why is it we always develope feelings for someone and then you lose half those feels do to something that was so stupid and then a few months later you see that person again and all those feelings come back and hit you hard and you so want to tell that person what you are feeling but it hurts to come out and your drowning your self in tears because you know you'll never get to have that one moment with them again but you wish from the bottom of your heart for it to happen ....