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In Her Shoes...
“In Her Shoes…” In her shoes I would get high, To solve my problems. I would leave my child. For others to raise. In her shoes I would expect my parents To clean up my mess. Never understanding the Emotional devastation left in my wake. In her shoes, I have little to believe in. Trusting in nothing, Especially Those I surround myself with. Pain is my constant companion. In her shoes, I would choose drugs over family. Leaving them in emotional distress over me. Never once considering their pain for me. In her shoes, the Euphoria that Crack And Crystal Meth give me are my Only goal. Never do I Think of how my son feels when I leave him to get high. In her shoes, the world Owes ME always. But never pays ME What I’m due. In her shoes, when trouble is near I just leave it at my sister’s door. She has no problems of her own She’ll be okay with mine. In her shoes, I never think about how this will Effect her children. Both of whom are D

Tuck And Bug--- Short Story
“Tuck and Bug” Tuck sat down on his thinking rock to reflect on his day with his little brother Bug (Tuck called him that because he was always bugging you with his questions). The day was a pretty darn beautiful one considering he had to help his brother Bug, with just about everything. When they got up this morning Bug, started asked the same old tired questions again. The same ones Tuck had answered a bazillion times already. Before they left for school, he’d helped him get his shirt on right instead of backwards. Then, right as the bus came to pick them up for school, he had to punch Woody Benson in the nose for picking on Bug. After they got to school, Tuck had to remind Bug which class he was supposed to be in, because he forgot again today. Then as if that weren’t enough, he had to help Bug get his chores done when they got home from school. Boy, sometimes being an older brother was the pits. From time to time Tuck thought he’d r

A Little Sad....
A friend that I met on here has been going through a hard time...dealing with a divorce and whatnot. So, I understand that she hasn't been on much...but we talked a lot, and then all of a sudden it's like nothing! Doesn't IM me when she gets online anymore, no messages, nothing! She got online and ripped off all of her photos but one. I hadn't heard anything from her in a while, so I left her some CT comments...I even called her voice comment yesterday to say hello. I wrote on her wall to let her know that I love her and was thinking about her, and even went on her myspace page to say hello. Well, I went on myspace today only to find out that she was no longer on my top friends list. Which means she either deleted me, or got rid of her myspace all together. Unfortunately I don't remember what her myspace link was so I can't just go to it and find her. Needless to say, finding that she was no longer on my top friends list on myspace made me sad....and hurt. Since it seems ob

Anna Nicole Vs. The Military
I recieved this- and I agree... it is sad... ONLY A FEW HOURS AFTER ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIES, HER NAME AND FACE ARE PLASTERED ALL OVER THE NEWS, THE INTERNET, AND THE RADIO. BECAUSE OF HER FAME AND FORTUNE EVERYONE SEEMS TO ACT LIKE THEY'VE KNOWN HER FOR YEARS, AND ARE SO CAUGHT UP WITH THE STORY... AND YOU WILL HEAR ABOUT THIS FOR DAYS TO COME... KNOW WHAT MAKES ME SICK?? THERE ARE SOLDIERS DYING FOR YOUR COUNTRY EVERY DAY AND THEY GET A BRIEF..."FOUR MARINES KILLED IN IRAQ TODAY.."......" ANOTHER PLANE SHOT DOWN KILLING 3 AMERICAN SOLDIERS..." AND DOES ANYONE BOTHER TO MAKE NOTE OF THESE MEN AND WOMEN DYING FOR YOUR RIGHT TO BE SAD OVER ANNA NICOLE SMITH? RARELY. YES, IT'S VERY SAD THAT ANNA NICOLE SMITH DIED AT 39.... BUT THERE ARE ANOTHER 3000+ MEN AND WOMEN DYING AT A MUCH YOUNGER AGE DOING MUCH BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS THAN SELLING TRIM SPA AND HITTING EVERY TABLOID IN THE COUNTRY. THEYRE OVER THERE SELFLESSLY... DYING FOR THE GOOD OF OUR COUNTRY. IT'S SAD THAT ANNA

I Am Excited
Its almost my birthday Gordon is off of probation Nekromantix are coming to town Tiger Army and The Unseen are on Warped I'm going to Cleveland to see the Trio I hopefully get to see Richie this summer there's a lot more but I'll probably look like a nerd. :)

Bindi Update
Well, the morning has arrived. Me and Bindi had a really rough night. She seems a bit better this morning. I am taking her to the vet at 2:45 central time. When I give her the benedryl the bumps pretty much go away but when it wears off they come back. She was up all night whining and crying. only wanted to be held and loved on but couldnt settle down. The benedryl made her so very restless. I was scared to go to sleep afraid something would happen to her in the night. About 4 am me and her went to bed and she setteled down and slept for a couple hours so I got a little sleep. Its worth being tired to take care of her though. Well after the vet I will post another update. For all of those that read and commented. thank you so much for careing. She is my baby and I love her so very much. stacey

The Little Old Lady :)
A little old lady goes to the doctor and says, "I have this problem with gas, but it really doesn't bother me too much. They never smell and are always silent. As a matter of fact, I've farted at least 20 times since I've been here in your office. You didn't know I was farting because they don't smell and are silent." The doctor says, "I see, take these pills and come back to see me next week." The next week the lady goes back. "Doctor," she says, "I don't know what the hell you gave me, but now my farts -- although still silent -- stink terribly." The doctor says, "Good! Now that we've cleared up your sinuses, let's work on your hearing..."

Bathroom Banging
I give you a glance and you catch on right away... I bite my lip and excuse myself to the restroom... I wait so impatient with an already dripping wet pussy in the bathroom stall... A few minutes which seem to me like hours I hear the door creak open and see your boots appear under the stall door... I slowly unlock and open the door... A smirk creeps to your lips... I need those lips all over me I think to myself... But not wanting to seem too eager I slowly just back into the tiny stall to give you room to enter. You slide in and close and lock the door behind you! You step forward into me and whisper in my ear... "Princess why did you have to wear that skirt you know I can’t contain myself! Um I told you the bathroom would be the spot.” I giggle and you interrupt my laughter with your tongue... Massaging my tongue with yours... your lips taste like salt from dancing umm I savor your taste! You turn me to the door so my back is pressed up against it... Your hands are like a wild fire

My Private Part Died Today
My Private Part Died Today An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Wallace, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace, please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Wallace," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas. But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Wallace, " I told you yesterday that my Private Part died. "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

Life Ain't A Bowl Of Cherries
Deadacated to all the rotten cherries Life just ain't a bowl of cherries It's the pits Life just ain't a bed of roses It's full of thorns Every life is just a garden And we pick and plant just what we get You're gonna pick some cherries From the wrong tree someday

Recover Happiness
A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they\'ve made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you\'ll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you\'ll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way.

12 Things Never Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas) 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Office r! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around.. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says "Gee ....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

A Night With You
A night with you could be my dream come true If you are willing to take the chance. A dream date planned witout high demand If you are looking for a little romance. A night on a boat could give us the room To find out if our sea legs really work. And a night with you could be a dream come true I see upon your face that little smirk. A dance or two may bring your lips to sing Don't worry dear, I don't want a ring. A night with you may just be that-a night So let's enjoy the hugs, the sex, the life. A night with you may bring me down from my cloud But after a night with you, I will know what you're all about.

Salvation
Definition The word salvation comes from the Greek word soteria, which means "deliverance, preservation and safety." It primarily involves deliverance from the bondage of sin (Galatians 5:1), but also includes deliverance from enemies (Luke 1:71) and from sickness and disease (Isaiah 53:4 AMP; Matthew 8:17; 1 Peter 2:24). Salvation is a gift made available to those who repent, believe and confess their belief that Jesus is Lord and that He died and rose from the dead to save mankind (Acts 16:31; Romans 10:9-10). The gift cannot be earned through good deeds or by simply being a "good person" (Ephesians 2:8-9). It is a matter of faith (acting out on what you believe according to God's Word concerning salvation). Furthermore, salvation involves a process that will not only guarantee you entrance into heaven, but will also position you to experience a complete life on earth. Steps to Salvation 1. Recognize and admit that you are a sinner. When Adam sinned in the Garden of Eden, h

How Can "in God We Trust" Be Removed???
You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency? My bet it was one of the Presidents on these coins. All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disgust me!!! If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE Together we can force them out of circulation. Please send this to all on your mail list !!!

First Encounter
*on the phone* “ok yes that is my place the one with the little white car in the drive, yes!” *knock at the door* ”Come in!” There is a tense hug and an awkward kiss on the cheek… two strangers meet… but it is funny over the computer they where not strangers at all! And now look at them... smiling with tight smiles and laughing about nothing at all... I ask you to come sit, although I am secretly wishing you would ask me to sit on you! Already I can feel the moisture between my thighs just thinking about what may happen tonight! Your face is beautiful and all I can do is picture my lips on yours... Oh I think you just caught me staring... I am wondering what you are thinking? As we sit you try to make small talk about the weather... I sigh to myself thinking Gosh I don’t want to talk about it please just touch me! Then I feel you hand brush over mine and see a smile creeps to your lips! I feel like I am burning inside! I can’t hold my composure much longer I want to be as c

Removal Of
You guessed it 'IN GOD WE TRUST' IS GONE!!! Who originally put 'In God We Trust' onto our currency? My bet it was one of the Presidents on these coins. All our U.S. Government has done is Dishonor them, and disgust me!!! If ever there was a reason to boycott something, THIS IS IT!!!! DO NOT ACCEPT THE NEW DOLLAR COINS AS CHANGE Together we can force them out of circulation. Please send this to all on your mail list !!!

Irish Festival This Saturday.....with Flogging Molly....
This Saturday is the D.C. Shamrock Festival. I have to do a records review on the 16-22 March for my future deployment so I wont be able to drink on ST PADDY'S DAY. Now this royaly sucks but Miss OutOfOrder informed me of this festival of sorts and I went and bought me a ticket. Now the VIP ticket that I bought gets me back to meet some of the bands...Mr. Greengenes, Flogging Molly (sorry about that Chandra but you will see them soon enough...Ill make sure I take pics hahahahaha) and others. Its gonna be a great time and if you wanted to check out the event here is the website...Ill be the one in the kilt freezing his knees off.... http://www.shamrockfest.com

Woke Up Horny
I woke up from a dream about having sex with my husband at a swinger's party... I must have been thinking about my ebook story line during the night. I just may need to enter my dream into the ebook... it was hot.

Heaters,tons Of Blanket, Fireplace And More
omfg the wind here is horrible.its -1 here as well. last night it was snowing,which quicky felt a white blanket on the ground.the news this mornin said try not go out side at all. and that ya can get frost bite very quickly today.ihave the heaters tons of blankets, which helps a little. my fingers cold and numb.new london county which i live in . got slammed the hardest.go figure. try and have a good day.

4 Play
He told me he was hungry But not for just any food He was ready to get on his knees Ohh I knew this mood He crawled right up to me Then he put a plate beneath my ass He ate my pussy for dinner And he is saving dessert for last!

I Have A Message About Julie :( (repost) Please Read It As Our Friend Is Not Well :(
THIS A BLOG I WANT TO POST ON BEHALF OF MY FRIENDS, JD AND JULIEANN. MY FRIEND, JD POSTED THIS AS A BULLETIN ON BEHALF OF MY FRIEND JULIEANN WHO IS NOT VER WELL AT THE MOMENT. JULIEANN IS A VERY CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE SO PLEASE READ THIS BLOG AND STOP BY JULIEANNS PAGE ON SHOW HER SOME LOVE AND THAT WE ARE ALL THINKING OF HER. CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW TO GET TO HER PAGE..... sweetnalotofjuicy (PLEASE READ PROFILE BEFORE ADDING ME,TY*Whips N Chains Society *@ CherryTAP THANK YOU TO ALL WHO WILL SHOW THIS WONDERFUL LADY SOME LOVE AND BEST WISHES. WILLIE I have jules permission to do this HI ITS JULIEANNS FRIEND JULIA HERE WAS GONNA SEND IT ON JULIEANNS ACCOUNT EARLIER WITH JULES PERMISSION,BUT COULD NOT FOR SOME REASON JULES IS NOT VERY WELL AT ALL,AS SOME OF YOU KNOW SHE HAS HAD IT ROUGH LATELY I WAS TALKING WITH HER FOR 4 HOURS EARLY HOURS OF THIS MORNING AND COULD NOT UNDERSTAND HER THOUGHT SHE HAD TAKEN SOMETHING WAS SO WORRIED I WENT TO SEE HER 2AM THIS

Ebay Hates Me!
I just had 3 auctions ended by ebay because they can not tell the differance between extinct fossils and modern animals. This is the tenth time tehey have done this to me. it realy fuck with my income. eBay Listing Removed: Animals, Plants, and Wildlife (=PS &12363 JM94429554 I listed a auction that included 3 types of elephant, rhino, whale,lots of differant shark, deer, dugong, ray, 2 types of horse, glyptodont, giant armadillo, dolphin, turtle, shells, rodent, mosasaur, 2 types of sawfish, garfish, gator, & crocodile fossils. It's a whole freakin premade collection that I spent a while puting together for a nice ebay auction, took over a hundred photos of to give it the best views. and the just cancled it as people started biding. So fuck em! I'll just put it in my bulletins and see if anyone is interested.

I Dont Care If I Lose Friends Over This One!
Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a girl!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, you

How To "warm Up" A Cold Woman
How To "Warm Up" A Cold Woman >I can remember when I first started learning how to overcome fear, approach women, get numbers, and dates, etc. I have to say, there's NOTHING that will get your blood pumping like being able to walk up to any attractive woman, start a quick conversation, and walk away with her number. If you'd like to learn my best secrets on how to approach women, then take a minute and read this: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ ***QUESTION*** Honestly Dave, I think you need more caution, and warning signs on your products, before some knucklehead tries to sue you for loading his life with more women than the poor soul knows how to handle.lol I've followed your newsletter, purchased your Ebook, and Advanced Series. Totally Incredible stuff. I dated my High School sweetheart for the better portion of 5 years, and honestly if I knew way back then what I know now it probably wouldn't have lasted 5 months. S

Me Myself And Thc Heaven
hello ppl as you can now no doubt guess i like to smoke spliff/reefer as you call it in usa. well i like the way it lets me think of such weird things .ie if ya can think it can it really happen? who am i stoned again .love to here from uk users on this cool site . you usa babes are so hot you know love to you all jimbo xxxxxxxx

5 Ways To Lose A Girl Fast
5 Ways To Lose A Girl FAST >If you'd like to see all of the different programs I've created to help men learn how to overcome fear, approach women, get numbers, and take things to a "physical level" smoothly and without rejection, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ HOW TO LOSE A GIRL - A DANGEROUS IDEA... Now THIS sounds like an interesting topic, doesn't it? Why would you want to know how to LOSE a girl? Well, I'm going to propose a DANGEROUS IDEA. I'm going to suggest that you are probably already an EXPERT in LOSING a girl. You might even be a "natural" at it. Most guys are. But the PROBLEM is that most guys don't UNDERSTAND why they're so good at LOSING women. In other words, they walk through the world screwing up one situation after another, and never realize JUST HOW GOOD they are at being BAD with women. And they don't realize that just by changing a few key things t

Naughty Girl
Naughty Girl So how was your day? he asks me. I reply It was ok. Nothing very eventful happened. hmmm, it looks like something happened..you are alittle flushed. What have you been doing? See something on Cherrytap again that got you all heated? He asks. stumbling because he can see so much about me and it is alittle uncomfortable and terrifying that he can read me so well Umm nothing much I just was looking at some pics..I reply Yeah and were they naked pics? hmm have you been a naughty girl? he asks I did see some sexy pics today and yes they turned me on..is that so bad? No he replies but what did you do when you saw these sexy pics? he asks me Did you touch yourself? Did you play with that sweet pussy of yours? Were you a naughty girl? I think you were. Come over here as he draws me over to him. I am not sure what he has in mind. Am I in trouble? for just looking at someone else's yummy parts? He grabs my butt and pulls me toward him. And grinds his

2 Reasons Women Cheat
2 Reasons Women CHEAT >Hey, if you want to read the story of how I learned to meet women, plus watch video clips from each of my different programs, then go here and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ >>>DATING QUESTION FROM A READER: A success story with a question and lessons learned the hard way. Question: perhaps you have addressed this before, but why do women choose unstable "losers" over stable, "good guys" like me? One may noticed this and labeled it the "SPCA" syndrome: "Society for Prevention of Cruelty to Animals." In other words, the woman goes for the "stray," not the "well- bread." I think it goes to the issue of challenge, which has two aspects. One is "benign": the man has to be a challenge in the sense that he is not too available. Another, which is negative, is the man is so "damaged" that he presents a challenge in another, less benign way: the woman wants to "fix" him. I heard Dr. Laura

Why A Wussy Can't Attract Women
Why A Wussy Can't Attract Women Hey! What's the fastest way to learn about the secret psychology of ATTRACTION... and how to trigger it inside of women? Go here and download my online ebook "Attraction Isn't A Choice"... http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/AttractionBook/ ***QUESTION*** Dave, I got your book and I've read it twice. It's helped me to pinpoint areas where I need to improve and basically understand some of why women do what they do. However I have a situation. Normally, I'm a smart ass, I'm always making smart comments, and a general joker. The problem is, when I go to a club or a bar, with gorgeous HBs (Hot Babes), my mind goes blank. It's almost like my brain locks and all i can do is look without anything to say. Needless to say it frustrates the hell outta me. Any advice? Should I do some affirmations? How do I overcome this? Signed, Pissed off in DC >>>MY COMMENTS: I think your problem is really pretty simpl

How To Prevent Rejection From Women?
Did you know that most men approach the process of getting dates in a way that virtually GUARANTEES that they will fail? There are two basic ways that most men approach women. And both of them not only DON'T WORK... but they actually make it so that the woman they're interested in CAN'T feel any attraction for them. More on that topic in a minute... I want to ask you something quickly: Have you noticed that women seem to have a kind of "barrier" that they can put up when they're talking to you? It's like they have a sort of "sixth sense" that alerts them about a guy wanting a date... and it turns on an invisible force-field of doom. It really can be a pain in the ass. Well, what if I told you that it was YOU that was turning the force-field on? What if I told you that it was YOU that could control it... and turn it OFF as well? The bottom line is that I really do believe that YOU are the one that controls whether or not

Sad
So I have not been on in a while and I want to appologize to my friends. My husbands Grandfather passed away so i have been spending alot of time with family but as soon as I get everything back in order I will be back...:)

For All My Wonderful Friends And Those To Come
Myspace Graphics - pimpfarmer.com Those that I know you all blessed me in so many ways and one day I truely hope to shake your hands and hug your neck...One can never have to many friends so add me who knows I could be the angel you have been waiting on...That is what a friend is A Angel in need you need a shoulder Im here you need something else well we"ll have to discuss that..... Come on by add me keep that train growing...Have a great day Ms.Rogers

Well Dont Know What To Say
well my best friend is here and he is keeping me company dont know where my relationship is going but having him here helps but regardless of what happens between justine and myself i dont want to lose a friendship out of it because it started as a frienship i would likefor it to at least end as such

Do You Need Advice?
If you ever need advice you can come talk to me, and don't worry it'll be confidential, and i will writre you back personally. Also!, don't be embarassed everyone needs advie sometime in our life time!

Discrimination
CAN I JUST CRY, SO THAT I CAN RELEASE THIS PAIN, THAT I HAVE HELD IN FOR SO LONG? MY HEART HAS BEEN STARVING FOR LOVE, EMPTYINESS, I FEEL, AND NO WHERE DO I BELONG. CAN I JUST SCREAM OUT OF DESPERATION, CAUSE MY WHOLE LIFE I HAVE NEVER BEEN UNDERSTOOD? OR MUST I CONTINUE TO HOLD THIS BITTERNESS IN ME AS OTHERS PROBABLY THINK I SHOULD? I JUST WANT TO EXPLODE WITH RAGE AND ANGER BUT INSTEAD I WILT UP IN DESPAIR. WHY DOES THIS LIFE, HERE ON EARTH, FEEL SO ISOLATED, AND ALWAYS, SO DAMN UNFAIR? CAN ANY ONE PLEASE TELL ME? OR DO YOU EVEN HAVE A CLUE? FOR WHY MUST OTHERS HATE YOU FOR ONLY BEING YOU? WRITTEN IN THE HOPELESSNESS OF DESCRIMINATION! ERICA 12/04/06

A Love To Call My Own
A LOVE TO CALL MY OWNIN THE BEGINNING I KNEW YOU WERE JUST A FLIRT;BUT YET I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU KNOW THAT I'D BE HURT.I THOUGHT THAT I COULD TIE YOU DOWN AND MAKE YOU LOVE JUST ONE;BUT HOW COULD I DO SOMETHING,THAT NO ONE ELSE HAS DONE?I KNOW NOW THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME, BUT NO I'M NOT GOING TO CRY;FOR I MUST FIND THE STRENGHTH SOME HOW TO KISS YOUR LIPS GOODBYE;SO WHEN YOU TURN AND LOOK FOR ME, YOU'LL FIND THAT I'M NOT THERE;FOR I WANT A LOVE TO CALL MY OWN, NOT ONE I HAVE TO SHARE.WRITTEN BY ERICA CHAMLEE

A Super Bowl Half-time Show Complaint
So this morning I heard on the radio that a woman had written CBS about the half-time show and Prince performing. The woman had written (not totally accurate): "I have 4 children and one is aspiring to become a professional quarterback. When the half-time show had come on and we had watched the homosexual performer stroking his penis-shaped guitar, I was ashamed and appalled. Now after my son has watched that, my son will turn out gay. Im even considering to get him checked out for HIV." What do yin's all think about that? lol I think its quite funny and sad that this person had said this shit. I mean how hard could it be to actually write that thought down on paper about her son and getting him checked for HIV. All the while, knowing Prince isnt gay. This world is going downhill and fast haha.

