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I Have Learned !
I've learned that you cannot make someone love YOU.All you can do is,Be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much i care,some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and seconds to destroy it. I've learned it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy, A relationship is at first.The passion fades and there had better be,something else to take it's place. I've learned that no matter how bad, your heart is broken, The world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that you shouldn't be so Eager to find out a secret.It could change your life Forever. I've learned that it's taking me along time, To become the person I want to be.

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At Least The Morning Is Almost Over.
This day is really dragging. Maybe because I was wide awake at 3:30 or so and could not get back to sleep until later. I've been waking up like that.. but usually it is around 5:00. The good thing though is when I sleep I have been sleeping better. Put up some pics of David in the family folder. He will be here tomorrow night.. as long as the weather is good enough. Yesterday was in the 70's.. and tomorrow they are calling for snow. I am so ready for spring. Having someone look at my porch today. Going to replace it and maybe make it bigger. You know I have some really good friends on here that give really great advice. Its not always easy to follow, but I am trying. Don't know what I would do without you.

Trust On Sites
Ok, here is my question for all!!! How much do you really trust people that you meet on Sites like this one. I tried the whole trust thing, and it bombed. This person put themself out there as if they were truly a friend. So I did what someone like me never does and I TRUSTED.... So my question at hand is, how many people come to these sites and really trust the things that come out of someone else's mouth. Now for me, I am very upfront and honest. Yes my honesty does get the best of me. It always has! I let people know that YES I am in a relationship, no I do not want more than what I see. No I am not looking for someone else to occupy my time. Yes I am happy, not 100% all the time, but relationships have that little dip in them. I have been told I am picky and stuck up. To those people you have no clue about me. I am one of few people that are not one of those things. I am not a material kind of person. I have a big heart and would do anything for my true friends. I just had t

38 Weeks Today!
I am really wanting to have this baby. I have my friend coming over to do accupressure on me to help stimulate going into labor. It worked last time. If it doesn't work my doctor said she would strip my membranes to help induce labor next week. Has anyone had that done? Did it hurt, and was it worth it?

Soul Mates
How do I know when I've met my Soul Mate? There will be an instantaneous familiarity, a recognition, and an innate understanding and connection from the beginning that cannot be described logically. You will be psychically attuned to each other, and will feel so alive in each other's presence. It's as if when together, you feel more enhanced, alive, and excited! You can communicate on many levels at the same time, often "tuning into each other" and "knowing" what is going on with the other person. There will be a shared sense of purpose. A deep love, and a feeling of "knowing" each other on a soul level. It will feel as if you are with your true counterpart on every level. All of the feelings are mutual. There is a deep soul-level bond, and a deep feeling of having much in common on many levels. Physical passion can be extremely intense, or in some soul mate relationships, there is more of an intellectual stimulus, and many times it is both combined. There is chemistry, passio

*~me~*
~Me~ Sitting in silence not a single word. The chilly breeze runs down my spine. The wind whispers in my ear. The clouds roll on by. Surrounded by people. Thoughts run through my mind. My comfort is in my pocket. Let my troubles roll on by. I'm a secret, a story to be told. I am the one who would rather be alone. I am the one who takes comfort in a knife. I am the one who wants to be left alone. My life is a dark little secret. My life is a story that is told. No one wants to be like me. I don't want to be like me. By: Teresa A.© Feb. 26, 2003

*~my One Love~*
“My One Love” The one thing I know now is, That you are and will always be… My One Love… From the moment we met I knew that our Friendship would develop into something Lasting and precious… Someday I hope to hold you rather than Just in my mind… I live for the day when our physical Separation will no longer be… By: Teresa Abeyta© January 2005

*~destiny~*
~Destiny~ I hear your voice whispering in my ear, those beautiful words I long to hear. I know the words come from your heart and though were very far apart, I feel your love across the miles, that love that always causes smiles. I know in love we'll always be and together someday is our destiny. A romance written in stars above. If the only way for me to be with you is in my dreams, then let me dream forever. I never knew what love was until the day I met you. The days are full of hopes and dreams and the nights are timeless treasures. Teresa Abeyta© March 13, 2005

*~meaningless Passion~*
“Meaningless Passion” I wish I could save myself from all these Meaningless words. And this empty love That you send my way. I wish you could see How much you hurt me. I miss you every single Moment were together. Empty smiles and blank stares, And yet I still got a lot of love for you. This life that I live with you Brings tears to my eyes. I want to know why You don’t even try. When was it when you Fell out of love with me. The more I love you, The more I lie to myself. How can I love you so much But feel so alone. Broken promises, And empty dreams Are all I see When I look at you. I could never love anyone else. Even when you don’t feel the same. Trapped in your heart With no escape… By: Teresa Abeyta© April 11, 2005

Bill Paying
it's now time to play beat the clock with the bill payment. I have to beat them here and to the bill payment location so i can keep them from disconnecting my power. Only time will tell on this. And i also need money for transportation for work tomorrow if I am to show up to work tomorrow. This is truly a chaotic month. It will be less chaotic in about 2 weeks when i pay my bills and never put myself through this again. I just need to work on building discipline. I am far too old to be this irresponsible and careless.

*~stolen Time~*
“Stolen Time” I can’t believe I fell for you. Your sweet song just blew me away. I let my guard down long enough, For you to walk all over my heart. What evers left is gone You made a fool of me. Give me back all my words, love and desire I gave to you. They never mean anything to you. I want the time back That I spent loving you I wish I could go back And erase everything that leads Up to this very moment in time. Before my heart would be ripped out. I’m lost and spent too many tears On this love I have for you. It’s nothing more than a nightmare. I wish this would end. Those sweet words I longed to hear, Distracted me from being the person I needed to be. There’s still pain left inside Every time I think of you. You borrowed my heart And returned it with a piece missing. That piece that you will have Will cause me constant suffering. I think I fell in love with a dream a memory. Why does it have to be over? I will try to move on either wi

*~first Moment~*
“First Moment” I’ve been so impatient Thinking about how I feel. Always putting you first, Expecting you to do the same. I was lucky to find someone like you. I know I will be lost without you. I was truly blessed That very day you surrounded me With your precious love. You embraced me with your love Each and everyday. Forever in my heart you will remain. From that first moment we Spoke you stole my heart away. I never thought that I Could ever be so happy. There’s no future for me in my past. No longer a slave to what use to be. Looking forward to living with Someone so dear to me. You’re the one I want There’s no one else for me. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 14, 2005

Who Does The Work????
WHO DOES THE WORK???? Who's working anyway? The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me. And there you are, Sitting on your ass, At your computer, reading jokes. Nice! Real nice!!

*~memory Lives On~*
I wrote this for my grandpa who died. He was buried on my birthday two years ago. ~Memory lives on~ I’m in heaven looking down on you And I’ll be there with everything you go through. I may be gone but you’ll be in my heart. I’ll be in heaven with a fresh new start. Until the day we meet again I pray that you are now at peace. I realized it was time to let you go Although I will always love and miss you so. When someone special passes on It does not mean they are gone. Though they are no longer with us Their memory still lives on. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 18, 2005

*~i Don’t Want To Love You~*
“I don’t want to love you” The more I try to resist you The weaker I seem to get. Every time I see you I fall more in love with you I just want to hear your heart beat I don’t want to love you Or ever hear your voice I wonder what you’re thinking If you’ll ever give me a second thought I sure miss the feeling The whole idea of loving you Time is all I have Since you’ve been gone I sure miss everything about you I will be waiting for you Hoping you will return to me I just wish that for once I was important enough to talk to Don’t set me aside like I don’t matter. By: Teresa Abeyta© April 14, 2005

*~dream Come True~*
"Dream Come True" There are so many things That I would like to say to you. Every time we are on the phone My mind goes blank My stomach begins to turn. It’s so hard to let you go Every time I try to move on you come around And I begin to fall in love All over again I can’t give you up No matter how hard I try Your it for me You’re the only love I’ve known You are a dream come true Every time I hear your voice My heart begins to melt I’m holding on to a memory A feeling so happy and true I don’t need anyone else but you You’re my friend and so much more I don’t need a promise All I need is you… By: Teresa Abeyta© September 9, 2004

Bucky Covington Fan Club
Just wanted to share some news. The Bucky Covington Online Fan Club is getting started. Head over and sign up now and if you choose the Platinum Membership you will get an autographed CD when it comes out and a limited edition T-shirt. See ya there! Bucky Covington Fan Club

*~true Friends~*
~True friends~ Most people search their entire lives For friends so caring and true. Luckily I don’t have to look any longer. Since the day I meet you, You’ve been a blessing in disguise. An angel sent down to bless my Life and help me grow. You have made such an impact in my life. Everyday I thank god for friends like you. By: Teresa Abeyta© May 13, 2005

Jeremy (something A Little Darker)
He was not a rapist. That is what Jeremy told himself everyday since the trial. The last few months had been a blur. Being arrested, the time in the county jail, the courtroom circus, and now, in prison with criminals! He did not belong here. He knew it. Why could everyone else not see that this was not his fault. Even the other people here in prison seemed to think he was a bad person. His first night here, he was raped, fucked in the ass by four very large men. During lunch the second day, he was dragged away, and two more made him suck them off, the second, smashing his fist into his teeth when he was finished, telling Jeremy that it would be better next time with no teeth. Now, laying in the infirmary, blood still trickling from his pain filled mouth, tears running down his cheeks, he began to realize. If he could only go back to that New years eve two years ago..... Jeremy was home this afternoon, like every afternoon during the winter break in school. Lounging in his

New Found Hope In The Sorrow That Surrounds Me
I have found a vehicle that I am still getting used to driving around. Since I haven't drove a stick since I was in high school I had to reteach myself. But I still lack a place to stay terrified that I will end up sleeping in my bronco.

*~to My One True Love~*
To my one true love. Every night I sit here thinking, Thinking about how much I love you. I never realized that I could love someone so much. You stole my heart from that first moment we talked. How could I be so blind? I took so long to realize that my feelings that I felt were for you. I mistook my feelings and thought they were for someone else. If I only followed my heart from the very start. Our relationship would be further along. You cloud my every thoughts and dreams. My heart belongs to you and only you. You entered my life not too long ago but I feel like I have known you a lifetime. You’re my best friend, and my soul mate. My life partner I love you and only you. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am not whole without you. You complete me in every way possible. Every time we get off the phone I think about you until the Next time we talk. I never want to go a single moment without you. I love you! You’re my one true love…. Te

Some Poems
The pain left There is this part of me That is so afraid to Let the thought of you Me, and us go So afraid if I let it Go I will die A part of me has been dead for Nine long years Waiting and hoping Finally making what I needed to happen Happen. Your face, your smile Your teeth, your hands The way you look At me, at us, at it The way I fit Inside of your arms The way you smell So familiar, so warm We never said good Bye, just hurt Pain, and then numb Numb is what I have Always been since you And I could no longer Be one happy On fire. 12/27/2006 _________________________________________ There is a point of Holding on to nothing Holding on for the Sake of holding on Waiting, wishing, anticipating Your hands and eyes all over my body Your gaze, your laugh, The kisses, the holding The way you are The way you look When you just get home When I’m doing the dishes Singing some songs that Make no sense Watching you lau

*~half Truths~*
*~Half Truths~* I was in this place where I didn’t matter. Spiraling down into nothingness Back where I didn’t want to be A place of empty words and un-kept promises. All I realized was I didn’t deserve better. This is the life I was meant to live That all changed. I had a wake up call. The brutal truth was given to me By someone closer to me than my family. He helped me realize I deserved better Then this destructive lifestyle I was falling into. A true friend that will always be there. A person I cherish dearly. He told me something that made me cry. I broke down when I looked at who I was becoming. A person I hated and longed to leave behind. I want to go back to liking me for me. And rid myself of empty promises and hurtful truths. The only truth is I am done, Done with the memories and words that only bring me down. So goodbye to the one person that makes me drown in my Own thoughts of inflict

*~only Love Me~*
*~only love me~* I hope our love will flourish Beyond what it is right now. Distance maybe just a part of the Reason why sometimes we think We can’t handle this whole relationship. My love for you is so real that I can’t find any words to Describe my feelings for you. My love for you has grown so much And so strong that I can’t imagine A life without you now. My heart will always yearn for your Love and friendship. Only love me, As I only love you. Teresa Abeyta© September 1, 2005

*~boy Of My Dreams~*
“Boy of my dreams” I wish you knew how much I love you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Is my love for you going to be enough I hope my true feelings are always known I hope you know how much you mean to me I wouldn’t be able to go another day without You knowing that you’re my only one You’re the boy of my dreams I love the way you say my name Wanting you to hold me, whispering Sweet nothings in my ear I just want to be wanted by you With everyday that goes by the more I realize that I can’t get you out of my mind. This love that I’ve been chasing seems Further and further away A memory haunting my every dream. By: Teresa Abeyta© December 9, 2005

*~when I Look At You~*
When I look at you, I see a person I want to be. Someone so loving and true, That one person that touched my life. And helped me look forward to A life so full of love and compassion A friendship devoted to you. As time goes by my love for you Grows and grows. To a bond so strong and true An unbreakable tie to one another With our hearts linked together Cherishing every moment, We have with each other. By: Teresa Abeyta© Jan 2006

*~a Love So True~*
~A love so true~ Once in a lifetime, we may find A love so pure, one of a kind. It's innocent and sweet, beautiful and divine, and in our souls it shines from one heart to another, it will continue to grow. The passion was soaring in my veins within The way I was feeling felt like a sin. My heart was pounding my body ached with delight The most sensual moments were on this beautiful night. So I just wanna say my love for you is true Along with these words I wanna say " I love you" Sending you my love with words spoken true From the depths of my heart I send them to you. By:Teresa Abeyta© June 25, 2006

*~lost~*
Lost I dream of holding you, Beneath the stars. Dancing to a song only you, And I can hear. Getting lost in your eyes. My love revolves around you And only you. Yet we are miles apart, But together by heart. By: Teresa© Oct. 23, 2003

I Am Tired Of The Bullshit.
I AM TIRED OF THE BULLSHIT...NOT ONLY HERE ON THE TAP, BUT IN MY OWN HOUSEHOLD..I AM SICK OF PEOPLES BITCHING ABOUT STUPID PETTY SHIT AND IF YOU DO NOT LIKE WHAT I AM SAYING KISS MY FAT WHITE ASS!!!! YES I SAID KISS MY ASS......GET A LIFE QUIT FUCKING MAKING ME MISERABLE...WAIT LET ME REPHRASE THAT I AM NOT GOING TO LET NOBODY NO HOW PISS ME OFF ANYMORE...YOU EITHER LOVE ME OR YOU HATE ME EITHER WAY I DO NOT GIVE FUCK....YES I SAID FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK DAM IT!!!!!!AND YEAH I MARKED IT N.S.F.W.(giggles) L.M.A.O. HEY WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO I'M PISSED AND NOBODY TO VENT TO EXCEPT YOU ALL HERE MY TAPPER FRIENDS I LOVE YOU GUYS AND GALS...-PLEASE REMEMBER TO BE KIND TO ONE ANOTHER...LIFE IS TOO SHORT LOVE LIKE IT IS YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH...YOU NEVER KNOW IT JUST MAY BE.:(

*~time~*
Time As time goes by, I have come to realize That all I want is you. My feelings deepen My heart skips a beat with each Gentle touch from you. As time goes by I get lost in thoughts of you. As time goes by Words are left unspoken Feelings kept un-shown. As time goes by I realize I want you And only you. By: Teresa© September 11, 2003

Time To Let Him Go!
Haven't heard from him for days, no response to my mails, my sms, my calls...Maybe this is his way to stop our relationship! Maybe it's a good thing to stop earlier, no matter for him or for me. I knew this day would come sooner or later, i knew our relationship couldn't go too far, i knew there're too many problems that we couldn't solve... Seems i have preparation for this, but why my heart's in pain... Well, it's time to let him go, let him free! Bless him!

*~my Sweet Angel~*
My sweet angel Maybe he will realize that hes the only one The only one that truly matters Ive come to realize that hes the only one I cant live without Half the time its hard to say whats on my mind I love you more than you could ever imagine I just hope we dont drift apart Our hearts are destined to one another Why is it that I can get lost in your arms? I wont let go, my heart has plans of its own No matter what, all I know is I want you by my side Your sweet voice running through my mind All I want to do is reach out and grab your hand So blinded by love, not wanting to let go of what I have I only love you for everything you are How could I walk away from the only person, That has my heart completely? Reaching out for you, in hopes you reach back Only to not deceive me Waking up holding you, In your arms is the only place I want to be I stayed up late, wondering if you would always be there When you said I love you

Survey
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS' LIST AND FRIENDS SHOULD GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER. I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU, IF YOU'LL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING 33 SIMPLE QUESTIONS and then send to me. Short and sweet is just fine! LET'S GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER. 1. Can you cook? 2. What was your dream growing up? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. What zodiac sign are u ? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? 10. Do we know each other outside of myspace? 11. What is your favorite sport? 12. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 15. Tell me one weird fact about you: 16. Do have any pets? 17. Do u know how to do the macerana? 18. What time is it where u are now? 19. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 20. If you could change one thing about how you look, what

Venting
Well, here goes nothing. Yesterday I had a dear friend do the unthinkable, he took God's work into his own hands. He took his own life. WHY?? No one can answer than question. He left no note, no explanation why, nothing at all. He was a great guy who was loved by all. Noone not even his own brother saw this comming. Not even me and we were close. He was at my house everyday he loved my girls and my girls loved him, he was like a huge kid himself. WHY JESSE???????? Now i have to get the courage up to tell my children why jesse cant come and play anymore. Should i tell them he is on vacation and not comming back or should i not hide what life is really about. It can get shitty really quick. All it took was one phone call to me saying "Amy sit down", and the words following shortly after saying "Jesse is dead". I never knew how something like this would feel. Ive never had something like this happen, what should i do....You know you sit there and think that this will never happen to me.

How Do You Like Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

I Forgot My Birth Control
i forgot to take my birth control today , why take it when your so far anyways . whats the point .. no hand is there for the touching no skin to caress no morning loving.. soft or rough no lust in the bunch .. no fingernails against my back .. or lips against my lips , just cold lonely sheets ...and emptyness i miss you);

You Oughta Know
Mhmm! want you to know, that I am happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she perverted like me? Would she go down on you in a theater? Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby? I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother 1-'Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you To be open wide, No And every time you speak her name Does she know how you told me You'd hold me until you died Till you died, but you're still alive 2-And I'm here, to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair, to deny me Of the cross I bear that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me, Mr. Duplicity? I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap in the face How quickly I was replaced And are you thinking of me when you f... her? (rpt 1,2) Ohh

My Angel In The Night Even In The Light
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again. I WROTE THIS POEM FOR OUTLAW ANGEL MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SHE SURELY IS AN ANGEL BY FAR I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SISSY I LOBE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU AN BABYGIRL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AN YOUR BROTHER WE LOVE YOU GIRL.

