WEll as everythings been going on yeah ive been going out more ive been talking to more people from school. but i just dont like i dont feel like anything is right it has been about 3 weeks since we broke up i feel worse everday that passes the thing is as much as everyone would say itz not my fault it is i had some many options that i could have taken and i took the better one for my future / was our future
Im really starting to get sick of life heres my daily routine
Get up
Take little white pill that just lets me bottle everything up and not release it
get dressed
make sure i got everything
(maybe eat breakfast)
get on the bus
get off the bus at CRHSS
Get on bus to MBIT from CRHSS
sit in mr malacks class till 11:00 (fridays we go bowling )
go to lunch eat the shit they let me get
then go to my Engineering class sit there until 2'15
go home play with the dog
play some runscape or outwar
then i just pray that my moms home or im up all night
if shes home i get a sleeping pill if not i lay in bed and just stare at the ceiling and regret some choices ive made
I'm talking to the ceiling
My life just lost all meaning
Do one thing for me tonight
I'm dying in this silence
The last star left in heaven
Is falling down to earth and
Do you still feel the same way
Do you still feel the same way
im starting to lose interest in music in life im just waiting for my body to cave in too
