starting point. - In order to taste my cup of water (tea) you must first empty your cup. My Friend, drop all your preconceived fixed ideas and be neutral. Do you know why this cup is so useful? Because it is empty. Flow in the process of life. - You can never step in the same water twice, my friend. Like flowing water, life is perpetual movement. There is nothing fixed. Whatever your problems happen to be in the future, remember well that they cannot remain stationary but must move together with your living spirit. Otherwise, you will drift into artificiality or attempt to solidify the ever-flowing. To avoid that, you must change and be fleixible. Remember, the uselfullness of a cup is in its emptiness. Life has no frontier. - Life is wide, limitless. There is no border, no frontier. To live is a constant process of relating. - To live is a constant process of relating, so come on out of that shell of isolation and conclusion, an
Heart
You dont belong in my world no longer , I want you to come , no nothing changes , last time you see me , Love is gone , My soul is gone , dont try to find me , I am a gypsy in the wind as the Moon is full. You dont belong to me , last time you see me , love is gone , My soul is gone dont try to see me , I am a gypsy in the wind as the Moon is full. You dont belong to me , no nothing changes...... I am a gypsy ....All I have is all I have .... like ever thing els ....
Rob's Coming To Town In A Few Weeks
My dear friend Rob is coming to town in a few weeks, we have been loyal companions since we were 10 years old him, his sister Jen and I. As I try rebuilding a real life that I miss. Don't get me wrong I am greatful for my internet friends but to beable to give and recieve a hug or give a playful shove when my friend has been out of line or they shoving me well nothing beats that. I have found a few men on fu who intrigue me and I would like to make real life friends out of and no that doesn't neccesarily mean friends with benefits its just I relate more to men than I do women nothing against women mind you but the eight hours in the mirror when it takes me fifteen minutes doesn't appeal to me or talking feminine things etc. I want to ride around again with no intent on going anywhere special with tunes blaring even if I don't care for the music. Watching sports even if I don't like the teams, shooting pool though I suck at it, going bowling and the flirting that goes with being frie
Beautiful Wedding Require The Receptions And Flowers
Times are tough, but even if they weren't, who desires to commit in between $15,000 and$20,000 for any one time event? Yes, that's the typical price of the wedding or wedding dresses. And that's only the average, $30,000.00 is not unheard of! obviously quite a few couples commit less. The "less," component is what this post is about. Ask yourself, For this one day, do I seriously wish to commit what might be a right down payment on the house, the value of the car, a large component of my long term child's training or my long term inheritance or God forbid, do I wish to go into credit card debt or have somebody I adore go into debt? for one day? obviously it's a incredibly crucial morning and if investing a little fortune was the only way to possess perfection, then perhaps and only perhaps the response may be yes. But with some inventiveness and also some private touches, perfection might be experienced even with no a body fat wallet. And with that getting said, how can you produce Beautiful Rainbow Colored Japanese Fashion Series Of Sweet Summer Wear In the summer full of vigor and vitality, bright brilliant of color is often the necessity of casual Japanese fashion clothing. With a high degree of saturation, rainbow tonal becomes the favor of youth beauties. Primrose yellow, bright purple, diamond blue and so on rich color changes let you very fascinating. This women cheap catton t-shirt is designed with pattern of Tassel, long dangler and mask, really very chic one! The masked lady before chest is with a bit of mystery. The finshing touch is two stereoscopic eardrop! They are given with clothes! Below part there is tassel, upper body is full of move feeling. Flower braces cake cheap fashion dress, the color match is just right. And classic cake design dress, is the necessary dress in this year. Jeans material is tie-dye, increased levels feeling. Before the chest a piece of small bud silk design is very lovely. Dyeing bud silk fashion top, very characteristic dyeing letters design, bud silk joining together is Sweet Bud Silk Fashion Dress Extends July Summer Passion Bud silk first appeared in the secret underwear of women, and always give you impression of sexy and charming. This year Bud silk is widely used in collarband and skirt hem detail. Besides, variety styles of bud silk fashion dress outfits and casual overall are also the new trend of 2011 spring and summer. The joining together of different materials can also create bud silk sweet fair maiden style. In this hot summer, just show your favor to bulk silk with abandon! Chiffon bud silk collar dress Because of its lightsome material and elegant designs, chiffon dress becomes the necessary fashion item of spring summer closet. The special point of this style is the bud silk adornment of neckline which added a little gentle woman charm. V collar modify face line, more highlight sexy collarbone. Optional wear a belt around waist, build fresh and natural rural style! Bud silk short sleeves long T-shirt white Long T-shirt seems to appears everywhere of streets in summer, this l Fascinating Romantic Feelings Released By Essential Series Of Dress Outfits Various casual dress outfits are almost one of summer fashion items which have the largest amount, changeable designs and various styles can create different modellings. Especially in midsummer, variety of fashion dress outfits combine the most beautiful scenery line of streets, you can feel the strong romantic feelings released by all kinds of dress outfits The small detail process on shoulders is conspicuous, proper for girls gain an pleasant feeling. Black is the most classic color which makes you look thinner. Square large size hand bag is cool, looks both capable and gentle, this is the most IN girl style! The quietly elegant color, can well promote female graceful and restrained temperament, belongs to summer pure and fresh dressing up series. Bowknot on the top of head is very cute! If you feel the dress outfit style is too onefold, then choose the dress with some brilliant design on the back. Multi-layers of lace lap, promoted the overall sweetness degree. Fo Summer Fresh Pink “icecream Girl” Korean Style Leisure Outfits Hot July has come, many girls would rather to dress themselves up into an icecream than sit down to eat a bowl of mein mein ice! To sweet strawberries? Or light fine powder Tea? Or charming blueberries? How to change is enough pure and fresh? Cool or fashionable? In this summer not only the gorgeous fluorescence is dazzling, pink items is also necessity, then the next several women fashion clothes may interest you somehow. Light blue-" ice cream" The designs of cowboy shirts are too many, but in summer you must prepare to a cowboy shirt both which’s color and thickness are suitable. No matter protecting from the hot sunshine or rain, such a clothing is absolutely worthy of your own. Of course, pink blue is also the reason why we choose it. White basic style of T-shirt is used as render, matches ladies leisure tight jeans, whole recreational taste is updated. Full of America-Europe style sense, while also releasing strong oriental ladies breath. Pink-" ice cream" When Rules & Wisdoms Of A Lady The Rules of a Lady Rule #1. Stay Classy ;) Rule #2. Always cross your legs when wearing a skirt. Always. Rule #3: Chew like you have a secret. Rule #4: Smile, it helps you get your way. Rule #5: Leave the rumor-spreading and trash-talking to Gossip Girl. Rule #6: Respect yourself. If you don't, he won't either. Rule #7: Leggings are not pants. Rule #8: Keep your heels, head, and standards high. Rule #9: If he doesn't treat you like a princess, then he doesn't deserve to be your prince. Rule #10: Love your body. It's the only one you've got. Rule #11: Never reveal your age, weight, or bra size. Rule #12: Proper grammar will get you far in life. Rule #13: No, passing out drunk on the floor is not sexy. Rule #14: Being beautiful is a choice. ...and it's never too late to choose it. Rule #15: Never dumb yourself down for a boy. Rule #16: Being single doesn't make you weak; it means you're strong enough to wait for what you really deserve. Rule #17: Always know how sho My First Time In A Sex Shop.. Okies I so know yall are gonna be laughing your asses off after you read this so enjoy!! Is funny now but wasnt funny then... So I was curious about the Vibrators and I wanted one so I went driving around searching for a sex shop...finally found one that didnt look to bad..Finally I get the courage to go in and of course I am already beat red and scared..so I open the door and theres a fricken cow bell on the door letting the whole store know you just walked in..talk about turning 6 shades of red..so first thing I see is all these vibrators and dildos hanging from the ceiling and I think OMG..turn around and walk out now!!!..Oh no not me I just had to stay...so Im looking around for about 15 minutes just looking at all the different stuff they had and I wasnt sure what I was looking for at this point... I finally found the one I wanted and wouldnt you know it was behind the clerk hanging on the wall...so I finally get the courage to ask the gentlemen to see it..and I looked at it I Need Input Please SO I have an album recorded (the writing and recording is the easy part to me) , so I am accepting suggestions for insert/back panel art. I also could use some thought on TRACKING as in what song goes where on the album. I've made a play list http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL6BE8281915DE9C73 , if any one has time or interest in listing feel free to comment and leave a list of how you would track the songs. Thanks. New Greeting From Me other voice blogs ... http://www.fubar.com/my-voice-greeting/b341274-1152789 and http://www.fubar.com/shout-out-in-orgy-lounge-my-voice/b341274-1153315 As She Is Alone As she is alone no one heres her alone in the dark in the walls of hell , running of noting hereing on words of love sadness closeing in madness of sadness. She walks alone in the dark walls fall the Moon full of blood running off the walls fo sadness ... She crys out her name not a word comes out. No respect of life groing insind her or out side her she gives up on life sets alone stillnes of life not over her..... life eat her heart she goes back to her box and lay still and be safe of stillness... love will not hurt again ... Question 1 What is your best sports related memory? One Question, Everyday, For One Year Everyday, I'll post a question. Get involved and answer or it won't be fun! Think of it as a year-long survey of your daily life. :) And please do not judge me for how grammatically incorrect many of these questions are phrased! haha Share with your friends, pass the word on! Blah Blah I am sure those of you that are friends have noticed the unhappy face status alot lately.... just a brief explanation....I have been dealing with alot of depression and anxietly lately. We moved a few weeks ago into a different apartment and its still not feeling like home for some reason.... I miss my old neighbors..... When I wake up during the week, I head over to the old neighbors for coffee and hang out there till I have other appointments or until the boyfriend gets off work, I know it sounds weird, its weird to me as well. They put me on another anxiety med, one that I dont like to be on, suppose to be on it 3x's a day but I basically take it at bedtime cuz it makes me tired. Another issue I am dealing with is my legs are hurting me big time lately....not just my knees but I have been waking up with my hips hurting as well and hip shit runs in my family, my grandfather had his replaced twice, my mom had her's done, same as my uncle and that shit scares me! I guess the only thing From The Big Man Himself I WAS JUST READING THE LAST BLOG POST FROM THE VERY FAMOUS JOHNNY DEVIL AND HIS LAST WORDS WERE VERY VERY PROFOUND AND THEY WERE THESE..... If people spend all this time worrying about you and what you do, then what does that say about their own lives and how they handle their own business?" Words to live by methinks....peace. I SAY THIS BECAUSE THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO STALKS ME AND ITS THE CREEPIEST AND WEIRDEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN. SHE HAS AT LEAST 50 OF MY PICTURES BE IT A FAKE ACCOUNT OR A REAL ONE. SHE HAS A ZILLION PRIVATE FOLDERS OF ME AND SCREENSHOTS OF OTHERS AS WELL, WHICH IS SICK. AS JOHNNY SAYS WHAT MUST HER REAL LIFE BE LIKE IF SHE SPENDS ALL HER TIME WRITING STATUS MESSAGES ABOUT ME. THIS IS NOT THE REAL WORLD AND OFF THIS SITE MOST OF US ARE JUST REGULAR PEOPLE WITH FAMILIES, CHILDREN AND LIVES OF OUR OWN. I HAVE HER BLOCKED RIGHT NOW BUT I AM GOING TO UNBLOCK HER SO SHE CAN SEE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY. ALTHOUGH I WON'T MENTION THE THINGS NAME. SHE IS ALSO A RACIST PIG Handsome I dont think its fair that some people are born more attractive physically than others. I myself have been blessed with great looks but i feel bad for less attractive people than myself. You can't fix it either. I don't look at physical beauty as the most important thing but it has become so in todays society. Im just glad that im not ugly and that either way im fine.