i live in a self imposed exile. i moved far from the people i know and love. the friendships that grew from years of trust and kindness. why would i do this? my daughter. i was given the chance to be part of her life after 12 years. the offer of a job here was the final piece that made the choice even easier. so i packed everything that was easily moved and left behind my life. now i have a good job and your typical teenager( lots of time for friends but not much for family). but mostly its just me and my cats ( and of coarse my friends online). but i do miss the affection that you can only get from frinds, i miss random hugs for no reason and spur of the moment plans. someone to play video games with. someone to just do random things with for no apparent reason. it takes every ounce of will power not to pack up and move back home. i guess sometimes being as stubborn as i am pays off.
lost & lonely
and terribly homesick
Chronicly Numb