CantSleepClownsWillEatMe's blog: "Blah"

As for those of you that know me from either talking to me or reading my blogs, I am currently staying at my sister's house till I go back to Germany at the end of August. I feel like I am living in jail. Constant nagging, constant bitching and everything else. I am paying rent here for the couch, a couch that kills my back. There has not been one night since I got back from Germany in mid May that I have been able to sleep all night through, and its not because I don't want to, it's because it is physically impossible. I am constantly waking up either cuz of the dogs running through the living room, the cat jumping on me, at 5 am hearing the first sister get up and get ready for work and then an hour later hearing the second sister. I get bitched out for "walking to loud across the wood floor, was told to put shoes on so that it would be quieter", what the hell is that for bullshit? I don't walk loud, just because she had the lapband surgery done and has lost 50 pounds so I am heavier then she is now, I feel like she is making me realize that. All I want is to get back to Germany. Right now I have not been getting 40 hours a week at work so after I pay rent and get the necessities I need, that doesn't leave too much left. Yes I did go VIC, but for only one reason, I don't go anywhere, I don't do anything besides goto work and then back to the house so Cherry really is my only entertainment. So as I bite my tongue everyday so not to say the wrong thing when I get spoken to like a 2 year old, I think quite a bit about this situation...But I guess that I have vented enough for now....