(sarcasm) Willing Wolf: Year 2 "I will snowboard as many days as life will allow. Last year that number was 51. Each year, on my last day out, I die." ~Me. Almost a year ago. Tomorrow, 11/16/07, I will be reborn. ∞ Deja voodoo. I rise from the dead. Again. My rebirth is a matter of pain and suffering as the flames on my fur die out, extinguished by the falling snow. Yet the burn has gone deep into my muscles, and all my former injuries ingnite. Deja Vu? No. Yes. Not really. We have been here before. But each year it gets harder, adding some new twist to tales once told; the plot refolds. Again. I have already been out on two mountains this year, and hope to be on a third tomorrow. It is going to rain; picture the steam rising from my singed skin and the droplets falling from my lower lip. ∞ ....ssssssseven times out. Time number seven on my birthday, mirthday. Eat, drink and be merry. [Why on Earth would I want to be Mary?] So, I drank copious amounts of water a Learn Respect The People That Rate You!!! Really "Ticks Me Off" when you don't show the respect i give you! Remember bk n the day as to "Cherry Tap"!!! If you rated n fan them n took all your time rating them, they would show you the same respect bk! Not all about who has the most money on here, or who has as many bling pack's elect. Learn respect n love your friends n family don't take advatage of them because there helping you out! There's a lot people like me that can't afford to buy vip's, but as you can see don't stop us from trying to get were you are!! This kinda funny you think about it, imagine this if wasn't for people like me to rate n fan add you as friend you still be on level's 20's! So next time you see someone busted there 'butt" to rate you have some respect learn todo the same thing! Not sure y but this subject " " Really Piss Me Off " "!! Guess because only have one friend takes the time to help me out!! That person is DJ TAM if wasn't for her i wouldn't be where i am today! SweetHeart wann Contests? Does Anyone know of any contests or anything going on? I want to win a God mode or bling packs or something. I am out of school until next month so I might actually have time to play around on here for a change. So let me know, k? My Empire Is Growing! Everyone should visit my websites....best viewed when dunk or high! The Sex Cloud The Wow Cloud The Evil Hamster Digest The Sex News Network YOU ARE A PERFECT SPIRIT I am fucking everywhere :-) Not bad for an old dude! I Need You I need you now more ever I need you love forever and never I need to see you every day My love for you has grown My heart has so much love for you I need your love more and more I need to feel you around me I need your smarts to get me though the day When your not around i feel down When your not with me i am sad When your mad i cry I need your love to show me the way I need your smile I need your love that has my heart I love you so much from the start witch i hope will never end Life “Life is beautiful and yet life is not a bed of roses. Though it is full of ups and downs it has many facets of blessings and successes. To some people, life is hard, cruel and merciless. These set of people see life as punishment throughout their entire lives. They therefore resigned themselves to fate, believing all is finished. To them, nothing that they do can ever be good. They take delight in committing crimes and maiming others to avenge their ill-fortune. They lost every sense of direction and most times, some of them go as far as committing suicide, just to escape the injustice life has meted out to them. But there are those who see life as a challenge, a channel of discovery and innovation, a prospect for success and a gateway to wealth. To them life is sweet, colourful and kind. No matter the situation these people find themselves, they keep pressing on, believing in a cause, a cause to succeed and get the most out of life. No wonder an adage says, “Where there I Will Not Talk Dirty Ok just FYI i will not talk dirty , show you naked pics , cam w. you or answer questions thats none of your buisness .. I have a boyfriend who im faithfull too , and love with all of my heart. Im just looking for clean chat and to meet new people okay thanks ! :). Gibb Rules The rules Rule #1: Never let suspects stay together.[7] Rule #1: Never screw over your partner.[8] Rule #2: Always wear gloves at a crime scene.[7] Rule #3: Don't believe what you're told. Double check.[7] Rule #3: Never be unreachable. (*Most likely one of Mike Franks' "Golden Rules" (see below) as opposed to Gibbs, because Gibbs has been known to intentionally be unreachable.*) [9] Rule #4: The best way to keep a secret? Keep it to yourself. Second best? Tell one other person - if you must. There is no third best.[8] Rule #5: You don't waste good. [10] Rule #6: Never apologize. It's a sign of weakness. Except between friends.[11] Rule #7: Always be specific when you lie.[12] Rule #8: Never take anything for granted.[13] Rule #9: Never go anywhere without a knife. What I Offer !! JUST THOUGHT I WOULD DO A BLOG ON WHAT I CAN OFFER, LET YOU INTO ALL MY FU ALBUMS, FOR 25 CREDIT BLING PACK,AS I NEED THEM TO HELP ME LEVEL ON HERE, IF YOUR INTERESTED JUST SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE, I DONT BITE WELL ONLY IF YOU WANT ME TOO....... HUGS N KISSES MELISSA XOX I'm Ready For My Close Up Mr Demille Yesterday I went to Pittsburgh to take part in the shooting of "The Dark Knight Rises." It's about a 3 and a half hour drive from Buffalo, and shooting started at 7 am. So, I left here about 3AM and made the drive. They had us park by the old, and I mean old, hockey stadium and bussed us over to Heniz Field. I had to sign a non disclosure agreement, so I am not sure what I am really allowed to post, but I can tell you it was awesome, and a pain in the ass all at the same time. The weather was cloudy in the morning, and we did get some rain. Of course they had just moved us from a covered area to out in the open when it started raining, so that was nice. Then when the sun came out in all it's glory, I was up in the nosebleeds getting the full blast of the sun. We did so many takes of everything, I hope that it turns out well. I was sitting in three different places for the filming, and I don't know for sure I am on Camera. They did put us in an area they said was showing up How To Choose The Right Swimwear For You Many people always worries about her figure when they want to choose one swimwear_One piece swimwear_Two piece swimwear.so that Getting a swimsuit is perhaps one of the most tedious jobs for a woman.Every woman is very conscious about the way she looks and carries herself off so picking up the right swimsuit is a difficult task for her..She worries about whether it fits her size. And Whether she looks good on it or the swimsuit just makes her look fat and such complications which might seem unnecessary to the men folk but women take them a bit too seriously. In case of such revealing clothes it is better to choose the right one can just easily turn into a fashi on disaster. There is little room for any sort of error. All women want to look good in a bikini swimsuit. If someone is planning a beach party or a vacation somewhere near the sea, swimsuit is a must and the right one would just enhance her looks. The hottest and the most beautiful of women can look a disaster in the wrong kin I Know It Hurts... I Am Sorry. I Know it Hurts..... I am Sorry. *I am sorry to all those woman out there who has been disrespected, heart broken, or discraced by a man in anyway. I wish i could be there to help you, hold you, comfort you everyday. *Its not right the way most of these guys take advantage of your kind heart saying they love you and how they can't stand being apart *Come on guys, stop playing them for a fool using these nice warm hearted woman like a drug mule *They just want to love and be loved, is that so much to ask for? Yes they might get clingy, or jealous, or alittle crazy at times. But do you think you are perfect to your core? *I am so sick and tired of listening to all these stories of men being so selfish, cold-hearted, childish, overly possesive, and jealous. *All you need to do is Talk. when you are fighting or having an arguement don't go and call her names or begin to mock *Listen to what she says listen to her feelings, talk it out. don't get all So Pretty So pretty are the lies he tells.. held together so well.. don't look closer you might not like the mess you see.. so numb is the life he leads..a heartless man with no soul to save.. do you enjoy the game you play.. does she know you make all the rules.. do you break her spirt day by day..or do you do it all at once.. So pretty is the mask she wears.. you'd never guess she'd killed a man.. so sweet are lips from which she will tempt you.. so calm and collected she would seem.. the mess of girl daddy loved too much.. guess he never saw the rage she held behind that pretty face..y our gone never again will she feel that pain.. I used to be so pretty.. I've gone mad yet I feel so sane.. a shell of who i was.. you ruined my life.. but dont worry baby.. only wanted to see you happy.. so slowly does the old me die.. so dead inside..so soon the zombie will rise.. an empty shell..but don't worry baby.. we'll be alright.. Im Ok The pain is almost goneThe hurt i will forgetI will learn to trust again I am ok I am starting to forgetI am healing It like waking from a nightmareThat started from a dream I dont have much to say because I am ok ...I dont feel much cause the feelings have died...I dont need you to make me smile I have found others make my smile last..I dont want you cause your not what i need I was broken but I relize I am stronger then I thoughtI was blind I dont see my self in your eyes anymoreAs I open my eyes a relize they are full of hope ...I hope your ok..cause I am ok.. -it is ok- New Camming/im Policy I have two preponderant purposes being on line (1) to find people to cum with on cam c2c and (2) to blog for discourse and persuasion. Anyone that's bothered to read my profile and read through my blogs knows this. So if you want to be on one of my IM lists then that means (A) that you and I want to get naked with each other and be Loving exhibitionists and voyeurs, sharing wonderful orgasms and enjoying our time together or at least trying.Personally, I keep it on line and I can't see any other reason for camming unless you want to meet someone for sex and see what they look like first, although I do have Vblogs under blazintommyd1 on You Tube. Now occasionally, I have allowed people - that really dig this sort of thing or those that are curious (B) to just watch - prior to this new policy, 9 times out of 10 they were a guy that can't admit he likes to look at cock - O Ladies if you only knew, be gentle with them - or women that have enormous shame issues about how they look. The L Stupid Things Fubar People Do. ..this has been going on since the day of the flood around here but it's quite amusing to see take place often enough. And worth a mention. Everyone around here has someone that doesn't like them for whatever reason. And, the truly gutless of Fubar, you know the ones that hide in the shadows and speak with forked tounges? Now look, people that claim that they talk to "all" of their friends regularly I can tell you that they are full of shit. Because it's simply not true. Some people have little lists, some people have ginormous lists. Contrary to public belief, the time that I am here I talk to who talks to me. I've been doing this for years ok. I'm not all up in someone's sb or whatever (unless I'm looking for something..lol) or their business or what have you. Again, contrary to public belief in some small, remote, irrelivant circles. Your level or color really doesn't mean anything to me either. Never really has, I do what I want. This is all not new news ok. But I gotta tell ya, I This My Is Heart! This is my heart,being poured out to you.i tell you everything.except the fact......well i think you know.i love you!you've been through thick and thin with me.you talked to me when no one else would.you made me feel loved.the only time you weren't there,was on the weekends that's only cus,you didn't talk on the weekends.those were the times i missed you.you may not think the same about me ,but i had to let you know this.if i hadn't written this then i would be sad.i had to let it out! i had to tell you.this is my heart being poured out to you.i hope you know how much i care.for if we do meet i hope you will love me to! Lost And Going No Where i'm lost and going no where,with a place to hide.friends to go to.i'm lost and going no where!can't you see can't you help!the friends i have they don't care,or they are to far away to help.the place i hide is no where to be found.i guess i'm lost and going no where.no where to be found.life got to hard for me.bit me in the butt!for now i know how rough it can get.cus i know i'm lost and going no where. A Girl On Her Knees Begging Pleading Please A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseshe crys but no one hears.she is in pain and suffering,from all the hurt that eats at her.