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Does Your Name Fit You?
J: Easy to have fun with E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes N: Can kick ur butt N: Can kick ur butt Y: Loved by everybody A: Drop Dead GORGEOUS B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Is great in bed E: Fuckin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Easy to fall in love with I: Loves to laugh J: Easy to have fun with K: BEST SMILE L: Really silly M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick ur butt O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good bf/gf S: Lives life for fun T: Great Kisser U: Gets blamed for every thing V: Not judgmental W: Very broad minded X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Loved by everybody Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you?"

You Know?
do you know what it is like to love someone so much that it hurts you only to know that they do not love you in return? do you know what it is like to want to be with someone so much that you would give your life to have them next to you only to find otu that they don't feel the same for you? do you know what it is like to live everyday in hopes of getting that person to see how much you care only to have them tell you to open your eyes and see the truth? do you know what it is like to tell someone how you feel only to have them tell you thank you but I don't feel that way? do you know what it is like to try to make someone see that others may take you away only to have the one you want tell you to be careful and not hurt those who will take you away? do you know what it feels like to hurt?

Currently....
I hate when your mind and heart are in different places. Being yanked in two directions causing your head to be in a spin. My heart longs for the feeling of being securely wrapped up in strong arms, holding you close long into the dead of the night. Laying your head against the warmth of their chest, listening to their steady heartbeat and breathing. Knowing that there is nowhere in the world you rather be that moment. My mind is telling me to quickly retreat. Build up your defense walls, don't allow yourself to be hurt again. Where is the happy median?

Lucky Me
I feel very lucky, I have a great job, a GREAT kid> Life is just going very well. There are always going to be bad days, as for anyone. But at the end of the day. I always have my family and friends to keep me going. Thanks to them for being there for me. And Brandon..I love you buddy. your the greatest.

Its All In The Mind...
What ever happened to goals and the truth, the things that you wanted & believed in your youth. And what has become of innocent times, the world can be puzzling if it starts to unwind. Where did we go wrong to end up in this mess, give up on performance and settle for less. The answer should not be a surprise... you made this yourself with the power of mind. The future began as a beautiful dream, turned into reality and is not what it seems. You started a succession of powerful sources, thoughts are like lightning & magical forces. Your words are the structure to what is achieved, you make your own future, it's part of the scheme. But negative thinking on a regular basis... believe me you're playing in dangerous places.

Id Rather Yank My Teeth Than Bite My Tongue
OK. These blogs are deffinitely coming in handy because without them I think I'd fucking snap. I'm not gonna go into the whole story because I seriously think I have ADD or something because whenever I get into telling a story I lose my train of thought and start talking about something else lol. So anyways about me losing my fucking mind...my mom and I moved in with a friend of hers who just bought a house until I leave for college and so that my mom wouldn't have to renew a lease that she'd have to get out of when I leave to get a smaller place yada yada yada. Now I am COMPLETELY grateful to her for letting us move in and helping us out but I don't know how much longer I can put up with her. To understand you have to kind of know a little bit about her...here's the jist; she has 2 kids 1 who completely disowned her (over some custody thing with his dad etc) and the other who is her "golden child"..to her whenever he walks into a room there's angels singing and she expects everyone el

The Mystery Of Life?
The time has come to face up to the truth, whatever the consequences, those are the rules. Nothing happens by luck or by chance, the timing is perfect and your world is enhanced. Some of the travelers who get on this ride, are not ready to see it, to think or decide. They just need a push, a shove or a guide, the great illusion is inward, and not just outside. It's the secret of life that flows in us all, but why understand it and why climb this wall? Nothing is simple as we hide under our beds, all is a paradox and it's all in our heads. Fantasy is lucid on this trip through the dream, the path travels inward ~ building high self esteem. Overcoming all images of fear and of strife, thought creates reality ...that's the MYSTERY OF LIFE!

Still Love
I was there for you when it was hard to be I loved you when you stopped loving me I was your friend even when you said it was over When you cried, I still offered a shoulder You yelled at me, I never raised my voice You left me alone, not giving me a choice You lied and you cheated, when my heart was true I might have been distant, but was faithful to you What right do you have to be angry with me? I wasn't the one who asked you to leave When you were hurting, I stood by your side But when my heart hurt, alone I cried I loved you the very best I knew how When around me my world was falling down I fought to keep our life together Committed to my promise of "forever" Now you tell me there's somebody else You use to fill the void inside yourself Throw those images up in my face How can I be so easily replaced? Real love doesn't ever let you go So if you left so easily, I want to know How should I believe you ever loved me When I'm wrapped in the web of you

My F*cked Up Life. Then Begins A New Love.
well my life has been f*cked up these last few months I had met someone and she had fell in love with me and I'm married but seperated ,my wife had told me she wanted to work things out with me so I ended up hurting this girl, about a month ago my wife didn't act like she wanted to be with me and we had got into it cause it seemed like I was being used by her. well I went online to talk to the girl I had hurt cause we was still friends right before my wife had left my house, well my friend came over with her daughter to talk to me, about 30 mins to an hour the cops had showed up, my wife had said I had hit her and my son. well I would never do that but I had ran and started staying with my friend, I don't know why she loves me and is trying to help me but 2 weeks went by and I had went back to work and that first day back my wife seen me there so the first thing she ask for was money for my kids, I gave her the money the next day the 3rd day I was there about 15 mins after I had starte

Don't Believe Everything You Think...
What I learned from email (and bulletins and stupid mumms) this year: I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a h

Cherish(an Oldie)
Cherish is the word I use to describe All the feeling that I have hiding here for you inside You don't know how many times I wish that I had told you You don't know how many times I've wished that I could hold you You don't know how many times I've wished that I could mold you into someone Who could cherish me as much As I cherish you Perish is the word that more than applies To the hope in my heart each time I realize That I am not gonna be the one To share your dreams That I am not gonna be the one To share your schemes That I am not gonna be the one To share what seems to be the life that you could cherish As much as I do yours Oh, I'm beginning to think That man has never found The words that could make you want me That have the right amount of letters Just the right sound That could make you hear, make you see That you are driving me out of my mind Oh, I could say I need you But then you'd realize That I want you Just like a thousand other g

A Cool Site Like This One
I belong to a site called tribe.net there is all kinds of tribes . it is a pretty cool go check it out it is a FREE site just like this one. i also just started a tribe of my own for cooks and chefs . you can also start your own tribe 4 FREE here is the address to my tribe keep in mind i just started my tribe !! this address is to my tribe tribeshttp://tribes.tribe.net/chefsandcooks this address is to the site www.tribe.net there is all kinds of tribes heres a list of them. alumni/schools 2319 automotive 483 business 1010 cities & neighborhoods 1689 companies / co-workers 388 computers & internet 1145 cultures & community 6405 entertainment & arts 7670 family & home 850 games 760 government & politics 1013 health & wellness 1980 hobbies & crafts 1129 money & investing 192 music 5566 other 5283 places & travel 883 recreation & sports 1416 religion & beliefs 2710 romance & relationships 1456 schools & education 580 science & histo

Happy Birthday Dale
AS I SIT HERE THINKING ABOUT YOU AND YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY ALL I CAN DO IS CRY ! I MISS YOU SO BADLY ! I SO WANT TO PICK UP THE PHONE AND CALL YOU AND LAUGH AT YOU AND TELL YOU HAHAHAHA YOUR NOW AS OLD AS ME AGAIN !! I WANT TO SHARE BIRTHDAY CAKE WITH YOU , I WANNA BUY YOU LOTS OF PRESENTS ! BUT ALL I CAN GIVE YOU IS SOME SILK FLOWERS IN A vACE AND PLACE ON YOUR LONELY LIL GRAVE SITE ! WHYYYYYYYYY DID GOD TAKE YOU FROM US ? WHY DID YOU HAFTA LEAVE US SO SOON ? YOU ARE SO YOUNG !! POOR MOMMY HAS MADE HERSELF ABSOLUTELY SICK MISSING YOU SO BAD ! WE WENT TODAY AND BOUGHT YOU SO BEAUTIFUL THINGS FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY... WE BOUGHT WREATHS, AND SILK FLOWERS, AND A CONCRETE ANGEL , AND A BIRTHDAY BALLOON ! THATS ALL WE CAN GIVE YOU NOW ! GOD I MISS YOU SO MUCH ! I LOVE YOU LIL BROTHER.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Yo Yo Yo
why i titled this blog yo yo yo is beyond me. Just cause of a few things that have happened. Makes me feel like that. hmm so i was like maybe i should write a blog about why i feel like this. Maybe summarize the week for you all. To start things off I had to go to a family reunion. This isn't one of those lil one where its just you and your grandma.. This is like beyond that. There was cousins from my dad..my grandmas brothers.. i mean it was like at least 80 ppl there i think.. but the problem was it was at this lil tiny house up near the Chesapeake.. So yeah and this is while my arms are already burnt from the sun last week. They are still peeling, nasty! So in the same day mind you after 3 hrs of talking to people who are somewhat related to me through blood or marriage or boyfriend/gf.. Well theres more to that reunion but im just keeping this simple. My aunt Donna calls while we are gone. Uncle is beating her up while shes in Carolina. She's this that, cursing..

My Bulleton
Hello, i hate whats going on here...im on my old computer thats 10 years old, and ive been on since 945(indy time) its now 1155 and i havent been able to do hardly any thing in all that time i managed to post a bulleton, and not much more then that...ive sent out shouts but i cant even tell if people are getting them because this old computer isnt capable of handling the graphics of this site i guess...My new computer took a crap last nigh,i shut it down improperly when it was froze up and windows wont reboot, so i had to run it over to the shop...well they said it may be as long as 7 days before its ready...anyhow i didnt mean to write a fricken dictionary here...but im unable to get thru to anyone so, i hope youll either be getting this or the bulleton i posted...And thank you so much to all the sweet people for your comments on it and for reposting it...i had a friend on the phone telling me what all the comments said...ill try to get on at the office as much as possible til i get m

I Am This Girl
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.. I'm the girl

Is This My Last Cigg ??? (thoughts On Life & Death)
I feel all the damage done... I'm only 27 !!!! and have smoked regularly since 12. (since 17, 20-40 ciggs a day) I'm not retarded, I've known that my addiction is killing me and how bad the addiction is for me, In fact in my iggnorance for like the last 8 -10 years I've been trying to convince myself to quit by calling them "shit sticks" "cancer sticks" pretty much trying to make myself hate and resent ciggarettes... but you get out of life what you put into it, and in the end the resentment was really being passed right back to me. even though I was trying to do positive for myself I was using negitive tools and energy to accomplish it... Allmost 10 years I've hated and resented every puff, which I believe have only allowed the effects of smoking to pile up in me more and more... hatred, and resentment only equalls more hatred and resentment, and they are a cancer in themselves, the more conscious of this fact I become, the more I feel that I've been allowing the sickness i

.........
my mind is a twisted entrancement of emotions wondering lost in the darkness trying to figure out what is right seperating the real from the fake feelings deep inside twist rewinding life in my head loosing myself along the way blind in light speechless in words locked up trying to break free escape from me run away from fear dry up these tears explore good find happiness feel somethings besides pain anger in expression bottle it up inside push it down deep hide away smiling on the outside lost inside nothing to loose nothing to gain lifes just this game we play we loose we fall we cry we get up and do it again just to feel it all over find this pain to feel it so i know i can feel anything at all open my eyes to a new day live life with no regrets start new fresh and clean new and exciting keeping my head above the water before i go under

Yahoo Sucks :(
I chat on yahoo and lately it has been so frustrating to say the least... if I knew of another chat I would talk on that, but I have alot of friends on yahoo that I talk to even met a few. whats yahoos major malfunction, one time you cant get in it says waiting on yahoo servers and the next it says full and you know its not! thank god I can go to cherrytap or myspace! and some other sites on the net.

Without You
without you here the sun dosent rise its always dark and gloom without you here the night last forever as the tears run down my face as i think about what went wrong without you here my life is a loss and i have no one to love and care for Without you i am alone and afraid

Members Leveling Crew
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The Government Knows Best!!!
A cocky Department of Agriculture agent stopped at a farm and talked with an old farmer, saying, “I need to inspect your farm.” The old farmer said, “Okay, but don’t go in that field,” motioning to a pasture off to the west. The DOA agent said, “I have the authority of the United States Government with me. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on agricultural land.” So, the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams. Then he saw the DOA agent running for the fence in the west pasture. Close behind him was the farmer’s prize bull and the bull was madder than a nest of hornets at the intruder, gaining on the agent at every bound. The DOA agent screaming for help! The old farmer yelled back, “Show him your card!! Show him your card!!”

Ghostbusters
did anybody like the ghostbusters movies and cartoons back in the 80s well there coming back nextsummer in ghostbusters three i can't wait ethier i grew up with them i had the toys to i have the ecto 1 modal anyway buy nextjuly they should shoe a preview of the movie who you gonna call

Longing For My Youth
Ah, the joys of being a 14 year old kid, weaned on Green Day and Beavis and Butt-head. Those were the days. I miss the 90s more than anything. I'm only 25 but I still wish I could go back in time to when things were simpler. Nowadays, it's all this grownup crap.

Computer Issues 7-6-07
nearly a month later I can safely say I am never going to resolve these computer issues without professional assistance....such is life. now I have missed everyone so much....and life has been tranquil and interesting since my last full day online...if I have missed your birthday..happy belated...if I will miss it...happy birthday. if I haven't taken the time to comment..here is your "COMMENT" LOL I will catch up when I can..be patient...or I will tell you to get bent...it wasnt my fault viruses and hijackers wanted to attach themselves to my computer...but I am willing to try to be nice if you are :Þ now my blogs are not read by as many people as I would like so I doubt half of what I type applies to those of you who do...I thank you for your time..and interest in my not so exciting life :) xoxo I am catching up a little at a time..spamming windows and viruses be damned..if the computer blows up it was a slice! Alana

Granbo
Gun-toting granny shoots 2 rapists' testicles off MELBOURNE, Australia -- Gun-toting granny Ava Estelle, 81,was so ticked-off when two thugs raped her 18-year-old granddaughter that she tracked the unsuspecting ex-cons down - - and shot their testicles off! "The old lady spent a week hunting those bums down -- and when she found them, she took revenge on them in her own special way," said admiring Melbourne police investigator Evan Delp. "Then she took a taxi to the nearest police station, laid the gun on the sergeant's desk and told him as calm as could be: 'Those bastards will never rape anybody again, by God.' Cops say convicted rapist and robber Davis Furth, 33, lost both his penis and his testicles when outraged Ava opened fire with a 9-mm pistol in the seedy hotel room where he and former prison cellmate Stanley Thomas, 29, were holed up. The wrinkled avenger also blew Thomas' testicles to kingdom come, but doctors managed to save his mangled penis, police sai

Waiting.
I'm still here waiting Waiting for you to wake up Wake up from the fog and realize I love you for who you are What you have made me And what you do to me I'm still here waiting Waiting for you to show me Show me your world Let me walk by your side Help you through tough times And share your thoughts I'm still here waiting Waiting and wondering Wondering if you love me What you think when you look at me Where your plans will take me When I'll know your intentions I'm still here waiting Waiting for your love Love that will prove me wrong Make me love you more Hearing I'm yours forever Knowing you promise me your trust and honesty I'm still here waiting So will you take this chance?

You Dont Know Me
You dont know me ~Tony Martinez I say I love you Yet you doubt me Why Only goes to show You dont know me Can you really look into my eyes And call me a liar You want to let me go You dont know me This isn't make-believe This is real I am real I hold your face in my hands I kiss you deeply You pull away unable to look into my eyes Knowing I speak the truth Knowing what's in your heart Yet you still say no You dont know me Do you

Decoy
A Highway Patrolman waited outside a popular bar, hoping for a bust. At closing time everyone come out and he spotted his potential quarry. The man was so obviously inebriated that he could barely walk. He stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, looking for his car. After trying his keys on five other cars, he finally found his own vehicle. He sat in the car a good ten minutes, as the other patrons left. He turned his lights on, then off, wipers on, then off. He started to pull forward into the grass, then stopped. Finally, when he was the last car, he pulled out onto the road and started to drive away. The patrolman, waiting for this, turned on his lights and pulled the man over. He administered the breathalyzer test,and to his great surprise, the man blew a 0.00. The patrolman was dumbfounded. "This equipment must be broken!" he exclaimed. "I doubt it," said the man, "Tonight I am the designated decoy!"

Strong One
Satisfy... I’m on a hunt today, I don’t know what I’ll find I look for better pay or a better way To ease my mind. There are things that I will do and There are things that I will not do To satisfy my erg to live and enjoy this life Hard times have fallen and There are things that have to be done Nothing is ever won In this game I call life Full of pain and full of strife But maybe, just might This time is right To take care of the things that need taken care of. I work so hard and show so much love I know that the Lord above has a plan for me To help me get on my feet But that plan can be so blinding to me So tiring you see..? Why should I work so hard For nothing in return Though it seems My feet and my mind burn From watching these streets Trying so hard to strive to satisfy My erg to live and enjoy this life.

Done With Boys
I have decided that I am going to try my best to be like I was when I was 17. Im not going to care about what guys think about me or care about guys in general. Life is easier when there arent any guys in it to fuck things up :P. I need to be able to prove to myself that I can live happily without a male companion. I have been in relationships since I was 18 with less than a month in between each one. This is the first time since I was 17 that I have been single for longer than a month. As I told Jen, I must figure out my life before I can let anyone else into it. So that is all for my first post. Good day and Good night!

Miss F. A. T.
I love these thighs. My hips so wide, yet so fly. I walk with pride. Too precious to hide my abnormal beauty. This abnormal booty. Truly in thickness like molasses or honey. You better watch your man! You better count his money! MISS F.A.T. that's me, Divine. Fatty girls are in and it's about that time. Skinny evil ones have run the show too long. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of you in your thong. But hon, if your man wants a bit more fun he can sample my ton. But there's a BIG FAT CHANCE that he will be done with you. I gotta speak the truth. We don't want no truce. World beware me and my girls are loose. You'll better warn McDonald's, husbands, and Honda. Skinny chicks can join, but ya'll have to get behind us. The tables have turned now we are unique. Thanks to Queen Latifah, Toccara Jones and most definitely Mo'Nique. Fabulous And Thick! You better some correct. My beauty doesn't end at the nape of my neck. Check these DD's and size 9 panty. I'm doing

Some Prefer.....
Some prefer skin and bones, As hard as sticks and stones. While others love my soft embrace, And to this softness they race. Round and luscious, Some even say delicious! Soft and curvy, And my attitude is pretty nervy. Don’t underestimate the attraction of a big girl, We may just leave your head in swirl! Author Unknown

And Yes Yet Some More(please Add If I Missed Some And Ill Up Date)
Dona Juanita - female marijuana Don Don ~ n. second generation roach doobie (Jo March 15, 2004) Doobie - marijuana joint Doobie/dubbe/duby - marijuana Dope - marijuana; any other drug Dope fiend - marijuana addict who loves to continually smoke dope. Dope smoke - to smoke marijuana Doradilla - marijuana. Drainage - Ability to let water and moisture run away from an area. Dried Marijuana - Moisture taken out of the marijuana plant so it can be smoked. Many methods for drying marijuana. Marijuana Genetics Dr. Frankenstein (or 'Franky' for short) - person who sells prescription drugs. Draf weed - inferior marijuana Drag weed - inferior marijuana. Drip System - Hydroponic system where nutrients drip slowly into the marijuana roots. Drug Deal - the exchange of money for drugs Dry high - marijuana effects. Dry Ice - Ice when melted gives off CO2 gas for increased marijuana plant growth. Dub - $20 dollar's worth of cannabis. Dub Sack - $20 worth of drugs(we

The Bbw
What a strange term that is, BBW; what could it mean, Some people don’t know, They may think it obscene, What are these abbreviations? Some kind of magic, Or heavens creations? I think I know what they are, And I would like to pass it on, So here’s just a thought, To say before your gone, These people are big, Beautiful too, If your with one, How I do envy you, Just to feel one in your arms, Is to know heaven above, And to be with one, Is to know true love, They are smart; they are sexy, But yet so demure, To be smitten with them, Is no disease no cure, So if you want a real woman, You know what to do, Forget the waifs, And get a BBW. ©Barry Jenkins 2004

And Yes Yet Some More(please Add If I Missed Some And Ill Up Date)
420 - Marijuana term, marijuana slang, marijuana reference. 3750 - Marijuana laced joint. Abe - $5 worth of drugs. Abe's cabe - $5 bill. A-bomb - Marijuana and heroin smoked in cigarette. Acapulco gold - Types of Marijuana from Mexico. Acapulco red - Marijuana types from South America.. Accessory Cannaboids - Are The Cannaboids, CBC,CBD,CBN, which interact with the primary cannabinoids to alter their effect. Acclimate - Introducing a plant to different environmental conditions to allow it to adapt. Ace - Marijuana cigarette. Achenes - single-seeded fruits where the seed is free from the ovary wall except at the point of attachment. Acid (acidic) - Reefers to the overall state of the growing medium, as the rockwool or soil, where the PH balance is lower then 7.0. Adapt (adaptation) - To undergo positive modification to survive. Aeration - to allow the soil or growing medium to become less dense and allow more oxygen throughout. Aeroponics - plants roots are s

A Big Beautiful Women
found while surfing the net.... A Big Beautiful Women shines: a radiance no artist can capture: Her eyes, her cheeks, her smile, her poise, her stature Conspire to melt a heart or cause a helpless sigh As rounded, ripe and bouncy beauty breezes by. This beauty talks to me as if it spoke out loud; A paradox of coy and bold, demure and proud. Where flesh is yielding, soft and rounded, comforting, Her mind is sharp and strong and kind and wise within. Voluptuous, vivacious, fanciful and fun, She shows her curves with cuteness, wowing everyone! With understated dignity, she rocks our world; Big, beautiful, a woman... the sexy fat girl.

