Dragon Bytch's blog: "Life"

Scared that I'll be alone again, even with promises from my other. I don't want to go through that again. Some of you may know what I mean and some of you will not. Before I met this man I'm with, (man of my dreams) I was with a guy for 4 years, engaged, and had a child....one day up and decided he didn't love me anymore. He did it to me Twice with those same words. but has fucked me over so many times its unreal. And Always went back. Well Not this time. I swear I'll never let my daughter go through that again. There are times now even with the guy of my dreams standing by my side that I freak out and swear he's doing the same. I don't know what I can do to get that out of my head. I love him but I don't want to push him away because of something he isn't guilty of. I'm scared, that one day i'll end up alone because he'll hate the person i am because of the last guy. He's the sweetest person in the world to me. Maybe its just cuz I've been there on more then one occasion? I don't know. But on a Lighter Note I finally go to the Doctor on Monday for my pregnancy!!! WOOT that scares me too lol

Scared that I'll be alone again, even with promises from my other. I don't want to go throw that again. Some of you may know what I mean and some of you will not. Before I met this man I'm with, (man of my dreams) I was with a guy for 4 years, engaged, and had a child....one day up and decided he didn't love me anymore. He did it to me Twice with those same words. but has fucked me over so many times its unreal. And Always went back. Well Not this time. I swear I'll never let my daughter go through that again. There are times now even with the guy of my dreams standing by my side that I freak out and swear he's doing the same. I don't know what I can do to get that out of my head. I love him but I don't want to push him away because of something he isn't guilty of. I'm scared, that one day i'll end up alone because he'll hate the person i am because of the last guy. He's the sweetest person in the world to me. Maybe its just cuz I've been there on more then one occasion? I don't know. But on a Lighter Note I finally go to the Doctor on Monday for my pregnancy!!! WOOT that scares me too lol

I might be PREGNANT!!!! Me and Walter are GREAT! We live together, getting along wonderfully and tonight I took a pregnancy test and it was a faded line but a faded positive line!!! Awesomeness. I'm kinda scared but excited all at the same time! So I'm hoping I am. UPDATE!!!!! I took another pregnancy test yesturday and it says That I AM pregnant. I'm excited but my parents are bringing me down. I'm not married and I already had a child for a loser. So my mom tends to remind me of this. Your not married AGAIN. yadda yadda well ya know what FUCK IT. If it don't work out with me and Walter I'll have the two kids I want and the rest of the world can kiss my ass.

Walter and I couldn't be doing any better then we are. The distance between us couldn't stop us for anything. He stayed here for a week just left tonight to go home i'm going out there this weekend to go camping and ride the jetski's. My daughter loves him to death and he cares for her as well. He truly is a great guy! Just pray that it stays this way for me.

Well I met the man that i was so nervous of meeting. Now we are dating and i'm starting to fall for him. I never actually thought that I could actually meet somebody like him. He's a perfect gentleman and everything anyone can ask for. He's not the sexiest man in the world but hey he's MY man and he treats me very well. okay here goes.... He tells me everyday how he feels about me. As it seems at this moment he is in more over his head then I am. I'm trying to be careful ya'll just pray that i'm right in this

Well, I didn't get to meet my friend yesturday, so tomorrow when i get off of work i'm driving out to his place. Ya'll pray for me and think about me...I hope this works out.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to be meeting a guy that I have been talking to online for the last week or so. He's driving down here from out of town. I hope everything goes well because i have really enjoyed talking to him. Mostly over the phone, sometimes online. Someone gimmie some kinda something here lol.

There are days that I want to just crawl into a corner and cry because I failed at the only thing I wanted out of life. I have my daughter but I don't have a "Family". Of course I trusted someone that I knew lied to me over and over. Its been a year that he's left us. He's still there for our daughter when his girlfriend isn't being so fucking selfish. But how can he sit here and tell me He Still loves me and he does miss me but want to be with someone else? Why do I let him get to me? Oh well that bitch stole my man from me. But He'll always come back. Of course I won't take him back as a significant other. A friend yes. My Love NO. Unless he can prove to me that I'm all he ever wants. If people wouldn't feed him bullshit b/c i'm not the perfect shape. I think we could of worked things out. Oh Well.... Now to try to tell a 2 year old why Daddy doesn't come home anymore. Its been a year that we broke up but she still wants daddy to come home. And all I can do is cry. of course i wait till she isn't looking b/c I don't want my daughter to see me cry over her father. We get along great while that sluts not around. Grrr Anger Moment. So...anyways thats my BLAH today lol

HEY YOU NASTY SKANK YOU NEED TO JUST STAY THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE. PERIOD. FAKE ACCOUNTS DONT HIDE WHO U ARE ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU TAKE A FAKE ACCOUNT SAVE PICTURES OF MY SOUTHERN PRIDE AND THEN UPLOAD THEM ON YOUR PAGE ON THE SAME FUCKIN DAY. QUIT BEING SO FUCKING JEALOUS OF ME AND LET EVERYONE KNOW THE REAL FUCKING YOU. BESIDES YOUR "BOYFRIEND" IS REAL GOOD IN BED HAHAHAHAHA!!! Oh wait I forgot he is a pretend boyfriend because ya'll are NOT dating. KEEP MY FUCKING BUSINESS OUT OF YOUR LIFE.

**NOTE I MENTIONED NO NAMES So Unless You are Guilty THen I'm not talking to you lol