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Monday's Ideas............ Job & Family!
Hello all, well I hope your week and weekend went well. It was pretty good hear. I ended borrowing some money from my brother, and got the few things that we had to have today. Dang it's gonna suck when we have to start buying milk on our own. Got a gallon of white and a gallon of chocolate and it was $3.59 for the white, and $3.86 for chocolate. Wic is a wonderful thing, you get so many gallons of milk, cheese, eggs, juice, cereal, and a gallon of chocolate milk. IT really helps out, even if you don't have certain things for a meal, you always seem to have eggs, and cheese and milk. We have survived many months on that. Oh Yeah also peanut butter as well, which is always a good thing, both boys love it! LOL. Well things have changed once again, it looks like hubby will be taking those two days off, so my mom is going to rent the vehicle, and we are gonna drive up there with my sister and her 3 kids. So she is gonna rent a van for all of us to travel in. It should be fun with 3 adults

Usa Independence Day
July 4, 1777 was the day the made America what is is today. That was the day the Declaration of Indepence was signed and that made our country free from tryany and fear. Exactly 232 years ago we became a free nation and we are still free today because of that day and the men and women in our Armed Forces fighting for it. Happy Birthday America Hooah!!!!

Omg
I HATE BEING NERVOUS. MY STOMACH HURTS SO BAD TONITE.MY SON HAS A DOCTORS APPT TOMORROW AND IM NOT SURE WHATS GOING TO HAPPEN.I JUST KNOW IM SCARED TO DEATH.GOD PLEASE LAY YOUR HAND ON MY BABY SHOULDER TOMORROW AND WALK WITH HIM THROUGH THIS.I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!

Stop
stop stop throwing it up in my face i know i have no one to call my own you don't have to keep bring it up you don't have to make it where I'm the odd one out that have no one to be with the one with out a friend of my own when every one else is paired is it that hard to include me even in a group of friend i'm still the one the one unpaired it makes me not want to hang out with any one im tired of being alone being the odd one out i don't need you to throw it in my face im quite aware of whats going on what you do just makes me hate you and never want to be around you every one is aware of the fact that im all alone so stop bring it up by JNA

Resting
Resting ~Tony Martinez Laying on the side of the burning mountain I'm used to the heat burning my skin I lay waiting for the whispers of my angel I wait for the call to come So hat I may continue to climb slowly carefully Don't think that I've done nothing in my silence I sat thought and reflected on all that has happened so far I have to be more careful I have to be smarter Pure force will get me nowhere I must let my heart shine I must let my gentle but passionate spirit lead the way So I lie in wait Ever alert for my angel's call I love you My angel

All Who Pass This Way
More wise words taken from Lady Victoria's blog...I love reading her blogs and encourage anyone who desires enlightenment and needs encouragement to look hers up. ALL WHO PASS THIS WAY We have so little time, as we pass this way. To enjoy the mighty in the smallest of creations. We have so little, yet have great abundance. When we see the Sacred in the Oyasin, the All the One. We have so little, and so we search. For the Food that feeds us and the drink that quenches our thirst, and we find it in great supply. We have so little, Yet we have so much. Pilamaya, Thank you, Creator, for you have given us so much and we are truly Thankful. As we pass this way on our Journey Home. Aho, Mitakuye Oyasin

National Anthem
Ya know what made me so mad earlier? I was at the local fireworks with a friend of mine and she was on her cell phone when the national anthem came on- the live band asked everyone to please stand for the national anthem... My friend just sat there on her cell phone like it was no big deal! Its a huge deal and I said no hang it up! its dissrespectful very disrespectful! I was sooooo pissed off and insulted! she personally knows a few men in the navy that are out to sea right now braving their lives for her freedom! the least she could do is hang up her freaking cell phone for 5 mins! I was so insulted... maybe its beucase I was a military wife? I was so angry infact i still am!

Axe Fight Iv-slash Vs. Eddie Van Halen
The results are in for Slash VS. Eddie Van Halen! Slash-21 Votes Eddie Van Halen-28 Votes And NEW Axe Fight Champion.... Eddie Van Halen! Thanks once again for casting your vote guys! Next AXE FIGHT- Eddie Van Halen VS. George Lynch! Look for my next MUMM to cast your vote!

Dont Miss Out
This show will be HUGE! We go on right before both OZZFEST bands IN THIS MOMENT and ANKLA!There will be management and labels at this show. Now more than ever, we are asking for you to come, support the cause and show your horns! We're sure to turn some heads if we all come together!$15 advance tickets for the show are available NOW! Tickets are limited, please contact us, via e-mail, right here on myspace. WE WILL PERSONALLY DELIVER THESE TICKETS TO YOU! We Love You Guys!! HORNS UP!!

Gettin Started Again!
I though my Mistress days had passed but recently my interest has been peaked again. Now I need to figure out how to buy all that gear and supplies again. Got rid of it all about a year ago because it had been a year since I played...but now it is time to move back into the circle. It is a wonderful sense of control in an uncontrollable world. Being on a fixed income suck. I will figure something out and I will share my progress with you guys here.

Why
why why is it that people only like me when i take my pills so what i have ADD i m a little out of it so it that a reason for u not to like em i think not so why cant any one like me for who i am not even my family can every one likes me better pilled and if i dare to show who i am i must not have taken my pill or i need to take another I'm so feed up with every one telling telling me i need to take pills why dose every one have to be so mean will this always be will i always be drugged the rest of my life im so tired of not being what every one wants but why don't they care what i want i'm tired of taking pills everyday but i guess it doesn't matter what i want jsut what very one else does by jna

Mother...
Mother, do you think theyll drop the bomb? Mother, do you think theyll like this song? Mother, do you think theyll try to break my balls? Ooooowaa mother, should I build a wall? Mother, should I run for president? Mother, should I trust the government? Mother, will they put me in the firing line? Ooooowaa is it just a waste of time? Hush, my baby. baby, dont you cry. Mommas gonna make all of your nightmares come true. Mommas gonna put all of her fears into you. Mommas gonna keep you right here under her wing. She wont let you fly, but she might let you sing. Mommas gonna keep baby cozy and warm. Oooo babe. Oooo babe. Ooo babe, of course mommas gonna help build a wall. Mother, do you think shes good enough, For me? Mother, do you think shes dangerous, To me? Mother will she tear your little boy apart? Ooooowaa mother, will she break my heart? Hush, my baby. baby, dont you cry. Mommas gonna check out all your girlfriends for you. Momma wont le

Ty!
I appreciate all the love yall have shown here on my b-day. TY I hope to hear from u all soon again and not just once a year! LMAO Had a really screwed up day, was lookign to get off work early and worked 12 today, kids never called and chit but I had so much CT love when I got home to check my CT mail. TY again so much.

New Poetry From Today
behind these eyes can you see the hurt? do you know that you make me feel like dirt? do you see my pain? when my tears come down like rain do you know how much i need you? when i am feeling very blue do you know i need you to hold me? when i feel cold and helpless inside would you stop me if i decided to runaway and hide? would you tell me you love me,kiss me tenderly and hold me tight can you look into my eyes and tell i sometimes want to die

This Has Got To Be The Funniest Shit I Have Ever Seen :)
->jangs: If you had said that in English, I might be able to say something back...Like I said...learn to spell, you're looking like an ass. jangs: aww u need some make up or somthing bitch get off the dick inless u have a saddle 1 ->jangs: roflmao...sure...you're just jealous because I have a brain and you lost yours jangs: u still look used up lol ->jangs: get out of my shoutbox til you pass 1st grade please jangs: honestly ur ungly and i dint take the time to check ur profile out

Tired
tired I'm tired of coming second being the odd one out why is it that every one else more important then me I'm don't come first to any one any more they found some one else why is it when a friend gets a boyfriend you are no long important unless something goes wrong it bug em to know that when it all comes down to it i will always come second to everyone i should be used to it by now but it just one of those things that just hurts no matter what I'm just tired of always being the one to be there for every one and no one always being there for me by jna

That Which Is Sacred
Something taken from Lady Victoria's blog that I wish to remember daily. Hope you like it as well. Thank You Lady Victoria for sharing such wise words! SACRED IS A REALITY that is experienced by all, it is UNIVERSAL and has no boundaries. IT IS THE UNIVERSAL REALITY – YOU ARE ALIVE! CELEBRATE that which is sacred about life... AS IN THE RAYS OF THE SUN giving life to all, so was THE FIRST BREATH OF LIFE, and in THE BEGINNING OF TIME, as it is now BEING SHARED BY ALL... IN THE GLIMMER OF LIGHT, the twinkle in a mother and child’s eyes upon they're first meeting. AS IN THE EXPERIENCE of the GREAT in the VERY SMALL, is to know and understand that we are to SHARE IT, the endless drive TO LIVE IT. SOMETIMES LIFE CAN BE A GAME, where WHAT ISN'T has become more important than WHAT IS. BUT WHEN WE BELIEVE that WHAT IS, is more important than WHAT ISN’T, that game is over, it has completed. Then we can begin to LIVE - SACRED. SO AS THE SMALLEST GRAIN OF SAND is as the

Craving
I thought about you,craving your silken touch.I was shaking,fever raging from my desire for you.I imagined your lips,delicious and warm, and my body trembled,unsated,needing your touch.From my window,there was a speck of a blood red moon,which only served to remind me of you. I closed my eyes,needing rest,yet I thought of you still.My desire won out.I could taste you on my lips.I was dreaming while awake,hungering for your kiss,recalling images of fingers exploring hidden places.The passionate nights fled without a visible trace,but left a trail of fire And still I thought about you,pressing gently into me,wanting my satin touch,the brush of your hair against my neck,a mere featherlike caress across my flesh,yet a tempest unleashed.........................

The Stargate Mumm
well it was voted on and Stargate SG-1 beat out Stargate Atlantis so Stargate SG-1 is the better :) which Stargate is better? created @ 2007-06-26 21:21:30 -- mum expired. okay so i love watching Stargate SG-1 but i never really got into Stargate alantis which do yall think is better 51 votes 143 views 9 comments Stargate SG-1 84.3% (43 votes) Stargate Alantis 15.7% (8 votes)

Emotions
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave Cause your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just to real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face that holds my once pleasant dreams Your voice that chased away all the sanity in me But these wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase You'd cried I'd wipe away all of you tears You'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have... I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though

Oh Yeah..
Ash - Oh Yeah.. "On warm June evenings She would come to my house Still in her school skirt And her summer blouse Talking too long as the night came on It was the best time of my life Her bee stung lips, Kisses sweeter than wine The things she whispered With breathless sighs The summer air was soft and warm Her eyes were making silent demands And as her hair came undone in my hands Oh Yeah she was taking me over Oh Yeah it was the start of the summer Driving her home after midnight I felt so good everything was alright Her thoughts seemed lost in the night sky I remember everything I don't know why these things ever end I sometimes wish it was that summer again I still see her in my sleep And hear the sighing of the summer wind Still I don't regret one thing Oh Yeah she was taking me over Oh Yeah it was the start of the summer It felt just like it was the start of forever Oh Yeah it was the start of the summer"

Hello All My Tap Friends
Sorry I have been away for a while. Im in nursing school and it takes most of my time. I have gotten the best grades in my class. It will be over in a few weeks/ So I will pop in and out when I can. I promise to catch up on my rating you guys real soon. Hugggggggs

Credit Reports And Such
What the hell is it with these stupid credit places (Experian, Transunion, and the other one) and the places that think your credit score has anything to do with the way you handle your money?????????????? So I go to my CU to see about getting a loan. They get my credit score from one of the companies and even though I have had an account with them for 23 years, my accounts are in good standing and a previous loan with no late or missed payments, they deny me a loan, because of my credit score. I have too much credit - the house, the van, all the bills are in my name, because of my husband's job. So we figured my husband's only a co-signer on the van, maybe his credit is better. When he went to apply for the loan, his credit score is amazing because there is practically nothing on his report. They denied him a loan because he doesn't have enough credit, even though his score is good. So you have to have a credit card or a loan to build up credit (revolving credit with cons

Time Changes
Working schedule changes starting July 2nd I'll be working 3.45 pm - 12.15. SOOOOOO.... which means I only be around in the morning and after midnight on the weekdays. On weekend whenever I dont have anything better to do. So catch me at that time or leave a message!

Bedroom
Do you have the following in your bedroom: Condoms----> NO D Mobile phone---->YEA THATS MY BABY..LOL Dresser----> 2 Computer---->YUP Pictures----> NOT NOW, I'M PACKING Mirror----> 3 Skateboard---->NAAA Bed----> OF COURSE Clothes on the floor----> NO Smoke detector----> NO Piano/keyboard/Guitar/bass/----> NO Locking door----> YEA Bottle of water----> SOMETIMES Blacklight-----> NA Medals/ribbons---->NO Flag----> NO Stop sign/any sign----> NO Real gun----> YES Cigarettes----> YES Any drug---->NO Alcohol---->NO books---> YES PS2----> no Xbox---->no Stereo----> YES Television----> YES Lighter----> YES How many windows do you have in your room? 2 What is the color of your room? WHITE What color is your bed sheet? GREEN What's on your walls?NOTHING...PACKING TO MOVE Has the opposite sex been in your room before?MY KIDS Has the opposite sex slept in your bed? MY KIDS Who usually sleeps in your bed other than you ? MY KIDS Do you like yo

Sexy Morph Contest
I am having my 1st contest. "SEXIEST MORPH CONTEST" I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Morph must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates. So all you gals & guys get your sexy morphs links to me fast. Thanks becbec becbec@ CherryTAP

Please Tell Me
OK lets see if this person who says they have a crush on me will come forward. Send me a messege and tell me who you are. Since no one really talks to me much on here and those that do talk to me is very rare I hear from them. So help me out and tell me who you are PLEASE.

We Wont Forget
We wont forget the day that the world was turned upside. The day the twin towers came crashing down. we wont forget the tears that were shed, and the lives that were lost. we wont forget those that were left to wonder why. we wont forget the ain that it caused, or the heartache, or the hugs to comfort. we wont forget the firefighters who gave there lives to help the life of another, to save those who were trapped inside. we wont forget the tears they cried, the strength to never give up until there job was done. To all the men and women who lost there lives that day, and the firfighters who gave there lives that day to save the life of another. 9-11 we wont forget.

Debate In Australia.
Debate in Australia. This is true and can be checked at: http://www.snopes.com/politics/religion/australia.asp Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on National Television. "I'd be saying to clerics who are teaching that there are two laws governing people

7/2/07
You need to process all the information before you can come to a conclusion -- bits and pieces won't do. Let the concerned parties know that time isn't of the essence. Taking your time means longer-lasting results.

Boyfriend App.
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: ?QUESTIONS? 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. What is some of your favorite bands/artist? 3. Do you Smoke/Drink? 4. Would you cuddle with me? 5. Favorite body part on a girl? 6. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 7. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, slut)? 8. Would you give me kisses just because? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10.would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? 11.come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: We got in a fight: I got dumped: I pissed you off: WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MY... Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Voice: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions:

♠ Important Notice ♠
this i s to all 358 of my friends you have untill friday to respond to this or you will be delelted no if ands or buts i am sick of having a list of inactive people on here it makes no senes i am willing to bet half of you just added me for the points to help you level up for what? oh i know so you can boast who has the higher level or how many fake pic's you can post up on your profile.i think it is a bunch of bul shit that people have to fight and bitch over who has more cherrybucks. NEW FLASH they are not real so get over it. thank you for letting me rank for a bit ~ Lost In The Dark ~

My Week
Well this weekend was a lot of fun...Friday I went to Applebee's with Nicholle and Brian. We also went to go see a 2.00 movie (Vacancy). She brought her friend Kristina and I brought Brian. It was our first date. I had never met him before even though we had talked for awhile on line. He seemed like a nice enough guy. He bought us dinner and offered to drive. Friday night actually Saturday morning my sister Crissy came into town. She, Myles (the boy friend) and Ethan (my nephew) were pretty tired but we were still up till wee hours in the morning. Saturday we all got up around noon but you could tell everyone just wanted to hang out in bed. Anyway, so the girls and I had to run up to the airport cause I had left my phone charger there and Jessica needed to print off a few things for school. So while she did that I made a grocery list. Mom called while we were there and had decided to go to Manny's for dinner. I use to LOVE LOVE Manny's food but I have to admit I was a bit di

Vampire's
A Vampire’s (Vampaneze’s) Laments “I am the walking dead heartbreaker, my apologies, I'm happy you'll never understand what It's like to be trapped under six feet of solid glass, I can see out, but no one gets in.” His eyes flickered open, the automated process now by which at ten o’clock he’d wake and get ready. His night was beginning. But tonight, he didn’t feel like going anywhere. He was sick to death of running – running from police, from his family and from his conscious. He wanted to face up to what he’d done. This night, he’d not be the one doing any killing. He slowly lifted himself from the ground and set off toward the city. It was late, but there’d still be some cars about. For only a few decades had he lived as a vampaneze, but already, he despised his purple skin and crimson lips. It was time to end it. With no one to guide him, no one to love, he didn’t feel his life was worth living. A few minutes later, he was stood by a long road, with the occasional car

Life And Other Stuff
My life as it is right now really sucks I am only allowed to see my daughter when her aunt says that I can all because I got into things that caused me to lose her there are times when I just want to end it all and go throw myself off a bridge but then I think what that will say to my daughter it is not something that I want her to remember me by that I couldn't handle my life and ended it so I continue onward in the hope that some day I will get back! If any one who reads this has a comment please feel free to leave one on my site or where ever you want to and thank you to all my friends here on cherrytap I enjoy talking with all of you you guys help keep me sane and thats no easy task!!!