Still Here
Hey all, yeah I'm still here I haven't been much on CT just because some friends of mine came in from out of town so I have spent the last few days with them. They are back home now so I should be back on here as normal from now on. I want to say a special thanks to those of you that have become fans/followers of the "angel" series. I've gotten alot of great love from that, mostly in private and that's cool. I do encourage the comments though on each of the poems as it gives me a sense for what you the reader are thinking/feeling as you read. I want to make sure the poems I write are clear in the message and emotion I'm trying to express so trust me the comments help. The series is not done by the way, I'm taking more time to think things over before I write so that's why you're not seeing as many posts as often, but the series is still very much alive. My goal for that series hasn't been reached, to be honest I may never reach that goal, and that scares the heck out of me. I m

Im Just Bored So Im Gonna Ramble
hey all i just wanted to say thanks to everyone that has helped me out in any way shape or form! i am new to ct and so far i like it! just to give you a little description of what im like and all that stuff.... my name is Ashley i live in aberdeen south dakota with the love of my life Greg! he is such a sweetie i wish every man was like him! i have a 2 1/2 yr old daughter her name is Lia i have 3 neices one nephew and another on on the way! i have 2 sisters there names are cassie and lindsay! they are both younger then i am! i have also kinda adopted i guess you could say three more beautiful little girls! they are my boyfriends girls but i love them just as if they was mine! they are 8 5 and 4! i am a very outgoin person i love to meet new people and im a good person to get along with until you mess with me my family or some of my close friends then it is a different story! and well if you want to know anythin else alls youhave to do is ask and i might tell ya lmao!

Dope Terminology(more)
Cannabis Nug or Nuggets, Bob Hope (footnote in Infinite Jest, by author David Foster Wallace), bud, Burger King (with fork being the smoking tool of choice), Bloop, Bobby Brown, brown (resin), brown frown (low quality), brown buddha, cess, cheeba, cheg (very small amount of resin), chronic (high quality), course notes, dagga (from Afrikaans via South Africa), dak, dank, diesel (low quality resin), dodo, dope, doobage, doja, draw, dro (derived from hydroponics), eighth (standard quantity used for trading - 1/8 imperial ounce), electric puha (from puha, a plant in New Zealand), fire, frodis (from The Monkees), funk, (Australian English, Jamaican English) ganja or ganj (abbreviated) (from Hindi), grade - good quality bud, grass, green, hash (hashish, arabic for grass), hay, herb, indo or endo, instaga, IZM, jimmy, Kevin Bacon (euphemism for kind bud), kind (short for kind bud), kushempeng, lamb's bread, lef, marijuana (originally subcultural), Mary Jane, Mexican kilobrick (low-grade, hi

Chapter 3
screaming loudly as her clothes are cut away,,she feel a set of hands on both her thighs as she struggles against the chains, feeling the chain bite into her ankles looking rapidly around the table, she can only watch as all the men decend on the table,,suddenly her breasts are being groped and squeezed hard bringing tears to her eyes, her nipples being tweaked and pinched, rough hands squeezing her thighs as they move all over her legs,,suddenly she screams louder then before as she is roughly penetrated by several fingers and forcefully finger fucked. thrashing about as she is violated, turning her head to the side she looks over and sees Mr Kramer, her gaze captivated as her body is being raped. Mr Kramer slowly walks over to the table , running his hand along jaclyns cheek for a moment, making a motion with his hand, all the men stop and step back away from the table, Mr Kramer reaches over and unchains her arms and legs, leaveing the chain lease hanging from her neck.

How To Make A Woman Happy
How To Make A Woman Happy... It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. Passionate 44. Compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich

Race To 10,000 Comments Contestants
The following are the entries in the race to 10,000 for a 7 day blast... Comment bomb them show them love... Marjoram CT Wife of Master Acid Lord of Pain and Pleasure I ¢¾ U!! Trin - Tonya's Hubby - CT ASSIST FAMILY Mr.pain -nWo- Wolfpack Security~HUBBY TO *~**~LUCKY-LADY*~**~** THE ENCHANTED ISLAND CHERRYPIEX CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY christina of the Whips and Chains Society~HTA Fam~D-Generation X Fam~Darkangels~CT Wife of BioHazard RACE TO 10,000 COMMENTS FOR A 7DAY BLAST NO HOLDS BAR!! ANYTHING GOES!!! THIS IS A RACE!! WOULD LIKE TO START THIS CONTEST SATURDAY JULY 7' 2007 @3pm EST TIME ANYONE CAN ENTER COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED & SELF BOMBING AS WELL. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH THE LINK FOR YOUR PHOTO!! ~*Ladygray*~*ENCHANTED*~CT Wife To Mark~@ CherryTAP

A Seed
> A successful Christian business man was growing old and knew it > was > time to choose a successor to take over the business. Instead of > choosing one of his directors or his children, he decided to do > something different. He > called all the young executives in his company together. He said, > "It is time for me to step down and choose the next CEO. I have > decided to choose one of you." The young executives were shocked, > but the boss continued." > I am going to give each one of you a SEED today - one very > special SEED. > I want you to plant the seed, water it, and come back here one year > from today with what you have grown from the seed I have given you. > I will then judge the plants that you bring, and the one I choose > will be the next CEO" > One man, named Jim, was there that day and he, like the others, > received a seed. He went home and excitedly, told his wife the > story. She helped him get a pot, soil and compost and he planted > the seed. Eve

“hiding From The Light” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1997
“Hiding from the Light” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 7 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear 9 October 1997 May I ask you But a simple question Is there a reason Such a person Like me . . . Why would you give your love To someone like me For if you could see me Without the mask I wear You would run in fear I am no phantom Playing an organ in a darkened basement No . . . His scars far underscore My own For my past still lays Sprawn in a darkness so deep That I cannot believe I could find My way out Would you still care If I wasn’t there Resting in your arms And holding you tight

She Has Landed
For those of you that know, Bethany and her friend left for Florida today(what was I thinking lettin my 16 year old fly alone to Florida) but anyway, they landed at 405 safe and sound!! Have a great weekend everyone

I'm Not Here For A While
Sorry guys but I just found out that I am moving this weekend... nothing like a little short nitice. Any way I won't be online for a little bit... until I get setteled...but then I be back. If you NEED to get a hold of me or you want to help me move... send me a message on yahoo. wild_red_tiger@yahoo.com. Do NOT IM me...I'm not online....but I can check my messages from my phone. I'll be back as soon as I can.... promise!

Dope Terminology
ALICE B. TOKLAS The lesbian lover of Gertrude Stein and a good friend of Pablo Picasso, she had a recipe for killer marijuana brownies. BALE A compressed brick of marijuana, usually ranging in weight from 10 to 40 pounds. BHANG An Indian and Middle Eastern smoking mixture consisting of pollen from marijuana flowers and ghee, an oily butter. In medieval Arabia it also referred to a datura-based knockout potion. BLUNT A joint rolled in the tobacco-leaf wrapper of a Phillies Blunt cigar. BONG A water-cooled pipe for one smoker, often made of glass or bamboo. BOWL A pipe or other smoking instrument with a space where you can pack the weed in, and inhale the smoke directly into your lungs after ignition, the principle of any ordinary pipe. Usually made of glass or some sort of metal (though wooden ones exist too). Does not refer to bongs. BRICK A kilogram-sized slab or cube of compressed pot. BUD The fresh or dried flowers of the female marijuana plan

Aqua Kama Sutra - The Sprinker
Because I am bored I went looking for information about sexual positions and found one I had not heard of - The Sprinkler. So I thought I would share what Cosmo has posted: Save this position for a day (or night) when you two have the backyard to yourselves. Stand beside a soft-spraying sprinkler and bend over so the water hits your genitals. If you can't reach your hands to the ground, place them on your thighs or calves for support. Your partner should stand behind you and put his hands around your waist as he enters you. WHY YOU'LL LOVE IT: The sprinkler provides the same kind of clitoral stimulation as a handheld nozzle. And the aroma of wet grass boosts your sense of smell, making this a supersensory experience.

Nearly Unnoticed
She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.

I Miss You
I Miss You It's been hours since I last waved at you, days since we last talked, weeks since we last joked I miss the glow in your eyes, the joy in your smile, the closeness and comfort I feel whenever I'm with you You are the distraction from the harsh reality, yet the remedy for my sorrows In other words, I really miss being with you and not just that.. I miss the person who gives me this cheer, and that person is YOU

“promises Of Life” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1999
“Promises of Life” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1999 Published 7 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear A gun is fired. . . Promises made Promises broken What words they say Those best left unspoken Years ago I lost her to a gun Trusting her to live her lie; I turned away for a second Before I knew it; She was in my arms, And we were bleeding No cares No worries in our ways Only the sweet promises of death I love you, Angela But I could not take My last breathe I’m sorry the Pain lived on, And that I could not release it from your heart Promises made While most are broken Who was I To let you die Never to keep our promises of life

Bitching
Some gentlemen (not naming whom) has come to be about my stash just bitching about it,, I see it this way if someone doesn't like what they see then give it a thumbs down.. I've tried my best to come up with some really good stuff fer ya'll to enjoy so just show a little more respect...

“promises Of Glass” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1996
“Promises of Glass” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1996 Published 7 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear When my heart you take Will you release it from this world Where pain and suffering Are the only knowledge Or will you just taunt And tease me Leaving me later For a new day Promises made As well as broken What words I’ve sad More often left unspoken Who was I to answer a prayer Who was I To give away my only heart Hoping in return Your love I would again Only to find Everything still remains the same

My Darlin' Princess
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under a

Bubba Died In A Fire
Bubba died in a fire and his body was burned pretty badly. The morgue needed someone to identify the body, so they sent for his two best friends, Daryl and Gomer. The three men had always done everything together. Daryl arrived first, and when the mortician pulled back the sheet, Daryl said, "Yup, his face is burnt up pretty bad. You better roll him over." The mortician rolled him over, and Daryl said, "Nope, ain't Bubba." The mortician thought that was rather strange. Then he brought Gomer in to identify the body. Gomer took a look at the body and said, "Yup, he's pretty well burnt up. Roll him over." The mortician rolled him over and Gomer said, "No, it ain't Bubba." The mortician asked, "How can you tell?" Gomer said, "Well, Bubba had two assholes." "What? He had two assholes?!" said the mortician. "Yup, everyone knew he had two assholes. Every time we went to town, folks would say, 'Here comes Bubba with them two assholes'

Brewing Blog #1
I haven't brewed anything since early last month but I am reaping the rewards of that batch. It's a nice, spicy rye pale ale, quite unlike anything I've had commercially. There aren't many rye beers produced in Vermont or across the country. This one definitely works. On another note, found a brewing school near me. While I can't afford it now, I am going to look into participating in it sometime in the future. Will keep updated when I make a new beer.

Every Time You Say My Name
Every time you Say My name Do I have it written on my face? It's a feeling I don't embrace. To hurt some one the way you do. What if it was to happen to you? Would it make you feel like me? Would it make you very unhappy? Let me tell you how it makes me feel. I feel like hiding and crying. And like my life means nothing at all. Can you try to see my pain? The pain you have caused inside. Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. Did it make you feel happy to make me cry? To know that you hurt me so. Do you even want to know? Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. When will you finally grow up? And see everything you have done to me. When will you feel like I do? So desperate and unhappy. Why I hang my head in shame. Every time you say my name. Because I know nothing nice will follow. I have forgiven you for the past. Will this niceness from you

“remember Me” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1999
“Remember Me” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1999 Published 8 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Why did this happen My cry for help was heard Why do I feel this way Such a short time was this thing called happiness For so long I thought death was the answer, But just when I found happiness I was shot down in depression My friends and family worry For my heart will break The only happiness I will again know is death My only future will be a box lined with velvet Good for my knowledge and ability with children Good with famous quotations and wisdom My last words of wisdom are: Remember the little boy I was, Remember the happiness in me, Remember me that way

Not Sure How To Write
I wasn't sure how to start ...I stared for awhile at the very notes that inspired this blog....the wonderment behind it...like I had forgot that I had ever written anything. I don't remember... I formatted my computer...just too much wrong and while searching through my files for various backups...I found hand wqritten notes. Some were aged...yellow and torn and somewhat fragile others looked newer and more sincere. I stopped to read the words and soak in there essence. When had such emotion ever found it's way through me. Who was the person I was writting about. Of course I knew but denial is often easier then trying to face something you convinced yourself would never take a hold of you again. Notes of hopes and dreams and sometimes just the weather and how it brought me to you...well her. and I wondered why i never gave them to her...would it have made a Difference....would my life be different now...could it be? I don't feel the need to ramb

Miss Me When Im Gone!!!!
ok Im a lazy bum and I should go page to page and tell you all how much ill miss you for a week but well I have no excuse why I shouldnt this is just lots easier so those of you that actually read these things know ill be gone for a week woot woot panama city here I come.... a week of.... and... or better yet a live web cam feed to the beach sooo when you miss me just visit the link and ill wave to you for the shark infested waters... http://www.beachview.com/panama_city_beach.htm hope everyone has a great weekend and a wonderful week... I will be checking in so your still aloud to leave me lots of love....xoxoxo Misti

Casual Sex
What's everyone's thoughts on this? I like the idea of meeting someone and having protected sex. There's always going to be a risk though. What if you're attracted to the woman totally? I can think of one woman I met this way that I sometimes can't stop thinking about. She's currently 3 hours away and we last met up about 2 years ago. I don't know. I guess I got all tied up in the heat of the moment. Maybe I developed feelings for her. I don't know. The sex was probably the best I've ever had so far. I don't know why I'm mentioning this on here. I really don't mind though.

Who Is Jack Schitt?
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produ

2 Things I Want To Do.
Before the day after labor day I hope to do these 2 things. 1. drive out of the city. 2. Get another tattoo. (probably Abraxas since i keep saying that is what i want.) If i save my money and curb my spending I think I can accomplish these two goals.

“never Know” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1999
“Never Know” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1999 Published 8 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Who is it you see Sitting there in the window Is it a boy in his youth Or a man tormented in pain Who am I Or who was I A boy molested by his cousin The boy who lied; To free his heart While he tore the hearts of others; Apart What was it that I was to become The creature I am now Filled with pain Sorrow Hatred And distrust Or someone who could love And help others through their sorrows Who am I What am I to become I guess I’ll never know

“passed Me By” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1998
“Passed Me By” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1998 Published 8 November 2005 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear I take a walk through a darkened forest Where is the light to shine a way Where is the sun to warm this day When she was here I never noticed, all the beauty there is around me I never noticed the beauty that is the dark Here, no one can see the tears as I cry For there is no one to walk by As I walk in this darkened forest I wonder Where she is Am I to finish this cry Or am I to join the sky For love again has passed me by

Ignorance Runs Wild
to you people who have no idea,why dont you just leave your stupid ass comments off of here. you gutless wimps who DARE TO GO ONTO PEOPLE sites who are serving for this country and for you! you all should be put in anyone of these brave men and womens shoes just for one day! you would shit in your pants, you would be on your knees praying for your mommies to take you home! HOW DARE YOU take cheap shots on any of these men and women! you mindless wimps. you have no right to go and tell anyone of these people that they are anything less then priceless, anything less then brave and have a courage surpassed to anyone. you should be licking thier boots and kissing thier asses, literally,,and even that is too good for you.then to show just how gutless you are , you go and block them whats the matter can't take the heat! you low life pieces of worm shit! these awesome kickass men and women of the military are out there putting thier lives on the line for you and you are going to put them

Chapter 2: Guy Questions
I love men. I want to get that out of the way first. If a guy is handsome there is no doubt I am right there drooling over him. I also don't believe in this whole "ALL MEN SUCK!" thing. It's not true. Same way that all women do not suck (in more way than one deary ^_^!) But there's a few things I have to wonder about... For example I love knowing when men are attracted to me because lets face it, its such an ego boost but please you do not have to keep telling me that. I really appreciate it but the more you tell me I'm sexy the more I wonder if that's all that your intentions are. Basically guys it's like this, tell the truth about what your intentions are from the start. If you are looking just to hook-up let a girl know. Do not lead her to believe that there could be more to it. If you desire to know her more but of course want the hooking up then please say it! I can't tell you how many times I have had guys tell me that they think I am cool but when they find out that I don't

7/6/07
If someone asked you, you couldn't tell them why you did what you just did -- except that it felt like the right thing to do at the time. Hmm. This is a different mode of behavior for you, but not necessarily a bad one! WOW EXTREMELY FITTING....

Whats Ur Thang
Ok so i have only been on this game for a couple of months and im kinda confused. Can u actually meet someone on here and fall in love....like and trust the person? I mean real love, or am i talking lust. Are people getting caught up in this shit over typed words that can mean nothing? Or is it what u hear over the phone that makes u believe its true. Can people on here fall in love...real love? I first started this to have fun and be free, meet people, but it seemed to take a different turn. When u talk to certain people and u write them and write them, u can't help but feel a little chemistry ..no matter if its ur mind or ur body. Are we on it for friends...to get laid....to mess with peoples minds..to win a game in points..or to find that one in your life that will keep u hangin around.

Cabby & The Nun
A cabbie picks up a nun. She gets into the cab, and the cab driver won't stop staring at her. She asks him why is he staring and he replies, "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you." She answers, "My dear son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything, I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive." "Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me." She responds, "Well, lets see what we can do about that; #1 you have to be single and #2 you must be Catholic." The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I am single and I'm Catholic too." "Okay," the nun says, "pull into the next alley." He does and she fulfills his fantasy with a kiss that would make a hooker blush. But when they got back on the road the cab driver starts crying. "My dear child," says the nun, "why are you crying?" "Forgive me Sister,

Crazy Idea Want To See Will Help.
I know this may be lame or crazy but I want to give it a shot. I just started getting into collecting coke reward caps. Im curious who is willing to help me here. If anyone has these spare caps and are not using it can you email the codes to dal112772@hotmail.com. or just put it in my blog. I will repay you back with a gift of some sort. Thanks guys appreciate it.