Well Wtf.
So, I've known this person for a minute,I like him, I wont even lie, and im pretty sure he's aware of it. We've only hung out once or twice, circumstances always end up with us not hanging out...At first it was all my fault, I didn't think he was into me, or what have you... Time has passed and finally im in a place where im trying to spend time right? But our schedules suck ass...Or he has a bad day, or I have a bad day, and nothing ever happens...We're in awe in how fucking hard it is to just get together.. Finally I get a call, he gives me the heads up on his situation, which im not going into..But pretty much letting me know, he wont be single forever... and the possibility window is slowly closing.. I make plans, he's got work and such... I say "Just call, if you have free time, call me.. I'll come out." No call. So im like, "well damn.." He lit a fire under my ass for sure...It was upsetting, but fuck im trying here... I dont doubt chicks are beating down hi

Martini
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hands
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Raving
Where has this raver chick gone? What is this behavior? Do you remember the gabber? Sorted basslines Spawn of disco Synthesizer sounds Speedcore Where has this raver chick gone? What is this Behavior? Tell me do you remember the GABBER! The credo of the rave culture The old skool The jaded The candykid The junglist All one One subculture One group One assemblage So tell me Where has this raver chick gone and what is this behavior

3000 Behind
we're like 3000 behind now. We could really use all the help we can get!!! Please come bomb us It's a couples contest and our points are added up in the end so bomb either picture Thank You!! Just Click The Pictures

Of Intrest To All...
"Check Out The Skins" I can make others from your background ideas. RIP any that you like!!! ( ^click here^) I have repeaters and single picture skins! If you use Firefox, your skin will appear black on the right side. This is due to the browser, not the skin! You may want to change browsers to view your page, if you want to see the difference. Custom Flash Graphics FLASHCOMMENT.com

Interresting, The Dutch
Ok lets see if Cherry Tap will be a good boy unlike freaking Myspace. As for the Dutch, very interesting people and well being in the "outback" of the Netherlands, they dont see many Americans much less soe dude from Texas, or of that fact not many people from the British Commonwealth countries but I have to say their English is great and when I try to learn Dutch or I speak German or Spanish to them being I have met many who speak German and Spanish well, they want soo much to learn English and say "speak English, I need to practice. I like the Dutch, great hearts and they are not so complex like most of us in America. They are very beautiful and very diverse people. Speaking of, they have many other cultures here just like Great Britain, Canada and the USA. Think of it, the Dutch were around the world just like the other European powers. Dutch are good at being great to other guest and do their best to make me feel welcomed but yeah I do meet those who have never seen an American so

Therapy
A Few Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker For 3 Weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme? 14. Put mosquito netting

Spring Fever
Happy spring everyone! With the warm weather coming I will be online less & less & out bicycling! So far I already logged 100 miles for the season in just 4 rides. Next week I start a new job too. So if ya leave a message & I don't answer right away you might have to chase me down on your bike! lol Ya all be good & GET OUT THERE & RIDE!!!

Personal Ad
31 year old single black male with a heart of gold seeks single female with the same qualities. Looking for a woman that will accept him regarless of what he likes and his faults. Looks will not matter. Race will not matter. I don't care about all that. I'm coming straight from the heart, and I'm coming straight for your heart. If you are looking for someone who will love you, and be honest with you, send me a private message or leave me a comment. I'm not in the heartbreaking business, and love is not a game to me. Ernest "King of Hearts" Bethea

Nobodys Perfect
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away.

About Me Section Updated
well basically to sum things up simply I dont drink or do drugs and im right now I like to cook play videogames listen to waaf and just be chill im currently struggling to survive looking for my soul hows that for you.And im straight not gay or fucking bisexual...So motherfuckers back off Can you wait until happy hour to rate my photos please also notify me that you have done this I will do the same okay? www.stickam.com ask me for my link www.myspace.com ask me for my link www.gorgeousgamers.com ask me for my link www.myyearbook.com ask me for my link www.tagged.com ask me for my link Yahoo Aim Msn Ask me for my screen names Im not from boston its just a listing

Take The Test And See.
You Are a Smart American You know a lot about US history, and you're opinions are probably well informed. Congratulations on bucking stereotypes. Now go show some foreigners how smart Americans can be. Are You a Dumb American?

Dutch People
Ok lets see if Cherry Tap will be a good boy unlike freaking Myspace. As for the Dutch, very interesting people and well being in the "outback" of the Netherlands, they dont see many Americans much less soe dude from Texas, or of that fact not many people from the British Commonwealth countries but I have to say their English is great and when I try to learn Dutch or I speak German or Spanish to them being I have met many who speak German and Spanish well, they want soo much to learn English and say "speak English, I need to practice. I like the Dutch, great hearts and they are not so complex like most of us in America. They are very beautiful and very diverse people. Speaking of, they have many other cultures here just like Great Britain, Canada and the USA. Think of it, the Dutch were around the world just like the other European powers. Dutch are good at being great to other guest and do their best to make me feel welcomed but yeah I do meet those who have never seen an American so

Ok So I Was A Little Extreme...
This goes out to Sassypants, Im sorry for the mean stuff I said, But you DO NOT need a liar and a thief in your life. You have PLENTY going on. So I do apologize for all the mean shit that I said. But as for that piece of shit, and yes Jay that would be YOU, I am NOT sorry. You are a conivier, liar, and a thief. 12 Years of friendship and you do this. Your NOTHING, will never be anything more than a spinless jellyfish. You talk some BIGGGGGGGGG shit on here, but yet don't have the balls to face us, and return what we loaned you?? FUKKK YOU!!! You will be getting court papers, they where filed 2 days ago. So live you pathetic life and hopefully Sisse will see thru your lies and deciete and tell you HIT THE BRICKS!

Constant Night
I wish I didn't have to live in this darkness That constantly surrounds my miserable life No matter what I do or say It always feels like a constant night is falling over me And in this constant night where no stars shine I have to learn to be strong and wise In hopes that one day I will be set free From this constant night that surrounds me

Net Gangs?
Seriously wtf...some of these people are 30+ years old and in a "CT Mafia/group" whatever the fuck they wanna call it. What is the whole purpose of them? I really don't get it...maybe someone can shed some light on their stupidity. As you can all tell I write blogs early in the morning and i'm not really a pleasant person to deal with, but if you don't like it...click the pretty little red X in your right hand corner. k thnx bye :)

Broken Roses
Thick is my blood That unleashes this bloody hell I was so high above you, That I fell. The knife is not yet finished Torturing my flesh, I die even deeper with each breath. Every touch crumbles me; I have been crucified, Once again you resurrected me And I hate you, For you refuse to bare my plea. The darkness is burying me, Further down in this grave. I wanted to love you, But I could never have been that brave. For it is thy fire That hath raptured me. I am spreading slowly. Expanding, growing, feeling more With each and every scream. And yet no matter how hard I try, I can not awake from this dream hell. And you could never tell I was there at all Until you light your fire, And you will see my apparition. And before your eyes, I will fall.

Euro Update
Thursday, March 15, 2007 I went to Groningen in northern Netherlands Before this blog, I had wrote something about what I have learend from the Dutch and what they have learned from me but freaking Myspace and computer problems, you know, I went to Groningen yesterday and gosh I was amazed at the city, it was very old and beautiful.Well, hey I will try to contact everyone soon, I have been busy with visiting family and seeing alot of the Netherlands, so I will get back with everyone soon, just keep on reading......... and again, thank you all for stopping by to read and or leave a comment.

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
***You Are Seductive Flirt*** Smoldering hot, you don't really flirt. You seduce. For you, flirting is just foreplay. You don't flirt unless it's going somewhere. You have one goal in mind when you flirt... And you usually get it! What Kind of Flirt Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofflirtareyouquiz/

Everything In Its Own Time
To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun. A time to be born and a time to die; a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted; a time to kill and a time to heal ... a time to weep and a time to laugh; a time to mourn and a time to dance ... a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to lose and a time to seek; a time to rend and a time to sew; a time to keep silent and a time to speak; a time to love and a time to hate; a time for war and a time for peace.

Untitled
Her I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your hair Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare Shane, you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day In hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

Fantasy
All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. As the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Got Bored
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Every time I see Jeremy, hear his voice, & look at his pictures : ) 2. What was your last alcoholic beverage? smirnoff 3. Who is/are the friend/s you can count on the most? Sherri Brandi & Kristi 4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other? At his house 5. Favorite Band? Guns N' Roses 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? I deserve the best 7. Do you like anyone? I more then like someone 8. Do you know anyone who is engaged? yes 9. What's your favorite number? 21 and 22 10. Who was the last person to make you cry? Jeremy but not in a bad way 11. Did you ever go to camp as a kid? yes 12. When was the last time you cried? last night 13. What is one thing you miss about your past? Living in Greenbelt 14. What are some things you've learned about life? There is a lot of evil and bad things in this world but there are also some amazing wonderful

Read N Find Out
Hear What People Have To Say." Answer This And Send It Back To Me. Post It On Ur Bulletin Without The Answers. You Might Be Surprised With The Results. Y = Yes N = No M = Maybe Would You? [_] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [_] Slap Me? [_] Kiss Me? [_] Let Me Kiss You? [_] Watch A Movie With Me? [_] Take Me Out To Dinner? [_] Take A Shower With Me? [_] Take Me Home For The Night? [_] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [_] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [_] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me? [_] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [_] Tickle Me? [_] Let Me Tickle You? [_] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down? [_] Instant Message Me? [_] Greet Me In Public? [_] Hang Out With Me? [_] Bring Me Around Your Friends? Do You... [_] Think I'm Cute? [_] Want To Kiss Me? [_] Want To Cuddle With Me? [_] Want To Hook Up With Me? Am I... [_] Smart? [_] Cute? [_] Funny? [_] Cool? [_] Loveable? [_] Adorable? [_] Great To Be With?

New Leopard Species Found In Borneo
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - The clouded leopard of Borneo — discovered to be an entirely new species — is the latest in a growing list of animals and plants unique to the Southeast Asian country's rainforest and underscores the need to preserve the area, conservationists said Thursday. Genetic tests by researchers at the U.S. National Cancer Institute revealed that the clouded leopard of Borneo and Sumatra islands is a unique cat species and not the same one found in mainland Southeast Asia as long believed, said a statement by WWF, the global conservation organization. "Who said a leopard can never change its spots? For over a hundred years we have been looking at this animal and never realized it was unique," said Stuart Chapman, WWF International Coordinator of the Heart of Borneo program, which is dedicated to preserving the flora and fauna in the deep jungles on Borneo. The secretive clouded leopards are the biggest predators on Borneo, growing sometimes to the siz

Fly Away From Reality
Fly away from reality.. Close my eyes.. and smile... cause I know I can feel better.. don't want to be sad all the time.. don't want to cry instead of smile.. so I won't think of everything that goes wrong in my life.. I'll just fly away from reality.. to the perfect world and my perfect dreams..

Did He Watch??
It was 7:00am and he sat in the parking lot waiting for me to get off work. As I came out the door he caught my attention. I was excited in a way because I didn't think he even thought of me. I knew he was Married But I was seriously attracked to him. He asked me if I wanted to take a ride, Because I knew his wife I was hesitent at first but I couldn't resist his sexy deep voice and his dark brown hair and dark brown eyes . I got into his vehicle and we drove off. Curious of where we were going I asked him, so what do you have planned ? He smiled and said he had something special in mind. I was in total awh . Shortly there after we pulled up to a car wash .The kind where you pull in and wash your car yourself. He looked at me and told me he had been dreaming of me . With total surprise, I said REALLY! He replied, YES REALLY! I then asked him what it was he had dreamed about. He replied you sucking my cock !! In my mind I was in total heaven. At that time he took my hand and placed it

Remembering Never
Remembering never Cold Shoulder On A Hot Summers Day Side by side can we see together if not forever. Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal but I hate hours compared to days. Without you time just flows slower because it is the issues that matter in the end. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Why does it hurt? Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? Because its the issues that matter most in the end to me. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal so why does it hurt? Why does it hurt? Thus far I have had the time of my lif

Signs Of Age
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER 1. Sag, you're it. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket. 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the Bald Guy. SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3 Getting a little action means you don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? If raising children was going to

With Me
i carry your heart with me by E. E. Cummings i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart)i am never without it(anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) i fear no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by E.E. Cummings

Cat Rules Of Hampering
If one of your humans is engaged in some close activity and the other is idle, stay with the busy one. This is called "helping", otherwise known as "hampering." Following are the rules for "hampering": 1. When supervising cooking, sit just behind the left heel of the cook. You cannot be seen and thereby stand a better chance of being stepped on and then picked up and comforted. It's even funnier when they try to avoid stepping on you and fall into a counter or table. 2. For book readers, get in close under the chin, between eyes and book, unless you can lie across the book itself. 3. For paperwork, lie on the work in the most appropriate manner so as to obscure as much of the work or at least the most important part. Pretend to doze, but every so often reach out and slap the pencil or pen. The worker may try to distract you; ignore it. Remember, the aim is to hamper work. 4. When a human is holding the newspaper in front of him/her, be sure to jump on the back of the pa

Part 4
His long hair teased my inner thights as the insensitive tongue fucking builds to a grind, he reaches his arms around my thights getting a good tight grip as my body starts to stiffen up. In sheer terror I have one of the best orgasms I have ever felt...my body was completely stiff. I couldn't move if I'd tried, I was powerless to what he was going to do to me next. He tucked pillows under my back and without warnning, fliped me over and my body assumed position, waitting, worried, and thrilled. My ass in the air with exposed pussy to be at your l disposal, you plowed into my pussy, and released the handcuffs and grapped my hair. Then you withdraw for my pussy and with a thrust that brought tears down my face you entered my asshole. I slumped forward in pain, he waited, then I lean backward for a more acceptable access. Now he's grinding me for behind and holding my hair in such a way I'm reminded of a man on a horse holding the mane. I'm too busy making the rhyme right, I reach

Just Wondering...
You know its wrong but you do it anyway..thinkin aint nothin gonna happen..its just a joke..your on a high from the adrenaline..your just about home..it'll be over in no time..then you look in your mirror and see the lights..that high just sunk to your gut..Was it worth it now?? ...JUST WONDERING...

The Hunt
Rest was needed last night as i went longer into the night to find that elusive Willing damsel....although she still has not been found I continue with my hunt. Thinking of what to do is not the issue of how to tie her, no the focus now must only be on the quest of finding her first then to act that is what is important now. The Hunt continues

Two Months Left
I decided I should write about my path to graduation. College graduation is in about two months and if all goes right I should be walking across that stage. What have I learned so far- after five years of college and possibly leaving with two degrees. I do not feel I am leaving with very many skills. Skills....I havelearned facts but skills? not really. I am unprepared. I am leaving and I am not sure what to do next. Post a resume on one of the career sites? Hm. It is going to be short since I have only have two jobs since turning 16-Which is good cause it shows I can stick with a job for a very long time (four years at one and then switched to the present job) but it is bad because I have not experienced many different skills. So I am going to have to find a job doing something completely different. So I looked at pharmaceutical sale. but they want experience. How am I am going to get experience if they all want experienced workers. Oh, another job I inquire about they said th

Contest Ends Friday March 16th 3 Pm (est)
Please stop by and help out all you can, contest ends tomorrow. Please rate both these pics if you havent, and comment bomb them both too. If you comment bomb during happy hour, it not only helps me out, it helps you out as well. :) I hope all my friends can pull together and rate each of these pics. I have close to 500 friends and I only have 25 rates and my friend only has 14. If you dont wanna comment bomb, please stop by (will take a minute of your time) and rate both of these pics. All you have to do is click on the pics below. Thank you so much!! Have a good day/night!! Take care, xoxoxox Jen Comment bombing is to where you leave a comment on a pic, over and over (some people didnt know what comment bombing was) :)

Give Head.
AP) -- Women who perform the act of fellatio on a regular basis, one to two times a week, may reduce their risk of breast cancer by up to 40 percent, a North Carolina State University study found. Doctors had never suspected a link between the act of fellatio and breast cancer, but new research being performed at North Carolina State University is starting to suggest that there could be an important link between the two. In a study of over 15,000 women suspected of having performed regular fellatio over the past ten years, the researchers found that those actually having performed the act regularly, one to two times a week, had a lower occurance of breast cancer than those who had not. There was no increased risk, however, for those who did not regularly perform. "I think it removes the last shade of doubt that fellatio is actually a healthy act," said Dr. B.J. Sooner of Johns Hopkins School of Medicine, who was not involved in the research. "I am surprised by these findings,

Moms
These words have special meaning to me! My Mom passed away this past Oct., 2006. My husband & I had the honor of caring for her in our home, when she became so she couldn't carry on her usual lifestyle. Since we cared for her, I felt it was my duty, (as her child) to plan for her HOMEGOING, so I made a rough draft of how I wanted her funeral program to be. This is just one of the pieces I included within her tribute: MOMS The young mother set her foot on the path of life, "is this the long way?" She asked. The guide said:"Yes! And the way is hard and you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children and gathered flowers for them along the way and bathed them in the clear streams and the sun shone on them and the young mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night ca

First Blog
sorry if punctuation and spelling sucks but i work 8 hours a day as a cnc machinist and 10 hours a day on racing and my kids. so first off thanks to jenn for bringing me to ct. hopefully i will make some new friends and maybe have a way for my sponsors and fans to get some appreciation and a way to know what im doing during the season. well i have to go i have engines to build

If I Don't Seen Chirper
PLEASE UNDERSTAND AS OF MAR 14TH WAS THE ANNIVERSARY OF MY SON TORREY , WHOM PASSED AWAY 10YRS AGO YESTERDAY OF PANCREASE CANCER AT THE AGE OF 24 YRS OLD . SO , YESTERDAY THROUGH TO MAR 20TH WILL BE ALILTTLE HARD , FOR ME , I'M SORRY , BUT , HE WAS MY SON , AND HE IS IN A BETTER PLACE . THIS YR AS BEEN HARDER THAN ALL . HAVE A GREAT DAY . I HAD WROTE THIS : MY GOD'S ANGEL'S WRAP THEIR WINGS AROUND THEM AND PROTECT THEM . BY: CHERIE 3/14/97 THANK YOU ALL , FOR YOUR TIME HUGGS .

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition
this band is fun :D flyleaf - Fully alive! i know i did a song by them a few days ago but this one has a video to so i figured i'd get this one in to! this is a great song so enjoy it :D Telling Layla's story spoken 'Bout how all her bones are broken Hammers fall on all the pieces Two months in the cover creases Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures All my complaints shrink to nothing I'm ashamed of all my somethings She's glad for one day of comfort Only because she has suffered Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures Fully alive More than most Ready to smile and love life Fully alive Now she knows how to believe in futures

This Will Shock You.....
Famous people with autistic traits Fictional, real, historical and contemporary celebrities Only a person's close friends or relatives, or doctors, are likely to be able to judge whether he or she can be diagnosed with autism or Asperger's syndrome (AS). But it is illuminating to learn of people with similar characteristics to ourselves, especially when those people are successful or well-known. For this reason, I have listed here some well-known people who have shown some autistic or AS traits. Some may have autism or AS, in their mild or severe forms. Others may be elsewhere on the autistic continuum. And others listed may just be unusual individuals. I hope you appreciate this page. If you think other famous people should be added, please e-mail me at richardg_uk@yahoo.com including a brief explanation of why you think they have autistic traits. Please send any comments or suggested links to the same address. Fictional characters Television characters * NEARLY NEW Al

Let Me Help You Feed Your Brain....
http://www.nationalautismassociation.org/ http://www.cureautismnow.org/ http://www.centerforautism.com/ http://www.autism.org/ http://www.autismweb.com/ http://www.autismspeaks.org/ http://www.autism-society.org/ http://www.autism-resources.com/

Autism Awareness
Autism strikes about 1 in every 166 children. As the mother of one of them, I feel it's important to draw attention to this nearly invisible disability. My son was once called "spoiled" during a meltdown in public, but rather than be angry at the person's rush to judgment, I would rather educate the many people who don't recognize autism when they see it. 1 in 166 means there are a lot of people coping with autism. If you're one of them, I hope you will find this site useful and will help educate others. If autism hasn't yet touched your life, it most likely will in some way--in fact, maybe it has already and you didn't even realize it. Maybe that quiet girl who wouldn't look you in the eye was more than simply shy; maybe that screaming boy wasn't really spoiled after all. Maybe it was autism. At the age of three, my son was diagnosed with autism. I was told that he would never do the things that a " typical child" can do. That was the wrong thing to tell me. I quit my job,

Pain
I tried to sleep and hoped I the pain would go away. Instead I rembered the last time i was hurt this bad. I have to admit the counsler raely got me to belive what cam out of her mouth. She told me that it was ok to trust someone.that is something i do not do. Untill i opened up to you. I know that your sorry and i know that you didnt mean to. I just wonder when I am going to be able to feel that peace again. I did nothing wrong this time and I have no b;lame. All i have is hurt something I never though I would get from you

Always Think Of The Team
At one point during a game, the coach called one of his 9-year-old baseball players aside and asked, "Do you understand what cooperation is? What a team is?" The little boy nodded in the affirmative. "Do you understand that what really matters is whether we win or lose we do it together as a team?" The little boy nodded yes. "So," the coach continued, "I'm sure you know, when an out is called, you shouldn't argue, curse, attack the umpire, or call him a pecker-head. Right? Again the little boy nodded. The coach continued, "And when I take you out of the game so another boy gets a chance to play, it's not good sportsmanship to call your coach 'a dumb asshole' is it?" Again the little boy nodded. "Good," said the coach. "Now go over there and explain all that to your grandmother".