My Fantasy Land
My Fantasy Land Sail away with me to my fantasy land, come go with me,To that place were there's no return; Let go of all your tears and fears,and together we'll light the match,For those bridges to burn; There isn't any pain or bitterness where we're going,I can promise you pure bliss; And as we enter into it's gates,we'll seal our bond in time,With a simple kiss; The roses are in bloom there,and the sun is always shinning oh so bright; The time stands still when you want it to,especially when i'm holding you during the night. Please don't deny my request, to guide you there as you close your eyes with me; Fantasy land with you by my side,is where I long to always be! Copyright ©2009 Erica Renee Chamlee

Sooo Not Happy
i cant sleep .... this is sooo not fair.... u know u were right memeber when we spoke and u said u wanted me to hate u and i said i never would ... and couldnt well u were right i hate u right now .... its like u put the stupid idea of forever in my head... u make me belive it u really do ... and then u act like a child cant even say it to my face when u end it and as much as i love u and i feel for u in ur hard times cuz i know now is hard for u i know it and i want things to get better at home and i know ur hurting over ur losses ... and i want u to get that job and be happy right now i just hate u and i wish i had never even known u cuz u were right and i was wrong i was soo much better off with out u cuz had u never made me happy i might never have felt this horible ... and i hate u for doing this i hate u for stopping being my friend and becomeing my lover ... cuz clearly we were much better friends i just i hate u soo much right now and u know what else i s

Cumbersome
Thats how i feel 2.cumbersome - not elegant or graceful in expression; "an awkward prose style"; "a clumsy apology"; "his cumbersome writing style"; "if the rumor is true, can anything be more inept than to repeat it now She calls me Goliath and I wear the David mask I guess the stones are coming too fast for her now I'd like to believe this nervousness will pass All the stones that are thrown are building up a wall I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl I'd like to believe we could reconcile the past Resurrect those bridges with an ancient glance But my old stone face can't seem to break her down She remembers bridges and burns them to the ground I have become, cumbersome to this world I have become, cumbersome to my girl (Chorus) Too heavy, too light, too black or too white Too wrong or too right, today or tonight Cumbersome Too rich or too poor, she's wanting me less And I'm wanting her more The bitter taste is cu

Fragile X Syndrome
What is it like they say To live each day With something that locks your thoughts inside Like an Angel without wings This Broken X makes it hard to do ordianary things.... I can't stand the site of eyes on me I wish those eyes would leave me be I can't say the words that are locked within my soul Locked in a world and can't tell you of my goals I can't tolerate the touch of grass or snow or even clothes They make me want no more toes My frustration, it runs high So far up there I may never reach a beautiful sky My anger gets the best of me I know I will never be free Tell me God when will you fix my broken x? I want to move on with my peers to what come next. I live my life wondering why I'm not the same Worried that something I do will be thought of as lame My fear is that I can't tell them my thoughts and that all they see are my broken faults. Please lord just fix that broken Fragile X... Then maybe no other little boy will be next.

Quick Bonita Facts
Quick Bonita Facts: Eyes: Raven Black Hair: Jet Black Height: 5'10" Birthday: February 25 Nationality: Latina(Puerto Rican),Caucasian,Irish,Scotish,French,Cherokkee Indian,Chaktaw Indian,German Pets: 2 dogs & 2 cats Sexual Preference:Bisexual (and I prefer blondes...when it comes to women) Personal Goals:Stressing less Religion:Wiccan Education:College Grad Food Preference:Lacto-Ovo Vegetarian Career Goals:Starting my own local clothing line,summer of 2008

Tuesday 3/6/07
Not much to write about today, kinda down because I found out yesterday that a friend that's like an older online sister to me has colon cancer and only has about a month to live so I've been kinda of upset over that and not really in the mood to write much today, but I am trying to work on my Cherry Tap page and do some other things to distract myself and hopefully get myself out of this mood I'm in. Have a good day all.

My Kipling For The Day
The Broken Men 1902 Rudyard Kipling For things we never mention, For Art misunderstood -- For excellent intention That did not turn to good; From ancient tales' renewing, From clouds we would not clear -- Beyond the Law's pursuing We fled, and settled here. We took no tearful leaving, We bade no long good-byes. Men talked of crime and thieving, Men wrote of fraud and lies. To save our injured feelings 'Twas time and time to go -- Behind was dock and Dartmoor, Ahead lay Callao! The widow and the orphan That pray for ten per cent, They clapped their trailers on us To spy the road we went. They watched the foreign sailings (They scan the shipping still), And that's your Christian people Returning good for ill! God bless the thoughtful islands Where never warrants come; God bless the just Republics That give a man a home, That ask no foolish questions, But set him on his feet; And save his wife and daughters From t

Happy Tuesday, Everyone!
Good morning, one and all! It's cloudy today, but at least it is not snowing, lol! I'm ready for Spring and green things!! There are moments when I'm so glad I am an approachable Mom/Grandma! I don't mind taking the guys to school because it becomes built in "talk time." Tim asked me what a yeast infection was this morning, lol! Yep, one of those questions. So I gave him a rather detailed overview of the whole thing - I'm a nurse, I live for these kinds of explanations, lmao!! After a reasonable Q & A period where both 16 year olds took part, it was time for Question #2. What is a Depo shot? I then proceeded to give another explanation and probably more info than he wanted to know, lol. I thanked him for feeling comfortable enough to ask me! To which he replied: I knew I could ask you and you would give me a good answer! You don't mind talking about "things." I took this as the greatest of compliments, as I never felt comfortable talking about "things" with my Mom, lol! Most of

Like A Boy
Pull up your pants (Just Like Em') Take out the trash (Just Like Em') You can dig cash like em' Fast like em' Girl you outta act like ya dig (What I'm talkin' bout') Security codes on everything Vibrate so your phone don't ever ring (Joint Account) And another one he don't know about Wish we could switch up the roles And I could be that... Tell you I love you But when you call I never get back Would you ask them questions like me?... Like where you be at? Cause I'm out 4 in the morning On the corna roll'n Do'n my own thing Ohh What if I? Had a thing on the side? Made ya cry? Would the rules change up? Or would they still apply? If I played you like a toy? Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy Can't be get'n mad! What You Mad? Can't Handle that! Can't be get'n mad! What you mad? Can't handle that! Girl go head and be... (Just Like Em') Go run the streets (Just Like Em') come home late say sleep like em'

In Response To Majik....
true, love can hurt, is it not supposed to at times. we reguard hurt as an offense, but instead let it be a tool of teaching. just because we have reached an age of being grown up certainly does not mean we are to ever stop learning...good or bad, but with the advice in this blog, though vague at times, alot of these "formalities", can be PREVENTED. sure people have trouble with commitment and love esspecially unconditional love, based on upbringing and life experiences, but...arent we to surpass them all to seek the one thing that all want most.....to be unconditioanlly loved. we can use all the expensive words we can find but there is one simple word left to ponder....love. It has to be learned, but people mistake love primarily as a feeling.we base our entire lives upon feelings...but they are fickle and can be there one minute and gone the next. you can "feel" the past , present and then the future, but thats not the entire equation. thats where people go wrong....always how they "

"truth Is A Pathless Land.
Man cannot come to it through any organization, through any creed, through any dogma, priest or ritual, nor through any philosophic knowledge or psychological technique. He has to find it through the mirror of relationship, through the understanding of the contents of his own mind, through observation and not through intellectual analysis or introspective dissection. Man has built in himself images as a fence of security - religious, political, personal. These manifest as symbols, ideas, beliefs. The burden of these images dominates man's thinking, his relationships and his daily life. These images are the causes of our problems for they divide man from man. His perception of life is shaped by the concepts already established in his mind. The content of his consciousness is his entire existence. This content is common to all humanity. The individuality is the name, the form and superficial culture he acquires from traditio

Finally
Well it's been awhile sence I've moved to TN. I'm finally able to go back to NC and see my family and friends. The good thing though is that my family got to come out here and spend a weekend with me. We had some issues so the trip was delayed back home for a few weeks but now I get to go. I'll be flying home the 21st and staying til the 23rd YAY!!! I hope you guys are ready for me lol...think it's warm enough for the beach? We're still trying to sell the house that may take a while though. I'm hoping with the people getting taxes back and stuff it'll sell soon. All I really want is to be out in town area. I can't help it I'm total city girl here, unless you count my music taste that is lol. Really though the sooner we get it sold the sooner we can move ahead with some small plans of ours. Like a much needed trip to the dentist for some serious work. Then another sergury that will help with the whole baby thingy lol. Well I'm off to bore others and irritate those who deserve it

Ass Contest 2
First off I want to thank everyone who voted!! You guys are the best!! If you need me to vote for ya, I'm there. Ill rate ya photos just post here if you voted/comented. & fan ya! I am dropping out though due to DRAMA!! HUGE FUCKING BUS LOADS OF IT. All because I might win?! hahaha GROW UP TEXAS! WOW! This was my first contest, Its supposed to be fun & this definetly was rediculous! Funny thing is.. I didn't vote for myself at all. She did , TONS I hear LMAO Crazy Bitches I tell ya

Cellular Tricks.....they Work
Subject: Things i never knew Message: THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO :) There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about

Removing Pics........
I'M GONNA BE REMOVING PICS IN MY FOLDERS, IF THERE ARE ANY IN THEM THAT I'VE MADE FOR YOU, PLEASE RIP THEM NOW, THANX!! IF THERE ARE ANY OF THE 'FUN' PICS THAT ANYBODY WANTS TO RIP, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DO SO NOW AS WELL, SOME OF THOSE WILL BE GOING ALSO..THANX!

A Poem I Found And I Like It
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore because the word "God" is mentioned.... a kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it.... Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant S

Another Day Without Him
welland its been a hard one, its been a month sence my man passed on but i know it's gonna get better as time goes on. It's just so hard to come home and he's not here. I have my kids and mom with me but it's not the same as haveing the one ure in love with here. I'm glad for the time we had but only wish it was longer. Dont for get to tell the one ure with how much you love them every day because you might not have them the next day...There will be more yall have a good day.

Horoscope
We'll see about this.... (Capricorn) Daily Overview March 06, 2007 It's time to clear the air. Once your feelings are out in the open, you can stop holding your breath and get on with the business of living your life. Your loved ones will be grateful you had the courage to speak.

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position(s): 4. Do you think I'm hot: 5. Would you have sex with me: 6. Lights on or off: 7. Would you have to be drunk to have sex with me: 8. Would you take a shower with me: 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me: 10. Would you leave after or stay the night : 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards: 12. Condom or skin: 13. Do you give Oral pleasures: 14. Do you like to recieve Oral pleasures : 15. Have sex on the first date: 16. Would you kiss me during sex: 17. Do you think I would be good in bed: 18. Three sum: 20. How many times would you like to cum: 21. Would you use me as a booty call: 22. Do you like fore play: 23. What is fore play to you: 24. Can we take pictures of the act: 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you: REPLY THIS TO MY INBOX THEN REPOST THIS & SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiE

Making Love!!
This is what I want: I want to feel your mouth on my mouth, and I want to feel your tongue against my tongue, and I want to feel your teeth with my tongue, and I want you to feel all the parts of my mouth with yours. I want to feel your fingers pinching and squeezing my nipples gently. And I want to feel your tongue twirling around my nipples. And I want to feel your mouth sucking on my nipples, too. I want to feel your hands on my ass. And I want to feel your hands squeezing the cheeks of my ass. I want to feel your fingers on my snatch, and I want you to feel how wet you make me get when you are near me. I want to feel your finger on my clit, twirling it around and rubbing my clit in circles. I want you to make me cum and cum and cum and cum and cum. I want you to go down on me like you never went down on any woman before. And I want to feel your tongue on my sweet snatch, and I want you to lick and suck my clit, like you never licked and sucked before. And I want you to

All About Woman
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, so I figured this was the most legal evil thing I could do to him." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Seminar dealing with communica

Todays Reading
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Justice card suggests that my alter ego is a portal to a Reality Check, whose access to where truth lies is guarded by the superpower of my Karmic Credit/Debit Card. The verdict or results are in and I will get the payoff or payback I deserve today through the natural laws and cycles of accountability, reward, truth and consequences. But the "return on my investment" will diminish or intensify until I finally notice or reap the message sown loud and clear. Whichever way it comes in, at least it happens for a reason and keeps my life in balance. So today when it comes full circle, whatever the result, I accept that I will use it as an opportunity to either try again, make amends or make it right. Let it come around in its own time, keep my hands off the Wheel while this ride is in motion, or impose my brand and risk paying the price.

Antigua Carnival
ANTIGUA CARNIVAL Place: Antigua Date: July 28 - August 7, 2007 Comments: The Caribbean's premier summer festival -- Antigua's Carnival -- is celebrated each year during the last week of July and culminates on the first Monday and Tuesday in August. Come see the beauty that are the Queen of Carnival contestants, listen to the majestic performances from our steelband men, see the awesome talent of the Mr. & Miss Teenage contestants, and of course, come see the calypsonians duke it out for supremacy during the "Mother of all Shows" (The Calypso Monarch Competition).

Ive Been Busy!~
hey guys havent been on in a few days ..Ive been working at the new job, getting things situated and ready for the surgery and later I will have to post the info about my surgery. i got some real exciting news. Chris has photo's next week and I got him a little suit with a red tie. I cant wait to post the pictures. have a good day everyone i have to get ready to work!

Negril Ati Weekend
NEGRIL ATI WEEKEND Place: Negril, Jamaica Pick Your Dates: August 1- 6 2007 Comments: Negril, Jamaica is considered to be the hottest party island in the world. There are over 14 parties over a six day period. With the beach, the beer, and the bikinis you will NEVER get bored.

National Association Of Black Journalist
NATIONAL ASSOCIATION OF BLACK JOURNALIST Place: Las Vegas, NV Dates: Aug. 8-12, 2007 Comments: NABJ draws as many as 3,500 journalists, students and media professionals to its conventions and contributes millions of dollars in direct spending to the host cities. Each summer, the much-anticipated meeting draws major newsmakers and includes dozens of plenary and workshop sessions and hundreds of recruiters and exhibitors

Pip's Palm Springs Getaway
PIP's PALM SPRINGS GETAWAY Place: Palm Springs, California Date: July 27-29, 2007 Comments For: Business, Professionals, Networking Groups Ages 26 and up. Are you ready for a fun and exotic type of vacation where you can truly get your party on? Well this will surely be the event for you. This event is catered towards the professional men and women who Desire to take off the ties and put down the brief cases and have a weekend full of surprises such as...Caribbean Carnival Night Aqua Boogie pool splash, Casablanca white linen casino night and much more! If you are an, artist, teacher, lawyer, doctor, business owner or perhaps you would like to network and meet others in the same fields. Make sure you do not miss this event!

Reggae Sumfest 2007
REGGAE SUMFEST 2007 Date: July 15-21, 2007 Place: Montego Bay, Jamaica Comments: The Reggae Sumfest is the world’s premier reggae festival which brings the hottest reggae and dancehall artist from all over the world to the reggae capital island of the world. Montego Bay,Jamaica the island’s second city, has been the home of the famed Reggae Sunsplash and is now the permanent home of the Reggae Sumfest festival. The actual concerts will be held at the Catherine Hall Entertainment Complex.

Panafest - Africa
PANAFEST - AFRICA Date: July 23-August 1, 2007 Place: Ghana, Africa Comments: Panafest is a cultural event dedicated to enhancement of the ideals of Pan-Africanism and the development of the African continent. It is organized biennially for Africans and people of African descent as well as all persons committed to the well being of Africans on the Continent and in the Diaspora. It's goals are to establish the truth about the history of Africa and the experiences of the African people, using the vehicle of African arts and culture. Panafest, by it's diverse character, projects a potential of being the most prestigious and indeed the most relevant cultural event on the African continent.

Heat
Things are heating up she said. I ignored her comment and ordered another scotch. She grabbed my hand and stuck it up her dress. She was wearing no panties and she soaking wet. she actually had pubic hair which is rare these days. "How long are you going to fight me"? She said. I looked her in the eyes and smiled. To Be Continued

U.s. Virgin Island Lifestyle And Music Festival
U.S. VIRGIN ISLAND LIFESTYLE AND MUSIC FESTIVAL Place: St. Thomas and St.Croix, U.S. Virgin Islands Date: July 20-22, 2007 Comments: This is the hottest event in the caribbean. Over 5,000 participants visit the Virgin Islands for the super beach event for grown folks. Jazz, R&B, Caribbean and Gospel Concerts, Beach party with live entertainment, Nightclub parties, Shopping and Island tours and a Health Empowerment (Wellness) Day.

Taste Of Chicago
TASTE OF CHICAGO Place: Chicago Date: July 1-6, 2007 Comments: Every summer the city of Chicago has an incredible festival. The largest and most used streets are closed downtown. Grant Park, the most visited park in Chicago, is used to hold this event. The people dine on ribs, cheeseburgers, pizza, ice cream, and hundreds of other foods. Over 100 of the city’s most famous restaurants set up shop. Basically the entire city slows down for this event. This is The Taste of Chicago.

Cho-co-late Fantasy Week (a Hedonism Event)
CHO-CO-LATE FANTASY WEEK (A Hedonism Event) Place: Runaway Bay, Jamaica(Hedonism III Resort) Date: June 29 - July 4, 2007 Comments: The hottest sexiest chocolate men and women come together for a week of fun in the sun at the most uninhibited resort in the world.

Essence Music Festival
ESSENCE MUSIC FESTIVAL Place: New Orleans, Lousiana Date: July 5-7, 2007 Comments: The largest african american family festival in the country. Over 250,000 people attend New Orleans for a mix of Jazz, R&B, Food, socializing, networking, concerts, speaker series and more. It's the #1 event during the July Holiday weekend.

Friends Of Festival At Sea
FRIENDS OF FESTIVAL AT SEA Place: Ocho Rios Jamaica Date: June 21-26, 2007 Friends of Festival at Sea is heading onshore for a 5 night stay at one of Jamaica's finest 4 Diamond resorts, The Grand Lido Negril. We've contracted the entire property exclusively for the duration of your stay. The Grand Lido Negril is an all-inclusive, all-suite resort that maintains the standard of luxury Friends of Festival at Sea patrons have become accustomed to.

Ocho Rios Jazz Festival
OCHO RIOS JAZZ FESTIVAL Place: Ocho Rios Jamaica Date: June 10-17, 2007 Comments: Ocho Rios brings its brand of jazz on the beautiful islands of Jamaica. The Ocho Rio Jazz Festival gives you the best in entertainment, festivities and culture. In three years the festival grew from one to eight days and became the Caribbean's complete jazz vacation, featuring the greatest names in Jamaican Jazz as well as the very best of international fare. It boasts a Youth Programme, daily free concerts, a large-scale Photo Exhibition and events large and small going on simultaneously all over the Island--Kingston, Montego Bay, Negril, Runaway Bay--Ocho Rios.

Chocolate Hedonism Getaway (a Hedonism Ii Event)
CHOCOLATE HEDONISM GETAWAY (A Hedonism II Event) Place: Negril, Jamaica(Hedonism II Resort) Date: June 20 - 24, 2007 Comments: Sooner or later, it's gonna happen. The primal urge to just let go & unwind, you're not alone. Hedonism II, on world famous Negril Beach, is the PLAYGROUND for your inner SPIRIT, nourishment for the MIND, BODY and SOUL. With absolutely everything included in one upfront price, you never have to think about money. Not even tips. Just what to do next and how! "Life is what you make of it. Its almost like a box of CHOCOLATES, you never know what you are getting until you bite into it" Join the "PUNANY POETS": Jessica Holter, "Ghetto Girl Blue", Exotic Male Dancer / Poet "SLAM", "The Head Doctor" & Comedians "Cocoa Brown & Big "Kenny Rob" @ Chocolate Hedo.

So Hurt There Is No Words To Say How Hurt I Am.
I've never been so hurt as now,people tell me to be truthful with them. But yet they haven't been truthful with me. I'm also hurt that someone would look at me in such a low light as a lier and a back staber. It's like Why the hell would I do that,been there myself,where I was geting backed stabed and that fucking hurts. to be stab by those you care and love. Yes, I have just got a new Yahoo Id,but not for the reasons people think. LIke I said to the main person this blog is for, I'm working on something for someone. The pic on that other blog belongs to a friend who has had a stalker on the net as well as real life and we are trying to get proof that this stalker is doing what they have been doing,because of that we have post her pics on a few places where this stalker hangs out. NOw you know whats been going on and why I haven't been around. As for me not being truthful to you all this time thats fucking bull shit, The only damn thing I wasn't turthful about was the new ID. If you wa

Lorenzo Birthday Bash 2007 (a Hedonism Iii Event)
LORENZO BIRTHDAY BASH 2007 (A Hedonism III Event) Place: Runaway Bay, Jamaica(Hedonism III Resort) Date: June 7 - 11, 2007 Comments: This off the hook phenomenon was indeed a blast and an out of this world experience. Party with the stars from TV, Radio NBA, NFL, Movies Stars and Musicians. Come on now did you expect any thing less? This is Hedonism III after all

Got Ass Event (yes, You Read It Right) (a Hedonism Ii Event)
GOT ASS EVENT (Yes, you read it right) (A Hedonism II Event) Place: Negril, Jamaica(Hedonism II Resort) Date: June 3rd - 10, 2007 Comments: Come and join Got Ass June 3-10 as they invade Hedonism II for the biggest booty event of the year. Women from all over the country will battle for the right to claim that they have the best booty of them all. A week of booty buffet and fun with winners from previous contest held all over come together for the Super Bowl of Ass, the World Cup of Booty, all the finalist go head to head (cheek to cheek) for ultimate in prizes. If you are a booty-ologist this week has been designed just for you. Ass lovers unite!!