Computer Set-up
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, the computer advised him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he will use to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife what he was entering by stating each letter out loud as he typed .... P... E... N... I... S. His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: * PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH!*

The Hardest Part
The Hardest Part I love you for who you are. I hate you for what you have done. I love you for loving me. I hate you for loving me too. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. I love the way you look at me. I hate the way you see me. I love it when you say nice things. I hate it when the things you say make me cry. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. I love it when you hold me in your arms. I hate it when those arms turn violent. I love it when you make me feel safe. I hate it when you make me scared. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. My heart aches. It is confused. Why do you do the things you do? One minute we are doing good. The next I am hiding from you. The hardest part of loving you is hating you too. Copyright ©2007 Charlotte L. Atwell

Horoscope
umm i was thinking about going on and drinking tonite but then i glance at my horoscope: Has it ever occurred to you that while you're out looking for sugar, you've got plenty of honey at home? That whole everything-I-need-I-have-right-in-my-own-backyard concept hits pretty close to the mark for you now. um makes you think some times...

Now Hiring
NOW HIRING The Children's Protection Services is now hiring. In order to qualify for employment you must meet the following requirements. 1. You must not know any of the Constitution. 2. If you do, you must forget it. It is not needed in this field. We don't acknowledge it 3. You must be able to select your own victims, sorry we meant cases. 4. You must select poor, single, disabled, or grandparents, no 2 parent homes, no one with an income over 35,000 and absolutely NO ONE who can afford a lawyer. 5. You must be able to lie on demand, it doesn't matter what you say, we have guardian ad litems to back you up. 6. You must not be afraid to lie to the police, tell them you have a warrant to remove a child even if you don't. Don't worry they know the game too. 7. we prefer you read and write well, but if not that's ok, we have standard forms you can fill out and pick and choose what reasons you would like to use for removing a child. 8. You must make

Burdens Of Life
ways of dealing with the burdens of life: 1* Accept that some days you're the pigeon, and some days you're the statue. 2* Always keep your words soft and sweet, just in case you have to eat them. 3* Always read stuff that will make you look good if you die in the middle of it. 4 * Drive carefully. It's not only cars that can be recalled by their Maker. 5* If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. 6 * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it. 7 * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply to serve as a warning to others. 8 * Never buy a car you can't push. 9* Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, because then you won't have a leg to stand on. 10* Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. 11* Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. 12* The second mouse gets the cheese. 13* When everything's coming your way, you're in th

Living Wills (guys View)
While I was watching the playoff games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smart ass.

Oral Lessions
I have this neighbor who is absolutely gorgeous. Her name is Chandra, is married with one daughter, and has a very cheery disposition. I got her a job where I work and we see each other quite often. Every man I know that has met her is just amazed at her beauty and wonderful personality. She has a smile to die for and her body is awesome. Almost all of our neighbors in the apartment complex get together often to cook out in the back yard. When I talk to her I have an extremely hard time controlling myself, because my eyes want to wander downward to take in all her beauty. There have been many times she was outside at the picnic table wearing a miniskirt and opened her legs to stand up or shift. She wears very sexy silk panties of different colors. The first time was a short glimpse of pink, the second time was a pale green. Just about the only colors I haven't seen is white and black. What prompted me to write are some incidents that started a few weeks ago. I was sitting at the

Soldiers We Honor You
A soldier strong and true We love and honor you You sacrifice to save us all To not let our country fall We stand for what is right We battle through the night Our flag shall wave at dawn We keep our Armour on When you serve your country well Listen close you’ll hear that Liberty Bell You set the captives free So they will know and see This country has a heart of love joy and peace Your labor is not in vain We shall remember your name You are in our prayers Yes we truly care Do you know that there are angels watching over you Though you cannot see them they are real and true No matter where they send you Do not be afraid When the battle rages Youll be strong and brave U.S. military will make you strong With discipline and training you cant go wrong Obey your leaders that are over you They will lead and guide you safely through But if you find your self in a hole Where it is dark, lonely and cold Just remember Victory is your goal Be a soldier strong and

Male Stripper 'girls Night Out'
My blond friends and I went to a Ladies Night Club. One of the girls wanted to impress the rest of us, so she pulled out a $10 bill. When the male dancer came over to us, my friend licked the $10 bill and stuck it to his butt cheek! Not to be outdone, another friend pulls out a $20 bill. She called the guy back, licks the $ 20 bill, and sticks it to his other butt cheek. In another attempt to impress the rest of us. My third friend pulls out a $50 bill and calls the guy over, and licks the $50 bill. I'm worried about the way things are going, but fortunately, She just stuck it to one of his butt cheeks again. My relief was short-lived. Seeing the way things are going, the guy races over to me! Now everyone's attention is focused on me, And the guy is egging me on to try to top the $50. My brain was churning as I reached for my wallet. What could I do? The woman in me took over! I got out my ATM card, Swiped it down the crack of his butt, Grabbed the eighty bucks

Who Needs Men If They Are All Liers
Friday, July 06, 2007 Who needs men if they are all liers Current mood: irate Category: Romance and Relationships Let's a Big Breath Out...Where do I start. My chest tightens just at the thought of writting this. First of all I know people are getting mad at me because I am not commenting or paying enough attention to them, I wish I had all the time in the world to do so. I can say I'm just about as sick as I was in January when I went in the hospital. How is a single parent suspose to get help when they have no one to watch their child. I didn't mean to start this blog so harshly but its true. Everything is falling apart and I can't keep it together....people are just making it worse. Friends want me to go places with them, I really need to be at home resting and cleaning house. I get online and I get bombarded with IM's Sarah..sarah...are you there hello Hello...If I wanted to talk to you I would say HELLO. I really didn't mean this to be so harsh. I love al

Today Is Awesome
Some of my friends and family have learned about my journey over the last 10 years. In 1997 I was diagnosed with degenerative arthritis in my right knee. I was told that my walking days were over and that I needed a knee replacement but was too young so I should wait 10 years, be sedentary, and when I turned 50 they would give me a new knee. Well I decided to not follow that advise and instead start riding bicycles again. It was tough to do. Going from not being able to walk to trying to ride my bike again. It was a slow process but I decided I wanted to live not sit around and wait. Short story is, I stayed with it and my life made many changes. I was riding mountain bikes because the gearing was easier for my knees. Well after a few years I started racing mountain bikes. Even got as high as ranked 50 in the country in my age group. Then I hit another wall. August 27, 2002 I had a serious crash. Fractured C5 in my neck and suffered sever head trauma. I want to say th

This Shit Stinks
Eau de Lawsuit: Woman Sues Over Scent Jul 5, 6:10 AM (ET) DETROIT (AP) - An employee in the Detroit planning department who claims she is severely sensitive to perfumes and other cosmetics has sued the city, saying a co-worker's strong fragrance prohibits her from working. Susan McBride's lawsuit, filed Tuesday in U.S. District Court in Detroit, says the work environment is in violation of the Americans with Disabilities Act. She wants a ban on such scents at work - and unspecified damages. City spokesman Matt Allen declined to comment, telling The Detroit News the city does not normally comment on litigation or personnel issues. McBride, who joined the planning department in 2000, says problems started a year ago when the co-worker, who isn't identified in the lawsuit, transferred into her department. "This employee not only wore a strong scent, but also plugged in a scented room deodorizer," the lawsuit states. "Ms. McBride was overcome by the smell almost instantly

Free Transpo Dude
Drunk takes a free bike ride on car roof Tue Jul 3, 9:40 AM ET Police officers in the Dutch city of Alkmaar were surprised to see a car passing by with a man sitting on a bicycle on its roof. The driver and his wife, when stopped by the police, said they heard a noise while waiting at a traffic light, but did not realize they were taking on an extra passenger. The 26 year-old man who took the free ride was fined for public drunkenness, not carrying an identity card and providing a false identity to the police.

Irish Bookie Loses On The Wrong Al Gore
Irish bookie loses on the wrong Al Gore Fri Jul 6, 5:57 PM ET Ireland's top bookmaker, Paddy Power PLC, paid out more than $13,500 on Friday to people who bet that Al Gore would be arrested. Trouble was, the company neglected to specify which one. The former U.S. vice president and global-warming activist was rated as a 14-to-1 outsider in a list of American celebrities likely to be arrested next. On Wednesday — the day after the betting went live on Paddy Power's Web site — Gore's 24-year-old son, Al Gore III, was arrested and charged with illegally possessing marijuana and prescription drugs. Paddy Power said it was paying out winnings to about 50 people, because it had failed to identify which Gore it meant. "We got a good stoning," the Dublin-based company said in a statement. The bet in question listed publicity hound Paris Hilton as the favorite on 2-to-1 odds, based on her recent spell in a Los Angeles jail. Microsoft billionaire Bill Gates came a distant 50 to 1. On Fri

To Makayla
I DON'T REALLY KNOW THIS BABY I JUST KNOW THAT SHE IS SOMEBODY'S BABY,IT IS EVIDENT THAT SHE IS VERY SPECIAL TO HER MOM'S AND HER MOM'S IS A VERY SPECIAL LADY.TO HAVE TO SEE HER BABY IN CONSTANT PAIN AND TO HEAR HER CRY NIGHT AFTER NIGHT,FATHER GOD I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE BIG PLANS FOR HER BUT TO SOME THIS IS JUST NOT RIGHT.HER NAME IS MAKAYLA AND FROM WHAT I AM TOLD SHE IS AN ABSOLUTE DOLL, A BEAUTIFUL 16 MONTH OLD BABY GIRL SHE HAS ONLY BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE.JESUS PLEASE SEE THIS LITTLE ANGEL THROUGH HER PLIGHT, EASE HER PAIN HOLD HER DOWN SEE HER THROUGH ANOTHER NIGHT.HELP HER TO KNOW BECOME THE DOCTOR OR LAWYER SHE COULD GROW TO BE,SAVE HER FATHER LIFT HER UP SHOW HER THE SAME LOVE THAT YOU HAVE SHOWN ME.I BEG OF YOU FATHER PLEASE,PLEASE KEEP HER SAFE MAKE HER STRONG HELP HER FIGHT,SO THAT SHE CAN GROW AND BECOME A WOMAN AND MAYBE ONE DAY BECOME A WIFE.......AMEN..MUCH LOVE MAKAYLA GET BETTER LITTLE ONE...PEACE

Nuts
A doctor at an insane asylum decided to take his patients to a baseball game. For weeks in advance, he coached his patients to respond to his commands. When the day of the game arrived, everything went quite well. As the National Anthem started, the doctor yelled,"Up Nuts", and the patients complied by standing up. After the anthem, he yelled, "Down Nuts", and they all sat back down in their seats. After a home run was hit, the doctor yelled, "Cheer Nuts". They all broke out into applause and cheered. When the umpire made a particularly bad call against the star of the home team, the Doctor yelled, "Booooo Nuts" and they all started booing and cat calling. Comfortable with their response, the doctor decided to go get a beer and a hot dog, leaving his assistant in charge. When he returned, there was a riot in progress. Finding his tizzied assistant, the doctor asked, "What in the world happened?" The assistant replied, "Well everything was going just fine until this guy wal

General Cannabis Information
Cannabis comes from a plant known as cannabis sativa. Hash, the commonest form in this country, is resin scraped from the plant and compressed into blocks. Herbal cannabis (or marijuana) is another. Generally, it’s mixed with tobacco, rolled into a cigarette and smoked. The effects sought after are caused by THC, or tetrahydrocannabinol. The THC level in wild cannabis is a low 0.5 percent, although certain varieties have had levels of 20 percent THC. Method of intake: Cannabis is either eaten or smoked. What it does to you: Short term: Cannabis gives people feelings of euphoria, well-being and humour aswell as relaxed inhibitions. The short term negative effects are hunger (named the munchies), short term memory loss, shortened breath, increase in heart rate, less active hormones, slowed thought, loss of coordination, abnormal brain waves and bloodshot eyes Inexperienced people using high doses, or taking it when anxious or depressed, may sometimes experience pan

Evening/night Driving
I got to drive my friends' car today. It was nice and smooth. I made one error that everyone in the car made. I did not see the car behind me. I will now make sure to pay more attention to cars on my right. It's my main blindspot. Other than that I think i did well. And I did not make them nervous which was also cool :)

Beginner’s Guide To Growing Marijuana
Beginner’s Guide to Growing Marijuana This is a guide that I pulled off the net that puts everything in plain and simple English, and doesn’t go to deep into advanced botany and gardening. I find this one to be the best guide out there. Indoor Marijuana Cultivation Introduction Growing marijuana indoors is fast becoming an American Pastime. The reasons are varied. With the increased interest and experimentation in houseplant cultivation, it was inevitable that people would apply their knowledge of plant care to growing marijuana. Many of those who occasionally like to light up a joint may find it difficult to locate a source or are hesitant to deal with a perhaps unsavory element of society in procuring their grass. There is, of course, the criminal aspect of buying or selling grass; Growing marijuana is just as illegal as buying, selling, or smoking it, but growing is something you can do in the privacy of your own home without having to deal with someone you don’t know or

Rooftop Garden Martini
Rooftop Garden Martini An alternative to a mojito, this mint-and-thyme-infused martini is topped with a splash of club soda -- and it's the perfect refresher on a warm summer night! Credit: Zoe Goldfine and Lesley Devrouax Servings: 1 Ingredients: * 15 mint leaves, plus mint sprig for garnish * 2 thyme sprigs * 2 teaspoons sugar * 2 ounces vodka * 1 ounce fresh lemon juice * 1 ounce simple sugar * Ice * 1 to 2 ounces club soda Directions: In a cocktail shaker, muddle the mint leaves with the thyme and sugar. Add the vodka, lemon juice, simple sugar and ice and shake well. Strain into a glass with ice, top with a splash of club soda and garnish with a fresh mint sprig.

Card
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

I Took My Life Today
I took my life today. With all it pains, the hurtful words; the angery words. Stabbed at me like a knife and I, myself, was the murder. I let the world come and like a thief, steal my life. Like a sinking ship I am drowning. I can bearly keep my head above water. And in my weakest, darkest moment I cry out, " Save me from this pain. Lord I don't wont to fell anything! In the darkness A light begins to grow brighter till it fills the whole area I am in. A voice calls to me, my rescurer my lifeline. "Don't fret my dear for I am here. I'll NEVER gonna let you go. Now take my hand and live! I place my hand in that of my rescurer, my lifeline and walk off to start a new day.

Varieties Of Marijuana
Solid cannabis: Common names = black, soap, squidgy, solid, slate Soapstone: Hard, shiny black/grey stuff. The most widely available cannabis variety in England. Not the nicest smoke in the world, often contaminated by diesel fumes due to the smuggling method. Your bog standard smoke really, usually burned and crumbled into a spliff or a mix. Some people cut up the solid rather than burn and crumble as this preserves the potency. A stronger concentration of the special THC is found is cannabis, but unless smoked through a bong or similar smoking device the tastes can be somewhat harsh. Also an easy substance to crumble into food or hot drinks such as coffee. Squidgy black: As above but can be rolled into desired shape i.e. a long line to put straight into a skin for an even smoke throughout. Gold/red seal: Taken from the top of the pot of resin, this is supposed to be somewhat nicer than your average solid cannabis but personal experience suggests otherwise. P

Stress Management Ii
Mentally picture yourself near a stream. Birds are chirping in the crisp, cool mountain air. Nothing can bother you here. No one knows this secret place. You are in total seclusion from that place called the "world." The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade ofserenity. The water is so cleat that you can easily make out the face of the person whose head you are holding under the water. There now.....feeling better?

I'm A Sucker For My Wife!
OK, y'all! Ya know I dig y'all sumpin' fierce, but the greatest woman in my life...the woman who's put up with me and bore three children for me...has just put a little guest book on her profile. If ya get the chance, stop by and sign in...I say she's groovier than me! (and that's pretty damn groovy!) Meleka ~ Your Angel@ CherryTAP

Fake Faces
She puts on fake faces, To go out in the world everyday. She nods and smiles and pretends like Everything is okay. Behind her fake facade She is actually crying out inside To be understood, Not noticed for who she pretends she is today. All she wants is to know What real love actually is To be able to touch and feel it To understand its gifts. Love comes in many forms She knows that this is true The form that she's seeking Is one that seems to allude. She continues her search Seeking out each day A new experience to learn from And maybe love will find a way To show itself to her In the way that she seeks, But she must learn that to accept The love that she wants She must quit putting on fake faces And let herself shine She must learn that people will love her No matter what she thinks is her crime. For her loved ones will forgive her That's what friends are for That's one of the many side effects

Brain Fart
I don't really now why I'm writing right now after all this time but I feel the need to do something productive. Besides, it helps me sort my thoughts out. I'm not as articulate as I'd like to be but hopefully I'm getting there. It's just been so long since I've been able to get shit out and I'm completely overwhelmed. I mean, I know it's impossible to control my feelings. bottle them up and hide them from the world? Yes, but making them go away at will just isn't possible. Unfortunately it takes a while to accept that. To fully understand that I can't control every aspect of my life. How I perceive myself and others and how other perceive me and themselves. I can't change that. I never could. If that was the case then I wouldn't be so out of it. Well, hell if I could've done that then I wouldn't be so fucking emo all the time. But I am and that's the way it is. So I'm in love. Or at least, I thought I was. Maybe, I'm actually not too sure now.It's that whole accep

Happy Is...
Happy is the day when life seems to start going your way. Happy is the bubbling goodness that you feel inside when you know something to be right and true. Happy is the world around you when you are happy too. Happy is the feeling you get when you see a friend after a long time apart. Happy is when you spend time in your significant other's arms. Happy is the laugh of a little child. Happy is the knowledge that you have friends out there that care. Happy is achieving a goal that you have worked long and hard toward accomplishing. Happy is celebrating after achieving that goal. Happy is knowing that you are truly loved. Happy is having family that cares. Happy is laughter. Happy is a smile. Happy is a good conversation with a caring mother. Happy is reading a good book or watching a good movie. Happy is having a great day with friends or family. Happy is love. Happy is joy. Happy is peace. Happy is faith. Happy is gentleness. Happy is goodness. Happy is temperanc

Bite Me
hmmmmmm life is like a piece of ass you never know when your going to get it..... ok joking over with: life to me is so damn tough and so is my love life yeah i know i dont have confidence i am shy always have been since i was molested when i was 5 damn and people who judges me for what i look like can go kiss my white american ass the one person in my life im looking for is someon who will love me for who i am not what i look like this person has to have a great personality and sense of humor but theres no one in this shit hhole of a town

Negative Medical Effects
Here we have listed and explained the negative health effects of using marijuana. These must be read carefully, as with any drug there is always some level of risk involved. It is better to have a good idea what a drug can potentially do to you. Some may read this and decide against using the drug. As with any decision in life, awareness is the key here. The drug has many physical and psychological effects including loss of short-term memory and respiratory related illnesses. The drugs when smoked increases the chances of lung cancer and other smoking related illnesses. Tobacco is usually smoked with marijuana, and this too is a carcinogenic substance. The smoke produced by burning cannabis is less carcinogenic than tobacco, so smoking the substance pure isnt nearly as damaging compared to smoking with tobacco. Habitual use of the drug leads to loss of motivation in all areas. It is easy to get stuck in a cycle of smoking, although the substance itself hasnt been proven

El Porto, Thurs July 5, 2007
So there I was, paddling for my life, wondering if I was going to make it out of this alive. A huge wave was welling up on the horizon, and here I was, paddling for my life, making my arms push themselves as deep into the water as I could, trying to maintain the long, slow strokes that would keep me planing along as fast as I could, doing anything I could to reduce as much drag as possible, trying my best to maintain the momentum. I was not entirely sure if I was going to make it, but sheer will was making me push forward, as I was determined NOT to get dumped on by this monster of a wave. Meanwhile, in my head, I kept telling myself that I need to remain calm and collected. I was practically screaming this to myself over and over, on the brink of sheer panic, yet I knew if I gave into that impulse, i would be totally fucked. So I paddled and I paddled, having that horrible feeling that I was not actually going anywhere. It reminds me of those nightmares I have occasionally, you kno

Your Worst Enemy
Your worst enemy tells you that you aren't good enough. Tells you that you never will be. Tells you that your hopes and dreams are too far out of reach. Tells you that you can't do better. Tells you that you're wrong. Tells you that your worst fears can be a reality. Tells you that you aren't really loved. Tells you that no one could care about someone like you. Tells you that you shouldn't be here. Tells you that you aren't worth it. Tells you that you never will be. Tells you that all your hard work is for nothing. Tells you that you're nothing. Tells you that you're worthless. Your own worst enemy is yourself. I say that each of us are worthy, we are worth something, someone does care, because I am a someone. All of our hard work will pay off in the end. Your hopes and dreams can and will come true if you work hard enough towards them. You are loved. You are good enough, in fact you're better than good enough. You are doing the best you c

The Whispering Voice
theres so much you have to offer theres a lingering question its just how you push it out that pushes in to all the offers make me feel like im alive take my breath away again can you feel the button pushing do you see the finger in theres so much you have to offer dont dare try to run and hide theres a lingering question i know the answer is within its just how you push it out i dont care how you take it in TAKE MY BREATH AWAY! (take it out again) TAKE MY BREATH AWAY! (just push it right back in) theres so many questions out here theres so little answers now theres a riddle that just bugs you the way to go is now cant you feel me pushing deeper? cant you feel the blood flow out? cant this pain be all so sweeter? I know you close your eyes to sin TAKE MY BREATH AWAY! (push onto me your way) TAKE MY BREATH AWAY! (watch me slip into...)