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseGOD take it all away!!all the pain and suffering,i cannot endure.the life she is leading will be no more.a new life she will live.A girl on her knees begging pleading pleaseA girl on her knees begging pleading pleasei will fight the battle.i will be free.so no more begging and pleading i will endure.A girl on her knees begging pleading please Pain i want to cry.i have no tears.i want to scream.i have no voice.this is paini want to run.nowhere to run to.i want to be held.i have no friends.i cry.i scream.i run.i am held. for i know pain.i have conquered! I Sit Here In Silence i sit here in silence.no words you will hear.i am scared for if i speak,no one will hear me.i sit here in silence waiting.i know you don't hear me if i speak.for if i speak you will not care.i feel that is how we live.sitting in silence.not to speak for if i do,you will not hear me.you won't even care.i'm not bitter.i just wish you would listen.for when i do speak, i have a lot to say. I Wait For You I wait for you.you do not show.i hope you have not forgotten me.i am waiting.i see people pass by hoping it's you.i wave.i feel like an idiot.it's not you.i am waiting for you.i wait for you hoping you will come.i wait for you cus i love you.please come i am waiting. Why Do I Try? Why do i try to work things out?You only hurt me.You never try so why should i?I say i'm leaving but i only come back.you say you love me but yet you turn your back.I say i hate you but why am i kissing you.You say you're sorry.Then why is she here?You say you wanna get married.Yet we are apart.Why do i try to work things out?Why do i try.Some one please tell me.For now my love we are through.You go your way i will go mine.You see my dear i am tired.Tired of trying to work things out. Today's Birthday Girl Isss....... Today's birthday girl actually hits the legal drinking age in real life but she's been on here for a hot minute and truly one of the nicest people I have met on here so far...big ol Happy Birthday toooo.... PolkaDotFE2Tman XxAURAxX PM@ fubar Hope Ya'll are having a great weekend!!...peace. It's A New Day it's a new day!a new begining time to live againlet your sheilds downlet people init's a new day!!i'm not gonna be like you anymorei'm not gonna live your rulesit's a new day!it's been so long since i lived my own waywas my own personit's a new day!!!i am me you are youwe are two difeerent peopleit's a new day!!!!time to go and leave youbut i am here for youbut as myself it's a new day!!!!! Because Of You! you see it in her eyes.you hear it in hear voice.that desperate cry.she longs for you to hold her.she needs you to make her feel loved.she needs you to make her feel wanted.she needs you.the love you gave her is gone.you hurt her. why didn't youlove her?why didn't you want her?didn't you hear her?didn't you want her?her heart is cold now.she cannot love again.because of you!your cold heart,that saw it in her eyes.your cold heart,that heard it in her voice.i hope you are happy with what you have done.you tore her soul apart.turned her heat cold.i pray you see that you were wrong.with the 4 harsh words you said you her....I DON'T LOVE YOU.because of you!she cannot love again.because of you!her heart is cold because of you! The Stars the stars in the sky fall when you're not lookingthey hold your dreamsand your wishes upon themyou want to believe but the wishes just fall throughdreams are crushedeyes fill with tearsi walked the streetand found a starthe wish that had been wished disappearedand then that starshed a tearthe dreams you wish on a starmay fall in the streetand disappear so don't cry when the star sheds a tearcus maybe your wish never did disappear Hi There. Hi there. Hi there? Is that honestly all you have to say? It's been weeks since I've heard from you. The last message I sent you was, "Why do I have to be the only one to write first? It's hard to keep up communication when the girl is the only one putting in effort." Did you just talk to me because I'm the only one you think will reply at 1 AM? Did you get bored & go through all the pics I sent you & think to yourself, "Oh, wow. I completely led her on and just forgot about her. Woops." Well no. I'm not your 'go-to-cause-I'm-bored" girl. And I won't ever be anyone's. I even told you I didn't wanna waste my feelings & get played & for you to wake up in the morning and forget about me. Guess what? You did. You EVEN agreed, "Oh, I don't want that to happen either. Don't worry, I really like you." That was a joke. I've wasted nights wishing & crying for some sort of sign, and here you are at 1 AM with a 'hi there.'&nb Looking For Help Dear friends, I found out this week that my father died over a year ago. I never really knew him, since I was only 2 when we last lived with him. I am trying to find out details on how he died and where he is buried (if he got buried). Me and and my brothers are planning on going to the town where he died for closure. My brothers, our mom (they never got divorced), my wife, my brothers wife's, and I all have been searching the Internet for information. We have found when he died and where he died. We looked in the local obituaries, but they only went back to April 2010. He died in Brewton, AL on February 16, 2010. I am looking for any kind of help that you or any friends can give. This way our family can get some closure before we get there. Please leave a comment on here or PM me if you or one of your friends can help us any. Thank you, Richard UPDATE: 15 August 2011 I found where they did the internment and that he was cremated. Also got some contact inform Is A New Earth Being Prepared For Humanity? : Aliens & Ufos W My "special Note" Special note: Before I add some of the info about the website please read my "Notes" "What the End of Times maybe like and how to avoid it!" and learn what my Crystal E.T. friends have shown me thru my dreams. I've also seen myself living on a new planet in this Jordan incarnation and I'm in a forest with trees that have golden colored leaves and I'm wearing a "Ocean Rainbow - Color-Ray Nourishment" therapeutic gemstone necklace from Gemisphere.com. In the dream I feel really depressed from being 1 of the few people that was saved from the Earth's destruction and everybody I knew is now dead and I have to continue living without them knowing that I can't be with them again in this life. After thinking about this I walk thru the forest and towards a water stream that is crystal clear blue. I then wake up. I really really don't want to live long enough for this prediction to come true which is why I keep trying to leave this life and keep trying to make it as easy as possib I... …need to hold your hand. …want to walk with you at night. …want to fix your hair when the wind messes it up. …want to know what you’re thinking before you do. …need to touch your lips with my fingertips. …need to breathe into your ear. …want you to dance with me by standing on my shoes. …need to just watch you do mundane things until you notice me staring and blush. …want to lay under the stars with you in the crook of my arm and talk about nonsensical things. …want to see the world with you. …need to feel your teeth bite into my shoulder. …want to look into your eyes and forget what my name is. …want to kiss your tears. …want to make you feel safe. …need to hold your face in my hands. …want to listen to your heartbeat while I rest my head on your chest. …want to wash your hair. …want to make you laugh until you put your hand over my mouth Zombies From Hell Got a sight of something, later the other nightMade the blood in my veins run colder than iceIn the TV's glowmy mind's onCruise ControlThe man on television says we're under attack from rockin'Rock and rollZombies from HellDeath ChicagoDestruction San FransicoGone NewarkDust Lost AngelesTrashed PittsburghKilled MiamiLost New OrleansDesolate San DiegoSlayed DetroitBurned TallahasseeFlat DallasTorched New York, New YorkBetter burn your records, set 'em all alightLock up all your windows, better shutter 'em up tightWatch where your kids go... keep 'em all...Home at NightBetteg get ourselves together or we'll all be wastedRock and Roll Zombies From HellYears ago in a happier time, everything was rightBut somewhere in paradise blazing red eyesDrilled holes in the nightAin't no stopping what we got under constructionWhen we lay it down, don't dare miss our productionWon't be satisfied til you're in full reductionWe are here to stay, we are the earth's destructionEven though you try, there ai Backdoor Romeo Knock at the backdoorClick at the glassGirl inside has got a little surpriseShe gonna get his assAll over town, he's been leaving the girls undoneTelling them all that they're the only oneShe said Bang! Bang! if I catch youWith another womanCome on, Come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips you're dead for sure"I'll knock at your backdoor most every nightBut you ain't my only stopLong as we keep it out of sightToo bad if I get caughtIt's a better game if you play the sucker rightSo let me spell it outSo you can keep the rules tightI'm just a Romeo knockin' at the backdoorIn the middle of the nightSo, give it to meGive it to 'em, babeBang! Bang! if I ever touch another womanCome on, come on don't you buffalo meRomeo came knocking at the doorShe said: "I catch you sucking someone else's dirty lips you're dead for sure"Valentines of bullets for disloyal loversBack door romeoNo way she'll share him with any otherSitt You And Your Friend Must we goRunning through our livesWith our eyes closed tightlyTo the love and happiness we could shareI think I'm in love with youIn my dreamsI can see us in a tight embraceDoing all the things that we never really daredI think I'm in love with you and your friendHonest I doI can't see you and me and her without each otherAnd I hope you feel the same way tooYou and me and herI'm spending all of my timeYou and your friendTrying my best to to talk you into being mineJust a little love thing, sounds so fineYou and me and herWhen I say I love youYou and your friendWhen I say I love you bothI'm being sincereCome and whisper something deadly in my earIn my dreamsI can see us in a tight embraceDoin' all the things that we never really dareI think I'm in love with you and your friendHonest I doI can't see you and me and her without each otherAnd I hope you feel the same way tooCause I think that I'm in love with you Luxury Cruiser I've seen the face of GodWorking for a living is a social diseaseI'm looking for a style that won't drag me downA ray of hope from something better shone its headlights on meWhen it came driving through this dirty townIt had a thousand horse powerHit three twenty-fiveCame screaming down from heaven like an angel in disguiseSENT FROM HEAVEN CALLING OUT TO MEI'D SHINE IN MY LUXURY CRUISEROUT OF MY WAY DON'T TRY TO GET BETWEENME AND MY LUXURY . . .Cruising down the street like a leopard in heatI think I finally found something worth my timeIf I can't have heaven, get my own piece of hellNot owning you would be a capital crimeIt had a six speed soul made my temperature riseScreaming down my dirty streetIt left a crack in the skySwing down low luxury cruiserRise up from the bitch you were born fromJust to touch you, I'd use any deviceI'd pray, I'd beg, I'd steal, I'd killThey moralize us to death but fail to sayWe're all supporting actors in a very short playSo put your pedal to the metal I Hunger Dark night lights shine brightThe crowd's burning up tonightThis hour's pumped with power and screams of frightSo grab your coat and hit up the showYou'd be a fool not to goTank on up and come on downSee the dogs that wear the crownThey hit the scene banging at their cagePlaying their guitars with fists of rageThey screamed and call it rock & rollTo cheat all the "don't know anyway" groveling at their feetThey say there's only room for one of us in the showWell that's all right id one of us has got to go'Cause I hungerI ain't gonna be hungry no moreAll their little girl's fantasies in a photographToo much just ain't enoughBetter say your prayers if you're gonna lastI think I'm dreaming the devil's dreamsI