Just feelings. Is all I have tonight,most of them or painful. I had someone who loved me. But it could never work out between us,because he lived in another state,and with my job,bills and life,we would never be together. Just no way that we could. Well I thought great I'll always be a lone wolf. Then some one came in to my life who lived only 45 mins away from me. Made my head spin and my heart skip. Things took off like a rocket. But as time went by sad things happen,he said he loved me and that he cared about me. Yet he puts everyone before me. His roommates,his fuck buddy,everyone and anyone. When i talked to him about it,he said I'm working on that,so gave him another shot and now left with a empty spot in me. If he loves me so much then why can't he tell the others to fuck off. Everytime he holds me,kisses me, everytime he loves me i can't wonder if he doesn't wish I was her. Or maybe i'm just cuting myself down again,who knows,i don't, but we'll see!!.