July 2, 07 Monday: Viva El Porto...
El Porto is fuckin awesome. It's most def. my new favorite spot. Mad props to NBC, the dude who recommended the spot and obviously knows his shit... I loved it. It started off mellow, i got there just around low tide. But it got pretty gnarly as the day wore on. By dusk, it was shoulder, to head high, then as the sun slipped into the ocean, there were a few overhead sets coming in. After a good four hours straight, I was pretty exhausted at that point, so i just watched people and really studied their take-offs, watched for little nuances when they made the drop and tried to absorb as much as I could. The only prob was, these guys were so good, that they took off with this effortless grace, and ripped that shit up!!! It was amazing watching these dudes, made me realize how much everyone sucks at the lame spots I frequent, or used to that is...El Porto is the shit, my new spot for sure. i liked the vibe, the waves were just scary enough to force me to step it up a notch, y

Think Of It!
DID YOU KNOW THESE FACTS? I SURE DIDN'T TILL NOW Death is certain but the Bible speaks about untimely death! Make a personal reflection about this.... Very interesting, read until the end..... It is written in the Bible (Galatians 6:7): "Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap." Here are some men and women who mocked God: John Lennon (Singer): Some years before, during his interview with an American Magazine, he said: "Christianity will end, it will disappear. I do not have to argue about that. I am certain. Jesus was ok, but his subjects were too simple, Today we are more famous than Him" (1966). Lennon, after saying that the Beatles were more famous than Jesus Christ, was shot six times. Tancredo Neves (President of Brazil): During the Presidential campaign, he said if he got 500,000 votes from his party, not even God would remove him from Presidency. Sure he got the votes, b

Truth Or Dare 2
TRUTH OR DARE So here's the deal...You get to ask me *Up to 5 Questions!!*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ....now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you... and creativity counts!

Can't Hold A Good Woman Down
Today I listened to this song "Can't hold a good woman down" by Mary J. Blige and all I could do was nod my head listening to all her words. She practically sang that song to me LOL yes cheesy I know but I find my way thru songs like these. It's crazy shit this life i've had but I figure everyone must work with what they've got. Whatever has happened already happened so now it's gotta be done and dealt with cuz ain't no other way to live. I've been thru a lot and maybe I might just be an immature brat at times but for the most part I've got me a good head on my shoulders. I like writing better than I like talking. Its easier for me to express myself. I can be considered a "teenage" single mom for the most part although I don't think i'm like most girls my age. I've grown up faster than what I would of liked too but now that it's over I feel that i've actually learned alot from all the crap that I had to deal with. Damn at times I actually impress myself. I stopped writing & drawing wh

One Night
Here I sit, staring at the bottom of my glass, glancing towards the door. He is not going to show up. I sit back in my chair and a heavy sigh escapes me. I decide to just order another drink and to enjoy an evening alone. I move from the table for two and sit at the bar. The music playing is a very relaxing classic rock song and brings a smile to my face. A deep masculine voice says, "Now that's better." I had my eyes closed listening to the music, I had no idea someone was sitting next to me. I asked, "What is much better?" As I asked, I turned and was looking into sparkling blue eyes with just a hint of gold specks. "Your smile, I really like it" ,he said. "Thanks, my name is Beth," I held out my hand. He takes it and introduces himself as Rob. We sat there a while making small talk. We talked about the weather, our work. Rob was a good listener and had made me laugh. I like that quality in a man, so I was intrigued by him. "Would you like to join me for dinner?", ask

Are You A Member Of My Website Or Fanclub(s)
I've got a little bit of time today while I am procrastinating on my PhD research so I'm looking for those of you in my friends list who are members of my website AND MSN or Yahoo fanclubs... if you are, then post a comment on my profile or respond to this post (don't send me a message as I can't access them on here) with your username on my website and I'll add you to my family, become your fan, and rate you a 10 if I haven't already done so. It's great - I can actually see most pictures on here now - much better then looking at a site with a whack of little white boxes and red X's - lol! Now if only I could read/send messages... Enjoy your day! Melanie http://www.melaniepitts.com

Dont Fall Asleep
i got my license about amonth and a half ago.never had one before .and on fathers day i was feeling pretty down and i hadnt any sleep nothing to eat. just been a long day.that nite went to see Clutch in concert here in town .had 4 or 5 beers stayed till last call. belive me i was tired and drunk and high. all i wanted was some chicken nuggets for mcdonalds 3 blocks from home.i was in line at the speaker 3 people in front and 3 behind . so i was 3rd in line.10 min. went by and the line stayed the same. well keep in mind im tired so i dozzed of and a hour later i woke to a bunch of cops with flash lights tryin to wake me up.they got me for a dwi and they found a bag and pipe so they took me to jail. dont pass go dont collect $200 . the amazing thing is that i had my foot on the brake the whole time and the car was in dri

Ms.ladee
Please help me comment bomb Ms. Ladee just click the picture below and post as many comments as you can thank you Your help is appreciated Especially those of you she has helped, and there are quite a few of you. SHe has sat onhere and post 100's of comments for

"lips Of An Angel"
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice saying my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful

Friends Week
""If kisses were water, I would give you the sea. If hugs were leaves, I would give you a tree. If luv were a planet, I would give you a galaxy, if friendship were life I would give you mine. Your love is your heart, your heart is your spouse, your spouse is your future, your future is your destiny, your destiny is your ambition, your ambition is your aspiration, your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, heaven is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "world best friends week" send this to all your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many u get back. If u gets more than 3 you are really a lovable person

Smile, The Day Is Done
So cold, the mornings frosty air Make way for a fresh new day In the cold dewy air Line up each new fresh bud Everything is new and beautiful The days grow longer Hours of the nights grow short Everything is new and beautiful Daylight slips away to dusk And the nights grow long Yet everything is new and beautiful Into the warmth of the midday sun So finding that everything is new and beautiful Days grow long, days grow short Over and over, it never stops Nights are the same, yet opposite Everything is new and beautiful.

I Need Help
i'm in the best chest contest and i know u people have better things to do but if u could just stop by and leave a few comments and maybe pimp me out it would help i'm in 4th place so far here is the pic to go to the page just click and go i want to thank the ones who have bombed me already

He Has My Heart....
..even while he is away, no other man will ever have this dark heart. It is forever Shaun's. I have begun to open my eyes to a world that I shut out for so long. Feelings that I've never experienced before seep from my soul and long for only his caress. Until he returns, my heart will be yearning for the only thing that makes it whole. I love you Shaun. XOXOXOX Simone

Dreamland
Illucid thoughts and twisted ways, come to the one who sleeps. A ghostly shape, you can not read. The devils horns hold up a halo, above a beautiful damsel in a cage. Down below, a fiery pit. To the left you see the key, but look right for the fiend. Iron swards and thunderbolts, lead to someone's end. flying dragons to flying cars, you jump through time. Buff and strong aboard a ship, lead you to a lovely night. Eight hours later you awake in your bed, and relieve yourself from that place called dreamland. "In dreamland you can be anything at any time you like and no one can say different"

Hollaback Girl Lyrics
Hollaback Girl lyrics Uh huh, this is my shit All the girls stomp your feet like this A few times I've been around that track So it's not just gonna happen like that Because I ain't no hollaback girl I ain't no hollaback girl [x2] Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4] I heard that you were talking shit And you didn't think that I would hear it People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up A few times I've been around that track So it's not just gonna happen like that Because I ain't no hollaback girl I ain't no hollaback girl [x2] Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4] So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers No principals,no student-teachers Both of us want to be the winner, but there can only be one So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all Gonna make you fall, gonna

Tell Me Wat You Think
Only human A cold breeze passes by his side,not knowing how it came to be no wind pushing the clouds no soft moan as if it would be when there is a soft breeze this is not the wind but his soul crying within trying to pull him close to reveal how much hurt he has and make him see that his feelings are not a ghost He feels betrayed by his own being He try to hold back his true feelings and his heart woughn't let him do so So hard to pull away from what his heart and body are trying to say they plead with him he trys to shuve them back in Telling them their not wanted here he can't take what they bring to him His body nore soul can't stand no more so all the feelings explode at once Massive amounts of emotion flows out just as big as the ocean and at that time he loose all sense of life He falls to the ground and starts to crawl but all his body wants to do now is lay down and sleep so tired he trys to yell out but he can seem to make a peep and he grows cold his body gets w

Cupid's Chokehold Lyrics
Cupid's Chokehold lyrics (feat. Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy) Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend

White Hell
In the deafening quiet Of solitary cell Watch I the room spin Lying on the floor, The wall, the ceiling. All are one The box is many Screams cut through The silence for now broken Watch I the door move Opens now it from the wall The ceiling, the floor. The box is one All are many Escape, hopeless, Futile Oh poor solitary cell mine Watch I the room spin Starch white angels leave Laying on the ceiling, The floor, the wall. All are one The box is many Oh me no! The box is one And all are many!

Concrete Angel Lyrics
Concrete Angel lyrics She walks to school with the lunch she packed Nobody knows what she's holdin' back Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday She hides the bruises with linen and lace The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask It's hard to see the pain behind the mask Bearing the burden of a secret storm Sometimes she wishes she was never born Through the wind and the rain She stands hard as a stone In a world that she can't rise above But her dreams give her wings And she flies to a place where she's loved Concrete angel Somebody cries in the middle of the night The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate When morning comes it'll be too late [Repeat Chorus] A statue stands in a shaded place An angel girl with an upturned face A name is written on a polished rock A broken heart that the world forgot [Repeat Chorus]

Im Hyper~!~!~
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!~!~!~!~ my bf is getting out on the 4th... Im spending the whole day with him starting at 630am til he goes to work at 8am for 6 hours an then after that is party time....IM EXCITED... i can finally get drunk an have a good time. Its been 3 weeks since I drank. He has me making out a reminder list for him...hmmm wounder wat im going to put lol... I have moved, my other side of my life is soso..besides MY BF AN I are doing well hehe... Im at work right now for another hour in a half. After work I get to talk to my best friend about things. We may fight but oh well we always fight lol. I had fun yesturday an today fighting a wannabe nigger lol... yes a real fight to. Well I am going to go an write a letter to my man, TTYL... ~Shorty~

Girlfriend Lyrics
Girlfriend lyrics [Chorus] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me No way! No way! You know it’s not a secret Hey! Hey! You! You! I want to be your girlfriend [Verse 1] You’re so fine I want you mine You’re so delicious I think about ya all the time You’re so addictive Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright? Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious And Hell Yeah I’m the motherfucking princess I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right [Bridge:] She’s like so whatever And you could do so much better I think we should get together now And that’s what everyone’s talking about! [Chorus:] Hey! Hey! You! You! I don’t like your girlfriend! No way! No way! I think you need a new one Hey! Hey! You! You! I could be your girlfriend Hey! Hey! You! You! I know that you like me

Venting:re-post
This is for my own reading pleasure for the most part. The people that know me know that at times I am very private with my own personal problems and "dilemma." At this very moment my life is "perfect" yet it is all mest up in my head. I can no longer hide the fact that I'm on medication and have been for most of my life. My sister already knows and pretty much is old enough to understand. I am no longer as afraid of being misjudged or labeled because I have come to an understanding that I never had no one there to validate me so now that I'm older it shouldn't be any different. Right at this minute it can be such a wonderful moment in my life with my son in my life and everything going so "great" for me and me getting a job doing what I wanted to do. I'm happy yet I do not "appreciate" what I have in life. People always tell me that they would love to be in my shoes, how I am spoiled and always get what I want yet if they only knew they wouldn't talk. To those of you who pray for me (

Before He Cheats Lyrics
Before He Cheats lyrics Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleach blonde tramp, and she's probably getting frisky... right now, he's probably buying her some fruity little drink cause she can't shoot whiskey... Right now, he's probably up behind her with a pool-stick, showing her how to shoot a combo... And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats... I took a Louisville slugger to both headlights, slashed a hole in all 4 tires... Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats. Right now, she's probably up singing some white-trash version of Shania karaoke.. Right now, she's probably saying "I'm drunk" and he's a thinking that he's gonna get lucky, Right now, he's probably dabbing on 3 dollars worth of that bathroom polo And he don't know... That I dug my key into the side of his pretty little souped up 4 wheel drive, carved my name into his leather seats,

You Are My Strength
Distance is the space between us. Though it seems great at times, I know that you are always near. Near to my thoughts, near to my heart. For when I think of you, you are here, With me, holding me close, Whispering your love and support in my ear. With your arms around me all else fades away. Then I open my eyes and begin again, Knowing I can do anything With a little help from you.

Genie In A Bottle Lyrics
Genie In A Bottle lyrics I feel like I've been locked up tight for a century of lonely nights Waiting for someone to release me You're licking your lips And blowing kisses my way But that don't mean I'm gonna give it away Baby. Baby. baby (Baby ,baby, baby) [Bridge:] Ooh (my body is saying let's go) Ooh (but my heart is saying no) [Chorus:] If you wanna be with me Baby there's a price to pay I'm a genie in a bottle You gotta rub me the right way If you wanna be with me I can make your wish come true You gotta make a big impression I gotta like what you do I'm a genie in a bottle baby You Gotta rub me the right way honey I'm a genie in a bottle baby Come, come, come on and let me out The music's fading The lights down low Just one more dance And then were gonna go Waiting for someone Who needs me Hormones racing at the speed of light But that don't mean it's gotta be tonight Baby, baby, baby (baby, baby, baby) [Bridge:] Ooh (my body is saying

Young Roscoe-we Ridaz
Sometimes I'm wrapped ito my tough suit 'cuz there's a lot of things to get out off my chest. I feel like i'm drowning in a pool of stress and I’m feeling like I ain't got that much time left. Sometimes I dream about death but doesn't everybody? That's what I tell myself at night so I can fall asleep. It's like I dug another ditch but this one's too deep and the rope's dangling from the top but I’m too lazy to reach. It might be easier for me to see the rights from the wrongs if it wasn't fuked up enough to open my eyes. My thoughts creepin' thru the window. At sunrise a bullet flies thru the air with no name on it. The same bullet took my homeboy's life. I prayed to god that my friend will live that night but he died and since then I ain't be living right. Waking up in a cold sweat filled my body with subs. Nightmare's of shootouts keeping me awake. Don't be amazed when you see me with a 38. I'm all alone with a dozen's heat. It's all loaded-in war all i see is guns exploding. I've

1, 2 Step Lyrics
1, 2 Step lyrics (feat. Missy Elliott) [Intro] Ladies and gentlemen (Ladies and gentlemen) This is a Jazze Phizal (Jazze Phizal) productshizzle, Missy (Missy), The princess is here, (She's here) Ciara, This beat is [Verse 1] Automatic supersonic hypnotic funky fresh, Work my body so melodic, This beat flows right through my chest, Everybody ma and pappi came to party, Grab somebody, work your body, work your body, Let me see you 1,2 step [Hook] Rock it, don't stop it, Everybody get on the floor, Wake the party up, We about to get it on, (Let me see ya'll) 1,2 step, (I love it when ya'll) 1,2 step (Everybody) 1,2 step, We about to get it on, This beat is [Verse 2] Outrageous so contagious make you crave it, (Jazze made it), So retarded, top charted, Ever since the day I started, Strut my stuff, And yes I flaunt it, Goodies make the boys jump on it (Jump on it), No I can't control myself, Now let me do my 1,2 step [Hook] (We goin'to ste

Get The Party Started Lyrics
Get The Party Started lyrics I'm comin' up so you better you better get this party started I'm comin' up so you better you better get this party started Get this party started on a Saturday night Everybody's waitin for me to arrive Sendin' out the message to all of my friends We'll be lookin flashy in my Mercedes Benz I got lotsa style, got my gold diamond rings I can go for miles if you know what I mean I'm comin' up so you better you better get this party started I'm comin' up so you better you better get this party started Pumpin up the volume, breakin down to the beat Cruisin' through the west side We'll be checkin' the scene Boulevard is freakin' as I'm comin' up fast I'll be burnin' rubber, you'll be kissin' my ass Pull up to the bumper, get out of the car License plate says Stunner #1 Superstar I'm comin' up so you better you better get this party started I'm comin' up so you better you better get this party started Get this party sta

Fear Of Dying_jack Off Jill
I'm not afraid of standing still I'm just afraid of being bored I'm not afraid of speaking my mind I'm just afraid of being ignored I'm not afraid of feeling and I'm not afraid of trying I'm just afraid of losing And I am afraid of dying I'm not afraid of being sick I'm more afraid of being well I'm not afraid Put the gun in my hand I'm just afraid it will hurt like hell I'm not afraid of screaming and I'm not afraid of crying I'm just afraid of forgetting And I am afraid of dying I'm not afraid of looking ugly I couldn't care what they say I'm not afraid of happy endings I'm just afraid my life won't work that way

Come Check Me Out Live On Air In The Torture Chamber
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Shampoo - Trouble
This was the song I live by my senior yr in Highschool. lmao (wonder why)[Chorus] - Uh-Oh, We're In Trouble, Something's Come Along And It's Burst Our Bubble [Yeah, Yeah!] Uh-Oh, We're In Trouble, Gotta Get Home Quick March On The Double! We've Been Out All Night And We Haven't Been Home, We're Walkin' Through The Back Streets ...All Alone! The Party Was Great, Yeah We Were Really thrilled! And When We Get In We're Gonna Get Killed! [Chorus] We Couldn't Get A Cab, 'Cause We Ain't Got No Money! We Missed The Last Train But We Thought.... Don't Worry! We'd Get The Night Bus But The Night Bus Never Came! We're Eight Miles From Home And It Started To..... (Thunder) Uh-Oh We're In Trouble, Something's Come Along And It's Burst Our Bubble! [Yeah Yeah!] Uh-Oh We're In Trouble, Book Us A Ticket On The Next Space Shuttle! Yeah Yeah, Trouble... We Tried To Steal A Car But We Soon Realized, We Got Down The Road, None Of Us Could Drive! Police Car Came Along And Th

Poems
And so we stand, Arm in arm, Craling each other's hearts. Too soon were your Candles snuffed out, So these we burn for you. We stand and watch Your lights moving away And in our hearts We'll always know, That on a Summer's day, That all we need To look for you Is to watch The Eternal Sea. And with these candles, Burning bright, There you will always be. And so we stand, Arm in arm, Cradling each other's hearts.