Oh Dear Lord...save Me From The All Mighty Douche King...
so...there's this guy...who i guess was one of my friends on here...i dunno...i never talked to him. anyway...basically once a day he would attempt to talk to me in the shout box...but he didn't have a salute picture...and his photos seemed fake...so i didn't even bother... i just...pinpointed him as a faker from the get go. i guess i should have deleted him as well... anyway... i guess that after his 15th try or so to get me to talk to him, he decides to get angry...and get all stupid with me. it made me giggle. and i took screen shots of the messages he sent me...just so i could share them all with you. k...first: i responded with: okey dokey. no biggie. i don't know anything about you. which i thought was a decent enough response...i guess i was wrong...because this is what he sent next: i responded with: hahahahahahha you make me laugh. i think you are just mad because i never talked to you in the shout box. hello...you have 3 pictures...that probab

Cherry Tap!!!
To all my fellow Cherries... Please understand that it was not my intention to confuse or mislead any of you... now to quote my friend Billy... *smiles awkwardly* "If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumber'd here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend: if you pardon, we will mend: And, as I am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call; So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends." -William Shakespeare

Furb
(Bad words in this one) see i dont know why you cryn like a bitch talkn shit like a snitch whyd you write a song about me if you really didnt care you wouldnt want to share telln everybody just how you feel fuck what i did was your fault somehow fuck the presents, i threw all that shit out fuck all that cryin it didnt mean jack well guess what yo fuck you right back fuck what i did was your fault somehow fuck the presents i threw all that shit out fuck all that cryn it didnt mean jack well guess what yo fuck you right back you thaught you could really make me moan ive had better sex all alone i had to,turn to your friend now you want me to come back you must be smokin crack im goin elsewhere,and thats a fact all those nights i moaned real loud fuck i faked it..a ritual all those nights you thaught you broke my back well guess what Joe, your sex was wack all those nights i moaned real loud fuck i faked it...a ritual all those nights you thaught you br

The Value Of Time
Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400.00. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Draw out ALL OF IT, of course!!! Each of us has such a bank. Its' name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow." You must live in the present on todays's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today! To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade. To realize the value of ONE MONTH,

Each Dot Represents A Person Or Group
This represents individualism a social outlook that stresses human independence and the importance of individual self-reliance. But on the other hand it represents collectivism a social outlook, that stresses human interdependence and the importance of a collective, rather than the importance of separate individuals. Each dot represents a person or group of people or a country or a state or a county or a city. It is in your minds eye to decide. This is a social artistic piece. Does not society act on these principles. When things are good we all go out on our own and enjoy. When things are really bad enough we could all come together as a group to try and help resolve and or improve a situation ? Hence the Individual dots in constant change to the collective dots. Like the oceans tide in and out but always changing. Think of it ? Sincerely….Luv …Happiness…Good fortune…

Smile
how dumb the world may be... I DON'T NORMALLY DO LIST, BUT WHEN IN ROME................ On a Sears hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. (i gotta ask....who has tried?) On a bag of Fritos: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought wot????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (bukys this is aimed at u) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate o

Ohh Boy
well i spent my nice butt of a day in the hospital after work so YEAHHHHHHH im sicker than a who knows what but im sick and i hate it i want it to go away so badd and i still get and go work but does anyone else NOOOO there lazy people well i wish i could jsut sit around well see what happens when who loses their job and has NO ONE to fall back on NOW haahahahahahahahahahha anwyays whatta day week month year i have hadd uggghhh erghdjkghdjkgf thats what i think about all that jsut poo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adult Education (scene 3)
ADULT Education Scene 3 This week, I flirted quite a bit with Miss Kitty. I didn't let her know who I was, and I shared several stories with her. She especially seemed to like "The Money Lady", and so did I. At least, I should say that I enjoyed her offer to be strapped onto a saw horse and let me pleasure her thoroughly. She wanted me to share which male I was in the class. Though I knew that I would have to reveal myself some time... I was enjoying her disCUMfort. As time permitted, I worked on my seduction for this weeks assignment. Finally, the day had come. It was time to turn it in and risk my identity exposure. It would certainly be interesting... I pulled into the parking lot a few minutes early, hoping to drop my story off and watch the others arrive. I especially wanted to watch Clarrissa, since she had been my inspiration. Even now, I could see the contrast of her ebony skin agains her hot, wet, pink passion blossom. I wondered when... if... I would have the oppor

To My Online Friends!!!
On Line Friend I had some free time, so what did I do? I checked the computer to see if I'd heard from you! I used to walk out to a box to retrieve mail. But I'd rather get it instantly, than wait on the snail! Checking my e-mail is always fun! I usually get a joke or greeting from someone. I feel so blessed because on the other end, I know I've connected with a friend! When I've had a hard day and need to share, Here I can find a friend who will listen and care. And to this friend I hope I've let them know That I am always there for them also! Isn't it a strange kind of bond we form? It isn't exactly like the "norm"! But, where is it written, face to face we must be, For you to be a very good friend to me?? That little joke or note, or just a simple "Hi", Could be like a ray of sunshine from the sky! So my online pals, this is dedicated to you, For all the smiles you have made anew! May our friendshi

Just Thoughts
bare with me for this is my first attempt and usually my words dont come out as i would like them Some things I have been missing in my life; all the time we used to spend discussing todays events being there to listen to things that made you sad and the things that made you happy being there to help you with all the little things in life being there to help you find solutions to some of the things that once made you happy being there in your time of need and reminding you things will be alright offering a shoulder or hug to comfort you when things might not look so bright. But as I write this, I realize that this is not things I have been missing, but rather we have been missing in our lives.... if that makes sense at all. So somewhere along the line, things were taken for granted and things or obstacles were missed or pushed aside, not intenionally knowing. But now stepping back, I am able to see my error in stride. To whom it may concern, know this, you have made

A Far Away Promise
Even though you're far away, In my heart you'll always stay. I promise to return, Please don't cry. I know I'm far away, but in your heart I'll always stay Promise me you'll wait, I'll try not to cry. This isn't goodbye forever, Only for a little while. Please don't forget me, For when the time is right, I'll come back to be with you, And hold you close on lonely nights

Hehehe;-)
Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary. The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.'" "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, "Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last!!"

Single Again
I sit here this morning, and I find myself single once again. I broke up with my girlfriend last nite, have slept much since. What else was I to do. She stopped calling coming around. I try to call her but her phone is always busy, she said its her daughter online or on the phone. She was on myspace lastnite so I know thats not true. Oh well what are you going to do. Im alittle heart brokein. I really loved her. But when someone doesnt love you back, there no sense in going on with the realionship.

Let Him Be The Judge
Ephesians 4:32 "And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you." I read something that deeply touched my heart about a PGA golfer named DiVensenzo. As he was leaving a golf course with his winnings, a woman approached him and said, "I have a baby who is dying." Moved with compassion, he endorsed the check and gave it to her saying, "Take this, and try to buy some happiness for yourself and your child." A week later, he was in the clubhouse having lunch, and one of the PGA officials came up to him and said, "Did you know that the woman who approached you last week didn't have a baby dying of an incurable disease!" And DiVensenzo said, "There's no baby dying? That's the best news I've heard all week!" What an attitude! Do you ever feel like people are going to take advantage of you? Be thankful today that God keeps the score.

Read This Its Hot.
john deer sucks dick and your beaner ass sucks dick to u think ur cool in the us army. shouldnt you be in the mexican army u beaner fuck.no wait u dont even deserve that .ill tell u what immigrant hop across the border and bend and scoot start pickin strawberrys and work your way up to god damn bananas.u and ur whole family ill help smuggle them in.i would pay you .i payd ur relitives to clean up some shit u know wut they say u payd juan u payd em all peace the fuck out BEANER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is the girl. Give her a visit.http://www.myspace.com/shawnta123456

Priorities
What happened in Britain yesterday? - A small selection.. MPs voted to spend 20 billion quid on a new Trident nuclear missile system (with a further 50 billion committed to maintain and administer it). Negotiations to establish a new power-sharing executive in Northern Ireland and sustain the fragile peace reached a crucial stage. The police proposed setting up holding cells in department stores, because their cells are full to overflowing. The OECD condemned the British government for covering up illegal arms trading with Saudi Arabia. 7 British soldiers were acquitted by the courts martial of murdering an Iraqi prisoner in their custody, even though the presiding judge indicated that he considered them to be clearly guilty. The presenters of a popular children's tv program apologised on air for faking a phone call from a competition winner (prize - £250 worth of toys) when their phone lines crashed earlier this year. Which of these events do you think every maj

Thank You's Are In Store
Well hello there and Good Morning to you. I have a great start on the email “Kids say the Darnest things Bit” I was hoping for 30 entry’s by Monday and already have 10 good spots taken thanks you for your support. It’s not that I want to be famous or anything like that. It’s just I think an email of this sort should be sent out. Hell, if nothing else, you somewhat learn that other people have dreams, aspirations and similar tendencies to delved into the common thought, If I could go back in time, if I could be there and make a contribution. It’s mind boggling. So once again thank you for all of you that have contributed. Oh and a special thanks goes out to the Canadian Chickadee and she has a Birthday coming up, whooo hooo going to be sweet sixteen again… March 21 is the big day and you pass by me again so we are no longer 50 together.. rats… I love older women.. You can be sure the card will arrive in plenty of time. Oh the thanks… almost forgot. That video of Eric O’ Shea. I laughed

***godmother Bbg's Fan Train -- All Aboard!!!!!*** (part 2)
And here's the other half of the fan train.... Read Part 1 if you are lost...But the gist of the matter is.. Fan and rate all these people...Make new friends and enjoy yourself while getting tons of points. And thank you Godmother BBG!!!! ************************************************************** Babs. bluedevils maddness. Lil Bit. Sadie Grace. RyanB. mystic. lil freak. MADMIKE. ~charger fan~. BILLY JACK **2007**. If my lips were razorblades i'd kiss ur wrist. ~Lil' Miss St

Before I Go...
Would you go to my story on literotica.com and rate it for me? I hope you rate it with a FIVE. The rating for it as it stands right now is 4.76 and I would like to see it jump up into the to 100 stories on literotica.com by the time I come back from Oklahoma. Could you do that for me? Thank you so much ... here is the link to the story. http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=300719 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

***godmother Bbg's Fan Train -- All Aboard!!!!!*** (part 1)
Below is the Fan Train that Godmother BBG started..It now has over 200 riders on it. Fan and Rate away and they will return the favor. Who wouldn't want to get all those extra friends and points? I've met some really cool people doing this and YOU could too. Enjoy....And thanks again Godmother BBG!!! *************************************************** THIS IS THE FAN-RATE BULLETIN THAT I HAVE STARTED... IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ADDED TO THE BULLETIN... PLEASE CATCH A REPOST AND ADD YOURSELF OR PM AND I WILL ADD YOU =) THANKS SO MUCH **please pm bbg when you add yourself to make sure you stay on the original posts*** This is Godmother bbG's Fan Train... Here is how it works... Rate and Fan all riders please! When a rider fans and rates you, please do the same for them! rate and fan each person... that means you should receive as many rates and fans as you give muahz and slurpz and much mad love!!!! * bbG *. MarQ. (¯`•.© ĢļĂ ©.•´¯). Ben Dover.

What Tarot Card Am I
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

About To Fly Out
I am about to leave the house in the next 30 minutes and wanted to stop by and say so long for the weekend. I hope all of you have a fabulous weekend. I may have some pics of the wedding when I come back so be ready for them. Oh this is going to be fun watching others and trying to figure out their story and include them in upcoming stories while I am at the wedding. Oklahoma City here I come. 36d hugs to all... Ms. Cleavage

My Birthday Is Friday The 16th
And I like typing in all caps ^_^ Because as everyone knows: Capslock is cruise control for cool XD Blah, my birthday is definitely Friday(which is technically tomorrow) And it'd pretty much make me happy if I actually got things for my birthday, which may seem like a selfish thing to ask But I think it'd be nice if people bought me things, I've heard this birthday is kinda important XD I'm really incredibly RAWR And its frustrating Because there is no girlpart here P.S. I can think of no better present than if you'd be able to personally deliver me my pet duck

Just You Need To See Better So That You Can Know What Is This
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Mccaylahs Story On Abuse
AFTER CAREFULLY READING OVER MCCAYLAHS STORY ON ABUSE I HAVE DECIDED I WILL BE POSTING A NEW BLOG IT WILL BE 100 PERCENT REAL AND ALL VIDEOS MADE WILL BE OF ME AND MY FAMILY SO PLEASE BEFORE YOU KNOW THE HOLE STORY TRY NOT TO JUDGE ME OR MY FAMILY I THINK WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH AND MAYBE A REAL STORY WILL WAKE PEOPLE UP ABOUT ABUSE AND DOMESTIC VIOLENCE ON THIS VENTURE I WILL ALSO BE SENDING MY STORY TO MY PUBLISHER TO BE PUBLISHED I HAVE NOT DECIDED WHO I WILL DONATE THE PROCEEDS TO AS OF YET BUT I WILL LET YOU KNOW IF YOUR INTRESTED LIFE ISNT ALWAYS THE WAY IT SEEMS AND IVE COME TO REALIZE PEOPLE CONNECT BETTER WITH REAL STORIES THEN OF STORIES ABOUT PEOPLE THEY DONT KNOW THIS WILL ALSO STIR UP SOME EMOTIONS I HAVE HIDDEN DEEP INSIDE SO IF I SEEM SHORT OR DISTANT IM JUST LIVING MY LIFE OVER AGAIN http://cherrytap.com/blog/37044/266325 THIS BLOG IS SOLELY ABOUT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE AFTER CAREFULLY READING OVER MCCAYLAHS STORY ON ABUSE READ HER STORY HERE Memories O

Charm
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Charm Just when you thought It was all worked out When all the lessons were learnt Mistakes were all paid for Just when you thought That the time was right For your great love Someone arrived who stole All of your breath away And charm diffused his charm Upon your body Magic had put lightness Into your heart once again Just when you thought It was all worked out When all the lessons were learnt Mistakes were all paid for Just when you thought That the time was right For your great love Someone arrived who stole All of your breath away And charm diffused his charm Upon your body Magic had put lightness Into your heart once again A false love bred Which was always deceitful It's not the first time That lies were sworn as truth Time will heal all things Pain will fade away Someone arrived who stole All of your breath away And charm diffused his charm Upon your body Magic had pu

Little
When I was young my parents forget all about me and let me do anything I wanted to do. One day I worled to the middle of the street. Then I was taking to forest care and my grandparents, my grandmother and cousins (my parents) got me out and they all help take care of me. And then I went to live with my grandmother. I went though the abuse until I was nine when my grandparents and parents got me from my other grandmother. And I still love everyone for it. But my adopt parents and my grandparents are the ones that took care and loved me. So that is my parents. I love you guys with all my heart.

Family Please Read!
We just added 30 new photos to our private folder! They are very very hottt! Please go rate dn comment bomb them for us so we can level up and post more! This wil lbe the final update till we can level up and post more ! We are tired of deleteing photos to add new ones! lol! We have plenty of cherry bucks saved up so gifts and love will be spread plentyful to those who help us out! Thank you to all of our sexy cherries and we will return the favor! Remember, if you are in a cintest let us know so we can bomb you! Thanx again everyine for all the love adn support in advance!

Games People Play
no im not pitchin a fit or anything,lol. everyday i find people comming up with new games to run on other people and to play with good peoples feelings and emotions.sometimes i dont think they relize who they are playing these games on.i have a good friend on here,ct,that was very involved with a guy for months,he even told her he loved her.then she sent him thimgs and yes,money,becouse he wanted to see her and couldnt afford to.well,things went on for a few moere months till he sent her a letter.a very cruel letter.he said he had no use for a crippled ol bitch,his words not mine,and that he was going to use her money to go see another gal he met online in alberta.now she is in great despare and lonely as well as heart broken.she wont even get on her computer anymore and it was her only outside contact.the good news is when the guy got to alberta he met his dream girl and she robbed him and left him stranded.i guess what comes around goes around.well im always warning people about ne

Horrible Week
Its been a long week March 13 would of been my moms b-day she passed away in 97 anyway for those of you that know me I work nights anyway i came home and found our pet ferret spike not feeling very well I sat up and held him all night I wasnt sure if he would make it until morning well he did. I took him to the vet they worked on him all day but around 730 pm i got a call he went to sleep and didnt wake up. Its very sad he developed prostate disease and it hit him very quickly he was a sweety and my kids are so sad we are going to miss him but i guess he was a birthday gift for mom I know I sound corny but I am an animal lover we had spike 3years and i was extremely allergic to him but could not give him up i also have 4 dogs im allergic to. well thats enough for now rip my sweet baby spike

Left Him Forever
I left my exhuband after he hit me in the mouth, the ribs, and then thew me into the wall and then tried to choke me. That was the day I told him it was over between us for good and I never wanted to see him or speak to him again. The next day I got to move out, because the night before he hided my car's keys from me. What hurt me the most was to see he didn't love me. and he probably never love me. That is what hurts the most.

Darkside Contest Opens On 3/16
~~ Darkside Contest ~~ Contest to see who is the best from the darkside of life. If u want to enter send me your pic to my inbox! contest will start 3/16 thur 3/23 1st Darkside person is...... with 0 comments 2 prizes for the first 3 winners! You can comment bomb your own pic! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~Maria~*~ Owner of Angel Family Hangout~*~And ~*~Angel Family Founder ~*~@ CherryTAP

Best Girl In Choker Or Collar Contest!
I am having a contest for the best pic of a girl in choker necklaces or collars. The rules: The contest will start as soon as I get AT LEAST 5 participants. ~ The pics can either be SFW or NSFW. ~ The picture must be an actual picture of the particpant, no random pics from the web please. ~ The contest will run for 1 week (7 days) from that day. Once I get 5 participants I will send all of the participants a private message letting you know that the contest has begun. ~ The winner will be the pic with the most comments. ~ The winner will get a Diamond Ring. Please send me the link to the photo so that I may rip it to the contest Gallery. Thank you and GOOD LUCK! :) ~ Trav

Dungeon Of Malice
Get Code | Create Your Own! Get Code | Create Your Own! This family is for all metal lovers.. Black, German, Gothic, Death, Power, Norwiegan, Batcave, Trance, Heavy, Grindcore, Speed, Doom, Melodic, Thrash, Epic, and all others. If you are interested.. Hit me up!

