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Can We Say Yuck?!
I thought I was gonna die yesterday.........I think I Had food poisoning, if I was not sleeping I was in the bathroom, blah it was a nasty situation lol......I feel a little better, just drained.......blah.........
Crazy Town! Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly Such a sexy,sexy pretty little thing Fierce nipple pierce you got me sprung with your tongue ring and I ain't gonna lie cause your loving gets me high So to keep you by my side there's nothing that I won't try Butterflies in her eyes and looks to kill Time is passing I'm asking could this be real Cause I can't sleep I can't hold still The only thing I really know is she got sex appeal I can feel too much is never enough You're always there to lift me up When these times get rough I was lost Now I'm found Ever since you've been around You're the women that I want So yo, I'm putting it down. Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly come my lady you're my pretty baby ill make your legs shake you make me go crazy Come my lady Come come my lady you're my butterfly come my lady you
I'll Follow You Into The Dark
Although I can not hold you, I try my best to show you, just what you are to me, I hope that you will see, your love set me free, from all I used to be, you came into my life, changing everything, gave me the will to live, made it all worthwhile, even if just for a time, all the wrongs seemed right, if all our days end now, I'll find away somehow, to have you with me, the way it was ment to be, where ever forever takes us, come what may, I just had to say, I love and need you always, deep in your heart you know, I'll Follow You Into The Dark.. Music Video Codes By Music
And The Grand Total Is: 17
17 is how many ppl deleted me because I couldnt rate all thier pics!! People are so petty! Gonna go see wild hogs today with an old friend. Muah!! And for those who don't know what my status message refers to its this next song. I try and make my status the song im feeling of the day! Geeky eh? Here it is Starry Eyed Surprise Paul Oakenfeld
Sex Can Kill...
I am just sitting here looking at all the lovely women on here and was wondering what it would be like to make love to all of them... Then it hit me that I would most likely either run out of sperm, not be able to get another erection for an hour or die... I think I will just sit here and fantasize some more -- safer... :)
What The Hell Is Wrong With You People???
I've been on this site pretty much the whole weekend. In between watching people post bulletins about losing loved ones, children with Liver cancer, fathers, mothers, our children oversees fighting in a war they may die in, people just wanting prayers for people we love, we have to be continously bombed with crap about who stole who's boyfriend, who's a cheat, how much they lie, how many dam accounts they have. This is the internet. Don't you all have a life. Personally I'm sick of reading it all day long. Get a grip. There is a world out there where real people are trying to just survive. I DON'T GIVE A DAM WHO'S IN FIRST PLACE, OR WHO DID WHAT TO WHOM. DO WHAT YOUR BOUNCERS HAVE TOLD YOU TO DO OVER AND OVER. If its important enough or effects us, post it once then let people repost for you. IF THIS IS YOUR WAY TO LEVEL UP, GET OVER YOURSELF. LEAVE THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH IT ALONE. THIS REALLY LOOKS GREAT TO NEW PEOPLE JUST COMING ON TO CHERRY TAP.
Word Up
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Personal Jesus
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Fight Song
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Fireman's Prayer
Music Recommendation (why Not?)
for March 11 07... - Elgar's string quartet in E minor. Even though or maybe because in this (and other works around the same time) he sounds less like "Elgar" - or rather, there's less of that Elgar that does put some people off, that did put me off once... - than before. (Information from, in particular this page about the string quartet.) The quartet is one of the four works he finished - violin sonata, string quartet, piano quintet, cello concerto (1917-1919) before his wife's death in 1920 after which nothing emerged completed from his "workshop" other than brief suites, I believe (the incomplete sketches still amount to a handful in themselves, over a hundred- I'm not sure quite how many? pages of impressive music- including a third symphony in pieces whose completion/realization I've enthused over...) (Of these four works, I like the piano quintet, only know the violin sonata sort of, and love the cello concerto...) Its slow movement, rightly marked Pi
What I Always Wanted
Song 2
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I Find It Offensive...
That people think if I do not repost something they posted I am not a real friend... I find it offensive that if I do not take someone’s STUPID quiz and repost it I am not their friend... My friends on here KNOW I am their friend. They know if they need to be lifted up - I am here with a funny, religious or positive comment to get them through the day... NOT because I repost some BS message.... Just me - butt I love me!!! ... and you should to... :) p.s. That goes for the BS contests some of you think you must win to be somebody....
Love , Sex , Fun
IT is today that I begin to spew forth my nasty thoughs and ways of life !!! I do so in an effort to promote any and every person to have as much LOVE< SEX < FUN as humanly possible and do so all at the same time !!!! I ask you all to ponder ,,, the question how can I do it all ??? By all I mean to have the freedom not just by being single no ,,, within yourself also to have it all and have no erotic fantasy be denied ???? Can you love and have love in return and still find ways to keep the passion alive ,,,,can you keep your MOJO ???? Can you ladies firgure out how to truely keep your men always wanting more ,, to constantlty desire you and your affections ,, can you make him or her truely yours infected by your essence ???? OF course I have my opinions ,,, not to mention ,, I do know the way to this place some may liken to paradise !!!! Hit me up some time ,,, lets talk about it ,, maybe I will offer up a few secrets that I have learned over the years through many pleasu
In the dark...out beyond the field of that little spot where spots begin to dance before your eyes and your imagination takes control and things that aren't there begin to move...what waits for us? What lingers beyond our dim line of sight, laughing? Is it our pains? Our fears? Is there even anything there at all? In a dying world, we reach out for touch. But we are still alone. None can step into our heart, mind, and soul enough to become us. In the end...what if it really is just ourselves we have in mind? How do you speak of your pain when there are no words to describe it? When you lie awake at night and your mind wanders toward some gaping chasm asking...what if? What if you close your eyes and wake up on the other side? What if you wake up and everything you've built falls around you...a lost and crumbling empire...and the only artifact of it is the painful memory of a loss oyu wish you'd never known? What if everyth
Had A Blast Last Nite
Sorry But
Hi sorry but I am going to start removing some people off my list that I don't talk too.. I added people but they never chat.. so think it is pointless them being on my list.. not being nasty but to me it's not a contest to see how many people I can get on my friends list.. if I do delete you it's not that I don't like you.. it's coz you and I have not talked since you been added... be happy :)
What A Day/week/month
You know how some people say that if they didn't have bad luck, they'd have no luck at all. Well if you looked that up in the dictionary, you'd see me. Talk about a month from hell. The holidays this year were bad enough, the man was fired from him job the DAY AFTER valentines day, and then on Friday, I wrecked the jeep liberty. Yup, it looks like it hit a brick wall, which was really a cobalt. I'm hurt, not majorly, but sore as heck and of course the remedy for that in the doctor's eyes, is Ibuprofin. I'm sore bitches, dope me up with something to make me not want to rip someone's head off. Geez... Oh and to make friday better, it was the man's birthday and his father decided to call him a loser for not having a job, and me a crackhead because i don't weigh 200 lbs. Um, I'm prolly 140 lbs which isn't a size zero and it is not like i don't eat. So now that neither one of us is on speaking terms with the fam, it's just GREAT! Hopefully it gets better. I just pray I live to
So I went to the book store last night to get my manga, of course when you really want it you cant get it. I was like o well I just going to order it. Gosh I could just pull my hair out try to order the darn mangas! He was soooooo slow, cant spell and type w/ 2 fingers! What annoying too is he doesnt want me to tell him what the corect spell is! It takes a while to spell beauty (name of the book) then w/ his slow motion he try to find the book then finally back to the computer and order it. Then he spell my name wrong I mean cmon now why didnt you just ask how to spell if you not sure or you cant? I mean I have an accent so I wont mind if peeps ask how to spell cause I might not saying it the right way. Nooooo not him, he even try to say that I'm not in the system. I was like yeah right almost every month I'm ordering something ugh at least 20 min just to order 3 books!!! I'll make sure next time I'm NOT dealing w/ that guy I really have no patient w/ stubborn slow poke that has techno
A Woman's Poem And A Man's Poem
>Before I lay me down to sleep, >I pray for a man, who's not a creep, >One who's handsome, smart and strong. >One who loves to listen long, >One who thinks before he speaks, >One who'll call, not wait for weeks. >I pray he's gainfully employed, >When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. >Pulls out my chair and opens my door, >Massages my back and begs to do more. >Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, >Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" >I pray that this man will love me to no end, >And always be my very best friend. > > >MAN'S POEM... > > >I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs >Who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This >Doesn't rhyme and I don't care.
Mom Mommy tell me more about when you were young Mommy will you please sing me a song that you sung? Mommy I want to know when you learned to read Mommy will you show me how to plant this seed? Mama will you teach me exactly how to drive Mama will you help me as I learn to survive. Mom will you tell me what to wear to prom Mom when I graduate do you promise to be strong? Mom, guess what, it's time Granddad, walk me down the aisle Mom, the baby's on the way does that look like my first smile? Mom I think you are so brave I'll be right here for you Mom, it's OK, let go now I promise I will be here, and work to make you proud.
*new!* Pictures
Hi everyone! Just to let everyone know I have put some new pictures of myself up on this profile - come check them out!/rate them.. whatever you want :P Sarah-Ellen xoxo
A Sunshiny Sunday Morning!
Good morning/good afternoon, one and all! Those in the USA (and affected by this) - did you remember to turn your clocks ahead an hour?? If I calculate correctly, there is now 5 hours difference between me and some of my friends "across the pond." But then again, I may just need more coffee!! We will be having another glorious day, filled with sunshine and temps around 50 degrees. The birds are singing and I'm itching to get my hands dirty! Unfortunately, we still have quite a bit of snow to melt, lol!! I spent a good chunk of yesterday shopping with my Mom and sister Carol! I rarely get to go on these excursions anymore, due to work and whatever else is taking up my time. Sometimes I forget how much I enjoy their company, especially my sister! Carol has joined the "fast track to enlightenment" with the rest of us - energyworkers, et al. We have much fun, driving Mom a little nuts, with our talk of past life companions, astral projecting, energywork, etc.!!!!! Yeah, my Mom thinks
Black Robbers
BLACK ROBBERS-True Story By far the best email I’ve read so far… And it’s a true story… On a recent weekend I Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dinning room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. I’ll be right back and we’ll go to eat,” she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was tall…very tall…an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don’t be a bigot , they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn’t read her mind but Gosh, the had to know what she was thinking!!! Her hesitation
Some Recent Poems...
... that I have written in the past few days. These have been put down in the order I wrote them... If you don't like them, please don't comment on them. They're my feelings... whether you like them or not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken Dreams Lonely heart, Broken heart... Dreams come true, torn apart Sad soul, Depressed soul... Agony and despair It takes its toll... Brown eyes, Crying eyes... tears slip down, just a little, she "dies" Depressing life, Miserable life... The hurtful words Cut like a knife... ******************** Love Once again she is Hurt beyond words... Once again her world is crushed... Love is dead. ********************* Clear Blood Tears... clear blood... Outer proof that she is hurt No less visable Than if it were red... The pain is real The saddness too.... Tears they fall... Like clear blood. ********************** Thoughts I thought my heart Would feel empty I thought I'd still be sad..
Saving The Streams
Alright, has this posted with a petition. Take a minute or two. I'm going to be writing to my Congress people and crawl up their asses. 1. Okay, what's going on? On Friday March 2nd, the U.S. government (specifically, the Copyright Royalty Board, or "CRB") announced its determination of the royalty rates Internet radio webcasters must pay the owners of sound recording copyrights to license the music they play for the years 2006-2010. The owners of these sound recording copyrights are, in the vast majority of cases, recording companies ("labels"). While successful webcasters which have built loyal audiences can usually cover most of their costs from their revenue (and sometimes even make a little profit), these new rates will almost certainly destroy the Internet radio industry, as they amount to well over 100% of even the most-successful webcasters' online radio revenues. In other words, these fees are grotesquely disproportionate to any other expense a webcas
Connection Problems.
So, some of you guys know I've been having some problems with uploads, etc. I got in touch with my service provider (Telewest Blueyonder - recently acquired by Virgin Media Group) and apparantly the problems I was having was due to improved security measures put in place by my provider. They've made only ONE port accessable by secure websites - so uploading pics for example meant that my computer refused to talk to the website causing it to time out. I'm glad it's sorted BUT I'm majorly pissed off that these arseholes didn't even send me a fucking E-Mail telling me they'd done that. Woulda saved me a whole lotta fucking about.
Its What Ever
am the shit.
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Nikki Vs. Madame Tussauds
Living a mere 33 miles North of London it is only logical that I take the necessary time to occasionally (twice annually at the very least) tour the attractions within the city. The Science Museum is my personal favourite though I am also very partial to the Natural History Museum, London Eye, London Aquarium, Tower of London, Big Ben, Houses of Parliment and formally Madame Tussauds. After yesterday I sincerely doubt I will ever be gracing that attraction with my presence again. I entered the area of the museum nown as The Torture Chamber (I do wish I wasn't so strongly attracted to chains and handcuffs!)and was presented with a new aspect to the museum. I was lined up with other tourists and informed "they actors will come close but they will not touch you so please do not touch the actors!!! I assumed we would be seated in rows and some actors would perform for us on a stage. Yet naturally fate was not going to be so polite. So calmly and curiously I stepped in to a dimly lit walk w
Um So...
Whats goin on every body, Im just sittin here hangin out at my friend careys house. I live in san clemente for monday-friday and then on the weekends i live with carey and his roomate chad. by he way i absolutely love th OFFICE that shit is so fuckin funny. omfg so hilarious. whateva someone who live in southern california should totaly leave me a sweet ass message. LOL.
I Need Help
A Call To Everyone! Help Pls!
Who Are Youre Friends
im a outgoing person when i have lots of friends i like to make friends but for some reason friends dont always stick around or allways care about themselfs or is it just me i done no but calling al you friends out there let me no you are around im not a bad person or anything just need lack the confidence my view is that friends are forever and good friendships are worht maintaining. Tell me what you think is it me or am i just meeting the wrong sort of friends. thanks
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No Such Thing...
They always say there's no such thing as an original idea.... well fuck it all if that's not true with me LOL. Over the last several years i have come up with ideas... a lot of ideas, only to see about 90% of them actually hit the market, get made, whatever... some products, some movies, etc. i think i need to get me one of those inventors kits or start writing down my freaking script ideas and getting them submitted. When i was in 9th grade (1987/88) i wrote a story called When Worlds Collide... about a modern day era that suddenly meets up with Dragons. There was more to it then just dragons, but dragons were the primary point of the plot... a few years back we saw Reign of Fire. Not a blockbuster smash or anything, but it was there all the same LOL I'm not whining about it. I think it's kinda cool in a weird sort of way. I'd like to think my ideas are escaping into the social conscience or something. it would explain my brain sharing with some people LOL well, the other
Time To Let Go
Its 7 am , and Ive been up for 20 minutes (actually 6 , stupid time change)How am I feeling .. tired confused , irritable ,, thats nothing new . I think Im getting my period , oh joy , it would come right before my vacation. Its funny , I keep telling myself I can control my feelings , I own my emotions , yet every time I tell myself that ,it bites me in the ass and Im proven wrong. so once again Im shown ,yes Kim you are a damned fool.I dont even know where to go with this, I think Ill just save this and actually pen and paper journel it. maybe ill just let the feelings sit and stir. Im seriously thinking karma does exsist and I did something really fucked up in a past life .Its a beautiful day , and I need to start laundry and pack . Im not letting this get me down. In 2 days I will be landing in San Antonio and I can just forget the world... Theres alot that needs wiping from my mind.I am a beautiful person whether people see it or not , and the gift of myself is
Anger, Frustration And Tears
I wish that my first blog that I write would be something good and uplifting but it isn't. What is on my mind is anything but happy. In the past month my place of employment (as we will call it however it is HELL to me) has gotten to the point that it is almost impossible to go to work and not come home in tears. Every week there are call offs nearly everyday and my shift Night shift ends up working either 12 hour shifts or 16 hour shifts and we are the only shift that has to do that everyone else gets to go home on all the other shifts and is never made to stay over. Then when we do stay over we are harrassed by the dayshift Nurses and Aids that are working and we have been up for over 24 hours straight an they get mad at us because we aren't working fast enough. Well you be up and work from 11p.m and then not get off work until 3 p.m. the next afternoon and still be happy happy! Bull@#$% And it has gotten so bad that my D.O.N. (director of Nursing) has quit she wa
I enjoy flirting. Most of who would read this already knows that. And when I flirt, I am often asked, "what are you looking for?" or "what turns you on?". I know, it's all lines. But my point is, I tell them "seduction". And nine times out of ten, I swear, they always reply with, "what do you mean"? Now I know most of you ladies already know what I mean. But those men who keep asking, this is an example of what I mean. An absolute must to being seductive is be charming. Not too pushy or over confident. But not too passive and reserved. Have some confidence and approach me with the intend to let me know that you admire me, and perhaps why. Flatter me, compliment me. Let me really feel like I am the one you were waiting for all day. Talk to me about things that interest me. Its all on my page. Now, I know some of you are reading this thinking, "screw her. she wants me to kiss her ass. no way" Thats fine. You people are not the seductive type, so don't waste my time, if flirting was
Because Everyone In Canada Lives In An Igloo
Now that Vancouver has won the chance to host the 2010 Winter Olympics, these are some questions people from all over the world are asking. Believe it or not these questions about Canada were posted on an International Tourism Website. Obviously the answers are a joke;but the questions were really asked! Q:I have never seen it warm on Canadian TV, so how do the plants grow?(England) A. We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around and watch them die. Q:Will I be able to see Polar Bears in the street? (USA) A: Depends on how much you've been drinking. Q:I want to walk from Vancouver to Toronto-can I follow the Railroad tracks? (Sweden) A: Sure, it's only Four thousand miles, take lots of water. Q:Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Canada? (Sweden) A: So it's true what they say about Swedes. Q:It is imperative that I find the names and addresses of places to contact for a stuffed Beaver. (Italy) A: Let's not touch this one. Q: Are th
Sometimes We Need Different Answers
WOULDN'T IT BE GREAT TO TURN ON THE TV AND HEAR ANY U.S. PRESIDENT, DEMOCRAT OR REPUBLICAN GIVE THE FOLLOWING SPEECH? My Fellow Americans: As you all know, the defeat of the Iraq regime has been completed. Since congress does not want to spend any more money on this war, our mission in Iraq is complete. This morning I gave the order for a complete removal of all American forces from Iraq This action will be complete within 30 days. It is now time to begin the reckoning. Before me, I have two lists. One list contains the names of countries which have stood by our side during the Iraq conflict. This list is short. The United Kingdom , Spain , Bulgaria , Australia , and Poland are some of the countries listed there. The other list contains everyone not on the first list. Most of the world's nations are on that list. My press secretary will be distributing copies of both lists later this evening. Let me start by saying that effective immediately, foreign aid to th
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Love Horoscope
Dear Kimberly, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Sunday, March 11: Nothing is hopeless, and your current spat with Sweetie is far from a deal-breaker. You need to keep checking in until things start to warm up -- it won't be too long from now.