don't mean to be rude, but I'm busting my seamsGotta whip the devilRoot hog or dieCall him out and spit in his eyeI ain't got no religionThough I'm sure it's fine for those who doI got my own superstition to pull me throughIt's a hungerLike I've never felt beforeHunger got me screamin Hit Squad You call me up in the midnightTo get them when they're asleepYou want to know that there're shakingAnd hear the sound of their shriekI know somebody told youAfter I'm done I'll be goneI ain't a genie in a lampYou rub me wrong and I'll be stamping more than just the fella doing you wrongI got a little bit of bang bangAnd I can give it to 'emAnd all you gotta do is give me somethingAll that you've got then moreAnd when I'm finished huntin' you know you'll owe me somethin'You knew what you were getting intoI'm number one with a bulletSo get up and dance when I tell you toHit squadAnd when the time has come to pay what you oweYou know I'll be collecting on you body and soulAnd when we find we've taken everything that you ownIt's like a hit squadSo when you wonder what happened to it allRemember when you've got to give us a callWe're like a locust swarm and our time of dormancy has passedGot everything a motherfucker could ever really wantAnd I've got everything that I'd ever needI ain't in Heros And Villians Won't need no mercy on my soulWhen the lawman's got me cold'Cause breaking the rules that they toldWas something I had to doPlay their gameBut you start to win and the rules changeSo my ship come rollin' in, it's gonna roll right over you(And your law too)The tightrope we walk leads straight to the gallowsAnd when the hangman calls your nameHeroes and villains hang the sameEarly in the morning swinging in the breezeThere's a mist shrouded figure hangin' in the sycamore treeHero or villain don't matter much to meThey all end up the same, no one gets off scot-freeThe tightrope we walk leads straight to the gallowsAnd when the hangman calls your nameHeroes and villains hang the sameSinner or sainthood's your gameWhether you're a demon or divineWhen the hangman says it's timeYou won't see me sing the blues'Cause I said fuck all your rulesHeroes and villains hang the sameIt's just the writing on the tombstone changeThere ain't a peasant or a kingEscapes that Dodge city rope swingWhen the ha The Invitation The Invitation (6/07) I check my mail daily, hoping for good news. Today I see an invitation. I open it carefully and inside it says,"Your presence is requested." I read on and note the date. Two days later, someone knocks on my door. I answer it and I just see a box by the door. I open the box, there is just a card in there. I open the card and it all it says,"Evertything you need is provided." The day arrives, I get ready in excitement. A knock on my door, I gather my things I answer the door,a gentleman says, "Please come with me." I follow him and get in. I dont know how we get there, but we do. We get there, door is already open for me. I get out,the gentleman escorts me inside. The building is none like I ever seen before. In other words,I don't think there is no building like it. We enter the building and I look around. The walls are lined with picture frames. The pictures are constantly changing,as if was a slideshow. I look at one after another, seeing da Lonley why is it when u love someone and let them do what they need to it seems forever before they come back to u or call or call? why do u get so lonely with out them? So I Quit My Job I quit my job as a phone sex operator because it was fueling my sex addiction and making me keep crazy hours and my addiction led me to do my job for free for a lot of clients. Now I feel as if I have something missing. Income, something to do. I am irritating my husband with needs of constant sex and anally cleaning every area of my house. We have had to go back to daily sexy chips. My husband made me stop cleaning because I admit my addiction makes me go to far. I vacuumed the attic that we don't use and Dusted the light posts in the front yard. I am going back to school in September to give me something to idle my time with but I am worried I will go to my old ways of having sex with random strangers. I want to become a radiologist but I don't know if I can control myself in school and work in an actual work type environment. Will my husband be able to put up with my crazy behavior for a whole month until school starts. Will I be able to control my addiction in school? It sure a Test test Internet I.d. (so-called) This was sent to me in my e-mail not sure if its fact or rumor but eh here it is .... I do not know if you have heard of it yet, but Pres. Obama is trying to get an Internet I.D. on all of us. This means that your e-mails, what you read, etc. will not be private at all, but the government will know everything, because it requires that you get a permit from the government, revealing not only the name of your e-mail address, but also your password. I have already written to my congressman and my senator to ask them to vote against this. Thename of the bill officially is: "National Strategies for Trusted Identities in Cyberspace". It is being promoted as a good thing so Internet Fraud will be curtailed.I urge you to immediately write your congressman and senators and ask them to vote against it. There are enough votes in the House to defeat it if they are notified that you oppose it. If this goes through I will not any longer be on the Internet at all, because the government Today today we had our extracation class..i think i lost 20lbs in sweat alone i ended up having to pull someones dead weight of a body out of a overturned pt cruiser...that was different next tuesday is my school finals and then the 23rd is my state finals will keep you posted im in the front row far right blue/white shirt Today today we had our extracation class..i think i lost 20lbs in sweat alone i ended up having to pull someones dead weight of a body out of a overturned pt cruiser...that was different next tuesday is my school finals and then the 23rd is my state finals will keep you posted This Is Funny, So Grow A Dam Sense Of Humor. The government today announced that it's changing the flag to a CONDOM, because it more accurately reflects the government 's political stance. A condom allows for inflation, halts production , destroys the next generation , protects a bunch of dicks, and gives you a sense of security while you're actually being screwed. It just doesn't get more accurate than that! Fading Away fading away nothing left to say. my heart is broken, were did i go wrong trying to stay strong. thought you would always be there for me. i cannot see through the tears, all my fears, have caught me down on my knees. noone sees the pain, noone can stop the rain, so much pain. standing at the edge, looking down, with nothing but a frown. so tired of it all, you dont even hear me call. so i just fall. The Most Annoying Habit Of Modern Times OK, it's no secret that I don't have, and don't want, a mobile phone. Can't live without one? Bullshit, we all did for donkeys years without a problem. I don't buy into pressure marketing. Anyway, leave that one there, not looking to alienate everyone. The matter in hand is this: We have a couple of friends who, when they are out with us, spend their entire evening busily texting someone else on their mobile.phone. Only these two people do it, not the rest of our friends, so it can't be our company! One of them always has an excuse, like "oh, it was just such-and-such, I really had to let them know (whatever)"; while the other one is even worse. Tell him how bloody annoying it is and he just laughs as though it's a joke. It is not a joke! It is bloody ignorant and mildly infuriating. So, what I want to know from anyone who can be bothered to read this, is: - Do you go out with people and then spend the time in their company texting someone else? If you do, why do you d [the Only One In The Universe] You ever have a wild sex dream about the one person in the universe you've truly been attracted to and I don't mean the passing fancy of "ooh what a great butt" I mean a magnetic must have draw. That was last night for me. We spoke. We conspired. We parted. And she told me to meet her where I had never dared to tread... I was saddened not knowing where that was, or thinking it to be a metaphor obscuring the moment in dream logic but in moments I was on the path bursting through doorways following arrows of great lotus petals toward her her scent her presence. I was afraid. Afraid that I'd wake. Afraid that she'd disappear before I felt her. Touched her. Tasted her. But through the last doorway she stood, trembling, tiny uncontained explosions of anticipation throughout her body. We kissed. We wandered over soft flesh. We made love. On hardwood floors unabashed unashamed but terrified of our knowledge that this was but a dream. I'd sa What's Important? In Life Everywhere we go we are confronted by things that are important- but to who? What's important to me may not be important to you. We can ask ourselves what's important, but what does that really mean? Does it mean that what we consider important may not really be important in the big scheme of things? Maybe we're not important at all, or maybe we are but just don't know it yet. Or maybe we need someone else to compare ourselves to to feel important, or maybe we need someone to praise us to feel important. A lot of people take the approach of belittling someone else to feel important, or by comparing themselves to others to believe they're more important. But are they really as important as they feel they are? Does feeling important have anything to do with being important? Is being important really that important to us? Does importance have an importance in itself? Maybe it's not important. What matter does the importance of one thing have over another? Who decides what's more important Why Should I? If you ignore me... I will ignore you. if you don't start the conversation.. we wont talk. if you dont put in the effort why should i? Worst feeling ever? being replaced easily. Friends,some Have Come And Gone, And Some Have Remained. Reason, Season, or Lifetime People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty; to provide you with guidance and support; to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. 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Yes I'm late, its the end of the day and it's been an awesome day. I get stuff done to get out of here, briefed the colonel and his XO on how to do their job, yes im pretty important. But the past hour has been the best. Wish I could be listening to a choir right now. That all being said, TWO MORE DAYS. I hand over authority tomorrow and then im off to see what wisconsin has to offer. Then saturday I wake up, leave, fly to chicago, enjoy a nice 312 and hot dog, then fly into providence and drive home. Long day I know, but awesome day. Anyway I'm pumped right now, so pumped. What a great afternoon, I'm still laughing about a hyena comment. Sigh, if only... nevermind. People are still cranky and I'm still sucking it up. Life is good right now, cant complain. I look forward to talking to someone everyday, i look forward to school everyday, i look forward to traveling everyday, i look forward to waterfire someday hopefully. I leave soon, so ha The Truck Driver You Flipped Off? Let Me Tell You His Story. That truck driver you flipped off? Let me tell you his story. Let me tell you a little about the truck driver you just flipped off because he was passing another truck, and you had to cancel the cruise control and slow down until he completed the pass and moved back over. His truck is governed to 68 miles an hour, because the company he leases it from believes it keeps him and the public and the equipment safer. The truck he passed was probably running under 65 mph to conserve fuel. You see, the best these trucks do for fuel economy is about 8 miles per gallon. With fuel at almost$4 per gallon -- well, you do the math. And, yes, that driver pays for his own fuel. He needs to be 1,014 miles from where he loaded in two days. And he can't fudge his federally mandated driver log, because he no longer does it on paper; he is logged electronically. He can drive 11 hours in a 14-hour period; then he must take a 10-hour break. And considering that the shipper w
Love
She walks in the woods Moon full dark cold Tress standing still, not a word stillness of cold words of Love.... Blood flows in her mind will he find her here hold her again. No love  can be so mad running so hard her mind of madness. As he tells her lies in the sky. Hidding in the darkness. Deep in the woods never  be found ... As she sleeps at night thinking of him in the sweet summer night . The moon shinning . A tear falls from her eyes , His mood is dark takes her long and hard she loves him and can not stop loving him... She walks in the wood with a full Moon dark clod Tress standing still, not a wrod stillness of cold wrods of love.