Pet Contest Pets Need Comments!
~~ Pet Contest ~~ 1st Pet is...... with 119 comments 2nd Pet is...... with 35 comments 3rd Pet is...... with 0 comments 4th Pet is...... with 0 comments you can comment bomb your own pic! thanks Maria

Is This Really Over
Another dark stormy night I sit here and wonder, where are you tonight Are you there with the one you think you love Or are you dreaming of the one you hold above The love we share has lingered this long Why would you deny such a feeling you hold Is it right to be wrong, to love someone so strong Is it wrong to be right, when you feel love for two tonight The rain keeps falling, the thunder is distant My dreams will be of you and this feeling of closure For I need to know, is this really over

Update On Mccaylah & Funeral Arrangements
OMG This EVIL WOMANS FAMILY HAD THE NERVE TO CALL THE SCHOOL THAT IS RAISING MONEY FOR THIS CHILDS FUNERAL AND ASK COULD SOME OF THAT MONEY BE USED TO GET THIS B**** OUT OF JAIL TO PAY ON TOWARD HER BOND!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT NERVE AND THESE MONSTERS ARE BEING ALLOWED TO ATTEND HER FUNERAL AND ITS GONNA BE PRIVATE?? WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS SOCIETY? WHY SHOULD THEY BE ALLOWED TO EVEN ATTEND AND HAVE IT AS PRIVATE ON TOP OF THAT WITH ONLY THE TWO OF THEM ATTENDING THIS IS BULLSHIT THEY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO ATTEND OR HAVE ANY SAY SHES DEAD THEY KILLED HER KEEP THEM AWAY FROM HER LET THIS CHILD LEAVE HERE WITHOUT THEM MF'S LURKING OVER HER ....... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR THIS DAMN SYSTEM SUCKS Couple charged with murder Held in death of girl, 10 By Cassondra Kirby CENTRAL KENTUCKY BUREAU The father and stepmother of 10-year-old Michaela Watkins were charged yesterday with murder in her death, Winchester police said. Patrick and Joy Watkins of Winchester, who were initially charged with crimi

Miss Me?
I have been hard at work on BG's blanket. And for future reference, top stitching is time consuming. I only wish I could have gotten the alligators to come out right. But half an alligator just doesn't look good. Anyway, I will be back more as soon as this is finished. I just got the 30 blocks top stitched and ready to put together. I just need to sew them up and then top stitch the borders and get them on. I will put up a picture as soon as it's finished. Oh, and I found out one of my favorite celebs is preggo (I sure as hell didn't want to send one to Torrie Spelling. I can't stand her. She couldn't act her way out of a wet paper bag.) Here's hoping I can send her a blanket and start getting the stars hooked on them. Should start my business off right. Wish me luck!

Trust
The saying gose a lepord can never change its spots.What hurts the most is the fact that I was never givin a chance to show how much I have changed and grown, And to know that you dont trust me enough to find out. My heart hurts in a way that I can not describe. At this point all I can do is wonder Why. I need to know why you wouldnt tell me. You know the way I could behave and you know what I could do.I have worked so hard to remove that part of me. So why would you push me to that point. Or is it that you want to see me be that person again so you can walk away and Say "see I told you she was nuts." I have gone numb to my feelings. And I realy have no clue where my thought are on this.I just want you to rember that Its all about carma. For those that dont understand what comes around gose around and you will get yours.

News Of The Step....
son, step-son that is...lol. Well, my 20 year old step-son wrote us off a while back, stating it was my fault and some of the horrendous things he said to me and called me, were totally uncalled for. Short and sweet....he blamed me for his g/f to break up with him. How in the hell could that be possible when we lived 2 hours or so away from them and it was at least a month and a half between our last contact and her kicking him out..makes no sense. Anyway...I found out through my mother-in-law that he had gotten his current g/f pregnant. Needless to say I was ticked mainly because he played her like a fiddle and used her for sex, money, rides, place to stay, etc. and I was REALLY hoping she wouldn't be obsessed with him any longer and not even give him the time of day...I was wrong.....because she was the one that was prego. Well, I got ahold of her on MySpace and sent her a message just trying to find out how she's doing and when she's due and to see if I could get her address t

Things That Annoy Me
Have you ever had one of those days where things annoy you until you want to snap at someone? People lying, taking advantage of others. Having a closed mind and judging things they don't know. Blaming mood swing and the inablity to control your tongue on being bi-polor or uni-polor. Oh I was drunk I didn't know what I was doing. Why do people think because they are drunk, on drugs or bi/uni polor that they are unaccountable for thier actions? You do something suck it up and deal with the reprcussions. You want to go off on someone for something they did? Be straight up and do it one on one. I don't want to hear it or have it taken out on me. If I am pissed I do the adult thing and take it to that person not the whole world. Don't blame it on a medical reason, drunk or drugs that you can't help yourself. It doesn't fly with me and you lose any respect I had for you. Also people take responsability for the raising of your kids. I am so tired of people dropping kids

Look If I Do Not Remember..........
LOOK IF I DO NOT REMEMBER YOU DO NOT BE HURT...I MEAN DAM I'M NOT A COMPUTER WHO CAN REMEMBER EVERY LITTLE BIT OF INFO IT TAKES IN...BE NICE AND REMEMBER I HAVE ISSUE THAT EFFECT MY MEMORY...TAKE ME OFF YOU LIST IF IT BOTHERS YOU...THERE ARE HUNDREDS OF FOLKS ON HERE THAT WILL GLADLY CHAT WITH YOU...I DO HAVE A LIFE OFF HERE........WAIT DID I JUST SAY THAT...L.O.L...NEVER MIND PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME....GODS NOT FINISHED WITH ME YET....MUCH CHERRYCHERRY LOVE....TAMMY

How Do I Love Thee
How do I love thee, so far away? I love thee with a full heart, each and every day I awake, and see your smile, your eyes, in my minds eye. Each day without you is sweet torture, for to hold you is all that I want to do. Funny, how love has transcended mountains, miles and oceans. Funny how my love belongs to only you. Can I grow old with you; hold your hand as we Walk through the park? Can I just hold you, throughout the day, and well into the evening’s dark? What did you do that made my heart go so wild..? Oh nothing much, it’s just the way you looked when You just smiled.

"little Child, Meek And Mild"
"Little Child, Meek and Mild" She hides under her bed as she hears him call her name Saying that he will punish her and that she is to blame ~ "You know you mustn't do it don't get daddy mad You'll be sorry when I get you!" why must she be so bad? Too afraid to even move as tears sting her eyes Knowing that if he catches her she mustn't tell him lies ~ She has to say it was her fault it's what he wants to hear He'll teach her not to answer back inflicting her with fear. She hears his footsteps on the stairs and anger in his voice Knowing that he'll still find her she doesn't have a choice ~ Bracing herself for what's to come she dare not even breathe Fearing his horrible punishments and the scars that they leave. Shivering with fear she sees him walk into her room And crouch to where he sees her as she feels a sense of doom ~ He takes ahold of her arms and drags her along the floor Chastising her with angry kicks

Do You Know....?
Do You Know....? Do you know what it's like to live with fear? To be afraid every day of your life, and to know you can't escape from the the source of your fear? Do you know what it's like to struggle for acceptance, and find only criticism and condemnation instead? Do you know what it's like to wake in the morning and know that nothing you do today will be right? Do you know what it's like to wake in the morning and KNOW that today you will be hit. To know that if today is a "good" day, you'll only get a couple of slaps across the face, and if it's a bad day, you could find a hand around your neck, shutting off your windpipe until you pass out. Do you know what it's like to hear words such as "you're useless", "you're stupid", "no-one will ever love you", and to hear these words so often you believe them? Do you know what it's like to feel as if every breath you draw is a waste of oxygen. To feel as if suicide is the only option, but be too afra

Biography
From Christina Aguilera website. One of the most accomplished performers of the last decade, Christina Aguilera has sold well over 25 million albums worldwide and cultivated a fan base that crosses generational, racial and gender lines. Now, segueing from the audacious sexuality of her second studio album, Stripped, the chameleon-like performer pays tribute to the music that has inspired her with the August 15th release of Back To Basics (RCA Records). A modern take on vintage jazz, soul and blues from the 1920s, ‘30s, ‘40s and beyond, her third studio album is wildly inventive, whose throwback style creates a sound that’s gritty and raw. The album reunites her with producer Linda Perry and offers new collaborations with producers such as DJ Premier. The upbeat first single, “Ain’t No Other Man,” will be world-premiered on the MTV Movie Awards on June 8 prior to its debut on June 12. “This is a concept album that follows a bold vision,” explains Aguilera. “The touchstone

Christina Aguilera Is Not Pregnant !
Star dismisses rumours she has a bun in the oven. Christina Aguilera is having oodles of fun dispelling rumours she's up the duff. The singer, 26, downed heroic amounts of bubbly recently at an after-party for her gig at LA's Hyde Lounge. She explained the purpose of her booze bender - to prove she's not carrying husband Jordan Bratman's baby. 'When I say I'm pregnant, people don't believe me,' she insists, according to the Daily Star. 'The only way to shut people up is to drink lots of alcohol in public. When I show them my flat tummy, they don't believe me.'

"the Silent Child"
"The Silent Child" She sits alone in her room and wipes away her tears Hiding beneath the covers so no one else hears ~ She wraps them tight around her to shut out all her pain Praying if there is a God to make her safe again. She snuggles deep into her bed holding the covers tight Cuddling her little teddy bear she leaves on the light ~ She waits for the assurance that all has gone to bed Then settles into slumber so she can dream instead. She wakes at the sound of footsteps walking down the hall Then he stops outside her room and opens up the door ~ She shivers with her childlike fear as she starts to cry Knowing what he has come here for though she doesn't know why. He tells her she is special that she's his little girl As he pulls back the covers into her silent world ~ He says that it's their secret the special game they play For no one else would understand; they'd just take him away. She lay there in her s

Rainbow
Rainbows created my imagination As it arched across the sky On one end there sat you At the other end, there sat I Imagining I could slide across Over the rainbow to the end There would be my pot of gold The sweet love of my dear friend The rainbow is a connection Like a bridge from me to you It appears joined by sunlight Then the grey skies turn to blue Arriving after the rainstorms It became so evident to me Thoughts of love follow rainbows They arched right across the sea A colorful arching rainbow It has no gate, it has no door It reaches from friend to friend It arches from shore to shore

A Type Of Burn Victim
Set fire at both ends hell begin anywhere, burn yourself alive you know the end result anyway consumption, Burn let the world end, all fronts, even while passing victories, fell like a sense of loss. small holding actions, stop it stop this make this world work make yourself believe it have something for yourself, leave something for yourself after this conflagration. this benefit of burning, fires go out.

Nsfw Pics
THIS GUY JUST got 25 of my pictures as nsfw!! 25 of them!! he blocked me first but he must b stupid cux it showed him as THE ONLY recent vieweer of those pics too ALL my albums r locked now because of em go get him downrate him comment nasty and block his ass HE WAS SUPPOSEDLY A FRIEND TOO!!!!!! :"( smalfry@ CherryTAP Y do Mfer's do this this is totally wrong when a friend does this ?????

Celtx
I stumbled across a great site the other day, its open source and its free. Its a site for writers and scriptwriters to collaborate on projects, you can set up storyboards, scripts, screenplays develop the characters etc its fab. I have been looking for someting like this for ages. Celtx

Day 4
Well this is the start of Day 4 without a fag. Hmmm how do I feel? I am not quite sure, me concentration has gone out the window a bit more than it normally was. I am starting to feel the benefits of being able to breathe properly which is probably a good thing. Still feel wiped out and tired but that may have something to do with me attacking the house with a hoover on Sunday for the first time in many moons. I have been getting emails off the no smoking woman in work and did partner up with another guy who was quitting but he has been off all week and apparently folded on the first day. I do have Ruth and Patricia on me case every day asking about how I am doing, which is good at least they are taking an interest. I have the patches so at least I am not entirely nicotine free. But the hardest thing of all is because I am that used to rolling my own I kind of miss that, I did consider just rolling them for the other half but that would be too tempting and because he is still sm

Because It's A Silly Pun
and not because of any knowledge of the person involved that would lead to malice or any other reaction - I don't know this person- anyhow, I was thinking this: that xilense has good reasons for holding onto his name:his rivals, otherwise, will be united in their pursuit of ex-xilense. (Ok, now I go'bed.)

Goodbye My Princess
Every direction feels like west for I lost my sun today my heart is broken you are gone never a chance to talk again I'm sorry my friend for all those lost years the hurt and anger we had toward each other but through it all I want you to know I never stopped loving you thankfully we had our chance to resolve our conflicts and forgive each other So sweet princess go to your reward knowing that you still have a big place in my heart and will forever you were my first you were my best you were my friend you were my lover you were my world for a short time but you left your mark on me forever so sleep we sweet princess and not need to worry about us for we all know that we will be together again someday in Heaven and we can live it up again Sleep well sweet princess you will never be forgotten sleep well sweet princess you will be missed sleep well sweet princess our tears are tears of remembrance tears of loss, and tears of sorrow yet as t

The One Who Broke My Heart
The one who broke my heart I'll never forget the person, who made my body weak Who always thought he was right, and never let me speak I'll never forget the father, who hid me away out of sight, And I'll never forget how he scared me, how he gave me such a fright I'll never forget the insults and the names And how he always looked so deeply ashamed I'll always remember the heartache every time he spoke And how hurting me so badly, to him was just a joke I'll never forget the loneliness or how he made me feel How hard I tried to show him, that I had feelings, I was real I never was his daughter, I never was his pride I was nothing special, so I was told to hide While the other was shown all the love, lived off all the cheers I was in the background, staring into a dark world close to tears The world I lived in had no light, never had a thing to show But now I've learned that I must move on, it's time for me to go

The Cowgirls And Cowboys Of Ct Official Cherry Tap Licences
ANYONE WISHING FOR AN OFFICAL C N C OF CT CHERRY TAP GROUP MEMBER LICENCES FEEL FREE TO DROP ME A LINE I WOULD BE HAPPY TO DO ANY MEMBER A TAG WHO WISHES TO HAVE A C N C CHERRY TAP LICENCES JUST GIVE THE COWGIRL A YELL! I HAVE POSTED MINE IN MY DEFAULT FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO SEE WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE.

To My Friend;s Fan;s ,family
One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken . and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! ¸....¸ __/ /____ ,·´º

Living A Balanced Life
To combat modern day stresses, you need to realize that things are going to go the way they are going to go, so you may as well just relax. The most important thing you can do for yourself is to practice extreme self-care which means putting your own needs first. You must take care of yourself first or you will be no good to anyone else. Self care is simply loving and honoring yourself. Loving yourself is giving to yourself. Giving to yourself allows you to share with others more fully. Being more fully present means you naturally develop less of an attachment to what goes on around you, and can instead be more relaxed and at peace. Releasing the need to control yourself, other people, and or situations, will greatly reduce the amount of stress you experience in your life. Also helpful is relaxing, refreshing, and rejuvenating your body, mind and spirit. Your body is your temple, and can easily get run down by stress, strain, and struggle. Take care of it with regular relax

Just A Stupid Survey With Stupid Answers
1. Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? Well, I a not sure when I ate the cocoons exactly, but I am guessing a a few days after that 2. What was your last alcoholic beverage? I believe he said his name was Phillip, he was pretty toxic too I tell ya 3. Who is/are the friend/s you can count on the most? Well, Judy right now I guess . . . She not only has all her fingers and toes but she has the spawns in her as well with fingers and toes 4. Where was your first kiss with your current significant other? Exactly who is this significant other of which you speak? 5. Favorite Band? Hmmmm, I’ve heard some freaky ass stories about Band Camp so I am going with any that I find there 6. What is something you've learned about yourself recently? Contrary to popular belief I am in fact a human being 7. Do you like anyone? Nope I am an equal opportunity hater - hate ya all the same 8. Do you know anyone who is engaged? I am currently engaged in typing answers to

Check This Up And Coming Band Out!
Hey Everyone, My friend introduced me to a couple of songs from this group "Nick Black" I must say they are very good. I'd like my friends to take a peek into this new group and listen to their music. I think you'll see that they have a great future ahead of them. Join the fan club and buy their 1st cd "Hollow" Just click on the links below and take a peek. let me know what you think.. Thanks Sir Dave Nick Black Jaedis Clay Robin http://www.myspace.com/nickblackscastle http://www.myspace.com/nickblackband "Nick Black: Hollow" is a story of tragedy and a quest for solace. Nick Black, the King of Hearts, may cease to BE... he may vanish altogether if he cannot find the meaning to his own existence... and so here the journey begins. The self exiled King of Hearts is the last standing King in a dying land. His is a story of tragic loss and a quest to find redemption. Betrayed by those around him and trapped in a reversed and nega

When Ice Fishing
Well I was sitting here watching popeye the sailor man with my son after work, when I started to drift off in old memories from about a year ago. That's when it hits me, MY DOG.... she's such a B**ch, only because she really is!!! But besides the point, My husband and I took her ice fishing a year ago and about that time she was only 4mos old, and in alaska that time of the year she required some clothing for dogs being how she was a wee thing, because she resembles what some would call the bastard child of benji, if he had puppies with some poodle or something to that effect in the sense of takin' one for the team. ANYHOW, the point I am trying to achieve here is that while out on the lake, we use small shrimp for bait, and some very small hooks as well. Being a puppy and since the mind set for a puppy is usually the same as toddler being everything needs to go into the mouth, at that point we turned our heads to check the status of our beer, and DAMN, she was trying to take

Why I Hate People...sometimes.
random message sent to my shout box: alone_x_ha...: can i lick your pussy clean my response in my head: oh yes! please do so! i'm so glad you mentioned that...because it's been on my mind all day! you are such a mind reader. also...please die...soon. *sigh* it's almost as bad as the photo comments that sugar gets... i mean...are there actually women out there who view that pick-up line as acceptable? i would really like to know. i just saw a blast of a woman who probably views that as acceptable hahahaha oh the humanity. i make myself laugh a lot...just so you all know. usually when i leave comments for people...i'm cracking up at how witty and humorous i am. i'm basically 100% fantastic. and believe it or not, i didn't win a cherry tap contest to convince me of such a thing. you ARE allowed to form opinions of people without having them win cherry tap contests. i realize that you are as shocked as i am right now. also...click this sheep to rate and vote for me i

To Many Miles
The miles that seperate the two dreams of happiness seem to be the longest ones to travel. A urge to just pull over because it seems it is to much to overtake that black tar and gravel. So many tears and so much pain could be the fuel that will power you down that long road. The questions of doubt and feeling you finally found your one, is what your heart will hold. Constant phone calls to the other dream to make sure the plain is not one to be abondoned. An embrace that will forever feel right no matter how old is what you are demanding. As anticipation will grow each mile that you drive, doubts will surely fade in that time. "Will I be loved or just made a fool," will be the final doubt that could make you turn around on a dime. With the conclusion that your heart has steered you to the right choice and the right direction. You push forth to finally make sure that this dream will be the forever love connection. With his arms around you hold on for all your worth a

Too Obsessive
You know, I dont mind that my cousin rides my dirtbike and stuff, but it's getting a little obsessive and extream now I think. She is very dependant on when she can ride it. I'm not surfing for sponsors all the time. If I great a sponsor, great. If not, I understand. ...But the point is... I need ALL the time on my bike I can get right now because I AM going to compete next season and all that time and practice will add up for me. She is going after sponsors when she has no bike, yet she'll use mine to get them. ...That wont fly for long. Arrgh.