Bloggin.....
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A Matter Of Great Concern
Why a Jew can grow his beard in order to practice his faith But when Muslim does the same, he is an extremist and terrorist! Why a nun can be covered from head to toe in order to devote herself to God But when Muslim girl does the same she oppressed When a western women stays at home to look after her house and kids she is respected because of sacrificing herself and doing good for the household? But when a Muslim woman does so by her will, they say, "she needs to be liberated"! Any girl can go to university wearing what she wills and have her rights and freedom? But when Muslim girl wears a Hijab they prevent her from entering her university! When a child dedicates himself to a subject he has potential. But when he dedicates himself to Islam he is hopeless! When a Jew kills someone religion is not mentioned, but when Muslim is charged with a crime, it is Islam that goes to trial! When someo

Oi Vey
so I feel like blogging. Maybe its because I woke up this morning practically in tears and rather distraught. I would think that would ruin most people's mornings. Fortunately I've been rather risiliant lately, and not much seems to bother me like it used to. But this one was pretty bad. I've had at least one dream almost every single night for almost a month now, about my ex. Always about the same thing, just different approaches. Its about what will happen and what will be said when I see him again. I'm usually the angry one, as always in his case, and he's very silent, which is the way I think it will go. I have a lot of unsaid things that I want him to hear, considering he up and left and I never saw him again. I guess I vent those things through my dreams. But it makes it hard to let it go. Last night was different in that he was came up and pretty much started taunting me. Talkin all kinds of shit about how much better he is now that I'm gone and he's got all this bi

Creative My Ass!!!
CANT FIX WHAT AINT BROKE.....JUST IMPROVE! Have you taken the time to show that your love is blind? If so or if not you should still read this rhyme!! If you've gone as far as to forgive each lie...... Made it a point to forget when your other makes you cry...... Put up with the worst and been treated like shit, cause being wrong and found out they refuse to admit..... Gone as far as to take them blame on yourself, and you do it to show that their love is your wealth..... Did you never pass judgement? Did you belive in fate? Did you forget your past, to live in a moment thats great? Did you feel in your heart more than you could ever explain? Did you hide all your troubles so they'd not see of feel your pain? Were you proud at the fact that they always made you smile.... Not the fake ones but the real ones you could see without denial. Were you suprised one day to relize and honestly see..... You put them before you and it made you happy.. Have you ever explai

Miracles "do" Happen!!
I am soooo relieved and pleased to announce that my son has decided against another deployment!!!!! HAPPY! HAPPY! JOY! JOY! As a mother, I cannot begin to tell you how happy I am!!! I guess he figured that 5 years of volunteering for deployment was long enough!!

Merril Bainbridge - Mouth
I FEEL LIKE I’VE BEEN BLOWN APART THERE ARE PIECES HERE, I DON’T KNOW WHERE THEY GO, I DON’T KNOW WHERE THEY GO, KISS ME ON MY SALTY LIPS, I BET YOU FEEL A LITTLE CRAZY BUT FOR ME WE’LL BE FAMOUS ON T.V ( CHORUS: ) WOULD IT BE MY FAULT IF I COULD TURN YOU ON? WOULD I BE SO BAD IF I COULD TURN YOU ON? WHEN I KISS YOUR MOUTH I WANT TO TASTE IT TURN YOU UPSIDE DOWN, DON’T WANNA’ WASTE IT I JUMP ON YOU, YOU JUMP ON ME YOU PUSH ME OUT AND EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU I’D BE INCLINED TO SLAP YOU IN THE MOUTH WHEN I KISS YOUR SALTY LIPS, YOU WILL FEEL A LITTLE CRAZY, BUT FOR ME, I’LL BE FAMOUS ON T.V ( CHORUS ) ( CHORUS ) NOW, WILL IF BE MY FAULT IF I TAKE YOUR LOVE AND THROW IT WIDE? YOU MIGHT RESTRAIN ME, BUT COULD YOU REALLY BLAME ME? AND YOU WILL FEEL YOU’RE BLOWN APART ALL THE PIECES THERE WILL FIT TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AND I KNOW WHERE THEY GO ( CHORUS ) ... to the end...

New Camaro
I just took my son to see the new Camaro, I mean Transformers pre-screening movie. Very damn cool. The whole movie is almost just a commercial for the new Camaro, but I didnt mind one bit. My son was there for the robots and I was there just to drool over my future car. God, I want that damn thing more than ever now. They better not dress it down too much from the prototype. I've got a bunch of prototype pics in my pic folder. Check em out if you are a hot rod junkie like me. Nothing more too terribly exciting than that- Just taking my son out for his birthday and hanging out. We had a good type, my oldest boy is growing up. The whole family is headed for DFW this weekend, staying at the Wyndham hotel and going to Hurricane Harbor. Hopefully i will get to see Miss Jenny while I'm up there.

Sexiest Morh Contest
I am having my 1st contest. "SEXIEST MORPH CONTEST" I need at least 10 people to enter. Contest will start when I have the 10 and run for 1 week. The RULES are 1. Morph must be SAFE FOR WORK 2. No down rates 3. You may comment bomb & rate yourself Winners will be 1st & 2nd for the most comments, and 1st for the most rates. So all you gals & guys get your sexy morphs links to me fast. Thanks becbec becbec@ CherryTAP

Facing Reality
I've always thought that I am good looking, but recently I have realized that I am not the sought after hunk that I have thought myself to be. Age has caught up to me or something. I've been single for over 6 months now. Only having two dates in that time. Pathetic I know, but it's hard to find a good looking woman being ugly and fat. Yea I am feeling sorry for myself. Not like anyone is actually going to read this so it doesn't really matter what I put in this. I was once told that I am going to die lonely with only my dogs around. I am starting to believe that I actually might be alone forever. Reality sucks sometimes!!

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New Cherry Tapper
my real life hubby made a cherry tap account plz show him as much love as u have shown me! thanx to all who takes the time to do this for him as well as me! Zero Minded ct hubby of Princess Deja@ CherryTAP Princess Deja!

I Was Thinking
So I was thinking, what is the deal with CT? I mean it used to be such a cool place to hang out for a few hours a day to meet new people. But lately its turned into a narccistic orgy of nude pics and a popularity contest. Sometimes I feel like I am one of the few normal people on here. I mean I am not into bondage like everyone else. I dont think a billion tattoos and piercings are cool. Im not into bisexual women. I dont worship Harleys or choppers nor do I own one. I dont listen to music that noone has ever heard of, I dont hate the government. I dont stay up all night on CT. I dont have the words "sexy, cute, cool, syndicate or family" in my name. And Im not a social whore pretending Im not. I am not a "broken" soul or person trying to be independant and taking it out on everyone around me. Fuck, makes me wonder how much in common I have with most people on here. Im not saying im normal, but maybe just more mature in some ways. It kills me to see how many people sell themselv

Better Than Me Lyrics
Better Than Me lyrics I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me While looking through your old box of notes I found those pictures I took That you were looking for If there's one memory I don't want to lose That time at the mall You and me in the dressing room I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me The bed I'm lying in is getting colder Wish I never would've said it's over And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older Cause we never reall

Would You.....
BE HONEST... 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. Would u fall asleep with me when we were done? 16. Would u want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it" at? 18. Am i fuckable?? 19. Would u be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i licked you? 21. Would you do it 2day? 22. Would you do it 2morrow? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Lyrics "man In The Long Black Coat"
Crickets are chirpin the water is high Theres a soft cotton dress on the line hangin dry Windows wide open african trees Bent over backwards in a hurricane breeze Not a word, a goodbye, not even a note Shes gone with the man in the long black coat Somebody seem him hangin around At the old dance hall on the outskirts of town He looked into her eyes when she stopped him to ask If he wanted to dance he had a face like a mask Somebody said, from the Bible he quote There was dust on the man in the long black coat Preacher was talkin theres a sermon he gave He said every mans conscience is vile and depraved You cannot depend on it to be your guide When its you who must keep it satisfied It aint easy to swallow, it sticks in the throat She give her heart to the man in the long black coat One, two... There are no mistakes in life some people say Its true sometimes you can see it that way People dont live or die, people just float She give her heart to the man in th

Dj Chita
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Dj Tigger
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Lips Of An Angel Lyrics
This song just keeps rolling thru my head and I cant stop singing it tonight. Lips Of An Angel lyrics Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing thos

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i dont ask you all to rate my pictures or even come on my profile i dont mind rating but geesh i love you all and you make me feel good about myself and i thank you all for that you all are awsome,im going to have to take a break from ct other wise im going to have a heart attack i have a bad heart and well ct is realy getting to me

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Dj Madjoker
COME AND LISTEN TO THE NEWEST DJ TO EXCALIBUR RADIO DJ MADJOKER,,, HE IS HERE TO ROCK YOUR ASSES OFF FOR REQUEST CLIICK ON THE EXCALIBUR RADIO BULLETIN AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO WHERE YOU CAN PUT REQUEST IN..... OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... YES THE ONE AND ONLY MADJOKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COME AND CHECK HIM OUT CLICK ON THE PICTURES BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO HIS PAGE..... RATE HIM, ADD HIM, FAN HIM, LEAVE HIS SOME COMMENTS.. HE LOVES IT AND LOVE TO GET NEW FRIENDS..

Making Ammends ?
Hmmm, thinking that maybe I should throw this out to anybody that cares.........so, here goes...... If I've ever done anything to hurt you, whether by words or by actions, I am truly sorry.If I ever told you or showed you that I care about you, rest assured, that was real and true. If at one time we spoke and you now don't talk with me, for whatever reasons, I miss you. And, if we were ever close or made a connection, had laughs, smiled together or cried together, I can tell you this..... I'll never forget you for the smile and the love you showed to me. This goes out to anybody that happens to care, and even to those that don't care anymore. Life gets busy, we all have times when we can't stay in touch sometimes and if you feel that I've ignored you, I'm sorry, it wasn't my intent to do that. Anyhow, just feeling like I might owe some apologies, if not then just disreguard this, but if I do owe you one....... this comes from the heart. ......... God Bless & Peace to you

Who Wants To Ct Marry Dj Tigger??
WHO WANTS TO CT MARRY DJ TIGGER????????? YES LADIES....... DJ TIGGER IS READY TO GET CT MARRIED.. DJ~tiggerb29_18301~EXCALIBUR RADIO~The Scooter Bar~Enforcer ~ THE MOST STALKED AND TALK ABOUT BALLS@ CherryTAP DO YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW TIGGER OR HEAR HIM PURRRRRRRRR THE WAY THAT HE DOES THEN CLICK ON THE BANNERS BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO WHERE THAT CAN HAPPEN OR YOU CAN FIND HIM AT THE SCOOTER BAR... CLICK THE PICTURES BELOW .......... OR THE BBW WORLD ........CLICK HERE........... AND YOU MAY FIND HIM HERE... SUNSHINE AND MARINES LOUNGE......... CLICK ON ANY OF THE PICTURES AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT TO DJ TIGGER'S PAGE

The Gala
THE GALA BY ANDRE WASHINGTON 11/5/2005 It was saturday night, the night of the grand opening. The whole city was a clammer about this new gala coming to town. The whose who and anyone else that were lucky enough to get tickets would be there. I did not care about the price of entry because I would with one of the sexiest women there. We agreed that I would pick her up at 7, so we could get there early. I had finish my pre-grooming, then put on my tuxedo. I had to be fresh, so I rented the one with tails. It was black and gray and I hade some black and gray shoes. She was wearing black aas well and I knew we would b e turning heads. I called to let her know I was on the way and she said she was already. I was trying to envision how she would look. I stopped to get her a corsage to match her dress. I got to her house abnd rang the bell, she buzzes me in. I didn't see her yet as I walked in her place. She was upstairs and told me to have a seat for a minute. I took a seat and l

Rules That Guys Wish Women Knew
1. If it itches, it will be scratched. 2. ALL men see in only 16 colors. Peach is a fruit, not a color. 3. Pumpkin is also a fruit. 4. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out. 5. Women wearing Wonder Bras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at. 6. More women should wear Wonder Bras and low-cut blouses. We like staring at boobs. 7. Christopher Columbus did not need directions, and neither do we! 8. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 9. You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done, not both. 10. Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out. ROFLMAO.....YEAH RIGHT..!!!!!

Things Men Would Do If They Had A Vagina For A Day
1. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 2. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 3. See if they could finally do the splits. 4. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 5. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 6. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes...BEFORE closing time. 7. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 8. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 9. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 10. Finally find that damned G-spot. Things Women Would Do If They Had A Penis For A Day 1. Get ahead faster in the corporate world. 2. Get a blow job. 3. Find out what is so fascinating about beating the meat. 4. Pee standing up while talking to other men at a urinal. 5. Determine WHY you can't hit the bowl consistently. 6. Find out what it's like to be on the other end of a surging orgasm. 7.

World
The world is full of jerks and assholes, so choose not to add to that population. You get furthur in life being kind and considerate. If people don't like you for who are then oh well don't change yourself to be someone your not. It is their loss. Be at peace with yourself

Do You Believe In Love??
Lyrics from queensryche - i dont believe in love She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I see it still I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No chance for contact There's no raison d'etre

Her Frist Pre Bi Experience
Been a while since i wrote a blog but this is kool It was just about a week ago and my girl and I went to the strip club we sat and drank a few i call to the girl serving drinks over to our table cuz my girl seen this girl that creamed her crop ( if ya know what I mean ) any ways I bought her a lap dance and this girl just went to town on my girl stuck her head between her legs and put my girls hands on her breast and even gave her a little kiss need to say I could tell that my lady was gittin hot I could tell even from 5 feet away that she was cuz i noticed her breathing was gittin heavier and her face was just flushed with excitment needless to say we went home and fucked like two bunnie in a fuck fest I belive that that pre bi experience will be forever in our minds

Fantasty Dreamer...........
SHES LAYING ON THE BED....... IN PANTIES...ASKING ME TO GIVE HER A BACKRUB.. I COME OVER TO HER. TELLING HER TO TURN OVER ON HER TUMMY.....I TAKE HER HIPS..AND I START RUBBIN HER SHOULDERS, I MOVE OVER AND SIT ON HER ASS, IM STILL IN MY UNDERWEAR.I CAN FEEL HER COOL CHEECKS ON ME. I START RUBBIN IN CIRCLES , ASKING WHERE IT HURTS. SHE SAYS LOWER BACK. I START MOVING MY HANDS DOWN, RUBBIN IN CIRCLES. RUBBIN HER SIDES, PUTTING A LIL LOCTION ON HER. MOVIN HANDS UP AND DOWN. FEELING MYSELF GET HARD. PRESSIN AGAINST HER CHEEKS. SHE STARTS A LIL MOAN SO I KNOW ITS FEELIN REAL GOOD. SHE IS PUSHIN AGAINST MY COCK JUST A LIL TO LET ME KNOW IT FEELS GOOD,,, I MOVE LOWER ADJUSTION MYSELF.MY HANDS ARE AT THE TOP OF HER ASS. I LEAN OVER AND START SOFT KISSES ON HER SPINE.SHE ASKS ME TO GO LOWER. I MOVE OFF HER, AND START LICKIN HER CHEEKS, SHES REACHIN BACK... SPREADING THEM,,, WANTING MY TOUNGE...SHE WHISPERS...PLEASE,,,,,,,,, I START LICKIN HER ASS CRACK.. I CAN SMELL HER AROMA... GOD IT SMELLS S

Birthday
i don't write in this blog thing much.... i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who sent me virtual gifts and those who wished me a happy birthday/canada day :P but i'm pretty much siked.... my sister bought me Beastie Boy tickets :D Denver Colorado.... oh word... i can't wait XD and i got $170 from the rest of my family (hopefully i can use this and try to beg a little more so i can go see john

Different Types Of Panties...
Bikinis. The bikini panty is the most popular type of panty. Thongs. Racy and sometimes titillating, and propelled to popular heights,and also a type of panty designed to hide panty lines where the back goes in between the woman's butt cheeks. String Bikini . Similar to bikini cut panties, but instead of a thin hip grip, they have a small string, Boy shorts. Boy shorts are a new style of undergarments and are quickly edging close to bikinis. Briefs. Briefs are also known as granny panties. N0 Panties. People wearing nothing underneath is also a popular favorite. What about you? What is your panty type?

Personal Mottos....
A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth. Do I look like a fucking people person? This isn't an office. It's Hell with fluorescent lighting. I started out with nothing...and I still have most of it left. I pretend to work. They pretend to pay me. If I throw a stick, will you leave? And just how may I fuck you over today? And your crybaby whiny-assed opinion would be...? I'm just working here till a good fast-food job opens up. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable. I'm trying to imagine you with a personality. One of us is thinking about sex... OK, it's me. I have a computer, a vibrator, & pizza delivery. Why should I leave the house? I just want revenge. Is that so wrong? It's sick the way you people keep having sex without me. I work 40 hours a week to be this poor. Okay, okay, I take it back! UnFuck you! Nice perfume. Must you marinate in it? You look like shit. Is that the style now? Earth is full. Go home. I thought I

Ten Ways To Know If You Have Pms...
10. Everyone around you has an attitude problem. 9. You're adding chocolate chips to your cheese omelet 8. The dryer has shrunk every last pair of your jeans. 7. Your husband is suddenly agreeing to everything you say. 6. You're using your cell phone to dial up bumper stickers that says, "How's my driving? Call 1-800-EAT-SHIT." 5. Everyone's head looks like an invitation to batting practice. 4. You're convinced there's a God and he's male. 3. You're counting down the days until menopause. 2. You're sure that everyone is scheming to drive you crazy. 1. The ibuprofen bottle is empty and you bought it yesterday.

Top Ten Things That Sound Dirty In Golf But Aren't
10. Nuts...my shaft is bent. 9. After 18 holes I can barely walk. 8. You really whacked the hell out of that sucker. 7. Look at the size of his putter. 6. Keep your head down and spread your legs a bit more. 5. Mind if I join your threesome? 4. Stand with your back turned and drop it. 3. My hands are so sweaty I can't get a good grip. 2. Nice stroke, but your follow through has a lot to be desired. 1. Hold up...I need to wash my balls first.