Blush ...
A red rose whispers of passion, a white rose breathes of love;The red rose is an eagle and the white rose is a dove.But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips;For the love that is purest and sweetest, has a kiss of desire on the lips.
Why Do People Try
So I  have been single for years and i have to say that i am so sick of hearing the same shit over and over by the same fuckin  people. when you're singhe le its--- don't look for someone they'll find you, or your a pretty girl , you'll find someone. when your depressed---its ok it'll get better, or cheer up things cant be that bad, or look a the bright side. I say BULL SHIT WHO WANTS TO HEAR THAT PTIMISTIC BULLSHIT, IT IS THE SAME  SHIT FROM YOUR FRIENDS, FAMILY AND ASSOCIATES................ How the hell would they even know, its the same people who tell this stupid optimistic bullshit, you know the ones, they either been married forever or been with thier significant other, so long it's like talking to your mom and dad  or  one of your friends who has no clue to what the big picture is... O an the guys  you tell them your single and lonely famous words of a walking talking hard on--- its ok  they'll find you, lets have sex, get on cam lets play, show me your tits.......
Don't Talk Shit To Me!
how is my "real" life relevant to you?after being married and having children...owning my own business, home and my 3 vehicles...i can do/spend whatever the fuck i want on Fubar!aslong as i stay within the TOS :D   if you'r worried about someone check yourself first!
This Could Be Anyone You Know Or A Friend Even, So Think Before You Open That Mouth
A 15 year old girl holds hands with her 1 year old son. People call her a slut, no one knows she was raped at 13. People call another Guy fat. No one knows he has a serious disease causing him to be overweight . People call an old man ugly. No one knew he had a serious injury to his face while fighting for our country in the war. Repost this if you are against bullying and stereotyping.
You Mean So Much To Me
You mean so much to me, where could I even begin to startMore than the world so grand, you live deep within my heartYou mean so much to me, I hope that I show you everydayJust how special you are, in love with you I will forever stayYou mean so much to me, no words could ever say just how muchSo I hope my love does show, especially with the way I touchYou mean so much to me, more and more each day my love does growAlways searching for another way, a special way to let my love showYou mean so much to me, more than any amount of silver or goldSo blessed with your love, so eager to watch our life unfoldYou mean so much to me, such a treasure I found in youCaptured by your beauty so real, spell-bound by your love so trueYou mean so much to me, a masterpiece of love I did findSo many memories for us to make, my past I leave behindYou mean so much to me, a rainbow with colors that dazzleEach time I look at you, once more I must call you beautifulYou mean so much to me, just how much I hope y
Janey Godley’s Podcast Episode 56
(Please be aware that this Podcast Contains strong language)   In episode 56 of Janey Godley’s Podcast the mother and daughter comedy duo discuss the Ice Cream Wars, the Edinburgh fringe and Janey’s propensity to talking about bowel disasters. Ashley delves into the ridiculous world of ‘Take a Break’ magazine and the psychic pony that makes predictions.     Angels and ghosts that do international travel make a stunning conversation piece and Ashley finally gives us details about her performance at the fringe. News stories are wrapped up between stupid funny facts and Ashley ends the podcast giving a visual description of her mother’s nipples.     Mother and Daughter comedy team get to natter and the world gets to hear it on Janey Godley’s podcasts, expect some bawdy language and home truths, as Janey Godley and Ashley Storrie lead you down the roads less taken in their fantastic weekly podcast. Listen as mother and daughter banter, bait and
Thank You In Reference To Grand Baby Cheesy!!
I would like to thank everyone for all their kindness.  I have received an overwhelming amount of condolences and just want to make sure that everyone knows that I do appreciate them.  I have received mail, comments, status comments, text messages and even phone calls.  For whomever this applies to your thoughts and prayers have been a true blessing to myself, my son, and his fiance.  I actually wish I had the time to thank everyone personally, as that is normally what I do.  When you receive so many as I have it is rather hard for me to do at this time. I myself will be taking care of what I can for them, so if i seem distant by all means it is not intentional.  It has been very hard as a mother to watch my son grieve as I did when I lost my daughter.  To be excited to be parents and then have it snatched away is just so unfair and wrong.  The questions with no answers, the wondering why, this has been just very sad and devastating for the family. Again thank you for everything and
[rage]
Alright so that night I didn't want to talk about? The power went out. It was 100 degrees in this house. The folks (after a couple hours) insisted on getting a hotel room, we had to find one that would take dogs there was A ONE SINGLE hotel room available in town, so I had to sleep on the floor. Fahkin hurray.   I guess I could've gone into greater detail about that while I was still pissed, but ... meh. Short version is, sleeping on the floor blows my parents snore and are old my dog is exciteable and barked at people in the parking lot while I was trying to sleep and... I dunno that's about it   so... melting in my house led to not sleeping, laying on the floor in a cool hotel room.   I didn't get any real sleep until last night. Meanwhile... I'm less than enthused about the "evaluation" tomorrow. What do I tell him? "I thought 26 would be better. Its not, I don't see it getting any better, I'd like to quit now."   Meanwhile I continue to anihilate Front M
My First Muti Orgasm Experience
I met this woman on a dating site, i made a profile and after a couple pof days she contacted me. She was 5'6 155. 36d breast. after a few chats she gave me me here cell and we started talking. she had a boy friend on tthen she got my yahoo and soon after that we began cyber sex. soon after that  we began phone sex, we soon felt comfortable with each other. We bagan light telling each other of our fantasises and what we would love to do to each other then we worked on the next step. we met at the H.e.b parking lot at 10.00pm we got in the back seat of her car then the next thing you know she grabs my head and starts to kiss me. she starts french kissing for about a minute or to and pulled back and said " i have wanted you all day" she then unzipped my zipper and played with my cock through my underwear as she kissed me again as she rubbed my 8 1/2" cock, God i was so hard.she then pulled it out and went down on me licking up and down my shaft slowly. licking around the head god seh was
The Advantage Women Have Over Men On This Site
You know I have been on this site for a while and have seen and noticed a great many things.  There is one thing that I have realized though that sticks out the most. I have realized that in my time here, I am only going to level so far.  I will reach a point at which I will no longer be able to level because I am not willing to pay actual money on this site.  Now to get to the title of this blog...........OK before that, I am sorry if this offends, upsets, pisses off, or angers anybody that reads this, if it does, that means its probably true about you :).  Anyway, the advantage women have on this site over men is that most women don't have to spend money on this site.  I see every day all over this site status messages that say family access for a 12 credit bling pack, or something similiar.  Now we are all intelligent individuals here, and lets see, well we all know whats in family albums (nudity), and we all know that credits have to be bought with real money.  Now lets put these
Yay For Wednesdays!
Sooo.. me and Brandi have been trapped at home in the mountains for about a month, but we finally got a chance to come down to Manteca for a weekend. So far its been so much fun. Tonights supposed to be even better and I am super excited about it. Yesterday, she came and picked me up and we drove down here.. we had a girls day out which I needed so bad. We went to the mall, and all kinds of other stores and just drove around acting silly. Then when night came around, we went to the hookah lounge in stockton and hung out for awhile. After that, we found a place in modesto that was doing karaoke and we were only there for about 20 mins before they closed lol..  Before hookah, we stopped at this creepy little liquor store that had some creepy mccreeperson standing outside who hit on us before we went in. We bought a bottle of Bacardi dragon berry and filled our flasks up and drank in the hookah lounge. That was fun. It was nice to just have  a chill night out.. tonight we're gonna have a
Weiner - The Real Deal!
Anthony D. Weiner: What issues are you debating in Congress?