Frasernet
FRASERNET Place: Atlanta Dates: June 27-July 1, 2007 Comments: The #1 Network for Black Professionals Worldwide.FraserNet is all about connecting and promoting African Americans and providing them access to needed resources. While we respect and admire all people and their accomplishments, FraserNet honors and supports the unique ways in which African Americans interact, communicate and relate

36th Annual National Association Of Black Accountants
36TH ANNUAL NATIONAL ASSOCIATION OF BLACK ACCOUNTANTS Date: June 19-23, 2007 Place: Philadelphia, PA Comments: The National Convention is a great way to stay in touch with your colleagues across the country and meet interesting new people who can make a significant impact in your professional and personal lives. Use it to enhance your technical competencies, earn up to 24 hours of CPE credit, develop leadership skills, debate critical issues affecting your profession, and gain access to recruiters from more than 100 corporations at the Diversity & Recruiting EXPO. Your presence greatly enriches the conference and provides encouragement and stimulation to the many aspiring professionals who attend the event.

The St Kitts Music Festival
THE ST KITTS MUSIC FESTIVAL Place: St. Kitts Date: June 21-24, 2007 Comments: For the past decade, St. Kitts has brought nothing but power packed concerts on a island where you can lay back, let your hair down and have fun. It is well established as one of the top summer concerts in the Caribbean offering spectacular local, regional and international talent mixed with the unique Kittitian experience.

Easter Stash !
Happy Tuesday all I've done an Easter stash, look in my 'dunno' section to see how Easter is celebrated around the world, and some other cool Easter stuff too including some recipies !! I have some Easter pictures in the 'pics' section of my stash too. So stop by and take a look and show me some lurve ! Thanks to those who have already been so kind ((((hugs)))) Love Lin xx

Being With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Tom Joyner's Fantastic Voyage Cruise
TOM JOYNER'S FANTASTIC VOYAGE CRUISE Place: Miami, Florida (Ports - San Juan,PR - Casa de Campo, Dominican Republic -Coco Cay, Bahamas) Cruise Line: Royal Caribbeans' Freedom Of The Seas Date: May 20 - May 27, 2007 Comments: Joyner is planning on seeing you on the 2007 Fantastic Voyage®. Now in its ninth year, the adult-only seven-day, six-night cruise, will set sail once again. Activities include everything from a 'you-won't-believe-it-unless-you-see- it' beach party, a Mardi Gras Party that rivals any Fat Tuesday event, poolside games, Bid Whist, Dominoes and informational, instructional and inspirational seminars.

Memorial Day Weekend - Domincan Republic
MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND - DOMINCAN REPUBLIC Place: Dominican Republic Date: May 24-29, 2007 Comments: This island has become the target of an elite group of urban professionals and trendsetters. It is a star-studded extravaganza where music, fashion, sports and entertainment come together in picturesgue Puerto Plata. This national event is the most anticipated affair during Memorial Day weekend, with participants from all over the U.S., the UK and Canada.

Urban Beach Week - Miami Memorial Day Weekend
URBAN BEACH WEEK - MIAMI MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND Place: Miami,Florida (South Beach) Date: May 25-28, 2007 Comments: Is a solid mixture of people from all ethnic backgrounds that come togther for weekend celebrations. Are you looking for the most exciting urban beach party in the world? Did you go to the Urban Beach Week on Memorial Day Weekend in Miami last year? If you missed last year's Urban Beach Week 2006 then you missed the HOT stuff! We broke the attendance record when nearly 350,000 people came to Miami and took over the town. The Urban Beach Week is the largest Urban Festival in the world that caters toward the professional Hip Hop Generation from 23 and over. Around 300,000-350,000 participants make the annual trek to South Beach for 4 days full of fun, food, festivities, entertainment, music and more.

Black Bike Week (a.k.a The Atlantic Bike Festival)
BLACK BIKE WEEK (A.K.A THE ATLANTIC BIKE FESTIVAL) Place: Myrtle Beach, South Carolina Date: May 25-28, 2007 Comments: The Largest Black Bike Festival in the world. Over 300,000 participate in what has become a super bike event for people of color. Black Bike Week is not only the largest black bike festival in the world but its also the largest black beach week event period. Every Memorial Day Weekend ( May 24-May 29, 2007) over 350,000 bikers travel to Myrtle Beach, South Carolina for fun, food, festivities and more. If you love bikes and the people who ride them, you cannot miss this event. The actual event occurs around the Myrtle Beach area.There are tons of parties and events that occur throughout the 5 day weekend. The hotels are jam packed full of revelers. The beaches are swamped, the streets are packed and you can smell the BBQ grilling as many people spend their entire year waiting for this event

Cancun Memorial Day Weekend(the Jumpoff)
CANCUN MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND(THE JUMPOFF) Place: Cancun, Mexico Date: May 25-28, 2007 Comments: For anyone that has been to Cancun knows that the FUN is Non-Stop! Each year, more participants agree that this is the hottest spot to be during Memorial Day Weekend. Once again its on. Cancun (May 25-28, 2007) is anticipated to be one of the largest Memorial Day weekend celebrations ever. It is one of the largest urban events held outside of the United States.With more than 15 thousand expected, rooms on the island won’t last. Last year (2006) over 15 thousand people attended Cancun for the Memorial Day weekend celebration.At night, party with 4000 beautiful people until the sun comes up with some of the hottest DJs in the United States. With each party offering a different theme every night, ALL YOU CAN DRINK, and a party atmosphere unlike anything you could imagine.

Explcatio Des Relatios Per Meam Esposae.
Be under no illusions : it is never an easy thing to think or feel in multiple. That I do so I count a Gift, One for which I Thank the Goddess Daily. Through Her Wisdom, Care and Guidance I've been Gifted with the Love I have and share, from those near, Held, Dear and closely Treasured. Though I have mentioned some of the women I Hold in these pages, All are deeply Loved, and treasured: each has without fail added immensely to the wisdom and understanding I've acquired through Loving them and being Loved by them. I did not plan any of the Relationships I'm now so thoroughly enjoying : they evolved because I was as alluded-to elsewhere in these blogs, consistant and open. That's why there are so many women close to Me even beyond the Relationships I'm in. I feel Honoured to know each woman, and count her friend or dearer, and am glad they in turn Care for Me. Nor yet should it be felt by the reader that I'm anything but humble about the way things have evolved. Truly, I Am humble.

5th Annual British Virgin Islands Musicfest
5TH ANNUAL BRITISH VIRGIN ISLANDS MUSICFEST Place: Cane Garden Bay Beach, Tortola, BVI Date: May 25-27, 2007 Comments:The 6th Annual B.V.I. Music Festival hosted on the Beautiful Cane Garden Bay Beach, Tortola, British Virgin Islands. Enjoy the sound and culture of the Caribbean. The event features various genres of music such as Reggae, Calypso, Funji, R & B, Rock & Roll, Dance Hall, and Jazz from International, Regional and Local Artist.

The Barbados Gospel Festival
THE BARBADOS GOSPEL FESTIVAL Place: Barbados Date: May 19 - May 27, 2007 Comments: Celebrating fifteen years of excellence. Dedicated to Barbados, the Caribbean and the international community, the Barbados Gospelfest maintains a standard of excellence second to none, and has become a vital festival fixture for the region at large. Our commitment to people has guaranteed growth and longevity, and a new opportunity to touch lives each year. Barbados Gospelfest AWESOME 2007 promises to be another world-class production, featuring top local, regional and international gospel talent.

The St. Lucia Island Jazz Festival
THE ST. LUCIA ISLAND JAZZ FESTIVAL Place: St. Lucia Island Date: May 5 - May 13, 2007 Comments: Nothing can quite prepare you for the sounds of pure jazz along the beautiful beaches of St. Lucia. If you are looking to get away, then this is the perfect getaway spot. This immensely popular festival has brought internationally renowned jazz artists to Saint Lucia each May since 1992.

Hbcu - Black Getaway Alumni Cruise
HBCU - BLACK GETAWAY ALUMNI CRUISE Place: Freeport, Bahamas Date: May 27 - 31 2007! Comments: The HBCU Network does it again! We're bringing you the 4th Annual Black College Alumni Getaway; a 5-day, 4-night nostalgic cruise celebrating all that is the Black College Experience. Featuring live hip-hop music,Spoken Word Set, featuring Def Poetry Jam poets,professional Seminars,white linen party,dominoes tournament, beach olympics, 3-on-3 Basketball Tournament, Dating Games "HBCU Idol" Talent Show

15th Annual Npn Annual Royal Caribbean Multicultural Group Cruise Conference
15TH ANNUAL NPN ANNUAL ROYAL CARIBBEAN MULTICULTURAL GROUP CRUISE CONFERENCE Place: Miami - Bahamas Date: May 25 - May 28, 2007 (Memorial Day Weekend) Comments: It's about business, it's about education, it's about networking with the top leaders, it's about re-focusing your personal, family and community goals. This is the only summit where not only do you have the opportunity to mix business with pleasure, its encouraged that you do so. The cruise summit brings all the top black business and political leaders in the country take part in a retreat that is unlike any other cruise event today

The 2007 Black Enterprise Entreprenuers Conference
The 2007 BLACK ENTERPRISE ENTREPRENUERS CONFERENCE Place: Orlando, Florida Date: May 9-12, 2007 Comments:Whether you are an exhibitor or a participant, the conference offers unique networking and business opportunities. Decision makers, major corporations, and industry suppliers interact throughout the conference and at The c Expo.

The Texas Beach Party A.k.a Kappa Beach Party
THE TEXAS BEACH PARTY A.K.A KAPPA BEACH PARTY Place: Galveston, Texas Date: Date: April 20-22, 2007 Comments: The party brings an estimated 30,000 participants to Galveston,Texas every year. Over 4 1/2 miles of street parties, vendors, exotic cars, S.U.Vs, bikinis, concerts and more pack one of the largest black beach events in the world. Nicknamed the "Dirty South" for a reason.

Plymouth Jazz Festival In Tobago
PLYMOUTH JAZZ FESTIVAL IN TOBAGO Place: Island Of Tobago Date: Date: April 27-29, 2007 Comments: Mary, J Blige, L.L. Cool J, Gladys Knight,Earth Wind and Fire, Al Greene, Heather Headley, Elton John, Diana Ross and other performers makes this the most diverse super festival of the year.

The Penn State Relays
THE PENN STATE RELAYS Place: Philadelphia, PA Date: April 26-28, 2007 Comments: The 2nd Super party Weekend showcased under another exciting world class track and field event on the east coast. Thousands more pack the streets, clubs of Philly for what has become the premier sporting event of the spring and summer for the east coast.

Blah...
I hate when I find myself in a situation where I'm supposed to be totally cool and pretend like nothing bothers me. Meanwhile, inside, I'm screaming for answers. The thing is, though, that I'm too scared to ask the questions. I know it's better to know than to constantly be wondering and I've always been one to tell someone what I was thinking. Why is it so hard this time?

Jazz On The Beach
JAZZ ON THE BEACH Place: Ocean Mall Riviera Beach, FL Date: April 13-15, 2007 Comments: The City's Signature Event is the Annual Jazz & Blues Festival held on the municipal beach the last week-end of March each year.

The Texas Relays
THE TEXAS RELAYS Place: Austin, TX Date: April 4-7, 2007 Comments: Super party Weekend showcased under an exciting world class track and field event. Thousands pack the streets, clubs of Austin, Tx for what has become the premier sporting event of the spring and summer of the south.

Black College Reunion 2007
BLACK COLLEGE REUNION 2007 Place: Daytona Beach, Florida Date: March 30 - April 1, 2007 Comments: It's been called the KING of black beach week events for spring breakers. 50,000 - 75,000 participants will all converge in Daytona for some off the wall beach parties, concerts and street festivals. 2007 will explode as dozens of planned and unplanned.

Brand New Events Coming In 2007
Here are some new events coming for 2007. Get ready. I will update and feature many of the following events in just a few weekS. PLYMOUTH JAZZ FESTIVAL IN TOBAGO Place: Island Of Tobago Date: Date: April 27-29, 2007 Comments: Mary, J Blige, L.L. Cool J, Gladys Knight,Earth Wind and Fire, Al Greene, Heather Headley, Elton John, Diana Ross and other performers makes this the most diverse super festival of the year. THE BARBADOS GOSPEL FESTIVAL Place: Barbados Date: May 19 - May 27, 2007 Celebrating fifteen years of excellence. Dedicated to Barbados, the Caribbean and the international community, the Barbados Gospelfest maintains a standard of excellence second to none, and has become a vital festival fixture for the region at large. Our commitment to people has guaranteed growth and longevity, and a new opportunity to touch lives each year. Barbados Gospelfest AWESOME 2007 promises to be another world-class production, featuring top local, regional and international g

Miami Springfest
Miami Springfest April 27-29, 2007 is the date. The Springfest has been going on for the past 3 years now and has moved from the islands to the U.S. It's an event geared for graduating college students. Radio One (which is one of the largest radio conglomerates in the country) in the which includes dozens of todays hottest artist in one area along the beach. You mentioned the concerts. Who will be there for 2007? Jim Jones G-Unit Rich Boy Crime Mob Mims Lloyd Mike Jones D4L Rick Ross Jibbs DJ UNK Boyz N Da Hood Trick Daddy Slim Thug Young Joc More Coming

Bet Spring Bling
BET Spring Bling is looking for talent. Do you have a group, can you sing, do you have the hottest whip? For dancers and step teams: springblingteams@bet.com To showcase other talent: springblingtalent@bet.com Rides & Rims: springbling2007@bet.com How can I get tickets for the BET Spring Bling? This is a brand new venue for BET and they have been keeping hush hush on how the public can get tickets. They are holding some tickets for the local colleges around the local Florida area. In the past, BET usually still allows the general public( 18 and over) to stand in line and get in anyway. . Again, as of today, BET has not officially sent out wording of how to obtain the FREE tickets for the 3 day concert. Just stay tuned to the newsletter for updates. I know if you have plans to go, you want your tickets in your hand. Right now, I can't do anything because they have not sent me any more information so please hold tight. The second they announce, I will send a special ne

Axes Of Necessary Evil
Had a few co-workers get laid off yesterday. Never happened at this job before. This is to them:( You feel full Of empty As you sit Powerless Watching your world Change The everyday Turns into Not anymore You say goodbye Wish good luck Future meetings We can explore But You sense the chord Sever As you see them Close That door It has happened Before And shall Again Sometimes detachment Makes you realize They really are Your Friend

Get Ridoff The Wrinkles.......easy Way
WRINKLES Some women see them as the bane of their existence, and they actually go through all means they could possibly afford just to get those wrinkles off their faces, the means ranging from expensive creams to Botox to plastic surgery and facelift. Our culture and society is so youth-oriented that wrinkles, especially on women, have become totally undesirable Why do we get wrinkles? Wrinkles are mostly associated with aging. As we age, the cells of our skin become thinner and lose elasticity because of the decreased levels of collagen production in our body. The skin cells also divide more slowly, thus delaying repair and renewal of the skin. Also, as we age, the fat cells just under the outer layer of our skin, which makes the skin look supple, get smaller and lose their ability to fill out whatever gaps created by the damage that occurs in t

In The Evening And Into The Cool Cheap Date
After we had our laugh, we both decided it was time for a bit of a break... We were a bit peckish and decided to have something to eat at the Cafeteria they had on the 2nd floor, pretty good food by the way. We decide to share a salad and a small cup of fruit. Moving toward the line to pay, we both watch as the cashier leaves the register. Not too long after this happens, she becomes a bit impatient and deicedes to leave the line and sit down to eat. Me, in complete amazement, follows her to the drink area. We get our drinks and have more of a laugh then sit down to eat. As we're consuming this "complimentary" meal, she tells me that we should have gotten more plates of food... The laughter continues. As we finish, she tells me that she kind of wanted a cup of coffee but insisted not to get one because she knew I would pay for it. Giving a half smile with a bit of deviation, I get up from the table and go over to where the consumers place their food trays after eating. I grab a use

A Hell Of An Answer
The following is an actual question given on a University of Liverpool chemistry final exam. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues via the Internet, which is why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's law that gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that, if you a

Help Me
[ CherryTAP.com photo: 2104189921 ] ok at the moment im in 4th place i was late starting will all my friends and family pretty please on top of sugar please help me with rates and message bombs in this cntest i'm newer to this site and this is my first contest i would really love to show myself i am able to win something n life..i promise to return favors all my love andrea

Later In The Afternoon...
Leaving the area we fixed the figurines, we move to the bedding models... we lay in many of the beds and I found myself starting to fall asleep in 2 different ones, mainly because I was comforted with my darling love being with me. None of you have any idea the kind of peace her presence alone brought me. Moving along toward the end of the bedding models, we go into one that is slightly more secluded than the rest. In the same model was a bathroom model connected to it... That's where our real fun begins. As I lay in the bed, Erika decides to check out the bathroom. After a minute or two, I go in there after her... not seeing her, I notice a shower curtain... of course, there she was in the fake shower as I pulled open the curtain and got pulled in. I close the curtain and begin kissing this beautiful specimen of a woman that I cherrished. When our lips met and seemed not to want to be parted, our moment was abruptly put to a halt as the curtain was pulled back by a person passing t

God's Fire Of Affliction
Romans 8:18 “For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.” God is going to put every child of His into the fire of affliction. Why? To test us. You see, the faith that can’t be tested, is a faith that can’t be trusted. The times when I have grown the most (and the time you will grow the most) is not when everything has been fine. It’s been when trouble strikes and I have fallen on my face before the Lord and called upon His strength. Think back on your own life. Most likely, the times you have grown the most are those when you were going through sorrow, pressure, or trouble. Isn’t that true? Somebody penned these lines: I walked a mile with pleasure, She chatted all the way. It left me none the wiser, For all she had to say. I walked a mile with sorrow, And ne’re a word said she. But oh, the things I learned from her, When sorrow walked with me.