Life Begins . . .
. . . for Jeffrey Robert Alvin, born this morning at 11:30 A.M. Central Standard Time. He came out 7 pounds 14 ounces in weight, 20.75 inches in length, and with his head 14.75 inches in circumference. He's got reddish-brown curly hair and he and Martha are doing great! Sarah the big sister is just a wee bit jealous of her little brother, but we're working with her on that. We have a son!

Top Ten Signs You Know You've Joined A Redneck Hmo...
10. Your Viagra prescription includes a Popsicle stick and some duct tape. 9. The only 100% covered expense is embalming. 8. Your Prozac comes in colors and has little "m"s on each pill. 7. Preventive Care Coverage includes "an apple a day". 6. Your primary care physician is wearing the pants you gave to Goodwill last month. 5. The Lone Star Bar and Grill is an approved pharmacy. 4. The only proctologist lists his address as Rotorooter. 3. The tongue depressors taste faintly of Fudgesicles. 2. Directions to the Dr.'s office include "Take a left when you enter the trailer park". 1. The annual breast exam is conducted at Hooter's

Medical Center
True Story from Houston Medical Center A man went to the ER to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis. According to the Nurse attending, the patient's girl friend found the ring in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his penis while he was asleep. Now you decide what's worse: 1) Having your girl friend find out you're married. 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. 3) Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring. I'm thinkin #3...I'm just sayin!!

Top Ten Ways To Tell Someone Their Fly Is Unzipped...
1. The cucumber has left the salad. 2. Someone tore down the wall, and your Pink Floyd is hanging out. 3. Your soldier ain't so unknown now. 4. Quasimodo needs to go back in the tower and tend to his bells. 5. Elvis Junior has LEFT the building! 6. Mini Me is making a break for the escape pod. 7. You've got your fly set for "Monica" instead of "Hillary". 8. You've got a security breach at Los Pantalones. 9. I'm talking about Shaft, can you dig it? 10. Men are From Mars, women can see Your Penis

4 Things About Me..!!!!!!
A) Four jobs I have had in my life: 1. Heavy equipment operator 2. Asst. Office Manager at a construction Co. 3. Dry cleaners manager 4. Criminal Justice B) Four places I have lived: 1. Shreveport, Louisiana 2. Memphis, Tennessee3. Searcy, Arkansas4.Ft. Lauderdale,Florida C) FOUR TV SHOWS I LIKE TO WATCH 1. CSI 2. Without A Trace 3. The Unit 4. NCIS D) Four Places I've Been on Vacation: Never go on vacations, but in long ago past 1. Dauphin Island,Alabama2. Biloxi,Mississippi 3. Golden Gate,Florida4. Dallas, Texas E) FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS: 1. Steak( Ribeye) 2. Mexican 3. Catfish 4. Coconut Cream Pie F) I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW: 1. Secluded Island 2. On the river camping 3. A road trip to anywhere 4.At a lake house cabin in the woodsG) G)MY BEST FRIENDS 1. Vickie 2. Peggy 3. Rhonda 4.June H) Four places I like to shop 1. Wal Mart 2. Dollar General 3.Old Navy 4. K-Mart

It's Been A Fast 30+ Years
1970: Long Hair 2007: Longing for hair 1970: The perfect high. 2007: The perfect high yield mutual fund. 1970: Keg. 2007: EKG. 1970: Acid Rock. 2007: Acid Reflux. 1970: Moving to California because it's cool. 2007: Moving to California because it's warm. 1970: Growing pot. 2007: Growing pot belly. 1970: Douglas Street bridge. 2007: Dental bridge. 1970: Trying to look like Marlon Brando or Elizabeth Taylor. 2007: Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Elizabeth Taylor. 1970: Seeds and stems. 2007: Roughage. 1970: Popping pills, smoking joints. 2007: Popping joints. 1970: Our president's struggle with Fidel. 2007: Our president's struggle with fidelity. 1970: Paar. 2007: AARP. 1970: Being caught with Hustler magazine. 2007: Being caught with Hustler magazine. 1970: Killer weed. 2007: Weed killer. 1970: Hoping for a BMW. 2007: Hoping for a BM. 1970: The Grateful Dead. 2007: Dr. Kevorkian. 1970: Getting out to a new, hip

Let's Help Him Level Plz!
Come on guys this guy been stuck on level 19 for a while let's help him get off of it! He wants to be a Rock Star! He's got 29,312 to level! Thanks Maria Click on pic to help level him! Black Sunshine@ CherryTAP

Closed Doors
You walk away feeling left out of my life Yet when I look at you all I see are closed doors Never once did you try to see beyond the wall I built Never once did you attempt to cross the gap building between us You said you loved me and in my heart I believed you The emotional pain is neverending to this day Looking at you I see my past, present and future The child between us means I will never truly be free of you Each comment you make brings back the heartache It tugs at the strings that surround my heart No amount of work or play can ever erase the memories I try to bury them deeper inside only to have them surface when least expected I walked away over twelve years ago from from you And yet each time I see the pain is renewed Is what I feel pity and guilt or are there feelings still there I won't let myself be blindsided by you again The lies, the sneaking, the humiliation was more than I should stand The doors are now closed in my soul and brain but my heart sti

My Doll The Beautiful Darlene Mc Coy Needs Some Help , Can You All Help Her
HEY YOU ALL PLEASE GO GIVE MY DOLL, THE BEAUTIFUL DARLENE MCCOY SONGS A PLAY, ON LEFT TOP OF THEIR SITE GO TO COUNTRY SCROLL DOWN UNTIL YOU SEE DARLENE AND TURN HER ON, !!! CLICK HER PICTURE BELOW

I Want To Know
it is annoying now that everyone and their mother is bi. I mean some girls have on their profile hi...and I am bi..so fucking what! I do not say hi my name is angela and I am straight...why do you need to state your sexual orientation??? It is kinda annoying most girls only do it for attention anyways. I have nothing wrong with bi woman. But I think it is highlty fucking annoying how they have to state right off the bat that they are bi. I have the right to say what I fucking want. I am not saying there is anything wrong with bi people so calm down. I just think some girls take it too far and should get a megaphone and a banner and state it. I mean come on most of the bi chicks do it cause they think it is hott cause it gets a guys attention...have more respect for your body. When in reality they could care less about having a sexual urge for woman, and just do it to be a sleeze and see what a guy will do seeing them mouth to mouth with another female. My personal view about the whole

Helena
If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? If you're bound and you're gagged, draped and displayed Would you still love me anyway? Why don't you love me anyway? Cutting with the knife, blood is spilling everywhere She will be my wife Secondary spine Incisions must be accurate I know just what to do My hands are trembling I can't spare to slip up with this knife Her beauty so illogical The beast come gliding in Hideous chameleon stripped down to her skin Dance to the burning flame Pleasure exhumes the pain The night bursts into flame Dance Helena... Dance If I cut off your arms and cut off your legs Would you still love me anyway? There's a spot on the floor where your limbs used to be And I close the door on my fantasies Why don't you love me anyway?

New Ca Driving Fines For 2007
New CA Driving Fines for 2007 1. Carpool lane - 1st time $1068.50 starting 7/1/07 (The $271 posted on the highway is old). Don't do it again because 2nd time is going to be double. 3rd time triple, and 4th time license suspended. 2. Incorrect lane change - $380. Don't cross the lane on solid lines or intersections. 3. Block intersection - $485 4. Driving on the shoulder - $450 5. Cell phone use in the construction zone. - Double fine as of 07/01/07. Cell phone use must be "hands free" while driving. 6. Passengers over 18 not in their seatbelts - both passengers and drivers get tickets . 7. Speeders can only drive 3 miles above the limit. 8. DUI = JAIL (Stays on your driving record for 10 years!) 9. As of 07/01/07 cell phone use must be "hands free" while driving. Ticket is $285.

Pardons Granted By President Clinton
Pardons granted by President Clinton (1993-2001) PARDONS GRANTED BY PRESIDENT CLINTON Table of Contents November 23, 1994 April 17, 1995 December 23, 1997 December 24, 1998 February 19, 1999 December 23, 1999 February 19, 2000 March 15, 2000 July 7, 2000 October 20, 2000 November 21, 2000 December 22, 2000 January 20, 2001 November 23, 1994 NAME DISTRICT SENTENCED OFFENSE David Phillip Aronsohn D. Minn. 1961 Failure to pay special occupational tax on wagering, 26 U.S.C. § 7203 Wanda Kaye Bain-Prentice D. Ariz. 1982 Mail fraud, 18 U.S.C. § 1341 Antonio Barucco U. S. Army general court-martial 1945 Desertion in violation of the 58th Article of War Kristine Margo Beck D. Idaho 1981 Bank embezzlement, 18 U.S.C. § 656 David Christopher Billmaier D. New Mex. 1980 Possession with intent to distribute amphetamines, 21 U.S.C. § 841(a)(1) Terry Lee Brown E. D. Ky. 1962 Interstate transportation of a stolen motor vehicle, 18 U.S.

70 Randoms
70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Have you chewed gum after someone else already has? Sean and I have taken eachothers' gum. 2. What song describes your relationship status? "All of the good ones are taken" Ian Hunter. 3. How much does your dog weigh? I don't have a dog.. But my Frog weighs about 65 lbs. 4. Who are you thinking about right now? Ambyr, I wish she'd call me already!! 5. Ever been skinny dipping? Actually no... Topless yes, but I had bottoms on. 6. Earrings or necklace? I always have my earrings on that Sean bought me. Some days I wear a necklace. 7. Who have you texted the most lately? I don't text. 10. Color of your shirt? I'm topless.. Notice a trend? 11. How many years have you taken a language? I lived in Lawrence, Ma for 8 years.. I learned a lot of Spanish. 12. Who's on speed dial 2? . No one, I don't speed dial. 13. What color is your background on your computer mainscreen? It's a pic of Miss Frog. 14

A Video That Restored My Virginity
The Internet and computing has turned what took some freakish effort for science fiction convention AV dorks to tap that "will never get laid" adolescent nadir... to something less determined dorks can do.

Cheating Husband
D.J. M & M@ CherryTAP I am tired of rumors being spread around, I dont see the point in flirting with every god dang person on cherry tap. Then of course there is a guy that cheats on his wife on here which should be drop kicked. I am sure everyone would agree.

What A F'd Up Day..
I know there was well wishes that today might get better, but it only got worse. I won't go in detail here, but just know that I feel insulted, hurt, and stomped on. Apparently, the best thing for me to do is walk away. It has been nothing but negativity since I woke up. I just can't deal with it anymore. I am tired, frustrated, irritated. I have had it!!!! Sorry if anyone gets upset, just can't deal with it anymore!!!! Enough is Enough!!!!!!

Argh
Stressed out. Trying to find a place to live. Probably going to end up in a one bedroom apartment. The kids will get the room and I'll just sleep in the living room on my mattress. who knows. Hopefully things will work out with the housing situation. I can only pray.

Hey Everyone
Hey everyone! Im just going do a kind of "profile" who am I for my first blog.... I go by Liv, I'm 5ft 8in with reddish hair and hazel grn eyes. I love taking photographs; soon I will be takin' photos professionaly and hopefully I can get my business up and going! I plan on taking portrait, pet and naughty photo's....eventually I hope to have a studio but for now I will just use the available locations and my home. I have plenty of props ;)~ I am Wiccan working on my second degree, then I can preform weddings, wiccaning, and other such ceremonies. I live in a very small town that makes it hard to be wiccan, hell be anything but either catholic or christian. However, it is nice to not live in a big city! I am bi and love the feel of a soft, hot woman! MMMMMM makes me horney just thinking about it! Anyway that is me in a nutshell, my little nutshell anyway! If you have any questions just ask!!

Wounded Marine Takes National Anthem To Heart
By Leon Alligood - USA TODAY Posted : Monday Jul 2, 2007 21:36:50 EDT Top of Form 1 Bottom of Form 1 NASHVILLE — Lance Cpl. Salvador Gonzalez, a Marine with aspirations to become a professional singer, admits he never used to pay much attention to the words of the national anthem. “Before, it was always just a song, just the national anthem,” the 22-year-old Iraq war veteran says. “It was never something I protected.” Now, he says, those words offer new meaning to “my situation.” As Gonzalez speaks, he nods the chin of his round face toward the prosthesis extending below his left knee, a reminder of that bloody, dusty October 2004 day in Iraq. Gonzalez has had increasing chances to sing those words before large numbers of people, including at a sold-out Chicago Bulls game in November 2005 and at the Charlie Daniels’ Twin Pines Ranch Rodeo last April in Murfreesboro, Tenn. “I’ve never heard it done better. The kid’s got what it takes,” says Thurman Mullins, a former Marine who

For You Are The One...
For You Are The One For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your love I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what love means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. - Chris Messick -

Volume Xxvi - In Memoriam
Greetings, friends...I have just returned home from a long, draw-out trip...one of the most gut wrenching ones I have ever endured. My grandmother died back on the 29th in Macon, after a lengthy illness and struggling with respiratory problems. The visitation was yesterday from 6-9pm, and the funeral was this morning. We, meaning my wife and I, arrived in the Savannah area Saturday evening. We spent the evening in downtown Savannah, ate at a great restaurant called Tubby's Conch House, and watched the moon over the savannah River. Sunday, after a couple of hours on Tybee Island, we went to the visitation...after changing clothes, of course. She looked so very peaceful. So tranquil. So lovely, in a beautiful pink dress. Just as if she were sleeping. It was instant that I knew that she was NOT sleeping....but I held my strength until the end of the visitation that I wept. Made sure no one saw me...though my parents and wife did. The next day was the actual funeral,

Friends
It is so nice when you can re-connect with people from the past. You are older and, maybe, wiser. It seems like lots has happened in life, but realy not much has. Feelings are there but maturity is saying to hold back, wait until the right time, but keep the talking going. Life is interesting, and always full of suprises. Just remember that there is always some one who likes you and you have no clue.

One Of The Old Favs...
Show me how you do that trick The one that makes me scream" she said "The one that makes me laugh" she said And threw her arms around my neck "Show me how you do it And I promise you I promise that I'll run away with you I'll run away with you" Spinning on that dizzy edge I kissed her face and kissed her head And dreamed of all the different ways I had To make her glow "Why are you so far away?" she said "Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you That I'm in love with you" You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Strange as angels Dancing in the deepest oceans Twisting in the water You're just like a dream Daylight licked me into shape I must have been asleep for days And moving lips to breathe her name I opened up my eyes And found myself alone alone Alone above a raging sea That stole the only girl I loved And drowned her deep inside of me You Soft and only You Lost and lonely You Just like hea

Anyone Want A Drink?
Anyone that fans me I will by them a drink on me! Thanks Maria ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ CherryTAP

The Meaning...
The Meaning To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you. - Kellie Spehn -

Smokin' Aces Movie
Has anyone else seen this movie... I just did and all i can say is WOW..talking about i wasnt expecting that as an ending.. all the characters where crazy in there own way...Alicia Keys as a contract killer she did a great job... the hilter crazed brothers scared the crap out of me...LOL If u havent seen this one..if u like pulp fiction, kill bill 1&2, the departed or any other action filled bloody movie..then you gotta watch this one...

Symbol Of Friendship
WE MET ONLINE HAD A GOOD TIME CHATTED AGAIN AND BECAME GOOD FRIENDS. TIME WENT ON AND WE ARE STILL HERE AND I TRULY BELIEVE YOU ARE SOMEONE DEAR! HERE IS SOMETHING I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND KINDNESS TOO IT IS A SYMBOL OF FRIENDSHIP WE SHARE TOGATHER A FRIENDSHIP I HOPE WILL LAST FOREVER AND ALTHOUGH WE LIVE SO FAR APART--- ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU HOLD A PIECE OF MY HEART.

Love Defined...
Love Defined What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That love for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow. - Matt Dubois -

Suspended Sentiment
Suspended sentiment emotions caught in rhyme that moment, we will never have now somewhere lost in time it was our should have been that once upon an unstrung heart string the song we both hear yet were never able to sing always off by slight degree slipping by, our chances for what could have been our, we were meant to be that once in a lifetime love of you and me

Where Do I Go From Here??
Thanks for stopping by and taking the time to read about me.. My name is Shannon, I was born in New Orleans,Raised in Alabama ans somehoe ended up here in Arkansas.I am 35 married,GETTING DIVORCED..I have 2 wonderful sons ages 15-17, They live in Alabama..I have no kids by this marriage I am in not ( Thank God )would just make thinks that much more difficult..Anyways moving alone.. When I was 16 years old,I met the man of my dreams,MY TRUE LOVE..We were in a relationship for 2 years and lived together.This is when I had my first son (Steven)..Needless to said after I become pregnant we stayed together 6 more months and he cheated on me.I was just toren, I couldn't eat, sleep, nothing..I ended up going through the next 4 months during my pregnanice alone..I ended up having Steven 2 days before my Birthday, His father came long enough to see him born and left.I was just heart broken for awhile.Was a long stay in the hospital alone. About a year down the road I met my first husba

I Let It All Go
I let it all go, and left, though I remember looking back, the aches and pains of every breath, I had to face the fact that life is not supposed to be as hard as I was making it and the heart should not be still while someone or something is breaking it. I let it all go, and left. Though tonight I lay bereft, I will not allow this or any theft or carry to my grave, regret, but only love I'll not forget.

Aftermath
It's 3am and here I am Sitting here without a plan This lack of sleep type R.E.M. Leaves me whispering in the dark again Tears a rolling down my cheeks I haven't felt this way in weeks Depression shows its ugly maw I'm caught firmly in its claw Can't seem to find my self or path Stuck here in the aftermath Of love gone wrong, that wasn't kind I'm left feeling… deaf and blind What happened here I cannot say But I can't keep the pain at bay Howl and rage against the night Shiver here in silent fright It's 3am and here I cry Wishing I could merely die

Private Darkness
When the dense oily shadow descends on me I can find no escape, no comfort The blossom of hope is snatched away visciously And my heart bleeds fear The shadow suffocates my light and steals my dreams Wringing every drop of hope and pleasure from life An impossible weight drags and buries all energy So far beneath memory, it might never have been I try to flee when i feel its ominous presence But there is no hiding place Fear grips me and freezes me to await Inevitable annihalation of my will There is no escape no sanctuary The womb that once protected me has gone So i curl my body fetally anyway and wait .................