Daily Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Five of Pentacles card suggests that my power today lies in defiance. We are willing to reject the sure thing or accept excommunication to try to make it on our own rather than endure the status quo or submit to conditions that assume we are invisible -- in this, we have nothing to lose. We accept responsibility for the difficulties ahead and do not seek pity for having chosen against the grain. I am empowered by mutual support and my assets are self-worth, hope, and pride.
Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Five of Pentacles card reversed suggests that to make a love connection or to get back on your feet as a couple, you may need to submit to the standards of those who may now be rejecting you. It could be a turning point in your relationship. Make sure you don't return to the status quo, or it could make your situation chronic or addictive. This might be an opportunity to rehabilitate your relationship at its core, particularly as it relates to physical and spiritual intimacy. You can enter a better phase that goes beyond material security. But if you decide to go your separate ways, you should reach an agreement that can enable you both to seek greener pastures amicably. Remember the good times and keep no record of yesterday's sins -- you can find strength in positive action today.
For Now
I feel so tingly, it's so good. But I think I drank too much. I drank 1/4 of a bottle of vodka at the end in a couple min, I thought it was too much, so I vomitted it. I haven't had anything for an hour, but I'm still so fucken tingly, and don't have much control over my movement. It feels nice, but does worry me a bit. I'm still new to drinking, so I have no idea. My feet are so ticklish, and the won't stoo tingling. It's so nice, but a bit hard to walk. If you think I have good speeling, it's only because I have a bit of OCD when it comes to writting. Just so you know, speeling is a real word, something I found out recently after using it for years. It means, to climb. ^_^ I can't climb well either, but I really can't spell. I love tingles, so fucken nice. Edit: All my roommates went to sleep, so I can just sit hear, be tingly, and play with myself. ^_^ I feel too nice right now. Somebody fuck me.
Wise Saying
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Wife's Hearing Test ,
WIFE'S HEARING TEST A man feared his wife was not hearing as well as she used to, and he thought she might need a hearing aid. Not quite sure how to approach her, he called the family doctor to discuss the problem. The doctor told him there is a simple informal test the husband could perform to give the doctor a better idea about her hearing loss. "Here's what you do," said the doctor. "Stand about 40 feet away from her and in a normal conversational speaking tone see if she hears you. If not, go to 30 feet, then 20 feet, and so on until you get a response." That evening, the wife is in the kitchen cooking dinner, and he was in the den. He says to himself, "I'm about 40 feet away. Let's see what happens." In a normal tone he asks, Honey, what's for dinner?" No response. So the husband moves closer to the kitchen, about 30 feet from his wife, and repeats, "Honey, what's for dinner?" Still no response. Next he moves into the dining room where he is about 20 feet fr
Hello everyone just chillin here in huntington beach i freakin love this place ben livin here bout a month. anyway im gonna leave right now and anyone who wants to should leave me some comments or somethin.Peace!
Havnt Left Cherrytap Yet
hi to all my friends and my fan at cherrytap i havnt left cherrytap yet but im thinking seriously about it so im just going to be away for awhile on another site ok. so i can think things over and figure out what to do im not taking this problem out on any of you my friends and my fan just these people who come to view my site and leave nasty comments on my site and then they call me names and mock me laugh at me and make fun of me behind my back im a christian women and ill just pray for them sorry if you dont hear from me in awhile but im going away to another site awhile thanks and god bless youll ps i just dont like being harrassed like this
Mah Tore-up Ass Hole!
I'm puttin up new ones of mah tore-up ass-hole real fukkin soon!
I've Been Dismissed........
So let's talk...ok that's seems simple enough. Tonight I talked to someone that very recently has become a friend. Someone I enjoy talking to. Tonight he did a very stupid thing, but there are people that I can easily dismiss and some that I think it's worth trying to talk to in order to salvage the friendship. By doing this, I not only got dismissed by my "best" and her live-in whatever they are but by a few others I'm sure too. If that's what my friendship meant to you all, obviously nothing, cause you assume that I'm choosing one over the other when in fact, I'm just trying to keep peace, well then so be it. I can't change your mind. But I wanted to thank you for putting shit out there that not only makes him look like a bigger ass, but me a rather large slut. Never did I ever talk shit about you, or run to someone's "partner" to make you look bad, nor would I ever. YOu want to air dirty laundry...go ahead, just know that I would never do the same to do, no matter what.
Trying To Spread The Joy!!
Trying to spread the joyous news to all of my CT friends in between calls tonight; however, I don't think I am going to make it to everyone. :( I am working and trying to spread the word in between crisis calls. Help me to spread the word!!! :D My voice is 99.9% back! Yea!!! I hated being sick. It was so frustrating. Still taking it easy so it doesn't re-occur; so many of my coworkers have been through the whole stint twice. I am determined not to go down that road for sure!! Just wanted to check in with all of my dear friends and let you know that I was thinking about you all and I am alive and kicking and feeling soooo much better now. Hooray!!! I trust that this finds you well as well and, hopefully, you have been unscathed by this whole sickness that swept across so briskly. Drop me a line when you can. I look forward to hearing from you again soon. Oh......... Don't forget we "spring ahead" tonight timewise, losing that extra hour. TTYML.
The casual lie you spin, I know your desires, I know you. Consider me an informed fly. I see the gossamer strands, all bright with dew, sunlight reflected, a sweet promise trap, Not this time, Not this time, had me once, briefly, not caught again.
Someone Called Someone
_____WHO IS MY SOMEONE_____ My Someone called someone. My someone who i named someone. My someone who rates my page an 11. My someone who rates me down to an 8. My someone who rates me back to a 10. My someone who rates everything i post. My someone who rates as fast as i post. My someone who will alway be welcomed. My someone who grabs my attension. My someone who may be my friend. My someone who may not be my friend. My someone who may be a fan. My someone who may not be a fan. My someone who i may have fanned My someone who i may not have fanned. My someone who i may know. My someone who i may never know. My someone who i may want to know. My someone who i may need to know. My someone who i can never say hi to. My someone who i can never say bye to. My someone who should not just be a someome. My someone who may no longer be just someone. My someone who may want to be just a someone. My someone who should want to be a someone. My someone who someday i may
The Dawn Of Inspiration
There on the window sill... ballet with the cigar smoke...but it wasn't what I had hoped for. The coy tendrils were only there to remind me, to mock me. "Get your life together old man." I say to a spackled ceiling... are those skyward pocks the huts of liliputians? If that were the case, wouldn't they fall groundward, floorward, bedward as it were seeing as that's where I was occupied in my chat with the ceiling. Do these liliputions find me to be some hovering God. Some angst-ridden, hair-thinning, birds eye deity of boredom. Am I so upside down... If I tried to touch you tiny worshippers... would I accidentally crush you? Would my benevolence break your fragile bodies. Does my tyrannically rumbling voice terrify your children... Do you live in fear as we do? My hand closes around air... I think to get my step ladder... but think better of it. God's should be invisible but not wholey unheard. Felt, but not reached. You have to use a delicate touch. A soothing, silen
What Is Really Going On?
OK....just let me know one thing. I am a woman who likes to meet ppl online due to the fact that where i live i know everyface and if I dont one of my girls do...With that being said men all over the us and back must fill there heads with all the things there dicks tell them..wich by the way guys most of the time is not true. Here is a news flash if a girl wants to give you the ass she will..plain and sinple its not cuz you are a pimp or u have money or the size of your dick...plain and simple if we want to we will. Tonight afrter consuming more beers then i would like to say me and my girl went to a show in wich one of the main performers was a friend of ours from myspace and we had met before. So what does the mannly man do but do his best to see if he could get the one that was married. news flash gentlmen we get married for a reason. Then the same guy for some reason then thinks he could have her and me at the same time even got us to take him to the store to get
Calll Me
dam im still looking for my sexy one to wanna call me so any girl that wanna chaat on the phone pm me
Letting The Steam Out.....
Well i was suppose to watch 300 yesterday but no certain ppl decided to do other things..... So i leave ya with this im bored angry an pissed? lol RAWR >___< Days i live i wander looking searching for the thing the one purpose in my life what im suppose to do my calling my singular purpose in life... what am i?.... The Demons taunting me laughing pointing shoving shouting above all other things the darkness is my home as its always been....light never shines here anymore darkness is all i see it is all i hear, The Morbid Sins of man sins the the flesh an against others.... too much have i witnessed too much have i seen with my eyes so many hearts scarred with pain so many wounds left unhealed... I cannot bare it longer the burden has reached its limit within me. If there is a god may he strike down those who need to be punished if not....he is taking his time an allowing those that seriously need to be struck down get away with horrific crimes....I for one will not stand for
Why Women Are Evil Bitches!
A new research has found the true cause of aggressive behavior in women. The University of Pittsburgh conducted a study where it was revealed that variations in serotonin receptor gene are closely related to hostility and ill temper in women. As it was previously showed by various researches, the hormone serotonin plays an important part in regulating aggressive behavior for animals and people. Thus the lower level of serotonin, the more are the chances that an individual will show hostility or act in aggressive and anxious manner. The high level of serotonin will contribute to feelings of happiness, emotional gratification and be an effective stress killer. The genetic study of Cardiovascular Behavioral Medicine Program aimed to find scientific proof to the link between alterations in the serotonin receptor 2C gene and aggressive behavior. The research took place in Behavioral Physiology Laboratory at the University of Pittsburgh, where 550 women of European origin were teste
Sex Sex Sex
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Life ! Life ! Life!
LIFE! LIFE! LIFE! When you've made your plans and they've gone away When you've tried your best and there's no more try When you've failed yourself and you don't know why... START OVER. When you've told your friends what you plan to do When you've trusted them and they didn't come through And now you're all alone and it's up to you... START OVER. When you've failed your kids and they're frown and gone When you've done your best but it's turned out wrong And now your grandchildren have come along... START OVER. When you've prayed to God so you'll know His will When you've prayed and prayed and you don't know still When you want to stop cause you've had your fill... START OVER. When you think you're finished and want to quit When you've bottomed out of life's deepest pit When you've tried and tried to get out of it... START OVER. When the year has been long and successes few When December comes and you're feeling blue Go
What Mine Is Mine And Vice Versa
Breakups and divorces can often be messy affairs. But a German man took his impending divorce to extremes – by chainsawing a family house in half, and taking his half away. The man, who is 43 years old, attacked the single storey summer house with his chainsaw after measuring it. The man is reportedly a trained mason, although that probably wasn't much help to him, as the house was made of wood. Once he'd cut it in half, he picked one half up with a forklift truck, and drove it to his brother's house, in the town of Sonneberg. A spokesman for the local police commented: 'The man said he was just taking his due. But I don't think his wife was too pleased.'
Oh And 1 More Thing- Officially
I like and talk to all of maybe 5 people on this site. What does that say about me? What does that Say about you? D&D- You are my heroes. Youre everything a person should aspire to be. Not You - but brave courageous outspoken teachers who never fear who you are. as you both are. You are my heart. And I am So very glad I met you both through this site. As it once was. To my other friends who I lost touch with- Ronin , Leese,Az, Unjust.... I'm sorry- I suck *smile* thats all I can say. Happy Birthday Ronin. Joejoe- you are my Heart! Ty for always being there. JP- You are a muse and I miss you. Chris- You are an inspiration as a writer a survivor and a muse. I Hope to have a heart as strong as yours some day. Everyone else who actually put forth the effort- thankyou guys.. you know who you are. (Silver dragons- Keith, Toasty) Those who actually read this that are not on this list- you should be, and I thank you. I know this time was most likely wasted
A Thought In Prgress Becomes Easily Trapped
Wonderful things abound on the mindscape. Thoughts of Completion and confirmation. I'am content...haven been able to say that quite awhile. On the business end of life.. are going fairly well, We're way further ahead at thins point the I figured we'd be. So i'm rather enthused about it:D lol Good weekend of drinkin, dancing and drumming... getting to know people more and more, loving it too... maybe things are finally starting to turn around again... Hope so...
Built In Floatation Devices !
Now these are things which really scare you numb... are they boobs or footballs ?
Vodka And Sermon !
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous that he could hardly speak. After mass, he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, " When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the $$=+ out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock a
Skunky Smell !
A young couple were driving home one night. As they came around a curve, they ran over a mother skunk. The woman saw a baby skunk crying on the side of the road and demanded her boyfriend to stop. Taking the baby home, it started shivering. The woman said.... It's cold. What should I do ? The man replied, "Put it down between your legs and warm it up." The lady then asked, "What about the smell?" The man replied, "I guess just hold its little nose!"
You Know Who You Are
I Have an Angel Not in the sky, But here, on Earth. Just outside of my hometown. I do admit, She brings me pain. But She's the only one, That CAN keeps me sane. She makes me laugh. She makes me smile. She makes me feel like , i could just cry. As long as I have her in my WORLD. The pain and joy will always be worth my while. For there is No Fear of an Angel. If I were to some day awake. And she was to have disapeared And never too reapear. I don't know what I would do. For losing her. "Is always my biggest Fear!" Besos para ti my Angel I have only this one FEAR in my whole WORLD
The Special #
I wonder what the special number will be. I am not counting because I am good girl. I just hope you know that I love you Josh and I am thinking of you always......I hope you are dreaming of me.
What's Up Dude ?
Hi Just joined up and I hope the below makes things easier. Doc: Name ? Patient: Fred Doc : Location Patient: India Doc : Profession Patient : Internet consultant Doc : Sex ? Patient: Three / Four times a week, if possible ! Doc: No, No, male or female ? Patient: Male, Female... sometimes cow ... That's about it Appreciate any help and advise Bye
Who I'd Wish To The Corn Field
Current mood: bitchy For those of you out there who remember the little boy from the Twilight Zone who could wish people to the Corn Field will hopefully have some fun adding to this Blog. I'll start... 1. George W. Bush (and family) 2. Dick Chaney 3. Donald Rumsfield 4. Karl Rove 5. Ann Coulter! 6. Bill O'Reilly 7. Shawn Hanity Ok, I've gotten the obvious out of the way... 8. Men who troll the net for sex 9. Women who troll the net for sex 10.Predators of myspace & the net trolling for kids...
There was a blonde woman who was having financial troubles so she decided to kidnap a child and demand a ransom. She went to a local park, grabbed a little boy, took him behind a tree and wrote this note: I have kidnapped your child. Leave $10,000 in a plain brown bag behind the big oak tree in the park tomorrow at 7 A.M. Signed, The Blonde. She pinned the note inside the little boy's jacket and told him to go straight home. The next morning, she returned to the park to find the $10,000 in a brown bag behind the big oak tree, just as she had instructed. Inside the bag was the following note, "Here is your money. I cannot believe that one blonde would do this to another!"
ok well its like 5 am here and I have nothing to do so I'm listening to my MP3 player and chillen on cherrytap haha I need a car and a life. >.< Oh well just thought I would put something in a blog....
What I Fine Sexy In A Man....
Just some thoughts on what I find sexy in a man... Ladies, feel free to add your own. Guys you can join in with what you find sexy about Women. A man who is confident but not arrogant. A man with character and strength. A man who has nice hands AND feet. A man who smells good. Mmmmm very much a turn on! A man who can make me laugh. A man in boxer-briefs!;-) Deep, Dark, Penitrating Eyes
There's A Battle Inside
There’s a battle inside My mind tells me one thing I should go run and hide My heart tells me another TELL HIM He should know My lips say A kiss will tell him so There’s a battle inside My mind tells me Don’t put all your eggs in one basket There may not be a bottom My heart tells me another You’ll love him forever Just breath My lips say A kiss will tell him so There’s a battle inside My mind tells me one thing Keep a distance just in case My heart tells me another Stay close to him Because he is like no other My lips say A kiss will tell him so There’s a battle inside My mind says one thing My heart says another My lips tell the story Don’t fight the lips That tell the heart That tell the mind It’s all right It’s the right time
I Got My Nipples Pierced!!!
YUP!! Deanna and I got our nipples both peirced today!
Silence Is Deadly....
Your making my heart bleed keeping it open like a fresh open wound. Take the knife and stab it making it beyond pain twisting it till I can't take it anymore. I scream for mercy asking you to stop but you dont hear me for you're lost in your thoughts.... I could fill a thousand pages telling you how I've felt and still you would not understand. So now I leave without a sound, except that of my heart shattering as it hits the ground....
