" In the brightest hour of my darkest day"
well i know no one reAds this because if they did id be locked away so fast but it helps to pretend someones listening someone cares even tho ...... ok im at the point in my life where i dont know why or how i can be feeling this i know what i want to do i know how to do it but i just haven't gotten a chance to do something like take a major road trip or go to the shore by myself or even leave this place ive lived here all my life and im gonna go off to college maybe im just scared it wont be here when i return.
"I realized what is wrong with me
Can't get over you."
plus ive just been depressed i can't really stand brian and carly being together(ok there you go im jealous too) but its me whos letting them be im not even over melinda i do know what i did wrong
but i dont know how to fix it i become to emotionally dependant on those i love im dependAnt one way or another on loved ones id dont think ill ever be over her i dont think i could ever truly get her outta my head though i slightly get more depressed its ok ill deal with it im becoming more pessimistic each day or maybe im just being realistic
"Because days come and go but my feelings for you are forever
One last kiss,
before I go"
"It is Time to let you go"
1. i know we will never get back together
2. if it were meant to be it wouldnt have ended like it did
3. well both end up happier for it
4.i at least have goals set and know how to attain them all
Maybe i should just try to repress the memories of the past 3 years
"Take these memories that are Haunting me"
"Because days come and go, but my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go, but my feelings for you are forever"
To give credit where credit is due You may notice the lyrics posted throughout this blog if you havent gotten to hear the song already it is "Forever" by Papa roach