I Feel
There are times I just feel like giving up. Like finding someone and running away. It is silly. I won't. I don't. But life has been so grinding since 2000 that it is enough to break the mind and spirit. Oh well, I will survive.

Beware,,read At Your Own Risk
ok people i am in a very pissed off foul mood. if you have something of a fucking problem with me ,then tell me. DO NOT LEAVE ME FUCKING PRIVATE MESSAGES AND THEN BLOCK ME,,YOU CHICKEN SHITS. I LOVE HOW SOME PEOPLE HAVE THE FUCKING BALLS TO DO THIS. GROW UP , AND IF YOU DONT HAVE THE GUTS TO SAY WHAT IS ON YOUR MIND TO ME, THEN YOU ARE A IMMATURE FUCKING CHILD THAT NEEDS TO GROW UP! IF YOU DONT LIKE ME THAT IS FINE,,,NOBODY LIKES EVERYONE,, JUST LIKE I DONT GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE,,BUT I JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE. IF I KNOW WE WONT GET ALONG I DONT GO AND LEAVE THEM FUCKING MESSAGES AND THEN BLOCK THEM. OH MY GOSH!! FIRST OF ALL ACT LIKE AN ADULT! if i have something to say to you good or bad I WILL TELL YOU ,I AM OPEN AND HONEST! YOU MAY NOT LIKE IT BUUUUUUT AT LEAST YOU KNOW WHERE I STAND WITH YOU! I DO NOT LEAVE PEOPLE WONDERING OR HANGING AND I USUALLY DONT LEAVE MESSAGES LIKE THIS,BUT THIS HAS HAPPENED TO ME MORE THEN ONCE NOW! FIRST I IGNORED IT AND DID NOTHING BUT NOW IT IS GET

A White Rose...
A White Rose The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips. - J B O'Reilly (1844-1890) -

Iq Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Favored Place
I often go there during twilight, to our favored place of seclusion, made only for the two of us; sit in silence and dream of yesterdays. The moon grins at me, oblivious to my pain, as the city quietly slips into the night. At times, I forget and hear your call to supper or feel the brush of your hand against my face. Then, I wish to fall asleep and hope not to wake again. But my eyes insist to search for you in the sky. The myriad stars turn into dark flakes, into murderous blemishes on your skin, and I am witnessing again, your last bewildered glimpse. The desperate grip of your fingers on my arm, the guilt flooding your body for leaving me without a farewell. I could tell that your pain was only that of sorrow; that you loved me more than yourself. That is why I am punished with such immensity of grief and go there so often...

Colorless
And I saw it there. And I said it. Everywhere I've been I've said it. The moon has never changed. What lunar mentor of loss whose face is apparitioned at night along a frosted margarita glass. Whose voice is whistled in the choir of air conditioners falling down through the cracks of the tattered loveseat. The eye is a kleenex- a soft cornucopia of folds. It makes hatred a place to sit down and laughs, red vines streaming down its cheeks. Green brown and yellow strands in its hollow fields of echoing pupils. My rainbows are monochrome. Old sparks behind my heels. And I saw it there. And now it is gone. (your color)

Love Is...
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Meghan -

Salute Contest
Create me the best salute and win two happy hours and a million dollar mansion, be creative, be sexy, be funny, your choice but all it needs to say is Kayo and the winner gets to choose when they would like to have their happy hours as long as they are both before the end of July

Somedays....
Somedays…. Somedays it’s so quiet I feel myself drowning in silence Being alone is so hard I never really understood it till now Somedays I get to this point, The point where I don’t hear anything Not even my own voice Which normally echoes in my mind Somedays I feel like crying I want to cry so much But the tears will not flow I can’t even feel that small release Somedays I just want to lay in bed Thinking, the day will go faster with sleep Closing my eyes to drift off But there will be no sleep for me Somedays I wonder who I wronged Why must I feel this way Why can’t I feel peace Maybe I will, Someday Writen 4/27/07 & 7/1/07

A Very Adult Survey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? their eyes 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? ass 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? his personality 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? 12 5. Who was your fist true love? my hubby 6. (women) What is your bra size? 42 C 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? lol 8. When did you lose your virginity? 15 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? nope 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? i don't know never measured 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? yep 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? yes 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? both 15. Are you aggressive or passive? a bit of both 16. Ever been tied up? yep 17. Ever have a 3 sum? nope 18. Ever participate in an orgy? nope 19. Do you like oral sex? yes a.

Yay
July 10 Smashing Pumpkins - Zeitgeist Spoon - Ga Ga Ga Ga Ga July 24 Yeah Yeah Yeah's - Is Is August 21 Architecture In Helsinki - Places Like This Minus The Bear - Planet Of Ice Rilo Kiley - Under The Blacklight August 28 VHS or Beta - Bring On The Comets Sept 11 The Good Life - Help Wanted Nights

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but it's a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard bef

Women
THIS SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wane. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT......... Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girl friend is never farther away than needing her can reach. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you...Or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, Mothers, Grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins, and extended family, all bless our life! The world wouldn't be the same without women, and

Rubbing Elbows With The Greats And A Rockstar.
I have been to every sporting event that I enjoy both watching and playing, but yesterday was my first PGA golf tournament. My brother and I went to Warwick Hills in Grand Blanc,Michigan for The Buick Open. Although my favorite golfer Tiger woods wasn't there, because of the birth of his daughter I got to rub elbows with my other favorites in the game. My brother has seen the open like six times and his was my first and it was a time to remember for a lifetime. We arrived when the gates opened and had time to figure out an awesome game plan so we knew how we were going to spend our day. We had our tickets at the start of the tourney, but we wanted to save them for the final round so we could see the winner. My brother wanted to see Steve Flesch tee off on hole one and follow him for a couple of holes to kill some time until we could see one of our favorites John Daly tee off at 12:03 p.m. Good thing we decided to follow John Daly for a few holes because we were in for a huge su

How Does It Feel?
Did you think I cared, did you believe my promises Did my kiss make it seem like forever, did they come true, your wishes Did you lay in your bed at night and thank god I forgave you Were you planning our future, belive all your dreams came true Now that you know better does it hurt, are your tears like fire.. Do you question every word, every touch, is death now your desire Is there pain in the pit of your stomach, cutting at your soul Are you wondering if you'll ever love again, your life out of control I know what your thinking, the anger, the pain, how your feeling I'm feeding off it, it soothes my pain, it is the beggining of my healing You thought it was behind us, your hurtful words forgotten, never I could never, it was too deep, the scars a reminder, my way of life I hope you hurt now, maybe next time, you won't cut with that knife

I Love Cherry Tap
i just got hooked up with a cherryTAP a few days ago an from me being on it for those few days its been pretty addicting for me. im never off of it. but its cool. well im out love always ashley aka baby girl....

If I Could Have Just One Wish...
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

Randomness
1. Is anyone mad at you? If not then my entire life has been pointless hasn’t it? 2. Who's the last person you kissed? There was a no name agreement between us so no one could feel guilty later 3. Who's the first person you'd call if you won the lottery? Well I’ have to call the lotto people so I could make sure that I actually won something 4. Do you have a fishtank in your house? Nope not enough oxygen flows through afraid the boy will suffocate so I stick with cages 5. What's your ring tone? Who is calling me? 6. Do you delete people from your friends list when you're mad at them? Are we adults here folks? 7. What colour is your pillowcase? Do you mean before the blood? 8. Nearest green object to you? Hehehe, my neighbor 9. What colour shirt are you wearing? Well now who say sI am even wearing a shirt, wait is that you at my window? 10. Who do you trust the most? Who has the gun? 11. What colour is your phone? What ever color you want it to b

Life.....hmmmmmm
Love may come and love may go.....but true love will stay. I have found my true love. Thru the diversities we have faced, we came back together. We have had to face many trials and tribulations to come to this point. But our love will conquer all and survive. We will marry in the fall finally. It has taken many years and many failed relationships to finally find him, the man that completes me and makes me whole. My Michael! I love him will all my heart and soul. Friendships, I have found, do not typically last. I have but one true friend in my life. She has been there for over 20 years for me. She knows who she is and hopefully knows all she means to me. I love you Deb! The others that pass thru my life teach me lessons that I won't forget. Most of the lessons are the same...to NOT ever trust women in my life! All women in my life have lied to me, hurt me and stabbed me in the back. On more than one occassion affected my relationships. I have found that women ar

When I Think Of You…
When I think of you… I think of you often…. Bet you had no idea I did Think that I am so simple Walk through life without a care I don’t, but who does? I have moments that you’re on my mind It’s crazy, how you flood my head Make it hard to do anything really I think of you eyes How perfect they are When you gaze at me.. I think of you hands… Their warmth when they touch me How soft my skin feels to them I think of you mouth Watching your lips form words Wanting you to shut up so I can taste them I think of your body Of how my fingers want to trace you Go over every inch of you I think of you voice How soothing it is to me How it calms me from the inside out. I think of your scent… How I bury myself in your cloths when you’re gone And wanting to bury myself in you when your here God, this is so hard to even breathe Simple mundane tastes are hard to maneuver Oh, why can’t you be right here in front of me Just let me get drunk off you So I can function

Wow, I'm Actually Content
I think this is the first time in a LONG time that I actually haven't bitched in a blog. Not her or on that "other" website either. Probably because I got rid of ALOT of unwanted bullshit in my life and thank GOD it's all gone. Aside from ocassional bullshit here n there that my roomie is going thru.. my life is nice n drama free!! School is going great, getting a 4.0, meeting people everyday... lief is just peachy!!! Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

Joe My Adorable American Boy
Joe rawks! He's my cute adorable american boy that I met on ct. Makes me glad I joined this site. He loves mint chocolate aeros. He loves mario He love pirates and he loves me ( i love him too ) hehe :D xx

Life Flashed Before My Eyes ~ Lol
Ok, my oldest--now 18--son, recently got his learner's permit. He could've taken driver's ed, but didn't want to ask me or my mom for the money, though we would've come up with it; so he waited until he turned 18. Now, its almost everyday--"Can you take me out driving?" I took him this evening, when I got home from Roo's and all I can say is I'm glad I told Roo "I Love You" and kissed him and hugged him tight, because riding with my kid scared the life outta me! LOL He keeps saying he's a good driver--ok, he takes turns way too fast and way too wide, whips around cars then back into his own lane...mom and I were comparing notes on this. Anyway, he wants to make an appointment next week to take his driver's test and we both said NO WAY! He does so many things that they would take off points for that it isn't funny. I can understand being in a hurry to get his license, however he has to learn that he can not drive like a maniac...they'll fail him on the spot! He says

Media Monkeys.......
me-di-a : the means of commication such as television,radio,newspapers or magazines to inform the public. me-di-a mon-key : the usage of the means of television,radio,newspapers or magazines to cause public fear,entertain,or excite thrue means of bullshit. Thats kind of my own definiton of what i mean in my past two blogs.About people reporting things that really honestly no one gives a shit about.

Hey Everyone
I NEED SOME HELP WITH VOTES EVERYDAY.... I ENTERED THIS CALANDER CONTEST IT STARTS EVERY MONTH TIL DEC AND IVE COME SO CLOSE BUT DONT HAVE AS MANY FRIENDS TO VOTE FOR ME THEN THE OTHER GIRLS. SO IM SEEKING TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS AND FANS TO HELP MY DREAM COME TRUE TO MODEL AND WIN SOMETHING OUT OF LIFE... SO PLEASE VOTE FOR PRICELESS EVERYDAY AND ENROLL IN THE SITE USING RECRUIT ID 1127 AND MUST POST 2 PICS AND FEMALES& MALES WELCOME TO THIS SITE..... HOPE ALL IS WELL AND THANK U TO ALL THAT DO SOOOO..... XOXOXOOXOXOO HOPE TO SEE SOME LOVING

Push
Every time I look at you the world just melts away All my troubles all my fears dissolve in your affections You've seen me at my weakest but you take me as I am And when you fall you offer me a softer place to land You stay the course you hold the line you keep it all together You're the one true thing I know I can believe in You're all the things that I desire you save me you complete me You're the one true thing I know I can believe I get mad so easy but you give me room to breathe No matter what I say or do 'cause you're too good to fight about it Even when I have to push just to see how far you'll go You won't stoop down to battle but you never turn to go There are times I cant decide when I can't tell up from down You make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown But you pick me up & brush me off and tell me I'm OK Sometimes that's just what we need to get us through the day

Whatever Happens Happens
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel sometimes we just have to go with......... what ever happens happens

Good Advice That Applies Almost To Everyone
Trust your gut. It will very rarely steer you wrong. No matter what you believe today, most of your friends will fall away over time. Those who remain for the long haul are precious. Honesty is still the best policy especially if it's delivered respectfully and gently. Having a few regrets isn't such a bad thing; they serve as reminders to do things differently next time. Sleep enough. Then, when you figure out how, tell me. Apologize. Enough said. If you still don't know what you want to be when you grow up, don't sweat it. You can decide later and change your mind often after that. Listen. Listen some more. There's just no substitute for taking the high road, having insurance, or speaking kindly. Live simply. Less truly is more. Think long and hard before welcoming dogs or small children into your life. Then, if you do, learn good parenting skills and love them wholly and unconditionally. The Golden Rule is a classic. It has been true across all cultu

Gotta Love Seniors
Shown below , is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by an 86 year old woman. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the New York Times. Dear Sir: I am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which I endeavored to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three nansconds must have elapsed between his presenting the check and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly deposit of my entire pension, an arrangement which, I admit, has been in place for only eight years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity,and also for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally answer your telephone calls and letters, --- when I try to contact

God Has A Perpose For You
God has kept me here for a reason. I survived because He has a plan for me. All my bad relationships, the consequences, the hard times, the sad times, the death of my loved ones, the back stabbing from my friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support; I made it because I am blessed! I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings and grudges because I am abundantly blessed! I recognize them as the illusions they are, and sent from the enemy to kill my spirit, steal my joy, and destroy my faith; For God is all there is. All else is a lie! Now give yourself a hug, wipe your tears away and walk in victory!!!!!!!! Ilove you, but more appropriately God loves you BEST! Be blessed and know that you are at one with THE SPIRIT OF THE LIVING GOD! And may the Lord keep watch between you and me when we are away from each other. Genesis 31:49. Amen!

Oil Change Women -vs- Men
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change. 2) Drink a cup of coffee. 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a beer and drink it. 4) Jack car up. Spend 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in pr

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring

C'mon Everyone Knows This One
Purple haze all in my brain Lately things just dont seem the same Actin funny, but I dont know why scuse me while I kiss the sky Purple haze all around Dont know if Im comin up or down Am I happy or in misery? What ever it is, that girl put a spell on me Help me Help me Oh, no, no [faint, spoken lyrics...all questionable] Hammerin Talkin bout heart n...s-soul Im talkin about hard stuff If everbodys still around, fluff and ease, if So far out my mind Somethings happening, somethings happening Ooo, ahhh Ooo, {click} ahhh, Ooo, ahhh Ooo, ahhh, yeah! Purple haze all in my eyes, uhh Dont know if its day or night You got me blowin, blowin my mind Is it tomorrow, or just the end of time? Ooo Help me Ahh, yea-yeah, purple haze, yeah Oh, no, oh Oh, help me Purple haze, tell me, baby, tell me I cant go on like this Purple haze Youre makin me blow my mind...mama Purple haze, n-no, nooo Purple haze, no, its painful, baby

Thoughts On 7-7-7
Ok now you have done it and this old dragon needs to post so much on being quite. this frist son of a seventh son. May the union that has been denied In fact and history be reveled this night as Dragons and dragon freinds take flight May all who have woundered what their essance was Learn the path they are to fly evermor May the differeences of the paths not cause strife but bring about the kindship that was lost Where many natures walk upond this plane none seeking sway over another only woking together for the greates gain. Those who have walked the walk of teachers and protectors be seen now and the guides that stand by their side be visuable throw others eyes, with the smoke clearing the way and giving way to a brighter and beatiful day Those of the night who walk the darkest relms be allowed the light that has arromored them from the bane and may their dark light fusse with the light of day to burn away the illusion and mistrust that has held sway for eons

July 2007 Bikini Babes
Drop on by my website and see whats new for July: New Featured Model SKYLER 8 new BIKINI BABES added to our Summer 07 Special Feature New Wallpaper of DAISY free for you to download and enjoy. CharliesImages

Says So Much
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Epsilon-zero
Come check out the live video Of Epsilon-Zero at The Gig in Cali! Just let the ad finish, then the live vid will start http://web.instream.com/servlets/getPlaylist?ver=2.0&nwid=11375&audit=param&format=Video-Windows-300-320x240&level=Alternatv.tv:Live%20at%20the%20Gig&content=mms://wms.partner-streaming.com/thegig/EpsilonZero-20070629.wmv&resp=ASX&mswmext=.asx Also, PLEASE help them get to the Battle of the Bands at the Roxy for their chance to open for the Projekt Revolution Tour featuring HIM, Placebo, Linkin Park, and My Chemical Romance ... Link below... vote as many times as possible!! Jamison, Greg, and Kevin (epsilon-zero) http://mtv2ontherise.com?em=013050

Huh
hello my love Alfonse!!! It for me is very pleasant, to receive your letter!!! I receive the big charge of energy with your letter!! It allocates warm my heart!!! And it seems to me, that right now, this second, you are beside with me!!! To me it is very good when, closed eyes and having presented you before me, I feel you, I represent as you exactly breathe, look at me! You gently take my hands in the .......... And always, when I open eyes, you are not present beside with me!!! Sometimes I do not wish to open an eye, only to remain as it is possible longer with you in my small virtual world. Try to close eyes to a minute, and to present, that I am near to you during this moment!!! Present, that I now sit near to you!!! You feel me? I feel you!!!! Feel my hands not your shoulder, my lips... I think, that it is very fine, that we have found each other!!! It can be a little dared, but I wish to be with you right now!!! Now for me you are the best friend. I trust you is boun