A whiney bitch You turned me into one You claim me You stake me You call me yours I message you I stalk you As if I was yours I told you I’d get attached You questioned what I would do I’d like to stab you You’re my fucktard I’m your bitch I
Leaving Cherrytap
hi god bless you to all my friends and my fan at cherrytap on my site in my friends list im leaving cherrytap ok im being harrassed and im not putting up with any of this mess again ok so im just going to leave cherrytap ok. sorry to have to leave cherrytap but you can find me thru these sites ok thank you for being my friends god bless youll my other sites to find me at if you want to come check them out and be my friend still your welcome to ok. ill be at, my emailaddress is if you want to email me ok these are just a couple of ways to contact me im also on and others to ok god bless youll if you want to be my friends still come and vie=sit me over there ok thanks god bless
Rant About Today In Aim Conversation
[03:00] (Me): I fucking hate people [03:00] (Friend): why [03:00] (Me): Cause I work for a competing tattoo shop one of the other larger ones are talking shit about me, and the guy that owns that shop owns another one and one of the more popular bars in town... He's also the largest coke dealer in town too. [03:01] (Me): So because this asshole is jealous of a competing shop, I have to deal with all this bullshit drama, I had nothing to do with in the first place. [03:01] (Me): I'm buying a fucking gun tomorrow this is bullshit I have to watch my back now because of childish bullshit like this. [03:03] (Me): god damn I feel sick [03:04] (Me): This is so fucking stupid... I'm turning into a local celebrity and I hate it. I just want to be left alone, and keep my close group of friends whose no longer a "close" group because of this shit... [03:04] (Me): I felt lonely before.... Now I feel even more alone.
In the darkness is where I hunt In the darkness is where I search In the darkness is where I find peace within In the darkness all is found to me In the darkness I find myself The darkness consumes and embraces me For the darkness is where I live
Star Locket Melody
Fallen Angel
This Is Why
This Is Where A Wity Title Would Be
I not all that lucide right now so if I don't make sense try and keep in mind I'm still in the hospital and I'm on some damn strong meds. But--I'm in alot of pain even with the meds so I'm blogging till I pass out from one or both! Ok I'm gonna do a bit of raging here. I have a pet peeve. It's people not taking the time to read my profile. Then becomming upset over a fact that is clearly stated in my profile. Be that the fact I'm Bi or into the BDSM lifestyle or what have you. I'm honest n I've been told i'm a bit to nice at times. Maybe so.I don't like upseting people unless I absolootly must. Sooooooooo... PEOPLE PLEASE DO ME A HUGE FAVER! READ MY PROFILE BEFORE YOU GO OFF ON ME FOR NOT TELLING YOU SOMETHING. You see if it's on my profile I expect that it's known. So I don't repeat alot of what's covered on my profile that would be a bit reduntit. I'll be happy to tell you anything you'd like to know IF it's not covered. There's a reason a profile is made. It's so you know a
True Family
a few of you out there know just what i mean when i say true family...i dont mean blood ties either, because blood can fuck u over just as easily as any stranger!! i mean the people who when u need them the most are the ones offering you their support, not kicking you to the fucking curve and saying oh im still fam right?? dont be a dumbass....u aint shit, ur just another vulture trying to get something for nothing!!!!
Final Episdoe
Daylight Saving Time
It's About Damn Time!
You know, for the first time in my life everything feels really good. I can't remember a time when I felt so happy, so alive, so ready to do whatever it takes to get what I want (and to keep it). Life is looking really son is getting healthier, work is good, everything is good. I hope it stays like this. I could get use to it.... I know I just rambled... but it felt good. Thanks for reading this.
Just Saying Ty.. :o)
Want to say ty too all my friends for the support and luv... andddd.. too all my new friends that I have made friends with.. I have been trying to show luv still to all my friends.. and is hard to do.. I wish they would change the friends list and make it show when you are online all friends would show up and the ones offline.. wouldnt show.. would make it sooo much easier lol, as for the contest I can only bomb soo many at once soo be pataint with me plzzz.. Hard to keep up with you all, and if i havent hit you up in awhile plz dont be mad or feel that i dont want to show you luv.. because that is not how i am at all.. Just hard to find you all lol, and if i havent hit you up stop by and let me know, and ill hit you up with some luv. TY all again for helpin me out to get my month blast also. Hope all of you are doing well.. in the real world and in ct. Fuck all the drama and fakes or liars.. just move on all i gots to say :O) all of us here for friends or some just for fans and points
Hello Midnight (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
Under the covers lost, two souls seeking to devour one another Hello midnight Softly in my thoughts, invading my dreams Hello midnight Wrapped around my heart and touching my soul Hello midnight Safe in my arms, close to me and warm Breathless and spent like little animals, a tangle of limbs with no beginning or end
Love Ya'll
One morning you will never wake up, Do all your friends and family know you love them? I was thinking... I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends and family know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!! Live today to the fullest because tomorrow
A man left from work one Friday afternoon. But, being payday, instead of going home, he stayed out the entire weekend partying with the boys and spending his entire paycheck. When He finally appeared at home, Sunday Night, he was confronted by a very angry wife and was barraged for nearly two hours with a tirade befitting his actions. Finally his wife stopped the nagging and simply said to him, "How would you like it if you didn't see me for two or three days?" To which he replied. "That would be fine with me." Monday went by and he didn't see his wife. Tuesday and Wednesday came and went with the same results. Come Thursday, the swelling went down just enough where he could see her a little out of the corner of his left eye.
Gotta Read This Shit
The Most Functional English Word HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shi
Remember Change Your Clocks!
New Computer
Finally I have my new computer. What a huge difference in my everyday use of it. I can't forget CT! WOW!!! The only draw back is that I have Vista which I have to get used to since for over 4 years I was a XP user. I notice I can't click on pic links in bulletins for some reason, or use Yahoo Messenger. Other than that, I think it's going to be a better experience online for now on. That is, until this becomes a dinosaur and I need an even faster one. For the computer experts....I got the HP dv9230us model. Thanks to all who helped me make my decision.
Whats Up
here i am in mexico close to a resort or so the gov down here calls it there teaching them how to cross the boder. it s a shame that the people down here have such a crupt gov
Things Kids Say
Earlier tonight I was in the drive thru at McDonalds, my youngest daughter popped up as I was talking to my oldest daughter about what kind of Dr her friend wanted to be. She said he wanted to be a General Practioner. My youngest daughter then yelled "Shawnee wants to be a Peteratrician!", meaning pediatrician. I was literally crying I was laughing so hard and the girl in the drive thru was asking my oldest if I was nuts. You gotta love the things kids say
just wanted to say thanks to all who became my friend.
Hi I just wanted to say to men and woman, when you get hurt by the opposite sex dont label everyone else after that to be like them. Dont be scared to open up after you get hurt you could be missing out on the one who was meant for you. Sometimes we have to go through the bad things in life to get to the good things. It is the same thing with realtionships,it takes a few bad ones to get to the good. Relationships dont happen over night. Dont lock up your heart and throw away the key. You never know you might miss out on the person who was meant for you. Everyone has someone out there that is made for them. I know its easier to be alone sometimes then to be in a relationship. I promise men that not all woman are witches. I promise woman not all men are azzholes.
I was hoping that announcing the reasoning for my erratic behavior would lesson everyone's care and concerns for me. I am fine. I will always be fine. If I'm breathing, I'm fine...but if you want me to feel better, make me laugh. I'm making appointments and arrangements to take care of allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll of my medical conditions. I'm far from depressed. This has given me an opportunity to reflect on my life and appreciate every experience, whether at the time it was a good one or a bad one, and value the lessons I've learned which I share with you and my readers. I turned 22 on February 2nd and I don't know many 22 year old women who have lived lives as amazing as mine. I was an artist. A successful artist. If I had chosen to stick with it, money would never have been a concern...but I wanted more and I got more. I've had articles published all over the country and the internet. I've done modeling, acting, dancing, promoting, legal work, law enforcement work, grap
Ok well this is my first time visiting cherrytap.. so im going to see where this blog ends up :) Im used to having myspace.. Just wanted to try a new site.. Thanks for reading my boring blog LOL Mindy
A Friend
A Friend Should Be Radical... They should love you when you're unlovable, Hug you when you're unhuggable, And bear you when you're unbearable. A Friend should be Fanatical... They should cheer when the whole world boos, Dance when you get good news, And cry when you cry too. But most of all, a Friend should be Mathematical... They should multiply the joy, Divide the sorrow, Subtract the past, And add to tomorrow, Calculate the need deep in your heart, And always be bigger than the sum of all their parts.
Let It Go.
I sit and watch the setting sun and wonder how my life came undone Tough choices, I need to make knowing that someones heart will break But what is happiness If you don't feel pain how do you enjoy the sunshine unless, you've dealt with the rain.? My heart is filled with too much emotion And I wasted on you all of my devotion; You asked how do I move on and start a new life? When all I've ever wanted was to be your wife? You screamed at me that I didn't care when you know I was the one that was always there I held your hand all of those times you cried, I forgave you every time that you lied. I covered things up, and protected you I hid all of the times you made me black and blue. I am through with the pain you give to me I will move on I will be free.
Are The Ladies Overseas More Freaky?
I have always thought the ladies from Germany England France etc. were definately more outgoing lets say
~~i Got This For The Troops That Are Tired Of Looking At Burkas~~
Lately I've been feeling lonely but I dont know why, I feel like I dont have anyone to talk to. Alot of things are happening with friends and stuff and im trying to be there for them but sometimes I need to be heard to. I know if I ask them to listen they will but I dont want to have to. Its retarded I know but I cant stop feeling that way. This week really sucked. I was lied to (you people know who you are), put into the middle of something that I didnt want to be in I want my life back to they way it was when I was younger. I want my innocence, my niaveness and most importantly the people that i have lost over the years. I want to feel as loved as everyone else. You might think that im overreacting which I probably am but I need a break. This is probably just a crappy week so I'll just put on a smile and pretend like I usually do and get over it.
well... im pretty bored, got an email from chris, he said he came online to talk to me, then said he was going to bed. but hes online, and hes not talking. im getting very angry.
Just Deep Feelings Geting Out!!
I love you but I hate you. We've been friends for 3 years now. I love you but I hate you. Even if we are the same sex,it doesn't matter. I love you but I hate you. We walk the same path,we are the same. I love you but I hate you. Every guy I had feelings for, want you. I love you but I hate you. Your a part of my soul,yet not. I love you but hate you. At least I have good taste. I love you but I hate you. As much as you hurt me, I still love you more. I love you but I hate you. I can't have a world without you. I love you but I hate you. Your one of my dearest friends. I love but I hate you. As much as I hurt ,I can't be without you. I love you but I hate you. But most of all I hate myself. I love you but I hate you. Love,Hate ,one in the same path. I love you but I hate you. I love you so much that there are no words. I love you but I hate you. I hate myself more then anything.
Far Away
Phobias And Fears New Series Of Art well i dout any of u know cuz i havent said it on here but im working on a new series of art dealing with peoples phobias and fears, ive done quite a few pieces soo far wich all can be seen at the link above, im just asking for some feedback and see if anyone likes this stuff or any new ideas for pics.
I just recently had an epiphany. I held onto so much garbage and baggage that needs to be let go of totally. I was a self loathing person who doubted everyone and everything, no matter if it was good or bad. It jaded me, made me bitter, made me throw love away like trash. In turn this made me hate myself even more. I hereby release Martin Wanat of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all the bad things you said and did to me while we were together. I forgive you and I'll try to forget the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Rashawn Reese of my hatred, anger, and rage. I forgive you for all you did to me, how you acted, and how I was treated by you. I forgive you and I'll try to forget all the pain and suffering I had at your hands. I release Nicole Bateau, Nikki Vega, and Mike Piper as well. All of you are forgiven for all the bad things you said, did, and how you acted towards me when I finally found happiness. I forgive you and I'll try to forge
Please Be Aware, Keep An Eye Out For Ur Children
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. The Link here A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable “high” by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. Click Here for More Info On the Choking Game.
Trying To Work On My Profile
Well I am trying to learn how to do things on this site but it is awfully difficult when the computer seems to be moving slower than those turtles, the slowskis! Usually it is pretty fast! I probably have some bugs that need to be cleaned out of here. I'll have to get my husband to work his magic on this thing. I was trying to set up a skin. I did all the backwork but can't seem to apply it. When I tried to apply the one I made, the little circle was spinning and spinning and spinning. I finally just gave up cuz it is after 2 am and I must get some sleep. So for now, I remain skinless. You'll have to forgive me. I'll have to try again some other time. Time for beddy bye. Sleep tight!
You Know Who You Are!
Part Of My World You're someone very special in my life You've always tried to help make everything right with my world. You've been there to laugh with me, to be proud of me, and to be happy for all the good things in my life. And even more importantly, you've shared my disappointments, and listened as I worked out my thoughts and feelings, about things that have troubled me. You're a very important part of my world, and you always will be. So I want to thank you now, and tell you that I hope everything will always be right with your world too - because I love you.
A Great Lounge!
Come join us in the Last Chance Lounge. We have great members and staff and great music. Especially DJ Brandi she is awesome! Come check us out sometime.
The Day My World Stopped And My Heart Grieved
As i was getting ready for work this morning the phone rings and i answer it to find that its the kids mom...its amazing just how quick things can change when you are least expecting them too...i was happy to hear that they closed on a place where they are moving to and then she rambles on for a few minutes about this and that to do with moving and stuff and then wham!!...she tells me that they are moving sooner then this summer....much much sooner....St. Patty's weekend or the one after....that was a total system shock that caught me unaware.....and even tho my day began that moment my day's beginning was crushed flat with my heart.....for a few moments the world stopped turning and i couldn't think strait...oh such a blow to level me like it did....what little footing i had done found with accepting they were moving this summer..fell out from under me...why call and devastate me first thing in the morning like this??...she says how shes glad to finally be closing on their
Come On
Stop Discrimination~part 4
Well well well…part four has come at last. After looking at the topics left to expand on, I have chosen the next one. Why should a woman go up to a man and put her hands on him and expect him to not return the favor? Before I start on this tangent let me get this clear so no one misunderstands me…. I DO NOT BELIEVE PEOPLE SHOULD RESORT TO VIOLENCE. WE SHOULD ALL KEEP OUR HANDS TO OURSELVES. Now with that being said, let me continue with my views here. Time after time I have had female acquaintances (I really can't call them friends) come up to me and tell me about how they got into a confrontation with their significant other and it came down to her getting so pissed off at what he was saying that she hit him. What blew my mind was the fact she would get mad when the man in any fashion put his hands on her. Even if it was just to restrain her and keep her from hitting him again. Now my question I put to them was, why should you expect him to not do something in return. Th
Tabitha's Blog
This is a letter from my daughter to me that she told me to put in my blog....i didnt ask her why as i took it but when i read it ...there was no need for me to ask her why cause it doesnt matter....not when it made me choke up from the love i felt as i read what she wrote....Thank you Sissy! I love you baby!! "When the dawn turns to dusk my world suddenly feels right all over again for I know when I close my eyes you'll be there next to me. I could fall a million times and you would be there to lift me up every time. I could carry the sorrows of my life and you would be there to comfort me. I could laugh and you would be sharing my joy. I could do all I wanted to do with you and these are the times I treasure so much, for the world, and I will rejoice again at the breaking of a new day when you are in it." What did i do to deserve that kind of love...will she ever know how proud a dad she made me feel? I love my kids so damn much and when things like this happen...i lose that da
A Note To All You Men
Gentlemen take heed in these words...because i come bearing some words of wisdom to you...not of things i have done but from watching other ppl...I'm here to warn you of the consequences of doing wrong to your woman....let her go....dont try to hold on to the pieces...just let her go because there is nothing that you can say or do thats going to fix her broken heart....allow her to leave if she chooses too....dont hold her back because she dont want to love you no more so hold your tongue and let her walk away...if you dont give her that time she needs to allow her broken heart to heal then she will never forgive you for your transgressions against her if you dont give her this time and space she needs....she doesnt want to be around you so trust me when i say let her go...dont make things worse by giving her your petty excuses nor lame begging of wanting her to stay because you love her and cant live without her...gentlemen i tell ya...learn to think before you speak in these situatio
You Say It Best
"You Say It Best" by Allison Krauss. My daughter and I danced to this at her wedding. We're both good dancers and we tried to rehearse a couple of times, but it never came together for us. Perhaps it was my fault, but dancing, like so many other things in life, is a cooperative endeavor and the blame for clumsiness must be shared. Maybe it was the wine. Maybe it was the spirit of the moment. But when the DJ called for the father-daughter dance, we glided onto the floor and moved and turned in unison with perfect grace. She smiled at me. We talked and laughed – oblivious to the eyes that watched us. It all seems like a dream from a long time ago now. Just one of those special moments that makes memories sweet.
An Early Spring Time Shower
Thunder rolls...chasing after a bolt of fast moving lightning and this begins the start of one of those many thunderstorms that we experience down here in south GA. I watch as the rain falls from the dull gray sky for a few mins and im living in a different moment....its funny how the past seems to flood your mind with memories of moments done passed by....I bring myself back to the moment and realize...I love the rain....the way it sounds as its falling thru the tree leaves outside...the heavy drumming on the roof during a hard down pour....the lullaby rhythm of it falling to the ground.....and it makes me wish i had someone here with me to lay around with and just listen to the rain falling is wrong...its not just someone i wish who was here with someone specific.......the one who made me begin to like the is with her i wish i could be sharing this first early spring shower with....i remember a day when it seemed as if the sky had ope
The Move To Come
Life will always have its ups and downs....some easy to deal with while others are difficult to why is it that my babies have to move away?..i know their mother is following her heart when she moves yet that doesnt make it easy to deal with....they are my kids too....i need them close as well....but yet because i am the man that i am.....i tell my kids not to be mad at their mom...once they are old enough they will understand....i teach them to love there mom because shes a good mom and she loves them....and then i try to explain to them that sometimes life has its downs and even tho we dont understand it....we must roll with it....yeah lifes shitty sometimes but sometimes no matter how bad we would like things to be, they just dont always go the way you want them too....and then i teach then that tomorrow is always gonna be a better day because we never know what tomorrow will bring...and of course they ask me then how do u know its gonna be better if you dont know
A Moment Alone
sometimes at night...when i have a moment alone...i find myself reflecting on the times i have spent with the kids....i have had the kids two weeks instead of the one week that i was told...buts its cool...cause i have had a blast!...its been great!...right now they are sleeping.....something i have reflected on is...their need to be around me when they go to sleep....i sat back one night and thought about why that was....i have not come to a conclusion as to why..cause i havent asked them...but i think its because they want me to sing them to serious !....i sing around them all the when im taking them to school or taking them home....they never ask me to turn the radio on going to where ever it may be that we are headed...i have a Dell DJ Ditty..basically its a digital mp3 player...that i carry with me to listen to at work...and when we are not talking im singing...and sometimes they ask me to sing this or that song....but usually it me just singing any so
Just Thinking Out Loud
A free spirit shouldnt be harnessed...for the free spirit needs to roam...unbridled with free reins to roaming where it will..theres no changing a free spirit...all you can ever really do is glide along beside a free spirit and enjoy the ride of your life... "Random Thoughts" P.T.