Why Marijuana Is So Popular...
Marijuana has many effects on the body and more importantly on the mind. While not trying to imply that using the drug is good in a health sense for your body, it would be unfair to list the negative health effects without giving an opposing argument for the enjoyment of the effects of the drug. So we have listed the most common mental and physical effects associated with marijuana use. There are reasons why this drug is one of most widely used in the world, and they are listed below. Of course it depends how you take the drug and what variety of the drug you use, but there are almost default feelings that are associated with marijuana usage. The effects are also different for first time users in comparison to the feelings enjoyed by a more habitual user. The main area of your body that is affected by marijuana is your mind and therefore your senses. Time appears to move more slowly, you generally feel more relaxed and less bothered about things in general. Most people becom

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HE IS IN A CONTEST AND REALLY REALLY NEED ALL YOUR HELP SO PLEASE CAN YOU GO AND SHOW HIM SOME HOT HOT LOVE! 1 RATE AND 20 COMMENTS FROM EACH PLEASE.......... HAVE A WONDERFUL FREAKY FRIDAY AND A FABULOUS WEEKEND. HUGS AND KISSES WildCat

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DO YOU????? WANT FANS??????? WANT RATES?????? WANT FRIENDS???? LIKE TO BE PIMPED OUT? IF YES THEN CHECK THIS OUT JOIN : FOR INFO PLEASE CONTACT ME AND MY LINK IS BELOW HAVE A FABULOUS EVENING AND GREAT WEEK HUGS,KISSES AND MUCH MUCH LOVE TO ALL ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP

How Far Would You Go?
How far would you go to reach your goals? How far would you go for the one you love? How far would you go to be happy? How far would you go to have peace? How far would you go to have knowledge that seems just out of your grasp? Would you go to the ends of the earth for it? Would you keep going until you can't go anymore? Would you continue to go on putting your heart and soul into it? Or would you give up when things get hard? Would you quit when you got confused? Would you give up when you didn't know where to turn? In life you have to know what you want and you must fight for it. You can't let anything stand in your way. Only you can live your life, no one can live it for you. You have to be brave and stand strong. Make your own decisions and stick by them. But just how far are you willing to go to do that?

The Medicinal Use Of Cannabis
Marijuana as a medicine has been studied for many years. The drug is used in some cultures around the world in present day for its medicinal qualities. However for a drug to be used as medicine it must be legal in that country. Countless doctors who are aware of the positive medicinal effects of the drug advise patients to use the drug despite the laws prohibiting this. Uses for medicinal marijuana have been found in treating the following diseases: Cancer- Marijuana alleviates the vomiting, nausea and loss of appetite that is caused by chemotherapy. Glaucoma- The pain and progress of the disease can be reduced by the drug, as it reduces intraocular pressure. Glaucoma is the primary cause of blindness in the US. AIDS- Vomiting, pain and loss of appetite can be reduced. Multiple Sclerosis- Muscle pain is reduced by use of marijuana. Epilepsy- The drug has been known to fully prevent epileptic seizures in some patients and can allow more fresh areas of bronchi to open up. Chronic P

My Dreams
My dreams are something that comes and something that goes but its ok because when i look at life in the face i know that no matter what comes around goes around and i will always manage to make it through whatever is tossed at me.... I have had many dreams and alot of them have either come true or they have fallen down... But its all ok because i will make it through it all because i am something that alot of people think im not and thats strong. I dont have to prove myself to anyone but myself, and i dont even have to do that because i know who i am and i know what i need to do and i know what i want in life. Kiss of faith is a kiss of death. You have to watch were you land. For you dont know what the death will bring you of the kisses. The walk to take to open things for old and new things to end. I kissed my death, i walked my line now i open my eyes and make it worth all i can do and work towords makeing things all better. I will kiss my faith for death every now and then bu

Instructions On Making A Bottle
A simple smoking bottle You need: A coke bottle A knife A spliff Instructions Cut a hole in the side of the bottle big enough to put a spliff in. Make another hole further up the bottle. You make a long spliff that will fit in the hole in the side of the bottle. The second hole is the air-hole. It is good to pull hard and quickly through the bottle with a few short breaths to fill it up with smoke, then put your finger over the air-hole and take a big bottle full of smoke in one go, that’s if you want a real big hit. To clear the bottle, blow through the secondary hole (air-hole).

Instructions On Making A Lung / Rats Tail
You need: A large plastic bottle (a 2 Litre coke bottle or 6 pint milk bottle are ideal) A plastic bag (Such as an empty bread bag) A length of string (must be longer than your bottle) Some sticky tape A small piece of tinfoil An elastic band (Small) A knife or sharp object Marijuana Instructions Cut the entire bottom off the bottle near its base. Tape the open end of the plastic bag to the bottom of the bottle using the sticky tape. Pinch the end of the bag and tie the piece of string to it so that most of it hangs down Poke tiny holes in the foil with a pin. Take the top off the bottle and replace with the tin foil - which can be secured with a rubber band but be careful as it rips easly. Now push the bag all the way into the bottle so that there is as little air as possible actually contained in the bottle. Make sure that you can reach the piece of string inside the bottle. Place your marijuana on the foil and burn it, whilst simultaneously pulli

To Touch You
I can't wait to feel you in my arms. We've been thru ups and downs and yet we still come back to each other. You have made my life that much more easier to live just by being there for me when I needed your kind words or gentle voice. I dream of you every night and I know in time (about a month) hopefully my dreams will come true! I just want you to know that I thank you for coming into my life and I will never take for granted what you are or who you are to me. I hope this is the start to something beautiful. 143

God's Gifts
Have you ever felt like God was testing you? I'm not a religious type of person but I do believe that He works in mysterious ways. I have met so many good people in my lifetime, but as of lately I have met 3 people in particular that have made the biggest impact on my life and yet we all live hundreds of miles away from each other. All three are my best friends and it's just amazing but I'm saddened at the fact that I cannot share in my friendship with them in person. I mean yes there is the Internet to conversate with them but there's nothing like wanting to show your gratitude and love to that person in real life. Being able to hug them and tell them face to face what they really mean to you. One day I know I will find a way to meet these 3 angels I have in my life and they know how special they are to me. I love you all no matter how far you are from me, your always close in my heart.

What Kind Of Sandwich Are You
You Are a Grilled Cheese Sandwich You are a traditional person with very simple tastes. In your opinion, the best things in life are free, easy, and fun. You totally go with the flow. And you enjoy every minute of it! Your best friend: The Peanut Butter and Jelly Sandwich Your mortal enemy: The Ham Sandwich What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

Instructions On Making A Bong
How to make a bong You need: A plastic coke bottle A small piece of piping – 5/10cm A socket from a socket set that will fit in the end of the pipe A knife Instructions Make a hole for the pipe about 1/3 way up bottle and insert pipe so pipe is bending down into the bottle. Put the socket in the end of the pipe outside the bottle Make a smaller hole in the bottle above the first hole Fill bottle with water so that pipe is in water, but water level does not reach the hole. Ok. The socket is where you put your mix(tobacco and your crumbled solid) and the second hole acts as an air-hole. When you have filled the socket with your mix, you light the mix and suck through the bottle top while holding your finger over the air-hole. To clear the bottle, either suck all the smoke out or take your finger off the air-hole and blow the smoke out. So there you have it, a simple bong.

The Theory Of A Bong
Basic Principles. A bong is simply a smoking apparatus, which filters the smoke you inhale through water instead of through a filter or roach. The various procedures a bong utilises to convert marijuana into pure filtered cool smoke are as follows: The starting point of the process is with the bowl that will contain your cannabis. This must be fire proof so that when you hold a flame to the weed it wont go up in smoke, and also must have tiny holes in the bottom to allow the smoke to be pulled through. The next stage the smoke goes through is to travel through a hollow pipe that is attached to the bottom of the bowl containing your weed. The pipe will enter into the side of a large vessel containing water. The hole in the side of this container should be airtight, and the bottom of the pipe must be submerged in the water. The water is the next part of the process. The cool liquid acts as a filter for dust particles and other nastiness that floats along with the smoke,

Octopus Squid
Science: Half-Squid, Half-Octopus Discovered Off of Hawaii Journal written by Otter (3800) and posted by Zonk on Friday July 06, @07:31PM from the half-squid-half-octopus-all-disco-lover dept. Otter writes "A unique creature that's been dubbed an 'octosquid' with eight arms and a squid-like mantle, was discovered off Hawaii. The creature, of a previously unknown species, was trapped in the net covering a 3,000 foot-deep intake tube for the Natural Energy Laboratory of Hawaii Authority. From the article: 'The octosquid was pulled to the surface, along with three rattail fish and half a dozen satellite jellyfish, and stayed alive for three days. According to War, the lab usually checks its filters once a month, but this time, it put a plankton net in one of the filters and checked it two weeks later. The pitch-black conditions at 3,000 feet below sea level are unfamiliar to most but riveting to scientists who have had the opportunity to submerge. The sea floor is full of loose sed

Skins
A bad workman always blames his tools, but in some cases this can be true of some rolling papers. The most vital piece of a spliff, after the green of course, is the paper that you use to roll your masterpiece. There are many different types of skins on the market, some good, some bad. Different length spliff, speciality spliffs burn-offs etc all require a good quality skin to stand any chance of success. So here is the guide to the most popular skins on the UK market, of course if you pop into your local tobacconist you will find a plethora of paper delights. Ease of rolling increases with paper weight/width, and the gum has to be reliable else the bastard will fall apart in your hands. 1. Rizla. The mainstay of successful caning for years, they produce the best papers. Quality subtle tasting paper and ultra reliable gums. Blue- Thin and light papers for the experienced caner, you don’t end up smoking much paper. The most popular choice for rolling due to its wei

To You..you Know Who You Are!
I just seen you walking, i almost forgot to breath, my heart just skipped a beat. I wish the curse could be lifted from me, you are everything he will never be. I like to sit back and think of how things might go, us together not caring who knows. You asked me if i was falling and the answer is yes, my question to you is are you falling too or should i give my hopes a rest? I click with you like noone ever before, i just clash with him and i just want you more. all i have ever wanted in a relationship as far as communication i get with you, please just don't play me for a fool and for you i'll be true. I want you and it is so deep that i have no more words to explain it, so for now i guess i have no options just goals and have to sit back and bite the bit. I wish this could be easy but for me nothing ever is, but i want to be yours...not his. Always: Me!

Great Savings Plan
GREAT SAVINGS PLAN (Actual letter from an Iowa resident and sent to his senator) The Honorable Tom Harkin 731 Hart Senate Office Building Phone (202) 224 3254 Washington DC, 20510 Dear Senator Harkin, As a native Iowan and excellent customer of the Internal Revenue Service, I am writing to ask for your assistance. I have contacted the Department of Homeland > Security in an effort to determine the process for becoming an illegal alien and they referred me to you. My primary reason for wishing to change my status from U.S. Citizen to illegal alien stems from the bill which was recently passed by the Senate and for which you voted. If my understanding of this bill's provisions is accurate, as an illegal alien who has been in the United States for five years, all I need to do to become a citizen is to pay a $2,000 fine and income taxes for three of the last five years. I know a good deal when I see one and I am anxious to

How Much Worse Can I Feel
Ok, so not only have both my cars been messed up these past two weeks and have been having a horrid time at work, today I found out my therapist that I have only seen once has actually dumped me and is referring me out.... I have too many issues for her. What kinda of crazy person get's dumped by a psychologist?!?!?! ok maybe i am just way to stressed out but that is just simply wrong!!!!!!!!

Navy Seal Honored With Hometown Statue Dedication
Navy SEAL Honored with Hometown Statue Dedication Story Number: NNS070704-07 Release Date: 7/4/2007 5:26:00 PM Top News Story - Editors should consider using these stories first in local publications. From Naval Special Warfare Command LITTLETON, Colo. (NNS) -- Gunner’s Mate 2nd Class (SEAL) Danny P. Dietz was honored July 4, by his hometown of Littleton, Colo., with the dedication of a larger-than-life bronze statue in a park near his childhood family home. Dietz was killed by enemy forces during a combat mission in Afghanistan on June 28, 2005, as part of Operation Red Wing. The dedication ceremony speakers included the Secretary of the Navy, The Honorable Donald C. Winter; Commander, Naval Special Warfare Command, Rear Admiral Joseph Kernan; United States Congressman Tom Tancredo; Medal of Honor recipient, Petty Officer (SEAL) Mike Thornton; and Mrs. Tiffany Bitz, Dietz' sister. The master of ceremonies was Littleton Mayor Jim Taylor. "(Danny)…leaves behind a legacy t

I Just Thought This Was Pretty
No one knows what I'm feeling My heart is pounding I'm full of sadness and rage I need someone to please let me out of this cage I have seen so much and felt so much pain But no one knows what I feel I do not tell my hardest ties Hold my hand and look me in the eyes Take me back when there were no worries or whys I miss the free flying I miss letting my hair down and running around Someone help me up and take me away from here I'm ready to be on my way Let me close my eyes and fade with the day I hurt deep down inside So many mixed emotions Take me by the hand and walk me with me by the ocean Help me I'm falling into the hole I'm scared I don't want to lose my soul The lights are dimming Your voice is growing faint I want to say I love you I will miss you so Hold me close and whisper in my ear Tell me you love me I will always be near

How To Roll A Spliff
You need: A pack of skins preferably red king Rizla skins for the beginner Some tobacco Some weed A piece of thin cardboard A lighter / matches Rolling guide: Put the skin on a hardback book or a dish in your lap within easy reach of your hands. Pull your weed apart and spread evenly over the skin. You can tear off a bit of the Rizla pack for a roach; roll it into a cylinder and put at the left end of skin. NB some people find it easier to roll with the sticky end facing you, some the other way, only by trial and error will you find which way suits you. Spread tobacco over your weed in the skin again evenly throughout you can aim for a 60(tobacco)/40(weed) mix to start with. Now pick up the skin with both hands between your thumbs and first two fingers. Using your thumb, roll the skin between your fingers trying to make a cylinder shape with it. The more evenly a cylinder you can get the better unless you want to try making the smoking

World's Hottest Job Markets
I just finished looking at an article in Forbes that ranks the world's hottest job markets. The US was ranked 10th! WTF is going on? I have my opinions but I want to know what you think. nuff said

Things To Do At Wal-mart
. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Put a bra and tampons in a guys shopping cart. Put a pair of tiny thongs in a big woman's buggy. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera; & use it as a mirror. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciousl

It's Free To Call...
so, leave me a message my LOVELY CHERRIES (its at the top of my about me section underneath my yahoo messenger name)...like i said "IT'S FREE TO CALL" also IT'S EASY TO USE! A perfect way to communicate with your friends online also while you are away from your PC because you can check them by calling your personal ID message box from your home or cell phone! Im telling you its a nice addition to the online community!

To All Single Guy
that are 19 yrs or older, i have this 19 yr old female that asked me to help her look for sum one, u can find her on my fans list, BerryBerryJuggalette, shes a very nice and sweet person and she just needs that one guy that will always make her smile, so plz be nice guys......again 19 yrs or older plz and thhank you

The Marines Want This All Over The Us
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protest

Lam Awareness (please Read/repost!)
How many people are diagnosed with Asthma, Chronic Bronchitis, Or Emphysema? ALOTIs it LAM?LAM goes undiagnosed or is MISDIAGNOSED as ASTHMA, EMPHYSEMA, or CHRONIC BRONCHITIS!Hi Everyone,My name is June. I'm 35 years old and I was recently diagnosed with a rare,progressive,fatal lung disease I had never ever heard of. In fact, not many people have.In September of 2006 After a catscan of my chest I was diagnosed with the beginning of Emphysema.It was misdiagnosed as it often is.I was also told prior I had Asthma, and Chronic Bronchitis. The disease I have is called Lymphangioleiomyomatosis. also known as "Lam" and as of yet there is no cure. Lymphangioleiomyomatosis is pronounced lim-fan-gee-o-ly-o-my-o-ma-to-sis. "Lymph" and "angio" refer to the lymph and blood vessels, "Leiomy" means smooth muscle, and "oma" is a tumor. The last part "tosis" refers to a disease condition. I have 25-30 cysts in my lungs. At times I get very tired.I cough alot and am short of breath most of the time and

The Worlds Ending?
Aliens have landed what do? Make war or peace, learn from them or destory what you don't know. By human nature are we in fear of what we don't know? Human kind does that all the time. Mostly to are fellow man but also to pretty everything. So would we destory them?

Pt 3
I want you to sit down in a chair facing the bed… No touching me or yourself. I want you to watch. Don’t speak…I want you to listen. I want your eyes on me as I stand in front of you, I slowing begin taking my clothes off. Piece by piece…uncovering my entire body. I want you to watch as I bend over and touch the floor my legs spread slightly exposing my pussy. No touching…I want your eyes on my pussy as I spread my lips open and run my fingers across my wet cunt. I position myself on the middle of the bed. Sitting with my legs spread, I lean back slightly, moisten my finger with my tongue and run it the entire length of my torso crossing my chest, stopping to touch my nipples, down my stomach, skipping to my knee where I work my way back up to my pussy. I want your eyes on my breasts as I take my nipples in each hand and gently tug on them…making them hard…I want you to watch as I run my hands down my body slowly touching every inch. I begin gently rubbing my pussy. My hands massaging

Pt 2
So you find me in the pool when you arrive. I tell you to go get changed and join me. When you come back I have the TV turned on to one of those music channels. I’m just standing on the side of the pool resting my head on the edge. You enter the pool and make your way to where I am. We are making small talk and I’m not really paying much attention to where you are standing. Suddenly I feel your hands on my body. First they are on my back, then I feel you move down to my hips. You press your body against me. I feel your breath on my neck as you move in and begin kissing my shoulders. Your hands explore my body as your lips continue to my neck. I push my way away from the wall enough to turn around. You continue kissing my neck then down my chest as my hands hold your head. You reach around and grab hold of my ass. We begin to kiss softly. Your grip on my ass tightens and you lift me slightly. I wrap my legs around your body. You move us closer to the wall pressing me tightly between you

Pt 1
This is old...but I wanted to post it somewhere! :) Enjoy... I watch you pull up the driveway, my stomach filled with butterflies. You make your way to the front door and ring the bell. I open the door to an obviously nervous man whose attention quickly turns to my lack of clothing. I watch as your eyes make their way up my sheer black hose to my black lace garter and matching panties then continuing to the black bra. The sheer black robe I’m wearing over it all leaves nothing to the imagination. Finally you’ve reached my eyes. We both smile as I welcome you in. Before I can even get the door closed behind you, your hands are firmly grasping my face as you pull in to kiss me. Some how I manage to get the door shut before you start walking me down the hall. We come up for air just long enough for me to tell you it’s the last room on your left. We reach the bed and I take a seat. I unbutton your shirt as you begin softly kissing my neck. Your hands reaching around my back you slow

Attention To All New Members
fastest way to level up is rate peoples pages and pics they do the same if there anyone i meet click on my and go to lounges and other things to get points click an view peoples blogs thankyou or watch demo tape derek

.thanx.
so. breaking a tooth while eating a chicken artichoke wrap...is not so cool. neither is having to go to the dentist on the one week anniversary of living in our new house... thank god for dentists being open on friday...which never happens... thank god for dentists with a soft touch which didnt make me scream or cry. thank god for dentists who were willing to save the tooth instead of trying to talk me into a root canal...cuz seriously? fuck that. thank god for grocery shopping at nite so that now theres all sorts of loverlies in the house and uhm...ya i think thats it for now... booo @ Monkeys that scream for ice. so yeah ima go...rest for a lil bit...before i venture my numbed face into the kitchen and render up some rosemary mashed taters...with a side of...yeah iunno yet. and that is all.