Adult Servey
1. What is the 1st thing you notice on the opposite sex? Boobs 2. What is your favorite body part on the opposite sex? Vagina 3. What 1st drew you to your current bf/gf? Boobs 4. When did you first start liking the opposite sex? I think about 6 5. Who was your fist true love? Some girl, with little boobs, many years ago 6. (women) What is your bra size? 7. (men) Have you ever measured your penis? Nope 8. When did you lose your virginity? 16 9. Did you enjoy your 1st sexual experience? Not really, but i knew i liked vagina 10. (women...or gay men) Biggest penis you've ever had? 11. Ever make out with someone of the same sex? No 12. Are you straight, bi or gay? Straight 13. Do you remember your 1st orgasm? No 14. Do you prefer aggressive or passive partners? Depends on the mood 15. Are you aggressive or passive? See above 16. Ever been tied up? yes, and it didn'

What's Up With The Cookie Monster?
to understand the origin of The Footie Monster, you must first understand the origins of misterfeet i was about 21 and out one night when i met this girl named Stacy thru a mutual friend. She and i sorta hit it off and we ended up in my car.... She asked if i wanted to do anything, and being a little drunk and uninhibited, i told her i wanted to kiss and lick her feet. She was like, ok sure. While you do that, I'm going to party." So there we were, in my car, she's partying and i'm having a party of my own with her bare feet. Now, she partied so hard, that she couldn't remember my name. A few weeks later, i was walking down the street and she rode by in a car (passenger) with her bare foot waving at me out the window yelling "hi misterfeet!" Yeah... that definitely got my attention. We saw each other later that day, and i asked why she called me misterfeet. She admitted right away that she couldn't remember my name and thought misterfeet suited me fine. i asked her i

I'm Not Ok
I could sit here all night, pretending that I'm fine. Acting like i don't, want you to be mine. but I cant fool myself I know I'm not OK. Nothing will make me feel better, no matter what you say. I'm not OK without you. I need you here with me, because we both decided, that we were destined to be. I could lie to the world. No one would realize, all the pain inside of me, and those tears I cried. Now seeing you move on, pierces me in the chest. I want you to be happy So this must be what's best. Maybe I'm not over you, the way I said I was. I miss you so much. You're my first true love. You don't love me anymore At least that's what you said. You're actions prove differently, after all those tears I shed. I'm not OK. I'm broken and confused. I thought you were different. Now inside, I'm bruised. i miss you i love you i need you i crave you I'm sorry that I hurt you, just please come back to me. I need you in my life But you jus

I Am Officially In Love!
Completely, utterly, madly, deeply in love! With MYSELF! For once in my life I am content with who I am - I feel confident and comfortable in my own freaking skin. Weird feeling, really. I am an awesome mother and a wonderful sister. I am an A student. I can sing a mean karaoke song or two. I am a "high performer" at work (no, really!) I am a decent friend, although I do not reach out to my friends enough.... I have to have SOME flaws! : )~ And I, yes I, can goth it alone! AND have a blast! Next time I am staying all night though! And drinking less Long Islands...mental note made! You guys are the best, by the way! You would have to be, you are all MY friends! Just goes with the territory!

Posted Permission
I posted my permission slip...Yes it is a real slip I carry everywhere I go...No my wife was not joking about it...Yes I would Love to Use it...No I have not used it "Yet"....No I wont give you the number to call her to verify it...I am either lying or I am not...I can tell you I am not...If you dont like it...Im not sorry it should not affect you any .... Peace Love and Kill The Taliban

Ok I Need This Explained To Me I Guess.
Paris Hilton Leaked Jail Phone Call - Watch more free videos Ok for starters I posted this break.com click into a MUMM and the shit hit the fan. I'll get to that in a minute. Let's talk about the light stuff 1st and get that out of the way. Why does 3/4 of CT Hate Videos in Mumm's? Please understand from our point of view Videos are great cause its a cash cow of material to work from and with on this show. Paris Hilton. The video you see at the top here. I posted that in a Mumm I gave up good points for I might add. If at this point you haven't watched it . Do so now please so you get the joke I was going for. Its ok go ahead I'll wait.................. ................................................... Ok That's about as long as the video was. And you should be cussing me for what happen. Pretty harmless huh. I guess not to those who didn't watch. For the recorded. We really hate Paris to but we love making fun of a woman who someday will be worth 50,000,000,000 freaking b

Lately.....
I have now gotten a job. I work quite a bit and I don't have a lot of time to be online all that much anymore. But I will be online on my days off. So don't forget about me...Ask me for my yahoo, msn, or aim name so we can talk... One thing I will tell you with the way this job is looking I doubt I will like it because I have a bad back and I'll be standing 8 hours straight. I've worked 2 days straight and I'm in so much pain I just want to cry. XOXO CIAO!

Rough Month
I had a rough ass month getting sick of people shit in this town we call Meadville nigga hating,bitches going crazy it must be that summer heat we got herrrre!!!I love girls with a passion,but shit stop protecting yourself like it's the end of the world it's already hard enough for us men to walk up to a girl,but damn make it easy on us know.Anyway if you wanna holla at me my yahoo chat name is babyzoneman later:)

Ranting On Relationships
I really despise the whole notion of intimate relationships at the moment. to clarify, I am not talking about online relationships but, real life ones. and it is not that I would not mind being in one, just I am sick of playing the run, chase and dating game. through out the year I have actually had numerous opportunities to be with people but I have pretty much every single time backed off. which and get this has given me the nick name of 'that chick who leads guys on' ... I shit you not I bumped into one of these guys that I had a brief fling with not long ago at a festival. he introduced me to his friends as 'oh yeah this is Dani, we used to be friends, close friends, I mean we still are but she kinda led me on' ... come on who says that! only Anwar, only fucking Anwar would be so daft to say that, bloody idiot. oh and what about that other guy. that looked promising. but after a few dates I came to realize we had nothing in common. sure he was sweet as pie and such a gentleman howe

To All The Soldiers
Here it is, the 4th of July is upon us. Another holiday that our troops are spending away from their loved ones.To all Soldiers, You have my deepest respect and many many Thank yous, for doing what you are doing. I admire each and every one of you, for the sacrifices that you are making. It takes a special breed to do what you all are doing. For those that bash on our soldiers, your just jealous because you don't have the heart, mind or spirit that these people do. Show some respect, or go and try and fill their boots. It's not until you walk in someones shoes that you can fully appreciate what that person does. Any takers?? Go and try it for a week. I want to wish all military persons, a safe and happy 4th of July. God Bless each and everyone of you and your families.

Women If You Have Them Figured Out Let Me Know
Ok people feel free to wrap your minds around this and give an opinion as i am beyond confused. Lets see where to start? Well two months ago i met a women that is actually awesome. Well she has had a ton of bad luck with guys so i have been patient but after two months i have gotten no where except over to watch a movie twice. Oh and a hug lol. She claims i am the greatest guy she ever met which at first made me happy as hell but as time goes on and she refuses to go any farther than a movie and a hug goodbye. I am starting to wonder if all my efforts are just a waste of time. I am really hoping not but well being the nice guy and actually respectful towards women i just might be a little to naive to realize i should just give up and move on. I am confused as hell and extremely frustrated. so go ahead and put in your 2 cents or just mail me a dollar lmao.

I Am
i am sorry if i cant talk to you all when you want me too i have a daughter that is emoitionly impaired and keeping my awsome friends happy with picture is a full time job i try too talk to you all some times there are more important things besides ct and that is my daughter so hopefully all of you will understand that when i dont answer you it is because im dealing with my daughter or something else

Because I Seem To Enjoy Public Embarrassment.
I shot this a few weeks ago after a discussion about the 80s on this one forum that I'm a member of. Incidentally, despite how well it syncs, the music was edited in after and wasn't playing when I shot it. You gotta love happy accidents. :)

Just More Drama To Ignore
So many people post on CT they can't handle the drama being posted about outside lives, then they turn around and fill your inbox with requests and blogs which aggravate the situation. How many hundred times have we all been accosted to add this person or that one.... only to find out they have blocked everyone from approaching them? It is a theme I find prevalent in the extreme, and faced daily by the spam filters of my inbox. This is a social network, and not everyone who asks to be a friend will end up being a bosom buddy. You have to have somewhat of a thick skin to survive and develop a devil may care attitude. If you fail to do this, and must end up blocking everyone from being a fan and a friend, reserving yourself to only the few, you have missed the point of being on CT entirely. When that day inevitably comes, and you then must whine about no one chatting with you, don't fill my my inbox with chattel items. You are only getting your just rewards.

Why
Ok so im siting here drinking, thats no so unusual right? i have some why ?s 1) Why do you fall for a guy that dont fall for you? 2)Why does my heart feel like its broken sometimes? 3)Why does a man sing to u on the phone and sing side to side lmaoooooo! 4) why do people talk mack behind anothers back, to thier face they r your friend and behind your back they talk smack? 5)Why did i do what i did lastnight? 6) Why am i writing this? OK thats it sorry just had to write down something!

Again Please
i will get too all your profiles and picture there are a few of you are not wanting to wait if you all read my blogs you would know that i have bean telling everyone ty and that you all are awsome if for some reason you dont want to wait till i get to you then tell me and ill take you off my list i dont like hearing whinnie babys cause they cant talk to me or i havent got to your pictures yet

In Her Eyes
Her eyes they tell a story, On a face that knows my name, In those eyes I bare her sadness, For confusion in her pain, Throws a heavy hand towards me, In her hatred of the person she sees Then bows her head in self pity, As she falls unto her knees, Shards of glass tear my fingers, Her face a thousand on the ground, We have battled many times, Still no truce here to be found.

Cheeck Us Out
ayo what up ppl hey check my label mates out on the all new online radio station check us out at www.713fm.com look for tracks by the detachmentz also there are tracks of ya boy south on there too just hit the lauch 713 radio link to hear our shit and other underground artist

The Girl In My Dreams
perfect as can be and yes i can see, what you really mean to me, you are in my dreams standing beside a tree, why can i just will you to be, i haven`t meet you yet this is true, but have always dreamed about you, your hair is brown and you eyes are blue, haunting me everyday i am without you, i know you are real just haven`t found you yet, there are so many things i want to get, like an umbrella to keep you from getting wet, i would hug and kiss you all the time if you let, me come to you where ever you are, i keep wishing on my shining star, even drove for miles in my car, been to every little fucking bar, why cant i find you, where are you at, i have a pet she is a cat, she likes to play with my baseball hat, yeah i know hard to imagine that, see you in my dreams how i wish you were real, then i could show you the way i really feel, be like the fairy tale Jack and Jill, and carry our pails up and down the hill, why cant i get you out of my head, go to sleep and dreams of you instead,

Damn You Krusty!
I tried to move one of my Bubbletip Anemones(I have 2 side by side) for my False Percula Clownfish to host. My other Cinnamon Clownfish would not leave me alone and kept biting the crap out of my hand. Apparently he doesn't want to share his TWO anemones. Fuck that little bastard! Back to the drawing board...

Night Guys
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m I have been batteling migrains for the last few days, so forgive me for not being around! Hope all is well with you all and have a great week and 4th!

Forever Is Forever
The years go on forever. See the years abound, But when forever ends no one makes a sound. Every good thing must come to an end; Somethings must break for they cannot bend. Forever is forever as forever begins; Forever is forever until forever ends. A life is forever until the life dies; It could be big or small, forever has no size. When all concerned are gone forever is dead; No more to say; everything has been said. But forever continues for each and everyone Till all concerned are gone then it is done. When forever is done no one really won. Forever's done and no one's left; not none. That is when "nothing" will have begun. To us nothing is nothing, but forever is fun!!! Forever is forever as forever begins; Forever is forever until forever ends. The years go on forever. See the years abound, But when forever ends no one makes a sound!!! Then is when "nothing" has at last begun; Nothing is nothing, but forever is fun.

Always Hope
With life there is always hope; Life rotates on a changing slope. Who knows what's up around the bend? Problems could start or problems could end. Without life all hope is gone, There is nothing to hang your future on. With death nothing can ever change It's far too late to rearrange. So what's the idea of suicide? Is that a good decision? You decide. Who knows what's up around the bend? Problems could start or problems could end.

I Guess I Look Asian !!!
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Ct Pet Peeves
please meet three ct people! i call them the ct pet peeves. let me know if you feel the same way about these ct people! first thing i hate is Mrs sexy poor lady.she is the lady who has 300 pics of herself half naked for all the pervs to drool over.some idiot keeps getting her blasts and she loves it!! you will know Mrs sexy poor woman when you see her profile. she takes a lot of pics like 35 a day and in every god damn one of them she is knee deep in garbage! i am not talking about a cluttered house she didn't get to tidy up yet because she was getting the children off to school, i am talking Macdonald's wrappers and soda cans everywhere! her place looks like a scene out of the movie twister. no matter what room she is taking her kinky "give me all the attention you can because daddy ignored me growing up" photos in, it is full of trash. the bathroom,bedroom,living room or kitchen. also you will recognize her from her small children half dressed and malnourished in the background

Her Hands
So slender its length and smooth to the touch, Manicured perfectly and dressed up in red, Vixen nails out to there and tapping impatiently, ready for a night out on the town to catch an eye, while they gesture with a language all their own. So lines have appeared under the daily work load, chipped nails catch on clothing with another baby to feed, Caring caresses and pats on the little one's back, ready to pick up dirty clothes and wash the days dishes, and be used in a hug when the hubby comes home. So a little more wrinkled they have stories to tell, of clapping encouragement at various sporting events, or catching tears during sad movies or stories, playing board games with kids and helping with homework, and still more hugs and high fives of endless encouragement. So older and a bit rough as they wave to their kids, Waving high up in the air with encouraging remarks, or with a pat on the back for a job that is well done, holding on to their children tightly

To Mend A Broken Heart
A broken heart is hard to heal When your soul feels ripped apart Although you mend it with a seal It seems to still fall apart To feel whole again seems too far away In the deep abyss of your pain You miss the love that you once shared Still you know you cannot strain Even though it is hard for you to take I try to make you laugh You smile a smile that I know is fake And for a brief moment I see The spark that once was there After a while, you seem your old self Smiling as you once did A bright light now shines around you Like it did before Happy Like you should always be

Away From Ct
To all my Friends and Family here on CT. I have decided that I need some time away to do some serious thinking and soul searching. That is why as of tomorrow Tuesday July 3rd thru Monday July 9th I will not be on here..... Those of you that know me and are on one of my IM's will still be able to get a hold of me when i'm here...... I hope each and everyone of you has a Very Safe and Enjoyable 4th.... Chris

Wow Life
I sat here at my old house which I loved but is getting to much to take care of. I know it's for the best to let it go for me and mike but it will always be my house in my heart. It is 6:11 and 9 years ago I was married to a awesome man at 7:00 pm that night and we were so happy for most of the marriage and we have a beautiful 8 yr old son and we will be having our second child on july 17th which will be just as beutiful but of course different because we are separated. I sit here and cry thinking back of this day 9 yrs. ago and how happy we both were and it's so hard to look at us now and just wonder how we got so apart. I am very sad today for so many reasons but I think god for mike coming into my life for alot of reasons one he taught me how to come out of my shell because of past abuse i went thur, he showed me that someone can love you and never hit you and he has gave me one beautiful son and one almost here don't know if it's a boy or girl but it will be just has beautiful like

-riptide-
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US -riptide- The night ended with us cleaning up blood and a thousand sparkling shards of soiled glass. Tonight was a success, by all means— I can’t remember it. I’ve nailed myself down to the floor, and I can hear your persistent knock-knocking but I am trapped here, too far away to reach the door— Nobody is home today. Having useless hands, I composed a letter using my teeth. i lied through them, I told you everything is perfect-pristine, I sleep sometimes at night now— but really I feel hollow and invisible. Falling asleep behind the wheel and waking up just in time for it to be too late for breaks, on a collision course. Screaming soundlessly at my reflection rip-rip-rippling in the water— and I let her take me under, caught in a rip-tide.

Which Should I Pick?
ok, i just got this security job and i want to proceed with a dream of mine. I've been wanting to be a cop for a good time now. I have a big chance to be a cook county sheriff over being a security officer. cook county makes 45k in the first year over a security officer making 20-25k a year... the only issure i have is getting my F.O.I.D CARD which is a gun license. i need my F.O.I.D to be a cop

Chicken Crepes With Asparagus And Mushrooms
* Prep Time 2 hrs. * Cook Time - * Serves 8 1. 6 tablespoons unsalted butter, divided 2. 1/4 cup all-purpose flour 3. 1 1/4 cups whole milk 4. 1 1/4 cups chicken broth 5. 1/4 cup chopped shallot 6. 1/2 cup chopped mushrooms 7. 2 cups finely chopped cooked chicken 8. 3 tablespoons medium-dry Sherry 9. 1 pound thin asparagus, trimmed 10. 3/4 cup all-purpose flour 11. 1/2 teaspoon salt 12. 1 pinch freshly grated nutmeg 13. 1 1/4 cups whole milk 14. 1 whole large egg 15. 1 large egg yolk 16. 1 tablespoon unsalted butter, melted 17. 1 large egg yolk 18. 5 tablespoons chilled heavy cream 19. 1 tablespoon unsalted butter Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 354 kcal * Carbohydrates: 20 g * Dietary Fiber: 1 g * Fat: 22 g * Protein: 17 g * Sugars: 5 g About: Nutrition Info [This link will take you outside Yahoo! Food] Powered by: ESHA Nutrient Database [This link will t

Flowers And The Aftermath
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Flowers and the Aftermath It was almost like dreaming back into the past, living moments all over again. The words were that powerful. -affected- Somewhere inside it all lies buried deep behind the chemical smoke and haze. My eyes are opened through reading what was written a seeming existence ago— A love almost forgotten, like being haunted, terrible silence lingers for years. -sleeping magnificence- One lone exquisite flower growing up through the aftermath, the only symbol of rejuvenation and life discernible in miles being eaten and destroyed by all the demons that survived. Losing what was livid a short lifetime ago.

