The saying gose a lepord can never change its spots.What hurts the most is the fact that I was never givin a chance to show how much I have changed and grown, And to know that you dont trust me enough to find out. My heart hurts in a way that I can not describe. At this point all I can do is wonder Why. I need to know why you wouldnt tell me. You know the way I could behave and you know what I could do.I have worked so hard to remove that part of me. So why would you push me to that point. Or is it that you want to see me be that person again so you can walk away and Say "see I told you she was nuts." I have gone numb to my feelings. And I realy have no clue where my thought are on this.I just want you to rember that Its all about carma. For those that dont understand what comes around gose around and you will get yours.