Freedom Is Not Free!
PLEASE RIP AND REPOST!!!!!! FREEDOM ISN'T FREE.... I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG, OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, AND TO THE REPUBLIC, FOR WHICH IT STANDS, ONE NATION UNDER GOD, INDIVISIBLE, WITH LIBERTY AND JUSTICE FOR ALL! For all of our other military personnel, where ever they may be- Please support all of the troops defending our Country. And God Bless our Military who are protecting our Country for our freedom. Thanks to them, and their sacrifices we can celebrate the 4th of July! We must never forget who gets the credit for the freedoms we have, of which we should be eternally grateful. I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How man

Only You
Why do I feel like we have known each other for so long? Why is it that with you I have this feeling that I belong? How is it that – within every word spoken- Those shy feelings fade & my heart opens As the beast, now has been named And my thoughts run untamed ONLY FOR YOU - - The one to adore And love even more The one to hold on to with a tight grip To grasp on firm and never let them slip The one to everlastingly treasure so profoundly That only somebody that compliments me so soundly CAN ONLY BE YOU

No Longer A Member
FROM TIME TO TIME WE WILL EITHER HAVE MEMBERS DROP OUT OR NEW PEOPLE JOIN US DO I WILL POST THEM FOR YOU. PLEASE CK TO SEE SO YOU WON,T GO AND RATE ALL THEIR STUFF, OR SO YOU WILL KNOW WHO THE NEW MEMBERS ARE... THANK YOU GAIL tipperm1975@ CherryTAP HE IS NO LONGER WITH US

Ok I Need Help
Does anyone know how to fix it...my yhoo was hacked and i got it back but i can not vew the smilys or other people pics only on the messanger i see mine just fine but theirs is nothing but a red x and the smileys are not there at all thay are invisable.....Does anyone know how i can fix this? Thanks love you all Goth

More Space!!
It is a huge relief! I sold my old Lazy Boy Recliner Sofa and Chair, and coffee/end tables on Craigslist and they are officially out of my apartment. Didn't try to sell it for much (just $100 for all of it) but it is officially out of here and I can now have that space back to store some of my stuff that I have been having to be quite creative in storage capabilities (ie 12 large tubs creatively stacked in the middle of my large kitchen to make an island of sorts...). That was the goal and I achieved it in less than a week once I set my mind to posting the ad! Now, I have a glass top dining room table that I am thinking about selling.....but first things first. I need to get those boxes moved around. It is such a pain living in an apartment these days; they just don't have the storage spaces that they used to have. For now... it is a huge relief to have extra space finally. Going to vaccuum right now... Ttyml... (((HUGS)))

...here Is What I Think.
Personally...I could care less how my pictures or I am rated...points are points after all. As I've already told some people who have rated me 7s or 8s...I actually prefer that over 'obligatory' 10s & 11s. Hell, I don't expect everyone on this planet to like me or find me attractive...I know I don't feel that way about everyone I meet... On the other hand...just running through and throwing 1s because you're bored, or others have rated you badly...whatever the reason...is sad. It saddens me that you have such a low self-esteem that you have to let it out on others...especially considering there are people here who get hurt or feel bad when downrated like that for no reason. If you really think someone is ugly or stupid or whatever...don't rate them. Simple as that...and most everyone stays happy, plays nice and people don't get all riled up over pointless stuff. However that won't help you feel better...like I said, sorry that you have such low self esteems. A shame really...

Who Decided This??
I am not happy with the way some people are treated In general the; "Elderly", now you would think that in this country older Americans would be an asset and looked up to because of their wisdom and their experience but this is not true they are made fun of, they are disrespected yelled at and when they can no longer care for themselves they are cast away in "old age homes" and treated like they are no longer useful, how sad,who decided this? this country was, and will continue to be built with experience not youth with out history we have no future somewhere we lost that fact we are all so caught up in the "now" we forget who got us here in the first place, and this is why I believe we are so willing to step over a person who has fallen this is why we turn away from someone in need with ease ,this is why others will go hungry and homeless cause we the "youth" feels there is time and it is on our side, but is it? might not be, my grandfather use to say never put off saying how you fee

Poem - To Wherever Destiny Is
Before we ever crossed paths, your destination was chosen From where I sat to what I looked at, time was easily frozen Time tricked me, or just gave me a slight opportunity It was a beautiful evening to dream of unity All details of one another going into place Everything step by step at a perfect pace However, I was new to your theory of reality Yet, I looked at everything with normality From then on you only gave me symbols That corresponds to your actions making us idols To the riots of our hearts, I hope time will mend the tear To the realization of my feelings for you, for I know you care The seasons will be the only ones to tell where we end up, my love.

Id Information
I am now making CherryTAP ID's. If you want one add, fan, and rate me, and send me a message to my C-MAIL, please not my shoutbox, I miss some of those. Send me the pic link to the pic u want to use, what name u want on it, and what type you would like. I make all different kinds they r in my pics, check em out. If u want something that i don't have send me some ideas. I like being creative, lol. Also if u want colors changed, that is no problem, just let me know. If i need anything else I'll get a hold of you. Thanx, and I get to you in the order I receive the request, so be patient with me, lol. I promise ill get it done for you. Thanx, and u have a great day. Oh yeah and if u ever have a pimpout, Dont forget about me, LOL.

Tech Support (it's A Long One,but Worth It)
Customer: "I've been calling 700-1000 for two days and I can't get through; can you help?" Operator: "Where did you get that number, sir?" Customer: "It's on the door of your business." Operator: "Sir, those are the hours that we are open." +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Samsung Electronics Caller: "Can you give me the telephone number for Jack?" Operator: "I'm sorry, sir, I don't understand who you are talking about." Caller: "On page 1, section 5, of the user guide it clearly states that I need to unplug the fax machine from the AC wall socket and telephone Jack before cleaning. Now, can you give me the number for Jack?" Operator: "I think it means the telephone plug on the wall." ---------------------------------------------------------------------- RAC Motoring Services Caller: "Does your European Breakdown Policy cover me when I am traveling in Australia?" Operator: "Does the product name give you a clue?" --------------------

Poem To My Babe Part Two
Poem Commit to Loving The visions are breathing… And the reflections of you linger I am totally overwhelmed by your striking beauty… Unable to control my attention process Your uniqueness, and your charm… Is dominating my focus Something about you is alive in my heart… Keeping me occupied, and falling in love further The lady in my sight of love… Someone’s keeping me energetic It is you who maintain the charge alive… It is you whom I adore I am dreaming about you… Even when I am in a crowd I can’t wait to hold you again… I look forward to the loving You are the woman of my essence… We are two meant as one Satisfied I am reserved… Yours I am We are mutually… We share equitably For the long haul… We commit to loving ceaselessly as an entity

Diary Of A Pet
“Diary of a Pet” It all makes so much sense. I feel the warm tears well up in my eyes for sheer yearning for my Keeper's touch. I imagine how it feels. His phantom hands, fingers, breath and cock taunt me. My soul, like my slick pussy, is so empty for him that it aches. To have someone inside you, connected to you, that you've never even shared space with is baffling...but then again, so is the concept of this total freedom. I love him in a way that I never knew existed. The same but world's apart from the way I love my husband. A way that only someone in this lifestyle can understand...only a Dom and sub can understand. The words are exactly the same but their meanings couldn't be more different. How do I love thee? He is my constant, knowing that I am always with him and he with me. "Even when we're apart, you're never far from me", he said. He makes me laugh, he's made me cry and he's washed away the tears with his words. "All's well now, baby. I'm here." He understan

~broken~
Alone I sit here... Empty and cold... The light beckons me... It forces me to be okay... Hidden away my feelings are... Showing no emotion is how I am... I have to fight to feel alive... I have to pretend to not care... Lonely dreams are the ties that bind... An empty shell is all that's left behind... I once was alive... Now I just survive...

Poem To My Babe Part One
Poem Engaged Love to the next level, lovers budding… Marriage’s door well anticipated Couple senses the power of connection… Desiring more party of soul mate Intention of intendeds manifest… Blooming for tomorrow onwards in time Compatibly longing partnership… Promising future with hearts confident Maturing commitments in world of love… Intimate assurance adoringly Progressing spirits to positive means… Kisses with meaning, and hugs enduring Beings purposefully linked by function… Jointly agreeable to peace servings Rite of passage to true love and duty Craving for the one; the other partner Sights treasuring what’s priceless and beloved On the same page accepting together Engaging in the life of romantic… Feeling presence of more growing treasure

A Little Boy Wanted $100.00
A little boy wanted $100.00 very badly and prayed for weeks, but nothing happened. Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100.00 When The postal authorities received the letter to God , USA , they decided to send it to the President. The president was so amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill. The president thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy. The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 bill and sat down to write a thank-you note to God, which read: Dear God: Thank you very much for sending the money. However, I noticed that for some reason you sent it through Washington, DC., and those assholes deducted $95.00 in taxes

America
" AMERICA!" .. I don't know who put this together but, they deserve a lot of credit. .. Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. .. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America , we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. .. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep void. .. We'll band toget

Anyone Else
anyone else want not to be friends list,this guy is mad cause i told him that he didnt have an 10 inch dick and now he wont rate my picture lol well let me see i dont ask anyone to rate my pictures you want to look there they are

Dear Alcohol:
Dear Alcohol: First & foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatb

A Military Man's Woman
This holds so true, and if it doesn't, are you really truly your military man's love?? I still remember exactly how everything felt...... *The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. *She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. *Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. *She cries a lot,because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. *She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. *As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent. *She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband/boyfriend. *She manages to wear a smile, even though inside s

Incredible Dog Story
INCREDIBLE DOG STORY NOT ALL HEROES ARE PEOPLE ~ ~ ~ James Crane worked on the 101st floor of Tower 1 of the World Trade Center. He is blind so he has a golden retriever named Daisy. After the plane hit 20 stories below, James knew that he was doomed, so he let Daisy go, out of an act of love. She darted away into the darkened hallway. Choking on the fumes of the jet fuel and the smoke James was just waiting to die. About 30 minutes later, Daisy comes back along with James' boss, who Daisy just happened to pick up on floor 112. On her first run of the building, she leads James, James' boss, and about 300 more people out of the doomed building. But she wasn't through yet, she knew there were others who were trapped. So, highly against James' wishes she ran back in the building. On her second run, she saved 392 lives. Again she went back in. During this run, the building collapses. James hears about this and falls on his knees into tears. Against all known odds

The Monsters And The Weak
The Monsters and the Weak I had posted this one before, but apparently myspace deletes them after a while. . . The sun beat like a hammer, not a cloud was in the sky. The mid-day air ran thick with dust, my throat was parched and dry. With microphone clutched tight in hand and cameraman in tow, I ducked beneath a fallen roof, surprised to hear "stay low." My eyes blinked several times before in shadow I could see, the figure stretched across the rubble, steps away from me. He wore a cloak of burlap strips, all shades of grey and brown, that hung in tatters till he seemed to melt into the ground. He never turned his head or took his eye from off the scope, but pointed through the broken wall and down the rocky slope. "About eight hundred yards," he said, his whispered words concise, "beneath the baggy jacket he is wearing a device." A chill ran up my spine despite the swelter of the heat, "You think he's gonna set it off along the crowded street?" The snipe

Some Bastard Just Stole My Fucking Grill!!!!
So I go to the grocery store, get some big juicy sirloins, potatoes, corn on the cob to grill for dinner. (We just used the grill a couple days ago) I get back home and Sean goes out back to turn on the grill, only our grill is gone... Completely gone.. It was chained and padlocked to our railing that comes up to the back door. The chain was cut and laying there, our grill and propane tank are just.. missing. I asked the people upstairs if anyone asked them about the grill or if they saw anything.. Nope. So if anyone has an old grill that they don't want, I'm in need. Keep in mind I'm poor folk so free or cheap is better. Ooh even better if you have a propane tank. Ya, I'm more than a little pissed off about that. Makes me feel violated, like someone's been rummaging through my underwear or something.. Someone is grilling their food on MY grill!!

~the War Inside~
~The War Inside~ I've been to hell and back, And lost my women in the process. I went to war a boy, And came back a man. I did some things to survive, I've killed and taken life. It's not something to be proud of, And I cannot live with this burden. I've killed children, Children who hadn't lived. I did it to survive, They said I'd come back a man. But I've come back mentally fucked up, And now I'll never be the same. I pushed the one person I loved away, All because I left to go to war. I thought it was to fight for freedom, And become a man. But I didn't come back a man, I came back a baby killer. I used to be warm and loving, But war has left me cold and heartless. And I want to be warm again, But I'm afraid I'll never be that again. So I left to war a man, And supposedly returned a man. But I'm lost and hurting inside, Hurting because I'm a baby killer. I remember a time when

What He's Done For Me
What He's Done For Me What He's Done For Me BY: Lydena Toombs For so long I've been lonely Drowning in my tears, No one there to listen Or help me face my deepest fears. No one there to shelter me From this world so full of pain, No one showed me rainbows Every time I saw the rain. No one there to give a damn About my broken heart, No one to pick up the pieces Every time I fell apart. But, finally someone came along And took the time to know, All the hurt and pain That I tried hard not to show. He took the time to realize How much I've had to pay, For every time I gave of me There was something taken away. He took the time to look inside This heart as cold as stone, He found that there was something there No one else has ever known. He found what I'd been hiding there Brought it out to show the world, That there was so much love inside Of such

Let No More...
Let no more. . . Let no more. . . By Josh Pruit I stare at the casket; Draped with the nation's cloth. I'm momentarily startled; As the guns go off. Another fallen soldier; Being laid to rest. I struggle to breathe; For this tightness in my chest. The bugler so smooth; As he hits every note. It is hard to swallow; Because of this lump in my throat. Tears fall like rain; As I look to the sky. No matter how many times I hear it; Taps still makes me cry. The bugle now silent; As we pray for the dead. I gather myself; As I bow down my head. Lord bless these heroes; Who have given th Who have given their lives. Comfort their children; Their husbands and wives. Let us not forget; They have given their all. Let the bugle be silent; Let no more soldiers fall.

Pickup Pickup Truck
so i got my 86 chevy running again and figured i would write somewher for about it. it is my grandpas truck and a real rat...to be rod ;-). so far i have spent almost nothing: -truck $1 -radiator hoses $15 -radiator flush $2 -water and coolant $12 -JB weld $4 amd that is IT! now i need to get my low budget lowering kit that will be about $150 total and some wheels. i want to crager SS or torq-thrust type wheels in like a 17" or get some late 70s early 80s ralley 32 punch rally wheels 8" wide in front and a 10" in the back. boy it sure is fun to not drive my economical honda around all the tume

Wwe Recap, What Bugs Me, W2w4
This is my first posted Byte in a while. Bear with me. It's short, but it's pretty good if I do say so myself. Welcome once again to Bethea's Byte. To my fellow Americans, I wish you a Happy Independence Day. We will continue with WWE Recaps, What Bugs Me returns and W2W4 (What to Watch For) will also make his return. Let's get started with the week that was in WWE. WWE MATCH RECAPS Randy Orton def. Jeff Hardy in a Beat the Clock Match at 7:06 Melina def. Maria Umaga def. Santino Marella to win the Intercontinental Championship King Booker def. Val Venis in a Beat the Clock Match at 4:30 Super Crazy def. Mr. Kennedy in a Beat the Clock Match due to Mr. Kennedy not being able to beat the 4:30 time period Carlito def. Sandman via DQ Bobby Lashley def. Shelton Benjamin in a Beat the Clock Match at 4:06. Lashley will challenge John Cena for the WWE Heavyweight Championship at the Great American Bash. ECW World Heavyweight Champion Johnny Nitro def. Tommy Dreamer in

Life Is Grand!!
**Pretty words are fine and dandy, but you need to put your money where your mouth is. Loosen the reins on your self-control and see what happens when you let yourself go with your instincts. It'll be pretty fabulous!** Ok, so today's horoscope is interesting! LOL Maybe I'm not taking it right, but oh well, the thoughts are making me smile!!! So NSFW!! I took a risk today, and well, I am having total faith that it was a good thing to do. :P I love my life, and I sooooo love my man, I trust him on top of everything else. Life is good, and I am happy. And that's just the way it IS!!! Going camping for the weekend, so I hope everyone is safe and smiling. See you next week...