Taking A Break
To all my fam and friends... I first and foremost want to thank you all for the love you have shown over the past 2 years of my being a fubar member. This site has opened my eyes to so many new things as well as so many new and wonderful friendships. I have recently found out I may need a few cancer screenings which will be time consuming and draining. There is a chance I may need surgery which makes things even harder for me right now. I am not looking forward to any of this as I had cancer back when I was 25 and it was not pleasant at all. I had a partial histerectomy as well as radiation (which ended up being uncalled for since they did the surgery anyway). There are so many more details to all this that I will not go in to. I just want everyone to know I am not ignoring, avoiding or giving up on anything I am just taking a break to get my health in order so that I may spend another 2 years here having fun with all my wonderful friends. I am not looking for pity here so please respe
My First Time
My First Time I think have Always had a fetish for older women, because of this first experience,sorry to say i was very shy in Highschool, I was a track and cross country state runner and a track star. i was so shy, guys had to ask girls out for me and most girls wanted to be friends. So I was still a virgin till the age of 21, you might say bullshit! but its very true noo bullshit. I was a church guy and was saving myself for marriage and my wife. I had a lot of morals back then still so sex it not one lol. i had just turned 21 and my parents helped me get a 1989 Mustang GT Gray blue pen stripe and a 5.0, a sweet car. Anyway me and a friend David were on the prowl, so went to a city Called Alvin where the kids on fridays and sat run the strip and meet people. Well David saw a couple of girls yelling at us and one was friend of his, so we pulled over and talked for a will. A girl named Mina said "Herb nice car, can i drive it. I said " sure if i can have you phone number and we go o
My Kitty
So late last month my darling of a kitty ate a lily plant my boyfriend gave me so we rushed her to the vet hospital hoping everything was ok but apparently she had it in her system for quite some time , Doctors said she prob had kidney damage before that and eating the plant made it worse !! . blahh she has to be on pills for the rest of her life and she's only 5 years old . I really dont know what i would do without her shes like my best friend . She waits for me to go to bed and once im in bed she will come to sleep too . tehe Ever since we brought her home from the vets she's been really close to me like sleeping really close its cute but at the same time uncomfortable cause shes right up against my leg or chest so i cant move lol , but shes a sweetheart i love her sooooooooooooo much !!!
Hmmmm Where To Start
i donno where to start but i felt like wrighting life has been throwing me some pritty shitty curve balls latley and its not getting any better save for 2 special ppl in my life my kid and my new hubby my friends who have been there are awesome too but even now a days its nothing but drama with them i love them to death i really do but its like i feel like i cant do anything right in their eyes every turn i make is wrong and i get shit for it or they just wont talk to me at all i donno too much goin on not enough brain power or time to figure it all out i keep biting off more than i can chew and then more gets trown on my plate that i donno what to do with lifes a bitch then you die i can remember who told me that way back in high school but they were fuckin right wen will things just slow down just enough for me to catch up?
Well What Is A Blog.
UMMMMMMM am i thick decause i dont know. what is a blog....?
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Heat (for My Pet. Sorry My Head Was Still Spinning)
hot. steamy. a bead of sweat slowly rolled down her curves and lingered off her erect nipple before dripping off. here she could be alone in peace. here in the steam room she could just lay around naked and not have to worry about lingering eyes. she pulled her towel from under her behind and sat there in the steam filled room with her knees parted. her sweat glistening thighs welcomed the cool beads of moisture that collected on them and slowly dripped down her inner thigh towards her pussy. her fingers slowly passed her rock hard clit and  between her moist folds. they sank in deep. two fingers. her inner walls contracting to squeeze around the intruding fingers. deeper. harder. the room got hotter without anyone touching the heat. she was in heaven. after a stressful day it was good to lay here in the steam and get hot. she pushed her thumb down on her clit and began to rub it. faster. hard quick circles. fingers rushing in. deep. thumb rubbing. hard. deeper. harder. FASTER! OH GAWD
Name That Player Update!...
This was a popular one, here's an update as to where they are at today..... Click here & then link in stash!... Also congrats to Chrissy for getting yesterday's trivia right and getting free points today!... Almost the weekend kids....peace.
Fraud
Everyone with half a brain knows this website is a huge fraudulent cesspool of human waste yet I keep coming back so apparently I enjoy using the stupid hemispheres of my brain more than others. This is a pay site and people pay for a service but obviously you are paying for a lie right from the start. In the corner there is a blatantly false counter of the amount of users online usually in the 40,000 range.  They Claim 40,000 online yet in Alexia or Google they only rank 5500- 9600 in usage.  According to unique IP hits they have 900 to 1700 online at any given time. Since this is a PAY SITE this is Fraud. The problem with posting a Blog like this is I am completely wasting my time because it will be censored and deleted by the upper management communist pigs that use this site to lie and steal money from what I can only guess to be pretty uneducated members of society. Baby J and Scrapper are bottom feeders, Carp. Troll around and live on society's waste.
Koolatin
Took me forever to figure this out. He kept saying "Koolatin, koolatin". Suddenly a skull apeared on the tv and he shouted "LOOK!!! KOOLATIN!!!!!" Koolatin= Skeleton
Captain Mexico
Oh come ON people!!!! It's not offensive, its STUIPD!!! Jimmy, you're jokes really aren't that funny. Snoozefest... http://www.latina.com/entertainment/tv/poll-jimmy-kimmels-captain-mexico-parody-offensive
I Wish I Could Save You
You have the purest heart,Beyond all that pain and hurt your drowning in You can try to cover it up try to make it numb but its always on your mind you destory yourself and everything that can be anything you regert your so scared so damaged afriad to speak your mind yet you say it all words are part of what broke you yet you break others with them I wish i could hold ur hand and whisper in your ear its gonna be ok unlike anyone has ever done , I wish i could save you from all of it all the pain all the hurt all the anger in your life i wish i could bring you back to a time before all your pain when u were a child before you knew what regert was before you were haunted by your past before you learned how to make yourself numbas u drink the not so fatal drop your alive but dying inside for its only emptyness as you look for other posions none of them is the vile that will free you from yourself  i wish i could save u  i have so much faith in you i see ur light thru all the dark i wish i
This Woman Needs To Practice Her Keigel Excercises More Often...
Good grief. if you're going to smuggle drugs, at least keep them in a safe place! ﻿http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/43973441/ns/local_news-fort_myers_fl/
Like You Care
Gettin' behind on my blog again--like anyone would have noticed, right? Well, if I'm not talking about sex, or drugs, or some other stupid shit, I don't think anybody would really care. But that's only fair, I guess. Its not like I care, either. I'm just writing shit to write it down. No particular reason needed. Read it, comment, or ignore it. I truly don't give a fuck. Speaking of which, I can't remember how long its been since I been laid. That's kinda sad, folks. But not as sad as not giving a fuck about not getting to fuck. Know what I mean, Vern? I mean, I know its a little over six months, which may not be a long time for some people. But personally, I can't recall ever going that long without some kind of intimacy and affection (and some bumpin' and grindin'!) since high school. Yeah, check the expiration date on my package (if you dare!)... I've had a good run up until last year. And I'm not even sweatin' it. When I think about it, I realize that I have been in a relationshi
Silly Silly Boy
Silly Boy,                             you should never play games with a girl who can play them better  ;)

That's The Point
Ex:  "You'll never find anybody like me." You: that's the point
“a Midsummer Night’s Wet Dream”
Baptized by the Holy Waters of Deauxma and Veronica Avluv. Photo: Michael Vegas Enter the Enchanted Forest of female ejaculation with the Three Squirting Graces in this summer hot, soaking wet, slightly Shakespearean , sparkling, shooting, spanking, spurting, spectacular gusher of a show.  It’s Holy Water, Brothers and Sisters! Listen Free to A Midsummer Night’s WET Dream on RadioSUZY1 FREE “A Midsummer Night’s WET  Dream” PG PHOTO GALLERY Video and XXX pix coming soon to the Private Galleries of DrSusanBlock.tv Featured Guests Deauxma: World-class geyser of love, Lone Star State Milf and one of the Speakeasy’s favorite special guests, Deauxma is gifted with a squirting capacity rivaling anything in Yellowstone as well as an eye-popping set Read the rest of this entry »
A Libran Female
A Libran female is total woman, complete with the charming manners and delightful elegance. She can also argue with the convincing male logic and beat you at any argument. However, the male side may come in front of you after sometime. Debate attracts her and she weighs both sides of the situation with total fairness. A Libra girl may start an argument alone and finish it alone, with your contribution being only some occasional comments. While she is arguing with you, she may smile every now and then.Before you know it, you will feel captivated by her smile and charm. By this time, she would have won the argument as well as your heart. Of course, you won't mind that, since she convinces with such carefully balanced and logical arguments. A typical Libran female characteristics profile includes a constant need to be fair and balanced. The best part is that she presents her case in such a tactful way that you don't feel offended at all. At the same time, she is not stubborn and easily ch
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Fumafia Rackets
Really pissed-off over this bullshit with the rackets on fumafia.  I keep seeing the same turfs getting businesses every week or two.  Amd most of them are either bling buyers or people who spend a lot of money in general on fubar.  I think this is totally bullshit.  Also, I heard recently that the "lottery" is not really a lottery and that someone actually picks the turf to get the racket.  Well this means that the person can use their personal bias against someone and not allow a certain turf to win a racket.  Or to allow one turf to win 2 rackets in one week or maybe win 3 rackets in 2 weeks.  I believe that this is wrong and if you are going to call it a "lottery" than the racket should be randomly picked.  If 10 turfs are constantly getting rackets then that fucks over the rest of us.  I am so tired of seeing the same turfs getting rackets and it is totally bullshit for them to constantly get them just because they have some bling whores or people who buy Happy Hours in their
Where Has Respect Gone
I was talking to a old friend of mine today I grew up with in my old neighborhood. We were talking about how when we were growing up that if we stepped out of line and neighbors saw it our parents knew before we got home. It was a different time back then when we were taught to respect others and especially the older people in the neighborhood. We also knew if they caught us they would bring home to our parents and we would be in trouble. We talked about how we respected others property and wouldnt dare get caught breaking ot taking something from anyone in the neighborhood. It was respect and I am glad my parents taught me that. I have tried to teach that to my two children as they grew up. I think I have done a pretty good job. But I see alot of the younger kids growing up and they could care less how they act or talk in public. They could be throwing the ball around and hit your car or whtever and they could care less if anything happened to it. I sit on my deck and I see how the ol
My Recurring Nightmare
NIGHTMARE Take off my apron, throw it in the bin and walk to the exit of where i work, exit the doors and attempt to get my car keys from my purse while still managing to walk to my car. i unlock the car ,let my hair down, turn the car on, change the radio station, lower the windows and open the huge sun roof. i put my car into reverse i let out a sigh from a long day of work i slowly move my way to the intersection of my works parking lot. the light turns green i begin to turn BOOMB my car gets hit by a semi truck. the truck slams my car and pushes it about ten feet forward. my body flies and twists around the car, i start to see black and fade away. i hear voices around me screaming my name i try to open my eyes but im in so much pain im scared to look i cant move. i keep hearing my name being yelled its not a simple yell its a crying yell "oh my god valinda are you alright open your eyes can you hear me?". i hear sirens from the police, firetruck, and ambulance. it takes the jaws o
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Ability is a poor man's wealth.  -  John Wooden
Robbed V2
If you read the previous blog of mine, you will see that the place I work was robbed this morning. They now have a video of the stores surveillance camera. Here's the link if you want to look::   http://www.wchstv.com/newsroom/eyewitness/110803_6075.shtml
A New Brand Swimwear-nktm
Uhmmm .. can not wait to the summer to come… to go to the sea, to tan .. to enjoy the sun .. to be admired .. and of course .. wear a new swimsuit, bought from a site or any trendy store. Some women prefer to have in their beach wardrobe, at least one One piece swimwear of a famous brand, is which to feel great, like a true siren when she’s going to the sea. There are lots of famous brands designer or fashion houses who put at our disposal every year, dozens of patterns and textures that suit us since the first sight. Swimwear brand “NKTM “may be many people didn’t know .but that is ok.Because it’s new brand.its headquarter in Amercan. Youth ,Fashion,Art is the characteristics of it.in the future,I think more and more people will like it in the future NKTM swimwear are suitable for women with an athletic figure and teens. It fits the body, and the price-quality is very good. The material from which is made, is lasting and do not change color o
Don't Mind Me...