Aww
i joined a best morph pic contest on W V rebel cowboy please read profile page and I got 5 rates and two comments without asking so ty you all i am not going to ask my friends to comment bomb me i want people to rate me and stuff because they want to . Can't wait to see the results

Education? Not Really... Wtf!?
My son attends an elementary school in Las Vegas, NV while I live in Oklahoma. The school teaches that mediocrity is ok! They are telling these impressionable kids they don’t need to be the best at anything to succeed in life. I feel they are giving up on my son before he even has a chance to excel at anything. My son is very smart and analytical about everything; when he asks why I can see the knowledge flowing and being actively processed when I answer and look in his eyes. I asked him what he wanted to be when he grew up and he said, “I want to work at McDonalds.” I was flabbergasted and instantly enraged. When I asked him why, he said his teacher said it was a worthwhile career goal; a “CAREER GOAL!” I then asked him why he didn’t want to be an architect, lawyer, doctor, astronaut, or engineer. He told me he didn’t know he could do that. Christ, where do these so called teachers get off!? They don’t make the sky the limit, just the deep fryer. Even when I was in sch

Turkey Scaloppine Limone
Turkey Scaloppine Limone Thin turkey cutlets in a quick and tangy lemon sauce are a treat for the whole family. Steamed rice or mashed potatoes are perfect for soaking up the sauce. You won't want to waste a drop. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 8 Ingredients: Turkey * 2 pounds turkey cutlets * 1/2 cup unbleached white flour * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 2 tablespoons margarine * Salt and freshly ground pepper Sauce * 2 tablespoons margarine * 1/4 cup fresh lemon juice (about 1 lemon) * 1 tablespoon unbleached white flour * 1/3 cup chopped parsley * 1 pound mushrooms, sliced * 2 lemons, thinly sliced Directions: Place cutlets between 2 pieces of wax paper and pound with meat mallet or rolling pin until thin. Place flour on a plate. Dip each cutlet in flour, coating it on both sides, and place on a large plate. When the plate is completely covered with 1 layer of cutlets, cover them with a sheet of

Trust
trust is a two way street you cant assume the other way. trust is having faith in the half if you have to check up on someone that you love or like there is no trust there trust is letting the other party go do what he or she wants to a certain extreme if you cant trust them then you shouldnt be together cause it wont work in a relationship you got to have trust to make it work

Numb
Drifting in the feilds of green grasses of 3 feet in its glorious height. Passing along the ground as if it were water. Never lying down for a moment to recouperate from the blow. Bloodied and battered. Never loosing the smile on her face. Wind blowing through her hair and taking away the conjunction that lingers in scent. Not a distraction in sight to keep her from moving...Nothing to tell her to stop and wait. If she were to keep walking and proceeding forward she make eventually fall and not be able to get up. Disguised as just a blade of grass....She could keep going as long as no one noticed. Wouldnt matter who yelled or who pleeded for her attention. Its very unlikely anyone would bother in any case. If they did.......it could only be one. Not gonna happen she has told herself. The sky pale blue....heat baring down on her shoulders. Not as if she really needed the weight there...but it came regardless. Walkin away would remain a run through that was never in a motion of her m

The Long Scientific Personality Test
My score on The LONG Scientific Personality Test: ISFJ-The Protector(You scored 18% I to E, 52% N to S, 33% F to T, and 47% J to P!)The protector type is called such because you feel your life is best used to protect those you love from the pitfalls of life, to see to their safety and security. You belong to the larger group called guardians. You find great satisfaction in assisting the downtrodden. You are not talkative with strangers, but you can chat tirelessly with those you trust. You have a good solid work ethic. You are thorough and very likely frugal. You do not like to be in a place of authority, and will delegate poorly if forced into a lead position. You share your type with 10% of the population. As a romantic partner, you are generous and gentle. Occasionally you may be taken for granted because of this fact. You are tireless in providing acts of service for your loved ones. You run the risk of always being exhausted because you won't say no to your partner. You

Pissed Off
Whichever one of you stupid ass horny fucks reported my main photo as NSFW can bite my ass!!!! I Have seen far worse on here and there was nothing there but some harmless cleavage. I would like to thank you personally you chicken shit little jackass!!!!!!

News
I'll be off CT for an unknown amount of time. I need to get my shit together. I have a limited timeframe and much to do. If I don't make it back in a week or so, then I probably won't be back for some time. to my family, The Ded, I will miss all of you. Mike

Learning
i am learning that the giving of ones self is something very special. i am curious and a sponge for information. i want to know how to give myself fully to Him. to give Him and myself that gift is something that shall not be entered lightly but with full passion, knowledge and submission to the life.

If A Man Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you (Damn right!). A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

The Truth In My Eyes (too Late To Save Me)
you say you know what I went thru you say you felt the same way you say your sorry you put me thought it all... but you weren’t the one that was bleeding laying silently on the floor crying for the pain to end but pain only came more you weren’t the one that sat crying on a back porch step unknown you weren’t the one left out in the rain, when nobody’s ever home I waited for years and years more mom for you to see what was happening to me but even now you don’t see the full truth that I've blocked so far from my memory I’m begging you Don’t leave me here crying just yet but you jut left again you say all the pain will be over soon but you listen to much to the lies you don’t realize I'm dying inside you say you felt the same pain but you didn’t even feel half Don’t you know what I went thru? All those years I faked a laugh don’t you see what I did to myself? dying on the cold floor bleeding behind the house the knife in my dresser and one under

Children Eyes:
what kind of world is it my friend that little children see? Do they see strength in caring eyes who watch them as they play? or maybe love though gentle hands that guide them on their way? Do you think they dream of future times when they would be just enjoy their present life while with their friends they see. Do they see the acts of kindness done for people who are poor? And when the day is over as they close their eyes to sleep Do they look forward to tomorrow? If this is what the children see. then it should be no surprise. The world would be a better place. if we all had children eyes. Copyright 2006

Knowing Something Stronger Is There... Just Under The Surface
I have alot to be thankful for ... ~KUTIE~ is one of those things. I will cherish the friendship I still have with this wonderful woman. I have been given an opportunity to learn more about the person I am. I will take away from it the experiences and good times. There was no real bad times and I am happy to have been there through it all. I will not forget or neglect this person because of what we have been through, we can share in this endeavour. Moving on is difficult to say the least but I have to be the strong person I have always been.

It's Hump Day.............
OKAY, TODAY WAS A LONG DAY, BUT, I DID GET A COUPLE OF REALLY GOOD LAUGHS. OKAY SO MY CO-WORKER AND FRIEND WAS BEING FUNNY TODAY. SHE WAS RANTING AND RAVING (VENTING WE CALL IT) ABOUT HER HUSBAND AND STUFF. AND THEN SHE WENT TO HER OFFICE. SO ME KIDDING AROUND (WHEN SHE CAME OUT TO TALK TO THE BOSS) TOLD HER TO GO BACK TO HER OFFICE AND LEAVE THE BOSS ALONE. OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT. CAN'T REMEMBER TOO CLEARLY. I'M KINDA TIRED BY NOW. IT'S NI NI TIME!!!! SO WHAT DOES SHE DO!!!!! SHE SAYS T YOU BE QUIET OKAY. I WAS LIKE HELL NO SHE DIDN'T!!!! AND I STARTED LAUGHING!!! I WAS LIKE NO U DIDN'T SHUT ME UP!!! SHE'S LIKE NO, I DIDN'T, I SAID PLEASE BE QUIET. THERE'S A DIFFERENCE. WHATEVER!!! THERE IS SO NOT A DIFFERENCE!!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!! SO SHE WAS TALKING TO THE BOSS AND THEN I MADE SOME COMMENT OR OTHER AND DOESN'T SHE SAY T YOU KNOW WHAT I TELL MY KIDS? I'M LIKE WHAT AND SHE SAYS I TELL THEM "OKAY IT'S QUIET TIME NOW OKAY?" OH HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DIDN'T GO THER

...a Lot Has Happened...
wow...i guess this is my first blog after havin cherrytap for so long...i hate making blogs... but anyways. okay, i've been hurt so much lately, oh well. i am still in love with my ex...dunno what to do, but oh well, i'll be fine. i totally love my best friend of 9 years...as of his birthday, i've known him 9 years. he's like, totally awesome as a friend, and i hope he'll stay that way with me. i love him as just a best friend, but i want the best for him. i want him happy. he needs happiness. i'll never have happiness, not for a very long time. my other best friend...i have feelings for him soooo bad, but he's got a g/f livin with him and he's over 100 miles from me, haha. wow, i'm actually telling a little about myself...creepy!! sorry, i'll stop...ranting. life goes on. love this one quote though, "Mess with the best, Die like the rest" dunno why, but i love it. i'm weird, i know! gamer time!! --LadyDaffney

Figuring Out What To Keep Or Store Or Get Rid Of
Funny how when you move .. the little things you dont often use are found... the things you thought you had lost... the things you ask .. where the heck did that come from? Going through them now as I unpack and try to arrange things in my new place... Attempting to find everything a new home... or a more functional space.... This is almost becoming fun ... oh wait .. nope it just means another trip to the storage facility

The Way I Feel About My Man
In loving you I have experienced The happiness and the hurt The feeling of you forever The need to be with you The need to love you forever Its all here inside of me Its you I always thinking about (24-7) Its you I always miss everyday And it will always be you I miss Cause you are the one I love To me love means forever (ever) No one will ever take your place(No One) Or know me like you did You know what im doing You know what im thinking about you know what I’m feeling deep down I will never love anyone like The way I LOVE YOU (4-LIFE) Copyright 2006

My Job Now Becomes Deadly
Report: Four Dead In Greenwich Village Shootout March 14, 2007 Four people, including two NYPD auxiliary police officers, were killed Wednesday in a late-night shootout near the campus of New York University, according to reports. The NYPD, however, says only that two officers were wounded in the shooting. Witnesses describe a chaotic scene in which people shouted and ran for cover during a barrage of 15-20 bullets outside a popular stretch of restaurants along Bleecker Street. Reports say the incident began when an unidentified man shot and killed a man in a Greenwich Village restaurant, then was confronted by two auxiliary officers nearby. The suspect reportedly shot and killed the two officers before he himself was shot and killed by another NYPD officer who was responding to the incident. Police closed off several blocks around the area as patrons streamed into the streets following the shootings. The Auxiliary Police Program is a volunteer program ma

Gabriel (if Only You Could See This Now)
I'm sorry my love I didn't mean for it to end again I know you love me And I feel the same way But I just can't trust I see the pain in your eyes I know you want the truth But why I can't trust, my lips will never repeat you just must beilive me ...come back to me... I'm sorry it ended In this I write Perhaps I could end all my pain At the blade of the knife.... Gabriel, I love you Don't tell me this is good-bye

Why Do Good Guys Finish Last?
Im often confused by the way things end up happening in life. Everyday to the day you die you are always keeping an eye out for that "Special Someone" and then you finally find them or so you think. Things start off great and you are like a kid in the candy store. Your eyes light up like the Fourth of July and you are stupidly silly. You go day by day carefree like you are invincible and then you get broad sided by the realization that you been living a one-sided relationship and before you know it you are alone and feeling down. You go through all the classic stages of stress with an extra emphasis on the anger stage. You vow never to love that way again and build a defense wall that serves as a reason to avoid then embrace you. Everytime, more and more of you is lost until you finally find someone "good" that looks past all that, defies the odds, and rescues you from the emotion hell that was bestowed upon you. You are happy! You found the true love of your life and living the dream

Redneck Name
My Secrets SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comWhat's in your wallet?nothingWhat's under your bed?gunsWhat's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?Christmas angelWhat's in your underware drawer?socksWhat's in the trunk of your car?recyclablesWhat's in your desk or locker?

Proceed With Caution...i'm Not Myself Tonight
So...I don't have anyone to vent to right now...I apologize in advance to anyone viewing this blog because I'm about to be a complete cunt. Flee now if you must. This week has been complete horse shit. I've been a complete bitch to people I shouldn't have been a bitch to, I've been taking things for granted, and I've been doing way too much whining. I've noticed lately that people seem to take hiatuses from me, and I look back to wonder why and, well...it's my own damn fault, really. How do you fix a character flaw?? It seems difficult to completely change who you are. And I know in the back of my head that being this way isn't good for me, but how I go about changing that, I have no idea. I've been thinking a lot about how I used to be and why I was so happy before. I've been thinking about how everything has changed and how I have changed...what's good, what's bad, and what could use a little tweaking. I speak before I think, for the most part. And usually, that can b

Waiting Sucks
I need to start saving my money for a KX85. I wish I knew someone who had a used one for sale and would let me make payments, but I know I'm just dreaming. I just hate that I cant go out and buy my motox bike yet. It sucks.

Secrets
My Secrets SurveyTake This Survey at Quizopolis.comWhat's in your wallet?nothingWhat's under your bed?gunsWhat's on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet?Christmas angelWhat's in your underware drawer?socksWhat's in the trunk of your car?recyclablesWhat's in your desk or locker?pictures

Baby Madison Lynn Is Here!!!!
WELCOME LITTLE MADISON LYNN I AM VERY PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY NIECE, MADISON LYNN, HAS BEEN BORN. SHE CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON THURSDAY, MARCH THE 8TH. SHE WEIGHS 4.5 LBS AND HAS TO BE IN AN INCUBATOR BUT SHE IS WELL AND HEALTHY. THIS IS MADISON. ISN'T SHE A DOLL? AT THIS TIME I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL WHO HAVE HAD HER IN THEIR PRAYERS. GOD HEARD YOU AND NOW MY LITTLE MIRACLE NIECE IS HERE. THANKS AGAIN FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS. YOU GUYS ROCK!!! THE PROUD AUNTIE ~~~ SUSIE Q A.K.A. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE

I Need Help And Not Ashamed 2 Ask 4 It.
My msgr n yahoo is clove92134 I want 2 do more n CT, but having a hard time navigating...who wants 2 b my personal tutor?? Dinner will b ur reward, if n Jacksonville, Florida. Holla at ya Boy!!!!

Is Finally Over!!!!
Most of you on here don't know, but this is exactly why my daughter is my hero. (I just copied and pasted from myspace so go with it LOL I didn't know about CT then!) Just a brief explanation before you read the novel below. I met a guy online that I talked to for over a year before he moved down from Wyoming to be with me and my daughter because we were so 'in love'. He was here for about 6 months before we got engaged. He went to school to become a truck driver and that's when things went to hell. He fucked up his knee and had surgery. About a month after that I realized I couldn't stand him and kicked him out. Labor Day of 2005 my daughter told my mom and I that he had molested her on 3 different occasions. The one date she could remember was Christmas Eve. What a sick fuck. October 1, 2005 - The person that hurt my daughter in a very unforgettable, unforgivable way was arrested yesterday. Hopefully the justice system will do it's job and he'll pay for what he did. Not to

Waiting My Husband To Get Home From Dploymentl
he has been going since novermber 27th of last year and i miss him alot and love him alot. i'm keeping busy at home well his has been gone. he come home in two months and can't wait till then. he come home to a 3 girls that miss him dearly and the two other girls are cats.

What I'm Feeling...
I am unsure about some things right now. Life in general has been somewhat good but I am still just hanging in there. I still have my girl. I just am worried about my health and my job prospects...Whether my girl is just busy or has fallen asleep, i have one thing to say to her...I still love you.

~are You Searching For An Angel~
~Are you searching for an angel We'll I'm the one for you With shiny brand new halo I'll tell you what to do Before you go to sleep at night Look up in the sky You'll see a special twinkling light A message from on high You need me to be next to you No problem I can fly My wings are pretty new at this But I'll give it my best try If I need a little rest I'll nap upon a cloud You'll be my very best of friends Believe me you'll be proud I have to get these wings to work I'm new at this you know But if you give me just a chance My halo sure will glow So here I come I'm landing Wherever you might be Opps excuse me if we bump You'll know for sure it's me Forever I will be your friend My love comes naturally.~

Lady Land
I KNOW A HEART IN LADY-LAND SO INNOCENT AND BRIGHT; I KNOW A DEAR AND DAINTY HAND SO WARM, AND WEE, AND WHITE, AND LIGHTLY TO THE WINDS I'D CAST ALL ELSE THE WORLD DOTH HOLD, IF I COULD BIND THEM CLOSE AND FAST WITHIN A HOOP OF GOLD.

Whats Up
Hello today was a good day for me not to much has happend i just started working over a week and a half ago at wal-marts and everything is going really good there and i like it everyone there is nice and sweet. Just cant wait till june the 15th get to go see HANK WILLAM JR AND LYNARD SKYNARD its going to be a lot of fun well that all i can think of and tomorrow im going to go see my daughter ANGELINA who i love verry much.

Life Is A Journey
Life Is A Journey Life is a journey through many terrain From gardens of pleasure to deserts of pain From an ocean of love to a jungle of hate From mountains of glory to canyons of fate There's a highway for joy and a highway for sorrow A road for today and a road for tomorrow So choose your path wisely and walk with care If you follow your heart, you'll find your way there I've been to the garden and planted seeds there I've been to the desert and felt the despair I've swam in the ocean and drank of it's wine I climbed up the mountain to touch the sky I went to the canyon and started to cry I've traveled both highways, Both today and tomorrow I've basked in the joy and wallowed in sorrow My path has been chosen and I've walked it with care I followed my heart and I'm on my way there So I'll just keep walking till I find what I'm after To mountains and oceans and Gardens of laughter.

Gun History
Some of you don't own guns! What are you waiting for? Go buy one! Gun History Whether you agree or not, it's an interesting lesson in history. Something to think about... In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and extermin

You Never Know
You Never Know A kind word may help someone’s day glow, and the simple fact is that you may never know. A gentle smile may light up someone’s life; it may ease their burden and relieve their strife. A word of encouragement may help them to bear, burdens and sorrows of which you aren’t aware. A perky “hello” and “how do you do” may change their perspective and brighten their view. We never know how the Lord uses a loving act, but it may give someone the hope they lack. It may be the added strength they need for today, to face the difficult trials that come their way. It may be the joy they’d otherwise not know, the love God is sending and wants you to show. Take a moment to share what God has given to you, whether it’s simply a kind word or a positive view. Take a second in your day to lift another’s spirit, its God’s saving grace and they need to hear it! You may never know the effect you have on another, b

One For The Guys
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

>no Speakah De English
>NO SPEAKAH DE ENGLISH > >A bus stops and 2 men get on. They sit down and engage in an animated >conversation. >The lady sitting next to them ignores them at first, but her attention >is >galvanized when she hears one of them say the following: > >"Emma come first. >Den I come. >Den two asses come together. >I come once-a-more! >Two asses, they come together again. >I come again and pee twice. >Then I come one lasta time." > >The lady can't take this any more, "You foul-mouthed sex obsessed pig," >she >retorted indignantly. "In this country, we don't speak aloud in public >places about our sex lives. > >"Hey, coola down lady," said the man. "Who talkin'abouta sex? I'm a >justa >tellin' my >frienda how to spell "Mississippi'." > >$5.00 says you're gonna read this again! >

Posted By Morbid Dragon
=== 'MORBID DRAGON SLAVE~*~CT SWEETY OF Godsmack Guru~*~' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-14 20:44:44'.. > > NOW AS U ALL KNOW ME WELL ENOUGH I'M NOT ONE TO HOLD BACK FROM SPEAKING MY MIND. > > AN INNOECENT CHILD WHO ENDURED YEARS OF ABUSE HAS DIED AT THE HANDS OF HER LOW LIFE INGRATE PARENT/STEP PARENT.. THOUGH CHILD PROTECTIVE WAS CALLED ABOUT THE ABUSE THEY FAILED TO HELP THIS INNOCENT CHILD.. > > McCAYLA MAY UR REST AMOUNG THE ANGELS AND KNOW > THAT U HAVE TOUCHED MANY SOULS.. U HAVE YOUR WINGS AND NOW CAN BE FREE FROM ALL PAIN.. > HOWEVER THERE ARE MANY MORE CHILDREN OUT THERE GOING THROUGH ABUSE RIGHT FROM THE HANDS OF THEIR PARENTS... > THIS NEEDS TO STOP!!!!!! > > ANYONE WHO FEELS THE NEED TO BELITTLE , BEAT, SEXUALLY ASULT OR RAPE A CHILD NEEDS A DEATH AND FATE BEYOUND ANY WORDS I CAN FATHOM.. > IF U CAN NOT LOVE A CHILD UNCONDITIONALLY AND ARE NOT WILLING TO GIVE UR LIFE TO PROTECT AND CHERISH THIS GIFT WE ARE GIVEN THEN DO NOT HAVE CHILDREN.. PERIOD!!