The Voice Of A Lonely Heart
The sound of a lonely heart cannot be heard from a distance. Only by getting in real close can you hear its voice calling for someone to hear...begging to be heard by someone...alone and adrift, lost at sea, and slowly sinking, the lonely heart never gives up and constantly yet silently, the lonely heart calls out hoping to be heard. "Random Thoughts" P.T.
A Night At The Tables
I guess poker stories aren't of much interest to anyone but another poker player, which is sad because every day at the tables is a story. Sometimes a fairy tale, sometimes a tragedy, each session is evaluated not only by the amount of winnings or losses, but also by time invested, missed opportunities and errors. **Poker: the art of civilized bushwhacking. The tight player folds after two cards are dealt unless they're strong. The loose player stays in the game until he has no possibility of winning. The tight player's bet makes the others take another look at their cards and he can sometimes bluff his way to a pot based on his reputation at the table. **There are few things that are so unpardonably neglected in our country as poker. It is enough to make one ashamed of the species. In most home games I've played, raising after a check is not permitted, but in a casino, the check raise is a bold move, advancing the pot or bringing the game to an end as the remainin
Just Putting Some Thoughts Out There
For my first blog entry im going to just put my thoughts down and go with whatever may come... for anyone who may come across this and read it let me go ahead and say i dont use proper puntuation or write in paragrahs and niether do i write with any sense of style other then like this, with my all lower case words and theses(.....) as seperators for sentences....this is my style i dont blog much...just every now and comes over me like a mood and i go put my thoughts down for everyone to come across and read...but mainly im a private person who stays locked up inside not daring to venture out in the reveal to anyone who i am...only those few that are able to get close to me are allowed to hear my darkest fears or get to know of my deepest passions...but then there are times when i feel a calling to come put personal things or allow ppl a glimpse of the person locked away deep inside of me thru only reading my blogs will some ppl ever get to come to know me
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Hats Off To Women
Hats Off To Women WOMEN have strengths that amaze men. They carry children, they carry hardships, they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. WOMEN have special qualities about them. They wait by the phone for a "safe at home call" from a friend or relative after a snowy drive home. They volunteer for good causes. They are pink ladies in hospitals, they bring food to shut-ins. They are childcare workers, executives, attorneys, stay-at-home, moms, biker babes and your neighbors. They wear suits, jeans, and they wear uniforms. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up for injustice. They are in the front row at PTA meetings. They vote for the person that will do the best job for family issues. WOMEN walk and talk the extra mile to get their children in the right schools and to get their family the right health care. They w
I Am
I am a poet writing of my pain. I am a person living a life of shame. I am your daughter hiding my depression. I am your sister making a good impression. I am your friend acting like I'm fine. I am a wisher wishing this life was not mine. I am a girl who thinks of suicide. I am a teenager pushing her tears aside. I am a student who doesn't have a clue. I am the one asking you to care. I am your best friend hoping you will be there. I am a girl sitting next to you.
Just Something I Wrote Nothing Good Move On!!
My dear Dreamwalker, I know your true name . You the one that tease, You the one that please. My dear Dreamwalker, You twist and turn, You shiver and slip. My dear Dreamwalker, Your Fingers are like fire, Your Lips are like wine. My dear Dreamwalker, Your Skin is like silk, Your Soul is like heaven. My dear Dreamwalker, Your laughter is like rain, Your mind is like shadows. My dear Dreamwalker, Where will you walk to next, in the shadows of my mind , or in the light of my soul. My dear Dreamwalker!!
Hey everybody thanks for welcoming me here. I thought i'de get some reasons why anyone would be on here at 2:00am? im bored as hell and cant sleep so thats my excuse. whats everybody else's? LOL
Just One!!
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cute. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.
It hurts to be left alone by someone you really love, it hurts to love someone, who would never love you back. It hurts to start falling, when you know you must stop. But what hurts the most is to end a relationship that was never even destined to start..
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Poem = Bleeding
Emptiness swells like a festering wound upon my soul- Lifes varied contradictions havev taken there toll - Im reaching towards the outside world of sanity - As I lay here bleeding from deep within... Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images
Where To Find Chillin Radio
I know your setting at your computer surfing away on the net... so why not tune in and enjoy some music while your here. You can listen by visitin my profile .. or by going to or any media player will do ... just add the appropriate url for your internet connection .. open your player .. go to file .. add url and paste the url .. its pretty simple! Come join us in chat info ... IRC Server .. port:6667 channel #ChillinRadio Tunes... High: Low: Site... Where to find us... Radio
Cancelling My Vic (also Bella's, I've Been Paying For Hers, Too)
Useless finances I dont need to be spending. Cherry Tap is rolling in retarded Happy Hour cash, they don't need my 28 bucks every month. I'd rather that go to the last of my bills before school this summer. I'll let you guys know when it's gone. Jaha
i drank all of it in this town
Crazy Event In The Fitting Room.
I got my lip piercing cought on my bracelets in a dressing room while taking off clothes and it tore some skin and it was bleeding, but I didn't have any clothes on so I just cupped my lip and started to shake because I was in such shock from the pain and then seeing the blood in my hands. It was horrible. So then I had to put on a jacket on some random skirty I was trying on to go ask the guy working in the fitting room (who also happened to be my good friend since 1st grades older brothers friend! Which it made it more embarassing!) Then my mom came over bc I had called a few mins earlier to come and see my outfits and she was like all frantic. It was like chaos. But I was a good sport. I tried on the outfits and got one. I'm happy I did because I rocked today at this little kids 3rd bday party. I also fianlly rocked the shoes that I bought a while ago, tie up wedges. Mad cute
Women Beaters
wind a line at the drop of a hat in no time at all i'm pushing at patterns it's not a train of thought barreling down the track it's a fucking wreck there's no path, just tall grass and a burn circle surrounding the aftermath strewn, mutilated, amputated survivors stump fucking eachother in the ash a train filled with intellectuals driven mad by the smell of blood and fire it is so infectious the worms breach the soil and tickle feet crying for wet "everyone get on your knees and chests may the orgy commence come close to us we brought you to us let us touch your flesh let us caress your mess" the lunatics spill and rend and rest the worms rejoice as they compost their guests
Mom Lived Her Life For Love Of Friends And Family
Mom Lived Her Life for Love of Friends and Family Mom lived her life for love of friends and family, Neither asking for nor wanting a return. Her days became a sunlit homily, With others' joy her joy and main concern. When we were ill, she also became sick; When we were cut, she, too, began to bleed. Of our oil lamp she was the wick, Drawing her bright flame from our need. Some say that such behavior's out of date: That self-fulfillment is the way to grace. But Mom, without much choice, then chose her fate, Finding greater truth in an embrace. She lives on in the sparkle in our eyes: Laughing, quiet, gentle, loving, wise.
Whats Up With People
i live in tacoma washington and there is a major amy base hear that is trying to get suplys and equipment to the port so it can be shipped to iraq. my problome is the dumb fucking protesters that are holding signs that say stop the war war is a crime. i spent 3 years in that war they need the stuff so i say FUCK YOU. YOU PANTY WASTE UNTILL YOU PICK UP A WEAPON AND FIGHT FOR YOUR COUNTRY SHUT THE FUCK UP. GET OUT OF THE WAY OF THE GEAR AND HAVE A COKE AND A SMILE. UNTILL THE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO PROTEST IRAQ WILL BE FREE AND THEY WILL BE ABLE TO GOVERN THEM SELFS IT JUST TAKES A LITTLE BIT OF HELP. dont get me wrong i dont agree 100% with the war but it is what it is and we can not chang it with a cardboard sign and a piece of wood. SO SHOW A LITTLE GRATTITUDE SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING FREE AND GO THE FUCK HOME THANK YOU ONE PISSED OFF AMERICAN
A Woman In Waiting (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
unseen hands run over my breast bringing my nipples to attention, like hard little berries , i shift my legs restlessly ,and arch my back , ummmm delicious .soft tender fingerstips , pinch and roll my nipples , i feel myself grow wet , my body readying itself for my dream lover , the path down my syomache seems endless , as though a deliberate torture, at last arriving at my mound , my hips tilt making , those devilish fingers run over my clit , " ummm yesss stroke me " moving just the way i love it , the constant trip over my clit down to push into me wet ly back to tease the heart of my desire ,ahhhh knowing me so well , its only moments till im in the throes of extacy , moaning ,muscles tightening , sent hurtiling to free flying heaven ,and crashing to the depths of a firey burning hell . i open my eyes , look down my arms to those talented hands , who knows me better than i know myself ,no one . a woman waiting for love, but a woman still
Whispers (for Mr. Hopeless Romantic)
A warm breeze blows across my face. I settle in against the tree, Its rough texture digging into my back. The solidness of it reassuring. I hug myself tight, Imagining your arms around me, Aching for your heaviness on me. Wishing for your warm breath on my neck, My breasts, my thighs. Wanting your hands on me, Exploring and probing. Resting my head and closing my eyes Because not seeing you before me is too painful. From my lips, in a whisper come these words, I so miss you.
Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is. What Is Your Seduction Style?
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Consumed by guilt love lost a dear friend gone perhaps never to return How do you live with hurting someone so special to you? How do you keep going, knowing that you caused them so much pain? Just a few simple words could have changed the world but the words went unspoken now all is guilt and despair. I am so sorry my friend I will never forgive myself for causing you so much pain.
Aguilera Reinvents Herself (again), With Costumes To Boot !
Back when teen-pop ruled the earth, when Britney had hair and Lance Bass played it straight, Christina Aguilera always placed second in the ex-Mouseketeers sweepstakes. Spears was the cover girl with the platinum Midas touch; Aguilera was the girl deemed a bit too chubby, than a little too thin, and ultimately not quite bubbly enough to qualify as Barbie doll du jour. Yet eight years later, it's Aguilera, 26, who has successfully navigated the minefield between teenybop queen and full-fledged star. Credit the determination that comes with being called second-best. While her competitors enjoyed their fame, Aguilera toiled over her voice and image, perpetually reinventing herself with guises that ranged from schoolgirl to skank, chanteuse to hip-hop chica, before finally her present, and arguably most convincing, incarnation as a diva soaked in bluesy glamour. Thursday at Oakland's Oracle Arena, she wore this persona well and draped it in myriad costumes. Like last year's "Back t
Last One That I Found
Baby (Can't You Hear Me Calling) Looking out over the crowd trying to find you damn lights blinding me again can't wait to see that smile that pulls me through and I know that I will be whole once again So I cry Baaaaaaaby, can't you hear me calling searching my whole life for you Baaaaaaby, won't you reach out for me let me know that you feel it too cause love is lonely when you're the only one going through it So Baaaaaaaaby you've gotta pull me through So many times I wanted to tell you how I feel but something in your eyes something in your smile stopped me cold this is my last chance and I don't want to blow it So I cry Baaaaaaaaby, can't you hear me calling seaching my whole life for you Baaaaaaaaaby, won't you reach out for me let me know that you feel it too cause love is lonely when you're the only one going through it So Baaaaaaaaaby you've gotta pull me through (guitar solo) Yeah life has it's ups and downs full of smile
The Hills Have Eyes 2
Death Is Never Better
~~why Cnn Has Lost Their Dominance~~
A photographer for CNN was assigned to cover southern California's Wildfires last year. He wanted pictures of the heroic work the Firefighters were doing as they battled the blazes. When the photographer arrived on the scene, he realized that the smoke was so thick it would seriously impede, or even make impossible, his getting good photographs from the ground level. He requested permission from his boss to rent a plane & take photos from the air. His request was approved & he used his cell phone to call the local county airport to charter a flight. He was told a single engine plane would be waiting for him at the airport. Arriving at the airfield, he spotted a plane warming up outside a hanger. He jumped in with his bag, slammed the door shut, & shouted, "Let's go". The pilot taxied out, swung the plane into the wind & roared down the runway. Once in the air, the photographer instructed the pilot, "Fly over the valley & make two or three low passes so
Freakin awesome movie. Tell me what you thought.
Obviously I use the word PICKLES a album name is PICKLES, my blog name is PICKLES and the SUBJECT is PICKLES...PICKLES is my nickname...because people get to the point when they're like HAY your name has DIL in it DILL - PICKLE...PICKLES and so gets kinda annoying sometimes when people are just figuring it out...fuck it gets annoying..but thats life...haha! Anyways...i get this now...fuck this shit...PCE!
Jager My Poison
Jager.......... What can I say it's the shit!!!!!! Makes your world fall to pieces but feel amazing the whole time!!!!!!!!!! I love the shit BUT ya know it's the ONLY thing that can give me a hangover... Jagerbombs!!!!!! mmm tastey but lethal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But still I say Ill shoot those all day all day Vin where you at?!?!?!?!?!?!
Then embrace of the kindred is like bliss At first pain, when the fangs break the flesh and the warmth flows from u and all becomes cold the pain dies. When the pain is gone a new life begins that of the night the search for new prey and the begining of the cold I long for the cold of night to get away from the pain of day in this I look for the reason to welcome the embrace. I long for the feel of the embrace and to return the embrace to someone who wants the cold of night and to leave the pain of day.
Cherokee Bill
Cherokee Bill The hat he wore resembled that of Indiana Jones So it gave them pause and she dubbed him Missouri Bill But the sound of the name when spoken reminded him of misery and that the "trail of tears" of the Cherokee The trail passed through Missouri where he had paused a year ago and though a white man his family lore tied him to the tribe It was as if all had come full circle and so upon this day "Cherokee Bill" was born another by William 6/12/95 Visit Bill's website
New Friend
oh shit, my iris is getting paler and paler my temperature is slipping below zero anti minus the hero argue with catalyst and protect the life of a martyr giant with stunted growth being picked on by an ice-flow traverse a loose tightrope divert a stream that might slope into a waterfall, whitewater crashing into the acid rain moat a filtration, decontamination, serilization, sanitization, purification, disinfection, perfection resevoir chews up everything we think we are target shark taking mark too sharp it's getting so fucking dark all i can smell are your scars i want to extend their crawl i want to leave a taint on what you are take what makes you soft beat what makes you hard i don't even want to show you how you're wrong i just want to cause some fucking harm i want to damage what you are it's so cold
Hey I Have A Question For My Friends
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Ughhh Grrr Oreh54yuhst
am soooooo freaking sick of not having enough crap to keep my mind busy!!!!!!! Being bored staring at the walls seriously is enough to drive me insane! I feel idle all the time. I seriously need something to do with my time. That is the only reason I get online, it stimulates my mind in more ways then TV does or the walls of this house! I need an escape, a realse!!!!! I hate having so much blank spots in my schedule. People like to call me lazy but thats because there is nothing to do. I am actually a very motivated person. I hate sitting around doing nothing. I hate staring at the pc screen for hours because there is nothing else to do. I get bored soooo easily with things that I seriously need another person to keep me on task or I get bored with it fast! There are times where I wish I was still at Dom's place with him. Atleast there I could turn on the TV and go about the house cleaning everything in site. Atleast there I could sit and watch the fish tanks and mak
We Are The Other People - Continued
Get that? Yahweh himself admits that he had lied! In fact, and in Yahweh's own words, the Serpent spoke the absolute truth! And moreover, Yahweh tells the rest of the Pantheon that he intends to evict Adam (and presumably Eve as well) to keep them from gaining immortality to go with their newly-acquired divine knowledge. To prevent them, in other words, from truly becoming gods! So who, in this story, comes off as a benefactor of humanity, and who comes off as a tyrant? THE SERPENT NEVER LIED! This story, to digress slightly, bears a remarkable resemblance to a contemporary tale from ancient Greece. In that version, the Serpent (later identified as Lucifer, the Light-Bearer) may be equated with the heroic titan Prometheus, who championed humanity against the tyranny of Zeus, who wished for people to be mere slaves of the gods. Prometheus, whose name means "forethought," gave people wisdom, intelligence, and fire stolen from Olympus. Moreover, he ordained the portions of animal sacrif
I Moved, Finally!