…just talking to myself. Sometimes I want to shake the world, slap it, make it make sense. I want to understand people.  I want to know what they want from me.  It’s never as simple as telling. And I’m afraid of telling people what I want, so I’m no better.   I want to be the one that makes you smile. I don’t want to be another mistake. I don’t want to be afraid that you won’t want the physical me. I hate this body.  Trapped inside it, stronger than any prison. I can never focus… I can see the possibilities, but with all things I’m afraid of the effort.  Afraid I’ll fail and afraid I’m really not good enough. I don’t want to be laughed at…they can’t laugh if I don’t try. I need to be better….I should be better…I try to be better…. It’s easier to be nothing. It’s easier to pretend.
This Is My Absolute Favorite...longing
Longing by Matthew Arnold Come to me in my dreams, and thenBy day I shall be well again!For so the night will more than payThe hopeless longing of the day.Come, as thou cam'st a thousand times,A messenger from radiant climes,And smile on thy new world, and beAs kind to others as to me!Or, as thou never cam'st in sooth,Come now, and let me dream it truth,And part my hair, and kiss my brow,And say, My love why sufferest thou?Come to me in my dreams, and thenBy day I shall be well again!For so the night will more than payThe hopeless longing of the day. I heard this being read by Ron Pearlman the actor. It struck a deep note in my heart and I have loved it ever since... To me this poem reminds me that we look for what is missing or lost in our lives, be it while awake or asleep. That everyone deserves love and also being cherished. That too often hearts are treated as trinkets and not the items of great worth that they are and are tossed when no longer wanted. So what does this say to y
Wtf???
4:29pm reply Dirk Diggler: Hey gorgeous you interested in 8 1/2 inches all shaved and toys on my cam?  4:34pm more To Dirk Diggler: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHA..........no.
Robbed!
I'm not really sure why I feel the need to share this, but I am. The place where my boyfriend works was robbed today. The guy didn't really get off with much money at all, \$15.00 to be exact. He is however facing POSSIBLE life in prison for it though. Why? Well he is not only charged with the robbery, but kidnapping also.  I also work at this place. I only work there one night a week. Which will be this Saturday, lol. Ugh. Figures. I'm sure I won't have anyone because they will think it's dangerous. Anyway....here's the link:: http://www.wsaz.com/mobi/news?storyid=126661093   And here is his mug shot, lol:: http://www.wvrja.com/
Aquainted With The Night By Robert Frost
I have been one acquainted with the night.I have walked out in rain --and back in rain.I have outwalked the furthest city light.I have looked down the saddest city lane.I have passed by the watchman on his beatAnd dropped my eyes, unwilling to explain.I have stood still and stopped the sound of feetWhen far away an interrupted cryCame over houses from another street,But not to call me back or say good-bye;And further still at an unearthly heightOne luminary clock against the skyProclaimed the time was neither wrong nor right.I have been one acquainted with the night. This is one of my favorite poems. When I read it each time I get a little different view on it. I love it because at times I feel as if I am the outsider looking in. The stranger yet uninvited. And yet, I am fine within myself, for I know I have worth. And while that worth goes often unnoticed by others, I still know that it exsists. And because of that I remember I have something worthwhile to contribute to life overall.
~breezy~
Hiya...My name is Breezy! I live in Sunny Florida...I love the sun,fun and water! I love to go out dancing,I love to laugh and have fun.Im just your average girl next door...nothing special about me.I have been told that I do have a bubbly personality and I do seem to be the life of the party.Im an open book...so if ya want to know anything...just hit me up!   ~me~
Help Plz
AS SOME OF YOU MAY KNOW OR NOT I HAD SURGERY ON MY LOWER BACK (L5) AND THEY ALSO TRIED TO FIX MY (SCIATICA) FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T FOR MILER   WITH THIS ILL EXPLAIN (Sciatica refers to pain that radiates along the path of the sciatic nerve and its branches — from your back down your buttock and leg. The sciatic nerve is the longest nerve in your body. It runs from your spinal cord to your buttock and hip area and down the back of each leg.) HERE IS A LIST OF SOME OTHER THING I HAVE WRONG WITH ME ,TRUST ME I HAVE A POINT LOL   Herniated disk Herniated disk — Comprehensive overview covers causes and treatment of back pain from disk herniation. Cervical disc degeneration is a common cause of neck pain, most frequently felt as a stiff neck. Cervical degenerative disc disease is much less common than disc degeneration in the lumbar spine because the neck generally is subjected to far less torque and force. Nonetheless, a fall or a twisting injury to the disc spa
Broken
Today I sit...reflecting on my past...wondering if I had taken a different path how different my life could possibly me. I sit and reflect on the present...the present is filled with so many emotions,some happy,joyful and Breezy and yet others are dark and despairing... Then I think of the future...what does the future hold? You really never know the emotion and pain that is sometimes hiding behind a smile.Life is so short..live it to the fullest! Laugh till you cry and Love like there is no tomorrow!   ~me...just rambling~
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If one day you realize i haven't talked to you in a while it's not because i don't care its cause you pushed me away and left me there.  - The notebook. ♥
Real Straight Single Guy In Los Angeles
My Name is Bob and I am seeking a single female that Lives in Los Angeles to have a relationship with or some thing else, email me. I can say for a fact that all dating sites and craigslist are flooded, with marketers that try to fool you into believing they are real people and try to get you to buy something. I went to Schurr High School 2000-2004 and East Los Angeles College for a While. I am a Freelance Multimedia Designer(Video, Audio, Graphics) as well as Website Designer and a Notary Public. I am 5'8 and 175 Lbs I am mixed race mainly Scottish and Spanish but Im part Native American so I have a stigmatism and alot of people think I am Asian. I dont drink or smoke but, I dont have a problem around it, having been around those things most of my life. Alot of people say I am very Funny at times. I Like to give as well as get!!!!! I would like you to email me at funn7y@yahoo.com
Sexiest Eyes Contest
Summer
Summers morning ... sun on skin Happy smiles, warmth within Summers day ... sky bright blue Water fights, soaked right through Summers evening ... light cool breeze Child sleeping, lovers tease Summers night ... stars twinkle bright in your arms, I lay tonight
What Do You Do With Old Bumper Cars? (repost)
What Do You Do With Old Bumper Cars?               Yes, you read that right; these little beasties are street legal. They run on either Kawasaki or Honda motorcycle engines and co-opt vintage bumper car bodies into the most awesome form of mini-car we've seen in too long. There are seven of these little monsters floating around California , and they're all the creation of one man, Tom Wright, a builder in the outskirts of San Diego who figured the leftovers of the Long Beach Pike amusement park needed a more dignified end than the trash heap. They were originally powered by two cylinder Harley Davidson Motorcycle engines but they rattled like heck because of the two cylinder vibration and Tom replaces them with four cylinder Honda or Kawasaki 750's and a couple have been measured as capable of 160 MPH, which is terrifyingly fast in machines with such a short wheelbase. By the way, they are
72 Stunning Examples Of Bokeh Photography By Fun Spill (report)
The term bokeh is derived from a Japanese word which means “blur.” In photography, bokeh is the aesthetic quality of the blur, or the effect of the out-of-focus regions of an image. This technique is usually done in order to make the main subject stand out in the photo. Lens aberrations and shape of lens aperture are the major things that help in achieving bokeh. It’s not easy to say what a “good” bokeh is and what is not. For me, anything that is less distracting and gives the main subject in the photo emphasis and beauty, I think, is a good bokeh photo. Below are the 72 stunning examples of bokeh photos that I have found all over the web.
Hatthe Fuck Is Wrong With People
What is wrong with  people now days I meanseriously........................................................... You have people killing kids, molesting kids, torturing kids, murdering thier husbands and wifes for the insurance money or because they have a girlfriend or boyfriend they want to be with, or you have 50 year old men marrying  kids 10 yrs thier senior, I mean hat in your right mind says that is ok , you have parents torturing, molesting abusing mentally and pysically killing thier kids to go  party  you have hubbys killing the mother of thier  childeren  for undeterminded reasons,woman who get abused, or  your husband or boss is blackmailing you , people who murder and hide thier bodys, do they understand the torment these  people go  through the rest of thier lives to  find thier loved ones, or To KILL 80 people for what fucking purpose???? How are these people raised or brought up to think hey its ok if I kill two kids or molest
Casey Anthony Verdict Wat Bullshit
So the  casey anthony verdict was not guilty I SAY WHAT BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!  She was the last person to have  that baby in her custody, the car she drove  smelled of a dead body and chlorphil. Then  ( and yes I sat  and watched the  court trials every day) they try and  put the  blame off o n her dad, o  and then  her brother raped her or tried, CROCK  OF SHIT, what does that have to do with her  killing little sweet innocent caylee anthony. The trial was supposed to be about the facts of casey killing her child and it was more  about her brother and  father supposedly molesting her, wWTF??? then they want to convict her of not guilty , what the hell is wrong with that jury, hello , did you not  see the evidence , I mean really how stupid  are these jurrors they pick??? This is the best, who the hell serves probabtion behind  bars i have never ever heard of that before, casey isnt  special or  higher and more migher then any of us, why does she get to serve prbabtion
What's New.