Life Is To Short!!!!!!!
Life Is Short One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. Never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." or "I Miss You" So while we have it, its best we love it. And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage. And friendships. And children with bad report! Cards; and dogs with bad hips; and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, and

In The Morning...
Ok, so, one weekend Erika and I went out to breakfast. We ate at IHOP in West Covina. During the wait we watched a bit of a movie she wanted me to see. It was interesting that we couldn't see it too well... It was bright outside, yes, but the main factor in that was that she had the brightness on her portable dvd player almost all the way down... a bit funny to us at the time but I don't expect a laugh from anyone who reads this. After breakfast, I ask my love what she had planned for the day... she said she didn't have a thing... We had been wanting to go to Ikea together just to look around (we were weird like that), so I told her, let's go to Ikea... So began the trip to Ikea and the Cool Cheap Date. Driving into the parking lot underground, we found no parking, but a lot of bad drivers, she was adiment on voicing her opinion about the particular individuals and I just laughed. Racing up the ramp to the main parking level, I decide to be a bit recklace, so I drive fast and ver

Philosophy ... On Versified Drivel
on VERSIFIED DRIVEL (a metrical form of drooling “twaddle”*) Nothing words and nothing lines, know the nothingness of rhymes, framéd verse and non-event are negatives that circumvent non-existent loves that went … to who knows where? Thus, ‘oft before you wrapped in rhythm, 'nothingness' is empty given quantum jumps from line to line; dead energy in four/four time, photons streaking ‘thru the sky … to who knows where? Oh, there and above is love, or worse. You hear a confusion of meaningless sounds in verse. A tear. pretentious babble, drooling sour, to grow a flower on some empty grave … but who knows where? Empty words and empty phrases twice deny Life’s fuller phases; stanzas with uncertain meaning show a certain leaning toward despair. An empty flair of rhyming sounds and rhythm swings, which signify a mind’s escape … To who knows where? And so for me, contemporary poetry is the “blankest” verse in history; you can take it straight to, …

If She Only Knew
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your

Justa Tuesday In The Mind Of Marty
Good Morning. How are you? I am good myself. I am in desperate need of springtime weather. Summer, I will not complain if that comes before spring either. Beggars can’t be choosers. I must admit if there was a place like a tanning salon, day spa you name it, that could house you in a room and make the obeisance as if you were at a beach, sunshine, warm breeze what have ya, I would pay kindly to have that one day in the sun. What is the saying? Every dog has its day… Well not saying I am a dog but, I think I have had my fill of winter for one year. You know. I bet a place that would give you certain feelings you were there and away from bitter cold would do well in today’s culture. Oh well someone will get rich if not already on that idea. Have you seen the new Aflac Commercial with super duck? Oh, it’s beyond funny. But perhaps it’s just cute and my sick and twisted mind finds it hilarious. You ever realize people when they talk about their child having a baby it’s not just a boy o

Night 2... The Cause
Maybe I should have started with day one, but I was hoping it was just a one night thing. I was up all night the day before... I even went out and ran over 3 miles, I know this because I had a pedometer that at the end read over 15,000 steps... for anyone who knows how many feet are in a mile... it's over 5,000ft to equal one mile... i have a longer stride than just a foot so I know it was over 3 miles. I watched tv, read several chapters in a large book, washed clothes, and drove out to watch the sunrise... All the while, I tried to free my mind from what's been plagueing it since I knew at the beginning of that night that I'd pull an all nighter... Her. Night 2. It really started at around 3pm today when I got home from a long drawn out day at work. I arrived home and headed straight for the wine... I was hoping that maybe a bit of inebriation was all I needed to sleep. Hence my status being "3pm night cap??". That didn't turn out so well... no sleep. To make matters worse, I have

Snippets 9: Autoerotic Asnippication.
Read from the bottom ->T-Ro: "Mr. Steffen, we noticed she'd suffered some anal trauma..." T-Ro: hahahahaha i know, right? ->T-Ro: I would. >> ->T-Ro: HAHAHAHAHAAHA T-Ro: i wonder if he kept going until he got off... ->T-Ro: Dumbass, you don't strangle em, you cut off the blood flow. SIDE of the neck, not the FRONT. T-Ro: hahahaha T-Ro: but it was an accident! T-Ro: omg!!!! ->T-Ro: HAHAHAHAHA! Dude is getting charge with first degree murder for choking his girlfriend to death during sex by accident. XD

Frustration
Visualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ... ... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ... ... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years... ... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ... ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... ALL IN ALL, I GUESS YOU COULD CALL ME A 'DREAMER' ... SURE WORKS WELL FOR WRITING POETRY AND INVENTING ... BUT IT WAS AND IS A LONELY JOURNEY ... HERE'S WHAT MY DREAMS LOOKED LIKE AT 20 YEARS OF AGE ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ FRUSTRATION Strange I feel – poetic too, All my thoughts belong to you. Odd tonight, this lonely feeling, Silently upon me stealing. Weird, unreal, my mi

Tell Me This Won't Happen To Us !!!!
LOST IN THE DARNDEST PLACES: An elderly Floridian called 911 on her cell phone to report that her car has been broken into. She is hysterical as she explains her situation to the dispatcher: "They've stolen the stereo, the steering wheel, the brake pedal and even the accelerator!" she cried. The dispatcher said, "Stay calm. An officer is on the way." A few minutes later, the officer radios in. "Disregard." He says. "She got in the back-seat by mistake." ________________________________________________________________________ FAMILY Three sisters, ages 92, 94 and 96, live in a house together. One night the 96-year-old draws a bath. She puts her foot in and pauses. She yells to the other sisters, "Was I getting in or out of the bath?" The 94-year-old yells back, "I don't know. I'll come up and see." She starts up the stairs and pauses "Was I going up the stairs or down?" The 92-year-old is sitting at the kitchen table having tea listening to her sisters. She shakes her

End Of Time
As the waves crash upon the shore, And the sun begins to set, The birds flow through the skies, And you find your soul at rest, A harmonious flow of ripples, Caresses the beautiful shore, Two eyes meet once again, And their souls begin to soar, Embraced by all the beauty, Surround by the sounds, They gently touch eachother, In eachothers eyes, they are soon found, His hand brushes lightly on her face, Her hand grasps his hips with delight, They felt the connection at last, Like a swan aloft in flight, He holds her so close to his heart, Though he does not let her know, She reaches for his destiny, Then begins to let it unfold, These two have felt eachother, Within eachothers mind, I wonder will they last, And beat the end of time, Written by : Azalia Written on: March 6th,2007

Forget Him
Forget his name forget his face Forget his kiss, His warm embrace Forget the love that you once knew Remember he has someone new Forget him when they played your song Remember when you cried all night long Forget how close you two once were Remember that he has chosen her Forget you memorized his walk Forget the way he use to talk Forget the things he use to say Remember he has gone away Forget his laugh Forget his grin Forget the dimples on his chin Forget the way he held you tight Remember he is with her tonight Forget the time that went so fast Forget the love that moved it's past Forget that he said he would leave you never Remember he is now gone forever! ~Author Unknown~

Class Ring
Close by the door, They pushed to stand, As he took his class ring, Off her hand, All who were watching, Didnt dare to speak, As a silent tear, Ran down his cheek, All through his head, The memorys ran, Of the times they laughed, And played in the sand, But now her eyes, Looked terribly cold, and he'll never have her, Again to hold, They watch in silence, As he bent down near, To whisper " I love you", In her ear, And as he got up, He started to cry, As he put his class ring on, And wanted to die, And as the cold wind, Started to blow, They lowered her casket, Deep in the snow,,

Rediscover
Some of the greatest treasures in your life may be things you set aside long ago. Often it pays to go back and take a look. A book you read years ago may now hold much more meaning. A friend from whom you once grew apart may now have much more in common with you. There is a reason why people, places, things and events come into your life. Be careful that you're not too quick to discard them. The things that interested you in your youth still have a message for you today. They can tell you about who you truly are. Just because something is old and familiar, does not mean it is irrelevant. Values, passions and purposes grow more robust with time and experience. You've arrived at this moment carrying a lifetime of valuable treasures. Now is your opportunity to see those treasures in a whole new light. -- Ralph Marston

Open Dreams (thank You Marc For Helping Me With The Title)
A heart will break and a heart will heal Pain and Joy is what most of us will feel. The break will come swift and the healing so slow Why is it that the pain is what will always show? Tho the breaking will stay with us longer Isn't it also what helps us become stronger? Having someone there to mend what has been broke Will also be the one to make us smile with a good joke. Becoming accustom to those hands that help heal Makes you start to think that maybe love is real. The walls that protect from ever hurting again Start to crumble and we see a new life begin. Questions of the intentions and integrity start After all we are trying to protect our heart. Will my trust get my heart broke like before Can they see my love will forever be pure? A stranger at first but a love found at last Forever letting go of the betrayal from the past. A promise will one day given to forever be kept Only to be real for as long as I slept!

The Greatest Thing About The Justice System!
YOU GET ROYALLY SCREWED IN THE ASS WITH A BIG FAT FUCK YOU! lovely eh? thats about how i feel right now.. so yesterday i go downtown.. and my nerves are totally shot because i thought i might have to face the guy who hit us, that so faithful day back in may of 04... thankfully i didn't but that doesn't make me any less fucked up over the whole situation.. then i find out what they are offering me.. yeah... 35 thousand... after everyone gets their damn slice... i get like 10.. i told my mom i would pay her back for everything.. so basically... yeah... i get jack shit.. i don't understand how someone can burn their tongue on coffee from McD's and sue for half a mill... or someone can be discriminated against and get 400,000 from an airlines? when i first started this case.. i was told we are going to try for 250,000... it was more than i had ever dreamed of having.. but then, how do you put a value on someone who hurts you, and you will have to live with the hurt, and injury f

These Crayons Suck!!!
RED = ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? SURPRISINGLY NO. 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? ME. 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? AS OF TWO DAYS AGO. LOL. 4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? I GUESS. 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? BOTH. ORANGE = EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? NAH. 2. Are you easily excited? DEPENDS ON THE SITUTATION. 3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? ST. PATRICKS DAY. 4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? FUCK YOU!!!! 5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? WILL LEAVE BLANK CAUSE IT'S SAPPY. YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: BILL. 2. Birthday: 01/20. 3. What's your main goal in life? TO NOT FAIL. 4. Do you want to have children? NEVER!!! 5. How do you want to die? KICKING SCREAMING, AND COVERED IN MY MOM'S VAGINAL FLUIDS. GR

Divorce
So I finally got to talk to my husband today...it was interesting...I was relieved when I didn't feel a thing when I heard his voice over the phone. He told me that if I didn't have the funds to get the divorce final...he would do it. I think I am gonna take him up on that offer..... Tanya

Owned.
Time after time, I call out your name in the darkness of the night as flesh meets flesh. Breath escaping in the form of a sigh, a touch like the wings of angels. Fluttering. Floundering. Discovering secrets long hidden, places some only dream of touching... or of having touched... All else is forgotten But this moment. This touch. This sensation. I call out your name and you whisper sweetly as you pull my hair. Making me gasp. Making me tremble. Making me yours.

I'm In A Good Mood Today. I Wonder Why.
Human beings are confusing and puzzling creatures. They are like gemstones in that they have many facets. You can think a person is one way but turn them in the light and everything looks different. Hence from one day to the next people and how you view them change....Your greatest enemy one day might be your best friend the next...someone you hate with a passion could one day be your passionate lover... Life is a strange and wonderful thing and I hope everyone grabs it by the horns while it's bucking...and hold on tight because you're in for one helluva ride. Just don't fall off...you could easily get disemboweled. Life is also a vindictive, spiteful bitch and much like me...she bites. Watch those teeth because they're more like fangs. Shit...that's kind of hot. But anyway... I think I've hit this damn pipe one too many times for the night... My mind is racing , but stop waiting for the smoke to start coming out of my ears. I haven't burned THAT many brain cells yet. So today...I'm

New To This!!
Ok. I'm trying to get my head around all this. Im so new to these kind of sites so I thought why not give it a try!! Hopefully I dont hurt myself lol. Anyway, I decided to join Cherry Tap to meet and make new friends. Im 32, divorced Mom of 4 girls, from Hillsdale, Mi. I've been looking around at others pages and I recognised a couple of people that I'm sure I know (not personally, but seen around town so to speak) so hopefully they will add me. Well Im sure my next blog will be of interest to some of you and I will upload some pics and try to pretty this page up lol. Till then.......

Strip Clubs
Just got back from De Ja Vue full nude revue. There having there Showgirl of the year contest next Thursday, where they get very artistic & creative, I mean it really becomes a great show!!!! Any way I was a participant last year. They put a couch on the stage & had me up 4 a couch dance, one girl was taking pics, well I found out today she quit & never gave anyone there pics. so I volunteered my friend who used to have his own dark room, & lots of equipment, & myself to do 1 girls pics free, word travels so now we have 4 girls permission to shoot, & by Thursday we'll probley do all of them. I'll see if they will allow me to post on this site.

Pay The Rent? Lol
I have 2 roomates and we share a 3 bedroom house. One of my roomates (Yi) has been in the house as long as I, for 3 and a half years. The other has only been in for about a year (Brandon). So, you would think by now that at least Yi would know that the rent was due on the 5th of every month. Nope, every month I have to track him down and remind him like 30 times and still I get it late. I have to have roomates becouse I do not make enough to live on my own. One of many things in my life I seem to have no choice in. I am stuck in the job I have, because I can not seem to find a better one. Sad. People who have never been poor will never understand. You can try to explain to them, but they just reply with, "get a better job". As if that is all it takes. A if I can just walk in the door and say give me a job. They do not know how it is when you have to decide between eatting the next few days or putting gas in your car. I live a life of reactive instead of proactive. I try to b

Accident
A guy cut in front of my wife Sarah 1/29/07 totaling her car, & cracking her sternum from top to bottom, air bag didn’t open (glad-would of broke her glasses & cut her face up) so she suffered seat belt trauma. 1 week after Sarah, I was driving the rental PT Cruser when it was starting to snow heavily, & a guy cut in front of me on 59 by Pontiac lake rd, sped up than hit his brakes. So I taped my brakes & slid, let up & angled into the stretch parking lot of Pontiac lake motel & the party store on the corner. it would of worked perfect, except I hit a piece of broken curb & a rock, throwing my direction off from angled runway to right turn into cut off telephone post barrier fronted by big rocks. Rock knocked an 8" across chunk out of the oil pan, we know it was the pan because the drain plug was in the center of it, & I stopped with a pole logged behind the front clip up against the front axel, so when I backed it up off the rock it tore the whole front clip off!!! Didn

~for My Darlins.~
When i first saw you open your eyes it was as if someone captured me through and through. You blinked once or twice and frowned trying to adjust...I truly fell in love. Taking you in my arms was the sweetest thing I could ever imagine...nothing was worth waiting for until I held you. I knew from that moment on nothing would even compare. This was new and foreign to me, but at that instant so completely natural and heartfelt~ Watching you sleep tonight lifts my soul a notch and I tuck those blankets a little closer to hug your small bodies.... If there's anything worth fighting for in this chaos it's most definately you. I've been told maybe one day I'll just grow old alone...lol Because you've always been my number one, your hopeful eyes, I wake just to see your eyes peering in my face, both excited to see Im up too. :)- If everyone could feel the way I do then truly they'd say it was worth it too. Finding a new meaning to fight on my own, It's a step Im learning to walk... I

Sorry To Friends
See its Like this. My girl (Kaydee) and death (Eric) used to date and they had broke up and I asked her out cause I like her alot see I waited and saw the opintunity to have her. As for the other he liked her alot but I got her first and even asked her to marry him on our ct marriage night. So ever since the have been making fake accounts and tring to attack me. so I came up with my hater list so true friends can know who they are. I have them blocked but they make fake accounts to get me again someone can only take sooo much. So I'm truly sorry for the drama. I like my friends here alot I'll make it up to yas!Please Forgive me. Thats why its been taking along time with doing the picture request to the ones I promised them too. They will come I promise.

The Devil Wears Prada - Dogs Can Grow Beards All Over
welcome to the war; welcome to the war; a martyr's challenge. chainsaw brutality, tornado strength. chainsaw brutality, tornado strength. chainsaw brutality, tornado strength. chainsaw brutality, tornado strength. king of the diamond; king of the grave. king of the diamond; king of the grave. lawlessness stains black on whitewashed tombs. we're... too strong... to... compromise... don't be ashamed of your faith. dear Lord, deliver me from hypocrisy and surcease the scarlet, desire. the scarlet, desire. he wears a slick jacket and gold watch. her dishonesty has scarred hands, (has scarred hands.) he wears a slick jacket, (he wears a jacket.) --------------------------------------------------

New To Cherrytap
hi, my name is Jennifer and I am 25 in 916. I am a brand new member to this cherry tap thing. I do have a myspace profile but its always getting messed up. I also have slide shows I make on youtube. the link is in my video games section of my profile here if u wanna check it out. I hope to meet some cool people on here.

Life
I believe - that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while, and you must forgive them for that. I believe - that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I believe - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - that you can keep going long after you can't. I believe - that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe - that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe - that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better b

Hope
So four beers into the night (at 2:23am)and that good for me, i am normally on 10 or 11. I'm debating whether I should rush chill another. No more cold ones left, the freezer is looking very much like my savior. I spent the better part of today at blogexplosion. Voted for a lot of blogs and won a lot of credits. Put one of my other blogs up to the challenge twice. It's not arrogance when I say I know i write well, It's been affirmed over and over from various sources. Sometimes it truly is crap, but no one is perfect. All in all, I don't seek to write what people will enjoy, so much as just what feels right. And I always presumed the words I choose. The topics I frequent were more offputting than they were brilliant. That's probably true. Those blogexplosion voters just do it on a whim. I know I've only retained memory of one blog out of the counltess I've visited in the voting process. But I'm an alcoholic. What's your excuse. Sad thing is, there are not enough beers in t

The Complete Sex Survey!
Name : Age : Male/Female : Sexual Orientation : Colour of eyes? Colour of hair? Colour of pubic hair? (GIRLS) Breast size? (BOYS) Penis size? Happy with your body? Anything you'd change? Are you a virgin? What is “the one” sex fantasy you have? Age you lost Virginity: Where did it happen? Who took it? How often do you do anything sexually? Number of Sexual Partners: Oldest/Youngest person you have had sex with: Given Oral: Received Oral: Spit/Swallow: Favorite position: Enjoy oral sex: Enjoy cum: Kinkiest place you have came on a girl/been cummed on: Had Anal Sex: Enjoy Anal sex: Had Orgasm from Anal sex: Own sex toys: What kind of toys? Taken nude photos: Have you been filmed having sex: Have you mastuabted on a web cam for someone watching? Make Love or Fuck? Fast or Slow? On top or bottom? Moan or scream? Phone Sex or Real thing? 1 on 1 or 3+ people? Had phone sex?: Been caught having sex? Gave Oral AFTER sex? Ever came at the sam

Collars And Traditions
Collars and Traditions Everything you wanted to know about collars and then some. Includes: A special concern about the dilution old traditions. by jade -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Collars, collars everywhere... but what are they and why do we use them? Recently we had a firestorm of activity on our bulletin board concerning collars. It's a subject often asked about and one that seems to generate many different responses from the community. I'm not going to claim to have all the answers on this topic or try to write a document to use as a standard for the D/s, BDSM lifestyle. However, I will try to share what we've learned in our own experiences during our journey into the realm of dominance and submission. A collar is extremely significant in our lifestyle, no matter in what group you find yourself. It not only identifies the person wearing it as a member of the lifestyle, it indicates they are submissive a

Combat Infantry Badge
Well today makes a day in my military career. I finally got my CIB(Combat Infantry Badge) for being over here in country. Although in order to get this you had to be in a IED blast or in small arms fire with the enemy. I will post pics when I can. :)

What Is Submission?
Some Thoughts About Submission by jade What is submission? Submission is a word that we hear tossed around pretty often lately but I often wonder if most people really understand what it means. Being a "submissive" has become very popular in the D/s, BDSM fad that is sweeping the chat rooms and websites. There's even a fashion and cultural trend based on some of the facets of the BDSM lifestyle. You can find collars and leather fetish items being worn by the rich and famous or you can have dinner in one of New York's newest, trendy restaurants that features all the trappings of the lifestyle dungeon, complete with submissive waiters and waitresses. All of these things are interesting and amusing but they are not a true picture of what it's all about. Submission isn't a fad or a role playing game that we see so often online and at clubs, and you aren't a submissive because you like to be tied up and have kinky sex once in awhile. So what is it? Submission is the act of surre

Subs Needs
What Do I Need From My Dominant? The Care and Feeding of a submissive. by jade This page was originally started to be a guideline for submissives but in retrospect I think it may better serve the Dominants who may happen to land here. Perhaps it may provide some insight to both sides of the equation. I Want vs. I Need We often confuse these two things: I want and I need. Although they may seem to be the same at first glance, there is a huge difference in the two. We want a lot of things in life; money, new cars, a beautiful home, success, and hot fudge sundaes, just to name a few, but how many of them do we really need? Very often the things we want are not always things that are the best for us and are usually self-indulgent wishes that change as fast as the top ten hits on VH1. "Needs" are a different situation. They are the fundamentals we require to remain mentally and physically healthy and allow us to grow spiritually and emotionally. I may really want a hot fu

Safe, Sane, And Consensual
by Tamar Kay Copyright©1995 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You will often hear it said that the first and most important rule in B&D-S/M is that all things we do with each other must be safe, sane, and consensual. What does this mean? Ask any set of experienced players and you'll get a different set of answers. Here's mine. Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillo

Am I Submissive?
Am I Submissive? I Don't Like Pain and Punishment by Lord Colm & jade -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Confusing Terms One of the most common things a new submissive has questions about is the "pain and punishment" category. Most of this confusion stems from the combining of the various groups found in the lifestyle into one large group called BDSM. Within the term BDSM we have at least three major factions, all with different needs and motivations. Perhaps breaking it down into BD, D/s and SM will make things a bit clearer. · BD - Bondage and Discipline - There's not much of a mystery here. The Deviant's Dictionary defines it as: Sometimes B/D, B&D. Bondage and Discipline. Sometimes used interchangeably with SM but more strictly referring to practices involving bondage and role-playing or humiliation but little or no pain. Sometimes thought to stand for Bondage and Domination, but see also DS. See al

Lets Get It Started
OK,WEVE WRAPPED PRODUCTION ON OUR LATEST DISASTERPIECE ENTITLED"ILL DO YOU BETTER THAN YOU DO",AND IM NOT RELEASING IT.HOWEVER,IF YOU BUY THREE OF OUR TRACKS FROM SNOCAP,ILL GIVE YOU A COPY OF THE NEW ALBUM FREE.SO,LETS SEE WHO REALLY LOVES ME AND HELP ME RETIRE FOR GOOD.

New Subs
Getting Started Are you just beginning to explore the world of submission? If so, then this is the place to get your travel map to begin your voyage into a new universe. We don't recommend new travelers to blast off at warp speed until they've learned to navigate a little in the D/s realm. There are many new and exciting things to learn along this trip and it should be enjoyed at your leisure. Taking your time might prevent you from becoming "lost in space" or ship-wrecked before you even get started. Fasten your seat belt and enjoy the view. A Brave New World by jade Being a new submissive isn't for the faint of heart. It requires you to be quick on your feet, intelligent and willing to do some work to learn who you are and what this lifestyle is all about. Only the very foolish rush in blind and hope to keep from making some major mistakes. There are a lot of very unscrupulous people who are just waiting their chance to take advantage of the inexperienced, novice submissive.