Well, I am finally in my new apartment with the kids. The place is really homey and by far the cheapest one I could find. I mean, where else can you find a place that costs $495/month, two bed one bath with a fireplace? Oh and not to mention the walkin closet I get and the very spacey closet for the kids. It is great. I also invested in a new laptop too and I get high speed internet with Cox Communications. I get a great deal package with cable and phone. All of this is going to be so much fun and I can not wait to enjoy it with my kids.. And then my son will be attending a diff school. I was hoping that he will be attending the same elementary school I went to but this time, it is not going to be that way. Since we moved out of the area I had to find another school. Luckily, I found one. The school is called Joslyn Elementary and it is just minutes away. I took jake to the kindergarten round up on this past friday. We got to meet the principal, the teachers, and we got to take a
We Are The Other People
We Are the Other People by Oberon (Otter) Zell "Ding-dong!" goes the doorbell. Is it Avon calling? Or maybe even Ed McMahon with my three million dollars? No, it's Jehovah's Witnesses again, just wanting to have a nice little chat about the Bible... Boy, did they ever come to the wrong house! So we invite them in: "Enter freely and of your own will..." (Hey, it's Sunday morning, nothing much going on, why not have a little entertainment?) Diane and I amuse ourselves watching their expressions as they check out the living room: great horned owl on the back of my chair; ceremonial masks and medicine skulls of dragons and unicorns on the wall; crystals, wands, staffs, swords; lots of Goddess figures and several altars; boa constrictors draped in amorous embrace over the elk horn; white doves sitting in the hanging planters; cats and weasels underfoot; iron dragon snorting steam atop the wood stove; posters and paintings of wizards and dinosaurs and witchy women, some proudly naked;
How Can I Become A Better Person
i dont know what to do. i am so shy and bashful im afraid to start a conversation with a lady i also feel down all to time and the bad memories from my past just wont go away ive talk to councelors and shrinks but i cant get the memories of being molested when i was 5 out of my mind i say stupid shit i just got so much on my mind its driving me crazy i tried everything i cant sleep that much at night i have nightmares i feel so alone alot
Cherokee History
Cherokee History Turbans and cabins gardening huts to mansions wisdom and change truth not neaerly as romantic as feathered headdress and tepees hunting Buffalo brothers to the west standing firm Diverse paths broad horizons one with many faces now we see yet honesty must speak remember understand touch the humanness in us all on trails of tears. by William 6/10/02
Im Done With Ct
hey cherry tappers. its been fun. but i think i am about to leave the site. i personally think this site is headed in a downward spiral. its going down in flames. but yea i will be checking my account once in a while. so if something changes and makes me want to come back i will let you know. otherwise its been real. keep in touch. xoxo Miss Cassandra Lynn oxox
Days Are Coming Up
Soon will be the day were will met for the 1st time offline till real without anything or anyone to get in our way I just hope everything that u have been sayin is real and there is no bs!!! so good luck to us -cheers- to 22 days lefted
What Mythological Creature Are You?
You scored as Mermaid. Mermaid: Mermaids are also known as Sirens. These creatures were beautiful women who tricked sailors into becoming completely entranced by their haunting voices and found death soon after. Not all stories of Mermaids are about gentle loving sea people. They are mystical, magical, and extremely dangerous. They have a way about them that brings anyone they are around to seem enchanted. They are very mysterious creatures and to meet one... Would mean certain Death. Let the song of the Sea fill your soul, for you are a Mermaid.Mermaid100%Angel92%Faerie75%WereWolf58%Demon0%Dragon0%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with
Saturday Night
My teen daughter is gone for the night and I don't have anyone to go out with tonight. That sucks. I need to find a weekend playmate. Shane
Thats Right People
I added the unbreakable to my name. Nothing to gonna break my spirit. I wont let me real life problems get to me. I can handle it. I wont take crap from anyone. Remember my screen name Kiwichi The Unbreakable Loose Cannon. Thank you for listening to my small rant. Have a good night.
Mathematics/visual Number Theory
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I Thought I Was Doing Better
I thought I was doing better.... I was getting over your warm smell next to me in bed each night. And how on cold days your arms held me tight. I thought I was doing better.... I dont expect you to come home to me and walk through my front door. Or making sure you have food to eat anymore. I thought I was doing better.... I no longer look forward to a weekend planned just for you and me. I have realized that it is no longer me you want to see. I thought I was doing better.... The times that you would play with the kids till they were ready for bed. "I didn't mean for it to happen this way" was the last thing you said. I thought I was doing better.... With the thought that just a frienship would be there to still keep us close. Now figuring out that it was just another lie you posed. I thought I was doing better.... Till today I saw you with your new love as happy as can be. Making me realize, with all my dreams crushed, it will never be me! I thought I was doing
Which Goddess Do You Most Embody?
Which Goddess do you most embody? (girls only) LakshmiThe goddess of luck and good fortune. Everybody LOVES you and you rarely make enemies. Plus you care about others! Especially those you love. You will make some man/woman very happy.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by
Cherokee Nc
Star Wars
New Here, Thanks to all those whom have welcomed me. Anyone here into Star Wars? Ever since the "prequels" came out, I've become reborn a Star Wars Junkie. I've even been messing with ideas for my own Star Wars Novel. Still considering titles and characters to deal with, any ideas? If you don't know much about Star Wars and just want to make wise-ass remarks, keep it to yourself, yet if you would rather contribute because you know quite a bit, I be please to hear your input.
Special Love
Women's Relationships
When I miss my mother, it is most often in the car. Perhaps because when we're in our cars, we're on our own, yet surrounded by others. It's a time when we're very alone with our thoughts, without other activities to keep us busy -- just keeping our eyes on the road, and letting our thoughts wander. It is at these times when I miss my mother most acutely. It is at these times when I break down and sob for the loss of my mother. The weight of parental expectations can be a heavy burden to bear, and the relationship between mother and daughter most complicated of all. My mother taught me to be independent and strong-minded, and to make up my own mind about things. But she was upset when that same independence and strong-mindedness lead me away from the path she wanted for me. She steered me away from music as a career, but she lamented that "the most talented student of her career" wasted her talent. She taught me to believe in myself, to not put too much credence in the opini
Painted Sex
PUT YOUR SEX ON THE WALL FOR EVERYONE TO feast thier eyes on. Scenerio" You just got married and you step in the studio and there are turtle tubs with different colors you choose your color and gently lower yourself into it rolling round ,, or thrash your way into it WHOOOO HOOOO fun your partner does the same and there lays your canvass . and when all loving huggin squeezin licking nibbling is done , let painting dry and Mount it (on the wall) WHAT A WONDERFUL ARTISTIC WAY OF SHOWING HOW YOU MAKE LOVE!
World Rock Radio Schedule
Click Banner to enter the WRR Lounge World Rock Radio Schedule: MONDAY 6:00 PM - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven Midnight - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven TUESDAY 8:00 PM – Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan Midnight - The Sin Within - DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY Noon - Dodge This - DJ Trinity 8:00 PM - Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan 10:00 PM - Rock Yer Box - Doc Nasty Midnight - The Disciples Of Rock - DJ Cru THURSDAY 8:00 PM - Mayhem & Rage - ShotDaddy 10:00 PM - Eggs & Keggs - DJ Raven Midnight - The Black Mass - DJ Lucifer FRIDAY 4:00 PM - Dodge This - DJ Trinity Midnight - The Leathur Lair - BratPrince SATURDAY 8:00 PM - Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan Midnight - The Genocydal Empire v2.0 - DJ Genocyde (every other Saturday) SUNDAY 6:00 PM - The Lycan's Den - DJ Lycan 10:00 PM - The BodyShop - DJ Krash Midnight - The Disciples Of Rock - DJ Cru
My Beloved Grandfather
I got some bad news,seems to be there's alot of that going on for me as of late. Although I try to keep my chin up and remeber that I am a lady it's hard.I want to kick,scream cry and beat on something.Today my beloved grandfather aka Gramps G passed away from a long battle with cancer.The same thing that killed my Aunt back in January.It seems more then any thing that is what people are passing due to cancer.Idk maybe it's just me,so for all of you on my friends lists,please forgive me if I seem crossed or just don't want to talk. Take care everyone and remember to kiss your loved ones and tell them that you love them.I never got that one last chance to do so,and I regret it now.
Hunter; My Hero, My Angel
Most of you know I have a seizure alert dog. Her name is Hunter and she is a full-blooded Golden Retriever. I got her almost 3 years ago from Debs. Some of you know her, some of you don't. I got Hunter intending to have her as a pet, but hoping in the back of my mind that she would be able to pick up on my seizures, and she has done that and more. Hunter is my best friend, my protector, my hero, my angel. I don't know what I would do with out her. So I want to take a moment and say Thank you Debs, for giving Hunter to me. I have been using Hunter as a service dog since she was around 1 year old, which is quite remarkable since large breed dogs normally take a few years to mature and calm down. But Hunter has always been fairly calm and well behaved. She never had any professional training. She picked up on my seizures and started alerting me, and I taught her all the commands she knows. One problem I have had is teaching her to bring me things. She refuses to put anything in her mou
Attitude The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, then circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say, or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will make or break a company, a church, a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past. We cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you. We are in charge of our attitudes.
I Just Want It Over With
I want to die. I don't want to be sick like this anymore, all the pain to be taken away. I'm tired of dealing with everyday life. I want to get away from here and forget that any of it ever life, my family...all of it. IDK...IDC not like any more than 4 people will read this anyhow. I know I won't be on here so much from now on. Need to just escape's all fallen down on me now anyhow. Debating on eating both bottles of my medication right now. Can't think of what else to say.....
What Is Your Gift?
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom100%You have the Gift of Discernment100%You have the Gift of Empathy94%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision88%You have the Gift of a Seer69%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet0%What is your gift?(PICS)created with
Stinkeye Radio In Goshen Indiana March 24, It's Gonna
What: Stinkeye Radio Presents Local Musicians Musicians Performing: Money Bags., On Pointt, Prefents, reezle, BeeEz, Chaos, & Stank Where: Travelodge. 1375 lincolnway East, Goshen Indiana. Time: 8pm -12am Ticket Prices: 10$ Advance / $15 at the door For Tickets call 1-574-329-3872 and ask for Jay 21 & Over Show!
What Makes You Stay
A Song I Like
I heard this today on the movie "Broken Bridges" I feel this is how I will get through this... this is how I feel right now pretty much.... every tear I shed will help my heart heal... each time I face what hurts me head on... the stronger I will stand... my favorite quote plays here too... "It can't rain all the time" my life will go on with or without marcus... I don't need him but I still want to share my life with him... there's a difference between a need and a want. anyways... Broken - lindsey haun Wake up to a sunny day, not a cloud up in the sky Then it starts to rain, my defenses hit the ground And they shatter all around, so open and exposed I found strength in the struggle Face to face with my trouble When you're broken in a million little pieces And you're trying but you can't hold on anymore Every tear falls down for a reason Don't you stop believing in yourself When you're broken Little girl don't be so blue I know what you're going throug
Cherry Tap??????
So I'm on here and have no idea how this site works. I have no clue how to read messages aor comments or even how to send comments.Don't think I'm dumb just slow ok bare with me please.
Entry for March 10, 2007 A shitty day Have you ever had a day where you just know you should roll over and go back to sleep instead of wakeing up ? Well today was one of them days for me and I am telling you next time you feel like that just rool over and go back to sleep because it is just going to be a shitty day trun the phones off trun the comp off lock the doors and go back to sleep!!! I no know the meaning of a day from hell I do not think I could take another thing going wrong. I found out how hard it is to love someone so much and they dont care and they dont love you back. (or at least that is how i feel) But I guess life moves on and so do they .. Why do people like hurting other? Do they get a kick out of it ? I am not saying it is always men that do the hurting because there are some women out there that do it just as much as the guys do. I am not pointing fingures yet !! Just kidding.. Some thing in life really suck. If I had just one wish it would be to rewind bac
The Dirty Glass
This ont is called "The Dirty Glass" By Dropkick Murphys. Enjoy. Murphy, Murphy, darling dear I long for you now night and day Your pain was my pleasure, your sorrow my joy I feel now I've lost you to health and good cheer Darcy, when I met you I was five years too young A boy beyond his age, or so I'd tell someone Anyone who'd listen and a few who couldn't care Still I welcomed you with open arms, my love I did share [Chorus] Darcy, Darcy darling dear, You left me dying, crying there In whiskey, gin, and pints of beer I fell for you my darling dear You shut me off and you showed me the door But you always came crawling back begging me for more I showed you kindness, a stool, and a tab Then you poured me my pain in a dirty glass (Yeah, you left him bloody, battered, penniless, and poor) You know, I often stopped and wondered how you made it through my door With my brother's new non-duplicate registry ID Well you bit off more than you could chew the first
And A Last Reminder ;)
"Clocks, forward!" (after the manner of Time, Forward! by Valentin Kataev ... which I know from seeing a review of a musical setting)
Anyone know a place to get music? THe site CT suggests sucks and has no music I listen too.
I Was So Mean
this was originally posted in myspace and now we are down to a mere few hoursi can't believe i allowed thoughts to be put in my mind that should never have been there....just because one family member doesn't like another i allowed her feelings to become mine and turned on the other...Grandma wasn't bad to me she did some strange things but overall wasn't bad and i treated her like crap....oh dear God i am so sorry..she is only given a week to live and i cannot make up for all the bad things i did....i can only ask forgiveness....why did it take me so long to realize what i was doing? i do love her and i am sorry for all i did....Grandma please forgive me.....i don't want you to die but God is knocking on your door....and one doesn't argue with God....she is not in pain so i think she will just go quietly and that is a good well weary one and i will see you again....and give Jesse a big hug for me....and know that you were loved
I'm Gone
Whats Your Sign This Is Good
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then forward these with your sign on the title. . :LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna F### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .. :VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. . :SCORPIO:
The Great Drum
THE GREAT DRUM THE circle of the Earth is the head of a great drum; With the day, it moves upward -- booming; With the night, it moves downward -- booming; The day and the night are its song. I am very small, as I dance upon the drum-head; I am like a particle of dust, as I dance upon the drum-head; Above me in the sky is the shining ball of the drumstick. I dance upward with the day; I dance downward with the night; Some day I shall dance afar into space like a particle of dust. Who is the Drummer who beats upon the earth-drum? Who is the Drummer who makes me to dance his song?
The Cities Of White Men
THE CITIES OF WHITE MEN THOSE men build many houses: They dig the earth, and they build; They cut down the trees, and they build; They work always -- building. From the elevation of the mountainside I behold the clouds: The clouds build many beautiful houses in the sky: They build, and they tear down; They build, and they dissolve. . . . The cities of white men, They are not beautiful like the cloud cities; They are not vast, like the cloud cities. . . . A wind-swept teepee Is all the house I own. . . .
Yes, Everytime He Held Me I Was Thinking Of You
I was hoping it was you holding me. Instead of him. But alas, it wasn't. Yet, it's spring break and I'm going to see him. I don't know why, but he's a comfort... I think. Is it possible to miss yourself? Because I miss the old me. I feel like I haven't known myself, and I don't. Shit. I've changed. Thanks to you. Why don't you love me? Thanks to Keith. Why did you do that? Thanks to Taylor. Why did we do that? Thanks to me. Why do you fucking suck?
Back In Cherry Tab
OK!Just to let every one know i havent been being rude by not responding! I moved in to a new place and had to get my net transfered! That took a couple of days. but im back now and all is good so if i was missed give me a shout and say hi!
Taz In Green Encasement
Taz is covered in green pantyhose head to toe and Johnny in a harleyquinn style getup. Taz proceeds to give Johnny a thorough nylon BJ climaxing in a great green facial. To see this clip 'and' more go to: ROGUEFETISH - Adventures in Pantyhose Encasement and Zentai
If I Can Stop
If I Can Stop IF I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; If I can ease one life the aching, Or cool one pain, Or help one fainting robin Unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain. - Emily Dickinson
Friend Application
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can
Vote For Me Plz
your vote does count thanks for all the love
Im sad becuz Joe moved away :( =[[[ i miss him terribly and its sad becuz he just moved there today and i havn't seen him since...Friday I miss him terribly soo much But he calls me all the time :)
How Do You Not Feel So Much Pain?
What do you do when you love someone and yet they don't love you back or like you much as a friend either,and everyday when you look at your daughter and see his face it makes you want to break down and cry hysterically because of all the pain you feel inside for everything that went wrong in your marriage? How the hell do you keep going without it hurting so damn much and knowing that he can't be there for his daughter liek he should all because he lives 18 hours away in another state.I am sick of wondering whenhe can come see his daughter when he'll finally be able to afford it and when he can finally get time off hs new job to have time for his own daughter.Yeah she was born only a week and half ago but still it's only right that hemake it more of a priority to see her andbe there for her.I know it may notbe as easy to do as it is to say but it's just so fucking hard to deal with everyday me taking care of her by myself and he contributes nothing to help out and he can't even afford
Bullets Back So Come Holla At Me
iam back an better then ever so come holla at me an rate my photos much luv bullet
I don't know 'bout anyone else but I want to participate in Cosplay and dress up as my fave final fantasy's sweet
A Request
I've been asked to put this on here by a close friend of mine to try and raise peoples awareness of Cystic fibrosis (C F). C F is a genetic disease that is past from parents to child, i wont bore you with the science stuff but this means you cant catch it off anyone who has it, so we are safe to be around lol. What CF does is it affects the lungs and digestive system causing the sufferer to have a reduced lung capacity therefore finding exercise difficult and an inability to maintain a healthy body weight, not bad for a woman but a pain in the ass for a man i can tell you.There is a large amount of medication and treatment to be taken on a regular basis to help with day to day health. Due to havin a bad chest we are prone to chest infections which mean hospital stays for treatment or if your trained you can do it at home these usually take the form of antibiotics given via injections. Outlook on life for people with CF has improved greatly over the years considering it was virtuall
My Second Are You Left Or Right Brained Test
Merritt, you are Balanced-brained, which means that you rely equally on both the left and right hemispheres of your brain. You have a balanced brain — able to draw on the strengths of both the right and left hemispheres depending on context. Typically, people with balanced right and left hemispheres are very comfortable with switching between local and global perspectives — that is, paying attention to both small details and larger issues when the circumstance indicates. That means they can identify elements that make up an image or situation and also attend to the larger, more holistic pattern or unified whole that those details comprise. You are able to capitalize on the left hemisphere's skills in verbal communication as well on the right hemisphere's focus on patterns and association making. This rare combination makes you a very creative and flexible thinker. Depending on the situation, you may rely on one hemisphere or the other. Some situations may lend themselve
Ready To ...
end this shit-tackular week. i hope next week is a fuck of alot better...