Can You Believe This
It is a sad but true configuration now a days that the world has changed so much. you children could go outside and play and you wouldnt have to watch there every move or every where about. The fact is people just dont give a shit anymore. Has it come to the point that junkies are to the point that even living in the middle of no where that they still have to follow the places that our kids should be save. here is my point! My child was outside of our house today when she just happened to fall on the ground. By the time she realized the pain she was feeling and lifted her hand a hypodermic needle is hanging out of it. Now I know as parents there are many fears like kidnapping rape ect.....but I promise the fear that sinks into your body when you see that is not predictable. home is where you are suppost to be safe but no sum asshole had to throw there needle outr a freaking window after they got there damn fix.....the results I had to take her to the emergency room where the

Im Taurus And Have Hazle Eyes. What Are You?
let me know what you think of this and what you are VIRGO: Dominant in relationships. Sexy. Someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. SCORPIO: Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. Freak in bed. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA: Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet. Amazing in Bed. Not the kind of person you wanna fuck with, they'll make you cry. The most irresistible. ARIES: Outgoing.

Exciting/exotic
You scored as Exciting/Exotic. Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Exciting/Exotic100%Hot/hard90%Passionate/wet85%Shy/Sweet35%Awkward/New10%Soft/slow5%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Why?
What is this feeling? Why did things change? We were such good friends But it all ended You couldn't accept my life Couldn't accept who I am with You had no idea What true love was You're still trying hard To regain what was lost But you never can And I don't know if you will I truly do believe That I can come back But you lost something huge And you'll never get it back Directed towards a former friend, 3/15/07

Ok I Wanna Know Cause Im Bored..
ATTRACTIVE TEST Body: would you makeout with me me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... [] _____________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Are you g

See Me Fly
You scored as Angel. Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.Angel92%Mermaid75%Faerie67%Dragon50%WereWolf42%Demon8%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com

Poison
You scored as Poison. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.Poison93%Suicide87%Gunshot80%Disappear67%Disease60%Stabbed53%Bomb53%Accident53%Suffocated40%Natural Causes40%Eaten20%Drowning

Nsfw Should Mean Not Safe For Wussies
This is me ranting. I wanna say that right off the bat. I understand the rules, the policies, whatever. This is me ranting. I'm sure most of you reading this have seen my video default pic with me and the aggressive black censor box that wouldn't go away. I personally think it's hilarious to watch, and apparently, so do soooo many other people. They see it, and just start laughing. They say watching it just made their day better. But all it took today was one overly conservative cry baby to click that little NSFW checkbox and POOF!, goodbye funny default pic. The simple fact that someone thought it was too suggestive or porn-like just drives me crazy. The pics I put up as default are designed to be funny. The only suggestive part of the whole thing is that I'm suggesting you laugh at it. I'm not suggesting you pleasure yourself to it. I want you to get a good laugh out of it, pure and simple. I have seen hundreds and hundreds of photos on CT marked NSFW when they cle

Empath
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy. You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy100%You have the Gift of Discernment81%You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of a Seer50%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision44%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet38%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Finally
GE home delivery really needs to hire some people who can speak and read English! Am I going to have to learn Spanish in order to place orders and tell delivery drivers where to go? WTF! I have enough problems signing, a Language that I LOVE! BLAH!!! So hear is the story. I see a truck pull up in front and 2 men unloading th washer and dryer. I decided to take the door off the hinges just to make it easier for the guys to get in...one less obstacle. I go back to look outside and the truck is there, but the washers and dryers are gone. All I see is the carpet cleaners getting ready to clean the carpets in an apartment being rented out soon. I walked down and he asked if I was expecting a washer/dryer delivery. I told him that I was. He told me that they were setting them up in the wrong apartment. Ok, now I am getting REALLY upset with this GE delivery. I really wished Home Depot delivered themselves because they were so much more helpful at the store. Anyways, the guy sho

Rock Star
Sooo my mom went t me today .... Sheila did u know Sebby[sebbys my 6 year old cuzin] thinks ur a rock star.... lol he said to her today when i grow up i wanna be a RockStar Like Sheila that made my night it really did

Taking What You Have Today For Granted
I have experienced something today that i have yet to experience in my 25 years of life. One of my closest friends committed suicide and i am not real sure i know how i take this. He was a very good man that everyone loved and enjoyed being around, but something that noone caught were the little hints that were being made about his plan to take his own life. I took him for granted and now i am really pissed at myself cause i didnt see what was really going on behind the scenes. So if you are reading this don't take people for granted, enjoy life, and don't keep shit locked in so deep noone can reach if you are drowning in your own tears.

Help!!!
You guys n gals are doin so GREAT!!! Thank you SO much for all the love... keep it coming... contest is still till next tuesday!!! LOTS OF LOVE FATZ HERE'S THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=474914&albumid=267075&i=2737866622

A Little X Rated.....well Actually Alot
So...the night was not like any usual night...tongiht i was meeting up with one of my long time friends who recently while on his last deployment in Iraq admitted to me he had had a crush in me forever...at first it kinda seemed cute...but after he started to tell me some of the things h wanted to do n so forth we kinda ended up exchanging freaky letters while he was over there.....it was fun if u ask me ..lol..but then he came home for about 4 months and we talked but never really hung out...well now he has to go back to Iraq already so I said fuck it and we got a hotel so we could put all the words put on paper a reality. The sexual tension was soo thick as we met up and walked into the hotel room knowing what was about to go down...well here it goes....for starters i had to "disapear" because with him being in the military he cant take n e chances so i went to the lake by us n smoked a blunt...thats when the fun begins...I was a little nervous walking back to the hotel room just bec

Real Eyes Realize Real Lies
What goes around goes around goes around back around... LaDiDah... Just a question... Does wanting to see a picture of one's kid make him guilty of harassment? And another question... Do dad's have rights? Like really? And a piece of paper, does that really mean shit to me? Because it hasnt been upheld, no matter what I'm doing and trying to do to uphold my end! Okay, I'm hopping off my soapbox for now. But I'm not fading away, trust.

The 3 Deadly Mistakes Women Make With Men Without Ever Realizing It
Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure" Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you? Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date. As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes: Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you. Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you.

69% How Funny
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny69%Super Horny50%A little horny44%Normal Horny44%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Secret To Attracting And Keeping
The main PROBLEM here, and the thing that stood in your way, is that men aren't easy to understand. And when you find a good man, he doesn't come with an "instruction manual". Just because your girlfriends told you it wasn't your fault, or that he was just "a jerk", doesn't mean that they understood the problem (or that they understand men at all, for that matter). Most women don't "get" men. Your friends who try to comfort and encourage you have good intentions. They're just trying to make you feel better. But they're also accidentally making the situation WORSE. They're trying to blame the situation on HIM, instead of trying to help YOU understand how to KEEP a great guy around. This situation is MOST dangerous when you meet a really GREAT GUY, but you don't know how to catch him or keep him. Let's face it, great guys are hard to find... and when you do find one, you can't afford to lose him because you made a dumb mistake. You can't aff

Sorry For My Absence But...
Wow... spring fever has hit at an all time high... I apologize for not being around but life outside the box is much more interesting! I am already sunburned from my gardening and cultivation efforts. I have already harvested two bunches of grape tomatoes from my garden and a plethora of seeds are germinating to my sheer delight! The sun and warm weather has done wonders for me and I exhuberate in the delight and wonders of life! For the first time in over 5 years, I have gone to a movie, 300 that was awesome and a matinee only cost me $5.75 as opposed to a $12 movie back in my NY days..*{gets melancholy and snaps outta it soon*). Oh well.. to my friends that read this... be happy that I am finding the simple pleasures in life fulfilling, yet think of all my friends and wish that they find the peace that I have found to balance life as it exists... Brightest Blessings, In the name of the Maiden, Mother and Crone.. Blessed Be!

Here's How To Find, Attract, And Keep The Man You've Always Wanted
Wouldn't it be nice to skip the dozens of dates with lame and shallow men most women have to go through... and fall right into the arms of the man you really want? Would you like to learn how to captivate a man with your sharp wits and your kind heart... and never have to worry about just being wanted for sex again? Would you like to have an almost "unfair" advantage over all other women when it comes to meeting and attracting the man you want... including those women who might be prettier and younger than you? Are you tired of dealing with men who never really commit? Do you want to break out of the destructive cycle of meeting men, dating them, getting into relationships, quitting things that you like to do... only to end up breaking up with the guy and feeling like you wasted your love and your life away on him? Do you ever feel like you just can't find the right man for you... and if you did... that he might not be attracted to YOU? Would you like

Can You Say Heaven?
After you die...Heaven After death, you will exist in heaven. Everything and everyone you love will constantly surround you for all of eternity. You lucky scoundrel. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

What A Fucking Day...
I had to get up at 4 am drive 50 miles to my Mother's house, she asked me to dig two holes for her rose bushes to go into so they wouldnt die while she is going to be away in Tennessee at my Aunts house for two weeks...So I dig holes at 5 am making enough noise to wake ALL of the neighbors...Then we pack up and I drop Moms off at the airport, drive 50-something miles home to get some sleep before I gotta get up and go to work. About an hour and a half later I get a call from my kids mom, yup the EX...She sounds kinda upset while asking me if I'm gonna be busy later and if I can pick the kid up at school. sure I can, what's the problem... Well my 7 year old's 19 year old cousin shot himself in the head last night...Needless to say most of that family is distraught...I took my boy home with me, and I got to experience him understanding finally what happened, and I coached him a bit...Wow, I have been so sad all day, Kamalo was a really good kid, I wonder why he felt so hopeless that h

What Else Can I Take
Here I sit with no money and the law may be after me becasue our checkign accoutn is over drawn and I have no way of fixing it and the idiot I am stuck with wont even talk about fixing it. His idea of fixing it is ignoring it. I have NEVER lived like this. Before I married him I was NEVER late on a bill. Whiel livign with my mom I had a phone and internet in my room, I had a cell phone and I had a storage unit i rented. As soon as I married him I lost EVERTHING in that unit. I lost my grandmothers two ceader chest, books from my grandmother and a fe wother pericious things. YOU think it bothered him? No. I spent today callign place to rent..as if I could with no money. What can't ANYBODY understand. I am to a point of wonderign if death wouldn't be better then this!!!!!!!!!! I am miserable!! My kids are miserable!!!!!!!!! I haven't bought food in two months. This ass hole has supplied us with McDonals food since he works nights there. Eases his mind...I can't pay rent

Secret
Mi Vida,--My life,Mi Amor--My love,Infinidad,---Infinity.Someone so specail,that I love,...When I get around him my eyes just dance,I flutter like a butterfly,He is my secret,Although I will never tell him I love him,And a kiss is to be far and drempt about,...But he is there,...~ALWAYS~ ~~~~AMEN~~~~

How Annoying
Nice to know when a friend cares so much about you heh. ...I'm being sarcastic. My friend asked me what we did for my daughter's 2nd birthday. We'll her party was a no-go because I nearly fucking died again...to put it bluntly. And her response? "Huh. Sucky for Caydi..." ....So, it's sucky for my daughter because she got no party? ...I think my daughter cares more about me being ALIVE than a party. ...That response just annoyed me.

Thinking And Wondering
I met a man on line and I sit and wonder about him as I get to know him...I wonder what his kiss would taste like.. if he would ravish me.. I would love to do all sorts of delectable senous things t him

The Real Fat Sonny!!!!
Oh so you want to call me out Thomas, Well Lets see the real you, you know the one that used to talk to me in Shout Box and in Yahoo, asking me to make you photoshops cause i was too dumb to see behind your little schemes. talking bout me taking the pictures of the kids, you were the one with the plan to make perverted pictures with these peoples kids. I stood by your side when you Said Wil "White Rider" was such an asshole, but he is the one that stays out of the drama. He saw thru your childish drama feed bullshit along time ago... he just stayed your friend because it was fun being the hated one, while you were the loved one! But now look who is still here! What about all the times you tried to Cyber with so many people, or your involvement with DevilGirl, I am going to add screen shots about how the real fat sonny is in shout boxes...and in yahoo and there is more to come. I dont want to be in the drama I am tired of it. But Fat Sonny look you arent even on this si

My Job Has Gone From Dangerous To Deadly
Auxiliary Police Officer Injured In Greenwich Village Shooting March 14, 2007 An NYPD auxiliary police officer was shot Wednesday night when an unidentified man opened fire near the corner of Bleeker and Macdougal streets in Greenwich Village. Witnesses describe a chaotic scene in which people shouted and ran for cover during a barrage of 15-20 bullets. The officer was reportedly shot in the head. The incident began when police confronted a man with a gun outside a bar at 208 Sullivan Street, witnesses say. Another auxiliary officer and at least one other man were injured during the confrontation. The Auxiliary Police Program is a volunteer program made up of about 4,000 men and women in New York City, according to the NYPD’s website. Auxiliary police act as unarmed, uniformed liaisons to the NYPD in the event of an emergency. Wednesday night's incident is the third time in two days that NYPD officers have been injured in the line of duty.

~~how To Cook Cherrytap Chili~~
Subject: Chili Cook Off This is long, but funny..... If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table asking for directions to the Coors Light truck when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted." Here are the scorecard notes from the event: Chili #1 - M

Bleh
well the girls are in bed, and i'm about to head to work.... been a long long day... I feel so bad... both girls are so sick, and i think i'm getting sick too now... totally bites!!! anyways, i wrote a new paper... i'll post it... although it's not finished... this is my rough draft... i still have a closing paragraph to do and some tough up stuff here and there... been working on it all evening.... lemme know what u think.... Robin Cropper English Comp. 2 Mon & Wed Evenings Illegal Immigration: The Impact on Our Tax Dollars “According to the research of Time Magazine more than three million people entered the United States illegally in the year 2004 alone. That is more than 8,000 people a day, and enough to fill 22,000 Boeing 737 airliners, or 66 flights every day for a year. U.S. Boarder Patrol stopped 55,890 other than Mexican aliens (OTMs) from October 2003 to August 2004.” ( Californrepublic. “Illegal Immigration: The U.S. Economy & Homeland Security.” 5/15/06.

Ooooooohhhhh That Smell!
This was just too funny NOT to pass on! If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and I'll pray for you. This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of farting Loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the Smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she Would plead with him to stop ripping them off because It was making her Sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out. The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving she was in the kitchen making turkey for dinner and he was Upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious Thought came to her. Warm the innards up to bo

Sexy Quiz, Very Cool:, You Gotta Take This Test !!!
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky70%Average50%A Sicko20%A WUSS !!0%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Good Irish Joke 5
Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me that when you die you don't want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "Oh, when I die, yes. I thought you were getting a group together to go right now."

~~things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the p

Good Irish Joke 4
Murphy and his wife, a middle-aged couple, went for a stroll in the park. They say down on a bench to rest. They overheard voices coming from a secluded spot. Suddenly Mrs. Murphy realized that a young man was about to propose. Not wanting to eavesdrop at such an intimate moment, she nudged her husband and whispered, "Whistle and let that young couple know that someone can hear them." Murphy said, "Whistle? Why should I whistle? Nobody whistled to warn me."

To Live By
We all know that when we transgress in some way, when we are dishonest, lie, steal, kill, cause harm to others, including through sexual misconduct, when we speak ill of people, when we stimulate, dull, or pollute our own minds by abusing substances such as alcohol and drugs out of our own unhappiness and desire for some relief from our pain, the consequences are invariably destructive, causing untold harm to others and to ourselves, whether we know it or not, whether we are beyond caring or not. Among the consequences of such actions is the certainty that they cloud the mind and fill it with various energies that prevent calmness, stability, and clarity, and the enlivened, deep-seeing perception that can accompany such clarity. They take their toll on the body as well, tending to keep it chronically contracted, tense, aggressive, defensive, full of the effects of anger, fear, agitation, and confusion, and ultimately, isolation; and in all likelihood, also full of grief and remorse.

Touch
touch me gently softly I am an idealist illusioned a touch-seeker who communicates through fingertips touch the only language I fluently command sounddeaf visionblind measure me with your palm for this I understand no translation beyond the resonant silence of touch the sighted eye of a nerve I read only texture a cheek a thigh ridged muscle your hand a flower roughened petals opening on my breast touch me for I would know you.

62% Angry
You Are 62% Angry You're a pretty angry person, although you might not describe yourself that way. But if you think about it, you probably feel annoyed, frustrated, and disappointed often. All of the emotions above are classic signs of anger. And if these angry feelings are controlling your life, you may need help. How Angry Are You?

New Here
Sorry if i don't get back to ya'll sooner i'm still trying to figure this site out,but i already got 4 fans!. I do flirt alot,but if i think you're the sexiest girl and i have a crush on you believe me i'll let ya know,so any girl that once to message me go ahead. On to sports..... My Pittsburgh Penguins are great i've been a fan since 1992,I'm tired of the media referring to Sidney Crosby as the best player in the world ummmm i don't think so you got Lemieux,Howe,Bourque,Gretzky,and my favorite player ever Jaromir Jagr. Best player this season yes,but best player ever not even close. My Pittsburgh Steelers will be terrible without Porter defensive wise Michael Waltrip is having ANOTHER bad year! See ya soon

Love Quotes
I'm waiting, waiting for everything to change,the day when you don't matter to me anymore. Loving someone that doesn`t love you is like reaching for a star you know you're never going to reach it but you just keep trying. I promised myself that I was over you, but when I look into those eyes, I can't help but wish you were mine. & I can't get him out of my head he's ruining my life & hurting my chance of ever living again. Theres something about him that makes him so terribly attractive yet I cant put my finger on it. Just looking at him puts me in awe. I guess he'll always be my perfect flaw. You can't just kiss me and expect it not to mean anything to me, you can't just walk away from me with no regrets or second thoughts, you can't just treat me like I'm not even worthy of your smile ----yet you have, you did, you are. Isn't it funny how you can think you're completely over someone but if you drive past his house, stumble upon

Do You
a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows loss showed itself I dreamt of heaven dreamt of hell searched for an angel who wouldn't sell who'd be honest in love and life I made it my will to help those in strife yet once more love wasn't real figments fantasy colored in teal I never imagined what love could do nor the choices to make if we were true I remember promises made broken and strewn across the bay as waters flow as deserts cry I even remember I dreamt how I'd die how different now the seasons be from what I'd imag

She's Here
i finally had my baby girl on feb. 26,2007. her name is faith leigh. she weighed in at 10 lbs 5 oz, 20 in long. she also has a lot of hair. she is a sweet miracle that came to me. after losing her brother last year i dont know how i handled this pregnacy and became very anxious towards the end. but she made it here with no problems and i wouldnt want it any other way!

Out Of Town
Just wanted to let everyone i'll be gone for the weekend, woo hooo road trip! Time to head up north to get my daughter and bring her home, she's been at her grandma's long enough lol...leaving tomorrow and i'll be home on Sunday so probably won't get back on here til Monday after work...take care, have a good St. Patty's Day!!!

Scissors
If you know someone with small children or you are a teacher.....you will love this! Do you have a pair like these? I can certainly imagine seeing this one proudly displayed on the mother's fridge at home... Quote from the mom: &nb sp; "This is my kindergartner's artistic rendering of a pair of

Swan
Constellations : Which one are you? Cygnus, the swan. You're the elegance and grace of the constellations. Whatever flaws you may have are hidden completely by your impeccable manners and overall grace. Your power is elegance. Your animal is (obviously) the swan.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

The Size Of This Country
So I was just eating dinner... well, attempting to anyway... when I decided to change the channel and see what else is on. channel 9: mythbusters, doing something having to do with a crapload of lard... channel 30-something: some other program about how fat people are and how much weight people have lost... channel 38: A show about that guy that richard simmons helped lose 700+ lbs in 19 months. MSNBC: what i'm assuming is supersize me, since the guy on there has been eating nothing but McDonald's for 9 days (and is already sick of their menu). What I noticed, is that a lot of america is overweight, but at the same time, there is a HUGE problem with anorexia, bulemia, and self-image in this country. I found myself not thinking i was fat, but just completely losing my apetite. I'll try again in a bit, when my mind is on something besides the images i just saw, but for now, i'm not hungry. I think it's rediculous how americans talks about being 'ok with yourself' and at the

"rockin In Paradise"
someone came to my page and asked me to write them a poem.but to be honest with you all,if i am not in love,my heart is simply not in it.but anyways,here is one from long ago that i wrote that i have never shared. "ROCKIN IN PARADISE" Kissing you sweetly,holding you tight; Make love to me slowly,the rest of the night. Tingles and chills,from your head to your toes; The look in your eyes, before you let go. Words that i whisper,into your close ear; The heat that consumes me,as our bodies draw near. Touching that tickles,from love and not hate; The sounds of the love,we slowly create. Arms that now hold you,from fear and not fright; I'll never feel lonely,with you in my sight. The feelings we share,the words that we say; Beautiful memories,bring in a new day. I fall asleep inside you,never wanting you to go; A love that controls me, my words.... must surely.... show..........