When I Say I'm A Christian
ONe of my all time favorite poems... it's perfect..~BJ Christians - By Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, some

People Suck
people are mean and just rude they dont care about how somthing they might say may hurt the persons feeling what ever some people just need to die they are a waste of skin and air i dont understand why they open there pie holes if they have nothing really to say come on if you have to breath the air the i could be uesing you could say somthing good

Silence,emptiness,confusion
Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

Red Fridays
This is an older thing, and I know when I worked at State Farm there were several of us that did it, and they still do! It should STILL be happening ~ BJ LET US MAKE IT HAPPEN!!!!!!!!!! PASS THIS BIT ON TO ALL!!!!!!!!!! Very soon, you will see a great many people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority." We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or overbearing. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -- and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that ... every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar, will wear something red. By word of mouth, press, TV --

If You Get The Chance Rate Tha Hell Outta Me!
See it all started when A friend showed my this awesome site called cherryTAP and it was all GOOD since then.Now as I build great friendships with twenty sum odd friend through this web site I figured since I RATE & COMMENT BOMB THE HELL outta my friends folders maybe, just maybe, they will do the same! If we stay in contact enough and you think of me as a genuine friend will YOU atleast rate all my pix at least one to two folders? Because you know I rate the fu*k out of yours (Because we all know... RATES=LEVELING UP)

A View From Australia
That others feel this way about America is just one more reason for me to be PROUD of who we are and what we all do. When you hear someone bad mouth the fact that we are helping out other countries remember this. THIS is why we do what we do, even if we don't want our men and women overseas, even if we can't stand the thought of them losing their life for a country where it APPEARS that the majority doesn't want us there. We are all humanitarians, keepers of the good, and the just. We all do our little part to make this world a better place, even when it may be the last thing we want to do, even when we are aware we may not come back from where we are going, or that our physical life may be lost for someone else that we don't know. So, if you find someone around you bad-mouthing one of your brothers and sisters, remember this email and smile, knowing that their ignorance of the way the world feels is bliss to them. Then say a little prayer for the ugliness in their heart, and that it m

Drunk N Happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HEHEHEHE!!! I SO HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY!!!! well, this could be due to tha fact and influence of a 40 ounce, 6 smerinoffs *tripple blacks* finally delted burned and erased nething to due wit my exie **yaya fo me* and am just so happy....weee lol

Hooooohaaaaa
HOOOOAAAAAAAHHHHHHH You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. __________________________

Hot Pics And Blogs Rated All Ten Or Above
i have world animal pics angels top member pics american pics funny pics my pics top singer pics anya from buffy on my msn and lots of blogs intersting to all members rated come look today rate the pics fan me rate all pics add me as a friend rate page stay as long or as little as you like rate all pics everyone and the blogs you get your pic on pics i delete a pic that is not a top member and put yours there jion today and have fun in the uk fun club derek christain north west england blackpool thanks all

Lyrics
The long hill slope I'm standing on is starting to hurt my feet....my neck gets stiff from staring up at the world...I'd show you all my self esteem...but I lost it somewhere down the road....why is it everywhere I stand...is a foot shorter than the space next to me...I can't see the action due to the croud...there is never a horizon in my view...I don't know if I'm down in the dumps...but it sure smells like trash to me.................Like walking through the knee high waters...my steps through life are slow and hard....and I never seem to get all the way to the shore...the longer I stand the deeper I sink......why is it everywhere I stand...is a foot shorter than the space next to me.....I can't see the action due to the croud...there i never a horizon in my view....I don't know if I'm down in the dumps...but it sure smells like trash to meeeee

True American;)
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't afraid to

Judging "books By Their Cover"
He roars into the parking lot on his Harley. His hair blowing in the breeze. He parks the machine, shuts off the ignition and drops the kickstand. He removes the leather jacket exposing tattoo covered arms. Tucking his jacket under an arm, he heads to the entrance. He stop before entering to shake hands with the pastor and a few other members of the congregation. Not exactly what one expects with a description as such. None the less, our society is full of people who fit this description. these people happen to be kind hearted, intelligent and useful members of society. TO judge them by what they wear or how they look is blasphemy. To tell them they are wrong to be the way they are is not only harassment but, taking away their GOD/DESS given right to be a unique human being, taking away their right to be an individual in a society that is so quickly turning into an army of robots. How do we want our children to turn out? Free willed unique individuals with a zest for life, or drones, b

Bad Ass Marine
BAD ASS MARINE A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and ask

My Dream Girl
I stood at the party sipping my drink wondering how I kept getting roped into this things. My idea of a good time has little to do with standing around talking shop with people in the business. As Furman prattled on about so-and-so's boss doing such-and-such, my mind drifted out the window where the moon shown brightly in the night sky. Suddenly, I caught a reflection in the window. It was a woman. A beautiful woman. I turned quickly back to the room, but there was no one there but the same tired old people that had been chatting all night. Maybe one of the new guys brought his girl friend, I thought to myself. God, if I brought my wife to another one of these fiascos, she'd probably divorce me. Had I become so jaded that I was now hallucinating? Or was this wine finally starting to dull my brain? I began chatting with Saunders about his latest project, pretending to be interested in his description of the endless tribulations of working with Kaufmann. Out of the corner of my ey

The Puppy
This is one of the neatest stories I've ever heard. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! "Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer

The Chicken, Horse And The Harley
Ok this is what I get for hanging out at a bar with my dad and a couple of his biker friends, but I really don't care since this is the life I have pretty much been accustomed too. So, here is a little story that my Uncle Jack told me. (not my real uncle by the way). On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whome loved to play together. One day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog and began to sink.? Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the farmer for help! Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone to town with the only tractor. Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were

One Day I Met A Man
Dottie Allen is my cousin and wrote this sometime last year... enjoy! One Day I Met a Man By Dottie Allen One day I met a man, just home form the war. He was so full of pain, my heart just tore. He carried his burdens like they were wrapped in a sack, and stumbled around like they were tied to his back. I asked him why he didn't set them aside, He said, "I fought for you and I did it with pride." But I wasn't there, so how would I know the pain he went though Unless he told me so. . . he said, Pain can be like a light that's so bright, like a bomb exploding deep in the night. Pain can be a heart breaking sight, like a best friend dying in terror and fright. Pain can be strong; it can make you feel weak. Stumbling, gumbling, shelter you seek. It can take your breath away! It can take you to your knees! I begged him to stop. Please, Mister, please. If you want to go on down life's winding road, you have to find a way to

If We Lost...
If we lost… If you lost your mind, I would be your thoughts. If you lost your happiness, I would be your laugh. If you lost your strength, I would be your muscles. If you lost hope, I I would be your faith. If you lost will, I would be your reason. If you lost your breath, I would catch the wind. If you lost sole, I would be your spirit. If you lost your heart, I would be your beat. If you lost your love, I would bring you back your passion. If you lost me, I would give a hundred second chances. If I lost my mind, You would laugh and lend me yours. If I lost happiness, You would be my smile. If I lost strength, You would pick me up and carry me. If I lost hope, You would believe for me. If I lost will, You would say over and over “don’t give up”. If I lost breath, You would give yours away and turn a rainbo

An Explanation
Silence Only tears As I press the blade Against my pale skin Red The blood flows From the wounds Echoing my inner pain Satisfaction As I feel the knife Slicing into me I only deserve pain Anguish As I realize what I've done I feel accomplishment As I gaze at the marks upon my skin Stares People are horrified Don't understand why Neither do I

What We Say/what God Says
If the Lord has you on hold... hold on If the Lord has said "NO" to you... thank Him If the Lord is molding your heart and mind... go with His change If the Lord opens doors that you have been asking Him to open... Praise Him Be blessed wherever you are in your life today! God has His hands on the situation YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34 ) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13) You say: "I'm not able" God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8) You say: "It's not worth it" God

Behind My Eyes
Sometimes I would despise the darkness within me, Other times I'd embrace it and set it free, Ugly images from the bleakest part of my brain, That used to fill me ideas of suicide and pain, Only billowing stormy skies, Of pain and dying lived behind my eyes, Surrealistic fantasies consumed my dreams, Going to sleep unleashed their schemes, Inside the cobwebs of my drafty heart, Lived a hollowness that tore me apart, My mood grew more dismal with each passing day, With every second that ticked away, Torturous thoughts of ending my life, Carving into my flesh with a knife, Watching the crimson red drops of rain, Would every drop release some of my pain? Other visions would enter me, Like wrapping a car around a tree, I barely survived in that desolate plane, Thank the Gods that sometimes now I'm finally sane.

Telling God To Leave Us Alone!
The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary, Sunday, 12/18/05. Herewith at this happy time of year, a few confessions from my beating heart: I have no freaking clue who Nick and Jessica are. I see them on the cover of People and Us constantly when I am buying my dog biscuits and kitty litter. I often ask the checkers at the grocery stores. They never know who Nick and Jessica are either. Who are they? Will it change my life if I know who they are and why they have broken up? Why are they so important? I don't know who Lindsay Lohan is either, and I do not care at all about Tom Cruise's wife. Am I going to be called before a Senate committee and asked if I am a subversive? Maybe, but I just have no clue who Nick and Jessica are. If this is what it means to be no longer young. It's not so bad. Next confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people cal

Thoughts On Pain
One of the most common causes of pain today especially in our stressful society is headaches. Aspirin will tear up the lining of your stomach and you may not even know it is doing it until it is to late and Tylenol and like products can damage the liver and kidneys after prolong use. One of the most soothing and fast acting treatments I like for headaches is to take a few drops of lavender oil and massage it into the temples. For the same effect without the sedative properties that come with using lavender oil trying using lavendin oil which can be bought at any good health food store. You can also use the good old earth's natural "aspirins" for the pain of a headache and other aches and pains. Willow bark and meadowsweet is the two most common herbs used instead of aspirin and won't irritate the stomach like aspirin. In fact meadowsweet is used for the pain of stomach ulcers. The helpful ingredient in these herbs is salicin that turns into salicylic acid in the stomach that helps w

Tgif
David has been here all week so not too much got done. But having my son with me is the world to me. Actually had a good meeting with a client this morning. Work has been a bit stressful. I have plenty to do, but we just don't make as much on the work as we used to. Really have to find a nitch market and concentrate on it. David decided he wanted to give up soda, so while he has been here I have not had any soda either. Been a week without my Dew.. so I am having caffeine withdrawls lol. Side effects from the prednisone are almost gone. Stomach is not as bad, But I am still drinking lots of water.. which means I don't get to sleep through the night lol. Unfortunately, the pain is still there. Going to the drivein for a few movies later tonight. Wonder if either of us will make it through without sleeping lol.

What I Want...
I wrote this back in October... it was posted on myspace... not much has changed... so I left it the same... here ya go everyone! Alright, alright, here ya go, you wanna know what I want, here it is. Enough of you ask on a regular basis, so let me give you a rough draft. If I could create a man, here are some of the things I would want from him, for him, and him to be about. Just SOME of the things. First of all, someone who can stand on his own two feet. He doesn't have to be led around by anyone. He can stand up and make the decisions in a relationship, he is the LEADER of our house. Our "Comander in Chief" so to speak. That doesn't mean I can't have an opinion, and I can't speak my mind, or that he won't take into account my ideas and feelings, it means he makes the final decision, and I'll back it 100 percent. I want a provider. I am so traditional in my thinking about how relationships work. I'm so very old school, and so many men aren't anymore, so this will probabl

A Miscarried Heart
Ladies courted in emerald flames Made violet footprints in marble frames. Shadows washed such gleaming faith Purchased such from lies of grace To save the Prince of vile face From fated, dreadful virginal wraith Omen burned, and gold unturned Bought such tainted pleasures spurned Hides revolting the scornful touch Of charmless creature, with crippled crutch The spindly hair of broken kings Made carpets sail with horrored beings… Still sitting, in death, old pale as bone The Prince, still chaste, lost all but the throne… His lies, made candor and quicker snacks For friendless parties, and loveless acts No longer seeking, the passion slacks That so consumed his soulful pacts… Miscarried offers, wealth for wealth Longing Sweet Silence, Health for Health Lost lot has he in life's sweet drink A miscarried heart, a shame to think…

You Can't Upload More Then One Picture At A Time?
There a lot of you on my friends list that have said to me that they wished CT would find a way to have multiple pictures uploaded at one time, CT has this feature with internet explorer, this browser will ask you to install a plug in that will allow to you upload multiple photos, if you can't do this your browser will not support the plug in, I know fire fox will not but Maxthon uses Internet explorer plug ins so this may not be an issue with this browser. AOL I am not sure of this browser I am sure that it don't.

Only In America!!
Only in America ..do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front! Only in America ..do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke! Only in America ..do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters! Only in America ..do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage! Only in America...do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight Only in America...do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: pole's in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'! Only in America do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering! EVER WONDER... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why you never see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why "

What Is A American
Written by an Australian Dentist....and too good to delete.... To Kill an American You probably missed this in the rush of news, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper, an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghani

Darkness
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

News
I just had a friend of mine send me this. A friend of his in Iraq had sent it to him. I hope that others will enjoy it as much as I do. Subject: News from Iraq From A Chaplain In Iraq "I recently attended a showing of "Superman 3" here at LSA Anaconda. We have a large auditorium we use for movies as well as memorial services and other large gatherings. As is the custom back in the States, we stood and snapped to attention when the National Anthem began before the main feature. All was going as planned until about three-quarters of the way through the National Anthem the music stopped. Now, what would happen if this occurred with 1,000 18-22 year-olds back in the States? I imagine there would be hoots, catcalls, laughter, a few rude comments, and everyone would sit down and call for a movie. Of course, that is, if they had stood for the National Anthem in the first place. Here, the 1,000 Soldiers continued to stand at attention, eyes fixed forward. The music star

Words On A Page
Words on a page Words on a page, Thats all we are, Collections of rhymes, Reaching out from afar Pictures unformed framed by ideas and thoughts, Desires and ambitions in which we are caught, Fiction or fact? There's no way to tell, Are we caught in the act? Or living in hell, People I know you, From what I see on a screen, Are your words a reality? Is your life just a dream? Between us we write about things that we feel, Yet none of us know if the others are real, For words on a page are a way to express, The best and the worst that we dare to confess.

Friday Links: Voyeurbus Replay, Philly Road Show Next Week, Boiled Meat Bbq Videos, What's The Weirdest Thing - Part 2, New Videos Online
We hope you've enyjoyed The Worst Of Opie and Anthony these past few days. Today's show included a replay of the infamous Teen Voyeurbus incident of 2000, during which myself and fourteen other people enjoyed a 30 hour-long trip through the New York City justice system. Need your memory jogged? Check out these videos: Teen Voyeurbus: Tisha's Photo Shoot Teen Voyeurbus: The Girls Teen Voyeurbus: The Jig Is Up! Teen Voyeurbus: The Jim Norton Photo Shoot Teen Voyeurbus: Trying To Ditch Psycho Mark Teen Voyeurbus: Psycho Mark Getting Too Excited Teen Voyeurbus: Psycho Mark Arrives On The Scene Remember, if you missed any of this week's shows, you can always check them out online, every day at AUDIBLE... Sign up Now! Thanks to Sam, the videos from the first annual Boiled Meat BBQ are online, and puke-inducing: Boiled Meat BBQ - Part 1 Boiled Meat BBQ - Part 2 Boiled Meat BBQ - Part 3 The O&A Show is headed to WYSP in Philadelphia next Wednesday and Thursday (July 11th and

3-2-1 Contest!!! Enter And Win!!!
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Bill Clinton
It doesn't matter what party you belong to -- this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now? Look at him .. his wife works, and he doesn't! And, he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America's shelves this week with "Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nation's most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton . The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada. When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I sol

Milf, Or Not To Milf
Ok, I don’t know what it is, but I can’t resist one more random outburst of my personal feelings. I have come to bitch about the use of the term MILF. Yes I said it, the coveted MILF. For those of you that have no idea what they are, you might note the exits to the front and rear. For the rest of you, some have labeled this term a negative. While the full pronunciation is rather crude, I do consider it a label of honor for the fairer sex. Hence the name, lol. Just because you had a baby, doesn’t make you a MILF! For an 18 year old girl to claim to be a MILF is a little silly. In my opinion, all it shows is the lack of ability to use birth control. In the past few months, the term MILF has been thrown around to just about any female that has managed to reproduce. Even some younger than 18. So, I think id like to mention the qualities of a woman that should deserve that title. The appeal of the MILF species is one of grace, poise, and various other attributes that come with ag

This Is What I Needed
I recently got broken up with and i thought that it was all over for me.I swore i was going to stay depressed and never get anyone else.I have came to relize that it was one of the best things that could have happened to me.I know it is wierd to say but it is sooo true.I wanted to blame it on her an hate him but i relized it was not her fault and he helped me out. I am now a stronger person and more open.I am starting to become friends with her she is a great person and she is good for him as well.This is how it is suppose to be.I have more friends now.People are telling me that i am a strong person .They are proud of me.They thought that for this being my first relationship i would be crazy and depressed now. I am far from be depressed and i have always been a bit crazy.I want to thank them both for this cuz i am happy now happier than i have felt in so long i am impressing myself and i like it.

Aol Users Please Read
for all of my friends on AOL..this is news for you..... AOL browser users who are having difficulties viewing the site.The easy solution is to download Fire Fox, Maxthon or an Internet Explorer browser. Make sure to dump your cache and cookies and restart your computer.AOL browsers are a nightmare when it comes to caching old pages. In lame man or woman's terms, your AOL browser is viewing a page from over 12 hours ago. This is NOT a CT issue and there is nothing we can do on our end other then tell you to use a different browser.

Fate, Thoughts, And Complete Honesty....
I have never been one to believe that I actually meet anyone without some help from Fate, or a very good reason. Every person that I have ever met in person walks away, remembering me. Even years from the moment they leave or I do, they still remember me down the road. Every person...I have left an unseen mark upon their life... It is not bragging or bullshit, but truth. Just ask any of the ones that truly know me. I don't ask people to be a friend unless I see something within them. It is hard to explain, and unless you really know how I am, you won't understand. Those that know me or are getting to know me are learning still that I am not as great as they think me to be...I am just me. I don't pretend to be someone I'm not, I don't lie to you, and if you need me, I'm almost always there. My friends will vouch for me on this one...I would sacrifice almost anything for THEIR happiness. But then again...there is my happiness that I rarely ever look at. It isn't easy for someon

Love Hurts
well i keep geting guys who are losers who seem to always fuck me over and thats what hurts the most. i just want a guy to show me that there is atleast one good guy out there well i hate love and im gonna stay single forever and ever til the right guy finds me

My Favorite Poem
So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers tell me nothing needs to be done- no clocks need winding There is no bell without a voice needing to borrow my own instead, let me steady myself in the arms of a man who won't ask me to be what he needs, but lets me exist as I am a blonde flame a hurricane wrapped up in a tiny body that will come to his arms like the safest harbor for mending

Why I Fly For The Empire
I found this again when going through old PC Gamers. This is from May 1997. Back during the Tie Fighter vs X-Wing big days hehe. Why we fly for the Empire As we eagerly await our copies of X-wing vs. TIE Fighter, we've had a heated debate as to which side our team will fly when we take on all comers and reduce them to salvage. The consensus is we'll be suiting up for the Galactic Empire - and here's our reasons why. (I've got a bad feeling about this...) ° Vader is your Co-Pilot: We think a guy who can strangle people over a videophone is someone who ought to be watching out six. ° Ship names that don't just rattle off the alphabet (A-wing, B-wing, X-wing, Y-wing...) ° When confronted with bad news, Imperial Navy Officers don't whine "Nooo!" and then jump down bottomless shafts. ° Our Bespin Cloud miners don't pitch Colt 45 on the side. ° Darth Vader's Imperial announcements have the same soothing, reassuring tone as that guy from CNN. ° White armor show

Chinese Get Fancy With Toilets
A lulu of a loo Public toilet has 1,000 stalls in four stories Chongqing officials hope for Guinness record "We are spreading toilet culture," official says BEIJING, China (AP) -- They're flush with pride in Chongqing, where a recently opened porcelain palace features an Egyptian facade, soothing music and more than 1,000 toilets spread out over 30,000 square feet. Officials in the southwestern Chinese city plan to ask Guinness World Records to have the free four-story public bathroom listed as the world's largest, state-run China Central Television reported Friday. "We are spreading toilet culture. People can listen to gentle music and watch TV," said Lu Xiaoqing, an official with the Yangrenjie, or "Foreigners Street," tourist area where the bathroom is. "After they use the bathroom they will be very, very happy." Footage aired on CCTV showed people milling about the sprawling facility and washing their hands at trough sinks. For open-aired relief, there's a cluster of s

You Probably Would Have Dine The Same Thing
Men Return $100,000 Found On Road POSTED: 10:36 am CDT July 6, 2007 HOUSTON -- More than $100,000 disappeared as it was being transferred from a credit union to an ATM, but thanks to a couple of Good Samaritans, the money was returned within 15 minutes, KPRC Local 2 reported Thursday. The money was supposed to be delivered to Harris County Federal Credit Union ATMs around the country. But Harris County sheriff's deputies said the six boxes of cash fell off the back of a pickup truck when they were being transferred by two off-duty Houston police officers. The officers realized the money was gone when they arrived at the courthouse annex on Wallisville Road. Authorities said two men found the cash while driving on Normandy Drive and picked it up. Because the boxes were engraved with Harris County Federal Credit Union and the address, the men returned it to the rightful owners within 15 minutes, officials said. "The money rolled out," said Susan Roberts, the credit union pr

Golden-crusted Chicken-asparagus Lasagna
Lasagna lovers, here’s a new one for you. It’s creamy and delicious! Prep Time:30 min Start to Finish:1 hr 25 min Makes:8 servings 9 uncooked lasagna noodles (9 ounces) 2 pounds asparagus, cut into 2-inch pieces 1 tablespoon olive or vegetable oil 1/2 teaspoon lemon pepper seasoning salt 3 tablespoons butter or margarine 1/4 cup Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 1 can (14 ounces) chicken broth 1/2 cup milk 2 teaspoons fresh marjoram leaves or 1/2 teaspoon dried marjoram leaves 2 cups diced cooked chicken 1/2 cup roasted red bell peppers, from 7-ounce jar, drained and chopped 3/4 cup shredded Parmesan cheese 2 cups shredded mozzarella cheese (8 ounces) 1/2 cup whipping (heavy) cream 1. Heat oven to 350ºF. Grease rectangular baking dish, 13x9x2 inches. Cook and drain noodles as directed on package. 2. Heat 5 cups water to boiling in 3-quart saucepan. Add asparagus; heat to boiling. Boil 3 to 4 minutes or until crisp-tender; drain. Place asparagus in bowl. Toss with oil

Oops
A Woman Falsely Portrayed In Sex Ad on the Web Ted Scouten Reporting (CBS4) MIAMI-DADE Last fall, hundreds of people hunted down Debbie on the Internet after someone improperly associated her to a sexy woman, advertising sex with a slogan that ''you'll go home with a smile'' for the right price. The responses went to Debbie Blasberg, 44, a realtor in Miami-Dade, married with children. Someone posted 26 false, sexy ads along with her actual phone number on a website called Craigslist.Com. After this happened, Debbie Blasberg filed a police report. She was interviewed by our news partner The Miami Herald after receiving more than 700 phone calls at ''all hours of the night.'' Some callers asked her 11-year-old daughter for sexual favors, and text messages poured in even as she sat in the police station telling her story to a detective. ''It totally destroyed my life,'' Blasberg told the newspaper. ``It was a nightmare. I almost ended up with a nervous breakdown.''