Fast Forward
Have you ever felt like you accidentally hit the fast forward button on your life and every things still happening around you, but your only existing from a different perspective? Everything between now and September 25th, 2006 has seemed like this drama filled blur of events that I can barely remember details of. But I don't feel like I'm slowing down...only moving continuously, only just noticing the difference in my life. I cried tonight, it felt strange...all of a sudden WHAM felt like everything slowed down for a few moments and I realized all the shit I have waded through in the last 6 months. You know what I realized? I'm sooo happy my life was going on faster then me because any longer in any of that time of my life would have been inhumane to myself. That really sucks huh? I'm sitting here now shaking my head at myself with this twisted little smirk on my face while I feel the walls crumbling down around me. Honestly I would really like to crawl under a rock for eternity and c
My Ink Blot Test Results
Merritt, your unconscious mind is driven most by By having your unconscious mind driven most by Sexuality, it appears that most of the time your erotic self is leading the way. Whether this is because you're presently having a great physical relationship or simply wanting one, an awareness of sexuality and people's bodies is more lit up for you than it is for many other people. This heightened focus, coupled with your vivid imagination, can make you more likely to have original — at times risque- interpretations of things that other people might view as being rather innocent. It's likely that you're well aware of this inclination towards sexual thoughts. You might even consider yourself something of a hedonist at heart. By being imaginative and full of life, you're probably one who keeps your days interesting and upbeat. So long as your thoughts don't interfere with your daily activities or keep you from appreciating other aspects of life, you shouldn't chide yourself for h
Grace Ata Resturant
Last week, I took my children to a restaurant. My six-year-old son asked if he could say grace. As we bowed our heads he said, "God is good, God is great. Thank you for the food, and I would even thank you more if Mom gets us ice cream for dessert. And Liberty and justice for all! Amen!" Along with the laughter from the other customers nearby, I heard a woman remark, "That's what's wrong with this country. Kids today don't even know how to pray. Asking God for ice cream! Why, I never!" Hearing this, my son burst into tears and asked me, "Did I do it wrong? Is God mad at me?" As I held him and assured him that he had done a terrific job, and God was certainly not mad at him, an elderly gentleman approached the table. He winked at my son and said, "I happen to know that God thought that was a great prayer." "Really?" my son asked. "Cross my heart," the man replied. Then, in a theatrical whisper, he added (indicating the woman whose remark
I step out of the car at my secret place. The sweet scent of earth is at hand. I love it here. There is something pure that exists here. As I journey towards the path, the warmness of serenity overcomes me. The trees are have not yet come alive this season, yet they are still so beautiful. Bare like my soul, but there still for all to see. I reach the path, I sigh. This is the only path in my life that I truely know where the outcome lies. I venture down the leaf covered trail, listening to the stream that follows me to my right. The scenery is too great for words and the best is yet to come. After a few miles deep into the forest, I reach my destination. There before me stands a 6 story waterfall. It waits to be discovered everytime. As I look to the sky, I can see only the top of the waterfall. In this moment, all is certain. All is obtainable. Clarity is bliss. All my woes and worries are carried away by the wind from this place. The smell of fresh spring water is
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Don't Forget!!!!
Daylight Saving Time happens tonight. Everyone needs to set their clocks FORWARD an hour. I know it sucks, but just think of the extra daylight you'll enjoy. Spring is upon us!!
Don't Forget !!!!!
Words On A Page. . .
I like to read. I always have. Now when I say read, I don't mean flipping through magazines for the pretty pictures, no I like to read books. I know what some of you are thinking; "He likes the ones with the pretty pictures that stand up when you turn the page." Contrary to popular belief I read actual books. I will read most anything. I love fantasy novels, although my experience with such works is limited. I have read 5 different series' and have not branched out to many different authors because I like to stick to who I know I like to read. There still are some authors that I want to read. In time I will. Another genre that I enjoy is action/thriller, Dan Brown and the like. They make me think and that is good. I need a story that will keep my interest. Unlike movies which I will literally watch anything, I am way more picky when it comes to books. Stephen King usually holds onto my brain and keeps it spinning, so his books are usually on my shelves. I need to be enterta
Ć-ELDN-10 (zeta) Ć As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Your sexual confidence and awareness are particularly high, but your sex appeal is somewhat lower. E As an E you tend to focus more on an emotional connection to your partner during sex. L As an L you tend to enjoy watching yourself, and your partner while having sex. D As a D you tend to be more experimental and willing to try new things when it comes to sex. N As an N you tend to communicate with body language, not words, during sex. 10 As for your interest in sex, your libido score is 10 on a scale of 1-10. YOUR SEXUAL PERSONA ĆĆ - ELDN - 10 Your Sexual Persona As a Zeta, the high degree of confidence you feel around your sexuality matches your level of experience. Let's face it: most Zetas have explored their sexual sides and know well wh
Look On The Inside
I remember reading a story once about a man who was exploring some caves by the seashore. In one of the caves he found a canvas bag with a bunch of hardened clay balls. It was like someone had rolled up some clay and left them out in the sun to bake. They didn't look like much, but they intrigued the man so he took the bag out of the cave with him. ?As he strolled along the beach, to pass the time, he would throw the clay balls one at a time out into the ocean as far as he could throw. ? He thought little about it until he dropped one of the balls and it cracked open on a rock. Inside was a beautiful, precious stone. Excited, the man started breaking open the remaining clay balls. Each contained a similar treasure. He found thousands of dollars worth of jewels in the 20 or so clay balls he had left, then it struck him. ? ????He had been on the beach a long time. He had thrown maybe 50 or 60 of the clay balls with their hidden treasure into the ocean waves. Instead of thousands
I Laughed
You can't read this and stay in a bad mood! 1. How Do You Catch a Unique Rabbit? Unique Up On It. 2. How Do You Catch a Tame Rabbit? Tame Way. 3. How Do Crazy People Go Through The Forest ? They Take The Psycho Path 4. How Do You Get Holy Water? You Boil The Hell Out Of It (I love that one!) 5. What Do Fish Say When They Hit a Concrete Wall? Dam! 6. What Do Eskimos Get From Sitting On The Ice too Long? Polaroid's 7. What Do You Call a Boomerang That Doesn't work? A Stick 8. What Do You Call Cheese That Isn't Yours? Nacho Cheese. 9. What Do You Call Santa's Helpers? Subordinate Clauses. 10. What Do You Call Four Bullfighters In Quicksand? Quattro Sinko. 11. What Do You Get From a Pampered Cow? Spoiled Milk. 12. What Do You Get When You Cross a Snowman With a Vampire? Frostbite. 13. What Lies At The Bottom Of The Ocean And Twitches? A Nervous Wreck. 14. What's The Difference Betwee
This Will Make You Laugh!
I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court when I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red,orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."
How Immature
Ok, so the more I'm on this site, the more I realize how cool some people are, and how immature some other people are. I apologize if anyone found my last bulletin offensive. It was meant as mostly a joke... Someone took offense to it and took me off his friends list, re-rated me a 1 and blocked me... WTF is that? I don't even need to watch soaps anymore, there's enough drama here, lol. Love you all :) Hope no one else takes offense to my drunken ramblings :)
Another Year Has Past
Another year has passed And we're all a little older Last summer felt hotter And winter seems much colder I rack my brain for happy thoughts To put down on my pad But lots of things that come to mind that make me kind of sad ? There was a time not long ago When life was quite a blast Now I fully understand About "Living in the Past" We used to go to weddings Football games and lunches Now we go to funeral homes And after-funeral brunches. ? We used to have hangovers From parties that were gay Now we suffer body aches That sometmes lasts all day We used to go out dining And couldn't get our fill. Now we ask for doggie bags Come home and take a pill We used to often travel To places near and far Now we get sore bottoms From riding in the car ? We used to go out shopping For new clothing at the Mall But now we never bother... All the sizes are too small ? We used
Another Very Adult Story - No Title
I hear squishy sounds. Then I feel movement from my body. I am being pounded mercilessly in my pussy and ass, juices continously dripping and splashing about. I feel a tingle sensation on my tits, I look and see straight pins stuck into my tits, 6 or 7 of them congested in my nipples. I see hands using my tits for leverage from below and above me. They grip tightly, burrying the straight pins in even deeper which causes my juices to flow even more. Some men roughly squeeze my tits tightly together and fuck my tits with wild abandon as they worry the needles in my nipples. The constant flow of juices from my pussy is splashing onto the cock pounding my ass, thus keeping it lubed up. I feel something on my lips and I automatically open my mouth and a thick rubbery shaft shoves its way in until I have trouble breathing and feel soft bags bumping my nose. It quickly exits, then enters again, and again. They push more pins into my tits, having difficulty finding a space
Attn. All Rennies!!!!sca Rennies, And History Lovers
Please come join our merry band of Rennies!!!!!! We have a new site on the web for Renn Fair folk please stop by and sign up today!!!!!! We are world wide and growing constantly!!!!!!
Call Me When You ....
Who Wrote The Book Of Love
She Is A Diamond
please make comments on the new pictures that i put up. she is a diamond in the rough and she is all the answers to my prayers. god bless you all marc
Satellite Technology And The Nsa
This will begin a ongoing series of articles originally written by my friend and co-conspirator Pat Poole. All information contained herin has been either declassified of public domain... in no way does it compromise the project, or any security regulations. Inside America’s Secret Court: The Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Court Copyright 1999/2000 Patrick S. Poole NOTE: The publication date of this paper is 1998, so it does not reflect the changes made to FISA by the 2001 Patriot Act, nor considers the FISA Courts decisions and policies since that time. For my more recent thoughts on this subject in light of the recent New York Times article, see this blog entry, FISA, ECHELON and Much Ado About Nothing (12/23/2005), and for a response to Hugh Hewitt's misrepresentation of this paper, see this blog response. Also see my 1998 paper, ECHELON: America’s Global Surveillance System. Introduction In a highly restricted room inside the Department of Justice Building i
The Gift
The other day a young person asked me how I felt about being old. I was taken aback, for I do not think of myself as old. Upon seeing my reaction, he was immediately embarrassed, but I explained that it was an interesting question, and I would ponder it, and let him know. Growing Older, I decided, is a gift. I am now, probably for the first time in my life, the person I have always wanted to be. Oh, not my body! I sometime despair over my body ... the wrinkles, the baggy eyes, and the sagging butt. And often I am taken aback by that old person that lives in my mirror, but I don't agonize over those things for long. I would never trade my amazing friends, my wonderful life, my loving family for less gray hair or a flatter belly. As I've aged, I've become more kind to myself, and less critical of myself. I've become my own friend. I don't chide myself for eating that extra cookie, or for not making my bed, or for buying that silly cement gecko that I didn't need, bu
Omg I'm A Snob!
OMG I'm a SNOB Current mood: Goofy Ok, I must finally confess. I am...a snob. You know I try to go out into the world with a freshly washed body and clean clothes. With my hair, what little I have, nicely groomed and I wonder wow, I guess it's not so important to some people. If people really paid attention to me and the facially expressions plainly visible on my face, it is a wonder I have not come home looking as if I have gone a round or two with Tyson..., the old Tyson, you know before the ear biting. It was one of these days that I had that light bulb moment. I thought to myself OMG you are such a SNOB and you need to check yourself! And I do try, lord knows I try but it is so hard with the madness that surrounds me EVERY DAY! Now I am sure I am not alone. Those of you out there reading this have had the same thoughts. Admit it! Ladies, you know when walking down the street or out shopping alone or with the girls and you see another female wi
Was Blogging..then Lights Out!!
Was in the middle of this and all of the power went out! Even outside! Totally black! Still planning to go outside and sit on the porch and hopefully not get eaten by bugs! Rather be eaten another way! Hehehe! Anyway, bf has been keeping food down for the past couple of days. I keep "fetching" for him so he can stay comfortable on the couch. My arm hurts horriable. Even the Aleve I took is not working. From the elbow to neck to shoulder blade. He is watching M*A*S*H. I am reruned out! With Law&Order, CSI:Miami, 48Hours, etc. Also with some movies bf insists on watching over and over. Why watch anything a second or third time? The ending is not going to change...! Bf told me he used to watch porn like that..over and over. He said his late wife once asked him is he counting the hairs on the pussy in the film! LOL!! Oops! There are two movies I like to watch again and that is "Pay It Forward" and "The Green Mile". To see again but not over and over to the point it
Are You A True Friend???
Bored Today...
Have any question(s)? But please no stupid question(s)/sex related/ offending stuff or I'll block you!
Current mood: cynical I Love you so much.... You can depend on me, I will always be there because I love you... I Love you unconditional.... Love, a fairytale we all desperately want to believe in. Men and Women alike. But is it reality? There is no such thing as Love, unconditional, at least not when it comes to we humans. There are always conditions...Admittedly some are "good" conditions but some can be very superficial. But we all get lost in the fairytale. Which while it lasts is wonderful. And going into it we believe it will last forever and to think differently means to let go of the fairytale. Not all have that "reality" but I think it is fair to say that it's more a majority than the not. Once the fairytale has ended we all try to find it again, and again, and again with the desperate hope that this time the story will go on forever. This is the phase I find myself in. Do I want to try for the fairytale again? Do I want to believe the nex
What European City Do You Belong In?
You Belong in London You belong in London, but you belong in many cities... Hong Kong, San Francisco, Sidney. You fit in almost anywhere. And London is diverse and international enough to satisfy many of your tastes. From curry to Shakespeare, London (almost) has it all! What European City Do You Belong In?
Title: Fat
FAT I think we're ALL fat! Fat with pride, fat with ego, fat in our physical body. Fat with the need and the desire to obtain material possessions like the newest car or electronic devise or that bigger house on the hill. Fat with the belief that more is NEVER enough. Some believe that when they have these possessions then they are now something more, or better than... Some let their possessions Defined who they are. This society is fat but we only acknowledge the physical Fat. We don't, can't or won't see the other, because we are too busy trying to keep up with the mythological "Jones."
Health Warnin!
The latest club craze is to fill a womans vagina with vodka then suck it out using a straw. Health experts are now warning about the dangers of "Minge Drinking"
so an old friend of mine from NYC just called...apparently, tonight is the last night the roxy's going to be open. i can't BELIEVE that shit.....great memories in that place. the best of which was me falling off the stage wanting to prove i could dance like beyonce. don't ask! anyway, yeah, it's the end of an era, and a sad fucking day.
First I Freak Out And Then
I find resolution. I can pay off 130 but i still have to borrow another 30 bones so i can make everythign cool which means i will need an extra 10 to pad my account in case of another hit. In all cases i will stil owe 160$ next month which still sucks ass but for now this one bill can be paid and my power won't get cut off. i will be glad when next month gets here and most fo this crap is cut off and i will just have minimum things to pay so i can have some breathing room. Starting with HBO and Showtime and probably even satelite as i only really need netflix and the net.
Daylight Savings Time
It Sucks !!! Oh well, everyone remember to set your clocks 1 hr ahead....... spring forward...fall back....LOL...
They say the only two certainties in life are "death and taxes". Not true, everything changes..change its self is certain. Everything is certain to change in some way. In your way of thinking, living, talking and dealing...everything changes. Some of these changes are quite apparent immedietly. Obvious to a new haircut, or a new car . We change the things we can to feel better about ourselves and keep moving. Because if we stop moving there comes a certainty...death. Maybe not in the physical sense, but we die a little inside when we aren't doing something..anything to stay awake and aware to the world and all things around us. But what happens when we keep moving in a new direction in a pace too fast to see whats being passed by...forgotten, never to be returned to. We see only a blur, a glimpse of whats ahead of us. Not really knowing what we are running towards. So at this point I have to contradict myself. STOP....look around. Take it all in and BREATHE!!! Let a pa
Another Poem
In this world. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. No one really cares who you are just what they can take. This is what the world has come to people that are fake. It seems there is no more love in this world to find. No one has love anymore its seems there unkind. If there were more love in the the world it would be a better place. In this world we live this is what we all face. In this world no one is the blame Put more Love in the world there is no shame. When people are mean, hateful and cruel These are the type of people in this world who rule. By native.
Tony Montana
Bills Bills Bills (nsfw Because There Is Cursing)
Friday i had $90 now i have half that. This is really fucked. I need $154 to pay the bill and now i am 50 less than i need. FUCK! Now i have to borrow even more money to pay this fucking bill and i still have yet to hear from my employer to find out where and when i work. This is irritating!
New To Ct
Okay so I am new to CT and I am SO CONFUSED! My friend is going to show me how CT works and then I'll fix my lame ass profile and write everyone back! Sorry... ~Colie~ :)
Hero Contest
Stop Or Fake It
should you stop fucking a person while in the act if u cant feel em cause they are too small or fake it?
Read This And Beward!!!
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable “high” by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. View This Site for More Info On the Choking Game.
Hey Tell Me
okay someone bought me a blast... time to fess up, who was it? and what did it say? [by the way, thanks to you] *mauh* xoxo ~sparky
A Joke
Just a Joke Current mood: chipper Just a Joke May 09, 2006 Let this be a warning to all you ladies BEER, FISHING, GOLF & SEX: A man was walking down the street when he was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless man who asked him for a couple of dollars for dinner The man took out his wallet, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some beer with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless man replied. "Will you use it to go fishing instead of buying food?" the man asked. "No, I don't waste time fishing," the homeless man said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive."
Lets Party!!!!
Well its going to be my 35th birthday and well i still feel 21 lol.....well i plan on having fun tonight...sooo i'll be takin plenty of pix for my page....sooo be ready to leave me sum love....well i hope everyone has a great weekend..and a safe one....drinks on me!!!!! NOT!!!!!!lol bye
You are always on my mind Here you will find my thoughts, outlined Brandy, my dear sweetheart I will always carry you within my heart Brandy, you are unbelievably beautiful Not having met you earlier makes me feel like a fool The moment I saw you my heart was sold I dream that together we will grow old Brandy, you mean so much to me Being with you, one plus one equals three I anxiously await our time ahead For now, I keep dreaming of you instead All of you is what I need Together, we will succeed Bye bye, my love I really meant everything I said above another poem wrote for me by: Irishmouse25@ CherryTAP
Now Open!!!