Empathy
What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) Empathy- Your inner power is Empathy! This means that you have a talent for identifying others emotions, often by simply glancing at them. You are EXTREMELY shy and quiet. People sometimes dont notice youre around and seem surprised to find out you even exist in a big class. Youre the often silent, goody two shoes, and few get passed the walls youve built up to stop yourself being hurt, as you no doubt have been in the past. Not everyone understands you, in fact some think that youre a snob or worse because you rarely participate in group activities. Youre extremely sensitive, even the least harsh of words can hurt you. Only your very few, closest friends who have earned your hard-to-get trust know who you really are inside; a sweet, gentle young woman who is lonely and so desperately needing friends to support you. You can get very depressed and not always know why, despite your power of

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Good Irish Joke 3
An Irishman walks into a bar and orders three glasses of Guinness, drinking them one at a time. Noticing this odd ritual, the bartender explains that the beer goes flat when poured and informs the man his beer would be much fresher if he ordered one glass at a time. The Irishman explains he began this custom with his two brothers, who have moved to America and Australia, respectively. This is their way of remembering all the time they spent drinking together. The man becomes a regular at the pub, well-known for always ordering three beers at once. One day he walks in and orders only two beers. Assuming the worst, a hush falls among other patrons. When the Irishman returns to the bar to order his second round, the bartender quietly offers his condolences. The man looks confused for a moment, and then explains, "No, everyone's fine. I gave up beer for lent."

Treatments
I guess I should just start at the beginning, for those of you who don't know. I was told 3 weeks ago I have both cervical and ovarian cancer.. I have been doing treatment for the past three weeks, but today was my first chemo treatment. Man did it suck (not that is was going to be fun).I'm not doing too bad so far.. but tomorrow might be a different story.When does it all end? I lost my mother to this crap a year and a half ago and than six months later i lost my father to a heart attack and now this. My sister is all beside herself about this and she scared.I understand why but what can she do she's in Pa and I'm in ID......

Good Irish Joke 2
Paddy was tooling along the road one fine day when the local policeman, a friend of his, pulled him over. "What's wrong, Seamus?" Paddy asked. "Well didn't ya know, Paddy, that your wife fell out of the car about five miles back?" said Seamus. "Ah, praise the Almighty!" Paddy replied with relief. "I thought I'd gone deaf!"

Serene And Terribly Unpredictable
What Aspect of Water Are You You are the sea aspect of water. This makes you beautifully serene and terribly unpredictable. As the sea, you have no problems with letting out your feelings, maybe in the form of storms. But you can be helpful as well, like the sea supporting much life. The farthest aspect from yours is the pond or lake. Your blue is a deep sea-green-blue.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Watching Your Child Grow Up In Video
Posted 4 video clips in my Stash of my daughter eva that i have just recently found out about. I havent seen her since christmas and her mother is basically hidding everything about her from me, Court Systems Are fucked, She didnt comply with a court order and she doesnt go to jail but hey they dont care, im the dad and im not supposed to give a fuck or have any kinda feelings about anything, When will the court system ever care about the GUYS like me who actually give a fuck about their children and want to be a part of there lives instead of those Deadbeat Fuckers. These videos literally took me 3 days to watch because of the hurt of missing her so much, glad i could share a little something of me that means the world to me with you all, hope you enjoy!

Good Irish Joke
An Irishman and an American were sitting in the bar at Shannon Airport. "I've come to meet my brother," said the Irishman. "He's due to fly in from America in an hour's time. It's his first trip home in forty years". "Will you be able to recognize him?" asked the American. "I'm sure I won't," said the Irishman, "after all, he's been away for a long time". "I wonder if he'll recognize you?" said the American. "Of course he will," said the Irishman. "Sure, an' I haven't been away at all". (think in brogue, people :D )

The Used? Yeah I Was Used. Dunno Why. Bulimic? Sure.
From the way that you acted To the way that I felt it It wasn't worth my time And now it's sad cause all I missed Wasn't that good to begin with And now I've started you begging Saying things that you don't mean It isn't worth my time And i'm to die a million times And I'm about to see all of them Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You call my name when I wake up To see things go your way I'm coughing up my time Each drag's a drop of blood, a grain A minute of my life It's all I've got just to stay down Why the fuck am I still down I'm hoarding all thats mine Each time I let just one slip by I'm wasting what is mine Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you You're taking up my time Good-bye to you Good-bye to you

Last Resort - Papa Roach
Cut my life into pieces I've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing Don't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleeding Would it be wrong, would it be right If I took my life tonight, chance are that I might Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I never realized I was spread too thin Till it was too late and I was empty within Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin Downward spiral, where do I begin It all started when I lost my mother No love for myself and no love for another Searching to find a love upon a higher level Finding nothing but questions and devils Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine Nothing's alright, nothing is fine I'm running and I'm crying I can't go on living this way

Yet Another But Not Completed
POLITICAL VIEW (Begin 1st Verse) To which I write I have not found. The dream that makes me create my ultimate sound. I stop and stare to look around. But can't find the glory of a free child. They are all unhappy and deeply depressed. That I.C.O.S and B-Loc are being surpressed. It's like a large congressional conquest. Locking up lyrics like taxes cause conflicts. Stupid dicks all a bunch of southern boy hicks. Dipstick pricks harassing the public for kicks. There mouths need tics to the tacs. Clean up the bullshit verbal lies with thumb tacs. When was the last time you saw one of them ordering big macs. To truly feed the hungry who suffer from the cracks. That they cause by not ful filling the promise of words. They sang out to use as we gathered by a tree with some birds. Alls we could hear was the chirps. While the senator starts to speak a verse. Tells us how he will make the world all alright. Now he sits in his office letting his se

Ahm
So, uh, that last post... was not cool. I'm slightly embarrassed. Slightly. Gosh, I'm stupid. I should stop while I'm ahead. I've done so many weird things that just aren't me in the past few months that are scaring me. :/ Eh. I don't know. I think Amanda and Jana are going to use Cherry tap but Jana said she wasn't going to use it. She's just going to join to get me points. xD She's a fucking dork. I love her.

Trouble...
I'm not quite sure where to start but writing has always helped me... I have the best boyfriend in the world, he use to be the guy that I couldnt wait to come home to everyday after work to just lay around in bed with him and our dogs... He would tell me how much he loved me everyday and tell me how cute he thought I was, He was my perfect man, he is the guy that I want to marry one day and hopefully raise a family with.. Lately for some reason I dont know why but I keep fucking things up, and losing him is my worst fear in the world... I feel like I am not enough for him now and I think it shows to him, He is the only guy that has ever treated me decently and that scares me it in shoved in my head that all guys I am with are going to cheat and fuck around on me, and just have me there to be someone to come home to... and I know that Corey isnt that kinda guy, he has shown that day in and day out for the last 7 months, and I guess this is the only way that I could tell him that I know

A Poem For Shane
Could you be the one for me? Could you be my find? Could it be, after all this time, Fate is going to be kind? Could you be the one for me, The one to help me forget The man that broke my heart, my soul The man that haunts me yet? You tell me that I'm beautiful Something I've never heard But the one still lives here in my mind That couldn't spare a kind word. It's going to be hard to forget And pick up the pieces he left Could you be the one to teach How to love again and forget? Could you be the one to come And mend my broken heart? Are you willing to piece together What another broke apart? It won't be an easy job, you see My road has been long and rough And the heart that was once so soft Is now shut, locked, and tough. But I can feel my heart open again It's opening for you Just come in, and love me back That's all you have to do. I must ask you one small thing Before we kiss and part Please be nice and kind to me I'm tired of broken h

December
What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? DecemberLoyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Not Just Fluff
Don’t bother me with this syrupy poetic stuff Or share with me all the times you’ve loved, just enough I see through all the whimsical carefree ploys To turn charismatic hardened men into “girly boys” I know you your purpose and I’m not amused at it You infiltrate my soul and erase the core of it So take your stanzas and verses, I’ve had enough I can’t stand it any longer, leave with all the fluff.

Hey
WHATS UP EVERYONE LOOKS LIKE THE WEATHER IS GOIN TO START LOOKIN GOOD YEAH AND IM GLAD.. IN CASE EVERONE DONT KNOW IM IN BLUEFIELD WEST VA I HELP RUN KAROAKE&DJ HES LOOKIN FOR JOBS AS WELL BUT NOT TO FAR HE DOES WEDDINGS,PRIVATE PARTYS PROMS HE PRETTY MUCH DOES IT ALL.. WELL HOLLER AT ME....

Passions
wrap your arms around me set all your passions free let me set the fire that rages deep within thee I need to feel the touch of your lips upon my cheek and feel your every breath of life and hear each word you speak love me and never stop for if you do I'll cry I'll curl up in the dying fire and in my own flames die

Eternity
Eternity Wandering in darkness grope, Finding not a glimpse of hope. Fingers touch to find my way, Each foot fall, my heart betrays The fear which drives me through the day. Suddenly the ground is lost, Flailing arms as body's tossed. Splashing down in crimson pool, The warm embrace is much too cruel, I curse this lowly, wretched fool. Floundering in this self made hell, Warmth increasing as I dwell, Within the confines I create, Screaming as myself berate, Giving in to this, my fate.

My Heart And Soul
My Heart And Soul My soul was so sad Because of a man My soul was so sad It could not be consoled My heart was so sad Because of a man My heart was so sad Even more than my soul My heart told my soul You will one day be happy My soul told my heart You will love once again My heart and my soul May some day be right But my heart and my soul Are still lonely tonight

Living Contradiction
I'm happy when it hurts, And sad when it's painless; I'm content when it's dirty, And uncomfortable when it's painless. I'm living for death, But dying for life; I want a family, But I won't be your wife. And I'm a living contradiction, In my world and in my mind; I know I belong, But I'm looking for my own kind. I'm too strong to lose, But too weak to win; I'm laughing outside, But crying within. And I'm screaming inside, But I can't complain, 'Cause I'm once again free, But held down by your chain. And I'm a living contradiction, Burning at the stake; I don't really lie, But the truth's hard to take. I want to be heard, But I'm muted from sound; I'm lost in my thoughts, But don't want to be found. And everyone loves me, I couldn't be more alone; I am where I belong, But I can't find home. And I'm the contradiction, Living under another name; I could never be perfect, But I have no shame.

Shoot!
Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! I love to shoot my guns Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! Shooting is so much fun I love to shoot at birds and blow off their little heads That will teach them for leaving turds on my brand new tool shed I love to shoot at my neighbor's house It scares them out of their wits My goal is to kill their little dog because in my yard he always shits I love to shoot at passerbys It's fun to watch them fall And if I only graze them Then it's fun to watch them crawl Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! I love to shoot my guns Shoot! Shoot! Shoot! Shooting is so much fun

I Still Miss You
I Still Miss You This yearning in my heart This confusion in my mind The words left unspoken Haunts me all the time Everyday I watch pass by With an emptiness in my life And a hole in my heart Where only you belong There are nights I wake up crying And wishing you were here To hold me in your arms And kiss away my tears

A Kindly Haunting
My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with the Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew

Important Info Regarding Most Creative Pic Contest.
The contest will begin Friday March 16th at 10 p.m. PST. I will be sending each participant a private message with their picture link the day the contest opens. The contest will run until Saturday, March 24th at 11 p.m. PST. Again, comment bombing is permitted. You may comment yourself. Tell all your friends to come out and help you out. 1st place gets Rolex a dozen roses and one drink/shot of your choice. 2nd place gets Diamond ring or men's ring, a dozen roses and one drink/shot of your choice. 3rd place gets Diamond earrings and 1 red rose or Men's bracelet and 2 shots/drinks of your choice The person with the highest rating and the person with the most rates will get 2500 cherry bucks worth of gifts of your choice. (gifts will be purchased during happy hour to give you more gifts.) I may add more gifts at any time should I choose to do so. There is still time to enter if you haven't already. Be sure to PM me to let me know you want in. Thank you to ev

"what Is The Opposite Of Time?" Just My Thought!
I was talking with a friend on the phone last night, and she asked me, "What is the opposite of time?" Right away, out of nowhere I answered, "Love and loneliness." I don't know how I knew so immediately. But love... I've found you can spend an hour with someone you love and it seems like weeks, or a week with people you love and you can't decide whether it's been 3 hours or a year. (You know where I'm coming from on this one...? Loneliness... loneliness to me doesn't seem to have anything to do with time. It's something completely seperate from time. You can not miss a person for a month and all of a sudden you're crying you miss them so much. Or the other way around. Then I was thinking, aren't love and loneliness just two aspects of the same thing? Like one of those horseshoe magnets. Or a cat with a piece of buttered toast strapped to it's back, just slowly spinning round and round in the air. (I know that's a weird image, but you know what I mean.) Any thoughts? ooh! questio

Soul Mates
I awaken, my soul cries out, My heart aches, Oh how I’ve longed for you! Your charismatic smile, Your eyes, so clear, I can see your heart, And see nothing but unconditional love. We meet, and the heavens do open, And the sun shines so brightly, And the angels sing a pure sweet melody, As they’ve never sang before, Our hearts sore to the heavens, And we know at last that our search is over, For we are soulmates, Destined to be together, From this time forward, throughout all eternity, As we take each other’s hands and walk Forward together.

So Yeah....
Ok so this week has been pretty shitty.....no sooner do i get a weeks vacation, do i get told my grandfather's brother has passed away. And im not mad at all that i have spent my vacation driving my grandparents back and forth from the hospital. It just kinda bites i was looking forward to relaxing and sleeping in and taking it easy. So tomorrow is the funeral home and friday is the actually funeral...so i appologize a head of time if im not on much the next couple days. In a way im glad he has passed. No more suffering for him. And i know he is in a better place now. It just sucks that he had to spend he's last few weeks on earth in a hospital, tied to the bed under 24hr watch. No one should have to go through that. He is and will forever be terribely missed. He was like a second Nonno (grandfather). Ti Amo e sarai mancanto tanto Patino R.I.P

Needing You
Needing You You have made it all of the way in You have reached the core of my heart It has been so long since I have been this exposed I wrap around your words As if they became your body I feel your presence As I would your breath On the back of my neck Sometimes I am overcome with a longing A wonderful need for you It saddens me Yet gives me hope It seems as if I feel more alive each day This frightens me sometimes Desire for you seems to help me overcome most fears My hands that can dance across a mans body without thought And know how to please him Are suddenly empty Not to be filled until they touch you A deep ache penetrates my body I need you I truly have been discovered And you are in me How do I satisfy this growing need?

I Hate My Neighborhood!!
First my car gets broken into, glass smashed and the whole nine, then I get a parking ticket for being exactly one minute late moving it. The cop was like "well I aready started writing it". I was lie where the hell were you when my car was getting broken into. The worst part was the only reason why I was late moving my car is because I had to park 10 blocks away because there werent any other spots!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. I hate this neighborhood.

This Is How I Will Die
How Will I Die QuizYou will die at the age of 77You will die by choking while trying to eat a live hamsterFind out how you will die at Quizopolis.com Ok well the words are gonna be invisible...you'll have to highlight it if you really wanna know..!

Spring Time!!
The weather has been awsome here and I finally got out on the golf course to day with all my work buddies...OH yeah...Cold beer and a few good shot ....a lot of good laughs and a lot of fun. Hope everyone is enjoying the good weather.

True.true
What does your fav colour mean?(anime pics) PURPLE-you are intelligent and quick-witted. You have a keen eye for detail, things which are normally overlooked by people. You are infuriated at the slightest provocation. You tend to be extremely effusive in your expressions of grief. You are a creative person and an egotist of sorts. You seem to possess a cultivated taste for the subtle in life, while recognizing the magnificent.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Uh Oh
Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with yo

She's Awesome
I never knew, how love could be, then I found you, just a picture, with a pretty name, right away my life, began to change, you made me happy, you made me smile, now I see rainbows, after the rain, you give me something, to replace the pain, you give me a love, that makes my heart sing, I love you so much, that will never end, someday a lover, but for now a friend, I thank the stars, each and every night, for bringing you into my life, you make things seem so right, I tell all my family and friends, if they don't know it I'll say again, She's Awesome... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

More About Me!
Ok since I have been busy with life I thought I would write more about me and how I became a dad. Keep in mind im not here for points or “pats on the back” this is just more insight to the person behind the “nickname” in 98 after being split up from my current girlfriend for a few years. I decided to move on and brave back out into the dating population. A friend suggested phone chat lines which were popular at the time so I gave it a try. For the most part I enjoyed the experience, it was a fun way to socialize with others, eventually I met Pamela and we talked several times and she seemed ok, she had kids which was a 1st for me but I figured I had settled down so dating a woman with kids wouldnt be so bad. After a while we agreed to meet, she had invited me over for dinner. Dinner went well, to be honest if it had just been the two of us I would have continued my search. But the two youngest kids were there Gregory age 8 and Mariah age 6,and they were so adorable and well mannered th

Ok
Ok I got a phone call this afternoon from the suregns office...they finally decide to call me....so i get this snotty bitch who sounded like she needed a tree stump removed from her ass...this twit had the nerve to say well if we make the appointment are you gonna keep it since last time you cancelled...I was like listen you dumb douchebag rag whore i only cancel it for 2 reasons 1 i was feeling good and 2 i didn't have a way to get to your office...and since it was your idiots boss fault for not fixing me the right way i suggest you shut the fuck up and make the damn appointment...so the twit did so i get to see him on March 27th...I know some of you are like umm why so long to wait...thats the best date to have they were talking about sometime in april...i was like oh hell no make it sooner then that...so that is the latest news of my fucked up life Smile I am

Condoms
A very proper man started going into the neighborhood drug store every week and buying 2 dozen boxes of condoms. Week after week, he would come in with the same order. One day, the druggist felt he had to say something to the man. "Wow! You must have the stamina of a bull. Talk about getting lucky! How on earth do you use that many condoms a week?" "The man looked at him in disgust and said, "I beg your pardon, but I find the whole idea of sex repulsive!" So, the druggist asked, "Then what do you do with all those condoms?" The gentleman answered, "I feed them to my poodle, and now she poops in little plastic bags."

Sorry About This.....
So yeah, I need to apologize for this blog because it's gonna be really stupid. Isn't blog a funny word? Go on, say it a few times over and over and then tell me it doesn't sound strange. It also sounds like the title to a really bad B horror movie or something, like The Blob. "Oh no!!! Watch out for the BLOG!!! It'll kill us all!!!" -insert horrible voice over screams soon to be followed by squishing noises-

The Man Of The House
A husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be The Man of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight and, when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex that I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands. Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" The wife replied, "The funeral director would be my first guess."