Incorporated
I’ve been trying to figure out how to pry my fingers open keep my mouth shut hold my head up high do the right thing change give to take or just rest stop the pull at my heart this turned stomach stolen sleep at three a.m. again I’m still trying to leave myself behind

Do You Like
you had came over to the house and when you walked in, we went straight to the kitchen. i grabbed the chocolate syrup, strawberries, banana, and the peaches. you grabbed the whip cream, ice, and the grapes. we then went to the bed room cause thats all we was gonna need to tonight. you had laid across the bed and i began to slowly look into your eyes and felt your soft lips against mines. then i felt as our tongues started to play around with each other. while kissing i began to slide my hand up your shirt and start to unstrap your bra. and you was unbuttoning my shirt. then i started kissing all around your ears and outlining them with my tongue, then i started to make my way down to your neck and started sucking slowly all around your neck. then i went to your nipples and as i begin to suck on the nipples you started moaning. so while i am switching from nipple to nipple i started to unbutton your shorts and slide off your panties with my teeth. i then turned y

Spicy Chicken And Vegetable Medley
Ever heard of a speaking recipe? This one does, in flavors of peppers, onions and mushrooms. It starts with Betty Crocker® Chicken Helper® dinner mix and gets so jazzed up you'd never believe it began with a mix. Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:45 min Makes:10 servings 1 teaspoon paprika 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1/2 teaspoon adobo all-purpose seasoning 1/2 teaspoon ground red pepper (cayenne), if desired 2 tablespoons olive or vegetable oil 2 tablespoons butter or margarine 2 pounds boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into 1-inch strips 2 medium green bell peppers, chopped (2 cups) 1 medium onion, chopped (1/2 cup) 1 cup sliced mushrooms 2 cups Progresso® diced tomatoes with Italian herbs (from 28-oz can), undrained 2 packages Chicken Helper® chicken fried rice 1 can (14 1/2 ounces) chicken broth 1. Stir together paprika, salt, black pepper, adobo seasoning and red pepper; set aside. 2. Heat oil and butter in 12-inch skillet over high heat u

Great Job Opportunitty
Company Advertises for Condom Testers By Associated Press July 6 2007, 9:59 AM EDT MELBOURNE, Australia -- A major condom brand said Friday it expected thousands of applicants for a new unpaid job on offer -- condom tester. Durex said 200 adult Australians -- men and women -- are wanted to test a range of its condoms. While the successful applicants will not be paid, each will receive a pack of Durex sex products, a chance to win 1,000 Australian dollars ($857 U.S.), plus professional prestige, the company said in a statement. "Who wouldn't want to have a chance with an actual authorized professional?" Durex marketing manager Sam White asked. "Durex is expecting thousands of applicants," the statement said. Hopefuls must explain in their applications why they would make "expert" condom testers. How they test the condoms is not specified, but testers must provide honest feedback about how they find the products. No deadline is set for evaluating a range of

Barbecued Chicken Nachos
Tortilla chips strut extra fixin’s for barbecue time! Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:20 min Makes:8 servings 16 cups corn tortilla chips 3 cups cut-up cooked chicken 1 1/3 cups barbecue sauce 2 cans (15 ounces each) chili beans in sauce, undrained 2 cans (2 1/4 ounces each) sliced ripe olives, drained 2 large tomatoes, chopped (2 cups) 6 cups shredded Colby-Monterey Jack cheese (24 ounces) 1. Heat coals or gas grill for direct heat. Spray two 30x18-inch pieces of heavy-duty aluminum foil with cooking spray. 2. Spread tortilla chips on centers of foil pieces. Mix chicken and barbecue sauce. Spoon chili beans, chicken mixture, olives, tomatoes and cheese on chips. 3. Wrap foil securely around tortilla chips. Cover and grill foil packets, seam sides up, 4 to 6 inches from medium heat 8 to 10 minutes or until cheese is melted. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 410 (Calories from Fat 235 ); Total Fat 23 g (Saturated Fat 10 g); Cholesterol 65 mg; Sodium 1110 mg

Depression
I hunger for you suffering I relish in your pain and anguish I am the drinker of souls devourer of the mind you can't avoid my embrace like a warm dream i captivate your senses maniacal and devious i claim domain you belong to me there is no escape other than death even then i have won your earthly pain may have ended but an eternity i have to torture you forever and a day my bliss is your tears cry for me, scream for me i welcome your disdain hate me for what i am pity me for i have need of you whatever you feel, i feel it more i will always be with you no one can get rid of me no matter how hard they try i am forever, an eternity of mind fuck and it is you i choose to fuck with so bow down and submit, for i am here to stay

Speak Out
The truth is spoken Words of pain emerge from my mouth A metaphor of a savage tarantula The hatred that lingers longer Will consume me to the ends of my skin. When you tell someone a feeling You do not have an idea how things will go Is it possible to smile and realize You are special to hear such words To try to give the cold shoulder You have your own way to think things Blood boils heavy The flames in my eyes are slowly Burning out into ash. Life moves on My soul carries forward The people I meet Those that gave me advice No one will be forgotten So long as I remain living in this world. But I spoke my heart out Said what I did with no regrets Bullet travels through my body I blame all others Love is nothing more Than a tainted game.

Orgasmic
I kneel between your legs resting your thighs on my shoulders gripping your ass tightly. My tongue slowly gliding like a bird on the wind over your smooth damp kitty. Rolling lapping sliding goes my tongue your hands resting on the back of my head. I hear you beginning to moan your breath catching heart racing. I stop licking then wrap my lips around your hardening throbbing clit sucking slow and tender. You gasp loudly at the sudden change in action your nails lightly digging into my head forcing my mouth closer to your aching and wanting womanhood. I use my fingers to pry open your lips slowly thrusting my tongue deep within your wet hot sex tunnel. I continue sucking on your clit and begin to purr causing your whole pelvis to softly vibrate. Your eyes roll back in your head, you begin biting your bottom lip, back arching, your hands gripping my head. Your pull my head deeper your thighs beginning to squeeze as my tongue begins swirling as it deeply thrusts against your throbbing G-

Lip Smackin' Smothered Chicken
Now this is chicken! You can almost smell the aroma coming from the kitchen now! Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:2 hr Makes:6 servings 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 1 cut-up whole chicken (3 to 3 1/2 pounds) 1 1/2 teaspoons salt 3/4 teaspoon black pepper 1/2 medium yellow onion, thinly sliced 3 green onions, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 1/2 cups Gold Medal® all-purpose flour 2/3 cup soy sauce 7 cups hot water 2 teaspoons onion powder 1. Heat oil in deep 12-inch skillet over low heat 5 minutes. Sprinkle chicken with salt and 1/2 teaspoon of the black pepper; place in hot skillet. Cover chicken with yellow and green onions. 2. Cook chicken over medium heat 10 minutes; turn chicken. Cook 10 minutes longer or until golden. Reduce heat to low; cook 5 minutes longer. Turn; cook 5 minutes. Remove chicken from skillet. Place in large pot (Dutch oven); set aside. 3. Continue heating skillet over low heat. Stir together flour, 1/3 cup of the soy sauce and 4 cups of the hot water in

Tainted Anticitizen
New song in progress for Earthwhore. Blood trickles from accusing eyes, Matting hair and staining skin, Weighing down your soul, For your sin judgement. Grief in realisation of ethereal abyss, Godless in death despite attonement in life, With this your hope bleeds. Your intent is nothing, you are but fucking human, What more could you ever hope to be, When all you ever do is kneel and plead for the divine? Your faithful, begging, mewling humanity, Makes me retch in disgust, Are you not strong enough to face life, Without being part of a divine plan? If your symbol knows all, Your ascended lord, Why are the clues so cryptic? Why must circumstantial be treated as irrefutable? There is nothing for me here, No shining gilt light, Nothing but searing agony, Mercy in decay. Yet you still choose to beg for inhuman help, As if your fears of afterlife make sense, Hide behind your faith, my armour is disdain.

Crunchy Chicken Salad
Picnic time! Pack Crunchy Chicken Salad for your next picnic in the park! Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:20 min Makes:6 servings 3 tablespoons butter or margarine 1 package (3 ounces) Oriental-flavor ramen noodle soup mix 2 tablespoons sesame seed 1/4 cup sugar 1/4 cup white vinegar 1 tablespoon vegetable oil 1/2 teaspoon pepper 2 cups cut-up cooked chicken 1/2 cup dry-roasted peanuts 4 medium green onions, sliced (1/4 cup) 1 bag (16 ounces) coleslaw mix 1. Melt butter in 10-inch skillet over medium heat. Stir in seasoning packet from noodles. Break block of noodles into bite-size pieces over skillet; stir noodles into butter mixture. Cook 2 minutes, stirring constantly; stir in sesame seed. Cook about 2 minutes longer, stirring constantly, until noodles are golden brown. 2. Mix sugar, vinegar, oil and pepper in large bowl. Add remaining ingredients and noodle mixture; toss. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 360 (Calories from Fat 200 ); Total Fat 22 g

Beautiful
Beautiful, That word means so much. It can be something we see, Or something that we touch. It can be a surnrise, Or it can be a sunset. It can be how you feel, With a person that you just met. I've found something beautiful, Both on the inside and out. She is trully an angel, There is no doubt. She stands 5 feet tall, And has long red hair. She has soft and sexy blue eyes, That are beyond compare. She is very caring, She has a loving and passionate soul. To me she is the total package, Truth be told. She deserves to be trully loved, And treated like a queen. She is the most beautiful woman, That I've ever seen. She has been beautiful, Since the day of her birth. Heaven must be missing an angel, Because she is here on earth. Beautiful, That's what she is to me. The name of this beautiful woman, Is Anna Marie. By --- David L. McCarty

Maple Chicken Drummies
Maple syrup is the surprise that makes these chicken drummies finger-lickin’ good! Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:1 hr 10 min Makes:20 appetizers 1/4 cup real maple syrup or honey 1/4 cup chili sauce 2 tablespoons chopped fresh chives 1 tablespoon soy sauce 1/2 teaspoon ground mustard 1/4 teaspoon ground red pepper (cayenne), if desired 2 pounds (about 20) chicken drummettes 1. Heat oven to 375ºF. Mix all ingredients except chicken. Place chicken in ungreased jelly roll pan, 15 1/2x10 1/2x1 inch. Pour syrup mixture over chicken; turn chicken to coat. 2. Bake uncovered 45 to 55 minutes, turning once and brushing with sauce after 30 minutes, until juice of chicken is no longer pink when centers of thickest pieces are cut. Serve chicken with sauce. Nutrition Information: 1 Serving: Calories 60 (Calories from Fat 20 ); Total Fat 2 g (Saturated Fat 1 g); Cholesterol 20 mg; Sodium 100 mg; Total Carbohydrate 4 g (Dietary Fiber 0g); Protein 6 g Percent Daily Value*: Vitami

Easy Italian Chicken Pie
Stuffed with your favorite Italian ingredients, this pie is topped with a Bisquick® crust that’s baked golden and tender. It’s an amazing combination that's also easy, especially if you’re using up leftover chicken! Prep Time:10 min Start to Finish:45 min Makes:5 servings 2 cups cubed cooked chicken 1/3 cup thinly sliced green or red bell pepper 1/2 cup pizza sauce 1 package (4 ounces) shredded Italian-style cheese blend, pizza cheese blend or mozzarella cheese (1 cup) 1/2 cup Original Bisquick® mix 1 cup milk 1 egg 1. Heat oven to 400°F. Spray 9-inch pie plate with cooking spray or grease with shortening. 2. Stir chicken, bell pepper and pizza sauce in pie plate; arrange evenly. Sprinkle with cheese. Stir remaining ingredients in small bowl with fork or wire whisk until blended. Pour into pie plate. 3. Bake 25 to 30 minutes or until knife inserted in center comes out clean. Let stand 5 minutes before serving. High Altitude (3500-6500 ft) Use 3/4 cup Bisquick® mix. Bak

Sex
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Anniversary
tommorow is my 10th wedding anniversary lmao want to know the secret to a long marriage? he's been gone for 6 yrs lmao sorry i had to joke about it because this whole separation marriage thing is a joke anyone thinking about getting married, run fast lol anyway i was feeling silly so now you see what happens

Caribbean Chicken Kabobs
Juicy fresh pineapple chunks and jerk seasoning will turn this chicken dinner into a taste of the tropics. Don’t forget your shades and the sunscreen! Prep Time:15 min Start to Finish:35 min Makes:8 servings 1 3/4 pounds boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into 1 1/2-inch pieces 1/4 cup vegetable oil 3 tablespoons Caribbean jerk seasoning (dry) 1 small pineapple, rind removed and pineapple cut into 1-inch cubes 1 medium red bell pepper, cut into 1-inch pieces 1 small red onion, cut into 1-inch pieces 1. Brush grill rack with vegetable oil. Heat coals or gas grill for direct heat. 2. Brush chicken with 2 tablespoons of the oil. Place chicken and jerk seasoning in resealable plastic food-storage bag. Shake bag to coat chicken with seasoning. Thread chicken, pineapple, bell pepper and onion alternately on each of eight 12-inch metal skewers, leaving 1/4-inch space between each piece. Brush kabobs with remaining 2 tablespoons oil. 3. Cover and grill kabobs over medi

Home-style Chicken Dinner
Family dinner doesn't get any better than this convenient yummy-in-the-tummy chicken dish. Mmm! Prep Time:5 min Start to Finish:35 min Makes:4 servings 1 tablespoon butter or margarine 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 1/4 pounds) 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon pepper, if desired 3/4 cup water 1 envelope (0.87 ounce) chicken gravy mix 1 bag (14 ounces) frozen baby whole potatoes, broccoli, carrots, baby corn and red pepper strips 1 jar (4.5 ounces) Green Giant® sliced mushrooms, drained Chopped fresh chives or parsley, if desired 1. Melt butter in 10-inch nonstick skillet over medium heat. Sprinkle chicken with salt and pepper. Cook chicken in butter 15 to 20 minutes, turning once, until juice is no longer pink when centers of thickest pieces are cut. Remove chicken from skillet; keep warm. 2. Mix water and gravy mix (dry) in small bowl; pour into same skillet. Stir in frozen vegetables and mushrooms. Heat to boiling; reduce heat. Simmer uncovered about 5 m

What Makes A Marine
What Is A United States Marine? I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a S

Life Savers
There is a lesson to learn...........read below A teacher was doing a study testing the senses (taste) of first graders using a bowl of lifesavers. The children began to say: Red......................Cherry Yellow..................Lemon Green...................Lime Orange..................Orange Finally the teacher gave them all HONEY lifesavers. After eating them, none of the children could identify the taste. "Well, she said, I will give you all a clue. It's what your mother may sometimes call your father." One little girl looked up in horror, spit her lifesaver out and yelled, "Oh, my God, "They're ass-holes!"

So Proud Of You Baby
Well I just wanted to tell my LOVE of my life that I am so proud of you. See she just wrote her exam to become a Pet Tech and she got her results back. Any ideas what her final mark was? Well let me say this it was a WHOPPING....99%. She has gotten the highest mark ever at her job> WAY TO BABY I KNEW YOU WOULD DO WELL. LOVE YA BABY

Reality/dreamers....
You were a whirlwind of emotions. Always swirling thoughts of confusion in a twisted mess I couldn't clean up. Like a lampost I stood burning softly calming the uneven dust. I held my breath waiting patiently as ever. It appeared to go unnoticed as you turned the other way. I blinked back the dry feeling behind your kiss, I held the touch you left as it lingered in the atmosphere. Twist of irony, a hint of fate. I lick my lips to erase the taste of you. Instead I close my eyes to see a face I can't recognize. But it is there I find my true dream. I wish I could say it is you. You who swept me off my feet the time we drew close, but I weep knowing it's not. My dream, he's a darling. Waiting somewhere to connect in ways you and I don't. I fall in love with the little girl.. with blonde swirling curls and sad baby blue eyes.. the swing moving softly in the sun. It's there I know, I've found something I must of lost. xxx

"better Man"
PEARL JAM LYRICS "Better Man" Waitin', watchin' the clock, it's four o'clock, it's got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Ohh... Talkin' to herself, there's no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears he's gone She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... Can't find a better man Can't find a better man Yeah... She loved

Friend Needs Prayers
This is a link to my Navy friend James. His daughter has cancer and all he is asking for is prayers. So please give your prayers for his little girl. My Daughter Is In The Hospital Please Pray For Her AD1 (AW) US Navy@ CherryTAP

New And Weird But Still Fun
Hey world!!! I am in new world and loving it!!! its a little weird for me though. I am happy and all. there are just a few things i am wondering about but those are private thoughts for me to share with him. Anyway, I am hoping things are gonna continue to be as fun as they have been and maybe even get more fun. well, i am gonna go now. read this and maybe there will be more here later.

The Penis
The Penis Wants a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. ~~~~~~ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working.

The Story -
So back when I was in college, I got the nick name of the Blue Ninja...Here is how. I hung out in this little bar under Speedy's in Morgantown. Thursdays were like $4 pitchers of Blue Kamikazes. I became know as Blue, because I would be doubling down with one pitcher in each hand -- and these were the big, heavy glass beer pitchers. I became well known for drinking hard and sharing my "blues." Then one day, I am in early, and Tony, the bartender, says, "Come, here, I got something for you to try." He makes a BK and then ducks under the bar to add something extra. I drank and it hit me like a ton of bricks. "I am going to name after you, the Blue Ninja, because it is like a Kamikazi, but it sneaks up on you and kicks your ass." THe secret ingredient - 9 shots of Everclear. (nine is a mystical number to the ninja.)

Thank You
For anyone wondering what its about ... my nephew is very ill .. and i just want to say thank you for peoples thoughts and prayers they are sending .. Sometimes as we go through life We are given things to cope with that dont make sense Things that seem unfair Things that we may never understand Sometimes as we go through life We meet people who open our eyes Who help us to open our hearts and minds To things and feelings we havent known before Who give us strength by being there By listening and understanding And these may be people we have never met or even spoken to But who still find the time to place us in their thoughts and prayers And its to all those people that i want to say thank you From the bottom of my heart while times are difficult What you are taking the time to do is having a great effect Us not feeling alone is just one part of it And i know that Sams mum wants me to thank everyone She was so touched she didn

Country Stampeede
The party came, the party went. Now it's time to take down the tent. Time to pack shit up, time to get on the way. I still can't believe it's already Monday! I met new people, I saw new faces. Most of them came from pretty cool places. I had fun, it was like heaven. It was a great Stampeede 2007!!