The Men's Sexiest Chest Contest is now open... Come and bomb your favorite chest on CTap. These guys need your help to win a 7-day Blast and other gifts. Check em out and vote for your favorite! Bobby D Frank it is what it is random1 L.A. Jasper back in the land of sand a.k.a. The Jasper FRANKIEGQ "Iceman" Chub$ CaponE HAVE FUN... MAKE SURE THE RULES ARE FOLLOWED OR YOU WILL BE DISQUALIFIED... THIS WILL GO BY COMMENTS... IF I CATCH ANYONE DOWNGRADING ANYONE ELSE I WILL DQ YOU! IF I HAVE TO I WILL WARN YOU ONE TIME AFTER THAT YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF THE CONTEST! xXxW1ck3DxXx (if you enter please leave some love)@ CherryTAP
One Fucking Awesome Flick
Okay, so I've seen the movie a few times now and since I've purchased it and cried with it YET again, I have to express my profoundly incredible passion for the movie V for Vendetta. More than a massive graphic novel brought to life, the film displays a fascist government that manifests itself in a police state, with a leader that seems to have deified himself in a position that gives him seemingly limitless power over those he governs. What a fantastic statement for our current world! As a hardcore liberal, I completely disagree with everything this country stands for at the present moment. Not to say I don't support our troops...most people associate disagreement with national policy as nonsupport of our military. I just believe that there are many things we don't know...many things we will never understand. I have many friends in Iraq and support their valor and bravery. I just don't believe in the cause. The movie is fantastic, artfully done, beautifully crafted, with
A Firefighter Gone.....
today we lost a fellow firefighter, a man who was family yet endured many a fire, he would tell you to your face if he liked you or not and after a quick and swift battle with a virus, he lost his life..words cannot describe the loss i am feeling tonight, my prayers and thoughts go to the family, wishing we could be there in ny to share our grief with friends and family...but we cant, we have our thoughts and memorys, of uncle jim, my friend..your fight is done, let the fellow firefighters carry you home...and we'll carry on your battle......fighting the demon that takes familys homes uncle jim....
Jack Schitt
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervo
My Card ??
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises.
I'm Sure No One Cares..
But, I read last night that Ronnie James Dio and Black Sabbath were working on some project together at the moment. I just about had an orgasm when I read that. In fact, I had to read it a few times just to make sure I read it correctly. If they on tour with Ronnie James Dio as their singer again it would be heavenly for me. I'd pay a shitload of money to see that. The only thing what could be that for is seeing them between 1980-1982. Seeing Led Zeppelin around 1972 would have heavenly too.
The Bunny
One afternoon while doing some work in the Garden I noticed my dog dragging something under The fence. Upon inspection, to my dismay, I realized It was the next door neighbors' daughter's rabbit. For years I had watch her come home from school And head straight out to its cage, free it and Play with it in the garden. I knew today would Be no different and fearing for our dog, I had To think fast. The rabbit was quite dirty, as if it had put Up quite a struggle, so I washed it off with The hose, combed it with the dog brush and blew It dry with the leaf blower. Upon finishing its Grooming, I jumped the fence and replaced it Back in its cage hoping its death would be written Off as "natural causes". Within the hour, the Neighbor's car pulled in and out popped the little Girl, and as usual she headed straight for the Cage. Only this time she stopped about six feet Away and screamed "DDDDDAAAADDDDDDDYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Her father, panic stricken, stood lo
Some Of My Early Life
Well I found out something. I found out that my dad was a truck driver at the time we all got put in the childrens home. What happen was he came home one to many times and found us alone and dirty with dirty clothes on. So he took us to children services and dropped us off. I have no idea where or what my mother was doing at the time or why no adult was watching us. Some people say I shouldn't let that bother me. But most of those people never had anything like that happen to them. They got to grow up knowing there bio parents and siblings if they had any. But I know in my heart that my mother and father both loved us. And they know and know they did wrong. So am I mad at them. No. Upset at them. Yes because they didn't love us enough back then to keep us kids together. Am I wrong to feel this way?
How To Treat Insomnia
Treatment Overview Insomnia is often a symptom of another condition rather than a condition of its own. If insomnia is caused by medical or psychological conditions, treatment will focus on those underlying conditions. When poor sleep quality itself is the major problem, medications can be prescribed short-term to relieve symptoms. Recently, there has been increasing support for therapies that involve modifying behavior and lifestyle. These two approaches—sedative-hypnotic medications and behavior therapies—may be prescribed together, with the medications helping to provide a good night's sleep in the short term and the therapies helping you to develop long-lasting changes in approaches to sleep. * Work with your health professional to first try to determine whether another condition—such as depression, anxiety, pain, use of stimulants or medications, inactivity, or poor sleep habits—is causing your insomnia, and treat the underlying cause. * You may be able to treat
Don't Lose Sleep Over The Time Change
This is the first year that the switch to Daylight Savings Time is occurring early. For years, we adjusted our clocks on the first Sunday in April but now we'll be making the switch on the second Sunday in March (March 11). The change is expected to have an economic benefit, since it's hoped that the longer daylight hours will lessen energy consumption. Losing one hour of sleep may not seem like much, but most people aren't getting enough sleep anyway. (A National Sleep Foundation poll in 2002 showed that the nation's adults averaged just under seven hours of sleep nightly.) Therefore, the coming time change this weekend could make a bad situation worse. The only upside is that some people may be able to sleep in on Sunday morning, when the change will occur. Lack of sleep makes people feel fatigued, sleepy, unmotivated, and sometimes irritable. It can cause poor concentration that may lead to dangerous errors and accidents. Some research suggests that the rate of traffic acciden
Confusion By Bruce Romanis
Confusion Written By Bruce Romanis When some things just don’t seem right it’s all too confusing for anyone to handle and when things are fine it’s not so confusing to anyone and life is a at times confusing thing does anything make it less confusing I suppose yes and at the same time no but after all what do we do to confuse each other the way we do and in these weird times we can get confused so easily by so many things and yet we try not to confuse ourselves and in the process we confuse our friends and families and yet we have to be unconfused at times as well and when it is seems it’s all clear to us then it’s not so confusing to any of us in general but does life make any sense to us at all or is life the biggest confusion of it all because it seems we get confused everyday of our lives but do we really need to be confused all the time if we confuse ourselves too much then we would be more confused than less confused in this world people get confused most of the time
Life In General
Daylight Savings Time Public Service Announcement
Safe Arrival
After two breakdowns of their vehicles, my daughter's family made it safe to Alabama. The first break down was, ironically, not far from me, so I was given one more chance to see them, thus the new pictures of the grandkids uploaded today. The weather is warm there and they are going about their business of setting up house and buying new furniture. They bought a washer/dryer, a sofa and beds in the past two days and are working on getting the utilities in their name and getting cable so that they can come online and talk. The previous owners had friends removing items like old cars from the land, and almost removed the pool, but fortunately the previous owner stopped over and said that they could keep it for the kids. I guess his friends had their eye on it. The kids are so looking forward to having a pool. It was very strange to drive into Erie yesterday knowing they aren't in town to stop by, if I want to visit. I did some shopping and came home and gave them a call.
Seek To Give
Seek to give Whatever you desire for yourself, desire it for others as well. That will help to take you beyond the constraining influence of your ego. There is nothing of any value to be gained by taking from others. For anything you take away from someone else can just as easily be taken from you. Instead, choose to become the living embodiment of that which you wish to have. Give energy and focus and action to your dreams, and those dreams will come to life all around you. The more people who benefit from your positive thoughts and efforts, the more quickly those efforts will bring valuable results. To experience great abundance, be a channel through which that abundance can flow. Make a positive difference that extends into the lives around you. Create value that goes beyond you. It is by giving that you make room to receive even more. Seek to give what you wish to have, and it will surely become real for you. -- Ralph Marston
Please Read This, Be Aware
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. The Link here A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable “high” by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. Click Here for More Info On the Choking Game.
Seek Out And Spend Time With Someone Who Has Greater Ability Than You.
One of the best things to do to increase your ability is hang out with people who are already more skilled than you. Watching, them, studying them, interacting with them, even competing with them will make you better. As in sports, to improve, you play with people better than you, not worse. They will raise you to a new level. Who around you can you get involved with who will help you with your ability?
Not Meant To Be
There once was a time if I just closed my eyes, I could see us together as one. But after these years of growing apart, I can see that dream is done. You were the one who knew me inside and out, And always knew just what to say. Any problems I had would disappear, When you said it would all be okay. There was always a special connection with us, And these days it seems to be gone. Whatever we had died a long time ago, But it's just so hard to move on. Those times I'd drown in the blue of your eyes, You never noticed a thing. There were nights I laid awake and thought, Of the love our friendship brought. No matter how hard I've been trying, The truth is so hard to see. I guess it takes a while to let go, Of something not meant to be. © Andi 2007
Bribery Will Get You Everywhere!!!
Ok here goes... I've been a 1911 man for over 30yrs. Those who don't know what that means probably shouldn't read blogs titled "Guns", lol. Anyway, I recently bought a Glock17, probably the single most popular weapon on the planet in the arena of law enforcement or self defense. After having put about 50 rounds or so through her I have to admit, she's smoother than a china dolls' ass and dead accurate! Maybe this old fart will have to pick up a couple more soon. Look for pics of my newest toys asap!
The Dangerous Choking Game
THIS WAS COPIED FROM THE INTERNET!!!! The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” years, etc... You came over behind me and hugged me and I told ya to watch out cuz I might sneeze boogers on your arm cuz of my cold! I told ya that the internet was taken away again becaus
World Rock Radio Promo
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Hinder - Better Than Me
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Hinder - How Long
Banana Tres Leches Dessert
res Leches cake is the Hispanic-influenced dessert showing up on restaurant dessert menus. Soaked in three sweet milks, this version boasts using a foolproof Betty Crocker® cake mix to make it easy. Prep Time:20 min Start to Finish:3 hr 55 min Makes:16 servings 1 box Betty Crocker® SuperMoist® white cake mix 1 1/4 cups water 2 tablespoons vegetable oil 3 eggs 1 cup mashed bananas (2 medium) 1 can (14 oz) sweetened condensed milk (not evaporated) 1/2 cup (from 14-oz can) coconut milk (not cream of coconut) 1/2 cup whipping cream 1 container Betty Crocker® Whipped fluffy white frosting Banana slices and/or toasted coconut, if desired 1. Heat oven to 350°F (325°F for dark or nonstick pan). Grease bottom only of 13x9-inch pan with shortening or cooking spray. 2. In large bowl, beat cake mix, water, oil, eggs and mashed bananas with electric mixer on low speed 30 seconds; beat on medium speed 2 minutes, scraping bowl occasionally. Pour into pan. 3. Bake 30 to 35 minutes
My Shattered Heart
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, whispering softly: "Careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your hands, tender and warm. It falls into millions of shattered pieces -on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes... I ask you not to pick up the pieces my heart that has fallen all apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart -one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how, some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who left to start a new life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of my shattered heart. All my tears won't keep you near. All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whisper in my vo
Happy Saint Patricks Day
Hey happy saint patricks day everybody its gonna be happy for me my middle child is turning four and she is gonna be happy she gets to go to chuckie cheese for her birthday present from mom and dad. I cant wait to see her face.
Friends Helping
Have to thatnk my friend Kimberly. She is in the navy and currently in Japan. She is going to set me up an alotment from her pay to help me out paying rent. Ben having to borrow money from people to help pay rent since oct 2006 and I hate it. Got custody of my kids than a month later lost my job. So went on welfare (hate it too) but welfare give me 740 a month and rent is 875 a month, I am sure you can do the math.I am finding out what great friends I have. Love to them all. Now to deal with my depression. My therapist is refering me to someone else to look at the posability I will need medication. Hope not but if it help wth the depression it will make me a better dad for my kids. Well that all for this rant. Hugs to all who actually read this. Kurt
Fuck Men
Ok so The guy I love is getting married and it aint to me. He told me he loved me but can see past the fact I have 2 children with someone else. He has been with his girl for maybe 4 months, told me she reminds him so much of me. So is h marrying her for her or cus she is the closes thing to me he can get right now. So how long is 4 months to wait for someone you say you love and that you say was your true love? So I say, FUCK MEN. I have better things to do with my time.
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This Is A Depressing Blog
OK it's official the only thing men want from me is a good fuck. To them I will never have anything more. The sad part is I keep on falling for it whenever I think I found the one. I let my guard down. Trust the guy and the he uses me. And after he's done getting his jollies he makes up some lame assed excuse or doesn't even bother to make one up at all and buggers off out of my life forever. From this moment on unless someone can truly convince me otherwise I will not believe in love -- it doesn't exist. It's just a fairy tale made up for fools. And to think I was just starting to trust people again. That's all shot to hell. I can never trust anyone even slightly ever again. It just isn't worth it.
I flung closer to his breast, As sword that, after battle, flings to sheathe; and, in that hurtle of united souls, The mystic motions which in common moods are shut beyond our sence, broke in on us, and as we sate, we felt the old earth spin, and all the starry turbulence of worlds swing round us in their audient circles, till if that same golden moon were overhead or if beneath our feet, we did not know.
Who Knows?
Well, here I am again. I left CherryTap for awhile because I let an obnoxious person lower my self-esteem. Well, not again. I am who I am and if you don't like it - tough cookies! I look forward to making new friends and staying in touch with old ones. This place is so much better than Myspace!
it is a game sometimes you lose sometime you win but you will never know unless you try but to love is to play in fire you dont wanna get burned dont fuck up
hi everyone just want 2 say thanks 2 all the people who stop by love ya and feel free 2 stop bye anytime
Firearms Refresher Course
1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you not understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearms owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies; rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't shoot to k
Yesterday's goals, dim memories. Dark saddened eyes, blurring with tears. Painful scars borne; Love's history. Futures crumble when doubt appears. No brightly lit hope envisioned, When following after harsh words. Hurt soul splits in two, partitioned. Swooned by appeal - when numbness lured. Apologies made, never bought. Price paid turned out far too costly. Though never known what would be wrought - Must walk into the night softly. One wish, only to be released. Granted - now receive this token. Words written in rhyme, love's deceased. When promises made . . . were broken. © Andi 2007
Sleeping......or Trying
Swing from side to side. Toss to the left. Fuckin wall. Move over sideways. Restless as the hours go by. 7 pillows, 2 blankets, dawned in artillirary night wear. So cold. The cold and being so, sucks ass. Toss over and turn to the right. Nope......not comfortable. Creak! fuckin water pipe. Noises are heard, when you cant hear his breathing. Pull up the blanket...warmth would be nice., school, all starts in 4 and a half hours. Gonna be another 20 hour day. Damn.....if only. Close my eyes. Fuck! its too bright. Open my eyes. Roll to face "heaven". Looking into nothingness isnt very inviting. Start to think........... Dark. Alone. Silent. Scared. Pissed off. Depressed. Sad. All sliding into the reminder that it didnt have to be this way. Roll over to the place where someone else should be lying. Hear him. Feel him. Love him. Smell him. Know him. Want him. Need him. See him. A perfect lullaby for the grown wo
I See Her
With each magnificent sunrise ...I see her....As a stream gently flows through the mountains...I see her...I think of my hopes and dreams.....When I see her...When I think what makes me want to be a better man...I see her...I see the most beautiful person in the world...When I see her...When I think of the love God has gave me....I see her...When I think of my true love for life....I see her....I see my angel...Each time I see her.... Love you always M&M
Kieyahs Birthday Party
Well today was Kieyahs 2end birthday. We had a party for her. She had her friend/boyfriend Joshua from swimming come, hes 10 months & to cute. There was 7 kids two left before the cake. So there wasnt all that many people & thats okay with me. I find if theres to many people then its hard to move around. The only one Kieyah really cared to play with was Joshua. We met him & his mom Cindy during swimming on Wednesday. Last time we where swimming was on March 8th I figured why not invite him the worst that can come out of it is they say no. His parents where so happy it was his first birthday party invitation. They got Kieyah balloons she seemed to want to play with them more then open her gifts. Cindy said she felt bad for not getting Kieyah something big, I told her it doesnt matter what you get her as long as you show up. Like I said before she liked the balloons more then anything else. So all in all the birthday party went great. Jeremy Crow made Kieyah the best birthday card
The Face Of An Angel
The Face of an Angel The face of an angel, That bright beautiful smile, I know for you, I'd travel any mile. A mile set ablaze, Like the love within my heart, A mile full of lions, That can not rip us apart. A mile full of demons, But with your face it doesn't matter, With that face of an angel, All the bad things shatter. The face of an angel, Those beautiful eyes Hold within them All your truths to your lies. Those eyes tell me you hurt, When you say that's not true, Those eyes tell me you care, Just as you used to. Those eyes have revealed The worst things of life, The unrequited love I feel, As I want you to be my Friend for life. The face of an angel Engraved right into My heart, as I feel This everlasting love for you.
Someday I am writing to you again, my love For I know not who you are For all I know you could be right next to me Or equally as far But with faith I continue writing Because I know it to be true That there are forces unexplainable Bringing me to you Until you overwhelm my life With love that is only ours I will laugh and sing and dance with friends Underneath our stars I will not settle for anyone else To you I will be true I’ll smile and laugh and talk for hours But save all my kisses for you And every night before I sleep I’ll think of you for a while I won’t know anything about you yet But how you’ll make me smile
The Link To Vote And Bomb Me For The Contest
Use this link instead to all my friends please use the link above to vote and bomb me for the sexiest smily contest, i hoping you all will tell ur friends and family and fans and new comers ,thanks and god bless
The Day They Met
One the day they met, the world stopped. nothing else mattered. Across the people and the long way between them, they saw nothing but each other. Slowly they walked towards each other, small smiles on faces, hearts beating fast. They get face to face and just look, hearts pounding hard in chest. Then arms wrap around tightly and hold afraid of letting go.Around them people look and smile..young love ...they think. Theyfianly releasebut keeps hands locked together, staring and smiling. Walking towards the luggage comes. Their they stand not knowing what to say or what to do. Fianly saying 'hi' and laughing. Walking towards the truck, hand in hand, talking about the flight, laughing. Getting home, not knowing what to do. Meeting people, getting very shy, turn red. Escape to room. 'I'm glad we met, i'm glad you came, I did not think I could love someone more but I do'. Going out spending time alone getting to know each other. New places, running into friends, having fun, getting home lat
~ A Dedication To The Canadian Soldiers ~
Any loss is one to many, but you have to believe that the world would nor ever be the same if these brave Men and Women did not answer a calling. My thoughts and Prayers go out to all that has paid the ultimate Price.