Midterms And Finding The Devil Is Danny Glover
Okay, well, part of the deal is that I have two weeks to make a short paper (1 pg. is nothing even at the junior college level) about "Who is Harry?" in "Sleeping With Anger." This is really an interesting piece of work, especially since some other interesting films have come up prior, but this one is perhaps more interesting because it is not realistic, it's stylistic elements push it along with a great amount of tension. Now, that being said, the Film 160 Midterm was handed out as a take-home, for all of us who probably haven't read the book anyhow. For a change, my English class has given me a shorter essay to dissect, "On Ideology and Philology." My group partner had a cut that needed her to go to Kaiser in Walnut Creek, so I said to take whatever time she needed, it was cool. Seems they wanted her to get a tetanus shot. Anyhow, the one person who seemed to be interested from one of my classes has decided to go back to the ex that she had been railing against so badly. I'm

A White Rose
I wrote this for an Angel I know! A White Rose... The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

10 Commandments For Newbies
10 COMMANDMENTS FOR NEWBIES Written by LadyMary03: I. THOU SHALT BE RELENTLESS IN YOUR SEARCH OF KNOWLEDGE ...for there are many who are willing and eager to guide and assist you in your search II. THOU SHALT NOT BE HAUGHTY OF MIND ...for we all are still learning and growing. There is no shame in not knowing a right word or how to do something. Always keep an open and humble mind when it comes to learning. III. THOU SHALT BE STEADFAST AND BOLD OF HEART ...for there are those who will try to humiliate you and belittle you for their egos sake. (example: "for a newbie-you sure have opinions" "newbies should be seen and not heard" "this isn't a beginners forum") IV. THOU SHALT BE RESPECTFUL OF OTHERS ...for we should all respect each other as humans and as part of the same community. Even if opinions clash it is possible to disagree without being disagreeable keeping a sense of respect for one another. V. THOU SHALT SEEK OUT THOSE OF LIKE KIND ...for

People...
ok.im really stressed first thing is: WHAT GIVES PEOPLE THE RIGHT TO BE ASSHOLES?...honestly all i did was ask for advice and people are rude to me. omfg get over your self.like first time it was too long what i wrote and then i summed it up it wasnt good enough i guess. Second.: is i feel really bad for my bf because these stupid money-grubbing-egotestical-contraditing-cunt-licking-liars are basically ruining his life all because of this thing that happened... cuz he "supposedly" stole a fishing pole. okay for one a fishing pole isnt that big of a damn deal.. unless its like one of those fancy ones but you can BUY another one. so these stupid people are putting him in the newspaper blaming him and saying they "supposedly" have witnesses what are there witnesses dogs.but ya.so my bf has to go to court. which is stupid and then somebody told me that "supposedly" they stole the boat too.i mean make up your fucking mind. and then they also wrote "we are so glad we have nieghborhoo

Safe Words
Good evening, and welcome to the part of our show where we skewer some sacred cows! Many people will tell you that using a "safeword" in the context of BDSM is a good idea. In fact, I'm one of them. A safeword is simply some word which you can use as a code word to tell your partner to stop if something you're exploring becomes too intense or crosses a boundary--perhaps even a boundary you didn't know you have. Part of the value in BDSM is that it offers a way for people to test their limits. Because of this, you may find that you react to something in a way you didn't expect; if this happens, you may need a clear and unamiguous way to let your partner know that you need things to stop. This becomes especially important if you are doing something such as resistance play, when words like "no" or "stop" do not actually mean "no" or "stop." In such a case, it's very helpful to have a word that does mean "stop." Having said that... ...I will go on to commit something akin to

So What Would Induce A Person To Inflict Pain On Someone They Love, Anyway?
So what would induce a person to inflict pain on someone they love, anyway? It's all about context. In the right context, with the right person, inflicting pain is deliciously erotic. I generally start by laying the crop gently across her ass, just below the curve where her ass meets her legs, so that she knows where the first blow will land. I leave the crop there for a moment, pressing it against her skin, letting her imagine what it's going to feel like. Sometimes, I'll start tap-tap-tapping her ass with it, in a gentle stacatto, to let the anticipation build and to start the blood rushing to her skin, sensitizing it. Other times, I'll just wait, without moving, until she relaxes. Eventually, without warning, I'll lift the crop and bring it down very quickly, so fast that it whistles as it moves through the air. She will usually scream when the crop lands, arching her back and thrusting her hips upward against the crop as it lands. Her body tenses and quivers, and the fir

So What's A Switch?
So what's a switch? What's with this whole switching thing? I am a switch. What that means, in the simplest terms, is that I am neither 100% dominant nor 100% submissive. Rather, I have a dominant side, and a submissive side, and at different times I explore different aspects of dominance and submission. In some parts of the BDSM community, this is greeted with the same derision that might greet someone who says he or she is bisexual in certain corners of the gay and lesbian community--and, I think, for similar erroneous reasons. The term "switch," like the term "bisexual," has a simple, functional definition: You are a switch if you engage at different times in BDSM practices from both a "top" or "dominant" role and from a "bottom" or "submissive" role, just as you are bisexual if you have lovers of both sexes. Of course, a functional definition can't tell the whole truth, and a question of sexual identity may not be as straightforward as all that. Be that as it may,

So You Want To Be A Dom.
So you want to be a Dom. You've thought about it, you've fantasized about it, and you've decided that it's for you. All well and good. Now to take the theory into practice. There's a distance between wanting to be a dom and being a dom, though, and it pays to be aware that there's more involved than you might think. How hard can it be? Trickier than it sounds. There's more to being a dom than telling people what to do. There's a lot more to it than telling people what to do. Anyone can do that; it no more makes you a dom than owning a border collie makes you a shepherd. Nonsense. Doms tell people what to do; that 's the definition! Actually, no. It's more complicated than that. Context is important; being a dom is not about being bossy, and nobody gets to tell everyone what to do all the time. In fact, it's not even about telling all the subs what to do all the time. The very first mistake novice doms are likely to make is in believing that D/s relationship dynamics a

What Do You Actually Do Part 2
Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to accept vaginal and/or anal penetration for extended periods of time. You can, for

This Past Week
Okay well so everyone on here knows I don't have the puppy thats in the pics anymore. My now EX took her back after a bad break up this past week. Things went down hill between him and I so fast that I don't really understand what happened. All I know is that I can do better and will find that someone that makes me happy and doesn't rip my heart out and stomp on it over and over again. Its so confusing and I can't figure out why it ended... one minute things were fine and the next it was over. We were together for 2 months but it seemed like we'd been together forever. He made me feel so special and he treated me so well then all of a sudden he calls me and yells at me and tells me its over and this is while he's with is ex. She was standing next to him when he called me. HE said she made him do it but at this point I don't know if its true or what and I don't really care. Well enough bitchin for now... if anyone has questions or anything you can write me on here.

Okay, Okay, So, What Do You Actually Do, Anyway?
Okay, okay, so, what do you actually DO, anyway? Ah, now that's the fun part! There are as many ways to "do" BDSM stuff as there are people...so really, what you can do is almost limitless. These are just a few ideas to bring into your sex life. This page is divided into categories, with ideas ranging from mild to very kinky. Each idea has a totally arbitrary kink rating, from one to five . Many of these ideas work for people of either sex; however, some of them are slanted toward female submissives, simply because that's where my experience is. If you have any ideas you think should be here, let me know! The categories: Toys | Techniques | Role-Playing Scenarios Before we get to the good stuff, though, a few safety tips are in order. Talk about what's going on with your partner. You don't necessarily have to tell him or her exactly what you're planning; in fact, sometimes surprises are fun. But you don't want to do anything your partner hates, either. This isn't

Blah
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide No escape from reality Open your eyes Look up to the skies and see I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy Because I'm easy come, easy go A little high, little low Anyway the wind blows, doesn't really matter to me, to me Mama, just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he's dead Mama, life had just begun But now I've gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooo Didn't mean to make you cry If I'm not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on, as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine Body's aching all the time Goodbye everybody - I've got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooo - (anyway the wind blows) I don't want to die I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouch, scaramouch will you do the fandango Thunderbolt and lightning - very very frightening m

All Right, So What Is "bdsm"?
All right, so what is "BDSM"? "BDSM" is an acronym of "B&D" (Bondage & Discipline), "D&S" (Dominance & Submission), and "S&M" (sadomasochism). "BDSM" refers to any or all of these things, and a lot of stuff besides. Tying up your lover is BDSM; so is flogging that person, or bossing that person around, or any of a thousand other things. BDSM is highly erotic, usually (though not always) involves sex or sexual tension; and is highly psychologically charged. One person (the "submissive") agrees to submit to another person (the "dominant"); or, alternately, one person agrees to receive some sort of sensation, such as spanking, from another. Some people like to be submissive all the time, some people like to be dominant all the time; some people like to switch, being submissive one day and dominant the next. Many people practice some element of BDSM in their sexual lives without even necessarily being aware of it. They may think of "S&M" as "That sick stuff that people do with

Humiliation Chart
Humiliation Chart, by Sir Viktor Note: We should not put our BDSM values on anyone in the vanilla world! Please do not humiliate anyone in a Vanilla setting such as a restaurant or supermarket with a possibility of a vanilla person seeing this. HUMILIATION activities/ideas *Act as objects (furniture, etc.) *After orgasm, making sub drink his own cum *Always address you Sir, ma'am, etc. *Anal plugs *Age Play *Baby pacifier tied around neck *Bathroom use control *Bathroom use in front of others *Become a human ashtray *Beg for cigarettes, drinks, etc. *Blindfolds *Boot worship at odd moments *Cavity check in private *Cavity check in public *Cage display *Cage display and ignore them *Carrying a doll or toy around *Clip on earrings that don't match *Crawl on 4ís *Cum or urinate into their food. *Curse words (Whore, Slut, Worthless, etc.) *Curtsy in public *Dancing/ stripped tease *Dom chooses food *Dom chooses cloths *Dom urinates i

Scene Questionnaire
Scene Questionnaire, by Sir Viktor The following is a list of activities in the BDSM scene. It can be used by both the Dominant (male or female) and the Submissive (female) to interview each other, and see what level both are at. It is also used to find commonality. Place a check next to each box which you can relate to the most. If confused, go to the next one, and come back when finished with the rest. Answer each question honestly. Where it says "Yes/No" = means whether you've experienced that type of activity before. Put "Y" for yes or "N" for no. Rating scale for checklist: 0 = Don't ever ask me to do this. 1 = I don't want to do this activity, but wouldn't object if it was asked of me. 2 = I'm willing to do this activity, but it has no real appeal for me. 3 = I usually like doing this activity, at least on an occasional basis. 4 = I love doing this activity, and would like to experience it on a regular basis. 5 = I love this activity it makes me "hot", and would

Bdsm Vs. Abuse
BDSM vs. Abuse The key difference between S&M and Abuse, is "consent". * Consent = Is an agreed approval of what is done and/or proposed by another. * Abuse = to use so as to injure or damage: MALTREAT S&M * Is based on the safe, sane, consensual theory * S&M is a controlled environment * S&M has safe words to stop the scene * In a S&M scene the dominant looks out for the well being of the submissive * S&M can be an erotic sexual encounter * In S&M both partners are enjoying themselves * in S&M the dominant respects limits * In S&M there is mutual respect * In S&M the relationship is fulfilling * In S&M both parties feel they contribute towards the relationships * In S&M one can ask their partner to "play" * In S&M relationship there is trust * In S&M a submissive voluntarily serves the dominant * S&M is about building trust * S&M builds self esteem * S&M builds the spirit of a submissive Abuse * Abuse is not negotiated * Abuse is an out

Chains
CHAINS by Rick Umbaugh She lays in front of you on her belly. You take each delicate wrist and encircle it with a gleaming brass chain. The links lay flat against her wrists. You do the same with her ankles, locking the chain to her with little brass locks. A small bar with rings at either end attaches the two chains making the classic hog-tie position. She struggles, trying to slip the chains surrounding her wrists, but nothing happens, the chains won't roll off, no matter what she tries. In the end she can only lay there and wait for what comes next. Locks and Chains are easier to manipulate than rope, they are inherently safer and less prone to dangerous situations. They are also harder for the prisoner to defeat. The problems with chain are its lack of availability and that when it does fail the failure can be very embarrassing without the fail safe device which is both clumsy and expensive. Like rope, chain is a flexible strand which can attach to body parts then attach body

Sometimes, It Just Pays To Be Sleep...
most of the day and not know what sort of craziness went on during the day.... " 2007-03-05 22:24:31 i'll be doing more maintenance work tonight, to try and keep problems like we had this afternoon from happening in the future. the site might be a little wacky for the next 60-90 minutes (until midnight pst). -mike" Hopefully, it will work itself out tonight... Kat

Gone Away
why did it all succome to the will of the defiant,just to show the depth of pain or the spirit of hope. could just be whatever side your on.slipping away from your own heart makes the hurt inteseify the pain,inbrace the warmth of a friends wish, let the pain fade into flight and out of your hearts sight.

I Need Sleep
I really need sleep tonight, but we are starting a 5 night shift starting tomorrow night so I have to stay up and sleep tomorrow. We don't do it often but we have to every so often. Makes me wish I was still in management and not in the field. I have really enjoyed meeting people here on cherrytap. I was slow starting and shy but I am warming up a lot.

I Need Friends And Points
well i realize that i like never get on here n stuff but thats cuz no one ever talks to me on here so if you are reading this show me some love i need some friends and some points come on ppl show me the love!!!!! April

Pain Away
the great and secret show of the hopefull, enlightend by the simple act of kindness.from afriend or stranger. no need to push the hate down just let it fly on its way from the happiness inside. thanks stephanie.

New Poem #76
DEEP WITHIN I've done my time in hell Seeking now only a paradise Knowing I can have it with you Always adoring you, always loving you All I can say is don't let go of me There's something so good about you That makes me feel so alive I know its only you who Keeps and holds my soul I searched everywhere, anywhere There's nowhere I can hide How I feel about you Its only you that keeps me living When I watch you leave, I die inside Needing you here with me, next to me Knowing I'll be stronger for it all Seeing you go kills me a little more So scared something will go wrong But I'll be strong deep within I'm always here for you Awaiting your love once again

Depression
It comes...when you least expect it...you know why...you see the signs,but ignore them.Pain...confussion....hate....run if you can,but oh my goddess, you can't! The sun shines...your soul rains....lightning...thunder.....and still that damn sun shines!! You fight...you struggle....why?you take a deep breathe,jump in and start over....why? Days drag on...everyone does their thing and I am worthless... Night moves in and I awake to nightmares and dreams...no one believes or understands... welcome to my real world....I can't control it or fight it or turn it on or off...a great day can crash in a moment...a moment can sparkle in a lifetime..... I just lost more than half of anyone reading this....lol...no worries....lost myself.....

Family Account
hello everyone, could you , would you please please with sugar on top add the family account to your friends list it is very important as this is where alot of stuff will go on and everything pls repost this just click the pic below to go to the site ty embyr just click the pic to go to it

Just Call Me Negative Nancy.
DATING ADVICE! Except not really. Well, maybe a little. Confused yet? Well, seems all my monogamy-loving friends want advice from me. I know, why would you ask some one who was on and off with the same guy for 3 years, only to find out he was sleeping with her best friend? Well, since we're still friends, I don't see the harm in me bashing all your relationships. Here it is.: Dating Advice, from Me! The not so censored, Miss Clementine ComAtose. -People who cannot maintain a relationship where they are apart from their signifigant other for a short period of time. *ALRIGHT, seriously. I understand attachment. It's a part of being a human. If you have blood running through your veins, you are probably attached to someone or something. BUT JESUS CHRIST! Stop relying on the other person to feel good about the relationship. Just because they want to spend 1 hour apart from you doesn't mean they hate you, or their sleeping with your best friend. If he/she comes home with a condom

About Me!!!!!!!!!!!
hey cherry tapers thanks for tappin my cherry lol j/k anyways i'm new to this so if anyone can help me out please send me a shout out thank a million peace love and rock on love stephanie a.k.a glitterangel252007

Sweet Dreams!
So if anyone has contests or giveaways that they need some help with - leave them either as a reply to this message or as a private message in my inbox. And I will get to them tomorrow evening when I come home from work. I'm tired as hell right now - so I'm going back to bed. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

What Would You Do?
i cann't seem to think striaght, no one should bother me. ever wonder where has my feeling gone? trivial thoughts consume the littl thats left of my desire for air. drowning in her delight of the misery she has cast onto my light. turn and run or stay and fight? what would you do?

Lyrics I Wrote For A Friends Band
Lost Alone Rolling down this highway lost in my own thought had to do it my way never worried about the cost Seven straight months on the road and I'm finally coming home to feel your arms around I won't feel so all alone Baby I'm doing the best I can but baby I am just another man when on the road the and days go by you find a way to pass the time one more bottle whiskey goes down Lord help me I feel like I'm gonna drown In these tears Lost alone in misery of missing you Did a show last night in Austin meet a pretty blonde backstage took on the tour bus and never got her name yeah I know what the ring is supposed to stand for but pray you will forgive like the million times before Baby I'm doing the best I can but baby I am just another man when on the road the and days go by you find a way to pass the time one more bottle whiskey goes down Lord help me I feel like I'm gonna drown In these tears Lost alone in misery of missing you

Nothing To Lose
Need more friends with wings All the angels I know Put concrete in my veins I’d always walk home alone So I became lifeless Just like my telephone There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change Never played truth or dare I’d have to check my mirror To see if I’m still here My parents had no clue That I ate all my lunches Alone in the bathroom There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change There’s nothing to lose My notebook will explain There’s nothing to gain And I can’t fight the pain Teachers said "it's just a phase" When I grow up my children Will probably do the same Kids just love to tease Who'd know it put me underground at age seventeen At seventeen There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change There’s nothing to lose My notebook will explain

Cherrytap Magazine!!! March 07!!!!
OMG THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME OUT WITH THE ID CONTEST!!!!! HERE IS THE MAGAZINE I AM ON.. I'M 3RD PLACE... !!! I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT U GUYS!!!! PLEASE COMMENT!!!!!

But A Fading Memeory
As i took one of my cig. breaks tonight at work i took a moment to wonder around the outside of the building, and stoped at the hill where my friends and I were Kings and Queens. It had accured to me now much time had passed, and how much i miss those simpler times. The time when I would hear the laughter of my freinds as we went down the hill on our throwns made of plastic playing a game of hide and seek with a half full bottle of mountain dew that had gotten flung down the hill. We had made the hill of ice and snow our palace. That was a time that I was dubed affectionaly Fefe the rogue snow bunny bye all who lived in the palace of ice and snow. People called our safe haven sucide hill but to us it was out releace. standing ther i could hear the voices of the memory calling "come on Fefe" from my feinds at the bottem of the hill and i would sit on my thrown of plastic and feel the bight of the wind on my face as I raced down the hill feeling more and more alive with every breath

Intresting
Soo today was be if em days woirk want the greatest i burned my self pretty bad but i guess it will be ok damn not paying enuff attenion everyone was soo sweet at work over the break up infact they all wanted to do something a a big group so that should be fun and ya it cheered me up alot 2 night was spent busy and i even got good rest last night it was jsut a long long long day but my letters form school came the offical ur in mind u i had the email weeks agho it was still cool about to get out of here get my party on with my girlies there the greatest u know like guys they lie they can be one way then there tru colours show and its like u gotta be hurt at the same time loook at it like thank god u didnt go the extra lil bit i mean even if ur fiancee just got loco and leave ya for no reaon know to u its better now then later right .... sooo right and i can maybe go to vegas for my bday now :D

Foresaken
tragic vision, no matter what you call it.steals away my sight, numb to the hate you breed, immune from your poison, delighted by your disease, fall away into that vortex of misery you live in you souless demon seed. your exusses wiegh me down does that apeeze your ego?just go away and let me be happy.

Loo-ooh-ooh-ser!
i don't think i'm liking the higher dose of Depakote every much...i'm woozy and wrung out...i feel like my head is floating above my shoulders like a balloon. jsut like that old cold medicine commercial (i can't remember the product, but i kinda remember something about "medicine-head"). i feel drugged up all the time, and really, i hate that feeling. my brain is fuzzy and i can't think clearly. the little bright spot of inspiration to write, to create, is gone now and it's taxing my brain just to try and post this. fuck...i'm so glad i'm not trying to balance skool and trying to get my head back on my shoulders. i'm miserable and i hate it. i hate myself...i can barely look at myself in the mirror...blah...life sucks sometimes. stoopid upping of my Depakote dosage has left me maudlin and depressed...i never thought i'd miss my mania!! but, i discovered that i have even less time to get back in shape than i thought. the USS (united states swimming, the local swim club) practices

First Day On The New Job
Well today went preI worked from 4:30p-11:45p tonight. My feet are tired, thats the only thing I will have to get used to. But my new schedule is Monday, Tuesday,Thursday,Friday,Saturday 2:30pm-10:30p(actually about 11pm-since I will be closing up the store myself), so I do have off Wednesdays and Sundays for church. She was surprised at how well I caught on to the cash registar only after doing a few sales then I did the rest by myself. But overall I think it is going to be a good job for me. Judy, the owner(my boss) is laid back and cool. Like she said as long as we get our stuff done and its done right thats what matters the most. But I had a pretty good night for the first night apparently we did really good in sales tonight since I came on then they've gotten in a while. So she was really happy with that. Anyways I basically wanted to give you an update on how it was going. Mom and dad are probably getting a new car which means moms going to sell me the Corisca(hey aslong it runs

Attn: Ctmafia
my contest has started heres all the info === '♥ TINK ♥' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-05 14:49:07'.. > > > Welcome to the Morphs Morphs and More Morphs Contest > > > Contest Starts Monday March 3, 2007 at 9 pm est time > Ends Wednesday March 14,2007 at 9 pm est time > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! > > 1) This contest is a comment bombing contest .The most comments wins..for this contest. YOU MAY BOMB YOURSELF!!!! along with friends and anyone else YOU can get to bomb YOU!!!! They are worth one point a piece. > > 2) Rates will be used in case of a tie but they also give u an extra 10 points per rate.... That means you may rate yourself and all the ppl in contest...if u rate a 1 that is still a rate for them so dnt be mean its not gonna do a damn thing. Get your friends and who ever else u wan

You've Been Hit!
YOU'VE BEEN HIT! YOU'VE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF THE SEXIEST ON MY PAGE! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT U HAVE TO HIT THE SEXIEST PEOPLE. IF U GET HIT AGAIN U KNOW THAT U R REALLY SEXY. IF U BREAK THE CHAIN U HAVE UGLINESS FOR 15 YEARS ..........SO HIT 15 SEXY PEOPLE AND LET THEM KNOW THEY R SEXY SNAP!! YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI YOUR SO FREAKIN SEXI!!!SEND THIS TO ALL THE PPL THAT U THINK ARE SEXI -IF U GOT 1 BACK THEN U ARE UGLY PPL JUST SENT U THIS TO BE NICE -IF U GOT 2 BACK UR BETTER THAN UGLY -IF U GET 3 BACK UR OKAY -IF U GET 4 BACK THEN U ARE PRETTY -IF U

Trojan Whore (oh Lucious Torture )
cocked locked and loaded i have a weapon but i'm not showing not until you're too close to avoid it armed to the teeth with pre-owned molars high velocity impact of bone in your shoulder don't try to remove it, it'll just tear even more take a deep breath and wait for the skin to scab over then you'll have your very own keep sake from the war a reminder of the night you ran into the trojan whore the one who left splinters of fine pine in your asshole you couldn't see it, but you could hear the splitting lumber as a leg was being torn off an old chair back and forth between beating your skull, and bludgeon-fucking you raw the aroma of your blood and shit fill the room turn your head to the side like you're going to puke but get re-straightened and sputter sputum in your own face a slight pause as i consider the next disgrace set up a tube in your mouth, and get the catheter in place wash out the vomit with urine, how the fuck does that taste? pacing in circles i'm

What I've Been Doing
Well I have been really busy lately. I started my externship at school so I work the Help Desk, go to class, work the Help Desk some more, and then go to work. Fun fun. In between I have gone on a few dates. I have another one this Wednesday, we'll see how it goes. BUT the most exciting news is that my birthday is next Wednesday. I will FINALLY be 21. That's pretty much all I got. I have 21 unread messages too, if you are one of them, I will read them at some point, sorry!