Lines
Many have seen me yet none have stayed Seduced by misery unoticed where I lay I feel as though Ive melted controlled by inner fear I feel as if Im branded denied my rightful years engaged in a lie Nothing as it seems open yet sheltered tearing at my dreams even now, Nothingness haunts so deep.

Today Was A Great Day Of Education Along W/further Growth.
Today was a great day of education along w/further growth. We had weights and measures come today to check on us, *gasp* an investigation. Quickly, with a racing heart I call Trevor to let him know YIKES they are here!!! We knew they were coming for us but didn't know when. The man introduces himself to me, shows me what needs to be done and explains no fines will come of us just education. Ok, this is cool I can do this....sweatingly. Trevor calls Keith our district manager who calls me to inform me that both him and Trevor are on their way to the store. Moments later, Keith walks in cool as a cucumber and smiles at me. Shakes the guy's hand and lets him do his job. Trevor shows up minutes later, sweating worse than me....worried as ever. The man tells us the store looks awesome, Keith looks my way and smiles again. Trevor pats my back. We got nailed on one thing little blue tags which needed to be removed from a cleaner....all in all we PASSED!!!!! A lesson o

Why Can't There Be Peace In Our Homes?
Why can't there be peace in our homes? Why do people thrive to try to make others unhappy or miserable? Isn't there enough turmoil or drama in the world without it coming into your homes? There is too much backstabbing, too much anger, too much turmoil. Why? Why not allow others to be happy and live peacefully among themselves without interference? Why not be happy for those who are seeking it or have found it? Why belittle others to make yourself feel better? Does this make anyone feel like a bigger person? Think of what we are teaching our future generations. It needs to end with us so that our future generations can be happy and healthy without drama and turmoil. Why pass that kind of negative legacy on? Just questions that are in my mind this evening. I am trying to understand it all.

An Apology For Our Children
An Apology for our Children I got up early this morning to walk Mu Shu and as we were heading out the door, a thought popped into my head. Has anyone ever apologized to their children for the turmoil or pain that is inflicted on these little souls through family quarrels, conflicts, divorces, wars or let me just put it plainly the negativity that we as adults put into their little lives? Has anyone taken the time to sit and think on this? Or do we all continue to harbor this disgusting, peace robbing, rotting garbage so that eventually like all rotten stuff does do, seep through to our children? They look to us for love, support, guidance and nurturing of their souls....are we giving them this or are we just showing them the opposite. Are we allowing them to grow up in a healthy, harmonious way in order to live as humans in this world? With this thought.....I am taking the first step out there for our children....I am saying out loud to them all, scream

Sunshine&summertime
THE WEATHERMAN LIED IT'S NOT RAINING OUTSIDE, COOL ICE CREAM ON A STICK, LEMONADE,ICED TEA,AND BEER IN THE FRIDGE, WATERMELON TOO,... KIDS LAUGHING SPLASHING IN THE WATER, THINK I'LL TAKE A DIP, ME LOVING UP ON YOU, AND IF I WAS MAD YOU WOULDN'T KNOW IT, FOR THE SUNSHINE SHINES WITH THE WARMTH OF MY SMILE, THIS IS MY FAVORITE TIME,SUNSHINE&SUMMERTIME.

Family Member's Hatred Of Myself & Hunny
My hubby wrote the top part please read HOW SAD We tryed to make up and get the family back togeather but some asshole had to get involved again and open his shit hole and start again so were done with My SISTER and her peace of crap HUSBAND for good there loss once again.........this is what MY SISTERS husband wrote after trying to work things out and we thought all was forgiven on both sides but i guess hes got issues with his man hood HOW SAD all we what is peace!!!!!!!!!!!!! which is what we had till he wrote this...Now we will let it go and them go and we will have peace once again.....moving on as always... This is from his brother in law Alan which is posted on yahoo 360. Entry for June 27, 2007 I really have had it. i have always been pretty quiet about all the bullshit but those days are long gone.I am tired of reading about how certain members of my wife's family's problems are3 because of everyone else.You reap what you sow, if your life is shitty or has been

Mexican Lasagna
* Prep Time 20 min. * Cook Time 30 min. * Serves 8 1. 1 pound lean ground beef 2. 1/2 cup chopped onion 3. 1/2 cup chopped green pepper 4. 2 1/2 cups TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Salsa 5. 1 (11 ounce) can whole kernel corn, drained 6. 1 teaspoon chili powder 7. 1 teaspoon ground cumin 8. 12 (6 inch) corn tortillas, divided 9. 1 (16 ounce) container BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Cottage Cheese 10. 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Sharp Cheddar Cheese 11. 1 (2.25 ounce) can small pitted ripe olives, drained Nutrition Info Per Serving * Calories: 365 kcal * Carbohydrates: 29 g * Dietary Fiber: 3 g * Fat: 17 g * Protein: 23 g * Sugars: 2 g . 1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Brown meat in large skillet on medium heat; drain. Return meat to skillet. Add onions and peppers; cook until crisp-tender, stirring occasionally. Add salsa, corn and seasonings; mix well. 2. Layer one third of the mea

7-2-07 34th Entry
No updates on insurance approval and no new doctor visits lol. I just felt like writting a little bit about part of my "support system" via internet friends etc. I've been writting this journal for nearly a year now. The longest I have ever kept! Its not easy at times but there are a couple people that keep me going just by simply asking if there are updates. I thank the Goddess for all the people that have put up with me during the last year. Who knows how bad off I'd be if I didn't have my friends. I think about everyone thats let me know in some form and even those that haven't and hope ya'll are having a nifty day or whatever it time it is when I think lol. But right now there are 2 on my mind, 1 more-so then the other (even though they are hooked up together, and its not really 1 more-so but more intently for some reason). I'm not gonna go into detail, not that I know much detail but needless to say theres tension and fighting within said couple and I worry abou

Another Poem I Managed To Write
I miss you so much babe..... I want to wrap my arms around you. I want to look into your eyes. I want to hear your voice. I want your body up against mine. I want to hold your hand. I want to kiss your lips. I want your warmth around me. I want you here by my side. I want you in the bedroom. I want your sweat mixed with mine. I want my hands on your body and yours on mine. I want to show you I love you, instead of writing it down. I want you to kiss me all over. I want to taist you again. I want to please you as much as I can. I want you to cum inside me, I want to hear you moan. More than anything else I want to lay in your arms. you are my lover, my friend, my happiness too. Here with out you I'm empty, but with you I'm full.

Of Junkies, Sheep, And Dreams
COPYRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Of Junkies, Sheep, and Dreams There were days where nobody ate, So reluctant to let go of the last little drops, Fearing the loss of an inebriated buzz But there were times when our bodies revolted and everything purged from within itself, It felt, on occasion, Like a clean start. Here we are in resemblance to the Manson family Dwelling on a forgotten movie set. We play, sing, celebrate Like pixies— corrupted and rotted by LSD. It is commonplace to mend the spirit through evasion, But here! Here is enlightenment. A perspective from outside my window, Looking in upon myself -with horror!- but there was nothing I did not already know. * * * An overdose— of the unintended kind The beautiful fashion mourning hats though nobody died. A tragic tragedy indeed! The line between overindulgence and high so obscured and close in company. Who are they to say this methodical act is not working! C

Help Me Out......please
IT HAS STARTED!!!! HOTTEST PERSON IN A UNIFORM.... CONTEST ENDS 7/19 @ 7 P.M. EST I've entered a pict. of my Dad in the contest. It is easy to see why my Mom fell head-over-heals....isn't it! Come help me out in the contest...RATE, AND COMMENT BOMB!!! I'd love to place in this one for my Daddy! I love you, Daddy...RIP Thanks...

Home
I just wanted to let everyone know that i just got back from the hospital yesterday (7/1). I was there since the 28th of June. Everything went well, but now the healing process starts. I am going to be laid up for anywhere from 6 - 12 weeks.....no bending, lifting, twisting or driving....fun fun...i do not have the personality that likes to sit still. However, i do believe that the Universe and my spiritual guiders have put me in this place for a reason. I will discover the journey that i am supposed to learn about and i know that one of the lessons is to learn how to nurture "Tracy" soul and spirit. That is one of my goals over the next couple of months. I also want to send a special shout out to cali, yoda, sweetangel and deadre for showing true unconditional love and caring for another spirit in this world we call "home". I really wish that there could be more people in the Universe that have such wonderful morals and values. thank you...tons of hugs and blessing coming yo

I Wrote A Poem :d
two lives so very different each dreaming of the unknown not thinking theres truth and existence of a love that could bind their two souls it all starts with just a sweet kiss they've both waited eternaty for never knowing that kiss was the beginning of a love they only dreamed of before each day their love grows only stronger they soon realize it was all ment tobe their souls spent a lifetime searching now together fullfilling destiny

Good Mourning
COPYWRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Good Mourning Love You Me Countless nights and sleepless nights-- Walking through dreams in her plastic shoes. Manic Submissive You've changed I've changed Scars are made Into stars-- A beautiful way to display We died a little today. Girls kiss Boys kiss Glitter Shimmer Fading and .dead. .alone. go home now. Sunrise Sunset the witches midnight snow cold sleep, at last! Unapproachable Unobtainable I n h a l e Me Smoke Stars Floors, ceilings, walls Pretty words Napkins and Notes Guilt embarrassment Sinful and unrepentive Damned Disconnected Interrupted Self- destructed Contained and repressed.

July 2, 2007
Okay, you got a little bruised in the process, but you've picked yourself up, dusted yourself off -- and to your great surprise, you're actually ready to start all over again. Isn't it amazing how resilient you are? LOL

Blame The Right Ppl
if you want to bitch and grip about shit talk to your politicians leave the soliders alone.... they have a job just like you do (they go where they are told and do what they are told), its they're sacrifice and suffering that gives you the right to bitch to your politicians, and they're right to tell you to fuck off

Shoutbox...
Ok, so I have come across a problem that has become quite irritating and I just feel that I have to share. Alot of the time that I am on this site, I am at work. Sometimes, I tend to get busy and yes, I minimize my page so that I can take care of the matters at hand. I try to always set my little online status deal, but it really never seems to matter. Seems I always end up coming back to my page to a bunch of guys, that are blowing up my SB with shouts like, where are U?? Why wont you talk to me?? Fine then, w/e, I give up..Dont talk to me... Would you like some cheese and crackers with that "whine"???? OMG!!!! How obnoxious and annoying is THAT??? Good god, I try to talk to everyone that shouts at me, which I'm guessing is a big mistake, because god forbid I try to upload music, or put something in my stash...or rate pics and pros for that matter...I always come back to shouts like this..So, ok, enough with my little rant..I just needed to get it off my chest.. Just remember

Hard Weekend!
Just need to say this. This past weekend sucked, not because of the job site, but because of the firm I work for. Will detail later ... maybe. I am worn down to the point of exhaustion. Artist: Lyrics Song: Save the People Lyrics [JESUS] When wilt thou save the people? Oh God of mercy when? The people, Lord, the people Not thrones and crowns, But men Flowers of thy heart O God are they Let them not pass like weeds away Their heritage, a sunless day God save the people Shall crime bring crime forever Strength aiding still as strong? Is it thy will, O Father That men shall toil For wrong? Oh, no, say thy mountains No, say thy skies Man's clouded sun shall brightly rise And songs be heard, instead of sighs God save the people! When wilt thou save the people? Oh God of mercy when? The people, Lord! The people! Not thrones and crowns, But men! God save the people For thine they are Thy children as thy angels fair God save the people From despair God

This One Was Pretty
Thank goodness for people like you. You always have something up your sleeve, even when it comes to a situation that seems like a dead end. Once this is over, pat yourself on the back -- repeatedly.

Sorry!
I am sooo sorry that I havent been on in a while my husband has been home and it makes it real difficult to be on the computer when he is here. He wont let me use it unless he gives me permision, and I hate that. I just wanted to tell my friends that I miss you all and that I hope that your holiday is great! Please have a safe and fun holiday! GOD BLESS YOU! love and hugssss your secret luv **MUAGH*

Million Dollar Mansion
Hi friends and family. This is a giveaway...50,000 comments and i get the mansion. Anyone who would like to help would be appreciated. Love you all!!! Happy bombing whereever you all choose to be.

Fine Line
Everyone know's that there is a fine line between love and have. Well if there is a fine line between that then why do we not say between being happy or sad. I've had a very long week or two weeks. But this afternoon, something just I don't know whether to say "clicked" or "just made me realize". I have a photo that was rated. Its talks about Loving someone after your hearts has been broken with the little pieces that are left over. But you still love that person, now its I care about this person. I have had a on going Love/Friendship with woman for almost five years now. And I just keep trugging along. But part of why I am writing this is the conflict and and the contradionary(hope that is spelt right) statements that I receive from this person. After 5 years of dating we have tried and I am doing my best to leave my emotions and feelings hidden, suppressed deep within myself. Because I do not want to create drama, resentment or any hard feelings. But, it's that fine l

Emerald Lament
COPYWRIGHT by AUTHOR and CIVITASDEI.US Emerald Lament Obsidian passion peeling coming loose falling in a magnificent flutter of dirty snow flakes transparent like poorly constructed lies gathering gracefully upon the doorstep. Our stars are cloaked blended away from all the illuminating city lighting bleeding into the sky akin to scarlet roses laid against insipid pastels— an advertisement for sex spirits the finest bourbon and cigarettes available to man. Grievances shall be taken in silence not a word to be spoken, swallowed like the miserable pill taken before bed— our secrets will sleep with us intrusive through the weave of dreams, a forget-me-not of uncontrollable expressions hidden and repressed rage! bottled away with so much sadness.

Photo Lab Tech
just a little update tonight is my last 3rd shift night i gotta go in at 730pm, im officially a photo lab tech and im in training to be the head lab tech. photo is one of my loves of life so im excited bout this promotion. theres alot to know to be a lab tech and even more to be the head.

Dream
Betrayed and forgotten I sit alone Lost and mistaken where is my home? If time could rewind how far would I go a month or a year No one will know Numbness sinks in and I feel so weak what I would'nt give To be able to sleep To close my eyes and set off to dream find peace again floating through streams. Will I ever be free of this misery I feel To finally let go and find something real. If I am so lucky to let darkness pass Maybe for once I'll find a love that lasts.

Wow
Today has not went as well as I thought it would have, was gonna head to the bank and needless to say my kids messed with the streeling so I wasn't able to start it anyways I called a lock smith to see what it would cost 95.00,, it's fixed but thats not all I have went thru John had gotten all over my ass about somethings and he is talking about leaving me, which came to a surprise seeing I didn't know why and what I had done,, said he was tried of the bullshit but after he laid down fer awhile an getting some sleep everything seems to be o.k. although I'm not to sure.....

Passion By Erika
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Bringing Passion back ask me how!!! Now Booking Passion Parties for July and August Let me show you how to earn free stuff just by hosting a party...

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APPLiCATiON ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? send it to my inbox..

Dance Of Terror
Dance Of Terror by Justbleu Window panes come crashing down Amidst the tears and pain Vanishing hopes are gone and flew away Up above through twilight Shadows cast across the floor Reflections of the past Trembling thoughts of one Dwelling deep within the soul A mystical sense of reality Captured by the craze All in bewilderment Of the shock in the wave Creatures of the dimness Chattering amongst the green Everything slows in stillness What is this we see?

Naughty Application
APPLiCATiON ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Do you like anal pleasures? 26. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Email your answers.....

I Am One.....
ON JULY 2,2007 i was woken up by a phone call and it was my doctor, he let me know they got the test results back and i was diagnoise with breast cancer, i bout dropped the phone thinking it was a joke but it wasnt.I was with cancer awhile back and it cleared up and i never thought it whould come back but it did. i know i have god beside me as im a strong person and he is my shinning light.I want to thank all my friends who are on here for thier support,love,prayers.Please to all the women get checked cause you never know what may come your way,please support breast cancer awareness.. all my love, honielynn

Percentage Of Friends..
FRIENDS ARE LIKE BALOONS ONCE U LET THEM GO U CANT GET THEM BACK SO IM GOING TO TIE U TO MY HEART SO I NEVER LOOSE U. SEND THIS TO ALL UR FRIENDS INCLUDING ME! SEE HOW MANY U GET BACK.. SeNd ThIs T0 ALL ThE FrIeNds ThAt you have.... iF ThEy Don't Send It BaCk To US....They are NoT a true FrIeNd……… 1 person - you are lonely.. 2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many… 3 people - you have a few friends.... 4 people - you have some friends.... 5 people - you have several friends! 6 people - you have many friends!! 7 people - you are SOOOO loved!!!

Bored? Here Ya Go!
Nancy 7 day blast 15000 comments ************************************************ Michelle 7 day blast 15000 comments *************************************************** Christie 15000 comments ************************************************ BrattyBytch 6000 comments for a 3 day blast ************************************************** Ladygray 6000 comments 3 day blast **************************************************** Mark 6000 comments 3 day blast **************************************************** Christie 6000 comments 3 day blast

Hot Wax - Mmmmmmmm A Must Read Lmao
HOT WAX REMOVAL.... All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. (YA THINK!!) So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two strips facing each other stuck together. Instead of rubbing them together, my genius kicks in so I get out the

Little Known Fact..
Just something funny I was thinking about.. Most little girls get crushes on movie stars.. you know, classically good looking men (think: tall, dark, and handsome) I was in love with the cast of SNL. Chevy Chase, Steve Martin, Eddie Murphy.. Why? They made me laugh.. I just think it's funny how that's carried over into my adulthood (or lack thereof) and I still find that a sense of humor is the number one thing I look for.. the ability to be silly.. and laugh at at yourself. I'm just thinking out loud on the keyboard agaon.. that's all.

