There are days that I want to just crawl into a corner and cry because I failed at the only thing I wanted out of life. I have my daughter but I don't have a "Family". Of course I trusted someone that I knew lied to me over and over. Its been a year that he's left us. He's still there for our daughter when his girlfriend isn't being so fucking selfish. But how can he sit here and tell me He Still loves me and he does miss me but want to be with someone else? Why do I let him get to me? Oh well that bitch stole my man from me. But He'll always come back. Of course I won't take him back as a significant other. A friend yes. My Love NO. Unless he can prove to me that I'm all he ever wants. If people wouldn't feed him bullshit b/c i'm not the perfect shape. I think we could of worked things out. Oh Well....
Now to try to tell a 2 year old why Daddy doesn't come home anymore. Its been a year that we broke up but she still wants daddy to come home. And all I can do is cry. of course i wait till she isn't looking b/c I don't want my daughter to see me cry over her father. We get along great while that sluts not around. Grrr Anger Moment.
So...anyways thats my BLAH today lol