My Dad Is A Father
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book and noticed he had his collar on backwards. The little boy asked why he wore his collar that way. The man, who was a priest, said, " I am a Father." The little boy replied, "My daddy doesn't wear his collar like that." The priest looked up from his book and answered "I am the Father of many." The boy said, "My dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way." The priest, getting impatient, said, "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said, "Maybe you should wear your pants backwards instead of your Collar."

Little Girl's Fire Truck!!
A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks" the girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner", the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster " The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

Poetry
I WAS WALKING AROUND WITH MY HEAD HUNG LOW, I WAS WANTING TO DIE BUT LIFE WAS GOING SLOW. I WAS TRYING TO HAVE FUN WITH LOTS OF BEER AND CHEER, BUT ALL I DID WAS LOOSE ALL THAT WAS NEAR AND DEAR BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHY I HAD TO BE HERE. WHEN I MET SOME PEOPLE-A FUNNY LITTLE BUNCH- WHO LAUGHED AND TALKED AND SAID THEY WERE ADDICTS AND DRUNKS. THEY TAUGHT ME TO WALK WITH MY HEAD HELD HIGH THEY TAUGHT ME TO THANK "GOD" WAY UP IN THE SKY BUT WHEN I ASKED THEM HOW IT ALL CAME TO BE. THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING AND THEN SAID TO ME. "WE WERE WALKING AROUND WITH OUR HEADS HUNG LOW, WE WERE WAITING TO DIE, BUT LIFE WAS GOING SLOW. WHEN WE MET SOME PEOPLE-A FUNNY LITTLE BUNCH- WHO LAUGHED AND TALKED AND SAID THEY WERE ADDICTS AND DRUNKS.

Thus Is Manic........it's One My Days
tell them its fine, theres nothing to worry bout. keep it inside and pray it won't come out This dark side you hide from those you wish to protect. Keep them from it for the fear they'll object Don't speak of the anxiety, the panic, the worry that consumes your day, idle thoughts become nightmares while still awake. Don't tell of the dreams you have, the way your mind wonder to terrible things that could happen in every aspect. Keep quiet the despair that engulfs you're asleep or awake. Don't whisper a sound of it, think of the waves you'll make. Shut yourself down and become numb, for lying to them all is really showing them you love. Showing them what its like to never feel happy could only kill the slightest glimpse of hope they have that you aren't really ill. Or are you, maybe its all locked up in your head these thoughts irrational, desiring death, to be gone, away, escaping it all, the easy way out, or perhaps not the route at all. The root of it all stems from around

~~when Girls Drink Too Much~~
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT T O US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN N O LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK W

Some Thing To Think About...
I have recently written about chicks and our moves when put in a competion situation with another chick(mainly me).But I am not into that tonight or just this moment hell I may never talk about that again.My current attitude is all about things that piss me off such as...rejection and ignore.Yeah I know noone likes either one of those or the feeling that comes along with them.You know if we could just keep it real with our intentions when talking with the opposite sex life would be a lot less stressful.Or less complicating too say the least.You know I really try to put it out there how I am and what you can expect when being my friend.I am not into games they suck are worthless and I can find other things to do with my time then to mind fuck some dude on the internet or vise versa.I am just letting off a bit of steam and if this offends you maybe you should take a look at the reasons you are even on here.Peace out...Ginger

Yes It's The Naughty Horoscope
Yes it's the naughty horoscope. repost this bulletin with your horoscope ;)) Aries (March 21-April 19) LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Arie

~~ebonics~~
A Zebra dies and arrives at the Pearly Gates. As he enters, he asks St. Peter, "I have a question that's haunted me all of my days on earth. Am I white with black stripes, or am I black with white stripes?" St Peter said, "That's a question only God can answer." So the zebra went off in search of God. When he found Him, the zebra asked, "God, please - I must know. Am I white with black stripes, or am I black with white stripes?" God simply replied "You are what you are." The zebra returned to see St. Peter once more, who asked him, "Well, did God straighten out you r query for you?" The zebra looked puzzled. "No sir, God simply said 'You are what you are.'" St. Peter smiled and said to the zebra, "Well then, there you are. You are white with black stripes." The zebra asked St. Peter, "How do you know that for certain?" "Because," said St. Peter, "If you were black with white stripes, God would have said, "You is what you is.

Ive Washed Clean.
it's up to you to deny the truth but i'm looking through you : cold, dark, nothingness i recognize that it's you not i who has fucked around a little too much this time and if you see me walking if i'm smiling a little too much for your liking just turn your head and look the hell away and if i-love-you's are running through your head and they're circling and digging in too deep and awakening your sleep i'd like to bring to mind i never touched your heart you broke mine get out of my way and if you see me talking to all your friends inappropriate ways just turn your head and look the hell away it's funny now that you never cross my mind even more than you could imagine cause loving you was like a film of heartbreak coated, but i've washed clean

Me And My Self
I would have to say that i have an easy-going personality. I am intrested in a short-term or long term relatioship. In the bedroom i tend to like traditional, kinky or something new. Hey there! I'm a regular fellow, a little on the quiet side, but I thaw fairly quick once I get to know you. I'm the type who's prepared to fuck you senseless before we exchange phone numbers. Or names. Hello! I'm a great communicator who wants someone to talk to... and more. I like my partners to be generous with their time, attention and money. The philosophy I live by is "If you can't be with the one you love, love the one you're with." I'm in the mood for a cute girl to catch my eye. My friends call me a charmer who's always dependable. To me, traveling means somebody cute is dragging me out of the house. I prefer to stay mellow and keep things as light as possible. I'm not changing my life, I'm just trying to make it more interesting. If you contact me remember that emails with a naked photo get spec

I Am Me
I am just me....I don't try to be anything that I am not. What you see is what you get. I don't play mind games and don't like them played on me. I like alot of things and am willing to try almost anything once...maybe more if I like it the first time.

Holy Shit!
I can't believe I'm gettin on a plane in a few hours!!! It's the first REAL vacation I've had in years, and I'm doin this?!?! This is gonna be AWESOME!!! Talk to you all when I get back. Be lookin for my new pics next month! CYA!!

Me,myself,and I !
Hello all, Im Heather Prince, I'M 28 and im married with 3 lil girls! I am a fun person to know, and would enjoy to have you as a friend too. I dont have a picture but with help I will soon. thank you for your time and paceionce with me and come add me and mabe we can be good friends! If any questions just ask !

~~heart Attack Grill Restaurant Coming To A Town Near You~~
Aside from maintaining a website, Jon Basso hasn't spent one dollar on advertising. And yet his restaurant has garnered international attention thanks to the controversy he's created. "We purposely try to generate controversy, there's no question about that," Basso says. After all, with menu items like the Quadruple Bypass Burger and Flatliner Fries, who needs marketing? Yet even Basso, owner of Heart Attack Grill in Tempe, Arizona, agrees with his health-inclined critics on one point: Because of his 8,000-calorie burgers and french fries cooked in lard, the 40-stool burger joint isn't a place customers should frequent daily. "I tell everybody, 'Don't come here every day of the week; it'll kill you,'" he says. For Basso, who also goes by "Dr. Jon, chief surgeon," what began as a marketing thesis has turned into a diner with a world-wide reputation. Though he started out operating a chain of personal fitness training studios, Basso heard so much talk from clients about what they did o

Nerd Porn
Nerd Porn Auteur by Ernest Cline I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. All the porn I've come across was targeted at beer-swilling sports bar dwelling alpha-males Men who like their women stupid and submissive Men who can only get it up for monosyllabic cock-hungry nymphos with gargantuan breasts and a three-word vocabulary Adult films are populated with these collagen-injected liposuctioned women Many of whom have resorted to surgery and self-mutilation in an attempt to look the way they have been told to look. These aren't real women. They're objects. And these movies aren't erotic. They're pathetic. These vacuum-headed fuck bunnies don't turn me on. They disgust me. And it's not that I'm against pornography. I mean, I'm a guy. And guys need porn. Fact. "Like a preacher needs pain, like a needle needs a vein," Guys need porn. But I don't wanna watch this misogynist he-man woman-hater porn. I want por

Advice On Dating
The Basics Some key facts about you: where you live, your age, etc. Most of the questions are optional, but the more you answer, the better your chances of attracting the right people. The Description This part is easier than you think. Be creative, yet honest. Write enough to make it interesting, but not too much. In other words, just be yourself. Describe yourself and the one you're seeking. Your Photo A picture is worth a thousand replies - well, maybe that's an exaggeration, but ads with photos get a whole lot more responses Before you go on your date It's a good idea to take precautions when meeting people online, just as you would do in the off-line world. The following tips are just some of the things you might want to consider as you begin online dating. These tips are not designed to scare you, but to encourage you to be smart, use common sense, play it safe, and have fun. Online Conversations Remain anonymous. You should avoid being identified o

Just Asking Do I Have To Beg Anyt O Havea Crush Oneme And Guess
LOL Do I have to have to ask my fans and family to havea crush on me,lol i just kidding my crush is list is quiet small like zero. come on I need some love give me soem love please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111111 later eric

Pretty Sores
expand tickle my capillaries airborne infection that spreads like wild fire a rash breaks out in a very specific pattern flesh-eating disease eat my flesh baby cover me in jagged purple flowers blast this infliction it kills me and i need more it's in the air it's getting close i can feel it playing with my open sores the burn is so warm long for the day i can drink from the source but for now we whisper viral strains back and forth in this petri dish discourse mutating from isolated incident to full blown pandemic with no attempts to cure it only aggravate and inflame it push tongue at the abrasions with the desire to better taste it it tastes great don't ever change it

Steelers
so yeah...mother truckers!! i am sooooo freakin pissed!!!!!!!!! how are you gonna wait til i make my decision to get a GOOD jersey to cut my man?? HOW CAN YOU CUT JOEY PORTER????? AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH so now i have a great jersey that turned lame in 1.2 seconds...:(

Blah
so i am not sure if my last blog is going to post and i am a little pissed off about how it is working right now. i am going to do some bitching again. there is this guy that i am sort of drawn to. my friends say he likes me and i can kind of see it, but i am not sure. he has a girlfriend and its obvious that he is not happy. i don't understand why people stay in relationships where they are not happy. in pictures i have seen of him and his girlfriend he is not smileing. he doesn't smile in too many pictures, but the one picture that i have of the 2 of us he has a big ole smile on his face. i am not sure if i like him or not, but i can tell you that nothing is going to happen as long as he is with his girlfriend. ia m sure he will probably read this and know exactly who i am talking about but i dont care. now back to the liking him. i am drawn to him and i am not sure if there are real feelings there. he reminds me so much of this guy i used to be in love with. per

My Apartment!
Hey everybody guess what?!! I most likely got my apartment. I the lady called me this morning and said that she needs mine and my room mate's paycheck stubs. She said that her boss normally doesn't ask for paycheck stubs unless she is going to approve us!!! She said if her boss gives her the ok we can move in as soon as this weekend!! I can't wait.... Me and Jesse are so excited we just can't wait to get moved in together.

Thoughts
Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind. You can't change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future. Love...and you shall be loved. God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with Him. All people smile in the same language. A hug is a great gift... one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it's easy to exchange. Everyone needs to be loved... especially when they do not deserve it. The real measure of a man's wealth is what he has invested in eternity. Laughter is God's sunshine. Everyone has beauty but not everyone sees it. It's important for parents to live the same things they teach. Thank God for what you have, TRUST GOD for what you need. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for. Man looks at outward appearance but the Lord looks within.

Fall Out Boy Pete Wentz
Ok so if any of you have seen the latest Rolling stone? anyone read it? well i did. i JUSt started getting it sent to me! Well It was on Fall Out Boy and Pete the hottie who licked the guitar in dance dance was shirtless on the fron cover. SO yummy! ne who it said that there are pics of him floating around on teh web nude! so I had to add depth to my sick sick fantasies!! so I googled that shit!! Pete's wonderful nakedness or if that didnt work! http://www.thesuperficial.com/2006/03/08/pete_wentz_nude_cell_phone_pic.html xo's Amber

Sorry
A small, little girl held her daddy's strong hand, As they watched the parade and they waved to the band. She turned four that summer and they went to the beach. She was scared of the waves, so they stayed out of reach. She grew up a little, and they moved far away. The language was different, she learned more every day. The next year, they moved back, she re-met her old friends. Everyone had grown up, no more need for pretend. A tragedy struck, it almost hurt her too. If her daddy's own flight had been of the unfortunate few. Another new house in a very small town. They got lost very often, getting all turned around. Her very best friend, she found at long last. She lived right next door, always had such a blast. A million school dances, her very first love. Thirteen was the year we thought was sent from above. Then our favorite summer, hanging out with the boys. A day at the theme park, and too many ploys. Fourteen, a new school year, new love and

The Earth And Us
IN MY OPINION WE SHOULD MAKE IT ALMOST LIKE STAR TREK LAY DOWN ALL WEAPONS AND MAKE IT SO NO ONE GOES HUNGERY AND THE EARTH IS PEACEFUL AND IN GOOD SHAPE LIKE NO GLOBAL WARMING AND THE WHOLE POPULATION IS AT PEACE WITH ONE ANOTHER. ALSO WE SHOULD JUST ALL GET ALONG, IF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT AREN'T FIGHTING WOULD STAND UP AND IN SOME WAY GET IN THE WAY OF THOSE THAT ARE FIGHTING THEN THEY WOULD HAVE TO STOP BECAUSE THEY WOULD BE DEFEATING THE PERPOSE OF THE FIGHTING IF ALL THE REST OF US SAID NO MORE FIGHTING. OF COURSE THATS JUST MY OPINION. {GOD BLESS YOU ALL}

Life In A Cube
A cube. A three dimensional fortress of encompassing enslavement. A cube. A six sided barricade that encases within its frame the foundation of your primordial being. A cube. Boundaries set by moral standards, regardless if they are of your own preference, which contain and keep you placated. A cube. A conformed set of limitations brought about by observations and concepts other than your own. A cube. A narrow perception which keeps you from gaining a greater knowledge of all things, thus an explosion is eminent. A cube. Do you live in one?

When A Guy Makes A Girl Jealous
Boy and a girl the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hel

Lyrics, Not Mine
This one is by Yellowcard: How I go I could tell you the wildest of tales Of my friend the giant, and traveling sales Tell you all the times that I failed The year's all behind me, the stories exhaled And I'm Drying out, crying out This isn't how I go I could tell you of a man not so tall Who said life's a circus, and so we are small Tell you of a girl that I saw I'd frozen the moment, and she changed it all And I'm Drying out, crying out THis isn't how I go Hurry now, lay me down And let these waters flow Son I am not everything You thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me You keep the air in my lungs Floating along as the melody comes And my heart beats like tymphany drums Keeping the time while the symphony strums And I'm drying out, crying out This isn't how I go Hurry now, lay me down And let these waters flow Son I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me Son I l

A Son
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. > > "Your son is here," she said to the old man. > > She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes > opened. > > Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw > the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He > reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around > the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and > encouragement. > > The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the > bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly > lighted ward,holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love > and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move > away and rest awhile. > > He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was > oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the > clanking of the oxygen tank, the la

What Is Your Sexual Hidden Talent?
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Birthday
mm i'm tired, but i have to go to work in 10 minutes. it's my birthday though nothing exciting happened or anything. it took me until noon to fall asleep i woke up at 130 then felicity woke me again at two to come and say hi and such. then i fell asleep again after 4 and had to get up at 6 to go to my foster parents for dinner. i just napped for maybe an hr. so it should be an interesting night. i had an odd dream today. i had one similiar before. i think there was a ghost in my house. im still not sure if i was awake or asleep for the first part. i just remember feeling terrified ish all the sudden and like something was in the house, and i was getting these weird flows of chemicals thru my body that would start at my chest become overwelming then sort of die down and surge thru my body. i forced myself to sit up and sort of look around though i was scared to where it took a lot of effort to make myself move. then when it became for sure a dream i remember finding the milkman le

Freedom Of Expression
What is it, by defining representation, do we deem freedom of expression to be? By all accounts, expression of thoughts, or the exposing of our desires in such a way, as to bestow upon others an enlightened awareness for something that we cherish, is expression. Freedom is something that, (though it lacks dimensional form), it can physically touch upon you a feeling of being able to make decisions, to have the right to choose, if you feel so inclined. Combined, the freedom to express is the ability to choose by some method, (though it matters not what that method is), the conscious choice to create something that did not, in fact, exist until that moment. Too often, personal opinions of moral conscious stand in the way for freedom of expression to exist. When a person is persecuted in the sense of being ostracized or ridiculed because another person finds their creation to be offensive, the freedom to express is daunted. When books are banned from readers because somewhere, somebo

Alone
i live in a self imposed exile. i moved far from the people i know and love. the friendships that grew from years of trust and kindness. why would i do this? my daughter. i was given the chance to be part of her life after 12 years. the offer of a job here was the final piece that made the choice even easier. so i packed everything that was easily moved and left behind my life. now i have a good job and your typical teenager( lots of time for friends but not much for family). but mostly its just me and my cats ( and of coarse my friends online). but i do miss the affection that you can only get from frinds, i miss random hugs for no reason and spur of the moment plans. someone to play video games with. someone to just do random things with for no apparent reason. it takes every ounce of will power not to pack up and move back home. i guess sometimes being as stubborn as i am pays off. lost & lonely and terribly homesick Chronicly Numb

Hi Everyone!!
Hey What's up everyone? WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this thing can be a bit overwhelming. Sensory overload is an understatement, I think I'm getting the hang of things now. Concentrating on making my profile pretty right now. I wanted to say hello to all my new friends, you guys are too sweet and I look forward to getting to know all of you personally. Feel free to drop me a line and say hi whenever you like. I have a feeling I will start being on here more often. MYSPACE BLOWS, haha.

Freedom Is Not Free
I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag! Had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves

New Pics!!!
Please check out all my pics (old and new) Make sure to comment and rate them! I will do the same for yours!! Recently Single! Ready to Mingle!! Love new friends!!! Fan me, rate me, add me as a friend!! I'd love to talk to you!!! ~Tiffany~

Sounds Good To Me
Cancer (June 22 - July 22) -- 69 This is the sign that needs to be cuddled. They may believe that they were born in the wrong period or century. They DWELL in the past...Victorian...Roman...Medieval...You name it. They usually will only fuck at night...come to think of it...they fuck better at night anyway. Maybe its because they are ruled by the Moon. This is a sign that is looking for TRUE love...I mean REAL TRUE DEEP LOVE...that 'Romancing The Stone' Frikkin 'Wuthering Heights' kind of love. They probably cry at the end of any Jane Austen flick. They want to be swept off of their feet. They really do deserve it, too. They are constantly dumped on by previous past fucktard ex lovers that think they own them. Sometimes Cancers pick the wrong guy/girl and get beat up or emotionally hurt. Why? They think its what they deserve. Which is bullshit. They are wonderful people. They love water sports (jacuzzis/pools/showers/saunas/bathouses...) They want to be comfortable while fucking...