Amd Barcelona Could Smash Intel
George Ou Real World IT Subscribe Alerts Bio May 17th, 2007 AMD Barcelona can potentially smash Intel Posted by George Ou @ 2:59 am Categories: Servers, Desktop, Processors, AMD, Intel Tags: Barcelona, Advanced Micro Devices Inc., Intel Corp., George Ou +25 37 VOTES Worthwhile? [Update 9:05PM - TGDaily is reporting that Barcelona might be delayed till September. This is devastating news for AMD if true because Intel’s 45nm Penryn CPUs are due towards the end of this year.] CPU analyst and expert David Kanter just posted his in-depth article on AMD Barcelona and if the manufacturing permits it, AMD’s Barcelona has the potential to smash Intel’s quad-core chips. Based on the article, “The device described at ISSCC was targeted at 2.2-2.8GHz at 1.15V, while operating within a 95W maximum thermal envelope.” Kanter explained to me that the information presented at the ISSCC refers to the electrical capabilities of the “taped out” Barcelona chip and added: I thi

Gotta Luv Cyberspace... Lol
Are you quick to judge before you know.. To act before you think.. Is that the way you go? Do you go for ‘blood’ and ask questions later... Does the truth to you.. even matter...? Aww.. Such is the world that revolves around ‘cyber’ too many quick to make enemies.. before knowing their ‘neighbor’ here in this place..where bruises don’t show.. and the nose bleeds wouldn’t drip the eyes won’t show black.. and hair won’t get ripped... Friends are made and enemies come out.. but take a sec...and think.. Its cyberspace...What the hell are you really fighting about? *~Candyce~*

Dreaming
Ever been in one of those moods or had a day that you felt nothing was going right, things not going well and you wanna be somewhere eles. Man I hate those days, just seems like with me thats the only place i ever am lol.

New Here
Hey everyone, what's up? not alot going on here. As many of you know, I am Ginger Fish of Marilyn Manson, yes THE band. as of right now, we're all at home taking a break from tour. we just got done with the european part of our tour and will be heading out soon for the us part of our tour. as of right now, i'm sitting in Skold's home studio helping him out with some guitar riffs that he had perfect last night but when he wrote them down, he screwed something up to where they're not sounding right. Anyways, this place is pretty neat and alot better than myspace. I'll talk to you all later. peace, love, and rock and roll! -Ginger Fish

Memories
Nothing in this world has hurt me as much as you have Everything we shared, is gone A whole year has begun Now I look back at what we had and means nothing You've played with my feelings You've used me for your wicked games Now I no longer want to deal with you I've let go of someone who did me wrong Your fake love Your fake words have broken my heart and now I put them in the past I can no longer take it I will move on The love we shared are now painful memories Memories which I will put away forever This year has begun with the truth in front and now I can say I've let go of someone who once did me wrong

Pain Inside
I left because you treated me badly, Didn't you understand that I loved you madly? You were never there when I needed you, What else was I supposed to do? You never talked to me except when you wanted to, How dare you put me last When I'm supposed to be the one you had loved. You love? Now thats a laugh, I don't think you have the heart, Not now that I see you for who you are, You want to know why I had to go? I had to get away from you, I got you back for hurting me, I didn't believe you when you said sorry, I still don't, I never will again, You lied one too many times, Just to get back into my heart, Well it is the end, my old friend, You will never again be in this heart of mine. Was there even a moment where you had loved me? Just give me a sign, I tried to believe in the words you spoke, But I have to admit... What a joke! You hurt me more than anyone, in the end, So I got you back, and believe me, I am no longer your friend, I will not ever forgive you,

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and

~~after My Death~~
This is funny ... after my death A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order. The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room, where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end, "I have been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends gave the woman their condolences, and they had a couple of more martinis. After the friends lef

What If
Hey everyone.....If ur bored read this..... Just a little ranting and raving that may prove interesting......Plus I didn't want to post any retarded mumm's Or maybe some of ya'll may have advice... So what do you do when you fall for someone....that has no interest in you? Or someone who ignores u? someone who possibly has a significant other? Do u all feel that falling in love via the internet is possible? Has anyone ever had a jealous other half? Has anyone ever been so deep in love you can't concentrate? just wanting to see what my friends thought.....hit me up and let me know

Will The Pain Go Away?
There are so many things I want to accomplish before it's too late...and I realized that my partner and I had grown sooo very far apart that the inevitable has to be....we will part ways now and even though I know so very well and without a doubt that I must move forward without him, the pain of it all is soooo hard...my tender heart is so full of pain and I want it to go away soon for us all....I am thankful my daughters are grown and are awesome human beings...I was lucky to have had the strength to keep our family together for them...I think it was worth it...I am the kind of person who will hurt forever to keep someone else from hurting...but this time I can't....Will the pain go away????

I'm Frustrated
Actually to say I'm frustrated is an understatemebt. I've been trying to get people to join my forum, whether here, on myspace, other forums, all my friends, people I know on my IM's, asking people to invite people. All to no avail. Any suggestions? How can I get people to join and post? And those that are members, how can I get them to be more active and post as opposed to just logging in and logging out? I'm annoyed is what it is. I've been trying since February, busting my ass to make this forum successful and all I have to show for it to this point is 11 members. What the fuck am I doing wrong in recruiting new members?

Rant From Someone Who Hits The Nail On The Head
Here in the states today, July 4, is the day that we supposedly celebrate our Independence as a nation. And while the day still carries some import, it is hard to get real exited about it today with an imbecile as President. You see, I don't think starting an immoral war based on lies that has killed thousands of innocents isn't exactly in keeping with what this nation should be about. So I'll celebrate our Independence Day with a thought of the past, and waiting for the day when this country will be liberated from the corrupt smirking chimp and his jackal cronies. And please, any of the 27% of you in this country who still support the village idiot and are pissed about this short rant - save your complaints. Your president is a failure, a war criminal and belongs in jail. Go listen to Rush Limbaugh if you don't like it. Better yet, wake up to the facts. Rant over and now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

Gotta Love Tinkerbell
Tinkerbell "When the first baby laughed for the first time, the laugh broke into a thousand pieces and they all went skipping about, and that was the beginning of fairies." Sightings: Tinkerbell was the jealous pixie/fairy who glowed brightest for Peter Pan. Her voice sang like a tinkling bell and a sprinkle of her pixie dust could make you fly. Tinkerbell is traditionally staged as a flying point of light beamed from offstage. She was called Tinker Bell because she mended the pots and kettles, a tinker is a tin worker, and with her magic wand led Peter Pan through the ins and outs of Never Never Land reminding us of a time in everyone's childhood when danger and adventure lured us into the possibilities of the imagination to believe in Fairies, to this day she is one of our greatest influences to search out and find. Great illustrators like Brian Froud and Myrea Pettit as well as Disney have sought to create their own characterisation of the personality of Tinkerbell, wh

L.u.v. Lounge Is Now Open!!!!!!!
HI MEMBERS AFFILIATES & FRIENDS!! THE L.U.V. LOUNGE IS NOW OPEN!!! WE HAVE CAL FOR A BARTENDER & WE NEED ONE HOT FEMALE WHO IS HERE MOST OF THE TIME TO COMPLIMENT THE BAR & HAS A SPARKLING PRSONALITY!! DO WE HAVE A VOLUNTEER??? PLEASE RESPOND SOON AS YOU CAN, I WOULD APPRECIATE IT!!! THANK YOU PETE LET'S ALL ATTEND & HAVE A BLAST!!~~ HERE IS THE LINK~ http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8693

Joke For The Day From Soo Morning Crew
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a Woman from Iowa and had told her that she was going to do dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Illinois. He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from Michigan. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, and the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he could

Sexy Eyes Contest
Ok so i'm in this contest right! And right now I'm ahead but this chic is counting and I just don't have it in me for that monotonous bullshit. I've posted bullitins,my friends are on......well some of them, and I just don't get why I aint gettin' any help here. It's not the end of the world, but a few of these chics don't hold a candle next to me...not to be conceited...it's true go look you'll see. And damn it comment me a time or two will ya and maybe even repost my bullitin huh? Sorry if I sound bitchy, but .....oh this is just makin' me coocoo Cheri

Life Is Absolutely Awesome!
Wow! My first blog on cherrytap. This could get interesting. I have left several blogs on myspace but never on here. So we shall see how well this goes. Right now life is so fucking awesome. I have never been so happy. I am with a man that treats me and my kids like we are a rare precious piece of gold and he doesnt dare anyone to try and bother us. We used to date over ten years ago. But my dad made us break up. We still have no clue as to why. But he did. Well I ended up marrying a loser. Then divorcing his ass. I am not going to say that I regret my marriage becuz I ended up with four wonderful babies out of the deal. They are my everything. But anyway. So now me and Dustin are back together. Have never had the slightest little fight. He loves my kids and my kids love him. Things couldnt be more perfect right now. Maybe I will get lucky and have this wonderful man in my life forever. Time will only tell.

For Real
well my cherry tap friends guess what, im single again and looking this time.u can all hit me up with as much love as possible. i sure could use some points.the main thing is that i cant get vic status cuz i am broke,but the first one to get me a vic status will getall the 11's.also i could use some advice on finding that special one .i have been out of the game for several years now and i need help,so if u got advice ,give me a shout please. i've not even had a cherry blast,that sucks huh. well if u want to talk or be friends hit me up i will return the favor. lots of cherry love to all u cherries oout there.this time i will not go back to this girl cuz i dont love her. i have my kids and they are my insperation and i am great friends with my ex wife too, weird huh! i am in the process of helping her and our kids too,thts why i am a little broke, but it makes me proud to help.plse plse help me get there ok luv you all.

Depression
depression is a verry bad illness,some say it is by choice but in fact it is not,i have bean depressed since i was 10 ,i tryed to kill myself at that age,then again when i was 36 and then again when i was 40,depression and bipolar is nothing to mess will it dose get in the way of relationships who in there right mind wants to date and be a boy friends or girlfriend of a bipolar,i suffer from bipolar it dose not control me i control it but people who have depression or bipolar is still human we can still feel and love,maybe even more,it dosent mean im crazy it dosent mean im nuts,what it means is i have bean traumatize and my brain has chemical imbalance ,im not afraid to ad mitt that i suffer from it,if people took the time to understand it it would be a better place

Itching.
My soul is itching. Itching for someone to pique it's curiousity. It hasn't happened in so long. I want to find someone who makes me want to be a better person...someone who inspires me at the deepest of intellectual, emotional, romantic, and spiritual levels... I miss that growth that comes from knowing someone so well...that you might just know them better than you know yourself.

Misery
I get chilled down to the bone, not showing you the love that needs to be shown. Still you come to me everyday, why is it that I feel this way? Dont you worry your pretty little head, because I am not without such dread. Someday I will make things right, and give you a life thats bright. Right now there is nothing I can do, because I cant be there with you. Please my flower dont you cry, just tell me your problems and why. Wipe that frown of your pretty face, and we will go back to my place. For the life of me I cant figure out, who has left you with such doubt. Some guy must have ripped out your heart, just give me a brand new start. I will show you all the love in me, and take you away from misery.

To All My Cowboys/male Friends
NOW YOU KNOW THIS DEPENDS ON WHOSE DOING THE RIDING, ME I PREFER TO SHARE THE EXPERICENCE :) HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND ALL, IF YOU'RE GOING TO RIDE MAKE IT LAST MORE THEN 8 SECONDS ARE GO RIDE THE FENCE :)

The Eye Of The Beholder
In a dream I saw an eye. Believe me when I say this, Very rarely do I lie. It was an eye of pain, Of fear,And of agony. It had no color, Nor was it black or white, it was full of emotions, And had amazing light. That burning memory I did keep, To find I had been crying in my sleep. Was it my eye I had seen? Or maybe it was the eye of the earth? Perhaps it even belonged to the overseer? As far as I can see, It was the eye of the beholder. It's beholder - Whom? I do not know. Melissa

Foolish
my last blog was so far off...shit...never trust a man..they will only hurt u in the long run..boy was i blind sided....he was playing me as well 2 other girls....i rather be single then have to put up with crap like this....

Beckwith Wiedemann Syndrome
Beckwith Wiedemann Syndrome Please repost to get this out there! There are Doctors out there that have no clue what this is! Spread the word!!!!!!! My girl friend's son has Beckwith Wiedemann Syndrome, and not many people know what it is! Well here you go..... What is Beckwith-Wiedemann Syndrome ? Beckwith-Wiedemann Syndrome (BWS) is a congenital overgrowth syndrome, which can affect all systems of the body. It was first recognised in 1963-64 by Dr J. Bruce Beckwith, a paediatric pathologist in America and, independently, by Dr H.E. Wiedemann, a German geneticist. Each had found a similar set of congenital abnormalities in children, which could not be found in any other disorders - in other words, a new syndrome. BWS occurs once in approximately every 15,000 births. This figure may be an under-estimate because of mild cases not being diagnosed. Cases have been reported in most developed countries. In the great majority of cases it appears to be an isolated event wit

Abuse From Men And Woman
i wonder sometimes why people can abuse each other,some times they get carred away and can end up one dies from the abuse,it is sad that one feels powerles so he/or she hast to make there loved ones feel worse,some say it is because of child hood but my opion you can choose to follow the path of your parents or break the cycle you know it is funny cause i was abused by my father and i didnt end up like him im not a rapist and that is because i choose not too,just like the alchol if my dad was an acholic wich he was dosent mean i will be cause i chose not too

If You Were Alone With Me For One Night Would You....
simply put, if you were alone with me for one night would you: A) take me out to dinner B) take me out dancing C) take me out to dinner and dancing D) screw all that stuff and hop in the sack with me

Bad Relationships
bad relationships can be cause by several things such as takeing your old relationship into your new,money,lack of trust,lack of comunication,moveing to fast into a relationship,and kids from another marrage or relationship that got as far as baby lol,if you dont have trust and honesty you dont have anything back away from the relationship,money well i believe that money isnt worth loosing someone you love i have bean in a situation where i was homeless and didnt have any money all i had was friends and family im talking about all relationships not just husband and wife mother and daughter or brother and sister but if you dont have any of the above then you might as well be by your self we cant change them but we can change ourselfs.no matter how hard we try

Ass Is Not Offensive!
i just had a mumm deleted because it was "not safe for work". it was a poll to see what kind of ASS people prefer, small and tight or fat and jiggly. i got a few votes before some one (i think it was that goth country chick) voted it not safe for work. never in my adult life has ASS been offensive. every single person has got one. the pics i put on the mumm were not racy. you couldn't see any vag or anything; on was covered the the had a thong and jeans. but this "mature" site found that offensive. bottom line is this... the rules on this site are a joke. even myspace would let me post pictures of chicks butts. but CherryTap is so much better than myspace... yeah right. but i'm on a mission now. i'm going to return the favor... they want this site to be clean and wholesome, i'm gonna start helping them out... VIVA EL REVALUCION!

Friends
ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE BEEN ON HEAR, HAD A LOT OF THINGS GO ON IN MY LIFE THEY HAVE KEPT ME VERY BUSY. SOME THINGS WERE GOOD AND SOME WERENT SO HOT, BUT I DO WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE GIFTS ON MY BIRTHDAY, THAT WAS COOL. I WANT TO THANK ALL OFF YOU THAT HAVE KEPT IN TOUCH AND KEPT ME IN YOUR PRAYS AND FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HAVE BECAME NEW FREINDS, HOPEFULLY WE WILL GET THE CHANCE TO CHAT..........FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW MY EMAIL, YOU CAN REACH ME AT KSCJB@YAHOO.COM. I WILL ANSWER AS QUICK AS I CAN...I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU ALL AND CHATTING WITH YOU......LOVE TO ALL

Self
When you get what you want in the struggle for self, and the world makes you king for a day, just take a good look in the mirror and see what That man has to say. He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest, for he's with you clear up to the end, and you've passed your most dangerous difficult test if the Man in the Glass is your friend. For the world may think you're a straight-shooting chum and give you pats on the back as you pass, but your final reward will be heartache and tears if you've cheated the Man in the Glass. A. Anonymous

Just Convenience?
so look I'm not in anything just for your convenience.... if you wanted to be with me, fucking make an effort. I'm busy and have a life too but ya know i take the time to txt or stop by and what do i get in return? nada.. I'm sick of guys expecting me to be the one who drops everything to go to them. ANY kind of relationsip is a two way street. that includes just a friendship or a relationship. so guys... get with the fucking program...

Pit Bulls Arent Really Bad Or Stupid Dogs,actually The Total Opposite
i dont understand why people give the pit bull such a bad rap because those people are a bunch of ignorant idiots.first of all they see whats on the news and believe it,mistake #1.second there is no such thing as a pit bull,pit bulls disappeared centuries ago,they are american pit bull terriers,they dont get there name from pit fighting with other dogs like so many of you dumbshits believe,they got there name from being put in a pit to kill rats in early roman times and people would place bets on seeing how many they could kill.third ever since ive owned my "pit bull" ive found loyalty,devotion,and a faithful companion unlike that of any person or other dog in my life.the bond i have with my BEST FRIEND Kaos is unmatched and unbreakable.its not the dog its the way they are raised.he loves everyone...til they try me,then he would tear your ass up without hesitation or losing a wink of sleep.now you want to call that a killer,or a nuisance,i call that a partner.trust another person like

Todays Horoscope
Like a pinata, you're filled with surprises. Your life is a lot of things, but boring certainly isn't one of them -- especially now. The most surprising things pop out of your mouth, guided there by your dreams. Yep and I told someone about a dream I had and now they are pissed at me oh well.

Big Brother 8 Cbs.com Check It Out If You Are A Fan
here is the link to big brother 8 http://www.cbs.com/primetime/bigbrother8/ i am a big fan of this show if any one here is a fan come talk about it with me i like the twist this yr hope to hear from you soon carla

Friends
Hello, are you there? Hello, are you there? What happened, what is it, where did you go? We were so close, a friendship continuing to grow but, You left me, you left me without letting me know. My friend, the best going through everything, thick and the thin United we were forever till the end, Will I hear or see you ever again? Talk to me, tell me, explain to me, shouldn't you though? Im still here a lil hurt but strong, Supporting you as if you could do no wrong. Remember to look inside what is true, remember us, remember what we went through, Friendship whats pure and real will always be here standing still, it may move fast it may move slow, I still want to hear why you left me, you left me without letting me know!

Lifeish
I don't know. I guess I'll just say a little about me. Haha. I love trucks. I have a boyfriend. We've only been dating for like 5 days but we were working on dating for 6-7 months. I work at a bingo hall. I'll be 19 in two days woot! I'm a hundred kinds of crazy. Yeah I'm done. NO idea what else to say. :-p

Just Do It.....
SERIOUSLY!!!! How much fucking BAD luck can one person have!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Come the fuck on! I got my trans worked on for $900 friend of a friend doing it on payments.... it still wasn't shifting right in the mornings so I took it over there Friday night so he could test drive it Saturday morning... it was working fine so he decided to use it to pick up a trans.... it broke down... He told me he had it towed back to his house, but he really had asked someone to... they never did, so when he got back from upnorth and went to look at it, he went to where it was left and SUrprise surprise... the tires were gone and windows were broke... WTF! Just fucking shoot me, PLEASE!!!! I'm crawling into a corner and burying my head for the next 50 years. Until we meet again... if ever!

Remember Syd Barrett (january 6th 1946 - July 7th 2006)
so tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of the death of Syd Barrett. the man is one of my heroes and i miss him dearly I've been a pink floyd fan for so long that i can't even remember when i started to like them... here's Wish you were Here in Remembrance of Syd and all he's done for us. So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in a war, For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.

Schitt
The Schitt Family For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, And they produced a so

My Mom's Surgery
Just for those of you that read the blog about my mom's surgery we got through it...It was today and we got to the hospital about 6:30 this morning and she went into surgery about 8:30 and she was in surgery till about 11:30 and she did great...She will be staying in the hospital overnight maybe longer and the biggest hurdle that we have to get over is makin sure there is no infection...if infection sets in we have to start all over...So I wanted to update those of you that care and were praying for of us today...Thanks your thoughts and prayers are very appericiated...

Iraq War
Many American's supposedly cry for the end of the Iraq conflict. I pose this scenerio. Would they be feeling the same way should another tragedy befold our Great Nation? I think not. I don't even think most have taken the time to realize that as long as we're fighting Al Qeada in Iraq & Afganistan. We're that much safer here in the states. Basically I feel whether you're liberal or conservative, neither of which I feel I am. However, back to the point. Either way we are all American's young & old alike. Stop bickering, support the damn troops, and don't forget for a second what happened on September 11th, 2001. In case you need a reminder watch the following.