That Kinda Day
So I've had a really bad day and it only keeps getting worse. I should have just turned off my phone when I got home like I was going to. I'm stressed to the max. I'm stressed to the point of crying and stress usually doesn't do that. I seriously think I am mentally crazy after the crying outta no where that I've done today. Money issues are fucking kicking my ass and I have no clue how to fix them. Do I drop outta the wedding two months before do I just suck it up and get farther behind in bills. I'm suppose to be getting ready to go bowling and yet here i sit writing in this damn thing because for some fucked up crazy reason I find it easier to write then to talk to people. I feel like everything is turned upside down. It really never fails every-time things are going good everything gets screwed up. Honestly how much more can I work with out killing myself. I feel like at this point my only option is to hurt the people that may acutally care one bit about me and give up o

Checking You Out...
Here's a question on etiquette... When I check out a person's pictures, I always rates them (a '10' of course) and, when I am done, I click on "Check out this Person" or whatever it says. I figure that it's a courtesy - to let people know that I was there. Does this matter to anyone? Is it "proper" or should I just move on? What do you prefer?

Calmness In Our Lives
Ok... I am passing this on, could be fun .... These days we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. Maybe by following simple advice heard on the the Dr Phil's show, you too, can find inner peace. Now, Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I'd started and hadn't finished. And before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. Oh yeah... do I feel good

"ripped From..."
It's good to see this bit of information returned to the image gallery- I like knowing which photos were added using the rip link and who they're from. (By way of one example, rating them gives no points to the person whose gallery they're in, and I do have only so many rates, stingy fellow I am. And this is the CT-specific blog. For another, in a contest- and some other sorts of folders- I just like seeing whose images they are, to say hi sometimes- whether personal photos or art displayed...)

Getting Old???
Today is Monday July 2nd. The usual random firecracker goes off just frequent enough to drive my cats crazy. (I know cats are supposed to be crazy). The local city gov. and the biggest bank in the city are planing for the HUGE fireworks display on Wednesday. For many years I used to walk the 2 blocks to the bridge over the interstate near my house for a perfect view. I would even take a radio for the music. Chairs,cooler with munchies and cold drinks. And the all important insect repellent. Now I am just planning to stay inside and maybe watch on the tv. I used to get excited like the kids. My son invited some of his friends from the neighborhood to sit with us. I would invite friends from the other side of the city to park on my driveway and enjoy the pick nick like atmosphere. Now it just doesn't seem worth the work. It's hot, the mosquito's are the biggest in years,it hurts to walk in crutches on the bridge incline,(the crutches don't stop me from doing things,I just have

To All My Peeps
well this is just for everyone new and thats been a friend with me for awhile... I know it can get annoying when someone is constantly updating their stash and i wanna apologize for this but i take the time to make sure that if you wanted to check it out... it would be worth your time... there is always something for everyone in there so i hope yall enjoy... and damnit hit me up to chat... i dont bite... to hard anyway... unless you like it as much as i do!!! ;)

Officialy Nothing
Well it looks like the Fallouts are no longer a family. Anyone asking to become a fallout should be notified there isnt a fallouts anymore as you can see the Fallouts HQ is no longer there. ~~Savannah~~@ CherryTAP

Letting Go
One of the most painful things we have to do in our lives is Letting Go. Sometimes it is Letting Go of things...material things which mean a lot to us, even if only sentimental value. It may mean Letting Go of feelings. When we hold sadness inside, and try to mask it with only a show of happiness, it is better to let it go, to feel the sadness so it washes through us. A good cry can be cleansing. Sometimes, we have to let go of someone we care for very deeply when we realize that person does not care for us in the same way. Maybe it is best to leave them remembering us with whatever kind of feeling they do have for us. It may not be possible to hide our own deeper feelings for that person, which could make their life uncomfortable. Letting Go may be the best gift we can give them because they may realize how we feel, yet care enough not to want to hurt us. Even when we know a relationship is not right, on both sides, or one person has a doubt about it, it is hard to let go

I Love My Man
I LOVE MY MAN & WILL STICK BY HIM AND CONTINUE TO BE WITH HIM WETHER ANYONE LIKE IT OR NOT. THIS IS EXACTLY THE WAY THAT I FEEL AND NO ONE IS GONNA CHANGE THAT. Jessica SimpsonI Wanna Love You ForeverMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Welcome To The Monkeyhouse
Confessions of a Pervert 1 Preface to all the stories: You should know that all these stories took place in a period of about two years while I was living in a downtown Toronto high-rise slum. It was full of crack whores and parolees and outpatients from mental wards, and for some reason, I let myself go in a way I never did before and never did again. What I became there died when I moved out, and in a lot of ways I'm glad he's gone. He had limits, I'm sure, but they were never reached. I'm sure if I'd gone on I would have ended up dead or in jail. It was a small bachelor apartment on the 14th floor, high enough that I didn't have much of a bug problem, with a little half-bath and a tiny stove. I've changed the names around for legal reasons, but most of this shit really happened. Welcome to the Monkeyhouse* The day after I moved in, still unpacking and trying to get organized, I heard some loud talking outside my door. The peephole in my door

News
Libby is not going to prison cause the president got him out (now that is Justice?? You Tell me LOL) Bomb went off at Disney World and no one was hurt and - Count Dracula's Castle is on sale (anyone has the money to buy it LOL) Just came to me for NBC LOL

Need Some Advice!!!
wow... I got some news today that I just wasn't expecting at all.... my oldest daughter may be moving out... I guess she's had these plans since March and I just found out about it about a half hour ago... Sure, she is 19, she's an adult and if she wants to move out, then I cant stop her... It's just that there are so many factors about her moving out that has me worried and concerned... One... she has no sense of responsibility... Two... she has Grave's Disease and has had radiation treatments for it... she needs to go in for follow-up treatments, but if she moves out, I wonder if she will even do any of that... Three... sometimes I believe that the reason her half sister wants her to move in, is just to use her as a babysitter for her kids while she goes back to school... My daughter has already mentioned that her sister said that "if she moves in, she can watch the kids while she is at class" I always thought i would be happy when my kids got old enough and told me they w

Getting Tired
everytime i am out in the van see some jack ass flying down the road with a cell phone stuck to their ear lots have pulled out in front of me not paying attention i tell you the first person to hit my van with my children will be dealt with don't mind people making calls while driving but be cautious some people do have children and get tired of alamming on their brakes lol so please think about talking and driving

I Fuckin' Hate Dumb Ass People
I am over dumb ass folks....I'm tired of dumb ass questions... such as calling me at the office and asking me where I'm at? WTF!!!!!!!!!! Can I please kick that people in the ass one good time? How many times a day do you run across something like this? Well to me everyday about 600 times a day!!!!!!!! And I am over it....So the next time a dumb ass person ask me a dumb ass question, I'm just going to smack the shit out of them and they will learn to think before speaking.... sorry I have had a bad day!!!!

Can You Give A Big Cherry Tap Welcome
To one of the greatest co writers I have ever had the honor to work with, He's one outstanding song writer on any genre need a hit song then contact the Texas Tornado himself James Odle Jr, Hes in my fan of

Devils And Gods
Songs have different timelines concerning when they show themselves in a completed form. On the album version of “Devils and Gods” on ADP, the song seemed to be complete at the time of recording. Things began to change when rehearsals commenced. The drummer, Matt Chamberlin, began developing a primal rhythm, which created a space for the song to develop. Just to put any lyric confusion to rest the correct lyrics are printed below. Feel free to pass these along in order to correct misinterpretations. Devils and Gods Devils and Gods now that’s an idea But if we believe that it’s They who decide That’s the ultimate detractor of crimes ‘cause Devils and Gods They are You and I Devils and Gods They are You and I Devils and Gods Safe and Inside Rebels as Gods So Are they out there? one would surmise that this must be the case Some are not ok with what’s taken place long ago A covenant made On earth long ago a coven

Story I Wrote For The Districts News Brief
Disaster deployment = helping people by James. C. Janicek (JJ) Project Coordinator My first experience with disaster duty took place back in 1992 for Hurricane Andrew support. I spent four months assisting. I thought that volunteering would look good on my record. I was surprised when I found out I really enjoyed helping people and working on disaster duty. I guess that is why I have signed up to support so many disasters. To some, deploying to support 12 disasters might not seem like much, but it is significant to me. The standing joke around the district is that I have a permanently packed bag. My most recent disaster deployment assignment took place in Louisiana, following Hurricane Katrina. I spent 93 days there. I have served in many capacities while deployed—everything from a Quality Assurance Inspector for debris removal to a Quality Assurance Team Leader for demolition. During my latest assignment, I was a Quality Assurance Supervisor handling over 150 QA inspecto

Jj's Roof Jumpers
JJ’s Roof Jumpers Courtesy of Emergency Field Office West Covering damaged roofs with blue tarps in the wake of Hurricane Rita is rewarding work, not only for the security it brings to the homeowners but for the bonds that develop among the workers. Jim “J.J.” Janicek, roofing team leader at the Emergency Field Office-West in Lake Charles, La., says, “Each of my inspectors has taught me new things every single day with their unique personalities.” Janicek is a rather unique personality in his own right. With his feather earring and arms covered with tattoos, he’s called “biker dude” by homeowners. According to him, “This is one of the best crews I have had the pleasure to work with. Our time together as a team has been an experience I will never forget.” Most of JJ’s team started out as “newbies” in Slidell, where they were thrown into an already well-functioning group. They got their feet wet estimating damage to roofs and completing final inspections. “We

Write Up On Me
James Janicek is commended for serving as QA Team Leader Supervisor for the Louisiana Recovery Field Office in support and recovery effort for Hurricanes Katrina and Rita. In this position, he supervised four separate QA team leaders responsible for 60 government QA roofing team members and over 60 Contracted civilian employees During the Period from 01 September through 30 November 2005, he provided invaluable experience and leadership to establish “Blue Roof” operations in St. Tammany Parrish and Calcasieu Parrish. Jim trained and supervised over 60 personnel as “Blue Roof” estimators and quality assurance inspectors. His positive “Can Do” attitude was adopted by both his team members and the civilian contract work force. Under his direct leadership over 35,000 temporary roofs were installed by contractors hired by the Corps of Engineers providing direct hurricane relief for many distressed homeowners. Jim has had a direct major impact on the hurricane recovery efforts in South

Over You
So pretty much I've been trying to talk to one of my exes again. She's my best friend..or was. I don't know anymore. She can't understand that i couldn't take sharing her with anyone. She wanted an open relationship..I couldn't handle that.So now she's the victim because i broke up with her. Cuase she didn't think it was that serious. though i told her i was inlove with her. thats not something i take lightly.. but oh well.. thats over with now.. I'm sorry i can't be what everyone wants me to be..

Raw Rated R
Raw or Brittal Rated R Category: Dreams and the Supernatural Raw or Brittle, Do you like to Fuck? Like a school boy you giggle. A Twinkle in your eyes Craving wetness between my thighs. Clothes will not be in this riddle. Havens skies of sextacy, scratching ruthlessly penetrate harder o yeah Snarl yeah I like that better. Lay back control is that of mine this time when I ride. Pop like a lolly as I ride on one large trolley. Last me "ha" Never. Come to play. Gamble you should not with a woman of essence. Passion my soul, enlightenment my power. Fall off with most even you will not make it to the end as your ego is left at the start. So the question is Raw or Brittle, Do you like to fuck? Like a school boy you giggle.

I Kissed Barney Cause I'm Sexy As Hell!!! Lmao!!!
Pick the month you were born in 1 - I ate 2 - I shot 3 - I killed 4 - I needed 5 - I ran shirtless with 6 - I stabbed 7 - I hit 8 - I fucked 9 - I smoked with 10 - I kissed 11 - I slept with 12-I ran naked with Pick the day (number) you were born on 01 - the kool-aid man 02 - a dog 03 - a prostitute 04 - a pickle 05 - Barny the dinosaur 06 - my lover 07 - Paris Hilton 08 - my crush 09 - a pornstar 10 - michael jackson 11 - My Girl 12 - my boyfriend 13 - a homo 14 - a whore 15 - a fine ass guy!! 16 - a stripper 17 - a marker 18 - a horse 19 - a blender 20 - a crackhead 21 - a homeless guy 22 - a condom 23 - a toothbrush 24 - a bag of weed 25 - an orange 26 - a french fry 27 - a bowl of cereal 28 - a lesbian 29 - your dealer 30 - a glass of milk 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of shirt you are wearing White - Because thats how i roll Black - because im sexy as hell Pink - Because the little ppl told me to Red - because I have AMAZING ti

I Have Just Ran Across Something That Made Me Very Sad..
Many of you know I am Wiccan and have many wiccan related articles in my stash. Well one of my friends on here started reading thru them and found them intersting. She inturn forwarded a couple to her mother just to get her thoughts. No this lady has not chosen Wicca has her path but she is curious about it. For those of us that have chosen this path we know that. I am an electic solitary. I study whatever I want on my own and follow no one path. This poor lady whom I feel very close to because I know how she feels is being condemed by her mother and saying shes going to burn in hell and that chosing The wiccan path is the easy way out. There is only one god and yada yada yada no nothing we havent heard before. To honor gods and goddess meant she would go to hell because there is only one god. There is no mother earth, and yada yada yada. I know I have many wiccan and pagan friends on my lists. please give her sum advice on this. Just leave it here and Ill be sure she gets it. thanks g

Here Is One I Posted A Long Time Ago And Didn't Get Any Comments On...but I Still Wanna Know!
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF????? Do you ever find yourself home alone at night, wind howling, house pretty dark, in the distance maybe there is a dog howling.... ever find yourself in that situation and you feel the hairs stand up on the back of your neck? Does being alone creep you out? Are you afraid of the dark? How about heights? When you are in a building on a really high floor or maybe in a highrise hotel with a balcony....are you too scared to stand too close to the window or go out on the balcony? Do your knees go weak when you are somewhere where there is a "look out" type of ledge? Do you refuse to walk on the side of the mall walkway that overlooks to the floor below? Do heights make you a big ole scardy cat? When you see a spider repelling down from the ceiling, inching it's way closer to you does it make you scream out in fear? If one is on the floor and scurrying in your direction do you flee? Are you afraid of spiders? What about snakes or dogs or birds or bats or

Whatever
As i sit here thinkin about things in life. Try walking in shoes but in a stride. Life has one big plan for all of us. It's not what you want it will make you cuss. But though we see what tomorrow will bring. Could bring a promotion or a diamond ring. This i take in consideration,which..... What tomorrow brings could be good or a bitch. Though i see what shines in the light. That gleams so bright i see through the night. I keep this in mind cuz i never know. Where i stay or where i go. This is my life i plan what's ahead. If someone else does it for me i myswell be dead. Though this might be shallow it might be deep. What i can write will even make me weep. I look at people walk by everyday. Most of them shut themselves off and stay away. Afraid to live and afraid to love. But best things come when you set your mind above.

Alert For Dogs That Swim
Freshwater ponds, lakes and streams could be deadly to your water dog if they contain toxins borne by blue-green algae. If the water where your dog swims looks cloudy, with a green or blue-green cast, you should suspect a dangerous overgrowth of blue-green algae, and prevent your dog from ingesting the water. Whole Dog Journal confirmed a recent report, currently in wide circulation in dog-related e-mail lists, from a Michigan dog owner whose nine-month-old Border Collie, Vita, died shortly after swimming in a pond near Fenton, Michigan. The man regularly brought his three Border Collies to the pond for conditioning swims. But on Monday, June 25, his youngest dog threw up after drinking some of the water, and shortly afterward, lost consciousness. Thinking that the dog had heatstroke, the owner immediately applied ice to her stomach, checked her temperature (which was normal), checked her gums (also normal), and called his veterinarian. The owner quickly took his unc

Talking Clock
Talking Clock A drunk was proudly showing off his new apartment to a couple of his friends late one night. He led the way to his bedroom where there was a big brass gong and a mallet. "What's with that big brass gong?", one of the guests asked. "It's not a gong. It's a talking clock", the drunk replied. "A talking clock? Seriously?" asked his astonished friend." Yup", replied the drunk. "How's it work?" the friend asked, squinting at it. "Watch", the drunk replied. He picked up the mallet, gave the gong an ear-shattering pound, and stepped back. The three stood looking at one another for a moment. Suddenly, someone on the other side of the wall screamed, "You asshole! It's one-fifteen in the morning!"

Sorry Ass Haters
what a nice user comment i get thought it said leaving nsfw comments would result in your account being deleted? guess not in this case sorry miss piggy dont be upset im not interested im sure theres someone out there for you its not I. Residen... Don't EVER FUCKEN insult one of my friends like that again, you FUCKEN got it!? i want you to fuck me dont be a dick to me or her. Only dick head chumps like you insult women, get some fucken self esteem! 12 hr ago

Yes,no,maybe So
ARE YOU: 1. Obsessed with sex?: Not really 2. Are you tall?: Yes 3. In your pajamas?: Yes 4. Left handed?: Right LAST: 1. Friend you saw: Steven 2. Talked to on the phone: My mom 3. Person to IM you: Alan 4. Was today better than yesterday: Don't know yet,just got up FAVORITE: 1. Number: 7 2. Season: Summer QUESTIONS & ANSWERS: Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?: A: nothin,i worked overnight Q: Do you have anything bothering you?: A: maybe Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters and who'd you watch it with?: A: TMNT with my friend steven Q: Where is the last place you went?: A: Toys r us to drop my brother off at work Q: Do you smile often?: A: no Q: Do you wish upon stars?: A: Sometimes Q: Where did you sleep last night?: A: nowhere i worked,slept in my bed when i got off this mourning Q: Why did you sleep there?: A: Because its my bed Q: When was the last time you cried?: A: its been

Justice Needs To Come
ok so heres the deal i cant stand the fact that hes gettin away with so much hes done alot to hurt innocent epople including his own kids. now hhe wants things setteled between us which is fine however how can i settle things when so much has been done to hurt. sometimes i think back and askmyself wtf was i thinkin. i married a manwhore for what reason. i no hell get his but damn it why cant it b now. im gonna start my life completely over which is cool and ill never do what ifs. i just so wish things were different, that we could have been friends which sucks totally i guess its 4 the better.

Name Advisor *my Full Name*
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