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it

Feeeling Lost
OKay.... Things have to get better from here.... I got my own place now with new and my 2 girls. Got a job that i have had 4 EVER or at least it feelsthat way. I can make it on my own and shit that is not the problem...I knowI can and am not scared of it I am actually happy to embrass it!! The problem is the X!! The father of my girls... He want the impossible!! Wants us back to gether HA HA The fucking lying cheating asshole bastard!!! I will never no matter what I will never take that sorry ass back! I hate him I loath him he makes my skin crawl...God to even just have him gets my rocks off is hard... The feelings are not there. The man has no soul, no heart nothing he is an empty shell that says he has feeling he doesn't the man doesn't even dream!!! WTF!!OOPPSS Sorry I just think about him and I go off!! The sorry ass doesn't get it... thats my problem I can talk I can yell I could even if I wanted to beat the shit out of him but he doesn't get it .. he is living in a fantasy w

:( Venting
so apparently i'm NEVER going to get a chance to build up my digital art portfolio :( ok so i need a tablet, i found a nice wacom graphire 6x8 one on future shop's website. it says they have one in stock, so i click the order button and it says that it can't be shipped to my house. ok, so i try seeing if i can pick it up at either one the ones here in london, aaaaaaand of course i can't :( fuck. i'm never gonna get a chance to build my fucking digital portfolio so i can actually be ACCEPTED into the art program i wanna get into instead of being rejected like i was last spring :( -cries- seriously none of you have any idea how much this fucking sucks :(

Super Crazy!!
sooooo tonight was friggin raw i got outta work around 9 and dipped to Fuddruckers for the monday night car meets.. i went alone finally having finished some of my body work and i met some cool people, ended up chilling with this guy who had a JDM 95 panda ferio civic and his cousin in a box teggy. we chill for the night and get attn mainly due to the dood next to us in his baby blue hayabusa and 3 other bikes, an integra kitted and full of girls, and another JDM EG civic hatch. long story short, we noticed everyone went to their cars... cops! we spilt up and dipped... i did about a buck 15 the whole way home weaving in and out of traffic with other hooked up cars. it felt like the gumball race or like if i was in a movie! lol all the other cars kept moving out the way. i would to if i saw a shit load of fast cars coming! i made it home in 2 songs from 20 miles away lol friggin awesome. im going back next monday!

If U R Going Thou Hell By Rodney Atkins
Well you know those times When you feel like there's a sign there on your back Says I don't mind if ya kick me Seems like everybody has Things go from bad to worse You'd think they can't get worse than that And then they do You step off the straight and narrow And you don't know where you are Use the needle of your compass To sew up your broken heart Ask directions from a genie In a bottle of Jim Beam And she lies to you That's when you learn the truth If you're going through hell Keep on going, don't slow down If you're scared, don't show it You might get out Before the devil even knows you're there Well I been deep down in that darkness I been down to my last match Felt a hundred different demons Breathing fire down my back And I knew that if I stumbled I'd fall right into the trap that they were laying, yeah But the good news Is there's angels everywhere out on the street Holding out a hand to pull you back up on your feet The one's that you've b

Ym Tact????
Can you believe the nerve of this guy????? " Hey there. I'm looking to make friends around Austin, so I thought I'd say hi. I'm also looking for someone that might be interested in some friendly sex, although that is secondary to friendship. Let me know if you're interested either way!"

Do You Know Who I Am?
AMEN AMEN AMEN!! She so freaking deserved this! If you don't understand why the name "Jane Fonda", is so important to this story, please read at the bottom for an explanation. ______________________________________________ This is one of the best things I've read in ages...I wishI could go there for dinner !!! It's about time people treat traitors as they should. This guy deserves another medal!!! Montana Restaurant:This is a great story! The radio station America FM was doing one of its "Is Anyone Listening?" bits this morning. The first question was, "Ever have a celebrity pull up with the 'Do you know who I am?'! routine?" A woman called in and said that a few years a go, while visiting her cattle rancher uncle in Billings, MT, she had occasion to go to dinner at a restaurant that does not take reservations. The wait was about 45 minutes...Many ranchers and their wives were waiting. Ted Turner and his ex-wife Jane Fonda came in the restaurant and wanted a table

Contest Bulletins
I may be the last person on here who, from time to time, reads bulletins. But I do. Occasionally. The bulletins can be quite funny. Case in point: Cliche posted one about how--for just five dollars--I or any female aged 18-40 could suck his dick. What a steal! Tonight the bulletins all suck. Why? Because of the fucking contests. I *hate* the contests. I know, I know, you're about to call me a hypocrite, because I was in a contest. But I swear to you, I never asked a single person to vote for me in the contest. In fact, I left messages asking my friends to quit wasting their time with the stupid contest. But they persisted, and I still love them, despite the fact that they didn't listen to my admonition that they use their time more productively. That was a long tangent. What I was getting at is that my list of bulletins is filled with people like "riverheadted" who are telling me to "bomb the shyte" out of them. I hate this. I usually ignore these bulletins, but

Job Hap-penis
i got a job today!! :) i\'ve got to cut my hair in the morning so all you lovely cherry girls prepare for a new look so if you wanna see pics of me after my hair cut i need to level up tonight so i can post some tomorrow!!! lol well this is job greatness and pain of losing my hair!! :

Bill Would Reinstate Unnecessary Gun Ban..gun Owners Unite!
On Feb. 14, U.S. Rep. Carolyn McCarthy, D-N.Y., introduced H.R. 1022, a bill with the stated purpose "to reauthorize the assault weapons ban, and for other purposes." What she means by "assault weapons ban" is the Clinton gun ban of 1994. Congress allowed the ban to expire in 2004 for multiple reasons, including the fact that federal, state and local law enforcement agency studies showed that guns affected by the ban had been used in only a small percentage of crime, before and after the ban was imposed. With the nation's murder rate 43 percent lower than in 1991, and the re-legalized guns still used in only a small percentage of crime, reauthorizing the Clinton gun ban would be objectionable enough. But McCarthy's "other purposes" would make matters even worse. H.R. 1022 would ban every gun banned by the Clinton ban, plus millions more guns, including: • Every gun made to comply with the Clinton ban. (The Clinton ban dictated the kinds of grips, stocks and attachments new gun

Morph Contest
please take a minute and stop by to rate me or comment , or even comment some more i am entered in the morph contest ad would appreciate the love i always return favors...thanks andrea [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2104189921 ]

I Love My Job!
I LOVE MY JOB . . . . . . This is even funnier when you realize it's real! Next time you have a bad day at work think of this guy. Rob is a commercial saturation diver for Global Divers in Louisiana . He performs underwater repairs on offshore drilling rigs. Below is an E-mail he sent to his sister. She then sent it to radio station 103.2 on FM dial in Ft. Wayne , Indiana , who was sponsoring a worst job experience contest. Needless to say, she won. Hi Sue, Just another note from your bottom-dwelling brother. Last week I had a bad day at the office. I know you've been feeling down lately at work, so I thought I would share my dilemma with you to make you realize it's not so bad after all . Before I can tell you what happened to me, I first must bore you with a few technicalities of my job. As you know, my office lies at the bottom of the sea. I wear a suit to the office. It's a wet suit. This time of year the water is quite cool. So what we do to

Spaghetti...
A man was having an affair with an Italian woman for several years. One night, during one of their rendezvous, she confided in him that she was pregnant. Not wanting to ruin his reputation or his marriage, he paid her a large sum of money if she would go to Italy to secretly have the child. If she stayed in Italy to raise the child, he would also provide child support until the child turned 18. She agreed, but asked how he would know when the baby was born. To keep it discreet, he told her to simply mail him a post card, and write "Spaghetti" on the back. He would then arrange for the child support payments to begin. One day, about 9 months later, he came home to his confused wife. "Honey," she said, "you received a very strange post card today." "Oh, just give it to me and I'll explain it later," he said. The wife obeyed and watched as her husband read the card, turned white, and fainted. On the card was written: "Spaghetti, Spaghetti, Spaghetti. Two with

Mutilation Is My Medication
I'm sick again today. Same as yesterday, and the day before, and probably tomorrow too. I need my relief, so I pull out my knife. You see, mutilation is my medication. Self-Prescribed. I roll up my pants, and pull down my sock. SLICE!!! AAAAHHH!!! It hurts but in a good way. I feel the rush. My face gets red. The searing feeling. But in a minute, I'll feel better than I did before. I watch the blood pour out, and my ailments along with it. I've ruined alot of socks this way, But thats the price you pay, With this medicine. Relief is achieved. And it lasts awhile. Sometimes for days, sometimes just one. The cut? It heals, but slowly, Because I cant help but pick at the scab. Sometimes that helps me to cut back on my "medicine". It eventually scars up, but thats ok. No one sees them anyways. Another day passes, And I'm still sick. This medicine doesnt cure, It only relieves the symptoms. For awhil

And Now, For A Bit Of News.
I'm getting fairly hooked on this CT thing, and, yeah. That's the first part of the news. Second part is, I've found something that I want to try alongside my health improvements and such: JUDO! Or actually, combat sports or martial arts in general. Two different monsters, but monsters i'm interested in taking on... ....and...that's all. Hahaha...

The Big Decision
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." Here it comes....... .see below.... She got up, unplugged the TV and then threw out my beer.

Bog
welcome to random blog night again watch for them laugh at them look at me like i have lost my mind most of my bloggs are inside jokes which only me and my friend holly know so have funn don't be so confused its not good for the soul :)

I Am Going To Have A Contest
ok,i am going to have my first contest,it will be for the best southern belle and gentlemen contest..so if you are from the south and are interested in entering,send me a link for your pic. comment bombing will be allowed,and you can bomb your own pic..the contest will start friday the 9th at 8pm est and end wed the 14th at 8pm est. this is provided i have enough entrys...brenda

Rubyhorse - Fell On Bad Days (great F*cking Song)
Fell on bad Fell on bad days Oh your wicked Oh your wicked way Left me cold Left me cold Oh your dark Oh your dark hair Weaved for me Weaved a cold snare Left me hung Left me hung I know its there but I still can't see I feel my faith disappear Touch your skin and raven hair Oh the devils deviled way On the west On the west wind I hear a voice Still it's tempting Like a siren Like a siren I know its there, but I still can't see I feel my faith disappear Touch your skin and raven hair Oh the devil's deviled way It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad now It doesn't feel so bad...

Nothing's Gonna Stop Me Now :)
well things have come to an end as most of you might have noticed...it seems like I dont have any luck with men but I think I will try once more...I got a new name lol lost angel and I think I will keep it... LOL its kind of funny how I put a section in about domestic voilence when I was going through it myself...I saw some red flags and thought geez girl ur looking way too hard and not giving him a chance...but after some verbal threats (then saying he was joking)...u dont joke with someone who was abused about things like that... weather joking or not...we arent the same as someone who hasnt gone through the same thing as we have...I was talking to my therapist about things going on and he felt that I was seeing "the red flags" and I knew what I needed to do...lol I wouldnt let him talk...I talked about everything and when he tried to talk I said no wait let me finish...blab blab blab and finally I told him what I was planning on doing...he kind of snickered and asked me why I was

I Love Someone,...
I love someone,And yet It is hard,because I can't tell them that I care for them so,For fear that they may have love for me too,...so I shy away,...for if I do not, I may get completely lost....because I do not want my heart to break like glass,It is fragile.

Wtf!!!!!!
What is with the cherry tap whores on here im sick of seeing girls boobies and girls laying on their backs in pics...... I have no problems with showing alittle skin but, dont go on the world wide web and submit yourself to this for fucking cherry points!!!!!! Is there any self respect in doing this? You girls r quiet impressive but dont do this for points! If they want you or want to look at or fan you then they can use their imagination!! Leave some kind of excitement leave the boobies covered!!!

I Can Smell You
I can smell you burning, but you're so far away I can't make out the words on your face Have stregnth goddess, you were built to burn at the stake Just as I was built to be run through on this pike Both bombarded with rocks until the dwindle of light It's distressingly beautiful the way you scream without sound As your hair ignites, floats up as ash, and disapears before it hits the ground My ability to watch you is interrupted by a rock to my eyebrow There's nothing but blood in my vision as I look around I've already lost so much blood, it won't be long now These peasants think they end us here, but they only send us to another realm Where we can outertwine, gaining stregnth And return to haunt this fucking town

Growing Up In The 80's
Growing up in the 80's was so BITCHIN...lol...I see the styles coming back more and more and I LOVE IT. Big hair it was always a speciality of mine(Aqua Net hair spray a hair pick and a blow dryer) in the 80's they were necessities. Of course not if you had a spike and a tail (that was usually dyed a different color then your real hair.) And most of the time the men's hair looked just as good if not better then the womens...lol... There was one hair item that I don't remember men using the Banana clips they were great. I can remember wearing so much hair spray that I would go to sleep and when I woke up my hair never moved...LMAO... But I still loved it..Washing it out was a project by itself..lol...Once you did your hair you had to find an outfit. We had Granny boots , leg warmers, pin rolled jeans( the tighter the better...not just the pin roll but the jeans themselves) acid or stone washed, shirts with tails, hyper colored clothing(If you sweat it would change color...It sounds gros

Tease
Here I am, hanging up spread eagle in her cellar dungeon. Nothing fancy really just a big overhead beam with a couple posts out to the sides and a nice easy chair with a table on the side. I have locking cuffs on my ankles that are chained out to the sides so my feet, which have 5 inch stiletto heels tied on them, are held about two feet apart so that she has free access to my crotch. My hands are in leather bondage mittens with locking wrist cuffs and are attached to eyehooks screwed securely into the beam overhead. A one pound chrome ball stretcher pulls at me below, and a black rawhide lace is tied around the base of my cock, keeping it hard. A ball gag is strapped in my mouth and my head is held erect by a tight posture collar secured at the back with a padlock. The cellar is nice and warm, Mistress likes to be comfortable as she tortures me. I hear her coming down the stairs behind me, and the click of her stiletto heels on the concrete floor as she comes around in front of

A Prayer Request
If you've any faith at all .. even if you dont .. whatever your religon . whatever your beliefs .. If you could find it in your heart to plase say a Prayer .. or just keep my mother ( her name is Grace) in your thoughts tomorrow . she's going in for surgery tomorrow early afternoon .and im nto able to get back home to be there for her . she's by far one of my best friends in the world and I have to admit .. I'm worried . So please my friends . Past Present and Future . please keep her in your thoughts and prayers .. Thank you Xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox

Teenage Girls?????
Okay, so my oldest kid turned 14 in January. She suddenly got an attitude from HELL and thinks she knows EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! I am ready to shove the Midol down her throat by the bottle full and beat her every time she opens her mouth. Her "boyfriend"has been trying to score drugs for his "friend", and has thus been banned from ever contacting her again. How the hell am I gonna survive another 4 years of this? She still does well (Honor Roll)in school but I am really starting to question whether my influence will be enough to override the negatives! Goddess Help me!!!

Bitter Sweet Memories...
Tomorrow marks the 2-year anniversary of my dad saying goodbye. Today, I've been keeping one eye on the clock, because I still relive every minute for about 48 hours prior to his leaving. I can still hear his voice, remember what he felt like when I ran my fingers over his frail hands, shaving him, making sure he wasn't cold, reading to him, and I remember not leaving his side for more than five minutes. I sat at his feet, ate there, watched tv there, and studied his face and memorized every little detail, because I knew he was getting ready to leave me. Yes, this was extremely difficult. I did this for almost four months. Rarely left the house unless it was absolutely necessary, and then it was usually for him. I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, and lost about 15 pounds. It was the best four months of my life! I gave him all I had. Rightly so, he gave me all he had for 90 years. I sang at my dad's funeral, but I have to tell you that I really don't remember doing it. I thin

Lounge Contest Has A Wiener
ok im sorry for my entries but we have a whiner in our contest.'JESSA HYPO-OWNER OF THE HYDAWAY RADIO LOUNGE has pulled out of contest.she had a problem with the fact that DJ SLADE has two lounges entered in contest.THEY ARE JUST THAT TWO LOUNGES THEY DONT GET TO ADD POINTS TOGETHER IT ONE AGAINIST OTHER THERE.I HAVE SEEN MANY DOULBE ENTRIES IN CONTEST FROM OTHERS.I ALLOWED OWNERS TO COMMENT I MEAN ITS FOR FUN COME ON.I WANTED ALL TO SEE THE MANY LOUNGES ON HERE.SO THIS IS ONE WAY I THOUGHT TO DO THAT.NOT WHAT THE BEST LOUNGE IS BUT THE LOOK WHEN U ENTER IT THE FEEL SOME CAN GIVE YOU, BUT JESSA DECIDED TO STOP.AND LEFT COMMENT HERE THAT SHE WILL GET IT SHUTDOWN.SO THATS WHATS GOING ON.NO I WONT STOP IT I SDEE NOTHING WRONG IN THE COMMENTING GOING ON.AND SECOND PLACE SHE HAD BUT WORRIED ABOUT SOMEONE THAT IS BEHIND GROW UP AND LETS ALL ENJOY THIS.I AM A FAIR PERSON MY ENTRIES ARENT GOING TO GET TREATED DIRTY THEY WILL LIKE THE GIFTS.MORE COMMENTS BETTER GIFTS. LOVE TO ALL Jessa-Hypo.

True Friendship.....
Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship: When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. When you smile -- I will know you finally got some. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. When you are confused -- I will use little words. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend". Send this to 10 of your closest friends, then get depressed because you can only think of 4. Remember.......A good friend will help you move..... a REALLY good friend will help you move a

Memories......
My Worst Fear Current mood: contemplative Can memories be tainted? a very special person said this to me lastnight while we were discussing his upcoming visit: memories can never be ruined or diminished........ they exist in the moment they happen, you can never repeat them because that exact moment can never happen again. If you have a memory of something, either good or bad, can things that happen henceforth change them? Suppose this....You have a memory of something good that someone did or said. Years later you learn that they had an ulterior motive, and that thing that they did or said wasn't what you thought it was. Can this affect your memory of this event and/or person??? I have good memories and bad memories of this person I was speaking to about this idea. He brought up the subject of doing something new, something he and I had never done together. The idea worries me...not bc I dont desire to do this with him but I'm afraid it will tarnish th

Home Of The Big Stuff!
Bad Boyz Fireworks! Home of the BIG stuff! Be sure to visit us for a complete tour of everything we have to offer! BadBoyz stores are expanding faster than our waistlines. See below for our current locations. Adding more after New Year's!! St. Charles:Centrally located at Hwy 70 and Zumbehl Rd.,4 exits from St. Louis County! Also in St. Charles - 3120 W. Clay. Steelville/St. James/Cuba: Highway 19 South. Rolla, MO. NEW! Fort Leonardwood, MO NEW! New Orleans Area NEW! LaPlace - 1215 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 (Next to UHaul) Hwy. 51 (Main Street)70068 2300 W. Airline Hwy. 70068 NEW! Baton Rouge Area NEW! 41001 Hwy. 42, Prairyville,LA 70069 Hwy. 42 at Airline Hwy. 70069

I Remember
I remember the day I met you My heart was filled with joy From that day you mean whole world to me I enjoyed when you walked along with me I enjoyed when you hold my hands I enjoyed when your lips blew soft kisses But I never thought my dreams will turn blue When you left me and I travelled my journey alone You took away all my dreams with you I was left with broken heart and shattered dreams You were my lover, friend and partner No matter how long I was with you But a broken heart is hard to mend My heart knows how much I loved you My tears spills the bin how much I cared for you Still awaiting to hear your voice again Hoping to hold your hands again Now I have learnt that love starts with a smile grows with a kiss and ends with tears.