Some of you on here I talk to daily.  Some not so much.  But for those of you that I don't talk to on a regular basis....this is a good time to enter an update, since I have not even wrote a blog in some time.   In 3 weeks I start on a new adventure.  About 8 months ago, I decided after having a series of bad days at my dead end job, it was time for me to do something about it.  So I enrolled in school full-time.  The goal of this is for me to get my associates degree in management/marketing.  There are so many things I can do with that.  And after school, I hope to pay down some student debt, and perhaps later persue my bachelors' degree in an related field.  And get out of this town.  If you have ever been to Houtzdale, PA.....well, you know....   Quitting my job is such a relief.  I work with someone I kind of am dating, and even though we do not work directly with each other, there is so much drama all the time.  And yesterday...was a whole different creature with her.  Usually
Good Info To Know
Things I learn from my EMT textbook:*Street names for Amphetamines*Adam-Methylenedioxymethampheta​mineBennies-Amphetamines...Crank-Crack cocaine, heroin, amphetamine, meth, methcathinoneDOM-MethyldimethoxyamphetamineEcstasy, Eve- MDMAIce-Cocaine, smokeable meth, PCPSpeed- Crack cocaine, amphetamine, methSTP-PCPgood. nice to know in case I need to go buy some drugs
So, having watched a lot of star trek I think that every ensemble should have a "super man". ... No not the man of steel kind of super man just... a non-norm.   Anyway, I started blanking out from sleep deprivation and something kinda crept into my head.   Plant sentient. I've only bumped into a few (dozen) stories where this has been done, but I think I can put a little spice into it make it a tad more interesting than your metalman, your rockman, your super-sense elves or demigod demidemons I think the first thought that comes to mind are the Ents from LoTR, Spar from Breath of Fire II, and Phyl from the "Aliens ate my homework" series.   I think I gave myself some novel challenges though things like sensory organs, means of transportation and communication, advantages, disadvantages, season changes, etc.   Phyl actually burped to communicate, and if I remember right there was something horrifying about his face under the petals. And I think he was potted. So... even
Lost You
Sunny day friends here motorbikes coming dear ? not today have fun will do later hun love you kiss kiss love you too tick tock tick tock ticking clock STOPS bad feeling shivering spine shakes head all's fine ! phone rings yes me no no cant be no voice numb through foreign lorry broke you A and E too late already gone couldnt wait crying eyes breaking heart touched face kissed lips soul passed through fingertips in me you stay
This is NOT a scam! http://www.firstgiving.com/fundraiser/tonya-hanna/eyegazesystem-mytobiip10raffle  Sara is a 9 year old cannot speak to her mother due to Retts syndrome, Check out http://www.rsrt.org/about-Rett/    for more details.  Sara is unable to speak or even use her hands for sign language because of Rett Syndrome.  Every once in a while she can say "yeah" and only twice she has said "I love you".  Sara is very bright and aware of her surroundings.  She watches everything and everyone.  She gives big smiles and makes sounds, trying so hard to speak.  She is "all there" she just lacks the ability to speak.   I don't know her favorite color, her favorite toy, or her favorite tv show.  She can't tell me what she did at school at the end of the day.  When she cries, she can't tell me why, if she is sick, or where she hurts.   Girl Power 2 Cure is raffling off an eye gaze system, that would allow Sara to communicate with us.  It is a computer system that tracks her eye gaze.  W
First Post-op Exam
Just got home from my first post-op exam and thought this would be a good time to update everyone on what's going on.  It's hard to know where to begin because there was so much good news today.  First, and perhaps foremost I have lost 34 pounds since the morning of the surgery... not bad for 20 days.  It's really amazing what you can do when you set yourself goals and do the things necessary to meet them... so I am ahead of schedule on this one and only have 101 pounds to go now to be back to my exact weight the day I graduated Boot Camp on Parris Island. Secondly, the incision has healed so well that they went ahead and removed the stiches today, once again only 20 days after surgery.  That was not scheduled to be done until August 23rd, 4 to 6 weeks being the normal time for a 12 inch incision.  My mobility, flexibility and strength all were well beyond expectation based on the chart, so in short, I am doing GREAT!!! All except the pain, which is still an issue.  With pain meds fu
I Just Love This Song
Lyrics to No Halos For The Heartless : HATEBREED I see a world that's out of focus Lost and dying as we witness virtue Thrown aside Now degenerates and leeches thrive While the working mans condemned And the junkies, risen up onto a throne of lies A wretched pedestal But only fools will watch it all I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered When addicts die Their abuse fades If heroes live They face the hardest days They'll demonize the soldier And question motives to try And cheapen all their sacrifice They pay homage to those who don't deserve Praising thieves and liars The corrupt and the pariahs Decency is left to die It's completely despicable Only weak minds will deem them worthy I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless Who've done nothing in life to be revered I have no halos for the heartless No pity for the insincere No honour for the worthless
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Exs They Were Called That For A Reason
Okay I know I am not the one to talk about exs, Cause I have a lot of them. Basically you can call me a slut for all I care cause I was one. I was married but, now I am not. IM FREE IM FREE. My ex was a total douchbag. Let me verify what a douchbag is. I know most of you guys have your opionions on what a douchbag is but, mine is different and probly a little more funnier. A douchbag is when they tell you what do to do most of your life and don't do what they told u. My ex is a total and udderly big douchbag. I gave birth to 4 kids one he was kicked out of the room for cause he couldn't keep his fucking mouth shut and the nurse go tired of his shit. I clap for the nurse that did that. Anyways whenever I was ready to pop the kid out. His ass was on the couch watching nothing but, sports center. Mind you the epidural that I had don't work yet I still keeped coming back for more. Another incendent is when he locked me in anywhere that has a door. Rather it be a closet, pantry,or a basemen
Today's Band & Point Trivia 8/3/2011
Today's Featured Band for the Battle of the Bands in this here blog today is.... The Public Trust@ fubar GO check em out and vote in today's battle...remember...no drama...lol... Also today's Fubar Trivia Question to get my points tomorrow..congrats to today's winner !...ok here goes... Back in CherryTap and early Fubar days, there was a macros program used to cheat to get points, rank and fans on the site. It was owned and operated by a disgruntled ex-member who had alot of referrals. This program was disabled years ago and why we have bouncer checks today. What was the -original- name of that program? First person to leave the correct answer gets my points tomorrow or someone of their choosing for free. Good luck!
Replacements
So it's Wednesday the 3rd of August. Our replacements are here! I get to spend the day training them. And after the issues of the past few days I'm glad today is here. After today it's just 2 more full days, then I wake up on saturday and fly home. I'm still in a good mood and everyone else seems to be in a better mood. That won't last long lol, people have already begun to bicker. Things will be back to normal soon though, I'll be back to my amazing bed and back to my amazing couch. Right now I'm lovin the Lonely Island song with Michael Bolton. After getting out late again last night due to getting held from release due to more testing, got a lil frisbie in in the dark then briefly got to talk to someone. Passed out early though, don't know why, wasn't tired. Today is the start of the easy days tho, the training of your replacements then our time off finally. Let's just hope the government pays me friday, stupid debt crisis. Anyway, I'm out of the dark that is cstx and i
Bringing About Positivity In One's Life
Now....before lil fu brains get to thinking and then lil fu tongues get to wagging,because I KNOW how ppl are on here...I will say that this blog is SOLEY directed towards a recent "hater" I have developed as of late on fu that felt the need to text my personal cell number with their hate and failed attempts at sabotage. Anyone that knows me knows a year or so ago this blog would've been NSFW,filled with a lot of animosity,anger,hate and explicit language. I am a different person today as I was then,I am a much more positive and positive goal oriented person. I find it difficult anymore to raise up the energy to combat hate with hate,it's beneath me really....to me it's just a lot of wasted energy all of it being negative and I believe in Karma,I believe that if you put positive energy out there and treat people positively then that energy will return to you 10 fold if you put negative energy out there and treat people negatively then that energy will return to you 10
Hehe, Joke Time
Hubby finds a shoe box under the bed with a large sum of cash and two eggs.  He askes "Honey, what does this box mean?"  She replies, "Well, you will have to wait until our anniversary."  After days of nagging, the big day comes and he runs downstairs to his wife and asks excitedl, "Well, will you explain the meaning?"  Well, the two eggs represent the bad sex he had given her.  Boastfully, he proclaims "WOW! Two eggs in 50 years ain't bad."  Wife replies "I was selling the eggs 50 cents a dozen."
Wtf Is Wrong With People?
This is just a rant:  WTF is wrong with people at work that refuse to flush the damn toilets?  I swear it's like they act like they're paying the 'effing water bill.  FLUSH THE F*CKING THING!!!  Really?  How old are you now?   End rant.
The Things She Did
She called in the morning to leave a message telll him he was tought of,she called before bed and scared her dreams with him they talked till the sun came up , and fell asleep it was wonderful ,she was there for him when no one was,she put his broken heart back together,she wrote him poems,sand his weak by swv,was everything to him ,she said all the right things  he said he loved her , she finally said it backthen she turned on himShe asked if he loves her why is he with someone elseshe pushed him awayshe said maybe they should be friendsshe cryed when he hurt hershe called back during a fight so she could be heard out to end the fightshe said her love was dying from all the times he hurt hershe said things she didnt mean back tho they were never as badshe told part his secerts when he told hers she told his friends to take care of him cause shes worried about him even tho they fightshe wanted to know hes ok she did love him.. she shouldnt have  -comment ur thoughts  i love comments-
The Things He Did ...
he said he loved her did everything right he found the pureest form of her thats been gone a long time , he gave me songs he said all the right things,he promised me the world ,he told his besties how much he cared and that he fell for me  he gave me the world but he then he turned on her ...he laughed at her having a atshma attack and said poor lil  cant find her inhaler he told you you dont matterhe wishes you would diehe lied about it all he put me on cam crying on the phone cause he was lying about it all he told her shedeserve any abuse i ever gotten in my life i desevre to be hithe told her she  had no soulhe didnt defend her he lied about his true feelings to look cool he twisted everythinghe never listenedhe alwayz screamed he made fun of herhe disrepected herhe said he love her but he was with another he would find way to get in touch with her if she said nohe told her darkest secerts even from child hoodhe constantly remind her she doesnt know her father and make fun of ithow