When You Love A Woman
I could never hurt you, never make you cry, I will give you all my heart, you are the world to me, you give my life meaning, a dream I thought could never be, in your eyes I see sparkles, your smile lights my day, I will spend my lifetime, searching to find a way, to make you happy, to give you all your wants and needs, without you I'm empty, you are the air I breath, these feelings can only come, When You Love A Woman ... Journey - When You Love A Woman

If You Answered Yes...
a. Do you have feelings of inadequacy? b. Do you suffer from shyness? c. Do you sometimes wish you were more assertive? d. Do you wish you could dance? If you answered yes to any of these questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist about Jack Daniels. Jack Daniels is the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions. Jack Daniels can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you're ready and willing to do just about anything including dance. You will notice the benefits of Jack Daniels almost immediately, and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live. Shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past, and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. Stop hiding and start living, with Jack Daniels. Jack Daniels may not be right for everyone. Women who are pregnant or nursing should not use Jack Daniels. However,

Still Here!
hey all! i am still here, kinda lol ive been super busy with college stuff!! these last two weeks ive had nothing but tests, tests, and more tests! so i havent been on here to much. just to kinda check messages. but im not ignoring anyone im just too busy! but ill make it up to yall :) ELEXA

To All My Friends Here That Have Made My Stay In El Paso If Not Bearable Then At Least As Sane As I Get.
i want to thank you all. if it was not for lisa and you girls i'd have just given up and gone wandering in to the dessert never to be found again . till we meet again here i want you all to know you are loved and cared about. your the kind of folks that make this world allmost beartable ;) here a little cheer to hopefully keep you smiling till i return and i will.

I'm A Unique Weasel
What type of person do people see you as? You are a totally unique person! No one in the world is like you because you are just that great! Keep up being the great, unique person that you are. Like your result? Then rate! If not try takin it again.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Well.. Wtf!!!
I am just sick i tell ya just sick and tired of folks now a days, used to folks helped each other out, and now bunch of bonehead selfish dont give a damn lack a daisy jerks.. it is all about self serving shit now and i have had enough i tell ya:: (huffing and puffing off steam here!!) Ok imagine if you will a rainy day in northern louisiana, simple hard working single mom of 2 evil little girls comes home from work, tickled and excited becuz the power to her new house will finally be on today.. was considerate enough to leave a note on all my doors to the new house and also on the meter box of the electric company's to let them know i work nightshift and i would be asleep and also where they could find me if there was any trouble with my system.. the instructions said the bonehead eletric guy was to CALL ME when he got into the neighborhood and I would gladly get up to let him into the new house to check to make sure i had power to all.. well did i get a call.. NOOooooooo.. did they i

Calling All My Military Friends!
I want to make a slideshow of some sort of my military friends on here and that I know in person, but I want your permission to use your pics before I do. If you don't care, please let me know so I can get started on it. I will post it with whatever info you provide for me, rank, name, etc. I would greatly appreciate this. Thanks, Tiff :)

Wake Up And Take A Stand
With the ever so presences of the Jew in American society, the laws that are passed by the influence of such Jews and the brainwashing the Jews do daily with their control of the media, one is hard-pressed to find the truth amongst all the lies. From the earliest stages of life the Jew shapes our people and the people of others how they see fit, they lie to our faces and steal from our people yet we allow this to continue. We lost control of our nation as soon as we allowed the Jew to place his leftist spin on our media, we lost control once we as the American tax payers started forking over the billions of dollars to Israel and we continue to play possum when it comes to uniting and fighting as one to regain our society. No longer do we as the American people have the will to put our foot down and say enough is enough, no longer are we willing to tell the would be destroyers of the world that we are no longer willing to die in order to protect stolen land, no longer are we willing

Whining
I just feel like whining and complaining. I'm sick as a dog. I've got mono and strep with an ear infection blooming. Not to mention the body aches and it feels like I've been stabbed in the throat. Kids can smell weakness and whenever I'm sick they act even nuttier than usual. They are driving me to an early grave, I swear! I sure hope I start feeling better tomorrow. This is sure getting old. It's hard enough being sick when it's just you but when you have others to take care of you feel like you'll never get well.

Oklahoma
Back in Oklahoma again. Flew out today and will be here until the 23rd. I don't like it here and I don't like these people. I'll be spending my days working 10-12 hours so not fun for me. I hope everyone is well at home. Miss ya already. Luv You

Friends List....
Friends list clean out ---wanna stay? Here's the deal...I normally try to leave love on my friends' page at least once a day. Well those that I think will appreciate and return the favor. Majority of people on my friends list have no clue who I am. So I'm doing a clean sweep. Those of you that I send comments/talk to or receive some from on a regular basis--don't worry--this isn't about you. This is just for those people that take up space when I try to reach the people I do want to leave comments for and that appreciate them. I guess what I'm trying to say is...if you want to get to know me and communicate and you haven't done thus far--send me a message in one form or another; otherwise you're gone. Thanks for reading... my CT friends rock --hopefully you all know who you are :) Hugs, Kim

Felina
What name best suits your personality? *Girl- Felina, which comes from feline, meaning cat-likeBoy- Apollo, which means father lion.You are very dominate and cat like. From persions to panthers, you love and are like them all.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Beauty
What Type Of Beauty Do You Possess?? {Girls only - WITH PICS!!} Vibrant - You possess a vibrant beauty. You are completely unpredictable and you love to have a good time. People are attracted to your carefree attitude and the fact that you can take their mind off of anything that is bothering them. You don't look at the consequences of your actions, and your motto is that if you get caught doing something wrong just make sure you don't get caught next time. People are also attracted to you because you know how to have a good time. Guys love this about you.Please rate!!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Keith Urban - Once In A Lifetime
...Mm hmm I can see it in your eyes And feel it in your touch I know that you're scared But you've never been this loved (mm hmm) It's a long shot, baby, I know it's true. But if anyone can make it, I'm bettin' on me and you. (mm hmm) Just keep on moving into me, I know you're gonna see The best is yet to come And don't fear it now, We're going all the way. That sun is shining on a brand new day. It's a long way down And it's a leap of faith But we're never giving up Cuz i know we've got a once in a lifetime love Everybody's looking For what we've found Some wait their whole life And it never comes around. (uu huhh) So don't hold back now. Just let go of all you've ever known You can put your hand in mine. And don't fear it now, We're going all the way. That sun is shining on a brand new day. It's a long way down And it's a leap of faith But we're never giving up Cuz i know we've got a once in a lifetime love I close my eyes and i see

Ok Peeps I Am Done For Tonight
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com sorry i have not been around much tonight but it has been a bad one! From the ex hubby on down, i can't even manage a lol. love you all

Diaryof A Viagra Housewife, Thanks Beer
Diary of a Viagra Housewife, Thanks ,Beer ...sigh Body: I'm reposting this at the request of my friend Kimmy! Viagra Housewife's Diary Diary of a Viagra Housewife Day 1 Just celebrated our 25th wedding anniversary with not much to celebrate. When the time came to re-enact our wedding night, he locked himself in the bathroom and cried. Day 2 Today, he says he has a big secret to tell me. He's impotent, he says, and he wants me to be the first to know. Why doesn't he tell me something I don't know! I mean, does he actually think I haven't noticed? Day 3 This marriage is in trouble. A woman has needs. Yesterday, I saw a picture of Nelson's Column and burst into tears. Day 4 A miracle has happened! There's a new drug on the market that will fix his 'problem'. t's called Viagra. I told him that if he takes Viagra, things will be just like they were on our wedding night. I think this will work. I replaced his Prozac with the Viagra, hoping to lift something other than his

Final Updated Card For Pwu's St Patricks Day Massacre
The boss sent this in for us to post for all the cherrytap raven fans! The Main Event for This saturdays St Patricks Day Massacre will be Raven Teaming up "The REAL Pitbull" Gary Wolfe as they take on the reunited Axl and Ian Rotton..The Bad Breed. Fans we may never see a main event like this again! a tag team match featuring 4 ECW Alumi! once in a lifetime on demand ECW dream main event as said by PWU owner and ECW founder Tod Gorden. Also: *PWU WORLD HEAVYWEIGHT champion DEVON MOORE vs. JOSE MAXIMO *PWU TAG champions JOKER/RICKY REYES vs. ALL MONEY IS LEGAL *JOHNNY KASHMERE vs. TOD GORDON's Mystery Opponent *Adam Flash V.S CZW Superstar The Messiah. Also while we're posting this. PWU is offering a once in a lifetime deal! When you buy from the PWU Proshop: http://www.prowrestlingunplugged.com/pwustore.htm The Pro Wrestling Unplugged V.S Juggalo Championshit Wrestling 3 pack for $60.00 you will get The Raven's Revenge? DVD for FREE! Order your PWU Ticke

The Mule
The Mule -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary. Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town, and on this special occasion, a local newspaper reporter paid them a visit. He inquired as to the secret of their long and happy marriage "Well," explained the husband, "it all goes back to our honeymoon. We visited the Grand Canyon and took a trip down to the bottom of the canyon by pack mule. "We hadn't gone too far when my wife's mule stumbled. My wife quietly said 'That's once.' We proceeded a little farther when the mule stumbled again. Once more my wife quietly spoke: 'That's twice.' We hadn't gone a half-mile when the mule stumbled a third time. My wife promptly removed a revolver from her purse, hopped down off the beast, and shot the mule dead. "I started to protest over her treatment of the mule when she looked at me and quietly said, 'That's once.'"

Nsfw - This Was In My Box - Nsfw
Can you believe this shit? I have no idea who this is either. Freakin' idiots!! My Shoutbox ->alone_x_ha...: die alone_x_ha...: i want to tie you up and lick your pussy and nibble on your tits and then drag my cock on you face and fuck you all day and cum in every hole

Abstinence
Abstinence -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Three couples went in to see the minister to see how to become members of his church. The minister said that they would have to go without sex for two weeks and then come back and tell him how it went. The first couple was retired, the second couple was middle-aged and the final couple was newlywed. Two weeks went by, and the couples returned to the minister. The retired couple said it was no problem at all. The middle-aged couple said it was tough for the first week, but after that, it was no problem. The newlyweds said it was fine until she dropped the can of paint. "Can of PAINT!" exclaimed the minister. "Yeah," said the newlywed man. "She dropped the can and when she bent over to pick it up I had to have her right there and then. Lust took over." The minister just shook his head and said that they were not welcome in the church. "That's okay," said the man. "We're not welco

Castration
Castration "Doc," says Arthur, "I want to be castrated ." "What on earth for?" asks the doctor in amazement. "It's something I've been thinking about for a long time and I want to have it done." replies Arthur. "But have you thought it through properly?" asks the doctor. "It's a very serious operation and once it's done, there's no going back. It will change your life forever!" "I'm aware of that Doc and you're not going to change my mind; either you book me in to be castrated or I'll simply go to another doctor." "Well, OK," says the doctor, "but it's against my better judgment!" So, Arthur has his operation and the next day he is up and walking very slowly, legs apart, down the hospital corridor with his IV stand. Heading toward him is another patient, who is walking exactly the same way. "Hi there." says Arthur. "It looks like you've just had the same operation as me." "Well," said the other patient, "I finally decided after 67 years that I

Indian Toilet Paper
Indian Toilet Paper An Indian walks into a trading post and asks for toilet paper. The clerk asks if he would like no name, Charmin, or White Cloud. "White Cloud sounds like good Indian toilet paper," says the Indian. "How much is it?" "$1.00 a roll," the clerk replies. "That seems pretty expensive," responds the Indian. "What about the others?" "Charmin is $2.00 a roll, and no name is 50 cents a roll." The Indian doesn't have much money, so he opts for the no name. Within a few hours, he is back at the trading post. "I have a name for the no name toilet paper," he announces to the clerk. "We shall call it John Wayne." "Why?" asks the confused clerk. "Cause it's rough and it's tough and it don't take no shit off an Indian."

Me
Let's see....I am a single but engaged mother of 3. Been married twice but both turned out to be deadbeats. Umm...I love to go fishing, swimming, hiking, walking in the mountains or on the beach. I have to many turn-ons to list just ask I may tell you what they are. Have had some really bad relationships in the past and have learned a whole lot about life. Anything anyone wants to know about me just ask. I am tatooed and pierced. I can't really think of anything else right now but, there will be more later.

Worst Week Ever
The electric bill is due and i have no money to work with. I got slapped with soem of the biggest fees ever. I need 50$ by tomorrow or my power get's cut off. This is one of the most frustrating month's ever. When all this i said and done all my bills are getting paid on the first of the month because i don't want to have to go through this bullshit again.

Never
Hold fast to hopes; dont let go of your dreams. No matter what life throws at you or how bad things may seem. Never give upon what you truly believe in, Cause the power tomoving forth comes from deep within. Though life can be a hassle; a mighty stress indeed; There is always someone there for you in your time of need. Never give in to the fears deep within your mind, Release the pain and anger; leave your worries behind. Have faith in those that love you and you really care about; And they shall do the same for you beyond a shadow of a doubt So never give up; keep your love and faith real strong. And you shall never feel alone; you will feel as if you belong. Douglas Griffin

New Job
Was on the phone earlier with my old boss. Early last year, I left my old plumbing company after 10 years of service to try something new for someone else, as much as I tried to stick it out here, it sucked. The new company was unorganized and unstable, they went from 300+ guys to less than 180 in a matter of months and now they're laying off 40 more. There are substantiated rumors of charges from the INS for knowingly hiring illegal immagrants, pulling illegal permits and there's a list that follows that I won't get into. My boss had called me a couple of times to see if I would go back...well, long story short, I'll be going this friday to fill out my employment papers. He made me an offer that I couldn't turn down. I'm happy that I'll be going back to a really good company, with great benefits and great people that I've missed working with, but in a way I'm a little disappointed that things didn't turn out the way I had hoped they would've. Seems that I was lied to for me

What Happened To The Man?
Once upon a time I had this awesome friend..we met and had a blast..he was so sweet..he called me his babydoll and he was my classy man and vowed to be friends forever..then he met a married whore out of Ohio and bam...he takes me off his yahoo friends list and myspace..he quit talking to me for no absolute reason...he don't realize that it hurt and upset me cuz I did NOTHING to him..we were at a New Years party this year and he told me how he missed me after and how he wanted to kiss me but I had a date and we joked that might not be so good..but that he was fighting feelings for me..you see we had a bond that I thought would be there forever and he broke that over a married whore cuz he had to prove he loved her..well what kind of person that is married to someone else have a right to tell someone else to take the women off his list when we are just friends..we talked about everything and I mean everything..you know how u come across some ppl and you can talk about anything and every

Unbroken Love
You try everything you can, but yet to no avail. To him you do nothing at all but fail. Yet the love you feel for him seems so strong, That you believe in your mind he can do no wrong. Though the pain is intense, you just bottle it up inside. Little do you know that it is getting harder to hide. You try to deny it, you say everything is just fine, You dont want to admit that this love is out of line. As the tears well up and begin to stream down your face, You continue to think that by his side is your one true place. But this life is not one that you should have to lead, You need to find a man who will give you what you need. I say this as a friend, and you soon shall see what I say is true, And just as I always have been I will always be here for you. (C) Douglas J Griffin

Loss Of A Good Friend
I just found out in an email that the girl I dated for 4 years in high school was killed in a car accident last night. She and I haven't been together in almost 20 yrs, but there is still that emotional attraction. I feel bad for her husband, who is the longest friendship that I have in the world. My heart goes out to him and their 4 kids. So I say to you.... Lisa Marie McDonald Berkhart Rest in Peace sweetheart..... you may be gone but never forgotten. I will think of you whenever I see "our star". This song will always remind me of you. Train - When I Look To The Sky Lyrics When it rains it pours and opens doors that flood the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love That have to say goodbye And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won’t seem to let me go Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you’re here with me And you make eve

Posted By Rigraywolf
We can't keep letting this happen! Too many times people overlook or "don't want to get involved" when it comes to a child being abused. We should get involved and speak for those who can't speak for themselves or are too scared to do so!

The Little Girl : (very Sad)
Her name is Auroura She was only five This is what happened When she was alive Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy

Beauty
With raven hair and eyes of green The brightest smile I've ever seen Her soft voice lyrically sings Carries my heart on gossamer wings Her personality bright and somewhat sly Carries my soul high in the sky A heart that's fractured, a spirit broken A new found hope from gentle words spoken In the distance a new found future A new found love together we nurture ©Mark - Diesel

Quiz
"Book" Smart You are what people might call 'book smart.' What's meant by this is that you have a high degree of learned, theoretical intelligence. Pretty much, you've acquired your smarts through education, and you work best with theoretical or conceptual thought. 0% applied intelligence80% learned intelligence Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

I Love My Job I Love My Job I Love My Job
i hate wednesday. i used to love wednesday cuz its the day the kids get out of school early and we'd have the whole afternoon doing cool mommy n me stuff...which sounds delightful yes? yes i thought so too. now...i have to go into the office on wednesday...and sit thru boring staff meetings that have absolutely nothing to do with me while pretending im actually paying attention to the monotony and taking notes. *laughs* ya right. the day i pay attention to who stole all the paperclips...cuz guess what? yes thats right. it was me. why? cuz they make me go to these boring ass staff meetings. i could be at home. i could be eating sushi. where i am? sitting in the 7th realm of hell. i could have written a memo to inform them of everything i need them to do in order to complete this particular brief and the forth-coming appeal...but no...they didnt think of this...until i brought it up...at which time they said 'gee what a good idea'... its 6. im hungry. im tired. i wan

The Rhythm And Rhyme Of Philosophy ... Why Love?
WHY LOVE? What man has found sweet Peace in Gold; that Happiness he bought or sold? Where is the man can stand and claim, His Greed brought more than Grief or Shame? In what is found that can compare, to Joys that those who Love may share? True Love is all this Life may give, as reason for a man to live. To even the unwise it’s clear, more Joy is found in Love than Fear; More Peace is found in Love than Gold, more Happiness than can be told. Should more be penned, or does this show, The "Why of Love”, that all should know? ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, December 30, 1961

I Hope You Are Proud (poem)
I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you were able to leave To stand by your side while he threatened you But to make sure he could hit you no more As days and weeks went by, I was there as a friend, to hold you when you cry Then one day I realized you deserved more And I was there, so that you got it for sure Plans were made, the night was to be fun You called me earlier, but said you had to run. “I call you back, you said in a rush..” You never did, and that wasn’t cool. You fucked the only friend who really cared, But now who’s the fool. So next time your hurting, beaten And with a black eye, Whom will you call, to listen to you cry. I

Poems Of Missed Chances And Bad Choices
I Hope you are proud of yourself…….. I was there, through the pain, through the tears, I was there to listen, and walk you through your fears. I was there, to be your friend, nothing more I was there, after he beat you badly and slammed your head in the door I was there, when you had enough When you could take no more I was there to make sure you were able to leave To stand by your side while he threatened you But to make sure he could hit you no more As days and weeks went by, I was there as a friend, to hold you when you cry Then one day I realized you deserved more And I was there, so that you got it for sure Plans were made, the night was to be fun You called me earlier, but said you had to run. “I call you back, you said in a rush..” You never did, and that wasn’t cool. You fucked the only friend who really cared, But now who’s the fool. So next time your hurting, beaten And with a black eye, Whom will you call, to listen to you cry. I

Posted By Sweetangel2008 & A Thank You To A Parent Who Cares ( Steve )
Yet: When 2 adults are involved in this kind of behavior they are taken to jail - but why this is not the case when a child is rec'ing the same kind of treatment - especially when it has been reported by neighbors and relatives - jail is not the State and Federal law currently makes no sense - as I am sure we all agree. Please Go to: http://FathersWhoCare.blogspot.com to email any and all media and political leader so they can take action! -------- Pls See Federal Stats on these kinds of crimes against children at: www.ParentsWhoCare.us -------- Steve Rene ParentsWhoCare.us 818-468-7985

My Pops
After having a brush with death, my father seems to have punched the cloaked guy in the throat and kept his scythe as a souvenir. The doctors, either sick of my dad or believing he's well enough to function at home, sent him away. Dakota simultaneously spit me out, and now I'm back home. I'm swamped with work, as always, and so I'm putting it all off to the last minute. Typical Sugar behaviour. Oh, and I'm going to quit smoking, which is probably the least-harmful of my destructive behaviours.