Welcome To Indian Springs Resort
Welcome to Indian Springs Resort Indian Springs Resort is nestled in the natural beauty of the wooded Ozark Hills and the surrounding valleys. Take a deep breath of our fresh, clean country air and Relax! Our rustic cabins will make you feel at home from the moment you arrive. Every cabin is unique inside and out. We have spacious campsites for those guests who truly enjoy the great outdoors. All of our campsites are located on the beautiful upper Meramec River. Rafting, canoeing, and kayaking will be enjoyed by guests of all ages. Our most popular floats allow our guests to end conveniently at their campsite. There is no betterway to relax than a trip on the upper Meramec River. Indian Springs Resort is the perfect get-a-way for your family and friends. Family owned and operated since 1999 We do all the work you have all the fun! 1-800-392-1110 Calendar of Events 2007 This year the Bar and Dance Hall will be open for the following parties: 5th Ann

What Is Love......?
The only but often forgotten purpose of living. gabe -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Love is being kept up all night because you cannot think of anything but your hearts desire...Love is one touch leaving you breathless...All you need is LOVE! lucy xxx When there are no bugs the first time you compile the whole project -- that is love. JAMIE LOVES ERIC -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two lovers sat on a park bench, with their bodies touching each other, holding hands in the moonlight. There was silence between them. So profound was their love for each other, they needed no words to express it. And so they sat in silence, on a park bench, with their bodies touching, holding hands in the moonlight. Finally she spoke. "Do you love me, John?" she asked. "You know I love you, darling," he replied. "I love you more than tongue can tell. You are the light of my life, my sun, m

Benvenuto & Welcome To Loud-n-proud
Benvenuto & Welcome to Loud-N-Proud Welcome to our blog, fellow Pyros. We hope to not only communicate and entertain, but most importantly to listen. Sure, we'll do our share of yelling, boasting, and preaching...but your voices, your feedback, your comments (flattering remarks are warmly received) are what we crave...what we feed on...and what will primarily direct our efforts to serve you. We want to know what "lights your fuse", what turns you on, and what makes you Loud-N-Proud! Let us know your favorite Pyro experiences, what would make those moments even better, what new products you've seen or heard about, or just spill your guts about what makes a Pyro...a Pyro!! For example, I remember one time just after one of our holiday shows, being approached by a Pyro-ette, holding a firecracker and complaining "I just can't seem to get my fuse lit..." I took one look at her "fuse" and knew right away what her problem was. Moisture. It takes concentrated, experienced attention to suc

*3/3/07* 69 Eyes/cradle Of Filth Show Review
So Saturday night March 3rd I went with 2 friends to see Cradle of Filth and The 69 Eyes down in Baltimore @ Ram's Head Live. Some group called 3 Inches of Blood was the opening band and they were ok but not exactly my cup of tea. The 69 Eyes did a great 8 or 9 song set and then Cradle came out and did a long ass set and 2 encores. It was loud, heavy, with a lot of drunken headbanging! Just how I like it ^_^. The pit was insane and I saw a lot of people coming out bloody and stuff. I saw my friend Becky aka. LilMissSpookiness from KY with her hubby at the show and we hung out for a few. Afterwards I bought 2 shirts and 2 posters and hung out at the bar with Bazie (guitarist from The 69 Eyes) and got a pic with him and got him to sign one of my posters. I also showed my 69 eyes tattoo off a lot and wore my spooky contacts so that was cool too. I'll have pics coming later this week as they're being processed and transfered to CD-rom. There's 2 more shows coming up of different bands tha

Tired Of Celebrating With Sparklers And Smoke Bombs?
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When Things Go Wrong
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, And the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When funds are low and debts are high, And you have to smile, but you want to cry, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if your must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow, You may succeed with another blow, Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far, So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit, It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

----a Lil Abt Me And Who I Am-----
I AM PRETTY NEW TO CHERRY TAP. I DONT GET ON HERE BUT FROM TIME TO TIME. I AM MARRIED AND WORK AS A REHABILITATION ASST AT A GROUP HOME. I HAVE ONE CHILD AND A STEP-CHILD. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR 11 YRS AND I TOTAL AM A GUYS GIRL. I WATCH MORE FOOTBALL AND NASCAR THEN MY HUSBAND DOES....LOL

Lonliness
There are days that I want to just crawl into a corner and cry because I failed at the only thing I wanted out of life. I have my daughter but I don't have a "Family". Of course I trusted someone that I knew lied to me over and over. Its been a year that he's left us. He's still there for our daughter when his girlfriend isn't being so fucking selfish. But how can he sit here and tell me He Still loves me and he does miss me but want to be with someone else? Why do I let him get to me? Oh well that bitch stole my man from me. But He'll always come back. Of course I won't take him back as a significant other. A friend yes. My Love NO. Unless he can prove to me that I'm all he ever wants. If people wouldn't feed him bullshit b/c i'm not the perfect shape. I think we could of worked things out. Oh Well.... Now to try to tell a 2 year old why Daddy doesn't come home anymore. Its been a year that we broke up but she still wants daddy to come home. And all I can do is cry. of course i wai

I Think I Broke Something...
Is it just me or does Cherryland exist in a ultra HOT, totally cool and hypersexual vortex? Everytime I'm here it's like flipping the switch...or pressing my button...tee hee! "I'm really not bad, I'm just drawn that way." ~Jessica Rabbit

Finally The Fool Has Misstepped
so,after 3 months of trying to rid my house of my crackhead uncle,the dumbass threatened me,which i recorded on cd--the perks of a home studio,lol-then he called my p.o. to tell her lies,which,my p.o. didnt fall for and is now preparing charges with me to get him for making false statements to the police,and slander.in addition,hisex friend mike brought back a dvd player that he believed my uncle stole and found out hes been stealing his medication for bipolar.its awesome thatjustice will finally serve this delinquent,and im proud to be a part of his downfall.

~~cumming Or Going~~
(WCCO) Minneapolis An off-duty Northwest Airlines employee was arrested after a woman on a flight from Seattle complained that the man had ejaculated on her. The FBI identified the man as Samuel Oscar Gonzalez, 20, of Lakewood, Wash. He was charged in federal court with simple assault, a misdemeanor. It happened on the redeye Monday morning from Seattle to Minneapolis. The woman was headed back to college. Near the end of the flight, the FBI said Gonzalez sat next to the woman as she was trying to sleep. He touched her, which she described as spooning, lifted her shirt and then got up and left. Court documents said she felt a warm fluid on her back, clothes and seat after he walked away. She told the officers he had ejaculated on her. The woman told the flight attendants about the incident. They moved her to another seat and called police from the air. The crew also moved the man to a seat near the front of the plane until the end of the flight. Northwest Airlines Corp

Reasonably New
Ok so im reasonably new to this site.. thanks to a few friends i know who got me into this site..so i dont really know wat im doing just feelin my way through..so if i dont reply straight away bare with me i am after all only an Aussie gal with a nice set of well i think yall get the drift.. anyways have fun

Comment On Ma Damn Pics People!
I put up like an assload of new pics... y'all should comment on some of em... also, i'm taking suggestions for types of pics i should take *no nasty ones, please.* anyway, i'm still trying to figure out how to get more people in my family... but not everyone automatically gets in, remember that. also open to suggestions about that... so other than that, I'm sick tired bored and going to go lay down. later.

Bindi Is Sick
I know some of you have been watching my baby Bindi Marie grow up on here. She is 14 weeks now and weighs 34 pounds. Thats 4 pounds last week alone. But today she is sick. About 5 pm mikw noticed that she had a bunch of little bumps all over her. By 6 they were bigger bumps. I was watching her and I gave her a benedryl thinking she must have gotten into something in the back yard. Mike checked and didnt find anything unusuall out there. IT is a totally fenced off yard. Well, by 7 pm her face seemed to be swelling. She ate her supper with her usual appetite. she is running and playing and drinking her water normally. She wants to be held and loved but thats normal also ( she is a little spoiled ) Well/ BY 8pm I called her vet. HE said it sounded like she was having an allergic reaction to a bug bite and as long as she was breathing ok and not throwing up to give her another benedryl at bed time. HE said that she should be fine in the morning. But if anything changes or if they are

Hey The Contest From The Other Day....still Going On...i Am In Two Contests....
If I get 10000 comments my friend will buy me a cherry blast!!!!!! Please go to this link and comment over and over and over again....Help me win this blast!!!! > > http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=48886&i=1770572032 > > Go to that link, copy and past, then comment, please!!!!! > > > you could just comment 1, 2, or somthing like that over and over again...lol jsut please please hlep me win....and get yoru friends to, if I win I will give you credit!!! ALSO, DON'T FORGET TO READ MY BLOG FOR THE OTHER CONTEST I AM IN.....LOVE YOUR VOTES.....

God Please Help Me
I've made so many mistakes in my life. I'm so depressed right now. I've done bad things, and my relationship with my Father is terrible. Why can't I find the courage to replenish it? God, help me. Please. I've changed so much. I want to stop feeling this way. I'm not that way. I don't do that. But I did that. and now I'm regretting it.

Im New
hi im jessica aka paht mami im new to this so i dont know what to do on this page im tryen my hardest... i been on here for a couple days hehe so once i know how to run this and then ill be on my ways knowen this site..my sister erin and people were talken about this site so i gave it a shot..and here i am i just want u guys to know u cant find noone like me im one of a kind..so do what u do come be my friend i dont bite unless u want me to

Seriously
. Who is the last person you held hands with? > > MRI tech at the hospital > > > > 2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?Not at all> > > > > > 3. Do you sleep with the TV on? Not by my choice > > > > > > 4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? yes > > > > > > 5. Have you ever won a spelling bee? no > > > > > > 6. Do you like somebody right now? yes > > > > > > 7. Are you a fast typer? yes > > > > > > 8. Are you afraid of the dark? yes > > > > > > 10. Who can you always turn to? my mom > > 11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? later tonite > > > > 12. Do you knock on wood? y > > > > > > 13. Are you drinking anything right now? Diet DP > > > > > > 14. Do you think you're attractive? no > > > > 17.What do you want for Christmas? My dauhter and grandson to move here > > > > 18. Do you know the muffin man? Why yes. He delivers every Thursday > > > > > > > > 19. Do you talk in

What If
One of the easiest things in the world is to hide To never see what the world truly holds for you Be safe my love, be happy my love, be true A closed door is meant to be opened, a window lets in the light The heart is meant to beat free, the eyes are the window to our souls. Love is a funny and dangerous feeling A feeling we need, we want, we seek One day we will all look back and wonder what if

Origins Of West Virginia Place Names
Origins of West Virginia Place Names The following are origins of names of counties and cities and towns in West Virginia. A principal source for this information was the West Virginia Blue Book. Entries with [Shirey] are from The Big Sewell Mountain Country by Mervin R. Shirey, which provides origins of names of some Fayette County towns. Another source is The Heritage of McDowell County, West Virginia 1858-1995, published by the McDowell County Historical Society. Contributors to this page include: James Owston, Okey King, Carlene Adkins, James L. Files, Martha Mills, Rick Smith, James M. Cox, Will Nicoll, J. B. Breeding, Beverly Cyphers, Dennis Upshur, Jim Simon, David E. Lake, Cathy Stuart Jackson, Charles Lewis, Billy Rose, Pat Greene, Ashley Bradford, David Estep, Jim Gray, Sherlene Hall Bartholomew, Janet Sponaugle, Jennifer Davis, Warren Napier, Kathy Deskins, Robert Thompson, Jonathen Morgan, and Bob Gossett. Additions for this list are welcome via e-mail. Last revision:

The Ballad Of Danny Heater
The Ballad of Danny Heater 31 Years Ago, Basketball History Happened This article appeared in the Washington Post on March 13, 1991. By PAUL HENDRICKSON Washington Post Staff Writer BURNSVILLE, W.Va. -- "Son," his mother said, fixing his supper, kissing his forehead, forking her fingers through his inch-high blond flattop, "If you don't mind, I won't go tonight. This other team's got nothing, you've already licked them once this season. I'll just sit at home here with your daddy, they probably won't even need to put you in." This is the ballad of Danny Heater. He did it 31 seasons ago. He was 17 then and built like a boneyard and had a father who was out of work in the mines and a mama named Beulah who sang beautifully in the Methodist church, and on one improbable howling-cold January night, in a little band-box country gym that was so small it didn't even have seats, he vaulted up out of his West Virginia destinies to set -- in 32 minutes and four quarters of high scho

We Are Marshall {part 2}
'It's Always With You' For almost 30 years, the loss of 75 people in a plane crash has loomed over this West Virginia town like a mountain. But slowly, Huntington is finding its way into the sun. This article appeared in the Chicago Tribune magazine section on Sept. 5, 1999. By JULIA KELLER I was born with the sound of a railroad whistle in my ears, the mountains at my back and the river at my feet. Everyone in Huntington, W. Va., was born that way because the city was captive to those elements. The coal was spooned out of the West Virginia mountains, heaped into railroad cars, then loaded onto barges and pushed down the Ohio River. Huntington, named for railroad magnate Collis P. Huntington, was the spot where the railroad met the river. If you lived along the Ohio River, as I did, you could stand on the bank and marvel at the great, flat coal barges sliding past like dirty black wafers. At night, their searchlights would sweep the riverbank on each side; there was som

Ugh.
Im moving :( Im gonna miss this little house. But the other one is woah bigger. ♥ Blah my ankle hurts. Ive been moving around all day and its just irritated as am I and i don't like it. Anthony is helping me pack, well mostly packing as i can't move around all that much. I haven't posted in a few days because i havent really just felt like it. I havent had the time to really think about anything :( I love anthony

We Are Marshall {part 1 }
Contemporary News Accounts of the Marshall University Football Team Tragedy See also: * The 1970 Marshall Football Team Crash * The Marshall Plane Crash A tribute to the 75 who lost their lives * November 14, 1970 Radio Network Newscasts These are MP3 files averaging about 500 KB: cbs_marshall1.mp3, cbs_marshall2.mp3, cbs_marshall3.mp3, mutual_marshall.mp3, UPI State Broadcast Wire, Nov. 14, 1970 CWR21 URGENT (HUNTINGTON)--A DC-8 PASSENGER PLANE IS DOWN NEAR HUNTINGTON'S TRI-STATE AIRPORT THIS EVENING. AUTHORITIES SAY THE WRECKAGE HAS BEEN LOCATED SOMEWHERE NEAR THE AREA OF WHERE THE INTERSTATE 64 BRIDGE CROSSES THE BIG SANDY RIVER OUTSIDE OF HUNTINGTON...ABOUT A MILE-AND-ONE-HALF FROM THE AIRPORT. THERE IS STILL NO WORD ON POSSIBLE INJURIES. (MORE) FM844PES 11/14... UPI State Broadcast Wire, Nov. 15, 1970 CWR1 FIRST WEST VIRGINIA NEWS SUMMARY -0- HERE IS NEWS OF WEST

A Collection Of My Works
Trials of the human race Current mood: apathetic Why do we live in dispair? Does this God not care? The daily trials grow harder. Is it through suffering we grow smarter? Is life but a passing dream? Or is the reality of a Godless death enough to make you scream? But what if this is all a test? A test for God to see your best? Is life really just born, fuck, die? Or when we die is it time to fly? Confessions of a broken heart Current mood: cold Category: Life Why is it that we fight? Do we fight to find our light? How can we go about living day to day? When you dont have any words to say. How can we put behind our past? When we knew it wouldn't last. So how can we walk our path? Without having feelings of Wrath? Maybe we are destined to fall. And if so who will save us all? Death of a blackened soul I call to you in my sleep but in the end all i can do is weep weep about the times we shared when i dont think i can leave makes

Pregnant Blond With Twins
The other day my neighbor, who is blonde, came running up to me in the driveway just jumping for joy! I didn't know why she was jumping for joy but I thought, what the heck, and starting jumping up and down along with her. She said, "I have some really great news!" I said, "Great. Tell me why you're so happy." She stopped jumping, and breathing heavily from all the jumping up and down, told me that she was pregnant! I knew that she had been trying for a while so I told her, "That's great! I couldn't be happier for you!" Then she said, "There's more." I asked, "What do you mean 'more'?" She said, "Well, we are not having just one baby. We are going to have TWINS!" Amazed at how she could know so soon after getting pregnant, I asked her how she knew. She said, "Well, that was the easy part. I went to Wal-Mart and they actually had a home pregnancy kit in a twin-pack! . Both tests came out positive!"

An Update-part 6
3-5-2007 TheRH@ CherryTAP Here an update, I had blood work done on Friday and had my meds up and all is good. My med level are rated on a points scale 0-20, an ideal reange for me is 10-20, and I'm glad to say it was a 16.7. I ask that still keep me in there thoughts is staying healthy RH Please Rate and Comments

Important Dates In West Virginia
3000 BC - Adena "Mound Builder" settlements appeared throughout the area. 1607 - first permanent English Colony was established at Jamestown, Virginia. 1669 - John Lederer and companions were first Europeans to see what is now West Virginia. 1673 - Gabriel Arthur accompanied a party of Cherokee or Yuchi Indians to Shawnee country in Ohio by way of a trail through the Kanawha Valley. 1716 - Governor Alexander Spotswood led an expedition of 50 gentlemen to the banks of the Shenandoah River. 1726 - Morgan Morgan was the first white settler at Bunker Hill in Berkeley County. 1727 - German settlers from Pennsylvania established the first permanent settlement at New Mecklensburg (Shepherdstown) in Jefferson County. 1730 - Virginia began to encourage settlement in the western valley of Virginia. 1742 - John P. Salley discovered coal on the Coal River in Kanawha County. 1746 - Thomas, "sixth lord" Fairfax, marked the western boundary of his land grant from the King o

West Virginia In The Movies
West Virginia in the Movies Motion Picture & Television Productions on Location in West Virginia Dozens of feature films – independent and studio – have shot on location in West Virginia, of which a partial list is provided below. 2006, WE ARE MARSHALL, Warner Bros. DIRECTOR: McG CAST: Matthew McConaughey, David Strathairn, Matthew Fox, Anthony Mackie, Ian McShane, Kate Mara, Arlen Escarpeta, Robert Patrick LOCATIONS: Huntington (Cabell County), Ceredo (Wayne County) 2005, BUBBLE, Magnolia Pictures DIRECTOR: Steven Soderberg CAST: Debbie Doebereiner, Dustin James Ashley, Misty Wilkins, Decker Moody LOCATIONS: Parkersburg (Wood County) 2003, WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON!, DreamWorks LLC DIRECTED BY: Robert Luketic CAST: John Duhamel, Kate Bosworth, Topher Grace, Nathan Lane, Sean Hayes (Fayetteville, Grandview, and along the Kanawha River; Fayette, Raleigh, and Kanawha Counties) www.winadatewithtadhamilton.com 2002, GODS AND GENERALS, Turner Pictures and Warn

Seduction.....dracula
Bram Stoker from Dracula I was afraid to raise my eyelids, but looked out and saw perfectly under the lashes. The fair girl went on her knees and bent over me, fairly gloating.There was a deliberate volutousness which was both thrilling and repulsive, and as she arched her neck she actually licked her lips like an animal, till I could see in the moonlight the moisture shining on the scarlet lips and on the red tongue as it lapped the white sharp teeth. lower and lower went her head as the lips went below the range of my mouth and chin and seemed about to fasten on my throat. Then she paused, and I could hear the churning sound of her tongue as it licked her teeth and lips, and could feel the the hot breath on my neck. Then the skin of my throat began to tingle as one's flesh does when the hand that is to tickle it approaches nearer-nearer.I could feel the soft, shivering touch of the lips on the supersensitive skin of my throat, and the hard dents of two sharp teeth, just touchin

Poem
Why is it so hard. So full of pain. It's all so confusing. I feel I'm left standing in the rain. One minutes he's there, And the next he's not. It's like playing a game. Kicked down on the first shot. What did I do? Not love enough? Was I not true? I'm sorry I'm not perfect. I'm only me. I have a lot to give, For that special one. But it must be my destiny, To walk only as one.

When A Girl Misses You
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

Unusual Facts About West Virginia
The first organized golf club in America is in West Virginia. West Virginia continues that tradition today with 1884 Oakhurst Links in White Sulphur Springs. The border of the state of West Virginia is 1,365 miles flat (as the crow flies). West Virginia’s Memorial Tunnel was the first in the nation to be monitored by television. It opened November 8, 1954. The first rural free mail delivery was started in Charles Town on October 6, 1896, and then spread throughout the United States. West Virginia was the first state to have a sales tax. It became effective July 1, 1921. The first steamboat was launched by James Rumsey in the Potomac River at New Mecklensburg (Shepherdstown) on December 3, 1787. Bailey Brown, the first Union solider killed in the Civil War, died on May 22, 1861, at Fetterman, Taylor County. A naval battle was fought in West Virginia waters during the Civil War. United States Navy armored steamers were actively engaged in the Battle of Buffington Isl

Some Famous West Virginians
Famous West Virginians Back To Facts & Trivia A sampling of some of the many famous West Virginians: Booker T. Washington - Black educational leader and the first president of Tuskegee Institute, raised in Malden, Kanawha County. Brad Paisley - Country music star and actor, born in Glen Dale. Brigadier General Charles Yeager, U.S.A.F Retired - first person to fly faster than the speed of sound, was born in Myra, Lincoln County. Carter G. Woodson - educator, author and the father of Black History Month, was raised in Huntington, Cabell County. Cyrus R. Vance - Secretary of State from 1977 to 1980 during the administration of President Jimmy Carter, was born in Clarksburg. Hal Greer - member of the basketball hall of fame, was raised in Huntington, Cabell County. Homer H. Hickam, Jr. - Author of Rocket Boys: A Memoir, the story of his life in the little town of Coalwood, WV that Inspired the #1 Bestseller and Award-Winning Movie October Sky. Jerry West - for

Please Copy And Reply
1. Who is the last person you held hands with? 2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive? 3. Do you sleep with the TV on? 4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? 5. Have you ever won a spelling bee? 6. Do you like somebody right now? 7. Are you a fast typer? 8. Are you afraid of the dark? 10. Who can you always turn to? 11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? 12. Do you knock on wood? 13. Are you drinking anything right now? 14. Do you think you're attractive? 17.What do you want for Christmas? 18. Do you know the muffin man? 19. Do you talk in your sleep? 21. Have you ever flown a kite? 22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where? 23. Do you consider yourself successful? 24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone? 25. Have you ever asked for a horse? 26. Plans for tomorrow? 27. What's your middle name? an

Junkie (my Opiate )
i've taken 157 passed out woke up fuck yes i'm good for another how is that even a question do i want more do i look like your grandmother? my veins pop at the suggestion my nasal cavity clears itself in anticipation my pores open in preperation fiending for my intoxication fix me up, i'm fucking craving i'm at the point that i'm wake and baking it doesn't matter what else i'm taking there's only one thing that gets me wasted my pupils gape in dilation my brain-cells peak with stimulation colors glow with saturation the world gets smooth as my vision glazes even when it's never enough it's still the greatest

Dreaming
Seems like everytime someone dreams things go wrong. But you must keep Dreaming or nothing will ever envision you in the Darkness. The three muskateers live on even if you lose one of them. As the Native Indians say " Don't weep for me! Let my spirit go to the beyond. For if you weep for me you will keep my spirit on Earth." So we won't weep for you muskateer. We will celebrate your passing into the great beyond with happiness and memories. To Carry on your kindness we will do things in your honor. Rose quarts is for your peace, hemitite for your strength to watch over us, precious gems to brighten your day and laughter to help you know we remember you. We love you and will cherish you forever.

Please Copy And Send To Me
Body: Rule #1: If you open this you GOTTA take it. Rule # 2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks Rule # 3: you can only answer " yes " or " no " Q: Kissed someone on your top friends? A: Q: Been arrested? A: Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? A: Q: Do you like someone? A: Q: Do they know? A: Q: Held a snake? A: Q: Been suspended from school? A: Q: Been fired from a job? A: Q: Sang karaoke? A: Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? A: Q: Laughed until you started crying? A: Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? A: Q: Kissed in the rain? A: Q: Sang in the shower? A: Q: Sat on a roof top? A: Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? A: Q: Broken a bone? A: Q: Shaved your head? A: Q: Played a prank on someone? A: Q: Had/have a gym membership? A: Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? a: Q: Shot a gun? A: Q: Dona