Friday night,...Went bowling it was not that I bowled good but rather I knew i was going to bomb.but managed to have fun anyway,who I was with,I enjoyed their company,...had fun and managed to get a strike!!!!
Friends Are Everything
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship.
Voice Comments
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Dirty Oldmen
Gawd I am so sick of hearing this from you young little tiny bops.....yes there are so sick bastards out there...but not all of us want to see your naked little ass...sure you will show it to someone that post a picture with 6 pack abs....but you think they are sexy.....I laugh at you....what makes you think they are what they are......I tell you up front I am 50....I did more 18 year olds than I am old....I dont want have no experience you have no idea what to enough of that.....if I drop by your site and rate you and leave you a comment it is just that......get over your little young ass and take a compliment.....I still dont want you.... I do this as a favor to get the points....if you want to say hi back and leave me a vote...its a vote on my site not on me.....gawd I just want to sat get the heck over yourself....cause guess what in a few years you will be here....and by the way guess who started this whole internet thing so you little bitches can po
I Cry
I cry when I'm happy, I cry when I'm sad, I cry when I laugh, & I cry when I'm mad, I cry when I'm lonely, I cry when I'm stressed, Sometimes I think I'm a complete mess. I cry when I hear your voice, I cry when you say goodbye, I cry when I long to be with you, I cry when I finally get to hold you, I am not a sad or depressed person, I just wear my heart on my sleeve, I can not help it, for it is who I am I care and love those who are dearest and nearest to my heart. So hold me close and cherrish all I have to give.
True Love Came
True Love Came Love ran away from me Never looked back to see The tears that came along And stained my pale cheeks Love ran away today It pack away the warmth The smiles and laughter Love cried while it ran away I called out for it to stay As it walked away for good My soul ached with pain As my love came to an end Love ran away before I could tell it how I felt Before I could show it That with me there are no doubts I thought love ran away Never to return again Until true love came To show me I was wrong True love came to me today And wrapped me up close Took away all the pain And showed me true loves worth. this poem was shared with me by a great friend © Alicia Marin A/K/A Angeleyes Music Video Codes By Music
I Hate It
I hate it when you walk away I hate i when you don't call me back I hate it when you put me down I hate it when you call me names I hate it when you put your hands on me I hate it when you cheat on me I hate it when you lie I hate it when you don't answer my calls I hate it when you make me cry I hate it when you said you would never leave I hate it when you did I hate it when you push me away I hate it when you don't say i love you I hate it when you don't come around I hate it that your out of jail I hate it that you left me for my friend I hate it when i see you with her I hate it that you don't see what i see I just hate you all the way
Travelers These Days
whats up with people today i was driving back from tifton ga last night and cars and truck were about to run all over me and i was doing 75 mph they are getting crazier or just plain stupid.
On Erections
I've heard that there are two types of penises. Ones that are always full size and just get harder when aroused, and ones that when aroused grow to their full size. As it turns out, I have the second type. It's normally a bit small, something that a girl might laugh at (which you should never do cause then it won't get hard), this hasn't happened to me. I'd say it's normally a bit less than half of it's full size. I don't know if this happens to the first type, but I end up having different types of erections. Sometimes it's a little shorter and thinker, other times it's longer. Sometimes it's straight, but usally it curves upward a bit, those feel the best.
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~ More Support For Canadian Troops In Afghanistan ~
We thank you for your Service, Your help and we Pray and Morn your Losses.
So It's Been Awhile
so i've been missing for awhile but now i have returned.... consider this my official notice of me returning to cherrytap... if you need me, you should know how to find me by now.
Happy Saturday
I'm home resting from my first week back at work after my rollover accident in our 1995 Toyota 4Runner. I had been accelerating onto the freeway from Genesee Avenue onramp, just as the curves ended and the straightaway began I caught an updraft and the truck flipped and rolled 2 or 3 times, landing on my drivers side, still sunning, wheels spinning. Fortunately although I had hit my head, I had NOT been knocked unconscious. I had essentially lifted off in the blink of an eye, and when I opened my eyes I saw the interior roof of the car as I was rolling upside down, I closed my eyes and began to pray. It was over in an instant, there were men at the passenger door above me, and down at the back window which had sustained the impact upon the fence and cars parked along the road. THANKFULLY THERE WAS NOBODY in the vehicles, nor walking alongside. This should not have happened, and I know now there are others that have gone off in this same location for various reasons, on a REGULAR BA
I Sicko-analyzed Myself, And I Still Think I Rule!!!!
Psychoanalyze Yourself. Answer the following questions with the first thought that comes to mind. Then read which each answer means. (No cheating! ) 1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you? ME,MYSELF, AND I. 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? A PENGUIN. SLIDE.......... 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? HE HANDS ME A BOTTLE OF RUM. GOOD PENGUIN. 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your DREAM house: TWO STORIES, ONE BIG ROOM FOR MOVIES, A COMFY BED, NICE KITCHEN AND A HUGE FUCKING BATHROOM!!!! 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? HELLS NO, I WANT PEOPLE TO TAKE THIER CHANCES ON IT... 6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room and see: A 52 INCH PLASMA TV, SHOWING TRUE ROMANCE. 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? A PINT GLASS. 8. What do you do with the cup? LEAVE IT. 9.
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Oh My!!
Well today at work I was asked yet again by a supervisor what my plans are for there at work. I told him that it first started out as just a job to help me pay to go back to school in pharmacy. Now that I have fallen in love with my job, doing serious thinking about changing my plans for school. I will be looking into hotel and hospitality with a minor in business. Well before this talk I kinda figured I was on the watch list of possible supervisors in the future, LOL. Now after this talk yet again with a sup. I think I am most definatly on that list. He did tell me that I was great with all the patrons, that it was in my face, demeanor, and how I treat the patrons. Ok so for a while now I have turned into a gilie girl, HA HA HA!! I have kept up my nails since july and now started getting designs on them. I had my eyebrows done at the nail shop that I go to (my first time)!! Oh man someone shoot me, LOL. Shit when did this happen to me worring about my nails and eyebrows.
I'm Gone For The Week
Ok everyone, I'll be leaving for Nashville in the morning so I just wanted to say bye. I left y'all some new pics to look at. I know we will have a blast! If you happen to live around Nashville or even Memphis which is our second stop let me know soon! I will be going to a Houston Myspace Party tonight so, see ya~ The Goddess CoverDBabe
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Friend Requests Part 555.5
I come to this site to decrease my anxiety. Someone who asks me to read their profile and sends me a friend request that shows that they have manifestly not skimmed let alone read mine- I am not going to agonize over how best to explain to them why I am denying their request, or try to get past the manifold barriers they have put up in their profile (very few methods of contact available, few of them appropriate) to ask them to provide more information or enter into a conversation -- so that I can ease my mind that we'd get along as CTFriends, that I wouldn't mind their having access to my protected blogs. (Some people actively want people to join their lists and are fairly exhibitionist, blog- and photo-wise, though their attitude to making lasting friends may be more ambiguous; I do lose track of people, which I need to work on, but I am not a the-more-the-merrier person, I think, when it comes to adding people to my trust-lists.) No. Deny it is, with people who can't be bothe
~ Support Canadian Troops In Afghanistan ~
Thank You to our Brothers and Sisters in the North. America and I thank you :)
In Loving Membory Of Jimmie Lee Green, Jr.
I Am Getting A Boat!!!!
Yippeeee I am getting a boat :D if anyone cares
What My Major Should Be (it Pegged Me For What I'm Already Studying!!)
You scored as Education. You should strongly consider majoring in Education, such as early childhood education, middle childhood education, secondary education, or related majors (e.g., Vocational Education, Special Education, P.E./Physical Education). It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a great minor for education majors. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.Education75%English/Journalism/Comm63%Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health44%Visual&PerformingArts38%HR/BusinessManageme
5 Questions
Since I already know my friends on LJ rather well, I'll just transplant this meme here. 1. Leave me a comment saying "Interview me". (If you want to, of course! No pressure at all.) 2. I'll respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature (or not so creepy/personal). 3. Update your blog with the answers to the questions. 4. Include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post. 5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, ask them five questions.
Tough Day
well ive been so tied up the last few days and not in a good way,my freind pasted away so ive been doing the funeral stuff got him buried today so im off to work tommorrow,headed to worthington mn.for monday then load then off to ok city ok.for wednsday morning i hope you all have a great weekend and well talk soon,keep smiling you look great.
I wanna be TWISTED!!! I need 519 points..I feel like I ben stuck here forever.. I dont get the time I use to so PLEASE Help me get TWISTED!! I hear it was vetter then getting BENT!!! lol
Just Take A Few Minutes And Make A Difference
Dear Friends: You probably never thought of this, but women's shelters in the U.S. go through thousands of tampons and pads monthly. Assistance agencies generally help with expenses of "everyday" necessities such as toilet paper, diapers, and clothing, but one of the most BASIC needs is overlooked - feminine hygiene products. (Who is at the helm of the funding assistance agencies!?) Seventh Generation, a green paper products and cleaning products company, has a do-good attitude and will donate a box of sanitary products to a women's shelter in your chosen state - just for clicking the link. Talk about easy (literally takes less than 1 minute and they ask nothing of you). And, yes, it is Legitimate!
Sign The Visual Guestbook
Hey all. As my first blog, I thought I'd make a request to everyone. Jump onto my profile and sign the guestbook. I'd love to see where all the friends, fans, and visitors are from who come visit me. It only takes a few seconds, and it would make me very happy. See, I'm starting to smile already!! Thanks!
Sorry All
Sorry...this week coming up is finals week and I will not be on. I hope to talk to you all soon and I will pass around the love when I get back. )))))HUGS(((((
Thank You
Thanks to all my friends that came by and showed their support. The contest is now over. I didn't win :( BOO HOO....LOL I came in 6th place out of 20 so I guess not too bad. It was my first contest and so was fun to say the least. Thanks again too all that voted for me and spent the time bombing me. Hugs and kisses Connie
Mid-term Week!
Holy crap, I'm studying my ass off and I don't think I'm getting anywhere! I have 17 credits this semester and they are all business classes (and an art history class for fun.) This comming week I have several midterms that I am EXTREAMLY affraid of... Sorry, just had to vent a little! =)
Midnight Mind
See him there alone His midnight mind flashing All circuits now blown Here the darkness is crashing Past rooms filled with the lost And the memories of life He is always the one to pay the cost The who holds the knife The moon strides across his face And the shadows do caress He knows he is finnaly in his place Now he will never fold to the stress Silvery sreams slip throuh the night this man follows there path His emotions hold him tight Soon the world will feel his wrath And maybe when his time is out And darkness claims him forever Then he might know what his life was about Maybe then the world wil know him to have been clever Robert Kelsey 5-11-05
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!!
while i normally dun post more than one blog here on CT...i was having an interesting conversation which made my brain hungry. so i felt the need of course to look some things up on one of those scholastic websites in order to see if schools have the ability to not only understand but groom and shape childhood identity. other than their ability to state the obvious..."childen who feel worthy and capable are more likely to be optimistic and do well in school" it was quite lacking. they used the term 'identity' too loosely. as if it only suggests if your parents didnt beat you and call you worthless and they werent discriminatory than you're a well rounded individual and should excel in everything. *shakes head* if everything was that easy right? sure in a pod person world...if we all did everything the house of they told us to do, we'd be financially stable thriving adults. not that i believe that for one nanosecond...but thats basically what they're saying. racial ident
Hello All
Hello people Im here . I just now the people in alaska room will know what I look like .Hope ye guys still chat to me .I will findout how this all works this week.Enjoy all
Those Morphed Images...
I don't know how ya'll do those morphed images but I would love to find out! I found a morphing program on the internet. a demo. but it didn't seem to work real good.
The Proxy Father;-)
The Smiths had no children and decided to use a proxy father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be here soon". Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning madam. You don't know me, but I've come to...." "Oh, no need to explain. I've been expecting you," Mrs. Smith cut in. "Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good! I've made a specialty of babies." "That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat. Just where do we start?" asked Mrs. Smith, blushing. "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is fun too; you can really spread out." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for Harry and me." "Well, madam, none of us can guarantee a good one every time. But if
If I Was Yours Amuse Me
TO EVERYONE WHO DID THIS THANKS YOU DONT HAVE TO REDO IT MUAHHHH 1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)If we went out on a date would you have me pay for it? 6.)Would you take me anywhere special? 7.)If I was sick... what would you do? 8.)If we had sex...what would you do afterwards? 9.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.)Would you tell me? 11.)Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.)Would you go to the club with me? 15.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.)If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 18.)Would you give me your mys
This Is A Poem I Just Read And It Made Me Cry(not Written By Me)
The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” years, etc... You came over behind me and hugged me and I told ya to watch out cuz I might sneeze boogers on your arm cuz of my cold! I told ya that the internet was taken away again because of the porn sites you had visited and y
Do You Need Glasses?
To You...
How can I trust you? You say all the right things and know what to do You say your different, but how can that be? You'll promise me forever, then rip it away from me You love me then go away Never to return and there I'll stay Torn apart again, trying to put myself together Maybe one day I will get better Scared to let go of what it is I know Scared to let my scares show I just want to grab you and never let go That that is hard for me as you know My heart is fragile, so please handle it with care If you let it fall and shatter It will be more than I can bear.
Then She Smiled
...then she smiled and my heart, sank like a rock I smiled back, and thoughts of poetry begin to fall like snow a slow moving drift when each words land they melt, to my sunk'n heart beautiful feelings, beautiful emotions waking, like the dawn of a new day her dark brown eyes turns to copper, when she looks to the sun as her hair, flows with her motion a silly smile, sticks to my face as she turns, with a smile music plays in my mind beautifly, as my words turn to song if you only knew, the beauty you have shared with me your smile, your eyes, and your long hair flowing with your movements, so gracefull, so smooth as I get carried away, no I wont, no I will not fall in love with you, its crazy, to feel like this for an angel then, with her beautiful brown eyes she sees my thoughts, and hears my song she spreads her wings, tall and wide she smiles, then she flies away to the sky she swoops through the clouds, and
> You've Got To Love This Little Girl
> > You've got to love this little girl. > What a fine woman / wife she'll make! > > A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of > life?" > A little girl in the back row raised her hand and > said, > "All I want out of life is four little animals." > The teacher asked, "Really, and what four > little animals would that be sugar?" > > The little girl said, "A mink on my back, > a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in my bed > and of course, I'll need a jackass to pay > for all of it." > The teacher fainted.
A summer day 4 years old a campground a pool my father my mother my brother ...screaming at me keep my head above the water his lips move his voice drowns my life fades to black i sink a ton of bricks to the bottom a summer day 4 years old beside of a pool my father my mother my brother ...standing over me asking if i'm ok the sun blinds the sounds deafening my mind erases the memory of the image of my soul fleeing my body a summer night 23 years old a lake my best friend my cigarette burning my nudity for all the angels to see as i was when i was thrust into this world the moon bathes the glow warms ...and i wonder if my soul ever returned
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain100%Passion83%Mysterious83%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with
And The Rain Falls Down
and the rain falls on me every drop tells me life a story that was fogotten awakening of the deep in a mind and a heart a flow of beauty in water to form and shape where it lays it also lives, wild and free go where it may dream water will give water will take the spirit the power the strength the life and the rain falls down on me
I Got A Puppy
a beatyiful black lab shes soooo cute i dont havea name for her yet but it will be german
And I Stand!!!
I break, I fall, I crumble, I crash on piece at a time, a shell of yesterday the mold of who I am today, breaks loose and sets me free, I live today because of strength that reached down, and touched my heart and I stand my days seem to be the same everyday the hurt and pain, just wouldnt go away there were times, I've thought over and over with a blade in one hand, an uncovered wrist sometimes, I drive and think, should I there were days, I carried a rope, somewhere far away thinking, nobody will miss me anyway then, words whispered in the wind to find the words I felt at the moment do I believe, or am I just really that crazy was just too much, tears fell and I was lifted, I was awakened and I stand the whispers touched my heart, and I saw tomorrow, the chain reaction of my actions and it was more to it, my thoughts, just thoughts had caused, everything around to me be as it was my attitude, the way I presented myse
6 Signs
Subject 6 signs you're falling for someone 6 signs you're falling for someone 1 - as soon as you get online - whose name do you look at first 2 - when you hear your phone ringing - who do u hope is calling 3 - when a love song comes on the radio - whose face comes to your mind 4 - whose name makes your heart skip a beat everytime u hear it 5 - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about - wondering if they're thinking about you 6 - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind..... Repost this as"6 signs you're falling 4 someone" within the 5 minutes and the 1 who you answered to those questions will realize how much they mean to you tonite 12:30
Just For You
There is a risk involved in everything. Every time you share a smile, Every time you shed a tear, You are opening yourself up to hurt Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Sidestepping the things they can't understand, Turning away from those who care too much, Those who care too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love. You cannot approach it cautiously. It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic. It is unprejudiced and unmerciful. It strikes the strongest of mind. And brings them to their knees in one blow Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part Of someone else, Without either of your consent, But, from the moment it overtakes you, It hurts w
How A 7 Yr Old Explains Sex
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pret
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How A 7 Yr Old Explains Sex
Little Johnny was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pret
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